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00:01:33.380 Hashtag make a play.

00:01:34.880 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:44.160 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:48.880 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:56.560 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely new.

00:02:03.200 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:02:04.420 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:02:05.840 It's like we all know it's going down.

00:02:08.240 We know we're saying shit what happened to the home of the brave.

00:02:11.700 Motherfuckers, they controlling this now. 0.99

00:02:13.440 We know we're talking about how they made us try to be slaves.

00:02:16.580 And everybody's just walking around.

00:02:18.660 Head in the clouds.

00:02:19.340 I want to wake you to a dead in the grave.

00:02:21.780 But it's too late.

00:02:22.760 We need to be ready to raise up.

00:02:24.600 Welcome to the end of day.

00:02:26.260 Everybody is slaves.

00:02:27.780 Only some are aware that the government releasing poison.

00:02:32.180 Welcome back, guys, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad, the show where we hunt down and expose Nephilim shit. 1.00

00:02:40.380 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:02:43.580 That is Top Lobster.

00:02:45.820 And we are joined here today by none other than Thomas, the Paranoid American. 0.53

00:02:51.940 How are you, brother?

00:02:53.300 Good.

00:02:53.540 Actually, I heard we were killing Nephilim.

00:02:55.760 I didn't think we were just tracking them down and exposing them.

00:02:58.100 Whoa, whoa, whoa.

00:02:58.960 This is the Death Squad, right?

00:03:00.020 Easy with the Fed posting over here, dude.

00:03:02.180 Like, everybody knows Nephilim is short for a little, you know, little schnozzes. 0.99

00:03:07.060 Yo, dude.

00:03:09.620 We're off to a bad start.

00:03:11.120 I'm sorry.

00:03:12.120 We're immediately getting bad.

00:03:13.400 Is this good to mention the new HelloFresh sponsorship?

00:03:17.780 No, not a good time.

00:03:18.700 We got to wait a little bit before we get back into that one.

00:03:20.740 But look, dude, the first part of hunting them is following the trail and exposing them.

00:03:26.740 And then once it becomes socially acceptable to say things like, you know, kill Nephilim.

00:03:31.760 But until then, I think there's probably going to be some sort of YouTube sponsor or a sensor, rather, that's going to pull us off.

00:03:37.260 But, dude, anyway.

00:03:38.640 What if this world is still playing?

00:03:39.360 Sorry.

00:03:39.680 Did I just come out of the gate hot?

00:03:41.860 No, no.

00:03:42.460 Unbelievable, dude.

00:03:43.260 You got me thinking now.

00:03:44.600 What if, because, like, everyone's trying to accept the next person.

00:03:47.600 There's, like, laws and shit.

00:03:48.400 Like, what if when the Nephilim reveal themselves and there's, like, this tribulation of however many years and they're just, like, giants walking. 0.83

00:03:55.740 Yeah, but, like, California's like, listen, we got to respect the giants.

00:03:58.780 We can't keep calling for their genocide and they have, like, a fucking giant flight.

00:04:02.500 Yo, dude, it's probably going to get that ridiculously stupid in our lifetime.

00:04:06.940 We can't move them from the front of CVS.

00:04:09.400 We have to let them take as much as they want.

00:04:11.380 As long as it's less than $1,000, the Nephilim can take whatever they want. 0.87

00:04:14.560 As long as it's one child per household, the Nephilim can take whatever they want. 0.98

00:04:19.180 Jesus Christ.

00:04:20.660 It's funny, though, because, like, that's kind of how it really would be, right?

00:04:24.980 So because the Nephilim get to make the decision. 0.82

00:04:27.660 And we live in this weird culture where the oldest, like, information rules sometimes, even if it's not necessarily right.

00:04:35.040 But it's always like, oh, this dude said that first or this religion had that first.

00:04:39.160 And the implication by just saying that is that the older you go, the more correct or the more accurate it is, right?

00:04:45.620 So really, you could be like, oh, if you're Nephilim giants, I guess you were here first. 0.93

00:04:49.800 You're like the OG, OG native whatever-kens that you're on, right?

00:04:54.640 Like, they would be the OG Native Americans, the OG whoever was in the sacred land, right?

00:04:59.500 They could be like, technically, we were here first.

00:05:01.900 You know what I mean?

00:05:02.420 It's, again, I don't want to go too, like, political, but it is, like, the Jewish people, like, they've got all this power.

00:05:10.600 And after this, like, when the Nephilim are here, they will still get the pity. 0.94

00:05:16.340 Like, they'll be like, oh, like the Indians, they were here before us. 1.00

00:05:19.020 And they're like giants.

00:05:20.340 They're eating our children.

00:05:21.900 And we're still going to be like.

00:05:23.540 Yeah, six fingers are going to be like, oh, yeah.

00:05:25.100 But, you know, they had a really tough, really tough time in the interdimensional world.

00:05:29.520 It's like the Nephilim calling everybody else becomes colonizers, whereas, like, right now it's, like, white people are colonizers. 0.68

00:05:37.020 Everybody else gets to become white people to the Nephilim. 0.93

00:05:40.000 Everybody else is colonizers.

00:05:41.380 They're the original people.

00:05:42.540 And then they get to call the shots.

00:05:43.880 And, yeah, anything that we say against them is, I guess, racism, right?

00:05:47.700 I'm pretty sure that's racism.

00:05:49.200 That's some kind of it.

00:05:50.040 We're talking bloodlines, right?

00:05:51.320 You can't say the N-word.

00:05:52.700 You can't help the conditions of one's birth.

00:05:54.640 You can't say the N-word.

00:05:55.940 And just, I mean, just to throw it out there, too, the Nephilim were the first to invent anchor babies because technically that was their loophole of being able to sort of enjoy or have lineage that enjoys the fruits of the earth because they were jealous, right? 0.93

00:06:10.840 They were jealous of mankind.

00:06:12.640 So they were like, I'm going to make sure my kids have a better life than I do.

00:06:15.940 I'm going to go bang one of these pogs down on the ground.

00:06:18.360 And then that turns into, like, like this loophole.

00:06:22.080 So now you've got this Nephilim portal baby, showed out Joel Thomas, but the Nephilim portal baby is an interdimensional anchor baby.

00:06:30.740 Yeah.

00:06:31.020 I mean, the Nephilim are just like the, again, I don't want to, how racist can I go? 0.99

00:06:36.440 This is my show.

00:06:37.060 Fuck it.

00:06:37.580 They're the worst races. 1.00

00:06:38.820 I mean, we went from, they're like basically probably Jewish.

00:06:41.820 And then we just compared them to black people. 0.99

00:06:43.640 And now we're saying Mexicans.

00:06:44.740 I'm like, yo, dude, we got to build some kind of interdimensional wall.

00:06:47.760 We got to build it real tall.

00:06:49.040 We got to build walls to block these portals, man.

00:06:53.080 Oh my God.

00:06:54.440 You know, we're, we're coming off of something that's really interesting.

00:06:58.200 And I think we have a chance of getting this guy on, although he, he is potentially facing some legal issues.

00:07:05.700 But there's a gentleman named Kyle.

00:07:07.880 Tom, I don't know if you saw this yet, where the guy does a, a undercover infiltration of the Freemasons.

00:07:14.480 And he gets just an initiation level ceremony recorded.

00:07:19.660 And it's, it's very disturbing, right?

00:07:22.100 Yeah, I've seen it, yeah.

00:07:23.920 Right.

00:07:24.260 And so I've reached out to the guy and he said that he'd love to come on.

00:07:27.920 He's going to let me know later on in the week.

00:07:29.340 Right now, he's, he may be in some legal issues.

00:07:31.460 We don't know what's going on.

00:07:32.840 And so I said, keep the details to yourself.

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00:08:01.720 Is it illegal?

00:08:04.560 It's illegal to record like a super secret occult ceremony?

00:08:08.320 I don't know.

00:08:09.000 I guess.

00:08:09.860 I don't.

00:08:10.260 I mean, it would be like a civil matter.

00:08:12.400 It wouldn't, it wouldn't necessarily be like a criminal matter if there was any sort of,

00:08:16.540 but who knows?

00:08:17.280 I mean, sometimes when you're in one of those lodge rooms, right,

00:08:20.500 you might have like the treasure of the, the, you know, the government or whatever in there.

00:08:26.000 You might have like the comp controller.

00:08:28.000 So if you got a comp controller and you got some like, you know,

00:08:30.920 they can play some games where it's like, well, technically it was in a private setting

00:08:35.200 and you recorded a high ranking government officials.

00:08:37.880 So now it's not this thing.

00:08:39.280 Now it's this thing.

00:08:40.640 And you know, pucker up.

00:08:42.300 What's super gay about these meetings is that I, like,

00:08:44.640 I would figure that they'd have them in a fucking castle or something,

00:08:47.400 but they're having them at like the Knights of Columbus.

00:08:49.840 Like, you gotta be kidding me, guys.

00:08:51.600 Step up your...

00:08:52.280 Imagine getting whipped by a bunch of dudes with no shirt on in the Knights of Columbus.

00:08:55.340 That is, that is, I would get,

00:08:56.680 I might consider getting whipped by a bunch of dudes with no shirt on in a castle.

00:08:59.860 I'd be like, this feels a lot more high level,

00:09:02.520 but just going into like an Elk's Lodge and getting whipped by a bunch of old dudes.

00:09:06.620 If you got, if you got white sheet rock on the wall behind you,

00:09:09.960 you're not going to be able to do an occult ceremony.

00:09:12.500 I feel like that should be a rule.

00:09:13.920 You've got to at least paint it, paint it like a red or something like that.

00:09:17.280 These people are, they're wild.

00:09:18.940 Or it's gotta be in the forest.

00:09:19.620 It's gotta be in the forest.

00:09:20.620 The spirit of the Nephilim aren't going to leverage, 0.79

00:09:24.460 you know, the fabric of society in your favor.

00:09:26.780 If you're in an Elk's Lodge, it's not happening, dude.

00:09:29.640 But I guess that doesn't stop them because they got this dude.

00:09:32.720 It's an initiation level ceremony.

00:09:34.320 Homeboy's got his shirt on.

00:09:35.500 And I do believe he's getting lightly flogged.

00:09:38.280 I could be mistaken.

00:09:39.240 I've only caught glimpses of it.

00:09:40.920 Glimpses rather of it.

00:09:42.300 And, um, and whenever I see things like this,

00:09:44.920 I can't help but think of guys like you or like Juan Ayala,

00:09:47.900 who have a lot of fun.

00:09:49.980 Shout out to Juan, uh, who have a lot of really fun information

00:09:53.200 when it comes to all this sort of, uh, occult rituals

00:09:56.900 and these, and these various secret societies.

00:09:59.340 And I'm going to see if I can pull it up here,

00:10:01.020 but there is a really awesome video.

00:10:04.080 Uh, and, and I believe you're all, uh,

00:10:06.420 both of you guys are familiar with this video.

00:10:08.840 Um, but the audience might not be,

00:10:10.980 and it's of a gentleman, uh, a black, uh,

00:10:14.440 I think he's a, a priest or, uh, uh, what would you call,

00:10:17.860 what's another word for, uh, for a reverend or something,

00:10:20.280 a reverend.

00:10:21.540 Yeah.

00:10:21.820 And he is, uh, making accusations about the Bush family

00:10:26.120 and their, uh, links to secret societies,

00:10:29.480 i.e.

00:10:30.500 Said that both George W. Bush crossbones rather,

00:10:33.700 sorry guys, skull and crossbones of Yale

00:10:36.020 or skull and bones of Yale.

00:10:37.880 And, um, and he goes into quite a bit of detail

00:10:41.120 as to his speculation, um, on what happens,

00:10:44.520 how you become initiated.

00:10:45.600 And I want to play this for you, Tom.

00:10:47.200 Um, and then I want you to tell me.

00:10:49.480 I already know about this.

00:10:50.980 This guy is the best, by the way.

00:10:52.560 I love this dude.

00:10:53.600 I wait, there's, there's a, there's a lot of videos about him.

00:10:55.960 I've seen a few.

00:10:56.820 Isn't this Obama's preacher?

00:10:58.980 Is this Obama's preacher?

00:11:00.220 I don't know.

00:11:00.380 Looks like, I don't think it is,

00:11:01.400 but it looks like.

00:11:02.560 Well, let's pull this back and top.

00:11:04.100 Are you ready?

00:11:04.840 I'm ready.

00:11:06.000 All right, let's go.

00:11:08.440 Said that both George W. Bush and his father

00:11:11.380 had anal sex with a hundred men. 0.87

00:11:13.920 How do you know that?

00:11:14.980 Because they are part of the well-known fraternal group

00:11:19.040 out of Yale University known as Skull and Bones.

00:11:22.940 And it's public knowledge that the Skull and Bones organization,

00:11:27.760 in order to be initiated,

00:11:29.260 first of all,

00:11:34.640 then a part of the process,

00:11:36.180 you had to stand in a circular,

00:11:37.420 if you will,

00:11:38.240 masturbation squad

00:11:39.720 to be a part of Skull and Bones.

00:11:41.760 And then you also had to be penetrated

00:11:43.680 by the elder persons in Skull and Bones.

00:11:47.460 Wait, did he say,

00:11:48.580 did he say masturbation squad?

00:11:50.220 That's the new show, bro.

00:11:51.960 That's, I was saying like,

00:11:52.900 all right, we got to rebrand.

00:11:54.020 We'll talk,

00:11:54.480 we'll talk after the show, David.

00:11:55.700 That could definitely be a sub show.

00:11:57.080 I'm not mad at masturbation squad.

00:11:58.400 Now, so far,

00:12:00.500 because these are bold claims

00:12:01.940 from whoever this gentleman is.

00:12:03.560 I wish I had his name

00:12:04.320 because I greatly respect him.

00:12:06.040 But these are bold claims.

00:12:07.880 A masturbation squad 0.69

00:12:09.220 to be laid in a casket

00:12:11.660 and urinated on

00:12:13.280 and masturbated on. 0.73

00:12:15.500 And I do believe he just said

00:12:17.020 penetrated

00:12:17.680 by the elder

00:12:19.400 members of

00:12:21.160 Skull and Bones at Yale.

00:12:22.580 Now, does that sound reasonable to you, Tom?

00:12:26.780 Not as a regular man.

00:12:28.780 This doesn't sound reasonable whatsoever.

00:12:30.760 But is this line up

00:12:32.760 with what you have come to understand

00:12:35.160 about these secret societies?

00:12:36.800 I mean, this is the elite of the elites.

00:12:38.780 So you don't want to just let anyone in.

00:12:40.420 You want to make sure

00:12:41.180 that whoever's coming in

00:12:42.200 can take at least 100 fat hogs 1.00

00:12:44.240 of old dudes.

00:12:45.500 Because if you got anything less than that,

00:12:47.560 what do you really...

00:12:48.320 No, so I mean,

00:12:49.020 what he's describing

00:12:50.100 is a hyperbole

00:12:52.040 of something that's already

00:12:53.280 a bit of a hyperbole, I think.

00:12:55.120 But...

00:12:55.440 So there's something called

00:12:56.680 the obscene right.

00:12:57.800 And the obscene right

00:12:58.580 has been described

00:12:59.500 as a whole bunch of different things.

00:13:00.960 The craziest version,

00:13:02.740 maybe not as much as, like,

00:13:03.920 Bush getting banged by,

00:13:05.220 you know, Papa Bush.

00:13:06.140 But, like, one level

00:13:07.580 separated from that level

00:13:09.060 of craziness

00:13:09.780 is that they eat

00:13:11.220 a live pineal gland

00:13:12.840 right there inside the tomb.

00:13:15.100 That's the most extreme.

00:13:16.580 And then the least extreme...

00:13:18.100 Alive?

00:13:18.240 Yeah, like...

00:13:18.880 Someone's head.

00:13:19.400 Or a fresh, yeah.

00:13:20.620 Fresh pineal gland.

00:13:21.920 This one doesn't have

00:13:22.960 as much credibility either.

00:13:24.280 If you look into it,

00:13:24.980 the source usually ends up

00:13:26.920 being this guy named

00:13:27.820 Trust Me Bro.

00:13:28.800 And I haven't found

00:13:29.740 any of his other work.

00:13:31.120 It's all over the place.

00:13:32.420 So here's a quote

00:13:33.440 from the obscene right

00:13:35.280 on a random internet.

00:13:36.840 But, like,

00:13:37.220 I dug into this one

00:13:38.640 because this one

00:13:39.140 sounded so damn interesting.

00:13:40.820 And the full quote

00:13:41.840 is that the obscene right

00:13:43.640 takes place in a red room.

00:13:45.960 And the red room

00:13:46.960 is where they are torturing...

00:13:48.400 What can I say on here?

00:13:50.140 We can say anything we want, right?

00:13:51.180 Whatever you want.

00:13:52.440 Torturing people for blood...

00:13:54.140 For a blood high is real,

00:13:55.960 but the high comes from

00:13:57.480 the other drugs

00:13:58.340 that people partaking

00:13:59.880 that are on.

00:14:00.920 Notably cocaine.

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00:14:29.240 We'll go full schizo-Satan worshiper 0.98

00:14:33.620 because of the chrome

00:14:34.800 while also being high

00:14:36.040 as fucking balls 0.77

00:14:36.740 on the other crazy shit.

00:14:38.300 That's the closest

00:14:39.620 direct reference

00:14:40.780 to someone

00:14:41.900 describing what's going on

00:14:43.740 in one of these obscene rights.

00:14:45.400 Now, I don't...

00:14:46.300 Go ahead.

00:14:47.500 So, adrenochrome.

00:14:49.080 We joke about it a lot,

00:14:50.400 but you seem like

00:14:50.940 the kind of guy

00:14:51.420 who would know.

00:14:52.640 What does it actually do?

00:14:53.720 Does it make them

00:14:54.460 go schizophrenic?

00:14:55.740 Like, what does adrenochrome do?

00:14:56.780 A hundred percent.

00:14:57.640 So, they found

00:14:59.040 adrenochrome.

00:15:00.280 I'll try to keep this one

00:15:01.260 a little bit short

00:15:01.940 because it's like a long...

00:15:02.700 It's like my favorite topic.

00:15:03.440 Yeah, let's find a...

00:15:04.000 I don't know how many times

00:15:04.840 we can say...

00:15:06.200 I don't know if we'll get

00:15:07.280 tagged for the word,

00:15:08.260 but let's just call it chrome.

00:15:09.020 Oh, yeah, no, you will.

00:15:09.460 Let's call it chrome.

00:15:10.720 Well, I call it thrill oxide.

00:15:12.280 So, so...

00:15:13.040 I like that.

00:15:13.600 That's cool.

00:15:14.320 So, the thrill oxide,

00:15:16.220 originally what happened...

00:15:17.740 I'm going to, like,

00:15:18.300 simplify all this stuff,

00:15:19.380 but I've got a documentary

00:15:20.420 on YouTube.

00:15:21.160 It's called Thrill Oxide

00:15:22.340 that you can search

00:15:23.760 and find some of this.

00:15:24.360 Oh, definitely check that out.

00:15:25.500 So, so...

00:15:26.140 Is it really called that

00:15:27.000 or is it called

00:15:27.640 what we're not saying?

00:15:28.440 No, it is.

00:15:28.920 So, on Rumble,

00:15:29.760 it's called The Real Word

00:15:30.820 that starts with a A

00:15:31.720 and on YouTube,

00:15:32.240 it's called Thrill Oxide

00:15:33.340 because I got a strike

00:15:34.280 for just saying it

00:15:36.160 too many times.

00:15:37.160 For telling their secrets.

00:15:38.280 Said it like 100 times

00:15:39.280 in 20 minutes.

00:15:39.960 Apparently, that's pushing

00:15:40.720 the limit for a...

00:15:42.200 So, so where they found it

00:15:44.040 originally is imagine

00:15:44.980 you've got these rich people

00:15:45.980 that have been in power.

00:15:46.860 They've got all the resources

00:15:47.960 and money at their disposal

00:15:49.180 and everyone knows

00:15:50.380 that as you get old,

00:15:51.440 you die. 0.98

00:15:51.980 That's kind of like a given

00:15:52.860 you can't escape from.

00:15:53.900 But one thing

00:15:54.360 they were noticing

00:15:55.020 is like,

00:15:56.260 damn, you know,

00:15:56.760 my progeny,

00:15:57.580 this guy that I'm about

00:15:58.440 to leave all of my assets

00:16:00.180 and resources to,

00:16:01.740 he's acting crazy.

00:16:02.680 Like, he might actually

00:16:04.140 be crazy.

00:16:05.220 And they also noticed

00:16:06.180 that once people...

00:16:07.340 And what they were describing

00:16:08.300 is early onset dementia.

00:16:10.500 And usually,

00:16:11.600 if it happens

00:16:12.160 in the older people,

00:16:13.240 still, it's like,

00:16:14.060 okay, yeah,

00:16:15.020 grandma got a certain age

00:16:17.000 and they start kind of sunsetting

00:16:18.660 and that sort of

00:16:19.740 took its natural course.

00:16:21.000 But when what happened

00:16:21.880 to your progeny,

00:16:23.000 now it's a problem

00:16:23.920 because now you don't

00:16:24.740 got anyone

00:16:25.340 to leave everything to.

00:16:26.980 And it was such

00:16:28.220 a stark difference.

00:16:29.500 It was like,

00:16:30.080 they were normal yesterday.

00:16:31.200 What's going on?

00:16:32.040 Why are they starting

00:16:33.080 to go crazy

00:16:33.640 and talk to themselves

00:16:34.540 and like hear voices

00:16:35.540 and stuff?

00:16:36.620 So that was where

00:16:37.720 it originated,

00:16:38.720 where the rich people

00:16:39.520 that had the money

00:16:40.220 and had the control

00:16:41.500 of the science

00:16:42.160 and the schools,

00:16:42.760 they were like,

00:16:43.220 okay, focus on this

00:16:44.560 because this is one thing

00:16:46.220 that we can't do anything about

00:16:47.560 and it feels like

00:16:48.460 we should be able

00:16:49.240 to fix that.

00:16:49.900 So with all our money

00:16:50.780 and power and resource,

00:16:52.020 find out what's going on.

00:16:53.400 So one of the things

00:16:54.000 they did is they did

00:16:54.880 extensive tests

00:16:56.220 on dementia patients

00:16:57.340 and schizophrenia patients.

00:16:59.460 And just through

00:17:00.060 a long, boring course

00:17:01.580 of research,

00:17:02.560 they discovered

00:17:03.460 that schizophrenics 0.99

00:17:04.800 consistently had

00:17:06.200 four to ten times

00:17:07.320 the amount of

00:17:08.420 thrill oxide

00:17:09.180 in their bloodstream

00:17:10.660 versus anybody else.

00:17:12.440 It was consistent enough

00:17:13.760 that you could say

00:17:14.380 if you just randomly

00:17:15.440 sample a room

00:17:16.400 and took the people 0.98

00:17:17.500 that had higher levels

00:17:18.600 of thrill oxide

00:17:19.220 in their blood,

00:17:19.900 they would be

00:17:20.820 closer to the end

00:17:22.480 of being schizophrenic

00:17:23.720 than people

00:17:24.420 that had lower ends.

00:17:26.020 So that's like

00:17:27.060 the overall

00:17:28.020 scientific official version.

00:17:29.780 This is between

00:17:30.200 the 1930s

00:17:31.380 and the 1950s

00:17:32.280 in America specifically.

00:17:33.560 Okay, conspiracy theory time.

00:17:36.100 The United States government

00:17:37.080 is making us all crazy

00:17:39.640 with the internet.

00:17:41.060 Well, the world government

00:17:42.000 with the internet

00:17:43.060 in order to harvest

00:17:44.340 our adrenochrome.

00:17:45.600 How easy would that be?

00:17:46.640 You just scoop up

00:17:47.580 anyone on the street

00:17:48.480 and drain their blood 0.85

00:17:49.660 like they got it.

00:17:50.240 And we're all just

00:17:50.440 redlining all the time.

00:17:51.860 We're all worried

00:17:52.340 about Israel and Palestine

00:17:53.740 and we're worried

00:17:54.860 about the economy

00:17:55.520 and we're worried

00:17:56.060 about who's racist

00:17:57.380 and who's homophobic

00:17:58.180 and all this crap 0.63

00:17:59.080 and the debt

00:18:00.040 and da-da-da-da-da-da-da

00:18:01.000 and we're redlining

00:18:01.960 all the time

00:18:02.500 and so at any moment

00:18:03.200 you could just scoop

00:18:03.840 one of our bodies up

00:18:04.700 and just suck 1.00

00:18:05.400 on our foreheads.

00:18:06.480 They have to run

00:18:07.040 a whole pedophile ring

00:18:08.040 to do this in Hawaii now

00:18:09.560 where if you could just

00:18:11.080 get the whole population.

00:18:12.520 I don't know.

00:18:13.120 I'm just throwing it out there.

00:18:14.180 We'll see.

00:18:14.580 I like it, dude.

00:18:15.300 I like it.

00:18:16.040 Well, wouldn't it make sense

00:18:17.380 to like, all right,

00:18:18.280 the reason that

00:18:19.580 schizophrenics are producing 1.00

00:18:20.980 more of this thrill oxide,

00:18:22.560 right,

00:18:23.200 is because they are

00:18:25.340 going through it

00:18:26.520 all the damn time. 0.76

00:18:27.640 Like everything for them

00:18:28.580 is dialed up to 10.

00:18:29.720 They're going through

00:18:30.420 a horrifying experience

00:18:32.600 far more often

00:18:33.840 than the average person

00:18:34.960 and so just by proxy

00:18:36.220 of that experience,

00:18:37.380 I would expect

00:18:38.400 their adrenaline levels

00:18:39.260 to be spiking constantly.

00:18:41.640 Would you get

00:18:42.100 what like a feedback loop

00:18:43.240 is in terms of like audio,

00:18:45.060 right?

00:18:45.380 It's like when you say something

00:18:47.100 and a microphone picks up

00:18:48.360 the thing that you said

00:18:49.260 but then it comes

00:18:49.820 through the speakers

00:18:50.540 and the microphone

00:18:51.180 picks that up too

00:18:52.200 and it forms

00:18:53.120 this infinite loop

00:18:54.120 where just until you turn

00:18:56.180 the volume down somewhere

00:18:57.400 or unplug the mic,

00:18:58.400 it gets so bad

00:18:59.460 that your speakers

00:19:00.080 will blow, right?

00:19:00.780 Like it'll just keep

00:19:01.720 getting worse

00:19:02.220 until you fix it.

00:19:03.460 So there's some aspect

00:19:05.180 of that.

00:19:05.760 Like if you guys

00:19:06.600 are familiar with

00:19:07.600 like uptake inhibitors

00:19:10.060 like MAOIs or SSRIs,

00:19:12.580 what these things do

00:19:13.720 is they,

00:19:14.520 I'm oversimplifying this

00:19:15.600 is they kind of form

00:19:16.400 this intentional feedback loop

00:19:17.920 where normally your body

00:19:19.260 produces something,

00:19:20.860 like let's say

00:19:21.280 it's a dopamine

00:19:22.900 or serotonin,

00:19:23.820 SSRI would be serotonin.

00:19:25.000 Your body creates

00:19:26.220 a certain amount

00:19:26.680 of serotonin,

00:19:27.760 it gets released

00:19:28.680 and then whatever

00:19:29.600 doesn't get used

00:19:30.680 is supposed to kind of

00:19:31.680 like get sucked back up

00:19:32.900 into your little,

00:19:33.860 you know,

00:19:34.520 dopamine or serotonin nozzles

00:19:36.740 and it like saves it

00:19:37.960 for the next time

00:19:38.620 that you need it.

00:19:39.380 So it doesn't actually

00:19:40.360 use everything

00:19:41.180 and all the other stuff

00:19:42.680 that doesn't get sucked back

00:19:43.740 in to use for the next time,

00:19:45.220 highly technical terms,

00:19:46.300 by the way,

00:19:46.960 that stuff,

00:19:47.900 it just degrades

00:19:49.180 and it dissolves

00:19:50.080 and you don't,

00:19:50.720 you don't really like absorb it.

00:19:52.000 That's,

00:19:52.420 it's a normal process,

00:19:53.540 right?

00:19:54.080 So an SSRI means

00:19:55.940 that that's that point

00:19:57.240 when it like normally

00:19:58.280 gets sucked back up

00:19:59.220 and stored for later,

00:20:00.280 like instead of putting it

00:20:01.220 back in the garage,

00:20:02.080 it's like,

00:20:02.960 hey,

00:20:03.440 we got all this stuff out.

00:20:04.560 Let's just use it all.

00:20:05.520 You know what I mean?

00:20:06.000 Or like,

00:20:06.540 don't put it back in the garage.

00:20:07.800 Keep going out there.

00:20:08.740 So what happens is

00:20:09.720 now you've got more serotonin

00:20:11.320 in your system

00:20:12.600 just in general

00:20:13.600 than you normally would have

00:20:14.900 and it's not that like

00:20:16.200 you're creating the serotonin.

00:20:17.940 It's just that the normal serotonin

00:20:19.780 that would normally be

00:20:20.740 reabsorbed and stored,

00:20:22.260 you're just using it all constantly.

00:20:24.040 It's partying.

00:20:24.540 So it's just like a nonstop party.

00:20:27.160 And so if you imagine

00:20:28.060 that's kind of what schizophrenia is

00:20:30.020 in a way,

00:20:30.780 it's that an adrenochrome

00:20:32.420 doesn't make you crazy,

00:20:33.340 but it creates this feedback loop.

00:20:35.700 So first you get into

00:20:37.040 a fight or flight response.

00:20:38.560 Your body generates adrenaline

00:20:39.880 and you just get into

00:20:41.540 that typical,

00:20:42.200 you know,

00:20:42.680 adrenaline state.

00:20:43.400 Everyone's been in

00:20:44.020 some sort of a state

00:20:45.380 when they're like

00:20:45.800 pumped full of adrenaline.

00:20:47.460 And then as your body

00:20:48.760 has to like purge that out,

00:20:50.580 it's like,

00:20:50.840 okay,

00:20:51.020 the threat's over.

00:20:52.100 We're good.

00:20:52.820 I can't keep being

00:20:53.820 in this state forever.

00:20:54.760 I'll have a heart attack,

00:20:55.640 right?

00:20:56.140 And what a heart attack is

00:20:57.740 in that case,

00:20:58.460 it's that your body

00:20:59.400 has so much adrenaline in it

00:21:00.760 that your heart

00:21:01.720 like doesn't know what to do

00:21:02.640 and it's almost like toxic

00:21:03.660 and it just stops your heart.

00:21:05.320 You have a heart attack,

00:21:05.900 you die. 0.98

00:21:06.580 But what you can do

00:21:07.520 is that as it degrades,

00:21:08.640 if your body processes

00:21:09.920 all that extra adrenaline

00:21:11.080 and doesn't reuptake it,

00:21:13.080 which is what cocaine does

00:21:14.140 is basically an inhibitor

00:21:15.720 that keeps adrenaline

00:21:16.560 in your system.

00:21:17.980 That's how cocaine works. 0.84

00:21:19.320 But so as you do this,

00:21:21.280 your body naturally

00:21:22.120 degrades adrenaline

00:21:23.480 and it turns it into

00:21:24.720 a thrill oxide

00:21:25.900 and then the thrill oxide

00:21:27.900 continues to degrade

00:21:29.240 and that turns into melatonin

00:21:30.400 and that turns into

00:21:31.100 pigments and stuff.

00:21:33.060 But what would happen

00:21:33.800 is that if it doesn't degrade

00:21:35.860 or if you're producing

00:21:37.300 way more adrenaline

00:21:38.200 than a normal person,

00:21:39.060 let's say that you produce

00:21:40.300 five times as much adrenaline

00:21:41.700 when you get into these

00:21:42.760 like fight or flight responses,

00:21:44.380 you're going to be jacked up

00:21:45.880 for a lot longer

00:21:46.600 and you're going to have

00:21:47.120 way more to process.

00:21:48.100 So either A,

00:21:48.900 you're going to die from it

00:21:49.920 and have a heart attack

00:21:50.800 or chances are

00:21:52.360 you having a heart attack

00:21:53.780 from a spike of adrenaline

00:21:54.900 got weeded through

00:21:55.740 your, you know,

00:21:57.040 genealogy like hundreds

00:21:59.460 and hundreds of years ago

00:22:00.720 generously.

00:22:02.140 So now what you've got

00:22:03.120 is someone that can process

00:22:04.320 five times as much adrenaline

00:22:05.720 as anyone else,

00:22:06.620 which means they've got

00:22:08.160 five times as much

00:22:09.200 thrill oxide

00:22:10.520 in their blood system

00:22:12.280 as anyone else.

00:22:13.300 So that kind of leads

00:22:14.520 to anyone that produces

00:22:16.520 more adrenaline

00:22:17.720 than they need to

00:22:18.840 on a constant basis

00:22:20.340 24-7,

00:22:21.380 then they'll have

00:22:22.360 a higher level

00:22:23.080 of thrill oxide

00:22:23.880 and therefore

00:22:24.920 they're probably schizophrenic.

00:22:26.800 Whether or not

00:22:27.540 they show all those signs,

00:22:28.840 they've got like the biology

00:22:30.500 to show that they'd be schizophrenic.

00:22:33.220 So long story short,

00:22:34.280 like you don't need

00:22:34.940 to harvest this.

00:22:35.840 If anything,

00:22:36.220 they might be trying

00:22:37.000 to identify people

00:22:38.080 that they're in competition with

00:22:39.760 and take them out

00:22:40.600 because there's also

00:22:41.520 a lot of benefits

00:22:43.280 to being like that.

00:22:44.920 Blackmail them 0.98

00:22:45.480 before they become an issue.

00:22:47.680 Or that or just

00:22:48.500 their competition

00:22:49.500 in that it's...

00:22:51.120 Hit them with the heart attack.

00:22:51.880 This is real subjective, right?

00:22:53.300 But that people

00:22:54.460 that tend to be closer

00:22:55.900 to schizophrenic,

00:22:57.860 they're usually

00:22:58.420 like more introverted,

00:22:59.580 they're more creative,

00:23:00.840 they're like the artists,

00:23:01.780 the poets,

00:23:02.600 like all of the people

00:23:04.080 that like, you know,

00:23:04.680 off themselves

00:23:05.200 and like have

00:23:05.940 more of those kind of issues,

00:23:07.740 they're less likely

00:23:08.540 to be like entrepreneurs

00:23:10.420 or like mathematicians

00:23:12.080 and like, I mean,

00:23:13.080 this is broad strokes here, right?

00:23:14.780 You don't put everyone into,

00:23:15.700 but that's one of the issues.

00:23:17.320 But then the other one,

00:23:18.280 this is based on research

00:23:19.260 by Dr. Abram Hoffer

00:23:20.460 and John Smithies.

00:23:22.160 They were the ones

00:23:22.680 that did all this research

00:23:24.080 in the 50s.

00:23:24.940 But he also proposes

00:23:26.380 that people that survive

00:23:28.120 these huge global pandemics

00:23:29.860 like the Black Plague

00:23:30.840 and, you know,

00:23:31.340 dot, dot, dot,

00:23:31.880 fill in the others,

00:23:33.060 but that they actually

00:23:35.300 have higher levels

00:23:36.680 of Thrill Oxide

00:23:38.160 or being closer

00:23:39.120 on that schizophrenic side

00:23:40.660 of the spectrum

00:23:41.320 and they will actually

00:23:42.940 survive these huge pandemics

00:23:44.760 for the same reason

00:23:45.920 that their body

00:23:46.400 can process adrenaline faster

00:23:47.960 is the same reason

00:23:49.220 they can kind of

00:23:49.820 just survive in general faster.

00:23:51.400 So that means that

00:23:52.120 if you've got this propensity

00:23:53.720 to be a schizophrenic

00:23:54.820 or have dementia or whatever,

00:23:56.180 if you don't actually

00:23:57.240 get the schizophrenia

00:23:58.320 or dementia,

00:23:59.000 like it's a recessive

00:23:59.880 or you're somehow

00:24:00.820 able to avoid it,

00:24:02.220 you are...

00:24:02.400 It's like a coin flip

00:24:03.280 on a superpower?

00:24:04.540 Well, you're kind of...

00:24:05.300 Yeah, dude,

00:24:05.620 you're sort of like...

00:24:06.820 Yeah, you've got like

00:24:07.300 the star, right?

00:24:08.420 You've got the...

00:24:09.000 Yeah, you're either retarded 1.00

00:24:10.000 or you're fucking... 0.99

00:24:11.100 You're not gonna...

00:24:12.140 Yeah, you're either

00:24:12.800 gonna be insane

00:24:13.500 or...

00:24:14.320 And this, again,

00:24:15.120 over-civilication.

00:24:16.000 Imagine it's like a muscle, right?

00:24:17.400 If being crazy is a muscle,

00:24:19.280 like you want to keep

00:24:20.180 breaking those fibers

00:24:21.400 and keep getting yourself

00:24:22.540 closer and closer

00:24:23.400 to the edge of sanity

00:24:24.360 and then being like,

00:24:25.200 all right, let's take a break

00:24:26.540 and then next time

00:24:27.520 we'll get crazier.

00:24:28.380 So to tie this back in,

00:24:30.100 like I don't think

00:24:31.080 that they would need

00:24:31.940 to harvest Thrill Oxide

00:24:33.520 from a person,

00:24:34.600 although the process

00:24:35.820 of doing it

00:24:36.580 to a live person

00:24:37.460 and going through

00:24:38.120 that crazy ritual

00:24:39.520 and everything

00:24:39.920 that it would entail

00:24:40.640 would push you

00:24:41.780 to the brink of insanity

00:24:43.160 and it would do it

00:24:44.540 in a way

00:24:44.880 that you wouldn't have

00:24:45.520 to be like

00:24:46.120 chemically altering

00:24:47.240 your body

00:24:47.680 in like irrevocable ways.

00:24:49.300 You could do it

00:24:49.900 just in like a context

00:24:50.820 and at the end,

00:24:51.900 if you also get

00:24:52.520 a little dose

00:24:53.400 of what we were talking

00:24:53.920 about in that obscene right

00:24:55.600 where the high

00:24:57.160 is less from

00:24:58.200 eating the pineal gland

00:24:59.780 or drinking

00:25:00.380 the Thrill Oxide,

00:25:01.940 it's more from

00:25:02.600 like the experience

00:25:03.520 and the fact

00:25:03.960 that everyone's already

00:25:04.640 on drugs anyways

00:25:05.560 but that just adds to it.

00:25:07.140 So like what they're doing

00:25:08.440 is they're trying

00:25:09.120 to get as crazy

00:25:10.320 as they can

00:25:11.080 and then bring

00:25:11.860 themselves back

00:25:12.640 because that is like

00:25:13.840 building this muscle

00:25:14.680 that you can pass down.

00:25:16.260 So by identifying

00:25:17.480 other crazy people

00:25:18.700 and taking them out,

00:25:20.360 now there's less people

00:25:21.540 that are going to survive

00:25:22.340 the next big wave

00:25:23.420 because they're sort of like

00:25:25.360 institutionalizing

00:25:26.960 or they're just

00:25:27.580 straight up

00:25:28.180 putting them in jail

00:25:30.140 or whatever

00:25:30.600 but they're getting rid

00:25:31.260 of the people

00:25:32.040 that are getting crazy

00:25:33.260 like that.

00:25:33.820 Hey man,

00:25:34.160 have you looked into

00:25:35.000 again,

00:25:35.960 I mean every episode,

00:25:36.940 Jerry Marzinski

00:25:37.600 and his link,

00:25:39.500 he thinks that

00:25:40.020 schizophrenia is like

00:25:41.120 literally demons

00:25:42.080 talking to people.

00:25:42.920 It's like outside voices

00:25:44.660 coming from

00:25:45.660 you being in an antenna

00:25:47.340 picking up outside voices

00:25:48.700 and these outside voices

00:25:50.220 are more likely to

00:25:51.340 talk to people

00:25:52.740 with schizophrenia

00:25:53.300 but now you're saying

00:25:54.580 it's like

00:25:54.940 it's a chemical thing

00:25:55.980 like if they have this

00:25:57.460 what do you call it?

00:25:58.820 Thrill oxide,

00:25:59.780 higher levels of thrill oxide

00:26:00.940 you're more likely

00:26:01.620 to have a schizophrenic mind

00:26:03.520 which is like

00:26:04.500 why would we want

00:26:06.420 this thing so much

00:26:07.340 unless we're channeling

00:26:08.540 some kind of demons

00:26:09.380 or entities beyond

00:26:10.960 that want us

00:26:12.140 to open up this gateway

00:26:13.660 at least in our mind

00:26:14.620 to them.

00:26:15.820 Are you familiar with Jerry?

00:26:16.920 Because Jerry was

00:26:17.440 a clinical psychologist

00:26:18.680 for 30 years

00:26:19.600 working in a schizophrenia war.

00:26:21.140 I'd love for him

00:26:21.800 I'd love for him

00:26:22.340 to sit in on that interview

00:26:23.820 because I feel like

00:26:25.220 it would be awesome.

00:26:26.440 I would love to man

00:26:27.200 that sounds awesome

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00:26:56.480 his name

00:26:58.680 or his work

00:26:59.300 I would love to get

00:27:00.140 a more kind of

00:27:01.000 clinical version

00:27:02.480 especially from

00:27:03.240 someone on the inside

00:27:04.100 part of the reason

00:27:05.500 that he suspects

00:27:06.320 what he does

00:27:06.820 is because these

00:27:07.580 these voices

00:27:08.800 often will lead them

00:27:10.760 to things that end up

00:27:11.740 being true

00:27:12.180 for example

00:27:12.700 it'll be like

00:27:13.380 hey go into this field

00:27:14.440 go into this field

00:27:15.200 and look for a plank of wood

00:27:16.880 and when you lift

00:27:17.280 the plank of wood up

00:27:17.920 there's gonna be money

00:27:18.600 under there

00:27:18.880 there's gonna be drugs

00:27:19.580 under there

00:27:19.900 and it'll be like

00:27:20.580 you know

00:27:21.180 somebody's stash spot

00:27:22.580 for a drug transfer

00:27:23.580 or you know

00:27:24.920 go into this person's house

00:27:25.980 go into the bathroom

00:27:26.920 lift up the back

00:27:27.880 of the toilet

00:27:28.280 there's gonna be cash

00:27:29.000 in there

00:27:29.280 and it would be

00:27:30.380 a sort of a reliable

00:27:31.440 source of information

00:27:32.480 that you know

00:27:34.340 you wouldn't be able

00:27:35.140 to explain that away

00:27:36.980 so easily

00:27:37.520 but it's funny

00:27:38.540 because I was just

00:27:39.920 with Top over the weekend

00:27:41.220 and I have an aunt

00:27:42.680 who's schizophrenic

00:27:43.720 and when I was younger

00:27:46.320 I heard a voice once

00:27:47.420 and for a long time

00:27:48.280 I was really worried

00:27:48.940 that I was gonna

00:27:49.340 become schizophrenic

00:27:50.120 once I was old enough

00:27:50.780 to put into context

00:27:51.520 I was like

00:27:51.920 oh shit dude

00:27:52.640 that's not dope

00:27:53.300 and once I passed that age

00:27:55.320 because there's sort of

00:27:55.840 a magic age right

00:27:56.620 it's like 26 to 30

00:27:58.680 or something

00:27:59.180 if you can get over that

00:28:00.020 that's the early onset

00:28:00.980 dementia that we were

00:28:01.740 talking about before

00:28:02.580 exactly

00:28:03.740 and so once I got past

00:28:04.940 that and I wasn't

00:28:05.680 hearing I never heard

00:28:06.340 a voice again or anything

00:28:07.120 I felt comfortable

00:28:07.800 talking about it

00:28:08.520 but it's a weird thing

00:28:09.200 I kept like under wraps

00:28:10.760 for a long time

00:28:11.460 and then I'm talking

00:28:12.400 to Top's wife 0.95

00:28:13.440 who I forgot in the moment

00:28:14.820 is a nurse

00:28:15.740 and I'm telling her

00:28:16.980 how I get like

00:28:18.160 it's funny

00:28:18.960 I'm in a house

00:28:19.900 full of all these strangers

00:28:22.060 and we're talking

00:28:22.820 about the craziest stuff

00:28:24.540 the most interesting thing

00:28:25.560 Top to the rest

00:28:26.400 of your family

00:28:26.960 was that I go to sleep

00:28:28.180 really early

00:28:28.780 that was like

00:28:29.620 the most interesting

00:28:30.400 they were like

00:28:30.760 what do you go to sleep

00:28:31.820 at like 8.30

00:28:32.760 9 o'clock

00:28:33.280 I was like yeah

00:28:33.840 that's me too man

00:28:35.220 that's me all day

00:28:36.580 I take a nap too

00:28:38.120 typically during the day

00:28:39.260 and the way I was

00:28:40.700 yeah so I was explaining

00:28:41.940 it to

00:28:42.160 I go to sleep early

00:28:43.240 I wake up at like 6.30

00:28:44.680 so I'm getting like

00:28:45.960 I don't know

00:28:46.600 nine hours

00:28:47.180 nine and a half hours

00:28:47.900 of sleep

00:28:48.240 and then I'm still

00:28:48.760 taking a nap midday

00:28:49.820 and I'll get hit

00:28:51.260 with such fatigue

00:28:52.180 that it's unreal

00:28:52.980 so I'm just like

00:28:53.580 joking about this

00:28:54.320 my wife is making fun 0.87

00:28:55.200 of me for taking naps

00:28:56.060 I'm talking to Top's wife

00:28:57.200 I'm like yeah

00:28:57.600 there's times

00:28:58.040 where I could fall

00:28:58.500 asleep on my feet

00:28:59.200 I even consider

00:29:00.260 putting a

00:29:01.460 there's times

00:29:02.440 it gets so bad

00:29:03.200 I'm like what if

00:29:03.740 I put cardboard

00:29:04.440 on the bathroom

00:29:05.180 floor of my job

00:29:06.020 and took a 15 minute nap

00:29:07.240 that's where my mind goes

00:29:08.160 I've been fired before

00:29:09.980 because I was driving

00:29:11.220 and I couldn't risk it anymore

00:29:12.700 I was getting sucked

00:29:13.400 like into sleep

00:29:14.380 and I had to pull over

00:29:15.220 and take a 15 minute nap

00:29:16.320 and the guy

00:29:16.820 incredible

00:29:17.280 I was new

00:29:18.060 and he thought

00:29:18.680 I was just doing

00:29:19.320 making shit up

00:29:20.080 he's like no

00:29:20.400 you're not taking a nap

00:29:21.220 and I was like

00:29:21.740 no dude

00:29:22.020 it was dangerous

00:29:22.520 like I was falling asleep

00:29:23.360 he's like no

00:29:23.820 that's bullshit

00:29:24.360 so he fired me

00:29:25.600 but she goes

00:29:27.800 yeah

00:29:28.760 have you ever been

00:29:29.520 through like anything

00:29:30.040 really intense

00:29:30.640 and I was like

00:29:31.180 yeah I'm not

00:29:32.160 we were talking about

00:29:32.940 you know my feelings

00:29:33.800 and my emotions

00:29:34.440 I was like

00:29:34.720 I'm not very well

00:29:35.300 in touch with him

00:29:36.000 I used to be homeless

00:29:36.780 and you get really good

00:29:38.940 at like shoving stuff down

00:29:39.960 so that you don't

00:29:40.580 succumb to your emotions

00:29:41.500 and she goes

00:29:42.060 yeah I think you have

00:29:43.820 an adrenal issue

00:29:45.740 I think you have like

00:29:46.920 something is up

00:29:48.620 with your

00:29:48.940 either an overactive

00:29:50.560 adrenal plant

00:29:51.140 or something like that

00:29:51.940 yeah and I was like

00:29:53.120 oh shit

00:29:53.940 like I remembered

00:29:54.420 in that moment

00:29:54.860 she was a nurse 0.90

00:29:55.520 and now I'm remembering

00:29:57.780 all this other stuff

00:29:58.720 about my aunt

00:29:59.620 being schizophrenic

00:30:00.480 and me hearing the voice

00:30:01.320 and I wonder

00:30:01.760 if I made the cut

00:30:03.400 because as you're

00:30:03.920 describing all this stuff

00:30:04.820 I'm like

00:30:05.120 this fucking sounds like me 0.78

00:30:06.680 like I am

00:30:07.420 a creative

00:30:08.820 but I'm not like

00:30:09.840 you're not going to catch me

00:30:11.300 I can't do the grind

00:30:12.900 you know

00:30:13.440 the like 60 hour work week

00:30:15.000 70 hour work weeks

00:30:16.040 like grind

00:30:16.560 and get that cash

00:30:17.300 and get that money

00:30:17.840 like I can't

00:30:18.500 like the walls

00:30:19.380 close in around me

00:30:20.180 and I feel like

00:30:20.700 it's crushing my soul

00:30:21.700 that's a very strange

00:30:22.660 thing to feel

00:30:23.880 but that's what I feel

00:30:24.580 but it just reminded me

00:30:25.960 of all that

00:30:26.320 because I'm like

00:30:26.680 oh shit

00:30:27.140 maybe I do

00:30:27.940 maybe that's just

00:30:28.900 what happens

00:30:29.420 from like trauma

00:30:30.360 because being homeless

00:30:31.120 is traumatizing

00:30:32.180 when you're a teenager

00:30:33.040 and so I think

00:30:35.080 like I did some damage

00:30:36.880 it was either like

00:30:37.740 you know

00:30:38.700 need years of therapy

00:30:40.600 or crush your feelings down

00:30:43.080 and move forward

00:30:44.220 and I did the crush

00:30:45.020 your feelings down thing

00:30:46.100 like a man

00:30:46.520 so now I don't

00:30:47.180 hell yeah

00:30:47.580 exactly dude

00:30:48.500 I don't need therapy

00:30:49.140 ignore it bro

00:30:50.020 I was telling her

00:30:51.180 I was like

00:30:51.420 yeah

00:30:51.560 one time I was in Las Vegas

00:30:53.320 and I guess I had a panic attack

00:30:55.780 I thought I was having a stroke

00:30:56.760 I never felt it before

00:30:57.740 I just knew that

00:30:58.980 my hands

00:30:59.920 couldn't close anymore

00:31:01.220 and

00:31:02.260 and I felt like

00:31:03.560 I was going to fall

00:31:04.500 even like

00:31:05.060 it felt like my feet

00:31:05.720 were really light

00:31:06.340 and I couldn't like

00:31:07.500 regulate my heartbeat

00:31:08.780 and so I decided

00:31:09.780 to go to sleep

00:31:11.140 I thought I was having

00:31:12.240 a heart attack

00:31:12.760 but I didn't want to

00:31:13.500 tell my wife that 0.99

00:31:14.400 because if I told my wife

00:31:15.500 that dude

00:31:15.920 then she's going to

00:31:16.500 get stressed out

00:31:17.180 and that's going to

00:31:17.700 stress me out

00:31:18.180 that's a feedback loop

00:31:19.120 I don't want

00:31:19.700 so I was like

00:31:20.340 the solution is

00:31:21.320 I'm going to fucking sleep

00:31:22.620 and so I went to sleep

00:31:23.440 like that

00:31:23.840 and I'm telling your wife 0.96

00:31:24.960 this and she's like 0.78

00:31:25.640 yeah there's something wrong

00:31:28.060 it's not good

00:31:29.640 and I was like

00:31:30.240 oh shit

00:31:31.100 she's a nurse

00:31:32.440 I forgot about

00:31:33.180 the nurse aspect

00:31:33.920 but let me

00:31:34.800 let me pull back

00:31:35.780 the rest of this video

00:31:36.460 and then I want to

00:31:36.900 ask you a question

00:31:37.720 after this

00:31:38.920 that I really would

00:31:40.720 like to know

00:31:41.020 the answer to

00:31:41.380 where the hell

00:31:41.920 is my Twitter

00:31:43.240 here it is

00:31:43.640 boom

00:31:43.840 alright

00:31:44.460 because he says

00:31:45.100 some fun stuff

00:31:45.820 and I love the phrases

00:31:46.800 that he uses

00:31:47.540 everybody knows

00:31:48.720 this is public knowledge

00:31:49.920 and George Bush

00:31:51.180 Senior

00:31:51.560 and George Bush

00:31:52.580 Junior

00:31:52.980 are bona fide

00:31:54.500 members of

00:31:55.100 Skull and Bones

00:31:55.680 that means

00:31:56.040 they have been

00:31:56.600 penetrated

00:31:57.160 by at least

00:31:57.980 100 men

00:31:58.780 in their anus area 0.99

00:31:59.960 and how do you

00:32:00.520 know that it's 100

00:32:01.240 might it have been

00:32:01.920 95

00:32:02.540 well it could have

00:32:03.400 been less

00:32:04.320 but generally

00:32:05.660 that's the number

00:32:07.060 that kind of gets

00:32:08.120 the attention of everybody

00:32:09.520 and if it could have

00:32:10.160 been fewer

00:32:10.780 it could have been

00:32:11.400 none also

00:32:12.020 right

00:32:12.300 no it could not

00:32:13.820 have been none

00:32:14.740 it could not

00:32:15.500 have been none

00:32:16.100 no

00:32:16.400 and because Skull and Bones

00:32:18.540 will not accept you

00:32:19.700 without that practice

00:32:20.900 it's hideous

00:32:21.900 but that's what

00:32:22.820 they do

00:32:23.420 that's what these

00:32:24.140 fraternities do 0.99

00:32:24.900 some do even worse

00:32:26.040 than that

00:32:26.680 but yes George Bush

00:32:28.160 has been penetrated

00:32:29.280 by other men

00:32:29.980 and has also been

00:32:31.360 doused in

00:32:32.520 semen of other men

00:32:33.980 while he lie

00:32:34.620 in a casket

00:32:35.480 other men

00:32:36.440 have masturbated 0.86

00:32:38.380 in his face

00:32:39.300 sounds like

00:32:39.980 quite an evening

00:32:40.600 hey

00:32:40.920 man first off

00:32:43.560 that motherfucker 0.94

00:32:44.320 every time I watch it

00:32:45.200 I'm more and more

00:32:45.740 impressed with the white guy

00:32:46.700 he is a professional

00:32:47.880 where is this guy

00:32:48.920 I want him on the show

00:32:49.940 unbelievable

00:32:51.260 doused in semen 0.91

00:32:52.640 other men have

00:32:53.380 masturbated in his face 0.98

00:32:55.280 I love that

00:32:56.020 could it be 95

00:32:56.300 incredible

00:32:57.300 incredible

00:32:58.560 so I like

00:32:59.680 he was negotiating

00:33:00.720 hardball

00:33:01.240 he was like

00:33:01.580 well if it's less than 95

00:33:02.600 it could be zero

00:33:03.400 and it's like

00:33:04.240 no it is not zero

00:33:05.440 no way

00:33:05.880 no it could not

00:33:06.760 have been zero

00:33:07.740 well like when he

00:33:09.020 asked him the source

00:33:09.780 he's like

00:33:10.060 well that's just

00:33:10.500 the number

00:33:10.900 that most people

00:33:11.660 agree on

00:33:12.360 that's the number

00:33:14.920 that gets people's

00:33:15.760 attention

00:33:16.240 9 out of 10

00:33:17.540 9 out of 10

00:33:18.560 doctors say

00:33:19.300 at least 100 men

00:33:21.040 so on that

00:33:23.120 what he was talking

00:33:23.860 about again

00:33:24.500 like it was

00:33:25.120 obviously

00:33:25.940 he even kind of

00:33:26.620 admitted it was

00:33:27.180 hyperbole

00:33:27.720 when he said

00:33:28.200 okay maybe

00:33:28.640 it wasn't 100

00:33:29.240 maybe it was

00:33:29.900 like it had to be

00:33:30.440 between 100

00:33:31.000 100

00:33:31.300 so and I

00:33:32.940 mentioned the

00:33:33.360 obscene right

00:33:33.920 where they eat

00:33:34.400 the pineal

00:33:34.900 all this stuff

00:33:35.820 but the most

00:33:36.880 tame version I

00:33:37.740 think come from

00:33:38.440 Anthony Sutton's

00:33:39.480 book called

00:33:39.860 Fleshing Out

00:33:40.400 Skull and Bones

00:33:41.040 by Trine Day

00:33:42.320 Publishing

00:33:42.820 but he kind of

00:33:44.100 states in there

00:33:44.660 that this

00:33:45.640 rituals that you

00:33:46.500 get into a

00:33:47.140 coffin and you

00:33:48.300 basically masturbate

00:33:49.600 and as you're

00:33:50.560 doing this you

00:33:51.320 recount all of

00:33:52.560 your like sexual 0.77

00:33:53.480 escapades

00:33:54.340 throughout you

00:33:55.520 know your

00:33:55.880 life that you

00:33:56.740 can remember

00:33:57.520 and they write it

00:33:58.180 all down in

00:33:58.760 like a book

00:33:59.320 and then they

00:34:00.360 take this book

00:34:01.260 or a scroll

00:34:02.160 or whatever the

00:34:02.680 hell they write

00:34:03.040 it on and they

00:34:03.880 kind of like put

00:34:04.560 it into the

00:34:05.220 archive right

00:34:06.220 so it's it's

00:34:07.600 very reminiscent

00:34:08.800 of like the

00:34:09.920 Bavarian Illuminati 0.55

00:34:11.140 because what they

00:34:11.840 would do is have

00:34:13.040 you kind of give

00:34:13.900 them all the dirt

00:34:14.920 and all the

00:34:15.520 details on yourself

00:34:16.480 have you ever

00:34:16.900 seen the NXIVM

00:34:18.060 cult they did

00:34:18.660 something similar

00:34:19.340 where they'd have

00:34:20.220 you like record

00:34:20.920 you saying something

00:34:21.620 real messed up

00:34:22.560 to all the people

00:34:23.600 that care about you

00:34:24.420 so it's like if

00:34:24.900 you ever leave

00:34:25.560 we'll play you this

00:34:26.680 video to your Nana

00:34:27.780 that's like you

00:34:28.660 know you jerking 0.95

00:34:29.320 off and saying

00:34:29.900 fuck you Nana 1.00

00:34:30.500 so that's what

00:34:32.080 they have on

00:34:32.680 them so really

00:34:33.780 the Bavarian

00:34:34.860 Illuminati had

00:34:35.600 something very

00:34:36.040 similar to that

00:34:36.780 where they had

00:34:37.300 like a whole

00:34:37.820 black book that

00:34:38.400 you voluntarily

00:34:39.000 gave them in

00:34:39.900 exchange to be

00:34:40.640 a member and

00:34:41.780 you could say

00:34:42.340 that this kind

00:34:42.840 of migrated and

00:34:43.780 morphed into the

00:34:44.480 Skull and Bones

00:34:45.200 where now the

00:34:45.680 Skull and Bones

00:34:46.380 in my mind it's

00:34:48.000 probably realistically

00:34:49.160 something similar

00:34:49.980 it's like what's

00:34:50.960 every horrible

00:34:51.760 thing you've ever

00:34:52.360 done so now

00:34:53.360 we've got a record

00:34:54.040 and some dirt on

00:34:54.880 you if they jerk 0.98

00:34:56.360 off or not I

00:34:56.960 don't know it's

00:34:57.260 college you know

00:34:57.960 if they've had

00:34:58.340 some beers like

00:34:59.300 who hasn't jerked 0.57

00:35:00.120 off with other

00:35:00.600 college buddies

00:35:01.240 it's not gay it's 0.99

00:35:02.040 just like part of

00:35:03.320 the college experience

00:35:04.120 bro don't well 1.00

00:35:05.520 oh well yeah maybe

00:35:06.540 you haven't gone

00:35:07.000 through with them

00:35:07.480 but or anyone

00:35:08.460 that's gone through

00:35:09.000 the military like

00:35:09.980 you've been in a

00:35:10.840 room full of naked

00:35:11.700 dudes which is the

00:35:12.440 gayest thing that 1.00

00:35:13.040 could ever happen

00:35:13.740 right 99 oh

00:35:15.860 shout out to uh

00:35:16.880 to Chaney

00:35:17.480 Project Chaney

00:35:18.240 what's going on

00:35:19.280 uh yeah so I

00:35:21.220 think that that

00:35:22.700 brings me into my

00:35:23.320 next question um

00:35:25.040 I I want to

00:35:26.940 know some of

00:35:27.940 the and we

00:35:29.200 can go into

00:35:29.820 hyperbole right

00:35:30.960 we can go to

00:35:31.540 the more extreme

00:35:32.100 versions because

00:35:32.660 that's fun dude

00:35:33.640 uh what are

00:35:35.120 some of the

00:35:35.540 things that you've

00:35:36.200 come to understand

00:35:37.160 uh as as the

00:35:38.760 more egregious

00:35:39.780 uh uh what is

00:35:42.240 it barriers to

00:35:43.180 entry into these

00:35:44.460 secret societies

00:35:45.580 right if if

00:35:46.640 skull and crossbones

00:35:47.760 on the high end

00:35:48.820 uh you have to

00:35:50.480 get penetrated 0.63

00:35:51.600 by a hundred

00:35:52.120 men on the low

00:35:53.180 end it's certainly

00:35:53.800 not zero it

00:35:54.660 couldn't be zero

00:35:55.360 right uh what

00:35:57.000 what other secret

00:35:58.300 societies have a

00:35:59.440 bar for entry that

00:36:00.440 is uh very

00:36:02.000 disturbing I

00:36:03.160 have a question

00:36:03.740 now this is like

00:36:04.780 you might know

00:36:05.740 um what does

00:36:07.400 the anus have 0.94

00:36:08.660 to do with uh

00:36:10.740 thrill oxide because

00:36:12.720 it seems like

00:36:13.200 they're going

00:36:13.600 through this route

00:36:14.360 constantly especially

00:36:15.980 with children so

00:36:17.500 what what do you

00:36:18.920 have any insight

00:36:19.520 into there I

00:36:20.340 don't think

00:36:20.780 anything and

00:36:21.660 and to be honest

00:36:22.520 I'm from what

00:36:23.740 my understanding

00:36:24.400 is that you

00:36:24.880 could get the

00:36:25.460 same quality

00:36:26.640 thrill oxide from

00:36:27.720 a cow as you 0.99

00:36:28.420 could from a

00:36:28.880 person and none

00:36:29.620 of it involves

00:36:30.660 torture or anything

00:36:31.520 like that all you

00:36:32.320 got to do is

00:36:32.760 extract the adrenal

00:36:33.740 gland and that 0.99

00:36:35.100 has all the

00:36:36.060 components you would

00:36:36.700 need all the

00:36:37.000 precursors that

00:36:37.600 would create

00:36:38.160 adrenaline so

00:36:39.120 essentially first

00:36:39.800 you create

00:36:40.380 adrenaline and

00:36:41.620 then you create

00:36:42.460 thrill oxide out of

00:36:43.640 it anyone that's

00:36:44.160 got an epi pen

00:36:44.860 if you I mean

00:36:46.000 they probably have

00:36:47.060 like special

00:36:47.680 chemicals and

00:36:48.260 stuff but the

00:36:48.700 old school

00:36:49.200 epi pens that

00:36:50.460 they were bringing

00:36:50.920 back from world

00:36:51.620 war one they

00:36:53.000 were starting to

00:36:53.520 go bad and 0.84

00:36:54.320 it would go from

00:36:55.060 a clear liquid

00:36:55.880 into like a

00:36:56.660 milky or a

00:36:57.300 pink liquid and

00:36:58.620 the original name

00:36:59.660 for thrill oxide

00:37:00.340 was pink

00:37:01.160 adrenaline because

00:37:02.000 that's literally

00:37:02.460 what it was they

00:37:03.260 had all these

00:37:04.260 stocks of

00:37:05.000 adrenaline

00:37:05.520 epinephrine

00:37:06.640 the other name

00:37:07.160 for it and

00:37:08.100 that just from

00:37:08.720 sitting around

00:37:09.440 too much in

00:37:10.020 the back of

00:37:10.620 you know a

00:37:11.160 tank or whatever

00:37:11.880 the hell they

00:37:12.280 were storing it

00:37:12.900 in it would

00:37:13.760 degrade and

00:37:14.660 that's exactly

00:37:15.300 what happens

00:37:15.740 adrenaline degrades

00:37:16.820 and turns into

00:37:17.780 thrill oxide so

00:37:19.140 people would be

00:37:19.800 you know need an

00:37:20.700 epi pen and

00:37:21.420 they'd shoot

00:37:21.820 themselves up with

00:37:22.820 what they thought

00:37:23.220 was adrenaline

00:37:23.800 they'd get some

00:37:24.860 of that adrenaline

00:37:25.500 but then they'd

00:37:26.240 start tripping out

00:37:26.900 and hallucinating

00:37:27.640 and that's actually

00:37:28.300 where they first

00:37:29.460 started connecting

00:37:30.160 these dots so

00:37:31.620 so a lot of the

00:37:33.500 source for that

00:37:34.320 original epinephrine

00:37:35.340 that turned into

00:37:35.820 the pink adrenaline

00:37:36.460 I mean I don't

00:37:37.500 think that that

00:37:38.120 came from human

00:37:38.980 subjects they just

00:37:39.880 got that stuff from

00:37:40.720 cows and horses and

00:37:41.860 whatever other sort

00:37:43.500 of byproducts from

00:37:44.420 the farming industry

00:37:45.200 because that's

00:37:46.200 what makes

00:37:46.860 adrenaline and

00:37:48.300 thrill oxide so

00:37:50.260 unique is that

00:37:51.280 there's not any

00:37:52.860 other real chemicals

00:37:54.100 that have a

00:37:55.460 universal effect on

00:37:56.720 all other animals

00:37:57.640 that can also be

00:37:58.480 extracted from

00:37:59.160 mammals there's the 0.83

00:38:00.480 butophan or whatever

00:38:02.600 it's called that

00:38:03.120 comes from the

00:38:03.560 frogs that people

00:38:04.400 do like the

00:38:05.280 darts so they

00:38:05.940 like they lick

00:38:06.480 the frog and

00:38:07.100 they trip out and

00:38:07.840 then there's like

00:38:08.440 toxoplasmosis where

00:38:10.000 you like lick a 0.99

00:38:10.560 cat's butt or 0.98

00:38:11.180 whatever right but

00:38:12.540 all of those have

00:38:14.200 way different

00:38:15.120 impact because

00:38:15.900 what's happening

00:38:16.500 with adrenaline

00:38:17.120 and thrill oxide is

00:38:18.180 that's the actual

00:38:18.960 chemical that's meant

00:38:19.900 to do the thing

00:38:20.740 that you're doing so

00:38:22.120 I can take it from

00:38:22.880 me and give it to

00:38:23.800 a cat or I can

00:38:25.000 take a hippopotamus

00:38:26.400 and extract it from

00:38:27.520 that and put it in

00:38:28.600 my body and it all

00:38:29.560 is this like universal

00:38:30.540 substance so I

00:38:32.960 don't want to I

00:38:33.420 don't want to party

00:38:33.940 poop yeah so I

00:38:35.300 don't think that no

00:38:36.380 torturing a kid

00:38:37.380 you're not party

00:38:38.460 pooping I mean

00:38:39.080 you should tell the

00:38:39.700 elites this then

00:38:40.780 well that's what I'm

00:38:41.740 saying though like

00:38:42.340 the the it's like

00:38:43.820 it's not the

00:38:44.260 destination it's the

00:38:45.040 journey right so

00:38:46.060 it's sometimes if

00:38:48.280 it makes more fun

00:38:49.140 if this is indeed

00:38:50.320 linked with

00:38:50.800 schizophrenia and

00:38:51.740 schizophrenia is linked

00:38:52.680 with like speaking

00:38:54.700 with demons then

00:38:56.100 this kind of does

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00:39:23.700 oh like all this butt 0.86

00:39:26.720 stuff and all like the

00:39:27.820 torture that you're

00:39:28.620 doing is literally just

00:39:30.300 insane because you can

00:39:32.060 get it by other means

00:39:32.880 much easily instead

00:39:33.980 you've created like

00:39:34.920 this global blackmail

00:39:37.180 ring to do something

00:39:38.940 that you could have

00:39:39.600 gotten from a cow

00:39:40.440 it's insane

00:39:42.400 there's another aspect

00:39:43.700 to that too so on

00:39:45.520 the whole like let's

00:39:46.660 say it's demons that

00:39:47.740 are latching themselves

00:39:48.680 on to schizophrenia

00:39:49.980 so there's the

00:39:51.080 naturalistic version

00:39:52.080 where it's all

00:39:52.520 chemicals and then

00:39:53.320 the supernatural

00:39:53.760 version where it's

00:39:55.280 all demons it might

00:39:56.580 be somewhere in

00:39:57.320 between those two

00:39:58.260 there's this concept

00:39:59.380 from I think

00:40:00.240 Rosicrucianism which

00:40:01.700 just summarizes it

00:40:03.080 from other sources

00:40:03.780 but that ghosts

00:40:05.520 aren't maybe

00:40:06.460 necessarily like

00:40:07.360 unfinished business

00:40:08.240 but like one example

00:40:09.980 is that you get so

00:40:10.860 attached to your

00:40:11.680 material form that

00:40:13.120 you have like a sex 0.84

00:40:14.080 addiction or you

00:40:14.820 become an alcoholic

00:40:15.720 or a drug addiction

00:40:16.640 when you die and it's

00:40:18.180 time to pass on

00:40:19.180 it's not like you've

00:40:20.180 got unresolved business

00:40:21.420 and you need to go

00:40:21.960 haunt somewhere it's

00:40:22.800 like you're so

00:40:23.800 addicted to alcohol

00:40:24.900 that you can't

00:40:26.360 actually leave the

00:40:27.260 physical realm because

00:40:28.220 leaving the physical

00:40:29.020 realm means you don't

00:40:30.340 ever get to have a

00:40:31.320 sip of alcohol again

00:40:32.360 which sounds silly

00:40:33.740 because it's like if

00:40:34.620 you just leave the

00:40:35.160 physical realm you're

00:40:35.940 just like in the

00:40:37.080 best mood all the

00:40:38.080 time every time

00:40:39.140 right but if you're

00:40:40.260 so addicted to it

00:40:41.360 what'll happen is

00:40:42.440 that that addiction

00:40:43.760 kind of becomes like

00:40:45.420 this anchor so like

00:40:46.660 instead of you

00:40:47.300 oversimplifying it

00:40:48.660 instead of you going

00:40:49.120 to the light and

00:40:50.260 going behind the gate

00:40:51.100 and chilling with all

00:40:51.740 the homies like you 1.00

00:40:53.200 go to a bar and

00:40:54.320 your your ghost soul

00:40:55.740 latches on to another

00:40:57.160 dude that's drinking

00:40:57.960 and now he becomes

00:40:59.500 even more addicted

00:41:00.520 because now you're

00:41:01.600 the monkey on his

00:41:02.280 back and then when

00:41:03.280 he dies you guys

00:41:04.600 latch on to somebody

00:41:05.580 else so and just

00:41:07.160 take any of your

00:41:07.980 vices that have to 0.74

00:41:09.040 do with remaining

00:41:10.500 in the material

00:41:11.340 physical realm so

00:41:12.500 if that's your thing

00:41:13.600 now like it's not

00:41:15.060 just extracting this

00:41:16.460 thing and taking it

00:41:17.380 now it's like what

00:41:18.680 if a demon wanted to

00:41:19.800 experience other

00:41:20.660 things in the

00:41:21.380 physical realm they

00:41:22.440 couldn't in the

00:41:23.560 spiritual or like

00:41:24.320 this metaphorical

00:41:25.040 realm so maybe they

00:41:25.840 just really like

00:41:27.100 murdering children

00:41:28.160 maybe they just

00:41:28.700 really like you

00:41:29.520 know doing these

00:41:30.780 things so they have

00:41:31.680 to use us to do it

00:41:32.700 I like the idea

00:41:34.060 that these some of

00:41:35.900 these ghosts are

00:41:36.420 just meth heads

00:41:37.080 meth heads that

00:41:38.100 just can't let go

00:41:38.800 of meth that's

00:41:39.320 that's incredible

00:41:39.780 but what you were

00:41:41.700 saying earlier

00:41:42.240 about you know

00:41:43.920 we're speculating

00:41:45.560 as to the

00:41:45.960 correlation between

00:41:46.960 schizophrenia and

00:41:49.040 overactive adrenal

00:41:50.640 gland and demons

00:41:53.100 right it's the way

00:41:54.400 I see it you kind

00:41:55.380 of alluded to it

00:41:56.440 there for a moment

00:41:57.020 where you said

00:41:57.640 maybe it's a

00:41:58.480 mixture of both

00:41:59.180 but it's like if

00:42:00.000 the brain really

00:42:00.660 is a receiver of

00:42:01.720 frequency and

00:42:03.680 these entities

00:42:05.680 are reduced from

00:42:07.500 instead of a

00:42:08.040 physical form

00:42:08.680 strictly energetic

00:42:10.160 form and your

00:42:11.620 brain has the

00:42:12.300 capabilities of

00:42:13.440 receiving them but

00:42:15.280 only under the

00:42:16.740 right conditions

00:42:17.420 and maybe these

00:42:18.180 chemicals alter the

00:42:19.660 receiver in some

00:42:20.460 way where then it's

00:42:21.420 more susceptible to

00:42:22.280 taking in things like

00:42:23.180 that so maybe it is a

00:42:24.620 feedback loop right

00:42:25.520 where it's like and

00:42:27.240 over maybe if there

00:42:28.120 is trauma because I

00:42:29.540 would expect that

00:42:30.580 there is a and I

00:42:31.900 can't say this

00:42:32.980 definitively but it

00:42:33.760 sounds reasonable to

00:42:34.580 suggest that there's

00:42:35.820 a link between

00:42:36.740 childhood trauma and

00:42:38.900 future schizophrenia

00:42:39.600 that that doesn't

00:42:41.040 seem like much of a

00:42:41.840 leap right maybe

00:42:43.220 that trauma

00:42:45.860 douses your brain

00:42:47.880 and douses like I

00:42:49.060 understand where

00:42:49.780 where it's coming

00:42:50.420 from it's just

00:42:51.160 pours pours over

00:42:52.160 your brain a bunch

00:42:53.600 of adrenaline and

00:42:55.060 this changes the

00:42:55.840 nature of the

00:42:56.600 receiver and now

00:42:58.080 not only did you

00:42:58.980 have a traumatic

00:42:59.720 experience but the

00:43:01.060 chemical reaction in

00:43:02.000 your brain has now

00:43:02.880 changed the receiver

00:43:03.720 in such a way that

00:43:04.520 you are receptive to

00:43:06.060 these frequencies

00:43:07.020 these entities that

00:43:08.340 are otherwise just

00:43:09.120 energy and frequency

00:43:10.060 and now it is a

00:43:11.980 feedback loop because

00:43:12.780 now they're interacting

00:43:13.580 with you because of

00:43:14.680 the trauma causing

00:43:15.880 more trauma causing

00:43:17.020 more adrenaline causing

00:43:18.220 you to be more

00:43:18.820 receptive to them in

00:43:20.200 their messages or

00:43:20.900 whatever until you

00:43:22.260 know you have some

00:43:23.020 horrifying case my

00:43:24.360 my aunt is you know

00:43:26.720 beyond the pale in a

00:43:28.200 lot of ways she is 1.00

00:43:29.840 full-blown

00:43:30.360 schizophrenic multiple

00:43:31.280 personalities and

00:43:32.720 I've said it before I

00:43:33.520 think on the show but

00:43:34.820 she's been arrested for 0.99

00:43:36.880 climbing the George

00:43:37.960 Washington Bridge she's

00:43:39.620 been arrested for

00:43:41.020 stopping an NJ

00:43:42.140 transit train she was

00:43:43.200 on the news for that

00:43:44.080 you know she's been in

00:43:46.720 and out of institutions

00:43:48.740 and halfway houses all 0.75

00:43:51.360 around New York City

00:43:52.560 basically we were from

00:43:53.640 New Jersey and so she

00:43:54.680 was in the hood of New

00:43:56.220 Jersey in Elizabeth

00:43:57.720 which is a just a

00:43:59.020 terrible place to live

00:43:59.860 and then on the streets

00:44:02.120 of New York but she

00:44:04.320 has told me things when

00:44:06.640 she was okay when she

00:44:07.720 was on meds that you

00:44:09.000 know calmed her down and

00:44:09.980 made her pretty normal

00:44:11.300 for a while of course

00:44:12.100 it's always when they

00:44:12.680 neglect the meds that all

00:44:13.860 of this shit comes

00:44:14.460 rushing back but I

00:44:15.280 think that's probably a

00:44:16.780 double-edged sword right

00:44:17.620 because I remember the

00:44:18.540 way she would describe it

00:44:19.500 was like everything was

00:44:20.420 on mute like her whole

00:44:21.460 life was on mute

00:44:22.320 everything was just

00:44:24.040 kind of smothered and

00:44:25.480 so she wasn't a fan of

00:44:26.560 them and they would

00:44:26.960 bring her some peace

00:44:27.880 she'd be able to

00:44:28.340 interact with her family

00:44:29.080 for some time but I

00:44:30.940 imagine that whatever

00:44:32.320 that experience is life

00:44:33.660 it's still not worth not

00:44:35.700 hearing voices because of

00:44:38.120 you know what it does to

00:44:39.140 your your your quality of

00:44:40.360 life but she would tell

00:44:41.020 me things like she would

00:44:42.780 smell the devil this is

00:44:45.400 one that I've talked

00:44:46.240 about pretty often a

00:44:47.440 horrifying story she was

00:44:49.200 really sort of open about

00:44:51.560 sharing this with me but

00:44:52.500 one of the things she

00:44:53.200 said that stuck with me

00:44:54.160 was that the devil had a

00:44:55.740 particular smell and I

00:44:57.640 don't know if you've

00:44:58.040 ever come across this

00:44:58.840 notion you know being

00:45:01.420 into a cult research and

00:45:03.400 things of that nature but

00:45:04.420 she said that the devil 1.00

00:45:06.760 smelled like sulfur and

00:45:11.200 rotting flesh and

00:45:13.200 throughout my research I

00:45:15.860 find that a lot of people

00:45:17.060 who have run-ins with

00:45:18.180 it's either cryptids

00:45:19.120 aliens alien encounters

00:45:22.480 spirits you know whether

00:45:24.880 it's some sort of demonic

00:45:25.840 entity they will describe

00:45:27.780 a smell associated with it

00:45:29.620 and it's very rare so they

00:45:31.300 won't always describe a

00:45:32.260 smell associated with these

00:45:33.180 encounters but when they

00:45:34.260 do it's putrid sulfuric and

00:45:38.020 I've even heard stories where

00:45:39.280 people claim to have been in

00:45:40.560 the presence of portals

00:45:41.660 opening and that's one of the

00:45:43.140 things they smelled was a

00:45:44.220 putrid rotten sulfuric smell

00:45:45.860 and so I can't help but

00:45:48.360 wonder and and that brings

00:45:50.220 us back to Jerry Marzinski

00:45:51.300 we've been talking a lot

00:45:52.080 about him lately but we are

00:45:53.260 gearing up to have him on

00:45:55.660 soon and so we'll be able

00:45:56.820 to put that to bed but right

00:45:59.440 now it's like this you know

00:46:00.540 this thing in our brain where

00:46:01.720 me and top just keep going

00:46:02.640 back and forth about it

00:46:03.360 because it's incredibly

00:46:03.940 interesting I mean do you

00:46:05.680 want to do you want to get

00:46:07.100 into what happened over the

00:46:08.480 weekend what we what we saw

00:46:10.000 oh yeah I'm actually talking

00:46:13.280 to the person that showed us

00:46:14.540 that to get them to send me

00:46:16.040 the recording so and they've

00:46:18.420 agreed to do that you know

00:46:20.160 they just haven't gotten

00:46:20.740 around to it yet but

00:46:21.680 essentially what happened

00:46:23.060 Tom over the weekend was

00:46:24.200 that we were hanging out

00:46:26.160 with some friends and one

00:46:27.280 of them confided in us

00:46:28.980 unfortunately somebody close

00:46:30.920 to them had passed away of

00:46:32.380 a fentanyl overdose and the

00:46:36.000 roommate of the person who

00:46:37.620 passed away was aware that

00:46:40.360 they were going through it

00:46:41.340 they locked themselves in a

00:46:42.400 room and they didn't quite

00:46:44.080 know that they were

00:46:44.580 overdosing I guess they knew

00:46:45.600 that they were high and they

00:46:47.540 knew that they were alone in

00:46:48.420 that room and they started to

00:46:51.540 hear what sounded like

00:46:52.980 several different voices not

00:46:54.620 in any discernible language but

00:46:56.940 several voices coming from the

00:46:58.460 room and it was horrifying you

00:46:59.980 know it's very much like the

00:47:01.320 exorcist I mean that's the

00:47:02.740 nature a lot of growling and

00:47:04.320 and schizophrenics will do this 0.92

00:47:06.100 too and people who are really

00:47:08.700 high on a lot of shit will do

00:47:09.780 this too people who are you

00:47:11.460 know this was no I suppose

00:47:12.640 like listening to it there it

00:47:14.560 was definitely more than one

00:47:17.500 voice overlapping in two

00:47:19.980 different like pitches one is

00:47:22.460 like a guttural growl and the

00:47:25.280 other one is like you can hear a

00:47:26.380 guy at the same time like

00:47:28.020 whimpering and there's one

00:47:30.080 person in that room and there's

00:47:31.980 people that can do that call it's

00:47:33.240 called dual throating I think well

00:47:35.640 after no you don't die right

00:47:38.880 after but I mean if you're

00:47:40.400 channeling something that could

00:47:41.700 give you a skill that any human

00:47:43.340 could do only if you knew how

00:47:44.700 that you know I mean like it

00:47:45.760 could just be a thing that

00:47:46.880 people do as they get

00:47:48.600 channeled to well I said two

00:47:50.500 voices but David said he heard

00:47:52.620 three and the other person said

00:47:54.320 that there was like three or

00:47:55.220 four but I'm just being like

00:47:56.360 super conservative I'm like more

00:47:58.280 than one this is like a JFK

00:47:59.820 assassination like oh there was

00:48:01.580 three shots there's four shots

00:48:03.140 well so so I thought that I

00:48:05.140 heard three the whimpering guy

00:48:06.940 which I thought I identified as

00:48:08.980 him suffering this is you know

00:48:10.660 obviously heavy speculation right

00:48:12.660 there's no way to know this for

00:48:13.660 certain but what I identified as

00:48:15.540 him suffering there was a a

00:48:17.780 almost an animalistic growl and

00:48:20.580 then there was a voice that

00:48:21.920 sounded just like the little girl

00:48:23.580 from the exorcist like they're

00:48:25.320 fucking your mother's pussy in 1.00

00:48:26.640 hell or whatever the hell she says 1.00

00:48:27.740 it was that kind of a voice and at

00:48:30.520 one point for only like we're

00:48:32.980 talking like five seconds worth

00:48:34.200 there are two voices happening

00:48:36.640 simultaneously over one another

00:48:39.100 and so you know like you said

00:48:40.360 that this this could be a

00:48:41.720 phenomenon that happens when

00:48:43.000 people are channeling and things

00:48:44.200 like that but it was I mean like

00:48:47.420 I felt bad it was happening at

00:48:49.360 top's house that's how I was like

00:48:51.340 I feel bad that we're listening

00:48:52.480 to this on your we had to go

00:48:54.200 outside on his porch and even

00:48:55.640 then I was like this feel it was

00:48:57.100 dark out and shit and I was like

00:48:58.100 this feels fucked up I feel like we 0.97

00:48:59.260 shouldn't be listening to this

00:49:00.140 here but I was stoked I really

00:49:01.440 wanted to hear it and it was and

00:49:02.780 then unfortunately the guy he has

00:49:05.880 enough he doesn't want to record

00:49:07.220 anymore it's so terrifying to him

00:49:08.680 because he's hearing this as well

00:49:09.660 and you can imagine it's probably

00:49:10.940 significantly higher audio quality

00:49:13.360 and there's like shit so there's 0.84

00:49:14.900 shit falling in the in the room

00:49:16.320 it's something it's like a struggle

00:49:18.100 going on in the room and the dude's

00:49:19.840 just recording from the other other

00:49:21.060 side of the door

00:49:21.640 and so he decides to to hightail it

00:49:25.840 out of there because it gets too

00:49:26.920 heavy for him he calls him up one

00:49:28.940 thing leads to another uh they

00:49:30.860 arrive and they find him uh dead in

00:49:32.880 the bathroom so he he ends up

00:49:34.240 overdosing but and this is the last

00:49:36.660 you know noises uh that he made and

00:49:40.300 so it gets us back and forth to this

00:49:43.000 idea of like drug use

00:49:44.700 schizophrenia channeling entities you

00:49:47.920 know dual throating yeah that's

00:49:50.180 a rough paraphrase of that I'll have to

00:49:53.980 find the real word but dual

00:49:55.360 throating is cooler to say that's

00:49:57.300 what all the kids are saying I like

00:49:59.000 that one but you know there to me

00:50:00.920 it's it seems like we have a very um

00:50:04.840 where the medical industry is too

00:50:07.120 prideful maybe to admit that they

00:50:09.560 don't have a good handle on what

00:50:11.180 schizophrenia is schizophrenia is a sort

00:50:13.900 of a scattershot of you know it's like

00:50:16.280 birdshot it hits all kinds of

00:50:17.860 different things um and they're all

00:50:19.880 category categorized as the same thing

00:50:21.780 and then they just sort of drug these

00:50:23.120 people into oblivion because at least

00:50:25.640 if we don't understand it we can subdue

00:50:27.980 them and make them less of a danger I

00:50:29.740 suppose to other people uh but our

00:50:31.920 understanding of it is is horrible

00:50:33.620 well before you even get into the

00:50:37.420 schizophrenia they used to call it

00:50:39.420 dementia praecox and dementia

00:50:41.400 praecox it was like if you had any

00:50:43.200 mental issue at all then you were

00:50:45.580 schizophrenic or you you had this

00:50:47.020 dementia praecox thing and and it was

00:50:49.100 only over time and they would also

00:50:50.720 throw criminals in here they would just

00:50:52.140 say if you've got a propensity to do

00:50:54.720 crime then you're clearly insane you 0.66

00:50:57.000 clearly have something wrong with your

00:50:58.340 brain so you're going to the same

00:51:00.780 place as this dude that's like talking

00:51:02.820 to people all the time you might be in

00:51:04.360 different wings but you're in the same

00:51:05.820 sort of facility and they would do the

00:51:08.060 same thing for kids that like wouldn't

00:51:09.460 pay attention in class or that had what

00:51:11.720 you would I guess call now is like

00:51:13.160 ADHD what they would do to those kids

00:51:15.480 back in the day where like Ritalin and

00:51:17.700 all of these other drugs came from is

00:51:19.500 they would just give them meth and like

00:51:21.220 it was straight up just meth and the

00:51:23.580 kids would damn actually at FanDuel

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00:51:53.120 better on on a little bit of math right

00:51:55.580 they also did some alcohol studies where

00:51:57.740 they would send kids like to do things

00:52:00.360 drunk and they would follow you know

00:52:02.460 kids that were like you know criminally

00:52:04.260 minded and see what they would kind of

00:52:06.520 get up to and that was all being

00:52:08.380 grouped into the same thing as if you

00:52:09.880 had sort of like schizophrenia or

00:52:12.460 dementia like a number of these

00:52:13.780 different ailments and then you

00:52:14.980 mentioned that your aunt also showed

00:52:17.520 multiple personality disorder which is

00:52:20.060 MPD or disassociative identity sort of

00:52:22.320 DID there's a million different names

00:52:24.600 for it now like people keep getting

00:52:26.360 offended and they change people people

00:52:28.200 overlap schizophrenia with that multiple

00:52:30.460 personality disorder kind of like a

00:52:32.160 what's that called um so when someone

00:52:35.360 has Tourette's they think that they just

00:52:37.060 like curse out loud but that's actually

00:52:38.380 something else that's associated with it

00:52:40.620 that's very rare to be associated with it

00:52:42.540 but it's the fun it's the fun version of it

00:52:44.700 though and if when I was a kid I thought

00:52:46.940 it was the same thing I thought

00:52:48.020 schizophrenia and multiple personality

00:52:49.720 disorder were the same thing like I

00:52:51.560 didn't it took me a long time to realize

00:52:53.180 like you can be so when I was hearing

00:52:55.220 like oh so-and-so is schizophrenic I'm

00:52:57.340 thinking like my aunt it's not the same

00:52:59.180 thing though uh and then bipolar gets

00:53:01.640 wrapped up in there as well and man it

00:53:04.340 just kind of shows me like man because a

00:53:06.500 lot of those are so a lot a lot of what

00:53:08.040 you're describing like your aunt for

00:53:09.980 example like she she circled indeed it 0.52

00:53:13.080 was like all of the above right so yes

00:53:15.180 yeah the the bipolar and manic depression

00:53:17.760 I'm not a doctor and this is all like

00:53:20.440 very oversimplified but bipolar manic

00:53:21.980 depression are I think very similar

00:53:23.700 except on like a time scale so bipolar

00:53:26.340 means from moment to moment I could be

00:53:28.800 like this like I could be in good mood

00:53:30.440 bad mood good mood bad mood you know

00:53:31.740 happy sad and like at the flick of a

00:53:33.960 wrist essentially if you do like manic

00:53:36.580 depressive it's sort of the same but

00:53:38.980 stretch that timeline out it's not

00:53:40.540 moment to moment it's almost like day to

00:53:42.380 day or event to event so when you're

00:53:44.840 manic it's like I'm gonna write a book

00:53:46.980 I'm gonna shoot a movie I'm gonna paint

00:53:48.640 a mural like I'm gonna you know I'm

00:53:50.480 gonna start a hundred projects and then

00:53:52.500 like a week or a month later it's just

00:53:54.340 like man I'm no good I'm like I suck I'm 0.83

00:53:57.500 not gonna call anyone back why does

00:53:59.100 anyone even want to talk to me and if

00:54:00.880 you consistently go through those ups and

00:54:03.060 downs on like a moment to moment you

00:54:05.880 might be bipolar you probably know that

00:54:07.480 by now or other people probably know

00:54:08.980 that if you're manic depressive some

00:54:11.240 people are like oh it's just that time

00:54:13.060 of the year when I get you know sad or

00:54:15.260 when I get happy but if it's consistent

00:54:17.280 enough that there's like you could draw

00:54:18.940 like a pattern then that might imply

00:54:21.620 like mania so then you were saying that

00:54:24.080 your aunt um almost like goes through

00:54:26.140 these modes but when she's on her meds

00:54:28.400 that everything's like muted so if you

00:54:30.240 look at like an audio signal right if

00:54:32.280 you get like a raw uncompressed audio

00:54:34.060 signal that's kind of what the waveform

00:54:36.300 looks like it's all over the place it gets

00:54:38.040 really high it gets really low but then

00:54:39.940 when you want to like present it you

00:54:42.020 will do some compression so usually

00:54:44.020 you'll squish it down so instead of the

00:54:45.380 highs and lows like everything will be

00:54:47.520 reduced a little bit and then you can

00:54:49.200 raise the like I'm not going to get into

00:54:50.720 like the audio thing but the actual

00:54:52.500 compression aspect before you add gain

00:54:54.520 back to it it's actually reducing the

00:54:56.720 lows like the lowest lows and the highest

00:54:58.780 highs to bring in sort of a more average

00:55:01.520 bandwidth between everything that's kind

00:55:03.720 of what you're describing so like the

00:55:06.080 manic depressives like being manic might

00:55:10.320 actually feel great because it's like I

00:55:12.180 can do 500 projects I'm Superman let's do

00:55:14.580 this you know like it's not realistic but

00:55:16.760 it feels great to do that and then when

00:55:18.960 you get on the other side like it probably

00:55:21.100 sucks to be on the very far depressed

00:55:22.700 side but as you come back up that

00:55:24.260 incredible dopamine release so now imagine

00:55:26.900 you don't get that fun mania and you

00:55:29.020 don't get that fun dopamine release you

00:55:31.080 just kind of stay in this plateau all the

00:55:32.720 time that's that mute button that she's 1.00

00:55:35.080 kind of describing you really you

00:55:36.860 describe you're describing Hitler man

00:55:39.020 because he's like yeah we're gonna

00:55:40.100 fucking take over Europe we're gonna

00:55:41.680 wear fucking Dior we're gonna be

00:55:44.060 flying he's like oh this is gonna kill

00:55:46.000 myself yeah he's like he crashes and

00:55:49.180 he's like you know what stop feeding

00:55:50.340 these Jews like bring them out to the 0.99

00:55:52.780 field it's like damn man you were doing 0.89

00:55:54.900 so good what happened could have just

00:55:56.820 given some Zoloft and it might have been

00:55:58.460 it might have been all good avoid this

00:56:00.200 whole thing I'm not gonna lie though

00:56:02.280 you're I'm fucking sitting over here

00:56:04.000 you're describing this this is you're

00:56:05.320 describing me like I thought that

00:56:07.380 everybody had big like I have cycles

00:56:10.300 that I go through yearly I found

00:56:12.100 recently that they are like instead of

00:56:16.660 contracting they're they're expanding so

00:56:19.080 it's like where it used to be a really

00:56:20.540 tight predictable wave like I know I'm

00:56:22.100 gonna be like this for part of the year

00:56:23.240 and like this for the other part of the

00:56:24.380 year it was like a four to six month

00:56:25.880 cycle or something like that now it's

00:56:27.740 stretching out and becoming much more

00:56:29.520 consistent you know what keeps it away

00:56:32.040 this like if I don't create if I'm not

00:56:35.360 making a show I like my self-worth

00:56:38.180 plummets even if I have like a good job

00:56:40.140 and I'm doing good if I'm not creating

00:56:41.660 and I'm not like putting out content

00:56:43.160 that's why I've been doing like top

00:56:44.920 nose I've been doing content for like

00:56:46.380 six seven years it's what I found that

00:56:49.220 that quiets it and if I don't do

00:56:52.240 something like that it's like I just

00:56:53.980 have my my brain does a really good I

00:56:56.740 think it's a good thing it feels like

00:56:57.920 a good thing of like connecting dots

00:57:00.180 and all this other shit you is my mom 1.00

00:57:01.820 used to worry that I was gonna be

00:57:02.860 paranoid we I used to have well I guess

00:57:05.060 I still do have ADHD they put me on

00:57:06.960 Adderall when I was a kid but I

00:57:09.100 experienced the mute and also the

00:57:10.920 thickening like your boy got fucking oh 1.00

00:57:12.880 no it was the opposite I was fat as

00:57:14.460 shit and then I took Adderall dropped

00:57:16.680 all the weight and then but I became

00:57:18.400 like essentially depressed and I became

00:57:21.040 a I had to go to scared straight so the

00:57:23.380 scared the fuck out of here because I got

00:57:24.720 we gotta find that video like you say I

00:57:26.600 had to like well I did have to so what

00:57:30.380 happened was when they put me on Adderall

00:57:32.100 I became incredibly irritable and I got

00:57:33.840 into a lot of fights like and Ashley was

00:57:37.140 like the summer of eighth grade going into

00:57:39.560 high school I wasn't going to go to high

00:57:42.560 school because I had been in 13 fights

00:57:44.340 in eighth grade and the reason was is

00:57:47.240 because I was on Adderall and I was

00:57:48.440 incredibly irritable and if anybody did

00:57:50.000 anything to me you know it was like it

00:57:52.080 was on and I ended up going to like

00:57:56.080 Broadway State Prison which was you know

00:57:58.500 New Jersey State Prison and it was the

00:58:01.620 only way that I was gonna pass the thing

00:58:02.960 and man it was like it was this would

00:58:05.220 have been 2000 and I'm sorry 2003 yeah

00:58:10.080 2003 and they they were definitely like

00:58:13.860 hitting you this is before it was a show

00:58:15.420 you know like on the show they didn't hit

00:58:18.200 these kids when we went they hit us like

00:58:21.120 they fucked us up they had a show in like 0.99

00:58:23.240 the 90s too yeah I bet you they hit him

00:58:26.020 on that one I bet him I bet you back in

00:58:27.780 the day it was an MTV show if I'm not

00:58:29.580 mistaken well it's good entertainment

00:58:31.940 dude like it was it was on Jerry Springer

00:58:33.760 dude there was one where it's just this

00:58:36.040 big guy comes out and just like hold my

00:58:37.660 pocket and that's the whole show is he's

00:58:39.460 got this little kid like holding his 0.75

00:58:41.460 pocket and like walking around yeah okay I

00:58:44.200 I don't know what I can say on here uh uh

00:58:47.640 did you have a hundred guys jizz in your 0.88

00:58:50.100 face no no 95 and they pissed on me sorry

00:58:53.060 95 I'm gonna say sag it so so Bob sag it

00:58:57.220 so uh so they would pull their pocket

00:58:59.300 inside out and they'd make like the one

00:59:01.060 dude one one big fat kid hold his pocket

00:59:03.740 because he was laughing he thought it was

00:59:04.860 funny and he's like hold my pocket you

00:59:08.060 fat sag it ass cracker but sag it means

00:59:10.860 something different and and the kid would

00:59:12.540 be like okay and he'd hold his pocket and

00:59:14.380 then the guy would start pacing back and

00:59:16.000 forth and telling a story when I was in

00:59:18.340 the streets I was in the park I saw an

00:59:20.540 old lady her purse was out I decided I

00:59:22.480 was gonna rob that bitch and then he 1.00

00:59:24.240 would stop walking and the kid would let 0.66

00:59:26.220 go of the pocket and he'd turn around and

00:59:28.440 slap him in front of everybody go I told

00:59:30.640 you to hold my pocket you fat sag it ass 0.99

00:59:33.700 cracker like it was the best shit it was

00:59:36.480 a bonding experience but you better not

00:59:37.760 laugh dude because then you're holding

00:59:39.120 the pocket I didn't laugh at I was such a

00:59:41.720 bitch they hit me one time because I 1.00

00:59:43.680 didn't they said uh they put us all in

00:59:46.060 line right I was 13 bro they put us in

00:59:48.520 line and they said get dick to ass to the 1.00

00:59:51.180 dude in front of you like that's how they

00:59:52.680 want you to be like you got to press

00:59:53.840 him against him yeah and and the dude in

00:59:56.300 front of me was a big I'll never forget

00:59:57.780 Shane Andre right big black dude fat ass

01:00:00.360 right and it was like on my chest because

01:00:02.680 this was like everybody was going through

01:00:03.920 growth spurts mine never hit so his his ass 0.98

01:00:06.300 was just on my chest and all I did was

01:00:08.360 like back up and look at it you know

01:00:10.480 precariously or whatever and fucking this 0.97

01:00:12.460 dude like yanked me out of line and all I

01:00:14.900 remember is him saying I said dick to ass

01:00:18.040 and he went wow and hit me one time and it

01:00:20.160 was I just fucking I was like sobbing and he 0.97

01:00:22.700 shoved me back against the wall and then for

01:00:24.600 the rest of the time I was attached to that

01:00:28.360 dude it didn't work though I went to fucking 0.96

01:00:29.900 jail after that and all kinds of shit if

01:00:32.200 anything I think it makes you um it gives

01:00:34.940 you like this story you go back to school and

01:00:36.700 you have like the yeah I was in fucking 0.98

01:00:38.300 prison bit and then everybody thinks it's

01:00:40.060 cool and so it just only gets worse it did

01:00:42.340 not work at all but yeah so uh it's just

01:00:45.220 funny because as I feel like I'm learning a

01:00:47.400 lot about myself and my family through this

01:00:49.540 podcast because that was that's very much

01:00:51.820 me like I have these these nothing in life

01:00:55.080 for me is consistent and I I think like oh

01:00:57.760 it's it's just my it's my cycles like yeah

01:01:00.980 this is I'm 33 years old I just know that

01:01:03.060 about myself like I go but I thought that

01:01:04.720 was everybody I thought like everybody just

01:01:06.800 kind of went through uh well I think I think

01:01:08.800 it is everyone because no one is just like

01:01:10.680 the the same flat line their whole lives but

01:01:12.920 some people have way higher highs and way

01:01:15.500 lower lows than other people and then some

01:01:17.540 people can predict it better than others you

01:01:20.120 know like if you've actually got the

01:01:21.860 advantage even if the highs and the lows

01:01:24.260 are crazy if you can somehow predict it and

01:01:26.920 be like oh I feel like this might be around

01:01:29.440 the time of year that I'm gonna get into my

01:01:31.420 manic phase or to my depressing phase you

01:01:33.980 might not be able to like stop that phase

01:01:35.800 from happening but you could be like let's

01:01:37.840 not start a hundred projects like maybe it's

01:01:40.060 just that thing that happens and let's just

01:01:42.540 start like one or two projects and keep and

01:01:44.740 the same thing on like the the depressive

01:01:46.540 part you just remind yourself to like okay

01:01:49.420 this has never in my entire life has never

01:01:52.040 lasted forever I always come out of this so

01:01:54.840 there's no reason to think that this won't

01:01:56.400 also be something that I come out of so just

01:01:59.300 knowing your own patterns and knowing that

01:02:01.960 can help you out but like I don't know of

01:02:04.020 any like if you read some Albert Hoffman

01:02:06.000 stuff he would he would say that some

01:02:07.980 people had like weird chemical deficiencies

01:02:10.720 where if they ate an apple they would start

01:02:12.540 tripping and turn into a schizophrenic 0.53

01:02:14.260 immediately because of the folic acid and a

01:02:16.780 whole bunch of other you know different

01:02:18.080 variations that there are some people on

01:02:20.200 this planet that are just constantly

01:02:21.620 tripping but all it would take is take

01:02:23.840 like a little niacin every day and then

01:02:25.740 bam the problem goes away immediately yeah this

01:02:28.340 is this is like the route that my wife has

01:02:30.200 been exploring because she was a well she 0.99

01:02:32.840 still is a registered nurse in western

01:02:34.660 medicine but the idea of supplementation

01:02:37.400 and not just supplementation but like

01:02:39.440 finding what you're actually deficient in

01:02:41.740 you know and she's she's gone down that 0.97

01:02:44.480 route even even to like the extreme of

01:02:46.860 like she went gluten-free for a long time and

01:02:48.920 it does free your mind like whether it be

01:02:52.260 the bacteria in our gut or the chemicals

01:02:54.240 and whatever kind of bullshit process goy

01:02:56.300 slap that they're feeding us this does

01:02:58.380 affect us all the time because I feel the

01:03:00.540 same way sometimes I'll wake up and I'll

01:03:02.340 be like but but I'm more cognizant of it

01:03:04.700 now before where I guess I would get like

01:03:06.660 frustrated or like be confused now I wake

01:03:09.440 up and I say oh shit like I feel like I'm

01:03:12.800 gonna I'm going through a funk but I'm

01:03:15.400 aware you know I don't know why nothing

01:03:17.840 really happened but I'm aware of it and if

01:03:20.100 you're aware of it then you'd be like okay

01:03:21.520 well you know things are just going to be

01:03:24.040 a little bit more down don't feel like

01:03:26.300 don't feel like everything around you is

01:03:28.180 crashing get through it and then you're

01:03:30.220 back running and guess what you get through

01:03:32.720 it and I'm back fucking running again the

01:03:35.100 next couple days or however long it is

01:03:36.620 it's not like see for me it's not seasonal

01:03:38.900 for me it's like random so I guess I am

01:03:41.740 manic depressive too I'm learning about

01:03:43.180 myself thank you very much this might not

01:03:45.620 be the best analogy but it's like here's

01:03:48.320 here's the difference between like crazy

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01:04:25.000 like you go to let out a fart and it's a 0.56

01:04:27.520 little bit more than you ordered and you

01:04:30.180 get out and you start walking around and

01:04:32.400 just going through your normal daily life

01:04:34.080 if you were like completely oblivious to

01:04:36.440 this and other people are noticing it

01:04:37.920 they're laughing and they're pointing and

01:04:39.120 stuff and you still just like keep on

01:04:41.200 living your life and that's crazy don't

01:04:42.880 even at least acknowledge it you're kind

01:04:44.200 of crazy right if you get out of the car

01:04:46.200 and you're like okay I still shit my 0.85

01:04:48.340 pants but I know that I shit my pants

01:04:50.500 and you kind of shimmy around and people

01:04:52.120 see that you're acting like you know

01:04:53.960 you try to get to the pants store you

01:04:56.260 know like you're looking for the yeah

01:04:58.300 that's normal but well and it's and it's

01:05:00.980 normal at a level that your brain it's

01:05:02.700 not just like logic like your brain is

01:05:04.540 seeing like that dude is acting like he

01:05:06.580 doesn't know that he shit his pants when

01:05:08.140 it's clearly odd like I can smell it I

01:05:09.820 can see it how does he not feel it so

01:05:12.000 again silly analogy here but it's kind of

01:05:14.760 the same thing where if like you wake up

01:05:17.660 and you shit the bed or you shit your 0.99

01:05:19.320 pants like you'd be like okay this is a

01:05:21.460 day that I shit my pants let me just

01:05:23.600 live accordingly maybe I'll go take a

01:05:25.300 shower and change or whatever but if you

01:05:26.980 get out and you don't even realize it

01:05:28.540 and you go and live your day now it's

01:05:30.500 just like it turns into a horrible

01:05:32.120 feedback loop because now people are

01:05:33.440 going to treat you differently because

01:05:34.820 they're like this guy is fucking insane

01:05:37.100 this is a great analogy this is a fan I

01:05:39.520 don't know if you know this fantastic

01:05:40.820 analogy because it is like that like

01:05:42.480 you're smelling like shit and other 1.00

01:05:44.460 people will tell like my wife would

01:05:46.400 tell me she'd be like what's wrong

01:05:47.440 with you you know and I just felt like

01:05:48.940 I'm just feeling like like down but

01:05:51.060 I'm gonna you know and I'll I even let

01:05:53.280 her know because she'll pick up on it

01:05:54.680 but it's like yeah if I shit my pants 0.50

01:05:56.260 she'd be like you smell like shit like 1.00

01:05:58.320 what's going on and I'm like what do

01:06:00.340 you mean what are you fucking doing I

01:06:02.420 mean you could also just be like she

01:06:04.100 was like oh you're smelling like extra

01:06:05.960 pungent today but yeah I know I stink I

01:06:08.220 haven't showered for a couple of days

01:06:09.740 it's like oh you know you're nasty

01:06:11.100 dirty but if you're like what are you

01:06:12.720 talking about it smell great like I

01:06:13.860 haven't I haven't showered in weeks

01:06:15.260 but there's no reason that I should

01:06:16.520 like now it's like oh you're

01:06:18.300 it's just shit it's natural yeah well

01:06:21.960 now you're starting to go crazy well

01:06:23.980 you know to tie these two things

01:06:25.700 together shitting your pants and and 0.99

01:06:27.480 what top was saying about you know

01:06:29.860 goi food and what they're feeding us

01:06:31.520 and how you know you can really remedy

01:06:33.600 a lot of this shit and then we'll hop 0.60

01:06:35.680 off this afterwards because I do have

01:06:36.800 a question that I think is really

01:06:37.960 interesting for Tom but for a while I

01:06:42.300 was I realized I couldn't eat carbs

01:06:44.020 like simple carbs would would make me

01:06:45.580 crash like unbelievably hard and so I

01:06:48.300 started doing the the meat only thing

01:06:50.960 and I wanted to do a challenge and I I

01:06:53.020 did meat only for a month and I pulled

01:06:54.900 it off but it wasn't without having to

01:06:59.460 shit on the floor in public a couple of

01:07:02.620 times and one time in particular I was

01:07:05.620 with my son and I went to my buddy's

01:07:09.380 house and he said hey I'm not there

01:07:10.720 yet I'll be there in like 20 minutes

01:07:12.080 and I said it's fine we lived in a nice

01:07:13.880 apartment complex I figured we'd walk

01:07:15.340 around and it's a lot of trees and and

01:07:17.860 kind of it was just a pretty place so me

01:07:20.500 and my son are walking through this

01:07:21.600 apartment complex taking in the view and

01:07:23.920 all sudden it hits me and when it hits

01:07:25.040 me it would hit me like lightning dude

01:07:26.620 and so I have to like suddenly I'm

01:07:29.080 squeezing his hand he's like can you why

01:07:30.820 are you squeezing my hand I'm like I'm

01:07:31.880 sorry I have to release his hand and

01:07:33.140 like shake my hands out and I'm like

01:07:35.140 you know just manically running around

01:07:37.060 this apartment complex looking for some

01:07:38.900 place to publicly shit yeah like to 0.67

01:07:42.400 publicly shit dude and and my son's 0.72

01:07:44.640 like where are we going and I'm like

01:07:45.540 don't worry about it and I'm going like

01:07:46.800 I'm gritting my teeth they're about to

01:07:47.860 shatter and I can see in the distance

01:07:49.580 there's a there's a construction dumpster

01:07:53.240 and so I start waddling over there real

01:07:55.700 quick and he's like where are we going

01:07:57.200 you know he's old enough to be

01:07:58.120 frustrated at least and I'm like don't

01:08:00.400 worry about it just just just come with

01:08:01.900 me we get there what's nice is we find

01:08:03.800 several twenty dollar bills on the way

01:08:05.060 there we found about eighty dollars

01:08:06.420 so this is a weird story I know dude

01:08:09.540 we found about eighty dollars up to go

01:08:11.440 shit behind this dumpster and as we get

01:08:13.400 there my kid doesn't know what's going

01:08:14.500 on I'm just like look twenty dollars

01:08:15.780 look twenty dollars look twenty dollars

01:08:17.380 we scoop it all up he's like this is

01:08:19.280 amazing we finally get there and I'm

01:08:21.000 like turn around and he's like what do

01:08:22.460 you mean I'm gonna go

01:08:23.060 and give me the twenty dollars I gotta

01:08:26.780 wipe my ass and I just drop my pants 0.99

01:08:29.720 and and just spray shit into a puddle 0.85

01:08:32.120 and then to move on to when I was

01:08:37.360 functioning at my highest probably last

01:08:40.700 summer a diet of meat mostly beef raw

01:08:45.780 organic honey dairy but like raw milk a

01:08:49.860 lot of Greek yogurt organic Greek yogurt

01:08:52.360 sweet potatoes and a lot of fruit not only

01:08:56.620 was I in fantastic shape and not shitting

01:08:58.800 my pants but I was functioning at an

01:09:01.780 incredibly high level intellectually like

01:09:03.740 I was goal oriented able to smash through

01:09:07.440 every I was in the backyard in the sunlight

01:09:09.440 in Florida doing kettlebell swings like as

01:09:12.100 a daily routine and also eating like a

01:09:15.480 champion and taking care of all I mean I

01:09:18.360 had a list of things that I wanted to get

01:09:20.080 done like I'm gonna move my life from New

01:09:22.340 Jersey to Florida and I'm gonna crush all

01:09:24.540 these goals a week after I arrived I

01:09:27.060 started a high-paying job a month and a

01:09:29.380 half after I arrived I closed on my first

01:09:31.240 house like every massive thing that I

01:09:33.720 wanted to do I was taking it off the list

01:09:35.540 and then I've noticed since then like my

01:09:37.660 diet is is suffered I think it's because I

01:09:39.680 do the show and it kind of threw me into

01:09:40.880 chaos I didn't know where everything was

01:09:42.160 going so I put everything else on the

01:09:44.100 back burner and I'm like let's get this

01:09:45.540 podcast rolling and then once I enter some

01:09:47.640 routine I can go back to those things but

01:09:49.080 I've noticed that my brain doesn't

01:09:50.900 function the same way and shout out to JC in

01:09:52.780 the chat who said B12 deficiency I take

01:09:57.060 two B12 things a day I don't experience 0.96

01:09:59.300 that that crash necessarily anymore where

01:10:01.940 I'm about to fall asleep on my feet at

01:10:03.740 work it's it's yeah there you go boom I'm

01:10:05.800 serious I think there's like really

01:10:07.340 something to the B12 a lot of vitamins I

01:10:09.320 think are kind of shit honestly but B12

01:10:12.480 seems to be something that is actually

01:10:14.320 really important so I take two B12s every

01:10:16.280 morning so that I don't nearly fall

01:10:18.160 asleep on my feet predictably at 1230 to

01:10:20.760 about two o'clock it's a nightmare and I'm

01:10:22.680 gonna I'm gonna sleep on the the bathroom

01:10:24.560 floor of a shop but to get off all that

01:10:27.940 crazy shit I wanted to ask you paranoid

01:10:30.680 because you you know one I want to know

01:10:34.120 how it is that you got into all of this

01:10:37.240 like you are for folks who don't know you

01:10:40.200 are you have your hands in some of the

01:10:42.620 coolest shit like sometimes I feel like

01:10:45.440 there's an inner child in me who wants all

01:10:48.760 these different things right I want like

01:10:50.680 occult action figures I want hell yeah

01:10:53.260 conspiracy theory comic books you are

01:10:56.040 doing all of this like every once in a

01:10:58.520 while you'll show me something that

01:10:59.620 you're working on I know you just did

01:11:01.540 the chaos twins with Sam Tripoli where

01:11:05.780 it's a comic book series that is about to

01:11:08.440 be released the first issue is going to

01:11:09.680 come out I believe it's January and it's

01:11:12.480 about his kids and they're they're

01:11:14.300 fighting essentially cryptids and and

01:11:16.360 different like occult conspiracy things

01:11:18.960 and reptilians and all that you know

01:11:20.860 that Kickstarter is kicking ass man you

01:11:22.780 guys are on fire it's been blowing up

01:11:25.720 yeah this is good I'm hoping this is like

01:11:27.760 the turn into getting into more

01:11:29.600 mainstream and getting stuff in shops I

01:11:32.680 think so and I can see it's like it's

01:11:34.480 all coming over this hill right now and

01:11:36.780 and every time you talk to me you show

01:11:38.880 me something unbelievably awesome that

01:11:40.860 you're working on and for you to be so

01:11:43.280 immersed in this and and not only that

01:11:45.220 incredibly knowledgeable you've done

01:11:46.680 your homework for a long time and it

01:11:48.800 shows not only in in your rhetoric but

01:11:51.340 also in your products like your

01:11:52.580 products are accurate as far as the the

01:11:56.120 content and so I'd like to know let's

01:11:59.900 first start with like how how the hell

01:12:02.020 dude like what what what set you on this

01:12:04.640 path like what was the first fucking 0.94

01:12:06.060 thing that you were like because it's

01:12:07.420 all snowballed into the most insane shit

01:12:09.340 ever

01:12:09.620 I mean I joke around there might be

01:12:12.740 some truth to this but it's like all

01:12:14.420 like everyone with kids listening you

01:12:16.800 know close the ears but you find out

01:12:19.420 Santa Claus isn't real and you're like

01:12:21.120 wait my parents were in on this shit

01:12:22.940 wait my grandparents were on this shit

01:12:25.320 my teacher like everybody in my life

01:12:28.360 that's an authority figure was in on

01:12:30.360 this and in you know retrospect it's

01:12:32.580 for like good reasons but I think that

01:12:35.840 kind of mentality just throws you in a

01:12:37.600 spin and the next big one was like dare I

01:12:40.040 remember fifth grade and we went

01:12:41.820 through the dare program and they had

01:12:43.180 all the like you know if you do this

01:12:44.660 drug you'll start murdering people and

01:12:46.340 you'll be a rapist and you're just like

01:12:47.840 like if you if you smoke weed you turn

01:12:49.780 to a criminal and you're in jail within

01:12:51.160 a week essentially and like all of all

01:12:53.840 of the different lies that you learn as a

01:12:56.100 kid right and I think that at a certain

01:12:58.300 age like all of those lies just all kind

01:13:01.040 of like got disproved at once and then

01:13:03.780 it was just like I don't believe anybody

01:13:05.140 about anything anymore period I don't

01:13:07.220 believe books I don't believe TV I

01:13:08.540 believe my parents will leave my

01:13:09.420 teachers none of it and it was also at

01:13:11.900 an age where one of my friends had like

01:13:13.520 the internet and man in the early days

01:13:15.560 of the internet if you just went like

01:13:17.600 randomly browsing you would find some

01:13:19.900 weird niche you know theories out there

01:13:22.240 so I found out Bavarian Illuminati and I

01:13:24.800 found out about Skull and Bones and all

01:13:26.560 this stuff as like I don't know 12 or

01:13:28.760 13 surfing the internet and there was

01:13:31.180 even that card game remember Steve

01:13:32.440 um is it Steve Jackson the Illuminati

01:13:35.080 card game that's supposed to be like

01:13:36.360 all prophetic and all these like I got

01:13:38.620 the whole set I had the set when I was

01:13:40.500 like 12 or 13 so I don't know what it

01:13:43.260 was about the mid 90s was just like

01:13:45.820 perfect for anyone that wanted to get

01:13:47.720 into conspiracy culture before it was

01:13:50.360 all like modern like I'm a hipster

01:13:52.320 conspiracy theorist before it was like

01:13:53.960 got left wing with the Occupy

01:13:55.920 movement and then before it turned to

01:13:57.400 right wing with you know Sandy and and

01:14:00.400 Trump and everything before that it was

01:14:02.680 like nonpartisan it was just for

01:14:04.460 weirdos and paranoids and like both

01:14:07.700 sides of the political spectrum looked

01:14:09.640 down on conspiracy theorists but now

01:14:11.520 it's a little different now it's been

01:14:12.680 like co-opted yeah I think you're right 0.98

01:14:15.260 yeah I remember dabbling it dabbling in

01:14:18.280 that in that in that time frame but

01:14:19.960 never going as deep as maybe that you

01:14:22.340 have and I sort of wish that I did

01:14:24.340 because there's a lot of stuff on the

01:14:25.900 internet like you know right now we'll

01:14:27.940 be like I got to go to Google DuckDuckGo

01:14:29.840 to search for Illuminati secrets you're

01:14:32.220 never going to find anything before

01:14:33.740 it's like go to this website and that

01:14:35.200 website will tell you to go to another

01:14:36.720 website and then you'll fucking talk to 0.95

01:14:38.540 some dude in the chat room he's like no

01:14:39.780 no go to this website yeah nothing is

01:14:42.540 like yeah I've gone that far but yeah

01:14:46.020 now I feel like I know I didn't do this

01:14:49.480 with Bitcoin I wish I did but I feel like

01:14:51.240 if conspiracy theories were Bitcoin like

01:14:53.280 I got in at the ground floor because I

01:14:55.380 got I got stacks of books behind me that

01:14:57.660 I just remember buying on a whim because

01:14:59.260 it was like I don't know eight bucks or

01:15:00.980 ten bucks for some random book and now

01:15:03.200 I go and find it yeah do I go to Amazon

01:15:05.240 it's like six hundred dollars for this

01:15:07.000 thing like it's not that good of a book

01:15:08.560 you know but they're so rare and I think

01:15:11.040 it really was like before conspiracy

01:15:13.580 theories got co-opted by like mainstream

01:15:15.960 essentially like no one cared about I

01:15:18.240 literally was in the early 2000s every

01:15:21.320 day I would just make it part of my

01:15:22.960 routine go to eBay and search for a

01:15:24.600 bohemian club and search for a bohemian

01:15:26.320 grove and then I would search for

01:15:28.040 individual camp names like Mandalay

01:15:30.000 camp Mandalay is like one of the

01:15:32.380 highest ones in there and as an example

01:15:34.740 there'd be people that like their

01:15:37.020 grandpa would die and they'd have an

01:15:38.740 estate sale and the stuff that was

01:15:40.220 left over they'd put on eBay and they

01:15:42.420 didn't realize that bohemian club or

01:15:44.360 bohemian grove stuff was worth

01:15:45.520 anything because it really wasn't worth

01:15:47.180 anything so they were just listed as

01:15:49.100 like camp Mandalay yearbook or you know

01:15:51.580 whatever hillbillies club your book and

01:15:53.820 didn't even put bohemian in the title

01:15:55.460 so like I'd be scooping this stuff up

01:15:57.580 for pennies on the dollar now in

01:15:59.220 retrospect right but now you try and

01:16:02.020 find this and somebody like prints out

01:16:04.920 like a 3d printing of an owl that has

01:16:07.020 nothing to do with bohemian grove and

01:16:08.380 they'll be like secret society bohemian

01:16:09.940 grove rare artifact you know like all

01:16:12.740 those buzzwords so now you can't just

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01:16:45.300 just saying that anything that has an

01:16:48.800 owl on it's bohemian grove and but

01:16:50.680 there was like this time before

01:16:52.100 everyone was jumping on that with all

01:16:53.720 the buzzwords and like I mean I've got

01:16:56.040 a sick collection of shit so this is why

01:16:58.740 I stay near the villages man got to go

01:17:00.760 to those estate sales it's a lot of

01:17:02.860 popping up over here man who knows who

01:17:04.840 was where you said the villages where

01:17:06.760 you have in near the villages yeah like

01:17:08.920 right around there like exact address no

01:17:12.140 no let me tell you let me type it out

01:17:14.500 with my social too no I'm in Orlando so

01:17:16.900 I mean the villages isn't that far

01:17:18.380 away from me you gotta you gotta hang 0.99

01:17:19.720 out man you gotta come up yeah we're

01:17:21.520 down man oh yeah for sure next time we

01:17:23.120 get together we got to bring him out

01:17:24.220 there and then we're gonna see where

01:17:25.460 Juan is because I know Juan's real

01:17:26.800 south uh he's like right he's like

01:17:29.340 swamplands down there yeah yeah we

01:17:31.820 won't expose him and plus fuck that 1.00

01:17:33.340 yeah

01:17:33.820 I don't want you guys ever go to a shout

01:17:37.480 out oh what is it called gun damn I

01:17:39.360 haven't been there in a while ever

01:17:40.280 since the the flu came over but

01:17:42.460 there's a really huge like Walmart

01:17:44.780 shooting range that I still got like

01:17:47.860 good world yeah yeah I mean yeah I

01:17:51.020 haven't been that's my favorite spot

01:17:52.520 that's where when Juan's comic first

01:17:54.380 got printed up I was like he's like

01:17:56.180 where should we meet up I was like let's

01:17:57.300 go to gun world and then we could like

01:17:58.960 shoot shoot some guns and then go and

01:18:01.360 do the signing so you know man I think

01:18:05.320 like you're right that it used to be

01:18:07.420 more of the wild wild west the

01:18:08.560 internet and it used to be much more

01:18:10.720 it's like the same thing with uh video

01:18:12.860 games I find where like my son's

01:18:14.420 playing all these games and um you

01:18:17.260 know I used to be big into like the

01:18:18.480 the Gameboy Pokemon game like Gameboy

01:18:20.660 Color and I realized he's got them now

01:18:22.860 and they hold your hand and they make

01:18:25.020 everything they they nerf everything

01:18:26.460 everything's incredibly easy it's so

01:18:28.260 easy to do everything in the goddamn

01:18:29.660 game and they explain everything and

01:18:31.400 back in the day they didn't explain

01:18:32.460 shit in video games it was like good

01:18:33.980 luck bitch and you were sitting there 1.00

01:18:35.240 with like tears in your eyes ready to

01:18:36.880 break your controller you didn't know

01:18:38.140 what the hell you were supposed to do

01:18:40.280 I remember I remember playing I this

01:18:42.020 is a complete tangent it was a Sega

01:18:43.540 Genesis game with this the main

01:18:46.000 character was an egg but he was dressed

01:18:48.080 as a like a Indiana Jones and I got to

01:18:51.700 the second level and it's just like a

01:18:53.660 fucking 2d you know jumper game sort of

01:18:56.280 thing where you're moving on but it was

01:18:57.340 like puzzles never figured out how to get

01:18:59.740 past the second level there was probably

01:19:01.600 like 40 levels but it just didn't they

01:19:03.500 don't give a fuck and there was 0.99

01:19:04.880 nothing to help you either it was like

01:19:06.700 no there was there was no internet to

01:19:08.380 go to no there might be a 900 number in

01:19:10.700 the back for like no yeah there was

01:19:13.540 some of that you could do that I never

01:19:14.700 did that I never got that far because

01:19:15.960 my mom was like fucking no you can't do 0.98

01:19:17.560 that but like you know he has so many

01:19:20.320 things at his disposal he has me he has

01:19:22.440 we can go on YouTube and look up a

01:19:24.040 video I don't like doing that though

01:19:25.140 because I think there's a lot of value

01:19:26.340 in going through that frustration and

01:19:28.680 then figuring it out but the internet

01:19:30.580 was like the same way you're right it

01:19:32.480 has become partisan and it's specifically

01:19:34.980 like conservative leaning now like

01:19:36.780 conservatives are coming to because

01:19:38.260 they're the ones that are getting

01:19:39.060 fucked over left and right and it was 0.98

01:19:40.920 it was the opposite for the longest

01:19:42.620 time dude because I yeah because I

01:19:44.020 remember growing up like I had a left

01:19:46.480 a left leaning bias but it was mostly

01:19:48.680 because almost all the conspiracy

01:19:50.900 theories were like bohemian grove and

01:19:52.620 skull and bones and but this is all

01:19:54.200 republican leaning and I and I just

01:19:57.160 remember like in my in like my my tail

01:19:59.980 end of my sort of like evolution into

01:20:02.280 whatever the fuck I am now right but 0.51

01:20:04.000 like before I I sort of hit level

01:20:06.560 9000 I remember thinking like the

01:20:09.140 left wing and the Democrats can't like

01:20:11.100 they can't be good like they also have

01:20:12.980 to be bad but they're for some reason

01:20:15.400 there's just like a big gap and all of

01:20:17.260 the research that points them as being

01:20:19.920 bad unless you get into the right wing

01:20:22.460 rhetoric because the right wing

01:20:23.680 rhetoric's like oh yeah you know the

01:20:25.160 KKK was all Democrats and like and

01:20:27.660 they pull it apart but it's like if

01:20:29.100 you've been trained to look at the

01:20:30.400 right as well you're just saying that

01:20:32.200 because your bohemian grove and your

01:20:33.240 skull and bones and your CIA and your

01:20:35.060 ATF you know I mean they go down the

01:20:36.760 line so it's like which one of these

01:20:38.660 two do you trust about the other one

01:20:40.580 but it might not be in like that same

01:20:42.800 regard I guess isn't it but it's kind

01:20:45.440 of all right I think conspiracies in a

01:20:47.660 way like we do what I think is is a

01:20:50.060 very cool version of research which is

01:20:51.480 we get to talk to people because the

01:20:54.020 internet has made it incredibly gay like 1.00

01:20:56.720 like conspiracy theories are gay now in 0.84

01:20:58.900 the same way like conspiracy extremists

01:21:01.440 just said it we figured out how to

01:21:03.260 glitch Pokemon to get Mew when I was a

01:21:05.280 fucking kid we think we would talk to 0.99

01:21:07.700 each other in school and somebody would

01:21:09.600 be like if you go and you do this

01:21:11.420 really weird series of things in the

01:21:13.200 game you have to go and talk to this

01:21:14.340 person then you got to fly over here and

01:21:15.740 do this thing and then you got to get in

01:21:16.820 the water you got to go missing number

01:21:18.580 down I don't know if you guys did this

01:21:20.100 yes that's exactly what I'm talking

01:21:21.740 about you got to talk to a fuck I don't 0.99

01:21:23.220 give a shit dude I'm saying it you got to

01:21:24.500 talk to the dude in fucking like the 0.98

01:21:26.620 second city who teaches you how to

01:21:28.000 catch a Pokemon as soon as you're done

01:21:30.140 you fly to fucking Cinnabar Island I'm

01:21:32.460 going full nerd and you go up and down

01:21:34.240 Cinnabar Island you go up and fucking

01:21:36.180 down on the coast missing number or

01:21:38.200 missing oh pops up and you can you can

01:21:41.000 leverage that thing to get like 99 of an 0.89

01:21:43.160 item the only fucking way you figured 0.91

01:21:46.020 that out was word of mouth I don't know

01:21:47.840 how anybody figure if I want to

01:21:50.500 interview the first fucking dude who 0.97

01:21:52.120 figured that out like you and on that

01:21:53.860 weird debacle that was a real Q&A it was

01:21:57.400 Ashley Babbitt she was the one that

01:21:59.060 released that to the world they had to

01:22:00.540 get rid of this bitch like we got away 1.00

01:22:03.380 where we want her now oh god before she 1.00

01:22:06.000 drops Mewtwo on the world yeah man like

01:22:08.980 that was where the the like there was

01:22:12.920 such a thrill to figuring shit like that

01:22:15.140 out and it was yeah lore and and this

01:22:17.820 conspiracy theories are the lore of real

01:22:19.860 life and I remember like that was it was

01:22:22.500 like talking to one person one person

01:22:24.060 like dude look this shit up and you'd go 0.59

01:22:25.900 to some obscure website you'd find these

01:22:27.560 things you'd connect the dots on your own

01:22:29.100 and then you'd scream at your friends who

01:22:30.780 didn't give a shit about it and they'd 0.93

01:22:32.180 think that you were schizophrenic and it

01:22:33.340 just never really worked out but it was

01:22:34.960 really the same feeling let me interject

01:22:37.000 here because I was just having the same

01:22:38.680 feeling but with like something slightly

01:22:40.280 different um this is the idea of like the

01:22:42.700 internet the internet destroying um these

01:22:45.600 events these like in-person or family

01:22:48.420 events or like kind of larger events so I put

01:22:51.640 on the little drummer boy for my kids and I

01:22:55.180 noticed at some points there's like you

01:22:57.380 know it'll go black and then it'll be next

01:22:59.240 scene and I was like oh shit there was a 0.81

01:23:00.720 commercial there that was like pause for

01:23:02.600 a commercial this was made in 1968 poor

01:23:05.940 claymation I mean very you know choppy the

01:23:08.740 lips don't even move to the words but in

01:23:11.100 1968 most of America sat down to watch the

01:23:15.160 this event called the little drummer boy on

01:23:17.560 the same channel millions of people and it

01:23:20.140 was about Jesus Christ being born right at

01:23:22.620 the end it's like the whole resolution the

01:23:24.720 kid is like he he likes people again

01:23:26.640 because he's at the birth the birth of

01:23:28.240 Christ and everybody celebrates and I was

01:23:30.740 like this is like very cultural when you say

01:23:34.580 like make America great again they were

01:23:36.220 like you're talking about back then when

01:23:37.580 people kind of did these these group

01:23:40.240 cultural things you know then went to

01:23:42.220 school the next day and we're like yo did

01:23:43.500 you see that shit that was fucking fire the 0.89

01:23:45.300 the new little drummer boy shit there and 0.90

01:23:46.920 everyone's like high-fiving right can't do

01:23:48.980 that anymore we're so fractionated look

01:23:51.900 there's 40 people in here listening to us

01:23:54.160 talk and no one's watching CNN no one's

01:23:57.180 watching all the same thing that that must

01:24:00.140 fuck things up it fucks things up

01:24:02.440 it messes up the elites sort of because

01:24:05.880 it's hard for them to point them but it

01:24:07.460 also helps them because we are fractionated

01:24:09.680 and nobody's kind of doing the same thing

01:24:11.500 I think it might be a net positive though

01:24:15.480 because the more that you group yourselves

01:24:18.320 up and like fall into these convenient

01:24:21.060 little categories and like all follow the

01:24:23.020 same stuff that's way easier for them to

01:24:25.920 manage like the the being kind of like in

01:24:28.600 little fractions that's on us to figure

01:24:31.620 out how to make that work but by not being

01:24:34.000 fraction and everyone like watching American

01:24:36.460 Idol every night you know what I mean as a

01:24:38.160 collective nation like there's no real way

01:24:40.760 out of that like the only way to fix that

01:24:42.560 is you pull yourself out of it because you're

01:24:45.480 sucked into it they've done that's like the

01:24:47.380 whole boomer generation and even our

01:24:49.060 generation to a certain point like we were

01:24:50.860 talking about the effects of nostalgia and

01:24:53.520 that all kind of keeps you in that same

01:24:55.500 community but then they could pull off shit

01:24:57.420 like social security on you or they could

01:24:59.620 pull off shit like COVID on that generation

01:25:01.980 this next generation is so decentralized it's

01:25:05.860 gonna be hard for them to do anything and

01:25:08.620 that's a that's a good thing but then also

01:25:10.580 it's so decentral this is like a libertarian

01:25:12.680 idea as well if you if everybody is like an

01:25:16.660 individual nobody's moving in the same

01:25:18.580 direction good luck getting anybody elected

01:25:21.340 to change it you understand what I'm saying

01:25:22.980 the fallacy in that so like we're all

01:25:25.040 individuals doing our own thing but we

01:25:27.400 also can't move together when we have to do

01:25:29.500 something which is important sometimes but

01:25:31.440 then the fatal flaw in that would be an

01:25:33.940 entire boomer generation where they can 0.89

01:25:35.520 then do all these psyops on you you know it's

01:25:38.120 like so I don't know if that's even I mean

01:25:40.480 I'm just thinking out loud but I don't even

01:25:41.620 know if that's even possible to do in one

01:25:43.480 lifetime like most people like I don't think

01:25:46.620 you'd be able to shift into okay I'm gonna

01:25:48.500 do groupthink because it's good for the

01:25:50.940 nation from you know year whatever till

01:25:53.820 year whatever and then I'm gonna swap back

01:25:55.860 into being independent I think it goes

01:25:58.020 through these like waves so it's like your

01:26:00.020 your parents and then you and then your

01:26:01.820 grandparents and then so like everyone

01:26:03.900 has the chance to like become more involved

01:26:07.560 or more detached like throughout their life

01:26:10.240 I guess and then if they teach their kids and

01:26:12.540 then the kids either rebel or they follow

01:26:14.720 along in the footsteps right but it's it's

01:26:16.700 almost like a little binary switch every time

01:26:18.680 it does make sense though it feels like the

01:26:21.560 whole the whole especially the electoral

01:26:24.640 system is almost destined to fall apart

01:26:27.540 because it was designed for a unified people

01:26:30.480 people who are all sort of subjected and at

01:26:34.420 least if you use like the metaphor of the

01:26:36.200 TV you know you had like six camps dog like

01:26:40.180 back in the day when I had you know the the

01:26:42.300 the knob on the TV the clunk clunk clunk you

01:26:44.780 had like six channels that you can go to it was

01:26:46.820 like Fox 5 WB 11 or whatever and and that was

01:26:51.500 all relatively the same kind of shit so we

01:26:54.560 were all aimed at and absorbing the same

01:26:57.780 information and so within that context the

01:27:01.080 electoral system that we all would detach

01:27:03.520 from the TV and look up at at least you know

01:27:06.820 worked because it was aiming back at us and

01:27:09.100 we were a consolidated group now it's almost

01:27:12.720 like how can it last much longer you know

01:27:14.560 that whole idea of like there's not going to

01:27:16.580 be a 2024 election and whatever that means

01:27:18.780 for people on the extreme side it means like it

01:27:21.100 means Trump is going to prove that they

01:27:23.400 subverted it and he's going to come back and

01:27:26.040 his his first term is going to be null and void

01:27:28.300 and he's going to get two back-to-back terms

01:27:30.200 again but on the much more gracious side

01:27:33.040 it's like people are going to lose faith in

01:27:36.260 the election system and you know because of

01:27:39.700 what we're learning about Russian collusion

01:27:41.180 and all these different things and maybe we

01:27:43.480 are going to not have a typical democratic

01:27:47.960 election anymore and things are going to

01:27:50.380 look different somehow in this upcoming one

01:27:52.880 I just realized we started this dumb show

01:27:56.280 and it's going to lead right into this fucking 0.95

01:27:58.960 I'm so not looking forward to the stupidity

01:28:01.400 that 2024 will be and the shenanigans that

01:28:04.260 hopefully they give us like because these

01:28:06.240 lizard people are they they're it's hard for

01:28:08.440 them to create anymore I mean they just rehash

01:28:10.460 so if you rehash 2020 again I'm going to

01:28:13.440 fucking skill it I'm going to be a millionaire

01:28:14.940 but if they throw something new at us like

01:28:18.020 something even dumber or like you know they

01:28:20.080 did the COVID thing and that was like oh shit

01:28:22.160 that was like a whole new they even have me

01:28:24.080 off kilter at first with it you know like

01:28:26.400 like the first couple of maybe month or so

01:28:28.580 but yeah I just hope that they rehash

01:28:31.440 whatever they've been doing and we could

01:28:33.140 just laugh at them because it's it's going

01:28:35.300 to be so dumb guys when you say that the

01:28:38.260 lizard people don't have any creativity like

01:28:40.280 you're dude you're so on the nose with that

01:28:42.640 and that goes back into like why would the

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01:29:12.540 schizophrenics right the ones that can 1.00

01:29:16.780 produce all this extra thorough oxide and a

01:29:19.780 part of that is is the like a jealousy

01:29:21.880 aspect that's like how dare you have this

01:29:24.620 inherent skill to do these creative things

01:29:27.000 and look at like all the spirit cooking

01:29:28.880 stuff right it's like why do you have

01:29:30.840 these policies boring ass politicians

01:29:32.820 hanging out with like Marina Abramovich and

01:29:35.500 Lady Gaga and doing this like edgy crap and

01:29:38.160 think about this too there's a pipeline right

01:29:40.820 where you can get really popular in Hollywood

01:29:43.860 and then like branch into politics and that's

01:29:46.840 like this ultimate you know like Ronald

01:29:48.620 Reagan did it and Trump did it and so

01:29:49.980 many other people are trying to go through

01:29:51.260 that route how many people got big in

01:29:53.700 politics and then went to some other

01:29:56.260 industry that was public facing and blew up

01:29:59.160 it doesn't work the same way they would go

01:30:00.860 right being in the government to being in

01:30:03.280 like a private pharmaceutical or like a

01:30:05.520 lawyer company but it never goes from

01:30:08.260 politics down into Hollywood because that

01:30:11.680 would be like downgrading yourself so what

01:30:14.180 the politicians do though is interesting

01:30:16.320 societally they're higher right in the

01:30:18.740 class system like if I'm a rich politician

01:30:21.200 I'm richer than a rich celebrity like a

01:30:23.680 celebrity like that's cute you got some

01:30:25.660 fun toys but I'm like you know I control

01:30:28.560 the stocks I'm Nancy Pelosi you know so so

01:30:31.580 if you got that that sort of dynamic going

01:30:33.500 on like there's no reason for them to ever

01:30:36.140 become an artist but then there's also

01:30:37.640 like I want to feel creative I want to

01:30:39.780 kind of like vicariously live through Lady

01:30:42.440 Gaga and feel like I'm just as important

01:30:44.380 as she is and people love me as much as

01:30:46.480 they love her so I can do that by like

01:30:49.660 showing up to events and doing spirit

01:30:52.060 cooking with her and we both like eat the

01:30:54.160 you know baby cake together and stuff but

01:30:56.840 then maybe you know you go into the back

01:30:58.720 room and you get a little sip out of you

01:31:00.180 know Lady Gaga's head or something and I

01:31:02.860 don't know man like because because it's

01:31:04.080 like I want some of that creativity inside of

01:31:05.840 me it's like uh everything's an archetype

01:31:08.820 right on like larger or smaller levels but

01:31:11.260 this is what you're describing is the

01:31:12.740 archetype of the fallen angel right so

01:31:15.520 they're like they can do just about

01:31:17.620 anything and they look great but they

01:31:20.040 can't create and it's part of the reason

01:31:22.160 why they hate human beings and I mean you

01:31:24.280 can go all like you can trace that all the

01:31:25.880 way back to originally to the Nephilim yeah 0.87

01:31:28.920 and why we're there's some Nephilim shit 0.90

01:31:31.180 some Nephilim shit it's like why we're doing 0.87

01:31:33.080 why we're why we're going through what

01:31:35.140 we're going through now like that's this

01:31:37.200 is what the show is about we think that

01:31:38.440 that's I firmly think that's where it

01:31:39.980 started and everything that it branches

01:31:41.860 out into is just because they can't

01:31:43.960 create and they hate you and they want to 0.67

01:31:46.660 destroy what God built and everything from

01:31:49.340 there is just icing on the cake

01:31:51.900 extrapolated to you know drag queen story

01:31:54.620 hour or whatever fucking dump shit it's 0.93

01:31:56.180 really interesting too because you know not

01:31:58.420 people when you hear that like oh they

01:32:00.360 can't create like no there is an inherent

01:32:03.260 part of creating things that that like

01:32:05.940 speaks to the human experience like I

01:32:07.740 said like I I will get in depressive

01:32:10.340 waves if I don't create something and it

01:32:12.480 just turns out that the only thing that

01:32:14.260 I'm I'm good at is conversation and

01:32:16.440 recording it and so if I don't do that it

01:32:18.940 will genuinely fuck with me and I think 0.96

01:32:21.340 that's because there is like an innate

01:32:23.300 there's something we we can't quantify it

01:32:25.480 what it does for our spirits as human

01:32:27.520 beings but it's integral to the human

01:32:29.920 experience and so you know I wanted to

01:32:33.640 go back for a second to like isn't it

01:32:35.800 very strange you were just talking about

01:32:37.360 going from from art Hollywood whatever

01:32:39.300 into politics Marina Abramovich just

01:32:41.340 became fucking like the Ukrainian 1.00

01:32:42.660 ambassador or some shit like yeah dude

01:32:46.580 she became the American ambassador to 0.91

01:32:49.080 Ukraine I believe is that's a step up 0.99

01:32:51.500 that's a step which is wild art world to

01:32:53.560 the politic world exactly which is wild

01:32:55.760 because Ukraine is rumored to be the

01:32:59.160 epicenter for all of this how do we put

01:33:02.520 it child related debauchery you know that

01:33:05.440 if there's a place like the island isn't

01:33:08.040 functional anymore but now Ukraine is in

01:33:11.200 some people's minds and I don't have

01:33:12.720 information to back this up it's just

01:33:14.220 something that I've heard I've not looked

01:33:15.340 into but I hear a lot of people saying

01:33:17.680 that that is where it all goes down now

01:33:19.660 which to me makes a lot of sense right

01:33:21.420 because it's it's a country that is

01:33:23.080 obviously American interests are

01:33:26.540 entangled within it especially American

01:33:29.160 interests in regards to you know the

01:33:31.040 Biden family and all these various

01:33:32.520 corrupt politicians and they're a

01:33:34.760 country that's immersed in chaos and

01:33:36.280 whenever you have chaos you know if you

01:33:37.800 look back to like the Haiti thing where

01:33:39.960 unfortunately after the earthquake all

01:33:41.660 these children went missing and you can

01:33:43.080 find these videos of parents saying you

01:33:46.560 know these people are coming here they're

01:33:48.000 supposed to be helping us instead

01:33:49.360 they're taking our children I've seen

01:33:51.360 those videos myself his mother's crying

01:33:53.180 and those videos get suppressed I think

01:33:55.500 that these elites they take advantage of

01:33:58.860 very chaotic situations in countries and

01:34:03.140 I think in our own country same thing

01:34:04.760 over there and of course our own country

01:34:06.780 as well yeah Hawaii right what the hell

01:34:08.780 is going on there there's like all these

01:34:10.000 missing kids they're still unaccounted for

01:34:11.500 and everybody's just kind of swept it

01:34:12.660 under the rug and now somebody who is

01:34:16.460 sort of become synonymous right

01:34:19.080 spirit cooking and all this really

01:34:21.160 horrible artwork that involves like you

01:34:23.120 ever see Maria and Marina and Bromovich

01:34:24.940 in a pile of bloody baby dolls and and 0.54

01:34:30.400 also like bones there's like bones from

01:34:32.680 some sort of animal but there's also

01:34:34.940 baby dolls mixed within it and it's very

01:34:36.800 much meant to invoke this feeling upon

01:34:39.540 first glance that she's in a mountain of

01:34:41.540 like you know just ripped apart babies

01:34:44.580 that's what it looks like and so now all

01:34:47.040 of a sudden she's the ambassador the

01:34:49.600 American ambassador to Ukraine like

01:34:51.180 what the what the fuck is going on

01:34:52.900 there they don't even and that's we've

01:34:54.300 gotten to the part of the game now where

01:34:55.500 they don't give a shit they don't hide

01:34:56.820 it anymore we used to have to go to

01:34:59.620 somebody who would tell us what website

01:35:02.440 to go to and what to search for to find

01:35:04.560 all this esoteric weird shit now it's 0.66

01:35:07.060 like boom right on your TV tell you right

01:35:10.020 in plain sight it used to be hidden in

01:35:12.520 plain sight it's now it's just in plain

01:35:14.520 sight well if if you don't this is from

01:35:17.440 a movie called the conspiracy 2016 and

01:35:20.520 they might have quoted from something

01:35:21.420 else but there's this awesome quote that

01:35:23.580 I'll paraphrase but it's like if you

01:35:25.860 don't give them a like if you don't give

01:35:27.660 people a story then they're gonna look

01:35:30.640 into it for themselves and you don't

01:35:32.380 want them to look into it for themselves

01:35:33.700 so if you just paint the story like

01:35:34.960 here's Maria Bromovich they're doing 1.00

01:35:36.920 weird stuff there she is in a pile of 1.00

01:35:38.940 you know artificial babies or whatever

01:35:41.180 then that's enough for people to say

01:35:43.100 oh that's so weird there must be

01:35:45.380 something quirky behind that but like

01:35:47.400 at least they're acknowledging it so

01:35:49.060 if they're acknowledging it and it's

01:35:50.440 out in the open then it can't be that

01:35:51.600 bad right it's a lie by admission like

01:35:53.960 the Epstein Netflix documentary right so

01:35:56.740 they gave you enough for the normie to

01:35:58.700 be like that's fucked up but you're like 0.99

01:36:00.560 it's so much worse if you actually right

01:36:03.020 it's really fucked up but now someone's 0.99

01:36:05.780 like oh I saw the documentary I'm not

01:36:07.320 arguing yeah he was a bad guy and it's

01:36:08.960 like it can stop there but if there was

01:36:10.920 just radio silence and there was a

01:36:12.620 complete void then something would have

01:36:14.920 to fill that void so if you're in the

01:36:16.880 position of power you might as well fill

01:36:19.080 that void yourself it's very it's it's

01:36:21.320 like a simpler version of the Hegelian

01:36:23.340 dialectic right where it's like you've

01:36:24.940 got us like you've got a problem and a

01:36:27.500 solution and if you can introduce the

01:36:29.400 problem then you can also probably

01:36:31.280 introduce the solution that's the

01:36:33.520 synthesis antithesis but that's kind of

01:36:37.020 like a practical version of it is is

01:36:39.140 doing it this way yeah such listen um I

01:36:43.560 could I feel like we could talk for

01:36:44.680 another three hours but yeah I know you

01:36:46.780 got a hard out and uh how do we how do

01:36:50.140 we bring this one in for a landing we 0.52

01:36:51.360 covered everything we we didn't and I

01:36:55.000 said this conversation is still so much

01:36:56.320 more at all what I thought it was there

01:36:57.960 is so much more and dude we have to have

01:36:59.720 you back because we talked about talking

01:37:02.140 about the whole Lilith thing I think

01:37:03.440 that was oh yeah I got my notes we

01:37:04.720 didn't even get into it I know I felt it

01:37:07.560 when we were like an hour and 20 minutes

01:37:09.100 and I was like damn it dude so we have

01:37:10.740 to have you back absolutely and you know

01:37:12.740 your wealth of knowledge you got a ton of

01:37:14.000 information I know we only barely

01:37:15.620 scratched the surface uh talking to you

01:37:17.320 is always a blast but I know you got a

01:37:19.180 hard out dude can you at least uh tell

01:37:21.660 everybody you know about your work one

01:37:23.480 more time where they can find you uh

01:37:25.100 websites to go to yeah I mean

01:37:27.380 paranoidamerican.com is the main site you

01:37:29.800 can find a bunch of comics and I'm doing a

01:37:32.440 bunch of custom toys now too I haven't

01:37:34.380 posted a lot yet but you've seen I've

01:37:35.940 I've sent you guys some pictures that

01:37:38.040 they're gonna be dope I just gotta get

01:37:39.260 the packaging done um and then on

01:37:41.660 Amazon if you're a normie and you shop

01:37:43.800 on Amazon or you want something prime

01:37:45.860 is like a quick gift for somebody I got

01:37:48.100 stuff um from all ages I even got a

01:37:50.700 children's coloring book called American

01:37:53.540 cryptids which is like my my blow away

01:37:56.060 biggest seller no one knows that everyone

01:37:58.100 loves the like the thrill oxide and like

01:38:00.400 the comic stuff but my number one

01:38:02.500 money maker I'm getting it too I'm a

01:38:04.200 hundred percent it's a it's a coloring

01:38:05.900 book on cryptids I got like four or five

01:38:07.600 coloring books on Amazon um I don't know

01:38:09.860 if you if you look at my other show but I

01:38:11.800 have two interviews now with my daughter

01:38:13.340 and she's fascinated with Bigfoot she'll

01:38:15.340 sit right here and I'll just interview

01:38:17.540 her on Bigfoot and then we go down the

01:38:19.660 conspiracy so she's getting one of those

01:38:21.200 for Christmas for sure oh dude that

01:38:23.040 reminds me too just back to when you

01:38:24.660 were talking about like demons and uh

01:38:27.800 aliens and like ghosts all having a

01:38:29.840 smell Bigfoot also is reported to smell

01:38:32.420 like sulfur that's like a very

01:38:33.660 consistent across cultures so anyways I

01:38:36.380 just want to know interesting you can

01:38:38.260 find me on Instagram at paranoid

01:38:40.120 American I just started onto the YouTube

01:38:44.140 scene this year in like February or March

01:38:46.700 and I've got a bunch of shows on there

01:38:48.780 now paranoid programming which is all

01:38:50.820 about doing AI and video I worked at

01:38:53.420 Disney for 10 years so I take a bunch of

01:38:55.660 the stuff that I learned there and trying

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01:40:48.300 out

Nephilim Death Squad - November 24, 2023

011： Paranoid American

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