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00:02:06.100 Where do you think we're going to be in 47 years?

00:02:08.140 When 6ix9ine comes out of prison, what is he going to see, Elle Mills? 0.97

00:02:11.080 Predict the future. 0.94

00:02:12.120 Predict the future?

00:02:12.880 Flying cars?

00:02:14.100 I mean, you mean planes?

00:02:18.360 Thank you, ladies and gentlemen.

00:02:19.660 That's all we've got for today.

00:02:22.140 What if I laughed like that?

00:02:34.200 All the time. 0.98

00:02:35.540 I'm shitting blood. 0.97

00:02:37.340 Mike said that sentence to me this morning. 1.00

00:02:40.320 He said, I shit blood this morning. 0.99

00:02:41.960 That's not good. 0.99

00:02:42.500 I found a correlation between 10 and 20 second sips of grain alcohol and actually pooping blood.

00:02:48.520 I said, I said, I go, yo, that's a, I think you need professional help.

00:02:52.140 Do you know what he said?

00:02:53.500 He said, no, I think I'm just going to keep ignoring it.

00:02:55.900 I've worked in the past for certain things.

00:02:57.860 Welcome back to Impulsive, ladies and gentlemen,

00:03:00.000 the number one podcast in the world.

00:03:01.860 Thank you guys for listening, watching, viewing.

00:03:04.600 If you're not subscribed, make sure to do so.

00:03:06.600 YouTube, Spotify, iTunes. 0.98

00:03:08.260 I don't really give a fuck. 0.99

00:03:09.540 Just hit that button. 0.99

00:03:11.240 I'm hungover.

00:03:12.260 How are you feeling? 1.00

00:03:13.180 I feel like absolute dog shit. 1.00

00:03:15.640 Bloody dog shit. 1.00

00:03:16.400 But this is the thing. 1.00

00:03:17.040 You guys said that you're at your best when you're hungover, right?

00:03:20.360 Some magic might come from this.

00:03:22.140 Uh, I feel horrible.

00:03:24.220 There's levels to it.

00:03:25.360 And so you went too far.

00:03:26.900 Yeah.

00:03:27.600 So last night we had a broke the record for how many people were in the house.

00:03:31.560 Yeah.

00:03:31.940 I got like hundreds of NDA emails with random people's faces.

00:03:36.020 Thanks for your visit.

00:03:36.900 So how does that work?

00:03:37.660 Like if anybody posts anything in here, we can like actually legally murder them. 0.53

00:03:42.380 Yeah. 1.00

00:03:42.540 We can legally murder them. 1.00

00:03:43.480 No problem. 0.99

00:03:44.380 Do you have that in the fine?

00:03:45.280 Do you have anything funny in the fine print?

00:03:46.920 I feel like you should.

00:03:47.680 Oh, really?

00:03:48.400 Yeah.

00:03:48.620 You'll never know though.

00:03:49.820 Yo.

00:03:50.000 So the Superbowl was yesterday.

00:03:51.240 That's why we had this part.

00:03:52.140 That's why we're hung over.

00:03:53.080 Lots of alcohol intoxication.

00:03:54.800 Our guest was there. 0.99

00:03:55.840 She's over there. 0.99

00:03:56.840 I'm going to bring her on in a second.

00:03:58.000 But interesting facts about the day after the Super Bowl today that Mike actually found.

00:04:03.060 Yeah, when I woke up today, I found some facts about the Super Bowl.

00:04:08.120 17.2 million people will call out of work today, which is a record, 2019, resulting in roughly $4 billion in lost productivity for the American workforce.

00:04:18.060 if every worker who watched the super bowl last night spends just one hour of their work day

00:04:22.960 discussing the game or comes in an hour late the productivity losses would be around 1.7

00:04:27.920 billion dollars wow that's a lot that's a lot of gibberish jibber jabber and everybody's gonna do

00:04:33.800 it first thing you do you walk in you say hey jerald you watched the game last thing about 0.99

00:04:37.760 the game yeah yeah they threw the pigskin and it was a hey yo also what a boring fucking game 0.97

00:04:45.060 yeah it was whack it was whack dude but tom brady's a legend yeah he is congrats patriots like 0.98

00:04:50.900 you really did gotta love him hey uh okay i want to bring out our guest that was good enough talk

00:04:55.580 yeah i'm excited dude i'm really excited she was at the party yesterday and uh randomly uh

00:05:02.300 she i was we somehow convinced her to be on the show so ladies and gentlemen i want to introduce

00:05:07.220 her she is one of the best storytellers on the internet one of my favorite creators she owns a 0.97

00:05:13.560 banana farm in thailand and plays the harp on tuesdays ladies and gentlemen it's al fucking 0.88

00:05:19.860 mills wow a loud clap it's a phenomenal instrument well what an intro hi hi boys 0.52

00:05:29.340 hi welcome how are you i'm so happy you're here yeah i'm happy to be here really yeah i actually

00:05:35.560 love the podcast oh you've been watching yes whoa what do you think it's really good that's tight

00:05:41.160 Everyone I've talked to, he's always like, yeah, the Longapal's pocket guy's pretty good, actually.

00:05:46.520 Let's go.

00:05:47.440 You couldn't tell by the views.

00:05:49.500 No, but hold up.

00:05:51.040 No, they've been going back up.

00:05:52.080 What do you have a satellite phone from 1970?

00:05:53.580 I found this at the party last night, by the way.

00:05:55.680 Just wanted to let everybody know.

00:05:57.240 And as soon as I found it, I said, this is my new phone. 0.98

00:06:00.020 I'm going to call in a precision airstrike on this sucker tomorrow. 0.98

00:06:02.500 And I've been trying to do it all morning. 0.97

00:06:04.880 Yeah, SATCOM, we've got a target in motion, 27 degrees.

00:06:08.820 Did you have fun yesterday at the party we threw?

00:06:11.160 yeah it was a lot of fun i i also had fun so much so that i think i'm gonna do more of those we need

00:06:17.840 to throw more um maverick parties yeah you seem to be in your element i really will probably

00:06:21.980 because the alcohol you like drinks i do love drinks yeah how often do you find yourself i

00:06:28.200 don't know throwing it back hitting the sauce a lot a decent amount i mean i'd always like

00:06:35.660 Like with YouTube, like when you go to events, like open bar.

00:06:39.420 So it's like.

00:06:40.360 Not only open bar, but like I love events.

00:06:43.340 I love events.

00:06:44.300 Like just like, I don't know, waddling around, feeling yourself a little bit.

00:06:47.980 It's fun.

00:06:48.940 What events?

00:06:50.560 Did you do like playlists or something?

00:06:51.920 Yeah, playlists, VidCon.

00:06:53.700 I'm literally going, I'm leaving this weekend to go to VidCon London.

00:06:58.380 That's going to be fun. 0.98

00:06:59.300 Beat KSI's ass for me when you're there. 0.99

00:07:01.260 No problem. 0.99

00:07:02.340 I know he's going to be there.

00:07:03.360 Yeah, he is going to be there.

00:07:04.560 Did you watch that fight?

00:07:06.160 Yeah, I did, actually.

00:07:07.180 I paid to watch it.

00:07:09.220 Wow, you're one of the only...

00:07:10.500 You're one of 12 people.

00:07:12.300 That's incredible.

00:07:13.260 Thank you.

00:07:13.820 Yeah, no, it was illegally streamed everywhere.

00:07:16.400 To everyone.

00:07:16.700 We lost $10 to $20 million, so...

00:07:18.680 Oh, really?

00:07:19.200 Yeah, thank you for paying.

00:07:20.060 Thank you. 1.00

00:07:20.460 And also, if you didn't, fuck you. 1.00

00:07:22.700 Fuck you a lot. 1.00

00:07:24.780 We, uh... 1.00

00:07:25.900 So yesterday, I don't know how this conversation happened

00:07:29.740 where it was like, yo, like, I want you on Impulsive.

00:07:32.260 and by the way i've wanted you on the podcast but uh and i asked you what time you're leaving

00:07:37.380 tomorrow because you had a flight today yes still have a flight yes and it was 10 30 a.m

00:07:41.660 and i believe did i pay to push your flight later so we could get you on i asked you when you were

00:07:47.680 at your like core drunken moment last night i'm like yo i think it's gonna be like 2k to get our

00:07:51.780 flight pushed back you're like oh someone came up a credit card literally just shot past my face

00:07:58.540 and went I went to somebody to pay for the flight I saw Danny she was like hello Delta

00:08:02.760 we need to change the flight she used that satellite that's what it was for oh um okay so

00:08:08.860 Elle you are one of the best storytellers on the internet I am a genuine fan and have been for a

00:08:16.140 minute um and it's been interesting how you've been able to sort of conquer both Twitter and

00:08:21.880 YouTube like your videos go viral on Twitter yeah that's how I like got my start that's how my

00:08:26.880 youtube channel grew actually because i used to just post my videos straight to twitter

00:08:30.880 like not just not the youtube link just the video yeah so few people are like that the only other

00:08:36.640 person i know is probably brother nature right yeah that goes twitter youtube so where do you

00:08:42.080 start when you when you create your content because it is riveting it's mesmerizing it's to

00:08:47.960 the point it's all around great thank you so where do you begin with starting with making a video

00:08:53.560 yeah like how do you get your ideas your inspiration um no they well like they're like

00:08:59.420 structured i would they're not scripted um and so um i usually just come up with whatever's

00:09:06.680 i think about what's happening in my life um uh and i try because all my videos are like about

00:09:13.240 my friends family yeah me my personal stuff and uh then i like um music's very important to me so

00:09:19.660 like uh in the in the videos like the score yeah so i i had that done first yeah and then you pick

00:09:25.980 the music before you choose how you're gonna tell the story yeah the music is like very it's like

00:09:31.940 oh i know the way i structure it basically but you say you don't script it but i have seen videos

00:09:37.120 where like you go from voiceover to you talking and it's the same um sentence like everything's

00:09:46.300 so connected yeah um like transitions are scripted and then like i call it my opening monologue so

00:09:54.500 like the beginning part where i'm explaining the backstory those are scripted and then when it

00:09:58.360 comes to the actual event or when i'm with other people whenever i do stuff with other people i

00:10:02.940 tend to make sure it's not scripted because so you got like beats you got beats we do beats for

00:10:07.820 this show exactly yeah we got some beats we got beats um but yeah a lot of your stuff is uh like

00:10:14.280 it's real life based which i have found that's why um your stuff is is so compelling because it is

00:10:21.280 like you're a human being and you have a really uh interesting way to tell your story

00:10:26.360 the last one uh look at my weight loss which i watched this one is crazy yeah how did this

00:10:33.740 journey start that started i think like over a year ago just over a year ago um and uh yeah it's

00:10:43.000 just like been a rough like roller coaster ups and downs as with any weight loss because like

00:10:49.060 you go through times where you're like uh i want to give up and you start binging and then like

00:10:54.920 you go on an unhealthy way to lose the weight and so and doing it all in the public eye as well

00:11:01.040 like having people see the transition as well has been a little tough um why you're getting support

00:11:08.600 i'm sure yeah yeah no i'm getting support but like it gets to the point where you know people

00:11:12.460 because i also am very open about my mental health and so people are like make connections

00:11:18.140 being like oh she's not doing well mentally because she's getting so they get scared yeah

00:11:22.600 exactly so there's a lot of comments about that and you know are you exercising yes yeah what do

00:11:28.060 you what do you do i honestly just do cardio i had a i had a trainer for like the first half of

00:11:32.780 the year and then just other than that just like eating clean like clean eating like that because

00:11:37.080 i relate and relate to this topic a lot too because i lost uh i lost about 100 pounds myself

00:11:42.180 i used to be 300 pounds i was a fat kid yeah i saw the josh peck episode oh yeah and so i can

00:11:49.200 relate to it a lot but um yeah so it's just clean eating and just you don't have any uh like

00:11:54.120 exercises that you really like love doing it's just a lot of like running i just do a lot of

00:11:58.000 cardio yeah yeah and then just healthy eating cutting out like soda like that's a big one

00:12:04.040 junk food what what um made you take that jump to begin the weight loss journey because i know

00:12:09.700 that's hard for a lot of people um i was just not very happy with how i look to be honest um

00:12:16.180 and how old are you i'm 20 yeah and it was also like i went through a phase on on like the

00:12:22.980 summer 2017 where i got a lot of hate on twitter for like two weeks like i was like one of the

00:12:29.920 most hated people i'm oh because of my humor and i they thought i used because i used to do a lot

00:12:35.960 of food jokes and use my like appearance and weight as like comedy set like self-deprecating

00:12:41.440 yeah a bit like but that's not it wasn't being accepted no people thought didn't really like it

00:12:47.340 at all so i got i got a like a ton of hate for that and so like and also like i don't know then

00:12:53.700 people started calling me out and making fun of me and all that stuff and so like kind of got into

00:12:58.880 my head and so was that something that led into that burnout a bit yes that that was like because

00:13:05.880 i had never been bullied my whole life and so like it went from like overnight i was just like

00:13:10.520 a ton of hate at once so really yeah because you you have been vocal about the the youtube burnout

00:13:15.900 that um mike referenced and that's a very real thing for creators yeah what happened um well

00:13:23.840 it it mean like it was i think it was after my because the 2017 is was a crazy year for me in

00:13:30.940 general just because i that's i went that's when i hit like a million that's how i got grew a

00:13:35.220 million subscribers and in that year I had posted my coming out video and that video went viral

00:13:40.700 and then Casey Neistat gave me a nice hefty shout out in his video and so things were really picking

00:13:46.980 up really fast and I was getting exhausted and slash I was scared of losing the momentum and so

00:13:55.820 like I was pushing myself to an extreme I think and I and I was saying yes to everything because

00:14:02.140 i was like oh i won't ever get to do this again so i was saying yes to every event um and i was

00:14:07.020 just never home and still making videos every week and so i think i just got to a point where

00:14:12.180 just i shut down yeah and did you did you take a break i yeah i took like oh like three weeks off

00:14:19.740 at the time that was nice like you got that urge still i'm sure yeah no i get it is there is there

00:14:26.660 like an underlying um mental um like situation that that also played into it or did you just

00:14:34.500 burn out like do you have do you have any like well because of like i i don't want to blame

00:14:39.980 everything on youtube i do think youtube had made things that were probably in my life before

00:14:45.200 youtube like a little yeah like i don't know yeah i had like uh i just i started experiencing like

00:14:50.640 panic attacks for the first time because of youtube like i had never experienced a panic

00:14:55.080 attack and i was on tour another thing i i collab with you on a little bit is that is that stuff

00:14:59.660 uh because i deal with with anxiety um have for a long time yeah he does he's had a walk off the

00:15:05.640 show a couple times it's a mix of just heat and and just nerves and stuff and so like just a lot

00:15:11.100 of little things but um i've done a lot too and i know the audience really relates to a lot of this

00:15:16.360 stuff so much i'm sure you've gotten so much feedback on that 100 yeah and so um but i found

00:15:21.620 like little things that I like to do to um kind of combat it through exercise through getting the

00:15:27.040 right amount of sleep that kind of stuff but have you found that when you're um when you're like

00:15:31.500 falling back on the work and giving yourself the time to like do other things besides work that

00:15:35.860 those things stop yeah it does and I find that I am I get back into that mindset a little bit

00:15:42.580 when I'm making videos I'm like I'm I don't know I think it's so weird because making videos makes

00:15:48.440 me super happy but like i am such a perfectionist and like i go insane over my work that when i'm

00:15:54.440 actually making a video it's just like my mental health is not good um when you're shooting it

00:16:00.900 it's like shooting editing everything i'm like i go through these phases where i'm like this is

00:16:04.660 the worst thing i've ever made i can't post this so it's not even necessarily a validation thing

00:16:11.060 from the audience you're saying it's all like an internal yeah battle to best yourself and

00:16:16.460 sometimes you're afraid that you're not yeah that's really interesting it's like a perfectionism

00:16:22.440 a perfectionist type it could be a blessing and a curse dude like i'm sure and that also that's

00:16:27.140 why your stuff is probably so good yeah um i think that's what's interesting is you're you're just

00:16:32.780 living it you're you're living those struggles you're putting them out there which obviously

00:16:37.160 that has to cause some of the anxiety and issues that you deal with but at the same time there's

00:16:42.440 millions of people younger people going through these same things and you're talking about it

00:16:47.580 so i think that's really i commend you for that that's that's tough yeah that's tough to walk

00:16:52.180 that line where you're influencing but you're also like you have to stay sane through this process

00:16:57.480 yeah that's wild yeah it's almost like her saying like uh like sacrificing herself for the good of

00:17:03.860 like everyone right kind of like sort of sort of it really is and that's why even like that's why

00:17:08.440 even like having the conversation right here like even in like a more laid-back setting i think every

00:17:11.900 time we talk about anxiety talk about depression and break down that stigma of like oh let's not 0.99

00:17:17.000 talk about that like talk to your doctor only about that oh fuck that let's talk about it yeah 0.81

00:17:21.140 like i get dms all the time i get tweets all the time and like i love that stuff and like i wish i 0.98

00:17:25.300 could answer everybody back i really do you put this in one of your recent videos it might have

00:17:30.220 been the aftermath you facetimed one of your friends yeah and she was saying you know you're

00:17:35.840 you're in that industry that's causing 95 of your stress what do you think about that you know you're

00:17:41.340 creating videos you're in this space on youtube yeah but the space is kind of causing that stress

00:17:46.600 i know and in like a lot of people say then just don't make don't be on youtube and i'm like but

00:17:52.160 it's all i wanted so i'm like it's just this huge mental battle and it's it's a cycle and um i think

00:18:00.220 i just need to i guess figure it out i don't too sure like i think like obviously i highly

00:18:05.800 recommend therapy and so like doing like kind of talking it out and like our friend uh our friend

00:18:13.020 kevin hines i don't know if you saw that episode um but he is uh constantly battling his own demons

00:18:19.180 and he's one of the strongest people that i know he's the strongest person mental uh strength guy

00:18:25.940 that i know um and we talk to him often he said one of the big things that helps him the biggest

00:18:30.320 thing is a routine do you have a routine that you follow like he wakes up he eats works out

00:18:35.580 emails calls works out again 23 minute workouts he's down he's down to a science with it oh yeah

00:18:41.820 and so i think i think once again like it comes back to like levels of of mental health problems

00:18:48.080 he has the most severe form of mental health problems he's had them his whole life and so

00:18:53.480 but at the end of the day he's right and routine is is believed to be one of the most important

00:18:58.260 things in terms of combating mental health problems. But I think it's also for someone

00:19:03.100 with more lower level stuff, not to call it low, but like or discount it. Yeah. I think it's about

00:19:08.460 balance. And I think you probably just got a lot of that through a real burnout. And we I see this

00:19:14.000 in the corporate world. I see it in the YouTube world. I see it all over the place. People just

00:19:17.140 more on the East Coast, to be honest with you, people just grind themselves into the fucking 0.98

00:19:22.360 ground for for views for business for revenue for whatever reason and they and then they realize 0.95

00:19:28.440 wow I've got this problem on my hands now you know and so do you do you notice uh now how do

00:19:34.160 you start to sense that it's time like it's coming like it's time to take a break when I like I have

00:19:39.860 a lot like when I started experiencing a lot of breakdowns I think um I don't know it's just

00:19:45.000 I think I've I've gotten it down where I like I don't push myself anymore too much because that

00:19:51.340 i don't know yeah i i'm able to sense it yeah when i'm having like breakdowns and i'm i feel

00:19:56.840 depressed and i and i don't want to leave my room and um i'm like crying every day like that's when

00:20:02.940 i know i'm like okay it has to stop and also i have a i have great people around me so they're

00:20:07.280 able to like tell me like you need to stop and who's around you vlog squad is that is that your

00:20:12.960 crew yeah do you have a click who's your youtube click i like to think i'm a i'm like kind of like

00:20:17.300 in a lot of little groups you're a floater i'm a floater yeah yeah but yeah vlog squad's one of

00:20:22.020 them yeah yeah there's some cool people in there i see your friends explain explain a little bit

00:20:27.280 what's vlog squad what's vlog squad oh uh david oh they call themselves the vlog squad did your

00:20:32.080 sound cut out yeah it happens sometimes is it back yeah it's back um yeah it's uh david dobrik's

00:20:37.660 like friend oh okay okay yeah who do you who are you especially tell you with in that group

00:20:42.420 Because I see there's one

00:20:43.880 She's got like an F 0.62

00:20:45.100 I don't even know how to say her last name 1.00

00:20:46.240 It's a cop

00:20:47.120 Oh, Corinna

00:20:48.500 Corinna

00:20:49.100 Corinna Koff

00:20:49.660 Koff 0.95

00:20:50.460 Yeah

00:20:50.800 Is that how you say it?

00:20:51.380 You don't even say the P?

00:20:52.480 No

00:20:52.720 So was that

00:20:53.600 Was that video?

00:20:54.440 Was that your first kiss?

00:20:55.920 Yeah, it's my first kiss

00:20:56.800 That's incredible

00:20:57.600 Yeah

00:20:58.060 Wait, wait, what?

00:20:59.560 First kiss

00:21:00.180 Was

00:21:00.880 With Corinna?

00:21:01.740 Was with Corinna

00:21:02.600 I did not see that one

00:21:03.640 Yeah

00:21:03.960 No, not Corinna

00:21:04.740 Corinna Koff, yeah 0.75

00:21:06.520 With no P

00:21:07.280 Corinna Koff, yes

00:21:08.720 You say the F?

00:21:10.280 Koff

00:21:10.560 Your sound's caught in and out, isn't it?

00:21:12.560 No, it isn't.

00:21:13.540 Corinna cough.

00:21:14.400 Yes, that was my first kiss.

00:21:15.820 That was your first kiss?

00:21:16.280 That was actually the first.

00:21:17.280 I didn't know her beforehand.

00:21:19.400 I DM'd her, and I was just like, hey, if I fly you out to Canada,

00:21:23.580 it will be my first kiss for you.

00:21:24.620 What?

00:21:25.480 And she said, yeah.

00:21:26.380 And then within the next day, she came over, and she left.

00:21:30.440 That's amazing. 0.96

00:21:31.240 You used her for her mouth? 0.98

00:21:33.240 Yeah. 1.00

00:21:35.320 Oh.

00:21:35.880 Yeah.

00:21:36.300 Whichever.

00:21:36.720 Hey, I was.

00:21:37.060 If I do that, I'm sure there's going to be some sort of media right now.

00:21:40.540 Well, I can't do that.

00:21:42.120 What, call someone in for a kiss?

00:21:43.560 I mean, just like, was it, you just DM'd her?

00:21:46.400 DM'd her.

00:21:46.940 Like, with the satellite phone?

00:21:48.380 Yeah, exactly.

00:21:48.880 You dialed it in?

00:21:49.840 You called it?

00:21:50.260 Does this call Canva?

00:21:50.620 That one specifically.

00:21:52.100 This works.

00:21:53.600 This is like a, it's a legit phone.

00:21:55.880 It's a real phone.

00:21:57.420 So I've been waiting to have, or I think we've been waiting to have someone on the podcast

00:22:02.180 could tell us what it's like to kiss her.

00:22:04.660 And it's good to finally have someone sitting at this table that could talk about that.

00:22:08.420 What was it like?

00:22:09.860 What was it like to kiss Karina Koff?

00:22:11.880 Yeah.

00:22:13.060 It was great.

00:22:15.560 I mean.

00:22:16.960 Was it a tongue?

00:22:17.760 No, no tongue.

00:22:18.840 Just lips touching.

00:22:19.780 One out of ten.

00:22:20.640 Like, what would you rate it?

00:22:21.360 A solid eight.

00:22:23.620 Impressive.

00:22:24.180 Who are you looking at right now?

00:22:25.100 Impressive.

00:22:26.040 I mean, yeah.

00:22:27.540 Spencer's parents.

00:22:28.460 Oh, yeah.

00:22:29.020 Oh, Spencer's parents are here.

00:22:30.740 Hey, guys.

00:22:31.340 By the way, quick shout out. 0.95

00:22:32.560 If anybody wants to talk shit to Spence today on the comments, 0.99

00:22:35.180 I wouldn't fucking do it. 0.99

00:22:36.080 His mom's here. 0.99

00:22:37.320 My mom's here. 0.91

00:22:37.700 You got to get through Soy Boy's dad and Soy Boy's mom. 0.99

00:22:40.860 Don't even fucking try it. 0.99

00:22:42.080 Soy Dad, Soy Mom. 1.00

00:22:43.060 Soy Dad and Soy Mom. 0.96

00:22:44.520 I wouldn't recommend it.

00:22:46.320 All right, so, okay, this coming out video that you made.

00:22:49.300 Yes.

00:22:49.760 This is one of my favorite videos that you did.

00:22:52.600 I think I actually tweeted at you about it.

00:22:54.340 Yeah, you did.

00:22:55.080 What did I say?

00:22:57.220 Something like this is dope or something like that.

00:22:59.260 It sounds like me.

00:23:00.240 It's lit.

00:23:02.100 That's the thing about Logan is like he has like genuine emotions

00:23:07.160 package behind something like that yeah you just never know like you must be like that's lit but

00:23:12.000 really he means i love you like you're the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life my

00:23:15.080 ex and i had a lot of conversations about that really yeah and and it's been a thing in my

00:23:21.040 my acting coach used to often tell me uh we do our scene do you have to go to acting school no i don't

00:23:26.560 so we i the way it works is you do your scene you sit down he gives you notes whatever and uh he'd

00:23:31.220 He'd be like, so Logan, how are you feeling right now?

00:23:32.720 And I'm like, good.

00:23:35.220 He's like, okay.

00:23:36.800 You're 20 years old, and you're a grown man.

00:23:39.640 No more describing your emotions with good, or I, or dope.

00:23:42.900 So I had to go home for like a week and write down how I was feeling.

00:23:45.820 It's hard.

00:23:46.580 How are you feeling right now?

00:23:47.540 Good.

00:23:51.640 You're from Ohio, dude.

00:23:53.460 You're from Ohio.

00:23:54.380 What do they expect from you, dude?

00:23:55.460 I want you.

00:23:56.560 True.

00:23:57.120 I want you.

00:23:58.340 I want to do something with you.

00:23:59.580 like i want to direct i want you to direct or write something for me i don't know what and i've

00:24:07.200 wanted to do this for a long time or even like if i have a concept and i like pitch it to you like

00:24:12.660 yo i will fly to canada and i don't i'll be your second kiss and i want to pitch you via slideshow

00:24:21.080 some sort of idea and you direct it because you're an amazing director thank you you told me last

00:24:25.680 that's what you want to be yeah i want to i want to direct a film really that's like my next like

00:24:31.120 my next big uh goal like a feature film yeah i think i should start off small probably do a

00:24:36.380 short film yeah then go bigger but we're doing a ton of produced content right now like and

00:24:42.800 endless it's all we do um we just did a documentary where i actually found out that i i had fun acting

00:24:48.600 like loved it it was looking it can hang at least in this world right and so um why don't you direct

00:24:55.920 our next piece like i feel like the internet wants to see that collaboration i'm down a little short

00:25:01.060 film however i'm just curious what do we got you think you'll get hate for that do you get

00:25:07.960 for being on this podcast yes how does that does that worry you um no because i'm not doing anything

00:25:13.720 wrong just flying girls out to canada no honestly i i don't know like i even like i i saw already

00:25:24.840 like like i i guess you were in my story like from last night oh no and then i was just saying 0.93

00:25:30.700 like biggest scumbag on what does that what does that make you think i'm always curious to hear 0.96

00:25:36.380 people from the outside coming in what does that make you think when you just get hate for being 0.99

00:25:40.760 around somebody like that um i don't like it's i don't know i haven't gotten in too much to be

00:25:48.020 honest it'll get worse oh it'll get bad i think i don't know if it'll get bad but like i think

00:25:53.640 what spencer's trying to say is and we've talked about this a lot is uh the extremely toxic

00:26:00.380 environment of social media that everyone rides a wave of hate cancel i know cancel culture it's

00:26:09.000 so bad yeah and i hate it because like um and uh i i talked briefly about it but the the hate i

00:26:15.800 went through in 2017 um like it's it was just like one person made fun of me and then they

00:26:22.200 like that tweet had like 200 000 likes and so like what yeah what was the tweet it was making 0.70

00:26:27.640 fun of some something about my appearance i don't know wait how fucked up is that yeah and then like 0.81

00:26:33.360 as soon as someone saw like oh they're making fun of this girl works like everyone jumps on it so 0.98

00:26:38.440 it's just like it's like mob mentality he's been he's been the most like it's cool to hate him you

00:26:44.100 know that it has been for the past two years but my my or year plus my question to you is um how

00:26:50.880 much of it is like you not caring because you know us like so like you you know him you know

00:26:57.740 what i'm saying so like you have people that are jumping on you about his online appearance and

00:27:01.420 what they think he is who they think he is but at the end of the day you don't listen to because

00:27:06.520 You know us.

00:27:07.340 We're cool guys.

00:27:08.100 I mean, sort of, you know, we've hung out.

00:27:11.000 You're all right.

00:27:11.540 For a little more than a day now.

00:27:14.280 Yeah.

00:27:15.440 But, like, you know enough beyond that.

00:27:18.040 Like, you've been around the circles that we have.

00:27:20.240 Like, you know that we're not what people say we are.

00:27:23.500 He is.

00:27:24.140 Like, so you come to the party and it's kind of like, you're not like, like, like, because people like ask me, like, oh, like, is he douchey right away?

00:27:31.540 I'm like, no.

00:27:32.420 It's like, it's like, it's like the first thing.

00:27:33.920 I am not douchey right away.

00:27:35.320 No.

00:27:35.600 It takes a little while.

00:27:36.260 10 minutes and i'm just meeting up i i feel like if people went people have to go through that vast

00:27:43.340 amount of hate to really understand what it feels like like i mean until you go through that like

00:27:47.980 something you've gone through it so i'm sure you don't you you see other people getting hated hated

00:27:52.260 on and you're like oh no i'm not gonna let that judge how i think of them oh no 100 and like when

00:27:57.280 i see it i'm just i just can't i don't know i never jump on it like i i don't think i've ever

00:28:03.400 made like a hate tweet because I'm like I know what it feels like and I used to I used to do

00:28:08.960 that like and then I'm because if everyone else was hating them I'm like oh they're probably a

00:28:13.040 bad person and I just assumed so um and now like I I'm so happy I went through that because I'm

00:28:20.360 I feel like I'm a better person because of it um I have a better mindset so yeah I I uh the same

00:28:26.800 thing happened to me I found myself uh catching myself in scenarios where like normally like I

00:28:32.680 would have posted a tweet about something um and i didn't because i know what it's like to be on the

00:28:38.440 receiving end yeah of that even if it's like pretty warranted sometimes i i even did a tweet

00:28:46.440 i forget what it was it was recently i put it up and i i ended up deleting it because i didn't like

00:28:52.420 the fact that i was oh oh it was about john jones um the ufc fighter i'm a big fan of him but he got

00:29:00.000 he tested positive

00:29:02.300 for a metabolite

00:29:04.020 that he took

00:29:05.520 a year and a half, two years ago.

00:29:07.880 And this is after his fight?

00:29:09.380 No, this was before. This was right before the fight.

00:29:12.240 They moved the venue. They had to move

00:29:14.160 the venue to a different state

00:29:16.240 because that commission would not let

00:29:18.260 him fight. And by the way,

00:29:20.300 he just got suspended like two years prior 1.00

00:29:22.300 for the same shit. 0.99

00:29:23.800 So I tweeted, John Jones 1.00

00:29:26.360 explain yourself. And then I'm like,

00:29:28.260 i'm sure like he's getting it already he's getting it already i don't know the situation

00:29:35.180 and sure enough it came out that it was like a long-term metabolite that um was from his previous

00:29:42.320 mistake two years ago like it just stayed in his system um and they let him fight anyone and he's

00:29:48.060 he's i think he's the greatest fighter on the planet but that's a side note yeah well it's

00:29:55.020 interesting because there's that that wave of media hey like the original wave you got to weather

00:30:00.900 that on both ends as a as a consumer and as a creator as somebody who's on the receiving end

00:30:06.760 you have to weather that first initial storm to get through and be able to even speak or be able

00:30:12.320 to heal yeah which is interesting for sure oh yes your poor siblings oh yes your poor siblings

00:30:19.460 why did you marry your brother's sister's girlfriend person my sister's boyfriend you

00:30:25.620 married your sister's boyfriend my sister's boyfriend why did you do that it was okay

00:30:29.980 my this is a i'm this is writing off of the coming out video and i was like this video blew up i was 0.90

00:30:37.620 everyone was tweeting about it and i was just like fuck what do i do next and i was so like i was like 0.58

00:30:43.620 the next video can't be just like any oh yeah yeah so that's why i was like someone i think 0.97

00:30:49.540 someone jokingly said oh you should get married i'm like i should do that legally are you still

00:30:54.520 are you married no i got an old like five months ago so i was like married for eight months it was

00:31:00.400 wild wait a second yeah what was that like being married yeah um it was all right i mean not much

00:31:06.920 changed oh it didn't change the relationship much oh with the oh no family boyfriend oh yeah the

00:31:12.980 family oh they're still together so uh yeah but like your relationship like your romantic

00:31:17.160 relationship with your sister's boyfriend did it change like after you actually got the the

00:31:21.000 marriage license yeah i think he's trying to put words in your mouth no but the family actually

00:31:28.840 that that video was i wasn't allowed to post it for a while why because they got really upset

00:31:34.120 like that which family the dude you married your ex-husband my mom which is my mom and my oldest

00:31:40.480 sister because i have two half sisters the other sister wasn't mad with the boyfriend she kind of

00:31:45.380 gets it like she was like she was she was hurt because she's like really values marriage but 0.75

00:31:50.020 the same time she understood she's like the youtube game like she kind of got it and she

00:31:53.860 knows it was a joke and she knew that because we i don't know my brother me and mitch who's um my

00:32:01.340 sister boyfriend we don't like think of marriage in that way i don't know it's not that sacred to

00:32:06.740 me um and so i don't know but yeah the like they like in the actual in the video i made it seem

00:32:12.760 like everyone was really happy and i edited a lot um the raw footage is intense it's like them

00:32:18.580 crying and my mom being like i'm i don't want to be a part of any of the videos anymore um this is

00:32:26.200 i don't know how far you'll go for youtube this is too far and i'm like whoa that was like my

00:32:31.760 that's when i like i need i realized i'm like okay i can't do anything like that anymore but

00:32:36.140 is it just it do you think it's because it's going against their traditions yeah marriage and i think

00:32:42.340 they just like they were like it's for a youtube video why would you get legally married for that

00:32:48.020 i don't know i think i don't think they like i admire the full scent though that's the thing

00:32:52.920 like if you don't like for me youtube creators that like clickbait you but then they don't

00:33:00.000 actually legit do it yeah like yeah i was with logan one time when he legally married someone

00:33:05.900 legally married him. It's legit.

00:33:08.320 I got officiated in the state of Nevada.

00:33:10.260 If you're in the state of Nevada and you want me to

00:33:12.160 officially wed

00:33:13.800 your marriage, I can do that. I can

00:33:15.960 pronounce you husband and wife.

00:33:17.340 I've seen him do it.

00:33:19.340 You gave me an idea.

00:33:21.640 Can you imagine a video

00:33:22.920 where I legally married

00:33:25.280 Evan and the title is 1.00

00:33:26.920 I Married My Fucking Boy? 1.00

00:33:31.220 That's hilarious. 1.00

00:33:33.220 As an officiator,

00:33:35.140 Are you able to marry yourself

00:33:36.760 Whoa

00:33:37.500 We're going to Vegas

00:33:39.600 In like a week

00:33:40.520 Literally a week

00:33:41.480 Oh yeah

00:33:41.940 We're going to Vegas next week

00:33:43.900 Can I show them the hotel room

00:33:45.460 If the 12 second video

00:33:46.700 Or should we just wait

00:33:47.200 We should wait

00:33:47.800 Cause I don't know if it's been confirmed yet 1.00

00:33:49.240 That's true

00:33:49.760 Shout out to my publicist

00:33:50.860 I love you guys

00:33:51.620 Yeah

00:33:51.920 So I'm not

00:33:52.700 Are we going to Vegas still

00:33:54.220 Or

00:33:54.380 I 0.99

00:33:55.800 Oh shit 1.00

00:33:56.940 That's fucked up 1.00

00:33:57.580 I said that 0.99

00:33:58.080 Nah I think

00:33:58.760 I think

00:33:59.240 We'll see this play out

00:34:00.700 I think one of you should come

00:34:02.180 You gotta play rock paper scissors

00:34:04.200 It's either Andre or Spencer.

00:34:06.320 Here's the deal.

00:34:07.860 We somehow ended up in a situation where we had,

00:34:09.900 it was supposed to be originally me, Logan.

00:34:11.700 No, hey, yo, yo, yo.

00:34:12.400 No, no, no, no.

00:34:12.780 I'm not butthurt.

00:34:13.380 I'm not saying that, but let me finish why.

00:34:14.960 Okay.

00:34:16.460 Clubs in Vegas, like, when you roll in with, like, 15 dudes,

00:34:19.200 they're just like, yo, 15 dudes coming in. 1.00

00:34:21.000 Lock the fucking doors. 1.00

00:34:22.500 We don't care that they're eight. 1.00

00:34:23.360 Like, 15 dudes, bro.

00:34:25.100 Some of them even have beards. 1.00

00:34:26.140 Mac, the friend from Ohio, has got a fucking beard. 1.00

00:34:28.300 Right? 1.00

00:34:28.680 Like, how are you going to let this dude in a club?

00:34:29.700 He's got a beard.

00:34:30.560 Right?

00:34:30.800 And so, uh, we were trying to keep the guy small, small guys, right? 1.00

00:34:35.680 Like Evan, but fuck. 0.99

00:34:38.480 Anyways, now there's so many dudes coming. 1.00

00:34:40.320 I don't even give a fuck. 0.99

00:34:41.300 Come to Vegas with us, bro. 0.99

00:34:42.640 Please.

00:34:43.360 Vegas is more your stomping grounds of mine.

00:34:45.640 I'll let you have it.

00:34:46.260 And that is what I said to you.

00:34:47.420 Like when we went to Miami, I said, you don't want, you don't want to be.

00:34:49.760 Like I'd rather go to like Mount Shasta and like meditate or something.

00:34:52.320 Or Mammoth.

00:34:52.940 Nice.

00:34:54.060 Or Mammoth Film Festival.

00:34:55.340 Speaking of that, do you ever like get away from society?

00:34:57.620 Wait, hold on a second.

00:34:58.520 I like that question.

00:34:59.960 All right.

00:35:00.320 I just want to ask a more degenerate question

00:35:02.480 Do gamble

00:35:03.700 No I don't

00:35:05.380 Should I gamble when I go to Vegas

00:35:07.120 You're rich why not

00:35:09.080 I'm rich in wealth and knowledge

00:35:11.660 I'm thinking about

00:35:14.100 I want to put 1.00

00:35:15.900 Fuck you 1.00

00:35:16.760 I support it 1.00

00:35:19.460 I was waiting for a pan from Andre

00:35:21.500 I want to put

00:35:22.780 25k on black

00:35:25.540 On roulette

00:35:26.280 Should it be black or red

00:35:28.760 do it black or red i'll call it whatever you say red my red's my cherry color done

00:35:32.940 el mills may have just won or lost me 25 yeah it's kind of funny because your shirt is black

00:35:38.180 red and white all choices on the roulette board if you had green on there it would have just been 0.99

00:35:43.260 a quadrecta that's a sick word it's not one not a fucking word what are you gonna say about uh 0.97

00:35:50.000 we want to go that way yeah do you wait a second hold on before you go down that route okay what 0.99

00:35:57.880 do we got are there like real life consequences to being married because seriously if i marry 1.00

00:36:02.700 my fucking boy like what's good does he give half my shit well yeah i mean it depends on the 0.99

00:36:08.980 person you marry i was lucky enough that they didn't want to take anything he didn't want to 1.00

00:36:13.460 take anything from me because legally he could do something i guess oh he could have took half

00:36:19.520 so evan could like i also don't really know my mom my mom is the one who did all the annulment

00:36:24.820 stuff for me she a lawyer no she's just what does she do she's a what's her ethnicity filipino 0.99

00:36:31.120 just a fiery filipino lady yeah she is fiery she got pissed at you in one of your videos what was 1.00

00:36:36.320 it i thought i don't know didn't your mom like get mad at you or something maybe it was the 1.00

00:36:41.500 the marriage one yeah oh what's her job uh store merchandisers yeah because so you're like i need

00:36:48.660 an annulment my mom's a store merchandiser let's make this happen is that like what your line of

00:36:52.520 thinking was on it no it's like i we've been married for like six months and we weren't doing

00:36:58.440 anything and she's like this needs to be over wow so you kept it running so she like did everything

00:37:05.360 i was like i'll just pay for it i don't care can you do it and so i just paid for the lawyer i

00:37:09.980 don't know why did it last that long because we're just lazy i don't know i just didn't care

00:37:14.080 i was like what's gonna happen i could relate oh my god oh are we doing this we have tried to do

00:37:19.420 this many many times we've really have you know about the 6ix9ine situation takashi 6ix9ine um a

00:37:25.480 little bit not really give her the numbers lp logan he's 22 years old okay he's facing a minimum of

00:37:32.300 47 years in prison minimum and we've we've talked about 6ix9ine on this show three times and every

00:37:40.760 time the review team cuts it cuts it yeah oh mostly because they say oh we don't know i mean

00:37:46.200 Maybe you guys work together in the future.

00:37:47.520 He wants to come on the podcast.

00:37:48.880 I don't.

00:37:49.720 I'm going to say this in the most serious sense ever.

00:37:53.760 I think we're finally at a point where he's probably not going to come on the podcast.

00:37:56.740 Yeah, you definitely can talk about him.

00:37:57.860 In the nicest way, it's not a joke.

00:38:00.540 He won't get out of jail until.

00:38:02.420 He's 69.

00:38:03.500 69. 0.99

00:38:04.020 How fucking weird is that? 0.98

00:38:05.060 The judge, 22 plus 47, he's 69. 0.99

00:38:07.480 Did the judge do that on purpose?

00:38:08.240 He had to.

00:38:09.040 I love that.

00:38:09.780 It's like a subliminal marketing scheme from the judge.

00:38:12.760 They're probably like, oh, we're thinking about giving you 112 years.

00:38:15.560 and the judge is like oh what do you think about 47 i don't i don't know i mean like it seems like

00:38:22.100 after 47 years he's gonna get it like come on so let's dial it back a little because i want to get

00:38:28.940 this one in this time like we're not laughing at his plight like that sucks at who at six nines

00:38:35.020 like plight yes we are we kind of are but we kind of aren't because listen let me horrible

00:38:39.860 illegal things no no really bad illegal things but listen like i don't want to i don't want to

00:38:44.360 end up in a situation where the people are like he had a socioeconomic upbringing that lent itself

00:38:48.440 to murder and drug dealing like let's just be careful with it all i'm saying is like yeah i

00:38:53.360 mean at the end of the day that stuff's not no matter what the excuse is that's not acceptable

00:38:57.920 in society it isn't it is so it's it but when you know somebody who reaches the top of the charts

00:39:03.940 i think to me it's always been interesting when you look at somebody like that reaches the top

00:39:09.140 of the charts they're in front of people all the time they're getting views they're getting

00:39:12.400 all this attention and fame and like all these kids are following him and then you find out that

00:39:17.040 why didn't he stop is my only question because yo bro you had yeah mega not lp racks you had 0.96

00:39:23.780 mega fucking racks bro like he was he was doing it bro he was number one i don't know if he did 0.91

00:39:29.060 oh actually that's true i don't think he did too because he skipped out on that uh yeah on that 0.99

00:39:33.220 deal with fashion note was it fashion nova or whatever that women's brand is on instagram not

00:39:38.740 fashion over the other one he like was supposed to put it in a song they paid him 100k to put uh 0.84

00:39:43.940 whatever brand that is in a song and he didn't fucking do it and so now they want the money 0.60

00:39:48.160 back they're suing him while he's in jail and he can't pay it right yeah well hey hopefully he 0.82

00:39:54.880 learns his lesson here's what i think's gonna happen i think he's gonna come out of jail at

00:40:00.280 69 70 years old get back and drop the hottest softest merch in the game it's merch in the game

00:40:05.920 I feel like he's going to come out and he's going to drop just straight up Medicare bars.

00:40:10.940 You know what I'm saying?

00:40:11.640 Like he's going to come out and make some rockin' old people home music.

00:40:14.740 Where do you think we're going to be in 47 years? 0.61

00:40:16.700 When 6ix9ine comes out of prison, what is he going to see, Elle Mills? 0.97

00:40:19.640 Predict the future. 0.94

00:40:20.680 Predict the future?

00:40:21.440 Flying cars?

00:40:22.680 I mean, you mean planes?

00:40:27.000 Thank you, ladies and gentlemen.

00:40:28.200 That's all we've got for today.

00:40:29.900 We'll see you on the next episode of Impulsive.

00:40:33.680 Wow, dude. 0.85

00:40:34.580 she really fucking dropped a bomb on us dude everybody's like they said 2020 there'd be 0.99

00:40:40.980 flying cars we're no closer to flying cars l mills knows we've had flying cars for 50 fucking 0.99

00:40:45.180 years now 100 100 years the right brothers who are from dayton ohio by the way who are here right 0.80

00:40:51.360 now welcome right brothers come on wow i love that you guys know that fast we know a lot of

00:40:58.120 we know a lot of things we're not stupid shoot chachas okay but but we are we are but yeah yeah 1.00

00:41:03.940 But we also know a hell of a lot of shit. 1.00

00:41:06.960 We follow the news, the culture, the history. 1.00

00:41:09.900 For example, when was sliced bread invented?

00:41:12.540 We know.

00:41:13.100 I have no clue.

00:41:14.360 1928.

00:41:15.360 Wow.

00:41:16.160 That's a fact.

00:41:17.240 Same year that the flying car was invented. 1.00

00:41:21.920 Women's suffrage. 0.98

00:41:23.020 Women's suffrage. 0.97

00:41:24.000 When was the 19th Amendment passed? 1.00

00:41:27.600 Is that a...

00:41:28.460 1920.

00:41:29.540 Do you like the Lakers?

00:41:31.540 Why do you ask?

00:41:32.460 What would you wear to their game?

00:41:33.940 If you went with a long game.

00:41:37.800 Would you wear all yellow?

00:41:39.180 I would wear all yellow.

00:41:40.480 Why do you ask?

00:41:41.700 If you like the Lakers?

00:41:43.780 I'm just wondering.

00:41:44.640 I've heard you like the Lakers.

00:41:45.640 Because you went to that game.

00:41:46.660 Yeah.

00:41:47.320 I'm talking to Elle.

00:41:48.620 You went to the Lakers game?

00:41:51.420 Do you go to the Lakers games?

00:41:52.860 Nah, I've only been to one.

00:41:54.820 You've only been to one?

00:41:55.900 Oh, how was that?

00:41:57.860 You got celebrities you like?

00:41:59.660 Yeah.

00:42:00.300 Have you met them?

00:42:02.500 No.

00:42:03.540 Do you have, like, a celebrity crush?

00:42:05.840 Do you have someone you want to meet and just like, whoo?

00:42:08.120 Yeah, I have two.

00:42:09.860 Who?

00:42:10.700 Zac Efron and Lily Collins.

00:42:13.440 We're about to be with them.

00:42:14.420 We're about to be with them both of them.

00:42:15.960 This week, yeah. 1.00

00:42:16.820 Shut up. 1.00

00:42:17.280 Yeah. 1.00

00:42:17.840 Stop.

00:42:18.160 I'm not kidding.

00:42:19.020 Wait, why?

00:42:19.700 Starting Thursday.

00:42:21.020 Like, literally.

00:42:21.740 Wait, are you joking?

00:42:22.500 Not at all.

00:42:23.180 Why are you going to be with them?

00:42:25.160 For a film festival.

00:42:26.180 I got put on, like, a bowling team or something.

00:42:28.900 It's for charity. 1.00

00:42:29.840 Oh, my fuck. 1.00

00:42:31.000 For bowling. 1.00

00:42:31.400 I'll put in the good word.

00:42:32.240 Yeah.

00:42:32.600 I swear to God I will.

00:42:33.600 I'll be like, yo, just with one of my creator friends, Alex.

00:42:36.340 Oh, my God.

00:42:37.580 Lily might be there.

00:42:39.240 Zach's definitely going to be there.

00:42:40.660 Does it have anything to do with the fact that they're in this?

00:42:44.360 Well, no, I've always, that's interesting to me that they got put together in that film.

00:42:48.480 I was just at Sundance and I saw them in person.

00:42:52.020 But I've always been the biggest Zac Efron fan.

00:42:54.840 Really?

00:42:55.380 High School Musical?

00:42:56.220 High School Musical.

00:42:56.820 My 2018, you know, the rap Spotify thing?

00:42:59.800 Yeah.

00:43:00.200 My number one was High School Musical guest. 0.99

00:43:02.060 Damn. I was the greatest showman 0.99

00:43:04.400 which is also a Zac Efron

00:43:06.240 film. Who else are you listening to

00:43:08.420 right now on Spotify?

00:43:10.200 What do you like?

00:43:11.060 I just listened to

00:43:13.020 a lot of things I

00:43:15.000 listened to when I was 12. I don't know.

00:43:17.060 Like Hawthorne Heights and shit? 0.99

00:43:18.600 Like Jonas Brothers. 0.99

00:43:21.300 I was thinking about the wrong tool.

00:43:22.620 They're dope too, man.

00:43:25.100 Yeah.

00:43:26.580 Do you watch YouTube content?

00:43:29.200 Do you find yourself consuming often?

00:43:30.900 I do, but I feel like I've been watching less and less

00:43:33.500 as I get more and more into the YouTube community

00:43:36.240 because I find it weird knowing what the people on camera are actually like.

00:43:41.140 You know what I mean?

00:43:42.340 Like who sucks in real life? 0.98

00:43:44.980 Yeah, call somebody out right now. 0.97

00:43:47.680 Just do you.

00:43:50.700 Or do the opposite.

00:43:51.780 Who's awesome?

00:43:52.700 Who's awesome?

00:43:53.380 Yeah.

00:43:56.980 Everyone's great.

00:43:57.760 Like you met Ricegum yesterday.

00:43:59.160 Yeah.

00:43:59.640 Oh, well, I saw him.

00:44:01.380 Did you meet him?

00:44:02.240 No, I didn't talk to him.

00:44:02.740 He plays the wall.

00:44:03.860 He doesn't mingle very much.

00:44:05.580 He's quiet.

00:44:06.060 He's got that girlfriend, too.

00:44:07.280 Oh, he does have that.

00:44:07.960 Yeah.

00:44:08.800 Is that public?

00:44:09.620 Yeah.

00:44:09.960 Oh, okay.

00:44:10.480 What about the Yes Theory boys?

00:44:12.280 Oh, I love Yes Theory boys.

00:44:13.840 Oh, yeah, I would say them.

00:44:15.300 I think they're the most genuine people.

00:44:17.380 They're just so nice.

00:44:18.640 Yeah.

00:44:19.360 Yeah, they're awesome.

00:44:19.980 I think they're coming on to them.

00:44:21.220 Yeah, they're telling me.

00:44:22.400 They're telling me that, yeah.

00:44:23.360 Start sending that hate their way, guys.

00:44:25.300 They're coming up.

00:44:26.460 Start blowing up that Twitter timeline. 0.89

00:44:28.120 Do you have a stepsister?

00:44:30.560 Yes, I do. 0.98

00:44:31.440 Does she not like you or something?

00:44:33.740 I don't know.

00:44:35.160 She's 12, and I don't really talk to her.

00:44:39.840 The last time I talked to her, well, actually, it was Christmas,

00:44:42.120 but before that, it was just for the video.

00:44:43.740 I only met her when I filmed a video about her.

00:44:46.120 No way. 1.00

00:44:46.240 Let's get her on the phone.

00:44:47.400 Yeah, I don't know. 0.90

00:44:48.760 She doesn't really talk.

00:44:49.900 I thought you said in the video that she tweeted about you or something.

00:44:53.040 She had blocked me.

00:44:54.340 Yes.

00:44:54.720 Blocked me.

00:44:55.180 Why?

00:44:55.760 My brother.

00:44:56.640 I don't know.

00:44:57.440 like she came up

00:44:59.540 with this excuse

00:45:00.040 but I still

00:45:00.680 it feels a little weird

00:45:02.340 I don't know

00:45:02.980 what was the excuse

00:45:03.780 it was like

00:45:04.280 her people didn't believe

00:45:05.460 that

00:45:05.800 wow I love that

00:45:07.360 people didn't believe

00:45:08.580 that

00:45:09.580 we were her siblings

00:45:12.080 or something like that

00:45:13.460 might as well block them

00:45:14.380 yeah might as well 0.94

00:45:15.180 just never talk to them

00:45:16.120 ever again

00:45:16.620 it was something weird

00:45:17.580 block it out

00:45:17.920 yeah it didn't make sense

00:45:19.080 but yeah

00:45:19.940 hi Angel

00:45:20.960 I don't

00:45:21.440 hey 0.98

00:45:21.900 what's her name 0.99

00:45:22.360 oh Angel 0.91

00:45:23.060 oh my god

00:45:24.240 does she work at Erwan 1.00

00:45:25.140 Spencer's girlfriend's name 0.57

00:45:25.980 is Angel

00:45:26.440 oh really

00:45:27.160 I don't know

00:45:27.440 Is it her?

00:45:28.700 Is she 12?

00:45:29.600 Is Angel 12?

00:45:30.360 No, that's insane for sure. 1.00

00:45:33.420 Hey, I don't like that shit. 1.00

00:45:35.280 Not talking to family members. 1.00

00:45:36.760 I don't like it.

00:45:37.280 Oh, okay.

00:45:37.560 Yeah, not a fan of it.

00:45:38.500 You aren't?

00:45:39.060 Nope.

00:45:39.600 No, it's not family members.

00:45:40.600 They're stepsisters.

00:45:41.420 I don't care.

00:45:41.840 No, no, no.

00:45:42.740 It's different, bro.

00:45:43.700 They don't matter.

00:45:44.500 Really?

00:45:44.620 Oh, we're total opposites.

00:45:46.600 Oh, is that how it works?

00:45:47.340 Like step kids, you don't talk?

00:45:48.700 No, yeah, bro. 0.81

00:45:49.460 I don't live with her. 0.99

00:45:50.400 I don't live with her.

00:45:51.180 Do you know I have step siblings?

00:45:52.260 And you don't talk to them?

00:45:53.060 Two of them.

00:45:53.620 Do you talk to them?

00:45:54.100 no do you like him yeah is there a specific message you're trying to send him by not talking

00:45:59.620 to him or it's just no i just like just they're kind of doing them never talk to your steps

00:46:03.540 you're doing things it's just a thing but but real family though like when deji came on and

00:46:07.840 talked about the ksi thing like i wanted them to to fix that oh my mom and my grandmother didn't

00:46:12.520 talk for like 10 years and it was like tearing both of them up but they had too much pride to

00:46:16.520 like come together and like too much past history of it happening and so i i forced it to happen

00:46:22.900 really and it's probably the proudest moment of my life i'm not even kidding like getting my mom

00:46:27.640 and my grandmother to talk again um was like a watershed moment i remember you sent me that video

00:46:33.780 of them talking that was great yeah you do some good things man yeah and now they're best friends

00:46:38.260 and they talk every day and like my grandmother fell and broke her hip hope you're doing better

00:46:42.400 janey um and my mom's just been at the hospital with her every day and they just hang out tell

00:46:46.380 stories and like that couldn't happen unless do you need to get your grandmother a life alert

00:46:51.120 She should have already had one.

00:46:52.500 She's one of those grandparents that won't, like, bow down to, like, the fact that she needs to be watched and, like, held. 0.99

00:46:59.840 She's like, I got to fucking drive. 0.99

00:47:01.160 Is she subscribed to Impulsive? 1.00

00:47:02.500 Yes.

00:47:03.340 Phenomenal words.

00:47:04.200 She's got a big picture of us three on her desk, like a framed picture.

00:47:08.020 You know that picture that's on her banner?

00:47:10.320 YouTube banner.

00:47:10.920 It's incredible.

00:47:11.860 Can we have her on sometime?

00:47:15.020 She doesn't. 1.00

00:47:15.780 I don't think she has enough clout. 0.72

00:47:17.360 She's got 22 followers on Twitter.

00:47:19.820 I told my singing coach

00:47:22.020 she's an older Russian lady 1.00

00:47:24.200 I said I'm going to get her a life alert 1.00

00:47:25.660 because I can see the following sentence

00:47:28.220 coming out of her mouth

00:47:29.060 how'd she receive that question

00:47:30.640 I've fallen and I can't get up

00:47:33.440 did she say anything about that

00:47:35.620 the only thing is with her

00:47:36.740 it would be like

00:47:37.180 oh I've fallen

00:47:38.280 she said

00:47:43.860 what did she say

00:47:45.200 she said oh no no no

00:47:47.080 she's Russian

00:47:47.580 she goes oh no no no 1.00

00:47:48.720 I do not need the life alert.

00:47:51.200 I need no life alert.

00:47:52.280 I need no life alert.

00:47:53.660 I go, Erica, you are on the verge of collapse

00:47:57.060 every time you walk in my house.

00:47:59.320 And when you do, it's going to be my fault.

00:48:01.340 I already know it.

00:48:02.420 And you're going to sue.

00:48:03.500 Can I please get you a life alert to prevent this?

00:48:05.420 Now, she signed the NDA.

00:48:06.640 Strong like bull.

00:48:07.800 I need no life alert.

00:48:09.820 All I need is bull.

00:48:11.120 All I need is a bull.

00:48:13.580 When are you going back?

00:48:14.440 Where are you going right now next?

00:48:15.880 I'm going back home in Ottawa, Canada.

00:48:18.720 What's Canada like?

00:48:20.480 It's cold.

00:48:21.740 Really, really cold.

00:48:22.800 Why you live there?

00:48:24.140 Why don't you come over here?

00:48:25.780 I need a visa. 1.00

00:48:27.080 Overstay it. 0.56

00:48:28.040 No, I don't even leave.

00:48:28.620 Can't pull a 21 Savage. 1.00

00:48:30.240 Hey, does your tattoo on your arm say no ragrets? 1.00

00:48:32.580 Yeah. 1.00

00:48:33.540 That's incredible. 1.00

00:48:35.080 It's pretty dumb. 0.97

00:48:36.220 I mean, no regrets. 0.98

00:48:37.560 Yeah, no regrets.

00:48:38.620 Have you seen my tattoo?

00:48:40.400 Which one?

00:48:40.960 Oh, yes.

00:48:41.740 The squirtle?

00:48:42.360 Yes, I have. 0.99

00:48:43.180 Do you think that's dumb? 0.99

00:48:44.300 No. 1.00

00:48:45.360 You sure? 0.99

00:48:45.940 Yeah, it's actually pretty dumb. 1.00

00:48:46.940 It's stupid, right? 1.00

00:48:47.600 But it's kind of exactly 1.00

00:48:49.520 It was exactly what I'm going for

00:48:51.280 Yeah, why the placement? 1.00

00:48:53.440 Squirtle next to my dick is a funny play on words 1.00

00:48:56.220 Okay 1.00

00:48:56.760 There's no words involved

00:48:58.380 Well, like a pun 0.99

00:49:00.380 Sorry, fuck 0.99

00:49:03.300 I fucked that up 0.99

00:49:04.340 I woke up this morning

00:49:07.660 Hey guys, I want to do the audio only Q&A right now

00:49:11.880 With Elle Mills

00:49:12.600 So thank you for watching this episode of Impulsive

00:49:15.700 Elle, thank you for coming on

00:49:17.500 Seriously, it was so good to have you, of course.

00:49:20.340 If you're not subscribed, make sure to subscribe wherever you listen or watch podcasts.

00:49:25.160 iTunes, YouTube, Spotify.

00:49:28.240 Podcast.

00:49:31.100 We're going to go nap for a while after this.

00:49:33.360 I'm so hungover.

00:49:34.540 I love you guys.

00:49:35.800 Audio only.

00:49:36.600 Peace.

00:49:37.940 All right, stay there.

00:49:39.860 Spencer's dad is clapping.

00:49:40.620 Spencer's dad is clapping.

00:49:41.840 That's amazing.

00:49:42.600 Can you stick around, man?

00:49:43.480 You know what he said?

00:49:44.220 He said, I've realized Mike doesn't have an on or off switch.

00:49:47.500 he goes no no he goes he only has on or off switch but no dimmer i don't no dimmer it's

00:49:53.820 and it's problematic because you've seen me in off mode ain't helpful full you've seen me in on

00:49:58.700 mode equally unhelpful can we install a dimmer on mic like is that like just a switch on your back

00:50:04.840 it's just a problem it's a problem hey bro makes you you what you gotta learn to love do you ever

00:50:10.180 get angry l yeah what makes you angry what makes me angry a lot of things and actually i feel like

00:50:17.280 that's something that would surprise people i get i'm i'm very impatient impatient i'm very

00:50:22.480 impatient when it comes to standing in line at the grocery store yeah i just don't like you think

00:50:27.500 you deserve to be up front yeah you kind of do you kind of do like i've hung out with you you're 0.95

00:50:32.480 cool as shit go to the front line what else any big things honestly not really it's just anything

00:50:39.400 like just anything that annoys anyone what about like waiting out outside of a club i guess but i 0.99

00:50:45.000 don't go to clubs that often what say you did you did go to a club and they told you that you

00:50:49.520 couldn't get in because you were wearing an adidas jacket would that upset you um yes it would it

00:50:55.760 upset mike too because that happened oh yeah okay that happened to you really quick we went to the

00:50:59.900 club um and we they wouldn't they wouldn't let us in to the club and i'm like with logan and we had

00:51:08.520 stopped by there to see uh a girl that i'm talking to yeah and uh so i really wanted to see her and

00:51:13.980 they were like we had the end of the club but the guy was just like oh they're not liking the adidas

00:51:20.520 jacket sorry and so and so and so i go and so i go hey man how about i take it off and burn it in 0.95

00:51:26.780 the fucking street would you like that and he goes um what and i'm like i'm gonna here i go here's 0.99

00:51:32.460 the deal dude i don't want to fucking be and like he he knows me and i am i'm a short fuse when it 0.99

00:51:37.980 comes a very few like certain things yeah i'm like well mike his his wardrobe is 95 adidas jack 0.96

00:51:45.720 it is i love adidas so it that guy did not just piss off mike for just one article of clothing 0.97

00:51:52.620 he just defamed his wardrobe no but yes but i i was on this dude's side adidas is fucking whack 0.85

00:51:58.500 and you should never be wearing i don't know i just if you were wearing the hottest softest 0.93

00:52:02.040 merch in the game you'd be fine and by the way i was and i was fine bro nvrck and blazing on my

00:52:07.800 chest they go well that's sick i think you're wearing a gucci jacket over it oh with mvrck

00:52:12.580 under it yeah i don't think anybody saw that part no they did that's how i got quickly it was raining 0.93

00:52:16.600 out i put an adidas fucking jacket on so this conversation is one i don't like and so i said 0.98

00:52:21.560 to him you know what your club's shit anyways i got a table at hide it's fucking better i didn't 0.99

00:52:26.140 say i have a table like i can go to hide be on a table why do i want to come to your shit club 0.99

00:52:29.700 and he was like all right fine fucking come in the weirdest way ever oh and logan was like he 1.00

00:52:35.980 says this to me a lot he goes swallow your fucking ego bro like just shut the fuck up take the jacket 1.00

00:52:40.800 off and go on the club and i was like fine like all he has to do is take off the jacket so that's 1.00

00:52:46.020 it yeah all he had to do is take it because they wanted to let us in because i you know i was they 0.98

00:52:49.760 watch impulsive like shut the fuck up el is there any ever a time that you get really mad and you're 0.98

00:52:53.760 like wow this is dumb that i'm mad um yeah i like i i'm a very jealous person so that stuff are you 0.99

00:53:03.760 jealous that you're no longer 0.95

00:53:05.900 married to your ex-husband?

00:53:07.980 A little bit. And he's back to being

00:53:09.780 your sister's boyfriend? Yeah. I'm very excited

00:53:11.900 for their wedding.

00:53:13.840 I want to give a wedding speech. Wait, they're

00:53:15.760 engaged? No, they're not. But they

00:53:17.360 will. They're like, they've been dating since

00:53:20.000 10th grade.

00:53:21.880 Oh, they're going for it. Yeah. They're going all the way.

00:53:23.840 They've been dating like 8, 9 years.

00:53:25.660 Do you ever have to pull yourself back from being

00:53:28.020 like jealous in like a new

00:53:29.920 relationship?

00:53:31.400 Like a lover?

00:53:33.300 I have never dated anyone

00:53:36.280 what do you mean when you say that

00:53:38.260 I've never been in a relationship

00:53:40.440 are you looking to get into a relationship

00:53:42.720 I mean yeah that'd be nice

00:53:45.300 yeah

00:53:45.860 I just haven't had the opportunity

00:53:47.880 you've never been in a relationship

00:53:51.020 I kind of wish we talked about this earlier

00:53:52.500 that's good

00:53:53.860 it's audio only bro

00:53:55.500 this is that tea

00:53:56.400 so what

00:53:59.080 so what's the deal with that

00:54:01.040 Like, what do you, what do you think is the holdup?

00:54:04.640 Um, the people that I like, don't like me back.

00:54:08.120 And then also I think I'm just like, I think I'm a bit too insecure to be in a relationship.

00:54:15.540 No, but that's why you get in a relationship.

00:54:17.680 I know, but I'm like insecure that I don't think anyone would like me that way.

00:54:21.760 I can relate to that big time.

00:54:23.480 And I, I just recently got in a relationship.

00:54:26.280 Nice.

00:54:26.500 I was like that.

00:54:27.120 I went two years without dating someone after dating people for a while.

00:54:31.380 Cause I was just like, I was out of the game.

00:54:32.880 I was like, yo, I got a dip.

00:54:34.180 Like there's just too many fake people out here.

00:54:36.380 Like I had to get away.

00:54:37.740 But I think the moment that you really stop looking for it is when you find it.

00:54:43.260 Yeah.

00:54:44.100 I don't, yeah, I'm, I'm chilling.

00:54:46.180 Can I tell you something right now?

00:54:47.640 Really quick.

00:54:48.120 And I want to be very direct about this.

00:54:50.240 If someone meets you gets to know you, you not, not, I'm not saying like for broad people,

00:54:54.900 I'm talking about you as a person.

00:54:55.940 and I read people pretty well,

00:54:58.180 and I've met you last night,

00:54:59.540 but I've seen your stuff,

00:55:00.380 and I know you,

00:55:01.020 like, feel like I know you.

00:55:01.980 Yeah. 1.00

00:55:02.520 If they don't fuck with you, 1.00

00:55:04.060 you do not talk to that person. 0.99

00:55:05.660 Like, you are such a cool person.

00:55:07.960 You are so, like, genuine

00:55:09.080 and just, like, such a beautiful, like, soul.

00:55:12.080 Like...

00:55:12.400 Thank you.

00:55:13.020 I'm serious right now.

00:55:14.240 I appreciate that.

00:55:14.460 Like, don't even,

00:55:15.020 don't play into that at all. 0.99

00:55:16.360 Like, go find someone that fucks with you, 0.97

00:55:19.060 like everybody else does in the world. 0.99

00:55:22.020 Okay?

00:55:22.380 Thank you.

00:55:22.560 And then hang out with them,

00:55:23.660 like, end the story.

00:55:24.460 Don't feel like that.

00:55:25.400 You should never feel like that.

00:55:26.500 Yeah, it'll happen natural, I feel like.

00:55:29.480 It'll come.

00:55:30.440 And when it happens, I'll make a bunch of YouTube videos about it.

00:55:32.740 There we go.

00:55:34.320 You've got to find someone who supports your YouTube.

00:55:36.640 Yeah, I know.

00:55:37.540 Sometimes it's tough.

00:55:38.980 Yeah.

00:55:39.880 I've tried to do dating apps back home, but it's just not.

00:55:45.400 Why not?

00:55:45.840 Because they're like, oh, you're Elle Mills.

00:55:50.140 It's like a small town.

00:55:51.720 Everyone knows because I'm the only YouTuber there.

00:55:54.520 why you gotta get here you gotta come to la yeah yeah we got we got great dudes here who wear adidas

00:56:00.360 nice dudes great dudes great girls like we have everything whatever you whatever you want and

00:56:05.520 also uh maybe not someone in like traditional do you think there's like a um like a weird like um

00:56:16.500 like wall between traditional media artists and digital media artists yeah yeah or like a lack

00:56:23.240 of like respect bro yeah you think when we show up to mammoth film festival for a second the actors

00:56:29.140 are gonna come up to me and shake my hand the cool ones will but like bro a lot of them i get

00:56:34.780 that cold shoulder like no other bro you know why because to them youtubing is cheating it's it's

00:56:41.000 like you didn't have to earn it easy yeah there is they don't understand obviously and that's why

00:56:47.380 they're upset most of them because it's just a different world that like there's a lot of power

00:56:52.360 in there's a lot of i mean you know there's a lot of power being a an influencer versus being 0.83

00:56:57.960 an actor if you're not one of the fucking top 50 to 100 actors

00:57:02.180 how much power do you really have which would like and a lot of people want that a lot of 0.88

00:57:09.080 people are hungry and thirsty for um power so yeah is that what defines uh them saying

00:57:13.340 hi to you is that what defines being an actor being an actor yeah kind of actually yeah actually 0.87

00:57:19.960 yes yeah what do we call them it was thesbians yeah thesbians that's the word for them okay

00:57:25.860 true like actors okay which is beautiful it is oh it is oh we're not saying that that's not

00:57:34.040 it's just i just i prefer the ones who are down to earth yeah they can cross over yeah

00:57:39.980 well you want to take a nap you guys want to take a nap i'm down to take a nap all right i'm gonna

00:57:45.580 I'm going to go ahead and send you back to Canada.

00:57:47.700 Literally, I paid for that.

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00:57:55.540 I say it all the time, but this one, I'm holding you fucking to it. 0.98

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00:57:59.060 I'm Mills, ladies and gentlemen.

00:58:00.660 Peace.

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