SNEAKO - March 25, 2025
SNEAKO LIVE IN MEDINA!
Episode Stats
Length
1 hour and 55 minutes
Words per Minute
98.006485
Summary
On this episode of the podcast, we talk about how Ramadan is going to be different in the Middle East this year. We talk about what it's like fasting during Ramadan, how it's going to affect our lives, and what we're doing to make the most out of it.
Transcript
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I was just so bad I was going to nudge him like,
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That's annoying because I do want to go to Dubai too.
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But I also don't want to go to Dubai right now.
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I want to stay in Medina for the next couple of days.
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I don't know how much you're contemplating the same.
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Yeah, but I want to go back to New York too, share it.
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Charlie, Dippins, Osama, Pro Kick, Charlie, Snegro.
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Are you sure you're not many people have been watching?
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I can't see the most strange party shows is a couple hundred.
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I think we're going to get up to a couple thousand.
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We've got a good time zone right now in America.
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Everyone begging me to sign to meet up with Khabib always.
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He said that they mostly just, as I expected, they're in the hotel.
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The reason I went live is because Sonny's like,
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you know, actually, it's a good time to go live.
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Someone else at the other table left all this fruit.
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I'm going to be gross and just hand eat this burger
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you need to lock in stop jerking off stop being a dumb dummy okay I'll be downstairs
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uh-oh you will get a call from downstairs again I'm telling you I remember what was happening earlier but only two or three hours of sleep
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where did you come to Medina uh four or five hours no eight hours ago what about you
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came two days ago oh welcome I was just in Mecca it was too too crowded in Mecca
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um maybe I did eat in Medina last year so I was thinking about going to Bosnia maybe
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yeah no no it's in Bosnia sorry yeah we'll see what happens
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are you with family or uh no my family's not Muslim like Christian okay okay I don't know sorry
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yeah okay friends yeah front big group you know Sheikah's mom
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uh from he's a Pakistani uh Sheik from I'm with the big group a bunch of influencers oh okay okay yeah
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You know, he read the Quran and stuff like that.
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But on another level, I was never going to do it anyway.
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So on another level, I'm going to record Bottle Girls in the club and call it networking.
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Sneakles makes me feel inadequate because he's younger and more.
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I think these umbrellas are going to come out right after Fajr.
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Next time they ask me about what's your Instagram YouTube.
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Most people don't have it, you know, it's just not as close to being as popular as the other
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So tired of having this conversation, like, six times an hour.
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So, on some level, my cars are better, my bitches are better, alright, so stop for a lot
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After Fajr, I'm gonna get a dual workout, inshallah, inshallah.
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If anyone's here in Medina, hey, send me a DM on X if you're here in Medina, I'm okay
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one thing i realized is people like don't give those people clout don't give the haters clout
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when you see people within my space snake me over time and time again it's not really about clout
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a lot of time you see just star people of attention because if you have a disagreement
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or somebody's doing clown behavior it doesn't really help their career just to talk about them
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people have this false conception or misconception that all publicities go publicity that's not true
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so actually the salah starts here a lot of people pray in front of the imam
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so that means the salah is not valid right here is where the imam starts so if you come here
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start here don't pray in front like a good majority of people your salah is not accepted
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surprise like they let people make that mistake
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okay you think we're gonna get her through here
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yeah i don't know if we're gonna get through here i'll walk around
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where am i going right now because it's all blocked off i think i have to go through the margin
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where are you man where are you man where are you man where are you from south africa
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where are you from i'm from canada from canada you
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you're stream sniping yes i told you i told you that i'm glad to be
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glad you yeah sure are you watching on party or rumble
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all right well let's take the photo so i can leave bro take a selfie i gotta get
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he's just sticking his phone out like he's just holding it to
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all right all right so we got a rumble stream snipe and not a party stream snipe
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hey creator we got to step this up man i know the pod's been uh been breaking
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there's no point in not trying to talk about it
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so i'm gonna get that fix oh this on the roof i don't want to go on the roof chat
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what can i can i go through here i can sneak through here
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is this your rolled out appointment i don't want to bother you if it is
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oh this is i think we're taking a rolled out appointment right now
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oh so everyone here is going to visit the grave after
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i'm not sure if it's here or if it's over there
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i think you do a lot of trolling on the internet and stuff like that
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yeah i want to get to the other side but the roof is like getting stuck or should we just pray here
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yeah do you want to do you want to go to so the reason why i came here is because uh for gate comes at like gate 5
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or if you want i mean why do you need to get to the other side of the machine
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um that's just where all the restaurants are i was just trying to like walk around there
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he usually gives a small talk after five years in this game
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yeah if you want to come but if not then i don't speak any arabic
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i was going to go up to the gate but it's closed right now so i'd have to go after the salon
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let's try to get around now if we have 10 minutes yeah
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have you got to bury your body in the graves yet?
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It's like based off the Blackstone and the back there.
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So you used to go to Medina when you were younger?
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I know everyone from the suburbs of Chicago says Chicago.
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Dude, those guys have been doing like a whole tour, right?
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Yeah, I used to watch Adam Saleh when I was younger.
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Now I'm like all off social media and all that, so I don't really know.
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Fresh is the guy, he has like a podcast, right?
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Like the make-a-wish, you know, like little retarded guest.
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All right, focus on making some duel before fudge it.
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But, but, but, but, but, but, and I'm wondering, like, I don't know.
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about like having debates with five people you know because i know what the islam haters are
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saying or like the people that are interested or my family or friends and enemies what they're
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thinking about every moment it's like even now when i have conversations with somebody it's not
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just a conversation with them it's with the seven other people that are going to respond to that
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conversation not even the 700 000 people so you're i'm having like internal
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because i know like even when i was talking to shake i see malakim i was like okay how is this
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going to be perceived and how would i respond to each person's perception of this conversation
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and most people don't think that way so basically the point of this app is how important it is to
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stay consistent with prayer because that's uh the most grounding activity there is
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oh am i going the right way no my god i just walked in a circle that was so stupid bro
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keep getting stuck i'm on the wrong side of the masjid i want to go to the restaurant side oh no
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it's fast i can't even get a coffee anymore i can't even get a coffee anymore
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alaikum salam where are you from bangladesh bangladesh how are you bro alhamdulillah i was just watching
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a video which one uh with ali dawah and uh sheikh dutman oh it was a good one oh yeah on his channel
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yeah yeah he's a good brother mashallah what do you think about what uh sheikh um
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um i see my like him said uh regarding the uh yeah saying uh if you have yeah if you have doubts
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get the heck out of my house i've seen you guys on youtube nice to meet you bro
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you guys are from here i'm still to say to you sorry yeah one last thing i want to say to you
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are you happy with islam very happy alhamdulillah so happy i saw you before before you accept islam
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and i was like this guy might accept islam here we are years later mashallah
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okay um i'm gonna get going yeah i think uh it's uh what he said mean i think he meant
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something to do with confidence maybe like if you're confident
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get out of my house i think all the answers are there or something like that i think that's what
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he meant but his explanation was not as it wasn't good it wasn't good it was not as detailed that was
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as uh ali dawah did a great job yeah yeah thanks for saying that i gotta get out of here thank you
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thank you thank you so much nice greeting you i heard you live here do you uh no no so they put
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out lies they said sneaker quit everything to go and study medina that's not true okay it's not one
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day but no no no that was that was fake okay yeah i'm moving i'm i'm gonna move here next month so if
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you ever come here what's your name my name is james so i'm sure i'll see you again yeah i moved from
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dallas and from chicago oh from dallas yeah oh wow oh yeah chicago i see that yeah there's a lot of
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americans here today yeah always here so especially like during the during ramadan and stuff you always
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have yakin people and then you have they always have their crew here okay yeah good to meet you bro
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and i could do a much better job i wonder where you're flying i think that's um i don't know like
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i'm in reflection mode and seeing how i could do better before ramadan's over
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all right good how are you uh he's coming in a bit yeah they're they're they're coming in today they
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were trying to meet uh habib but yeah is it all right yeah let's do it yeah where are you from uh
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uh we were peckham no no not even london where you're from manchester i saw you earlier you were
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looking for your friends these two were looking for you oh yeah i saw you on the phone he was
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getting pissed i'm from london these one are from man uh cordon huh huh no no no no that's south
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london i'm from west london oh okay chelsea no no no uh hansel
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i don't even know what's the closest football team huh what's the closest football team to you
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turn a minute brentford no brentford tottum's north london yeah i see even he knows more than
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yeah yeah all right how's it going okay come on yeah you want to take it all right let's take it
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bro because i gotta get out of here sorry sorry well you guys are ready yeah yeah
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you know knee on it yeah yeah yeah well uh he should come i've been telling him can you tell
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him to come to medina no way you know streamer rob knees clippers no w content clips you know
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w content clips that's you that's my boy oh i don't know what w content goes
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how long are you here for um a couple more days inshallah inshallah what's going on man
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where are you from yeah who do you think's gonna win i have a fright uh with fresh coming up yeah
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that's a good look to you yeah it should be he called me out you'll make the eye that you win
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all right i appreciate that big time you're from south africa you have no idea who i am
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i was just yapping saying i'm trying to think about how i can be better the last couple days
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of ramadan like even then just now when i was praying i was like oh man i shouldn't be like
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trolling uh trolling fresh you know because it's like poor guy you know like imagine being
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fresh like you don't want to leave i should be kinder i should be kinder to people though um
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yeah i i could work on so much bro i have so much work to do oh man i gotta be a better guy
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especially in the public eye being a representative of you know
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i gotta be much better i mean happen but what do you guys i'm gonna read the chat right now what
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what do you guys think you need to improve on i'm gonna sit down for a second talk to you guys
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what do you what did you realize you need to improve on this ramadan oh i can get me just
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such a man okay so it looks like he left but i think he's coming back again
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i'm trying to get wi-fi but i want to reach you guys i want to talk to you guys bro
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yeah it's just uh reflecting i don't know is it yeah i never know yeah that's all that's how i go
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it's nice nice nice good to see you all right bro always have a good rest of your normal life
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how are you bro i should see you on youtube you confirm it islam yes yes
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well that game is going back and forth he's just going back and forth
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party sometimes like oh my god i can't even i'm gonna open a rumble chat
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you seem tired you see what you know i don't i don't
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do you regret the yard stream i don't i don't regret anything bro
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sunny still sleeping now he's um a coffee would hit yeah i'm fast and good so we won't be
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you inspired me to go to umar last year and i took my dad thank you that's great bro
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you're gonna keep people around me that approve my faith that's a big one bro
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that's a big one and that's why it's so easy during ramadan because i'm here with all the dawah guys and
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you know muslim people but um yeah new york i don't i'm not around muslim man i'm not around
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allaykum salam bro where are you from hey good good how are you
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you too bro how's things good good i'm just reflecting on ramadan right now it's almost over it
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what's one thing that you want to improve you know one thing that you notice from ramadan that you're
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trying to improve on my lack of uh recitation of the quran i didn't recite as much as i wanted to
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especially compared to last year yeah subhanallah allah allah subhanallah says
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the month of ramadan that the moon that the quran was revealed in so from the sunnah to read as much
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as you can as you can well subhanallah didn't get to you but alhamdulillah may allah increase you are
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you staying around here yeah of course won't you sleep over our arsenal uh no i love this yeah yeah
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yeah you too may allah bless you preserve you and continue your dawah work thanks i appreciate it
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may allah bless you you don't understand the impact that happened may allah bless you preserve
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you and allow you put blessing in your dawah insha'Allah
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i thought he was going to say something about his character or something he's like just quran
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has this is ramadan been tougher or easier um i think the fasting has been tougher this year
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because i stayed up during the day more i was sleeping through the day more last year
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and last year i was traveling a lot so i had the travelers pass a lot of the days
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and i don't think i made it up even though i'm supposed to
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rich and quality content overshadow and hollow content yeah that's the balance that i've that
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i've also been thinking about a lot because i do think my position is uh mainly as an entertainer
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i'm not a shake i'm far from that i'm not a student of knowledge or any of this stuff like
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i'm not that everyone knows that i am an entertainer um so it is balancing that
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and that's admitting like there's going to be a rom content it is what it is
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um one thing i'm definitely not going to refrain from doing is like playing music and videos i'm going
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to continue doing that and i know that's a sin and you know free mixing that's going to continue but
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i'm going to try to limit it as much as possible but i think there's benefits in doing that
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i think i've been effective at normalizing islam in the west i think more than within
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you know you're quite quite a bit and that's an important role to have
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so going full brother aki bangladesh and america is just going to be more off-putting i think a
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strategy that i have is it has been effective and will continue to be effective but at the same time
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it's like trying to avoid sin as much as possible and be conscious and aware of everything and how
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you know that there's a lot of evil eye and i'm not just representing myself
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i'm representing the umma and that's much more important than myself
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what are the haters saying i don't feel like let me try to open up twitter people are saying
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people call me out what happened this time is even worth looking at
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oh shout out to silly man shout out to silly man appreciate you for that post
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i want to do an activity today like horseback riding a condom on a hook but i'm going to need
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to get some sleep like only like one or two hours i just had two or three before in between last stream
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that's that's the that's the grind stream to two hours sleep like upstream
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okay fresh is saying he's not backing out i don't think fresh understands what backing out is so if
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you're saying you're not backing out that means you're fighting okay and you're the one who called
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it out you're the one who said i'll do it on aiden aiden ross's brand risk and now you're saying
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i know networking other people i could make more money you're the one who said you wanted to do it
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and on aiden ross's card i don't think he knows what the word backing out means
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i i genuinely don't because he's saying like i didn't quit but he's also making up excuses and quitting
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i think he thinks backing out is just like surrendering when it it's just not doing what you
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said you're gonna do i i but every time i read fresh's like tweets it's like the guy doesn't
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know how to spell like fresh is so dumb that he's the type of person to capitalize every word in a
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sentence why do you type like that and his punctuation is just like i'm reading it and like
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they're stuttering in the punctuation he's putting commas where in periods where there shouldn't be
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he's putting the wrong there it's just like this is so dumb to read i'm like this is the guy and i
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feel bad because it's like it really you know the guy's older than me and called it out and has been
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jealous and is threatening to ruin my reputation it feels like bullying it feels like picking on
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some kid who's not all there maryland bless him i'm gonna get him
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you know i'm open up the comm real quick let me get out of here in a sec chat
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we have watched you go through the screen but you got to give yourself more credit no
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one can relate to you so find comfort in that yeah i appreciate you saying that
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the person that i relate to the most in this world is aiden
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it's um the only person that like it's on a similar wavelength and similar career path all this
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stuff most of the people they just don't get it i mean something like talking to chat feels like that
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sometimes but to say it's not uh the one-on-one conversation aiden ross like one of the only people
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that i relate to i can't think of anyone else at the top of my head
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all right i'm gonna walk around a bit give you guys content feel better this is a good stream
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you know this makes me think about the conversation i have with therapists i don't believe in therapy
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this place just being here and praying is so much more therapeutic
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instead of crying to a person it's like you become addicted to crying and so should
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when you cry to god and you realize how therapeutic that is hate that word it's like why would i ever
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cry to a person and pay for that time when you could if you have a prayer rug you can get that done
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once you get in that routine if you ever need to cry and you just cry while in prayer you're
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never no one's ever going to see you tear up again
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and also that that's the best uh who who could better communicate to you about your problems than god
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one thing i want to do while i'm out here is um help bury your body again
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oh yeah it's over here actually yeah this is where it is the graveyards are over here subhanallah
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now but real talk though while being honest and stuff this ramadan has been so therapeutic and
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needed needed needed needed needed needed this ramadan
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um especially this trip to medina bro and saudi and mecca
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can't go back to the same old habits when i get back
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and that expectation is so stupid bro when people say like oh you're a hypocrite because
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when was the expectation ever that we are perfect
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it's a big line over there everyone's lining up to go bury the bodies
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i'll go do that with sunny or something actually i want to see what he's doing
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someone with sunny's number text him see what he's doing right now we're going to link up with that
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and we're here with uh warner's friend this zambian friend assalamu alaikum
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where are you from bro nice though i have the same toe is it yeah i have the same exact toe
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are you good yeah i'm good alhamdulillah how are you how you doing man can i ask you a question
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what are you um what are you working on this ramadan what have you noticed so far it's almost over
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what's like something you notice while praying that you that you need to work on
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what are you thinking about when you get distracted everything yeah just think about
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random stuff yeah and how do you think is uh how are you going to start focusing better
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i don't know people keep asking me that man i i never know i never know
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i don't know where i'm going to be tomorrow the day after next month inshallah it all works out
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you've been back already isn't it yeah i just came back from mecca so packed about 3.5 million
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people right now it's madness where are you from london london yeah yeah yeah
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yeah yeah yeah come on yeah there's so many you guys in the uk now there's like more pakistanis
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in the uk than in pakistan where are you from i'm from um like ethnicity uh i'm jewish
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i'm joking i mean i'm 12 percent my dad is uh a half black half jewish part white
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everyone huh i've been seeing on your lives you've been trolling a lot of people are you
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been watching the lives yeah yeah yeah you watch party yeah i knew you're on there someone told me
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that you're live you're live on that you you watch party let's go let's go wow they're actually the
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ceo of parties in the stream right now can you tell them what you think of party so far be honest
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like it's long bro i've only been on it one day what was your first impression it was good okay okay
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go back to the hotel get some sleep yeah i think me too
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hey good to meet you bro w guy nice guy man well everyone out here have you noticed that
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there's so much to make a compilation of my interactions with people on the stream
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look how like great all these interactions are nice people just and i love that you can
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communicate with someone like a brother like that that you literally just met
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i need to come here more often but it's just during ramadan it's different
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i'm gonna miss this you know what i keep thinking this trip so far it's like
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it feels like a nostalgic moment that i'm gonna look back on while i'm in it
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that's how you know you're living life properly look at that sunrise
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look at the moon again ramadan's almost over eat coming up eat coming up real soon
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and it's just like you know it was so refreshing about being here i think um fresh said something i was so dumb
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i mean that happens pretty frequently but he's like uh and most nico my car is better my b words are better
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so it's just like shut up you're 40 years old talking about how you're you're my vroom vroom is
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faster my car these bottle girls look better than your bottle girl it's just the dumbest
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things that people use to validate themselves and to have their self-worth just the absolute dumbest
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girl car straight idiots it's just this materialistic life i have no interest in don't care
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and if you do care about that you're just filling the void with meaningless nothing because you feel
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worthless inside that's how i can see through somebody and see that they're an insecure nobody in
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their own eyes when they need to go and fill up the void with bottle girls and cars and that's the
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first thing your mind goes to when you start beefing and calling out my car stressor my
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just so stupid and you're reminded of what really matters family these connect like you don't need
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all that stuff bro there's there's no need for any of it this is why i love being here this is therapeutic
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because people of all different status wealth just come here and go on the rug read talk like that's
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and it's way more fulfilling oh mashallah you okay brother yeah that was good
01:32:40.400
what's sneaker oh what does he do he's a reaver he's a reaver he's a reaver is he is he a good
01:32:50.960
guy yeah yeah yeah very good uh what would you say to sneaker if he was watching
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oh wait yeah what do you mean what do you know if he was here if he was like if he was here what would
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you say to him you stay in good company yes yeah you need to you need to let me ask you what's what's
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that's why like i've been calling it out for years bro and you know they call me a grifter because
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they get upset about it but the red pill is so stupid that they'll tell you to get a vasectomy
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so that you get to be a high value man so you won't prevent yourself from having kids so you
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could be high value in the minds of other men on the internet who also just fill themselves with
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bottle girls yeah let's do it of course i think he's coming tomorrow yeah yeah yeah say so to my
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streams you could uh go up the streets up and see him yeah he's coming where are you guys from
01:34:18.260
uh manchester manchester okay you're pakistani no gujarati oh okay gujarati so not punjabi no no no
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what's the difference no from india india basically okay so how about yourself i'm from new york
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yeah look the point is the red pill people are all frauds i've been saying it for years i'm not a
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grifter there's important things to talk about myron's uh is a great guy and i've nothing bad
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to say about myron but the whole red pill thing is such a such a farce because you can see how well
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they criticize me for the same stuff that they ignore with other people and they're going to tell
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you to get a vasectomy and you're only high value in the minds of other tatted up losers in the club
01:35:07.900
the value that you should look for is not random people on the internet who call themselves alpha
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it's all law that's who should be determining whether or not you're high value your iman is
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what determines if you're high value but if you get trapped in this loop you're going to get a
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random women pregnant like tell yourself to get a vasectomy you know wasting your time at the club at 40
01:35:27.700
what do you have imagine you die and you're like on judgment day what do you have i have a bottle girl
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that's what you did with with your time in this life why because i'm a value man
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to who like just imagine trying to justify that to god on judgment day that you wasted your life
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renting cars and being with bottle girls so you could be high value you're gonna go to hell
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you're going straight to hell let's be that's that's what's gonna happen so i call this stuff
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out because yeah it's important not to simp and feminism is wrong of course but there's there's
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much bigger issues going on man it doesn't it's like and they say you're a grifter because you
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don't spam those talking points if you just get if your whole thing is just saying feminism bad
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simping bad every day for five days a week for years then you're just an empty vessel and
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you're not an interesting person there's so many more important things to talk about
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and what we should be doing with our voices to try to uplift each other
01:36:36.700
is trying to you know find our spiritual purpose and i think that's why i anger so many people
01:36:43.300
and milo pointed it out because i'm on that journey am i successful at it a lot of the times no
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but i am in a search for a higher purpose and for finding some sort of spiritual meaning
01:36:56.680
you know i'm not just trying to fill the void that's why people who gamble and stuff like that
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they they get so upset because all that is is escapism you either click through and you blast
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music have you noticed that whenever people do gambling ships they're just blasting really loud
01:37:10.360
like lil tj or because that that that activity is just numbing your brain so you could escape
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the inevitable thoughts of why do you know who that is assalamu alaikum
01:37:25.060
so don't run away from that search for that higher purpose because there's nothing more important
01:37:33.320
and that's why you see the pattern if you if you've been watching me for a while
01:37:37.080
there's been so many people snake me it's not just take about this how many times have you seen the
01:37:42.740
same story happen where someone's my friend and then out of nowhere they like start to expose my
01:37:50.240
sins it's the same exact playbook every single time and you know why it's not even unique to them
01:37:55.960
and why i don't take it personally because it's just shaitan within them it's an anger that you see in
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all these people because they're really angry at themselves that they have no search for higher
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purpose that they're that they're escaping every day i want to tell these people like don't be mad
01:38:12.820
at me i'm on the search have i found it am i perfect absolutely not it's so stupid that you think that i
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that i think that go on that search for yourself too it's going to be uncomfortable it's going to be
01:38:25.540
difficult it's going to be challenging but there's nothing more important
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sunny chilling in this hotel okay dip and tell them i'm pulling up right now
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i like your personality i like you nahar okay you guys are saying facts all right cool
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it feels like memories while it's happening is so deep i love that bro i love when you have those moments
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i've been in a full state bro this this um i was getting like two weeks before i was starting to get kind of depressed in miami not even depressed depression is not real but like
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lethargic where i figured it out more for me like i thought it was depression for a while it's mostly just like a
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lethargic state where you sleep too much and i've
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i'm understanding myself better i don't know if you guys can relate
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i'm gonna film the sunrise while i talk about this
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i'll just have these periods and it happened i had it for two weeks before i started project x
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that's when i started re-uploading some videos because i just i couldn't do anything
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but as i get older i understand it now i'm like okay i'm going through that thing
01:41:34.200
once i figure out the flow state and what i'm doing wrong
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and why there's usually something that's bothering me that's external
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like a friend snakey or something once i understand and
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can analyze it properly then i can get back on it
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that's why you're seeing me in this output that i am right now
01:41:50.040
and it's not yap it's from years and years of doing this
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the output that i have now like if you look at the vlogs that i'm doing
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that video is like some people's best videos on their entire channel
01:42:16.960
and i'm streaming and i'm praying and i'm training
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the external factors that are changing your mood
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well yeah when you understand everything external
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and i don't understand where my mood is being pulled by external forces
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figure out why you're being pulled in different places
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why are they not pooping all over everyone's heads
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imagine if i said that and just something fell on my head right there
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i'm like you know i don't want to get out of bed
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and make sure it's the most important thing you could be doing
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this is where i was trying to go the whole time
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all right this is a good stream i'm gonna return soon there's more stuff we're gonna do i'm gonna
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it took me like two hours to get here and there's it's not as active but yeah i want to go live
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again tonight and uh maybe during the day actually there's something in the day the horseback riding
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stuff i'll probably just vlog but i do want to walk around here again at night uh right before
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but it's an odd night to give our prayers and if not tonight then tomorrow night for sure it's an
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even night and i gotta figure out where to celebrate eid
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good stream long of love speech make sure to follow me on party