The Comment Section with Drew Afualo

00:00:00.000 obviously we know you're a gem and i already knew that about you

00:00:01.960 and that you're from cincinnati ohio okay listing my disabilities

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00:00:10.120 hey everyone and welcome back to another episode of the comment section show starring me your fave

00:00:21.000 who cares about me who cares about me on to the guest today we have another iconic all-star

00:00:25.700 the legendary the multi-talented er fight master welcome back i felt nice oh i bet that's what i

00:00:34.820 do i just jerk everybody off just in the beginning just a little and then i went kind of to be torn

00:00:39.600 apart there you go i got an edge this is a takedown build you up take you yeah yeah yeah i'm so happy

00:00:46.160 to have you back um i have only grown more and more obsessed with you in our likewise in our

00:00:53.280 absence from one another like watching you all year long you know getting getting your book

00:00:59.880 listening to your but i chose to listen that is because i wanted to hear your voice

00:01:04.180 it was horny if you haven't heard and we miss each other it's horny because it was activism but it was

00:01:10.860 like which is funny because i've heard my my voice i feel like i sound a little cornball

00:01:18.280 but i don't feel like that when i hear my voice in other things just in my book for some reason i

00:01:22.540 i don't ever need to hear my voice and i have chosen only careers in which i'm gonna hear it all

00:01:28.440 the time and every time i hear it i'm like that's that's fucking gross you were telling me that you've

00:01:34.800 narrated audiobooks and you've done audio erotica i have i've done audio erotica and which was hard

00:01:41.500 i can't even imagine it's like fun but it's hard and you you know talk about like feeling like a

00:01:45.320 cornball you know that's what i mean yeah you're are you doing fully at the same time like if you're

00:01:51.040 like you're spanking you're like i mean you'd be surprised well it is weird also because i was

00:01:58.240 doing it with someone who was like they're in my ear headphones yeah okay it's like i'm listening to

00:02:04.100 this like femme with this gorgeous professional audio erotica voice and every once in a while like

00:02:09.420 she'll have a line of dialogue and it'll come into my ears and i'll be like oh forget where

00:02:14.700 you're at for a sec yeah yeah but the noises that like i make when i'm like turned on are like

00:02:19.280 like they're certainly not they're not registering the same way no i'm acting it's the hardest acting

00:02:26.780 i've ever done i bet and then you narrated someone else's book i did i narrated cory mccarthy's book

00:02:33.960 um but man o' war and it was this like book about this trans kid in ohio and that was hard because

00:02:40.060 it's three days in a cave as you know for like 10 to 12 hours a day and like i was telling you

00:02:45.900 they like you're you're reading for somehow two hours straight and then suddenly someone be like

00:02:51.560 hey can we stop you like that's actually not how you say sis and i'm fully like

00:02:58.020 i fucking edit it out hey fix it in post i want to keep going i i don't i would i did start at the

00:03:08.200 end of it you know you go kind of insane and at the end of it i was kind of like well why don't you

00:03:11.820 just why don't you just say it and we'll dub it in yeah you go and take over for me then why don't

00:03:17.720 you do that take the reins rip it angela i don't care what's funny is when i did mine i had the

00:03:25.260 producer she was great too in my ear and she did stop me a few times i think the hardest part was

00:03:29.720 when they were asking me if i could record some laughs every time they asked me to do that they

00:03:34.260 have to be forced which inherently makes them corny so like yeah the amount of times i've had to force

00:03:39.860 my own cackle and it doesn't sound anything like my real laugh but i just kind of have to give it to

00:03:45.180 them fake laughter is like it's so much harder than fake tears i know it's really really hard

00:03:50.820 especially because like my own laugh is like it's a honk it's like a honk like aha you don't want that

00:04:02.620 yeah they're like yeah that looks gross um can we try a different laugh let's do something fun

00:04:07.560 natural something a human would do like think regular human laughter can you do that i think

00:04:13.780 less boat more person well you are a successful actor which we didn't really get to talk about

00:04:20.820 last time you were here because we were in the middle of the strike and we were being good noodles

00:04:24.500 about it but we didn't really get to talk about your acting career but i am now venturing into acting

00:04:29.640 okay yeah this year that's my new thing this year i'll tell you about some of the reads i've been doing

00:04:33.700 after we get off this episode they can't know that yet are you doing self-tapes yes and i was i would

00:04:39.500 love tips on self-tapes because how are you holding up something talk about corny yo nothing

00:04:44.960 feels more corny than me recording in my own home i i literally told my fiance because he had to help me

00:04:49.380 run lines the other day of course and i felt like i told him i would almost rather just go onto the set

00:04:54.880 and just get started because like doing this is like so much worse a hundred percent they are so hard

00:05:01.420 and they're relationship destroyers i i like i in my last relationship i had that person reading

00:05:10.300 lines with me all the time and somehow it always was like we we literally imploded you know what i'm

00:05:15.860 saying like a fight this this time i would never let my partner do it i'm like i want this to work

00:05:21.500 yeah that's for the sake of our future yeah we can't run lines together because it's the same thing

00:05:26.080 it's like you're trying to get it's the same thing as like the being corrected on your pronunciation

00:05:30.040 during like audio erotica where you're like i am trying to enter a flow state and you're and you're

00:05:34.600 saying stuff like hey do you want to they have an and there do you want to pick that up or like

00:05:40.880 and you're like we've been recording for four minutes and you're gonna stop my ass because of

00:05:45.300 an and get out i'm starting fresh guards seize them yeah i i that's how i felt too and i i just feel

00:05:53.900 it's funny because when i was running the lines with my fiance the other day i felt like each pass at it

00:05:58.580 he was getting more animated yeah and i was like hey king go ahead and dial that back for me all

00:06:03.740 right you're off camera yes all right let me let me and then you hurt them you're trying to outshine

00:06:09.900 me you can feel that for the right person or for the wrong person really that they're like okay fine

00:06:15.540 no you can bring it back up yeah no it's so hard it's so hard and we really have lost the

00:06:24.620 opportunity as actors unless you're like at the very end of the process to go in front of yeah

00:06:30.900 these people like physically and i think it's so important like because my iphone is not capturing

00:06:37.300 what like what a tv camera can capture and so i'm over here looking five seven

00:06:43.260 you know what i'm saying yeah and i'm lit in my home i'm not i don't do lighting yeah so i look

00:06:50.840 like i'm wearing like a brown mask on this side this side you're completely blown out i'm five

00:06:57.280 seven i'm upset like you can see a shark painting in the background i know all of it is taking

00:07:03.640 everybody out and if i can go in the room also it would prevent people from sending me these sides

00:07:10.420 that are like absolutely like demure secretary and i'm like i won't i assure you i won't even fit at

00:07:17.740 your desk and if you had me in the room you'd know that right no for real i i started doing my

00:07:23.640 slate i started doing it next to my office door so they could see like how big i really am because i

00:07:29.960 yeah sometimes i'm like i need you guys to visually see i am a big bitch so like if you're putting me

00:07:35.800 across from a man it's got to be a tall one like i'm being so serious because i i stand next to the

00:07:41.980 doorframe so they can see just how tall i actually am it's hard for tall women i know that's why i

00:07:47.600 did one thing one like commercial thing but it was like a social media commercial thing and i

00:07:52.440 remember telling them i am tall so like if that matters optics because i knew there was a guy in

00:07:56.960 the commercial too and they were like okay yeah and i was like i i genuinely mean that i am tall so

00:08:02.140 if you're styling factors that like i would keep that in mind they were like okay they gave me like

00:08:06.660 a tall boot so i was probably like six three when i got on the set uh and then when i got on he's

00:08:12.120 five six so then they had to get they they made me stand in socks and then they gave him like two

00:08:18.200 little platforms so they dug you a hole yeah they made me sit go on my knees and then put shoes under

00:08:24.500 my knees like oh man oh yeah i've done i've done like sex scenes where they had the actor stand on

00:08:32.220 an apple box and this was a woman but they were just like hey it's looking scary

00:08:36.240 which is weird because they like that dynamic with heterosexual couples they they like it and

00:08:43.020 i think they're always like trying to figure out how like especially with like uh like this was

00:08:49.620 you know especially if you're like a non-binary person like in these relationships with women

00:08:54.640 they're trying to figure out how not to fully alienate an audience while turning them on

00:09:00.880 they're like if you look gigantic that's too scary but we do want you to be taller because

00:09:06.880 you're the man but you're not a man yeah you're the boy you're the boy you're kind of like we kind

00:09:13.820 of want like oh gosh we kind of want like pete davidson but with like nice little tits

00:09:19.140 do you see what i'm saying but he boy so boy tall right you not boy so you not tall right so there

00:09:25.920 are going to be rules and i hope you're writing this down no i'm so glad i i do not envy you for

00:09:31.800 like having to go out and stand next to men because the do you remember i don't want to

00:09:37.100 fucking drag anybody so i'll say it positively do you remember that movie tall that was on netflix

00:09:43.600 oh the tall girl the worst thing that could ever happen to her in her life like when they were fully

00:09:48.640 like she is tall like it's demented right look at this freak the log line being like

00:09:55.180 demented freak tries to survive and you find it it's like a beautiful 5 11 blonde woman right

00:10:04.480 cameron brink okay no for sure she's built like cameron brink looks like her and then they're like

00:10:09.440 look at this circus freak it's a story of survival

00:10:12.280 of adversaries fighting against the enemy and like the big i don't even i don't think i made

00:10:20.640 it all the way through because i was like you know projecting too much onto it but like

00:10:23.860 a big turn is that she is able to like bag a man that's short and like doesn't hate her for her

00:10:30.500 disgusting size and i'm i'm watching me and like this can't be this i guess this is honestly what

00:10:37.700 these studios think about yeah tall straight women or just tall people in general yes that are not

00:10:44.240 men like a studio but there are so many ideas that creator friends of mine have that they're like no

00:10:50.780 that sorry that's really complicated and they saw this idea and they were like we love this this

00:10:54.920 really cements how we feel about women this is this story needs to be told yeah they're like that's

00:11:00.820 a story of resilience sure but have you ever been a tall girl yeah this is actually know what it

00:11:05.820 feels like to be a tall girl this is the only dei that will survive they're like we'll see now we

00:11:12.880 can't get rid of di yeah because then tall girl yeah what's gonna happen to the tall girl what's

00:11:17.700 gonna happen to the tall girl i remember in the in the movie too i know she says like she had like a

00:11:23.320 size 11 shoe or something like that okay it's not even that big petite ass yeah for being a tall

00:11:29.420 girl that's not even really that big my feet are pretty small for how tall i am which you would

00:11:35.240 think is like oh petite but it makes my feet look like pegs and i hate that shit like when you do

00:11:40.400 when you have bratz dolls and you take the feet off that's what my feet look you're falling over

00:11:43.660 yeah i was i would rather them be a little bit bigger so they balance my proportions a little bit

00:11:47.600 better but whatever i remember one time i was i had in college one of my roommates one year was a

00:11:52.980 basketball player and she was like six five and so i for halloween one year she had texted me and said

00:11:58.700 like hey do you think i could borrow some of your like converse for my halloween costume and i was

00:12:04.700 like yeah i wouldn't care like what size are you and she told me she was a 13 and i was like oh i i'm

00:12:09.600 sorry i i'm not a 13 she because she's like i'm a tall girl so she assumed i'd have bigger feet and

00:12:15.320 she's like what size are you and i was like i'm a nine and a half you're a nine and a half

00:12:18.660 she was like what the fuck and then she was like roasting me for having such small and see i did get

00:12:25.060 pissed too so i was like all right all right not too much on me i would keep it private not too much

00:12:31.560 on me girl jeez uh-uh no no that's that's a little secret that you can have i was like don't tell

00:12:38.980 anyone you don't need to be flexing in that way but do you have any tips for me for self-tapes

00:12:43.760 dear god i mean like my my memory has gotten truly since since like covid and we were locked

00:12:51.500 inside the house and i spent that whole year like no one's i don't think anyone's ever died from weed

00:12:57.400 but i got really close oh but i was testing that limit that's for sure yeah i was getting flown out

00:13:06.400 um no after i really destroyed my brain that whole year i it takes me like five days to learn the

00:13:13.240 script which it never did before but being the most off book like truly truly having like a couple

00:13:21.400 of nights to sleep on those lines so that you have the opportunity to play yeah you know what i mean

00:13:28.560 so that the recall recall gets in the way of your flow state yeah that's so true that's crazy you say

00:13:35.320 that i just said that to my fancy yesterday it's true it it really is true that but no that's that's

00:13:40.440 the realest thing i i like i always want i never i i just directed a short film and like one of the

00:13:47.700 things i said to my actor was like i just want you to have all of these words in your bones because i

00:13:54.380 actually don't know what i want from you yet and i want you to show me what you want and then i'm

00:13:59.800 gonna tell you what i want and we're gonna meet somewhere in the middle and i can't do that if if

00:14:05.220 you're like what is it okay okay thank you yeah like trying to remember it exactly yeah yeah well

00:14:11.240 that's i'll ask you a question about directing in a second but that's really such a good point because

00:14:16.400 i was telling my fiancee the other day like because the way i learned in school because i have a

00:14:20.560 photographic memory so i like imprinted on my eyelids so i i just read it a million times and

00:14:25.860 memorize it but i was telling him i was memorizing in the beginning when i would get scripts i would

00:14:30.200 memorize all of my lines but not necessarily the flow of the conversation or what exactly they're

00:14:36.300 trying to accomplish what they're trying to talk about and that was like easier instead of remembering

00:14:41.560 them verbatim just remembering the flow of the conversation so that i remember what to say

00:14:46.640 when and how to say it kind of deal that's that's probably really smart like just like in the you know

00:14:53.280 next to their line putting their even putting your own emotion while listening yeah because i do think

00:14:59.160 that if you get really i if i know what they're gonna say there's almost a part of me that is

00:15:03.880 forgetting trying to forget what they're going to say so that i can be like oh shit yeah exactly my

00:15:08.020 response and then i just pick ahead of time like you know i'm picking this arc for myself and so like

00:15:16.160 when i was on grays this whole arc was like i have a thing to accomplish and and here's this little

00:15:23.020 woman who's like helping me accomplish it but like she's stealing all my attention so even the way

00:15:28.020 that i held my body towards her was always like here's my work and here i am coming to you like

00:15:32.880 with only my head like you know what i mean just like my body language being like you are pulling me

00:15:37.200 away from something you this so it feels magnetic yeah and i think when we you know we had great

00:15:42.760 chemistry anyway but there were those like i i even did a thing on the show where i stood mostly with

00:15:49.420 my hands behind my back yeah because i liked the idea of needing having a physical restraint yeah you know

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00:16:29.160 i i'm rarely saying a line that fits in my mouth perfectly yeah because it's i didn't write it

00:16:34.760 exactly and it's not you saying right so i have to i the thing that i rely on is my body language so

00:16:41.620 that the person who's watching me whether it's on a self-tape or on a screen is not even really

00:16:46.360 listening for what's being said they're they're watching me deliver it with my like magnets oh i

00:16:51.580 love that i'm gonna use that do it i'm for sure gonna use that you're an established actor i'm not

00:16:56.820 no i i appreciate all the tips all my actor friends i've been asking for tips uh because i think it is

00:17:03.880 in the subtleties and also it's like one of those i feel like as i'm going through the very infancy

00:17:09.580 stages of doing acting um some of my friends have told me too that sometimes it's like

00:17:14.340 casting directors or people will have like very solidified ideas of what they think this character

00:17:20.000 looks like but if you approach it that way they can put your face in there like it's easier for

00:17:25.400 them to let go of what they pictured and see you in that role yes that's why i love that it's true

00:17:30.620 because i've worked in a writer's room and the and it was so helpful to me to work in a writer's room

00:17:35.180 because you get to be involved a little bit in the casting yeah and so you do you spend months

00:17:40.560 creating these people that actually can never really exist yeah like they're never going to

00:17:45.640 exist in the exact same way that you have them in your head your script goes through so many network

00:17:49.460 notes and changes before it ever gets to tv yeah and then when you go through the casting process

00:17:54.360 we are looking for anyone we audition to be the answer yeah so i used to go before i was in a

00:18:02.200 writer's room i would go into a lot of things be like maybe they do have something in mind like

00:18:06.620 maybe this is what they want me no no no they want you to be the right fit and they would love

00:18:11.580 to be surprised are you kidding me like i think casting directors also get so excited where they're

00:18:15.620 like we didn't even think about this angle yeah that's so tea and this it's this is so like silly

00:18:21.940 it compares about not um when i've seen like john chu talking about casting glinda and he was talking

00:18:28.020 about how like when i heard arena grande wanted to try i was like already in my head i was like i'm not

00:18:32.600 picking her because i don't want to pick a big name i don't want it to overshadow the thing but

00:18:36.420 like i'll give her the shot but he was like in my head though i had already decided i wasn't gonna

00:18:40.860 pick her and she specifically asked like can you please not see me as ariana grande like i want to

00:18:45.700 come in like as like a normal person and you just auditioned me and when he said when she came in

00:18:50.820 she like came in with none of her normal makeup none of her normal hair and then he had no choice

00:18:56.300 but to imagine her as glinda because she that's cool made sure to like change his mind with how she

00:19:01.020 approached it so that's tea because she changed his mind like you just said well and it's so weird

00:19:05.900 because actually it's the same advice i would ever give like a young person when they they're asking

00:19:11.320 about how to be in the creative field it's like the thing that makes you special is that you are

00:19:16.180 one of one and actually all of us are one of one and there are for sure going to be actors that

00:19:23.920 that really fit a mold and so they're going to do this this same type of role over and over and over

00:19:30.020 again and i think that's awesome i mean truly really like admirable to like nail that thing

00:19:34.880 that is easy like easily consumable yeah but i'm not easily consumable and neither are you

00:19:42.160 and that's the thing that makes us taste so fucking sweet that's true you know okay tea period look at

00:19:48.500 you we are really the sour candies of the industry yeah that's so true you know not everybody's gonna

00:19:53.400 love us but the people that love us we are the only thing that they buy yeah so i'm like i'm not

00:19:58.480 trying to be licorice because no one is ever gonna think of me that way that's true and i even said

00:20:03.320 to my team recently i was like i was getting offers to audition for things that were like we're looking

00:20:09.080 for a woman or anything else and i was like okay i thank you for sending me this this looks really

00:20:18.300 exciting yeah if they're looking for a woman or anything else they're not looking for me right

00:20:23.820 exactly they're not looking for me yeah it's more realistic that if if you send me out for

00:20:28.820 something that's we're looking for a man and we're open to things that i might be a really pleasant

00:20:32.840 surprise right exactly but i'm not delivering traditional femininity in a way that that casting

00:20:39.340 director is probably looking for and even the the version of non-binary that they're looking for is

00:20:43.440 probably more femme presenting and and so you just have to get kind of you got to get real like

00:20:49.240 i know i know where i fit and i'm trying to be authentic yeah that's so true because even the

00:20:56.420 few times i've talked to my actor friends about like uh reads or or things i've done um sometimes

00:21:02.080 i'll get reads for stuff which it's obviously a woman a lot of times she's like in her late 40s

00:21:08.820 okay and i was like okay so you're auditioning one young hot person and then everyone else is 40

00:21:14.720 love that yeah and it's normally someone who's like you know she's like confident she's loud

00:21:21.940 she's whatever and i'm like okay cool uh but some of the auditions i've done it it's it's become

00:21:27.060 increasingly more clear that they i wasn't the kind of loud that they were looking for and that wasn't

00:21:33.280 exactly how i was playing it like i wasn't playing it like over the top like i was kind of i was kind of

00:21:39.000 leaning back a little bit just and showing it in other ways and that's not what they're looking for

00:21:43.280 clearly because they you know didn't give it to me uh well i have to assume that they're looking

00:21:48.120 like if i had written a character that was a drew a follow type tell me how to say it off wallow

00:21:55.500 off wallow thank you you nailed it thank you um if i was looking for a drew type i would bring you in

00:22:03.060 and if you gave me a really subdued drew i'd be like ah fuck you know what i mean like so there's

00:22:10.820 there's part of that too is like i will ask a balance of it it is it's you don't want to be

00:22:15.480 a caricature of yourself and you don't i think a lot of people think that the trick to acting i've

00:22:21.720 seen this happen with a lot of comedian friends is like they get into the acting space and they're

00:22:25.040 like i know what acting is it's when you like suck all the joy out of your ass and you are really still

00:22:29.660 and like i've definitely fallen into that i've had my moments where i've seen that like

00:22:35.180 where i've lost my little spark but i i i think i think they do want you and they can always tell

00:22:42.540 you to tone it back but if i see somebody and they are really subdued it's harder to imagine them

00:22:48.940 popping tea i'd rather see somebody pop and be like okay that was fun that was so fun yeah she's a

00:22:55.460 little bit more calm yeah like everything that you're giving me but a little bit more grounded love

00:23:00.940 and you've said you've worked in writer's rooms obviously you've been acting and then now you've

00:23:05.300 directed to do you have a fave any one of those or when you lean a little bit more towards now

00:23:11.000 my favorite thing to do is probably music but acting i do really love i and i love it and you're

00:23:21.580 fantastic at both thank you i i feel the the thing about acting this is a really silly answer

00:23:28.340 it's there's an ease to the existence right and it's not it's not what people think it's that

00:23:37.300 like you know we're multi-hyphenates we're always working with acting you do get treated a little bit

00:23:44.720 kinder because they you're an asset yeah and they need you there and they need you here at this time

00:23:49.780 and then they like they have this really ridiculous understanding that actors who i find are that are

00:23:55.320 often the smartest people in the room they have this understanding that actors are complete morons

00:23:59.600 and like should be owned by the state and so they take you everywhere on that golf cart

00:24:05.960 they are driving you around like you could not possibly know how to walk and i am in the golf cart

00:24:12.340 being like i know sometimes when you're on stuff like that you're like offering to help do things and

00:24:18.860 they're like no no no no no sit down sit down sit down idiot don't touch that no it would be like a

00:24:24.960 toddler helping with the dishes where you're like no yeah no okay thank you you're a great helper thank

00:24:31.680 you go sit down it's such a big haul but they're all really they all inform each other and the the

00:24:37.980 thing that i it makes me you know like you talk about it like we're like the sharks like if we set up

00:24:43.080 when we die yeah the thing that is really driving me is a curiosity about how to make the best art

00:24:50.700 possible totally and writing helped me understand casting and helped me understand directing and

00:24:57.640 directing helped me take a script that was not mine and make changes to it that needed to be made

00:25:02.700 and understand that when i get network notes i'm not being personally insulted on my writer's script

00:25:08.300 you know what i mean yeah and writing being in a writer's room helped me understand really acting

00:25:14.780 better so they're all informing each other in this way and strangely comedy is the thing that has

00:25:20.840 helped me best understand music because with music here you are in front of a live audience and

00:25:27.140 anything can go wrong at all times and only comedians can handle that that's true too like adapting

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00:26:08.940 music's your i do i do like it because it's the only thing that i own yeah you know okay let's see

00:26:15.400 yeah yeah it's yours your hard work is yours yeah you spend so much time in a really lovely way it's like

00:26:21.820 such a journey you get to spend so much time helping others create their baby yeah and then the music

00:26:30.460 is my baby yes you know what i feel like i feel like one of those um those nannies that have

00:26:36.880 children at home yeah i like raising your kids while you're raising someone else 100 and i love

00:26:44.660 these kids but i am neglecting my own that's so true because i need to live so true because i

00:26:52.920 unfortunately uh need to live so there is that but i know you've been touring your music

00:26:57.020 yes how do you like tour touring is fun i mean you get to be with people again yeah like i bet you

00:27:02.900 felt that way with the book yeah live performing is really fun i hate the logistics of touring itself

00:27:08.160 but live performing is always fun yes it's like traveling though i've told everyone they're like

00:27:13.120 you don't like to tour and i'm like no because i feel like i'm on the run yeah oh my god i feel like

00:27:18.040 i'm on the lam yeah needed somewhere all the time yeah yeah and that you really something is expected

00:27:25.340 from you all the time and not everybody understands that just you need 15 minutes or you'll kill them

00:27:34.620 i just i actually just need 15 minutes or you'll be dead please yeah get out go away dude on tour i

00:27:44.160 literally was like yeah my faith is being tested for sure like my relationships are being tested

00:27:49.340 because when i did my book tour i me and my sister toured um we did our podcast but it was promoting

00:27:54.560 my book and so it's like live performance book signings like meet and greets like the whole shebang but

00:28:00.180 because i rolled deep i like took i took both my parents i took my my man my sister my cousin my

00:28:06.340 assistant my brother-in-law was security like i took so many people there's probably like 11 or 12 of us

00:28:11.140 on a bus together for like a month straight and half of us haven't really stayed together like

00:28:16.620 that so we got close and we got close quick like yeah oh my god it was like after week one i was

00:28:21.500 like it's starting to feel like survivor a little bit no one's been voted off the island quite yet

00:28:25.360 but we are barreling towards that yeah and we're getting we're getting older you know what i mean

00:28:30.720 we're not like i'm not 22 where i'm like it's so fun to figure out how everyone else lives i'm a million

00:28:36.320 i literally every night we were like we would have probably because like have you toured on a bus

00:28:41.480 i'm about to tour on a bus okay t you know what what's crazy about it i preferred the bus okay than

00:28:46.960 staying in the hotels i honestly it's like you know you need like a home base especially when you go

00:28:50.740 on tour you need somewhere that feels like home and so every time we were off the bus i was like

00:28:55.800 my shayla every time the bus was leaving i was like please come back oh yeah uh but i remember

00:29:02.220 every night we would have to we probably wrap the show around like 9 30 10 and then the driver

00:29:09.320 wouldn't come to like midnight so we would just go back on the bus and wait till he came it's like

00:29:13.280 the driver hours or whatever and so in those like two three hours we would have some downtime

00:29:18.260 and the my brother-in-law is like 23 20 gonna be 24 so him and like the younger people in our group

00:29:25.400 would be like let's go out and then i was like okay you guys go out goodbye bye i would sit and eat

00:29:31.680 ramen on the bus in heaven in my pajamas and then my man would be playing elden ring on the bus and

00:29:37.960 that's what i was doing man that's romantic to me oh my god that is horny to me i went over to

00:29:47.240 my partner's house yesterday and she was like what do you want to do and i was like i think i want to

00:29:52.940 stare like nothing legitimately and then she was like that sounds so nice we sat on the couch cross

00:30:00.860 legged not looking at each other no tv on no music

00:30:04.620 that's a little spooky but i support you if anybody would have come in it would have looked

00:30:13.060 like we were plugged in through our buttholes you know what i mean like the couch was charging

00:30:17.060 downloading the information and her schedule is like equally nuts so we are fully like

00:30:23.560 you have to find i do think that it's so helpful sometimes to find somebody that's as like

00:30:28.940 psychotically busy as we are because there's so much grace i agree and they and they just they

00:30:35.400 understand and they get it like especially if i when i'm in those stretches where i'm working all the

00:30:40.500 time and i'm sleeping barely at all and then like i'll try to open something and i can't open it to

00:30:45.840 the point where it brings tears to my eyes and then he's he'll come and he'll be like i'll open

00:30:50.460 this you go sit down i'll just go sit down i just have to sit i i get sitting in silence

00:30:58.000 yeah it's romantic that's the type of shit i do like sometimes i'll just wander into my bedroom like

00:31:03.400 and my man will be sitting in the living room playing his game and i'll just go in the room and

00:31:06.680 i'll just sit in there in silence like no music playing no not even on your phone no just like

00:31:12.140 just sitting there and he leaves me alone like he he doesn't come and ask me for anything he's

00:31:17.520 like are you going in the room i'm like yeah he's like okay and he waits for me to come back that's

00:31:21.120 like that's like having a cat yeah exactly exactly it feels like um i call it sometimes like normal

00:31:27.560 human time yeah so like even just doing normal human things i just wander around my house like a sim

00:31:32.560 i just wander into a room forget what i was supposed to be doing yes yes yes it's like the only way to

00:31:38.260 stay sane because you're like oh i'm a real person yeah real person that exists in the real world

00:31:42.960 well and i find that like if i go online one it's just zapping my brain so i try and it makes me be

00:31:52.240 like oh yeah i should work on that thing and so and then i'll be like i'll be in the house and be like

00:31:57.240 you know what uh you know i should be cleaning that thing it would be really nice if i read more

00:32:01.280 i should be running scales on the piano i don't work on that enough and that's why i have to be like

00:32:06.640 it's stare time right oh that's so good i love i love the the the like the pageantry of it you're

00:32:14.400 like stare time yeah it's stare time and also the the time that i feel most like femme ever feel femme

00:32:23.060 and it happens so rarely for me yeah is when my little gal will like come into a kitchen and i've had

00:32:30.660 like what the day i've just had like that day where i'm staring but i'm holding something that needs to

00:32:35.340 be open and she'll take it for me and open it and i will fully do like that

00:32:40.100 soulmate for real that's like you need you need someone that that can match your freak like that

00:32:57.540 absolutely we joked about that on tour a lot because we were like i'm gonna go in my bunk and close the

00:33:04.240 door so that's what i'm gonna do right now i'd appreciate if nobody came and talked to me

00:33:08.900 we just go and we just had mutual respect for each other that way like i'd be like oh that's bunk time

00:33:14.360 so i'm gonna go in my bunk and then they would close their little curtain and then the little

00:33:17.840 curtain that sounds so nice i had like the back i had the back back room with my fiancee so then i

00:33:25.580 had the door closed uh-huh and then everybody else had a little curtain on their own that's kind of

00:33:29.240 badass it's awesome yeah i felt like the jonas brothers yeah yeah yeah they're the only band i

00:33:34.840 thought of that's okay that's okay me knowing no other fucking band there no other ones exist

00:33:41.580 it's just like who do you really need more than the jonas brothers i don't

00:33:44.980 well uh what's your what was your favorite if you could if you had to choose a favorite tour date

00:33:52.440 like what was like the funnest one for you la la's great la's so fun i think in part it was

00:33:59.520 because i had so much disappointment management which is uh what i give to myself where i go it's

00:34:05.780 gonna be bad it's gonna be bad la's a hard crowd right they're gonna come here they're gonna hate

00:34:10.640 this shit okay and you're gonna have to win them right and i didn't do that half as much on all the

00:34:17.100 other tours but for la it because it meant so much to me because it's family and friends yeah i mean

00:34:21.420 and you don't want to really you know you don't want to give them a bad time you don't want to do

00:34:26.320 anything embarrassing and you know that you're gonna be thinking about it for fucking ever so

00:34:30.000 i just went out there truly so zeroed in at the top of my game and la happened to come to party so

00:34:38.680 hard that night sick it was unbelievable like i there were part they were singing the lyrics there

00:34:45.260 were parts of the show that i was like fully like you know what i mean like really having this like the

00:34:50.780 gratitude i felt was unbelievable kids were moshing and a girl got her wig pulled off

00:34:57.500 that was that was the best that you know it's fun when a girl gets her wig pulled off yeah yeah it

00:35:07.500 ain't an er fight master concert without a wig getting yanked maybe somebody's got to come with

00:35:11.300 the wig you guys want to party or what yes and i also i love um i love i love my fans like i think

00:35:20.100 because of the queerness and being able to be so visible like specifically through grays yeah i've

00:35:26.120 picked up a fan base that's really diverse in all the ways and at all of my shows there were people

00:35:33.880 that with disabilities that were sitting in that section like with a great view of the stage and that

00:35:39.240 means a lot to me because i'm like okay great like we're doing a good job getting people here

00:35:43.760 like this is this is that means something to me and my crowd is not all white and my crowd does not

00:35:50.380 look the same and the music or the message is still meaning something to a big group of people

00:35:56.400 and i don't get to see that that often yeah especially when you're doing stuff on tv yes i don't

00:36:01.860 get to see it so then so the music is really the chance that i get to be with them yeah and even if they

00:36:07.240 came even if they come just because they sell me on grays yeah i don't care it's it gets to be like

00:36:13.240 this i'm like no think of it sure it's the band like i want you to really like my music and i want

00:36:19.540 you to come here because it feels important to meet me because i do meet with fans after the show

00:36:23.860 and i i know i don't know it's just like we get so separated from everybody you know we are making

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00:37:41.960 keeps you going absolutely i was just about to say that's what that's what sustains me with the

00:37:47.700 shark shit like how i can never like when i'm struggling and i'm like this is exhausting and i'm

00:37:52.380 i'm tired and i feel like i haven't like been alone or been normal for who knows how long it's that's why i

00:37:58.300 loved live performing too and i've told people like that's one of my proudest accomplishments is having

00:38:02.880 like my fans none of them look the same like there's yeah they span many different demographics and

00:38:07.940 groups and i'm very proud of that i know your fans are like that too because when i posted

00:38:11.860 the cut down from our first episode together first of all a million likes second of all everybody in

00:38:19.000 the comments was like i can't believe you know who er fight master is oh my god i can't believe

00:38:24.980 like they it was like they were you were there shayla but also they just were like oh my god i love

00:38:32.040 them so much like they were freaking the fuck out our the crossover event that happened with us doing this

00:38:37.880 was so rewarding to me and i think it's why we've stayed in touch yeah absolutely our fans are so

00:38:44.940 aligned they are it's literally a circle our fan bases are a circle that the crossover is a hundred

00:38:50.200 percent they are they are violent they are gorgeous and they are diverse and they don't play about you

00:38:57.340 no they do not play about er five minutes no and they do not fuck around with you you called yourself

00:39:03.480 at one point it's like um what'd you say a tangible consequence yeah and i was thinking like first of

00:39:11.240 all let me get that tattooed and second of all i the way that these women feel so comforted watching you

00:39:20.320 be a tangible consequence like really fucking like i i don't worry about you i'm and i know you need to

00:39:28.620 be worried about because that's and that's probably what your beautiful fiance is for but i don't worry

00:39:34.860 about you and that feels empowering like when somebody goes into the comments and says something

00:39:38.880 negative to you i'm fully like dumbass i'm ready i i'm like she's about to take back the night

00:39:51.040 my friend kyle prue he messaged me i put it in my dump the other day but he messaged me

00:39:56.900 uh watching people wander into your dms looking for a fight feels like watching joe pesci go in the

00:40:02.360 home alone house a million times oh my god constantly going inside the room that is so

00:40:08.540 true i was like so funny i took a picture of it god damn i was like yeah they never learn do they

00:40:14.240 um it's actually so funny you say that too because recently i made a video defending uh trans women

00:40:20.160 trans people in general but especially trans women because they were the ones being attacked at the

00:40:23.740 time and i made a video defending them and all i said was like this is literally what i said in the

00:40:28.660 video i said if you're a transphobe and it's 2025 your ass stinks that's all i said i said you have

00:40:34.640 shit in your ass and your breath stinks and you have no friends like nobody likes you you're a

00:40:38.800 fucking loser that's all i said i didn't even i didn't specify a person i didn't specify a group

00:40:44.160 i literally just said if you're if you're a transphobe or a turf your your ass stinks like and

00:40:49.840 it's science see that is my written word that's what i'm saying like why am i in praise

00:40:55.260 this this happened without me thinking the spirit's calling to you wow yes

00:41:03.020 that's all i said and you know what's funny is i have never and this was my issue too when uh the

00:41:13.800 election happened when the election happened i was posting oh i was posting crazy shit i was

00:41:18.600 posting all kinds of shit a leading every year leading up to the election i've been doing that

00:41:21.820 and so uh when i posted like hey fuck that bitch like i posted that i hated him and i hate anybody

00:41:29.200 who supports him i can't even tell you how many women were like you're telling me that you don't

00:41:34.220 want trump supporter followers we can't agree to grease degree no no log off also me of all people

00:41:40.440 log off delete your account i was like me of all you're asking me if i is that a joke like i literally

00:41:46.900 was like i feel like you bitches don't know me at all like what the fuck do they think do they think

00:41:52.520 that we got here by like thinking that we need to be palatable well you know what i started hearing

00:41:57.800 after i was uh attacking transphobes the other day uh because the person who started this shit is a turf

00:42:03.680 right so i was like saying you guys are fucking turfs and your ass stinks just like a transphobe because

00:42:08.380 you are a transphobe and they were like i'm not transphobic okay so you're afraid of trans people

00:42:14.740 i'm not transphobic i just like don't want them near me what's the fucking difference they don't

00:42:18.800 want to be near you either you dumb freak no shit no shit that's why i was like i don't give a fuck

00:42:24.240 like if it looks like a duck and it talks like a duck i'm gonna call it a fucking duck you you think

00:42:29.040 me and my boys want to be hanging out with you fucks that's why i was like they want to be nothing

00:42:34.240 more than to be left alone 100 can't mind your own fucking business i i love the idea that they're

00:42:39.500 asking because i think that's absolutely true and the minute someone is transphobic i feel like i

00:42:45.240 learn everything about their sex life i mean truly you're just like oh like the concern that you have

00:42:52.540 for others is like for others being themselves for living joyfully right exactly you know daring to

00:42:59.100 be happy and to not want to die right yeah like all this shit that you are really projecting like your

00:43:05.220 own anxieties and like self-hatred onto them and i learn i learn how crooked the dick is i learn how

00:43:11.540 small it looks even when it's hot out you know what i mean it can be the hottest day on earth yeah you

00:43:16.200 got the kind of balls that don't get longer when it's like swampy out that's not in the cards

00:43:21.160 no i know when i was uh i had i had women like attacking me and telling me i wasn't uh for women

00:43:30.960 because i dared to defend trans women are most vulnerable that's crazy um to which i what's

00:43:37.140 ironic about that is the week i made that video i had dylan on the show again for an all-star

00:43:41.200 episode gorgeous and i was like see i know turfs have never ever ever ever interacted with trans

00:43:47.280 people in real life ever if you have you didn't know because you're a dumbass but it doesn't matter

00:43:51.780 either way i was like i actually know and love trans people in real life even if i didn't i would tell

00:43:57.200 you bitches to choke on my dick and honestly the line that made them the most mad other than me

00:44:01.980 saying their ass stinks was i told them to suck my dick and then i said actually suck it from the

00:44:06.840 back because i don't want to look at you and that line i'm not kidding has made women freak the fuck

00:44:12.320 out at me these turfs they literally are like that's so disgusting that's so unladylike and then

00:44:19.220 they started calling me a man i was like oh so you are transphobic i oh wait so you are transphobic

00:44:25.220 okay i knew it you know when you are when you're like alone for a minute and then you like touch

00:44:29.320 your partner or you have sex and you get like that burst of oxytocin i just had that

00:44:33.960 the endorphins just released yo that song that justin bieber song where he's like life is worth

00:44:40.880 living that's how i felt that is how i felt i i'm obsessed with these um cis women that that hate

00:44:48.800 trans women because i think that they are i think that it is also a confession of like hey

00:44:55.560 i really had to do everything i was told my whole life and so and you have not yeah you've not you've

00:45:03.520 not been in this like you cut the line yeah i'm actually i grew up in hell you know what i mean like

00:45:09.080 my uncle was calling me hot when i was five yeah like there's actually no way for me to be that makes

00:45:14.500 people happy if i'm annoying people wish i was dead yeah exactly you can't join me here yeah

00:45:20.340 exactly what are you fighting for no for real what are you and who are you fighting for i've even told

00:45:26.180 them before like i've said this many times already so having to say it again pisses me the fuck off

00:45:31.380 because i don't explain myself to bigots like i i was like the only person like you want me to

00:45:37.480 validate you and your transphobia i'm not going to i hate turfs i hate transphobes i've been that way

00:45:42.560 forever um and i've like obviously i have many many followers who are trans and so a lot of them

00:45:47.980 were like thank you for always defending us and i was like you you guys stand behind me as long as

00:45:54.920 you want bitch i don't give a fuck till till you feel brave enough to come out i don't care right i

00:45:59.460 was like and also i've told people before it's imperative that cis women have this conversation

00:46:05.320 with each other it's imperative that cis women hold other cis women accountable for being

00:46:10.340 transphobic it's imperative because no one's free till we're all free yeah and also to think

00:46:14.300 that transphobia will not affect cis women at all is insane it's already affecting cis women i mean

00:46:20.200 especially we can obviously see it in the sports space exactly and women of color especially and

00:46:25.580 that's the part that i was like you think i don't know i experienced it all the fucking time like

00:46:29.880 and it's because i'm not i don't fit into these eurocentric beauty standards but see i've unpacked all of

00:46:35.720 my internalized transphobia and biases so it doesn't offend me when people try to call me a

00:46:41.360 trans person or a man to insult me that doesn't offend me and also i do have a huge dick i know

00:46:47.260 you're gonna suck it from the back and i would and that's a fact yeah and i've i'm down with it

00:46:53.880 i'm like stuttering i'm like are we doing that now getting nervous yeah no no like okay

00:47:00.160 you know what the the my truest thought on this is that i think that trans women have a more

00:47:06.560 beautiful understanding what what womanhood is i agree i think that unfortunately the programming

00:47:12.060 for cis women is is it is it's kind of sad sometimes and i i'm like actually no your womanhood is not

00:47:21.120 your role your womanhood is not your status in society and your womanhood is not your ability to

00:47:28.500 be sexually assaulted yeah and this trans this trans debate that's like centering all on well like

00:47:34.140 if a quote-unquote man in a dress is in a bathroom he will rape me i'm like okay well the then it

00:47:42.060 sounds like the problem that we have is that men are going to rape and women are fearing rape their

00:47:48.440 whole lives right and when you talk to trans women about their womanhood they talk about it like almost

00:47:55.900 gets me choked up they talk about it in such this like beautiful expansive way yeah like it's it's

00:48:01.500 this feeling i always had yeah you know it's this truth i've always known it's the most beautiful

00:48:06.780 parts of me it's my softest self and i don't feel that from cis women right now because i think the

00:48:12.820 propaganda is so strong i agree yeah and i love i love i love women oh my god i'm so obsessed with them

00:48:20.560 and i'm obsessed with all women i really am obsessed with all women and i want cis women to

00:48:26.320 stop letting men be a barrier to their identity too yeah absolutely i've even told cis women when i

00:48:34.660 was defending i defended dylan i've defended dylan many times but i defended her when she put out her

00:48:39.160 song because um turfs once again were attacking her and saying that her song was like basically saying

00:48:45.980 she's vapid it was like derivative yeah it was a derivative of women and i said that's her

00:48:50.360 experience with womanhood notice how she never said this is the experience of all women that's her

00:48:56.360 experience as a woman but even let's just say that is what she was saying she's talking about taking

00:49:01.400 her meds right she's talking about for her both for her transition but also for her mental health

00:49:06.320 she's talking about having a one-night stand right are any of those things bad and i told them like

00:49:12.200 because when sabrina carpenter makes jokes about getting eiffel towered on her fucking tour everyone's

00:49:17.920 like i love when women are sexual and me too i love it but see when trans women have the exact same

00:49:25.940 conversation all of a sudden you want to talk about wear more than just a pair of tits no shit bitch i

00:49:31.200 know that dylan knows that sabrina carpenter knows that we all know that it seems like you're the only

00:49:35.060 person who doesn't know that yeah yeah and i was like there is nothing wrong with any of those things

00:49:39.740 just because women are engaging in them doesn't make them bad but it speaks to what you said which

00:49:44.280 is like it's almost like that's the most like convicted they feel in themselves is their woman

00:49:50.920 what their idea of femininity is what their idea of womanhood is and i was explaining to even me i was

00:49:56.980 like i am a cis woman right i identify with the gender that was assigned to me but i am not a thin white

00:50:02.540 woman right so my experience with womanhood is going to be different from a cis than white woman

00:50:06.940 we're going to have two different very experiences of womanhood is yours more valid than mine right no

00:50:11.680 right so it's really all the fucking same isn't it also whenever i say gender is a social construct

00:50:17.000 and it's made up their minds spray against the wall behind them they immediately are like what the fuck

00:50:23.100 are you even talking about and i'm like see you're not smart enough to have this conversation with me

00:50:26.300 that is always the frustrating part is you're like we are creating arguments to protect people

00:50:31.000 yeah and so we do our research right and they are manufacturing our arguments to tear people down

00:50:37.980 and so they actually are just pulling shit out of their stinky little asses exactly and so you're

00:50:42.680 coming over here and being like you know judith butler would say and they're like but he sounds dumb

00:50:48.200 exactly i use the term white feminism because i was saying turfs perpetuate white supremacist ideology

00:50:56.040 which is white feminism and white feminism is void of intersectionality and if your activism

00:51:00.880 isn't intersectional it doesn't fight for everyone right and it's racist most times and i said white

00:51:06.220 i said all of that to someone and then she goes white feminists this person is black

00:51:12.040 then i'm like and then i literally wrote back to her google the term white feminism study up and then

00:51:20.700 come back to me you're not smart enough to have this conversation with me and i said notice how

00:51:24.580 when i made my original video i didn't start with this is why terra frederick is harmful i said your

00:51:30.140 ass stinks that's why i said it because i said that i already said the truth your ass stinks i was like

00:51:35.840 there's no point i had no interest in having the conversation with you because you don't want to

00:51:39.960 learn and you don't have to have literature on that sweetie you just have to have a nose just a

00:51:44.760 nose and you know in there i said and your breath stinks too it's probably from what your fucking

00:51:48.520 gingivitis i said all kinds of mean shit and then this girl commented on my video it said

00:51:52.580 period to this video but also just want to say one of my co-workers is a huge transphobe and he has

00:51:58.460 the worst breath i've ever smelled in my life and i said and when i tell you i'm a scientist believe me

00:52:03.940 or which whichever one works for you no and i was like it's a scientific fact i told you you all have

00:52:09.080 poop in your butt and you're just mad at me because i know and i'm telling everyone

00:52:13.320 this is the most powerful like this this is my mantra now and that's what makes me laugh in your

00:52:19.820 butt there's people saying oh she's such a fake feminist and all i did was i told transphobes

00:52:25.620 that they have poop in their butt and somehow that makes me not a real feminist bro what makes

00:52:29.760 you a realer feminist than knowing that transphobes have shit in their ass so i was like i i did the

00:52:37.900 research that's actually empathetic you can under i'm oh i'm empathizing with their existence they've

00:52:44.300 got shit in their ass like i was telling my sister i was getting annoyed because i don't first of all

00:52:49.100 i don't want to see turfs i don't want to hear from you i don't want to see what you say i don't care

00:52:52.220 about anything you believe in but more than anything i was like this wasn't an open discussion

00:52:56.500 imagine it like this i'm walking by and i go don't want to interrupt don't want to take too much

00:53:00.940 of your time your ass stinks all right have a nice day that's all i wanted to say that's all i needed

00:53:06.320 that's the ground rules just in passing i didn't want to have a conversation with you it's it's like

00:53:09.820 the opposite of cat calling but it's really similar it's like the guys actually don't want

00:53:13.880 the women to be like yeah no i'm free when they're like do you want to hang out now yeah

00:53:18.320 oh no they just want to be like titty alert

00:53:21.200 so anyways i've been doing that this week but i was like i'm fighting off turfs like a motherfucker

00:53:29.060 feels like world war z they're like oh they're so hungry i know oh my god

00:53:34.940 but we do have some fun facts about you so i do want to read you some obviously we know you're a

00:53:41.040 gem and i already knew that about you and that you're from cincinnati ohio okay listing my

00:53:45.240 disabilities

00:53:45.840 that's crazy hipaa yeah okay you can't do that where did you find that okay it says here that

00:53:55.480 you played varsity basketball and varsity volleyball in high school yes and then you got signed to play

00:54:00.200 college volleyball for the university of cincinnati okay what'd you play in volleyball i was a middle

00:54:05.200 blocker i was i was gonna guess the middle that's the height that's the height yeah it says their

00:54:11.180 volleyball team was nationally ranked and they were named to the uscaa all academic team for also which

00:54:16.780 is not not impressive like i were having a 3.5 gps yeah i i was the only athlete that did homework that

00:54:24.100 actually means i probably wasn't playing very well you know it's so funny you're so me because

00:54:29.840 one time oh first of all i was an athlete all throughout high school of course and i played

00:54:34.080 volleyball in high school too but i was a hitter i was an outside hitter right side outside hitter

00:54:38.400 yeah and then my sister was an outside hitter too even though my sister's 5'4

00:54:43.160 how did that happen only our resident gay yeah our in-house gay that was days

00:54:53.820 it was funny i was talking about because i played soccer soccer was my main sport

00:55:00.020 and dason was like you know everyone says softball's the gay sport which is like okay

00:55:04.680 and but women's basketball and soccer she was saying are like even a hundred percent yeah women's

00:55:10.660 basketball yeah and then soccer i was like well it's either lesbians or it's like straight girls

00:55:16.380 that make out with lesbians when they're drunk i would just say that they're more closeted yeah

00:55:21.420 yeah i i yeah i think in the early stages yeah soccer those girls were smaller so they were more like

00:55:29.480 they had the ability to like get pretty in in high school and all the basketball players that were

00:55:35.620 any good there was just something about being like i don't know i don't i don't again yeah i don't

00:55:40.240 think you know bob is gonna like me like so it didn't fucking matter i'm wearing my sweats

00:55:44.000 and the soccer girls were had the ability to be like hotties yeah and so they stayed closeted for

00:55:49.120 much longer but jokes on you

00:55:51.920 i know that's why we laughed about it because my sister played soccer but then when she

00:55:58.300 went to college she was like i think i'm gonna join the rugby team

00:56:01.740 all right did you do it yeah she played like all four years what can you um sorry this is now kink for

00:56:11.140 me um what can you squat oh yeah what's your your highest squat yeah pr

00:56:17.340 yeah around that i would say yeah so i'm sucking your dick from the back and your dick from the

00:56:25.580 back hers from the front god damn tower look at that i've got a lot of work to do right

00:56:31.340 god i gotta really roll up my sleeves and get to work i i gotta call my partner i gotta let her know

00:56:37.340 i'm gonna be late and i will be full you having a gpa making all academic you're so me that was me

00:56:46.460 too one time one time someone asked me what's the question you wish people asked you more right and i

00:56:52.240 said what my ap scores were in high school shit horny again shit i do like that i do like good grades

00:57:00.860 i loved school yeah it was fun and i actually didn't do any homework for like the first three

00:57:08.100 years of high school and then they're like you know you're gonna need this for college and i was

00:57:10.760 like oh my god we're not gonna let you leave if you don't do why didn't you fucking say that and so

00:57:16.300 i went from like truly a 2.5 gpa because i was like homework doesn't matter you can't control me

00:57:20.780 today i'm like i need it for college and i had a 4.0 right and it was the easiest switch i ever made i

00:57:25.680 was like oh i didn't when you sent me home with this i didn't realize you wanted me to do it i didn't

00:57:29.360 realize you wanted it back yeah you gave it to me too key why didn't you say that like why is

00:57:35.360 nobody talking about homework my teachers are being insane and they thought i was funny so i'd be like

00:57:40.660 no i don't have it and they'd be like okay there was no like you have you really have to they were

00:57:47.100 just really like your favorite why are you rizzing up people in high school man i go back to my high

00:57:52.500 school now and they i they my teachers still fuck with me i bet they do a hard you're just rizzing

00:57:59.320 people up all throughout high school okay and here it says they performed in boom chicago an english

00:58:04.540 comedy troupe in amsterdam yeah yeah we performed i performed in amsterdam um at boom and boom is like

00:58:13.060 you're performing for basically an audience that's almost entirely english second language oh nice and

00:58:18.860 so you do you speak dutch uh in beta and it's uh you really you learn how to be universally funny

00:58:29.280 you have to because the first like six months that you're there you're pulling stuff out of your ass

00:58:34.620 that's really like an americanism you know even even talking about like like the kroger or the vons

00:58:40.440 like whatever that's the too specific and so you your comp is the walmart but then you have in

00:58:45.820 the in the back of your brand you know all the their major brands now and you know the italian

00:58:50.040 brands because we actually have a big group of italians in here tonight oh and there's a

00:58:54.080 scottish bachelor party it's improv and sketch okay and so there's just there was just such a learning

00:58:59.780 curve of being like oh yeah like american humor is so specific to us right and the rest of the world

00:59:04.980 is actually working on a different level because the actual the rest of the world is connected to each

00:59:09.420 other yeah like they're far more connected than we are we're like 100 when you're doing like

00:59:13.160 comedy in europe even if you're doing it in amsterdam you're not even doing just dutch humor

00:59:17.840 it's the all of europe is visiting each other they're all like traveling to see each other they

00:59:22.640 have a train system that's true so the audience was different every night damn and it's global and

00:59:28.160 they're making fun of each other in a much better way that like we can't do because our nation is like

00:59:32.860 you know white supremacist right when we make fun of even italians everyone's like

00:59:37.460 something racist about that yeah i've done a few white people jokes like in my tiny stand-up set

00:59:47.000 that i have it's like a five minute one i have a lot of white people jokes in it and some some offers

00:59:53.000 i've gotten to do shows i've been like i love the comic but their audience is like southern straight

00:59:59.780 white people and i was like they are not gonna laugh at anything i have prepared because they don't

01:00:05.000 have the same kind of understanding or humor so it's just probably not going to translate as well

01:00:10.480 okay so i also performed a second city we toured across the country we did one show in ohio we did

01:00:17.060 not know that the makeup of the show was going to be entirely elderly and i'm talking 90 plus 90 plus

01:00:24.820 all republican the first 12 rows were wheelchairs okay okay yeah i'm talking 90 plus

01:00:31.920 and so we have a whole like political like comedy sketch show prepared for them and then some improv slots

01:00:39.640 and the political comedy is eating more shit than a turf you know i mean it's just failing failing

01:00:46.020 failing failing yeah and so we send out our angriest white guy and we're like do your worst and he goes

01:00:54.280 out there to improvise and he starts a scene that's basically like my wife is so fucking annoying

01:00:59.840 and the audience is like

01:01:01.800 it's freddie mercury when he's like doing the queen

01:01:07.160 yes

01:01:08.560 there's all these elderly people who truly at intermission had like they were standing up for

01:01:18.080 the first time in 10 years to leave it's just killing yeah absolutely oh my god on their knees

01:01:23.400 on their knees for scott that's so funny what's a joke that hits across the world you would say

01:01:28.880 when you were in uh amsterdam doing the comedy troupe everybody likes ripping on the germans

01:01:35.680 really it's nice yeah tip to have it's really fun they all have a united enemy even the germans i mean

01:01:42.780 it's obviously it's us like you know if you're making a joke about americans in europe it's just about

01:01:48.580 iq level because we think we're so fucking superior and the rest of the world is like look at those

01:01:54.360 angry kids like they fucking hate us man it's embarrassing i was lying to people saying like i am

01:02:01.580 dutch i i was over there like just because a lot of the dutch speak english and so i was fully over

01:02:11.220 to just being like hi everyone like you know so nice to meet you like lying i'm not getting in a

01:02:19.080 gay club like they find out i'm american a hundred percent yes no and they they love uh when we call

01:02:26.540 ourselves stupid and they love when we're like joke about the germans being so on time

01:02:32.220 they're like those jokes killed every yo yo across the world good no when me and my sister were on

01:02:41.560 tour last year we watched one night in the bus we watched planet of the apes and we love those

01:02:46.620 movies and we're just big planet of the apes fans and then in i think it was dallas i was like

01:02:53.220 doing a bit where i would be every time they would like laugh or listen or do something good

01:02:58.020 i'd be like apes together strong killed killed every time i said it they were cackling what a

01:03:04.960 beautiful thing to find right and i was like and i was like oh period period next time we go to

01:03:10.340 it was after it was austin dallas houston when we and it oh denver yeah we went to denver after we

01:03:17.180 got out of texas it's like a night two or two later i i whip out the planet of the apes joke

01:03:23.000 probably 10 15 minutes in not one laugh oh back on the shelf gonna we'll revisit her when i go

01:03:29.240 my god i thought i was gonna kill every night just that one my didn't hit the rest of the door

01:03:35.640 rest of the door nobody left isn't it crazy yeah like sometimes you just find yourself like

01:03:40.160 like i was on tour we were we were not slaying one night we were performing for a group of veterans

01:03:44.160 and why are you always performing in front of these when you you know this when you tour comedy

01:03:50.140 it's for some reason everybody that's in the audience is there against their will they're

01:03:55.120 there by gunpoint i don't know what to say it's like you don't have to be here no it's if they're

01:03:59.120 not at like a comedy club and even then it's like kind of iffy yeah they were brought there by

01:04:03.920 gunpoint by some like union that they're in like their bosses made them come for some shit and we

01:04:09.980 were performing for the veterans and we were kind of like bombing so hard that at one point i'm telling

01:04:15.880 you i'm telling you i hate the military industrial complex i think it destroys souls and worlds

01:04:21.380 i went thank you for your service you're doing the lord's work literally that can't i'm doing like

01:04:30.080 an outro and i'm and i go and they kind of were like

01:04:35.440 you got him you got him a little bit you're like just a little bit you're gonna give me silence the

01:04:41.660 whole show but i was like i i think i'll compromise my values here for like a little bit of a little

01:04:46.320 snack i just want like a little treat just a little just anything

01:04:52.640 i still think about it girl

01:04:58.800 and even my friend scott who was touring with me at the time and he was the one that was like able

01:05:03.860 to do the wife shit when i came up he was like you're doing the lord's work the fuck he said i got

01:05:10.120 desperate up there i blacked out they weren't giving me anything i needed it i needed it at

01:05:17.740 the end of the day i need attention so truly i was like just a little thingy just give me something

01:05:22.880 anything okay we'll go down some more of these let's see it says that you were in a indie rock band

01:05:28.840 called twin it's true and they named the band twin because they're a gemini yeah well that's that's

01:05:36.100 sexual yeah and i also i i dated um i had dated a um a lot i've dated a lot of twins somehow i don't know what i'm

01:05:46.600 attracting but i've dated a lot of twins that sounds kind of scary it can be like like i feel like twins when

01:05:53.000 they get to a certain age it's like okay enough no more i you're no longer a twin i couldn't agree more

01:05:59.760 being a twin is for children and at this point you're 25 and it's perverted

01:06:06.180 and you're creepy and weird yeah so knock it off and if you ever were the fucking same thing in front

01:06:13.140 of me i'll have you arrested i don't care yeah i believe i hate the cops i believe in the police

01:06:21.200 again for that just for twins yeah a tab that is crazy all twins are bad that's great that's great

01:06:30.560 that's crazy that you've just so happened to date twins i i'm more more than once more than once is

01:06:38.660 crazy i yeah i i guess i'm problematic were they identical yeah that's uncomfortable yeah you're mad

01:06:48.760 at them and then their their sibling comes nearly there yeah there's a lot of stuff i will tell you

01:06:55.140 when we're now rolling uh this says they used to be a part of a sketch comedy duo called mr beaver

01:07:01.880 that's true where they performed live shows with a sidekick called cat piano yeah that was some really

01:07:08.360 magical shit we would improvise songs on a piano that the keys only made meows right and listen you

01:07:15.820 could be like that sounds stupid as hell we were tearing that shit up we were winning awards you

01:07:22.580 know how hard it is to win like awards for fucking improv like they don't even they made them for us

01:07:27.520 damn they were eating that cat piano up i and i was really femme at the time okay and so they were

01:07:32.640 just like this hot tall girl is like i don't i honestly don't even remember the show but the person

01:07:38.520 who's doing it is hot so bro listen when i was femme that shit was devastating that shit was

01:07:44.440 devastating i had to stop being femme because i was fucking shit up for you okay you can come for

01:07:50.900 my non-binary was a sacrifice for y'all because i was fucking your men

01:07:56.260 and they were begging for it don't make me start doing it again they wanted my fucking foot on their

01:08:03.580 neck so fucking bad and i hated their asses the whole time it was fucking happening i was like

01:08:08.080 you're disgusting i'm on top of them looking down like i'm looking at a turd okay but they were in my

01:08:14.700 bed you kind of talking to me about my queerness bitch i did what you did it sucked ass you think

01:08:20.960 i'm jealous of y'all i tried your shit i tried your shit it sucked you said two stars god damn two stars on

01:08:29.320 uber i'm sorry that's never really exploded out of me i let you have your moment it's crazy release

01:08:37.360 it i do actually feel like that is the that is my pretty privilege is like i know how fucking trans i

01:08:44.840 am because i was not having an experience uh like i was a gorgeous woman i was gorgeous you know what i

01:08:52.400 mean i was killing it i was killing it and what i did find i did not like like i really found i i

01:08:58.900 like i never really felt like a woman and so and i was such an awkward teenager and then all of a

01:09:05.680 sudden i was in college and like really grew into everything well and was like just getting so much

01:09:10.540 the way you have so much disgust on your face well because it was hard yeah i bet it's like being

01:09:16.460 being in that like restriction it was like suffocating i'm sure it was what i really found was it was

01:09:22.640 dangerous oh yeah that like you could we're big and we're loud right and i felt that when i was

01:09:29.300 beautiful and something that these men wanted they had to they didn't have the social grace to just

01:09:38.800 really accept me for being smarter than them and taller than them and better than them at the things

01:09:44.720 that they were doing and so they would do this thing where they would pretend to be kind to me

01:09:49.080 and then they'd get me in private and violence would happen yeah you know what i mean yeah absolutely

01:09:53.680 and i am so grateful i found such a beautiful queer community i'm so grateful i found my non-binary

01:09:59.680 identity i'm so grateful for transness as a as a way of being as a way of understanding absolutely and

01:10:06.300 i'm telling you it makes me care for women harder it makes me because i think that there's so

01:10:12.120 the most violent place now for women the most where we have the most reported incidents of death and

01:10:17.660 violence is in the fucking home yeah that's where women are getting injured they're getting injured

01:10:23.260 by men that they love in their homes yeah that they sleep next to every night yes yeah and so

01:10:27.320 have kids with it's important for like i have a lot of guy friends i demand kindness from them i demand

01:10:34.340 excellence from them i do not take bullshit when they're talking about the women that they're seeing

01:10:38.040 yeah and they have grown with me you know what i mean i love seeing relationships like yours

01:10:42.940 like that man is so kind he's so handsome like he's there with you he's supporting you like i

01:10:49.220 actually know that women have better options but they are so trained to take the least yeah and these

01:10:54.800 men don't deserve you and they absolutely don't deserve you if they're gonna hit you and they

01:10:58.640 probably don't deserve you anyway so there better be some you better fucking love this guy for real

01:11:03.740 for real i've even said to like have you watched adolescence the new show on netflix it's really

01:11:08.340 really good but it's like basically talking about a young uh boy like a 13 year old boy it's not a

01:11:13.760 secret it's not a spoiler but he like he kills a girl in his school because she rejected him but

01:11:18.080 it talks about how he got indoctrinated by red pill ideology on social media that's like the whole

01:11:22.020 point of the show so it's not like well who did it it's why he did it yeah so it's kind of unraveling

01:11:26.820 and unpacking all of those different like things those very small things that happen in the home that

01:11:31.700 breed this air of like entitlement to women and their bodies and everything about them

01:11:36.920 and how they they genuinely hate them they don't like anything about them they just see them as

01:11:42.120 objects and things to use or abuse and so like i have obviously i loved the show because it was

01:11:47.700 very well done i've said many times there are many things i don't platform on purpose because they are

01:11:52.800 just that scary like it's just it's just that horrifying and there have been a few stories that i

01:11:57.300 didn't include in my book because they weren't like my stories to tell that i've heard about like at

01:12:02.160 my brother's high school my brother is gonna be 21 this year so when he was in high school

01:12:05.840 when i was still doing this there are things happening now like where men are inflicting

01:12:10.640 violence and they're young they're minors they're like sophomores in high school like it's just like

01:12:15.440 how young it starts like that understanding of what women's place is in this world and where men sit

01:12:21.720 and like this indoctrination that is becoming more and more accessible because of things like social

01:12:27.240 media because of people like andrew tate like all that fucking bullshit but it's it's actually why

01:12:31.960 we are in such an environment an environmental crisis right it's this energy of extractivism

01:12:39.540 where these young boys are basically being indoctrinated with colonialism right of like

01:12:46.040 everything that they see is theirs and they want to extract as much as they can from it without putting

01:12:53.300 any effort into it without renewing that resource without and i think being being you know femme for

01:13:03.120 a minute i did find that they like i felt this like that they a lot of men will just latch on to you

01:13:10.540 and they're like they are drawn to this resource that you have which is your joy and your sex and

01:13:15.320 your whatever and they pull it from you but they're not offering you anything in return and i'm like

01:13:19.740 that's extractivism and it's the same thing that we do with our fucking environment yeah you know

01:13:23.960 what i mean we are going into these places and we are pulling oil from the earth but we're doing

01:13:26.960 nothing to protect her yeah or to replenish yeah and the beauty of having experience as a gorgeous

01:13:33.080 woman is that now in this like place of really confident masculinity be the partner that i wish i

01:13:41.480 would have had yeah totally you know and with with my partner i really work hard because i am i am

01:13:49.560 there for her joy yeah i am there for her sex i am there for her stories i am there for her

01:13:53.860 intelligence i am there for so many of her really these like soul assets that yeah you see her as a

01:13:59.120 person yes as like a whole person i'm replenishing that shit yeah absolutely you know what i mean like

01:14:05.180 i'm giving her my energy i'm making sure i have a life that's interesting so that we have something

01:14:11.380 to talk about over coffee you know what i mean like you have your own thoughts yes yes i'm bringing

01:14:17.000 my friends to her i'm making sure that i'm dress cute at least 60 percent of the time you know i'm

01:14:24.280 doing things that because i i want this this beautiful person to be a i want to be able to

01:14:31.020 experience her joy and i think that men don't realize how much work women are putting in to

01:14:36.520 continually give joy for real and to keep things afloat it's like the most the most mundane things like

01:14:43.180 it's just the world doesn't move without women and i and i felt the same thing like i was like i love

01:14:47.360 women so dearly and that's why that's why i felt like this was my purpose was to like uh guide them

01:14:53.820 away from that bullshit like and even in the in the show adolescence like the dad like in the beginning

01:14:59.440 they're kind of trying to figure out if the dad's like abusive if he's like if he hits him if anything

01:15:03.500 like encouraging violence right uh but he doesn't like he has anger issues but he's not violent or

01:15:09.440 anything like that and it's almost scarier that way because i've told people that's actually far

01:15:14.260 more common that dynamic where you have a father who does nothing more than provide yeah there's no

01:15:19.780 emotional needs being met spiritual needs like there's no checking in just on general well-being

01:15:24.720 there's no interest in what he likes it's all forced you're forcing him to try and like things that

01:15:30.140 you believe are manly and then not checking in with him and you're just going and working and

01:15:33.740 providing for the family and you're seeing that that dumping money into something is enough

01:15:37.600 exactly and that's why and that's why he turned out that way so i'm saying like it's even more like

01:15:41.660 he's looking for that like masculinity to latch on to because his dad encourages that's what makes a

01:15:47.300 man so he's not getting it from his own dad so he finds it online and then it turns out to be red

01:15:51.380 pill shit and so i was i've told people before like that kind of misogynist or bigot in general because

01:15:59.300 they're never just one facet of bigotry um is far more insidious to me it's like someone who's

01:16:04.040 a lunkhead a lunkhead gym bro that's like fat bitch make me a sandwich like obviously you could

01:16:09.440 pick that dude out of a lineup like for the most part all women are like um that's sexist right

01:16:13.880 yeah yeah yeah but it's men who have i don't know gained the ability to somewhat blend like

01:16:20.200 they're dangerous giving men like therapizing language like giving them insight to how women

01:16:26.000 think it has like made them far more dangerous because they can say things instead of something like

01:16:30.540 that they'll say like well i just want to be able to take you out of this masculine era and like put

01:16:36.020 you in your feminine era that bitch is the same they're fuck they're both bigots they can both

01:16:40.460 eat my dick that's how i feel about them i absolutely agree they're way more dangerous to me well and i

01:16:48.280 think that you know the thing that is really scary to suz people is that like they're not even really

01:16:53.500 talking about gender anymore and they're talking about like their workplace identities you know what i mean

01:16:58.700 like they're all patrick bates it's and you guys gross me out it's true it's it's the the way that

01:17:04.260 they're talking about like the roles that they need to protect from trans people it's like it's

01:17:08.660 psychotic and actually okay so i was watching love is blind and um and i watch a lot of the show like

01:17:15.800 this but but when i thought that some of those men were being kind to those women i literally had the

01:17:25.100 thing of like oh i was like some of them are cute some of those guys are cute and then when i found

01:17:30.640 out that they were basically all being mean yeah i was like those are the ugliest men i've ever seen

01:17:37.300 in my life and i think that something that really we can we need to be honest about is that masculinity

01:17:44.140 is at its most beautiful when it's in service to the feminine because the feminine shines on the

01:17:50.180 masculine it's it's a gorgeous thing to watch like yeah i got this like leg up in the grace fandom

01:17:57.340 because i was across from a woman who looked at me like i hung the moon and i looked at her like she

01:18:04.140 hung the moon you know and so we had this thing where the feminine was being worshipped and i was

01:18:09.320 getting the light from her shine yeah you know what i mean and you i can see even when when the

01:18:14.960 relationship was like dissolved that there was everything i could physically see this like golden

01:18:21.520 light leave the room even in the way they shot it and then they're capturing something that's honest

01:18:27.200 like men that are good to women are hot to me and and i don't give a fuck what the fuck you look like

01:18:33.060 if you're bad to a woman exactly you are the ugliest little puddle of mud on the fucking planet for real

01:18:40.080 and when you were saying you have your own interest too i was thinking i was thinking about that that

01:18:44.580 clip that's going really viral of that guy who did the morning routine and it's the most insane shit

01:18:48.640 i've ever seen in my life i was thinking about that and i was like everything men like is fucking

01:18:52.900 boring oh my god literally ice oh my god literally ice doing doing push-ups on the balcony at 4 a.m i

01:18:59.820 oh my god everything men with a bottle of sparkling water everything men like is so boring like

01:19:05.000 even one time when i sometimes when i hear like because obviously people who are are men who look

01:19:10.760 like my dad or like my man my fiance um are catnip to like the worst misogynist in the world because

01:19:17.300 they're like this guy gets it he looks like a masculine man which that's you know okay that's how

01:19:25.360 i feel about it but every time men come up to them did i took i took my dad to a clippers game because

01:19:31.140 my dad loves basketball took my dad to a clippers game my dad's like a bodybuilder so my dad's like

01:19:35.600 yoked right now he wore like a black like just tight tank top like with pants like tucked in

01:19:42.100 and some jordans okay i'm sorry to say this i'm about to be on my third dick

01:19:46.660 hard

01:19:48.420 when i took my dad there taking my dad in a tank top to a clippers game

01:19:56.820 it's like throwing a ribeye in a tiger cage the way all men it's no women all men are like

01:20:04.160 they have to come and talk to my dad about his bench press hey you guys are weird you know like

01:20:11.200 when i was talking to your sister earlier about what they can squat it was because i'm um a gay

01:20:18.120 pervert you know and so i actually think that a lot of straight men are also gay perverts

01:20:24.800 and i would believe you honestly i would believe you it's it's like like the andrew tate worship

01:20:31.700 yeah and i mean i'm gonna really clarify this i mean gay in like the way that straight people

01:20:38.040 mean gay when they're like that's gay yeah like that like you don't you're not gay like me i'm

01:20:43.240 beautiful you're you're gay like that's gay you're a gay pervert what also it's just kind of like

01:20:50.640 the things they be doing sometimes when they're alone i'm like you guys are so weird you absolutely

01:20:59.060 gay men like women more than straight men like no shit i mean they're given our worshiping divas

01:21:05.640 and straight men look at their own wives and they're like get out

01:21:08.100 i watched one of my friends make a video recently this will be the last silly thing i say

01:21:15.480 but uh she made a video recently she was talking about when she sees groups of women she goes when

01:21:20.380 i see groups of women out like they're like doing something together going somewhere i'm like god

01:21:25.240 that looks so fun so every time i see girls i'm like what are we talking about ladies like that's

01:21:29.940 how i feel and they're laughing when i see groups of men together i'm like well clearly they just

01:21:34.240 committed a crime and they're coming back from something that's that we call that a murder

01:21:37.760 like it's like a murder of crows it's a murder yeah yeah that's like and i i was i commented on

01:21:44.300 the video because when uh we my sister and i were in vancouver we did a live show in vancouver not too

01:21:49.360 long ago we went to a movie one of the days we were there and there weren't that many people in the

01:21:54.100 theater it was like our group of like nine and then like maybe a few other couples in the theater

01:21:59.120 a group of seven grown men come in the theater sit right behind us whole theater's empty sit right

01:22:07.160 behind us talk the whole fucking time about you guessed it stocks men this is this is why we can't

01:22:14.780 get rid of the death penalty we can't get rid of it and i was like what are these grown men doing

01:22:21.800 seeing a movie together what are you guys doing you're doing something bad you're doing something

01:22:27.100 bad you're doing something sinister i was like and i kept going the whole time just in case they did

01:22:33.100 something well it would be normal i would be happy that they had their little friend group if they had

01:22:36.960 not chosen to sit behind the two women just learn how to be together and not be scary i know i was

01:22:44.200 like you just need a rebrand or something because you're like seven grown men together i don't i don't

01:22:50.040 like it no no no no man no no man has that many friends first of all because you guys don't even

01:22:55.360 know each other's birthdays so i don't believe you and i was like but also coming to see them we

01:22:59.180 watched the movie companion it was really good um but obviously like the whole point is that he like

01:23:04.420 doesn't see women as real people so he has a robot girlfriend spoiler um but in the thing like it's

01:23:10.460 they would laugh at the parts that weren't so they were like satirically funny they're not supposed

01:23:16.500 to be actually funny so it's like the parts where he would call her a fuckbot they would be like

01:23:21.360 sinister oh my lord the way i was like don't make me turn around i will i'm cringing so hard i might

01:23:31.520 throw up even when we got back to the hotel my fiance was like i did not like those guys behind us i was

01:23:38.680 like right because we didn't talk about it the whole time my sister and i were obviously like

01:23:41.760 when we were looking at them but then he was like no it's like the way the shit they were laughing at

01:23:46.800 i was like that's not supposed to be funny these guys are fucking gross and i was like

01:23:51.820 period king tell them do you know the reason that they're so angry is because they actually do have

01:23:56.260 so much work to do like i i do get it like we said we're sharks yo bro i've been there at the end

01:24:05.920 of a long day when i find out that there's more assignments for me to do like i gotta contact my

01:24:10.040 manager again like all this shit i get pissed off i get pissed too and if every time if like every

01:24:15.120 thought i had was bad and hateful and i was told that i had to change that i can imagine being

01:24:20.320 frustrated see look at my empathy yeah look at that well we went over so many things today yeah i

01:24:28.720 obviously you know we're in love so yeah you can come back whenever forever forever and always uh but

01:24:34.440 i would love to know because you're a literal multi-hyphenate creative you're so talented wait

01:24:39.120 before i ask you this question i think you are so incredible in so many ways obviously i jerk you off

01:24:44.440 talk about how talented you are but past that i think just you in general succeeding in such a

01:24:50.220 creative space at so many different mediums being exactly who you are and saying the things you do i

01:24:55.220 admire you i think you're so amazing and i look up to you i could not feel more similar i'm telling you

01:25:02.920 i have talked to my partner about you so much and and likewise the the work that i think you're like

01:25:11.420 the work that you are doing i think is generationally like it's generationally important

01:25:17.120 thank you i feel that way about yours too thank you look at us we're gonna stand together i'm gonna cry

01:25:21.160 and then we're gonna kiss yeah oh and then i gotta suck the dick

01:25:25.060 that's a whole nother thing yeah a long time well to kind of wrap it up um do you have any advice for

01:25:32.860 anyone within the lgbtqia plus community as a whole or just in general that maybe want to pursue

01:25:38.100 the creative art form and maybe are a little nervous about doing multiples maybe they feel

01:25:42.760 underrepresented do you have any advice for them i think we are entering a extremely fascist and

01:25:52.040 violent era and i know that you're scared and i am scared but they don't deserve our fear and we

01:26:02.620 can't live there all the time we can visit the fear but we can't live there all the time

01:26:06.220 and the only thing that topples regimes the only thing that ever works is love and art

01:26:15.280 and you have to make love and you have to make art and you got to do it well and you got to enjoy it

01:26:22.060 and you got to not care if the money comes because that's when the money comes and stop thinking about

01:26:26.860 fucking capitalism all the time we are listen if fascism takes over and they tank our economy we're

01:26:31.560 going to be struggling regardless so at least make sure you're struggling doing something you love

01:26:35.420 that keeps your integrity intact there's nothing more important than your dignity and the dignity

01:26:39.940 of others and that being said free palestine period look at that everyone give them a round of applause

01:26:47.800 obviously we would never run for president sometimes people i would vote for you for president thank you

01:26:53.340 was my point but sometimes someone said you should run for president i said i would never

01:26:57.400 want to be in charge of this god forsaken country no fuck that no no way and somehow like the things

01:27:04.480 that i like google when i'm high would get released and it's like and no one needs to see that our

01:27:11.260 our birds really naked underneath the feathers

01:27:13.940 no we're gonna we'll just leave it here you're like kind of a mystery but wait okay amanda i want you

01:27:22.220 to this is a note to bleep this the last thing i googled was because i was trying to show the video

01:27:29.360 to my cousin i was trying to show that fuck ass compilation if that was leaked i i would be the

01:27:37.160 person to be like drew told me that this is the only thing that gets her up in the morning

01:27:40.540 if i was in that video and i saw how people were talking about me i would say that's ai it's getting

01:27:48.440 out of control ai is getting out of control i would be suing elon 100 yeah baseless would have

01:27:55.880 my number just wanted to mention that was the last thing i googled that whole that whole line is

01:28:02.500 gonna be bleep iconic iconic anyways thank you so much to my amazing guest er for coming back

01:28:10.740 for an all-star episode you're the best thank you for having me i cannot wait to suck your dick

01:28:15.620 me too again round two round two if you're not already i know you all are but if you're not

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01:29:19.120 somehow genderless here just like the word bitch yeah bro my mind's blown thank you all so much for

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ALL TWINS ARE BAD Ft. E.R. Fightmaster ｜ Episode 163

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