Nephilim Death Squad - 016： NDS Chronicles

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00:01:08.840 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:21.760 News readers, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:26.460 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:35.380 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely normal.

00:01:41.660 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:01:42.860 There's some Nephilim shit.

00:01:44.060 It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying shit what happened to the home of the brave.

00:01:49.540 But they controlling us now, and no one's talking about how they made us part of these slaves.

00:01:54.660 And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds, and won't awaken to a dead in the grave.

00:01:59.860 By hand it's too late, we need to be ready to raise up.

00:02:02.660 Welcome to the end of day.

00:02:04.340 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles.

00:02:15.340 The show where we read your submitted paranormal testimony.

00:02:19.340 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:02:22.480 That is Top Lobster, the father of disinformation.

00:02:26.140 And this is the part where we tell you that you're too poor to listen to this for more than a half an hour.

00:02:31.420 If you sign up at patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad for a nominal fee of free, actually.

00:02:41.500 You sign up for the seven-day free trial.

00:02:43.740 You can continue enjoying an ad-free experience, hanging out in the live chat, and watching episodes before they are released to the general public.

00:02:52.920 All that and so much more.

00:02:54.120 When I say that, I don't even think that's true.

00:02:55.700 I think it's all that, specifically what I just mentioned.

00:02:58.420 I don't think there's more, but go on over to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad.

00:03:03.740 Sign up for whatever tier you'd like, and watch this full episode.

00:03:07.140 If not, you guys are losers, and you won't be watching in a half an hour.

00:03:10.440 Give us some ideas on what else you want from us.

00:03:12.900 What do you want from us?

00:03:15.240 Honestly, yesterday we went live on the Patreon to talk about whatever.

00:03:19.100 We did an ad read.

00:03:20.720 We did all kinds of stuff, and we just let the Patreon members watch.

00:03:24.480 But I don't think that they liked it.

00:03:27.920 I don't think it was good.

00:03:28.940 I think what we did there was disrespectful.

00:03:33.640 And, you know, but that's a perk.

00:03:36.680 We might just go live randomly and make you watch us do ad reads.

00:03:40.720 This is actually a banger.

00:03:41.720 The top-line cleanse, actually.

00:03:44.080 No, don't do that.

00:03:44.680 I have a little bit of time because David has been obsessed with going to the gym, but I've had some time.

00:03:49.860 So maybe we will do a top-line cleanse and just cut the middleman out.

00:03:55.940 I know you guys were there for the name and the content, but the guy who was doing the show, very boring.

00:04:02.380 No, not boring.

00:04:03.220 And it's also still a show.

00:04:04.380 It's still a thing.

00:04:04.980 It's going to be relaunched in July.

00:04:09.080 In July.

00:04:10.500 So you can do whatever you want.

00:04:12.120 But if we had just a timeline cleanse and a top-line cleanse, that would be very funny and confusing for the audience.

00:04:16.940 And I like that.

00:04:18.180 I think that's a great idea.

00:04:18.960 Somebody just bought a timeline cleanse shirt.

00:04:20.240 They bought this morning.

00:04:22.440 They bought the Top Lobster, the Endless Shrimp Top Lobster shirt.

00:04:26.660 And then alongside that, a timeline cleanse shirt, which is very cool.

00:04:30.160 That's interesting.

00:04:30.680 I wonder if I probably know who that person is then because it's really only usernames and viewers who I know personally who are buying.

00:04:38.680 I'm looking at the orders right now.

00:04:40.120 I'll tell you exactly where they live.

00:04:41.800 Tell me their name.

00:04:42.920 Dox them.

00:04:43.800 Speaking of doxing, we've got to get into some of these stories.

00:04:47.600 And that's kind of our thing is we're going to dox you every time.

00:04:49.160 You know what?

00:04:49.540 I will say who bought it.

00:04:51.660 Can you just take a guess?

00:04:52.860 Scott.

00:04:54.240 No, not Scott.

00:04:55.520 Nancy.

00:04:56.520 Nancy bought it.

00:04:57.820 Nancy!

00:04:59.240 Unbelievable.

00:04:59.640 Nancy, the new producer for...

00:05:02.640 I'm going to refund you, Nancy.

00:05:03.680 I'm giving you your money back.

00:05:04.740 No, don't give her her money back.

00:05:05.980 Actually, she should be paying double as far as I'm concerned.

00:05:08.900 Oh, by the way, shout out to Scott for this.

00:05:12.240 This beautiful Raven custom-made disc golf.

00:05:17.680 I think this is a...

00:05:18.440 It's not a Frisbee.

00:05:20.360 It's for disc golf.

00:05:21.500 I think there's a line there.

00:05:24.620 There's a difference between whatever you would call it, a Frisbee and a disc golf.

00:05:29.280 Yeah, Top, your volume is very low.

00:05:31.040 Turn up your volume.

00:05:31.820 My volume is low?

00:05:32.340 Your volume is low, stupid.

00:05:33.680 Okay, fine.

00:05:34.620 I'll put it up.

00:05:35.180 Yeah.

00:05:35.940 But yeah, now I got...

00:05:37.400 I refunded Nancy.

00:05:39.400 So there we go.

00:05:39.960 That's very good.

00:05:40.900 Because like I said, Timeline Cleanse is defunct.

00:05:43.660 This show doesn't even exist.

00:05:45.080 You just bought a t-shirt for a show that does not exist.

00:05:47.220 I feel bad.

00:05:47.540 That's not true.

00:05:48.200 It's 100% coming back.

00:05:50.060 I just need to make them want me.

00:05:53.680 That's not even what I wanted to talk about here.

00:05:55.380 What I wanted to talk about...

00:05:56.920 Why did I...

00:05:57.580 Because I don't want you to have my shirts, Nancy.

00:06:00.000 That's why.

00:06:00.560 You're not allowed to wear my shit.

00:06:03.360 No, no.

00:06:03.660 Did you know that if you look here on the thing, this is what it...

00:06:07.120 When I went to go look at my mail, it said that.

00:06:09.780 What did it say?

00:06:10.300 Massa Raven.

00:06:11.480 That was the name that it was addressed to.

00:06:13.780 Incredible.

00:06:14.520 So now there's like a legal precedent for when the law comes down on us, you know, like a Waco

00:06:21.060 Ranch style situation.

00:06:24.220 They're going to know.

00:06:25.200 Yeah.

00:06:25.500 Our records show that they've been calling you Massa for some time now.

00:06:29.580 So not a cult or definitely a cult.

00:06:33.340 You can just definitely point them to the fact that it's like, well, I no longer have

00:06:36.540 this show.

00:06:37.140 It doesn't exist.

00:06:37.740 That's not true.

00:06:38.160 It's going to come back.

00:06:39.180 We're going to do it again.

00:06:40.400 It's going to be better than it was before.

00:06:42.220 I just need people...

00:06:43.060 You're not helping your legal case here, David.

00:06:44.800 No, no, no.

00:06:45.240 That's a show.

00:06:46.000 Not a cult.

00:06:46.640 Look, let's get into today's...

00:06:48.740 No, no, no.

00:06:50.340 Thing.

00:06:50.980 Submission.

00:06:51.800 I wanted to talk about how generous of like lovers we are because we asked the people yesterday,

00:06:56.420 like, did you like that?

00:06:57.700 Yeah.

00:06:57.940 Do you want more?

00:06:58.620 Did you like when I did that thing?

00:07:00.080 Yeah.

00:07:00.620 And they just didn't really give us any feedback.

00:07:02.940 So...

00:07:03.380 Oh, yeah.

00:07:03.960 Did you guys like that when we went like...

00:07:05.560 Because this is really a conversation for the Patreon members.

00:07:08.160 That little thing we did?

00:07:09.480 Yeah.

00:07:09.700 That little thing that we did when we did that.

00:07:11.100 Did you like that?

00:07:11.860 Because I guess we could do more of that.

00:07:16.140 I don't know what that was really.

00:07:17.540 Was it as good for you as it was for me?

00:07:19.300 It was good for us.

00:07:21.000 It was good for us.

00:07:22.360 I thought it was great.

00:07:23.520 If you guys liked that, one, two, three in the chat if you liked that thing that we did yesterday.

00:07:27.520 Oh, my God.

00:07:32.240 All right.

00:07:32.600 All right.

00:07:32.920 Let's get into this.

00:07:34.180 What are we doing here today?

00:07:35.020 We're going to read a story.

00:07:36.260 You keep asking dumb shit.

00:07:38.080 All right.

00:07:39.380 I'm going to start it reading.

00:07:40.400 This is from...

00:07:41.520 What the fuck is this?

00:07:43.040 Parallel Scale?

00:07:44.460 You doxed him.

00:07:45.360 How dare you?

00:07:46.140 No, it's not a real name.

00:07:47.280 Okay.

00:07:48.500 You sure?

00:07:49.080 What the fuck was that?

00:07:51.380 Anyway.

00:07:52.440 Hey, guys.

00:07:53.880 Love you.

00:07:55.060 Don't fucking laugh, dude.

00:07:56.300 I got to start a little bit.

00:07:56.880 Sorry.

00:07:57.240 It's very funny.

00:07:58.260 To the listener.

00:07:59.440 To the people just listening, it's like...

00:08:01.080 It's very...

00:08:01.540 Continue.

00:08:02.300 Go ahead.

00:08:02.820 Okay.

00:08:03.280 Okay.

00:08:03.560 Look.

00:08:03.780 One, two, three.

00:08:04.300 They liked it.

00:08:05.060 They liked it.

00:08:05.640 They liked it.

00:08:06.080 They liked it.

00:08:06.160 Oh, my God.

00:08:07.000 Anti-species.

00:08:07.720 It says, I think we should see other people.

00:08:09.320 She didn't like it.

00:08:10.120 She didn't like what we did yesterday.

00:08:11.500 Unbelievable.

00:08:12.500 Okay.

00:08:13.160 Shout out to...

00:08:13.720 I get it.

00:08:14.220 It was a little weird.

00:08:15.260 I get it.

00:08:15.520 I get what you're saying.

00:08:16.140 Yeah, it was fucking unprepared, impromptu.

00:08:20.300 Yeah.

00:08:21.340 The thing is, the more that we do it to you, the more that you'll accept it.

00:08:25.060 That's right.

00:08:25.780 Yeah.

00:08:26.160 We're conditioning you right now.

00:08:27.860 Soon, you'll be asking for it.

00:08:29.960 And let's be honest.

00:08:30.840 You practically are.

00:08:32.120 All right.

00:08:32.440 Hey, guys.

00:08:33.900 Love both of you dangerous retards, and especially David.

00:08:36.940 That's fucking right.

00:08:39.160 Because that's my name.

00:08:40.300 Oh.

00:08:40.820 Oh.

00:08:41.600 Because his name is...

00:08:42.580 Okay.

00:08:42.980 All right.

00:08:43.180 All right.

00:08:43.360 I see.

00:08:43.960 And I like him...

00:08:46.140 I relate to his human resources nature, but especially relate to the appreciation of satirical hate

00:08:51.640 that the father of disinformation brings.

00:08:54.020 Interesting.

00:08:54.540 It's not satirical.

00:08:56.060 It's a very potent form of genuine hate.

00:08:58.880 Dot, dot, dot, dot.

00:09:00.080 We can only hope is satirical.

00:09:01.820 Either way, he's a friend.

00:09:03.240 Right, right.

00:09:03.940 So, yeah.

00:09:04.320 That's what people have come to terms with about you.

00:09:07.220 It's like, they realize that it's not satirical, that you actually do hate them.

00:09:11.940 And then, now that they've come to understand that, they can...

00:09:15.560 Like, acceptance is the stage that they're in now.

00:09:18.020 And they're like, all right.

00:09:18.520 As long as I know what this guy's about, hating me is fine.

00:09:20.700 It's like the stages of grief.

00:09:22.180 Yeah, exactly.

00:09:23.100 Yeah.

00:09:24.100 He says, my name is David, and this is the story of a dream I had close to 13 to 14 years

00:09:28.380 ago.

00:09:28.760 Heard you guys wanted more entries, so enjoy.

00:09:30.880 Anyway, it is, I guess, titled, The Moon is Cleansing Itself.

00:09:35.680 I like that they're entering our content hole, you know?

00:09:39.760 Yes.

00:09:40.240 No, no, no, no, no.

00:09:41.260 They're not entering our content hole.

00:09:42.640 That's gay.

00:09:43.540 We're entering their holes, and we're filling it with content, which is straight.

00:09:52.460 So, he goes on to say, the moon...

00:09:54.920 Anyway, the moon.

00:09:58.540 The moon is cleansing itself.

00:10:00.180 Okay.

00:10:00.860 This is a great way to start the story about your dream.

00:10:04.180 So, without further ado, this dream started off with me in a vast, flat, and slightly

00:10:11.060 hilly grassland, but mainly flat.

00:10:14.160 It was nighttime.

00:10:15.880 Perfectly beautiful and clear as far as seeing any and all stars and other colors in the night

00:10:22.000 sky, as far as that's concerned.

00:10:24.480 I was laying on a random trampoline in the middle of nowhere with my girlfriend at the

00:10:29.180 time.

00:10:29.440 Dope.

00:10:29.940 I'm no longer with her and am married to someone else.

00:10:32.420 In your face, bitch.

00:10:33.940 Yeah.

00:10:34.600 What a bore.

00:10:35.560 Fresh one...

00:10:36.960 Oh, I'm sorry.

00:10:38.100 At the time, fresh one and a half to two feet tall grass everywhere.

00:10:44.700 Quite a bit dying with yellow and brown and still standing, but it was also riddled with

00:10:51.300 green grass as well.

00:10:52.480 So, typical grassland.

00:10:53.600 This guy just described grassland to us.

00:10:55.140 Thank you.

00:10:55.440 Thanks for describing grass.

00:10:57.100 I live in Nebraska.

00:10:58.580 All right.

00:10:59.740 So, this landscape is pretty familiar in most places.

00:11:02.940 My girlfriend and I were laying on the trampoline, deeply taking in the night sky together, and

00:11:07.780 it was a full moon.

00:11:09.020 This feels like a bunch of euphemisms.

00:11:10.760 Everything was vibrant and breathtaking.

00:11:14.260 And as we laid there in serene silence, she finally said to me, do you see that?

00:11:19.440 And pointed at the moon.

00:11:20.560 I said, yes, it's a full moon.

00:11:24.020 She looked and said, no, it's not just the full moon.

00:11:27.960 Take another look and really look at it.

00:11:31.440 Excuse me.

00:11:34.740 So, I looked back as she suggested and still only saw the moon and replied to her the same,

00:11:40.600 yes, I only see the moon and it's beautiful.

00:11:43.500 She replied back, no, that's not what I mean.

00:11:46.720 You have to really, truly look.

00:11:48.280 Women are just so, they just want, everything is a guessing game.

00:11:53.580 You know what I mean?

00:11:54.320 It's just like, they can't ever just say the thing.

00:11:56.260 It's got to be like, you know, what do you want to eat for dinner?

00:11:59.180 And she's like, I don't know, what do you want to eat for dinner?

00:12:01.140 This is a problem that we're having with Nancy.

00:12:03.440 She's editing all of these emails.

00:12:05.340 And I was like, so Nancy, which ones are the good ones?

00:12:06.920 And she's like, well, which ones do you think are the good ones?

00:12:08.620 And I was like, Nancy, that's the point of what we hired you for no money for.

00:12:13.100 Yeah.

00:12:13.680 What are we paying you no money for?

00:12:16.380 What are we paying you no money for, Nancy?

00:12:18.660 I would love to know.

00:12:21.080 All right.

00:12:21.520 Where did it go?

00:12:22.000 Where are we?

00:12:23.580 Okay.

00:12:24.820 She replied back to me, no, that's not what I mean.

00:12:26.860 You really have to truly look great.

00:12:29.340 I took a deep breath and replied, okay.

00:12:32.280 This dude is fucking just exacerbated already with his girlfriend.

00:12:35.680 And this is why I broke up with this bitch.

00:12:37.360 Okay.

00:12:39.360 I turned back to the night sky, fixated on the moon, but deeply in a meditative way.

00:12:47.720 After some time, I finally saw it.

00:12:50.360 It wasn't just the moon, but it was this wild and magical dance in the sky all around the moon of gigantic, massive amounts of water crashing into the moon and receding in waves.

00:13:00.940 It was wave after wave after wave, and it was from all angles, but mainly the cardinal directions from my point of view as I laid there on my back.

00:13:10.720 That's interesting.

00:13:11.240 So, the moon's getting peppered from every which way, predominantly the north, south, east, and west, with waves that are crashing and receding.

00:13:22.220 Interesting.

00:13:23.100 It's almost like the opposite.

00:13:24.820 Yeah.

00:13:25.260 Because the moon does that.

00:13:27.200 It's manipulating the waves.

00:13:29.340 Yes.

00:13:29.520 Or so they say.

00:13:30.120 I don't know.

00:13:30.800 Yeah.

00:13:32.940 Or it kind of reminds me of waters above, waters below.

00:13:36.800 Mm-hmm.

00:13:37.060 Okay, so, as I looked back at her, I could tell she knew I finally saw what she meant, and I don't know how it all of a sudden became revealed to me, but it was like a veil had been lifted from awareness, and we laid there watching this magnificent, I don't know what to call it, but it unfolded before us, and we were there for what felt like forever.

00:14:00.340 Finally, we both looked at each other, and we both agreed we should head back home now, wherever that was, but we somehow knew.

00:14:08.500 So, we got off the trampoline and started walking together in peaceful silence towards the direction of what we knew was home innately, somehow.

00:14:17.200 I like how he adds peaceful silence, so you're telling me that this girl was annoying.

00:14:21.560 Oh, yeah, like she rarely does this, like, you know, not talking, and then she's doing it now, and it's peaceful, and it's silent, and it's serene, and it's beautiful, is what he's saying.

00:14:32.840 Okay.

00:14:33.740 We can approve that.

00:14:34.600 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I get it.

00:14:36.560 All of a sudden, a random house came into view in the middle of nowhere right before we were about to-

00:14:41.000 Is it all of a sudden, or all of a sudden?

00:14:41.880 All of a sudden.

00:14:43.540 All of a sudden?

00:14:44.940 Chat.

00:14:45.360 All of a sudden or all of the sudden?

00:14:47.200 Because he says the sudden, and I never correct him.

00:14:49.660 I just listen to it, and I go, I don't think so.

00:14:52.040 I read it, and I said the sudden.

00:14:54.100 Yeah, but it says a sudden, so this guy can be retarded.

00:14:56.940 Yeah.

00:14:57.460 I don't think we should go any further until we get clarification.

00:14:59.680 Chat.

00:15:00.020 Nancy, what are you doing?

00:15:00.860 Are you producing?

00:15:01.720 Are you going to give-

00:15:02.460 Okay, there she goes.

00:15:03.100 She says all of a-

00:15:03.840 I'm very sorry.

00:15:04.740 I was escalating.

00:15:06.800 I was getting ready to deliver Nancy an attitude.

00:15:09.820 Tyler says both.

00:15:10.520 I don't think so, Tyler.

00:15:12.460 All of the sudden.

00:15:13.440 That's why you're not a producer.

00:15:14.640 All of the-

00:15:15.340 All of the-

00:15:15.660 King Scott also says all of the-

00:15:17.520 All right.

00:15:18.720 All right.

00:15:19.040 Oh, yeah.

00:15:20.100 All of the lights in here, baby.

00:15:22.920 That's different.

00:15:24.700 All of the lights, not the sudden.

00:15:26.880 I don't think it's different.

00:15:27.860 The correct-

00:15:28.260 Oh, I just asked Grock.

00:15:29.240 Hold on.

00:15:29.520 Let's pull this up real quick.

00:15:30.380 Yeah, please.

00:15:31.160 There we go.

00:15:31.620 It's important.

00:15:32.320 Stupid.

00:15:33.060 The correct phrase is all of a sudden.

00:15:35.320 It means something happens-

00:15:35.960 Now, well, Grock also lies quite a bit.

00:15:37.140 Quickly or unexpectedly, all of the sudden is a common mistake and not standard English.

00:15:43.940 Fuck you, Grock.

00:15:45.940 Actually, I agree.

00:15:46.820 Grock, correct me.

00:15:47.700 I didn't ask it any bias.

00:15:49.100 I just said all of a sudden, all of the sudden.

00:15:52.660 Hmm.

00:15:53.480 I don't trust it.

00:15:54.660 So, it says, all of the sudden, a random house came into view in the middle of nowhere

00:16:00.080 right before we were about to reach our apartment.

00:16:01.820 I only knew we lived in an apartment because it was off in the distance, very clear, and

00:16:06.120 about half a mile further back from this house, I would say.

00:16:09.240 These two structures were the only things in existence and view in the dream other than

00:16:18.780 the vast, darkly moon or full moon-lit grasslands.

00:16:21.300 I fucked that all up.

00:16:22.020 But he said, onus?

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00:17:04.020 Hashtag make a play.

00:17:07.420 But I think he meant only things, not onus things.

00:17:09.900 Unless that's a word I'm not aware of.

00:17:11.380 Do you want to pick it up from here?

00:17:12.320 The onus is on us, but yeah, the only things I think he meant to say is that so vastly

00:17:17.400 dark, full moonlit grasslands.

00:17:20.960 Actually, let's take a quick break before we continue here.

00:17:23.640 Yeah, reading's hard, huh?

00:17:24.880 Reading's hard.

00:17:25.920 So I listened to the confessionals today, and apparently Tony Merkel's wife has some form

00:17:32.440 of cancer.

00:17:33.460 So if you guys are praying people, although this show has just been riddled with just awful

00:17:39.520 rhetoric so far.

00:17:40.500 But yeah, I mean, as an aside, if you have it in you to pray for a stranger, consider

00:17:47.740 praying for Tony Merkel's wife, who has just been diagnosed.

00:17:51.580 I believe it was grade three, which I've never heard of.

00:17:56.960 Grade three breast cancer.

00:17:59.500 There's another terminology that's associated with it.

00:18:01.220 I'm unfamiliar with it, but yeah, yeah.

00:18:03.560 I mean, fucking not easy, man.

00:18:06.600 Not great.

00:18:08.460 So if you guys find it in your hearts to pray for anybody, even though they're a stranger,

00:18:12.360 then consider Mrs. Merkel.

00:18:14.980 Yeah.

00:18:15.400 Big bummer.

00:18:15.960 He brings us a lot of entertainment, great content, helps a lot of people.

00:18:20.300 This sucks, so keep doing your prayer.

00:18:23.680 No, Bobby Ballbag said stage three.

00:18:25.820 It's actually grade three, which is...

00:18:27.640 I can tell you what it is right now, actually.

00:18:29.340 I think I have the post pull up.

00:18:30.820 Yeah, it's different.

00:18:32.160 Yeah, it is different.

00:18:33.160 So it's grade three lobular carcinoma breast cancer.

00:18:39.620 I think that means it'll spread quickly if not addressed soon.

00:18:43.100 So I don't know how soon they caught it, but whatever.

00:18:47.440 This is what they're doing.

00:18:48.740 Tony texts Scott all the time.

00:18:50.480 Yeah.

00:18:51.260 Yeah.

00:18:51.580 I was going to text Tony, but I was like, how...

00:18:55.140 He's already blocked my phone number.

00:18:56.860 I'd rather just pray for his wife than reach out and say, hey, sorry about the bad news,

00:19:01.140 and then not get a response.

00:19:02.380 Just be like, God, why do I just keep the masochism of me?

00:19:07.180 To just keep reaching out and keep getting the same response, which is not a response at all.

00:19:11.880 So hold on.

00:19:13.220 Let me refresh.

00:19:14.180 They're saying they're not hearing me.

00:19:15.260 Hold on.

00:19:15.800 They're not hearing you.

00:19:16.720 I can hear you.

00:19:18.220 No.

00:19:19.240 All right.

00:19:19.720 He's gone now.

00:19:21.240 Much better.

00:19:22.000 Guys, welcome to another episode of Timeline Cleanse.

00:19:25.540 As always, it is I, your humble host.

00:19:27.200 Talking about Timeline Cleanse.

00:19:28.220 I was going to say, it's almost like Tony doesn't...

00:19:31.360 This isn't even real with his wife, but he's just doing this as a ploy so that you text him again.

00:19:36.460 So he can ignore me again.

00:19:38.300 Yeah.

00:19:38.500 He's like, so I can ignore David again.

00:19:40.620 This has nothing to do with anything else.

00:19:42.920 No, seriously.

00:19:44.420 Prayers up for his wife.

00:19:45.760 It sucks.

00:19:47.060 It's not...

00:19:47.700 Made me feel real bad this morning.

00:19:49.800 Yeah.

00:19:50.280 Yeah.

00:19:50.580 Not great.

00:19:51.400 I don't know what I'd do.

00:19:53.040 Keep that in your thoughts, in your prayers, in your intentions.

00:19:55.780 All right.

00:19:56.040 We're going to continue our story here.

00:19:57.480 Please.

00:19:57.780 As we walked up toward this two-story simple house, I became very curious about it and wanted

00:20:04.400 to examine it.

00:20:05.080 So I started to circle it and could see that there were three windows in the main floor.

00:20:09.400 And even though it had a foundation, there were no basement windows.

00:20:12.960 So it was just like a raised house.

00:20:14.940 I tried to go up on one of the windows that had the shades half drawn to see, and I had

00:20:21.280 to stand on my tippy toes.

00:20:23.280 And as I did, I can see it was one hardwood living room floor lit by a lamp in the corner

00:20:29.700 and stairs that led upstairs.

00:20:32.460 As I peered in, my girlfriend told me, I don't think it's a good idea to be here.

00:20:35.860 And I told her, no, I got to see what's inside.

00:20:39.140 He's white.

00:20:39.860 This guy's a white.

00:20:40.560 A hundred percent.

00:20:41.520 Yeah.

00:20:41.780 A hundred percent.

00:20:42.580 I was listening to somebody talk about how they loved ghost hunting.

00:20:45.940 And, um, and I was like, man, ghost hunting is such a white people thing.

00:20:50.560 Like it's only what I've never seen.

00:20:52.840 And I would love to see if somebody's aware of this, please bring it to my attention.

00:20:57.260 All black ghost hunters team.

00:21:00.040 That's what I would love to see is an all black ghost hunters team, or I'll settle for

00:21:04.760 like an all Mexican or an all Mexicana.

00:21:08.020 Like, I think that would be very funny.

00:21:09.360 Like five kind of short, thick, fat tortas, you know, and they're ghost, they're ghost

00:21:15.500 hunting.

00:21:15.880 That would be fucking really cool.

00:21:17.160 And I'd watch that.

00:21:18.420 I like the, I like the whole torta thing.

00:21:21.260 Tortas.

00:21:21.560 Yeah.

00:21:21.720 It's fucking, it's a lot of fun.

00:21:23.460 Yeah.

00:21:23.660 You brought it up yesterday with the whole turtle.

00:21:27.260 Yeah.

00:21:27.860 There she is.

00:21:28.480 That's a tort.

00:21:29.020 Yeah.

00:21:29.420 Chi-town torta.

00:21:30.540 There you go.

00:21:31.040 She's got fucking, look at her check engine light.

00:21:33.280 Check engine light, tackies, a Nissan, a key fob and an EBT card in her hand.

00:21:38.080 Oh shit.

00:21:38.940 Look, there's two people, Eric over on YouTube and then Brantley over on X.

00:21:43.960 And they're both at the exact same time.

00:21:46.100 One after another saying ghost brothers, ghost brothers is on YouTube, ghost brothers or ghost

00:21:51.240 brothers.

00:21:51.460 Is that a real thing or are you suggesting it?

00:21:53.900 Right.

00:21:54.260 That's true.

00:21:54.700 Are you, are you, are you recommending that?

00:21:56.460 Are you saying that would be a banger of a name?

00:21:57.780 If it's, if it's ghost brothers, wouldn't it be T-H-A-S brothers?

00:22:02.440 This has got to be no fucking way.

00:22:04.080 Uh, Z-Man says, look up ghost fools.

00:22:06.640 He's a Mexican or something going out fucking with ghosts.

00:22:08.960 That's so awesome.

00:22:10.460 Wow.

00:22:10.800 I like the idea too, where it's like, instead of trying to solve issues regarding the spiritual

00:22:17.600 realm, instead of trying to cast out spirits or any of these things, why not just fuck

00:22:22.820 with them?

00:22:24.040 You know what I mean?

00:22:24.840 Like, why not just like haunt them and fuck with them and call their names and then ask

00:22:29.580 them like really dumb shit.

00:22:30.820 Like you get a Ouija board and you're like, is anybody out there?

00:22:33.800 And then when they say yes, you go, how big that dick, baby, you know, and just send

00:22:38.980 that out there and see what the ghost does with it.

00:22:41.300 I think that would do that because they have the ability to fuck with you harder.

00:22:45.340 Um, maybe a lot harder, but Hey man, do, do what you got to do.

00:22:48.220 I wonder if ghosts fuck with shit posters.

00:22:51.440 Hmm.

00:22:52.160 You know what I mean?

00:22:54.520 I think we're a, we're a good match for them.

00:22:56.900 I don't want to do what I'm just saying.

00:22:58.360 I would, I would like, if I was a ghost, I wouldn't even bother with me.

00:23:01.900 Cause I'd be like.

00:23:02.280 It's annoying.

00:23:04.320 It says, uh, trolling the demons is next level enlightenment.

00:23:07.360 Yeah.

00:23:07.660 That's what, that's what I'm saying.

00:23:08.980 Nobody ever, nobody ever screws with them.

00:23:12.180 I like that.

00:23:13.440 All right.

00:23:13.700 Uh, let's finish reading it.

00:23:15.100 Yeah.

00:23:15.580 I'm not quite sure why I knew I needed to be inside and check this place out.

00:23:19.320 She simply said to me in a matter of fact, wait, okay, well, I'll be home.

00:23:23.800 And I told her, okay, I'll be there shortly after this.

00:23:26.620 So I walked up the three, maybe four stair patio with black railings.

00:23:32.080 And open the door.

00:23:33.180 As I stepped in, I noticed a small table, like a TV stand tray, but with four posts.

00:23:38.340 And on top of it were seven full, unopened beers.

00:23:42.380 I looked further inside this main floor and across the room, peering out of the window was a high powered telescope.

00:23:48.600 Now I took pause at the entrance after shutting the door behind me because to the right was a dark staircase that led upstairs just past the main floor opening.

00:23:58.780 And I could hear deep, deep chest feeling vibrations like breathing that you could tell someone or something massive and powerful was sleeping upstairs.

00:24:08.880 You ever been next to a bison?

00:24:10.940 No, I have not.

00:24:13.380 Dude, I've been next to, they had them at Space Farm Zoo in New Jersey.

00:24:17.780 And it's so crazy.

00:24:20.560 It's like standing next to a, like a breathing, like, you know, Toyota 4Runner.

00:24:27.320 Like, it's fucking, it's so big.

00:24:29.940 And its breath is so intense when you're standing next to it.

00:24:33.060 Like, you're like, oh, this thing could 100% trample me to death with no issue whatsoever.

00:24:38.180 It wouldn't even notice that it did it.

00:24:40.560 Yeah.

00:24:41.280 Yeah.

00:24:41.560 I mean, I've been next to big animals and never a bison.

00:24:44.960 Yeah.

00:24:45.320 Bison, buffalo.

00:24:46.260 I don't know the difference, but.

00:24:48.380 All right.

00:24:48.600 So he says, I knew I had to be careful, but I just absolutely needed to know if my suspicions were right in that the telescope was looking further amongst the spectacular formations in the sky.

00:24:59.860 With the deep snoring upstairs, I quietly but quickly crossed the room to the telescope and sat in the chair before it.

00:25:05.460 I put my eyes into the sight and was already focused upon the full moon perfectly without needing to adjust the thing.

00:25:11.640 So this thing, whatever it was, was ready to drink seven beers and was looking at the moon and just decided to go take a nap.

00:25:19.480 Was this David?

00:25:20.520 That's fucking weird.

00:25:23.380 Interesting.

00:25:24.180 As I looked, I started to see so much more than just the massive waves of water crashing into it.

00:25:29.040 It was a million billion tiny living things all working together at once in a school of fish fashion to make this whole thing work.

00:25:37.640 They were mainly blue deep dots of some sort of of some sort and yellow and red as you looked closer.

00:25:44.660 But you could see that without them, there would be no massive wave performance happening.

00:25:49.000 And it was a breathtaking to see.

00:25:50.980 It spoke to me deeply and I can't tell you how long I looked in amazement.

00:25:56.180 But once I had my fill, I sat back in the chair and wondered for almost 30 seconds.

00:26:00.120 And then something crept into my being that utterly frightened me.

00:26:04.720 I could no longer hear the deep, massive snoring.

00:26:07.980 It was completely and deafeningly silent.

00:26:11.480 That struck me.

00:26:12.960 And as it did, I stood to my feet quickly, turned around and ran to the door because I knew something wasn't okay.

00:26:17.960 And I feared my girlfriend at home in the apartment.

00:26:21.000 I feared for her at home in the apartments.

00:26:23.220 It's like this thing woke up and then his first thought was about his girlfriend being in danger.

00:26:28.120 That's interesting.

00:26:28.940 Yeah.

00:26:29.120 So it went right to his girlfriend.

00:26:30.600 I guess.

00:26:31.100 I don't know.

00:26:32.260 That struck me.

00:26:33.220 And as I ran to the door, I paused just before opening it and looked at the table stand with the seven beers.

00:26:39.160 And to my shock and horror, all seven beers were opened and some of them crushed.

00:26:44.180 And I intuitively knew that whatever was making the loud, massive snoring had drank them and watched me peering through the telescope as he did the whole time without me knowing.

00:26:54.740 Interesting.

00:26:55.060 That's kind of freaky, right?

00:26:56.200 I love the part where he, whatever this is, crushes seven beers.

00:27:00.220 Yeah.

00:27:00.380 And he doesn't hear it.

00:27:01.140 He opens them up.

00:27:02.320 That's so funny, man.

00:27:03.360 Drinks them.

00:27:04.820 Just getting a little wasted before he goes out and does his day, you know?

00:27:08.720 That's funny because I was watching this commercial recently.

00:27:11.040 Not a commercial.

00:27:11.680 It wasn't a real commercial.

00:27:12.480 But it was like a fake podcast where one guy was playing both guests and they were talking about microdosing and all the benefits of microdosing.

00:27:20.920 And then it starts off with like alcohol is bad.

00:27:24.120 And then he's talking about microdosing and then he's talking about microdosing some ketamine.

00:27:27.960 And then he's talking about doing this.

00:27:29.140 And then full circle at the end, he's like, you know what I've started doing?

00:27:32.140 I've been microdosing beer.

00:27:33.720 Yeah.

00:27:34.080 I'll just have a little bit of beer.

00:27:35.220 Just one beer that acts as a social lubricant, makes me a little bit sharper, makes me a little bit braver.

00:27:40.140 And it's just, it's, it's very funny because by the end of it, he's talking about, and I think we've actually come there.

00:27:45.560 We're now, now it's like nicotine is the shit.

00:27:48.160 We did that like anti-smoking campaign forever.

00:27:50.760 And now it's like, maybe there's some, something good about nicotine.

00:27:53.960 Maybe, maybe smoking is back.

00:27:55.540 Maybe smoking is good again.

00:27:57.180 And it was, it's actually a very funny, I don't know if you don't know what I'm talking about.

00:28:01.380 And that's, no, I didn't see that shit.

00:28:02.480 I don't know.

00:28:05.220 It was good, man.

00:28:06.180 This guy just watches something.

00:28:06.960 He's always watching.

00:28:07.720 I saw this video.

00:28:08.640 It's like some weird video.

00:28:09.480 I'm like, where do you find it?

00:28:10.740 I got to find it.

00:28:11.420 I'll send it to you.

00:28:12.040 It's funny.

00:28:12.520 It's funny.

00:28:13.000 I probably.

00:28:13.220 He told me the other day you were watching some weird content creator.

00:28:15.800 I was like, how do you even find these people?

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00:28:58.040 Hashtag make a play.

00:29:00.820 Yeah.

00:29:01.420 All right.

00:29:02.640 He says, I also knew it was because I pretty much, I was pretty much hypnotized the whole time undertaking

00:29:08.940 that I was, I was looking through the telescope.

00:29:11.820 So, after this, I quickly opened the door and ran out to the grasslands towards the apartment

00:29:16.880 where we lived.

00:29:18.560 As I did, I got no further than maybe 20 to 30 feet from the house and immediately dropped

00:29:22.500 to my knees in utter shock and horror.

00:29:25.440 Our apartment building was engulfed in flames and specifically the top corner unit we lived

00:29:30.260 in was in complete flames.

00:29:32.640 Jeez.

00:29:33.280 Damn.

00:29:34.380 I knew in that moment that everything, including my girlfriend, was gone.

00:29:37.420 I knew she had died in the fire already and all I could think was how I could have, how

00:29:42.900 could I have left her there to die by herself?

00:29:45.420 How could I be away, focused on these things for so long, losing track of time?

00:29:51.420 In that very moment, as tears ran down my face, I stepped,

00:29:55.120 I, my face, I stepped this massive and yet amazing dog man.

00:30:00.180 What the, wait up.

00:30:01.860 I hit this, the word stepped is wrong.

00:30:03.880 I think he meant to say I saw.

00:30:05.500 I saw this massive and yet amazing dog man or what I would now call dog man.

00:30:10.520 At the time, I thought it was a werewolf, but what's the difference?

00:30:13.860 Yeah, I don't know.

00:30:14.260 Good question, dude.

00:30:15.100 I think it's like the legs.

00:30:17.360 Yeah, I think the, the way they're, the way they bend.

00:30:19.580 Yeah, like the knees, which direction the knees bend in.

00:30:22.480 So a werewolf would be standard and then a dog man would be like ostrich-like?

00:30:28.360 I think so.

00:30:29.400 Yeah.

00:30:30.820 Maybe.

00:30:31.600 I don't know.

00:30:32.300 He stood tall and assuredly and it didn't frighten me.

00:30:35.520 I could tell he was of good nature to me, but it was still amazing to look upon.

00:30:39.860 I don't think he was of good nature.

00:30:41.940 Is this the thing that was shit-faced and set your girlfriend on fire?

00:30:45.500 I don't think he's-

00:30:46.420 Yeah, totally cool.

00:30:47.600 He's a little drunk, but fine.

00:30:49.360 Fucking, you snuck into his house.

00:30:50.860 He crushed seven beers, left you there alone, and then set your girlfriend on fire.

00:30:54.200 But he's aight.

00:30:55.200 Yeah, I love this.

00:30:56.360 He was tall and stout and what surprised me more was he had an armor on that was draped

00:31:02.300 in clothing.

00:31:04.440 Now, unlike Kevin, who the fuck is Kevin?

00:31:09.160 Who the fuck is Kevin?

00:31:10.440 Unlike Kevin, his armor was silver-like, maybe bronze, and the clothing was purple, but it

00:31:17.820 also could have been the turquoise, he explained.

00:31:21.420 I just remember armor and clothing for sure.

00:31:25.080 I don't know.

00:31:25.740 I feel like we missed the whole paragraph.

00:31:27.820 We missed the part about Kevin.

00:31:28.280 Yeah, something strange happened here.

00:31:29.840 There's another werewolf called Kevin, and he has clothing armor, but not quite the same.

00:31:33.560 Kevin is cool.

00:31:36.360 If his name is Kevin.

00:31:38.000 Yeah.

00:31:38.480 Let us know who Kevin is when you fucking watch this.

00:31:41.880 When I think back, though, my heart goes to silver, like armor with purple clothing and

00:31:46.340 a cape wrapped into it.

00:31:48.380 This could all be poor memory, and it could be most definitely my mind filling in the gaps,

00:31:52.780 even in the moment of the dream, but armor and clothing for sure.

00:31:56.440 That kind of reminds me of that, does he mean St. Christopher?

00:32:00.880 The dark man.

00:32:01.800 I don't know.

00:32:03.980 Did St. Christopher have armor?

00:32:06.800 Yeah, he was a knight.

00:32:09.860 Oh.

00:32:10.900 Check that out.

00:32:11.380 Yeah, dude.

00:32:12.060 They used to use him.

00:32:12.920 Well, I know purple means royalty.

00:32:16.140 Right, right, right, right.

00:32:17.980 Yeah, they would use him to kill shit.

00:32:19.820 I think he was more of a mercenary than a knight, but definitely a warrior.

00:32:24.220 That's what Brian was telling us about, the armor with the room for a snout.

00:32:30.200 Oh, yeah, that's right.

00:32:32.000 The extended helmet, yeah.

00:32:33.660 Right, right.

00:32:35.020 So, let me see.

00:32:36.780 As he stepped into view, he spoke to me in a matter of fact, an utterly true tone that

00:32:40.640 was caring as it could be, but also assured and assertive as it can be.

00:32:47.300 Like it didn't have much time, but needed me to know what he was saying to the deepest

00:32:53.220 core of me.

00:32:56.460 He told me with what had to be mind speak or telepathy, because I don't remember seeing

00:33:01.700 his mouth move other than to breathe.

00:33:04.620 It's okay.

00:33:05.500 She was only meant to show you something.

00:33:07.680 You have to let it go now.

00:33:08.920 You have to move on.

00:33:10.920 Very strange.

00:33:11.780 She, she was only meant to, so, so, I guess he sets, he drinks seven beers, he sets his

00:33:21.040 girlfriend on fire, and then he says, it's okay.

00:33:23.220 You don't need her anymore.

00:33:24.040 It's fine.

00:33:24.500 Yeah.

00:33:24.640 She was just going to show you the moon.

00:33:26.460 That's it.

00:33:26.820 That's it.

00:33:27.560 She had to show you the moon.

00:33:28.680 Now that's done.

00:33:30.420 May she rest in peace.

00:33:31.720 Yeah.

00:33:32.020 I had to burn her now, but it's cool.

00:33:34.000 It's chill.

00:33:34.760 Also talking to you through telepathy, which is interesting.

00:33:37.480 This is a, from March 18th.

00:33:39.360 I think this was before we were even talking about telepathy, so, or maybe right around.

00:33:44.260 No, this had to have been before.

00:33:45.900 Anyway, so he continues, and even, even though I didn't want to believe it, I knew he was,

00:33:50.820 what he was saying was true, and I knew he meant it deeply and affectionately, but in

00:33:54.600 a way that meant I needed to adhere, and what he was saying was for my betterment.

00:33:59.140 That's when I woke up.

00:34:00.920 I have that and some other stories as well that include what I can only surmise as reptilian

00:34:06.280 attachment that followed me back home from Arizona after I split with this girl from

00:34:10.740 what my mother and sister tell me.

00:34:12.740 Interesting.

00:34:13.040 I was in a deep depression, oppression at the time, but they experienced some crazy paranormal

00:34:19.820 things when I came back to live with them, and that's where this, this story ends.

00:34:24.460 So, something strange about this girl, huh?

00:34:26.500 When I was younger, I was dating a girl, we broke up, and then I started dating another

00:34:32.340 girl, and that, the second girl ends up talking to a psychic about me.

00:34:38.600 I didn't ask her to.

00:34:40.100 She just, there's a psychic in her family, and they often, like, you know, go to her for

00:34:45.980 whatever.

00:34:46.280 And the psychic told her that she and I weren't going to be together, and that I was actually

00:34:53.960 going to get back with this other chick because, quote, I had a lot to teach her still, which

00:35:02.340 was weird because it was a very toxic relationship that I was in in my teenage years.

00:35:06.400 And it was very much, like, um, I don't know how to, how to explain it, like, she, I don't

00:35:16.100 want to be rude, even though it's my ex, and I don't really care either way, but she was

00:35:22.640 a fucking, like, a dunce, dude.

00:35:26.020 Like, a complete moron.

00:35:29.420 She had, like, no situational awareness.

00:35:32.860 She had no, like, critical thinking skills.

00:35:35.240 It was very strange.

00:35:36.400 And a lot of our relationship was me, for whatever reason, in my infinite wisdom as

00:35:41.900 a teenager, um, teaching her a bunch of shit.

00:35:45.620 And I just thought that was strange because we did end up getting back together, and then

00:35:48.840 we ended up separating, you know, a final time.

00:35:51.460 Uh, but it kind of reminds me of that.

00:35:53.420 Like, it seems like that dream was almost the catalyst for him breaking up with this chick.

00:35:59.240 And it's interesting because after he broke up with her, he's then tailed by some other

00:36:04.420 entity that he describes as reptilian.

00:36:07.200 That's a fascinating way to describe a thing that it doesn't sound like he is outright saying

00:36:12.940 that he saw, you know, but that's a pretty, uh, physical descriptive.

00:36:17.740 Speaks a lot more to the image of a thing than it does to the behavior of a thing.

00:36:21.540 Um, I don't know.

00:36:24.360 Interesting story.

00:36:25.580 Um, the dog man thing.

00:36:27.300 Dog man in armor is pretty, uh, pretty interesting as well.

00:36:31.480 I don't know what the hell to make of that.

00:36:33.140 Why did he burn your girlfriend?

00:36:35.300 Yeah.

00:36:35.740 Why?

00:36:36.600 I mean, it's one thing to be like, hey, it's time to move on.

00:36:40.400 Like she, she was only here to show you a thing, but now it's time to move on.

00:36:43.840 But it's another thing to be like, and I set her spirit man on fire in an apartment building

00:36:48.660 in the astral realm.

00:36:50.360 And all your shit.

00:36:51.900 Everything.

00:36:52.380 I don't know what you had in that apartment.

00:36:54.160 Uh, it's gone.

00:36:55.300 It's all gone.

00:36:56.100 Anyways, you want to go back to my place and have a couple of drinks?

00:37:00.680 You want to smash some beers?

00:37:01.920 Look at the moon.

00:37:02.800 You want to smash some beers and look at the moon?

00:37:04.380 Fuck yeah, dude.

00:37:05.080 Let's go.

00:37:05.500 Um, all right.

00:37:07.380 Um, the full moon connotation and the dog man werewolf thing is interesting, right?

00:37:13.240 Yeah.

00:37:14.080 Yeah.

00:37:14.680 Um, and the moon itself being peppered with water.

00:37:19.220 It's interesting because he says that she was supposed to show you something.

00:37:23.780 And in the dream, she's showing him, she's like, hey, you, you're not seeing it, idiot.

00:37:28.300 Look at the moon again.

00:37:29.220 Were you fucking blind and stupid?

00:37:31.280 And he looks back at the moon and he realizes, oh shit.

00:37:33.760 Yeah.

00:37:34.000 I don't know how I missed it.

00:37:35.500 But there appears to be tidal waves crashing on the moon.

00:37:38.940 Um, I wonder what that's representative of.

00:37:42.720 What does that mean?

00:37:44.340 You know, because, uh, I think a lot is imparted in dreams in particular through symbols.

00:37:48.940 I had a dream about the moon once.

00:37:51.020 Um, my wife and I were in some sort of a city at night and more or less everybody was freaking

00:37:58.840 the fuck out like it was the end of the world, uh, because the moon was approaching.

00:38:04.200 The moon was like crashing into the planet.

00:38:06.180 And I just remember being like, well, fucking everybody else is freaking out.

00:38:10.320 Uh, I'm going to go in and have a seat with my wife and like, check this out.

00:38:14.620 Cause this is kind of a banger of a view.

00:38:16.480 I'm going to crush these seven beers.

00:38:17.840 And we crushed seven beers and, uh, and I set her on fire and that was the whole, I don't

00:38:23.180 know what it meant.

00:38:23.900 I don't know what the dream meant, but all right, let's get into this next one.

00:38:27.040 This is from, uh, do I saw a doxer?

00:38:30.360 I want to do another one.

00:38:31.860 Um, oh, which one, which one are you talking about?

00:38:34.060 319.

00:38:36.260 319.

00:38:37.000 Let me see.

00:38:37.920 Sandra.

00:38:38.460 She didn't fucking tell me not to dox her.

00:38:40.000 So I'm doxing her.

00:38:40.760 Sandra.

00:38:41.720 Okay.

00:38:42.120 Wait a minute.

00:38:42.400 Before we read it, uh, we're at 36 minutes.

00:38:44.560 So, oh my God, these pores.

00:38:47.120 Oh my goodness.

00:38:48.540 Oh my goodness.

00:38:50.500 Guys, it is, we're, it's now 38 minutes in and we've given you more content than you deserve.

00:38:55.980 Uh, and so we're recommending that you go on over to patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death

00:39:03.220 Squad, where you can continue listening to Sandra's story.

00:39:07.260 Soft Doc Sandra and, uh, and more.

00:39:09.500 There's also more.

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00:40:04.100 Hashtag make a play.

00:40:07.080 Bye.

00:40:08.560 Goodbye.

00:40:09.500 We'll see you guys later.

00:40:13.060 I like the elevator music as we leave.

00:40:15.540 Yeah.

00:40:16.320 All right, cool.

00:40:17.160 We got a much more intimate crowd here.

00:40:19.360 Yeah.

00:40:19.640 Nice and quiet, right?

00:40:21.660 Oh.

00:40:22.460 Yannette says there has to be a burp reel in the works.

00:40:26.780 Oh, yeah.

00:40:27.520 Because I do be burping.

00:40:28.860 I do be burping.

00:40:29.660 You guys make me nervous, and I get indigestion.

00:40:32.120 It's weird.

00:40:35.760 It's weird for somebody that likes to talk so much how other people can make you nervous.

00:40:39.080 Yeah, but they make me nervous, and I get indigestion.

00:40:42.740 Okay.

00:40:43.000 Sandra says, hey there, David and top.

00:40:45.080 P.S.

00:40:45.440 I think God does like what you're doing.

00:40:47.720 Oh.

00:40:48.180 I hope so.

00:40:49.200 That's nice.

00:40:49.500 I really hope so.

00:40:50.540 I really, really hope so.

00:40:51.520 Somebody showed me scripture yesterday, Matthew 15, 11, I think, and it was basically about

00:40:58.800 like the words you say.

00:41:01.520 Gay retards.

00:41:02.840 And I tried.

00:41:03.840 I tried to do like mental gymnastics.

00:41:05.760 I'm reading it.

00:41:06.300 I'm like, yeah, but it doesn't say anything about saying faggot.

00:41:09.140 I didn't read that one.

00:41:10.720 Yeah, and it's like, it's basically saying.

00:41:12.540 Matthew what?

00:41:13.780 15, 11, Matthew 15, 11, I think.

00:41:15.960 Mm-hmm.

00:41:16.560 Oh, yeah.

00:41:16.860 It's going to say some stuff.

00:41:17.780 Yeah, let's see.

00:41:18.980 It's going to say some stuff.

00:41:20.100 Not that which goeth into the mouth defileth man, but that which cometh out of the mouth,

00:41:26.700 this defileth a man.

00:41:28.120 What's that mean?

00:41:29.280 Right.

00:41:29.620 Well, and what I'm like, can we be specific here?

00:41:32.280 Because if I call you a faggot.

00:41:36.120 Well, what goes into your mouth?

00:41:38.340 Food.

00:41:40.240 That defiles you sometimes.

00:41:41.760 That could be defiling.

00:41:42.400 Yeah, that's very defiling.

00:41:43.540 What's this mean?

00:41:45.360 I don't know.

00:41:48.040 I don't know.

00:41:48.680 Well, anyway, what did you glean from it?

00:41:50.780 Shouldn't say faggot anymore?

00:41:52.260 No.

00:41:53.340 I just wondered, am I being, am I doing mental gymnastics to try to justify calling people

00:41:58.640 faggots?

00:41:59.240 Or is it the truth?

00:42:03.820 You know what I'm saying?

00:42:04.720 In other words, if I call you a faggot because you're acting like a faggot.

00:42:08.720 Let's look at the meaning.

00:42:09.620 So the meaning, this verse is part of a teaching by Jesus addressing the Pharisees' criticism

00:42:13.960 of his disciples for not following traditional hand-washing rituals before eating.

00:42:19.600 Jesus explains that the spiritual purity isn't about external rituals or what food one consumes.

00:42:26.400 Instead, true defilement comes from within, from the heart, through the sinful words, thoughts,

00:42:32.120 and actions like evil speech, lies, or slander.

00:42:35.240 Yeah, that's so that in context, Jesus is challenging legalistic traditions, emphasizing

00:42:40.240 that moral and spiritual character matters more than outward conformity to rules.

00:42:46.160 He later clarifies to his disciples that evil intentions and behaviors which originate

00:42:50.660 in the heart are what makes a person unclean before God.

00:42:53.860 So what was that person getting at with you?

00:42:55.840 What were they saying like you shouldn't say?

00:42:57.000 Oh, it was because I actually had to take down the post because the post got limited visibility.

00:43:01.000 Um, and I'm not going to keep that up because it's just going to strangle my, my reach.

00:43:06.900 Um, but the post was, I just want to praise Christ, um, learn about conspiracies and call

00:43:15.340 people faggots.

00:43:16.300 Okay.

00:43:16.900 Something like that.

00:43:18.340 And, and then of course it got flagged because I said faggot.

00:43:20.740 Uh, but then somebody was like, and they were doing it in good, good spirit, but they were

00:43:25.160 like, oh, fucking 15, 12, Matthew 15, 12.

00:43:27.760 And I looked it up and I was like, I'm not going to think about that one.

00:43:32.300 Yeah.

00:43:32.440 I mean, but here, according to this and now I'm not saying that we should continue saying.

00:43:36.700 No, no, but it's, it's worth exploring.

00:43:38.280 Right.

00:43:38.540 If it's, if it says that in the Bible, then I've, I'd like to understand it.

00:43:41.820 And, uh, yeah.

00:43:42.360 So apparently the meaning is, so the Pharisees would actually be the people that are coming

00:43:46.260 to you telling you that.

00:43:47.300 So this guy's acting like a Pharisee in this case, Jesus is talking about the intention

00:43:51.120 of your heart.

00:43:51.980 So now when you're calling these people faggots, it could mean that we're talking about like,

00:43:57.020 uh, I don't know, what's this guy's name?

00:43:58.620 I was just talking to today.

00:43:59.500 This dude here.

00:44:00.360 Let me see if I can pull him up.

00:44:01.920 Oh, you call somebody a faggot?

00:44:03.280 Yeah.

00:44:03.640 Yeah.

00:44:03.820 Yeah.

00:44:04.020 Yeah.

00:44:04.080 A spiritual faggot though.

00:44:05.580 Okay.

00:44:05.840 Uh, Mark Pellegrino.

00:44:07.640 Oh yeah.

00:44:08.180 That guy's gay.

00:44:09.220 Yeah.

00:44:09.440 Very gay.

00:44:10.360 Yeah.

00:44:10.660 Uh, as a matter of fact, by the way, I see here our, our, um, he changed, look, I bullied

00:44:15.980 him into changing his, his banner, which was a gay flag before.

00:44:19.200 That's very funny.

00:44:20.260 Good job, dude.

00:44:21.400 Yeah.

00:44:21.620 See, I'm doing God's work.

00:44:24.000 No, but, but I don't think that I'm doing, I don't think that I'm doing a mental gymnastics

00:44:27.900 when I'm trying to figure out like, oh, fucking spirit fingers.

00:44:30.740 Um, if, if dunking on people, you know, so you can keep not washing your hands, uh, to

00:44:38.020 eat raw hot dogs.

00:44:38.760 Thank you.

00:44:39.020 Doomsday crack.

00:44:39.400 No, sorry.

00:44:39.820 That's not what I meant.

00:44:40.420 I meant to pull this up.

00:44:41.380 Yes.

00:44:41.440 Yes.

00:44:41.640 I just discovered that they have an asterisk in front of them.

00:44:44.200 Okay, so we're actually going to go to, uh, 311 then.

00:44:48.060 No, wait, wait, wait.

00:44:48.740 I mean, I should we?

00:44:50.080 All right.

00:44:50.200 Yeah.

00:44:50.380 Yeah.

00:44:50.500 Cause it has an asterisk and, and, uh, what are we paying Nancy for if she's going to categorize

00:44:56.500 these things for us and we're not going to read them according to her categorizations.

00:44:59.840 311.

00:45:00.740 Greetings, fellow retards.

00:45:01.960 I wonder if I could do this thing.

00:45:03.460 Let me see something real quick.

00:45:04.580 What?

00:45:04.940 Call somebody.

00:45:05.440 We'll see.

00:45:06.820 No, I'm going to copy it and ask.

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00:45:49.840 Hashtag make a play.

00:45:51.340 Can, uh, I'm going to ask Grok to, nah, I'll do it another time.

00:45:58.560 I wonder if I can ask Grok or ChatGPT to, like, fix it, but don't change it.

00:46:03.800 Make it legible, but don't change the words.

00:46:05.820 Oh, oh, in other words, like, yeah, yeah.

00:46:07.560 Do just grammatical corrections and structuring corrections.

00:46:13.020 Make it, make it look like a retarded faggot didn't write this.

00:46:15.800 Look, uh, Kate says, read mine.

00:46:17.980 Let's see where Kate's is in here.

00:46:19.300 We, we, we, we might read yours next, but I want to make sure that we get to.

00:46:22.840 Uh, Nancy, there's Kate part one, but it's empty, the file.

00:46:25.940 So I don't know, um.

00:46:27.360 Nancy.

00:46:28.200 Nancy.

00:46:29.040 What did you do?

00:46:30.140 You bitch.

00:46:30.420 Why did she do that?

00:46:31.300 Why did she do that?

00:46:32.600 Why did she do that?

00:46:33.660 Why does she do these things?

00:46:34.880 Why does she do this?

00:46:36.580 All right.

00:46:37.000 We're going to read 311 and then we'll read Kate's and then we'll get out.

00:46:39.820 I mean, it's not there.

00:46:40.620 It doesn't exist.

00:46:43.020 This isn't good.

00:46:46.260 We're stuck.

00:46:47.360 All right.

00:46:47.600 All right.

00:46:47.800 All right.

00:46:47.980 We're going to do it.

00:46:48.440 We'll, we'll, we'll see about it, Kate.

00:46:50.320 Um, but for now, and I, she lives in Alaska, so it's almost a hundred percent.

00:46:55.260 She's been abducted.

00:46:56.920 Oh no.

00:46:57.140 You ever watch fourth time?

00:46:58.200 I see Kate's emails here.

00:46:58.720 There's, uh, two of them.

00:47:00.140 Wow.

00:47:00.480 About night terrors.

00:47:01.220 And then there's another one, part two night terrors.

00:47:03.100 So we'll see if you can vamp while I edit, we'll do this, but whatever.

00:47:07.680 All right.

00:47:07.840 So this is from Monon.

00:47:08.240 What do you want to read that?

00:47:09.020 Is that what you're saying?

00:47:10.120 No, no, no, no.

00:47:10.600 I'd have to like edit it and put it in there.

00:47:12.940 Um, as a matter of fact, yeah, there is no asterisk next to yours, Kate.

00:47:16.780 So I guess it's not good.

00:47:18.140 Oh yeah.

00:47:18.440 That's what the asterisks mean.

00:47:19.600 It's important.

00:47:20.220 And Nancy considers it worth our time.

00:47:24.360 You beat greetings, fellow retards.

00:47:26.700 I just play it.

00:47:29.280 I'm just like, okay.

00:47:30.240 All right.

00:47:30.440 All right.

00:47:30.600 Go ahead.

00:47:30.860 Go on.

00:47:31.540 Uh, you put on a great show despite the obvious handicap retarded.

00:47:34.840 Yeah, that's true.

00:47:35.920 Uh, for real though.

00:47:36.740 Love it.

00:47:37.280 We'll just dive in.

00:47:38.540 When I was about seven years old, uh, sleep was always a big problem.

00:47:43.080 Normal hyper kid, not allowed much sugar always with the knee bouncing.

00:47:47.620 Oh, you had restless leg syndrome.

00:47:49.280 Yeah.

00:47:49.540 That's it.

00:47:50.040 That's anxiety.

00:47:50.920 I don't give a fuck what anybody says.

00:47:52.340 It might.

00:47:52.780 I think it is.

00:47:53.360 Cause my, uh, the best man to my wedding has, he's like, oh, he's has RLS.

00:47:57.080 I was like, no, he's got trauma.

00:47:58.780 Yeah.

00:47:59.480 You got some trauma dog.

00:48:01.120 Yeah.

00:48:01.300 Yeah.

00:48:01.520 It's like childhood shit.

00:48:02.620 Um, anyway, my brother and I shared a bunk bed and I was on the top bunk having a rough

00:48:09.580 night sleeping.

00:48:10.660 The room was dark.

00:48:11.620 And what I assumed at the time was my dad came walking in and gave me some advice, which

00:48:15.920 you assumed.

00:48:16.740 That's crazy.

00:48:17.520 Was your dad.

00:48:18.120 Yeah.

00:48:18.400 And he gave you some advice and you still assumed it was your dad.

00:48:20.820 And he was like, he was like, all right, dad.

00:48:27.180 Yeah.

00:48:27.560 My dad was six foot plus, but all I remember is a black silhouette with red eyes.

00:48:32.380 No, that I added the red eyes part.

00:48:34.120 So it feels like at my, at the time, my, I, what is it?

00:48:39.520 At the time I almost told myself it was my dad because anything else would be so frightening.

00:48:43.580 I often wonder like sometimes like when I go in the room, my daughter's cause my daughter's

00:48:48.080 going to be seven, I'm like, what does she see?

00:48:50.600 What does she even see me as?

00:48:52.200 Like I come in and she's very much like, Oh, like sometimes she's like, Whoa, dad's here.

00:48:56.720 And sometimes she's like scared or something.

00:48:58.900 I'm like, what are you looking at?

00:49:00.780 Like, what are you, they don't see, don't ask.

00:49:03.460 Yeah.

00:49:03.860 They don't, I don't, I do ask.

00:49:05.320 I've been asking my daughter a lot of questions, like a good questions.

00:49:08.820 Actually, this is a fun one.

00:49:11.040 My, my wife's mother came to visit from New York and she's married to a guy who we, we

00:49:17.540 kind of figured out is autistic.

00:49:19.360 You might've met him.

00:49:21.180 Is he, uh, describe him.

00:49:23.860 Skinny white guy, uh, white hair, balding.

00:49:27.100 He's very like glasses and he's like, well, what's the deal with me?

00:49:30.720 And he talks like whole timey.

00:49:32.240 Sounds familiar.

00:49:33.000 Yeah.

00:49:33.140 Yeah.

00:49:33.320 So anyway, um, we're like, like, I was like, I can't stand this guy sometime.

00:49:37.020 But then I'm like, oh no, he's just autistic.

00:49:38.680 So now I figured out what makes him tick.

00:49:40.640 Yeah.

00:49:41.020 And the last few times he's visited, it's just been fantastic.

00:49:44.040 What have you been asking if he visits the hill?

00:49:46.120 Dog, hold on.

00:49:46.680 Let me see if I can pull this up.

00:49:47.720 I asked him about, uh, like telepathy.

00:49:49.440 He's not that kind of autistic.

00:49:51.000 Damn.

00:49:51.240 Let me see.

00:49:51.820 Yeah.

00:49:52.180 Uh, I asked rock, uh, fun questions for autistic individuals.

00:49:56.860 That's so funny.

00:49:57.680 And you're just reading rock questions to this adult man.

00:50:00.860 I remembered some of them and then some I'll read them and then I'll ask them, but it's not

00:50:04.220 like I'm reading them in front of them.

00:50:05.520 So I'm like, what's your favorite thing to geek out?

00:50:07.020 About right now.

00:50:07.960 And he's like, trains.

00:50:09.480 Let me tell you about trains.

00:50:10.720 No fucking way.

00:50:11.240 He said trains a hundred percent autistic.

00:50:13.240 Oh yeah.

00:50:13.620 Yeah.

00:50:13.960 I said, what's it?

00:50:14.780 Then I was like, Hey, what's a cool fact you learned recently?

00:50:18.380 And then he just told me, what was the fact?

00:50:20.340 Oh, did you know that it snowed more in Florida than it did?

00:50:22.940 Like, he just tells us like facts.

00:50:24.320 Like, like, I love this dude.

00:50:26.360 Exactly.

00:50:26.860 You see?

00:50:27.600 So you got to figure out what his shit is.

00:50:29.560 Yeah.

00:50:29.720 Oh, this is, there was one that I asked him.

00:50:31.680 That was great.

00:50:32.280 This was a good one.

00:50:32.980 Uh, there's another that was down here.

00:50:35.400 If you could make a rule, everyone had to follow for a day.

00:50:39.200 What would it be?

00:50:40.160 And everybody would never guess what he told me.

00:50:42.160 What do you think he said?

00:50:43.080 He said, everybody wears noise canceling headphones.

00:50:46.400 No, it was close though.

00:50:48.280 He said he would make a rule where nobody, like for one day a year, nobody's food is allowed to touch.

00:50:54.940 Oh, fucking crazy rule.

00:50:57.560 A hundred percent autistic.

00:50:58.420 Because there's only three things there.

00:50:59.800 It's, yeah, food, nobody's food's allowed to touch.

00:51:02.300 Everybody wears noise canceling headphones.

00:51:04.280 Nobody makes eye contact ever again.

00:51:06.080 That's your fucking.

00:51:10.820 I was like, what would be the, what would be like the penalty?

00:51:14.760 He's like, if your food touches, you throw it out.

00:51:17.220 It's like, so somebody's just there watching all the food and somebody's like the food touched a little bit.

00:51:20.580 He's like, fucking throw your food out.

00:51:21.800 I like him.

00:51:22.760 I like it.

00:51:23.940 Yeah, see, you got to know how to talk to people.

00:51:25.740 So I've been, I've been asking my kids the same question.

00:51:27.960 What's his opinion on race mixing?

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00:51:42.380 Hashtag make a play.

00:51:45.640 He's just bad.

00:51:46.760 He's like Andrew.

00:51:47.640 Don't let the food touch.

00:51:49.240 Don't let him touch.

00:51:49.960 No, once you look, a drop of black in this white milk, it's ruined forever.

00:51:54.160 You can't change it.

00:51:55.700 Anyway.

00:51:56.320 Anyway, he told me to picture myself.

00:51:58.260 No, this is the wrong one.

00:51:59.640 So yeah, you know.

00:52:00.280 No, he told me to picture myself inside of a baseball or a volleyball with no seams.

00:52:05.000 This is what this entity or his dad told him.

00:52:07.220 What?

00:52:07.800 So his dad walks into his room or what he perceives as his dad.

00:52:11.480 And he says, I want you to picture yourself inside of a baseball or like a volleyball, but with no seams.

00:52:17.680 What the fuck?

00:52:18.460 What does that even mean?

00:52:20.300 Just a circle?

00:52:21.540 That's kind of crazy.

00:52:22.440 A baseball with no seams is a wild thing.

00:52:25.440 It's just a leather pouch with like a cork inside of it.

00:52:30.220 Very interesting.

00:52:32.260 I used to count the seams on a baseball.

00:52:34.660 I don't even remember how many of it were.

00:52:35.740 That's autistic shit.

00:52:36.320 I would just.

00:52:37.060 Yeah, because that was a pitcher.

00:52:38.000 So I would like have it in my hand and I just twirl it and count each one.

00:52:40.920 All right.

00:52:42.460 So when my mind was clear, focus on my toes and tell them to relax until I feel them sink.

00:52:50.700 Then move on to feet and do the same until they sink onto my ankles, shins, knees and so forth.

00:52:56.200 He said to do this.

00:52:57.660 He's teaching them to disassociate.

00:53:01.040 That's what it seems like.

00:53:02.260 Yeah.

00:53:02.500 I would never make it to my head before falling asleep.

00:53:06.800 It worked like Ambien.

00:53:08.320 Oh, shit.

00:53:09.960 Yeah.

00:53:10.900 I used this throughout my life and never made it to my head until adult slash marriage.

00:53:15.820 Adulthood slash marriage.

00:53:17.040 Ha ha.

00:53:17.500 That's kind of funny.

00:53:21.060 Then sometimes I had to.

00:53:23.060 Yeah, that's pretty funny.

00:53:24.480 Anon, good for you.

00:53:25.580 You made us chuckle.

00:53:26.500 That's it.

00:53:27.000 See, a lot of some people tell jokes here and we go.

00:53:28.980 But that was that made me chuckle.

00:53:31.560 All right.

00:53:32.480 Then sometimes I had too much stress to make to make it work.

00:53:36.560 Another night of no sleep.

00:53:37.920 And he came into my room again, this time telling me to take slow, deep, controlled breaths and count.

00:53:43.380 Start at two seconds, two seconds in, two seconds out, then three and four and work my way up to seven seconds, seven seconds in hell, seven second, seven second inhale, seven second exhale.

00:53:57.100 That's called Dan John breathing.

00:53:58.620 That's like a, uh, it's a karate technique.

00:54:02.040 I learned that in old school Taekwondo.

00:54:05.420 It's, it's really good.

00:54:06.440 It slows, it slows everything down around you.

00:54:09.580 Like if you want to, uh, I used to use it when I hit the speed bag.

00:54:13.540 You do that.

00:54:14.920 And, uh, I guess besides predicting the ticket ticket ticket ticket, like you, I could actually like, if I breathe correctly, I could see it and where I'm hitting it.

00:54:23.960 Sometimes move it this way, move it that way.

00:54:25.540 Boom.

00:54:26.040 You know what I mean?

00:54:26.960 Yeah.

00:54:27.160 Um, yeah.

00:54:28.260 All right.

00:54:28.740 Fast forward to adulthood.

00:54:30.280 I was raised Mormon.

00:54:31.980 Gross.

00:54:32.780 But we're Mormon too.

00:54:33.780 Actually.

00:54:34.140 I didn't know if you knew that.

00:54:34.940 Oh yeah.

00:54:35.020 Right.

00:54:35.280 That's right.

00:54:35.620 Well, tower gang's Mormon.

00:54:37.160 Yeah.

00:54:37.840 But we converted to after our episode.

00:54:39.780 Um, I, I was raised Mormon and pretty restricted from all things fun.

00:54:43.900 Um, so when I was free, I dove headfirst into the party.

00:54:46.980 Yeah.

00:54:47.440 That's called like Rumspringer, right?

00:54:49.440 The Mormons.

00:54:50.940 Rumspringer?

00:54:51.400 Oh, I don't know.

00:54:51.980 I don't know.

00:54:52.960 Whatever the people.

00:54:54.040 We had Mormons on, uh, shout out to not nice guy and his, uh, co-host.

00:54:59.240 And, um, and I just can't remember anything.

00:55:03.760 I can't remember anything.

00:55:04.660 I remember liking it.

00:55:05.800 I remember being like, this isn't so bad.

00:55:07.400 Fucking Mormons.

00:55:07.920 Yeah, this isn't so bad.

00:55:08.660 Pretty cool.

00:55:09.800 Anyway, uh, went to my first day of orientation to college, at college after a summer of binge

00:55:15.380 drinking.

00:55:16.200 Nice.

00:55:16.800 Met meth.

00:55:17.240 And I spent the next two years trying to get as high as I was that day.

00:55:22.880 That's so fucking funny, dude.

00:55:25.000 It's like, yeah, I was raised Mormon and it was like pretty restrictive.

00:55:28.960 So the first thing that I did is, uh, I decided to do meth as soon as I got it.

00:55:32.340 It's like, maybe Mormonism was good for you.

00:55:34.280 Probably better than meth.

00:55:36.000 Yeah.

00:55:36.400 Damn kid.

00:55:37.180 He's five foot four and 135 pounds.

00:55:40.120 Oh yeah.

00:55:40.560 If I was fucking three inches shorter, I'd a hundred percent be doing meth.

00:55:43.820 There's nothing left for me.

00:55:45.080 Yeah.

00:55:45.440 I was 99 pounds when a series of events made me realize I was going to die a junkie in

00:55:50.640 a junkie trailer park and that was going to be my legacy.

00:55:54.200 Plus I wasn't willing to suck dick for crack and I was at the point in my junkie career.

00:55:58.840 He was at that point in his junkie career.

00:56:00.500 Damn.

00:56:01.100 Ah, when does that happen?

00:56:02.240 Is that like your tenure?

00:56:03.260 Like fucking, or like you get a certain amount of experience and then now instead of becoming

00:56:09.500 like a general manager, you be, you, you can suck dick for crack.

00:56:13.560 I think it's just like the more you, uh, do crack or the more you like it.

00:56:18.060 Yeah.

00:56:18.380 The, the less you can make money and then, uh, the more presentable dick comes because

00:56:24.000 honestly, I got to admit, crack sounds great.

00:56:27.320 Matthew 11, 12.

00:56:28.300 Look at, look at what we're doing here.

00:56:29.740 Look what we're doing here.

00:56:31.880 I'm just exploring, right?

00:56:33.700 Cause crack does sound great.

00:56:35.100 Anything that'll make you, uh, put another man's penis in your mouth.

00:56:38.820 That's gotta be pretty good.

00:56:40.160 Not great.

00:56:40.880 I will.

00:56:41.120 Yeah.

00:56:41.220 I mean, it must be, it must be incredible.

00:56:43.700 Not great to do.

00:56:45.320 Wouldn't suggest it.

00:56:46.960 No, definitely don't do it.

00:56:48.200 But I'm just saying like, damn, cause I've eaten like a lot of Oreos and shit and like

00:56:52.240 mega stuffed is pretty good, but I've never wanted to fellatio a man for it.

00:56:57.060 And I, so I like, what would do that?

00:57:00.320 Yeah.

00:57:00.520 What's that like?

00:57:01.620 Well, I think it's just the level of desperation for it.

00:57:04.080 I think it's just the addiction, which really sucks.

00:57:05.900 I don't, is it that good or is it, uh, is it just that you, you needed to have it?

00:57:11.480 I don't know.

00:57:12.500 Uh, Z man here is offering though three, he will trade three crack for a blow job.

00:57:18.400 I don't know how much three crack is, but, uh, that sounds like a lot of crack blow jobs.

00:57:23.260 Okay.

00:57:24.780 I don't know.

00:57:25.760 That sucks, dude.

00:57:27.060 All right.

00:57:27.340 So anyway, uh, so I called my loving father and asked him if he remembered when he asked

00:57:31.740 me if I had a drug problem and I asked for help, pretty sure he drove that, uh, 200 miles

00:57:37.400 in about two hours, spent the next couple of weeks in the basement and relapsed the first

00:57:43.200 time I can get out of the house.

00:57:45.000 But that was the last, uh, that was the last time been clean 20 plus years now.

00:57:50.040 Fuck yeah.

00:57:51.100 I quit keeping track.

00:57:52.200 That's awesome.

00:57:53.160 I like to hear that.

00:57:54.960 Yeah.

00:57:55.220 I was just listening to Sam.

00:57:56.460 He's, uh, clean for, well, he's been in a recovery for four and a half years or something

00:58:02.240 like that.

00:58:03.080 Nice.

00:58:03.700 And it's like, like, uh, Jake Shields was like, Oh wow.

00:58:06.140 In recovery for that many years.

00:58:07.560 And it's like, yeah, I don't think you really stopped keeping track, but I guess after 20

00:58:12.580 years, that's like, uh, probably lose track.

00:58:14.840 Well, yeah, you lose track.

00:58:16.280 It's a lifetime ago.

00:58:17.100 You know, Scott is queer said, uh, have you ever sucked dick for weed?

00:58:21.300 And it's like, no, the half baked joke.

00:58:23.580 Uh, no, he's like, I don't think he ever asked if you suck dick for weed.

00:58:26.720 I think he said, you ever looked at the stars on weed and other things like that.

00:58:30.260 No, no, no.

00:58:30.900 That's John.

00:58:31.520 That's John Stewart.

00:58:32.400 Yeah.

00:58:32.520 John Stewart in fucking half baked.

00:58:35.020 He's like, you ever done this on weed?

00:58:37.500 On weed.

00:58:37.860 And it was like, you know, makes everything better.

00:58:39.160 I don't think he said you ever sucked dick on weed.

00:58:40.820 Somebody had to have said that.

00:58:42.500 You know, people really like weed and nobody's sucking dick for weed.

00:58:46.480 So crack must be like fucking really good, dude.

00:58:49.600 Way better.

00:58:50.660 Way better.

00:58:51.640 Yeah.

00:58:52.260 It's gotta be a 10.

00:58:53.460 10 on a scale of 10.

00:58:54.840 Has to be.

00:58:55.240 I wonder.

00:58:56.060 All right.

00:58:56.320 Well, whatever.

00:58:56.620 So during those two years, it was alcohol, weed, and anything else in the room except for

00:59:00.660 heroin.

00:59:01.880 I wasn't down with that.

00:59:03.260 Fuck yeah, dude.

00:59:03.900 I like a dude with fucking that stands on his business.

00:59:06.920 You know, he's like, I'll do meth.

00:59:08.640 I'll even get to the point where I'm about to suck dick for crack, but I will not do opioids.

00:59:13.100 And I like that.

00:59:14.120 Crossing the line.

00:59:15.260 Mostly selling weed and pills.

00:59:16.620 Sometimes we get a couple hundred hits of acid and we sell that.

00:59:20.040 So we will be dropping acid every day.

00:59:22.680 Damn.

00:59:23.280 I'll be our bees.

00:59:24.680 Okay.

00:59:25.160 Sometimes it would be mushroom season.

00:59:26.900 So we'd be eating those every day.

00:59:28.840 This led to many bizarre experiences, as you could imagine.

00:59:31.480 But the craziest of all happened since getting sober.

00:59:34.860 Let me just go full screen.

00:59:36.320 Fuck David.

00:59:37.820 It's better, right?

00:59:38.680 This is nicer.

00:59:39.860 Okay.

00:59:40.840 Uh, I've always had what I refer to as a very large antenna.

00:59:45.520 Uh, pending how healthy I am and my state of mind, it's more or less intense.

00:59:50.440 Kind of like an empath.

00:59:51.660 I had been clean a year or so and got an emergency appendectomy after.

00:59:57.100 So, uh, out of work for a few months, uh, I just had just read a couple books, needed a new one.

01:00:05.860 And of course, in this little town in oil field, Nowheresville, uh, happens to be a creepy little bookstore.

01:00:12.080 He wrote a box store, which is actually funny.

01:00:14.820 I don't know if he meant to write box store, but that, that means a much different thing.

01:00:20.060 A box store, you would be doing stuff, uh, the stuff that you avoided for meth.

01:00:25.220 So he goes, uh, yeah, Raven had to take a break.

01:00:28.680 He had to go do something.

01:00:32.600 I don't know what he's doing.

01:00:34.160 Okay.

01:00:34.600 Um, I went in there and just asked for something good.

01:00:38.720 I'm guessing it was because of the tree of life type tattoo on my arm, but the lady gave me the mystic Kabbalah by Dion Fortune.

01:00:48.460 That, uh, is highlighted in red.

01:00:52.260 So Nancy, I see you're, uh, telling us something there.

01:00:55.580 It might be at the bottom.

01:00:57.500 Should we skip to the bottom, Nancy?

01:00:59.400 Let me skip to the bottom here.

01:01:01.060 What did I miss?

01:01:03.920 What did I, uh, nothing.

01:01:06.120 So, all right.

01:01:07.280 So yeah, Nancy has actually highlighted, hold on.

01:01:09.620 Where are you at?

01:01:10.460 Pull you up.

01:01:11.740 There we go.

01:01:13.160 She's highlighted the mystical Kabbalah by Dion Fortune.

01:01:17.800 So at the bottom, and she, she's actually added footnotes for us.

01:01:22.020 Really?

01:01:22.600 Here is, uh, yeah.

01:01:24.620 A quote.

01:01:25.440 Fortune was one of the first to bring, to bring this secret tradition.

01:01:30.760 Fortune was one of the first to bring this secret tradition to a wider audience with her clear and comprehensive exploration.

01:01:38.740 Oh, Dion Fortune.

01:01:40.200 I'm an idiot.

01:01:40.680 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

01:01:41.460 Nancy wrote these footnotes?

01:01:43.160 Yeah.

01:01:43.620 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:01:44.080 Um, all right.

01:01:45.480 Maybe, maybe we, maybe we, we pay her and it's good that we pay her.

01:01:49.340 That's fine.

01:01:49.640 Yeah.

01:01:50.340 Okay, so here we go.

01:01:51.980 To a wider audience with her clear and comprehensive exploration of the Kabbalah tradition, the mystic Kabbalah remains a classic in its clarity, linking the broad elements of Jewish traditional thought, of course.

01:02:02.880 Probably going back to the Babylonian captivity days and beyond with both, both Eastern and Western philosophy and philosophy and later Christian insights.

01:02:13.440 Is this because our, our submitter here, uh, the person who's writing in has now started to dabble in Kabbalah?

01:02:21.320 He, he had an appendectomy.

01:02:23.620 He was out of work for a month, read everything.

01:02:25.840 He had his appendix removed.

01:02:27.980 Okay.

01:02:28.760 Yes.

01:02:29.340 Okay.

01:02:30.080 Um, and he went to a bookstore.

01:02:32.420 He had a tree of life tattoo on his arm.

01:02:34.500 So the lady gave him the mystic Kabbalah by Dion Fortune.

01:02:37.540 And that's where.

01:02:38.720 Yeah, that's what it's about.

01:02:39.780 So obviously this is about a Kabbalism and a bunch of Jewish stuff.

01:02:43.140 So anyway, yeah, she gave it to him and I spent the rest of my time laid up reading that book over and over.

01:02:50.040 Like I couldn't stop despite the fact that I barely understood a small fraction of anything in the pages.

01:02:54.900 Hmm.

01:02:56.040 That sent my breathing and meditation experiences to a whole nother realm.

01:03:00.960 I was conversing with everything from dead relatives, in-laws, demons, witches.

01:03:05.400 Wow.

01:03:06.100 I felt like I was just really good at communicating with other realms.

01:03:10.540 I was also aware enough to never believe it when I was told I'd been chosen for something.

01:03:16.280 This seems like a common theme, right?

01:03:18.760 Yeah.

01:03:18.940 Of course.

01:03:19.600 Yeah.

01:03:19.740 You've been chosen.

01:03:20.540 You're special.

01:03:21.180 Uh-huh.

01:03:22.000 Yeah.

01:03:22.480 And to never take on any tasks or timelines that were suggested.

01:03:26.360 Hmm.

01:03:28.120 Never had anything threatening happen.

01:03:30.700 I think because I treated it like watching a TV show in my head.

01:03:34.060 I would basically just see what anyone had told me.

01:03:37.440 Um, all right.

01:03:38.200 So he's kind of like had to tell him.

01:03:39.640 That's interesting.

01:03:40.560 Yeah.

01:03:40.780 Someone had something that they had to tell him.

01:03:42.980 So he's just using it as a one-way, but I, I wonder, um, so pearls of wisdom and such.

01:03:49.560 Plus I had learned how to get high for free.

01:03:52.080 Uh, so this guy's just the forever junkie.

01:03:55.520 Interesting.

01:03:55.840 Wait, how is he getting high for free?

01:03:57.220 Through a meditative process?

01:03:58.640 Mm-hmm.

01:03:59.400 Okay.

01:03:59.740 Interesting.

01:04:00.560 This seems like, uh, when you're going into this other realm, this ethereal realm, you're

01:04:04.120 probably, it's not like a high, but you're getting like the sensation of, you know, out

01:04:08.560 of body.

01:04:08.980 And I think that that's, uh, probably an interesting feeling.

01:04:12.960 So I met my wife around this time and we dated for a couple of years, then got hitched and

01:04:18.220 had to dragon slang boys.

01:04:21.280 What the hell does that mean?

01:04:22.840 Had two dragon slang boys, dragon slang boys, 16 months apart, dragon slang.

01:04:30.240 That's definitely a typo.

01:04:32.340 Yeah.

01:04:32.920 I wonder what that means.

01:04:33.840 I think he just had two, he had two boys.

01:04:36.440 Yeah.

01:04:36.720 Um, when they were about two and three years old, my brain fell apart.

01:04:40.560 Shit.

01:04:41.280 That sucks.

01:04:42.220 Yeah.

01:04:42.440 Not a good time.

01:04:43.340 I think it was around 2008 when there was no work anywhere and I got laid off.

01:04:47.820 I got real depressed real quick.

01:04:49.940 I'd go to get a job in there and there'd be a 12 other guys applying for the same thing

01:04:55.200 with 20 years experience in the field.

01:04:57.260 Kind of lost all confidence and fell into a hole.

01:05:00.940 That sucks, dude.

01:05:02.080 By the way, I just want to, cause this reminded me, um, our homie over at reality czars, Nate,

01:05:09.420 who is one of my favorite people, him and, and, and Thomas, the paranoid American do reality

01:05:13.280 czars together.

01:05:13.860 And Nate just, uh, lost his gig.

01:05:16.400 Oh yeah.

01:05:17.440 I thought he came out the closet.

01:05:19.140 No, no, no.

01:05:19.460 He's not gay.

01:05:20.040 No.

01:05:20.360 Uh, well, I don't know if he's not gay, but I know that he's, he's unemployed now.

01:05:23.800 Um, so I just wanted to, cause a lot of this community of dangerous retards helped me to,

01:05:28.820 to not have to go back into the workforce and to be able to do this full time.

01:05:32.000 Reality czars has been a show for a while now.

01:05:34.460 Uh, and, and Nate has been doing a thing for, you know, a number of years.

01:05:38.420 Uh, if you guys find it in you, go and support reality czars cause those guys need it now,

01:05:43.540 uh, more than before.

01:05:45.020 So yes, go follow reality.

01:05:47.800 It's a funny show.

01:05:48.780 I like, it is a funny show.

01:05:49.880 I love Nate.

01:05:50.420 But yeah, they get like into, I think they know more esoteric stuff than us.

01:05:56.040 And they're actually very funny.

01:05:58.400 Sometimes maybe it might even hurt them.

01:06:00.840 Uh, like how, cause they crossed the line.

01:06:02.820 Like, yeah, apparently he got meat cavern says, uh, Nate got fired for boofing alcohol.

01:06:07.780 That could be it.

01:06:08.540 Damn.

01:06:09.260 Yeah.

01:06:09.460 You can't put butt chug alcohol at work.

01:06:11.760 No, apparently he got, he got fired for, um, for antisemitism.

01:06:17.640 Yeah.

01:06:18.180 Which is fucking wild.

01:06:20.420 Uh, so, you know, if you guys are looking for, uh, somebody to support, maybe you're

01:06:25.560 looking for a new show.

01:06:26.600 I highly recommend checking out reality czars because I bet you do an antisemitic show.

01:06:30.980 Very antisemitic.

01:06:31.640 If you're looking for another antisemitic show.

01:06:34.920 All right.

01:06:35.500 All right.

01:06:35.780 Uh, let's continue.

01:06:37.080 Yeah.

01:06:37.340 All right.

01:06:37.640 So, uh, my wife and I love each other, but things were rough and she was working.

01:06:41.320 I was trying to be Mr.

01:06:42.580 Mom and welfare offered free marriage counseling.

01:06:45.320 So we took advantage of that to my demise.

01:06:47.920 Fuck, dude.

01:06:49.020 I hear that all the time.

01:06:51.480 Yeah.

01:06:52.220 That marriage, marriage counts.

01:06:53.820 I wonder, well, let's see what he's going to say.

01:06:55.800 After a couple of weeks with the two of us, the doctor decided she only needed to talk

01:07:00.180 to me.

01:07:00.640 So I spent a few months with this crazy bitch and then one day she gets real serious and

01:07:05.740 serious like and says, I have something important to tell you and it's going to help.

01:07:10.060 I was stoked because she sounded like she meant it.

01:07:13.020 She goes on to say, I think you're schizophrenic.

01:07:17.360 To which I replied, well, no shit.

01:07:20.080 I thought that's why I was here.

01:07:21.920 I was blown away.

01:07:22.940 I thought she was fully aware of this already.

01:07:25.860 Her reaction was what broke my brain.

01:07:29.340 With a confused look on her face, she literally turns to her bookshelf and pulls out a university

01:07:34.300 book and starts flipping through it.

01:07:35.960 Tells me, oh my gosh, this is great news.

01:07:39.360 If you were schizophrenic, you wouldn't know it.

01:07:41.760 So you must not be.

01:07:42.880 Oh my God, dude.

01:07:44.340 Come on.

01:07:44.680 Are you kidding me?

01:07:45.500 That's so, that's so retarded.

01:07:47.180 And I love that too, where it's like, this is not based off of the assessment of a fucking

01:07:51.700 professional.

01:07:53.420 This professional or perceived professional is literally just a glorified Google searcher.

01:07:59.960 And instead of having the whole internet, it's just the reading material from the university.

01:08:04.840 So that's it.

01:08:05.340 You don't know anything.

01:08:06.200 You just refer to the reading material.

01:08:09.120 Fucking incredible.

01:08:11.340 Jesus.

01:08:11.980 Is this true?

01:08:12.820 Conspiracy extremists got Nate fired from his job?

01:08:15.820 Probably.

01:08:16.180 That's fucking hilarious.

01:08:18.320 That's hilarious, if that's true.

01:08:21.080 He's going to be coming on the show soon.

01:08:22.920 I invited Thomas and I invited Nate separately because I just think they both have so much

01:08:27.580 to offer.

01:08:28.020 They make good solo episodes.

01:08:29.340 And so we'll be talking to him soon enough, but I wouldn't be surprised.

01:08:32.920 That show, Horseshoes and Hand Grenades, those guys, they go pretty hard.

01:08:36.720 They fuck.

01:08:37.800 They go hard.

01:08:38.680 Good for them for getting Nate fired.

01:08:39.400 They went so hard.

01:08:40.060 We couldn't even air their episode on our channel.

01:08:43.320 Yeah, we made an appearance on Horseshoes and Hand Grenades, and we were looking forward

01:08:47.100 to using some of it to put on our content stream, our RSS feed.

01:08:50.940 And it was like, nope, this is actually very aggressive.

01:08:53.460 Yeah.

01:08:53.720 Conspiracy extremists baited me into saying so many different slurs.

01:08:56.800 I'm like, I can't.

01:08:57.300 And it was all his fault.

01:08:58.220 And you had no intention of saying those slurs.

01:09:00.100 He made me do it.

01:09:00.720 He's figured out how to manipulate people into leaving their jobs, into saying things that

01:09:07.480 they don't want to say.

01:09:08.780 He's probably a witch.

01:09:09.580 I think we should fill a garbage can full of water and put him in it.

01:09:12.400 I think so.

01:09:12.740 That's another thing.

01:09:13.580 That's another thing.

01:09:14.060 I'm sorry.

01:09:14.520 Let's continue on, though.

01:09:15.580 What are you just fucking...

01:09:16.920 Well, so no shit.

01:09:18.720 She pulls out the book, tells me, this is great news.

01:09:21.460 If you're a schizophrenic, you wouldn't know it.

01:09:23.260 She looks scared and relieved at the same time.

01:09:25.340 And for some reason, I kept seeing her and this bitch had made me roll through all the

01:09:31.220 drugs.

01:09:31.860 What does that mean?

01:09:32.880 I kept seeing her.

01:09:33.840 Like she prescribed fucking everything to him.

01:09:36.080 Oh, yeah.

01:09:36.580 Yeah.

01:09:37.040 Seroquel, Afexor, Concert, Alexa Pro, and more.

01:09:40.680 I got to a point where I was more suicidal and insane than I've ever been in my life.

01:09:44.460 Yeah.

01:09:44.660 Yeah, dude.

01:09:45.480 Like, honestly, though, that reminds me, and I'll stop derailing, but of that guy who

01:09:50.280 just went into all those different psychiatrists and brought the same symptoms to each one.

01:09:55.340 And each one of them diagnosed him differently and prescribed him something different.

01:09:58.860 So, yeah.

01:09:59.720 Fucking A.

01:10:00.780 It's messed up, dude.

01:10:02.500 So, at some point, she puts me on another new drug, of course.

01:10:06.100 Every time we did this, I had to slowly wean off the other one and start the other.

01:10:09.960 So, I would be on two of them at the same time for a brief moment.

01:10:13.940 When I started the new one, it was too much to handle, and something told me, just look

01:10:18.120 up the drugs myself.

01:10:20.000 Something I obviously should have been doing all along.

01:10:22.800 Something I obviously, but at this point, mentally, I was a basket case.

01:10:26.740 Yeah, this is what they rely on.

01:10:28.140 This is what they've done to, you know, my mother-in-law.

01:10:31.540 Like, they put her on, you start on, what's that called?

01:10:36.520 Fucking Zoloft?

01:10:38.000 No, no.

01:10:38.580 It's the drug to, like, create an imbalance or to, I forget, lithium.

01:10:45.780 You're on lithium.

01:10:46.580 Then it's like, once you're on that, you're on that forever.

01:10:48.440 And then they're like, oh, well, maybe we need this to balance this out.

01:10:50.620 Maybe you need that.

01:10:51.300 And then she's on a cocktail of drugs, none of which she can ever get off of.

01:10:54.800 And then the rest of your health problems just ensue because you're comatose, you can't

01:11:00.020 think, you can't really move.

01:11:01.600 It's like, it's all fucked up.

01:11:03.260 So they create this crazy knot that if you haven't done your research to begin with, you're

01:11:09.420 stuck with.

01:11:10.360 Yeah.

01:11:11.060 And also, it's like your own life is so overwhelming just in the monotony of, like, everyday

01:11:15.480 bullshit that you can't expect me to be an expert on pharmaceuticals.

01:11:21.440 That's supposed to be what we trust the medical industry for.

01:11:24.720 You're supposed to trust the experts, but these people have lied.

01:11:27.620 Like, man, I was just, like, going off, not going off all my wife, but, like, telling

01:11:32.740 her about, like, when America, I guess, when America does find out, because there's going

01:11:38.960 to be a reveal coming, but when they find out what these pediatricians have been prescribing

01:11:45.420 to children.

01:11:46.280 Dude, I said that today.

01:11:48.240 You said that today?

01:11:48.600 I said that to my wife today.

01:11:49.600 I said, when we find out what we've been doing to these kids and all these different

01:11:53.960 ailments that are probably all traced back to either the things we're putting in the

01:11:57.800 food or the pharmaceutical industry, people are going to freak out.

01:12:01.880 It's something that I think I'm going to bring up on.

01:12:04.420 It's just going to be a hard one to talk about on Tenfold Hat because Sam's daughters are,

01:12:10.180 or one of them is autistic.

01:12:11.980 But I think I can safely say that my son was autistic for the first two years of his life.

01:12:18.160 You know what it was?

01:12:18.780 It was a fucking song that reminded me.

01:12:20.400 It was the song from that movie, whatever, the Madrigal, that's, like, you know, with

01:12:28.580 the Mirabel and all those people.

01:12:32.560 Encanto is what it's called.

01:12:33.680 It's a Spanish Disney movie.

01:12:35.140 Oh, yeah.

01:12:35.360 That's the one with all the tranny stuff, right?

01:12:38.220 And the gay stuff?

01:12:39.340 Yeah.

01:12:39.540 So the gay sister or the masculine sister has a song, which is a banger, written by

01:12:44.940 Lin-Manuel Miranda.

01:12:45.960 Banger.

01:12:46.440 Hold on one second.

01:12:47.300 Fucking banger.

01:12:49.740 Is it?

01:12:50.280 I never listened to it because I'm like, gay propaganda.

01:12:53.380 It kind of, but it's a good song.

01:12:55.380 No, it's not Where I Belong.

01:12:56.760 It's a different song.

01:12:57.520 That's my, no, that's my fucking, that's my show.

01:12:59.760 This song played and it reminded me, it's funny how music or even sense can take you

01:13:04.400 back to a place, and we were living in my wife's uncle's house after we had sold our

01:13:10.900 house in New York, and we had bought this house in Florida, but we weren't ready to move to

01:13:15.660 Florida yet, so we were renting his house.

01:13:18.360 It was hell.

01:13:19.560 Oh, my God.

01:13:20.660 Yeah, yeah.

01:13:21.460 It was not suited for us, like.

01:13:24.340 How was it hell?

01:13:24.900 Was he living there, too?

01:13:26.780 No, no, no.

01:13:27.180 He wasn't living there, but there's no heat upstairs in the middle of the winter.

01:13:31.500 Oh, yeah, get the fuck out of here.

01:13:32.180 It was, like, my son was sleeping in a, in a, basically a closet with a window that he

01:13:37.160 had, like, taped, but because he had taped it, the sun in the morning would hit it directly,

01:13:42.440 and this tape that he used made this, like, fumes in the room, and we had no idea what

01:13:48.240 it was.

01:13:48.560 We ended up calling the, uh, the fire department, like, two or three times, because we were

01:13:52.260 like, yo, it smells like crazy, something, something crazy in here.

01:13:54.760 We don't know what it is.

01:13:55.840 Finally figured it out.

01:13:56.600 I'm just so glad to be out of that fucking place, because it was, like, ridiculous.

01:14:00.160 Anyway, um, during that time period, my son, he, he was not talking.

01:14:05.380 He was, like, probably around two.

01:14:07.340 Yeah, he wasn't talking at all.

01:14:08.620 His behavior was horrible.

01:14:09.620 Like, all the nonverbal autistic shit that you hear from parents, I went through that

01:14:15.380 for two years of his life, pretty much, or, like, when, you know, when he should have

01:14:19.200 been communicating, like, he's there, not, but not there, not in his body.

01:14:22.200 Like, very, very confused, didn't understand what we were talking about.

01:14:26.700 This dude.

01:14:26.980 He was very frustrated all the time because of that.

01:14:29.440 Very frustrated, very aggravated.

01:14:31.420 And he was 100% is, like, nonverbal autistic.

01:14:33.980 And I was like, you know, my wife was a little bit in denial, but I was telling her, something's

01:14:37.460 wrong, and we're gonna have to figure out something with this kid because it's not, this is not

01:14:42.860 normal.

01:14:43.760 Right.

01:14:44.340 And, uh, but that's, I, I believe 100%, that's what he was going through.

01:14:48.340 He had a DTaP vaccine, which left a lump on his leg, and then this behavior started.

01:14:53.560 And from there, that's, like, we never gave them another shot again.

01:14:56.980 We were doing a delayed schedule because we were trying to help our kids, right, be responsible

01:15:00.400 parents.

01:15:01.600 Give them a delayed schedule.

01:15:02.660 And that happened.

01:15:03.960 So, um, yeah, but I mean, a lot of people, you know what it is?

01:15:09.920 It's like, that's the way you're supposed to handle it.

01:15:13.540 And then there's another way where it's like, you could be completely in denial about it.

01:15:17.620 And when you're completely in denial about it because of some guilt mechanism, right,

01:15:21.260 that guilt mechanism is like, I'm the one who subjected my child to this medical intervention

01:15:25.300 that's now resulted in this fucking, you know, uh, condition.

01:15:28.100 But you need to ease off that a little bit because this system that's, like, pitted against

01:15:34.120 us is fucking huge.

01:15:35.240 And in order for them to be able to attend even the most simple of events, you know, who

01:15:40.960 knows if he ever wants to go to public school or something like that, or any school, even

01:15:43.980 in private school would be the same thing, or charter school would be the same thing.

01:15:47.080 Scott said the tape fume fucked him up.

01:15:49.440 Yo, honestly, they didn't help.

01:15:51.160 But he was, his behavior was like that from, I'm telling you, every time we went into the doctor's

01:15:56.520 office, I would tell my wife, like, I don't feel good about this.

01:15:58.900 I don't like this.

01:16:00.340 You give either of the kids a shot.

01:16:02.160 My daughter was more resilient, but for, like, two weeks after, their behavior is just off.

01:16:07.380 Like this, like, they're not themselves.

01:16:08.700 They're either irritable or, like, spaced out.

01:16:11.420 And I'm like, this is not normal.

01:16:12.900 This isn't good.

01:16:13.660 And every time I did it, I'm like, I'm hurting this kid.

01:16:15.500 I know I'm hurting this kid, but they're telling me to do it.

01:16:19.020 Like, they're saying, like...

01:16:19.700 And if you don't do it, it's like, you know, you've been in the doctor's office where there's,

01:16:23.200 like, I don't know, this feeling of, like, like, I remember when my son got

01:16:26.520 burned, the way that they treated us was, like, we were neglectful, you know?

01:16:31.840 And it was probably due to the area that we were in.

01:16:34.200 There's a lot of absent fathers in Perth Amboy, New Jersey.

01:16:37.880 So when we showed up, it was like, you know, everybody was just scrutinizing us.

01:16:43.860 Like, we were fucking abusive parents or some crazy shit like that.

01:16:46.760 So with the vaccine schedule, it's like, if you don't do it, they look at you in a certain way.

01:16:52.500 And that feels horrifying, because you're like, can this person do something about this?

01:16:56.820 Like, can they...

01:16:57.220 Not just that, but it's like this creeping suspicion of, like, am I wrong?

01:17:00.760 I'm in this guy's office.

01:17:01.760 He's got all these fucking documents on his wall about...

01:17:05.020 All the documents are, he's the expert.

01:17:07.100 They have a little gold leaf on it, you know?

01:17:08.700 I graduated from this college.

01:17:10.340 This Jew guy gave me this degree, and this is...

01:17:13.020 I was like...

01:17:13.840 But here I am.

01:17:14.720 I have all of the best textbooks to refer back to when I don't know what the fuck you're talking about.

01:17:18.180 Yeah, but here I am.

01:17:20.180 I'm sitting every day with a kid that his behavior is out of control, and I can trace it back to an exact point in time when it happened.

01:17:28.780 You know, it's like, not that he was talking before, but he was like, you know...

01:17:32.420 There's a noticeable difference.

01:17:33.600 Like, it was a pivotal change.

01:17:35.160 It was a fall off of a cliff change.

01:17:36.960 Yeah.

01:17:37.580 And, yeah, so my wife was like, you know, a little bit in denial at first, but I was like, yo, something is wrong.

01:17:42.900 And it was, like, tearing us up, tearing us apart, and with the move and everything, we couldn't really do much.

01:17:50.660 We ended up moving to Florida, and she got sick really badly, went completely...

01:17:57.900 Holistic.

01:17:59.560 Yeah, this is why I sympathize a lot with Merkel, and I tell him, but I don't think he'd see my message, and, you know, it doesn't fucking matter.

01:18:05.480 But she went completely holistic and switched her shit up and realized, because she was in the medical system as well, she realized this is all a lie.

01:18:13.600 This is bullshit.

01:18:14.320 They're trying to kill us.

01:18:15.060 That's got to be so hard.

01:18:15.940 That's got to be so hard, because your career, you've invested a lot of time into this, a lot of effort, hours, you know...

01:18:23.420 We're still paying the loans for her college of what she learned to be false.

01:18:28.720 Right.

01:18:29.020 And she treated herself with online medicine.

01:18:32.160 Go figure.

01:18:33.220 She's fine.

01:18:33.900 And then she said, you know what?

01:18:35.820 I'm going to treat my kid with this, because we were in Florida still for, like, the first six months.

01:18:39.420 This is when it happened.

01:18:39.980 Move.

01:18:40.400 Boom.

01:18:40.900 One thing after another.

01:18:41.980 I'm dealing with the kid that's out of his mind.

01:18:45.140 My wife is still...

01:18:46.740 Like, she was sick for, like, a full month.

01:18:48.140 Couldn't even get out of bed.

01:18:49.620 And it turns out we put him on, like, a heavy metal detox, among other things, with, like, high-dose vitamin C drips.

01:18:55.380 Not drips, but, like, all different kinds of supplements.

01:18:58.160 Did this for a long time.

01:18:59.300 Had him in a sauna for a little while for as much as he did.

01:19:01.920 What were you doing for heavy metal detox?

01:19:03.480 And how long did you keep him on that regimen?

01:19:05.440 There are parasite cleanses that she was using.

01:19:07.820 There are other supplements that are good for, like, heavy metal detox.

01:19:11.400 Basically, like, bringing the heavy metal, isolating them.

01:19:13.860 And then if you can get him to sweat, he will sweat.

01:19:16.380 They'll sweat the stuff out.

01:19:17.820 Interesting.

01:19:18.080 And maybe we caught it in time.

01:19:20.180 Maybe this shit works.

01:19:21.580 Maybe you could do it now.

01:19:22.520 I have no idea how it works.

01:19:24.600 But I'll tell you what.

01:19:25.980 We did all that shit.

01:19:26.980 And then we had him going to a speech pathologist because they were, like, they're, like, I don't know if this kid's even going to really even talk.

01:19:33.480 Like, he's not paying attention.

01:19:35.060 Yeah.

01:19:35.180 But after doing all that stuff in conjunction, within, like, six months, he started talking.

01:19:40.180 And now you've seen him the other day.

01:19:42.580 Like, normal kid.

01:19:44.340 Yeah.

01:19:44.680 Smart.

01:19:45.540 Smart.

01:19:46.180 Really fucking smart kid.

01:19:47.900 Knows everything.

01:19:49.540 Now, as far as I'm concerned, he looks to be just on a normal, like, developmental schedule.

01:19:55.520 I don't know.

01:19:55.720 Not a schedule.

01:19:56.360 But you know what I mean?

01:19:56.860 Like, he's up to pace.

01:19:59.080 It seems like a normal kid to me.

01:20:00.880 Props to me, Z, man.

01:20:02.520 I red-pilled the shit out of my wife.

01:20:05.200 You guys have no idea how hard that was.

01:20:06.820 Maybe that's why you're all here.

01:20:08.520 Because if I'm good enough to do that shit to my wife, I'm good enough to fucking propagandize you guys, too.

01:20:13.160 Yeah.

01:20:13.680 Dude, no shit.

01:20:14.260 I had a very similar thing because Cindy used to, I'm gesturing because she's off to the side over here.

01:20:19.040 But she used to be Jehovah's Witness.

01:20:20.400 And it's, like, in order to start to unpack some of these crazy things about, you know, the witnesses or conspiracy, you could try to do it all at once to somebody.

01:20:30.000 And they're going to freak the fuck out, and you're going to get into arguments and shit.

01:20:32.860 Or you could just plant little seeds over a long time and hope that those seeds develop into questions.

01:20:38.440 And then when questions arise, hopefully you have some answers.

01:20:41.480 But it's a very gentle, long game.

01:20:44.640 And it's not easy.

01:20:45.920 No, it's not easy.

01:20:47.680 And it's almost manipulative.

01:20:49.280 That's why it's, like, I lied to the people.

01:20:51.380 Yeah.

01:20:51.700 I lied to the people, and it was easy.

01:20:53.440 The father of misinformation.

01:20:56.120 It's, like, it's something that I laugh about because it's funny.

01:20:58.780 But it's, all right, well, how am I supposed to reach these people who have been lied to for so long?

01:21:03.060 And you're going to listen to me?

01:21:04.640 Who the fuck am I?

01:21:06.200 You can't hear me if I'm telling you directly.

01:21:09.260 But what you can hear.

01:21:10.280 Especially when you've invested all this money and you've invested all this time.

01:21:13.500 The last shit that you want to listen to is somebody who you didn't pay money to.

01:21:17.440 You know what I mean?

01:21:18.040 Like, yeah, yeah.

01:21:19.200 Like, well, I mean, listen, here's this article.

01:21:21.460 Here's some humor about it.

01:21:22.740 Not just the article, but, like, Tower Gang.

01:21:24.340 This is why people, like, that quote.

01:21:26.580 Where is this?

01:21:27.280 Matthew 11, right?

01:21:28.860 That we're talking about here.

01:21:30.360 Yeah, Matthew 15, 11.

01:21:31.400 Matthew 15, 11.

01:21:32.640 Where they're going to say, you know, what goes into some, what comes out of someone's mouth defiles them.

01:21:38.420 Sure, what comes out of my mouth for the last, I don't know, four years with Tower Gang, I guess you can call it defilement because we say a lot of off-kilter shit.

01:21:46.760 But that is what saved my family.

01:21:50.660 That's kind of crazy to really say that and think about it.

01:21:54.300 But it's true.

01:21:55.420 It's being able to talk about those things.

01:21:58.040 Well, you know what's even more specific than that is something that you've said, Top, which is I'm just asking questions.

01:22:04.140 And a lot of it is done that way.

01:22:05.620 And look at Douglas Murray.

01:22:07.440 If you watch that episode, in the first 30 minutes, he goes, what, these people just come on here?

01:22:11.920 And they go under the guise of I'm just asking questions.

01:22:15.040 And I was like, that's what I, that's my shit.

01:22:17.500 I'm saying I'm just asking questions.

01:22:19.160 And yeah, no, I know exactly what you're saying, Douglas Murray.

01:22:22.280 What you're saying is you see me just asking questions and you're very defensive about it because you understand that I'm fucking under, I'm going underneath you.

01:22:30.800 Yeah.

01:22:30.980 And I'm taking the rug right from underneath you by just asking questions in a funny way.

01:22:35.620 That's why you can't deal with Tower Gang.

01:22:37.100 That's why people can't deal with my Twitter account and the way it uses this sarcasm to tell you the truth.

01:22:43.340 Well, that's kind of what it has to be is this asking of questions is a way of allowing you to come to the conclusion on your own.

01:22:51.280 It's like tricking people into thinking that they came to that conclusion independently of you.

01:22:57.720 And that is a very long, a long game, a long con, I suppose.

01:23:02.820 What did she say?

01:23:03.800 Who would have thought that sexualizing retards could save a child's life?

01:23:08.300 Right.

01:23:08.560 I know.

01:23:09.160 That's right.

01:23:09.440 It's like in the arms of an angel, but Tower Gang style.

01:23:13.480 Tower Gang is just angels, a bunch of angels.

01:23:15.200 Listen, we do cross the line a lot, but I do think that there is something to say because maybe the name of this episode is going to be Matthew 15, 11.

01:23:26.660 That's the name of the episode.

01:23:26.960 Oh, that's a great, that's interesting.

01:23:28.300 Yeah, yeah.

01:23:29.060 Yeah.

01:23:29.740 What is this about?

01:23:30.840 What are we doing here?

01:23:31.760 And I think that a lot of this is what this is about.

01:23:34.180 Well, my behavior, the things that I say, have opened the door for people to come and sit at the table who otherwise would not have.

01:23:45.960 And that is, I have some trouble squaring that because, what did she say?

01:23:52.520 It's better to come, oh, it's better for it to come out of your mouth or come in your mouth.

01:23:59.420 I would say it's better to come out.

01:24:06.620 We'll bring this up on Tower Gang.

01:24:07.980 Watch on Wednesday.

01:24:09.120 All right.

01:24:09.540 Upon a little research, the first thing I found is that you should never, ever combine the two drugs that she had me on.

01:24:14.340 She should know this, but most of these doctors don't know.

01:24:17.980 They almost killed my mother-in-law the same way.

01:24:21.940 This is when I officially lost faith, basically, in everything.

01:24:25.900 Yeah.

01:24:26.260 As far as some academically trained person being any smarter than a crackhead on the street.

01:24:31.900 Damn.

01:24:32.220 Yeah, exactly.

01:24:33.260 Yeah.

01:24:33.580 I mean, look, if they're fucking, if they're serving you up cocktails that almost kill you, and then they go, whoopsie, let's not do that again.

01:24:41.180 That's your sign that these people don't know what the fuck they're doing.

01:24:43.740 Oh, yeah.

01:24:44.820 Listen, I sat across from, this is another, like, breaking moment in my, probably my wife's thinking, but she used to work primary care for a doctor, and she had a good relationship.

01:24:54.740 The girl was, like, around our age, a doctor, but she was, like, a dunce, kind of like, like you were describing your ex-girlfriend, like, couldn't you drive a car or shit?

01:25:03.780 Like, that's always a red flag.

01:25:04.940 Like, you had a license, but got taken away.

01:25:06.800 I was, like, but you're a doctor?

01:25:07.980 But you're a doctor.

01:25:08.560 Nice lady.

01:25:09.420 Yeah.

01:25:09.840 But she's at my house in Brooklyn, and we're having, like, a dinner.

01:25:13.820 And at the time, I think what was in contention was, like, the vaccines were coming up.

01:25:19.380 Yeah, okay.

01:25:19.820 And she was, like, she was, like, oh, well, obviously, you know, the COVID, that's safe.

01:25:24.540 Yeah, 100% safe and effective.

01:25:26.340 And I was, like, no.

01:25:27.340 And you know what?

01:25:27.960 Every fucking day since that dinner, I feel like my wife is just, like, she thinks back about that and goes, how wrong was this lady?

01:25:34.560 And how many vaccines did this lady then administer?

01:25:37.540 No idea what you're doing.

01:25:39.080 Yeah.

01:25:39.320 Can't operate heavy machinery.

01:25:40.900 Can operate on you.

01:25:42.500 Yeah.

01:25:42.920 Wild.

01:25:43.700 mRNA vaccine.

01:25:44.680 Yeah.

01:25:45.120 Crazy.

01:25:45.760 All right.

01:25:46.280 So I got off all the meds again, and God bless my wife for sticking with me through all of it.

01:25:52.760 So I'm clean from illegal drugs for 20-plus years and clean from the equally dangerous legal drugs for 15-plus years or so.

01:25:59.880 So back to the story.

01:26:01.060 Good for you, Anon.

01:26:02.740 Yes.

01:26:03.020 I just come to the conclusion that I'm a little weird, started studying the occult again to occupy my mind, dope headfirst into that like I did crack.

01:26:12.840 Damn.

01:26:13.620 Yeah.

01:26:13.900 My skills from using the breathing and meditation learned as a kid are pretty dialed in at this point.

01:26:18.940 If I don't have too much caffeine or alcohol in me, I can slip into a flow state just about on command.

01:26:24.460 And now we get into what your psychologist buddy who worked with prisoners learned.

01:26:30.500 Everybody drink.

01:26:31.100 Oh, Dr. Jerry Marzynski.

01:26:32.980 He actually came up in today's episode on Merkel's show, which is very interesting too.

01:26:38.160 Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:26:38.720 The guy mentioned him, Nathaniel.

01:26:39.920 All right.

01:26:40.060 So it was so rad to hear him on your show talk about it.

01:26:42.880 So years after fairly healthy living and breathing, meditating to chill when I need it, I was also listening to a lot of Rogan.

01:27:02.860 And stop, stop listening the second or third time I, he had CIA employees on and I didn't bother to ask him any real question.

01:27:12.820 And I didn't bother to ask him.

01:27:13.560 Oh, fucking Mike Baker.

01:27:14.120 He keeps, yeah.

01:27:15.100 That was like, if there was a time where Rogan was getting co-opted, I would say when he was, he kept platforming Mike Baker.

01:27:22.000 That was to me, I'm like, why do you keep having this fucking, this spook on your show?

01:27:26.200 It's like he had to.

01:27:28.600 Yeah.

01:27:29.540 Because, yeah, I mean, Rogan, even Rogan from the beginning, like with Eddie Bravo, very contrary to what the government narrative was, doubting the moon landing and stuff.

01:27:37.780 So when this guy comes on and he's just going, oh, tell me more, interesting.

01:27:41.540 And he's saying all the shit that he's been talking against for years.

01:27:44.200 It's like the CIA is probably like, hey, listen, you got this big show.

01:27:47.940 You got to have this guy on.

01:27:49.620 Right.

01:27:49.720 And that's going to be that or we'll send you pictures of your grandkids, you know?

01:27:54.020 Exactly, exactly.

01:27:55.660 So, so he stopped listening after the CIA.

01:27:58.760 Kind of me too.

01:27:59.780 I got a little annoyed with the Mike Baker.

01:28:01.820 I just listened to some Rogan episodes recently, like the debate.

01:28:05.020 And I'll listen if he's got an MMA guy on, shit that I'm interested in.

01:28:09.220 But like when it comes to weird political stuff or social stuff, I don't think he's, Rogan moves the narrative, but I don't think he's in front of it anymore.

01:28:18.600 I think he's.

01:28:19.200 Well, it's been a long time since Rogan was, I used to go to him for conspiracies because early in the Joe Rogan experience,

01:28:24.800 he was in very much the same school of thought as I was.

01:28:28.900 And I think that's because the information on conspiracy was still pretty consolidated back then.

01:28:34.740 You know, it was like chances are we're watching a lot of the same content because it's what's on YouTube.

01:28:38.040 Now it's so decentralized and so much of it happens on X and all these countless podcasts and things that, you know, I'm sure we're not absorbing the same content anymore.

01:28:47.740 But he stopped doing that a long time ago.

01:28:50.880 And now, to your point, Top, I'm not saying Rogan's bad.

01:28:55.460 If you're like, I'm sure the fight companions still fuck.

01:28:58.100 And I'm sure protect our parks is also a really good time.

01:29:01.840 But as far as like any kind of information, politics, anything like that, COVID was the nail in the coffin when he platformed that dude that freaked out and told us we were all going to die.

01:29:13.480 And I was like, I'm just not seeing that.

01:29:15.860 And so I couldn't listen to that anymore.

01:29:17.400 And I saw him, he was like platforming sort of a Robert Malone and Dr. Peter McCullough.

01:29:24.380 But by that time, I realized that it was much better to just, you know, lean on your own research.

01:29:31.340 You don't need experts anymore.

01:29:33.640 Yeah.

01:29:33.980 Yeah.

01:29:34.240 And that's kind of what, you know, he's a good jumping on point.

01:29:37.320 But like, I don't even listen to his episode with Tripoli because I'm like, what is...

01:29:42.880 It's going to be frustrating.

01:29:44.240 Well, yeah, it'll be frustrating.

01:29:45.240 What could he possibly tell me that he's allowed to?

01:29:48.280 And if you go listen to it, it's like not much, you know?

01:29:51.140 Yeah.

01:29:51.400 But, and that's him Tripoli.

01:29:52.840 This is a guy that, you know, I listen to his show all the time.

01:29:54.840 But here we go.

01:29:56.360 No reason for anything but respect for the guy.

01:29:58.740 I agree.

01:29:59.540 Love Joe Rogan, but I couldn't do Joe's job.

01:30:03.560 I agree as well.

01:30:05.140 But I just didn't want to listen anymore, he says.

01:30:07.100 So it would have been like 2015 or so.

01:30:09.420 He's having Aubrey Marcus on, who I am no fan of.

01:30:15.240 Yeah.

01:30:15.480 At the time.

01:30:16.380 Who's, is that the carnivore guy?

01:30:17.820 I don't know who that is.

01:30:18.540 Aubrey Marcus is the co-owner of fucking.

01:30:21.560 On it.

01:30:21.940 On it labs.

01:30:22.740 Right.

01:30:23.040 And that guy always struck me as really weird.

01:30:26.440 And then one day he came out and he's talking on Rogan's show about like, he was in an open

01:30:30.800 relationship and how it just didn't work out for him.

01:30:33.160 And once I saw that, I was like, you are the type of nigga that would be in a fucking

01:30:36.780 open relationship.

01:30:37.580 And, and that confirmed everything that I suspected about him.

01:30:40.540 And I stopped absorbing anything from Audrey Marcus.

01:30:43.020 He's a weird dude.

01:30:44.020 But Audrey kind of is the guy that was like, you know, DMT, ayahuasca, meditative processes.

01:30:53.700 Like that was, that was Aubrey.

01:30:56.100 Um, I would say Aubrey probably, probably introduced Joe to all that shit.

01:31:01.940 Hmm.

01:31:02.940 Interesting.

01:31:03.540 Interesting.

01:31:04.060 I know the guy, I don't, he's probably the episodes that I skipped because he just didn't

01:31:08.020 find interesting for good reasons.

01:31:10.400 Yeah.

01:31:10.420 Yeah.

01:31:10.460 He's, he's not interesting.

01:31:11.840 So at a time when so many people were seeking spiritual, spirituality aside from organized

01:31:15.640 religion, he had to come in and start telling everybody just to fuck each other and do

01:31:19.620 gay shit.

01:31:20.260 Yeah, dude.

01:31:21.020 Yes.

01:31:21.600 Yes.

01:31:22.520 Like so many influencers, uh, whenever I heard him, I just thought, dude, you're fucking

01:31:26.300 it up in the same way that they did in 69.

01:31:28.600 Hmm.

01:31:29.280 Anyway.

01:31:29.820 So I decided to try DMT.

01:31:33.440 That's actually very fucking funny.

01:31:35.900 Oh shit.

01:31:36.620 Cause Aubrey Marcus, he's just like went on the spiel about how annoying he is.

01:31:39.600 And then he's like, anyway, so fucking decided to do it.

01:31:42.120 Oh, shout out to, uh, Joe Rogan in the chat.

01:31:44.420 He says, fuck you guys.

01:31:45.420 Fuck you.

01:31:45.780 All right.

01:31:46.320 That's not nice.

01:31:47.300 That's not nice.

01:31:48.060 Show some respect.

01:31:49.300 Okay.

01:31:49.620 All right.

01:31:50.260 So probably not the best decision, uh, but it was what my retarded brain needed to do

01:31:55.880 or in this journey for context, I quit bad drugs around 2003, 2004 powders and pills for

01:32:03.120 the last decade, only urban microdose on occasion.

01:32:06.080 I was pretty much the average mediate ice bath.

01:32:10.660 Oh, meditate, ice bath, meditate, ice bath, eat healthy, feel like you're better than everybody

01:32:16.320 else at this point.

01:32:17.100 Yeah.

01:32:17.340 Yeah.

01:32:17.500 Yeah.

01:32:17.600 We get it.

01:32:18.180 Yeah.

01:32:18.280 Having all this stuff kind of in my life as I've been a long time, uh, made me feel ahead

01:32:23.160 of the game.

01:32:23.940 So the choice to do DMT wasn't as crazy as it sounds for decades of, yeah.

01:32:28.400 I mean, listen, if you're doing crack, like DMT is like, yeah.

01:32:32.060 Light shit.

01:32:32.920 But to his point, that whole meditate, ice bath, eat healthy, feel like you're better than

01:32:37.980 everybody else.

01:32:38.580 That is something that came out of the Joe Rogan camp.

01:32:41.920 And I followed a very similar situation where I was podcaster, MMA practitioner, eventually

01:32:48.080 mushroom experiencer, right?

01:32:50.700 So very same.

01:32:51.920 I like this guy.

01:32:52.720 He's on a similar trajectory.

01:32:53.960 He's the same kind of retarded that I am.

01:32:56.100 Yeah.

01:32:56.240 All right.

01:32:56.540 So read this part.

01:32:57.420 I'm going to have to take a piss.

01:32:59.920 Okay.

01:33:00.200 Go on.

01:33:00.500 Take a piss.

01:33:01.120 All right.

01:33:01.400 So, uh, happy to run into a childhood friend who was in the business of sacred medicine

01:33:06.800 and the opportunity presented itself.

01:33:09.580 I'd been feeling great for years.

01:33:11.500 And though I had a handle on life enough to expand my meditations, not this vape shit.

01:33:19.580 Um, okay.

01:33:21.100 There's like a typo here, not this vape shit.

01:33:23.500 I hear people talk about doing, uh, and it ain't the same one puff out of this powder and

01:33:30.320 you're out for 10 to 20 minutes.

01:33:32.360 Just saying these people, just saying these people talking about taking a hit every three

01:33:39.480 minutes to go deeper, ain't doing real DMT, man.

01:33:43.020 Sorry for the audience.

01:33:44.080 That is a fucking weird sentence that I just made sound ununderstandable.

01:33:51.040 So we set a date and I fuck it up from the get go.

01:33:54.280 The morning of my session, I can't help myself.

01:33:56.680 I buy a Red Bull as I'm leaving town and slam it on the way to the mountain.

01:34:02.120 In hindsight, I think I was saving myself, but that'll clear later.

01:34:05.000 Oh, I wonder if it's supposed to be, uh, you're supposed to be fasted when you do this

01:34:08.580 shit.

01:34:09.880 So he says, your viewers should be aware alcohol and caffeine are the easiest ways to

01:34:14.980 fuck up your vibration and put a block on any good experience.

01:34:17.840 That's fascinating.

01:34:19.120 I don't like to hear that because I do drink a lot of coffee, not a lot of alcohol at all,

01:34:22.860 but coffee is part of my daily ritual.

01:34:24.980 Um, but we all know how the mate thing went.

01:34:30.240 Well, I guess meth is easier, but it doesn't just block stuff.

01:34:34.180 It's like a neon sign, inviting demons and scaring away goodness.

01:34:37.720 Ah, that goes along with Dr. Marzinski says, everybody have a drink.

01:34:42.920 So we meet up in the mountain and have a good little hike, sit down and reflect on my intended

01:34:47.220 purpose.

01:34:48.520 And we commence.

01:34:49.740 I'm back.

01:34:50.120 He packs it up.

01:34:51.480 Shut up.

01:34:52.040 He packs it up.

01:34:53.120 Jordan's.

01:34:53.380 Look at these are twos.

01:34:54.080 What?

01:34:54.560 Let me see these fucking Jordans, dude.

01:34:56.280 You didn't show them.

01:34:56.860 I didn't see.

01:34:57.240 I'm not looking at that screen.

01:34:58.060 I'm trying to read.

01:34:58.580 Uh, I don't like those.

01:35:00.820 I don't like those.

01:35:01.260 Which, which ones are those?

01:35:02.020 The twos?

01:35:02.600 Those are the twos, but they, I fucking hate the twos.

01:35:05.520 Okay.

01:35:05.980 For real.

01:35:07.320 $24.

01:35:09.080 Okay.

01:35:09.460 Yeah.

01:35:09.660 But they're twos.

01:35:10.480 I'm saying, how could you not buy it?

01:35:12.500 I would pay somebody else $24 to take twos off my hands.

01:35:16.240 I was thinking about it, but I was like 24.

01:35:18.020 I was like, fine.

01:35:18.780 They're not that bad.

01:35:19.560 Can I, let me see them again.

01:35:21.100 They're okay.

01:35:22.640 They're like, I liked a little fucking whatever.

01:35:25.540 They're just, they're twos.

01:35:26.360 They're not bad.

01:35:27.160 It just twos is just such a fucking rough.

01:35:28.820 I don't like, I don't like that.

01:35:29.640 They're, they're my, not my least favorite, but they're, they're up there as not so great,

01:35:33.960 but whatever.

01:35:34.520 Fucking $24.

01:35:35.260 But they're coming back recently.

01:35:36.440 They're, they're, they're remaking them and selling a lot of them.

01:35:38.880 I will say very comfortable, very comfortable.

01:35:41.740 Yeah.

01:35:42.800 Um, okay.

01:35:44.060 So, so basically where we've gotten so far is he's gearing up to go and have his experience.

01:35:49.140 Um, but he fucks up and he, and he drinks a Red Bull on the way to it.

01:35:52.720 He's going to a mountain, uh, to, to do this, by the way.

01:35:55.620 Uh, okay.

01:35:57.320 He drinks a Red Bull.

01:35:57.860 So that fucks up his experience.

01:35:59.260 Yeah.

01:35:59.460 Because apparently he says caffeine and alcohol are the number one things that will fuck up

01:36:03.300 your experiences when, when it comes to this sort of a transcendence meditative process.

01:36:07.540 Uh, and I don't know, maybe that's, maybe that's true.

01:36:11.440 Uh, all right.

01:36:12.020 So he says, uh, we meet up at the mountain and have a good little hike, sit down and reflect

01:36:18.260 on his intended purpose.

01:36:19.360 And we commence, he packs it up and I ask him if I should take a little hit or burn the

01:36:25.440 whole thing.

01:36:26.040 And he says, you won't need much.

01:36:28.160 So I try to burn the bowl.

01:36:29.880 I was in a very confident place of life, but also empty functioning.

01:36:35.580 The best I ever had, but still pretty empty.

01:36:38.460 So I wanted to see the elves because that's the fucking solution.

01:36:41.460 Yeah.

01:36:41.860 This is the Rogan shit, right?

01:36:42.960 This is, that's it.

01:36:43.520 Yeah.

01:36:43.680 You just, you ever just feel like you're missing something like a, like a machine elf shaped

01:36:48.580 hole in your heart.

01:36:49.440 But, uh, DMT has just the thing for you.

01:36:52.820 So actually shout out to JT.

01:36:54.120 We'll be on a show with JT, uh, next week, I think with, uh, bat.

01:36:58.820 Yeah.

01:36:59.160 Uh, what's it, what are they called?

01:37:00.540 Oh, legit bat.

01:37:01.660 Legit bat.

01:37:02.200 Yeah.

01:37:02.360 So apparently JT will be there, but he just did a, he did a show with Brian.

01:37:06.040 I think they do a show together.

01:37:07.140 It's, uh, and it's about elves being demons.

01:37:09.760 So very cool.

01:37:11.000 I like that.

01:37:11.640 I'm excited.

01:37:12.500 If we get to talk about that, that's good.

01:37:14.320 Their show fucks.

01:37:15.360 And I know they don't curse on it.

01:37:16.420 But my wife says she threw away all of my gay jewelry.

01:37:20.080 Yeah.

01:37:20.600 I know.

01:37:20.980 It's a shame.

01:37:21.800 But good for her.

01:37:22.920 Anyway, that show does fuck.

01:37:24.400 They don't curse on it.

01:37:25.240 Great show.

01:37:26.100 Really enjoy those guys.

01:37:27.320 So we're going to talk about something with them.

01:37:29.020 But yeah, be there.

01:37:30.120 Legit bat.

01:37:30.640 It's going to be fun.

01:37:31.660 All right.

01:37:32.000 So where the hell was I?

01:37:33.880 Uh, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.

01:37:35.400 Functioning the best I ever had.

01:37:37.040 Okay.

01:37:38.260 He says, uh, that I wanted to see the elves because his life was still pretty empty.

01:37:43.180 So I pull that big hit.

01:37:44.960 And as he's tapping my shoulder saying, that's good.

01:37:48.360 That's good.

01:37:49.200 He pulled the pipe away from me as my body froze like a full body muscle cramp.

01:37:54.880 So even the shaman dude was like, yo, yo, yo, ease up, baby.

01:37:58.340 Uh, I lay back in the sand and listened to the hum as the earth swallowed me in the most

01:38:04.320 beautiful way.

01:38:05.300 The same thing you've heard from a few people, just a pure love and an absence of anything

01:38:10.220 negative, stress, pain, worry, all gone.

01:38:13.960 Combined with being wrapped like a bear hug in love.

01:38:17.900 That sounds nice.

01:38:19.860 Um, I had a kaleidoscope of visions and I wanted to zoom in like I can with meditation, but I

01:38:26.740 only got a small glimpse of clarity at the very bottom of each breath.

01:38:30.040 So I slowed my breathing until I wasn't breathing.

01:38:35.520 Everything goes black and I hear a voice that didn't use words say, are you willing to die?

01:38:42.520 Damn dude, what the fuck?

01:38:44.840 Uh, that was the main gist of what it was telling me.

01:38:48.400 Um, but it wasn't like every word had full sentences of meaning, uh, even though there

01:38:54.580 was no discernible words, uh, like one note on a pain told entire stories.

01:39:02.160 That's a strange way of wording that like one note on a pain told entire stories.

01:39:09.140 I've been seeking an experience with entities and was being told that I could have that experience,

01:39:15.040 but it might cost my life in so many words without words.

01:39:19.920 Okay.

01:39:21.060 That's interesting.

01:39:21.920 Is it worth talking?

01:39:23.400 Is that, is that how big that machine elf size hole in your heart was?

01:39:27.760 Is that it's worth dying?

01:39:29.900 That's fascinating that they're asking that.

01:39:32.180 Maybe.

01:39:33.140 Then out of the blackness, I see a familiar face to my 1980s kid self, the girl from the

01:39:39.960 never ending story movie.

01:39:42.660 Anastasia?

01:39:43.640 No, no, no.

01:39:44.580 I don't, maybe I'm making that up.

01:39:46.100 Can't remember her name is what he says.

01:39:47.840 Ironically, her name didn't matter.

01:39:50.180 I believe it was just a familiar thing to make me comfortable.

01:39:53.580 Likely.

01:39:54.520 Definitely a face I loved as a kid on TV.

01:39:57.840 The one Atreyu has to call out to save the world.

01:40:02.680 Uh, she's leaning over me, telling me to breathe.

01:40:06.220 Then it feels like my soul sucks back into my lungs and she turns into that blue India goddess.

01:40:12.220 Ah, fucking Shiva, that bitch.

01:40:14.900 True.

01:40:16.200 Not good.

01:40:17.120 Also, a name I can never recall.

01:40:19.140 Well, ironically, it's probably Shiva, the fucking destroyer or, uh, uh, Kali.

01:40:24.720 Could be Kali as well.

01:40:26.440 Um, probably because I don't want to.

01:40:28.420 Fair.

01:40:29.460 The one with a bunch of arms and the elephant snout.

01:40:32.220 I think that it's Kali.

01:40:33.320 I could be wrong.

01:40:35.380 Um, please chat.

01:40:36.400 Somebody Google.

01:40:37.540 Boom, boom, boom, boom.

01:40:39.920 Uh, at that moment.

01:40:41.680 We're having a, there's a live chat in here with Nancy.

01:40:44.040 Hi, Nancy.

01:40:45.040 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:40:46.060 There is.

01:40:46.420 But she's not saying anything.

01:40:48.760 No, that's fine.

01:40:49.560 She just said, I just noticed there's a chat.

01:40:50.960 Can you guys see this?

01:40:51.760 And I said, yes, but I said it in Spanish.

01:40:53.540 That's probably why.

01:40:54.540 She's like, I don't know what the fuck this guy's talking about.

01:40:55.940 What does that mean?

01:40:56.480 What does see mean?

01:40:58.020 Um, boom, boom, boom.

01:40:59.860 Where are we at here?

01:41:01.460 At that moment, I become aware and sit up out of the sand.

01:41:04.180 Uh, I turned to my friend, and the image of that blue-skinned creepy bitch follows my line of sight, and he is now her.

01:41:13.020 That's a bummer.

01:41:14.200 It slowly dissipates, and my friend turned back into himself.

01:41:17.840 So that was a DMT experience.

01:41:19.380 Not too crazy at the time, given what I had experienced in my rear view.

01:41:23.020 Pivotal, uh, but it started getting weird on my drive home from the mountain.

01:41:27.000 So we hang out for a bit while I catch a breath, hike down the mountain, and split ways.

01:41:31.960 Driving home, all of a sudden, vibrating.

01:41:34.980 I don't know why I put inflection on that word like that.

01:41:38.560 Driving home, all of a sudden, the vibrating comes back in.

01:41:42.560 Like, I just took that rip.

01:41:44.260 Oh, dude, what?

01:41:45.560 You're driving home, and all of a sudden, it's like you just took a hit?

01:41:48.340 I literally pull over because I don't want to fall into crazy land going 70 on the highway.

01:41:53.360 Uh, this is a good couple of hours after, mind you.

01:41:58.160 Damn.

01:41:58.860 Soon as I pull over, it stops.

01:42:00.700 I'm back to 100% sober, thinking, what the fuck?

01:42:04.200 So I get back on the road.

01:42:06.260 Park on the highway for more than a couple of minutes, and you'll have a patrol car behind you, where I lived at the time.

01:42:11.760 Didn't want to deal with the popo right then.

01:42:13.460 Yeah, that seems reasonable.

01:42:14.600 It's time to get back on the road, get moving.

01:42:16.640 Uh, so I head home and have to actively focus on not letting my mind be clear.

01:42:22.540 Huh.

01:42:23.360 The opposite of what we are all used to.

01:42:26.880 It was a strange feeling.

01:42:28.940 If I didn't keep my mind occupied, the vibration would start back up.

01:42:34.020 I drove thinking of debaucherous shit to avoid spiritual experience.

01:42:38.520 It was so fucked up.

01:42:39.700 That's interesting.

01:42:40.720 That's really interesting.

01:42:42.400 I get that.

01:42:43.200 I've done that before.

01:42:44.660 Yeah.

01:42:45.140 Well, I mean, I've typically had to do the opposite thing.

01:42:47.220 Like, if I was on, I've been on ecstasy before, thinking a bunch of terrible things and had to try to think of nice things to make it go away.

01:42:52.680 But I've never had that, that version.

01:42:55.340 Um, by the time I make it home, things have calmed down and I am seemingly in control of my body and mind again.

01:43:00.780 My wife was excited to hear about the experience, but I had to sit down and meditate right now.

01:43:06.880 Like when you get home from a long drive and nothing else matters but taking that piss.

01:43:10.960 Amen.

01:43:11.180 Plus, I'm not driving down the highway, so I won't kill anyone if I lose awareness.

01:43:16.840 I go to our room.

01:43:17.920 I sit on the floor with the intention of just taking the time to slow my breathing and sift through the experience.

01:43:24.000 Excuse me.

01:43:24.620 The moment my eyes closed, I whipped back into that purely clear and comfortable space with no vibration, just instantly in the deepest meditative flow state I could ever hope to achieve on my own with all the euphoric feelings that came up with that big DMT rip.

01:43:40.920 It happened so fast, it startled me, and I opened my eyes, halfway expected to see either an ancient deity or a character from my favorite movie sitting in the room.

01:43:52.040 But everything went back to normal, all the feelings gone with a snap.

01:43:57.400 I just want to close my eyes again.

01:44:00.060 Not sleepy, my body just wanted them closed, so I do.

01:44:05.040 As my eyes close, my back involuntarily straightens in sync.

01:44:11.240 Okay.

01:44:14.800 I'm not going to lie, I don't know how to spell that either.

01:44:18.420 I know how to spell sync.

01:44:20.280 Like, this motherfucker said in sync, like kitchen sync.

01:44:25.120 Like this?

01:44:25.720 Is this how we spell it?

01:44:26.960 In sync?

01:44:28.120 I'm not sure.

01:44:29.000 That's so funny.

01:44:30.000 No, that's the band, dog.

01:44:31.180 That's the band.

01:44:33.100 That's awesome.

01:44:33.960 Okay.

01:44:34.380 My back involuntarily straightens in sync with my eyelids coming down.

01:44:39.380 My back straightens up.

01:44:40.840 Okay, so as his eyelids are closing, his back straightens up.

01:44:43.740 Interesting.

01:44:44.740 Not a forceful feeling, but long as I didn't resist, my body would just move.

01:44:48.100 Already sitting cross-legged, now I'm in the same position, but I'm perfectly balanced.

01:44:54.680 Then I feel a ball of energy.

01:44:56.740 I think it's the thing people talk about moving up and down their chakras.

01:44:59.900 Yeah.

01:45:00.540 This is, I think it's the same thing that people say is like the Christos oil, yada yada.

01:45:04.300 Um, this is just in me, not what I normally feel working my chakras, uh, a force or something.

01:45:12.840 It moves from the base of my spine, slowly up my body.

01:45:15.920 It's not too unfamiliar, given the time I've spent in deep meditation playing with energy,

01:45:21.420 aside from the fact that it's all fucking automatic.

01:45:25.380 All I have to do with this, all I had to do was stay in that space.

01:45:29.800 The ball moves up my spine to my neck and it gets weird.

01:45:33.420 This part I've never experienced in meditation.

01:45:35.880 At my neck, it slows and builds pressure in a way.

01:45:38.540 Nancy writes, NSYNC is two words, I-N-S-Y-N-C.

01:45:43.460 Thank you, Nancy.

01:45:44.240 Yes, yes.

01:45:44.760 Thank you, Nancy.

01:45:45.300 Oh, she's in the, is she in our, in our side chat over here?

01:45:48.100 No, she's not.

01:45:49.020 Nancy, we could be speaking privately.

01:45:50.780 No, she is.

01:45:51.280 She is in the side chat.

01:45:52.040 Oh, all right.

01:45:52.720 Whatever.

01:45:53.680 I don't have access to that, I guess.

01:45:56.600 All right.

01:45:57.580 So where the hell was I at?

01:45:59.880 Um, spot, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

01:46:02.660 Okay.

01:46:03.440 The ball moves up my spine to my neck and it gets weird.

01:46:05.820 This part I've never experienced in meditation.

01:46:08.140 At my neck, it slows and builds pressure in a way.

01:46:10.600 Like it had to push through a thick spot.

01:46:13.680 Then, like before, uh, my spine starts to move.

01:46:18.380 My head slowly tips back.

01:46:20.520 Mouth wide open.

01:46:21.740 Oh, that's not good.

01:46:24.280 Uh, it was wild.

01:46:25.900 I was in the, in for the ride.

01:46:28.360 Not freaking out for some reason.

01:46:30.600 I feel this thing that is caught up in my neck being pulled out of my body.

01:46:35.820 Like gentle cyclone of something is pulling at my core.

01:46:40.720 Like a gentle cyclone of something is pulling at my core.

01:46:42.880 Okay.

01:46:44.080 As it leaves my body, I can feel the space it left behind.

01:46:47.640 Not like it's empty, but now it's like clean.

01:46:52.780 My body from the core feels clear and clean in a way that hasn't been for a long time.

01:46:58.000 Maybe in a way I can't ever recall feeling.

01:47:01.020 Nothing to compare it to.

01:47:03.260 So that's the day I learned the difference between God, the Father, and all those little G's.

01:47:08.320 I can't explain it other than a lifetime of experiencing outside forces.

01:47:12.180 It was like I recognized the little sliver of God's hand throughout the past once I felt the bigger picture.

01:47:20.020 Interesting.

01:47:20.380 Um, here's the only way I've come up with to describe it.

01:47:25.560 Through the DMT trip, on my drive home, through the crazy throat experience, it was like God's hand in a clamshell shape.

01:47:36.520 Okay, so kind of like that.

01:47:38.780 Um, not visually, this is just me trying to explain the feeling.

01:47:43.020 Okay, so never mind my fucking stupid thing I just did.

01:47:45.020 Um, and I recognized threads of that clamshell in past experiences, like a little sliver of something I could still see while I was fucking around in the dark places.

01:47:55.300 But I didn't recognize what it was.

01:47:58.380 Like that tether thing that people talk about.

01:48:00.900 Or maybe, I don't know.

01:48:01.980 Oh, so he's talking about like the silver cord, maybe kind of a thing.

01:48:05.780 Um, but I did get the feeling that was the last time.

01:48:10.320 Um, like he mustered all the patience he could, uh, with my retarded ass to pull whatever I invited into myself out.

01:48:18.580 Uh, that would be the last time that he would throw me a bone.

01:48:23.000 Hmm.

01:48:23.860 It was wild.

01:48:24.960 I'm adamantly against organized religion, but I consider myself a Christian as of the last six months or so.

01:48:31.380 This all happened four years ago.

01:48:32.900 It's taken a while to process.

01:48:34.160 Yeah.

01:48:34.980 Yeah, that makes a lot of sense.

01:48:36.520 Uh, it was very similar in how long it took me to fucking come to.

01:48:40.960 Um, I had to leave a whole lot out of the story just in hopes to get the main gist cross of my coming to God.

01:48:49.940 Um, like the part about when I learned it was not my dad coming into my room around four or five years old teaching me to breathe and relax my body joint by joint so I could sleep with the nightmares.

01:49:01.040 I found out in my thirties that my dad has never had anything like that.

01:49:06.320 Never heard anything like that.

01:49:07.960 Okay.

01:49:08.820 And in hindsight, it makes sense because he's very strict with his religion and does not want to believe or participate in any kind of meditations or anything like that.

01:49:17.560 Anyway, big fan of you too, retarded dragon slayers, adding NDS to my small pile of paid subs along with the secret teaching radio.

01:49:27.500 Hmm.

01:49:28.200 Uh, grime, grime, grime, grimerica, grimerica, grimerica, grimerica, grimerica, and good old Doc Brown.

01:49:34.120 Shout out Doc Brown.

01:49:34.940 Fucking Prometheus lens podcast.

01:49:36.440 Yeah.

01:49:36.660 Yeah.

01:49:36.800 Much love retards.

01:49:38.560 We got to reach back out to Doc Brown.

01:49:41.040 I forget.

01:49:41.540 I did.

01:49:41.920 I did.

01:49:42.140 I reached out to him and I told him that he is invited.

01:49:44.380 Um, I don't know, you know, if we could find any, cause he seems like he wants to help, which is awesome.

01:49:51.120 Um, maybe we could figure out something in that regard, but either way he's invited.

01:49:55.100 So that'll be cool.

01:49:57.240 Um, damn, it's almost two hours.

01:49:59.760 I wanted to read, read Kate's, but, uh, it's always been almost two hours.

01:50:03.640 Yeah, I know.

01:50:04.200 I gotta, I gotta go to the bank cause we're doing big things.

01:50:07.440 Big bank things.

01:50:08.480 Yeah.

01:50:08.760 Big bank.

01:50:09.540 Yeah.

01:50:09.820 Oh, a hundred percent.

01:50:10.680 Big bank bucks.

01:50:12.240 Big buck.

01:50:12.600 It should be an extra B in there.

01:50:15.000 Shouldn't it?

01:50:16.880 Not for phonetics.

01:50:17.960 Like BBC.

01:50:19.400 No, no, no, no, no.

01:50:20.080 Like BBB, like a big bank, big, Oh, Oh, big bank business.

01:50:23.880 That's what we're doing.

01:50:24.600 Yeah.

01:50:24.680 Big bank business, baby.

01:50:29.380 Big bank business.

01:50:30.620 Yeah.

01:50:30.800 That's what we're doing.

01:50:31.980 All right.

01:50:32.340 So I guess we gotta, yeah.

01:50:33.700 Uh, what's her, uh, Nancy's like, I, she re-uploaded Kate part one and now I feel

01:50:38.880 bad cause Kate still might be in here.

01:50:40.960 Yeah.

01:50:41.360 Where's, uh, there she is.

01:50:42.420 She said it's okay, but it's not okay.

01:50:43.960 And I know when women say it's okay, they fucking actually mean that's not okay at all.

01:50:48.460 She's fuming right now.

01:50:49.640 Yeah.

01:50:50.080 Yeah.

01:50:50.620 And I can understand why she'd be fuming.

01:50:52.340 Cause who doesn't want their show, their, their story read by two mostly illiterate retards.

01:50:58.340 They're going to rob a bank.

01:50:59.540 They're not, no, we're not going to rob a bank.

01:51:00.640 We're doing big bank business, baby.

01:51:02.380 Big bank business.

01:51:03.260 Cause if we're doing big tings, big bank tings, all right.

01:51:06.520 So yeah, don't worry about it.

01:51:08.640 She still says it's okay.

01:51:09.660 And that's a doubling down.

01:51:10.920 It means fuck you.

01:51:12.100 Maybe we'll read it.

01:51:13.320 Let me check.

01:51:13.860 Hold on.

01:51:14.160 Kate, let me check my Palm pilot.

01:51:15.740 Make sure.

01:51:16.120 Oh yeah.

01:51:16.380 You check your Palm pilot.

01:51:17.140 What are we doing?

01:51:18.480 What are we looking for?

01:51:19.620 Maybe Thursday.

01:51:21.040 If we have time.

01:51:22.720 I kind of like, we don't have a lot of guests scheduled this week.

01:51:25.980 And I'm like, maybe we should just keep it that way.

01:51:28.400 Just never have any more guests.

01:51:30.060 No, no, no.

01:51:30.500 Just for this week.

01:51:31.240 Like we could double down on Chronicles.

01:51:33.520 And then we end the week with Dr. Andrew Huff and Tim Constantine.

01:51:39.720 Okay.

01:51:40.360 That's it.

01:51:40.840 So we're reading the schedule.

01:51:41.980 That's a good idea.

01:51:43.280 I know.

01:51:43.740 That's a good thing.

01:51:44.720 We should tell them.

01:51:45.300 Yeah, we should do a video at the beginning of every week.

01:51:47.760 And we read the schedule.

01:51:48.840 And then when people drop out, we just go, see.

01:51:51.220 See, they dropped out.

01:51:52.140 They promised.

01:51:53.300 Hey, would you guys like more of those impromptu?

01:51:56.000 Oh no, dude.

01:51:57.080 She said it.

01:51:59.180 She's fine.

01:52:00.120 She's fine.

01:52:01.560 The little box.

01:52:02.340 I don't know what the box means.

01:52:03.440 I don't know what the box means.

01:52:04.640 There's an emoji that doesn't translate to stream yard.

01:52:06.480 But when women say they're fine, they're not fine.

01:52:10.320 I'm fucking worried right now, though.

01:52:11.740 I'm really worried.

01:52:13.020 Sweating a little bit.

01:52:13.860 I'm nervous.

01:52:14.320 I have to pee.

01:52:15.500 I've been squeezing.

01:52:16.380 I've been squeezing it.

01:52:17.280 Physically squeezing it so that it doesn't pee on me.

01:52:20.640 That's not how it works.

01:52:22.440 Yeah, it does.

01:52:24.980 Go ahead.

01:52:25.660 Next time you go pee, squeeze it while you pee.

01:52:28.720 See how well that fucking works for you.

01:52:30.560 I'm not going to do that.

01:52:31.960 Yeah, because you're not going to pee.

01:52:33.740 You're going to be like, well, there seems to be some sort of obstruction here.

01:52:36.540 Technically, you'd be peeing inside of yourself and just filling up your penis with piss.

01:52:41.160 And it doesn't go anywhere.

01:52:41.980 Is it gay?

01:52:44.080 Good question.

01:52:45.500 Let's check Matthew 1511.

01:52:49.820 Check Matthew 1511.

01:52:52.180 All right, guys.

01:52:53.100 Look, we're fucking done now.

01:52:54.540 Top's got to go do big bank business.

01:52:56.120 And if you want to submit your paranormal testimony and you want to have it read.

01:53:02.580 We've got a new web, a new email.

01:53:04.740 So stop emailing us.

01:53:05.760 This fucking dude made another new email.

01:53:08.280 Yeah.

01:53:08.640 I have an email for Nephilim Death Squad.

01:53:11.100 I have an email for the Raven's Watch.

01:53:12.440 I have an email for Dangerous Retards.

01:53:14.020 I have an email for Timeline Cleanse.

01:53:15.500 Now we're about to have a fucking email for NDS Chronicles.

01:53:19.520 Wow.

01:53:19.700 That's right.

01:53:20.420 It's called Chronicles NDS.

01:53:22.900 C-H-R-O-N-I-C-L-E-S-N-D-S.

01:53:26.100 You could talk to us there.

01:53:27.760 Send us your spooky stories there.

01:53:29.680 Yeah.

01:53:29.960 Or just say hi to Nancy.

01:53:31.400 Yeah, that's true.

01:53:32.140 Does Nancy have the login for that?

01:53:34.200 She does.

01:53:35.500 She's there.

01:53:36.080 Oh, that's funny.

01:53:36.960 So, yeah.

01:53:38.340 Say nice things.

01:53:38.860 You've got to give her a raise, huh?

01:53:40.740 Yeah.

01:53:42.240 Big black balls.

01:53:43.420 That's not what BBB stands for, Kate.

01:53:46.020 It's big bank business.

01:53:48.260 It's big bank business.

01:53:49.600 All right.

01:53:49.720 Yes.

01:53:50.200 And we're off to it.

01:53:51.700 So, that'll do it.

01:53:54.660 That'll be.

01:53:55.160 That'll do it.

01:53:56.880 The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

01:54:02.800 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

01:54:07.000 You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see in the

01:54:12.980 eyes.

01:54:14.140 Because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what it

01:54:19.940 is.

01:54:20.740 And they have.

Nephilim Death Squad - April 17, 2025

016： NDS Chronicles - Matthew 15_11

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