00:09:10.460So this cottage is going to be abandoned.
00:09:13.920is abandoned fortunately the electricity had not been shut off he managed to find the fuse box
00:09:19.340turn on the the baseboards and find the thermostat and crank up the heat and he stripped down the
00:09:27.140heat just crawled around the electric baseboard to try and warm himself up as the wind howled
00:09:34.560through the window he broke broke open and he survived uh i knew this guy for decades of my
00:09:43.240He is a wonderful handyman, you know, great character, dear friend of my grandfather's.
00:09:51.620But that story had always stuck with me.
00:09:54.760Just the act of surviving 10 to 20 minutes in the high north when something goes wrong can be one of the greatest feats of survival you can imagine.
00:10:12.440That if at any point he had gone confused or his strength had failed him or if he had hesitated slightly longer or stopped to think or lost his train of thought, lost his adrenaline, lost his initiative, it's very possible that he just wouldn't have had the strength to crawl onto the ice or wouldn't have had the vision and the wherewithal to find that cottage on the shore.
00:10:39.060uh it can happen that quickly and what i'd like to do today is i'd like to read you
00:10:47.300uh one of the few stories that i think is i've ever read that captures uh this feeling that
00:10:54.360really captures the depth and detail of how cold and and miserable and dangerous uh the
00:16:53.700A foot of snow had fallen since the last sled had passed over.
00:16:56.880And he was glad he was without a sled traveling light.
00:17:02.580In fact, he carried nothing but the lunch wrapped in the handkerchief.
00:17:06.940He was surprised, however, at the cold.
00:17:09.760It was cold, he concluded, as he rubbed his numb nose and cheekbones with his mitted hand.
00:17:16.420He was a warm, whiskered man, but the hair on his face did not protect the high cheekbones
00:17:21.520and the eager nose that thrusts itself aggressively into the frosty air.
00:17:27.160At the man's heels trotted a dog, a big native husky.
00:17:31.780the proper wolf dog, gray-coated and without any visible or temperamental difference from its
00:17:37.200brother, the wild wolf. The animal was depressed by the tremendous cold. It knew there was no time
00:17:44.580for traveling. Its instincts told it the truer tale than was told to the man by the man's
00:17:51.080judgment. In reality, it was not merely colder than 50 below zero. It is colder than 60 below,
00:17:57.860than 70 below. It was 75 below zero. Since the phrasing point is 32 above zero,
00:18:06.940it meant that 107 degrees of frost obtained. The dog did not know anything about thermoblers.
00:18:14.620Possibly in his brain there was no sharp consciousness of a condition of very cold,
00:18:19.480such as it was in the man's brain. But the brute had its instincts.
00:18:23.620it experienced a vague but menacing apprehension that subdued it and made it slink along at the
00:18:31.260man's heels and that made it question eerily every want unwanted movement of the man as if
00:18:38.860expecting him to go into camp or to seek shelter somewhere and build up fire the dog had learned
00:18:45.220fire in it wanted fire or else a burrow under the snow and cuddle its warmth away from the air
00:18:51.740The frozen moisture of its breathing had settled on its fur in a fine powder of frost,
00:18:59.520especially where its jowls, muzzle, and eyelashes whitened by its crystal breath.
00:19:06.480The man's red beard and mustache were likewise frosted, but more solidly,
00:19:10.900the deposit taking the form of ice and increasing with every warm, moist breath he inhaled.
00:19:21.740also the man was chewing tobacco and the muzzle of ice held held his lips so ridgely that he was
00:19:30.680unable to clear his chin when he expelled the juice the result that was was that a crystal
00:19:36.920beard of the color and salinity of amber was increasing its length on his chin if he fell
00:19:44.500down it would shatter itself like glass into brittle fragments but he did not mind the appendage
00:19:51.300It was the penalty all tobacco chewers paid in that country, and he had been out before in two cold snaps.
00:19:59.160They had not been so cold as this, he knew, but by the spirit thermometer at 60 miles, he knew they had been registered at 50 below and at 55.1.00
00:20:12.060he held on through the level stretch of woods for several miles across a wide flat of nigger heads1.00
00:20:19.980and dropped down a bank to the frozen bed of a small stream this was henderson creek and he1.00
00:20:26.940knew he was 10 miles from the fork he looked at his watch it was 10 o'clock he was making four
00:20:33.600miles an hour and he calculated he would arrive at the force at half past 12 he decided to celebrate
00:20:40.660that event by eating his lunch there. The dog dropped in again at his heels with a tail drooping
00:20:47.800discouragement as the man swung along the creek bed. The furrows of the old sled trail were plainly
00:20:54.820visible, but a dozen inches of snow covered the marks of the last runner. It was a month and no
00:21:00.780man had come up or down that silent creek. The man held steadily on. He was not much given to
00:21:07.700thinking and just then particularly he had nothing to think about save that he would eat lunch at the
00:21:14.640forks and then at six six o'clock he would be in camp with the boys there is nothing no way to talk
00:21:22.080to and had there been speech would have been impossible because of the ice muzzle on his mouth
00:21:26.800so he continued monotonously to chew tobacco and to increase the length of his
00:21:31.880amber beard. Once in a while, the thought reiterated itself that it was very cold and
00:21:38.420that he had never experienced such cold. As he walked along, he rubbed his cheekbones and nose
00:21:44.020with the back of his mid-hands. He did this automatically now in the unchanging hands,
00:21:50.340but rub as he would, the instant he stopped, his cheekbones went numb,
00:21:53.980and the following instant, the end of his nose went numb.
00:21:58.300He was sure to frost his cheeks, he knew that,
00:22:02.620and experienced a pang of regret that he not devised a no-strap of the sort but worn cold snaps.
00:22:09.300Such a strap passed across the cheeks as well and saved them.
00:22:22.460Empty as the man's mind was of thoughts,
00:22:25.060He was keenly observant, and he noticed the changes in the creek, the curves and bends and timber jams, and always he sharply noted where he placed his feet.
00:22:36.220Once, coming around a bend, he shied abruptly like a stern horse, curved away from the place where he had been walking, and retreated several paces back along the trail.
00:22:47.760The creek he knew was frozen clear to the bottom.
00:22:50.860No creek could contain water in that Arctic winter.
00:22:53.700But he knew also that there were springs that bubbled out from the hillside
00:22:58.700and ran along under the snow and on top of the ice of the creek.
00:23:02.700He knew that the coldest snaps never froze these springs,
00:44:21.740Deep down below the surface, he could feel it.
00:44:23.960The sensation developed into pain that grew acute, and still he endured it, holding the flame of the matches clumsily to the bark that would not light readily, because his own burning hand was in the way, absorbing most of the flame.
00:44:41.760Alas, when he could endure no more, he jerked his hands apart.
00:44:46.220The blazing matches fell sizzling into the snow, but the birch bark was alight.
00:44:50.860He began laying dry grasses and the teemiest twigs on the flame.
00:44:57.180He could not pick and choose, for he had to lift the field between the heels of his hand.
00:45:03.040Such pieces of rotten wood and green moss clung to the twigs,
00:45:07.000and he bit them off as well he could with his teeth.
00:45:10.900He cherished the flame carefully and awkwardly.
00:45:13.860It meant life, and it must not perish.
00:45:16.860The withdrawal of blood from the surface of his body now made him begin to shiver,
00:45:22.880A large piece of green moss fell squarely on the little fire.
00:45:29.300He tried to poke it out with his fingers, but a shivering frame made him poke too far,
00:45:34.360and he disrupted the nucleus of the little fire.
00:45:38.260The burning grasses and tiny twigs separating and scattering.
00:45:41.840He tried to poke them together again, but in spite of the tenseness of his effort, his shivering got away with him, and the twigs were hopelessly scattered.
00:45:51.620Each twig gushed a puff of smoke and went out.
00:45:55.820The fire provider had failed, and he looked apathetically about him, his eyes chanced on the dog.
00:46:03.960Sitting across the ruins of the fire from him, in the snow, making restless, hunching movements.
00:46:09.860slightly lifting one forefoot and then the other shifting its weight back and forth on them with
00:46:16.760wistful eagerness the sight of the dog put a wild idea into his head he remembered the tale of the
00:46:25.060man caught in a blizzard who killed a spear and crawled inside the carcass and so was saved
00:46:31.560he would kill the dog and bury his hands in the warm body until the numbness went out of them
00:46:39.120then he could build another fire he spoke to the dog calling calling it to him but in his voice0.87
00:46:47.440was a strange note of fear that frightened the animal who had never known the man speak in such
00:46:53.440a way before something was the matter and its suspicious nature sensed danger it knew not what
00:47:01.660danger, but from somewhere, somehow, in his brain arose an apprehension of the man. It flattened
00:47:09.200its ears down at the sound of the man's voice, and its restless hunching movements and the lifting
00:47:15.000and shifting of its forefeet became more pronounced, but it would not come to the man.
00:47:20.260He got on his hands and knees and crawled towards the dog. The unusual posture again excited
00:47:27.120suspicion, and the animal saddled mincingly away. The man sat up in the snow for a moon
00:47:35.260and struggled for calmness. Then he pulled on his mittens by means of his teeth and got upon
00:47:42.020his feet. He glanced down at first in order to assure himself that he was really standing up,
00:47:48.220for the absence of sensation in his feet left him unrelated to the earth. His erect position
00:47:55.400in self start to drive the webs of suspicion from the dog's mind when he spoke preemptorily
00:48:01.380with the sound of whiplashes in his voice the dog renders its customary the dog rendered its
00:48:08.520customary allegiance and came to him and it came within a reaching distance the man as it came
00:48:15.500within a reaching distance the man lost his control his arm flashed out to the dog and he
00:48:21.400experienced genuine surprise when he discovered that his hands cannot clutch that there was neither
00:48:27.600bend nor feeling in the fingers he had forgotten for the moment that they were frozen and that
00:48:33.300they were freezing more and more all this happened quickly before the animal could get away he
00:48:39.180encircled his body with its body with his arms he sat down in the snow and in this fashion held the
00:48:45.360dog, while it snarled and whined and struggled. Bo's all he could do, hold its body encircled in
00:48:51.740his arms and sit there. He realized that he could not kill the dog. There is no way to do it.
00:48:59.100With his helpless hands, he could neither draw nor hold his sheath knife, nor throttle the animal.
00:49:05.400He released it, and it plunged wildly away with its tail between its legs still starling.
00:49:10.460It halted forty feet away and surveyed him curiously, with the ear sharply pricked forward.
00:49:17.100The man looked down at his hands in order to locate them, and found them hanging on the ends of his arms.
00:49:23.300It struck him as curious that one should have had to use his eyes in order to find out where his hands were.
00:49:30.000He began threshing his arms back and forth, beaming the mittened hands against his side.
00:49:34.420He did this for five minutes violently, and his heart pumped enough blood to the surface to put a stop to his shivering, but no sensation was aroused in the hands.
00:49:45.860He had an impression that they hung like weights on the end of his arms, but when he tried to run the impression down, he could not find it.
00:49:56.240A certain fear of death, dull and oppressive, came to him.
00:50:00.040This fear quickly became poignant, and he realized that it was no longer a mere matter of freezing his fingers and toes or of losing his hands and feet,
00:50:08.100but that it was a matter of life and death with the chances against him.
00:50:11.900This threw him into a panic, and he turned and ran up the creek bed along the old dim trail.
00:50:17.880The dog joined him behind and kept up with him.
00:50:21.540He ran blindly without intention, in fear such as he had never known in his life.
00:50:26.780Slowly, as he plowed and floundered through the snow, he began to see things again.
00:50:32.140The banks of the creek, the old timber jaws, the leafless aspens in the sky.
00:59:58.300They're in the ditch at the side of the road.
01:00:02.720Heaven help them if they try to, like, run the gas tank
01:00:08.020and run out or, like, get stuck out there and run out the gas
01:00:13.720or if the exhaust gets blocked and they wind up monoxiding themselves.
01:00:21.040But it's very possible if your car just goes off the road and you're in the ditch and you can't unstick if the tires spin, it's very possible if you don't seek shelter, if you don't have a good coat on you, to die out there like that.
01:00:38.220To just stay in your car and not make the judgment calls that you need to make.
01:00:42.600and then by the time you realize oh you aren't going to be able to stay warm in your car
01:00:48.060car um it's late at night you don't know where you are and you freeze to death uh this is this
01:00:57.220happened many times to the point where there's this protocol that even like the snowplow drivers
01:01:02.560and the other emergency vehicles have to mark out the cars in case there is someone like just
01:01:09.600huddled in in there thinking they'll wait it they can wait it out or shelter in their car
01:01:14.360uh these these little things that uh that
01:01:20.760if you haven't like wintered up north before like doesn't occur to you or if you haven't
01:01:30.020or uh if you've only lived in the north like going to an office job like basically spending like
01:01:35.760a few minutes outside before getting in your car and driving somewhere, doesn't occur to you?
01:01:42.480London captures all this in a way that makes it incredibly immediate, makes you feel the
01:01:51.120detingling of sensation leaving your fingertips and the incredible aching pain of having the
01:02:01.840blood finally go back into your extremities and uh it feels like they're on fire like exploding
01:02:08.160when you finally get blood back into them um
01:02:11.680that but the real reason i wanted to share this story with you is that man the protagonist of to
01:02:22.820build a fire uh the southerner who's like kind of good kind of knows knows it but it's still his
01:02:29.720first winter winter uh his trip if you paid attention it would he left at 9 a.m and he was
01:02:38.920hoping to be in camp at 6 p.m so nine hour trip uh he made it he made it about like three to four
01:02:49.120hours all all to build a fire from him leaving his initial camp to him dying is a four-hour process
01:02:58.640Just four hours on the environment can kill you, which is actually very exacting to what emergency personnel are taught about survival.
01:03:13.560You can survive, what is it, four weeks without food, four days without water, four hours without shelter is what's usually taught.
01:03:25.820pretty accurate to what london depicts so that's a nine-hour trip that goes wrong and he's dead
01:03:35.520within within the first four hours uh the reason i wanted to to read the short story to you
01:03:45.300and the reason uh this is part one of a series despite the fact that we've just finished
01:03:50.840the short story is i want to tell you the story of another man i want to tell you the story of a man