Pearl - February 21, 2025


The Pastors Daughter to Sex Worker Pipeline


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46 minutes

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6,870

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171


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00:00:00.000 Thank you.
00:00:30.000 It looks a little dark in here.
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00:01:04.640 okay good afternoon good evening ladies and gentlemen welcome to another episode of pearl
00:01:14.360 daily here on the audacity network please bear with me as today i am self-producing
00:01:22.180 and that's not really my forte i'm not great with the equipment
00:01:25.960 you know but my producer is out of town for like a month so i'm doing the best i can
00:01:34.180 let me turn on this tv so i can see the screen
00:01:38.200 so today we're going to talk about the pastor
00:01:44.520 oh yay amazing okay today we're going to talk about the pastor's daughter
00:01:52.180 to sex worker pipeline now i know what you're thinking you're thinking pearl
00:01:59.860 you can't keep talking about nala she's threatening with you you with a lawsuit
00:02:05.700 and recently she's threatened to sue me even further now apparently i need to be scared
00:02:13.140 um and apparently they're going to use this against me in court
00:02:19.020 and you know i guess i'll just have to live with that because what i'm saying is not untrue
00:02:30.920 that you know i i am not legally
00:02:35.460 required
00:02:38.880 to believe your conversion
00:02:44.140 let's see where is my lawsuit should i send it to my other one let's see nala nala nala
00:02:53.580 i don't know if i want to show my whole screen with this but apparently i'll give you guys
00:03:00.440 the the rundown of what they're accusing me um they're saying defamation
00:03:09.100 and the tweets that they claim are defamation
00:03:17.520 are once a sex worker, always a sex worker.
00:03:26.680 Oh, wait, here we go.
00:03:28.360 I need to read.
00:03:39.100 okay yeah now they sent me this long letter once a sex worker always a sex worker nala still has
00:03:50.000 a telegram group that has sexual content it was posted in as recently as yesterday
00:03:54.800 now they're claiming that this was um defamatory because they're saying that i have to blindly
00:04:01.940 believe that she is not in charge of that group and that someone else is running it
00:04:07.600 um okay why do i need to blindly believe a um not a hooker anymore apparently i'm not able to call
00:04:19.900 her a hooker what do you want a sex worker a prostitute i don't know what getting gang
00:04:25.060 banged on camera what am i supposed to call that nala ray's legal team apparently they're watching
00:04:30.440 this i'm going to see you guys in court i swear to god and if you which by the way you guys can
00:04:38.680 support me at the audacity network.com to support these legal endeavors because i'm not going to back
00:04:44.600 down and i am not required and i i am not required to believe a former prostitute
00:04:54.200 i'm gonna continue um nala b they also put in the lawsuit because i said nala threatened to
00:05:04.380 sue me because i said she's still a hooker i'm live streaming this whole thing if we go to court
00:05:09.400 i swear to god or i'm putting a camera right if they don't let me bring cameras in i'm putting
00:05:14.740 a camera outside that courtroom and i'm giving you guys updates every day this is bullshit um
00:05:20.460 reminder that nala had an active oaf the day before her and michael knowles interview i was
00:05:25.100 the bad guy for pointing it out and now that i am right where are the retractions i said that
00:05:30.700 november 12 2024. she also said in the michael knowles interview that she still has paying
00:05:38.220 subscribers you know um
00:05:45.020 um what else do we got
00:05:50.420 Nala threatened to sue me because I said she's still a hooker you know
00:06:03.520 my opinion is that the same way somebody is an alcoholic always um they're just an alcoholic
00:06:12.760 who stopped drinking. You're just a sex worker who stopped sexing for now. Anyways, if you want
00:06:23.920 to support me in this endeavor, go to the audacitynetwork.com. There are hookers all over
00:06:28.980 this country, former hookers, that think they can do a rebrand and use Jesus for clout.
00:06:37.200 and i'm not i will not stand for it my grandma would be rolling in her grave watching this
00:06:46.780 she would not say we're happy you're in our church she would kick you out you know um
00:06:54.180 yeah so that's what i'm dealing with this week
00:07:00.540 i guess i'll see you guys in court because the if you think that if you think that i am going to
00:07:10.240 give you money without you literally if you think a prostitute is going to get me to retract or pay
00:07:19.680 her with that you will have to drag me to court i swear to god you will have to take me to the
00:07:25.240 depths of this court. Because there ain't no way in hell you're getting me to do any sort of
00:07:33.720 any, any sort of like, I will fight you in court for four years. That's how stubborn I am. I will
00:07:47.660 literally sit in court for four years before I willingly without legal them legally making me
00:07:56.720 give money to a sex worker um okay I want to give a couple prerequisites before I start today
00:08:09.060 because these ladies just seem to make me um this is based off of my experience you are totally
00:08:16.960 welcome to disagree with it. When I do use generalizations, I never mean all, I just
00:08:24.220 mean, you know, most are the ones that I, you know, specifically have met.
00:08:30.620 I think I can turn the lights on with this. It's a little dark in here.
00:08:35.680 Oh, it's already on. Okay. And, you know, I never mean to offend anybody, but people do get offended.
00:08:44.980 So recently, I got responded to from Elon Musk. Apparently, I pointed out that this woman was
00:08:54.240 thirst trapping at her job. So she's like a little blonde reporter. And I just pointed out with no,
00:09:00.000 I wasn't mad, you know, but I just noticed that she was like a thirst, thirst trapping lady.
00:09:07.340 And it's actually crazy because conservatives are now dying on the hill of thirst trapping. So they
00:09:12.560 They're all attacking me because I just said, you know, hey, she's she's thoughting it up.
00:09:18.760 You know, I didn't say she shouldn't.
00:09:20.560 I mean, some people, some women went out, thought it up and met their husband.
00:09:24.940 You know, they'd go to the bars, have a couple beers, give up a one night stand and boom, a couple of years later, they're married.
00:09:31.720 Everyone says that's the wrong way to do it.
00:09:33.700 But I've seen it more times than I can count.
00:09:35.800 um now i talk a lot about traditional conservative women now what traditional conservative women they
00:09:48.060 like to do is they like to get all the clout for being moral right and um but they like to like
00:09:53.860 post sexually at the same time so it's really confusing because you're like why are you
00:09:59.220 posting sexually while, um, while Jesus crosses on your neck. You know, there's one picture this
00:10:10.840 woman had where her boobs were out and the Jesus crosses in between them. I mean, I don't know.
00:10:15.580 My grandma would be rolling in her grave right now. It's just insane. The stuff that I've been
00:10:20.340 seeing now, I've been talking a lot about trad con women in the church. A lot of my channel lately,
00:10:26.040 You guys know that I hate fake trad con women because most of them are undercover whores.
00:10:32.380 They, you know, they preach religion and conservative values, but they just have too many 304 traits.
00:10:38.300 They leave their families to find rich men and then use God and the Bible to shame anyone and everyone around them.
00:10:46.180 That's why I say I respect whores a lot of times more than trad con women.
00:10:49.960 It's about honesty.
00:10:50.900 While most whores are pretty honest about their whoredom.
00:10:53.260 And, you know, I was thinking, you know, why can't they just be honest?
00:10:58.740 It got me thinking about all the women that came from religious households.
00:11:04.840 And there's a religious household to sex worker pipeline.
00:11:08.600 Now, I believe that the reason for this, and I'm going to, I have it outlined here, but
00:11:12.860 I believe it's because they, the church, shames sexuality when sex is a need for men and for
00:11:20.940 women.
00:11:21.220 and um they don't acknowledge that it's a need and give people in the modern era an outlet you
00:11:27.200 know if you don't want your daughter to be a 304 you got to go find her a husband go do the work
00:11:31.780 no i promised you the rollo tea if i got 10 signups i've had two i need eight more from
00:11:39.540 you guys i don't give tea for free i am not a free tier um he was tweeting at me again you know
00:11:49.300 yeah I mean that's the thing you know and I personally experienced this because
00:11:55.500 you know I was someone that went in trying like I wanted to wait till marriage but there just
00:12:01.440 wasn't like I didn't really you don't know why you're not attracted to the church guys because
00:12:06.740 they're kind of weird right and they have no frame and they like worship women there
00:12:12.540 and so you go there you're not attracted to them and then the guys you know
00:12:18.260 the other guys are, they're trying to fight, you know, you're not going to get a relationship
00:12:24.100 without the putting out. So you, I've lived this, you know, if they want traditional marriages,
00:12:37.340 you got to find a husband, right? And how are they weird? Well, in general, they're weird because
00:12:44.620 not all right I'd like to say not all not all but they they have the same issues the women do the
00:12:50.540 sexuality is shamed and what happens is they use the church uses morality as a control tool against
00:12:57.100 men but they don't hold women to those standards so they don't crucify women for not waiting till
00:13:02.560 marriage but they crucify men for porn which is better than you know degeneracy as they like to
00:13:08.160 say it. So, you know, that's my opinion on why, you know, when you tell people their sex drive
00:13:18.920 is bad for a decade, it just messes them up. And yeah, if you tell them that their sex drive is
00:13:30.040 bad, it just, it kind of, it gives them issues, both men and women, to be honest. Like a lot of
00:13:37.380 women, it's like they can't, I'll give you an example. There's a woman in church and she was
00:13:43.060 like a 30 year old virgin and she would almost have sex with guys and then like pull out, feel
00:13:49.840 guilty, you know, that sort of thing. And in the end, she's listening to the pastor instead of
00:13:56.180 listening to the guy. You know, if the guy wants to have sex, the problem isn't the sex necessarily,
00:14:02.540 it's the woman like leaving. Right. And if it doesn't work out, there's no like introspection
00:14:09.160 for the woman. Um, because we're told it's just the sex that made him leave, right? There's no
00:14:15.380 be more likable, be a better person, you know, cause having sex with a guy usually isn't the
00:14:23.280 reason he dumps you. He usually dumps you, you know, if you're super nice and friendly and
00:14:27.900 unlikable. He's just going to keep, he's going to keep, he's going to ask for more, you know,
00:14:34.360 but they say, just stop, stop the sex. The sex is the bad part. I remember we'd have these like,
00:14:39.920 um, chastity speakers in our school and mind you at the time I was a virgin, right? But you know,
00:14:48.200 there were people having sex in my high school and what they would do is then the women would
00:14:54.100 come back and like, stop having sex with their boyfriends. That boyfriend could have been their
00:14:57.560 husband. But, you know, you're playing these games with sex. It's like, what do you expect
00:15:03.760 to happen? And now you're listening to the pastor, not your husband. Yeah, my church only calls men
00:15:13.000 to repentance, never the women. And the truth is people have sex drive. So if you're not pushing
00:15:19.000 young marriage, um, uh, you're pushing whoredom, which is fine. Um, you know, okay. Um, I don't
00:15:30.120 want to say fine, but it is what it is. So many of your favorite only fans models and corn stars
00:15:37.800 grew up in religious households. That's what we're going to talk about today. Women who grew
00:15:41.780 up in church and turned out to be sex workers. So when asked why some of these women came from
00:15:47.980 the stereotypical religious households got into sex work, there seem to be common reasons as to
00:15:53.840 why. Number one, sexual repression. The church and parents do not foster a good relationship
00:15:59.260 between a young girl and her sexual urges. This leaves them unprepared for when sex work
00:16:04.400 becomes a part of their life and curiosity about sex work, along with lacking the tools to be able
00:16:11.300 to navigate sex in modern society can distort their view of sex in their own body. So, you know,
00:16:16.560 you're teaching people to have shame with something that's natural
00:16:21.960 and you know this is this is something i personally had to get over um i don't really
00:16:27.480 want to i can't go into too much detail i don't want to i don't want to embarrass myself here but
00:16:33.780 unless there is an arranged marriage for you when you are 18 to 22 it's really not your fault
00:16:43.840 this is the modern world and um you have a sex drive like you know men don't need to feel guilty
00:16:50.840 about sleeping around um because what else are they supposed to do they they they don't need to
00:16:59.220 feel guilty about porn like they need they have a sex drive um so the second thing is rebellion
00:17:07.200 many women from extremely religious households grew up with strict rules and sex work and
00:17:14.940 whoredom gave them the feeling of rebelling against the rules and religion that controlled
00:17:18.980 them when they were young yeah women we love to rebel if there's like a rule we just love breaking
00:17:24.480 it so um liberalism and female empowerment modern women get exposed to liberal ideas
00:17:32.780 like going to college or large cities and they view up and they view the religion that they grew
00:17:38.960 up in as patriarchal and outdated. Now, again, most religions are not patriarchal because
00:17:46.140 they are not obedient to male authority because most men listen to women. Most men aren't red
00:17:54.240 pill. Most men have no understanding of female nature. So, um, it's just not really something
00:18:05.060 that is helpful. Now let's look at a few corn stars and OF models that used to be religious.
00:18:17.920 So London Rose talks about her religious upbringing and how she got started into sex
00:18:22.200 work do we want to share this screen i kind of want to share it oh wait i was going to look at
00:18:28.280 this can can this work okay this is not working let me get up so i can share my screen hold on
00:18:52.200 Thank you.
00:19:22.200 Thank you.
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00:20:31.900 um okay so porn star raised in a strict religious family calls her own says her own mom called her
00:20:40.300 a porn star who was raised in a strict religious family claims that her own own mother called her
00:20:46.260 after she revealed her job. London rose from the U.S. where was six when her parents decided to
00:20:53.360 convert to fundamentalist Christianity. Her childhood her childhood revolved around religion
00:20:59.740 including Sunday school and church events while shopping, nail polish, makeup, and beauty were
00:21:04.600 banned as they went against the Bible. But when she shunned the faith in favor of adult movies
00:21:10.100 her parents were not supportive. I can't imagine why. I can't imagine how that would happen.
00:21:16.260 um speaking exclusively to daily star about her family finding out london said oh boy you know
00:21:22.220 my mom called me um when i worked out when i worked at the bunny ranch and she said so how's
00:21:28.440 being a whore and i said calmly it's great i love it but i'm going to end this call and your
00:21:32.920 negativity sadly london turning to the sex industry meant the end of her relationship with
00:21:37.660 her parents the porn star admitted my parents and i don't have much of a relationship since i left
00:21:43.320 the church she added this was essentially the end of the conversation about my job my aunts and
00:21:48.700 uncles think it's pretty cool and they're proud of what i've accomplished on my own but london
00:21:52.660 chooses not to discuss her past with her clients and adds that they are not bothered bothered either
00:21:57.940 way the porn star laughed i think political views religious preferences and climate change
00:22:07.100 should never be discussed with clients. During London's childhood radio, TV, and even swimming
00:22:13.660 pools were strictly forbidden as women were made to wear homemade dresses and down to their cabs.
00:22:20.860 But despite this, she claimed she always knew she wanted to work in the porn industry.
00:22:25.740 She said previously, I left the church when I was at the age of 18 and my parents disowned me.
00:22:33.020 during her teens london was always curious about sex work and she decided to join the industry she
00:22:38.540 was a virgin she admitted yeah these are the virgins you get nowadays i had no knowledge
00:22:43.820 whatsoever i saw three women on tv at the time and they embodied everything i want to be
00:22:48.300 i got into sex work one sugar daddy at a time so again what what does this mean
00:22:53.420 usually in churches the dynamic is the mother wants to go to the church men don't like groups
00:23:04.320 and women get more power the more people they know in a social network they can destroy your
00:23:09.940 reputation they can you know do this do that um and because women their only form of violence
00:23:19.320 is social groups so generally what's going to happen is the woman goes to a church and she
00:23:24.440 brings the guy and usually it's really not about the mothers wanting the kids to be good people
00:23:32.120 it's about them wanting to use religion to control their husband and their children
00:23:37.720 no matter how dirty of a past they have and to be honest this really messes kids up um
00:23:43.320 I saw this a lot where I'm from, like, because when you love someone, you want them to be their
00:23:53.360 own person and make the decisions that are best for their life. Obviously, you don't want your
00:23:57.380 kid in sex work. But what oftentimes happens is the parents, you know, impose their will on the
00:24:06.000 kids. And, you know, after the age of 18, you did what you could, you can't really fix it after that.
00:24:13.320 Okay, there's a Brazilian porn star who grew up in church and says God is cool with her sex work.
00:24:21.300 This is amazing.
00:24:23.580 Okay, evangelical Christian porn star believes God is cool with it.
00:24:29.140 A porn star has outraged churchgoers by claiming she is an evangelical Christian who believes there's nothing wrong with her work in the eyes of God.
00:24:37.260 camilla warnock is one of the hottest adult movie stars in brazil and has appeared in hundreds of
00:24:45.920 erotic movies now the 25 year old who grew up in a deeply religious household has caused
00:24:50.860 controversy with her claims in an interview on an x-rated tv show porn-olandia the hardcore
00:24:57.560 actress declares she has an evangelical faith but she doesn't believe it clashes with her career
00:25:03.460 because she's a good person at heart so again women see being a good person as being nice
00:25:08.660 it's never any works right it's never you know doing something to make society better it's
00:25:15.460 but i'm nice the hardcore actress declares um oh wait host nicole pusey who has interviewed
00:25:23.220 dozens of sex industry stars appears surprised when she asked but how do you relate to your
00:25:28.740 work because people believe porno actresses cannot be an evangelical and be religious so
00:25:34.820 again she wants the the virtue signaling of religion with the um with being able to be as
00:25:41.380 slutty as she wants people are and this is how they control you they say well they're judgmental
00:25:47.300 if you notice people are very judgmental they try to make you conform in a way that they think an
00:25:52.580 evangelical should be because society says says so so this is again picking and choosing religion
00:25:59.460 and christianity but i don't agree with this i think god sees in our hearts he judges the good
00:26:07.460 and the bad things that you do and i do good things for people i'm a good person that's what
00:26:11.460 matters the clip went viral on social media condemning her to burn in hell while others
00:26:16.660 said she has the right to do what she wants the late night online magazine show includes risque
00:26:22.820 striptease by the sultry rio model in which she wields a collection of dangerous weapons including
00:26:28.420 a gun and a knife while dancing suggestively as she undresses for the camera it's a performance
00:26:33.540 in a lifestyle that has her intensely religious family would disprove of if they knew my family
00:26:39.620 doesn't have a clue what i do for a living i haven't told them and to be honest i don't care
00:26:43.460 if they find out in fact the x-rated actress has already upset her church going family by divorcing
00:26:49.060 her husband of three years and moving in with a woman she revealed my family was shocked when they
00:26:53.860 found out it took them a while to accept because the their evangelical beliefs and prejudice against
00:26:58.980 gay relationships made it hard for them to come to terms with my decision they think it's just
00:27:03.700 a phase i'm going through and that may well be the case but one day i may i might shock them
00:27:08.500 even more because i'm prepared to live with anyone as long as they make me happy and that
00:27:12.980 could include finding love with a transsexual warneck left home at 15 to live on her own
00:27:19.700 because of family issues she doesn't disclose her reasons for doing so as a child i wanted to be a
00:27:24.900 ballerina but i discovered i loved having sex when i was a teen and especially when people were
00:27:29.380 watching so again remember there's this idea that sex workers are abused and that the only reason
00:27:35.220 they're in sex work is because they have to no they get a high off of having sex on camera they
00:27:41.300 love the attention one new year's eve i was making out with a tent and a tent with a guy i just met
00:27:48.020 and people outside could see what was going on by the shadows cast behind the tent it made me
00:27:53.700 really excited and turned on to know they were watching what we were doing the sexy star who
00:27:58.180 pussy said looked too young to be behaving badly because of the braces on her teeth and her fresh
00:28:03.540 faced beauty got a job as a stripper when she turned 18. she said i never thought about working
00:28:08.660 in the adult movie industry until a friend invited me to do a raunchy sex show with her three months
00:28:13.740 later i was invited to take part in an x-rated film and i was curious about what it involved
00:28:17.920 i decided to accept the offer i love my work and i want people to appreciate and respect what i do
00:28:23.780 it's a job where i make good money and i'm successful i still have a normal life and
00:28:28.100 when i get the chance i go to church with the bible in my hand yeah i mean this is horrible
00:28:34.920 right? This is, but you guys, I kind of was thinking the other day. So a woman
00:28:40.320 that's waiting until marriage, let's say, or a woman that doesn't marry and does no degeneracy.
00:28:50.160 You know, in a way, the sex workers offer more value to society than women working useless jobs
00:28:58.640 and human resources that stay alone and single i would almost argue that the sex worker
00:29:05.440 does more good for society because she saved marriages
00:29:12.160 like she at least you know um you know there's some sexless man out there that at least you know um
00:29:21.360 that problem was like fixed for him i need to open the chat on the website let me there we go
00:29:29.600 why is it an opening go
00:29:34.400 there we go okay i'm going to read the chat on the website before we go to the next
00:29:43.680 thing you've said okay okay okay let me go down here
00:29:48.040 good evening pearl thanks for being in the chat today garbage lawsuit courts credibility is on
00:29:54.140 the line pearl her f is still up so she's technically still a prostitute um you don't
00:30:00.500 know she has stopped um free speech in the u.s has become impossible suggestions for other names
00:30:06.140 for nala strumpet doxy or tart rich elon was never a conservative rob i'm on the website and i can't
00:30:12.000 figure out how to send you money i'll send you fifty dollars today um you can do venmo it's
00:30:16.780 just underscore pearly things, but you can also, if you click the, um, donation, um, in the chat
00:30:25.080 that, that does the money. Um, okay, Doug, there's a dollar sign right next to the, oh,
00:30:31.100 okay. They're telling, um, every sciat musk in the X everything app, the sub stack
00:30:38.140 previously exposed Elon Musk as a total fraud and a CIA creation. I don't know if I believe that.
00:30:44.120 Oh, Pearl, the iPad did work well.
00:30:50.460 Pearl, you've said Lila Rose was caught embezzling money.
00:30:53.420 Do you have a source?
00:30:54.640 I can't find it anywhere.
00:30:56.260 It was all over Twitter one day.
00:30:58.180 Let me see.
00:30:58.860 Lila Rose embezzling money.
00:31:14.120 here i think we'll keep i'll i'll do a different show on it
00:31:21.440 wow they really tried to hide this i know i saw it they cannot convince me i did not
00:31:29.480 okay fazelle god is trying to penetrate these bitches but their pussies are too dry um
00:31:36.800 um
00:31:41.440 pearl either you believe in the moral principles that god revealed or you don't know that's okay
00:31:48.440 that's the way they you can't change like you know aaron clary has a video called the menu
00:31:54.980 you can't help what's on the menu you didn't create this society so if you got to run through
00:32:00.080 hose to take care of your sex drive it's either that or watch porn right like what are your other
00:32:04.240 options um okay let me go back to this i have way too many tabs open the porn star let me check
00:32:20.560 i'll the rollo t will happen at the end if we get enough
00:32:23.680 let's see let me look at the signups i'm gonna look on my phone
00:32:39.040 okay the thank yous go we got a one yearly membership from tom a monthly membership from
00:32:44.720 Michael a another one from Jones monthly Tim thank you another monthly membership so that was today
00:32:54.320 so remember I said 10 yearly memberships that I need so I'll count that as two because we got
00:33:01.540 three monthly 12 is I'll even be nice I'll say two so we need eight more eight more and I give
00:33:08.960 you the rollo tea okay um you're essentially a nun devoted to your religion mormon porn star 30
00:33:17.360 reveals how she abandoned her faith after abstaining from sex for nine years a former
00:33:22.180 mormon told us how she abandoned her religion to become a porn star after spending years sexually
00:33:27.140 repressed andy andrews 30 joined the church when she was 17 after growing up in a religious
00:33:32.540 household and spent nine years observing its rules until moving to la to try to become an actress
00:33:37.600 when that failed she started stripping and was into the porn industry now she's telling you how
00:33:42.880 she chose to leave her face at faith after abstaining from sex for nine years guys that's
00:33:48.160 not healthy i don't care what anyone says nine years with no sex something's wrong i was very
00:33:56.160 sexually repressed you're essentially a nun devoted to your religion for a long period of time andrews
00:34:01.280 who has not shared her real name grew up in the pacific northeast in what she describes as
00:34:06.160 as a small town she did not specify what state she calls home age 17 she was able to choose what
00:34:12.720 church she wanted to join she had already had sex once but decided to recommit herself to abstinence
00:34:18.640 once she was formerly part of the church of jesus christ of latter-day saints so remember
00:34:23.760 we don't have families anymore and nobody's really marrying young and so women go to these groups
00:34:30.480 for direction in their life because we don't really think for ourselves right the church
00:34:35.600 took me in was so welcoming and wanting, wanted to do well by me, she said. She then spent
00:34:40.460 18 months converting and staying committed to the religion until she had sex again at
00:34:45.180 26. Andrews then left the church for good in 2017 after being told she could not be
00:34:50.020 a bridesmaid in her sister's wedding because the dress she wanted to wear was too revealing.
00:34:54.840 Okay. That was the final straw. The problem is just that premarital sex is denied, but
00:35:03.600 they make it out to be a very serious sin and a shameful thing to do now again if they have an
00:35:09.560 outlet if they're doing like arranged marriages and stuff but they're not really doing you know
00:35:15.340 that the deeper i got into religion the farther i got from my own identity she moved to la with
00:35:21.440 hopes of becoming an actress but struggled to find work and ended up working as a stripper
00:35:26.740 in that job she was contacted by porn agents and she partnered with one in january and is now
00:35:33.360 working in the porn industry. She was named Penthouse Magazine's Pet of the Month this month.
00:35:38.780 Andrew said her religious family was very supportive of her career. I knew they'd be a
00:35:45.060 little shocked when I told them about my adult work. While they've been open-minded about her
00:35:49.920 new career, they're also averting their eyes. My brother said, I will never, ever watch your porn,
00:35:55.560 but you seem happier, so I support your decision.
00:35:58.780 she is beautiful actually um yeah she's very pretty
00:36:05.900 i'd give her strong seven she was probably an eight in her youth
00:36:10.800 but yeah this is the you know when you tell women that they can't do something for a long time we
00:36:17.420 just want to do it more um but in my opinion you really just gotta like tell women they can
00:36:25.280 i mean you gotta give women the option to be married young
00:36:29.620 all right the next one a pastor left her toxic church to become a queer stripper
00:36:36.740 she said it sparked her queer awakening when stripper and only fans creator nicole mitchell
00:36:44.220 finished her first ever nude photo shoot she got into her car and wept two years later she
00:36:49.420 had decided to walk away from the evangelical christian value she lived with for most of her
00:36:53.860 life values that taught her that sexually open women were ungodly i was devoted to becoming the
00:36:59.900 best wife and mother there ever was i became a homemaker making everything from scratch
00:37:04.280 sewing clothes for my children and trying hard to be who i was told to be mitchell said but during
00:37:10.260 that shoot when mitchell took off her shirt and then her pants she never felt closer to god
00:37:14.820 mitchell said that the rigidity of her religious upbringing was toxic and ultimately pushed her
00:37:22.160 away from it and her family who are still evangelical Christians. As part of their
00:37:28.100 religion, they believe only men can be religious leaders like pastors, she said. Looking back,
00:37:33.500 Mitchell said she repressed her sexuality due to fear Christianity instilled in her. When she left
00:37:40.580 home, exposed herself to other religions and types of people, and ended her 10-year marriage,
00:37:45.860 Mitchell began to challenge her beliefs. Today, she's not religious at all, just spiritual,
00:37:50.820 she told insider mitchell said she feels more like herself than ever before now that she lives
00:37:55.940 as a queer woman a divorced mother of three and an only fans content creator and stripper
00:38:00.660 who makes a living by exploring her sexuality
00:38:05.700 her ex-husband and bible school spurred her decision to leave christianity mitchell met
00:38:11.140 her husband when they were both living in korea she said he was her gateway drug to a more liberal
00:38:16.420 albeit still religious lifestyle he urged her to become a pastor at their non-evangelical
00:38:23.080 mega church when they later moved to florida together which she did at work at first the
00:38:29.480 work felt like an oasis to my soul mitchell said she was passionate about speaking to her
00:38:34.260 religious community on her own terms as an equal to men but her parents and siblings viewed her
00:38:40.020 pastor role as an abomination because it went against her evangelical beliefs i was told i was
00:38:45.920 sinning. I was told I was violating God's words. I was corrupting the design of men and women.
00:38:50.980 I'm an embarrassment, you know. I was never told, I was told to never mention my family because they
00:38:56.280 taught me better than that, Mitchell said. It hurt her family. It hurt that her family didn't
00:39:02.400 want to be associated with her because of her decision to be a pastor, she said. Compared to
00:39:07.000 other women who did things like drugs and sex work, Mitchell saw herself as a good girl and
00:39:11.620 wanted her parents to see that too, but they seemed to fixate on her sins. Mitchell said,
00:39:16.980 so she declined, decided to cut off contact. To this day, she hasn't introduced them to her
00:39:22.700 children. In seminary school in 2017, Mitchell said she fully began to lose her religion when
00:39:29.080 she studied scripture and people with diverse religious backgrounds. I realized just how
00:39:34.220 whitewashed, male-centric, and hetero-centric my religion was, Mitchell said. Being a pastor once
00:39:40.540 brought her fulfillment but now she was starting to feel disingenuous while preaching her religion
00:39:46.140 she tried going to churches with a queer or non-white focus but felt disconnected from
00:39:51.960 christianity in 2019 mitchell dropped out of the seminary and moved to california with her husband
00:39:58.340 and three children for a fresh start instantly mitchell noticed a change of pace out west she
00:40:06.500 met a woman who seemed empowered by their individuality and sexuality which made her feel
00:40:11.380 like she was able to shed her midwestern housewife persona and step into a risk-taking
00:40:16.660 and exuberant personality she started modeling acting and making erotic content on only fans
00:40:22.820 at first mitchell's husband supported her only fans work buying her lingerie and taking photos
00:40:27.540 for her to post she was always the more religious one so she figured she had nothing to worry about
00:40:32.740 but five months after the move his support came to a standstill when he had a drunken realization
00:40:39.300 that he needed more control in their marriage or it wouldn't work he said he needed to give
00:40:44.900 her to give up modeling and acting to return to previous duties at a stay-at-home wife
00:40:49.380 it totally hit me out of nowhere i was shocked and horrified and i begged and bawled
00:40:55.780 who is okay realizing they'd become completely incompatible partners they got divorced in 2020
00:41:02.100 and mitchell began referring to her as and mitchell began what she refers to as her
00:41:07.780 slut face she went on dates and had her first orgasm at the hands of a partner which made her
00:41:12.420 sob ew after that she refused to sleep with men that couldn't make her come so she explored her
00:41:18.420 own sexuality through her job as a sex worker now mitchell remembers feeling attracted to women as
00:41:24.660 early as six when she couldn't stop staring at general jennifer conley's breasts when she began
00:41:30.660 to unzip her too tight dress in the 1991 movie Rocketeer, but she didn't fully come to accept
00:41:37.720 it till her mid thirties after spending most of her life disconnected from her body.
00:41:42.200 I've been queer since I was a teenage girl, but because there was a lot of punishment in
00:41:46.520 the environment I grew up in, I very quickly learned to shove it down and just be who they
00:41:51.160 needed me to be, Mitchell said. Becoming a sex worker helped her heal her relationships and her
00:41:56.520 sexuality and her intuition, she said. Since making authentic OnlyFans content requires
00:42:01.800 understanding your own limits, turn-ons, and fantasies, Mitchell said she had to explore
00:42:06.280 that part of herself deeply. In doing so, she had her first orgasm with another woman
00:42:11.540 and made fellow queer sex workers climax when she performed oral sex on them. Mitchell,
00:42:17.220 who used to have deep feelings of falling in love with the atheist, surprised herself
00:42:21.320 with fearlessness and openness to something completely new. She wished her family could
00:42:27.280 accept her for how she is rather than seeing her as the bad guy in the story. Still, Mitchell is
00:42:33.120 happy for her with her religion-free life. I think the only gift it gave me was the gift of
00:42:39.880 contrast. I feel like clarity comes from contrast, she said, and that contrast gave me so much clarity
00:42:46.340 about what was true and what was fear-based i realized much of my religious upbringing
00:42:51.220 was rooted in fear and control when i all i wanted was love and freedom
00:42:55.600 all right and last but not least
00:43:00.580 all right tell me if this audio comes in okay we got sophia ritchie
00:43:08.340 oh can we hear this is reportedly not only a virgin but a christian sophie rain is now the
00:43:16.060 biggest only fan star earning 43 million dollars a year and she said recently in an interview
00:43:23.060 that she's a virgin and none of her cap cap cap cap her content is her fully engaging if you know
00:43:33.320 what i mean now i don't struggle to believe that she believes in god i actually applaud her for
00:43:39.020 remaining a virgin at 20 and in the corn industry because there are a lot more religious looking
00:43:46.700 people i could say that aren't virgins my problem here is earning money from the devil while
00:43:51.860 proclaiming love in your heart for god because matthew's gospel reads for where your treasure is
00:43:57.220 there your heart will be also and if your heart is fully and loving the lord i just don't think
00:44:03.160 there's any way you could earn money like this without feeling an insane amount of guilt but
00:44:07.760 Let me know.
00:44:08.280 Do you guys believe that she's a Christian and a virgin?
00:44:12.160 Yeah, I don't believe that at all.
00:44:14.540 Yeah, cap, cap, cap, cap.
00:44:19.400 Pearl, are you a believer?
00:44:20.780 Do you know what?
00:44:21.200 I do believe in God, but Christian women have made me question my faith a lot because they're
00:44:31.600 just such terrible people and the men because they're just such simps.
00:44:35.940 I'm like, where is the patriarchal religious, um, I'm Catholic, but
00:44:41.760 God, these Christian women are just blackpilled me a little bit, but yeah, you know, the biggest
00:44:51.340 thing, the biggest reason that you get these sex workers that come out is because they're
00:44:56.480 repressing their sexuality, which is something that's natural. And when you tell women and men
00:45:01.960 too that something is bad from a young age that they naturally want to do and really everyone
00:45:08.520 does it anyway um you really you have to have some sort of you got to be doing arranged marriages in
00:45:17.080 the churches and working with people to get together and if you're not doing that you're
00:45:22.600 out of luck anyways guys um i have a volleyball tournament tonight so it's got to be a quick show
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