The Golden One - November 02, 2020


Black-Pills and Broken Dreams

Topics
Shadow Bannings broken dreams
Hosted by
Marcus Follin
No Nut November - Are You In？ Jean-Claude Van Damme - Kickboxer Tribute By The Golden One. 2017 & 2020

Episode Stats


Length

13 minutes

Words per minute

153.45

Word count

2,109

Sentence count

151

Harmful content

Misogyny

1

sentences flagged

Hate speech

1

sentences flagged


Summary

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Even though the tyrants at YouTube have cut my YouTube journey short, I am still in a good mood. I have no regrets for standing on the side of Europe's native population, I still do. I will continue to do so, no matter what happens.

Transcript

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Topics generated with Qwen2.5-3B-Instruct.
Hosts, guests, and mentioned names generated with spaCy (en_core_web_sm), reconciled against Wikidata.
00:00:01.000 Hello lads, I'm yet again checking in from epic Autumn Forest of Wisdom.
00:00:07.000 And you might think that the title of the video is a bit blackpilling, it's a bit negative.
00:00:14.000 But as you might notice on my demeanor, I'm in a good mood.
00:00:18.000 Because things are going well, after all.
00:00:21.000 And that's the point of my video here as well.
00:00:24.000 So even though the tyrants at YouTube have cut my YouTube journey short,
00:00:29.000 I am still in a good mood.
00:00:31.000 Now what I'm talking about is of course that I've been demonetized and shadow banned for one and a half years
00:00:37.000 the demonetization and almost two years being shadow banned.
00:00:43.000 And of course if I'm talking about my dream then that is to continue to grow YouTube etc.
00:00:50.000 To reach ever new heights and for any other YouTuber watching this,
00:00:56.000 you know how extremely awesome it is to just keep growing your YouTube channel.
00:01:02.000 Seeing the amount of subscribers increasing, seeing the amount of views.
00:01:07.000 You know you like making videos, I still like making videos by the way.
00:01:11.000 But the charm with YouTube is also that you can see the growth of it.
00:01:15.000 And if someone cuts that short, it's not quite the same.
00:01:19.000 And of course I'm hardly the only one who's been shadow banned.
00:01:22.000 Even PewDiePie was shadow banned for a little while there.
00:01:28.000 So that's my dream then that got cut short.
00:01:33.000 Of course you can still see this, so I'm still on YouTube obviously.
00:01:38.000 But it's not quite the same.
00:01:39.000 And if we're talking about shadow banning, it's not black and white.
00:01:42.000 It's a lot of different algorithms that they can tweak to make you either grow or to not make you grow.
00:01:50.000 So to take an example, the recommended list you get on the side of a video, that's huge.
00:01:56.000 It's hugely important to be on there.
00:02:00.000 But I'm not gonna lament this.
00:02:02.000 I will instead use this as an opportunity to talk a bit about how I have dealt with it.
00:02:08.000 So a while back I said to myself, you know what, unless I back down on what I have said politically,
00:02:17.000 which I won't, because I have no regrets.
00:02:19.000 I've said absolutely nothing wrong.
00:02:20.000 I've said absolutely nothing hateful or harmful.
00:02:23.000 I've said nothing that I can't back up.
00:02:25.000 I have no regrets for standing on the side of Europe's native population.
00:02:30.000 I still do.
00:02:31.000 And I will continue to do so, no matter what happens.
00:02:35.000 Because it is the right thing to do.
00:02:37.000 No matter if YouTube wants to shadow ban me or not, or demonetize me.
00:02:42.000 It doesn't change anything.
00:02:44.000 I'm crossing a bridge here.
00:02:48.000 So that's why I'm balancing here.
00:02:55.000 No, there we are.
00:02:56.000 So anyway, that is my perspective.
00:02:59.000 So if you wonder, oh, what sort of dream of mine has been broken?
00:03:04.000 Well, it's not really broken since I'm still here.
00:03:06.000 But if I hadn't been shadow banned, I probably would have reached more subscribers.
00:03:10.000 But a while ago I decided, you know what, if I put in a lot of work here, it won't really lead to much more because of these circumstances.
00:03:22.000 So instead I switched focus and started working more, started spending more time with another passion of mine, which is the clothing company.
00:03:32.000 I've always had an interest in clothing and more specifically in style and aesthetics.
00:03:37.000 And that also, as I said in my Telegram channel a while back, it feels more real.
00:03:42.000 It feels more real to have a company that actually has production in Europe creating high quality clothing.
00:03:50.000 Now, of course, it's a small company still, but it's at least something that it feels more real than just being on YouTube.
00:03:57.000 Now, of course, working metapolitically on YouTube, it is important.
00:04:02.000 It's an important message to spread, but it's also not quite the same as having a company.
00:04:08.000 And as I also mentioned on the Telegram channel, you know, people don't like a politician or an aspiring politician who has never run a business or who has never worked a normal job.
00:04:24.000 So for me, if I want to enact regime change, which is of course the grand goal of all, to get rid of the corrupt Swedish regime.
00:04:32.000 Yes, then it's much better for me to actually have a good track record of a well run business than it is to just have been on YouTube.
00:04:41.000 So in the grand scheme of things, having my YouTube journey cut short actually been a blessing in disguise.
00:04:50.000 Because it made me realize, OK, I need to focus on other things than just making videos.
00:04:57.000 Now, of course, I will continue making videos for as long as possible, but it was a good call of me.
00:05:04.000 So now I actually spend much more time building the clothing and the supplements and also writing books.
00:05:13.000 So I've promoted Dauntless quite a bit since I released it last year.
00:05:17.000 And now, as I said in a recent video, it's been released in German as well.
00:05:21.000 And if I get Dauntless out, sell as many copies as possible in physical copies, then it doesn't matter if I'm shadow banned on YouTube.
00:05:32.000 So that's another goal. Instead of reaching 200,000 subscribers on YouTube, yeah, if I can get 50,000 Dauntless copies out in the world, yeah, that's a much greater victory.
00:05:46.000 And it's something that it is not as dependent upon the goodwill of the individuals at YouTube.
00:05:54.000 Although I have a little shout out to certain people on YouTube.
00:05:57.000 I really, really appreciated you sending me the silver play button.
00:06:02.000 It was a decent thing to do and I respect and like you for it, so thank you again.
00:06:09.000 But then, if someone on YouTube actually sees this, I would much appreciate exactly, if you could say exactly when and where I've said something hateful or harmful.
00:06:20.000 Because as far as I remember, I haven't said it even once.
00:06:24.000 I've only ever had a good and respectful tone towards everyone.
00:06:28.000 So anyway, that is my individual perspective on how to deal with broken dreams.
00:06:36.000 And again, I will still be on YouTube, I still like making videos, sometimes even love making videos.
00:06:42.000 Especially the training videos, just making cool shots, going over the top, ultimate testosterone and glory sometimes.
00:06:49.000 But it's good, it's good fun. It's stuff I like myself to watch in videos, so yeah, no worries on that account.
00:06:58.000 But for you, the takeaway point is that there might come a time when you have to say to yourself, should I continue along this path I've taken?
00:07:14.000 Or is it time for me to switch focus on something that will be better in the long run?
00:07:21.000 Of course, I've said this before, I'll say it again, you should never give up on anything.
00:07:25.000 But you should also be realistic about your goals.
00:07:29.000 Can you achieve a certain goal?
00:07:31.000 If you can't, yeah, then it might be a good idea to reevaluate the situation and say, you know what, this was completely unrealistic, I will not go through with it.
00:07:41.000 But if you have a realistic goal, such as completing a military service or reaching a strength goal in the gym or finishing an education, yeah, of course, then never give up.
00:07:56.000 But if you are in a situation where you have, in a moment of hubris, you have said to yourself, I will achieve all of these things.
00:08:07.000 And realistically speaking, you maybe have good friends who will tell you this, that you aren't up to par for whatever reason.
00:08:15.000 Maybe you need more time or maybe you don't have the correct personality traits to do something.
00:08:22.000 Yeah, then it might be a good idea to be humble, be realistic and say, this wasn't a good idea.
00:08:28.000 Let me focus on something else.
00:08:31.000 So you don't waste a lot of time doing something that won't lead to anywhere.
00:08:36.000 Now, second point is, if you have a broken dream and it's already broken and you understand that, okay, this won't lead, this won't lead anywhere.
00:08:46.000 This dream has been, yeah, it's not going anywhere.
00:08:50.000 Then you have two choices.
00:08:52.000 Either you lament the fact and say like, oh, if I hadn't been shadow banned on YouTube, I would have been so great and everything, my life would be perfect.
00:09:02.000 And if only those individuals hadn't been mean to me, then things would be great.
00:09:09.000 And you continue to lament it and you don't want to do anything else because you're still preoccupied in your mind with only thinking about that one goal you had, that one dream.
00:09:19.000 That's a bad option.
00:09:21.000 The good, stoic, the glorious pill option is of course to say, okay, yeah, that's hurtful.
00:09:28.000 It's not nice when a dream breaks, but I will not let it completely break me.
00:09:37.000 Instead, I will focus on something else.
00:09:39.000 And instead of wasting time and energy getting into a negative spiral, negative emotion and energy, you say to yourself, okay, cool, let me focus on something else.
00:09:51.000 Let me not waste a single day being bitter or angry.
00:09:54.000 It is what it is, focus on something else.
00:09:57.000 And of course, if you see where things are headed, maybe you, for whatever reason, you understand that your initial dream, it won't take you to where you want to go.
00:10:09.000 Yeah, it's no shame in understanding that, refocusing your energies.
00:10:14.000 And the sooner you do it, the further along the way, along the path of the new endeavor you will go.
00:10:21.000 So, this can be applied into anything really.
00:10:25.000 So the main point is, don't dwell upon these things too much, if there's nothing you can do about it.
00:10:33.000 For me, sure, I can do something about it, but that would break my gravitas, my respect for myself, the greater dream, which is of course regime change.
00:10:43.000 So I can't say, oh, you know, I regretted myself, because that would be to betray myself and to betray my greater dream.
00:10:50.000 So, sometimes you have no, you can't do anything about it at all, then, yeah, don't worry about it.
00:10:58.000 Sometimes you have an option, but that option would mean that you, you know, compromise something else.
00:11:04.000 Yeah, same thing there, then you can't really do anything about it anyway.
00:11:07.000 So don't worry about it, don't waste time.
00:11:12.000 So anyway, it might seem like obvious knowledge, perhaps not the deepest philosophical video ever made, but I thought to mention it at least.
00:11:21.000 And, again, you know, yeah, I might not grow so much on YouTube now, but, again, in half a year, they might remove all shadowban things and just, I will have access to a great kitchen.
00:11:37.000 The one I have now, it's not really good, it's not really suited for filming, but maybe it happens.
00:11:42.000 Maybe I get, gain access to a nice kitchen, I start making gains kitchen videos two times a week and just explode on YouTube.
00:11:51.000 Who knows, it's not something I count upon, and if it doesn't happen, I'm not gonna be bitter.
00:11:55.000 I'm not gonna lament my poor lot in life that YouTube has, the guys at YouTube have put me through.
00:12:05.000 I'm not gonna be sad.
00:12:06.000 I'm not sad now, as you can see, I'm quite happy with everything.
00:12:10.000 I'm having a lot of good things going for me.
00:12:13.000 But if it happens, I will be ready.
00:12:15.000 I have the loyal subscriber base, I have all the camera equipment, etc.
00:12:20.000 So, if an opening presents itself, yeah, I'm going full steam ahead.
00:12:26.000 If it doesn't happen, yeah, I'm going full steam ahead with other things.
00:12:30.000 Such as continuing to develop aesthetic clothing, coffee, next project, gourmet coffee even.
00:12:37.000 It will be absolutely glorious, if anything.
00:12:42.000 So, anyway, I have rambled on enough.
00:12:46.000 So, main point, approach it in a stoic manner and don't let it get you down.
00:12:52.000 So, anyway, check out all the links in the description box below.
00:12:57.000 And if you haven't read Dauntless, you have to do it.
00:13:00.000 Thank you for watching.
00:13:01.000 XOXO, BOOM! 0.84
00:13:16.000 Great.
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00:13:19.000 Thanks.
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00:13:22.000 Each one does.
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00:13:27.500 Praise the Lord.
00:13:28.000 Let all ofulturate.
00:13:29.000 Thank you.
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00:13:33.000 You have one thing.
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