SHNEAKO - 30 Day Sober Challenge Update (I failed lol)

00:00:00.000 I'm telling me I'm not serious, but I'm serious

00:00:03.500 Big man ting, I can jump on the beat and just doo-doo, doo-doo

00:00:08.760 Or just do up the galting, galting and scoop your booboo 0.99

00:00:13.180 Yeah, I've been doing OT for the studio time

00:00:17.520 So you wanna cut my hair?

00:00:21.020 Yeah, but what is the shape of?

00:00:22.880 Yeah, not much, I just like maybe a little bit of a fade

00:00:25.340 I could use a beard trim

00:00:26.560 I just got a cut like literally four days ago 0.98

00:00:28.940 but yeah i gotta be fleeky for this burberry shit you know what i mean where are you in croydon 0.96

00:00:33.040 where are you where you are in croydon that was just a guess yeah yeah you gave me croydon vibes 0.96

00:00:40.800 i don't know why it's basically like going to staten island it's like do you want to go all

00:00:47.000 there for the experience it might be cool but it's staten island you know i haven't been there

00:00:53.660 we'll find out this is what we do we go anywhere else in the world it's like oh this is the

00:00:57.780 Brooklyn of London

00:00:59.800 This is this is the Bronx of oh, this is like the MTA. This is the arc of London my bad

00:01:05.280 They don't even have pizza here. What the fuck? You can't even get a dollar slice in London. This place sucks 1.00

00:01:17.640 I got big racks up in my pocket. I've got big plans filling up my wallet. I've got plenty holes do it on the bonnet 0.99

00:01:24.980 oopsie you like my car yeah oh they gave me a ticket oh no my my bugatti 0.75

00:01:34.420 damn i could afford it though clearly i think i could afford it 0.54

00:01:41.620 wait wait who's next to you i couldn't see 0.99

00:01:45.140 Ah, yeah, he needs his rest

00:01:50.640 Sneak up

00:01:55.500 Did you get your beauty sleep, princess?

00:01:57.380 Rest up

00:01:57.980 Rest for what?

00:01:59.960 For you know what, the YouTuber TikToker fights tomorrow 1.00

00:02:02.500 You better watch that shit and take notes 1.00

00:02:04.080 It's today here 1.00

00:02:05.300 Bring a notepad

00:02:06.800 I already beat you up in the park, dude, I don't want to do it again

00:02:10.140 Yeah, you beat me up in the park

00:02:12.160 Where?

00:02:15.140 So Maria was going to come to London with me, but she works at a major investment bank 0.96

00:02:25.100 and we just couldn't get any loophole, we couldn't figure it out.

00:02:32.380 The bank is smarter than the government.

00:02:35.800 We can't do it.

00:02:36.800 Yeah, your schedule, she'd be working on Zoom from 10 to 2 every single day, 2 to 10. 0.97

00:02:42.160 And I've usually been getting up at 2 and coming back at 10.

00:02:48.660 I guess I'll see you back in New York.

00:02:53.000 It's so funny how no matter where you go, you get the same types of people everywhere.

00:02:57.660 Like the maids here are from Kazakhstan or something.

00:03:01.160 They're the Mexicans of Britain. 1.00

00:03:03.560 I mean, it is what it is.

00:03:04.760 That's who's cleaning the hotel rooms.

00:03:06.260 And then the same people running, yo, yo, yo, yo, I'm a rapper.

00:03:10.960 the same everywhere you know it's different countries but the stereotypes

00:03:15.200 transcend borders today's videos about how I went sober for 30 days and did it

00:03:21.640 I failed

00:03:35.520 what you got to say to Israel hey what you got to say to Israel

00:03:39.960 Free, free Palestine, like we're

00:03:42.440 Words can't describe the stuff that you're going through

00:03:46.720 Like even if you can shout

00:03:48.440 Free, free Palestine, it does nothing for you guys 1.00

00:03:50.520 We're here, we're screaming

00:03:52.200 Free, free Palestine

00:03:53.180 We just hope you get the freedom and justice you deserve

00:03:55.740 So peace

00:03:57.360 Peace and justice and equality

00:03:59.800 There you go, that's it, that's all we want

00:04:01.180 Alright, appreciate that, good luck

00:04:03.120 You left me hanging? That's not peaceful

00:04:05.660 I need a lot of the bread

00:04:07.960 the cheddar, you can't put me in the centre, I'll go to the side, I'm coming like bentlar,

00:04:11.960 Swedish ting on me, she kinda looking like a legra, she looking cute up in my sweater, 1.00

00:04:16.960 I'm hitting fleas, I'm coming like pay her. 1.00

00:04:19.960 Heal me money's a pay up, might go to the gym, get waist up, cuff that bitch and get bailed 1.00

00:04:24.960 up, I love her national makeup, you cannot fuck with the stees, we do this shit, it's 1.00

00:04:28.960 a breeze, cold like winter fleece, fire and merge out deep, water's dropped down the 1.00

00:04:35.960 protests are a fun thing to do on a Saturday you got nothing going on if you

00:04:47.900 want to go outside get in the park get some song go to a protest right mate yeah

00:04:53.200 right so everyone here at this protest they're not from London everyone here

00:04:58.840 they're all from Hong Kong we all have to move to UK in the span of a couple

00:05:04.220 months we all have to leave our city leave our family leave our friends wait can you put your

00:05:09.080 mask on i'm not going to film you but can you say like one thing if i could put this in my video if

00:05:12.340 you can get like a message out for hong kong what could you say to all my friends and family in

00:05:16.180 hong kong i miss you very much i hope to see you soon i hope you guys are doing well and to the

00:05:22.540 people who don't know about hong kong and what's happening right now make sure to read up on

00:05:27.020 everything everything all right i support the cause and everything one thing i gotta say is

00:05:34.940 protesting does absolutely nothing in my opinion i mean you're making noise but the government

00:05:39.900 already knows the pros and cons you're not really helping the agenda it's out of your hands in my

00:05:47.180 opinion coming from a town where it wasn't accepted to be lgbtq plus fitness gave me a lot of confidence

00:05:53.260 Lily, she, her. Wow. That's really woke.

00:06:05.500 All the way from Croydon, the trenches.

00:06:07.980 I mean, we got to go to Croydon next, go to the real trenches, right?

00:06:10.740 Abdul's going to give me a quick little shape up.

00:06:14.320 But you can't touch the face.

00:06:17.540 I've never heard that before. That's haram.

00:06:19.240 It's true, it's true.

00:06:20.620 Basically, the prophet said something.

00:06:21.540 Was right down in the chain and

00:06:24.420 What he said was don't trim the beards just trim the mustache

00:06:28.940 Okay, so can I trim it and if you have the tools?

00:06:35.100 It turned on the JBL I'm like y'all put me on to the credit the credit music you can't listen to music

00:06:41.260 That's her own 0.74

00:06:46.440 Yeah, I know a lot of Muslims

00:06:48.440 yeah so they must have said it's haram then listening to music no they probably say it's

00:06:51.880 haram but they still listen to it i think so what do you what do you what can you do we listen to

00:06:58.040 quran which is like the holy book and don't play a snippet play a little snippet next time next time 0.97

00:07:04.840 wait so i can't play music no wow what happens if you're walking in a grocery store and you hear

00:07:09.800 music oh no then i'm not i'm not at fault then like i can't live in the bar right yeah okay we're

00:07:16.440 We are going to sit in silence

00:07:18.440 Don't do this man

00:07:19.440 No, let's listen to the Quran

00:07:21.440 Can I play the bible?

00:07:23.440 Nah, I'm playing bro

00:07:31.440 Okay Abdul

00:07:33.440 Abdul

00:07:35.440 Tell me to go run some errands for sure

00:07:37.440 Oh, I just dipped it

00:07:40.440 I failed the sober day

00:07:42.440 Yeah, so I forgot to talk about that

00:07:44.440 the 30-day sober challenge pretty quickly.

00:07:46.880 Actually, no, I made it not that bad.

00:07:48.180 I would say I made it like 18 days, 18 days in,

00:07:50.960 and like almost immediately,

00:07:52.480 for people who are smoking three, four times a day,

00:07:54.540 I know there's a lot of you who watch my videos.

00:07:56.080 I attract that kind of audience.

00:07:59.000 Those, I think a lot of you are lying

00:08:02.580 about your productivity.

00:08:03.660 A lot of you are saying that, oh, weed helps me work.

00:08:06.040 It doesn't, it doesn't.

00:08:07.480 Maybe it does, probably doesn't.

00:08:09.300 From my experience, I've been smoking for a long time.

00:08:11.620 Weed makes me sleep longer.

00:08:14.140 It makes me more tired.

00:08:15.680 It makes me, like as soon as I finish any task, my first reaction is, oh, let me light

00:08:19.880 up.

00:08:20.640 I do one thing.

00:08:21.940 When I was smoking, like, I think I realized it during 420 because I smoked like 10 blunts

00:08:26.340 all day.

00:08:27.200 And eventually you stop getting high.

00:08:28.960 You just, you're so used to being high.

00:08:30.940 I've smoked a retarded amount of weed. 0.99

00:08:33.200 Sorry for using that word. 0.79

00:08:34.820 A disabled amount of weed.

00:08:36.600 And I was just so high that I didn't feel high.

00:08:39.420 Does that make sense?

00:08:40.140 You're used to it.

00:08:41.000 and when you get that point where it's just where you function when you get to

00:08:46.220 the point where you're functionally high you only do one thing in a day there's

00:08:50.060 one task you'll do you'll be like lady you wake up at 11 o'clock you might have

00:08:55.220 to fold your bed and you won't you say you have to make a phone call that will

00:08:58.340 be your day I made that phone call that I've been procrastinating for six days

00:09:01.760 that's your day so I'd say probably like three four days into the sobriety thing

00:09:06.620 I noticed a huge difference. I started breathing better. That was also because I wanted to start

00:09:11.820 boxing and I just wanted to fix my lungs. I wanted to really like focus on this thing

00:09:15.820 and I noticed like I don't know what it is about exercise but it's like you can supplement

00:09:20.400 sleeping less with exercising more. Before really working out and when I was smoking all the time

00:09:27.080 I would need it to sleep 10 hours a day and I wasn't really working out. Now I work out every

00:09:31.840 day i don't smoke that much and i'm sleeping like six seven hours and i feel way immediately the

00:09:36.900 first thing i do when i wake up is get up and start working during the the drug phase it's like

00:09:42.340 you wake up and i lay on my phone for an hour just to like get rid of the brain fog there's like this

00:09:47.280 cloud over your head constantly when you're getting high all the time i wanted to do 30 days i didn't

00:09:53.740 make it um but still since then like on this london trip i've you know i've been coasting even

00:09:58.660 after like, even after cheating on the, don't say Cheeto in the comments, but even after cheating on

00:10:03.740 the sobriety, um, I still didn't like go back to my normal habits. It's been way less. It's been

00:10:08.600 like how I was smoking back in high school. I haven't even touched Adderall since then. I was

00:10:12.780 prescribed for people. I say this all the time, but I was prescribed Adderall back, uh, when I was

00:10:16.660 like, um, 13, 14 years old. No, when I was, I was prescribed Adderall when I was 11. And since then

00:10:23.200 I've been on and off taking it, but I haven't touched it since then. I haven't really felt the

00:10:27.000 need to. I think that you can control your mind through exercise, through reading. Keeping your

00:10:33.620 mind right is an underrated feature of life. I always felt like I needed to supplement the

00:10:39.440 problems in my head with drugs. But you can fix it. You can fix it. And I'm speaking like I'm a

00:10:47.100 sermon. But no, I'm not even completely sober. And I never want to be completely sober. Right now,

00:10:50.680 I'm about to go out to dinner with the casting director and stuff. I'm going to have a couple

00:10:54.140 glasses of wine I might hit a spliff or two they love spliffs in London but I'm not gonna buy any

00:11:01.240 I might hit it I'm not gonna buy any and I might blow it out more than inhale it too much just you

00:11:06.580 know just to be part of the circle I don't want to leave the circle but I had to come to terms

00:11:10.500 with the fact that yeah I'm addicted if I have this much trouble quitting for a month only I'm

00:11:14.440 addicted and do I want to quit for good no I don't I want to start smoking like I think use it as a

00:11:20.840 treat rather than as a crutch like something to do for fun rather than I need to have fun like

00:11:25.900 I was one of those guys like every time I step outside I need to smoke before I go

00:11:29.340 you're just hazy all the time like you become functional but there's so much thought loops

00:11:34.300 that you go through the thought loops was the worst part just like the things that you get used

00:11:38.160 to fighting the anxiety and it becomes like a normal part of your day like getting too high at

00:11:42.520 3 p.m. and then fighting anxiety and like the bad thoughts until 7 and then getting somewhere it's

00:11:47.960 just not a good it's not a good way to live life in my opinion some people you can function but

00:11:52.500 I know a lot of you can relate I know a lot of you can relate and I know a lot of you are in

00:11:56.600 the position where like no I'm fine I'm I'm productive I know you can resonate with what

00:12:01.680 I'm saying no for the people who have been watching me for a while I bet you can see I'm

00:12:05.180 a little bit happier I'm a little more animated I'm a little more like I feel more you know

00:12:10.840 for the people I've been watching for a while I'm definitely more happy to be alive and just

00:12:15.740 to be doing things. I'm in a better head space. Overall, that's the best way I can say slowing

00:12:22.320 down on drugs. I'm definitely in a much better space. And I think getting there was changing

00:12:28.180 my outlook. And I think getting there was changing my perspective on drugs from a crutch

00:12:35.320 to a treat. It's not something I need. It's something that I do to elevate. I'm already

00:12:41.060 i'm feeling great i might be able to get high and feel greater rather than ah this sucks let me get

00:12:45.600 high yeah but it was pretty it's pretty lame that i'm saying all this and i failed 30 days

00:12:50.580 i'm still training i'm still getting um best advice i could say get in the gym get in the

00:13:01.180 gym and don't even think about it for the the physical aspects that's like half of it but

00:13:05.400 exercising will fix so many problems with your mental health it's crazy and i'm not a therapist

00:13:11.900 you don't need to tell me your life story in the dms i don't know what i'm talking about neither do

00:13:15.540 you i'm sharing my experience and this is what's working for me it's what i recommend and it's

00:13:20.760 gonna help it's gonna help trust me or don't i don't know it's also tempting to quit drugs to

00:13:26.280 get better brand deals my boy elliot choi like hides drug use on his channel he just got a crazy

00:13:32.500 deal with best buy i don't think he wants me to say no he definitely doesn't want me to say how 0.97

00:13:35.600 much money but it's like what the what the fuck i'm getting like porn hub i'm getting porn hub 0.79

00:13:41.580 offers it's kind of cool but it's not best buy and if i was like family friendly you know but 0.97

00:13:48.640 that's not who i am you know i'm trying to elevate in all this but you know to my core i'm still like

00:13:53.780 that scumbag kid in class who's like sticking gum on the bottom of the desk like that's me 0.93

00:13:57.560 it is what it is but we're gonna figure it out this is not rehab it's not a 12-step program 1.00

00:14:02.440 I'm going to be shut up.

SHNEAKO - June 23, 2021

30 Day Sober Challenge Update (I failed lol)

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