SNEAKO - SNEAKO finally goes to therapy live…

00:00:00 I might be too strung out on compliments

00:00:14 Overdosed on confidence 0.99

00:00:15 Started not to give a f*** 0.99

00:00:17 Stop fearing the consequence 0.99

00:00:19 Drinking every night

00:00:20 Because we drink to my accomplishments

00:00:22 Faded way too long

00:00:23 I'm floating in and out of consciousness

00:00:25 And they saying I'm back

00:00:26 I'd agree with that 0.82

00:00:27 I just take my time with all this s*** 0.65

00:00:29 I still believe in that 0.95

00:00:30 I had someone tell me I fell off

00:00:33 Ooh, I needed that

00:00:34 And they wanna see me pick back up

00:00:36 Well, where'd I leave it at?

00:00:37 I know I exaggerated things

00:00:39 Now I got it like that

00:00:40 Tuck my napkin in my shirt

00:00:42 Cause I'm just mopping like that

00:00:44 You know good and well

00:00:45 That you don't want a problem like that

00:00:47 You gon' make someone around me

00:00:48 Catch a body like that

00:00:50 No, don't do it

00:00:52 Please don't do it

00:00:53 Cause one of us goes in

00:00:55 And we all go through it

00:00:56 And Drizzy got the money

00:00:58 So Drizzy gon' pay it 0.83

00:00:59 Those my brothers

00:01:00 I ain't even gotta say it

00:01:02 That's just something they know

00:01:03 They know, they know, they know

00:01:06 They know, they know, they know

00:01:10 They know, they know, they know

00:01:13 Yeah, they know, yeah

00:01:15 That the real is on the rise

00:01:17 Them other guys

00:01:18 I even gave them a chance to decide

00:01:21 Now that's something they know

00:01:22 They know, they know, they know

00:01:25 Yeah, I'll be yelling out

00:01:28 Money over everything

00:01:30 You may not mean nothing to y'all

00:01:33 But understand nothing was done for me

00:01:36 So I don't plan on stopping at all 1.00

00:01:39 I want this shit forever 1.00

00:01:40 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 1.00

00:01:42 I shut this shit down in the mall 1.00

00:01:45 And selling that girl she the one for me 1.00

00:01:48 And I ain't even planning to call 1.00

00:01:51 I want this shit forever 0.99

00:01:52 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 1.00

00:01:55 Last name ever

00:02:00 First name greatest

00:02:02 Like a spring ankle

00:02:03 Boy, I ain't nothing to play with

00:02:05 Started off local

00:02:06 But thanks to all the haters

00:02:08 I know G4 politz on a first name basis 1.00

00:02:11 In your city faded off the brown

00:02:13 Nino

00:02:14 She insists she got more class

00:02:16 We know

00:02:17 Swimming in the money

00:02:18 Come and find me

00:02:19 Nemo

00:02:20 If I was at the club

00:02:21 You know I bawled

00:02:22 Chemo

00:02:23 Dropped a mixtape

00:02:24 That sounded like an album

00:02:26 Who'd have thought a countrywide tour

00:02:28 Be the outcome

00:02:29 Labels want my name

00:02:30 Beside a X like Malcolm

00:02:32 Everybody got a deal

00:02:34 I did it without one

00:02:36 Yeah

00:02:36 I'm about my business 1.00

00:02:38 Killing all these rappers 1.00

00:02:40 You would swear I had to hear this 0.99

00:02:41 Everyone who doubted me

00:02:43 Is asking for forgiveness

00:02:44 If you ain't been a part of it

00:02:46 At least you got to witness

00:02:47 Cheers

00:02:49 It may not mean nothing to y'all

00:02:52 But understand nothing was done for me

00:02:55 So I don't plan on stopping at all 1.00

00:02:57 I want this shit forever 0.99

00:02:59 Mine 1.00

00:03:00 Ever

00:03:00 Mine

00:03:01 Ever

00:03:01 Mine 1.00

00:03:01 I'm selling this shit down in the mall 1.00

00:03:03 It's selling that girl 1.00

00:03:05 She the one for me 0.50

00:03:07 And I ain't need no plan in the call 1.00

00:03:10 I want this shit forever 0.99

00:03:11 Mine 1.00

00:03:12 I ain't ever

00:03:12 Mine

00:03:13 Ever

00:03:13 Mr. West is in the building

00:03:15 Ain't no question

00:03:16 Who about the keys

00:03:17 I used to have hood dreams

00:03:19 Big fame

00:03:20 Big chains 1.00

00:03:21 I stuck my dick inside his life 1.00

00:03:23 Until that bitch came 1.00

00:03:24 And went all 1.00

00:03:25 All fall

00:03:26 Like the ball teams

00:03:27 Just so I could make it rain

00:03:29 All spring

00:03:30 Y'all seen my story

00:03:32 My glory 0.98

00:03:33 I had raped the game 1.00

00:03:34 Young 0.99

00:03:34 You could call it statutory 0.98

00:03:36 When the n***a blow up 1.00

00:03:37 They gon' build statues for me 0.99

00:03:39 Old money

00:03:40 Benjamin

00:03:40 Borden

00:03:41 What?

00:03:42 No

00:03:42 Super bad chicks 1.00

00:03:44 Givin' me

00:03:45 McLovin'

00:03:46 You would think I ran the world

00:03:47 Like Michelle's husband 0.99

00:03:48 You would think these n***as know me 1.00

00:03:50 When they really doesn't 0.96

00:03:52 Like they was down with the old me 0.96

00:03:53 No you f***ing wasn't 1.00

00:03:55 You such a f***ing loser 1.00

00:03:57 He didn't even go to class 1.00

00:03:59 Beuler

00:04:00 Trade the Grammy plaques

00:04:02 Just to have my granny back 0.62

00:04:04 Remember she had that bad hip

00:04:05 Like a fanny pack

00:04:07 Chasin' the start 1.00

00:04:08 I'ma turn you to a maniac 1.00

00:04:10 All the way in Hollywood 0.99

00:04:11 And I can't even act

00:04:13 They pull their cameras out 0.99

00:04:14 And God damn they snap 0.98

00:04:16 I used to want this thing forever 0.99

00:04:18 Y'all can have it back

00:04:19 It may not mean nothing to y'all

00:04:23 But I understand nothing was done for me

00:04:26 So I don't plan on stopping at all 0.95

00:04:29 I want this s*** forever 0.98

00:04:30 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 1.00

00:04:32 I shut the s*** down in the mall 0.99

00:04:35 And tellin' that girl 0.99

00:04:36 She the one for me 0.50

00:04:38 And I ain't even planning the call 0.96

00:04:41 I want this s*** forever 0.98

00:04:43 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 0.99

00:04:45 Okay

00:04:49 Hello, it's the Martian

00:04:50 Space Jam Gardens 0.88

00:04:52 I won't this s*** forever 0.93

00:04:53 Wake up and smell the garden 0.96

00:04:55 Fresher than the harvest

00:04:56 Step up to the target

00:04:58 If I had one guest

00:04:59 Then I guess I'm just new audience

00:05:01 And I would never stop

00:05:02 Like I'm runnin' from the cops

00:05:04 Hopped up in my car

00:05:05 And tore my chauffeur to the top 0.98

00:05:07 Life is such a f***ing rollercoaster

00:05:09 Then it drops 0.89

00:05:10 But what should I scream for?

00:05:12 This is my theme park

00:05:13 My mind's dying

00:05:15 Even when my thoughts sing dark

00:05:16 On my side

00:05:18 You don't wanna hear that thing talk

00:05:20 Let the king talk

00:05:21 Check the price

00:05:22 And pay attention

00:05:23 We don't want this

00:05:24 That's what they got

00:05:25 It's a confession

00:05:25 Love 0.99

00:05:26 Can't f*** with no b***h 1.00

00:05:27 That's basic 1.00

00:05:28 Look at my swag

00:05:29 The drip is contagious

00:05:30 I call her Grace

00:05:30 The face is amazing

00:05:31 I just might slide it

00:05:32 Love like the Matrix

00:05:33 Like

00:05:33 Love

00:05:34 They took a foul

00:05:35 And we getting flagrant

00:05:36 Like

00:05:37 Love

00:05:38 Uh

00:05:38 Baby, I'm drippin' it off-white

00:05:41 Look at my shirt

00:05:42 My collar say Dio 0.99

00:05:43 I take a prick and f*** all night 1.00

00:05:45 She said she tired of sucking my meat off 1.00

00:05:47 Boy, if it's beefed and it's on sight 1.00

00:05:48 I'm with some shooters promoting the violence

00:05:50 Like the rappers, I feel like Osiris 0.98

00:05:52 How the f***'s better than the riots 0.97

00:05:53 Power 0.97

00:05:53 We gon' up

00:05:54 Lit

00:05:54 I see my flow, it get so sick

00:05:56 Uh 1.00

00:05:56 Tired of that bullshit 1.00

00:05:58 I can't go back to my old b***h 1.00

00:06:00 Uh 0.94

00:06:00 We get the money and stack it up 0.99

00:06:01 Can't f*** with that b***h, it ain't fat enough 1.00

00:06:03 Uh 1.00

00:06:03 We get the b***h in and pile it up 0.81

00:06:05 Like tennis might give her a racket son 0.97

00:06:06 Bro, you can't show a stack of some

00:06:08 I came with a beard, I got a drum

00:06:10 You moving like you got the package son

00:06:11 We used to stay, niggas just for fun 1.00

00:06:13 Everything keeps you, you get a gun

00:06:15 I thought you was tough, so why you run

00:06:16 I'm on the block

00:06:17 I just been taking this

00:06:18 She on my body 0.82

00:06:19 She just been shaking it

00:06:20 Too many guns

00:06:21 I just be mean, and slide with a chop 0.75

00:06:22 I just start flaming it

00:06:23 To a good shot 1.00

00:06:24 I'm on that baby shit 1.00

00:06:25 Call her if you die 1.00

00:06:26 He was the grocery ship 0.99

00:06:27 I call her Vot 1.00

00:06:28 You're on that gangster shit 1.00

00:06:29 I got a thot 1.00

00:06:29 She panamanian love

00:06:30 I got a thot

00:06:33 She panamanian love 1.00

00:06:34 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:36 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:37 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:39 I call her Vot 1.00

00:06:44 I call her Vot 0.97

00:06:45 I call her Vot 0.97

00:06:45 I just might slide

00:06:46 You look like the Matrix

00:06:47 Like

00:06:47 Uh

00:06:48 If we getting filed, then we getting flagged

00:06:50 Like

00:06:51 Make my wish 0.99

00:06:53 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:54 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:57 This s*** fell 0.99

00:07:00 Yeah, man, it is what it is, bro 0.97

00:07:02 Chat, we got a big stream today

00:07:05 We got the therapist

00:07:06 Who we smoking on chat?

00:07:08 Who we smoking on chat?

00:07:10 Hey, Red Pill took a W today, you know

00:07:12 You know what God, though

00:07:13 Red Pill took a W

00:07:14 It's cussing here, baby 0.99

00:07:15 Uh

00:07:22 Roll call, keep talking to me, chat

00:07:24 Keep talking to me, love speech

00:07:25 Let's go, what's good, what's good

00:07:26 Pika, Oscar, BTR, NoseJay

00:07:28 John, Resident Evo, Izzy Dog

00:07:30 Milky Way, Delicious, Pod

00:07:32 Defense, Luca

00:07:33 Sarah, Sasalva

00:07:35 Arca, Jen, Glizzy, Dinchy

00:07:38 Octash was good, Delicious

00:07:39 It's September, APR Proof, Finish the Career

00:07:43 Nandaz

00:07:44 Hira

00:07:46 ABK

00:07:47 Ye, Carva

00:07:49 PC Chillin' Legend

00:07:51 Shalik 0.73

00:07:51 JCR

00:07:52 River

00:07:52 Humble and Grapebo

00:07:54 Jay Block

00:07:54 Everybody follow the stream

00:07:56 Follow the stream

00:07:56 Right now, join us in the Discord

00:07:59 Join us in the Love Speech community right now

00:08:00 Get up

00:08:05 Clack

00:08:06 We got a lot to talk about, chat

00:08:13 We got a lot to talk about

00:08:14 We got quite a lot to talk about

00:08:19 So, I don't know if you know

00:08:21 But, basically

00:08:23 You know, I was right

00:08:24 Myron was right 0.91

00:08:25 Nick was right

00:08:27 Leafy

00:08:28 Rest in peace to Leafy was right

00:08:29 The Red Pill

00:08:31 I mean, I understand why people

00:08:32 Clown on it

00:08:33 I understand why it's starting to get repetitive

00:08:36 Because a lot of that is innate

00:08:38 A lot of that should just be understood

00:08:39 But, the Red Pill saves lives

00:08:41 Every guy gets Red Pill

00:08:42 Whether or not you like

00:08:43 It's usually your first heartbreak

00:08:44 Sometimes it happens when you're 12 1.00

00:08:46 When you see the bitch 1.00

00:08:47 That you like 1.00

00:08:47 Talk to the other guy

00:08:48 On the slide

00:08:49 And you're like

00:08:50 What the, huh?

00:08:52 Or when the fastest guy

00:08:53 Whoever runs the mile

00:08:54 The fastest

00:08:54 Whoever wins the race 1.00

00:08:55 Gets all the bitches 1.00

00:08:56 And you're like 1.00

00:08:57 But, I made a little

00:08:58 Macaroni painting

00:08:59 I thought that my drawings were good

00:09:00 Perfect

00:09:01 They weren't

00:09:02 They weren't

00:09:03 The truth is

00:09:04 Men lead 0.86

00:09:05 Women follow 0.97

00:09:06 That's how the dynamic works

00:09:08 It's very simple stuff

00:09:10 You can read all these books about it

00:09:12 You don't need to watch a million podcasts

00:09:14 Men are the ones in charge 1.00

00:09:16 Women follow 0.97

00:09:17 It's that simple

00:09:18 You can pretty much boil down

00:09:19 The whole philosophy to that

00:09:20 And if it doesn't abide by that

00:09:21 If anything in your relationship

00:09:23 Anything in your life

00:09:23 Doesn't follow that

00:09:25 If you have a female boss 1.00

00:09:26 If your girlfriend

00:09:27 Or your wife is in charge 0.99

00:09:29 If you ever think of your relationship

00:09:31 As equal

00:09:32 You'll get burned

00:09:33 Bruh 0.98

00:09:34 You will

00:09:35 And I don't want to make fun of anybody

00:09:37 Red pill's inevitable

00:09:39 It happens to everybody

00:09:40 Everybody gets it

00:09:41 Sometimes it happens when you're 12

00:09:43 Sometimes it happens when you're 35 years old

00:09:45 But every guy will understand

00:09:47 That you can't break the dynamic

00:09:49 God created two genders 0.96

00:09:52 The man and the woman

00:09:53 One's supposed to lead 1.00

00:09:54 And one ate the apple

00:09:56 Bruh

00:09:57 One's always going to sin

00:09:58 So if you give him too much power

00:09:59 If you give that gender 0.99

00:10:00 If you give the apple eaters

00:10:01 Too much power

00:10:02 They're going to abuse it

00:10:04 They're going to ruin your life 1.00

00:10:05 They're going to fuck you over 1.00

00:10:06 They say that women don't have power 1.00

00:10:08 Women do have power 1.00

00:10:09 They have so much power

00:10:10 They could topple an entire empire

00:10:12 How many content creators

00:10:13 Have we seen the past two years

00:10:15 Have their entire legacy tarnished

00:10:18 Because of one girl

00:10:19 One girl

00:10:21 One hoe 1.00

00:10:23 I wouldn't even call them women 1.00

00:10:24 Hoes 1.00

00:10:25 Demons 1.00

00:10:26 Whores 1.00

00:10:27 Because they're different 0.99

00:10:27 I don't like to say

00:10:28 People say that's misogynist

00:10:29 To say these words

00:10:30 There's a difference between 0.99

00:10:31 A whore and a woman 1.00

00:10:33 And one whore 1.00

00:10:34 Can ruin your entire legacy 1.00

00:10:36 Can tarnish your reputation

00:10:37 Can leave a stain on your legacy

00:10:40 Forever and ever and ever

00:10:41 Time and time and time again this year

00:10:43 Not just content creators

00:10:45 UFC fighters

00:10:46 Time and time again 0.99

00:10:48 They can fuck up over your relationships 0.99

00:10:50 One hoe 1.00

00:10:52 Can make you cut off all of your friends 0.53

00:10:54 One hoe 1.00

00:10:55 Can ruin your legacy

00:10:57 One hoe 1.00

00:10:58 Can make you delete your channel

00:11:00 One hoe 1.00

00:11:01 Can make you live in a house

00:11:03 With her ex-husband

00:11:05 And everybody laughs

00:11:07 Time and time again

00:11:09 What happened to leaving context?

00:11:13 Alright

00:11:13 And you know what?

00:11:15 So this is

00:11:16 This is the

00:11:17 Before I really get into it

00:11:19 This is the problem

00:11:21 That I have right now

00:11:21 We're going to get into

00:11:21 The therapy session

00:11:22 At 8 o'clock by the way

00:11:23 So I do want to talk about this

00:11:24 I do want to talk about this

00:11:24 It's very interesting

00:11:25 You don't want to kick anybody

00:11:27 While they're down

00:11:28 Even though some people

00:11:29 A lot of the people

00:11:29 That we're going to talk about today

00:11:30 You could consider

00:11:31 Ops

00:11:32 Bruh

00:11:33 I want to really know

00:11:34 If you consider a sword boy

00:11:35 An op

00:11:35 A sword boy collage

00:11:36 Because you know

00:11:36 We love everybody

00:11:37 Chat

00:11:37 Love speech

00:11:38 Everybody say love speech

00:11:39 Right now

00:11:40 We do love everybody

00:11:40 But when you see yourself

00:11:42 Prove right

00:11:42 Especially when people

00:11:43 Celebrate your cancellation

00:11:44 When people try to clown you

00:11:47 When people say that

00:11:47 Your philosophy is wrong

00:11:49 When people attack you

00:11:50 When people try to discredit

00:11:51 What you talk about

00:11:52 You can consider those people

00:11:54 Like opposition

00:11:55 They don't want you to succeed

00:11:57 And then when you see

00:11:58 What happens in their life

00:12:00 Kind of crumble

00:12:01 Part of you

00:12:03 Wants to

00:12:05 Eh this is a little good

00:12:06 Op pack

00:12:07 Kind of wants to do that

00:12:08 But we love speech

00:12:09 So

00:12:09 I'm not going to kick anybody

00:12:10 While they're down

00:12:11 I'm not going to

00:12:13 I'm not going to clown on it

00:12:15 But I think it should be a lesson

00:12:16 I think it should be a lesson

00:12:18 That

00:12:19 The meaning of the red pill

00:12:21 Is just the truth

00:12:22 I'm taking the god pill now

00:12:24 I'm not going to live in this

00:12:25 Like doomsday

00:12:25 Everything

00:12:26 So it goes blue pill

00:12:27 Everything's fine

00:12:27 Red pill 0.99

00:12:28 Everything's fucked 0.99

00:12:29 And then there's a god pill 0.99

00:12:30 I'm supposed to serve god

00:12:33 That's transcendent

00:12:34 That's what I'm at

00:12:35 Red pills 0.99

00:12:36 Everything's fucked 0.98

00:12:37 And so you kind of have this 0.98

00:12:38 Like this bad mentality

00:12:39 Towards the world

00:12:39 But what it really is

00:12:40 Is the truth 0.99

00:12:41 Because everything is kind of fucked 0.99

00:12:42 If you believe 0.99

00:12:43 Exactly what they tell you

00:12:44 If you believe

00:12:44 The girl boss mentality 0.99

00:12:45 If you let your wife control 1.00

00:12:47 Your relationship

00:12:48 If you let women lead 1.00

00:12:50 If you're like

00:12:51 Well I don't want to be

00:12:52 A toxic problem

00:12:54 If you do that

00:12:55 You're going to get burned

00:12:56 So this is the truth

00:12:58 What happened

00:12:59 Alright let's get into it

00:13:00 Let's get into it

00:13:01 Alright so

00:13:06 Apparently destiny

00:13:08 I don't know if you guys remember

00:13:09 Because a lot of you guys

00:13:10 Came in from the IRL wave

00:13:11 They're getting divorced

00:13:14 And um

00:13:16 Destiny said

00:13:17 I have a small convo

00:13:18 When I'm back about things

00:13:20 I'm not going to nuke

00:13:21 Melina or anything

00:13:22 But the last two months

00:13:23 And two weeks

00:13:23 Have been a massive 0.85

00:13:24 Mindfuck for me 0.98

00:13:25 Watch her become obsessed 1.00

00:13:27 With a toxic

00:13:30 Slash abusive guy

00:13:31 When I visited Sweden last

00:13:33 He gave Mel

00:13:33 An ultimatum

00:13:34 To divorce me

00:13:34 And then threaten 1.00

00:13:36 To kill himself 0.99

00:13:37 When he didn't do it 1.00

00:13:38 Bumbukka 0.99

00:13:39 Among 20 other

00:13:40 Abusive manipulative

00:13:41 Things he's done

00:13:42 And endlessly make excuses

00:13:44 For him

00:13:44 So I'm out

00:13:44 Okay keep in mind

00:13:45 These people are married

00:13:46 And

00:13:47 Destiny's wife 1.00

00:13:49 Is fucking a dude 1.00

00:13:50 Who's saying he's going to 1.00

00:13:51 Kill himself

00:13:51 If he doesn't divorce 1.00

00:13:52 If

00:13:54 Okay man

00:13:55 Um

00:13:56 Yeah I wanted a massive

00:13:58 Therapy session

00:13:59 To see if I could

00:14:00 Express myself better

00:14:00 And iron out some

00:14:01 Boundaries

00:14:01 But it's hard for me

00:14:02 To ask for anything

00:14:03 If I've been a pushover

00:14:04 For so many years

00:14:05 Ugh

00:14:06 You've been a pushover 0.99

00:14:07 Your wife is pushing you over 1.00

00:14:08 Chat's saying

00:14:10 Green card secured

00:14:11 I mean

00:14:11 You give a girl 1.00

00:14:14 A green card

00:14:14 You give her clout

00:14:16 You give her money

00:14:17 You pay for the house

00:14:18 That she's living in 1.00

00:14:19 To fuck other guys 1.00

00:14:20 And she's still 1.00

00:14:21 Going to leave you

00:14:22 Without giving you

00:14:23 A child

00:14:24 Without helping you at all

00:14:26 But

00:14:26 Giving you like 1.00

00:14:28 Literally fucking a guy 1.00

00:14:29 That's saying 1.00

00:14:30 I'm going to kill myself 1.00

00:14:31 If you don't leave your husband 1.00

00:14:32 This proves every point I made

00:14:36 Girls can leave you 1.00

00:14:37 For jobless 1.00

00:14:38 Manipulative losers 0.99

00:14:39 If they just play 0.99

00:14:40 Their cards right

00:14:41 What?

00:14:43 How is that even possible?

00:14:45 How is that the point

00:14:46 He's talking about?

00:14:49 Girls can leave you 1.00

00:14:50 For jobless 1.00

00:14:51 Manipulative losers 0.99

00:14:52 If they just play 0.99

00:14:52 Their cards right

00:14:53 But you played

00:14:55 Your cards wrong

00:14:56 You told your wife 1.00

00:14:58 Go fuck other people 1.00

00:15:00 It's not 1.00

00:15:02 Why are you not

00:15:03 Taking any accountability?

00:15:05 You played the wrong hand

00:15:06 You busted 1.00

00:15:08 The fuck are you 1.00

00:15:10 Talking about? 1.00

00:15:11 If they play

00:15:12 Their cards right

00:15:13 They can go

00:15:13 Take your wife? 1.00

00:15:17 Yeah

00:15:18 Me discovering

00:15:19 Boundaries

00:15:19 Was the death

00:15:20 Now in this relationship

00:15:22 Okay

00:15:22 So I guess

00:15:23 The divorce

00:15:23 I hope it gets

00:15:26 I know it's a difficult

00:15:27 Situation bro

00:15:28 No I didn't want to

00:15:30 Complain because I don't

00:15:31 Want to make my wife

00:15:31 Look bad because we're

00:15:32 Supposed to be a married

00:15:33 Team but she has no

00:15:34 Problem dumping on me

00:15:35 To literally dozens of

00:15:36 Dozens of people

00:15:36 Over the past year 1.00

00:15:38 What the fuck 0.99

00:15:39 Over the past years 1.00

00:15:40 She's been dumping on him

00:15:41 I'm fine

00:15:43 This is the last toxic

00:15:44 This is destiny still

00:15:45 I'm fine

00:15:45 This is the last toxic

00:15:46 Holdover I have

00:15:47 From my past

00:15:48 So from here

00:15:48 It's all good for me

00:15:49 I'll touch on that a little

00:15:50 But yeah

00:15:51 The boundaries and everything

00:15:51 In my relationship 0.98

00:15:52 Are absolutely fucking insane 0.99

00:15:53 I would never complain publicly 1.00

00:15:54 Because I don't want to make

00:15:55 Melina look bad 0.80

00:15:56 Mel just wants validation 0.74

00:15:58 And this guy is willing

00:15:59 To do anything for her

00:16:00 24-7

00:16:00 He has no job

00:16:01 And no life

00:16:02 Everything revolves around her

00:16:03 He changes his sleep schedule

00:16:05 When he travels

00:16:05 To talk to her constantly

00:16:06 This is brutal bro 1.00

00:16:07 What the fuck 1.00

00:16:09 Imagine losing your life 1.00

00:16:10 To an absolute loser 1.00

00:16:13 With no job 0.99

00:16:14 How low could her standards be

00:16:16 She literally threw away

00:16:21 Her marriage 0.99

00:16:22 For a jobless loser 0.99

00:16:25 They seemed okay 0.91

00:16:27 Because three days ago

00:16:27 Before Mel was supposed

00:16:28 To leave forever

00:16:29 This guy did something else

00:16:30 Insanely toxic

00:16:31 Slash horrible 1.00

00:16:32 Then Mel kind of warmed up 0.97

00:16:33 To what I was asking for

00:16:34 Then in a day

00:16:35 She forgave everything again

00:16:36 And is now back in it

00:16:38 I had a toxic problem

00:16:40 With blaming myself

00:16:41 For every single problem ever

00:16:42 In any of my relationships ever

00:16:44 So I figured

00:16:44 If something was wrong

00:16:45 It was always on me

00:16:46 To fix it

00:16:47 What are you

00:16:47 Bro

00:16:47 It's very fitting

00:16:49 That I'm about to go to therapy

00:16:50 Because isn't this proof

00:16:51 That therapy is a scam

00:16:53 Like

00:16:54 I'm about to go talk

00:16:55 To this guy Dr. K

00:16:56 And he's going to try

00:16:56 To give me therapy

00:16:57 I totally believe

00:16:59 That therapy is a giant scam

00:17:00 This dude is just dumping

00:17:02 On the internet

00:17:03 Telling everybody's life

00:17:04 He's going through

00:17:04 Five hour therapy sessions

00:17:06 He's trying to fix his relationship

00:17:07 By talking to him

00:17:08 And it just didn't work

00:17:09 His wife left him 0.99

00:17:11 For a jobless loser 0.99

00:17:13 It doesn't work 0.96

00:17:15 It's very simple

00:17:17 You want therapy

00:17:17 Open the Quran man 0.98

00:17:18 I'm not like mad

00:17:19 But from Lena

00:17:21 The way to get closer to her 1.00

00:17:22 Was always shitting on me 1.00

00:17:23 Because she loved 0.99

00:17:23 The emotional validation

00:17:24 Of people making her feel

00:17:26 Like every single problem

00:17:26 The relationship was my fault

00:17:27 What are you talking about

00:17:29 I told her that 1.00

00:17:33 Her and all of her shit 1.00

00:17:34 Needs to be gone 1.00

00:17:35 Before I'm back on the 9th 1.00

00:17:36 Okay so they're fucking 0.99

00:17:38 It's over bro 1.00

00:17:39 It's over

00:17:40 It's over

00:17:42 And I feel

00:17:43 I actually feel bad

00:17:44 For Destiny

00:17:46 Because I'm going to be honest

00:17:47 I've known this couple for a while

00:17:48 And I knew this was going to happen

00:17:49 It was very obviously inevitable

00:17:50 That this woman

00:17:52 Was going to get a green card

00:17:53 And then leave her

00:17:54 Because they got married

00:17:55 She was already 0.80

00:17:57 She cheated 1.00

00:17:57 When they got married

00:17:58 She was with another guy 0.94

00:17:59 And then Destiny took her

00:17:59 From the other guy

00:18:00 And I think she was engaged

00:18:02 So of course

00:18:02 She's going to do it again 1.00

00:18:03 How you meet a girl

00:18:04 Is how you leave a girl

00:18:05 That's how the relationship ends

00:18:07 Same way it starts

00:18:08 And I feel bad

00:18:11 Because I knew this was going to happen

00:18:13 She invited me to Europe bro

00:18:14 Boom Bokka 0.86

00:18:16 Like maybe 2-3 months ago

00:18:17 She was texting me a lot

00:18:18 And then she invited me

00:18:20 To come and visit her in Sweden

00:18:21 And then go to a music festival

00:18:22 With her and her friend

00:18:23 And

00:18:24 I actually like

00:18:26 Even though all the disagreements

00:18:27 I've had

00:18:28 All the shouting matches

00:18:28 I've had with Destiny

00:18:29 However many times

00:18:31 He's tried to discredit

00:18:32 What I talk about

00:18:33 And you know

00:18:34 Just a lot of disagreements

00:18:36 A lot of

00:18:37 Like attacks

00:18:38 Little

00:18:38 All that

00:18:40 I saw

00:18:40 I got that text message

00:18:42 From his wife

00:18:43 Come visit me in Europe

00:18:44 And I was like 1.00

00:18:45 Fuck bro 1.00

00:18:46 Fuck 1.00

00:18:47 Can't do this man 1.00

00:18:49 I can't do this

00:18:51 I was kind of happy

00:18:55 To be honest

00:18:55 I figured out he outed himself

00:18:56 And Mel would disengage 0.99

00:18:57 But she has made more excuses

00:18:58 For his behavior

00:18:59 Than I've ever seen in my life

00:19:00 It's insane lol

00:19:01 Things have been kind of rocky

00:19:02 Since then

00:19:02 That's when he gave Mel

00:19:03 An ultimatum to divorce me

00:19:04 When she didn't answer

00:19:05 For a few hours

00:19:06 He begged her to come back

00:19:07 That night

00:19:07 When she said no

00:19:08 He threatened to commit suicide 1.00

00:19:09 Like what the fuck 1.00

00:19:10 How are you 0.99

00:19:11 Melina's side is the same

00:19:17 For every single problem ever

00:19:18 You don't understand

00:19:19 Steven has hurt me so much

00:19:21 There is so much resentment

00:19:22 And scarring

00:19:23 That I need someone

00:19:23 To build me up again

00:19:24 Yikes 0.98

00:19:26 And that nigga's 27 years old 1.00

00:19:29 He says smiling

00:19:29 It's all like super standard 1.00

00:19:31 Abuser one on one type shit 1.00

00:19:32 It honestly blows my mind 1.00

00:19:34 It works so easily on her

00:19:35 Well because you allowed it

00:19:36 Because it doesn't

00:19:38 Like you can't let your woman 1.00

00:19:41 Be equal to you

00:19:42 You can't

00:19:44 It works

00:19:45 Single should help destiny 0.89

00:19:48 Man

00:19:48 What do you want me to do

00:19:49 The information was out there

00:19:51 Like he spent months

00:19:52 Saying that everything 1.00

00:19:53 That we talk about is bullshit 0.99

00:19:54 He knows what we think 1.00

00:19:55 His way didn't work

00:19:57 He's like to literally

00:19:59 Just watch my content

00:20:00 Watch Fresh and Fit

00:20:01 Who ironic

00:20:02 Watching Andrew Tate podcast 0.99

00:20:04 Who's been shitting on consistently 0.99

00:20:06 For like a year and a half 0.99

00:20:07 Not even that LMAO

00:20:10 He's lied about things

00:20:11 She said to friends

00:20:12 Lied about things

00:20:12 Her friends have said

00:20:13 Lstream

00:20:13 All to cut her off 0.93

00:20:16 From her friends

00:20:16 And isolate her

00:20:17 Only to the only friend group

00:20:18 Like

00:20:18 It doesn't matter her age 0.51

00:20:27 She won't grow

00:20:28 Until she learns

00:20:28 To stop exclusively

00:20:29 Searching for validation

00:20:30 And actually seek

00:20:31 Some responsibility

00:20:32 For literally anything

00:20:33 Well she's seeking validation 1.00

00:20:35 Because you're fucking 1.00

00:20:36 Other women 1.00

00:20:36 Instead of giving it to her

00:20:38 Your wife should feel 0.58

00:20:39 Secure all the time

00:20:40 If you're ignoring her

00:20:41 And streaming

00:20:41 And taking drugs 1.00

00:20:42 And fucking other girls 1.00

00:20:43 Consistently 1.00

00:20:44 She's not gonna feel secure

00:20:45 Of course you're gonna

00:20:46 Look for validation 0.99

00:20:46 And some random loser 1.00

00:20:47 The girl's going insane 1.00

00:20:49 And also

00:20:52 Like

00:20:52 What did you think

00:20:53 Was gonna happen

00:20:54 She was engaged

00:20:54 When you met

00:20:55 You thought she was 0.87

00:20:56 Gonna be loyal

00:20:57 Did you think

00:20:58 That this was gonna last

00:20:59 I don't understand

00:21:00 The thought process bro

00:21:01 So has Mel

00:21:03 I just don't care about it

00:21:04 As much lol

00:21:05 Bunny ears

00:21:05 I have legitimately cheated

00:21:07 At least once

00:21:07 In a really bad way

00:21:08 I'm not perfect

00:21:09 Okay

00:21:09 Okay gonna fly peace out

00:21:11 Anyway I'm just dumping

00:21:12 Venting

00:21:12 I've made serious mistakes

00:21:13 And fucked up parts

00:21:14 Of this relationship too 0.59

00:21:15 I'm definitely not perfect

00:21:16 But I've let the public opinion

00:21:17 Just make it seem like

00:21:17 I'm this horrible person

00:21:18 And she's a perfect angel

00:21:19 And it really really bothers me

00:21:20 Because I'm a pushover

00:21:21 Bro

00:21:22 Like this is

00:21:23 Bro

00:21:23 All these rules

00:21:25 Are one sided

00:21:26 By the way

00:21:26 Okay 0.99

00:21:27 She has shit talk to me 1.00

00:21:30 To literally every single friend 1.00

00:21:31 Or person she has ever talked to

00:21:32 So yes

00:21:33 Yeah

00:21:35 This is

00:21:36 This is kind of true

00:21:37 Some said they didn't want it

00:21:41 Isn't

00:21:41 Doesn't this kind of

00:21:42 Just

00:21:42 Doesn't this solidify

00:21:45 Even for the Christians watching 1.00

00:21:46 You gotta put a W

00:21:48 For the fact

00:21:48 That Muslim women 0.99

00:21:49 Are just covered up 1.00

00:21:50 In a burka 0.95

00:21:50 And they don't even

00:21:51 Talk to other men 0.97

00:21:51 How great is that

00:21:54 That Muslim women 0.99

00:21:55 In Saudi Arabia

00:21:55 Right now

00:21:56 All they do

00:21:56 Is talk to their family

00:21:57 They just talk to their husband 0.67

00:21:58 They're not even

00:21:59 Like none of this

00:22:00 None of these problems

00:22:01 When you have Taliban rule 0.76

00:22:03 When you have Islamic 1.00

00:22:05 When you have Sharia law 1.00

00:22:06 Nothing

00:22:08 Will

00:22:09 Nothing like this

00:22:10 Is even close

00:22:10 Like imagine

00:22:11 Showing this to Abdul

00:22:12 Imagine

00:22:14 I'm not like man

00:22:15 What

00:22:16 Do you have any idea

00:22:20 How much friends

00:22:20 I've lost over the years

00:22:21 Over this

00:22:21 You shouldn't be venting

00:22:24 About your partner

00:22:24 To literally

00:22:25 Every single mutual friends

00:22:26 You have

00:22:26 Yeah no

00:22:27 You're right

00:22:27 You shouldn't

00:22:28 But you shouldn't

00:22:28 Allow it either

00:22:29 Instead of complaining

00:22:30 On the internet

00:22:31 And chat saying

00:22:36 Okay here's a good chat

00:22:37 Stego Destiny loves the attention

00:22:39 True people who have 0.99

00:22:39 Soul shit are already 1.00

00:22:40 On the red pill side 0.99

00:22:41 That's kind of 0.98

00:22:42 The fucked up part 0.98

00:22:42 Some people are kind of 1.00

00:22:43 Like masochistist 0.51

00:22:45 And like the 0.78

00:22:46 Public humiliation thing

00:22:47 People like

00:22:48 Everyone being involved

00:22:50 In their relationship

00:22:51 Like this

00:22:51 They like the toxic abusive 1.00

00:22:52 I'm gonna kill myself 1.00

00:22:53 You're gonna kill me 1.00

00:22:53 I'm gonna commit suicide 1.00

00:22:54 Over you 1.00

00:22:55 This is abusive

00:22:55 I'm gonna go to my therapist

00:22:56 I'm gonna go vent to you 0.99

00:22:57 I'm gonna go cheat on you 0.99

00:22:58 To get back at you 0.89

00:22:59 People like that

00:23:00 The same way they like 0.66

00:23:01 Watching a murder documentary

00:23:02 On Netflix

00:23:02 It's entertaining

00:23:03 It's stimulating

00:23:04 I think they both knew

00:23:06 Like

00:23:06 There's no part of me

00:23:07 That ever thought

00:23:08 Did anybody think

00:23:09 This relationship

00:23:10 Was gonna last

00:23:10 Anybody

00:23:11 Of course

00:23:13 People like the drama

00:23:14 Like people genuinely

00:23:15 Enjoy it

00:23:17 Normally I don't care

00:23:20 About money

00:23:20 But after realizing

00:23:21 She had let that 0.96

00:23:21 Jobless loser 0.99

00:23:22 Move into her apartment 0.99

00:23:23 For free

00:23:24 Without telling me

00:23:25 Pepe

00:23:26 I felt really annoyed

00:23:28 Paying anything for her

00:23:30 Because I was basically

00:23:31 Basically subsidizing 1.00

00:23:32 This toxic loser 1.00

00:23:34 I don't like mine 1.00

00:23:35 Nigga 1.00

00:23:36 What

00:23:37 What

00:23:42 What

00:23:43 He was paying

00:23:48 A dude

00:23:48 He was paying

00:23:51 For a dude

00:23:52 To ruin

00:23:53 His marriage

00:23:54 There's one thing

00:23:56 To be able

00:23:57 Like some guys 1.00

00:23:57 Get fucked 1.00

00:23:58 In divorce 1.00

00:23:58 And end up

00:23:59 Having to pay

00:24:00 The lawyer fees

00:24:01 For your wife

00:24:02 That's trying

00:24:02 To take your house 1.00

00:24:03 This nigga 1.00

00:24:04 Was paying 1.00

00:24:06 For a jobless loser 1.00

00:24:08 To live and eat 1.00

00:24:10 And fuck his wife 1.00

00:24:11 And ruin his marriage 1.00

00:24:13 Boom

00:24:13 Bucka

00:24:14 What

00:24:15 The 1.00

00:24:15 Fuck 1.00

00:24:17 I remember 1.00

00:24:24 Fighting about

00:24:24 Red Pillars

00:24:25 So much about this

00:24:26 LMAO

00:24:30 I've never in my life

00:24:31 Ever worried about

00:24:32 Losing a partner

00:24:33 To a Chad

00:24:34 You'd be surprised

00:24:35 Not moving for at least

00:24:37 A year

00:24:37 So they've got a lease

00:24:38 He definitely got a meal

00:24:40 To get LMAO

00:24:40 But there's no way

00:24:41 That relationship will last

00:24:42 Okay

00:24:44 So we're gonna go

00:24:46 Through all the clips

00:24:47 Who's the guy

00:24:47 That ruined the marriage

00:24:49 Let's see

00:24:49 What was this

00:24:51 Fight against the system

00:24:53 The best way to fight

00:24:53 The system is

00:24:54 Yeah

00:24:57 Everybody's reporting

00:24:58 About this

00:24:58 Um

00:24:59 Where's Nico

00:25:02 Is 0.88

00:25:06 Didn't he fall off

00:25:07 I don't

00:25:08 I haven't even 0.98

00:25:08 Fucking seen 0.97

00:25:09 Um 1.00

00:25:11 Here's

00:25:11 Did she

00:25:12 I have

00:25:13 That's tough man

00:25:13 I fell off 1.00

00:25:15 Shit 1.00

00:25:16 Your marriage fell off 1.00

00:25:19 Shit 1.00

00:25:22 Shit 1.00

00:25:23 The guy I fell off 1.00

00:25:26 I love everyone

00:25:33 I love everyone

00:25:35 I have a feeling

00:25:37 Sneeko 0.75

00:25:38 Go to prison real soon

00:25:39 Really? 1.00

00:25:40 What the fuck is this dude? 1.00

00:25:45 Feeling Sneeko 1.00

00:25:46 Go to prison real soon

00:25:48 I'm gonna go to

00:25:48 Who is you?

00:25:50 Really?

00:25:51 Can we get a poll in chat

00:25:52 Do you think

00:25:53 Sneeko will get arrested? 0.90

00:25:54 Will he

00:25:55 Will he go to prison

00:25:56 Within the next

00:25:56 365 days

00:25:58 Wait

00:25:58 So chat

00:25:59 Hold on hold on

00:26:00 I know I love speech

00:26:00 I know I know I love speech

00:26:02 But

00:26:02 Am I allowed 0.99

00:26:04 To fucking hate now? 0.99

00:26:06 This 1.00

00:26:06 What the fuck? 1.00

00:26:12 Yo 1.00

00:26:12 These Swedish faggots 1.00

00:26:15 Are literally 1.00

00:26:16 Praying on my downfall?

00:26:20 What?

00:26:24 Hate?

00:26:25 I love everyone

00:26:26 Nope

00:26:27 Nope

00:26:28 Nope

00:26:30 I love everyone

00:26:32 Okay

00:26:33 That's how you feel

00:26:34 I'm gonna go to jail

00:26:35 I fell off

00:26:37 Fine

00:26:38 Fine

00:26:41 Nope

00:26:42 This is my prediction

00:26:45 Prison time

00:26:45 What would he possibly do? 0.99

00:26:48 What the fuck is he talking about bro? 0.99

00:26:51 What? 0.99

00:26:53 Can we get the poll in chat? 1.00

00:26:55 Saying that Hitler is good and shit 1.00

00:26:56 Yeah 1.00

00:26:57 He's like

00:26:57 Waving

00:26:58 Firearms

00:27:00 Yeah that too

00:27:02 That's like

00:27:02 Really not smart 1.00

00:27:03 You dumbass 1.00

00:27:06 It's America 1.00

00:27:06 Stand your ground afloat

00:27:07 I'll wave my gun around

00:27:08 If I want to man

00:27:09 Nah nah

00:27:10 Thanks for the 50

00:27:11 Here's some bailout money g

00:27:12 Chet

00:27:13 He got bailed me out of jail

00:27:14 I think it's bad

00:27:15 You saw the fight

00:27:16 With Moist critical

00:27:17 He's like gonna 0.66

00:27:18 Beat somebody up 0.93

00:27:19 He's gonna

00:27:21 I don't know if he would do that

00:27:22 But he's gonna

00:27:22 He's gonna like

00:27:23 Accidentally like

00:27:24 I don't think he would

00:27:25 Beat someone up

00:27:26 I don't think he would do that

00:27:27 Yeah he's like gonna

00:27:28 It's gonna get charged

00:27:30 For like

00:27:31 No way

00:27:34 He's gonna

00:27:36 Smack the booty 0.98

00:27:37 And then it's like

00:27:38 Gonna be a siren

00:27:39 14 year old girl

00:27:40 No way

00:27:41 What? 0.93

00:27:42 I'm gonna beat someone up 0.97

00:27:44 And smack a minor? 0.99

00:27:47 Who?

00:27:48 Is this the dude?

00:27:50 No I don't think so

00:27:51 I think so

00:27:52 That's like every other influencer

00:27:53 I don't think

00:27:53 And if

00:27:54 Sneeko is 0.98

00:27:55 I don't know

00:27:56 I cannot tell

00:27:57 Because he's so different

00:27:58 Off camera

00:27:59 That's the thing

00:28:00 So I don't know

00:28:01 If he would do that

00:28:02 Oh it's 50-50 in chat

00:28:04 They're saying yes and no

00:28:05 Yes and no

00:28:06 Yeah

00:28:06 What do you think?

00:28:09 Do you think it's a fight

00:28:09 Steve?

00:28:10 So what does he look like?

00:28:12 I know I retired

00:28:13 The soy boy collage

00:28:15 You know what I bet

00:28:16 He looks like

00:28:16 A soy boy 0.74

00:28:17 I bet

00:28:18 He looks exact

00:28:19 I don't see

00:28:19 To a T

00:28:21 I'm gonna bet it

00:28:22 Usually who waits on me

00:28:24 Boom

00:28:30 Buka 0.64

00:28:30 No I'm not gonna

00:28:35 Okay okay okay

00:28:37 Okay

00:28:37 Wait wait a second

00:28:40 This is a different dude

00:28:43 Did this guy get divorced too?

00:28:49 There's been a lot of speculations

00:28:50 This is um

00:28:51 Moist dude 1.00

00:28:51 There's been a lot of speculations

00:28:53 In the question about our relationship status

00:28:54 As of late

00:28:54 So we feel we need to address

00:28:56 The elephant in the room

00:28:57 A few months ago

00:28:57 We mutually decided to break up

00:28:59 Boom Buka 0.93

00:29:00 While we both still have

00:29:01 A lot of love for each other

00:29:02 This is just the end of our adventure together

00:29:03 There is no bad blood between us

00:29:05 And all three of us

00:29:05 All three of the animals

00:29:07 Are still being co-parented by us 0.99

00:29:09 What the fuck is happening bro? 0.99

00:29:17 Please be respectful of our privacy 0.99

00:29:19 Regarding this matter

00:29:20 Chat 1.00

00:29:20 Imagine a bitch leaves you 1.00

00:29:23 And your only way to see her 1.00

00:29:25 Is on a dog walk

00:29:27 Bruh

00:29:27 What is happening?

00:29:32 How do you co-parent a cat to go

00:29:34 Could I have some head?

00:29:36 No

00:29:36 Walk the cat

00:29:37 What?

00:29:38 Boom Buka 0.93

00:29:38 Can we please back together?

00:29:41 Nope

00:29:41 Change the litter box

00:29:42 Bruh

00:29:43 What?

00:29:45 Blue pill is imploding

00:29:47 Is this the dude?

00:29:55 Chat

00:29:55 We up to the

00:29:56 Don't laugh

00:29:59 Love speech

00:29:59 I'm not gonna laugh

00:30:00 I'm not gonna laugh

00:30:01 But it's just

00:30:03 It's just funny to be right

00:30:04 It's just funny to be right

00:30:05 I'm not praying

00:30:06 On anybody's doubtful

00:30:06 It's funny

00:30:07 That time

00:30:08 Always tells the truth

00:30:10 Time will always

00:30:12 Uncover

00:30:12 What's real

00:30:13 And what's fake

00:30:14 This the dude?

00:30:22 There's no audio on this 1.00

00:30:23 Fucking retard 1.00

00:30:23 Who has the clip? 1.00

00:30:27 Lcrackers again

00:30:27 There's no

00:30:28 There's no clip

00:30:28 Someone

00:30:37 Someone leave me the clip 0.95

00:30:38 This is Instagram

00:30:42 Because there's a dude

00:30:45 Who thinks I'm gonna go to jail

00:30:46 I'm gonna go to jail

00:30:54 Can you squat me here now?

00:31:00 Yeah

00:31:01 Oh my god

00:31:02 Oh my god

00:31:04 Oh my god

00:31:05 Yes

00:31:06 Oh this is so fun

00:31:07 This is so fun

00:31:09 Oh my god

00:31:10 It's okay

00:31:12 It's okay

00:31:13 Whoa

00:31:13 Poor Korn

00:31:14 What's your name?

00:31:18 Ella

00:31:18 There's no 0.99

00:31:21 Fucking way 0.99

00:31:23 That's not even her 0.99

00:31:25 That is her

00:31:26 But that's not her

00:31:27 Can you squat me here now?

00:31:29 Yeah

00:31:29 Oh my god

00:31:31 Oh my god

00:31:32 Oh

00:31:34 Oh

00:31:38 Imagine losing your

00:31:43 Oh my god

00:31:45 Bro

00:31:46 Astaghfirullah

00:31:48 Astaghfirullah

00:31:49 Destiny and Moist

00:31:55 Both need an intervention

00:31:56 An intervention

00:31:57 On fresh and fit

00:31:58 You won the long game

00:31:59 Yo bro

00:32:03 She's

00:32:18 Like this dude

00:32:19 Is sitting on her lap

00:32:21 Like a baby

00:32:22 This dude 0.60

00:32:27 It's like a trans 1.00

00:32:28 This dude is transgender

00:32:29 Astaghfirullah

00:32:31 Astaghfirullah

00:32:32 He was taking

00:32:35 Destiny's money

00:32:36 Eating

00:32:38 He got free rent

00:32:40 And then

00:32:41 Ruined his marriage

00:32:42 And she's babying him

00:32:44 Astaghfirullah

00:32:49 Astaghfirullah

00:32:49 You know what it is?

00:32:53 It's funny though

00:32:53 I've seen this dynamic before

00:32:55 When you get a girl 0.99

00:32:57 That sleeps 1.00

00:32:58 I don't want to say whore 0.99

00:32:59 Because I know this girl 0.96

00:32:59 I mean even though she was saying 0.95

00:33:01 When you get a promiscuous woman 1.00

00:33:04 Like Melina 0.99

00:33:06 She starts to cope with the fact

00:33:09 That she can't get a

00:33:10 Traditionally masculine man 0.99

00:33:12 And so if she can't get that guy 0.58

00:33:14 To settle down with her

00:33:14 She wants to raise children 0.99

00:33:17 You know what's happening to her right now?

00:33:19 She's fertile

00:33:20 She's like 24, 25

00:33:21 She wants children

00:33:23 Really badly

00:33:25 But the traditionally masculine guy

00:33:27 Is never going to give her children 0.97

00:33:28 So

00:33:28 She ends up

00:33:30 She ends up in a relationship

00:33:33 With somebody that she can

00:33:34 Mother

00:33:35 This looks like a mother and a child

00:33:39 A mother and a baby 1.00

00:33:40 And she's fucking it 1.00

00:33:45 And she's fucking it 1.00

00:33:52 Brutal bro 1.00

00:34:01 Hold on

00:34:01 There's audio here

00:34:06 Why does this girl take my place? 1.00

00:34:09 Who's this girl? 0.83

00:34:10 Who's this girl? 0.83

00:34:11 Who's this girl? 0.83

00:34:13 This doesn't look like a

00:34:15 Bro this is Chris from Mr. Beast

00:34:18 Imagine losing your marriage

00:34:21 To Chris from Mr. Beast

00:34:23 Who is she? 0.99

00:34:27 It's Timah 0.83

00:34:28 It's Timah 0.83

00:34:29 I can't believe what's happening

00:34:37 She's literally manlier than him 1.00

00:34:40 She can beat the fuck out of him 1.00

00:34:42 No don't steal that from me 1.00

00:34:43 Don't steal it from me

00:34:45 Don't steal it from me

00:34:45 Blude for your lap 0.99

00:34:46 Isn't this how gross it is? 0.99

00:34:48 With her leg 0.99

00:34:49 What is going on in Sweden?

00:34:58 Bro

00:34:58 Okay

00:35:04 So just pull one out

00:35:06 Pull one out man

00:35:07 Boom book out

00:35:08 Destiny

00:35:09 And moist

00:35:11 Honestly

00:35:13 We'll lie

00:35:13 You're real talk

00:35:14 If you want to reach out to talk

00:35:15 I'm here

00:35:16 Off stream

00:35:16 We can have a conversation

00:35:18 No beef

00:35:19 No bad blood

00:35:20 It's

00:35:21 What we're seeing

00:35:23 The reason I want to talk to you

00:35:24 Is that it has an effect

00:35:25 In your audience

00:35:25 So you have a very large audience

00:35:27 That if they follow what you do

00:35:28 Because you're influential

00:35:29 They follow what you do 0.76

00:35:30 They're going to end up the same way

00:35:31 And I know your whole audience

00:35:32 They don't want the same thing to happen to you

00:35:33 They don't want to co-parent their cat

00:35:35 To see their wife

00:35:36 They don't want to do that

00:35:37 They don't want to marry a girl 1.00

00:35:39 And have her

00:35:40 Leave the relationship

00:35:43 You don't want to have your wife divorce you 1.00

00:35:45 Because some beta bitch 1.00

00:35:47 Is threatening to kill himself 1.00

00:35:50 Like

00:35:51 It's just

00:35:52 What is

00:35:53 So if you want to talk man

00:35:54 Think

00:35:56 Genuinely think about it

00:35:57 Think about the people

00:35:58 That listen to them the most

00:35:59 If they

00:36:00 If they follow by example 1.00

00:36:02 They're going to end up fucked 1.00

00:36:04 There's so many people 1.00

00:36:05 That watch these guys

00:36:06 They're the ones

00:36:07 Of the YouTube channels

00:36:08 I'm

00:36:08 I'm cancelled

00:36:09 This is what they're trying

00:36:12 To push on people

00:36:13 And you say

00:36:14 I talk about it too much

00:36:15 Look what's happening

00:36:16 There's

00:36:17 It's very clearly

00:36:19 Like everything I talk about

00:36:20 Unfolding in real

00:36:21 In real time

00:36:22 This is something

00:36:23 This is what I'm most afraid of

00:36:24 Imagine

00:36:25 Imagine

00:36:25 Putting your heart and soul

00:36:27 Your life

00:36:28 To get a wife 0.98

00:36:29 To get a house

00:36:30 To become somebody

00:36:31 And some chick 1.00

00:36:32 Leaves it all 1.00

00:36:33 And fucks it up 1.00

00:36:34 To go fuck a suicidal tranny 1.00

00:36:37 Bumbucker 1.00

00:36:38 Stuff for law 0.75

00:36:42 Sweden's a failed society

00:36:46 I don't even know 0.97

00:36:47 What's going on there bro 0.61

00:36:48 And a lot of the white people 0.60

00:36:50 Complain that 0.94

00:36:50 There's too many Muslims 1.00

00:36:52 Taking over 0.99

00:36:52 Bro

00:36:53 They don't

00:36:54 They don't

00:36:55 They're doing a better job

00:36:56 On the whites 1.00

00:36:57 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:36:57 If my girlfriend 1.00

00:36:58 Goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:36:59 Cause I know 1.00

00:37:00 She's coming back to me

00:37:01 At the end of the night 0.99

00:37:01 I don't give a fuck 0.99

00:37:03 If my girlfriend 1.00

00:37:04 Goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:05 Cause I know 1.00

00:37:06 She's coming back to me

00:37:07 At the end of the night 0.99

00:37:07 I don't give a fuck 0.99

00:37:09 If my girlfriend 1.00

00:37:10 Goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:11 Cause I know 1.00

00:37:12 She's coming back to me

00:37:13 At the end of the night

00:37:13 Imagine how many dudes

00:37:17 Listened to this

00:37:18 And followed it bro

00:37:19 Bro

00:37:20 Like

00:37:20 Bruh

00:37:21 Cause we love each other

00:37:21 Cause I'm a cool 0.99

00:37:22 Fucking person 0.99

00:37:23 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:37:24 if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:26 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 0.99

00:37:28 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 1.00

00:37:31 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:34 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 1.00

00:37:37 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 1.00

00:37:39 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:42 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 1.00

00:37:44 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 1.00

00:37:47 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:50 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 1.00

00:37:52 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 0.99

00:37:54 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks with a guy because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the day 1.00

00:38:00 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person 1.00

00:38:12 Love speech. I'm not okay. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it 0.97

00:38:16 If you want to talk I'm here. Wallahi. Genuinely. Genuinely. Genuinely

00:38:21 It was too funny to not do. It was too funny to not do

00:38:25 But we don't need to hate them. Don't kick them. Just a little just a little joke

00:38:28 It's just a couple jokes. Just a couple jokes, but don't kick a man while he's down

00:38:33 Average israel supporter average zionist, baby 0.86

00:38:36 Okay, okay

00:38:40 All right, bro 1.00

00:38:42 Fuck, bro. It's just so funny 1.00

00:38:46 Hey, you got the merch man. Good stuff. Good stuff. Anybody who else got

00:38:51 The quality clothing? Um tag me on instagram if you got it

00:38:54 Leave him or I kill myself. Oh, you're sweet 0.98

00:39:00 Leave him or I kill myself. Hello human resources. Who the fuck is this dude? 0.99

00:39:11 Oh, man 1.00

00:39:12 I'm never gonna change who I am

00:39:21 Oh, hold up. This this is gonna be so funny like leading into therapy

00:39:25 Because now it's the perfect day

00:39:27 Because this dude dr. k probably embodies a lot of what they talk about

00:39:31 He's probably on their side

00:39:32 This is why I don't go to therapy. I went one time. I went to therapy once in my life

00:39:36 And it was I was 19 years old and I was just I was 0.99

00:39:40 Trying to fuck this 0.99

00:39:42 Well, I was fucking this girl and I really wanted a relationship with her and I asked her I remember asking her like 1.00

00:39:46 Do you want to be my girlfriend? You never ask a girl to be your girlfriend 1.00

00:39:48 You just make her your girlfriend 0.99

00:39:49 She just ends up as your girlfriend because 1.00

00:39:52 She's around you 0.99

00:39:53 And I remember like I was fucking her and I asked her can you be my girlfriend? 0.99

00:39:57 And she went 0.99

00:39:58 She went

00:40:00 I was like head over here. I couldn't figure out like why

00:40:02 Why she didn't want to be in a relationship with me 1.00

00:40:04 So I talked to this girl 0.99

00:40:05 I know I talked to the therapist and I remember sitting down and she had giant titties 1.00

00:40:09 And I just started embellishing the story and like trying to entertain her 0.99

00:40:12 I basically I couldn't take it seriously because I was trying to fuck the therapist too. I 0.99

00:40:15 I used to have a problem bro

00:40:17 So I just and it was just like why am I here? I'm lying

00:40:20 I'm paying to lie right now

00:40:22 I'm literally spitting game on this girl who's I'm paying to help me out 0.98

00:40:27 So therapy's a scam

00:40:29 It's a giant scam 0.98

00:40:31 Women are a property 1.00

00:40:32 Is that 0.78

00:40:40 Is that

00:40:42 That ain't very christ-like

00:40:57 Yeah, that's what uh the difference between yeah, this is who is Mariana Avramovich? 1.00

00:41:19 Do not dox us in love speech? No chat chat chat don't dox don't dox

00:41:23 Dox mods delete any doxing and love speech. I I tolerate free speech with none of that

00:41:28 I'll never change who I am

00:41:32 Boom booker

00:41:34 Move slow

00:41:42 Yeah, stay away from these women stay far away from these it's just it's a recipe for disaster look at her face. She has trend face 1.00

00:41:53 What the fuck is anyone attracted to this? 1.00

00:42:09 Yeah, bro, she looks like Shrek like there's nothing about this 0.99

00:42:12 How who who who is this for?

00:42:15 Is it generally how you felt about certain

00:42:20 Too long

00:42:21 Well my second amateur boxing fight last night congrats man good stuff faith

00:42:31 Are you familiar with switch? I want to get Charleston on stream bad

00:42:36 Hell yeah, I got some

00:42:39 Hey y'all, I got some switches on my gun on several of them

00:42:44 Yeah, uh

00:42:46 Yeah, you know switches are automatic fed case. Oh, they are?

00:42:50 Yeah, I ain't got none. I got the binary switches that you can buy at the gun shop and take I got the binary switches

00:42:56 Where you do this and you squeeze the trigger one time

00:43:00 Twice yeah, I got that. I'm sorry. I'm mistaken what you was saying. I didn't know you was talking about them

00:43:05 I was talking about the binary switches. Well, when you pull the trigger one time

00:43:10 Oh, and when you let it go with power again, so it's you you pull the trigger one time and shoot two bullets

00:43:15 I got them kind of switch. I thought that's you talking about Sean

00:43:19 Yeah, cuz they're considered a machine gun and illegal to possess until he's so scared with law. Oh, yeah, no, no, no

00:43:25 I ain't got them. No, I ain't got them at all

00:43:27 Mm-hmm

00:43:32 As a muslim sneaker is is using his audience and promoting gambling this is haram 1.00

00:43:39 If you want to gamble in gta do it with your camera turned off and off stream privately

00:43:44 This may not seem that big of a deal, but you're promoting gambling when you're streaming

00:43:48 Okay

00:43:54 Um

00:43:56 Facts

00:43:57 Respectfully like I see you have good intentions. Just get off my dick respectfully hop off my fucking nuts 1.00

00:44:07 Get off my dick man. I rejected a 20 million dollar gambling deal. I gamble in fucking gta online 1.00

00:44:13 For no literally for made up ten dollars 1.00

00:44:18 Shut the fuck up man 1.00

00:44:22 He's right shut the fuck up man. No, actually this is like it's it's too much at this point 1.00

00:44:28 He it's too if he's right, bro, then then suck his dick then watch his fucking boring stream the fuck out of here the fuck out of here 1.00

00:44:35 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:44:37 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:44:39 If you want to gamble in gta shut up shut the fuck up 1.00

00:44:56 All right about time for this um for this therapy session, right? He's trolling. I don't know bro 1.00

00:45:01 I don't care

00:45:02 See you have to rewatch this. This would be a good time to rewatch this video

00:45:05 See pain got whacked. You know shout out to the dirty bird game. We're gonna play gta later today 0.51

00:45:11 Do you are you guys like in the role player? No, great. I just got advice on my computer

00:45:15 What is always happening man?

00:45:17 My life's over bro, you know, it's really not that deep bro 0.98

00:45:20 Like I feel like you're reading chat every three seconds like a lunatic like 0.92

00:45:23 You need to stop out of it, bro. Like come on like, you know what I mean? 0.98

00:45:28 Just like for once in your life

00:45:29 Can you like sit down and think like a normal person and break and like problem solve?

00:45:34 Like you got a virus like what's the next step like

00:45:37 Let's go. It's not that hard. It's all right too late, bro. Everyone in the chat is already spending these

00:45:41 They're bored, bro. They're bored. Sneaker. What do I do, bro?

00:45:44 Fuck. I'm so lost brothers. I'm gonna give up with this shit. I hate it so much 1.00

00:45:50 Don't just stand there. Help me dumb fuck 1.00

00:45:52 This is what happens when you follow the path of shaitan like you start watching to his prawn hanging out with cloud demons 1.00

00:45:56 Throwing a tantrum in front of a hundred thousand people every time you get a virus cook

00:46:00 It's embarrassing bro. Like I don't know. I don't know. I truly want better for you. Honestly

00:46:05 For once you're actually speaking facts, bro. Oh, what am I doing, man? I gotta stop the fuck out of it

00:46:10 Segal, what do you actually think about me, bro? Genuinely, I really want to know 0.89

00:46:14 Like genuinely, what do you think about me? Oh, I'm fucked up, dude. Fuck loser, dude. Shit 0.99

00:46:24 Guess what? 1.00

00:46:26 Um

00:46:30 Cpain got whacked me today 1.00

00:46:35 Now we're gonna spawn and they're gonna fuck fuck you'll do so, bro. How did you have weapon? 1.00

00:46:40 Now we got to get our get back round. We got to get our get back for dirty bird

00:46:43 Uh, chat um

00:46:49 Oh, TTS is on by the way

00:46:51 Don't worry about doing haram on stream. Do as you please. That's not even haram

00:46:56 It's not haram to gamble in gta on stream. Like literally haram police is getting they're so bored that they're

00:47:03 Haram policing shit. That's fake 0.99

00:47:05 Gambling in gta is not haram 1.00

00:47:07 Um, get off my penis, bro 1.00

00:47:09 Oh, cheezer 1.00

00:47:10 Um, cheeky

00:47:12 Okay, well, maybe that's a little haram

00:47:22 Moving into an islamic learning 0.88

00:47:24 So, okay, bro. All right, chat. I'm getting too angry. I love speech. You know, we love everybody. We love everybody

00:47:30 Perfect

00:47:31 Okay, okay, okay

00:47:33 What kind? I know he's gonna wild out and he's gonna do something crazy

00:47:40 Undercover video shows executives and Pornhub detailing their brands to turn straight to get

00:47:44 To get on

00:47:45 What do you have to do?

00:47:48 Not much

00:47:49 I'll be that much, yeah

00:47:50 How easy is it?

00:47:51 Oh, yeah, there's proof to stop watching porn. There's proof to stop

00:47:54 to ban OnlyFans from your mind

00:47:56 How easy is it for an underage person? Yeah, okay, he's a technical manager

00:48:00 at MindGeek. Uh, somebody do an early life check on this guy?

00:48:03 For like an underage person to view the site 0.69

00:48:08 Go to the site

00:48:11 Let's say you're 12 years old

00:48:13 You're still figuring out your sexuality

00:48:15 maybe even your gender

00:48:18 Wouldn't it be helpful to see

00:48:21 not a celebration but just like maybe a normalization of

00:48:24 something that you think is what you want

00:48:28 Yeah, he him 0.91

00:48:29 If you're questioning your sexuality, wouldn't it help you to see trannies 1.00

00:48:32 fucking each other so that you think you're a tranny too? 1.00

00:48:34 You know 1.00

00:48:34 It probably helps a lot

00:48:36 Let's say I was 12 and I saw like trans angels

00:48:39 I saw all these different sites

00:48:41 It would help me figure out what I do like and what I don't like

00:48:44 You need to

00:48:46 try to push stuff that's more

00:48:48 less accepted

00:48:49 Like putting a putting a trans male or trans female in a scene 0.94

00:48:54 You wouldn't get that on a normal mainstream site

00:48:57 So test it out, see if you get a bigger audience with it

00:48:59 See if you can convert somebody, right?

00:49:01 Like these people are playing are

00:49:04 Literally, it's funny that the name is MindGeek 0.99

00:49:06 They're just fucking with your heads for fun 0.99

00:49:08 Using tranny porn as a psyop to see how addicted you can get and how they can change your sexuality 1.00

00:49:13 Maybe somebody who's never looked for anything like that might find it interesting 0.95

00:49:16 And yes, a rabbi owns Pornhub 0.99

00:49:19 Same thing for buy stuff, same thing for gay 1.00

00:49:21 If you've seen our previous undercover releases

00:49:23 You may be familiar with Mike Farley

00:49:25 The current Pornhub product manager

00:49:27 Who became

00:49:28 $1

00:49:29 Is it mail time, Sneeko?

00:49:30 It's Sneeko time

00:49:31 One of Pornhub's first employees over 10 years ago

00:49:35 Why is Haran police so quick to jump on you and try to bring you down when there's

00:49:39 Influencers who do worse that claim Muslim 0.95

00:49:42 You think Christianity is the way 1.00

00:49:45 We will forgive you

00:49:47 Dylan Rice, the senior script writer for Pornhub's parent company MindGeek

00:49:52 Now rebranding as Alo

00:49:53 Who has written scripts for MindGeek's porn sites and advertisements for over five years

00:49:58 Today, meet Sil Fernandez

00:50:00 Fernandez is a production coordinator for some of MindGeek's plethora of porn sites

00:50:06 Wait, hold on, someone just sent me this too

00:50:08 I mean, this is the result of porn

00:50:09 Hold on, I'm not going to go back to this

00:50:10 But Adam22 picks Lil D to sleep with his wife as the plug talk reality show finishes 1.00

00:50:18 Should we go upstairs right now? 0.98

00:50:19 I'm with it, I don't give a f*** 0.97

00:50:21 Let's do it 0.97

00:50:21 Boy, the things I'm going to do to you

00:50:25 Oof

00:50:26 I'm excited 0.91

00:50:27 Yeah, two pornographers

00:50:28 I mean, well, three now

00:50:29 A whole reality show surrounded around porn

00:50:30 It's just 0.96

00:50:31 It's all one giant satanic style

00:50:33 One dollar

00:50:34 Sneaker, please wash the sheets at speed

00:50:36 I just have the maid come and fix it 1.00

00:50:38 Porn is literally a direct path to Satanism

00:50:42 People think that's an exaggeration

00:50:44 It is

00:50:45 This is going to be the night of your wedding

00:50:47 We're not on camera yet

00:50:48 Okay

00:50:48 Wait, hold on, hold on

00:50:49 My bad

00:50:50 He just won

00:50:51 Let him touch it

00:50:52 I got to be the husband of the year

00:50:55 Let me tell you

00:50:56 I am the one 1.00

00:50:57 Adam says, please don't touch my wife's ass 1.00

00:51:04 And then he goes, mm-mm 1.00

00:51:05 And then his wife goes, let him do it anyway 0.99

00:51:08 And he says, I'm a good husband 0.93

00:51:10 That's what porn does 0.97

00:51:14 At MindGeek? 0.78

00:51:18 Yeah

00:51:18 Oh, uh, it's going to be two years next month

00:51:21 While states are currently enacting laws to require IDs to prevent children from entering porn sites

00:51:26 These three men talked to our undercover reporter about children viewing pornography on MindGeek sites

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00:51:57 How easy it is

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00:52:19 2024

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00:52:22 Can we all do it?

00:52:24 If all of us do right now

00:52:25 What is there, 7,000 something

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00:52:27 Think about how much better

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00:52:34 And to

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00:52:57 For like an underage person 0.70

00:53:00 To view the site

00:53:01 Gordon's like

00:53:04 To get on

00:53:07 What do you have to do?

00:53:09 No Nut24

00:53:10 No Nut24

00:53:10 That much

00:53:12 Probably that much

00:53:13 Yeah

00:53:13 There was a study

00:53:15 That was like

00:53:16 I think it was like

00:53:20 11 years old

00:53:21 That's the average age 0.58

00:53:23 Kids are now

00:53:23 You say you didn't fold

00:53:27 But you are still piping

00:53:29 304s on the regular

00:53:31 You will never be able

00:53:32 To pair bond

00:53:33 Nijko

00:53:33 Yeah, it's better than

00:53:35 Becoming transgender 1.00

00:53:36 By watching porn though 1.00

00:53:37 You know

00:53:38 Nobody's perfect

00:53:39 Nobody's perfect

00:53:40 I'm not saying that's true

00:53:40 But now we have

00:53:42 Some good context

00:53:42 Okay

00:53:43 We got some things

00:53:44 To talk about

00:53:44 With the therapist

00:53:45 Let's call up

00:53:47 Let's call up this guy

00:53:48 Let's call up this guy

00:53:52 Oh, he's ready

00:53:52 Okay

00:53:53 Alright chat

00:53:59 Yo

00:54:03 Merch Ben's donated

00:54:05 Hey, Dr. K

00:54:06 Niko, you permabanned me on 0.65

00:54:08 Nice to meet you

00:54:10 Nice to meet you too

00:54:12 Can you just count to ten

00:54:13 For me real quick?

00:54:13 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

00:54:18 Perfect

00:54:18 Can you count to 420 for me?

00:54:24 Yeah

00:54:24 1, 2, 3, 4

00:54:28 Okay, that's fine

00:54:29 That's good

00:54:29 That sounds good

00:54:30 How are you?

00:54:32 Good, dude

00:54:32 How are you?

00:54:33 I'm like

00:54:34 Are we streaming?

00:54:35 Yeah, I'm live right now

00:54:36 On Rumble

00:54:36 Okay, cool

00:54:37 Are you streaming?

00:54:40 Nope

00:54:40 Okay

00:54:41 I think you're banned

00:54:42 On all the platforms

00:54:43 That I stream on

00:54:43 Yeah

00:54:44 That does happen

00:54:45 That does happen

00:54:47 So you're a therapist?

00:54:50 Yes

00:54:50 Okay

00:54:51 Well, I'm a psychiatrist

00:54:52 You're a psychiatrist

00:54:53 Okay

00:54:53 I don't believe in therapy

00:54:55 And I think it's a scam

00:54:56 And I don't think it's necessary

00:54:58 And I don't think that

00:54:59 Even if there is anything wrong

00:55:01 With my brain

00:55:01 That this is going to be helpful

00:55:02 Whatsoever

00:55:02 I believe that

00:55:05 Men should just 1.00

00:55:06 Get over it

00:55:07 And push forward

00:55:08 I think a better use of your time

00:55:09 Instead of talking about your feelings

00:55:10 Is working hard

00:55:12 And building something

00:55:13 That's a better use of your time

00:55:15 Than anything that

00:55:16 Even if this was productive

00:55:17 My time would have been better spent

00:55:19 Making some money

00:55:20 And getting stronger

00:55:21 And getting better

00:55:21 But I want to be convinced

00:55:23 That it's useful

00:55:25 Because a lot of people

00:55:26 Are talking about therapy

00:55:27 And people have

00:55:28 Accused me

00:55:29 Of being mentally ill 0.95

00:55:30 Quite a bit

00:55:31 They've called me mentally ill

00:55:32 Since I was a child

00:55:33 I get that a lot

00:55:35 From the internet

00:55:35 Saying Sineco needs to go to therapy

00:55:36 So maybe you can

00:55:37 Change that perception

00:55:40 Okay

00:55:41 So let me just make

00:55:43 A couple things clear

00:55:44 So I am a psychiatrist

00:55:45 But I'm not your psychiatrist

00:55:48 Okay

00:55:49 Is that clear?

00:55:50 So I'm not doing therapy

00:55:51 With you

00:55:52 Right

00:55:52 You're not my patient

00:55:53 I'm not going to be

00:55:55 Diagnosing you

00:55:56 Or treating you

00:55:57 For anything

00:55:58 Okay

00:55:58 We're having a conversation

00:56:00 And if you

00:56:01 I didn't know what

00:56:02 We were talking about

00:56:03 But if you want to talk about

00:56:04 We can talk about anything

00:56:04 I'm just like

00:56:05 Prefacing with that

00:56:07 Yeah

00:56:07 That's totally fine

00:56:08 So

00:56:08 And I mean

00:56:10 Is that what you want to talk about?

00:56:12 No

00:56:12 I want to talk about

00:56:13 Whatever you want to talk about

00:56:14 Can I cry?

00:56:16 Sure

00:56:16 Okay

00:56:17 I don't know how this works

00:56:18 What are we

00:56:19 Like what are we supposed to do?

00:56:21 That's a great question

00:56:22 So

00:56:22 Well I mean

00:56:24 So was there something

00:56:25 Something in particular

00:56:26 That you were thinking about

00:56:28 When we last connected?

00:56:29 So I don't know

00:56:30 If we reached out to you

00:56:31 Or you reached out to us

00:56:32 Or what exactly happened

00:56:33 But

00:56:33 What

00:56:35 Was there something in particular

00:56:36 That you had in mind?

00:56:39 Okay

00:56:39 Well what do you specialize in?

00:56:41 I've seen you talk to

00:56:42 Some of my friends

00:56:42 You talked to Aiden

00:56:43 For a couple hours

00:56:44 And you were able to dissect

00:56:45 And figure some stuff out

00:56:46 And

00:56:47 I don't know

00:56:48 I think this could be

00:56:49 An interesting conversation

00:56:51 I don't really

00:56:51 I don't really know

00:56:52 I completely agree

00:56:53 I think this is going to be

00:56:54 A very interesting conversation

00:56:55 Okay

00:56:56 I think it's

00:56:57 I would

00:56:58 So let me tell you

00:57:00 So you asked

00:57:01 How does this work?

00:57:01 So I think there are

00:57:02 A couple things to consider

00:57:03 Okay

00:57:04 We already talked about

00:57:05 You know

00:57:06 It's not my place

00:57:06 To do a diagnostic assessment

00:57:08 Of you

00:57:09 And say that you are 0.98

00:57:10 Or aren't mentally ill

00:57:11 That being said

00:57:13 Sometimes I talk to people

00:57:17 And people will have questions

00:57:19 About particular things

00:57:21 Sometimes those are related

00:57:23 To mental health

00:57:23 And I'm happy to answer

00:57:25 Questions about particular things

00:57:27 Or try to help people

00:57:28 Understand parts of themselves

00:57:30 Which a lot of times

00:57:31 People think is the same as therapy

00:57:33 That's not the same as therapy

00:57:34 It's something that

00:57:35 Understanding yourself

00:57:37 Is a part of therapy

00:57:38 But not all paths

00:57:40 Of self-understanding

00:57:40 Are therapy

00:57:41 Does that make sense?

00:57:43 Yeah

00:57:44 And I think

00:57:46 I mean

00:57:47 I really enjoyed hearing

00:57:48 Your take on how therapy

00:57:50 Is not real

00:57:51 And how people should

00:57:52 Just tough it out

00:57:52 It's real

00:57:53 But it's a giant waste of time

00:57:55 Like I don't think

00:57:56 There's some people

00:57:56 That have trauma

00:57:57 Some people have trauma

00:57:58 And PTSD

00:57:59 I think like veterans

00:58:00 Or something like that

00:58:01 Or if you have

00:58:01 Really like death

00:58:02 And I can see

00:58:03 How it can be effective

00:58:03 But I think most people

00:58:04 That go to therapy

00:58:05 Just like to hear themselves

00:58:06 Yap in real time

00:58:07 I think that they like

00:58:08 Their own problems

00:58:09 They like feeling

00:58:09 Like a main character

00:58:10 And it's just

00:58:12 A way to vent 0.99

00:58:13 And it's like a pussy way 1.00

00:58:14 Of dealing with your problems 1.00

00:58:15 It's an easy way out

00:58:16 I think it's actually

00:58:16 I think people give themselves

00:58:17 A lot of credit

00:58:18 For going to therapy

00:58:18 Like it's something difficult

00:58:19 So I think it's really easy

00:58:20 To sit on a couch and talk

00:58:21 I think what's better

00:58:22 Is moving forward

00:58:23 And trying to you know

00:58:24 Shove it down

00:58:25 And keep going

00:58:26 Because even if you don't

00:58:27 Shove it down

00:58:27 You're still gonna think about it

00:58:28 I think people have this idea

00:58:30 That you need to process

00:58:30 Your feelings on a couch

00:58:32 Next to a guy

00:58:33 You could process your feelings

00:58:35 Like while you work

00:58:36 A lot of times

00:58:36 I'm thinking about the things

00:58:37 That I'm dealing with

00:58:39 While I'm working

00:58:40 And that could be

00:58:41 Therapeutic as well

00:58:41 Or prayer

00:58:42 Sure

00:58:43 I think prayer

00:58:43 Is much more therapeutic

00:58:44 Okay

00:58:45 So when you say

00:58:47 Therapeutic

00:58:47 That's great dude

00:58:49 So let's like

00:58:49 I'm excited about

00:58:50 This conversation

00:58:51 So let me just ask you

00:58:54 A couple of things

00:58:55 So when you say

00:58:56 That you think

00:58:56 Therapy is a waste of time

00:58:58 Yeah

00:58:58 Why do you think that?

00:59:04 Because it's

00:59:06 You're basically just saying

00:59:09 You know the answer already

00:59:10 I think you

00:59:11 When you walk into therapy

00:59:13 You already know the answer

00:59:14 Like instinctually

00:59:15 You know

00:59:15 What you're supposed to do

00:59:17 And you kind of

00:59:17 Just want to talk about it

00:59:18 To make yourself feel better

00:59:19 So where do you get

00:59:22 The idea that

00:59:23 Therapy is about

00:59:24 Where do you get

00:59:26 Your impression

00:59:27 Of what therapy is?

00:59:30 From everybody

00:59:31 That talks about

00:59:31 Like you know

00:59:32 I'm from New York

00:59:33 And you hear all these people

00:59:34 In Manhattan

00:59:34 Everybody

00:59:35 All the libs

00:59:36 They talk about

00:59:37 Like I was just

00:59:37 Talking to my therapist

00:59:38 Oh I just told my therapist

00:59:39 Oh my therapist

00:59:40 My therapist

00:59:40 They're calling their therapist

00:59:41 I need to talk to my therapist

00:59:42 About this

00:59:42 People have relationship problems

00:59:44 And like oh we need to go

00:59:45 Talk about it to my therapist

00:59:46 For five hours

00:59:46 And have a deep therapy

00:59:47 Therapy therapy therapy

00:59:48 Like it's just

00:59:49 It's been way more normalized

00:59:50 And I think they prescribe

00:59:52 A lot of problems

00:59:53 So that you always come back

00:59:54 It's the same reason why 0.75

00:59:55 The pharmaceutical companies

00:59:56 Do not want you to be healthy

00:59:57 So that you continue

00:59:58 To buy their medicine

00:59:59 If I go to a therapist

01:00:01 Your job is to take my money

01:00:02 From my mental health problems

01:00:03 Why would you want me to get better?

01:00:04 You don't

01:00:05 You want me to keep coming back

01:00:06 And paying you

01:00:06 So you're going to tell me

01:00:08 Oh come back next week

01:00:09 And we'll unpack this

01:00:10 And we'll unpack that

01:00:11 I don't need to unpack

01:00:12 All this from childhood

01:00:12 I'm going to know

01:00:13 I'm 25

01:00:14 I'm going to shove it down

01:00:15 And keep going

01:00:16 Why do I want to unpack this stuff?

01:00:19 Okay

01:00:19 What has happened

01:00:23 When you've tried to unpack it?

01:00:26 Unpack

01:00:26 Unpack what?

01:00:28 Childhood?

01:00:28 So you said

01:00:29 You said that like

01:00:30 I don't want to unpack it

01:00:31 I want to shove it down

01:00:32 Yeah shove it down

01:00:33 So like what is

01:00:35 So obviously you'd want to do that

01:00:37 For a reason, right?

01:00:38 So you've had some experience

01:00:39 That makes you prefer

01:00:41 Well I'm speaking

01:00:42 I'm speaking generally

01:00:43 I'm speaking generally

01:00:43 Like people will talk about

01:00:45 How they go into therapy

01:00:46 And unpack all this stuff

01:00:47 It's better

01:00:49 Like I don't understand

01:00:49 Why people are 35

01:00:51 Reliving all that

01:00:51 Well I get it

01:00:53 But I just think 1.00

01:00:54 That's a stupid decision 1.00

01:00:55 Well what do you get 1.00

01:00:57 When you say you get it

01:00:59 Why do you think 1.00

01:01:00 All these stupid people 1.00

01:01:00 Are in therapy 1.00

01:01:01 What do you mean get it?

01:01:04 Like well you say

01:01:05 You said you get it

01:01:07 So I'm curious

01:01:08 What do you get

01:01:08 Why do you think

01:01:09 All these people

01:01:10 Are in therapy

01:01:10 If it's such a colossal

01:01:11 Waste of time

01:01:12 And essentially

01:01:13 A monetary leech

01:01:14 Because it's easier

01:01:15 To talk about things

01:01:16 Rather than

01:01:17 Find an action

01:01:19 That's gonna

01:01:19 It's easier to talk

01:01:20 Your weight out of a problem

01:01:21 Than work your way out of it

01:01:22 Working is hard

01:01:23 Pushing forward

01:01:24 And doing things

01:01:25 That are difficult

01:01:25 That's harder

01:01:26 Right?

01:01:27 Like I consider

01:01:27 The gym therapeutic

01:01:28 I consider sparring

01:01:29 I spar quite a bit

01:01:30 I consider that therapeutic

01:01:31 Yeah so I think

01:01:33 Those things are therapeutic too

01:01:34 And I mean

01:01:35 I'll be the first to say

01:01:36 That I don't think

01:01:37 Therapy is therapeutic

01:01:38 For everyone

01:01:39 I think that

01:01:40 The concerns that you have

01:01:42 Are actually like

01:01:42 Quite valid

01:01:43 In terms of

01:01:44 I think sometimes

01:01:46 Therapy goes on

01:01:47 Way longer than it needs to

01:01:48 I don't really think

01:01:52 That

01:01:52 In my experience

01:01:55 People

01:01:55 Most therapists

01:01:56 That I know

01:01:57 Are not interested

01:01:58 In keeping people there

01:01:59 For monetary reasons

01:02:00 And this very simple

01:02:02 Reason for that

01:02:03 Is there's no shortage

01:02:03 Of patients

01:02:04 So if you stop paying me

01:02:06 There's like literally

01:02:07 A line out the door

01:02:08 Of like hundreds of people

01:02:09 Like the average waiting list

01:02:11 For a therapist

01:02:11 Is like three or four months

01:02:13 When you see like

01:02:15 A blue hair

01:02:15 Transgender walk in 0.90

01:02:16 You don't like 0.99

01:02:17 Rub your hands together

01:02:18 Like

01:02:18 No like

01:02:20 When you see like

01:02:20 A dude

01:02:21 That looks like

01:02:21 A girl with kitten ears

01:02:22 Like

01:02:23 What makes me go

01:02:25 What makes me go

01:02:26 Like this

01:02:26 Is listening to you

01:02:27 Talk about therapy

01:02:28 Why

01:02:30 Because I think

01:02:34 That there's like

01:02:35 A lot of stuff

01:02:36 To talk about

01:02:36 That excites me

01:02:37 Okay

01:02:38 It's not the blue haired

01:02:42 Transgenders man 0.60

01:02:43 It's

01:02:43 It's dudes who

01:02:46 Dudes who

01:02:46 Focus on shoving it down

01:02:48 And action

01:02:48 And don't have

01:02:50 Don't care to engage

01:02:52 With their internal environment

01:02:54 Which is a little bit

01:02:55 Of a judgment

01:02:55 Because I don't know

01:02:56 That that's actually

01:02:56 The case with you

01:02:57 But I

01:02:58 Yeah I mean

01:02:59 This excites me

01:03:00 Okay

01:03:00 But anyway

01:03:03 What do you think

01:03:03 About what I said

01:03:04 About you know

01:03:04 Their waiting lists

01:03:05 50% of therapists

01:03:06 Don't take new patients

01:03:08 Like we're full up

01:03:09 Like we don't need

01:03:11 Your particular money

01:03:12 Because there's

01:03:13 Like tons of people

01:03:14 That are waiting

01:03:15 To give us their money

01:03:16 Okay

01:03:16 What do you think

01:03:17 About that

01:03:17 Fair

01:03:18 But maybe the whole

01:03:19 System works together

01:03:20 The pharmaceutical companies

01:03:21 The therapists

01:03:21 They all work

01:03:22 On the fact

01:03:23 That people's mental health 0.99

01:03:24 People are always

01:03:26 Talking about mental health

01:03:27 They all profit off of that

01:03:28 In a

01:03:28 In a world where

01:03:30 People fix their problems

01:03:31 With prayer

01:03:32 And with gym

01:03:33 That whole industry

01:03:34 Would never exist at all

01:03:35 So even though

01:03:36 You might not need

01:03:37 More patients

01:03:37 It's all based on

01:03:38 The fact that

01:03:39 Everybody's diagnosing

01:03:40 Themselves in real time

01:03:41 Well so

01:03:42 So let me ask you this

01:03:43 So when you said

01:03:44 Fix their problems

01:03:45 With prayer

01:03:46 How does that work?

01:03:48 Well I just came back

01:03:49 From Mecca

01:03:49 And you can see people

01:03:51 You call Suju

01:03:52 When you put your

01:03:53 Your head to the floor

01:03:54 And you see people

01:03:57 Sometimes like sobbing

01:03:58 When you go to the Majin 1.00

01:03:59 On Friday

01:03:59 I'm going to go tomorrow

01:03:59 At 1pm for Jumah

01:04:01 You see people

01:04:02 Like crying

01:04:02 And it's because

01:04:04 They're definitely

01:04:05 Thinking of things

01:04:06 That they're

01:04:06 They're asking God

01:04:07 For certain things

01:04:08 To be fixed

01:04:09 And I consider that

01:04:11 Therapeutic

01:04:11 That same type of tear

01:04:12 That they

01:04:13 Crying that they

01:04:14 Might do in therapy

01:04:14 Instead they're

01:04:15 Connecting with God

01:04:16 I think all those

01:04:17 Problems like

01:04:18 Opening up

01:04:19 About unpacking

01:04:20 Stuff like that

01:04:20 You should unpack it

01:04:21 With God

01:04:21 You know

01:04:22 I see them

01:04:23 And the way

01:04:24 That they are

01:04:25 And I felt it too

01:04:26 When I was in Mecca

01:04:26 For example

01:04:27 And praying

01:04:28 Next to the Kabbalah

01:04:29 I really

01:04:30 Everything that was

01:04:31 Going on in my head

01:04:32 And everything

01:04:33 It's not like

01:04:33 I have to shove it down

01:04:34 I know everything

01:04:35 That's there

01:04:37 But it becomes

01:04:38 Present when you're

01:04:39 In prayer

01:04:41 You feel it

01:04:42 You're thinking about it

01:04:43 You're reminded

01:04:44 Of everybody you love

01:04:45 You're reminded

01:04:45 Of your past

01:04:46 You're reminded

01:04:47 Of your flaws

01:04:47 You're reminded

01:04:48 Of what you want

01:04:48 To do better on

01:04:49 You're reminded

01:04:49 Of your fears

01:04:50 And everything

01:04:51 And then you

01:04:51 You look to God

01:04:52 For strength

01:04:53 And for guidance

01:04:53 And to keep you

01:04:54 On the straight path

01:04:55 Okay

01:04:56 So let me just

01:04:58 Make sure I heard you

01:04:59 So when you pray

01:05:01 So it sounds like

01:05:02 You feel a lot

01:05:03 Of positive emotions

01:05:04 And negative too

01:05:06 Like I wouldn't

01:05:07 Say positive too

01:05:08 But like yeah

01:05:08 Everything

01:05:09 Yeah I wasn't done

01:05:10 So you said

01:05:11 You feel a lot of love

01:05:11 You feel a lot of fear

01:05:12 Right

01:05:13 You think about people

01:05:14 That you love

01:05:14 You also

01:05:15 Think about actions

01:05:17 That you want to take

01:05:18 And places that you want

01:05:20 To go so you have goals

01:05:21 That you think of

01:05:22 Right

01:05:23 And then

01:05:24 And then what

01:05:25 Help me understand

01:05:26 This part about God

01:05:27 Where does God

01:05:28 Enter the picture

01:05:29 I would prefer

01:05:31 I can understand

01:05:32 Why therapy is helpful

01:05:33 For a lot of people

01:05:33 But I think it's better

01:05:34 To go and talk that out

01:05:36 Talk about your trauma

01:05:37 And your past

01:05:37 To God

01:05:38 Rather than to a man

01:05:39 Okay

01:05:40 So I'm

01:05:41 I'm not trying to

01:05:43 Debate you okay

01:05:44 So I'm not trying to

01:05:44 Like catch you

01:05:45 Or something

01:05:45 I'm just

01:05:46 I'm confused

01:05:47 Because now you're saying

01:05:49 You think that

01:05:49 Therapy can be helpful

01:05:51 For other people

01:05:52 But prayer is superior

01:05:53 Yes

01:05:53 So

01:05:55 There's some benefit

01:05:57 To therapy

01:05:58 Because it sounds like

01:05:59 A lot of the

01:06:00 I'm assuming that you think

01:06:00 A lot of the mechanisms

01:06:01 Are saying

01:06:02 You talk about

01:06:03 Your positive emotions

01:06:04 You talk about

01:06:04 Your negative emotions

01:06:05 You talk about

01:06:06 Your goals

01:06:06 You can do that

01:06:06 With a person

01:06:07 But it's better

01:06:08 To do it with God

01:06:08 Yes

01:06:09 What makes it better

01:06:10 With God

01:06:11 Because I don't believe

01:06:12 In confessing

01:06:13 Your deepest darkest

01:06:14 Secrets and sins

01:06:15 I think that you're

01:06:15 Going to embellish

01:06:16 The truth

01:06:17 I went to therapy

01:06:18 One time

01:06:18 I was 19

01:06:19 And I

01:06:19 Talking to this woman

01:06:21 I was basically

01:06:22 Like head over heels

01:06:23 About this girl

01:06:24 I was in college

01:06:25 And like it was

01:06:25 A lot of things

01:06:26 I was just like

01:06:26 Going through

01:06:27 So I decided

01:06:28 Alright

01:06:28 Everybody's doing

01:06:29 This therapy thing

01:06:29 I'll pay her

01:06:30 And then she had 1.00

01:06:31 Giant tits 0.99

01:06:32 She was like 0.99

01:06:33 Really gorgeous

01:06:33 And so I ended up

01:06:34 Embellishing the story

01:06:35 And instead of

01:06:36 Actually being honest

01:06:37 I was just trying to

01:06:37 Like

01:06:38 You know

01:06:39 I was like

01:06:39 Spitting game on her

01:06:40 Like I was on a date

01:06:41 And I realized

01:06:42 In that moment

01:06:42 I can't fully be honest

01:06:43 With the person

01:06:44 Because the only person

01:06:45 You can really be honest

01:06:46 With is God

01:06:46 To a person

01:06:48 You're always going to be

01:06:48 There's going to be

01:06:49 A level of entertainment

01:06:50 There's going to be

01:06:50 A level of lying

01:06:51 You're going to try to

01:06:51 Make sure that they're engaged

01:06:53 You're going to try

01:06:54 Your ego is going to be involved

01:06:55 When I'm talking to God

01:06:57 I don't have any ego

01:06:58 There's nothing

01:06:59 There's nothing

01:07:00 That I need to hide

01:07:01 Or it's just

01:07:02 Because God is all knowing

01:07:04 God's the best of planners

01:07:05 So

01:07:05 He's going to know

01:07:07 And I even noticed that a lot

01:07:09 When I was praying in Mecca

01:07:10 I felt

01:07:10 All the ego

01:07:12 And the little

01:07:12 Blockades that I had

01:07:13 In my head

01:07:14 And the

01:07:16 The barriers that you have

01:07:18 When you talk to a person

01:07:18 They're absent

01:07:20 When I talk to God

01:07:21 Okay

01:07:26 Can I think for a second?

01:07:28 Yeah

01:07:28 How's this conversation

01:07:30 So far by the way?

01:07:32 Interesting

01:07:33 Okay

01:07:34 So let me just make sure

01:07:38 I understood

01:07:38 So you tried therapy once

01:07:40 And

01:07:41 Because your therapist 1.00

01:07:43 Had big tits 1.00

01:07:44 It sounds like 1.00

01:07:46 You

01:07:46 Activated

01:07:48 A different mode

01:07:49 Of relating to that person

01:07:51 Yeah

01:07:52 So you started like

01:07:52 Hitting on her 0.92

01:07:54 I remember like 0.96

01:07:55 Telling a story

01:07:56 And I was like

01:07:56 Even my gestures

01:07:57 I was like

01:07:58 Alright so boom

01:07:59 So I was at the spot

01:08:00 And then we really did it

01:08:01 And like I'm making them like

01:08:02 You know I got this girl

01:08:03 And I'm doing my thing

01:08:04 And I was just like

01:08:05 Talking like I was talking to

01:08:06 Like

01:08:06 I was trying to come off cool

01:08:08 Yeah

01:08:08 So would you say

01:08:10 That what you did

01:08:11 For that hour

01:08:12 With that person

01:08:13 Was therapy?

01:08:17 Bad therapy

01:08:18 What made it bad?

01:08:21 Actually

01:08:25 Think about it

01:08:26 Like I did learn some things

01:08:27 And I didn't need to go back anymore

01:08:29 So

01:08:30 Yeah

01:08:32 Yeah

01:08:32 But I think the reason

01:08:34 It was effective

01:08:35 Was because I realized

01:08:36 That I don't need therapy

01:08:37 Like it just helped me realize

01:08:38 That this is unnecessary

01:08:39 So I did get to talk things out

01:08:41 Yeah

01:08:41 I see what you're saying

01:08:42 Hold on

01:08:43 Hold on

01:08:43 I'm honestly

01:08:46 I'm not trying to like

01:08:47 Debate you

01:08:47 Like I have no interest

01:08:49 In proving you wrong

01:08:50 Honestly

01:08:51 I have no interest in that

01:08:52 Okay

01:08:52 It's just

01:08:54 I'm just like

01:08:54 Kind of curious

01:08:55 Because here you are saying

01:08:56 Okay I tried therapy

01:08:57 But it sounds like

01:08:58 It's kind of like saying

01:08:59 Like okay

01:08:59 Swimming is a waste of time

01:09:03 And then you asked me

01:09:05 Like why do you think

01:09:05 It's a waste of time

01:09:06 Well

01:09:06 I went to the beach

01:09:07 And like

01:09:08 I never really got in the water

01:09:09 I just hung out on the sand

01:09:10 And like swimming

01:09:11 Is a waste of time

01:09:12 Right so you went there

01:09:13 You did something

01:09:14 But I mean

01:09:15 You're telling me

01:09:16 That you treated this person

01:09:19 You didn't do therapy

01:09:20 You started flexing

01:09:21 For her

01:09:23 Yeah

01:09:24 Right

01:09:24 That's not therapy

01:09:25 Okay

01:09:26 Now

01:09:27 And I think that

01:09:28 That's fair

01:09:29 Right

01:09:30 Because you're also saying

01:09:31 That okay

01:09:31 Like the problem with therapy

01:09:33 Is that when you go

01:09:34 You can't be completely

01:09:37 Vulnerable or honest

01:09:38 With another human being

01:09:40 Yeah

01:09:40 Because

01:09:41 And so some kind of script

01:09:43 And I would guess

01:09:44 If I asked you

01:09:44 Like okay

01:09:45 Let's say that you didn't

01:09:46 There wasn't a female therapist 1.00

01:09:47 With big tits 1.00

01:09:48 Let's say the therapist 1.00

01:09:49 Was like

01:09:50 I don't know

01:09:52 A middle-aged dude

01:09:54 You would still be activating

01:09:56 Some kind of script

01:09:57 With them

01:09:57 Yeah

01:09:58 Right

01:09:59 Right

01:09:59 And so what I'm hearing you say

01:10:01 Is that the cool thing

01:10:02 With God

01:10:02 Is that there's no scripts

01:10:03 Right

01:10:04 So

01:10:06 I'm kind of curious

01:10:08 About something

01:10:09 So like

01:10:10 One of the advantages

01:10:11 Of therapy

01:10:12 Right

01:10:12 Is that

01:10:13 There's another human being there

01:10:15 Now that's a disadvantage

01:10:16 Because now

01:10:17 Ego enters the picture

01:10:19 Maybe you're trying

01:10:20 To impress them

01:10:21 Maybe you don't want

01:10:22 To be vulnerable

01:10:22 Like totally fine

01:10:23 But there's also

01:10:25 An advantage

01:10:25 Which is that

01:10:26 There's a person there

01:10:28 Right

01:10:28 So they're able to listen

01:10:30 They're able to respond

01:10:31 They're able to interact

01:10:33 They're able to observe

01:10:35 And maybe I'm making

01:10:38 An assumption here

01:10:38 So I'm going to ask about this

01:10:40 Do you think that

01:10:41 God does those things?

01:10:44 Observes and listens

01:10:45 And

01:10:46 And talks back

01:10:47 Yeah

01:10:48 I do

01:10:49 And in what way?

01:10:53 If you

01:10:54 If you want something

01:10:56 You're looking for

01:10:56 Some sort of guidance

01:10:57 You can ask God

01:10:58 And you'll

01:10:59 God will respond

01:11:00 How?

01:11:02 Not in the way

01:11:02 That a human does

01:11:03 But there is a response

01:11:04 And

01:11:05 It's just

01:11:06 It's kind of

01:11:07 Instinctual

01:11:08 And

01:11:10 You know

01:11:11 Like you

01:11:11 You can

01:11:12 He'll tell you

01:11:13 What you

01:11:14 What you should be doing

01:11:15 Because I think

01:11:15 Deep down

01:11:16 You always do know

01:11:17 The answer

01:11:17 So

01:11:19 So when you say

01:11:19 So you're saying

01:11:20 That God will tell you

01:11:21 And then you're saying

01:11:22 Deep down

01:11:23 You know the answer

01:11:23 So are we

01:11:24 Is 0.88

01:11:25 Are we saying

01:11:26 That deep down

01:11:27 The voice that's

01:11:27 Talking to you

01:11:28 Is God

01:11:28 Is that you

01:11:29 Or is that God

01:11:29 Or am I

01:11:30 Not understanding

01:11:32 The

01:11:32 Well I mean

01:11:33 We're all

01:11:33 God's creation

01:11:34 So we have

01:11:35 There's a sort of

01:11:36 Connection

01:11:37 I think

01:11:37 Deep down

01:11:38 You all know

01:11:39 Because

01:11:39 We're all born pure

01:11:40 And then

01:11:42 We start to become

01:11:42 Corrupted with sin

01:11:43 We start to become

01:11:44 Corrupted by what's

01:11:45 Around us

01:11:45 And then

01:11:45 That's what creates

01:11:46 The blockade

01:11:47 So like

01:11:48 Behind all the ego

01:11:49 Behind the mess

01:11:50 And the programming

01:11:51 You know what the truth is

01:11:52 But you can ask God

01:11:54 When you drop it

01:11:55 And you're able

01:11:55 To hear

01:11:57 His guidance

01:11:58 Okay what makes it

01:12:02 Easier or harder

01:12:03 To hear his guidance

01:12:04 I think it's actually

01:12:05 In a lot of ways

01:12:06 It's harder

01:12:07 It's not easy

01:12:08 To

01:12:08 To be vulnerable

01:12:10 Like that

01:12:10 It's not easy

01:12:11 To get to that point

01:12:12 It took me a long time

01:12:13 But I do know

01:12:14 It's possible

01:12:15 After

01:12:15 Consistently praying

01:12:17 Right

01:12:19 So what makes it

01:12:20 Easier or harder

01:12:21 To hear God's voice

01:12:22 Because you said

01:12:23 Sometimes it's easier

01:12:23 And sometimes it's harder

01:12:24 I'd agree

01:12:25 Well you have to fully

01:12:27 It's full submission

01:12:28 To God

01:12:29 And there's a lot of

01:12:31 Like sometimes people

01:12:32 Aren't able to do that

01:12:33 Because they're sinning

01:12:33 Or sometimes people

01:12:34 Aren't able to do that

01:12:35 Because

01:12:35 They're too angry

01:12:38 They're too emotional

01:12:38 Depends on what state

01:12:39 You are in life

01:12:40 But if you can get

01:12:41 To that point

01:12:41 Then you're able

01:12:42 To communicate with God

01:12:43 Okay

01:12:45 So

01:12:46 I'm hearing that

01:12:48 I'm with you

01:12:49 That if you're able

01:12:49 To get to that point

01:12:50 It's great

01:12:51 Right

01:12:52 So you hear

01:12:53 Some kind of voice

01:12:54 Or some kind of knowing

01:12:55 Or instinct

01:12:55 Or connect with the divinity

01:12:57 Within you

01:12:57 Is it cool

01:12:59 If I call it that?

01:13:00 Yeah

01:13:00 Okay

01:13:01 But I'm also hearing

01:13:03 That it's not

01:13:04 Entirely clear

01:13:05 What the mechanism

01:13:07 Or methodology

01:13:08 To connect with God is

01:13:10 So there's certain things

01:13:11 That get in the way

01:13:12 Maybe angry

01:13:13 Anger

01:13:13 Maybe sin

01:13:14 But

01:13:15 Even if I'm not

01:13:16 Angry

01:13:17 Or I'm not sinning

01:13:18 Does that guarantee

01:13:19 I will hear God's voice?

01:13:21 No

01:13:21 Right

01:13:23 So then what else

01:13:24 Goes into it?

01:13:26 Fear

01:13:26 It could be

01:13:28 Like sometimes

01:13:29 For example

01:13:30 Well

01:13:30 I'll give you Islam 0.99

01:13:31 For example

01:13:32 Because I'm a Muslim

01:13:32 And a lot of people

01:13:33 Connect with God

01:13:34 In different ways

01:13:35 And I don't think

01:13:35 Any of that

01:13:36 Is inherently wrong

01:13:37 But

01:13:37 For example

01:13:38 When you pray in Islam

01:13:39 You're supposed to

01:13:40 Make wudu before

01:13:41 Which is cleansing yourself

01:13:42 You're supposed to

01:13:42 Wash your arms

01:13:43 Wash your feet

01:13:43 You're supposed to

01:13:44 Wash your face

01:13:44 Your ears

01:13:45 And everything

01:13:45 You're supposed to

01:13:47 Be in a clean state

01:13:48 Even when you pray

01:13:48 In Mecca

01:13:49 You're supposed to

01:13:49 Be wearing a white

01:13:50 Garment that's clean

01:13:51 Like there's a way

01:13:52 To purify yourself

01:13:53 And make sure

01:13:53 You have true intentions

01:13:54 Even when you're

01:13:55 Washing yourself

01:13:56 Before prayer

01:13:56 You're supposed to

01:13:57 Make sure

01:13:57 Like the whole point

01:13:59 Is to make clear

01:13:59 Intentions that

01:14:00 I'm going to pray

01:14:01 Or else your prayer

01:14:02 Isn't accepted

01:14:03 Like even when you

01:14:04 When you get on your knees

01:14:05 And put your head to the floor

01:14:06 You can't just go

01:14:07 Through the motions

01:14:08 And expect to

01:14:09 Be able to connect with God

01:14:10 You have to have

01:14:10 Clear intentions to do that

01:14:12 So I think there's a lot of things

01:14:13 If you're emotional

01:14:14 Or if you don't have faith

01:14:16 Sometimes people just don't have faith

01:14:18 Like there's a lot of things

01:14:19 That can block your faith

01:14:20 Okay

01:14:21 So then let's say

01:14:23 I'm having trouble

01:14:24 Right

01:14:24 Let's say I don't really have faith

01:14:26 Or I'm afraid

01:14:27 Or I'm angry

01:14:28 Actually forget about that

01:14:31 I realized I was slipping

01:14:33 Into a debating kind of mode

01:14:35 So I'll just say

01:14:36 What I'm going to say

01:14:37 So here's where I think

01:14:40 There's an advantage to therapy

01:14:41 So I completely agree

01:14:43 With everything that you've said

01:14:44 Okay

01:14:45 I think the challenge though

01:14:46 Is that what you're sort of

01:14:48 Talking about is like

01:14:48 Difficulties within you

01:14:50 So like let's just take faith

01:14:51 For example

01:14:51 So not having faith

01:14:53 Is like really tricky

01:14:54 Right

01:14:55 Because faith is not 0.88

01:14:57 Something that is born of logic

01:14:58 It's born of faith

01:15:00 It's the belief in something

01:15:03 And if you really look at it

01:15:04 Technically you can't have

01:15:06 You can't have faith

01:15:07 If you have knowledge

01:15:08 Because knowledge

01:15:09 Knowledge is when you know something

01:15:10 Faith is when you believe something

01:15:12 Right

01:15:12 You have faith in something

01:15:13 Agreed there

01:15:14 And I'm not trying to argue with you

01:15:15 I'm just laying out

01:15:16 How am I understanding

01:15:17 I understand what you're saying

01:15:18 Yeah

01:15:19 So I think the big advantage

01:15:21 Of therapy is that

01:15:22 You've got like

01:15:22 Another human being

01:15:23 So if you have

01:15:24 Other problems

01:15:25 Right

01:15:26 So like if you have

01:15:27 Let's say fear

01:15:28 Or anger

01:15:29 Or a lack of faith

01:15:30 That there's actually like

01:15:31 Another human being there

01:15:33 To help you with those barriers

01:15:35 Right

01:15:37 But humans are inherently flawed

01:15:39 And we're never going to be perfect

01:15:40 So

01:15:41 Absolutely

01:15:41 You're

01:15:42 I mean a therapist's advice

01:15:43 Is always going to be

01:15:45 Inferior to God

01:15:47 Because God's all-knowing

01:15:48 And God is perfect

01:15:48 And God's more intelligent than us

01:15:50 But there's

01:15:50 I don't think that there's any human

01:15:51 That's better than me

01:15:52 Or smarter

01:15:54 Or that knows anything

01:15:55 That I don't know

01:15:56 Because we're all created equal

01:15:58 So I mean it's good to

01:16:00 Kind of voice those things

01:16:01 And that's why

01:16:02 That therapy session

01:16:03 That I had

01:16:03 With that woman 1.00

01:16:04 With the giant breast

01:16:05 Was effective

01:16:06 Because I just

01:16:07 I realized something

01:16:09 She didn't tell me anything

01:16:10 It was just me talking

01:16:11 That made me realize

01:16:12 That this is useless

01:16:13 And I don't need this

01:16:14 I think when you talk

01:16:15 To

01:16:15 Hold on a second

01:16:17 So I'm not

01:16:19 I don't

01:16:19 Once again

01:16:20 I don't disagree 0.95

01:16:21 With any of your premises

01:16:23 I just don't

01:16:24 I come to a different conclusion

01:16:25 So you kind of said

01:16:27 I'm with you

01:16:28 That human beings are flawed

01:16:29 Right and so

01:16:30 But just because

01:16:31 A human being is flawed

01:16:32 Doesn't mean that

01:16:32 A human being

01:16:33 Can't help another human being

01:16:34 True

01:16:36 I'm not saying

01:16:38 It's completely useless

01:16:39 I'm just saying

01:16:39 That prayer is better

01:16:40 Okay

01:16:45 And I think people

01:16:46 Like the echo chamber

01:16:47 And have a certain

01:16:48 Level of narcissism

01:16:49 I think if you keep

01:16:49 Going back to therapy

01:16:50 Like that long

01:16:52 Without any solution

01:16:53 You just kind of

01:16:53 Like hearing yourself talk

01:16:54 When you say

01:16:57 That long

01:16:57 Without any kind of solution

01:16:58 Like what's your understanding

01:17:00 Of

01:17:00 What's your understanding

01:17:03 Of like the course

01:17:04 And outcomes

01:17:05 Around therapy

01:17:06 There's a lot of people

01:17:08 That I know

01:17:08 I'm sure you know

01:17:09 These people

01:17:09 So they have their

01:17:10 The therapist on speed dial

01:17:11 And they talk

01:17:11 They talk about the therapist

01:17:12 Like they're friends

01:17:13 You know

01:17:14 I don't

01:17:16 I don't think

01:17:16 That's the majority of people

01:17:17 I think that is

01:17:18 A tiny tiny fraction

01:17:20 Of people

01:17:20 I would guess

01:17:21 Less than five percent

01:17:22 So I know that

01:17:24 For example

01:17:24 Like part of our

01:17:26 Training as therapists

01:17:26 Is that we set

01:17:27 Very clear boundaries

01:17:28 We're not your friend

01:17:29 So you're not supposed

01:17:30 To be texting us

01:17:31 All the time

01:17:31 So when a patient

01:17:33 Texts or calls me

01:17:35 At like 8pm

01:17:36 I'll answer

01:17:37 Because they don't

01:17:38 Usually do that

01:17:39 And then I'll ask them

01:17:40 Hey can this wait

01:17:41 Until our appointment

01:17:42 Or do you really need

01:17:43 To talk to me now

01:17:44 Or do you need to go

01:17:45 To the emergency room

01:17:46 Or like what's going on

01:17:47 So I don't

01:17:48 Think that we

01:17:49 Because a lot of

01:17:50 What I'm really confused

01:17:51 About is that

01:17:51 I think a lot of your

01:17:52 Understanding of therapy

01:17:53 Is based on

01:17:55 I'm not quite sure

01:17:55 What like what

01:17:56 You've heard I guess

01:17:57 I guess

01:17:59 My understanding

01:18:00 Is it's a lot of

01:18:01 A lot of liberals

01:18:02 Who

01:18:03 Who prioritize

01:18:05 Feelings over facts

01:18:06 The people that

01:18:07 That

01:18:08 Yeah the people

01:18:10 That usually go to therapy

01:18:10 Just I don't think

01:18:11 That they're

01:18:12 Based in

01:18:14 Reality

01:18:14 I think that they

01:18:15 They like trivializing

01:18:16 Their lives

01:18:17 And

01:18:17 They're just not

01:18:19 That interesting

01:18:19 And they want to

01:18:20 Make it more interesting

01:18:21 By making up problems

01:18:23 And unpacking everything

01:18:23 Where does that

01:18:24 Where do you

01:18:26 Where do you

01:18:26 Get that

01:18:27 Right so like

01:18:28 There

01:18:28 For example

01:18:29 You said that

01:18:29 They're like

01:18:30 Interested in feelings

01:18:31 Instead of facts

01:18:32 So like

01:18:33 Where do you

01:18:35 Get that impression

01:18:36 Like have you

01:18:36 I'm just so

01:18:38 I'm confused by that

01:18:39 For example

01:18:40 Because you're

01:18:40 You're drawing

01:18:41 You're drawing a lot

01:18:42 Of conclusive

01:18:43 Statements

01:18:44 And I'm curious

01:18:46 They have something

01:18:46 Called like

01:18:47 Gender affirming care

01:18:48 I remember having this

01:18:49 In school

01:18:49 Where there was

01:18:50 We had like

01:18:51 Social workers

01:18:51 And therapists

01:18:52 That were designed there

01:18:53 And there were rooms

01:18:54 For safe places

01:18:56 Where there was

01:18:57 Like a psych

01:18:57 A psychotherapist

01:18:58 Or a psychiatrist

01:18:59 And they would just

01:19:00 Talk and they would

01:19:00 Just talk about

01:19:01 Their feelings

01:19:01 And then

01:19:02 It was always

01:19:04 They had like

01:19:04 Rainbow stickers

01:19:05 On the front

01:19:05 And all these people

01:19:07 That were

01:19:07 That ended up

01:19:07 Becoming transgender

01:19:08 Or becoming gender fluid

01:19:10 They were always

01:19:10 Constantly in therapy

01:19:11 Or like

01:19:12 I went to school

01:19:13 With a bunch of

01:19:14 Depressed kids 1.00

01:19:15 Or kids who thought

01:19:16 They were depressed

01:19:16 All these kids

01:19:17 Were on SSRIs

01:19:18 They were all

01:19:19 That said

01:19:20 They were anxious

01:19:20 They were constantly

01:19:21 Popping pills

01:19:22 And they all

01:19:25 Had the same

01:19:25 Political ideology

01:19:26 It was sort of

01:19:27 Like centered around

01:19:28 The fact that

01:19:28 Weakness is okay

01:19:29 They didn't see

01:19:30 Strength as a virtue

01:19:31 They saw

01:19:32 Weakness as something

01:19:33 To lean into

01:19:34 How do you know

01:19:35 What they saw

01:19:37 That

01:19:37 I'm confused

01:19:39 How do you know

01:19:41 What they see

01:19:42 I mean

01:19:45 By talking to

01:19:46 I guess I can't

01:19:47 I don't

01:19:47 But talking to them

01:19:48 All the time

01:19:49 To see like

01:19:50 The people that were

01:19:51 Constantly going to therapy

01:19:53 In my school

01:19:53 Were the

01:19:55 Gender fluid people

01:19:57 The people that

01:19:58 Didn't believe in it

01:19:58 And the people that

01:19:59 Were like on a

01:19:59 Different political idea

01:20:00 Like they were the

01:20:01 Ones playing sports

01:20:02 Working out constantly

01:20:04 And who are

01:20:05 Who were like

01:20:06 Trying to build something

01:20:07 Okay

01:20:09 So I'm sort of

01:20:11 Seeing like

01:20:12 There's that

01:20:13 Just the way that

01:20:13 You're viewing things

01:20:15 Is that there's a lot

01:20:16 Of like correlations

01:20:17 Yeah

01:20:17 So going to therapy

01:20:18 Is correlated with

01:20:20 Weakness

01:20:21 With liberalism

01:20:21 And weakness

01:20:22 Yeah

01:20:22 A political ideology

01:20:24 Is correlated with

01:20:25 Not exercising

01:20:26 Is correlated with

01:20:28 Not doing things

01:20:30 Yeah

01:20:30 Inaction

01:20:33 Let me just think about

01:20:38 Why are we having

01:20:45 This conversation

01:20:46 Because

01:20:49 Maybe I'm wrong

01:20:51 Maybe my way of

01:20:52 Thinking is incorrect

01:20:53 I consider

01:20:54 I think it's pretty

01:20:55 Polarizing

01:20:55 When I talk about this

01:20:57 It upsets a lot of people

01:20:58 So maybe

01:21:00 Maybe my world view

01:21:01 Was wrong

01:21:02 And maybe yours

01:21:03 Is right

01:21:03 And maybe therapy

01:21:05 Is necessary

01:21:06 Maybe I need it

01:21:07 What do you think

01:21:10 I don't

01:21:10 I believe

01:21:11 The reason I believe

01:21:12 What I believe

01:21:13 Is because I think

01:21:14 I'm right

01:21:14 Okay

01:21:15 Yeah

01:21:17 So that's what's

01:21:18 So interesting

01:21:19 So here's my experience

01:21:20 Of this conversation

01:21:21 So you say things

01:21:22 In ways that are

01:21:23 Very polemic

01:21:23 So like

01:21:25 Polar

01:21:25 So you say things

01:21:27 In a way that

01:21:27 Invites me to argue

01:21:29 With you

01:21:29 Right

01:21:30 And try to prove

01:21:30 You wrong

01:21:31 Like just the

01:21:31 Statements that you make

01:21:32 And I can see why

01:21:33 People are like

01:21:34 Inflamed by that

01:21:36 And if I don't

01:21:37 Try really hard

01:21:38 To catch myself

01:21:40 Then I will

01:21:42 Start arguing

01:21:42 With you

01:21:43 Right

01:21:43 Why are you

01:21:45 Smiling right now

01:21:45 Because you're

01:21:46 Right

01:21:46 Because you're

01:21:47 Completely right

01:21:48 That's just my way

01:21:49 People tell me

01:21:50 That quite a bit

01:21:51 I have like

01:21:52 An argumentative

01:21:52 Style of speaking

01:21:53 That's not the

01:21:55 Question that I asked

01:21:56 I asked why

01:21:56 Are you smiling

01:21:57 I'm smiling

01:21:58 Because you're right

01:21:59 So what is the

01:22:00 Correlation with me

01:22:01 Being right

01:22:02 And you smiling

01:22:03 That in 20 minutes

01:22:05 You picked up on

01:22:06 What you know

01:22:07 My friends and family

01:22:08 Have been saying

01:22:08 For years

01:22:09 Okay

01:22:10 And when I pick up

01:22:12 On something that

01:22:12 Your friends and family

01:22:13 Have been saying

01:22:14 For years

01:22:14 So that's just like

01:22:16 A fact right

01:22:17 Like I picked up on it

01:22:19 Yes

01:22:19 But you have a

01:22:20 Reaction to that

01:22:21 Which is that

01:22:22 You're smiling

01:22:23 Right

01:22:24 So that reaction

01:22:25 Comes with an emotion

01:22:28 Yes

01:22:29 That's what the reaction is

01:22:30 Yes

01:22:31 What's the emotion

01:22:31 The emotion

01:22:33 I think I get like

01:22:34 A dopamine hit from

01:22:35 I like

01:22:37 Dopamine's not an emotion

01:22:38 What's that

01:22:38 Dopamine's not an emotion

01:22:40 Right

01:22:41 What's the emotion

01:22:42 Laughter

01:22:43 Laughter's an

01:22:45 And I'm not trying 1.00

01:22:46 To make you sound stupid here 0.99

01:22:47 But laughter's not an action 1.00

01:22:48 So let's think about it

01:22:49 What's the emotion

01:22:50 Joy

01:22:52 Laughter's the expression

01:22:52 Yeah

01:22:53 Okay

01:22:53 Right

01:22:54 So like

01:22:55 How do you understand that

01:22:56 Like here I am

01:22:57 Noticing something about you

01:22:59 And your reaction is joy

01:23:00 Okay

01:23:03 I like connecting with people

01:23:06 Yeah right

01:23:07 Doesn't that feel good

01:23:08 Yeah

01:23:09 Is this weakness

01:23:10 Is what we're doing weakness

01:23:11 No

01:23:13 But is it strength

01:23:14 Is it strength

01:23:15 No it's just a conversation

01:23:16 Like this

01:23:17 This is similar to most

01:23:18 Yeah

01:23:19 Okay

01:23:19 Right

01:23:20 So it's neither weakness

01:23:21 Or strength

01:23:21 Yeah

01:23:22 It's just we're connecting

01:23:23 Yeah

01:23:23 Feels good to connect

01:23:25 Yeah

01:23:26 Does it make us weak

01:23:29 To connect

01:23:30 No

01:23:31 Does it make us strong

01:23:33 To connect

01:23:33 Um

01:23:35 Neither

01:23:36 Yeah

01:23:38 Yeah it does

01:23:39 Yeah it does

01:23:39 Whoa whoa whoa whoa

01:23:41 Whoa whoa whoa

01:23:41 How

01:23:42 What's so

01:23:43 Because uh

01:23:44 You're stronger in groups

01:23:45 So

01:23:46 If I connect with somebody

01:23:47 And then we

01:23:48 You know we go forward

01:23:49 There's two of us

01:23:50 Instead of one 0.69

01:23:51 So there's value

01:23:52 To connection

01:23:53 Yeah

01:23:54 Okay

01:23:55 So I think that like

01:23:59 This is

01:24:00 We're not doing therapy

01:24:01 But I think that

01:24:02 We just

01:24:03 Experienced

01:24:04 What I would call

01:24:05 One of the benefits

01:24:06 Of therapy

01:24:06 Which is to be seen

01:24:07 So I know that

01:24:09 I know you're putting

01:24:11 On an act

01:24:11 And yet

01:24:13 It feels good

01:24:15 To like

01:24:16 See through it

01:24:17 Right

01:24:17 Like I kinda

01:24:18 Saw through it

01:24:19 And that feels good

01:24:23 I'm not

01:24:24 And this is the other thing

01:24:25 Is I'm not judging you

01:24:26 For it

01:24:26 I'm not saying like 1.00

01:24:27 Hey bro you're an asshole 1.00

01:24:28 For doing this 1.00

01:24:29 Why do you do this

01:24:30 I don't get angry with you

01:24:31 I imagine a lot of people

01:24:31 Get angry with you

01:24:32 Yeah

01:24:33 That's true

01:24:34 And that must be

01:24:36 Tough for you

01:24:37 Oh maybe

01:24:40 We can talk about

01:24:40 Let me

01:24:42 Let me

01:24:42 Rephrase

01:24:43 I'll let you go

01:24:44 It used to be tough

01:24:46 For you

01:24:46 But now you're better

01:24:47 At it

01:24:47 Now you're stronger

01:24:48 Now you know

01:24:49 How to pray

01:24:49 And you have faith

01:24:50 In God

01:24:50 So it's no longer

01:24:51 A problem

01:24:51 That people are

01:24:52 Angry with you

01:24:52 Right

01:24:53 No no

01:24:54 No no

01:24:56 Meaning what

01:24:57 Also the kind

01:25:00 Of reason I laugh

01:25:00 I kinda like

01:25:01 I like making

01:25:03 People react

01:25:04 I like

01:25:04 Even if it's

01:25:06 Laughter

01:25:06 I have the same

01:25:07 Sort of

01:25:08 Reaction to when

01:25:09 People get upset

01:25:10 I like being able

01:25:11 To say stuff

01:25:12 And then people go

01:25:13 Huh

01:25:13 Or laugh

01:25:14 Or like

01:25:14 I like

01:25:14 Having an effect

01:25:16 On people

01:25:16 Yeah

01:25:18 So like when I say

01:25:19 Like a racial slur

01:25:20 And then people

01:25:20 Huh

01:25:21 Like that's really

01:25:22 Fun for me

01:25:22 How do you

01:25:23 How do you

01:25:24 Understand

01:25:24 So first of all

01:25:25 Is that

01:25:26 Common for many

01:25:28 People

01:25:28 I don't think

01:25:31 It's as common

01:25:31 As

01:25:32 No I don't think

01:25:32 It's that common

01:25:33 Yeah I'd agree

01:25:35 Maybe everyone

01:25:36 Likes it a little bit

01:25:37 A little bit

01:25:37 I like it more

01:25:38 Than most people

01:25:39 Yeah

01:25:40 How do you

01:25:40 Understand that

01:25:41 I don't know

01:25:42 It's just always

01:25:43 Been that way

01:25:44 It's always been

01:25:44 That way

01:25:44 Are you interested

01:25:46 In understanding it

01:25:47 Yes

01:25:48 Okay so

01:25:52 What

01:25:53 What's that expression

01:25:55 Um

01:25:56 Cause now it's like

01:25:58 I'm thinking you're

01:25:58 Gonna like dig into

01:25:59 My past to figure

01:26:00 Out like why

01:26:01 Why that is

01:26:02 I don't need

01:26:03 I already know

01:26:03 The answer

01:26:04 What's the answer

01:26:05 I'm not gonna tell

01:26:06 You yet

01:26:06 Huh

01:26:07 I'm not gonna

01:26:10 You're

01:26:10 We don't need

01:26:12 To dig into

01:26:12 Your past

01:26:13 We don't need

01:26:14 We can do that

01:26:15 If you want to

01:26:16 But

01:26:17 We're gonna

01:26:18 Talk about it

01:26:18 We're gonna

01:26:18 Figure it out

01:26:19 Together

01:26:19 Right

01:26:20 Cause connected

01:26:20 Apes strong

01:26:22 Together

01:26:23 Right

01:26:24 Yes

01:26:24 Does that work

01:26:25 They're stronger

01:26:25 Together

01:26:26 Yes

01:26:26 Okay

01:26:26 Okay so

01:26:27 Let's think

01:26:28 Through it

01:26:28 Right

01:26:29 So

01:26:30 Um

01:26:30 And see

01:26:31 Even the way

01:26:31 That I'm

01:26:32 Talking to you

01:26:32 Is changing

01:26:33 So what

01:26:34 Have you noticed

01:26:35 That I'm changing

01:26:36 Yeah we have

01:26:37 More defense

01:26:38 Mechanisms

01:26:39 And now they're

01:26:39 Dropping

01:26:39 Oh okay

01:26:41 Interesting

01:26:41 Yeah so

01:26:41 So you know

01:26:42 What I'm doing

01:26:42 To drop your

01:26:43 Defense mechanisms

01:26:44 Um

01:26:45 You're saying

01:26:46 Things to make

01:26:47 Me feel

01:26:47 Welcomed

01:26:48 And like

01:26:49 I'm

01:26:49 You're

01:26:49 Understanding

01:26:50 Yeah and

01:26:51 What am I

01:26:51 Saying to you

01:26:52 To make you

01:26:52 Feel welcome

01:26:53 Um

01:26:54 It's everything

01:26:57 Oh my god

01:26:58 Sneaker

01:26:58 You're so great

01:26:59 I love you

01:26:59 Like

01:27:00 I'm not right

01:27:01 No

01:27:01 What I'm

01:27:02 Actually doing

01:27:02 Is I know

01:27:03 The answer

01:27:03 You don't

01:27:04 And I'm

01:27:04 Not gonna

01:27:04 Tell you

01:27:05 Yeah

01:27:06 Yeah

01:27:06 Right

01:27:07 And somehow

01:27:08 Like

01:27:08 You feel welcome

01:27:11 With that

01:27:11 Like let's play

01:27:12 Like we're playing

01:27:13 A game

01:27:13 You feel it

01:27:13 Well cause

01:27:14 Everybody likes

01:27:15 Talking about

01:27:15 Themselves

01:27:15 And that

01:27:16 It's

01:27:16 You know

01:27:17 You're

01:27:17 You told me

01:27:18 That you're

01:27:19 Gonna talk more

01:27:19 About me

01:27:20 In the future

01:27:20 And that's

01:27:21 Like everyone's

01:27:22 Favorite topic

01:27:22 Is it your

01:27:24 Favorite topic

01:27:24 No

01:27:25 No

01:27:26 Yeah

01:27:27 I don't

01:27:27 I don't think

01:27:27 It's everyone's

01:27:28 Favorite

01:27:28 Maybe that is mine

01:27:28 I don't know

01:27:29 Yeah

01:27:30 Right

01:27:30 Yeah

01:27:31 No

01:27:31 But I

01:27:32 I think

01:27:32 It's like

01:27:32 I think

01:27:32 Human beings

01:27:33 Like to

01:27:33 Understand

01:27:34 Themselves

01:27:34 I don't

01:27:34 Think that's

01:27:35 Unusual

01:27:35 Yes

01:27:37 Yeah

01:27:38 So

01:27:38 So let me

01:27:40 Ask you

01:27:40 So when

01:27:40 You try to

01:27:41 Get a rise

01:27:41 Out of people

01:27:42 Right

01:27:42 It can be

01:27:43 Negative

01:27:43 It can be

01:27:43 Positive

01:27:44 Yes

01:27:46 Okay

01:27:47 So let me

01:27:47 Ask you

01:27:48 So

01:27:48 How does

01:27:50 It feel

01:27:50 To not

01:27:52 So when

01:27:52 You get a

01:27:53 Rise

01:27:53 From someone

01:27:54 I'm going

01:27:55 To say

01:27:56 That that

01:27:57 Means that

01:27:57 I'm

01:27:57 Relating to

01:27:59 You

01:27:59 I'm noticing

01:28:00 You

01:28:01 I'm acknowledging

01:28:02 You

01:28:02 Is that

01:28:02 Fair

01:28:03 Yeah

01:28:03 So if

01:28:05 You don't

01:28:06 Get a rise

01:28:06 Out of people

01:28:07 How do

01:28:07 You feel

01:28:08 Um

01:28:09 Inadequate

01:28:11 Yeah

01:28:13 Getting a rise

01:28:14 Doesn't just

01:28:15 Have to mean

01:28:15 Anger

01:28:16 Yeah I know

01:28:17 But inadequate

01:28:18 Yeah

01:28:19 I'm surprised

01:28:20 You got there

01:28:20 That fast

01:28:21 Like you

01:28:21 Remember

01:28:21 Like I remember

01:28:22 Standing in circles

01:28:23 In school

01:28:24 And stuff like that

01:28:24 And like there's

01:28:25 Like a group of people

01:28:25 Talking

01:28:25 And then you say a joke

01:28:27 And then nobody reacts

01:28:28 Or like you just say

01:28:29 Something and like that

01:28:30 Like am I here

01:28:30 Like did anybody

01:28:32 Just hear what I said

01:28:33 Like am I invisible

01:28:33 And then someone

01:28:34 Repeats the joke louder

01:28:35 And then they all get a laugh 1.00

01:28:36 Yeah that shit sucks 1.00

01:28:38 Yeah right 1.00

01:28:39 So you feel invisible

01:28:40 Unless you get noticed

01:28:42 Um

01:28:43 And so like

01:28:44 Sure

01:28:45 Right

01:28:46 Your words

01:28:47 I mean I use the word

01:28:49 Notice

01:28:49 But you use the word

01:28:50 Invisible

01:28:50 Yeah

01:28:51 So

01:28:51 So now let's like

01:28:53 Kind of think about it

01:28:53 Right

01:28:54 So now like

01:28:54 There's a guy

01:28:55 Who

01:28:56 Goes out of his way

01:28:58 Cause 0.99

01:29:00 Fucking A 1.00

01:29:00 We're gonna notice you 1.00

01:29:01 Sneeko 0.75

01:29:02 Right

01:29:03 You're gonna make sure

01:29:04 Of that

01:29:04 Right

01:29:05 Right

01:29:06 And you kind of

01:29:07 Come out charging

01:29:08 And we'll see if you

01:29:09 Flip back into that

01:29:10 Mode later

01:29:10 Okay

01:29:12 But you know

01:29:13 We'll see what your

01:29:14 Tolerance of

01:29:14 Vulnerability is

01:29:16 Yes

01:29:17 Maybe

01:29:18 But I

01:29:19 I think you're okay

01:29:20 With this because

01:29:20 I think you like to be seen

01:29:21 I think you're actually

01:29:23 More okay with being

01:29:24 Vulnerable than you

01:29:24 Give yourself credit for

01:29:25 Right

01:29:27 But I think

01:29:27 The biggest issue

01:29:28 And what I noticed

01:29:29 In Mecca

01:29:29 Was that

01:29:30 Yes that's true

01:29:32 But doing it for

01:29:33 The right reasons

01:29:34 Like I think it's okay

01:29:35 To say a racial slur

01:29:36 And know if someone

01:29:37 Gets upset because

01:29:38 My intentions are pure

01:29:39 It's just like

01:29:40 It's funny to me

01:29:40 And it's funny to people

01:29:41 Who get it

01:29:41 But also the fact that

01:29:43 If I do have eyes

01:29:45 That I'm putting out

01:29:46 The right message

01:29:46 And that I'm influencing

01:29:47 In the right way

01:29:49 That it's not just like

01:29:51 Clamoring symbols

01:29:52 Like a loud monkey

01:29:53 Or getting

01:29:54 You know

01:29:55 There's some people

01:29:56 That just turn it into

01:29:56 A giant clown show

01:29:57 That I'm doing something right

01:29:59 And that

01:30:00 Every time I speak

01:30:01 That it's

01:30:02 You know

01:30:02 There is some

01:30:04 Something positive

01:30:04 Coming out of it

01:30:05 Sure

01:30:06 So it sounds like

01:30:07 Is this the first time

01:30:08 You went to Mecca?

01:30:09 Yes

01:30:09 Just came back

01:30:10 And it sounds like

01:30:11 It was quite a

01:30:12 Powerful experience for you

01:30:13 It was the most

01:30:14 Yeah

01:30:15 Most powerful

01:30:16 I haven't even

01:30:17 Fully talked about it yet

01:30:18 It was like

01:30:18 One of the most

01:30:19 It was

01:30:20 The best experience

01:30:21 Of my life

01:30:22 Yeah

01:30:23 So like

01:30:23 Now

01:30:24 I can see that

01:30:25 You're more centered

01:30:26 Right

01:30:27 And now you're

01:30:27 Sort of saying

01:30:28 Like okay

01:30:28 Like if my intentions

01:30:29 Are pure

01:30:30 And like all this

01:30:30 Other stuff

01:30:31 Which is cool

01:30:31 But like

01:30:32 You were

01:30:33 You were clowning

01:30:34 Long before that 0.59

01:30:35 Right

01:30:35 You were getting

01:30:35 Rises out of people

01:30:36 Long before you

01:30:37 Went to Mecca

01:30:38 And understood

01:30:39 Everything that

01:30:40 You've understood now

01:30:41 Yeah since I was

01:30:41 Like four years old

01:30:42 I used to

01:30:43 Like tell

01:30:44 Knockjock jokes

01:30:44 Like there's

01:30:45 I would

01:30:47 Yeah always

01:30:48 I was always

01:30:48 Like making

01:30:49 Stand up comedy

01:30:51 Type jokes

01:30:51 Since I was

01:30:52 Like three

01:30:53 Yeah

01:30:54 Can I ask you

01:30:56 About what

01:30:57 Growing up

01:30:57 Was like for you

01:30:58 That's like

01:30:58 Oh my god

01:30:59 Growing up

01:31:00 Was good

01:31:01 Growing up

01:31:01 Was you know

01:31:02 I grew up

01:31:02 In a

01:31:03 Around Connecticut

01:31:06 In New York

01:31:07 New Haven

01:31:08 You know

01:31:09 Pretty mixed

01:31:10 Diverse

01:31:10 Two parent

01:31:11 Household

01:31:12 Really good

01:31:12 Parents

01:31:13 And feel

01:31:15 Pretty

01:31:15 Yeah siblings

01:31:17 Older 0.87

01:31:17 Since a younger

01:31:17 Brother

01:31:17 And what

01:31:20 Will you say

01:31:20 You feel pretty

01:31:21 I'm very grateful

01:31:23 That I have

01:31:24 Really good parents

01:31:24 And I still do

01:31:25 And

01:31:26 What made your

01:31:26 Parents really good

01:31:27 They sacrificed

01:31:28 A lot

01:31:28 In order to

01:31:29 Raise us properly

01:31:30 And they put

01:31:31 100%

01:31:32 Into parenting

01:31:32 And I think

01:31:33 That's pretty rare

01:31:34 I don't

01:31:34 My parents are

01:31:35 Still together

01:31:35 Like it's

01:31:36 Very rare

01:31:36 That I meet

01:31:36 People that

01:31:37 Still have parents

01:31:38 That are together

01:31:38 I love my parents

01:31:40 And when you

01:31:41 Say they

01:31:41 Sacrificed a lot

01:31:42 Can you share

01:31:43 A little bit

01:31:43 About that

01:31:43 Do you feel

01:31:44 Comfortable

01:31:44 Yeah I mean

01:31:45 I think that

01:31:45 They chose

01:31:47 To you know

01:31:48 They didn't

01:31:48 Go out and

01:31:49 Party ever

01:31:49 You know

01:31:50 They don't

01:31:50 Really have

01:31:51 That many

01:31:51 Friends

01:31:52 They didn't

01:31:52 Really have

01:31:52 Like that

01:31:53 Much of a

01:31:53 Social life

01:31:54 Or a life

01:31:54 Outside of

01:31:54 Raising

01:31:55 Their children

01:31:56 Like that

01:31:57 Like that

01:31:57 Was their

01:31:57 Number one

01:31:58 Priority

01:31:59 Like they

01:31:59 Didn't

01:32:00 They weren't

01:32:01 They weren't

01:32:01 Selfish

01:32:01 Whatsoever

01:32:02 Okay

01:32:03 And what

01:32:04 Was school

01:32:05 Like for you

01:32:05 Um

01:32:07 School was

01:32:09 You were the 0.94

01:32:10 Class clown 0.97

01:32:11 Yeah 0.91

01:32:12 Later on

01:32:13 I wasn't

01:32:13 As funny

01:32:14 Earlier

01:32:14 But then I

01:32:15 Did get

01:32:15 Funny

01:32:15 And then I

01:32:15 Was a 0.63

01:32:15 Class clown 0.87

01:32:16 Like I 0.96

01:32:17 Had ups

01:32:17 And downs

01:32:18 Like I

01:32:18 Tried to

01:32:18 Be

01:32:18 I was like

01:32:19 Fourth or

01:32:19 Fifth grade

01:32:19 I tried to

01:32:20 Be the 0.84

01:32:20 Class clown 0.84

01:32:20 More than 0.87

01:32:21 I was

01:32:21 It was

01:32:22 Cringe

01:32:22 But then

01:32:22 I developed

01:32:23 A good

01:32:24 Flow

01:32:25 Yeah

01:32:26 And and

01:32:28 What was

01:32:30 Like what

01:32:30 Were your

01:32:30 Friends like

01:32:31 You know

01:32:32 Things like

01:32:32 That

01:32:33 Um

01:32:34 Diverse

01:32:34 Friend group

01:32:34 And we

01:32:35 Used to

01:32:35 Make like

01:32:35 Really 0.98

01:32:35 Fucked up

01:32:36 Jokes 0.96

01:32:36 Like uh

01:32:37 My best

01:32:37 Friends when

01:32:38 I was

01:32:38 Younger

01:32:38 Um

01:32:39 A jewish 1.00

01:32:40 Guy and

01:32:40 A black 1.00

01:32:40 Guy

01:32:40 And um

01:32:42 I was

01:32:42 More asian

01:32:43 When I

01:32:43 Was younger

01:32:43 So they

01:32:44 Would always

01:32:44 Call me uh

01:32:45 Like say

01:32:45 That my

01:32:46 My ancestors

01:32:47 Died

01:32:47 Building the

01:32:48 Railroads

01:32:48 And I

01:32:49 Would make

01:32:49 Holocaust 0.95

01:32:49 Jokes

01:32:50 And then

01:32:50 I'd make

01:32:51 Slave jokes

01:32:51 And then

01:32:52 We were just

01:32:52 It was just

01:32:53 Brutal

01:32:53 Like just

01:32:55 Seeing each

01:32:55 Other all

01:32:55 Day long

01:32:56 And try

01:32:56 To make

01:32:56 Each other

01:32:57 Cry and

01:32:57 Laugh

01:32:57 And and

01:32:59 Do you

01:33:01 Have a

01:33:02 Sense of

01:33:03 What about

01:33:04 That kind

01:33:04 Of humor

01:33:05 Resonated

01:33:05 With you

01:33:06 I think

01:33:08 It was

01:33:08 Binding over

01:33:09 The fact

01:33:09 That uh

01:33:10 You can 0.99

01:33:11 Say fucked 0.94

01:33:11 Up things 0.98

01:33:12 And it

01:33:12 Doesn't have

01:33:12 To come

01:33:13 From a

01:33:13 Bad place

01:33:13 Because the

01:33:15 Teachers would

01:33:15 Always try

01:33:16 To censor

01:33:16 And say

01:33:17 You can't

01:33:17 Say this

01:33:17 You can't

01:33:18 Say that

01:33:18 Don't do

01:33:18 This

01:33:18 Don't do

01:33:19 That

01:33:19 But deep

01:33:20 Down you

01:33:20 Know oh

01:33:21 Well my

01:33:21 Intentions are

01:33:22 Pure just

01:33:22 Because I

01:33:22 Say something

01:33:23 Doesn't mean

01:33:23 I mean

01:33:23 It you

01:33:24 Know it

01:33:25 Doesn't have

01:33:25 To dictate

01:33:26 What my

01:33:27 Belief system

01:33:28 Is and

01:33:30 And so

01:33:30 Have you

01:33:31 Been judged

01:33:32 A lot

01:33:32 For what

01:33:33 You say

01:33:33 Yeah I

01:33:34 Got canceled

01:33:35 Off every

01:33:35 Day

01:33:35 And how

01:33:37 Do you

01:33:37 Understand

01:33:37 That

01:33:38 How do

01:33:39 I understand

01:33:39 What do

01:33:39 You mean

01:33:40 Like what's

01:33:41 That like

01:33:42 For you

01:33:42 To be 1.00

01:33:43 Judged

01:33:43 For what

01:33:43 You say

01:33:44 I think

01:33:45 It's a

01:33:46 Big

01:33:46 Responsibility

01:33:46 Because I

01:33:47 Mean obviously

01:33:47 It's a

01:33:47 Bigger

01:33:47 Platform

01:33:48 Than just

01:33:48 Being like

01:33:49 A class 0.96

01:33:49 Clown

01:33:49 A lot

01:33:50 Of people

01:33:50 Listen

01:33:51 I think

01:33:51 One of the

01:33:52 Biggest

01:33:52 Shifts 0.93

01:33:53 To my

01:33:53 Perspective

01:33:54 Whereas I

01:33:54 Was at a

01:33:54 Baseball

01:33:55 Game

01:33:55 With low

01:33:55 Pump

01:33:55 And it

01:33:57 Was in

01:33:57 Between the

01:33:57 Innings or

01:33:58 Something we're

01:33:58 Walking to the

01:33:58 Hot dog stand

01:33:59 And then like

01:34:00 These 11 year olds

01:34:00 Come up to me

01:34:01 And they start

01:34:02 Like they get

01:34:02 Really excited

01:34:03 They're like

01:34:04 Three or four

01:34:05 Like they must

01:34:05 Have been fifth

01:34:06 Sixth grade

01:34:06 And they go 1.00

01:34:07 Fuck the 1.00

01:34:07 Women 1.00

01:34:07 Fuck the 1.00

01:34:08 Women 1.00

01:34:08 And I'm

01:34:08 Like what

01:34:09 Like no 1.00

01:34:09 Fuck transgenders 1.00

01:34:11 I'm like no 1.00

01:34:11 No no 1.00

01:34:12 Fuck the gay 1.00

01:34:13 People 1.00

01:34:13 I'm like no

01:34:14 No we love

01:34:14 Everyone

01:34:15 We love

01:34:15 Everyone

01:34:15 Just like

01:34:16 They were all

01:34:16 Excited

01:34:16 I'm like

01:34:17 Is this what

01:34:17 They get

01:34:18 From my

01:34:19 And I think

01:34:20 It was equally

01:34:21 Like good

01:34:22 And bad

01:34:22 Because they

01:34:23 Were also

01:34:23 They were joking

01:34:24 They were trying

01:34:24 To be

01:34:24 They literally

01:34:25 Like reminded me

01:34:26 Exactly of how

01:34:27 I was at

01:34:28 10 11 years old

01:34:29 And it looks

01:34:29 Bad because

01:34:30 It's on camera

01:34:30 Because people

01:34:31 Like this is

01:34:31 What he's

01:34:32 Making them

01:34:32 Believe

01:34:32 Like this is

01:34:33 Not what

01:34:33 They believe

01:34:34 It's just

01:34:34 Something that

01:34:35 Adolescent boys

01:34:36 All kind of

01:34:37 Go through

01:34:38 And I think

01:34:38 It's good

01:34:38 That they found

01:34:39 A vessel

01:34:39 Within my

01:34:40 Videos to

01:34:41 To find a

01:34:42 Similar sense

01:34:42 Of humor

01:34:43 So actually

01:34:43 At first I was

01:34:44 A little shook

01:34:44 And then it

01:34:45 Made me really

01:34:45 Happy

01:34:46 And I think

01:34:46 About those

01:34:47 Think about

01:34:48 Those guys a lot

01:34:48 And I hope

01:34:48 They're doing well

01:34:49 But it is

01:34:50 Reassuring that

01:34:51 Well not reassuring

01:34:52 But it's like

01:34:52 It gives you

01:34:53 A little responsibility

01:34:54 Like okay

01:34:54 Like everything

01:34:55 I say and do

01:34:56 Like I should

01:34:57 Have something

01:34:59 Positive there

01:35:00 Because I'm

01:35:01 Influencing the youth 0.74

01:35:02 You know

01:35:02 Whether or not

01:35:03 A lot of people

01:35:03 Like to admit it

01:35:04 Or how much

01:35:04 They try to cancel

01:35:05 Or silence

01:35:06 Or censor

01:35:06 Like there's

01:35:07 You know

01:35:07 What I say

01:35:09 Is influential

01:35:10 Yeah

01:35:12 And in what way

01:35:13 Would you say

01:35:14 You're influencing them

01:35:14 Um

01:35:16 I think I'm

01:35:17 Helping them

01:35:18 Embrace their

01:35:19 Their boyhood

01:35:20 In a

01:35:21 In a generation

01:35:23 Where it's really

01:35:23 Suppressed

01:35:23 Where men are 0.78

01:35:25 Becoming more

01:35:25 Feminate 0.90

01:35:26 Where we're told 0.93

01:35:27 To cry more

01:35:28 And talk about

01:35:29 Our feelings more

01:35:30 Where you know

01:35:31 Gender ideology

01:35:32 Is pushed

01:35:33 Where you know

01:35:34 Inherently like

01:35:34 No 12 year old 0.85

01:35:35 Boy believes in that

01:35:36 They don't believe

01:35:37 In any of that 1.00

01:35:37 They think it's garbage 1.00

01:35:39 They think it's stupid 1.00

01:35:39 And they don't want 1.00

01:35:40 To make racist jokes

01:35:41 And they just want

01:35:41 To be unapologetic

01:35:44 And be themselves

01:35:46 And we're trying

01:35:48 To mold boys 0.95

01:35:50 Into something

01:35:50 That they're not

01:35:51 And it's making

01:35:52 A lot of people

01:35:52 Unhappy

01:35:53 And I don't think

01:35:54 A lot of people

01:35:54 See what's going on

01:35:55 When you say

01:35:56 It's making a lot

01:35:57 Of

01:35:57 When we're molding

01:35:59 Boys into what 0.88

01:35:59 They're not

01:36:00 Right

01:36:00 So this is

01:36:01 This is not

01:36:02 That's the side

01:36:04 That's winning

01:36:04 Right now

01:36:05 Which is not

01:36:05 Your side

01:36:06 Right

01:36:06 The godless side

01:36:07 And when

01:36:09 The godless side

01:36:11 Is succeeding

01:36:12 What happens

01:36:14 When we get

01:36:15 When we get boys

01:36:16 To talk about

01:36:17 Their feelings

01:36:17 Or men to talk 0.98

01:36:18 About their feelings

01:36:19 Then the woman 0.56

01:36:21 Controls the relationship

01:36:22 Then you become

01:36:24 Deeply unhappy

01:36:25 You become weaker

01:36:26 It shows in your body

01:36:27 The way you speak 0.99

01:36:29 You become more of a snake 0.99

01:36:30 You just become 0.99

01:36:30 Less of a man 0.97

01:36:31 And you're not

01:36:33 Leading like the way

01:36:33 You don't lead anymore

01:36:35 You're not leading the charge

01:36:37 So talking about

01:36:37 Your feelings

01:36:38 Is 0.88

01:36:38 It means that

01:36:39 You become submissive

01:36:40 Yeah

01:36:42 Because you're submitting

01:36:43 To a person

01:36:44 Instead of to god

01:36:44 So like

01:36:45 You opening up

01:36:46 In that vulnerable way

01:36:47 To that extent

01:36:48 It

01:36:49 Yeah

01:36:50 Yes

01:36:51 Okay

01:36:51 So if we're

01:36:54 Not supposed to talk

01:36:56 About our feelings

01:36:56 What are we supposed

01:36:57 To do with them

01:36:57 I think there's better

01:37:00 Like

01:37:00 I see

01:37:01 I think joking

01:37:02 Is a way

01:37:02 Like there's better

01:37:03 Ways to talk

01:37:04 About your feelings

01:37:05 Rather than

01:37:05 Crying in front

01:37:07 Of a therapist

01:37:07 Like I think

01:37:08 Stand up

01:37:09 Stand up comedians

01:37:09 For example 1.00

01:37:10 Are all fucked up 1.00

01:37:11 Like the best 1.00

01:37:12 Stand up comedians

01:37:13 Have like all this

01:37:14 Trauma and stuff like that

01:37:15 And they

01:37:15 Put that

01:37:16 Into their craft

01:37:18 And I think it's

01:37:19 A really effective way

01:37:20 Of turning

01:37:20 Trauma

01:37:21 Turning problems

01:37:22 Into something

01:37:23 That's positive

01:37:23 They're spreading laughter

01:37:24 All of them

01:37:25 Like if you

01:37:26 Go to a stand up

01:37:26 Comedy show

01:37:27 I used to do it a lot

01:37:28 When I was in New York

01:37:28 And then COVID happened

01:37:30 I was standing there

01:37:31 And these people

01:37:32 Are just talking about

01:37:32 Their parents

01:37:33 And their drug addictions

01:37:34 And their relationships

01:37:35 And just like

01:37:36 And then they find

01:37:37 Like a way

01:37:37 To make fun of it

01:37:38 Instead of

01:37:39 Feel bad about it

01:37:41 They just kind of

01:37:41 Like make light of it

01:37:42 And they

01:37:42 You

01:37:44 It's therapeutic

01:37:44 To be able to

01:37:45 Share that information

01:37:46 With strangers

01:37:46 And then laugh about it

01:37:47 And then you feel

01:37:48 Better after

01:37:48 Because you're not

01:37:49 Like bottling it down

01:37:50 But even then

01:37:51 You don't just need

01:37:51 To do it in

01:37:52 Standard comedy

01:37:52 Like sometimes

01:37:53 You'll see like

01:37:53 The super jack guy 0.53

01:37:54 In the gym

01:37:54 And he's dead lifting

01:37:55 Like 400 pounds

01:37:56 Like

01:37:56 I used to be me

01:37:58 And you're kind of

01:37:59 Like all that

01:38:00 Whatever's going on

01:38:01 You're letting it out

01:38:02 In the gym

01:38:03 Or when

01:38:04 When I'm sparring too

01:38:05 Like you know

01:38:05 Sometimes you get

01:38:06 Into a mode

01:38:06 Where you're angry

01:38:07 And you're thinking

01:38:08 About something

01:38:08 That happened

01:38:09 What happened at work

01:38:10 And you just

01:38:11 You know

01:38:11 You let it out there

01:38:12 And afterwards

01:38:12 You shake hands

01:38:13 With the person

01:38:13 You might have

01:38:14 A bloody nose

01:38:14 You might have 0.69

01:38:14 Hit you too

01:38:15 And in that moment 0.96

01:38:17 Now you're stronger

01:38:18 You know

01:38:19 You're better at fighting

01:38:20 And you've let it out

01:38:21 In a healthy way

01:38:22 So I think

01:38:22 There's healthier ways

01:38:23 To express

01:38:24 Negative feelings

01:38:25 Or channel that energy

01:38:26 Than therapy

01:38:28 Okay

01:38:29 Can I think for a second?

01:38:33 Yeah

01:38:33 Do you have any questions

01:38:34 For me by the way

01:38:35 So far?

01:38:37 Have I changed your mind

01:38:38 On anything?

01:38:39 No

01:38:39 Okay

01:38:41 How long have you

01:38:43 Been doing this?

01:38:43 Can I ask you

01:38:46 A question about that?

01:38:47 Yeah

01:38:47 Are you under the impression

01:38:49 That I don't already

01:38:50 Agree with you

01:38:51 About most of what

01:38:52 You're saying?

01:38:53 I was under that impression

01:38:54 I was under that impression

01:38:56 Yeah

01:38:56 I mean

01:38:57 Am I

01:38:58 Is anything that I'm saying

01:39:00 So like for example

01:39:03 When you talk about

01:39:04 Like

01:39:04 Let me just toss

01:39:05 A couple things out

01:39:06 So I completely agree

01:39:07 With you that

01:39:08 I think comedy

01:39:08 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:09 I think exercise

01:39:10 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:11 I think prayer

01:39:12 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:12 I think we have tons

01:39:14 Of scientific studies

01:39:15 That support

01:39:16 All of those things

01:39:17 We actually know

01:39:18 That those are all

01:39:19 Very effective ways

01:39:20 To manage mental health

01:39:21 And I think the other

01:39:23 Things that we know

01:39:24 Are that

01:39:24 It's not exclusive

01:39:27 To that

01:39:28 And in fact

01:39:28 I would say

01:39:29 The mind

01:39:29 Is probably

01:39:30 The organ of the body

01:39:31 That

01:39:32 Can benefit

01:39:34 From the most

01:39:35 Diverse kinds of things

01:39:36 As well as

01:39:39 The optimal function

01:39:40 Of the mind

01:39:41 Requires

01:39:42 A diversity

01:39:44 Of different things

01:39:44 To be healthy

01:39:45 The mind actually

01:39:46 Needs

01:39:46 The most

01:39:47 Balanced diet

01:39:48 Out of every organ

01:39:50 In our body

01:39:50 I think humor

01:39:52 For example

01:39:52 Is a very well

01:39:53 Documented defense mechanism

01:39:54 When I have patients

01:39:55 That I work with

01:39:56 We oftentimes

01:39:57 With the male patients 0.99

01:39:58 I will make dick jokes 0.99

01:39:59 And we will talk 1.00

01:40:00 About making dick jokes 0.99

01:40:01 And we will even 0.99

01:40:02 Do it very intentionally

01:40:03 And so after we go

01:40:05 Into a deep

01:40:06 Part of therapy

01:40:08 Where we're talking

01:40:08 About something raw

01:40:09 And real

01:40:10 We will do something

01:40:11 Called come up for air 0.98

01:40:13 By making a dick joke 0.99

01:40:14 Can you tell me 1.00

01:40:15 What's your 1.00

01:40:15 What's your best dick joke 1.00

01:40:16 Let me think about 0.99

01:40:20 What's my best 0.92

01:40:21 Dick joke 0.95

01:40:22 Okay that one

01:40:34 I can't say

01:40:34 You can say

01:40:36 We're on rumble

01:40:37 I don't know

01:40:39 I have

01:40:40 That's the one

01:40:40 I want to hear

01:40:41 I want to hear

01:40:41 The one you can't say

01:40:42 I know

01:40:43 Let me think

01:40:44 Let me see

01:40:45 If I've got a better one

01:40:45 Bruh

01:40:49 I don't

01:40:50 So there's one

01:40:51 There's one

01:40:52 That came to my mind

01:40:52 But usually 0.96

01:40:53 The dick joke 0.95

01:40:53 That I make 0.95

01:40:54 Is like

01:40:55 In line

01:40:55 With what we're

01:40:56 Talking about

01:40:56 Okay

01:40:57 Right

01:40:57 So like

01:40:59 Like it's hard

01:41:02 It's hard to describe

01:41:03 But like you know 0.99

01:41:04 You can make dick jokes 0.99

01:41:04 About whatever 0.99

01:41:05 We're talking about

01:41:06 Yeah

01:41:06 So it's not

01:41:08 It's not like 0.97

01:41:08 I have a dick joke 0.98

01:41:09 And it's like 0.99

01:41:10 Hey we just talked

01:41:11 About your childhood trauma

01:41:12 Let me tell you a joke

01:41:14 Knock knock

01:41:15 Knock knock

01:41:16 Yeah

01:41:16 Who's there 1.00

01:41:17 Your dick 1.00

01:41:18 Right 1.00

01:41:23 Okay

01:41:24 That's a good one

01:41:25 Because you went to therapy

01:41:27 And it got lopped off

01:41:28 And now it's dangling out here

01:41:30 Yeah

01:41:31 Yeah

01:41:33 I mean I don't even 0.98

01:41:34 That's a fucking awful joke 0.97

01:41:35 But it's just an example 0.99

01:41:36 That was like a fight

01:41:37 That was better than

01:41:38 What I was thinking

01:41:39 From the spot

01:41:39 That was good

01:41:40 Yeah

01:41:41 I mean if you want to

01:41:42 You know if we get into

01:41:43 Something deep

01:41:43 I'm sure that my mind

01:41:44 Will come up with one

01:41:47 Okay

01:41:47 And then I'll share it

01:41:48 With you at the time

01:41:48 Okay

01:41:49 So

01:41:52 Yeah

01:41:53 So I mean

01:41:54 I don't actually disagree

01:41:56 With a lot of what you're saying

01:41:57 I think

01:41:57 I'd say that if anything

01:41:59 I think that your understanding

01:42:00 Of things I would describe

01:42:01 As incomplete

01:42:02 Not incorrect

01:42:03 Okay

01:42:04 Can you

01:42:06 Anyway that's

01:42:07 Can you explain

01:42:08 Why incomplete

01:42:09 Not incorrect

01:42:09 So I

01:42:11 That's what I was thinking about

01:42:12 And I'm going to get to

01:42:13 And that's when I asked you

01:42:14 Do you

01:42:15 Do you have any questions

01:42:16 For me

01:42:16 How long have you

01:42:18 Been doing this

01:42:19 What do you mean by this

01:42:20 Talking to people

01:42:22 Crying on the couch

01:42:23 Oh psychotherapy

01:42:26 Psychiatry

01:42:27 Okay

01:42:29 So

01:42:29 So I

01:42:30 I became a medical doctor

01:42:32 Uh

01:42:35 How has it been

01:42:37 I became a medical doctor

01:42:39 Nine years ago

01:42:40 I started doing psychotherapy

01:42:42 Eight years ago

01:42:43 I

01:42:44 Started to do psychotherapy

01:42:46 Very seriously

01:42:46 Seven years ago

01:42:47 And then

01:42:49 I became

01:42:49 A fully trained psychiatrist

01:42:51 Five years ago

01:42:52 Do you notice a common theme

01:42:54 When you talk to streamers

01:42:55 Yes

01:42:59 Many

01:42:59 What is it

01:43:01 Uh

01:43:03 Like

01:43:06 When you talk to streamers

01:43:07 I mean so many

01:43:09 So like

01:43:09 Are you talking about

01:43:10 Specifically about streaming

01:43:11 Or

01:43:11 When you talk to live streamers

01:43:13 Because I've seen

01:43:13 Like

01:43:14 That's one of your

01:43:14 Consistency

01:43:15 Yeah

01:43:15 Do you notice a common theme

01:43:17 That's separate from

01:43:18 Other people

01:43:19 What do you notice

01:43:19 About streamers

01:43:20 Oh absolutely

01:43:20 Yeah

01:43:20 Can you

01:43:21 So I think

01:43:22 At the top of the list

01:43:23 Is like

01:43:23 We're all misfits

01:43:24 To society

01:43:25 Like we can't

01:43:26 The reason we become

01:43:27 Successful at streamers

01:43:29 Is because we get

01:43:30 Rejected by the rest

01:43:31 Of the world

01:43:31 In some way

01:43:33 And then

01:43:34 There's something

01:43:35 About us

01:43:36 That is busted

01:43:37 In school

01:43:38 In nine to fives

01:43:39 In standard jobs

01:43:41 And so

01:43:42 We start streaming

01:43:43 And then something

01:43:44 About this environment

01:43:45 Fits like a glove

01:43:47 So

01:43:48 One example

01:43:49 Of that

01:43:49 So that's the

01:43:50 Overarching theme

01:43:51 If you want one

01:43:51 But there are all kinds

01:43:53 Of different examples

01:43:55 Of that

01:43:55 So one is that

01:43:56 The prevalence

01:43:56 Of ADHD

01:43:57 Among streamers

01:43:58 Yep

01:43:58 I think is way higher

01:43:59 Than the regular population

01:44:01 You think ADHD is real?

01:44:04 Yes

01:44:04 Okay

01:44:05 They told me I had ADHD

01:44:07 When I was like

01:44:07 Nine and ten

01:44:08 I used to take Ritalin

01:44:09 And so all that stuff

01:44:10 I think it's

01:44:10 I think it's a lie

01:44:11 Especially because

01:44:12 The fact that they say

01:44:13 It's like

01:44:13 A deficit

01:44:14 The fact that they say

01:44:15 It's a disorder 0.99

01:44:16 I think is garbage 0.99

01:44:17 It's not a disorder 1.00

01:44:18 It's just a different

01:44:19 Way of thinking

01:44:20 I actually think

01:44:20 It's a superpower

01:44:21 I think it's

01:44:22 It's a gift

01:44:24 And calling it

01:44:25 A disorder

01:44:25 Is incorrect

01:44:27 Yeah

01:44:28 So I think

01:44:29 That that too

01:44:30 Is not something

01:44:31 That I

01:44:32 Entirely disagree with

01:44:33 I wouldn't say

01:44:34 You're wrong about that

01:44:35 I've worked with

01:44:36 Many people

01:44:36 Myself included

01:44:37 Who are probably

01:44:38 Somewhere on the

01:44:39 ADHD spectrum

01:44:40 And I've come to see

01:44:41 The way that my mind

01:44:42 Works as a gift

01:44:43 At the same time

01:44:45 So I think

01:44:45 This is one area

01:44:46 In which

01:44:47 I would

01:44:49 If I had to judge

01:44:50 What you say

01:44:51 One area in which

01:44:53 You're incomplete

01:44:53 Is that you tend to

01:44:54 Make a lot of

01:44:55 Generalizations

01:44:55 So I don't hear

01:44:57 In you that

01:44:58 ADHD

01:44:58 Is variable

01:45:00 Amongst different people

01:45:01 I don't hear

01:45:04 That conception

01:45:04 When you speak

01:45:05 So you say

01:45:07 It wasn't a disorder

01:45:09 For me

01:45:09 Which is fair enough

01:45:10 Ritalin for me

01:45:11 Didn't work

01:45:12 Which is fair enough

01:45:13 But

01:45:14 You don't know

01:45:15 What the experience

01:45:16 Of everyone else

01:45:16 With ADHD

01:45:17 Is like

01:45:17 And for some people

01:45:18 It is a crippling disorder

01:45:20 And what we mean

01:45:21 By crippling disorder

01:45:22 Is that they cannot

01:45:23 Function in the world

01:45:25 Because they cannot

01:45:25 Get their mind to focus

01:45:27 In the worst cases

01:45:28 Of ADHD

01:45:29 I think that

01:45:30 That puts the blame

01:45:31 On something that's

01:45:32 Genetic or something

01:45:33 That's innate

01:45:34 Rather than just saying

01:45:35 It's misled focus

01:45:36 Or like misdirection

01:45:38 For example

01:45:39 There's this guy

01:45:39 On Twitter

01:45:40 Brute

01:45:40 And he talks about

01:45:41 How a meth head

01:45:42 Is almost identical

01:45:43 To an Elon Musk

01:45:45 CEO billionaire

01:45:46 A meth head

01:45:47 Has all this energy

01:45:48 That instead of

01:45:49 He's putting into

01:45:50 A fortune 500 company

01:45:51 He's just putting it

01:45:52 Into the pipe

01:45:52 You know

01:45:53 He's digging holes

01:45:53 In the backyard

01:45:54 Looking for China 0.99

01:45:55 As soon as you

01:45:56 Put that guy 0.88

01:45:57 In the right direction

01:45:57 And you can put him

01:45:58 To something

01:45:59 Where he could

01:45:59 Direct all that

01:46:00 Meth energy

01:46:01 To something that's

01:46:02 Positive

01:46:02 He's the same 0.98

01:46:04 Like those people

01:46:05 Are very similar

01:46:06 They're two sides 0.62

01:46:07 Of the same coin

01:46:08 They're more common

01:46:09 With the average person

01:46:10 That's what confuses me

01:46:12 Because I would

01:46:13 Agree with you

01:46:14 100%

01:46:14 I mean the majority

01:46:15 Of clinical practice

01:46:16 That I've done

01:46:17 Is like actually

01:46:18 Addiction psychiatry

01:46:19 And I would

01:46:20 Completely agree with you

01:46:21 That the majority

01:46:22 Of my patients

01:46:23 Who are addicted

01:46:23 To stuff

01:46:24 Have an immense

01:46:26 Amount of energy

01:46:27 Are incredibly resilient

01:46:28 Are often times

01:46:30 Highly intelligent

01:46:31 And helping them

01:46:33 Channel that

01:46:33 Into healthier things

01:46:34 Leads to excellent

01:46:36 Outcomes

01:46:36 I wouldn't disagree

01:46:38 With that at all

01:46:38 But why are

01:46:39 Generalizations like

01:46:40 That a bad thing

01:46:41 Because like

01:46:41 I don't think

01:46:42 There's anyone

01:46:43 That said

01:46:43 There's no

01:46:44 Exception for cancer

01:46:45 You know

01:46:46 Cancer is something

01:46:46 That you

01:46:47 It just happens

01:46:48 Right

01:46:48 There's neither

01:46:48 Oh cancer was actually

01:46:49 Really good for my lungs

01:46:51 You know

01:46:52 Hold on

01:46:53 Hold on

01:46:54 So I have spoken

01:46:55 With a ton

01:46:56 Of patients

01:46:57 That I was very

01:46:58 Confused by

01:46:59 When they would

01:47:00 Say things like

01:47:01 Cancer was the best

01:47:02 Thing that ever

01:47:03 Happened to me

01:47:03 And I'd be like

01:47:05 Bro what are you

01:47:05 Talking about

01:47:06 Right

01:47:07 And then I would

01:47:08 Listen to them

01:47:09 And that's when

01:47:10 There are cases

01:47:11 Of cancer

01:47:11 Where like

01:47:12 Here I am

01:47:13 I'm 36

01:47:14 I'm not taking

01:47:14 Care of myself

01:47:15 I'm not taking

01:47:16 Care of my family

01:47:17 I'm like

01:47:17 Ah like

01:47:18 Whatever

01:47:18 Life is like

01:47:18 Whatever

01:47:19 I'm bitching

01:47:20 All the time

01:47:20 Like I'm not

01:47:21 Really doing

01:47:21 Anything with my

01:47:22 Life

01:47:22 And then

01:47:22 You tell someone

01:47:23 Hey you could

01:47:24 Have one year

01:47:24 To live

01:47:25 And they're like 1.00

01:47:26 Oh shit 0.99

01:47:26 Like I've got 1.00

01:47:28 One year to live

01:47:29 And like

01:47:30 I don't want to die

01:47:30 Like I hate my life

01:47:32 But I don't want to die

01:47:32 I want to live

01:47:33 And then six months

01:47:35 Later after

01:47:35 Chemotherapy

01:47:36 They have a

01:47:37 Surgical resection

01:47:38 They shrink the cancer

01:47:39 They remove it

01:47:40 From the body

01:47:40 And then they

01:47:41 Discover that

01:47:41 You're cancer free

01:47:42 And suddenly

01:47:43 Someone is like

01:47:44 Thank god

01:47:45 I was dead

01:47:47 At 35

01:47:48 And at 36

01:47:49 Post cancer

01:47:50 I'm starting

01:47:51 To live life

01:47:51 I've started to

01:47:52 Realize that

01:47:53 Life is precious

01:47:54 I am awake

01:47:55 For granted

01:47:56 Yeah

01:47:57 Was that

01:47:57 Walter White

01:47:58 I don't know

01:47:59 Oh god

01:48:00 I mean I

01:48:01 I don't know

01:48:02 Walter White

01:48:03 Well enough

01:48:03 To know his quotes

01:48:04 But I mean

01:48:08 So you know

01:48:08 It's humbling

01:48:09 And I think

01:48:10 Why is it bad

01:48:10 To make generalizations

01:48:11 Because I think

01:48:12 Human beings

01:48:12 Have different experiences

01:48:13 That's true

01:48:14 And what works

01:48:15 For one person

01:48:15 Doesn't work

01:48:16 For someone else

01:48:17 And that's also

01:48:18 Where I mean

01:48:19 I've met my

01:48:19 Fair share of people

01:48:20 Myself included

01:48:23 Who got way more

01:48:26 Out of spirituality

01:48:27 Than I did

01:48:28 Out of therapy

01:48:29 Like way more

01:48:32 So what transformed

01:48:34 My life was

01:48:35 Spirituality

01:48:36 Not a psychotherapist

01:48:37 You did DMT

01:48:39 In Peru?

01:48:40 No

01:48:41 I spent seven years

01:48:43 Studying to become

01:48:43 A monk in India

01:48:44 Oh okay

01:48:45 Okay

01:48:45 Yeah

01:48:46 Can you levitate?

01:48:49 No

01:48:49 Still working on that one

01:48:52 Then I went to med school

01:48:53 If I had stayed with it

01:48:54 Maybe I would be able to

01:48:55 At this point

01:48:55 Yeah so like I said

01:48:57 I think the main thing

01:48:58 In which I'm sort of hearing

01:49:00 Is not that you're wrong

01:49:01 I mean I think that

01:49:02 It's most

01:49:03 I want to even say

01:49:04 That most psychiatrists

01:49:05 Or psychotherapists

01:49:06 Would agree with a lot

01:49:06 Of what you're saying

01:49:07 That humor has

01:49:08 Therapeutic value

01:49:09 That prayer has

01:49:10 Therapeutic value

01:49:11 That just talking

01:49:13 About your emotions

01:49:14 I actually think

01:49:14 A lot of psychotherapists

01:49:16 Well it's not that

01:49:17 It's a waste of time

01:49:18 But I think many people

01:49:19 Myself included

01:49:20 I don't want people

01:49:21 To come to my office

01:49:21 And just talk about

01:49:22 Their emotions

01:49:23 That's not what

01:49:24 We're here for

01:49:24 We're here to do work

01:49:26 We're here to help

01:49:26 Someone get better

01:49:27 And we're here

01:49:28 To help someone go

01:49:30 Like my goal

01:49:31 With all of my patients

01:49:32 Is for them

01:49:33 To never come back

01:49:34 What's the longest

01:49:37 You've had a patient?

01:49:42 Five years

01:49:43 Seven years

01:49:44 Six years

01:49:45 Ask me what my

01:49:50 Average amount

01:49:51 Of time

01:49:51 To spend

01:49:52 With a patient

01:49:52 Is 0.88

01:49:52 What is it?

01:49:54 Because you're

01:49:54 Asking about the longest

01:49:55 Yeah

01:49:56 What's the average

01:49:56 Three months?

01:49:57 Six to twelve months

01:49:58 Okay

01:49:59 Probably around

01:50:01 Under a year

01:50:02 I would say

01:50:02 And that's once

01:50:03 A week of yapping?

01:50:05 Mm-hmm

01:50:05 Sometimes more

01:50:07 Than yapping

01:50:07 Sometimes jerking

01:50:09 Each other off

01:50:09 Huh? 1.00

01:50:10 There's your dick joke 1.00

01:50:11 Nice 1.00

01:50:19 I didn't expect that one

01:50:20 It came out of nowhere

01:50:21 Why?

01:50:25 Were you interested?

01:50:26 Is that

01:50:26 Because you seemed

01:50:27 It seems like

01:50:28 You got

01:50:29 You know

01:50:30 No

01:50:31 It was just

01:50:31 A surprise

01:50:32 You sure?

01:50:35 Yeah

01:50:35 Boom

01:50:38 How are you feeling now?

01:50:40 Uh

01:50:40 Uncomfortable

01:50:41 Right?

01:50:43 Yeah

01:50:43 Okay

01:50:45 I'll

01:50:46 I'll be

01:50:47 What

01:50:48 Would it help

01:50:48 If I apologize?

01:50:49 I don't need

01:50:50 No it's fine

01:50:50 If you're joking

01:50:51 Then it's okay

01:50:52 Yeah

01:50:53 And if I wasn't?

01:50:56 Um

01:50:56 No you

01:50:57 I told you 1.00

01:51:02 This shit is a liberal 1.00

01:51:03 Gay psyop 1.00

01:51:03 This is how people 0.99

01:51:04 Come transgender

01:51:05 They go 0.96

01:51:05 You're proving my point

01:51:06 Yeah

01:51:09 No I mean

01:51:10 I think it's hilarious

01:51:11 How

01:51:12 How a tiny little joke

01:51:13 Can make you so uncomfortable

01:51:15 Sorry

01:51:16 That was demeaning

01:51:17 I apologize

01:51:17 It was denigrating

01:51:19 Yeah

01:51:22 Um

01:51:23 Anyway

01:51:24 Shall we get back to it?

01:51:25 Yes

01:51:26 So

01:51:27 I would say that

01:51:28 So you asked how long

01:51:30 I've been doing it

01:51:30 So I would say

01:51:31 The longest patient

01:51:32 Is six years

01:51:32 But even in

01:51:33 In that case

01:51:34 The patient has done well

01:51:36 For extended periods of time

01:51:37 So they'll be like

01:51:39 Done with therapy

01:51:39 For about two years

01:51:40 And then something will happen

01:51:41 And they'll call

01:51:42 And then we'll kind of

01:51:43 Work through it

01:51:43 We'll work together

01:51:44 For about six months

01:51:45 And then we'll take a break

01:51:46 For eight months

01:51:46 And then something else happens

01:51:47 And that's usually

01:51:49 What that looks like

01:51:50 Three to seven

01:51:52 There are definitely

01:51:53 Some patients

01:51:54 Who need

01:51:54 Ongoing emotional support

01:51:56 Um

01:51:58 But those people

01:51:58 I think

01:51:59 Tend to

01:52:00 Have difficulties

01:52:02 With the basic

01:52:03 Day-to-day skills

01:52:04 That lead to wellness

01:52:05 So either they are

01:52:08 Um

01:52:08 They're in a situation

01:52:10 Where they can't exercise

01:52:11 They're cognitively

01:52:13 In a space

01:52:13 Where they really can't

01:52:14 Regulate their emotions

01:52:15 And they require

01:52:15 Someone else's like

01:52:16 Support

01:52:17 In an ongoing basis

01:52:18 I've absolutely worked

01:52:19 With people like that

01:52:20 But I don't think

01:52:22 That's the majority of people

01:52:23 The exception

01:52:24 Rather than the rule

01:52:25 What do people

01:52:28 Usually come by

01:52:29 Like what's the

01:52:30 What's the

01:52:31 What are normal people

01:52:32 Going through right now

01:52:33 What do you mean by that

01:52:35 What's the average person

01:52:37 Coming into the therapy

01:52:38 Like what are they

01:52:39 What are people dealing with

01:52:40 Are you

01:52:40 What do you

01:52:40 What patterns are you noticing

01:52:42 You're saying that streamers

01:52:43 Are ADHD rejects

01:52:45 Who are attention-seeking 0.88

01:52:46 Narcissists

01:52:47 What about

01:52:48 The average person

01:52:49 Why are they coming in

01:52:50 To pay for services

01:52:51 Are you talking about

01:52:53 The average person

01:52:54 In general

01:52:54 Yeah like

01:52:55 Like a nine 0.72

01:52:56 Yeah the average person

01:52:57 That sees you

01:52:57 Like what are you

01:52:58 What are you noticing

01:52:59 Yeah so people see me

01:52:59 For a different reason

01:53:00 So I think people see me

01:53:01 That are a little bit

01:53:03 Less enamored

01:53:03 With therapy and psychiatry

01:53:05 So given my background

01:53:06 Of like complementary

01:53:07 And alternative medicine

01:53:08 And the fact that I studied

01:53:10 To become a monk

01:53:11 Like people will come to me

01:53:12 Because they don't want

01:53:13 To be on medication

01:53:14 Because they want to

01:53:17 Optimize their performance

01:53:18 In some way

01:53:18 So and most people

01:53:21 Come to me because

01:53:21 They are interested in like

01:53:23 Understanding themselves better

01:53:24 And mastering themselves more

01:53:27 Okay

01:53:29 And sometimes they've got like

01:53:31 Oftentimes something will

01:53:32 Push them into my office

01:53:33 Like so for example

01:53:35 You know people are afraid

01:53:36 That like their anxiety

01:53:37 Is getting in the way of work

01:53:38 But most of the time

01:53:40 It's not

01:53:40 It's like

01:53:41 I want to be free of this

01:53:43 I want to be able

01:53:45 To enjoy life

01:53:46 I want to be able to

01:53:47 Do a good job at work

01:53:49 I'm tired of worrying

01:53:52 About stuff that I know

01:53:53 Is not important

01:53:54 And they want help with that

01:53:57 And I think that

01:53:58 Most people will figure it out

01:54:01 I think it's just

01:54:02 Having someone who knows

01:54:03 Is an expert in the material

01:54:05 It's way easier to learn

01:54:07 Right

01:54:07 I can figure out how to surf

01:54:09 If I spend enough time

01:54:10 In the ocean

01:54:10 But having someone who knows

01:54:12 How to surf teach me

01:54:13 I'll just learn way faster

01:54:14 Right

01:54:15 So I

01:54:17 And this is kind of where

01:54:18 You know

01:54:19 I have some questions for you

01:54:20 But

01:54:20 And I think that's really

01:54:22 What we do as therapists

01:54:23 Is help people

01:54:26 Focus up

01:54:27 Help people understand

01:54:30 How

01:54:30 Or this is what I try to do

01:54:31 I try to help people

01:54:32 Understand like

01:54:33 What a human

01:54:34 How a human works

01:54:35 So when I ask you

01:54:38 For example

01:54:38 What are the mechanisms

01:54:39 Of prayer

01:54:40 How does a prayer

01:54:41 How does prayer work

01:54:43 How does it work

01:54:43 How does it not work

01:54:44 What does therapy do not do

01:54:45 So like the questions

01:54:47 That I have for you

01:54:47 And if you want

01:54:48 An impression of

01:54:50 Fixing what I think

01:54:52 Is incomplete

01:54:52 About your understanding

01:54:53 We can start that

01:54:54 Okay

01:54:55 You have other questions

01:54:57 Or can I dive in

01:54:58 You can dive in

01:54:59 Wait before you dive in

01:55:00 Can I go pee

01:55:00 Yeah of course

01:55:01 Okay

01:55:02 I'm gonna go to bed

01:55:02 Yeah

01:55:03 Chair stream

01:55:06 I'm gonna go get some water

01:55:07 Okay

01:55:08 Okay

01:55:09 Okay

01:55:11 Let's go

01:55:37 all right i'm back i don't know who i'm talking to a bunch of schizo adhd people 0.69

01:56:07 okay

01:56:18 okay so let me ask you something what is an emotion as a feeling

01:56:26 okay what what is a what is a feeling why why do we have emotions as humans

01:56:32 um as a reaction to what we see and experience

01:56:38 okay what um what is the purpose of an emotion the purpose of an emotion i don't think there

01:56:48 is one i think they just happen okay so that sounds very

01:56:56 uh i'm trying to think about okay so i'm gonna try to convince you that that's incorrect

01:57:04 okay okay so first of all we can take the god angle like i don't think god is omniscient right

01:57:11 what does omniscient mean one all knowing okay so like god made us this way right yes god gave us

01:57:19 emotions yes so like god doesn't do nothing this is something for no reason he's not like hey i'm a 0.90

01:57:26 fuck with the human race and i'm gonna give you all emotions i'm gonna make this human 0.73

01:57:29 and in order for y'all to be whatever like i'm gonna just toss in emotions like so 0.99

01:57:35 we exist for a reason like everything within us every part of us exists for a reason so we have 0.95

01:57:40 eyes for a reason we have nose for a reason we have mouth for a reason we have dicks for a reason right 1.00

01:57:46 not liking the dick jokes anymore i can stop no you're doing good that wasn't really a joke you just 0.98

01:57:52 said it but okay um so so we have emotions for a reason so like in what i would say if someone asked 0.91

01:58:02 me the question what are emotions for i would say that emotions are a source of information and a

01:58:06 source of motivation so for example if i walk into a room and there's like tension in the air i'm going

01:58:15 to feel emotionally uncomfortable yes or if if i walk into a room and everyone was laughing and then

01:58:21 suddenly everyone goes silent what do you think is the emotion that you would feel when everyone's

01:58:28 laughing wait and then i say joke everyone goes silent no no so yeah everyone's joking and you walk 0.56

01:58:32 into the room and everyone looks at you and shuts the fuck up uh embarrassment right so like if you think 0.66

01:58:39 about that why would you feel embarrassed because you know they're talking about you how do you know 0.96

01:58:44 they're talking about because the whole energy shifts exactly and the energy shift by the way is

01:58:50 all neurologically mediated so your eyes notice the change in behavior your ears notice the change you

01:58:58 can sense things so you're getting sensory input that sensory input gets processed very very very quickly

01:59:05 but in a very very primitive way it's not like a logical thing that your mind runs through

01:59:10 your mind gets your brain gets all the sensory input and then it reacts with an emotion

01:59:15 yes and then if we think about emotions emotions prepare us they prepare the whole body to act in a

01:59:23 particular way okay so for example if i feel angry all kinds of stuff happens i'm more willing to fight

01:59:32 mentally agreed yes i have adrenaline pumping through my system which increases the blood flow to my

01:59:42 skeletal muscles decreases the blood flow to my visceral organs so i stop digesting things liver

01:59:48 doesn't need blood stomach doesn't need blood colon doesn't need blood we need blood flow to our arms our

01:59:56 legs our mind starts thinking in terms of black and white when we're angry so we stop seeing nuance

02:00:02 we stop being empathic and that way when we need to throw down we can throw down so anger helps us

02:00:08 throw down it makes us more motivated to throw down it makes us more likely to throw down okay so

02:00:13 and if i like if i walk up to you and i slap you across the face you will get angry and that anger

02:00:20 will is good right we don't you see that like it serves a purpose yes okay so emotions are sources of

02:00:29 information and sources of action now the next thing is that emotions are not always useful sometimes our

02:00:40 emotions can lead us in the wrong direction agree yes has that ever happened to you of course

02:00:47 can you do you feel comfortable sharing an example about that to where an emotion led me in the wrong 0.98

02:00:53 direction yeah um does horny count sure uh fucking focusing on women instead of what i'm supposed to do 0.93

02:01:03 happens like on stream all the time or uh fear i think supplementing using drugs to cope with fear 0.98

02:01:12 stuff like that in the past okay so so like yeah so i mean i think i think that's that's actually

02:01:22 i'm really i love those examples because i think they really speak to

02:01:30 so when we have emotions if so they can be useful but they can also like if we're not in control of

02:01:37 them if we don't really understand where they come from or why they come from a particular place

02:01:42 and we're not able to regulate them we get into trouble right right so then

02:01:48 are you by the way are you kind of fall or is this okay what we're doing i'm following i'm following

02:01:56 you're you're explaining the use of emotions yeah so so and then i think that like so this is where we

02:02:02 kind of come to emotions such as crying or or is a weakness and that's kind of where i'm going with

02:02:07 this is that i i think so in my opinion or expertise or call it whatever you want to like

02:02:12 you will be a more effective human being if you can understand and even to a certain degree control

02:02:20 if you have a better relationship with your emotions in the same way that we can train

02:02:24 our muscles or our breathing um we can also train our mind

02:02:30 right i agree right and so i think one of the key parts of that training is a better relationship

02:02:40 with our our emotions and specifically to understand so sometimes we will also have

02:02:45 inappropriate emotions so a good example of this is let's say that i get anxious asking for a raise

02:02:53 from my boss even though i've worked really hard i feel i deserve it but something has happened to me

02:03:01 over the course of the way that my brain formed where asking someone for a favor or something that

02:03:07 i believe i deserve results in anxiety so that's like a bad situation right yes and in this scenario

02:03:16 i imagine you would say go work out pray and gas yourself up in some way and then go demand what

02:03:25 you are owed go and be strong right i wouldn't say gas yourself up but yeah what would you say

02:03:32 um work on yourself like just just work on something work work for your future self gassing

02:03:39 yourself up i think is like inflating your ego i don't think you should play i think you should

02:03:43 earn it so work okay so so work and yeah so i i think like that's a fair perspective so i think a lot

02:03:52 of what so the another thing to understand is sometimes the way that our emotions get wired are based on

02:03:58 our experiences so for example like um you know let's say that like i don't know i mean this is kind of

02:04:06 a random ass example but uh let's say that one of my parents was a clown and one of my parents was 0.58

02:04:13 physically abusive and then what happens is since they were wearing their clown costume when they 0.96

02:04:18 were physically abusive when i was five years old i learned to fear clowns so my brain formed

02:04:27 associations which is what brains do that when i see big floppy shoes and a big red nose that means that 0.66

02:04:33 i'm in danger and so this is the way that our brain wires based on experiences does that make

02:04:38 sense you follow me yes okay so then what happens is like i'm 35 years old i'm at my kid's sixth

02:04:44 birthday party and someone invited a clown which i've been avoiding which means i start having anxiety

02:04:49 and panic because my brain has learned a long time ago when my neurons were still forming that

02:04:57 clowns mean danger clowns mean run away okay yes and so now i've got this problem where like

02:05:05 i need to rewire my brain i need to even though intellectually i understand that clowns are not

02:05:13 dangerous there is a part of my body in my brain that responds in a way that is separate from my

02:05:20 intellect it's primitive does that make sense yes so there are many ways to do that one of the most

02:05:29 effective ways to reprogram yourself is psychotherapy so psychotherapy is the process of understanding

02:05:39 so for example like i'll just give you like a an actual example so there's a kind of psychotherapy

02:05:45 called emdr i know yeah yeah i'm aware of where you your eye it's like hypnosis your eyes follow

02:05:50 and you're supposed to forget traumatic past like people i heard about emdr yeah yeah so it's not that

02:05:56 you forget traumatic past it's that normally when we think about a particular memory and i'm sure that

02:06:02 if we talked long enough we would i could ask you about particular memories and those memories would

02:06:08 trigger emotional reactions with you right yep okay and you could do the same with me we could talk

02:06:13 about whatever and we would have some emotions now the problem is that when people have something

02:06:17 like ptsd the size of their reaction is debilitating so like when i hear like if i'm a vietnam war vet or

02:06:25 something like that or an iraqi war vet and i hear a door slam my mind literally goes back to being in a

02:06:32 combat scenario i stop drop and roll i'm trying to duck under fire but like i'm at a bus stop dropping 0.76

02:06:38 my kid off so that that needs to that shit needs to be rewired and so the way that emdr works is we

02:06:44 actually have those people recall that stuff but the way that we move our eyes since our attention 0.95

02:06:51 is somewhere else you're supposed to look back and forth to forget things does it actually work

02:06:55 though yeah oh yeah well i'm gonna say yes but there is certainly a camp of people in the psychiatry

02:07:03 psychotherapy community that think that emdr the therapeutic benefit of emdr is way

02:07:10 has been overblown and it's not everything that everyone thinks it is

02:07:14 so that's kind of anyway so emdr is just a good example what we're trying to do is almost like

02:07:20 split your mind and prevent that emotional reaction so now we're going to talk about this

02:07:26 stuff but since you're concentrating over here you're not actually paying attention to the memory and

02:07:30 then you get desensitized to it it's there's a little it's a desensitization therapy right so

02:07:36 what we're trying to do is like stop a automatic reaction by retraining the brain actually and the

02:07:43 body is that even possible a hundred percent i mean you would desensitize you can desensitize

02:07:49 you have been desensitized but you're trying to like trick yourself into doing it is that is like

02:07:54 the eye movement actually doing it or is it the process of thinking about it and it's the process

02:08:00 of having your attention in one place so that all of your attention does not gravitate towards the

02:08:06 traumatic memory that's the mechanism in my opinion okay well i don't know if that kind of makes sense

02:08:13 but like let me put it to you this way let's say well what's an example so let's say that you're

02:08:20 about to have sex so in this moment

02:08:23 your full attention is on whatever the stimulus of sex is and so you're very involved in it you have

02:08:32 an emotional reaction you have a physical reaction but let's say that someone is is like trying to

02:08:38 seduce you but you're playing a video game so your attention is split so even though there's like this

02:08:43 naked person over here who's trying to seduce you your physiologic reaction your mental reaction is 0.99

02:08:50 not going to happen because your mind is over here and on the flip side one of the treatments for 0.98

02:08:55 premature ejaculation is to think about other stuff while you're having sex correct or i think porn has 0.76

02:09:02 actually fucked up a lot of people's minds they become kind of desensitized and have weird 0.94

02:09:06 expectations and thinking about different things what they should be doing or porn is the quickest way 0.94

02:09:11 that people become desensitized to sex and are out of the moment and uh yeah yes so i i think like

02:09:19 these are examples of like psychotherapy does that sound weak to you

02:09:23 uh yes how so because you couldn't deal with it yourself you need to pay to do it

02:09:32 so like like asking for help is a sign of weakness like even though everybody needs help sometimes it

02:09:43 is weakness so if i can't climb up a ladder i need somebody to hold it then i'm too weak to

02:09:47 climb up the ladder by myself same thing with okay psychotherapy okay so so needing help from anyone

02:09:53 makes you weak weak weak and whatever that is yeah okay yeah so so you value independence yes

02:10:04 and so like let's say that you're in a car accident and you need a surgeon's help

02:10:09 you're weak in that moment because you can't yes okay yeah literally your body's weak so you need it

02:10:17 you need help but yeah is that bad or is that acceptable i don't know about good or bad is the

02:10:26 best way to describe it but you know it's you're more optimized and you're a more complete person

02:10:32 more independent reliable if you're able to deal with it yourself

02:10:36 you're more competent competence means that you need the least amount of help do you have an

02:10:44 emotional reaction to being weak not all the time in certain in places where i think i should be

02:10:52 competent and i realize i'm not that makes me feel inadequate yeah yeah i don't like that but if it's

02:10:57 something i'm not good at and i do need to ask for some help or some information then you know i'm okay

02:11:03 to learning things but when it's when it's my area of expertise when it's something that i've trained

02:11:07 and worked at and i need help it's like it's like i'm like there's disappointment and there's

02:11:12 there's anger that i'm not better can i think for a second yes you can

02:11:19 okay so we talked about like ptsd for a second right yeah sort of this idea of an inappropriate

02:11:34 reaction yes on the same page that that happens yes okay how do you know that the disappointment

02:11:43 that you feel in yourself is appropriate so like let's take two scenarios one is you secretly have

02:11:51 ptsd and that all of the thoughts that you have are a equally inappropriate reaction how does someone

02:11:58 know the difference how does someone know the difference between an appropriate disappointment

02:12:03 and an inappropriate disappointment i mean if you're disappointed depends on why you're disappointed

02:12:10 if you're disappointed for selfish reasons then that's uh it's inappropriate if you're if you're

02:12:14 disappointed because you should have been and it's your you know it shows that you are trying to seek

02:12:20 out more competence and i think that's appropriate it's good motivation it's like it say you you missed like

02:12:26 okay i used to play soccer when i was a kid if i missed a penalty shot i've been working on the

02:12:30 penalty shot for a while i think it's appropriate that i'm disappointed that i didn't hit the game

02:12:34 winning goal and that motivation there that disappointment means i'm going to keep training

02:12:38 harder and then make sure the next time we're in the game that i hold my team in my back and get the

02:12:43 goal that's appropriate i'm disappointed okay

02:12:47 let me just think for a second

02:12:52 okay so in this case what what you do with disappointment is try harder practice get better

02:13:07 right so negative emotion isn't bad it drives you towards positive action yes i think negative emotion

02:13:13 push in the right direction um and same thing with adhd like a lack of focus i guess in you know in

02:13:20 school a lot of like where they attribute negative negativity or disorders if you channel that in the

02:13:26 right place it's it's extremely effective so being inadequate in something and feeling disappointed

02:13:32 feeling worthless that is good motivate that's good fuel to become better i think a lot of so i yeah

02:13:38 i i can see so so if i take that fuel and that if i take that disappointment and i go sit on some

02:13:44 someone's couch and i cry cry it out and i'm no longer disappointed then i don't end up improving

02:13:49 yes and that's how a lot of women and why i attribute therapy goers to like effeminate liberals because 1.00

02:13:56 when women are disappointed and sad they call up their friends and they say let's eat chocolate and

02:14:00 drink wine until we feel better right men will say hey get on this bench and get to 225 like

02:14:06 that's that's our way of getting through something you know if my friend is ever down about a girl or

02:14:12 down about something i'd like you know i'm not going to try to cope for it's just let's get back to it

02:14:17 the best solution is forward yeah so so i've got a couple of kind of questions about that one is

02:14:24 so like that's what works for you right yes and is it possible that different things work for different

02:14:33 people yes that's true my initial reaction was like and i was going to say well no there's run

02:14:40 one right way actually that that's true but there's a better way yeah it can work for most people but

02:14:45 i think god created men to be leaders and women to be uh the nurturers so i think god wants us to be

02:14:52 as confident as possible and we should be strong and there is there of course it worked for other

02:14:56 people but the most optimal way is to is to work through it um through through it's just to work

02:15:04 through it instead of talk about it and sit in it and yeah so so and when you say optimal like you're

02:15:09 basing that idea of optimal because that's how do you know that that's optimal because your primary

02:15:15 data set is you right yes and so you're basing optimal on your own experience correct but you know

02:15:25 also information talking to other people looking at history yeah yeah yeah okay but so now now i is

02:15:32 where i get confused i swear to god i'm not trying to convince you of shit okay i'm not trying to 0.86

02:15:36 i can tell i can tell no so but what i'm curious about is like if you've never really tried therapy 0.69

02:15:42 how do you know that it is inferior to the things that you're doing i told you i did try i i wouldn't

02:15:50 call that trying it okay well i guess um i would call that going to the ocean going to the beach

02:15:57 and saying i don't like swimming when you don't get in the water right you went into that room you 0.93

02:16:01 saw the big tits you activated a script and you started flexing you didn't actually do therapy well 0.56

02:16:07 you could just look at the history of of men and you could look at the history of world leaders and 0.93

02:16:11 people who have uh progress it's literally time is the most valuable currency that's the most valuable

02:16:17 thing money's not real um so you think about what are we spending that holds the most weight and it's

02:16:23 time because all of our time is limited we're all going to die one day and if our time is being spent

02:16:29 wasted talking about how to get better instead of getting better or improving that's wasted time

02:16:33 the most effective use of our time is forward is progress is creating something more is inspiring

02:16:38 more people is building something that is the most effective use how do you know what the right

02:16:42 direction is god tells me god wants us to create god wants us to be strong god wants us to be able

02:16:50 to provide it all the time spent that i am sitting in therapy crying is time that my competition is

02:16:56 getting better it's time spent where i am not working on what i'm supposed to be doing so i'm not quite

02:17:02 sure what you think about data and and we can talk about that if you're not into like data or science

02:17:09 but like so so here's kind of my experience and i'm you know just sharing it i'm not trying to convince

02:17:12 you here right um well actually let me close off one point about what therapy is so in the case of

02:17:18 something like emdr or ptsd it's like it's literally trying to rewire ourselves so cognitive behavioral

02:17:24 therapy is a really good example of this that a lot of times our behaviors so i noticed that you're

02:17:29 smoking something and you're drinking red bull right so our behaviors are tied to

02:17:35 certain internal impulses and that the better we understand the relationship between our thoughts

02:17:41 our emotions and our behaviors the better control we will have over the whole system so cognitive

02:17:47 behavioral therapy has been designed to teach people to better control usually their behaviors

02:17:51 but oftentimes their thoughts and their emotions as well so we can create the instrument that we want

02:17:56 and emotional competence is a big part of this and a big part of emotional competence is familiarity with

02:18:06 your emotions getting in and like playing with the play-doh of your emotions and frequently in that

02:18:12 kind of way there it involves things like tears right so if i if i have some something that i'm super

02:18:19 sad about and super hurt about and i shove it down or i drink or whatever and i don't do engage in

02:18:26 healthy behaviors one way to sort of fix that is to actually like cry let that stuff up and out and

02:18:33 kind of exercise it from the body and the the value i think is sort of this i mean maybe not the same

02:18:39 because it sounds like you think prayer is superior but you've used you even said that you know

02:18:44 people will go through some level of i would call it catharsis where they're at mecca all these tears 0.98

02:18:49 are flowing they feel connected they feel like and you were kind of like letting that shit out right 0.55

02:18:55 and so i think the mechanism in therapy is very similar in some ways i think the big difference is 0.51

02:19:00 there's different aspects about the psychology and neuroscience of things like surrender and

02:19:05 spirituality okay um but i think that you have a human who's sort of showing you through it

02:19:10 yes that's one thing the other two things are you going to respond to that or i've got two other

02:19:17 things i wanted to share i just want to quickly say like i think a lot of crying could be self-pity

02:19:22 and self-loathing and serving the self like feeling bad about yourself and blaming like i when a lot of

02:19:28 people cry they do it because they're like why me why this i don't deserve this it's it's it's uh

02:19:33 it's a very selfish act so one of the most consistent things that i do for my patients

02:19:40 is stop that cycle i completely agree i think that we see an overwhelming amount of what i would call

02:19:51 emotional masturbation that is guised as like like support progress yes yes i i i mean there are places

02:20:01 that people will go and essentially emotionally vomit over and over and over again but over time 0.68

02:20:05 it doesn't get better so the whole point of like processing emotions is to be done with them

02:20:11 not to repeat that cycle over and over again and i've had my fair share of people who are way too

02:20:17 indulgent with self-pity but i would argue that that's the same problem in a different way but is

02:20:23 the same problem as all the others that i've said including things like ptsd which is that

02:20:27 their inappropriate emotional reaction or the emotions that they've lost control of

02:20:32 are self-pity so i one time had a patient who like this was early on before i became a really

02:20:39 competent therapist and would come in and after they would complain about being depressed and six 0.92

02:20:43 months later like they came in they had the same fucking complaints and i was like are you getting 0.99

02:20:48 better by coming here and he's like no and i was like what are we doing he's like i don't know i 0.97

02:20:54 thought this is what we're supposed to do isn't therapy like coming here and i just tell you about

02:20:57 what's like wrong with my day and then we just like i just tell you everything that's wrong in

02:21:01 my life and i'm like is that actually helping that's my problem he's like no that's it no it's

02:21:06 not and then i was like well then what the fuck are we going to do about it right and then like 0.73

02:21:11 and then we started then the real therapy started but i'm i'm with anyway so so i i think that

02:21:19 there's value to therapy that i i would say that your your understanding of this is incomplete

02:21:25 right and if i was trying to convince you it's simply that you haven't tried it

02:21:29 i don't i don't disagree with some of the judgments that you make but i would still say

02:21:34 that those are judgments that you're making like listening to a tiny slice of the population like

02:21:38 people who are transgender who go to therapy account for less than i'm pretty sure about that 1.00

02:21:43 i don't know this i'm around the statistics right at hand but i'd guess that they're less than

02:21:47 one percent of patients 99 of people who go to therapy at definitely 95 if not more realistically

02:21:53 i think gender dysphoria and stuff it probably counts for about one percent as my my gut maybe

02:21:59 two percent or three percent but the vast majority of people don't go for stuff like that um the last

02:22:07 thing that i want to say is that in in my experience as a therapist achievement becomes way easier once

02:22:13 people have gone through therapy so i work with a lot of people who are executives

02:22:17 people who are not the demographic that you're describing so people who are at the top end of

02:22:22 net worth like billionaires and these are people who are have built gigantic companies from the ground 0.56

02:22:28 up and their experience in therapy is that it helps to take care of this emotional shit it's just about 0.60

02:22:34 learning about this dimension of like self-understanding and frequently i'll teach them meditate and all that

02:22:40 kind of stuff too um but whether it's like startups or streamers or just ordinary kids who are 24 years

02:22:48 old and haven't done shit with their life um whatever the case is in my experience that people usually get

02:22:57 a lot better they learn about themselves they learn about things like their emotions and their thoughts 0.79

02:23:01 their desires their impulses and they get better at controlling all of that and then they get better at life

02:23:08 okay

02:23:12 but wouldn't you want do you have a son no you saying that all now i i would i would prefer that my son

02:23:26 never even have to get to that position he'd be strong enough to avoid that all that's my point is

02:23:32 is that is that it can help people but you need people you need men that don't need it at all

02:23:39 so this is the this is the other thing that i think is incomplete you're using the word need

02:23:44 i would say that at least 50 percent of my patients don't need therapy

02:23:49 so why do they go for optimization to master themselves okay okay to learn more about themselves

02:23:59 from an expert who spent seven years studying to become a monk and meditating in the himalayas

02:24:04 and then eight years become a medical becoming a medical doctor psychiatrist neuroscience researcher

02:24:10 an expert in the mind and the body

02:24:13 and you go and you learn from that person about how you work when you have the impulse that you

02:24:22 want to do anything whether it be scratch something scratch an itch piss smoke make a joke 0.51

02:24:30 right isn't it funny like you're kind of agreeing with me you're saying that because you're you're a monk

02:24:37 and because you've connected with something spiritually they're looking for some sort of guidance from you

02:24:41 isn't the ultimate form of that guidance just talking to god if i pray that's like quicker

02:24:47 what it's it's almost the same thing but just i see prayer as a better vessel for that

02:24:53 it's it's similar so i i so i i i mean i think i've said this several times and i'll say it again

02:25:00 i'm not disagreeing with most of what you say sneko i've never said that prayer is not good or is not

02:25:07 incredibly effective my issue is one of probability and population so i would i'll be the first to come

02:25:16 i mean i even said in my own experience spirituality has helped me way more than psychotherapy

02:25:21 but people are different and there are some people who come to me who spirituality benefits a lot

02:25:29 and there are other people that we can we sort of alluded to this at the beginning we can get into

02:25:33 more if you want but there's some people for whom faith is hard there's some people for whom they

02:25:38 don't hear god's voice and it is a very dangerous assumption because this is an unfalsifiable hypothesis

02:25:44 right so if i say you're not trying hard enough that's why you don't hear god's voice you can never

02:25:50 disprove that so let's say that there's one human being on the planet who it's impossible to hear

02:25:55 god's voice we would never be able to detect that right they could be trying 100 they could be doing

02:26:01 everything right but it's possible that this person will never hear it i disagree i think it's possible

02:26:06 for everyone but i see what you're saying right but i mean you're allowed to think that but you don't

02:26:12 know that you can have faith in that sure so i also for the record agree with you which is

02:26:21 you know i agree with you that i think everyone can hear god's voice but i can also say that just

02:26:26 because i believe that doesn't make it true in fact what we know about truth is to a certain degree

02:26:31 internal but we also know that there's plenty of data that for example you know religiosity is

02:26:38 protective in some ways but we also know that like

02:26:42 people actually do know that let me think about that we also know that let's talk about men for

02:26:51 example that like men still kill themselves at an alarming rate and we don't have great evidence

02:26:58 that exercise is sufficient to protect against suicidality but don't you see isn't there a

02:27:05 correlation between the amount of people how much we are talking about mental health and the

02:27:08 the rise in suicide in men more people are going to therapy than ever mental health is being talked

02:27:13 about more than ever and also the suicide rate has never been higher so what does a correlation mean

02:27:19 to you a correlation means that maybe a correlation is when two things um

02:27:26 two things are consistent with each other yeah so the question is are are we talking more about mental

02:27:36 health because people are more suicidal than ever or are people more suicidal than ever because we're

02:27:43 talking too much about mental health i think both things could be true yeah so that's what a

02:27:47 correlation is right there isn't a clear causation now the interesting thing about suicidality is that

02:27:51 the suicide rate is higher than it's ever been but not by much the really shocking thing and this is

02:27:57 what's really interesting is that suicidality especially in men has been relatively constant

02:28:01 it's going up a little bit but it is not actually correlated with the rise in mental illness

02:28:09 there's even one study that i was looking at recently that suggested that 50 of men who kill

02:28:15 themselves have no evidence or history of mental illness which for the record i i kind of buy

02:28:21 so i think a lot of suicide a lot of men that kill themselves and this is also like as a

02:28:27 professional there's a difference between someone coming into my office and who's suicidal because

02:28:32 their mind is not functioning correctly this is mental illness it is a pathology their their 0.97

02:28:38 thoughts are warped okay does that make sense that's what we mean by illness it's not functioning

02:28:44 properly but i'd say that half the men that come into my office the reason they're suicidal is not

02:28:48 because their mind is misfunctioning it's because it's functioning very well and they played the

02:28:53 tape through to the end and their genuine assessment of their circumstances makes it so that staying

02:28:59 alive is not as good of an option as just ending it that's what really scares me the most is i think

02:29:08 a lot of men kill themselves who are not mentally ill they're just life doesn't offer them anything

02:29:14 life doesn't offer them anything um because they're not they're not working towards something

02:29:23 that's the best way to avoid depression is to be occupied with what you're doing so much you

02:29:30 don't have time to think about it a lot of this mental health crisis is due to the fact that people

02:29:34 are inactive they're lethargic they're lazy and they're they're living internally instead of externally

02:29:42 yeah so so once again i think this is like where i think i disagree with some agree with some so i

02:29:49 completely agree with you that a contributor to the mental health crisis and now we're getting into

02:29:53 the polemic because we're talking about agree and disagree but um is because of inactivity completely

02:29:57 agree but i think the first part of what you said is spoken like in terms of people can work you know

02:30:03 work out and conquer depression i think there's a subgroup of people that can but that really is a

02:30:08 statement made by someone who i don't think has been clinically depressed because if you really

02:30:13 look and you talk to these people i would argue that someone who's clinically depressed actually

02:30:17 works way harder and puts forth a lot more effort than someone who is not depressed the difference is

02:30:24 they just get very little out of it so like think about the hardest thing that you've had to do

02:30:31 and what would your life be like if getting out of bed was that hard

02:30:35 so the scale of difficulty of people who are like clinically depressed is that everything is like

02:30:43 very difficult everything's the rate loss i think it's just a belief like saying that it's if you

02:30:50 believe that it's very difficult to get up then it's going to be very difficult but if you don't even

02:30:54 have that as a possibility in your mind then that's not going to be a problem if you believe like

02:30:58 i'm clinically depressed i have a difficult time waking up guess what's gonna happen so nico that's

02:31:05 not how it works so people don't think i'm clinically depressed people resist it for a long time i would

02:31:12 even say probably 50 of people who are clinically depressed don't even realize they're depressed

02:31:17 they just think life is really really hard they're not even aware there's a huge underdiagnosis problem

02:31:23 so that it's just life becomes cripplingly difficult do you give these people meds

02:31:29 you give them ssri's because sometimes sometimes so i would say that my personal prescribing pattern

02:31:37 is 25 of my patients are on medication if i prescribe medication it depends on the patient

02:31:43 if i'm if i prescribe medication i would say that 70 to 80 of people that i prescribe medication

02:31:49 for will be off of medication within 12 to 18 months

02:31:53 so i think medicine is a tool just like anything else i don't think that antidepressant or anti-anxiety

02:32:00 medication fix anything but they make your life easier as long as you take the pill easier in some ways

02:32:06 more difficult than others and i don't think that that's why i think it goes back to belief because

02:32:10 you have to accept that life is always going to be difficult it's not supposed to be easy

02:32:15 it's going to be hard who's who said that hold on a second i don't agree with that you're saying

02:32:21 that giving the medication makes their lives easier no i don't say medication but i'm saying

02:32:26 that i don't agree with you that life is supposed to be hard i think life is supposed to be easy

02:32:29 really yeah my life is easy is your life hard there's yeah i would say my life is difficult yeah

02:32:36 i mean no compared compared to a lot of people now i live in the first world

02:32:40 make a lot of money forget about comparison is your experience of life that it's harder yeah there's

02:32:45 difficult things that i go through every single day every day aren't you tired of that

02:32:50 but no i i enjoy conquering i enjoy difficult situations i enjoy solving the puzzle that's

02:32:59 what makes life worth it is for the is the is the everyday struggle if you don't if you can't

02:33:04 accept that then you're going to become depressed if you think that it's i think if people believe

02:33:07 that it's supposed to be easy that's when they fall into depression if you can't accept the fact

02:33:11 that you need to work then you're gonna yeah of course you're gonna cry so let me let

02:33:15 me ask you a different question would you say that you suffer on a daily basis suffer no i

02:33:23 wouldn't say suffer because i've seen suffering yeah so i mean i think my life is pretty easy i

02:33:28 think there's a language issue here like a semantic issue but i think that and it sounds to me like

02:33:33 you rather enjoy the difficulty of life that's a better way to to deal with it for example like

02:33:38 i my dad's from haiti and from a very young age i always saw some of the worst poverty the world

02:33:45 has ever seen haiti's one of the poorest countries in the world and they don't go to therapy there 1.00

02:33:48 they don't get the suicide rate is very low the suicide rate is higher in first world countries

02:33:52 where people get to talk about their feelings more and when people get to think about what they think

02:33:57 and how they feel and how it should be better but the suicide rate is lower even though there's

02:34:01 more poverty and it's because they don't even that idea that life is supposed to be easy doesn't

02:34:08 exist they've all accepted that it's difficult and they find enjoyment anyway so there's a couple of

02:34:14 things so that that's i i sneaker it's really interesting to talk to you because i i don't think

02:34:18 you're wrong once again i think it's incomplete so there are a couple things to consider one is how

02:34:23 is suicide rate and haiti measured no i don't know i don't know right so i know that's not a thing

02:34:30 i know that like the average there's there's no like therapy system there's not this in haiti

02:34:35 yeah so if you don't have a uh how so when someone dies

02:34:40 anyway so a couple something a couple things to understand one is in developing countries like haiti

02:34:46 um one thing you've got to be super careful about is that suicides are not cataloged to suicides

02:34:52 because they don't have an infrastructure to detect suicide it's anecdotal evidence i'm saying like

02:34:58 i know people have talked to people and i i i would vouch for the fact that haitians if there's any

02:35:02 well they would probably say the same thing they don't know anybody who's like that's not really

02:35:05 real there they don't talk about that it doesn't which is yeah but everybody in the first world

02:35:11 everybody in america everybody in the west knows somebody who's killed themselves or threatens to

02:35:14 kill themselves so people will cut the wrist and you're not you're not wrong that so i think there's 0.59

02:35:19 a caveat there it's not quite as black and white but i i would also agree that and i think we sort of

02:35:24 have evidence for this that the better society becomes the worse our mental health becomes so

02:35:32 the more that we become the more that our physical needs get met the worse our mind will become

02:35:39 strong men make easy times uh hard times make strong men blah blah blah yeah so i think it's strong

02:35:46 men make easy times easy times make weak men weak men make hard times and we are in the easy times

02:35:52 have made weak men period yeah so i i don't don't quite agree with that because i think that there's

02:35:58 also like a level of evolution where the the the difficulties that we face have changed right so the

02:36:05 way that i see that is like we had to fight for survival and now we have to fight for contentment

02:36:10 it's just the the the enemy we're facing is different so we used to die from things like

02:36:17 infections but like thank god for antibiotics and now the the crisis that we're dealing with

02:36:22 because we've sort of fixed everything else so it's really interesting because if you really look

02:36:27 at it every dimension of medicine has gotten better over the last 50 years except for mental health

02:36:33 mental health is the only one place where we're losing the war and it's because we have so much time

02:36:39 to think about it we've never had more time to focus on it yeah so i i think that we have more

02:36:45 idle minds than we've ever had we interestingly enough if you look at our our society we have the

02:36:50 least time to process that we've ever had in in the history of humanity how is that so because if

02:36:57 you think about the way that people used to live like we used to be like let's say hunter gatherers

02:37:01 or farmers so we had a lot of rote activity with mental time that was free so our minds were free

02:37:07 most of the time now our minds are occupied most of the time so for example like let's say we went

02:37:12 out and hunted right and i shoot an arrow and i miss the deer and then you shoot an arrow and you hit

02:37:18 the deer and then i feel bad about it because man sneko's such a better he's so chad and i'm so beta 0.96

02:37:23 or whatever the fuck and then what happens is we carry this deer for two hours back and then i have 0.94

02:37:28 plenty of time to process on that two hours like my feeling of inferiority and so if you look at like 0.99

02:37:33 hunter gatherers and stuff like they've just got a lot of time to mentally work through

02:37:37 whatever goes on now what's going on is we're so our minds are so distracted usually by technology 0.95

02:37:42 that we have no time left for processing and now we have studies that show if you fucking go for a 0.92

02:37:48 walk where there are trees it's like good for your mental health like we know that is it some of it 0.73

02:37:53 vitamin d sure but some of it is just processing time we don't have any time to process this is why

02:37:57 a lot of people like what happens is they're so technologically occupied and then when they go to

02:38:02 sleep at night the thoughts come flooding back all of the things that they've they built up

02:38:08 everything that they've suppressed everything that they've shoved down comes flooding back and then

02:38:13 they can't sleep then they've got insomnia and then they'll use a cbd whatever or like drink or 0.91

02:38:21 you know whatever or they'll wait till they're so fucking fatigued that they absolutely pass out 0.96

02:38:26 because they can't go to bed 0.98

02:38:28 we agree on on it seems like we agree

02:38:38 yeah it's also that weird polemic that we're slipping into where it's like do we agree or

02:38:45 disagree i don't know how we keep on getting here but i think it's something about something

02:38:50 about the way that you speak triggers that in me yeah uh i guess it's a pretty like aggressive way

02:38:57 of speaking yeah but i i don't think you're aggressive there's something subtle about it i'm

02:39:03 still trying to figure it out what were you gonna say earlier remember you're gonna uncover

02:39:06 something like an hour ago and you laughed and said i'll tell you later what was that oh yeah yeah

02:39:11 yeah um oh yeah yeah so but i mean so you actually got there pretty quick this is this whole

02:39:16 thing about like so i don't know if this kind of makes sense to you but being noticed is very

02:39:19 important for you that's why you like it you like being seen you love being seen

02:39:24 right and you i mean you kind of you kind of jumped right into it because you said like yeah i felt

02:39:30 invisible like and and so this is where what i would encourage you to really think about is if

02:39:34 you pay attention to yourself you'll find i think god will help with this by the way so i i totally see

02:39:39 why um i i totally see i i think it fits with my understanding of you why religion is so potent for you

02:39:48 uh but i i think you know i think you really like to be noticed and i i think you actually like to

02:39:56 play games with people and it makes you very happy when you're when they're able to see through it

02:40:00 and then i would also venture that

02:40:03 you don't like it when they see some things that you're not proud of and the beautiful thing about god

02:40:11 is that it's okay for god to see those things right because there's no ego with god but with other

02:40:17 human beings there's ego yes to which i would say this is a i my perspective okay i'm not saying i'm

02:40:24 right here i feel like i'm right about a lot of things around psychotherapy and whatnot but this is

02:40:28 my opinion i believe it a lot but so here's the thing so you're saying that the joy comes from god

02:40:36 right and god is special because with god you're egoless and with with without your ego you can

02:40:43 surrender to god and then it feels amazing right yes so one thing i would encourage you to think

02:40:50 about is what is responsible for all of that goodness is it is the key thing the surrender of

02:40:56 ego or is it god it's god

02:41:00 so the cool thing so i i would disagree i think god is really good at getting you to surrender your ego

02:41:08 but i would say that surrendering your ego is going to have the effect god is just a really good 0.53

02:41:13 way to do that and if you can surrender your ego even with another human being it's fucking liberating 0.54

02:41:19 man it feels amazing right and that's it's it's almost impossible to to do that no it isn't

02:41:28 that's that's why people like therapy because they go that and they go there and it's a place where

02:41:38 they can surrender their ego and they have someone who helps them see that i'm trying to convince you

02:41:42 to go to therapy but i i think that almost impossible is like it's like kind of saying

02:41:45 like it's almost impossible to fly well yeah if you don't know how to build a plane i agree but there's

02:41:51 a there there are literally techniques and even even if you look at islam and mecca and things like

02:41:56 that and you know all these rituals they come up with are all physiologically and psychologically

02:42:02 priming you for surrender to clean yourself to wear white they've figured this stuff out man that

02:42:08 ain't random someone sat down and realized okay when i wash myself before i go into a temple

02:42:14 my capacity for surrender increases it becomes easier to surrender right and so the interesting

02:42:22 thing is in my experience it's the surrender itself that leads to the awesomeness and god is just very

02:42:28 easy to surrender to because there's not an ego on the other side of the table

02:42:33 right it's hard to it's hard to surrender when there's an ego on the other side harder completely

02:42:43 agree and the challenge is that not everyone can feel god the way that you can

02:42:48 everyone everyone everyone can i know you're saying that there's too many generalizations but

02:42:54 everyone can and it's it's where i also disagree is just saying that it's it's all has to do with

02:43:00 faith i think there's a lot of logic that comes around god it's not just it's not just faith it's it's

02:43:08 also scientific yeah i think that there's a lot of logic when it comes to god too

02:43:13 i think it's just faith i think faith seems to be for especially for the the abrahamic religions

02:43:20 faith seems to be the central piece of it that's my understanding as an outsider

02:43:25 i would say that faith is more it appears to be more important than logic i don't know if you

02:43:31 you're the one who's islamic so you tell me or muslim right but i wouldn't be able to 1.00

02:43:36 well this is my personal experience i wouldn't be able to find faith without first logically coming

02:43:42 to the fact that god created everything first i have to i had to understand that there has to

02:43:49 be one intelligent designer that we can't exist without god that we're all the concept of tohi of

02:43:56 oneness that there's one creator and we're all he created the universe so arriving there logically then

02:44:02 helped me find faith yeah so i i think that that's oftentimes many people's experience is that

02:44:08 they have some kind of intellectual um i don't know what the word i'm looking for is like an

02:44:18 intellectual comfort sounds too small like an intellectual realization and then that sort of

02:44:25 forms faith yeah okay i'll be there soon you gotta go uh soon i think we're i usually talk to people

02:44:35 for between an hour and two and and so we're we're coming up on two hours do you have other thoughts

02:44:40 or questions no i think this is a good discussion i thank god this is i think this is an interesting

02:44:47 conversation um did i satisfy your your you had asked a question about what what i understood about

02:44:56 that it being invisible and being noticed and stuff that did that did i answer that i know i was

02:45:01 being playful about it earlier but i don't want to leave you hanging there i think it's less about

02:45:05 being noticed but also it's an innate desire to i want to inspire and i like connecting with people

02:45:11 it's not really like a look at me look at me thing it's more that i want to be sure that i have a

02:45:17 positive impact on the world that there's something that where does that come from

02:45:21 i don't know i think that that's a i think it's a universal i think it's the masculine imperative

02:45:33 so this is what's so interesting to me is why do you why are you so quick and it's not an accusation

02:45:40 i'm really curious like why are you so quick to say your experience is universal because i don't think

02:45:45 that i'm that i don't think i'm different from most people i think a lot of people are i think

02:45:51 men are all the same and women are all the same to an extent like we all have the same sort of wants

02:45:57 and needs we're all i think deep down we're way more similar than people give us credit for

02:46:03 okay i think a lot of people like to feel as if they're unique i think that's why people go to

02:46:10 therapy to think that their individual experience is special and i think we need to remove that idea

02:46:16 that we're all special because we're not you know we're we're all god's creation and we're not that

02:46:22 different you know there's nothing that really separates me from anybody from from you or anybody

02:46:28 watching this right now i don't think that i i don't think we're that different and i think the

02:46:33 best thing we can do with our time is to is to create inspire

02:46:35 i think i figured out why this becomes polemic so quickly so you do speak in very declarative

02:46:43 statements that seem they don't offer a whole lot of wiggle room so i think it invites other people

02:46:55 to disagree with you because you you don't have a statement that's like 95 in one direction everything

02:47:01 is 100 percent that's true so so and i i think unless someone agrees with you 100 it naturally

02:47:07 invites the discrepancy right so if i say like all people are x it's very easy for people to come

02:47:17 back and say no they aren't but if i say some people are x it doesn't invite it's it's less inviting

02:47:26 for disagreement but it's okay i mean it's really interesting i mean what i would encourage for you

02:47:32 if that's okay can i offer you some sure things to think about sure um the first is do you like

02:47:40 i know you talk to a lot of people and you seem actually quite open-minded to me is that fair yeah i

02:47:46 agree um but what i'm kind of curious about is you don't the way that you talk so i'm a little bit

02:47:57 confused because on the one hand you seem quite open-minded so even it not debating but you know

02:48:02 at the very beginning you're like therapy doesn't work for anyone and then like later on you're able

02:48:05 to see okay i can understand how it could be useful for some people but i still think prayer is more

02:48:10 effective which is completely fair right but that there's you're not actually very rigid with your

02:48:14 thinking either a lot of declarative statements a lot of i would say inflammatory statements

02:48:18 a lot of like lack of like uh empathy which i think upsets a lot of people right because you

02:48:27 don't really you're what you believe is like universally true is what i am really getting a

02:48:33 lot of from you so what i'm kind of curious about is you seem open-minded but

02:48:37 do you like listen to other people i do quite a bit i think i listen to people more than most

02:48:46 uh and yeah go ahead no i mean i had an interview series in new york called the one minute podcast

02:48:53 where i just would uh set up a table in the subway station and talk to people and just look at them

02:48:58 and listen i think i've talked and listened to more people than 99.9 percent of people obviously you

02:49:04 probably have done it extensively but compared to how long i've been doing interviews and speaking

02:49:09 to people doing the one minute podcast i think that i have a sample rate of speaking to people

02:49:14 that's more than most by far yeah so so what i'm curious about is when someone shares something that

02:49:21 is contrary to your world view what does your mind do with it

02:49:24 probably um immediately fight against it

02:49:31 okay or no not not even just that but also

02:49:35 no i i allow myself to to see if it's true i think about it i think about it yeah so that that's

02:49:45 also what's kind of confusing for me is like i i think i can see you thinking about it and and part of

02:49:51 the reason that i was uh interested in speaking with you is because i've seen a little bit of

02:49:56 your stuff and you actually seem to think about stuff like i don't get the sense that i mean i think

02:50:01 you're quite inflammatory but i don't think you're you're quite as rigid as is you don't seem very rigid

02:50:06 i mean you actually think about stuff but what i would really encourage you to do um is when someone

02:50:13 says something that you think about don't just critically analyze it try your hardest to

02:50:23 understand how that could be true for this person

02:50:28 that's another idea that i just disagree with philosophically i don't think that there's

02:50:34 your truth or my truth as much as people like to give it i think that there is one universal truth

02:50:41 and that's what i that's what i've always been trying to get to is what is the truth

02:50:45 because everybody has this belief that there is my truth my truth and i think that's where people

02:50:50 lead astray i no hold on hold on hold on i don't think that i'm not talking about my truth or your

02:50:55 truth i know it sounds weird because that's what i'm sort of asking you to do but i i'd actually say

02:50:59 that i know it's kind of bizarre but to get to the one truth i think this is a really good way to do it

02:51:03 okay so it's not your their truth or your truth it you don't know that your truth is closer to the

02:51:10 truth than their truth so if you really want to understand what the truth is you have to try to

02:51:17 approach it from all the different angles it's like looking at you know have you heard this this

02:51:22 tale of the the blind men and the elephant no so like four blind people touch different parts of

02:51:28 the elephant and they make conclusions about what it is so one person is like this is a cat because

02:51:34 they touch its tail one person is like touches the trunk and i don't know what this fire hose i

02:51:39 don't know one person touches the foot and it's like this is a tree one purchase a person touches

02:51:44 an ear and it's like this is a leaf so one of the really interesting things is that and i i think

02:51:50 you're quite insightful and you're you're quite a critical thinker and it seems like you've accessed

02:51:55 some dimension of spiritual knowledge which is also quite potent so i'm not trying to downplay

02:52:00 anything that you've learned and at the same time knowing people as well as i know them and maybe i

02:52:07 don't know you um i i think you will gain a lot if you really try to understand and set aside your

02:52:18 own beliefs and really try to understand their perspective because i get the sense that you

02:52:23 listen but i do also get the sense that your mind is very automatic with like counter arguments the

02:52:28 thoughts pop up instantly i think you're just gonna get more and it's not about i'm not talking about

02:52:35 woke like oh everyone has their truth like i think there's truth to that statement but i'm that's not

02:52:39 what i'm alluding to what i'm saying is the simply that you're a flawed human being and everybody else

02:52:43 is a flawed human being and if you try to understand really try to sit in someone else's shoes and

02:52:48 understand their perspective that you will have an enriched understanding of the world and my experience

02:52:54 has been the more people whose perspectives i understand the closer i get to that common truth

02:53:02 because it's the part that everyone agrees about that is the closest to the truth

02:53:10 that's a logical assumption but that's been my experience so just something to think about

02:53:18 do you ever go to therapy

02:53:20 do i ever go to therapy i have done

02:53:28 therapy for about eight to 12 weeks in my life

02:53:40 a last thing i want to ask you like a lot of people in the chat are asking um how do they get

02:53:44 how do they overcome porn addiction or masturbation addiction it's a great question um a couple of

02:53:51 things one is we've got a bunch of resources about that if people are interested like i'll do like

02:53:56 lectures and stuff on porn addiction so we have stuff on that on youtube but i'll answer now in kind

02:54:01 of a quick way so here's what we have to understand about porn addiction any addiction exists because of two

02:54:08 things when an activity gives us pleasure and takes away pain we have the capacity to become addicted

02:54:14 to it if you really look at addiction there is a cycle of addiction so in the first phase of

02:54:21 addiction all it does is make us feel good in the second phase of addiction so let's say like

02:54:27 something like smoking or coffee or playing a video game the first game that you play is fun 0.97

02:54:31 the first time you jerk off and you watch porn it's fantastic right there's no downside 0.80

02:54:35 then what happens over time is we develop a tolerance to the positive so the first cup 0.98

02:54:41 of caffeine coffee that i drink in my life will keep me awake for 24 hours but if i drink it every

02:54:46 way i develop a tolerance this is a neuroscientific mechanism this is also part of the reason that

02:54:51 people will start to many people start to watch more hardcore or extreme pornography over time

02:54:57 because they they get desensitized or develop a tolerance

02:55:00 so the second phase of addiction is sort of the you stop enjoying it and then the other thing that

02:55:09 starts to happen is it suppresses our negative emotional experience and if you really work with

02:55:14 people who are addicted to pornography what you'll find is that they're not actually very lustful they

02:55:19 use it as an emotional regulation technique when they feel bored when they feel sad when they're trying

02:55:26 to keep negative thoughts at bay oftentimes we're not even aware of it because men are alexithymic 1.00

02:55:32 which means that we are colorblind to our internal emotional state we're so good at ignoring and

02:55:38 shoving down our emotions we're not even aware when we feel them um so a lot of that porn behavior is

02:55:45 actually driven by negative emotions so the real way to break free of porn addiction is first of all

02:55:51 you have to find you have to do something with so porn is serves a purpose that's why we get addicted

02:55:57 to stuff we will ruin our lives for an addiction because not because the addiction is bad because

02:56:03 it's really good so a good example of this is i had a patient who was addicted to heroin

02:56:09 uh getting fired from their job going through a divorce on the brink of financial ruin kids don't

02:56:16 talk to them and then i was like bro don't you just like i don't understand how you don't get 0.98

02:56:21 this like heroin is fucking ruining every dimension of your life why don't you just stop 0.95

02:56:27 and then he turned to me and he was like well it's because that every part of my life is falling apart 0.98

02:56:33 that i can't stop heroin is the only time that my life is put together the rest when i'm not high

02:56:40 like everything's falling apart so for most people who are addicted there's this neuroscientific

02:56:46 component but there's also something underlying that is driving the addiction so you have to fix

02:56:50 that so whatever insecurity it is whatever however you manage your emotions you can metabolize your

02:56:56 emotions you can hit the gym you can go pray you can go see a therapist those are all very effective

02:57:02 and i think like everything all together is ideal unless something doesn't work for you which is totally

02:57:07 fair um and and so you have to fix what's driving the underlying addiction and if you look at the

02:57:14 science of porn addiction the number one thing that correlates with having a pornography addiction

02:57:20 is a sense of meaninglessness in life so finding purpose is a very powerful antidote to porn addiction

02:57:29 and a simple way to understand that is you have to have a reason to stop watching porn you gotta be 0.96

02:57:36 doing something with your life otherwise like if you're fucking sitting at home all day like why the 0.99

02:57:40 fuck not right your brain is sitting there and it's like we've been sitting here for six hours we 0.99

02:57:45 haven't been doing anything let me watch some porn and so you gotta fix whatever it is you gotta start 1.00

02:57:51 to get some purpose do some emotional metabolism which is the ultimate fuel for the porn addiction 0.70

02:57:57 and then there's also a behavioral component of like you know reducing your consumption limiting your

02:58:04 consumption making it so when you have an impulse to watch porn is it isn't so easy so if you sort of

02:58:11 have an impulse to engage in an addictive behavior if you can create time between the impulse and the access

02:58:19 that will help a lot and if you really think about it people who develop technology understand this

02:58:27 so it used to be that i had to unlock my phone and then open an app in order to like look at cat pictures

02:58:35 but phone developers are getting better and better and better at face id thumbprint and so now it's easy

02:58:42 anytime we have an uh impulse to access it and the more time that we delay the more that our impulse

02:58:49 can disappear or we can start to think or we can think okay i don't have time for this but like people

02:58:54 are getting really really good at like i have an impulse let me gratify it right this second so you

02:58:59 have to work on that too which is like really limiting how easy it is to access porn so this is

02:59:05 very simple stuff like if you've got a porn hub account delete it a log out of whatever you know

02:59:11 stuff that you have so it's not easy to access or delete it all so it's hard to find or whatever like

02:59:17 you can you can do all that kind of stuff and it'll help but i think that usually working with

02:59:22 addictions you got to fix that underlying stuff and the good news is that the addiction oftentimes

02:59:26 melts away on its own if you do the rest of the work you gotta you gotta do the work you have to

02:59:32 do the work absolutely man i think the last thing that i'll share is that in in my experience therapy

02:59:37 is a lot of work it's not like uh i mean it's it's heavy dude it's like it's like lifting just

02:59:43 lifting your emotions and lifting your thoughts and and you know there's a heavy 0.79

02:59:47 shit down there and it takes definitely it's definitely easier than sparring sitting and 0.89

02:59:52 talking about your childhood yes talking about your childhood is easier than you know physical 0.99

02:59:59 no i mean i i think i think some some people are much more comfortable with their body than they are

03:00:05 with their emotions especially men like talking about emotions is very hard for men vulnerability is

03:00:12 very hard for men because there's ego involved like surrendering your ego is really hard like i i'm

03:00:19 not saying that sparring is easy but i i think there's plenty of people who love sparring like

03:00:23 plenty of people it's not hard they live for it and you know so i i i don't i don't agree with the

03:00:33 generalization of your statement but i completely agree that for some people for me sparring is harder

03:00:38 than talking about my emotions for sure so in a sense i'm proving your point i just i think people

03:00:45 are different does that answer the porn addiction question it does it does any other thoughts or

03:00:54 questions before we wrap up for the day thank you thank you man thank you this is a good good conversation

03:01:00 i need to like listen to this yeah yeah your your energy has changed over the course of the conversation

03:01:08 i i i appreciate everything that you put into it thanks man i appreciate you i can see that you

03:01:13 actually uh appreciate your attention and focus on this yeah take care man good luck all right

03:01:19 i hope to see you again soon yeah man take care all right all right

03:01:22 which indian was better dr shiva or dr doctor dr k or dr shiva

03:01:44 yeah

03:01:44 uh 1.00

03:01:48 that shit is tiring that was deep though good conversation man shout out to dr k 1.00

03:01:52 shout out to dr k healthy gamer gg 1.00

03:01:54 oh

03:02:08 oh i need music or something

03:02:12 um

03:02:12 okay gta or clip shot we could still go through the shows do it again i'm down

03:02:26 part two chat you want to part two with that or no

03:02:28 okay

03:02:38 may christmas only thing of my wishes is 0.98

03:02:40 bitches i don't say that it'll pull up we crunching 1.00

03:02:42 on your block with some rain that we spin it 0.99

03:02:44 look i've been naughty all year i don't listen

03:02:46 he under the message so big he go kiss him

03:02:48 fill in my stocking with diamonds they glisten

03:02:49 niggas be lc they do what i tell them 1.00

03:02:51 put that doll in your nose and you root off 1.00

03:02:52 bitch i'm icy like snow i don't cool off 1.00

03:02:54 jingle bells i'll be trapping with school off 1.00

03:02:56 all these niggas they pussy they twist off 1.00

03:02:58 fill me try to run against more like a chimney 1.00

03:03:00 for that bitch and she calling me candy cane 1.00

03:03:01 every time i pull up she gonna lick me 1.00

03:03:03 fast i got a little hoes hoes hoes 1.00

03:03:05 wrecked out of your nose nose nose hardcore like i'm from the north post

03:03:09 oh my gosh wait chat you guys want to see couples therapy or no

03:03:12 um

03:03:14 monkey first am i trying to do monkey right now

03:03:16 let's do 30 push-ups chat on the slating we pulling up

03:03:19 let's do a quick 30 push-ups quick 30 and then we'll get it to it all right 0.93

03:03:23 all right quick 30

03:03:26 don't you yeah

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03:03:35 you

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03:03:47 spinning

03:03:48 look i've been naughty oh yeah i don't listen he under the message told bicky go kiss him 0.82

03:03:52 fill in my stocking with diamonds they glisten niggas be lc they do what i tell them 1.00

03:03:55 put that dot on your nose on you rudolph 0.99

03:03:57 bitch i'm icy like snow i don't cool off jingle bells i'll be trapping with school off 1.00

03:04:00 all these niggas they pussy they twist off 1.00

03:04:02 fill me try to run against more like a chimney 1.00

03:04:04 for that bitch she calling me candy cane every time i pull up she gonna lick me 1.00

03:04:07 fast i got a little hose hose hose wrecked out of your nose nose nose 1.00

03:04:11 no hardcore like i'm from the north pole

03:04:12 all right

03:04:20 hello clips

03:04:23 which one did i skip my team was telling me i skipped some good clips

03:04:25 xqc finds out you can pay to play games with girls

03:04:28 let's see what epel is then

03:04:40 hey i'm stralizia and if you want to play some fortnite come and play some fortnite with me

03:04:46 hey are you looking for a girl to play 0.99

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03:04:49 holi mi nombre es vani y soy de mexico 0.98

03:04:51 hi i'm say if you want to play

03:04:53 guys guys i'm gonna be weird

03:04:56 but why does it why does none of them sound normal 0.93

03:05:03 i jumped off a f**king pier 0.88

03:05:05 i jumped off a pier for a girl's phone number 0.99

03:05:08 in santa monica blows up goes on worldstar

03:05:11 worldstar gets 20 million views next thing you know i have a million

03:05:14 steezy's going through his deep artist subscribers

03:05:18 in what four months and then all of this happens and i'm lucky enough to be able to do this for a

03:05:24 living and you know the whole steezy cane thing immature prankster on youtube the guy who sings songs in

03:05:30 public um but then of course everybody has like a maturing phase right where you take a look at the

03:05:37 work you do and you really question is this me is this what i want to do do i really want to be

03:05:44 singing songs on the street and then that's when you jump into your whole existential ness

03:05:50 why she's gonna be a muslim in two years two years easy what is shiva the god of shiva is one of the 0.99

03:05:58 most prominent roles in hinduism as the god of destruction what the f**k is shiva a demon 1.00

03:06:07 and the threats to our nation uh mid clips mid clips what else 0.90

03:06:20 well i wish you a very speedy recovery pierce morgan my friend i'm not joking i'm not being

03:06:25 ironic i do actually like pierce morgan he's never offended me pierce morgan is vaccinated and got

03:06:29 covid but pierce morgan let me get this straight pierce you and i we have a long history and i

03:06:37 have nothing really against you because you come at me straight we have a fair fight good journalist

03:06:42 you're a good journalist i master my aikido but you sat you flew on a plane all the way here to romania

03:06:50 and sat and was destroyed by me while discussing the effectiveness of the covid vaccine and then

03:06:57 you lack the perspicacity to understand tweeting about the fact that you have six vaccines and now

03:07:04 you have covid is somehow gonna prove me completely right maybe he got covid from us because we're

03:07:12 unvaccinated pierce sorry bro i gave you covid i'm not vaccinated there was no social distancing no

03:07:21 mask and up ambidextrous and that's where you got it from me but i'm fine because i'm top g top germ

03:07:37 is it genuinely how you felt it yeah

03:07:39 i don't want a lot for christmas so you still think therapy is a waste um yes i do i don't think

03:07:54 i learned anything basically we just yeah chat wait hold on are any of you convinced that therapy is good

03:07:59 after that did that change your mind that just solidified what i talked about it was an interesting

03:08:03 combo but i came into this thinking that therapy is mental masturbation and i'm left thinking the same

03:08:08 exact thing um i would never yeah this is kind of fun i i wouldn't do this off camera i'm only going

03:08:14 to farm this i'll farm therapy but i'm not going to do it none of you are convinced none of you convinced

03:08:20 tts is on by the way you can spam it tts is back on

03:08:27 it's for some people it's good yeah true true but my my whole ideology beforehand was that it's better to

03:08:32 not than go and i think that was proved right like it's not necessary it's asking for help and help is

03:08:39 a sign of weakness and i don't want to be weak you know it's okay to ask for help but when you prefer

03:08:44 not asking for help than asking for help it's that simple it's not as black and white i did it for a

03:08:51 year not really worth it you know jack frost went to therapy for a year yeah everybody i know that that

03:08:55 goes to therapy consistently they still are kind of you know i realized therapy was a waste um when

03:09:03 my therapist was looking at the clock when the session was ending and my other therapist was 0.98

03:09:06 a fat ass lady with a double jiggly chin bro imagine looking at your therapist looking at the ceiling 1.00

03:09:14 i would just end it 1.00

03:09:18 imagine being so depressingly boring that you bore the the therapist

03:09:25 okay all right gta time dirty bird gang let's get into it let's get into it chat is iraq um

03:09:39 is iraq on is rice on who's in his bed who's in his bed oh let's see if rice is on

03:09:47 oh all i want for charisma is

03:09:55 demp donated five dollars what up dempsey search james woo house blown up crazy rabbit hole link put

03:10:02 it in the discord so i'm just staff you statue of chiva who all right let me let me look at love

03:10:07 speech real quick hey twitter love speech what's going on man miss you guys miss you guys man

03:10:17 i don't know oh yeah at least you guys are still talking about destiny

03:10:26 bruh

03:10:35 okay let's get into it let's get into it

03:10:40 well my team is up with the clips chat this is very at the kind of a clip we will stream

03:10:43 rice is not on iraq is not on oh yeah way he's joined up

03:10:55 clippers make me look good don't make me look bad

03:11:02 okay i can't reach out all right he's probably gonna pull up later he told me he said he wants

03:11:07 to get out to the and rice that he wants to get on today too

03:11:14 put on christmas music i did already i just did

03:11:15 let's play we pull number oh yeah make my wish cut true open up be away tell me the loop

03:11:21 open up be away 1.00

03:11:25 bitches the doa bitch is my pop 1.00

03:11:29 dropping the home somebody get shot 1.00

03:11:32 my cousin donated five dollars what up jake future is life goodbye what the 1.00

03:11:38 fuck 0.96

03:11:49 that was exhausting though bro like i'm actually i feel tired after that therapy session 0.99

03:11:54 whack a flacker donated one dollar what nico how did your face transformed did mike tyson caught you by a

03:12:01 dead end and blessed you with some his punches in the face and deformed it what the go back to an

03:12:06 old vid and compare man huh maya donated one dollar what's up what happened to maya didn't she seemed 1.00

03:12:13 perfect fr asking also make sure to not stop praying no matter how many sins to do remind yourself

03:12:21 neon myron etc it's a common mistake to say let you're right you're right you're right you're right 0.87

03:12:28 bitchin my doa bitchin my pop okay i'm gonna get the i'm taking forever chat sorry for being slow 1.00

03:12:43 yeah join up join up if you're if you guys are in the server join up now you can stream snipe 0.98

03:12:49 the 0.98

03:12:50 fuck work bruh 1.00

03:12:53 is this the only way to get into a server chat you have to do this every single time 1.00

03:12:58 oh fuck someone road starting to continue out low and spent attention span bot activities chat i 0.99

03:13:03 just did fucking therapy for like three hours 1.00

03:13:09 what do you want you want to study on stream what the hell is wrong with you 1.00

03:13:14 oh here it is 0.80

03:13:16 here we go here we go imagine paying with the stranger with the degree i didn't pay i ain't paying 1.00

03:13:24 for that shit man the fuck out of you bruh 1.00

03:13:31 normal crystal music 1.00

03:13:33 although you called me a dork last time which hurt until i realized i could slap the hair off

03:13:38 your chin i'm hyped for active income when is it dropping i learned a ton in tck and it motivated

03:13:45 me to be who i am today that's what's up uh january 1. have you ever thought about incest what the 0.98

03:13:53 fuck is wrong with you bro biggie smalls donated one dollar so biggie smalls hi sneeko i am a fan 0.94

03:13:58 of logan paul and recently i followed his advice i am not broken homeless facing felony fraud and my 0.99

03:14:05 wife is fucking my best friend wow um is that what logan paul says to do 98 donated one dollar the reason 0.96

03:14:16 successful men hate therapy is because they know talking about your problems won't solve them facts 1.00

03:14:24 it's man some masturbation enemy park donated one dollar sneeko can you now finally admit that you 0.98

03:14:32 smashed for leaner boom bucker 1.00

03:14:46 yo lock in dirty bird gang all right so iraq's not on is um who is on

03:14:53 what do you put on a hoodie it's cold in here bro

03:15:06 saiza got donated five dollars what up i agree with you that therapy is kind of bs but you should

03:15:12 do couples therapy with sarah but apparently she has a new man there's a clip of her talking about it 0.98

03:15:18 in the com from recent mummy fatherless get a fucking girlfriend bro like why do you want that 1.00

03:15:23 so bad get married 1.00

03:15:34 diplo donated one dollar says he'll play video games occasionally on special occasionally proceeds 1.00

03:15:42 to play video games the last five streams huh content of no value fuck you 0.98

03:15:47 chat what do you mean i just had a yap session for three hours okay valuable content i'll get you 0.98

03:15:54 oh what's up man can i get in hey where we going where we going

03:16:00 let's talk to where you at

03:16:04 wi-fi matt donated one dollar at server to favorites and it will

03:16:09 where do you need to go again uh nothing man i just uh just got back to the city i was on i was on a

03:16:14 mission before but i'm chilling man what you up to hey much gang you put me just on my money

03:16:19 sheet you put me just been straight behind and you know the deal that's what's up that's what's up get

03:16:24 to it so what's your name though i'm huby what's your name you'll be nice to meet you

03:16:29 you're my name jordan cloud they call me cloud though hey cloud

03:16:35 nigga i'm pulling up right now what's that down 0.99

03:16:40 what you be on how long i've been in the city you said yeah uh about a week something like

03:16:49 that i'm still i just got my first job you know managing at the strip club it's been good

03:16:54 get off my feet just got out of prison need some uh you know yeah yeah tight 0.90

03:16:59 shit tight shit but it's new it's new and i'm trying to get like you you look like you got money 0.98

03:17:09 hey what's up baby what's good what's she up to today what's my number oh here let me get let 0.99

03:17:17 me get your contact

03:17:26 share real quick

03:17:35 jordan i bet locked in

03:17:37 all right back to show you for me if you need anything just give me a call if you need any

03:17:41 picture sites you have a photographer too are you a photographer all right but yeah

03:17:47 i'm trying to be looking good over here she's fast as though christian do you do you 0.75

03:18:02 i need to change my uh i need to change my shoes

03:18:04 hey what's she getting dressed for nothing okay you do shopping for fun

03:18:18 i already shopped well what's she doing tonight 0.98

03:18:24 nothing really honestly okay let me get your number we can figure that out

03:18:28 what's your name can i even have your name right my name is hubert my name is hubert hubert tolly

03:18:40 yeah what are you a cop a cop yeah i look like a cop

03:18:48 i ain't a cop but i can still put you in a car or an mma fighter or something you know

03:18:51 i know cop but i can arrest you if you need um i'm okay can you pull your phone back out or

03:19:00 what are you locked in okay let me call sammy real quick i forgot about to see if she here

03:19:21 i know what she's gonna see if i'm like that

03:19:43 you gotta say that it's always a guy doing the girl voice there's no way 0.96

03:19:45 you should probably sleeping right now open up

03:19:56 lrp drip yeah yeah you're right you're right you're right chat i need to change my shoes

03:20:02 uh there's no shoes in the store l drip go to the hood you know what i haven't even been to the

03:20:09 hood in a minute how about i go let me get some new shoes first 0.98

03:20:15 no i don't feel like it fuck it it's a good trick 0.98

03:20:23 sneaker got no drip the hell man yeah bro the controls are hard to do i don't know how to select 0.99

03:20:28 it it's like takes all this work

03:20:34 honestly i think the therapist read straight through you bro i'm not a hard to read person i'm a pretty 1.00

03:20:39 open book you're ugly you're ugly 0.99

03:20:52 hey homie where are you from homie 1.00

03:20:55 nah nah nah nah nah nah hey hey what's up bro 0.98

03:20:57 that nigga's weird guy 1.00

03:20:59 what you mean don't talk to you homie little switch play 1.00

03:21:01 oh yeah you're right you're right okay yeah yeah yeah love speech 1.00

03:21:26 hey hey hey don't don't hug this fucking stinky boy oh yeah you're right yeah what the 1.00

03:21:29 fuck get off me man get the fuck off me 1.00

03:21:37 what's up with you fool you know you're on my block right this ain't your block this 1.00

03:21:41 a fucking mall dumbass this is my block fool i come here shopping every day i send like a thousand 1.00

03:21:45 bands fool everybody shops here what are you talking about nah nobody stops here unless if they're 1.00

03:21:50 sanctioned with me fool sanctioned with you yeah so you say you gotta you gotta check it with me i don't 0.99

03:21:54 i gotta check it with you nah nah you gotta check it with me fool you don't even shop here you 1.00

03:21:59 ain't got no drip the fuck you know you shopper i got that shit on what are you wearing two 1.00

03:22:02 different blues yeah yeah i'm like that man i'm different i'm mixing match 1.00

03:22:09 you're about to look like the rainbow the what are you gay 0.99

03:22:13 nah i said you look like the rainbow yo this niggas talking about rainbows i'm out of here bro 1.00

03:22:17 come here homie you're not sanctioning here and you're trying to take my car fool man 1.00

03:22:24 fuck you fuck you homie fuck you too thank you for the car pussy 1.00

03:22:38 this shit got no gas bro 1.00

03:22:39 i should have told him i'm dirty bird damn you right 1.00

03:22:55 yeah broke ass car i'm going to the hood chat 1.00

03:22:59 what's the hood looking like where is the hood you fucking shit it's like here right 1.00

03:23:11 oh shit oh 1.00

03:23:29 chat am i a good driver or no by the way go to the p.o box we get the p.o box coming up christmas 0.99

03:23:38 if you want to send something we're going to open it up it might be in a big video

03:23:41 p.o box you want to send me something merry christmas everybody

03:23:46 what game is how you play this is gta rp man

03:23:51 this is los santos this is new era

03:23:59 cpan is at the mall

03:24:03 stop saying el asian driver

03:24:15 okay i'll acknowledge that this is el trip you're right you're right you're right

03:24:17 i need i need to change it is there a margin in the city chat we need to build one

03:24:29 okay let's see let's go to this thug funny thugs

03:24:35 call cpan i'm gonna call 0.52

03:24:46 waze you in here

03:24:47 yo

03:24:51 yo

03:24:53 ho ho ho ho ho 0.99

03:24:55 call call 0.94

03:24:58 dirty bro what's happening cpain 0.92

03:25:00 what the you got going on where you at i'm chilling i'm in the hood just like handling some business 0.82

03:25:04 right now let me pull up on you oh you at the mall right at the mall all right i'm coming back all

03:25:11 right all right all right bye

03:25:26 oh i need that

03:25:27 give me that

03:25:42 yeah the hood is dead here blame that hood

03:25:45 where's the mall chat uh oh it's this right

03:26:02 instead of shooting you give hubs yeah chat with low speech you love speech

03:26:05 that's not even the hood bro uh oh 1.00

03:26:13 shit el asian driver 1.00

03:26:20 chat wait it's about to get active right now cpain's always up to some 0.99

03:26:22 shit what do you mean the gta streams are no bro every single one has been lit you just haven't 0.97

03:26:26 been paying attention 0.99

03:26:28 i know el drip all right we're gonna go to the mall cpain's gonna roast me we could probably change up

03:26:32 right there when mob star stream saturday saturday chat saturday

03:26:39 saturday noon fuel level low already what the 0.97

03:26:45 say that because it's not rude in this country so don't be a wanker please 0.95

03:26:50 fear over it nobody likes a wanker 0.98

03:26:52 what the 0.98

03:27:17 chat what do I do

03:27:21 what do I do

03:27:22 slow down 1.00

03:27:31 you spaz your shit 1.00

03:27:32 oh man 1.00

03:27:33 call the mod 1.00

03:27:38 fuck bro 1.00

03:27:39 just leave and come back 1.00

03:27:42 no seatbelt 0.99

03:27:45 low IQ monkey 0.85

03:27:46 oh there we go 0.85

03:27:54 help 0.99

03:27:57 what the fuck 0.99

03:27:58 the paramedical company was right there 0.99

03:28:06 they didn't fucking help me 0.98

03:28:10 do a gym 0.99

03:28:11 shoot bro get active

03:28:12 Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday 1.00

03:28:14 fucking hell 1.00

03:28:16 sellers of guitar 0.99

03:28:16 what type of nerd game is that

03:28:17 I'm just dying out here

03:28:19 with bad drip

03:28:20 tell rice to get on

03:28:25 yeah I know I need to

03:28:26 why is he not streaming today

03:28:27 slash nine one

03:28:28 deserved

03:28:42 deserved oh my god

03:28:44 oh

03:28:44 hold on I could just text Iraq and cheat 0.90

03:28:54 because no one was coming

03:28:59 I don't want to leave

03:29:00 it takes so long to get back in

03:29:01 right outside mall

03:29:05 please revive

03:29:08 I have ray gun

03:29:08 they saw your drip and peeled off

03:29:12 chat I'm gonna change man

03:29:14 slash nine one one E

03:29:18 okay call him

03:29:22 call him

03:29:23 bruh

03:29:30 hey

03:29:32 W cheating

03:29:35 maybe you're in your lesson

03:29:39 yes yes yes

03:29:39 I learned my lesson

03:29:40 I learned my lesson

03:29:41 I learned my lesson 1.00

03:29:41 rice sniffs crack from his girlfriend's ass 1.00

03:29:52 what do you 1.00

03:29:53 does he really

03:29:55 bro you're playing games

03:29:58 take this RP seriously

03:29:59 yeah you really have to lock in chat

03:30:00 people be doing like

03:30:01 working nine to five jobs 1.00

03:30:02 in this bitch 1.00

03:30:02 yo you looking good 0.99

03:30:08 let me know where you want to 1.00

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03:30:16 she was about to call me a bitch 1.00

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03:30:54 whatever chat 1.00

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03:30:56 I can't knock him out again 1.00

03:30:57 or else they're gonna kick me

03:30:57 from the start

03:30:58 where's he paying

03:31:04 yeah Al

03:31:08 yeah I know

03:31:08 I know I know I know I know

03:31:10 did you just put 0.99

03:31:20 what the fuck 0.99

03:31:21 did this guy do 0.99

03:31:21 no bro 0.99

03:31:22 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:23 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:24 oh 1.00

03:31:24 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:26 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:27 are you doing bro 1.00

03:31:28 shut the fuck 1.00

03:31:29 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:31:30 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:31:34 what you want man 1.00

03:31:38 rips quickly

03:31:39 what do you want bro

03:31:41 keep a step in my boy

03:31:43 what are you circling me for 1.00

03:31:45 bitch 1.00

03:31:46 what you hook him up 1.00

03:31:47 for bro

03:31:48 yeah yeah

03:31:49 yeah

03:31:50 yeah where's he paying

03:32:12 at though

03:32:13 what do you mean

03:32:14 I want to be top

03:32:16 hey come talk to me

03:32:18 for a second

03:32:18 come talk to me

03:32:19 for a second

03:32:19 no

03:32:20 no no

03:32:22 you left something

03:32:23 it's a mission

03:32:23 it's important

03:32:24 it's important

03:32:24 come here

03:32:25 come here

03:32:25 listen

03:32:28 you see

03:32:30 this is my homie

03:32:31 right here

03:32:31 you think we won't 0.99

03:32:32 jump you nigga 1.00

03:32:33 I'm just saying 0.99

03:32:34 I just want to talk

03:32:35 to you

03:32:35 keep putting your

03:32:36 hands on me 1.00

03:32:37 I'ma beat the fuck 1.00

03:32:38 out of you 1.00

03:32:38 come here

03:32:38 no 0.99

03:32:39 nigga you just 1.00

03:32:40 hit me

03:32:41 you think I

03:32:41 free hug 1.00

03:32:42 bitch 1.00

03:32:42 bye 1.00

03:32:42 yeah 0.99

03:32:43 I will smack 1.00

03:32:49 the fuck 1.00

03:32:49 out of you 1.00

03:32:49 nigga 1.00

03:32:50 the fuck 1.00

03:32:50 the fuck is wrong 1.00

03:32:51 with you 1.00

03:32:51 wow 1.00

03:32:53 the fuck is wrong 1.00

03:32:58 the fuck is wrong 1.00

03:32:58 bro 0.99

03:33:16 listen

03:33:16 sorry my bad

03:33:21 I'm just lonely

03:33:21 where's he paying

03:33:35 have you seen

03:33:36 see paying

03:33:36 he's probably here

03:33:43 a little bit

03:33:46 hey hey 0.99

03:33:47 what the fuck 1.00

03:33:47 yo 1.00

03:33:47 who you smack

03:33:48 don't put you on me 1.00

03:33:49 you bitch 1.00

03:33:49 I was full 1.00

03:33:50 oh

03:33:52 oh 1.00

03:33:52 I'll suck it 1.00

03:33:54 oh 1.00

03:33:55 oh

03:33:56 oh 1.00

03:33:56 fuck 1.00

03:34:01 man 1.00

03:34:01 what's going on 1.00

03:34:03 in this bitch 1.00

03:34:03 oh 1.00

03:34:04 shit 1.00

03:34:04 being a motherfucker 1.00

03:34:05 yeah 1.00

03:34:06 get out 1.00

03:34:06 you dirty bird 1.00

03:34:07 in this bitch 1.00

03:34:07 dirty bird 1.00

03:34:08 in this bitch 1.00

03:34:09 what you got 1.00

03:34:10 in that backpack

03:34:10 what you got

03:34:11 in that backpack

03:34:11 don't worry

03:34:12 back it out

03:34:13 on you

03:34:14 hey

03:34:14 chill on my man

03:34:16 right

03:34:16 no

03:34:17 no

03:34:17 he's 1.00

03:34:17 stripping in this bitch 1.00

03:34:18 no 1.00

03:34:19 I'll start 1.00

03:34:20 sucking dick 1.00

03:34:21 in this place 1.00

03:34:21 what the fuck 1.00

03:34:22 stop fighting 1.00

03:34:23 I love you

03:34:25 I love you

03:34:27 that's my 1.00

03:34:27 that's my bitch 1.00

03:34:29 guy 1.00

03:34:29 what's up

03:34:33 what's up

03:34:33 how you been

03:34:34 oh

03:34:34 you know

03:34:35 wow wow wow wow

03:34:37 wow

03:34:37 hug me

03:34:37 I know

03:34:39 no consent

03:34:40 no consent

03:34:41 that's how I like it

03:34:42 yeah

03:34:43 you smell good

03:34:44 come on

03:34:44 let's get out of here 1.00

03:34:45 hugi get the fuck out 1.00

03:34:48 hugi get out 1.00

03:34:49 get out

03:34:50 get out

03:34:51 popo g what's up

03:34:52 what man 0.66

03:34:56 yo do you want nudes 0.72

03:34:57 I have nudes I can send you 0.98

03:34:59 man I ain't doing no damn burpees 1.00

03:35:00 you got me fucked up 1.00

03:35:00 what a lot of times 0.99

03:35:01 I'm doing a raffle

03:35:05 I got three of these

03:35:07 I'm raffling off two of them 1.00

03:35:08 yo Earl you want me to call my bitch 1.00

03:35:10 yeah 1.00

03:35:10 oh she can do the shit 1.00

03:35:11 damn what's going on 1.00

03:35:13 why you talking all hot 0.99

03:35:15 I ain't mean all that

03:35:18 I ain't mean it

03:35:19 come here

03:35:20 come here

03:35:20 you good

03:35:21 you good 0.99

03:35:22 you know how crazy you look 1.00

03:35:27 going to hug a woman 0.91

03:35:27 out of nowhere

03:35:28 without her even telling you to hug her

03:35:29 check this out

03:35:30 check this out

03:35:30 ready

03:35:31 I'm sorry

03:35:31 Earl's here

03:35:32 moan his name for me

03:35:33 hey baby

03:35:34 yeah there you go

03:35:36 that's my favorite part 1.00

03:35:37 I can't even hear this shit 1.00

03:35:38 I can't hear 1.00

03:35:39 I can't hear

03:35:40 what's that bro

03:35:41 is it on speaker now

03:35:43 oh yeah yeah yeah

03:35:45 honey go ahead

03:35:45 go ahead again

03:35:46 go ahead before I have to stop 1.00

03:35:47 oh fuck 1.00

03:35:48 Earl 1.00

03:35:49 oh Earl

03:35:50 oh 1.00

03:35:50 do that dirty shit 1.00

03:35:53 what the fuck 1.00

03:35:54 he's fingering herself on the phone 1.00

03:35:58 I almost came in my pants 1.00

03:36:00 yo what the fuck is going on 1.00

03:36:01 oh my god 1.00

03:36:02 don't worry about it dude 1.00

03:36:03 you don't like pussy 1.00

03:36:06 just say that 1.00

03:36:06 you know what I mean 1.00

03:36:08 man this motherfucker 1.00

03:36:09 why are you cock watching 1.00

03:36:10 this motherfucker 1.00

03:36:10 is low dirt 1.00

03:36:11 what did you say sir

03:36:12 hey don't talk to me

03:36:14 get the stuff in 1.00

03:36:15 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:36:16 shut the fuck up bitch 1.00

03:36:17 yo ass been a break 1.00

03:36:18 let's do it 0.99

03:36:19 let's do it

03:36:20 nah

03:36:20 I spread love

03:36:21 I spread love 1.00

03:36:22 yeah bitch 1.00

03:36:23 you spread love 1.00

03:36:24 alright

03:36:24 let's unloving me and spread me open 1.00

03:36:27 what the fuck is wrong with you man 1.00

03:36:29 what 1.00

03:36:30 it's okay

03:36:30 he's been through the pimps

03:36:31 we just had one call me

03:36:32 you gotta be easy on him 1.00

03:36:34 I snitched on that bitch 1.00

03:36:35 ass fool though 1.00

03:36:36 I thought you was my man Hubie 1.00

03:36:37 you got the same hair as Hubie

03:36:39 I thought you was Hubie

03:36:41 why are you trying to be me

03:36:42 I don't know what you talking about game

03:36:45 who is you

03:36:46 you trying to be like this Luna

03:36:48 why are you trying to be like me

03:36:49 your name Luna

03:36:50 and you a man 1.00

03:36:51 damn 0.99

03:36:52 see he's just slapping my buttons 1.00

03:36:53 okay

03:36:53 Hubie

03:36:54 Hubie

03:36:55 Hubie

03:36:56 Hubie

03:36:57 come come come 0.99

03:36:57 listen to what the fuck 1.00

03:37:02 this bitch just said on my phone 1.00

03:37:03 listen listen 1.00

03:37:04 Nira

03:37:05 what'd you just say

03:37:06 say it again

03:37:06 my phone went in and out

03:37:07 I think I'm pregnant 1.00

03:37:09 what the fuck 1.00

03:37:10 shh 1.00

03:37:11 with who's baby

03:37:14 yours

03:37:15 maybe

03:37:16 I don't know

03:37:17 I'm at the hospital

03:37:19 I'm at the hospital 1.00

03:37:20 who the fuck is that 1.00

03:37:24 yeah 1.00

03:37:26 you done fuck up 0.99

03:37:27 you been to get there 1.00

03:37:27 alright let's go to the hospital 0.98

03:37:28 you should have fucking locked it buddy 0.99

03:37:31 it's my car 0.99

03:37:33 nah this is dirty 1.00

03:37:34 get the fuck out the whip 1.00

03:37:36 come on 1.00

03:37:37 the car

03:37:39 stop the car

03:37:40 you can come with it

03:37:41 stop the car

03:37:41 you can come with it

03:37:42 stop the car

03:37:42 let me drive

03:37:43 yeah sir

03:37:46 sorry about that sir 1.00

03:37:47 yeah pussy bitch 1.00

03:37:48 walk away 1.00

03:37:48 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:37:51 I can't go 1.00

03:37:52 yeah bitch 1.00

03:37:52 so you gonna keep the baby 1.00

03:37:57 or what

03:37:57 hell no 0.99

03:37:59 who the fuck 0.99

03:38:01 you see 1.00

03:38:01 what's her name

03:38:02 man the one night stand 1.00

03:38:03 what the fuck 1.00

03:38:04 I look like 1.00

03:38:04 getting a baby

03:38:05 from one night stand

03:38:06 what's her name

03:38:07 that's Savannah

03:38:08 that's

03:38:09 I want that stand

03:38:16 turned to a baby

03:38:17 wait that's the girl 1.00

03:38:18 you fucked him 1.00

03:38:19 and he jumped off the bridge 1.00

03:38:20 yes

03:38:20 the guy that went to the coma

03:38:22 I got a baby

03:38:24 it ain't mine

03:38:25 she want that child support 1.00

03:38:26 we gotta figure this out

03:38:29 I think they gonna put us on the Maury show tonight

03:38:31 I think you're Maury

03:38:37 I think you're Maury

03:38:41 oh I like that

03:38:42 I like where you go off with that

03:38:43 what you

03:38:44 what about Tato

03:38:45 it could be

03:38:45 I don't know

03:38:49 I can't remember

03:38:51 you gotta get rid of that baby 1.00

03:38:53 I ain't gonna lie to you 1.00

03:38:54 her boyfriend is a thug 1.00

03:38:58 he gonna shoot your stupid ass 1.00

03:38:59 I'm about to shoot him 1.00

03:39:00 man that little fetus 1.00

03:39:01 hey I need you one

03:39:02 I need you one of them

03:39:03 that's

03:39:04 hey Errol you get yourself

03:39:05 any predicaments yet

03:39:06 I need to bust you out of 0.99

03:39:07 damn 1.00

03:39:07 nope 1.00

03:39:08 y'all need to stop trying to put that stupid ass baby on me 1.00

03:39:10 ain't my damn baby 1.00

03:39:12 that ain't my damn baby 1.00

03:39:14 that's your baby 1.00

03:39:15 ain't my baby

03:39:17 that ain't my baby 0.99

03:39:19 that ain't my baby 0.99

03:39:20 that ain't my baby 0.99

03:39:22 that ain't my

03:39:22 that's her but she working to be you 1.00

03:39:24 she working to be you 1.00

03:39:25 I ain't put my room in church room tip in there

03:39:27 upstairs come on

03:39:28 we out upstairs

03:39:29 man we ain't got an elevator though

03:39:33 hell yeah watch out here we 0.92

03:39:35 damn no we don't 0.97

03:39:38 you need to you find us need to walk up these stairs anyway 1.00

03:39:43 man watch out I'm gonna die 0.88

03:39:45 you got a clothes hanger or what you about to do 0.92

03:39:50 see you find 1.00

03:39:51 like the clothesline this bitch 1.00

03:39:53 I'm telling you wait 1.00

03:39:54 wait till she walk down 1.00

03:39:56 when they're doing the blowwork and shit downstairs 0.99

03:39:57 we gotta go downstairs I guess 0.98

03:39:58 you can push her down

03:39:59 you big out of stairs

03:40:00 just push her right here 1.00

03:40:01 I'm saying that I call my tech arrest

03:40:03 they got cameras

03:40:06 they gonna get me for sure

03:40:07 oh yeah you don't want to go to jail for that

03:40:09 don't do that

03:40:10 hell nah 1.00

03:40:11 it could be this nigga baby fool 1.00

03:40:13 we know 1.00

03:40:14 no I did

03:40:15 I ain't gonna lie

03:40:16 I ain't gonna lie

03:40:17 I bet you you be having baby too

03:40:23 uh not me not me

03:40:25 not me 1.00

03:40:27 no shit my package hurt man shit 1.00

03:40:32 I don't act like you don't hear that motherfucker in here 1.00

03:40:46 open this damn door 1.00

03:40:48 she doesn't want you guys in here 0.99

03:40:55 we have been accused of having a baby

03:40:58 we do not know if there's a child yet

03:41:01 can you guys please

03:41:02 we don't want no harm

03:41:04 we don't want no harm

03:41:06 can you guys please wait in the waiting room

03:41:08 all right

03:41:08 wait a minute

03:41:11 wait there's no baby

03:41:12 we don't know yet

03:41:14 we're gonna do some testing

03:41:15 can you guys back up

03:41:16 okay okay

03:41:17 you want a baby

03:41:18 maybe one day

03:41:20 I don't know

03:41:21 how about now

03:41:22 come here

03:41:23 no no

03:41:26 he made the same

03:41:27 let me hear your number

03:41:28 yeah he got the binds

03:41:30 it's okay

03:41:30 now let's skip the number

03:41:31 get to the baby maker

03:41:32 how about that

03:41:33 she gonna give your number 1.00

03:41:34 she give a number to everybody 0.81

03:41:35 go ahead hurry up

03:41:35 ew

03:41:36 I don't want to

03:41:36 yeah here take you

03:41:37 yeah

03:41:38 what

03:41:38 zero money 1.00

03:41:39 she give her shit to everybody bro 1.00

03:41:41 you belong to the waiting room 1.00

03:41:43 bitch give her shit to everybody bro 1.00

03:41:45 you know I don't want anymore 1.00

03:41:46 fuck you 1.00

03:41:47 she's the worst 1.00

03:41:48 what the fuck are you 1.00

03:41:49 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:51 you got fucked on FaceTime 1.00

03:41:52 you fucking slut 1.00

03:41:52 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:53 don't get mad 1.00

03:41:54 you know what's happening 1.00

03:41:55 you shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:56 you shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:57 get out 1.00

03:41:58 everyone out

03:41:58 you spit everybody out

03:41:59 don't get mad 1.00

03:42:00 bitch I'll kill you bitch 1.00

03:42:01 fuck what you talking about 1.00

03:42:03 I'll kill you 1.00

03:42:03 don't talk to him like that 1.00

03:42:04 I'll kill you bitch shit 1.00

03:42:06 everybody out 1.00

03:42:06 shut the white knight 1.00

03:42:07 you like doing shit 1.00

03:42:08 you don't talk to me 1.00

03:42:09 you don't talk to me 1.00

03:42:10 fuck you 1.00

03:42:11 what 1.00

03:42:11 damn 1.00

03:42:12 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:42:15 fuck you in the ass 1.00

03:42:16 bitch ass nigga 1.00

03:42:17 everyone to the waiting room 1.00

03:42:19 get the mother shots of me 0.51

03:42:20 hey nurse there's some empty rooms if you want to make a baby 1.00

03:42:34 you okay in the head 1.00

03:42:35 don't speak about me to no bitch 1.00

03:42:36 don't talk to me 1.00

03:42:38 go to the waiting room 1.00

03:42:38 pull up to the ass 1.00

03:42:39 man this shit going down 1.00

03:42:40 man I got a baby on the way or something 1.00

03:42:41 I don't know what going on

03:42:42 I'm over there

03:42:43 hey nurse there's some empty rooms if you want to make a baby 1.00

03:42:46 oh yeah you like that

03:42:49 you just said I was used goods

03:42:51 get away from me

03:42:51 nah nah nah

03:42:52 but I'm gonna use it right

03:42:53 sir if you could please

03:42:57 I'm trying to do some

03:42:59 real quick just pull your pants down 0.99

03:43:01 bend over this pool table real quick 1.00

03:43:02 get the fuck out 1.00

03:43:03 ah fuck you too 1.00

03:43:04 go up in that spot 1.00

03:43:10 you kick your ass 1.00

03:43:11 don't come to the hospital brother 1.00

03:43:12 Savannah bitch took my shit pregnant with my baby 1.00

03:43:14 that ain't my baby bride 1.00

03:43:16 I won't not stand with that bitch 1.00

03:43:17 just to fucking get you mad 1.00

03:43:18 that ain't my girl 1.00

03:43:20 bro

03:43:21 that's what I'm saying bro 0.98

03:43:24 this nigga c-panel is 1.00

03:43:26 why the doctors 1.00

03:43:27 why'd you let him nut in you 0.99

03:43:28 what the fuck 1.00

03:43:29 I'm saying bro 0.99

03:43:30 I don't remember

03:43:31 I don't remember

03:43:32 who are you

03:43:33 I don't remember

03:43:34 I'm Hubie

03:43:35 who's you

03:43:35 I'm Dirty Bird

03:43:36 call 0.76

03:43:36 hey dirty 1.00

03:43:40 I don't give a fuck about you 1.00

03:43:41 or Dirty Bird 0.99

03:43:42 I'm Dirty Bird 0.97

03:43:43 you got a dirty coochie 1.00

03:43:44 don't don't don't don't 0.99

03:43:45 don't disassay 1.00

03:43:46 we are we are bitch slacking 1.00

03:43:47 I'm not dissing bro 1.00

03:43:48 I don't give a fuck 0.97

03:43:49 don't you ever disassay 0.99

03:43:50 don't don't ever do that 0.99

03:43:51 I don't give a fuck 0.98

03:43:52 I ain't gonna lie shorty 0.99

03:43:53 you can't yeah 0.91

03:43:54 you can't talk against the dirty

03:43:55 you'll be having that

03:43:56 you'll be having that

03:43:57 dirty

03:43:57 and you smell good

03:43:58 you smell good

03:43:58 you smell you 0.77

03:43:59 you smell you 0.77

03:43:59 you smell like baby 0.99

03:44:00 eww 1.00

03:44:01 what I smell that shit on you 1.00

03:44:02 I'm the fucking touching me 1.00

03:44:04 I just wanted to make sure you ain't pregnant 1.00

03:44:06 okay get out of here

03:44:07 get out of here 0.98

03:44:07 dirty eye coochie 1.00

03:44:09 if you want to just follow me 0.97

03:44:11 come inside

03:44:12 yeah

03:44:13 hey man we had a dice game last night 1.00

03:44:17 this little bitch ran off of 15 bangs on us 1.00

03:44:19 15 1.00

03:44:20 yeah I ran off of 10 on him

03:44:22 he probably trying to get up with me

03:44:23 hell no yo

03:44:24 I told me

03:44:25 I'll never be cool again

03:44:26 if you don't get my money for that much call

03:44:28 my 15 bangs of dice game

03:44:30 my money 0.98

03:44:32 yeah he better not say shit to me about that 10 0.80

03:44:34 I'm acting like I don't remember 0.87

03:44:36 see pain what you about to do about this baby situation

03:44:38 you should be more stressed out

03:44:39 I'm worried about like you might have a kid on the way 1.00

03:44:41 I'm too a player for this shit man 1.00

03:44:43 I basically get thrown off the mountain fucking with me 1.00

03:44:45 oh hold on my main bitch calling 1.00

03:44:47 the main bitch 1.00

03:44:47 the main bitch is calling 1.00

03:44:48 please 1.00

03:44:49 you a dirty dog 1.00

03:44:51 Kira 1.00

03:44:51 baby

03:44:53 we actually can meet

03:44:55 you let me meet you

03:44:56 where's my 100k

03:44:59 alright a bit

03:45:01 can you give me like 10 minutes

03:45:05 ok

03:45:09 ok ok ok

03:45:10 yo

03:45:16 what the

03:45:23 yo

03:45:31 smack 0.66

03:45:31 we're going on

03:45:32 what's the word

03:45:34 where'd those nurses go 1.00

03:45:38 smack we're going on

03:45:42 we're going on dude

03:45:43 we're going on 1.00

03:45:44 you can get into the bitches 1.00

03:45:45 this is my buddy smack right here 1.00

03:45:48 uh

03:45:49 me

03:45:49 yeah good guy

03:45:50 smack good guy

03:45:51 smack let me know when you get

03:45:56 when you're ready for some

03:45:57 cause I could

03:45:58 I could put you on something

03:45:59 you know I got 0.99

03:46:00 damn you looking good 0.99

03:46:02 excuse me nurse 1.00

03:46:08 I have a gut

03:46:08 I got a groin problem

03:46:09 can you check it out

03:46:10 um

03:46:12 I think someone at the front

03:46:13 can help you

03:46:14 I'm with the patient

03:46:14 nah I need

03:46:15 I need you

03:46:16 I need you to help me out

03:46:17 you need me to help you

03:46:19 yeah

03:46:19 ok

03:46:21 give me your number

03:46:23 I'm really am a little bit busy right now

03:46:25 ok no problem

03:46:26 so Tava baby

03:46:28 you know I would have hit on you 0.99

03:46:29 but I'm just

03:46:29 I'm gonna just like

03:46:30 you know Hubie had this one right here

03:46:31 this guy right here is

03:46:33 man he one of them guys

03:46:34 I'm one of them guys

03:46:35 who's that guy? 0.99

03:46:36 homo 0.96

03:46:36 yes he's one of them guys

03:46:38 mmm

03:46:39 the guy for you

03:46:40 the guy for me

03:46:42 yes

03:46:43 they call him the big

03:46:44 whoo

03:46:45 whoo

03:46:46 whoo

03:46:46 alright

03:46:47 sativa got you

03:46:47 I'm about to be the end

03:46:48 of your sativa 0.95

03:46:49 you are

03:46:50 can I get a percocet or not?

03:47:01 let me get a Vicodin

03:47:03 hold on baby girl 0.98

03:47:04 give me a minute

03:47:05 I'll just lay down

03:47:05 yeah that's fine

03:47:07 I'll be right back

03:47:08 hey baby girl

03:47:09 grab me a pillow

03:47:11 let me

03:47:12 can I get a percocet or not?

03:47:13 let me get a Vicodin

03:47:15 ah 0.99

03:47:16 whack ass nurse 1.00

03:47:18 hey Samite 0.99

03:47:19 grab me a pillow real quick

03:47:20 one of them

03:47:21 incubator bank blankets 1.00

03:47:23 fat ass bitch 1.00

03:47:23 why are you laying down? 1.00

03:47:25 hey give me one of them

03:47:26 babies

03:47:26 give me one of them blankets

03:47:27 they give to the pregnant 1.00

03:47:28 bitches 1.00

03:47:28 when they had the babies 1.00

03:47:29 give me one of them 1.00

03:47:30 fuck you already tired 1.00

03:47:31 I thought you was on a diet 1.00

03:47:32 I am on a diet

03:47:33 wait

03:47:33 I need beans and soda water

03:47:35 Earl you off a perc?

03:47:37 yeah I just said

03:47:38 pop three up

03:47:38 three was a two

03:47:39 you can't give me one?

03:47:41 let me see if I got another

03:47:43 ooh this one

03:47:44 last perc though

03:47:45 nah keep it keep it

03:47:46 keep it

03:47:46 I'm clean

03:47:47 I'm clean

03:47:48 I'm clean

03:47:48 I take that

03:47:49 you good 1.00

03:47:49 I got a plug on that shit 1.00

03:47:51 fuck 1.00

03:47:52 you motherfucking tripping man 1.00

03:47:54 you know that's how you're right 1.00

03:47:55 every time

03:47:55 alright Savannah

03:47:57 I'm done

03:47:58 yeah

03:47:59 hold on hold on hold on 0.99

03:48:00 what you got in that big ass bar? 0.98

03:48:01 yeah 0.99

03:48:01 where's your pillow? 1.00

03:48:02 I haven't seen that bitch 1.00

03:48:03 that ran off with the money 1.00

03:48:04 at the dungeon

03:48:05 hold on hold on

03:48:06 hold on

03:48:07 he outside? 1.00

03:48:09 oh motherfucker 1.00

03:48:10 what's up nigga what you on the way? 1.00

03:48:15 come here man 1.00

03:48:15 hey bring your ass back here motherfucker 1.00

03:48:19 how about money ain't? 1.00

03:48:21 how about money ain't?

03:48:22 how about money ain't?

03:48:23 mother

03:48:24 uh oh 0.99

03:48:24 wrong nigga 1.00

03:48:28 put your ass on the motherfucking ground 1.00

03:48:31 mother 1.00

03:48:31 hey get your ass off 1.00

03:48:33 hey what the fuck is he doing? 1.00

03:48:34 what the fuck is wrong with you? 1.00

03:48:35 nigga belly bumping everybody 1.00

03:48:36 belly bumping motherfucker 1.00

03:48:38 watch out 1.00

03:48:39 belly bump attack 1.00

03:48:40 that bitch ass 1.00

03:48:41 you talk about straight down 1.00

03:48:47 shout out motherfucker 1.00

03:48:51 get your ass off 1.00

03:48:52 get your ass off 1.00

03:48:53 yeah fat yeah 1.00

03:48:54 what the fuck is in the game? 1.00

03:48:55 this dirty bird stop playing with me 1.00

03:48:57 stop playing with me 1.00

03:48:58 bitch 1.00

03:49:00 motherfucker 1.00

03:49:02 yeah you don't fuck it 1.00

03:49:03 you don't fuck with Earl 1.00

03:49:04 my bad Earl 1.00

03:49:05 oh shit 1.00

03:49:05 my bad Earl 0.99

03:49:06 I got him to oi

03:49:07 you go Earl

03:49:08 Earl 1.00

03:49:09 shit 1.00

03:49:10 what the fuck is she here? 1.00

03:49:11 ooh 1.00

03:49:12 motherfucker 1.00

03:49:13 bitch 1.00

03:49:14 damn 1.00

03:49:15 bitch 1.00

03:49:15 hey get that 10 bands back in blood bitch 1.00

03:49:24 and tie his ass up 1.00

03:49:27 tie who up 1.00

03:49:28 tie who up 0.99

03:49:29 I wish a motherfucker woods 1.00

03:49:31 nigga I'm from the wishing nigga woods 1.00

03:49:32 you better watch out

03:49:33 I suggest you go on by your finish

03:49:35 I suggest you get gone before I trip 1.00

03:49:36 nigga pick your motherfucking ass off me 1.00

03:49:38 motherfucker 1.00

03:49:43 nigger 1.00

03:49:45 what the fuck is that? 1.00

03:49:47 whadda? 1.00

03:49:47 whadda?

03:49:49 whadda?

03:49:50 whadda?

03:49:51 whadda?

03:49:52 whadda?

03:49:53 whadda?

03:49:54 whadda?

03:49:55 whadda?

03:49:56 whadda?

03:49:58 whadda?

03:49:59 whadda?

03:50:00 whadda?

03:50:01 whadda?

03:50:01 He lll handled?

03:50:01 m astrologer

03:50:02 aid?

03:50:02 m RICH

03:50:03 nooo

03:50:04 CLUCKER

03:50:05 awww 0.99

03:50:06 W인이

03:50:07 or you 1.00

03:50:08 big dirty nigga 1.00

03:50:11 ditch 1.00

03:50:12 yeah

03:50:12 Let me get that hot nurse 1.00

03:50:18 Who is the hot nurse? 1.00

03:50:21 Him?

03:50:22 You alright

03:50:23 He wants you to help him

03:50:27 He said he wants the hot nurse

03:50:29 Thank you, thank you

03:50:42 Yeah, you single though?

03:50:49 What?

03:50:50 You single?

03:50:51 You talking to him, the hot nurse?

03:50:53 What the fu-

03:50:53 Alright 0.99

03:50:54 Alright, you got a nice laugh for a mid-bitch 1.00

03:51:01 You got a massive fighter, sir 0.97

03:51:06 What's your name?

03:51:13 I think we got off on the wrong foot

03:51:15 I think I got on the wrong foot

03:51:17 Somebody's dead

03:51:18 Hold on, somebody's dead

03:51:19 Alright

03:51:20 Alright, come on

03:51:27 Let's go see what this baby's talking about 0.99

03:51:29 How do you go the fuck out of here? 0.99

03:51:41 Where do you go? 0.99

03:51:42 Where do you go? 1.00

03:51:43 Get the fuck out of here 1.00

03:51:45 Get the fuck out of here 1.00

03:51:49 Where are you high ass running? 1.00

03:51:54 I need to get the fuck out of here 1.00

03:51:56 These motherfuckers chasing me 1.00

03:51:57 Smacking their ass like roach 1.00

03:51:59 Hey, babe 1.00

03:52:00 You still got a spider, sir

03:52:03 A spider?

03:52:05 That means you got to jump

03:52:07 Don't tell me that

03:52:08 No, you got to jump

03:52:10 You got to jump 1.00

03:52:10 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:10 That means you floating in her eyes 1.00

03:52:12 There you go

03:52:13 Oh my god

03:52:14 You don't got to keep jumping

03:52:15 That's enough

03:52:16 You make me float

03:52:17 That's how pretty you are

03:52:18 Nah

03:52:19 You talking to the good looking nurse?

03:52:23 Ah, get over it

03:52:24 You know, I was just joking

03:52:25 I was just playing with you

03:52:26 Come here, come here

03:52:26 Come here

03:52:26 You talking to the good looking nurse?

03:52:28 I'm sorry

03:52:29 I'm sorry

03:52:29 Uh-uh

03:52:31 Uh-uh

03:52:32 He got money, girl 1.00

03:52:33 I ain't gonna lie

03:52:34 Look at that money

03:52:34 It's beginning to look a lot

03:52:37 Christmas

03:52:38 You have a beautiful voice

03:52:40 I swear to god 1.00

03:52:41 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:42 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:43 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:45 Yo, you got an amazing singing voice 1.00

03:52:47 You like that? 1.00

03:52:49 That's my shit 1.00

03:52:49 Wait, what happened to this baby? 1.00

03:52:50 She pregnant? 0.92

03:52:54 She's pregnant? 1.00

03:52:55 She's pregnant? 1.00

03:52:57 Come out of here, you're a-ass nigga 1.00

03:52:58 What the fuck are you talking about? 1.00

03:52:59 These motherfuckers still fighting 1.00

03:53:01 Get him out of here, man 1.00

03:53:02 Hey, stop it before I hit your ass that trick 1.00

03:53:03 Oh, yeah, dude 1.00

03:53:04 You should have

03:53:05 Hey, we should have

03:53:06 Rick's

03:53:07 Please stop fighting 1.00

03:53:08 Bitch, this is dirty bird 1.00

03:53:09 We out 1.00

03:53:10 We just whoops

03:53:10 Wait, won't Yet

03:53:12 Got time

03:53:12 "?

03:53:12 No not

03:53:16 Get in

03:53:17 Why they fighting 0.99

03:53:29 Ricks shut the fuck up the man. This bitch got a baby 1.00

03:53:34 Yeah, we got bigger problems right now. Oh, I'm not trying to be an uncle 1.00

03:53:43 Just think about all your money cut it in half 1.00

03:53:47 Fuck out it. I'm broke. I don't do fuck 1.00

03:53:49 Fight with everything 1.00

03:53:53 Now just give me all your money

03:53:56 I'm gonna start a little mission. All right y'all go ahead

03:54:00 Where the fuck you going? Gotta go. I gotta go meet with this bitch 1.00

03:54:04 Whatever, nigga, which I want to watch or something fuck yo, bro 1.00

03:54:09 Fuck you too. What the fuck? 1.00

03:54:13 Yo 1.00

03:54:22 I'm sure I need some money and me too. I lost like two hundred thousand at damn motherfucking a racetrack 1.00

03:54:28 Two hundred thousand damn horses 1.00

03:54:30 You play blackjack? 1.00

03:54:32 Yeah, that's just cool. I like the

03:54:37 I like the

03:54:39 How do you say that?

03:54:43 What did you say that?

03:54:44 Bro, you took too many perks. Are you lagging right now?

03:54:47 Yeah, you know, that's me though. I'm about to perk it says. Hop in the car, nigga dirty burger 1.00

03:54:51 How hungry what time you owe you these boo? I 1.00

03:55:02 Got a burger right here. I didn't finish eating, but

03:55:05 Let's go get some money. Let's do whatever you want to get into. Let's get into I'm shellin right now

03:55:09 Alright listen, I got this event I'm throwing. I'm raffling off that stick. I've been whacking motherfuckers with

03:55:15 All right, okay. I need to get back for that money. I lost at the casino 1.00

03:55:20 I'm gonna go to strip club real quick meet with the ladies 1.00

03:55:23 Hey, y'all on the radio

03:55:27 Where y'all at baby girl? Oh y'all just sound like angels

03:55:30 Okay, you was skydiving. Where the fuck you do that at? 1.00

03:55:45 You had like a parachute and shit 1.00

03:55:50 Mmm, good at burger. Hey, I'm on my way to strip club. I need to tell y'all what's going on with this event. Yeah, I need to clock in 1.00

03:55:56 How's the strip club doing? It's good. I'm on the radio. That's what I'm talking to right now

03:56:05 No, no, no, it don't matter if we do a theme. I just need to raffle off this stick. I need to sell a lot of tickets, okay

03:56:15 That's $10,000 per ticket per raffle ticket

03:56:27 People gonna pay for this

03:56:44 How you doing baby? Wait, I'm at the VU right now. Where y'all?

03:56:48 What's up? Yo, yo, yo

03:56:50 Yo, all right, listen

03:56:52 I'm doing a raffle for this right here, all right? Oh my god

03:56:57 Whoa

03:56:57 Doing a raffle, $10,000 a ticket, you can buy up to 10 tickets, okay? What'd you say?

03:57:05 Yeah, come to the VU real quick. Come over, there's a few of us over here

03:57:10 Who know how to make a fly because Cy is asleep right now

03:57:14 I think Liberty does

03:57:17 Liberty, you know how to make a fly?

03:57:20 Oh

03:57:22 Man, miss you. Yeah, I need you to come make this event room. Come here. I need you to come make this fly

03:57:34 Trying to catch me some fish 0.82

03:57:36 What the hell are you doing? 1.00

03:57:37 Yeah, are you calling it pussy stinky or what? 1.00

03:57:40 Hey, you said what? Chill bro 1.00

03:57:45 So get that fucking fish around 1.00

03:57:47 Get that shit out of your hand, man 1.00

03:57:50 Fucky 1.00

03:57:51 Yo, yo, yo, hey chill out, chill out with the fight in there 1.00

03:57:58 Chill out with all that shit 0.99

03:58:00 We need to get, let me talk to Liberty real quick 0.97

03:58:02 I'm about to get up out of here, y'all gonna be ready for the event

03:58:04 Maybe a little dancing and shit, but 0.76

03:58:06 But importantly, I need to sell as many tickets 0.95

03:58:10 Okay

03:58:12 Why'd you take that out?

03:58:13 I need you to

03:58:14 You're so lost to her, bro

03:58:15 Get the raffle

03:58:17 Raffle?

03:58:18 Mm-hmm

03:58:22 Like you can buy as many tickets as you want

03:58:24 Just keep tracking your ticket

03:58:25 Wait, oh, what is that in the time right there?

03:58:27 It's a pool cube

03:58:28 We gotta take a picture of you

03:58:32 Can you see it in my hand or no?

03:58:34 Oh, we can

03:58:35 Oh yeah, take a picture of it 0.99

03:58:37 So you can send it to uh, Liberty for uh, for the shit 0.99

03:58:40 So whoever wins the raffle gets that? 0.99

03:58:43 Yep

03:58:45 What's going on you, man?

03:58:46 Are you trying to 0.99

03:58:47 Stop the fire, bullsh** 1.00

03:58:48 I can't do that, I want a small finish 0.99

03:58:57 You need to stick right here

03:58:59 I ain't even trying to fire, I'm just coming here to chill, gang

03:59:02 I'm chilling too, what you doing?

03:59:04 Nah, I'm just chilling, man

03:59:05 What, you work here as well?

03:59:06 I'm a manager here

03:59:07 I'm the security 1.00

03:59:08 Oh, shit 0.99

03:59:09 Let's see I don't uppercut you at all 1.00

03:59:17 Ladies, ladies, stop arguing, c'mon 1.00

03:59:18 Shit, I need it 1.00

03:59:19 Yo, you can chinching me 1.00

03:59:20 You don't hear what he said about you

03:59:22 You can chinching me

03:59:22 You can say nothing about me

03:59:23 You said about Carmelo's girlfriend

03:59:25 Yeah, yeah, yeah

03:59:27 This is even worse

03:59:28 Yeah

03:59:30 Yeah 1.00

03:59:30 Oh, damn 1.00

03:59:31 Your man got beat up by a girl 1.00

03:59:32 Oh, shit 1.00

03:59:33 And you for saying that about her 1.00

03:59:36 And you

03:59:38 Just cuz

03:59:42 Ooh, weave

03:59:46 Alright, I'm gonna make some calls to see if somebody else 0.99

03:59:56 Wait, I want you to get the disco ball and shit on your back 1.00

03:59:59 You get that? 1.00

04:00:04 Let me get up

04:00:05 Hold up 1.00

04:00:13 Shit, where the fuck is everyone at, bro? 1.00

04:00:14 This shit's so fucking quiet 1.00

04:00:16 No, I haven't started yet 1.00

04:00:18 No, I'm not saying

04:00:19 I'm just saying in general

04:00:21 Oh

04:00:26 I'm out of here 1.00

04:00:27 This shit way 0.99

04:00:35 I'm out of here 0.99

04:00:51 Hahaha, get back

04:01:02 Alright, who else can we call?

04:01:05 I'm out of here

04:01:19 Yo, what do you want?

04:01:21 What do you mean what do you want?

04:01:22 How you been?

04:01:24 Bro, you just hit me in the mall 0.80

04:01:25 Leave me alone 1.00

04:01:26 Alright, bye, bitch 1.00

04:01:27 What the fuck? 1.00

04:01:36 What the fuck? 1.00

04:01:36 Did I get blocked? 1.00

04:01:40 Uh

04:01:52 Hello?

04:01:53 Vani, I miss you

04:01:54 I miss you, are you doing?

04:01:56 Oh 1.00

04:01:56 What the fuck is this? 1.00

04:01:58 Oh 1.00

04:02:14 No one fucks with me, chat 1.00

04:02:15 What the fuck? 1.00

04:02:21 What the fuck? 1.00

04:02:33 Chat, am I not taking this seriously enough? 1.00

04:02:35 I'm trying

04:02:36 I'm actually trying

04:02:37 It might be too much of an incel

04:02:51 Call the casino girl 1.00

04:02:52 She didn't pick up

04:02:52 Let me call again

04:02:53 What the hell is that beep, chat?

04:03:04 Oh, I think it's the

04:03:07 I think it's the fuel

04:03:08 Oh 0.99

04:03:22 Oh, I got no fucking pole in here 1.00

04:03:35 This shit is a lot of work 1.00

04:03:36 No funny shit 1.00

04:03:38 Let me get out of this car 0.98

04:03:40 Hey 1.00

04:03:42 What the fuck? 1.00

04:03:45 And get out the car 1.00

04:03:47 What the fucking car 1.00

04:03:54 She took the keys? 1.00

04:04:03 I got to get my streetcar up

04:04:04 I got to get my streetcar up chat

04:04:05 It's a lot of work 0.99

04:04:08 What the fuck? 0.99

04:04:24 Man, you can start gliding when it's raining 1.00

04:04:35 All right

04:04:37 I'm dead

04:04:46 Chad, I'm feeling sick

04:04:48 I'm feeling sick

04:04:48 I'm about to go to sleep 0.99

04:04:50 No funny shit 0.99

04:04:52 I've been grinding too hard every single day 0.99

04:04:54 No cat, no cat, no cat

04:04:57 But um

04:04:58 Yo, join love speech

04:04:59 Join love, yeah

04:04:59 I'm about to go to sleep

04:05:00 I'm about to go to sleep 0.99

04:05:01 I'm fucking tired, bro 0.99

04:05:04 I'm fucking tired 0.99

04:05:05 I've been grinding this month 0.99

04:05:06 I've been grinding this month

04:05:10 Cap, you're not sick

04:05:12 I'm feeling sick, chat

04:05:14 I'm sick

04:05:14 Sickness for betas

04:05:15 Oh man, I'm tired

04:05:17 I'm about to go to sleep

04:05:18 I have not been getting much sleep

04:05:21 You already know

04:05:22 You already know the links

04:05:22 Snapchat

04:05:25 Active income is pushed to January 1st

04:05:27 Right now

04:05:27 But if you sign up early

04:05:28 You'll get access to a secret video

04:05:30 About high-level networking

04:05:31 It's free

04:05:32 And also you'll get access to a private Zoom call

04:05:35 We've been building a lot about that

04:05:36 Fair enough

04:05:37 Chat

04:05:37 No, no, no

04:05:39 Should we raid somebody?

04:05:42 Who do we raid?

04:05:43 Dr. K. Frimer

04:05:43 We've already done like 34 hours this month

04:05:48 Something like that

04:05:50 Is Aiden actually live?

04:05:51 We can go raid him

04:05:56 Yeah, let's raid Aiden real quick

04:06:01 Go, go raid, uh

04:06:02 Raid my boy Aiden

04:06:09 He's in Australia right now

04:06:13 I have a sleeper build

04:06:20 And I have a six pack

04:06:20 I don't care

04:06:21 I actually kind of like

04:06:21 Have more definition

04:06:22 Oh god

04:06:23 He kind of does

04:06:25 Yeah, I'm not gonna lie

04:06:27 You want to see you?

04:06:28 This is you

04:06:29 I know

04:06:30 Alright, you ruined it

04:06:32 He actually

04:06:32 No, I might even troll

04:06:33 He actually has a lot of definitions on him

04:06:36 Yeah, let's be honest

04:06:37 Because I'm so scared

04:06:38 Raid Aiden chat

04:06:40 Raid Aiden

04:06:41 Raid Aiden

04:06:43 I'll see you guys soon

04:06:44 Please ask you while

04:06:45 Let's get on my shirt up

04:06:46 Be safe

04:06:46 I need to get some sleep

04:06:47 Shout out to Dr. K

04:06:51 At least take the do-rag off 1.00

04:06:52 No, nigga 1.00

04:06:53 Why is he dick sucking? 1.00

04:06:54 Mike, bro 1.00

04:06:55 Shut up eat 1.00

04:06:56 You can stuff your mouth 1.00

04:06:59 I'm good, Chad 0.99

04:06:59 I'm just sick

04:07:00 I'm just feeling sick

04:07:00 I feel much

04:07:01 I feel much

04:07:02 Nah, Jordan

04:07:02 Show him your watch

04:07:03 Hold on, bro

04:07:04 Raid up, Raid up

04:07:05 Yeah

04:07:05 I'm just looking to put it

04:07:09 To work all the way in Australia

04:07:10 Yeah, I guess

04:07:10 It's spit in my wrist

04:07:11 But, Sab

04:07:19 If you're in my chair

04:07:20 Anyone that lifts weights

04:07:21 What is your guys' max dumbbell press?

04:07:24 We weren't debating

04:07:25 It wasn't a debate

04:07:26 I get about 45 pounds

04:07:27 Of course it is

04:07:32 Yeah, every time you ask a question

04:07:34 You might as well just stop doing that

04:07:36 You want to take care of this?

04:07:37 Yeah

04:07:37 Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid

04:07:40 Jordan

04:07:40 Right here

04:07:40 They're saying 300 pounds 1.00

04:07:42 Like, they're so stupid 1.00

04:07:43 I guess 1.00

04:07:44 I'm 300 pounds?

04:07:45 No, they're saying

04:07:45 Like, they can dumbbell press

04:07:46 300 pounds per arm

04:07:47 Yeah, yeah, yeah

04:07:48 Also, I think Needles might be live

04:07:49 I think Needles might be live

04:07:50 So check love speech

04:07:51 Because some of the other team members

04:07:53 Might be going live tonight 1.00

04:07:58 Just lagging like a motherfucker 0.99

04:07:59 But I've been following the way that HS has been working out 0.99

04:08:03 That's what my trainer and I have been doing

04:08:05 We've just been literally lifting till failure

04:08:07 So like, I'll just straight like lift and like

04:08:10 Go crazy

04:08:11 Like, I'll do

04:08:11 Like, literally what HS is doing

04:08:12 It's the best way to do it, bro

04:08:14 When you do like 12 sets

04:08:16 All right, cool

04:08:18 Love you guys

04:08:18 Be safe

04:08:18 Have a great night

04:08:19 Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye

04:08:22 See you tomorrow

04:08:23 See you tomorrow, chat

04:08:23 W stream

04:08:24 Remember, we got the train

04:08:26 I needed my stuff

04:08:26 Because we got the training stream on Saturday

04:08:30 It's gonna be good

04:08:32 It's gonna be good, man

04:08:33 I love you guys, love you guys, love you guys, love you guys

04:08:59 Bring us snow

04:09:01 All the rage

04:09:02 My little dark age

04:09:04 I breathe in stereo

04:09:06 The stereo sounds strange

04:09:09 I know that if you hide

04:09:12 It doesn't go away

04:09:14 If you get out of bed

04:09:16 And find me standing all alone

04:09:19 Open eye

04:09:21 Burn the page

04:09:22 My little dark age 0.93

04:09:24 They внешess 0.99

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SNEAKO - December 07, 2023

SNEAKO finally goes to therapy live…

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