SNEAKO - SNEAKO finally goes to therapy live…

00:00:00.000 I might be too strung out on compliments

00:00:14.380 Overdosed on confidence

00:00:15.940 Started not to give a f***

00:00:17.520 Stop fearing the consequence

00:00:19.080 Drinking every night

00:00:20.280 Because we drink to my accomplishments

00:00:22.160 Faded way too long

00:00:23.460 I'm floating in and out of consciousness

00:00:25.280 And they saying I'm back

00:00:26.660 I'd agree with that

00:00:27.800 I just take my time with all this s***

00:00:29.700 I still believe in that

00:00:30.940 I had someone tell me I fell off

00:00:33.080 Ooh, I needed that

00:00:34.120 And they wanna see me pick back up

00:00:36.080 Well, where'd I leave it at?

00:00:37.420 I know I exaggerated things

00:00:39.380 Now I got it like that

00:00:40.940 Tuck my napkin in my shirt

00:00:42.340 Cause I'm just mopping like that

00:00:44.080 You know good and well

00:00:45.140 That you don't want a problem like that

00:00:47.280 You gon' make someone around me

00:00:48.880 Catch a body like that

00:00:50.460 No, don't do it

00:00:52.120 Please don't do it

00:00:53.680 Cause one of us goes in

00:00:55.200 And we all go through it

00:00:56.860 And Drizzy got the money

00:00:58.280 So Drizzy gon' pay it

00:00:59.960 Those my brothers

00:01:00.700 I ain't even gotta say it

00:01:02.320 That's just something they know

00:01:03.620 They know, they know, they know

00:01:06.740 They know, they know, they know

00:01:10.160 They know, they know, they know

00:01:13.040 Yeah, they know, yeah

00:01:15.220 That the real is on the rise

00:01:17.400 Them other guys

00:01:18.880 I even gave them a chance to decide

00:01:21.200 Now that's something they know

00:01:22.580 They know, they know, they know

00:01:25.740 Yeah, I'll be yelling out

00:01:28.700 Money over everything

00:01:30.300 You may not mean nothing to y'all

00:01:33.080 But understand nothing was done for me

00:01:36.300 So I don't plan on stopping at all

00:01:39.340 I want this shit forever

00:01:40.800 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine

00:01:42.640 I shut this shit down in the mall

00:01:45.040 And selling that girl she the one for me

00:01:48.460 And I ain't even planning to call

00:01:51.080 I want this shit forever

00:01:52.920 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine

00:01:55.000 Last name ever

00:02:00.720 First name greatest

00:02:02.320 Like a spring ankle

00:02:03.660 Boy, I ain't nothing to play with

00:02:05.360 Started off local

00:02:06.800 But thanks to all the haters

00:02:08.260 I know G4 politz on a first name basis

00:02:11.500 In your city faded off the brown

00:02:13.660 Nino

00:02:14.420 She insists she got more class

00:02:16.760 We know

00:02:17.500 Swimming in the money

00:02:18.780 Come and find me

00:02:19.860 Nemo

00:02:20.600 If I was at the club

00:02:21.800 You know I bawled

00:02:22.860 Chemo

00:02:23.660 Dropped a mixtape

00:02:24.860 That sounded like an album

00:02:26.620 Who'd have thought a countrywide tour

00:02:28.700 Be the outcome

00:02:29.760 Labels want my name

00:02:30.940 Beside a X like Malcolm

00:02:32.700 Everybody got a deal

00:02:34.400 I did it without one

00:02:36.040 Yeah

00:02:36.680 I'm about my business

00:02:38.680 Killing all these rappers

00:02:40.080 You would swear I had to hear this

00:02:41.880 Everyone who doubted me

00:02:43.380 Is asking for forgiveness

00:02:44.780 If you ain't been a part of it

00:02:46.460 At least you got to witness

00:02:47.900 Cheers

00:02:49.400 It may not mean nothing to y'all

00:02:52.080 But understand nothing was done for me

00:02:55.280 So I don't plan on stopping at all

00:02:57.920 I want this shit forever

00:02:59.800 Mine

00:03:00.160 Ever

00:03:00.540 Mine

00:03:01.000 Ever

00:03:01.280 Mine

00:03:01.640 I'm selling this shit down in the mall

00:03:03.660 It's selling that girl

00:03:05.740 She the one for me

00:03:07.520 And I ain't need no plan in the call

00:03:10.460 I want this shit forever

00:03:11.900 Mine

00:03:12.200 I ain't ever

00:03:12.680 Mine

00:03:13.000 Ever

00:03:13.100 Ever

00:03:13.460 Mr. West is in the building

00:03:15.180 Ain't no question

00:03:16.720 Who about the keys

00:03:17.960 I used to have hood dreams

00:03:19.700 Big fame

00:03:20.720 Big chains

00:03:21.520 I stuck my dick inside his life

00:03:23.300 Until that bitch came

00:03:24.600 And went all

00:03:25.680 All fall

00:03:26.400 Like the ball teams

00:03:27.780 Just so I could make it rain

00:03:29.560 All spring

00:03:30.680 Y'all seen my story

00:03:32.460 My glory

00:03:33.200 I had raped the game

00:03:34.360 Young

00:03:34.780 You could call it statutory

00:03:36.120 When the n***a blow up

00:03:37.800 They gon' build statues for me

00:03:39.500 Old money

00:03:40.420 Benjamin

00:03:40.960 Borden

00:03:41.520 What?

00:03:42.060 No

00:03:42.300 Super bad chicks

00:03:44.420 Givin' me

00:03:45.040 McLovin'

00:03:46.100 You would think I ran the world

00:03:47.640 Like Michelle's husband

00:03:48.940 You would think these n***as know me

00:03:50.720 When they really doesn't

00:03:52.080 Like they was down with the old me

00:03:53.760 No you f***ing wasn't

00:03:55.180 You such a f***ing loser

00:03:57.840 He didn't even go to class

00:03:59.980 Beuler

00:04:00.860 Trade the Grammy plaques

00:04:02.520 Just to have my granny back

00:04:04.020 Remember she had that bad hip

00:04:05.840 Like a fanny pack

00:04:07.040 Chasin' the start

00:04:08.240 I'ma turn you to a maniac

00:04:10.020 All the way in Hollywood

00:04:11.740 And I can't even act

00:04:13.140 They pull their cameras out

00:04:14.720 And God damn they snap

00:04:16.200 I used to want this thing forever

00:04:18.020 Y'all can have it back

00:04:19.240 It may not mean nothing to y'all

00:04:23.280 But I understand nothing was done for me

00:04:26.340 So I don't plan on stopping at all

00:04:29.060 I want this s*** forever

00:04:30.940 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine

00:04:32.780 I shut the s*** down in the mall

00:04:35.160 And tellin' that girl

00:04:36.900 She the one for me

00:04:38.580 And I ain't even planning the call

00:04:41.220 I want this s*** forever

00:04:43.060 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine

00:04:45.140 Okay

00:04:49.300 Hello, it's the Martian

00:04:50.900 Space Jam Gardens

00:04:52.380 I won't this s*** forever

00:04:53.720 Wake up and smell the garden

00:04:55.400 Fresher than the harvest

00:04:56.920 Step up to the target

00:04:58.420 If I had one guest

00:04:59.820 Then I guess I'm just new audience

00:05:01.500 And I would never stop

00:05:02.780 Like I'm runnin' from the cops

00:05:04.420 Hopped up in my car

00:05:05.780 And tore my chauffeur to the top

00:05:07.420 Life is such a f***ing rollercoaster

00:05:09.640 Then it drops

00:05:10.460 But what should I scream for?

00:05:12.420 This is my theme park

00:05:13.880 My mind's dying

00:05:15.100 Even when my thoughts sing dark

00:05:16.840 On my side

00:05:18.080 You don't wanna hear that thing talk

00:05:20.020 Let the king talk

00:05:21.440 Check the price

00:05:22.160 And pay attention

00:05:23.140 We don't want this

00:05:24.020 That's what they got

00:05:25.160 It's a confession

00:05:25.960 Love

00:05:26.400 Can't f*** with no b***h

00:05:27.560 That's basic

00:05:28.200 Look at my swag

00:05:29.280 The drip is contagious

00:05:30.200 I call her Grace

00:05:30.960 The face is amazing

00:05:31.860 I just might slide it

00:05:32.820 Love like the Matrix

00:05:33.580 Like

00:05:33.980 Love

00:05:34.780 They took a foul

00:05:35.980 And we getting flagrant

00:05:36.940 Like

00:05:37.300 Love

00:05:38.200 Uh

00:05:38.880 Baby, I'm drippin' it off-white

00:05:41.660 Look at my shirt

00:05:42.660 My collar say Dio

00:05:43.640 I take a prick and f*** all night

00:05:45.020 She said she tired of sucking my meat off

00:05:47.000 Boy, if it's beefed and it's on sight

00:05:48.320 I'm with some shooters promoting the violence

00:05:50.300 Like the rappers, I feel like Osiris

00:05:52.080 How the f***'s better than the riots

00:05:53.240 Power

00:05:53.640 We gon' up

00:05:54.500 Lit

00:05:54.880 I see my flow, it get so sick

00:05:56.600 Uh

00:05:56.940 Tired of that bullshit

00:05:58.080 I can't go back to my old b***h

00:06:00.060 Uh

00:06:00.280 We get the money and stack it up

00:06:01.780 Can't f*** with that b***h, it ain't fat enough

00:06:03.420 Uh

00:06:03.660 We get the b***h in and pile it up

00:06:05.160 Like tennis might give her a racket son

00:06:06.960 Bro, you can't show a stack of some

00:06:08.540 I came with a beard, I got a drum

00:06:10.220 You moving like you got the package son

00:06:11.980 We used to stay, niggas just for fun

00:06:13.620 Everything keeps you, you get a gun

00:06:15.300 I thought you was tough, so why you run

00:06:16.940 I'm on the block

00:06:17.960 I just been taking this

00:06:18.980 She on my body

00:06:19.660 She just been shaking it

00:06:20.620 Too many guns

00:06:21.280 I just be mean, and slide with a chop

00:06:22.940 I just start flaming it

00:06:23.980 To a good shot

00:06:24.600 I'm on that baby shit

00:06:25.660 Call her if you die

00:06:26.320 He was the grocery ship

00:06:27.340 I call her Vot

00:06:28.020 You're on that gangster shit

00:06:29.040 I got a thot

00:06:29.700 She panamanian love

00:06:30.900 I got a thot

00:06:33.020 She panamanian love

00:06:34.340 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic

00:06:36.020 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic

00:06:37.660 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic

00:06:39.980 I call her Vot

00:06:44.780 I call her Vot

00:06:45.220 I call her Vot

00:06:45.780 I just might slide

00:06:46.500 You look like the Matrix

00:06:47.480 Like

00:06:47.940 Uh

00:06:48.720 If we getting filed, then we getting flagged

00:06:50.880 Like

00:06:51.300 Make my wish

00:06:53.040 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic

00:06:54.740 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic

00:06:57.480 This s*** fell

00:07:00.180 Yeah, man, it is what it is, bro

00:07:02.160 Chat, we got a big stream today

00:07:05.260 We got the therapist

00:07:06.240 Who we smoking on chat?

00:07:08.040 Who we smoking on chat?

00:07:10.660 Hey, Red Pill took a W today, you know

00:07:12.540 You know what God, though

00:07:13.380 Red Pill took a W

00:07:14.300 It's cussing here, baby

00:07:15.520 Uh

00:07:22.520 Roll call, keep talking to me, chat

00:07:24.680 Keep talking to me, love speech

00:07:25.520 Let's go, what's good, what's good

00:07:26.460 Pika, Oscar, BTR, NoseJay

00:07:28.900 John, Resident Evo, Izzy Dog

00:07:30.840 Milky Way, Delicious, Pod

00:07:32.260 Defense, Luca

00:07:33.620 Sarah, Sasalva

00:07:35.660 Arca, Jen, Glizzy, Dinchy

00:07:38.240 Octash was good, Delicious

00:07:39.920 It's September, APR Proof, Finish the Career

00:07:43.540 Nandaz

00:07:44.740 Hira

00:07:46.240 ABK

00:07:47.580 Ye, Carva

00:07:49.940 PC Chillin' Legend

00:07:51.080 Shalik

00:07:51.660 JCR

00:07:52.360 River

00:07:52.940 Humble and Grapebo

00:07:54.280 Jay Block

00:07:54.900 Everybody follow the stream

00:07:56.040 Follow the stream

00:07:56.780 Right now, join us in the Discord

00:07:59.140 Join us in the Love Speech community right now

00:08:00.880 Get up

00:08:05.080 Clack

00:08:06.400 We got a lot to talk about, chat

00:08:13.960 We got a lot to talk about

00:08:14.920 We got quite a lot to talk about

00:08:19.980 So, I don't know if you know

00:08:21.500 But, basically

00:08:23.080 You know, I was right

00:08:24.340 Myron was right

00:08:25.760 Nick was right

00:08:27.260 Leafy

00:08:28.260 Rest in peace to Leafy was right

00:08:29.500 The Red Pill

00:08:31.420 I mean, I understand why people

00:08:32.760 Clown on it

00:08:33.700 I understand why it's starting to get repetitive

00:08:36.380 Because a lot of that is innate

00:08:38.020 A lot of that should just be understood

00:08:39.520 But, the Red Pill saves lives

00:08:41.300 Every guy gets Red Pill

00:08:42.940 Whether or not you like

00:08:43.700 It's usually your first heartbreak

00:08:44.980 Sometimes it happens when you're 12

00:08:46.120 When you see the bitch

00:08:47.280 That you like

00:08:47.860 Talk to the other guy

00:08:48.980 On the slide

00:08:49.620 And you're like

00:08:50.660 What the, huh?

00:08:52.040 Or when the fastest guy

00:08:53.180 Whoever runs the mile

00:08:54.180 The fastest

00:08:54.640 Whoever wins the race

00:08:55.640 Gets all the bitches

00:08:56.600 And you're like

00:08:57.060 But, I made a little

00:08:58.260 Macaroni painting

00:08:59.260 I thought that my drawings were good

00:09:00.940 Perfect

00:09:01.240 They weren't

00:09:02.280 They weren't

00:09:03.680 The truth is

00:09:04.760 Men lead

00:09:05.940 Women follow

00:09:06.940 That's how the dynamic works

00:09:08.800 It's very simple stuff

00:09:10.940 You can read all these books about it

00:09:12.820 You don't need to watch a million podcasts

00:09:14.480 Men are the ones in charge

00:09:16.240 Women follow

00:09:17.220 It's that simple

00:09:18.220 You can pretty much boil down

00:09:19.320 The whole philosophy to that

00:09:20.400 And if it doesn't abide by that

00:09:21.800 If anything in your relationship

00:09:23.060 Anything in your life

00:09:23.880 Doesn't follow that

00:09:25.040 If you have a female boss

00:09:26.220 If your girlfriend

00:09:27.940 Or your wife is in charge

00:09:29.400 If you ever think of your relationship

00:09:31.160 As equal

00:09:32.020 You'll get burned

00:09:33.260 Bruh

00:09:34.420 You will

00:09:35.300 And I don't want to make fun of anybody

00:09:37.840 Red pill's inevitable

00:09:39.020 It happens to everybody

00:09:40.100 Everybody gets it

00:09:41.520 Sometimes it happens when you're 12

00:09:43.040 Sometimes it happens when you're 35 years old

00:09:45.580 But every guy will understand

00:09:47.580 That you can't break the dynamic

00:09:49.600 God created two genders

00:09:52.220 The man and the woman

00:09:53.600 One's supposed to lead

00:09:54.900 And one ate the apple

00:09:56.200 Bruh

00:09:57.200 One's always going to sin

00:09:58.800 So if you give him too much power

00:09:59.920 If you give that gender

00:10:00.820 If you give the apple eaters

00:10:01.920 Too much power

00:10:02.820 They're going to abuse it

00:10:04.240 They're going to ruin your life

00:10:05.440 They're going to fuck you over

00:10:06.820 They say that women don't have power

00:10:08.280 Women do have power

00:10:09.860 They have so much power

00:10:10.820 They could topple an entire empire

00:10:12.460 How many content creators

00:10:13.900 Have we seen the past two years

00:10:15.480 Have their entire legacy tarnished

00:10:18.300 Because of one girl

00:10:19.820 One girl

00:10:21.300 One hoe

00:10:23.760 I wouldn't even call them women

00:10:24.880 Hoes

00:10:25.680 Demons

00:10:26.260 Whores

00:10:27.040 Because they're different

00:10:27.840 I don't like to say

00:10:28.940 People say that's misogynist

00:10:29.940 To say these words

00:10:30.540 There's a difference between

00:10:31.940 A whore and a woman

00:10:33.160 And one whore

00:10:34.320 Can ruin your entire legacy

00:10:36.500 Can tarnish your reputation

00:10:37.800 Can leave a stain on your legacy

00:10:40.220 Forever and ever and ever

00:10:41.660 Time and time and time again this year

00:10:43.940 Not just content creators

00:10:45.460 UFC fighters

00:10:46.780 Time and time again

00:10:48.500 They can fuck up over your relationships

00:10:50.460 One hoe

00:10:52.340 Can make you cut off all of your friends

00:10:54.420 One hoe

00:10:55.040 Can ruin your legacy

00:10:57.300 One hoe

00:10:58.220 Can make you delete your channel

00:11:00.240 One hoe

00:11:01.660 Can make you live in a house

00:11:03.260 With her ex-husband

00:11:05.220 And everybody laughs

00:11:07.440 Time and time again

00:11:09.000 What happened to leaving context?

00:11:13.420 Alright

00:11:13.900 And you know what?

00:11:15.920 So this is

00:11:16.740 This is the

00:11:17.740 Before I really get into it

00:11:19.300 This is the problem

00:11:21.020 That I have right now

00:11:21.520 We're going to get into

00:11:21.980 The therapy session

00:11:22.580 At 8 o'clock by the way

00:11:23.260 So I do want to talk about this

00:11:24.200 I do want to talk about this

00:11:24.900 It's very interesting

00:11:25.940 You don't want to kick anybody

00:11:27.720 While they're down

00:11:28.240 Even though some people

00:11:29.100 A lot of the people

00:11:29.560 That we're going to talk about today

00:11:30.420 You could consider

00:11:31.240 Ops

00:11:32.040 Bruh

00:11:33.000 I want to really know

00:11:34.060 If you consider a sword boy

00:11:35.000 An op

00:11:35.260 A sword boy collage

00:11:36.060 Because you know

00:11:36.460 We love everybody

00:11:37.280 Chat

00:11:37.560 Love speech

00:11:38.680 Everybody say love speech

00:11:39.800 Right now

00:11:40.040 We do love everybody

00:11:40.860 But when you see yourself

00:11:42.040 Prove right

00:11:42.500 Especially when people

00:11:43.260 Celebrate your cancellation

00:11:44.860 When people try to clown you

00:11:47.100 When people say that

00:11:47.940 Your philosophy is wrong

00:11:49.200 When people attack you

00:11:50.140 When people try to discredit

00:11:51.800 What you talk about

00:11:52.560 You can consider those people

00:11:54.840 Like opposition

00:11:55.920 They don't want you to succeed

00:11:57.560 And then when you see

00:11:58.640 What happens in their life

00:12:00.220 Kind of crumble

00:12:01.320 Part of you

00:12:03.100 Wants to

00:12:05.440 Eh this is a little good

00:12:06.540 Op pack

00:12:07.260 Kind of wants to do that

00:12:08.100 But we love speech

00:12:09.280 So

00:12:09.860 I'm not going to kick anybody

00:12:10.900 While they're down

00:12:11.380 I'm not going to

00:12:13.440 I'm not going to clown on it

00:12:15.300 But I think it should be a lesson

00:12:16.700 I think it should be a lesson

00:12:18.160 That

00:12:19.900 The meaning of the red pill

00:12:21.460 Is just the truth

00:12:22.460 I'm taking the god pill now

00:12:24.520 I'm not going to live in this

00:12:25.340 Like doomsday

00:12:25.900 Everything

00:12:26.220 So it goes blue pill

00:12:27.240 Everything's fine

00:12:27.960 Red pill

00:12:28.680 Everything's fucked

00:12:29.440 And then there's a god pill

00:12:30.800 I'm supposed to serve god

00:12:33.340 That's transcendent

00:12:34.360 That's what I'm at

00:12:35.060 Red pills

00:12:36.860 Everything's fucked

00:12:37.500 And so you kind of have this

00:12:38.220 Like this bad mentality

00:12:39.540 Towards the world

00:12:39.980 But what it really is

00:12:40.700 Is the truth

00:12:41.020 Because everything is kind of fucked

00:12:42.220 If you believe

00:12:43.140 Exactly what they tell you

00:12:44.280 If you believe

00:12:44.740 The girl boss mentality

00:12:45.780 If you let your wife control

00:12:47.400 Your relationship

00:12:48.600 If you let women lead

00:12:50.560 If you're like

00:12:51.560 Well I don't want to be

00:12:52.860 A toxic problem

00:12:54.060 If you do that

00:12:55.160 You're going to get burned

00:12:56.740 So this is the truth

00:12:58.120 What happened

00:12:59.240 Alright let's get into it

00:13:00.040 Let's get into it

00:13:00.480 Let's get into it

00:13:00.900 Let's get into it

00:13:01.400 Alright so

00:13:06.280 Apparently destiny

00:13:08.860 I don't know if you guys remember

00:13:09.820 Because a lot of you guys

00:13:10.460 Came in from the IRL wave

00:13:11.520 They're getting divorced

00:13:14.180 And um

00:13:16.300 Destiny said

00:13:17.760 I have a small convo

00:13:18.660 When I'm back about things

00:13:20.040 I'm not going to nuke

00:13:21.160 Melina or anything

00:13:22.220 But the last two months

00:13:23.200 And two weeks

00:13:23.660 Have been a massive

00:13:24.320 Mindfuck for me

00:13:25.300 Watch her become obsessed

00:13:27.360 With a toxic

00:13:30.480 Slash abusive guy

00:13:31.760 When I visited Sweden last

00:13:33.040 He gave Mel

00:13:33.560 An ultimatum

00:13:34.120 To divorce me

00:13:34.960 And then threaten

00:13:36.140 To kill himself

00:13:37.040 When he didn't do it

00:13:38.540 Bumbukka

00:13:39.460 Among 20 other

00:13:40.820 Abusive manipulative

00:13:41.860 Things he's done

00:13:42.640 And endlessly make excuses

00:13:44.200 For him

00:13:44.420 So I'm out

00:13:44.880 Okay keep in mind

00:13:45.700 These people are married

00:13:46.420 And

00:13:47.980 Destiny's wife

00:13:49.420 Is fucking a dude

00:13:50.620 Who's saying he's going to

00:13:51.200 Kill himself

00:13:51.640 If he doesn't divorce

00:13:52.380 If

00:13:54.160 Okay man

00:13:55.600 Um

00:13:56.180 Yeah I wanted a massive

00:13:58.780 Therapy session

00:13:59.360 To see if I could

00:14:00.020 Express myself better

00:14:00.880 And iron out some

00:14:01.580 Boundaries

00:14:01.900 But it's hard for me

00:14:02.580 To ask for anything

00:14:03.440 If I've been a pushover

00:14:04.800 For so many years

00:14:05.780 Ugh

00:14:06.180 You've been a pushover

00:14:07.440 Your wife is pushing you over

00:14:08.780 Chat's saying

00:14:10.580 Green card secured

00:14:11.460 I mean

00:14:11.920 You give a girl

00:14:14.220 A green card

00:14:14.920 You give her clout

00:14:16.380 You give her money

00:14:17.140 You pay for the house

00:14:18.380 That she's living in

00:14:19.100 To fuck other guys

00:14:20.100 And she's still

00:14:21.780 Going to leave you

00:14:22.480 Without giving you

00:14:23.900 A child

00:14:24.520 Without helping you at all

00:14:26.140 But

00:14:26.860 Giving you like

00:14:28.160 Literally fucking a guy

00:14:29.540 That's saying

00:14:30.100 I'm going to kill myself

00:14:31.360 If you don't leave your husband

00:14:32.280 This proves every point I made

00:14:36.860 Girls can leave you

00:14:37.620 For jobless

00:14:38.300 Manipulative losers

00:14:39.260 If they just play

00:14:40.300 Their cards right

00:14:41.060 What?

00:14:43.020 How is that even possible?

00:14:45.520 How is that the point

00:14:46.320 He's talking about?

00:14:49.300 Girls can leave you

00:14:50.360 For jobless

00:14:51.080 Manipulative losers

00:14:52.060 If they just play

00:14:52.960 Their cards right

00:14:53.640 But you played

00:14:55.740 Your cards wrong

00:14:56.720 You told your wife

00:14:58.220 Go fuck other people

00:15:00.440 It's not

00:15:02.360 Why are you not

00:15:03.440 Taking any accountability?

00:15:05.400 You played the wrong hand

00:15:06.840 You busted

00:15:08.020 The fuck are you

00:15:10.340 Talking about?

00:15:11.740 If they play

00:15:12.760 Their cards right

00:15:13.380 They can go

00:15:13.740 Take your wife?

00:15:17.880 Yeah

00:15:18.440 Me discovering

00:15:19.020 Boundaries

00:15:19.480 Was the death

00:15:20.140 Now in this relationship

00:15:22.000 Okay

00:15:22.340 So I guess

00:15:23.100 The divorce

00:15:23.540 I hope it gets

00:15:26.560 I know it's a difficult

00:15:27.300 Situation bro

00:15:28.040 No I didn't want to

00:15:30.440 Complain because I don't

00:15:31.100 Want to make my wife

00:15:31.780 Look bad because we're

00:15:32.520 Supposed to be a married

00:15:33.280 Team but she has no

00:15:34.140 Problem dumping on me

00:15:35.080 To literally dozens of

00:15:36.080 Dozens of people

00:15:36.980 Over the past year

00:15:38.080 What the fuck

00:15:39.340 Over the past years

00:15:40.280 She's been dumping on him

00:15:41.480 I'm fine

00:15:43.500 This is the last toxic

00:15:44.440 This is destiny still

00:15:45.240 I'm fine

00:15:45.680 This is the last toxic

00:15:46.480 Holdover I have

00:15:47.440 From my past

00:15:48.040 So from here

00:15:48.860 It's all good for me

00:15:49.720 I'll touch on that a little

00:15:50.980 But yeah

00:15:51.240 The boundaries and everything

00:15:51.940 In my relationship

00:15:52.400 Are absolutely fucking insane

00:15:53.400 I would never complain publicly

00:15:54.460 Because I don't want to make

00:15:55.320 Melina look bad

00:15:56.280 Mel just wants validation

00:15:58.440 And this guy is willing

00:15:59.360 To do anything for her

00:16:00.160 24-7

00:16:00.880 He has no job

00:16:01.880 And no life

00:16:02.460 Everything revolves around her

00:16:03.720 He changes his sleep schedule

00:16:05.200 When he travels

00:16:05.900 To talk to her constantly

00:16:06.720 This is brutal bro

00:16:07.960 What the fuck

00:16:09.200 Imagine losing your life

00:16:10.920 To an absolute loser

00:16:13.240 With no job

00:16:14.240 How low could her standards be

00:16:16.960 She literally threw away

00:16:21.580 Her marriage

00:16:22.280 For a jobless loser

00:16:25.100 They seemed okay

00:16:27.200 Because three days ago

00:16:27.800 Before Mel was supposed

00:16:28.620 To leave forever

00:16:29.140 This guy did something else

00:16:30.200 Insanely toxic

00:16:31.240 Slash horrible

00:16:32.100 Then Mel kind of warmed up

00:16:33.380 To what I was asking for

00:16:34.500 Then in a day

00:16:35.600 She forgave everything again

00:16:36.780 And is now back in it

00:16:38.740 I had a toxic problem

00:16:40.720 With blaming myself

00:16:41.360 For every single problem ever

00:16:42.640 In any of my relationships ever

00:16:44.060 So I figured

00:16:44.660 If something was wrong

00:16:45.740 It was always on me

00:16:46.620 To fix it

00:16:47.080 What are you

00:16:47.460 Bro

00:16:47.900 It's very fitting

00:16:49.820 That I'm about to go to therapy

00:16:50.580 Because isn't this proof

00:16:51.900 That therapy is a scam

00:16:53.640 Like

00:16:54.300 I'm about to go talk

00:16:55.400 To this guy Dr. K

00:16:56.280 And he's going to try

00:16:56.820 To give me therapy

00:16:57.340 I totally believe

00:16:59.260 That therapy is a giant scam

00:17:00.680 This dude is just dumping

00:17:02.520 On the internet

00:17:03.520 Telling everybody's life

00:17:04.480 He's going through

00:17:04.900 Five hour therapy sessions

00:17:06.100 He's trying to fix his relationship

00:17:07.640 By talking to him

00:17:08.560 And it just didn't work

00:17:09.900 His wife left him

00:17:11.100 For a jobless loser

00:17:13.180 It doesn't work

00:17:15.600 It's very simple

00:17:17.060 You want therapy

00:17:17.680 Open the Quran man

00:17:18.720 I'm not like mad

00:17:19.940 But from Lena

00:17:21.300 The way to get closer to her

00:17:22.220 Was always shitting on me

00:17:23.280 Because she loved

00:17:23.920 The emotional validation

00:17:24.940 Of people making her feel

00:17:26.080 Like every single problem

00:17:26.880 The relationship was my fault

00:17:27.680 What are you talking about

00:17:29.220 I told her that

00:17:33.360 Her and all of her shit

00:17:34.700 Needs to be gone

00:17:35.400 Before I'm back on the 9th

00:17:36.760 Okay so they're fucking

00:17:38.060 It's over bro

00:17:39.140 It's over

00:17:40.840 It's over

00:17:42.600 And I feel

00:17:43.800 I actually feel bad

00:17:44.940 For Destiny

00:17:46.060 Because I'm going to be honest

00:17:47.000 I've known this couple for a while

00:17:48.240 And I knew this was going to happen

00:17:49.440 It was very obviously inevitable

00:17:50.860 That this woman

00:17:52.220 Was going to get a green card

00:17:53.480 And then leave her

00:17:54.160 Because they got married

00:17:55.860 She was already

00:17:57.000 She cheated

00:17:57.700 When they got married

00:17:58.520 She was with another guy

00:17:59.280 And then Destiny took her

00:17:59.940 From the other guy

00:18:00.520 And I think she was engaged

00:18:02.080 So of course

00:18:02.980 She's going to do it again

00:18:03.680 How you meet a girl

00:18:04.880 Is how you leave a girl

00:18:05.800 That's how the relationship ends

00:18:07.640 Same way it starts

00:18:08.980 And I feel bad

00:18:11.920 Because I knew this was going to happen

00:18:13.360 She invited me to Europe bro

00:18:14.980 Boom Bokka

00:18:16.100 Like maybe 2-3 months ago

00:18:17.740 She was texting me a lot

00:18:18.960 And then she invited me

00:18:20.180 To come and visit her in Sweden

00:18:21.340 And then go to a music festival

00:18:22.660 With her and her friend

00:18:23.360 And

00:18:24.400 I actually like

00:18:26.000 Even though all the disagreements

00:18:27.840 I've had

00:18:28.060 All the shouting matches

00:18:28.900 I've had with Destiny

00:18:29.680 However many times

00:18:31.860 He's tried to discredit

00:18:32.760 What I talk about

00:18:33.640 And you know

00:18:34.980 Just a lot of disagreements

00:18:36.880 A lot of

00:18:37.560 Like attacks

00:18:38.160 Little

00:18:38.400 All that

00:18:40.100 I saw

00:18:40.940 I got that text message

00:18:42.420 From his wife

00:18:43.660 Come visit me in Europe

00:18:44.840 And I was like

00:18:45.380 Fuck bro

00:18:46.080 Fuck

00:18:47.560 Can't do this man

00:18:49.480 I can't do this

00:18:51.600 I was kind of happy

00:18:55.120 To be honest

00:18:55.540 I figured out he outed himself

00:18:56.560 And Mel would disengage

00:18:57.560 But she has made more excuses

00:18:58.680 For his behavior

00:18:59.200 Than I've ever seen in my life

00:19:00.280 It's insane lol

00:19:01.000 Things have been kind of rocky

00:19:02.140 Since then

00:19:02.640 That's when he gave Mel

00:19:03.880 An ultimatum to divorce me

00:19:04.980 When she didn't answer

00:19:05.820 For a few hours

00:19:06.420 He begged her to come back

00:19:07.300 That night

00:19:07.680 When she said no

00:19:08.620 He threatened to commit suicide

00:19:09.720 Like what the fuck

00:19:10.700 How are you

00:19:11.780 Melina's side is the same

00:19:17.340 For every single problem ever

00:19:18.520 You don't understand

00:19:19.540 Steven has hurt me so much

00:19:21.260 There is so much resentment

00:19:22.360 And scarring

00:19:23.020 That I need someone

00:19:23.760 To build me up again

00:19:24.840 Yikes

00:19:26.780 And that nigga's 27 years old

00:19:29.080 He says smiling

00:19:29.740 It's all like super standard

00:19:31.520 Abuser one on one type shit

00:19:32.820 It honestly blows my mind

00:19:34.020 It works so easily on her

00:19:35.420 Well because you allowed it

00:19:36.780 Because it doesn't

00:19:38.800 Like you can't let your woman

00:19:41.380 Be equal to you

00:19:42.580 You can't

00:19:44.660 It works

00:19:45.360 Single should help destiny

00:19:48.020 Man

00:19:48.560 What do you want me to do

00:19:49.680 The information was out there

00:19:51.460 Like he spent months

00:19:52.500 Saying that everything

00:19:53.080 That we talk about is bullshit

00:19:54.140 He knows what we think

00:19:55.580 His way didn't work

00:19:57.760 He's like to literally

00:19:59.360 Just watch my content

00:20:00.380 Watch Fresh and Fit

00:20:01.560 Who ironic

00:20:02.680 Watching Andrew Tate podcast

00:20:04.280 Who's been shitting on consistently

00:20:06.000 For like a year and a half

00:20:07.060 Not even that LMAO

00:20:10.200 He's lied about things

00:20:11.120 She said to friends

00:20:12.280 Lied about things

00:20:12.940 Her friends have said

00:20:13.560 Lstream

00:20:13.920 All to cut her off

00:20:16.160 From her friends

00:20:16.540 And isolate her

00:20:17.240 Only to the only friend group

00:20:18.480 Like

00:20:18.780 It doesn't matter her age

00:20:27.340 She won't grow

00:20:28.040 Until she learns

00:20:28.660 To stop exclusively

00:20:29.540 Searching for validation

00:20:30.640 And actually seek

00:20:31.520 Some responsibility

00:20:32.160 For literally anything

00:20:33.040 Well she's seeking validation

00:20:35.280 Because you're fucking

00:20:36.120 Other women

00:20:36.660 Instead of giving it to her

00:20:38.280 Your wife should feel

00:20:39.820 Secure all the time

00:20:40.580 If you're ignoring her

00:20:41.420 And streaming

00:20:41.900 And taking drugs

00:20:42.620 And fucking other girls

00:20:43.380 Consistently

00:20:44.060 She's not gonna feel secure

00:20:45.860 Of course you're gonna

00:20:46.360 Look for validation

00:20:46.960 And some random loser

00:20:47.980 The girl's going insane

00:20:49.760 And also

00:20:52.000 Like

00:20:52.620 What did you think

00:20:53.360 Was gonna happen

00:20:54.040 She was engaged

00:20:54.920 When you met

00:20:55.500 You thought she was

00:20:56.580 Gonna be loyal

00:20:57.280 Did you think

00:20:58.280 That this was gonna last

00:20:59.440 I don't understand

00:21:00.240 The thought process bro

00:21:01.380 So has Mel

00:21:03.560 I just don't care about it

00:21:04.500 As much lol

00:21:05.180 Bunny ears

00:21:05.860 I have legitimately cheated

00:21:07.220 At least once

00:21:07.880 In a really bad way

00:21:08.660 I'm not perfect

00:21:09.400 Okay

00:21:09.760 Okay gonna fly peace out

00:21:11.780 Anyway I'm just dumping

00:21:12.520 Venting

00:21:12.900 I've made serious mistakes

00:21:13.820 And fucked up parts

00:21:14.480 Of this relationship too

00:21:15.260 I'm definitely not perfect

00:21:16.120 But I've let the public opinion

00:21:17.040 Just make it seem like

00:21:17.740 I'm this horrible person

00:21:18.540 And she's a perfect angel

00:21:19.380 And it really really bothers me

00:21:20.440 Because I'm a pushover

00:21:21.900 Bro

00:21:22.260 Like this is

00:21:23.020 Bro

00:21:23.200 All these rules

00:21:25.700 Are one sided

00:21:26.340 By the way

00:21:26.880 Okay

00:21:27.420 She has shit talk to me

00:21:30.200 To literally every single friend

00:21:31.380 Or person she has ever talked to

00:21:32.840 So yes

00:21:33.400 Yeah

00:21:35.460 This is

00:21:36.640 This is kind of true

00:21:37.620 Some said they didn't want it

00:21:41.540 Isn't

00:21:41.860 Doesn't this kind of

00:21:42.660 Just

00:21:42.920 Doesn't this solidify

00:21:45.660 Even for the Christians watching

00:21:46.820 You gotta put a W

00:21:48.440 For the fact

00:21:48.980 That Muslim women

00:21:49.840 Are just covered up

00:21:50.440 In a burka

00:21:50.860 And they don't even

00:21:51.260 Talk to other men

00:21:51.940 How great is that

00:21:54.100 That Muslim women

00:21:55.240 In Saudi Arabia

00:21:55.840 Right now

00:21:56.180 All they do

00:21:56.520 Is talk to their family

00:21:57.300 They just talk to their husband

00:21:58.360 They're not even

00:21:59.720 Like none of this

00:22:00.560 None of these problems

00:22:01.560 When you have Taliban rule

00:22:03.360 When you have Islamic

00:22:05.240 When you have Sharia law

00:22:06.520 Nothing

00:22:08.200 Will

00:22:09.340 Nothing like this

00:22:10.240 Is even close

00:22:10.940 Like imagine

00:22:11.660 Showing this to Abdul

00:22:12.780 Imagine

00:22:14.100 I'm not like man

00:22:15.340 What

00:22:15.660 What

00:22:16.720 Do you have any idea

00:22:20.220 How much friends

00:22:20.760 I've lost over the years

00:22:21.400 Over this

00:22:21.820 You shouldn't be venting

00:22:24.220 About your partner

00:22:24.900 To literally

00:22:25.360 Every single mutual friends

00:22:26.400 You have

00:22:26.660 Yeah no

00:22:27.180 You're right

00:22:27.640 You shouldn't

00:22:28.180 But you shouldn't

00:22:28.900 Allow it either

00:22:29.560 Instead of complaining

00:22:30.740 On the internet

00:22:31.220 And chat saying

00:22:36.460 Okay here's a good chat

00:22:37.760 Stego Destiny loves the attention

00:22:39.060 True people who have

00:22:39.660 Soul shit are already

00:22:40.400 On the red pill side

00:22:41.160 That's kind of

00:22:42.120 The fucked up part

00:22:42.740 Some people are kind of

00:22:43.820 Like masochistist

00:22:45.480 And like the

00:22:46.160 Public humiliation thing

00:22:47.520 People like

00:22:48.480 Everyone being involved

00:22:50.520 In their relationship

00:22:51.040 Like this

00:22:51.380 They like the toxic abusive

00:22:52.460 I'm gonna kill myself

00:22:53.240 You're gonna kill me

00:22:53.880 I'm gonna commit suicide

00:22:54.660 Over you

00:22:55.040 This is abusive

00:22:55.680 I'm gonna go to my therapist

00:22:56.840 I'm gonna go vent to you

00:22:57.780 I'm gonna go cheat on you

00:22:58.780 To get back at you

00:22:59.480 People like that

00:23:00.520 The same way they like

00:23:01.260 Watching a murder documentary

00:23:02.260 On Netflix

00:23:02.740 It's entertaining

00:23:03.720 It's stimulating

00:23:04.460 I think they both knew

00:23:06.200 Like

00:23:06.420 There's no part of me

00:23:07.480 That ever thought

00:23:08.460 Did anybody think

00:23:09.420 This relationship

00:23:10.280 Was gonna last

00:23:10.860 Anybody

00:23:11.300 Of course

00:23:13.240 People like the drama

00:23:14.220 Like people genuinely

00:23:15.460 Enjoy it

00:23:17.040 Normally I don't care

00:23:20.340 About money

00:23:20.640 But after realizing

00:23:21.260 She had let that

00:23:21.880 Jobless loser

00:23:22.600 Move into her apartment

00:23:23.460 For free

00:23:24.020 Without telling me

00:23:25.520 Pepe

00:23:26.640 I felt really annoyed

00:23:28.620 Paying anything for her

00:23:30.380 Because I was basically

00:23:31.380 Basically subsidizing

00:23:32.820 This toxic loser

00:23:34.260 I don't like mine

00:23:35.520 Nigga

00:23:36.160 What

00:23:37.420 What

00:23:42.540 What

00:23:43.040 He was paying

00:23:48.280 A dude

00:23:48.820 He was paying

00:23:51.960 For a dude

00:23:52.660 To ruin

00:23:53.520 His marriage

00:23:54.640 There's one thing

00:23:56.900 To be able

00:23:57.260 Like some guys

00:23:57.780 Get fucked

00:23:58.260 In divorce

00:23:58.760 And end up

00:23:59.300 Having to pay

00:24:00.020 The lawyer fees

00:24:01.300 For your wife

00:24:02.180 That's trying

00:24:02.580 To take your house

00:24:03.280 This nigga

00:24:04.900 Was paying

00:24:06.640 For a jobless loser

00:24:08.420 To live and eat

00:24:10.500 And fuck his wife

00:24:11.600 And ruin his marriage

00:24:13.340 Boom

00:24:13.960 Bucka

00:24:14.440 What

00:24:15.340 The

00:24:15.820 Fuck

00:24:17.060 I remember

00:24:24.520 Fighting about

00:24:24.960 Red Pillars

00:24:25.400 So much about this

00:24:26.400 LMAO

00:24:30.340 I've never in my life

00:24:31.780 Ever worried about

00:24:32.660 Losing a partner

00:24:33.340 To a Chad

00:24:34.180 You'd be surprised

00:24:35.960 Not moving for at least

00:24:37.600 A year

00:24:37.820 So they've got a lease

00:24:38.600 He definitely got a meal

00:24:40.040 To get LMAO

00:24:40.680 But there's no way

00:24:41.320 That relationship will last

00:24:42.480 Okay

00:24:44.880 So we're gonna go

00:24:46.580 Through all the clips

00:24:47.040 Who's the guy

00:24:47.940 That ruined the marriage

00:24:49.180 Let's see

00:24:49.680 What was this

00:24:51.840 Fight against the system

00:24:53.040 The best way to fight

00:24:53.700 The system is

00:24:54.060 Yeah

00:24:57.500 Everybody's reporting

00:24:58.140 About this

00:24:58.780 Um

00:24:59.740 Where's Nico

00:25:02.800 Is

00:25:06.220 Didn't he fall off

00:25:07.460 I don't

00:25:08.360 I haven't even

00:25:08.880 Fucking seen

00:25:09.640 Um

00:25:11.300 Here's

00:25:11.960 Did she

00:25:12.220 I have

00:25:12.540 I have

00:25:13.000 That's tough man

00:25:13.940 I fell off

00:25:15.540 Shit

00:25:16.980 Your marriage fell off

00:25:19.980 Shit

00:25:22.980 Shit

00:25:23.980 The guy I fell off

00:25:26.000 I love everyone

00:25:33.640 I love everyone

00:25:35.880 I have a feeling

00:25:37.740 Sneeko

00:25:38.200 Go to prison real soon

00:25:39.700 Really?

00:25:40.600 What the fuck is this dude?

00:25:45.480 Feeling Sneeko

00:25:46.520 Go to prison real soon

00:25:48.020 I'm gonna go to

00:25:48.780 Who is you?

00:25:50.720 Really?

00:25:51.600 Can we get a poll in chat

00:25:52.660 Do you think

00:25:53.040 Sneeko will get arrested?

00:25:54.740 Will he

00:25:55.140 Will he go to prison

00:25:56.140 Within the next

00:25:56.940 365 days

00:25:58.480 Wait

00:25:58.840 So chat

00:25:59.260 Hold on hold on

00:26:00.080 I know I love speech

00:26:00.940 I know I know I love speech

00:26:02.140 But

00:26:02.820 Am I allowed

00:26:04.720 To fucking hate now?

00:26:06.320 This

00:26:06.500 What the fuck?

00:26:12.020 Yo

00:26:12.460 These Swedish faggots

00:26:15.140 Are literally

00:26:16.020 Praying on my downfall?

00:26:20.340 What?

00:26:24.260 Hate?

00:26:25.400 I love everyone

00:26:26.520 Nope

00:26:27.280 Nope

00:26:28.180 Nope

00:26:30.380 I love everyone

00:26:32.380 Okay

00:26:33.140 That's how you feel

00:26:34.020 I'm gonna go to jail

00:26:35.780 I fell off

00:26:37.400 Fine

00:26:38.560 Fine

00:26:41.400 Nope

00:26:42.040 This is my prediction

00:26:45.240 Prison time

00:26:45.960 What would he possibly do?

00:26:48.180 What the fuck is he talking about bro?

00:26:51.320 What?

00:26:53.200 Can we get the poll in chat?

00:26:55.000 Saying that Hitler is good and shit

00:26:56.480 Yeah

00:26:57.020 He's like

00:26:57.560 Waving

00:26:58.600 Firearms

00:27:00.100 Yeah that too

00:27:02.420 That's like

00:27:02.960 Really not smart

00:27:03.860 You dumbass

00:27:06.160 It's America

00:27:06.720 Stand your ground afloat

00:27:07.780 I'll wave my gun around

00:27:08.620 If I want to man

00:27:09.560 Nah nah

00:27:10.940 Thanks for the 50

00:27:11.500 Here's some bailout money g

00:27:12.640 Chet

00:27:13.440 He got bailed me out of jail

00:27:14.660 I think it's bad

00:27:15.800 You saw the fight

00:27:16.880 With Moist critical

00:27:17.540 He's like gonna

00:27:18.620 Beat somebody up

00:27:19.840 He's gonna

00:27:21.100 I don't know if he would do that

00:27:22.200 But he's gonna

00:27:22.780 He's gonna like

00:27:23.540 Accidentally like

00:27:24.520 I don't think he would

00:27:25.280 Beat someone up

00:27:26.000 I don't think he would do that

00:27:27.920 Yeah he's like gonna

00:27:28.860 It's gonna get charged

00:27:30.720 For like

00:27:31.180 No way

00:27:34.920 He's gonna

00:27:36.700 Smack the booty

00:27:37.940 And then it's like

00:27:38.680 Gonna be a siren

00:27:39.400 14 year old girl

00:27:40.680 No way

00:27:41.840 What?

00:27:42.960 I'm gonna beat someone up

00:27:44.640 And smack a minor?

00:27:47.840 Who?

00:27:48.860 Is this the dude?

00:27:50.140 No I don't think so

00:27:51.540 I think so

00:27:52.140 That's like every other influencer

00:27:53.380 I don't think

00:27:53.900 And if

00:27:54.360 Sneeko is

00:27:55.420 I don't know

00:27:56.580 I cannot tell

00:27:57.500 Because he's so different

00:27:58.560 Off camera

00:27:59.560 That's the thing

00:28:00.160 So I don't know

00:28:01.200 If he would do that

00:28:02.240 Oh it's 50-50 in chat

00:28:04.400 They're saying yes and no

00:28:05.480 Yes and no

00:28:06.100 Yeah

00:28:06.380 What do you think?

00:28:09.060 Do you think it's a fight

00:28:09.920 Steve?

00:28:10.820 So what does he look like?

00:28:12.200 I know I retired

00:28:13.360 The soy boy collage

00:28:15.120 You know what I bet

00:28:16.320 He looks like

00:28:16.880 A soy boy

00:28:17.700 I bet

00:28:18.640 He looks exact

00:28:19.360 I don't see

00:28:19.840 To a T

00:28:21.100 I'm gonna bet it

00:28:22.260 Usually who waits on me

00:28:24.180 Boom

00:28:30.060 Buka

00:28:30.420 No I'm not gonna

00:28:35.160 Okay okay okay

00:28:37.660 Okay

00:28:37.920 Wait wait a second

00:28:40.620 This is a different dude

00:28:43.740 Did this guy get divorced too?

00:28:49.080 There's been a lot of speculations

00:28:50.400 This is um

00:28:51.280 Moist dude

00:28:51.980 There's been a lot of speculations

00:28:53.120 In the question about our relationship status

00:28:54.280 As of late

00:28:54.900 So we feel we need to address

00:28:56.360 The elephant in the room

00:28:57.080 A few months ago

00:28:57.600 We mutually decided to break up

00:28:59.400 Boom Buka

00:29:00.060 While we both still have

00:29:01.220 A lot of love for each other

00:29:02.040 This is just the end of our adventure together

00:29:03.340 There is no bad blood between us

00:29:05.180 And all three of us

00:29:05.840 All three of the animals

00:29:07.180 Are still being co-parented by us

00:29:09.120 What the fuck is happening bro?

00:29:17.620 Please be respectful of our privacy

00:29:19.200 Regarding this matter

00:29:20.060 Chat

00:29:20.900 Imagine a bitch leaves you

00:29:23.100 And your only way to see her

00:29:25.380 Is on a dog walk

00:29:27.340 Bruh

00:29:27.860 What is happening?

00:29:32.640 How do you co-parent a cat to go

00:29:34.900 Could I have some head?

00:29:36.440 No

00:29:36.680 Walk the cat

00:29:37.660 What?

00:29:38.400 Boom Buka

00:29:38.980 Can we please back together?

00:29:41.280 Nope

00:29:41.580 Change the litter box

00:29:42.780 Bruh

00:29:43.440 What?

00:29:45.920 Blue pill is imploding

00:29:47.300 Is this the dude?

00:29:55.380 Chat

00:29:55.580 We up to the

00:29:56.400 Don't laugh

00:29:59.520 Love speech

00:29:59.920 I'm not gonna laugh

00:30:00.640 I'm not gonna laugh

00:30:01.460 But it's just

00:30:03.480 It's just funny to be right

00:30:04.660 It's just funny to be right

00:30:05.640 I'm not praying

00:30:06.180 On anybody's doubtful

00:30:06.940 It's funny

00:30:07.560 That time

00:30:08.860 Always tells the truth

00:30:10.440 Time will always

00:30:12.160 Uncover

00:30:12.800 What's real

00:30:13.700 And what's fake

00:30:14.300 This the dude?

00:30:22.260 There's no audio on this

00:30:23.200 Fucking retard

00:30:23.840 Who has the clip?

00:30:27.060 Lcrackers again

00:30:27.840 There's no

00:30:28.240 There's no clip

00:30:28.880 Someone

00:30:37.500 Someone leave me the clip

00:30:38.360 This is Instagram

00:30:42.120 Because there's a dude

00:30:45.820 Who thinks I'm gonna go to jail

00:30:46.780 I'm gonna go to jail

00:30:54.640 Can you squat me here now?

00:31:00.720 Yeah

00:31:01.080 Oh my god

00:31:02.880 Oh my god

00:31:04.000 Oh my god

00:31:05.200 Yes

00:31:06.140 Oh this is so fun

00:31:07.820 This is so fun

00:31:09.380 Oh my god

00:31:10.960 It's okay

00:31:12.560 It's okay

00:31:13.160 Whoa

00:31:13.760 Poor Korn

00:31:14.440 What's your name?

00:31:18.000 Ella

00:31:18.260 There's no

00:31:21.320 Fucking way

00:31:23.440 That's not even her

00:31:25.080 That is her

00:31:26.780 But that's not her

00:31:27.500 Can you squat me here now?

00:31:29.160 Yeah

00:31:29.540 Oh my god

00:31:31.340 Oh my god

00:31:32.500 Oh

00:31:34.500 Oh

00:31:38.500 Imagine losing your

00:31:43.360 Oh my god

00:31:45.800 Bro

00:31:46.300 Astaghfirullah

00:31:48.100 Astaghfirullah

00:31:49.840 Destiny and Moist

00:31:55.720 Both need an intervention

00:31:56.700 An intervention

00:31:57.520 On fresh and fit

00:31:58.440 You won the long game

00:31:59.340 Yo bro

00:32:03.980 She's

00:32:18.460 Like this dude

00:32:19.560 Is sitting on her lap

00:32:21.300 Like a baby

00:32:22.120 This dude

00:32:27.000 It's like a trans

00:32:28.380 This dude is transgender

00:32:29.780 Astaghfirullah

00:32:31.180 Astaghfirullah

00:32:31.980 Astaghfirullah

00:32:32.780 He was taking

00:32:35.900 Destiny's money

00:32:36.780 Eating

00:32:38.160 He got free rent

00:32:40.480 And then

00:32:41.140 Ruined his marriage

00:32:42.660 And she's babying him

00:32:44.660 Astaghfirullah

00:32:49.380 Astaghfirullah

00:32:49.940 You know what it is?

00:32:53.160 It's funny though

00:32:53.940 I've seen this dynamic before

00:32:55.440 When you get a girl

00:32:57.420 That sleeps

00:32:58.220 I don't want to say whore

00:32:59.220 Because I know this girl

00:32:59.920 I mean even though she was saying

00:33:01.100 When you get a promiscuous woman

00:33:04.960 Like Melina

00:33:06.300 She starts to cope with the fact

00:33:09.680 That she can't get a

00:33:10.880 Traditionally masculine man

00:33:12.340 And so if she can't get that guy

00:33:14.060 To settle down with her

00:33:14.820 She wants to raise children

00:33:17.720 You know what's happening to her right now?

00:33:19.340 She's fertile

00:33:20.140 She's like 24, 25

00:33:21.660 She wants children

00:33:23.640 Really badly

00:33:25.000 But the traditionally masculine guy

00:33:27.080 Is never going to give her children

00:33:28.260 So

00:33:28.580 She ends up

00:33:30.080 She ends up in a relationship

00:33:33.640 With somebody that she can

00:33:34.860 Mother

00:33:35.840 This looks like a mother and a child

00:33:39.060 A mother and a baby

00:33:40.740 And she's fucking it

00:33:45.600 And she's fucking it

00:33:52.600 Brutal bro

00:34:01.100 Hold on

00:34:01.500 There's audio here

00:34:06.720 Why does this girl take my place?

00:34:09.940 Who's this girl?

00:34:10.980 Who's this girl?

00:34:11.920 Who's this girl?

00:34:13.960 This doesn't look like a

00:34:15.900 Bro this is Chris from Mr. Beast

00:34:18.000 Imagine losing your marriage

00:34:21.260 To Chris from Mr. Beast

00:34:23.900 Who is she?

00:34:27.780 It's Timah

00:34:28.440 It's Timah

00:34:29.640 I can't believe what's happening

00:34:37.000 She's literally manlier than him

00:34:40.900 She can beat the fuck out of him

00:34:42.440 No don't steal that from me

00:34:43.940 Don't steal it from me

00:34:45.300 Don't steal it from me

00:34:45.320 Blude for your lap

00:34:46.300 Isn't this how gross it is?

00:34:48.920 With her leg

00:34:49.800 What is going on in Sweden?

00:34:58.280 Bro

00:34:58.800 Okay

00:35:04.600 So just pull one out

00:35:06.360 Pull one out man

00:35:07.620 Boom book out

00:35:08.460 Destiny

00:35:09.400 And moist

00:35:11.900 Honestly

00:35:13.300 We'll lie

00:35:13.980 You're real talk

00:35:14.400 If you want to reach out to talk

00:35:15.340 I'm here

00:35:16.200 Off stream

00:35:16.980 We can have a conversation

00:35:18.100 No beef

00:35:19.360 No bad blood

00:35:20.000 It's

00:35:21.260 What we're seeing

00:35:23.000 The reason I want to talk to you

00:35:24.900 Is that it has an effect

00:35:25.520 In your audience

00:35:25.980 So you have a very large audience

00:35:27.200 That if they follow what you do

00:35:28.120 Because you're influential

00:35:29.060 They follow what you do

00:35:30.320 They're going to end up the same way

00:35:31.420 And I know your whole audience

00:35:32.680 They don't want the same thing to happen to you

00:35:33.860 They don't want to co-parent their cat

00:35:35.260 To see their wife

00:35:36.000 They don't want to do that

00:35:37.520 They don't want to marry a girl

00:35:39.960 And have her

00:35:40.600 Leave the relationship

00:35:43.020 You don't want to have your wife divorce you

00:35:45.480 Because some beta bitch

00:35:47.740 Is threatening to kill himself

00:35:50.600 Like

00:35:51.800 It's just

00:35:52.520 What is

00:35:53.140 So if you want to talk man

00:35:54.740 Think

00:35:56.080 Genuinely think about it

00:35:57.380 Think about the people

00:35:58.180 That listen to them the most

00:35:59.380 If they

00:36:00.340 If they follow by example

00:36:02.020 They're going to end up fucked

00:36:04.080 There's so many people

00:36:05.760 That watch these guys

00:36:06.760 They're the ones

00:36:07.860 Of the YouTube channels

00:36:08.600 I'm

00:36:08.960 I'm cancelled

00:36:09.680 This is what they're trying

00:36:12.360 To push on people

00:36:13.380 And you say

00:36:14.140 I talk about it too much

00:36:15.060 Look what's happening

00:36:16.980 There's

00:36:17.960 It's very clearly

00:36:19.020 Like everything I talk about

00:36:20.740 Unfolding in real

00:36:21.600 In real time

00:36:22.640 This is something

00:36:23.360 This is what I'm most afraid of

00:36:24.680 Imagine

00:36:25.180 Imagine

00:36:25.840 Putting your heart and soul

00:36:27.860 Your life

00:36:28.620 To get a wife

00:36:29.800 To get a house

00:36:30.740 To become somebody

00:36:31.840 And some chick

00:36:32.920 Leaves it all

00:36:33.680 And fucks it up

00:36:34.860 To go fuck a suicidal tranny

00:36:37.640 Bumbucker

00:36:38.920 Stuff for law

00:36:42.960 Sweden's a failed society

00:36:46.520 I don't even know

00:36:47.400 What's going on there bro

00:36:48.420 And a lot of the white people

00:36:50.200 Complain that

00:36:50.920 There's too many Muslims

00:36:52.100 Taking over

00:36:52.620 Bro

00:36:53.500 They don't

00:36:54.620 They don't

00:36:55.000 They're doing a better job

00:36:56.640 On the whites

00:36:57.000 I don't give a fuck

00:36:57.900 If my girlfriend

00:36:58.760 Goes and fucks another guy

00:36:59.740 Cause I know

00:37:00.400 She's coming back to me

00:37:01.200 At the end of the night

00:37:01.780 I don't give a fuck

00:37:03.780 If my girlfriend

00:37:04.640 Goes and fucks another guy

00:37:05.640 Cause I know

00:37:06.300 She's coming back to me

00:37:07.100 At the end of the night

00:37:07.700 I don't give a fuck

00:37:09.840 If my girlfriend

00:37:10.720 Goes and fucks another guy

00:37:11.700 Cause I know

00:37:12.380 She's coming back to me

00:37:13.160 At the end of the night

00:37:13.760 Imagine how many dudes

00:37:17.740 Listened to this

00:37:18.620 And followed it bro

00:37:19.480 Bro

00:37:20.240 Like

00:37:20.580 Bruh

00:37:21.060 Cause we love each other

00:37:21.980 Cause I'm a cool

00:37:22.580 Fucking person

00:37:23.200 I don't give a fuck

00:37:24.420 if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy

00:37:26.280 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night.

00:37:28.540 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person.

00:37:31.980 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy

00:37:34.980 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night.

00:37:37.220 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person.

00:37:39.820 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy

00:37:42.740 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night.

00:37:44.980 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person.

00:37:47.500 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy

00:37:50.560 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night.

00:37:52.780 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person.

00:37:54.420 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks with a guy because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the day

00:38:00.380 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person

00:38:12.620 Love speech. I'm not okay. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it

00:38:16.940 If you want to talk I'm here. Wallahi. Genuinely. Genuinely. Genuinely

00:38:21.580 It was too funny to not do. It was too funny to not do

00:38:25.140 But we don't need to hate them. Don't kick them. Just a little just a little joke

00:38:28.780 It's just a couple jokes. Just a couple jokes, but don't kick a man while he's down

00:38:33.660 Average israel supporter average zionist, baby

00:38:36.860 Okay, okay

00:38:40.740 All right, bro

00:38:42.440 Fuck, bro. It's just so funny

00:38:46.560 Hey, you got the merch man. Good stuff. Good stuff. Anybody who else got

00:38:51.560 The quality clothing? Um tag me on instagram if you got it

00:38:54.120 Leave him or I kill myself. Oh, you're sweet

00:39:00.260 Leave him or I kill myself. Hello human resources. Who the fuck is this dude?

00:39:11.500 Oh, man

00:39:12.220 I'm never gonna change who I am

00:39:21.920 Oh, hold up. This this is gonna be so funny like leading into therapy

00:39:25.460 Because now it's the perfect day

00:39:27.600 Because this dude dr. k probably embodies a lot of what they talk about

00:39:31.120 He's probably on their side

00:39:32.340 This is why I don't go to therapy. I went one time. I went to therapy once in my life

00:39:36.120 And it was I was 19 years old and I was just I was

00:39:40.920 Trying to fuck this

00:39:42.520 Well, I was fucking this girl and I really wanted a relationship with her and I asked her I remember asking her like

00:39:46.060 Do you want to be my girlfriend? You never ask a girl to be your girlfriend

00:39:48.500 You just make her your girlfriend

00:39:49.660 She just ends up as your girlfriend because

00:39:52.060 She's around you

00:39:53.500 And I remember like I was fucking her and I asked her can you be my girlfriend?

00:39:57.920 And she went

00:39:58.820 She went

00:40:00.020 I was like head over here. I couldn't figure out like why

00:40:02.860 Why she didn't want to be in a relationship with me

00:40:04.640 So I talked to this girl

00:40:05.820 I know I talked to the therapist and I remember sitting down and she had giant titties

00:40:09.360 And I just started embellishing the story and like trying to entertain her

00:40:12.780 I basically I couldn't take it seriously because I was trying to fuck the therapist too. I

00:40:15.760 I used to have a problem bro

00:40:17.200 So I just and it was just like why am I here? I'm lying

00:40:20.300 I'm paying to lie right now

00:40:22.460 I'm literally spitting game on this girl who's I'm paying to help me out

00:40:27.300 So therapy's a scam

00:40:29.660 It's a giant scam

00:40:31.060 Women are a property

00:40:32.680 Is that

00:40:40.840 Is that

00:40:42.600 That ain't very christ-like

00:40:57.300 Yeah, that's what uh the difference between yeah, this is who is Mariana Avramovich?

00:41:19.480 Do not dox us in love speech? No chat chat chat don't dox don't dox

00:41:23.300 Dox mods delete any doxing and love speech. I I tolerate free speech with none of that

00:41:28.500 I'll never change who I am

00:41:32.820 Boom booker

00:41:34.300 Move slow

00:41:42.780 Yeah, stay away from these women stay far away from these it's just it's a recipe for disaster look at her face. She has trend face

00:41:53.720 What the fuck is anyone attracted to this?

00:42:09.000 Yeah, bro, she looks like Shrek like there's nothing about this

00:42:12.520 How who who who is this for?

00:42:15.320 Is it generally how you felt about certain

00:42:20.380 Too long

00:42:21.940 Well my second amateur boxing fight last night congrats man good stuff faith

00:42:31.300 Are you familiar with switch? I want to get Charleston on stream bad

00:42:36.320 Hell yeah, I got some

00:42:39.520 Hey y'all, I got some switches on my gun on several of them

00:42:44.960 Yeah, uh

00:42:46.560 Yeah, you know switches are automatic fed case. Oh, they are?

00:42:50.480 Yeah, I ain't got none. I got the binary switches that you can buy at the gun shop and take I got the binary switches

00:42:56.400 Where you do this and you squeeze the trigger one time

00:43:00.240 Twice yeah, I got that. I'm sorry. I'm mistaken what you was saying. I didn't know you was talking about them

00:43:05.200 I was talking about the binary switches. Well, when you pull the trigger one time

00:43:10.480 Oh, and when you let it go with power again, so it's you you pull the trigger one time and shoot two bullets

00:43:15.520 I got them kind of switch. I thought that's you talking about Sean

00:43:19.040 Yeah, cuz they're considered a machine gun and illegal to possess until he's so scared with law. Oh, yeah, no, no, no

00:43:25.680 I ain't got them. No, I ain't got them at all

00:43:27.680 Mm-hmm

00:43:32.640 As a muslim sneaker is is using his audience and promoting gambling this is haram

00:43:39.120 If you want to gamble in gta do it with your camera turned off and off stream privately

00:43:44.400 This may not seem that big of a deal, but you're promoting gambling when you're streaming

00:43:48.240 Okay

00:43:54.560 Um

00:43:56.320 Facts

00:43:57.840 Respectfully like I see you have good intentions. Just get off my dick respectfully hop off my fucking nuts

00:44:07.580 Get off my dick man. I rejected a 20 million dollar gambling deal. I gamble in fucking gta online

00:44:13.840 For no literally for made up ten dollars

00:44:18.320 Shut the fuck up man

00:44:22.320 He's right shut the fuck up man. No, actually this is like it's it's too much at this point

00:44:28.320 He it's too if he's right, bro, then then suck his dick then watch his fucking boring stream the fuck out of here the fuck out of here

00:44:35.040 I don't give a fuck

00:44:37.760 I don't give a fuck

00:44:39.760 If you want to gamble in gta shut up shut the fuck up

00:44:56.240 All right about time for this um for this therapy session, right? He's trolling. I don't know bro

00:45:01.120 I don't care

00:45:02.880 See you have to rewatch this. This would be a good time to rewatch this video

00:45:05.200 See pain got whacked. You know shout out to the dirty bird game. We're gonna play gta later today

00:45:11.760 Do you are you guys like in the role player? No, great. I just got advice on my computer

00:45:15.920 What is always happening man?

00:45:17.920 My life's over bro, you know, it's really not that deep bro

00:45:20.480 Like I feel like you're reading chat every three seconds like a lunatic like

00:45:23.840 You need to stop out of it, bro. Like come on like, you know what I mean?

00:45:28.880 Just like for once in your life

00:45:29.920 Can you like sit down and think like a normal person and break and like problem solve?

00:45:34.560 Like you got a virus like what's the next step like

00:45:37.520 Let's go. It's not that hard. It's all right too late, bro. Everyone in the chat is already spending these

00:45:41.440 They're bored, bro. They're bored. Sneaker. What do I do, bro?

00:45:44.400 Fuck. I'm so lost brothers. I'm gonna give up with this shit. I hate it so much

00:45:50.000 Don't just stand there. Help me dumb fuck

00:45:52.400 This is what happens when you follow the path of shaitan like you start watching to his prawn hanging out with cloud demons

00:45:56.640 Throwing a tantrum in front of a hundred thousand people every time you get a virus cook

00:46:00.720 It's embarrassing bro. Like I don't know. I don't know. I truly want better for you. Honestly

00:46:05.760 For once you're actually speaking facts, bro. Oh, what am I doing, man? I gotta stop the fuck out of it

00:46:10.560 Segal, what do you actually think about me, bro? Genuinely, I really want to know

00:46:14.800 Like genuinely, what do you think about me? Oh, I'm fucked up, dude. Fuck loser, dude. Shit

00:46:24.320 Guess what?

00:46:26.640 Um

00:46:30.880 Cpain got whacked me today

00:46:35.520 Now we're gonna spawn and they're gonna fuck fuck you'll do so, bro. How did you have weapon?

00:46:40.720 Now we got to get our get back round. We got to get our get back for dirty bird

00:46:43.680 Uh, chat um

00:46:49.920 Oh, TTS is on by the way

00:46:51.360 Don't worry about doing haram on stream. Do as you please. That's not even haram

00:46:56.000 It's not haram to gamble in gta on stream. Like literally haram police is getting they're so bored that they're

00:47:03.040 Haram policing shit. That's fake

00:47:05.040 Gambling in gta is not haram

00:47:07.840 Um, get off my penis, bro

00:47:09.840 Oh, cheezer

00:47:10.720 Um, cheeky

00:47:12.080 Okay, well, maybe that's a little haram

00:47:22.240 Moving into an islamic learning

00:47:24.800 So, okay, bro. All right, chat. I'm getting too angry. I love speech. You know, we love everybody. We love everybody

00:47:30.560 Perfect

00:47:31.680 Okay, okay, okay

00:47:33.680 What kind? I know he's gonna wild out and he's gonna do something crazy

00:47:40.480 Undercover video shows executives and Pornhub detailing their brands to turn straight to get

00:47:44.480 To get on

00:47:45.680 What do you have to do?

00:47:48.240 Not much

00:47:49.280 I'll be that much, yeah

00:47:50.320 How easy is it?

00:47:51.280 Oh, yeah, there's proof to stop watching porn. There's proof to stop

00:47:54.480 to ban OnlyFans from your mind

00:47:56.960 How easy is it for an underage person? Yeah, okay, he's a technical manager

00:48:00.960 at MindGeek. Uh, somebody do an early life check on this guy?

00:48:03.200 For like an underage person to view the site

00:48:08.160 Go to the site

00:48:11.040 Let's say you're 12 years old

00:48:13.600 You're still figuring out your sexuality

00:48:15.920 maybe even your gender

00:48:18.320 Wouldn't it be helpful to see

00:48:21.440 not a celebration but just like maybe a normalization of

00:48:24.960 something that you think is what you want

00:48:28.240 Yeah, he him

00:48:29.120 If you're questioning your sexuality, wouldn't it help you to see trannies

00:48:32.320 fucking each other so that you think you're a tranny too?

00:48:34.240 You know

00:48:34.480 It probably helps a lot

00:48:36.400 Let's say I was 12 and I saw like trans angels

00:48:39.280 I saw all these different sites

00:48:41.040 It would help me figure out what I do like and what I don't like

00:48:44.160 You need to

00:48:46.720 try to push stuff that's more

00:48:48.720 less accepted

00:48:49.840 Like putting a putting a trans male or trans female in a scene

00:48:54.000 You wouldn't get that on a normal mainstream site

00:48:57.360 So test it out, see if you get a bigger audience with it

00:48:59.680 See if you can convert somebody, right?

00:49:01.280 Like these people are playing are

00:49:04.080 Literally, it's funny that the name is MindGeek

00:49:06.320 They're just fucking with your heads for fun

00:49:08.480 Using tranny porn as a psyop to see how addicted you can get and how they can change your sexuality

00:49:13.040 Maybe somebody who's never looked for anything like that might find it interesting

00:49:16.320 And yes, a rabbi owns Pornhub

00:49:19.920 Same thing for buy stuff, same thing for gay

00:49:21.760 If you've seen our previous undercover releases

00:49:23.840 You may be familiar with Mike Farley

00:49:25.760 The current Pornhub product manager

00:49:27.440 Who became

00:49:28.000 $1

00:49:29.040 Is it mail time, Sneeko?

00:49:30.880 It's Sneeko time

00:49:31.760 One of Pornhub's first employees over 10 years ago

00:49:35.520 Why is Haran police so quick to jump on you and try to bring you down when there's

00:49:39.840 Influencers who do worse that claim Muslim

00:49:42.640 You think Christianity is the way

00:49:45.040 We will forgive you

00:49:47.680 Dylan Rice, the senior script writer for Pornhub's parent company MindGeek

00:49:52.160 Now rebranding as Alo

00:49:53.760 Who has written scripts for MindGeek's porn sites and advertisements for over five years

00:49:58.160 Today, meet Sil Fernandez

00:50:00.240 Fernandez is a production coordinator for some of MindGeek's plethora of porn sites

00:50:06.320 Wait, hold on, someone just sent me this too

00:50:08.480 I mean, this is the result of porn

00:50:09.680 Hold on, I'm not going to go back to this

00:50:10.720 But Adam22 picks Lil D to sleep with his wife as the plug talk reality show finishes

00:50:18.400 Should we go upstairs right now?

00:50:19.840 I'm with it, I don't give a f***

00:50:21.200 Let's do it

00:50:21.840 Boy, the things I'm going to do to you

00:50:25.520 Oof

00:50:26.640 I'm excited

00:50:27.280 Yeah, two pornographers

00:50:28.240 I mean, well, three now

00:50:29.280 A whole reality show surrounded around porn

00:50:30.880 It's just

00:50:31.440 It's all one giant satanic style

00:50:33.680 One dollar

00:50:34.320 Sneaker, please wash the sheets at speed

00:50:36.960 I just have the maid come and fix it

00:50:38.800 Porn is literally a direct path to Satanism

00:50:42.160 People think that's an exaggeration

00:50:44.880 It is

00:50:45.520 This is going to be the night of your wedding

00:50:47.120 We're not on camera yet

00:50:48.320 Okay

00:50:48.640 Wait, hold on, hold on

00:50:49.840 My bad

00:50:50.560 He just won

00:50:51.920 Let him touch it

00:50:52.640 I got to be the husband of the year

00:50:55.120 Let me tell you

00:50:56.160 I am the one

00:50:57.200 Adam says, please don't touch my wife's ass

00:51:04.320 And then he goes, mm-mm

00:51:05.920 And then his wife goes, let him do it anyway

00:51:08.320 And he says, I'm a good husband

00:51:10.080 That's what porn does

00:51:14.480 At MindGeek?

00:51:18.240 Yeah

00:51:18.880 Oh, uh, it's going to be two years next month

00:51:21.440 While states are currently enacting laws to require IDs to prevent children from entering porn sites

00:51:26.720 These three men talked to our undercover reporter about children viewing pornography on MindGeek sites

00:51:32.160 Including PornHub and TransAngelsAndMen.com

00:51:35.520 Which are MindGeek sites featuring studio-produced, transgender, and gay-focused pornography

00:51:39.920 Wait, wait, wait

00:51:42.640 Type it out if you guys folded

00:51:43.760 I'm still on that NoFap

00:51:44.800 Still on that NoPorn

00:51:45.800 If you guys folded

00:51:47.000 Because if any

00:51:47.840 Especially because when you guys are folding

00:51:49.420 You're probably going to the hub, huh?

00:51:51.240 The same company that owns PornHub

00:51:53.040 Owns TransAngels

00:51:55.280 Spam out, bro

00:51:56.520 Spam out

00:51:57.240 Hold yourself accountable

00:51:57.980 How easy it is

00:51:58.940 If you folded

00:51:59.680 I don't

00:52:00.060 If you guys are actually on NoFap

00:52:01.380 Let's do

00:52:02.000 Hold on, hold on, hold on

00:52:03.020 I hereby declare

00:52:03.880 I hereby declare

00:52:05.580 2024

00:52:07.280 As the NoFap year

00:52:10.040 Wallahi

00:52:12.140 I'm going to try my best

00:52:15.020 To not

00:52:15.960 At the very least

00:52:17.460 NoPorn

00:52:17.960 At the very least

00:52:19.320 2024

00:52:20.240 Is the NoPorn year

00:52:22.220 Can we all do it?

00:52:24.500 If all of us do right now

00:52:25.420 What is there, 7,000 something

00:52:26.340 If we all do it

00:52:27.760 Think about how much better

00:52:29.020 There's going to be a ripple effect

00:52:30.860 Of semen being used

00:52:32.660 To create businesses

00:52:33.940 Create wealth

00:52:34.560 And to

00:52:34.820 Grand Police donated $1

00:52:36.060 PornHub is overrated

00:52:38.080 Xbox is where it's

00:52:39.560 Xbox is where it's at

00:52:40.660 No, no, no, no, no

00:52:42.000 2024

00:52:42.920 NoPorn

00:52:44.840 There we go

00:52:46.460 2024

00:52:47.140 NoPorn

00:52:48.000 NoPorn24

00:52:49.680 NoPorn24

00:52:51.480 Wallahi

00:52:52.560 I'm starting tomorrow

00:52:54.960 Fuck 2024

00:52:55.620 Good stuff

00:52:56.220 Start today

00:52:56.700 Start right now

00:52:57.600 For like an underage person

00:53:00.160 To view the site

00:53:01.540 Gordon's like

00:53:04.600 To get on

00:53:07.480 What do you have to do?

00:53:09.460 No Nut24

00:53:10.380 No Nut24

00:53:10.480 That much

00:53:12.340 Probably that much

00:53:13.620 Yeah

00:53:13.820 There was a study

00:53:15.280 That was like

00:53:16.700 I think it was like

00:53:20.500 11 years old

00:53:21.860 That's the average age

00:53:23.180 Kids are now

00:53:23.980 You say you didn't fold

00:53:27.720 But you are still piping

00:53:29.080 304s on the regular

00:53:31.100 You will never be able

00:53:32.320 To pair bond

00:53:33.080 Nijko

00:53:33.820 Yeah, it's better than

00:53:35.140 Becoming transgender

00:53:36.560 By watching porn though

00:53:37.600 You know

00:53:38.060 Nobody's perfect

00:53:39.600 Nobody's perfect

00:53:40.220 I'm not saying that's true

00:53:40.940 But now we have

00:53:42.120 Some good context

00:53:42.900 Okay

00:53:43.260 We got some things

00:53:44.380 To talk about

00:53:44.880 With the therapist

00:53:45.440 Let's call up

00:53:47.780 Let's call up this guy

00:53:48.840 Let's call up this guy

00:53:52.200 Oh, he's ready

00:53:52.780 Okay

00:53:53.680 Alright chat

00:53:59.160 Yo

00:54:03.660 Merch Ben's donated

00:54:05.420 Hey, Dr. K

00:54:06.500 Niko, you permabanned me on

00:54:08.700 Nice to meet you

00:54:10.860 Nice to meet you too

00:54:12.280 Can you just count to ten

00:54:13.240 For me real quick?

00:54:13.880 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

00:54:18.560 Perfect

00:54:18.860 Can you count to 420 for me?

00:54:24.740 Yeah

00:54:24.960 1, 2, 3, 4

00:54:28.560 Okay, that's fine

00:54:29.180 That's good

00:54:29.620 That's good

00:54:29.880 That sounds good

00:54:30.300 How are you?

00:54:32.580 Good, dude

00:54:32.940 How are you?

00:54:33.840 I'm like

00:54:34.160 Are we streaming?

00:54:35.920 Yeah, I'm live right now

00:54:36.640 On Rumble

00:54:36.960 Okay, cool

00:54:37.820 Are you streaming?

00:54:40.400 Nope

00:54:40.620 Okay

00:54:41.600 I think you're banned

00:54:42.360 On all the platforms

00:54:43.180 That I stream on

00:54:43.860 Yeah

00:54:44.460 That does happen

00:54:45.920 That does happen

00:54:47.780 So you're a therapist?

00:54:50.240 Yes

00:54:50.620 Okay

00:54:51.480 Well, I'm a psychiatrist

00:54:52.260 You're a psychiatrist

00:54:53.080 Okay

00:54:53.600 I don't believe in therapy

00:54:55.480 And I think it's a scam

00:54:56.640 And I don't think it's necessary

00:54:58.300 And I don't think that

00:54:59.700 Even if there is anything wrong

00:55:01.060 With my brain

00:55:01.540 That this is going to be helpful

00:55:02.440 Whatsoever

00:55:02.940 I believe that

00:55:05.300 Men should just

00:55:06.320 Get over it

00:55:07.480 And push forward

00:55:08.420 I think a better use of your time

00:55:09.580 Instead of talking about your feelings

00:55:10.740 Is working hard

00:55:12.000 And building something

00:55:13.840 That's a better use of your time

00:55:15.700 Than anything that

00:55:16.680 Even if this was productive

00:55:17.720 My time would have been better spent

00:55:19.540 Making some money

00:55:20.340 And getting stronger

00:55:21.120 And getting better

00:55:21.780 But I want to be convinced

00:55:23.820 That it's useful

00:55:25.580 Because a lot of people

00:55:26.300 Are talking about therapy

00:55:27.100 And people have

00:55:28.000 Accused me

00:55:29.320 Of being mentally ill

00:55:30.700 Quite a bit

00:55:31.200 They've called me mentally ill

00:55:32.300 Since I was a child

00:55:33.880 I get that a lot

00:55:35.080 From the internet

00:55:35.480 Saying Sineco needs to go to therapy

00:55:36.600 So maybe you can

00:55:37.600 Change that perception

00:55:40.660 Okay

00:55:41.840 So let me just make

00:55:43.420 A couple things clear

00:55:44.540 So I am a psychiatrist

00:55:45.780 But I'm not your psychiatrist

00:55:48.140 Okay

00:55:49.280 Is that clear?

00:55:50.400 So I'm not doing therapy

00:55:51.420 With you

00:55:52.060 Right

00:55:52.600 You're not my patient

00:55:53.800 I'm not going to be

00:55:55.200 Diagnosing you

00:55:56.320 Or treating you

00:55:57.540 For anything

00:55:58.060 Okay

00:55:58.980 We're having a conversation

00:56:00.860 And if you

00:56:01.400 I didn't know what

00:56:02.340 We were talking about

00:56:03.460 But if you want to talk about

00:56:04.640 We can talk about anything

00:56:04.860 I'm just like

00:56:05.740 Prefacing with that

00:56:07.300 Yeah

00:56:07.600 That's totally fine

00:56:08.460 So

00:56:08.760 And I mean

00:56:10.200 Is that what you want to talk about?

00:56:12.020 No

00:56:12.220 I want to talk about

00:56:12.800 I want to talk about

00:56:13.520 Whatever you want to talk about

00:56:14.240 Can I cry?

00:56:16.140 Sure

00:56:16.540 Okay

00:56:17.320 I don't know how this works

00:56:18.840 What are we

00:56:19.560 Like what are we supposed to do?

00:56:21.640 That's a great question

00:56:22.560 So

00:56:22.980 Well I mean

00:56:24.700 So was there something

00:56:25.700 Something in particular

00:56:26.720 That you were thinking about

00:56:28.100 When we last connected?

00:56:29.900 So I don't know

00:56:30.360 If we reached out to you

00:56:31.200 Or you reached out to us

00:56:32.380 Or what exactly happened

00:56:33.640 But

00:56:33.940 What

00:56:35.000 Was there something in particular

00:56:36.700 That you had in mind?

00:56:39.480 Okay

00:56:39.840 Well what do you specialize in?

00:56:41.200 I've seen you talk to

00:56:42.000 Some of my friends

00:56:42.860 You talked to Aiden

00:56:43.520 For a couple hours

00:56:44.240 And you were able to dissect

00:56:45.280 And figure some stuff out

00:56:46.420 And

00:56:47.240 I don't know

00:56:48.980 I think this could be

00:56:49.540 An interesting conversation

00:56:51.300 I don't really

00:56:51.980 I don't really know

00:56:52.600 I completely agree

00:56:53.480 I think this is going to be

00:56:54.440 A very interesting conversation

00:56:55.640 Okay

00:56:56.120 I think it's

00:56:57.780 I would

00:56:58.560 So let me tell you

00:57:00.400 So you asked

00:57:01.040 How does this work?

00:57:01.900 So I think there are

00:57:02.460 A couple things to consider

00:57:03.640 Okay

00:57:04.260 We already talked about

00:57:05.540 You know

00:57:06.100 It's not my place

00:57:06.980 To do a diagnostic assessment

00:57:08.680 Of you

00:57:09.080 And say that you are

00:57:10.060 Or aren't mentally ill

00:57:11.060 That being said

00:57:13.280 Sometimes I talk to people

00:57:17.720 And people will have questions

00:57:19.860 About particular things

00:57:21.520 Sometimes those are related

00:57:23.240 To mental health

00:57:23.960 And I'm happy to answer

00:57:25.520 Questions about particular things

00:57:27.140 Or try to help people

00:57:28.340 Understand parts of themselves

00:57:30.520 Which a lot of times

00:57:31.400 People think is the same as therapy

00:57:33.160 That's not the same as therapy

00:57:34.640 It's something that

00:57:35.560 Understanding yourself

00:57:37.120 Is a part of therapy

00:57:38.280 But not all paths

00:57:40.060 Of self-understanding

00:57:40.980 Are therapy

00:57:41.720 Does that make sense?

00:57:43.020 Yeah

00:57:43.240 Yeah

00:57:44.460 And I think

00:57:46.800 I mean

00:57:47.180 I really enjoyed hearing

00:57:48.840 Your take on how therapy

00:57:50.540 Is not real

00:57:51.260 And how people should

00:57:52.180 Just tough it out

00:57:52.980 It's real

00:57:53.680 But it's a giant waste of time

00:57:55.240 Like I don't think

00:57:56.260 There's some people

00:57:56.880 That have trauma

00:57:57.400 Some people have trauma

00:57:58.660 And PTSD

00:57:59.180 I think like veterans

00:58:00.420 Or something like that

00:58:01.100 Or if you have

00:58:01.680 Really like death

00:58:02.680 And I can see

00:58:03.320 How it can be effective

00:58:03.920 But I think most people

00:58:04.680 That go to therapy

00:58:05.280 Just like to hear themselves

00:58:06.660 Yap in real time

00:58:07.620 I think that they like

00:58:08.640 Their own problems

00:58:09.400 They like feeling

00:58:09.920 Like a main character

00:58:10.700 And it's just

00:58:12.200 A way to vent

00:58:13.360 And it's like a pussy way

00:58:14.660 Of dealing with your problems

00:58:15.480 It's an easy way out

00:58:16.440 I think it's actually

00:58:16.960 I think people give themselves

00:58:17.960 A lot of credit

00:58:18.400 For going to therapy

00:58:18.900 Like it's something difficult

00:58:19.840 So I think it's really easy

00:58:20.700 To sit on a couch and talk

00:58:21.760 I think what's better

00:58:22.840 Is moving forward

00:58:23.820 And trying to you know

00:58:24.540 Shove it down

00:58:25.240 And keep going

00:58:26.280 Because even if you don't

00:58:27.040 Shove it down

00:58:27.420 You're still gonna think about it

00:58:28.320 I think people have this idea

00:58:30.100 That you need to process

00:58:30.940 Your feelings on a couch

00:58:32.120 Next to a guy

00:58:33.320 You could process your feelings

00:58:35.380 Like while you work

00:58:36.400 A lot of times

00:58:36.860 I'm thinking about the things

00:58:37.800 That I'm dealing with

00:58:39.140 While I'm working

00:58:40.060 And that could be

00:58:41.060 Therapeutic as well

00:58:41.880 Or prayer

00:58:42.920 Sure

00:58:43.140 I think prayer

00:58:43.640 Is much more therapeutic

00:58:44.420 Okay

00:58:45.900 So when you say

00:58:47.080 Therapeutic

00:58:47.780 That's great dude

00:58:49.040 So let's like

00:58:49.720 I'm excited about

00:58:50.420 This conversation

00:58:51.060 So let me just ask you

00:58:54.440 A couple of things

00:58:55.580 So when you say

00:58:56.200 That you think

00:58:56.880 Therapy is a waste of time

00:58:58.280 Yeah

00:58:58.760 Why do you think that?

00:59:04.920 Because it's

00:59:06.080 You're basically just saying

00:59:09.240 You know the answer already

00:59:10.800 I think you

00:59:11.860 When you walk into therapy

00:59:13.300 You already know the answer

00:59:14.120 Like instinctually

00:59:15.220 You know

00:59:15.940 What you're supposed to do

00:59:17.460 And you kind of

00:59:17.980 Just want to talk about it

00:59:18.840 To make yourself feel better

00:59:19.820 So where do you get

00:59:22.400 The idea that

00:59:23.640 Therapy is about

00:59:24.860 Where do you get

00:59:26.740 Your impression

00:59:27.480 Of what therapy is?

00:59:30.340 From everybody

00:59:31.220 That talks about

00:59:31.800 Like you know

00:59:32.460 I'm from New York

00:59:33.140 And you hear all these people

00:59:34.240 In Manhattan

00:59:34.640 Everybody

00:59:35.380 All the libs

00:59:36.220 They talk about

00:59:37.320 Like I was just

00:59:37.860 Talking to my therapist

00:59:38.400 Oh I just told my therapist

00:59:39.360 Oh my therapist

00:59:40.300 My therapist

00:59:40.740 They're calling their therapist

00:59:41.500 I need to talk to my therapist

00:59:42.300 About this

00:59:42.680 People have relationship problems

00:59:44.160 And like oh we need to go

00:59:45.160 Talk about it to my therapist

00:59:46.060 For five hours

00:59:46.680 And have a deep therapy

00:59:47.800 Therapy therapy therapy

00:59:48.600 Like it's just

00:59:49.400 It's been way more normalized

00:59:50.500 And I think they prescribe

00:59:52.920 A lot of problems

00:59:53.540 So that you always come back

00:59:54.400 It's the same reason why

00:59:55.520 The pharmaceutical companies

00:59:56.800 Do not want you to be healthy

00:59:57.860 So that you continue

00:59:58.600 To buy their medicine

00:59:59.640 If I go to a therapist

01:00:01.320 Your job is to take my money

01:00:02.600 From my mental health problems

01:00:03.440 Why would you want me to get better?

01:00:04.680 You don't

01:00:05.320 You want me to keep coming back

01:00:06.320 And paying you

01:00:06.860 So you're going to tell me

01:00:08.360 Oh come back next week

01:00:09.200 And we'll unpack this

01:00:10.240 And we'll unpack that

01:00:11.460 I don't need to unpack

01:00:12.220 All this from childhood

01:00:12.980 I'm going to know

01:00:13.740 I'm 25

01:00:14.260 I'm going to shove it down

01:00:15.980 And keep going

01:00:16.980 Why do I want to unpack this stuff?

01:00:19.420 Okay

01:00:19.600 What has happened

01:00:23.060 When you've tried to unpack it?

01:00:26.280 Unpack

01:00:26.680 Unpack what?

01:00:28.100 Childhood?

01:00:28.580 So you said

01:00:29.300 You said that like

01:00:30.200 I don't want to unpack it

01:00:31.860 I want to shove it down

01:00:32.940 Yeah shove it down

01:00:33.640 So like what is

01:00:35.140 So obviously you'd want to do that

01:00:37.600 For a reason, right?

01:00:38.600 So you've had some experience

01:00:39.760 That makes you prefer

01:00:41.160 Well I'm speaking

01:00:42.220 I'm speaking generally

01:00:43.160 I'm speaking generally

01:00:43.880 Like people will talk about

01:00:45.060 How they go into therapy

01:00:46.240 And unpack all this stuff

01:00:47.160 It's better

01:00:49.080 Like I don't understand

01:00:49.900 Why people are 35

01:00:51.000 Reliving all that

01:00:51.960 Well I get it

01:00:53.780 But I just think

01:00:54.180 That's a stupid decision

01:00:55.300 Well what do you get

01:00:57.400 When you say you get it

01:00:59.180 Why do you think

01:01:00.000 All these stupid people

01:01:00.900 Are in therapy

01:01:01.660 What do you mean get it?

01:01:04.680 Like well you say

01:01:05.820 You said you get it

01:01:07.080 So I'm curious

01:01:08.200 What do you get

01:01:08.900 Why do you think

01:01:09.520 All these people

01:01:10.140 Are in therapy

01:01:10.680 If it's such a colossal

01:01:11.700 Waste of time

01:01:12.320 And essentially

01:01:13.160 A monetary leech

01:01:14.240 Because it's easier

01:01:15.660 To talk about things

01:01:16.680 Rather than

01:01:17.300 Find an action

01:01:19.060 That's gonna

01:01:19.420 It's easier to talk

01:01:20.440 Your weight out of a problem

01:01:21.200 Than work your way out of it

01:01:22.600 Working is hard

01:01:23.400 Pushing forward

01:01:24.600 And doing things

01:01:25.460 That are difficult

01:01:25.960 That's harder

01:01:26.480 Right?

01:01:27.300 Like I consider

01:01:27.900 The gym therapeutic

01:01:28.740 I consider sparring

01:01:29.620 I spar quite a bit

01:01:30.640 I consider that therapeutic

01:01:31.720 Yeah so I think

01:01:33.280 Those things are therapeutic too

01:01:34.400 And I mean

01:01:35.660 I'll be the first to say

01:01:36.580 That I don't think

01:01:37.940 Therapy is therapeutic

01:01:38.800 For everyone

01:01:39.400 I think that

01:01:40.560 The concerns that you have

01:01:42.140 Are actually like

01:01:42.860 Quite valid

01:01:43.820 In terms of

01:01:44.980 I think sometimes

01:01:46.440 Therapy goes on

01:01:47.200 Way longer than it needs to

01:01:48.480 I don't really think

01:01:52.100 That

01:01:52.620 In my experience

01:01:55.160 People

01:01:55.620 Most therapists

01:01:56.660 That I know

01:01:57.360 Are not interested

01:01:58.280 In keeping people there

01:01:59.340 For monetary reasons

01:02:00.440 And this very simple

01:02:02.420 Reason for that

01:02:03.060 Is there's no shortage

01:02:03.840 Of patients

01:02:04.400 So if you stop paying me

01:02:06.180 There's like literally

01:02:07.000 A line out the door

01:02:08.140 Of like hundreds of people

01:02:09.560 Like the average waiting list

01:02:11.240 For a therapist

01:02:11.900 Is like three or four months

01:02:13.020 When you see like

01:02:15.060 A blue hair

01:02:15.680 Transgender walk in

01:02:16.720 You don't like

01:02:17.160 Rub your hands together

01:02:18.020 Like

01:02:18.260 No like

01:02:20.020 When you see like

01:02:20.480 A dude

01:02:21.160 That looks like

01:02:21.900 A girl with kitten ears

01:02:22.900 Like

01:02:23.600 What makes me go

01:02:25.400 What makes me go

01:02:26.300 Like this

01:02:26.860 Is listening to you

01:02:27.880 Talk about therapy

01:02:28.740 Why

01:02:30.440 Because I think

01:02:34.420 That there's like

01:02:35.340 A lot of stuff

01:02:36.180 To talk about

01:02:36.860 That excites me

01:02:37.660 Okay

01:02:38.260 It's not the blue haired

01:02:42.060 Transgenders man

01:02:43.340 It's

01:02:43.940 It's dudes who

01:02:46.140 Dudes who

01:02:46.900 Focus on shoving it down

01:02:48.240 And action

01:02:48.800 And don't have

01:02:50.240 Don't care to engage

01:02:52.980 With their internal environment

01:02:54.200 Which is a little bit

01:02:55.120 Of a judgment

01:02:55.520 Because I don't know

01:02:56.320 That that's actually

01:02:56.800 The case with you

01:02:57.420 But I

01:02:58.160 Yeah I mean

01:02:59.060 This excites me

01:03:00.580 Okay

01:03:00.880 But anyway

01:03:03.120 What do you think

01:03:03.640 About what I said

01:03:04.240 About you know

01:03:04.840 Their waiting lists

01:03:05.740 50% of therapists

01:03:06.900 Don't take new patients

01:03:08.960 Like we're full up

01:03:09.920 Like we don't need

01:03:11.280 Your particular money

01:03:12.300 Because there's

01:03:13.480 Like tons of people

01:03:14.620 That are waiting

01:03:15.240 To give us their money

01:03:16.060 Okay

01:03:16.700 What do you think

01:03:17.380 About that

01:03:17.800 Fair

01:03:18.280 But maybe the whole

01:03:19.140 System works together

01:03:20.060 The pharmaceutical companies

01:03:21.400 The therapists

01:03:21.840 They all work

01:03:22.740 On the fact

01:03:23.820 That people's mental health

01:03:24.860 People are always

01:03:26.300 Talking about mental health

01:03:27.040 They all profit off of that

01:03:28.260 In a

01:03:28.700 In a world where

01:03:30.480 People fix their problems

01:03:31.720 With prayer

01:03:32.260 And with gym

01:03:33.260 That whole industry

01:03:34.440 Would never exist at all

01:03:35.840 So even though

01:03:36.500 You might not need

01:03:37.080 More patients

01:03:37.680 It's all based on

01:03:38.960 The fact that

01:03:39.420 Everybody's diagnosing

01:03:40.240 Themselves in real time

01:03:41.200 Well so

01:03:42.500 So let me ask you this

01:03:43.600 So when you said

01:03:44.980 Fix their problems

01:03:45.920 With prayer

01:03:46.440 How does that work?

01:03:48.380 Well I just came back

01:03:49.420 From Mecca

01:03:49.840 And you can see people

01:03:51.340 You call Suju

01:03:52.400 When you put your

01:03:53.100 Your head to the floor

01:03:54.540 And you see people

01:03:57.100 Sometimes like sobbing

01:03:58.020 When you go to the Majin

01:03:59.060 On Friday

01:03:59.380 I'm going to go tomorrow

01:03:59.960 At 1pm for Jumah

01:04:01.140 You see people

01:04:02.040 Like crying

01:04:02.680 And it's because

01:04:04.600 They're definitely

01:04:05.440 Thinking of things

01:04:06.080 That they're

01:04:06.520 They're asking God

01:04:07.500 For certain things

01:04:08.800 To be fixed

01:04:09.320 And I consider that

01:04:11.240 Therapeutic

01:04:11.680 That same type of tear

01:04:12.780 That they

01:04:13.160 Crying that they

01:04:14.120 Might do in therapy

01:04:14.940 Instead they're

01:04:15.900 Connecting with God

01:04:16.760 I think all those

01:04:17.480 Problems like

01:04:18.140 Opening up

01:04:19.220 About unpacking

01:04:20.100 Stuff like that

01:04:20.480 You should unpack it

01:04:21.200 With God

01:04:21.660 You know

01:04:22.440 I see them

01:04:23.780 And the way

01:04:24.420 That they are

01:04:25.100 And I felt it too

01:04:26.180 When I was in Mecca

01:04:26.860 For example

01:04:27.340 And praying

01:04:28.520 Next to the Kabbalah

01:04:29.420 I really

01:04:30.020 Everything that was

01:04:31.880 Going on in my head

01:04:32.680 And everything

01:04:33.000 It's not like

01:04:33.380 I have to shove it down

01:04:34.260 I know everything

01:04:35.900 That's there

01:04:37.240 But it becomes

01:04:38.500 Present when you're

01:04:39.840 In prayer

01:04:41.360 You feel it

01:04:42.820 You're thinking about it

01:04:43.520 You're reminded

01:04:44.220 Of everybody you love

01:04:45.220 You're reminded

01:04:45.960 Of your past

01:04:46.540 You're reminded

01:04:47.060 Of your flaws

01:04:47.640 You're reminded

01:04:48.020 Of what you want

01:04:48.440 To do better on

01:04:49.020 You're reminded

01:04:49.660 Of your fears

01:04:50.480 And everything

01:04:51.020 And then you

01:04:51.880 You look to God

01:04:52.900 For strength

01:04:53.360 And for guidance

01:04:53.960 And to keep you

01:04:54.940 On the straight path

01:04:55.600 Okay

01:04:56.960 So let me just

01:04:58.660 Make sure I heard you

01:04:59.600 So when you pray

01:05:01.940 So it sounds like

01:05:02.920 You feel a lot

01:05:03.700 Of positive emotions

01:05:04.780 And negative too

01:05:06.260 Like I wouldn't

01:05:07.380 Say positive too

01:05:08.100 But like yeah

01:05:08.600 Everything

01:05:09.100 Yeah I wasn't done

01:05:10.620 So you said

01:05:11.220 You feel a lot of love

01:05:11.940 You feel a lot of fear

01:05:12.780 Right

01:05:13.380 You think about people

01:05:14.240 That you love

01:05:14.840 You also

01:05:15.400 Think about actions

01:05:17.800 That you want to take

01:05:18.880 And places that you want

01:05:20.040 To go so you have goals

01:05:21.620 That you think of

01:05:22.580 Right

01:05:23.400 And then

01:05:24.860 And then what

01:05:25.660 Help me understand

01:05:26.460 This part about God

01:05:27.720 Where does God

01:05:28.300 Enter the picture

01:05:29.280 I would prefer

01:05:31.620 I can understand

01:05:32.400 Why therapy is helpful

01:05:33.180 For a lot of people

01:05:33.760 But I think it's better

01:05:34.740 To go and talk that out

01:05:36.340 Talk about your trauma

01:05:37.140 And your past

01:05:37.700 To God

01:05:38.320 Rather than to a man

01:05:39.320 Okay

01:05:40.900 So I'm

01:05:41.960 I'm not trying to

01:05:43.320 Debate you okay

01:05:44.120 So I'm not trying to

01:05:44.820 Like catch you

01:05:45.560 Or something

01:05:45.940 I'm just

01:05:46.300 I'm confused

01:05:47.140 Because now you're saying

01:05:49.000 You think that

01:05:49.840 Therapy can be helpful

01:05:51.300 For other people

01:05:52.100 But prayer is superior

01:05:53.320 Yes

01:05:53.840 So

01:05:55.400 There's some benefit

01:05:57.720 To therapy

01:05:58.240 Because it sounds like

01:05:59.520 A lot of the

01:06:00.000 I'm assuming that you think

01:06:00.980 A lot of the mechanisms

01:06:01.940 Are saying

01:06:02.280 You talk about

01:06:03.260 Your positive emotions

01:06:04.520 You talk about

01:06:04.980 Your negative emotions

01:06:05.720 You talk about

01:06:06.260 Your goals

01:06:06.560 You can do that

01:06:06.900 With a person

01:06:07.360 But it's better

01:06:08.060 To do it with God

01:06:08.660 Yes

01:06:09.300 What makes it better

01:06:10.700 With God

01:06:11.040 Because I don't believe

01:06:12.780 In confessing

01:06:13.620 Your deepest darkest

01:06:14.300 Secrets and sins

01:06:15.100 I think that you're

01:06:15.780 Going to embellish

01:06:16.520 The truth

01:06:17.000 I went to therapy

01:06:18.380 One time

01:06:18.840 I was 19

01:06:19.380 And I

01:06:19.920 Talking to this woman

01:06:21.180 I was basically

01:06:22.060 Like head over heels

01:06:23.540 About this girl

01:06:24.140 I was in college

01:06:25.140 And like it was

01:06:25.620 A lot of things

01:06:26.480 I was just like

01:06:26.860 Going through

01:06:27.180 So I decided

01:06:28.280 Alright

01:06:28.540 Everybody's doing

01:06:29.320 This therapy thing

01:06:29.980 I'll pay her

01:06:30.800 And then she had

01:06:31.540 Giant tits

01:06:32.120 She was like

01:06:33.340 Really gorgeous

01:06:33.860 And so I ended up

01:06:34.660 Embellishing the story

01:06:35.600 And instead of

01:06:36.160 Actually being honest

01:06:37.020 I was just trying to

01:06:37.800 Like

01:06:38.720 You know

01:06:39.520 I was like

01:06:39.900 Spitting game on her

01:06:40.600 Like I was on a date

01:06:41.400 And I realized

01:06:42.260 In that moment

01:06:42.580 I can't fully be honest

01:06:43.760 With the person

01:06:44.240 Because the only person

01:06:45.560 You can really be honest

01:06:46.320 With is God

01:06:46.880 To a person

01:06:48.160 You're always going to be

01:06:48.780 There's going to be

01:06:49.300 A level of entertainment

01:06:50.040 There's going to be

01:06:50.520 A level of lying

01:06:51.100 You're going to try to

01:06:51.880 Make sure that they're engaged

01:06:53.700 You're going to try

01:06:54.520 Your ego is going to be involved

01:06:55.720 When I'm talking to God

01:06:57.340 I don't have any ego

01:06:58.520 There's nothing

01:06:59.940 There's nothing

01:07:00.840 That I need to hide

01:07:01.740 Or it's just

01:07:02.700 Because God is all knowing

01:07:04.040 God's the best of planners

01:07:05.380 So

01:07:05.940 He's going to know

01:07:07.460 And I even noticed that a lot

01:07:09.180 When I was praying in Mecca

01:07:10.080 I felt

01:07:10.660 All the ego

01:07:12.040 And the little

01:07:12.760 Blockades that I had

01:07:13.980 In my head

01:07:14.500 And the

01:07:16.060 The barriers that you have

01:07:18.080 When you talk to a person

01:07:18.940 They're absent

01:07:20.760 When I talk to God

01:07:21.860 Okay

01:07:26.540 Can I think for a second?

01:07:28.420 Yeah

01:07:28.600 How's this conversation

01:07:30.980 So far by the way?

01:07:32.940 Interesting

01:07:33.300 Okay

01:07:34.380 So let me just make sure

01:07:38.220 I understood

01:07:38.620 So you tried therapy once

01:07:40.060 And

01:07:41.680 Because your therapist

01:07:43.660 Had big tits

01:07:44.360 It sounds like

01:07:46.320 You

01:07:46.900 Activated

01:07:48.660 A different mode

01:07:49.900 Of relating to that person

01:07:51.380 Yeah

01:07:52.040 So you started like

01:07:52.940 Hitting on her

01:07:54.100 I remember like

01:07:55.700 Telling a story

01:07:56.300 And I was like

01:07:56.860 Even my gestures

01:07:57.640 I was like

01:07:58.220 Alright so boom

01:07:59.240 So I was at the spot

01:08:00.360 And then we really did it

01:08:01.620 And like I'm making them like

01:08:02.460 You know I got this girl

01:08:03.420 And I'm doing my thing

01:08:04.300 And I was just like

01:08:05.300 Talking like I was talking to

01:08:06.300 Like

01:08:06.640 I was trying to come off cool

01:08:08.140 Yeah

01:08:08.940 So would you say

01:08:10.140 That what you did

01:08:11.220 For that hour

01:08:12.120 With that person

01:08:13.060 Was therapy?

01:08:17.080 Bad therapy

01:08:18.040 What made it bad?

01:08:21.200 Actually

01:08:25.220 Think about it

01:08:26.300 Like I did learn some things

01:08:27.820 And I didn't need to go back anymore

01:08:29.720 So

01:08:30.760 Yeah

01:08:32.180 Yeah

01:08:32.880 But I think the reason

01:08:34.040 It was effective

01:08:35.420 Was because I realized

01:08:36.420 That I don't need therapy

01:08:37.460 Like it just helped me realize

01:08:38.720 That this is unnecessary

01:08:39.940 So I did get to talk things out

01:08:41.660 Yeah

01:08:41.920 I see what you're saying

01:08:42.780 Hold on

01:08:43.380 Hold on

01:08:43.880 I'm honestly

01:08:46.260 I'm not trying to like

01:08:47.240 Debate you

01:08:47.800 Like I have no interest

01:08:49.180 In proving you wrong

01:08:50.820 Honestly

01:08:51.260 I have no interest in that

01:08:52.500 Okay

01:08:52.900 It's just

01:08:54.220 I'm just like

01:08:54.800 Kind of curious

01:08:55.340 Because here you are saying

01:08:56.460 Okay I tried therapy

01:08:57.600 But it sounds like

01:08:58.420 It's kind of like saying

01:08:59.060 Like okay

01:08:59.620 Swimming is a waste of time

01:09:03.440 And then you asked me

01:09:05.260 Like why do you think

01:09:05.800 It's a waste of time

01:09:06.420 Well

01:09:06.700 I went to the beach

01:09:07.880 And like

01:09:08.400 I never really got in the water

01:09:09.540 I just hung out on the sand

01:09:10.760 And like swimming

01:09:11.360 Is a waste of time

01:09:12.260 Right so you went there

01:09:13.640 You did something

01:09:14.680 But I mean

01:09:15.120 You're telling me

01:09:16.320 That you treated this person

01:09:19.420 You didn't do therapy

01:09:20.400 You started flexing

01:09:21.980 For her

01:09:23.160 Yeah

01:09:24.140 Right

01:09:24.720 That's not therapy

01:09:25.980 Okay

01:09:26.680 Now

01:09:27.720 And I think that

01:09:28.920 That's fair

01:09:29.840 Right

01:09:30.300 Because you're also saying

01:09:31.540 That okay

01:09:31.960 Like the problem with therapy

01:09:33.400 Is that when you go

01:09:34.780 You can't be completely

01:09:37.600 Vulnerable or honest

01:09:38.880 With another human being

01:09:40.380 Yeah

01:09:40.780 Because

01:09:41.220 And so some kind of script

01:09:43.020 And I would guess

01:09:44.200 If I asked you

01:09:44.840 Like okay

01:09:45.200 Let's say that you didn't

01:09:46.180 There wasn't a female therapist

01:09:47.620 With big tits

01:09:48.400 Let's say the therapist

01:09:49.860 Was like

01:09:50.560 I don't know

01:09:52.060 A middle-aged dude

01:09:54.060 You would still be activating

01:09:56.200 Some kind of script

01:09:57.440 With them

01:09:57.880 Yeah

01:09:58.220 Right

01:09:59.400 Right

01:09:59.860 And so what I'm hearing you say

01:10:01.360 Is that the cool thing

01:10:02.260 With God

01:10:02.740 Is that there's no scripts

01:10:03.960 Right

01:10:04.760 So

01:10:06.960 I'm kind of curious

01:10:08.920 About something

01:10:09.700 So like

01:10:10.200 One of the advantages

01:10:11.640 Of therapy

01:10:12.360 Right

01:10:12.720 Is that

01:10:13.320 There's another human being there

01:10:15.460 Now that's a disadvantage

01:10:16.460 Because now

01:10:17.720 Ego enters the picture

01:10:19.120 Maybe you're trying

01:10:20.500 To impress them

01:10:21.340 Maybe you don't want

01:10:22.120 To be vulnerable

01:10:22.640 Like totally fine

01:10:23.720 But there's also

01:10:25.380 An advantage

01:10:25.960 Which is that

01:10:26.880 There's a person there

01:10:28.060 Right

01:10:28.600 So they're able to listen

01:10:30.100 They're able to respond

01:10:31.960 They're able to interact

01:10:33.900 They're able to observe

01:10:35.540 And maybe I'm making

01:10:38.060 An assumption here

01:10:38.740 So I'm going to ask about this

01:10:40.040 Do you think that

01:10:41.420 God does those things?

01:10:44.460 Observes and listens

01:10:45.600 And

01:10:46.140 And talks back

01:10:47.680 Yeah

01:10:48.680 I do

01:10:49.180 And in what way?

01:10:53.560 If you

01:10:54.360 If you want something

01:10:56.040 You're looking for

01:10:56.680 Some sort of guidance

01:10:57.480 You can ask God

01:10:58.520 And you'll

01:10:59.140 God will respond

01:11:00.220 How?

01:11:02.200 Not in the way

01:11:02.940 That a human does

01:11:03.580 But there is a response

01:11:04.960 And

01:11:05.620 It's just

01:11:06.380 It's kind of

01:11:07.500 Instinctual

01:11:08.280 And

01:11:10.340 You know

01:11:11.220 Like you

01:11:11.860 You can

01:11:12.340 He'll tell you

01:11:13.720 What you

01:11:14.680 What you should be doing

01:11:15.500 Because I think

01:11:15.980 Deep down

01:11:16.320 You always do know

01:11:17.040 The answer

01:11:17.480 So

01:11:19.080 So when you say

01:11:19.880 So you're saying

01:11:20.540 That God will tell you

01:11:21.740 And then you're saying

01:11:22.600 Deep down

01:11:23.060 You know the answer

01:11:23.860 So are we

01:11:24.600 Is

01:11:25.260 Are we saying

01:11:26.120 That deep down

01:11:27.100 The voice that's

01:11:27.960 Talking to you

01:11:28.460 Is God

01:11:28.860 Is that you

01:11:29.320 Or is that God

01:11:29.900 Or am I

01:11:30.920 Not understanding

01:11:32.140 The

01:11:32.420 Well I mean

01:11:33.040 We're all

01:11:33.740 God's creation

01:11:34.420 So we have

01:11:35.060 There's a sort of

01:11:36.660 Connection

01:11:37.160 I think

01:11:37.920 Deep down

01:11:38.560 You all know

01:11:39.020 Because

01:11:39.400 We're all born pure

01:11:40.940 And then

01:11:42.100 We start to become

01:11:42.900 Corrupted with sin

01:11:43.820 We start to become

01:11:44.560 Corrupted by what's

01:11:45.240 Around us

01:11:45.700 And then

01:11:45.980 That's what creates

01:11:46.800 The blockade

01:11:47.680 So like

01:11:48.480 Behind all the ego

01:11:49.960 Behind the mess

01:11:50.700 And the programming

01:11:51.540 You know what the truth is

01:11:52.880 But you can ask God

01:11:54.140 When you drop it

01:11:55.060 And you're able

01:11:55.760 To hear

01:11:57.580 His guidance

01:11:58.880 Okay what makes it

01:12:02.040 Easier or harder

01:12:03.140 To hear his guidance

01:12:04.100 I think it's actually

01:12:05.740 In a lot of ways

01:12:06.860 It's harder

01:12:07.240 It's not easy

01:12:08.020 To

01:12:08.280 To be vulnerable

01:12:10.380 Like that

01:12:10.840 It's not easy

01:12:11.540 To get to that point

01:12:12.840 It took me a long time

01:12:13.840 But I do know

01:12:14.960 It's possible

01:12:15.440 After

01:12:15.840 Consistently praying

01:12:17.660 Right

01:12:19.560 So what makes it

01:12:20.560 Easier or harder

01:12:21.480 To hear God's voice

01:12:22.560 Because you said

01:12:23.200 Sometimes it's easier

01:12:23.820 And sometimes it's harder

01:12:24.580 I'd agree

01:12:25.240 Well you have to fully

01:12:27.440 It's full submission

01:12:28.760 To God

01:12:29.280 And there's a lot of

01:12:31.040 Like sometimes people

01:12:32.080 Aren't able to do that

01:12:33.040 Because they're sinning

01:12:33.760 Or sometimes people

01:12:34.880 Aren't able to do that

01:12:35.560 Because

01:12:35.960 They're too angry

01:12:38.220 They're too emotional

01:12:38.880 Depends on what state

01:12:39.740 You are in life

01:12:40.320 But if you can get

01:12:41.320 To that point

01:12:41.860 Then you're able

01:12:42.800 To communicate with God

01:12:43.760 Okay

01:12:45.100 So

01:12:46.060 I'm hearing that

01:12:48.160 I'm with you

01:12:49.200 That if you're able

01:12:49.980 To get to that point

01:12:50.900 It's great

01:12:51.700 Right

01:12:52.200 So you hear

01:12:53.080 Some kind of voice

01:12:54.120 Or some kind of knowing

01:12:55.180 Or instinct

01:12:55.820 Or connect with the divinity

01:12:57.060 Within you

01:12:57.620 Is it cool

01:12:59.440 If I call it that?

01:13:00.540 Yeah

01:13:00.660 Okay

01:13:01.520 But I'm also hearing

01:13:03.840 That it's not

01:13:04.560 Entirely clear

01:13:05.940 What the mechanism

01:13:07.500 Or methodology

01:13:08.760 To connect with God is

01:13:10.400 So there's certain things

01:13:11.780 That get in the way

01:13:12.420 Maybe angry

01:13:13.240 Anger

01:13:13.920 Maybe sin

01:13:14.640 But

01:13:15.680 Even if I'm not

01:13:16.980 Angry

01:13:17.480 Or I'm not sinning

01:13:18.660 Does that guarantee

01:13:19.500 I will hear God's voice?

01:13:21.680 No

01:13:21.900 Right

01:13:23.180 So then what else

01:13:24.160 Goes into it?

01:13:26.320 Fear

01:13:26.720 It could be

01:13:28.460 Like sometimes

01:13:29.340 For example

01:13:30.120 Well

01:13:30.680 I'll give you Islam

01:13:31.780 For example

01:13:32.100 Because I'm a Muslim

01:13:32.920 And a lot of people

01:13:33.840 Connect with God

01:13:34.360 In different ways

01:13:35.000 And I don't think

01:13:35.700 Any of that

01:13:36.160 Is inherently wrong

01:13:37.040 But

01:13:37.300 For example

01:13:38.900 When you pray in Islam

01:13:39.900 You're supposed to

01:13:40.440 Make wudu before

01:13:41.120 Which is cleansing yourself

01:13:42.140 You're supposed to

01:13:42.640 Wash your arms

01:13:43.200 Wash your feet

01:13:43.840 You're supposed to

01:13:44.320 Wash your face

01:13:44.880 Your ears

01:13:45.360 And everything

01:13:45.740 You're supposed to

01:13:47.040 Be in a clean state

01:13:48.080 Even when you pray

01:13:48.900 In Mecca

01:13:49.180 You're supposed to

01:13:49.720 Be wearing a white

01:13:50.540 Garment that's clean

01:13:51.300 Like there's a way

01:13:52.580 To purify yourself

01:13:53.480 And make sure

01:13:53.880 You have true intentions

01:13:54.800 Even when you're

01:13:55.740 Washing yourself

01:13:56.280 Before prayer

01:13:56.820 You're supposed to

01:13:57.360 Make sure

01:13:57.760 Like the whole point

01:13:59.120 Is to make clear

01:13:59.740 Intentions that

01:14:00.700 I'm going to pray

01:14:01.320 Or else your prayer

01:14:02.540 Isn't accepted

01:14:03.320 Like even when you

01:14:04.200 When you get on your knees

01:14:05.980 And put your head to the floor

01:14:06.700 You can't just go

01:14:07.800 Through the motions

01:14:08.340 And expect to

01:14:09.200 Be able to connect with God

01:14:10.340 You have to have

01:14:10.860 Clear intentions to do that

01:14:12.000 So I think there's a lot of things

01:14:13.560 If you're emotional

01:14:14.640 Or if you don't have faith

01:14:16.960 Sometimes people just don't have faith

01:14:18.260 Like there's a lot of things

01:14:19.860 That can block your faith

01:14:20.620 Okay

01:14:21.660 So then let's say

01:14:23.700 I'm having trouble

01:14:24.400 Right

01:14:24.580 Let's say I don't really have faith

01:14:26.020 Or I'm afraid

01:14:27.760 Or I'm angry

01:14:28.700 Actually forget about that

01:14:31.980 I realized I was slipping

01:14:33.200 Into a debating kind of mode

01:14:35.700 So I'll just say

01:14:36.280 What I'm going to say

01:14:37.020 So here's where I think

01:14:40.260 There's an advantage to therapy

01:14:41.680 So I completely agree

01:14:43.240 With everything that you've said

01:14:44.200 Okay

01:14:45.180 I think the challenge though

01:14:46.960 Is that what you're sort of

01:14:48.060 Talking about is like

01:14:48.960 Difficulties within you

01:14:50.200 So like let's just take faith

01:14:51.400 For example

01:14:51.880 So not having faith

01:14:53.800 Is like really tricky

01:14:54.860 Right

01:14:55.840 Because faith is not

01:14:57.640 Something that is born of logic

01:14:58.940 It's born of faith

01:15:00.620 It's the belief in something

01:15:03.120 And if you really look at it

01:15:04.840 Technically you can't have

01:15:06.080 You can't have faith

01:15:07.360 If you have knowledge

01:15:08.060 Because knowledge

01:15:09.380 Knowledge is when you know something

01:15:10.660 Faith is when you believe something

01:15:12.300 Right

01:15:12.540 You have faith in something

01:15:13.320 Agreed there

01:15:14.120 And I'm not trying to argue with you

01:15:15.660 I'm just laying out

01:15:16.760 How am I understanding

01:15:17.480 I understand what you're saying

01:15:18.800 Yeah

01:15:19.420 So I think the big advantage

01:15:21.500 Of therapy is that

01:15:22.380 You've got like

01:15:22.880 Another human being

01:15:23.840 So if you have

01:15:24.980 Other problems

01:15:25.940 Right

01:15:26.320 So like if you have

01:15:27.260 Let's say fear

01:15:28.060 Or anger

01:15:29.080 Or a lack of faith

01:15:30.560 That there's actually like

01:15:31.620 Another human being there

01:15:33.080 To help you with those barriers

01:15:35.380 Right

01:15:37.140 But humans are inherently flawed

01:15:39.500 And we're never going to be perfect

01:15:40.700 So

01:15:41.320 Absolutely

01:15:41.840 You're

01:15:42.460 I mean a therapist's advice

01:15:43.880 Is always going to be

01:15:45.360 Inferior to God

01:15:47.120 Because God's all-knowing

01:15:48.080 And God is perfect

01:15:48.720 And God's more intelligent than us

01:15:50.060 But there's

01:15:50.700 I don't think that there's any human

01:15:51.800 That's better than me

01:15:52.900 Or smarter

01:15:54.700 Or that knows anything

01:15:55.720 That I don't know

01:15:56.360 Because we're all created equal

01:15:58.260 So I mean it's good to

01:16:00.120 Kind of voice those things

01:16:01.360 And that's why

01:16:02.600 That therapy session

01:16:03.320 That I had

01:16:03.800 With that woman

01:16:04.860 With the giant breast

01:16:05.740 Was effective

01:16:06.740 Because I just

01:16:07.820 I realized something

01:16:09.180 She didn't tell me anything

01:16:10.540 It was just me talking

01:16:11.900 That made me realize

01:16:12.600 That this is useless

01:16:13.220 And I don't need this

01:16:14.100 I think when you talk

01:16:15.500 To

01:16:15.700 Hold on a second

01:16:17.940 So I'm not

01:16:19.360 I don't

01:16:19.800 Once again

01:16:20.500 I don't disagree

01:16:21.220 With any of your premises

01:16:23.000 I just don't

01:16:24.020 I come to a different conclusion

01:16:25.360 So you kind of said

01:16:27.800 I'm with you

01:16:28.480 That human beings are flawed

01:16:29.600 Right and so

01:16:30.440 But just because

01:16:31.360 A human being is flawed

01:16:32.220 Doesn't mean that

01:16:32.880 A human being

01:16:33.440 Can't help another human being

01:16:34.820 True

01:16:36.660 I'm not saying

01:16:38.200 It's completely useless

01:16:39.120 I'm just saying

01:16:39.680 That prayer is better

01:16:40.880 Okay

01:16:45.500 And I think people

01:16:46.620 Like the echo chamber

01:16:47.720 And have a certain

01:16:48.440 Level of narcissism

01:16:49.320 I think if you keep

01:16:49.880 Going back to therapy

01:16:50.740 Like that long

01:16:52.220 Without any solution

01:16:53.080 You just kind of

01:16:53.980 Like hearing yourself talk

01:16:54.860 When you say

01:16:57.100 That long

01:16:57.720 Without any kind of solution

01:16:58.940 Like what's your understanding

01:17:00.040 Of

01:17:00.420 What's your understanding

01:17:03.240 Of like the course

01:17:04.080 And outcomes

01:17:05.580 Around therapy

01:17:06.500 There's a lot of people

01:17:08.580 That I know

01:17:08.880 I'm sure you know

01:17:09.220 These people

01:17:09.520 So they have their

01:17:10.080 The therapist on speed dial

01:17:11.260 And they talk

01:17:11.920 They talk about the therapist

01:17:12.800 Like they're friends

01:17:13.560 You know

01:17:14.980 I don't

01:17:16.180 I don't think

01:17:16.740 That's the majority of people

01:17:17.780 I think that is

01:17:18.500 A tiny tiny fraction

01:17:20.380 Of people

01:17:20.780 I would guess

01:17:21.880 Less than five percent

01:17:22.840 So I know that

01:17:24.220 For example

01:17:24.740 Like part of our

01:17:26.020 Training as therapists

01:17:26.840 Is that we set

01:17:27.520 Very clear boundaries

01:17:28.400 We're not your friend

01:17:29.300 So you're not supposed

01:17:30.340 To be texting us

01:17:31.340 All the time

01:17:31.800 So when a patient

01:17:33.760 Texts or calls me

01:17:35.420 At like 8pm

01:17:36.380 I'll answer

01:17:37.560 Because they don't

01:17:38.220 Usually do that

01:17:39.100 And then I'll ask them

01:17:40.940 Hey can this wait

01:17:41.860 Until our appointment

01:17:42.720 Or do you really need

01:17:43.820 To talk to me now

01:17:44.600 Or do you need to go

01:17:45.180 To the emergency room

01:17:46.020 Or like what's going on

01:17:47.000 So I don't

01:17:48.520 Think that we

01:17:49.300 Because a lot of

01:17:50.240 What I'm really confused

01:17:51.040 About is that

01:17:51.680 I think a lot of your

01:17:52.680 Understanding of therapy

01:17:53.800 Is based on

01:17:55.080 I'm not quite sure

01:17:55.920 What like what

01:17:56.640 You've heard I guess

01:17:57.640 I guess

01:17:59.880 My understanding

01:18:00.960 Is it's a lot of

01:18:01.860 A lot of liberals

01:18:02.960 Who

01:18:03.500 Who prioritize

01:18:05.440 Feelings over facts

01:18:06.760 The people that

01:18:07.460 That

01:18:08.300 Yeah the people

01:18:10.000 That usually go to therapy

01:18:10.720 Just I don't think

01:18:11.900 That they're

01:18:12.460 Based in

01:18:14.040 Reality

01:18:14.580 I think that they

01:18:15.280 They like trivializing

01:18:16.920 Their lives

01:18:17.740 And

01:18:17.960 They're just not

01:18:19.440 That interesting

01:18:19.920 And they want to

01:18:20.460 Make it more interesting

01:18:21.180 By making up problems

01:18:23.000 And unpacking everything

01:18:23.820 Where does that

01:18:24.980 Where do you

01:18:26.060 Where do you

01:18:26.680 Get that

01:18:27.340 Right so like

01:18:28.500 There

01:18:28.660 For example

01:18:29.280 You said that

01:18:29.840 They're like

01:18:30.300 Interested in feelings

01:18:31.580 Instead of facts

01:18:32.780 So like

01:18:33.940 Where do you

01:18:35.320 Get that impression

01:18:36.180 Like have you

01:18:36.800 I'm just so

01:18:38.000 I'm confused by that

01:18:39.620 For example

01:18:40.400 Because you're

01:18:40.960 You're drawing

01:18:41.280 You're drawing a lot

01:18:42.200 Of conclusive

01:18:43.560 Statements

01:18:44.320 And I'm curious

01:18:46.060 They have something

01:18:46.900 Called like

01:18:47.340 Gender affirming care

01:18:48.440 I remember having this

01:18:49.140 In school

01:18:49.600 Where there was

01:18:50.380 We had like

01:18:51.200 Social workers

01:18:51.840 And therapists

01:18:52.380 That were designed there

01:18:53.280 And there were rooms

01:18:54.720 For safe places

01:18:56.480 Where there was

01:18:57.020 Like a psych

01:18:57.500 A psychotherapist

01:18:58.960 Or a psychiatrist

01:18:59.620 And they would just

01:19:00.140 Talk and they would

01:19:00.780 Just talk about

01:19:01.280 Their feelings

01:19:01.820 And then

01:19:02.800 It was always

01:19:04.000 They had like

01:19:04.460 Rainbow stickers

01:19:05.160 On the front

01:19:05.720 And all these people

01:19:07.080 That were

01:19:07.440 That ended up

01:19:07.980 Becoming transgender

01:19:08.760 Or becoming gender fluid

01:19:10.140 They were always

01:19:10.740 Constantly in therapy

01:19:11.640 Or like

01:19:12.220 I went to school

01:19:13.380 With a bunch of

01:19:14.440 Depressed kids

01:19:15.100 Or kids who thought

01:19:16.000 They were depressed

01:19:16.540 All these kids

01:19:17.280 Were on SSRIs

01:19:18.320 They were all

01:19:19.580 That said

01:19:20.440 They were anxious

01:19:20.980 They were constantly

01:19:21.500 Popping pills

01:19:22.200 And they all

01:19:25.080 Had the same

01:19:25.860 Political ideology

01:19:26.920 It was sort of

01:19:27.780 Like centered around

01:19:28.480 The fact that

01:19:28.980 Weakness is okay

01:19:29.780 They didn't see

01:19:30.680 Strength as a virtue

01:19:31.520 They saw

01:19:32.040 Weakness as something

01:19:33.160 To lean into

01:19:34.260 How do you know

01:19:35.720 What they saw

01:19:37.000 That

01:19:37.860 I'm confused

01:19:39.320 How do you know

01:19:41.040 What they see

01:19:42.140 I mean

01:19:45.280 By talking to

01:19:46.120 I guess I can't

01:19:47.180 I don't

01:19:47.620 But talking to them

01:19:48.980 All the time

01:19:49.960 To see like

01:19:50.660 The people that were

01:19:51.980 Constantly going to therapy

01:19:53.380 In my school

01:19:53.960 Were the

01:19:55.620 Gender fluid people

01:19:57.100 The people that

01:19:58.060 Didn't believe in it

01:19:58.740 And the people that

01:19:59.220 Were like on a

01:19:59.860 Different political idea

01:20:00.720 Like they were the

01:20:01.600 Ones playing sports

01:20:02.820 Working out constantly

01:20:04.460 And who are

01:20:05.460 Who were like

01:20:06.880 Trying to build something

01:20:07.640 Okay

01:20:09.520 So I'm sort of

01:20:11.700 Seeing like

01:20:12.320 There's that

01:20:13.020 Just the way that

01:20:13.860 You're viewing things

01:20:15.380 Is that there's a lot

01:20:16.220 Of like correlations

01:20:17.340 Yeah

01:20:17.860 So going to therapy

01:20:18.960 Is correlated with

01:20:20.220 Weakness

01:20:21.040 With liberalism

01:20:21.740 And weakness

01:20:22.180 Yeah

01:20:22.360 A political ideology

01:20:24.400 Is correlated with

01:20:25.680 Not exercising

01:20:26.760 Is correlated with

01:20:28.120 Not doing things

01:20:30.080 Yeah

01:20:30.500 Inaction

01:20:33.680 Let me just think about

01:20:38.440 Why are we having

01:20:45.300 This conversation

01:20:46.100 Because

01:20:49.500 Maybe I'm wrong

01:20:51.560 Maybe my way of

01:20:52.920 Thinking is incorrect

01:20:53.820 I consider

01:20:54.560 I think it's pretty

01:20:55.240 Polarizing

01:20:55.860 When I talk about this

01:20:57.180 It upsets a lot of people

01:20:58.280 So maybe

01:21:00.860 Maybe my world view

01:21:01.800 Was wrong

01:21:02.240 And maybe yours

01:21:03.640 Is right

01:21:03.980 And maybe therapy

01:21:05.380 Is necessary

01:21:06.020 Maybe I need it

01:21:07.420 What do you think

01:21:10.020 I don't

01:21:10.880 I believe

01:21:11.620 The reason I believe

01:21:12.980 What I believe

01:21:13.380 Is because I think

01:21:14.060 I'm right

01:21:14.400 Okay

01:21:15.820 Yeah

01:21:17.120 So that's what's

01:21:18.340 So interesting

01:21:19.040 So here's my experience

01:21:20.420 Of this conversation

01:21:21.120 So you say things

01:21:22.340 In ways that are

01:21:23.080 Very polemic

01:21:23.820 So like

01:21:25.060 Polar

01:21:25.760 So you say things

01:21:27.120 In a way that

01:21:27.880 Invites me to argue

01:21:29.360 With you

01:21:29.760 Right

01:21:30.120 And try to prove

01:21:30.680 You wrong

01:21:31.040 Like just the

01:21:31.840 Statements that you make

01:21:32.980 And I can see why

01:21:33.800 People are like

01:21:34.660 Inflamed by that

01:21:36.280 And if I don't

01:21:37.580 Try really hard

01:21:38.620 To catch myself

01:21:40.000 Then I will

01:21:42.100 Start arguing

01:21:42.900 With you

01:21:43.260 Right

01:21:43.800 Why are you

01:21:45.340 Smiling right now

01:21:45.960 Because you're

01:21:46.520 Right

01:21:46.740 Because you're

01:21:47.540 Completely right

01:21:48.120 That's just my way

01:21:49.780 People tell me

01:21:50.740 That quite a bit

01:21:51.260 I have like

01:21:52.060 An argumentative

01:21:52.920 Style of speaking

01:21:53.800 That's not the

01:21:55.460 Question that I asked

01:21:56.260 I asked why

01:21:56.880 Are you smiling

01:21:57.440 I'm smiling

01:21:58.460 Because you're right

01:21:59.140 So what is the

01:22:00.940 Correlation with me

01:22:01.860 Being right

01:22:02.400 And you smiling

01:22:03.080 That in 20 minutes

01:22:05.840 You picked up on

01:22:06.520 What you know

01:22:07.620 My friends and family

01:22:08.300 Have been saying

01:22:08.760 For years

01:22:09.200 Okay

01:22:10.340 And when I pick up

01:22:12.280 On something that

01:22:12.980 Your friends and family

01:22:13.660 Have been saying

01:22:14.160 For years

01:22:14.840 So that's just like

01:22:16.560 A fact right

01:22:17.500 Like I picked up on it

01:22:19.060 Yes

01:22:19.400 But you have a

01:22:20.500 Reaction to that

01:22:21.700 Which is that

01:22:22.980 You're smiling

01:22:23.500 Right

01:22:24.580 So that reaction

01:22:25.760 Comes with an emotion

01:22:28.020 Yes

01:22:29.400 That's what the reaction is

01:22:30.460 Yes

01:22:31.080 What's the emotion

01:22:31.620 The emotion

01:22:33.380 I think I get like

01:22:34.840 A dopamine hit from

01:22:35.880 I like

01:22:37.100 Dopamine's not an emotion

01:22:38.140 What's that

01:22:38.920 Dopamine's not an emotion

01:22:40.760 Right

01:22:41.640 What's the emotion

01:22:42.540 Laughter

01:22:43.180 Laughter's an

01:22:45.700 And I'm not trying

01:22:46.960 To make you sound stupid here

01:22:47.820 But laughter's not an action

01:22:48.740 So let's think about it

01:22:49.700 What's the emotion

01:22:50.620 Joy

01:22:52.100 Laughter's the expression

01:22:52.800 Yeah

01:22:53.480 Okay

01:22:53.920 Right

01:22:54.140 So like

01:22:55.380 How do you understand that

01:22:56.720 Like here I am

01:22:57.940 Noticing something about you

01:22:59.700 And your reaction is joy

01:23:00.820 Okay

01:23:03.560 I like connecting with people

01:23:06.400 Yeah right

01:23:07.720 Doesn't that feel good

01:23:08.600 Yeah

01:23:09.220 Is this weakness

01:23:10.740 Is what we're doing weakness

01:23:11.920 No

01:23:13.140 But is it strength

01:23:14.460 Is it strength

01:23:15.440 No it's just a conversation

01:23:16.600 Like this

01:23:17.240 This is similar to most

01:23:18.280 Yeah

01:23:19.160 Okay

01:23:19.700 Right

01:23:20.340 So it's neither weakness

01:23:21.040 Or strength

01:23:21.540 Yeah

01:23:22.160 It's just we're connecting

01:23:23.020 Yeah

01:23:23.580 Feels good to connect

01:23:25.280 Yeah

01:23:25.900 Yeah

01:23:26.940 Does it make us weak

01:23:29.480 To connect

01:23:30.560 No

01:23:31.340 Does it make us strong

01:23:33.320 To connect

01:23:33.820 Um

01:23:35.560 Neither

01:23:36.940 Yeah

01:23:38.040 Yeah it does

01:23:38.660 Yeah it does

01:23:39.040 Yeah it does

01:23:39.360 Yeah it does

01:23:39.740 Whoa whoa whoa whoa

01:23:41.320 Whoa whoa whoa

01:23:41.620 How

01:23:42.040 What's so

01:23:43.040 Because uh

01:23:44.400 You're stronger in groups

01:23:45.500 So

01:23:46.240 If I connect with somebody

01:23:47.920 And then we

01:23:48.540 You know we go forward

01:23:49.740 There's two of us

01:23:50.400 Instead of one

01:23:51.200 So there's value

01:23:52.840 To connection

01:23:53.500 Yeah

01:23:54.080 Okay

01:23:55.440 So I think that like

01:23:59.740 This is

01:24:00.380 We're not doing therapy

01:24:01.700 But I think that

01:24:02.480 We just

01:24:03.100 Experienced

01:24:04.320 What I would call

01:24:05.460 One of the benefits

01:24:06.260 Of therapy

01:24:06.800 Which is to be seen

01:24:07.920 So I know that

01:24:09.540 I know you're putting

01:24:11.000 On an act

01:24:11.540 And yet

01:24:13.760 It feels good

01:24:15.720 To like

01:24:16.220 See through it

01:24:17.220 Right

01:24:17.820 Like I kinda

01:24:18.700 Saw through it

01:24:19.920 And that feels good

01:24:23.480 I'm not

01:24:24.380 And this is the other thing

01:24:25.380 Is I'm not judging you

01:24:26.380 For it

01:24:26.740 I'm not saying like

01:24:27.420 Hey bro you're an asshole

01:24:28.440 For doing this

01:24:29.580 Why do you do this

01:24:30.340 I don't get angry with you

01:24:31.140 I imagine a lot of people

01:24:31.920 Get angry with you

01:24:32.620 Yeah

01:24:33.640 That's true

01:24:34.420 And that must be

01:24:36.740 Tough for you

01:24:37.240 Oh maybe

01:24:40.400 We can talk about

01:24:40.900 Let me

01:24:42.200 Let me

01:24:42.520 Let me

01:24:42.800 Let me

01:24:42.820 Let me

01:24:42.900 Rephrase

01:24:43.260 I'll let you go

01:24:43.700 I'll let you go

01:24:44.400 It used to be tough

01:24:46.240 For you

01:24:46.520 But now you're better

01:24:47.360 At it

01:24:47.680 Now you're stronger

01:24:48.480 Now you know

01:24:49.200 How to pray

01:24:49.640 And you have faith

01:24:50.200 In God

01:24:50.500 So it's no longer

01:24:51.160 A problem

01:24:51.520 That people are

01:24:52.040 Angry with you

01:24:52.960 Right

01:24:53.280 No no

01:24:54.600 No no

01:24:56.560 Meaning what

01:24:57.040 Also the kind

01:25:00.000 Of reason I laugh

01:25:00.540 I kinda like

01:25:01.340 I like making

01:25:03.200 People react

01:25:04.000 I like

01:25:04.920 Even if it's

01:25:06.180 Laughter

01:25:06.480 I have the same

01:25:07.560 Sort of

01:25:08.440 Reaction to when

01:25:09.860 People get upset

01:25:10.560 I like being able

01:25:11.820 To say stuff

01:25:12.480 And then people go

01:25:13.060 Huh

01:25:13.360 Or laugh

01:25:14.140 Or like

01:25:14.380 I like

01:25:14.720 Having an effect

01:25:16.360 On people

01:25:16.860 Yeah

01:25:18.320 So like when I say

01:25:19.100 Like a racial slur

01:25:20.180 And then people

01:25:20.640 Huh

01:25:21.080 Like that's really

01:25:22.060 Fun for me

01:25:22.660 How do you

01:25:23.720 How do you

01:25:24.260 Understand

01:25:24.860 So first of all

01:25:25.860 Is that

01:25:26.200 Common for many

01:25:28.120 People

01:25:28.440 I don't think

01:25:31.160 It's as common

01:25:31.740 As

01:25:32.380 No I don't think

01:25:32.900 It's that common

01:25:33.480 Yeah I'd agree

01:25:35.220 Maybe everyone

01:25:36.200 Likes it a little bit

01:25:37.240 A little bit

01:25:37.820 I like it more

01:25:38.520 Than most people

01:25:39.220 Yeah

01:25:39.480 Yeah

01:25:40.100 How do you

01:25:40.680 Understand that

01:25:41.300 I don't know

01:25:42.840 It's just always

01:25:43.440 Been that way

01:25:44.000 It's always been

01:25:44.580 That way

01:25:44.940 Are you interested

01:25:46.820 In understanding it

01:25:47.780 Yes

01:25:48.520 Okay so

01:25:52.460 What

01:25:53.620 What's that expression

01:25:55.560 Um

01:25:56.640 Cause now it's like

01:25:58.220 I'm thinking you're

01:25:58.780 Gonna like dig into

01:25:59.500 My past to figure

01:26:00.340 Out like why

01:26:01.360 Why that is

01:26:02.700 I don't need

01:26:03.240 I already know

01:26:03.860 The answer

01:26:04.240 What's the answer

01:26:05.180 I'm not gonna tell

01:26:06.400 You yet

01:26:06.720 Huh

01:26:07.360 I'm not gonna

01:26:10.560 You're

01:26:10.860 We don't need

01:26:12.580 To dig into

01:26:12.900 Your past

01:26:13.380 We don't need

01:26:13.860 We don't need

01:26:14.660 We can do that

01:26:15.820 If you want to

01:26:16.340 But

01:26:17.000 We're gonna

01:26:17.640 We're gonna

01:26:18.020 Talk about it

01:26:18.680 We're gonna

01:26:18.960 Figure it out

01:26:19.400 Together

01:26:19.760 Right

01:26:20.180 Cause connected

01:26:20.900 Apes strong

01:26:22.840 Together

01:26:23.240 Right

01:26:24.140 Yes

01:26:24.900 Does that work

01:26:25.740 They're stronger

01:26:25.800 Together

01:26:26.120 Yes

01:26:26.460 Okay

01:26:26.740 Okay so

01:26:27.680 Let's think

01:26:28.060 Through it

01:26:28.460 Right

01:26:29.780 So

01:26:30.120 Um

01:26:30.780 And see

01:26:31.360 Even the way

01:26:31.840 That I'm

01:26:32.160 Talking to you

01:26:32.820 Is changing

01:26:33.420 So what

01:26:34.840 Have you noticed

01:26:35.580 That I'm changing

01:26:36.340 Yeah we have

01:26:37.700 More defense

01:26:38.520 Mechanisms

01:26:39.020 And now they're

01:26:39.460 Dropping

01:26:39.760 Oh okay

01:26:41.160 Interesting

01:26:41.500 Yeah so

01:26:41.920 So you know

01:26:42.360 What I'm doing

01:26:42.860 To drop your

01:26:43.420 Defense mechanisms

01:26:44.160 Um

01:26:45.320 You're saying

01:26:46.100 Things to make

01:26:47.140 Me feel

01:26:47.660 Welcomed

01:26:48.400 And like

01:26:49.160 I'm

01:26:49.380 You're

01:26:49.600 Understanding

01:26:50.160 Yeah and

01:26:51.380 What am I

01:26:51.880 Saying to you

01:26:52.360 To make you

01:26:52.720 Feel welcome

01:26:53.200 Um

01:26:54.500 It's everything

01:26:57.000 Oh my god

01:26:58.160 Sneaker

01:26:58.500 You're so great

01:26:59.180 I love you

01:26:59.960 Like

01:27:00.220 I'm not right

01:27:01.180 No

01:27:01.560 What I'm

01:27:02.020 Actually doing

01:27:02.480 Is I know

01:27:03.040 The answer

01:27:03.460 You don't

01:27:04.020 And I'm

01:27:04.340 Not gonna

01:27:04.620 Tell you

01:27:05.040 Yeah

01:27:05.360 Yeah

01:27:05.660 Yeah

01:27:06.040 Yeah

01:27:06.440 Right

01:27:07.160 And somehow

01:27:08.560 Like

01:27:08.900 You feel welcome

01:27:11.000 With that

01:27:11.420 Like let's play

01:27:12.380 Like we're playing

01:27:13.000 A game

01:27:13.380 You feel it

01:27:13.900 Well cause

01:27:14.340 Everybody likes

01:27:15.100 Talking about

01:27:15.560 Themselves

01:27:15.960 And that

01:27:16.280 It's

01:27:16.980 You know

01:27:17.400 You're

01:27:17.720 You told me

01:27:18.620 That you're

01:27:19.240 Gonna talk more

01:27:19.860 About me

01:27:20.320 In the future

01:27:20.840 And that's

01:27:21.440 Like everyone's

01:27:22.100 Favorite topic

01:27:22.720 Is it your

01:27:24.080 Favorite topic

01:27:24.820 No

01:27:25.560 No

01:27:26.880 Yeah

01:27:27.120 I don't

01:27:27.380 I don't think

01:27:27.660 It's everyone's

01:27:28.080 Favorite

01:27:28.240 Maybe that is mine

01:27:28.920 I don't know

01:27:29.600 Yeah

01:27:30.080 Right

01:27:30.580 Yeah

01:27:31.040 No

01:27:31.260 But I

01:27:32.040 I think

01:27:32.340 It's like

01:27:32.660 I think

01:27:32.940 Human beings

01:27:33.380 Like to

01:27:33.700 Understand

01:27:34.000 Themselves

01:27:34.440 I don't

01:27:34.940 Think that's

01:27:35.320 Unusual

01:27:35.700 Yes

01:27:37.160 Yeah

01:27:38.140 So

01:27:38.540 So let me

01:27:40.140 Ask you

01:27:40.400 So when

01:27:40.680 You try to

01:27:41.380 Get a rise

01:27:41.940 Out of people

01:27:42.400 Right

01:27:42.600 It can be

01:27:43.020 Negative

01:27:43.320 It can be

01:27:43.740 Positive

01:27:44.060 Yes

01:27:46.180 Okay

01:27:47.180 So let me

01:27:47.820 Ask you

01:27:48.300 So

01:27:48.660 How does

01:27:50.320 It feel

01:27:50.880 To not

01:27:52.040 So when

01:27:52.660 You get a

01:27:53.060 Rise

01:27:53.460 From someone

01:27:54.740 I'm going

01:27:55.940 To say

01:27:56.360 That that

01:27:57.040 Means that

01:27:57.420 I'm

01:27:57.720 Relating to

01:27:59.600 You

01:27:59.800 I'm noticing

01:28:00.700 You

01:28:01.080 I'm acknowledging

01:28:02.000 You

01:28:02.360 Is that

01:28:02.940 Fair

01:28:03.320 Yeah

01:28:03.960 So if

01:28:05.540 You don't

01:28:06.140 Get a rise

01:28:06.680 Out of people

01:28:07.300 How do

01:28:07.880 You feel

01:28:08.280 Um

01:28:09.940 Inadequate

01:28:11.900 Yeah

01:28:13.580 Getting a rise

01:28:14.860 Doesn't just

01:28:15.320 Have to mean

01:28:15.720 Anger

01:28:16.040 Yeah I know

01:28:17.520 But inadequate

01:28:18.480 Yeah

01:28:19.100 I'm surprised

01:28:20.000 You got there

01:28:20.460 That fast

01:28:21.020 Like you

01:28:21.720 Remember

01:28:21.920 Like I remember

01:28:22.460 Standing in circles

01:28:23.460 In school

01:28:24.000 And stuff like that

01:28:24.620 And like there's

01:28:25.060 Like a group of people

01:28:25.620 Talking

01:28:25.980 And then you say a joke

01:28:27.160 And then nobody reacts

01:28:28.300 Or like you just say

01:28:29.360 Something and like that

01:28:30.100 Like am I here

01:28:30.820 Like did anybody

01:28:32.180 Just hear what I said

01:28:33.000 Like am I invisible

01:28:33.800 And then someone

01:28:34.580 Repeats the joke louder

01:28:35.540 And then they all get a laugh

01:28:36.560 Yeah that shit sucks

01:28:38.080 Yeah right

01:28:39.280 So you feel invisible

01:28:40.560 Unless you get noticed

01:28:42.100 Um

01:28:43.660 And so like

01:28:44.000 Sure

01:28:45.220 Right

01:28:46.240 Your words

01:28:47.380 I mean I use the word

01:28:49.180 Notice

01:28:49.460 But you use the word

01:28:50.180 Invisible

01:28:50.500 Yeah

01:28:51.060 So

01:28:51.420 So now let's like

01:28:53.060 Kind of think about it

01:28:53.920 Right

01:28:54.100 So now like

01:28:54.760 There's a guy

01:28:55.700 Who

01:28:56.200 Goes out of his way

01:28:58.740 Cause

01:29:00.000 Fucking A

01:29:00.800 We're gonna notice you

01:29:01.760 Sneeko

01:29:02.080 Right

01:29:03.180 You're gonna make sure

01:29:04.120 Of that

01:29:04.620 Right

01:29:05.360 Right

01:29:06.720 And you kind of

01:29:07.340 Come out charging

01:29:08.440 And we'll see if you

01:29:09.380 Flip back into that

01:29:10.360 Mode later

01:29:10.960 Okay

01:29:12.140 But you know

01:29:13.440 We'll see what your

01:29:14.040 Tolerance of

01:29:14.920 Vulnerability is

01:29:16.420 Yes

01:29:17.480 Maybe

01:29:18.320 But I

01:29:19.400 I think you're okay

01:29:20.140 With this because

01:29:20.560 I think you like to be seen

01:29:21.580 I think you're actually

01:29:23.140 More okay with being

01:29:24.120 Vulnerable than you

01:29:24.920 Give yourself credit for

01:29:25.700 Right

01:29:27.440 But I think

01:29:27.980 The biggest issue

01:29:28.840 And what I noticed

01:29:29.580 In Mecca

01:29:29.940 Was that

01:29:30.660 Yes that's true

01:29:32.260 But doing it for

01:29:33.320 The right reasons

01:29:34.000 Like I think it's okay

01:29:35.300 To say a racial slur

01:29:36.380 And know if someone

01:29:37.400 Gets upset because

01:29:38.160 My intentions are pure

01:29:39.180 It's just like

01:29:40.020 It's funny to me

01:29:40.620 And it's funny to people

01:29:41.240 Who get it

01:29:41.760 But also the fact that

01:29:43.020 If I do have eyes

01:29:45.060 That I'm putting out

01:29:46.180 The right message

01:29:46.940 And that I'm influencing

01:29:47.860 In the right way

01:29:49.620 That it's not just like

01:29:51.240 Clamoring symbols

01:29:52.400 Like a loud monkey

01:29:53.240 Or getting

01:29:54.440 You know

01:29:55.200 There's some people

01:29:56.240 That just turn it into

01:29:56.920 A giant clown show

01:29:57.740 That I'm doing something right

01:29:59.560 And that

01:30:00.440 Every time I speak

01:30:01.720 That it's

01:30:02.100 You know

01:30:02.720 There is some

01:30:04.080 Something positive

01:30:04.860 Coming out of it

01:30:05.640 Sure

01:30:06.360 So it sounds like

01:30:07.380 Is this the first time

01:30:08.220 You went to Mecca?

01:30:09.320 Yes

01:30:09.620 Just came back

01:30:10.640 And it sounds like

01:30:11.620 It was quite a

01:30:12.480 Powerful experience for you

01:30:13.760 It was the most

01:30:14.740 Yeah

01:30:15.080 Most powerful

01:30:16.300 I haven't even

01:30:17.120 Fully talked about it yet

01:30:18.080 It was like

01:30:18.700 One of the most

01:30:19.400 It was

01:30:20.180 The best experience

01:30:21.660 Of my life

01:30:22.120 Yeah

01:30:23.460 So like

01:30:23.920 Now

01:30:24.480 I can see that

01:30:25.740 You're more centered

01:30:26.520 Right

01:30:27.180 And now you're

01:30:27.760 Sort of saying

01:30:28.300 Like okay

01:30:28.780 Like if my intentions

01:30:29.620 Are pure

01:30:30.100 And like all this

01:30:30.860 Other stuff

01:30:31.220 Which is cool

01:30:31.760 But like

01:30:32.680 You were

01:30:33.380 You were clowning

01:30:34.520 Long before that

01:30:35.300 Right

01:30:35.540 You were getting

01:30:35.980 Rises out of people

01:30:36.820 Long before you

01:30:37.600 Went to Mecca

01:30:38.440 And understood

01:30:39.580 Everything that

01:30:40.360 You've understood now

01:30:41.160 Yeah since I was

01:30:41.920 Like four years old

01:30:42.720 I used to

01:30:43.300 Like tell

01:30:44.100 Knockjock jokes

01:30:44.840 Like there's

01:30:45.300 I would

01:30:47.420 Yeah always

01:30:48.180 I was always

01:30:48.940 Like making

01:30:49.560 Stand up comedy

01:30:51.220 Type jokes

01:30:51.760 Since I was

01:30:52.980 Like three

01:30:53.440 Yeah

01:30:54.780 Can I ask you

01:30:56.780 About what

01:30:57.240 Growing up

01:30:57.720 Was like for you

01:30:58.320 That's like

01:30:58.760 Oh my god

01:30:59.440 Growing up

01:31:00.800 Was good

01:31:01.120 Growing up

01:31:01.800 Was you know

01:31:02.160 I grew up

01:31:02.720 In a

01:31:03.700 Around Connecticut

01:31:06.620 In New York

01:31:07.200 New Haven

01:31:08.380 You know

01:31:09.080 Pretty mixed

01:31:10.080 Diverse

01:31:10.560 Two parent

01:31:11.880 Household

01:31:12.320 Really good

01:31:12.860 Parents

01:31:13.220 And feel

01:31:15.600 Pretty

01:31:15.900 Yeah siblings

01:31:17.020 Older

01:31:17.260 Since a younger

01:31:17.600 Brother

01:31:17.840 And what

01:31:20.240 Will you say

01:31:20.920 You feel pretty

01:31:21.540 I'm very grateful

01:31:23.680 That I have

01:31:24.060 Really good parents

01:31:24.640 And I still do

01:31:25.240 And

01:31:26.080 What made your

01:31:26.660 Parents really good

01:31:27.360 They sacrificed

01:31:28.300 A lot

01:31:28.860 In order to

01:31:29.780 Raise us properly

01:31:30.440 And they put

01:31:31.240 100%

01:31:32.040 Into parenting

01:31:32.860 And I think

01:31:33.460 That's pretty rare

01:31:34.000 I don't

01:31:34.500 My parents are

01:31:35.140 Still together

01:31:35.520 Like it's

01:31:36.060 Very rare

01:31:36.640 That I meet

01:31:36.940 People that

01:31:37.720 Still have parents

01:31:38.340 That are together

01:31:38.840 I love my parents

01:31:40.200 And when you

01:31:41.300 Say they

01:31:41.580 Sacrificed a lot

01:31:42.480 Can you share

01:31:43.040 A little bit

01:31:43.440 About that

01:31:43.760 Do you feel

01:31:44.040 Comfortable

01:31:44.340 Yeah I mean

01:31:45.100 I think that

01:31:45.680 They chose

01:31:47.180 To you know

01:31:48.340 They didn't

01:31:48.640 Go out and

01:31:49.360 Party ever

01:31:49.960 You know

01:31:50.460 They don't

01:31:50.800 Really have

01:31:51.380 That many

01:31:51.960 Friends

01:31:52.260 They didn't

01:31:52.500 Really have

01:31:52.860 Like that

01:31:53.120 Much of a

01:31:53.560 Social life

01:31:54.060 Or a life

01:31:54.440 Outside of

01:31:54.980 Raising

01:31:55.460 Their children

01:31:56.500 Like that

01:31:57.620 Like that

01:31:57.640 Was their

01:31:57.960 Number one

01:31:58.740 Priority

01:31:59.220 Like they

01:31:59.640 Didn't

01:32:00.220 They weren't

01:32:01.040 They weren't

01:32:01.620 Selfish

01:32:01.960 Whatsoever

01:32:02.400 Okay

01:32:03.480 And what

01:32:04.820 Was school

01:32:05.280 Like for you

01:32:05.880 Um

01:32:07.200 School was

01:32:09.000 You were the

01:32:10.960 Class clown

01:32:11.480 Yeah

01:32:12.380 Later on

01:32:13.280 I wasn't

01:32:13.740 As funny

01:32:14.200 Earlier

01:32:14.540 But then I

01:32:15.040 Did get

01:32:15.280 Funny

01:32:15.520 And then I

01:32:15.760 Was a

01:32:15.920 Class clown

01:32:16.340 Like I

01:32:17.000 Had ups

01:32:17.660 And downs

01:32:18.000 Like I

01:32:18.240 Tried to

01:32:18.580 Be

01:32:18.740 I was like

01:32:19.240 Fourth or

01:32:19.480 Fifth grade

01:32:19.820 I tried to

01:32:20.360 Be the

01:32:20.520 Class clown

01:32:20.800 More than

01:32:21.060 I was

01:32:21.420 It was

01:32:22.020 Cringe

01:32:22.360 But then

01:32:22.700 I developed

01:32:23.920 A good

01:32:24.280 Flow

01:32:25.280 Yeah

01:32:26.780 And and

01:32:28.420 What was

01:32:28.840 What was

01:32:30.120 Like what

01:32:30.520 Were your

01:32:30.800 Friends like

01:32:31.480 You know

01:32:32.000 Things like

01:32:32.720 That

01:32:33.040 Um

01:32:34.060 Diverse

01:32:34.380 Friend group

01:32:34.800 And we

01:32:35.180 Used to

01:32:35.380 Make like

01:32:35.680 Really

01:32:35.920 Fucked up

01:32:36.300 Jokes

01:32:36.580 Like uh

01:32:37.080 My best

01:32:37.700 Friends when

01:32:38.060 I was

01:32:38.240 Younger

01:32:38.640 Um

01:32:39.280 A jewish

01:32:40.000 Guy and

01:32:40.360 A black

01:32:40.640 Guy

01:32:40.900 And um

01:32:42.100 I was

01:32:42.600 More asian

01:32:43.320 When I

01:32:43.500 Was younger

01:32:43.780 So they

01:32:44.080 Would always

01:32:44.440 Call me uh

01:32:45.200 Like say

01:32:45.880 That my

01:32:46.180 My ancestors

01:32:47.080 Died

01:32:47.500 Building the

01:32:48.160 Railroads

01:32:48.640 And I

01:32:49.000 Would make

01:32:49.300 Holocaust

01:32:49.620 Jokes

01:32:50.100 And then

01:32:50.860 I'd make

01:32:51.220 Slave jokes

01:32:51.840 And then

01:32:52.160 We were just

01:32:52.720 It was just

01:32:53.060 Brutal

01:32:53.380 Like just

01:32:55.280 Seeing each

01:32:55.500 Other all

01:32:55.840 Day long

01:32:56.300 And try

01:32:56.700 To make

01:32:56.920 Each other

01:32:57.180 Cry and

01:32:57.680 Laugh

01:32:57.980 And and

01:32:59.980 Do you

01:33:01.660 Have a

01:33:02.000 Sense of

01:33:03.040 What about

01:33:04.080 That kind

01:33:04.760 Of humor

01:33:05.180 Resonated

01:33:05.820 With you

01:33:06.280 I think

01:33:08.200 It was

01:33:08.520 Binding over

01:33:09.120 The fact

01:33:09.540 That uh

01:33:10.760 You can

01:33:11.260 Say fucked

01:33:11.820 Up things

01:33:12.260 And it

01:33:12.500 Doesn't have

01:33:12.860 To come

01:33:13.120 From a

01:33:13.380 Bad place

01:33:13.900 Because the

01:33:15.260 Teachers would

01:33:15.700 Always try

01:33:16.000 To censor

01:33:16.560 And say

01:33:17.220 You can't

01:33:17.580 Say this

01:33:17.840 You can't

01:33:18.160 Say that

01:33:18.460 Don't do

01:33:18.780 This

01:33:18.940 Don't do

01:33:19.200 That

01:33:19.460 But deep

01:33:20.440 Down you

01:33:20.800 Know oh

01:33:21.440 Well my

01:33:21.760 Intentions are

01:33:22.160 Pure just

01:33:22.460 Because I

01:33:22.720 Say something

01:33:23.120 Doesn't mean

01:33:23.440 I mean

01:33:23.760 It you

01:33:24.600 Know it

01:33:25.080 Doesn't have

01:33:25.520 To dictate

01:33:26.980 What my

01:33:27.560 Belief system

01:33:28.040 Is and

01:33:30.300 And so

01:33:30.980 Have you

01:33:31.520 Been judged

01:33:32.120 A lot

01:33:32.560 For what

01:33:33.020 You say

01:33:33.360 Yeah I

01:33:34.560 Got canceled

01:33:35.020 Off every

01:33:35.420 Day

01:33:35.580 And how

01:33:37.280 Do you

01:33:37.500 Understand

01:33:37.860 That

01:33:38.160 How do

01:33:39.320 I understand

01:33:39.660 What do

01:33:39.900 You mean

01:33:40.120 Like what's

01:33:41.680 That like

01:33:42.060 For you

01:33:42.440 To be

01:33:43.320 Judged

01:33:43.620 For what

01:33:43.940 You say

01:33:44.280 I think

01:33:45.780 It's a

01:33:46.000 Big

01:33:46.100 Responsibility

01:33:46.760 Because I

01:33:47.180 Mean obviously

01:33:47.580 It's a

01:33:47.780 Bigger

01:33:47.920 Platform

01:33:48.280 Than just

01:33:48.640 Being like

01:33:49.140 A class

01:33:49.480 Clown

01:33:49.820 A lot

01:33:50.600 Of people

01:33:50.840 Listen

01:33:51.140 I think

01:33:51.760 One of the

01:33:52.060 Biggest

01:33:52.400 Shifts

01:33:53.620 To my

01:33:53.840 Perspective

01:33:54.280 Whereas I

01:33:54.560 Was at a

01:33:54.840 Baseball

01:33:55.140 Game

01:33:55.360 With low

01:33:55.680 Pump

01:33:55.920 And it

01:33:57.320 Was in

01:33:57.580 Between the

01:33:57.920 Innings or

01:33:58.260 Something we're

01:33:58.580 Walking to the

01:33:58.980 Hot dog stand

01:33:59.660 And then like

01:34:00.180 These 11 year olds

01:34:00.900 Come up to me

01:34:01.460 And they start

01:34:02.300 Like they get

01:34:02.980 Really excited

01:34:03.580 They're like

01:34:04.220 Three or four

01:34:05.320 Like they must

01:34:05.860 Have been fifth

01:34:06.140 Sixth grade

01:34:06.580 And they go

01:34:07.320 Fuck the

01:34:07.700 Women

01:34:07.860 Fuck the

01:34:08.260 Women

01:34:08.480 And I'm

01:34:08.820 Like what

01:34:09.200 Like no

01:34:09.840 Fuck transgenders

01:34:11.320 I'm like no

01:34:11.880 No no

01:34:12.460 Fuck the gay

01:34:13.320 People

01:34:13.580 I'm like no

01:34:14.140 No we love

01:34:14.800 Everyone

01:34:15.100 We love

01:34:15.380 Everyone

01:34:15.680 Just like

01:34:16.240 They were all

01:34:16.600 Excited

01:34:16.980 I'm like

01:34:17.280 Is this what

01:34:17.760 They get

01:34:18.740 From my

01:34:19.360 And I think

01:34:20.740 It was equally

01:34:21.240 Like good

01:34:22.220 And bad

01:34:22.760 Because they

01:34:23.360 Were also

01:34:23.660 They were joking

01:34:24.260 They were trying

01:34:24.740 To be

01:34:24.920 They literally

01:34:25.720 Like reminded me

01:34:26.600 Exactly of how

01:34:27.380 I was at

01:34:28.220 10 11 years old

01:34:29.040 And it looks

01:34:29.780 Bad because

01:34:30.200 It's on camera

01:34:30.660 Because people

01:34:31.000 Like this is

01:34:31.760 What he's

01:34:32.040 Making them

01:34:32.400 Believe

01:34:32.740 Like this is

01:34:33.500 Not what

01:34:33.780 They believe

01:34:34.160 It's just

01:34:34.500 Something that

01:34:35.140 Adolescent boys

01:34:36.520 All kind of

01:34:37.400 Go through

01:34:38.180 And I think

01:34:38.620 It's good

01:34:38.920 That they found

01:34:39.460 A vessel

01:34:39.980 Within my

01:34:40.420 Videos to

01:34:41.380 To find a

01:34:42.620 Similar sense

01:34:42.980 Of humor

01:34:43.220 So actually

01:34:43.680 At first I was

01:34:44.440 A little shook

01:34:44.920 And then it

01:34:45.500 Made me really

01:34:45.880 Happy

01:34:46.220 And I think

01:34:46.960 About those

01:34:47.520 Think about

01:34:48.180 Those guys a lot

01:34:48.760 And I hope

01:34:48.980 They're doing well

01:34:49.500 But it is

01:34:50.740 Reassuring that

01:34:51.800 Well not reassuring

01:34:52.500 But it's like

01:34:52.960 It gives you

01:34:53.600 A little responsibility

01:34:54.240 Like okay

01:34:54.780 Like everything

01:34:55.440 I say and do

01:34:56.780 Like I should

01:34:57.500 Have something

01:34:59.300 Positive there

01:35:00.240 Because I'm

01:35:01.360 Influencing the youth

01:35:02.180 You know

01:35:02.880 Whether or not

01:35:03.480 A lot of people

01:35:03.880 Like to admit it

01:35:04.400 Or how much

01:35:04.720 They try to cancel

01:35:05.400 Or silence

01:35:06.420 Or censor

01:35:06.860 Like there's

01:35:07.320 You know

01:35:07.900 What I say

01:35:09.780 Is influential

01:35:10.340 Yeah

01:35:12.060 And in what way

01:35:13.440 Would you say

01:35:14.120 You're influencing them

01:35:14.900 Um

01:35:16.380 I think I'm

01:35:17.900 Helping them

01:35:18.440 Embrace their

01:35:19.640 Their boyhood

01:35:20.760 In a

01:35:21.240 In a generation

01:35:23.000 Where it's really

01:35:23.440 Suppressed

01:35:23.940 Where men are

01:35:25.180 Becoming more

01:35:25.660 Feminate

01:35:26.100 Where we're told

01:35:27.460 To cry more

01:35:28.780 And talk about

01:35:29.240 Our feelings more

01:35:30.000 Where you know

01:35:31.680 Gender ideology

01:35:32.540 Is pushed

01:35:33.080 Where you know

01:35:34.100 Inherently like

01:35:34.660 No 12 year old

01:35:35.760 Boy believes in that

01:35:36.520 They don't believe

01:35:37.240 In any of that

01:35:37.840 They think it's garbage

01:35:39.080 They think it's stupid

01:35:39.680 And they don't want

01:35:40.320 To make racist jokes

01:35:41.340 And they just want

01:35:41.840 To be unapologetic

01:35:44.840 And be themselves

01:35:46.760 And we're trying

01:35:48.220 To mold boys

01:35:50.060 Into something

01:35:50.780 That they're not

01:35:51.420 And it's making

01:35:52.580 A lot of people

01:35:52.980 Unhappy

01:35:53.380 And I don't think

01:35:54.160 A lot of people

01:35:54.480 See what's going on

01:35:55.280 When you say

01:35:56.800 It's making a lot

01:35:57.480 Of

01:35:57.600 When we're molding

01:35:59.000 Boys into what

01:35:59.960 They're not

01:36:00.480 Right

01:36:00.840 So this is

01:36:01.700 This is not

01:36:02.440 That's the side

01:36:04.180 That's winning

01:36:04.660 Right now

01:36:05.060 Which is not

01:36:05.540 Your side

01:36:06.100 Right

01:36:06.460 Right

01:36:06.860 The godless side

01:36:07.820 And when

01:36:09.520 The godless side

01:36:11.780 Is succeeding

01:36:12.720 What happens

01:36:14.120 When we get

01:36:15.880 When we get boys

01:36:16.720 To talk about

01:36:17.460 Their feelings

01:36:17.980 Or men to talk

01:36:18.680 About their feelings

01:36:19.400 Then the woman

01:36:21.600 Controls the relationship

01:36:22.680 Then you become

01:36:24.440 Deeply unhappy

01:36:25.180 You become weaker

01:36:26.220 It shows in your body

01:36:27.660 The way you speak

01:36:29.220 You become more of a snake

01:36:30.180 You just become

01:36:30.820 Less of a man

01:36:31.500 And you're not

01:36:33.120 Leading like the way

01:36:33.920 You don't lead anymore

01:36:35.060 You're not leading the charge

01:36:37.160 So talking about

01:36:37.700 Your feelings

01:36:38.280 Is

01:36:38.580 It means that

01:36:39.700 You become submissive

01:36:40.600 Yeah

01:36:42.440 Because you're submitting

01:36:43.320 To a person

01:36:44.100 Instead of to god

01:36:44.780 So like

01:36:45.460 You opening up

01:36:46.560 In that vulnerable way

01:36:47.520 To that extent

01:36:48.780 It

01:36:49.440 Yeah

01:36:50.460 Yes

01:36:51.040 Okay

01:36:51.920 So if we're

01:36:54.780 Not supposed to talk

01:36:56.160 About our feelings

01:36:56.740 What are we supposed

01:36:57.220 To do with them

01:36:57.740 I think there's better

01:37:00.160 Like

01:37:00.480 I see

01:37:01.280 I think joking

01:37:02.420 Is a way

01:37:02.800 Like there's better

01:37:03.640 Ways to talk

01:37:04.620 About your feelings

01:37:05.280 Rather than

01:37:05.920 Crying in front

01:37:07.320 Of a therapist

01:37:07.780 Like I think

01:37:08.600 Stand up

01:37:09.220 Stand up comedians

01:37:09.940 For example

01:37:10.360 Are all fucked up

01:37:11.940 Like the best

01:37:12.580 Stand up comedians

01:37:13.140 Have like all this

01:37:14.260 Trauma and stuff like that

01:37:15.220 And they

01:37:15.700 Put that

01:37:16.940 Into their craft

01:37:18.460 And I think it's

01:37:19.240 A really effective way

01:37:20.220 Of turning

01:37:20.740 Trauma

01:37:21.880 Turning problems

01:37:22.700 Into something

01:37:23.440 That's positive

01:37:23.920 They're spreading laughter

01:37:24.980 All of them

01:37:25.660 Like if you

01:37:26.080 Go to a stand up

01:37:26.820 Comedy show

01:37:27.260 I used to do it a lot

01:37:28.180 When I was in New York

01:37:28.860 And then COVID happened

01:37:30.900 I was standing there

01:37:31.800 And these people

01:37:32.100 Are just talking about

01:37:32.640 Their parents

01:37:33.240 And their drug addictions

01:37:34.180 And their relationships

01:37:35.100 And just like

01:37:36.140 And then they find

01:37:37.140 Like a way

01:37:37.680 To make fun of it

01:37:38.700 Instead of

01:37:39.660 Feel bad about it

01:37:41.240 They just kind of

01:37:41.820 Like make light of it

01:37:42.660 And they

01:37:42.860 You

01:37:44.160 It's therapeutic

01:37:44.940 To be able to

01:37:45.540 Share that information

01:37:46.280 With strangers

01:37:46.820 And then laugh about it

01:37:47.780 And then you feel

01:37:48.220 Better after

01:37:48.660 Because you're not

01:37:49.100 Like bottling it down

01:37:50.520 But even then

01:37:51.180 You don't just need

01:37:51.700 To do it in

01:37:52.100 Standard comedy

01:37:52.600 Like sometimes

01:37:53.180 You'll see like

01:37:53.600 The super jack guy

01:37:54.380 In the gym

01:37:54.740 And he's dead lifting

01:37:55.700 Like 400 pounds

01:37:56.500 Like

01:37:56.640 I used to be me

01:37:58.300 And you're kind of

01:37:59.880 Like all that

01:38:00.600 Whatever's going on

01:38:01.680 You're letting it out

01:38:02.760 In the gym

01:38:03.280 Or when

01:38:04.060 When I'm sparring too

01:38:05.120 Like you know

01:38:05.740 Sometimes you get

01:38:06.280 Into a mode

01:38:06.760 Where you're angry

01:38:07.320 And you're thinking

01:38:08.080 About something

01:38:08.580 That happened

01:38:09.180 What happened at work

01:38:10.280 And you just

01:38:11.140 You know

01:38:11.400 You let it out there

01:38:12.420 And afterwards

01:38:12.840 You shake hands

01:38:13.480 With the person

01:38:13.820 You might have

01:38:14.120 A bloody nose

01:38:14.640 You might have

01:38:14.940 Hit you too

01:38:15.380 And in that moment

01:38:17.680 Now you're stronger

01:38:18.900 You know

01:38:19.680 You're better at fighting

01:38:20.480 And you've let it out

01:38:21.600 In a healthy way

01:38:22.240 So I think

01:38:22.620 There's healthier ways

01:38:23.660 To express

01:38:24.480 Negative feelings

01:38:25.680 Or channel that energy

01:38:26.840 Than therapy

01:38:28.020 Okay

01:38:29.340 Can I think for a second?

01:38:33.240 Yeah

01:38:33.420 Do you have any questions

01:38:34.700 For me by the way

01:38:35.380 So far?

01:38:37.120 Have I changed your mind

01:38:38.020 On anything?

01:38:39.420 No

01:38:39.860 Okay

01:38:41.140 How long have you

01:38:43.400 Been doing this?

01:38:43.940 Can I ask you

01:38:46.200 A question about that?

01:38:47.000 Yeah

01:38:47.160 Are you under the impression

01:38:49.300 That I don't already

01:38:50.640 Agree with you

01:38:51.380 About most of what

01:38:52.080 You're saying?

01:38:53.960 I was under that impression

01:38:54.940 I was under that impression

01:38:56.180 Yeah

01:38:56.400 I mean

01:38:57.900 Am I

01:38:58.640 Is anything that I'm saying

01:39:00.400 So like for example

01:39:03.400 When you talk about

01:39:04.060 Like

01:39:04.360 Let me just toss

01:39:05.620 A couple things out

01:39:06.200 So I completely agree

01:39:07.520 With you that

01:39:08.000 I think comedy

01:39:08.760 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:09.640 I think exercise

01:39:10.340 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:11.360 I think prayer

01:39:12.060 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:12.960 I think we have tons

01:39:14.300 Of scientific studies

01:39:15.280 That support

01:39:16.020 All of those things

01:39:17.340 We actually know

01:39:18.820 That those are all

01:39:19.520 Very effective ways

01:39:20.660 To manage mental health

01:39:21.740 And I think the other

01:39:23.140 Things that we know

01:39:24.080 Are that

01:39:24.500 It's not exclusive

01:39:27.580 To that

01:39:28.100 And in fact

01:39:28.600 I would say

01:39:29.000 The mind

01:39:29.600 Is probably

01:39:30.560 The organ of the body

01:39:31.740 That

01:39:32.120 Can benefit

01:39:34.240 From the most

01:39:35.260 Diverse kinds of things

01:39:36.820 As well as

01:39:39.400 The optimal function

01:39:40.400 Of the mind

01:39:41.020 Requires

01:39:42.220 A diversity

01:39:44.060 Of different things

01:39:44.820 To be healthy

01:39:45.320 The mind actually

01:39:46.060 Needs

01:39:46.500 The most

01:39:47.560 Balanced diet

01:39:48.960 Out of every organ

01:39:50.080 In our body

01:39:50.680 I think humor

01:39:52.200 For example

01:39:52.740 Is a very well

01:39:53.540 Documented defense mechanism

01:39:54.860 When I have patients

01:39:55.700 That I work with

01:39:56.480 We oftentimes

01:39:57.380 With the male patients

01:39:58.360 I will make dick jokes

01:39:59.480 And we will talk

01:40:00.580 About making dick jokes

01:40:01.480 And we will even

01:40:02.620 Do it very intentionally

01:40:03.600 And so after we go

01:40:05.640 Into a deep

01:40:06.600 Part of therapy

01:40:08.060 Where we're talking

01:40:08.820 About something raw

01:40:09.920 And real

01:40:10.620 We will do something

01:40:11.780 Called come up for air

01:40:13.060 By making a dick joke

01:40:14.700 Can you tell me

01:40:15.300 What's your

01:40:15.880 What's your best dick joke

01:40:16.840 Let me think about

01:40:20.320 What's my best

01:40:21.420 Dick joke

01:40:22.340 Okay that one

01:40:34.280 I can't say

01:40:34.940 You can say

01:40:36.880 We're on rumble

01:40:37.560 I don't know

01:40:39.040 I have

01:40:40.020 That's the one

01:40:40.920 I want to hear

01:40:41.420 I want to hear

01:40:41.920 The one you can't say

01:40:42.700 I know

01:40:43.900 Let me think

01:40:44.540 Let me see

01:40:45.020 If I've got a better one

01:40:45.960 Bruh

01:40:49.480 I don't

01:40:50.640 So there's one

01:40:51.460 There's one

01:40:52.000 That came to my mind

01:40:52.760 But usually

01:40:53.280 The dick joke

01:40:53.840 That I make

01:40:54.360 Is like

01:40:55.100 In line

01:40:55.660 With what we're

01:40:56.080 Talking about

01:40:56.700 Okay

01:40:57.120 Right

01:40:57.960 So like

01:40:59.460 Like it's hard

01:41:02.780 It's hard to describe

01:41:03.600 But like you know

01:41:04.020 You can make dick jokes

01:41:04.760 About whatever

01:41:05.300 We're talking about

01:41:06.000 Yeah

01:41:06.420 So it's not

01:41:08.060 It's not like

01:41:08.580 I have a dick joke

01:41:09.600 And it's like

01:41:10.160 Hey we just talked

01:41:11.380 About your childhood trauma

01:41:12.500 Let me tell you a joke

01:41:14.220 Knock knock

01:41:15.220 Knock knock

01:41:16.240 Yeah

01:41:16.760 Who's there

01:41:17.560 Your dick

01:41:18.960 Right

01:41:23.880 Okay

01:41:24.640 That's a good one

01:41:25.840 Because you went to therapy

01:41:27.460 And it got lopped off

01:41:28.680 And now it's dangling out here

01:41:30.780 Yeah

01:41:31.680 Yeah

01:41:33.100 I mean I don't even

01:41:34.020 That's a fucking awful joke

01:41:35.320 But it's just an example

01:41:36.380 That was like a fight

01:41:37.200 That was better than

01:41:38.500 What I was thinking

01:41:39.160 From the spot

01:41:39.760 That was good

01:41:40.200 Yeah

01:41:41.100 I mean if you want to

01:41:42.160 You know if we get into

01:41:43.200 Something deep

01:41:43.720 I'm sure that my mind

01:41:44.840 Will come up with one

01:41:47.080 Okay

01:41:47.640 And then I'll share it

01:41:48.100 With you at the time

01:41:48.700 Okay

01:41:49.260 So

01:41:52.500 Yeah

01:41:53.860 So I mean

01:41:54.460 I don't actually disagree

01:41:56.360 With a lot of what you're saying

01:41:57.280 I think

01:41:57.700 I'd say that if anything

01:41:59.340 I think that your understanding

01:42:00.540 Of things I would describe

01:42:01.640 As incomplete

01:42:02.380 Not incorrect

01:42:03.460 Okay

01:42:04.660 Can you

01:42:06.880 Anyway that's

01:42:07.580 Can you explain

01:42:08.220 Why incomplete

01:42:09.020 Not incorrect

01:42:09.620 So I

01:42:11.400 That's what I was thinking about

01:42:12.980 And I'm going to get to

01:42:13.700 And that's when I asked you

01:42:14.600 Do you

01:42:15.780 Do you have any questions

01:42:16.520 For me

01:42:16.900 How long have you

01:42:18.440 Been doing this

01:42:19.280 What do you mean by this

01:42:20.920 Talking to people

01:42:22.580 Crying on the couch

01:42:23.320 Oh psychotherapy

01:42:26.280 Psychiatry

01:42:27.960 Okay

01:42:29.500 So

01:42:29.860 So I

01:42:30.800 I became a medical doctor

01:42:32.240 Uh

01:42:35.020 How has it been

01:42:37.800 I became a medical doctor

01:42:39.100 Nine years ago

01:42:40.000 I started doing psychotherapy

01:42:42.220 Eight years ago

01:42:43.280 I

01:42:44.620 Started to do psychotherapy

01:42:46.200 Very seriously

01:42:46.980 Seven years ago

01:42:47.860 And then

01:42:49.180 I became

01:42:49.980 A fully trained psychiatrist

01:42:51.800 Five years ago

01:42:52.580 Do you notice a common theme

01:42:54.560 When you talk to streamers

01:42:55.780 Yes

01:42:59.420 Many

01:42:59.780 What is it

01:43:01.180 Uh

01:43:03.280 Like

01:43:06.560 When you talk to streamers

01:43:07.700 I mean so many

01:43:09.040 So like

01:43:09.420 Are you talking about

01:43:10.060 Specifically about streaming

01:43:11.220 Or

01:43:11.860 When you talk to live streamers

01:43:13.440 Because I've seen

01:43:13.840 Like

01:43:14.120 That's one of your

01:43:14.920 Consistency

01:43:15.440 Yeah

01:43:15.640 Do you notice a common theme

01:43:17.320 That's separate from

01:43:18.440 Other people

01:43:19.020 What do you notice

01:43:19.560 About streamers

01:43:20.180 Oh absolutely

01:43:20.460 Yeah

01:43:20.880 Can you

01:43:21.400 So I think

01:43:22.240 At the top of the list

01:43:23.180 Is like

01:43:23.660 We're all misfits

01:43:24.500 To society

01:43:25.140 Like we can't

01:43:26.860 The reason we become

01:43:27.980 Successful at streamers

01:43:29.140 Is because we get

01:43:30.040 Rejected by the rest

01:43:31.040 Of the world

01:43:31.480 In some way

01:43:33.020 And then

01:43:34.120 There's something

01:43:35.600 About us

01:43:36.220 That is busted

01:43:37.080 In school

01:43:38.400 In nine to fives

01:43:39.980 In standard jobs

01:43:41.280 And so

01:43:42.120 We start streaming

01:43:43.360 And then something

01:43:44.340 About this environment

01:43:45.500 Fits like a glove

01:43:47.040 So

01:43:48.140 One example

01:43:49.320 Of that

01:43:49.820 So that's the

01:43:50.360 Overarching theme

01:43:51.200 If you want one

01:43:51.960 But there are all kinds

01:43:53.420 Of different examples

01:43:55.000 Of that

01:43:55.360 So one is that

01:43:56.080 The prevalence

01:43:56.740 Of ADHD

01:43:57.260 Among streamers

01:43:58.300 Yep

01:43:58.560 I think is way higher

01:43:59.840 Than the regular population

01:44:01.040 You think ADHD is real?

01:44:04.120 Yes

01:44:04.520 Okay

01:44:05.880 They told me I had ADHD

01:44:07.020 When I was like

01:44:07.740 Nine and ten

01:44:08.780 I used to take Ritalin

01:44:09.820 And so all that stuff

01:44:10.400 I think it's

01:44:10.840 I think it's a lie

01:44:11.680 Especially because

01:44:12.740 The fact that they say

01:44:13.400 It's like

01:44:13.780 A deficit

01:44:14.600 The fact that they say

01:44:15.980 It's a disorder

01:44:16.660 I think is garbage

01:44:17.760 It's not a disorder

01:44:18.520 It's just a different

01:44:19.240 Way of thinking

01:44:20.340 I actually think

01:44:20.880 It's a superpower

01:44:21.560 I think it's

01:44:22.560 It's a gift

01:44:24.120 And calling it

01:44:25.140 A disorder

01:44:25.800 Is incorrect

01:44:27.240 Yeah

01:44:28.640 So I think

01:44:29.860 That that too

01:44:30.600 Is not something

01:44:31.280 That I

01:44:32.040 Entirely disagree with

01:44:33.800 I wouldn't say

01:44:34.320 You're wrong about that

01:44:35.320 I've worked with

01:44:36.160 Many people

01:44:36.600 Myself included

01:44:37.460 Who are probably

01:44:38.540 Somewhere on the

01:44:39.220 ADHD spectrum

01:44:40.100 And I've come to see

01:44:41.340 The way that my mind

01:44:42.400 Works as a gift

01:44:43.400 At the same time

01:44:45.460 So I think

01:44:45.820 This is one area

01:44:46.600 In which

01:44:47.100 I would

01:44:49.220 If I had to judge

01:44:50.500 What you say

01:44:51.700 One area in which

01:44:53.220 You're incomplete

01:44:53.840 Is that you tend to

01:44:54.580 Make a lot of

01:44:55.220 Generalizations

01:44:55.840 So I don't hear

01:44:57.860 In you that

01:44:58.440 ADHD

01:44:58.980 Is variable

01:45:00.720 Amongst different people

01:45:01.960 I don't hear

01:45:04.220 That conception

01:45:04.980 When you speak

01:45:05.700 So you say

01:45:07.420 It wasn't a disorder

01:45:09.500 For me

01:45:09.860 Which is fair enough

01:45:10.800 Ritalin for me

01:45:11.960 Didn't work

01:45:12.400 Which is fair enough

01:45:13.340 But

01:45:14.160 You don't know

01:45:15.300 What the experience

01:45:16.060 Of everyone else

01:45:16.900 With ADHD

01:45:17.440 Is like

01:45:17.940 And for some people

01:45:18.780 It is a crippling disorder

01:45:20.020 And what we mean

01:45:21.600 By crippling disorder

01:45:22.480 Is that they cannot

01:45:23.560 Function in the world

01:45:25.060 Because they cannot

01:45:25.860 Get their mind to focus

01:45:27.020 In the worst cases

01:45:28.920 Of ADHD

01:45:29.400 I think that

01:45:30.560 That puts the blame

01:45:31.400 On something that's

01:45:32.760 Genetic or something

01:45:33.700 That's innate

01:45:34.540 Rather than just saying

01:45:35.680 It's misled focus

01:45:36.860 Or like misdirection

01:45:38.240 For example

01:45:39.020 There's this guy

01:45:39.960 On Twitter

01:45:40.260 Brute

01:45:40.640 And he talks about

01:45:41.660 How a meth head

01:45:42.540 Is almost identical

01:45:43.900 To an Elon Musk

01:45:45.520 CEO billionaire

01:45:46.360 A meth head

01:45:47.260 Has all this energy

01:45:48.300 That instead of

01:45:49.360 He's putting into

01:45:50.000 A fortune 500 company

01:45:51.080 He's just putting it

01:45:52.080 Into the pipe

01:45:52.580 You know

01:45:53.060 He's digging holes

01:45:53.760 In the backyard

01:45:54.260 Looking for China

01:45:55.020 As soon as you

01:45:56.160 Put that guy

01:45:57.020 In the right direction

01:45:57.940 And you can put him

01:45:58.820 To something

01:45:59.400 Where he could

01:45:59.880 Direct all that

01:46:00.740 Meth energy

01:46:01.440 To something that's

01:46:02.260 Positive

01:46:02.620 He's the same

01:46:04.540 Like those people

01:46:05.260 Are very similar

01:46:06.540 They're two sides

01:46:07.560 Of the same coin

01:46:08.280 They're more common

01:46:09.560 With the average person

01:46:10.400 That's what confuses me

01:46:12.760 Because I would

01:46:13.300 Agree with you

01:46:14.140 100%

01:46:14.740 I mean the majority

01:46:15.560 Of clinical practice

01:46:16.700 That I've done

01:46:17.260 Is like actually

01:46:18.080 Addiction psychiatry

01:46:19.320 And I would

01:46:20.340 Completely agree with you

01:46:21.480 That the majority

01:46:22.360 Of my patients

01:46:23.020 Who are addicted

01:46:23.660 To stuff

01:46:24.180 Have an immense

01:46:26.000 Amount of energy

01:46:27.000 Are incredibly resilient

01:46:28.320 Are often times

01:46:30.280 Highly intelligent

01:46:31.200 And helping them

01:46:33.180 Channel that

01:46:33.880 Into healthier things

01:46:34.980 Leads to excellent

01:46:36.120 Outcomes

01:46:36.660 I wouldn't disagree

01:46:38.180 With that at all

01:46:38.740 But why are

01:46:39.640 Generalizations like

01:46:40.560 That a bad thing

01:46:41.180 Because like

01:46:41.580 I don't think

01:46:42.760 There's anyone

01:46:43.100 That said

01:46:43.540 There's no

01:46:44.360 Exception for cancer

01:46:45.420 You know

01:46:46.160 Cancer is something

01:46:46.860 That you

01:46:47.220 It just happens

01:46:48.160 Right

01:46:48.380 There's neither

01:46:48.700 Oh cancer was actually

01:46:49.840 Really good for my lungs

01:46:51.480 You know

01:46:52.620 Hold on

01:46:53.340 Hold on

01:46:53.780 Hold on

01:46:54.100 So I have spoken

01:46:55.560 With a ton

01:46:56.940 Of patients

01:46:57.760 That I was very

01:46:58.720 Confused by

01:46:59.780 When they would

01:47:00.980 Say things like

01:47:01.700 Cancer was the best

01:47:02.600 Thing that ever

01:47:03.040 Happened to me

01:47:03.580 And I'd be like

01:47:05.400 Bro what are you

01:47:05.960 Talking about

01:47:06.400 Right

01:47:07.680 And then I would

01:47:08.400 Listen to them

01:47:09.240 And that's when

01:47:10.740 There are cases

01:47:11.380 Of cancer

01:47:11.980 Where like

01:47:12.640 Here I am

01:47:13.580 I'm 36

01:47:14.180 I'm not taking

01:47:14.940 Care of myself

01:47:15.600 I'm not taking

01:47:16.340 Care of my family

01:47:17.060 I'm like

01:47:17.460 Ah like

01:47:18.020 Whatever

01:47:18.300 Life is like

01:47:18.940 Whatever

01:47:19.200 I'm bitching

01:47:20.020 All the time

01:47:20.620 Like I'm not

01:47:21.160 Really doing

01:47:21.560 Anything with my

01:47:22.380 Life

01:47:22.580 And then

01:47:22.820 You tell someone

01:47:23.840 Hey you could

01:47:24.500 Have one year

01:47:24.980 To live

01:47:25.300 And they're like

01:47:26.100 Oh shit

01:47:26.820 Like I've got

01:47:28.780 One year to live

01:47:29.660 And like

01:47:30.000 I don't want to die

01:47:30.920 Like I hate my life

01:47:32.040 But I don't want to die

01:47:32.920 I want to live

01:47:33.760 And then six months

01:47:35.220 Later after

01:47:35.800 Chemotherapy

01:47:36.500 They have a

01:47:37.340 Surgical resection

01:47:38.260 They shrink the cancer

01:47:39.860 They remove it

01:47:40.480 From the body

01:47:40.920 And then they

01:47:41.280 Discover that

01:47:41.760 You're cancer free

01:47:42.700 And suddenly

01:47:43.560 Someone is like

01:47:44.180 Thank god

01:47:45.200 I was dead

01:47:47.360 At 35

01:47:48.080 And at 36

01:47:49.300 Post cancer

01:47:50.460 I'm starting

01:47:51.100 To live life

01:47:51.700 I've started to

01:47:52.980 Realize that

01:47:53.580 Life is precious

01:47:54.440 I am awake

01:47:55.920 For granted

01:47:56.300 Yeah

01:47:57.120 Was that

01:47:57.620 Walter White

01:47:58.120 I don't know

01:47:59.480 Oh god

01:48:00.120 I mean I

01:48:01.600 I don't know

01:48:02.540 Walter White

01:48:03.080 Well enough

01:48:03.540 To know his quotes

01:48:04.580 But I mean

01:48:08.000 So you know

01:48:08.900 It's humbling

01:48:09.340 And I think

01:48:10.140 Why is it bad

01:48:10.900 To make generalizations

01:48:11.680 Because I think

01:48:12.240 Human beings

01:48:12.680 Have different experiences

01:48:13.560 That's true

01:48:14.220 And what works

01:48:15.360 For one person

01:48:15.940 Doesn't work

01:48:16.400 For someone else

01:48:17.040 And that's also

01:48:18.640 Where I mean

01:48:19.020 I've met my

01:48:19.500 Fair share of people

01:48:20.440 Myself included

01:48:23.400 Who got way more

01:48:26.460 Out of spirituality

01:48:27.360 Than I did

01:48:28.480 Out of therapy

01:48:29.260 Like way more

01:48:32.400 So what transformed

01:48:34.820 My life was

01:48:35.640 Spirituality

01:48:36.340 Not a psychotherapist

01:48:37.800 You did DMT

01:48:39.280 In Peru?

01:48:40.860 No

01:48:41.100 I spent seven years

01:48:43.240 Studying to become

01:48:43.820 A monk in India

01:48:44.500 Oh okay

01:48:45.400 Okay

01:48:45.780 Yeah

01:48:46.940 Can you levitate?

01:48:49.020 No

01:48:49.380 Still working on that one

01:48:52.120 Then I went to med school

01:48:53.380 If I had stayed with it

01:48:54.360 Maybe I would be able to

01:48:55.340 At this point

01:48:55.720 Yeah so like I said

01:48:57.720 I think the main thing

01:48:58.840 In which I'm sort of hearing

01:49:00.200 Is not that you're wrong

01:49:01.560 I mean I think that

01:49:02.340 It's most

01:49:03.480 I want to even say

01:49:04.480 That most psychiatrists

01:49:05.340 Or psychotherapists

01:49:06.080 Would agree with a lot

01:49:06.880 Of what you're saying

01:49:07.460 That humor has

01:49:08.920 Therapeutic value

01:49:09.800 That prayer has

01:49:10.620 Therapeutic value

01:49:11.480 That just talking

01:49:13.260 About your emotions

01:49:14.040 I actually think

01:49:14.960 A lot of psychotherapists

01:49:16.680 Well it's not that

01:49:17.720 It's a waste of time

01:49:18.540 But I think many people

01:49:19.480 Myself included

01:49:20.220 I don't want people

01:49:21.140 To come to my office

01:49:21.940 And just talk about

01:49:22.680 Their emotions

01:49:23.100 That's not what

01:49:24.000 We're here for

01:49:24.680 We're here to do work

01:49:26.140 We're here to help

01:49:26.900 Someone get better

01:49:27.960 And we're here

01:49:28.900 To help someone go

01:49:30.360 Like my goal

01:49:31.920 With all of my patients

01:49:32.900 Is for them

01:49:33.440 To never come back

01:49:34.280 What's the longest

01:49:37.400 You've had a patient?

01:49:42.360 Five years

01:49:43.100 Seven years

01:49:44.380 Six years

01:49:45.380 Ask me what my

01:49:50.380 Average amount

01:49:51.460 Of time

01:49:51.900 To spend

01:49:52.240 With a patient

01:49:52.640 Is

01:49:52.880 What is it?

01:49:54.600 Because you're

01:49:54.960 Asking about the longest

01:49:55.820 Yeah

01:49:56.160 What's the average

01:49:56.760 Three months?

01:49:57.980 Six to twelve months

01:49:58.900 Okay

01:49:59.580 Probably around

01:50:01.720 Under a year

01:50:02.660 I would say

01:50:02.980 And that's once

01:50:03.480 A week of yapping?

01:50:05.100 Mm-hmm

01:50:05.980 Sometimes more

01:50:07.140 Than yapping

01:50:07.560 Sometimes jerking

01:50:09.160 Each other off

01:50:09.660 Huh?

01:50:10.160 There's your dick joke

01:50:11.960 Nice

01:50:19.020 I didn't expect that one

01:50:20.240 It came out of nowhere

01:50:21.960 Why?

01:50:25.280 Were you interested?

01:50:26.360 Is that

01:50:26.580 Because you seemed

01:50:27.620 It seems like

01:50:28.760 You got

01:50:29.300 You know

01:50:30.100 No

01:50:30.840 No

01:50:31.320 It was just

01:50:31.740 A surprise

01:50:32.560 You sure?

01:50:35.080 Yeah

01:50:35.420 Boom

01:50:38.160 How are you feeling now?

01:50:40.700 Uh

01:50:40.960 Uncomfortable

01:50:41.520 Right?

01:50:43.140 Yeah

01:50:43.460 Okay

01:50:45.860 I'll

01:50:46.680 I'll be

01:50:47.120 What

01:50:48.160 Would it help

01:50:48.600 If I apologize?

01:50:49.960 I don't need

01:50:50.320 No it's fine

01:50:50.840 If you're joking

01:50:51.380 Then it's okay

01:50:52.200 Yeah

01:50:53.140 And if I wasn't?

01:50:56.260 Um

01:50:56.600 No you

01:50:57.100 I told you

01:51:02.320 This shit is a liberal

01:51:03.080 Gay psyop

01:51:03.800 This is how people

01:51:04.460 Come transgender

01:51:05.020 They go

01:51:05.440 You're proving my point

01:51:06.920 Yeah

01:51:09.600 No I mean

01:51:10.140 I think it's hilarious

01:51:11.180 How

01:51:11.660 How

01:51:12.160 How a tiny little joke

01:51:13.840 Can make you so uncomfortable

01:51:15.000 Sorry

01:51:16.460 That was demeaning

01:51:17.300 I apologize

01:51:17.900 It was denigrating

01:51:19.980 Yeah

01:51:22.100 Um

01:51:23.840 Anyway

01:51:24.760 Shall we get back to it?

01:51:25.780 Yes

01:51:26.060 So

01:51:27.500 I would say that

01:51:28.800 So you asked how long

01:51:30.060 I've been doing it

01:51:30.580 So I would say

01:51:31.180 The longest patient

01:51:32.100 Is six years

01:51:32.640 But even in

01:51:33.680 In that case

01:51:34.380 The patient has done well

01:51:36.080 For extended periods of time

01:51:37.860 So they'll be like

01:51:39.040 Done with therapy

01:51:39.740 For about two years

01:51:40.640 And then something will happen

01:51:41.660 And they'll call

01:51:42.360 And then we'll kind of

01:51:43.040 Work through it

01:51:43.640 We'll work together

01:51:44.420 For about six months

01:51:45.280 And then we'll take a break

01:51:46.080 For eight months

01:51:46.680 And then something else happens

01:51:47.720 And that's usually

01:51:49.800 What that looks like

01:51:50.760 Three to seven

01:51:52.480 There are definitely

01:51:53.180 Some patients

01:51:54.040 Who need

01:51:54.900 Ongoing emotional support

01:51:56.720 Um

01:51:58.060 But those people

01:51:58.920 I think

01:51:59.300 Tend to

01:52:00.140 Have difficulties

01:52:02.160 With the basic

01:52:03.280 Day-to-day skills

01:52:04.360 That lead to wellness

01:52:05.980 So either they are

01:52:08.020 Um

01:52:08.760 They're in a situation

01:52:10.000 Where they can't exercise

01:52:11.180 They're cognitively

01:52:13.000 In a space

01:52:13.420 Where they really can't

01:52:14.220 Regulate their emotions

01:52:15.080 And they require

01:52:15.860 Someone else's like

01:52:16.840 Support

01:52:17.520 In an ongoing basis

01:52:18.580 I've absolutely worked

01:52:19.460 With people like that

01:52:20.240 But I don't think

01:52:22.220 That's the majority of people

01:52:23.160 The exception

01:52:24.500 Rather than the rule

01:52:25.320 What do people

01:52:28.240 Usually come by

01:52:29.420 Like what's the

01:52:30.660 What's the

01:52:31.600 What are normal people

01:52:32.500 Going through right now

01:52:33.240 What do you mean by that

01:52:35.220 What's the average person

01:52:37.300 Coming into the therapy

01:52:38.340 Like what are they

01:52:39.620 What are people dealing with

01:52:40.380 Are you

01:52:40.580 What do you

01:52:40.980 What patterns are you noticing

01:52:42.020 You're saying that streamers

01:52:43.360 Are ADHD rejects

01:52:45.780 Who are attention-seeking

01:52:46.720 Narcissists

01:52:47.360 What about

01:52:48.380 The average person

01:52:49.360 Why are they coming in

01:52:50.400 To pay for services

01:52:51.640 Are you talking about

01:52:53.300 The average person

01:52:54.140 In general

01:52:54.900 Yeah like

01:52:55.500 Like a nine

01:52:56.680 Yeah the average person

01:52:57.340 That sees you

01:52:57.820 Like what are you

01:52:58.480 What are you noticing

01:52:59.020 Yeah so people see me

01:52:59.960 For a different reason

01:53:00.740 So I think people see me

01:53:01.900 That are a little bit

01:53:03.120 Less enamored

01:53:03.900 With therapy and psychiatry

01:53:05.160 So given my background

01:53:06.680 Of like complementary

01:53:07.920 And alternative medicine

01:53:08.900 And the fact that I studied

01:53:10.580 To become a monk

01:53:11.580 Like people will come to me

01:53:12.660 Because they don't want

01:53:13.440 To be on medication

01:53:14.140 Because they want to

01:53:17.200 Optimize their performance

01:53:18.280 In some way

01:53:18.960 So and most people

01:53:21.060 Come to me because

01:53:21.860 They are interested in like

01:53:23.340 Understanding themselves better

01:53:24.840 And mastering themselves more

01:53:27.320 Okay

01:53:29.100 And sometimes they've got like

01:53:31.120 Oftentimes something will

01:53:32.380 Push them into my office

01:53:33.920 Like so for example

01:53:35.300 You know people are afraid

01:53:36.600 That like their anxiety

01:53:37.700 Is getting in the way of work

01:53:38.900 But most of the time

01:53:40.500 It's not

01:53:40.920 It's like

01:53:41.760 I want to be free of this

01:53:43.540 I want to be able

01:53:45.240 To enjoy life

01:53:46.160 I want to be able to

01:53:47.520 Do a good job at work

01:53:49.840 I'm tired of worrying

01:53:52.300 About stuff that I know

01:53:53.420 Is not important

01:53:54.140 And they want help with that

01:53:57.740 And I think that

01:53:58.720 Most people will figure it out

01:54:01.160 I think it's just

01:54:02.060 Having someone who knows

01:54:03.500 Is an expert in the material

01:54:05.920 It's way easier to learn

01:54:07.700 Right

01:54:07.960 I can figure out how to surf

01:54:09.400 If I spend enough time

01:54:10.380 In the ocean

01:54:10.840 But having someone who knows

01:54:12.560 How to surf teach me

01:54:13.580 I'll just learn way faster

01:54:14.680 Right

01:54:15.560 So I

01:54:17.220 And this is kind of where

01:54:18.320 You know

01:54:19.080 I have some questions for you

01:54:20.140 But

01:54:20.360 And I think that's really

01:54:22.840 What we do as therapists

01:54:23.980 Is help people

01:54:26.860 Focus up

01:54:27.700 Help people understand

01:54:30.100 How

01:54:30.460 Or this is what I try to do

01:54:31.560 I try to help people

01:54:32.520 Understand like

01:54:33.400 What a human

01:54:34.040 How a human works

01:54:35.400 So when I ask you

01:54:38.060 For example

01:54:38.500 What are the mechanisms

01:54:39.500 Of prayer

01:54:40.420 How does a prayer

01:54:41.840 How does prayer work

01:54:43.040 How does it work

01:54:43.820 How does it not work

01:54:44.620 What does therapy do not do

01:54:45.820 So like the questions

01:54:47.000 That I have for you

01:54:47.820 And if you want

01:54:48.760 An impression of

01:54:50.380 Fixing what I think

01:54:52.100 Is incomplete

01:54:52.700 About your understanding

01:54:53.600 We can start that

01:54:54.580 Okay

01:54:55.200 You have other questions

01:54:57.620 Or can I dive in

01:54:58.480 You can dive in

01:54:59.160 Wait before you dive in

01:55:00.100 Can I go pee

01:55:00.780 Yeah of course

01:55:01.920 Okay

01:55:02.160 I'm gonna go to bed

01:55:02.720 Yeah

01:55:03.940 Chair stream

01:55:06.080 I'm gonna go get some water

01:55:07.660 Okay

01:55:08.660 Okay

01:55:09.660 Okay

01:55:11.400 Let's go

01:55:37.760 all right i'm back i don't know who i'm talking to a bunch of schizo adhd people

01:56:07.760 okay

01:56:18.080 okay so let me ask you something what is an emotion as a feeling

01:56:26.720 okay what what is a what is a feeling why why do we have emotions as humans

01:56:32.600 um as a reaction to what we see and experience

01:56:38.500 okay what um what is the purpose of an emotion the purpose of an emotion i don't think there

01:56:48.680 is one i think they just happen okay so that sounds very

01:56:56.740 uh i'm trying to think about okay so i'm gonna try to convince you that that's incorrect

01:57:04.500 okay okay so first of all we can take the god angle like i don't think god is omniscient right

01:57:11.580 what does omniscient mean one all knowing okay so like god made us this way right yes god gave us

01:57:19.480 emotions yes so like god doesn't do nothing this is something for no reason he's not like hey i'm a

01:57:26.340 fuck with the human race and i'm gonna give you all emotions i'm gonna make this human

01:57:29.840 and in order for y'all to be whatever like i'm gonna just toss in emotions like so

01:57:35.080 we exist for a reason like everything within us every part of us exists for a reason so we have

01:57:40.760 eyes for a reason we have nose for a reason we have mouth for a reason we have dicks for a reason right

01:57:46.160 not liking the dick jokes anymore i can stop no you're doing good that wasn't really a joke you just

01:57:52.200 said it but okay um so so we have emotions for a reason so like in what i would say if someone asked

01:58:02.120 me the question what are emotions for i would say that emotions are a source of information and a

01:58:06.760 source of motivation so for example if i walk into a room and there's like tension in the air i'm going

01:58:15.660 to feel emotionally uncomfortable yes or if if i walk into a room and everyone was laughing and then

01:58:21.800 suddenly everyone goes silent what do you think is the emotion that you would feel when everyone's

01:58:28.280 laughing wait and then i say joke everyone goes silent no no so yeah everyone's joking and you walk

01:58:32.600 into the room and everyone looks at you and shuts the fuck up uh embarrassment right so like if you think

01:58:39.340 about that why would you feel embarrassed because you know they're talking about you how do you know

01:58:44.620 they're talking about because the whole energy shifts exactly and the energy shift by the way is

01:58:50.060 all neurologically mediated so your eyes notice the change in behavior your ears notice the change you

01:58:58.280 can sense things so you're getting sensory input that sensory input gets processed very very very quickly

01:59:05.060 but in a very very primitive way it's not like a logical thing that your mind runs through

01:59:10.240 your mind gets your brain gets all the sensory input and then it reacts with an emotion

01:59:15.500 yes and then if we think about emotions emotions prepare us they prepare the whole body to act in a

01:59:23.200 particular way okay so for example if i feel angry all kinds of stuff happens i'm more willing to fight

01:59:32.520 mentally agreed yes i have adrenaline pumping through my system which increases the blood flow to my

01:59:42.080 skeletal muscles decreases the blood flow to my visceral organs so i stop digesting things liver

01:59:48.400 doesn't need blood stomach doesn't need blood colon doesn't need blood we need blood flow to our arms our

01:59:56.160 legs our mind starts thinking in terms of black and white when we're angry so we stop seeing nuance

02:00:02.100 we stop being empathic and that way when we need to throw down we can throw down so anger helps us

02:00:08.100 throw down it makes us more motivated to throw down it makes us more likely to throw down okay so

02:00:13.320 and if i like if i walk up to you and i slap you across the face you will get angry and that anger

02:00:20.060 will is good right we don't you see that like it serves a purpose yes okay so emotions are sources of

02:00:29.360 information and sources of action now the next thing is that emotions are not always useful sometimes our

02:00:40.240 emotions can lead us in the wrong direction agree yes has that ever happened to you of course

02:00:47.280 can you do you feel comfortable sharing an example about that to where an emotion led me in the wrong

02:00:53.060 direction yeah um does horny count sure uh fucking focusing on women instead of what i'm supposed to do

02:01:03.700 happens like on stream all the time or uh fear i think supplementing using drugs to cope with fear

02:01:12.720 stuff like that in the past okay so so like yeah so i mean i think i think that's that's actually

02:01:22.880 i'm really i love those examples because i think they really speak to

02:01:30.280 so when we have emotions if so they can be useful but they can also like if we're not in control of

02:01:37.460 them if we don't really understand where they come from or why they come from a particular place

02:01:42.260 and we're not able to regulate them we get into trouble right right so then

02:01:48.780 are you by the way are you kind of fall or is this okay what we're doing i'm following i'm following

02:01:56.080 you're you're explaining the use of emotions yeah so so and then i think that like so this is where we

02:02:02.040 kind of come to emotions such as crying or or is a weakness and that's kind of where i'm going with

02:02:07.300 this is that i i think so in my opinion or expertise or call it whatever you want to like

02:02:12.940 you will be a more effective human being if you can understand and even to a certain degree control

02:02:20.540 if you have a better relationship with your emotions in the same way that we can train

02:02:24.720 our muscles or our breathing um we can also train our mind

02:02:30.600 right i agree right and so i think one of the key parts of that training is a better relationship

02:02:40.060 with our our emotions and specifically to understand so sometimes we will also have

02:02:45.120 inappropriate emotions so a good example of this is let's say that i get anxious asking for a raise

02:02:53.120 from my boss even though i've worked really hard i feel i deserve it but something has happened to me

02:03:01.580 over the course of the way that my brain formed where asking someone for a favor or something that

02:03:07.920 i believe i deserve results in anxiety so that's like a bad situation right yes and in this scenario

02:03:16.140 i imagine you would say go work out pray and gas yourself up in some way and then go demand what

02:03:25.180 you are owed go and be strong right i wouldn't say gas yourself up but yeah what would you say

02:03:32.660 um work on yourself like just just work on something work work for your future self gassing

02:03:39.400 yourself up i think is like inflating your ego i don't think you should play i think you should

02:03:43.140 earn it so work okay so so work and yeah so i i think like that's a fair perspective so i think a lot

02:03:52.140 of what so the another thing to understand is sometimes the way that our emotions get wired are based on

02:03:58.740 our experiences so for example like um you know let's say that like i don't know i mean this is kind of

02:04:06.760 a random ass example but uh let's say that one of my parents was a clown and one of my parents was

02:04:13.460 physically abusive and then what happens is since they were wearing their clown costume when they

02:04:18.600 were physically abusive when i was five years old i learned to fear clowns so my brain formed

02:04:27.120 associations which is what brains do that when i see big floppy shoes and a big red nose that means that

02:04:33.460 i'm in danger and so this is the way that our brain wires based on experiences does that make

02:04:38.220 sense you follow me yes okay so then what happens is like i'm 35 years old i'm at my kid's sixth

02:04:44.500 birthday party and someone invited a clown which i've been avoiding which means i start having anxiety

02:04:49.800 and panic because my brain has learned a long time ago when my neurons were still forming that

02:04:57.680 clowns mean danger clowns mean run away okay yes and so now i've got this problem where like

02:05:05.300 i need to rewire my brain i need to even though intellectually i understand that clowns are not

02:05:13.020 dangerous there is a part of my body in my brain that responds in a way that is separate from my

02:05:20.480 intellect it's primitive does that make sense yes so there are many ways to do that one of the most

02:05:29.460 effective ways to reprogram yourself is psychotherapy so psychotherapy is the process of understanding

02:05:39.480 so for example like i'll just give you like a an actual example so there's a kind of psychotherapy

02:05:45.280 called emdr i know yeah yeah i'm aware of where you your eye it's like hypnosis your eyes follow

02:05:50.960 and you're supposed to forget traumatic past like people i heard about emdr yeah yeah so it's not that

02:05:56.280 you forget traumatic past it's that normally when we think about a particular memory and i'm sure that

02:06:02.080 if we talked long enough we would i could ask you about particular memories and those memories would

02:06:08.220 trigger emotional reactions with you right yep okay and you could do the same with me we could talk

02:06:13.400 about whatever and we would have some emotions now the problem is that when people have something

02:06:17.540 like ptsd the size of their reaction is debilitating so like when i hear like if i'm a vietnam war vet or

02:06:25.980 something like that or an iraqi war vet and i hear a door slam my mind literally goes back to being in a

02:06:32.300 combat scenario i stop drop and roll i'm trying to duck under fire but like i'm at a bus stop dropping

02:06:38.300 my kid off so that that needs to that shit needs to be rewired and so the way that emdr works is we

02:06:44.900 actually have those people recall that stuff but the way that we move our eyes since our attention

02:06:51.860 is somewhere else you're supposed to look back and forth to forget things does it actually work

02:06:55.280 though yeah oh yeah well i'm gonna say yes but there is certainly a camp of people in the psychiatry

02:07:03.700 psychotherapy community that think that emdr the therapeutic benefit of emdr is way

02:07:10.440 has been overblown and it's not everything that everyone thinks it is

02:07:14.480 so that's kind of anyway so emdr is just a good example what we're trying to do is almost like

02:07:20.680 split your mind and prevent that emotional reaction so now we're going to talk about this

02:07:26.280 stuff but since you're concentrating over here you're not actually paying attention to the memory and

02:07:30.560 then you get desensitized to it it's there's a little it's a desensitization therapy right so

02:07:36.320 what we're trying to do is like stop a automatic reaction by retraining the brain actually and the

02:07:43.040 body is that even possible a hundred percent i mean you would desensitize you can desensitize

02:07:49.000 you have been desensitized but you're trying to like trick yourself into doing it is that is like

02:07:54.040 the eye movement actually doing it or is it the process of thinking about it and it's the process

02:08:00.080 of having your attention in one place so that all of your attention does not gravitate towards the

02:08:06.980 traumatic memory that's the mechanism in my opinion okay well i don't know if that kind of makes sense

02:08:13.040 but like let me put it to you this way let's say well what's an example so let's say that you're

02:08:20.220 about to have sex so in this moment

02:08:23.560 your full attention is on whatever the stimulus of sex is and so you're very involved in it you have

02:08:32.840 an emotional reaction you have a physical reaction but let's say that someone is is like trying to

02:08:38.160 seduce you but you're playing a video game so your attention is split so even though there's like this

02:08:43.640 naked person over here who's trying to seduce you your physiologic reaction your mental reaction is

02:08:50.320 not going to happen because your mind is over here and on the flip side one of the treatments for

02:08:55.220 premature ejaculation is to think about other stuff while you're having sex correct or i think porn has

02:09:02.960 actually fucked up a lot of people's minds they become kind of desensitized and have weird

02:09:06.060 expectations and thinking about different things what they should be doing or porn is the quickest way

02:09:11.580 that people become desensitized to sex and are out of the moment and uh yeah yes so i i think like

02:09:19.180 these are examples of like psychotherapy does that sound weak to you

02:09:23.420 uh yes how so because you couldn't deal with it yourself you need to pay to do it

02:09:32.640 so like like asking for help is a sign of weakness like even though everybody needs help sometimes it

02:09:43.720 is weakness so if i can't climb up a ladder i need somebody to hold it then i'm too weak to

02:09:47.180 climb up the ladder by myself same thing with okay psychotherapy okay so so needing help from anyone

02:09:53.440 makes you weak weak weak and whatever that is yeah okay yeah so so you value independence yes

02:10:04.900 and so like let's say that you're in a car accident and you need a surgeon's help

02:10:09.300 you're weak in that moment because you can't yes okay yeah literally your body's weak so you need it

02:10:17.680 you need help but yeah is that bad or is that acceptable i don't know about good or bad is the

02:10:26.340 best way to describe it but you know it's you're more optimized and you're a more complete person

02:10:32.780 more independent reliable if you're able to deal with it yourself

02:10:36.500 you're more competent competence means that you need the least amount of help do you have an

02:10:44.560 emotional reaction to being weak not all the time in certain in places where i think i should be

02:10:52.400 competent and i realize i'm not that makes me feel inadequate yeah yeah i don't like that but if it's

02:10:57.940 something i'm not good at and i do need to ask for some help or some information then you know i'm okay

02:11:03.640 to learning things but when it's when it's my area of expertise when it's something that i've trained

02:11:07.320 and worked at and i need help it's like it's like i'm like there's disappointment and there's

02:11:12.320 there's anger that i'm not better can i think for a second yes you can

02:11:19.360 okay so we talked about like ptsd for a second right yeah sort of this idea of an inappropriate

02:11:34.180 reaction yes on the same page that that happens yes okay how do you know that the disappointment

02:11:43.780 that you feel in yourself is appropriate so like let's take two scenarios one is you secretly have

02:11:51.300 ptsd and that all of the thoughts that you have are a equally inappropriate reaction how does someone

02:11:58.100 know the difference how does someone know the difference between an appropriate disappointment

02:12:03.820 and an inappropriate disappointment i mean if you're disappointed depends on why you're disappointed

02:12:10.240 if you're disappointed for selfish reasons then that's uh it's inappropriate if you're if you're

02:12:14.420 disappointed because you should have been and it's your you know it shows that you are trying to seek

02:12:20.340 out more competence and i think that's appropriate it's good motivation it's like it say you you missed like

02:12:26.920 okay i used to play soccer when i was a kid if i missed a penalty shot i've been working on the

02:12:30.560 penalty shot for a while i think it's appropriate that i'm disappointed that i didn't hit the game

02:12:34.720 winning goal and that motivation there that disappointment means i'm going to keep training

02:12:38.780 harder and then make sure the next time we're in the game that i hold my team in my back and get the

02:12:43.140 goal that's appropriate i'm disappointed okay

02:12:47.400 let me just think for a second

02:12:52.700 okay so in this case what what you do with disappointment is try harder practice get better

02:13:07.880 right so negative emotion isn't bad it drives you towards positive action yes i think negative emotion

02:13:13.540 push in the right direction um and same thing with adhd like a lack of focus i guess in you know in

02:13:20.000 school a lot of like where they attribute negative negativity or disorders if you channel that in the

02:13:26.040 right place it's it's extremely effective so being inadequate in something and feeling disappointed

02:13:32.080 feeling worthless that is good motivate that's good fuel to become better i think a lot of so i yeah

02:13:38.280 i i can see so so if i take that fuel and that if i take that disappointment and i go sit on some

02:13:44.620 someone's couch and i cry cry it out and i'm no longer disappointed then i don't end up improving

02:13:49.840 yes and that's how a lot of women and why i attribute therapy goers to like effeminate liberals because

02:13:56.660 when women are disappointed and sad they call up their friends and they say let's eat chocolate and

02:14:00.780 drink wine until we feel better right men will say hey get on this bench and get to 225 like

02:14:06.780 that's that's our way of getting through something you know if my friend is ever down about a girl or

02:14:12.940 down about something i'd like you know i'm not going to try to cope for it's just let's get back to it

02:14:17.760 the best solution is forward yeah so so i've got a couple of kind of questions about that one is

02:14:24.200 so like that's what works for you right yes and is it possible that different things work for different

02:14:33.800 people yes that's true my initial reaction was like and i was going to say well no there's run

02:14:40.640 one right way actually that that's true but there's a better way yeah it can work for most people but

02:14:45.880 i think god created men to be leaders and women to be uh the nurturers so i think god wants us to be

02:14:52.000 as confident as possible and we should be strong and there is there of course it worked for other

02:14:56.220 people but the most optimal way is to is to work through it um through through it's just to work

02:15:04.280 through it instead of talk about it and sit in it and yeah so so and when you say optimal like you're

02:15:09.580 basing that idea of optimal because that's how do you know that that's optimal because your primary

02:15:15.980 data set is you right yes and so you're basing optimal on your own experience correct but you know

02:15:25.940 also information talking to other people looking at history yeah yeah yeah okay but so now now i is

02:15:32.780 where i get confused i swear to god i'm not trying to convince you of shit okay i'm not trying to

02:15:36.680 i can tell i can tell no so but what i'm curious about is like if you've never really tried therapy

02:15:42.900 how do you know that it is inferior to the things that you're doing i told you i did try i i wouldn't

02:15:50.420 call that trying it okay well i guess um i would call that going to the ocean going to the beach

02:15:57.000 and saying i don't like swimming when you don't get in the water right you went into that room you

02:16:01.900 saw the big tits you activated a script and you started flexing you didn't actually do therapy well

02:16:07.040 you could just look at the history of of men and you could look at the history of world leaders and

02:16:11.260 people who have uh progress it's literally time is the most valuable currency that's the most valuable

02:16:17.800 thing money's not real um so you think about what are we spending that holds the most weight and it's

02:16:23.960 time because all of our time is limited we're all going to die one day and if our time is being spent

02:16:29.320 wasted talking about how to get better instead of getting better or improving that's wasted time

02:16:33.520 the most effective use of our time is forward is progress is creating something more is inspiring

02:16:38.200 more people is building something that is the most effective use how do you know what the right

02:16:42.320 direction is god tells me god wants us to create god wants us to be strong god wants us to be able

02:16:50.200 to provide it all the time spent that i am sitting in therapy crying is time that my competition is

02:16:56.980 getting better it's time spent where i am not working on what i'm supposed to be doing so i'm not quite

02:17:02.900 sure what you think about data and and we can talk about that if you're not into like data or science

02:17:09.420 but like so so here's kind of my experience and i'm you know just sharing it i'm not trying to convince

02:17:12.920 you here right um well actually let me close off one point about what therapy is so in the case of

02:17:18.240 something like emdr or ptsd it's like it's literally trying to rewire ourselves so cognitive behavioral

02:17:24.460 therapy is a really good example of this that a lot of times our behaviors so i noticed that you're

02:17:29.600 smoking something and you're drinking red bull right so our behaviors are tied to

02:17:35.080 certain internal impulses and that the better we understand the relationship between our thoughts

02:17:41.700 our emotions and our behaviors the better control we will have over the whole system so cognitive

02:17:47.180 behavioral therapy has been designed to teach people to better control usually their behaviors

02:17:51.560 but oftentimes their thoughts and their emotions as well so we can create the instrument that we want

02:17:56.440 and emotional competence is a big part of this and a big part of emotional competence is familiarity with

02:18:06.320 your emotions getting in and like playing with the play-doh of your emotions and frequently in that

02:18:12.480 kind of way there it involves things like tears right so if i if i have some something that i'm super

02:18:19.440 sad about and super hurt about and i shove it down or i drink or whatever and i don't do engage in

02:18:26.040 healthy behaviors one way to sort of fix that is to actually like cry let that stuff up and out and

02:18:33.520 kind of exercise it from the body and the the value i think is sort of this i mean maybe not the same

02:18:39.800 because it sounds like you think prayer is superior but you've used you even said that you know

02:18:44.000 people will go through some level of i would call it catharsis where they're at mecca all these tears

02:18:49.580 are flowing they feel connected they feel like and you were kind of like letting that shit out right

02:18:55.460 and so i think the mechanism in therapy is very similar in some ways i think the big difference is

02:19:00.440 there's different aspects about the psychology and neuroscience of things like surrender and

02:19:05.640 spirituality okay um but i think that you have a human who's sort of showing you through it

02:19:10.300 yes that's one thing the other two things are you going to respond to that or i've got two other

02:19:17.920 things i wanted to share i just want to quickly say like i think a lot of crying could be self-pity

02:19:22.800 and self-loathing and serving the self like feeling bad about yourself and blaming like i when a lot of

02:19:28.300 people cry they do it because they're like why me why this i don't deserve this it's it's it's uh

02:19:33.880 it's a very selfish act so one of the most consistent things that i do for my patients

02:19:40.720 is stop that cycle i completely agree i think that we see an overwhelming amount of what i would call

02:19:51.080 emotional masturbation that is guised as like like support progress yes yes i i i mean there are places

02:20:01.400 that people will go and essentially emotionally vomit over and over and over again but over time

02:20:05.840 it doesn't get better so the whole point of like processing emotions is to be done with them

02:20:11.180 not to repeat that cycle over and over again and i've had my fair share of people who are way too

02:20:17.700 indulgent with self-pity but i would argue that that's the same problem in a different way but is

02:20:23.660 the same problem as all the others that i've said including things like ptsd which is that

02:20:27.200 their inappropriate emotional reaction or the emotions that they've lost control of

02:20:32.560 are self-pity so i one time had a patient who like this was early on before i became a really

02:20:39.240 competent therapist and would come in and after they would complain about being depressed and six

02:20:43.820 months later like they came in they had the same fucking complaints and i was like are you getting

02:20:48.800 better by coming here and he's like no and i was like what are we doing he's like i don't know i

02:20:54.660 thought this is what we're supposed to do isn't therapy like coming here and i just tell you about

02:20:57.720 what's like wrong with my day and then we just like i just tell you everything that's wrong in

02:21:01.160 my life and i'm like is that actually helping that's my problem he's like no that's it no it's

02:21:06.320 not and then i was like well then what the fuck are we going to do about it right and then like

02:21:11.260 and then we started then the real therapy started but i'm i'm with anyway so so i i think that

02:21:19.340 there's value to therapy that i i would say that your your understanding of this is incomplete

02:21:25.500 right and if i was trying to convince you it's simply that you haven't tried it

02:21:29.640 i don't i don't disagree with some of the judgments that you make but i would still say

02:21:34.700 that those are judgments that you're making like listening to a tiny slice of the population like

02:21:38.980 people who are transgender who go to therapy account for less than i'm pretty sure about that

02:21:43.940 i don't know this i'm around the statistics right at hand but i'd guess that they're less than

02:21:47.460 one percent of patients 99 of people who go to therapy at definitely 95 if not more realistically

02:21:53.840 i think gender dysphoria and stuff it probably counts for about one percent as my my gut maybe

02:21:59.160 two percent or three percent but the vast majority of people don't go for stuff like that um the last

02:22:07.280 thing that i want to say is that in in my experience as a therapist achievement becomes way easier once

02:22:13.520 people have gone through therapy so i work with a lot of people who are executives

02:22:17.140 people who are not the demographic that you're describing so people who are at the top end of

02:22:22.920 net worth like billionaires and these are people who are have built gigantic companies from the ground

02:22:28.740 up and their experience in therapy is that it helps to take care of this emotional shit it's just about

02:22:34.700 learning about this dimension of like self-understanding and frequently i'll teach them meditate and all that

02:22:40.500 kind of stuff too um but whether it's like startups or streamers or just ordinary kids who are 24 years

02:22:48.660 old and haven't done shit with their life um whatever the case is in my experience that people usually get

02:22:57.000 a lot better they learn about themselves they learn about things like their emotions and their thoughts

02:23:01.360 their desires their impulses and they get better at controlling all of that and then they get better at life

02:23:08.100 okay

02:23:12.800 but wouldn't you want do you have a son no you saying that all now i i would i would prefer that my son

02:23:26.920 never even have to get to that position he'd be strong enough to avoid that all that's my point is

02:23:32.000 is that is that it can help people but you need people you need men that don't need it at all

02:23:39.340 so this is the this is the other thing that i think is incomplete you're using the word need

02:23:44.020 i would say that at least 50 percent of my patients don't need therapy

02:23:49.960 so why do they go for optimization to master themselves okay okay to learn more about themselves

02:23:59.380 from an expert who spent seven years studying to become a monk and meditating in the himalayas

02:24:04.500 and then eight years become a medical becoming a medical doctor psychiatrist neuroscience researcher

02:24:10.480 an expert in the mind and the body

02:24:13.280 and you go and you learn from that person about how you work when you have the impulse that you

02:24:22.080 want to do anything whether it be scratch something scratch an itch piss smoke make a joke

02:24:30.120 right isn't it funny like you're kind of agreeing with me you're saying that because you're you're a monk

02:24:37.300 and because you've connected with something spiritually they're looking for some sort of guidance from you

02:24:41.560 isn't the ultimate form of that guidance just talking to god if i pray that's like quicker

02:24:47.560 what it's it's almost the same thing but just i see prayer as a better vessel for that

02:24:53.680 it's it's similar so i i so i i i mean i think i've said this several times and i'll say it again

02:25:00.580 i'm not disagreeing with most of what you say sneko i've never said that prayer is not good or is not

02:25:07.120 incredibly effective my issue is one of probability and population so i would i'll be the first to come

02:25:16.080 i mean i even said in my own experience spirituality has helped me way more than psychotherapy

02:25:21.960 but people are different and there are some people who come to me who spirituality benefits a lot

02:25:29.180 and there are other people that we can we sort of alluded to this at the beginning we can get into

02:25:33.480 more if you want but there's some people for whom faith is hard there's some people for whom they

02:25:38.140 don't hear god's voice and it is a very dangerous assumption because this is an unfalsifiable hypothesis

02:25:44.500 right so if i say you're not trying hard enough that's why you don't hear god's voice you can never

02:25:50.200 disprove that so let's say that there's one human being on the planet who it's impossible to hear

02:25:55.600 god's voice we would never be able to detect that right they could be trying 100 they could be doing

02:26:01.320 everything right but it's possible that this person will never hear it i disagree i think it's possible

02:26:06.520 for everyone but i see what you're saying right but i mean you're allowed to think that but you don't

02:26:12.660 know that you can have faith in that sure so i also for the record agree with you which is

02:26:21.860 you know i agree with you that i think everyone can hear god's voice but i can also say that just

02:26:26.780 because i believe that doesn't make it true in fact what we know about truth is to a certain degree

02:26:31.800 internal but we also know that there's plenty of data that for example you know religiosity is

02:26:38.940 protective in some ways but we also know that like

02:26:42.320 people actually do know that let me think about that we also know that let's talk about men for

02:26:51.280 example that like men still kill themselves at an alarming rate and we don't have great evidence

02:26:58.920 that exercise is sufficient to protect against suicidality but don't you see isn't there a

02:27:05.200 correlation between the amount of people how much we are talking about mental health and the

02:27:08.820 the rise in suicide in men more people are going to therapy than ever mental health is being talked

02:27:13.760 about more than ever and also the suicide rate has never been higher so what does a correlation mean

02:27:19.820 to you a correlation means that maybe a correlation is when two things um

02:27:26.640 two things are consistent with each other yeah so the question is are are we talking more about mental

02:27:36.000 health because people are more suicidal than ever or are people more suicidal than ever because we're

02:27:43.000 talking too much about mental health i think both things could be true yeah so that's what a

02:27:47.740 correlation is right there isn't a clear causation now the interesting thing about suicidality is that

02:27:51.940 the suicide rate is higher than it's ever been but not by much the really shocking thing and this is

02:27:57.020 what's really interesting is that suicidality especially in men has been relatively constant

02:28:01.360 it's going up a little bit but it is not actually correlated with the rise in mental illness

02:28:09.280 there's even one study that i was looking at recently that suggested that 50 of men who kill

02:28:15.740 themselves have no evidence or history of mental illness which for the record i i kind of buy

02:28:21.620 so i think a lot of suicide a lot of men that kill themselves and this is also like as a

02:28:27.040 professional there's a difference between someone coming into my office and who's suicidal because

02:28:32.200 their mind is not functioning correctly this is mental illness it is a pathology their their

02:28:38.540 thoughts are warped okay does that make sense that's what we mean by illness it's not functioning

02:28:44.200 properly but i'd say that half the men that come into my office the reason they're suicidal is not

02:28:48.420 because their mind is misfunctioning it's because it's functioning very well and they played the

02:28:53.320 tape through to the end and their genuine assessment of their circumstances makes it so that staying

02:28:59.580 alive is not as good of an option as just ending it that's what really scares me the most is i think

02:29:08.300 a lot of men kill themselves who are not mentally ill they're just life doesn't offer them anything

02:29:14.880 life doesn't offer them anything um because they're not they're not working towards something

02:29:23.580 that's the best way to avoid depression is to be occupied with what you're doing so much you

02:29:30.760 don't have time to think about it a lot of this mental health crisis is due to the fact that people

02:29:34.880 are inactive they're lethargic they're lazy and they're they're living internally instead of externally

02:29:42.120 yeah so so once again i think this is like where i think i disagree with some agree with some so i

02:29:49.680 completely agree with you that a contributor to the mental health crisis and now we're getting into

02:29:53.560 the polemic because we're talking about agree and disagree but um is because of inactivity completely

02:29:57.900 agree but i think the first part of what you said is spoken like in terms of people can work you know

02:30:03.860 work out and conquer depression i think there's a subgroup of people that can but that really is a

02:30:08.860 statement made by someone who i don't think has been clinically depressed because if you really

02:30:13.120 look and you talk to these people i would argue that someone who's clinically depressed actually

02:30:17.320 works way harder and puts forth a lot more effort than someone who is not depressed the difference is

02:30:24.360 they just get very little out of it so like think about the hardest thing that you've had to do

02:30:31.240 and what would your life be like if getting out of bed was that hard

02:30:35.480 so the scale of difficulty of people who are like clinically depressed is that everything is like

02:30:43.340 very difficult everything's the rate loss i think it's just a belief like saying that it's if you

02:30:50.660 believe that it's very difficult to get up then it's going to be very difficult but if you don't even

02:30:54.340 have that as a possibility in your mind then that's not going to be a problem if you believe like

02:30:58.820 i'm clinically depressed i have a difficult time waking up guess what's gonna happen so nico that's

02:31:05.960 not how it works so people don't think i'm clinically depressed people resist it for a long time i would

02:31:12.500 even say probably 50 of people who are clinically depressed don't even realize they're depressed

02:31:17.620 they just think life is really really hard they're not even aware there's a huge underdiagnosis problem

02:31:23.180 so that it's just life becomes cripplingly difficult do you give these people meds

02:31:29.320 you give them ssri's because sometimes sometimes so i would say that my personal prescribing pattern

02:31:37.780 is 25 of my patients are on medication if i prescribe medication it depends on the patient

02:31:43.380 if i'm if i prescribe medication i would say that 70 to 80 of people that i prescribe medication

02:31:49.720 for will be off of medication within 12 to 18 months

02:31:53.880 so i think medicine is a tool just like anything else i don't think that antidepressant or anti-anxiety

02:32:00.840 medication fix anything but they make your life easier as long as you take the pill easier in some ways

02:32:06.580 more difficult than others and i don't think that that's why i think it goes back to belief because

02:32:10.820 you have to accept that life is always going to be difficult it's not supposed to be easy

02:32:15.600 it's going to be hard who's who said that hold on a second i don't agree with that you're saying

02:32:21.220 that giving the medication makes their lives easier no i don't say medication but i'm saying

02:32:26.260 that i don't agree with you that life is supposed to be hard i think life is supposed to be easy

02:32:29.360 really yeah my life is easy is your life hard there's yeah i would say my life is difficult yeah

02:32:36.580 i mean no compared compared to a lot of people now i live in the first world

02:32:40.160 make a lot of money forget about comparison is your experience of life that it's harder yeah there's

02:32:45.400 difficult things that i go through every single day every day aren't you tired of that

02:32:50.120 but no i i enjoy conquering i enjoy difficult situations i enjoy solving the puzzle that's

02:32:59.560 what makes life worth it is for the is the is the everyday struggle if you don't if you can't

02:33:04.300 accept that then you're going to become depressed if you think that it's i think if people believe

02:33:07.540 that it's supposed to be easy that's when they fall into depression if you can't accept the fact

02:33:11.220 that you need to work then you're gonna yeah of course you're gonna cry so let me let

02:33:15.380 me ask you a different question would you say that you suffer on a daily basis suffer no i

02:33:23.580 wouldn't say suffer because i've seen suffering yeah so i mean i think my life is pretty easy i

02:33:28.520 think there's a language issue here like a semantic issue but i think that and it sounds to me like

02:33:33.180 you rather enjoy the difficulty of life that's a better way to to deal with it for example like

02:33:38.620 i my dad's from haiti and from a very young age i always saw some of the worst poverty the world

02:33:45.220 has ever seen haiti's one of the poorest countries in the world and they don't go to therapy there

02:33:48.560 they don't get the suicide rate is very low the suicide rate is higher in first world countries

02:33:52.760 where people get to talk about their feelings more and when people get to think about what they think

02:33:57.760 and how they feel and how it should be better but the suicide rate is lower even though there's

02:34:01.500 more poverty and it's because they don't even that idea that life is supposed to be easy doesn't

02:34:08.340 exist they've all accepted that it's difficult and they find enjoyment anyway so there's a couple of

02:34:14.360 things so that that's i i sneaker it's really interesting to talk to you because i i don't think

02:34:18.380 you're wrong once again i think it's incomplete so there are a couple things to consider one is how

02:34:23.220 is suicide rate and haiti measured no i don't know i don't know right so i know that's not a thing

02:34:30.300 i know that like the average there's there's no like therapy system there's not this in haiti

02:34:35.180 yeah so if you don't have a uh how so when someone dies

02:34:40.100 anyway so a couple something a couple things to understand one is in developing countries like haiti

02:34:46.100 um one thing you've got to be super careful about is that suicides are not cataloged to suicides

02:34:52.620 because they don't have an infrastructure to detect suicide it's anecdotal evidence i'm saying like

02:34:58.160 i know people have talked to people and i i i would vouch for the fact that haitians if there's any

02:35:02.080 well they would probably say the same thing they don't know anybody who's like that's not really

02:35:05.960 real there they don't talk about that it doesn't which is yeah but everybody in the first world

02:35:11.100 everybody in america everybody in the west knows somebody who's killed themselves or threatens to

02:35:14.160 kill themselves so people will cut the wrist and you're not you're not wrong that so i think there's

02:35:19.820 a caveat there it's not quite as black and white but i i would also agree that and i think we sort of

02:35:24.680 have evidence for this that the better society becomes the worse our mental health becomes so

02:35:32.700 the more that we become the more that our physical needs get met the worse our mind will become

02:35:39.500 strong men make easy times uh hard times make strong men blah blah blah yeah so i think it's strong

02:35:46.260 men make easy times easy times make weak men weak men make hard times and we are in the easy times

02:35:52.560 have made weak men period yeah so i i don't don't quite agree with that because i think that there's

02:35:58.560 also like a level of evolution where the the the difficulties that we face have changed right so the

02:36:05.180 way that i see that is like we had to fight for survival and now we have to fight for contentment

02:36:10.340 it's just the the the enemy we're facing is different so we used to die from things like

02:36:17.240 infections but like thank god for antibiotics and now the the crisis that we're dealing with

02:36:22.760 because we've sort of fixed everything else so it's really interesting because if you really look

02:36:27.360 at it every dimension of medicine has gotten better over the last 50 years except for mental health

02:36:33.500 mental health is the only one place where we're losing the war and it's because we have so much time

02:36:39.120 to think about it we've never had more time to focus on it yeah so i i think that we have more

02:36:45.100 idle minds than we've ever had we interestingly enough if you look at our our society we have the

02:36:50.280 least time to process that we've ever had in in the history of humanity how is that so because if

02:36:57.640 you think about the way that people used to live like we used to be like let's say hunter gatherers

02:37:01.280 or farmers so we had a lot of rote activity with mental time that was free so our minds were free

02:37:07.760 most of the time now our minds are occupied most of the time so for example like let's say we went

02:37:12.960 out and hunted right and i shoot an arrow and i miss the deer and then you shoot an arrow and you hit

02:37:18.680 the deer and then i feel bad about it because man sneko's such a better he's so chad and i'm so beta

02:37:23.720 or whatever the fuck and then what happens is we carry this deer for two hours back and then i have

02:37:28.360 plenty of time to process on that two hours like my feeling of inferiority and so if you look at like

02:37:33.840 hunter gatherers and stuff like they've just got a lot of time to mentally work through

02:37:37.740 whatever goes on now what's going on is we're so our minds are so distracted usually by technology

02:37:42.940 that we have no time left for processing and now we have studies that show if you fucking go for a

02:37:48.300 walk where there are trees it's like good for your mental health like we know that is it some of it

02:37:53.420 vitamin d sure but some of it is just processing time we don't have any time to process this is why

02:37:57.800 a lot of people like what happens is they're so technologically occupied and then when they go to

02:38:02.360 sleep at night the thoughts come flooding back all of the things that they've they built up

02:38:08.600 everything that they've suppressed everything that they've shoved down comes flooding back and then

02:38:13.240 they can't sleep then they've got insomnia and then they'll use a cbd whatever or like drink or

02:38:21.080 you know whatever or they'll wait till they're so fucking fatigued that they absolutely pass out

02:38:26.360 because they can't go to bed

02:38:28.200 we agree on on it seems like we agree

02:38:38.260 yeah it's also that weird polemic that we're slipping into where it's like do we agree or

02:38:45.420 disagree i don't know how we keep on getting here but i think it's something about something

02:38:50.460 about the way that you speak triggers that in me yeah uh i guess it's a pretty like aggressive way

02:38:57.900 of speaking yeah but i i don't think you're aggressive there's something subtle about it i'm

02:39:03.020 still trying to figure it out what were you gonna say earlier remember you're gonna uncover

02:39:06.740 something like an hour ago and you laughed and said i'll tell you later what was that oh yeah yeah

02:39:11.660 yeah um oh yeah yeah so but i mean so you actually got there pretty quick this is this whole

02:39:16.440 thing about like so i don't know if this kind of makes sense to you but being noticed is very

02:39:19.520 important for you that's why you like it you like being seen you love being seen

02:39:24.480 right and you i mean you kind of you kind of jumped right into it because you said like yeah i felt

02:39:30.320 invisible like and and so this is where what i would encourage you to really think about is if

02:39:34.960 you pay attention to yourself you'll find i think god will help with this by the way so i i totally see

02:39:39.440 why um i i totally see i i think it fits with my understanding of you why religion is so potent for you

02:39:48.700 uh but i i think you know i think you really like to be noticed and i i think you actually like to

02:39:56.320 play games with people and it makes you very happy when you're when they're able to see through it

02:40:00.680 and then i would also venture that

02:40:03.920 you don't like it when they see some things that you're not proud of and the beautiful thing about god

02:40:11.620 is that it's okay for god to see those things right because there's no ego with god but with other

02:40:17.300 human beings there's ego yes to which i would say this is a i my perspective okay i'm not saying i'm

02:40:24.560 right here i feel like i'm right about a lot of things around psychotherapy and whatnot but this is

02:40:28.880 my opinion i believe it a lot but so here's the thing so you're saying that the joy comes from god

02:40:36.660 right and god is special because with god you're egoless and with with without your ego you can

02:40:43.080 surrender to god and then it feels amazing right yes so one thing i would encourage you to think

02:40:50.520 about is what is responsible for all of that goodness is it is the key thing the surrender of

02:40:56.460 ego or is it god it's god

02:41:00.920 so the cool thing so i i would disagree i think god is really good at getting you to surrender your ego

02:41:08.440 but i would say that surrendering your ego is going to have the effect god is just a really good

02:41:13.800 way to do that and if you can surrender your ego even with another human being it's fucking liberating

02:41:19.500 man it feels amazing right and that's it's it's almost impossible to to do that no it isn't

02:41:28.440 that's that's why people like therapy because they go that and they go there and it's a place where

02:41:38.080 they can surrender their ego and they have someone who helps them see that i'm trying to convince you

02:41:42.140 to go to therapy but i i think that almost impossible is like it's like kind of saying

02:41:45.760 like it's almost impossible to fly well yeah if you don't know how to build a plane i agree but there's

02:41:51.660 a there there are literally techniques and even even if you look at islam and mecca and things like

02:41:56.080 that and you know all these rituals they come up with are all physiologically and psychologically

02:42:02.220 priming you for surrender to clean yourself to wear white they've figured this stuff out man that

02:42:08.120 ain't random someone sat down and realized okay when i wash myself before i go into a temple

02:42:14.060 my capacity for surrender increases it becomes easier to surrender right and so the interesting

02:42:22.160 thing is in my experience it's the surrender itself that leads to the awesomeness and god is just very

02:42:28.860 easy to surrender to because there's not an ego on the other side of the table

02:42:33.180 right it's hard to it's hard to surrender when there's an ego on the other side harder completely

02:42:43.300 agree and the challenge is that not everyone can feel god the way that you can

02:42:48.020 everyone everyone everyone can i know you're saying that there's too many generalizations but

02:42:54.840 everyone can and it's it's where i also disagree is just saying that it's it's all has to do with

02:43:00.420 faith i think there's a lot of logic that comes around god it's not just it's not just faith it's it's

02:43:08.660 also scientific yeah i think that there's a lot of logic when it comes to god too

02:43:13.480 i think it's just faith i think faith seems to be for especially for the the abrahamic religions

02:43:20.620 faith seems to be the central piece of it that's my understanding as an outsider

02:43:25.100 i would say that faith is more it appears to be more important than logic i don't know if you

02:43:31.360 you're the one who's islamic so you tell me or muslim right but i wouldn't be able to

02:43:36.940 well this is my personal experience i wouldn't be able to find faith without first logically coming

02:43:42.560 to the fact that god created everything first i have to i had to understand that there has to

02:43:49.620 be one intelligent designer that we can't exist without god that we're all the concept of tohi of

02:43:56.420 oneness that there's one creator and we're all he created the universe so arriving there logically then

02:44:02.840 helped me find faith yeah so i i think that that's oftentimes many people's experience is that

02:44:08.600 they have some kind of intellectual um i don't know what the word i'm looking for is like an

02:44:18.300 intellectual comfort sounds too small like an intellectual realization and then that sort of

02:44:25.220 forms faith yeah okay i'll be there soon you gotta go uh soon i think we're i usually talk to people

02:44:35.200 for between an hour and two and and so we're we're coming up on two hours do you have other thoughts

02:44:40.920 or questions no i think this is a good discussion i thank god this is i think this is an interesting

02:44:47.700 conversation um did i satisfy your your you had asked a question about what what i understood about

02:44:56.300 that it being invisible and being noticed and stuff that did that did i answer that i know i was

02:45:01.480 being playful about it earlier but i don't want to leave you hanging there i think it's less about

02:45:05.920 being noticed but also it's an innate desire to i want to inspire and i like connecting with people

02:45:11.900 it's not really like a look at me look at me thing it's more that i want to be sure that i have a

02:45:17.180 positive impact on the world that there's something that where does that come from

02:45:21.860 i don't know i think that that's a i think it's a universal i think it's the masculine imperative

02:45:33.500 so this is what's so interesting to me is why do you why are you so quick and it's not an accusation

02:45:40.240 i'm really curious like why are you so quick to say your experience is universal because i don't think

02:45:45.600 that i'm that i don't think i'm different from most people i think a lot of people are i think

02:45:51.860 men are all the same and women are all the same to an extent like we all have the same sort of wants

02:45:57.060 and needs we're all i think deep down we're way more similar than people give us credit for

02:46:03.680 okay i think a lot of people like to feel as if they're unique i think that's why people go to

02:46:10.680 therapy to think that their individual experience is special and i think we need to remove that idea

02:46:16.300 that we're all special because we're not you know we're we're all god's creation and we're not that

02:46:22.960 different you know there's nothing that really separates me from anybody from from you or anybody

02:46:28.660 watching this right now i don't think that i i don't think we're that different and i think the

02:46:33.000 best thing we can do with our time is to is to create inspire

02:46:35.860 i think i figured out why this becomes polemic so quickly so you do speak in very declarative

02:46:43.980 statements that seem they don't offer a whole lot of wiggle room so i think it invites other people

02:46:55.840 to disagree with you because you you don't have a statement that's like 95 in one direction everything

02:47:01.340 is 100 percent that's true so so and i i think unless someone agrees with you 100 it naturally

02:47:07.880 invites the discrepancy right so if i say like all people are x it's very easy for people to come

02:47:17.340 back and say no they aren't but if i say some people are x it doesn't invite it's it's less inviting

02:47:26.300 for disagreement but it's okay i mean it's really interesting i mean what i would encourage for you

02:47:32.520 if that's okay can i offer you some sure things to think about sure um the first is do you like

02:47:40.020 i know you talk to a lot of people and you seem actually quite open-minded to me is that fair yeah i

02:47:46.840 agree um but what i'm kind of curious about is you don't the way that you talk so i'm a little bit

02:47:57.520 confused because on the one hand you seem quite open-minded so even it not debating but you know

02:48:02.560 at the very beginning you're like therapy doesn't work for anyone and then like later on you're able

02:48:05.360 to see okay i can understand how it could be useful for some people but i still think prayer is more

02:48:10.260 effective which is completely fair right but that there's you're not actually very rigid with your

02:48:14.420 thinking either a lot of declarative statements a lot of i would say inflammatory statements

02:48:18.660 a lot of like lack of like uh empathy which i think upsets a lot of people right because you

02:48:27.760 don't really you're what you believe is like universally true is what i am really getting a

02:48:33.500 lot of from you so what i'm kind of curious about is you seem open-minded but

02:48:37.420 do you like listen to other people i do quite a bit i think i listen to people more than most

02:48:46.580 uh and yeah go ahead no i mean i had an interview series in new york called the one minute podcast

02:48:53.900 where i just would uh set up a table in the subway station and talk to people and just look at them

02:48:58.460 and listen i think i've talked and listened to more people than 99.9 percent of people obviously you

02:49:04.420 probably have done it extensively but compared to how long i've been doing interviews and speaking

02:49:09.700 to people doing the one minute podcast i think that i have a sample rate of speaking to people

02:49:14.740 that's more than most by far yeah so so what i'm curious about is when someone shares something that

02:49:21.020 is contrary to your world view what does your mind do with it

02:49:24.580 probably um immediately fight against it

02:49:31.300 okay or no not not even just that but also

02:49:35.780 no i i allow myself to to see if it's true i think about it i think about it yeah so that that's

02:49:45.700 also what's kind of confusing for me is like i i think i can see you thinking about it and and part of

02:49:51.860 the reason that i was uh interested in speaking with you is because i've seen a little bit of

02:49:56.820 your stuff and you actually seem to think about stuff like i don't get the sense that i mean i think

02:50:01.140 you're quite inflammatory but i don't think you're you're quite as rigid as is you don't seem very rigid

02:50:06.340 i mean you actually think about stuff but what i would really encourage you to do um is when someone

02:50:13.540 says something that you think about don't just critically analyze it try your hardest to

02:50:23.860 understand how that could be true for this person

02:50:28.980 that's another idea that i just disagree with philosophically i don't think that there's

02:50:34.820 your truth or my truth as much as people like to give it i think that there is one universal truth

02:50:41.460 and that's what i that's what i've always been trying to get to is what is the truth

02:50:45.460 because everybody has this belief that there is my truth my truth and i think that's where people

02:50:50.020 lead astray i no hold on hold on hold on i don't think that i'm not talking about my truth or your

02:50:55.300 truth i know it sounds weird because that's what i'm sort of asking you to do but i i'd actually say

02:50:59.060 that i know it's kind of bizarre but to get to the one truth i think this is a really good way to do it

02:51:03.940 okay so it's not your their truth or your truth it you don't know that your truth is closer to the

02:51:10.100 truth than their truth so if you really want to understand what the truth is you have to try to

02:51:17.620 approach it from all the different angles it's like looking at you know have you heard this this

02:51:22.100 tale of the the blind men and the elephant no so like four blind people touch different parts of

02:51:28.500 the elephant and they make conclusions about what it is so one person is like this is a cat because

02:51:34.580 they touch its tail one person is like touches the trunk and i don't know what this fire hose i

02:51:39.380 don't know one person touches the foot and it's like this is a tree one purchase a person touches

02:51:44.100 an ear and it's like this is a leaf so one of the really interesting things is that and i i think

02:51:50.020 you're quite insightful and you're you're quite a critical thinker and it seems like you've accessed

02:51:55.780 some dimension of spiritual knowledge which is also quite potent so i'm not trying to downplay

02:52:00.980 anything that you've learned and at the same time knowing people as well as i know them and maybe i

02:52:07.300 don't know you um i i think you will gain a lot if you really try to understand and set aside your

02:52:18.660 own beliefs and really try to understand their perspective because i get the sense that you

02:52:23.060 listen but i do also get the sense that your mind is very automatic with like counter arguments the

02:52:28.340 thoughts pop up instantly i think you're just gonna get more and it's not about i'm not talking about

02:52:35.060 woke like oh everyone has their truth like i think there's truth to that statement but i'm that's not

02:52:39.140 what i'm alluding to what i'm saying is the simply that you're a flawed human being and everybody else

02:52:43.460 is a flawed human being and if you try to understand really try to sit in someone else's shoes and

02:52:48.180 understand their perspective that you will have an enriched understanding of the world and my experience

02:52:54.660 has been the more people whose perspectives i understand the closer i get to that common truth

02:53:02.420 because it's the part that everyone agrees about that is the closest to the truth

02:53:10.580 that's a logical assumption but that's been my experience so just something to think about

02:53:18.820 do you ever go to therapy

02:53:20.180 do i ever go to therapy i have done

02:53:28.340 therapy for about eight to 12 weeks in my life

02:53:40.340 a last thing i want to ask you like a lot of people in the chat are asking um how do they get

02:53:44.340 how do they overcome porn addiction or masturbation addiction it's a great question um a couple of

02:53:51.860 things one is we've got a bunch of resources about that if people are interested like i'll do like

02:53:56.660 lectures and stuff on porn addiction so we have stuff on that on youtube but i'll answer now in kind

02:54:01.620 of a quick way so here's what we have to understand about porn addiction any addiction exists because of two

02:54:08.020 things when an activity gives us pleasure and takes away pain we have the capacity to become addicted

02:54:14.580 to it if you really look at addiction there is a cycle of addiction so in the first phase of

02:54:21.780 addiction all it does is make us feel good in the second phase of addiction so let's say like

02:54:27.220 something like smoking or coffee or playing a video game the first game that you play is fun

02:54:31.700 the first time you jerk off and you watch porn it's fantastic right there's no downside

02:54:35.220 then what happens over time is we develop a tolerance to the positive so the first cup

02:54:41.860 of caffeine coffee that i drink in my life will keep me awake for 24 hours but if i drink it every

02:54:46.740 way i develop a tolerance this is a neuroscientific mechanism this is also part of the reason that

02:54:51.220 people will start to many people start to watch more hardcore or extreme pornography over time

02:54:57.940 because they they get desensitized or develop a tolerance

02:55:00.980 so the second phase of addiction is sort of the you stop enjoying it and then the other thing that

02:55:09.220 starts to happen is it suppresses our negative emotional experience and if you really work with

02:55:14.820 people who are addicted to pornography what you'll find is that they're not actually very lustful they

02:55:19.940 use it as an emotional regulation technique when they feel bored when they feel sad when they're trying

02:55:26.100 to keep negative thoughts at bay oftentimes we're not even aware of it because men are alexithymic

02:55:32.100 which means that we are colorblind to our internal emotional state we're so good at ignoring and

02:55:38.660 shoving down our emotions we're not even aware when we feel them um so a lot of that porn behavior is

02:55:45.060 actually driven by negative emotions so the real way to break free of porn addiction is first of all

02:55:51.140 you have to find you have to do something with so porn is serves a purpose that's why we get addicted

02:55:57.620 to stuff we will ruin our lives for an addiction because not because the addiction is bad because

02:56:03.700 it's really good so a good example of this is i had a patient who was addicted to heroin

02:56:09.780 uh getting fired from their job going through a divorce on the brink of financial ruin kids don't

02:56:16.340 talk to them and then i was like bro don't you just like i don't understand how you don't get

02:56:21.140 this like heroin is fucking ruining every dimension of your life why don't you just stop

02:56:27.220 and then he turned to me and he was like well it's because that every part of my life is falling apart

02:56:33.380 that i can't stop heroin is the only time that my life is put together the rest when i'm not high

02:56:40.260 like everything's falling apart so for most people who are addicted there's this neuroscientific

02:56:46.100 component but there's also something underlying that is driving the addiction so you have to fix

02:56:50.980 that so whatever insecurity it is whatever however you manage your emotions you can metabolize your

02:56:56.580 emotions you can hit the gym you can go pray you can go see a therapist those are all very effective

02:57:02.420 and i think like everything all together is ideal unless something doesn't work for you which is totally

02:57:07.620 fair um and and so you have to fix what's driving the underlying addiction and if you look at the

02:57:14.100 science of porn addiction the number one thing that correlates with having a pornography addiction

02:57:20.820 is a sense of meaninglessness in life so finding purpose is a very powerful antidote to porn addiction

02:57:29.140 and a simple way to understand that is you have to have a reason to stop watching porn you gotta be

02:57:36.420 doing something with your life otherwise like if you're fucking sitting at home all day like why the

02:57:40.980 fuck not right your brain is sitting there and it's like we've been sitting here for six hours we

02:57:45.460 haven't been doing anything let me watch some porn and so you gotta fix whatever it is you gotta start

02:57:51.620 to get some purpose do some emotional metabolism which is the ultimate fuel for the porn addiction

02:57:57.460 and then there's also a behavioral component of like you know reducing your consumption limiting your

02:58:04.580 consumption making it so when you have an impulse to watch porn is it isn't so easy so if you sort of

02:58:11.140 have an impulse to engage in an addictive behavior if you can create time between the impulse and the access

02:58:19.220 that will help a lot and if you really think about it people who develop technology understand this

02:58:27.540 so it used to be that i had to unlock my phone and then open an app in order to like look at cat pictures

02:58:35.780 but phone developers are getting better and better and better at face id thumbprint and so now it's easy

02:58:42.660 anytime we have an uh impulse to access it and the more time that we delay the more that our impulse

02:58:49.460 can disappear or we can start to think or we can think okay i don't have time for this but like people

02:58:54.020 are getting really really good at like i have an impulse let me gratify it right this second so you

02:58:59.460 have to work on that too which is like really limiting how easy it is to access porn so this is

02:59:05.300 very simple stuff like if you've got a porn hub account delete it a log out of whatever you know

02:59:11.060 stuff that you have so it's not easy to access or delete it all so it's hard to find or whatever like

02:59:17.860 you can you can do all that kind of stuff and it'll help but i think that usually working with

02:59:22.020 addictions you got to fix that underlying stuff and the good news is that the addiction oftentimes

02:59:26.260 melts away on its own if you do the rest of the work you gotta you gotta do the work you have to

02:59:32.180 do the work absolutely man i think the last thing that i'll share is that in in my experience therapy

02:59:37.860 is a lot of work it's not like uh i mean it's it's heavy dude it's like it's like lifting just

02:59:43.620 lifting your emotions and lifting your thoughts and and you know there's a heavy

02:59:47.540 shit down there and it takes definitely it's definitely easier than sparring sitting and

02:59:52.900 talking about your childhood yes talking about your childhood is easier than you know physical

02:59:59.620 no i mean i i think i think some some people are much more comfortable with their body than they are

03:00:05.140 with their emotions especially men like talking about emotions is very hard for men vulnerability is

03:00:12.340 very hard for men because there's ego involved like surrendering your ego is really hard like i i'm

03:00:19.700 not saying that sparring is easy but i i think there's plenty of people who love sparring like

03:00:23.460 plenty of people it's not hard they live for it and you know so i i i don't i don't agree with the

03:00:33.060 generalization of your statement but i completely agree that for some people for me sparring is harder

03:00:38.580 than talking about my emotions for sure so in a sense i'm proving your point i just i think people

03:00:45.700 are different does that answer the porn addiction question it does it does any other thoughts or

03:00:54.420 questions before we wrap up for the day thank you thank you man thank you this is a good good conversation

03:01:00.500 i need to like listen to this yeah yeah your your energy has changed over the course of the conversation

03:01:08.580 i i i appreciate everything that you put into it thanks man i appreciate you i can see that you

03:01:13.540 actually uh appreciate your attention and focus on this yeah take care man good luck all right

03:01:19.140 i hope to see you again soon yeah man take care all right all right

03:01:22.580 which indian was better dr shiva or dr doctor dr k or dr shiva

03:01:44.340 yeah

03:01:44.580 uh

03:01:48.100 that shit is tiring that was deep though good conversation man shout out to dr k

03:01:52.980 shout out to dr k healthy gamer gg

03:01:54.820 oh

03:02:08.340 oh i need music or something

03:02:12.660 um

03:02:12.900 okay gta or clip shot we could still go through the shows do it again i'm down

03:02:26.740 part two chat you want to part two with that or no

03:02:28.820 okay

03:02:38.660 may christmas only thing of my wishes is

03:02:40.500 bitches i don't say that it'll pull up we crunching

03:02:42.660 on your block with some rain that we spin it

03:02:44.660 look i've been naughty all year i don't listen

03:02:46.500 he under the message so big he go kiss him

03:02:48.180 fill in my stocking with diamonds they glisten

03:02:49.780 niggas be lc they do what i tell them

03:02:51.460 put that doll in your nose and you root off

03:02:52.980 bitch i'm icy like snow i don't cool off

03:02:54.660 jingle bells i'll be trapping with school off

03:02:56.260 all these niggas they pussy they twist off

03:02:58.100 fill me try to run against more like a chimney

03:03:00.100 for that bitch and she calling me candy cane

03:03:01.940 every time i pull up she gonna lick me

03:03:03.860 fast i got a little hoes hoes hoes

03:03:05.940 wrecked out of your nose nose nose hardcore like i'm from the north post

03:03:09.220 oh my gosh wait chat you guys want to see couples therapy or no

03:03:12.900 um

03:03:14.180 monkey first am i trying to do monkey right now

03:03:16.820 let's do 30 push-ups chat on the slating we pulling up

03:03:19.140 let's do a quick 30 push-ups quick 30 and then we'll get it to it all right

03:03:23.220 all right quick 30

03:03:26.260 don't you yeah

03:03:30.100 it's

03:03:35.060 you

03:03:39.060 can't

03:03:40.260 know how we do

03:03:42.180 cut

03:03:42.740 merry christmas only thing of my wishes is bitches

03:03:45.060 i told santa to pull up we cringing on your block with some rain that we

03:03:47.860 spinning

03:03:48.100 look i've been naughty oh yeah i don't listen he under the message told bicky go kiss him

03:03:52.180 fill in my stocking with diamonds they glisten niggas be lc they do what i tell them

03:03:55.460 put that dot on your nose on you rudolph

03:03:57.060 bitch i'm icy like snow i don't cool off jingle bells i'll be trapping with school off

03:04:00.340 all these niggas they pussy they twist off

03:04:02.180 fill me try to run against more like a chimney

03:04:04.260 for that bitch she calling me candy cane every time i pull up she gonna lick me

03:04:07.300 fast i got a little hose hose hose wrecked out of your nose nose nose

03:04:11.300 no hardcore like i'm from the north pole

03:04:12.900 all right

03:04:20.660 hello clips

03:04:23.140 which one did i skip my team was telling me i skipped some good clips

03:04:25.300 xqc finds out you can pay to play games with girls

03:04:28.660 let's see what epel is then

03:04:40.260 hey i'm stralizia and if you want to play some fortnite come and play some fortnite with me

03:04:46.260 hey are you looking for a girl to play

03:04:47.860 what the f**k is going on man

03:04:49.860 holi mi nombre es vani y soy de mexico

03:04:51.860 hi i'm say if you want to play

03:04:53.940 guys guys i'm gonna be weird

03:04:56.900 but why does it why does none of them sound normal

03:05:03.860 i jumped off a f**king pier

03:05:05.860 i jumped off a pier for a girl's phone number

03:05:08.980 in santa monica blows up goes on worldstar

03:05:11.860 worldstar gets 20 million views next thing you know i have a million

03:05:14.980 steezy's going through his deep artist subscribers

03:05:18.980 in what four months and then all of this happens and i'm lucky enough to be able to do this for a

03:05:24.340 living and you know the whole steezy cane thing immature prankster on youtube the guy who sings songs in

03:05:30.740 public um but then of course everybody has like a maturing phase right where you take a look at the

03:05:37.380 work you do and you really question is this me is this what i want to do do i really want to be

03:05:44.260 singing songs on the street and then that's when you jump into your whole existential ness

03:05:50.340 why she's gonna be a muslim in two years two years easy what is shiva the god of shiva is one of the

03:05:58.180 most prominent roles in hinduism as the god of destruction what the f**k is shiva a demon

03:06:07.380 and the threats to our nation uh mid clips mid clips what else

03:06:20.740 well i wish you a very speedy recovery pierce morgan my friend i'm not joking i'm not being

03:06:25.220 ironic i do actually like pierce morgan he's never offended me pierce morgan is vaccinated and got

03:06:29.700 covid but pierce morgan let me get this straight pierce you and i we have a long history and i

03:06:37.060 have nothing really against you because you come at me straight we have a fair fight good journalist

03:06:42.820 you're a good journalist i master my aikido but you sat you flew on a plane all the way here to romania

03:06:50.260 and sat and was destroyed by me while discussing the effectiveness of the covid vaccine and then

03:06:57.620 you lack the perspicacity to understand tweeting about the fact that you have six vaccines and now

03:07:04.340 you have covid is somehow gonna prove me completely right maybe he got covid from us because we're

03:07:12.420 unvaccinated pierce sorry bro i gave you covid i'm not vaccinated there was no social distancing no

03:07:21.620 mask and up ambidextrous and that's where you got it from me but i'm fine because i'm top g top germ

03:07:37.060 is it genuinely how you felt it yeah

03:07:39.140 i don't want a lot for christmas so you still think therapy is a waste um yes i do i don't think

03:07:54.020 i learned anything basically we just yeah chat wait hold on are any of you convinced that therapy is good

03:07:59.780 after that did that change your mind that just solidified what i talked about it was an interesting

03:08:03.220 combo but i came into this thinking that therapy is mental masturbation and i'm left thinking the same

03:08:08.820 exact thing um i would never yeah this is kind of fun i i wouldn't do this off camera i'm only going

03:08:14.740 to farm this i'll farm therapy but i'm not going to do it none of you are convinced none of you convinced

03:08:20.100 tts is on by the way you can spam it tts is back on

03:08:27.220 it's for some people it's good yeah true true but my my whole ideology beforehand was that it's better to

03:08:32.020 not than go and i think that was proved right like it's not necessary it's asking for help and help is

03:08:39.780 a sign of weakness and i don't want to be weak you know it's okay to ask for help but when you prefer

03:08:44.340 not asking for help than asking for help it's that simple it's not as black and white i did it for a

03:08:51.620 year not really worth it you know jack frost went to therapy for a year yeah everybody i know that that

03:08:55.860 goes to therapy consistently they still are kind of you know i realized therapy was a waste um when

03:09:03.540 my therapist was looking at the clock when the session was ending and my other therapist was

03:09:06.980 a fat ass lady with a double jiggly chin bro imagine looking at your therapist looking at the ceiling

03:09:14.180 i would just end it

03:09:18.020 imagine being so depressingly boring that you bore the the therapist

03:09:25.860 okay all right gta time dirty bird gang let's get into it let's get into it chat is iraq um

03:09:39.780 is iraq on is rice on who's in his bed who's in his bed oh let's see if rice is on

03:09:47.460 oh all i want for charisma is

03:09:55.700 demp donated five dollars what up dempsey search james woo house blown up crazy rabbit hole link put

03:10:02.340 it in the discord so i'm just staff you statue of chiva who all right let me let me look at love

03:10:07.620 speech real quick hey twitter love speech what's going on man miss you guys miss you guys man

03:10:17.460 i don't know oh yeah at least you guys are still talking about destiny

03:10:26.900 bruh

03:10:35.220 okay let's get into it let's get into it

03:10:40.100 well my team is up with the clips chat this is very at the kind of a clip we will stream

03:10:43.860 rice is not on iraq is not on oh yeah way he's joined up

03:10:55.540 clippers make me look good don't make me look bad

03:11:02.660 okay i can't reach out all right he's probably gonna pull up later he told me he said he wants

03:11:07.940 to get out to the and rice that he wants to get on today too

03:11:14.020 put on christmas music i did already i just did

03:11:15.860 let's play we pull number oh yeah make my wish cut true open up be away tell me the loop

03:11:21.620 open up be away

03:11:25.140 bitches the doa bitch is my pop

03:11:29.620 dropping the home somebody get shot

03:11:32.260 my cousin donated five dollars what up jake future is life goodbye what the

03:11:38.020 fuck

03:11:49.060 that was exhausting though bro like i'm actually i feel tired after that therapy session

03:11:54.660 whack a flacker donated one dollar what nico how did your face transformed did mike tyson caught you by a

03:12:01.700 dead end and blessed you with some his punches in the face and deformed it what the go back to an

03:12:06.580 old vid and compare man huh maya donated one dollar what's up what happened to maya didn't she seemed

03:12:13.380 perfect fr asking also make sure to not stop praying no matter how many sins to do remind yourself

03:12:21.940 neon myron etc it's a common mistake to say let you're right you're right you're right you're right

03:12:28.020 bitchin my doa bitchin my pop okay i'm gonna get the i'm taking forever chat sorry for being slow

03:12:43.700 yeah join up join up if you're if you guys are in the server join up now you can stream snipe

03:12:49.780 the

03:12:50.740 fuck work bruh

03:12:53.460 is this the only way to get into a server chat you have to do this every single time

03:12:58.740 oh fuck someone road starting to continue out low and spent attention span bot activities chat i

03:13:03.780 just did fucking therapy for like three hours

03:13:09.300 what do you want you want to study on stream what the hell is wrong with you

03:13:14.340 oh here it is

03:13:16.740 here we go here we go imagine paying with the stranger with the degree i didn't pay i ain't paying

03:13:24.420 for that shit man the fuck out of you bruh

03:13:31.700 normal crystal music

03:13:33.940 although you called me a dork last time which hurt until i realized i could slap the hair off

03:13:38.980 your chin i'm hyped for active income when is it dropping i learned a ton in tck and it motivated

03:13:45.540 me to be who i am today that's what's up uh january 1. have you ever thought about incest what the

03:13:53.060 fuck is wrong with you bro biggie smalls donated one dollar so biggie smalls hi sneeko i am a fan

03:13:58.820 of logan paul and recently i followed his advice i am not broken homeless facing felony fraud and my

03:14:05.380 wife is fucking my best friend wow um is that what logan paul says to do 98 donated one dollar the reason

03:14:16.580 successful men hate therapy is because they know talking about your problems won't solve them facts

03:14:24.820 it's man some masturbation enemy park donated one dollar sneeko can you now finally admit that you

03:14:32.260 smashed for leaner boom bucker

03:14:46.100 yo lock in dirty bird gang all right so iraq's not on is um who is on

03:14:53.620 what do you put on a hoodie it's cold in here bro

03:15:06.260 saiza got donated five dollars what up i agree with you that therapy is kind of bs but you should

03:15:12.180 do couples therapy with sarah but apparently she has a new man there's a clip of her talking about it

03:15:18.020 in the com from recent mummy fatherless get a fucking girlfriend bro like why do you want that

03:15:23.540 so bad get married

03:15:34.900 diplo donated one dollar says he'll play video games occasionally on special occasionally proceeds

03:15:42.020 to play video games the last five streams huh content of no value fuck you

03:15:47.300 chat what do you mean i just had a yap session for three hours okay valuable content i'll get you

03:15:54.180 oh what's up man can i get in hey where we going where we going

03:16:00.420 let's talk to where you at

03:16:04.900 wi-fi matt donated one dollar at server to favorites and it will

03:16:09.700 where do you need to go again uh nothing man i just uh just got back to the city i was on i was on a

03:16:14.580 mission before but i'm chilling man what you up to hey much gang you put me just on my money

03:16:19.860 sheet you put me just been straight behind and you know the deal that's what's up that's what's up get

03:16:24.020 to it so what's your name though i'm huby what's your name you'll be nice to meet you

03:16:29.060 you're my name jordan cloud they call me cloud though hey cloud

03:16:35.780 nigga i'm pulling up right now what's that down

03:16:40.420 what you be on how long i've been in the city you said yeah uh about a week something like

03:16:49.540 that i'm still i just got my first job you know managing at the strip club it's been good

03:16:54.340 get off my feet just got out of prison need some uh you know yeah yeah tight

03:16:59.860 shit tight shit but it's new it's new and i'm trying to get like you you look like you got money

03:17:09.380 hey what's up baby what's good what's she up to today what's my number oh here let me get let

03:17:17.620 me get your contact

03:17:26.500 share real quick

03:17:35.860 jordan i bet locked in

03:17:37.860 all right back to show you for me if you need anything just give me a call if you need any

03:17:41.220 picture sites you have a photographer too are you a photographer all right but yeah

03:17:47.620 i'm trying to be looking good over here she's fast as though christian do you do you

03:18:02.340 i need to change my uh i need to change my shoes

03:18:04.500 hey what's she getting dressed for nothing okay you do shopping for fun

03:18:18.980 i already shopped well what's she doing tonight

03:18:24.340 nothing really honestly okay let me get your number we can figure that out

03:18:28.260 what's your name can i even have your name right my name is hubert my name is hubert hubert tolly

03:18:40.180 yeah what are you a cop a cop yeah i look like a cop

03:18:48.180 i ain't a cop but i can still put you in a car or an mma fighter or something you know

03:18:51.940 i know cop but i can arrest you if you need um i'm okay can you pull your phone back out or

03:19:00.020 what are you locked in okay let me call sammy real quick i forgot about to see if she here

03:19:21.220 i know what she's gonna see if i'm like that

03:19:43.220 you gotta say that it's always a guy doing the girl voice there's no way

03:19:45.860 you should probably sleeping right now open up

03:19:56.420 lrp drip yeah yeah you're right you're right you're right chat i need to change my shoes

03:20:02.100 uh there's no shoes in the store l drip go to the hood you know what i haven't even been to the

03:20:09.780 hood in a minute how about i go let me get some new shoes first

03:20:15.860 no i don't feel like it fuck it it's a good trick

03:20:23.140 sneaker got no drip the hell man yeah bro the controls are hard to do i don't know how to select

03:20:28.100 it it's like takes all this work

03:20:34.740 honestly i think the therapist read straight through you bro i'm not a hard to read person i'm a pretty

03:20:39.780 open book you're ugly you're ugly

03:20:52.660 hey homie where are you from homie

03:20:55.060 nah nah nah nah nah nah hey hey what's up bro

03:20:57.220 that nigga's weird guy

03:20:59.620 what you mean don't talk to you homie little switch play

03:21:01.460 oh yeah you're right you're right okay yeah yeah yeah love speech

03:21:26.340 hey hey hey don't don't hug this fucking stinky boy oh yeah you're right yeah what the

03:21:29.700 fuck get off me man get the fuck off me

03:21:37.940 what's up with you fool you know you're on my block right this ain't your block this

03:21:41.060 a fucking mall dumbass this is my block fool i come here shopping every day i send like a thousand

03:21:45.700 bands fool everybody shops here what are you talking about nah nobody stops here unless if they're

03:21:50.100 sanctioned with me fool sanctioned with you yeah so you say you gotta you gotta check it with me i don't

03:21:54.740 i gotta check it with you nah nah you gotta check it with me fool you don't even shop here you

03:21:59.300 ain't got no drip the fuck you know you shopper i got that shit on what are you wearing two

03:22:02.820 different blues yeah yeah i'm like that man i'm different i'm mixing match

03:22:09.300 you're about to look like the rainbow the what are you gay

03:22:13.700 nah i said you look like the rainbow yo this niggas talking about rainbows i'm out of here bro

03:22:17.620 come here homie you're not sanctioning here and you're trying to take my car fool man

03:22:24.020 fuck you fuck you homie fuck you too thank you for the car pussy

03:22:38.180 this shit got no gas bro

03:22:39.700 i should have told him i'm dirty bird damn you right

03:22:55.540 yeah broke ass car i'm going to the hood chat

03:22:59.220 what's the hood looking like where is the hood you fucking shit it's like here right

03:23:11.540 oh shit oh

03:23:29.220 chat am i a good driver or no by the way go to the p.o box we get the p.o box coming up christmas

03:23:38.980 if you want to send something we're going to open it up it might be in a big video

03:23:41.860 p.o box you want to send me something merry christmas everybody

03:23:46.580 what game is how you play this is gta rp man

03:23:51.380 this is los santos this is new era

03:23:59.380 cpan is at the mall

03:24:03.780 stop saying el asian driver

03:24:15.300 okay i'll acknowledge that this is el trip you're right you're right you're right

03:24:17.460 i need i need to change it is there a margin in the city chat we need to build one

03:24:29.220 okay let's see let's go to this thug funny thugs

03:24:35.220 call cpan i'm gonna call

03:24:46.420 waze you in here

03:24:47.220 yo

03:24:51.220 yo

03:24:53.220 ho ho ho ho ho

03:24:55.220 call call

03:24:58.500 dirty bro what's happening cpain

03:25:00.660 what the you got going on where you at i'm chilling i'm in the hood just like handling some business

03:25:04.900 right now let me pull up on you oh you at the mall right at the mall all right i'm coming back all

03:25:11.940 right all right all right bye

03:25:26.900 oh i need that

03:25:27.620 give me that

03:25:42.180 yeah the hood is dead here blame that hood

03:25:45.780 where's the mall chat uh oh it's this right

03:26:02.340 instead of shooting you give hubs yeah chat with low speech you love speech

03:26:05.460 that's not even the hood bro uh oh

03:26:13.140 shit el asian driver

03:26:20.100 chat wait it's about to get active right now cpain's always up to some

03:26:22.660 shit what do you mean the gta streams are no bro every single one has been lit you just haven't

03:26:26.340 been paying attention

03:26:28.580 i know el drip all right we're gonna go to the mall cpain's gonna roast me we could probably change up

03:26:32.100 right there when mob star stream saturday saturday chat saturday

03:26:39.620 saturday noon fuel level low already what the

03:26:45.780 say that because it's not rude in this country so don't be a wanker please

03:26:50.340 fear over it nobody likes a wanker

03:26:52.740 what the

03:27:17.460 chat what do I do

03:27:21.440 what do I do

03:27:21.780 what do I do

03:27:22.680 slow down

03:27:31.640 you spaz your shit

03:27:32.360 oh man

03:27:33.680 call the mod

03:27:38.440 fuck bro

03:27:39.400 just leave and come back

03:27:42.220 no seatbelt

03:27:45.680 low IQ monkey

03:27:46.720 oh there we go

03:27:54.940 help

03:27:57.060 what the fuck

03:27:58.920 the paramedical company was right there

03:28:06.120 they didn't fucking help me

03:28:10.960 do a gym

03:28:11.640 shoot bro get active

03:28:12.340 Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday

03:28:14.200 fucking hell

03:28:16.020 sellers of guitar

03:28:16.640 what type of nerd game is that

03:28:17.840 I'm just dying out here

03:28:19.900 with bad drip

03:28:20.740 tell rice to get on

03:28:25.400 yeah I know I need to

03:28:26.140 why is he not streaming today

03:28:27.160 slash nine one

03:28:28.400 deserved

03:28:42.900 deserved oh my god

03:28:44.420 oh

03:28:44.740 hold on I could just text Iraq and cheat

03:28:54.520 because no one was coming

03:28:59.140 I don't want to leave

03:29:00.320 it takes so long to get back in

03:29:01.400 right outside mall

03:29:05.540 please revive

03:29:08.100 I have ray gun

03:29:08.980 they saw your drip and peeled off

03:29:12.980 chat I'm gonna change man

03:29:14.400 slash nine one one E

03:29:18.480 okay call him

03:29:22.300 call him

03:29:22.700 call him

03:29:23.100 bruh

03:29:30.860 hey

03:29:32.020 W cheating

03:29:35.280 maybe you're in your lesson

03:29:39.200 yes yes yes

03:29:39.760 I learned my lesson

03:29:40.340 I learned my lesson

03:29:41.020 I learned my lesson

03:29:41.800 rice sniffs crack from his girlfriend's ass

03:29:52.960 what do you

03:29:53.400 does he really

03:29:55.340 bro you're playing games

03:29:58.680 take this RP seriously

03:29:59.280 yeah you really have to lock in chat

03:30:00.480 people be doing like

03:30:01.300 working nine to five jobs

03:30:02.220 in this bitch

03:30:02.600 yo you looking good

03:30:08.300 let me know where you want to

03:30:09.020 fuck with a real nigga

03:30:09.720 stop fucking with these bums

03:30:10.780 you heard

03:30:11.100 man shut up pussy

03:30:12.340 I ain't talking to you

03:30:13.480 I'm talking to this pussy

03:30:14.200 oh shit she looking good

03:30:15.660 yeah

03:30:16.100 this bitch

03:30:16.880 she was about to call me a bitch

03:30:17.960 nah this queen

03:30:19.280 hey you look ugly as fuck man

03:30:21.720 get out of my face

03:30:22.380 who you talking to pussy

03:30:23.540 come here

03:30:24.380 nah you missed bitch

03:30:25.440 you can't even punch shit

03:30:26.320 get the fuck out of here

03:30:27.020 bitch

03:30:33.140 fuck fuck fuck fuck

03:30:34.640 bitch

03:30:37.920 bitch

03:30:38.700 oh fuck

03:30:39.560 that's right sleep bitch

03:30:40.640 fuck

03:30:41.960 fuck

03:30:43.740 fuck

03:30:43.760 fuck

03:30:43.820 fuck

03:30:44.820 fuck

03:30:47.820 fuck

03:30:48.820 fuck

03:30:52.820 that wage you have a restaurant

03:30:53.540 deadlock

03:30:53.960 yeah okay fuck

03:30:54.740 whatever chat

03:30:55.320 I can't fuck

03:30:56.360 I can't knock him out again

03:30:57.240 or else they're gonna kick me

03:30:57.980 from the start

03:30:58.360 where's he paying

03:31:04.820 yeah Al

03:31:08.440 yeah I know

03:31:08.940 I know I know I know I know

03:31:10.060 did you just put

03:31:20.600 what the fuck

03:31:21.220 did this guy do

03:31:21.840 no bro

03:31:22.720 what the fuck

03:31:23.360 what the fuck

03:31:24.180 oh

03:31:24.940 what the fuck

03:31:26.820 what the fuck

03:31:26.940 what the fuck

03:31:27.460 are you doing bro

03:31:28.120 shut the fuck

03:31:29.780 shut the fuck up

03:31:30.400 shut the fuck up

03:31:34.400 what you want man

03:31:38.700 rips quickly

03:31:39.500 what do you want bro

03:31:41.960 keep a step in my boy

03:31:43.120 what are you circling me for

03:31:45.760 bitch

03:31:46.120 what you hook him up

03:31:47.600 for bro

03:31:48.280 yeah yeah

03:31:49.020 yeah

03:31:49.560 yeah

03:31:50.020 yeah where's he paying

03:32:12.760 at though

03:32:13.160 what do you mean

03:32:14.980 I want to be top

03:32:16.520 hey come talk to me

03:32:18.400 for a second

03:32:18.760 come talk to me

03:32:19.400 for a second

03:32:19.700 no

03:32:19.900 no

03:32:20.860 no no

03:32:22.320 you left something

03:32:23.100 it's a mission

03:32:23.760 it's important

03:32:24.160 it's important

03:32:24.600 come here

03:32:25.100 come here

03:32:25.320 come here

03:32:25.540 listen

03:32:28.440 you see

03:32:30.580 this is my homie

03:32:31.460 right here

03:32:31.880 you think we won't

03:32:32.900 jump you nigga

03:32:33.500 I'm just saying

03:32:34.760 I just want to talk

03:32:35.340 to you

03:32:35.640 keep putting your

03:32:36.840 hands on me

03:32:37.380 I'ma beat the fuck

03:32:38.240 out of you

03:32:38.600 come here

03:32:38.980 no

03:32:39.580 nigga you just

03:32:40.520 hit me

03:32:41.040 you think I

03:32:41.480 free hug

03:32:42.140 bitch

03:32:42.440 bye

03:32:42.860 yeah

03:32:43.700 I will smack

03:32:49.100 the fuck

03:32:49.440 out of you

03:32:49.780 nigga

03:32:50.080 the fuck

03:32:50.640 the fuck is wrong

03:32:51.440 with you

03:32:51.880 wow

03:32:53.300 the fuck is wrong

03:32:58.400 the fuck is wrong

03:32:58.420 bro

03:33:16.160 listen

03:33:16.800 sorry my bad

03:33:21.140 I'm just lonely

03:33:21.920 where's he paying

03:33:35.100 have you seen

03:33:36.200 see paying

03:33:36.660 he's probably here

03:33:43.900 a little bit

03:33:46.600 hey hey

03:33:47.240 what the fuck

03:33:47.580 yo

03:33:47.820 who you smack

03:33:48.500 don't put you on me

03:33:49.380 you bitch

03:33:49.920 I was full

03:33:50.360 oh

03:33:52.160 oh

03:33:52.500 I'll suck it

03:33:54.980 oh

03:33:55.460 oh

03:33:56.040 oh

03:33:56.660 fuck

03:34:01.140 man

03:34:01.440 what's going on

03:34:03.020 in this bitch

03:34:03.760 oh

03:34:04.240 shit

03:34:04.640 being a motherfucker

03:34:05.400 yeah

03:34:06.000 get out

03:34:06.460 you dirty bird

03:34:07.060 in this bitch

03:34:07.640 dirty bird

03:34:08.940 in this bitch

03:34:09.440 what you got

03:34:10.120 in that backpack

03:34:10.640 what you got

03:34:11.260 in that backpack

03:34:11.780 don't worry

03:34:12.180 back it out

03:34:13.280 on you

03:34:14.040 hey

03:34:14.640 chill on my man

03:34:16.440 right

03:34:16.680 no

03:34:17.240 no

03:34:17.560 he's

03:34:17.920 stripping in this bitch

03:34:18.800 no

03:34:19.140 I'll start

03:34:20.360 sucking dick

03:34:21.000 in this place

03:34:21.520 what the fuck

03:34:22.380 stop fighting

03:34:23.220 I love you

03:34:25.240 I love you

03:34:27.440 that's my

03:34:27.820 that's my bitch

03:34:29.160 guy

03:34:29.460 what's up

03:34:33.160 what's up

03:34:33.500 how you been

03:34:34.020 oh

03:34:34.640 you know

03:34:35.040 wow wow wow wow

03:34:37.200 wow

03:34:37.460 hug me

03:34:37.800 I know

03:34:39.520 no consent

03:34:40.780 no consent

03:34:41.320 that's how I like it

03:34:42.180 yeah

03:34:43.240 you smell good

03:34:44.760 come on

03:34:44.980 let's get out of here

03:34:45.660 hugi get the fuck out

03:34:48.420 hugi get out

03:34:49.100 get out

03:34:49.720 get out

03:34:50.880 get out

03:34:51.380 popo g what's up

03:34:52.280 what man

03:34:56.220 yo do you want nudes

03:34:57.820 I have nudes I can send you

03:34:59.000 man I ain't doing no damn burpees

03:35:00.120 you got me fucked up

03:35:00.820 what a lot of times

03:35:01.300 I'm doing a raffle

03:35:05.760 I got three of these

03:35:07.060 I'm raffling off two of them

03:35:08.580 yo Earl you want me to call my bitch

03:35:10.340 yeah

03:35:10.980 oh she can do the shit

03:35:11.940 damn what's going on

03:35:13.980 why you talking all hot

03:35:15.300 I ain't mean all that

03:35:18.320 I ain't mean it

03:35:19.560 come here

03:35:20.120 come here

03:35:20.980 you good

03:35:21.560 you good

03:35:22.100 you know how crazy you look

03:35:27.020 going to hug a woman

03:35:27.940 out of nowhere

03:35:28.600 without her even telling you to hug her

03:35:29.840 check this out

03:35:30.520 check this out

03:35:30.940 ready

03:35:31.100 I'm sorry

03:35:31.760 Earl's here

03:35:32.780 moan his name for me

03:35:33.660 hey baby

03:35:34.480 yeah there you go

03:35:36.560 that's my favorite part

03:35:37.240 I can't even hear this shit

03:35:38.020 I can't hear

03:35:39.100 I can't hear

03:35:39.680 I can't hear

03:35:40.240 what's that bro

03:35:41.080 is it on speaker now

03:35:43.400 oh yeah yeah yeah

03:35:45.240 honey go ahead

03:35:45.940 go ahead again

03:35:46.540 go ahead before I have to stop

03:35:47.640 oh fuck

03:35:48.540 Earl

03:35:49.060 oh Earl

03:35:50.560 oh

03:35:50.900 do that dirty shit

03:35:53.480 what the fuck

03:35:54.960 he's fingering herself on the phone

03:35:58.460 I almost came in my pants

03:36:00.080 yo what the fuck is going on

03:36:01.780 oh my god

03:36:02.640 don't worry about it dude

03:36:03.460 you don't like pussy

03:36:06.100 just say that

03:36:06.840 you know what I mean

03:36:08.080 man this motherfucker

03:36:09.020 why are you cock watching

03:36:10.180 this motherfucker

03:36:10.660 is low dirt

03:36:11.480 what did you say sir

03:36:12.240 hey don't talk to me

03:36:14.640 get the stuff in

03:36:15.900 shut the fuck up

03:36:16.460 shut the fuck up bitch

03:36:17.840 yo ass been a break

03:36:18.800 let's do it

03:36:19.200 let's do it

03:36:20.020 nah

03:36:20.320 I spread love

03:36:21.960 I spread love

03:36:22.480 yeah bitch

03:36:23.040 you spread love

03:36:24.360 alright

03:36:24.920 let's unloving me and spread me open

03:36:27.300 what the fuck is wrong with you man

03:36:29.200 what

03:36:30.200 it's okay

03:36:30.740 he's been through the pimps

03:36:31.720 we just had one call me

03:36:32.920 you gotta be easy on him

03:36:34.000 I snitched on that bitch

03:36:35.480 ass fool though

03:36:36.020 I thought you was my man Hubie

03:36:37.880 you got the same hair as Hubie

03:36:39.660 I thought you was Hubie

03:36:41.580 why are you trying to be me

03:36:42.960 I don't know what you talking about game

03:36:45.480 who is you

03:36:46.200 you trying to be like this Luna

03:36:48.240 why are you trying to be like me

03:36:49.300 your name Luna

03:36:50.520 and you a man

03:36:51.380 damn

03:36:52.040 see he's just slapping my buttons

03:36:53.480 okay

03:36:53.860 Hubie

03:36:54.320 Hubie

03:36:55.200 Hubie

03:36:55.700 Hubie

03:36:56.200 Hubie

03:36:57.200 come come come

03:36:57.780 listen to what the fuck

03:37:02.940 this bitch just said on my phone

03:37:03.980 listen listen

03:37:04.600 Nira

03:37:05.040 what'd you just say

03:37:06.220 say it again

03:37:06.880 my phone went in and out

03:37:07.980 I think I'm pregnant

03:37:09.440 what the fuck

03:37:10.720 shh

03:37:11.220 with who's baby

03:37:14.540 yours

03:37:15.600 maybe

03:37:16.600 I don't know

03:37:17.640 I'm at the hospital

03:37:19.140 I'm at the hospital

03:37:20.040 who the fuck is that

03:37:24.620 yeah

03:37:26.620 you done fuck up

03:37:27.340 you been to get there

03:37:27.880 alright let's go to the hospital

03:37:28.980 you should have fucking locked it buddy

03:37:31.700 it's my car

03:37:33.540 nah this is dirty

03:37:34.880 get the fuck out the whip

03:37:36.080 come on

03:37:37.380 the car

03:37:39.480 stop the car

03:37:40.800 you can come with it

03:37:41.400 stop the car

03:37:41.880 you can come with it

03:37:42.480 stop the car

03:37:42.840 let me drive

03:37:43.240 yeah sir

03:37:46.320 sorry about that sir

03:37:47.080 yeah pussy bitch

03:37:48.300 walk away

03:37:48.920 shut the fuck up

03:37:51.000 I can't go

03:37:52.020 yeah bitch

03:37:52.920 so you gonna keep the baby

03:37:57.260 or what

03:37:57.660 hell no

03:37:59.520 who the fuck

03:38:01.400 you see

03:38:01.900 what's her name

03:38:02.560 man the one night stand

03:38:03.980 what the fuck

03:38:04.420 I look like

03:38:04.840 getting a baby

03:38:05.160 from one night stand

03:38:06.100 what's her name

03:38:07.380 that's Savannah

03:38:08.220 that's

03:38:08.720 that's

03:38:09.020 I want that stand

03:38:16.280 turned to a baby

03:38:17.220 wait that's the girl

03:38:18.660 you fucked him

03:38:19.200 and he jumped off the bridge

03:38:20.360 yes

03:38:20.980 the guy that went to the coma

03:38:22.060 I got a baby

03:38:24.400 it ain't mine

03:38:25.220 she want that child support

03:38:26.800 we gotta figure this out

03:38:29.020 I think they gonna put us on the Maury show tonight

03:38:31.560 I think you're Maury

03:38:37.140 I think you're Maury

03:38:41.420 oh I like that

03:38:42.700 I like where you go off with that

03:38:43.960 what you

03:38:44.620 what about Tato

03:38:45.380 it could be

03:38:45.900 I don't know

03:38:49.380 I can't remember

03:38:51.240 you gotta get rid of that baby

03:38:53.620 I ain't gonna lie to you

03:38:54.800 her boyfriend is a thug

03:38:58.160 he gonna shoot your stupid ass

03:38:59.540 I'm about to shoot him

03:39:00.860 man that little fetus

03:39:01.820 hey I need you one

03:39:02.760 I need you one of them

03:39:03.520 that's

03:39:04.040 hey Errol you get yourself

03:39:05.280 any predicaments yet

03:39:06.180 I need to bust you out of

03:39:07.020 damn

03:39:07.280 nope

03:39:08.260 y'all need to stop trying to put that stupid ass baby on me

03:39:10.980 ain't my damn baby

03:39:12.140 that ain't my damn baby

03:39:14.700 that's your baby

03:39:15.280 ain't my baby

03:39:17.820 that ain't my baby

03:39:19.040 that ain't my baby

03:39:19.660 that ain't my baby

03:39:20.880 that ain't my baby

03:39:22.100 that ain't my

03:39:22.760 that's her but she working to be you

03:39:24.380 she working to be you

03:39:25.160 I ain't put my room in church room tip in there

03:39:27.060 upstairs come on

03:39:28.720 we out upstairs

03:39:29.360 man we ain't got an elevator though

03:39:33.780 hell yeah watch out here we

03:39:35.460 damn no we don't

03:39:38.460 you need to you find us need to walk up these stairs anyway

03:39:43.320 man watch out I'm gonna die

03:39:45.660 you got a clothes hanger or what you about to do

03:39:50.940 see you find

03:39:51.440 like the clothesline this bitch

03:39:53.800 I'm telling you wait

03:39:54.940 wait till she walk down

03:39:56.100 when they're doing the blowwork and shit downstairs

03:39:57.900 we gotta go downstairs I guess

03:39:58.940 you can push her down

03:39:59.740 you big out of stairs

03:40:00.740 just push her right here

03:40:01.540 I'm saying that I call my tech arrest

03:40:03.780 they got cameras

03:40:06.080 they gonna get me for sure

03:40:07.160 oh yeah you don't want to go to jail for that

03:40:09.880 don't do that

03:40:10.300 hell nah

03:40:11.140 it could be this nigga baby fool

03:40:13.900 we know

03:40:14.300 no I did

03:40:15.120 I ain't gonna lie

03:40:16.200 I ain't gonna lie

03:40:17.320 I bet you you be having baby too

03:40:23.320 uh not me not me

03:40:25.700 not me

03:40:27.780 no shit my package hurt man shit

03:40:32.280 I don't act like you don't hear that motherfucker in here

03:40:46.340 open this damn door

03:40:48.120 she doesn't want you guys in here

03:40:55.540 we have been accused of having a baby

03:40:58.620 we do not know if there's a child yet

03:41:01.100 can you guys please

03:41:02.220 we don't want no harm

03:41:04.740 we don't want no harm

03:41:06.100 can you guys please wait in the waiting room

03:41:08.100 all right

03:41:08.720 wait a minute

03:41:11.380 wait there's no baby

03:41:12.540 we don't know yet

03:41:14.260 we're gonna do some testing

03:41:15.380 can you guys back up

03:41:16.960 okay okay

03:41:17.560 you want a baby

03:41:18.220 maybe one day

03:41:20.960 I don't know

03:41:21.640 how about now

03:41:22.580 come here

03:41:23.880 no no

03:41:26.640 he made the same

03:41:27.820 let me hear your number

03:41:28.520 yeah he got the binds

03:41:30.220 it's okay

03:41:30.660 now let's skip the number

03:41:31.980 get to the baby maker

03:41:32.780 how about that

03:41:33.180 she gonna give your number

03:41:34.080 she give a number to everybody

03:41:35.120 go ahead hurry up

03:41:35.840 ew

03:41:36.300 I don't want to

03:41:36.760 yeah here take you

03:41:37.860 yeah

03:41:38.340 what

03:41:38.760 zero money

03:41:39.740 she give her shit to everybody bro

03:41:41.300 you belong to the waiting room

03:41:43.080 bitch give her shit to everybody bro

03:41:45.500 you know I don't want anymore

03:41:46.680 fuck you

03:41:47.600 she's the worst

03:41:48.680 what the fuck are you

03:41:49.780 shut the fuck up

03:41:51.020 you got fucked on FaceTime

03:41:52.040 you fucking slut

03:41:52.780 shut the fuck up

03:41:53.600 don't get mad

03:41:54.560 you know what's happening

03:41:55.420 you shut the fuck up

03:41:56.600 you shut the fuck up

03:41:57.580 get out

03:41:58.140 everyone out

03:41:58.620 you spit everybody out

03:41:59.780 don't get mad

03:42:00.620 bitch I'll kill you bitch

03:42:01.940 fuck what you talking about

03:42:03.160 I'll kill you

03:42:03.800 don't talk to him like that

03:42:04.820 I'll kill you bitch shit

03:42:06.060 everybody out

03:42:06.760 shut the white knight

03:42:07.560 you like doing shit

03:42:08.260 you don't talk to me

03:42:09.500 you don't talk to me

03:42:10.500 fuck you

03:42:11.460 what

03:42:11.760 damn

03:42:12.860 shut the fuck up

03:42:15.220 fuck you in the ass

03:42:16.260 bitch ass nigga

03:42:17.720 everyone to the waiting room

03:42:19.820 get the mother shots of me

03:42:20.780 hey nurse there's some empty rooms if you want to make a baby

03:42:34.540 you okay in the head

03:42:35.260 don't speak about me to no bitch

03:42:36.680 don't talk to me

03:42:38.080 go to the waiting room

03:42:38.880 pull up to the ass

03:42:39.600 man this shit going down

03:42:40.480 man I got a baby on the way or something

03:42:41.960 I don't know what going on

03:42:42.760 I'm over there

03:42:43.860 hey nurse there's some empty rooms if you want to make a baby

03:42:46.460 oh yeah you like that

03:42:49.560 you just said I was used goods

03:42:51.040 get away from me

03:42:51.780 nah nah nah

03:42:52.340 but I'm gonna use it right

03:42:53.460 sir if you could please

03:42:57.960 I'm trying to do some

03:42:59.080 real quick just pull your pants down

03:43:01.640 bend over this pool table real quick

03:43:02.660 get the fuck out

03:43:03.500 ah fuck you too

03:43:04.520 go up in that spot

03:43:10.140 you kick your ass

03:43:11.000 don't come to the hospital brother

03:43:12.820 Savannah bitch took my shit pregnant with my baby

03:43:14.560 that ain't my baby bride

03:43:16.560 I won't not stand with that bitch

03:43:17.600 just to fucking get you mad

03:43:18.840 that ain't my girl

03:43:20.480 bro

03:43:21.160 that's what I'm saying bro

03:43:24.940 this nigga c-panel is

03:43:26.220 why the doctors

03:43:27.100 why'd you let him nut in you

03:43:28.600 what the fuck

03:43:29.180 I'm saying bro

03:43:30.000 I don't remember

03:43:31.160 I don't remember

03:43:32.260 who are you

03:43:33.160 I don't remember

03:43:34.260 I'm Hubie

03:43:35.140 who's you

03:43:35.600 I'm Dirty Bird

03:43:36.360 call

03:43:36.740 hey dirty

03:43:40.460 I don't give a fuck about you

03:43:41.800 or Dirty Bird

03:43:42.600 I'm Dirty Bird

03:43:43.440 you got a dirty coochie

03:43:44.520 don't don't don't don't

03:43:45.680 don't disassay

03:43:46.420 we are we are bitch slacking

03:43:47.820 I'm not dissing bro

03:43:48.700 I don't give a fuck

03:43:49.660 don't you ever disassay

03:43:50.760 don't don't ever do that

03:43:51.480 I don't give a fuck

03:43:52.680 I ain't gonna lie shorty

03:43:53.780 you can't yeah

03:43:54.340 you can't talk against the dirty

03:43:55.640 you'll be having that

03:43:56.300 you'll be having that

03:43:57.120 dirty

03:43:57.440 and you smell good

03:43:58.260 you smell good

03:43:58.520 you smell you

03:43:59.120 you smell you

03:43:59.140 you smell like baby

03:44:00.820 eww

03:44:01.400 what I smell that shit on you

03:44:02.740 I'm the fucking touching me

03:44:04.180 I just wanted to make sure you ain't pregnant

03:44:06.160 okay get out of here

03:44:07.160 get out of here

03:44:07.680 dirty eye coochie

03:44:09.300 if you want to just follow me

03:44:11.000 come inside

03:44:12.780 yeah

03:44:13.300 hey man we had a dice game last night

03:44:17.740 this little bitch ran off of 15 bangs on us

03:44:19.700 15

03:44:20.340 yeah I ran off of 10 on him

03:44:22.280 he probably trying to get up with me

03:44:23.640 hell no yo

03:44:24.580 I told me

03:44:25.120 I'll never be cool again

03:44:26.920 if you don't get my money for that much call

03:44:28.820 my 15 bangs of dice game

03:44:30.760 my money

03:44:32.820 yeah he better not say shit to me about that 10

03:44:34.880 I'm acting like I don't remember

03:44:36.040 see pain what you about to do about this baby situation

03:44:38.160 you should be more stressed out

03:44:39.240 I'm worried about like you might have a kid on the way

03:44:41.580 I'm too a player for this shit man

03:44:43.020 I basically get thrown off the mountain fucking with me

03:44:45.120 oh hold on my main bitch calling

03:44:47.120 the main bitch

03:44:47.580 the main bitch is calling

03:44:48.660 please

03:44:49.580 you a dirty dog

03:44:51.160 Kira

03:44:51.980 baby

03:44:53.080 we actually can meet

03:44:55.480 you let me meet you

03:44:56.680 where's my 100k

03:44:59.020 alright a bit

03:45:01.880 can you give me like 10 minutes

03:45:05.160 ok

03:45:09.300 ok ok ok

03:45:10.960 yo

03:45:16.440 what the

03:45:23.740 yo

03:45:31.120 smack

03:45:31.540 we're going on

03:45:32.240 what's the word

03:45:34.360 where'd those nurses go

03:45:38.120 smack we're going on

03:45:42.920 we're going on dude

03:45:43.580 we're going on

03:45:44.240 you can get into the bitches

03:45:45.720 this is my buddy smack right here

03:45:48.720 uh

03:45:49.100 me

03:45:49.880 yeah good guy

03:45:50.940 smack good guy

03:45:51.980 smack let me know when you get

03:45:56.960 when you're ready for some

03:45:57.920 cause I could

03:45:58.560 I could put you on something

03:45:59.620 you know I got

03:46:00.760 damn you looking good

03:46:02.960 excuse me nurse

03:46:08.380 I have a gut

03:46:08.820 I got a groin problem

03:46:09.780 can you check it out

03:46:10.500 um

03:46:12.260 I think someone at the front

03:46:13.420 can help you

03:46:14.020 I'm with the patient

03:46:14.940 nah I need

03:46:15.820 I need you

03:46:16.220 I need you to help me out

03:46:17.100 you need me to help you

03:46:19.060 yeah

03:46:19.500 ok

03:46:21.540 give me your number

03:46:23.420 I'm really am a little bit busy right now

03:46:25.980 ok no problem

03:46:26.920 so Tava baby

03:46:28.020 you know I would have hit on you

03:46:29.180 but I'm just

03:46:29.720 I'm gonna just like

03:46:30.340 you know Hubie had this one right here

03:46:31.720 this guy right here is

03:46:33.180 man he one of them guys

03:46:34.800 I'm one of them guys

03:46:35.840 who's that guy?

03:46:36.300 homo

03:46:36.900 yes he's one of them guys

03:46:38.280 mmm

03:46:39.520 the guy for you

03:46:40.740 the guy for me

03:46:42.560 yes

03:46:43.280 they call him the big

03:46:44.460 whoo

03:46:44.960 whoo

03:46:45.500 whoo

03:46:46.000 whoo

03:46:46.700 alright

03:46:47.120 sativa got you

03:46:47.980 I'm about to be the end

03:46:48.940 of your sativa

03:46:49.640 you are

03:46:50.000 can I get a percocet or not?

03:47:01.520 let me get a Vicodin

03:47:03.440 hold on baby girl

03:47:04.760 give me a minute

03:47:05.220 I'll just lay down

03:47:05.960 yeah that's fine

03:47:07.280 I'll be right back

03:47:08.820 hey baby girl

03:47:09.880 grab me a pillow

03:47:11.400 let me

03:47:12.120 can I get a percocet or not?

03:47:13.600 let me get a Vicodin

03:47:15.440 ah

03:47:16.820 whack ass nurse

03:47:18.320 hey Samite

03:47:19.540 grab me a pillow real quick

03:47:20.660 one of them

03:47:21.380 incubator bank blankets

03:47:23.080 fat ass bitch

03:47:23.840 why are you laying down?

03:47:25.540 hey give me one of them

03:47:26.120 babies

03:47:26.360 give me one of them blankets

03:47:27.060 they give to the pregnant

03:47:28.640 bitches

03:47:28.940 when they had the babies

03:47:29.680 give me one of them

03:47:30.180 fuck you already tired

03:47:31.240 I thought you was on a diet

03:47:32.040 I am on a diet

03:47:33.580 wait

03:47:33.920 I need beans and soda water

03:47:35.160 Earl you off a perc?

03:47:37.280 yeah I just said

03:47:38.020 pop three up

03:47:38.780 three was a two

03:47:39.760 you can't give me one?

03:47:41.920 let me see if I got another

03:47:43.100 ooh this one

03:47:44.480 last perc though

03:47:45.560 nah keep it keep it

03:47:46.440 keep it

03:47:46.680 I'm clean

03:47:47.640 I'm clean

03:47:48.040 I'm clean

03:47:48.440 I take that

03:47:49.320 you good

03:47:49.700 I got a plug on that shit

03:47:51.600 fuck

03:47:52.020 you motherfucking tripping man

03:47:54.120 you know that's how you're right

03:47:55.140 every time

03:47:55.940 alright Savannah

03:47:57.720 I'm done

03:47:58.560 yeah

03:47:59.400 hold on hold on hold on

03:48:00.560 what you got in that big ass bar?

03:48:01.180 yeah

03:48:01.680 where's your pillow?

03:48:02.680 I haven't seen that bitch

03:48:03.720 that ran off with the money

03:48:04.480 at the dungeon

03:48:05.320 hold on hold on

03:48:06.060 hold on

03:48:07.060 he outside?

03:48:09.440 oh motherfucker

03:48:10.560 what's up nigga what you on the way?

03:48:15.020 come here man

03:48:15.680 hey bring your ass back here motherfucker

03:48:19.980 how about money ain't?

03:48:21.940 how about money ain't?

03:48:22.680 how about money ain't?

03:48:23.560 mother

03:48:24.060 uh oh

03:48:24.560 wrong nigga

03:48:28.560 put your ass on the motherfucking ground

03:48:31.360 mother

03:48:31.560 hey get your ass off

03:48:33.220 hey what the fuck is he doing?

03:48:34.480 what the fuck is wrong with you?

03:48:35.860 nigga belly bumping everybody

03:48:36.980 belly bumping motherfucker

03:48:38.520 watch out

03:48:39.100 belly bump attack

03:48:40.680 that bitch ass

03:48:41.520 you talk about straight down

03:48:47.360 shout out motherfucker

03:48:51.800 get your ass off

03:48:52.640 get your ass off

03:48:53.260 yeah fat yeah

03:48:54.260 what the fuck is in the game?

03:48:55.500 this dirty bird stop playing with me

03:48:57.140 stop playing with me

03:48:58.220 bitch

03:49:00.380 motherfucker

03:49:02.720 yeah you don't fuck it

03:49:03.800 you don't fuck with Earl

03:49:04.520 my bad Earl

03:49:05.140 oh shit

03:49:05.640 my bad Earl

03:49:06.500 I got him to oi

03:49:07.560 you go Earl

03:49:08.800 Earl

03:49:09.420 shit

03:49:10.140 what the fuck is she here?

03:49:11.680 ooh

03:49:12.600 motherfucker

03:49:13.500 bitch

03:49:14.600 damn

03:49:15.020 bitch

03:49:15.800 hey get that 10 bands back in blood bitch

03:49:24.340 and tie his ass up

03:49:27.460 tie who up

03:49:28.620 tie who up

03:49:29.860 I wish a motherfucker woods

03:49:31.120 nigga I'm from the wishing nigga woods

03:49:32.560 you better watch out

03:49:33.720 I suggest you go on by your finish

03:49:35.040 I suggest you get gone before I trip

03:49:36.740 nigga pick your motherfucking ass off me

03:49:38.680 motherfucker

03:49:43.420 nigger

03:49:45.880 what the fuck is that?

03:49:47.500 whadda?

03:49:47.600 whadda?

03:49:49.100 whadda?

03:49:49.560 whadda?

03:49:49.600 whadda?

03:49:50.060 whadda?

03:49:50.460 whadda?

03:49:50.800 whadda?

03:49:51.480 whadda?

03:49:51.960 whadda?

03:49:52.580 whadda?

03:49:52.800 whadda?

03:49:53.380 whadda?

03:49:53.800 whadda?

03:49:54.540 whadda?

03:49:55.320 whadda?

03:49:55.820 whadda?

03:49:56.320 whadda?

03:49:56.820 whadda?

03:49:58.100 whadda?

03:49:58.800 whadda?

03:49:59.120 whadda?

03:49:59.480 whadda?

03:50:00.120 whadda?

03:50:00.660 whadda?

03:50:01.180 whadda?

03:50:01.600 He lll handled?

03:50:01.860 m astrologer

03:50:02.440 aid?

03:50:02.940 m RICH

03:50:03.460 nooo

03:50:04.020 CLUCKER

03:50:05.380 awww

03:50:06.400 W인이

03:50:07.440 or you

03:50:08.060 big dirty nigga

03:50:11.040 ditch

03:50:12.160 yeah

03:50:12.600 Let me get that hot nurse

03:50:18.740 Who is the hot nurse?

03:50:21.820 Him?

03:50:22.620 You alright

03:50:23.440 He wants you to help him

03:50:27.220 He said he wants the hot nurse

03:50:29.440 Thank you, thank you

03:50:42.600 Yeah, you single though?

03:50:49.640 What?

03:50:50.500 You single?

03:50:51.840 You talking to him, the hot nurse?

03:50:53.400 What the fu-

03:50:53.980 Alright

03:50:54.380 Alright, you got a nice laugh for a mid-bitch

03:51:01.480 You got a massive fighter, sir

03:51:06.940 What's your name?

03:51:13.580 I think we got off on the wrong foot

03:51:15.040 I think I got on the wrong foot

03:51:17.020 Somebody's dead

03:51:18.540 Hold on, somebody's dead

03:51:19.740 Alright

03:51:20.420 Alright, come on

03:51:27.820 Let's go see what this baby's talking about

03:51:29.060 How do you go the fuck out of here?

03:51:41.580 Where do you go?

03:51:42.580 Where do you go?

03:51:43.200 Get the fuck out of here

03:51:45.820 Get the fuck out of here

03:51:49.820 Where are you high ass running?

03:51:54.160 I need to get the fuck out of here

03:51:56.460 These motherfuckers chasing me

03:51:57.860 Smacking their ass like roach

03:51:59.920 Hey, babe

03:52:00.920 You still got a spider, sir

03:52:03.280 A spider?

03:52:05.640 That means you got to jump

03:52:07.080 Don't tell me that

03:52:08.800 No, you got to jump

03:52:10.100 You got to jump

03:52:10.620 What the fuck?

03:52:10.960 That means you floating in her eyes

03:52:12.800 There you go

03:52:13.220 Oh my god

03:52:14.800 You don't got to keep jumping

03:52:15.860 That's enough

03:52:16.440 You make me float

03:52:17.220 That's how pretty you are

03:52:18.100 Nah

03:52:19.300 You talking to the good looking nurse?

03:52:23.280 Ah, get over it

03:52:24.700 You know, I was just joking

03:52:25.400 I was just playing with you

03:52:26.120 Come here, come here

03:52:26.740 Come here

03:52:26.980 You talking to the good looking nurse?

03:52:28.140 I'm sorry

03:52:28.860 I'm sorry

03:52:29.320 I'm sorry

03:52:29.820 Uh-uh

03:52:31.440 Uh-uh

03:52:32.140 He got money, girl

03:52:33.460 I ain't gonna lie

03:52:34.080 Look at that money

03:52:34.600 It's beginning to look a lot

03:52:37.000 Christmas

03:52:38.560 You have a beautiful voice

03:52:40.360 I swear to god

03:52:41.200 What the fuck?

03:52:42.640 What the fuck?

03:52:43.860 What the fuck?

03:52:45.140 Yo, you got an amazing singing voice

03:52:47.740 You like that?

03:52:49.120 That's my shit

03:52:49.680 Wait, what happened to this baby?

03:52:50.760 She pregnant?

03:52:54.960 She's pregnant?

03:52:55.700 She's pregnant?

03:52:57.440 Come out of here, you're a-ass nigga

03:52:58.700 What the fuck are you talking about?

03:52:59.680 These motherfuckers still fighting

03:53:01.000 Get him out of here, man

03:53:02.160 Hey, stop it before I hit your ass that trick

03:53:03.720 Oh, yeah, dude

03:53:04.560 You should have

03:53:05.660 Hey, we should have

03:53:06.540 Rick's

03:53:07.040 Please stop fighting

03:53:08.480 Bitch, this is dirty bird

03:53:09.340 We out

03:53:10.240 We just whoops

03:53:10.620 Wait, won't Yet

03:53:12.100 Got time

03:53:12.380 "?

03:53:12.580 No not

03:53:16.580 Get in

03:53:17.220 Why they fighting

03:53:29.900 Ricks shut the fuck up the man. This bitch got a baby

03:53:34.200 Yeah, we got bigger problems right now. Oh, I'm not trying to be an uncle

03:53:43.140 Just think about all your money cut it in half

03:53:47.220 Fuck out it. I'm broke. I don't do fuck

03:53:49.860 Fight with everything

03:53:53.520 Now just give me all your money

03:53:56.400 I'm gonna start a little mission. All right y'all go ahead

03:54:00.060 Where the fuck you going? Gotta go. I gotta go meet with this bitch

03:54:04.360 Whatever, nigga, which I want to watch or something fuck yo, bro

03:54:09.420 Fuck you too. What the fuck?

03:54:13.760 Yo

03:54:22.200 I'm sure I need some money and me too. I lost like two hundred thousand at damn motherfucking a racetrack

03:54:28.180 Two hundred thousand damn horses

03:54:30.660 You play blackjack?

03:54:32.660 Yeah, that's just cool. I like the

03:54:37.940 I like the

03:54:39.940 How do you say that?

03:54:43.380 What did you say that?

03:54:44.260 Bro, you took too many perks. Are you lagging right now?

03:54:47.140 Yeah, you know, that's me though. I'm about to perk it says. Hop in the car, nigga dirty burger

03:54:51.780 How hungry what time you owe you these boo? I

03:55:02.260 Got a burger right here. I didn't finish eating, but

03:55:05.300 Let's go get some money. Let's do whatever you want to get into. Let's get into I'm shellin right now

03:55:09.460 Alright listen, I got this event I'm throwing. I'm raffling off that stick. I've been whacking motherfuckers with

03:55:15.460 All right, okay. I need to get back for that money. I lost at the casino

03:55:20.740 I'm gonna go to strip club real quick meet with the ladies

03:55:23.860 Hey, y'all on the radio

03:55:27.940 Where y'all at baby girl? Oh y'all just sound like angels

03:55:30.820 Okay, you was skydiving. Where the fuck you do that at?

03:55:45.220 You had like a parachute and shit

03:55:50.340 Mmm, good at burger. Hey, I'm on my way to strip club. I need to tell y'all what's going on with this event. Yeah, I need to clock in

03:55:56.500 How's the strip club doing? It's good. I'm on the radio. That's what I'm talking to right now

03:56:05.940 No, no, no, it don't matter if we do a theme. I just need to raffle off this stick. I need to sell a lot of tickets, okay

03:56:15.860 That's $10,000 per ticket per raffle ticket

03:56:27.460 People gonna pay for this

03:56:44.100 How you doing baby? Wait, I'm at the VU right now. Where y'all?

03:56:48.500 What's up? Yo, yo, yo

03:56:50.500 Yo, all right, listen

03:56:52.500 I'm doing a raffle for this right here, all right? Oh my god

03:56:57.060 Whoa

03:56:57.460 Doing a raffle, $10,000 a ticket, you can buy up to 10 tickets, okay? What'd you say?

03:57:05.300 Yeah, come to the VU real quick. Come over, there's a few of us over here

03:57:10.820 Who know how to make a fly because Cy is asleep right now

03:57:14.980 I think Liberty does

03:57:17.060 Liberty, you know how to make a fly?

03:57:20.500 Oh

03:57:22.660 Man, miss you. Yeah, I need you to come make this event room. Come here. I need you to come make this fly

03:57:34.180 Trying to catch me some fish

03:57:36.900 What the hell are you doing?

03:57:37.940 Yeah, are you calling it pussy stinky or what?

03:57:40.660 Hey, you said what? Chill bro

03:57:45.140 So get that fucking fish around

03:57:47.140 Get that shit out of your hand, man

03:57:50.500 Fucky

03:57:51.940 Yo, yo, yo, hey chill out, chill out with the fight in there

03:57:58.180 Chill out with all that shit

03:58:00.260 We need to get, let me talk to Liberty real quick

03:58:02.260 I'm about to get up out of here, y'all gonna be ready for the event

03:58:04.740 Maybe a little dancing and shit, but

03:58:06.740 But importantly, I need to sell as many tickets

03:58:10.420 Okay

03:58:12.420 Why'd you take that out?

03:58:13.700 I need you to

03:58:14.420 You're so lost to her, bro

03:58:15.700 Get the raffle

03:58:17.940 Raffle?

03:58:18.420 Mm-hmm

03:58:22.180 Like you can buy as many tickets as you want

03:58:24.100 Just keep tracking your ticket

03:58:25.140 Wait, oh, what is that in the time right there?

03:58:27.460 It's a pool cube

03:58:28.820 We gotta take a picture of you

03:58:32.740 Can you see it in my hand or no?

03:58:34.500 Oh, we can

03:58:35.860 Oh yeah, take a picture of it

03:58:37.300 So you can send it to uh, Liberty for uh, for the shit

03:58:40.900 So whoever wins the raffle gets that?

03:58:43.140 Yep

03:58:45.860 What's going on you, man?

03:58:46.500 Are you trying to

03:58:47.460 Stop the fire, bullsh**

03:58:48.740 I can't do that, I want a small finish

03:58:57.460 You need to stick right here

03:58:59.700 I ain't even trying to fire, I'm just coming here to chill, gang

03:59:02.340 I'm chilling too, what you doing?

03:59:04.660 Nah, I'm just chilling, man

03:59:05.540 What, you work here as well?

03:59:06.900 I'm a manager here

03:59:07.940 I'm the security

03:59:08.740 Oh, shit

03:59:09.860 Let's see I don't uppercut you at all

03:59:17.140 Ladies, ladies, stop arguing, c'mon

03:59:18.980 Shit, I need it

03:59:19.620 Yo, you can chinching me

03:59:20.340 You don't hear what he said about you

03:59:22.020 You can chinching me

03:59:22.740 You can say nothing about me

03:59:23.860 You said about Carmelo's girlfriend

03:59:25.460 Yeah, yeah, yeah

03:59:27.300 This is even worse

03:59:28.180 Yeah

03:59:30.180 Yeah

03:59:30.820 Oh, damn

03:59:31.460 Your man got beat up by a girl

03:59:32.660 Oh, shit

03:59:33.700 And you for saying that about her

03:59:36.660 And you

03:59:38.100 Just cuz

03:59:42.020 Ooh, weave

03:59:46.500 Alright, I'm gonna make some calls to see if somebody else

03:59:56.740 Wait, I want you to get the disco ball and shit on your back

03:59:59.940 You get that?

04:00:04.900 Let me get up

04:00:05.620 Hold up

04:00:13.460 Shit, where the fuck is everyone at, bro?

04:00:14.900 This shit's so fucking quiet

04:00:16.820 No, I haven't started yet

04:00:18.660 No, I'm not saying

04:00:19.300 I'm just saying in general

04:00:21.140 Oh

04:00:26.580 I'm out of here

04:00:27.140 This shit way

04:00:35.620 I'm out of here

04:00:51.860 Hahaha, get back

04:01:02.980 Alright, who else can we call?

04:01:05.620 I'm out of here

04:01:19.940 Yo, what do you want?

04:01:21.700 What do you mean what do you want?

04:01:22.500 How you been?

04:01:24.340 Bro, you just hit me in the mall

04:01:25.860 Leave me alone

04:01:26.980 Alright, bye, bitch

04:01:27.780 What the fuck?

04:01:36.180 What the fuck?

04:01:36.580 Did I get blocked?

04:01:40.100 Uh

04:01:52.340 Hello?

04:01:53.300 Vani, I miss you

04:01:54.180 I miss you, are you doing?

04:01:56.020 Oh

04:01:56.580 What the fuck is this?

04:01:58.100 Oh

04:02:14.500 No one fucks with me, chat

04:02:15.700 What the fuck?

04:02:21.940 What the fuck?

04:02:33.220 Chat, am I not taking this seriously enough?

04:02:35.540 I'm trying

04:02:36.500 I'm actually trying

04:02:37.460 It might be too much of an incel

04:02:51.300 Call the casino girl

04:02:52.100 She didn't pick up

04:02:52.580 Let me call again

04:02:53.220 What the hell is that beep, chat?

04:03:04.820 Oh, I think it's the

04:03:07.940 I think it's the fuel

04:03:08.900 Oh

04:03:22.740 Oh, I got no fucking pole in here

04:03:35.700 This shit is a lot of work

04:03:36.820 No funny shit

04:03:38.420 Let me get out of this car

04:03:40.180 Hey

04:03:42.980 What the fuck?

04:03:45.300 And get out the car

04:03:47.860 What the fucking car

04:03:54.420 She took the keys?

04:04:03.620 I got to get my streetcar up

04:04:04.820 I got to get my streetcar up chat

04:04:05.380 It's a lot of work

04:04:08.100 What the fuck?

04:04:24.580 Man, you can start gliding when it's raining

04:04:35.540 All right

04:04:37.540 I'm dead

04:04:46.500 Chad, I'm feeling sick

04:04:48.420 I'm feeling sick

04:04:48.980 I'm about to go to sleep

04:04:50.100 No funny shit

04:04:52.260 I've been grinding too hard every single day

04:04:54.100 No cat, no cat, no cat

04:04:57.460 But um

04:04:58.180 Yo, join love speech

04:04:59.220 Join love, yeah

04:04:59.860 I'm about to go to sleep

04:05:00.820 I'm about to go to sleep

04:05:01.620 I'm fucking tired, bro

04:05:04.660 I'm fucking tired

04:05:05.220 I've been grinding this month

04:05:06.260 I've been grinding this month

04:05:10.500 Cap, you're not sick

04:05:12.340 I'm feeling sick, chat

04:05:14.100 I'm sick

04:05:14.900 Sickness for betas

04:05:15.860 Oh man, I'm tired

04:05:17.380 I'm about to go to sleep

04:05:18.260 I have not been getting much sleep

04:05:21.620 You already know

04:05:22.180 You already know the links

04:05:22.980 Snapchat

04:05:25.140 Active income is pushed to January 1st

04:05:27.620 Right now

04:05:27.940 But if you sign up early

04:05:28.740 You'll get access to a secret video

04:05:30.020 About high-level networking

04:05:31.620 It's free

04:05:32.420 And also you'll get access to a private Zoom call

04:05:35.780 We've been building a lot about that

04:05:36.900 Fair enough

04:05:37.300 Chat

04:05:37.460 No, no, no

04:05:39.780 Should we raid somebody?

04:05:42.420 Who do we raid?

04:05:43.060 Dr. K. Frimer

04:05:43.940 We've already done like 34 hours this month

04:05:48.260 Something like that

04:05:50.260 Is Aiden actually live?

04:05:51.140 We can go raid him

04:05:56.980 Yeah, let's raid Aiden real quick

04:06:01.700 Go, go raid, uh

04:06:02.980 Raid my boy Aiden

04:06:09.940 He's in Australia right now

04:06:13.940 I have a sleeper build

04:06:20.020 And I have a six pack

04:06:20.900 I don't care

04:06:21.220 I actually kind of like

04:06:21.860 Have more definition

04:06:22.500 Oh god

04:06:23.540 He kind of does

04:06:25.380 Yeah, I'm not gonna lie

04:06:27.060 You want to see you?

04:06:28.900 This is you

04:06:29.620 I know

04:06:30.020 Alright, you ruined it

04:06:32.260 He actually

04:06:32.820 No, I might even troll

04:06:33.780 He actually has a lot of definitions on him

04:06:36.660 Yeah, let's be honest

04:06:37.460 Because I'm so scared

04:06:38.180 Raid Aiden chat

04:06:40.180 Raid Aiden

04:06:40.740 Raid Aiden

04:06:40.900 Raid Aiden

04:06:41.060 Raid Aiden

04:06:43.940 I'll see you guys soon

04:06:44.900 Please ask you while

04:06:45.460 Let's get on my shirt up

04:06:46.420 Be safe

04:06:46.820 I need to get some sleep

04:06:47.460 Shout out to Dr. K

04:06:51.460 At least take the do-rag off

04:06:52.660 No, nigga

04:06:53.220 Why is he dick sucking?

04:06:54.420 Mike, bro

04:06:55.300 Shut up eat

04:06:56.580 You can stuff your mouth

04:06:59.220 I'm good, Chad

04:06:59.780 I'm just sick

04:07:00.180 I'm just feeling sick

04:07:00.980 I feel much

04:07:01.460 I feel much

04:07:01.940 I feel much

04:07:02.180 Nah, Jordan

04:07:02.820 Show him your watch

04:07:03.620 Hold on, bro

04:07:04.580 Raid up, Raid up

04:07:05.380 Yeah

04:07:05.700 I'm just looking to put it

04:07:09.300 To work all the way in Australia

04:07:10.420 Yeah, I guess

04:07:10.980 It's spit in my wrist

04:07:11.860 But, Sab

04:07:19.380 If you're in my chair

04:07:20.660 Anyone that lifts weights

04:07:21.540 What is your guys' max dumbbell press?

04:07:24.500 We weren't debating

04:07:25.460 It wasn't a debate

04:07:26.260 I get about 45 pounds

04:07:27.300 Of course it is

04:07:32.820 Yeah, every time you ask a question

04:07:34.980 You might as well just stop doing that

04:07:36.500 You want to take care of this?

04:07:37.300 Yeah

04:07:37.860 Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid

04:07:40.100 Jordan

04:07:40.500 Right here

04:07:40.980 They're saying 300 pounds

04:07:42.580 Like, they're so stupid

04:07:43.700 I guess

04:07:44.180 I'm 300 pounds?

04:07:45.060 No, they're saying

04:07:45.780 Like, they can dumbbell press

04:07:46.740 300 pounds per arm

04:07:47.620 Yeah, yeah, yeah

04:07:48.420 Also, I think Needles might be live

04:07:49.860 I think Needles might be live

04:07:50.740 So check love speech

04:07:51.540 Because some of the other team members

04:07:53.140 Might be going live tonight

04:07:58.740 Just lagging like a motherfucker

04:07:59.940 But I've been following the way that HS has been working out

04:08:03.700 That's what my trainer and I have been doing

04:08:05.860 We've just been literally lifting till failure

04:08:07.620 So like, I'll just straight like lift and like

04:08:10.500 Go crazy

04:08:11.300 Like, I'll do

04:08:11.780 Like, literally what HS is doing

04:08:12.740 It's the best way to do it, bro

04:08:14.020 When you do like 12 sets

04:08:16.340 All right, cool

04:08:18.180 Love you guys

04:08:18.580 Be safe

04:08:18.900 Have a great night

04:08:19.380 Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye

04:08:22.820 See you tomorrow

04:08:23.300 See you tomorrow, chat

04:08:23.860 W stream

04:08:24.980 Remember, we got the train

04:08:26.020 I needed my stuff

04:08:26.580 Because we got the training stream on Saturday

04:08:30.740 It's gonna be good

04:08:32.740 It's gonna be good, man

04:08:33.540 I love you guys, love you guys, love you guys, love you guys

04:08:59.940 Bring us snow

04:09:01.380 All the rage

04:09:02.540 My little dark age

04:09:04.580 I breathe in stereo

04:09:06.580 The stereo sounds strange

04:09:09.700 I know that if you hide

04:09:12.020 It doesn't go away

04:09:14.340 If you get out of bed

04:09:16.900 And find me standing all alone

04:09:19.780 Open eye

04:09:21.100 Burn the page

04:09:22.220 My little dark age

04:09:24.260 They внешess

04:09:36.220 You自然

04:09:38.020 You just

04:09:38.700 Get out of bed

04:09:40.180 If you're one of the room

04:09:40.740 They're sweaty

04:09:41.300 You just

04:09:43.180 No

04:09:43.460 You just

04:09:44.500 You're

04:09:45.540 Nice

04:09:45.860 And find me

04:09:47.060 You just

04:09:47.980 Ah

04:09:48.580 Decide

04:09:49.540 The

04:09:49.940 No

04:09:50.820 The

04:09:51.300 You just

04:09:51.800 I love you

04:09:52.720 All alone, open the eyes

04:10:00.560 Burn the page, my little daughter

SNEAKO - December 07, 2023

SNEAKO finally goes to therapy live…

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