SNEAKO - May 19, 2023


Content Cop - iDubbbz

Topics
content cop using the N-word
Hosted by
Nicolas Kenn De Balinthazy
Mentioned
Troll Tana Mongeau Anissa Whittler Leafy Chad Boycott YouTube Matrix Attack Curtis Conner Filthy Frank Nicki Minaj Death Grips Erika OG Hasanabi BotTube Eminem Pearl Judea Vibes Smosh
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Episode Stats


Length

38 minutes

Words per minute

155.11

Word count

5,926

Sentence count

733

Harmful content

Misogyny

29

sentences flagged

Toxicity

159

sentences flagged

Hate speech

66

sentences flagged


Summary

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In this episode, I talk about the return of Autistic iDubbbz and why we should make him Autistic again. I also talk about why I think he should be allowed to be autistic again.

Transcript

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00:00:00 And this year, I decided to speak more candidly.
00:00:03 Chad, do you think that we can make him autistic again?
00:00:06 This is not you, iDubbbz. 1.00
00:00:08 This is not you, and you know it.
00:00:10 This is like watching Get Out.
00:00:12 And then a woke person has came in and just started,
00:00:15 I apologize for hate and harassment,
00:00:18 and I feel bad for my vibes and feelings.
00:00:20 And then the autistic iDubbbz is deep down there in the socket place. 1.00
00:00:23 No! 1.00
00:00:25 Nigger! 1.00
00:00:27 Faggot! 1.00
00:00:30 Autism! 1.00
00:00:32 I apologize for being a racist. 1.00
00:00:36 Nigger! 1.00
00:00:39 I think we can bring him back. 1.00
00:00:41 I don't know how.
00:00:42 I don't know if we need to put up a flashlight.
00:00:44 iDubbbz! 0.98
00:00:46 iDubbbz! 0.98
00:00:48 iDubbbz, that's not you! 1.00
00:00:51 Get out! 0.98
00:00:52 Get out! 0.98
00:00:55 Get out! 0.98
00:00:57 It was watching yesterday's stream, 0.99
00:00:58 shit was crazy, WDailyStreamer. 0.99
00:00:59 WDailyStreamer. 1.00
00:01:00 Everybody.
00:01:00 And by the way, if you miss any of the streams,
00:01:02 just make sure to sign up to the locals.
00:01:04 It's $5 a month if you miss any of the streams,
00:01:06 if you want to watch them back.
00:01:06 Because they've been pretty fiery, so I'm not going to lie.
00:01:09 And also, one more time,
00:01:10 new Discord, Matrix Attack, they took it down.
00:01:13 So we have a new Telegram, too.
00:01:14 That's Matrix Protect us.
00:01:14 You can join the Telegram and the Discord.
00:01:16 Good community full of autistic schizos, 1.00
00:01:18 making jokes, having fun,
00:01:19 high energy all day long.
00:01:21 But, here's an autistic schizo right here. 1.00
00:01:24 iDubbbz used to be the king of autistic schizos. 1.00
00:01:28 He was the face of it.
00:01:30 He was the face of 4chan.
00:01:31 If you guys don't know who he is,
00:01:32 type of one if you know who he is, type of two if you don't.
00:01:35 I would say most of you guys know.
00:01:37 But he was doing edgy jokes.
00:01:39 He was saying the N-word.
00:01:40 He was Whittler back in the day.
00:01:41 He was top H.
00:01:43 And then he completely sold out.
00:01:47 And some people argue it's because he keeps losing fights,
00:01:49 which is why you have to be very selective about the fights you choose.
00:01:52 Or some people argue maybe it's his OnlyFans girlfriend
00:01:54 that's just completely stopped his mind.
00:01:56 Maybe he just gave up and sold out to the woke mob.
00:01:58 But this is exactly the antithesis of everything that I talk about.
00:02:03 Because he was one of you.
00:02:04 He was the chat.
00:02:06 He would be in there top H, Whittler, Aiden's a Jew, back in the day. 0.99
00:02:11 And now he just like, he's,
00:02:13 and I don't want to say soy boys because we're all love speech now,
00:02:16 but he fits in the collage.
00:02:18 He's got the soy boys. 0.94
00:02:19 Hey, bro, looks like Curtis Conner.
00:02:21 You little soy boy tat. 0.57
00:02:22 Like, it's just, it's just,
00:02:24 but not in a bad way, in an objective way.
00:02:26 And then he says, this video is called I Missed the Old Items.
00:02:29 I haven't watched this,
00:02:29 but I heard that he archived all the content cop episodes.
00:02:33 So for anyone who doesn't know who this is,
00:02:35 this is basically one of the people I used to watch all the time
00:02:39 when I was in high school.
00:02:41 And now to see what he's become,
00:02:42 it's just like, he would have made fun of himself.
00:02:46 He's in a relation.
00:02:48 I cooks.
00:02:49 Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on. 0.82
00:02:53 For a while, I felt like if I changed my content over time,
00:02:58 that people would see that as a reflection of who I am
00:03:02 and what I value.
00:03:05 But I'm starting to realize that that is a very weak and passive way to,
00:03:13 you know, run my channel and live my life.
00:03:17 This is why I say therapy is a sigh up.
00:03:19 You can, I'm telling you, I would put $10,000 on it.
00:03:24 Now, he's been going to therapy at least once a week.
00:03:27 I'll put $10,000 on it.
00:03:29 I can just tell by the way he's speaking,
00:03:31 the way he's reflecting, the way he's regretting.
00:03:34 It's not good for you.
00:03:35 That's not the solution to your problems.
00:03:37 Embrace the autist. 0.55
00:03:39 Don't let them medicate it away.
00:03:41 Don't talk it out on a couch.
00:03:44 So, I think it's, you know, 0.69
00:03:48 if I'm going to have the balls to go to Tana's fan meetup 0.85
00:03:53 and say slurs at her and then make a video 0.94
00:03:56 about how it's okay to say slurs, 0.96
00:03:59 I think I should have the balls to make an apology video. 1.00
00:04:03 You fucking, you fucking cracker. 1.00
00:04:07 You, you, you. 1.00
00:04:10 Which racial slur should I say?
00:04:11 I don't even, cracker doesn't even say.
00:04:12 And take accountability for the mistakes I've made.
00:04:16 So, that's what this video is.
00:04:19 I've realized that I need to be crystal clear
00:04:22 about what I believe.
00:04:23 Do you?
00:04:24 So, there's no room for ambiguity.
00:04:26 I am responsible for creating a lot of hurtful
00:04:30 and damaging content. 0.99
00:04:31 Shut the fuck up. 1.00
00:04:32 This was me back in the day. 1.00
00:04:34 And chat, one more time.
00:04:35 If I ever switch up,
00:04:36 then you get to make fun of me forever.
00:04:39 This is me in 2015.
00:04:40 Shout out to Sneeko Updates on Twitter.
00:04:41 I don't know. 1.00
00:04:42 See, when you know you said something stupid, 1.00
00:04:44 just say, I don't know. 1.00
00:04:44 And then you can get away with it.
00:04:46 Personally, I just think that Jews did 9-11. 1.00
00:04:47 I don't know.
00:04:48 What?
00:04:49 What?
00:04:49 I don't know.
00:04:50 That's just me. 0.60
00:04:51 Personally, I just don't like Chinese people. 1.00
00:04:53 I don't know.
00:04:54 I don't know.
00:04:55 Based?
00:04:56 Personally, I just think people should just stay married 0.98
00:04:57 in their own race.
00:04:58 I don't know.
00:04:59 I don't know.
00:05:00 L race mixing? 0.98
00:05:01 What the?
00:05:02 This was me around the same time watching Leafy, iDubbs,
00:05:07 all these people saying, Jews in 9-11,
00:05:10 I don't trust the Chinese, and race mixing is bad. 1.00
00:05:13 Did I switch up?
00:05:14 Did I really change it?
00:05:17 Based?
00:05:17 You all the time.
00:05:19 People say that I'm grifting,
00:05:20 that I started talking about this just because it's trendy now.
00:05:22 I've been on that wave, man.
00:05:25 I've embraced the schizo for almost a decade now. 1.00
00:05:28 That's why they had to ban me.
00:05:30 Or you could take this path.
00:05:31 You could turn on the camera with your soy boy mustache 1.00
00:05:34 and apologize.
00:05:35 On this channel.
00:05:37 And I've also created a culture of apathy
00:05:42 and a lot of cruelty as well.
00:05:46 Ugh.
00:05:47 Some of the videos I've made have been very hurtful.
00:05:50 Not edgy.
00:05:51 I don't think they, you know, some of these videos were edgy.
00:05:53 I think they were just outright cruel.
00:05:55 Ugh, cruel?
00:05:56 So I don't want people to, you know, get it confused
00:06:00 about, you know, where I stand.
00:06:03 I have made some cruel.
00:06:05 Ugh.
00:06:06 Bro, you know who's in his ear nagging?
00:06:08 And this is why you have to be very careful about who you wife up. 0.93
00:06:11 Because he's, this is Western women. 1.00
00:06:13 I can hear the white woman feeding his delusions in his head. 0.98
00:06:18 She's controlling him. 0.99
00:06:19 You need to apologize.
00:06:20 Guys, that was cruel.
00:06:21 How could you do this content cop?
00:06:23 What are they going to think about us?
00:06:24 And he's like, well, okay.
00:06:26 Okay, you can tell the OnlyFans.
00:06:28 But, but, but.
00:06:31 They will drain your soul away.
00:06:33 This is not the face of a man who has four wives that he can impregnate.
00:06:38 This is the face of a guy whose girlfriend runs his life.
00:06:43 Hurtful content. 0.95
00:06:44 Why does she got to be white? 1.00
00:06:46 Okay, okay.
00:06:47 Western women. 1.00
00:06:48 Western women. 1.00
00:06:49 But also.
00:06:51 I need to acknowledge that.
00:06:55 And I'm really sorry that it's taken me this long to acknowledge it.
00:07:00 The content I'm talking about specifically are content cop videos and videos where I was just
00:07:06 generally criticizing people for very lackluster reasons.
00:07:12 And, you know, obviously didn't have any accountability online whatsoever on my end.
00:07:18 I was morally grandstanding and acting as if I am any better than any of these people that I was making content cop videos on.
00:07:26 And I'm not.
00:07:27 You see how you're morally grandstanding on your old self by making this video?
00:07:31 I'm a human.
00:07:32 I'm a real human who makes mistakes.
00:07:35 And, you know, I make a different set of mistakes than the people I was making videos on.
00:07:40 But it doesn't matter.
00:07:41 I don't think anyone deserves that level of cruelty.
00:07:44 Yeah, broke out a vasectomy.
00:07:45 This is why you don't get a vasectomy. 0.97
00:07:47 He's transgender now, man. 0.99
00:07:48 Or hate.
00:07:49 It's also indoctrinated a lot of people into thinking that this is an okay way to behave.
00:07:54 And it's not.
00:07:56 Yes, it is.
00:07:57 Yes, it is.
00:07:57 All of this is a sigh up and a lie.
00:08:00 Embrace it.
00:08:01 Troll Tana Mongeau at her meet and greet.
00:08:03 Go roll around and say the N-word no matter who's around.
00:08:07 Embrace it.
00:08:09 Yes, racism is good. 1.00
00:08:10 Hate speech is good. 1.00
00:08:12 It's good to laugh about things that make us uncomfortable.
00:08:15 What are you talking about?
00:08:16 What is your content now, if not this? 0.99
00:08:19 It's super irresponsible and shitty.
00:08:23 I am very insecure about my ability to create interesting content or entertain. 0.92
00:08:29 It's gotten better over the years.
00:08:32 Boycott YouTube chat.
00:08:33 That's why everybody needs to come over to Rumble and embrace it and let go of that.
00:08:38 How freeing is it to be over on this website where we can say what we want.
00:08:41 We can do what we want.
00:08:42 We don't care about who's getting offended by our jokes.
00:08:45 I could tell Pearl to go make me a sandwich.
00:08:47 And Judea's like, why would you do that?
00:08:49 Because this is what life really is.
00:08:52 We don't need to all play pretend online and act like we're perfect people.
00:08:56 Like when the cameras aren't off, we aren't saying racial slurs at each other. 0.93
00:08:59 Like we're calling each other retarded. 1.00
00:09:01 Like I'm calling you a faggot for drinking your drink like with a fruity hand or something like that. 1.00
00:09:05 We all make these jokes. 1.00
00:09:07 So Rumble, we're able to separate that and get rid of that barrier that holds you back from being who you really are. 0.98
00:09:15 YouTube sucks now. 0.82
00:09:16 YouTube, there's nothing good. 0.99
00:09:17 Rumble, yo, low to your guard just came to Rumble.
00:09:20 Kind Speed just came to Rumble.
00:09:22 In the past seven months, you guys really thought I would fall off after YouTube banned me.
00:09:26 I'm telling you, people are getting tired of that.
00:09:28 I've been predicting this since last year.
00:09:30 This type of content, this face is not going to last because people need high energy.
00:09:35 But it's something that I have struggled with constantly.
00:09:40 And it's one of the reasons why I, you know, kept making this hurtful content.
00:09:48 You know, I ended up pivoting it into other things.
00:09:52 And so what?
00:09:53 What has he been doing since content comedy?
00:09:55 You know, I felt bad about it, like innately.
00:09:59 But it's still something that I struggle with.
00:10:01 And I don't want you to interpret that as an excuse.
00:10:05 But I hope that that is relatable to other creators.
00:10:09 Who is he talking to?
00:10:11 Like, who does he actually think his audience is?
00:10:13 Who's this for?
00:10:14 Who maybe struggle with the same thing?
00:10:18 I'm not confident in my ability to entertain.
00:10:21 And I think if I had to rely on my personality.
00:10:25 L-therapy in the chat.
00:10:26 L-therapy, everybody. 0.99
00:10:27 I would entertain people that I wouldn't have any amount of success.
00:10:31 And that is really hard to come to terms with.
00:10:36 I was being very bigoted in a lot of my videos.
00:10:40 And I justified it because...
00:10:41 Imagine being, like, a white... 0.98
00:10:43 White men, especially in the West, have just the least amount of free speech possible. 0.95
00:10:48 It's so easy for them to completely manipulate your entire thought process, to control your speech, to make you pretend like you believe in the stuff that you're talking about. 0.93
00:10:58 You have absolutely nothing.
00:11:00 They have lost it.
00:11:02 It's too bad.
00:11:03 Like, because they always spread this idea of white supremacy, of white nationalism.
00:11:07 Both.
00:11:08 White men aren't in charge anymore. 0.73
00:11:10 Look at him. 0.99
00:11:11 Look at that defeated face.
00:11:13 The man who was...
00:11:16 Who once was a top H.
00:11:20 And that was nothing but a bottom G.
00:11:22 You know, I didn't think it was too serious.
00:11:24 And I thought that people were going to see that I had good intentions. 0.93
00:11:28 You know, but that's so silly.
00:11:31 It's giving, Skip. 0.91
00:11:32 Casual racism is still racism. 1.00
00:11:34 Shut up. 0.99
00:11:34 Casual bigotry is still bigotry. 1.00
00:11:37 W cracker.
00:11:38 And, you know, I said a lot of things that I look back at and I cringe now.
00:11:43 And I'm like, that is an awful thing to say.
00:11:46 It doesn't matter what my intentions are.
00:11:49 Like, if I'm hurting people, I'm hurting people. 0.98
00:11:52 And, you know, who the fuck knows what my intentions are? 0.97
00:11:55 Like, sarcasm and, like, jokiness and jokey tone only goes so far, especially over the 0.97
00:12:01 internet.
00:12:02 Even in real life, that's, like, an impossible thing to know with 100% certainty.
00:12:08 I've just always had this dumb philosophy that I'm not responsible for, you know, my audience
00:12:15 and how they behave beyond what content I put out. 1.00
00:12:19 And that's stupid. 1.00
00:12:22 And it's led to a lot of hate and a lot of bad out. 1.00
00:12:26 Yo, bro, what is he waffling about, man?
00:12:28 This is, isn't this lowering your testosterone right now?
00:12:31 Don't you feel transgender watching this?
00:12:34 And I just want to make it clear that I am absolutely responsible for my audience.
00:12:40 And, you know, I guess if you want to, you know, look out for people who are red flags,
00:12:47 it's definitely people who had my mentality that say, I'm not responsible for what my
00:12:53 audience does.
00:12:54 I know that this apology isn't enough.
00:12:57 I've clearly done a lot of damage.
00:12:59 You know, these videos have been up for a long time and have accumulated millions of
00:13:04 views.
00:13:05 I shouldn't be able to just make an apology video. 0.99
00:13:08 So what the fuck are you doing? 0.99
00:13:10 Walk away from it. 1.00
00:13:11 This is something that I should live the rest of my life with.
00:13:16 And I expect to.
00:13:18 So why did you delete it?
00:13:19 I've profited off of this bigoted content for years.
00:13:24 And I've made a successful career out of it.
00:13:27 And that's not right.
00:13:30 What?
00:13:31 Making jokes isn't right?
00:13:33 I think that this is only a step in the right direction.
00:13:37 And I know that a lot more needs to be done to.
00:13:41 This almost doesn't even feel real.
00:13:45 How did this happen?
00:13:46 This looks like a parody of cancel culture.
00:13:49 This looks like a content cop about wokeism.
00:13:52 Look at his face.
00:13:55 I really, I don't know how many of you remember all the content cops, but this is not even the
00:14:00 same man anymore.
00:14:03 It doesn't look real for like, it genuinely does not look real at all.
00:14:07 But this is what happened.
00:14:08 This is the woke mind virus in real time.
00:14:11 I know you guys say that I talk about it too much, but this is what could happen.
00:14:14 It's a disease.
00:14:15 It will suck away your soul. 0.90
00:14:17 How do you, okay.
00:14:18 He's trying to go and bounce back, bounce back from his past when he was actually funny,
00:14:22 when he was actually creating waves, when people actually were entertained by him.
00:14:25 And he thinks that he's pivoting now to go, I don't know who he's trying to appease.
00:14:29 Basically his OnlyFans girlfriend is telling him all this woke, woke, woke, woke.
00:14:33 But how do you pivot from this?
00:14:35 Where do you see iDubbbz three to five years from now? 1.00
00:14:38 You've completely denounced everything that made you who you were.
00:14:42 So what are you going to be able to joke about?
00:14:44 What is your content going to be?
00:14:46 What's the demographic that you ideally think watches your videos in the future? 0.99
00:14:51 It's not going to be anybody who watched you in the past because you just shit on all of them. 1.00
00:14:57 It's not going to be the woke people because you're a white. 1.00
00:14:59 You've told all the woke people, I'm a bad white man. 0.99
00:15:02 I'm a bad person.
00:15:03 So either you turn into H3H3, which is pretty bad.
00:15:09 Yeah, that's basically easy.
00:15:10 You could just become Hasanabi actually.
00:15:12 But yeah, even approach a life that I would think would be like acceptable.
00:15:21 I am running ads on this video and any revenue generated from this video, I'm going to match
00:15:27 and donate to an organization that would have been particularly affected by the type of rhetoric
00:15:35 that I've been spewing on this channel.
00:15:37 What?
00:15:40 What's the charity?
00:15:43 Here are some charities that I'm supporting.
00:15:51 Mental health.
00:15:56 Ugh.
00:15:59 Told you about the therapy.
00:16:03 No way.
00:16:07 I don't like mine.
00:16:35 Bro.
00:16:36 Bro.
00:16:38 Bro. 1.00
00:16:40 He blew up making jokes saying nigger faggot. 1.00
00:16:46 Apologizes and then gives money to nigger faggot. 1.00
00:16:51 Bro. 1.00
00:16:52 How the fuck? 1.00
00:16:54 How the fuck? 1.00
00:16:56 No way. 1.00
00:17:01 This has to be a troll. 0.78
00:17:03 No way.
00:17:06 How do you go with full sort?
00:17:18 I stand with trans women? 0.66
00:17:21 Bro.
00:17:22 Bro.
00:17:30 And again, this isn't the end of what I'm doing.
00:17:32 This is just the start.
00:17:34 I don't feel like a lot of this content represents me as a person.
00:17:38 They got him.
00:17:38 At least not anymore. 0.95
00:17:40 There was a time where it probably perfectly represented me because I was a nasty, apathetic, 0.98
00:17:46 insecure person.
00:17:47 Now that I don't feel like it represents me and I want to distance myself from it and keep
00:17:53 it from indoctrinating more people, I'd like to enlist the videos so that people can access
00:18:01 them still for whatever purposes they might want to do that for.
00:18:05 Um, but it's not being proliferated on the website.
00:18:10 I feel like that that's the best solution, at least for the time being.
00:18:15 And for anyone who liked those videos, I, you know, I was one of them.
00:18:19 I was so excited every time a content cop would drop that shook up the whole internet.
00:18:25 I want this video to be an example and a lesson for you.
00:18:30 That if you make funny jokes, then you have to donate money to the people you're joking
00:18:35 about.
00:18:36 You know, you can like content, but you can also think that it's irresponsible and it's
00:18:42 hurting other people. 0.98
00:18:44 Who the fuck did it hurt? 0.99
00:18:46 Who? 0.99
00:18:46 So it just tap into that part of your brain that is least the only YouTuber from 2016.
00:18:52 It's funny that KSI is the thumbnail of this because KSI sold out to the world culture.
00:18:56 He got, he's like, I'm sorry for saying Pocky. 1.00
00:18:58 Shut the fuck up, man. 1.00
00:18:59 It's just a fucking word. 1.00
00:19:01 Pocky, whatever. 1.00
00:19:02 Say it.
00:19:02 Does that mean you're racist?
00:19:03 No, it's just a word.
00:19:05 Who else sold out?
00:19:06 H3H3 was saying edgy jokes. 1.00
00:19:08 He was saying nigger faggot all the time. 1.00
00:19:10 Completely switched up. 0.99
00:19:11 All these YouTubers that I used to actually idolize genuinely back in the day. 0.99
00:19:16 When I was an edgy teenager or whatever, you used to watch all these people.
00:19:19 H3H3, KSI, iDubbs, Leafy, Filthy Frank.
00:19:23 The only one that really stayed solid was Leafy.
00:19:27 And now he's on Rumble.
00:19:28 Isn't that the proof that Rumble is the future?
00:19:31 If you stay on that website, if you stay on BotTube, look what you become.
00:19:36 Shout out to Leafy for real.
00:19:37 The only one.
00:19:39 The only one who survived.
00:19:40 He's still the only soldier standing from 2016.
00:19:44 Never been.
00:19:45 Never fall.
00:19:47 Got banned on YouTube.
00:19:49 Stayed 10 toes down.
00:19:50 Continued being autistic. 0.66
00:19:53 What?
00:19:53 Everyone else.
00:19:55 Look.
00:19:55 Saying like, oh, okay.
00:19:58 It's like, it's probably not that important that this video stays online.
00:20:02 Because truthfully, I've seen it.
00:20:05 I've experienced the content.
00:20:07 But it's done a lot of damage.
00:20:09 We can just let it.
00:20:11 We can let it go.
00:20:12 I'm sorry to everyone that I made content cop videos on.
00:20:16 I still don't like the majority of you.
00:20:19 And that's fine.
00:20:20 But I just...
00:20:20 Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.
00:20:22 Why does...
00:20:22 Whoa, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro.
00:20:26 What?
00:20:28 How is that possible?
00:20:36 They even have the same tattoos.
00:20:37 I can recognize that you did not deserve the hate and harassment that I sent your way.
00:20:43 I particularly want to apologize to Tana.
00:20:46 Tana, I'm sorry.
00:20:48 I should have never made that video.
00:20:51 I harassed Tana in person and then harassed her online.
00:20:56 And that's deplorable behavior. 1.00
00:20:59 It's so stupid. 1.00
00:21:00 Yo, you just used the word deplorable. 1.00
00:21:02 I'm also sorry to all the black viewers. 0.99
00:21:04 Minority groups. 1.00
00:21:05 Hey, fuck you. 1.00
00:21:06 I don't accept your apology. 1.00
00:21:08 Every minority of POC in here, fuck eyedumps. 1.00
00:21:11 To put up with that video and put up with... 1.00
00:21:14 Bro, we don't...
00:21:15 This doesn't work.
00:21:16 Like, you can't just say that and like, okay, people of color.
00:21:20 You're a good white boy.
00:21:22 A good white boy.
00:21:23 Yes, yes.
00:21:25 That's good with your mustache. 1.00
00:21:27 Shut up. 1.00
00:21:29 Shut the fuck up. 1.00
00:21:30 You know, the phrases. 1.00
00:21:31 I said either it's all okay or none of it's okay. 1.00
00:21:34 And that's just so dangerous and stupid. 0.99
00:21:38 I have made content that I am proud of over the years. 0.99
00:21:41 It hasn't been as consistent as maybe I'd like it to have been.
00:21:46 But, you know, there is a lot of content that I think had a net positive on the world.
00:21:52 And, you know, I'm going to strive to continue on that trend.
00:21:57 But again, I'm not...
00:21:58 I'm absolutely going to continue to make mistakes.
00:22:01 But I want the mistakes to be a lot smaller and a lot less serious.
00:22:07 I also want to give some clarity to the post-fight speech that I gave.
00:22:14 I mean, it wasn't a speech.
00:22:15 It was a phrase.
00:22:16 I was like, you know, I'm not...
00:22:18 I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea.
00:22:20 Oh! 0.60
00:22:22 Look at that woman here who ruined him. 1.00
00:22:25 But I...
00:22:26 Look at it.
00:22:26 Look at that, bro.
00:22:27 Bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro, bro. 0.98
00:22:30 Avoid Western women at all costs. 1.00
00:22:33 They're just... 0.98
00:22:33 They're psyopped too hard.
00:22:34 TikTok did irreparable damage.
00:22:36 Nicki Minaj did irreparable damage. 0.98
00:22:38 Their brains don't make any sense.
00:22:42 As soon as they turn 16, it's already... 0.99
00:22:44 They're too much programming.
00:22:46 It's not worth it.
00:22:47 I really do appreciate the support.
00:22:51 And, um...
00:22:52 Bro, look at this image.
00:22:54 Look at this.
00:22:58 You know, thank you for coming.
00:23:01 That was addressing the people over the years
00:23:05 that I neglected and I left behind.
00:23:08 You know, the people whose feelings I, you know,
00:23:12 didn't take into consideration.
00:23:14 Feelings?
00:23:15 Those are the people who I was addressing as,
00:23:17 I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea.
00:23:19 Anyone who thinks that I should be shouting the N-word
00:23:22 from the rooftop...
00:23:23 Yes!
00:23:25 Yes!
00:23:26 You should!
00:23:27 Do it!
00:23:29 I don't want to be your cup of tea.
00:23:31 Now I want to talk about...
00:23:33 Whose cup of tea do you want to be then?
00:23:36 Who? 1.00
00:23:38 Who the fuck are you, like... 0.99
00:23:40 Events and situations that have happened 1.00
00:23:43 over the past five years of my life
00:23:45 that have led me to the place I'm at now.
00:23:49 One year I was at a convention
00:23:50 and a bunch of fans were, you know, wanting pictures.
00:23:53 And this particular fan came up to me and said,
00:23:57 I know you probably don't like transgender people,
00:23:59 but can I, you know, get a picture?
00:24:02 Based! 0.96
00:24:04 Based tranny! 0.99
00:24:05 That smacked me in the face. 1.00
00:24:07 I was like, oh, holy shit. 1.00
00:24:09 Why would you think that? 0.99
00:24:11 But, I mean, it was fairly obvious. 0.66
00:24:12 I was being cruel, hateful, bigoted,
00:24:16 and being very uncaring about people's feelings.
00:24:19 Good.
00:24:20 That is a very fair assessment to make.
00:24:23 I was giving this person bad vibes.
00:24:26 And I think I've given a lot of people extremely bad vibes.
00:24:29 Another event that was very important for me to experience
00:24:33 was I went on a boxing podcast.
00:24:37 I was basically, like, trying to walk back...
00:24:40 Vibes is crazy!
00:24:42 Apologizing for vibes?
00:24:45 ...my Tana content cop.
00:24:48 You know, I was still very, like, insecure and uncomfortable
00:24:52 with the fact that I made that video.
00:24:54 Everybody, everybody, L-therapy right now.
00:24:56 I understand, I understand some people need therapy,
00:24:59 but too many people go to therapy.
00:25:01 And this is what happens.
00:25:03 This is why I've always said,
00:25:05 better not to talk about it.
00:25:06 Shove it down, process it, and make the best chest move.
00:25:09 Why would you, why would you do this?
00:25:13 And, uh, but I was still coping.
00:25:15 You'll see me struggle in this clip to, you know, say that it was wrong.
00:25:20 So I just wanted to let you talk on that, right?
00:25:22 Because obviously, uh, using the N-word is definitely frowned upon by a lot of people,
00:25:27 especially by a non-African American.
00:25:29 That was a very weird video because I wanted to, like, criticize her for her, like, sort of flagrant use of it.
00:25:39 I've been pretty flagrant about it, too.
00:25:40 Not in the same way.
00:25:41 Mm-hmm.
00:25:42 Um, and, uh, I, I thought there was a message to be, to be shared there.
00:25:46 Look at, look at him back in the day, Chad.
00:25:48 This is, this is the face of Chad.
00:25:51 And I, I want to embrace that.
00:25:52 Look at that.
00:25:53 Look at that happiness.
00:25:55 Look at the, the schizo flowing through his brain. 1.00
00:25:59 Don't, flowing through his blood.
00:26:01 His bloodstream was screaming impregnate.
00:26:04 Impregnate! 0.99
00:26:06 Ah.
00:26:08 So quickly.
00:26:09 What, how was it?
00:26:10 2017?
00:26:12 There, and, um, I don't think it was particularly, it was okay in criticizing her, but I think it, like,
00:26:19 I probably wasn't the person to deliver the message, if that makes sense.
00:26:22 There was a message that I was trying to put out there, and, like, I'm not really the person to put out that message.
00:26:29 I don't regret making the video.
00:26:30 I think, you know, there's, there's, uh, bits and pieces to take from it.
00:26:34 That I think are valuable.
00:26:35 Uh, but, you know, I probably wouldn't make it these days.
00:26:38 I'm very grateful to those guys and how they, uh, broached the subject.
00:26:42 Because, you know, it didn't put me on the defensive. 1.00
00:26:46 It just made me realize, like, I'm stupid. 1.00
00:26:50 I'm stupid and I really need to, like, acknowledge these things. 1.00
00:26:54 Like, like, what am I doing? 1.00
00:26:56 I'm still trying to make excuses for myself.
00:26:58 And, like, you know, why I made that video. 0.98
00:27:01 It's like, it was a dumb idea. 0.60
00:27:02 I harassed someone.
00:27:04 Does he live in L.A.?
00:27:05 I was saying slurs and I was trying to justify it all.
00:27:08 A very big thing that has sort of altered my view on all of this is just the amount of hate and harassment my wife, Anissa, has received over the years.
00:27:19 It is his wife, Chad.
00:27:20 Uh, she's had to deal with it from the beginning of our relationship.
00:27:24 And I have done a horrible job at acknowledging her and her feelings for it.
00:27:30 Ugh.
00:27:30 I, a lot of the time I just thought that that was, that was her problem or that was, um, you know, other people's problem.
00:27:38 Like, it's not my problem that you're getting hate and harassment.
00:27:41 And it's like, no, it absolutely is.
00:27:44 You know, that's the culture that I cultivated and I, you know, didn't do anything to change that.
00:27:51 You know, over the years it's changed a little bit, but, you know, I don't think I've still fully acknowledged how, how responsible I am for the amount of harassment that Anissa has had to deal with.
00:28:08 And this year I decided to speak more candidly.
00:28:12 Chad, do you think that we can make him autistic again?
00:28:14 This is not, this is not you, iDubbbz. 1.00
00:28:17 This is not you and you know it.
00:28:19 This is like watching Get Out.
00:28:21 And then a woke person has came in and just started, I apologize for hate and harassment and I feel bad for my vibes and feelings. 0.94
00:28:28 And then the autistic iDubbbz is deep down there in the sucking place. 1.00
00:28:32 No! 1.00
00:28:34 Nigger! 1.00
00:28:36 Faggot! 1.00
00:28:38 AUTISM! 1.00
00:28:40 Bye, I apologize for being a racist. 1.00
00:28:45 Nigger! 1.00
00:28:48 I think we can bring him back. 1.00
00:28:50 I don't know how.
00:28:51 I don't know if we need to put up a flashlight.
00:28:53 IDubbbz! 1.00
00:28:55 IDubbbz! 1.00
00:28:57 IDubbbz, that's not you! 1.00
00:28:59 Get out! 0.98
00:29:01 Get out! 0.98
00:29:03 Get out! 0.98
00:29:04 Get out! 0.98
00:29:08 And be more open about who I am as a person and to speak on my life a little bit more.
00:29:14 And I did that on Anthony Padilla's podcast.
00:29:18 These are the people that I'm attracting.
00:29:19 These are the people that I'm entertaining.
00:29:21 Like, I need to re-evaluate things.
00:29:25 They're relating and enjoying this content for a reason.
00:29:28 And that's not maybe the same reason that I'm...
00:29:32 Same, like Smosh I used to watch back in third, fourth grade. 0.99
00:29:35 Making edgy jokes.
00:29:37 And then, like, what are you, like, he's wearing bisexual shoes? 0.97
00:29:39 I'm trying to make.
00:29:42 I had a very Wild West mentality when it came to online behavior.
00:29:46 Like, people are going to do what they want to do.
00:29:49 People are going to say what they want to say.
00:29:51 And I can pretty much do the same because it's the internet.
00:29:55 Um, but I think you have to be a lot more responsible.
00:29:58 If you guys are at all interested in how I've arrived here,
00:30:01 that video gives, you know, a good bit of context
00:30:03 and talks about some of my life a little bit.
00:30:07 There is a clip from this interview that's been floating around the internet.
00:30:10 And it's me calling my fans antisocial and basement dwellers. 0.94
00:30:15 And I was like, I didn't like, you know, interacting with my fans.
00:30:18 I just want to be clear, like, that was my realization.
00:30:22 I think a lot of people are like, of course that happened.
00:30:25 It's because you were creating that culture.
00:30:27 And you were attracting those people.
00:30:29 And it's like, yes.
00:30:32 I know.
00:30:33 I know now.
00:30:34 I didn't know before.
00:30:36 It was my realization upon.
00:30:38 Are you, like, what the, who buys this?
00:30:40 Oh, I didn't know that autists would like my videos of me trolling tan at our meet and greet. 1.00
00:30:45 Making fun of trannies and saying racial slurs. 0.99
00:30:48 Who did you think watched your videos?
00:30:49 On, you know, meeting more and more fans. 1.00
00:30:52 And I was like, oh, shit. 0.99
00:30:54 You guys are, are struggling. 1.00
00:30:57 It was easy for me to identify them struggling when they were outside of my body.
00:31:02 But the antisocial basement dwelling incel that was inside here.
00:31:05 He's still there.
00:31:07 Never let go of that basement dwelling, call of duty, red pill raging incel. 1.00
00:31:13 That is really who you are.
00:31:15 That's who I am.
00:31:16 You know, I'm in Miami or whatever.
00:31:20 Okay. 0.99
00:31:20 But I'm still that incel yelling at call of duty in my basement, not getting any bitches. 1.00
00:31:26 That is really me. 0.97
00:31:28 That kid walking around in school, listening to Eminem and yay.
00:31:34 Yeah, I'm different. 1.00
00:31:35 Fuck these people. 1.00
00:31:36 Come on, man. 1.00
00:31:40 Listen to that artist.
00:31:42 Don't let him go.
00:31:45 I couldn't acknowledge that.
00:31:47 I couldn't recognize that.
00:31:48 So I needed the mirror to be held up to me.
00:31:51 In closing, I want to say that I have always thought that I was an empathetic person.
00:31:57 Because I thought, well, I get angry.
00:31:59 I get sad.
00:32:01 Of course I got empathy.
00:32:02 Seems easy, right?
00:32:04 Empathy.
00:32:05 I definitely have that.
00:32:06 There were moments where like a dog would die in a film and I'd cry.
00:32:10 So it's like, of course I have empathy.
00:32:13 But I never did.
00:32:16 I think only in these past couple... 1.00
00:32:17 Shut up with the therapy. 0.92
00:32:18 You know how you can bring somebody back to their true state? 1.00
00:32:22 Play Death Grips.
00:32:23 Check it out.
00:32:53 Check your...
00:32:54 All right, that's that.
00:32:55 What is like, don't you serious?
00:32:56 Check your...
00:32:59 Sutter blue, wind through the back. 0.99
00:33:01 Don't coming through like, fuck, what was that? 0.99
00:33:02 Paying on over to make me feel so heated. 1.00
00:33:04 I'm equipment, I'm showing you jazzed. 1.00
00:33:06 Get from alone, give a shit if you know. 0.99
00:33:08 Guns even if you did, bet you keep coming back. 0.99
00:33:10 Back for more, need a man, yo. 1.00
00:33:11 Addicted to the heat, we make beats catch.
00:33:13 Feet to the bleed, to death, these track.
00:33:15 A couple of things, these, every head we crash.
00:33:17 Like each PMD, snap and act as we tap.
00:33:18 And it's in from everything on and off the map.
00:33:20 That could wake him back up.
00:33:29 Somebody try.
00:33:30 A couple of years have I gained the ability, empathy.
00:33:33 And I'm very ashamed to admit that. 0.73
00:33:37 It sounds really pathetic to say at the age of 32, I've acquired empathy.
00:33:44 But I have and I've realized it because I just like can't help myself but feel for other people's pain and suffering now. 0.57
00:33:56 I don't, I'm still not perfect.
00:33:58 I, you know, I, I think that is, uh, you know, my empathy meter's only maybe like a quarter of the way filled up, potentially.
00:34:05 But it's at least there.
00:34:07 And, uh, I just want you guys to know that, uh, you can unlock ability empathy if you, you know, experience more life.
00:34:15 It might take you getting hurt a little bit, but, uh, it's worth it.
00:34:20 It is so worth it.
00:34:22 So, thank you for watching, everyone.
00:34:24 I do want to create more regular content.
00:34:28 And, um, you know, I don't want to just have the next five videos be apologies.
00:34:34 So...
00:34:34 They probably are going...
00:34:34 Is this satanic?
00:34:38 I don't think it is for some reason.
00:34:40 I'll see you next time. 0.97
00:35:10 Satanic, Satanic. Okay, fine. Fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine, fine. 0.97
00:35:12 He needs a little bit of Whittler.
00:35:14 Please play Erika OG and speak the words in English as the...
00:35:18 This is what he needs.
00:35:25 Wait.
00:35:29 Don't, don't, don't, don't screenshot that.
00:35:36 Oh, no, that's fine, I'm fine, I'm fine.
00:35:37 That'll bring it back.
00:35:52 I have uploaded a squirrel video on my second channel if you want to watch that.
00:35:58 I guess as one final thing, I just want to thank everyone who's given me the space and the compassion to grow as a person because it's taken longer than it probably should have.
00:36:08 I appreciate everyone, and I think most importantly, I appreciate my wife, Anissa.
00:36:13 She has been insanely compassionate and helpful and patient in, you know, allowing me to grow over the years and has legitimately encouraged me to be a better person.
00:36:27 And not a better person in just like the, you know, I...
00:36:31 Type of one if he's a worse person.
00:36:32 ...becoming woke kind of way.
00:36:34 She has, she was the one who said that I should try this boxing thing. 0.98
00:36:40 I would have never done that on my own because I was insecure.
00:36:43 That was her idea?
00:36:45 So he's just getting, he's just losing fights for his OnlyFans wife? 1.00
00:36:49 And I was pathetic. 1.00
00:36:50 Bro, you... 0.99
00:36:51 Look, good job for fighting.
00:36:54 But look at all the wands, iDubs. 1.00
00:36:56 People think you're more pathetic now. 0.99
00:36:58 Like the fighting, it didn't... 0.99
00:36:59 I did this, and I am so glad I did.
00:37:03 It's been amazing.
00:37:05 So, Anissa, I love you.
00:37:07 You're amazing.
00:37:08 I love you.
00:37:09 Right now you're streaming.
00:37:10 I love you.
00:37:12 Bon voyage. 0.98
00:37:13 You're streaming with your titties out. 0.92
00:37:14 I love you, wifey. 0.91
00:37:16 Toodles.
00:37:19 Toodles?
00:37:20 Streaming.
00:37:20 Ah, but bon voyage.
00:37:23 Ah!
00:37:24 Toodles.
00:37:25 Ah!
00:37:28 Bro.
00:37:33 If this isn't proof enough that you shouldn't ever date,
00:37:37 especially marry an OnlyFans girl, I don't know what it is. 0.64
00:37:41 I don't see a better case study for the woke mind virus.
00:37:46 And seeing his trajectory in five, six years,
00:37:49 look at this man's life,
00:37:51 look at his face,
00:37:53 look at his humor,
00:37:54 and decide to never believe the lies they tell you again.
00:37:59 Embrace your autistic in-cell energy. 0.97
00:38:02 Boom.
00:38:04 Wow.
00:38:04 Wow.
00:38:04 That's it.
00:38:10 Is this your job?
00:38:11 That's it.
00:38:11 Is this your job?