00:00:56.760So like even though I see myself as a strong person, but there's only so many times you can like get knocked down and I dealt with it and I feel like I didn't respect my own boundaries, which led to me being in that situation.
00:01:31.440Oh, he just like, just used to knock me down.
00:01:34.440Like I used to be a bit slow because I had a history of like doing like party drugs and like, I feel like it actually affected my like mental development a bit.
00:01:44.780Like I had a starter for a long time, like I was a bit slow and it was one of my biggest insecurities and I used to get dig that a lot for that, like, oh, you're so slow, you're stupid, you're this.