The Shadoe Davis Show - July 29, 2025


July 28th⧸2025- We're Giving it Another Go w⧸Ray McGinnis & The Sean Feucht Saga


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00:03:00.000 hello everybody welcome in a shadow at night for monday january the 28th 2025 and you know what
00:03:18.920 last thursday night we had ray on ray mcginnis he's the author of unjustified and i think
00:03:28.780 I think his time on the show was probably usurped by a special guest that he himself chose to bring
00:03:36.080 on the show he was in Ottawa covering the sentencing hearing of Chris Barber and Tamara
00:03:42.520 Leach and he brought Tamara on the show last Thursday night for those of you that don't know
00:03:45.940 you weren't here I did release a couple of reels of that over the weekend of both Ray and Tamara
00:03:51.940 speaking but Tamara probably stayed on a little bit longer than we thought she apologized after
00:03:58.760 oh my god I'm so sorry she said I didn't realize I was on for so long of course it's great to have
00:04:03.500 Tamara Leach on the show as always especially during all of the nonsense that continues to
00:04:08.700 surround her but I felt that it was only fair to bring Ray back on for a solo appearance finally
00:04:15.540 tonight we've been trying to do this for a year and a half two years and it's always on a panel
00:04:20.240 situation or something else comes up or whatever so finally tonight it is Ray and I and nobody else
00:04:27.980 We're going to talk about the book Unjustified, a look at the Freedom Convoy and the Public Order Emergency Commission that got it wrong in just a couple of minutes.
00:04:38.780 Who is here watching tonight? Let's see. Kathy is watching from Sault Ste. Marie, Ontario.
00:04:44.160 Hello, Paul. How you doing? Edna's watching tonight in Victoria.
00:04:48.920 Hello, Roseanne. Cheryl Lucette Luella is watching in Red Deer.
00:04:52.700 Regina is watching tonight from Surprise, Arizona.
00:04:56.760 I'm assuming that's a town and not that we should all be surprised
00:05:00.620 or that you should be surprised that you're in Arizona.
00:05:03.800 Regina, I'm just making a wild assumption here.
00:05:08.120 Hello, Iris, watching in Calgary.
00:05:10.020 Bob is watching in Sudbury tonight.
00:05:11.640 Hello, Carla, Roy, Kathy, Paul, Kathy, another Kathy.
00:05:16.860 Linda's watching.
00:05:17.640 Tony is watching on X from Calgary tonight.
00:05:19.920 Glory is watching in Winnipeg.
00:05:21.160 Hello, Angela, watching tonight as well.
00:05:23.840 Whatever platform you guys are watching on.
00:05:25.960 And by the way, I have not been ignoring you guys on Rumble.
00:05:29.340 I know you're there.
00:05:30.640 I apologize for not saying hello,
00:05:32.420 but there's been some weird Rumble stuff going on in the past week
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00:05:45.860 So there will be some major changes coming up to the broadcast of this show
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00:05:53.180 It shouldn't look any different to you,
00:05:54.900 at least not much different,
00:05:56.120 but it'll be much easier for me to be able to control
00:05:58.540 what the hell goes where very, very soon.
00:06:03.140 And for those of you who keep asking me,
00:06:05.220 Shadow, when is your merch store going to be open?
00:06:07.300 That's going to be open very soon.
00:06:08.520 I'm still designing some hoodies 1.00
00:06:10.220 and some tank tops for the ladies
00:06:12.300 and some more t-shirts in different colors and sizes
00:06:14.600 with different expressions that I use
00:06:17.140 that will be on these shirts and mugs
00:06:20.460 and hoodies as well so that's coming in the next few days and it will be available for you on
00:06:24.980 shadowdavis.com and special prices for all access nighthawk members of the show it's going to be
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00:06:43.560 And tonight on the extension, we have a woman who claims to be Jeffrey Epstein's niece.
00:06:50.720 That is coming up on the extension tonight on ShadowDavis.com.
00:06:54.880 It's in dispute whether she is or not, but she does tell some very harrowing stories of the things that happened to her on Epstein Island.
00:07:02.860 apparently Jeffrey Epstein would go to any length to do what he was doing including
00:07:10.680 sacrificing his own flesh and blood it seems a weird story but yeah that is coming up on
00:07:18.860 the extension tonight and Ray McGinnis again the author of unjustified joins the show in
00:07:24.400 exactly 30 seconds we're coming right back
00:07:27.120 Thank you.
00:07:57.120 hello ray welcome back to the show thank you very much for uh finding the time to come back to us
00:08:03.600 here oh good to see you again shadow you know i i know that because i i've been really wanting to
00:08:10.300 get you on the show just the two of us to have a conversation about all the nonsense that's been
00:08:14.520 going on for the past few years and then tamara was there and you graciously gave up a lot of
00:08:19.420 your time on the show uh thursday night for tamara you know and i would have done the same thing i
00:08:24.300 suppose it's always great to have somebody like that sitting next to you and and on the show so
00:08:29.260 thank you for doing that but i thought it was it was an obligation that i had to the viewers and
00:08:34.620 to you to have you back on tonight because your book needs to be discussed more in depth and all
00:08:40.040 of the crazy things that are going on in the world right now with everything it seems uh need to be
00:08:45.840 discussed as well and i know you keep your ear to the ground on a lot of this stuff and so i'm i'm
00:08:50.420 looking forward to this discussion thank you for coming back on me too well you know i mean it just
00:08:55.860 happened to be it was the day i was speaking with you on your show on thursday happened to be the
00:09:00.900 end of two days of the sentencing hearing and there was tamara leach and you know so i thought
00:09:06.260 well you know here here she is so it was it was it was good but i'm thank you for having me back
00:09:11.860 on your show to just do a one-on-one absolutely so you know you were there you were at the sentencing
00:09:17.380 hearing um what were you what were your impressions of what happened well first of all when you're in
00:09:24.680 a courtroom for two for two days and you know you know i mean i don't know if it's i guess it's a bit
00:09:29.980 air conditioned compared to outside ottawa at that time of year but but it's it's pretty stale air
00:09:36.500 and and they don't have the microphones for some people like listening to the to the lead crown
00:09:42.320 attorney bringing the Crown's case, arguing for the seven and eight year sentences, respectively.
00:09:50.520 I mean, you have to really listen. I thought, am I really, am I needing hearing aids? But no,
00:09:55.760 there were rows of people that couldn't hear her very well. I mean, she was stepping up to the
00:10:02.240 plate because the lead prosecutor's mother had died and they were not able to be there.
00:10:10.180 by the way the ctv and other outlets uh gone it all wrong and thought that chris barber had lost
00:10:17.080 one or both of his parents and so he was all of a sudden getting all kinds of emails and messages
00:10:22.420 of condolences yeah yeah you know i was asking tamara this the other night and i'm not sure if
00:10:27.660 you chimed in on this or not and tamara was very gracious about it but i i said do you get the
00:10:33.420 impression that these crown attorneys are actually you know have got their hearts in this
00:10:40.020 what's your impression of that do they seem adamant do they seem dedicated to this case
00:10:46.060 they're arguing or is it just going through the motions i i think they're dedicated to this case
00:10:50.820 i think that they have a uh a sense that they uh are representing something that i mean the
00:10:57.660 government has a position and i think that you have you probably when it comes and of course this
00:11:04.720 is i think this is the provincial the ontario i mean it is court yeah but nonetheless nonetheless
00:11:09.860 the people involved i think i mean one of them who's kind of who was sitting in the back wasn't
00:11:15.720 wasn't getting up to speak was karemje and he's a big liberal supporter and you know i i think that
00:11:22.760 But there would be a selection that would go on when the Crown wants to assign prosecutors, and they want to make sure that they've got people that feel like this is a cause to pursue to the end, kind of like the police inspector Javert in the musical Les Miserables going after Jean Valjean forever.
00:11:45.080 So because the Crown, I mean, the judicial system can't afford in a case like this to assign a prosecutor who's lukewarm and has all kinds of doubts and reservations about their case, because that would start to leak out in unexpected ways in front of the judge.
00:12:07.660 So, no, you've got people who are very convinced that seemingly so that this is the you know, this is the worst mischief, mass mischief ever.
00:12:16.720 They're really morphing the word mischief. I mean, mischief normally has been like a, you know, a case before a judge is three hours on average.
00:12:25.680 Here we have a non-sequential 45 days over nearly two years of a trial.
00:12:33.640 And so it's, you know, and here they are.
00:12:37.400 I was at, I happened to be at the verdict on April 3rd.
00:12:41.520 It was my one day that I was, had an open date in the midst of a two-week book tour with Unjustified in Ontario.
00:12:50.820 And I was going to be going to, I was in Pembroke and a few other places, Sydenham.
00:12:55.680 north of Kingston. And here was this one day, I thought, well, maybe I'll just do something to
00:13:00.220 a round, oh no, I'm going to the verdict. And at that time, it turned out soon after that the Crown
00:13:05.780 was going to ask for, I think, two years. So this late ask to up the ante and say, no,
00:13:13.080 now we want seven and eight years, respectively. And all of that is really concerning and surprising.
00:13:21.780 You know, it never fails to surprise me that there are people out there, because it's just so far removed from my personal mindset, how people out there can believe so fully in the idea that the convoy was an affront to Canadian society, an embarrassment to our country.
00:13:46.020 It was a mass racist display, and it kind of reminds me of the narrative that the left-wing corporate media, some local politicians across the country have started in regards to Sean Foyt, who is a gospel musician, who is a mega-supporting gospel musician.
00:14:13.200 he's a pastor and he keeps getting canceled and police are in attendance at his shows now or his
00:14:20.480 prayer sessions and it just seems like that is the same narrative these people are married to the
00:14:25.720 idea that this guy is is causing problems when in actually in actuality all he's doing is spreading
00:14:32.800 the word of jesus i mean where does this come from where does this ideology come from i i i think
00:14:40.620 that in history uh portions of the of the population some more than others are susceptible
00:14:51.260 to a lot of free-floating anxiety you know whether it's the tulip craze and in the netherlands or
00:14:59.020 what whatever is going on you know the measles the same measles the measles now the salem witch
00:15:05.020 trials back in the uh seven whenever it was and and and on and on there's always going to be
00:15:11.840 occasions in history prior to our you know big media these days you know you know back in the
00:15:18.460 day it was all that happened the town crier has a has a terrible story i mean the kind of the story
00:15:24.120 of chicken little you know from aesop's fables i think you know uh with this going around saying
00:15:29.660 the sky is falling because an egg you know or a walnut hits them on the head from a tree and
00:15:35.180 then they're running around saying the sky is falling all the all the barnyard animals
00:15:38.620 chime in and they're all all agreeing nobody stopped to say hey wait a minute you know so
00:15:43.700 I think that so often people in society can hear a catastrophizing alarmist story there's a clear
00:15:52.740 and present danger that's named by people you trust or your your mother or your father or one
00:15:58.840 your siblings or an uncle or aunt or or your boss or or police inspector or or someone on the news
00:16:05.600 or or a or a mayor or or the prime minister and then uh people just take it on faith that it must
00:16:12.300 be true and and they and and what happened with the freedom convoy and and other other things as
00:16:18.760 well is you have this 24 7 uh alarmist spin with everything you know they're they're arsonists 0.75
00:16:26.300 They're driving from the West and East Coast all the way to burn down apartment buildings in Ottawa, or they're all Nazis, or they're raping women left, right, and center in broad daylight on Wellington Street.
00:16:38.920 All of these kinds of stories, if you keep throwing everything but the kitchen sink and the news reporters and the anchors themselves are breathlessly reporting this, there surely will be some people who are watching it and say, I don't buy it or I'm not sure about this or I don't know what to think or I reserve judgment.
00:16:57.880 but there are many people who will watch it that will get caught up in the emotional affect and
00:17:03.460 then if it's if it's pushed hard enough and long enough it will get stenciled into them like a
00:17:09.180 tattoo and and so that's why today like i will still hear from from people that are part of my
00:17:14.760 historic friends that that are still really upset that the the convoy took away our national flag
00:17:21.080 and thank god it finally was restored to its rightful place this last july 1st somehow and
00:17:27.040 And or that's or that all the protesters were Trump supporters or or or or they were all Americans or or they were all there because the Russians suggested it.
00:17:37.460 And so, you know, all of those things, one one would hope a person could sit back and say, how do I know that?
00:17:45.160 But if you're emotionally upset, if you're disgusted with what you're, if you're feeling disgust, annoyance, betrayal, whatever it is, anger, you don't have much reason to have sober second thought.
00:18:02.260 Are you familiar with the Impact Canada nudge team?
00:18:06.260 Yeah, that's out of Ottawa, isn't it?
00:18:08.220 It is, and it's out of the Privy Council office.
00:18:10.320 this is the office of the prime minister of the country and it's about a 15 person unit
00:18:16.960 and they are psychological behaviorists these people in this unit kind of like uh what was that
00:18:25.840 show there was like a six-person team where they profiled serial killers i forget what it's called
00:18:32.740 but that's what these guys were like they profiled people they profiled how they would think in
00:18:38.820 certain situations based upon certain factors and how to nudge the canadian public in a way that is
00:18:46.720 going to benefit the government narrative and i find that alarming and devious and that is going
00:18:54.940 on not just through the convoy but now through well probably through the sean foyte debacle which
00:19:00.640 is happening across our country right now do you mind if i play you a 45 second clip from left-wing
00:19:05.860 corporate CTV. We can break this down and see exactly where the bias shows itself in this.
00:19:14.040 Let's throw it up here. The city of Montreal tried to shut down a concert by a U.S.-based
00:19:18.920 Christian musician described as a MAGA superstar. Sean Foyt's concert was scheduled for seven o'clock
00:19:26.080 tonight at the Ministerios Restauracion Church in the Plateau. This evening, protesters gathered
00:19:33.260 outside of the church to denounce the singer.
00:19:36.100 Foyt has spoken out against abortion and the LGBTQ plus community.
00:19:41.140 A spokesperson for the city told CTV that the church does not have a permit
00:19:45.220 to organize a concert, but it seems in the end the concert went forward.
00:19:49.780 The city says a fine will be issued to the church
00:19:51.920 because it violated regulations by maintaining the show.
00:19:55.560 Six of Foyt's previous Canadian concerts have been canceled.
00:19:59.980 Did you catch any bias in there at all?
00:20:03.260 well yes yeah there's there's a bias there that that i mean first of all calling him like a mega
00:20:10.360 you know that's that's in the first five seconds of that report known as a mega superstar right
00:20:19.100 and that's going to get a certain portion of ctv's viewing audience all all in a huff because
00:20:26.280 god forbid maga right so so it's uh so i mean a lot of the news a lot of the mainstream news
00:20:34.960 begins with let's let's get an emotional hook so that people can get worked up about something
00:20:40.780 and and and whatever you know i mean a person could have you know they could bring on a bunch
00:20:46.420 other people and talk about the pros and cons of whether or not someone should be concerned about
00:20:50.680 the lgbtq xyz community or or not or or or or the or the upside and and the concerns and so on 0.99
00:20:58.560 but it's it's it's just we've got something that we should be really concerned about and like shut
00:21:03.440 it down and like when did when did that become our i mean we're we are we have been a democracy
00:21:09.820 and one of the the the things we prided ourselves i mean i back in the day you know i know this is
00:21:14.980 very antiquated but i was from from high school onward i would find myself we'd all be assigned
00:21:21.180 to be in panel discussions during social studies and discuss you know something that had happened
00:21:26.760 in canadian history or something in current affairs and we you know there were six people
00:21:31.980 on the panel and then everybody in the classroom would vote or whatever and and i've watched all
00:21:36.440 kinds of panel discussions over the years on on news shows and there used to be more of a balance
00:21:43.460 of people you know from different sides of the political spectrum but but that's uh seems to be
00:21:51.140 uh something that the mainstream media doesn't want want to hear as as the recent guy who
00:21:56.700 trevor i forget his last name who who recently left the cbc oh yeah that guy he says he's going
00:22:03.620 to tell his story when the time is right i believe it's when his uh his contract is over yeah yeah
00:22:10.260 his contract up he's got a uh one of those uh things what do you call that as a non-disclosure
00:22:15.980 deal disclosure agreement yeah where he can't say anything for a certain period of time uh you talk
00:22:20.800 about the media extensively in the book unjustified and their egregious behavior meaning that you know
00:22:27.060 in some cases they lied about certain things and i think the the most prominent one in my opinion
00:22:35.580 and maybe you've got a different idea about this would have been the cbc suggesting to then
00:22:40.160 uh justice minister what was his name marco mendicino yeah that the russians had somehow
00:22:46.820 influenced the uh the attendees of the freedom convoy and that they had somehow created a
00:22:54.820 funding situation as well yeah i can't even believe that that a cbc reporter or host would
00:23:03.120 even suggest such a thing without any evidence at all and the cbc ombudsman backed that up months
00:23:09.320 and months later yes well long after in october of 2022 when when no one was paying attention
00:23:16.280 and even even looking months after i did see the report by the cbc always but then it's
00:23:23.080 very hard or impossible to find it on you know maybe it's been scrubbed i'm not sure but
00:23:27.960 you know this is this is the kind of thing where like why why would anyone you know why would i
00:23:34.020 I mean, the CBC is taking a bet when they do that because they're thinking their viewers are going to believe that there are a bunch of people out in Western Canada and some parts of Ontario, Quebec and the Maritimes and Newfoundland that, you know, they'd otherwise be curling or, you know, watching, you know, trying to stay warm and watching sitcoms or whatever else.
00:23:57.420 But no, suddenly somehow Russian actors and maybe Vladimir Putin himself suggested or whispered in the ear of some people, hey, you should go to Ottawa.
00:24:06.060 And they, without without having a brain themselves, thought, yeah, I'll do that because some Russian agents have suggested I should go to Ottawa.
00:24:14.900 I have no reason. There's not it's not because I've been fired as a nurse or a paramedic from from my job because I didn't get vaccinated.
00:24:22.860 It's not because I've been told I can't get employment insurance now that I've been fired or can't pay my mortgage.
00:24:28.760 It's not because I've been told as a truck driver I can go across the border into the States and do some business.
00:24:34.260 Once I get back across the border, I have to sequester in quarantine for two weeks before I can have a second job in the course of a month.
00:24:41.560 So it's just, it's a sign of how out of touch the media was to even put that as a, to run that as a story. And then also the people watching who thought, yeah, it's Russia. That's why we're there.
00:25:00.760 I mean, there's a connection in my book with with all the 76 witnesses that testified before the Public Order Emergency Commission.
00:25:09.360 One of them was Deputy Prime Minister Chrystia Freeland.
00:25:13.000 And all of the witnesses got a pre interview before they went on the stand.
00:25:19.660 And she said that, you know, one of the reasons that they wanted to, you know, invoke the Emergencies Act was because they knew that Russia and the Ukraine were very likely going to have go to war and they couldn't afford to have this protest in Ottawa that would make Canada look weak.
00:25:41.940 so no we we have to invoke the emergencies act uh crack a few heads in the snow and and and make
00:25:49.220 putin shake in his boots because see what we can do to our own our own citizens as if that would
00:25:55.920 make them start or stop going to war in the ukraine but but that was the thinking it just 0.68
00:26:01.100 seems so ridiculous that we have politicians bald-faced lying and there's no remedy for that
00:26:08.840 and they're doing it in front of the entire nation seems like every single day whether it's 0.98
00:26:15.400 covet 19 pandemic whether it's the emergencies act whether it's climate change whatever it
00:26:21.040 happens to be but why doesn't our country start standing up and saying no that's a lie and for
00:26:27.900 and furthermore because you know i've got a media background so and i know that you've spoken
00:26:32.200 extensively to people like rodney palmer who spent years and years and years uh you know
00:26:38.560 as a foreign correspondent with pretty much every media network when they were still reputable
00:26:43.020 in this country years ago um what is it with the capture is it an ideological thing
00:26:49.560 is it that these uh networks are aligned with the liberal government or is it that they are
00:26:56.140 captured and they have to do these things like what actually is this well when when the uh when
00:27:05.160 the protesters first were rolling out in the west coast on the 22nd of January there was a number
00:27:14.520 of reports on the news CBC and some others that there was some gridlock slow rolls happening in
00:27:22.380 on the on the highway between the U.S. border in Vancouver and also in the Fraser Valley
00:27:27.380 and on that day it was reported in the news that the reason that the truck drivers were
00:27:32.580 were protesting was because of the condition of the provincial highways now the following day
00:27:39.760 that story was switched around to oh oh it looks like they're going to go to ottawa so
00:27:44.880 that became the story and and there was also a story in the 23rd that there were you know
00:27:51.040 convoy protesters going through salmon arm british columbia and everything was uh really on the up
00:27:58.260 and up. They were well-behaved protesters and so on. But the Liberal cabinet had a retreat on the
00:28:05.080 24th of January of 2022. And there were a number of people connected to, I think, the Prime
00:28:10.720 Minister's office, Marco Mendocino's office, maybe a number of Bill Blair, Christopher Freeland,
00:28:17.300 and so on as junior staffers or deputy ministers who were texting and emailing each other. And
00:28:26.160 this came out in the Public Order Mercy Commission, you know, like we, you know, we need to, you know,
00:28:33.420 frame this protest, you know, and suggesting a January 6th North, white supremacists, racists, and so on.
00:28:43.760 There was somebody, I think, on CTV that was reporting it in, you know, they were saying,
00:28:49.160 We have some people in CTV and Global and CBC that can run with this, with our messaging.
00:28:57.420 There were people by the 27th of, there was, I think, Caroline Williamson was somebody, I think, connected to Bill Blair's office.
00:29:07.560 but uh they had been practicing uh some some some lines like uh we're outraged with the racism and
00:29:17.100 and violence that's being expressed by the convoy protesters now this is these are between the 25th
00:29:23.100 and 27th that's before they ever arrived in or they ever arrived so people are rehearsing as if
00:29:28.800 there's there's a play coming to town on the on the 28th of of january of 2022 and we over here
00:29:36.700 in the media are rehearsing our lines but why i mean like they were they controlled and and i'm
00:29:46.200 asking for opinion here and not fact and i want people to understand that okay well i we i think
00:29:54.940 we know through the trusted news initiative that that that there's you know there was having people
00:30:00.760 all be on board with one message about what the COVID-19 virus, the clear and present
00:30:07.800 danger to us all, as was happening in the UK and Germany and Australia and New Zealand
00:30:13.460 and everywhere.
00:30:14.720 So there was a message that people who are dissenting from the pandemic measures, with
00:30:22.320 lockdown, firing people from their jaws for not getting the shot and so on, all of anybody
00:30:29.760 Anybody who was expressing dissent, a rogue doctor, physician, you know, paramedic would be quickly sent, you know, up to the physicians, at least to the College of Physicians and Surgeons and discipline, lose their license or threaten.
00:30:50.240 So so all of that was going on.
00:30:53.480 The media is all part of that messaging from the government.
00:30:56.960 uh i so so you said the trusted news initiative and i want to back up on that because i haven't
00:31:03.780 mentioned that a lot lately and i think we've got some new viewers since the last time i brought
00:31:08.200 that up can you explain what that is please so the trusted news initiative was was a a collaborate
00:31:15.080 a collaborative effort between different governments and news agencies in canada the
00:31:22.320 United States, I mean the BBC, similar counterparts in New Zealand, Australia, across numbers of
00:31:30.920 mostly Western European nations like Spain and France, who are all about putting forth the same
00:31:37.960 message. Their task is to ferret out what the story that they're going to put out there,
00:31:45.760 and anything that doesn't align with it is going to be denounced as misinformation or
00:31:52.140 malinformation or whatever so information yeah right so so uh so the cbc was one of the partners
00:32:00.720 in that and certainly what people experienced if you were in canada and you happen to have
00:32:06.860 relatives in australia or the uk or germany or france or the netherlands you could talk on the
00:32:13.560 phone to your relatives and find out the very same thing the very same messaging was coming out of
00:32:18.860 their news agencies too so that was all part of uh part of what was going on in terms of making
00:32:24.780 sure that one message uh was allowed and anybody who had uh the other any other point of view
00:32:32.220 was was was put in the penalty box i know you talk about the public order emergency commission
00:32:39.140 in the book unjustified again our guest guys by the way tonight is ray mckennessy is the author
00:32:43.980 of that book um did you have any faith at all that justice rouleau was going to look at this
00:32:51.240 through an unbiased lens when it first started because i i remember and i covered it extensively
00:32:57.220 on the show here i remember thinking that people were were so they were so excited to hear the
00:33:03.580 testimony of people like tamara and chris chris deering maggie hope brunt all of the people um
00:33:09.120 who spent significant amount of time in Ottawa during that during the convoy and to see Trudeau
00:33:16.620 get called out and all of those other ministers get called out. But I was a little bit more
00:33:22.560 skeptical. I thought, well, Rouleau has got some kind of a connection to Trudeau or at least the
00:33:26.700 Trudeau Foundation back then. He's a liberal. He's been a liberal for 30 or 40 years. I thought there
00:33:34.300 was no chance in hell there was going to be any kind of fair ruling that came out of that. Not
00:33:38.020 that it would be binding anyway but what were your thoughts going into that yeah so i mean i went i
00:33:43.840 i chose to attend i was there the week of the 14th to 18th of november 2022 i didn't know very much
00:33:51.220 about him i learned that he was uh in an advisory capacity to former liberal prime minister john
00:33:59.300 turner back in the early to mid 80s so so he's a partisan liberal uh one can hope in brackets one
00:34:09.540 can hope or in quotation marks that that somebody in a position who's supposed to be running an
00:34:15.340 inquiry about you know what went right or wrong with with a government decision to invoke the
00:34:20.020 most extreme measure the mercies act would be uh fair-minded and there were in the week that i was
00:34:27.520 there there were some example you know some indications that there was some fair-mindedness
00:34:32.800 going on in terms of how he would how he would handle you know cross-examination or brendan
00:34:38.960 miller or or other people from uh jccf or the civil rights i forget the the guy who was with
00:34:46.040 several people from three or four different different groups representing interests that
00:34:51.780 were uh questioning the government as even you know the lawyers for the provinces of alberta
00:34:57.340 saskatchewan and and there there was both uh moments where rouleau was giving you know saying
00:35:06.540 oh you know we've already heard lots of evidence that the uh that the four triggers to invoke the
00:35:12.940 emergencies act uh which are in the legislation from 1988 uh sabotage espionage serious violence
00:35:21.660 that neither the police or the military can handle or a plot to overthrow the government.
00:35:28.480 There's no, you know, so we say we've already heard, you know, from the CSIS director,
00:35:32.400 David Vigneault and others, you know, we already know that those triggers weren't in play.
00:35:40.560 So I think, well, he's going to rule that this is, you know, that much as the government
00:35:46.060 had a catastrophic sense of what was happening.
00:35:49.840 I mean, Natalie Drouan, who was the deputy clerk of the Privy Council, testified, and she basically said, you know, she's one of the people that recommended to the prime minister to invoke the Emergencies Act.
00:36:03.320 Well, she's saying, well, there were children who were like human shields.
00:36:09.580 And she went on about how we had to invoke the Emergencies Act, because if we hadn't, then there might have been a real threat.
00:36:15.800 So that comes across as like she's saying, well, we had to preemptively invoke the Emergency's Act so that in case a real threat came along, we already had things under wraps.
00:36:27.720 But that's not how the Emergency Act is designed to be deployed.
00:36:31.320 No, it's not. Of course not.
00:36:32.940 And we had Janice Charette, who also recommended the Prime Minister to vote the Emergencies Act, and she was saying on the stand, you know, she's got this incident response group made from a bunch of people from different important groups within the government who are all weighing in on their assessment of what the freedom, what the protest is.
00:36:59.440 They're not really going in amongst the crowd or having anyone do that. It's more kind of looking at it through with binoculars. And then she's saying she at one point she got her best information about what was happening on the ground from watching the nightly news.
00:37:15.520 so so this is the this is this is the key you know key people who were making recommendations
00:37:22.240 the prime minister have this have this state of mind this catastrophizing so i i think that i
00:37:28.920 think that partly what was in play was both uh determination from you know from from the 24th of
00:37:36.040 of january we have the paper trail of of the of the emails and and and text messages to to depict
00:37:43.500 the convoy in a certain way. But in addition to that, I think that there is almost like a
00:37:49.840 psychological type that kind of rises up above the others in government positions like these,
00:37:59.260 where a person probably has more anxiety than most of us and is given to alarmism and
00:38:06.780 catastrophizing, saying, oh, my God, I'm the person in charge. It's got to be a lot worse
00:38:11.620 than everybody realizes.
00:38:14.080 And that's not what we need.
00:38:17.300 And when I have somebody
00:38:18.800 like the national security advisor
00:38:21.260 of the prime minister,
00:38:22.120 who's Jody Thomas,
00:38:23.760 who's very impressive on the stand
00:38:25.420 with a long suit in Coast Guard.
00:38:28.380 And she was explaining why,
00:38:30.700 you know, why we're having the,
00:38:33.860 why she recommended
00:38:34.940 that the prime minister
00:38:35.820 invoke the Immerses Act.
00:38:37.300 And she's saying, well,
00:38:38.480 you know, was there serious violence?
00:38:39.980 She's asked.
00:38:40.500 She says, well,
00:38:40.940 there was continual violence well what do you mean well there was honking of horns you know
00:38:45.460 which at that point bruleau said it's already been established that the horn honking for all
00:38:50.580 intents and purposes ceased on the 7th a full week before now there were of course people coming to
00:38:58.040 the convoy all the time and some people didn't get the memo who just newly arrived from quebec or
00:39:03.300 or southwestern ontario or manitoba and and they came in maybe they honked a horn then they were
00:39:08.980 told by the roadblock captain stop honking your horn but it was you know it was night and day in
00:39:14.900 terms of the difference it was the honking of horns after the 7th and before the 7th but they
00:39:19.860 were discussing that the horn honking was violence and i think that's probably going to be brought up
00:39:25.420 in the civil case that paul champ has got coming up at some point as well that i'm sure you're very
00:39:30.340 interested in uh did it surprise you well let me just add yeah the rcmp themselves said that horn
00:39:38.960 honking was not violence i mean in my reports it's outrageous that you see this is the new way
00:39:44.620 of thinking this is the crt thing this is you know if you speak badly or you say something i
00:39:52.740 don't agree with then they're saying these days these young kids that it's violence towards them
00:39:58.640 and that's a problem that is a massive problem because there's no way you can ever have a civil
00:40:05.760 conversation if somebody is going to go running for the corner or their safe space anytime you
00:40:11.100 disagree with them. Speaking of disagreeing, did it surprise you during the Public Order
00:40:17.740 Emergency Commission that you covered in person that all three of the police services who were
00:40:23.740 involved with this, that's the RCMP, the OPP, and the Ottawa Police, that they didn't coordinate
00:40:30.820 so well they didn't know what each other were doing it seemed like at least to me yes that
00:40:37.800 that came out that there was there was not uh you know the and and different policing groups were
00:40:44.740 not happy with each other at different points i mean there i mean they were throwing each other
00:40:48.900 under the bus during the commission i thought it was hilarious yeah there was you know there was
00:40:53.340 that one uh kind of crackdown on the uh you know there were protesters who who had uh you know
00:41:00.460 Once there were a certain number of vehicles in the Wellington and downtown, others were told, no, go over to what was an area called Coventry.
00:41:08.500 And at one point there were, you know, police cracking down on the protesters, snipers and so on. And there were other people either within the same other units within the same police force or other police forces that were very unhappy with what the people in question had done.
00:41:30.700 And so there was a lot of different attitudes even towards key people who were working effectively with police liaison teams like Tom Marazzo, the army captain, and others who were finding they'd get one message here and then another message there.
00:41:53.020 And that was very frustrating.
00:41:54.580 But I would say about the police and intelligence, you know, writ large, what they were saying, I mean, none of them asked for the government to invoke the Emergencies Act, you know, they were, and they were working on a plan to de-escalate things, and they were satisfied that it would be effective.
00:42:16.940 The city of Ottawa and numbers of people representing the convoy had had fruitful negotiations to begin to remove 75% of the protest vehicles by the end of the 16th of February.
00:42:37.980 Now, that only got to be 102 vehicles by noon on the 14th, because very soon there were police that were putting up barricades, impeding the further movement of vehicles out of the city or over to Wellington Street.
00:42:51.780 So let me ask you this. I mean, why would they do that?
00:42:54.940 Why would they impede the progress of these vehicles to move out of the downtown if they wanted them out so badly?
00:43:02.320 Or was that a setup? Again, this is an opinion.
00:43:05.380 question i think i think it i think a setup is a good a good uh explanation because if you want a
00:43:11.220 showdown you're not going to want to have i mean one of the things that was part of the messaging
00:43:16.240 coming out of the government all along was these people are you know fringe minority they're racist 0.98
00:43:21.260 white supremacists they're the worst of the worst there is no point even having the prime minister 0.99
00:43:26.960 or or somebody else you know delegated from government to come and have a conversation with 1.00
00:43:32.260 with some people who are protesting in some room somewhere
00:43:36.320 because they're just impossible to deal with.
00:43:39.520 But now you have the city of Ottawa with some senior people
00:43:43.980 in emergency management and so on,
00:43:46.340 and the mayor himself signing a letter back and forth
00:43:49.340 with Tamara Litch saying, okay, let's go ahead.
00:43:54.120 We're going to do this.
00:43:55.340 And then the city staff are taking photos of all 102 protest vehicles
00:44:00.860 that have now moved on.
00:44:02.260 And so if you ended up having 75% of the vehicles gone, you know, maybe they'd just go over to Arnprior or some other place waiting perhaps to come back. But nonetheless, if you had that kind of success, it'd be very difficult to go ahead and try and invoke the Emergencies Act on the 17th of February.
00:44:20.440 The window of opportunity to say we have an unmanageable crisis, a national emergency, was slipping away.
00:44:28.480 So the government had to act fast if their plan was to invoke the Emergencies Act.
00:44:33.900 You know, it's interesting that you would say that because, I mean, you know, Coots was going on at the same time.
00:44:41.580 And some people believe that that is the real reason that the Emergencies Act was called to get those folks off the line.
00:44:49.520 But they had already moved off the line before the Emergency Act came into play.
00:44:55.660 But getting back to the Ottawa situation, there's one question, and I'm not sure.
00:45:02.240 Actually, there's two.
00:45:03.760 We know there was negotiations happening, or at least an attempt at negotiations between government and the protesters,
00:45:11.680 and not because of the Liberal government, not because of Trudeau or any of his ministers, any of his cabinet.
00:45:16.180 it. Conservative MPs and critics were desperately trying to get the government to sit down. And I
00:45:23.520 saw a video that leaked over the weekend. Of course, you couldn't have covered this in your
00:45:27.700 book because it's only recently become public. Trudeau adamantly opposed to any kind of
00:45:34.420 conversation with any representatives of the convoy. But we didn't know that at the time,
00:45:39.780 did we? No. What came out at the inquiry was that there was a, I think, police liaison team,
00:45:49.760 although I can't be sure, but I think Leslie Jean is the name of this officer,
00:45:57.720 either an OPP or Ottawa police. But in either case, they were recommending that the government,
00:46:05.320 I mean, early on, they were recommending to the government that they sit down because they said, you know, we had this big protest of some highways and a rail service was shut down for many weeks between early January and mid-March of 2020 when people were protesting about pipelines.
00:46:31.120 And there were ferry services canceled out in the West Coast and so on.
00:46:35.800 And so they said, remember what we did?
00:46:38.380 We sat down with some of the protest leaders and we wound things up.
00:46:44.820 And so these kinds of sensible, constructive suggestions were being waved away.
00:46:51.920 As you pointed out now, we know how much resistance there was to any discussion.
00:46:57.480 Well, there was a guy, Dean French, who is a close advisor to Doug Ford and one of his close friends. Dean French was brought in by Brian Peckford to see if he could somehow somehow bridge the gap between the liberal government and the protest.
00:47:13.520 and um so people were asking what his involvement in this was and why was he involved in the first
00:47:19.840 place and then they're trying of course to tie forward to the liberal government which you can
00:47:24.440 do uh through phone calls and through what he said lately about mark carney and the fact that
00:47:30.600 carney spent the night at his cottage up north of toronto last week but anyway um it seemed as
00:47:36.420 though dean french was actually trying in good faith to get some kind of meeting and you know
00:47:42.760 the optics of that would have been great for the entire country if you wanted to unite people
00:47:49.020 you make a deal you get them to move out maybe you capitulate to one or two of these demands
00:47:55.060 and then you you mark a win up on the board justin trudeau could have done that but instead
00:48:00.560 he chose to dig his heels in call people an extreme right-wing threat uh what was the correct
00:48:08.500 I can't even remember what he said now, an unacceptable, unacceptable fringe minority,
00:48:12.940 unacceptable fringe minority. And why would he do that? Would you say that's petulance? That's
00:48:18.720 just Justin Trudeau being a man child? Or was there something else involved there?
00:48:24.600 Well, let me just mention that Dean French did concretely get involved in helping make
00:48:32.520 connections with the city of ottawa staffers and the and the convoy and if he was also involved in
00:48:39.600 trying to to uh negotiate something with the federal government i'm not i'm not personally
00:48:45.300 aware of it although it's certainly possible that that was also another avenue being explored
00:48:49.700 with with the with the government i mean if you have i mean from time to time governments want
00:48:57.100 want more power and and and so there's a there's a if you have a strategy of tension
00:49:04.300 maybe it's climate change you know maybe it's uh what whatever it is but but or or or is or we're
00:49:14.240 having an insurrection you know these kinds of of of of allegations uh can can be an opportunity
00:49:23.680 for uh for leaders of government to to appear to be like the lone ranger coming in you know on a
00:49:31.200 horse and riding into ottawa and saving the nation from from terrible mercenaries and
00:49:36.640 and insurrectionists and trump supporters and and putin supporters and so on and and so it's
00:49:42.720 it's a putin supporters it's a gamble that that that that that we can see different leaders of
00:49:49.820 different countries make over history. And goofy as it is, you'd normally want to say,
00:49:58.340 well, wouldn't a person in leadership want to find a way to say, let's just have a conversation.
00:50:05.860 Let's give one out of 10 things the protesters want. They're here. They're really cold. They
00:50:12.180 want to go back home anyway, but they don't want to lose face. So let's give them a few
00:50:16.060 a few uh a few things and then um you know or promise we could promise a few things like we'll
00:50:23.700 have a we'll have a panel discussion with dr theresa tam a week a week tuesday now you go home
00:50:30.000 what we know like the wizard of oz might do you know to dorothy and her friends but but no you
00:50:35.560 know it's it's not not not not in the cards to say okay everyone we found a way to have this
00:50:42.960 discussion with a few reasonable people here who are protesting and now everyone can calm down and
00:50:48.640 you know go back to your sitcoms instead the the option was let's let's uh let's uh clobber people
00:50:56.360 and let's invoke the emergencies act and and let's see what uh what can happen if we freeze some
00:51:01.140 people's bank accounts let's yeah the freezing of the bank accounts too like how much did mark
00:51:05.700 carney have to do with that did we only just find out recently that that was pretty much his idea
00:51:10.420 because everybody was pointing their finger at Freeland at the time.
00:51:14.340 Well, Mark Carney was certainly in a financial advisory capacity
00:51:21.260 with the government from 2020 going forward.
00:51:26.000 I haven't seen any documents, but it's, you know, as he's...
00:51:30.920 Well, he wrote an article in the National Post, I read Globe and Mail,
00:51:33.980 and he said, let's end this edition.
00:51:35.660 I mean, come on.
00:51:37.480 So it's not like brand new.
00:51:39.300 It's like on the 7th of February, 2022, the Globe and Mail, yeah, sedition.
00:51:44.460 And he's also the godparent of one of Christopher Freeland's, you know, children.
00:51:50.180 So it's...
00:51:51.780 I guess nobody would have put it together back then because nobody cared about Mark Carney back then, right?
00:51:56.400 Like, who cares? Mark Carney, like, who's he?
00:51:58.520 Nobody even knew who he was in 2022, really.
00:52:01.520 Some people, obviously, but not the vast majority.
00:52:04.400 Those of us who look on Wikipedia and look at all the names of the governors of the Bank of Canada and the governors of the Bank of England over time might be well familiar with his name.
00:52:17.900 But no, most people were not thinking about that.
00:52:20.480 But certainly, I think that it's a red flag to have somebody now as prime minister who may very well have been suggesting in a, you know, at a nice mealtime conversation in someone's home like Christopher Freeland's, wouldn't it be a good idea to, you know, if the emergency, you could just opine, you know, should the Emergencies Act be invoked?
00:52:47.380 i wonder what would happen if you froze people's bank accounts sort of put it out like that i don't
00:52:52.120 know you know i'll tell you that this debanking thing eva chipiak was debanked last week
00:52:57.440 i think it was on thursday and uh she put it up on x i think she's been on with viva fry and she's
00:53:04.340 been on with rebel news and even a couple of big american networks talking about this debanking
00:53:10.440 thing and i don't know if it's because of her politics or if she did something wrong uh with
00:53:15.680 one of her accounts she put up the letter on x yeah but i'm thinking like wow man like this is
00:53:23.560 something that seems to be picking up momentum in this country we've got uh people attacking churches
00:53:31.780 now uh because of the government narrative that is uh supported by the media uh we've got banks
00:53:38.300 just sending letters to people whose political views they don't agree with how bad is this going
00:53:45.500 to get ray well i i think i read that letter that that eva had and it's like your your your
00:53:53.480 relationship with this royal bank of canada is over by the 18th of august so you know get your
00:53:58.820 house in order and move your move your account somewhere else i think i mean banking is not a
00:54:03.620 luxury in this country you need a bank account in order to be able to do anything really i i think
00:54:10.520 so because if if everybody knew that you had all of your money under your mattress at home then
00:54:16.040 there might be somebody who wants to go and rob rob your house well there's that but i mean what
00:54:20.600 i mean is like you got to pay anything right if you want to buy something you know you want a
00:54:25.320 credit card you gotta have a bank you do you know so when they take it away from you plus you and
00:54:31.080 you know all five banks own each other so they're all going to be following the same protocols
00:54:36.040 you know thank god for bow valley credit union in alberta uh who came to eva's rescue so she
00:54:41.960 did manage to get her house in order but like do you see this getting worse and worse and worse
00:54:48.520 it it it could what we don't know and i don't think she knows she can't she doesn't know what
00:54:56.120 what was it was it was it her being one of the lawyers for the freedom uh for some of the the
00:55:02.200 you know people who are testifying at the public order emergency inquiry is it something she said
00:55:08.020 on her show uh you know which just seems like a very reasonable you know dialogue over division
00:55:14.080 she's one of the more reasonable ones out there as a matter of fact i'm constantly on top of her
00:55:19.100 to say eva you got to get a little more aggressive come on you know yeah she's very affable and and
00:55:25.940 very hospitable to people with different points of view so but you know if if that's all it takes
00:55:33.060 is for someone to simply be airing different points of view including uh making having a
00:55:39.520 platform for descending points of view there's a lot of people they're going to have to start
00:55:43.580 worrying about about where their banking is going to be happening within the next few years
00:55:48.120 it's probably designed to chill descent right this is just another one of the tools they have
00:55:53.340 in their toolbox there's one more thing that i want to ask you um the day they brought out the
00:56:00.280 cops and they started smashing heads i think that was on valentine's day 2022 wasn't it
00:56:04.720 i think it was the 18th the 18th so it was a few days later yeah yeah so uh and it was two days of
00:56:11.440 it the kettling and then you know people like maggie getting down on their knees and uh drawing
00:56:19.440 a line if you will yeah these officers there's still a lot of speculation as to where they came
00:56:26.800 from where they were deployed from were they mostly opp were they mostly rcmp we know there
00:56:32.320 was a great deal of them who were rcmp from all over the country but we're still hearing rumors
00:56:38.140 about un troops and planes that had landed in north bay and troops that bused from north bay
00:56:44.460 to ottawa uh there was no insignia on their uniforms it appeared to some of the protesters
00:56:51.000 that the people who were standing on that line did not understand the english language or even
00:56:56.620 the french language what have you heard about that and you know if you don't want to speculate
00:57:01.400 i totally understand but i'd like to hear your thoughts i mean what i have heard was the numbers
00:57:07.800 of the security, the provincial Quebec police were there. Certainly, and also numbers of
00:57:17.000 police detached from Toronto area who were there as well. The police who had been there
00:57:26.620 overseeing the situation, quite a number of them, or maybe a majority of them, were moved out of
00:57:36.380 the situation because they developed a constructive and positive relationship with the protesters.
00:57:42.080 So now you instead have police from other parts of Ontario and Quebec, for sure, who have been told
00:57:52.780 dreadful things about who these protesters are. They're an unacceptable fringe minority,
00:57:58.180 they're insurrectionists, they're mercenaries, and so on. And so then you end up having RCMP
00:58:03.820 officers and their text messages saying you know don't you know don't don't finish them off before
00:58:09.720 i get a chance to come in and crack some heads too these are the text messages of different people
00:58:15.680 as well as people saying things like that on on instagram so so there was uh there was a uh a
00:58:23.520 depiction of who the protesters were that that was put out to police police policing groups that
00:58:31.340 were far outside of the ottawa area and then they came i can't i can't con i can't comment
00:58:37.660 with certainty anything about un troops or or foreign mercenaries or whatever else because i
00:58:43.320 don't i mean i've asked tom marazzo about he he thinks it's more more you know domestic but
00:58:49.360 domestic that were far far afield from ottawa police so so what's the craziest rumor you heard
00:58:57.300 about that just what i just said yeah well yeah that that they're you know like mercenary i mean
00:59:04.820 mercenaries from like soldiers of fortune uh you know somebody had wondered i i you know i don't
00:59:10.920 i don't know what about that text chain that was exposed to the public right around that time from
00:59:16.620 all of the officers who were staying at the chateau laurier there who were so very happy to
00:59:21.420 be there cracking heads and running uh people down with their horses how come that didn't get more
00:59:26.020 attention well it didn't make it didn't make uh the headline news on cbc that's for sure i mean
00:59:32.720 these these are these are the kind of details that that that are not part of what's cherry picked
00:59:39.320 when global tv or ctv or cbc or the globe and mail toronto star wants to cover the story there
00:59:46.500 were all kinds of things that were very concerning that came out as well as a lot of would you call
00:59:51.740 that a detail to me that's a massive story well yes it's yeah it's a it's a massive story as is
00:59:59.320 all of the exonerating you know the code of conduct that all the protesters had to sign
01:00:04.940 before they went into ottawa saying we're going to be peaceful and lawful and non-violent i mean
01:00:09.920 that that should have been a story i mean that should have been a story from you know on the
01:00:14.420 weekend the 29th 30th of uh of january uh to remind canadians oh isn't it great these people
01:00:21.540 protesting have all signed a code of conduct we didn't have that at all in the news no nothing
01:00:26.940 like that your book is unjustified and people can grab by the way you've been very generous with the
01:00:32.500 proceeds of that book in many different places and on many different occasions ray and i want
01:00:36.760 to thank you for that uh the ostrich farm notably is the most recent i think yeah yes yeah i'm i
01:00:42.720 mean i i think i mean it somehow fell to me that i decided to go out out to the poec and uh i i
01:00:51.360 hadn't planned to write a book but but you know that's that's the way things rolled when i was
01:00:57.420 encouraged to do more than just write some articles so you're a writer that's what you do man that's
01:01:02.240 what i do so yeah i'm happy to give uh proceeds of the sales of the book to the ostrich farms and
01:01:07.500 other other places 25 a book so you know but it's i should mention it's also available on
01:01:14.560 ebook and audiobook for those that prefer those platforms did you narrate that yourself or did
01:01:20.040 you get somebody else to do that no sutherland house publisher has their what i'll call stable
01:01:27.500 of of readers they've got the in-house people well you know what next time you do that and
01:01:31.920 you're looking for uh somebody to read your audiobook i've got some experience doing that
01:01:35.820 i'd be happy to do that for you oh great great yeah yeah um where can we find it amazon is it
01:01:41.220 all over the place it's on amazon uh and it's on kobo barnes and noble it's uh you know you can
01:01:48.780 order it through your your favorite bookstore and and i also think uh for those that are that
01:01:54.780 don't have a lot of of ka-ching around they can ask their local library to get a coffee because 0.99
01:02:01.360 it's it's it's probably a you know a book that should be in more libraries too do do we have 1.00
01:02:07.120 libraries still we do as long as people patronize them yeah all right ray thank you for coming on
01:02:14.700 tonight really appreciate it and of course you're going to be coming back at some point soon when
01:02:18.540 there's more to discuss and i certainly hope you consider because we did talk a couple of
01:02:23.580 weekends ago about some new subject matter for another book uh that i would like to see you
01:02:28.780 write i believe well i'll keep you posted all right man thanks for having me on your show
01:02:34.640 thank you ray see you again guys i've got more we'll be right back in 30
01:02:48.540 tomorrow night on the show amrit baring joins he's the bc politician who believes that pierre
01:03:15.560 Polyev and the Conservative Party of Canada lost the election on purpose.
01:03:22.740 So he's going to be joining the show on Tuesday night and then tomorrow night.
01:03:27.360 You know, this whole cancellation thing is starting to go a little bit crazy.
01:03:31.520 It was going crazy a couple of years ago.
01:03:34.180 Remember, people couldn't get venues to host different events if they had the wrong political beliefs.
01:03:39.740 And that seemed to calm down for a while.
01:03:41.720 We thought, OK, we're past that.
01:03:43.900 No, it's back now.
01:03:45.560 uh with the whole sean folk thing so we're going to get into that in just a second but there's
01:03:51.540 another situation that's brewing in brandon manitoba with a woman called nikki podwerny
01:03:57.680 who sings with a group called prairie daisy they were supposed to have a concert coming up now
01:04:03.000 they're you know right-wing people they're conservative uh logical-minded people who
01:04:11.080 were told by a venue called lady of the lake in brandon just the other day that because of their
01:04:17.040 stand on certain things and because they don't align with the all-inclusive mentality of the
01:04:23.100 management of this hall lady of the lake that their performance is going to be canceled
01:04:27.360 so this is not just one thing this is still going on so nikki is going to join the show
01:04:34.740 on Wednesday night 1.00
01:04:36.500 another woman that got cancelled
01:04:38.340 and as far as Sean goes 1.00
01:04:40.440 well we're going to continue
01:04:42.740 on with the show here
01:04:44.520 because we do have a couple of things we want to cover
01:04:46.780 from him
01:04:47.300 Alexa Lavoie of Rebel News
01:04:50.000 has been doing a great job
01:04:52.340 covering this situation
01:04:53.800 and she was in Montreal the other day
01:04:56.760 watch this
01:04:57.820 how about a nice cup of 1.00
01:05:00.720 get the fuck 1.00
01:05:01.600 Suffice de landlordarlo. 0.99
01:05:01.840 Tu ne peux pas faire mon cas.
01:05:03.900 Chrissé votre candidat.
01:05:07.800 Te Chryssé ton candidat…
01:05:09.940 Tu le mérites!
01:05:10.360 Pourquoi je le mérite?
01:05:11.060 Déיא-laise.
01:05:11.400 T'as pas d'affaires ici!
01:05:13.140 Hey!
01:05:14.060 T'avais pas le droit dealer ça, là.
01:05:15.400 T'avais pas le droit?
01:05:16.440 T'as une agression.
01:05:17.100 Ah ouais!
01:05:18.900 Ah, oui!
01:05:19.860 T'as de говорит!
01:05:20.300 Je suis désolée, là, mais ça c'est une agression.
01:05:21.600 Ah ouais?
01:05:21.900 Hey close, hey, that was...
01:05:24.280 Oh wait, you're only in crisis, when you're playing, what?
01:05:26.860 You're not the right to touch my microphone, it's my only job.
01:05:31.480 It's not time to touch mine cables, eh?
01:05:34.760 In Ontario, he already stopped me, without you.
01:05:37.680 In Ontario.
01:05:40.040 He stopped me directly from Toronto.
01:05:44.160 Okay, you're not as getting caught.
01:05:47.420 He's just where you guy meet, Mr. you appreciated me,
01:05:49.800 He's coming to me, he's coming to me, he's coming to me, he's coming to me, he's coming to me.
01:05:53.800 And he's coming to me.
01:05:54.800 The best thing I think in my situation is to go to the other side.
01:05:56.800 I know, but I have the right to walk, I'm still a citizen.
01:05:58.800 I understand, but you're not necessarily going to be able to walk.
01:06:01.800 Yes, but I'm not going to cross the light to be after that, I'm going to be a jaywalking.
01:06:07.800 He's living there.
01:06:09.800 He's living there.
01:06:10.800 He's already living there.
01:06:11.800 But he's not, he's not here.
01:06:13.800 He's a victim, sir.
01:06:15.800 He's a victim, sir.
01:06:17.800 my friends that is the accepting left no space for hate there's more of the police now
01:06:43.760 trying to enter the church
01:06:46.400 Please do it.
01:07:16.400 So this is police entering the church where Jean Foyt was performing in Montreal on Saturday
01:07:37.160 night. There's many people who think police can't do that, but they can. We'll break it
01:07:42.480 down for you in just a second now we also have video of sean performing in toronto let me see
01:08:01.080 if i can find that for you guys real quick here and it's not even really a performance as much as
01:08:08.200 it is a service that he's doing yeah here it is okay so at the service in toronto
01:08:17.220 police were there watching with their arms folded in the back
01:08:21.860 which is for you, do this in your eyes.
01:08:25.020 I mean, it's what you want to grab.
01:08:26.280 It's what you want to make.
01:08:28.720 Come on, use your own words.
01:08:30.240 For his body, it was broken for you,
01:08:31.960 for your sins, for your nation.
01:08:34.860 And his body, it was broken.
01:08:37.680 It's why the sins of the dead.
01:08:42.320 We thank you for coming.
01:08:44.540 We thank you, God,
01:08:46.620 for your pain.
01:08:48.260 It was broken.
01:08:51.860 All right, there's a lot of people who are calling Sean a fake Christian and just a Trump
01:09:01.920 mouthpiece and all of that. Whether you believe that or not, whether you believe in God or not,
01:09:07.400 whether you're a Christian or not, this to me is a matter of freedom of speech, 0.62
01:09:14.500 freedom of expression in our country that seems to be eroding even more than it already has.
01:09:21.860 based upon the left canceling or doing their best to cancel shows now i'm not sure or services i'm
01:09:30.260 not sure if antifa and and they're very organized you know how they operate right this is the black
01:09:36.660 block if antifa is calling these venues where sean is doing these services and threatening violence
01:09:43.220 if they host them maybe they're scared that they're going to be on the hook for some kind
01:09:48.420 of damages if people get hurt in lawsuits i don't know or maybe it's ideologically maybe they're
01:09:56.540 scared they're going to lose business going forward or maybe they're scared they're going to
01:10:01.080 be continually attacked by antifa if they allow services like this in their venues i don't know
01:10:08.300 exactly what it is as far as brandon manitoba is concerned i don't think they have a very large
01:10:14.980 population of antifa slash black bloc members there there could be a few like maybe a dozen
01:10:19.720 but i don't see any reason now if if they think and i'm talking about these venue owners and
01:10:28.940 managers if they think that they're going along with the majority of public opinion here
01:10:34.100 by canceling shows like this whether or not sean foy is tied to mega and tied to donald trump
01:10:40.460 bottom line is that he's a pastor and he's spreading the word the word of god out there
01:10:47.300 and i think most rational-minded people can understand that so if they think that they
01:10:54.340 are following the popular opinion here and they're going to be on the right side of history
01:10:59.280 going forward i they're sadly mistaken i would suggest guys that you read the room
01:11:06.140 this is not just a matter of freedom of religion which it is but like i said it's a matter of
01:11:12.980 freedom of speech and freedom of expression and if we can't if we can't do that in this country
01:11:19.460 then it's no longer a country a free country it's an authoritarian country we have the charter of
01:11:27.140 rights and freedoms in this country that protects that it also protected bodily autonomy too and
01:11:34.460 look where that got us so this is what's going on in our country right now by the way can
01:11:42.080 police enter a church during a service according to this ai this google ai uh you know we thought
01:11:49.980 they couldn't pastor art said that and i think there there were a few independent media that
01:11:55.920 were saying that as well but the ai says in canada the question of police entering a church during a
01:12:00.240 service is complex and depends on the specific situation. While there's no blanket rule prohibiting
01:12:05.660 police from entering a church, there are legal and ethical considerations, particularly regarding
01:12:10.260 religious freedom and the potential for sanctuary. So the breakdown goes like this. No automatic
01:12:16.180 prohibition. There is no law that states police are forbidden from entering a church at any time.
01:12:22.280 The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms protects religious freedom,
01:12:25.500 meaning police should generally respect the sanctity of religious services and avoid
01:12:32.200 interfering unnecessarily uh sanctuary is moot here police may enter a church with a warrant
01:12:38.920 or in exingent circumstances like a situation that poses immediate threat to life or safety
01:12:45.920 that could have been their excuse for entering that church in toronto the other night
01:12:50.200 in situations where police may need to enter a church it's common practice to consult with
01:12:55.760 church officials to ensure the action is carried out with minimal disruption and respect for
01:13:00.060 religious practices so in conclusion police yeah they can enter a church during a service but it's
01:13:06.340 generally expected that they will do so with caution and respect for religious practices
01:13:11.120 and only when necessary to illegal requirements or exigent circumstances situations involving
01:13:16.940 sanctuary can create a more complex dynamic, but there is no automatic legal barrier to police
01:13:23.400 entry. So the city of Montreal has fined the church, the cathedral that Sean Foyt performed
01:13:32.920 that slash did the service at the other night. And the fine is pretty steep too. I believe it's
01:13:39.920 about $25,000. No, $2,500. They fined this church for hosting a concert, which is actually
01:13:47.800 just a church service by Sean Foy. Again, this is left-wing corporate media. Controversial
01:13:56.380 views. My goodness, he is a Christian. He espouses Christian views. 0.76
01:14:03.140 the word of god how on earth are they controversial this is what the left-wing
01:14:13.280 corporate media is doing to us all they are conditioning people to believe
01:14:17.960 that christianity is controversial
01:14:21.700 that is what they are doing and because these days people seem so far removed from god in the church
01:14:32.060 that they're falling for it and i do have to say that most churches out there have dropped the ball
01:14:39.640 most churches just exist inside their own four walls when they need to be
01:14:45.820 out in the community way more than they are i'm not saying the churches should get off scot-free
01:14:53.720 from this foits controversial views and his status as a rising star in the mega movement
01:15:01.480 This is global now. The report I played for you earlier was from CTV.
01:15:06.480 So it seems as though they're working in lockstep, doesn't it?
01:15:11.260 It said it led officials to cancel his concerts in several Canadian cities in recent days.
01:15:16.160 Friday evening, an evangelical church in Montreal allowed Foyt to perform a hastily scheduled concert
01:15:22.300 over the objections of the city administration and is now facing a $2,500 fine.
01:15:27.520 now a cbc reporter and alexa loa from rebel news were asking questions of white the other day and
01:15:38.560 this is actually kind of funny the cbc reporter was roasted all over social media the past couple
01:15:44.460 of days for this because you don't have the permit to have the cancer i don't think you need a permit
01:15:49.760 to worship in a church last time i checked you don't need a permit to worship
01:15:57.520 It's religious freedom, do you know that?
01:15:59.820 Yeah.
01:16:00.180 Religious freedom, you don't need a permit to worship, Radio Canada.
01:16:04.460 Well, you have to research your laws on that.
01:16:07.320 My God, it's incredible.
01:16:08.340 Worshiping in a church, I don't believe you need a permit for that.
01:16:11.880 Thanks, guys.
01:16:12.460 I don't think you need a permit to worship in a church.
01:16:21.560 Jamil Giovanni, you know, a lot of them, I do have to give them credit for this.
01:16:25.200 A lot of members of the Conservative Party of Canada have been speaking up.
01:16:29.320 MPs as well, elected officials.
01:16:31.140 And this comes from Jamil Giovanni just today, this notice of motion.
01:16:35.480 The Standing Committee on Canadian Heritage,
01:16:38.060 A, recognized that protecting the freedom to worship without fear of violence or criminal intimidation
01:16:43.900 is a fundamental part of Canadian heritage.
01:16:47.180 B, acknowledge that Canadians are right to be disturbed by the attacks.
01:16:49.940 on ministries ministeros restoration church in montreal july 25th c acknowledge that religious
01:16:58.800 communities in canada have faced increasing violence and criminal intimidation since 2021
01:17:03.300 including over 100 churches being burned down or desecrated so he's bringing everything that's
01:17:07.920 happened in terms of christianity in the last four or five years into this hindu temples and other
01:17:15.220 religions as well. Hindu temples being targeted by, and you know, this seems maybe like a cop-out,
01:17:20.900 but it's his way and maybe the Conservative Party's way of trying to restore religious
01:17:29.320 freedoms in this country. But there should be some stipulations, considering the fact that
01:17:35.240 our Constitution and the Charter of Rights and Freedom says that Canada was founded on
01:17:39.540 christian principles christian principles i think that should probably take some precedence
01:17:48.920 don't you in this country and i'm not talking about judeo-christian that expression that
01:17:57.200 people have gotten oh so used to over the past hundred years or so because
01:18:01.060 judeo-christian it's like an oxymoron it's not compatible yeah some things are and coexist
01:18:09.420 is absolutely possible, obviously, amongst Christians and Jews, for sure. But as far as
01:18:16.240 their philosophies go, I mean, completely convergent. And they diverged when the New
01:18:22.220 Testament came out. So don't get me started on that. But that's a whole other thing. So he brings
01:18:27.380 in all of the other religions here as well. And so he's proposing a committee here that is going
01:18:32.100 to look into religious freedom in Canada. And it's going to be part of the Canadian Heritage
01:18:38.580 committee when parliament resumes in september the canadian constitution foundation here there's
01:18:44.840 sean foyd again is disturbed thank you by cancellations fines levied against the christian
01:18:51.840 singer uh what else have we got here oh this is winnipeg so sean's schedule is he's going to do
01:18:58.180 eastern canada and then in a couple of weeks i'm not sure if he's staying in canada for a couple
01:19:03.400 of weeks i'm not sure what he's doing maybe he's going back home and then going to try you know
01:19:07.760 if he wants to do these concerts in Western Canada in the last couple of weeks of August,
01:19:12.520 my recommendations to you, Sean, don't leave the country because I don't think you're going to be
01:19:17.320 able to get back in too easily. I think that the liberal government is going to hamstring you in
01:19:21.480 that way. So maybe take a couple of weeks, take your crew up to some remote part of British
01:19:27.540 Columbia, Alberta, and enjoy the nice summer weather while we've got it. And then continue
01:19:33.320 on your tour this is from the winnipeg sorry i was going to say the winnipeg sun it's not it's
01:19:38.240 from cbc winnipeg in diverse central park i don't know why they wanted to do a concert in central
01:19:45.740 park in winnipeg that's probably i mean the city of winnipeg police service has said don't go there
01:19:53.660 after dark man you're gonna get killed that's where all the big drug deals go down
01:20:00.120 if it's the Central Park I'm thinking of. 0.94
01:20:07.140 In diverse Central Park community-concerned
01:20:10.160 U.S. Christian musicians' concert could sow division.
01:20:15.080 The city of Winnipeg has not yet granted a permit
01:20:18.300 for Sean Foyt in Central Park August 20th.
01:20:24.400 And so they go into the reasons why here.
01:20:26.900 Oh, well, you know, he's a Christian,
01:20:28.500 and that converges with all of the other ideas and philosophies and religions
01:20:33.460 in that particular part of town.
01:20:35.740 And this I find disturbing.
01:20:38.960 Winnipeg Mayor Scott Gillingham, who himself is a pastor, or at least was,
01:20:48.020 he said today city staff will be looking at all angles before making a decision.
01:20:53.280 now my interpretation of that
01:20:56.420 because I've become so terribly jaded
01:20:58.860 is looking all angles to get out of it
01:21:02.560 he says my understanding from some of what I've seen
01:21:06.960 or heard
01:21:07.800 had been said in the past in the states side
01:21:11.600 is not some of the things that you know
01:21:14.380 we would value
01:21:15.740 which is what the word of God again 0.99
01:21:20.920 maybe that abortion's a sin 0.97
01:21:24.300 that kind of stuff
01:21:27.320 it doesn't matter whether or not
01:21:31.420 you value it, Scott
01:21:33.100 it doesn't matter
01:21:34.920 what matters is his right to say it
01:21:39.000 and as long as he's not inciting violence himself
01:21:42.420 he's fine
01:21:44.560 and you need to understand that
01:21:47.680 he does go on to say here, to his credit
01:21:50.080 the mayor of winnipeg on the other hand we do have a charter of rights and freedoms that does
01:21:55.760 permit people to have their opinion express their opinion yeah yeah yeah we do and i think you'd
01:22:06.480 better adhere to that my friend i mean i i can see all kinds of cases going to court regarding all
01:22:16.840 of this nonsense because if we don't it's just one more nail in the coffin
01:22:25.080 having said that if the city of winnipeg does decide to cancel the permit for this service
01:22:34.920 at central park on august 20th i was talking to a few people involved with a very large
01:22:41.380 church in western canada earlier today and this would be a cancel proof venue it's a very large
01:22:49.840 venue as well and i don't want to name it right now but i'm reaching out to sean foyke right now
01:22:57.560 on this show if you or anybody you know can get a hold of sean i've reached out to him on x
01:23:05.900 i've also reached out to him on facebook and some of my people have reached out to him via
01:23:10.420 of email today. If he can reach back out to me or some of my people, the ones that reached out
01:23:18.380 originally today, we can set that up so you don't have to worry, Sean, about being canceled from a
01:23:25.040 venue. And as far as safety, at least at the Winnipeg event that you have planned, I wouldn't
01:23:32.740 perform at that park. I mean, aside from all of the crazies that you'll attract through the Antifa
01:23:38.740 a black block, it's just not a safe place. I totally understand that you want to bring the 1.00
01:23:45.780 word of God to a place like that, but let's not do it at the risk of your life or anybody else's.
01:23:52.560 There's more safe places that you can do this. You can draw a large crowd.
01:24:00.540 And it would be more of a community event. Unless, of course, you are looking to create
01:24:05.860 controversy which is possible i don't know uh more stuff here from cp24 toronto more than 200
01:24:15.600 candidates running in the battle creek crowfoot riding in the by-election in a couple of weeks
01:24:21.820 in alberta where poly have hopes to win a seat as elections canada announces an adapted ballot
01:24:28.880 okay so this is something guys you need to get out to anybody that you know who might be voting
01:24:35.000 in this writing so as a result they say this is from the elections canada website
01:24:42.660 as a result of the high number of candidates in battle river crowfoot
01:24:46.700 electors voting at advance or election day polls will use an adapted ballot the adapted ballot
01:24:53.840 will feature a blank space where electors can write the name of their preferred candidate this
01:24:58.820 will replace the typical list style ballot on which electors mark a blank circle next to the
01:25:04.180 name of the candidate of their choice. For their vote to be counted, this is pretty important now,
01:25:11.140 for their vote to be counted, electors must write the name of their candidate of choice. You must
01:25:18.200 write the name of the candidate of your choice. As long as the elector's intention is clear,
01:25:26.100 their vote will be counted, even if they misspell the candidate's name.
01:25:30.960 along with the candidate's name electors can also write the name of the candidate's political
01:25:37.320 party affiliation but if the elector writes only the party's name their ballot cannot be counted
01:25:42.840 it must have the name of the electors preferred candidate so pierre polyab is a difficult name
01:25:49.100 to spell polyab there's an extra i in the last uh syllable of his name so you don't have to spell
01:25:56.360 it perfectly as long as they know what your intentions are if you're voting conservative
01:26:01.100 in the by-election in alberta coming up in uh in august the list of candidates will be available
01:26:08.240 at every voting table so that electors can find the name of their candidate of choice
01:26:13.600 the adapted write-in ballot will feature the same security and integrity measures found on a typical
01:26:20.720 ballot elections canada is aware that the changes to the ballot may reduce its accessibility for
01:26:28.300 some electors because apparently some electors don't know how to read or write all they can do
01:26:33.100 is make an x all regular accessibility tools will still be available but some of them such as the
01:26:40.220 braille list of candidates and adapted braille voting template will only be available on election
01:26:45.200 day that's again monday the 18th of august anyone who has concerns can contact the elections canada
01:26:51.760 office in battle river crowfoot to find out what options and accessibility supports are available
01:26:57.200 to them electors who need support well you guys can go to elections.ca for more
01:27:01.520 if you're in the battle river crowfoot riding and you are planning on
01:27:08.480 you're planning on attending attending voting in this by-election and i do believe that pierre
01:27:16.520 polyev does need to win this seat oh where'd it go i'm back that was weird i just kind of vanished
01:27:25.020 for a second there so that's all i've got news wise tonight you guys and i certainly hope that
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01:29:36.340 in here tomorrow night on the show amrit baring he is a bc politician who believes the conservative
01:29:42.440 party of canada intentionally lost the federal election a couple of months ago and nikki put
01:29:47.780 Wernie on Wednesday night, she's a member of the singing group Prairie Daisy in Western Manitoba.
01:29:54.000 Her concert coming up at Lady of the Lake in Brandon has been canceled because of her political views.
01:30:02.520 This is not exclusive to American mega pastors. This is happening to Canadians all across the
01:30:10.280 country and has been happening all across the country for the past few years. I love you
01:30:17.720 all. I appreciate you all. And I will talk to you again tomorrow night at eight o'clock central for
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01:32:17.720 well good evening everybody you know what let me see if i can get this back up here yeah that's
01:32:26.860 better that's better i just feel like i'm so far away from you guys when we're on that other screen
01:32:31.340 i'd like to be as close as possible so uh yeah here we are in the extension tonight
01:32:37.940 this guy called sean atwood and he's got a podcast out there and he took a chance
01:32:44.540 in my opinion remember last week we had that woman on the show who claimed that she was
01:32:51.040 molested on epstein island by donald trump but none of us took her seriously 0.83
01:32:54.980 we just thought that her testimony didn't ring true and i think we were right about that
01:33:02.340 tonight's a different thing um i've done some digging around on this and this podcast only
01:33:10.600 became available a couple of days ago so it's pretty new it's pretty fresh and
01:33:15.380 it's tough to say if what anya wick who changed her name from epstein she was born epstein
01:33:28.580 she claims it's tough to say if what she's saying rings true i've watched the first half hour of
01:33:38.600 this it's about an hour long all in and so i guess it's something that you and i can go through
01:33:45.800 tonight all of us together um in the telegram shadow at night community oh and by the way
01:33:51.640 there's a you know there was some awkwardness tonight or not tonight this past weekend in the
01:33:58.300 in the community first of all there have been some people who have gotten into the community
01:34:03.140 and they are just bots trying to sell things right so we try to take care of those as much
01:34:11.180 as we possibly can and if i don't see it initially i've got people inside the group who alert me
01:34:16.160 and they'll take care of it or there are a couple of people like jimmy who can just take care of it
01:34:21.300 himself uh out you go but there was one woman called amy in the group i think it was yesterday
01:34:32.240 who was bad-mouthing somebody I know, 0.80
01:34:36.260 calling her a grifter, calling her a liar, 0.96
01:34:39.940 Susan Stanfield. 0.91
01:34:41.100 Now, I don't agree with everything Susan says,
01:34:44.420 but I know her.
01:34:46.180 And one thing I know about Susan is that
01:34:48.560 at the beginning of all this,
01:34:51.540 when she was still living in BC,
01:34:53.260 she's in England now with her husband and family.
01:34:57.400 Her husband's from there.
01:34:58.320 and she's got a harrowing story as well susan does her husband was kidnapped in africa
01:35:04.340 years ago crazy stories and she's been on a couple of times too but susan was one of the
01:35:11.780 first people to be standing out protesting against all of these ridiculous mandates
01:35:16.900 very early on in the pandemic response because she recognized very early on that all of this
01:35:23.220 was wrong and that we were losing our god-given rights as free citizens to go about our business
01:35:30.800 to live our lives and i've spoken to her at length about her take and compared it to my take and
01:35:39.700 found there are some things that are not in alignment but for the most part we do align on
01:35:44.720 things you know one thing that i really do appreciate about our group and not just this
01:35:50.480 group the telegram group and by the way we're not broadcasting the show on telegram tonight
01:35:55.620 we're on shadow davis.com and one of the other social media channels that i usually broadcast on
01:36:03.480 and if you want to watch the show for free tonight you're just gonna have to figure out which channel
01:36:08.500 it is so you got like a one in four shot five but one thing i agree about our uh or
01:36:20.340 sorry one thing i believe about our group the common sense group and that goes beyond me that's
01:36:27.200 all of us together is that by and large we will agree to disagree on things
01:36:36.120 um we can have respectful debate and that's what i expect in the community that we have on
01:36:45.180 telegram that's what i expect in the comments of any of the social medias that i broadcast the show
01:36:51.140 on every single night and usually that's what we get you know guys i don't have moderators except
01:36:58.180 for a couple and only on telegram i don't have any moderators on x i don't have moderators on
01:37:04.080 facebook or youtube or rumble if something goes down generally speaking i've got a few people
01:37:11.620 that will alert me to it if i miss it myself and i'll take care of it after the show is over and
01:37:17.180 it doesn't happen very often at all why because any antifa that decides to or any bot that tries 0.95
01:37:26.360 to get into the community immediately gets called out and removed because they're shit disturbers
01:37:34.680 having said that right this woman her name is amy she was calling somebody i know 1.00
01:37:43.100 and believe in a grifter and a liar and a piece of shit and so i said look at we don't talk like 0.99
01:37:52.260 that back here and uh i'm asking you to stop and this woman she said don't you police my language 1.00
01:38:00.020 blah, blah, blah, blah. And so I gave her another chance and she kept it up and had to get rid of 1.00
01:38:06.480 her. And I don't like doing that. It's the last resort. Usually it's a three strikes and you're
01:38:12.440 out thing because it's, and it's not about me, right? It's about you guys. I don't want you to
01:38:19.480 have to deal with crap like that. This is supposed to be a cool place to come where you can talk 0.96
01:38:24.340 about stuff while you're watching an interesting thing so i wanted you guys to know in case you
01:38:32.260 know and i wanted in case you would notice this happening over the weekend but didn't want to say
01:38:37.200 anything i want you to know that i know and i took care of it because you guys in this group you mean
01:38:44.900 a lot to me you are supporters of me you have been supporters of me in this show for quite some time
01:38:51.560 I want you to know that I appreciate it and I want you to be able to come here every single
01:38:56.220 night or whenever it is that you do and enjoy yourself. Learn some stuff, hear some stuff,
01:39:02.720 see some stuff that maybe you've never seen before, or maybe help somebody else
01:39:07.180 get introduced to this world. Because once they do, they'll know.
01:39:15.040 anyway on your wick apparently jeffrey epstein's niece even though uh some people say no she's
01:39:27.020 lying you be the judge here she is with uh sean atwood talking about the horrors that she went
01:39:36.880 through on the island i am jeff epstein's niece
01:39:50.080 but bill was on the flight logs because he went to the island he also went to
01:39:54.240 many many other places where me and other children were present
01:39:59.280 with my experiences i believe he wanted to talk more about the other parties involved
01:40:16.540 and i know he didn't kill himself i'm not sure whether they let him go and get plastic surgery
01:40:23.760 and flee the country, or if they did, kill him.
01:40:28.100 But I do believe he was a pawn and that his story blew up in the media 0.94
01:40:35.000 to keep people from looking beyond him.
01:40:40.580 If Jeffrey was the one villain in charge of it, then, oh, he's dead.
01:40:47.700 It's all over. Everything's good now.
01:40:53.760 MKUltra is the practice of creating slaves with a severed memory, many of whom were my 0.74
01:41:08.260 siblings who I only got to see at family reunion, who I would rush home from school to watch
01:41:18.300 on TV. I moved back to New York City because my ex-husband had a scheme to try to allow
01:41:32.980 me to speak about some of this in court, since court testimony can be used as evidence to
01:41:40.280 potentially open up a criminal case. But when I got to the hearing, I was only allowed to
01:41:47.740 say my name and address and the judge refused to let me speak beyond that when we had gone to the
01:41:54.920 fbi a couple years ago they interviewed my father and said oh he said nothing happened
01:42:02.360 so we're going to close this case if every successful politician is born into this world
01:42:10.740 they have vested interest in keeping it quiet the cult of ball b-a-b-a-l my family 0.72
01:42:21.380 masqueraded themselves as jewish publicly but behind closed doors you know at passover dinners
01:42:28.580 when i was drugged would admit we are satanists
01:42:34.080 so i am here with anya wick epstein's niece and i've been watching anya on tiktok the link for
01:42:46.500 her tiktok is in the description box so please support anya's work and you know my partner jen
01:42:52.600 uh has been really like just amazed by your story as well harrowing a lot of it you know there's
01:42:59.240 components in there for example bohemian grove and other extreme things that i'm sure will
01:43:06.040 fascinate the viewers but um before we get to all that stuff you know viewers uh disclaimer harrowing
01:43:13.080 content warning and because of restrictions on my channel and yeah i've got to make sure you give a
01:43:17.400 submission to publish this video on your way of your anonymity of course of course okay okay so
01:43:23.760 before we get then to what you've been through do you want to just set the table a bit and let the
01:43:29.100 viewers know what it was like for you growing up yes of course um so my name is Anya Wick but
01:43:35.880 at birth I was Anya Beth Epstein. I was born in a house in Boulder. In 2015 I changed my name to
01:43:50.560 Owen Theodore Epstein. In 2020 I changed it again to Anna Petrova. I had realized what I was
01:44:05.120 surrounded by my entire life
01:44:06.720 and thought I could hide from it.
01:44:09.620 I married a man named Wick,
01:44:11.940 kept that name and decided to start going public
01:44:16.940 with my story just a few months ago.
01:44:23.300 I had chemically driven amnesia the majority of my life.
01:44:30.780 I am Jeff Epstein's niece 0.93
01:44:32.680 and I was raised as a sex slave.
01:44:38.220 My father had me separated from my mother and twin brother 0.65
01:44:44.240 and administered a substance that was designed to sever my memory.
01:44:52.480 Every time I was taken to a or family vacation
01:44:58.380 or a trip to the cabin in the mountains,
01:45:00.940 I was given this drug upon which everything would come flooding back but
01:45:08.300 when it wore off so would the majority of my memories of it and I would try to
01:45:14.500 go to school perform with my bands be a regular person but it broke me
01:45:23.220 subconsciously I knew something was very wrong and I had internalized it on
01:45:29.980 myself and after attempts in 2015 i got away from the slavery okay a little context here she talked
01:45:44.020 about her twin brother just wait till you find out who her twin brother is or who she claims he is
01:45:54.220 This is a very, very fascinating discussion, you guys.
01:46:00.360 So let's keep going here.
01:46:02.000 By the way, we are still live on Rumble tonight.
01:46:05.760 I was in by taking testosterone, transitioning to male.
01:46:12.660 I left Colorado in 2017 and started piecing together back memories
01:46:19.860 I had assumed were only nightmares in about 2020.
01:46:24.220 that's the very short version of my story.
01:46:28.180 And Sean, we could come at this from any angle,
01:46:34.280 any point of time in my autobiography.
01:46:38.320 I invite you to just ask what you are curious about.
01:46:43.420 So let's slow it down then
01:46:44.660 and just go back to the beginning again.
01:46:46.940 How old were you when you first realized
01:46:50.960 that things weren't as they should be?
01:46:54.220 I had awareness of this in grade school.
01:46:59.260 I remember my supposed seventh birthday.
01:47:05.660 I was actually already 10 years old.
01:47:11.220 Let me backtrack.
01:47:14.000 My father and stepmother had a baby girl in 1991
01:47:19.980 who was raised by another family.
01:47:24.220 In 1998, they signed me her birth date on my birth certificate, which they waited 10 years to file, claiming my stepmother was my biological mother.
01:47:37.900 And finally put me in school in the gifted program, telling me I was tall.
01:47:45.720 I thought it was very strange that my mother was so callous with me.
01:47:50.940 I knew it wasn't normal that I wouldn't let her touch me on the shoulder.
01:47:55.780 And I felt worlds away from my peers.
01:47:59.000 I remember in the first grade.
01:48:02.100 Is this smack of MKUltra to you as well? 0.66
01:48:05.820 Because that's what it is.
01:48:07.400 Sitting there journaling.
01:48:09.940 I don't feel seven.
01:48:12.480 I feel much older.
01:48:14.080 I feel at once like there's something I'm missing that the rest of my classmates all understand
01:48:22.760 and that I've lived a lot more than them um I remember being on the schoolyard
01:48:30.840 talking with my few friends about what would it be like if you were tortured and didn't know it
01:48:37.920 You're like, what are you talking about?
01:48:41.600 I got in trouble with my friend's mother for drawing stick figure at a slumber party.
01:48:50.040 Of course, it shouldn't be the child's fault if they've had exposure to anything like that.
01:48:55.380 But I took the blame instead of my parents.
01:49:00.160 I always knew something was wrong.
01:49:02.240 but because my regular life you know my parents were upstanding citizens my father was a divorce
01:49:12.100 attorney my mother was on the pta i thought i was the problem i had some memories i retained
01:49:20.680 but because of the nature of the substance i was on made that reality so different than my regular
01:49:28.060 life i thought these were nightmares that i was sick and i didn't tell anybody why do you think
01:49:37.020 your family got involved in these things it goes back for generations it goes back for generations
01:49:48.940 i remember my father confessing that my oldest brother is eight years younger than him
01:49:58.060 is cyclical
01:50:01.820 with men especially when they stifle it they repeat the patterns
01:50:11.040 which i don't see as an excuse i'm not
01:50:15.080 but of course this happens with men um
01:50:19.580 and power and pressure to conform
01:50:24.660 is excellent as a tool for silencing people.
01:50:33.240 They told me that we belonged to the cult of Baal.
01:50:40.240 B-A-apostrophe-A-L.
01:50:44.100 They told me this with consistency while I was being abused.
01:50:48.680 Now, what you can look up about the cult of Baal, information that is publicly available, is that it is thousands of years old.
01:51:00.000 It is a Phoenician satanic fertility cult.
01:51:07.080 And publicly, it's supposed to have been eradicated.
01:51:13.680 But to my knowledge and my experience, it is not.
01:51:18.680 This is what people perceive the Illuminati to be.
01:51:23.500 It is a group of elites that practices forced and uses these crimes to control people.
01:51:42.640 They happen to have a huge reach over politics and entertainment.
01:51:48.680 my great-grandfather, according to my father,
01:51:56.540 was Walt Disney.
01:52:00.200 Before he moved to the United States,
01:52:02.100 his name was Artur Bic, 0.74
01:52:05.660 A-R-T-U-R-B-I-C-K-E.
01:52:12.900 And his twin sister, who he had children with,
01:52:17.900 who I am descended from, was named Minnie.
01:52:23.840 That's where we get Mickey and Minnie Mouse.
01:52:27.020 It's very cute, right?
01:52:29.180 Except for when you consider the abuse
01:52:33.600 that I suspect is still happening to children
01:52:37.600 who go into the entertainment industry,
01:52:40.780 children who are born into it.
01:52:42.160 my father was abused by his parents and I was raised going to these giant where I would meet
01:53:02.880 other children who were put on television.
01:53:12.160 I was raised getting taken to Bohemian Grove where I was after a ceremonial corpse burning
01:53:27.500 Alex Jones has talked about. And my memories of these circumstances are still somewhat
01:53:38.040 fragmented. These assaults happened a couple times a month and I'm blessed not to remember
01:53:46.740 every detail. But my father was consistent in what he told me. It's hard for me to talk
01:54:00.160 about. I want to just answer your questions honestly as my answers align with what I was
01:54:12.440 told and what I have experienced. Now, this is alleged. When birth certificates have been
01:54:21.980 forged, it's not something I can immediately research myself. All I have to go on is
01:54:29.700 what lies in my memory of who I have met and what I was told.
01:54:42.360 But to answer your basic question, why my family does this,
01:54:49.300 because it was done to them,
01:54:50.820 because having one man bear as many children
01:55:00.740 in a generation as possible
01:55:04.060 and forcing them through these traumatic events,
01:55:07.940 they believe it creates a stronger bond,
01:55:11.540 that creates more loyalty,
01:55:12.820 that it keeps people from talking.
01:55:15.640 And for the most part, they're right
01:55:17.320 because I'm the only one of my siblings
01:55:20.720 who has directly spoken out about this.
01:55:22.700 There are people who have hinted at it in their music.
01:55:29.440 Of course, Justin Bieber has talked about being assaulted
01:55:34.060 by Usher and Justin Timberlake at P. Diddy's parties,
01:55:39.160 but I don't think it's coincidence
01:55:42.420 they've only gone after Sean Combs
01:55:44.600 and not his other alleged perpetrators
01:55:47.900 who were born into the bloodline.
01:55:53.400 There seems to be a level of protection
01:55:55.580 for people who are simply born into that world,
01:56:00.760 contrasted with people like Sean Combs or R. Kelly
01:56:07.120 who joined as adults.
01:56:11.320 but i was not in the boardrooms i was a child on drugs so i can't tell you exactly
01:56:24.200 who organizes this exactly how it happens
01:56:27.540 it's just speculation and memory
01:56:32.280 and yet you're a very powerful speaker and you're very well researched
01:56:39.000 and we've had a lot of survivors come on and we salute you you know for the level of detail
01:56:44.360 and knowledge that you have i think it was david i who woke me up to the ancient cults
01:56:50.360 and the bloodlines that continue to this to these generations and i think you're the first survivor
01:56:57.480 perhaps who's actually detailed how that has continued over the ages so if you could maybe
01:57:05.800 expand on that a little bit i think the viewers would find this fascinating
01:57:11.000 what specifically would you like expanded on so what was the cult that you the that you mentioned
01:57:16.600 earlier the ancient one the cult of ball b-a-l yeah i know very little about it i
01:57:25.560 My family masqueraded themselves as Jewish publicly,
01:57:35.440 but behind closed doors, you know, at Passover dinners,
01:57:40.160 when I was drugged, would admit, we are Satanists.
01:57:46.940 Now, what I can understand is the public has cut on to this,
01:57:51.940 The public has caught on to this, but they call them the Illuminati.
01:57:57.840 And I find that interesting because Illuminati means illuminated.
01:58:02.740 I perceive the Illuminati, in fact, to be individuals like yourself,
01:58:09.960 other conspiracists like Alex Jones, even people like Kanye West,
01:58:14.300 who have been trying to illuminate people to this.
01:58:17.280 I do not believe it is a unified organization.
01:58:21.940 but a loose collection of individuals
01:58:25.120 who are illuminated to the cult of all,
01:58:28.620 who has successfully mythologized themselves
01:58:34.080 as the Illuminati and convinced people
01:58:40.300 that they are shape-shifting reptilians,
01:58:46.060 myths that can be perpetuated by the psychedelic nature
01:58:50.980 of the tool that they use to abuse victims,
01:58:55.660 which is used to delegitimize people
01:58:58.100 who catch on to what they have been doing.
01:59:02.780 And to be truthful,
01:59:03.860 it was a reason I was anxious to come on here.
01:59:08.160 You know, when people talk about
01:59:11.240 seeing men turn into lizards,
01:59:13.460 it makes everything seem a little bit more delegitimate.
01:59:17.920 Now, when someone has been given a powerful drug,
01:59:29.340 their minds can experience something like that.
01:59:32.160 They can witness something like that.
01:59:33.660 And it's something that kept me very confused as a child.
01:59:38.280 I am, in the material world, in this plane,
01:59:43.280 I'm being assaulted by my father, my uncles, my cousins.
01:59:49.580 But my mind is somewhere else.
01:59:50.980 My mind is going on this fantasy ride.
01:59:55.620 And when I awake, I'm very confused.
02:00:01.280 I also believe there are people who have talked about
02:00:06.100 these outlandish, metaphysical,
02:00:10.560 possible experiences intentionally to derail conversations about the cults and their power
02:00:17.280 in media and politics how prevalent are these satanists in high society and are they disguised
02:00:27.200 yes they control so much more than I think even I can understand I told you my father
02:00:47.260 boasted that his grandfather was Walt Disney now I remember when Viacom bought Fox but Fox
02:01:03.280 held a hard line on not selling the news station Steve raged and cried for a month because that
02:01:14.040 That would have been a full monopoly on the American news market.
02:01:20.780 I remember meeting all sorts of politicians, American and foreign and entertainers.
02:01:33.360 And as far as that goes, I'm happy to answer honestly if you want to ask me about specific
02:01:39.740 people.
02:01:40.740 But I am very scared to name individuals if I am unprompted.
02:01:46.980 Yeah, if you say you've met somebody, there's no legal consequences of that.
02:01:56.780 Okay.
02:01:58.600 Yeah.
02:01:59.440 So if you want to tell us who you've met and the viewers can just imagine, you know, what was happening.
02:02:06.380 So with NordVPN, you can watch my Sons of Ecstasy documentary if you're in the UK, even though it's only available in America.
02:02:14.960 Guy contacted me.
02:02:21.040 It must have been 2005 or 2006.
02:02:24.620 I can't remember if it was the summer I went into the 8th grade or into the 9th grade.
02:02:29.840 I have met
02:02:33.360 everyone who has been an American president in my lifetime
02:02:39.260 including Donald Trump who I have to say
02:02:47.260 looked like he was at a funeral when he was at the inauguration the second time around
02:02:54.180 so I don't think he wanted any part of it
02:02:55.860 I have met the Kardashians, which is why I believe Kanye West has appeared to have gone
02:03:08.280 off his rocker. I have met Harvey Weinstein. The same night, I met Jeffrey and Julaine.
02:03:18.460 and he wouldn't make eye contact with me.
02:03:23.940 He did not want to participate in the abuse of the small children.
02:03:29.760 I believe that's a man who is behaving as most Hollywood producers do.
02:03:35.280 She doesn't make what he did with those actresses okay.
02:03:40.200 But it looks to me like this is a man who was an easy scapegoat
02:03:43.580 who wanted to expose
02:03:48.220 what takes place with children in the industry
02:03:51.740 and with our family.
02:03:54.000 There are a lot of people like that
02:03:55.700 who have been vilified as
02:04:00.400 and while they are not innocent,
02:04:04.940 it's like, choose your evil.
02:04:06.860 Um, Jeffrey was not a hardcore, he was guilty for what he did to those teenagers, but my family
02:04:21.820 ritualizes the of three-year-olds, which Jeffrey was not privy to.
02:04:29.940 my twin brother
02:04:35.920 was raised on the disney channel that was painful for me we were separated when we were four
02:04:47.880 and i didn't see him until he was on tv
02:04:50.260 with the pilot episode in which
02:04:54.500 he pimps out his sister for a trading card.
02:05:03.380 There's a sequence of shots where the words
02:05:07.700 Royal Tycoon flash on screen, 0.91
02:05:10.260 followed by a clip of the gross nerdy boy
02:05:14.780 he tricks into going on a date with, 0.96
02:05:17.060 plunging himself into a baby's crib. 0.72
02:05:20.260 and he's been in the media for making trouble and sex 0.91
02:05:35.100 and abusing his partners and not saying his behavior
02:05:42.160 is justified, but when you consider what someone like that
02:05:48.000 what someone like that goes through as a child
02:05:50.400 and the separation issues that I put on them,
02:05:54.080 it makes sense why abusive behavior is then repeated.
02:05:58.240 And, you know, I pray for him regularly.
02:06:05.840 I am anxious to talk about my siblings
02:06:07.900 because they are victims.
02:06:11.400 I want them to feel that it is safe for them to speak up.
02:06:17.160 but I don't wanna feel like I am betraying them
02:06:20.520 by naming them directly either.
02:06:23.380 And I've already talked about on my TikTok channel.
02:06:29.100 I've talked a little bit about the last time I saw my mama,
02:06:33.100 the last time I saw my mother,
02:06:38.540 I was getting by Larry.
02:06:42.980 You know, it sounds like a comedy line almost,
02:06:46.700 and I've used it as a comedy line.
02:06:48.360 I enjoy my standup, it's healing for me.
02:06:55.940 But I decided before coming on here,
02:07:00.940 I wasn't going to, with few exceptions,
02:07:08.400 I didn't want to name anyone unless you asked me about them.
02:07:11.880 I think there are a lot of people in public.
02:07:16.700 speculate on um and if you bring them up i'm happy to talk about them yeah so i think the
02:07:25.120 i think the viewers i think the viewers would be very curious then about jeffrey and what's
02:07:31.920 your what's your view on his role in the apparatus
02:07:36.620 my understanding is that he
02:07:41.700 you know i i met him in aspen in 2007 and that was a reintroduction um you know my father said
02:07:49.960 hey remember your uncle jeffrey and jeffrey said hey anya it's great to see you again
02:07:55.480 jelaine was there um
02:07:58.320 What they told me was that Jeffrey worked for Steven.
02:08:08.800 And as I've said, he is guilty for what he did
02:08:11.240 to those teenage girls here in New York City
02:08:14.560 and down in Florida and St. Andrews.
02:08:22.200 But I do not believe he was in charge of orchestrating
02:08:27.480 what has been gone on in our family for generations.
02:08:33.600 With my experiences, I believe he wanted
02:08:49.500 to talk more about the other parties involved.
02:08:53.540 and I know he didn't kill himself.
02:08:59.820 I'm not sure whether they let him go
02:09:02.020 and get plastic surgery and flee the country, 0.99
02:09:04.160 or if they did, kill him. 1.00
02:09:09.560 But I do believe he was a pawn, 1.00
02:09:12.580 and that his story blew up in the media
02:09:16.660 to keep people from looking beyond him.
02:09:24.340 If Jeffrey was the one villain in charge of it,
02:09:29.340 then, oh, he's dead, it's all over, everything's good now.
02:09:34.740 And that leaves my father free to continue three-year-olds
02:09:44.540 and running Viacom from behind Vail
02:09:48.240 while his paralegal runs his divorce practice.
02:09:53.540 as he bragged about to me growing up.
02:09:58.420 So you're saying that Jeffrey wasn't involved in the full-on occult practices.
02:10:04.300 He was just part of a machine, and then they just used him to make an example out of?
02:10:09.780 He was involved in the full-on occult practices, but not necessarily of his own volition.
02:10:14.960 I have memories of men being forced to assault me when they didn't want to.
02:10:29.320 I remember one man, this brilliant comedic actor, actually it's better dramatic work.
02:10:36.140 um my father's screaming at him um telling him to penetrate me and he he makes one thrust
02:10:51.140 and backs away my father gets outraged and says you're going to come
02:10:56.100 you're going to come this poor man is crying throughout it and i'm barely conscious um
02:11:03.140 Geoffrey may have been involved
02:11:07.900 in the full-on occult practices,
02:11:12.960 but he's not one of the hardcore
02:11:21.200 of the sickness where they are actually attracted
02:11:23.540 to small children. 0.96
02:11:28.640 Yeah, Lady C mentioned that as well
02:11:30.960 about a Heberphile or something versus.
02:11:34.800 So in terms of Maxwell then, who do you think,
02:11:39.500 what do you think her role was?
02:11:43.800 I think she enjoyed it much like my stepmother did.
02:11:50.060 I think she is as guilty of as Jeffrey was,
02:11:56.280 but I didn't know her very well.
02:11:57.960 I don't even remember a conversation with her.
02:12:00.960 I remember seeing her.
02:12:06.780 I think she got off on the power of it.
02:12:09.020 I think with men who engage in hemophilia,
02:12:20.900 it's more of a sickness that arises from their own abuse.
02:12:24.720 Like my grandfather,
02:12:28.900 my alleged grandfather,
02:12:36.480 Walt's son who worked for the CIA,
02:12:41.240 allegedly faked his death
02:12:46.980 to remove himself from my mother
02:12:52.040 because he was so sickened
02:12:53.480 by what he could not control doing to her.
02:12:58.900 I contrast that with my stepmother who delighted in abusing me
02:13:06.740 and laughed at me when I was incapacitated by the drug they had me on
02:13:14.020 and made fun of me drooling on myself, being unable to speak.
02:13:17.860 Um, I think with her and with Jelaine, I'm certain they were abused as children themselves,
02:13:31.920 but there's a different kind of psychopathy that grows within them where they get off on
02:13:38.100 the power of it and abetting in these acts to please their partners.
02:13:47.860 Now, Kari Epstein was more sexually attracted to me
02:13:53.860 than she was to her husband, Steven,
02:13:58.400 but she did also do these things
02:14:00.500 in order to stay in good graces with him.
02:14:06.020 And that was more out of survival.
02:14:09.080 Kari was a very broke cellist in her early adulthood
02:14:14.660 with no familial support,
02:14:16.080 whereas Ghislaine also comes from the aristocracy.
02:14:21.200 She had access to her own funds independent of Jeffrey.
02:14:25.400 So I can't speculate too much on what she gained from it
02:14:29.760 out of psychopathic pleasure and sadism.
02:14:38.820 A schadenfreude of sorts.
02:14:42.800 But I'm not a doctor.
02:14:46.080 She was not a large presence in my life.
02:14:53.400 That speculation on her personality is primarily based on what I know about my stepmother.
02:15:03.480 So would you say then that some of the techniques used on you would be classified under the MK Ultra program?
02:15:10.880 Yes.
02:15:12.720 Absolutely.
02:15:14.240 could you explain that could you explain that for viewers who are not familiar with mk ultra okay um
02:15:24.080 these drugs were administered to me when i was an infant
02:15:30.960 macro doses were given every single time i was assaulted
02:15:37.120 and i was kept on micro doses the rest of the time in my waking life um to maintain
02:15:46.940 some control some separation from my peers i actually didn't realize until
02:15:53.360 very recently that i was kept on macro micro doses that i was kept on a small dose
02:16:01.000 in my regular waking life, upon analysis of what would happen when I went on school trips
02:16:07.660 away from Denver for a few days at a time, we would take trips to Washington, D.C. or New York
02:16:13.680 or California. On those trips, after three or four days, I would actually start getting along
02:16:22.160 with my classmates, and they'd be amazed. They'd say, wait, Anya, you're really cool and fun,
02:16:27.220 and we like hanging out with you and I would end up being
02:16:30.500 the center of the group and not understand why suddenly I'm connecting socially
02:16:37.100 but then we'd go back home I'd see my family again and the next time at school or at synagogue
02:16:45.680 I'd feel in my own weird little bubble again
02:16:49.840 so I was put on these large doses designed to knock me out when I was assaulted
02:16:59.940 small doses to keep me complacent the rest of the time what this did essentially was
02:17:08.540 sever my memory everything that happened to me everything that was boasted about to me
02:17:15.340 that occurred on those large doses
02:17:20.200 was locked away
02:17:23.380 in what I thought was a nightmare fantasy world.
02:17:29.280 I was primarily unconscious for the physical assaults.
02:17:33.660 And if I was awake,
02:17:35.980 I was so high,
02:17:38.540 I thought it was my own nightmares.
02:17:40.460 this insured
02:17:44.540 I wasn't going to go telling anybody about it
02:17:48.060 this insured I thought I was
02:17:53.540 you know so when they paid a doctor to tell me
02:17:59.740 that my PTSD responses like
02:18:03.040 jumping when my stepmother touched me
02:18:07.640 were bipolar
02:18:08.740 I believed that I believed it was my fault um when I went to rehab in 2015
02:18:22.280 and was diagnosed with PTSD right off the bat the doctors were frustrated with me because I
02:18:30.600 couldn't tell them what traumatized me I was beating my head against the wall and
02:18:38.240 And all I had going on in my head, I was stuck on this idea that if I were born male, I would be happier.
02:18:50.760 Because my experience of womanhood, I knew subconsciously, was slavery.
02:18:57.980 MKUltra is the practice of creating slaves with a severed memory,
02:19:20.300 many of whom were my siblings who I only got to see at family reunion.
02:19:28.940 who i would rush home from school to watch on tv
02:19:34.140 oh enjoying the podcast is with my sponsor shopify when i started this podcast of a lot of things
02:19:39.020 i had to figure out my own algorithms guest booking marketing to processing returns your
02:19:44.780 brothers brought to one of the reunions this little metal card he made in his metal shop plus
02:19:53.900 engraved on one side was his name
02:20:02.240 and on the other was the name of my boyfriends.
02:20:06.880 And he said,
02:20:10.660 I made this for you
02:20:14.240 so you can try to remember, hide this on you,
02:20:18.060 hide this in your underwear, in your bra,
02:20:21.360 so you can find it when you get back to the house
02:20:23.820 Denver. Don't let your parents see. Don't let your brothers see. And it worked. After
02:20:35.160 the drugs had worn off, I found this and I remembered who those boys were to me. And
02:20:41.320 I started packing up bags so I could run away to Hollywood. But my younger brother found
02:20:47.880 it and showed Kari who gave me anesthesia and threw it away. My family does this. The
02:21:05.700 Cult of Ball does this, they do NK Ultra
02:21:08.420 because forging these trauma bonds forges more loyalty.
02:21:19.920 And 99 times out of 100 victims will choose
02:21:29.820 being with other victims
02:21:32.760 over trying to speak
02:21:35.900 to eventually prevent their being more victims.
02:21:45.940 And I'm talking to you because
02:21:48.400 the children who are going through it right now,
02:21:53.380 one day,
02:21:54.580 are going to wonder why nobody cared enough
02:21:59.900 to try to stop it.
02:22:02.160 to try to say something.
02:22:05.700 Now they'll either find me
02:22:07.960 or
02:22:11.060 they will choose to keep their mouths shut
02:22:15.900 because they will understand
02:22:17.620 why for the most part
02:22:21.380 victims of MKUltra choose loyalty over truth.
02:22:30.640 That's why.
02:22:32.160 and it allows them to maintain media control
02:22:37.440 the first thing you see when you walk into steven kari's house is a giant poster of vladimir lenin
02:22:49.280 they boasted that one of my brothers
02:22:53.920 is in fact the oldest son of the queen of jordan where i have been
02:23:02.160 Now that's just alleged, but if it's true, it could explain why Israel and Jordan are
02:23:09.960 allies.
02:23:12.460 And considering that and considering my father's love for all things Russian, it makes it look
02:23:25.100 as though all of these wars are just for show designed to keep public perception off of this 0.53
02:23:35.260 sphere of control and to keep money circulating through different industries
02:23:46.940 so anya why did you decide to start speaking out and what challenges have you faced
02:23:52.060 i decided to start speaking out because i don't want any children
02:24:00.820 in my family to have to continue growing up wondering why
02:24:10.240 they don't think that's their real mother or their real father 0.69
02:24:17.360 because I can't stand the pain of knowing what those girls named pain and help are going through
02:24:28.640 and the challenges I faced are what I've described with loyalty with wanting to see
02:24:42.320 to my siblings and maybe wondering,
02:24:44.940 okay, is it better for those children
02:24:50.360 going through the same abuse now
02:24:53.760 to simply have a loving adult
02:24:58.360 in some capacity in their lives
02:25:02.880 or for them to grow up
02:25:04.700 and know that someone tried to speak for them?
02:25:07.420 I am still split in half on that.
02:25:14.220 The consensus in my soul about what the right thing for those children is,
02:25:18.060 is as split as my memories used to be.
02:25:23.640 Other challenges, you know, it's,
02:25:27.040 you look at me and say, oh, well, that's not true. She's crazy. 1.00
02:25:31.080 You know, 90% of the people who found me on TikTok know I'm telling the truth. 0.94
02:25:35.660 look up a photo of Shia's mother and see that we are identical.
02:25:42.100 You know, they understand that you cannot Google the truth
02:25:46.180 if someone is claiming the official records have been forged.
02:25:53.020 But of course, the only proof I possess is in my DNA.
02:25:59.300 Getting anyone to do an A test isn't something I can do.
02:26:05.660 I moved back to New York City because my ex-husband had a scheme to try to allow me to speak about
02:26:15.860 some of this in court. Since court testimony can be used as evidence to potentially open
02:26:23.120 up a criminal case. But when I got to the hearing, I was only allowed to say my name
02:26:32.580 address and the judge refused to let me speak beyond that. When we had gone to the FBI a couple
02:26:39.800 years ago, they interviewed my father and said, oh, he said nothing happened. So we're going to
02:26:47.860 close this case. If every successful politician is born into this world, they have vested interest
02:27:01.020 and keeping it quiet now you have a woman who because of the severity of the trauma that did
02:27:11.340 happen yes suffered mental health problems ptsd it's incredibly easy to paint me as insane and
02:27:23.500 And my answer to that is why would I choose
02:27:29.100 to talk about something so vile if it weren't real?
02:27:36.840 I'm not profiting from this.
02:27:41.560 If I choose to let this interview go,
02:27:45.260 I'm cutting myself out of the only industry
02:27:49.600 I have any sort of talent in.
02:27:53.500 and the people I'm closest to.
02:28:01.740 It's fear.
02:28:12.260 I cannot convince people
02:28:18.740 that Sean Combs is not acting alone.
02:28:23.500 when I don't have proof, I don't have the video.
02:28:28.360 It's probably at Larry David's house.
02:28:31.700 You know, I wasn't able to record the ceremonies at Bohemian Grove because I was rope bound.
02:28:44.600 They set up the abuse in a way to guarantee I was not going to be able to collect evidence while going through it.
02:28:53.500 All I have is my word
02:28:58.200 and my DNA.
02:29:04.520 Why did you choose TikTok as a medium?
02:29:14.040 Because
02:29:14.680 taking an artistic route,
02:29:18.680 which I'm still working on,
02:29:21.880 I'm still trying to finish my screenplay.
02:29:25.100 I'm still doing my stand-up just as my own outlet.
02:29:29.180 Would make my voice just another drop in the bucket
02:29:33.880 of voices who have told the truth through art
02:29:38.600 in a way that will make it dismissed as fiction or as humor.
02:29:47.760 And TikTok
02:29:49.040 I didn't expect it to
02:29:54.040 take off the way it did
02:29:55.480 I first posted a video
02:29:58.080 back in August
02:29:58.980 that got
02:30:01.200 stuck in 200 views
02:30:03.640 I chose TikTok because
02:30:11.820 it was not controlled by Meta
02:30:15.680 and I do believe
02:30:22.860 the gentleman who owns that
02:30:26.480 initially founded his company
02:30:30.100 because he wanted to give some freedom to the people
02:30:32.640 but it got bigger than
02:30:36.140 his vision
02:30:38.100 the United States wouldn't be 1.00
02:30:43.900 trying so hard to get rid of TikTok 0.94
02:30:47.420 if TikTok were not granting more free speech
02:30:54.120 than the United States is comfortable
02:30:57.060 with being in the hands of the public.
02:31:02.460 No one heard me until I went on TikTok.
02:31:06.180 so we had uh ex-wizard satanist from bohemian grove on a couple of weeks ago
02:31:17.220 and he mentioned he mentioned uh he told us a story about the clintons at bohemian grove
02:31:25.220 did you have any experience of the clintons or about bohemian grove i have met both of them
02:31:32.400 and their daughters at Bohemian Grove
02:31:37.040 and at resorts in Colorado.
02:31:44.140 They loved going to ski lodges in the off-season.
02:31:50.180 They were not there in Aspen 2007
02:31:52.980 after the comedy festival.
02:31:54.680 That's when I remember most vividly.
02:31:58.680 But it's all fuzzy.
02:32:00.100 I don't know if we were in Steamboat or in Preckinridge, but I've met them a few times and boasted all the time about how well she got along with Bill.
02:32:12.460 She boasted about that even when we were sober.
02:32:18.640 So Bill tried to distance himself from Jeffrey.
02:32:22.240 Do you think there was a lot more going on between them?
02:32:25.420 Absolutely.
02:32:28.100 Absolutely.
02:32:30.100 I can't tell you what exactly, but Bill was on the flight logs because he went to the island.
02:32:36.340 He also went to many, many other places where me and other children were present.
02:32:44.180 It's just fact.
02:32:46.780 Yeah, that's what Virginia said as well.
02:32:50.400 Yes.
02:32:51.900 Do you think the death of Virginia is suspicious?
02:32:55.100 Say that again. Pardon me.
02:32:57.060 Do you think the death of Virginia is suspicious?
02:33:00.100 yes I do I of course of course to survive a car crash and die in her home a few weeks later
02:33:11.400 it had my viewers scared about me um what's protected me is my stating
02:33:22.660 that if they hurt me
02:33:26.540 it will only validate
02:33:29.420 what I've been talking about.
02:33:32.800 That claim is keeping me safe.
02:33:36.260 If they did have an intention
02:33:38.460 of hurting me before
02:33:40.700 they can't now
02:33:43.500 without it making my voice a bigger story.
02:33:48.600 And on the other side of that
02:33:50.280 A lot of them love me, we grew up together, it's tragic.
02:34:02.980 I don't remember ever meeting Virginia,
02:34:07.280 but that doesn't mean I didn't.
02:34:12.260 She may have been a cousin or a sister, I don't know,
02:34:16.920 but I know she spoke the truth.
02:34:20.280 about what Jeffrey and Jelaine put her through.
02:34:25.080 And I think she was gearing up to speak more. I do not think that death was a coincidence.
02:34:29.400 I do not believe that was suicide. She had two young children.
02:34:38.440 She had two young children and she had already dedicated her life to speaking for other victims.
02:34:43.480 there is no reason she would have killed herself and i know some of her family said
02:34:51.040 it might have been but money talks
02:34:53.900 would you say that most people at the top of politics are compromised yes
02:35:03.740 without a doubt without a doubt
02:35:08.140 i know exactly who donald trump was talking about and he spoke of the new york elites
02:35:14.820 during his first campaign cycle he had no mention of them during the re-election
02:35:20.640 because after that first presidency he realized he had no pull on his own strings
02:35:27.380 and he was not going to be able to do anything to expose this
02:35:31.780 i believe obama wanted to do a lot more that he promised in his campaigns
02:35:39.320 as far as reasonable socialization of our resources you know to bring us up with the
02:35:49.980 rest of the developed worlds when it comes to providing housing and health care and basic
02:35:55.420 human rights and found his hands tied because in america people must be kept poor and busy
02:36:07.420 so they don't realize how much more power they have when they are unified
02:36:14.940 and would you say that these politicians who are compromised it's of a sexual nature mostly
02:36:20.140 When people, if politician is not born into the cult, they are forced to engage in criminal acts or submit themselves so that those who are born in trust they cannot snitch on what they are witnessing because the family's got dirt on them too.
02:36:47.540 We see the same thing in Hollywood and in the music industry. 0.93
02:36:53.100 There's a long tradition of black men wearing dresses after they make it famous.
02:37:00.060 It's not because they're forced to wear a dress.
02:37:04.100 It's because they're using that to communicate with each other and tell their viewers, I had to submit to get here.
02:37:13.200 which takes us to the portrait of bill clinton in the dress at jeffrey's house
02:37:20.840 what was the significance of that
02:37:22.680 bill has engaged in
02:37:32.600 sexual acts where he was on the receiving end
02:37:37.840 and there's the metaphorical submission.
02:37:47.240 He was likely forced to engage in acts against children
02:37:51.460 that he didn't want to engage in,
02:37:56.320 which is associated with weakness,
02:37:58.600 which unfortunately is associated with femininity. 0.98
02:38:02.040 I didn't want to be a woman 0.89
02:38:06.820 because I had it drilled into my head 0.93
02:38:08.940 that female meant you must submit. 0.87
02:38:16.580 And unfortunately,
02:38:18.660 it's what we're seeing pervading through society now, 1.00
02:38:21.500 masquerading itself as feminism. 0.98
02:38:26.020 The ideology I fell for, 0.54
02:38:28.840 the ideology that saved my life states
02:38:34.460 your gender your personality is not biologically determined
02:38:44.480 but is a social construct designed to uphold the patriarchy
02:38:50.920 your body or your sex does not determine your gender or personality
02:39:00.560 but you must change your body if it is not congruent with your socially constructed
02:39:11.940 personality inadvertently reinforcing those patriarchal standards that are not
02:39:23.720 biologically determined that we are supposed to be fighting
02:39:26.760 men put on the dress after they are forced to submit whether that means giving their bodies
02:39:36.040 or taking a body that they do not want to take
02:39:39.540 and we associate that submission with femininity
02:39:44.900 which is a sickness for men and women alike. It hurts men who do not want to be predatorial
02:39:55.580 and it hurts women who do not want to be victims. It hurts young boys who are sensitive
02:40:05.140 and young girls who don't want to be all jokes
02:40:08.940 all right so she's discussed mental illness mental instability based upon her
02:40:19.780 experience as a child
02:40:23.120 we know that 90 this is a statistical fact now 90 of those people running around
02:40:34.820 claiming they're born in the wrong body they're trans whatever they're having some kind of a
02:40:43.820 mental lapse from reality or they're artistic not artistic autistic
02:40:50.020 if in fact she was mk altered i'm not sure if you guys saw the interview that i did with uh
02:41:00.580 and diamond it's on the website you can find it um there's all kinds of wrong up here
02:41:10.520 so naturally she's and she's not really making too much sense here either but
02:41:17.160 let's continue on and see what else she has to say here i you know up until now i've been
02:41:22.600 finding it very interesting so let's uh let's continue but agency saves lives
02:41:30.860 taking testosterone is when they stop selling me it saves my life
02:41:38.980 i think most people who adhere to that ideology
02:41:43.780 do so because they've reached a breaking point where they cannot exist in toxic masculinity
02:41:51.260 anymore because they cannot continue bearing the pain of being a woman in a society that tells you
02:41:59.100 you are only an object. Bill had to submit in one way or another. That's the significance of the
02:42:09.700 dress. So were you on testosterone then for a period of time? Yes, for five years. And how did
02:42:19.020 that affect you I'm now infertile but that's because I had a hysterectomy the
02:42:28.780 testosterone made my uterus hurts and my doctors at Mount Sinai and my family
02:42:39.180 encouraged me to remove my uterus instead of ceasing taking the drugs that
02:42:44.060 were making it hurt my breasts had to be reconstructed my family paid for
02:42:52.640 vasectomy it lowered my voice I've had to retrain it to speak at a more neutral
02:42:59.600 tone I'll never be a soprano again but when I sing I sound a lot more punk rock
02:43:05.480 like I wanted to when I was younger. I had a full beard, it's mostly gone now. I was
02:43:16.700 getting casting calls for roles that required male nudity before I went back
02:43:20.720 on estrogen. Couldn't take them because I didn't have the member that they wanted
02:43:26.240 on camera. Thank goodness I never went that far. What was I gonna do? Pack my
02:43:33.200 speedo risk it falling out between takes um no covid actually
02:43:44.540 started triggering my desire to quit that when i started having to wear a mask again
02:43:52.840 and people from behind knew i was female and would call me a she i'd get upset about it
02:44:00.700 and see this mustache.
02:44:06.720 I don't know.
02:44:07.640 The piece then
02:44:08.500 helped me face reality a little bit.
02:44:13.520 It was also in that period,
02:44:15.320 I first took a microdose
02:44:18.480 of the same substance
02:44:20.880 that my family had me macrodosed on.
02:44:24.640 And I had memories come back
02:44:26.840 that I retained.
02:44:30.700 It took my therapist two years
02:44:33.900 to get me to understand that these were real memories,
02:44:38.820 that it aligned with my psychological profile.
02:44:43.340 I did not want to believe it.
02:44:47.180 It was easier for me to stay in denial.
02:44:51.240 I was happier when I was still in denial.
02:44:54.300 My life was easier when I was still in denial.
02:44:59.340 but these were the same memories
02:45:07.100 that I thought were only nightmares when I was a child.
02:45:13.280 But as soon as those memories came back,
02:45:17.960 I remember just looking in the mirror at terror
02:45:24.640 of resembling a man who was a child.
02:45:29.340 Those who had caused me pain.
02:45:34.020 I love men.
02:45:35.260 I do.
02:45:35.840 I have a problem with men.
02:45:37.720 I love men.
02:45:39.920 But it was exceptionally horrifying
02:45:42.500 to see how much I looked like my father.
02:45:49.620 And the pain of having done that to myself,
02:45:53.280 that I did so much to destroy my body
02:45:55.760 in response to my body being destroyed.
02:45:59.340 so i had to go back i quit the testosterone as soon as i could and
02:46:07.860 i was doing full drag makeup to hide my stubble and wearing wigs while i waited for my hairline
02:46:14.420 to grow back in it was embarrassing people thought i was a trans woman a lot of them who just are
02:46:20.420 waiting for their turn to speak but they wouldn't understand i would tell them very concisely i was
02:46:25.660 born female. I was taking testosterone. I'm trying to go back to female. So you want to cut your
02:46:32.360 dick off? You want to be a woman? But those are the same kinds of people who, you know, and I 1.00
02:46:40.980 explain why when you Google, it doesn't say he has a sister because our birth certificates were
02:46:50.420 forged they respond oh i get what you're talking about but then how come when i google your dad
02:47:01.080 it says he only has three children you can't help some people understand what they're not 1.00
02:47:06.220 willing to understand that's not my responsibility to fix stupid 0.99
02:47:12.480 and you're with these memories do you want to talk about them or is it too traumatic 1.00
02:47:19.960 sick. I'm willing to talk about them. I was, I stayed in denial after the memories started
02:47:29.860 surfacing because I feel like I remembered having some nightmares about
02:47:36.220 being assaulted at the family cabin. Some memories about meeting a bunch of
02:47:45.160 celebrities at big parties. That was very confusing. But in 2020, the first new memories
02:47:53.340 to surface were not of the assaults, but of the circumstances around it. Because for most
02:48:01.160 of the assaults, I was usually unconscious. I first remembered my family bragging about
02:48:11.480 what they were doing and I go to my therapist and I say my family lied and
02:48:22.880 told me that they were drugging me to me why would they do that and she said
02:48:32.680 why would they tell you they were drugging you and you know they weren't I
02:48:40.120 And I said, well, I know that they did drug me because I tried a tiny, tiny bit of what they bragged about giving me.
02:48:51.240 And I remembered being on it all the time, but I don't remember the assaults yet.
02:48:56.500 I remember having some nightmares about being assaulted.
02:48:59.560 She says, okay, are you sure they were nightmares?
02:49:02.040 and it would go on like that
02:49:05.960 until I remembered
02:49:10.400 instances of the physical assaults
02:49:16.700 running and hiding from that
02:49:22.480 trying to hide myself in the bathroom like that's going to help anything
02:49:25.640 running naked and barefoot
02:49:30.040 down the mountain before pausing and forgetting where I was and
02:49:34.700 wandering back up the hill to the cabin, screaming out for my mother.
02:49:42.940 I went to go see three other doctors
02:49:46.080 after my therapist did so much to do EMDR with me and get me to accept that
02:49:54.740 the brain would not recall false traumatic memories. Those are the memories that it blocks
02:50:03.840 out. Even when substance isn't part of it, people block out traumatic childhood memories until
02:50:13.340 adulthood. I went asking other doctors to tell me I was schizophrenic and they didn't because I'm
02:50:23.400 not. And they said, no, you know, our opinion matches that of your other therapist. And of
02:50:30.560 course the meds didn't do anything because therefore an issue I don't have. But so it was
02:50:39.100 a, it was about a two year process between when the memories first started coming back
02:50:48.760 And I retained memories of being with my twin brother
02:50:54.020 when we were toddlers.
02:50:57.780 I had memories of being with him as teenagers
02:51:03.460 at these reunions and memories of my father
02:51:09.780 and stepmother and brothers making fun of me
02:51:13.260 for not remembering about my twin brother.
02:51:18.760 and I didn't want to believe it because it was too sad.
02:51:28.680 It was two years before I remembered being little with him.
02:51:33.640 But my peers knew.
02:51:36.920 There was one girl who was not dosed properly
02:51:41.540 when she came to the cabin with my family
02:51:45.520 and remembered what they did and everything they told her.
02:51:48.760 That's when everybody at school
02:51:51.520 started calling me Ren Stevens.
02:51:55.200 It's the name of the sister character
02:51:57.200 on my brother's Disney TV show.
02:52:00.940 And I thought they were making fun of me 0.91
02:52:02.280 because I was tall and a little bit anal retentive. 0.95
02:52:08.240 But they tried to show me, 0.94
02:52:09.980 they pulled me into the computer lab
02:52:11.340 and showed me a picture.
02:52:15.700 Who are they?
02:52:16.640 I'm like, oh, that's tough in his mom, duh.
02:52:19.940 They're like, no, do you see their faces?
02:52:23.680 Who do they look like?
02:52:25.040 Where do you know them from?
02:52:27.460 And getting mad at me and saying, you're older than us.
02:52:29.920 You're not taller than us.
02:52:31.720 You're just older than us.
02:52:33.100 You're not smarter than us.
02:52:34.020 You're older than us.
02:52:36.080 Why don't you remember this?
02:52:37.080 I was pissed.
02:52:38.200 I'd be offended.
02:52:38.920 I thought the kids who were trying to help me get out of my situation were bullying me.
02:52:43.920 because it was safer for me still, I thought, to just go through that than try to run away,
02:52:51.300 try to face it. I couldn't face it. My brain wouldn't let me.
02:52:56.940 But that's how the memories came back. It took about two years and four different doctors
02:53:02.500 to get me to understand it was real. I was in such deep denial.
02:53:09.140 as far as specific memories you're welcome to ask me questions i don't know where to start
02:53:17.480 i don't know if i'm going to get too many specific details it's just i i don't want it to be too
02:53:24.160 traumatic for you yeah um you know we're going over these things more more like you know your
02:53:32.020 tiktok community your viewers when you when you're talking to them and stuff is that cathartic for
02:53:38.720 you to have the love and support of these people it is um not for my sake necessarily
02:53:49.820 the most cathartic for me is my creative work
02:53:54.000 another reason i've had a barrier because i would be welcome to just talk about this through
02:54:01.760 creative work but then it would be another drop in the bucket
02:54:06.080 with people making art about the truth.
02:54:11.940 Why I went to TikTok,
02:54:15.280 it's the hundreds of messages from people telling me
02:54:21.860 that they also experienced child sexual abuse
02:54:26.120 and also lived in denial and hurting themselves because of it.
02:54:29.140 And thanking me for telling my stories,
02:54:34.140 so they could feel brave enough to face their own.
02:54:40.840 Okay, so I'm not a doctor.
02:54:44.760 Just so you guys know,
02:54:46.420 I used to do a podcast right after I got out of radio.
02:54:53.160 Actually, while I was still in radio,
02:54:55.640 left-wing corporate media.
02:54:57.780 I was attacked by the management of the radio station. 0.99
02:55:02.100 It was chorus entertainment.
02:55:03.220 i think i've gone through this before constructive dismissal they harassed me and gaslit me for a
02:55:09.840 year um i had a breakdown i was on a mental health leave for three months that was about
02:55:20.800 as bad as it got but i do remember the day of the breakdown the girl i was with at the time
02:55:26.920 who did not know how to handle it.
02:55:31.340 I sat on the balcony of my apartment,
02:55:34.140 which at that time I think was on the 16th or 17th floor.
02:55:37.540 Not that I was thinking about jumping or anything.
02:55:39.800 I just sat there.
02:55:43.060 Like, my body was there.
02:55:46.740 I was not there.
02:55:50.000 So after I recovered from that,
02:55:52.560 I started a podcast about mental health.
02:55:56.920 And, um, I spoke with ordinary people once a week, put them on the show.
02:56:06.620 And many of those episodes, I think are probably still available on, uh, Spotify.
02:56:14.540 It was an audio only podcast.
02:56:18.860 People talking about their suicide attempts, people rambling incoherently,
02:56:23.400 darting from place to place to place to place to place talking about their recoveries and how
02:56:30.480 they did it and they were still going through it in some cases um and so i learned very quickly
02:56:38.860 uh through my own experiences and through the experiences of others
02:56:42.440 how to discern the difference between somebody who is actually going through something
02:56:51.180 seriously traumatic and somebody who is not telling the truth and this woman in my opinion
02:56:58.380 she's all over the map she's all over the map she she's trying her best to be coherent she's
02:57:07.640 trying her best to sound rational but she isn't inside and that makes me think that
02:57:16.820 she's telling the truth to some extent i don't know exactly how much i think eddie asked in
02:57:26.140 comments why doesn't she tell us the name of the drug she was on i don't think she knows it
02:57:30.520 she might know it but i don't think she knows what it is
02:57:35.500 that is in line with other uh survivors of mk ultra so because you're on the drug all the time
02:57:45.300 You don't have a rational mind or time to find out these things.
02:57:51.980 Only after, years after in some cases, are you, and maybe never, are you able to be able to piece it together.
02:58:03.920 And so, yeah, she's been through something incredibly traumatic.
02:58:07.800 We know that Google can be skewed.
02:58:11.140 Results can be scrubbed.
02:58:12.980 we know that and if they're not scrubbed they're they're put on to page 500 you'll never ever see
02:58:18.780 it um there are things that they plant in search engines that they want you to find
02:58:28.120 so the only thing ultimately left to us to be able to try and figure out what's real and what's not
02:58:37.900 is using our own discernment, our guts.
02:58:40.820 And Tucker Carlson said it best.
02:58:42.240 He goes, my gut has never let me down.
02:58:43.940 And every time I've strayed from my gut feeling,
02:58:46.560 my initial gut response,
02:58:48.220 I've always paid the price in the end.
02:58:50.380 And I have to say the same.
02:58:53.940 Your gut is always right.
02:59:00.840 Your gut tells you one thing
02:59:02.520 and your head tries to convince you of another,
02:59:05.260 even though there's alarm bells ringing in the back of your head.
02:59:11.360 I don't see alarm bells going off with this one. 0.96
02:59:16.080 I see a truly segmented woman who's struggling,
02:59:22.260 but determined to get the truth out there somehow. 0.97
02:59:26.520 And it wouldn't surprise me in the least
02:59:28.580 if she's found dead in the next few months as well.
02:59:31.820 Not immediately.
02:59:35.260 Because that would be too obvious.
02:59:38.340 But sometime in the next few months, kind of like Virginia Giuffre.
02:59:45.740 So that's it for tonight, you guys.
02:59:47.800 And like I said to you in comments, I have put in a request to her through her TikTok channel to hopefully get her on the show and we can talk more about it.
02:59:56.780 Those of you on Rumble, you got the extension tonight.
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