SNEAKO - Content Cop - iDubbbz

00:00:00.000 And this year, I decided to speak more candidly.

00:00:03.740 Chad, do you think that we can make him autistic again?

00:00:06.440 This is not you, iDubbbz. 1.00

00:00:08.780 This is not you, and you know it.

00:00:10.700 This is like watching Get Out.

00:00:12.900 And then a woke person has came in and just started,

00:00:15.800 I apologize for hate and harassment,

00:00:18.000 and I feel bad for my vibes and feelings.

00:00:20.000 And then the autistic iDubbbz is deep down there in the socket place. 1.00

00:00:23.640 No! 1.00

00:00:25.620 Nigger! 1.00

00:00:27.520 Faggot! 1.00

00:00:30.000 Autism! 1.00

00:00:32.280 I apologize for being a racist. 1.00

00:00:36.560 Nigger! 1.00

00:00:39.520 I think we can bring him back. 1.00

00:00:41.900 I don't know how.

00:00:42.840 I don't know if we need to put up a flashlight.

00:00:44.880 iDubbbz! 0.98

00:00:46.960 iDubbbz! 0.98

00:00:48.880 iDubbbz, that's not you! 1.00

00:00:51.160 Get out! 0.98

00:00:52.780 Get out! 0.98

00:00:55.060 Get out! 0.98

00:00:57.140 It was watching yesterday's stream, 0.99

00:00:58.340 shit was crazy, WDailyStreamer. 0.99

00:00:59.440 WDailyStreamer. 1.00

00:01:00.480 Everybody.

00:01:00.940 And by the way, if you miss any of the streams,

00:01:02.100 just make sure to sign up to the locals.

00:01:04.640 It's $5 a month if you miss any of the streams,

00:01:06.160 if you want to watch them back.

00:01:06.940 Because they've been pretty fiery, so I'm not going to lie.

00:01:09.600 And also, one more time,

00:01:10.920 new Discord, Matrix Attack, they took it down.

00:01:13.120 So we have a new Telegram, too.

00:01:14.140 That's Matrix Protect us.

00:01:14.940 You can join the Telegram and the Discord.

00:01:16.480 Good community full of autistic schizos, 1.00

00:01:18.180 making jokes, having fun,

00:01:19.960 high energy all day long.

00:01:21.060 But, here's an autistic schizo right here. 1.00

00:01:24.740 iDubbbz used to be the king of autistic schizos. 1.00

00:01:28.900 He was the face of it.

00:01:30.000 He was the face of 4chan.

00:01:31.580 If you guys don't know who he is,

00:01:32.660 type of one if you know who he is, type of two if you don't.

00:01:35.100 I would say most of you guys know.

00:01:37.440 But he was doing edgy jokes.

00:01:39.000 He was saying the N-word.

00:01:40.360 He was Whittler back in the day.

00:01:41.920 He was top H.

00:01:43.500 And then he completely sold out.

00:01:47.020 And some people argue it's because he keeps losing fights,

00:01:49.640 which is why you have to be very selective about the fights you choose.

00:01:52.360 Or some people argue maybe it's his OnlyFans girlfriend

00:01:54.520 that's just completely stopped his mind.

00:01:56.320 Maybe he just gave up and sold out to the woke mob.

00:01:58.720 But this is exactly the antithesis of everything that I talk about.

00:02:03.320 Because he was one of you.

00:02:04.680 He was the chat.

00:02:06.260 He would be in there top H, Whittler, Aiden's a Jew, back in the day. 0.99

00:02:11.080 And now he just like, he's,

00:02:13.680 and I don't want to say soy boys because we're all love speech now,

00:02:16.060 but he fits in the collage.

00:02:18.380 He's got the soy boys. 0.94

00:02:19.380 Hey, bro, looks like Curtis Conner.

00:02:21.560 You little soy boy tat. 0.57

00:02:22.660 Like, it's just, it's just,

00:02:24.060 but not in a bad way, in an objective way.

00:02:26.720 And then he says, this video is called I Missed the Old Items.

00:02:29.060 I haven't watched this,

00:02:29.820 but I heard that he archived all the content cop episodes.

00:02:33.580 So for anyone who doesn't know who this is,

00:02:35.920 this is basically one of the people I used to watch all the time

00:02:39.040 when I was in high school.

00:02:41.320 And now to see what he's become,

00:02:42.840 it's just like, he would have made fun of himself.

00:02:46.060 He's in a relation.

00:02:48.500 I cooks.

00:02:49.060 Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on. 0.82

00:02:53.200 For a while, I felt like if I changed my content over time,

00:02:58.340 that people would see that as a reflection of who I am

00:03:02.480 and what I value.

00:03:05.340 But I'm starting to realize that that is a very weak and passive way to,

00:03:13.720 you know, run my channel and live my life.

00:03:17.040 This is why I say therapy is a sigh up.

00:03:19.880 You can, I'm telling you, I would put $10,000 on it.

00:03:24.340 Now, he's been going to therapy at least once a week.

00:03:27.320 I'll put $10,000 on it.

00:03:29.280 I can just tell by the way he's speaking,

00:03:31.400 the way he's reflecting, the way he's regretting.

00:03:34.540 It's not good for you.

00:03:35.720 That's not the solution to your problems.

00:03:37.960 Embrace the autist. 0.55

00:03:39.660 Don't let them medicate it away.

00:03:41.920 Don't talk it out on a couch.

00:03:44.080 So, I think it's, you know, 0.69

00:03:48.460 if I'm going to have the balls to go to Tana's fan meetup 0.85

00:03:53.680 and say slurs at her and then make a video 0.94

00:03:56.420 about how it's okay to say slurs, 0.96

00:03:59.720 I think I should have the balls to make an apology video. 1.00

00:04:03.700 You fucking, you fucking cracker. 1.00

00:04:07.380 You, you, you. 1.00

00:04:10.140 Which racial slur should I say?

00:04:11.360 I don't even, cracker doesn't even say.

00:04:12.440 And take accountability for the mistakes I've made.

00:04:16.320 So, that's what this video is.

00:04:19.000 I've realized that I need to be crystal clear

00:04:22.280 about what I believe.

00:04:23.880 Do you?

00:04:24.220 So, there's no room for ambiguity.

00:04:26.600 I am responsible for creating a lot of hurtful

00:04:30.480 and damaging content. 0.99

00:04:31.720 Shut the fuck up. 1.00

00:04:32.980 This was me back in the day. 1.00

00:04:34.460 And chat, one more time.

00:04:35.280 If I ever switch up,

00:04:36.560 then you get to make fun of me forever.

00:04:39.200 This is me in 2015.

00:04:40.220 Shout out to Sneeko Updates on Twitter.

00:04:41.500 I don't know. 1.00

00:04:42.720 See, when you know you said something stupid, 1.00

00:04:44.000 just say, I don't know. 1.00

00:04:44.840 And then you can get away with it.

00:04:46.000 Personally, I just think that Jews did 9-11. 1.00

00:04:47.840 I don't know.

00:04:48.560 What?

00:04:49.400 What?

00:04:49.880 I don't know.

00:04:50.940 That's just me. 0.60

00:04:51.480 Personally, I just don't like Chinese people. 1.00

00:04:53.660 I don't know.

00:04:54.300 I don't know.

00:04:55.560 Based?

00:04:56.160 Personally, I just think people should just stay married 0.98

00:04:57.900 in their own race.

00:04:58.940 I don't know.

00:04:59.460 I don't know.

00:05:00.240 L race mixing? 0.98

00:05:01.500 What the?

00:05:02.800 This was me around the same time watching Leafy, iDubbs,

00:05:07.280 all these people saying, Jews in 9-11,

00:05:10.040 I don't trust the Chinese, and race mixing is bad. 1.00

00:05:13.160 Did I switch up?

00:05:14.680 Did I really change it?

00:05:17.180 Based?

00:05:17.960 You all the time.

00:05:19.320 People say that I'm grifting,

00:05:20.600 that I started talking about this just because it's trendy now.

00:05:22.940 I've been on that wave, man.

00:05:25.180 I've embraced the schizo for almost a decade now. 1.00

00:05:28.900 That's why they had to ban me.

00:05:30.200 Or you could take this path.

00:05:31.880 You could turn on the camera with your soy boy mustache 1.00

00:05:34.240 and apologize.

00:05:35.820 On this channel.

00:05:37.140 And I've also created a culture of apathy

00:05:42.620 and a lot of cruelty as well.

00:05:46.420 Ugh.

00:05:47.020 Some of the videos I've made have been very hurtful.

00:05:50.820 Not edgy.

00:05:51.200 I don't think they, you know, some of these videos were edgy.

00:05:53.780 I think they were just outright cruel.

00:05:55.500 Ugh, cruel?

00:05:56.840 So I don't want people to, you know, get it confused

00:06:00.020 about, you know, where I stand.

00:06:03.020 I have made some cruel.

00:06:05.000 Ugh.

00:06:06.140 Bro, you know who's in his ear nagging?

00:06:08.760 And this is why you have to be very careful about who you wife up. 0.93

00:06:11.460 Because he's, this is Western women. 1.00

00:06:13.540 I can hear the white woman feeding his delusions in his head. 0.98

00:06:18.460 She's controlling him. 0.99

00:06:19.480 You need to apologize.

00:06:20.440 Guys, that was cruel.

00:06:21.880 How could you do this content cop?

00:06:23.380 What are they going to think about us?

00:06:24.660 And he's like, well, okay.

00:06:26.300 Okay, you can tell the OnlyFans.

00:06:28.600 But, but, but.

00:06:31.180 They will drain your soul away.

00:06:33.140 This is not the face of a man who has four wives that he can impregnate.

00:06:38.120 This is the face of a guy whose girlfriend runs his life.

00:06:43.340 Hurtful content. 0.95

00:06:44.460 Why does she got to be white? 1.00

00:06:46.780 Okay, okay.

00:06:47.680 Western women. 1.00

00:06:48.480 Western women. 1.00

00:06:49.020 But also.

00:06:51.500 I need to acknowledge that.

00:06:55.680 And I'm really sorry that it's taken me this long to acknowledge it.

00:07:00.000 The content I'm talking about specifically are content cop videos and videos where I was just

00:07:06.720 generally criticizing people for very lackluster reasons.

00:07:12.220 And, you know, obviously didn't have any accountability online whatsoever on my end.

00:07:18.140 I was morally grandstanding and acting as if I am any better than any of these people that I was making content cop videos on.

00:07:26.420 And I'm not.

00:07:27.440 You see how you're morally grandstanding on your old self by making this video?

00:07:31.100 I'm a human.

00:07:32.420 I'm a real human who makes mistakes.

00:07:35.120 And, you know, I make a different set of mistakes than the people I was making videos on.

00:07:40.060 But it doesn't matter.

00:07:41.260 I don't think anyone deserves that level of cruelty.

00:07:44.580 Yeah, broke out a vasectomy.

00:07:45.720 This is why you don't get a vasectomy. 0.97

00:07:47.480 He's transgender now, man. 0.99

00:07:48.800 Or hate.

00:07:49.620 It's also indoctrinated a lot of people into thinking that this is an okay way to behave.

00:07:54.900 And it's not.

00:07:56.100 Yes, it is.

00:07:57.120 Yes, it is.

00:07:57.860 All of this is a sigh up and a lie.

00:08:00.100 Embrace it.

00:08:01.220 Troll Tana Mongeau at her meet and greet.

00:08:03.980 Go roll around and say the N-word no matter who's around.

00:08:07.660 Embrace it.

00:08:09.060 Yes, racism is good. 1.00

00:08:10.980 Hate speech is good. 1.00

00:08:12.640 It's good to laugh about things that make us uncomfortable.

00:08:15.440 What are you talking about?

00:08:16.480 What is your content now, if not this? 0.99

00:08:19.660 It's super irresponsible and shitty.

00:08:23.600 I am very insecure about my ability to create interesting content or entertain. 0.92

00:08:29.980 It's gotten better over the years.

00:08:32.700 Boycott YouTube chat.

00:08:33.780 That's why everybody needs to come over to Rumble and embrace it and let go of that.

00:08:38.300 How freeing is it to be over on this website where we can say what we want.

00:08:41.540 We can do what we want.

00:08:42.700 We don't care about who's getting offended by our jokes.

00:08:45.400 I could tell Pearl to go make me a sandwich.

00:08:47.860 And Judea's like, why would you do that?

00:08:49.920 Because this is what life really is.

00:08:52.040 We don't need to all play pretend online and act like we're perfect people.

00:08:56.460 Like when the cameras aren't off, we aren't saying racial slurs at each other. 0.93

00:08:59.760 Like we're calling each other retarded. 1.00

00:09:01.460 Like I'm calling you a faggot for drinking your drink like with a fruity hand or something like that. 1.00

00:09:05.760 We all make these jokes. 1.00

00:09:07.340 So Rumble, we're able to separate that and get rid of that barrier that holds you back from being who you really are. 0.98

00:09:15.100 YouTube sucks now. 0.82

00:09:16.460 YouTube, there's nothing good. 0.99

00:09:17.920 Rumble, yo, low to your guard just came to Rumble.

00:09:20.560 Kind Speed just came to Rumble.

00:09:22.640 In the past seven months, you guys really thought I would fall off after YouTube banned me.

00:09:26.460 I'm telling you, people are getting tired of that.

00:09:28.560 I've been predicting this since last year.

00:09:30.540 This type of content, this face is not going to last because people need high energy.

00:09:35.720 But it's something that I have struggled with constantly.

00:09:40.860 And it's one of the reasons why I, you know, kept making this hurtful content.

00:09:48.280 You know, I ended up pivoting it into other things.

00:09:52.120 And so what?

00:09:53.340 What has he been doing since content comedy?

00:09:55.460 You know, I felt bad about it, like innately.

00:09:59.400 But it's still something that I struggle with.

00:10:01.740 And I don't want you to interpret that as an excuse.

00:10:05.720 But I hope that that is relatable to other creators.

00:10:09.860 Who is he talking to?

00:10:11.080 Like, who does he actually think his audience is?

00:10:13.940 Who's this for?

00:10:14.820 Who maybe struggle with the same thing?

00:10:18.120 I'm not confident in my ability to entertain.

00:10:21.460 And I think if I had to rely on my personality.

00:10:25.280 L-therapy in the chat.

00:10:26.360 L-therapy, everybody. 0.99

00:10:27.060 I would entertain people that I wouldn't have any amount of success.

00:10:31.660 And that is really hard to come to terms with.

00:10:36.660 I was being very bigoted in a lot of my videos.

00:10:40.160 And I justified it because...

00:10:41.820 Imagine being, like, a white... 0.98

00:10:43.700 White men, especially in the West, have just the least amount of free speech possible. 0.95

00:10:48.780 It's so easy for them to completely manipulate your entire thought process, to control your speech, to make you pretend like you believe in the stuff that you're talking about. 0.93

00:10:58.620 You have absolutely nothing.

00:11:00.340 They have lost it.

00:11:02.640 It's too bad.

00:11:03.700 Like, because they always spread this idea of white supremacy, of white nationalism.

00:11:07.720 Both.

00:11:08.180 White men aren't in charge anymore. 0.73

00:11:10.200 Look at him. 0.99

00:11:11.000 Look at that defeated face.

00:11:13.700 The man who was...

00:11:16.600 Who once was a top H.

00:11:20.460 And that was nothing but a bottom G.

00:11:22.420 You know, I didn't think it was too serious.

00:11:24.680 And I thought that people were going to see that I had good intentions. 0.93

00:11:28.220 You know, but that's so silly.

00:11:31.500 It's giving, Skip. 0.91

00:11:32.200 Casual racism is still racism. 1.00

00:11:34.340 Shut up. 0.99

00:11:34.980 Casual bigotry is still bigotry. 1.00

00:11:37.060 W cracker.

00:11:38.160 And, you know, I said a lot of things that I look back at and I cringe now.

00:11:43.520 And I'm like, that is an awful thing to say.

00:11:46.680 It doesn't matter what my intentions are.

00:11:49.260 Like, if I'm hurting people, I'm hurting people. 0.98

00:11:52.120 And, you know, who the fuck knows what my intentions are? 0.97

00:11:55.040 Like, sarcasm and, like, jokiness and jokey tone only goes so far, especially over the 0.97

00:12:01.720 internet.

00:12:02.360 Even in real life, that's, like, an impossible thing to know with 100% certainty.

00:12:08.580 I've just always had this dumb philosophy that I'm not responsible for, you know, my audience

00:12:15.320 and how they behave beyond what content I put out. 1.00

00:12:19.820 And that's stupid. 1.00

00:12:22.440 And it's led to a lot of hate and a lot of bad out. 1.00

00:12:26.340 Yo, bro, what is he waffling about, man?

00:12:28.440 This is, isn't this lowering your testosterone right now?

00:12:31.960 Don't you feel transgender watching this?

00:12:34.260 And I just want to make it clear that I am absolutely responsible for my audience.

00:12:40.360 And, you know, I guess if you want to, you know, look out for people who are red flags,

00:12:47.360 it's definitely people who had my mentality that say, I'm not responsible for what my

00:12:53.440 audience does.

00:12:54.420 I know that this apology isn't enough.

00:12:57.340 I've clearly done a lot of damage.

00:12:59.420 You know, these videos have been up for a long time and have accumulated millions of

00:13:04.480 views.

00:13:05.100 I shouldn't be able to just make an apology video. 0.99

00:13:08.440 So what the fuck are you doing? 0.99

00:13:10.560 Walk away from it. 1.00

00:13:11.820 This is something that I should live the rest of my life with.

00:13:16.540 And I expect to.

00:13:18.480 So why did you delete it?

00:13:19.840 I've profited off of this bigoted content for years.

00:13:24.560 And I've made a successful career out of it.

00:13:27.640 And that's not right.

00:13:30.060 What?

00:13:31.260 Making jokes isn't right?

00:13:33.280 I think that this is only a step in the right direction.

00:13:37.720 And I know that a lot more needs to be done to.

00:13:41.840 This almost doesn't even feel real.

00:13:45.000 How did this happen?

00:13:46.300 This looks like a parody of cancel culture.

00:13:49.500 This looks like a content cop about wokeism.

00:13:52.660 Look at his face.

00:13:55.160 I really, I don't know how many of you remember all the content cops, but this is not even the

00:14:00.280 same man anymore.

00:14:03.040 It doesn't look real for like, it genuinely does not look real at all.

00:14:07.520 But this is what happened.

00:14:08.560 This is the woke mind virus in real time.

00:14:11.620 I know you guys say that I talk about it too much, but this is what could happen.

00:14:14.560 It's a disease.

00:14:15.520 It will suck away your soul. 0.90

00:14:17.420 How do you, okay.

00:14:18.220 He's trying to go and bounce back, bounce back from his past when he was actually funny,

00:14:22.100 when he was actually creating waves, when people actually were entertained by him.

00:14:25.500 And he thinks that he's pivoting now to go, I don't know who he's trying to appease.

00:14:29.480 Basically his OnlyFans girlfriend is telling him all this woke, woke, woke, woke.

00:14:33.520 But how do you pivot from this?

00:14:35.300 Where do you see iDubbbz three to five years from now? 1.00

00:14:38.940 You've completely denounced everything that made you who you were.

00:14:42.620 So what are you going to be able to joke about?

00:14:44.500 What is your content going to be?

00:14:46.620 What's the demographic that you ideally think watches your videos in the future? 0.99

00:14:51.440 It's not going to be anybody who watched you in the past because you just shit on all of them. 1.00

00:14:57.260 It's not going to be the woke people because you're a white. 1.00

00:14:59.620 You've told all the woke people, I'm a bad white man. 0.99

00:15:02.560 I'm a bad person.

00:15:03.820 So either you turn into H3H3, which is pretty bad.

00:15:09.300 Yeah, that's basically easy.

00:15:10.560 You could just become Hasanabi actually.

00:15:12.180 But yeah, even approach a life that I would think would be like acceptable.

00:15:21.240 I am running ads on this video and any revenue generated from this video, I'm going to match

00:15:27.860 and donate to an organization that would have been particularly affected by the type of rhetoric

00:15:35.480 that I've been spewing on this channel.

00:15:37.600 What?

00:15:40.680 What's the charity?

00:15:43.420 Here are some charities that I'm supporting.

00:15:51.420 Mental health.

00:15:56.600 Ugh.

00:15:59.860 Told you about the therapy.

00:16:03.180 No way.

00:16:07.600 I don't like mine.

00:16:35.740 Bro.

00:16:36.500 Bro.

00:16:38.000 Bro. 1.00

00:16:40.220 He blew up making jokes saying nigger faggot. 1.00

00:16:46.180 Apologizes and then gives money to nigger faggot. 1.00

00:16:51.600 Bro. 1.00

00:16:52.360 How the fuck? 1.00

00:16:54.560 How the fuck? 1.00

00:16:56.740 No way. 1.00

00:17:01.340 This has to be a troll. 0.78

00:17:03.160 No way.

00:17:06.500 How do you go with full sort?

00:17:18.300 I stand with trans women? 0.66

00:17:21.620 Bro.

00:17:22.060 Bro.

00:17:30.260 And again, this isn't the end of what I'm doing.

00:17:32.700 This is just the start.

00:17:34.200 I don't feel like a lot of this content represents me as a person.

00:17:38.040 They got him.

00:17:38.800 At least not anymore. 0.95

00:17:40.140 There was a time where it probably perfectly represented me because I was a nasty, apathetic, 0.98

00:17:46.680 insecure person.

00:17:47.720 Now that I don't feel like it represents me and I want to distance myself from it and keep

00:17:53.300 it from indoctrinating more people, I'd like to enlist the videos so that people can access

00:18:01.760 them still for whatever purposes they might want to do that for.

00:18:05.920 Um, but it's not being proliferated on the website.

00:18:10.520 I feel like that that's the best solution, at least for the time being.

00:18:15.060 And for anyone who liked those videos, I, you know, I was one of them.

00:18:19.360 I was so excited every time a content cop would drop that shook up the whole internet.

00:18:25.680 I want this video to be an example and a lesson for you.

00:18:30.280 That if you make funny jokes, then you have to donate money to the people you're joking

00:18:35.840 about.

00:18:36.420 You know, you can like content, but you can also think that it's irresponsible and it's

00:18:42.960 hurting other people. 0.98

00:18:44.160 Who the fuck did it hurt? 0.99

00:18:46.100 Who? 0.99

00:18:46.380 So it just tap into that part of your brain that is least the only YouTuber from 2016.

00:18:52.780 It's funny that KSI is the thumbnail of this because KSI sold out to the world culture.

00:18:56.600 He got, he's like, I'm sorry for saying Pocky. 1.00

00:18:58.940 Shut the fuck up, man. 1.00

00:18:59.940 It's just a fucking word. 1.00

00:19:01.360 Pocky, whatever. 1.00

00:19:02.320 Say it.

00:19:02.820 Does that mean you're racist?

00:19:03.940 No, it's just a word.

00:19:05.980 Who else sold out?

00:19:06.940 H3H3 was saying edgy jokes. 1.00

00:19:08.640 He was saying nigger faggot all the time. 1.00

00:19:10.540 Completely switched up. 0.99

00:19:11.840 All these YouTubers that I used to actually idolize genuinely back in the day. 0.99

00:19:16.380 When I was an edgy teenager or whatever, you used to watch all these people.

00:19:19.560 H3H3, KSI, iDubbs, Leafy, Filthy Frank.

00:19:23.340 The only one that really stayed solid was Leafy.

00:19:27.100 And now he's on Rumble.

00:19:28.340 Isn't that the proof that Rumble is the future?

00:19:31.300 If you stay on that website, if you stay on BotTube, look what you become.

00:19:36.820 Shout out to Leafy for real.

00:19:37.900 The only one.

00:19:39.400 The only one who survived.

00:19:40.960 He's still the only soldier standing from 2016.

00:19:44.860 Never been.

00:19:45.880 Never fall.

00:19:47.460 Got banned on YouTube.

00:19:49.080 Stayed 10 toes down.

00:19:50.860 Continued being autistic. 0.66

00:19:53.140 What?

00:19:53.760 Everyone else.

00:19:55.360 Look.

00:19:55.740 Saying like, oh, okay.

00:19:58.320 It's like, it's probably not that important that this video stays online.

00:20:02.200 Because truthfully, I've seen it.

00:20:05.560 I've experienced the content.

00:20:07.540 But it's done a lot of damage.

00:20:09.920 We can just let it.

00:20:11.380 We can let it go.

00:20:12.220 I'm sorry to everyone that I made content cop videos on.

00:20:16.000 I still don't like the majority of you.

00:20:19.260 And that's fine.

00:20:20.380 But I just...

00:20:20.500 Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.

00:20:22.040 Why does...

00:20:22.960 Whoa, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro.

00:20:26.240 What?

00:20:28.640 How is that possible?

00:20:36.000 They even have the same tattoos.

00:20:37.880 I can recognize that you did not deserve the hate and harassment that I sent your way.

00:20:43.740 I particularly want to apologize to Tana.

00:20:46.820 Tana, I'm sorry.

00:20:48.340 I should have never made that video.

00:20:51.440 I harassed Tana in person and then harassed her online.

00:20:56.120 And that's deplorable behavior. 1.00

00:20:59.400 It's so stupid. 1.00

00:21:00.360 Yo, you just used the word deplorable. 1.00

00:21:02.060 I'm also sorry to all the black viewers. 0.99

00:21:04.680 Minority groups. 1.00

00:21:05.880 Hey, fuck you. 1.00

00:21:06.740 I don't accept your apology. 1.00

00:21:08.620 Every minority of POC in here, fuck eyedumps. 1.00

00:21:11.740 To put up with that video and put up with... 1.00

00:21:14.340 Bro, we don't...

00:21:15.280 This doesn't work.

00:21:16.440 Like, you can't just say that and like, okay, people of color.

00:21:20.980 You're a good white boy.

00:21:22.620 A good white boy.

00:21:23.980 Yes, yes.

00:21:25.180 That's good with your mustache. 1.00

00:21:27.980 Shut up. 1.00

00:21:29.520 Shut the fuck up. 1.00

00:21:30.840 You know, the phrases. 1.00

00:21:31.980 I said either it's all okay or none of it's okay. 1.00

00:21:34.660 And that's just so dangerous and stupid. 0.99

00:21:38.400 I have made content that I am proud of over the years. 0.99

00:21:41.900 It hasn't been as consistent as maybe I'd like it to have been.

00:21:46.320 But, you know, there is a lot of content that I think had a net positive on the world.

00:21:52.560 And, you know, I'm going to strive to continue on that trend.

00:21:57.160 But again, I'm not...

00:21:58.720 I'm absolutely going to continue to make mistakes.

00:22:01.940 But I want the mistakes to be a lot smaller and a lot less serious.

00:22:07.660 I also want to give some clarity to the post-fight speech that I gave.

00:22:14.040 I mean, it wasn't a speech.

00:22:15.200 It was a phrase.

00:22:16.580 I was like, you know, I'm not...

00:22:18.040 I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea.

00:22:20.160 Oh! 0.60

00:22:22.400 Look at that woman here who ruined him. 1.00

00:22:25.900 But I...

00:22:26.100 Look at it.

00:22:26.740 Look at that, bro.

00:22:27.780 Bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro. 0.98

00:22:30.480 Avoid Western women at all costs. 1.00

00:22:33.060 They're just... 0.98

00:22:33.440 They're psyopped too hard.

00:22:34.980 TikTok did irreparable damage.

00:22:36.820 Nicki Minaj did irreparable damage. 0.98

00:22:38.740 Their brains don't make any sense.

00:22:42.000 As soon as they turn 16, it's already... 0.99

00:22:44.880 They're too much programming.

00:22:46.640 It's not worth it.

00:22:47.300 I really do appreciate the support.

00:22:51.460 And, um...

00:22:52.700 Bro, look at this image.

00:22:54.640 Look at this.

00:22:58.040 You know, thank you for coming.

00:23:01.300 That was addressing the people over the years

00:23:05.240 that I neglected and I left behind.

00:23:08.700 You know, the people whose feelings I, you know,

00:23:12.100 didn't take into consideration.

00:23:14.440 Feelings?

00:23:15.440 Those are the people who I was addressing as,

00:23:17.040 I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea.

00:23:19.340 Anyone who thinks that I should be shouting the N-word

00:23:22.860 from the rooftop...

00:23:23.860 Yes!

00:23:25.260 Yes!

00:23:26.160 You should!

00:23:27.480 Do it!

00:23:29.240 I don't want to be your cup of tea.

00:23:31.600 Now I want to talk about...

00:23:33.460 Whose cup of tea do you want to be then?

00:23:36.560 Who? 1.00

00:23:38.120 Who the fuck are you, like... 0.99

00:23:40.380 Events and situations that have happened 1.00

00:23:43.380 over the past five years of my life

00:23:45.780 that have led me to the place I'm at now.

00:23:49.040 One year I was at a convention

00:23:50.440 and a bunch of fans were, you know, wanting pictures.

00:23:53.780 And this particular fan came up to me and said,

00:23:57.440 I know you probably don't like transgender people,

00:23:59.840 but can I, you know, get a picture?

00:24:02.680 Based! 0.96

00:24:04.160 Based tranny! 0.99

00:24:05.560 That smacked me in the face. 1.00

00:24:07.020 I was like, oh, holy shit. 1.00

00:24:09.740 Why would you think that? 0.99

00:24:11.180 But, I mean, it was fairly obvious. 0.66

00:24:12.460 I was being cruel, hateful, bigoted,

00:24:16.760 and being very uncaring about people's feelings.

00:24:19.840 Good.

00:24:20.180 That is a very fair assessment to make.

00:24:23.640 I was giving this person bad vibes.

00:24:26.460 And I think I've given a lot of people extremely bad vibes.

00:24:29.840 Another event that was very important for me to experience

00:24:33.900 was I went on a boxing podcast.

00:24:37.160 I was basically, like, trying to walk back...

00:24:40.240 Vibes is crazy!

00:24:42.700 Apologizing for vibes?

00:24:45.380 ...my Tana content cop.

00:24:48.580 You know, I was still very, like, insecure and uncomfortable

00:24:52.320 with the fact that I made that video.

00:24:54.680 Everybody, everybody, L-therapy right now.

00:24:56.620 I understand, I understand some people need therapy,

00:24:59.620 but too many people go to therapy.

00:25:01.760 And this is what happens.

00:25:03.180 This is why I've always said,

00:25:05.440 better not to talk about it.

00:25:06.780 Shove it down, process it, and make the best chest move.

00:25:09.900 Why would you, why would you do this?

00:25:13.160 And, uh, but I was still coping.

00:25:15.540 You'll see me struggle in this clip to, you know, say that it was wrong.

00:25:20.000 So I just wanted to let you talk on that, right?

00:25:22.720 Because obviously, uh, using the N-word is definitely frowned upon by a lot of people,

00:25:27.640 especially by a non-African American.

00:25:29.760 That was a very weird video because I wanted to, like, criticize her for her, like, sort of flagrant use of it.

00:25:39.100 I've been pretty flagrant about it, too.

00:25:40.800 Not in the same way.

00:25:41.900 Mm-hmm.

00:25:42.120 Um, and, uh, I, I thought there was a message to be, to be shared there.

00:25:46.540 Look at, look at him back in the day, Chad.

00:25:48.320 This is, this is the face of Chad.

00:25:51.020 And I, I want to embrace that.

00:25:52.440 Look at that.

00:25:53.240 Look at that happiness.

00:25:55.460 Look at the, the schizo flowing through his brain. 1.00

00:25:59.280 Don't, flowing through his blood.

00:26:01.120 His bloodstream was screaming impregnate.

00:26:04.120 Impregnate! 0.99

00:26:06.520 Ah.

00:26:08.320 So quickly.

00:26:09.540 What, how was it?

00:26:10.240 2017?

00:26:12.940 There, and, um, I don't think it was particularly, it was okay in criticizing her, but I think it, like,

00:26:19.820 I probably wasn't the person to deliver the message, if that makes sense.

00:26:22.980 There was a message that I was trying to put out there, and, like, I'm not really the person to put out that message.

00:26:29.540 I don't regret making the video.

00:26:30.780 I think, you know, there's, there's, uh, bits and pieces to take from it.

00:26:34.120 That I think are valuable.

00:26:35.520 Uh, but, you know, I probably wouldn't make it these days.

00:26:38.900 I'm very grateful to those guys and how they, uh, broached the subject.

00:26:42.960 Because, you know, it didn't put me on the defensive. 1.00

00:26:46.800 It just made me realize, like, I'm stupid. 1.00

00:26:50.520 I'm stupid and I really need to, like, acknowledge these things. 1.00

00:26:54.180 Like, like, what am I doing? 1.00

00:26:56.140 I'm still trying to make excuses for myself.

00:26:58.720 And, like, you know, why I made that video. 0.98

00:27:01.480 It's like, it was a dumb idea. 0.60

00:27:02.740 I harassed someone.

00:27:04.460 Does he live in L.A.?

00:27:05.340 I was saying slurs and I was trying to justify it all.

00:27:08.440 A very big thing that has sort of altered my view on all of this is just the amount of hate and harassment my wife, Anissa, has received over the years.

00:27:19.260 It is his wife, Chad.

00:27:20.340 Uh, she's had to deal with it from the beginning of our relationship.

00:27:24.960 And I have done a horrible job at acknowledging her and her feelings for it.

00:27:30.620 Ugh.

00:27:30.940 I, a lot of the time I just thought that that was, that was her problem or that was, um, you know, other people's problem.

00:27:38.640 Like, it's not my problem that you're getting hate and harassment.

00:27:41.860 And it's like, no, it absolutely is.

00:27:44.140 You know, that's the culture that I cultivated and I, you know, didn't do anything to change that.

00:27:51.860 You know, over the years it's changed a little bit, but, you know, I don't think I've still fully acknowledged how, how responsible I am for the amount of harassment that Anissa has had to deal with.

00:28:08.180 And this year I decided to speak more candidly.

00:28:12.260 Chad, do you think that we can make him autistic again?

00:28:14.960 This is not, this is not you, iDubbbz. 1.00

00:28:17.480 This is not you and you know it.

00:28:19.000 This is like watching Get Out.

00:28:21.180 And then a woke person has came in and just started, I apologize for hate and harassment and I feel bad for my vibes and feelings. 0.94

00:28:28.540 And then the autistic iDubbbz is deep down there in the sucking place. 1.00

00:28:32.160 No! 1.00

00:28:34.400 Nigger! 1.00

00:28:36.080 Faggot! 1.00

00:28:38.180 AUTISM! 1.00

00:28:40.800 Bye, I apologize for being a racist. 1.00

00:28:45.200 Nigger! 1.00

00:28:48.020 I think we can bring him back. 1.00

00:28:50.420 I don't know how.

00:28:51.360 I don't know if we need to put up a flashlight.

00:28:53.400 IDubbbz! 1.00

00:28:55.460 IDubbbz! 1.00

00:28:57.360 IDubbbz, that's not you! 1.00

00:28:59.740 Get out! 0.98

00:29:01.280 Get out! 0.98

00:29:03.540 Get out! 0.98

00:29:04.640 Get out! 0.98

00:29:08.180 And be more open about who I am as a person and to speak on my life a little bit more.

00:29:14.860 And I did that on Anthony Padilla's podcast.

00:29:18.320 These are the people that I'm attracting.

00:29:19.820 These are the people that I'm entertaining.

00:29:21.460 Like, I need to re-evaluate things.

00:29:25.100 They're relating and enjoying this content for a reason.

00:29:28.620 And that's not maybe the same reason that I'm...

00:29:32.100 Same, like Smosh I used to watch back in third, fourth grade. 0.99

00:29:35.040 Making edgy jokes.

00:29:37.180 And then, like, what are you, like, he's wearing bisexual shoes? 0.97

00:29:39.920 I'm trying to make.

00:29:42.440 I had a very Wild West mentality when it came to online behavior.

00:29:46.840 Like, people are going to do what they want to do.

00:29:49.100 People are going to say what they want to say.

00:29:51.500 And I can pretty much do the same because it's the internet.

00:29:55.080 Um, but I think you have to be a lot more responsible.

00:29:58.780 If you guys are at all interested in how I've arrived here,

00:30:01.580 that video gives, you know, a good bit of context

00:30:03.980 and talks about some of my life a little bit.

00:30:07.380 There is a clip from this interview that's been floating around the internet.

00:30:10.940 And it's me calling my fans antisocial and basement dwellers. 0.94

00:30:15.580 And I was like, I didn't like, you know, interacting with my fans.

00:30:18.860 I just want to be clear, like, that was my realization.

00:30:22.220 I think a lot of people are like, of course that happened.

00:30:25.760 It's because you were creating that culture.

00:30:27.760 And you were attracting those people.

00:30:29.700 And it's like, yes.

00:30:32.300 I know.

00:30:33.440 I know now.

00:30:34.400 I didn't know before.

00:30:36.140 It was my realization upon.

00:30:38.000 Are you, like, what the, who buys this?

00:30:40.420 Oh, I didn't know that autists would like my videos of me trolling tan at our meet and greet. 1.00

00:30:45.540 Making fun of trannies and saying racial slurs. 0.99

00:30:48.080 Who did you think watched your videos?

00:30:49.860 On, you know, meeting more and more fans. 1.00

00:30:52.520 And I was like, oh, shit. 0.99

00:30:54.340 You guys are, are struggling. 1.00

00:30:57.800 It was easy for me to identify them struggling when they were outside of my body.

00:31:02.060 But the antisocial basement dwelling incel that was inside here.

00:31:05.820 He's still there.

00:31:07.660 Never let go of that basement dwelling, call of duty, red pill raging incel. 1.00

00:31:13.920 That is really who you are.

00:31:15.660 That's who I am.

00:31:16.520 You know, I'm in Miami or whatever.

00:31:20.060 Okay. 0.99

00:31:20.940 But I'm still that incel yelling at call of duty in my basement, not getting any bitches. 1.00

00:31:26.800 That is really me. 0.97

00:31:28.880 That kid walking around in school, listening to Eminem and yay.

00:31:34.220 Yeah, I'm different. 1.00

00:31:35.380 Fuck these people. 1.00

00:31:36.120 Come on, man. 1.00

00:31:40.560 Listen to that artist.

00:31:42.360 Don't let him go.

00:31:45.600 I couldn't acknowledge that.

00:31:47.340 I couldn't recognize that.

00:31:48.760 So I needed the mirror to be held up to me.

00:31:51.460 In closing, I want to say that I have always thought that I was an empathetic person.

00:31:57.080 Because I thought, well, I get angry.

00:31:59.700 I get sad.

00:32:01.000 Of course I got empathy.

00:32:02.900 Seems easy, right?

00:32:04.260 Empathy.

00:32:05.200 I definitely have that.

00:32:06.580 There were moments where like a dog would die in a film and I'd cry.

00:32:10.880 So it's like, of course I have empathy.

00:32:13.620 But I never did.

00:32:16.320 I think only in these past couple... 1.00

00:32:17.980 Shut up with the therapy. 0.92

00:32:18.640 You know how you can bring somebody back to their true state? 1.00

00:32:22.240 Play Death Grips.

00:32:23.080 Check it out.

00:32:53.080 Check your...

00:32:54.020 All right, that's that.

00:32:55.060 What is like, don't you serious?

00:32:56.660 Check your...

00:32:59.020 Sutter blue, wind through the back. 0.99

00:33:01.140 Don't coming through like, fuck, what was that? 0.99

00:33:02.920 Paying on over to make me feel so heated. 1.00

00:33:04.900 I'm equipment, I'm showing you jazzed. 1.00

00:33:06.580 Get from alone, give a shit if you know. 0.99

00:33:08.100 Guns even if you did, bet you keep coming back. 0.99

00:33:10.120 Back for more, need a man, yo. 1.00

00:33:11.680 Addicted to the heat, we make beats catch.

00:33:13.680 Feet to the bleed, to death, these track.

00:33:15.300 A couple of things, these, every head we crash.

00:33:17.060 Like each PMD, snap and act as we tap.

00:33:18.880 And it's in from everything on and off the map.

00:33:20.760 That could wake him back up.

00:33:29.600 Somebody try.

00:33:30.700 A couple of years have I gained the ability, empathy.

00:33:33.840 And I'm very ashamed to admit that. 0.73

00:33:37.660 It sounds really pathetic to say at the age of 32, I've acquired empathy.

00:33:44.400 But I have and I've realized it because I just like can't help myself but feel for other people's pain and suffering now. 0.57

00:33:56.560 I don't, I'm still not perfect.

00:33:58.620 I, you know, I, I think that is, uh, you know, my empathy meter's only maybe like a quarter of the way filled up, potentially.

00:34:05.620 But it's at least there.

00:34:07.540 And, uh, I just want you guys to know that, uh, you can unlock ability empathy if you, you know, experience more life.

00:34:15.580 It might take you getting hurt a little bit, but, uh, it's worth it.

00:34:20.720 It is so worth it.

00:34:22.840 So, thank you for watching, everyone.

00:34:24.980 I do want to create more regular content.

00:34:28.480 And, um, you know, I don't want to just have the next five videos be apologies.

00:34:34.000 So...

00:34:34.200 They probably are going...

00:34:34.800 Is this satanic?

00:34:38.900 I don't think it is for some reason.

00:34:40.220 I'll see you next time. 0.97

00:35:10.200 Satanic, Satanic. Okay, fine. Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine. 0.97

00:35:12.820 He needs a little bit of Whittler.

00:35:14.920 Please play Erika OG and speak the words in English as the...

00:35:18.440 This is what he needs.

00:35:25.980 Wait.

00:35:29.640 Don't, don't, don't, don't screenshot that.

00:35:36.520 Oh, no, that's fine, I'm fine, I'm fine.

00:35:37.740 That'll bring it back.

00:35:52.980 I have uploaded a squirrel video on my second channel if you want to watch that.

00:35:58.560 I guess as one final thing, I just want to thank everyone who's given me the space and the compassion to grow as a person because it's taken longer than it probably should have.

00:36:08.680 I appreciate everyone, and I think most importantly, I appreciate my wife, Anissa.

00:36:13.640 She has been insanely compassionate and helpful and patient in, you know, allowing me to grow over the years and has legitimately encouraged me to be a better person.

00:36:27.680 And not a better person in just like the, you know, I...

00:36:31.340 Type of one if he's a worse person.

00:36:32.680 ...becoming woke kind of way.

00:36:34.840 She has, she was the one who said that I should try this boxing thing. 0.98

00:36:40.940 I would have never done that on my own because I was insecure.

00:36:43.620 That was her idea?

00:36:45.600 So he's just getting, he's just losing fights for his OnlyFans wife? 1.00

00:36:49.240 And I was pathetic. 1.00

00:36:50.860 Bro, you... 0.99

00:36:51.900 Look, good job for fighting.

00:36:54.720 But look at all the wands, iDubs. 1.00

00:36:56.200 People think you're more pathetic now. 0.99

00:36:58.120 Like the fighting, it didn't... 0.99

00:36:59.740 I did this, and I am so glad I did.

00:37:03.300 It's been amazing.

00:37:05.040 So, Anissa, I love you.

00:37:07.500 You're amazing.

00:37:08.880 I love you.

00:37:09.720 Right now you're streaming.

00:37:10.860 I love you.

00:37:12.060 Bon voyage. 0.98

00:37:13.200 You're streaming with your titties out. 0.92

00:37:14.900 I love you, wifey. 0.91

00:37:16.820 Toodles.

00:37:19.240 Toodles?

00:37:20.040 Streaming.

00:37:20.440 Ah, but bon voyage.

00:37:23.780 Ah!

00:37:24.840 Toodles.

00:37:25.600 Ah!

00:37:28.560 Bro.

00:37:33.360 If this isn't proof enough that you shouldn't ever date,

00:37:37.140 especially marry an OnlyFans girl, I don't know what it is. 0.64

00:37:41.300 I don't see a better case study for the woke mind virus.

00:37:46.240 And seeing his trajectory in five, six years,

00:37:49.240 look at this man's life,

00:37:51.920 look at his face,

00:37:53.240 look at his humor,

00:37:54.600 and decide to never believe the lies they tell you again.

00:37:59.080 Embrace your autistic in-cell energy. 0.97

00:38:02.520 Boom.

00:38:04.020 Wow.

00:38:04.660 Wow.

00:38:04.740 That's it.

00:38:10.680 Is this your job?

00:38:11.300 That's it.

00:38:11.800 Is this your job?

SNEAKO - May 19, 2023

Content Cop - iDubbbz

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