SNEAKO - July 19, 2022She Is In A Relationship With Herself...
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Summary
In this episode, Gia and I talk about auto sexuality, self-love, and self-pleasure, and what it means to be in love with yourself. It's a topic that's been on my mind a lot lately, and I wanted to talk about it.
Transcript
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i spent a day with auto auto are people that are in love with themselves basically they can't get
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laid so they they just get a bunch of cats and they made up a for being lonely i haven't seen
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this i heard it was funny every day there's a new and it always intrigues me that these are people
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walking around in real life this show is sponsored by better help online
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he they see what i'm saying if you can't get no pussy then you just become gender neutral and
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auto sexual that's what happens if you're an ugly white person just be gender neutral
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kenzie hi anthony how are you how do you define auto sexuality it's self-love it's seeing
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yourself in the mirror and what the fuck are you being able to not only love yourself but
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be aroused by yourself i prefer what are you self-pleasure over sex with like partners or
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anyone else you prefer self-pleasure because you can't get laid look look look look look
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don't say bro skip please don't say bro skip please we need to watch this we need to watch
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this on eid on eid look look instead of just accepting that you can't get laid people just
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change their whole gender and sexuality or maybe they're actually maybe this is a real sexuality
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i don't want to judge i'm gonna go into this with no judgment maybe it's a real thing and chat if
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you start saying skip then you're part of the problem we need to be accepting of all people
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we need to be accepting of everybody let's learn
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oh bro you can't get no dick look at you it goes beyond sexual attraction to yourself it is
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she you look like the dude who fell over the wall what's his name
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no stop stop stop you're part of the problem no no no don't say skip don't say skip don't say skip if
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you wouldn't have sex with her you're part of the problem look at her now she's an automobile
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is it the exact same thing as interacting with like a potential suitor i look at myself the way
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that like other people would look at their partners you stand there nude in the mirror
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admiring your body and saying damn bangable yes like that i love looking at myself in the mirror
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and when i spend time by myself why that's that this is you love staring at yourself but look at you
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you shouldn't you should be ashamed i often feel like i'm spending time alone with a crush
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i just look in the mirror and i like what i see i may even look in the mirror while
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doing my set my central acts with myself and that can really progress things
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can you imagine beating your meat staring in the mirror
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can can you can you look i'm well i was about to act it out i just
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there's something evil about that there's something like a villain would do
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or maybe they're like okay they're autumn whatever the fuck let's see
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i've done an episode on asexuality does auto sexuality fall under the asexuality spectrum
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it is considered asexual the difference is you have the people that are sex repulsed which
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most asexuals find themselves kind of on that side i'm not to the point where i will never
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have sex with someone else but i just don't prefer it i've known for a long time that i've
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been able to experience love desire and pleasure with other people but the second that you surpass
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you know second base and you're migrating on to third my brain tends to um shut down
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to what degree because they don't know how to embrace their actual biology you're either a man or
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a woman just embrace it don't i'm weird this is i don't get it they just cuddle and put their legs
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okay do you prefer self-pleasure over pleasure with others out of the entire month i usually
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only have sex like once or twice but then with myself it's pretty healthy pretty regular it's
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like i'm not completely turned off on it it's just not that common to find me actually wanting it with
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other people freedom rage you just gave five and said isn't this just narcissism i'm in love with
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myself it is see if it was me they would call it narcissism but if you just have a lack of self-esteem
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and if you got piercings and you're just like a non-person then it's a sexuality if it's me
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i'm a narcissist is it fluid is it some days it's more than the other or is it pretty consistent for
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me i would say it's pretty fluid like i have some weeks where i have pretty regular sex with my
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partners and then other times where i go several months without wanting right anyone else
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why do you think auto sexuality is seen as narcissistic while the self-love movement is
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seen as something empowering and encouraging the only difference is that it's a sexuality i feel like
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it's their own self-esteem or their opinion of themselves that may guide them it's just ugly white
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people thinking well you have this inflated ego you you're you're narcissistic so i think it's
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really true to heart a projection on themselves where is that line drawn between encouraging someone
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to love themselves and saying you that person is narcissistic for loving themselves a little bit too
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much narcissism tends to be psychological and fit and mental whereas auto sexuality tends to be like
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emotional and personal you look at yourself and you find yourself hot for you you don't sit there
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and go everyone around me knows i'm hot that to me screams more of the narcissistic mindset
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because you're just not hot no one in the world could know that you find yourself sexually
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attractive moushashi yeah notice how they all white it's really just ugly white people bro if you
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didn't choose to talk about it yes exactly do you remember the moment when you realized that the
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attraction that you felt for yourself was different than the way that others were attracted to themselves
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it started when i was seven and i looked at myself in the mirror after i had showered and i noticed
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that doesn't even look like a real person man and so only Allah's wrath can save them they i think
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they're just gone it's just it's over for you what is she wearing on her waist how do you get in a
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shower how do you fit in a car i really liked what i saw i discovered i was autosexual before i realized i
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was attracted to other women actually i actually decided to go online and say why is it that sometimes
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when i'm doing the do i think only of myself and that's how i came to the discovery that autosexual
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was even a term your brain's gonna sit there and think wow i'm am i full of myself and it takes that
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sitting down and saying no because i don't care what other people think of me you should you should
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before you had the term for it did you try to suppress it did you try to say oh wait i shouldn't
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feel these things about myself i should feel that way about others god yeah a lot of it was me you
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know trying to force myself to enjoy things with other people but what i came to realize was
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yo imagine if they had identical twins yeah that that was exactly exactly if they had identical twins
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are you still autosexual are you just i'm with other people was a chore it wasn't pleasing it was i am
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doing this to make sure that everything feels normal in the relationship see i never really
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suppressed my auto sexuality like once i realized it was there i really tried to cultivate it and i
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found it's been really beneficial for me when i was in college i had a wet dream whoa what happened
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i would get top i would get top from gia in college gia in college i miss you
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actually maybe not she still kind of looks like a dude but what happened
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about myself that i was hooking up with the okay dad no i wouldn't okay no i'll take that back
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sorry sorry yo yo yo l in the chat a o in the chat i don't know what i was on i i'm i'm on i'm on but
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how version of myself with green hair and then i actually went and dyed my hair green and then
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have you ever come out to your parents they don't need to know that i pleasure myself to myself
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it's like what why would that come up a conversation chance they might see this video
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yes hey kenzie's parents hope you learned something new hope it didn't scar you too much
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john and wendy i love you very much i'm sure only white people call their parents by their first
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names man i'm sure you're gonna support me my dad's got a psychology degree he'll just go read
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a few books and i'll be fine have you dealt with any adverse reaction from anyone that you know when
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you come out as autosexual to them i think when it comes to sexuality people can be very closed-minded
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and if something isn't traditional then people tend to be wary of it but i've also heard obtuse arguments
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like well if everyone was autosexual then you're an obtuse argument nobody would reproduce ever so i
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think people just bring their assumptions into it right and project them onto me chad should we skip
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this should we skip this and it's just a reflection of their prejudices why are people caring about who's
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reproducing it's it seems bizarre that they're basically saying like i want you to reproduce
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so bad because that's the point of human life why is this dude remember the smosh dude chat what the
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fuck happened to you you got all these rings and you got this fruity thing going on bro we need
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people to have kids to make everyone so that's how the you that's the point of life that's the point
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of night that's a jerk off in the mirror and tell people online we're supposed to have kids
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okay fine all right i'm done i'm done make a baby damn it i don't know you but i you probably won't
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you cannot make a baby you're too overweight what the fuck all right let me just skip to this part right
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here i'm skipping i'm skipping chat i'm skipping chat change terms apply so be quick and nimble
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have you found that the lgbtq community is completely accepting of autosexuality i've noticed
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that people who are in the lgbtq community tend to be more accepting of my autosexuality
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there are also plenty who aren't i've even been accused of making the lgbtq community look bad
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other asexuals who tend to be a lot more turned off because they think it gives them a bad look
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i had someone tell me flat out that i shouldn't be going to pride because i'm making them look
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to be a joke why do you think people do feel like it's making a mockery out of sexualities i feel
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like it just comes from not understanding it they don't think to look into it because why would
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they look into it more if they already know what it is unlike other sexualities autosexuality
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cannot be seen unless you're into some really freaky shit do you find that you have felt
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oppressed at all in public for autosexuality one could say yes because not many people know about
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autosexuality but part of that is tied to because it's so self-involved really i feel like the only
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person that could oppress you is yourself okay yeah enough enough enough enough this chat