Blacks don't care about themselves. Why should I？
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Summary
I m a black man and I m afraid of other black people. I m a racist and I hate other black folks and I think that s why you should be too. I m also scared of young black males your age and I don t like them.
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and future of this channel thank you all right so from the reddit chew off my chest i'm a black man
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and am afraid of other black people that's racist it's racist it's true i am first off i'm black
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myself and have lived near economically disparate neighborhoods my whole life i usually lived in
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the middle class section i've always lived around poor ignorant aggressive black folks and ever since
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i got beaten and mugged a few months ago i think it's taken a toll on my psyche first of all the
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poverty thing i understand it increases the crime rate but the fact is that the richest black still
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have a higher crime rate than the poorest whites i've lived in poor white neighborhoods earlier
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in my life and i've lived in poor black neighborhoods night and day difference okay i still lock my door
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in both places but night and day difference all right so he goes while my ptsd is mostly gone for
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two months i was paranoid and would get randomly violent because i thought someone was following me
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my fear isn't how dare you that's racist you're not allowed to have those feelings because of black
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people doesn't matter what color you are because they can't do anything wrong they can do no wrong
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you're not allowed to have those feelings you're not allowed to have those reactions those reactions
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are racist and therefore always bad and always evil the adage is true fear did lead to anger anger at
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them i blamed them for being robbed i blamed them for everything you blamed them for being robbed
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yeah okay they did it didn't they fucking hey the tardive was bullshit i'm writing this now because
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of a nightmare i had last night i shouted at my neighbors loud assholes who happen to be who happen
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to be black just happens and all of a sudden they came downstairs i thought it was one dude but
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ten people busted my door down terrified my mother and i went off when i woke up still half in my dream
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i groggily muttered this is why i don't like them that idea wasn't new as i was always nervous around
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large groups of black males you're not allowed to be it means you're racist and a bad person you have
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to feel nothing but like completely comfortable even euphoric anytime you see them you have to you're not
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allowed to feel any other way or else you're racist and there's something wrong with you
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basically i'm terrified of young black guys around my age to the point that i was fine with going to
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a predominantly white college and have self-identity issues i imagine so and you should be terrified of
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young black guys around your age again read the crime stats because you know the 13 do 50 meme it really
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can boil down to the um male population the adult male population so you end up dealing with something crazy
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like what six percent at most really responsible for all of that violent crime so yeah young black
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males your age the most horrifically dangerous demographic that we have in this country for
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sure never relax yeah i mean i imagine that you would have self-identity issues with the robbery it
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wasn't even a random street it was a block away from home on a school night i know i played it off cool
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at home even with my face covered in blood but it worked its way deep into my mind i'm cool with
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the black dudes at my school one of my best friends is a black guy a black guy tokenizing other black
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people i love that he did that but i can't stand stereotypical black people that's racist you're
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supposed to just keep them with praise and tell them how beautiful and strong and excellent and smart and
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superior they are it's been declared by the civic religion that they are to be worshipped at all
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times but i can't stand stereotypical black people not really attracted to black girls anymore
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gee i can't imagine why and i'm always nervous when i see them in public how dare you that's racist
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you're not allowed to have feelings like that you're not allowed to feel nervous you're supposed to feel
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like you're in the presence of gods that you're in the presence of deity that you're in present in the
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presence of heroes and saviors it's the only thing that you're allowed to feel when you see them
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especially groups of them so how dare you you racist so i just wanted to share that black people are
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free to black people too and they should be don't you think i mean what a terrifying demographic all in
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all i think so anyway folks i appreciate your support i appreciate listening in and until next time you take care