SHNEAKO - November 18, 2025


NEVER KILL YOURSELF.


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15 minutes

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2,651

Sentence count

119

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Misogyny

4

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Toxicity

13

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Hate speech

4

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In this episode of the podcast, we take a drive down memory lane and talk about how we ended up in New York City and what we're doing in the city. We also talk about what it's like to work for the NYPD and get to meet and chit chat with some new people.

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00:00:00.000 This building over here was closed because people kept on killing themselves off of it.
00:00:18.160 This building is very famous here. You might have seen it on Instagram, you might have seen it on
00:00:22.180 TikTok. But only a couple weeks after it was built, they had to refuse people from entering
00:00:26.140 because they kept killing themselves on it since then it's this spirally weird useless building
00:00:31.540 that takes up a lot of space and is a stark reminder that you can kill yourself on it there's
00:00:37.400 a lot of dark aspects of the city that people don't talk about one of my favorites is washington
00:00:41.420 square park you know that park with street interviews and skateboarders and liberals with
00:00:45.860 tables yeah 100 years ago that was a graveyard for poor people who couldn't afford graves they 0.53
00:00:50.940 just buried them and now it's a park and now we have this weird spirally suicidal building it's
00:00:56.980 a close second i like to come here sometimes as a reminder to never kill myself can we get much
00:01:04.220 trump just one time person of the year and he's about to go ring the bell
00:01:10.200 for a stock exchange that does not exist anymore physically
00:01:13.920 nice to meet you you know how long we have to wait five minutes
00:01:20.400 I want your stuff. Good stuff.
00:01:22.180 Oh, thanks, man.
00:01:30.140 Are you serious, sir? What are you?
00:01:32.300 Detective NYPD.
00:01:33.640 Oh, okay, okay.
00:01:34.320 Yeah, just in a suit for today.
00:01:35.740 Nice suit.
00:01:36.500 I need to upgrade. I need to get a jacket like that.
00:01:38.200 It's freezing out here.
00:01:39.400 I think that's clearance for me to go through.
00:01:41.020 I mean...
00:01:41.540 Detectives.
00:01:42.760 We got the boss right there, so I don't know.
00:01:44.500 I need some...
00:01:44.980 I need some...
00:01:45.780 I need some...
00:01:47.060 Detective is the same grade as me.
00:01:48.680 Just more big.
00:01:50.400 He's only a kid, but yeah.
00:01:53.440 This kid here?
00:01:54.220 He's 23 years old.
00:01:55.200 He's 23?
00:01:55.900 23.
00:01:56.620 He looks about 48.
00:01:57.880 Detective, maybe after this we go on a ride-along.
00:02:00.780 Good content.
00:02:01.520 Yeah.
00:02:02.980 That'll get you.
00:02:03.800 Me, you, and Trump.
00:02:05.740 Who do you think has a risk of your life so you can service NYPD?
00:02:08.380 Definitely NYPD.
00:02:09.420 Really?
00:02:09.840 Definitely NYPD.
00:02:10.660 Because we'll deal with more stuff.
00:02:12.920 You ever get to drive one of these trucks?
00:02:14.700 Huh?
00:02:15.140 You ever get to drive one of these?
00:02:16.300 I've never even touched him before, you know?
00:02:17.760 Seems like that's it.
00:02:18.720 He's definitely not, yeah, it was one of those middle suburbans.
00:02:21.280 Where are the feminists? I want to hear some protests. 1.00
00:02:23.300 Don't say that. Don't say that word.
00:02:25.780 Don't say feminists. 1.00
00:02:27.080 I want to go home.
00:02:28.800 Can you pretend that you hate Trump for the video?
00:02:31.060 Don't jinx it. 0.99
00:02:31.740 Ah, he's a misogynist. 1.00
00:02:34.480 He's racist. 1.00
00:02:35.540 Hey, you're Sneeko, right? 0.97
00:02:36.620 Yeah, where are you from?
00:02:37.660 I'm Germany.
00:02:38.500 Nice to meet you.
00:02:39.880 When are you going to make videos with Destiny again?
00:02:45.020 No time soon.
00:02:46.340 Okay.
00:02:46.620 That was a little bit uneffectful for me.
00:02:48.720 But you never know what you're going to run into running around New York City.
00:02:51.480 But I do have a lot planned today, so I'm going to take you for a day in my life.
00:02:55.800 Time to go to the gym, then I have a meeting, then I have to do charity, then I have another
00:02:59.400 meeting, then I have some stuff, then I have a meeting.
00:03:01.460 There's a lot of stuff.
00:03:02.300 It's going to be a good day.
00:03:03.140 It's a day in my life.
00:03:04.400 I have about 20 minutes to drink my coffee and use the private gym.
00:03:08.400 Then I got to get dressed and go meet a documentarian.
00:03:11.280 A documentary.
00:03:11.840 Some guy wants to make a documentary, then I'm in it.
00:03:14.260 So I got to meet and chit chat, have another coffee.
00:03:16.940 I got my blood work done for the first time in my life and it just got my testosterone results
00:03:21.600 I have a 630 which is above average. I won. I was actually kind of wondering like
00:03:27.720 Should I take TRT? But I'm not doing it. 26 years old. Doctor told me just take some vitamin D
00:03:33.240 Pause. I need to get more sunlight and I can get that baby up to 1000
00:03:37.120 But I may not have got good grades in school, but I got this one right 630
00:03:46.940 All right, W. Yap meeting. I appreciate people who want to have meetings like that in person
00:04:07.540 when that could have been done over the phone. He flew here from Miami and he's from London.
00:04:11.000 Cool. Nice coffee.
00:04:16.940 so we are here to quickly give some coats out to people who need coats it's cold
00:04:32.600 can you help us out i want to give out a bunch of coats i want to get like 20 to 50 coats what
00:04:38.180 do you think is like a reasonable price like how much are these here damn these range from 100 oh
00:04:42.860 Well, the coats here at this thrift store are really bougie because this man had not trying to spend a hundred dollars 0.98
00:04:47.620 For 50 coats each one of that 5k fuck that I'll get a $15 coats 0.93
00:04:53.780 We're all the way in hipster Brooklyn Bushwick Williamsburg L train place 0.93
00:04:59.260 I lived in this neighborhood for two years in the span of eight blocks. You can get an $8 soy latte
00:05:05.000 chlamydia or shot
00:05:12.860 Like 20, 50 coats?
00:05:20.860 Yeah.
00:05:21.860 20.
00:05:22.860 Thank you.
00:05:23.860 Yeah.
00:05:24.860 Okay, can I put them in a cart?
00:05:26.860 I want to put a lot in a cart.
00:05:28.860 This is a woman. 0.86
00:05:30.860 That's good.
00:05:31.860 I'll get one for a woman too. 0.99
00:05:32.860 Okay.
00:05:33.860 This whole row, how many is that?
00:05:34.860 That's like one, two, three, four, five, six.
00:05:37.860 So yeah, I'll get all these.
00:05:39.860 That's enough.
00:05:42.860 Think we already got every warm coat in this entire store. It's a big sore too. I'll pay it all. Yeah
00:05:49.120 How do you say our warm?
00:06:01.200 Imagine my credit card doesn't go through and then we got to put all the coats back individually and no one's warm
00:06:12.860 okay so i have a question okay so we're going to the shelter and i'm going to pass out the coats
00:06:27.640 can i give you 20 so that you could open the trunk and wait i pass them out sure why not
00:06:32.400 what is that just hit 900 000 on x let's go
00:06:37.900 you know it's funny in the in the span of like five hours we see a trump caravan and then a
00:06:44.460 mexican caravan while the mexicans are running quick reminder all you need to do is follow 1.00
00:06:54.560 like reply and quote tweet i'll look through the quote tweets and you can be answered into
00:06:59.720 a crypto giveaway shout out to hld he won the last one he won solana today i'm going to be
00:07:03.580 giving out a bit of everything every single day people win
00:07:06.540 see white people need to take a page out of the mexicans book in this sprinter van right here 0.93
00:07:14.280 they pull up to a soccer game a hundred niggas pull out of this car 100 mexican niggas pull out 1.00
00:07:19.500 how you doing
00:07:21.680 nah i'm not on instagram hey i bought a bunch of coats you think you can help me
00:07:28.540 He's famous
00:07:29.660 Nah, nah, we can't help you with that
00:07:31.120 You can just give him away though
00:07:33.200 He's famous
00:07:33.560 We all famous
00:07:36.460 Everybody famous
00:07:37.580 He's in New York, bro
00:07:39.400 Everybody famous
00:07:40.140 What flavor?
00:07:41.760 You got a better coat than that 1.00
00:07:43.120 Damn, bro 1.00
00:07:43.820 You don't look like you need a coat 1.00
00:07:45.540 I don't need a coat
00:07:46.580 We got a bunch of coats
00:07:47.680 Which one do you want?
00:07:52.340 This one
00:07:53.200 Yo, plus
00:07:56.160 What color do you want? There's a lot of colors.
00:08:23.160 Hey, slow down, slow down, slow down!
00:08:26.160 Alright, alright, that's fine, that's fine.
00:08:28.000 Alright, alright, thank you.
00:08:34.380 Finish.
00:08:35.300 Finish, we'll come back, we'll come back.
00:08:36.720 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:08:37.840 We'll come back, that cleared out.
00:08:41.080 That's it.
00:08:42.300 Somebody came and took like four.
00:08:44.120 Yeah, alright, thank you.
00:08:47.500 Alright, bro, alright.
00:08:48.960 I thought it was gonna be kind of slow.
00:08:50.440 I could have organized it better.
00:08:51.700 I did not think it was gonna be like that.
00:08:53.160 That was like Black Friday, but everyone here is gonna be a little more
00:08:56.040 a little warmer oh yeah there you go there he goes there he goes i kind of wish we got more
00:09:02.220 we could have fit more in the trunk they almost took your backpack yeah but that's your bag in
00:09:05.920 the back right this is the uber driver's bag right here you're wondering like is anyone even
00:09:09.760 gonna want the coats is anyone gonna be there that took about 20 seconds yo the security guard
00:09:14.960 at the front was wearing a big black puffer and he's like yo what kind of coats you got i'm like
00:09:18.840 bro it's not for you he's it had the tag on it and everything your purple tag i'm like what kind
00:09:23.420 of kosu guy with the security vests and everything anyway it's 2 p.m i have a meeting at three
00:09:28.300 another meeting at five but there's a lot more to come this is a day in the life usually i'm home
00:09:33.220 by like three or four now it's time to eat bagel cream cheese i need some protein then i'm gonna
00:09:38.860 meet with the viral team because launching the software product very soon ai software on how to
00:09:43.980 make thumbnails been working on it all year long finalizing touches right now if i got free time
00:09:48.460 in the afternoon might do some reading preparing might do some writing i'll watch a documentary
00:09:53.480 or something because i do edit all these videos people think that i hand it off to somebody i
00:09:57.640 have somebody that helps chop it up but it's pretty much all my doing i got some time to look
00:10:02.460 at twitter and see what's trending and i like looking at my home page and seeing that 900k
00:10:06.780 that looks pretty good we need one million very soon and it's bull run time so i probably spend
00:10:11.620 an hour or a day looking at the charts when it's slow i don't look at it at all i don't want to see
00:10:17.260 when it's low during a bull run i don't do anything too crazy i sell a little bit off the
00:10:21.620 top just to make sure that i have actual profits mostly because mentally i know that i need to
00:10:26.180 recuperate some of the losses i made when i was younger when i'm in for the long term i don't sell
00:10:30.340 a lot i just sell enough to make sure and guarantee that i'm making good profit i don't do too many
00:10:35.160 meme coins but if i hear about something good then i make sure to share it and i've been right about
00:10:39.560 every single call so far i called solana at 120 i called brett at about 12 cents ethereum and
00:10:46.180 bitcoin were extremely obvious to most people but what i love about being back in manhattan is you
00:10:50.640 can jump between so many different worlds in just one day it's the day's not even halfway over i used
00:10:55.960 to wake up at this time in miami i'd say the most underrated part of my day since being back in new
00:11:00.080 york city is trying to get some sort of artistic inspiration again streaming is creating but not
00:11:05.320 like it is on video and i'm preparing to make a movie in a couple years or maybe even sooner so
00:11:10.720 i spent a lot of time watching movies and writing ideas and making sure that my headspace is in the
00:11:15.780 right space to create. Because I've been back in New York, I haven't really been socializing that
00:11:19.920 much. I still haven't seen a lot of my friends. All I've been doing is just work. And people have
00:11:24.600 asked me, is that okay? Are you okay mentally? And I'm great. I have a lot of the luxuries that
00:11:30.300 I didn't have before. I'm able to have money to spend on good food, good heating systems. I have
00:11:35.540 a bathroom that's bigger now. A lot of the inconveniences I used to have being in Harlem
00:11:39.880 or Brooklyn are gone now, so I can prioritize my energy on doing what I want to do. Being back in
00:11:46.740 New York, I'm definitely realizing the luxury of having luxury. I never wanted to have money to
00:11:52.200 have flashy things. I always wanted to have money just to have the convenience of being able to skip
00:11:57.880 lines and get in Ubers whenever I need so that you can have more time. That's something I didn't
00:12:02.780 understand when I didn't have money. Being able to spend money on convenience so you have more time
00:12:07.660 is an investment in and of itself i get to save time by not only watching one of my favorite
00:12:12.020 movies raging bull but also catching up on the economic political state of society by the way
00:12:16.780 i have a meeting in two minutes i'm yapping too much oh my god thank you it's cold huh yes it's
00:12:34.420 a little cold there's no one in history whose story has successfully ended and them ending
00:12:39.660 their own life there's always going to be another opportunity no matter what situation you're in
00:12:44.340 i've been through so many ups and apr in 2025 i've been seen publicly yet i always seem to
00:12:49.820 bounce back i've been in every tax bracket i've been a quarter million in debt i've lived in hoods
00:12:55.040 all over the city i've lost everything that i've built and got it back twice i told the truth
00:13:00.920 about covid and they proceeded to take my entire life's work away from me and i never decided to
00:13:08.040 kill myself it's one of the most taboo subjects in the world because everybody thinks about it but
00:13:13.360 if you mention that you're thinking about it they say that you have suicidal ideation in my apartment 0.94
00:13:18.200 in miami i have a large balcony that i could overlook the city and every time i step on there
00:13:22.680 i do think about it part of the reason why i wanted my apartment in manhattan to have a balcony
00:13:26.920 just as big so i can look out and think about why it's stupid to even consider that which technically
00:13:33.960 is having suicidal thoughts but people never understand it i never fantasize about doing it
00:13:39.400 but i like to put myself in the shoes of people who get to that point because all of us can
00:13:44.360 understand how they got there whether or not you like to admit it i truly believe with the brain
00:13:48.680 i have i could very easily be the person who walked up there and looked down and never looked
00:13:53.880 down again the way i keep myself from walking to the top of that building and jumping off is keeping
00:13:58.440 myself so busy i have no time to fantasize about anything else than what i'm working on i have too
00:14:03.800 many goals too many plans jumping off that building just doesn't fit into my schedule
00:14:08.440 and there are plenty of people who like to justify why someone would do it but i still have yet to
00:14:13.320 see any valid excuse at no point in this life has any person been somewhere that's irredeemable
00:14:19.400 and if you can't understand that view your life like a movie everybody loves when the
00:14:24.280 main character goes through a comeback story never kill yourself
00:14:31.960 last meeting of the day i hope this one's worth it another one of these management meetings i've
00:14:37.480 been working with this guy for several years haven't seen him in a while if this goes well
00:14:41.640 i might get a little uncancelled if it goes well inshallah
00:14:49.400 I fantasize about this back in Chicago.
00:14:53.200 Mercy, mercy me, that mercy a lot go.
00:14:56.180 That's me, the first year that I blow.
00:14:58.620 How you say broken Spanish mean no I blow.