Stay Free - Russel Brand - July 31, 2026


What Really Happened Inside That House? - SF745


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00:00:19.000 Hello there, you awakening wonders.
00:00:20.000 Thanks for joining me today for Stay Free with Russell Brand.
00:00:23.000 Today we're continuing our watch along of Sean Stone's movie Secret Stone.
00:00:27.000 Cast the evil spirit's legion into the herd of swine.
00:00:34.000 So scripturally substantiated, it has to be, it has to enter another entity, a living thing, substantiated by him with a lunatic, him casting the spirit out, the demon out, and the demon went into.
00:00:49.000 The entity which was the pigs, and what did the pigs do?
00:00:52.000 They went into the water and they drowned because that's the insatiable appetite that a demon has it's to seek, to kill, and to destroy.
00:01:04.000 Natural things are powerless in the spiritual world.
00:01:11.000 Bullets don't mean anything, explosives don't mean anything, but who you are means everything.
00:01:16.000 What really made my blood chill.
00:01:23.000 And frankly, uh, chilled me to the bone was when Cynthia, who had not even gone inside there, had come out about a week after we went in there for the second time.
00:01:36.000 The time that Lily was possessed, after that, Cynthia said that she started, she woke up one morning yesterday.
00:01:43.000 I didn't, I had pajamas on when I went to bed because it's been really cold and rainy and I woke up completely naked.
00:01:49.000 Wait, you woke up naked and you went to sleep with pajamas?
00:01:53.000 I went to sleep with pajamas and I woke up.
00:01:56.000 Naked yesterday, and he was at the front of the bed, leaning against the column, staring at me.
00:02:02.000 He was staring and smiling at you, and he, how does he look exactly?
00:02:05.000 I could describe his features.
00:02:08.000 Um, he's got a very distinguished jawline.
00:02:11.000 He's older, has green, green, green, like weird green, that's lime green and mountain dew colored eyes.
00:02:19.000 Okay.
00:02:19.000 Like fake, weird looking green eyes.
00:02:24.000 Okay.
00:02:24.000 And, and his hair is like, A very salt and pepper gray, but more on the white side than gray.
00:02:32.000 And he just stares like into you.
00:02:35.000 I don't even know how to.
00:02:36.000 His face is like kind of older, but it's very chiseled.
00:02:41.000 Like he was probably very, very striking when he was young.
00:02:45.000 The only thing.
00:02:45.000 The only thing.
00:02:47.000 I mean, I think it could be any of us.
00:02:52.000 I hope not.
00:02:52.000 I hope not.
00:02:53.000 What do you think?
00:02:56.000 What is she describing?
00:02:57.000 Sort of a demonic.
00:02:58.000 Entity that took form in the past.
00:03:00.000 I think it's the old man that the others were describing, seeing the old man that they saw, the priest.
00:03:05.000 The paedophiles that took the kids from the home.
00:03:08.000 Yeah.
00:03:08.000 Well, gosh, isn't it?
00:03:09.000 Are we sort of then pondering whether or not these actions taken when you have form?
00:03:13.000 Because it's like the old man and the priest are presumably humans and they're able to sort of portal.
00:03:18.000 You'll see my theory is what happens.
00:03:20.000 You'll see what my theory is why he's still around.
00:03:23.000 He's a ghost now, essentially, right?
00:03:24.000 But maybe you can set up pathways and sort of, what do you want to?
00:03:29.000 Call it dimensional threshold crossing with charges.
00:03:32.000 I think Alistair Crowley was working on that kind of stuff.
00:03:36.000 Yeah.
00:03:36.000 Shit.
00:03:37.000 Even my much more sort of everyday quotidian experiences with drugs, there's a few things I reckon that, like, you know, I felt when that pastor was describing addiction just fully takes and is destructive.
00:03:47.000 That's what addiction feels like it's like a demonic possession.
00:03:51.000 And then I noticed recently when I was reflecting on intimacy and sexual intimacy that, like, say, if you're having sex with someone you don't know very well, like, That you could achieve this intimacy with them in the charged state.
00:04:06.000 The charged sex is a heightened state.
00:04:08.000 If you have intimacy in that state, it's sort of like really somehow glorious and weighty.
00:04:13.000 And so I feel like that there's this what the occultists are doing.
00:04:17.000 I wonder, it seems perhaps, you know, especially looking at Old Testament stuff, all these false altars and all the worship and the child sacrifice and all that stuff.
00:04:24.000 It's like sort of generating frequencies, like you can frequency jump, maybe.
00:04:27.000 Well, that's what sex magic is, right?
00:04:30.000 It's magic.
00:04:30.000 I mean, there's different practices.
00:04:32.000 I don't know, you know, the details on it, but sex magic is taking the energy, drawing the energy from that interaction and putting intention into it, right?
00:04:41.000 And so it can be used for positive intention, and I'm sure it can be used for negative intention and, you know, right?
00:04:47.000 Destructive intention or egoic, let's say.
00:04:50.000 After the trial of Sex Magic Monthly Monday book.
00:04:55.000 The only thing, which is a completely impossible thing, and I mean like medically impossible, is that I have every symptom of being pregnant.
00:05:08.000 You do?
00:05:09.000 Yes, but it's medically impossible.
00:05:11.000 I'll tell you something very creepy, just as we're talking about this issue of pregnancy and birth.
00:05:17.000 I got a phone call from a crying baby.
00:05:19.000 Like when I got a call from a no number.
00:05:22.000 Hello?
00:05:22.000 Hello?
00:05:45.000 disconnected
00:05:57.000 The wireless customer you are calling is not available. Please try again later.
00:06:03.000 The only entity, creature, that cannot be redeemed because he is the origin and the matrix of evil is the devil.
00:06:14.000 One of his names is not husband of lies, it's father of lies.
00:06:20.000 So he impregnates you in your spirit life.
00:06:23.000 He has spiritual and mental intercourse with you, and what draws him to you is your affections.
00:06:31.000 Everything in the natural manifests in the spirit world.
00:06:35.000 Rockland has always had a very odd combination of attracting very, very important artists and writers and musicians, and at the same time having these incredibly dark things.
00:06:50.000 My father's office was across the street from Wentworth.
00:06:53.000 The baseball diamond was, let's see, from my father's office.
00:06:56.000 There was a big complex, it was about a quarter mile around.
00:06:59.000 There were doctor's offices.
00:07:01.000 Yeah.
00:07:02.000 So when my brothers and I would be waiting for my Father to finish whatever.
00:07:06.000 You could go, you know, you go explore.
00:07:08.000 Yeah.
00:07:10.000 But then behind a diamond, there was a house.
00:07:15.000 This is really weird.
00:07:15.000 This is like a recovered memory session.
00:07:19.000 I put it this way I was the youngest.
00:07:22.000 I had three older brothers, and we used to love playing baseball.
00:07:25.000 We were very physical.
00:07:27.000 The fact that in the entire time that we spent, like.
00:07:31.000 You're doing that bit sometime later, huh?
00:07:35.000 Your hair is much longer and stuff.
00:07:37.000 That was interviewing her to get some context.
00:07:39.000 On Rockland and Letchworth because she grew up there.
00:07:42.000 I was thinking, do you think, like, if it was a device, if it was like a hoax, if you were like staging the phone calls and stuff, it'd be a very good, cool documentary to be a good method of filmmaking to sort of stage the phone calls.
00:07:58.000 And because atmospherically, it's really well directed and edited.
00:08:02.000 But how do we substantiate that it's not sort of a hoax or that Alex ain't fucking around and that kind of stuff?
00:08:09.000 You just let's keep watching and, uh, I know that I didn't.
00:08:14.000 I didn't.
00:08:15.000 Okay, let me put it like this I didn't do anything.
00:08:19.000 Alex, if he did, it would have been very difficult, and you'll see why on some of these later occasions.
00:08:24.000 But you see that mark I showed on the video where I was recording my eye and I had this red line?
00:08:32.000 How did he do that?
00:08:33.000 Because that was the moment when his girlfriend that was possessed ran into me and she had blood coming out of her mouth, and I had a knife in my hand, and she ran.
00:08:40.000 And I put up my arm to block her.
00:08:43.000 And in that moment that she hit me, I felt this burn.
00:08:46.000 And I thought, like I said, I thought it was my knife cutting me.
00:08:48.000 And I looked and it was this red circle.
00:08:50.000 And that's when he had the bite mark on his back and on his arm, right?
00:08:53.000 So I can tell you, no one staged that.
00:08:56.000 I got that red circle on my eye from something otherworldly.
00:09:01.000 The fact that in the entire time that we spent, like waiting for my dad or hanging out in his office or playing there, we never once went to the diamond or the.
00:09:15.000 What does that tell you?
00:09:16.000 I mean, that thing was like 40 feet away.
00:09:20.000 Before my time, there was a priest who, there was a lot of stuff that was hushed up.
00:09:25.000 You weren't allowed to, I mean, it's not just like we don't talk about that.
00:09:28.000 It's like if you talk about that, you're grounded or you're going to your room.
00:09:32.000 There's like huge amounts of secrecy there.
00:09:36.000 My mother started to open up about this a few years ago, and she said that there had been rumors that the guy, I guess it was a priest who ran the place, Had done unspeakable things.
00:09:50.000 And of course, they're just rumors, but how could people say stuff like that?
00:09:53.000 At the same time, I noticed that
00:09:59.000 whenever the people in my father's office complex were sometimes asked to go over and help do stuff, volunteer at Letchworth, and these were all very active, very socially conscious people, nobody would do it.
00:10:12.000 Really?
00:10:13.000 Nobody.
00:10:15.000 And my mother said that there were just rumors that she didn't believe, of course.
00:10:23.000 But that there had been
00:10:28.000 really unsavory practices.
00:10:33.000 Kids had gone missing.
00:10:38.000 There were things that nobody wanted to talk about.
00:10:41.000 I know some other people from that area who said there were stories of Father Robert and there were like rhymes that were made.
00:10:50.000 There were like skipping rope rhymes and there were also things like.
00:10:56.000 Crazy Robert, come and get you.
00:10:58.000 Crazy Robert, when you sleep.
00:10:59.000 Crazy Robert.
00:11:03.000 My feeling about that house was that it was its own entity and it wasn't.
00:11:10.000 It was almost as though it had been disowned by Letchworth and had its own.
00:11:16.000 It was in its own kind of time-space continuum, if that makes sense.
00:11:22.000 Last Sunday, the 14th of February, St. Valentine's Day.
00:11:31.000 Alex and I returned to House of the Damned by ourselves.
00:11:40.000 The mission was simple.
00:11:43.000 I had received four candles from St. Patrick's Cathedral that were revealed to us in a cup, an espresso cup, randomly.
00:11:54.000 That was a synchronicity that we followed.
00:11:56.000 You put the espresso into the cup.
00:11:58.000 Yeah.
00:11:58.000 And there were four candles inside.
00:11:59.000 Four candles, four white candles.
00:12:01.000 What were they doing in the cup?
00:12:03.000 Well, they must have been there.
00:12:04.000 They are very blessed, by the way.
00:12:05.000 These candles come from St. Patrick's, from the church.
00:12:10.000 When we were on the road driving there, Lily sent us a text message.
00:12:14.000 Now, Lily had been the girl that was possessed the first time we were there inside the house.
00:12:19.000 Lily sent us a very strange message to Alex saying,
00:12:25.000 Oh my God, that was the scariest nightmare yet.
00:12:28.000 That she was dreaming that she was with us in the car.
00:12:32.000 She could not see us.
00:12:33.000 Look, man, this is giving us a soundtrack.
00:12:36.000 Let's remember that.
00:12:37.000 And behind her, she heard the howls of dogs, hounds.
00:12:45.000 And she turned to see the old man holding the hounds, his hands in blood, and two fetuses, children, child fetuses in his hands, bloody fetuses.
00:13:18.000 Place that's very dark and misty.
00:13:24.000 But I felt that God was watching us that night and the angels were beside us and walked with us.
00:13:33.000 I call upon God.
00:13:35.000 Walk with me, God.
00:13:37.000 Be with me now.
00:13:39.000 Be with me that I may see in the dark, into thy dark, into thy soul.
00:13:45.000 God be with us.
00:13:47.000 God make of me thy weapon.
00:13:49.000 Thy sword, thy staff.
00:13:55.000 God watches upon all things.
00:13:57.000 God protects us with his love, with his mercy.
00:14:04.000 I've come to light these candles.
00:14:06.000 Alex, will you light these candles with me?
00:14:08.000 Yes.
00:14:10.000 May God be with us.
00:14:12.000 We ask God be with us as we light the candles in this place with love, with mercy, with forgiveness in our hearts.
00:14:21.000 May God be with us.
00:14:23.000 Oh, my soul be with me now in the highest heaven.
00:14:28.000 Never forget that.
00:14:31.000 We're angels here.
00:14:31.000 Do you understand that?
00:14:33.000 We were sent here.
00:14:34.000 Alex, you here?
00:14:37.000 We were sent here to be angels and warriors.
00:14:39.000 Just relax, dude.
00:14:48.000 By God's love, you exist.
00:14:52.000 We all exist by God's love and His mercy.
00:14:57.000 We have no fear.
00:14:58.000 Alex.
00:14:59.000 We have no fear.
00:15:00.000 We fear nothing.
00:15:01.000 We love God.
00:15:02.000 That is God.
00:15:02.000 We fear nothing.
00:15:04.000 We come as His agents.
00:15:07.000 We bless this house.
00:15:09.000 We bless this house for all things, for all beings, for all creatures.
00:15:15.000 This is only a house.
00:15:19.000 and God protects it.
00:15:24.000 And God blesses this house.
00:15:25.000 I'm going to light the candle, Alex.
00:15:27.000 Alex, I'm going to light this candle.
00:15:29.000 Alex.
00:15:31.000 I understand.
00:15:32.000 We're going to bless this house for the children with love.
00:15:35.000 I understand.
00:15:36.000 With love.
00:15:36.000 There's love for the children.
00:15:38.000 With love and mercy.
00:15:39.000 Alex, be with me, sir.
00:15:42.000 Hey, Alex, be with me now.
00:15:43.000 Be with your soul.
00:15:44.000 Your soul is in heaven.
00:15:46.000 It's not here with these demons.
00:15:48.000 Yes, we hear you.
00:15:49.000 We hear you and we hear that God is loving us.
00:15:51.000 God protects.
00:15:52.000 God is merciful.
00:15:54.000 God forgives thee.
00:15:55.000 Forgives all things, all creatures.
00:15:59.000 It forgives and it blesses.
00:16:01.000 Come on.
00:16:02.000 For by thy mercy and by thy soul, by thy grace.
00:16:05.000 Shhh.
00:16:06.000 By thy grace, by the love of God.
00:16:10.000 By the word of God, we are here.
00:16:18.000 Let's go. Let's go.
00:16:22.000 Alex, stay with me, brother.
00:16:25.000 I have,
00:16:30.000 This is the place where he comes to hide out for God.
00:16:34.000 And God is now upon us and with us in our hearts, in our minds, in our love, in our glory, in our affection.
00:16:42.000 Shh!
00:16:42.000 Oh, by the light of my soul, hear me now.
00:16:46.000 Oh, yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil.
00:16:50.000 And my God is with me.
00:16:51.000 And he loves us, Alex.
00:16:53.000 Alex, he loves us.
00:16:55.000 Remember that.
00:16:58.000 It's okay.
00:17:02.000 It's okay.
00:17:03.000 Am I fucking crazy?
00:17:03.000 Am I crazy or did you just see that?
00:17:04.000 Shh, it's a joke.
00:17:07.000 We should leave.
00:17:07.000 We should light the candles and leave.
00:17:09.000 Okay.
00:17:09.000 We bless this house and we leave, okay?
00:17:11.000 Okay.
00:17:13.000 We bless this house and we leave.
00:17:28.000 I have your back.
00:17:29.000 Archangel Michael and Raphael protect us.
00:17:32.000 I know.
00:17:33.000 Archangel Michael and Raphael protect us.
00:17:35.000 Protect us and cleanse us and send us from this place.
00:17:39.000 Okay, we need to go.
00:17:39.000 Someone's fucking with us.
00:17:40.000 Someone's fucking with us.
00:17:41.000 We need to go.
00:17:43.000 Someone's fucking with us.
00:17:44.000 Someone's here.
00:17:44.000 We need to get out.
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00:20:05.000 If I come down there and you're still here, I'm gonna fuck you up.
00:20:13.000 I'm gonna light my soul with the mercy and glory of God.
00:20:17.000 Father, walk with me.
00:20:20.000 Father, walk with me.
00:20:21.000 Alex, let's light the candles.
00:20:23.000 Let's light the candles.
00:20:24.000 Hold the camera, please.
00:20:25.000 Hey, hey, hey.
00:20:27.000 In the name of God, name of love, and name of mercy.
00:20:30.000 No, hey, it's okay.
00:20:31.000 Just come here.
00:20:33.000 Alex, there.
00:20:34.000 Hey, hey, don't worry about me, Lily, right there.
00:20:36.000 Hey, hey, hey, hey.
00:20:37.000 Don't worry about me, Lily.
00:20:38.000 Right there, camera.
00:20:39.000 Take the camera.
00:20:41.000 Light this camera.
00:20:42.000 So, I know how to do this.
00:20:44.000 Hey, take this out of your hat pocket.
00:20:45.000 Put it on my face.
00:20:46.000 Put that on my face.
00:20:48.000 Alex, just be calm, please.
00:20:49.000 Be with me, sir.
00:20:51.000 You know that we are watched, we are protected, we are loved by the archangels, by all that is merciful in heaven.
00:20:56.000 By all that is glorious in heaven.
00:21:01.000 We ask that God bless this house, that it protect and forgive all sins that occurred here.
00:21:09.000 Light all the candles.
00:21:11.000 That he loves us, that he loves all things, that he loves all things in this universe, both dark and light.
00:21:19.000 Fear no evil.
00:21:21.000 For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory.
00:21:24.000 And the Savior has come and shall come again on earth as it is in heaven.
00:21:32.000 Be with us this day as we take our daily bread.
00:21:36.000 Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
00:21:40.000 And forgive us our sins.
00:21:42.000 He's not, I can see.
00:21:44.000 And forgive us our sins.
00:21:45.000 As we forgive those who trespass against us, we forgive those who trespass against us.
00:21:51.000 Forgive the sins, the glory, the mercy of God.
00:21:55.000 The love of God is with us.
00:21:58.000 He's right behind us.
00:21:58.000 Oh, my soul, be with me now.
00:22:00.000 Oh, my soul, be with me now.
00:22:02.000 Watch over us as we light these candles.
00:22:03.000 He's right behind us.
00:22:04.000 An eternal flame.
00:22:05.000 An eternal light.
00:22:07.000 He's right behind us.
00:22:07.000 I can hear him.
00:22:08.000 He's right behind us.
00:22:09.000 I can hear him.
00:22:09.000 Eternal love.
00:22:11.000 He's right behind us, dude.
00:22:12.000 For the power and the glory.
00:22:13.000 God, stay with me.
00:22:14.000 For the power and the glory is good.
00:22:15.000 Amen.
00:22:18.000 He's right fucking behind us.
00:22:18.000 He's right fucking behind us.
00:22:19.000 He's right fucking behind us, man.
00:22:21.000 Light the candles.
00:22:24.000 Alex, I don't see him.
00:22:25.000 Light the candles.
00:22:26.000 They're lit.
00:22:27.000 Alex, they're lit.
00:22:28.000 Just watch yourself.
00:22:28.000 They're lit.
00:22:29.000 Just don't step on the candles, please.
00:22:31.000 Alex.
00:22:32.000 Hey, Alex.
00:22:33.000 Alex, stay fucking calm.
00:22:34.000 Okay, okay, okay.
00:22:34.000 Stay calm.
00:22:35.000 Bro.
00:22:37.000 My eye tracks.
00:22:37.000 My eyes are getting fucking.
00:22:38.000 My eyes are getting really fucking dry, dude.
00:22:40.000 I have light here.
00:22:40.000 Take the light.
00:22:41.000 The camera.
00:22:42.000 I have light.
00:22:43.000 The light, the power, and the glory in this.
00:22:45.000 I'm gonna call you.
00:22:46.000 I'm gonna call you.
00:22:49.000 Fear not, for there's a purpose and destiny to all of us.
00:22:52.000 We banished the demon from this place.
00:23:11.000 God, he's here, dude.
00:23:12.000 I'm not, I'm not.
00:23:14.000 Just stay behind me.
00:23:15.000 Stay behind me, dude.
00:23:16.000 He's right behind us.
00:23:17.000 He's right behind us.
00:23:18.000 He's right behind us.
00:23:19.000 Hey, hey, hey.
00:23:19.000 The candles.
00:23:20.000 You see the light?
00:23:20.000 You see the glories?
00:23:21.000 Yes.
00:23:21.000 You see the beauty?
00:23:22.000 Yes.
00:23:22.000 Let us leave this place, bro.
00:23:29.000 Alex,
00:23:36.000 We have to see the basement.
00:23:43.000 I ask you.
00:23:45.000 Alex, that's our job.
00:23:48.000 Please, I ask you.
00:24:30.000 One of us has to get out.
00:25:24.000 By the glory of God, protect us.
00:25:26.000 Have mercy upon our souls.
00:25:28.000 Have mercy upon that house.
00:25:31.000 Oh, my
00:25:33.000 God, my Father in heaven, have mercy upon us.
00:25:37.000 Have mercy upon this house.
00:25:38.000 Banish all evils from
00:25:46.000 this place.
00:25:52.000 My wife would be worried about the candles and that sheet that was on the floor.
00:25:58.000 She'd be like, What if that house burns down?
00:26:00.000 We actually had to run back in to turn to blow out the candles, but we never saw anything.
00:26:06.000 If you heard Dalla's demonic voices, we didn't see anything in there, so it was really weird.
00:26:11.000 I mean, that's the stuff that's like it's hard to take, man.
00:26:16.000 Like, because there's actual, it's weird, isn't it?
00:26:18.000 Because when you, um, like, see, I believe it, I'm a Christian, so I believe in God and angels and demons and interdimensional entities, but like, and I feel like we're living in this weird time where the interstitial material.
00:26:32.000 That helps us to sort of understand it with a slightly different aesthetic is kind of being provided, elites and occultism.
00:26:39.000 We're starting to sort of talk about it differently.
00:26:41.000 But still, when you hear, ah, ah, ah, it's like, well, I mean, you've heard many stories.
00:26:47.000 Priests will tell you stories, even like, you know, they'll go to bless an ex, you know, to do an exorcism or a content house and they'll hear the devil go get out, you know, that kind of thing.
00:26:55.000 Yeah.
00:26:55.000 So if there's only two of us, you know, why not?
00:26:59.000 The fact that we had the camera running.
00:27:01.000 I mean, I don't, I think, you know, people have said this kind of, you know, they've, people have reported this.
00:27:07.000 Forever.
00:27:08.000 Yeah, I know.
00:27:08.000 It's weird.
00:27:08.000 And also, I'm a person that's open minded and up for it, but I still just, my mind's like, fuck off.
00:27:13.000 They've put Saik downstairs.
00:27:14.000 They're playing the audio of that.
00:27:16.000 So, like, it's been discussed in advance.
00:27:17.000 They put the blanket in there.
00:27:19.000 I watch it like a content creator.
00:27:21.000 Like, probably because there's a point where I can't.
00:27:24.000 But you can see the fear.
00:27:26.000 I mean, it's like, you can see that we were, you know, we were scared.
00:27:29.000 We were, you know, he was getting possessed.
00:27:31.000 You know, he was on the cusp of getting possessed.
00:27:33.000 It was, you know, it was a nerve wracking experience.
00:27:36.000 Yeah.
00:27:37.000 I mean, it's.
00:27:40.000 I can watch it both ways.
00:27:42.000 I can watch it as a participant and as a believer.
00:27:45.000 And, like, you know, a lot of people, most people, a lot, I don't know about myself, I'm trying to qualify it, but with like Ouija boards and shit, when you start to go to it, like, do you want to go to an abandoned mental hospital and go and sit there and do a Ouija board on your own?
00:27:59.000 Most people are not like, yeah, that's the same as sitting in a mall for me or going to a multiplex.
00:28:05.000 There are some environments that sort of kind of, I mean, when I'm looking at that house, I'm like, oh, this don't feel good.
00:28:10.000 But I'm aware also that I'm participating in, like, that there's music and it's good.
00:28:14.000 I think it's fucking really good.
00:28:17.000 Like, I really like it as filmmaking.
00:28:21.000 And also, I'm not like, you know, I'm also a good faith person.
00:28:24.000 Like, if you come here and tell me this is what happened, this is what we've done, and I never, like, I'm not going to go, I don't believe you.
00:28:29.000 I'm just not that kind of person.
00:28:31.000 See what happens next.
00:28:32.000 See what happens next.
00:28:33.000 Oh, my God.
00:28:35.000 Lovely old Louisiana Jake.
00:28:37.000 If I'm cynical, Massey will be all over it.
00:28:40.000 What do you think, Massey?
00:28:42.000 I love like horror stuff, it is my favorite thing.
00:28:46.000 So, like, we go to haunted houses every year in Canada and they do it well here.
00:28:50.000 And, like, I pay the guys, I'm going in.
00:28:52.000 I'm like, don't let, give me space.
00:28:55.000 And if they let anyone in for five minutes, I'm going through it by myself.
00:28:57.000 I mean, this year we're going to do it on weed and next year on mushrooms.
00:28:59.000 But, regardless, if this is.
00:29:01.000 Why are you staggering it?
00:29:02.000 Why are you staggering it?
00:29:03.000 Because I want it to, it needs to get more intense.
00:29:05.000 Go straight to mushrooms.
00:29:06.000 Go straight to mushrooms.
00:29:07.000 No, no, it's, man, that's too scary.
00:29:09.000 But even if, even if that is just people fucking with you, that is.
00:29:13.000 I mean, that in a way is more scary.
00:29:15.000 Who are those people downstairs watching us go in?
00:29:19.000 Exactly.
00:29:20.000 In the middle of the woods, in the forest, in the middle of the night, in the middle of winter.
00:29:23.000 I mean, I need the address for this place.
00:29:25.000 I want to go there on acid and baking.
00:29:27.000 Wait till we find out what happens here.
00:29:30.000 I was scared at the.
00:29:31.000 What is the haunted car wash?
00:29:34.000 This film, Florida.
00:29:37.000 There's no rules.
00:29:38.000 There's no rules in auto's car wash.
00:29:40.000 It's not on a track or anything.
00:29:42.000 Like, before you get to the car wash, you can actually run over a kit.
00:29:45.000 I think we need to make a movie, Bikini Haunted Car Wash.
00:29:48.000 We can do it.
00:29:49.000 Or Haunted Bikini Car Wash.
00:29:50.000 There we go.
00:29:50.000 That's a terrible project.
00:29:51.000 Is there a part in it for me?
00:29:55.000 I'm okay, let's get back in.
00:29:57.000 What are you saying, Jake?
00:29:59.000 No, I was just thinking, like, even that car wash, you were scared the first time you went through, and you were like, we got to go back through.
00:30:05.000 Come see this thing.
00:30:05.000 It's crazy.
00:30:06.000 Yeah, but we killed it.
00:30:07.000 Because it was like we're talking and filming stuff.
00:30:10.000 We went to Otto's car wash.
00:30:11.000 What was scary, I tell you what's scary about that, I can track it very well, is it like Otto's car wash, right?
00:30:17.000 Every Halloween, they do a haunted car wash.
00:30:20.000 So all the kids that work there and volunteers dress up in masks.
00:30:23.000 But what it does is, you know what masks do to people?
00:30:26.000 Like, you know, people start to feel liberated.
00:30:27.000 And I could feel in these fucking redneck 20 year old kids, like they were getting into the kind of, like the madness was starting to come out.
00:30:35.000 It's definitely, there's definitely movies like that, but I had that experience in Austin on Halloween night.
00:30:39.000 Michael Myers was standing there and it was so creepy because I mean, literally could have been the real Michael Myers.
00:30:44.000 He was just standing there for the longest I was walking and I kept walking down the street and he's just standing there.
00:30:48.000 And I'm like, dude, this could really be Michael Myers.
00:30:50.000 He could literally kill somebody and everyone would just go about their business and not have a clue.
00:30:54.000 The Otto's thing that we kept laughing at is like, They're going to have to regulate it at some point, but it's Florida and there is no regulation.
00:31:02.000 People, they open up your car door.
00:31:05.000 They just come armed.
00:31:06.000 But like they open your car door, kids are flying out of the back of the car.
00:31:09.000 They don't go, we're about to open your car.
00:31:10.000 I mean, they're like climbing through your car.
00:31:12.000 Yeah.
00:31:13.000 And it's like, it's edgy because I suppose, isn't the point when you take, like, say if you come down a notch from the pastor saying, like, scripturally, the entity needs transmission, it needs circuitry, the electricity needs copper wire to travel on.
00:31:26.000 So, like, if you take it down a notch from that, it's like, what?
00:31:30.000 Is this within us that's kind of the ambivalence that there's ambivalence in a human being?
00:31:36.000 If we don't go towards God and Christ, and great work with that praying that is so sincere and so lovely and so sweet, and I really sort of got the vibe of that man.
00:31:44.000 And like, but like, if you don't do that, if you don't go that way, then you're sort of, I feel like open to it.
00:31:50.000 Like, I feel like, you know, the eerie creepiness of it.
00:31:53.000 Anyway, so when we went back to that Otto's car wash after the first time, I was like, fucking, this is good.
00:31:57.000 We should make content here because it's fucking mental.
00:31:59.000 But the second time, we like, we had cameras in the car and we had lights and it, Annihilated it.
00:32:04.000 Yeah, annihilated it because every, all of the kids that were there were just like, you know, noticed us and all of that.
00:32:09.000 So it lost its power.
00:32:11.000 Its power requires participation.
00:32:14.000 It requires, if you sort of go, if you go, no, fuck off.
00:32:16.000 But like, I'm very aware of that.
00:32:18.000 That's, yeah, that's, and that's what you'll see like in the story where, where you'll see like you have to give into it, basically.
00:32:24.000 It wants you to be operating at that fear frequency.
00:32:27.000 The more you get to a place of love and God and faith, then it's like they don't have power over it.
00:32:33.000 They don't need to latch onto, right?
00:32:34.000 They need, Your lower chakra, fear, all the sins, right?
00:32:39.000 The lust, the desire, the anger.
00:32:41.000 That's the transmission frequency.
00:32:42.000 That's how it attaches to you.
00:32:44.000 That's nice.
00:32:44.000 That's nice.
00:32:46.000 That is nice.
00:32:47.000 That is good.
00:32:47.000 That's cool.
00:32:48.000 Thanks.
00:32:53.000 I saw the old man's face three times today.
00:32:55.000 Honestly,
00:32:58.000 Alex, this is.
00:33:07.000 See, what are you seeing?
00:33:09.000 I just knew the shadows.
00:33:10.000 I watched it by this one's a movie across the ground.
00:33:15.000 Haunted.
00:33:16.000 What is haunted?
00:33:18.000 A place.
00:33:19.000 A person.
00:33:23.000 So, what happened?
00:33:24.000 It's what?
00:33:24.000 You're like.
00:33:26.000 It is what?
00:33:27.000 I didn't know what to do.
00:33:28.000 Like, literally, it was 3 a.m.
00:33:31.000 Just show me everything.
00:33:33.000 Who is he?
00:33:33.000 It's the way it was.
00:33:38.000 When I began the journey, I did not know it was becoming alchemical.
00:33:41.000 Such an alchemical.
00:33:42.000 Journey would require death in a figurative sense, but they called putrefaction.
00:33:49.000 Putrefaction means that you would poison yourself, invite death, the way that a shaman would invite madness, for example, dive into that dark, hellish realm.
00:34:01.000 The way that Dante described his descent into hell he said, Abandon hope, all ye who enter.
00:34:08.000 Something like tickling my legs.
00:34:14.000 I got burned.
00:34:15.000 Look.
00:34:16.000 See, that's all red.
00:34:20.000 So on the night of the 20th and 21st,
00:34:27.000 I drank half a bottle of Tylenol PM.
00:34:30.000 Sleeping pills, about 40 pills.
00:34:35.000 Drank water. And lay in bed.
00:34:40.000 Oh my god, this was insane.
00:34:41.000 I fell asleep finally at three or four, right?
00:34:44.000 I wake up.
00:34:46.000 And I usually put this in my pocket.
00:34:48.000 Like, I don't even wear it.
00:34:50.000 I wake up, it's tied around my wrist.
00:34:54.000 Like that.
00:34:57.000 I was like, what the fuck is going on here?
00:34:58.000 It's actually not it.
00:34:59.000 Shit.
00:35:00.000 She was just like, yeah, it's cool.
00:35:02.000 Like, you can go here.
00:35:04.000 That's the place.
00:35:05.000 That's the joint.
00:35:15.000 I know why I'm going crazy.
00:35:18.000 Because when you study the philosopher's stone, the alchemists were trying to create in order to transform any substance, any element into gold.
00:35:29.000 So he was cool.
00:35:31.000 We went to him, he's a pastor.
00:35:33.000 And we were in the church talking to him about demons and haunted places and how it works.
00:35:41.000 And then we started hearing women's voices mumbling.
00:35:47.000 Where do the shadows originate?
00:35:48.000 Are they in here?
00:35:49.000 Do you ever see them?
00:35:51.000 No.
00:35:54.000 No shadow.
00:36:00.000 Evil spirits manifest in thoughts.
00:36:04.000 When one gets a bizarre thought, they take ownership from it.
00:36:08.000 Because they think that, you know, and that's where you have a lot of self hatred with people that come from.
00:36:14.000 Because people hate themselves because they don't realize that the thought is not their own.
00:36:19.000 And the reason why they hate themselves is because they take ownership for their thoughts.
00:36:24.000 Right.
00:36:25.000 The thought is not theirs.
00:36:26.000 The origin and the matrix of the thought is from a separate entity, and those are evil spirits.
00:36:32.000 The origin of evil spirits comes from Isaiah, when the story is Lucifer, which at one time led the praise in heaven of God.
00:36:40.000 Here we go.
00:36:41.000 His chest, there were horns coming out of his chest.
00:36:44.000 In his arms, between the forearm and bicep, there were strings.
00:36:47.000 He was God's most beautiful angel, but he wasn't able to keep, here it is again, his affections in check.
00:36:54.000 Therefore, he thought he was as great as the Most High.
00:36:57.000 He was cast out with one third of God's angels.
00:37:01.000 Those angels that were cast down became evil spirits in the earth.
00:37:07.000 Now, here's the misconception.
00:37:08.000 I said it before, and I know you guys are bright, but I want to say it again to drive him a point.
00:37:16.000 Unless there's a chink in your armor, in your affections, in your desires, in your loves, the enemy can't enter in.
00:37:24.000 You see, God does not destroy men by making them mad,
00:37:31.000 God doesn't destroy anyone.
00:37:33.000 It was in Enoch for a minute there, huh?
00:37:35.000 With the one third, wasn't it?
00:37:38.000 I don't know that that's in Isaiah.
00:37:40.000 Yeah, it's in there, in the fall.
00:37:43.000 Yeah, yeah.
00:37:44.000 And we get more into the fallen later, too, but yeah, the fall of the watchers.
00:37:51.000 The watchers in a lot of Book of Enoch stuff you're saying?
00:37:54.000 Yeah, watchers or angels, but the fallen ones.
00:37:59.000 You see, man, God does not destroy men by making them mad.
00:38:07.000 God doesn't destroy anyone.
00:38:08.000 He doesn't have to.
00:38:10.000 He allows men to be destroyed who surrender their faith in God.
00:38:28.000 I'm here to offer liberation.
00:38:31.000 Liberation to the house.
00:39:25.000 Why are we going back?
00:39:29.000 To liberate the house.
00:39:30.000 To liberate the spirits.
00:39:33.000 The trapped souls.
00:39:36.000 Fuck, you see me?
00:39:36.000 Are you?
00:43:33.000 This is the room where we saw him last, I think.
00:43:35.000 Sean, was this the room?
00:43:38.000 Sean?
00:43:40.000 Was this the room?
00:44:49.000 It's really hard to play about that.
00:45:16.000 I'm going down there.
00:45:17.000 No.
00:45:25.000 Alex, stop.
00:45:29.000 I want you to all stay together.
00:45:31.000 I need you to stay with me.
00:45:32.000 I'm throwing things, dude.
00:45:33.000 I need you to stay with me.
00:45:35.000 It's all shaking.
00:45:36.000 I need you to stay with me, brothers.
00:45:38.000 This is the challenge, Alex.
00:45:41.000 Alex, this is the challenge.
00:45:42.000 You understand me?
00:45:43.000 And you just stay calm and stay with me.
00:45:46.000 Alex.
00:45:47.000 I'm trying to do it.
00:45:50.000 I'm going to take care of this.
00:45:52.000 Shhhh.
00:45:53.000 Fuck you!
00:45:55.000 Stop.
00:45:55.000 Stop.
00:45:56.000 Stop.
00:46:06.000 I'm just kidding, man.
00:46:18.000 Oh yeah, which way, which way, which fucking way, which way?
00:46:25.000 Thank you, Christ.
00:46:26.000 Which way?
00:46:27.000 Which way?
00:46:27.000 We're getting out of here.
00:46:29.000 Now.
00:46:31.000 Thank you, Christ.
00:46:33.000 At the window, at the window.
00:46:35.000 I'm going out the window, dude.
00:46:36.000 I know what the fuck that was.
00:46:38.000 We are leaving this house now.
00:46:39.000 I'm going out the window.
00:46:41.000 No, I'm going out the window.
00:46:43.000 Wait, stop this way.
00:46:43.000 Stop following me.
00:46:44.000 Come here now.
00:46:45.000 In the name of
00:46:50.000 Christ, have some fucking faith.
00:47:00.000 We're walking
00:47:04.000 out of here.
00:47:05.000 Let's fucking chill out.
00:47:06.000 Ask who it is. No, it's no one. Who is it?
00:47:09.000 Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
00:47:25.000 He's. I think so.
00:47:30.000 Master, are you still there?
00:47:33.000 Come in.
00:47:33.000 I'm still here, mate.
00:47:34.000 Yeah, but it's.
00:47:35.000 Russell's frozen on there.
00:47:36.000 Russell got frozen on there.
00:47:39.000 You might need to restart.
00:47:41.000 Yeah.
00:47:42.000 Huh?
00:47:44.000 You may need to restart your software there, Jake.
00:47:53.000 Madly, the tech all just went down and it glitched.
00:47:56.000 But like, my.
00:47:57.000 This is interesting because I'm sort of open and I'm spiritual, but I also feel, um, even in spite of the tech all going down in the middle of it, a really creepy bit, uh, like, you know, there's audio, like there's audio under it, there's a musical bed under it.
00:48:11.000 So, like, that is production.
00:48:12.000 It's been sort of cut and stuff.
00:48:14.000 So, you have to.
00:48:15.000 Well, you have to.
00:48:15.000 I mean, if you're making a documentary, any documentary, right?
00:48:19.000 Presumably documentaries are supposed to have actual footage.
00:48:22.000 So, but every documentary still has cutting.
00:48:25.000 There's still, you're still trying to get a pace to keep it interesting and not just You know, if I let you watch the entire sequence, it would be a lot of walking through the house, you know, for an extra 10 minutes of footage, right?
00:48:36.000 So I wanted to cut it to the end.
00:48:37.000 You don't have to convince me that documentaries can be made to make something that didn't happen look like it happened and metastasize past events to make them look evil.
00:48:48.000 I'm about the last person in the world to do that.
00:48:49.000 That's documentary.
00:48:50.000 But this is, no, this is documentary in the sense that we are just, we underlie it with music and a pace.
00:48:55.000 So I cut out extraneous stuff that was not exciting.
00:48:58.000 Of course, I was like, I'm like, You know, X Files style.
00:49:02.000 I want to believe.
00:49:03.000 I want to believe.
00:49:04.000 Like, I want to just go, fucking hell, mate, what were you thinking?
00:49:07.000 But, like, because I'm a person that also has a sort of a public profile and, like, you know, like the idea of credulity, the idea that people go, Russell Brand just happily played along like the.
00:49:18.000 Sean Stone found the perfect stooge and dupe for his Blair Witch style project documentary.
00:49:24.000 The ever gullible Russell Brand, who's never found a conspiracy theory that he didn't believe, played along aimably like a sort of the prophet of gullibility, emphasized on the prophet.
00:49:35.000 You know, I mean, I face so much sort of like bullshit.
00:49:37.000 Like, it's sort of like, it's made me like that.
00:49:39.000 Like, but what, like, oh, if it was just down to me, I would, my sort of, my approach to it would be fucking hell.
00:49:45.000 Like, that's why, that's how I want to be, is I want to be kind of like, oh my God, what did you feel when that was happening?
00:49:49.000 What did, but something sort of holds me back.
00:49:51.000 But then I also feel that all reality is charged with a sort of a protean force, like this room that we're in now and everywhere.
00:49:59.000 And places, you know, you can through sigils and staging create power and energy and, Entities like Tucker says, actually, you know, all the most powerful people in the world have religious beliefs.
00:50:13.000 They don't.
00:50:14.000 Oh, come on, man.
00:50:15.000 Come on.
00:50:17.000 Why?
00:50:18.000 What do you think?
00:50:20.000 This has actually not happened before.
00:50:24.000 What are we opening?
00:50:29.000 We're opening doors here, I guess.
00:50:30.000 We're opening into dimensional shulks.
00:50:32.000 Shit.
00:50:33.000 This is strange.
00:50:34.000 Is it a power surge?
00:50:35.000 Is that what's causing it?
00:50:36.000 It's happening, yeah.
00:50:37.000 But, huh.
00:50:40.000 Maybe they're just, this room can't take this level of charisma.
00:50:43.000 Imagine if you were nice.
00:50:44.000 Whoa, look at how it looks now.
00:50:48.000 It's only going to happen at a time.
00:50:49.000 Otherwise, it blasts it.
00:50:51.000 All right.
00:50:52.000 I went all red.
00:50:53.000 That keeps happening.
00:50:55.000 It's rolling, and I'm just going to have to read.
00:50:57.000 It's only doing it to your camera.
00:50:58.000 Like, it's kicking us, and then you're going to.
00:51:01.000 Whose camera?
00:51:02.000 Yours.
00:51:02.000 So, what do we do?
00:51:03.000 So, what do we do?
00:51:05.000 It went red, man.
00:51:07.000 Well, I didn't have any issues.
00:51:09.000 Blood red.
00:51:10.000 44 minutes.
00:51:12.000 Well, you have to.
00:51:12.000 What do you mean there's stuff to do?
00:51:14.000 It's not just five minutes.
00:51:15.000 Again.
00:51:17.000 Again.
00:51:17.000 What do we do here to keep.
00:51:18.000 Come on, man.
00:51:19.000 It's going to finish this without.
00:51:20.000 Without getting broken up.
00:51:22.000 It's very weird, this.
00:51:24.000 It's never happened before.
00:51:25.000 It's very interesting.
00:51:26.000 It's very interesting.
00:51:28.000 Where did I put my earpiece?
00:51:30.000 I can't hear my little mate, Massey.
00:51:34.000 Is there a storm or something?
00:51:36.000 There's nothing.
00:51:36.000 It's clear.
00:51:37.000 That looks kind of cool.
00:51:38.000 It probably is going to roll in later.
00:51:45.000 Catch the concluding part of this watch along on Monday's show if the spirits will allow it.
00:51:52.000 Hey, me and my wife Laura make Sunday service.
00:51:55.000 It's an intimate, authentic, transparent engagement where we talk about our spiritual faith.
00:52:02.000 Me, you know, I follow Jesus, huh?
00:52:04.000 And how that is relevant to the mystery of your life.
00:52:07.000 It's difficult to explain.
00:52:08.000 Have a look at it.
00:52:08.000 Hey, have a look at Sunday service.
00:52:10.000 This is me and Laura talking about the Lord, but hopefully it's accessible, informal, joyful, all of the things that He is.
00:52:27.000 One of the things I wanted to talk about today was pearls and oysters.
00:52:34.000 And I learned a lot yesterday because we went to a pearl farm and I did not know anything about.
00:52:46.000 I did not know anything about how a pearl forms.
00:52:50.000 And one of the words that came up was they get irritated or there's like a foreign.
00:52:58.000 Particle object, but they get irritated, and that's what causes them to secrete the mother of pearl coating over the uh, what would the word be if it were the irritants,
00:53:13.000 the alien irritant, the foreign body, yeah.
00:53:16.000 So, which typically would be some bit of grit or something, because there's a famous saying it's the grit that makes the oyster, you know, yeah, exactly.
00:53:23.000 And then, in the case of if you go to a pearl farm or somewhere where they're cultivating oysters, um.
00:53:30.000 For pearls, then you are dealing with some sort of very technical insemination, I guess.
00:53:38.000 Is that the word?
00:53:39.000 Yeah, they're synthesizing the process and creating an initial insemination and then somewhat industrializing the process of creating pearls sort of on scale.
00:53:49.000 I think it's like at some point there's six million, then it comes down to 600,000, and I don't know what the final amount of pearls they're able to make is.
00:53:56.000 I do know that you're wearing one right now on your wrist.
00:54:00.000 I am, yeah.
00:54:01.000 That didn't even buy me 24 hours, did it?
00:54:04.000 Didn't it buy me 24 hours?
00:54:06.000 I'm not like that.
00:54:07.000 I'm not that type of person.
00:54:09.000 But I will say this I do sometimes get drawn to things.
00:54:11.000 Yeah.
00:54:12.000 Usually, in that context, Russell sees me in a gift shop or something and thinks, uh oh.
00:54:19.000 But I always like gift shops, like the Tate, the galleries in London.
00:54:23.000 Tate Modern, brilliant gift shop.
00:54:25.000 I just love.
00:54:26.000 I do like.
00:54:27.000 Why are you wandering off into a gift shop so much?
00:54:29.000 Oh, because yesterday, when you saw me in the shop of the farm of the oyster, I saw Russell.
00:54:35.000 Like that through the window.
00:54:37.000 Oh no, she's in there already.
00:54:39.000 I was pleased.
00:54:40.000 I know you're pleased.
00:54:41.000 The nodding was in you acknowledging I'm right.
00:54:45.000 I do sometimes lapse into that kind of cliched discourse that could occur.
00:54:50.000 Oh, well, I've got the credit card out.
00:54:52.000 That's not actually what I really believe in.
00:54:53.000 No, no, no.
00:54:54.000 I don't believe in any of those impersonations of people.
00:54:57.000 In fact, that's one of the things that sort of is happening this week the kind of collapsing of awful self.
00:55:05.000 Because the world is a kind of counterfeit world designed like a pearl farm to stimulate you into a state of irritation so that the pearls you produce are worldly pearls, so the states you live in are worldly states, so that you remain captivated, conquered, captured here.
00:55:20.000 But once you've had the calling, as St. Augustine did, as many of us do, anyone that's watching this, you've probably got some kind of curiosity about is there a version of Christianity that makes sense to me?
00:55:32.000 And the kind of Christ that I've encountered is not the institutional Christ of any of the great.
00:55:37.000 Churches, although I certainly see their value and their importance, on how often it's iterated that being a member of the church, Burroughs is amazing on this.
00:55:43.000 She says, Yes, the church is fallen and broken, and she's a Catholic nun, but we have to remain within it.
00:55:49.000 And the same thing is true of a family.
00:55:50.000 Yes, our family is broken, or you might say about a nation, but we have to remain within it and work from within it.
00:55:56.000 The problem comes, I think, when the entire paradigm, the institutions, the principles are false from the beginning, false, and trying to get you to bring your focus to false ideas, to cultivate a false self.
00:56:09.000 Indeed, this is a key Christian idea.
00:56:11.000 We are fallen, we are broken because we listen to the voice of the accuser that tells us we're an independent, separate self.
00:56:17.000 We live in that illusion forever, and it's very hard for us to get back home.
00:56:21.000 What does it mean to get back home?
00:56:22.000 It needs to trust at depth that there is another reality within you, and that when you access that, when you become a participant in that reality, it's like you're waking into a kind of heaven, not without suffering, of course.
00:56:36.000 Well, two things on that, by the way.
00:56:38.000 Yes, I will say one thing, a real, even though we're coming off the back of an argument, I will say you are extremely kind.
00:56:46.000 You're a very kind person.
00:56:48.000 And so when I, you know, when we go to something like a pearl farm, I know one thing is that you think, what would my wife?
00:56:56.000 Like here.
00:56:57.000 And, um, but more than that, we had a very beautiful experience, uh, because it was unexpected.
00:57:04.000 Um, I learned quite a lot at that's for one.
00:57:07.000 And in the moment, there was one moment where I thought, this is why I want to talk about this in Sunday service.
00:57:14.000 Russell asked one of the farmers, How long are you working?
00:57:19.000 Well, first of all, you said, So you're working with the invisible because before there, um, When they're doing the initial stages of this pearl farming, they are working with cells.
00:57:35.000 It's microscopic, isn't it?
00:57:37.000 And it's like 300 million or something.
00:57:39.000 To give you an image of a pearl farm, you should consider a meth lab.
00:57:43.000 Like it's very, like there's one room that's got all of these sort of test tubes in it, then there's another room that's got vats in it that are varying colors in saline solutions with inducing fluids.
00:57:55.000 Yes.
00:57:57.000 Bubbling vats, and they're not vast bubbling vats, but sort of tubular.
00:58:01.000 And it's like you're sort of in the engine room of some kind of, as I say, a sort of a meth lab.
00:58:05.000 It's very broken and bad in there.
00:58:07.000 It's like an apothecary.
00:58:09.000 It's like an apothecary.
00:58:10.000 And it's indeed, it is a type of alchemy.
00:58:12.000 Yes.
00:58:12.000 Because from the base material of the grit and the solution derived from the pearl shell, they are creating pearls.
00:58:26.000 Yeah.
00:58:27.000 Place there and alchemy is always a fascination of people that are interested in transformation and transition.
00:58:32.000 Doesn't our Lord continually talk about transforming us?
00:58:37.000 You're a new creation, you're born again.
00:58:39.000 Now, you can see that's neuroplasticity, or you can see it as a kind of inner alchemy.
00:58:43.000 In the end, it becomes just semantics.
00:58:45.000 But I just wanted them to have an image of it.
00:58:47.000 I'm gonna just like rub this lens because it looks a bit sort of I don't know if that's the screen or the that's like a kind of a humidity or something.
00:58:55.000 Yeah, choral,
00:58:59.000 alright.
00:59:01.000 So, the bit that I was interested in, or the bit that.
00:59:05.000 Oh, that's really interesting.
00:59:07.000 I don't know what's happened there.
00:59:07.000 Maybe it makes a difference.
00:59:09.000 Or is it that.
00:59:10.000 Maybe the haze could be on the screen.
00:59:11.000 It might be.
00:59:12.000 Not on the lens.
00:59:13.000 Yeah, you might be right there.
00:59:14.000 Okay, so yesterday when you said.
00:59:16.000 So, you're working with the invisible, and you were like, how long are you working with the invisible?
00:59:21.000 And it seems like the whole job of the person is working with the invisible.
00:59:27.000 Before then, the oyster goes into.
00:59:31.000 It's kind of a crate or cage, and then it's put into the ocean or into the water.
00:59:39.000 And I wanted to ask you so, first of all, so I'm in my mind, I'm thinking, okay, well, how could we possibly talk about oysters and pearls in a Sunday service?
00:59:49.000 But what I was brought to was this the word we've now said a few times so, irritant.
00:59:56.000 Irritant activates this mechanism that copes the layer upon layer of this.
01:00:02.000 Unbelievably beautiful, beautiful mother of pearl secretion.
01:00:09.000 It creates the pearl, and obviously, the beauty is formed inside the shell.
01:00:16.000 And all of the work above the ground in this particular case is done invisibly.
01:00:21.000 And you could say it's even if it's a naturally found pearl, that's also invisible.
01:00:27.000 I heard them say yesterday that they're worth millions because it's rare.
01:00:31.000 So rare.
01:00:32.000 It's so rare.
01:00:33.000 And so you have the shell and you have the cages, and everything is underwater and it's in a territory that's not seen to the surface.
01:00:43.000 A kind of a lagoon, a bay.
01:00:45.000 A bay.
01:00:46.000 And for me, my own personal experience of it was yesterday.
01:00:50.000 We dove out to look at it and I found it scary.
01:00:55.000 I found the water to be murky.
01:00:57.000 I couldn't see properly.
01:00:58.000 I was a little bit frightened that something might come lurking from behind one of the cages and sort of jump out a sort of shark or something.
01:01:07.000 I was a bit scared and afraid.
01:01:09.000 And I also used the word bleak.
01:01:11.000 It was sort of like a weird, because it's so deep.
01:01:13.000 Because of the abyss.
01:01:14.000 The abyss.
01:01:15.000 You're looking down and it's just an abyss.
01:01:17.000 And if you dive down a bit, you can see the cages with the oyster shells in.
01:01:21.000 And it's an amazing experience to push yourself into a discomfort, to look like to be out there on the water anyway, I find scary.
01:01:31.000 It's good that you were able to sort of stay on track with it because me, whether I'm at a football match or any kind of prescribed activity, I'm always kind of internally narrativizing it and trying to understand it.
01:01:44.000 And I'm usually captivated by some secondary phenomena.
01:01:48.000 Like it is very striking how what the Pearl Farm is like, that it's not so rustic as one might think and it involves.
01:01:54.000 Chemistry and cultivation, this cleansing, marine biology, yeah, right.
01:01:58.000 That's super sophisticated.
01:02:00.000 But anything like that, there's a tour for me.
01:02:02.000 I think of my like favourite sketches that are around tours because it did so turn out there was a French couple, us and our kids, and a German couple.
01:02:12.000 And when I go to them, oh, where are you from?
01:02:14.000 And that one's couple goes, We are French, and the other one's, We are German.
01:02:17.000 I'm like, Oh man, I sort of actually just threw up my hands.
01:02:20.000 What are we gonna do here?
01:02:22.000 Like, because we're sort of suddenly in this environment together.
01:02:24.000 And if you are a European person, you'll recognize that there's some.
01:02:27.000 Interesting relationships between those three nations.
01:02:30.000 Sort of tension, friction, irritation that's produced many great pearls of European culture, as a matter of fact.
01:02:38.000 Pearls of wisdom.
01:02:40.000 Indeed.
01:02:40.000 I'm on a real stage.
01:02:42.000 Pearly gates.
01:02:43.000 You're really seeing how that came up.
01:02:44.000 Yeah, exactly.
01:02:46.000 So I'm more like you, like, really, when you're on a trip, you're thinking about.
01:02:52.000 I find it hard to think about the thing you're supposed to be thinking about.
01:02:54.000 I think about like a brilliant League of Gentlemen sketch where they go into a cave and Mark Gaitis is sort of like.
01:03:01.000 You learn over the sort of tour that there's been a tragedy in those caves, and Margotis keeps alluding to this tragedy and it undermines the tour.
01:03:12.000 And of course, Tim Robinson's Shaw.
01:03:15.000 Yeah, that one.
01:03:16.000 Yeah, very funny.
01:03:17.000 Any of these, and then there's lots of experience.
01:03:19.000 I always feel like when I'm on a tour that I kind of, it's not like I want to disrupt the tour, but I find it hard to stay in the confines of the conveyor belt of the tour.
01:03:28.000 And also, that's sort of like the fascination of the people.
01:03:31.000 Yeah, I'm actually really laughing because.
01:03:34.000 We took our snorkels and we went out.
01:03:36.000 And I'm just really relating this to the idea that I was finding it difficult and it was a bit bleak and like because it was raining as well.
01:03:43.000 It wasn't like a gorgeous sunny day.
01:03:44.000 So we're down there and it's murky.
01:03:46.000 And I'm really trying to see these oysters and pearls.
01:03:48.000 And I'm really thinking, what am I here for?
01:03:50.000 Like, this is a unique experience.
01:03:51.000 Like, I'll come out of this and think, I'm glad I did that.
01:03:54.000 But then we didn't know there was a secondary snorkeling experience on the trip.
01:03:59.000 And so I go, when I said, Russell goes, are you going to snorkel on the second bit?
01:04:05.000 And I said to the group, including the French couple and the German couple, what did I say, Russell?
01:04:12.000 You sort of tried to convey to a multilingual group that you had mentally only prepared to do snorkeling once.
01:04:21.000 But you said that like this oh no, I've used up all of my mental snorkel tokens.
01:04:27.000 How's anyone whose first language is French or German going to stay on board with this bizarre image system of internal currency and tokens?
01:04:38.000 And sometimes I just watch you when we're in a group.
01:04:40.000 I watch you.
01:04:41.000 I watch you deal with fantastic schemes.
01:04:45.000 I watch you.
01:04:47.000 I watch you sort of like justify how many towels we've got with us.
01:04:51.000 Like, oh, because we've been on a thing before and we didn't have enough towels.
01:04:56.000 It's like you're so sort of like mother hen managerial.
01:05:00.000 And I watch it.
01:05:01.000 I watch it in astonishment.
01:05:03.000 I saw when I said the mental snorkeling tokens.
01:05:06.000 I actually genuinely thought that that would be.
01:05:09.000 Widely understood.
01:05:10.000 Yeah, I like that people have a reference today for mental snorkel tokens in Germany and France.
01:05:17.000 These people from Corsica and.
01:05:19.000 I know!
01:05:19.000 Oh my goodness.
01:05:20.000 Anyway.
01:05:21.000 Dusseldorf.
01:05:23.000 Oh, yeah, the mental snorkel tokens!
01:05:25.000 Oh, yes, of course.
01:05:27.000 It was Andre Guide that first said we only have so many tokens in the garden for snorkeling.