JustPearlyThings - June 04, 2023


Why is Zherka Going After the Tates


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Length

8 minutes

Words per minute

177.4905

Word count

1,556

Sentence count

197

Harmful content

Misogyny

18

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Toxicity

25

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Hate speech

21

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Summary

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On this episode of the podcast, I sit down with a good friend of mine to talk about his life and what he's up to now. We talk about what it's like being a streamer and how he's dealing with the pressures of being a content creator.

Transcript

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00:00:00.000 Why are you going at the Tate's?
00:00:04.000 I said I'm having a call to Angie Tate.
00:00:07.000 I do a lot of bait memes, meme-like tweets.
00:00:10.000 And it's great marketing.
00:00:12.000 But his brother messaged me, he's like, 0.98
00:00:15.000 I talked to my brother and he has nothing scheduled, you dork. 0.94
00:00:19.000 And I'm like, dude, I got canceled, defended these guys. 0.98
00:00:21.000 I didn't even know if they were human traffickers.
00:00:24.000 I just went off the content of their character that they're not. 0.98
00:00:27.000 I defended the shit out of these guys. I protected them.
00:00:29.000 My family loves them, my brother and me.
00:00:32.000 So it really stung.
00:00:33.000 And I'm not the type of guy who goes, they don't know who I am.
00:00:36.000 Because they're very tapped in.
00:00:39.000 They watch everyone on the internet.
00:00:41.000 Like, they're as paranoid as me.
00:00:43.000 So I'm like, no, they're really just taking a jab.
00:00:46.000 Because I went on a fresh bid.
00:00:47.000 And they're like, oh, this guy's going to affect their bottom line.
00:00:50.000 Maybe he'll take 10% of our money. 1.00
00:00:52.000 And I'm like, I'm taking all of it, bitch. 0.99
00:00:54.000 Plus, I don't really want to have Zayo allies. 1.00
00:01:01.000 That's all I'm going to say.
00:01:03.000 That's all I'm going to say.
00:01:04.000 What's Zayo allies? 0.65
00:01:05.000 What's that?
00:01:06.000 Zayo.
00:01:07.000 What?
00:01:08.000 Zayo allies.
00:01:09.000 I don't want Zayo allies. 1.00
00:01:11.000 What is a Zayo ally? 0.90
00:01:13.000 What's a Zayo ally? 0.97
00:01:15.000 Protecting your channel. 1.00
00:01:16.000 What the fuck? 1.00
00:01:17.000 Oh. 1.00
00:01:18.000 Oh.
00:01:19.000 You think they're...
00:01:20.000 Okay.
00:01:21.000 I'm going to just go on to the next one.
00:01:23.000 He sold himself to something, only if you will understand.
00:01:26.000 It's not Satan.
00:01:27.000 Some have realized that.
00:01:28.000 This guy is smart.
00:01:30.000 Look in his eyes.
00:01:31.000 D-B-F. 0.98
00:01:32.000 Is that an insult?
00:01:36.000 I think they're calling you smart.
00:01:40.000 I don't know.
00:01:41.000 That sounded like an insult.
00:01:42.000 What is your next move with podcast content?
00:01:45.000 I just see what my team sends me.
00:01:48.000 They just send me addresses and locations and times.
00:01:51.000 And I do it.
00:01:52.000 But really, the only time I change my schedule is if I know someone like you.
00:01:57.000 Or if I snaked you by not coming to Chicago.
00:01:59.000 But yeah, I just go off what they do.
00:02:02.000 Because if I do the backends and stuff, I quit.
00:02:04.000 Like I've quit.
00:02:05.000 Every time I got relevant on the internet, I quit.
00:02:07.000 I just did my own thing.
00:02:09.000 And I was dealing with a lot of personal stuff there.
00:02:11.000 And now I really can't quit because I'm not 80% with God.
00:02:15.000 I'm like 100% on board now.
00:02:17.000 And so, yeah, I feel great.
00:02:19.000 But I don't really know what's next.
00:02:21.000 I just know there's...
00:02:23.000 I don't want to leak it.
00:02:25.000 Should I leak it?
00:02:26.000 If you want.
00:02:28.000 The Grilling Girl wants me on. 1.00
00:02:33.000 Oh! 0.60
00:02:34.000 Oh, you would be amazing on there.
00:02:36.000 I don't know if I'm supposed to leak that.
00:02:37.000 I don't know if I'm supposed to leak that.
00:02:39.000 No, they're okay.
00:02:40.000 They won't.
00:02:41.000 I know Standout TV.
00:02:43.000 They're not...
00:02:44.000 Like I've been on there before.
00:02:45.000 Not with her, but like with the guy version of that.
00:02:48.000 They're not...
00:02:49.000 Like they don't care.
00:02:50.000 Yeah.
00:02:51.000 So I know my community is going to say clear your schedule for that one.
00:02:54.000 They want that.
00:02:55.000 Yeah.
00:02:56.000 If you go to London, I'll put you on shows for like a week.
00:02:59.000 Oh, hell yeah.
00:03:00.000 I'll stay two weeks then if I get work.
00:03:02.000 Yeah.
00:03:03.000 I don't want to build my...
00:03:04.000 I want to do other shows.
00:03:05.000 I can...
00:03:06.000 We have a whole streaming room too.
00:03:07.000 Like I can let you stream too.
00:03:09.000 I can make a dollar.
00:03:10.000 It looks tall.
00:03:11.000 Yeah.
00:03:12.000 Yeah.
00:03:13.000 That's what I...
00:03:14.000 I was like, I wish...
00:03:15.000 I wish you were closer.
00:03:16.000 I'd help you with a lot of the stuff you're...
00:03:18.000 Because you're talking about needing an editor and stuff.
00:03:20.000 I'm like, I have basically everything you need.
00:03:24.000 Yeah.
00:03:25.000 I have a bunch of people who help me.
00:03:27.000 It's just, I don't get on calls.
00:03:28.000 Like I save all my energy for a stream.
00:03:30.000 And then I spend four or five hours alone in dark.
00:03:33.000 I don't talk to anyone.
00:03:34.000 I don't do anything.
00:03:35.000 And then I sleep.
00:03:36.000 So that's my whole problem is like, I don't want to communicate with my team.
00:03:40.000 I don't want to be a business, you know, which is kind of tragic.
00:03:43.000 I could have made $50,000, Yasin told me, this week if I just...
00:03:48.000 But whatever.
00:03:49.000 I just focus on...
00:03:50.000 I want my...
00:03:51.000 I just want the relevancy and then my documentary.
00:03:53.000 That's it.
00:03:54.000 Have you ever attended a traditional Latin mass?
00:03:57.000 No, not a traditional one.
00:03:58.000 I went to my first Sunday mass last week.
00:04:07.000 And then...
00:04:08.000 And today I was hurting bad.
00:04:10.000 So I went to church.
00:04:12.000 The second time and it feels great.
00:04:16.000 I mean, I don't belong there.
00:04:18.000 I'm not going to lie.
00:04:19.000 There's a lot of shame.
00:04:20.000 Like I'd be looking, I don't make eye contact with people at church.
00:04:24.000 Cause I feel like, you know, it's circles in church, you know?
00:04:27.000 And it's weird.
00:04:28.000 Like I take my hat off cause it's disrespectful, but I don't want people to see me in there.
00:04:32.000 You know, I get really ashamed.
00:04:33.000 Why?
00:04:34.000 Catholics are nice.
00:04:36.000 No, it's my past is very sinful.
00:04:40.000 And how I live right now is not that great.
00:04:42.000 I mean, it's way thousand times better than my past, but it's...
00:04:45.000 Yeah.
00:04:46.000 Yeah.
00:04:47.000 But have you ever gotten a confession?
00:04:49.000 No.
00:04:50.000 Oh my gosh, you should.
00:04:53.000 Yeah.
00:04:55.000 Well, you don't...
00:04:57.000 No, I'm going to, I'm going to be baptized this year, 2023.
00:05:00.000 Oh, okay.
00:05:01.000 You've never, you didn't get baptized in like a different...
00:05:05.000 No, I've never...
00:05:07.000 I've never done anything.
00:05:09.000 I've never done anything religious my whole life.
00:05:11.000 I just read the books.
00:05:12.000 Oh, okay.
00:05:14.000 Um, yeah, you should.
00:05:16.000 I mean, I went to a Protestant church once and they just made me play basketball.
00:05:20.000 And I'm like, this is not for me, bro.
00:05:22.000 Oh yeah.
00:05:23.000 Protestants.
00:05:24.000 It's really interesting.
00:05:25.000 Cause Protestant, like the way a lot of non-denominational churches communicate, it's 0.89
00:05:29.000 very similar to feminists. 1.00
00:05:30.000 I can't unsee it.
00:05:31.000 I argue with them on Twitter all the time.
00:05:34.000 Like the way they like weaponize being a non-believer. 0.93
00:05:38.000 If you have any criticism of them, it's very, it's very similar to the way like feminists 1.00
00:05:43.000 weaponize sexism. 0.83
00:05:44.000 Yeah.
00:05:45.000 Yeah.
00:05:46.000 Well, I would say 90% of churches, pastors and priests are compromised.
00:05:50.000 I don't like to say that, but, uh, yeah, it's become a lot more of a liberal world.
00:05:58.000 Well, they don't ever preach against female sin.
00:06:01.000 They only preach against male sin. 0.81
00:06:03.000 It's like, it's really weird.
00:06:04.000 Once you see this, you can't unsee it.
00:06:05.000 It's like, I mean, maybe you're pretty like tuned in.
00:06:08.000 I mean, when a woman sins, it's the fault of the men in the community. 0.93
00:06:13.000 You know, women can only be bad cause men let them. 1.00
00:06:16.000 Women by nature aren't that bad. 1.00
00:06:19.000 Um, but when men are just like leaving them alone and letting them vote and be equal, that's
00:06:24.000 when they go, whoa, you abandoned me.
00:06:26.000 Now you abandoned my chaotic nature.
00:06:29.000 How could you?
00:06:30.000 And then they rebel.
00:06:31.000 Right.
00:06:32.000 But really women act very good in a spiritual society.
00:06:36.000 They act very nice.
00:06:39.000 Huh.
00:06:40.000 Why do you think the women are so bad in the church? 1.00
00:06:44.000 Cause the men don't hold them accountable or what? 1.00
00:06:47.000 You mean like Catholic school girls who are all whores? 1.00
00:06:52.000 Um, I think that, I mean, I just, sorry, go ahead. 0.99
00:06:57.000 MTV, which is Masonic television from a Masonic temple.
00:07:00.000 I think it's stronger than the church to these women.
00:07:03.000 Right.
00:07:04.000 Because, uh, you know, they, they, they're growing up in a world where they feel like
00:07:08.000 men are just going to cheat and leave them. 1.00
00:07:10.000 So they just lose their minds and, uh, start becoming hoax.
00:07:14.000 And they're not wrong.
00:07:15.000 Like most men are simps. 1.00
00:07:16.000 Like, I feel bad that women have to date these kind of guys. 0.97
00:07:17.000 Like, you know how many women, you know, I've had shy girls and crazy girls say the same thing. 1.00
00:07:32.000 Then I'd rather have a guy who beats me than a sim.
00:07:35.000 When they're done their same phase, they start to hate the same.
00:07:39.000 Right.
00:07:40.000 Like they're wasting their youth on.
00:07:43.000 But like, I always say to a girl, why you should be extra feminine around me is because you're getting the most masculine channel on the internet in your bedroom, playing video games with you and chilling with you.
00:07:57.000 You must be so aroused and I'm getting 50% feminine. 0.84
00:08:03.000 No, if I'm a cartoon, you're going to be a cartoon. 1.00
00:08:05.000 What the fuck? 1.00
00:08:07.000 But I'm also a hypocrite because, you know, people know what I date. 1.00
00:08:10.000 I date crazy bitches. 1.00
00:08:11.000 So they're like, Zerka, are you sure? 1.00
00:08:13.000 I feel like you get bored with a feminine girl because you're always dating crazies. 1.00
00:08:18.000 And, you know, that's actually what a lot of guys like me have trouble with.
00:08:24.000 It's like, I feel like I deserve the evil one a lot more. 0.98
00:08:29.000 Like if I'm around a pure girl, I go, a pure girl, Zerka, holy shit, is God going to punish me? 0.99
00:08:35.000 Because she's wasting. 1.00
00:08:37.000 She should be with some engineer who's kind and shit. 1.00
00:08:40.000 So I'd stick to the crazy one who's like pulling a knife on me and I go, fucking bitch. 1.00
00:08:45.000 You know? 1.00