SHNEAKO - NEVER KILL YOURSELF.

00:00:00.000 This building over here was closed because people kept on killing themselves off of it.

00:00:18.160 This building is very famous here. You might have seen it on Instagram, you might have seen it on

00:00:22.180 TikTok. But only a couple weeks after it was built, they had to refuse people from entering

00:00:26.140 because they kept killing themselves on it since then it's this spirally weird useless building

00:00:31.540 that takes up a lot of space and is a stark reminder that you can kill yourself on it there's

00:00:37.400 a lot of dark aspects of the city that people don't talk about one of my favorites is washington

00:00:41.420 square park you know that park with street interviews and skateboarders and liberals with

00:00:45.860 tables yeah 100 years ago that was a graveyard for poor people who couldn't afford graves they 0.53

00:00:50.940 just buried them and now it's a park and now we have this weird spirally suicidal building it's

00:00:56.980 a close second i like to come here sometimes as a reminder to never kill myself can we get much

00:01:04.220 trump just one time person of the year and he's about to go ring the bell

00:01:10.200 for a stock exchange that does not exist anymore physically

00:01:13.920 nice to meet you you know how long we have to wait five minutes

00:01:20.400 I want your stuff. Good stuff.

00:01:22.180 Oh, thanks, man.

00:01:30.140 Are you serious, sir? What are you?

00:01:32.300 Detective NYPD.

00:01:33.640 Oh, okay, okay.

00:01:34.320 Yeah, just in a suit for today.

00:01:35.740 Nice suit.

00:01:36.500 I need to upgrade. I need to get a jacket like that.

00:01:38.200 It's freezing out here.

00:01:39.400 I think that's clearance for me to go through.

00:01:41.020 I mean...

00:01:41.540 Detectives.

00:01:42.760 We got the boss right there, so I don't know.

00:01:44.500 I need some...

00:01:44.980 I need some...

00:01:45.780 I need some...

00:01:47.060 Detective is the same grade as me.

00:01:48.680 Just more big.

00:01:50.400 He's only a kid, but yeah.

00:01:53.440 This kid here?

00:01:54.220 He's 23 years old.

00:01:55.200 He's 23?

00:01:55.900 23.

00:01:56.620 He looks about 48.

00:01:57.880 Detective, maybe after this we go on a ride-along.

00:02:00.780 Good content.

00:02:01.520 Yeah.

00:02:02.980 That'll get you.

00:02:03.800 Me, you, and Trump.

00:02:05.740 Who do you think has a risk of your life so you can service NYPD?

00:02:08.380 Definitely NYPD.

00:02:09.420 Really?

00:02:09.840 Definitely NYPD.

00:02:10.660 Because we'll deal with more stuff.

00:02:12.920 You ever get to drive one of these trucks?

00:02:14.700 Huh?

00:02:15.140 You ever get to drive one of these?

00:02:16.300 I've never even touched him before, you know?

00:02:17.760 Seems like that's it.

00:02:18.720 He's definitely not, yeah, it was one of those middle suburbans.

00:02:21.280 Where are the feminists? I want to hear some protests. 1.00

00:02:23.300 Don't say that. Don't say that word.

00:02:25.780 Don't say feminists. 1.00

00:02:27.080 I want to go home.

00:02:28.800 Can you pretend that you hate Trump for the video?

00:02:31.060 Don't jinx it. 0.99

00:02:31.740 Ah, he's a misogynist. 1.00

00:02:34.480 He's racist. 1.00

00:02:35.540 Hey, you're Sneeko, right? 0.97

00:02:36.620 Yeah, where are you from?

00:02:37.660 I'm Germany.

00:02:38.500 Nice to meet you.

00:02:39.880 When are you going to make videos with Destiny again?

00:02:45.020 No time soon.

00:02:46.340 Okay.

00:02:46.620 That was a little bit uneffectful for me.

00:02:48.720 But you never know what you're going to run into running around New York City.

00:02:51.480 But I do have a lot planned today, so I'm going to take you for a day in my life.

00:02:55.800 Time to go to the gym, then I have a meeting, then I have to do charity, then I have another

00:02:59.400 meeting, then I have some stuff, then I have a meeting.

00:03:01.460 There's a lot of stuff.

00:03:02.300 It's going to be a good day.

00:03:03.140 It's a day in my life.

00:03:04.400 I have about 20 minutes to drink my coffee and use the private gym.

00:03:08.400 Then I got to get dressed and go meet a documentarian.

00:03:11.280 A documentary.

00:03:11.840 Some guy wants to make a documentary, then I'm in it.

00:03:14.260 So I got to meet and chit chat, have another coffee.

00:03:16.940 I got my blood work done for the first time in my life and it just got my testosterone results

00:03:21.600 I have a 630 which is above average. I won. I was actually kind of wondering like

00:03:27.720 Should I take TRT? But I'm not doing it. 26 years old. Doctor told me just take some vitamin D

00:03:33.240 Pause. I need to get more sunlight and I can get that baby up to 1000

00:03:37.120 But I may not have got good grades in school, but I got this one right 630

00:03:46.940 All right, W. Yap meeting. I appreciate people who want to have meetings like that in person

00:04:07.540 when that could have been done over the phone. He flew here from Miami and he's from London.

00:04:11.000 Cool. Nice coffee.

00:04:16.940 so we are here to quickly give some coats out to people who need coats it's cold

00:04:32.600 can you help us out i want to give out a bunch of coats i want to get like 20 to 50 coats what

00:04:38.180 do you think is like a reasonable price like how much are these here damn these range from 100 oh

00:04:42.860 Well, the coats here at this thrift store are really bougie because this man had not trying to spend a hundred dollars 0.98

00:04:47.620 For 50 coats each one of that 5k fuck that I'll get a $15 coats 0.93

00:04:53.780 We're all the way in hipster Brooklyn Bushwick Williamsburg L train place 0.93

00:04:59.260 I lived in this neighborhood for two years in the span of eight blocks. You can get an $8 soy latte

00:05:05.000 chlamydia or shot

00:05:12.860 Like 20, 50 coats?

00:05:20.860 Yeah.

00:05:21.860 20.

00:05:22.860 Thank you.

00:05:23.860 Yeah.

00:05:24.860 Okay, can I put them in a cart?

00:05:26.860 I want to put a lot in a cart.

00:05:28.860 This is a woman. 0.86

00:05:30.860 That's good.

00:05:31.860 I'll get one for a woman too. 0.99

00:05:32.860 Okay.

00:05:33.860 This whole row, how many is that?

00:05:34.860 That's like one, two, three, four, five, six.

00:05:37.860 So yeah, I'll get all these.

00:05:39.860 That's enough.

00:05:42.860 Think we already got every warm coat in this entire store. It's a big sore too. I'll pay it all. Yeah

00:05:49.120 How do you say our warm?

00:06:01.200 Imagine my credit card doesn't go through and then we got to put all the coats back individually and no one's warm

00:06:12.860 okay so i have a question okay so we're going to the shelter and i'm going to pass out the coats

00:06:27.640 can i give you 20 so that you could open the trunk and wait i pass them out sure why not

00:06:32.400 what is that just hit 900 000 on x let's go

00:06:37.900 you know it's funny in the in the span of like five hours we see a trump caravan and then a

00:06:44.460 mexican caravan while the mexicans are running quick reminder all you need to do is follow 1.00

00:06:54.560 like reply and quote tweet i'll look through the quote tweets and you can be answered into

00:06:59.720 a crypto giveaway shout out to hld he won the last one he won solana today i'm going to be

00:07:03.580 giving out a bit of everything every single day people win

00:07:06.540 see white people need to take a page out of the mexicans book in this sprinter van right here 0.93

00:07:14.280 they pull up to a soccer game a hundred niggas pull out of this car 100 mexican niggas pull out 1.00

00:07:19.500 how you doing

00:07:21.680 nah i'm not on instagram hey i bought a bunch of coats you think you can help me

00:07:28.540 He's famous

00:07:29.660 Nah, nah, we can't help you with that

00:07:31.120 You can just give him away though

00:07:33.200 He's famous

00:07:33.560 We all famous

00:07:36.460 Everybody famous

00:07:37.580 He's in New York, bro

00:07:39.400 Everybody famous

00:07:40.140 What flavor?

00:07:41.760 You got a better coat than that 1.00

00:07:43.120 Damn, bro 1.00

00:07:43.820 You don't look like you need a coat 1.00

00:07:45.540 I don't need a coat

00:07:46.580 We got a bunch of coats

00:07:47.680 Which one do you want?

00:07:52.340 This one

00:07:53.200 Yo, plus

00:07:56.160 What color do you want? There's a lot of colors.

00:08:23.160 Hey, slow down, slow down, slow down!

00:08:26.160 Alright, alright, that's fine, that's fine.

00:08:28.000 Alright, alright, thank you.

00:08:34.380 Finish.

00:08:35.300 Finish, we'll come back, we'll come back.

00:08:36.720 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:08:37.840 We'll come back, that cleared out.

00:08:41.080 That's it.

00:08:42.300 Somebody came and took like four.

00:08:44.120 Yeah, alright, thank you.

00:08:47.500 Alright, bro, alright.

00:08:48.960 I thought it was gonna be kind of slow.

00:08:50.440 I could have organized it better.

00:08:51.700 I did not think it was gonna be like that.

00:08:53.160 That was like Black Friday, but everyone here is gonna be a little more

00:08:56.040 a little warmer oh yeah there you go there he goes there he goes i kind of wish we got more

00:09:02.220 we could have fit more in the trunk they almost took your backpack yeah but that's your bag in

00:09:05.920 the back right this is the uber driver's bag right here you're wondering like is anyone even

00:09:09.760 gonna want the coats is anyone gonna be there that took about 20 seconds yo the security guard

00:09:14.960 at the front was wearing a big black puffer and he's like yo what kind of coats you got i'm like

00:09:18.840 bro it's not for you he's it had the tag on it and everything your purple tag i'm like what kind

00:09:23.420 of kosu guy with the security vests and everything anyway it's 2 p.m i have a meeting at three

00:09:28.300 another meeting at five but there's a lot more to come this is a day in the life usually i'm home

00:09:33.220 by like three or four now it's time to eat bagel cream cheese i need some protein then i'm gonna

00:09:38.860 meet with the viral team because launching the software product very soon ai software on how to

00:09:43.980 make thumbnails been working on it all year long finalizing touches right now if i got free time

00:09:48.460 in the afternoon might do some reading preparing might do some writing i'll watch a documentary

00:09:53.480 or something because i do edit all these videos people think that i hand it off to somebody i

00:09:57.640 have somebody that helps chop it up but it's pretty much all my doing i got some time to look

00:10:02.460 at twitter and see what's trending and i like looking at my home page and seeing that 900k

00:10:06.780 that looks pretty good we need one million very soon and it's bull run time so i probably spend

00:10:11.620 an hour or a day looking at the charts when it's slow i don't look at it at all i don't want to see

00:10:17.260 when it's low during a bull run i don't do anything too crazy i sell a little bit off the

00:10:21.620 top just to make sure that i have actual profits mostly because mentally i know that i need to

00:10:26.180 recuperate some of the losses i made when i was younger when i'm in for the long term i don't sell

00:10:30.340 a lot i just sell enough to make sure and guarantee that i'm making good profit i don't do too many

00:10:35.160 meme coins but if i hear about something good then i make sure to share it and i've been right about

00:10:39.560 every single call so far i called solana at 120 i called brett at about 12 cents ethereum and

00:10:46.180 bitcoin were extremely obvious to most people but what i love about being back in manhattan is you

00:10:50.640 can jump between so many different worlds in just one day it's the day's not even halfway over i used

00:10:55.960 to wake up at this time in miami i'd say the most underrated part of my day since being back in new

00:11:00.080 york city is trying to get some sort of artistic inspiration again streaming is creating but not

00:11:05.320 like it is on video and i'm preparing to make a movie in a couple years or maybe even sooner so

00:11:10.720 i spent a lot of time watching movies and writing ideas and making sure that my headspace is in the

00:11:15.780 right space to create. Because I've been back in New York, I haven't really been socializing that

00:11:19.920 much. I still haven't seen a lot of my friends. All I've been doing is just work. And people have

00:11:24.600 asked me, is that okay? Are you okay mentally? And I'm great. I have a lot of the luxuries that

00:11:30.300 I didn't have before. I'm able to have money to spend on good food, good heating systems. I have

00:11:35.540 a bathroom that's bigger now. A lot of the inconveniences I used to have being in Harlem

00:11:39.880 or Brooklyn are gone now, so I can prioritize my energy on doing what I want to do. Being back in

00:11:46.740 New York, I'm definitely realizing the luxury of having luxury. I never wanted to have money to

00:11:52.200 have flashy things. I always wanted to have money just to have the convenience of being able to skip

00:11:57.880 lines and get in Ubers whenever I need so that you can have more time. That's something I didn't

00:12:02.780 understand when I didn't have money. Being able to spend money on convenience so you have more time

00:12:07.660 is an investment in and of itself i get to save time by not only watching one of my favorite

00:12:12.020 movies raging bull but also catching up on the economic political state of society by the way

00:12:16.780 i have a meeting in two minutes i'm yapping too much oh my god thank you it's cold huh yes it's

00:12:34.420 a little cold there's no one in history whose story has successfully ended and them ending

00:12:39.660 their own life there's always going to be another opportunity no matter what situation you're in

00:12:44.340 i've been through so many ups and apr in 2025 i've been seen publicly yet i always seem to

00:12:49.820 bounce back i've been in every tax bracket i've been a quarter million in debt i've lived in hoods

00:12:55.040 all over the city i've lost everything that i've built and got it back twice i told the truth

00:13:00.920 about covid and they proceeded to take my entire life's work away from me and i never decided to

00:13:08.040 kill myself it's one of the most taboo subjects in the world because everybody thinks about it but

00:13:13.360 if you mention that you're thinking about it they say that you have suicidal ideation in my apartment 0.94

00:13:18.200 in miami i have a large balcony that i could overlook the city and every time i step on there

00:13:22.680 i do think about it part of the reason why i wanted my apartment in manhattan to have a balcony

00:13:26.920 just as big so i can look out and think about why it's stupid to even consider that which technically

00:13:33.960 is having suicidal thoughts but people never understand it i never fantasize about doing it

00:13:39.400 but i like to put myself in the shoes of people who get to that point because all of us can

00:13:44.360 understand how they got there whether or not you like to admit it i truly believe with the brain

00:13:48.680 i have i could very easily be the person who walked up there and looked down and never looked

00:13:53.880 down again the way i keep myself from walking to the top of that building and jumping off is keeping

00:13:58.440 myself so busy i have no time to fantasize about anything else than what i'm working on i have too

00:14:03.800 many goals too many plans jumping off that building just doesn't fit into my schedule

00:14:08.440 and there are plenty of people who like to justify why someone would do it but i still have yet to

00:14:13.320 see any valid excuse at no point in this life has any person been somewhere that's irredeemable

00:14:19.400 and if you can't understand that view your life like a movie everybody loves when the

00:14:24.280 main character goes through a comeback story never kill yourself

00:14:31.960 last meeting of the day i hope this one's worth it another one of these management meetings i've

00:14:37.480 been working with this guy for several years haven't seen him in a while if this goes well

00:14:41.640 i might get a little uncancelled if it goes well inshallah

00:14:49.400 I fantasize about this back in Chicago.

00:14:53.200 Mercy, mercy me, that mercy a lot go.

00:14:56.180 That's me, the first year that I blow.

00:14:58.620 How you say broken Spanish mean no I blow.

SHNEAKO - November 18, 2025

NEVER KILL YOURSELF.

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