Raging Dissident Podcast - HOUSE ARREST e24

00:00:00.000 so loud

00:00:07.320 so loud gotta unmute you here

00:00:12.880 it never gets old

00:00:18.260 the song never gets old deftones everybody loves that unlike us uh we definitely got old

00:00:27.420 what's going on man how have you been

00:00:29.440 i'm just trying to get into the camera there can you see me oh yeah unfortunately

00:00:33.340 you missed me

00:00:36.320 not in front of the kids promise you would do this today

00:00:41.600 oh what's going on everybody coming in from wherever wherever the hell you're at in uh you

00:00:47.440 know bigot world this is mitch one of uh many subjects of some of the more seedy and horrifying

00:00:53.420 stories i've told over the years you can attest to either we're there for or we're

00:00:59.380 a direct uh participant in or something um from i think you're still in the oshware you're from

00:01:05.600 there right yeah yeah originally that sucks also it's just a lot of bad news coming out of you yeah

00:01:12.740 i know i live uh i'm like half hour away from toronto right on and uh yeah and we were both in

00:01:22.260 rcr together that's where i met you i was thinking this yesterday that was like 15 years ago isn't

00:01:27.860 that fucking insane 2006 yeah man look how like you were i used to make fun of you for being old

00:01:35.360 you were like i remember when you turned 30 you were like man i'm fucking 30 i was like hat now look

00:01:40.140 at me and look at you why do you look younger than me what the fuck is going on here

00:01:45.060 less stressed i don't have a podcast probably yeah that has something to do with it

00:01:52.940 oh how's everything going on your end how's the kids and the the old the wife and the in the

00:01:59.660 pandemic i'm sure you're staying home and staying safe and doing all the rule following you're supposed

00:02:03.200 to do and i mean war is one thing yeah yeah i just took my mask off yeah just now finally i mean

00:02:09.460 yeah i don't like to wear one because i'm a bigot and i'm a horrible person but i assume you have it

00:02:13.780 on in the shower you you and your wife use the glory hole right of course

00:02:18.420 of course you do fuck can you believe that was an actual like health health recommendation yeah i wish

00:02:27.640 well you know the government uh i think that's why i mean i hate it so much but it's like i think

00:02:34.820 it's because we spent so much time being told what the fuck to do all the time by stupid people that

00:02:38.880 we didn't respect that uh you just run out of gas for it after a while you know finally i'm out of

00:02:44.320 the army i don't have to be told what to do anymore i mean we we also got to uh we got to peek behind

00:02:51.160 the curtain a little bit too right unfortunately yeah we kind of know how it works uh you're involved are

00:02:56.880 you on the uh you're on the mefloquine suit as well i think right that's correct yeah isn't that

00:03:02.500 fun should be getting my money any day any decade lifetime now yeah just take the pills they're safe

00:03:12.580 and safe and effective they're and it's it's fine it's it's super not i mean is your uh is your

00:03:19.560 audience informed on mefloquine do they know what's up with that i've talked about it a little bit

00:03:23.400 you can if you want to yeah i was uh i mean i've talked about it before with the uh just um and i

00:03:29.360 mean maybe you could maybe it's been the same it's different for everybody but it's the same for

00:03:32.080 everybody a lot of a lot of ways you know the the angry you know tirades and the stress and the

00:03:36.960 anxiety and it's like they misdiagnose so many people with ptsd and that never really sat well

00:03:41.000 with me like i guess if that's what's wrong with me but i always thought there was something else that

00:03:44.740 i couldn't quite put my finger on and then this kind of shit so i was like this sounds

00:03:47.540 like um i've never felt right since and like since we started taking those it's like i never really got

00:03:52.960 back to 100 it's like there's just something off you know what i mean like a brain fog that's hard

00:03:57.320 to describe well you're half right because it attacks your brain stem well okay doctor

00:04:04.480 you call me doctor for the rest of the episode i will i will do that

00:04:10.640 dr short i'm a dog i identify as a doctor sexually so i mean that's it's fine they don't mind

00:04:16.080 okay all right but yeah with uh meffulcan i don't know how many people know about it

00:04:22.760 or if they know the particulars but obviously we do because we we lived it and we we are friends

00:04:27.940 with the people whose lives are destroyed from it yeah uh you know i'm sure everybody knows the

00:04:33.560 lionel desmond yeah unfortunately that's probably the worst worst case scenario yeah i talked about

00:04:39.840 that triple murder suicide yeah we don't need to get into it if you already got into it a little bit but i

00:04:44.880 mean you know he was he was with he was in the our sister company he was he was i company but uh

00:04:49.300 stupid and then there's all the other the fucking suicide i mean i talk with that all the time i was

00:04:54.300 like i know more people that i mean the amount of people we know for that just have died of some

00:04:58.240 suicides ridiculous i get the point sometimes i'm like i wonder what that guy's doing all right he's

00:05:01.640 dead i forgot like i forget who's alive a lot of the time there's stat many of them

00:05:05.980 yeah one of the one of the anderson brothers took their life on my wedding day and

00:05:13.380 one of my groomsmen was uh a guy from india company that we went this overseas with

00:05:18.900 and he told me about it on my wedding day man like right before i was about to walk down the aisle

00:05:23.300 oh you know how hard it was to walk that out yeah he could have waited i know

00:05:26.520 who was that john no who who told i think i know who you mean he was a he was a recon guy right

00:05:33.020 dave yeah yeah yeah okay yeah i was like who was the guy's yeah dave yeah okay he just wanted to

00:05:37.840 fuck with you he said he said in hindsight i wish i didn't tell you yeah waited well that's that's

00:05:43.460 what you that's what that's the infantry way it's like you gotta fucking i don't know it's like

00:05:47.120 constantly shit testing each other for some reason i remember i was trying to think i was like what is

00:05:51.380 my first memory of you that i really vivid that i'm like and it was this motherfucker because we

00:05:58.600 were doing an inspection you remember this and uh and donnie was there donnie lucas was you know

00:06:04.180 exactly what i'm gonna say and uh for whatever reason i couldn't i'd misplace them didn't take

00:06:08.760 them nobody likes to wear these stupid id discs they're gay you know i just put them in my pocket

00:06:12.700 after a while you know but uh they wanted them i didn't have one so chris stanix being the good

00:06:17.080 guy that he was he's like here just borrow mine just you know they're just he's not even gonna know

00:06:20.440 look at them okay and you overheard this and knew that this was what was happening and donnie came

00:06:24.920 by and was like okay good good and you know sergeant you should read the name on it

00:06:28.760 and he's like i was like who the fuck is this asshole what is wrong with you the dick

00:06:36.020 fucking dick move and then donnie was all over me oh you thought you'd fucking pull a fast one

00:06:42.760 on donnie did you like oh sorry i don't know i'll be fucking seeing you later make sure you guys had

00:06:48.780 your id cards and everything too after that he's like oh yeah ran you through the coals yeah yeah he

00:06:53.480 was like checking my boot sizes and shit like he was like i gotta fucking check you top to bottom

00:06:57.720 now i'm like oh you mother fuck you know yeah he was a great guy i liked him a lot there i am

00:07:02.740 standing at attention almost pissing myself laughing you were right behind them laughing your

00:07:08.040 ass off i'm like you fucking son of a bitch you have a habit of doing that we were just laughing in

00:07:14.480 the um in the chat there too is that other people don't know we both did the uh the seesaw selection

00:07:18.700 together as well we both did that together and uh there was a time one of the events we were doing

00:07:24.580 it was like towards the end i think the last couple of days and it was the middle of the night

00:07:27.980 or four in the morning whatever the fuck and we had the rucksacks in the in the and it was a long

00:07:32.020 haul and i caught it anyway it came up and i was like oh it's shorty what's up and you were like man

00:07:37.000 you got any water left man i'm so thirsty and yeah there's some water you owe me so i was like me being

00:07:42.240 the nice team player guy that i am i'm like yeah yeah here have some of my over half full canteen that

00:07:47.900 i've been nursing and you're just like this and just dummied the whole canteen and then gave me

00:07:53.360 i was like you mother fuck and you're like well i don't have any water now neither do you it's fair

00:07:57.400 oh yeah that was uh that that was the run that was that death run we did it started as a long run

00:08:07.940 and they're like just run if they right we started they're like just run to the end of the cones boys

00:08:11.860 and everybody went and i started jogging slowly and the staff's like uh number 15 are you gonna

00:08:17.640 go any faster and i'm like how how far are the cones and he went and ran away so it's like it

00:08:23.320 goes a long way it was like 20 fucking k it was like a 20k run and then when you get to the end

00:08:27.580 they were like oh are you done no here's your rucksacks and all your shit now you gotta walk

00:08:30.860 another fucking few hours with all this crap on it was that was a fun day but yeah that was a tough

00:08:37.300 but that was a hard time i remember uh the medic gave me something like two or three hours before

00:08:43.640 that i can't remember what it was but it was something they weren't like supposed to give you

00:08:46.460 what was that morphe anyway well it now yeah i wish but we're gonna felt a sting on that run

00:08:53.140 meth yeah i don't know but i just remember both my both my hammies and my glutes started cramping up

00:08:58.400 and i was like oh no what did they give me he sabotaged you never take anything from the staff

00:09:04.880 they're only trying to kill you fuck man my feet were so fucked at the end of that do you remember

00:09:09.240 that that could be applied to everything yeah you're real bad yeah man we look like fucking

00:09:15.360 extras in zombie movies you made i was told that story too because i had like blood blisters like

00:09:20.300 that big on the both of my heels because i i did this the cf sock system i thought this was a good

00:09:24.940 idea for some reason the last day the fucking whole thing and i'm like man i'm getting hot spots on

00:09:30.580 my feet you know what i should do is the cf sock system like for some reason that briefing from

00:09:35.840 like 15 years ago pops into my head and now the socks and my boots are just doing this

00:09:40.440 and fucking cooked my feet and i was like oh god they're all tight and they're fucked and i was

00:09:46.260 trying to walk to the mess after it was over and you were coming back with a couple of the other guys

00:09:50.920 and i was like walking around on the balls of my feet all fucked up and you're like zombie and like

00:09:55.980 didn't help me just like made fun of me and i'm like hobbling across you guys got in a truck and

00:10:01.920 drove away i was like give me a drive

00:10:03.880 sorry no room for zombies yeah no yeah i'm a human supremacist i don't work for you

00:10:12.980 oh those were funny times oh that was hilarious yeah that was a long time ago too what was that 2009 10

00:10:22.320 yeah 2009 september 2009 it was the first seven day uh selection cereal if i'm not mistaken

00:10:29.580 yeah that was fun it wasn't

00:10:32.420 good experience though i enjoyed it after the fact

00:10:38.060 that was a hard time pardon me

00:10:41.320 cut out there for a second

00:10:45.260 am i breaking up yeah breaking up with me

00:10:51.260 yeah i think you're back now

00:10:55.400 all right good yeah well i don't know man i think uh i think about like t-sore and

00:11:02.940 phf riots all the time because like i said i didn't make either of them

00:11:07.660 but i always think back to i wonder what the outcome would have been

00:11:10.880 if i didn't do tour first and get a peek behind that curtain

00:11:14.820 yeah it definitely took some steam out of shit because i remember when i by the time i got around

00:11:20.900 to doing the uh the dwyer hill one i that's always what i wanted to do and then by the time i got there

00:11:25.580 i was just like i know what i mean it's like i know i'm too depressed with this whole shit i'm too

00:11:31.420 disillusioned with everything it's hard to put your fucking because you gotta be you gotta be willing

00:11:35.100 to die there on these fucking things you know what i mean these aren't like show up and fucking do some

00:11:40.320 push-ups and you know it's it's like no no we're gonna break you fucking real we're gonna try real

00:11:45.220 hard i watch grown men like cry and quit within 10 minutes you know what i mean like these are and

00:11:50.520 these were hard it's yes it's no joke man so it's like if you're not on the ball 100 mentally like

00:11:55.460 you're not gonna fucking make it anyway and uh you know it's just i wouldn't yeah it's interesting

00:11:59.720 i think about that a lot too what what what would have been different and then you got guys who

00:12:04.100 who just run right through it they they go they do it twice they're like yeah it wasn't easy it

00:12:09.340 wasn't too bad it was easy yeah they're just mentally yeah i mean we knew a few of those guys

00:12:14.360 right i think marcus did it a couple of times and yeah um yeah a bunch of guys did that kind of stuff

00:12:19.160 uh canna bear it sounds like cannabis uh says thank you both for your service true grit well i'm just a

00:12:24.580 complainer i mean i don't i never really did much yeah i didn't tell i'm still not in

00:12:30.760 if i remember correctly i just made your life a living hell oh no yeah i don't know i mean he

00:12:38.820 didn't help you woke up on you woke up on my pmq couch covered in bud light cans no more than once

00:12:43.900 i know that every sunday for like a year that's for great that was a great year though man that was

00:12:52.900 hilarious do you remember i was thinking this too i was like some other funny ones when we were in

00:12:56.780 cyprus after the tour was over and uh you went out you just decided to go on a rampage you're just

00:13:02.680 going to be a huge dickhead and uh i i don't i watched it literally everybody i could find yeah

00:13:08.040 this guy this huge guy was the only thing he was wearing was like a speedo and a scottish flag and he

00:13:13.820 was like 6'4 and like 250 he looked like a pro wrestler and he was at a table with a bunch of people

00:13:18.740 and you just came running out of out of somewhere and you went and flipped his table over and then ran

00:13:25.480 away down the street and he was like covered in beer like what the fuck and he saw us laughing

00:13:30.200 and he cornered us later and he was like where's your friend we're like what friend i don't know

00:13:33.500 he's like the outrageous one who flipped the table i'm like i don't know man what and you just uh yeah

00:13:38.020 cypress was wild i tell people about that all the time that was my first night couches are guys were

00:13:45.840 just pissing in the lobby naked there's like a couch floating in the pool fucking guys are just

00:13:50.340 there's families trying to have their family vacation and like what the worst possible place to put

00:13:54.520 you know a bunch of a bunch of women and children around a bunch of these maniacs 20 something year

00:13:58.940 old guys with you know de-stressing to the max with too much money and you know nowhere to go

00:14:04.240 that was my first time drinking vodka and red bulls in cyprus and it was also my last yeah it's a

00:14:13.600 good call hi my kidneys hurt when you wake up and your kidneys hurt oh man i drank so many of those

00:14:20.460 things i didn't even go back until the sun rose and i saw uh remember veron

00:14:24.140 of course he was he was sleeping he was sleeping in the hallway he looks exactly the same

00:14:30.480 there was another another guy i don't want to say his name but you know who i mean and uh one of the

00:14:39.260 guys um had a had a chick with him but uh his room was occupied you know so he went into this and

00:14:45.780 kicked he was sleeping in bed he went in and like dragged him out in the middle of the night and he's

00:14:51.600 like what's going on he's like shut up threw a pillow at him and a blanket he's like go find

00:14:55.880 somewhere else to fucking sleep brings his this chick into his slams the door and he's standing

00:15:01.460 there holding the pillow in his underwear like what the fuck yeah oh my god was that the

00:15:07.080 that was your roommate uh it was an india company guy no that was your that was your roommate for a

00:15:14.360 number of years oh that who did it to him oh yeah yeah yeah okay i got you i know what you're

00:15:21.040 saying this is hard when you don't want to say names yeah yeah yeah i can understand why you don't

00:15:24.740 want to say their names well i mean some of these guys are married now and have lives and

00:15:30.180 all coming back

00:15:31.640 oh man full draw scarps says good afternoon biggest cheers to you both subject let's let's

00:15:41.920 death to stalin and the rest of the cirques yeah yeah we did the uh we did that 07 we were in the

00:15:47.220 same platoon uh you had the best fire team partner in the world i remember um the c6 team you were on

00:15:54.360 where he did all of the work and you didn't do anything that's what i remember

00:15:59.180 yeah i remember it that way too just judging by this photo here i love this picture

00:16:06.640 i had to pick this one because i'm like that is and number two for everybody watching at home

00:16:12.800 that was perfect the cigarette hanging out you're just laying there defeated just like i fucking hate

00:16:19.280 everything i remember when this picture was taken on there yeah fuck i had the c6 i had the c6 i had

00:16:28.200 which is about 35 pounds i had the predator pack with two belts of ammo which is another 24 pounds i

00:16:34.100 had 10 fucking uh c7 mags two grenades two m72s and a backpack full of shit yeah that's what you're

00:16:43.400 laying on and we went 14k yeah yeah and it was like 70 fucking degrees oh it was late may late may

00:16:53.540 in afghanistan padway yeah bye was it you that was with that news padway oh that was i mean yeah

00:17:02.360 we i was talking about that a little while ago it um i mean i don't know i kind of made peace with it

00:17:06.940 years ago it was like this was no you know what i mean like that it was just nonsense like we never

00:17:11.540 should have fucking been there in the first place really had nothing to do with us and the government

00:17:14.720 just used us for fucking you know um so i was mad about it a long time ago and a lot of guys are just

00:17:21.060 getting mad about it now like what is this all for nothing like yeah yeah i kind of figured that

00:17:26.560 out a lot a while ago i mean i i did my grieving process already so but yeah i mean it's just like

00:17:32.400 the story the circle has come it's like the vietnam guys and whoever it's like you know it's the same

00:17:37.680 shit you get into the military industrial complex you know endless war cycle and then it's like you

00:17:43.480 know you go in the meat grinder you come out the other end if you do and then uh you're left like

00:17:48.340 what the fuck was that for and there isn't really a reason it was just a job you know and

00:17:53.300 that's a that's a bad reason to be going off you know killing scores of people and blowing up

00:17:58.480 everybody and really not a good justification for that no i still feel bad for the i still feel bad

00:18:07.220 for the people of tanjue you know like uh hairdressers and nurses and teachers yeah they're

00:18:14.840 probably all dead now if they didn't get out or worse sold into sex trafficking i mean how much

00:18:20.640 of that shit did we see over there yep every fucking day yeah i've tell i talk about that a lot

00:18:25.320 too the um like we would they would have like uh they would just rape kids like in front of us

00:18:30.020 not i mean not in front but like next like 10 meters away in that building remember in uh

00:18:33.640 uh wilson there pbw uh massive guy or pbw pbw is where they have the front gate where the fucking

00:18:41.000 the uh the big white building was there to the left the uh okay yeah yeah where they had the

00:18:46.260 the a&p guys would go in there and they would just fuck kids you know like loudly you know like oh i'm

00:18:52.980 just gonna ignore that that's not our problem boys it's not what we're isn't it you know and other

00:18:57.200 times i'm pretty sure that is our problem yeah that's kind of hard to live with at times you know

00:19:01.460 and um and watching the fucking um i remember another time i was watching these there's an a&p

00:19:06.040 position i don't know like two kilometers away you could see it from the front gate and you could

00:19:09.220 just hear the you know the rockets impacting on them and the tracers fucking flying into the and

00:19:13.100 we they were just uh yeah it's not our ao like what are you taught you know like none of it made

00:19:17.840 sense none of none of it really made any sense i was on uh and he could i was on shifts at the rear

00:19:23.560 when you were on the front gate i was on one of the ops i think above the uh comms building and i

00:19:28.540 called it in too and i got pretty much the same answer yeah i remember i got off shift i ran down

00:19:33.520 with like all my full kit and there was this uh afghani police officer laying there he got shot

00:19:39.920 seven fucking times with an ak at point lake range and he lived did you believe that shit did he lived

00:19:45.300 he lived to the to the bird anyway i don't know what happened to them after that yeah i i uh i asked

00:19:50.900 our medic i was like i don't know where that guy lives did he fucking live oh wow yeah and that's what

00:19:55.640 that's the same day they um they started bringing in the truckloads of uh of dead bodies

00:20:00.700 i was talking about this rpgs ieds literally yesterday or the day before there was a toyota

00:20:07.000 hilux or something and they were just yeah just bodies in the back fucking using something

00:20:12.880 equivalent of like a push broom and they're just taking like he's there's fucking severed heads and

00:20:17.760 like missing body parts yeah just also those people like 14 years old yeah just all stacked up in

00:20:23.280 the back of a truck and i was watching one guy like slam the tailgate trying to get it shut like

00:20:26.800 right in this guy's dead guy's head like trying to just it was just barely not closing and then the

00:20:30.880 other guy and then two of them were there like trying to slam the fork i'm sitting there watching

00:20:33.860 this like i'm 20 years old or 21 you know at the time just like this is something to see you know

00:20:40.220 and you've got people over here you know aoc is in the white house being like i'm literally

00:20:45.060 trying someone took a picture someone took a selfie from my desk i have pts this is worse than 9-11

00:20:50.360 and it's uh the discrepan like people don't get like they don't understand what's possible

00:20:54.600 i guess oh man they don't have a fucking clue no and i don't think that's it's going to be a rude

00:21:02.400 awakening for if things go with fucking i do too man they go sideways what are you what are you how

00:21:08.720 are you uh how are you sitting with all this or where you see things going you're having a good

00:21:12.620 time you think canada's on the right uh

00:21:14.360 i'm just preparing for winter at this point

00:21:19.640 i think uh i think if anything's going to happen it's going to be in the winter

00:21:25.720 not going to be a lot of protests when it's minus 30 outside yep and uh that's when you know they're

00:21:31.000 going to have the cases and all the the blaming the unvaccinated the pandemic of the unvaccinated

00:21:35.540 and stuff they're calling it out uh yeah you know it's um that that's kind of uh that's kind of

00:21:42.600 what started me up doing a lot of this shit in the first place was because just like we did all

00:21:46.320 this and then you know we buried all these guys and they're still dying all the time and then you

00:21:49.820 turn around and see the government give omar katar 11 million and you know mass import all these guys

00:21:54.860 into their into our fucking homes where we live where our women and children live and uh treating

00:21:59.880 them like they're some kind of you know while while discarding our own people or you know never

00:22:06.220 mind the veterans and the troops but like just the people that live here uh people that are on

00:22:10.160 like wealth you know they're disabled like they've got problems and like we don't we're not even taking

00:22:13.680 care of our own citizens we're taking care of you know people on the other side of the planet who

00:22:17.760 don't even give a shit they're just here to take you know give us the free gibbs they're not even

00:22:20.560 they weren't even like importing like um speaking of the the taliban takeover they weren't even taking

00:22:25.600 like the interpreters or anything do you mean or any of the people that like put their necks on the

00:22:29.880 line to help us like that's not who they were importing over here it was just whoever the fuck

00:22:33.000 so it's like who's you know this government doesn't give a fuck they don't really care it's all just a game

00:22:39.240 to them and it's like well it wasn't for us um you know i probably you probably do too i still have

00:22:44.220 these pictures and these guys and stuff on my wall i will see that every day there's no fucking game

00:22:47.640 these were real guys and now they're fucking gone because you guys decided you know being the

00:22:52.440 government you wanted to fucking play some kind of game and now you're going to act like uh well it

00:22:57.720 doesn't affect them right it doesn't didn't affect them personally they can just go on with their lives

00:23:01.880 no did i ever tell you uh when i went home from my hlta uh i got drunk in germany and missed my flight

00:23:10.400 and then they reconnected me to another flight they fucking they they asked me to apologize and i was

00:23:16.820 like apologize for what and they're like you missed the plane we had to take your uh luggage off and i'm

00:23:22.440 like well is the connecting flight free and they're like no i'm like well why the fuck would i apologize

00:23:26.200 that they made you pay for your own for your connecting flight or another one yeah but i woke

00:23:32.660 up i got on the i got on the plane i passed out drunk and i woke up and i was sitting you know i can

00:23:37.060 believe this sitting next to a fucking member of parliament wow he goes uh he's like he's prodding

00:23:43.700 he wants to know what i'm doing on the plane and i tell him and he shows me his business card

00:23:48.280 and i'm like look man you remember the last fucking person i want to talk to about this

00:23:52.720 no no but i said that to him and then uh that was it that was that was the conversation it was

00:23:58.240 very awkward for like the next eight hours well i mean they don't put any skin in anything i mean

00:24:04.360 uh you know it's it doesn't they don't risk shit they'll make the decisions to send people into the

00:24:10.060 into these situations but they don't it's not the old days like the king doesn't ride into battle with

00:24:13.680 his fucking men anymore we have uh you know a bunch of fat soft spineless babies that sit here and

00:24:19.600 and and now like that was bad enough and those same people now are like well now we're going to

00:24:24.520 ruin your lives and close your businesses and tell you where you can go and where you can't go and

00:24:27.800 hey we're going to make we're going to basically uh you know segregate society and try and you know

00:24:31.880 pressure you and use psychological warfare on you and your family and your children and so on to

00:24:37.620 make you do things like at what point does like the anger levels have got to be like how much can

00:24:44.260 these fucking people get away with before people snap you know um i have you know i don't know it's

00:24:49.880 not it shouldn't be a shock to a lot of people i have zero respect for basically 98 of the government

00:24:54.480 yeah yeah it seems like the ones we respect are in a position where they can't do anything anyway

00:25:01.680 yeah isn't it weird how that seems to work right yeah it's almost like it's a pattern yeah it's like

00:25:08.300 there's something going on did you did you get a movie no i don't think so i don't uh one of the

00:25:14.080 guys on youtube was asking about the hoodies i just got badmofoco.ca sean hartson just made all

00:25:18.140 those i put it on it's you've probably seen the picture on instagram there the old 82 pattern

00:25:22.060 yeah airborne uh yeah they're dope

00:25:24.640 yeah i like i like those dudes uh i'm sorry what'd you say his name was again you just had him on your

00:25:31.940 show the uh the fitness guy he looks like a fucking bike oh yeah it was sean zimmer that's a different

00:25:37.580 guy but yeah he's also yeah sorry he's in winnipeg running a backyard uh rebel gym essentially

00:25:43.380 yeah i started following him on instagram i was like yeah man he rules awesome yeah he rules

00:25:49.500 we need more guys like that how's your uh it funny enough like that's this is all your fault well not

00:25:55.680 all your fault but probably your fault because you were training for uh you were training for jtf2 i

00:26:00.080 think at the time like way way way back like after tour and this was back when i was like doing that

00:26:05.480 seemed insane to me it was like i could never do something like that that's way beyond me like

00:26:09.820 that's fucking retarded right and then uh yeah and you got in great shape but i was not i was a tiny

00:26:15.320 i tell them all the time like i was 145 150 pounds maybe i was not that fit i was not in great shape at

00:26:20.880 all and then uh you're like oh i'll take you to the go to the gym we went to the gym one day

00:26:24.980 and it was like within 10 minutes yeah i remember you're just standing there being like

00:26:28.780 this is what this is what you fucking said you go seeing you try to exercise makes me realize

00:26:35.900 how fit i actually am i was like wow

00:26:40.700 oh i'm ruthless okay i mean it's true but have you ever not been in shape since

00:26:50.480 no not really i think i've been haven't stopped since yeah i've been

00:26:53.440 that was that was probably when was that 2008 maybe i got no actually i got real fat after that

00:26:59.040 after tour i remember that now i got right fat i bloomed up to like 205 pounds not a good 205 either

00:27:04.800 like i was just i'm just my only diet is gonna be pizza and liquor for like a full year and uh you

00:27:11.560 know be surprised at the consequences not understand why my pants don't fit anymore so yeah i've been a

00:27:17.160 little guy a fat guy i've been all the things oh what happened uh to swat away a fly into my phone

00:27:28.080 that's the mefloquen rage and i missed a fly it's a fly like you didn't have to punch your phone

00:27:34.960 because there's a fly there it's the mefloquen rager right it could be oh yeah we got off topic

00:27:43.060 with that let's talk about that how much like how much have you gone into it with your audience

00:27:48.680 not a ton just basically like what it does and what it did and you know my you know some of the

00:27:54.160 shit that's done to me personally and um that there's a massive you know mass tort litigation

00:28:00.280 lawsuit from howie saxon entry and i keep saying it for other other guys that might be watching that

00:28:03.900 were in anybody that was deployed i think since like the 90s that may have been given this stuff

00:28:08.360 you're probably eligible for something because it does all kinds of shit to your brainstem and

00:28:12.980 basically mimics the same symptoms as like severe ptsd which explains why you know because we were

00:28:18.500 like how are these clerks and like air force people and like p like you you sat in an air conditioned

00:28:23.300 trailer the whole time yeah how do you how are you traumatized like ptsd is not like i got scared

00:28:28.600 once it's like i was gonna die like i was pretty convinced i was gonna die you know like it was over

00:28:33.980 you know like that a level of like fear that it like causes residual fucking and i was like how did

00:28:39.220 that happen with to you like did they run out of french fries at the dfac and you you know i don't

00:28:43.120 understand but the pill but and some of these people were legitimately fucked up so i'm like i don't get

00:28:47.120 it the pills are doing it that's the only thing that makes sense and there's a lot of evidence to say

00:28:51.300 that that is the case but uh you know it's the only thing that makes sense to me

00:28:54.620 yeah and the government is uh refusing to i know admit it

00:29:00.000 the one thing i want to drive home for anybody who is listening is that when they when they

00:29:08.260 uh issued us the methlican for the reason of anti-malaria and when they gave it to us they

00:29:16.180 already knew that it was poisonous for methlican toxicity they already knew the damages that it was

00:29:23.440 going to do to people but they gave it to us anyway because the alternative was slightly more expensive

00:29:28.860 think about that yeah yep just like agent orange and just you know and and this is the same

00:29:35.620 government right now that says take the take the uh the i've been calling it the penetration to get

00:29:39.840 away from the algorithms if you say the v word it doesn't like that so you're going to get penetrated

00:29:44.360 you don't want to get double penetrated you get double penetrated that's the worst you're

00:29:48.080 fucked then and if you get three if you get three p you're fucked it's over for you

00:29:52.760 but i mean trust them it's safe and effective because they would never lie they would you know

00:29:58.440 never do anything that would uh definitely not i mean it's like fuck man they you know we trusted

00:30:02.480 them and they fucked us over and now they're not even they're not even willing to admit

00:30:06.580 culpability that they did anything wrong they're gonna fight us in court which they're doing

00:30:11.000 again how many years left are on this suit you can only do seven years right how many years are left

00:30:16.700 i don't know it's got to be getting close it hasn't even it's been at least three or four

00:30:21.060 it's been i'd say probably three or more yeah maybe three or four since we've since it started

00:30:28.160 and it hasn't even you know they just keep deferring to this and changing that like they

00:30:32.000 just keep dragging their heels and deliberately trying to fucking buy time and trying to blame

00:30:35.840 the uh pharmaceutical companies who told them they're like no we we disclosed everything we

00:30:40.000 told you this is what it does these are the known side effects we you knew all of this you just

00:30:43.180 didn't give a shit and they delete they lost all of our medical files too and they didn't debrief

00:30:47.320 everybody like they're supposed to they didn't tell us what the side effects were they didn't do

00:30:49.840 anything they were supposed to do it was criminal negligence which caused probably a lot of death

00:30:53.640 um like you were talking about desi there and a lot of other guys like he was like that story

00:30:59.500 shocked me because that was so unlike him and it's like you know people go oh you never really know

00:31:04.780 somebody he's like no we we didn't work in an office space where it was nine to five you know

00:31:09.280 where it could be like patrick bateman working next to you and you have no fucking idea these you

00:31:12.680 know we live on top of each other for months on end like you're getting a pretty good sense of a guy

00:31:16.440 right you get a you know what i mean you're fucking literally shitting in the same

00:31:19.680 hole in the ground together like it's you don't uh it's really hard to so for him to do that was

00:31:25.820 just really like what the fuck happened there that doesn't you know that that had to be some kind of

00:31:31.240 drug-induced uh because that guy wouldn't hurt a fly really like he was the nicest fucking guy

00:31:36.820 that broke my heart when i heard that man i was at work when i found out about that and i like i needed

00:31:40.980 like a half hour by myself just when my boss came up and asked me and i i told him and i'm like yo man

00:31:46.740 this is what happened i need like i need like an extra 15 minutes on lunch where i'm going home

00:31:50.800 i was walking up my stairs oh and he's he's like a big vet guy so he was on board with it but

00:31:56.260 yeah i was walking up my stairs at my house and i saw it on my phone then it came in on the news

00:32:01.900 i like basically dropped my phone and just kind of sat there on the stairs like just trying to hold

00:32:06.680 it in for like probably 15 minutes and like one of my kids was like oh what's wrong i was like just

00:32:12.280 uh i gotta go gotta go sit in the bathroom and turn the water on for a few minutes you know what i mean

00:32:18.320 like it was you know senseless like a real man yeah yeah cry in the shower like a real man that's

00:32:24.140 what you gotta hold it in until i tell that's what i where's my uh is this one yeah at the my goodbye

00:32:31.580 thanks for watching fall subscribe share and cry in the shower said that for quite a while

00:32:35.840 cry in the shower like a real man you know and uh yeah it just it's so senseless and all the guys

00:32:47.160 that you know they keep checking out and it's like you can't replace that and there's only so many

00:32:50.840 and it's like losing a piece of your family because there's nobody else like there's no

00:32:55.000 replacements for that even there's other guys that do other tours or whatever but no one was on that one

00:32:59.540 there's only that that one moment in time that we were all that you know what i mean it's a finite

00:33:04.280 limited amount of guys and they're just you know gone gone more of them are gone all the time and

00:33:08.540 it's like fuck you know there's it's like uh the last of the mohicans or something like who's how

00:33:14.180 many are going to be left here in 10 years you know it's uh it's like yeah one of my favorite

00:33:19.660 stories the anderson brothers too right like there's so many um there was a bunch of guys and i got to

00:33:25.580 third battalion it was just like fuck every week it seemed like there for a while for a couple of

00:33:29.160 months it was just i got the recon warrant and like it was you know it was nuts um and oh and

00:33:35.380 the fuck yeah there's been some bad ones yeah it was uh martin you remember that one that was

00:33:40.320 i do yeah i remember that one very well him and i didn't get along i got with that not the slightest

00:33:48.340 bit but that right i was still heartbroken when i heard the news yeah yeah i was i was talking to

00:33:54.040 yeah and i told that story because i was at jpsu at the same time too because i fucking went crazy

00:33:59.700 for a little while i was like ah fucking snapped yeah started like kick beating and they're like

00:34:05.140 whoa you need to fucking chill out and they put me in this fucking you know and martin was up there

00:34:09.100 and and he was a sergeant at the time and i remember sitting next to him in the fuck you got to go in

00:34:13.280 and check in with these fucking idiots who don't know they don't you know and uh and he's like

00:34:19.200 last week i was like how are you making out or whatever i was talking to him he's like well

00:34:22.580 i use i was a section commander in the infantry i was in charge of you know 10 guys and millions

00:34:27.520 of dollars of equipment and an apc and all this stuff and like now he's and he looked at me he

00:34:31.460 says now i mow the lawn you know they had to mow in the lawn and and everybody would drive by on

00:34:37.700 the way to the bay on the way through the base to the battalion lines every day see him and he you

00:34:41.500 know like how humiliating is that like they don't look oh it's a nice low speed job for a low stress

00:34:46.680 just mow the lawn like you can't take a guy like that you know they're proud fucking warrior culture

00:34:51.360 and then make him mow the lawn like he's 14 and then have the you know it was like who's thinking

00:34:56.500 of this kind of shit it i don't know like taking these guys away from their support structure the

00:35:01.120 people that understand them the most and then hiding them somewhere else it's like that backwards it's

00:35:05.920 completely the opposite and when i got back to the unit i was the only person they told me at that

00:35:10.360 time i don't know if since it's like you know the you're the only person to ever come back from there

00:35:14.000 from jpsu it was a death sentence if you went there it's over for you you're never coming back

00:35:18.960 you're on the way out i fucking clawed my way back in and they were like uh and nobody cared nobody

00:35:24.880 even asked me not one officer nobody was like so you know like do you guys know this whole thing

00:35:29.260 is broken as fuck like this system is garbage and they're like well how did you get back i was like

00:35:32.840 i just told them what they wanted to hear because that was the only way to get my job back it's like

00:35:36.620 just tell them what they want to hear because there's no they're just like just take pills and do all

00:35:39.560 this shit i'm like this is all fuck no i'm good to go everything's fine let's go back to work now

00:35:43.420 never mind and that was in like fuck 2010 or something like 12 i don't know i don't know when

00:35:49.780 that was i have no idea now when i uh left when i left the infantry and my uh ot got approved to

00:35:59.620 air force firefighter and i was you know doing my job there no problems i'm there for about a year

00:36:05.520 and uh i started having some like issues with afghanistan because this is around the time of

00:36:11.480 drinking that you stopped drinking all that stuff that i was suppressing third to come back yeah

00:36:16.580 yeah because you used you i don't think you've been drinking now in years have you remember right

00:36:20.120 uh it'll be 12 years this year i think is it that long i was gonna say five or six

00:36:26.580 don't worry i've been keeping up for the both of us

00:36:29.180 good job are you still you quit smoking too i was saying

00:36:34.720 yeah i just i smoke weed yeah but uh i don't really smoke it i kind of just use the

00:36:42.180 the caps or whatever but yeah i go through waves where i smoke it right now i'm on a wave

00:36:47.000 away but i was saying yeah yeah so i ended up at uh

00:36:50.520 the fire hall and i told my master corporal and my uh warrant they call it they're different in the

00:36:57.840 fire trade but i'll stick with ranks we know and i was like yeah i'm just i'm just going through the

00:37:02.520 mental health process and uh in my last trade in the infantry it was kind of a big deal so i want

00:37:07.880 to like be full transparency with you guys and and just let you know what's up i'm not taking any

00:37:14.080 appointments on uh the days that i work i'm not going to miss anything and i even volunteered in

00:37:20.180 that same meeting to go to uh a new vic in the arctic for eight weeks just to like i remember that as

00:37:25.320 like a show of good faith you know what i mean yes and uh when i got back man holy fuck i was like

00:37:32.320 what did i did i do something that you guys found out about when i was gone

00:37:36.640 but it uh it turned really really bad man shit went south really fast and um i remember the

00:37:44.780 the master corporal and i was like look man if you don't shut the fuck up we're gonna have a problem

00:37:49.480 and then he brings me into the to the warrant the warrant's like you know what's going on i'm like

00:37:55.060 if you don't let me out of this room i'm gonna knock your fucking out and he was like okay and then

00:38:00.620 he got out and then i turned around and i hoofed the door as hard as i could and it almost went off

00:38:04.960 the hinges yeah and then uh yeah that was it for me i was uh i was at jpsu shortly after that yeah

00:38:10.740 that was towards the end of mine he didn't stop man yeah they uh they put the depth like the the

00:38:17.320 master warrant officer yeah he fucking had it out for me too and he's like a fat piece of shit like

00:38:21.960 he couldn't run from here to the bathroom to save his life and he was like picking fights with me

00:38:25.680 behind closed doors and i'm like i told him i'm like bro i know what you're trying to do i'm gonna

00:38:30.440 get out on a 3d with 10 years and you don't want me to collect that pension i was fuck you i was like

00:38:35.340 you back to search your ass parent i'm like you won't talk to me anymore take it up at the health

00:38:39.240 staff they're so petty and uh that was the end of that and that's a lot that's a common story a lot

00:38:44.980 of guys that that we know that went like the air for it like oh it'll be easier like and you know

00:38:49.500 i was ripping on them one night i mean you know there's a lot of people in the other trades and stuff

00:38:53.300 they do a good job it's all necessary whatever i'm not trying to disrespect them but it's like

00:38:56.660 listen though motherfucker like i i we earned this okay they don't just give these away

00:39:02.160 um there's a reason the infantry is the hardest fucking place in the military i mean it is what

00:39:06.460 it is and i'm like when we want a vacation we come and do your job right when it's like all right i'm

00:39:11.840 done i want to have an easy job now i want to i want to sleep indoors and have a schedule and you

00:39:16.280 know like yeah i'm gonna go join the air force so don't fucking come in here and try to act like

00:39:19.840 you're gonna get off like they're so petty and rather than just having respect for these guys

00:39:23.960 that do these fucking jobs they get dick fear or something and they it's like you remind them of

00:39:29.360 everything they can't do or won't do because you know and there's a lot it's always these types

00:39:33.520 that go around trying to you know they get the same they all get the same campaign star we do

00:39:37.000 and they all keep going out looking for attention and it'll go i was afghanistan and like you fucking

00:39:41.660 sat in an air-conditioned trailer man there's guys that were there for two months and they

00:39:45.740 whoa they only did two months yeah and then his legs get fucking removed by a landmine

00:39:49.880 like he's not only a private and only like that dude fucking went out into the meat grinder while

00:39:55.320 you sat there and now you're going to try and you know uh big man fucking tough talk people it's

00:40:00.500 so it's a lot of the infantry guys don't have a good time when they go to the air force because

00:40:03.440 the culture is a lot different there's no there's no respect at all uh they're supposed to be

00:40:08.520 it's the old roman legion days it was you know like they would uh the roman legions would come

00:40:13.620 back from wherever and everyone else basically was like they were just like clean my way they

00:40:17.720 would just clean their weapons and they had other people that did that for them and the the you know

00:40:22.220 mentality was well thank goodness because you're doing this so i don't have to go out there and

00:40:26.620 fight the fucking gauls you know with swords and axes and shit that's fucked like they're doing it so

00:40:32.860 i don't have to thank you for doing that for me the least i can do is clean your shields and shit up

00:40:37.160 for you right now it's like well what have you done for us lately it's because you know and we we

00:40:41.720 don't have to we never had to fight a real war in such a long time like there's luxuries i mean

00:40:45.580 there's guys man they have air-conditioned trailers with like wi-fi connections they were playing video

00:40:50.060 games and eating lobsters and sleeping in beds and shit like what kind of war do you think you're in

00:40:53.960 right now oh i tell this story a lot and you were there for this here's a great example the fucking

00:40:59.980 one rcr guys when they came back you remember the fucking looks on those guys remember we were i think

00:41:03.800 we were we were walking somewhere and i was like holy fuck look at these dudes you know the looks on

00:41:08.360 their faces the way the just they were they were just coming out of the field from medusa and

00:41:12.320 everything right and uh and they wanted to go use the ball hockey rink right and uh they went down

00:41:19.840 there and the and all the other the non-combat trade that were just lived in the camp the whole

00:41:24.360 time they said well you can't play because you're not in the league they're like league and they

00:41:29.460 wouldn't let them use the fight like these guys were just out getting their asses handed to them for

00:41:32.380 fucking you know seven months and a whole company got fucking lit up and they're you know what i mean

00:41:36.500 the least you can do it's like did you forget why you're here it's fucked there's just uh there's

00:41:42.580 no respect there's no two-way respect anymore you're not here to be the league champion yeah

00:41:46.880 you're not here to play fucking ball hockey man like there's there's a war going on out there right

00:41:50.920 and these guys could use a break and you know the least you can do is let them uh oh you know they

00:41:55.920 didn't and so they destroyed the ball hockey rink obviously naturally they went and got drunk

00:41:59.500 came back and ripped the fences down and broke a bunch of the sticks and went ape shit and

00:42:03.420 you know they smoothed it over because it was like well i mean these are like the heroes right

00:42:07.600 now they just did op medusa and everything we can't be fucking it's like listen you probably

00:42:11.600 should just let them play you know what i mean like that that attitude i was in line at uh

00:42:16.000 tim horton's at the boardwalk shortly after uh youtube bravo happened when we got to go back in

00:42:25.520 for like that three days yeah and i remember i was standing at the tim horton's line long line

00:42:29.900 the boardwalk and there's two officers in front of me and one of them said to the other i heard

00:42:35.140 the infantry's back and the other guy goes great now the lineups are going to be long and then they

00:42:40.900 must have known because they both looked behind me or looked behind to see me and i'm like i just shook

00:42:46.500 my head at them both like two captains they saw the uh they saw the hat badge or the lapel or something

00:42:55.800 oh yeah they they that was wearing my infantry uniform they totally knew i was in the royals

00:43:04.220 right and uh yeah they didn't say anything for the rest of the line it was really awkward and quiet

00:43:09.840 i seem to do that a lot people yeah yeah that was uh yeah and that was the people that i've talked

00:43:16.820 with this one a lot too that was uh that was our platoon and uh you actually got by the grace of

00:43:23.000 how did you you were in that section with these guys and then you got moved and so did uh dunbar

00:43:28.140 and a few other guys just by chance you know what i mean and then yeah so um chris there on the eve of

00:43:36.340 deployment man like uh after christmas leave less than a month like we were going to deploy in three

00:43:41.940 weeks and uh surgeon lucas told me you're going to headquarters you're going to be the c6 gunner and

00:43:48.860 uh kennedy's going to be the c9 gunner and you know two two and a half months later they were dead

00:43:54.840 yeah we and i in front of me too at that like yeah i i was home on i was actually home i had just

00:44:02.220 yeah i had just gotten home we switched leave blocks with them because they had we had the good

00:44:07.120 one that was right in the middle and because they were all married and all had kids or fiancees

00:44:10.800 and shit or whatever right or like donnie and and and chris and and we like we got all single

00:44:15.560 dudes you know whatever getting divorced or whatever besides greg you know so the hell is

00:44:21.400 that is it the purge is that the purge alarm uh i have contractors in my contractors doing my

00:44:29.040 bathroom right now work faster slaves yeah like i why we just like we would have been fucked because

00:44:36.000 because if they we hadn't switched leave blocks we would have took their position it was going to

00:44:39.120 be our turn to fucking ride point we would have been fucked and you know what i mean just weird

00:44:42.780 little things like that swap out but i was yeah i had just gotten home when that happened on for

00:44:46.460 you know my two week break or whatever the fuck it was and uh yeah you were still there

00:44:50.700 yeah i was the vehicle behind when the explosion went off i lost hearing in both of my ears my

00:44:58.480 letters still fucked it was it was so that's the least of the problems for that day yeah i remember uh

00:45:05.120 i was looking for when i was the gunner donnie landed right in front of him there yeah like

00:45:14.260 it was i don't want to go into the details of it yeah but it was just it was horrible like it was

00:45:20.380 i remember i just remember being the lab gunner and just traversing from left to right and in the

00:45:27.080 center of my arcs was all of the aftermath like just yeah for fucking hours and then i cleaned i cleaned up

00:45:34.840 the lab after me and seeley we're standing in the fucking lab in the blast site we're standing in

00:45:40.140 the fucking blast site wiping blood and shit off of all the kit and their mail to savage ever salvage

00:45:48.180 everything right killer was there too wasn't he kilburn uh i don't know probably i just know it was

00:45:56.800 me and me and scott in the back of the lab yeah seeley was a good dude i don't know he's another one

00:46:02.080 don't know what happened to him he fell off the grid nobody you know and i remember thinking like

00:46:06.440 you guys should have got like a medal or something you know but the ceo made sure he got one for

00:46:11.680 himself you know and they gave themselves medals for for motivating you guys or something and i've

00:46:17.840 told i've talked about it a little bit you know i don't want to get too into it but i i would say

00:46:20.920 like the guys you know they cleaned it up it was six bodies and you know eight or nine stretchers

00:46:25.580 because they didn't know who and what was who um you know like stretchers and and there's no like

00:46:32.240 team that comes in like these are your own guys like you have to clean it up you know like they

00:46:38.780 like fuck the guys just had breakfast together hours ago you know now it's well put that arm in

00:46:43.420 that bag i guess or and whatever and uh yeah they just kind of were like well i was just i was just

00:46:49.100 talking to uh kennedy and stanix we were at the center of the legal leaguer doing the mail run

00:46:54.900 yeah uh kevin and i were talking we were trying to uh we were talking about uh being roommates when

00:47:01.440 we got home and uh he's like yeah well we'll have lunch today we'll talk about it and uh you know

00:47:06.900 half hour later he was dead yeah he was my uh he was actually my roommate there back in the camp i had

00:47:12.420 to clean out his fucking locker and shit it was just yeah you know and i guess the the guys that told me

00:47:18.340 after the fact it was so loud some of the other guys in the other platoon like in six i think and

00:47:23.200 the i company guys like they were in msg like way like this was out in the registan desert like this

00:47:27.620 was way out there like they heard it from that far away it was huge it was like fucking i think it

00:47:33.740 was like three anti-tank mines or something yeah i was on top of a fucking top of artillery round or

00:47:39.520 something it was two anti-tank mines two anti-tank mines and it had 105 artillery round underneath it and

00:47:46.040 it was a pressure plate so when the front right tire of the lab hit the pressure plate it sent the

00:47:51.920 signal back to the ied which was centered perfectly under the hull and then it was that's it i was like

00:47:59.920 40 50 meters away behind oh there's another crazy part of that that story too brian uh the guy the

00:48:08.000 crew commander there they flew him back in he was he was relatively okay but he got stopped i remember

00:48:14.180 him telling the story somewhere i don't it wasn't i was just heard it and was like he's another guy

00:48:17.840 i didn't get along with too well at the time but i mean i've nothing but respect for all these it's

00:48:21.420 funny all that shit goes away like the guys you didn't like at the time and i'm like i don't give

00:48:26.220 a fuck but you know these guys all rule to me like they're all my you know homies to the end you

00:48:30.380 know and he was saying that uh he was walking back from roll three the the the hospital there

00:48:35.560 and uh because he was all fucked up and he had writing all over his his uh his his plate carry his

00:48:41.760 frag vest and shit like his vitals and all because the medics do the shit on the kazovac and everything

00:48:45.340 and he's all covered in dirt because we were out in the field like forever that was like there was

00:48:49.100 no showers we're how long were we out there a month like just living in the dirt for a month

00:48:53.060 just straight fucking and they told us we were going for three days right so we know all about

00:48:57.540 fucking two weeks to flatten the curve oh it'll be two weeks to flatten the curve yeah bullshit the

00:49:01.400 government says something's gonna be two weeks if they say it's gonna be two weeks it's fucking

00:49:05.320 forever you know it's bullshit pack everything you're never coming home right yeah and he was

00:49:09.680 you know just look like shit you know covered in dirt and some and some of these two again two of

00:49:14.800 these motherfuckers who had no idea what's going on out there stop their car and get over and start

00:49:18.740 jacking them up for like his dress and deportment and how how dare you oh look at you and he just

00:49:23.940 like looked at him and was like he said something like i think they could feel that i was going to

00:49:29.340 kill them like i was i had a pistol i was going to kill them he was that mad you know like he just got

00:49:35.620 off that blast site like hours ago and they just kind of like realized what was happening

00:49:39.660 and just ran away but it's like the fucking no nothing nobody home but a lot of these people

00:49:44.420 it's just you know the disrespect is hard you know and they're they'll probably tell their story

00:49:48.540 oh go ahead yeah same thing it's uh very similar to brian's i was uh i dropped off of one of our lab

00:49:57.560 headquarters lab because we had a condensation in the pcu and it was like the turret was going fucking

00:50:03.380 crazy terrifying man we were rolling through ied alley and the turret wasn't working and i was up top

00:50:09.000 with a pistol a pistol so anyway we made it back and um some i'm walking back and i have my bush hat

00:50:23.320 on i'm smoking a butt and someone pulls up i don't know who they were because their seatbelt was across

00:50:28.620 the rank and he's like who the fuck owns you soldier and i'm like i'm with two rcr and i'm trying to look

00:50:33.940 at his rank and he's like sir is good enough for you oh and i'm smoking my cigarette and he's like

00:50:39.220 and he's like he's like put that fucking cigarette out and i'm like yeah okay and i take another drag

00:50:44.340 and then i take another one

00:50:46.820 i'll get to it when i feel like it when i'm done yeah and he and uh

00:50:53.440 and like he could just tell that i just i didn't give a fuck what this guy was saying and uh he's like

00:51:00.300 i'll be all he's like i'm gonna he's like private short uh to rcr he's like i'm gonna track down

00:51:04.800 who owns you we're gonna have to talk and he's like doing the knife hand the whole time i'm like

00:51:08.020 yeah yeah whatever man and just fucking put my smoke and walked away yeah and nothing ever happened

00:51:14.360 probably he probably did get a hold of somebody they probably got a hold of the fucking uh i got a

00:51:20.040 hold of archibald or something there and archibald told him to go fuck himself he was great man he was

00:51:25.280 he was the uh the lab captain i think at the time wasn't he got they got a hold of somebody

00:51:29.140 they got a hold of somebody yeah and uh malloy ended up talking to me about it and he's like

00:51:36.740 what the fuck are you doing he's like he can't be doing shit like that he's like he's like is he

00:51:42.220 still in he didn't care he just kind of laughed at somebody yeah he's a warrant now he must be

00:51:47.020 yeah he's been for a while he got mad at me because i was making fun of him for selling all the uh

00:51:52.760 fuck was he selling there for a while oh the i yeah yeah yeah i know exactly what you're talking

00:51:58.420 about those supplements or something right and i was like what was it called i don't remember now

00:52:02.220 but it was just yeah yeah yeah i was like dude what are you doing he got all mad at me you guys

00:52:05.960 sent me all these i was like whatever billy come on yeah he was up north he was doing one of those

00:52:12.520 ranger testings or something you're clearly in a pyramid scheme here yeah but he's at the top so

00:52:17.160 it's working out well for him it's like don't do this billy what are you doing

00:52:21.440 you're clearly in a pyramid scheme yeah it was one of those like the patches they stick yeah i don't

00:52:27.360 know

00:52:27.680 yeah i can't remember yeah he was a good guy man like you know everybody was everybody was

00:52:34.760 yeah it was such a wild time uh-huh yeah i miss maloy him and i got along really well on tour

00:52:41.800 we were uh we were really good friends because we we didn't have a choice yeah you know

00:52:46.800 and um yeah i like maloy i'd like i'll probably reach out to him after we talk you know yeah well

00:52:53.900 tell him i said hi even though he hates me he's mad at me i hope you're doing good yeah me too man

00:52:59.080 yeah he was doing that he was doing the ranger thing i think up north with one of those units

00:53:03.540 and end of the road kind of posting at the end of his career he's almost done he was in bosnia i

00:53:08.120 think right he was been he's been around he was in for like he was one of the older guys when we got

00:53:11.820 there he was a corporal then and he but he was like he had like 10 or 12 years at the time yeah

00:53:16.720 yeah man do you he had a cd before we went back down do you remember the teddy stoneham wheelbarrow

00:53:24.060 story yes i do i've told that one a few times i watched it happen we all did i was like oh my god

00:53:32.920 he's gonna die yeah we thought people literally like plugged their ears and looked away there was a

00:53:38.740 wheelbarrow block on a foot patrol in the middle of the night and uh yeah he just fucking uh went for

00:53:44.260 it you know it was like what we waiting for he was in the british army for like 10 years

00:53:49.800 over yeah just was like fuck this i don't have time for this dummied it kicked it over in front of

00:53:54.820 everyone i thought he was gonna we thought he was gonna blow the fuck up it didn't happen i was hard

00:54:00.200 as fuck he was he certainly and his wife had just died before um you know so he didn't give a fuck

00:54:06.820 anymore like i was just uh didn't care i didn't know that yeah oh well he was my section commander

00:54:12.620 at first right this was like here's your boss like first day in the reg force right regular force i was

00:54:17.200 like here's your new boss and it's teddy stoneham that's like the hardest fucking guy in the army

00:54:22.720 he's a he had a tattoo on his arm called the teddy boys like what's the teddy boys like it was a gang

00:54:28.000 it was more gang i'm teddy we're like okay you know and i was talking to somebody's like i've heard of

00:54:33.260 that gang some gang in the uk that was like he used to he told me about like sneaking into like

00:54:37.880 an all women's school to like bang this chick like he was like this guy was an animal man

00:54:42.300 oh he was great and he retired a little while ago and he's one of those guys you worry about because

00:54:46.920 it's like man i don't know what you're gonna do without this stuff because he was he was the

00:54:50.520 infantry that's all he wanted to do and he turned down he got to sergeant was like that's all i ever

00:54:54.660 wanted i don't ever want to do anything else and they he would refuse he was a sergeant for like

00:54:58.860 longer than i was ever in the military yeah like 20 years or some shit it's like it's the best job

00:55:04.040 i enjoy it he was like in his 50s running circles around people yeah i think they did eventually force

00:55:09.920 him to leave yes and smoking after that was hilarious yeah small smoking cigarettes would show up

00:55:17.220 but he'd be like hacking a butt and running yeah this is stupid it's all in your head

00:55:23.620 are you sure about that uh well i don't know i think that smoke is in your lungs yeah he made us

00:55:31.780 do a bunch of pull-ups and was just screaming i was like jesus you know first day in the ready so

00:55:35.380 it's like you know i like you know there's lots of good dudes and people in the reserves and stuff and

00:55:39.400 you know like oh i'm in the army and i'm just kind of like it's cute that you think that

00:55:44.540 like there's a big fucking difference are you yeah like go go uh go see you know come and see

00:55:54.160 you know it's a it's a different animal different animal for sure and uh you know i'm allowed to say

00:55:59.820 these things i have dual citizenship i was a reservist first and and i was in the reg force so i make i

00:56:04.800 can make fun of either one man that is i wasn't in both but i still make fun of the reserves

00:56:14.540 oh well yeah i mean they do it themselves and i can barely hear it oh it's maybe it's me

00:56:20.820 he's here is it the purge siren it could be i'm gonna find a stupid video i wish i was just

00:56:25.420 gonna put it in the background talking makes it go outside it's not loud yeah all right

00:56:30.260 shut the fuck up you jacked him up give me a chance to put on my aviators

00:56:34.160 are you going out oh we're going with you okay let's see what happens here

00:56:47.120 we'll tag team them yeah just like the old days hey

00:56:51.380 i don't get it yeah neither do i uh

00:57:01.780 i love how it's frozen on my face like that that's amazing that is the it always picks the

00:57:08.140 best poses um if you ever make a face like you might be sucking a dick or something that

00:57:12.600 it's like perfect and it freezes that way and stays that way

00:57:15.760 let me know when you're uh

00:57:21.600 yeah this thing's a little slow internet how's everybody doing yeah man i got a cough is there

00:57:31.720 anything are you just going around yeah have you heard of any kind of flu or like virus or anything

00:57:38.500 happening yeah no i don't think so not that i'm aware of i think everything's pretty uh pretty

00:57:43.180 normal so the numbers no that's right i forgot it's been canceled i mean the numbers all say the

00:57:50.320 same everything looks the same as it's always been i don't know what does this um it's probably my

00:57:55.520 my internet is crappy but this isn't as bad as last time with skelly's it fucking slowed right down

00:57:59.400 bandwidth goes to hell it says your bandwidth is low now so yeah did you get

00:58:08.500 oh that's not what i wanted oh man yeah so oh i disappeared can you hear me i can

00:58:18.480 probably just the uh sometimes a picture doesn't can you

00:58:25.260 oh maybe losing you now whatever as long as you can still hear me

00:58:30.880 yeah that's we don't want to see i just want to that's loud coughed right in my ear right in my

00:58:37.880 fucking ears um where the fuck is this video damn it christ i wish i could find it

00:58:42.880 it's not a bunch it was just a fucking montage i have no idea not where i can find it now it's probably

00:58:49.360 yeah man um good old afghanistan i remember uh fucking uh was this you i'm pretty sure it was

00:58:57.880 yeah and it was kinger that did this to you king you remember it was uh

00:59:03.080 we were in panjway we were in uh right around i don't know it was the same day it was close around

00:59:09.740 that time and uh with a picture where you had the uh the little belt of all the ammo and stuff on

00:59:15.740 this one here and you guys were in uh we were getting it was a weird kind of like a touch and go

00:59:22.880 kind of uh gunfight i guess they would like hit us with a little bit and then run away and then

00:59:27.920 uh you know come back oh i lost

00:59:30.680 and uh you were i can't even see myself yeah i gotta

00:59:36.700 what's that

00:59:41.280 can you hear me still see me yeah i gotta

00:59:46.800 um yeah i haven't lost audio you were you were stuck in that great field and uh king was i think

00:59:55.220 it was king and they were like you guys were getting we were all getting hammered pretty good

00:59:58.360 but you had the as the you can tell in the picture here the big yeah all the ammo belts and stuff right

01:00:04.160 and you were like man are they shooting at us and king i think it was king right and he goes

01:00:08.740 they're not shooting at us they're shooting at you as he's like crawling away backwards away from you

01:00:13.820 they're shooting at you you're good he's like good luck bro i'm gonna go over here you stay here

01:00:22.900 you stay here and eat the bullets yeah fuck oh i'm coughing like crazy yeah those things are

01:00:31.440 fucking loud and that's why i can't hear anything on the left side of my head that was uh

01:00:36.460 that was in nalgam i remember that i was sleeping in the back of the lab yeah and uh they were like

01:00:44.800 okay uh we're just gonna go do a simple like uh presence patrol 1k in 1k out and i'm like taking

01:00:52.300 out my mvgs i'm stripping my kit you know and then uh boom rpg goes up drop around boom another rpg

01:01:01.940 king and i run around the corner fucking somebody fired an rpg at us man we we sprawled so fast to

01:01:08.120 that fucking ground and it blew up in the wall behind us king and i both looked at each other

01:01:12.780 like holy fuck like that was as close as it's ever been yeah and then we and then i'm trying to get

01:01:17.300 up with all this gear and then uh we just keep walking towards the sound of rpgs and gunfire

01:01:22.800 like smart people behind a wall like this little three-foot wall this yeah and like we just just

01:01:29.460 get pinned down there for like five hours man it's crazy and that was a long day we were there

01:01:33.600 what's that the tanks yeah yeah fuck man i remember i watched one of them sail right over one of the

01:01:41.680 tops of those things and it uh it looked like i couldn't tell if it hit the turret or not but it

01:01:45.540 hit the wall next to it and it just huge fucking fireball right and we just were like all right

01:01:49.580 we'll just we're gonna go the right side of the tank and then the other i think four four went on the

01:01:53.220 left side i remember being like should anybody see if they're okay like no one was listening to

01:01:58.140 everybody it was just chaos right but like they slammed right into the top of that tank and then

01:02:02.160 uh it was you know i was like are they dead in there like does anyone care there's just it's

01:02:06.340 pandemonium it's chaos i had a fucking pocket right shot right off of my leg because i i had this drink

01:02:11.760 and i know because i was looking forward to this this was i was really upset about i had one of those

01:02:15.420 milkshake fucking drink electrolyte fucking you know the mres whatever right i was like i'm gonna save

01:02:20.860 this till i get hungry i want a snack and you know right and uh i was like fuck i could i'm save i'm

01:02:26.000 going to get it and my hand goes right through my pant legs and there's just a just torn right to

01:02:29.700 fuck off and there's the bottle like over there i'll shot to hell i was like oh not my drink you

01:02:35.800 sons of you motherfucker and we were there all day man for it was like two o'clock in the afternoon

01:02:41.040 and then we basically called it off because it was just too hot and they made us uh you know got us

01:02:45.100 let us all leave and then you know because of bad trading some of these guys just got up and started

01:02:49.280 doing the um you know um like some of the better units i've been to you you know you don't stop until

01:02:54.620 you're home because when you're when you get ambushed it's going to be on the way back it's

01:02:57.800 going to be the last 10 minutes of your operation is when they're going to counterattack you or do

01:03:00.700 whatever and uh but they do the index you know that's and everybody just stands up and starts

01:03:05.180 smoking like we're back in gauge town or whatever it starts walking away casually like what are you

01:03:09.640 what what are we doing and then more rockets come in right it was like fuck and they did it

01:03:13.440 a couple more times miraculously somehow they didn't hit anybody like i was still to this day

01:03:18.800 like i almost watched i watched dick oh there's the boy

01:03:21.960 which one was that

01:03:25.600 my oldest joint they've never seen me smoke it before

01:03:30.300 uh-oh daddy's smoking some weird chemicals out there

01:03:33.960 i got some explaining to do right i'll tell them it was a baby yeah makes me yeah makes me super

01:03:43.520 interested in my kids and focused in an attentive father it's terrible

01:03:46.540 yeah yeah oh this is the good shit

01:03:51.960 dude i'm really stoned already

01:03:52.960 it is good yeah i've been on the med i had the medical

01:04:00.360 sorry kids dad's talking about the war

01:04:02.420 yeah right i've had the medical prescription for a while

01:04:05.900 um yeah i'm i still have a pile of it but it's more than i can handle like i just sit on it like

01:04:11.140 i haven't ordered any in forever i still have a fuckload of it left

01:04:13.480 i usually yeah it helps me get to sleep and that kind of thing but

01:04:16.180 it's good for slowing the mind down and uh you know more than anything really

01:04:22.040 sometimes it makes me a little too crazy though and i get too paranoid

01:04:26.580 that's probably you smoke too much i find it does that if you got to take breaks you know

01:04:31.040 what i mean like every few months

01:04:32.080 nah taking breaks is for pussies you just told me

01:04:39.280 this is the mefloquine kids he changes his mind every you know it's gonna happen uh

01:04:46.640 yeah yeah gonna move there's two of me yeah there's stoned mitch and then there's so yeah

01:04:53.240 really depends on you don't you never know which one you're gonna get

01:04:56.280 oh yeah i'm just watching some of this this old video man i can yeah i should stop coughing

01:05:03.240 yeah it's very loud yeah you can't feel oh that's india company there in this in this part here i think

01:05:09.920 um you can you can't feel heat from a video or from a photo and i beg to differ

01:05:16.160 yeah it was ridiculously hot there i remember when we landed in uh dubai and i got off the plane

01:05:30.820 and i landed and i started walking across the tarmac i'm like whoa it's really hot and i'm like okay

01:05:35.120 it must just be the jet and then i'm walked away i'm like okay it must just be the the black tarmac

01:05:39.920 and then i get in and i'm like no like i'm in the shade i'm like no man like it's fucking hot

01:05:44.520 that's just how it is that's how it is i would yeah when we got it yeah with dubai right it sounds

01:05:49.440 i was somebody asked me he's like how hot was it like you know when you're sitting too close to a

01:05:52.920 bonfire you know what i mean you're like oh that's uncomfortably hot on my skin it's like that but

01:05:57.620 everywhere all the time you can't get away from it you just feel like you're gonna melt yeah that's

01:06:04.940 accurate yeah and the smell of the of the beat what did somebody describe it as

01:06:09.340 uh really bad bo and hot dog water that's basically what the the towns and cities smell

01:06:14.560 like can't our cities basically that bad bo and hot dog water hmm got a nice nice uh got a nice musk

01:06:23.380 i always tell people to go to the uh camel exhibit on a hot day at the zoo

01:06:30.280 the camel exhibit on a hot day that wouldn't be bad yeah

01:06:36.940 do you remember were you there when there was only like eight of us at pbw and we thought we

01:06:44.940 were going to get ambushed

01:06:46.500 and they gave us a big int briefing that like what month was it this was this was like july

01:06:54.300 june or july no i was on my uh that's when i got my leave no i remember coming back actually and

01:07:03.200 hearing about this and uh how we were doing like 24 hour manning and presence patrols yeah we were

01:07:08.560 like we're like we need 50 more men to do yeah it was retarded it was retarded but they told us they

01:07:13.000 were gonna they were coming to get us right and they said on the icon was like there's a very poorly

01:07:16.880 defended camp only so only a couple of soldiers we can easily overrun them and kill them all

01:07:22.060 we're like oh that's us for sure because there's like 10 of us right one of the other sections was

01:07:26.860 tasked out and you guys were on leave it's like there's 10 or 11 of there wasn't very many of us

01:07:30.560 here and uh and they they were coming up the argandab river there and then somebody said they

01:07:35.880 were watching them on uh on some kind of drone feed or sat in the balloon or whatever the fuck

01:07:39.720 they were using and they were like arguing the taliban were and then they attacked msg with the full

01:07:44.880 fucking full strength of all the the entire pbcli company was there the tank squadron was there

01:07:49.600 everybody was fucked there and they just got murked like you picked the wrong you went right

01:07:55.100 when you sort of went left hilarious we just watched from across the river with everybody

01:07:59.880 get fucking yeah but it was like well that was an interesting night to try and sleep a dog ran

01:08:04.920 through the perimeter hit the trip flare and i thought it was an rp because they sound similar

01:08:08.720 right when that when that trip flare goes off

01:08:10.440 i fucking shot right out of bed yes they do they sound very similar yeah it's like oh yeah oh man

01:08:18.740 hey i heard something uh a couple weeks ago and it sounded just like an rpg i don't know what the

01:08:25.580 fuck it was i can't remember but was it an air i mean like a bit of a scene because i was with some

01:08:29.360 people and everybody stopped like are you okay i'm like no what was it it was out in trenton so it

01:08:34.600 was something military it would have been an air hose or air my brother who's one of my brothers

01:08:38.920 is a civilian looked at me he's like are you okay yeah yeah you know what actually i think that might

01:08:43.160 have been what it was because we were roofing yeah you're right it was it was an air gun it got me

01:08:46.720 before that's why i know yeah yeah i would like yeah terrifying yeah it got me once for that same

01:08:54.520 reason i'm stoned now so i'm not gonna make much sense that's all right i'll just no i don't make

01:08:59.300 sense anyway fucking uh we came back from from one of those and the guys were filling the

01:09:04.500 uh i think they were putting the air in the tires or something you know the air compressors built

01:09:07.680 right in the lab and they were you know and they had the air gun you know for a second it's like

01:09:12.700 they did that and like several guys were like scrambling away for a second i was like oh that's cute

01:09:17.820 we're all traumatized now look at that you know like yesterday that was no problem today everyone's

01:09:24.600 scared of air hoses like oh okay that's probably not a good sign but i don't know i wonder if people

01:09:29.820 ever get used to that i'm gonna i'm talking to some other people i'm i may be if i'm gonna confirm

01:09:34.340 with him today if he's gonna come on uh thursday which would be i mean devon the rat or you know

01:09:38.660 obviously who that is and a lot of other people do and i'd be like do you get used to that like

01:09:43.640 you know what i mean there must be a level where you kind of do but i can't imagine ever just

01:09:47.680 being completely numb to the just the sheer terror of it you know i was talking the other day like i

01:09:54.160 remember just like just turning corners and like you can just look and then you're just snap that's it

01:09:59.540 lights out everything goes dark you caught one in the face you know in that environment with all

01:10:04.860 the foliage and the bushes and shit like it was like vietnam it was crazy like it was just green

01:10:09.600 like you couldn't see shit like i don't even like fuck besides the dead ones and and some of the ones

01:10:14.500 that were running around but it was just like muzzle flashes and it was like the trees were attacking

01:10:18.660 you you know it's like you couldn't see shit except the one guy that um me and my lynch remember him

01:10:24.660 he was my fire team partner in the uh that's the rpg that hit the tree right in front of us this guy

01:10:28.980 fired it right at us man we saw him stand up look right at us and like oh no it was like i'm fucked

01:10:34.560 it was already like in the air just that split second where i was like i'd have time to turn my

01:10:38.400 head and kind of fall to the ground yeah and it hit the tree right there and then uh i had him dead

01:10:43.540 to rise i know exactly where he is i'm gonna fuck this guy up as soon as he stands up again

01:10:46.920 i had my finger on the trigger as soon as the as soon as he stands up the fucking the tank blew him away

01:10:51.220 like immediately the tank was doing the same thing so this guy because they were firing the

01:10:55.220 they're hitting the top of the tank halls too ah yeah but just the just the the fucking

01:11:00.440 sensation of that where it's like i'm in serious i'm in serious danger thanks and the labs hit a

01:11:05.480 fucking

01:11:05.780 the tanks and the labs hit people they just disappear it's like it's just like a like a cloud of pink

01:11:15.600 mist and then it just evaporates and then nothing yeah dust and mist and that's it oh yeah the

01:11:21.120 guy's rpg was like so weird went like through the air like that and that was it i mean we walked

01:11:25.640 by the spot later and there was nothing there at all wasn't even a sandal i was like just blown the

01:11:30.940 fuck away i guess well i mean he took a hesh round like point blank or something one of those the shotgun

01:11:35.480 canister shells whatever they had there yeah but i don't know i wonder if anybody i wonder if they

01:11:41.020 ever that ever goes away entirely or do you just get better at managing it near the end of the tour

01:11:45.200 um near the end of the tour i like now i know in hindsight looking back but i was uh like very

01:11:54.480 like unemotional like i had i had just there's too much suffering i couldn't take it and i just

01:11:59.280 turned myself off yeah you know like i had i had no emotions anymore you get kind of numb to it and

01:12:05.300 i never i just remember like like like i said now like looking back in hindsight

01:12:14.980 i remember like seeing those uh those those rape kids and like not giving a shit laughing

01:12:22.220 you know yeah now it's horrible now it keeps me awake at night yeah time man like the point that

01:12:29.320 i'm trying to make is is it is an environment like that like it really fucks with you it really

01:12:33.840 changes your brain it's like being on a different planet it's like a totally different like it's not

01:12:40.320 even remotely this there's nothing about that place that's anything like here at all like nothing

01:12:44.380 and uh grubby i was actually he watches a lot of these hey um i found him he found me on youtube one

01:12:50.540 day uh grubby didn't really well bro yeah me too he's in ottawa now he moved there recently and he

01:12:55.320 had one of the guys had one of these flags up at the at the rally there and he fucking came running

01:12:58.720 over and somebody messaged me he's like dude this fucking crazy army guy came in over scared the

01:13:03.000 shit he's like yeah it was grubby because he told me he's like i saw it and i ran right over

01:13:07.480 and uh and he was saying like you know so they're importing all these fucking people he's like he was

01:13:13.780 living in halifax and he's like i had to leave i had to move it was like the islamic call to prayer

01:13:17.980 every day and they're fucking everywhere like i can't it's i can't do it i had to leave now he's

01:13:23.360 living in ottawa like that's you know you know when you when you're made to not feel welcome in your own

01:13:27.960 i don't know if that that's the right term for it but it's like again you know nobody asked us if

01:13:34.280 we were okay with it you know what i mean nobody asked anyone in canada hey do you mind if we mass

01:13:38.080 import like i don't know most of the third world into your cities and oh no go right ahead nobody

01:13:43.260 asked anybody least of all us you know what would we know we were only there and and then they'll say

01:13:48.300 you're racist they're not like that those people there you don't know what you're talking no i do

01:13:52.100 actually uh i've met them i've lived with them and so yeah it's not it's not pretty you remember you

01:13:57.480 telling that story about the uh the birds the kid was eating the birds fighting the heads off the

01:14:01.280 birds yeah that's the first uh i don't know what do you what do you call them like i don't want to

01:14:08.880 keep calling them fuck boys or rape kids or anything like that rape kids t-boys aren't they is that

01:14:13.680 what they call them the t-boys i don't know they painted their nails and shit to signify yeah i do that

01:14:19.860 was yeah yeah exactly this was early in the tour you know i rolled off with the platoon commander i was

01:14:26.920 as close protection and i'm you know i get a weird vibe from this kid on the porch he's cross-legged

01:14:31.720 i go up to see him and he's got like missing teeth you know clearly developmental issues he's

01:14:38.440 undersized and he's biting the head off birds like there's like fucking 15 20 birds in between

01:14:43.200 this when he bought off in front of me and he's got all these feathers this fucking these feathers and

01:14:48.720 his hillbilly smile he's got nail polish on and i like kind of snap out of it

01:14:53.820 and what a thing to see like just stop you for a second like interpreter just just seeing that

01:14:59.900 like there's a like that fucked up kid missing teeth and he's got nail polish on and his mouth

01:15:04.840 full of feathers biting but you're just like this is definitely not canada anymore

01:15:09.200 i don't know where i am i'm on another planet

01:15:12.900 oh yeah continue yeah and it really uh yeah yeah it really messed with me because my youngest brother

01:15:22.200 was about that age when i when we were over there yeah so i was thinking about him as i was walking

01:15:27.700 back to the lab with the platoon commander the interpreter i asked the interpreter i said what

01:15:32.460 what's what's the deal with that kid what's going on there and he's like oh that's their woman i'm

01:15:36.920 like what and he goes no man he's like that's that's what they fuck i was like holy shit and

01:15:41.640 that was just the first a and p checkpoint that we went to that day we went to a dozen of them at

01:15:46.480 least this is day one thing yeah and holy fuck that's their that's their pocket pussy yeah it's too

01:15:55.540 much it's fucked and then uh and that was yeah yeah that's what we'll call them yeah gross and that

01:16:02.280 that was kind of like um one of the first the first time i was one of the first times where i

01:16:11.180 was like oh the news is full of shit like the media just lies like cbc are liars they they will

01:16:17.900 they'll they'll look the other way and lie to fulfill an agenda they're not about the news they're

01:16:23.420 about you know making people you know telling lies and making things the way they want it to be

01:16:28.300 massaging whatever because that started to come out and we all knew this ask anybody any of the any

01:16:34.100 of the guys that were on the ground there in any country the british the australians the americans

01:16:37.600 whoever and they'll tell tell you the same story like yeah that's that's what happened that's what

01:16:40.880 goes on over there right and then that started to get out and uh cbc well cbc did an investigative

01:16:46.520 report and we found that there may have been some isolated incidents of this but widespread uh you

01:16:50.940 know child rape is just simply not a thing it's just not happening like oh it's not we all just

01:16:56.740 witnessed this all over the fucking place it's just not happening what would we know yeah like

01:17:01.060 oh you're lying to my face about something that i know i saw happen regularly you know

01:17:06.320 that was the beginning of the end you know as far as me trusting i think about those i think about

01:17:13.720 that a lot man all those kids where they're at now especially like now even more so with uh panja

01:17:22.100 wave balling probably and i think they got the whole country now right i think they got basically

01:17:25.760 everywhere yeah uh yeah it was pretty it's pretty nasty i like and there was kids that would come

01:17:31.920 and uh clean the showers and stuff and i had to like rip around a little gator thing and they'd clean

01:17:37.620 shit up like you'd employ the locals and stuff to try and help like build some kind of trust or

01:17:40.840 you know give them something to do that isn't you know working for the taliban

01:17:45.060 uh but um yeah it was just a fucking impossible task

01:17:51.360 yeah i got a story for you cool remember um i got tasked to go out and do the uh

01:18:01.720 landfill security did you ever do that the landfill security like the oh the garbage time

01:18:07.940 i've told garbage time story before but yeah you go ahead yeah

01:18:11.860 yeah yeah so this was my first time and i'm in the uh air sentry hatch which means i'm my head's out

01:18:21.420 of the vehicle yeah and we get to the landfill and i've got like a full view of what's happening

01:18:27.920 and there's a group of kids there and they're there i wouldn't say any more than 12 with this

01:18:33.620 some as young as probably four maybe older because of malnourishment but uh the garbage truck comes in

01:18:39.660 and the garbage truck doesn't stop and it just lifts up the back and it's driving slowly and all

01:18:45.580 the kids run and jump into the back of the garbage truck while the garbage is still in it and the

01:18:51.720 chute is lifted all the way up they're sliding down with the garbage into the dump and they're fighting

01:18:57.400 over everything and they're they're drinking the gatorade bottles full of piss oh man and like the big

01:19:02.880 kids are taking good stuff from the little kids and i was like what the fuck is happening here

01:19:07.300 and i just i just it never it never sat well with me like even now like it still bothers me

01:19:15.860 today like it did as if it were yesterday yeah and people here complain about how fucking hard they

01:19:20.880 got it like they're they're fighting over garbage they're fighting over our garbage

01:19:25.000 like i i watched one like so when we first got yeah and because they're looking for batteries and

01:19:32.200 valuables and shit they can bring back and trade with and this kind of shit and and um when we when

01:19:37.700 i first ripped out with the uh the patricia guys he was like watch this he's like oh what day is it and

01:19:41.540 i'm like oh it's wednesday i think he's like oh good you're gonna like this like okay and they're

01:19:45.680 all demented right they've already been there like you know what it's like when the first day of

01:19:48.680 the tour you got a brand new uniform you're like this is so exciting seven months later you're the

01:19:52.780 fucking joker you know what i mean you're just like i don't give a fuck anymore like you want

01:19:56.820 to watch somebody die this is gonna be fun you're like okay what happened to you you know and he's

01:20:03.620 like uh he's like watch this and the truck and the garbage truck comes and then an escort goes out

01:20:07.860 with it and i'm like what's going on he's like oh because they would attack and kill the drivers

01:20:10.900 to steal the garbage truck and he's like okay i'm like okay and then uh these they set a fire and

01:20:16.060 he goes out and dumps the trash in the fire to get rid you know out in front of out in front of msg

01:20:21.580 right and the kids just ran into the flames didn't even slow down just fucking booked her right in

01:20:26.080 there four five six year olds 14 you know and they're yeah and fighting over the whole thing

01:20:29.560 and i'm just like watching kids on fire running with garbage you know i'm just like this is again

01:20:34.400 this is like day two there or something like that like that's just you know it's another fucking

01:20:38.180 planet over there it's a totally like people don't fucking understand this and you know they

01:20:42.280 complain about uh you know people that think they're fucking hard over here oh man trust me

01:20:48.060 fucking shit goes south man i'm gonna i'm like you're gonna what you're gonna what you're gonna

01:20:52.560 you're gonna pull up your call of duty resume bro you have no idea you better pray that fucking

01:21:00.180 things don't because that's you know joe rogan yeah right like joe rogan talked with this and

01:21:05.220 he's like the people that are not calling for violence are the ones that are the best at it

01:21:09.800 you know like it's not you don't it's not war veterans and guys out there being like yeah let's

01:21:14.220 fuck this shit it's all these you know these leftists and these maniacs right here tearing down

01:21:17.800 statues and burn this down and burn churches and burn burn everything burn destroy civilization

01:21:22.540 like do you understand what you're asking for you don't and the people that do are trying to

01:21:26.660 stop you from doing because they know what that's going to be like and then uh he said something like

01:21:30.420 if you're if you're going to go down that road you're going to you know vilify and attack these

01:21:33.940 people who are going to perceive that you're attacking their country and everything they fought

01:21:37.000 for and stood for you're going to open a door that you can never close you know and these guys are

01:21:41.760 going to come pouring the fuck out of there and it's going to be a bad time for you

01:21:45.180 um but i don't know i mean you can't uh yeah teach people you know you're just right man once that

01:21:52.460 once that inevitable first shot gets fired that's it it's over yeah and i don't know i'd you know

01:21:57.940 it's just there's a tendency because we've been losing for so long and i wouldn't even get into

01:22:01.460 any of this stuff but the conspiracy shit like you're all up on this stuff too we've been trading

01:22:04.740 videos and shit back and forth for years and you know what i mean and uh you're you're aware of

01:22:09.760 what's going on scrolling to say yeah i'll put it that way you're you're aware of things

01:22:14.240 uh you know and fuck i forget where i was going with that but um yeah dooms doomscrolling all all

01:22:21.280 the all the nonsense um yeah it's it's crazy to watch like everything just kind of fall apart in slow

01:22:26.980 motion and uh they're cheering it on and think it's great and oh i don't know

01:22:35.020 it's sad man i didn't even uh i don't even really feel like i like i like i would even want to fight

01:22:47.340 for this country with with the way it is like we would be villains if we did you know what i mean

01:22:51.740 yeah we're the bad guys now right

01:22:53.540 the uh dangerous homegrown domestic extremists you know and i guess it's a matter of time

01:23:01.020 before that's uh becomes a thing and even in the dod in the u.s they've already said that the

01:23:05.380 uh veterans in america is the number one uh number one threat to national security

01:23:10.420 like well they shouldn't be unless you're up to some shit it's a threat to the corrupt government

01:23:16.600 exactly like unless unless you're up to some shit what's the problem like they're you know or i thought

01:23:22.100 we're on the same team here and i've got no reason to fucking fight with you unless we're not on the

01:23:26.640 same team anymore then we're gonna have a fucking problem and then yeah they probably are um because

01:23:32.760 who cares more than those guys it's like well this is kind of personal to us man you know like

01:23:36.520 we buried a lot of these guys with that fucking flag on and they're gonna just burn it down and

01:23:41.520 tell us we're all racist and it's all awful and we destroy the like yeah there's gonna be a problem

01:23:46.180 with that man you're not gonna get away with that forever we'll fucking see but um you know i'm not

01:23:51.460 the only one there's a lot of i hear from guys all the time and i'm sure you talk to a lot

01:23:54.540 and you know messages i get a lot of these ones too from guys that are still in they're like dude

01:23:59.000 i wish i could say so much but i can't you know um yeah it's just sad to see where it's going

01:24:04.980 gotta be that first shot let's hope it doesn't come to that uh who are you voting for in this

01:24:17.360 election that matters so much we all know it's going to

01:24:22.000 there's too many hurt people out there suffering that the first shot's just a metaphor for an event

01:24:31.380 that starts the war right like yeah i don't i don't know if it'll be that or it'll just be

01:24:37.380 like a boiling like eventually just boils over you know like the pot's full um yeah but there is like

01:24:43.940 the yeah the unemployment all the fucking suicide it's just there's so much there's so much has been

01:24:49.400 done i've been talking about this in the last you know for a week or two now like there's just

01:24:52.380 how much how can they outrun these lies for how long all the fuckery like they're giving themselves

01:24:57.400 raises they're stealing money it's just um you know everybody else's lives are getting more difficult

01:25:02.740 and more you know hard to live with and and there seems to be just they're just making money hand over

01:25:07.660 fist and telling everybody how to live and what to do and what to think and where it like

01:25:11.300 it's like they don't have the concept that there is another move in the deck they're just like well

01:25:18.680 we it's like there i won the game i won the game of monopoly like but you cheated the whole time it's

01:25:23.380 like yeah well what are you gonna do well they could just flip the table and punch you in the face

01:25:26.940 though like it doesn't even occur to them that that's that could happen or something i don't know

01:25:32.560 it's like how do you do this how are you out of your mind i mean just watching what they get away

01:25:36.680 with is is wild sometimes the audacity of it you know

01:25:40.760 and the delay yeah but um like 90 of the population doesn't care yeah that's another problem oh that's

01:25:52.920 i think i was going to talk about uh was that you know yeah like the country's fucked like i'm more

01:25:57.900 i'm more about just like your friends and family and you know find people that you connect with and

01:26:01.700 you know network and find your friends and you know those are the people you should be living for

01:26:06.280 and helping out because i mean as far as this goes the government obviously doesn't give a shit

01:26:09.720 about us or anybody that lives here it serves to exist you know for itself um half the fucking

01:26:15.540 country is apathetic and lazy and doesn't give a shit they're out flipping cars over sports ball games

01:26:19.760 but you know where were you the last six months a year and a half they couldn't you know there's no

01:26:23.540 men anywhere they're all fucking hanging out fucking you know playing video games and do they can't be

01:26:29.180 bothered they don't give a shit so it's like why should i why should any of us and they're

01:26:32.600 gonna complain like why why don't they do something like why what do you mean do something like more

01:26:37.020 than we already have you want more now people that can't be bothered to even like uh there's a lot of

01:26:42.920 good people in the country obviously but like think of the uh like the ramp fucking uh not the the uh

01:26:47.980 the repatriation ceremonies there when they come down the highway when all the guys would come back

01:26:51.340 with the fucking the coffins and shit and they'd be like oh look at all these canadians are out on the

01:26:54.980 on the overpass like where it was like 50 people and i'm like is that supposed to be good that that

01:27:01.100 many bothered like that's all you could come up with oh there's 50 people showed up like like nobody

01:27:07.860 really gives a shit they pretend like they do they show up to these remembrance day ceremonies and

01:27:12.640 they're doing my uh virtue signal but they don't actually give a shit

01:27:15.420 go ahead i i told you the uh john snow metaphor right you know the character from the game yeah oh

01:27:26.320 yeah

01:27:26.520 yeah how did how did it go again i don't know he signs up for uh the night's watch right well by force

01:27:37.260 by force right yeah and uh he he he slowly starts to learn that it's not all duty and honor

01:27:43.600 you know it's not pretty and uh he goes north of the wall and he sees the bad guys the white walkers

01:27:50.660 and then he comes back home and tries to tell everybody about it and they think he's fucking

01:27:54.260 crazy yep yeah it's true they don't listen to uh you know now now imagine if they said he was

01:28:03.260 john snow was crazy so they tried to take his sword you need sword control john you're not allowed to

01:28:08.000 have a sword anymore no this is the only thing that could kill the white walkers you're spreading

01:28:12.740 you're just spreading hate you're spreading hate speech john snow you're freaking everybody out

01:28:17.540 about this nonsense yeah i mean there's that i mean there's like people in the veteran community

01:28:22.140 or guys that just you know they're more more more uh online or aware of human nature i guess like i

01:28:29.480 think they don't have the imagination i was talking about this around a fire one night with one of the

01:28:33.840 guys at the one of the get-togethers we had here and he's like i and he's right it's like they

01:28:38.020 don't have an imagination they can't imagine how how things could go because they're i don't know

01:28:43.120 if they're just dumb or what but not being exposed to there's another joe rogan i used to watch his

01:28:47.920 show a lot back in the day that uh you know we live in a we live in a society of smooth edges and

01:28:53.100 rounded corners no one's ever really had to suffer or work like really not really like oh man i that's

01:28:58.460 bullshit i had to fucking cram all night for these exams and i had to that's nice have you ever been

01:29:02.520 on fire in a garbage pit for rummaging for food and fighting the biggest kid in town though probably

01:29:07.600 not probably haven't so i don't think your life is that hard right so we've got all these people

01:29:12.760 that are just incapable of imagining like how bad it could get so they're oblivious to like the act

01:29:18.000 the things that they're allowing to transpire and what the consequences could be they don't think

01:29:21.940 consequences are a thing because they haven't happened before so they're never going to or

01:29:25.680 apparently and it's like they don't they want to listen to guys like us that have been exposed to

01:29:29.760 like yeah things can go fucking sideways actually and other people from like soviet countries from

01:29:34.700 from poland or from like you know you know east germany or all like you know what i mean like

01:29:39.740 from these places or they've escaped north korea we had a guy in golf company whose dad like swam out

01:29:43.820 out of the fucking country north korea i had somebody message me the other day from romania like on and

01:29:48.980 on and on and they're like these people like they won't listen to them either they'll be like this is

01:29:52.540 the same shit it's happening all over again like or cuba right like we came here to get off was right

01:29:56.500 yes he was like we came here to get away from this shit and now it's happening again and no one

01:30:01.860 will listen to the people that have already experienced it firsthand so it's like at some

01:30:06.080 point you just got to check out and be like listen you can convince who you can and and the rest are

01:30:10.000 not going to listen so it's like just move on to the next one or you know try to try and you know

01:30:14.020 prepare yourselves as best you can because there's no fucking i don't think there's any stopping what's

01:30:17.320 going to happen here it's just a matter of time no it's too many too many dominoes been knocked down

01:30:24.080 already yeah it's like a it's like a bull it's like a fucking yeah you know like a ball rolling

01:30:29.220 downhill or something you know boulder like just get out of its way you know what i mean you're not

01:30:33.740 gonna i'm gonna stop it it's the size of a volkswagen like no you're not stopping shit you just get out of

01:30:38.440 its way if you can yeah man fuck crazy times i don't really know what to think of it all to be honest

01:30:49.120 i just know that uh i really i really think this winter is going to be a bad time for a lot of

01:30:55.400 people ah winter is coming i've been thinking about saying that because it's true it is

01:31:00.860 it is coming and there's a lot of weird shit going on with the you know a lot of farms are

01:31:06.480 having problems and it's there's a drought like it just it seems like a lot of perfect storm of

01:31:11.560 bullshit's coming um you know to at least be prepared for it and i don't this election shit i don't

01:31:17.320 i'm not gonna pay i'm just gonna make fun of it like this is all stupid this is pointless

01:31:20.920 when when has this ever changed anything um it doesn't matter who you put in there like we're

01:31:26.100 gonna vote out trudeau like and put in who vote in vote out you know un puppet one and put in un

01:31:31.400 puppet two that'll make whoop yeah that's gonna matter right um it's it's stupid it's a divide

01:31:38.160 and conquer you know i mean there's no real representation anywhere for any of the people that

01:31:42.300 actually built this fucking country and made it what it is there's no one that represents any of

01:31:47.080 them anywhere i mean not that has any chance of you know when like derek sloan started his own

01:31:52.040 party like yesterday like you know and then you've got bernier with the ppc it's like it's so

01:31:58.040 you know it's like i compared it last night it was like you're trying to build a raft out of like

01:32:02.680 twigs and tree bark and shit where it's like we don't have time you know what i mean we've only got an

01:32:07.500 hour and that's gonna take i don't i think we should try and think of something else because i really

01:32:12.100 don't think uh there's oh go ahead

01:32:15.940 there's no excuse me there's uh there's no unity in the age of diversity yeah

01:32:25.520 diversity it's our strike when they say that it's our strength like who's exactly

01:32:30.500 because i don't think it's not doing very much for me and you

01:32:33.300 somebody's strength but not us same in america he has people on youtube are saying yeah it's a

01:32:40.960 global thing it's a global problem that's why they you know alex jones calls it the globalists

01:32:45.180 um gary shill says i'm getting ready for winter enough firewood to heat all winter i like the name

01:32:49.860 the cabal the cabal is not a bad one yeah makes it sound evil you know i like that when it sticks

01:32:56.880 yeah yeah the cabal the cabal they're coming for your children they are unironically

01:33:05.060 oh man are you guys are you guys gonna homeschool has it gotten to that point yet where you're at

01:33:12.620 we have we have been we've already been homeschooling and you know what both of my

01:33:16.860 kids are better for it yeah that's there he is right there like one of them oh yeah one of them i

01:33:22.220 don't know where they are my oldest son um yeah he uh he's on his third novel now and he was having

01:33:30.460 reading problems that's wow how he's not old i mean how old is he now yeah not much older than mine

01:33:37.140 is he what he 10 9 third novel this year yeah i can't believe that i remember i was i remember you

01:33:42.500 told me he was yeah he was uh you're trying you're trying to name him in the hospital like what do i name

01:33:48.520 this kid that was nine years ago i was like i think i said like just name him after whoever's real

01:34:03.680 dad is yeah yeah yeah i don't know where the time goes funny story is actually he's named after a dead

01:34:14.640 dog what a dog you had yeah um my wife's family and the dog's name was willie and he died the day she was

01:34:31.840 giving birth to our son oh so the name william is it stuck fair enough yeah you've got them doing

01:34:39.440 fucking pull-ups and flipping tires and he's at the age now where he's like you guys named me after

01:34:43.000 a dead dog yeah getting mad now well we were we were up we were you know up against it for time you

01:34:50.060 know so no sorry son we just had to pick something it was it was that or it was you know like reading

01:34:54.940 off of uh kaiser soze or something you know well you got 10 seconds go up with the name

01:34:59.580 uh yeah you've got them you know doing all kinds of crazy i see on your instagram there they're

01:35:06.360 always doing fucking wild stuff yeah and you're like i'm i'm raising fucking men over here he has

01:35:14.100 a pull-up goal yeah he wants to be able to do 10 pull-ups in a row and i was like okay well i put

01:35:21.440 him on like a pretty simple program and years ago he just hit eight he went from three reps to eight

01:35:27.240 reps so he's almost hit his goal already yeah and he's nine there's people there's definitely people

01:35:32.380 watching listening to this that like can't do anything he does he does them with weight now he

01:35:38.560 can do two reps with weight wow you guys are gonna get wrecked by a nine-year-old

01:35:42.820 but that's the way to do it the uh woods and taught him how to do ambush drills with bows and arrows

01:35:51.940 perfect you know just like the patriot yeah well i mean we have to it's like the the world will go

01:35:57.380 the fucking world we're going into doesn't look like it's going to be the kind that's going to be

01:36:01.420 uh you know favorable to people that are you know soft um you know the weak men hard times

01:36:08.280 fucking uh cycle we're going through right so you know you wouldn't be doing them any favors by

01:36:12.480 babying them anyway i don't know yeah well i don't know man i don't want to keep you too long did

01:36:21.500 you want to hang out for a few more minutes or do you want to uh go finish the rest of your weed and

01:36:24.500 fucking veg out on the couch and stare under the stare at the ceiling and imagine helicopter blades

01:36:29.920 anymore you lie it's been like 15 minutes what day is this man i'm serious man i got such a high

01:36:38.040 tolerance for that shit oh really ridiculous oh fuck yeah remember all the the fucking weed plants

01:36:44.200 they had over there they're like 10 feet tall and they would use them to hide in because i got some

01:36:49.880 pictures of them yeah the thermals couldn't uh couldn't couldn't pick them up as easy in the

01:36:53.860 weed because like the weed plants kept uh they like gave off so much heat themselves or something

01:36:57.900 or they're so full of water i don't know how the fuck it worked but they were like

01:37:00.780 they could hide in there those fuckers schmuck little bastards i'll never forget the horizon

01:37:08.140 of the opium fields there's so much it's like looking at it and all you can see is water yeah

01:37:15.740 i heard a story one of the guys in i company i think i don't know who it was but had like uh

01:37:22.600 like just skinned his knee or something i don't know fucking whatever but you know the season where

01:37:26.700 they were harvesting all the opium out of the bulbs and they'd cut them with those little tools or

01:37:29.880 whatever and the guys were going through a patrol through one of these fields and he put his knee

01:37:33.460 down on one of these and like it seeped into his leg and he got fucked up like on opium and they had

01:37:40.440 like kazevac him because he was gonna like overdose something like that he got off he was like i don't

01:37:46.100 feel good and they're like did you get this in your blood he's like maybe like oh god we gotta get you

01:37:50.740 out of here just as a pride just as a caution you know as a fucking precaution i guess yeah now

01:37:57.500 he's got fucking now he's got an opiate addiction which we're almost eradicated you know but uh maybe

01:38:02.980 that maybe well there's there's on the plus side maybe the taliban will eradicate all the opium

01:38:07.160 fields again because they were pretty anti-drugs back in those days and after the nato invasion

01:38:12.140 that fucking pharmaceutical companies made a lot of money but maybe they you know maybe they'll

01:38:16.140 probably cut a deal nobody can say no to that much money those afghanians are never gonna get

01:38:26.440 no peace until they burn those fields man yeah i don't know i mean whatever man they're on their

01:38:34.260 own you know we should ever should have fucking what's done is done what can you do but um learn

01:38:40.800 from it and try to fucking you know be better in the future i suppose um gary says my son at 18

01:38:47.580 tried to arm wrestle me it was so sick yeah i wouldn't want to be devin's son anybody arm wrestling

01:38:52.720 him is you can't don't even bother that's a monster yeah those those jtf guys were fucking

01:39:02.660 they're savages they're amazing

01:39:04.380 yeah yeah they are those fucking selections

01:39:10.300 it's a good time oh what else what else do you keep in touch with i saw one of the pictures too i

01:39:20.400 was watching uh just skimming through trying to find something you're like what did you fucking

01:39:24.060 send me i was like i gotta get a picture to use you know use this you sent me a fucking picture of

01:39:29.000 fucking uh fucking deadpool i'm like you look different yeah you look different i don't think

01:39:36.660 i don't remember this you know i was going through them and i was like uh mike was there gobs and um

01:39:42.060 do you keep in touch with these guys you still talk to them i'm heavy i guess you do

01:39:46.860 we're on he's still in your area i think isn't he toronto i would like to

01:39:52.060 i've tried to track down uh 80 and gobris 82 years i haven't had any success

01:40:00.060 oh it's funny how like you know close you can be with somebody and then later it's like i haven't

01:40:06.920 talked to them in 10 years okay you never would think it's weird and especially with the army guys

01:40:11.160 too i remember i uh met up with a guy in pat that i hadn't seen like since that tour and it was just

01:40:16.180 like no time had passed at all it had been like eight years eight nine years or something like

01:40:22.020 that it was like we were roommates like way back then you know and then it was like yeah it was like

01:40:26.240 no time had passed at all it's wild i wish i yeah it would be interesting to get a hold of them

01:40:31.700 find out where they're all at what they're doing but i don't know i wonder if he's still in

01:40:36.760 old gobris he did he did that selection with us too didn't he i think so he did yeah

01:40:45.860 was he on ours or was he on a different serial i can't remember

01:40:48.540 he was on ours patty was on a different one patty yeah okay american psycho patty

01:40:56.880 i miss that guy man if you're watching this baby get in touch with me yeah yeah he was he got you

01:41:06.280 into the jujitsu i think didn't he are you a fucking black belt yet are you black belt yet come back

01:41:10.860 when you black belt uh i'm a shitty purple belt okay

01:41:16.040 yeah i think he got you into that i can't remember but you guys were going doing that

01:41:22.360 all the time i did it for a little while i don't i get tendonitis easy you know i was never really

01:41:29.020 big you know i like to i like kickboxing and uh muay thai and stuff like that i wasn't really big

01:41:32.760 into the wrestling and stuff but uh you know you get you get to roll around with other dudes and be

01:41:37.300 sweaty it's right up your alley you you guys uh you guys have no you guys like that stuff

01:41:40.760 yeah yeah man who doesn't

01:41:46.980 all right my battery's gonna die so i gotta cut this short yeah no i get it because you're short

01:41:55.600 you're like your name and your height i think we're the same i think we're the same height

01:42:00.720 taller than you all right no you're not you're old you're shrinking actually look at me i don't know

01:42:06.020 i've probably shrunk an inch my spine is being continually compressed all right man well thanks

01:42:11.080 i appreciate it um you look like your uh neck fat got a little heavier oh oh thanks yeah yeah you

01:42:17.060 you look shitty also yeah you look you're looking have you stopped weightlifting entirely you look small

01:42:22.460 healthy bro i got everything yeah that's a lie

01:42:29.900 you were eating ice cream no it's not i got a four pack

01:42:35.020 wow yeah

01:42:36.660 oh man oh well you know nice trip

01:42:42.520 yeah i enjoyed it uh thanks man i'll be in touch so we'll you know talk later we'll do

01:42:47.980 doom scroll some more instagram later or fucking uh telegram some of the shit on telegram is wild

01:42:52.360 some back and forth have you seen this if even 10 yes some bad news yeah we're yeah like if even

01:42:58.340 10 of this is true we're so fucked i'm like yeah i know so hopefully it's all wrong but

01:43:04.180 yeah all right man cheers i'll see you next time pro patria pro paycheck

01:43:12.480 yeah pro patria yeah right on brother cheers i'll see you next time later homie bye man bye

01:43:22.360 what's this

01:43:23.820 i heard this

01:43:25.780 how do i how do i end it

01:43:29.620 there we go

01:43:33.620 well you know um

01:43:35.740 that would be worth uh

01:43:37.340 having them on and talking it's uh

01:43:39.800 it's fun talking to those guys about some of the old uh

01:43:41.840 you know the old nonsense a lot of inside jokes and

01:43:43.740 silliness whatever but

01:43:44.740 hey you know just letting people know it's not just me

01:43:47.960 there's a lot of us a lot of us out there on the same page not everybody wants to fucking come on

01:43:51.840 you know come on screen and

01:43:53.240 do all that kind of stuff so i appreciate that and

01:43:55.560 talking about some some shit that was uh

01:43:58.780 you know we try and laugh about it a bit but it's pretty disturbing

01:44:01.640 some of the stuff that uh you know

01:44:03.700 we went through and he went through specifically

01:44:05.520 like that uh that lab fucking situation was pretty pretty nasty

01:44:08.580 you know you're picking up uh like i said it was

01:44:11.140 six guys and nine stretchers and he had to pick up the pieces literally

01:44:16.240 him and another guy uh uh seeley and a few others and

01:44:20.380 you know

01:44:21.220 um you know and then you get told that you're the bad guy and you don't care about other

01:44:26.660 people you don't care about the country and all you know this kind of shit so

01:44:29.520 you can see how it uh

01:44:32.140 you can see how the last 10 years or so of

01:44:34.040 the uh liberal rule has has been sitting with people like us and how the rhetoric is going and how

01:44:39.380 we appreciate or don't so much um you know the way we're being spoken to

01:44:43.220 and talked down to and talked about and

01:44:44.920 treated essentially is um pretty despicable so i mean it's not that uh

01:44:50.360 hard to imagine why a lot of these guys are so angry

01:44:52.680 yeah uh kelly says thanks everybody says yeah you know what i mean and it's uh it's tough to

01:44:56.720 talk about for some of these guys and

01:44:58.020 you know but i appreciate it and

01:45:00.060 glad he could make it and uh not tomorrow thursday i gotta go double check i'm gonna

01:45:04.520 text him now and see if he's still up for it but if uh that'll be

01:45:07.140 fucking quite an interesting guy to talk to i've never never

01:45:10.280 just over like dms and stuff right in text but i've never talked to him talked to him sat down

01:45:14.560 had a conversation with him but um thursday we'll see

01:45:18.220 be pretty fun uh greg jeffrey says i'm definitely grateful for my life

01:45:22.480 uh seg84 interesting to hear how it really was

01:45:25.420 yeah the media tells you one version of reality and it's just not

01:45:28.420 correct they it's very sanitized and it's bullshit

01:45:31.300 um and he's i mean that's just one guy of like i don't know how many i could fucking bring here near that

01:45:37.100 you know they're all it's all gonna be similar versions of the same shit

01:45:40.120 uh you know kids on fire and rape and body parts and fucking oh yeah it was a dandy time

01:45:47.360 and then the government says you're asking for more than we're willing to give right now

01:45:51.380 while he gives himself a pay raise and steals a quarter of a million dollars to give to his mom

01:45:55.140 and fifty thousand dollars to his brother and on and on and on and it's not just the liberals the

01:45:59.180 fucking conservatives do it too the ndp are too incompetent to get into power but if they ever did

01:46:04.260 they will rob this fucking place blind jagmeet singh will get more fucking expensive rolex watches

01:46:08.680 and get another bmw and another you know they're all the same um they don't give a shit so you know

01:46:15.640 i think the only way out is to you know we we need to acknowledge and say that we don't need these

01:46:20.860 fucking people anymore we never did rally up all the good people you know find your friends and

01:46:26.400 network and build communities uh with like-minded people that have souls and and care and and are

01:46:32.360 willing to uh do the hard things you know not so much these fucking you know these prostitutes

01:46:38.180 that work in the government and just basically exist on your in your dime uh faith and hopes is

01:46:43.280 good good to talk about it but better to hear hard shit to go through absolutely uh yeah i'm glad you

01:46:49.360 glad you guys enjoyed it uh mentioned the yellow ribbon campaign i don't hear much about anymore yeah

01:46:54.600 that's all over it was just what have you done for me lately you know that's the attitude and uh

01:46:59.700 it's it's you know no nobody joins up and they shouldn't to to be thanked or to want parades

01:47:06.080 and nobody did um i fuck i should have brought this up to him too the uh the combat badge they

01:47:10.460 wanted to give us right or hillier did general hillier did um it just it was just something to put

01:47:15.720 on your uniform that's it to visually distinguish the guys that actually were in combat versus the

01:47:21.400 ones that were not ever shot at or blown up or fucking anything like because it's the least you

01:47:26.120 can do as just a show of respect and like gratitude you know what i mean so they can

01:47:30.400 be be shown the proper respect to someone that that deliberately volunteered you know to go

01:47:35.920 and uh no the army shut that down because it was be too hard for the other kinds of people to act

01:47:42.720 like badasses because you can't fake that there's only one way to earn those kinds of things in the

01:47:46.700 united states they have them the combat infantry badge and so on we don't have that in canada we just

01:47:50.340 have a everybody's the same we're all one big happy family team and well that's nice but you know

01:47:55.380 the least you could do is pay these guys the respect they deserve and you know you can't even

01:47:58.780 do that so you know something to think about if you're going to join the military in this country

01:48:02.800 i mean so if you know what you're getting into there um it ain't what it used to be and that

01:48:08.000 it didn't used to be that great and now it's much worse uh gdr makers i'd rather see dagelon flag

01:48:13.060 stickers and yellow rippings yeah we got to get a hold of those frank has sold so many of these and

01:48:19.680 he's doing it at cost he's not making any money but hundreds of these have gone out the door now

01:48:23.380 um another couple dozen there the other day he's got a bunch more coming it's craziness

01:48:28.440 um you guys are maniacs thank you for supporting him and that he didn't you know throw all this

01:48:32.660 money because he ordered a few hundred of these you know up front had to pay for him it's a lot

01:48:36.520 of money 28 a flag you know and uh you know he made his money back so that's great um

01:48:42.580 do what oh i could get into that but i don't i don't have time right now but yes uh angry soldier

01:48:50.980 paying for my own mental health and i'm still serving yeah it's um he's asking for more than

01:48:54.800 he's you know ding him so yeah if you want to get one uh proton uh flags of dagelon at protonmail.com

01:49:02.300 you can go pick one up if you want and uh the woobie hoodies if you want one again sean arnson

01:49:07.360 another um afghanistan uh times veteran era veteran uh badmofoco.ca and you can go support him

01:49:15.000 as well get one of those bad boys uh yeah for a picture up there on instagram oh you can see it

01:49:21.600 there here it is one of these guys one of these cool uh let's take a stupid ugly face one of these uh

01:49:28.980 sweaters here pullovers bunny hug the saskatchewan um you know go get one they rule actually they're

01:49:37.820 all sold out i think already he'll get more he'll get more in here he called me and texted me right

01:49:42.600 after that he's like dude i sold so fucking many apparently i'm woobie hoodie salesman of the year

01:49:47.280 um i'm not satisfied with that i want to go like for decade like all time i want the trophy i want to

01:49:53.380 have the goat trophy of woobie selling i'm gonna keep pushing it um gary says give frank a little

01:50:03.060 extra people i did and had to force it on him uh take it force him to take it because he's humble

01:50:07.340 yeah i know i keep telling him to like take some money for himself he won't fucking do it so i'm

01:50:10.880 gonna have to just lose money at his house or something i don't know i'm gonna have to do it

01:50:16.180 again thanks a lot frank for the flags and everything you're doing and check out the meme page

01:50:19.460 at diagonal on instagram it's hilarious and there's one on uh telegram as well uh the ferryman's

01:50:25.180 toll runs that and he's doing a little cross canada tour right now meeting up with you guys and people

01:50:29.840 all over the place and he's gonna be here next month i understand and we're gonna have a fucking

01:50:33.760 great time at the end of the month in august and the next month a whole bunch of people coming up so

01:50:39.080 look forward to that i don't know if i might uh stream part of it or i don't know what we'll do

01:50:43.440 um i don't know the priority is to just you know have a good time and meet greet

01:50:49.220 and have fun and find your friends and all that kind of thing but anyway um that's gonna do it

01:50:54.020 for now i gotta go get some food and i got stuff to do i should probably go to the gym because uh you

01:50:57.920 know he's right i'm fat my neck my neck this fucking guy you know

01:51:02.500 their neck fat's gotten wider you son of a bitch

01:51:06.860 i should probably go go get into that all right guys cheers i hope you enjoyed that and uh

01:51:14.540 there'll be more on thursday um i'll have somebody oh dylan hillier is another one he's gonna be

01:51:18.800 coming soon um yeah anytime now maybe this week or next week and i got you know it just just stick

01:51:26.640 just stick around there's all kinds of violent uh horrible shit we can hear about hear about he's

01:51:32.660 uh randy hillier's son he actually went and volunteered to go fight isis in syria because

01:51:36.460 he was bored you know felt like doing something you know got out of the army it was like ah

01:51:40.720 i feel left out you know that'll be that'd be interesting to talk to him about that and uh

01:51:45.800 his buddy another but the brother of um one of the guys uh mitch mentioned there his roommate my

01:51:50.940 roommate um kevin his brother mike did the same thing he was in the navy and then got out to go

01:51:56.640 do the same he went and go went and fucked those people up there and in syria and iraq and so on but

01:52:01.080 anyway lots more to not lots more to come so i hope you enjoyed it and uh that'll be that'll be it for

01:52:06.380 now it's another presentation of bigot 104 um i can't find the uh the song that i was playing

01:52:15.440 earlier philip you fucked you know you always do oh it's just uh yeah i'm dumb thanks so much guys

01:52:23.860 raging distant.com and tomorrow as well entropy stream.live slash raging distant here trovo and

01:52:30.000 all the other places 8 p.m eastern for 156 uh no we're gonna keep it i don't know if i'm gonna do

01:52:35.800 friday i might take friday off i'm looking at we're taking a long weekend and just uh taking a

01:52:40.660 break for a bit i might do another stream thursday night maybe i'll do wednesday and thursday and take

01:52:44.020 friday off or maybe i just won't we'll see but uh you'll find out sure we'll we'll we'll come to some

01:52:51.340 kind of uh agreement sure i can't be here every day can i feel like i got much else to do

01:53:02.120 full draw thanks again for that other one i missed it till the end i'll check it out later

01:53:07.540 gonna do some cycling gotta get rid of my italian pans as always thanks rage and thanks mitch yeah

01:53:13.420 thank you brother i hope you're doing well you and the wife and the kids and everybody else and all

01:53:18.140 the other guys that are out there if you're listening watching bro patria take care of yourselves and uh

01:53:22.580 stick around we need every single one of you we'll see you next time

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Raging Dissident Podcast - July 27, 2021

HOUSE ARREST e24 - Mitch Short

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