00:02:59.000So if you wonder, oh, what sort of dream of mine has been broken?
00:03:04.000Well, it's not really broken since I'm still here.
00:03:06.000But if I hadn't been shadow banned, I probably would have reached more subscribers.
00:03:10.000But a while ago I decided, you know what, if I put in a lot of work here, it won't really lead to much more because of these circumstances.
00:03:22.000So instead I switched focus and started working more, started spending more time with another passion of mine, which is the clothing company.
00:03:32.000I've always had an interest in clothing and more specifically in style and aesthetics.
00:03:37.000And that also, as I said in my Telegram channel a while back, it feels more real.
00:03:42.000It feels more real to have a company that actually has production in Europe creating high quality clothing.
00:03:50.000Now, of course, it's a small company still, but it's at least something that it feels more real than just being on YouTube.
00:03:57.000Now, of course, working metapolitically on YouTube, it is important.
00:04:02.000It's an important message to spread, but it's also not quite the same as having a company.
00:04:08.000And as I also mentioned on the Telegram channel, you know, people don't like a politician or an aspiring politician who has never run a business or who has never worked a normal job.
00:04:24.000So for me, if I want to enact regime change, which is of course the grand goal of all, to get rid of the corrupt Swedish regime.
00:04:32.000Yes, then it's much better for me to actually have a good track record of a well run business than it is to just have been on YouTube.
00:04:41.000So in the grand scheme of things, having my YouTube journey cut short actually been a blessing in disguise.
00:04:50.000Because it made me realize, OK, I need to focus on other things than just making videos.
00:04:57.000Now, of course, I will continue making videos for as long as possible, but it was a good call of me.
00:05:04.000So now I actually spend much more time building the clothing and the supplements and also writing books.
00:05:13.000So I've promoted Dauntless quite a bit since I released it last year.
00:05:17.000And now, as I said in a recent video, it's been released in German as well.
00:05:21.000And if I get Dauntless out, sell as many copies as possible in physical copies, then it doesn't matter if I'm shadow banned on YouTube.
00:05:32.000So that's another goal. Instead of reaching 200,000 subscribers on YouTube, yeah, if I can get 50,000 Dauntless copies out in the world, yeah, that's a much greater victory.
00:05:46.000And it's something that it is not as dependent upon the goodwill of the individuals at YouTube.
00:05:54.000Although I have a little shout out to certain people on YouTube.
00:05:57.000I really, really appreciated you sending me the silver play button.
00:06:02.000It was a decent thing to do and I respect and like you for it, so thank you again.
00:06:09.000But then, if someone on YouTube actually sees this, I would much appreciate exactly, if you could say exactly when and where I've said something hateful or harmful.
00:06:20.000Because as far as I remember, I haven't said it even once.
00:06:24.000I've only ever had a good and respectful tone towards everyone.
00:06:28.000So anyway, that is my individual perspective on how to deal with broken dreams.
00:06:36.000And again, I will still be on YouTube, I still like making videos, sometimes even love making videos.
00:06:42.000Especially the training videos, just making cool shots, going over the top, ultimate testosterone and glory sometimes.
00:06:49.000But it's good, it's good fun. It's stuff I like myself to watch in videos, so yeah, no worries on that account.
00:06:58.000But for you, the takeaway point is that there might come a time when you have to say to yourself, should I continue along this path I've taken?
00:07:14.000Or is it time for me to switch focus on something that will be better in the long run?
00:07:21.000Of course, I've said this before, I'll say it again, you should never give up on anything.
00:07:25.000But you should also be realistic about your goals.
00:07:31.000If you can't, yeah, then it might be a good idea to reevaluate the situation and say, you know what, this was completely unrealistic, I will not go through with it.
00:07:41.000But if you have a realistic goal, such as completing a military service or reaching a strength goal in the gym or finishing an education, yeah, of course, then never give up.
00:07:56.000But if you are in a situation where you have, in a moment of hubris, you have said to yourself, I will achieve all of these things.
00:08:07.000And realistically speaking, you maybe have good friends who will tell you this, that you aren't up to par for whatever reason.
00:08:15.000Maybe you need more time or maybe you don't have the correct personality traits to do something.
00:08:22.000Yeah, then it might be a good idea to be humble, be realistic and say, this wasn't a good idea.
00:08:31.000So you don't waste a lot of time doing something that won't lead to anywhere.
00:08:36.000Now, second point is, if you have a broken dream and it's already broken and you understand that, okay, this won't lead, this won't lead anywhere.
00:08:46.000This dream has been, yeah, it's not going anywhere.
00:08:52.000Either you lament the fact and say like, oh, if I hadn't been shadow banned on YouTube, I would have been so great and everything, my life would be perfect.
00:09:02.000And if only those individuals hadn't been mean to me, then things would be great.
00:09:09.000And you continue to lament it and you don't want to do anything else because you're still preoccupied in your mind with only thinking about that one goal you had, that one dream.
00:09:21.000The good, stoic, the glorious pill option is of course to say, okay, yeah, that's hurtful.
00:09:28.000It's not nice when a dream breaks, but I will not let it completely break me.
00:09:37.000Instead, I will focus on something else.
00:09:39.000And instead of wasting time and energy getting into a negative spiral, negative emotion and energy, you say to yourself, okay, cool, let me focus on something else.
00:09:51.000Let me not waste a single day being bitter or angry.
00:09:54.000It is what it is, focus on something else.
00:09:57.000And of course, if you see where things are headed, maybe you, for whatever reason, you understand that your initial dream, it won't take you to where you want to go.
00:10:09.000Yeah, it's no shame in understanding that, refocusing your energies.
00:10:14.000And the sooner you do it, the further along the way, along the path of the new endeavor you will go.
00:10:21.000So, this can be applied into anything really.
00:10:25.000So the main point is, don't dwell upon these things too much, if there's nothing you can do about it.
00:10:33.000For me, sure, I can do something about it, but that would break my gravitas, my respect for myself, the greater dream, which is of course regime change.
00:10:43.000So I can't say, oh, you know, I regretted myself, because that would be to betray myself and to betray my greater dream.
00:10:50.000So, sometimes you have no, you can't do anything about it at all, then, yeah, don't worry about it.
00:10:58.000Sometimes you have an option, but that option would mean that you, you know, compromise something else.
00:11:04.000Yeah, same thing there, then you can't really do anything about it anyway.
00:11:07.000So don't worry about it, don't waste time.
00:11:12.000So anyway, it might seem like obvious knowledge, perhaps not the deepest philosophical video ever made, but I thought to mention it at least.
00:11:21.000And, again, you know, yeah, I might not grow so much on YouTube now, but, again, in half a year, they might remove all shadowban things and just, I will have access to a great kitchen.
00:11:37.000The one I have now, it's not really good, it's not really suited for filming, but maybe it happens.
00:11:42.000Maybe I get, gain access to a nice kitchen, I start making gains kitchen videos two times a week and just explode on YouTube.
00:11:51.000Who knows, it's not something I count upon, and if it doesn't happen, I'm not gonna be bitter.
00:11:55.000I'm not gonna lament my poor lot in life that YouTube has, the guys at YouTube have put me through.