The Shadoe Davis Show - May 14, 2024


Pfizer Whistleblower Melissa McAtee joins the show to tell her story!


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00:03:59.980 everybody. How you doing? Welcome to Shadow at Night. This is Monday, May the 13th, 2024. And
00:04:06.120 on the show tonight, Pfizer whistleblower Melissa McAtee joins. She's going to tell us everything
00:04:12.060 she knows about Pfizer and what went on where she was working. She spent 10 years with the company.
00:04:19.720 You know, I haven't asked if she's still with the company. I doubt that she is, but I'll ask her
00:04:23.380 tonight, of course. And what was the mood like around Pfizer as the vaccine started to become
00:04:30.160 manufactured? And they got news. First of all, they were going to be making it. I mean, there's
00:04:34.560 all kinds of different questions to ask this woman. She is brave. She worked with James O'Keefe
00:04:42.060 during his time with Project Veritas to try and get some inside information from Pfizer out to
00:04:47.140 people so they knew exactly what they were doing. I mean, remember, everything was done without
00:04:52.320 informed consent worldwide and she was one of the brave few that stepped up and tried to uh alert us
00:05:00.220 as to what was going on so melissa's going to join the show in just a couple of seconds uh let's see
00:05:06.420 here who is watching tonight on facebook and on x greg is watching in kingston hello lolita
00:05:13.860 watching in winnipeg barb is watching in stony mountain kev is watching uh just north of winnipeg
00:05:19.040 Linda, hello, how you doing?
00:05:20.740 Lori is watching tonight.
00:05:22.400 Colleen, Mike, Karen in North Bay.
00:05:25.720 Heather is watching in Edmonton.
00:05:27.580 Christine is watching in Enola.
00:05:29.360 And Melinda is watching.
00:05:31.620 I think Melinda's in Ontario.
00:05:33.720 I'm not quite sure.
00:05:34.680 Anyway, wherever you're watching tonight,
00:05:36.960 don't forget to like and share.
00:05:38.100 Let's get this out to as many people as we possibly can.
00:05:40.680 It's important that this information gets out
00:05:43.500 considering they're still trying to push
00:05:46.260 this ridiculous formula on us. 0.91
00:05:48.300 at least they are up here in Canada. I know certain states down in the United States are 0.90
00:05:53.260 still trying to do it, but other states are saying, no, no, no, we're not going to do this anymore.
00:05:58.140 I mean, it'll be available if you really want it. But other than that, we're not going to advertise
00:06:03.820 this crap anymore. And how many billions of our dollars did they waste? Well, these things went 0.99
00:06:10.140 to waste. I mean, it needs to be stored at something like minus 70 Celsius and can only
00:06:15.500 to be stored for a certain amount of time and it goes bad after that and i think it's billions and
00:06:20.500 billions of dollars worth of vaccines that they've thrown out in this country so far even as they
00:06:26.440 order this new formula which is set to roll out in the fall it's crazy the shadow at night live
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00:07:40.320 by now because every single Marxist corporate media news source out there has been talking
00:07:45.600 about it for the past couple of days. There are two new COVID-19 variants circulating and they're
00:07:52.580 posing a threat to the summer surge, to a summer surge. There's going to be another,
00:07:57.040 there's going to be a summer surge, my friends. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention
00:08:05.520 has been tracking these new variants scientifically known as kp.2 and kp.1.1 since at least the start
00:08:12.580 of the year they've been steadily growing in prominence ever since and have garnered the
00:08:16.100 nickname flirt because of their mutations the latest data shows kp.2 is the dominant strain
00:08:23.200 in the u.s comprising almost 25 percent of the tests that have been sequenced they're still
00:08:27.580 testing really kp.1.1 makes up about eight percent as of the end of april both are sublineages of
00:08:34.340 jn.1 lineage of the omicron variant the main covet variant for roughly three years now so what you
00:08:41.620 better do is you better get out there and get vaccinated according to the taxpayer funded
00:08:49.400 marxist corporate media or the cbc for short high-risk albertans urged to get another vaccine
00:08:57.880 dose as covet 19 cases are ticking up you mean they're actually still tracking this as well
00:09:04.340 I can't believe they're still doing this, but they are.
00:09:08.440 Seniors and immunocompromised Albertans eligible for additional XBB.1.5 dose.
00:09:15.720 So after trending downward for several months, COVID-19 is on the upswing in Alberta once again.
00:09:20.700 The province's respiratory virus dashboard shows a number of key indicators,
00:09:25.160 including case counts, hospitalization numbers, positivity rates are ticking up.
00:09:29.420 Oh, no. Run for the hills.
00:09:31.600 many jurisdictions in canada have seen a slight bump in late april in the number of covid cases
00:09:36.840 in the positivity rate and also in the wastewater monitoring said dr dan gregson an infectious
00:09:43.480 disease specialist in the coming school of medicine at the university of calgary says
00:09:47.840 there's likely a number of factors at play of course there's a there's always a number of
00:09:52.080 factors at play now there's an interesting story in the cbc as well notice they don't use the
00:09:57.760 expression vaccine denier anymore. They say vaccine skeptic now, which I suppose is slightly
00:10:04.800 better, but still insulting. UCP board is urging Premier Daniel Smith to make COVID vaccine policy
00:10:11.680 changes for children. There is a riding, a provincial riding in Calgary that's hosting
00:10:17.600 an event with high profile vaccine skeptics. So what they're trying to get done here is get these
00:10:25.640 vaccines removed at least for children and among the speakers who will be taking part in this
00:10:33.380 let's see here we'll just all-star panel cbc you can hear the the sarcasm
00:10:38.540 i know it's in print but you can you can just feel it you can feel the sarcasm the event boasts what
00:10:45.180 organizers call an all-star medical and expert panel dr chris shoemaker dr mark trozzi two
00:10:50.580 ontario doctors whose professional college suspended their licenses due to allegations
00:10:55.000 they each committed professional misconduct with their statements about covid vaccinations and
00:10:59.760 health measures and they're still under investigation dr shoemaker doesn't much care
00:11:05.260 dr trozzi is still fighting it um they call it the genocide jab in certain areas of europe
00:11:13.580 this comes from europe renaissance.com genocide jab keeps the grim reaper busy
00:11:20.060 england's vaccinated population had close to 1 million deaths in 23 months the unvaccinated
00:11:29.060 population had less than 61 000 over that same period shocking data released by the uk government
00:11:36.580 shows that over the past two years the vaccine population vaccinated population in england
00:11:41.520 let me just scroll down a little bit has suffered an outrageous number of deaths compared to the
00:11:46.740 unvaccinated population, even though approximately 30 percent of the population has not even had a
00:11:52.660 single dose of the Wuhan coronavirus vaccine. I found that to be interesting as well. There's
00:11:59.440 more. This is from VigilantFox on X. The Australian government knows the COVID shots are killing
00:12:05.560 people and they are deliberately suppressing doctors from reporting vaccine deaths. Same
00:12:09.820 thing going on up here. This allegation comes from Senator Malcolm Roberts. He says the government
00:12:15.040 can't not know about vaccine harms and that they're killing people. According to the Australian Bureau
00:12:21.920 of Statistics, in 2022, 174,717 deaths occurred, which is 22,886 or 15.1 percent more than the
00:12:33.240 historical average. This is what Roberts describes as the pandemic of injections. Watch. Do you think
00:12:40.740 Well, the Australian government now is suppressing COVID adverse reactions and deaths.
00:12:46.700 Without a doubt, yes.
00:12:48.480 They know?
00:12:50.000 Yes.
00:12:51.680 They can't not know. 1.00
00:12:53.700 They're either incredibly stupid. 1.00
00:12:55.680 The excess death number are there. 1.00
00:12:57.680 Yeah.
00:12:58.360 The Australian Bureau of Statistics is our statistical agency.
00:13:03.020 It shows, its own figures now show around about 26,000 deaths, excess deaths for 2022.
00:13:10.120 to and no one is asking why nothing we've been asking why now that to me shows that they don't
00:13:16.780 care they'd rather have this death ongoing deaths continue so they've done several things doctors
00:13:24.160 are supposed to report adverse effects yes doctors are supposed to report deaths from the injections
00:13:30.920 the arpa australian health practitioners regulatory agency is deliberately suppressing doctors
00:13:38.660 putting the fear of doctors so they don't report they're making it difficult to report because it
00:13:44.400 takes quite a bit of time and doctors are busy so it's highly under under reported we know that
00:13:51.140 from america as well they know they've done studies some people say as little as one percent
00:13:55.960 of adverse events get the various database yes at the most it's it's 10 percent what we've had is
00:14:03.080 and doctors have a legal duty in this country to put down the cause of death on the death
00:14:08.920 certificate. The doctor does the death certificate. So we've had very few reports that are accurate
00:14:13.740 because the doctors are afraid. And some of them have lost their registration for nothing.
00:14:18.860 And then other doctors then become afraid of losing their livelihood. So we've had a minimal
00:14:23.860 reporting. But of those that have been reported, more than a thousand deaths due to the injections.
00:14:29.840 that has been fine-tuned down to 14 oh my god 14 and there's no objective criteria that they
00:14:39.980 assess it against so 14 deaths 14 is enough to stop the injections but a thousand and sixty
00:14:47.100 or whatever is up to you now and then you look at the reporting no one is doing this and then
00:14:51.180 you look at the excess deaths dr peter parry and dr peter rhodes wrote a paper recently australia
00:14:57.200 is either the only country or one of only two countries where they had a COVID, I don't use
00:15:02.480 the word pandemic because there's no pandemic of deaths, COVID, they had COVID and they had a
00:15:07.100 number of deaths due to COVID. When that finished, they had the real spike in deaths. That was a
00:15:14.120 pandemic of vaccination, pandemic of injections. So we had COVID first, then we had the injections.
00:15:21.000 So you can tell I'm getting a bit angry about this because they're killing people.
00:15:24.420 you know i find it interesting that no politicians in canada have spoken out about this not
00:15:34.340 one have you do you know of any write it down in the comments do you know of any politicians in
00:15:39.980 this country who have stood up and spoken out like that senator that australian senator i can't think
00:15:45.920 of one well maybe there has been one or two and they've been completely uh ignored and fired by
00:15:51.800 their parties and censored by the left-wing corporate media hello melissa thank you for
00:15:56.340 joining the show tonight we really appreciate it yes thank you so much for having me on
00:16:00.680 so melissa let me ask you you put up a video recently on your x page that says you love
00:16:06.660 your family very much you're not suicidal does that have uh anything to do with the uh the two
00:16:13.100 dead boeing whistleblowers that have turned up in the last couple of weeks
00:16:16.680 so actually not directly like i usually about every i like to say once a month but sometimes
00:16:25.000 it goes over that i tried to make a a current up-to-date post stating that i'm not suicidal
00:16:29.920 just so that it's always up to date and true um and all of that but with the only thing i did
00:16:35.380 different with this video was i put a video with the post instead and for some reason it
00:16:40.740 uh kind of went viral and kicked up the dust on my story again so
00:16:45.540 yeah well i mean videos generally catch attention you can talk to any social media
00:16:51.320 influencer or teacher of influencers out there and they'll tell you if you if you come on camera
00:16:56.660 and say i'm not suicidal right people are gonna go oh my goodness so this has been a long journey
00:17:02.860 for you how did you first get hooked up with james o'keefe was that the beginning of you
00:17:08.620 deciding to become a whistleblower? Yeah. So when I took my, I left Pfizer, I took a mental health
00:17:16.080 leave of absence after seeing and finding all the things I did so I could take time to figure out
00:17:21.100 if I was crazy or not, basically. And some friends, after getting the documents all confirmed by people
00:17:28.120 smarter than me, that they said what I thought they said, I just kind of started reaching out
00:17:33.620 to every mainstream media you could think of. And I never heard back. And I was venting to one
00:17:39.020 of my former co-workers that worked with me at Pfizer. And he said, you need to go to Project
00:17:43.660 Veritas. And I'd never heard of them, but I reached out. And the first time, kind of nothing
00:17:48.680 happened. But then after a week, they sent me a new tips line email. And so I emailed that one
00:17:57.260 and Project Veritas got back to me within 15 minutes, I think, of that email. And then it
00:18:02.180 kind of skyrocketed from there and i didn't even know who james was i had no idea who these people
00:18:06.400 were until the day before flying to meet them um because i thought up until then that i was just
00:18:12.780 meeting some guys in their basement basically and so once i found out otherwise i was a little
00:18:17.880 nervous but not really because i i truly think that god had my back um on all of it i was never
00:18:24.040 really nervous listen i i want to ask you you spent 10 years with pfizer am i right saying that
00:18:30.320 almost 10 years yep okay so what were your jobs there i know you started out on the line
00:18:36.580 on the production line but you graduated after that right yeah so i was hired as a pharmaceutical
00:18:43.160 assistant which is just a pack person someone who packs the products and everything on the lines
00:18:47.940 you're still in the clean room you're not out in some warehouse like it's still a clean 0.74
00:18:52.300 area like you're still on the floor and everything um they noticed that i had a nag for catching
00:18:58.620 defects on the line and that i had really good eyesight i never had any errors or made any
00:19:04.780 corrections things like that so they asked me if i wanted to come work in mq and i said sure
00:19:11.620 it was a pay raise mq what is that a manufacturing quality okay all right yeah and and so they took
00:19:20.120 me on. And that was in 2017. Did you first start, let me even go back further.
00:19:30.300 When this pandemic came out, were you guys at Pfizer already aware that you were going to be
00:19:35.820 manufacturing some kind of a vaccine or had that news not broken as of yet? I didn't know,
00:19:41.580 but I'm sure some people did, but a majority know. So when it was announced that you guys
00:19:48.300 were going to be working on a vaccine or you'd have scientists somewhere formulating this thing
00:19:55.060 and you were going to finally start producing it when did your alarm bells first start going off
00:20:00.240 about all of this when there were talks of mandates uh that's kind of i was kind of like
00:20:06.320 what you know that they've made this pretty clear this is an experimental thing uh you know just the
00:20:12.740 mandates the why you got to force us if the product's good kind of thing right but i mean
00:20:17.920 How could the product be good with such a limited amount of time they had for creating it, first of all?
00:20:24.400 I mean, they were still calling it a novel virus when they started working on the scientific formula for the mRNA.
00:20:32.380 I don't even know. I mean, they didn't even understand the virus.
00:20:35.200 At least they shouldn't have understood the virus at that stage of the game.
00:20:39.460 And if you can't understand the virus that's infecting people,
00:20:42.420 how on earth could you possibly come up with a vaccine to prevent it from infecting people?
00:20:47.680 or transmitting, right? I mean, all of that stuff. Did that occur to you also?
00:20:52.380 Yeah, definitely. I mean, anybody who's worked in pharmaceutical manufacturing knows things take
00:20:57.360 time. There is a long line of things that need to be done before a product can even start in a room.
00:21:04.260 And so it's to see everything rapidly unfold, because even after the mandates, I still kind
00:21:11.040 of was like, maybe I'm the weirdo. Maybe, you know, this is all normal, whatever.
00:21:14.540 the first day that I went down on the floor that we were actually auditing the COVID vaccine,
00:21:21.380 I walked in and it was glowing on the table or emitting this fluorescent kind of
00:21:27.920 color. Yeah, it was glowing. It was just it. I don't want to say you couldn't you need light
00:21:38.420 to make it glow, which is what's weird because so like it would go from a clear to a very slight
00:21:44.120 yellow on a white background but then if you would take it on anything darker like gray or black
00:21:49.640 it would color shift to a periwinkle color and would kind of emit this fluorescence to it
00:21:55.220 had you ever seen anything like that before no i had it and neither had people in the plant who
00:22:01.800 had been there for 50 years and so what were they saying did anybody say anything or was it just like
00:22:07.900 a hmm that's interesting um and then just walk away yeah some people had total extreme vaccine
00:22:14.020 regret people who had gotten it quickly um there was a lot of people who thought it was really
00:22:19.460 weird but just kind of oh i'm i must be too stupid to think this is you know whatever and
00:22:25.620 then there's other people who were totally flipping out i was probably one of those people 0.80
00:22:29.620 in that category that was like really weirded out that this was going on and why it wasn't
00:22:34.660 documented anywhere because in quality, we have this sheet called a controlled monograph and it
00:22:40.300 was the sheet that quality always used and you have it for every product. And the purpose of
00:22:44.740 this sheet is to tell you what the product should look like and its characteristics so that if when
00:22:49.760 you're auditing and there's any question, you can refer to this document and you'll know if it's
00:22:53.680 normal or not. They didn't have a controlled monograph for this product for several, for a
00:22:58.500 while after it started. When they finally did get a controlled monograph for the product, it still
00:23:04.120 wasn't right because the description of the color said clear to slight yellow when more of the time
00:23:11.300 it is the periwinkle blue. So it didn't look right. It didn't look right. And when I elevated
00:23:17.880 concerns, uh, the proper chain of command, like I'm supposed to, I was always dismissed. Um,
00:23:23.960 it was always kind of just it, well, they would, it wouldn't be glowing if it wasn't okay. So it
00:23:29.640 must be okay that's kind of just was the consensus like overall over that topic when it came to other
00:23:37.320 things like not following the good manufacturing practices wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait
00:23:41.900 it wouldn't be glowing if it wasn't okay that's what somebody actually said it wouldn't be giving
00:23:48.540 it to us if it wasn't okay essentially so like oh there's probably some scientific reason why
00:23:53.620 it's doing that we don't know what it is but we'll go ahead and just let it go that's crazy
00:24:00.560 but you know what i think most people would just kind of go ahead and say yeah you know what i mean
00:24:06.560 the scientists are probably right you know got to trust the science here especially at the
00:24:11.220 majority at the beginning yeah yeah so how many times did you go through the proper chain of
00:24:17.540 command to say something was wrong i mean you must have noticed other things along the along
00:24:22.080 the line as well. Yeah, I'd say close to four or five months. I just continued to, whenever there
00:24:29.240 was something weird, I made sure to elevate it. And I would say 80% of the time I came back with
00:24:36.200 Operation Warp Speed allows it. So the law says it's fine, which makes everything fine and no
00:24:45.100 worries here. Just keep your head down and keep doing your job. Right. But you weren't really
00:24:50.480 interested in doing that obviously no that's too annoying when did you finally decide i can't do
00:25:00.100 this anymore what was the thing that made you start reaching out to the media my last day in
00:25:06.840 the plant which was i believe august 19th of 2021 i the day before i had watched an interview with
00:25:15.100 a woman who claimed that Big Pharma uses these codes in their database and that that's how they
00:25:21.560 hide everything. And so I wrote all those codes down and I went to work the next day and started
00:25:25.740 searching the database for those codes. And I found a lot of stuff. The first thing that I opened
00:25:32.240 was I searched HEK293T cells, which are the human embryonic kidney cells experiment 293,
00:25:39.080 and the T means cancerous. And I found, I typed that in and the first result was these email
00:25:45.520 threads that had been saved into the database. And I, as I was reading them, I got pretty sick
00:25:52.380 feeling. I got very, I don't know if anybody's ever had a life-changing moment where your world
00:25:59.460 literally changed in an instant, whether that be a loss of a loved one or a car wreck or anything
00:26:04.560 like that. Like it was one of those traumatic moments where I could hear nothing. I could see
00:26:10.180 nothing but what was in front of me. And it just felt like this ringing, spinning, like everything
00:26:15.360 around me is falling apart kind of feeling. And then I had to go work for about three hours. So
00:26:21.000 then I did that. And the whole time I'm praying, trying to figure out, you know, why, what am I
00:26:25.360 supposed to do with this? Why me? And I feel God made pretty clear to me in that moment what I was
00:26:30.460 supposed to do which was he's got this and just be the puppet essentially for me to be
00:26:36.940 his arms and legs and it's like i was on autopilot the rest of the day i saved over 80 documents from
00:26:42.180 the database sent them to myself wait a minute wait a minute wait a minute hold on as you were
00:26:47.620 doing this now this sounds kind of like a spy movie an espionage movie or something where you're
00:26:52.340 secretly you know looking around maybe trying to save some documents and looking to see if a
00:26:57.860 manager's going to come in what are you doing melissa why are you stealing or is is this
00:27:02.780 industrial espionage what's going on like were you worried that somebody was going to catch you
00:27:08.520 no and the only reason no was because i'm really well known in the plant and i'm a researcher
00:27:15.760 and so like i'm always at the computer researching something and so they just always know if melissa's
00:27:21.200 got the headphones on and she's at the computer she's just in the zone my manager's desk was
00:27:25.780 actually right behind mine so he could have just looked over at any time and just been like hey
00:27:31.860 what are you doing but to be fair my my direct supervisor and group lead they uh were on my side
00:27:39.720 so even if they had seen something they would have just known to let it happen i guess you mean there
00:27:46.740 was there were more people who worked in the plant who were with you they were very skeptical yeah
00:27:53.380 did they ever speak up or are they still employed there do you know um one of them my boss is still
00:28:00.780 the boss out there of equality i miss him very much he was like my work dad but he um we don't
00:28:06.360 talk we haven't spoke really since i left there which is hard but uh yeah he was actually against
00:28:12.700 all of this but he is a lot invested into pfizer they paid for his college and everything and so
00:28:17.760 like he's kind of on the hook and then the other guy my group lead he quit he actually put in his
00:28:24.380 two weeks I think the day that I found these documents so he was already leaving so he was
00:28:28.380 like screw it take the whole computer I don't care and so I had him look originally he was the first
00:28:35.280 person I showed anything and he confirmed for me okay yeah you're not crazy this looks really bad
00:28:39.720 so it's interesting the way you you describe that moment that life-changing moment that you had I've
00:28:46.340 tried to describe it as you ever see doctor strange that marvel movie yeah um where she
00:28:51.900 touches his forehead see from your third eye I mean that that's that's the way I describe mine
00:29:00.100 I continue to have them when I discover new things which we could get into uh further in
00:29:06.240 this discussion if you like I mean we have no time limit on this so uh we can go ahead and
00:29:11.560 talk about all kinds of things I was listening to a couple of other interviews you did this
00:29:15.040 afternoon and there's so many different things we can touch on but that day getting back to that
00:29:20.400 day for a second when you got home did you tell your husband like this this is effed up man i mean
00:29:28.120 like what what are we going to do with this i started telling my husband stuff the day i saw
00:29:34.020 the glowing vials um because me and him had kind of reached the consensus that we were going to get
00:29:38.700 it, unless we saw weird stuff going on at my job. And we did. And he, I'm very blessed that my
00:29:46.320 husband has supported me from the very first suspicion. The very first day that I was like,
00:29:52.420 I'm feeling kind of weird. He's supported me 100%. So I've been lucky in that way. So my husband
00:29:58.020 actually kind of already knew of all the weirdness, but he actually watched the interview
00:30:02.080 where I took down all the notes of the codes. He watched that with me and knew I was going to be
00:30:06.780 doing that so yeah I took the first person I called when I left that place that day that I
00:30:11.580 took I called my best friend her name's Alex I called her because she actually has a vaccine
00:30:17.680 injured son and she's kind of the one who first made me not maybe kind of started making me wonder
00:30:23.960 maybe vaccines do have something to do with autism you know and so I called her first because I knew
00:30:29.360 she was probably one of the only people who would believe me and told her and she was like oh I knew
00:30:35.020 it. She was just like, I knew it. She was like, just keep everything, you know, don't tell anybody
00:30:40.080 and just go home and take some deep breaths. Cause I was obviously freaking out. And then
00:30:45.240 my father-in-law actually lived with us at the time. And I told him, and he actually had just
00:30:50.020 tried to get it like the week before, but they wouldn't because he went to the hospital, I think
00:30:55.580 for like dehydration or something. And he asked, could I get the COVID vaccine while I'm here at
00:31:00.900 a hospital and they said no but he could go to walgreens so yeah it makes no sense but it's a
00:31:07.740 miracle right because if he would have got it i think he's one of the ones who probably wouldn't
00:31:11.380 have made it getting you never know i mean because i've heard so much about the lot numbers or the
00:31:16.920 serial numbers is described in several different interviews and if you had a certain uh letter at
00:31:22.440 the beginning of the serial number well that was a death shot or maybe there was some uh different
00:31:27.000 doses that were more diluted than others because there was no product uniformity. Did you notice
00:31:32.660 that as well? Well, so this product had to be kept at like a negative 112 degrees Fahrenheit.
00:31:39.760 So my thing is, is if it wasn't stored at the proper temperature, because it could only be
00:31:44.280 out of that proper temperature for six hours before it needed to be discarded. Okay. So my,
00:31:49.640 my theory isn't, you know, that there's separate batches or whatever, but more so that there were
00:31:54.440 batches that were kept at the proper storage temp and others that were not and a majority were not
00:32:00.280 kept at the proper storage temp which is actually a blessing so if they weren't kept at the proper
00:32:06.420 storage temp they would just lose all of their potency they would go inactive as opposed to the
00:32:11.720 ones wow that's crazy so that's how maybe we can describe how some people got sick and other people
00:32:20.780 didn't do you think this what now this is going to be a pretty heavy question melissa i'm sure
00:32:25.600 you've heard it before and it's amazing how we can sit here and speak so matter-of-factly about
00:32:29.920 it now yeah and you know it could be a mass extinction event that they're trying to perpetrate
00:32:35.920 on us but do you think this was intentional yeah intentional by who i'm not 100 sure i can say
00:32:45.720 Because I can tell you that me and my colleagues would never intentionally harm people.
00:32:51.780 So something that I don't I don't like to say a lot because I can't prove this, but you either believe me or you don't, I guess, you know, with two different witnesses from my Pfizer facility.
00:33:04.380 One was in compounding and one was an incoming quality where they receive raw materials to different people who didn't talk to each other, who told me at two totally, completely different times.
00:33:15.720 um, that they were receiving product in bags with Chinese markings on them and have no idea
00:33:23.040 what they are. And then that's what the vaccine is. Chinese and Chinese writing unmarked bags
00:33:30.560 that they have no idea what they're mixing or making. You know, this might sound strange to 0.95
00:33:37.060 you and I'm not sure if you've heard this before, but we only have in Canada one level four
00:33:41.760 virology lab and that's in my home city of winnipeg and there were two scientists two
00:33:47.820 chinese scientists who were fired from this lab about three four years ago and hustled out of
00:33:55.420 the country back to china and only in the last couple of months has it come to light that they
00:34:02.100 were sending things to wuhan and receiving things in the mail from wuhan they won't reveal to us
00:34:09.720 what. And no politician as of yet has asked if it had anything to do with the COVID-19 virus or
00:34:16.820 the COVID-19 vaccine. But do you have any theories about how this may have happened?
00:34:25.160 Honestly, I mean, not the Canadian, not the Canadian part of it, but because I know I'm
00:34:30.860 putting you on the spot with that, and this could be just some new information that you can use to
00:34:34.940 form a hypothesis but getting back to the China thing for a second I mean I have been trying to
00:34:40.240 put this together you know over the past four years okay who exactly is playing us here or
00:34:46.440 are there three or four different agendas all working together at the same time but not really
00:34:52.000 I don't know exactly who's pulling the strings and you alluded to it just a couple of minutes ago
00:34:57.160 when you said intentional yeah but by who right i think china plays a major role um i also think
00:35:05.780 people that we probably don't even know their names you know um playing a role because i don't
00:35:11.860 think even albert borla knows what's actually going on i think he's just a puppet a face of
00:35:16.540 the company the fall guy as i i kind of just kind of think that's what he is because this took so
00:35:23.620 much coordination. It's bigger than that. It's bigger than just American government. It's bigger
00:35:28.260 than just Pfizer. I think it was a colluded world government, shadow government kind of thing.
00:35:35.500 Now, was it all China and Pfizer is totally like oblivious to what they've done? I don't really
00:35:41.500 believe that. I would like, I mean, I'd like to think that the employer that I gave most of my
00:35:47.420 career life to um isn't evil but you know at the same time like the the proof's in the pudding
00:35:54.420 kind of kind of thing i mean pfizer has paid a lot of money in fines over the past matter of fact i
00:36:01.300 think they've paid the largest criminal fine in u.s history something like 1.4 billion dollars
00:36:05.900 so it's not like out by something because you know that looked bad on them during the pandemic
00:36:09.940 so they had to change that but i still remember people at concerts you know i'm going to concerts
00:36:17.400 and go you team pfizer team madera johnson and johnson which one are you the the uh astrazeneca
00:36:24.520 has recently they just announced last week that they've pulled all of that product worldwide
00:36:29.240 and they claim it's because there's no longer a call for it but the government here in canada is
00:36:35.480 still saying hey hey we've got new variants as you heard at the beginning of this show
00:36:39.640 so why do you think astrazeneca pulled their formula the fall guy there's got to be a fall
00:36:45.400 all got AstraZeneca is probably one of the cheaper ones that they can afford a recall on or afford to
00:36:50.540 do that to with to pull it from the market. You mean one of this one of the smaller companies
00:36:54.880 that doesn't have as much invested in this I mean and plus their vaccine wasn't mRNA it was I think
00:36:59.900 a pretty standard vaccine right but still to come up with something like that the first thing I did
00:37:06.120 when this vaccine when they announced that they they had found something and I remember Trump
00:37:10.840 talking about it too with operation warp speed and all of that and i'm thinking oh there's no way
00:37:15.900 first thing i did was looked up fastest vaccine ever invented and that was for the mumps
00:37:21.060 and it happened in in the 1960s and i think it took them five years to get it to market five
00:37:28.500 years the five it's and that i'm thinking well and that's for mumps i mean come on
00:37:36.120 and that was also way back when when things just also took longer because that's the argument
00:37:42.220 right that oh well that was back when you know things took way longer and you had to walk uphill
00:37:47.700 both ways to get to school and everything it's not like that now right yeah but this this was
00:37:53.400 a whole new technology they were introducing as well as an experiment it literally i mean they
00:37:59.880 said it a million times this is an experiment sign up to be on the i mean literally that's what
00:38:06.380 it was was if you went and got it you agreed with your free will to consent in a global experiment
00:38:14.040 on a new type of injectable technology yeah that's because there was they couldn't give you
00:38:19.820 informed consent they had no information to give at that point there were no medium-term tests
00:38:25.040 there were no long-term tests they didn't have time for that let's go back a little bit to that
00:38:30.100 day when you came home your last day at Pfizer and you took the stress leave and and after that
00:38:38.880 I'm sure it took a while to get back to some kind of semblance of normal everyday routine
00:38:45.460 you know you're going to be at home now what did your co-workers say to you
00:38:51.340 well the ones that knew why I was gone there was really honestly maybe two people that knew
00:38:58.380 why I was gone but then the rest of the department didn't really know
00:39:03.680 the people that did know were just kind of cheering me on you know trying to encourage
00:39:08.880 me things like that the people that didn't know just thought I was on a mental health
00:39:12.640 leave of absence because they thought I was suicidal and so didn't didn't really hear from
00:39:19.580 them. Nothing really strange there or anything like that. But when the whistle did get blown,
00:39:25.360 it was a lot of mixed reactions. People that I thought were my friends, totally bad mouth me,
00:39:31.440 said a bunch of nasty things. And then people that I thought hated me ended up, you know,
00:39:36.020 thanking me personally. So it was pretty interesting reaction. But one of the things
00:39:41.540 that I thought was the most interesting, and this should tell you how it works out there a little
00:39:45.740 bit, is they were all standing at pass down and Pfizer issued a new rule that you could not have
00:39:52.640 your personal cell phones on the lines. The same week my whistleblowers story came out, right?
00:39:57.880 You can't have your personal phone down on the lines. And then they banned YouTube from the
00:40:01.800 computers. Someone who I thought was my friend in the group goes, it's because of that bad apple
00:40:08.700 that we had in the department. And my friend, the one who actually first told me the gospel,
00:40:14.780 he said excuse you pfizer's the bad apple how dare you he goes they would they would if they
00:40:22.460 had nothing to hide they wouldn't care if you had your phones you know went on this long rant told
00:40:26.880 me about it then he quit so you know that's kind of how it was out there was everybody blamed me
00:40:32.540 that now they couldn't have their personal phones on the line and they couldn't watch youtube
00:40:36.600 i was the bad guy were you having calls at home were you getting nasty messages how did that play
00:40:43.820 like when you started to blow the whistle yeah i think the worst message to date that i've ever
00:40:50.380 received was from a random person that said think of how many people are going to kill themselves
00:40:55.140 when they see this and that hurt me just because it's like i already feel like i'm beating a dead
00:41:01.880 horse kind of thing i already feel bad that i'm going to be breaking horrible news to people that
00:41:08.180 you know there's nothing they can do about it they've already done it you know and stuff and
00:41:11.260 like I already felt bad that was probably the worst message I've ever gotten but the messages
00:41:16.300 that remind me why I did what I did is the messages that say hey you know thanks to your
00:41:21.140 testimony I was able to convince my sister to quit vaccinating her kids or because of your story I was
00:41:26.420 able to convince my grandma not to get back get the COVID vaccine things like that or those were
00:41:31.460 the best messages I got in the beginning what about death threats was there like has there been
00:41:38.260 anything horrendous no honestly no and i'm thankful for that i like to think that's because
00:41:44.800 i'm doing god's work right yeah so you're wearing the armor of god that's good um so
00:41:51.100 what about the files the files that you retrieved from pfizer that day you've still got them of
00:41:59.760 course have have you perused them have you been able to expose everything in them or have
00:42:07.500 is one file that i have that i think is like 20 pages and it is the scientific
00:42:14.700 makeup of the mrna vaccine so you've got the formula the patented formula something something
00:42:24.520 scientific that's all about the vaccine that i really wish someone would get back to me about
00:42:29.740 well it's interesting because aren't pfizer and moderna going at it in court right now over this
00:42:35.000 proprietary blend yes and i actually can prove if moderna ever wants to pay me uh i've got proof
00:42:41.440 that pfizer is comparing your two vaccines uh in their database between the formula makeups so
00:42:48.400 how would they how would they have gotten a hold of moderna's vaccine formula oh to me they're all
00:42:54.220 the same thing so industrial espionage of course it is so have you released most of what's in there
00:43:01.840 I mean, what have you discovered? Have you sent it to people like Karen Kingston or researchers?
00:43:06.860 And what have they come up with? Nothing. I hear nothing back. Almost every time that I give my
00:43:15.380 documents to somebody, it's crickets. And I hate to say that because, you know, Karen Kingston has
00:43:21.780 tried to help me. She just doesn't really know what my documents say. Robert Kennedy Jr. tried
00:43:27.660 to help me, but he's got his campaign. Attorney Tom Renz tried to help me, but he's busy.
00:43:35.500 You know, the list just goes on and on. All of the people that I have sent all these documents to,
00:43:41.780 I even organize it. I make it super simple for them and explain to them what I think is there.
00:43:46.960 And I just need them to tell me if it is or not. And they don't. I would say the only documents
00:43:51.700 that I haven't really sent around a whole lot are ones that I'm not sure if they even matter,
00:43:56.140 because I'm pretty sure they're in the public forum as well, which is like, for example,
00:44:00.660 I found an article that was talking about the flu vaccine and it was talking about how
00:44:04.820 it uses HIV and coding proteins.
00:44:09.140 And I thought that was a big newsworthy thing.
00:44:13.080 But then when I showed it, I think to Karen Kingston, Karen Kingston and somebody else,
00:44:19.040 they told me, oh, well, this is public knowledge.
00:44:21.140 So this isn't that big of a deal.
00:44:23.080 So I wouldn't waste your breath with that one, essentially.
00:44:26.140 and then all the rest of them i've been trying i've i've not withheld anything other than that so
00:44:32.360 interesting that the sv40 has been recently discovered that sv40 protein which is the simian
00:44:40.360 proteins that they use in many vaccines it was reported to health canada this is an interesting
00:44:47.180 story that happened just recently where it said oh by the way did you were you aware of the simian
00:44:53.520 sv40 uh cancer causing proteins that have contaminated the vaccines health canada said
00:44:59.760 well no we're gonna have to ask pfizer and so they went and asked pfizer and pfizer said yeah
00:45:07.080 yeah we know about it don't worry we'll get them out of there as soon as we possibly can health
00:45:10.180 canada said okay that's great good good good get your vaccine here i mean it's amazing to me
00:45:15.920 that we can have particles like that in vaccines known to cause cancer. I mean, scientifically
00:45:25.260 proven over the last, because they've been using that not lately in vaccines, but they had been
00:45:31.760 using that up until maybe 10 or 15 years ago in some other vaccines known to cause a killer
00:45:38.860 disease. And they're, they're still doing it. And they haven't promised as to when they're going to
00:45:45.520 remove these things but they're still promoting it yeah we also can't promise you that there
00:45:51.600 isn't graphene oxide in there because they use global suppliers for their their ingredients
00:45:56.220 if they just would have here's the thing if they would have not censored anybody if they would have
00:46:02.700 let the freedom of communication flow i don't think we'd really have a case because all of
00:46:09.680 the information would have been out there for the world to decide but the problem is they didn't
00:46:14.100 allow that. Instead, they took statements that were true, deemed them false and crazy.
00:46:20.900 And then not only caused all of this, what's the word, animosity towards these people questioning
00:46:26.640 the vaccine. Why? Like the world could have just played out so much different if they just would
00:46:32.280 have allowed the freedom of communication to flow because at least people would have heard it. So
00:46:37.780 many people didn't hear it because of all of the censorship or labeled as crazy. And that's why
00:46:42.340 are being censored. Well, I mean, let's be honest, the destruction of our society is probably one of
00:46:48.560 the goals at hand here from one of the global cabals that's trying to take over. Again, I haven't
00:46:54.740 pieced it all together. I don't know how much, like I said before, China has to do, World Economic
00:46:59.720 Forum, Trilateral Commission, Club of Rome. I don't know all of that stuff. Have you gone down
00:47:04.480 these rabbit holes in the past few years yourself? Well, I was a far-left liberal atheist.
00:47:12.340 i'm sorry to laugh it's the it's the way you responded to that i thought that was great
00:47:23.400 well yes i was a far left liberal atheist for most of most of my life until january of 2019
00:47:32.680 god radically saved me in a very spiritual way totally changed took every belief i ever had
00:47:38.400 flipped it's on its head the difference is i'm pretty hard-headed so i have to research everything
00:47:43.460 i believe um granted i thought that all of my atheism beliefs were from research when in reality
00:47:50.600 it wasn't it was from public school indoctrination so oh yeah because once you go down the holes of
00:47:57.840 you know i was actually trying to disprove the bible when all of it happened i was trying to
00:48:03.440 disprove the events and then after like eight months of researching i could no longer deny it
00:48:07.780 And I was radically saved that way.
00:48:10.300 And then I guess just things started to appear differently to me.
00:48:14.620 And I just started seeing things for what they were.
00:48:18.580 And yes, I've gone down very many, very many rabbit holes, especially after losing my job whistleblowing.
00:48:24.400 They did fire me October 20th, 2021.
00:48:29.140 And so I was unemployed for a while.
00:48:31.100 So I dug even deeper.
00:48:33.020 I obsessed over God and the scriptures for that entire time.
00:48:36.840 And what I've been able to like, how do I say this?
00:48:45.140 If everybody would be honest and if everybody would be honest with themselves, with what their opinions and beliefs are.
00:48:52.800 I think people would all come to the conclusions of vaccine skepticism just because if you're being honest and you research against yourself, you're going to come to the same conclusions.
00:49:03.620 the problem is that we listen to other people tell us what the answer is and how they got it
00:49:11.880 rather than telling you go do the research you should be able to find your answer you know what
00:49:17.500 i'm saying so let me ask you how you changed your philosophy i mean that's that's a pretty
00:49:24.540 hard-headed philosophy that hard left extreme marxist stuff um believing in everything that
00:49:33.000 is the latest cause right like the vaccines and the palestinians i voted for bernie was gonna vote
00:49:40.060 for hillary that's how pretty radical i was wow did you look different too like was your hair
00:49:45.640 different colors rainbow style did you have one of those bull things in your nose nope nope i was
00:49:50.640 blonde i was blonde and uh no what really changed was just being honest with my beliefs like but
00:50:02.880 how did you come to that? I mean, like, and this is, you know what, Melissa, I, I don't mean to
00:50:07.500 make you laugh here because this is a question that my audience and I have been going around
00:50:12.640 and around on for the past four years. Now we're trying to figure out how we can get to those
00:50:18.020 people to make them understand. So what was it? What happened in your life? I had that I was wrong
00:50:25.420 about something. Once I admitted I was wrong, it's like truth just kept unfolding. And I just kept
00:50:32.240 saying well if i was wrong about this i could be wrong about this if i was wrong about that i could
00:50:35.760 be wrong about this and i guess i just had a greater desire for truth than to be right so if
00:50:41.980 your desire is to be right you won't find the truth that if your desire is truth then you'll
00:50:47.880 always be right when you get to the truth yeah no that's very good philosophy so what you are
00:50:54.020 suggesting is that it's up to the individual to be able to see or at least attempt to see the truth
00:51:00.180 to attempt, I do believe God will meet us in places that we are. I was bisexual, addicted to
00:51:08.340 porn, party drugs, party drank all the time. And I guess I just got to the point where, you know, 0.95
00:51:17.040 those things don't make you happy. What's, what is happiness? You know, like, and it all started
00:51:22.360 when this coworker of mine that I mentioned earlier, just asked me one day, what do you
00:51:25.640 believe he was a Christian and he just said what do you believe and I had to confront well what do
00:51:30.880 I believe I believe we're dirt in the ground and we're worm food well that's a really sad way to
00:51:35.260 think this is what I believe and then he told me and I was kind of like well that's I didn't know
00:51:39.860 that's what Christians believe that's kind of weird and then he actually was kind of a 0.95
00:51:45.840 how do I say this a jackass in the department and people would just would get so mad at him 0.96
00:51:54.320 because he would get into these religious arguments. And I guess for me, it was just 0.98
00:52:00.100 kind of like, I wanted to research it, research to prove him wrong. And so that's kind of where
00:52:05.320 it was like, I was like, I'm going to prove you wrong. So I have to research against myself. So
00:52:09.520 like I started, the very first thing I started researching was disproving the flood. Could I
00:52:14.340 disprove the flood? Couldn't disprove the flood. Could I disprove the crucifixion? Could I disprove
00:52:19.700 the resurrection? Can I disprove that any of this ever happened? Is there anything, you know,
00:52:25.780 and just unraveled. It's when you are truly seeking truth, God knows that. Even if you're
00:52:31.880 a Muslim, even if you're a Jew, even if you're an atheist, even if you're a transgender in the 1.00
00:52:39.080 middle of being a prostitute, whatever it is, he can meet you there. But he has to know that your 0.99
00:52:43.840 heart is open to that because he's not going to waste his time. He's got a lot of important things
00:52:48.260 to do and so i just opened up my mind i just said maybe i'm wrong and it just got revealed and
00:52:55.880 revealed and unraveled from there have you done any public speaking on this i mean i'm sure that
00:53:01.860 you could come up with some kind of a speech to talk to these college kids kind of like charlie
00:53:08.680 kirk does just oh man i'd love to but i cry really easily so you couldn't take the abuse
00:53:17.360 things they say to like candace owens ben shapiro charlie kirk when they're up there and people just
00:53:22.500 go yeah well you're ugly i would melt down immediately put the armor on that like candace
00:53:29.760 goes yeah okay well whatever i mean like she she doesn't care because she knows she's speaking 0.99
00:53:34.160 ugly neither are you let's let's be honest come on she she knows she's up there speaking the truth
00:53:41.580 right yeah what would you say to one of these palestinian protesters who's camped out at 0.65
00:53:48.420 harvard university or or wherever by the way they one thing about up here is they've been breaking
00:53:53.300 up these encampments at universities using some pretty heavy police uh stuff for the past couple
00:53:59.660 of days which i find interesting because i believe in freedom of speech but i don't believe in illegal
00:54:04.840 protest and i'm not sure if these protests are illegal but anyway what would you say and i'm not
00:54:10.900 talking about a group of them because i know that when you're trying to deal with a group of them
00:54:15.460 it's next to impossible to try and make any sense to them because they're you know all chanting and
00:54:20.620 and hypnotized and whatnot but if you had one of them like one-on-one you know what one of the 1.00
00:54:26.420 green, spike-haired, bullring, transgender ideologues 0.99
00:54:32.060 sit across the table from you. 0.96
00:54:35.400 How would you approach that?
00:54:38.260 Well, something I think a lot of us need to remember
00:54:41.900 is a lot of people who are sexually confused
00:54:44.660 are sexually abused.
00:54:46.580 And a lot of those people have gone through things
00:54:49.100 that I can't fathom,
00:54:50.740 and they've gone through things
00:54:52.380 that maybe they feel justified in hating God
00:54:55.780 or hating our country or hating whatever it may be, because a lot of them weren't ever given
00:55:01.960 justice for the wrongs that were done to them as children, usually. And so I always try to come
00:55:07.920 from a place of, I don't know this person's life. I don't know what evils they've had to experience,
00:55:13.880 right? Or maybe they never experienced any evil and they just are there this way because they're
00:55:19.040 rebellious or whatever it may be. I always come at an angle of relation and I can understand where
00:55:25.320 they're coming from. And I've had long talks with, um, men in full makeup and, uh, girls, um, that
00:55:34.240 look like boys. And I've already had these conversations. So I think it's pretty easy as
00:55:38.880 I always commit it. Like, I know you're sad. You're not fooling me. I want to show you the
00:55:44.480 truest love and the greatest joy that I have ever found in my life. After all the drugs,
00:55:49.300 after all the sex, after all the porn, after everything, this is the only thing that fixed
00:55:54.200 me and i would like to tell you about it so that i can try to help you fix you as well and that's
00:56:01.340 kind of how did you do it how did you find god how did that happen uh i was well other than
00:56:08.600 researching to disprove him when i came to the conclusion he was true i decided i was going to
00:56:13.540 kill myself and i was on my way home from pfizer and i was gonna there's a big sharp curve on the
00:56:20.200 highway on the way to my home. And I was just going to let the wheel go. I was going to get 0.92
00:56:23.740 my crew set. And I was just going to end it all because I was so depressed that I had not only
00:56:28.300 been wrong about God, but that I still was suicidal, depressed. I had all of these desires
00:56:33.620 that I didn't want to have anymore. And I was getting ready to kill myself. And I was rolling
00:56:37.820 down my window to throw my phone out so that nobody could say I was texting and driving.
00:56:43.060 And I just heard this voice in my head say, read the sinner's prayer. And I thought, well,
00:56:48.220 i don't know what that is i only know what the lord's prayer is so then i googled it
00:56:52.060 i read it i'm bawling the whole time ugly crying snot bubbles wait wait wait wait wait wait wait
00:56:57.640 this this voice in your head was it the normal voice in your head or was it something else
00:57:06.100 it sounded like me but i've never heard of the sinner's prayer and so interesting yes and so i
00:57:13.160 just went off that and i read it nothing happened i guess i was kind of like picturing jesus would
00:57:17.540 being down next to me or an angel or something. Nothing happened. So I took my phone. I threw it
00:57:22.580 on the floor. I let go of the steering wheel. And I just held my hands up like this. And I said,
00:57:26.720 I'm sorry. I know that I feel the way that I do because of the decisions I've made. And I don't
00:57:32.780 want to feel this way anymore. I believe you. I believe who your son was. And I don't want to
00:57:37.620 feel this way anymore. Please help me. And I meant it. I don't know how else to describe it
00:57:44.420 other than I meant it. People who don't believe in God ask God to prove it all the time, but they
00:57:48.660 never mean it. I meant it. God knew I was getting ready to kill myself. God knew that I truly was
00:57:55.840 in desperation seeking out to reach him because if he did intervene, it would change. And he did
00:58:01.360 intervene. And how he did that was as soon as I was done praying that my radio shut off, I felt
00:58:07.820 what felt like warm honey being poured over my head and coming at my feet. I could literally
00:58:14.180 hear and feel popping like stuff just breaking off of my shoulders. I quit crying. I felt total
00:58:21.660 clarity. Anybody who's ever done ecstasy would maybe understand what I'm saying here. I just
00:58:28.360 all of a sudden became aware of love and comfort and joy. And I just felt this sense of it was
00:58:35.120 going to be okay. It felt like if somebody had given me a hug, I didn't feel like someone was
00:58:39.220 hugging me physically. But it felt like if you just gotten a big hug from somebody that you
00:58:43.820 really, really missed. And something happened. I don't know what because after that day, I no
00:58:50.360 longer had any desire to watch porn. I was on a I was on a medication called Effexor that gave you
00:58:56.620 a lot of side effects. And they told me if I ever wanted to quit it, I would have to be hospitalized
00:59:01.680 all this crazy stuff. I quit at cold Turkey that night, never had a single side effect.
00:59:09.040 All my homosexual, homosexual desires were gone. I didn't have to try. I didn't have to, 0.96
00:59:16.080 it was just the craziest thing. And then I just got thirsty. I was like, wow, this is amazing.
00:59:22.760 I've been wrong this whole time. I've got a lot of learning and catching up to do. And I've just
00:59:26.140 been ever since then january 19 2019 on this roller coaster for god and he's taken me through
00:59:32.700 it man the the whistle blowing is all him so isn't it interesting that you became aware of this
00:59:39.900 and then not a year later well maybe a little bit more than a year later all hell breaks loose in
00:59:45.840 the world i don't believe that's a coincidence yeah i don't believe it's a coincidence either
00:59:51.520 do you feel as though you've been chosen to do this obviously yeah i i don't think there's any
00:59:58.860 other way i mean who else is going to do this none of my other colleagues who are still there
01:00:04.620 are doing it and i i remember asking god because i wanted to quit one day one day i was so close
01:00:10.540 to just walking out and i was at my desk and i bad my head and i said god you're gonna have to
01:00:16.860 fire me. Because if I'm not meant to be here, I need you to fire me because I can't quit because
01:00:24.120 I had bought my house, my car, I had all this debt from having this job and everything. And I
01:00:29.860 was like, I need you to have me fired so that I know it's your will that I'm not here. Because I
01:00:35.280 started to obviously see some of the evil kind of stuff going on. Right. And so I was like, use me,
01:00:41.220 please use me if you're going to have me here. Otherwise, you're gonna have to kick me out
01:00:44.960 yourself it wasn't like two weeks later that i found all of those documents
01:00:49.980 and when you found the documents it was like thank you yeah well no it was kind of like why
01:01:00.360 why me it reminds me of moses when he tells moses i'm gonna have you go stand up in front of all
01:01:06.440 you're gonna challenge pharaoh you're gonna free the slaves from egypt and he's like but i can
01:01:10.060 hardly i have a stutter i can hardly talk to people it's kind of it's like can you imagine
01:01:15.260 being charged with something like that from god like you go what i i all right and then it's like 0.82
01:01:24.740 oh shit when you know that you've got a big lion behind you it makes your fights a lot easier so i 0.98
01:01:30.740 will say i suppose you know i would like to get into a discussion about what you learned in public 1.00
01:01:37.540 school that made you that way before you saw the light, so to speak. Melissa, can you hang around
01:01:42.760 for another half hour or so and have that conversation? I've got about 15 minutes. Is
01:01:47.620 that okay? That's cool. All right. 15 minutes. You got another interview to do? Um, my husband
01:01:53.280 misses me. Okay. 15 minutes. It's cool. We'll be right back. And I'm going to take a two minute
01:02:00.440 break and then we'll be back in, in, uh, in two minutes. All right, cool. Thank you. Uh, Melissa
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