JustPearlyThings - June 04, 2023


Is Jon Zherka A Hypocrite


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Length

10 minutes

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187.47554

Word count

1,916

Sentence count

1

Harmful content

Misogyny

7

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Hate speech

15

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Summary

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In this episode, I sit down with a good friend of mine to talk about his journey to celibacy and how he has dealt with the pressures of his community and what it s like to be a streamer.

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00:00:00.000 What what have the last four years looked like for you since since quitting quit walking away from drug dealing?
00:00:07.440 Well, I had a lot of weird arcs like I had a year and a half during COVID since I couldn't stay with my friends
00:00:13.440 like I can't stay with these drug dealers because I didn't want twitch people to know that then people are
00:00:17.840 I was already blackballed I didn't want to get blackballed more so I just stayed in my room
00:00:22.080 and I wouldn't date because like I've never made money when I would have like a
00:00:26.480 a woman around me so I spent a year and a half during the COVID lockdown alone in the room
00:00:31.280 streaming 22 hours a day getting every dollar I could and then that was my first celibacy run
00:00:40.400 you stream for 22 hours a day
00:00:44.960 way more than that like if you could google these hours like I was and I was speaking at this speed
00:00:50.560 this pace this this loudness for 22 hours straight I wasn't like playing a game I was yeah so I was
00:00:58.080 like xuc times four like I was some of the people in chat were there for that and I loved it because
00:01:05.520 I'm like oh I'm not doing construction or security this is easy and uh and what made it easy was my
00:01:12.960 community so toxic that when I'm not brigading other channels and hurting people's feelings when
00:01:18.080 they're just chilling with me we get away with all the fucking crazy should I say so it was like 0.94
00:01:24.320 laughing I would be laughing for 22 hours straight with them like every day so you didn't really
00:01:30.560 sorry go ahead god I was gonna say that was my first time doing from deviant life with women to
00:01:36.640 celibacy one year and a half the very spiritual experience for me right no porn I would trap sometimes
00:01:43.120 when I'd break I'd break the code and fat but I was so busy with streaming that I like wouldn't think
00:01:47.280 about it and that was my first purity like uh as an adult my first pure year and a half you know
00:01:54.400 what I mean yeah and then uh and then I ruined it by partying yeah I get a little confused with you I
00:02:00.480 won't lie I get a little bit yeah I have art that's why there's a bunch a bunch of people in my community
00:02:07.360 remember my pure arc and they're like we need you to be there so they hate when hoes are around me 1.00
00:02:13.120 and then some of the guys who are like just here for the pickup advice they like the girls around me
00:02:18.320 so it's like I have like a dividing yeah well I get confused because like on one stream you'll be
00:02:23.600 talking about catholicism and I'm catholic you know so I'm like good way to go you know but then
00:02:30.560 the next stream I'll hear you talking about doing coke so I get a bit confused like how would you say you're
00:02:37.840 religious yes but I would say I'm so religious I'm hyper focused on my yes meaning yes and my no
00:02:46.560 meaning no because God rewards the shit out of me when I'm very honest like uh I've incriminated myself
00:02:54.160 telling these stories online which you're not supposed to do for future brand deals and sponsorships
00:02:59.040 but my life is blessed when I just say it how it is I say the truth and anytime I've ever pulled back 20
00:03:06.080 percent bad things would happen to me like even if I was making money I would feel I had like an
00:03:11.920 identity crisis of oh am I an influencer my gay influencer and shit so I was like I can't be happy 0.74
00:03:17.520 unless I'm telling the truth and I'm not saying that like how all influencers say that I mean like
00:03:23.120 I actually tell the truth if you watch my content you will cringe you'll be like whoa he's going way
00:03:27.840 too hard like I say I'm not saying it's the truth I'm saying it's exactly what I'm thinking yeah well I
00:03:36.400 would never claim that it's the truth like that but it's exactly what I'm thinking I mean I see that
00:03:42.960 on Twitter you'll just like take you'll have a girl in your bed and you'll just you'll just tweet her
00:03:49.120 yeah because there's this dark stomach feeling I used to get when I hook up with a girl or go on a date
00:03:54.240 and then I'd go live and talk about Christianity and I'm like if someone takes a photo with me in
00:04:01.440 one of these hoes the level of shame I'm not Hasan Piker where I don't feel shame I feel a lot of shame 1.00
00:04:07.760 if I'm hiding in the shadows you know I don't want to ever get got so I get myself you know I leak my
00:04:14.720 dms I do everything if I tell a girl you're a useless piece of trash get the fuck out of here I 1.00
00:04:19.760 actually showed the text like she can never cancel me I leaked it first I never want to like lose
00:04:25.840 sleep being like oh what if that bitch leaks me saying something mean so I'm like I'll do it I'll 1.00
00:04:31.840 I'll just leak everything and then uh yeah it works for me but but you'd consider yourself Catholic 0.99
00:04:37.760 right is that what it was okay when have you always been Catholic or is that a new thing
00:04:42.400 no I'm from a Muslim family I converted after my prayer work but not as a Catholic I just believed
00:04:50.080 in God and I would be too afraid to say Christ because I I didn't want to do like I read the
00:04:57.520 Bible but I never went in depth like reading the Bible doesn't mean you read it like it's pondering
00:05:02.880 and debating it that gets gets your you know gets you to understand scripture wait so you went it's so
00:05:09.440 interesting because all the red pill guys are going from like Christian or Catholic to Muslim 1.00
00:05:13.680 and you actually went the opposite yeah yeah and it's because I for the first time in my life I
00:05:20.720 started reading books a year ago uh my twin brother he's a therapist he said something on stream that
00:05:27.680 gave me like I never get anxiety I could do coke and I don't get anxiety right I could do crack
00:05:33.360 but he said on stream as a joke Zerka you'll always be remembered for picking up women like 0.89
00:05:40.400 if I was to leave the internet and I remember like with all this money I made and like fixed my life I
00:05:45.440 was like looking at myself like I'm a homosexual if that's what I'm going to be remembered for
00:05:51.200 and then I'm like what else am I known for and he said oh yeah you would do conspiracy and esoteric
00:05:56.240 and I'm like yeah but did I master that like Alex Jones supposedly did no
00:06:00.080 no fuck it I'm going to start reading books and so I took a bunch of time off work like eight months
00:06:06.080 like on and off streams to travel with my girlfriend resorts and hotels and I'll just finish audiobooks
00:06:12.480 and I would be pouring through these books and my viewer count went from 2,000 viewers to 400 people
00:06:17.680 hated these books they hated the topics you know it was a little way too mature of a subject it's like
00:06:23.360 scholars read these books and it's definitely not like Zerka content but I needed it because I never had
00:06:29.120 college or anything I was a dropout and uh these books are like people who worked in their federal
00:06:35.280 reserve and treasury are freemasons these are monitors and freemasonic books so I would finish
00:06:41.600 them and that's what led me to christ because I was always watching the pastors on the internet and
00:06:47.200 and rooting for the christian I don't know why it's like the character I liked his name was
00:06:52.960 pastor david lynn it's the first one I watched and so when I finished all these books of like the
00:06:59.440 ruling class and how they they control the world and yeah it led me to christ because uh even they
00:07:07.920 believe christ is real they just don't like him they don't they think lucifer is the supreme authority
00:07:13.440 which I always thought they're atheists so I'm like okay if these because it really I want a 1.00
00:07:17.920 billionaire's opinion I don't want like some jordan peterson's opinion so I would read these books
00:07:23.120 and every single one of them was like reverse engineering the bible for their luciferian utopia
00:07:30.720 or satanic utopia depending if they go left or right hand path of their cabala magic and so I'm like
00:07:38.000 holy the bible's actually real and then I started really uh seeing connections with like adam and eve
00:07:45.680 well you know what what's the building blocks of life atoms I'm like whoa what the uh and
00:07:53.040 I would see um the michikaku the japanese scientist he said he's a excuse me he's a physicist famous 0.94
00:08:00.800 japanese physicist american japanese physicist he said it's interesting how string theory exactly mirrors
00:08:08.000 the zohar and kabbalah ancient jewish mysticism from thousands of years ago string theory
00:08:14.720 i'm like okay here's another scientist and as a flat earther I knew god's real because uh oh yeah
00:08:20.880 they're all you're a flat earther yeah that's how I got 40 000 followers is beating destiny in a flat
00:08:27.200 earth debate so I was a flat earther without christ it's kind of weird okay you know because I was really
00:08:33.440 a flat earther because the scientific method the michelson morley experiments all of that uh was on the
00:08:39.840 flat earth side so people would be like you just believe in flat earth because you're a christian
00:08:43.440 I'd be like no nigga what the it's because the scientific methods on our side with eight inches 1.00
00:08:48.880 per mile square of curvature calculations and how how high up you go in altitude until you see a curve
00:08:54.800 earth you never see it unless it's a warped fisheye wide-angle lens so I was like halfway there
00:09:00.720 spiritually and I just couldn't get on board with the christ thing at all but I would root for the
00:09:05.680 christians you know these are I with them hard and I love twilight zone in the 1950s so much when things
00:09:12.160 were sexist I watched every episode I'm like that's the side that's the society I love sharia law but 0.94
00:09:16.800 that's the society I want to be a part of with my top hat and my anti-semites I'm kidding so 1.00
00:09:23.760 I'd watch all that black and white stuff I usually watch it with my mom when I was younger right
00:09:28.080 and it would all of this resurface every time I had a horrible relationship with a girl like even the good
00:09:34.160 conservative girls were liberal the liberal ones were whores so I was like whoa it's not really the 0.99
00:09:40.320 women's fault they're like 80 percent of marketing is catered to the woman you guys hold the credit 1.00
00:09:45.920 cards so they're from an early age they're brainwashed at an early age so I'm inheriting
00:09:51.600 what is this liberalism and I find out this isn't really just about what private property and
00:09:57.280 the free trade the word liberty comes to be liberated it's an enlightenment word to be liberated