00:00:29.000Can't say it's a vacation, but yes, the Lord has brought us here and we're in a new space, but it's not a new space.
00:00:36.000We've been in these almost in these exact seats before, except for I was sitting there.
00:00:42.000You might be able to find, Massey, a moment from when me and Laura, when Laura was launching her book, I believe, about homemade activities for.
00:00:52.000Joy Journal for Magical Everyday. Play.
00:02:08.000Almighty God, every aspect of you, beloved, limitless, eternal God, one God, three persons God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
00:02:18.000We pray, Lord, for safety for the people in Florida as this hurricane approaches, Lord.
00:02:25.000And we pray for all people suffering everywhere.
00:02:27.000We pray for all people. that have suffered harms.
00:02:31.000We pray, Lord, for connection and unity.
00:02:36.000Relationship is your unity experienced through different individuals, the unitary feeling of oneness.
00:02:46.000Lord God, may we experience deep, deep love and deep, deep peace.
00:02:50.000And may the people watching this, even as I suppose, given the nature of the trial, there'll be people watching this to sort of find mean stuff to say, maybe, but we pray for them particularly, God.
00:03:00.000We pray for them because whoever's watching this, they have things in their life that are troubling them, they are suffering.
00:03:06.000And Lord, we pray peace upon them in the holy name of Jesus.
00:03:50.000I mentioned your desire to start a bad breath clinic that would address all aspects of bad breath, whether it's from the gut, the throat, the tongue, the humble tongue, tonsil stones.
00:04:00.000Almost that Dr. Pimple Popper type infatuation with oral hygiene.
00:04:06.000You believe too that you like some kind of halitosis whisperer, some kind of plaque whisperer can identify on site, like a sommelier of gut funk that you can identify.
00:05:01.000He said it with his normal, like when Liam Gallagher talks about, Liam Gallagher, the vocalist from the band Oasis, talks about non rock and roll things.
00:05:10.000It's funny, like one time years ago, I met him in Hampstead and he goes, I live in that.
00:05:15.000Cottage over there between that pink one, like it still has the demeanour.
00:05:20.000So he's saying, genteel type things apple cider vinegar swagger.
00:05:23.000It's the benefits of apple cider vinegar, they're not mean, they're like limitless.
00:06:05.000But like he got out of the bath straight away, just walked out, and I think, as I understand, with a cigar in hand, greeted Eisenhower, shook hands with him, and said, I have nothing to hide from the president.
00:06:17.000I am happy for the president to see me and to look within.
00:06:34.000Okay, so what's amazing for me is to be back in the place where Jesus found me and to be back in this place where, like, this sort of three year in our little lives, this three year episode began with Herbie's health issues, the media material that ultimately led to the trial that commences tomorrow, Monday.
00:06:57.000And let us know in the chat if there's anything we can pray for for you because we do read the comments and we love them and we love you and we're doing our best like you are.
00:07:06.000So, being back here for me and going on those walks now without Bear with Coco, although Coco can't be taken on walks because she can't be trusted on a walk.
00:07:13.000She's not the same as Bear on a walk or in any by any metric.
00:07:18.000That doesn't, other than German breed.
00:07:25.000So, for me, being back here, obviously it's There are great challenges knowing that, however, we shake this down, there are people that feel aggrieved and hurt.
00:07:37.000And my prayer is that this will be addressed in the coming weeks.
00:07:42.000And we'll do our best to respect the important restrictions that exist around court cases to ensure that truth and justice can be done.
00:07:49.000But our aim is to carry on doing Sunday service.
00:07:52.000And I suppose more than ever, when you are faced with times of challenge, that's when you have to.
00:08:01.000Find your footing and your grounded, your anchor, your God.
00:08:06.000You need to find your connection with God, your personal connection with God.
00:08:11.000And I suppose part of perhaps what Sunday service will be in the next few weeks will be a journey of how we're anchoring ourselves in faith and trust and loyalty to God during the times that are difficult.
00:08:28.000I was just explaining to Russell that, and of course, we've had time, like, you know, I naturally, I, I got nervous before going to court the other day.
00:08:40.000Well, not really so much actually being in the room, but the nerves were actually that I'm not used to interfacing with.
00:08:50.000Well, they weren't really necessarily aggressive, but when you get out of a car and there are people and they're taking pictures, paparazzi press, reporters, onlookers, just even people stopping the street and then they're suddenly like, oh, swept up into a moment because it's a moment.
00:09:05.000There's a moment where you get out the car and there's people there and they're taking pictures.
00:09:35.000When the, there's the storm and it's drawing everything in from surrounding, when you look at it on a map, it's arrows, it's arrows, it's arrows all around, all around, all around.
00:09:45.000And you watch it and it'll say things like 12 hours till landfall, um, 180 miles per hour current winds or whatever.
00:09:53.000And it comes close and it'll say it's going to make landfall in whatever time.
00:09:57.000And then when it hits the land, the eye of the storm is absolutely silent.
00:11:17.000I suppose that's because they have acclimatised to the idea that by their own position as primarily operatives within the machinery of media, because without mainstream media, shall we suppose there are no paparazzi, that they're an arm of them.
00:11:36.000And because the position of the media, I would say, is somewhat clear when it comes to me and when it comes to this trial, Hope I'm not overstating when it seems to me that they believe that I'm guilty and that this should be the rubber stamping and a process of my destruction.
00:11:53.000And the important thing, I would say, their position is, and on this aspect, I agree with them, is to ensure that anybody who's a victim of any crime is the recipient of the utmost reverence and respect.
00:12:04.000And perhaps even people that believe that they're a victim of crime ought to be treated seriously and with respect.
00:12:10.000So they can't, if that is their position, like go, like as if they're outside that Nickelodeon show where kids get gunged up, slime or the adult entertainment awards.
00:12:24.000And I suppose as well, The situation doesn't really have urgency, but I imagine on Monday tomorrow there might be a bit more, Mrs. Brand, because you were doing a bit of that.
00:12:42.000They wouldn't, like, people told us because we don't look at media, but people told us they said, Russell Brand was spotted, went into court supported by a mystery woman.
00:13:02.000You can't talk about that because there's a predetermination to present information in a certain way.
00:13:07.000Again, as some years ago now, and a lot of the characters in this drama have changed.
00:13:12.000Andrew Maher, the British journalist who works for the BBC, interviewed Noam Chomsky way before anyone was talking about Epstein files or Chomsky's potential inclusion in those Epstein files, to whatever degree that is.
00:13:24.000Chomsky was then mostly known as primarily, well, Originally a linguist of some skill and then a political commentator.
00:13:32.000Famously, he wrote The Manufacturer of Consent, in which he said, Whilst society broadly seems to be consensual to the goals and aims of the state, broadly, and I'm saying this in the UK at the moment, there's obviously great disruption and great fracture, and the United States has been somewhat divided 50 50 for the last, you know, well, perhaps always, who knows.
00:13:57.000But he's, he, Claimed Chomsky that a state of consent or at least compliance, shall we say, is created through the conditions of media, media and other arms and apparatus of the empire's power.
00:14:11.000By the empire, when I say that, I mean a set of institutions that are comparable in various nations with the shared intention of control, usually masked by the stated aim of protection, preservation, safety, and security of the population.
00:14:28.000Now, Chomsky said, you know, so famously had written, excuse me, these.
00:14:32.000In this thesis and treaties, the manufacturer of consent.
00:14:36.000So, naturally, when he was interviewed by a BBC journalist, Andrew Ma, Andrew Ma said, Hey, look, your general position is that journalists have been coached and conditioned, and that mainstream media organizations,
00:14:51.000and remember, Chomsky's writing this from the left, things were different 20, 30 years ago, and that mainstream media are controlled by centralized forces, and their function isn't to independently report information, but is to give a Biased view to the population in order to create passivity, compliance, and control.
00:15:09.000And yet, continues Andrew Marr, and being Andrew Marr in this sketch, he continues, Yeah, it's good, isn't it?
00:15:15.000He's a bit, I can't do impression, it doesn't matter anyway, because most people watching this won't know or care.
00:15:20.000So I could do if I want, I could do anything.
00:16:13.000In this instance, Chomsky observes that a British journalist, in this case, Andrew Marr, but I would say this is a general point, by the time you've gone through whatever institutions, academic and social, that lands you in the position of a journalist, You already think what they need you to think, otherwise, you're filtered out.
00:16:30.000For some of us, this process began at school when you're first expelled and thrown out of schools.
00:16:35.000That's when you first recognise you're not a person that's going to be in keeping with the institution, or you might be a military veteran who went into the army because you nobly and bravely believe in defending your nation and its inhabitants.
00:16:47.000And then after having served a few tours in Afghanistan, Iraq, Northern Ireland, whatever, you realise, wait a minute, I'm actually serving the interests of powerful institutions that use as a Guys, you know, look after the vulnerable, but is in fact serving the interests of the powerful.
00:17:04.000So the people that are in the throng, the paparazzi and the various journalists, right?
00:17:11.000I'm not suggesting this is a CIA sting, but in a CIA sting, there are so many participants that it becomes such a diffuse operation.
00:17:20.000Yeah, or equally, we could go back to the Truman Show idea.
00:17:23.000Oh, it's that, you know, actually, when there are reporters and things, and then when you open a door, it just Drops to a backstage area and everyone's having their makeup done.
00:17:31.000Like you go through the wrong door and the elevator opens.
00:17:34.000Actually, it's an elevator and the elevator has no shaft, it's just people behind it.
00:17:38.000Well, from that perspective, though, that's deliberate conspiracy, isn't it?
00:18:25.000What I mean by it is that, you know, a couple of weeks now, at least, we've talked about the feeling of when you're in a, when you're living your life and things don't, then things don't feel, things go weird, like things don't feel real.
00:18:39.000Ultimately, that does bring us back to the point about God because, you know, when I, for a moment in the sort of silence walking out of the court the other day, thought, oh my, I'm surprised at how sort of silent this is.
00:18:52.000It's making me feel nervous that it's not loud.
00:18:54.000So I suppose you've been in paparazzi positions.
00:18:57.000I've been in those environments before and I've never liked it when it's shouty either, to be honest.
00:19:50.000When you walked slowly into court that first time, you said you took it slowly and you felt God with you walking every step, didn't you?
00:20:00.000Yeah, by God's grace, something like never more than in the concentrated times of these challenges and trials, have I more felt the presence of God in the intensive care unit by our son, in the midst of allegations, walking into court.
00:21:28.000We know that we're the children of God and that the whole world, not nasty countries with swastikas or different colored skin or eye shaped, the whole world is under the control of the evil one.
00:21:43.000We know also that the Son of God has come and given us understanding so that we may know Him who is true.
00:21:51.000And we are in Him who is true by being in His Son, Jesus Christ.
00:21:55.000He is the true God and eternal life, dear children.
00:21:59.000Precisely and specifically, he is saying the world is in control of evil, and the way into that is idolatry to worship something other than God.
00:22:09.000Elsewhere, here, this is also from slightly earlier in Romans God did by sending his own son in the likeness of sinful flesh to be a sin offering, and so he condemned sin in the flesh in order that the righteous requirement of the law might be fully met in us.
00:22:29.000Who do not live according to the flesh, but according to the spirit.
00:22:33.000Those who live according to the flesh have their mindset on what the flesh desires, but those who live in accordance with the spirit have their mindset on what the spirit desires.
00:22:40.000The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the spirit is life and peace.
00:22:47.000The mind governed by the flesh is hostile to God.
00:22:50.000It does not submit to God's law, nor can it do so.
00:22:54.000Those who are in the realm of the flesh cannot please God.
00:22:57.000You, however, are not in the realm of the flesh, but are in the realm of the spirit, if indeed the spirit of God lives in you.
00:23:38.000Where you see the beautiful Ryan Gosling reach to that alien creature.
00:23:44.000There is a sense that beyond some sort of diaphanous, difficult to detect membrane, there is another reality permanently accessible.
00:23:52.000The alternative is this is all of reality.
00:23:55.000But I'm just watching a video now about, by sort of, I think he's a physicist, theoretical physicist, Framan is his last name at least, saying that our whole understanding of the behavior of light is erroneous.
00:24:08.000Light is not sort of bouncing about or even really traveling.
00:24:12.000And in a sense, that makes sense because if you, when the, The measurement that light travels at 187 million miles per second.
00:24:21.000I mean, what am I supposed to do with that?
00:25:21.000Which is Frank Skinner, the British comedian, tells an amazing story about after lapsing as a Catholic during his time of fame and revelry, etc.
00:26:11.000Anyway, like, and all these complexity of the challenges the Roman Catholic Church or the Holy Church, the universal church, had been going through at that time.
00:26:21.000And, like, oh, and was all being reasoned and trying to understand it, expecting a comparable and perhaps Aquinas like argument from the priest.
00:27:58.000And I'm trying not to need it so much.
00:28:00.000I think it's good because, do you know, that thing going back to that idea of, you know, it's better just to do things and not expect, you know, do it and don't expect that anything in return.
00:28:09.000And like, you want reliance on God, don't you?
00:31:31.000Often, water means chaos in the image system that we will find in here.
00:31:40.000By the way, I also like that the verse starts in the NLT, at least, or NIV.
00:31:48.000That day, when evening came, he said to his disciples, Let's go to the other side, leaving the crowd behind.
00:31:56.000I sort of see that as a sort of, maybe a cultist isn't the right word, but esoteric, like he's going to take it up a gear, especially as it's just in front of, in the order of Mark's gospel, at least.
00:32:10.000The mustard seed parable, where Jesus says, What should we say the kingdom of God is like?
00:32:15.000Or what parable should we use to describe it?
00:32:21.000Then he says, It's like this the mustard seed, which is the smallest of all seeds on earth.
00:32:27.000When planted, it grows and becomes the largest of all garden plants with such big branches that the birds can parch in its shade.
00:32:34.000With many similar parables, Jesus spoke the words to them as much as they could understand.
00:32:38.000He did not say anything to them without using parable.
00:32:40.000But when he was alone with his own disciples, Explained everything.
00:32:43.000That's why I think him going to the other side in precisely that context has implications beyond sort of the geographical travel across the Sea of Galilee or wherever it might have been.
00:32:54.000Also, he goes on in Mark's gospel there to cast out the demon, the demonic entity, Legion.
00:33:32.000Well, do you know what I was just trying to find?
00:33:34.000The Psalms, but your stickers, which are very, very well done, the chapter stickers, they were piled on top of each other to a degree that the one thing I couldn't find was Psalms.
00:33:45.000Anyway, I just wanted to maybe read that, maybe later.
00:34:07.000The mustard seed is like about when you go into this new realm of conscious being in His Holy Spirit, it starts off small but becomes all encompassing.
00:34:20.000If you're part of the elite esoteric crew that's going to make this, remember not everyone's coming.
00:34:25.000Minimum 30%, a maximum 50% of the world's population are not going to survive the events that, by my reckoning, are upon us.
00:34:33.000And certainly over the next 10, 20 years are going to play out.
00:34:36.000Look up Event 2030, which is likely going to be a significant movement forward.
00:34:42.000So our Lord says, you know, having established this idea that you're going to enter into a realm, a reality that's bigger than the reality you've ever inhabited before, but at First, it's going to be a very small thing, in fact, as small as you can conceive of with your limited understanding of the natural world.
00:34:56.000Let's use the mustard seed, he said, having qualified that it wasn't quite what he meant several times.
00:35:03.000In taking them to the other side, there is an enormous storm.
00:35:07.000If you are going to follow him, expect storms.
00:35:10.000If you're finally realised the world is not enough for you, that you don't really care for it here very much, you might love people, you might love situations, you might even love some artifacts of the culture, but you, like us, May have realized that the world is broken, it's fallen, and as it says in John's first epistle, is in the thrall of the evil one.
00:35:26.000It's not like, well, there's one or two bad apples.
00:36:38.000So, anyway, I'm just saying that that passage is good because it takes you from the journey of the first seed, which I experienced in the fields near here.
00:36:43.000Yeah, well, I was going to ask you about that.
00:37:11.000It was cool because a lot of things happened on that little walk.
00:37:14.000That was a dark time when you were kept in hospital with our herbie for four days because they wouldn't let you leave because they wanted to keep him under observation.
00:37:23.000And when our daughters were away with their grandparents in order to protect them from the clickering, snackering, snickering paparazzi around the end of the lane like locusts, like peculiar concoctions, not fully human.
00:37:35.000And, um, To be back in the field where I was with our beloved bear, like it was, I sort of saw all those places and felt all those feelings and a discourse, an inner discourse that I now recognise to be theophanic the intervention of God, the cross in the belly.
00:37:53.000See to the point of the mustard seed, the storm, and then the casting out of demons.
00:37:58.000I sort of felt like, oh, look, as C.S. Lewis again says, once you accept God, you'll know that you'll see how he was always there, always guiding you, inevitably.
00:38:47.000And indeed, Bear was a sort of a ferryman, pivotal, cathartic figure in my journey to Christ.
00:38:55.000In fact, when people say you have a personal relationship with Jesus, they don't, it's so personal.
00:39:01.000And I was reflecting that with the identity politics movement, which is focused on the nuance of a particular identity, whether that's racially, ethnically, or your sexual identity.
00:39:11.000Even though one side considers it ridiculous to distill identity into this criteria of some might argue arbitrary cultural factors, and others might say important and defining cultural factors, the truth is that you are more particular and more specific than that.
00:39:27.000Like God loves you as if you're the only person in the world.
00:39:29.000So, even if you've got a lot of interesting data, like, you know, interesting and unusual bodily requirements and complexions and sexual preferences, you are way more than that.
00:40:35.000And then fell so in love with his final dog, Sky.
00:40:41.000And it's pulling something out of him.
00:40:43.000A bit like I went to the supermarket earlier, and it was an experience that at one point I had to stop, and I was sort of walking behind by the counter that does the rotisserie chicken and stuff.
00:41:19.000You've got Whole Foods, which you know about because you've got them in America, super expensive, and you can only go there for certain items.
00:41:24.000Then there's the Waitrose, which is more mainstream.
00:41:26.000Then there's the ones that are less expensive but good.
00:42:12.000Smell of the Waitrose supermarket and the smell of the rotisserie chicken and the feeling of English people, like being around British people, like the cut, yeah.
00:42:23.000And a feeling like I could bump into someone I knew from my past, like just because of being in, not have we haven't been, you know, we haven't been living here.
00:42:32.000I got like almost like a nostalgia nausea.
00:42:36.000Like it was like a feeling of like, oh my God, nostalgia, nostalgia.
00:42:41.000And what it was, it felt like I. What it was, was the Christmas decorations were up.
00:42:48.000There was Halloween section, there was Christmas, there was the smell of the roasting chicken, which smelled a bit like a Sunday meal.
00:42:55.000And for a moment, I was like, whoa, like that, it came over me like almost my childhood, my teens, my 20s.
00:43:03.000It was like in the supermarket earlier today.
00:43:06.000I got like a wave of nostalgia to a degree that it was like, I'm not sure I can carry on shopping.
00:43:16.000This world was not made for one as beautiful as you.
00:43:20.000You'd be found laying down in the aisle.
00:44:49.000He's the very person that first put to print that when he smelled a particular type of cake, the Magdalene, that it would take him back at once to his childhood.
00:44:58.000That's what's relevant about it, it's the absolute cast iron correct literary reference for one site.
00:45:56.000Hello and welcome to Mystery Woman in Yellow with Man in a Wicker Wheelchair.
00:46:12.000And then Massey will put in the same thing, and they'll put that as Sunday service instead of with the brands, with Mystery Woman in Yellow.
00:46:20.000And I would do it so that the words were appearing as if they were being typed, the last ones, but I wouldn't do the noise.
00:48:01.000I mean, it's difficult to tie it ontologically to this concept, and I'm not going to do that.
00:48:08.000I'm just going to read some of this daily reading from this book about St. Therese of Les Sous, 33 Days of Merciful Love, a do it yourself retreat.
00:48:56.000Just as Abraham's pilgrimage of faith met its ultimate test when he was called to sacrifice Isaac, so Mary's pilgrimage of faith met a similar test.
00:49:04.000Now, you'll love this as a mother because we know how central he is to you, that boy.
00:49:08.000I know you love our daughters, but I know that Herbie, being a son who's had heart surgery, was a real sweetheart when I took him out to jujitsu today and a real little darling in the calf.
00:49:25.000So, this is a conjuring that aspect of all mothers that has the divinity of Mother Mary in it.
00:49:30.000However, while Abraham ultimately did not have to go through with the sacrifice, Mary had to watch and be present during the torture and slaughter of her dearly beloved son all the way to his agonizing end.
00:49:41.000She had to stand and consent to the immolation of the victim.
00:49:45.000She had to remain there in faith, hoping it's hope.
00:49:47.000It was there on Calvary, at the foot of the cross, that we find Mary in the glorious perfection of faith.
00:49:56.000In the midst of the most terrible darkness, that we paradoxically see the luminous blessing of Elizabeth, blessed is she, and that is chosen by God.
00:50:07.000Elizabeth, her sister, who herself gave birth to John the Baptist, and I think is an echo of Abraham and Sarah, certainly in so much as that they belatedly sire a child when they're sort of post reproductive.
00:50:23.000Blessing of Elizabeth shine forth with ever greater glory.
00:50:26.000Blessed is she who believed that what was spoken to her by the Lord would be fulfilled.
00:50:31.000Yet blessed is she who believed at the foot of the cross.
00:50:33.000Blessed is she who believed in the impossible.
00:50:35.000Blessed is she who believed that God was able to raise.
00:52:22.000And then I was taken to the library, and the lovely Father Michael gave me this 33 Days to Merciful Love, as well as a book on Julian of Norwich, as well as another book on my soul and my heart.
00:52:33.000And also the presence of God, practicing the presence of God.
00:55:13.000Do you know what I thought when we were in?
00:55:15.000Before you go on with this, I want to say this.
00:55:18.000When we first heard the news in that scan that Herbie was going to have diff, like, you know, I said, is this ever going to be nothing again?
00:55:26.000And the doctor said, no, this is something.
00:55:29.000We don't know what it is and it's serious.
00:55:31.000And you might want to get into the termination type vibes.
00:59:24.000Dear God, thank you for these dear souls.
00:59:26.000Please protect Russell and Laura in this troublesome time, especially strengthen and protect Russell and give them the peace, power, and presence of the Holy Spirit to be with them and help them transcend through all the trials and tribulations to your glory.
01:02:17.000Let the redeemed of the Lord tell their story, those he redeemed from the hand of the foe, those he gathered from the lands, from east and west, from north and south.
01:02:28.000Some wandered in desert wastelands, finding no way to a city where they could settle.
01:02:32.000They were hungry and thirsty, and their lives ebbed away.
01:02:36.000Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress.
01:02:43.000He led them by a straight way to a city where they could settle.
01:02:48.000Let them give thanks to the Lord for this unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things.
01:02:58.000Some sat in darkness, in utter darkness, prisoners suffering in iron chains, because they rebelled against God's commands and despised the plans of the Most High.
01:03:08.000So he subjected them to bitter labour.
01:03:11.000They stumbled, and there was no one to help.
01:03:13.000Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress.
01:03:19.000He brought them out of darkness, the utter darkness, and broke away their chains.
01:03:24.000Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, for he breaks down gates of bronze and cuts through bars of iron.
01:03:35.000Some became fools through their rebellious ways and suffered.
01:03:38.000Affliction because of their iniquities.
01:03:41.000They loathed all food and grew near the gates of death.
01:03:44.000Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and He saved them from their distress.
01:04:41.000They were glad when it grew calm, and he guided them to their desired haven.
01:04:46.000Let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for mankind.
01:04:51.000Let them exalt him in the assembly of the people and praise him in the council of the elders.
01:04:57.000He turned rivers into a desert, flowing springs into thirsty ground, and fruitful land into a salt waste because of the wickedness of those who lived there.
01:05:07.000He turned the desert into pools of water and the parched ground into flowing springs.
01:05:14.000And they founded a city where they could settle.
01:05:17.000They sowed fields and planted vineyards that yielded a fruitful harvest.
01:05:22.000He blessed them, and their numbers greatly increased, and he did not let their herds diminish.
01:05:27.000Then their numbers decreased, and they were humbled by oppression, calamity, and sorrow.
01:05:35.000He who pours contempt on nobles made them wander in a trackless waste, but he lifted the needy out of their affliction and increased their families like flocks.
01:05:46.000The upright see and rejoice, but all the wicked shut their mouths.
01:05:51.000Let the one who is wise heed these things and ponder the loving deeds of the Lord.
01:06:30.000What I liked is the let them give thanks to the Lord for his unfailing. Love and his wonderful deeds for mankind, like the repetition of those sort of lines, I think is important.
01:06:54.000The Lord will be there, light of the world.
01:06:56.000The Lord will be there, light of the world.
01:06:57.000The Lord will be there, light of the world.
01:06:59.000Heavenly Father, Lord God, the senses are glorious.
01:07:03.000The instruments of the senses that detect.
01:07:06.000Light and vibration and the movement in the air and molecular activity, the senses of touch, taste, sight, hearing, the senses that are subtler yet, Lord, that we can access.
01:07:18.000Lord, let us feel your presence and your light as people continue to discern in the world of measurement.
01:07:25.000Reality is not what we supposed it to be, and even that which we consider most rudimentary, the name of which contains both mother and matter and contains much that.
01:07:39.000Births us yet somehow is voided of mystery.
01:07:42.000Even material is full of limitless mystery.
01:07:45.000Space, where it appears dense, remote, when it appears local, non local, and miraculous material.
01:07:56.000Heavenly Father, a storm, the intensification of pressure, the movement of energy that's difficult to measure.
01:08:05.000Lord, when you spoke to Job, And you asked in this most ancient of accounts, Do you know when the light is kept in the cave?
01:08:19.000Or do you know where the snow comes from?
01:08:21.000Or so many questions about the origins of things.
01:08:25.000None of us know the true nature of reality.
01:09:34.000Holy Spirit, come be with us, Holy Spirit.
01:09:37.000Power that is beyond storms because you create the storm, power that's beyond weapons because you create the fire, the furnace, the blacksmith, all reality.
01:09:52.000Because in the end, this earthly existence ends in termination materially for us all, unless we are the generation that will witness firsthand your second coming.
01:10:04.000And Lord, I already know that's going to be beyond the five senses and confined epistemology.
01:10:11.000The mind of man cannot conceive of you as far as the heavens are from the earth, your thoughts from our thoughts and your ways from our ways.
01:10:18.000And the government, Lord, is upon your shoulders, and the nations are a drop in the bucket.
01:10:23.000And truth and justice, Lord, these words belong to you.
01:10:28.000Everyone involved in our trial, you died for them.
01:10:31.000People that I consider to be allies, people that I consider to be adversarial, we're all your children and we're all deserving of your love.
01:10:38.000And I pray for peace and love for all the participants in this trial or any trial or the hospital that our son has known or the hospital that any of your children have known.
01:10:52.000And I pray thanks for you for all of the glories you afford me and continue to afford me this.
01:10:58.000Beautiful wife, this mystery woman in yellow, this insane dog creating chaos, our glorious children, and for your son, Jesus Christ, who died on the cross and rose again, that we may know eternity together with you.
01:12:28.000Two of the childhood years recalled the fears, hearts, legs, were thinner, from his third drinking, moaned like the father, for him and my girlfriend, plus his elephant, sunk his on his favorite wheel, plus washing me like pussy.