The Comment Section with Drew Afualo

00:00:00.000 all right hey you're on yellow jackets right just want to make sure okay cool yeah just want to make

00:00:04.960 sure okay i am i am but that's not me somebody else oh that's actually so real i know you're

00:00:13.000 such you're a thespian at heart i know that's what you are okay i need to really calm down okay

00:00:16.680 okay need anything yep i'm just gonna have some water for a second okay okay and i have weed if

00:00:21.780 you need it i can if you think this is bad oh my god literally oh my god no one time i smoked and

00:00:28.440 this is okay you can add this yeah one time i uh oh no i didn't smoke i had an edible um and uh i

00:00:34.200 remember looking in the mirror and i was like i thought i was laughing and having a great time

00:00:37.640 and i looked in the mirror and i'm sobbing and i'm like am i crying my ex was there oh jump scare

00:00:42.560 maybe that's why you were crying oh no for sure it was and he was like you've been crying for two

00:00:46.800 hours and i was like oh my god he's like i gotta go i was like no oh and he thought i'm gonna leave

00:00:52.320 yeah no and he did and i was like so you gave me the chocolate and then you said right right right

00:00:57.160 yeah the story turns tragic really fast yeah oh my god yeah i would never do that to you oh thank

00:01:02.360 you thank you i would never leave you in your moment of need i oh my god that's like the nicest

00:01:07.200 thing i've heard in so long if you smoke if you smoke weed you turn into your character from yellow

00:01:10.880 jacket yeah i get really hungry really quick start looking at everybody

00:01:15.640 hey everyone and welcome back to another episode of the comment section show starring me your fave

00:01:26.700 everybody knows me and who cares about me i do on to the guest on to the amazing guest the iconic

00:01:33.120 the talented the legendary samantha hanratty oh my gosh honored to have you queen honored to be here

00:01:41.440 laughing because you were getting real nervous yes i get very nervous before things and you're

00:01:45.620 a main character in yellow jackets got it yes but that's misty like you know samantha is like

00:01:51.340 you know yeah you're acting he's like

00:01:53.320 two different yeah exactly yeah two different vibes but you actually have been in the game for a very

00:02:01.040 long time you've been a working actress for a minute yeah and i'm very familiar with your lore i do

00:02:05.300 have some fun facts about you but which we will get to but before that i'd love for you to tell us

00:02:10.520 how you got into acting and how you got into just the entertainment industry as a whole yeah so i

00:02:14.660 love attention um even though i'm nervous about it i love attention so i think that was really like

00:02:19.800 the main thing yeah i was two and was like mom i want to be on stage and tv and she was like i didn't

00:02:26.400 even know you could talk like i was so she was like what and she was like no you know i'm the youngest

00:02:31.840 of five girls so like i needed the attention i needed it yeah and so yeah and then i just kept

00:02:38.400 asking and asking like every day i was like that's gonna be me i want to be on stage and tv i'd

00:02:43.380 watch shirley temple and i'd make my mom curl my hair and i'd sing animal crackers in my soup and you

00:02:48.960 know i just loved it um and so finally when i turned six she was like we'll give you a shot

00:02:54.680 and if it doesn't pan out like i don't want to hear about it again um and so she gave me my one shot

00:03:00.220 and uh sent my picture into like la models or like some sort of like little agency thing

00:03:06.560 um and they called back and we're like we want to meet we took our little car and it was like we

00:03:11.800 lived in san bernardino at the time so we like took that drive um and i grew up with very little

00:03:18.220 like so like the gas to get to la was like we were in we were in the negatives that's why your mom was

00:03:24.840 like make it count yeah exactly and i did i was like oh thank god thank god i somehow did and they

00:03:30.800 were like great you've got six runway shows lined up an audition for a commercial i booked the commercial

00:03:35.960 and it ended up running for like four years so like what was the commercial oil of olay and i

00:03:41.120 like was like skipping i mean like what i was like six so like it wasn't for me i was like dancing with

00:03:45.980 like my mom and like my fake mom and i cried when i we wrapped she was like i'm not really your mom

00:03:50.620 and i was like yeah i was like it was so nice meeting you

00:03:55.220 i like looked at the crew i was like it was lovely working with everyone i was like they're like okay

00:04:01.100 um you were cut two hours ago literally literally couldn't get me out of there i was like covered in

00:04:08.100 oil of olay i know it was so good it was so good it was like my mom kept trying to get me to quit

00:04:13.000 and like every time i just was like no i wanted it so bad yeah yeah now i'm just afraid for you

00:04:19.560 probably totally show business is so horrifying terrifying yeah exactly and she was just you know

00:04:25.040 i was like a really fun like happy kid and i think she just was like she's afraid yeah i i am too i'm

00:04:31.280 like there's no way my kid's doing it and now i'm like well hypocritical but you know like i get it i

00:04:37.200 get it it's scary you know and so she's still to this day like are you sure you still want to do this

00:04:42.280 i'm like yeah any day we can leave yes ellen i'm doing it i'm still here so but she's no she's the best

00:04:49.060 i love that though what was your uh first like would you say acting gig where you felt like oh

00:04:53.780 this is for real like i'm for real doing this um i feel like one of my first movies was a movie

00:05:00.240 called desperation it was a stephen king film um i know and it was like scary i did a lot of like

00:05:05.740 horror films in the beginning of my career that and disney so it's like you know around it yeah truly

00:05:12.360 truly yeah and i like my character got thrown down the stairs and i was like a ghost and like

00:05:17.040 she died down the stairs and oh yeah it was like very scary and i saw like my own little dead body

00:05:22.760 and i was like this is crazy and i think that it was like okay yeah i'm like really doing this you

00:05:28.420 know oh my gosh that's so cool yeah they asked me to jump rope in it and i didn't know how to so that

00:05:32.780 was embarrassing because i had to get a stunt coordinator to teach me how to jump rope so did

00:05:38.540 you go to like theater school or anything no i've never done like a play i've never done any theater

00:05:43.920 which sounds so scary and but i think i need to because it sounds so scary but i don't know

00:05:49.880 clearly you have a natural talent i think that's awesome though you just kind of jumped in yeah and

00:05:54.540 you've been doing well thank you that's so awesome well tell me about yellow jackets i would love to

00:05:58.380 know like how that came about and how the process was yeah i'd worked on showtime prior because i did

00:06:03.220 shameless yes um so i was like i already love showtime so um i read the script i auditioned for

00:06:08.720 natalie originally which is like sophie thatcher is literally perfection so it's kind of it's really

00:06:14.680 embarrassing to say that i auditioned for her part but um i went in and they were like no um yeah that

00:06:20.540 was kind of the feedback was like no but we'll keep her in mind uh for maybe like a guest star um and i

00:06:25.760 was like i'll take it i wanted to be part of the show it was so cool like this pilot was so good

00:06:31.380 um and then they told me about misty and i was like i know nothing about this chick but she seems

00:06:36.880 really crazy and fun um and so yeah i auditioned for misty and then they called me back again for

00:06:43.860 misty called me back again for misty at this point i'm like do you hate me or do you love i'm so

00:06:48.140 confused like it was i was just hazing you i kind of felt it like and it was like so many notes and i

00:06:54.780 would leave and i finally like i've never done this before but i left and i called my mom i started

00:06:59.180 crying i was like i want this so bad and i feel like i'm just not giving them what they want

00:07:03.500 and i was like i feel like they like me but they just don't know what to do with me

00:07:07.060 and i went and i turned back around she was like get back in there and ask them what they want and

00:07:11.580 so i did and i like was like i don't want to be weird but like can you just can we do it again and

00:07:16.740 like do it like i want to give you everything and i want this part and so yeah it just look at you

00:07:22.960 bitch i was kind of like a boss in that moment you're like nervous you just walk back in there

00:07:27.060 i'm sweating right now like profusely it's like the afterbirth like you know i i've been sweating

00:07:31.960 a lot i don't know if that's what you know yeah like i just yeah but um but yeah and then they

00:07:38.120 call me back again for misty and natalie so i actually did both again and then they were like

00:07:43.940 um you're on hold for misty and they were like they're looking at christina ricci and at that point

00:07:48.560 i'm like was hyper analyzing like our photos like can we you know are they gonna be able to see

00:07:54.460 enough of us together and i i feel pretty confident yeah it worked i mean it translates

00:08:01.580 really well it's it's really crazy because i didn't think it in the beginning but like the

00:08:06.280 second that we both got like in our misty gear i was like oh yeah this is great this is great

00:08:11.240 no that's so great i i remember the first time we met yeah was that was that season two or three

00:08:21.160 yes two two of only murders yeah right and i was like i love you yeah and you're like thank you

00:08:26.920 i was like that's so nice to meet you and then i i asked what you did yeah and you were like oh i'm

00:08:31.280 an actor and i'm actually in and then we were like oh are you in anything because yellow jackets is

00:08:35.500 about to premiere it was about awkward at that stuff like i'm not like the type to be like oh yeah like

00:08:39.960 i'm you know what i'm like well that's because you're sweet and so humble that's what that is

00:08:44.280 but i i was i'm laughing because you were like oh it's um it's a new show um it's called yellow

00:08:49.520 jackets and then me and my sister were like you mean those big ass fucking billboards all over la

00:08:54.660 is that yellow jackets yeah that's me and you're like yeah it comes out soon i was like yeah i would

00:09:00.100 hope so i assume i'm seeing it everywhere oh got it got it got it yeah yeah yeah and look how far

00:09:07.720 we've come i know look at you i know you're still terrifying people on that show thank you my sister

00:09:12.760 told me that was the scariest thing she had ever seen when she saw you on the oh my god she was

00:09:16.960 like i was so scared honestly so many people say that to me before this show they're afraid of

00:09:21.660 scariest thing i've ever seen in my life thank you that's so great she's so fun how has your

00:09:27.760 experience been working on yellow jackets does it differ from anything else you've done oh yeah

00:09:31.580 totally i mean this whole show has been so crazy first like it just this is my first like series

00:09:36.460 regular like i've been i've been like a guest in people's houses but i've never like like been the

00:09:41.520 owner of the house or like you know like lived in the house yeah um and so that's been really

00:09:46.080 cool and so fun to be able to build a character like this and and then like wearing the wig and

00:09:51.780 wearing contacts and glasses and these different clothes like i feel like i'm just fully in a new

00:09:56.740 character and yeah you like turn into her yeah and it's so fun it's so fun so yeah i just i love it

00:10:02.860 i have so much fun with it and i love getting into her mindset and um seeing where the writers are

00:10:08.860 taking her and yeah i just like she's kind of like a dream for me um and so yeah i just i have

00:10:16.640 so much fun and i mean it's been hard too like you know season one was right after the pandemic um and

00:10:22.860 so that was weird like we weren't allowed to see anybody or be around anyone except for each other

00:10:27.600 and you know that's that's that's hard you're building different bonds yeah yeah we really were

00:10:32.980 like a team out there where it's like we have each other's backs but also like i'm sure they were

00:10:38.020 looking at me like girl stop crying like every day i'm like this is really hard like got an

00:10:43.500 antidepressants while i was filming like no no no like i was like not well and they were like you

00:10:48.420 need to get it together like right we do need to finish the show so let's go see someone i was like

00:10:54.340 fair enough fair enough that's nice that they love you that much so they're taking good care of you

00:10:58.300 yeah yeah and you have to you have to take care of yourself and now that we're you know three

00:11:03.140 seasons in it's like that's it there's a part of me that's like it's been almost six years i've known

00:11:07.800 these people we've only done three seasons that's crazy am i not done yeah i know but also like i

00:11:13.160 want to keep it you know i like obviously i want to make sure that we don't like overshare the story

00:11:17.620 but like share it perfectly so like i think i'm praying for like at least like two more seasons

00:11:22.200 would be great for me i think that's so awesome and i believe in that for you i also do you have

00:11:27.580 like a dream role honestly like misty was one of them like i always loved playing like a complicated

00:11:34.080 dangerous woman yeah um and somebody that like you don't know when they're gonna gonna snap yeah

00:11:40.940 like growing up it was always like i wanted to be like harley quinn and joker's daughter

00:11:44.500 um you know like i don't know if they have a kid but i wanted to be it you know like i just wanted

00:11:49.360 that yeah um and now that i'm getting older i kind of have like a trajectory of where i'd love to see

00:11:55.180 my career go which is like i'd love to do um comedy television light-hearted fun like just really

00:12:02.020 fun um and then do like the a24 dark film that like i can have your real like opposite ends of

00:12:09.620 the spectrum i want that i want that i want to be you know i see that for you thank you because it

00:12:13.500 translates yeah i want to like margot robbie sorcia ronan like where they can just that's awesome i want

00:12:19.060 when people see me on tv or film they don't see like samantha they see you know you can blend into

00:12:25.540 any genre yeah yeah so that's do you have like a dream show like comedy television oh my gosh i mean

00:12:32.020 like i loved new girl i loved new girl yeah and i just think something like that the idea of filming

00:12:37.580 something like that would just be so fun i think so too like just having a good time i've got a couple

00:12:42.740 of things that i've written that i'm like how cool i was gonna ask you about writing yeah i like i feel

00:12:47.720 like most of the really successful actors i know like yourself um are always writing yeah and i've

00:12:52.520 never believed in myself that i could do that and then my best friend and i were like let's write a

00:12:57.580 show like let's write a pilot and we did like all of it and we like the way that we just are so proud

00:13:03.860 of ourselves for just doing that part because i have these ideas but i'm so bad at getting things

00:13:08.080 on paper yeah and then finally like finding a format and getting it down i was like i can do that

00:13:14.040 you feel accomplished yeah absolutely that's fucking awesome yeah i'm like one that talks

00:13:19.120 myself down very quickly like i'm like oh but that's for somebody who's like smart or like this

00:13:23.480 or that and now i'm finally kind of like or this dummy could do it too like you know you're gorgeous

00:13:29.000 and talented and and earn all like have earned all the things that you have yes that is also speaking

00:13:33.720 of gorgeous and talented not to pivot but kind of you recently had a baby oh you did tell me about

00:13:39.120 your baby he's literally perfect yes he is i've seen many pictures of him yeah love he's gorgeous

00:13:44.220 and just funny and he giggles at me and like when he first made eye contact i was like oh like you

00:13:50.000 see me like because for a while there i was like oh like we're like you know like they're in their

00:13:54.720 heads yeah it's giving newborn kittens scary it's a little scary and then he made eye contact and i was

00:14:00.040 like oh my god he's like registering you oh that's so sweet like the giggles and the smiles and i'm like oh

00:14:06.440 like my god like i just oh my gosh and you know he's had two surgeries so far he's three months old

00:14:12.800 he's like resilient as can be he's so strong like we were we were at children's hospital yesterday

00:14:18.880 actually because there's some other things coming up right now and it's so funny because i'm like i

00:14:23.320 never want to be back here again i hate like i i hate this place and yesterday i was like what this is

00:14:29.140 oh my god i'm so grateful for this place like i i know i'm tired of being here but also like

00:14:34.200 what a special amazing place that like i'm like walking in these halls of these people that are

00:14:40.180 literally lifesavers and it's just like we're so great i'm so grateful for like our surgeon is

00:14:45.460 amazing and like our team's amazing and everybody is just obsessed with my son and you know like

00:14:51.560 they're just it's amazing yeah there's a world in which both can be true yeah you can be really

00:14:56.440 frustrated with circumstance and having to be there but also be really grateful yes that you have

00:15:00.920 access to things that can help you yeah yeah you're like you were working and pregnant

00:15:05.080 right yeah how was that horrible superwoman first of all awful yeah i bet like i really thought i was

00:15:12.200 gonna like be like oh yeah like i'm pregnant and glowing and like doing amazing and i was literally

00:15:18.020 vomiting the entire season i was just we'd be in like eating people and then i'd be like you know

00:15:23.380 i'm like so sorry yeah so sorry oh my god no but like it was just terrible it was awful i had like

00:15:31.060 all of the things like you know i had the fainting i fainted on set i had to go to the er

00:15:37.120 while dressed up as misty like with my wig on and that was embarrassing you have blood on your

00:15:42.740 mouth you're like ignore it yeah oh the way that like they kept like trying to get like my blood work

00:15:47.280 and like wiping the dirt off and they're like it's still dirty and like they just kept doing it i'm

00:15:51.980 like i'm so sorry i'm so sorry um i'm like i swear it's not dirt but like my wig was half off when i

00:15:56.820 came in and like i was of course like freaking out because i was like is he okay like am i okay and so

00:16:01.720 i'm crying with my wig half off they're wheeling me in and i'm like this is just like there was a

00:16:06.740 moment when i looked around that i was like this is a little nuts hey i'm being crazy yeah yeah hey

00:16:12.940 like i had to giggle and then i went back into it you know i was like i literally was like mom take a

00:16:18.040 picture and then i was like okay now i got it you're like i'm losing my mind looky but i'm having

00:16:22.280 a blast yeah yeah yeah it was great it was great yeah that's why i said i was telling you beforehand

00:16:26.740 you're you are strong so women can do anything i don't what i multiplied like i literally like

00:16:32.800 i made like you were creating life and eating people at the same time it's a night duality duality

00:16:39.700 woman for real no i think what's your uh what's been the most exciting part about being a mom

00:16:44.240 oh i mean i i just i mean we were talking about this earlier but when i look at him i just

00:16:50.600 i ah it's so surreal like that i made that and that he's like he's just amazing yeah like living

00:16:59.660 and breathing yes and like i i keep asking my mom i'm like is this am i gonna forever feel this and

00:17:05.640 she's like kind of yeah like there's just moments where you're like whoa yeah i did that like wait till

00:17:10.220 he calls you mom for the first time and i'm like oh yeah he starts formulating thoughts yes yes and

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00:18:22.300 the birth was wild like my husband had one leg my mom had the other and i just pushed that thing

00:18:29.200 out of me like and i lift i did that like oh you lifted it yourself oh my god i literally i mean it

00:18:36.040 was crazy and an acrobat yeah clearly i mean i didn't know i was flexible i couldn't to be fair i

00:18:40.900 couldn't feel any of it so like when i gained the feeling thank god epidural shout out shouts out

00:18:45.760 epidural loved it it was amazing it was amazing i was like i mean honestly i they tell you you

00:18:51.940 forget a lot of this stuff and i did and then i keep getting flashes of like oh yeah my mom was

00:18:56.320 like yeah you threw up like the whole time you were pushing and i was like oh right i did and she

00:19:00.400 was like and you were listening to music and i was like oh yeah that was fun and like yeah no i

00:19:05.720 yeah and honestly the team hyped me up they were like we've never seen anybody push like this you're

00:19:10.580 so good i'm like really they're like oh the way you're pushing your butt down yes and i'm like

00:19:14.560 okay yeah you're thriving off the affirmation i was what else am i doing that's awesome yeah

00:19:19.940 they were like only an hour and a half mom you i did it an hour and a half like that was a fast

00:19:24.460 labor i can't because i'm like right mom's over here my mom yeah yes right an hour and a half like

00:19:30.700 that's not bad that's fast i know why do i take that like i did like that's great yeah awesome it

00:19:36.900 was that's so wonderful it was and you're a super super person in general i would say especially

00:19:43.560 delivering like on your own and doing all like being able to do all of that and then go back to

00:19:48.880 work i know i know who am i when i stood up for the first time after i was like oh my god baby steps

00:19:56.300 you know but like yeah it's putting my diaper on for myself like the first time i was so proud

00:20:01.740 diapered up i have to be yeah it was amazing what was the most shocking part of pregnancy to you

00:20:07.140 like one that you weren't expecting just that the well i really thought i was gonna look like

00:20:12.220 amazing and i don't know why i really thought i was gonna be one of those girls you said how

00:20:17.140 how awful i looked honestly like the amount of time the amount of times i was by the toilet and i just

00:20:22.180 really i mean i threw up the entire time like and i lost weight in the first trimester which was

00:20:27.540 like throwing up yes and just being sick i couldn't eat and oh yeah the food aversions like i was so

00:20:33.020 excited for the cravings i was like oh i'm gonna be a pickle queen like i'm gonna and then i saw a

00:20:37.740 pickle and i was like like i couldn't and i love pickles but like not then was there anything you

00:20:43.120 latched on to like a constant that didn't make you feel sick no did you have hyperemesis i don't

00:20:49.300 well i don't even know what that is but i don't think so knowing a lot me knowing a lot about pregnancy

00:20:53.240 yeah no i was like i no i i don't know that's when you just throw up the whole time oh yeah i don't

00:20:58.480 know but like i think maybe i don't know they finally got me a medication for it it finally

00:21:03.540 like helped but my mom was literally with me every day being like i know you can't do this right now

00:21:09.080 but you have to eat this like she would literally be like shoving food down my throat and be like

00:21:13.540 you have to drink this protein shake like you have to yeah yeah but the only thing that really got me

00:21:18.640 through was every single night i ate a caramel apple and that was the only thing that got me through

00:21:24.300 you said all i gotta do is get to that caramel apple that's all i need yeah yeah and i'm pretty sure

00:21:27.760 there was things i was allergic to in there but i didn't care i was like i was like i don't care

00:21:31.440 i was sustaining you i had to yeah yeah every day sometimes twice a day but yeah that caramel

00:21:38.300 apple and then sometimes men think that they're superior it's crazy to me tell me about it i once

00:21:44.960 i once told a guy that uh like when you're on your period sometimes you get diarrhea like yes it's

00:21:49.980 very frequent honestly it's far more frequent the cramps you never know which which is which

00:21:54.700 right you don't know if it's diarrhea or if it's just cramps yes and i told him and he was like

00:21:58.460 what yeah like he was just blown away how how are you shocked by that though because like it's

00:22:03.460 because when they get diarrhea they call out for a week you don't need they use pto when they get

00:22:07.640 diarrhea yeah i can't when i get it i'm just i pull over at the cvs get back in my car go back to

00:22:12.640 work yes are you kidding i love doing it at a restaurant because like you know like they're a little

00:22:17.420 bit more clean that's true yes sometimes i have a hard time yeah but you know like when you gotta go

00:22:22.540 you gotta go you do you do oh my gosh it's so true one of my first times taking pre-workout like

00:22:28.560 powdered pre-workout the first and last time mind you yeah i took that i for some reason thought

00:22:34.480 i was a bodybuilder that day i didn't work out i wasn't working out regularly at the time i had like

00:22:39.280 a nine to five i was working at the nfl actually at the time you are so cool you really are yeah well i

00:22:44.660 got fired so okay okay that's a spoiler ending for you can you just say like i got my pre-workout

00:22:48.880 no literally i took it i thought i could take the same as my my fiancee i can't yeah he's way bigger

00:22:57.180 than me and i took it and the way because all i had had that morning was like coffee yeah the way that i

00:23:03.820 immediately had to go to the restroom i was in the bathroom for so long that my fiancee text me and was

00:23:09.800 like are you okay i didn't even work out no i took that walked inside felt like i was going to

00:23:14.640 shit myself went to the bathroom for 40 minutes then went home oh my god well honestly you had

00:23:18.860 a workout you did you were holding on working out for your life like yes you were you sweat i'm sure

00:23:24.680 i'm sure like you did you know i'm sure you did exactly what if i compared that to your labor

00:23:30.860 honestly no no no no i'm gonna be so for real i have had bowel movements that have been worse than

00:23:36.580 my labor for sure like for sure for sure because there's no epidural for that okay like i can't i i have

00:23:43.160 my mom told me certain things are like worse like she had a feeling what was it you told me was

00:23:47.260 worse than childbirth kidney stone oh i bet yeah my mom had a kidney stone my mom was like that was

00:23:53.060 worse than all three of my kids combined and my brother was 10 pounds my mom's gonna kill me for

00:23:57.640 like talking about this because like she's always telling me do not talk about them publicly but like

00:24:02.100 i have the roids i have man i do have the hemorrhoids and i've had them for years okay and it's

00:24:08.900 just a battle okay and it's and that's just something you suffer from or that because your

00:24:14.340 baby oh no i before before oh well beforehand i had well listen i've had ibs my whole life like

00:24:20.760 i've had good i've had i've like you know they always say like yes look the most beautiful people

00:24:25.600 have tummy problems they say they say they're like it gets me through trust me you know and so

00:24:30.220 and it's i'm like you know i try not to share too much publicly but like in my private life i share

00:24:35.880 to everyone and so like and everyone you know it's he he ha ha until i'm in the midst of it and

00:24:41.900 i'm like and it always happens before a big event i don't know why that sucker pops on out and is like

00:24:47.760 hey remember it's to humble me i guess man you just pop a roid right before got a hemi literally and

00:24:54.160 i'm like in heels you know like i'm like when i walk funny it's not because i'm walking from the heels

00:24:59.920 it's because i'm like suffering you know and like um what was the question i don't even know

00:25:06.300 if there was a question i literally i genuinely don't remember i don't know how we got here

00:25:10.640 but that's so see stars they're just like us yeah they're just like us yeah i i pop my hemorrhoids

00:25:17.420 just like everybody else i really you know you know what that's yours you're one of god's

00:25:21.580 strongest soldiers because hemorrhoids i've only i think i've only ever had one oh when i was like

00:25:25.520 a kid because i'm a big toilet sitter obviously based off my content you can tell but i i'm a

00:25:30.660 big toilet sitter like i'm shocked you don't get more then oh yeah i know my mom tells me that all

00:25:35.080 the time trust me my when i tell you my mom will text me when she sees i filmed one on the toilet and

00:25:39.300 she she'll text me and tell me you need to stop sitting on there for so long she still does that

00:25:42.760 to me to this day yeah to this day yeah i'm gonna be 30 this year yeah me too wait when are you 30

00:25:47.480 uh september 18th did we not talk about this no when's your birthday oh my god we're two days apart

00:25:52.320 when's your birthday september 20th oh my god look at us my burger queen i knew it oh my god and we're

00:25:58.900 so close to the libra yes yes i know i'm very well aware i make everybody know that i'm a virgo

00:26:04.980 oh my gosh wow i love this two days apart yes look at us dirty 30 this year i know i'm excited are you

00:26:13.320 excited i'm so excited i've been always looking forward to 30 me too 30 flirty and thriving i agree

00:26:18.340 13 going on 30 right like was the thing that got me excited shout out jennifer garner i'm supposed

00:26:23.020 to be at poise magazine right now yeah i'm supposed to be like last bruce bruce springsteen yes please

00:26:28.880 get into it i know you know what's so funny i've been telling people because when i tell people i'm

00:26:33.840 29 they're like oh are you nervous about turning 30 you're like getting older i'm like honestly no

00:26:38.100 i and you're a virgo so you get this i've always been older yes like mentally i've been a 90 year

00:26:43.000 old man in my head forever in like a 12 year old body like i'm like i still look like a 12 year old

00:26:48.040 boy most of the time and so it's very weird but no for sure like yeah and also you know starting work

00:26:53.120 at six years old you kind of like have to become an adult yeah you grow up really fast they like

00:26:57.380 expect you to be an adult but also treat you like a child it's very weird and i they still do it because

00:27:02.860 i play 16 you know 17 so crazy um and so yeah i think i'm excited because i was telling i've told

00:27:10.300 people like i'm excited because it's like a new era yes because someone asked me what do you what

00:27:15.040 are you most excited about for turning 30 and i go telling older 30 year olds i'm 30 yes i'm like

00:27:21.100 yeah i'm like one of you like i'm 20 i'm 30 i know yeah i'm 30 yeah no i already feel like my 20s are

00:27:27.340 so young and like i don't know who they that girl was i agree i please don't ever listen to anything i

00:27:32.800 ever said back then this is a new decade a new chapter i am embarking into it no i honestly like

00:27:38.900 the stress of your 20s sucks it's crazy and i feel like your 30s you're just like

00:27:43.300 oh you know what whatever happens happens yeah exactly you're at peace with you are who you are

00:27:49.320 right you know you're like at that point where you're like i'm constantly evolving and all that

00:27:53.540 but like your 20s you feel like i need to get it together i need to be this i need to be that like

00:27:58.140 panic yes i thought i was gonna be married and have kids by the time i was 18 i really thought that i

00:28:03.720 like when i was turned 18 and i wasn't married i was like the disappointment you're like i'm so far

00:28:08.880 behind everybody disgusting like i look back at my goals and i was like fail fail fail motorcycles

00:28:14.800 license never did it like i i disappoint myself you know and now i'm like yeah no i'm so happy with

00:28:21.340 where i'm at right i agree i bet i bet you agree with this too like when younger people ask you for

00:28:25.980 advice i'm sure you get uh people asking you for acting advice all the time like people when people

00:28:30.340 ask me for like advice about being a dickhead online uh whenever they ask me about shit like

00:28:35.100 that i always tell them like well i'm like well how old are you because i say like oh i feel so

00:28:38.800 behind i feel so lost um i feel like everybody has everything together except me and i'm like how

00:28:42.900 old are you and they're like 21 i'm like oh god you have so much time you have so much i was still

00:28:48.060 an alcoholic then like you you got this like you know what i mean like you're fine yes yeah

00:28:53.020 we're all on our different journey absolutely 21 honestly i'm like even 27 i'm like that was two

00:28:59.420 years ago and still feels like a totally that's so real so long ago yeah and i was even telling

00:29:03.880 people i'm like i kind of wish i skipped 29 just went straight to 30 yeah because i'm 29 right i'm

00:29:10.400 like i'm ready yeah but also at the same time i like think to myself i'm like it feels like i'm

00:29:15.440 holding on to my 20s yes when i say i'm 29 they're like you want to be 20 so bad i don't i want to be

00:29:20.460 30 yeah i want to be 30 you're like i actually don't i'm so over the second i identify as 30 right

00:29:25.760 now so that's what i am right now yeah i agree i started telling people i'm like i'm in my 30s

00:29:30.680 i'm not yet yes but i started saying that yes that's and that's fair and that's my excuse for

00:29:34.800 everything because i'm like we're mentally older yes so anytime like for example who was it recently

00:29:41.520 they asked me to do something and they started something yeah they invited me to something and

00:29:45.980 they were saying like oh we're all gonna meet up at like nine o'clock i was like drew's not coming

00:29:50.540 no nine o'clock yeah yeah are you out of your mind yeah we should be getting dinner at six yeah

00:29:56.580 i'm home by 9 30 yes supper that's what we're doing supper like there's no dinner anymore early

00:30:02.920 dinner i'm looking at a 6 p.m special yes like old people have that shit on lock i they figured it out

00:30:07.880 yeah you know what i mean i feel like that's why i'm like getting older i'm like it's just aligning

00:30:12.220 more with me and mentally like my grumpiness i went to bed at five o'clock yesterday but to be fair

00:30:17.560 then woke up at like 2 a.m to watch the baby you know but but you know like it's my sleep is so

00:30:23.720 beautiful i love my sleep me too yeah maybe more than my baby right now i don't know depends on

00:30:30.560 whether or not he sleeps yeah i know i know honestly though i love sleep i told my i was on

00:30:35.980 my phone with my best friend and i was like i really want to hibernate for just like a couple of

00:30:40.320 days yeah just oh that sounds so good so nice like a miniature coma you know like taste yes like

00:30:48.000 in a moose bouche oh it'd be so nice you know oh it just sounds so good like it sounds yeah relaxing

00:30:53.740 yeah i kind of want to like go underground and like burrow bury myself a little you know die maybe

00:31:00.640 for a second but then come back yes as 30 when you turn 30 exactly i think that's perfect i even

00:31:09.180 like the other day when i filmed it last week um i had pedialyte in my mug and my guest was like oh

00:31:15.600 what are you drinking over yeah they asked me too they were like oh were you hung over i'm like no i

00:31:19.320 just be doing that because i'm old you just love the hydration in the morning i was like electrolytes

00:31:23.200 first thank you yeah it's glowing thank you yeah i'm like electrolytes first i've actually put a lot

00:31:28.360 of my friends on that i'm like because especially with you know too like the scheduling is so insane

00:31:32.840 like your schedule changes and your your sleep patterns are so off yeah and so i told my friends

00:31:37.500 i'm like i started drinking pedialyte like pretty regularly not too much but like enough to supplement

00:31:43.300 my lack of sleep i was like the way it's saved me i'm 100 i'm 100 that's so smart and i'm going to

00:31:49.760 coachella next week and i don't know how you're going oh yeah oh no i in my 30s

00:31:55.180 you're too old for that i am too old for that shit do you have allergies yes i do okay because

00:32:03.020 that's the last time i went i was like i just can't do that again because like i sneezed oh i'm

00:32:08.280 never doing that again i sneezed the whole time i was sneezing and then i took claritin d and you

00:32:14.260 know what there's nothing like me high on claritin d i am confused i feel lost i feel like you really

00:32:20.820 are an old person well i can't do anything like you're lost in the mall like since i've been sober

00:32:25.300 i just can't do anything because like i literally i'm like i'm like my dad's like what i'm like i

00:32:30.860 took claritin d he's like the pseudofed i'm like yeah i'm just i'm not well you said i'm high off the

00:32:36.760 baby i'm not feeling well i'm not feeling well like i i drank a kombucha and i was like oh i think

00:32:42.760 i'm drunk i don't feel good it's fermented i don't know i feel buzzed and i don't like it

00:32:48.080 like i my body just sometimes even advil will make me feel a little something i don't know

00:32:53.280 crazy it's a lot maybe it's an artist brain that you have maybe i'm just sensitive i don't know

00:32:58.220 maybe there's something broken but yeah no i'm i am too old for coachella you're right and i will be

00:33:03.560 there and i'll be complaining the whole time i guarantee it you know what have fun i think so

00:33:08.440 yeah and i'm a very like nah i'm good yeah right like i remember the last time i was like two years

00:33:15.400 ago yeah and i was dying by day two obviously of course uh and then it's not healthy no not at all

00:33:21.480 nothing about going there is healthy no it's all it's always fun they're like oh yeah oh my god

00:33:27.420 and it's so hot and drunk or oh it's so yeah you're so me yeah we're both two old women i know this is

00:33:33.680 why we need to hang out right yeah we can gray gardens together please yes we can just grow old in

00:33:39.220 the house all just the two of us a little like village yeah and like you know and like like oh one

00:33:44.240 person i'll crochet do you crochet no i've never crochet okay so you're gonna need to come i do a

00:33:48.620 little crochet circle oh i love that and i teach my people who don't know how to crochet to crochet

00:33:52.680 next thing you know you're gonna be wearing cat ears on your show all the time because you're gonna

00:33:56.220 be like i made this it's they're embarrassing we're so fucking old yeah sometimes i'll be sitting

00:34:01.400 there like doing my thing and i'm like i'm like oh what time is it like you know i'm like

00:34:06.360 separating your readers on the very end of your nose yes yes i just started reading i've never

00:34:12.020 read before and now i'm like oh this is oh girl god himself couldn't separate me from my kindle

00:34:17.400 really god himself couldn't have you always been a reader no honestly no i i it's just in your 30s

00:34:24.080 yeah just again us picking up new hobbies yeah because you know i'm like well i'm not going out

00:34:28.460 yeah no i'm gonna read yeah uh no i started reading my kindle well i got a kindle because

00:34:33.740 i wrote my book and then i didn't write i didn't like want to read any feminist theory at all because

00:34:39.960 i didn't want anything to imprint on my brain so i didn't read anything for like two years

00:34:43.500 and then i so much dedication yeah and that was just purely so i didn't like take anything that

00:34:49.760 wasn't mine and i have a photographic memory so i'm like i'll i'll think things and i'm like i know

00:34:54.500 i didn't write that i just don't know where i got it from and sometimes i'll just google it and

00:34:58.320 then if it doesn't show up anything i'm like okay then that's my thought yeah but sometimes i just

00:35:01.500 remember things yeah no i'm so stupid like i'll start singing something and i'll be like

00:35:05.300 did i just write a song and meanwhile it's like here comes the sun i'm like am i a genius like

00:35:12.340 girls just want to have fun yeah i know i'm like you should you should take that yeah that's a great

00:35:17.220 yeah no one time when i was really high i for some reason thought that i came up with the movie

00:35:21.840 the martian oh my gosh starring matt damon okay with the potatoes yeah yes yes you see how i can't

00:35:28.740 answer because i've never seen that movie oh oh um i was watching interstellar and i was like

00:35:34.140 matt damon in space movie that's what my brain's registering like when i'm high like that's how it

00:35:38.940 registers thoughts matt damon space movie yeah and then i go space movie matt damon poster like that's

00:35:44.640 what i was thinking in my head and i was like because i know the poster of the martian yeah and

00:35:47.780 it's the orange and he's in the helmet uh yeah that's all i know about the martian nothing else

00:35:52.200 and then i was thinking wow i wonder if anyone has made space movie starring matt damon and it

00:35:57.200 was called the martian that's i'm having these thoughts in my head oh and i'm like you're like

00:36:01.420 i am genius yeah yeah literally like yeah i'm thinking i'm the next steven spielberg yes as i'm

00:36:07.500 sitting there and i'm thinking it and then well there's like a trailer for the movie happening

00:36:11.280 right in front of you you're like yeah i'm watching him on tv in an interstellar a different

00:36:16.480 space movie and then my fiance goes i think he was in the martian too mind you all the thoughts

00:36:22.060 i've been having are all in my head yeah so when he said that to me i go how did you know that and

00:36:27.280 he goes no what i go the martian who told you that me thinking that he's reading my mind oh my god

00:36:32.940 you're like we're so connected oh my god you're right here you're right here yes you get me you

00:36:37.860 understand me yeah oh my god and i'm thinking i'm like um tm yeah that's my ip i just came up with

00:36:44.260 that in my brain and then when i'm telling him he goes the movie the martian like he's explaining

00:36:48.300 it to me and then i go right yeah yeah for a second there i thought i came up with the

00:36:53.720 martian no worries bother me sorry your fiancee i know he's great but why do you have to do that

00:36:58.420 to you right when you were having a great moment took my dream yes that was your dream he crushed

00:37:03.120 it right then and there oh my gosh i know you're right i'll fight about it when i get home oh good

00:37:08.380 yeah i'm glad i had that moment to do that with you yeah perfect clarity yeah wait i have some fun

00:37:13.600 facts about you actually oh my gosh let's see if i know them i would love okay this is this might be

00:37:18.600 shocking okay well the first one says you just had your first baby which we already talked about not

00:37:22.760 a secret but a fun fact who told you that i thought i came up with that uh this one says one of your

00:37:29.340 earliest acting credits is playing british orphan in an episode of drake and josh yeah i guess

00:37:34.600 british orphan yes my my lines were pardon me sir i have it's dying british orphan mind oh pardon me sir

00:37:41.600 i have only three weeks to live may please cut in front of you every minute counts and then he

00:37:46.960 lets me go in front of him and i'm like you're very kind yep do you remember the episode yes is

00:37:54.100 that the one where he goes on the roller coaster no so they realized they knew each other when they

00:37:57.540 were eight years old and they're like a padres game yeah like yeah it was yeah so i played two

00:38:03.000 characters i also played like hot cute girl coming up and being like hey can i come in front of you

00:38:08.240 and they're like sure and i'm like thanks and then like i take the last foam finger and then

00:38:13.140 and then you played sad british orphan yeah two retellings of the story yeah you run back there

00:38:19.500 and they do a quick costume change literally no i really thought i was the shit though when i played

00:38:24.180 cute girl i literally came out and i was like like i felt so cute uh like eight oh perfect timing oh

00:38:32.580 yeah i was the it girl oh i would hate eight that shit up when i was a kid oh my god it was so fun

00:38:38.440 and being in those little oh my gosh it was just so cute that's so fun and then the dying british orphan

00:38:42.820 they like threw dirt at me i was like they're like get out there and i was like okay every role you got

00:38:48.740 dirt on you yeah yeah all your roles dirt seems to be involved it's it is they're like it's actually

00:38:53.900 happened one time i was at an audition i was auditioning for like an american girl movie not the

00:38:59.180 one i did because i was an american girl doll but like it was a different one yeah and i i totally

00:39:03.560 forget which one it was but like she was supposed to be like like dirty and my mom literally before

00:39:09.100 going in she was like you want this right and i was like yeah she grabbed dirt from the side of the

00:39:13.300 road i don't even know where she got it like grabbed it from the side of the building it was like

00:39:16.780 and i was like i literally was like i like allergies so i'm like she said this is what the

00:39:23.800 greats do she was like you're ready and i did not get it hey mom they said i had shit on my face

00:39:30.740 so that's why i didn't get the role they're like sorry you have a little little

00:39:36.040 a little smudge they're like this poor dirty girl came in here

00:39:40.960 red for the role i really need this part then you do your drake and josh lines

00:39:46.360 they're like i only have minutes

00:39:48.620 they're like what the fuck

00:39:51.280 they're like well then you won't be alive for the shoot

00:39:55.880 you're all well i might heal if you give me the role

00:39:59.780 i know who knows though

00:40:01.440 okay this one says that you also appeared on episodes of so many iconic tv series

00:40:07.980 including sweet life of zach and cody are i carly that's so raven mad men and vampire diaries

00:40:14.700 yeah okay just to name a few just to name a few gotta go down the list yeah sweet life of zach

00:40:20.060 and cody first yeah obviously yeah how was that experience oh my god the best i like i i was just

00:40:26.040 talking about this recently so like before i ever you know had my first kiss yeah i had a dream one

00:40:31.120 time about having my first kiss and i remember waking up and being like i did it like i had my first

00:40:35.500 kiss in my dream and that was with cole sprouse okay and so then finding out that i booked the

00:40:40.660 show i was like oh my god like will he know like does he know that i dreamt about that and now he

00:40:45.300 does because i just said it but you know and i was just oh my god i was so nervous and then i was

00:40:50.800 in a predicament because then filming the show yeah i then started to feel things for dylan instead

00:40:56.160 of cole and then matters of the heart it was insane it was insane but the cool thing was

00:41:01.060 talk about a love triangle yeah right but usually so when you got guests are especially like on um

00:41:06.220 on like disney or nick they have a bunch of different storylines um and then you're like

00:41:10.880 a part of one of those storylines yeah whereas my first episode of sweet life i was like the only

00:41:15.920 like kid guest star and it was like about me and my dad coming to the hotel and like being con artists

00:41:20.520 yeah um and so it was like me and the boys the whole time and it was the best time of my life

00:41:26.700 can i just say that sound like it because we're the same age yeah when i was that age that would

00:41:33.560 have rocked my world like it literally i would have been like i am living the dream i went home

00:41:39.340 every night and was like my life will never get better like i have hit my peak at like 10 years

00:41:44.740 old like you know i was like just like you're not paying bills yes and you're hanging out with two

00:41:48.720 cute boys yeah no but i was so awkward too because i remember like dylan was like you know like oh

00:41:54.340 what grade are you in and i was like are you talking to me and it was just me and him and

00:41:58.800 cole and cole and he was like well i'm not talking to him because like it literally i know what great

00:42:03.320 he's yeah yeah like and my twin to be like we're in the same grade and i was like oh right i was

00:42:09.000 like third i don't know like third grade or something and i just uh i just was obsessed and

00:42:13.440 he was like do you want to go play i don't know some like tag game like want to go outside and play

00:42:17.380 tag and i was like uh-huh and i literally i was like i'm it i'm gonna get you i'm gonna get you

00:42:23.260 like chasing him like you're like the most nervous child alive i'm like i'm still sweating just

00:42:28.600 thinking about it i can't stop sweating um and i i just slow motion in my head like

00:42:33.440 he still had that floppy blonde hair you know at that time and like i'm picturing a sweater vest

00:42:40.120 and that flame up button down he that that bitch loved at tommy bahama yes tommy bahama hated to

00:42:47.020 see zach coming yes yes so oh my god they killed me and you know what ashley was just like the best

00:42:52.840 too like she was just the sweet and she like i remember like it was like my last day of filming

00:42:57.320 i was devastated it was my last day of filming she's like girl get my number mind you i had a flip phone

00:43:02.580 because i just turned 10 double digits i was allowed to get a flip phone and i was like

00:43:06.200 flipped it open i was like here you go like and i remember i like texted her one time and i was like

00:43:10.840 how are you but it was like hru you know because it was so hard to type you know never text me back

00:43:15.580 but that's okay beside the point and i just was like so in with them and like i just felt so

00:43:22.720 accomplished and i remember i truly feel like i'm reliving high school glory days with you yes

00:43:27.180 i feel like i'm so there with you right now it was the best i feel like i was the best you were

00:43:31.940 you were did you watch it you were yes of course i did i was balls deep in that show i loved that i

00:43:37.440 loved it i loved it and then and i remember you from the show well i was like really brave as a

00:43:42.760 kid like i don't know who she was like i wish i was still like that confident because i remember i

00:43:47.680 was auditioning for something else on the same lot and i was like oh well i'm gonna go see the

00:43:51.600 writers yeah because why not so i'd like just walk like my mom and i just like walking over to the

00:43:56.720 writers room like they're like bitch you were fired like you you had your one episode once again

00:44:01.020 you've been cut yeah like we said a wrap and you know and so i was like hey guys they're like

00:44:05.760 hey you know and i'm like so when do i come back and they were like you know what we will bring you

00:44:13.240 back and they brought me back for like six more episodes and it was like what you better i really

00:44:18.180 did that they said they said dress for the job you want yes and i said here i am you know and it

00:44:24.080 was so real for that it was so great and it was crazy because we filmed like four episodes in one

00:44:28.040 week because brenda song was filming wendy woo homecoming warrior another classic i know and

00:44:33.980 then and then ashley was doing high school musical two at the time oh god you know they were just

00:44:38.340 booked and busy oh it's all my favorite things it was so are you kidding like i was like it was so

00:44:43.140 cool i never really i only worked with brenda for like a day like we only and the first time that i

00:44:47.700 filmed she also wasn't there so i really didn't get to work with her much but i was such a like

00:44:52.840 london tipton like fan like london tipton yeah i loved her you know she was legendary on that show

00:44:59.300 yeah so it was the whole cast was they were just the best and it was the best time and i'm just

00:45:04.160 i can't believe i got to be a part of it that's so fucking so sick i'm like you're so fucking awesome

00:45:10.160 i've never been i have never been cooler than i was at 10 like how dudes talk about like like when

00:45:17.100 dudes meet other guys who were like played professional sports 20 years ago yeah they're

00:45:21.140 like you're so fucking awesome bro yeah you drive what car dude that's sick no seriously i'm like

00:45:26.260 you worked with ashley tisdale dog that's fucking awesome yes yeah was it 20 years ago yes it was

00:45:30.920 but you know literally almost 20 years ago that's crazy also i carly yeah i carly am i okay yeah

00:45:39.080 yes i carly what was i carly it was so fun i honestly became like so i had known nathan prior

00:45:45.840 um to it so i was like hey you know i knew some of them and like i'd work with benson yeah i know

00:45:50.900 damn i know she knows everyone i know so like kind of as a kid i did like and i like it was so

00:45:58.940 crazy because like my high school because i was homeschooled was the kids people grew up watching

00:46:04.100 on tv you know so like but it was cool but also like i wish i didn't know half the things i did

00:46:09.220 because i was like oh i like i know you too well you know to enjoy you now yeah yeah but nathan

00:46:14.500 really is wonderful um and then janette and i just really clicked like i just like fell in love

00:46:20.880 with her i just thought she was the bee's knees like she's just a really cool good person um and

00:46:26.960 so we really connected we became really good friends when we were kids and um i was in just like such a

00:46:32.700 small part and it's so crazy when people are like oh my you're the girl that was like it's lame daddy

00:46:37.620 and i'm like oh yeah that was my one line like thank you so much for remembering but like they

00:46:42.100 replayed these episodes yeah you remember because they remember yeah because they keep repeating

00:46:46.200 sometimes yeah yeah that's kind of like uh emily radikowski like playing she played gibby's

00:46:51.420 girlfriend right in an episode of iCarly yes and that's like icon yeah yes vanessa like that's so

00:46:57.880 funny i'm pretty sure vanessa uh good so okay so uh stella so when i worked on sweet life ashley was

00:47:04.580 like what school do you go to because i was like kind of doing this like weird actors kids school

00:47:08.780 thing very strange it was like you go for three hours and then the rest of your day is just homework

00:47:13.200 okay um and so it was for kids who like had like busy schedules right and so it was really lame

00:47:19.080 honestly it's weird like the teachers were weird one like was like a drug dealer it was strange like

00:47:23.460 you know there's a lot to it we'll talk about it another time um but uh she was like my besties

00:47:29.280 little sister is looking to go to a school so then that's how i met stella hudgens and then

00:47:33.800 vanessa hudgens and so but vanessa uh was in a random episode of drake and josh and i was like

00:47:40.360 saw a clip of it and i was like what like were we all just like in these random shows but they were

00:47:45.580 swapping all of you out we really were round robining you guys yeah yeah and on here what

00:47:49.780 else does it say that's a raven that was a good time that was what were you on that's a raven i was

00:47:54.380 a sunshine girl um and so it's like girl scouts so do you remember when raven was like she had like a

00:47:59.640 little like sister like she was like being a big sister kind of thing to sydney and so i was like

00:48:05.240 in this like little sunshine group and i was like a germaphobe who was afraid of everything

00:48:09.400 and like had like rashes like my mom's like rubbing more things on me she's like yeah she's like we

00:48:16.300 gotta give you a rash yeah they said rash she's like we gotta get this one i have to ask about

00:48:21.480 vampire diaries okay the one before that was mad men oh how was mad men it's terrifying one of the

00:48:26.780 scariest sets i've ever been on really yeah just really intimidating i bet i was gonna say

00:48:31.000 a lot of heavy hitters on that show yeah and like it was one of those though like we're like john

00:48:35.380 ham like came over was like john nice to meet you and i was like oh yeah i know how do you do john

00:48:40.080 ham how do you do um but no it was just really intimidating and my first time smoking cigarettes

00:48:45.140 and i was like like you know like trying to like be somebody who knows how they do it but like

00:48:50.660 held my hand really straight yeah not good um and then like i kept saying like didn't and they were

00:48:56.000 like it's did not like they were very specific about like you couldn't ad-lib words like it was

00:49:00.220 buried by the book um and then when i showed up they were like very um intense about like the hair

00:49:06.280 they were like nobody had layers back then so you need to have a blunt cut and i was like okay and

00:49:10.760 they're like so we're cutting your hair and i was like okay like i don't care you know whatever i

00:49:14.600 didn't really care you're a true actor yeah i also just hair has never been something i really cared

00:49:19.440 too much about yeah and so i was like sure and they did it and but they were like low-key really like i mean

00:49:25.280 sorry i if you're that hair person you were kind of rude like she was like she was like you could

00:49:30.460 be fired in an instant and like if you don't like let me cut your hair they're gonna fire you and i

00:49:34.820 was like i'm literally not arguing with you like hey buddy um i'm in the chair i'm like i'm cutting

00:49:39.940 it myself at this point like i'm wasting time telling me this i've agreed to the blunt it's fine i'm

00:49:45.360 sure i'm here for it and she's like you'll be done you'll be out of this town you'll never work

00:49:48.980 another day i was like it's okay like you can cut it you know so i just felt like it was one of

00:49:54.200 those shows where they were like very like letting you know you're replaceable and i was

00:49:58.040 like i'm here for like two days it's okay like you know relax it's fine yeah but that's okay

00:50:03.020 that's good though i feel like it's really awesome that you're so aware and also very like okay i've

00:50:10.240 done this before it's fine i think that's great though because that's you advocating for yourself

00:50:14.080 in a lot of ways well and i also am one of those people that's like i got hired for my job because

00:50:18.640 i'm good at my job you got hired for your job because you're good at your job right so like i

00:50:23.080 didn't trust what you're saying like if i really think like whoa i don't need to shave my head for

00:50:26.920 this one guest star you know what i mean like i don't need to do that yeah but if i'm like that

00:50:31.700 makes sense for the character sure yeah why not like you're that that's great you know like don't

00:50:36.920 even try to fight me yeah don't don't don't touch me i'm not yeah although i was i did a job once

00:50:43.940 and um i was wearing a wig and fine i'll say it okay it was yellow jackets and they were like it

00:50:50.980 was for the pilot and the girl was like she's like i think i just need to cut off your dead

00:50:54.760 ends because you've got really bad dead ends and i was like okay thank you okay that was

00:50:59.560 my feelings for her thank you yeah i actually thought my hair looked good she like gave me

00:51:03.820 a bob like i went from like long hair to like bob and i was like she said just like a little

00:51:08.320 off the top yes and then she goes she goes did you want bangs and i was like i'm trying to grow

00:51:12.440 them out i look in the mirror they're like super short i was like she cut my bangs and i was like oh

00:51:18.060 hey i'd be mad yeah and then she was like and then i was like so just to clarify i'm wearing a wig

00:51:22.260 in the show right and she's like right and i was like yeah i was just practicing she literally was

00:51:27.460 like she was like you're welcome i was like okay she goes yeah i don't even work here so i'm actually

00:51:33.120 not sure honestly i wouldn't have been surprised would not have been surprised i was really shocked

00:51:38.020 it was okay it's so funny because i was talking about you advocating for yourself and you said

00:51:43.120 you gave me a new hairdo i was like oh and meanwhile i said thank you like i did i left

00:51:48.900 with a smile on my face like i'm wearing a wig though right she goes yeah yeah i was like okay

00:51:53.940 no i yeah i'm not i'm working on it i'm working on it younger me was better advocating for myself

00:51:59.880 i'm working on it again i think you're doing a great job you're doing the best job you can do

00:52:04.620 oh and then vampire diaries that's the other one right and i would love if you could tell me

00:52:09.020 your character i'll tell you if i remember okay season eight right i'm trying to remember what

00:52:14.540 happened i'm random i'm random i just kind of came up there um so there um there's a girl who's

00:52:19.900 like mind controlling sip sybil okay okay okay okay the name rings a bell yes yes yes and like she

00:52:26.360 was like mind controlling me and like a bunch of other people this is when like i'm so bad at their

00:52:30.760 names so it was paul in real life so stephan stephan yeah stephan kills me twice he like is like he

00:52:36.740 turns me into a vampire right um which wasn't very nice you know because he did not call for

00:52:41.960 that and then um when i was like sucking blood he was like you've turned into a monster because he

00:52:47.600 was working for this like i haven't watched the show okay he's working for another guy he's working

00:52:52.160 for the devil i think or kade kane kade kade klaus i don't know klaus isn't it is kate okay this is

00:52:59.240 the seasons i stopped watching okay i can tell you why no but i do know stephan i do know the mind

00:53:03.660 control thing okay and i do know sybil okay like i do know of it okay okay yeah i was just there

00:53:08.740 they like they were like you're here you're gonna die and then you're gonna die again and i was you

00:53:13.280 know i wasn't there for a long time but i was there for a good girl i haven't watched the show

00:53:16.480 that's so funny but it was so sweet because um oh my god i'm i'm terrible yeah damon uh yeah ian

00:53:25.060 someone holder yes wonderful dude yeah he was directing my first episode oh that's cool yeah

00:53:30.420 and that was that was super cool because i was like on a cruise yeah and so i got a call from my

00:53:35.380 team they're like they want you for vampire diaries and i was like oh i'm like in the caribbean like i'm

00:53:40.320 like i'm on a cruise ship right now um and they're like ian wants you off that cruise and when they said

00:53:45.100 that i was like oh okay and so i found that's cool i yeah i love they ported on the cruise thing and i

00:53:51.480 was like okay bye like it was so lovely yeah literally yeah and so it was great it was so fun

00:53:57.960 oh i loved that show yeah it was a good time balls deep in that show yeah until oh they cut off the

00:54:03.860 love interests that i wanted because obviously it's it's a real you zach and cody situation

00:54:08.800 okay okay with elena and stefan and what the fuck is his name damon yes um once there was an episode

00:54:14.980 i watched i remember i was in college i was a freshman in college and i watched where they officially

00:54:20.700 like pretty much officially kill off any possibility of elena and stefan ending up together

00:54:25.280 like they just basically erase all of it entirely and then they they're looking at each other and

00:54:30.020 they're in front of the fireplace and then they go we'll always be friends right and he goes of course

00:54:34.480 when i tell you i close my laptop never watch that show again no fuck this show no i was so pissed

00:54:40.380 i was so well you dedicated so much time oh god i was so mad yeah i said you gotta be fucking kidding

00:54:47.560 that was me with that was me with the walking dead really yeah not not at all with love or anything but

00:54:53.600 with them killing off a character that i was like i can't i can't yeah i can't i actually i oh i i had a

00:55:02.680 breakdown and then i was like no i literally can't watch this anymore yeah yeah that's how i felt about

00:55:08.420 sons of anarchy it's scary though because on the flip side like i'm on the other side of it and i'm

00:55:12.580 on a show where everybody dies and like so when i see people get super mad i'm like but don't leave

00:55:17.180 because like like you signed up for this right right you're gonna stay i'm a hypocrite to my core

00:55:22.020 yeah no i know i know because i'm the first one to be like they did that okay well now i'm never

00:55:26.960 watching meanwhile like our show i'm like um yeah give us grace okay like we all make mistakes here

00:55:33.080 a minute yes we have to let it cook it will balance yes exactly we haunt we haunt each other

00:55:38.280 it's okay that's why i was on uh when i watched breaking bad oh see okay i'm just starting don't

00:55:44.420 tell me because i'm i won't tell you anything in fact season one i'm even wearing like oh wow this

00:55:48.540 is a breaking bad inspired shirt oh okay man okay but i don't think i know him like i'm a huge fan

00:55:55.020 i'm not okay um i started watching it yeah i started watching breaking bad i really liked it

00:55:59.720 but then i started getting to a point where i was like i can't get any worse than that yeah

00:56:05.140 there's no way it could get worse and then and then they find a way to make it worse yeah i felt

00:56:09.220 like i had to start smoking cigarettes watching that show yeah i was like yeah yeah yeah yeah

00:56:13.920 that's how i felt about american horror story i was like oh bad dreams like i you know same i had

00:56:19.260 to stop watching that show i did too i did too it was giving me nightmares too yeah it was sitting

00:56:23.820 in my brain too yeah hotel was the last one i watched i'm not gonna like there's things i can

00:56:28.400 watch but like then there's things that like i feel like i already know what you're talking about

00:56:33.680 it makes it like unwatchable for me certain assaults i can't get into it and i can't i'm like

00:56:38.220 i can't like there's something like yeah it makes me really uncomfy and like yes yes yeah yeah i'll

00:56:45.060 think about it for days yes that's so funny yeah yeah it's funny too because my sister watches

00:56:50.260 everything like and anything but she like she'll tell me like if it has something in it that she

00:56:56.480 knows will make me sick and i can't watch yeah so like when euphoria first came out i was like

00:57:00.900 i need you to vet it for me because i can't and how and she was like i wouldn't watch this one but

00:57:07.000 you can watch these ones and i was like okay instead but then i was like i feel so out of the

00:57:11.160 loop on jokes right fomo is so real yeah and then so she would just give me like 30 second

00:57:16.120 like little synopsis yeah i feel like i've watched enough tiktok of of the show to know

00:57:21.620 that i'm like okay right you you you sydney sweeney are really good and you were dressed up

00:57:28.200 and and they thought you could be in that play but you weren't in that play and then you had a

00:57:32.560 breakdown but then like was it real was it not and you were looking in the mirror and you're such

00:57:36.300 a pretty crier and that's pretty much it i think so i think so yeah i think so i know i've said that

00:57:41.960 too with like tiktok sometimes i'm like sometimes i'll tell people yeah i've seen that movie yeah i

00:57:47.840 haven't yeah i've only seen a few tiktoks and i feel like i got okay be so for real have you

00:57:51.780 watched yellow jackets i've only watched one episode okay oh my god oh my god okay okay which

00:57:57.660 one was the first one okay okay well you gotta at least get to second episode because that's a good

00:58:02.360 one for me i got spooked yeah i get it and you know what that's fair i think our show my show is

00:58:07.080 kind of like drugs and it's not for everyone and you can't take too much at once and you need to be

00:58:12.240 in the right mental space to do it exactly you know and if i can watch the last of us i can watch

00:58:16.340 yellow jackets you know what i mean you know yeah well we can watch it together one day i'll

00:58:21.500 sit there i'll hold your hand through it and at least if you get through the second episode because

00:58:26.640 it's just a really good one for me and that's all i that's all i care about that's literally all i

00:58:31.740 care about that's actually a great that's a great pull for me yeah that will draw me yeah it's like

00:58:35.860 you're like you're gonna watch it and be like oh and then you're gonna watch you do that and then

00:58:40.340 you're gonna be like oh i don't know how i feel and then you're like oh my god i will tell you my

00:58:43.900 sister's watched all of it she's currently up to date but she is yeah she's completely up to date

00:58:49.460 she's like she'll tell me she goes oh can i please tell you about yellow jackets yeah and i'm like yeah

00:58:54.260 that's fine because i don't mind if people spoil things for me because i'll still watch them that's

00:58:57.040 how i am too look at us i'm like i kind of love when they get to spoil me too yeah yeah i also feel

00:59:03.180 like that's an invaluable friend yeah like i told like one of her friends was like who's gonna read the

00:59:08.040 new hunger games book with me in our group chat we have a book club group chat where we never read

00:59:11.620 and that's how we started never finished uh-huh and uh i was like i think carrie will carry's

00:59:17.760 right here i was like i think carrie will read with you she goes oh you bet your ass i'm gonna

00:59:20.880 read that like they both love the hunger games i was like those books don't really call it to me

00:59:23.820 anymore but i said but i'll let you spoil it for me yeah and she was like that's perfect yeah

00:59:28.140 because she was like wants to tell me about it yeah like the movie the substance she was like when

00:59:32.800 that first came out my friend same friend she was like can i spoil it for you and i was like yeah

00:59:36.940 yeah so she told me the whole plot yeah so when i went to the oscars and people asked me if i'd seen it

00:59:41.020 i said yes yes because you said you have a photogenic memory yes okay so basically you did

00:59:47.820 because somebody told you you got to mentally see it right exactly yeah i was like same thing

00:59:53.620 you know what's funny too is i when glad the new gladiator came out uh-huh i was like uh telling

00:59:59.620 my dad i was like we should go see it and he goes have you seen the first gladiator he knows the answer

01:00:03.900 to that question he asked me and i go no yeah of course not and then he goes we gotta watch the first

01:00:08.800 one and then you will watch the same i said for what yeah right i was like i i feel like i got

01:00:13.720 the gist well i watched snl man fight yeah i watched snl and they did like you know a clip of

01:00:18.960 it or whatever they mocked it i guess and that was enough for me that's pretty much i saw yeah i i saw

01:00:24.080 their little outfits and i was like and at the same time my sister was trying to tell me convinced

01:00:28.480 me to go see sonic 3 with her and i was like i was like i haven't seen the other two dude

01:00:33.940 and then she goes i bet you didn't need to well she goes here's the plot of every new sonic movie

01:00:38.540 yeah new sonic yeah that's it yep right and then i was laughing and i go no dude i gotta watch the

01:00:42.580 other two and then we were laughing because i go i was literally just saying hey fuck the first

01:00:47.080 gladiator i'll just watch the new one but if it's sonic i'm like well i need to understand the lore

01:00:51.280 yeah of course of course yeah the character development i'm gonna miss it all what what did

01:00:55.480 jim carrey have to do with this one like is he okay is he in it like are we you know yeah you get it

01:01:00.620 love it yeah let me see we have more fun facts for you okay this one is your first lead role was

01:01:06.460 playing chrissa in one of the american girl movies which you did mention you were in an american

01:01:11.060 okay that was like lead lead but i have i i had led in stuff prior to that but that was a good one

01:01:16.500 yeah what the fuck um okay should we not talk about this one i'm leaving no let's be real though

01:01:24.180 this is the only important one okay like it's true it's true and it was pretty sick i mean i was

01:01:29.920 my i was a doll like i literally had my own doll i like i i was like you know the whole barbie thing

01:01:34.960 like this barbie does that that's chrissa was one of those she was like she literally like she swam

01:01:40.860 she was on the swim team so like they like all swim yeah i got to do so like i had to like i mean

01:01:45.560 i knew how to swim um it wasn't like the jump rope thing but like you know i knew how to swim but

01:01:48.900 like i mean they were like freestyle and butterfly and like i learned all that i learned how to dive

01:01:52.480 like all that stuff what do you know michael phelps no literally she actually is um yeah i know

01:01:58.080 she's like the anchor of their like swim team you know um and then like and then my dad makes

01:02:03.160 pottery so like i like make pottery and like like she's so deep she's so deep so i had to go like

01:02:08.260 learn how to make pottery and then they were like okay you got to come meet the animals and i was

01:02:12.140 like what and they're like oh yeah she owns llamas and i was like right so she's like a llama

01:02:15.780 llama tamer too you know and so like i'm like got the llamas and then um what else happened like so

01:02:22.160 much happened that like i got to do so many fun things with her she's a man of many hats apparently

01:02:27.220 really is i'm very proud of her i you know she's and she stood up to bullying and and then yeah no

01:02:34.200 honestly you'd actually love the movie you would okay but that would be fun you should get high and

01:02:38.720 watch that oh yeah please actually i want to get high and watch you in yellow jackets first okay

01:02:42.560 i don't know that will freak you out that will freak you out palate cleanser i'll watch america okay

01:02:47.000 okay okay that honestly yeah no that's fair that's fair but that it was so cool like i got to go

01:02:54.420 travel the like the world i got to go travel america and like go talk to kids about bullying

01:02:59.120 um which is like kind of hilarious because like i didn't go to school so like i'm over here i'm

01:03:04.760 over here being like yeah like go like talk to a teacher and like you're gonna be good you're gonna

01:03:09.420 be okay meanwhile like never had to deal with it myself get out there yeah i said i said find

01:03:14.380 somebody you trust be an upstander not a bystander these were like these were my cue cards like i

01:03:19.340 literally and they're they were like but weren't you in sweet life and playing a bully and i was

01:03:23.540 like right that was a character okay that's acting you don't want to be like me and you didn't know

01:03:28.640 anything about that yeah you start bullying because you're a loser you're a loser who's not on dv

01:03:34.480 i have a microphone yeah and you don't and you don't sit down they raise their hand put your hand

01:03:42.180 down jessica um yeah no i i it was it was a great time but also i felt so hypocritical because i did

01:03:49.800 know and the second i got bullied like face to face because i got like cyber bullied all the time

01:03:54.520 you know people were like hey bubble head like i've always had a big head like i you know it's okay

01:03:58.320 um salmon hand fatty was like what people called me growing up like you know yeah don't know um

01:04:03.560 you're all their names were zach and cody but other than that yeah i had so much fun on that show

01:04:09.160 i showed up they were like hey i'm fatty i'm like

01:04:12.640 um yes yes i can't imagine

01:04:18.140 that's such a fun rumor to start someone get dumour on the phone

01:04:24.560 stat oh my god that's so funny but no it was um it was so cool i was ice skating one day though and i

01:04:30.420 had a choker on um and i like had my hair slicked back in a little ponytail and i was just ice skating

01:04:35.260 you know and these kids just skated up to me and were like i hope your choker chokes you and you die

01:04:39.780 and i was like oh oh my god it killed me actually and then they then came back around and they were

01:04:45.820 like we're like hey you look like a man and the only thing i could do was go well and i never cursed

01:04:51.340 as a kid ever and i go well my dick is bigger than yours and they literally like oh my gosh it was

01:04:57.340 the best comeback i've ever come up with but also like the way that they were like you admitted it

01:05:02.520 ha like oh and i was like these were boys yes of course they were and okay hitting you with a drive

01:05:08.320 by insult on ice skates and they were so fast they were so fast hey read the room there's like whipping

01:05:13.620 in the wind you're gonna ice you're gonna you're gonna triple axle away from me after you do that

01:05:18.620 shit to me literally they were like doing it backwards yeah they're doing a little toe a toe

01:05:24.620 heel thing what the fuck like hey girl go hug yourself why are you being mean to me on skates

01:05:30.560 literally you can't even let me get off my skates i know i called my mom she picked me up like i like

01:05:35.000 i was oh i was i and i didn't go back ice skating for so long after that like it was it was a passion

01:05:40.780 too like i wish i was there oh me too because i yeah i would have pushed those boys to the ground i'll be

01:05:45.680 real i would put my hands on them that's me yeah that's my journey i love it i love it have you

01:05:51.660 always been tall yes yeah i was five four when i was 10 no yeah isn't that nuts i was like i was

01:05:57.760 like four eight i was like four eight when i was no i was five four i was taller i was as tall as my

01:06:02.620 mom when i was 10 wow yeah because my dad is six six wow and my mom's five amazing my dad is like

01:06:08.840 five one i'm like i'm literally i feel like i see eye to eye with that man like you know and that's

01:06:14.920 saying something because i'm wearing my you know these yeah and you're teeny tiny and like yeah

01:06:18.320 i i'm five one yeah and so no matter how like i try to be like no you know i'm still like this you

01:06:25.700 know and so it's just yeah but i will say it's fun when somebody is mean and you're so short and

01:06:31.240 you're looking up at their nose hairs and you're just like really all that yeah that's in the cave

01:06:36.440 yeah it's embarrassing in fact let me just

01:06:39.480 it's funny because when we were how old were you when that happened to you the ice skating thing

01:06:44.960 oh uh it was after i did so i must like 13 probably yeah that's like a prime age yeah oh yeah no and i

01:06:52.480 damn horrible at standing up for myself like i still am i'm really good at standing up for friends

01:06:57.280 yeah but i'm really bad isn't that always the case yes yes like the second i'm i mean even with like

01:07:02.400 online shit like usually i'm like it doesn't bother me it doesn't bother me and then i'll see stuff

01:07:06.340 and i'm like they're so right like no they're so right the way i like cower and i it's okay get

01:07:10.780 behind me sam i know get behind me girl i'll take care of it i'm not gonna lie like i'm one of those

01:07:14.940 people that like i i really like almost try to justify what they're saying i'm like they're so like

01:07:20.000 you know what i've got to look inward like what no you know path at heart i know but you know what

01:07:24.860 some things are fair i'm like you know what call me out when i do something shitty because you know

01:07:29.320 that's fair yeah but then when you're like you know the whole like my head's big i know

01:07:33.280 i know i know i'm so close to falling over it's all right you know we get it yeah come up with

01:07:39.360 something else you know and they will and i know they will well i wish i was there to defend you from

01:07:44.780 bullies on ice skates is great getting bullied on ice skates no but honestly when you like put the

01:07:50.240 picture in it is really funny like the triple axel really got me like that was really funny well my

01:07:56.000 point being like that's why i said like when i was a kid kids like you were like my favorite people

01:08:02.120 to defend oh because it used to kill me seeing because you're like you're so pathetic i would

01:08:06.160 just know honestly it's what really genuinely it's because you always remind me of my sister

01:08:10.680 my sister's the same way like she would and it would it would incite a rage in me yeah that would

01:08:16.480 make it's making my hands shake now because i'm reliving it yeah i remember one time my mom used to

01:08:20.420 do this thing where we would share a birthday which i was like as someone who needs attention this

01:08:24.980 seems really personal yeah yeah but my mom would put our birthdays together because my sister's

01:08:29.160 birthday is in december so it was always like on school break and like so my mom was like let's

01:08:34.460 do joint birthdays like joint party not joint birthday yeah so we would have a joint i remember

01:08:38.760 my our first like one of one of the first joint parties i remember us having i was probably like

01:08:43.240 six like maybe and so we're her and i were at the park like all our friends are there whatever i

01:08:49.920 remember we were playing in this there was this park that had a bunch of rocks like big rocks and kids

01:08:54.160 would like climb on them and jump off whatever and so my sister my sister was notorious for being

01:08:59.240 like it's okay you can go yeah it's okay you can go and then and then i would go and i'd be like come

01:09:04.280 on dace let's go yeah and i'd be like hold on my sister's climbing yeah and i would like wait for her

01:09:09.120 to come up and i remember there was one time there was a little boy at this park and he like he was

01:09:14.840 getting pissed off at my sister because i was like trying to give her a turn and then he pushed her and

01:09:18.720 she fell and she started crying and then he got up on the rock and so i went up behind him and i

01:09:23.500 pushed him off that rock i can't and he died and then

01:09:27.140 you guessed it cole sprouse

01:09:32.940 no he i remember actually that like one of it was like a teenager she got mad because she that was her

01:09:45.360 little brother and she came and pushed me which is crazy because i'm a child sorry if i was out

01:09:50.060 outside looking all these kids are just pushing each other king of the hill at that point yeah

01:09:55.620 for real they're like we should really take the kids out of there i know where's the parents but i

01:10:01.660 remember like my mom went over there and yelled at them too because i was like she asked me why

01:10:06.060 what happened and i was like well he pushed her so i pushed him yeah that's how that works yeah

01:10:10.300 my mom was like you got me there yes you're right that is how that works yes yes

01:10:15.140 yeah so i would have loved to defend you yeah and i would have thank you with my life you know

01:10:20.360 that i'll do it now it's all right thank you honestly though that's i was always like drawn

01:10:23.760 to like those friendships that were like the kind of the stronger personality ones because like i

01:10:30.360 you know i'm like definitely a lot of a person and i know i'm like you know like a lot but at the

01:10:35.280 same time like i'm just a little anxious mess most of the time you know and like i'm so nervous

01:10:40.680 nervous little girl yes yes and i just want to shake myself and be like you are strong but then

01:10:45.600 i'm like oh you know like sometimes the screaming wins out yes yeah but it's good to let it out

01:10:51.680 yeah absolutely period okay more fun facts about you this one says you have a snow globe collection

01:10:57.600 yeah oh i love that yes i do how long have you been collecting them i have no idea they just keep

01:11:04.860 appearing like and it's not a practical one because i don't know if you've ever tried to get a snow

01:11:09.160 globe on a plane or like pack it but like they break and it's really yeah believe it or not i

01:11:14.500 don't have a lot of experience with no you never like transporting snow globes no okay you never

01:11:18.600 like oh i'm gonna you know i've gotten like maybe one or two in the years i've been flying i just love

01:11:24.180 them you're like you know that problem everybody has yeah snow globes crack yes i've had people like

01:11:29.000 confiscate well you know taken away at tsa oh because there's too much liquid in there yeah so

01:11:34.160 usually i have to buy them at the airport like after i've gone through tsa and then i have to like

01:11:37.940 take it in my back like i'm like carrying this thing you know put it in its little like you know

01:11:41.860 spot yeah but i love them i just it's like my way of remembering my little where my little journey

01:11:47.480 that's so cute i love you like a little tchotchke i do i do i know i love a little knickknack

01:11:52.960 yeah yeah my uh fiance and i started so old 30 girl i'm saying yeah i fucking bric-a-brac on my

01:12:00.240 shelves bitch i literally feel like like especially because i was just about to say my fiance and i

01:12:05.100 started collecting magnets oh for our fridge from different places we go yeah and now we're like

01:12:10.640 we need to get a magnet yeah i'm a hundred years old yes it's like oh man for a while i was doing

01:12:16.860 shot glasses and then i was like like i'm like i know i've mentioned a few times i'm sober so like

01:12:22.380 not the best thing for me to be like you know like oh this is what could this have you know

01:12:27.060 take my mirrorlax in there and like oh you know you with your pecto yeah literally yeah no but uh

01:12:34.560 but yeah it's fun to have a little thing that just reminds you of where you've gone and you know

01:12:39.040 like yeah absolutely i remember one time my uh i was flying i was flying out of i think arizona

01:12:45.880 somewhere in arizona for work that's where i'm from um oh period desert love that and we i remember

01:12:51.180 when we were leaving my fiance and i were fighting and we were at the airport and i was so late yeah

01:12:55.700 yeah you know what i mean when you're at the airport you're fighting yes yes oh the silent fighting is

01:13:00.000 yeah yeah yeah and it was funny because he was like i'm gonna go to this to the store and my sister

01:13:05.220 remembers because she was there um and she's like i'm gonna go to the store i was like okay yeah

01:13:09.300 you're like why do i care yeah i don't give a fuck yeah don't and then he goes and then he like

01:13:13.840 bought himself something and i was like whatever right when i was sitting there and then when we

01:13:18.420 got home obviously we were by the time we got home we were fine right of course and when we got

01:13:22.060 he was like oh um here and he gave me the bag that he got from the store and he bought a magnet

01:13:26.140 and then it made me cry yeah and then i was like god i got you wrapped around my finger

01:13:31.500 yeah yeah yeah man i got that bitch's number yeah you know what i mean yeah but i was like laughing

01:13:38.280 because i was thinking about like when we were fighting he was like gotta go get a fucking yeah

01:13:42.480 yeah like oh that's his flowers yeah he just shows up with a bunch of magnets gotta get a fucking

01:13:48.120 magnet collecting them but whatever because we're a hundred that's so sweet i think it's so funny when

01:13:54.780 you get your partner something when you're still upset with them because you're like god i'm such a

01:13:58.540 fucking great partner he's gonna love this shirt i know he is you're like doesn't deserve it but

01:14:03.580 yeah yeah when you're like getting something and you're like god you would love that yeah oh yeah

01:14:08.860 yeah you can wrap that up for my ungrateful ass fucking yes yeah they're like do you want gift

01:14:13.140 wrap no actually i don't he can have it in the bag here you go but don't put it in a cute one

01:14:19.180 yeah no yeah please please wrinkle it up a little uh this last one is not a very fun fact

01:14:27.640 but it said that you had scarlet fever when you were six years old that's not fun that's not fun

01:14:33.360 and hippa yeah um so if you don't take care of uh strep throat it can turn into scarlet fever

01:14:40.000 which i did not know i did not know that's fucking crazy yeah and i survived i survived

01:14:45.160 can you believe that's why i'm crocheting yeah you're a little house on the prairie bitch

01:14:49.360 my little bonnet on i'm like mother yeah you're like i got the fever spots huh for real

01:14:56.880 that was you at six it was crazy it was crazy i like i remember because like everything i ate

01:15:02.360 i would just like bomb god i vomit so much it's like the theme here yeah no i throw up a lot um

01:15:09.540 and the only thing that finally got me to stop throwing up was she like took coca-cola and put

01:15:14.800 it in the microwave for like a hot second and then it was like warm almost hot and drank that

01:15:21.060 thing never threw up again well i mean i did eventually but like you know did you try that

01:15:25.660 when you were pregnant no i should have what the fuck what the hell where have you been wait a

01:15:32.260 second that's crazy yeah the doctor was like just warm up some some coke maybe he meant a different

01:15:38.740 kind but yeah you really are laurie angles like that feels like such an old-timey

01:15:44.460 yeah like remedy i know i like the coca-cola yeah it was great that's crazy oh my god and you

01:15:51.640 were a working girl too i know with scarlet fever and all i was sick a lot as a kid i was a very sick

01:15:57.320 child yeah that's yeah i know i know it was actually one of the first things i told christina

01:16:02.260 ricci yeah i was like she did did you ever watch it was such a good movie um gold diggers it was like

01:16:08.820 oh my god it was like the girl from my girl um okay and it was christina and like it was oh it

01:16:14.200 was fantastic and there was a part in it where they would like be like they're talking about

01:16:17.540 this girl named molly and she was really strong they're like be strong like molly so every time

01:16:22.000 i was like in the hospital or going through something my mom would be like be strong like

01:16:25.620 molly oh so i told christina about it and she was like okay and i was like right yeah you know we

01:16:31.900 just met i probably didn't need to like go into so i had scarlet fever when i was sick and here's

01:16:35.760 like when i was a kid i was so sick so i have a really i have a thing with hemorrhoids it's not

01:16:40.140 never here nor there oh my god i forgot i shared that oh my god the sweating's coming back the roids

01:16:45.880 are back oh no most people do yeah no no you're the most interesting woman alive i think it's because

01:16:52.040 i see a lot of me and you i think i think i'm like god you're fucking delightful yeah no you're like

01:16:56.300 you're like the um uh confident version of me you're like what i could be and you're the

01:17:01.100 successful version of me so there we go let's trade you want to trade yeah yeah oh my god

01:17:07.720 how fun would be if we had like a freaky friday yeah oh my gosh obviously obviously you're lindsey

01:17:13.580 lohan no but you and i'm jamie lee it would be hilarious because like okay wait i gotta go back

01:17:18.260 to what you just said but like no the idea of like me just like meeting your fiancee and you meeting my

01:17:23.200 husband like you'd be like that that's hello hello little guy how do you do i'm like i'll pick

01:17:31.020 him up put him on my side like a baby literally you're like oh you're giving him what was that

01:17:36.660 can you imagine if i gave your husband a noogie that'd be crazy please last time i saw you guys

01:17:47.760 yeah imagine i gave him a noogie there that'd be nuts that was a little thing well now i know

01:17:54.720 what to do next time i see him and a face full of armpit and my knuckles in your scalp i can't

01:18:00.960 meanwhile i feel like i'd have to like chest bump your fiancee like that's the vibe that's right

01:18:05.860 that's it's literally we're we're almost devolving into like like disgusting men because i was

01:18:11.300 telling you about sweet life i was like that's fucking awesome bro you're so fucking sick

01:18:16.360 boom where's your husband come here

01:18:18.480 i love you we should you are strong we should do a double date that would be so fun i'd love to

01:18:37.480 that would be so fun if anything we're like variants of each other yeah like we're existing

01:18:41.700 in different timelines you know yeah this is like our our multiverse is expanding right now

01:18:46.100 yes i'm obsessed it's like me seeing the other versions of myself yeah as we both are doing this

01:18:52.500 at the same time i'm starting to get a little scared i know nice you know we're also one of the

01:18:58.640 like few people that i have a like your laugh is so great and like when people hear me laugh

01:19:04.460 like my gut laugh my real laugh yeah they they jump back and like on set all the time my cast

01:19:09.820 mates always do that and i'll match your freak every day i love it i love it because it like

01:19:13.820 oh i feel like i can keep getting louder yeah like yes i love to cackle but i scare people a lot of the

01:19:19.960 time so like i love it i love it literally fucking same you make me feel good period same i fucking

01:19:26.600 love you you're amazing oh my gosh you're so incredible and i think you're so talented and i do

01:19:31.380 want to take a quick serious second to tell you that i think you are so incredibly strong because

01:19:36.560 obviously i know okay no i'm actually gonna cry so okay i know what you i know what you've been

01:19:40.260 going through and i know what you've been doing and i think you're incredible i do i really think

01:19:44.960 you're so fucking talented which we all know we've seen obviously you're working and you're talented

01:19:48.960 and successful but i think that what makes you so special is like really who you are and that's why

01:19:54.680 you've been able to be so successful not in your career but just in personal life and you're doing

01:19:58.500 all by your fucking self bitch i'm so proud of you i'm so happy for you i know it's been a really

01:20:03.900 hard like few months yeah so i'm really i'm so proud of you thank you i'm sure you don't hear

01:20:09.000 it enough so i'm proud of you i'm happy for you and i think you are very strong and i fucking got

01:20:13.500 your ass didn't i i feel like your fiance i'm like wrapped around that finger i'm gonna go get a

01:20:19.860 magnet i'm like no honestly okay our first fight you can get me a magnet i okay but i also don't ever

01:20:26.340 want to fight you i feel like i will crumble i will crumble i could never fight you i'd be that

01:20:30.960 wesley snipes me he's like i could never do that to you no honestly like i appreciate everything you

01:20:38.080 just said so much like and the fact that you just took the time to like breathe life into me is i

01:20:44.220 appreciate so much like seriously that is so beautiful you're so you're so incredible and

01:20:49.680 that's there is a reason you've been working as long as you have and you're fucking killing it and

01:20:54.020 now you're a mom too shit hardest job in the fucking world isn't it crazy how i'm still like but

01:20:58.660 it's not enough yeah i gotta do more yeah i find that insane sam i find that insane i know i know

01:21:03.640 i've literally contacted my team i'm like okay so my next part i had to get the next thing and i'm

01:21:07.480 like they're like you just had a baby i'm like no for real okay but your baby is three months old

01:21:11.880 literally right and he'll be there on set we can let's just let's do it your baby's been earth side

01:21:17.620 for less than a quarter that's crazy that's crazy i know i know i miss him and that's why i look at

01:21:23.060 you like you're you're still doing it and that's why i want to commend you for still being so

01:21:27.540 like passionate and dedicated to your craft but also like i think yeah i just think you're

01:21:33.200 you're meant to do this you are meant to be an artist that's who you are and i think it's wonderful

01:21:37.900 and i think your baby is lucky to have you oh don't okay that was fucking rude don't say that

01:21:44.780 don't say that i we can go back to talking about hemorrhoids yes okay they just pop out

01:21:50.040 right so they pop out yeah i think you're amazing i don't want to give you flowers for it amazing i

01:21:56.720 think you're amazing and i think what you do is amazing and i think that like who you are you're

01:22:00.720 hilarious but you're also just you and that's what makes you amazing thank you i appreciate that

01:22:05.840 i appreciate the no front and like the realness that you bring and i appreciate that you bring

01:22:09.920 snacks on red carpets that is so beautiful honestly that's the best thing about you

01:22:14.620 yeah you know what's funny is every actor i got to that took snacks from me they literally were

01:22:20.980 like even quinta she told me too she was like i love her she's so sweet but she was like this is

01:22:26.700 so great because i'm starving yes but she was like in tears yes i don't want to get controversial here

01:22:33.180 okay but like there's an interview who was it shanely woodley i think there's like an interview

01:22:38.540 like she's like have you eaten yet and she's like yeah and like whatever and it's like so but to be fair

01:22:44.200 like you a lot of you don't have time all the time it's so hard to eat at these things and then

01:22:50.000 the emmys are you kidding you have to pay for your snacks it's a concession stand like i'm you're

01:22:57.000 telling me i'm in like dolce and gabbana over here and i'm over here like being like do you guys have

01:23:01.980 tap to pay because i don't have a credit card so i'm having to use my you know and it doesn't recognize

01:23:06.700 me no because i look so good like my face id doesn't work like you know like this is not what i look

01:23:11.940 like and so yeah and they're like and they up charge it you know i'm getting nachos and like

01:23:16.980 a sodie pop and like meanwhile they're like that'd be thirty dollars what thirty dollars what are you

01:23:22.040 talking about what am i at a dodgers game like this is it's crazy fair at the pennies like are you

01:23:28.320 joking that's crazy they cannot spare the popcorn no they can't they can't yeah i can't believe it

01:23:33.440 i've actually my first time going i literally could not stop talking i got i could not stop talking

01:23:40.080 about it you're getting so bad i actually you know as mad as you were when you hit that kid you

01:23:44.080 like push him off that rock that's where i'm at with this using concession stand pricing at the

01:23:48.540 emmys yes literally you think i had that money no i spent it all on glam are you kidding you're like

01:23:54.640 you have my money yes you literally do in the show yeah yeah talking about i can't yeah yeah the snacks

01:24:02.060 thing was is a big hit i even i even told people too that i've pitched that idea before and it's been

01:24:07.340 shot down because they were like no because it's a mess and also like people won't want to do that

01:24:12.740 but when i bring snacks like what it only i only needed one yes i kept asking and then when they

01:24:17.580 let me do it i brought like i brought like fun snacks but then i brought like vegan snacks i brought

01:24:22.420 gluten-free snacks that's me baby yeah i brought all those just in case it's so smart yeah especially

01:24:27.500 hollywood you never know i said i never know what you guys are on no that's why i gotta give you i

01:24:32.300 they're like do you have raw beef and you're like well yes i do i do in fact yeah here you go

01:24:37.160 yes but i think you're amazing and thank you so much for coming on the show you're fucking awesome

01:24:41.960 this was the best you're amazing uh before we wrap though i would like uh to know if you have any

01:24:47.380 advice for any creatives who want to get into the industry because obviously you've been working since

01:24:52.800 you were a child yeah um well now into your adulthood um but also anyone who is becoming a

01:25:00.260 parent or a mom right like getting and also wants to be a creative or is a creative and wants to have

01:25:05.320 children like that kind of balance do you have any advice for them yeah i think like especially in the

01:25:10.420 creative world i feel like we're never done like we're never like oh yep like i hit my peak or even

01:25:16.260 though you know sweet life zach and cody is one thing but like you know like yeah but like i feel like

01:25:21.460 always working on it like it's almost like um like an athlete you know you should always be

01:25:26.960 sharpening your tools you can always find new things and and understand a character differently

01:25:32.040 and having compassion for people is i think what makes an actor so great is when you can understand

01:25:38.300 why somebody does what they do and understand the like the mental health side of things is such a big

01:25:43.480 part of my job that i love because i'm like yeah okay we can look at it from the outside and be like

01:25:48.520 oh she did a crazy thing huh but like at the same time it's like oh no she was like really struggling

01:25:53.620 and didn't have the right tools to do what she should have done so this is what she ended up

01:25:59.440 doing you know um and so i think just like constantly knowing that like there is no shame

01:26:05.300 in taking classes there is no shame in getting a coach there is no shame in like still working on

01:26:11.060 what you're doing because if meryl streep is still seeing somebody we can all see somebody you know what

01:26:15.540 i mean like if the queen herself like you know um and for moms like oh i mean i have to take my

01:26:23.260 own advice with it but like it this is this moment right now is not forever yeah i think i get so

01:26:28.900 stuck in my head of like when he's crying or something's happening and i'm starting to like

01:26:32.880 be like i'm so tired i can't do this forever yeah reminding myself of like oh no i literally just have

01:26:39.460 to get past this moment yeah and then we can keep going you know yeah um and also just like reaching

01:26:45.380 out for help because like you have a community around you you have people who will help and if you

01:26:51.900 don't time to make new friends because you need people around you who are going to support you and

01:26:56.180 it literally takes a village like when i first had my my boy when i first had levi um i was trying to

01:27:04.240 figure out because he was born with a cleft so i was trying to figure out the whole um breastfeeding

01:27:08.060 situation yeah um because he wasn't able to latch and then um i was doing the pumping but then i was

01:27:13.840 like you know he we basically just i was like i think we need to do some donor milk so they it's really

01:27:19.540 cool how they do it because they basically you know women will uh bring in their their milk and

01:27:25.460 um they will put a bunch of different people's milk all mixed in together so like if you have

01:27:30.440 um if you ate something that had peanuts in it yeah you know that could then go into the breast milk so

01:27:36.080 they do like very little bit so it's really so many different people's breast milk went into this one

01:27:40.820 little bottle yeah and our pediatrician he was like it's so amazing because back in the day

01:27:46.200 people and especially in like their tribes all the women would lactate at the same time

01:27:51.380 and so there was never on one woman's shoulders to feed the baby because it was like if you're not

01:27:55.660 able to or you need a nap or whatever you handed them off to your sisters to your mother to your

01:28:00.300 you know your people and um and same thing with you know you'd wake up from a nap and be like where's

01:28:05.960 the baby i don't know somebody's got you know it was a community thing yeah and he's like you're not

01:28:11.000 supposed to do this alone just by yourselves or just you and your husband because that is crazy

01:28:15.940 like and isolating yes you're supposed to have people that you lean on and like with that being

01:28:21.120 said like i'm not having all my friends breastfeed my baby but but the idea is community it's beautiful

01:28:27.360 yes and knowing that like it is something that i can call you know i have four older sisters and i can

01:28:33.220 call them and i can you know like lean on my friends and i can my mom has been with me every step

01:28:38.560 she's literally watching my baby right now like she has been the best grandma ever and like great

01:28:44.760 she's just incredible and so yeah so you're not alone ask for help and things that are hard will

01:28:51.700 pass yeah and and validating i think that's very validating when you say that too when you talk about

01:28:56.840 struggle and hardship as a mother and also a working mom yes right so it's like it's hard because

01:29:01.800 you'll because you're naturally very empathetic but now obviously you're a mom so your heart's grown a

01:29:07.340 thousand times bigger yeah i was like the grinch before i didn't even know yeah you're like i

01:29:11.440 didn't realize i could be even more emotional like that i already am it's scary yeah i scare myself

01:29:16.680 yeah and i think that's like that's a hallmark of a really good mom and someone who like cares a lot

01:29:21.820 but also remembers that you matter too right like what you want matters like what your passions and

01:29:27.080 desires are before you had a baby and now still matter yes then and now we were at the hospital when

01:29:32.600 he got his first surgery done and i was i was sitting there and i i was i had been so worried

01:29:39.560 prior to surgery so i didn't sleep for like 48 hours i just was not doing well once he i knew he

01:29:45.580 was okay i finally everything just started shutting down and i i was holding him and i looked at one of

01:29:51.120 the nurses and i was like could you take him for a second and i was like i'm actually gonna pass out

01:29:55.440 and they were like mom because they all call you mom there um because they don't know your name so

01:30:00.540 they're like you know they always call everybody mom like mom can you go home actually they're like

01:30:05.140 we got this and they're like your husband's here he can take care of him because he um my son had to

01:30:10.620 spend the night um and so they're like could you just go home for two hours and take a nap or

01:30:15.600 whatever they're like go eat leave and they're like i know it's gonna be hard and i was like you

01:30:20.340 don't have to say you don't have to tell me twice actually i'm gonna go yeah and i went and i stayed at a

01:30:24.480 friend's house and i just napped for like three hours and i ate and i was able to be like

01:30:29.400 revived you know take a deep breath for the first time yes and now i can go back and i'm not a bad

01:30:34.840 mom because i said hey i need to like put my mask on first before i can you know yeah absolutely you

01:30:41.320 know but in the moment you feel like you always feel like you're yeah well and it's because you're

01:30:45.580 a good mom right like and you love your baby obviously it's that it's again it's one of those

01:30:49.300 things where like two truths can there can be two truths at the same time right like you can

01:30:52.860 love your baby and also know i need to take care of myself otherwise i can't take care of my baby

01:30:56.360 right again the mask thing like you just said yeah but i think you're amazing and incredible

01:31:00.600 and you're so resilient and strong and you're doing it all with it's all a mirror because it's

01:31:05.360 all you too we're the same person we are so everything you're saying vice versa no thank you

01:31:10.520 i love you you're the best that's what i said and i said and you're doing it all with

01:31:13.780 hemorrhoids look at you i know truly you can honestly that makes me a superhero

01:31:18.320 they call me the roy i can't i can't i'm not gonna get myself a shero if you will

01:31:23.980 well thank you so much for coming on the show i fucking love you thank you you're amazing you're

01:31:31.220 the best and for all of you who maybe aren't watching yellow jackets which unless you're me

01:31:36.420 i doubt it yeah what the fuck right for real uh where can everybody find you oh i was like um i was

01:31:41.800 about to give my address i'm like you guys can just come over um that's a great question um my

01:31:47.820 instagram is sammy hanratty still trying to get samantha hanratty but somebody else has it

01:31:52.040 tiktok sammy hanratty love i am chronically online that's true i love tiktok that is sam is all up in

01:31:59.400 there i am my mentions everyone's like how did she find this video like why are you here why are you in

01:32:03.800 the comments and i'm like because i have nothing else to do but hold my baby and scroll right now so

01:32:09.240 yeah so and yeah that's that's it and make sure you guys check out yellow jackets yes obviously

01:32:14.720 duh you gotta watch you gotta watch soon it's gonna be crazy we eat each other

01:32:19.480 you have to get into it and thank you so much for coming on the show i fucking love you you're

01:32:24.220 amazing you're a star obviously zach and cody knew so i know i mean hey dylan and cole

01:32:28.940 why do we want to fight them now i know we're gonna battle them thank you all so much for tuning

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01:32:48.400 samantha hanratty and i'll see you next week bye

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DIAPERED UP Ft. Samantha Hanratty ｜ Episode 164

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