SNEAKO - SNEAKO finally goes to therapy live…

00:00:00.000 I might be too strung out on compliments

00:00:14.380 Overdosed on confidence 0.99

00:00:15.940 Started not to give a f*** 0.99

00:00:17.520 Stop fearing the consequence 0.99

00:00:19.080 Drinking every night

00:00:20.280 Because we drink to my accomplishments

00:00:22.160 Faded way too long

00:00:23.460 I'm floating in and out of consciousness

00:00:25.280 And they saying I'm back

00:00:26.660 I'd agree with that 0.82

00:00:27.800 I just take my time with all this s*** 0.65

00:00:29.700 I still believe in that 0.95

00:00:30.940 I had someone tell me I fell off

00:00:33.080 Ooh, I needed that

00:00:34.120 And they wanna see me pick back up

00:00:36.080 Well, where'd I leave it at?

00:00:37.420 I know I exaggerated things

00:00:39.380 Now I got it like that

00:00:40.940 Tuck my napkin in my shirt

00:00:42.340 Cause I'm just mopping like that

00:00:44.080 You know good and well

00:00:45.140 That you don't want a problem like that

00:00:47.280 You gon' make someone around me

00:00:48.880 Catch a body like that

00:00:50.460 No, don't do it

00:00:52.120 Please don't do it

00:00:53.680 Cause one of us goes in

00:00:55.200 And we all go through it

00:00:56.860 And Drizzy got the money

00:00:58.280 So Drizzy gon' pay it 0.83

00:00:59.960 Those my brothers

00:01:00.700 I ain't even gotta say it

00:01:02.320 That's just something they know

00:01:03.620 They know, they know, they know

00:01:06.740 They know, they know, they know

00:01:10.160 They know, they know, they know

00:01:13.040 Yeah, they know, yeah

00:01:15.220 That the real is on the rise

00:01:17.400 Them other guys

00:01:18.880 I even gave them a chance to decide

00:01:21.200 Now that's something they know

00:01:22.580 They know, they know, they know

00:01:25.740 Yeah, I'll be yelling out

00:01:28.700 Money over everything

00:01:30.300 You may not mean nothing to y'all

00:01:33.080 But understand nothing was done for me

00:01:36.300 So I don't plan on stopping at all 1.00

00:01:39.340 I want this shit forever 1.00

00:01:40.800 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 1.00

00:01:42.640 I shut this shit down in the mall 1.00

00:01:45.040 And selling that girl she the one for me 1.00

00:01:48.460 And I ain't even planning to call 1.00

00:01:51.080 I want this shit forever 0.99

00:01:52.920 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 1.00

00:01:55.000 Last name ever

00:02:00.720 First name greatest

00:02:02.320 Like a spring ankle

00:02:03.660 Boy, I ain't nothing to play with

00:02:05.360 Started off local

00:02:06.800 But thanks to all the haters

00:02:08.260 I know G4 politz on a first name basis 1.00

00:02:11.500 In your city faded off the brown

00:02:13.660 Nino

00:02:14.420 She insists she got more class

00:02:16.760 We know

00:02:17.500 Swimming in the money

00:02:18.780 Come and find me

00:02:19.860 Nemo

00:02:20.600 If I was at the club

00:02:21.800 You know I bawled

00:02:22.860 Chemo

00:02:23.660 Dropped a mixtape

00:02:24.860 That sounded like an album

00:02:26.620 Who'd have thought a countrywide tour

00:02:28.700 Be the outcome

00:02:29.760 Labels want my name

00:02:30.940 Beside a X like Malcolm

00:02:32.700 Everybody got a deal

00:02:34.400 I did it without one

00:02:36.040 Yeah

00:02:36.680 I'm about my business 1.00

00:02:38.680 Killing all these rappers 1.00

00:02:40.080 You would swear I had to hear this 0.99

00:02:41.880 Everyone who doubted me

00:02:43.380 Is asking for forgiveness

00:02:44.780 If you ain't been a part of it

00:02:46.460 At least you got to witness

00:02:47.900 Cheers

00:02:49.400 It may not mean nothing to y'all

00:02:52.080 But understand nothing was done for me

00:02:55.280 So I don't plan on stopping at all 1.00

00:02:57.920 I want this shit forever 0.99

00:02:59.800 Mine 1.00

00:03:00.160 Ever

00:03:00.540 Mine

00:03:01.000 Ever

00:03:01.280 Mine 1.00

00:03:01.640 I'm selling this shit down in the mall 1.00

00:03:03.660 It's selling that girl 1.00

00:03:05.740 She the one for me 0.50

00:03:07.520 And I ain't need no plan in the call 1.00

00:03:10.460 I want this shit forever 0.99

00:03:11.900 Mine 1.00

00:03:12.200 I ain't ever

00:03:12.680 Mine

00:03:13.000 Ever

00:03:13.100 Ever

00:03:13.460 Mr. West is in the building

00:03:15.180 Ain't no question

00:03:16.720 Who about the keys

00:03:17.960 I used to have hood dreams

00:03:19.700 Big fame

00:03:20.720 Big chains 1.00

00:03:21.520 I stuck my dick inside his life 1.00

00:03:23.300 Until that bitch came 1.00

00:03:24.600 And went all 1.00

00:03:25.680 All fall

00:03:26.400 Like the ball teams

00:03:27.780 Just so I could make it rain

00:03:29.560 All spring

00:03:30.680 Y'all seen my story

00:03:32.460 My glory 0.98

00:03:33.200 I had raped the game 1.00

00:03:34.360 Young 0.99

00:03:34.780 You could call it statutory 0.98

00:03:36.120 When the n***a blow up 1.00

00:03:37.800 They gon' build statues for me 0.99

00:03:39.500 Old money

00:03:40.420 Benjamin

00:03:40.960 Borden

00:03:41.520 What?

00:03:42.060 No

00:03:42.300 Super bad chicks 1.00

00:03:44.420 Givin' me

00:03:45.040 McLovin'

00:03:46.100 You would think I ran the world

00:03:47.640 Like Michelle's husband 0.99

00:03:48.940 You would think these n***as know me 1.00

00:03:50.720 When they really doesn't 0.96

00:03:52.080 Like they was down with the old me 0.96

00:03:53.760 No you f***ing wasn't 1.00

00:03:55.180 You such a f***ing loser 1.00

00:03:57.840 He didn't even go to class 1.00

00:03:59.980 Beuler

00:04:00.860 Trade the Grammy plaques

00:04:02.520 Just to have my granny back 0.62

00:04:04.020 Remember she had that bad hip

00:04:05.840 Like a fanny pack

00:04:07.040 Chasin' the start 1.00

00:04:08.240 I'ma turn you to a maniac 1.00

00:04:10.020 All the way in Hollywood 0.99

00:04:11.740 And I can't even act

00:04:13.140 They pull their cameras out 0.99

00:04:14.720 And God damn they snap 0.98

00:04:16.200 I used to want this thing forever 0.99

00:04:18.020 Y'all can have it back

00:04:19.240 It may not mean nothing to y'all

00:04:23.280 But I understand nothing was done for me

00:04:26.340 So I don't plan on stopping at all 0.95

00:04:29.060 I want this s*** forever 0.98

00:04:30.940 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 1.00

00:04:32.780 I shut the s*** down in the mall 0.99

00:04:35.160 And tellin' that girl 0.99

00:04:36.900 She the one for me 0.50

00:04:38.580 And I ain't even planning the call 0.96

00:04:41.220 I want this s*** forever 0.98

00:04:43.060 Mine, ever, mine, ever, mine 0.99

00:04:45.140 Okay

00:04:49.300 Hello, it's the Martian

00:04:50.900 Space Jam Gardens 0.88

00:04:52.380 I won't this s*** forever 0.93

00:04:53.720 Wake up and smell the garden 0.96

00:04:55.400 Fresher than the harvest

00:04:56.920 Step up to the target

00:04:58.420 If I had one guest

00:04:59.820 Then I guess I'm just new audience

00:05:01.500 And I would never stop

00:05:02.780 Like I'm runnin' from the cops

00:05:04.420 Hopped up in my car

00:05:05.780 And tore my chauffeur to the top 0.98

00:05:07.420 Life is such a f***ing rollercoaster

00:05:09.640 Then it drops 0.89

00:05:10.460 But what should I scream for?

00:05:12.420 This is my theme park

00:05:13.880 My mind's dying

00:05:15.100 Even when my thoughts sing dark

00:05:16.840 On my side

00:05:18.080 You don't wanna hear that thing talk

00:05:20.020 Let the king talk

00:05:21.440 Check the price

00:05:22.160 And pay attention

00:05:23.140 We don't want this

00:05:24.020 That's what they got

00:05:25.160 It's a confession

00:05:25.960 Love 0.99

00:05:26.400 Can't f*** with no b***h 1.00

00:05:27.560 That's basic 1.00

00:05:28.200 Look at my swag

00:05:29.280 The drip is contagious

00:05:30.200 I call her Grace

00:05:30.960 The face is amazing

00:05:31.860 I just might slide it

00:05:32.820 Love like the Matrix

00:05:33.580 Like

00:05:33.980 Love

00:05:34.780 They took a foul

00:05:35.980 And we getting flagrant

00:05:36.940 Like

00:05:37.300 Love

00:05:38.200 Uh

00:05:38.880 Baby, I'm drippin' it off-white

00:05:41.660 Look at my shirt

00:05:42.660 My collar say Dio 0.99

00:05:43.640 I take a prick and f*** all night 1.00

00:05:45.020 She said she tired of sucking my meat off 1.00

00:05:47.000 Boy, if it's beefed and it's on sight 1.00

00:05:48.320 I'm with some shooters promoting the violence

00:05:50.300 Like the rappers, I feel like Osiris 0.98

00:05:52.080 How the f***'s better than the riots 0.97

00:05:53.240 Power 0.97

00:05:53.640 We gon' up

00:05:54.500 Lit

00:05:54.880 I see my flow, it get so sick

00:05:56.600 Uh 1.00

00:05:56.940 Tired of that bullshit 1.00

00:05:58.080 I can't go back to my old b***h 1.00

00:06:00.060 Uh 0.94

00:06:00.280 We get the money and stack it up 0.99

00:06:01.780 Can't f*** with that b***h, it ain't fat enough 1.00

00:06:03.420 Uh 1.00

00:06:03.660 We get the b***h in and pile it up 0.81

00:06:05.160 Like tennis might give her a racket son 0.97

00:06:06.960 Bro, you can't show a stack of some

00:06:08.540 I came with a beard, I got a drum

00:06:10.220 You moving like you got the package son

00:06:11.980 We used to stay, niggas just for fun 1.00

00:06:13.620 Everything keeps you, you get a gun

00:06:15.300 I thought you was tough, so why you run

00:06:16.940 I'm on the block

00:06:17.960 I just been taking this

00:06:18.980 She on my body 0.82

00:06:19.660 She just been shaking it

00:06:20.620 Too many guns

00:06:21.280 I just be mean, and slide with a chop 0.75

00:06:22.940 I just start flaming it

00:06:23.980 To a good shot 1.00

00:06:24.600 I'm on that baby shit 1.00

00:06:25.660 Call her if you die 1.00

00:06:26.320 He was the grocery ship 0.99

00:06:27.340 I call her Vot 1.00

00:06:28.020 You're on that gangster shit 1.00

00:06:29.040 I got a thot 1.00

00:06:29.700 She panamanian love

00:06:30.900 I got a thot

00:06:33.020 She panamanian love 1.00

00:06:34.340 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:36.020 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:37.660 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:39.980 I call her Vot 1.00

00:06:44.780 I call her Vot 0.97

00:06:45.220 I call her Vot 0.97

00:06:45.780 I just might slide

00:06:46.500 You look like the Matrix

00:06:47.480 Like

00:06:47.940 Uh

00:06:48.720 If we getting filed, then we getting flagged

00:06:50.880 Like

00:06:51.300 Make my wish 0.99

00:06:53.040 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:54.740 Can't f*** with no b***h, that's basic 1.00

00:06:57.480 This s*** fell 0.99

00:07:00.180 Yeah, man, it is what it is, bro 0.97

00:07:02.160 Chat, we got a big stream today

00:07:05.260 We got the therapist

00:07:06.240 Who we smoking on chat?

00:07:08.040 Who we smoking on chat?

00:07:10.660 Hey, Red Pill took a W today, you know

00:07:12.540 You know what God, though

00:07:13.380 Red Pill took a W

00:07:14.300 It's cussing here, baby 0.99

00:07:15.520 Uh

00:07:22.520 Roll call, keep talking to me, chat

00:07:24.680 Keep talking to me, love speech

00:07:25.520 Let's go, what's good, what's good

00:07:26.460 Pika, Oscar, BTR, NoseJay

00:07:28.900 John, Resident Evo, Izzy Dog

00:07:30.840 Milky Way, Delicious, Pod

00:07:32.260 Defense, Luca

00:07:33.620 Sarah, Sasalva

00:07:35.660 Arca, Jen, Glizzy, Dinchy

00:07:38.240 Octash was good, Delicious

00:07:39.920 It's September, APR Proof, Finish the Career

00:07:43.540 Nandaz

00:07:44.740 Hira

00:07:46.240 ABK

00:07:47.580 Ye, Carva

00:07:49.940 PC Chillin' Legend

00:07:51.080 Shalik 0.73

00:07:51.660 JCR

00:07:52.360 River

00:07:52.940 Humble and Grapebo

00:07:54.280 Jay Block

00:07:54.900 Everybody follow the stream

00:07:56.040 Follow the stream

00:07:56.780 Right now, join us in the Discord

00:07:59.140 Join us in the Love Speech community right now

00:08:00.880 Get up

00:08:05.080 Clack

00:08:06.400 We got a lot to talk about, chat

00:08:13.960 We got a lot to talk about

00:08:14.920 We got quite a lot to talk about

00:08:19.980 So, I don't know if you know

00:08:21.500 But, basically

00:08:23.080 You know, I was right

00:08:24.340 Myron was right 0.91

00:08:25.760 Nick was right

00:08:27.260 Leafy

00:08:28.260 Rest in peace to Leafy was right

00:08:29.500 The Red Pill

00:08:31.420 I mean, I understand why people

00:08:32.760 Clown on it

00:08:33.700 I understand why it's starting to get repetitive

00:08:36.380 Because a lot of that is innate

00:08:38.020 A lot of that should just be understood

00:08:39.520 But, the Red Pill saves lives

00:08:41.300 Every guy gets Red Pill

00:08:42.940 Whether or not you like

00:08:43.700 It's usually your first heartbreak

00:08:44.980 Sometimes it happens when you're 12 1.00

00:08:46.120 When you see the bitch 1.00

00:08:47.280 That you like 1.00

00:08:47.860 Talk to the other guy

00:08:48.980 On the slide

00:08:49.620 And you're like

00:08:50.660 What the, huh?

00:08:52.040 Or when the fastest guy

00:08:53.180 Whoever runs the mile

00:08:54.180 The fastest

00:08:54.640 Whoever wins the race 1.00

00:08:55.640 Gets all the bitches 1.00

00:08:56.600 And you're like 1.00

00:08:57.060 But, I made a little

00:08:58.260 Macaroni painting

00:08:59.260 I thought that my drawings were good

00:09:00.940 Perfect

00:09:01.240 They weren't

00:09:02.280 They weren't

00:09:03.680 The truth is

00:09:04.760 Men lead 0.86

00:09:05.940 Women follow 0.97

00:09:06.940 That's how the dynamic works

00:09:08.800 It's very simple stuff

00:09:10.940 You can read all these books about it

00:09:12.820 You don't need to watch a million podcasts

00:09:14.480 Men are the ones in charge 1.00

00:09:16.240 Women follow 0.97

00:09:17.220 It's that simple

00:09:18.220 You can pretty much boil down

00:09:19.320 The whole philosophy to that

00:09:20.400 And if it doesn't abide by that

00:09:21.800 If anything in your relationship

00:09:23.060 Anything in your life

00:09:23.880 Doesn't follow that

00:09:25.040 If you have a female boss 1.00

00:09:26.220 If your girlfriend

00:09:27.940 Or your wife is in charge 0.99

00:09:29.400 If you ever think of your relationship

00:09:31.160 As equal

00:09:32.020 You'll get burned

00:09:33.260 Bruh 0.98

00:09:34.420 You will

00:09:35.300 And I don't want to make fun of anybody

00:09:37.840 Red pill's inevitable

00:09:39.020 It happens to everybody

00:09:40.100 Everybody gets it

00:09:41.520 Sometimes it happens when you're 12

00:09:43.040 Sometimes it happens when you're 35 years old

00:09:45.580 But every guy will understand

00:09:47.580 That you can't break the dynamic

00:09:49.600 God created two genders 0.96

00:09:52.220 The man and the woman

00:09:53.600 One's supposed to lead 1.00

00:09:54.900 And one ate the apple

00:09:56.200 Bruh

00:09:57.200 One's always going to sin

00:09:58.800 So if you give him too much power

00:09:59.920 If you give that gender 0.99

00:10:00.820 If you give the apple eaters

00:10:01.920 Too much power

00:10:02.820 They're going to abuse it

00:10:04.240 They're going to ruin your life 1.00

00:10:05.440 They're going to fuck you over 1.00

00:10:06.820 They say that women don't have power 1.00

00:10:08.280 Women do have power 1.00

00:10:09.860 They have so much power

00:10:10.820 They could topple an entire empire

00:10:12.460 How many content creators

00:10:13.900 Have we seen the past two years

00:10:15.480 Have their entire legacy tarnished

00:10:18.300 Because of one girl

00:10:19.820 One girl

00:10:21.300 One hoe 1.00

00:10:23.760 I wouldn't even call them women 1.00

00:10:24.880 Hoes 1.00

00:10:25.680 Demons 1.00

00:10:26.260 Whores 1.00

00:10:27.040 Because they're different 0.99

00:10:27.840 I don't like to say

00:10:28.940 People say that's misogynist

00:10:29.940 To say these words

00:10:30.540 There's a difference between 0.99

00:10:31.940 A whore and a woman 1.00

00:10:33.160 And one whore 1.00

00:10:34.320 Can ruin your entire legacy 1.00

00:10:36.500 Can tarnish your reputation

00:10:37.800 Can leave a stain on your legacy

00:10:40.220 Forever and ever and ever

00:10:41.660 Time and time and time again this year

00:10:43.940 Not just content creators

00:10:45.460 UFC fighters

00:10:46.780 Time and time again 0.99

00:10:48.500 They can fuck up over your relationships 0.99

00:10:50.460 One hoe 1.00

00:10:52.340 Can make you cut off all of your friends 0.53

00:10:54.420 One hoe 1.00

00:10:55.040 Can ruin your legacy

00:10:57.300 One hoe 1.00

00:10:58.220 Can make you delete your channel

00:11:00.240 One hoe 1.00

00:11:01.660 Can make you live in a house

00:11:03.260 With her ex-husband

00:11:05.220 And everybody laughs

00:11:07.440 Time and time again

00:11:09.000 What happened to leaving context?

00:11:13.420 Alright

00:11:13.900 And you know what?

00:11:15.920 So this is

00:11:16.740 This is the

00:11:17.740 Before I really get into it

00:11:19.300 This is the problem

00:11:21.020 That I have right now

00:11:21.520 We're going to get into

00:11:21.980 The therapy session

00:11:22.580 At 8 o'clock by the way

00:11:23.260 So I do want to talk about this

00:11:24.200 I do want to talk about this

00:11:24.900 It's very interesting

00:11:25.940 You don't want to kick anybody

00:11:27.720 While they're down

00:11:28.240 Even though some people

00:11:29.100 A lot of the people

00:11:29.560 That we're going to talk about today

00:11:30.420 You could consider

00:11:31.240 Ops

00:11:32.040 Bruh

00:11:33.000 I want to really know

00:11:34.060 If you consider a sword boy

00:11:35.000 An op

00:11:35.260 A sword boy collage

00:11:36.060 Because you know

00:11:36.460 We love everybody

00:11:37.280 Chat

00:11:37.560 Love speech

00:11:38.680 Everybody say love speech

00:11:39.800 Right now

00:11:40.040 We do love everybody

00:11:40.860 But when you see yourself

00:11:42.040 Prove right

00:11:42.500 Especially when people

00:11:43.260 Celebrate your cancellation

00:11:44.860 When people try to clown you

00:11:47.100 When people say that

00:11:47.940 Your philosophy is wrong

00:11:49.200 When people attack you

00:11:50.140 When people try to discredit

00:11:51.800 What you talk about

00:11:52.560 You can consider those people

00:11:54.840 Like opposition

00:11:55.920 They don't want you to succeed

00:11:57.560 And then when you see

00:11:58.640 What happens in their life

00:12:00.220 Kind of crumble

00:12:01.320 Part of you

00:12:03.100 Wants to

00:12:05.440 Eh this is a little good

00:12:06.540 Op pack

00:12:07.260 Kind of wants to do that

00:12:08.100 But we love speech

00:12:09.280 So

00:12:09.860 I'm not going to kick anybody

00:12:10.900 While they're down

00:12:11.380 I'm not going to

00:12:13.440 I'm not going to clown on it

00:12:15.300 But I think it should be a lesson

00:12:16.700 I think it should be a lesson

00:12:18.160 That

00:12:19.900 The meaning of the red pill

00:12:21.460 Is just the truth

00:12:22.460 I'm taking the god pill now

00:12:24.520 I'm not going to live in this

00:12:25.340 Like doomsday

00:12:25.900 Everything

00:12:26.220 So it goes blue pill

00:12:27.240 Everything's fine

00:12:27.960 Red pill 0.99

00:12:28.680 Everything's fucked 0.99

00:12:29.440 And then there's a god pill 0.99

00:12:30.800 I'm supposed to serve god

00:12:33.340 That's transcendent

00:12:34.360 That's what I'm at

00:12:35.060 Red pills 0.99

00:12:36.860 Everything's fucked 0.98

00:12:37.500 And so you kind of have this 0.98

00:12:38.220 Like this bad mentality

00:12:39.540 Towards the world

00:12:39.980 But what it really is

00:12:40.700 Is the truth 0.99

00:12:41.020 Because everything is kind of fucked 0.99

00:12:42.220 If you believe 0.99

00:12:43.140 Exactly what they tell you

00:12:44.280 If you believe

00:12:44.740 The girl boss mentality 0.99

00:12:45.780 If you let your wife control 1.00

00:12:47.400 Your relationship

00:12:48.600 If you let women lead 1.00

00:12:50.560 If you're like

00:12:51.560 Well I don't want to be

00:12:52.860 A toxic problem

00:12:54.060 If you do that

00:12:55.160 You're going to get burned

00:12:56.740 So this is the truth

00:12:58.120 What happened

00:12:59.240 Alright let's get into it

00:13:00.040 Let's get into it

00:13:00.480 Let's get into it

00:13:00.900 Let's get into it

00:13:01.400 Alright so

00:13:06.280 Apparently destiny

00:13:08.860 I don't know if you guys remember

00:13:09.820 Because a lot of you guys

00:13:10.460 Came in from the IRL wave

00:13:11.520 They're getting divorced

00:13:14.180 And um

00:13:16.300 Destiny said

00:13:17.760 I have a small convo

00:13:18.660 When I'm back about things

00:13:20.040 I'm not going to nuke

00:13:21.160 Melina or anything

00:13:22.220 But the last two months

00:13:23.200 And two weeks

00:13:23.660 Have been a massive 0.85

00:13:24.320 Mindfuck for me 0.98

00:13:25.300 Watch her become obsessed 1.00

00:13:27.360 With a toxic

00:13:30.480 Slash abusive guy

00:13:31.760 When I visited Sweden last

00:13:33.040 He gave Mel

00:13:33.560 An ultimatum

00:13:34.120 To divorce me

00:13:34.960 And then threaten 1.00

00:13:36.140 To kill himself 0.99

00:13:37.040 When he didn't do it 1.00

00:13:38.540 Bumbukka 0.99

00:13:39.460 Among 20 other

00:13:40.820 Abusive manipulative

00:13:41.860 Things he's done

00:13:42.640 And endlessly make excuses

00:13:44.200 For him

00:13:44.420 So I'm out

00:13:44.880 Okay keep in mind

00:13:45.700 These people are married

00:13:46.420 And

00:13:47.980 Destiny's wife 1.00

00:13:49.420 Is fucking a dude 1.00

00:13:50.620 Who's saying he's going to 1.00

00:13:51.200 Kill himself

00:13:51.640 If he doesn't divorce 1.00

00:13:52.380 If

00:13:54.160 Okay man

00:13:55.600 Um

00:13:56.180 Yeah I wanted a massive

00:13:58.780 Therapy session

00:13:59.360 To see if I could

00:14:00.020 Express myself better

00:14:00.880 And iron out some

00:14:01.580 Boundaries

00:14:01.900 But it's hard for me

00:14:02.580 To ask for anything

00:14:03.440 If I've been a pushover

00:14:04.800 For so many years

00:14:05.780 Ugh

00:14:06.180 You've been a pushover 0.99

00:14:07.440 Your wife is pushing you over 1.00

00:14:08.780 Chat's saying

00:14:10.580 Green card secured

00:14:11.460 I mean

00:14:11.920 You give a girl 1.00

00:14:14.220 A green card

00:14:14.920 You give her clout

00:14:16.380 You give her money

00:14:17.140 You pay for the house

00:14:18.380 That she's living in 1.00

00:14:19.100 To fuck other guys 1.00

00:14:20.100 And she's still 1.00

00:14:21.780 Going to leave you

00:14:22.480 Without giving you

00:14:23.900 A child

00:14:24.520 Without helping you at all

00:14:26.140 But

00:14:26.860 Giving you like 1.00

00:14:28.160 Literally fucking a guy 1.00

00:14:29.540 That's saying 1.00

00:14:30.100 I'm going to kill myself 1.00

00:14:31.360 If you don't leave your husband 1.00

00:14:32.280 This proves every point I made

00:14:36.860 Girls can leave you 1.00

00:14:37.620 For jobless 1.00

00:14:38.300 Manipulative losers 0.99

00:14:39.260 If they just play 0.99

00:14:40.300 Their cards right

00:14:41.060 What?

00:14:43.020 How is that even possible?

00:14:45.520 How is that the point

00:14:46.320 He's talking about?

00:14:49.300 Girls can leave you 1.00

00:14:50.360 For jobless 1.00

00:14:51.080 Manipulative losers 0.99

00:14:52.060 If they just play 0.99

00:14:52.960 Their cards right

00:14:53.640 But you played

00:14:55.740 Your cards wrong

00:14:56.720 You told your wife 1.00

00:14:58.220 Go fuck other people 1.00

00:15:00.440 It's not 1.00

00:15:02.360 Why are you not

00:15:03.440 Taking any accountability?

00:15:05.400 You played the wrong hand

00:15:06.840 You busted 1.00

00:15:08.020 The fuck are you 1.00

00:15:10.340 Talking about? 1.00

00:15:11.740 If they play

00:15:12.760 Their cards right

00:15:13.380 They can go

00:15:13.740 Take your wife? 1.00

00:15:17.880 Yeah

00:15:18.440 Me discovering

00:15:19.020 Boundaries

00:15:19.480 Was the death

00:15:20.140 Now in this relationship

00:15:22.000 Okay

00:15:22.340 So I guess

00:15:23.100 The divorce

00:15:23.540 I hope it gets

00:15:26.560 I know it's a difficult

00:15:27.300 Situation bro

00:15:28.040 No I didn't want to

00:15:30.440 Complain because I don't

00:15:31.100 Want to make my wife

00:15:31.780 Look bad because we're

00:15:32.520 Supposed to be a married

00:15:33.280 Team but she has no

00:15:34.140 Problem dumping on me

00:15:35.080 To literally dozens of

00:15:36.080 Dozens of people

00:15:36.980 Over the past year 1.00

00:15:38.080 What the fuck 0.99

00:15:39.340 Over the past years 1.00

00:15:40.280 She's been dumping on him

00:15:41.480 I'm fine

00:15:43.500 This is the last toxic

00:15:44.440 This is destiny still

00:15:45.240 I'm fine

00:15:45.680 This is the last toxic

00:15:46.480 Holdover I have

00:15:47.440 From my past

00:15:48.040 So from here

00:15:48.860 It's all good for me

00:15:49.720 I'll touch on that a little

00:15:50.980 But yeah

00:15:51.240 The boundaries and everything

00:15:51.940 In my relationship 0.98

00:15:52.400 Are absolutely fucking insane 0.99

00:15:53.400 I would never complain publicly 1.00

00:15:54.460 Because I don't want to make

00:15:55.320 Melina look bad 0.80

00:15:56.280 Mel just wants validation 0.74

00:15:58.440 And this guy is willing

00:15:59.360 To do anything for her

00:16:00.160 24-7

00:16:00.880 He has no job

00:16:01.880 And no life

00:16:02.460 Everything revolves around her

00:16:03.720 He changes his sleep schedule

00:16:05.200 When he travels

00:16:05.900 To talk to her constantly

00:16:06.720 This is brutal bro 1.00

00:16:07.960 What the fuck 1.00

00:16:09.200 Imagine losing your life 1.00

00:16:10.920 To an absolute loser 1.00

00:16:13.240 With no job 0.99

00:16:14.240 How low could her standards be

00:16:16.960 She literally threw away

00:16:21.580 Her marriage 0.99

00:16:22.280 For a jobless loser 0.99

00:16:25.100 They seemed okay 0.91

00:16:27.200 Because three days ago

00:16:27.800 Before Mel was supposed

00:16:28.620 To leave forever

00:16:29.140 This guy did something else

00:16:30.200 Insanely toxic

00:16:31.240 Slash horrible 1.00

00:16:32.100 Then Mel kind of warmed up 0.97

00:16:33.380 To what I was asking for

00:16:34.500 Then in a day

00:16:35.600 She forgave everything again

00:16:36.780 And is now back in it

00:16:38.740 I had a toxic problem

00:16:40.720 With blaming myself

00:16:41.360 For every single problem ever

00:16:42.640 In any of my relationships ever

00:16:44.060 So I figured

00:16:44.660 If something was wrong

00:16:45.740 It was always on me

00:16:46.620 To fix it

00:16:47.080 What are you

00:16:47.460 Bro

00:16:47.900 It's very fitting

00:16:49.820 That I'm about to go to therapy

00:16:50.580 Because isn't this proof

00:16:51.900 That therapy is a scam

00:16:53.640 Like

00:16:54.300 I'm about to go talk

00:16:55.400 To this guy Dr. K

00:16:56.280 And he's going to try

00:16:56.820 To give me therapy

00:16:57.340 I totally believe

00:16:59.260 That therapy is a giant scam

00:17:00.680 This dude is just dumping

00:17:02.520 On the internet

00:17:03.520 Telling everybody's life

00:17:04.480 He's going through

00:17:04.900 Five hour therapy sessions

00:17:06.100 He's trying to fix his relationship

00:17:07.640 By talking to him

00:17:08.560 And it just didn't work

00:17:09.900 His wife left him 0.99

00:17:11.100 For a jobless loser 0.99

00:17:13.180 It doesn't work 0.96

00:17:15.600 It's very simple

00:17:17.060 You want therapy

00:17:17.680 Open the Quran man 0.98

00:17:18.720 I'm not like mad

00:17:19.940 But from Lena

00:17:21.300 The way to get closer to her 1.00

00:17:22.220 Was always shitting on me 1.00

00:17:23.280 Because she loved 0.99

00:17:23.920 The emotional validation

00:17:24.940 Of people making her feel

00:17:26.080 Like every single problem

00:17:26.880 The relationship was my fault

00:17:27.680 What are you talking about

00:17:29.220 I told her that 1.00

00:17:33.360 Her and all of her shit 1.00

00:17:34.700 Needs to be gone 1.00

00:17:35.400 Before I'm back on the 9th 1.00

00:17:36.760 Okay so they're fucking 0.99

00:17:38.060 It's over bro 1.00

00:17:39.140 It's over

00:17:40.840 It's over

00:17:42.600 And I feel

00:17:43.800 I actually feel bad

00:17:44.940 For Destiny

00:17:46.060 Because I'm going to be honest

00:17:47.000 I've known this couple for a while

00:17:48.240 And I knew this was going to happen

00:17:49.440 It was very obviously inevitable

00:17:50.860 That this woman

00:17:52.220 Was going to get a green card

00:17:53.480 And then leave her

00:17:54.160 Because they got married

00:17:55.860 She was already 0.80

00:17:57.000 She cheated 1.00

00:17:57.700 When they got married

00:17:58.520 She was with another guy 0.94

00:17:59.280 And then Destiny took her

00:17:59.940 From the other guy

00:18:00.520 And I think she was engaged

00:18:02.080 So of course

00:18:02.980 She's going to do it again 1.00

00:18:03.680 How you meet a girl

00:18:04.880 Is how you leave a girl

00:18:05.800 That's how the relationship ends

00:18:07.640 Same way it starts

00:18:08.980 And I feel bad

00:18:11.920 Because I knew this was going to happen

00:18:13.360 She invited me to Europe bro

00:18:14.980 Boom Bokka 0.86

00:18:16.100 Like maybe 2-3 months ago

00:18:17.740 She was texting me a lot

00:18:18.960 And then she invited me

00:18:20.180 To come and visit her in Sweden

00:18:21.340 And then go to a music festival

00:18:22.660 With her and her friend

00:18:23.360 And

00:18:24.400 I actually like

00:18:26.000 Even though all the disagreements

00:18:27.840 I've had

00:18:28.060 All the shouting matches

00:18:28.900 I've had with Destiny

00:18:29.680 However many times

00:18:31.860 He's tried to discredit

00:18:32.760 What I talk about

00:18:33.640 And you know

00:18:34.980 Just a lot of disagreements

00:18:36.880 A lot of

00:18:37.560 Like attacks

00:18:38.160 Little

00:18:38.400 All that

00:18:40.100 I saw

00:18:40.940 I got that text message

00:18:42.420 From his wife

00:18:43.660 Come visit me in Europe

00:18:44.840 And I was like 1.00

00:18:45.380 Fuck bro 1.00

00:18:46.080 Fuck 1.00

00:18:47.560 Can't do this man 1.00

00:18:49.480 I can't do this

00:18:51.600 I was kind of happy

00:18:55.120 To be honest

00:18:55.540 I figured out he outed himself

00:18:56.560 And Mel would disengage 0.99

00:18:57.560 But she has made more excuses

00:18:58.680 For his behavior

00:18:59.200 Than I've ever seen in my life

00:19:00.280 It's insane lol

00:19:01.000 Things have been kind of rocky

00:19:02.140 Since then

00:19:02.640 That's when he gave Mel

00:19:03.880 An ultimatum to divorce me

00:19:04.980 When she didn't answer

00:19:05.820 For a few hours

00:19:06.420 He begged her to come back

00:19:07.300 That night

00:19:07.680 When she said no

00:19:08.620 He threatened to commit suicide 1.00

00:19:09.720 Like what the fuck 1.00

00:19:10.700 How are you 0.99

00:19:11.780 Melina's side is the same

00:19:17.340 For every single problem ever

00:19:18.520 You don't understand

00:19:19.540 Steven has hurt me so much

00:19:21.260 There is so much resentment

00:19:22.360 And scarring

00:19:23.020 That I need someone

00:19:23.760 To build me up again

00:19:24.840 Yikes 0.98

00:19:26.780 And that nigga's 27 years old 1.00

00:19:29.080 He says smiling

00:19:29.740 It's all like super standard 1.00

00:19:31.520 Abuser one on one type shit 1.00

00:19:32.820 It honestly blows my mind 1.00

00:19:34.020 It works so easily on her

00:19:35.420 Well because you allowed it

00:19:36.780 Because it doesn't

00:19:38.800 Like you can't let your woman 1.00

00:19:41.380 Be equal to you

00:19:42.580 You can't

00:19:44.660 It works

00:19:45.360 Single should help destiny 0.89

00:19:48.020 Man

00:19:48.560 What do you want me to do

00:19:49.680 The information was out there

00:19:51.460 Like he spent months

00:19:52.500 Saying that everything 1.00

00:19:53.080 That we talk about is bullshit 0.99

00:19:54.140 He knows what we think 1.00

00:19:55.580 His way didn't work

00:19:57.760 He's like to literally

00:19:59.360 Just watch my content

00:20:00.380 Watch Fresh and Fit

00:20:01.560 Who ironic

00:20:02.680 Watching Andrew Tate podcast 0.99

00:20:04.280 Who's been shitting on consistently 0.99

00:20:06.000 For like a year and a half 0.99

00:20:07.060 Not even that LMAO

00:20:10.200 He's lied about things

00:20:11.120 She said to friends

00:20:12.280 Lied about things

00:20:12.940 Her friends have said

00:20:13.560 Lstream

00:20:13.920 All to cut her off 0.93

00:20:16.160 From her friends

00:20:16.540 And isolate her

00:20:17.240 Only to the only friend group

00:20:18.480 Like

00:20:18.780 It doesn't matter her age 0.51

00:20:27.340 She won't grow

00:20:28.040 Until she learns

00:20:28.660 To stop exclusively

00:20:29.540 Searching for validation

00:20:30.640 And actually seek

00:20:31.520 Some responsibility

00:20:32.160 For literally anything

00:20:33.040 Well she's seeking validation 1.00

00:20:35.280 Because you're fucking 1.00

00:20:36.120 Other women 1.00

00:20:36.660 Instead of giving it to her

00:20:38.280 Your wife should feel 0.58

00:20:39.820 Secure all the time

00:20:40.580 If you're ignoring her

00:20:41.420 And streaming

00:20:41.900 And taking drugs 1.00

00:20:42.620 And fucking other girls 1.00

00:20:43.380 Consistently 1.00

00:20:44.060 She's not gonna feel secure

00:20:45.860 Of course you're gonna

00:20:46.360 Look for validation 0.99

00:20:46.960 And some random loser 1.00

00:20:47.980 The girl's going insane 1.00

00:20:49.760 And also

00:20:52.000 Like

00:20:52.620 What did you think

00:20:53.360 Was gonna happen

00:20:54.040 She was engaged

00:20:54.920 When you met

00:20:55.500 You thought she was 0.87

00:20:56.580 Gonna be loyal

00:20:57.280 Did you think

00:20:58.280 That this was gonna last

00:20:59.440 I don't understand

00:21:00.240 The thought process bro

00:21:01.380 So has Mel

00:21:03.560 I just don't care about it

00:21:04.500 As much lol

00:21:05.180 Bunny ears

00:21:05.860 I have legitimately cheated

00:21:07.220 At least once

00:21:07.880 In a really bad way

00:21:08.660 I'm not perfect

00:21:09.400 Okay

00:21:09.760 Okay gonna fly peace out

00:21:11.780 Anyway I'm just dumping

00:21:12.520 Venting

00:21:12.900 I've made serious mistakes

00:21:13.820 And fucked up parts

00:21:14.480 Of this relationship too 0.59

00:21:15.260 I'm definitely not perfect

00:21:16.120 But I've let the public opinion

00:21:17.040 Just make it seem like

00:21:17.740 I'm this horrible person

00:21:18.540 And she's a perfect angel

00:21:19.380 And it really really bothers me

00:21:20.440 Because I'm a pushover

00:21:21.900 Bro

00:21:22.260 Like this is

00:21:23.020 Bro

00:21:23.200 All these rules

00:21:25.700 Are one sided

00:21:26.340 By the way

00:21:26.880 Okay 0.99

00:21:27.420 She has shit talk to me 1.00

00:21:30.200 To literally every single friend 1.00

00:21:31.380 Or person she has ever talked to

00:21:32.840 So yes

00:21:33.400 Yeah

00:21:35.460 This is

00:21:36.640 This is kind of true

00:21:37.620 Some said they didn't want it

00:21:41.540 Isn't

00:21:41.860 Doesn't this kind of

00:21:42.660 Just

00:21:42.920 Doesn't this solidify

00:21:45.660 Even for the Christians watching 1.00

00:21:46.820 You gotta put a W

00:21:48.440 For the fact

00:21:48.980 That Muslim women 0.99

00:21:49.840 Are just covered up 1.00

00:21:50.440 In a burka 0.95

00:21:50.860 And they don't even

00:21:51.260 Talk to other men 0.97

00:21:51.940 How great is that

00:21:54.100 That Muslim women 0.99

00:21:55.240 In Saudi Arabia

00:21:55.840 Right now

00:21:56.180 All they do

00:21:56.520 Is talk to their family

00:21:57.300 They just talk to their husband 0.67

00:21:58.360 They're not even

00:21:59.720 Like none of this

00:22:00.560 None of these problems

00:22:01.560 When you have Taliban rule 0.76

00:22:03.360 When you have Islamic 1.00

00:22:05.240 When you have Sharia law 1.00

00:22:06.520 Nothing

00:22:08.200 Will

00:22:09.340 Nothing like this

00:22:10.240 Is even close

00:22:10.940 Like imagine

00:22:11.660 Showing this to Abdul

00:22:12.780 Imagine

00:22:14.100 I'm not like man

00:22:15.340 What

00:22:15.660 What

00:22:16.720 Do you have any idea

00:22:20.220 How much friends

00:22:20.760 I've lost over the years

00:22:21.400 Over this

00:22:21.820 You shouldn't be venting

00:22:24.220 About your partner

00:22:24.900 To literally

00:22:25.360 Every single mutual friends

00:22:26.400 You have

00:22:26.660 Yeah no

00:22:27.180 You're right

00:22:27.640 You shouldn't

00:22:28.180 But you shouldn't

00:22:28.900 Allow it either

00:22:29.560 Instead of complaining

00:22:30.740 On the internet

00:22:31.220 And chat saying

00:22:36.460 Okay here's a good chat

00:22:37.760 Stego Destiny loves the attention

00:22:39.060 True people who have 0.99

00:22:39.660 Soul shit are already 1.00

00:22:40.400 On the red pill side 0.99

00:22:41.160 That's kind of 0.98

00:22:42.120 The fucked up part 0.98

00:22:42.740 Some people are kind of 1.00

00:22:43.820 Like masochistist 0.51

00:22:45.480 And like the 0.78

00:22:46.160 Public humiliation thing

00:22:47.520 People like

00:22:48.480 Everyone being involved

00:22:50.520 In their relationship

00:22:51.040 Like this

00:22:51.380 They like the toxic abusive 1.00

00:22:52.460 I'm gonna kill myself 1.00

00:22:53.240 You're gonna kill me 1.00

00:22:53.880 I'm gonna commit suicide 1.00

00:22:54.660 Over you 1.00

00:22:55.040 This is abusive

00:22:55.680 I'm gonna go to my therapist

00:22:56.840 I'm gonna go vent to you 0.99

00:22:57.780 I'm gonna go cheat on you 0.99

00:22:58.780 To get back at you 0.89

00:22:59.480 People like that

00:23:00.520 The same way they like 0.66

00:23:01.260 Watching a murder documentary

00:23:02.260 On Netflix

00:23:02.740 It's entertaining

00:23:03.720 It's stimulating

00:23:04.460 I think they both knew

00:23:06.200 Like

00:23:06.420 There's no part of me

00:23:07.480 That ever thought

00:23:08.460 Did anybody think

00:23:09.420 This relationship

00:23:10.280 Was gonna last

00:23:10.860 Anybody

00:23:11.300 Of course

00:23:13.240 People like the drama

00:23:14.220 Like people genuinely

00:23:15.460 Enjoy it

00:23:17.040 Normally I don't care

00:23:20.340 About money

00:23:20.640 But after realizing

00:23:21.260 She had let that 0.96

00:23:21.880 Jobless loser 0.99

00:23:22.600 Move into her apartment 0.99

00:23:23.460 For free

00:23:24.020 Without telling me

00:23:25.520 Pepe

00:23:26.640 I felt really annoyed

00:23:28.620 Paying anything for her

00:23:30.380 Because I was basically

00:23:31.380 Basically subsidizing 1.00

00:23:32.820 This toxic loser 1.00

00:23:34.260 I don't like mine 1.00

00:23:35.520 Nigga 1.00

00:23:36.160 What

00:23:37.420 What

00:23:42.540 What

00:23:43.040 He was paying

00:23:48.280 A dude

00:23:48.820 He was paying

00:23:51.960 For a dude

00:23:52.660 To ruin

00:23:53.520 His marriage

00:23:54.640 There's one thing

00:23:56.900 To be able

00:23:57.260 Like some guys 1.00

00:23:57.780 Get fucked 1.00

00:23:58.260 In divorce 1.00

00:23:58.760 And end up

00:23:59.300 Having to pay

00:24:00.020 The lawyer fees

00:24:01.300 For your wife

00:24:02.180 That's trying

00:24:02.580 To take your house 1.00

00:24:03.280 This nigga 1.00

00:24:04.900 Was paying 1.00

00:24:06.640 For a jobless loser 1.00

00:24:08.420 To live and eat 1.00

00:24:10.500 And fuck his wife 1.00

00:24:11.600 And ruin his marriage 1.00

00:24:13.340 Boom

00:24:13.960 Bucka

00:24:14.440 What

00:24:15.340 The 1.00

00:24:15.820 Fuck 1.00

00:24:17.060 I remember 1.00

00:24:24.520 Fighting about

00:24:24.960 Red Pillars

00:24:25.400 So much about this

00:24:26.400 LMAO

00:24:30.340 I've never in my life

00:24:31.780 Ever worried about

00:24:32.660 Losing a partner

00:24:33.340 To a Chad

00:24:34.180 You'd be surprised

00:24:35.960 Not moving for at least

00:24:37.600 A year

00:24:37.820 So they've got a lease

00:24:38.600 He definitely got a meal

00:24:40.040 To get LMAO

00:24:40.680 But there's no way

00:24:41.320 That relationship will last

00:24:42.480 Okay

00:24:44.880 So we're gonna go

00:24:46.580 Through all the clips

00:24:47.040 Who's the guy

00:24:47.940 That ruined the marriage

00:24:49.180 Let's see

00:24:49.680 What was this

00:24:51.840 Fight against the system

00:24:53.040 The best way to fight

00:24:53.700 The system is

00:24:54.060 Yeah

00:24:57.500 Everybody's reporting

00:24:58.140 About this

00:24:58.780 Um

00:24:59.740 Where's Nico

00:25:02.800 Is 0.88

00:25:06.220 Didn't he fall off

00:25:07.460 I don't

00:25:08.360 I haven't even 0.98

00:25:08.880 Fucking seen 0.97

00:25:09.640 Um 1.00

00:25:11.300 Here's

00:25:11.960 Did she

00:25:12.220 I have

00:25:12.540 I have

00:25:13.000 That's tough man

00:25:13.940 I fell off 1.00

00:25:15.540 Shit 1.00

00:25:16.980 Your marriage fell off 1.00

00:25:19.980 Shit 1.00

00:25:22.980 Shit 1.00

00:25:23.980 The guy I fell off 1.00

00:25:26.000 I love everyone

00:25:33.640 I love everyone

00:25:35.880 I have a feeling

00:25:37.740 Sneeko 0.75

00:25:38.200 Go to prison real soon

00:25:39.700 Really? 1.00

00:25:40.600 What the fuck is this dude? 1.00

00:25:45.480 Feeling Sneeko 1.00

00:25:46.520 Go to prison real soon

00:25:48.020 I'm gonna go to

00:25:48.780 Who is you?

00:25:50.720 Really?

00:25:51.600 Can we get a poll in chat

00:25:52.660 Do you think

00:25:53.040 Sneeko will get arrested? 0.90

00:25:54.740 Will he

00:25:55.140 Will he go to prison

00:25:56.140 Within the next

00:25:56.940 365 days

00:25:58.480 Wait

00:25:58.840 So chat

00:25:59.260 Hold on hold on

00:26:00.080 I know I love speech

00:26:00.940 I know I know I love speech

00:26:02.140 But

00:26:02.820 Am I allowed 0.99

00:26:04.720 To fucking hate now? 0.99

00:26:06.320 This 1.00

00:26:06.500 What the fuck? 1.00

00:26:12.020 Yo 1.00

00:26:12.460 These Swedish faggots 1.00

00:26:15.140 Are literally 1.00

00:26:16.020 Praying on my downfall?

00:26:20.340 What?

00:26:24.260 Hate?

00:26:25.400 I love everyone

00:26:26.520 Nope

00:26:27.280 Nope

00:26:28.180 Nope

00:26:30.380 I love everyone

00:26:32.380 Okay

00:26:33.140 That's how you feel

00:26:34.020 I'm gonna go to jail

00:26:35.780 I fell off

00:26:37.400 Fine

00:26:38.560 Fine

00:26:41.400 Nope

00:26:42.040 This is my prediction

00:26:45.240 Prison time

00:26:45.960 What would he possibly do? 0.99

00:26:48.180 What the fuck is he talking about bro? 0.99

00:26:51.320 What? 0.99

00:26:53.200 Can we get the poll in chat? 1.00

00:26:55.000 Saying that Hitler is good and shit 1.00

00:26:56.480 Yeah 1.00

00:26:57.020 He's like

00:26:57.560 Waving

00:26:58.600 Firearms

00:27:00.100 Yeah that too

00:27:02.420 That's like

00:27:02.960 Really not smart 1.00

00:27:03.860 You dumbass 1.00

00:27:06.160 It's America 1.00

00:27:06.720 Stand your ground afloat

00:27:07.780 I'll wave my gun around

00:27:08.620 If I want to man

00:27:09.560 Nah nah

00:27:10.940 Thanks for the 50

00:27:11.500 Here's some bailout money g

00:27:12.640 Chet

00:27:13.440 He got bailed me out of jail

00:27:14.660 I think it's bad

00:27:15.800 You saw the fight

00:27:16.880 With Moist critical

00:27:17.540 He's like gonna 0.66

00:27:18.620 Beat somebody up 0.93

00:27:19.840 He's gonna

00:27:21.100 I don't know if he would do that

00:27:22.200 But he's gonna

00:27:22.780 He's gonna like

00:27:23.540 Accidentally like

00:27:24.520 I don't think he would

00:27:25.280 Beat someone up

00:27:26.000 I don't think he would do that

00:27:27.920 Yeah he's like gonna

00:27:28.860 It's gonna get charged

00:27:30.720 For like

00:27:31.180 No way

00:27:34.920 He's gonna

00:27:36.700 Smack the booty 0.98

00:27:37.940 And then it's like

00:27:38.680 Gonna be a siren

00:27:39.400 14 year old girl

00:27:40.680 No way

00:27:41.840 What? 0.93

00:27:42.960 I'm gonna beat someone up 0.97

00:27:44.640 And smack a minor? 0.99

00:27:47.840 Who?

00:27:48.860 Is this the dude?

00:27:50.140 No I don't think so

00:27:51.540 I think so

00:27:52.140 That's like every other influencer

00:27:53.380 I don't think

00:27:53.900 And if

00:27:54.360 Sneeko is 0.98

00:27:55.420 I don't know

00:27:56.580 I cannot tell

00:27:57.500 Because he's so different

00:27:58.560 Off camera

00:27:59.560 That's the thing

00:28:00.160 So I don't know

00:28:01.200 If he would do that

00:28:02.240 Oh it's 50-50 in chat

00:28:04.400 They're saying yes and no

00:28:05.480 Yes and no

00:28:06.100 Yeah

00:28:06.380 What do you think?

00:28:09.060 Do you think it's a fight

00:28:09.920 Steve?

00:28:10.820 So what does he look like?

00:28:12.200 I know I retired

00:28:13.360 The soy boy collage

00:28:15.120 You know what I bet

00:28:16.320 He looks like

00:28:16.880 A soy boy 0.74

00:28:17.700 I bet

00:28:18.640 He looks exact

00:28:19.360 I don't see

00:28:19.840 To a T

00:28:21.100 I'm gonna bet it

00:28:22.260 Usually who waits on me

00:28:24.180 Boom

00:28:30.060 Buka 0.64

00:28:30.420 No I'm not gonna

00:28:35.160 Okay okay okay

00:28:37.660 Okay

00:28:37.920 Wait wait a second

00:28:40.620 This is a different dude

00:28:43.740 Did this guy get divorced too?

00:28:49.080 There's been a lot of speculations

00:28:50.400 This is um

00:28:51.280 Moist dude 1.00

00:28:51.980 There's been a lot of speculations

00:28:53.120 In the question about our relationship status

00:28:54.280 As of late

00:28:54.900 So we feel we need to address

00:28:56.360 The elephant in the room

00:28:57.080 A few months ago

00:28:57.600 We mutually decided to break up

00:28:59.400 Boom Buka 0.93

00:29:00.060 While we both still have

00:29:01.220 A lot of love for each other

00:29:02.040 This is just the end of our adventure together

00:29:03.340 There is no bad blood between us

00:29:05.180 And all three of us

00:29:05.840 All three of the animals

00:29:07.180 Are still being co-parented by us 0.99

00:29:09.120 What the fuck is happening bro? 0.99

00:29:17.620 Please be respectful of our privacy 0.99

00:29:19.200 Regarding this matter

00:29:20.060 Chat 1.00

00:29:20.900 Imagine a bitch leaves you 1.00

00:29:23.100 And your only way to see her 1.00

00:29:25.380 Is on a dog walk

00:29:27.340 Bruh

00:29:27.860 What is happening?

00:29:32.640 How do you co-parent a cat to go

00:29:34.900 Could I have some head?

00:29:36.440 No

00:29:36.680 Walk the cat

00:29:37.660 What?

00:29:38.400 Boom Buka 0.93

00:29:38.980 Can we please back together?

00:29:41.280 Nope

00:29:41.580 Change the litter box

00:29:42.780 Bruh

00:29:43.440 What?

00:29:45.920 Blue pill is imploding

00:29:47.300 Is this the dude?

00:29:55.380 Chat

00:29:55.580 We up to the

00:29:56.400 Don't laugh

00:29:59.520 Love speech

00:29:59.920 I'm not gonna laugh

00:30:00.640 I'm not gonna laugh

00:30:01.460 But it's just

00:30:03.480 It's just funny to be right

00:30:04.660 It's just funny to be right

00:30:05.640 I'm not praying

00:30:06.180 On anybody's doubtful

00:30:06.940 It's funny

00:30:07.560 That time

00:30:08.860 Always tells the truth

00:30:10.440 Time will always

00:30:12.160 Uncover

00:30:12.800 What's real

00:30:13.700 And what's fake

00:30:14.300 This the dude?

00:30:22.260 There's no audio on this 1.00

00:30:23.200 Fucking retard 1.00

00:30:23.840 Who has the clip? 1.00

00:30:27.060 Lcrackers again

00:30:27.840 There's no

00:30:28.240 There's no clip

00:30:28.880 Someone

00:30:37.500 Someone leave me the clip 0.95

00:30:38.360 This is Instagram

00:30:42.120 Because there's a dude

00:30:45.820 Who thinks I'm gonna go to jail

00:30:46.780 I'm gonna go to jail

00:30:54.640 Can you squat me here now?

00:31:00.720 Yeah

00:31:01.080 Oh my god

00:31:02.880 Oh my god

00:31:04.000 Oh my god

00:31:05.200 Yes

00:31:06.140 Oh this is so fun

00:31:07.820 This is so fun

00:31:09.380 Oh my god

00:31:10.960 It's okay

00:31:12.560 It's okay

00:31:13.160 Whoa

00:31:13.760 Poor Korn

00:31:14.440 What's your name?

00:31:18.000 Ella

00:31:18.260 There's no 0.99

00:31:21.320 Fucking way 0.99

00:31:23.440 That's not even her 0.99

00:31:25.080 That is her

00:31:26.780 But that's not her

00:31:27.500 Can you squat me here now?

00:31:29.160 Yeah

00:31:29.540 Oh my god

00:31:31.340 Oh my god

00:31:32.500 Oh

00:31:34.500 Oh

00:31:38.500 Imagine losing your

00:31:43.360 Oh my god

00:31:45.800 Bro

00:31:46.300 Astaghfirullah

00:31:48.100 Astaghfirullah

00:31:49.840 Destiny and Moist

00:31:55.720 Both need an intervention

00:31:56.700 An intervention

00:31:57.520 On fresh and fit

00:31:58.440 You won the long game

00:31:59.340 Yo bro

00:32:03.980 She's

00:32:18.460 Like this dude

00:32:19.560 Is sitting on her lap

00:32:21.300 Like a baby

00:32:22.120 This dude 0.60

00:32:27.000 It's like a trans 1.00

00:32:28.380 This dude is transgender

00:32:29.780 Astaghfirullah

00:32:31.180 Astaghfirullah

00:32:31.980 Astaghfirullah

00:32:32.780 He was taking

00:32:35.900 Destiny's money

00:32:36.780 Eating

00:32:38.160 He got free rent

00:32:40.480 And then

00:32:41.140 Ruined his marriage

00:32:42.660 And she's babying him

00:32:44.660 Astaghfirullah

00:32:49.380 Astaghfirullah

00:32:49.940 You know what it is?

00:32:53.160 It's funny though

00:32:53.940 I've seen this dynamic before

00:32:55.440 When you get a girl 0.99

00:32:57.420 That sleeps 1.00

00:32:58.220 I don't want to say whore 0.99

00:32:59.220 Because I know this girl 0.96

00:32:59.920 I mean even though she was saying 0.95

00:33:01.100 When you get a promiscuous woman 1.00

00:33:04.960 Like Melina 0.99

00:33:06.300 She starts to cope with the fact

00:33:09.680 That she can't get a

00:33:10.880 Traditionally masculine man 0.99

00:33:12.340 And so if she can't get that guy 0.58

00:33:14.060 To settle down with her

00:33:14.820 She wants to raise children 0.99

00:33:17.720 You know what's happening to her right now?

00:33:19.340 She's fertile

00:33:20.140 She's like 24, 25

00:33:21.660 She wants children

00:33:23.640 Really badly

00:33:25.000 But the traditionally masculine guy

00:33:27.080 Is never going to give her children 0.97

00:33:28.260 So

00:33:28.580 She ends up

00:33:30.080 She ends up in a relationship

00:33:33.640 With somebody that she can

00:33:34.860 Mother

00:33:35.840 This looks like a mother and a child

00:33:39.060 A mother and a baby 1.00

00:33:40.740 And she's fucking it 1.00

00:33:45.600 And she's fucking it 1.00

00:33:52.600 Brutal bro 1.00

00:34:01.100 Hold on

00:34:01.500 There's audio here

00:34:06.720 Why does this girl take my place? 1.00

00:34:09.940 Who's this girl? 0.83

00:34:10.980 Who's this girl? 0.83

00:34:11.920 Who's this girl? 0.83

00:34:13.960 This doesn't look like a

00:34:15.900 Bro this is Chris from Mr. Beast

00:34:18.000 Imagine losing your marriage

00:34:21.260 To Chris from Mr. Beast

00:34:23.900 Who is she? 0.99

00:34:27.780 It's Timah 0.83

00:34:28.440 It's Timah 0.83

00:34:29.640 I can't believe what's happening

00:34:37.000 She's literally manlier than him 1.00

00:34:40.900 She can beat the fuck out of him 1.00

00:34:42.440 No don't steal that from me 1.00

00:34:43.940 Don't steal it from me

00:34:45.300 Don't steal it from me

00:34:45.320 Blude for your lap 0.99

00:34:46.300 Isn't this how gross it is? 0.99

00:34:48.920 With her leg 0.99

00:34:49.800 What is going on in Sweden?

00:34:58.280 Bro

00:34:58.800 Okay

00:35:04.600 So just pull one out

00:35:06.360 Pull one out man

00:35:07.620 Boom book out

00:35:08.460 Destiny

00:35:09.400 And moist

00:35:11.900 Honestly

00:35:13.300 We'll lie

00:35:13.980 You're real talk

00:35:14.400 If you want to reach out to talk

00:35:15.340 I'm here

00:35:16.200 Off stream

00:35:16.980 We can have a conversation

00:35:18.100 No beef

00:35:19.360 No bad blood

00:35:20.000 It's

00:35:21.260 What we're seeing

00:35:23.000 The reason I want to talk to you

00:35:24.900 Is that it has an effect

00:35:25.520 In your audience

00:35:25.980 So you have a very large audience

00:35:27.200 That if they follow what you do

00:35:28.120 Because you're influential

00:35:29.060 They follow what you do 0.76

00:35:30.320 They're going to end up the same way

00:35:31.420 And I know your whole audience

00:35:32.680 They don't want the same thing to happen to you

00:35:33.860 They don't want to co-parent their cat

00:35:35.260 To see their wife

00:35:36.000 They don't want to do that

00:35:37.520 They don't want to marry a girl 1.00

00:35:39.960 And have her

00:35:40.600 Leave the relationship

00:35:43.020 You don't want to have your wife divorce you 1.00

00:35:45.480 Because some beta bitch 1.00

00:35:47.740 Is threatening to kill himself 1.00

00:35:50.600 Like

00:35:51.800 It's just

00:35:52.520 What is

00:35:53.140 So if you want to talk man

00:35:54.740 Think

00:35:56.080 Genuinely think about it

00:35:57.380 Think about the people

00:35:58.180 That listen to them the most

00:35:59.380 If they

00:36:00.340 If they follow by example 1.00

00:36:02.020 They're going to end up fucked 1.00

00:36:04.080 There's so many people 1.00

00:36:05.760 That watch these guys

00:36:06.760 They're the ones

00:36:07.860 Of the YouTube channels

00:36:08.600 I'm

00:36:08.960 I'm cancelled

00:36:09.680 This is what they're trying

00:36:12.360 To push on people

00:36:13.380 And you say

00:36:14.140 I talk about it too much

00:36:15.060 Look what's happening

00:36:16.980 There's

00:36:17.960 It's very clearly

00:36:19.020 Like everything I talk about

00:36:20.740 Unfolding in real

00:36:21.600 In real time

00:36:22.640 This is something

00:36:23.360 This is what I'm most afraid of

00:36:24.680 Imagine

00:36:25.180 Imagine

00:36:25.840 Putting your heart and soul

00:36:27.860 Your life

00:36:28.620 To get a wife 0.98

00:36:29.800 To get a house

00:36:30.740 To become somebody

00:36:31.840 And some chick 1.00

00:36:32.920 Leaves it all 1.00

00:36:33.680 And fucks it up 1.00

00:36:34.860 To go fuck a suicidal tranny 1.00

00:36:37.640 Bumbucker 1.00

00:36:38.920 Stuff for law 0.75

00:36:42.960 Sweden's a failed society

00:36:46.520 I don't even know 0.97

00:36:47.400 What's going on there bro 0.61

00:36:48.420 And a lot of the white people 0.60

00:36:50.200 Complain that 0.94

00:36:50.920 There's too many Muslims 1.00

00:36:52.100 Taking over 0.99

00:36:52.620 Bro

00:36:53.500 They don't

00:36:54.620 They don't

00:36:55.000 They're doing a better job

00:36:56.640 On the whites 1.00

00:36:57.000 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:36:57.900 If my girlfriend 1.00

00:36:58.760 Goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:36:59.740 Cause I know 1.00

00:37:00.400 She's coming back to me

00:37:01.200 At the end of the night 0.99

00:37:01.780 I don't give a fuck 0.99

00:37:03.780 If my girlfriend 1.00

00:37:04.640 Goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:05.640 Cause I know 1.00

00:37:06.300 She's coming back to me

00:37:07.100 At the end of the night 0.99

00:37:07.700 I don't give a fuck 0.99

00:37:09.840 If my girlfriend 1.00

00:37:10.720 Goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:11.700 Cause I know 1.00

00:37:12.380 She's coming back to me

00:37:13.160 At the end of the night

00:37:13.760 Imagine how many dudes

00:37:17.740 Listened to this

00:37:18.620 And followed it bro

00:37:19.480 Bro

00:37:20.240 Like

00:37:20.580 Bruh

00:37:21.060 Cause we love each other

00:37:21.980 Cause I'm a cool 0.99

00:37:22.580 Fucking person 0.99

00:37:23.200 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:37:24.420 if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:26.280 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 0.99

00:37:28.540 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 1.00

00:37:31.980 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:34.980 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 1.00

00:37:37.220 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 1.00

00:37:39.820 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:42.740 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 1.00

00:37:44.980 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 1.00

00:37:47.500 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks another guy 1.00

00:37:50.560 because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the night. 1.00

00:37:52.780 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person. 0.99

00:37:54.420 I don't give a fuck if my girlfriend goes and fucks with a guy because I know she's coming back to me at the end of the day 1.00

00:38:00.380 Because we love each other, because I'm a cool fucking person 1.00

00:38:12.620 Love speech. I'm not okay. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it. That's it 0.97

00:38:16.940 If you want to talk I'm here. Wallahi. Genuinely. Genuinely. Genuinely

00:38:21.580 It was too funny to not do. It was too funny to not do

00:38:25.140 But we don't need to hate them. Don't kick them. Just a little just a little joke

00:38:28.780 It's just a couple jokes. Just a couple jokes, but don't kick a man while he's down

00:38:33.660 Average israel supporter average zionist, baby 0.86

00:38:36.860 Okay, okay

00:38:40.740 All right, bro 1.00

00:38:42.440 Fuck, bro. It's just so funny 1.00

00:38:46.560 Hey, you got the merch man. Good stuff. Good stuff. Anybody who else got

00:38:51.560 The quality clothing? Um tag me on instagram if you got it

00:38:54.120 Leave him or I kill myself. Oh, you're sweet 0.98

00:39:00.260 Leave him or I kill myself. Hello human resources. Who the fuck is this dude? 0.99

00:39:11.500 Oh, man 1.00

00:39:12.220 I'm never gonna change who I am

00:39:21.920 Oh, hold up. This this is gonna be so funny like leading into therapy

00:39:25.460 Because now it's the perfect day

00:39:27.600 Because this dude dr. k probably embodies a lot of what they talk about

00:39:31.120 He's probably on their side

00:39:32.340 This is why I don't go to therapy. I went one time. I went to therapy once in my life

00:39:36.120 And it was I was 19 years old and I was just I was 0.99

00:39:40.920 Trying to fuck this 0.99

00:39:42.520 Well, I was fucking this girl and I really wanted a relationship with her and I asked her I remember asking her like 1.00

00:39:46.060 Do you want to be my girlfriend? You never ask a girl to be your girlfriend 1.00

00:39:48.500 You just make her your girlfriend 0.99

00:39:49.660 She just ends up as your girlfriend because 1.00

00:39:52.060 She's around you 0.99

00:39:53.500 And I remember like I was fucking her and I asked her can you be my girlfriend? 0.99

00:39:57.920 And she went 0.99

00:39:58.820 She went

00:40:00.020 I was like head over here. I couldn't figure out like why

00:40:02.860 Why she didn't want to be in a relationship with me 1.00

00:40:04.640 So I talked to this girl 0.99

00:40:05.820 I know I talked to the therapist and I remember sitting down and she had giant titties 1.00

00:40:09.360 And I just started embellishing the story and like trying to entertain her 0.99

00:40:12.780 I basically I couldn't take it seriously because I was trying to fuck the therapist too. I 0.99

00:40:15.760 I used to have a problem bro

00:40:17.200 So I just and it was just like why am I here? I'm lying

00:40:20.300 I'm paying to lie right now

00:40:22.460 I'm literally spitting game on this girl who's I'm paying to help me out 0.98

00:40:27.300 So therapy's a scam

00:40:29.660 It's a giant scam 0.98

00:40:31.060 Women are a property 1.00

00:40:32.680 Is that 0.78

00:40:40.840 Is that

00:40:42.600 That ain't very christ-like

00:40:57.300 Yeah, that's what uh the difference between yeah, this is who is Mariana Avramovich? 1.00

00:41:19.480 Do not dox us in love speech? No chat chat chat don't dox don't dox

00:41:23.300 Dox mods delete any doxing and love speech. I I tolerate free speech with none of that

00:41:28.500 I'll never change who I am

00:41:32.820 Boom booker

00:41:34.300 Move slow

00:41:42.780 Yeah, stay away from these women stay far away from these it's just it's a recipe for disaster look at her face. She has trend face 1.00

00:41:53.720 What the fuck is anyone attracted to this? 1.00

00:42:09.000 Yeah, bro, she looks like Shrek like there's nothing about this 0.99

00:42:12.520 How who who who is this for?

00:42:15.320 Is it generally how you felt about certain

00:42:20.380 Too long

00:42:21.940 Well my second amateur boxing fight last night congrats man good stuff faith

00:42:31.300 Are you familiar with switch? I want to get Charleston on stream bad

00:42:36.320 Hell yeah, I got some

00:42:39.520 Hey y'all, I got some switches on my gun on several of them

00:42:44.960 Yeah, uh

00:42:46.560 Yeah, you know switches are automatic fed case. Oh, they are?

00:42:50.480 Yeah, I ain't got none. I got the binary switches that you can buy at the gun shop and take I got the binary switches

00:42:56.400 Where you do this and you squeeze the trigger one time

00:43:00.240 Twice yeah, I got that. I'm sorry. I'm mistaken what you was saying. I didn't know you was talking about them

00:43:05.200 I was talking about the binary switches. Well, when you pull the trigger one time

00:43:10.480 Oh, and when you let it go with power again, so it's you you pull the trigger one time and shoot two bullets

00:43:15.520 I got them kind of switch. I thought that's you talking about Sean

00:43:19.040 Yeah, cuz they're considered a machine gun and illegal to possess until he's so scared with law. Oh, yeah, no, no, no

00:43:25.680 I ain't got them. No, I ain't got them at all

00:43:27.680 Mm-hmm

00:43:32.640 As a muslim sneaker is is using his audience and promoting gambling this is haram 1.00

00:43:39.120 If you want to gamble in gta do it with your camera turned off and off stream privately

00:43:44.400 This may not seem that big of a deal, but you're promoting gambling when you're streaming

00:43:48.240 Okay

00:43:54.560 Um

00:43:56.320 Facts

00:43:57.840 Respectfully like I see you have good intentions. Just get off my dick respectfully hop off my fucking nuts 1.00

00:44:07.580 Get off my dick man. I rejected a 20 million dollar gambling deal. I gamble in fucking gta online 1.00

00:44:13.840 For no literally for made up ten dollars 1.00

00:44:18.320 Shut the fuck up man 1.00

00:44:22.320 He's right shut the fuck up man. No, actually this is like it's it's too much at this point 1.00

00:44:28.320 He it's too if he's right, bro, then then suck his dick then watch his fucking boring stream the fuck out of here the fuck out of here 1.00

00:44:35.040 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:44:37.760 I don't give a fuck 1.00

00:44:39.760 If you want to gamble in gta shut up shut the fuck up 1.00

00:44:56.240 All right about time for this um for this therapy session, right? He's trolling. I don't know bro 1.00

00:45:01.120 I don't care

00:45:02.880 See you have to rewatch this. This would be a good time to rewatch this video

00:45:05.200 See pain got whacked. You know shout out to the dirty bird game. We're gonna play gta later today 0.51

00:45:11.760 Do you are you guys like in the role player? No, great. I just got advice on my computer

00:45:15.920 What is always happening man?

00:45:17.920 My life's over bro, you know, it's really not that deep bro 0.98

00:45:20.480 Like I feel like you're reading chat every three seconds like a lunatic like 0.92

00:45:23.840 You need to stop out of it, bro. Like come on like, you know what I mean? 0.98

00:45:28.880 Just like for once in your life

00:45:29.920 Can you like sit down and think like a normal person and break and like problem solve?

00:45:34.560 Like you got a virus like what's the next step like

00:45:37.520 Let's go. It's not that hard. It's all right too late, bro. Everyone in the chat is already spending these

00:45:41.440 They're bored, bro. They're bored. Sneaker. What do I do, bro?

00:45:44.400 Fuck. I'm so lost brothers. I'm gonna give up with this shit. I hate it so much 1.00

00:45:50.000 Don't just stand there. Help me dumb fuck 1.00

00:45:52.400 This is what happens when you follow the path of shaitan like you start watching to his prawn hanging out with cloud demons 1.00

00:45:56.640 Throwing a tantrum in front of a hundred thousand people every time you get a virus cook

00:46:00.720 It's embarrassing bro. Like I don't know. I don't know. I truly want better for you. Honestly

00:46:05.760 For once you're actually speaking facts, bro. Oh, what am I doing, man? I gotta stop the fuck out of it

00:46:10.560 Segal, what do you actually think about me, bro? Genuinely, I really want to know 0.89

00:46:14.800 Like genuinely, what do you think about me? Oh, I'm fucked up, dude. Fuck loser, dude. Shit 0.99

00:46:24.320 Guess what? 1.00

00:46:26.640 Um

00:46:30.880 Cpain got whacked me today 1.00

00:46:35.520 Now we're gonna spawn and they're gonna fuck fuck you'll do so, bro. How did you have weapon? 1.00

00:46:40.720 Now we got to get our get back round. We got to get our get back for dirty bird

00:46:43.680 Uh, chat um

00:46:49.920 Oh, TTS is on by the way

00:46:51.360 Don't worry about doing haram on stream. Do as you please. That's not even haram

00:46:56.000 It's not haram to gamble in gta on stream. Like literally haram police is getting they're so bored that they're

00:47:03.040 Haram policing shit. That's fake 0.99

00:47:05.040 Gambling in gta is not haram 1.00

00:47:07.840 Um, get off my penis, bro 1.00

00:47:09.840 Oh, cheezer 1.00

00:47:10.720 Um, cheeky

00:47:12.080 Okay, well, maybe that's a little haram

00:47:22.240 Moving into an islamic learning 0.88

00:47:24.800 So, okay, bro. All right, chat. I'm getting too angry. I love speech. You know, we love everybody. We love everybody

00:47:30.560 Perfect

00:47:31.680 Okay, okay, okay

00:47:33.680 What kind? I know he's gonna wild out and he's gonna do something crazy

00:47:40.480 Undercover video shows executives and Pornhub detailing their brands to turn straight to get

00:47:44.480 To get on

00:47:45.680 What do you have to do?

00:47:48.240 Not much

00:47:49.280 I'll be that much, yeah

00:47:50.320 How easy is it?

00:47:51.280 Oh, yeah, there's proof to stop watching porn. There's proof to stop

00:47:54.480 to ban OnlyFans from your mind

00:47:56.960 How easy is it for an underage person? Yeah, okay, he's a technical manager

00:48:00.960 at MindGeek. Uh, somebody do an early life check on this guy?

00:48:03.200 For like an underage person to view the site 0.69

00:48:08.160 Go to the site

00:48:11.040 Let's say you're 12 years old

00:48:13.600 You're still figuring out your sexuality

00:48:15.920 maybe even your gender

00:48:18.320 Wouldn't it be helpful to see

00:48:21.440 not a celebration but just like maybe a normalization of

00:48:24.960 something that you think is what you want

00:48:28.240 Yeah, he him 0.91

00:48:29.120 If you're questioning your sexuality, wouldn't it help you to see trannies 1.00

00:48:32.320 fucking each other so that you think you're a tranny too? 1.00

00:48:34.240 You know 1.00

00:48:34.480 It probably helps a lot

00:48:36.400 Let's say I was 12 and I saw like trans angels

00:48:39.280 I saw all these different sites

00:48:41.040 It would help me figure out what I do like and what I don't like

00:48:44.160 You need to

00:48:46.720 try to push stuff that's more

00:48:48.720 less accepted

00:48:49.840 Like putting a putting a trans male or trans female in a scene 0.94

00:48:54.000 You wouldn't get that on a normal mainstream site

00:48:57.360 So test it out, see if you get a bigger audience with it

00:48:59.680 See if you can convert somebody, right?

00:49:01.280 Like these people are playing are

00:49:04.080 Literally, it's funny that the name is MindGeek 0.99

00:49:06.320 They're just fucking with your heads for fun 0.99

00:49:08.480 Using tranny porn as a psyop to see how addicted you can get and how they can change your sexuality 1.00

00:49:13.040 Maybe somebody who's never looked for anything like that might find it interesting 0.95

00:49:16.320 And yes, a rabbi owns Pornhub 0.99

00:49:19.920 Same thing for buy stuff, same thing for gay 1.00

00:49:21.760 If you've seen our previous undercover releases

00:49:23.840 You may be familiar with Mike Farley

00:49:25.760 The current Pornhub product manager

00:49:27.440 Who became

00:49:28.000 $1

00:49:29.040 Is it mail time, Sneeko?

00:49:30.880 It's Sneeko time

00:49:31.760 One of Pornhub's first employees over 10 years ago

00:49:35.520 Why is Haran police so quick to jump on you and try to bring you down when there's

00:49:39.840 Influencers who do worse that claim Muslim 0.95

00:49:42.640 You think Christianity is the way 1.00

00:49:45.040 We will forgive you

00:49:47.680 Dylan Rice, the senior script writer for Pornhub's parent company MindGeek

00:49:52.160 Now rebranding as Alo

00:49:53.760 Who has written scripts for MindGeek's porn sites and advertisements for over five years

00:49:58.160 Today, meet Sil Fernandez

00:50:00.240 Fernandez is a production coordinator for some of MindGeek's plethora of porn sites

00:50:06.320 Wait, hold on, someone just sent me this too

00:50:08.480 I mean, this is the result of porn

00:50:09.680 Hold on, I'm not going to go back to this

00:50:10.720 But Adam22 picks Lil D to sleep with his wife as the plug talk reality show finishes 1.00

00:50:18.400 Should we go upstairs right now? 0.98

00:50:19.840 I'm with it, I don't give a f*** 0.97

00:50:21.200 Let's do it 0.97

00:50:21.840 Boy, the things I'm going to do to you

00:50:25.520 Oof

00:50:26.640 I'm excited 0.91

00:50:27.280 Yeah, two pornographers

00:50:28.240 I mean, well, three now

00:50:29.280 A whole reality show surrounded around porn

00:50:30.880 It's just 0.96

00:50:31.440 It's all one giant satanic style

00:50:33.680 One dollar

00:50:34.320 Sneaker, please wash the sheets at speed

00:50:36.960 I just have the maid come and fix it 1.00

00:50:38.800 Porn is literally a direct path to Satanism

00:50:42.160 People think that's an exaggeration

00:50:44.880 It is

00:50:45.520 This is going to be the night of your wedding

00:50:47.120 We're not on camera yet

00:50:48.320 Okay

00:50:48.640 Wait, hold on, hold on

00:50:49.840 My bad

00:50:50.560 He just won

00:50:51.920 Let him touch it

00:50:52.640 I got to be the husband of the year

00:50:55.120 Let me tell you

00:50:56.160 I am the one 1.00

00:50:57.200 Adam says, please don't touch my wife's ass 1.00

00:51:04.320 And then he goes, mm-mm 1.00

00:51:05.920 And then his wife goes, let him do it anyway 0.99

00:51:08.320 And he says, I'm a good husband 0.93

00:51:10.080 That's what porn does 0.97

00:51:14.480 At MindGeek? 0.78

00:51:18.240 Yeah

00:51:18.880 Oh, uh, it's going to be two years next month

00:51:21.440 While states are currently enacting laws to require IDs to prevent children from entering porn sites

00:51:26.720 These three men talked to our undercover reporter about children viewing pornography on MindGeek sites

00:51:32.160 Including PornHub and TransAngelsAndMen.com

00:51:35.520 Which are MindGeek sites featuring studio-produced, transgender, and gay-focused pornography 0.99

00:51:39.920 Wait, wait, wait 0.96

00:51:42.640 Type it out if you guys folded

00:51:43.760 I'm still on that NoFap 0.98

00:51:44.800 Still on that NoPorn

00:51:45.800 If you guys folded

00:51:47.000 Because if any

00:51:47.840 Especially because when you guys are folding

00:51:49.420 You're probably going to the hub, huh?

00:51:51.240 The same company that owns PornHub

00:51:53.040 Owns TransAngels 1.00

00:51:55.280 Spam out, bro

00:51:56.520 Spam out 0.88

00:51:57.240 Hold yourself accountable

00:51:57.980 How easy it is

00:51:58.940 If you folded

00:51:59.680 I don't

00:52:00.060 If you guys are actually on NoFap

00:52:01.380 Let's do

00:52:02.000 Hold on, hold on, hold on

00:52:03.020 I hereby declare

00:52:03.880 I hereby declare

00:52:05.580 2024

00:52:07.280 As the NoFap year 0.85

00:52:10.040 Wallahi

00:52:12.140 I'm going to try my best

00:52:15.020 To not

00:52:15.960 At the very least

00:52:17.460 NoPorn 0.69

00:52:17.960 At the very least

00:52:19.320 2024

00:52:20.240 Is the NoPorn year

00:52:22.220 Can we all do it?

00:52:24.500 If all of us do right now

00:52:25.420 What is there, 7,000 something

00:52:26.340 If we all do it

00:52:27.760 Think about how much better

00:52:29.020 There's going to be a ripple effect 0.94

00:52:30.860 Of semen being used

00:52:32.660 To create businesses

00:52:33.940 Create wealth

00:52:34.560 And to

00:52:34.820 Grand Police donated $1

00:52:36.060 PornHub is overrated

00:52:38.080 Xbox is where it's

00:52:39.560 Xbox is where it's at

00:52:40.660 No, no, no, no, no

00:52:42.000 2024

00:52:42.920 NoPorn 0.69

00:52:44.840 There we go

00:52:46.460 2024

00:52:47.140 NoPorn 0.69

00:52:48.000 NoPorn24

00:52:49.680 NoPorn24

00:52:51.480 Wallahi

00:52:52.560 I'm starting tomorrow 1.00

00:52:54.960 Fuck 2024 1.00

00:52:55.620 Good stuff 1.00

00:52:56.220 Start today

00:52:56.700 Start right now

00:52:57.600 For like an underage person 0.70

00:53:00.160 To view the site

00:53:01.540 Gordon's like

00:53:04.600 To get on

00:53:07.480 What do you have to do?

00:53:09.460 No Nut24

00:53:10.380 No Nut24

00:53:10.480 That much

00:53:12.340 Probably that much

00:53:13.620 Yeah

00:53:13.820 There was a study

00:53:15.280 That was like

00:53:16.700 I think it was like

00:53:20.500 11 years old

00:53:21.860 That's the average age 0.58

00:53:23.180 Kids are now

00:53:23.980 You say you didn't fold

00:53:27.720 But you are still piping

00:53:29.080 304s on the regular

00:53:31.100 You will never be able

00:53:32.320 To pair bond

00:53:33.080 Nijko

00:53:33.820 Yeah, it's better than

00:53:35.140 Becoming transgender 1.00

00:53:36.560 By watching porn though 1.00

00:53:37.600 You know

00:53:38.060 Nobody's perfect

00:53:39.600 Nobody's perfect

00:53:40.220 I'm not saying that's true

00:53:40.940 But now we have

00:53:42.120 Some good context

00:53:42.900 Okay

00:53:43.260 We got some things

00:53:44.380 To talk about

00:53:44.880 With the therapist

00:53:45.440 Let's call up

00:53:47.780 Let's call up this guy

00:53:48.840 Let's call up this guy

00:53:52.200 Oh, he's ready

00:53:52.780 Okay

00:53:53.680 Alright chat

00:53:59.160 Yo

00:54:03.660 Merch Ben's donated

00:54:05.420 Hey, Dr. K

00:54:06.500 Niko, you permabanned me on 0.65

00:54:08.700 Nice to meet you

00:54:10.860 Nice to meet you too

00:54:12.280 Can you just count to ten

00:54:13.240 For me real quick?

00:54:13.880 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

00:54:18.560 Perfect

00:54:18.860 Can you count to 420 for me?

00:54:24.740 Yeah

00:54:24.960 1, 2, 3, 4

00:54:28.560 Okay, that's fine

00:54:29.180 That's good

00:54:29.620 That's good

00:54:29.880 That sounds good

00:54:30.300 How are you?

00:54:32.580 Good, dude

00:54:32.940 How are you?

00:54:33.840 I'm like

00:54:34.160 Are we streaming?

00:54:35.920 Yeah, I'm live right now

00:54:36.640 On Rumble

00:54:36.960 Okay, cool

00:54:37.820 Are you streaming?

00:54:40.400 Nope

00:54:40.620 Okay

00:54:41.600 I think you're banned

00:54:42.360 On all the platforms

00:54:43.180 That I stream on

00:54:43.860 Yeah

00:54:44.460 That does happen

00:54:45.920 That does happen

00:54:47.780 So you're a therapist?

00:54:50.240 Yes

00:54:50.620 Okay

00:54:51.480 Well, I'm a psychiatrist

00:54:52.260 You're a psychiatrist

00:54:53.080 Okay

00:54:53.600 I don't believe in therapy

00:54:55.480 And I think it's a scam

00:54:56.640 And I don't think it's necessary

00:54:58.300 And I don't think that

00:54:59.700 Even if there is anything wrong

00:55:01.060 With my brain

00:55:01.540 That this is going to be helpful

00:55:02.440 Whatsoever

00:55:02.940 I believe that

00:55:05.300 Men should just 1.00

00:55:06.320 Get over it

00:55:07.480 And push forward

00:55:08.420 I think a better use of your time

00:55:09.580 Instead of talking about your feelings

00:55:10.740 Is working hard

00:55:12.000 And building something

00:55:13.840 That's a better use of your time

00:55:15.700 Than anything that

00:55:16.680 Even if this was productive

00:55:17.720 My time would have been better spent

00:55:19.540 Making some money

00:55:20.340 And getting stronger

00:55:21.120 And getting better

00:55:21.780 But I want to be convinced

00:55:23.820 That it's useful

00:55:25.580 Because a lot of people

00:55:26.300 Are talking about therapy

00:55:27.100 And people have

00:55:28.000 Accused me

00:55:29.320 Of being mentally ill 0.95

00:55:30.700 Quite a bit

00:55:31.200 They've called me mentally ill

00:55:32.300 Since I was a child

00:55:33.880 I get that a lot

00:55:35.080 From the internet

00:55:35.480 Saying Sineco needs to go to therapy

00:55:36.600 So maybe you can

00:55:37.600 Change that perception

00:55:40.660 Okay

00:55:41.840 So let me just make

00:55:43.420 A couple things clear

00:55:44.540 So I am a psychiatrist

00:55:45.780 But I'm not your psychiatrist

00:55:48.140 Okay

00:55:49.280 Is that clear?

00:55:50.400 So I'm not doing therapy

00:55:51.420 With you

00:55:52.060 Right

00:55:52.600 You're not my patient

00:55:53.800 I'm not going to be

00:55:55.200 Diagnosing you

00:55:56.320 Or treating you

00:55:57.540 For anything

00:55:58.060 Okay

00:55:58.980 We're having a conversation

00:56:00.860 And if you

00:56:01.400 I didn't know what

00:56:02.340 We were talking about

00:56:03.460 But if you want to talk about

00:56:04.640 We can talk about anything

00:56:04.860 I'm just like

00:56:05.740 Prefacing with that

00:56:07.300 Yeah

00:56:07.600 That's totally fine

00:56:08.460 So

00:56:08.760 And I mean

00:56:10.200 Is that what you want to talk about?

00:56:12.020 No

00:56:12.220 I want to talk about

00:56:12.800 I want to talk about

00:56:13.520 Whatever you want to talk about

00:56:14.240 Can I cry?

00:56:16.140 Sure

00:56:16.540 Okay

00:56:17.320 I don't know how this works

00:56:18.840 What are we

00:56:19.560 Like what are we supposed to do?

00:56:21.640 That's a great question

00:56:22.560 So

00:56:22.980 Well I mean

00:56:24.700 So was there something

00:56:25.700 Something in particular

00:56:26.720 That you were thinking about

00:56:28.100 When we last connected?

00:56:29.900 So I don't know

00:56:30.360 If we reached out to you

00:56:31.200 Or you reached out to us

00:56:32.380 Or what exactly happened

00:56:33.640 But

00:56:33.940 What

00:56:35.000 Was there something in particular

00:56:36.700 That you had in mind?

00:56:39.480 Okay

00:56:39.840 Well what do you specialize in?

00:56:41.200 I've seen you talk to

00:56:42.000 Some of my friends

00:56:42.860 You talked to Aiden

00:56:43.520 For a couple hours

00:56:44.240 And you were able to dissect

00:56:45.280 And figure some stuff out

00:56:46.420 And

00:56:47.240 I don't know

00:56:48.980 I think this could be

00:56:49.540 An interesting conversation

00:56:51.300 I don't really

00:56:51.980 I don't really know

00:56:52.600 I completely agree

00:56:53.480 I think this is going to be

00:56:54.440 A very interesting conversation

00:56:55.640 Okay

00:56:56.120 I think it's

00:56:57.780 I would

00:56:58.560 So let me tell you

00:57:00.400 So you asked

00:57:01.040 How does this work?

00:57:01.900 So I think there are

00:57:02.460 A couple things to consider

00:57:03.640 Okay

00:57:04.260 We already talked about

00:57:05.540 You know

00:57:06.100 It's not my place

00:57:06.980 To do a diagnostic assessment

00:57:08.680 Of you

00:57:09.080 And say that you are 0.98

00:57:10.060 Or aren't mentally ill

00:57:11.060 That being said

00:57:13.280 Sometimes I talk to people

00:57:17.720 And people will have questions

00:57:19.860 About particular things

00:57:21.520 Sometimes those are related

00:57:23.240 To mental health

00:57:23.960 And I'm happy to answer

00:57:25.520 Questions about particular things

00:57:27.140 Or try to help people

00:57:28.340 Understand parts of themselves

00:57:30.520 Which a lot of times

00:57:31.400 People think is the same as therapy

00:57:33.160 That's not the same as therapy

00:57:34.640 It's something that

00:57:35.560 Understanding yourself

00:57:37.120 Is a part of therapy

00:57:38.280 But not all paths

00:57:40.060 Of self-understanding

00:57:40.980 Are therapy

00:57:41.720 Does that make sense?

00:57:43.020 Yeah

00:57:43.240 Yeah

00:57:44.460 And I think

00:57:46.800 I mean

00:57:47.180 I really enjoyed hearing

00:57:48.840 Your take on how therapy

00:57:50.540 Is not real

00:57:51.260 And how people should

00:57:52.180 Just tough it out

00:57:52.980 It's real

00:57:53.680 But it's a giant waste of time

00:57:55.240 Like I don't think

00:57:56.260 There's some people

00:57:56.880 That have trauma

00:57:57.400 Some people have trauma

00:57:58.660 And PTSD

00:57:59.180 I think like veterans

00:58:00.420 Or something like that

00:58:01.100 Or if you have

00:58:01.680 Really like death

00:58:02.680 And I can see

00:58:03.320 How it can be effective

00:58:03.920 But I think most people

00:58:04.680 That go to therapy

00:58:05.280 Just like to hear themselves

00:58:06.660 Yap in real time

00:58:07.620 I think that they like

00:58:08.640 Their own problems

00:58:09.400 They like feeling

00:58:09.920 Like a main character

00:58:10.700 And it's just

00:58:12.200 A way to vent 0.99

00:58:13.360 And it's like a pussy way 1.00

00:58:14.660 Of dealing with your problems 1.00

00:58:15.480 It's an easy way out

00:58:16.440 I think it's actually

00:58:16.960 I think people give themselves

00:58:17.960 A lot of credit

00:58:18.400 For going to therapy

00:58:18.900 Like it's something difficult

00:58:19.840 So I think it's really easy

00:58:20.700 To sit on a couch and talk

00:58:21.760 I think what's better

00:58:22.840 Is moving forward

00:58:23.820 And trying to you know

00:58:24.540 Shove it down

00:58:25.240 And keep going

00:58:26.280 Because even if you don't

00:58:27.040 Shove it down

00:58:27.420 You're still gonna think about it

00:58:28.320 I think people have this idea

00:58:30.100 That you need to process

00:58:30.940 Your feelings on a couch

00:58:32.120 Next to a guy

00:58:33.320 You could process your feelings

00:58:35.380 Like while you work

00:58:36.400 A lot of times

00:58:36.860 I'm thinking about the things

00:58:37.800 That I'm dealing with

00:58:39.140 While I'm working

00:58:40.060 And that could be

00:58:41.060 Therapeutic as well

00:58:41.880 Or prayer

00:58:42.920 Sure

00:58:43.140 I think prayer

00:58:43.640 Is much more therapeutic

00:58:44.420 Okay

00:58:45.900 So when you say

00:58:47.080 Therapeutic

00:58:47.780 That's great dude

00:58:49.040 So let's like

00:58:49.720 I'm excited about

00:58:50.420 This conversation

00:58:51.060 So let me just ask you

00:58:54.440 A couple of things

00:58:55.580 So when you say

00:58:56.200 That you think

00:58:56.880 Therapy is a waste of time

00:58:58.280 Yeah

00:58:58.760 Why do you think that?

00:59:04.920 Because it's

00:59:06.080 You're basically just saying

00:59:09.240 You know the answer already

00:59:10.800 I think you

00:59:11.860 When you walk into therapy

00:59:13.300 You already know the answer

00:59:14.120 Like instinctually

00:59:15.220 You know

00:59:15.940 What you're supposed to do

00:59:17.460 And you kind of

00:59:17.980 Just want to talk about it

00:59:18.840 To make yourself feel better

00:59:19.820 So where do you get

00:59:22.400 The idea that

00:59:23.640 Therapy is about

00:59:24.860 Where do you get

00:59:26.740 Your impression

00:59:27.480 Of what therapy is?

00:59:30.340 From everybody

00:59:31.220 That talks about

00:59:31.800 Like you know

00:59:32.460 I'm from New York

00:59:33.140 And you hear all these people

00:59:34.240 In Manhattan

00:59:34.640 Everybody

00:59:35.380 All the libs

00:59:36.220 They talk about

00:59:37.320 Like I was just

00:59:37.860 Talking to my therapist

00:59:38.400 Oh I just told my therapist

00:59:39.360 Oh my therapist

00:59:40.300 My therapist

00:59:40.740 They're calling their therapist

00:59:41.500 I need to talk to my therapist

00:59:42.300 About this

00:59:42.680 People have relationship problems

00:59:44.160 And like oh we need to go

00:59:45.160 Talk about it to my therapist

00:59:46.060 For five hours

00:59:46.680 And have a deep therapy

00:59:47.800 Therapy therapy therapy

00:59:48.600 Like it's just

00:59:49.400 It's been way more normalized

00:59:50.500 And I think they prescribe

00:59:52.920 A lot of problems

00:59:53.540 So that you always come back

00:59:54.400 It's the same reason why 0.75

00:59:55.520 The pharmaceutical companies

00:59:56.800 Do not want you to be healthy

00:59:57.860 So that you continue

00:59:58.600 To buy their medicine

00:59:59.640 If I go to a therapist

01:00:01.320 Your job is to take my money

01:00:02.600 From my mental health problems

01:00:03.440 Why would you want me to get better?

01:00:04.680 You don't

01:00:05.320 You want me to keep coming back

01:00:06.320 And paying you

01:00:06.860 So you're going to tell me

01:00:08.360 Oh come back next week

01:00:09.200 And we'll unpack this

01:00:10.240 And we'll unpack that

01:00:11.460 I don't need to unpack

01:00:12.220 All this from childhood

01:00:12.980 I'm going to know

01:00:13.740 I'm 25

01:00:14.260 I'm going to shove it down

01:00:15.980 And keep going

01:00:16.980 Why do I want to unpack this stuff?

01:00:19.420 Okay

01:00:19.600 What has happened

01:00:23.060 When you've tried to unpack it?

01:00:26.280 Unpack

01:00:26.680 Unpack what?

01:00:28.100 Childhood?

01:00:28.580 So you said

01:00:29.300 You said that like

01:00:30.200 I don't want to unpack it

01:00:31.860 I want to shove it down

01:00:32.940 Yeah shove it down

01:00:33.640 So like what is

01:00:35.140 So obviously you'd want to do that

01:00:37.600 For a reason, right?

01:00:38.600 So you've had some experience

01:00:39.760 That makes you prefer

01:00:41.160 Well I'm speaking

01:00:42.220 I'm speaking generally

01:00:43.160 I'm speaking generally

01:00:43.880 Like people will talk about

01:00:45.060 How they go into therapy

01:00:46.240 And unpack all this stuff

01:00:47.160 It's better

01:00:49.080 Like I don't understand

01:00:49.900 Why people are 35

01:00:51.000 Reliving all that

01:00:51.960 Well I get it

01:00:53.780 But I just think 1.00

01:00:54.180 That's a stupid decision 1.00

01:00:55.300 Well what do you get 1.00

01:00:57.400 When you say you get it

01:00:59.180 Why do you think 1.00

01:01:00.000 All these stupid people 1.00

01:01:00.900 Are in therapy 1.00

01:01:01.660 What do you mean get it?

01:01:04.680 Like well you say

01:01:05.820 You said you get it

01:01:07.080 So I'm curious

01:01:08.200 What do you get

01:01:08.900 Why do you think

01:01:09.520 All these people

01:01:10.140 Are in therapy

01:01:10.680 If it's such a colossal

01:01:11.700 Waste of time

01:01:12.320 And essentially

01:01:13.160 A monetary leech

01:01:14.240 Because it's easier

01:01:15.660 To talk about things

01:01:16.680 Rather than

01:01:17.300 Find an action

01:01:19.060 That's gonna

01:01:19.420 It's easier to talk

01:01:20.440 Your weight out of a problem

01:01:21.200 Than work your way out of it

01:01:22.600 Working is hard

01:01:23.400 Pushing forward

01:01:24.600 And doing things

01:01:25.460 That are difficult

01:01:25.960 That's harder

01:01:26.480 Right?

01:01:27.300 Like I consider

01:01:27.900 The gym therapeutic

01:01:28.740 I consider sparring

01:01:29.620 I spar quite a bit

01:01:30.640 I consider that therapeutic

01:01:31.720 Yeah so I think

01:01:33.280 Those things are therapeutic too

01:01:34.400 And I mean

01:01:35.660 I'll be the first to say

01:01:36.580 That I don't think

01:01:37.940 Therapy is therapeutic

01:01:38.800 For everyone

01:01:39.400 I think that

01:01:40.560 The concerns that you have

01:01:42.140 Are actually like

01:01:42.860 Quite valid

01:01:43.820 In terms of

01:01:44.980 I think sometimes

01:01:46.440 Therapy goes on

01:01:47.200 Way longer than it needs to

01:01:48.480 I don't really think

01:01:52.100 That

01:01:52.620 In my experience

01:01:55.160 People

01:01:55.620 Most therapists

01:01:56.660 That I know

01:01:57.360 Are not interested

01:01:58.280 In keeping people there

01:01:59.340 For monetary reasons

01:02:00.440 And this very simple

01:02:02.420 Reason for that

01:02:03.060 Is there's no shortage

01:02:03.840 Of patients

01:02:04.400 So if you stop paying me

01:02:06.180 There's like literally

01:02:07.000 A line out the door

01:02:08.140 Of like hundreds of people

01:02:09.560 Like the average waiting list

01:02:11.240 For a therapist

01:02:11.900 Is like three or four months

01:02:13.020 When you see like

01:02:15.060 A blue hair

01:02:15.680 Transgender walk in 0.90

01:02:16.720 You don't like 0.99

01:02:17.160 Rub your hands together

01:02:18.020 Like

01:02:18.260 No like

01:02:20.020 When you see like

01:02:20.480 A dude

01:02:21.160 That looks like

01:02:21.900 A girl with kitten ears

01:02:22.900 Like

01:02:23.600 What makes me go

01:02:25.400 What makes me go

01:02:26.300 Like this

01:02:26.860 Is listening to you

01:02:27.880 Talk about therapy

01:02:28.740 Why

01:02:30.440 Because I think

01:02:34.420 That there's like

01:02:35.340 A lot of stuff

01:02:36.180 To talk about

01:02:36.860 That excites me

01:02:37.660 Okay

01:02:38.260 It's not the blue haired

01:02:42.060 Transgenders man 0.60

01:02:43.340 It's

01:02:43.940 It's dudes who

01:02:46.140 Dudes who

01:02:46.900 Focus on shoving it down

01:02:48.240 And action

01:02:48.800 And don't have

01:02:50.240 Don't care to engage

01:02:52.980 With their internal environment

01:02:54.200 Which is a little bit

01:02:55.120 Of a judgment

01:02:55.520 Because I don't know

01:02:56.320 That that's actually

01:02:56.800 The case with you

01:02:57.420 But I

01:02:58.160 Yeah I mean

01:02:59.060 This excites me

01:03:00.580 Okay

01:03:00.880 But anyway

01:03:03.120 What do you think

01:03:03.640 About what I said

01:03:04.240 About you know

01:03:04.840 Their waiting lists

01:03:05.740 50% of therapists

01:03:06.900 Don't take new patients

01:03:08.960 Like we're full up

01:03:09.920 Like we don't need

01:03:11.280 Your particular money

01:03:12.300 Because there's

01:03:13.480 Like tons of people

01:03:14.620 That are waiting

01:03:15.240 To give us their money

01:03:16.060 Okay

01:03:16.700 What do you think

01:03:17.380 About that

01:03:17.800 Fair

01:03:18.280 But maybe the whole

01:03:19.140 System works together

01:03:20.060 The pharmaceutical companies

01:03:21.400 The therapists

01:03:21.840 They all work

01:03:22.740 On the fact

01:03:23.820 That people's mental health 0.99

01:03:24.860 People are always

01:03:26.300 Talking about mental health

01:03:27.040 They all profit off of that

01:03:28.260 In a

01:03:28.700 In a world where

01:03:30.480 People fix their problems

01:03:31.720 With prayer

01:03:32.260 And with gym

01:03:33.260 That whole industry

01:03:34.440 Would never exist at all

01:03:35.840 So even though

01:03:36.500 You might not need

01:03:37.080 More patients

01:03:37.680 It's all based on

01:03:38.960 The fact that

01:03:39.420 Everybody's diagnosing

01:03:40.240 Themselves in real time

01:03:41.200 Well so

01:03:42.500 So let me ask you this

01:03:43.600 So when you said

01:03:44.980 Fix their problems

01:03:45.920 With prayer

01:03:46.440 How does that work?

01:03:48.380 Well I just came back

01:03:49.420 From Mecca

01:03:49.840 And you can see people

01:03:51.340 You call Suju

01:03:52.400 When you put your

01:03:53.100 Your head to the floor

01:03:54.540 And you see people

01:03:57.100 Sometimes like sobbing

01:03:58.020 When you go to the Majin 1.00

01:03:59.060 On Friday

01:03:59.380 I'm going to go tomorrow

01:03:59.960 At 1pm for Jumah

01:04:01.140 You see people

01:04:02.040 Like crying

01:04:02.680 And it's because

01:04:04.600 They're definitely

01:04:05.440 Thinking of things

01:04:06.080 That they're

01:04:06.520 They're asking God

01:04:07.500 For certain things

01:04:08.800 To be fixed

01:04:09.320 And I consider that

01:04:11.240 Therapeutic

01:04:11.680 That same type of tear

01:04:12.780 That they

01:04:13.160 Crying that they

01:04:14.120 Might do in therapy

01:04:14.940 Instead they're

01:04:15.900 Connecting with God

01:04:16.760 I think all those

01:04:17.480 Problems like

01:04:18.140 Opening up

01:04:19.220 About unpacking

01:04:20.100 Stuff like that

01:04:20.480 You should unpack it

01:04:21.200 With God

01:04:21.660 You know

01:04:22.440 I see them

01:04:23.780 And the way

01:04:24.420 That they are

01:04:25.100 And I felt it too

01:04:26.180 When I was in Mecca

01:04:26.860 For example

01:04:27.340 And praying

01:04:28.520 Next to the Kabbalah

01:04:29.420 I really

01:04:30.020 Everything that was

01:04:31.880 Going on in my head

01:04:32.680 And everything

01:04:33.000 It's not like

01:04:33.380 I have to shove it down

01:04:34.260 I know everything

01:04:35.900 That's there

01:04:37.240 But it becomes

01:04:38.500 Present when you're

01:04:39.840 In prayer

01:04:41.360 You feel it

01:04:42.820 You're thinking about it

01:04:43.520 You're reminded

01:04:44.220 Of everybody you love

01:04:45.220 You're reminded

01:04:45.960 Of your past

01:04:46.540 You're reminded

01:04:47.060 Of your flaws

01:04:47.640 You're reminded

01:04:48.020 Of what you want

01:04:48.440 To do better on

01:04:49.020 You're reminded

01:04:49.660 Of your fears

01:04:50.480 And everything

01:04:51.020 And then you

01:04:51.880 You look to God

01:04:52.900 For strength

01:04:53.360 And for guidance

01:04:53.960 And to keep you

01:04:54.940 On the straight path

01:04:55.600 Okay

01:04:56.960 So let me just

01:04:58.660 Make sure I heard you

01:04:59.600 So when you pray

01:05:01.940 So it sounds like

01:05:02.920 You feel a lot

01:05:03.700 Of positive emotions

01:05:04.780 And negative too

01:05:06.260 Like I wouldn't

01:05:07.380 Say positive too

01:05:08.100 But like yeah

01:05:08.600 Everything

01:05:09.100 Yeah I wasn't done

01:05:10.620 So you said

01:05:11.220 You feel a lot of love

01:05:11.940 You feel a lot of fear

01:05:12.780 Right

01:05:13.380 You think about people

01:05:14.240 That you love

01:05:14.840 You also

01:05:15.400 Think about actions

01:05:17.800 That you want to take

01:05:18.880 And places that you want

01:05:20.040 To go so you have goals

01:05:21.620 That you think of

01:05:22.580 Right

01:05:23.400 And then

01:05:24.860 And then what

01:05:25.660 Help me understand

01:05:26.460 This part about God

01:05:27.720 Where does God

01:05:28.300 Enter the picture

01:05:29.280 I would prefer

01:05:31.620 I can understand

01:05:32.400 Why therapy is helpful

01:05:33.180 For a lot of people

01:05:33.760 But I think it's better

01:05:34.740 To go and talk that out

01:05:36.340 Talk about your trauma

01:05:37.140 And your past

01:05:37.700 To God

01:05:38.320 Rather than to a man

01:05:39.320 Okay

01:05:40.900 So I'm

01:05:41.960 I'm not trying to

01:05:43.320 Debate you okay

01:05:44.120 So I'm not trying to

01:05:44.820 Like catch you

01:05:45.560 Or something

01:05:45.940 I'm just

01:05:46.300 I'm confused

01:05:47.140 Because now you're saying

01:05:49.000 You think that

01:05:49.840 Therapy can be helpful

01:05:51.300 For other people

01:05:52.100 But prayer is superior

01:05:53.320 Yes

01:05:53.840 So

01:05:55.400 There's some benefit

01:05:57.720 To therapy

01:05:58.240 Because it sounds like

01:05:59.520 A lot of the

01:06:00.000 I'm assuming that you think

01:06:00.980 A lot of the mechanisms

01:06:01.940 Are saying

01:06:02.280 You talk about

01:06:03.260 Your positive emotions

01:06:04.520 You talk about

01:06:04.980 Your negative emotions

01:06:05.720 You talk about

01:06:06.260 Your goals

01:06:06.560 You can do that

01:06:06.900 With a person

01:06:07.360 But it's better

01:06:08.060 To do it with God

01:06:08.660 Yes

01:06:09.300 What makes it better

01:06:10.700 With God

01:06:11.040 Because I don't believe

01:06:12.780 In confessing

01:06:13.620 Your deepest darkest

01:06:14.300 Secrets and sins

01:06:15.100 I think that you're

01:06:15.780 Going to embellish

01:06:16.520 The truth

01:06:17.000 I went to therapy

01:06:18.380 One time

01:06:18.840 I was 19

01:06:19.380 And I

01:06:19.920 Talking to this woman

01:06:21.180 I was basically

01:06:22.060 Like head over heels

01:06:23.540 About this girl

01:06:24.140 I was in college

01:06:25.140 And like it was

01:06:25.620 A lot of things

01:06:26.480 I was just like

01:06:26.860 Going through

01:06:27.180 So I decided

01:06:28.280 Alright

01:06:28.540 Everybody's doing

01:06:29.320 This therapy thing

01:06:29.980 I'll pay her

01:06:30.800 And then she had 1.00

01:06:31.540 Giant tits 0.99

01:06:32.120 She was like 0.99

01:06:33.340 Really gorgeous

01:06:33.860 And so I ended up

01:06:34.660 Embellishing the story

01:06:35.600 And instead of

01:06:36.160 Actually being honest

01:06:37.020 I was just trying to

01:06:37.800 Like

01:06:38.720 You know

01:06:39.520 I was like

01:06:39.900 Spitting game on her

01:06:40.600 Like I was on a date

01:06:41.400 And I realized

01:06:42.260 In that moment

01:06:42.580 I can't fully be honest

01:06:43.760 With the person

01:06:44.240 Because the only person

01:06:45.560 You can really be honest

01:06:46.320 With is God

01:06:46.880 To a person

01:06:48.160 You're always going to be

01:06:48.780 There's going to be

01:06:49.300 A level of entertainment

01:06:50.040 There's going to be

01:06:50.520 A level of lying

01:06:51.100 You're going to try to

01:06:51.880 Make sure that they're engaged

01:06:53.700 You're going to try

01:06:54.520 Your ego is going to be involved

01:06:55.720 When I'm talking to God

01:06:57.340 I don't have any ego

01:06:58.520 There's nothing

01:06:59.940 There's nothing

01:07:00.840 That I need to hide

01:07:01.740 Or it's just

01:07:02.700 Because God is all knowing

01:07:04.040 God's the best of planners

01:07:05.380 So

01:07:05.940 He's going to know

01:07:07.460 And I even noticed that a lot

01:07:09.180 When I was praying in Mecca

01:07:10.080 I felt

01:07:10.660 All the ego

01:07:12.040 And the little

01:07:12.760 Blockades that I had

01:07:13.980 In my head

01:07:14.500 And the

01:07:16.060 The barriers that you have

01:07:18.080 When you talk to a person

01:07:18.940 They're absent

01:07:20.760 When I talk to God

01:07:21.860 Okay

01:07:26.540 Can I think for a second?

01:07:28.420 Yeah

01:07:28.600 How's this conversation

01:07:30.980 So far by the way?

01:07:32.940 Interesting

01:07:33.300 Okay

01:07:34.380 So let me just make sure

01:07:38.220 I understood

01:07:38.620 So you tried therapy once

01:07:40.060 And

01:07:41.680 Because your therapist 1.00

01:07:43.660 Had big tits 1.00

01:07:44.360 It sounds like 1.00

01:07:46.320 You

01:07:46.900 Activated

01:07:48.660 A different mode

01:07:49.900 Of relating to that person

01:07:51.380 Yeah

01:07:52.040 So you started like

01:07:52.940 Hitting on her 0.92

01:07:54.100 I remember like 0.96

01:07:55.700 Telling a story

01:07:56.300 And I was like

01:07:56.860 Even my gestures

01:07:57.640 I was like

01:07:58.220 Alright so boom

01:07:59.240 So I was at the spot

01:08:00.360 And then we really did it

01:08:01.620 And like I'm making them like

01:08:02.460 You know I got this girl

01:08:03.420 And I'm doing my thing

01:08:04.300 And I was just like

01:08:05.300 Talking like I was talking to

01:08:06.300 Like

01:08:06.640 I was trying to come off cool

01:08:08.140 Yeah

01:08:08.940 So would you say

01:08:10.140 That what you did

01:08:11.220 For that hour

01:08:12.120 With that person

01:08:13.060 Was therapy?

01:08:17.080 Bad therapy

01:08:18.040 What made it bad?

01:08:21.200 Actually

01:08:25.220 Think about it

01:08:26.300 Like I did learn some things

01:08:27.820 And I didn't need to go back anymore

01:08:29.720 So

01:08:30.760 Yeah

01:08:32.180 Yeah

01:08:32.880 But I think the reason

01:08:34.040 It was effective

01:08:35.420 Was because I realized

01:08:36.420 That I don't need therapy

01:08:37.460 Like it just helped me realize

01:08:38.720 That this is unnecessary

01:08:39.940 So I did get to talk things out

01:08:41.660 Yeah

01:08:41.920 I see what you're saying

01:08:42.780 Hold on

01:08:43.380 Hold on

01:08:43.880 I'm honestly

01:08:46.260 I'm not trying to like

01:08:47.240 Debate you

01:08:47.800 Like I have no interest

01:08:49.180 In proving you wrong

01:08:50.820 Honestly

01:08:51.260 I have no interest in that

01:08:52.500 Okay

01:08:52.900 It's just

01:08:54.220 I'm just like

01:08:54.800 Kind of curious

01:08:55.340 Because here you are saying

01:08:56.460 Okay I tried therapy

01:08:57.600 But it sounds like

01:08:58.420 It's kind of like saying

01:08:59.060 Like okay

01:08:59.620 Swimming is a waste of time

01:09:03.440 And then you asked me

01:09:05.260 Like why do you think

01:09:05.800 It's a waste of time

01:09:06.420 Well

01:09:06.700 I went to the beach

01:09:07.880 And like

01:09:08.400 I never really got in the water

01:09:09.540 I just hung out on the sand

01:09:10.760 And like swimming

01:09:11.360 Is a waste of time

01:09:12.260 Right so you went there

01:09:13.640 You did something

01:09:14.680 But I mean

01:09:15.120 You're telling me

01:09:16.320 That you treated this person

01:09:19.420 You didn't do therapy

01:09:20.400 You started flexing

01:09:21.980 For her

01:09:23.160 Yeah

01:09:24.140 Right

01:09:24.720 That's not therapy

01:09:25.980 Okay

01:09:26.680 Now

01:09:27.720 And I think that

01:09:28.920 That's fair

01:09:29.840 Right

01:09:30.300 Because you're also saying

01:09:31.540 That okay

01:09:31.960 Like the problem with therapy

01:09:33.400 Is that when you go

01:09:34.780 You can't be completely

01:09:37.600 Vulnerable or honest

01:09:38.880 With another human being

01:09:40.380 Yeah

01:09:40.780 Because

01:09:41.220 And so some kind of script

01:09:43.020 And I would guess

01:09:44.200 If I asked you

01:09:44.840 Like okay

01:09:45.200 Let's say that you didn't

01:09:46.180 There wasn't a female therapist 1.00

01:09:47.620 With big tits 1.00

01:09:48.400 Let's say the therapist 1.00

01:09:49.860 Was like

01:09:50.560 I don't know

01:09:52.060 A middle-aged dude

01:09:54.060 You would still be activating

01:09:56.200 Some kind of script

01:09:57.440 With them

01:09:57.880 Yeah

01:09:58.220 Right

01:09:59.400 Right

01:09:59.860 And so what I'm hearing you say

01:10:01.360 Is that the cool thing

01:10:02.260 With God

01:10:02.740 Is that there's no scripts

01:10:03.960 Right

01:10:04.760 So

01:10:06.960 I'm kind of curious

01:10:08.920 About something

01:10:09.700 So like

01:10:10.200 One of the advantages

01:10:11.640 Of therapy

01:10:12.360 Right

01:10:12.720 Is that

01:10:13.320 There's another human being there

01:10:15.460 Now that's a disadvantage

01:10:16.460 Because now

01:10:17.720 Ego enters the picture

01:10:19.120 Maybe you're trying

01:10:20.500 To impress them

01:10:21.340 Maybe you don't want

01:10:22.120 To be vulnerable

01:10:22.640 Like totally fine

01:10:23.720 But there's also

01:10:25.380 An advantage

01:10:25.960 Which is that

01:10:26.880 There's a person there

01:10:28.060 Right

01:10:28.600 So they're able to listen

01:10:30.100 They're able to respond

01:10:31.960 They're able to interact

01:10:33.900 They're able to observe

01:10:35.540 And maybe I'm making

01:10:38.060 An assumption here

01:10:38.740 So I'm going to ask about this

01:10:40.040 Do you think that

01:10:41.420 God does those things?

01:10:44.460 Observes and listens

01:10:45.600 And

01:10:46.140 And talks back

01:10:47.680 Yeah

01:10:48.680 I do

01:10:49.180 And in what way?

01:10:53.560 If you

01:10:54.360 If you want something

01:10:56.040 You're looking for

01:10:56.680 Some sort of guidance

01:10:57.480 You can ask God

01:10:58.520 And you'll

01:10:59.140 God will respond

01:11:00.220 How?

01:11:02.200 Not in the way

01:11:02.940 That a human does

01:11:03.580 But there is a response

01:11:04.960 And

01:11:05.620 It's just

01:11:06.380 It's kind of

01:11:07.500 Instinctual

01:11:08.280 And

01:11:10.340 You know

01:11:11.220 Like you

01:11:11.860 You can

01:11:12.340 He'll tell you

01:11:13.720 What you

01:11:14.680 What you should be doing

01:11:15.500 Because I think

01:11:15.980 Deep down

01:11:16.320 You always do know

01:11:17.040 The answer

01:11:17.480 So

01:11:19.080 So when you say

01:11:19.880 So you're saying

01:11:20.540 That God will tell you

01:11:21.740 And then you're saying

01:11:22.600 Deep down

01:11:23.060 You know the answer

01:11:23.860 So are we

01:11:24.600 Is 0.88

01:11:25.260 Are we saying

01:11:26.120 That deep down

01:11:27.100 The voice that's

01:11:27.960 Talking to you

01:11:28.460 Is God

01:11:28.860 Is that you

01:11:29.320 Or is that God

01:11:29.900 Or am I

01:11:30.920 Not understanding

01:11:32.140 The

01:11:32.420 Well I mean

01:11:33.040 We're all

01:11:33.740 God's creation

01:11:34.420 So we have

01:11:35.060 There's a sort of

01:11:36.660 Connection

01:11:37.160 I think

01:11:37.920 Deep down

01:11:38.560 You all know

01:11:39.020 Because

01:11:39.400 We're all born pure

01:11:40.940 And then

01:11:42.100 We start to become

01:11:42.900 Corrupted with sin

01:11:43.820 We start to become

01:11:44.560 Corrupted by what's

01:11:45.240 Around us

01:11:45.700 And then

01:11:45.980 That's what creates

01:11:46.800 The blockade

01:11:47.680 So like

01:11:48.480 Behind all the ego

01:11:49.960 Behind the mess

01:11:50.700 And the programming

01:11:51.540 You know what the truth is

01:11:52.880 But you can ask God

01:11:54.140 When you drop it

01:11:55.060 And you're able

01:11:55.760 To hear

01:11:57.580 His guidance

01:11:58.880 Okay what makes it

01:12:02.040 Easier or harder

01:12:03.140 To hear his guidance

01:12:04.100 I think it's actually

01:12:05.740 In a lot of ways

01:12:06.860 It's harder

01:12:07.240 It's not easy

01:12:08.020 To

01:12:08.280 To be vulnerable

01:12:10.380 Like that

01:12:10.840 It's not easy

01:12:11.540 To get to that point

01:12:12.840 It took me a long time

01:12:13.840 But I do know

01:12:14.960 It's possible

01:12:15.440 After

01:12:15.840 Consistently praying

01:12:17.660 Right

01:12:19.560 So what makes it

01:12:20.560 Easier or harder

01:12:21.480 To hear God's voice

01:12:22.560 Because you said

01:12:23.200 Sometimes it's easier

01:12:23.820 And sometimes it's harder

01:12:24.580 I'd agree

01:12:25.240 Well you have to fully

01:12:27.440 It's full submission

01:12:28.760 To God

01:12:29.280 And there's a lot of

01:12:31.040 Like sometimes people

01:12:32.080 Aren't able to do that

01:12:33.040 Because they're sinning

01:12:33.760 Or sometimes people

01:12:34.880 Aren't able to do that

01:12:35.560 Because

01:12:35.960 They're too angry

01:12:38.220 They're too emotional

01:12:38.880 Depends on what state

01:12:39.740 You are in life

01:12:40.320 But if you can get

01:12:41.320 To that point

01:12:41.860 Then you're able

01:12:42.800 To communicate with God

01:12:43.760 Okay

01:12:45.100 So

01:12:46.060 I'm hearing that

01:12:48.160 I'm with you

01:12:49.200 That if you're able

01:12:49.980 To get to that point

01:12:50.900 It's great

01:12:51.700 Right

01:12:52.200 So you hear

01:12:53.080 Some kind of voice

01:12:54.120 Or some kind of knowing

01:12:55.180 Or instinct

01:12:55.820 Or connect with the divinity

01:12:57.060 Within you

01:12:57.620 Is it cool

01:12:59.440 If I call it that?

01:13:00.540 Yeah

01:13:00.660 Okay

01:13:01.520 But I'm also hearing

01:13:03.840 That it's not

01:13:04.560 Entirely clear

01:13:05.940 What the mechanism

01:13:07.500 Or methodology

01:13:08.760 To connect with God is

01:13:10.400 So there's certain things

01:13:11.780 That get in the way

01:13:12.420 Maybe angry

01:13:13.240 Anger

01:13:13.920 Maybe sin

01:13:14.640 But

01:13:15.680 Even if I'm not

01:13:16.980 Angry

01:13:17.480 Or I'm not sinning

01:13:18.660 Does that guarantee

01:13:19.500 I will hear God's voice?

01:13:21.680 No

01:13:21.900 Right

01:13:23.180 So then what else

01:13:24.160 Goes into it?

01:13:26.320 Fear

01:13:26.720 It could be

01:13:28.460 Like sometimes

01:13:29.340 For example

01:13:30.120 Well

01:13:30.680 I'll give you Islam 0.99

01:13:31.780 For example

01:13:32.100 Because I'm a Muslim

01:13:32.920 And a lot of people

01:13:33.840 Connect with God

01:13:34.360 In different ways

01:13:35.000 And I don't think

01:13:35.700 Any of that

01:13:36.160 Is inherently wrong

01:13:37.040 But

01:13:37.300 For example

01:13:38.900 When you pray in Islam

01:13:39.900 You're supposed to

01:13:40.440 Make wudu before

01:13:41.120 Which is cleansing yourself

01:13:42.140 You're supposed to

01:13:42.640 Wash your arms

01:13:43.200 Wash your feet

01:13:43.840 You're supposed to

01:13:44.320 Wash your face

01:13:44.880 Your ears

01:13:45.360 And everything

01:13:45.740 You're supposed to

01:13:47.040 Be in a clean state

01:13:48.080 Even when you pray

01:13:48.900 In Mecca

01:13:49.180 You're supposed to

01:13:49.720 Be wearing a white

01:13:50.540 Garment that's clean

01:13:51.300 Like there's a way

01:13:52.580 To purify yourself

01:13:53.480 And make sure

01:13:53.880 You have true intentions

01:13:54.800 Even when you're

01:13:55.740 Washing yourself

01:13:56.280 Before prayer

01:13:56.820 You're supposed to

01:13:57.360 Make sure

01:13:57.760 Like the whole point

01:13:59.120 Is to make clear

01:13:59.740 Intentions that

01:14:00.700 I'm going to pray

01:14:01.320 Or else your prayer

01:14:02.540 Isn't accepted

01:14:03.320 Like even when you

01:14:04.200 When you get on your knees

01:14:05.980 And put your head to the floor

01:14:06.700 You can't just go

01:14:07.800 Through the motions

01:14:08.340 And expect to

01:14:09.200 Be able to connect with God

01:14:10.340 You have to have

01:14:10.860 Clear intentions to do that

01:14:12.000 So I think there's a lot of things

01:14:13.560 If you're emotional

01:14:14.640 Or if you don't have faith

01:14:16.960 Sometimes people just don't have faith

01:14:18.260 Like there's a lot of things

01:14:19.860 That can block your faith

01:14:20.620 Okay

01:14:21.660 So then let's say

01:14:23.700 I'm having trouble

01:14:24.400 Right

01:14:24.580 Let's say I don't really have faith

01:14:26.020 Or I'm afraid

01:14:27.760 Or I'm angry

01:14:28.700 Actually forget about that

01:14:31.980 I realized I was slipping

01:14:33.200 Into a debating kind of mode

01:14:35.700 So I'll just say

01:14:36.280 What I'm going to say

01:14:37.020 So here's where I think

01:14:40.260 There's an advantage to therapy

01:14:41.680 So I completely agree

01:14:43.240 With everything that you've said

01:14:44.200 Okay

01:14:45.180 I think the challenge though

01:14:46.960 Is that what you're sort of

01:14:48.060 Talking about is like

01:14:48.960 Difficulties within you

01:14:50.200 So like let's just take faith

01:14:51.400 For example

01:14:51.880 So not having faith

01:14:53.800 Is like really tricky

01:14:54.860 Right

01:14:55.840 Because faith is not 0.88

01:14:57.640 Something that is born of logic

01:14:58.940 It's born of faith

01:15:00.620 It's the belief in something

01:15:03.120 And if you really look at it

01:15:04.840 Technically you can't have

01:15:06.080 You can't have faith

01:15:07.360 If you have knowledge

01:15:08.060 Because knowledge

01:15:09.380 Knowledge is when you know something

01:15:10.660 Faith is when you believe something

01:15:12.300 Right

01:15:12.540 You have faith in something

01:15:13.320 Agreed there

01:15:14.120 And I'm not trying to argue with you

01:15:15.660 I'm just laying out

01:15:16.760 How am I understanding

01:15:17.480 I understand what you're saying

01:15:18.800 Yeah

01:15:19.420 So I think the big advantage

01:15:21.500 Of therapy is that

01:15:22.380 You've got like

01:15:22.880 Another human being

01:15:23.840 So if you have

01:15:24.980 Other problems

01:15:25.940 Right

01:15:26.320 So like if you have

01:15:27.260 Let's say fear

01:15:28.060 Or anger

01:15:29.080 Or a lack of faith

01:15:30.560 That there's actually like

01:15:31.620 Another human being there

01:15:33.080 To help you with those barriers

01:15:35.380 Right

01:15:37.140 But humans are inherently flawed

01:15:39.500 And we're never going to be perfect

01:15:40.700 So

01:15:41.320 Absolutely

01:15:41.840 You're

01:15:42.460 I mean a therapist's advice

01:15:43.880 Is always going to be

01:15:45.360 Inferior to God

01:15:47.120 Because God's all-knowing

01:15:48.080 And God is perfect

01:15:48.720 And God's more intelligent than us

01:15:50.060 But there's

01:15:50.700 I don't think that there's any human

01:15:51.800 That's better than me

01:15:52.900 Or smarter

01:15:54.700 Or that knows anything

01:15:55.720 That I don't know

01:15:56.360 Because we're all created equal

01:15:58.260 So I mean it's good to

01:16:00.120 Kind of voice those things

01:16:01.360 And that's why

01:16:02.600 That therapy session

01:16:03.320 That I had

01:16:03.800 With that woman 1.00

01:16:04.860 With the giant breast

01:16:05.740 Was effective

01:16:06.740 Because I just

01:16:07.820 I realized something

01:16:09.180 She didn't tell me anything

01:16:10.540 It was just me talking

01:16:11.900 That made me realize

01:16:12.600 That this is useless

01:16:13.220 And I don't need this

01:16:14.100 I think when you talk

01:16:15.500 To

01:16:15.700 Hold on a second

01:16:17.940 So I'm not

01:16:19.360 I don't

01:16:19.800 Once again

01:16:20.500 I don't disagree 0.95

01:16:21.220 With any of your premises

01:16:23.000 I just don't

01:16:24.020 I come to a different conclusion

01:16:25.360 So you kind of said

01:16:27.800 I'm with you

01:16:28.480 That human beings are flawed

01:16:29.600 Right and so

01:16:30.440 But just because

01:16:31.360 A human being is flawed

01:16:32.220 Doesn't mean that

01:16:32.880 A human being

01:16:33.440 Can't help another human being

01:16:34.820 True

01:16:36.660 I'm not saying

01:16:38.200 It's completely useless

01:16:39.120 I'm just saying

01:16:39.680 That prayer is better

01:16:40.880 Okay

01:16:45.500 And I think people

01:16:46.620 Like the echo chamber

01:16:47.720 And have a certain

01:16:48.440 Level of narcissism

01:16:49.320 I think if you keep

01:16:49.880 Going back to therapy

01:16:50.740 Like that long

01:16:52.220 Without any solution

01:16:53.080 You just kind of

01:16:53.980 Like hearing yourself talk

01:16:54.860 When you say

01:16:57.100 That long

01:16:57.720 Without any kind of solution

01:16:58.940 Like what's your understanding

01:17:00.040 Of

01:17:00.420 What's your understanding

01:17:03.240 Of like the course

01:17:04.080 And outcomes

01:17:05.580 Around therapy

01:17:06.500 There's a lot of people

01:17:08.580 That I know

01:17:08.880 I'm sure you know

01:17:09.220 These people

01:17:09.520 So they have their

01:17:10.080 The therapist on speed dial

01:17:11.260 And they talk

01:17:11.920 They talk about the therapist

01:17:12.800 Like they're friends

01:17:13.560 You know

01:17:14.980 I don't

01:17:16.180 I don't think

01:17:16.740 That's the majority of people

01:17:17.780 I think that is

01:17:18.500 A tiny tiny fraction

01:17:20.380 Of people

01:17:20.780 I would guess

01:17:21.880 Less than five percent

01:17:22.840 So I know that

01:17:24.220 For example

01:17:24.740 Like part of our

01:17:26.020 Training as therapists

01:17:26.840 Is that we set

01:17:27.520 Very clear boundaries

01:17:28.400 We're not your friend

01:17:29.300 So you're not supposed

01:17:30.340 To be texting us

01:17:31.340 All the time

01:17:31.800 So when a patient

01:17:33.760 Texts or calls me

01:17:35.420 At like 8pm

01:17:36.380 I'll answer

01:17:37.560 Because they don't

01:17:38.220 Usually do that

01:17:39.100 And then I'll ask them

01:17:40.940 Hey can this wait

01:17:41.860 Until our appointment

01:17:42.720 Or do you really need

01:17:43.820 To talk to me now

01:17:44.600 Or do you need to go

01:17:45.180 To the emergency room

01:17:46.020 Or like what's going on

01:17:47.000 So I don't

01:17:48.520 Think that we

01:17:49.300 Because a lot of

01:17:50.240 What I'm really confused

01:17:51.040 About is that

01:17:51.680 I think a lot of your

01:17:52.680 Understanding of therapy

01:17:53.800 Is based on

01:17:55.080 I'm not quite sure

01:17:55.920 What like what

01:17:56.640 You've heard I guess

01:17:57.640 I guess

01:17:59.880 My understanding

01:18:00.960 Is it's a lot of

01:18:01.860 A lot of liberals

01:18:02.960 Who

01:18:03.500 Who prioritize

01:18:05.440 Feelings over facts

01:18:06.760 The people that

01:18:07.460 That

01:18:08.300 Yeah the people

01:18:10.000 That usually go to therapy

01:18:10.720 Just I don't think

01:18:11.900 That they're

01:18:12.460 Based in

01:18:14.040 Reality

01:18:14.580 I think that they

01:18:15.280 They like trivializing

01:18:16.920 Their lives

01:18:17.740 And

01:18:17.960 They're just not

01:18:19.440 That interesting

01:18:19.920 And they want to

01:18:20.460 Make it more interesting

01:18:21.180 By making up problems

01:18:23.000 And unpacking everything

01:18:23.820 Where does that

01:18:24.980 Where do you

01:18:26.060 Where do you

01:18:26.680 Get that

01:18:27.340 Right so like

01:18:28.500 There

01:18:28.660 For example

01:18:29.280 You said that

01:18:29.840 They're like

01:18:30.300 Interested in feelings

01:18:31.580 Instead of facts

01:18:32.780 So like

01:18:33.940 Where do you

01:18:35.320 Get that impression

01:18:36.180 Like have you

01:18:36.800 I'm just so

01:18:38.000 I'm confused by that

01:18:39.620 For example

01:18:40.400 Because you're

01:18:40.960 You're drawing

01:18:41.280 You're drawing a lot

01:18:42.200 Of conclusive

01:18:43.560 Statements

01:18:44.320 And I'm curious

01:18:46.060 They have something

01:18:46.900 Called like

01:18:47.340 Gender affirming care

01:18:48.440 I remember having this

01:18:49.140 In school

01:18:49.600 Where there was

01:18:50.380 We had like

01:18:51.200 Social workers

01:18:51.840 And therapists

01:18:52.380 That were designed there

01:18:53.280 And there were rooms

01:18:54.720 For safe places

01:18:56.480 Where there was

01:18:57.020 Like a psych

01:18:57.500 A psychotherapist

01:18:58.960 Or a psychiatrist

01:18:59.620 And they would just

01:19:00.140 Talk and they would

01:19:00.780 Just talk about

01:19:01.280 Their feelings

01:19:01.820 And then

01:19:02.800 It was always

01:19:04.000 They had like

01:19:04.460 Rainbow stickers

01:19:05.160 On the front

01:19:05.720 And all these people

01:19:07.080 That were

01:19:07.440 That ended up

01:19:07.980 Becoming transgender

01:19:08.760 Or becoming gender fluid

01:19:10.140 They were always

01:19:10.740 Constantly in therapy

01:19:11.640 Or like

01:19:12.220 I went to school

01:19:13.380 With a bunch of

01:19:14.440 Depressed kids 1.00

01:19:15.100 Or kids who thought

01:19:16.000 They were depressed

01:19:16.540 All these kids

01:19:17.280 Were on SSRIs

01:19:18.320 They were all

01:19:19.580 That said

01:19:20.440 They were anxious

01:19:20.980 They were constantly

01:19:21.500 Popping pills

01:19:22.200 And they all

01:19:25.080 Had the same

01:19:25.860 Political ideology

01:19:26.920 It was sort of

01:19:27.780 Like centered around

01:19:28.480 The fact that

01:19:28.980 Weakness is okay

01:19:29.780 They didn't see

01:19:30.680 Strength as a virtue

01:19:31.520 They saw

01:19:32.040 Weakness as something

01:19:33.160 To lean into

01:19:34.260 How do you know

01:19:35.720 What they saw

01:19:37.000 That

01:19:37.860 I'm confused

01:19:39.320 How do you know

01:19:41.040 What they see

01:19:42.140 I mean

01:19:45.280 By talking to

01:19:46.120 I guess I can't

01:19:47.180 I don't

01:19:47.620 But talking to them

01:19:48.980 All the time

01:19:49.960 To see like

01:19:50.660 The people that were

01:19:51.980 Constantly going to therapy

01:19:53.380 In my school

01:19:53.960 Were the

01:19:55.620 Gender fluid people

01:19:57.100 The people that

01:19:58.060 Didn't believe in it

01:19:58.740 And the people that

01:19:59.220 Were like on a

01:19:59.860 Different political idea

01:20:00.720 Like they were the

01:20:01.600 Ones playing sports

01:20:02.820 Working out constantly

01:20:04.460 And who are

01:20:05.460 Who were like

01:20:06.880 Trying to build something

01:20:07.640 Okay

01:20:09.520 So I'm sort of

01:20:11.700 Seeing like

01:20:12.320 There's that

01:20:13.020 Just the way that

01:20:13.860 You're viewing things

01:20:15.380 Is that there's a lot

01:20:16.220 Of like correlations

01:20:17.340 Yeah

01:20:17.860 So going to therapy

01:20:18.960 Is correlated with

01:20:20.220 Weakness

01:20:21.040 With liberalism

01:20:21.740 And weakness

01:20:22.180 Yeah

01:20:22.360 A political ideology

01:20:24.400 Is correlated with

01:20:25.680 Not exercising

01:20:26.760 Is correlated with

01:20:28.120 Not doing things

01:20:30.080 Yeah

01:20:30.500 Inaction

01:20:33.680 Let me just think about

01:20:38.440 Why are we having

01:20:45.300 This conversation

01:20:46.100 Because

01:20:49.500 Maybe I'm wrong

01:20:51.560 Maybe my way of

01:20:52.920 Thinking is incorrect

01:20:53.820 I consider

01:20:54.560 I think it's pretty

01:20:55.240 Polarizing

01:20:55.860 When I talk about this

01:20:57.180 It upsets a lot of people

01:20:58.280 So maybe

01:21:00.860 Maybe my world view

01:21:01.800 Was wrong

01:21:02.240 And maybe yours

01:21:03.640 Is right

01:21:03.980 And maybe therapy

01:21:05.380 Is necessary

01:21:06.020 Maybe I need it

01:21:07.420 What do you think

01:21:10.020 I don't

01:21:10.880 I believe

01:21:11.620 The reason I believe

01:21:12.980 What I believe

01:21:13.380 Is because I think

01:21:14.060 I'm right

01:21:14.400 Okay

01:21:15.820 Yeah

01:21:17.120 So that's what's

01:21:18.340 So interesting

01:21:19.040 So here's my experience

01:21:20.420 Of this conversation

01:21:21.120 So you say things

01:21:22.340 In ways that are

01:21:23.080 Very polemic

01:21:23.820 So like

01:21:25.060 Polar

01:21:25.760 So you say things

01:21:27.120 In a way that

01:21:27.880 Invites me to argue

01:21:29.360 With you

01:21:29.760 Right

01:21:30.120 And try to prove

01:21:30.680 You wrong

01:21:31.040 Like just the

01:21:31.840 Statements that you make

01:21:32.980 And I can see why

01:21:33.800 People are like

01:21:34.660 Inflamed by that

01:21:36.280 And if I don't

01:21:37.580 Try really hard

01:21:38.620 To catch myself

01:21:40.000 Then I will

01:21:42.100 Start arguing

01:21:42.900 With you

01:21:43.260 Right

01:21:43.800 Why are you

01:21:45.340 Smiling right now

01:21:45.960 Because you're

01:21:46.520 Right

01:21:46.740 Because you're

01:21:47.540 Completely right

01:21:48.120 That's just my way

01:21:49.780 People tell me

01:21:50.740 That quite a bit

01:21:51.260 I have like

01:21:52.060 An argumentative

01:21:52.920 Style of speaking

01:21:53.800 That's not the

01:21:55.460 Question that I asked

01:21:56.260 I asked why

01:21:56.880 Are you smiling

01:21:57.440 I'm smiling

01:21:58.460 Because you're right

01:21:59.140 So what is the

01:22:00.940 Correlation with me

01:22:01.860 Being right

01:22:02.400 And you smiling

01:22:03.080 That in 20 minutes

01:22:05.840 You picked up on

01:22:06.520 What you know

01:22:07.620 My friends and family

01:22:08.300 Have been saying

01:22:08.760 For years

01:22:09.200 Okay

01:22:10.340 And when I pick up

01:22:12.280 On something that

01:22:12.980 Your friends and family

01:22:13.660 Have been saying

01:22:14.160 For years

01:22:14.840 So that's just like

01:22:16.560 A fact right

01:22:17.500 Like I picked up on it

01:22:19.060 Yes

01:22:19.400 But you have a

01:22:20.500 Reaction to that

01:22:21.700 Which is that

01:22:22.980 You're smiling

01:22:23.500 Right

01:22:24.580 So that reaction

01:22:25.760 Comes with an emotion

01:22:28.020 Yes

01:22:29.400 That's what the reaction is

01:22:30.460 Yes

01:22:31.080 What's the emotion

01:22:31.620 The emotion

01:22:33.380 I think I get like

01:22:34.840 A dopamine hit from

01:22:35.880 I like

01:22:37.100 Dopamine's not an emotion

01:22:38.140 What's that

01:22:38.920 Dopamine's not an emotion

01:22:40.760 Right

01:22:41.640 What's the emotion

01:22:42.540 Laughter

01:22:43.180 Laughter's an

01:22:45.700 And I'm not trying 1.00

01:22:46.960 To make you sound stupid here 0.99

01:22:47.820 But laughter's not an action 1.00

01:22:48.740 So let's think about it

01:22:49.700 What's the emotion

01:22:50.620 Joy

01:22:52.100 Laughter's the expression

01:22:52.800 Yeah

01:22:53.480 Okay

01:22:53.920 Right

01:22:54.140 So like

01:22:55.380 How do you understand that

01:22:56.720 Like here I am

01:22:57.940 Noticing something about you

01:22:59.700 And your reaction is joy

01:23:00.820 Okay

01:23:03.560 I like connecting with people

01:23:06.400 Yeah right

01:23:07.720 Doesn't that feel good

01:23:08.600 Yeah

01:23:09.220 Is this weakness

01:23:10.740 Is what we're doing weakness

01:23:11.920 No

01:23:13.140 But is it strength

01:23:14.460 Is it strength

01:23:15.440 No it's just a conversation

01:23:16.600 Like this

01:23:17.240 This is similar to most

01:23:18.280 Yeah

01:23:19.160 Okay

01:23:19.700 Right

01:23:20.340 So it's neither weakness

01:23:21.040 Or strength

01:23:21.540 Yeah

01:23:22.160 It's just we're connecting

01:23:23.020 Yeah

01:23:23.580 Feels good to connect

01:23:25.280 Yeah

01:23:25.900 Yeah

01:23:26.940 Does it make us weak

01:23:29.480 To connect

01:23:30.560 No

01:23:31.340 Does it make us strong

01:23:33.320 To connect

01:23:33.820 Um

01:23:35.560 Neither

01:23:36.940 Yeah

01:23:38.040 Yeah it does

01:23:38.660 Yeah it does

01:23:39.040 Yeah it does

01:23:39.360 Yeah it does

01:23:39.740 Whoa whoa whoa whoa

01:23:41.320 Whoa whoa whoa

01:23:41.620 How

01:23:42.040 What's so

01:23:43.040 Because uh

01:23:44.400 You're stronger in groups

01:23:45.500 So

01:23:46.240 If I connect with somebody

01:23:47.920 And then we

01:23:48.540 You know we go forward

01:23:49.740 There's two of us

01:23:50.400 Instead of one 0.69

01:23:51.200 So there's value

01:23:52.840 To connection

01:23:53.500 Yeah

01:23:54.080 Okay

01:23:55.440 So I think that like

01:23:59.740 This is

01:24:00.380 We're not doing therapy

01:24:01.700 But I think that

01:24:02.480 We just

01:24:03.100 Experienced

01:24:04.320 What I would call

01:24:05.460 One of the benefits

01:24:06.260 Of therapy

01:24:06.800 Which is to be seen

01:24:07.920 So I know that

01:24:09.540 I know you're putting

01:24:11.000 On an act

01:24:11.540 And yet

01:24:13.760 It feels good

01:24:15.720 To like

01:24:16.220 See through it

01:24:17.220 Right

01:24:17.820 Like I kinda

01:24:18.700 Saw through it

01:24:19.920 And that feels good

01:24:23.480 I'm not

01:24:24.380 And this is the other thing

01:24:25.380 Is I'm not judging you

01:24:26.380 For it

01:24:26.740 I'm not saying like 1.00

01:24:27.420 Hey bro you're an asshole 1.00

01:24:28.440 For doing this 1.00

01:24:29.580 Why do you do this

01:24:30.340 I don't get angry with you

01:24:31.140 I imagine a lot of people

01:24:31.920 Get angry with you

01:24:32.620 Yeah

01:24:33.640 That's true

01:24:34.420 And that must be

01:24:36.740 Tough for you

01:24:37.240 Oh maybe

01:24:40.400 We can talk about

01:24:40.900 Let me

01:24:42.200 Let me

01:24:42.520 Let me

01:24:42.800 Let me

01:24:42.820 Let me

01:24:42.900 Rephrase

01:24:43.260 I'll let you go

01:24:43.700 I'll let you go

01:24:44.400 It used to be tough

01:24:46.240 For you

01:24:46.520 But now you're better

01:24:47.360 At it

01:24:47.680 Now you're stronger

01:24:48.480 Now you know

01:24:49.200 How to pray

01:24:49.640 And you have faith

01:24:50.200 In God

01:24:50.500 So it's no longer

01:24:51.160 A problem

01:24:51.520 That people are

01:24:52.040 Angry with you

01:24:52.960 Right

01:24:53.280 No no

01:24:54.600 No no

01:24:56.560 Meaning what

01:24:57.040 Also the kind

01:25:00.000 Of reason I laugh

01:25:00.540 I kinda like

01:25:01.340 I like making

01:25:03.200 People react

01:25:04.000 I like

01:25:04.920 Even if it's

01:25:06.180 Laughter

01:25:06.480 I have the same

01:25:07.560 Sort of

01:25:08.440 Reaction to when

01:25:09.860 People get upset

01:25:10.560 I like being able

01:25:11.820 To say stuff

01:25:12.480 And then people go

01:25:13.060 Huh

01:25:13.360 Or laugh

01:25:14.140 Or like

01:25:14.380 I like

01:25:14.720 Having an effect

01:25:16.360 On people

01:25:16.860 Yeah

01:25:18.320 So like when I say

01:25:19.100 Like a racial slur

01:25:20.180 And then people

01:25:20.640 Huh

01:25:21.080 Like that's really

01:25:22.060 Fun for me

01:25:22.660 How do you

01:25:23.720 How do you

01:25:24.260 Understand

01:25:24.860 So first of all

01:25:25.860 Is that

01:25:26.200 Common for many

01:25:28.120 People

01:25:28.440 I don't think

01:25:31.160 It's as common

01:25:31.740 As

01:25:32.380 No I don't think

01:25:32.900 It's that common

01:25:33.480 Yeah I'd agree

01:25:35.220 Maybe everyone

01:25:36.200 Likes it a little bit

01:25:37.240 A little bit

01:25:37.820 I like it more

01:25:38.520 Than most people

01:25:39.220 Yeah

01:25:39.480 Yeah

01:25:40.100 How do you

01:25:40.680 Understand that

01:25:41.300 I don't know

01:25:42.840 It's just always

01:25:43.440 Been that way

01:25:44.000 It's always been

01:25:44.580 That way

01:25:44.940 Are you interested

01:25:46.820 In understanding it

01:25:47.780 Yes

01:25:48.520 Okay so

01:25:52.460 What

01:25:53.620 What's that expression

01:25:55.560 Um

01:25:56.640 Cause now it's like

01:25:58.220 I'm thinking you're

01:25:58.780 Gonna like dig into

01:25:59.500 My past to figure

01:26:00.340 Out like why

01:26:01.360 Why that is

01:26:02.700 I don't need

01:26:03.240 I already know

01:26:03.860 The answer

01:26:04.240 What's the answer

01:26:05.180 I'm not gonna tell

01:26:06.400 You yet

01:26:06.720 Huh

01:26:07.360 I'm not gonna

01:26:10.560 You're

01:26:10.860 We don't need

01:26:12.580 To dig into

01:26:12.900 Your past

01:26:13.380 We don't need

01:26:13.860 We don't need

01:26:14.660 We can do that

01:26:15.820 If you want to

01:26:16.340 But

01:26:17.000 We're gonna

01:26:17.640 We're gonna

01:26:18.020 Talk about it

01:26:18.680 We're gonna

01:26:18.960 Figure it out

01:26:19.400 Together

01:26:19.760 Right

01:26:20.180 Cause connected

01:26:20.900 Apes strong

01:26:22.840 Together

01:26:23.240 Right

01:26:24.140 Yes

01:26:24.900 Does that work

01:26:25.740 They're stronger

01:26:25.800 Together

01:26:26.120 Yes

01:26:26.460 Okay

01:26:26.740 Okay so

01:26:27.680 Let's think

01:26:28.060 Through it

01:26:28.460 Right

01:26:29.780 So

01:26:30.120 Um

01:26:30.780 And see

01:26:31.360 Even the way

01:26:31.840 That I'm

01:26:32.160 Talking to you

01:26:32.820 Is changing

01:26:33.420 So what

01:26:34.840 Have you noticed

01:26:35.580 That I'm changing

01:26:36.340 Yeah we have

01:26:37.700 More defense

01:26:38.520 Mechanisms

01:26:39.020 And now they're

01:26:39.460 Dropping

01:26:39.760 Oh okay

01:26:41.160 Interesting

01:26:41.500 Yeah so

01:26:41.920 So you know

01:26:42.360 What I'm doing

01:26:42.860 To drop your

01:26:43.420 Defense mechanisms

01:26:44.160 Um

01:26:45.320 You're saying

01:26:46.100 Things to make

01:26:47.140 Me feel

01:26:47.660 Welcomed

01:26:48.400 And like

01:26:49.160 I'm

01:26:49.380 You're

01:26:49.600 Understanding

01:26:50.160 Yeah and

01:26:51.380 What am I

01:26:51.880 Saying to you

01:26:52.360 To make you

01:26:52.720 Feel welcome

01:26:53.200 Um

01:26:54.500 It's everything

01:26:57.000 Oh my god

01:26:58.160 Sneaker

01:26:58.500 You're so great

01:26:59.180 I love you

01:26:59.960 Like

01:27:00.220 I'm not right

01:27:01.180 No

01:27:01.560 What I'm

01:27:02.020 Actually doing

01:27:02.480 Is I know

01:27:03.040 The answer

01:27:03.460 You don't

01:27:04.020 And I'm

01:27:04.340 Not gonna

01:27:04.620 Tell you

01:27:05.040 Yeah

01:27:05.360 Yeah

01:27:05.660 Yeah

01:27:06.040 Yeah

01:27:06.440 Right

01:27:07.160 And somehow

01:27:08.560 Like

01:27:08.900 You feel welcome

01:27:11.000 With that

01:27:11.420 Like let's play

01:27:12.380 Like we're playing

01:27:13.000 A game

01:27:13.380 You feel it

01:27:13.900 Well cause

01:27:14.340 Everybody likes

01:27:15.100 Talking about

01:27:15.560 Themselves

01:27:15.960 And that

01:27:16.280 It's

01:27:16.980 You know

01:27:17.400 You're

01:27:17.720 You told me

01:27:18.620 That you're

01:27:19.240 Gonna talk more

01:27:19.860 About me

01:27:20.320 In the future

01:27:20.840 And that's

01:27:21.440 Like everyone's

01:27:22.100 Favorite topic

01:27:22.720 Is it your

01:27:24.080 Favorite topic

01:27:24.820 No

01:27:25.560 No

01:27:26.880 Yeah

01:27:27.120 I don't

01:27:27.380 I don't think

01:27:27.660 It's everyone's

01:27:28.080 Favorite

01:27:28.240 Maybe that is mine

01:27:28.920 I don't know

01:27:29.600 Yeah

01:27:30.080 Right

01:27:30.580 Yeah

01:27:31.040 No

01:27:31.260 But I

01:27:32.040 I think

01:27:32.340 It's like

01:27:32.660 I think

01:27:32.940 Human beings

01:27:33.380 Like to

01:27:33.700 Understand

01:27:34.000 Themselves

01:27:34.440 I don't

01:27:34.940 Think that's

01:27:35.320 Unusual

01:27:35.700 Yes

01:27:37.160 Yeah

01:27:38.140 So

01:27:38.540 So let me

01:27:40.140 Ask you

01:27:40.400 So when

01:27:40.680 You try to

01:27:41.380 Get a rise

01:27:41.940 Out of people

01:27:42.400 Right

01:27:42.600 It can be

01:27:43.020 Negative

01:27:43.320 It can be

01:27:43.740 Positive

01:27:44.060 Yes

01:27:46.180 Okay

01:27:47.180 So let me

01:27:47.820 Ask you

01:27:48.300 So

01:27:48.660 How does

01:27:50.320 It feel

01:27:50.880 To not

01:27:52.040 So when

01:27:52.660 You get a

01:27:53.060 Rise

01:27:53.460 From someone

01:27:54.740 I'm going

01:27:55.940 To say

01:27:56.360 That that

01:27:57.040 Means that

01:27:57.420 I'm

01:27:57.720 Relating to

01:27:59.600 You

01:27:59.800 I'm noticing

01:28:00.700 You

01:28:01.080 I'm acknowledging

01:28:02.000 You

01:28:02.360 Is that

01:28:02.940 Fair

01:28:03.320 Yeah

01:28:03.960 So if

01:28:05.540 You don't

01:28:06.140 Get a rise

01:28:06.680 Out of people

01:28:07.300 How do

01:28:07.880 You feel

01:28:08.280 Um

01:28:09.940 Inadequate

01:28:11.900 Yeah

01:28:13.580 Getting a rise

01:28:14.860 Doesn't just

01:28:15.320 Have to mean

01:28:15.720 Anger

01:28:16.040 Yeah I know

01:28:17.520 But inadequate

01:28:18.480 Yeah

01:28:19.100 I'm surprised

01:28:20.000 You got there

01:28:20.460 That fast

01:28:21.020 Like you

01:28:21.720 Remember

01:28:21.920 Like I remember

01:28:22.460 Standing in circles

01:28:23.460 In school

01:28:24.000 And stuff like that

01:28:24.620 And like there's

01:28:25.060 Like a group of people

01:28:25.620 Talking

01:28:25.980 And then you say a joke

01:28:27.160 And then nobody reacts

01:28:28.300 Or like you just say

01:28:29.360 Something and like that

01:28:30.100 Like am I here

01:28:30.820 Like did anybody

01:28:32.180 Just hear what I said

01:28:33.000 Like am I invisible

01:28:33.800 And then someone

01:28:34.580 Repeats the joke louder

01:28:35.540 And then they all get a laugh 1.00

01:28:36.560 Yeah that shit sucks 1.00

01:28:38.080 Yeah right 1.00

01:28:39.280 So you feel invisible

01:28:40.560 Unless you get noticed

01:28:42.100 Um

01:28:43.660 And so like

01:28:44.000 Sure

01:28:45.220 Right

01:28:46.240 Your words

01:28:47.380 I mean I use the word

01:28:49.180 Notice

01:28:49.460 But you use the word

01:28:50.180 Invisible

01:28:50.500 Yeah

01:28:51.060 So

01:28:51.420 So now let's like

01:28:53.060 Kind of think about it

01:28:53.920 Right

01:28:54.100 So now like

01:28:54.760 There's a guy

01:28:55.700 Who

01:28:56.200 Goes out of his way

01:28:58.740 Cause 0.99

01:29:00.000 Fucking A 1.00

01:29:00.800 We're gonna notice you 1.00

01:29:01.760 Sneeko 0.75

01:29:02.080 Right

01:29:03.180 You're gonna make sure

01:29:04.120 Of that

01:29:04.620 Right

01:29:05.360 Right

01:29:06.720 And you kind of

01:29:07.340 Come out charging

01:29:08.440 And we'll see if you

01:29:09.380 Flip back into that

01:29:10.360 Mode later

01:29:10.960 Okay

01:29:12.140 But you know

01:29:13.440 We'll see what your

01:29:14.040 Tolerance of

01:29:14.920 Vulnerability is

01:29:16.420 Yes

01:29:17.480 Maybe

01:29:18.320 But I

01:29:19.400 I think you're okay

01:29:20.140 With this because

01:29:20.560 I think you like to be seen

01:29:21.580 I think you're actually

01:29:23.140 More okay with being

01:29:24.120 Vulnerable than you

01:29:24.920 Give yourself credit for

01:29:25.700 Right

01:29:27.440 But I think

01:29:27.980 The biggest issue

01:29:28.840 And what I noticed

01:29:29.580 In Mecca

01:29:29.940 Was that

01:29:30.660 Yes that's true

01:29:32.260 But doing it for

01:29:33.320 The right reasons

01:29:34.000 Like I think it's okay

01:29:35.300 To say a racial slur

01:29:36.380 And know if someone

01:29:37.400 Gets upset because

01:29:38.160 My intentions are pure

01:29:39.180 It's just like

01:29:40.020 It's funny to me

01:29:40.620 And it's funny to people

01:29:41.240 Who get it

01:29:41.760 But also the fact that

01:29:43.020 If I do have eyes

01:29:45.060 That I'm putting out

01:29:46.180 The right message

01:29:46.940 And that I'm influencing

01:29:47.860 In the right way

01:29:49.620 That it's not just like

01:29:51.240 Clamoring symbols

01:29:52.400 Like a loud monkey

01:29:53.240 Or getting

01:29:54.440 You know

01:29:55.200 There's some people

01:29:56.240 That just turn it into

01:29:56.920 A giant clown show

01:29:57.740 That I'm doing something right

01:29:59.560 And that

01:30:00.440 Every time I speak

01:30:01.720 That it's

01:30:02.100 You know

01:30:02.720 There is some

01:30:04.080 Something positive

01:30:04.860 Coming out of it

01:30:05.640 Sure

01:30:06.360 So it sounds like

01:30:07.380 Is this the first time

01:30:08.220 You went to Mecca?

01:30:09.320 Yes

01:30:09.620 Just came back

01:30:10.640 And it sounds like

01:30:11.620 It was quite a

01:30:12.480 Powerful experience for you

01:30:13.760 It was the most

01:30:14.740 Yeah

01:30:15.080 Most powerful

01:30:16.300 I haven't even

01:30:17.120 Fully talked about it yet

01:30:18.080 It was like

01:30:18.700 One of the most

01:30:19.400 It was

01:30:20.180 The best experience

01:30:21.660 Of my life

01:30:22.120 Yeah

01:30:23.460 So like

01:30:23.920 Now

01:30:24.480 I can see that

01:30:25.740 You're more centered

01:30:26.520 Right

01:30:27.180 And now you're

01:30:27.760 Sort of saying

01:30:28.300 Like okay

01:30:28.780 Like if my intentions

01:30:29.620 Are pure

01:30:30.100 And like all this

01:30:30.860 Other stuff

01:30:31.220 Which is cool

01:30:31.760 But like

01:30:32.680 You were

01:30:33.380 You were clowning

01:30:34.520 Long before that 0.59

01:30:35.300 Right

01:30:35.540 You were getting

01:30:35.980 Rises out of people

01:30:36.820 Long before you

01:30:37.600 Went to Mecca

01:30:38.440 And understood

01:30:39.580 Everything that

01:30:40.360 You've understood now

01:30:41.160 Yeah since I was

01:30:41.920 Like four years old

01:30:42.720 I used to

01:30:43.300 Like tell

01:30:44.100 Knockjock jokes

01:30:44.840 Like there's

01:30:45.300 I would

01:30:47.420 Yeah always

01:30:48.180 I was always

01:30:48.940 Like making

01:30:49.560 Stand up comedy

01:30:51.220 Type jokes

01:30:51.760 Since I was

01:30:52.980 Like three

01:30:53.440 Yeah

01:30:54.780 Can I ask you

01:30:56.780 About what

01:30:57.240 Growing up

01:30:57.720 Was like for you

01:30:58.320 That's like

01:30:58.760 Oh my god

01:30:59.440 Growing up

01:31:00.800 Was good

01:31:01.120 Growing up

01:31:01.800 Was you know

01:31:02.160 I grew up

01:31:02.720 In a

01:31:03.700 Around Connecticut

01:31:06.620 In New York

01:31:07.200 New Haven

01:31:08.380 You know

01:31:09.080 Pretty mixed

01:31:10.080 Diverse

01:31:10.560 Two parent

01:31:11.880 Household

01:31:12.320 Really good

01:31:12.860 Parents

01:31:13.220 And feel

01:31:15.600 Pretty

01:31:15.900 Yeah siblings

01:31:17.020 Older 0.87

01:31:17.260 Since a younger

01:31:17.600 Brother

01:31:17.840 And what

01:31:20.240 Will you say

01:31:20.920 You feel pretty

01:31:21.540 I'm very grateful

01:31:23.680 That I have

01:31:24.060 Really good parents

01:31:24.640 And I still do

01:31:25.240 And

01:31:26.080 What made your

01:31:26.660 Parents really good

01:31:27.360 They sacrificed

01:31:28.300 A lot

01:31:28.860 In order to

01:31:29.780 Raise us properly

01:31:30.440 And they put

01:31:31.240 100%

01:31:32.040 Into parenting

01:31:32.860 And I think

01:31:33.460 That's pretty rare

01:31:34.000 I don't

01:31:34.500 My parents are

01:31:35.140 Still together

01:31:35.520 Like it's

01:31:36.060 Very rare

01:31:36.640 That I meet

01:31:36.940 People that

01:31:37.720 Still have parents

01:31:38.340 That are together

01:31:38.840 I love my parents

01:31:40.200 And when you

01:31:41.300 Say they

01:31:41.580 Sacrificed a lot

01:31:42.480 Can you share

01:31:43.040 A little bit

01:31:43.440 About that

01:31:43.760 Do you feel

01:31:44.040 Comfortable

01:31:44.340 Yeah I mean

01:31:45.100 I think that

01:31:45.680 They chose

01:31:47.180 To you know

01:31:48.340 They didn't

01:31:48.640 Go out and

01:31:49.360 Party ever

01:31:49.960 You know

01:31:50.460 They don't

01:31:50.800 Really have

01:31:51.380 That many

01:31:51.960 Friends

01:31:52.260 They didn't

01:31:52.500 Really have

01:31:52.860 Like that

01:31:53.120 Much of a

01:31:53.560 Social life

01:31:54.060 Or a life

01:31:54.440 Outside of

01:31:54.980 Raising

01:31:55.460 Their children

01:31:56.500 Like that

01:31:57.620 Like that

01:31:57.640 Was their

01:31:57.960 Number one

01:31:58.740 Priority

01:31:59.220 Like they

01:31:59.640 Didn't

01:32:00.220 They weren't

01:32:01.040 They weren't

01:32:01.620 Selfish

01:32:01.960 Whatsoever

01:32:02.400 Okay

01:32:03.480 And what

01:32:04.820 Was school

01:32:05.280 Like for you

01:32:05.880 Um

01:32:07.200 School was

01:32:09.000 You were the 0.94

01:32:10.960 Class clown 0.97

01:32:11.480 Yeah 0.91

01:32:12.380 Later on

01:32:13.280 I wasn't

01:32:13.740 As funny

01:32:14.200 Earlier

01:32:14.540 But then I

01:32:15.040 Did get

01:32:15.280 Funny

01:32:15.520 And then I

01:32:15.760 Was a 0.63

01:32:15.920 Class clown 0.87

01:32:16.340 Like I 0.96

01:32:17.000 Had ups

01:32:17.660 And downs

01:32:18.000 Like I

01:32:18.240 Tried to

01:32:18.580 Be

01:32:18.740 I was like

01:32:19.240 Fourth or

01:32:19.480 Fifth grade

01:32:19.820 I tried to

01:32:20.360 Be the 0.84

01:32:20.520 Class clown 0.84

01:32:20.800 More than 0.87

01:32:21.060 I was

01:32:21.420 It was

01:32:22.020 Cringe

01:32:22.360 But then

01:32:22.700 I developed

01:32:23.920 A good

01:32:24.280 Flow

01:32:25.280 Yeah

01:32:26.780 And and

01:32:28.420 What was

01:32:28.840 What was

01:32:30.120 Like what

01:32:30.520 Were your

01:32:30.800 Friends like

01:32:31.480 You know

01:32:32.000 Things like

01:32:32.720 That

01:32:33.040 Um

01:32:34.060 Diverse

01:32:34.380 Friend group

01:32:34.800 And we

01:32:35.180 Used to

01:32:35.380 Make like

01:32:35.680 Really 0.98

01:32:35.920 Fucked up

01:32:36.300 Jokes 0.96

01:32:36.580 Like uh

01:32:37.080 My best

01:32:37.700 Friends when

01:32:38.060 I was

01:32:38.240 Younger

01:32:38.640 Um

01:32:39.280 A jewish 1.00

01:32:40.000 Guy and

01:32:40.360 A black 1.00

01:32:40.640 Guy

01:32:40.900 And um

01:32:42.100 I was

01:32:42.600 More asian

01:32:43.320 When I

01:32:43.500 Was younger

01:32:43.780 So they

01:32:44.080 Would always

01:32:44.440 Call me uh

01:32:45.200 Like say

01:32:45.880 That my

01:32:46.180 My ancestors

01:32:47.080 Died

01:32:47.500 Building the

01:32:48.160 Railroads

01:32:48.640 And I

01:32:49.000 Would make

01:32:49.300 Holocaust 0.95

01:32:49.620 Jokes

01:32:50.100 And then

01:32:50.860 I'd make

01:32:51.220 Slave jokes

01:32:51.840 And then

01:32:52.160 We were just

01:32:52.720 It was just

01:32:53.060 Brutal

01:32:53.380 Like just

01:32:55.280 Seeing each

01:32:55.500 Other all

01:32:55.840 Day long

01:32:56.300 And try

01:32:56.700 To make

01:32:56.920 Each other

01:32:57.180 Cry and

01:32:57.680 Laugh

01:32:57.980 And and

01:32:59.980 Do you

01:33:01.660 Have a

01:33:02.000 Sense of

01:33:03.040 What about

01:33:04.080 That kind

01:33:04.760 Of humor

01:33:05.180 Resonated

01:33:05.820 With you

01:33:06.280 I think

01:33:08.200 It was

01:33:08.520 Binding over

01:33:09.120 The fact

01:33:09.540 That uh

01:33:10.760 You can 0.99

01:33:11.260 Say fucked 0.94

01:33:11.820 Up things 0.98

01:33:12.260 And it

01:33:12.500 Doesn't have

01:33:12.860 To come

01:33:13.120 From a

01:33:13.380 Bad place

01:33:13.900 Because the

01:33:15.260 Teachers would

01:33:15.700 Always try

01:33:16.000 To censor

01:33:16.560 And say

01:33:17.220 You can't

01:33:17.580 Say this

01:33:17.840 You can't

01:33:18.160 Say that

01:33:18.460 Don't do

01:33:18.780 This

01:33:18.940 Don't do

01:33:19.200 That

01:33:19.460 But deep

01:33:20.440 Down you

01:33:20.800 Know oh

01:33:21.440 Well my

01:33:21.760 Intentions are

01:33:22.160 Pure just

01:33:22.460 Because I

01:33:22.720 Say something

01:33:23.120 Doesn't mean

01:33:23.440 I mean

01:33:23.760 It you

01:33:24.600 Know it

01:33:25.080 Doesn't have

01:33:25.520 To dictate

01:33:26.980 What my

01:33:27.560 Belief system

01:33:28.040 Is and

01:33:30.300 And so

01:33:30.980 Have you

01:33:31.520 Been judged

01:33:32.120 A lot

01:33:32.560 For what

01:33:33.020 You say

01:33:33.360 Yeah I

01:33:34.560 Got canceled

01:33:35.020 Off every

01:33:35.420 Day

01:33:35.580 And how

01:33:37.280 Do you

01:33:37.500 Understand

01:33:37.860 That

01:33:38.160 How do

01:33:39.320 I understand

01:33:39.660 What do

01:33:39.900 You mean

01:33:40.120 Like what's

01:33:41.680 That like

01:33:42.060 For you

01:33:42.440 To be 1.00

01:33:43.320 Judged

01:33:43.620 For what

01:33:43.940 You say

01:33:44.280 I think

01:33:45.780 It's a

01:33:46.000 Big

01:33:46.100 Responsibility

01:33:46.760 Because I

01:33:47.180 Mean obviously

01:33:47.580 It's a

01:33:47.780 Bigger

01:33:47.920 Platform

01:33:48.280 Than just

01:33:48.640 Being like

01:33:49.140 A class 0.96

01:33:49.480 Clown

01:33:49.820 A lot

01:33:50.600 Of people

01:33:50.840 Listen

01:33:51.140 I think

01:33:51.760 One of the

01:33:52.060 Biggest

01:33:52.400 Shifts 0.93

01:33:53.620 To my

01:33:53.840 Perspective

01:33:54.280 Whereas I

01:33:54.560 Was at a

01:33:54.840 Baseball

01:33:55.140 Game

01:33:55.360 With low

01:33:55.680 Pump

01:33:55.920 And it

01:33:57.320 Was in

01:33:57.580 Between the

01:33:57.920 Innings or

01:33:58.260 Something we're

01:33:58.580 Walking to the

01:33:58.980 Hot dog stand

01:33:59.660 And then like

01:34:00.180 These 11 year olds

01:34:00.900 Come up to me

01:34:01.460 And they start

01:34:02.300 Like they get

01:34:02.980 Really excited

01:34:03.580 They're like

01:34:04.220 Three or four

01:34:05.320 Like they must

01:34:05.860 Have been fifth

01:34:06.140 Sixth grade

01:34:06.580 And they go 1.00

01:34:07.320 Fuck the 1.00

01:34:07.700 Women 1.00

01:34:07.860 Fuck the 1.00

01:34:08.260 Women 1.00

01:34:08.480 And I'm

01:34:08.820 Like what

01:34:09.200 Like no 1.00

01:34:09.840 Fuck transgenders 1.00

01:34:11.320 I'm like no 1.00

01:34:11.880 No no 1.00

01:34:12.460 Fuck the gay 1.00

01:34:13.320 People 1.00

01:34:13.580 I'm like no

01:34:14.140 No we love

01:34:14.800 Everyone

01:34:15.100 We love

01:34:15.380 Everyone

01:34:15.680 Just like

01:34:16.240 They were all

01:34:16.600 Excited

01:34:16.980 I'm like

01:34:17.280 Is this what

01:34:17.760 They get

01:34:18.740 From my

01:34:19.360 And I think

01:34:20.740 It was equally

01:34:21.240 Like good

01:34:22.220 And bad

01:34:22.760 Because they

01:34:23.360 Were also

01:34:23.660 They were joking

01:34:24.260 They were trying

01:34:24.740 To be

01:34:24.920 They literally

01:34:25.720 Like reminded me

01:34:26.600 Exactly of how

01:34:27.380 I was at

01:34:28.220 10 11 years old

01:34:29.040 And it looks

01:34:29.780 Bad because

01:34:30.200 It's on camera

01:34:30.660 Because people

01:34:31.000 Like this is

01:34:31.760 What he's

01:34:32.040 Making them

01:34:32.400 Believe

01:34:32.740 Like this is

01:34:33.500 Not what

01:34:33.780 They believe

01:34:34.160 It's just

01:34:34.500 Something that

01:34:35.140 Adolescent boys

01:34:36.520 All kind of

01:34:37.400 Go through

01:34:38.180 And I think

01:34:38.620 It's good

01:34:38.920 That they found

01:34:39.460 A vessel

01:34:39.980 Within my

01:34:40.420 Videos to

01:34:41.380 To find a

01:34:42.620 Similar sense

01:34:42.980 Of humor

01:34:43.220 So actually

01:34:43.680 At first I was

01:34:44.440 A little shook

01:34:44.920 And then it

01:34:45.500 Made me really

01:34:45.880 Happy

01:34:46.220 And I think

01:34:46.960 About those

01:34:47.520 Think about

01:34:48.180 Those guys a lot

01:34:48.760 And I hope

01:34:48.980 They're doing well

01:34:49.500 But it is

01:34:50.740 Reassuring that

01:34:51.800 Well not reassuring

01:34:52.500 But it's like

01:34:52.960 It gives you

01:34:53.600 A little responsibility

01:34:54.240 Like okay

01:34:54.780 Like everything

01:34:55.440 I say and do

01:34:56.780 Like I should

01:34:57.500 Have something

01:34:59.300 Positive there

01:35:00.240 Because I'm

01:35:01.360 Influencing the youth 0.74

01:35:02.180 You know

01:35:02.880 Whether or not

01:35:03.480 A lot of people

01:35:03.880 Like to admit it

01:35:04.400 Or how much

01:35:04.720 They try to cancel

01:35:05.400 Or silence

01:35:06.420 Or censor

01:35:06.860 Like there's

01:35:07.320 You know

01:35:07.900 What I say

01:35:09.780 Is influential

01:35:10.340 Yeah

01:35:12.060 And in what way

01:35:13.440 Would you say

01:35:14.120 You're influencing them

01:35:14.900 Um

01:35:16.380 I think I'm

01:35:17.900 Helping them

01:35:18.440 Embrace their

01:35:19.640 Their boyhood

01:35:20.760 In a

01:35:21.240 In a generation

01:35:23.000 Where it's really

01:35:23.440 Suppressed

01:35:23.940 Where men are 0.78

01:35:25.180 Becoming more

01:35:25.660 Feminate 0.90

01:35:26.100 Where we're told 0.93

01:35:27.460 To cry more

01:35:28.780 And talk about

01:35:29.240 Our feelings more

01:35:30.000 Where you know

01:35:31.680 Gender ideology

01:35:32.540 Is pushed

01:35:33.080 Where you know

01:35:34.100 Inherently like

01:35:34.660 No 12 year old 0.85

01:35:35.760 Boy believes in that

01:35:36.520 They don't believe

01:35:37.240 In any of that 1.00

01:35:37.840 They think it's garbage 1.00

01:35:39.080 They think it's stupid 1.00

01:35:39.680 And they don't want 1.00

01:35:40.320 To make racist jokes

01:35:41.340 And they just want

01:35:41.840 To be unapologetic

01:35:44.840 And be themselves

01:35:46.760 And we're trying

01:35:48.220 To mold boys 0.95

01:35:50.060 Into something

01:35:50.780 That they're not

01:35:51.420 And it's making

01:35:52.580 A lot of people

01:35:52.980 Unhappy

01:35:53.380 And I don't think

01:35:54.160 A lot of people

01:35:54.480 See what's going on

01:35:55.280 When you say

01:35:56.800 It's making a lot

01:35:57.480 Of

01:35:57.600 When we're molding

01:35:59.000 Boys into what 0.88

01:35:59.960 They're not

01:36:00.480 Right

01:36:00.840 So this is

01:36:01.700 This is not

01:36:02.440 That's the side

01:36:04.180 That's winning

01:36:04.660 Right now

01:36:05.060 Which is not

01:36:05.540 Your side

01:36:06.100 Right

01:36:06.460 Right

01:36:06.860 The godless side

01:36:07.820 And when

01:36:09.520 The godless side

01:36:11.780 Is succeeding

01:36:12.720 What happens

01:36:14.120 When we get

01:36:15.880 When we get boys

01:36:16.720 To talk about

01:36:17.460 Their feelings

01:36:17.980 Or men to talk 0.98

01:36:18.680 About their feelings

01:36:19.400 Then the woman 0.56

01:36:21.600 Controls the relationship

01:36:22.680 Then you become

01:36:24.440 Deeply unhappy

01:36:25.180 You become weaker

01:36:26.220 It shows in your body

01:36:27.660 The way you speak 0.99

01:36:29.220 You become more of a snake 0.99

01:36:30.180 You just become 0.99

01:36:30.820 Less of a man 0.97

01:36:31.500 And you're not

01:36:33.120 Leading like the way

01:36:33.920 You don't lead anymore

01:36:35.060 You're not leading the charge

01:36:37.160 So talking about

01:36:37.700 Your feelings

01:36:38.280 Is 0.88

01:36:38.580 It means that

01:36:39.700 You become submissive

01:36:40.600 Yeah

01:36:42.440 Because you're submitting

01:36:43.320 To a person

01:36:44.100 Instead of to god

01:36:44.780 So like

01:36:45.460 You opening up

01:36:46.560 In that vulnerable way

01:36:47.520 To that extent

01:36:48.780 It

01:36:49.440 Yeah

01:36:50.460 Yes

01:36:51.040 Okay

01:36:51.920 So if we're

01:36:54.780 Not supposed to talk

01:36:56.160 About our feelings

01:36:56.740 What are we supposed

01:36:57.220 To do with them

01:36:57.740 I think there's better

01:37:00.160 Like

01:37:00.480 I see

01:37:01.280 I think joking

01:37:02.420 Is a way

01:37:02.800 Like there's better

01:37:03.640 Ways to talk

01:37:04.620 About your feelings

01:37:05.280 Rather than

01:37:05.920 Crying in front

01:37:07.320 Of a therapist

01:37:07.780 Like I think

01:37:08.600 Stand up

01:37:09.220 Stand up comedians

01:37:09.940 For example 1.00

01:37:10.360 Are all fucked up 1.00

01:37:11.940 Like the best 1.00

01:37:12.580 Stand up comedians

01:37:13.140 Have like all this

01:37:14.260 Trauma and stuff like that

01:37:15.220 And they

01:37:15.700 Put that

01:37:16.940 Into their craft

01:37:18.460 And I think it's

01:37:19.240 A really effective way

01:37:20.220 Of turning

01:37:20.740 Trauma

01:37:21.880 Turning problems

01:37:22.700 Into something

01:37:23.440 That's positive

01:37:23.920 They're spreading laughter

01:37:24.980 All of them

01:37:25.660 Like if you

01:37:26.080 Go to a stand up

01:37:26.820 Comedy show

01:37:27.260 I used to do it a lot

01:37:28.180 When I was in New York

01:37:28.860 And then COVID happened

01:37:30.900 I was standing there

01:37:31.800 And these people

01:37:32.100 Are just talking about

01:37:32.640 Their parents

01:37:33.240 And their drug addictions

01:37:34.180 And their relationships

01:37:35.100 And just like

01:37:36.140 And then they find

01:37:37.140 Like a way

01:37:37.680 To make fun of it

01:37:38.700 Instead of

01:37:39.660 Feel bad about it

01:37:41.240 They just kind of

01:37:41.820 Like make light of it

01:37:42.660 And they

01:37:42.860 You

01:37:44.160 It's therapeutic

01:37:44.940 To be able to

01:37:45.540 Share that information

01:37:46.280 With strangers

01:37:46.820 And then laugh about it

01:37:47.780 And then you feel

01:37:48.220 Better after

01:37:48.660 Because you're not

01:37:49.100 Like bottling it down

01:37:50.520 But even then

01:37:51.180 You don't just need

01:37:51.700 To do it in

01:37:52.100 Standard comedy

01:37:52.600 Like sometimes

01:37:53.180 You'll see like

01:37:53.600 The super jack guy 0.53

01:37:54.380 In the gym

01:37:54.740 And he's dead lifting

01:37:55.700 Like 400 pounds

01:37:56.500 Like

01:37:56.640 I used to be me

01:37:58.300 And you're kind of

01:37:59.880 Like all that

01:38:00.600 Whatever's going on

01:38:01.680 You're letting it out

01:38:02.760 In the gym

01:38:03.280 Or when

01:38:04.060 When I'm sparring too

01:38:05.120 Like you know

01:38:05.740 Sometimes you get

01:38:06.280 Into a mode

01:38:06.760 Where you're angry

01:38:07.320 And you're thinking

01:38:08.080 About something

01:38:08.580 That happened

01:38:09.180 What happened at work

01:38:10.280 And you just

01:38:11.140 You know

01:38:11.400 You let it out there

01:38:12.420 And afterwards

01:38:12.840 You shake hands

01:38:13.480 With the person

01:38:13.820 You might have

01:38:14.120 A bloody nose

01:38:14.640 You might have 0.69

01:38:14.940 Hit you too

01:38:15.380 And in that moment 0.96

01:38:17.680 Now you're stronger

01:38:18.900 You know

01:38:19.680 You're better at fighting

01:38:20.480 And you've let it out

01:38:21.600 In a healthy way

01:38:22.240 So I think

01:38:22.620 There's healthier ways

01:38:23.660 To express

01:38:24.480 Negative feelings

01:38:25.680 Or channel that energy

01:38:26.840 Than therapy

01:38:28.020 Okay

01:38:29.340 Can I think for a second?

01:38:33.240 Yeah

01:38:33.420 Do you have any questions

01:38:34.700 For me by the way

01:38:35.380 So far?

01:38:37.120 Have I changed your mind

01:38:38.020 On anything?

01:38:39.420 No

01:38:39.860 Okay

01:38:41.140 How long have you

01:38:43.400 Been doing this?

01:38:43.940 Can I ask you

01:38:46.200 A question about that?

01:38:47.000 Yeah

01:38:47.160 Are you under the impression

01:38:49.300 That I don't already

01:38:50.640 Agree with you

01:38:51.380 About most of what

01:38:52.080 You're saying?

01:38:53.960 I was under that impression

01:38:54.940 I was under that impression

01:38:56.180 Yeah

01:38:56.400 I mean

01:38:57.900 Am I

01:38:58.640 Is anything that I'm saying

01:39:00.400 So like for example

01:39:03.400 When you talk about

01:39:04.060 Like

01:39:04.360 Let me just toss

01:39:05.620 A couple things out

01:39:06.200 So I completely agree

01:39:07.520 With you that

01:39:08.000 I think comedy

01:39:08.760 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:09.640 I think exercise

01:39:10.340 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:11.360 I think prayer

01:39:12.060 Can be very therapeutic

01:39:12.960 I think we have tons

01:39:14.300 Of scientific studies

01:39:15.280 That support

01:39:16.020 All of those things

01:39:17.340 We actually know

01:39:18.820 That those are all

01:39:19.520 Very effective ways

01:39:20.660 To manage mental health

01:39:21.740 And I think the other

01:39:23.140 Things that we know

01:39:24.080 Are that

01:39:24.500 It's not exclusive

01:39:27.580 To that

01:39:28.100 And in fact

01:39:28.600 I would say

01:39:29.000 The mind

01:39:29.600 Is probably

01:39:30.560 The organ of the body

01:39:31.740 That

01:39:32.120 Can benefit

01:39:34.240 From the most

01:39:35.260 Diverse kinds of things

01:39:36.820 As well as

01:39:39.400 The optimal function

01:39:40.400 Of the mind

01:39:41.020 Requires

01:39:42.220 A diversity

01:39:44.060 Of different things

01:39:44.820 To be healthy

01:39:45.320 The mind actually

01:39:46.060 Needs

01:39:46.500 The most

01:39:47.560 Balanced diet

01:39:48.960 Out of every organ

01:39:50.080 In our body

01:39:50.680 I think humor

01:39:52.200 For example

01:39:52.740 Is a very well

01:39:53.540 Documented defense mechanism

01:39:54.860 When I have patients

01:39:55.700 That I work with

01:39:56.480 We oftentimes

01:39:57.380 With the male patients 0.99

01:39:58.360 I will make dick jokes 0.99

01:39:59.480 And we will talk 1.00

01:40:00.580 About making dick jokes 0.99

01:40:01.480 And we will even 0.99

01:40:02.620 Do it very intentionally

01:40:03.600 And so after we go

01:40:05.640 Into a deep

01:40:06.600 Part of therapy

01:40:08.060 Where we're talking

01:40:08.820 About something raw

01:40:09.920 And real

01:40:10.620 We will do something

01:40:11.780 Called come up for air 0.98

01:40:13.060 By making a dick joke 0.99

01:40:14.700 Can you tell me 1.00

01:40:15.300 What's your 1.00

01:40:15.880 What's your best dick joke 1.00

01:40:16.840 Let me think about 0.99

01:40:20.320 What's my best 0.92

01:40:21.420 Dick joke 0.95

01:40:22.340 Okay that one

01:40:34.280 I can't say

01:40:34.940 You can say

01:40:36.880 We're on rumble

01:40:37.560 I don't know

01:40:39.040 I have

01:40:40.020 That's the one

01:40:40.920 I want to hear

01:40:41.420 I want to hear

01:40:41.920 The one you can't say

01:40:42.700 I know

01:40:43.900 Let me think

01:40:44.540 Let me see

01:40:45.020 If I've got a better one

01:40:45.960 Bruh

01:40:49.480 I don't

01:40:50.640 So there's one

01:40:51.460 There's one

01:40:52.000 That came to my mind

01:40:52.760 But usually 0.96

01:40:53.280 The dick joke 0.95

01:40:53.840 That I make 0.95

01:40:54.360 Is like

01:40:55.100 In line

01:40:55.660 With what we're

01:40:56.080 Talking about

01:40:56.700 Okay

01:40:57.120 Right

01:40:57.960 So like

01:40:59.460 Like it's hard

01:41:02.780 It's hard to describe

01:41:03.600 But like you know 0.99

01:41:04.020 You can make dick jokes 0.99

01:41:04.760 About whatever 0.99

01:41:05.300 We're talking about

01:41:06.000 Yeah

01:41:06.420 So it's not

01:41:08.060 It's not like 0.97

01:41:08.580 I have a dick joke 0.98

01:41:09.600 And it's like 0.99

01:41:10.160 Hey we just talked

01:41:11.380 About your childhood trauma

01:41:12.500 Let me tell you a joke

01:41:14.220 Knock knock

01:41:15.220 Knock knock

01:41:16.240 Yeah

01:41:16.760 Who's there 1.00

01:41:17.560 Your dick 1.00

01:41:18.960 Right 1.00

01:41:23.880 Okay

01:41:24.640 That's a good one

01:41:25.840 Because you went to therapy

01:41:27.460 And it got lopped off

01:41:28.680 And now it's dangling out here

01:41:30.780 Yeah

01:41:31.680 Yeah

01:41:33.100 I mean I don't even 0.98

01:41:34.020 That's a fucking awful joke 0.97

01:41:35.320 But it's just an example 0.99

01:41:36.380 That was like a fight

01:41:37.200 That was better than

01:41:38.500 What I was thinking

01:41:39.160 From the spot

01:41:39.760 That was good

01:41:40.200 Yeah

01:41:41.100 I mean if you want to

01:41:42.160 You know if we get into

01:41:43.200 Something deep

01:41:43.720 I'm sure that my mind

01:41:44.840 Will come up with one

01:41:47.080 Okay

01:41:47.640 And then I'll share it

01:41:48.100 With you at the time

01:41:48.700 Okay

01:41:49.260 So

01:41:52.500 Yeah

01:41:53.860 So I mean

01:41:54.460 I don't actually disagree

01:41:56.360 With a lot of what you're saying

01:41:57.280 I think

01:41:57.700 I'd say that if anything

01:41:59.340 I think that your understanding

01:42:00.540 Of things I would describe

01:42:01.640 As incomplete

01:42:02.380 Not incorrect

01:42:03.460 Okay

01:42:04.660 Can you

01:42:06.880 Anyway that's

01:42:07.580 Can you explain

01:42:08.220 Why incomplete

01:42:09.020 Not incorrect

01:42:09.620 So I

01:42:11.400 That's what I was thinking about

01:42:12.980 And I'm going to get to

01:42:13.700 And that's when I asked you

01:42:14.600 Do you

01:42:15.780 Do you have any questions

01:42:16.520 For me

01:42:16.900 How long have you

01:42:18.440 Been doing this

01:42:19.280 What do you mean by this

01:42:20.920 Talking to people

01:42:22.580 Crying on the couch

01:42:23.320 Oh psychotherapy

01:42:26.280 Psychiatry

01:42:27.960 Okay

01:42:29.500 So

01:42:29.860 So I

01:42:30.800 I became a medical doctor

01:42:32.240 Uh

01:42:35.020 How has it been

01:42:37.800 I became a medical doctor

01:42:39.100 Nine years ago

01:42:40.000 I started doing psychotherapy

01:42:42.220 Eight years ago

01:42:43.280 I

01:42:44.620 Started to do psychotherapy

01:42:46.200 Very seriously

01:42:46.980 Seven years ago

01:42:47.860 And then

01:42:49.180 I became

01:42:49.980 A fully trained psychiatrist

01:42:51.800 Five years ago

01:42:52.580 Do you notice a common theme

01:42:54.560 When you talk to streamers

01:42:55.780 Yes

01:42:59.420 Many

01:42:59.780 What is it

01:43:01.180 Uh

01:43:03.280 Like

01:43:06.560 When you talk to streamers

01:43:07.700 I mean so many

01:43:09.040 So like

01:43:09.420 Are you talking about

01:43:10.060 Specifically about streaming

01:43:11.220 Or

01:43:11.860 When you talk to live streamers

01:43:13.440 Because I've seen

01:43:13.840 Like

01:43:14.120 That's one of your

01:43:14.920 Consistency

01:43:15.440 Yeah

01:43:15.640 Do you notice a common theme

01:43:17.320 That's separate from

01:43:18.440 Other people

01:43:19.020 What do you notice

01:43:19.560 About streamers

01:43:20.180 Oh absolutely

01:43:20.460 Yeah

01:43:20.880 Can you

01:43:21.400 So I think

01:43:22.240 At the top of the list

01:43:23.180 Is like

01:43:23.660 We're all misfits

01:43:24.500 To society

01:43:25.140 Like we can't

01:43:26.860 The reason we become

01:43:27.980 Successful at streamers

01:43:29.140 Is because we get

01:43:30.040 Rejected by the rest

01:43:31.040 Of the world

01:43:31.480 In some way

01:43:33.020 And then

01:43:34.120 There's something

01:43:35.600 About us

01:43:36.220 That is busted

01:43:37.080 In school

01:43:38.400 In nine to fives

01:43:39.980 In standard jobs

01:43:41.280 And so

01:43:42.120 We start streaming

01:43:43.360 And then something

01:43:44.340 About this environment

01:43:45.500 Fits like a glove

01:43:47.040 So

01:43:48.140 One example

01:43:49.320 Of that

01:43:49.820 So that's the

01:43:50.360 Overarching theme

01:43:51.200 If you want one

01:43:51.960 But there are all kinds

01:43:53.420 Of different examples

01:43:55.000 Of that

01:43:55.360 So one is that

01:43:56.080 The prevalence

01:43:56.740 Of ADHD

01:43:57.260 Among streamers

01:43:58.300 Yep

01:43:58.560 I think is way higher

01:43:59.840 Than the regular population

01:44:01.040 You think ADHD is real?

01:44:04.120 Yes

01:44:04.520 Okay

01:44:05.880 They told me I had ADHD

01:44:07.020 When I was like

01:44:07.740 Nine and ten

01:44:08.780 I used to take Ritalin

01:44:09.820 And so all that stuff

01:44:10.400 I think it's

01:44:10.840 I think it's a lie

01:44:11.680 Especially because

01:44:12.740 The fact that they say

01:44:13.400 It's like

01:44:13.780 A deficit

01:44:14.600 The fact that they say

01:44:15.980 It's a disorder 0.99

01:44:16.660 I think is garbage 0.99

01:44:17.760 It's not a disorder 1.00

01:44:18.520 It's just a different

01:44:19.240 Way of thinking

01:44:20.340 I actually think

01:44:20.880 It's a superpower

01:44:21.560 I think it's

01:44:22.560 It's a gift

01:44:24.120 And calling it

01:44:25.140 A disorder

01:44:25.800 Is incorrect

01:44:27.240 Yeah

01:44:28.640 So I think

01:44:29.860 That that too

01:44:30.600 Is not something

01:44:31.280 That I

01:44:32.040 Entirely disagree with

01:44:33.800 I wouldn't say

01:44:34.320 You're wrong about that

01:44:35.320 I've worked with

01:44:36.160 Many people

01:44:36.600 Myself included

01:44:37.460 Who are probably

01:44:38.540 Somewhere on the

01:44:39.220 ADHD spectrum

01:44:40.100 And I've come to see

01:44:41.340 The way that my mind

01:44:42.400 Works as a gift

01:44:43.400 At the same time

01:44:45.460 So I think

01:44:45.820 This is one area

01:44:46.600 In which

01:44:47.100 I would

01:44:49.220 If I had to judge

01:44:50.500 What you say

01:44:51.700 One area in which

01:44:53.220 You're incomplete

01:44:53.840 Is that you tend to

01:44:54.580 Make a lot of

01:44:55.220 Generalizations

01:44:55.840 So I don't hear

01:44:57.860 In you that

01:44:58.440 ADHD

01:44:58.980 Is variable

01:45:00.720 Amongst different people

01:45:01.960 I don't hear

01:45:04.220 That conception

01:45:04.980 When you speak

01:45:05.700 So you say

01:45:07.420 It wasn't a disorder

01:45:09.500 For me

01:45:09.860 Which is fair enough

01:45:10.800 Ritalin for me

01:45:11.960 Didn't work

01:45:12.400 Which is fair enough

01:45:13.340 But

01:45:14.160 You don't know

01:45:15.300 What the experience

01:45:16.060 Of everyone else

01:45:16.900 With ADHD

01:45:17.440 Is like

01:45:17.940 And for some people

01:45:18.780 It is a crippling disorder

01:45:20.020 And what we mean

01:45:21.600 By crippling disorder

01:45:22.480 Is that they cannot

01:45:23.560 Function in the world

01:45:25.060 Because they cannot

01:45:25.860 Get their mind to focus

01:45:27.020 In the worst cases

01:45:28.920 Of ADHD

01:45:29.400 I think that

01:45:30.560 That puts the blame

01:45:31.400 On something that's

01:45:32.760 Genetic or something

01:45:33.700 That's innate

01:45:34.540 Rather than just saying

01:45:35.680 It's misled focus

01:45:36.860 Or like misdirection

01:45:38.240 For example

01:45:39.020 There's this guy

01:45:39.960 On Twitter

01:45:40.260 Brute

01:45:40.640 And he talks about

01:45:41.660 How a meth head

01:45:42.540 Is almost identical

01:45:43.900 To an Elon Musk

01:45:45.520 CEO billionaire

01:45:46.360 A meth head

01:45:47.260 Has all this energy

01:45:48.300 That instead of

01:45:49.360 He's putting into

01:45:50.000 A fortune 500 company

01:45:51.080 He's just putting it

01:45:52.080 Into the pipe

01:45:52.580 You know

01:45:53.060 He's digging holes

01:45:53.760 In the backyard

01:45:54.260 Looking for China 0.99

01:45:55.020 As soon as you

01:45:56.160 Put that guy 0.88

01:45:57.020 In the right direction

01:45:57.940 And you can put him

01:45:58.820 To something

01:45:59.400 Where he could

01:45:59.880 Direct all that

01:46:00.740 Meth energy

01:46:01.440 To something that's

01:46:02.260 Positive

01:46:02.620 He's the same 0.98

01:46:04.540 Like those people

01:46:05.260 Are very similar

01:46:06.540 They're two sides 0.62

01:46:07.560 Of the same coin

01:46:08.280 They're more common

01:46:09.560 With the average person

01:46:10.400 That's what confuses me

01:46:12.760 Because I would

01:46:13.300 Agree with you

01:46:14.140 100%

01:46:14.740 I mean the majority

01:46:15.560 Of clinical practice

01:46:16.700 That I've done

01:46:17.260 Is like actually

01:46:18.080 Addiction psychiatry

01:46:19.320 And I would

01:46:20.340 Completely agree with you

01:46:21.480 That the majority

01:46:22.360 Of my patients

01:46:23.020 Who are addicted

01:46:23.660 To stuff

01:46:24.180 Have an immense

01:46:26.000 Amount of energy

01:46:27.000 Are incredibly resilient

01:46:28.320 Are often times

01:46:30.280 Highly intelligent

01:46:31.200 And helping them

01:46:33.180 Channel that

01:46:33.880 Into healthier things

01:46:34.980 Leads to excellent

01:46:36.120 Outcomes

01:46:36.660 I wouldn't disagree

01:46:38.180 With that at all

01:46:38.740 But why are

01:46:39.640 Generalizations like

01:46:40.560 That a bad thing

01:46:41.180 Because like

01:46:41.580 I don't think

01:46:42.760 There's anyone

01:46:43.100 That said

01:46:43.540 There's no

01:46:44.360 Exception for cancer

01:46:45.420 You know

01:46:46.160 Cancer is something

01:46:46.860 That you

01:46:47.220 It just happens

01:46:48.160 Right

01:46:48.380 There's neither

01:46:48.700 Oh cancer was actually

01:46:49.840 Really good for my lungs

01:46:51.480 You know

01:46:52.620 Hold on

01:46:53.340 Hold on

01:46:53.780 Hold on

01:46:54.100 So I have spoken

01:46:55.560 With a ton

01:46:56.940 Of patients

01:46:57.760 That I was very

01:46:58.720 Confused by

01:46:59.780 When they would

01:47:00.980 Say things like

01:47:01.700 Cancer was the best

01:47:02.600 Thing that ever

01:47:03.040 Happened to me

01:47:03.580 And I'd be like

01:47:05.400 Bro what are you

01:47:05.960 Talking about

01:47:06.400 Right

01:47:07.680 And then I would

01:47:08.400 Listen to them

01:47:09.240 And that's when

01:47:10.740 There are cases

01:47:11.380 Of cancer

01:47:11.980 Where like

01:47:12.640 Here I am

01:47:13.580 I'm 36

01:47:14.180 I'm not taking

01:47:14.940 Care of myself

01:47:15.600 I'm not taking

01:47:16.340 Care of my family

01:47:17.060 I'm like

01:47:17.460 Ah like

01:47:18.020 Whatever

01:47:18.300 Life is like

01:47:18.940 Whatever

01:47:19.200 I'm bitching

01:47:20.020 All the time

01:47:20.620 Like I'm not

01:47:21.160 Really doing

01:47:21.560 Anything with my

01:47:22.380 Life

01:47:22.580 And then

01:47:22.820 You tell someone

01:47:23.840 Hey you could

01:47:24.500 Have one year

01:47:24.980 To live

01:47:25.300 And they're like 1.00

01:47:26.100 Oh shit 0.99

01:47:26.820 Like I've got 1.00

01:47:28.780 One year to live

01:47:29.660 And like

01:47:30.000 I don't want to die

01:47:30.920 Like I hate my life

01:47:32.040 But I don't want to die

01:47:32.920 I want to live

01:47:33.760 And then six months

01:47:35.220 Later after

01:47:35.800 Chemotherapy

01:47:36.500 They have a

01:47:37.340 Surgical resection

01:47:38.260 They shrink the cancer

01:47:39.860 They remove it

01:47:40.480 From the body

01:47:40.920 And then they

01:47:41.280 Discover that

01:47:41.760 You're cancer free

01:47:42.700 And suddenly

01:47:43.560 Someone is like

01:47:44.180 Thank god

01:47:45.200 I was dead

01:47:47.360 At 35

01:47:48.080 And at 36

01:47:49.300 Post cancer

01:47:50.460 I'm starting

01:47:51.100 To live life

01:47:51.700 I've started to

01:47:52.980 Realize that

01:47:53.580 Life is precious

01:47:54.440 I am awake

01:47:55.920 For granted

01:47:56.300 Yeah

01:47:57.120 Was that

01:47:57.620 Walter White

01:47:58.120 I don't know

01:47:59.480 Oh god

01:48:00.120 I mean I

01:48:01.600 I don't know

01:48:02.540 Walter White

01:48:03.080 Well enough

01:48:03.540 To know his quotes

01:48:04.580 But I mean

01:48:08.000 So you know

01:48:08.900 It's humbling

01:48:09.340 And I think

01:48:10.140 Why is it bad

01:48:10.900 To make generalizations

01:48:11.680 Because I think

01:48:12.240 Human beings

01:48:12.680 Have different experiences

01:48:13.560 That's true

01:48:14.220 And what works

01:48:15.360 For one person

01:48:15.940 Doesn't work

01:48:16.400 For someone else

01:48:17.040 And that's also

01:48:18.640 Where I mean

01:48:19.020 I've met my

01:48:19.500 Fair share of people

01:48:20.440 Myself included

01:48:23.400 Who got way more

01:48:26.460 Out of spirituality

01:48:27.360 Than I did

01:48:28.480 Out of therapy

01:48:29.260 Like way more

01:48:32.400 So what transformed

01:48:34.820 My life was

01:48:35.640 Spirituality

01:48:36.340 Not a psychotherapist

01:48:37.800 You did DMT

01:48:39.280 In Peru?

01:48:40.860 No

01:48:41.100 I spent seven years

01:48:43.240 Studying to become

01:48:43.820 A monk in India

01:48:44.500 Oh okay

01:48:45.400 Okay

01:48:45.780 Yeah

01:48:46.940 Can you levitate?

01:48:49.020 No

01:48:49.380 Still working on that one

01:48:52.120 Then I went to med school

01:48:53.380 If I had stayed with it

01:48:54.360 Maybe I would be able to

01:48:55.340 At this point

01:48:55.720 Yeah so like I said

01:48:57.720 I think the main thing

01:48:58.840 In which I'm sort of hearing

01:49:00.200 Is not that you're wrong

01:49:01.560 I mean I think that

01:49:02.340 It's most

01:49:03.480 I want to even say

01:49:04.480 That most psychiatrists

01:49:05.340 Or psychotherapists

01:49:06.080 Would agree with a lot

01:49:06.880 Of what you're saying

01:49:07.460 That humor has

01:49:08.920 Therapeutic value

01:49:09.800 That prayer has

01:49:10.620 Therapeutic value

01:49:11.480 That just talking

01:49:13.260 About your emotions

01:49:14.040 I actually think

01:49:14.960 A lot of psychotherapists

01:49:16.680 Well it's not that

01:49:17.720 It's a waste of time

01:49:18.540 But I think many people

01:49:19.480 Myself included

01:49:20.220 I don't want people

01:49:21.140 To come to my office

01:49:21.940 And just talk about

01:49:22.680 Their emotions

01:49:23.100 That's not what

01:49:24.000 We're here for

01:49:24.680 We're here to do work

01:49:26.140 We're here to help

01:49:26.900 Someone get better

01:49:27.960 And we're here

01:49:28.900 To help someone go

01:49:30.360 Like my goal

01:49:31.920 With all of my patients

01:49:32.900 Is for them

01:49:33.440 To never come back

01:49:34.280 What's the longest

01:49:37.400 You've had a patient?

01:49:42.360 Five years

01:49:43.100 Seven years

01:49:44.380 Six years

01:49:45.380 Ask me what my

01:49:50.380 Average amount

01:49:51.460 Of time

01:49:51.900 To spend

01:49:52.240 With a patient

01:49:52.640 Is 0.88

01:49:52.880 What is it?

01:49:54.600 Because you're

01:49:54.960 Asking about the longest

01:49:55.820 Yeah

01:49:56.160 What's the average

01:49:56.760 Three months?

01:49:57.980 Six to twelve months

01:49:58.900 Okay

01:49:59.580 Probably around

01:50:01.720 Under a year

01:50:02.660 I would say

01:50:02.980 And that's once

01:50:03.480 A week of yapping?

01:50:05.100 Mm-hmm

01:50:05.980 Sometimes more

01:50:07.140 Than yapping

01:50:07.560 Sometimes jerking

01:50:09.160 Each other off

01:50:09.660 Huh? 1.00

01:50:10.160 There's your dick joke 1.00

01:50:11.960 Nice 1.00

01:50:19.020 I didn't expect that one

01:50:20.240 It came out of nowhere

01:50:21.960 Why?

01:50:25.280 Were you interested?

01:50:26.360 Is that

01:50:26.580 Because you seemed

01:50:27.620 It seems like

01:50:28.760 You got

01:50:29.300 You know

01:50:30.100 No

01:50:30.840 No

01:50:31.320 It was just

01:50:31.740 A surprise

01:50:32.560 You sure?

01:50:35.080 Yeah

01:50:35.420 Boom

01:50:38.160 How are you feeling now?

01:50:40.700 Uh

01:50:40.960 Uncomfortable

01:50:41.520 Right?

01:50:43.140 Yeah

01:50:43.460 Okay

01:50:45.860 I'll

01:50:46.680 I'll be

01:50:47.120 What

01:50:48.160 Would it help

01:50:48.600 If I apologize?

01:50:49.960 I don't need

01:50:50.320 No it's fine

01:50:50.840 If you're joking

01:50:51.380 Then it's okay

01:50:52.200 Yeah

01:50:53.140 And if I wasn't?

01:50:56.260 Um

01:50:56.600 No you

01:50:57.100 I told you 1.00

01:51:02.320 This shit is a liberal 1.00

01:51:03.080 Gay psyop 1.00

01:51:03.800 This is how people 0.99

01:51:04.460 Come transgender

01:51:05.020 They go 0.96

01:51:05.440 You're proving my point

01:51:06.920 Yeah

01:51:09.600 No I mean

01:51:10.140 I think it's hilarious

01:51:11.180 How

01:51:11.660 How

01:51:12.160 How a tiny little joke

01:51:13.840 Can make you so uncomfortable

01:51:15.000 Sorry

01:51:16.460 That was demeaning

01:51:17.300 I apologize

01:51:17.900 It was denigrating

01:51:19.980 Yeah

01:51:22.100 Um

01:51:23.840 Anyway

01:51:24.760 Shall we get back to it?

01:51:25.780 Yes

01:51:26.060 So

01:51:27.500 I would say that

01:51:28.800 So you asked how long

01:51:30.060 I've been doing it

01:51:30.580 So I would say

01:51:31.180 The longest patient

01:51:32.100 Is six years

01:51:32.640 But even in

01:51:33.680 In that case

01:51:34.380 The patient has done well

01:51:36.080 For extended periods of time

01:51:37.860 So they'll be like

01:51:39.040 Done with therapy

01:51:39.740 For about two years

01:51:40.640 And then something will happen

01:51:41.660 And they'll call

01:51:42.360 And then we'll kind of

01:51:43.040 Work through it

01:51:43.640 We'll work together

01:51:44.420 For about six months

01:51:45.280 And then we'll take a break

01:51:46.080 For eight months

01:51:46.680 And then something else happens

01:51:47.720 And that's usually

01:51:49.800 What that looks like

01:51:50.760 Three to seven

01:51:52.480 There are definitely

01:51:53.180 Some patients

01:51:54.040 Who need

01:51:54.900 Ongoing emotional support

01:51:56.720 Um

01:51:58.060 But those people

01:51:58.920 I think

01:51:59.300 Tend to

01:52:00.140 Have difficulties

01:52:02.160 With the basic

01:52:03.280 Day-to-day skills

01:52:04.360 That lead to wellness

01:52:05.980 So either they are

01:52:08.020 Um

01:52:08.760 They're in a situation

01:52:10.000 Where they can't exercise

01:52:11.180 They're cognitively

01:52:13.000 In a space

01:52:13.420 Where they really can't

01:52:14.220 Regulate their emotions

01:52:15.080 And they require

01:52:15.860 Someone else's like

01:52:16.840 Support

01:52:17.520 In an ongoing basis

01:52:18.580 I've absolutely worked

01:52:19.460 With people like that

01:52:20.240 But I don't think

01:52:22.220 That's the majority of people

01:52:23.160 The exception

01:52:24.500 Rather than the rule

01:52:25.320 What do people

01:52:28.240 Usually come by

01:52:29.420 Like what's the

01:52:30.660 What's the

01:52:31.600 What are normal people

01:52:32.500 Going through right now

01:52:33.240 What do you mean by that

01:52:35.220 What's the average person

01:52:37.300 Coming into the therapy

01:52:38.340 Like what are they

01:52:39.620 What are people dealing with

01:52:40.380 Are you

01:52:40.580 What do you

01:52:40.980 What patterns are you noticing

01:52:42.020 You're saying that streamers

01:52:43.360 Are ADHD rejects

01:52:45.780 Who are attention-seeking 0.88

01:52:46.720 Narcissists

01:52:47.360 What about

01:52:48.380 The average person

01:52:49.360 Why are they coming in

01:52:50.400 To pay for services

01:52:51.640 Are you talking about

01:52:53.300 The average person

01:52:54.140 In general

01:52:54.900 Yeah like

01:52:55.500 Like a nine 0.72

01:52:56.680 Yeah the average person

01:52:57.340 That sees you

01:52:57.820 Like what are you

01:52:58.480 What are you noticing

01:52:59.020 Yeah so people see me

01:52:59.960 For a different reason

01:53:00.740 So I think people see me

01:53:01.900 That are a little bit

01:53:03.120 Less enamored

01:53:03.900 With therapy and psychiatry

01:53:05.160 So given my background

01:53:06.680 Of like complementary

01:53:07.920 And alternative medicine

01:53:08.900 And the fact that I studied

01:53:10.580 To become a monk

01:53:11.580 Like people will come to me

01:53:12.660 Because they don't want

01:53:13.440 To be on medication

01:53:14.140 Because they want to

01:53:17.200 Optimize their performance

01:53:18.280 In some way

01:53:18.960 So and most people

01:53:21.060 Come to me because

01:53:21.860 They are interested in like

01:53:23.340 Understanding themselves better

01:53:24.840 And mastering themselves more

01:53:27.320 Okay

01:53:29.100 And sometimes they've got like

01:53:31.120 Oftentimes something will

01:53:32.380 Push them into my office

01:53:33.920 Like so for example

01:53:35.300 You know people are afraid

01:53:36.600 That like their anxiety

01:53:37.700 Is getting in the way of work

01:53:38.900 But most of the time

01:53:40.500 It's not

01:53:40.920 It's like

01:53:41.760 I want to be free of this

01:53:43.540 I want to be able

01:53:45.240 To enjoy life

01:53:46.160 I want to be able to

01:53:47.520 Do a good job at work

01:53:49.840 I'm tired of worrying

01:53:52.300 About stuff that I know

01:53:53.420 Is not important

01:53:54.140 And they want help with that

01:53:57.740 And I think that

01:53:58.720 Most people will figure it out

01:54:01.160 I think it's just

01:54:02.060 Having someone who knows

01:54:03.500 Is an expert in the material

01:54:05.920 It's way easier to learn

01:54:07.700 Right

01:54:07.960 I can figure out how to surf

01:54:09.400 If I spend enough time

01:54:10.380 In the ocean

01:54:10.840 But having someone who knows

01:54:12.560 How to surf teach me

01:54:13.580 I'll just learn way faster

01:54:14.680 Right

01:54:15.560 So I

01:54:17.220 And this is kind of where

01:54:18.320 You know

01:54:19.080 I have some questions for you

01:54:20.140 But

01:54:20.360 And I think that's really

01:54:22.840 What we do as therapists

01:54:23.980 Is help people

01:54:26.860 Focus up

01:54:27.700 Help people understand

01:54:30.100 How

01:54:30.460 Or this is what I try to do

01:54:31.560 I try to help people

01:54:32.520 Understand like

01:54:33.400 What a human

01:54:34.040 How a human works

01:54:35.400 So when I ask you

01:54:38.060 For example

01:54:38.500 What are the mechanisms

01:54:39.500 Of prayer

01:54:40.420 How does a prayer

01:54:41.840 How does prayer work

01:54:43.040 How does it work

01:54:43.820 How does it not work

01:54:44.620 What does therapy do not do

01:54:45.820 So like the questions

01:54:47.000 That I have for you

01:54:47.820 And if you want

01:54:48.760 An impression of

01:54:50.380 Fixing what I think

01:54:52.100 Is incomplete

01:54:52.700 About your understanding

01:54:53.600 We can start that

01:54:54.580 Okay

01:54:55.200 You have other questions

01:54:57.620 Or can I dive in

01:54:58.480 You can dive in

01:54:59.160 Wait before you dive in

01:55:00.100 Can I go pee

01:55:00.780 Yeah of course

01:55:01.920 Okay

01:55:02.160 I'm gonna go to bed

01:55:02.720 Yeah

01:55:03.940 Chair stream

01:55:06.080 I'm gonna go get some water

01:55:07.660 Okay

01:55:08.660 Okay

01:55:09.660 Okay

01:55:11.400 Let's go

01:55:37.760 all right i'm back i don't know who i'm talking to a bunch of schizo adhd people 0.69

01:56:07.760 okay

01:56:18.080 okay so let me ask you something what is an emotion as a feeling

01:56:26.720 okay what what is a what is a feeling why why do we have emotions as humans

01:56:32.600 um as a reaction to what we see and experience

01:56:38.500 okay what um what is the purpose of an emotion the purpose of an emotion i don't think there

01:56:48.680 is one i think they just happen okay so that sounds very

01:56:56.740 uh i'm trying to think about okay so i'm gonna try to convince you that that's incorrect

01:57:04.500 okay okay so first of all we can take the god angle like i don't think god is omniscient right

01:57:11.580 what does omniscient mean one all knowing okay so like god made us this way right yes god gave us

01:57:19.480 emotions yes so like god doesn't do nothing this is something for no reason he's not like hey i'm a 0.90

01:57:26.340 fuck with the human race and i'm gonna give you all emotions i'm gonna make this human 0.73

01:57:29.840 and in order for y'all to be whatever like i'm gonna just toss in emotions like so 0.99

01:57:35.080 we exist for a reason like everything within us every part of us exists for a reason so we have 0.95

01:57:40.760 eyes for a reason we have nose for a reason we have mouth for a reason we have dicks for a reason right 1.00

01:57:46.160 not liking the dick jokes anymore i can stop no you're doing good that wasn't really a joke you just 0.98

01:57:52.200 said it but okay um so so we have emotions for a reason so like in what i would say if someone asked 0.91

01:58:02.120 me the question what are emotions for i would say that emotions are a source of information and a

01:58:06.760 source of motivation so for example if i walk into a room and there's like tension in the air i'm going

01:58:15.660 to feel emotionally uncomfortable yes or if if i walk into a room and everyone was laughing and then

01:58:21.800 suddenly everyone goes silent what do you think is the emotion that you would feel when everyone's

01:58:28.280 laughing wait and then i say joke everyone goes silent no no so yeah everyone's joking and you walk 0.56

01:58:32.600 into the room and everyone looks at you and shuts the fuck up uh embarrassment right so like if you think 0.66

01:58:39.340 about that why would you feel embarrassed because you know they're talking about you how do you know 0.96

01:58:44.620 they're talking about because the whole energy shifts exactly and the energy shift by the way is

01:58:50.060 all neurologically mediated so your eyes notice the change in behavior your ears notice the change you

01:58:58.280 can sense things so you're getting sensory input that sensory input gets processed very very very quickly

01:59:05.060 but in a very very primitive way it's not like a logical thing that your mind runs through

01:59:10.240 your mind gets your brain gets all the sensory input and then it reacts with an emotion

01:59:15.500 yes and then if we think about emotions emotions prepare us they prepare the whole body to act in a

01:59:23.200 particular way okay so for example if i feel angry all kinds of stuff happens i'm more willing to fight

01:59:32.520 mentally agreed yes i have adrenaline pumping through my system which increases the blood flow to my

01:59:42.080 skeletal muscles decreases the blood flow to my visceral organs so i stop digesting things liver

01:59:48.400 doesn't need blood stomach doesn't need blood colon doesn't need blood we need blood flow to our arms our

01:59:56.160 legs our mind starts thinking in terms of black and white when we're angry so we stop seeing nuance

02:00:02.100 we stop being empathic and that way when we need to throw down we can throw down so anger helps us

02:00:08.100 throw down it makes us more motivated to throw down it makes us more likely to throw down okay so

02:00:13.320 and if i like if i walk up to you and i slap you across the face you will get angry and that anger

02:00:20.060 will is good right we don't you see that like it serves a purpose yes okay so emotions are sources of

02:00:29.360 information and sources of action now the next thing is that emotions are not always useful sometimes our

02:00:40.240 emotions can lead us in the wrong direction agree yes has that ever happened to you of course

02:00:47.280 can you do you feel comfortable sharing an example about that to where an emotion led me in the wrong 0.98

02:00:53.060 direction yeah um does horny count sure uh fucking focusing on women instead of what i'm supposed to do 0.93

02:01:03.700 happens like on stream all the time or uh fear i think supplementing using drugs to cope with fear 0.98

02:01:12.720 stuff like that in the past okay so so like yeah so i mean i think i think that's that's actually

02:01:22.880 i'm really i love those examples because i think they really speak to

02:01:30.280 so when we have emotions if so they can be useful but they can also like if we're not in control of

02:01:37.460 them if we don't really understand where they come from or why they come from a particular place

02:01:42.260 and we're not able to regulate them we get into trouble right right so then

02:01:48.780 are you by the way are you kind of fall or is this okay what we're doing i'm following i'm following

02:01:56.080 you're you're explaining the use of emotions yeah so so and then i think that like so this is where we

02:02:02.040 kind of come to emotions such as crying or or is a weakness and that's kind of where i'm going with

02:02:07.300 this is that i i think so in my opinion or expertise or call it whatever you want to like

02:02:12.940 you will be a more effective human being if you can understand and even to a certain degree control

02:02:20.540 if you have a better relationship with your emotions in the same way that we can train

02:02:24.720 our muscles or our breathing um we can also train our mind

02:02:30.600 right i agree right and so i think one of the key parts of that training is a better relationship

02:02:40.060 with our our emotions and specifically to understand so sometimes we will also have

02:02:45.120 inappropriate emotions so a good example of this is let's say that i get anxious asking for a raise

02:02:53.120 from my boss even though i've worked really hard i feel i deserve it but something has happened to me

02:03:01.580 over the course of the way that my brain formed where asking someone for a favor or something that

02:03:07.920 i believe i deserve results in anxiety so that's like a bad situation right yes and in this scenario

02:03:16.140 i imagine you would say go work out pray and gas yourself up in some way and then go demand what

02:03:25.180 you are owed go and be strong right i wouldn't say gas yourself up but yeah what would you say

02:03:32.660 um work on yourself like just just work on something work work for your future self gassing

02:03:39.400 yourself up i think is like inflating your ego i don't think you should play i think you should

02:03:43.140 earn it so work okay so so work and yeah so i i think like that's a fair perspective so i think a lot

02:03:52.140 of what so the another thing to understand is sometimes the way that our emotions get wired are based on

02:03:58.740 our experiences so for example like um you know let's say that like i don't know i mean this is kind of

02:04:06.760 a random ass example but uh let's say that one of my parents was a clown and one of my parents was 0.58

02:04:13.460 physically abusive and then what happens is since they were wearing their clown costume when they 0.96

02:04:18.600 were physically abusive when i was five years old i learned to fear clowns so my brain formed

02:04:27.120 associations which is what brains do that when i see big floppy shoes and a big red nose that means that 0.66

02:04:33.460 i'm in danger and so this is the way that our brain wires based on experiences does that make

02:04:38.220 sense you follow me yes okay so then what happens is like i'm 35 years old i'm at my kid's sixth

02:04:44.500 birthday party and someone invited a clown which i've been avoiding which means i start having anxiety

02:04:49.800 and panic because my brain has learned a long time ago when my neurons were still forming that

02:04:57.680 clowns mean danger clowns mean run away okay yes and so now i've got this problem where like

02:05:05.300 i need to rewire my brain i need to even though intellectually i understand that clowns are not

02:05:13.020 dangerous there is a part of my body in my brain that responds in a way that is separate from my

02:05:20.480 intellect it's primitive does that make sense yes so there are many ways to do that one of the most

02:05:29.460 effective ways to reprogram yourself is psychotherapy so psychotherapy is the process of understanding

02:05:39.480 so for example like i'll just give you like a an actual example so there's a kind of psychotherapy

02:05:45.280 called emdr i know yeah yeah i'm aware of where you your eye it's like hypnosis your eyes follow

02:05:50.960 and you're supposed to forget traumatic past like people i heard about emdr yeah yeah so it's not that

02:05:56.280 you forget traumatic past it's that normally when we think about a particular memory and i'm sure that

02:06:02.080 if we talked long enough we would i could ask you about particular memories and those memories would

02:06:08.220 trigger emotional reactions with you right yep okay and you could do the same with me we could talk

02:06:13.400 about whatever and we would have some emotions now the problem is that when people have something

02:06:17.540 like ptsd the size of their reaction is debilitating so like when i hear like if i'm a vietnam war vet or

02:06:25.980 something like that or an iraqi war vet and i hear a door slam my mind literally goes back to being in a

02:06:32.300 combat scenario i stop drop and roll i'm trying to duck under fire but like i'm at a bus stop dropping 0.76

02:06:38.300 my kid off so that that needs to that shit needs to be rewired and so the way that emdr works is we

02:06:44.900 actually have those people recall that stuff but the way that we move our eyes since our attention 0.95

02:06:51.860 is somewhere else you're supposed to look back and forth to forget things does it actually work

02:06:55.280 though yeah oh yeah well i'm gonna say yes but there is certainly a camp of people in the psychiatry

02:07:03.700 psychotherapy community that think that emdr the therapeutic benefit of emdr is way

02:07:10.440 has been overblown and it's not everything that everyone thinks it is

02:07:14.480 so that's kind of anyway so emdr is just a good example what we're trying to do is almost like

02:07:20.680 split your mind and prevent that emotional reaction so now we're going to talk about this

02:07:26.280 stuff but since you're concentrating over here you're not actually paying attention to the memory and

02:07:30.560 then you get desensitized to it it's there's a little it's a desensitization therapy right so

02:07:36.320 what we're trying to do is like stop a automatic reaction by retraining the brain actually and the

02:07:43.040 body is that even possible a hundred percent i mean you would desensitize you can desensitize

02:07:49.000 you have been desensitized but you're trying to like trick yourself into doing it is that is like

02:07:54.040 the eye movement actually doing it or is it the process of thinking about it and it's the process

02:08:00.080 of having your attention in one place so that all of your attention does not gravitate towards the

02:08:06.980 traumatic memory that's the mechanism in my opinion okay well i don't know if that kind of makes sense

02:08:13.040 but like let me put it to you this way let's say well what's an example so let's say that you're

02:08:20.220 about to have sex so in this moment

02:08:23.560 your full attention is on whatever the stimulus of sex is and so you're very involved in it you have

02:08:32.840 an emotional reaction you have a physical reaction but let's say that someone is is like trying to

02:08:38.160 seduce you but you're playing a video game so your attention is split so even though there's like this

02:08:43.640 naked person over here who's trying to seduce you your physiologic reaction your mental reaction is 0.99

02:08:50.320 not going to happen because your mind is over here and on the flip side one of the treatments for 0.98

02:08:55.220 premature ejaculation is to think about other stuff while you're having sex correct or i think porn has 0.76

02:09:02.960 actually fucked up a lot of people's minds they become kind of desensitized and have weird 0.94

02:09:06.060 expectations and thinking about different things what they should be doing or porn is the quickest way 0.94

02:09:11.580 that people become desensitized to sex and are out of the moment and uh yeah yes so i i think like

02:09:19.180 these are examples of like psychotherapy does that sound weak to you

02:09:23.420 uh yes how so because you couldn't deal with it yourself you need to pay to do it

02:09:32.640 so like like asking for help is a sign of weakness like even though everybody needs help sometimes it

02:09:43.720 is weakness so if i can't climb up a ladder i need somebody to hold it then i'm too weak to

02:09:47.180 climb up the ladder by myself same thing with okay psychotherapy okay so so needing help from anyone

02:09:53.440 makes you weak weak weak and whatever that is yeah okay yeah so so you value independence yes

02:10:04.900 and so like let's say that you're in a car accident and you need a surgeon's help

02:10:09.300 you're weak in that moment because you can't yes okay yeah literally your body's weak so you need it

02:10:17.680 you need help but yeah is that bad or is that acceptable i don't know about good or bad is the

02:10:26.340 best way to describe it but you know it's you're more optimized and you're a more complete person

02:10:32.780 more independent reliable if you're able to deal with it yourself

02:10:36.500 you're more competent competence means that you need the least amount of help do you have an

02:10:44.560 emotional reaction to being weak not all the time in certain in places where i think i should be

02:10:52.400 competent and i realize i'm not that makes me feel inadequate yeah yeah i don't like that but if it's

02:10:57.940 something i'm not good at and i do need to ask for some help or some information then you know i'm okay

02:11:03.640 to learning things but when it's when it's my area of expertise when it's something that i've trained

02:11:07.320 and worked at and i need help it's like it's like i'm like there's disappointment and there's

02:11:12.320 there's anger that i'm not better can i think for a second yes you can

02:11:19.360 okay so we talked about like ptsd for a second right yeah sort of this idea of an inappropriate

02:11:34.180 reaction yes on the same page that that happens yes okay how do you know that the disappointment

02:11:43.780 that you feel in yourself is appropriate so like let's take two scenarios one is you secretly have

02:11:51.300 ptsd and that all of the thoughts that you have are a equally inappropriate reaction how does someone

02:11:58.100 know the difference how does someone know the difference between an appropriate disappointment

02:12:03.820 and an inappropriate disappointment i mean if you're disappointed depends on why you're disappointed

02:12:10.240 if you're disappointed for selfish reasons then that's uh it's inappropriate if you're if you're

02:12:14.420 disappointed because you should have been and it's your you know it shows that you are trying to seek

02:12:20.340 out more competence and i think that's appropriate it's good motivation it's like it say you you missed like

02:12:26.920 okay i used to play soccer when i was a kid if i missed a penalty shot i've been working on the

02:12:30.560 penalty shot for a while i think it's appropriate that i'm disappointed that i didn't hit the game

02:12:34.720 winning goal and that motivation there that disappointment means i'm going to keep training

02:12:38.780 harder and then make sure the next time we're in the game that i hold my team in my back and get the

02:12:43.140 goal that's appropriate i'm disappointed okay

02:12:47.400 let me just think for a second

02:12:52.700 okay so in this case what what you do with disappointment is try harder practice get better

02:13:07.880 right so negative emotion isn't bad it drives you towards positive action yes i think negative emotion

02:13:13.540 push in the right direction um and same thing with adhd like a lack of focus i guess in you know in

02:13:20.000 school a lot of like where they attribute negative negativity or disorders if you channel that in the

02:13:26.040 right place it's it's extremely effective so being inadequate in something and feeling disappointed

02:13:32.080 feeling worthless that is good motivate that's good fuel to become better i think a lot of so i yeah

02:13:38.280 i i can see so so if i take that fuel and that if i take that disappointment and i go sit on some

02:13:44.620 someone's couch and i cry cry it out and i'm no longer disappointed then i don't end up improving

02:13:49.840 yes and that's how a lot of women and why i attribute therapy goers to like effeminate liberals because 1.00

02:13:56.660 when women are disappointed and sad they call up their friends and they say let's eat chocolate and

02:14:00.780 drink wine until we feel better right men will say hey get on this bench and get to 225 like

02:14:06.780 that's that's our way of getting through something you know if my friend is ever down about a girl or

02:14:12.940 down about something i'd like you know i'm not going to try to cope for it's just let's get back to it

02:14:17.760 the best solution is forward yeah so so i've got a couple of kind of questions about that one is

02:14:24.200 so like that's what works for you right yes and is it possible that different things work for different

02:14:33.800 people yes that's true my initial reaction was like and i was going to say well no there's run

02:14:40.640 one right way actually that that's true but there's a better way yeah it can work for most people but

02:14:45.880 i think god created men to be leaders and women to be uh the nurturers so i think god wants us to be

02:14:52.000 as confident as possible and we should be strong and there is there of course it worked for other

02:14:56.220 people but the most optimal way is to is to work through it um through through it's just to work

02:15:04.280 through it instead of talk about it and sit in it and yeah so so and when you say optimal like you're

02:15:09.580 basing that idea of optimal because that's how do you know that that's optimal because your primary

02:15:15.980 data set is you right yes and so you're basing optimal on your own experience correct but you know

02:15:25.940 also information talking to other people looking at history yeah yeah yeah okay but so now now i is

02:15:32.780 where i get confused i swear to god i'm not trying to convince you of shit okay i'm not trying to 0.86

02:15:36.680 i can tell i can tell no so but what i'm curious about is like if you've never really tried therapy 0.69

02:15:42.900 how do you know that it is inferior to the things that you're doing i told you i did try i i wouldn't

02:15:50.420 call that trying it okay well i guess um i would call that going to the ocean going to the beach

02:15:57.000 and saying i don't like swimming when you don't get in the water right you went into that room you 0.93

02:16:01.900 saw the big tits you activated a script and you started flexing you didn't actually do therapy well 0.56

02:16:07.040 you could just look at the history of of men and you could look at the history of world leaders and 0.93

02:16:11.260 people who have uh progress it's literally time is the most valuable currency that's the most valuable

02:16:17.800 thing money's not real um so you think about what are we spending that holds the most weight and it's

02:16:23.960 time because all of our time is limited we're all going to die one day and if our time is being spent

02:16:29.320 wasted talking about how to get better instead of getting better or improving that's wasted time

02:16:33.520 the most effective use of our time is forward is progress is creating something more is inspiring

02:16:38.200 more people is building something that is the most effective use how do you know what the right

02:16:42.320 direction is god tells me god wants us to create god wants us to be strong god wants us to be able

02:16:50.200 to provide it all the time spent that i am sitting in therapy crying is time that my competition is

02:16:56.980 getting better it's time spent where i am not working on what i'm supposed to be doing so i'm not quite

02:17:02.900 sure what you think about data and and we can talk about that if you're not into like data or science

02:17:09.420 but like so so here's kind of my experience and i'm you know just sharing it i'm not trying to convince

02:17:12.920 you here right um well actually let me close off one point about what therapy is so in the case of

02:17:18.240 something like emdr or ptsd it's like it's literally trying to rewire ourselves so cognitive behavioral

02:17:24.460 therapy is a really good example of this that a lot of times our behaviors so i noticed that you're

02:17:29.600 smoking something and you're drinking red bull right so our behaviors are tied to

02:17:35.080 certain internal impulses and that the better we understand the relationship between our thoughts

02:17:41.700 our emotions and our behaviors the better control we will have over the whole system so cognitive

02:17:47.180 behavioral therapy has been designed to teach people to better control usually their behaviors

02:17:51.560 but oftentimes their thoughts and their emotions as well so we can create the instrument that we want

02:17:56.440 and emotional competence is a big part of this and a big part of emotional competence is familiarity with

02:18:06.320 your emotions getting in and like playing with the play-doh of your emotions and frequently in that

02:18:12.480 kind of way there it involves things like tears right so if i if i have some something that i'm super

02:18:19.440 sad about and super hurt about and i shove it down or i drink or whatever and i don't do engage in

02:18:26.040 healthy behaviors one way to sort of fix that is to actually like cry let that stuff up and out and

02:18:33.520 kind of exercise it from the body and the the value i think is sort of this i mean maybe not the same

02:18:39.800 because it sounds like you think prayer is superior but you've used you even said that you know

02:18:44.000 people will go through some level of i would call it catharsis where they're at mecca all these tears 0.98

02:18:49.580 are flowing they feel connected they feel like and you were kind of like letting that shit out right 0.55

02:18:55.460 and so i think the mechanism in therapy is very similar in some ways i think the big difference is 0.51

02:19:00.440 there's different aspects about the psychology and neuroscience of things like surrender and

02:19:05.640 spirituality okay um but i think that you have a human who's sort of showing you through it

02:19:10.300 yes that's one thing the other two things are you going to respond to that or i've got two other

02:19:17.920 things i wanted to share i just want to quickly say like i think a lot of crying could be self-pity

02:19:22.800 and self-loathing and serving the self like feeling bad about yourself and blaming like i when a lot of

02:19:28.300 people cry they do it because they're like why me why this i don't deserve this it's it's it's uh

02:19:33.880 it's a very selfish act so one of the most consistent things that i do for my patients

02:19:40.720 is stop that cycle i completely agree i think that we see an overwhelming amount of what i would call

02:19:51.080 emotional masturbation that is guised as like like support progress yes yes i i i mean there are places

02:20:01.400 that people will go and essentially emotionally vomit over and over and over again but over time 0.68

02:20:05.840 it doesn't get better so the whole point of like processing emotions is to be done with them

02:20:11.180 not to repeat that cycle over and over again and i've had my fair share of people who are way too

02:20:17.700 indulgent with self-pity but i would argue that that's the same problem in a different way but is

02:20:23.660 the same problem as all the others that i've said including things like ptsd which is that

02:20:27.200 their inappropriate emotional reaction or the emotions that they've lost control of

02:20:32.560 are self-pity so i one time had a patient who like this was early on before i became a really

02:20:39.240 competent therapist and would come in and after they would complain about being depressed and six 0.92

02:20:43.820 months later like they came in they had the same fucking complaints and i was like are you getting 0.99

02:20:48.800 better by coming here and he's like no and i was like what are we doing he's like i don't know i 0.97

02:20:54.660 thought this is what we're supposed to do isn't therapy like coming here and i just tell you about

02:20:57.720 what's like wrong with my day and then we just like i just tell you everything that's wrong in

02:21:01.160 my life and i'm like is that actually helping that's my problem he's like no that's it no it's

02:21:06.320 not and then i was like well then what the fuck are we going to do about it right and then like 0.73

02:21:11.260 and then we started then the real therapy started but i'm i'm with anyway so so i i think that

02:21:19.340 there's value to therapy that i i would say that your your understanding of this is incomplete

02:21:25.500 right and if i was trying to convince you it's simply that you haven't tried it

02:21:29.640 i don't i don't disagree with some of the judgments that you make but i would still say

02:21:34.700 that those are judgments that you're making like listening to a tiny slice of the population like

02:21:38.980 people who are transgender who go to therapy account for less than i'm pretty sure about that 1.00

02:21:43.940 i don't know this i'm around the statistics right at hand but i'd guess that they're less than

02:21:47.460 one percent of patients 99 of people who go to therapy at definitely 95 if not more realistically

02:21:53.840 i think gender dysphoria and stuff it probably counts for about one percent as my my gut maybe

02:21:59.160 two percent or three percent but the vast majority of people don't go for stuff like that um the last

02:22:07.280 thing that i want to say is that in in my experience as a therapist achievement becomes way easier once

02:22:13.520 people have gone through therapy so i work with a lot of people who are executives

02:22:17.140 people who are not the demographic that you're describing so people who are at the top end of

02:22:22.920 net worth like billionaires and these are people who are have built gigantic companies from the ground 0.56

02:22:28.740 up and their experience in therapy is that it helps to take care of this emotional shit it's just about 0.60

02:22:34.700 learning about this dimension of like self-understanding and frequently i'll teach them meditate and all that

02:22:40.500 kind of stuff too um but whether it's like startups or streamers or just ordinary kids who are 24 years

02:22:48.660 old and haven't done shit with their life um whatever the case is in my experience that people usually get

02:22:57.000 a lot better they learn about themselves they learn about things like their emotions and their thoughts 0.79

02:23:01.360 their desires their impulses and they get better at controlling all of that and then they get better at life

02:23:08.100 okay

02:23:12.800 but wouldn't you want do you have a son no you saying that all now i i would i would prefer that my son

02:23:26.920 never even have to get to that position he'd be strong enough to avoid that all that's my point is

02:23:32.000 is that is that it can help people but you need people you need men that don't need it at all

02:23:39.340 so this is the this is the other thing that i think is incomplete you're using the word need

02:23:44.020 i would say that at least 50 percent of my patients don't need therapy

02:23:49.960 so why do they go for optimization to master themselves okay okay to learn more about themselves

02:23:59.380 from an expert who spent seven years studying to become a monk and meditating in the himalayas

02:24:04.500 and then eight years become a medical becoming a medical doctor psychiatrist neuroscience researcher

02:24:10.480 an expert in the mind and the body

02:24:13.280 and you go and you learn from that person about how you work when you have the impulse that you

02:24:22.080 want to do anything whether it be scratch something scratch an itch piss smoke make a joke 0.51

02:24:30.120 right isn't it funny like you're kind of agreeing with me you're saying that because you're you're a monk

02:24:37.300 and because you've connected with something spiritually they're looking for some sort of guidance from you

02:24:41.560 isn't the ultimate form of that guidance just talking to god if i pray that's like quicker

02:24:47.560 what it's it's almost the same thing but just i see prayer as a better vessel for that

02:24:53.680 it's it's similar so i i so i i i mean i think i've said this several times and i'll say it again

02:25:00.580 i'm not disagreeing with most of what you say sneko i've never said that prayer is not good or is not

02:25:07.120 incredibly effective my issue is one of probability and population so i would i'll be the first to come

02:25:16.080 i mean i even said in my own experience spirituality has helped me way more than psychotherapy

02:25:21.960 but people are different and there are some people who come to me who spirituality benefits a lot

02:25:29.180 and there are other people that we can we sort of alluded to this at the beginning we can get into

02:25:33.480 more if you want but there's some people for whom faith is hard there's some people for whom they

02:25:38.140 don't hear god's voice and it is a very dangerous assumption because this is an unfalsifiable hypothesis

02:25:44.500 right so if i say you're not trying hard enough that's why you don't hear god's voice you can never

02:25:50.200 disprove that so let's say that there's one human being on the planet who it's impossible to hear

02:25:55.600 god's voice we would never be able to detect that right they could be trying 100 they could be doing

02:26:01.320 everything right but it's possible that this person will never hear it i disagree i think it's possible

02:26:06.520 for everyone but i see what you're saying right but i mean you're allowed to think that but you don't

02:26:12.660 know that you can have faith in that sure so i also for the record agree with you which is

02:26:21.860 you know i agree with you that i think everyone can hear god's voice but i can also say that just

02:26:26.780 because i believe that doesn't make it true in fact what we know about truth is to a certain degree

02:26:31.800 internal but we also know that there's plenty of data that for example you know religiosity is

02:26:38.940 protective in some ways but we also know that like

02:26:42.320 people actually do know that let me think about that we also know that let's talk about men for

02:26:51.280 example that like men still kill themselves at an alarming rate and we don't have great evidence

02:26:58.920 that exercise is sufficient to protect against suicidality but don't you see isn't there a

02:27:05.200 correlation between the amount of people how much we are talking about mental health and the

02:27:08.820 the rise in suicide in men more people are going to therapy than ever mental health is being talked

02:27:13.760 about more than ever and also the suicide rate has never been higher so what does a correlation mean

02:27:19.820 to you a correlation means that maybe a correlation is when two things um

02:27:26.640 two things are consistent with each other yeah so the question is are are we talking more about mental

02:27:36.000 health because people are more suicidal than ever or are people more suicidal than ever because we're

02:27:43.000 talking too much about mental health i think both things could be true yeah so that's what a

02:27:47.740 correlation is right there isn't a clear causation now the interesting thing about suicidality is that

02:27:51.940 the suicide rate is higher than it's ever been but not by much the really shocking thing and this is

02:27:57.020 what's really interesting is that suicidality especially in men has been relatively constant

02:28:01.360 it's going up a little bit but it is not actually correlated with the rise in mental illness

02:28:09.280 there's even one study that i was looking at recently that suggested that 50 of men who kill

02:28:15.740 themselves have no evidence or history of mental illness which for the record i i kind of buy

02:28:21.620 so i think a lot of suicide a lot of men that kill themselves and this is also like as a

02:28:27.040 professional there's a difference between someone coming into my office and who's suicidal because

02:28:32.200 their mind is not functioning correctly this is mental illness it is a pathology their their 0.97

02:28:38.540 thoughts are warped okay does that make sense that's what we mean by illness it's not functioning

02:28:44.200 properly but i'd say that half the men that come into my office the reason they're suicidal is not

02:28:48.420 because their mind is misfunctioning it's because it's functioning very well and they played the

02:28:53.320 tape through to the end and their genuine assessment of their circumstances makes it so that staying

02:28:59.580 alive is not as good of an option as just ending it that's what really scares me the most is i think

02:29:08.300 a lot of men kill themselves who are not mentally ill they're just life doesn't offer them anything

02:29:14.880 life doesn't offer them anything um because they're not they're not working towards something

02:29:23.580 that's the best way to avoid depression is to be occupied with what you're doing so much you

02:29:30.760 don't have time to think about it a lot of this mental health crisis is due to the fact that people

02:29:34.880 are inactive they're lethargic they're lazy and they're they're living internally instead of externally

02:29:42.120 yeah so so once again i think this is like where i think i disagree with some agree with some so i

02:29:49.680 completely agree with you that a contributor to the mental health crisis and now we're getting into

02:29:53.560 the polemic because we're talking about agree and disagree but um is because of inactivity completely

02:29:57.900 agree but i think the first part of what you said is spoken like in terms of people can work you know

02:30:03.860 work out and conquer depression i think there's a subgroup of people that can but that really is a

02:30:08.860 statement made by someone who i don't think has been clinically depressed because if you really

02:30:13.120 look and you talk to these people i would argue that someone who's clinically depressed actually

02:30:17.320 works way harder and puts forth a lot more effort than someone who is not depressed the difference is

02:30:24.360 they just get very little out of it so like think about the hardest thing that you've had to do

02:30:31.240 and what would your life be like if getting out of bed was that hard

02:30:35.480 so the scale of difficulty of people who are like clinically depressed is that everything is like

02:30:43.340 very difficult everything's the rate loss i think it's just a belief like saying that it's if you

02:30:50.660 believe that it's very difficult to get up then it's going to be very difficult but if you don't even

02:30:54.340 have that as a possibility in your mind then that's not going to be a problem if you believe like

02:30:58.820 i'm clinically depressed i have a difficult time waking up guess what's gonna happen so nico that's

02:31:05.960 not how it works so people don't think i'm clinically depressed people resist it for a long time i would

02:31:12.500 even say probably 50 of people who are clinically depressed don't even realize they're depressed

02:31:17.620 they just think life is really really hard they're not even aware there's a huge underdiagnosis problem

02:31:23.180 so that it's just life becomes cripplingly difficult do you give these people meds

02:31:29.320 you give them ssri's because sometimes sometimes so i would say that my personal prescribing pattern

02:31:37.780 is 25 of my patients are on medication if i prescribe medication it depends on the patient

02:31:43.380 if i'm if i prescribe medication i would say that 70 to 80 of people that i prescribe medication

02:31:49.720 for will be off of medication within 12 to 18 months

02:31:53.880 so i think medicine is a tool just like anything else i don't think that antidepressant or anti-anxiety

02:32:00.840 medication fix anything but they make your life easier as long as you take the pill easier in some ways

02:32:06.580 more difficult than others and i don't think that that's why i think it goes back to belief because

02:32:10.820 you have to accept that life is always going to be difficult it's not supposed to be easy

02:32:15.600 it's going to be hard who's who said that hold on a second i don't agree with that you're saying

02:32:21.220 that giving the medication makes their lives easier no i don't say medication but i'm saying

02:32:26.260 that i don't agree with you that life is supposed to be hard i think life is supposed to be easy

02:32:29.360 really yeah my life is easy is your life hard there's yeah i would say my life is difficult yeah

02:32:36.580 i mean no compared compared to a lot of people now i live in the first world

02:32:40.160 make a lot of money forget about comparison is your experience of life that it's harder yeah there's

02:32:45.400 difficult things that i go through every single day every day aren't you tired of that

02:32:50.120 but no i i enjoy conquering i enjoy difficult situations i enjoy solving the puzzle that's

02:32:59.560 what makes life worth it is for the is the is the everyday struggle if you don't if you can't

02:33:04.300 accept that then you're going to become depressed if you think that it's i think if people believe

02:33:07.540 that it's supposed to be easy that's when they fall into depression if you can't accept the fact

02:33:11.220 that you need to work then you're gonna yeah of course you're gonna cry so let me let

02:33:15.380 me ask you a different question would you say that you suffer on a daily basis suffer no i

02:33:23.580 wouldn't say suffer because i've seen suffering yeah so i mean i think my life is pretty easy i

02:33:28.520 think there's a language issue here like a semantic issue but i think that and it sounds to me like

02:33:33.180 you rather enjoy the difficulty of life that's a better way to to deal with it for example like

02:33:38.620 i my dad's from haiti and from a very young age i always saw some of the worst poverty the world

02:33:45.220 has ever seen haiti's one of the poorest countries in the world and they don't go to therapy there 1.00

02:33:48.560 they don't get the suicide rate is very low the suicide rate is higher in first world countries

02:33:52.760 where people get to talk about their feelings more and when people get to think about what they think

02:33:57.760 and how they feel and how it should be better but the suicide rate is lower even though there's

02:34:01.500 more poverty and it's because they don't even that idea that life is supposed to be easy doesn't

02:34:08.340 exist they've all accepted that it's difficult and they find enjoyment anyway so there's a couple of

02:34:14.360 things so that that's i i sneaker it's really interesting to talk to you because i i don't think

02:34:18.380 you're wrong once again i think it's incomplete so there are a couple things to consider one is how

02:34:23.220 is suicide rate and haiti measured no i don't know i don't know right so i know that's not a thing

02:34:30.300 i know that like the average there's there's no like therapy system there's not this in haiti

02:34:35.180 yeah so if you don't have a uh how so when someone dies

02:34:40.100 anyway so a couple something a couple things to understand one is in developing countries like haiti

02:34:46.100 um one thing you've got to be super careful about is that suicides are not cataloged to suicides

02:34:52.620 because they don't have an infrastructure to detect suicide it's anecdotal evidence i'm saying like

02:34:58.160 i know people have talked to people and i i i would vouch for the fact that haitians if there's any

02:35:02.080 well they would probably say the same thing they don't know anybody who's like that's not really

02:35:05.960 real there they don't talk about that it doesn't which is yeah but everybody in the first world

02:35:11.100 everybody in america everybody in the west knows somebody who's killed themselves or threatens to

02:35:14.160 kill themselves so people will cut the wrist and you're not you're not wrong that so i think there's 0.59

02:35:19.820 a caveat there it's not quite as black and white but i i would also agree that and i think we sort of

02:35:24.680 have evidence for this that the better society becomes the worse our mental health becomes so

02:35:32.700 the more that we become the more that our physical needs get met the worse our mind will become

02:35:39.500 strong men make easy times uh hard times make strong men blah blah blah yeah so i think it's strong

02:35:46.260 men make easy times easy times make weak men weak men make hard times and we are in the easy times

02:35:52.560 have made weak men period yeah so i i don't don't quite agree with that because i think that there's

02:35:58.560 also like a level of evolution where the the the difficulties that we face have changed right so the

02:36:05.180 way that i see that is like we had to fight for survival and now we have to fight for contentment

02:36:10.340 it's just the the the enemy we're facing is different so we used to die from things like

02:36:17.240 infections but like thank god for antibiotics and now the the crisis that we're dealing with

02:36:22.760 because we've sort of fixed everything else so it's really interesting because if you really look

02:36:27.360 at it every dimension of medicine has gotten better over the last 50 years except for mental health

02:36:33.500 mental health is the only one place where we're losing the war and it's because we have so much time

02:36:39.120 to think about it we've never had more time to focus on it yeah so i i think that we have more

02:36:45.100 idle minds than we've ever had we interestingly enough if you look at our our society we have the

02:36:50.280 least time to process that we've ever had in in the history of humanity how is that so because if

02:36:57.640 you think about the way that people used to live like we used to be like let's say hunter gatherers

02:37:01.280 or farmers so we had a lot of rote activity with mental time that was free so our minds were free

02:37:07.760 most of the time now our minds are occupied most of the time so for example like let's say we went

02:37:12.960 out and hunted right and i shoot an arrow and i miss the deer and then you shoot an arrow and you hit

02:37:18.680 the deer and then i feel bad about it because man sneko's such a better he's so chad and i'm so beta 0.96

02:37:23.720 or whatever the fuck and then what happens is we carry this deer for two hours back and then i have 0.94

02:37:28.360 plenty of time to process on that two hours like my feeling of inferiority and so if you look at like 0.99

02:37:33.840 hunter gatherers and stuff like they've just got a lot of time to mentally work through

02:37:37.740 whatever goes on now what's going on is we're so our minds are so distracted usually by technology 0.95

02:37:42.940 that we have no time left for processing and now we have studies that show if you fucking go for a 0.92

02:37:48.300 walk where there are trees it's like good for your mental health like we know that is it some of it 0.73

02:37:53.420 vitamin d sure but some of it is just processing time we don't have any time to process this is why

02:37:57.800 a lot of people like what happens is they're so technologically occupied and then when they go to

02:38:02.360 sleep at night the thoughts come flooding back all of the things that they've they built up

02:38:08.600 everything that they've suppressed everything that they've shoved down comes flooding back and then

02:38:13.240 they can't sleep then they've got insomnia and then they'll use a cbd whatever or like drink or 0.91

02:38:21.080 you know whatever or they'll wait till they're so fucking fatigued that they absolutely pass out 0.96

02:38:26.360 because they can't go to bed 0.98

02:38:28.200 we agree on on it seems like we agree

02:38:38.260 yeah it's also that weird polemic that we're slipping into where it's like do we agree or

02:38:45.420 disagree i don't know how we keep on getting here but i think it's something about something

02:38:50.460 about the way that you speak triggers that in me yeah uh i guess it's a pretty like aggressive way

02:38:57.900 of speaking yeah but i i don't think you're aggressive there's something subtle about it i'm

02:39:03.020 still trying to figure it out what were you gonna say earlier remember you're gonna uncover

02:39:06.740 something like an hour ago and you laughed and said i'll tell you later what was that oh yeah yeah

02:39:11.660 yeah um oh yeah yeah so but i mean so you actually got there pretty quick this is this whole

02:39:16.440 thing about like so i don't know if this kind of makes sense to you but being noticed is very

02:39:19.520 important for you that's why you like it you like being seen you love being seen

02:39:24.480 right and you i mean you kind of you kind of jumped right into it because you said like yeah i felt

02:39:30.320 invisible like and and so this is where what i would encourage you to really think about is if

02:39:34.960 you pay attention to yourself you'll find i think god will help with this by the way so i i totally see

02:39:39.440 why um i i totally see i i think it fits with my understanding of you why religion is so potent for you

02:39:48.700 uh but i i think you know i think you really like to be noticed and i i think you actually like to

02:39:56.320 play games with people and it makes you very happy when you're when they're able to see through it

02:40:00.680 and then i would also venture that

02:40:03.920 you don't like it when they see some things that you're not proud of and the beautiful thing about god

02:40:11.620 is that it's okay for god to see those things right because there's no ego with god but with other

02:40:17.300 human beings there's ego yes to which i would say this is a i my perspective okay i'm not saying i'm

02:40:24.560 right here i feel like i'm right about a lot of things around psychotherapy and whatnot but this is

02:40:28.880 my opinion i believe it a lot but so here's the thing so you're saying that the joy comes from god

02:40:36.660 right and god is special because with god you're egoless and with with without your ego you can

02:40:43.080 surrender to god and then it feels amazing right yes so one thing i would encourage you to think

02:40:50.520 about is what is responsible for all of that goodness is it is the key thing the surrender of

02:40:56.460 ego or is it god it's god

02:41:00.920 so the cool thing so i i would disagree i think god is really good at getting you to surrender your ego

02:41:08.440 but i would say that surrendering your ego is going to have the effect god is just a really good 0.53

02:41:13.800 way to do that and if you can surrender your ego even with another human being it's fucking liberating 0.54

02:41:19.500 man it feels amazing right and that's it's it's almost impossible to to do that no it isn't

02:41:28.440 that's that's why people like therapy because they go that and they go there and it's a place where

02:41:38.080 they can surrender their ego and they have someone who helps them see that i'm trying to convince you

02:41:42.140 to go to therapy but i i think that almost impossible is like it's like kind of saying

02:41:45.760 like it's almost impossible to fly well yeah if you don't know how to build a plane i agree but there's

02:41:51.660 a there there are literally techniques and even even if you look at islam and mecca and things like

02:41:56.080 that and you know all these rituals they come up with are all physiologically and psychologically

02:42:02.220 priming you for surrender to clean yourself to wear white they've figured this stuff out man that

02:42:08.120 ain't random someone sat down and realized okay when i wash myself before i go into a temple

02:42:14.060 my capacity for surrender increases it becomes easier to surrender right and so the interesting

02:42:22.160 thing is in my experience it's the surrender itself that leads to the awesomeness and god is just very

02:42:28.860 easy to surrender to because there's not an ego on the other side of the table

02:42:33.180 right it's hard to it's hard to surrender when there's an ego on the other side harder completely

02:42:43.300 agree and the challenge is that not everyone can feel god the way that you can

02:42:48.020 everyone everyone everyone can i know you're saying that there's too many generalizations but

02:42:54.840 everyone can and it's it's where i also disagree is just saying that it's it's all has to do with

02:43:00.420 faith i think there's a lot of logic that comes around god it's not just it's not just faith it's it's

02:43:08.660 also scientific yeah i think that there's a lot of logic when it comes to god too

02:43:13.480 i think it's just faith i think faith seems to be for especially for the the abrahamic religions

02:43:20.620 faith seems to be the central piece of it that's my understanding as an outsider

02:43:25.100 i would say that faith is more it appears to be more important than logic i don't know if you

02:43:31.360 you're the one who's islamic so you tell me or muslim right but i wouldn't be able to 1.00

02:43:36.940 well this is my personal experience i wouldn't be able to find faith without first logically coming

02:43:42.560 to the fact that god created everything first i have to i had to understand that there has to

02:43:49.620 be one intelligent designer that we can't exist without god that we're all the concept of tohi of

02:43:56.420 oneness that there's one creator and we're all he created the universe so arriving there logically then

02:44:02.840 helped me find faith yeah so i i think that that's oftentimes many people's experience is that

02:44:08.600 they have some kind of intellectual um i don't know what the word i'm looking for is like an

02:44:18.300 intellectual comfort sounds too small like an intellectual realization and then that sort of

02:44:25.220 forms faith yeah okay i'll be there soon you gotta go uh soon i think we're i usually talk to people

02:44:35.200 for between an hour and two and and so we're we're coming up on two hours do you have other thoughts

02:44:40.920 or questions no i think this is a good discussion i thank god this is i think this is an interesting

02:44:47.700 conversation um did i satisfy your your you had asked a question about what what i understood about

02:44:56.300 that it being invisible and being noticed and stuff that did that did i answer that i know i was

02:45:01.480 being playful about it earlier but i don't want to leave you hanging there i think it's less about

02:45:05.920 being noticed but also it's an innate desire to i want to inspire and i like connecting with people

02:45:11.900 it's not really like a look at me look at me thing it's more that i want to be sure that i have a

02:45:17.180 positive impact on the world that there's something that where does that come from

02:45:21.860 i don't know i think that that's a i think it's a universal i think it's the masculine imperative

02:45:33.500 so this is what's so interesting to me is why do you why are you so quick and it's not an accusation

02:45:40.240 i'm really curious like why are you so quick to say your experience is universal because i don't think

02:45:45.600 that i'm that i don't think i'm different from most people i think a lot of people are i think

02:45:51.860 men are all the same and women are all the same to an extent like we all have the same sort of wants

02:45:57.060 and needs we're all i think deep down we're way more similar than people give us credit for

02:46:03.680 okay i think a lot of people like to feel as if they're unique i think that's why people go to

02:46:10.680 therapy to think that their individual experience is special and i think we need to remove that idea

02:46:16.300 that we're all special because we're not you know we're we're all god's creation and we're not that

02:46:22.960 different you know there's nothing that really separates me from anybody from from you or anybody

02:46:28.660 watching this right now i don't think that i i don't think we're that different and i think the

02:46:33.000 best thing we can do with our time is to is to create inspire

02:46:35.860 i think i figured out why this becomes polemic so quickly so you do speak in very declarative

02:46:43.980 statements that seem they don't offer a whole lot of wiggle room so i think it invites other people

02:46:55.840 to disagree with you because you you don't have a statement that's like 95 in one direction everything

02:47:01.340 is 100 percent that's true so so and i i think unless someone agrees with you 100 it naturally

02:47:07.880 invites the discrepancy right so if i say like all people are x it's very easy for people to come

02:47:17.340 back and say no they aren't but if i say some people are x it doesn't invite it's it's less inviting

02:47:26.300 for disagreement but it's okay i mean it's really interesting i mean what i would encourage for you

02:47:32.520 if that's okay can i offer you some sure things to think about sure um the first is do you like

02:47:40.020 i know you talk to a lot of people and you seem actually quite open-minded to me is that fair yeah i

02:47:46.840 agree um but what i'm kind of curious about is you don't the way that you talk so i'm a little bit

02:47:57.520 confused because on the one hand you seem quite open-minded so even it not debating but you know

02:48:02.560 at the very beginning you're like therapy doesn't work for anyone and then like later on you're able

02:48:05.360 to see okay i can understand how it could be useful for some people but i still think prayer is more

02:48:10.260 effective which is completely fair right but that there's you're not actually very rigid with your

02:48:14.420 thinking either a lot of declarative statements a lot of i would say inflammatory statements

02:48:18.660 a lot of like lack of like uh empathy which i think upsets a lot of people right because you

02:48:27.760 don't really you're what you believe is like universally true is what i am really getting a

02:48:33.500 lot of from you so what i'm kind of curious about is you seem open-minded but

02:48:37.420 do you like listen to other people i do quite a bit i think i listen to people more than most

02:48:46.580 uh and yeah go ahead no i mean i had an interview series in new york called the one minute podcast

02:48:53.900 where i just would uh set up a table in the subway station and talk to people and just look at them

02:48:58.460 and listen i think i've talked and listened to more people than 99.9 percent of people obviously you

02:49:04.420 probably have done it extensively but compared to how long i've been doing interviews and speaking

02:49:09.700 to people doing the one minute podcast i think that i have a sample rate of speaking to people

02:49:14.740 that's more than most by far yeah so so what i'm curious about is when someone shares something that

02:49:21.020 is contrary to your world view what does your mind do with it

02:49:24.580 probably um immediately fight against it

02:49:31.300 okay or no not not even just that but also

02:49:35.780 no i i allow myself to to see if it's true i think about it i think about it yeah so that that's

02:49:45.700 also what's kind of confusing for me is like i i think i can see you thinking about it and and part of

02:49:51.860 the reason that i was uh interested in speaking with you is because i've seen a little bit of

02:49:56.820 your stuff and you actually seem to think about stuff like i don't get the sense that i mean i think

02:50:01.140 you're quite inflammatory but i don't think you're you're quite as rigid as is you don't seem very rigid

02:50:06.340 i mean you actually think about stuff but what i would really encourage you to do um is when someone

02:50:13.540 says something that you think about don't just critically analyze it try your hardest to

02:50:23.860 understand how that could be true for this person

02:50:28.980 that's another idea that i just disagree with philosophically i don't think that there's

02:50:34.820 your truth or my truth as much as people like to give it i think that there is one universal truth

02:50:41.460 and that's what i that's what i've always been trying to get to is what is the truth

02:50:45.460 because everybody has this belief that there is my truth my truth and i think that's where people

02:50:50.020 lead astray i no hold on hold on hold on i don't think that i'm not talking about my truth or your

02:50:55.300 truth i know it sounds weird because that's what i'm sort of asking you to do but i i'd actually say

02:50:59.060 that i know it's kind of bizarre but to get to the one truth i think this is a really good way to do it

02:51:03.940 okay so it's not your their truth or your truth it you don't know that your truth is closer to the

02:51:10.100 truth than their truth so if you really want to understand what the truth is you have to try to

02:51:17.620 approach it from all the different angles it's like looking at you know have you heard this this

02:51:22.100 tale of the the blind men and the elephant no so like four blind people touch different parts of

02:51:28.500 the elephant and they make conclusions about what it is so one person is like this is a cat because

02:51:34.580 they touch its tail one person is like touches the trunk and i don't know what this fire hose i

02:51:39.380 don't know one person touches the foot and it's like this is a tree one purchase a person touches

02:51:44.100 an ear and it's like this is a leaf so one of the really interesting things is that and i i think

02:51:50.020 you're quite insightful and you're you're quite a critical thinker and it seems like you've accessed

02:51:55.780 some dimension of spiritual knowledge which is also quite potent so i'm not trying to downplay

02:52:00.980 anything that you've learned and at the same time knowing people as well as i know them and maybe i

02:52:07.300 don't know you um i i think you will gain a lot if you really try to understand and set aside your

02:52:18.660 own beliefs and really try to understand their perspective because i get the sense that you

02:52:23.060 listen but i do also get the sense that your mind is very automatic with like counter arguments the

02:52:28.340 thoughts pop up instantly i think you're just gonna get more and it's not about i'm not talking about

02:52:35.060 woke like oh everyone has their truth like i think there's truth to that statement but i'm that's not

02:52:39.140 what i'm alluding to what i'm saying is the simply that you're a flawed human being and everybody else

02:52:43.460 is a flawed human being and if you try to understand really try to sit in someone else's shoes and

02:52:48.180 understand their perspective that you will have an enriched understanding of the world and my experience

02:52:54.660 has been the more people whose perspectives i understand the closer i get to that common truth

02:53:02.420 because it's the part that everyone agrees about that is the closest to the truth

02:53:10.580 that's a logical assumption but that's been my experience so just something to think about

02:53:18.820 do you ever go to therapy

02:53:20.180 do i ever go to therapy i have done

02:53:28.340 therapy for about eight to 12 weeks in my life

02:53:40.340 a last thing i want to ask you like a lot of people in the chat are asking um how do they get

02:53:44.340 how do they overcome porn addiction or masturbation addiction it's a great question um a couple of

02:53:51.860 things one is we've got a bunch of resources about that if people are interested like i'll do like

02:53:56.660 lectures and stuff on porn addiction so we have stuff on that on youtube but i'll answer now in kind

02:54:01.620 of a quick way so here's what we have to understand about porn addiction any addiction exists because of two

02:54:08.020 things when an activity gives us pleasure and takes away pain we have the capacity to become addicted

02:54:14.580 to it if you really look at addiction there is a cycle of addiction so in the first phase of

02:54:21.780 addiction all it does is make us feel good in the second phase of addiction so let's say like

02:54:27.220 something like smoking or coffee or playing a video game the first game that you play is fun 0.97

02:54:31.700 the first time you jerk off and you watch porn it's fantastic right there's no downside 0.80

02:54:35.220 then what happens over time is we develop a tolerance to the positive so the first cup 0.98

02:54:41.860 of caffeine coffee that i drink in my life will keep me awake for 24 hours but if i drink it every

02:54:46.740 way i develop a tolerance this is a neuroscientific mechanism this is also part of the reason that

02:54:51.220 people will start to many people start to watch more hardcore or extreme pornography over time

02:54:57.940 because they they get desensitized or develop a tolerance

02:55:00.980 so the second phase of addiction is sort of the you stop enjoying it and then the other thing that

02:55:09.220 starts to happen is it suppresses our negative emotional experience and if you really work with

02:55:14.820 people who are addicted to pornography what you'll find is that they're not actually very lustful they

02:55:19.940 use it as an emotional regulation technique when they feel bored when they feel sad when they're trying

02:55:26.100 to keep negative thoughts at bay oftentimes we're not even aware of it because men are alexithymic 1.00

02:55:32.100 which means that we are colorblind to our internal emotional state we're so good at ignoring and

02:55:38.660 shoving down our emotions we're not even aware when we feel them um so a lot of that porn behavior is

02:55:45.060 actually driven by negative emotions so the real way to break free of porn addiction is first of all

02:55:51.140 you have to find you have to do something with so porn is serves a purpose that's why we get addicted

02:55:57.620 to stuff we will ruin our lives for an addiction because not because the addiction is bad because

02:56:03.700 it's really good so a good example of this is i had a patient who was addicted to heroin

02:56:09.780 uh getting fired from their job going through a divorce on the brink of financial ruin kids don't

02:56:16.340 talk to them and then i was like bro don't you just like i don't understand how you don't get 0.98

02:56:21.140 this like heroin is fucking ruining every dimension of your life why don't you just stop 0.95

02:56:27.220 and then he turned to me and he was like well it's because that every part of my life is falling apart 0.98

02:56:33.380 that i can't stop heroin is the only time that my life is put together the rest when i'm not high

02:56:40.260 like everything's falling apart so for most people who are addicted there's this neuroscientific

02:56:46.100 component but there's also something underlying that is driving the addiction so you have to fix

02:56:50.980 that so whatever insecurity it is whatever however you manage your emotions you can metabolize your

02:56:56.580 emotions you can hit the gym you can go pray you can go see a therapist those are all very effective

02:57:02.420 and i think like everything all together is ideal unless something doesn't work for you which is totally

02:57:07.620 fair um and and so you have to fix what's driving the underlying addiction and if you look at the

02:57:14.100 science of porn addiction the number one thing that correlates with having a pornography addiction

02:57:20.820 is a sense of meaninglessness in life so finding purpose is a very powerful antidote to porn addiction

02:57:29.140 and a simple way to understand that is you have to have a reason to stop watching porn you gotta be 0.96

02:57:36.420 doing something with your life otherwise like if you're fucking sitting at home all day like why the 0.99

02:57:40.980 fuck not right your brain is sitting there and it's like we've been sitting here for six hours we 0.99

02:57:45.460 haven't been doing anything let me watch some porn and so you gotta fix whatever it is you gotta start 1.00

02:57:51.620 to get some purpose do some emotional metabolism which is the ultimate fuel for the porn addiction 0.70

02:57:57.460 and then there's also a behavioral component of like you know reducing your consumption limiting your

02:58:04.580 consumption making it so when you have an impulse to watch porn is it isn't so easy so if you sort of

02:58:11.140 have an impulse to engage in an addictive behavior if you can create time between the impulse and the access

02:58:19.220 that will help a lot and if you really think about it people who develop technology understand this

02:58:27.540 so it used to be that i had to unlock my phone and then open an app in order to like look at cat pictures

02:58:35.780 but phone developers are getting better and better and better at face id thumbprint and so now it's easy

02:58:42.660 anytime we have an uh impulse to access it and the more time that we delay the more that our impulse

02:58:49.460 can disappear or we can start to think or we can think okay i don't have time for this but like people

02:58:54.020 are getting really really good at like i have an impulse let me gratify it right this second so you

02:58:59.460 have to work on that too which is like really limiting how easy it is to access porn so this is

02:59:05.300 very simple stuff like if you've got a porn hub account delete it a log out of whatever you know

02:59:11.060 stuff that you have so it's not easy to access or delete it all so it's hard to find or whatever like

02:59:17.860 you can you can do all that kind of stuff and it'll help but i think that usually working with

02:59:22.020 addictions you got to fix that underlying stuff and the good news is that the addiction oftentimes

02:59:26.260 melts away on its own if you do the rest of the work you gotta you gotta do the work you have to

02:59:32.180 do the work absolutely man i think the last thing that i'll share is that in in my experience therapy

02:59:37.860 is a lot of work it's not like uh i mean it's it's heavy dude it's like it's like lifting just

02:59:43.620 lifting your emotions and lifting your thoughts and and you know there's a heavy 0.79

02:59:47.540 shit down there and it takes definitely it's definitely easier than sparring sitting and 0.89

02:59:52.900 talking about your childhood yes talking about your childhood is easier than you know physical 0.99

02:59:59.620 no i mean i i think i think some some people are much more comfortable with their body than they are

03:00:05.140 with their emotions especially men like talking about emotions is very hard for men vulnerability is

03:00:12.340 very hard for men because there's ego involved like surrendering your ego is really hard like i i'm

03:00:19.700 not saying that sparring is easy but i i think there's plenty of people who love sparring like

03:00:23.460 plenty of people it's not hard they live for it and you know so i i i don't i don't agree with the

03:00:33.060 generalization of your statement but i completely agree that for some people for me sparring is harder

03:00:38.580 than talking about my emotions for sure so in a sense i'm proving your point i just i think people

03:00:45.700 are different does that answer the porn addiction question it does it does any other thoughts or

03:00:54.420 questions before we wrap up for the day thank you thank you man thank you this is a good good conversation

03:01:00.500 i need to like listen to this yeah yeah your your energy has changed over the course of the conversation

03:01:08.580 i i i appreciate everything that you put into it thanks man i appreciate you i can see that you

03:01:13.540 actually uh appreciate your attention and focus on this yeah take care man good luck all right

03:01:19.140 i hope to see you again soon yeah man take care all right all right

03:01:22.580 which indian was better dr shiva or dr doctor dr k or dr shiva

03:01:44.340 yeah

03:01:44.580 uh 1.00

03:01:48.100 that shit is tiring that was deep though good conversation man shout out to dr k 1.00

03:01:52.980 shout out to dr k healthy gamer gg 1.00

03:01:54.820 oh

03:02:08.340 oh i need music or something

03:02:12.660 um

03:02:12.900 okay gta or clip shot we could still go through the shows do it again i'm down

03:02:26.740 part two chat you want to part two with that or no

03:02:28.820 okay

03:02:38.660 may christmas only thing of my wishes is 0.98

03:02:40.500 bitches i don't say that it'll pull up we crunching 1.00

03:02:42.660 on your block with some rain that we spin it 0.99

03:02:44.660 look i've been naughty all year i don't listen

03:02:46.500 he under the message so big he go kiss him

03:02:48.180 fill in my stocking with diamonds they glisten

03:02:49.780 niggas be lc they do what i tell them 1.00

03:02:51.460 put that doll in your nose and you root off 1.00

03:02:52.980 bitch i'm icy like snow i don't cool off 1.00

03:02:54.660 jingle bells i'll be trapping with school off 1.00

03:02:56.260 all these niggas they pussy they twist off 1.00

03:02:58.100 fill me try to run against more like a chimney 1.00

03:03:00.100 for that bitch and she calling me candy cane 1.00

03:03:01.940 every time i pull up she gonna lick me 1.00

03:03:03.860 fast i got a little hoes hoes hoes 1.00

03:03:05.940 wrecked out of your nose nose nose hardcore like i'm from the north post

03:03:09.220 oh my gosh wait chat you guys want to see couples therapy or no

03:03:12.900 um

03:03:14.180 monkey first am i trying to do monkey right now

03:03:16.820 let's do 30 push-ups chat on the slating we pulling up

03:03:19.140 let's do a quick 30 push-ups quick 30 and then we'll get it to it all right 0.93

03:03:23.220 all right quick 30

03:03:26.260 don't you yeah

03:03:30.100 it's

03:03:35.060 you

03:03:39.060 can't

03:03:40.260 know how we do

03:03:42.180 cut 0.99

03:03:42.740 merry christmas only thing of my wishes is bitches 1.00

03:03:45.060 i told santa to pull up we cringing on your block with some rain that we 0.99

03:03:47.860 spinning

03:03:48.100 look i've been naughty oh yeah i don't listen he under the message told bicky go kiss him 0.82

03:03:52.180 fill in my stocking with diamonds they glisten niggas be lc they do what i tell them 1.00

03:03:55.460 put that dot on your nose on you rudolph 0.99

03:03:57.060 bitch i'm icy like snow i don't cool off jingle bells i'll be trapping with school off 1.00

03:04:00.340 all these niggas they pussy they twist off 1.00

03:04:02.180 fill me try to run against more like a chimney 1.00

03:04:04.260 for that bitch she calling me candy cane every time i pull up she gonna lick me 1.00

03:04:07.300 fast i got a little hose hose hose wrecked out of your nose nose nose 1.00

03:04:11.300 no hardcore like i'm from the north pole

03:04:12.900 all right

03:04:20.660 hello clips

03:04:23.140 which one did i skip my team was telling me i skipped some good clips

03:04:25.300 xqc finds out you can pay to play games with girls

03:04:28.660 let's see what epel is then

03:04:40.260 hey i'm stralizia and if you want to play some fortnite come and play some fortnite with me

03:04:46.260 hey are you looking for a girl to play 0.99

03:04:47.860 what the f**k is going on man 0.99

03:04:49.860 holi mi nombre es vani y soy de mexico 0.98

03:04:51.860 hi i'm say if you want to play

03:04:53.940 guys guys i'm gonna be weird

03:04:56.900 but why does it why does none of them sound normal 0.93

03:05:03.860 i jumped off a f**king pier 0.88

03:05:05.860 i jumped off a pier for a girl's phone number 0.99

03:05:08.980 in santa monica blows up goes on worldstar

03:05:11.860 worldstar gets 20 million views next thing you know i have a million

03:05:14.980 steezy's going through his deep artist subscribers

03:05:18.980 in what four months and then all of this happens and i'm lucky enough to be able to do this for a

03:05:24.340 living and you know the whole steezy cane thing immature prankster on youtube the guy who sings songs in

03:05:30.740 public um but then of course everybody has like a maturing phase right where you take a look at the

03:05:37.380 work you do and you really question is this me is this what i want to do do i really want to be

03:05:44.260 singing songs on the street and then that's when you jump into your whole existential ness

03:05:50.340 why she's gonna be a muslim in two years two years easy what is shiva the god of shiva is one of the 0.99

03:05:58.180 most prominent roles in hinduism as the god of destruction what the f**k is shiva a demon 1.00

03:06:07.380 and the threats to our nation uh mid clips mid clips what else 0.90

03:06:20.740 well i wish you a very speedy recovery pierce morgan my friend i'm not joking i'm not being

03:06:25.220 ironic i do actually like pierce morgan he's never offended me pierce morgan is vaccinated and got

03:06:29.700 covid but pierce morgan let me get this straight pierce you and i we have a long history and i

03:06:37.060 have nothing really against you because you come at me straight we have a fair fight good journalist

03:06:42.820 you're a good journalist i master my aikido but you sat you flew on a plane all the way here to romania

03:06:50.260 and sat and was destroyed by me while discussing the effectiveness of the covid vaccine and then

03:06:57.620 you lack the perspicacity to understand tweeting about the fact that you have six vaccines and now

03:07:04.340 you have covid is somehow gonna prove me completely right maybe he got covid from us because we're

03:07:12.420 unvaccinated pierce sorry bro i gave you covid i'm not vaccinated there was no social distancing no

03:07:21.620 mask and up ambidextrous and that's where you got it from me but i'm fine because i'm top g top germ

03:07:37.060 is it genuinely how you felt it yeah

03:07:39.140 i don't want a lot for christmas so you still think therapy is a waste um yes i do i don't think

03:07:54.020 i learned anything basically we just yeah chat wait hold on are any of you convinced that therapy is good

03:07:59.780 after that did that change your mind that just solidified what i talked about it was an interesting

03:08:03.220 combo but i came into this thinking that therapy is mental masturbation and i'm left thinking the same

03:08:08.820 exact thing um i would never yeah this is kind of fun i i wouldn't do this off camera i'm only going

03:08:14.740 to farm this i'll farm therapy but i'm not going to do it none of you are convinced none of you convinced

03:08:20.100 tts is on by the way you can spam it tts is back on

03:08:27.220 it's for some people it's good yeah true true but my my whole ideology beforehand was that it's better to

03:08:32.020 not than go and i think that was proved right like it's not necessary it's asking for help and help is

03:08:39.780 a sign of weakness and i don't want to be weak you know it's okay to ask for help but when you prefer

03:08:44.340 not asking for help than asking for help it's that simple it's not as black and white i did it for a

03:08:51.620 year not really worth it you know jack frost went to therapy for a year yeah everybody i know that that

03:08:55.860 goes to therapy consistently they still are kind of you know i realized therapy was a waste um when

03:09:03.540 my therapist was looking at the clock when the session was ending and my other therapist was 0.98

03:09:06.980 a fat ass lady with a double jiggly chin bro imagine looking at your therapist looking at the ceiling 1.00

03:09:14.180 i would just end it 1.00

03:09:18.020 imagine being so depressingly boring that you bore the the therapist

03:09:25.860 okay all right gta time dirty bird gang let's get into it let's get into it chat is iraq um

03:09:39.780 is iraq on is rice on who's in his bed who's in his bed oh let's see if rice is on

03:09:47.460 oh all i want for charisma is

03:09:55.700 demp donated five dollars what up dempsey search james woo house blown up crazy rabbit hole link put

03:10:02.340 it in the discord so i'm just staff you statue of chiva who all right let me let me look at love

03:10:07.620 speech real quick hey twitter love speech what's going on man miss you guys miss you guys man

03:10:17.460 i don't know oh yeah at least you guys are still talking about destiny

03:10:26.900 bruh

03:10:35.220 okay let's get into it let's get into it

03:10:40.100 well my team is up with the clips chat this is very at the kind of a clip we will stream

03:10:43.860 rice is not on iraq is not on oh yeah way he's joined up

03:10:55.540 clippers make me look good don't make me look bad

03:11:02.660 okay i can't reach out all right he's probably gonna pull up later he told me he said he wants

03:11:07.940 to get out to the and rice that he wants to get on today too

03:11:14.020 put on christmas music i did already i just did

03:11:15.860 let's play we pull number oh yeah make my wish cut true open up be away tell me the loop

03:11:21.620 open up be away 1.00

03:11:25.140 bitches the doa bitch is my pop 1.00

03:11:29.620 dropping the home somebody get shot 1.00

03:11:32.260 my cousin donated five dollars what up jake future is life goodbye what the 1.00

03:11:38.020 fuck 0.96

03:11:49.060 that was exhausting though bro like i'm actually i feel tired after that therapy session 0.99

03:11:54.660 whack a flacker donated one dollar what nico how did your face transformed did mike tyson caught you by a

03:12:01.700 dead end and blessed you with some his punches in the face and deformed it what the go back to an

03:12:06.580 old vid and compare man huh maya donated one dollar what's up what happened to maya didn't she seemed 1.00

03:12:13.380 perfect fr asking also make sure to not stop praying no matter how many sins to do remind yourself

03:12:21.940 neon myron etc it's a common mistake to say let you're right you're right you're right you're right 0.87

03:12:28.020 bitchin my doa bitchin my pop okay i'm gonna get the i'm taking forever chat sorry for being slow 1.00

03:12:43.700 yeah join up join up if you're if you guys are in the server join up now you can stream snipe 0.98

03:12:49.780 the 0.98

03:12:50.740 fuck work bruh 1.00

03:12:53.460 is this the only way to get into a server chat you have to do this every single time 1.00

03:12:58.740 oh fuck someone road starting to continue out low and spent attention span bot activities chat i 0.99

03:13:03.780 just did fucking therapy for like three hours 1.00

03:13:09.300 what do you want you want to study on stream what the hell is wrong with you 1.00

03:13:14.340 oh here it is 0.80

03:13:16.740 here we go here we go imagine paying with the stranger with the degree i didn't pay i ain't paying 1.00

03:13:24.420 for that shit man the fuck out of you bruh 1.00

03:13:31.700 normal crystal music 1.00

03:13:33.940 although you called me a dork last time which hurt until i realized i could slap the hair off

03:13:38.980 your chin i'm hyped for active income when is it dropping i learned a ton in tck and it motivated

03:13:45.540 me to be who i am today that's what's up uh january 1. have you ever thought about incest what the 0.98

03:13:53.060 fuck is wrong with you bro biggie smalls donated one dollar so biggie smalls hi sneeko i am a fan 0.94

03:13:58.820 of logan paul and recently i followed his advice i am not broken homeless facing felony fraud and my 0.99

03:14:05.380 wife is fucking my best friend wow um is that what logan paul says to do 98 donated one dollar the reason 0.96

03:14:16.580 successful men hate therapy is because they know talking about your problems won't solve them facts 1.00

03:14:24.820 it's man some masturbation enemy park donated one dollar sneeko can you now finally admit that you 0.98

03:14:32.260 smashed for leaner boom bucker 1.00

03:14:46.100 yo lock in dirty bird gang all right so iraq's not on is um who is on

03:14:53.620 what do you put on a hoodie it's cold in here bro

03:15:06.260 saiza got donated five dollars what up i agree with you that therapy is kind of bs but you should

03:15:12.180 do couples therapy with sarah but apparently she has a new man there's a clip of her talking about it 0.98

03:15:18.020 in the com from recent mummy fatherless get a fucking girlfriend bro like why do you want that 1.00

03:15:23.540 so bad get married 1.00

03:15:34.900 diplo donated one dollar says he'll play video games occasionally on special occasionally proceeds 1.00

03:15:42.020 to play video games the last five streams huh content of no value fuck you 0.98

03:15:47.300 chat what do you mean i just had a yap session for three hours okay valuable content i'll get you 0.98

03:15:54.180 oh what's up man can i get in hey where we going where we going

03:16:00.420 let's talk to where you at

03:16:04.900 wi-fi matt donated one dollar at server to favorites and it will

03:16:09.700 where do you need to go again uh nothing man i just uh just got back to the city i was on i was on a

03:16:14.580 mission before but i'm chilling man what you up to hey much gang you put me just on my money

03:16:19.860 sheet you put me just been straight behind and you know the deal that's what's up that's what's up get

03:16:24.020 to it so what's your name though i'm huby what's your name you'll be nice to meet you

03:16:29.060 you're my name jordan cloud they call me cloud though hey cloud

03:16:35.780 nigga i'm pulling up right now what's that down 0.99

03:16:40.420 what you be on how long i've been in the city you said yeah uh about a week something like

03:16:49.540 that i'm still i just got my first job you know managing at the strip club it's been good

03:16:54.340 get off my feet just got out of prison need some uh you know yeah yeah tight 0.90

03:16:59.860 shit tight shit but it's new it's new and i'm trying to get like you you look like you got money 0.98

03:17:09.380 hey what's up baby what's good what's she up to today what's my number oh here let me get let 0.99

03:17:17.620 me get your contact

03:17:26.500 share real quick

03:17:35.860 jordan i bet locked in

03:17:37.860 all right back to show you for me if you need anything just give me a call if you need any

03:17:41.220 picture sites you have a photographer too are you a photographer all right but yeah

03:17:47.620 i'm trying to be looking good over here she's fast as though christian do you do you 0.75

03:18:02.340 i need to change my uh i need to change my shoes

03:18:04.500 hey what's she getting dressed for nothing okay you do shopping for fun

03:18:18.980 i already shopped well what's she doing tonight 0.98

03:18:24.340 nothing really honestly okay let me get your number we can figure that out

03:18:28.260 what's your name can i even have your name right my name is hubert my name is hubert hubert tolly

03:18:40.180 yeah what are you a cop a cop yeah i look like a cop

03:18:48.180 i ain't a cop but i can still put you in a car or an mma fighter or something you know

03:18:51.940 i know cop but i can arrest you if you need um i'm okay can you pull your phone back out or

03:19:00.020 what are you locked in okay let me call sammy real quick i forgot about to see if she here

03:19:21.220 i know what she's gonna see if i'm like that

03:19:43.220 you gotta say that it's always a guy doing the girl voice there's no way 0.96

03:19:45.860 you should probably sleeping right now open up

03:19:56.420 lrp drip yeah yeah you're right you're right you're right chat i need to change my shoes

03:20:02.100 uh there's no shoes in the store l drip go to the hood you know what i haven't even been to the

03:20:09.780 hood in a minute how about i go let me get some new shoes first 0.98

03:20:15.860 no i don't feel like it fuck it it's a good trick 0.98

03:20:23.140 sneaker got no drip the hell man yeah bro the controls are hard to do i don't know how to select 0.99

03:20:28.100 it it's like takes all this work

03:20:34.740 honestly i think the therapist read straight through you bro i'm not a hard to read person i'm a pretty 1.00

03:20:39.780 open book you're ugly you're ugly 0.99

03:20:52.660 hey homie where are you from homie 1.00

03:20:55.060 nah nah nah nah nah nah hey hey what's up bro 0.98

03:20:57.220 that nigga's weird guy 1.00

03:20:59.620 what you mean don't talk to you homie little switch play 1.00

03:21:01.460 oh yeah you're right you're right okay yeah yeah yeah love speech 1.00

03:21:26.340 hey hey hey don't don't hug this fucking stinky boy oh yeah you're right yeah what the 1.00

03:21:29.700 fuck get off me man get the fuck off me 1.00

03:21:37.940 what's up with you fool you know you're on my block right this ain't your block this 1.00

03:21:41.060 a fucking mall dumbass this is my block fool i come here shopping every day i send like a thousand 1.00

03:21:45.700 bands fool everybody shops here what are you talking about nah nobody stops here unless if they're 1.00

03:21:50.100 sanctioned with me fool sanctioned with you yeah so you say you gotta you gotta check it with me i don't 0.99

03:21:54.740 i gotta check it with you nah nah you gotta check it with me fool you don't even shop here you 1.00

03:21:59.300 ain't got no drip the fuck you know you shopper i got that shit on what are you wearing two 1.00

03:22:02.820 different blues yeah yeah i'm like that man i'm different i'm mixing match 1.00

03:22:09.300 you're about to look like the rainbow the what are you gay 0.99

03:22:13.700 nah i said you look like the rainbow yo this niggas talking about rainbows i'm out of here bro 1.00

03:22:17.620 come here homie you're not sanctioning here and you're trying to take my car fool man 1.00

03:22:24.020 fuck you fuck you homie fuck you too thank you for the car pussy 1.00

03:22:38.180 this shit got no gas bro 1.00

03:22:39.700 i should have told him i'm dirty bird damn you right 1.00

03:22:55.540 yeah broke ass car i'm going to the hood chat 1.00

03:22:59.220 what's the hood looking like where is the hood you fucking shit it's like here right 1.00

03:23:11.540 oh shit oh 1.00

03:23:29.220 chat am i a good driver or no by the way go to the p.o box we get the p.o box coming up christmas 0.99

03:23:38.980 if you want to send something we're going to open it up it might be in a big video

03:23:41.860 p.o box you want to send me something merry christmas everybody

03:23:46.580 what game is how you play this is gta rp man

03:23:51.380 this is los santos this is new era

03:23:59.380 cpan is at the mall

03:24:03.780 stop saying el asian driver

03:24:15.300 okay i'll acknowledge that this is el trip you're right you're right you're right

03:24:17.460 i need i need to change it is there a margin in the city chat we need to build one

03:24:29.220 okay let's see let's go to this thug funny thugs

03:24:35.220 call cpan i'm gonna call 0.52

03:24:46.420 waze you in here

03:24:47.220 yo

03:24:51.220 yo

03:24:53.220 ho ho ho ho ho 0.99

03:24:55.220 call call 0.94

03:24:58.500 dirty bro what's happening cpain 0.92

03:25:00.660 what the you got going on where you at i'm chilling i'm in the hood just like handling some business 0.82

03:25:04.900 right now let me pull up on you oh you at the mall right at the mall all right i'm coming back all

03:25:11.940 right all right all right bye

03:25:26.900 oh i need that

03:25:27.620 give me that

03:25:42.180 yeah the hood is dead here blame that hood

03:25:45.780 where's the mall chat uh oh it's this right

03:26:02.340 instead of shooting you give hubs yeah chat with low speech you love speech

03:26:05.460 that's not even the hood bro uh oh 1.00

03:26:13.140 shit el asian driver 1.00

03:26:20.100 chat wait it's about to get active right now cpain's always up to some 0.99

03:26:22.660 shit what do you mean the gta streams are no bro every single one has been lit you just haven't 0.97

03:26:26.340 been paying attention 0.99

03:26:28.580 i know el drip all right we're gonna go to the mall cpain's gonna roast me we could probably change up

03:26:32.100 right there when mob star stream saturday saturday chat saturday

03:26:39.620 saturday noon fuel level low already what the 0.97

03:26:45.780 say that because it's not rude in this country so don't be a wanker please 0.95

03:26:50.340 fear over it nobody likes a wanker 0.98

03:26:52.740 what the 0.98

03:27:17.460 chat what do I do

03:27:21.440 what do I do

03:27:21.780 what do I do

03:27:22.680 slow down 1.00

03:27:31.640 you spaz your shit 1.00

03:27:32.360 oh man 1.00

03:27:33.680 call the mod 1.00

03:27:38.440 fuck bro 1.00

03:27:39.400 just leave and come back 1.00

03:27:42.220 no seatbelt 0.99

03:27:45.680 low IQ monkey 0.85

03:27:46.720 oh there we go 0.85

03:27:54.940 help 0.99

03:27:57.060 what the fuck 0.99

03:27:58.920 the paramedical company was right there 0.99

03:28:06.120 they didn't fucking help me 0.98

03:28:10.960 do a gym 0.99

03:28:11.640 shoot bro get active

03:28:12.340 Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday 1.00

03:28:14.200 fucking hell 1.00

03:28:16.020 sellers of guitar 0.99

03:28:16.640 what type of nerd game is that

03:28:17.840 I'm just dying out here

03:28:19.900 with bad drip

03:28:20.740 tell rice to get on

03:28:25.400 yeah I know I need to

03:28:26.140 why is he not streaming today

03:28:27.160 slash nine one

03:28:28.400 deserved

03:28:42.900 deserved oh my god

03:28:44.420 oh

03:28:44.740 hold on I could just text Iraq and cheat 0.90

03:28:54.520 because no one was coming

03:28:59.140 I don't want to leave

03:29:00.320 it takes so long to get back in

03:29:01.400 right outside mall

03:29:05.540 please revive

03:29:08.100 I have ray gun

03:29:08.980 they saw your drip and peeled off

03:29:12.980 chat I'm gonna change man

03:29:14.400 slash nine one one E

03:29:18.480 okay call him

03:29:22.300 call him

03:29:22.700 call him

03:29:23.100 bruh

03:29:30.860 hey

03:29:32.020 W cheating

03:29:35.280 maybe you're in your lesson

03:29:39.200 yes yes yes

03:29:39.760 I learned my lesson

03:29:40.340 I learned my lesson

03:29:41.020 I learned my lesson 1.00

03:29:41.800 rice sniffs crack from his girlfriend's ass 1.00

03:29:52.960 what do you 1.00

03:29:53.400 does he really

03:29:55.340 bro you're playing games

03:29:58.680 take this RP seriously

03:29:59.280 yeah you really have to lock in chat

03:30:00.480 people be doing like

03:30:01.300 working nine to five jobs 1.00

03:30:02.220 in this bitch 1.00

03:30:02.600 yo you looking good 0.99

03:30:08.300 let me know where you want to 1.00

03:30:09.020 fuck with a real nigga 1.00

03:30:09.720 stop fucking with these bums 1.00

03:30:10.780 you heard 1.00

03:30:11.100 man shut up pussy 1.00

03:30:12.340 I ain't talking to you 1.00

03:30:13.480 I'm talking to this pussy 1.00

03:30:14.200 oh shit she looking good 1.00

03:30:15.660 yeah 1.00

03:30:16.100 this bitch 1.00

03:30:16.880 she was about to call me a bitch 1.00

03:30:17.960 nah this queen 1.00

03:30:19.280 hey you look ugly as fuck man 1.00

03:30:21.720 get out of my face 1.00

03:30:22.380 who you talking to pussy 1.00

03:30:23.540 come here 1.00

03:30:24.380 nah you missed bitch 1.00

03:30:25.440 you can't even punch shit 1.00

03:30:26.320 get the fuck out of here 1.00

03:30:27.020 bitch 1.00

03:30:33.140 fuck fuck fuck fuck 1.00

03:30:34.640 bitch 1.00

03:30:37.920 bitch 1.00

03:30:38.700 oh fuck 1.00

03:30:39.560 that's right sleep bitch 1.00

03:30:40.640 fuck 1.00

03:30:41.960 fuck 1.00

03:30:43.740 fuck 1.00

03:30:43.760 fuck 1.00

03:30:43.820 fuck 1.00

03:30:44.820 fuck 1.00

03:30:47.820 fuck 1.00

03:30:48.820 fuck 1.00

03:30:52.820 that wage you have a restaurant 1.00

03:30:53.540 deadlock 1.00

03:30:53.960 yeah okay fuck 1.00

03:30:54.740 whatever chat 1.00

03:30:55.320 I can't fuck 1.00

03:30:56.360 I can't knock him out again 1.00

03:30:57.240 or else they're gonna kick me

03:30:57.980 from the start

03:30:58.360 where's he paying

03:31:04.820 yeah Al

03:31:08.440 yeah I know

03:31:08.940 I know I know I know I know

03:31:10.060 did you just put 0.99

03:31:20.600 what the fuck 0.99

03:31:21.220 did this guy do 0.99

03:31:21.840 no bro 0.99

03:31:22.720 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:23.360 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:24.180 oh 1.00

03:31:24.940 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:26.820 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:26.940 what the fuck 1.00

03:31:27.460 are you doing bro 1.00

03:31:28.120 shut the fuck 1.00

03:31:29.780 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:31:30.400 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:31:34.400 what you want man 1.00

03:31:38.700 rips quickly

03:31:39.500 what do you want bro

03:31:41.960 keep a step in my boy

03:31:43.120 what are you circling me for 1.00

03:31:45.760 bitch 1.00

03:31:46.120 what you hook him up 1.00

03:31:47.600 for bro

03:31:48.280 yeah yeah

03:31:49.020 yeah

03:31:49.560 yeah

03:31:50.020 yeah where's he paying

03:32:12.760 at though

03:32:13.160 what do you mean

03:32:14.980 I want to be top

03:32:16.520 hey come talk to me

03:32:18.400 for a second

03:32:18.760 come talk to me

03:32:19.400 for a second

03:32:19.700 no

03:32:19.900 no

03:32:20.860 no no

03:32:22.320 you left something

03:32:23.100 it's a mission

03:32:23.760 it's important

03:32:24.160 it's important

03:32:24.600 come here

03:32:25.100 come here

03:32:25.320 come here

03:32:25.540 listen

03:32:28.440 you see

03:32:30.580 this is my homie

03:32:31.460 right here

03:32:31.880 you think we won't 0.99

03:32:32.900 jump you nigga 1.00

03:32:33.500 I'm just saying 0.99

03:32:34.760 I just want to talk

03:32:35.340 to you

03:32:35.640 keep putting your

03:32:36.840 hands on me 1.00

03:32:37.380 I'ma beat the fuck 1.00

03:32:38.240 out of you 1.00

03:32:38.600 come here

03:32:38.980 no 0.99

03:32:39.580 nigga you just 1.00

03:32:40.520 hit me

03:32:41.040 you think I

03:32:41.480 free hug 1.00

03:32:42.140 bitch 1.00

03:32:42.440 bye 1.00

03:32:42.860 yeah 0.99

03:32:43.700 I will smack 1.00

03:32:49.100 the fuck 1.00

03:32:49.440 out of you 1.00

03:32:49.780 nigga 1.00

03:32:50.080 the fuck 1.00

03:32:50.640 the fuck is wrong 1.00

03:32:51.440 with you 1.00

03:32:51.880 wow 1.00

03:32:53.300 the fuck is wrong 1.00

03:32:58.400 the fuck is wrong 1.00

03:32:58.420 bro 0.99

03:33:16.160 listen

03:33:16.800 sorry my bad

03:33:21.140 I'm just lonely

03:33:21.920 where's he paying

03:33:35.100 have you seen

03:33:36.200 see paying

03:33:36.660 he's probably here

03:33:43.900 a little bit

03:33:46.600 hey hey 0.99

03:33:47.240 what the fuck 1.00

03:33:47.580 yo 1.00

03:33:47.820 who you smack

03:33:48.500 don't put you on me 1.00

03:33:49.380 you bitch 1.00

03:33:49.920 I was full 1.00

03:33:50.360 oh

03:33:52.160 oh 1.00

03:33:52.500 I'll suck it 1.00

03:33:54.980 oh 1.00

03:33:55.460 oh

03:33:56.040 oh 1.00

03:33:56.660 fuck 1.00

03:34:01.140 man 1.00

03:34:01.440 what's going on 1.00

03:34:03.020 in this bitch 1.00

03:34:03.760 oh 1.00

03:34:04.240 shit 1.00

03:34:04.640 being a motherfucker 1.00

03:34:05.400 yeah 1.00

03:34:06.000 get out 1.00

03:34:06.460 you dirty bird 1.00

03:34:07.060 in this bitch 1.00

03:34:07.640 dirty bird 1.00

03:34:08.940 in this bitch 1.00

03:34:09.440 what you got 1.00

03:34:10.120 in that backpack

03:34:10.640 what you got

03:34:11.260 in that backpack

03:34:11.780 don't worry

03:34:12.180 back it out

03:34:13.280 on you

03:34:14.040 hey

03:34:14.640 chill on my man

03:34:16.440 right

03:34:16.680 no

03:34:17.240 no

03:34:17.560 he's 1.00

03:34:17.920 stripping in this bitch 1.00

03:34:18.800 no 1.00

03:34:19.140 I'll start 1.00

03:34:20.360 sucking dick 1.00

03:34:21.000 in this place 1.00

03:34:21.520 what the fuck 1.00

03:34:22.380 stop fighting 1.00

03:34:23.220 I love you

03:34:25.240 I love you

03:34:27.440 that's my 1.00

03:34:27.820 that's my bitch 1.00

03:34:29.160 guy 1.00

03:34:29.460 what's up

03:34:33.160 what's up

03:34:33.500 how you been

03:34:34.020 oh

03:34:34.640 you know

03:34:35.040 wow wow wow wow

03:34:37.200 wow

03:34:37.460 hug me

03:34:37.800 I know

03:34:39.520 no consent

03:34:40.780 no consent

03:34:41.320 that's how I like it

03:34:42.180 yeah

03:34:43.240 you smell good

03:34:44.760 come on

03:34:44.980 let's get out of here 1.00

03:34:45.660 hugi get the fuck out 1.00

03:34:48.420 hugi get out 1.00

03:34:49.100 get out

03:34:49.720 get out

03:34:50.880 get out

03:34:51.380 popo g what's up

03:34:52.280 what man 0.66

03:34:56.220 yo do you want nudes 0.72

03:34:57.820 I have nudes I can send you 0.98

03:34:59.000 man I ain't doing no damn burpees 1.00

03:35:00.120 you got me fucked up 1.00

03:35:00.820 what a lot of times 0.99

03:35:01.300 I'm doing a raffle

03:35:05.760 I got three of these

03:35:07.060 I'm raffling off two of them 1.00

03:35:08.580 yo Earl you want me to call my bitch 1.00

03:35:10.340 yeah 1.00

03:35:10.980 oh she can do the shit 1.00

03:35:11.940 damn what's going on 1.00

03:35:13.980 why you talking all hot 0.99

03:35:15.300 I ain't mean all that

03:35:18.320 I ain't mean it

03:35:19.560 come here

03:35:20.120 come here

03:35:20.980 you good

03:35:21.560 you good 0.99

03:35:22.100 you know how crazy you look 1.00

03:35:27.020 going to hug a woman 0.91

03:35:27.940 out of nowhere

03:35:28.600 without her even telling you to hug her

03:35:29.840 check this out

03:35:30.520 check this out

03:35:30.940 ready

03:35:31.100 I'm sorry

03:35:31.760 Earl's here

03:35:32.780 moan his name for me

03:35:33.660 hey baby

03:35:34.480 yeah there you go

03:35:36.560 that's my favorite part 1.00

03:35:37.240 I can't even hear this shit 1.00

03:35:38.020 I can't hear 1.00

03:35:39.100 I can't hear

03:35:39.680 I can't hear

03:35:40.240 what's that bro

03:35:41.080 is it on speaker now

03:35:43.400 oh yeah yeah yeah

03:35:45.240 honey go ahead

03:35:45.940 go ahead again

03:35:46.540 go ahead before I have to stop 1.00

03:35:47.640 oh fuck 1.00

03:35:48.540 Earl 1.00

03:35:49.060 oh Earl

03:35:50.560 oh 1.00

03:35:50.900 do that dirty shit 1.00

03:35:53.480 what the fuck 1.00

03:35:54.960 he's fingering herself on the phone 1.00

03:35:58.460 I almost came in my pants 1.00

03:36:00.080 yo what the fuck is going on 1.00

03:36:01.780 oh my god 1.00

03:36:02.640 don't worry about it dude 1.00

03:36:03.460 you don't like pussy 1.00

03:36:06.100 just say that 1.00

03:36:06.840 you know what I mean 1.00

03:36:08.080 man this motherfucker 1.00

03:36:09.020 why are you cock watching 1.00

03:36:10.180 this motherfucker 1.00

03:36:10.660 is low dirt 1.00

03:36:11.480 what did you say sir

03:36:12.240 hey don't talk to me

03:36:14.640 get the stuff in 1.00

03:36:15.900 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:36:16.460 shut the fuck up bitch 1.00

03:36:17.840 yo ass been a break 1.00

03:36:18.800 let's do it 0.99

03:36:19.200 let's do it

03:36:20.020 nah

03:36:20.320 I spread love

03:36:21.960 I spread love 1.00

03:36:22.480 yeah bitch 1.00

03:36:23.040 you spread love 1.00

03:36:24.360 alright

03:36:24.920 let's unloving me and spread me open 1.00

03:36:27.300 what the fuck is wrong with you man 1.00

03:36:29.200 what 1.00

03:36:30.200 it's okay

03:36:30.740 he's been through the pimps

03:36:31.720 we just had one call me

03:36:32.920 you gotta be easy on him 1.00

03:36:34.000 I snitched on that bitch 1.00

03:36:35.480 ass fool though 1.00

03:36:36.020 I thought you was my man Hubie 1.00

03:36:37.880 you got the same hair as Hubie

03:36:39.660 I thought you was Hubie

03:36:41.580 why are you trying to be me

03:36:42.960 I don't know what you talking about game

03:36:45.480 who is you

03:36:46.200 you trying to be like this Luna

03:36:48.240 why are you trying to be like me

03:36:49.300 your name Luna

03:36:50.520 and you a man 1.00

03:36:51.380 damn 0.99

03:36:52.040 see he's just slapping my buttons 1.00

03:36:53.480 okay

03:36:53.860 Hubie

03:36:54.320 Hubie

03:36:55.200 Hubie

03:36:55.700 Hubie

03:36:56.200 Hubie

03:36:57.200 come come come 0.99

03:36:57.780 listen to what the fuck 1.00

03:37:02.940 this bitch just said on my phone 1.00

03:37:03.980 listen listen 1.00

03:37:04.600 Nira

03:37:05.040 what'd you just say

03:37:06.220 say it again

03:37:06.880 my phone went in and out

03:37:07.980 I think I'm pregnant 1.00

03:37:09.440 what the fuck 1.00

03:37:10.720 shh 1.00

03:37:11.220 with who's baby

03:37:14.540 yours

03:37:15.600 maybe

03:37:16.600 I don't know

03:37:17.640 I'm at the hospital

03:37:19.140 I'm at the hospital 1.00

03:37:20.040 who the fuck is that 1.00

03:37:24.620 yeah 1.00

03:37:26.620 you done fuck up 0.99

03:37:27.340 you been to get there 1.00

03:37:27.880 alright let's go to the hospital 0.98

03:37:28.980 you should have fucking locked it buddy 0.99

03:37:31.700 it's my car 0.99

03:37:33.540 nah this is dirty 1.00

03:37:34.880 get the fuck out the whip 1.00

03:37:36.080 come on 1.00

03:37:37.380 the car

03:37:39.480 stop the car

03:37:40.800 you can come with it

03:37:41.400 stop the car

03:37:41.880 you can come with it

03:37:42.480 stop the car

03:37:42.840 let me drive

03:37:43.240 yeah sir

03:37:46.320 sorry about that sir 1.00

03:37:47.080 yeah pussy bitch 1.00

03:37:48.300 walk away 1.00

03:37:48.920 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:37:51.000 I can't go 1.00

03:37:52.020 yeah bitch 1.00

03:37:52.920 so you gonna keep the baby 1.00

03:37:57.260 or what

03:37:57.660 hell no 0.99

03:37:59.520 who the fuck 0.99

03:38:01.400 you see 1.00

03:38:01.900 what's her name

03:38:02.560 man the one night stand 1.00

03:38:03.980 what the fuck 1.00

03:38:04.420 I look like 1.00

03:38:04.840 getting a baby

03:38:05.160 from one night stand

03:38:06.100 what's her name

03:38:07.380 that's Savannah

03:38:08.220 that's

03:38:08.720 that's

03:38:09.020 I want that stand

03:38:16.280 turned to a baby

03:38:17.220 wait that's the girl 1.00

03:38:18.660 you fucked him 1.00

03:38:19.200 and he jumped off the bridge 1.00

03:38:20.360 yes

03:38:20.980 the guy that went to the coma

03:38:22.060 I got a baby

03:38:24.400 it ain't mine

03:38:25.220 she want that child support 1.00

03:38:26.800 we gotta figure this out

03:38:29.020 I think they gonna put us on the Maury show tonight

03:38:31.560 I think you're Maury

03:38:37.140 I think you're Maury

03:38:41.420 oh I like that

03:38:42.700 I like where you go off with that

03:38:43.960 what you

03:38:44.620 what about Tato

03:38:45.380 it could be

03:38:45.900 I don't know

03:38:49.380 I can't remember

03:38:51.240 you gotta get rid of that baby 1.00

03:38:53.620 I ain't gonna lie to you 1.00

03:38:54.800 her boyfriend is a thug 1.00

03:38:58.160 he gonna shoot your stupid ass 1.00

03:38:59.540 I'm about to shoot him 1.00

03:39:00.860 man that little fetus 1.00

03:39:01.820 hey I need you one

03:39:02.760 I need you one of them

03:39:03.520 that's

03:39:04.040 hey Errol you get yourself

03:39:05.280 any predicaments yet

03:39:06.180 I need to bust you out of 0.99

03:39:07.020 damn 1.00

03:39:07.280 nope 1.00

03:39:08.260 y'all need to stop trying to put that stupid ass baby on me 1.00

03:39:10.980 ain't my damn baby 1.00

03:39:12.140 that ain't my damn baby 1.00

03:39:14.700 that's your baby 1.00

03:39:15.280 ain't my baby

03:39:17.820 that ain't my baby 0.99

03:39:19.040 that ain't my baby 0.99

03:39:19.660 that ain't my baby 0.99

03:39:20.880 that ain't my baby 0.99

03:39:22.100 that ain't my

03:39:22.760 that's her but she working to be you 1.00

03:39:24.380 she working to be you 1.00

03:39:25.160 I ain't put my room in church room tip in there

03:39:27.060 upstairs come on

03:39:28.720 we out upstairs

03:39:29.360 man we ain't got an elevator though

03:39:33.780 hell yeah watch out here we 0.92

03:39:35.460 damn no we don't 0.97

03:39:38.460 you need to you find us need to walk up these stairs anyway 1.00

03:39:43.320 man watch out I'm gonna die 0.88

03:39:45.660 you got a clothes hanger or what you about to do 0.92

03:39:50.940 see you find 1.00

03:39:51.440 like the clothesline this bitch 1.00

03:39:53.800 I'm telling you wait 1.00

03:39:54.940 wait till she walk down 1.00

03:39:56.100 when they're doing the blowwork and shit downstairs 0.99

03:39:57.900 we gotta go downstairs I guess 0.98

03:39:58.940 you can push her down

03:39:59.740 you big out of stairs

03:40:00.740 just push her right here 1.00

03:40:01.540 I'm saying that I call my tech arrest

03:40:03.780 they got cameras

03:40:06.080 they gonna get me for sure

03:40:07.160 oh yeah you don't want to go to jail for that

03:40:09.880 don't do that

03:40:10.300 hell nah 1.00

03:40:11.140 it could be this nigga baby fool 1.00

03:40:13.900 we know 1.00

03:40:14.300 no I did

03:40:15.120 I ain't gonna lie

03:40:16.200 I ain't gonna lie

03:40:17.320 I bet you you be having baby too

03:40:23.320 uh not me not me

03:40:25.700 not me 1.00

03:40:27.780 no shit my package hurt man shit 1.00

03:40:32.280 I don't act like you don't hear that motherfucker in here 1.00

03:40:46.340 open this damn door 1.00

03:40:48.120 she doesn't want you guys in here 0.99

03:40:55.540 we have been accused of having a baby

03:40:58.620 we do not know if there's a child yet

03:41:01.100 can you guys please

03:41:02.220 we don't want no harm

03:41:04.740 we don't want no harm

03:41:06.100 can you guys please wait in the waiting room

03:41:08.100 all right

03:41:08.720 wait a minute

03:41:11.380 wait there's no baby

03:41:12.540 we don't know yet

03:41:14.260 we're gonna do some testing

03:41:15.380 can you guys back up

03:41:16.960 okay okay

03:41:17.560 you want a baby

03:41:18.220 maybe one day

03:41:20.960 I don't know

03:41:21.640 how about now

03:41:22.580 come here

03:41:23.880 no no

03:41:26.640 he made the same

03:41:27.820 let me hear your number

03:41:28.520 yeah he got the binds

03:41:30.220 it's okay

03:41:30.660 now let's skip the number

03:41:31.980 get to the baby maker

03:41:32.780 how about that

03:41:33.180 she gonna give your number 1.00

03:41:34.080 she give a number to everybody 0.81

03:41:35.120 go ahead hurry up

03:41:35.840 ew

03:41:36.300 I don't want to

03:41:36.760 yeah here take you

03:41:37.860 yeah

03:41:38.340 what

03:41:38.760 zero money 1.00

03:41:39.740 she give her shit to everybody bro 1.00

03:41:41.300 you belong to the waiting room 1.00

03:41:43.080 bitch give her shit to everybody bro 1.00

03:41:45.500 you know I don't want anymore 1.00

03:41:46.680 fuck you 1.00

03:41:47.600 she's the worst 1.00

03:41:48.680 what the fuck are you 1.00

03:41:49.780 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:51.020 you got fucked on FaceTime 1.00

03:41:52.040 you fucking slut 1.00

03:41:52.780 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:53.600 don't get mad 1.00

03:41:54.560 you know what's happening 1.00

03:41:55.420 you shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:56.600 you shut the fuck up 1.00

03:41:57.580 get out 1.00

03:41:58.140 everyone out

03:41:58.620 you spit everybody out

03:41:59.780 don't get mad 1.00

03:42:00.620 bitch I'll kill you bitch 1.00

03:42:01.940 fuck what you talking about 1.00

03:42:03.160 I'll kill you 1.00

03:42:03.800 don't talk to him like that 1.00

03:42:04.820 I'll kill you bitch shit 1.00

03:42:06.060 everybody out 1.00

03:42:06.760 shut the white knight 1.00

03:42:07.560 you like doing shit 1.00

03:42:08.260 you don't talk to me 1.00

03:42:09.500 you don't talk to me 1.00

03:42:10.500 fuck you 1.00

03:42:11.460 what 1.00

03:42:11.760 damn 1.00

03:42:12.860 shut the fuck up 1.00

03:42:15.220 fuck you in the ass 1.00

03:42:16.260 bitch ass nigga 1.00

03:42:17.720 everyone to the waiting room 1.00

03:42:19.820 get the mother shots of me 0.51

03:42:20.780 hey nurse there's some empty rooms if you want to make a baby 1.00

03:42:34.540 you okay in the head 1.00

03:42:35.260 don't speak about me to no bitch 1.00

03:42:36.680 don't talk to me 1.00

03:42:38.080 go to the waiting room 1.00

03:42:38.880 pull up to the ass 1.00

03:42:39.600 man this shit going down 1.00

03:42:40.480 man I got a baby on the way or something 1.00

03:42:41.960 I don't know what going on

03:42:42.760 I'm over there

03:42:43.860 hey nurse there's some empty rooms if you want to make a baby 1.00

03:42:46.460 oh yeah you like that

03:42:49.560 you just said I was used goods

03:42:51.040 get away from me

03:42:51.780 nah nah nah

03:42:52.340 but I'm gonna use it right

03:42:53.460 sir if you could please

03:42:57.960 I'm trying to do some

03:42:59.080 real quick just pull your pants down 0.99

03:43:01.640 bend over this pool table real quick 1.00

03:43:02.660 get the fuck out 1.00

03:43:03.500 ah fuck you too 1.00

03:43:04.520 go up in that spot 1.00

03:43:10.140 you kick your ass 1.00

03:43:11.000 don't come to the hospital brother 1.00

03:43:12.820 Savannah bitch took my shit pregnant with my baby 1.00

03:43:14.560 that ain't my baby bride 1.00

03:43:16.560 I won't not stand with that bitch 1.00

03:43:17.600 just to fucking get you mad 1.00

03:43:18.840 that ain't my girl 1.00

03:43:20.480 bro

03:43:21.160 that's what I'm saying bro 0.98

03:43:24.940 this nigga c-panel is 1.00

03:43:26.220 why the doctors 1.00

03:43:27.100 why'd you let him nut in you 0.99

03:43:28.600 what the fuck 1.00

03:43:29.180 I'm saying bro 0.99

03:43:30.000 I don't remember

03:43:31.160 I don't remember

03:43:32.260 who are you

03:43:33.160 I don't remember

03:43:34.260 I'm Hubie

03:43:35.140 who's you

03:43:35.600 I'm Dirty Bird

03:43:36.360 call 0.76

03:43:36.740 hey dirty 1.00

03:43:40.460 I don't give a fuck about you 1.00

03:43:41.800 or Dirty Bird 0.99

03:43:42.600 I'm Dirty Bird 0.97

03:43:43.440 you got a dirty coochie 1.00

03:43:44.520 don't don't don't don't 0.99

03:43:45.680 don't disassay 1.00

03:43:46.420 we are we are bitch slacking 1.00

03:43:47.820 I'm not dissing bro 1.00

03:43:48.700 I don't give a fuck 0.97

03:43:49.660 don't you ever disassay 0.99

03:43:50.760 don't don't ever do that 0.99

03:43:51.480 I don't give a fuck 0.98

03:43:52.680 I ain't gonna lie shorty 0.99

03:43:53.780 you can't yeah 0.91

03:43:54.340 you can't talk against the dirty

03:43:55.640 you'll be having that

03:43:56.300 you'll be having that

03:43:57.120 dirty

03:43:57.440 and you smell good

03:43:58.260 you smell good

03:43:58.520 you smell you 0.77

03:43:59.120 you smell you 0.77

03:43:59.140 you smell like baby 0.99

03:44:00.820 eww 1.00

03:44:01.400 what I smell that shit on you 1.00

03:44:02.740 I'm the fucking touching me 1.00

03:44:04.180 I just wanted to make sure you ain't pregnant 1.00

03:44:06.160 okay get out of here

03:44:07.160 get out of here 0.98

03:44:07.680 dirty eye coochie 1.00

03:44:09.300 if you want to just follow me 0.97

03:44:11.000 come inside

03:44:12.780 yeah

03:44:13.300 hey man we had a dice game last night 1.00

03:44:17.740 this little bitch ran off of 15 bangs on us 1.00

03:44:19.700 15 1.00

03:44:20.340 yeah I ran off of 10 on him

03:44:22.280 he probably trying to get up with me

03:44:23.640 hell no yo

03:44:24.580 I told me

03:44:25.120 I'll never be cool again

03:44:26.920 if you don't get my money for that much call

03:44:28.820 my 15 bangs of dice game

03:44:30.760 my money 0.98

03:44:32.820 yeah he better not say shit to me about that 10 0.80

03:44:34.880 I'm acting like I don't remember 0.87

03:44:36.040 see pain what you about to do about this baby situation

03:44:38.160 you should be more stressed out

03:44:39.240 I'm worried about like you might have a kid on the way 1.00

03:44:41.580 I'm too a player for this shit man 1.00

03:44:43.020 I basically get thrown off the mountain fucking with me 1.00

03:44:45.120 oh hold on my main bitch calling 1.00

03:44:47.120 the main bitch 1.00

03:44:47.580 the main bitch is calling 1.00

03:44:48.660 please 1.00

03:44:49.580 you a dirty dog 1.00

03:44:51.160 Kira 1.00

03:44:51.980 baby

03:44:53.080 we actually can meet

03:44:55.480 you let me meet you

03:44:56.680 where's my 100k

03:44:59.020 alright a bit

03:45:01.880 can you give me like 10 minutes

03:45:05.160 ok

03:45:09.300 ok ok ok

03:45:10.960 yo

03:45:16.440 what the

03:45:23.740 yo

03:45:31.120 smack 0.66

03:45:31.540 we're going on

03:45:32.240 what's the word

03:45:34.360 where'd those nurses go 1.00

03:45:38.120 smack we're going on

03:45:42.920 we're going on dude

03:45:43.580 we're going on 1.00

03:45:44.240 you can get into the bitches 1.00

03:45:45.720 this is my buddy smack right here 1.00

03:45:48.720 uh

03:45:49.100 me

03:45:49.880 yeah good guy

03:45:50.940 smack good guy

03:45:51.980 smack let me know when you get

03:45:56.960 when you're ready for some

03:45:57.920 cause I could

03:45:58.560 I could put you on something

03:45:59.620 you know I got 0.99

03:46:00.760 damn you looking good 0.99

03:46:02.960 excuse me nurse 1.00

03:46:08.380 I have a gut

03:46:08.820 I got a groin problem

03:46:09.780 can you check it out

03:46:10.500 um

03:46:12.260 I think someone at the front

03:46:13.420 can help you

03:46:14.020 I'm with the patient

03:46:14.940 nah I need

03:46:15.820 I need you

03:46:16.220 I need you to help me out

03:46:17.100 you need me to help you

03:46:19.060 yeah

03:46:19.500 ok

03:46:21.540 give me your number

03:46:23.420 I'm really am a little bit busy right now

03:46:25.980 ok no problem

03:46:26.920 so Tava baby

03:46:28.020 you know I would have hit on you 0.99

03:46:29.180 but I'm just

03:46:29.720 I'm gonna just like

03:46:30.340 you know Hubie had this one right here

03:46:31.720 this guy right here is

03:46:33.180 man he one of them guys

03:46:34.800 I'm one of them guys

03:46:35.840 who's that guy? 0.99

03:46:36.300 homo 0.96

03:46:36.900 yes he's one of them guys

03:46:38.280 mmm

03:46:39.520 the guy for you

03:46:40.740 the guy for me

03:46:42.560 yes

03:46:43.280 they call him the big

03:46:44.460 whoo

03:46:44.960 whoo

03:46:45.500 whoo

03:46:46.000 whoo

03:46:46.700 alright

03:46:47.120 sativa got you

03:46:47.980 I'm about to be the end

03:46:48.940 of your sativa 0.95

03:46:49.640 you are

03:46:50.000 can I get a percocet or not?

03:47:01.520 let me get a Vicodin

03:47:03.440 hold on baby girl 0.98

03:47:04.760 give me a minute

03:47:05.220 I'll just lay down

03:47:05.960 yeah that's fine

03:47:07.280 I'll be right back

03:47:08.820 hey baby girl

03:47:09.880 grab me a pillow

03:47:11.400 let me

03:47:12.120 can I get a percocet or not?

03:47:13.600 let me get a Vicodin

03:47:15.440 ah 0.99

03:47:16.820 whack ass nurse 1.00

03:47:18.320 hey Samite 0.99

03:47:19.540 grab me a pillow real quick

03:47:20.660 one of them

03:47:21.380 incubator bank blankets 1.00

03:47:23.080 fat ass bitch 1.00

03:47:23.840 why are you laying down? 1.00

03:47:25.540 hey give me one of them

03:47:26.120 babies

03:47:26.360 give me one of them blankets

03:47:27.060 they give to the pregnant 1.00

03:47:28.640 bitches 1.00

03:47:28.940 when they had the babies 1.00

03:47:29.680 give me one of them 1.00

03:47:30.180 fuck you already tired 1.00

03:47:31.240 I thought you was on a diet 1.00

03:47:32.040 I am on a diet

03:47:33.580 wait

03:47:33.920 I need beans and soda water

03:47:35.160 Earl you off a perc?

03:47:37.280 yeah I just said

03:47:38.020 pop three up

03:47:38.780 three was a two

03:47:39.760 you can't give me one?

03:47:41.920 let me see if I got another

03:47:43.100 ooh this one

03:47:44.480 last perc though

03:47:45.560 nah keep it keep it

03:47:46.440 keep it

03:47:46.680 I'm clean

03:47:47.640 I'm clean

03:47:48.040 I'm clean

03:47:48.440 I take that

03:47:49.320 you good 1.00

03:47:49.700 I got a plug on that shit 1.00

03:47:51.600 fuck 1.00

03:47:52.020 you motherfucking tripping man 1.00

03:47:54.120 you know that's how you're right 1.00

03:47:55.140 every time

03:47:55.940 alright Savannah

03:47:57.720 I'm done

03:47:58.560 yeah

03:47:59.400 hold on hold on hold on 0.99

03:48:00.560 what you got in that big ass bar? 0.98

03:48:01.180 yeah 0.99

03:48:01.680 where's your pillow? 1.00

03:48:02.680 I haven't seen that bitch 1.00

03:48:03.720 that ran off with the money 1.00

03:48:04.480 at the dungeon

03:48:05.320 hold on hold on

03:48:06.060 hold on

03:48:07.060 he outside? 1.00

03:48:09.440 oh motherfucker 1.00

03:48:10.560 what's up nigga what you on the way? 1.00

03:48:15.020 come here man 1.00

03:48:15.680 hey bring your ass back here motherfucker 1.00

03:48:19.980 how about money ain't? 1.00

03:48:21.940 how about money ain't?

03:48:22.680 how about money ain't?

03:48:23.560 mother

03:48:24.060 uh oh 0.99

03:48:24.560 wrong nigga 1.00

03:48:28.560 put your ass on the motherfucking ground 1.00

03:48:31.360 mother 1.00

03:48:31.560 hey get your ass off 1.00

03:48:33.220 hey what the fuck is he doing? 1.00

03:48:34.480 what the fuck is wrong with you? 1.00

03:48:35.860 nigga belly bumping everybody 1.00

03:48:36.980 belly bumping motherfucker 1.00

03:48:38.520 watch out 1.00

03:48:39.100 belly bump attack 1.00

03:48:40.680 that bitch ass 1.00

03:48:41.520 you talk about straight down 1.00

03:48:47.360 shout out motherfucker 1.00

03:48:51.800 get your ass off 1.00

03:48:52.640 get your ass off 1.00

03:48:53.260 yeah fat yeah 1.00

03:48:54.260 what the fuck is in the game? 1.00

03:48:55.500 this dirty bird stop playing with me 1.00

03:48:57.140 stop playing with me 1.00

03:48:58.220 bitch 1.00

03:49:00.380 motherfucker 1.00

03:49:02.720 yeah you don't fuck it 1.00

03:49:03.800 you don't fuck with Earl 1.00

03:49:04.520 my bad Earl 1.00

03:49:05.140 oh shit 1.00

03:49:05.640 my bad Earl 0.99

03:49:06.500 I got him to oi

03:49:07.560 you go Earl

03:49:08.800 Earl 1.00

03:49:09.420 shit 1.00

03:49:10.140 what the fuck is she here? 1.00

03:49:11.680 ooh 1.00

03:49:12.600 motherfucker 1.00

03:49:13.500 bitch 1.00

03:49:14.600 damn 1.00

03:49:15.020 bitch 1.00

03:49:15.800 hey get that 10 bands back in blood bitch 1.00

03:49:24.340 and tie his ass up 1.00

03:49:27.460 tie who up 1.00

03:49:28.620 tie who up 0.99

03:49:29.860 I wish a motherfucker woods 1.00

03:49:31.120 nigga I'm from the wishing nigga woods 1.00

03:49:32.560 you better watch out

03:49:33.720 I suggest you go on by your finish

03:49:35.040 I suggest you get gone before I trip 1.00

03:49:36.740 nigga pick your motherfucking ass off me 1.00

03:49:38.680 motherfucker 1.00

03:49:43.420 nigger 1.00

03:49:45.880 what the fuck is that? 1.00

03:49:47.500 whadda? 1.00

03:49:47.600 whadda?

03:49:49.100 whadda?

03:49:49.560 whadda?

03:49:49.600 whadda?

03:49:50.060 whadda?

03:49:50.460 whadda?

03:49:50.800 whadda?

03:49:51.480 whadda?

03:49:51.960 whadda?

03:49:52.580 whadda?

03:49:52.800 whadda?

03:49:53.380 whadda?

03:49:53.800 whadda?

03:49:54.540 whadda?

03:49:55.320 whadda?

03:49:55.820 whadda?

03:49:56.320 whadda?

03:49:56.820 whadda?

03:49:58.100 whadda?

03:49:58.800 whadda?

03:49:59.120 whadda?

03:49:59.480 whadda?

03:50:00.120 whadda?

03:50:00.660 whadda?

03:50:01.180 whadda?

03:50:01.600 He lll handled?

03:50:01.860 m astrologer

03:50:02.440 aid?

03:50:02.940 m RICH

03:50:03.460 nooo

03:50:04.020 CLUCKER

03:50:05.380 awww 0.99

03:50:06.400 W인이

03:50:07.440 or you 1.00

03:50:08.060 big dirty nigga 1.00

03:50:11.040 ditch 1.00

03:50:12.160 yeah

03:50:12.600 Let me get that hot nurse 1.00

03:50:18.740 Who is the hot nurse? 1.00

03:50:21.820 Him?

03:50:22.620 You alright

03:50:23.440 He wants you to help him

03:50:27.220 He said he wants the hot nurse

03:50:29.440 Thank you, thank you

03:50:42.600 Yeah, you single though?

03:50:49.640 What?

03:50:50.500 You single?

03:50:51.840 You talking to him, the hot nurse?

03:50:53.400 What the fu-

03:50:53.980 Alright 0.99

03:50:54.380 Alright, you got a nice laugh for a mid-bitch 1.00

03:51:01.480 You got a massive fighter, sir 0.97

03:51:06.940 What's your name?

03:51:13.580 I think we got off on the wrong foot

03:51:15.040 I think I got on the wrong foot

03:51:17.020 Somebody's dead

03:51:18.540 Hold on, somebody's dead

03:51:19.740 Alright

03:51:20.420 Alright, come on

03:51:27.820 Let's go see what this baby's talking about 0.99

03:51:29.060 How do you go the fuck out of here? 0.99

03:51:41.580 Where do you go? 0.99

03:51:42.580 Where do you go? 1.00

03:51:43.200 Get the fuck out of here 1.00

03:51:45.820 Get the fuck out of here 1.00

03:51:49.820 Where are you high ass running? 1.00

03:51:54.160 I need to get the fuck out of here 1.00

03:51:56.460 These motherfuckers chasing me 1.00

03:51:57.860 Smacking their ass like roach 1.00

03:51:59.920 Hey, babe 1.00

03:52:00.920 You still got a spider, sir

03:52:03.280 A spider?

03:52:05.640 That means you got to jump

03:52:07.080 Don't tell me that

03:52:08.800 No, you got to jump

03:52:10.100 You got to jump 1.00

03:52:10.620 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:10.960 That means you floating in her eyes 1.00

03:52:12.800 There you go

03:52:13.220 Oh my god

03:52:14.800 You don't got to keep jumping

03:52:15.860 That's enough

03:52:16.440 You make me float

03:52:17.220 That's how pretty you are

03:52:18.100 Nah

03:52:19.300 You talking to the good looking nurse?

03:52:23.280 Ah, get over it

03:52:24.700 You know, I was just joking

03:52:25.400 I was just playing with you

03:52:26.120 Come here, come here

03:52:26.740 Come here

03:52:26.980 You talking to the good looking nurse?

03:52:28.140 I'm sorry

03:52:28.860 I'm sorry

03:52:29.320 I'm sorry

03:52:29.820 Uh-uh

03:52:31.440 Uh-uh

03:52:32.140 He got money, girl 1.00

03:52:33.460 I ain't gonna lie

03:52:34.080 Look at that money

03:52:34.600 It's beginning to look a lot

03:52:37.000 Christmas

03:52:38.560 You have a beautiful voice

03:52:40.360 I swear to god 1.00

03:52:41.200 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:42.640 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:43.860 What the fuck? 1.00

03:52:45.140 Yo, you got an amazing singing voice 1.00

03:52:47.740 You like that? 1.00

03:52:49.120 That's my shit 1.00

03:52:49.680 Wait, what happened to this baby? 1.00

03:52:50.760 She pregnant? 0.92

03:52:54.960 She's pregnant? 1.00

03:52:55.700 She's pregnant? 1.00

03:52:57.440 Come out of here, you're a-ass nigga 1.00

03:52:58.700 What the fuck are you talking about? 1.00

03:52:59.680 These motherfuckers still fighting 1.00

03:53:01.000 Get him out of here, man 1.00

03:53:02.160 Hey, stop it before I hit your ass that trick 1.00

03:53:03.720 Oh, yeah, dude 1.00

03:53:04.560 You should have

03:53:05.660 Hey, we should have

03:53:06.540 Rick's

03:53:07.040 Please stop fighting 1.00

03:53:08.480 Bitch, this is dirty bird 1.00

03:53:09.340 We out 1.00

03:53:10.240 We just whoops

03:53:10.620 Wait, won't Yet

03:53:12.100 Got time

03:53:12.380 "?

03:53:12.580 No not

03:53:16.580 Get in

03:53:17.220 Why they fighting 0.99

03:53:29.900 Ricks shut the fuck up the man. This bitch got a baby 1.00

03:53:34.200 Yeah, we got bigger problems right now. Oh, I'm not trying to be an uncle 1.00

03:53:43.140 Just think about all your money cut it in half 1.00

03:53:47.220 Fuck out it. I'm broke. I don't do fuck 1.00

03:53:49.860 Fight with everything 1.00

03:53:53.520 Now just give me all your money

03:53:56.400 I'm gonna start a little mission. All right y'all go ahead

03:54:00.060 Where the fuck you going? Gotta go. I gotta go meet with this bitch 1.00

03:54:04.360 Whatever, nigga, which I want to watch or something fuck yo, bro 1.00

03:54:09.420 Fuck you too. What the fuck? 1.00

03:54:13.760 Yo 1.00

03:54:22.200 I'm sure I need some money and me too. I lost like two hundred thousand at damn motherfucking a racetrack 1.00

03:54:28.180 Two hundred thousand damn horses 1.00

03:54:30.660 You play blackjack? 1.00

03:54:32.660 Yeah, that's just cool. I like the

03:54:37.940 I like the

03:54:39.940 How do you say that?

03:54:43.380 What did you say that?

03:54:44.260 Bro, you took too many perks. Are you lagging right now?

03:54:47.140 Yeah, you know, that's me though. I'm about to perk it says. Hop in the car, nigga dirty burger 1.00

03:54:51.780 How hungry what time you owe you these boo? I 1.00

03:55:02.260 Got a burger right here. I didn't finish eating, but

03:55:05.300 Let's go get some money. Let's do whatever you want to get into. Let's get into I'm shellin right now

03:55:09.460 Alright listen, I got this event I'm throwing. I'm raffling off that stick. I've been whacking motherfuckers with

03:55:15.460 All right, okay. I need to get back for that money. I lost at the casino 1.00

03:55:20.740 I'm gonna go to strip club real quick meet with the ladies 1.00

03:55:23.860 Hey, y'all on the radio

03:55:27.940 Where y'all at baby girl? Oh y'all just sound like angels

03:55:30.820 Okay, you was skydiving. Where the fuck you do that at? 1.00

03:55:45.220 You had like a parachute and shit 1.00

03:55:50.340 Mmm, good at burger. Hey, I'm on my way to strip club. I need to tell y'all what's going on with this event. Yeah, I need to clock in 1.00

03:55:56.500 How's the strip club doing? It's good. I'm on the radio. That's what I'm talking to right now

03:56:05.940 No, no, no, it don't matter if we do a theme. I just need to raffle off this stick. I need to sell a lot of tickets, okay

03:56:15.860 That's $10,000 per ticket per raffle ticket

03:56:27.460 People gonna pay for this

03:56:44.100 How you doing baby? Wait, I'm at the VU right now. Where y'all?

03:56:48.500 What's up? Yo, yo, yo

03:56:50.500 Yo, all right, listen

03:56:52.500 I'm doing a raffle for this right here, all right? Oh my god

03:56:57.060 Whoa

03:56:57.460 Doing a raffle, $10,000 a ticket, you can buy up to 10 tickets, okay? What'd you say?

03:57:05.300 Yeah, come to the VU real quick. Come over, there's a few of us over here

03:57:10.820 Who know how to make a fly because Cy is asleep right now

03:57:14.980 I think Liberty does

03:57:17.060 Liberty, you know how to make a fly?

03:57:20.500 Oh

03:57:22.660 Man, miss you. Yeah, I need you to come make this event room. Come here. I need you to come make this fly

03:57:34.180 Trying to catch me some fish 0.82

03:57:36.900 What the hell are you doing? 1.00

03:57:37.940 Yeah, are you calling it pussy stinky or what? 1.00

03:57:40.660 Hey, you said what? Chill bro 1.00

03:57:45.140 So get that fucking fish around 1.00

03:57:47.140 Get that shit out of your hand, man 1.00

03:57:50.500 Fucky 1.00

03:57:51.940 Yo, yo, yo, hey chill out, chill out with the fight in there 1.00

03:57:58.180 Chill out with all that shit 0.99

03:58:00.260 We need to get, let me talk to Liberty real quick 0.97

03:58:02.260 I'm about to get up out of here, y'all gonna be ready for the event

03:58:04.740 Maybe a little dancing and shit, but 0.76

03:58:06.740 But importantly, I need to sell as many tickets 0.95

03:58:10.420 Okay

03:58:12.420 Why'd you take that out?

03:58:13.700 I need you to

03:58:14.420 You're so lost to her, bro

03:58:15.700 Get the raffle

03:58:17.940 Raffle?

03:58:18.420 Mm-hmm

03:58:22.180 Like you can buy as many tickets as you want

03:58:24.100 Just keep tracking your ticket

03:58:25.140 Wait, oh, what is that in the time right there?

03:58:27.460 It's a pool cube

03:58:28.820 We gotta take a picture of you

03:58:32.740 Can you see it in my hand or no?

03:58:34.500 Oh, we can

03:58:35.860 Oh yeah, take a picture of it 0.99

03:58:37.300 So you can send it to uh, Liberty for uh, for the shit 0.99

03:58:40.900 So whoever wins the raffle gets that? 0.99

03:58:43.140 Yep

03:58:45.860 What's going on you, man?

03:58:46.500 Are you trying to 0.99

03:58:47.460 Stop the fire, bullsh** 1.00

03:58:48.740 I can't do that, I want a small finish 0.99

03:58:57.460 You need to stick right here

03:58:59.700 I ain't even trying to fire, I'm just coming here to chill, gang

03:59:02.340 I'm chilling too, what you doing?

03:59:04.660 Nah, I'm just chilling, man

03:59:05.540 What, you work here as well?

03:59:06.900 I'm a manager here

03:59:07.940 I'm the security 1.00

03:59:08.740 Oh, shit 0.99

03:59:09.860 Let's see I don't uppercut you at all 1.00

03:59:17.140 Ladies, ladies, stop arguing, c'mon 1.00

03:59:18.980 Shit, I need it 1.00

03:59:19.620 Yo, you can chinching me 1.00

03:59:20.340 You don't hear what he said about you

03:59:22.020 You can chinching me

03:59:22.740 You can say nothing about me

03:59:23.860 You said about Carmelo's girlfriend

03:59:25.460 Yeah, yeah, yeah

03:59:27.300 This is even worse

03:59:28.180 Yeah

03:59:30.180 Yeah 1.00

03:59:30.820 Oh, damn 1.00

03:59:31.460 Your man got beat up by a girl 1.00

03:59:32.660 Oh, shit 1.00

03:59:33.700 And you for saying that about her 1.00

03:59:36.660 And you

03:59:38.100 Just cuz

03:59:42.020 Ooh, weave

03:59:46.500 Alright, I'm gonna make some calls to see if somebody else 0.99

03:59:56.740 Wait, I want you to get the disco ball and shit on your back 1.00

03:59:59.940 You get that? 1.00

04:00:04.900 Let me get up

04:00:05.620 Hold up 1.00

04:00:13.460 Shit, where the fuck is everyone at, bro? 1.00

04:00:14.900 This shit's so fucking quiet 1.00

04:00:16.820 No, I haven't started yet 1.00

04:00:18.660 No, I'm not saying

04:00:19.300 I'm just saying in general

04:00:21.140 Oh

04:00:26.580 I'm out of here 1.00

04:00:27.140 This shit way 0.99

04:00:35.620 I'm out of here 0.99

04:00:51.860 Hahaha, get back

04:01:02.980 Alright, who else can we call?

04:01:05.620 I'm out of here

04:01:19.940 Yo, what do you want?

04:01:21.700 What do you mean what do you want?

04:01:22.500 How you been?

04:01:24.340 Bro, you just hit me in the mall 0.80

04:01:25.860 Leave me alone 1.00

04:01:26.980 Alright, bye, bitch 1.00

04:01:27.780 What the fuck? 1.00

04:01:36.180 What the fuck? 1.00

04:01:36.580 Did I get blocked? 1.00

04:01:40.100 Uh

04:01:52.340 Hello?

04:01:53.300 Vani, I miss you

04:01:54.180 I miss you, are you doing?

04:01:56.020 Oh 1.00

04:01:56.580 What the fuck is this? 1.00

04:01:58.100 Oh 1.00

04:02:14.500 No one fucks with me, chat 1.00

04:02:15.700 What the fuck? 1.00

04:02:21.940 What the fuck? 1.00

04:02:33.220 Chat, am I not taking this seriously enough? 1.00

04:02:35.540 I'm trying

04:02:36.500 I'm actually trying

04:02:37.460 It might be too much of an incel

04:02:51.300 Call the casino girl 1.00

04:02:52.100 She didn't pick up

04:02:52.580 Let me call again

04:02:53.220 What the hell is that beep, chat?

04:03:04.820 Oh, I think it's the

04:03:07.940 I think it's the fuel

04:03:08.900 Oh 0.99

04:03:22.740 Oh, I got no fucking pole in here 1.00

04:03:35.700 This shit is a lot of work 1.00

04:03:36.820 No funny shit 1.00

04:03:38.420 Let me get out of this car 0.98

04:03:40.180 Hey 1.00

04:03:42.980 What the fuck? 1.00

04:03:45.300 And get out the car 1.00

04:03:47.860 What the fucking car 1.00

04:03:54.420 She took the keys? 1.00

04:04:03.620 I got to get my streetcar up

04:04:04.820 I got to get my streetcar up chat

04:04:05.380 It's a lot of work 0.99

04:04:08.100 What the fuck? 0.99

04:04:24.580 Man, you can start gliding when it's raining 1.00

04:04:35.540 All right

04:04:37.540 I'm dead

04:04:46.500 Chad, I'm feeling sick

04:04:48.420 I'm feeling sick

04:04:48.980 I'm about to go to sleep 0.99

04:04:50.100 No funny shit 0.99

04:04:52.260 I've been grinding too hard every single day 0.99

04:04:54.100 No cat, no cat, no cat

04:04:57.460 But um

04:04:58.180 Yo, join love speech

04:04:59.220 Join love, yeah

04:04:59.860 I'm about to go to sleep

04:05:00.820 I'm about to go to sleep 0.99

04:05:01.620 I'm fucking tired, bro 0.99

04:05:04.660 I'm fucking tired 0.99

04:05:05.220 I've been grinding this month 0.99

04:05:06.260 I've been grinding this month

04:05:10.500 Cap, you're not sick

04:05:12.340 I'm feeling sick, chat

04:05:14.100 I'm sick

04:05:14.900 Sickness for betas

04:05:15.860 Oh man, I'm tired

04:05:17.380 I'm about to go to sleep

04:05:18.260 I have not been getting much sleep

04:05:21.620 You already know

04:05:22.180 You already know the links

04:05:22.980 Snapchat

04:05:25.140 Active income is pushed to January 1st

04:05:27.620 Right now

04:05:27.940 But if you sign up early

04:05:28.740 You'll get access to a secret video

04:05:30.020 About high-level networking

04:05:31.620 It's free

04:05:32.420 And also you'll get access to a private Zoom call

04:05:35.780 We've been building a lot about that

04:05:36.900 Fair enough

04:05:37.300 Chat

04:05:37.460 No, no, no

04:05:39.780 Should we raid somebody?

04:05:42.420 Who do we raid?

04:05:43.060 Dr. K. Frimer

04:05:43.940 We've already done like 34 hours this month

04:05:48.260 Something like that

04:05:50.260 Is Aiden actually live?

04:05:51.140 We can go raid him

04:05:56.980 Yeah, let's raid Aiden real quick

04:06:01.700 Go, go raid, uh

04:06:02.980 Raid my boy Aiden

04:06:09.940 He's in Australia right now

04:06:13.940 I have a sleeper build

04:06:20.020 And I have a six pack

04:06:20.900 I don't care

04:06:21.220 I actually kind of like

04:06:21.860 Have more definition

04:06:22.500 Oh god

04:06:23.540 He kind of does

04:06:25.380 Yeah, I'm not gonna lie

04:06:27.060 You want to see you?

04:06:28.900 This is you

04:06:29.620 I know

04:06:30.020 Alright, you ruined it

04:06:32.260 He actually

04:06:32.820 No, I might even troll

04:06:33.780 He actually has a lot of definitions on him

04:06:36.660 Yeah, let's be honest

04:06:37.460 Because I'm so scared

04:06:38.180 Raid Aiden chat

04:06:40.180 Raid Aiden

04:06:40.740 Raid Aiden

04:06:40.900 Raid Aiden

04:06:41.060 Raid Aiden

04:06:43.940 I'll see you guys soon

04:06:44.900 Please ask you while

04:06:45.460 Let's get on my shirt up

04:06:46.420 Be safe

04:06:46.820 I need to get some sleep

04:06:47.460 Shout out to Dr. K

04:06:51.460 At least take the do-rag off 1.00

04:06:52.660 No, nigga 1.00

04:06:53.220 Why is he dick sucking? 1.00

04:06:54.420 Mike, bro 1.00

04:06:55.300 Shut up eat 1.00

04:06:56.580 You can stuff your mouth 1.00

04:06:59.220 I'm good, Chad 0.99

04:06:59.780 I'm just sick

04:07:00.180 I'm just feeling sick

04:07:00.980 I feel much

04:07:01.460 I feel much

04:07:01.940 I feel much

04:07:02.180 Nah, Jordan

04:07:02.820 Show him your watch

04:07:03.620 Hold on, bro

04:07:04.580 Raid up, Raid up

04:07:05.380 Yeah

04:07:05.700 I'm just looking to put it

04:07:09.300 To work all the way in Australia

04:07:10.420 Yeah, I guess

04:07:10.980 It's spit in my wrist

04:07:11.860 But, Sab

04:07:19.380 If you're in my chair

04:07:20.660 Anyone that lifts weights

04:07:21.540 What is your guys' max dumbbell press?

04:07:24.500 We weren't debating

04:07:25.460 It wasn't a debate

04:07:26.260 I get about 45 pounds

04:07:27.300 Of course it is

04:07:32.820 Yeah, every time you ask a question

04:07:34.980 You might as well just stop doing that

04:07:36.500 You want to take care of this?

04:07:37.300 Yeah

04:07:37.860 Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid, Raid

04:07:40.100 Jordan

04:07:40.500 Right here

04:07:40.980 They're saying 300 pounds 1.00

04:07:42.580 Like, they're so stupid 1.00

04:07:43.700 I guess 1.00

04:07:44.180 I'm 300 pounds?

04:07:45.060 No, they're saying

04:07:45.780 Like, they can dumbbell press

04:07:46.740 300 pounds per arm

04:07:47.620 Yeah, yeah, yeah

04:07:48.420 Also, I think Needles might be live

04:07:49.860 I think Needles might be live

04:07:50.740 So check love speech

04:07:51.540 Because some of the other team members

04:07:53.140 Might be going live tonight 1.00

04:07:58.740 Just lagging like a motherfucker 0.99

04:07:59.940 But I've been following the way that HS has been working out 0.99

04:08:03.700 That's what my trainer and I have been doing

04:08:05.860 We've just been literally lifting till failure

04:08:07.620 So like, I'll just straight like lift and like

04:08:10.500 Go crazy

04:08:11.300 Like, I'll do

04:08:11.780 Like, literally what HS is doing

04:08:12.740 It's the best way to do it, bro

04:08:14.020 When you do like 12 sets

04:08:16.340 All right, cool

04:08:18.180 Love you guys

04:08:18.580 Be safe

04:08:18.900 Have a great night

04:08:19.380 Bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye, bye

04:08:22.820 See you tomorrow

04:08:23.300 See you tomorrow, chat

04:08:23.860 W stream

04:08:24.980 Remember, we got the train

04:08:26.020 I needed my stuff

04:08:26.580 Because we got the training stream on Saturday

04:08:30.740 It's gonna be good

04:08:32.740 It's gonna be good, man

04:08:33.540 I love you guys, love you guys, love you guys, love you guys

04:08:59.940 Bring us snow

04:09:01.380 All the rage

04:09:02.540 My little dark age

04:09:04.580 I breathe in stereo

04:09:06.580 The stereo sounds strange

04:09:09.700 I know that if you hide

04:09:12.020 It doesn't go away

04:09:14.340 If you get out of bed

04:09:16.900 And find me standing all alone

04:09:19.780 Open eye

04:09:21.100 Burn the page

04:09:22.220 My little dark age 0.93

04:09:24.260 They внешess 0.99

04:09:36.220 You自然

04:09:38.020 You just

04:09:38.700 Get out of bed

04:09:40.180 If you're one of the room

04:09:40.740 They're sweaty

04:09:41.300 You just

04:09:43.180 No

04:09:43.460 You just

04:09:44.500 You're

04:09:45.540 Nice

04:09:45.860 And find me

04:09:47.060 You just

04:09:47.980 Ah

04:09:48.580 Decide

04:09:49.540 The

04:09:49.940 No

04:09:50.820 The

04:09:51.300 You just

04:09:51.800 I love you

04:09:52.720 All alone, open the eyes

04:10:00.560 Burn the page, my little daughter 0.65

SNEAKO - December 07, 2023

SNEAKO finally goes to therapy live…

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