SNEAKO - September 08, 2022SNEAKO VS HAMZA… CONFRONTATION
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Summary
In this episode of the WDFA Podcast, I sit down with my good friend and comedian Jeffrey "Sneeko" Johnson. We talk about our beef with Hamza, how we met, and what we've learned from each other over the years.
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If you don't know, Hamza and I had a little bit of beef.
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Now we got a similar message and I have some stuff to say to him.
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Like, really, I'm not trying to do a gotcha or anything.
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I haven't talked to him since that whole beef, so it's going to be interesting.
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Because I am trying to get on that self-improvement wave.
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I don't want people to fall down the wrong rabbit hole.
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Saying to my boys then that, like, I've just been watching...
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And I was just saying, bro, no matter what you want to say about Sneeko, bro,
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he's fucking very good at the skill of live streaming like people don't realize that this
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is a skill like i've just joined i'm total noob at it and for me it's a very difficult skill and
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just watching you entertain what was it 8 000 people it's very impressive man well 9 000 but
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yeah it's uh it's important because and i'm realizing um i want to one thing you said in
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in your um uh don't end up like sneaker video i think wrong true and i saw it in did you see
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patrick cc's documentary no what is that the think of going insane one no yeah yeah he talked about
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like our beef or whatever and there was a clip you put in i remember when i reacted to you i said
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like i'm not your role model i'm just an entertainer i'm just a comedian and since then i've
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re-evaluated and i want to like i want to be i do want to be a role model for people which you are
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which you are i think what i what i have you just said it like i have more of the i could entertain
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people i could be loud and like but you got the holistic like you know you're more like this is
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the way this is how to do it adonis jeffrey and it's good because like obviously i realized that
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right away when i started live streaming immediately when i started live streaming i was
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like where you were at i didn't really know how to do it that well and then i just asked my chat
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like what should i react to what should i react to and then bro hamza hamza hamza hamza hamza
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hamza hamza like fuck god damn i was getting pissed off because every single day they would
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spam it so finally when it got time to react to you i was fed up already i think that's why
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it came off like with so much negative energy but it also opened up um my eyes not trying to be
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racist but it opened up my eyes to how much self-improvement men need men need some guidance
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right now because of all the other brainwashing that's going on in social media so there's such
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a big uh market for for people who who need that that sort of guidance and at first i didn't want
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to be that i thought it was corny and everything because i felt like i you know i'm good on my own
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i don't need like uh self-improvement i don't i don't need people to tell me what to do i can
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figure it out for myself i know what to do um but i i've a lot of stuff you said like you know i've
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changed about my life like i quit weed and everything like that um which inherently
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we've probably like been lingering for a long time but yeah i want to incorporate more of that
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i want to become more of like a an all-encompassing influencer well that's awesome to hear man that's
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the message that i wanted to push out and we spoke about this we made videos about each other and
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everything and i said that i took your joke like you know it just made me emotional and stuff and
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so i took it way too hard and i think what you said about like my boys and everything it hurts
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but i think we just weren't seeing each other on the same page i didn't see you as just a light
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hearted guy who's just making a joke and he's on live stream i saw it's like a personal attack and
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i was just being feminine and emotional and i've learned from that and i think you just didn't
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really at the time i think as you've streamed you've kind of automatically you're gaining i'm
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guessing like 95 male audience and so you automatically yeah you start to realize what
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problems these guys have that they're deeply lonely that they're struggling with mental health
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with porn with with um with their diets with everything and especially you know porn's one
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of the the jokey ones where it's like oh hamster tells people like some guy was in my stream the
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other day hamster's like got some like no touching pp club or some shit making fun and you know it
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sounds kind of silly but it's like bro like the majority like 11 year olds have porn addictions
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these days man honestly when you really do it breaks my fucking heart because you're um you're
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22 years old aren't you um no i'm 23 i'm turning 24 in six hours actually it's my birthday tonight
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oh shit happy birthday man i'm glad that you got on band on this day as well but
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23 i'm guessing you you got a smartphone and started watching porn at age like what 13 14
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12 or something like that i remember like you know homo i've never talked about this on stream
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i remember like i don't chat tell me if you've done this before i was at a sleepover with my
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friends we were like 12 and we all like watched porn together um and then like and then individually
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we'd go into the closet and jerk off and stuff like that i remember that was our sleepover that
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was the first time i watched porn was like i was 12. i remember two girls one cup came out
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and um throwing up before soccer practice like what that was actually that was the first pran i
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saw was two girls one cup seeing like bitches like throw up poop and back and forth that she
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was about moving sick to my stomach for weeks um it's really bad for you and i think at first
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um in college like i had a problem like i always had game i was always able to pick up
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and there was sometimes like i i probably would be like sometimes there was one time i was
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a bitch i had to go to the bathroom and watch porn to get hard and then i went back
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you know i'm saying that's a perfect example of how porn desensitizes you like how is a
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naked girl in my bed not enough stimulation for me so i'm there like watching uh tory black or
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whatever in the bathroom trying to get hard like come on come on come on come on it's it's sad bro
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this shit fucks with your head it's deeper than that man that's just i don't know what your
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your relationship was with that woman but imagine you are getting more serious with a girl but then
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you've been watching porn for years you what i say i like to bring everything to like the sort of
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evolutionary psychology that our how our ancestors did in you know there's the sort of evolution
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inside of us what what it's doing when we watch porn and we jack off it's like our monkey brain
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our entire body thinks okay you you are at the height of man you've just experienced like sex
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and ejaculation and impregnated 50 different women with different hair colors everything
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fantastic you like you're the man well okay rest be tired eat some junk food like you're the man
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you just spread your seed you don't need to work hard anymore we have a generation of men who are
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like i don't know if like the semen retention kind of nofap community is a bit cringe and you know
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they're a bit too serious with this all day 90 i'll start like it is culty i i wouldn't join a
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community and i think um i think the difference between you and me is i could foster it more with
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comedy like i'm able to like point out i think it's a good wake-up call uh for a lot of people
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like you know people who do the jaw stretches and stuff like that it's like okay it's all right
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like you know i'm saying like it's i guess it's good but it's i don't need nofap i could just
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tell people like prana's bad i know that and it could be that i don't need to join a community
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of guys and go like jerk off about how we don't jerk off that's weird yeah you've always done it
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by yourself i think that's um a pretty big difference at least from me like i needed to
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see this i'm the kind of guy like i needed as as many advantages as possible so i needed to really
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obsess over this i look up to guys like you it seems like you've had not so much an easier journey
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i'm sure you've had your struggles but there's a bunch of guys who can kind of realize porn is bad
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and then start making progress away from it whereas a bunch of guys realize it's bad and
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then literally still stay addicted for years and they need to like be constantly talking it's bad
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it's bad it's bad it's bad they need to wake up and literally obsess over it and whilst that seems
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so counterintuitive it's i personally needed to do it to to see any level of progress at all
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so who did you look up to how did you find self-improvement
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oh man age 20 21 literally slowly lost all of my friends smoking weed every day and got like
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closer and closer with a girl like toxic relationship who she was like a girl i used
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to hook up with in in university when we would go to clubs and everything and um end up living with
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which bro when you're 21 moving like full-on signing the apartment contract to move in with
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a girl but we're together 24 7 smoking weed every day and i just i turn into it like just a waste
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man i'm literally just waking up and i swear to god i'll wake up and start smoking all day
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that's right i was at the same phase when i was 21 uh but it was pandemic so i think it was kind
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of like there's nothing else to do and i was in new york and she was paranoid and she was five
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years older so she was kind she was kind of leading the relationship so yeah just wake up
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get high watch the fucking movie just wait for the quarantine to be over and i just mean not
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taking action and everything like that i don't say it was her fault though but yeah i moved in
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with her i did the same thing was that during the pandemic for you just before but it's interesting
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that both of us have had this experience and looking at looking at it from like the outside
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it's almost like you're living like such an ideal male life if we just gave like the objective facts
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oh like yeah we've we've got girlfriends we're living with them we're smoking weed we're eating
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pizza we're having sex the majority i think 90 percent of guys would have traded places with us
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but at least for me bro i felt like shit and i'm guessing you felt the same way is lacking purpose
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lacking mission lacking goals and fulfillment and the work that we're doing here is it makes you a
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shell of a man yeah i i would say for a long time i talked about having no purpose and being
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nihilistic and not having a sense of direction there was like a phase of like two years um and
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i know like a lot of people missed the main channel videos i have one coming out on friday
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had this big documentary anyway i talked a lot about missing or a sense of purpose or sense of
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direction i made this video make it fun of astrology girls and then i talked about how i
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don't know everything um but i'll find my purpose eventually i'll talk about it i made videos about
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nothing happens for a reason i made uh even this video on my second channel called i don't care
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about anything um but now i i think i found god and i'm not really sure exactly what that is i
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don't like the idea of god being a man i think that it's it doesn't make sense personally that
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a god would have a gender but i think god is that god is love god is everything positive god is
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just everything good about the world and it's it's a belief it's a it's a it's a greater purpose
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it's what happens before and after we die it's whatever controls things it's karma that's what
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i think god is and finding that helped ground my sense of purpose and also really try to you know
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i have a lot more attention on my shit like when we had the beef i was getting like a thousand
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viewers per stream and now it's like it's 10x um and so now it's like okay not only should i just
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be on here entertaining but there's a greater responsibility too because you can see the
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the where the road that a lot of young men could take they could follow the wrong people online
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they could follow the wrong youtubers and get clouded and a bunch of bullshit and so i shouldn't
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just be on here entertaining i should try to tell the it's not just um young men watching i got
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everybody but like for the young men watching you can help them out you can really see them in the
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direction i see you doing that and admire that thank you well i said it to you too in the video
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i made about you i said that you've got to understand you're an influence i don't think
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you realized it at the time maybe i think you maybe slightly were underestimating yourself to
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at least what i and some others were seeing you had a huge audience and it's even grown further
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you're you're an influencer not the cringy sort of like fake lip you know uh what's that lip filler
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kind of influencer like i buy my product or some shit like a real influencer like a role model for
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these young men and the message you're sending out now what's interesting is that you said that
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word responsibility like you feel like you've got a responsibility now and recently you've been
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talking so much about masculinity and you know feminine men being weak and that's something that
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both of us are really like thinking and talking about well the number one way to become more
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masculine for yourself is to take responsibility of others and that's what you're doing and that's
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why you feel like so purposeful that's why you probably feel like so much more like right so
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much aligned with your mission you feel almost in a weird way even though you're probably working
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longer longer longer than you've probably ever done before you probably feel more free yes yes
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because i'm not chained down by the rules that society's putting up in front of me i'm i think
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it's a greater purpose and that is the purpose i think i found it like for a long time i was like
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i don't know what it is but now that i have found it it is freedom because that's ultimately what
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you're supposed to do as a man let's provide and and spread knowledge and just yeah all that all
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like uh adonna stuff i hate talking about it but i'm not good at talking about i want you're you're
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better at that like i cringe when i start saying it i just want to like crack jokes and stuff like
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that and my natural thing is as soon as i start being like yeah we seem to be better and just yeah
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you could do it every day i'm like f word like i just wanted like shut up like just it was like
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just calling it it's just calling it gay like that's that's what's i like to shut up i could
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hear someone else i imagine myself at like a lunch table and then someone else like shut up
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i like it man honestly i loved speaking like this i even found when i was like 15 years old i was
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still speaking in the same way when i was speaking about like video games and i was telling my
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friends you know we can do this we can hype up like we can we can win against these guys on
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runescape or some shit and then when i turned like 18 i'm hyping up my friends to go to the gym and
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now i'm doing it on this like broad spectrum i've loved speaking like this man i've loved like
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inspiring people who so what type of youtubers did you find like who inspired you to to get to
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this point honestly bro i wanted to destroy the the competition in the self-improvement space
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i was down you kind of have yeah i think you're kind of the face of it yeah i dethroned all of
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them there was um i i was searching for help man i was really searching for help i was i was
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struggling i was writing up you know how to fix depression and everything how to improve yourself
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how to stop smoking weed how to stop procrastinating because i was working a job that i hated customer
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service and i wanted to get into entrepreneurship but i wasn't doing the work i was just procrastinating
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smoking weed and everything and so i would watch all like the big youtubers you can i don't want
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to name and shame them or anything but like all the big youtubers even the smaller ones couple
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hundred thousand subscribers self-improvement literally any of the guys you can think of
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i'd watch them and they'd hype up all these videos and just kind of waste your time and then maybe
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sell you some expensive ass course two thousand dollars and everything you know this will change
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your life and just waste your time i couldn't focus on those videos they didn't help me and
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suddenly i just thought you know what like these guys are making these videos they've got 300 000
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views 500k likes 2 million like 2 million followers i can dominate all of them and for the first time
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in a long time i got this sense of like male masculine aggression like my compet my competitiveness
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finally came back weed really stopped that out of me you know when you've been smoking it's like
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you don't really feel competitive you feel like a little bitch you feel like really soft and slow
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and you don't really want to think about that that sort of like pvp like man versus man versus
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man situation and this suddenly just it just sobered me up to the point that when i thought
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about dominating my space in youtube for the first time like i took action within a couple of days i
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moved out from a girlfriend moved back home took the l of like moving back home with family literally
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trimmed my hair off full on just focus on on grinding and so through covid it was literally
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the most productive time of my life waking up at 4 30 5 a.m every single day meditating for an hour
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sleeping right eating clean just everything was on because i was like fully thinking okay i'm
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going to dethrone these guys on youtube do you think that's the right attitude to approach it
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like these are your ops or do you think that people who are people who have the same message
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should work together isn't it isn't it bigger than you because the way i see like like we i guess we
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were like ops for a while like it was like i had the poster up and stuff like that i was but i was
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like okay i shouldn't have there shouldn't be enemies with somebody who's on the same side as
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me like that this you shouldn't even think of it as enemies but like the people that i want to make
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fun of and roast and stuff like that are the feminists the soul boys the brainwashed people
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the people who are just making people weaker that's who i should be making fun of that's who
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i should consider like the opposite side not hamza who's inspiring people in the same way that i want
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to inspire people that's a really like very good point and it's really wise and there's an author
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i like simon sinek and he's got a book titled the the infinite game and he speaks about this and he
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says you should have worthy opponents who you encourage you kind of like see them and and get
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better because of them and robert green talks about this in the 48 laws of power he says like
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use your enemies and honestly that's what me and you have done like you said on one of your recent
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videos about me you said like you took the sort of criticism i said of you of like smoking weed
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and you took that seriously then you stopped and you almost like you you kind of insinuated like
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a part of your big drive to like you're really succeeding live streaming was somewhat fueled by
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like the beef we had and you know you're saying like your main channel's dying is literally i'm
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like what the fuck nah it kicked you into driving that's like it did it did really valuable yeah
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because i needed to prove you wrong when someone says you're falling off especially like like that
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was like fuck man like i can't let it be right like imagine if i let you do that video and you're
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right and then everything falls off and i'm done that i go outside so i'm like bro let me turn this
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shit up so yeah the competition is good competition is is good for men need it but we're told that
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it's problematic and most people i think naturally now with uh social media people would choose to be
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like why would you say that instead of just being like bro fuck that let me turn up and even like
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as a result you've been turning up too you've been turning up um yeah but also you were you
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were making fun of live streaming before but now you're live streaming yeah i'll i'll take the the
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sort of l there bro you've you've inspired me man i've seen your the work that you've put in i can
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see there's a serious grind i can see that this is kind of like the new new age of pushing forward
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a message is live streaming and getting people like really hyped up and to push forward this
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message that you're saying of like you know let's stop being weak as men let's let's not listen to
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these guys who are making us weaker just because it feels a little bit nicer you've inspired me to
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do that what type of weirdos have you encountered i'm guessing you must you must encounter a lot of
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like and i know you're streaming right now but like you can be honest um like especially my
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discord server like back during during the height of the beef to be like they would like i had
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fucking guys investigate hams's discord server these guys are so weird like oh my god they're
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like obsessed have you had what's the weirdest interact and they even wanted to do like a discord
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battle like sneeko's discord versus hams's discord but i was i just thought that was a waste of time
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but have you encountered um no not not that much i was quite detached the way to be honest i was
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like in thailand i was training two three four hours a day i was really the internet and the
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airbnb wasn't great so there was so much friction to like literally logging on so i saw like your
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video about me and obviously i joined your live stream that one time and i didn't really see much
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else which was quite beneficial because then my head was just focused on other areas but um your
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question is actually interesting because one of the things i've really been thinking of which links
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to a lot of what you've been talking about feminine men is i keep seeing this weird dynamic which is
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so normal and you've probably seen this maybe it's the same in like you're in new york aren't you
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or no i just moved to miami this is my new crib i moved last week oh yeah it looks different man
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it looks it looks nice there man we've got out of here got my concealed carry permit and i'm
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getting like a high-rise apartment getting more security stuff like that trying to
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be able to spread this message before people people wanted you know people wanted me to stop
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but yeah big move up man respect bro but it's this oh bro okay imagine you're sat in a restaurant
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with your girl and every couple every single couple bros every single couple who walks in
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the girl walks in first and it isn't like you know the guy's a gentleman he's open the door
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the girl literally walks in first speaks to the waiter orders pretty much for both of them the
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boy the guy like i was about to say boy and that really symbolize it the boy is stood behind her
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like a good little boy and just kind of like whimpers up like what he wants to order
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and then when it's time to pay he pays what what who's that what are you trying to make an example
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of every couple that i see is in this like really weird depolarized dynamic where the woman is
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masculine and leading the relationship and the man is feminine and just kind of like taking a
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submissive role i saw you talking on your stream recently about how um i don't know if you want to
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talk i mean you're talking about his stream so but like did that happen like you recently got snaked
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what was the story of that yeah so pretty much my best friend like second best friend
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uh we're like really close training in the gym five times a week and you know really good
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friends and he he kind of like betrayed huh that white dude with the blonde white dude with the
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glasses no no not sam not not sam it'd never be sam's with the skin not he's not skinny anymore
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he's bulking up but yeah not sam but like a different guy um we were really close and
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everything and he just got this awkward friendship with my ex because me and him go to the gym and
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she works there and um just their friendship just made me fucking uncomfortable but he's quite like
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a modern sort of feminine man so it's like oh we're just friends like and i never really called
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him out and you know i should obviously like i should have taken responsibility sat him down
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and said oh no it makes me uncomfortable you shouldn't really be close friends with like
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my ex or anything but fine but then i go to thailand and they get they get closer they post
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on the snapchat story like he he work out with each other it still fucking hurts bro honestly
00:20:13.340
and like so me and the friends i'm with you i thought it was your current girl
00:20:17.600
no this is um the girl i was dating before i went to thailand so i broke up with her
00:20:22.600
when i went to thailand telling her like okay i'm i'm planning she's fair game after that
00:20:26.060
she 100 she's allowed to do what whatever she wants she's a free woman but
00:20:31.000
your best friend should not pursue any woman that you've had interactions with in my opinion
00:20:35.280
that's that's fair yeah you think so like she's bro she's like she even like her pursuing him it
00:20:42.480
would somewhat you know make me uncomfortable but it's like okay yeah yeah fine but like your friend
00:20:47.040
should have loyalty to you forever and so how did you find out what did they end up doing they either
00:20:54.080
it was on snapchat or they they were actually rumping i don't know bro i'd never i'd never
00:20:58.400
even wanted to like i kind of like somewhat spoke about it and he's like he has a girlfriend and
00:21:03.280
and everything he's he's uh he's a godly man and so i don't believe they would have like done
00:21:07.780
anything sexual or anything like you know he wouldn't have cheated on his girl and they
00:21:10.520
wouldn't have like had like casual sex or anything but just their friendship made me uncomfortable
00:21:13.960
but then when i came back the dynamics all different and one time he's just ignoring me
00:21:19.260
and stuff and i came back and we had like a good time you know for a couple of weeks he's ignoring
00:21:22.740
me and stuff and then just suddenly he sends me like a massive paragraph like oh well i've never
00:21:26.720
agreed with your views on women and men aren't superior to women and they're like i'm like what
00:21:30.840
what the fuck is this coming from yeah and my other friend told me that he put on instagram
00:21:35.120
about andrew tate saying oh this misogynist should be cancelled and anyone with these
00:21:38.340
i'm like what the fuck me and him have had so many conversations and like we spoke about you
00:21:43.100
know female promiscuity and everything and like he's just you know he's he's heard something from
00:21:48.960
some girl or maybe from my ex or something you know been oh andrew tate's a misogynist and he's
00:21:52.880
just suddenly just started believing it and then he blamed it on me because i'm i've somewhat
00:21:57.160
talked about andrew tate i gave him the book the way of the superior man which is literally just
00:22:00.640
a book on masculinity man he read that book title didn't even read the rest of the book and then
00:22:06.740
sent me a message angry message men aren't superior to women he's gone he's lost
00:22:15.340
this is like you know it's just a bad display of characters just being a little bitch or
00:22:21.660
something fine but speaking about me to my ex telling her details oh yeah he's sleeping with
00:22:26.160
girl he's sleeping just that as soon as i looked at him and i was like wait did you like that's
00:22:32.080
fully like violating our brotherhood that we had and he talked no he looked at me in disgust and
00:22:37.600
went oh but it's it's your fault because you introduced us to each other six months ago
00:22:43.040
okay yeah just a snake bro you got you cut him off right yeah i blocked him off everything bro
00:22:47.440
okay good you talk a lot about um feminine nature and so you you would say that's acting feminine
00:22:53.040
right yeah i'm curious to how people talk about that me about me a lot they say like he's too
00:22:58.380
emotional to be like advocating for masculinity how much emotion can you show without being called
00:23:04.700
feminine because when i do it on stream i think like bro like what do you want me to you don't
00:23:09.340
want me to show emotion isn't that what's entertaining if i'm like here yelling and
00:23:12.360
spazzing and crying and like falling off my chair and stuff like that that's that's a show what like
00:23:17.300
i don't understand why people consider that i want to hear your take on acting emotional as a man
00:23:22.440
no that's a really good question and i totally agree with i've thought about this over the last
00:23:26.620
few days as well you have a business benefit and even a practical purpose benefit to be emotional
00:23:33.200
because the more emotional you are right now the more viral your content will get so it's actually
00:23:37.260
like in a weird way it's actually more masculine for you to be emotional right now because it
00:23:42.820
fulfills your purpose yeah because one you make money but also you fulfill your purpose and yeah
00:23:46.420
everything compounds so it's actually more purposeful for you to do that because this is
00:23:50.600
just the skill of live streaming let's say we're not talking about me and you we're talking about
00:23:55.540
like an average guy how much emotion should he show he should first understand that he's gonna
00:23:59.520
feel these emotions feeling the emotion inside of you is not the problem and you can't ever run
00:24:04.020
away from that and andrew tate speaks about this like you're supposed to feel this kind of feeling
00:24:08.500
almost as if it's a thermostat so you know a lot of guys feel depressed and they kind of don't
00:24:13.240
really do anything about it they hold their hands up oh i'm depressed but they don't realize like
00:24:16.340
your feeling is literally just a thermostat to tell you okay whatever you've been doing recently
00:24:20.100
has led you to feel like this if you don't feel amazing then you need to change what you what
00:24:23.680
what you're doing the fact that you for example you drastically changed your life up in the last
00:24:27.220
few months i called you out on things like smoking weed and stuff and it would have made you feel a
00:24:30.720
little bit like negative like if you felt absolutely it's a choice for a man i think like women get
00:24:34.520
emotional and then they kind of just like act based on whatever that emotion is they don't
00:24:38.120
really have control over it for them it's harder to control they can't control it but they're like
00:24:41.660
and then they need to get over it you made me emotional with that video but it's like i could
00:24:47.080
choose to be sad about it or i can be angry and this shit made me angry and i'm like let me turn
00:24:51.300
up more let me prove you wrong so but people will not call that feminine even though that's basically
00:24:57.300
acting an emotion angry is an emotion i that's why i don't get that i hear that from you a lot
00:25:01.780
i don't get the comparison in the my comment section is like he needs to be more stoic like
00:25:05.660
why are you watching me to watch someone just be this the whole time like why i don't i don't get
00:25:11.100
it i i still don't understand yeah it's tricky because because you're you're not in a normal
00:25:18.660
circumstance right now when people watch you they kind of assume okay well this is you know how we
00:25:22.260
should be acting 24 7 but it makes sense for you to be more emotional and more loud on camera
00:25:27.120
rather if you're stoic on camera it's kind of like boring if like you know me and you were
00:25:30.860
beefing right now and i was just sat here just unemotional about it it wouldn't sell what would
00:25:35.200
sell more you know what would get more is me and you both shouting and swearing and stuff because
00:25:38.680
that's going to get more views so it's worth us to be more emotional and to show that and actually
00:25:43.940
feel that here and to really show it and even cry on stream and everything and just be totally like
00:25:47.840
in your emotions here because that's what people are going to click on but in the real world you
00:25:52.520
will feel these emotions but allowing your actions to be dictated by emotions is way more of a
00:25:58.520
feminine trait and this is why i end every single video of mine by saying do the hard work especially
00:26:02.100
when you don't feel like it the majority of guys feel don't feel like for example going to the gym
00:26:06.440
and then they don't do it so they had this emotion this feeling of like oh well i don't
00:26:10.080
want to go to the gym so they don't go they don't realize that like you can simply just ignore those
00:26:14.760
emotions so i think the way to explain it because we're in this like weird modern day where you can
00:26:19.420
be emotional and it's still masculine i think the way that every man who's listening to this can
00:26:22.760
take this for their advantage is simply just ask yourself is showing these emotions right now going
00:26:28.120
to be advantageous for me the modern world and all these like soy boys that you're criticizing will
00:26:32.600
tell you that showing those emotions to your girlfriend to this to these people who will
00:26:37.720
literally view you negatively because of those emotions is a good thing because you're more of
00:26:41.140
a real man bro fuck that like it sounds toxic masculinity or some shit bro you should not be
00:26:45.600
showing weak emotions to people who would use them against you and the issue is even as much
00:26:49.880
as a girl loves you like she can't help but view you as less masculine and she can't help but lose
00:26:55.260
respect for you when yeah when you when you're acting like a little bitch like a pussy when
00:26:58.920
you're showing loads of emotions and you're like not being disciplined and stoic she can't help
00:27:02.500
but lose respect for you she wants you as a rock especially if she is more of a feminine woman if
00:27:07.260
she's like way more depolarized and she's way more masculine and stuff then maybe she'll respect you
00:27:11.200
in a certain sense and she'll look at you as if you're her little boy but if you want the best
00:27:15.660
in my opinion the best dynamic of a woman you want to always act as as if the dynamic is you
00:27:21.780
are the father she is the daughter the father can cry do you know imagine the wife dies the father
00:27:26.940
can cry in front of the daughter he can cry at certain times but he shouldn't be crying with
00:27:31.400
this underlying assumption problems you you you want to raise a bitch
00:27:36.360
honestly that i think that's the correct dynamic the masculine is i think training her but not
00:27:44.840
raising her because then i don't want to be a bitch's daddy why not because then you got to
00:27:52.420
put up but then like at least see a girl like in a toys r r us with her dad i want the toy and she's
00:27:57.900
jumping up and down i want her to be able to act on her own so i want an independent woman
00:28:03.280
i want to be your daddy when it's time to get a daddy but not like bro like not in the store
00:28:08.400
not in the restaurant not when we're out in public i'd rather have a not i disagree with
00:28:12.720
that chat they'll be well on that take would you would you you view it like right now you
00:28:16.340
view your relationship as like a father-daughter thing yeah absolutely
00:28:19.560
okay what happens when she acts like a child how do you discipline her when she acts like a child
00:28:27.900
to be honest it's not even happened yet so it's hard for me to say in this this relationship that
00:28:32.300
i'm in right now if it did happen i think this the same way that you'd respond to a child who's
00:28:39.360
acting really emotional you'd you'd understand that they are quite an emotional being and that
00:28:46.060
we have to almost take a step back from our sort of rational masculine logic and think well you
00:28:50.740
know the answer is right there just just do the x to fix your problem whereas a child and a feminine
00:28:57.320
woman almost need to be emotional at certain times and they need to essentially you just need to
00:29:02.540
change their emotions you don't need to change their mind most men confuse this so a girl's
00:29:05.920
really upset about something you know oh you didn't do it you didn't do this you were supposed
00:29:09.000
to call me at 6 p.m but you didn't do this most guys will try and change her mind through logic
00:29:12.720
because they'll incorrectly assume that she has like a masculine brain so they'll say to her like
00:29:16.720
oh no but you know like here's here's a rational explanation i see what you're saying i see what
00:29:19.860
you're saying it's masculine guidance but you wording it like that just makes me feel like
00:29:24.440
this is weird but if the chat was like 50 50 but i see the point you're making but then if you if
00:29:31.360
you go with that philosophy then you got to put up with her when she's acting like a kid and i just
00:29:35.080
don't tolerate that shit well there's there's the second dynamic so this is there's this kind of two
00:29:40.480
dynamics you can have in a relationship right so it can be the father-daughter dynamic or what
00:29:45.400
you're seeing way more often now especially in the west is the mother-son dynamic generally this is
00:29:51.160
really the dynamic that you'll always use the father daughter where the man is leading and the
00:29:54.920
woman is submissive and she's kind of like she's so totally receptive to his leadership and his
00:30:02.440
guidance that she cares so much about what he says what he does that she totally trusts him
00:30:06.960
or the opposite of that is that she is the mother role and you are the son and i'm not looking at
00:30:12.940
your chat right now but like if the boys want to spam whichever one they'd rather have would you
00:30:16.900
rather have you as acting more of the father the leader the guider and she's more of the daughter
00:30:21.620
that you're like almost not so much looking after because of course she's still an idol but that's
00:30:25.600
more of the dynamic i think i think they could i agree with you too like nobody you need to lead
00:30:30.340
the relationship you definitely do i saw um andrew take gave you a shout out in the last uh did you
00:30:36.260
see that in the last rumble stream um yeah i was gonna play it after but uh he sent me a message
00:30:41.740
from tristan's phone dude i was i was gonna play it later but like these usually people get excited
00:30:46.560
about that oh let me put this on can i play now yeah i heard it before but i'm curious i think
00:30:54.560
it'd be interesting to play bro it's andrew you are now uh it's a polarizing situation it looks
00:31:01.240
like you're on the side of the resistance so uh this is gonna be a pivotal moment in history when
00:31:06.160
we break big tech you're on the nebuchadnezzar with us broadcasting pirate signals into the matrix
00:31:10.440
they ain't gonna stop us g fuck them just go on youtube be careful with that i think tristan
00:31:14.800
already told me your plan get people on to rumble once your rumble platform's up i'll make sure that
00:31:18.860
we help you if you can to blow it up we already have half a million subs on rumble we only had
00:31:23.420
700,000 on youtube we're gonna be we're gonna surpass it within three weeks so uh this goes
00:31:29.220
down in history as the men who stood up against big tech and won if i'm morpheus you can be neo
00:31:34.040
that was a pretty cool shot i saw it late um i like that if if i'm morpheus you could be neo
00:31:43.040
but i don't know about like grown men role-playing movie characters it's the analogy is good but it's
00:31:48.860
like okay at what point like here i'm james bond and you're batman and like yeah you know i'm saying
00:31:53.380
i don't i like to bring myself a scene down a little bit i also don't want people to think
00:31:57.300
um like that i'm trying to put up an alpha male image but yeah that was cool that you got that
00:32:03.100
shout out too on the stream i didn't i didn't expect him to to be that like deep into the
00:32:08.300
internet i thought that they were like i'm just on a yacht i'm just traveling around but it shows
00:32:12.160
that uh i think real recognize real i think and you take a real person i'm wondering what your
00:32:16.320
take on it is because at first when you made that reaction video to me you were like um what did you
00:32:21.540
say oh you're just like a streamer now who reacts to andrew tape videos but i'm not really sure like
00:32:26.920
what your what your take on his message and that stuff is because right now what's going to happen
00:32:31.580
um the feminists who are watching right now they saw the transition from the father-daughter talk
00:32:36.480
to to the andrew tape message and they're going to be like look at these tater tots toxic men
00:32:41.540
blah blah blah uh but what's your what's your overall uh take on edutate i haven't seen you
00:32:46.380
talk beside yeah i haven't really seen your take on it yeah i've stayed mostly silent because i was
00:32:52.680
um i think out of self-preservation and also even when he was popping off and you know there was so
00:32:57.720
much controversy me and my team we kind of decided okay let's not associate ourselves with him and so
00:33:03.320
i just kind of let that slide oh your camera's on i just kind of like you know let that slide and
00:33:07.080
stuff but um when i saw his final message and i think the thing that really um popped this out
00:33:16.120
for me was that issue with my best friend and you know he was he posted about andrew tate and stuff
00:33:19.500
that really just ignited something into me and i was like you know what it's like time for me to
00:33:22.920
actually talk about this i stayed silent about andrew tate and even a lot about you as well and
00:33:26.740
this sort of like alpha male red pill space that's been growing online because i wanted to like
00:33:30.560
differentiate myself from this community and i just i've stayed silent for so long and i just
00:33:35.240
wanted to openly say like i've supported these men in my own mind in my own space with my close
00:33:40.020
friends from the start and seeing andrew tate blow up it's like the impact he's had on on my
00:33:46.140
best friend sam the guy the white guy who said who i was with in thailand seeing the impact he's
00:33:51.160
had on him has been phenomenal he's helped him turn into a man he's like ingrained very powerful
00:33:56.720
mindsets into him to become more disciplined to become more masculine and i can't help but respect
00:34:00.840
a man who's helped my best friend do that so why were you trying to distance yourself from red pill
00:34:05.480
isn't it very similar to self-improvement yeah because when it was blowing up online it you know
00:34:13.700
when fresh and fit first started in like i think 2020 2021 um i was somewhat posting red pill
00:34:19.880
content but then i wanted to like not be one of the stereotypical alpha males that were blowing
00:34:25.800
up at the time because they were receiving so much backlash and so i almost like corrected course and
00:34:30.160
went into more of the the wholesome self-improvement to not get cancelled that that was never a fear
00:34:39.040
of mine to be honest it was more so just not to get like negative comments i was very very
00:34:43.620
sensitive towards like you know people would uh reply to my like i'd make a video about modern
00:34:47.760
women and promiscuity and everything and some people would you know just comment misogynist
00:34:51.940
or some shit and i would like really painfully hurt me it would really like scare me because
00:34:55.440
people in my real life were finding it girls i'd be dating or sleeping with would find it oh my god
00:34:59.260
you're a misogynist you said like women shouldn't sleep around and do you know i mean so um there
00:35:03.280
was like a personal sort of backlash from that and like it was never so much the fear of getting
00:35:07.620
cancelled that i've always you know somewhat kept that in mind but it was way more just literally i
00:35:11.340
was just quite sensitive towards any kind of negative comments that came from this space
00:35:14.480
yeah totally wow i can't believe you agree with that and so now you don't care anymore if people
00:35:20.880
are haters or they're gonna say shit like that you just dodge it at least i don't care there's
00:35:27.040
still a part of me that 100 still cares and still feels it and stuff i've not gotten to that level
00:35:30.740
where you know there's so much negativity that you don't even um care if anything honestly a big part
00:35:35.840
of the reason why i wanted to live stream i've seen with you is like when you're so polarizing
00:35:39.100
on your live streams you're just so used to getting people who disagree with you and i think
00:35:42.720
it really strengthens you as a person yeah like you handle conflicts so fucking well that i like
00:35:47.220
i admire it it's like someone disagrees with your point and you don't really take it personally you
00:35:51.440
argue against that point whereas like generally for me i've stayed you know so safe in this like
00:35:55.260
little bubble of like my own protected space and everything that if someone disagrees with me like
00:35:58.840
it hurts me personally i'm like okay well fuck that guy he's clearly got to be a bad guy then
00:36:02.180
i see you guys who are on live streams debating each other so respectfully and like you're talking
00:36:06.680
about the issue at hand instead of personal issues and i think being open to this level of like
00:36:11.000
negativity and criticism with your viewpoints i think it's really strengthened you a lot of people
00:36:15.220
are not capable of doing that a lot of people are surprised that like i have regular debates
00:36:18.700
and conversations even my he's like i would say he's my friend now destiny he's a liberal like
00:36:22.860
took all the shots and everything like that big biden supporter i'm not sure your take about all
00:36:28.340
that stuff but we have disagreements about pretty much everything when it comes to who runs the
00:36:33.560
world and our philosophy on life and who's in charge stuff like that but we're able to get
00:36:37.600
along because he's the only liberal woke person that could actually have a conversation without
00:36:42.840
getting triggered the rest of them are just fucking pussies bro like uh ethan decline
00:36:48.040
lasanabi or hasanabi if you don't know what i'm talking about and uh h3 hd production l303
00:36:53.660
productions they'll react to my stuff and they they don't they're not even capable of reacting
00:36:58.120
to the whole video they'll react to like 10 seconds where they know they could have talking
00:37:01.660
points about it because i can debunk their points so well and they don't even want to confront that
00:37:05.740
a lot of social media now people get so triggered just by a disagreement that they're surprised that
00:37:09.840
i could even be friends with somebody like destiny because of like how do you even because
00:37:13.940
i voted for trump you voted for biden stuff like that even you when we were beefing i had a feeling
00:37:19.520
like i'd probably be friends with this guy in the future because like a lot of like my friends back
00:37:23.180
in school it's like you could probably relate to some of your closest friends like you got in a big
00:37:27.020
fight beat each other up and then eventually like you get mutual respect all right like you took a
00:37:31.200
beat in and then you're like okay we don't need to like do this alpha male shit anymore like you're
00:37:34.760
cool you're cool fine fuck it i had the feeling that that would happen and even like the beef
00:37:39.300
with you helped me it was in season one of my streaming i stream in seasons like i take breaks
00:37:44.880
that helped me go forward with a lot of the other um drama and like bro every single day there's
00:37:50.740
another person trying to cancel every single day and you kind of said all the talking points from
00:37:55.380
day one you said all that shit and now it's like every time and my chat is like who's who who will
00:38:00.300
watch it for a while like it's it's really predictable at this point you know i'm saying
00:38:03.460
they got nothing else besides it's like okay say the okay smoking weed i went i did a couple
00:38:08.940
swap at a sex party and I you know I didn't like it that's it and so at this point that's why I'm
00:38:15.960
able to stick to my points and not get emotional and I need to get better at not doing the personal
00:38:19.700
attacks but that's why I'm able to stay stoic when it comes terms of that compared to like I
00:38:24.460
think a lot of people would not be able to handle it a lot of people in my personal life like I
00:38:27.420
don't know how the fuck you deal with that like um I know that you I don't know if you're Muslim
00:38:32.120
or not no no but I had this clip go viral of me I was getting sturdy to the Quran made a mistake
00:38:38.740
i didn't know and i was like making fun of the muslim prayer like like i was reacting to people
00:38:44.060
acting like in haram behavior they're like lgbtq people feminist people and so in response i thought
00:38:50.380
it'd be funny to do like the muslim prayer like every time that they would but i that was a lot
00:38:54.420
of people took that like with a lot of disrespect and that was from season one recently like since
00:38:58.320
the tiktok blew up they clipped it up and they made it look like i hate islamic people bro they
00:39:02.440
were calling my phone like sending threats and stuff like that and it's just like people commend
00:39:08.320
me because i don't think i think all the people watching this 9 000 people watching this there's
00:39:12.880
no fucking way you would still be pushing after like the shit that every single day a new hater
00:39:19.900
by a new feminist a new clout chaser a new religion i disrespected a self-improvement
00:39:24.800
youtuber a dick like bro this is just wow all day long and it's because i go head on with this
00:39:31.020
which makes it entertaining like i ain't gonna lie like it makes an entertaining stream but
00:39:34.140
i don't think like the all the people watching you would not you got to give me that at least
00:39:38.240
i could fucking handle it i think a lot of people go and it takes a lot of like meditation and stuff
00:39:42.900
like that too i know you talk a lot about meditation and like bro i had to like uh the other day i was
00:39:47.820
in the ocean just like like doing i don't know like you know those scenes in movies where like
00:39:51.840
the the main character has like a fucking like swim moment where they swim away all the pain
00:39:55.860
i was doing that i was like thinking about like uh like god i'm i'm fine like just like swimming
00:40:02.340
through the ocean and letting it all like wash off of me and i think without that if i wasn't
00:40:07.740
able to ground myself and bro like the amount of like whoa but it's good though it makes for an
00:40:14.720
entertaining stream what's good what goes on in your personal life let's say there's beef going
00:40:19.260
on right now between me and you or some of these guys you're like arguing with and they've made a
00:40:23.200
video about you oh you know sneaker's this and this and this boom you've watched it in your
00:40:27.060
personal life you're gonna stream in a couple of hours you're in the shower you're making your bed
00:40:31.420
you're eating something are you like literally sat there like arguing with that guy in your mind
00:40:34.560
over thinking about it i'm getting better at it but sometimes like even like the the ones who are
00:40:39.720
clearly clout chasing it's just like bro like of course of course and then i'm like don't you don't
00:40:43.700
even need to like put energy on this you don't need fuck it i watched the video it's fucking
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what the fuck is he talking about shut up you don't know what liar griff and like fuck i don't
00:40:52.300
care i don't even because i know the more energy i commit to that that's what they want they want
00:40:55.900
to get into your head they want to get into a stream they want me to talk about them so the
00:40:59.020
best thing is just be like okay i know why you're saying this i know what you really want
00:41:04.400
it's fine take a deep breath you all sound exactly the same another sneaker's insane video
00:41:11.220
another sneaker's losing his mind video another one he's a liar another one he's just copying
00:41:16.320
andrew tate another it's just like okay bob and weave slip slip fine but yeah no there's even
00:41:23.360
like sometimes like bro the biggest mistake i'll make and i know you this happens to you too
00:41:26.860
probably um like sometimes i'll check social media too early in the morning or like the
00:41:32.740
some of the alternative websites like um sometimes discord reddit um i sometimes i search my name on
00:41:38.840
twitter right now because i don't have twitter and just seeing the fucking stuff it's just like
00:41:42.500
the cesspool of like i'm like whoa bro it's like 8 a.m why did i digest that early in the morning
00:41:50.140
why am i in the trenches of the internet of the lowest level people just like with fucking frog
00:41:55.860
profile pictures anime profile pictures the american cycle why am i engaging with these
00:42:04.600
people at 8 a.m because immediately like this happened this morning like i woke up and my girl
00:42:08.400
like was getting ready for work and stuff like that she's like sitting on the balcony like
00:42:11.280
well like maybe a cup of coffee and everything like it should be a great morning should be but
00:42:15.860
then i go on my phone and then i'm reading like and then my heart's pounding and so you need to
00:42:22.540
get better at that but i like the fact that you you said it it does strengthen you and does give
00:42:27.440
you a sense of mental toughness hearing all of that like the way that bullying makes you stronger
00:42:32.520
when you're a kid can make you improve because you don't want to get made fun of anymore
00:42:37.320
hearing those comments and hearing everybody say the same shit it's like okay like what else what's
00:42:41.680
gonna trigger me now what are you gonna say that i haven't heard i love that mindset you're almost
00:42:47.180
just seeing this what 99 of people would be scared off and you know taking a big distance
00:42:54.120
back from you're seeing it as an opportunity to grow but do you not feel like this is deteriorating
00:42:58.780
your mental health at times well it's the same thing in the gym like what deteriorates your
00:43:04.420
muscles what destroys your muscles end up making you stronger so like the more like the more stuff
00:43:09.260
that i get over and that other people like don't get over i'm getting stronger i'm getting mentally
00:43:14.680
stronger so yeah it can't eat away your mental health and i'll be like fuck but then you know
00:43:19.820
you get better you get better so i think it's the same thing as the gym like you need to tear down
00:43:24.380
your muscles to make them stronger same thing with your with the insults i think it makes you funnier
00:43:28.220
too like the more i don't care about the stuff people say i just the more you don't give a fuck
00:43:32.980
the more entertaining you can be that's something i really want to learn you know i'm still stuck in
00:43:38.740
the the initial stage which is like the majority of negative comments or criticism is like very
00:43:43.820
significant for me because i've tried to stay in my own safe space i've not been reacting to them
00:43:47.260
and if i see one i don't give it any attention and so now if i'm on live and someone's saying
00:43:51.040
something which is not totally like idiotic but you know somewhat true enough true enough that it
00:43:56.020
like it hurts more than just a big blanket insult that that still impacts me quite negatively that
00:44:02.700
still makes me overthink about myself yeah did you get an l spam on your stream yet
00:44:07.180
no not yet not that i know it's gonna hurt that first one's gonna hurt you're not gonna know how
00:44:13.420
to handle it um i had one i was reacting to like stupid gen z people answering questions in time
00:44:19.320
square like just people interviewing bots and it was like uh how many presidents are there or no
00:44:23.740
who was the 69th president i'm like i don't know who's the 69th president was it trump i googled
00:44:28.020
it up bro there's 48 it was like 48 presidents and so the whole chat bot bot bot bot l l l l l
00:44:33.840
fuck like how do i get out of this and so the way to get out of that is to embrace it you got to
00:44:39.520
embrace the l i'm an idiot i'm an idiot so i went down to the floor i did 69 push-ups because i
00:44:44.060
thought it was 69 and i'm yelling fuck you chat fuck you chat and then like right now they're
00:44:48.120
giving me an l spam right now um even in some of the debate streams like when i've taken when i've
00:44:54.060
lost some of the debates like that guy um yeah some of some of them are professional debaters
00:44:58.060
like i'm not as good at it they when they spam l uh it's just like how do i like they're calling
00:45:03.820
me stupid stuff like that you got to find the pocket you can't get triggered off of it you just
00:45:07.760
need to own it you need to accept it and it does make you i think it makes you more self-aware too
00:45:12.600
being a streamer will make you some of the most self-aware you could possibly be
00:45:15.900
but right now i just encourage my whole chat spamming el
00:45:18.100
you said this i think in your like response to me that i forgot what it was like you were
00:45:25.640
responding to something i said where like oh i'm not used to being on live or whatever and i messed
00:45:29.240
up and you said oh yeah well that's because you haven't really trained this and this is like the
00:45:32.300
next level you had really like so much respect for the guys who were hopping on live stream
00:45:36.120
and that's honestly when you first implanted the thought of like oh shit like maybe i should
00:45:39.780
actually consider this because this is you're fortifying your mind and your emotions are such
00:45:44.340
a great level here like people don't even realize you know right now they just see you on camera
00:45:47.460
and you're just speaking and stuff but they don't realize like you're dealing with this
00:45:50.700
this this huge number of people who are who are very critical who are very like you know they've
00:45:58.100
got fucked up attention spans it's almost like chat is not just this is something i found
00:46:03.600
interesting before you might relate to this chat of like a live stream chat twitch chat it almost
00:46:08.280
doesn't feel like a group of people it's almost like just an entity by itself which is incredibly
00:46:13.080
autistic and has like a very low attention span and you know it's suddenly like it's spamming
00:46:18.140
something emotionally and then there's like a random like random side thought that some random
00:46:22.360
guys just like spammed four messages of the same thing and it just you're almost dealing with this
00:46:26.560
this weird obsessive low attention span entity who's observing everything you do and you've
00:46:32.460
got to make him happy every 10 seconds otherwise you start getting l's boring boring boring boring
00:46:39.060
skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip skip yeah it's it's great though it's a it's a good mental
00:46:43.800
challenge and i'm getting better at and it's i think it's the future and i think i think even
00:46:48.880
tv shows are starting to go to panic like the fact that speed for example can just be fucking
00:46:53.780
playing just dance like shaking his belly and stuff like that and get 100 000 viewers it's like
00:46:58.240
bro this dude's competing with nickelodeon and also this is the only way for us if you master
00:47:02.660
this skill it's the only way you can compete with people shoving 100 000 orbeez in their asshole
00:47:06.620
and donating 17 islands to uh retarded you know whatever kid that's the only way to compete is
00:47:13.360
if you if you can you know pump out 10 videos doing a live stream but um you also it stuck in
00:47:19.740
i had a lot you saying uh your main channel is literally dying and since then like i've taken
00:47:24.280
it hasn't died like since the blow up of tiktok and everything too it's grown but i haven't
00:47:28.220
taken a back seat with that i'm wondering when you started watching my main channel
00:47:31.380
a while ago um it was probably when you turned 20 you made that video 20 years old 21 years old
00:47:41.000
probably around that time yeah i've got at least a couple of years yeah do you have any advice for
00:47:46.720
my main channel what do you think i should do going forward because i'm really like in this
00:47:50.620
zone right now with the streaming but i don't want that to die off and that's really my bread and
00:47:53.660
butter i don't want to forget that you know i actually thought about this man i think you'd
00:47:59.560
be experiencing like a major sunk cost fallacy right now like you like you said it's your bread
00:48:03.580
and butter you've really leveled that up it's so good you don't want to let it go but streaming is
00:48:08.400
where you like you are you have been made and also sculpted yourself to be a streamer you're
00:48:13.700
you're fantastic on stream and you made fantastic videos too but like if i could give you advice
00:48:18.800
from the outside looking in it's like you found the real thing that you should focus on and the
00:48:23.220
roi of doing those videos seems very very low compared to the roi of sitting down and getting
00:48:29.000
into a flow state and you know like hyping up and everything as you do on live stream it's like
00:48:32.780
you're growing faster you're probably making more money from your stream than you are from your
00:48:35.800
your main channel your main channel videos i assume take weeks per one compared to a live
00:48:40.500
video 20 years old took a month to make bro that first video so it was a month and it has
00:48:44.660
maybe a million views something like that something that i you know it's just it's not
00:48:48.920
comparable like it but if that's if you're only looking at the money and the and the clout which
00:48:53.780
is not why i got into this in the first place i was like trying to be like a deep artist for a
00:48:57.280
long time but i you can't forget about that but it is kind of like eye-opening and i think i
00:49:02.600
tapped into streaming when i made this video how to view women and then lasanabe reacted to it
00:49:06.800
and he had 40 000 live viewers he was calling me incel this guy's like dude like dude like
00:49:10.900
literally an incel and i'm like what this is making more money just complaining about my
00:49:15.560
video that i took a month to make it's it's hard to but you ultimately want to get to the point
00:49:22.640
where you could just be a successful artist and you could just do whatever you want do you do
00:49:26.420
you consider yourself an artist or do you consider yourself a guru or a mentor a leader
00:49:32.100
what about you i got into this for for art that's why i don't i don't want people to call
00:49:42.900
me an alpha male and i want to be able to be a role model for people but
00:49:47.120
no i don't want to ever be like i'm an example for i want to i want to talk shit man that's
00:49:55.340
more important to me than being a leader i think we're two sides of this of a similar coin
00:49:59.480
i mean either way with a face of you know big channels big audiences and especially with the
00:50:07.720
new moves you've taken like you've become so much more purposeful that we are both essentially role
00:50:11.600
models and leaders of some sort and i've just found like you know there was a long time before
00:50:15.660
i felt comfortable and you know it sounds kind of cringe oh i'm a leader i'm a cult leader it
00:50:18.580
sounds so cringe it sounds so forced but if you've experienced like some of the experiences i've had
00:50:23.740
where guys are walking up to you with tears in their eyes oh yeah your meetups look crazy bro
00:50:27.620
you like you you definitely could see the the inspiration you've had on people yeah that's why
00:50:32.460
like i just you know it was almost a level of arrogance but i was like you know what like bro
00:50:36.280
i am a leader i am a leader i've saved lives i've maybe tens hundreds of guys would have
00:50:42.140
done something if not for me and thousands have significantly improved their lives because of me
00:50:48.320
because i've led the way because i did this by myself like i said no other youtuber really helped
00:50:52.500
me there was no coach no program no nothing i did every single step by myself just figuring it all
00:50:57.180
out and then i just come onto camera and just fully just spill my every detail out you know i
00:51:02.720
literally like you said this i actually as a criticism you said of me you said oh you know
00:51:06.180
he's he's um he kind of like hides he doesn't really speak about the truth about his life or
00:51:09.880
something and i was like i realized you have yeah i didn't know that was like that actually didn't
00:51:16.220
hurt at all because i was like no no like he's objectively wrong because i actually think i'm
00:51:19.680
one of like one of the very few youtubers who's been 100 honest and authentic on my channel that
00:51:25.240
like i've spoke about the the deepest darkest secrets that i've ever had so that someone
00:51:30.800
watching can actually relate to me and walk through my story with me so that they can actually
00:51:35.380
come out with the other side just like i did i told people just every detail every gory detail
00:51:40.640
every traumatic abusive detail every like detail about my old habits and how i would do them and
00:51:45.960
i've walked people through very relatable stories and that's that's why i think i am a leader do you
00:51:54.900
do you think you're an arrogant person yeah yeah me too probably i think you need to be i think you
00:52:01.600
need to have a level of self-involvement past most people in order to put your face on a camera
00:52:05.020
every single day yeah and if it wasn't socially viewed as a negative trait if for example we just
00:52:11.180
didn't know people's perception of arrogance if it was positive or negative we'd just be like yeah
00:52:14.640
yeah yeah of course i am of course i am yeah 100 when you think about what arrogance is it's like
00:52:18.180
yeah like a high level of self-assurance well that's that sounds good to me it's just that
00:52:22.540
that high level of self-assurance almost offends people who don't really have it and they're like
00:52:26.300
well he's got to be a bad person because he's really sure of himself yo chat's saying do 20
00:52:31.920
push-ups or you want to do 20 push-ups right now yeah let's do it let me get outside you
00:52:38.140
i'm doing this outside bro where are you right now you just want to get better wi-fi
00:52:49.440
Yeah, no, literally it was outside of the Airbnb.
00:53:19.440
Chat, do it with us. Don't just watch this shit. Do it.
00:53:44.720
Fuck it. That chat's jacked. You got better form.
00:53:47.060
Alright, that's why I'm the ha-ha comedian clown.
00:53:49.440
all right adonis man yeah it's good to have you on bro uh you want to get on stream again
00:53:55.240
yeah i'd love to bro thank you for having me on for today all right man i'll talk to you