00:00:47The first time you came on, it's been a couple of years now.
00:00:50Your testimony, I mean, it spread like wildfire
00:00:55because you are such a talented, God-given talent, but a talented messenger of your testimony
00:01:04and the truth about spiritual deception. And I'm so glad that you've written this book. It's
00:01:09called Darkness in Disguise, A Biblical Warning About Spiritual Deception in Our Culture.
00:01:14First, before we get into the contents of your book, I want to back up for people who might not
00:01:18remember or might not know a little bit about your story. You were just a child when you were
00:01:23exposed to things like witchcraft and necromancy. Can you talk about that a little bit more?
00:01:28Yeah, absolutely. And I just want to thank you for having me on, Allie. I so appreciate that.
00:01:33When I was a child, I was in a home with my mom and dad and sister, and we talked about
00:01:42ghosts and we talked about paranormal activity in my home. My great aunt was a psychic. And,
00:01:50you know, Ali, reflecting through the years that I've been in ministry, I realized that there were
00:01:55many doors open for me. I was watching a lot of the witchy movies, cartoons. They were loaded even
00:02:03back then, specifically Disney. So doors were open for me. And I had no spiritual discernment,
00:02:13which is why I argue that children are extremely susceptible to the spiritual dangers that are out
00:02:22there. I couldn't have a developed discernment. So I was afflicted by premonitions. And that was
00:02:32right before I ended up having a tarot card reading, which was the gateway for me that led
00:02:37me down a rabbit hole of destruction, led me right into divination for years of my life.
00:02:43And how old were you when you had your first tarot card reading?
00:02:47Yeah, I was 13 years old and things were very different in 1990, Allie. Things were different
00:02:54then. There was no TikTok, no Wichita, no Google, no Instagram. We didn't have those things. We had
00:03:03maybe some psychic commercials, but this was a very intriguing experience for me, a very,
00:03:09intriguing experience for me. And especially because the stage was already set. I think about
00:03:16it that, you know, I was a very vulnerable young lady dealing with issues that many teenage girls
00:03:23deal with today. Self-esteem issues, curiosities, you know, and insecurities. And that's the
00:03:33vulnerability that the enemy preys on. So without knowing what a tarot card reading really was,
00:03:40I just knew that it might offer me some answers, something supernatural. And I was super excited
00:03:48about it. And it was, it delivered. Let me tell you, delivered something.
00:03:54Yeah. Yeah. You know, you mentioned, I want to go back to one thing that you mentioned that
00:03:59growing up watching witches on TV and movies, which is considered harmless. Of course,
00:04:06I remember when I was little watching things like Hocus Pocus on Disney channel, Disney,
00:04:11when I was little nineties, early two thousands had a lot of paranormal type shows that you could
00:04:18watch. And then outside of Disney, there's like goosebumps. Are you afraid of the dark? And I
00:04:23wasn't allowed really to watch these things, but you know how it goes. Sometimes you sneak behind
00:04:28your parents back or maybe you watch a scene and you regret it and you are scared of it and honestly
00:04:33I didn't really think that much of it certainly not from a theological perspective but now when
00:04:39we look at what Disney is putting forward and other outlets and other networks like there's this
00:04:46a movie called Hexed and the way that I think this kind of movie is different than even the
00:04:52witchy type movies that we might have watched growing up is that it's presenting witchcraft
00:04:57and being witch, not as a bad thing, not as like the evil witch from Snow White, but actually
00:05:03possibly as a good thing, as a neutral thing, or even as a superpower. So I wonder what you think
00:05:09about that. To me, that seems even more dangerous than watching these kind of ugly, bad witches that0.98
00:05:16we were used to when we were kids. You really hit the nail on the head with that one, Ali.0.98
00:05:22And I am very outspoken about Hex, perhaps not as much about as as I am about Taylor Swift.
00:05:28But I've been making videos warning people about Hex.
00:05:31You have an excellent point that, you know, Satan masquerades as an angel of light.
00:05:37And I always say that when somebody pictures a witch, they think of this dark, scary figure, kind of like you mentioned in the old Disney movies.
00:05:45They had that horrific, you know, representation.
00:05:50But then you take people that were like me. I mean, I would do a reading wearing this outfit sitting across from you. You take Teresa Caputo, the Long Island medium. She looks, you know, nice and innocent.
00:49:44And you're right, that security is in Christ.
00:49:45But the enemy attacks through identity, sex, gender, weight, hair color, you know, whatever it may be, anything to confuse that person and get them away from having a real identity, a liberating and salvific identity in Christ Jesus.
00:50:05yeah i think people especially today because we imbibe so much of this like even in the church
00:50:13like this just self-esteem culture that oh my gosh the biggest problem that women have is not
00:50:18feeling good about themselves like people just don't want to say that so many of the struggles
00:50:22that we have is really there they come down to pride they come down to vanity they come down to
00:50:28just wanting to be in control people get mad at me when i talk about i struggled with an eating
00:50:33disorder too. When I was in college, yes, there's an aspect of wanting to be in control
00:50:38and addiction and things like that. But people don't like it when I say, I also just wanted to
00:50:43look a certain way. I also wanted just attention. I was vanity for me too. Superficiality. Like
00:50:50we try to pathologize everything into some kind of, you know, diagnosis. And sometimes we just
00:50:56discount sin. And I think we need to realize, especially like with our daughters, how early
00:51:02that can start. Of course, they're beautiful. We want them to know they're made in the image of
00:51:05God, that he fearfully and wonderfully made them and all of those things. But we need to make sure
00:51:10that they are deriving their confidence from the right places, not from their own power.
00:51:15Because to me, that's what lays the groundwork for some of this really, really dark and evil stuff.
00:51:22Yeah, absolutely. It's through our sin that the doors will be open, Allie, too, through our own
00:51:28sin through our pride. And I'm glad that you called it out for what it is. That's fantastic.
00:51:33That's part of it, of course. Right. And we know there's a spiritual battle going on. The Bible
00:51:38is clear about that. I mean, we see that in Ephesians six, we see it second Corinthians 10,
00:51:44starting in verse three. And when God's talking about the spiritual battle, you know, it's
00:51:48interesting. The battle really starts in the mind. So once those thoughts, we want to get those out
00:51:52quickly, right? We want to ask the Lord to govern over our thoughts. The Bible says to take our
00:51:58thoughts captive and make them obedient to Christ.
00:52:00So once these thoughts start coming in about ourselves and how great we should be or how
00:52:05we should look, does that line up with the word of God?
00:53:46And so either, you know, you become physically sick or, you know, weak in some way, then I can be susceptible to, you know, the entities that are hovering around.
00:54:01The Bible says that the devil prowls around, seeking to whom he may devour.
00:54:05So if the devil can manipulate them, my thoughts, I'm already in this maybe not so great place.
00:54:11And it's like, oh, you know, yeah, maybe I'm not good enough.
00:54:14Maybe it's something about me back to me. Right. Maybe all these things. And then the enemy just has to, you know, give me that that little nudge, you know, maybe maybe control circumstances around me in a sense, you know, manipulate some things that I see something on TV and I'll think it's like a confirmation.
00:54:33Like, you know, when you get in that position, it can be very bad for you.
00:54:38He absolutely attacks in dreams, absolutely attacks in dreams.
00:54:44And we see this commonly with familiar spirits.
00:54:49Many people have dreams about their departed loved ones.
00:54:53Now, I'm not saying every dream about a departed loved one is a familiar spirit.
00:55:11I hate to be so controversial today, I'll be honest with you.
00:55:15But unfortunately, we even saw it with, you know, Candace Owens when she had the dream about Charlie Kirk.
00:55:19And she believed it was Charlie Kirk really talking to her in the dream, really visiting the dead, communicating with the living.
00:55:28And we know that that is not true. The Bible says that the dead do not communicate with the living.
00:55:33So the enemy will do that because when we're sleeping, we're in a very, very in that in between state and spiritually, we are susceptible to entities coming in.
00:55:44And it's really trying to forgive my verbiage, but to get us to come into agreement with lies, biblical untruths, right?
00:55:53and get us away from Jesus and get us into sin and believing these lies and to affect us during
00:55:59the day to to shape how we see things, the worldview that we have and affect us physically
00:56:07and mentally to bring us down even more so that they can affect us even more. It's it's a terrible
00:56:14hamster wheel, quite honestly. But yeah, I do believe that the enemy can manipulate the way
00:56:21that we think and again certainly if you give any sort of permission what do i mean by that well0.99
00:56:27i went to the bridal shower they were having a tarot card reader there so it's just stupid it's
00:56:33fun and games i had a reading okay that's that's a demonic door open right there so there you open0.60
00:56:41it and then i really do believe yeah the enemy can manipulate what you think about these things
00:56:46and uh you know uh horoscope people look at horoscopes uh so you know it takes one time
00:56:55for something to resonate with you that you no longer think it's just fun and games it's not
00:57:00just entertainment it's not just a movie it takes one time one thing to resonate for you to start
00:57:05putting your attention there but that is all part of the spiritual battle which is in the mind
00:57:11Because how we think frames so many things and determines who we're going to listen to
00:57:19Even though we don't live under Old Testament law, we can still derive aspects of God's
00:57:25character and good lasting principles from the laws that he was giving in the Old Testament
00:57:32and messing around with necromancy, mediums, witchcraft, idolatry was punishable by death
00:57:41in the Old Testament. So no matter what, we can't say as Christians that it's no big deal.
00:57:46It was a huge deal. It is a huge deal to God. Not just because, okay, yeah, this is one thing
00:57:54that you're doing that doesn't align with just solely worshiping me, but also because it was
00:58:00bad for them. Because he knew the addicting nature of it. He knew the demonic forces behind it.
00:58:06He knew how destructive it not only is for one person, but an entire people, an entire society.
00:58:13And you know, it's interesting when we see this prohibition in the old Testament against
00:58:18witchcraft necromancy, that's if people don't know, that's talking to the dead, that saying
00:58:23this dead person told me this thing, giving me wisdom and insight, which like you said,
00:58:27we've seen recently, um, in mainstream discourse, like that is paired with God's prohibition
00:58:34against child sacrifice. And so there is something that is interwoven with some of the worst
00:58:41atrocities ever, the degradation of vulnerable children, which is something that you write
00:58:47about in this book, like children are vulnerable to the consequences of witchcraft in more ways
00:58:52than one. And God knew that from the beginning, that if you give yourself over to this evil,
00:58:56you will give yourself over to that evil. And so no matter what, we can't trivialize it and say
00:59:02it's no big deal. I appreciate you saying that. And if you look in Deuteronomy 18,
00:59:08right before that little group of divination practices, we see that you shall not offer your
00:59:15son or daughter as a living sacrifice. And this has been going on for ages, and you're absolutely
00:59:20right. We are seeing that today in the most gruesome ways, and we are seeing that being
00:59:25promoted. And it, to me, goes hand in hand with witchcraft. And maybe you're not saying that
00:59:31you're, you know, giving these children up to Malik or whatever, but that was going on. That0.88
00:59:36is what it is. And it is so associated to witchcraft. And yes, we do have to take this
00:59:41extremely seriously. God wants us to come to him, to come to him alone, to place our faith and trust
00:59:47in him, not to go outside, not to look for any other source, powers or anything. And trust me,
00:59:54It is so, again, liberating to surrender the reins that we never had to God who does have them, who has everything in control, who is sovereign over all things.
01:00:08And he is so loving to give us these instructions in his word so that we would be safe, that we could be protected and get away from that.0.55
01:00:16And Christians need to be sober minded, need to get on their posts and really be aware0.98
01:00:22of how, when, where they are seeing these things and by who are they, you know, who's