Nephilim Death Squad - 220： Psychedelics, Demons & UFO Orbs w⧸ Al Marinelli & Bryan of Demon Erasers

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00:00:59.060 When it top loves the productions.

00:01:03.880 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:01:10.160 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers.

00:01:14.160 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:01:23.100 The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely

00:01:28.180 important.

00:01:29.260 Oh, yeah, dude.

00:01:30.260 There's some Netflix.

00:01:31.360 It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying shit would happen to the home

00:01:35.920 of the grave.

00:01:37.240 They controlling this now.

00:01:39.220 I know we're talking about how they made a spot of these slaves.

00:01:42.360 And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds.

00:01:45.080 I want to wake you to a dead in the grave.

00:01:47.560 But unless you may, we need to be ready to raise up.

00:01:50.360 Welcome to the end of day.

00:01:52.020 Everybody is slaves.

00:01:53.560 Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in their...

00:01:57.020 Okay, no more talking.

00:01:59.400 Everybody shut up.

00:02:00.220 Guys, welcome to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad. 0.63

00:02:02.560 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a.

00:02:04.580 The Raven that is Top Lops and the Father of Disinformation.

00:02:07.360 We are back in the building.

00:02:10.500 We never went anywhere.

00:02:11.520 This is literally...

00:02:12.180 It's the same building with another episode.

00:02:15.380 Guys, I don't know how we should do this.

00:02:16.720 I mean, let's get through the Patreon struggle first.

00:02:18.860 How about that?

00:02:19.320 Okay.

00:02:20.460 Sometime around the 30-minute mark, we're going to go live exclusively to patreon.com forward

00:02:24.300 slash Nephilim Death Squad.

00:02:25.440 If you want to continue watching this episode, gaining early access to episodes, early access

00:02:29.140 to Bohemian Grove tickets, and discount codes off of merchandise from toplobstid.com, patreon.com

00:02:34.900 forward slash Nephilim Death Squad is where you want to be.

00:02:37.600 Dude, I'm wearing that one right now.

00:02:38.960 The Nephilim Death Squad Youth Group.

00:02:41.960 Very nice.

00:02:42.620 Summer camp.

00:02:43.420 That is a banner of a shirt.

00:02:45.060 I'm wearing the Top Lobstid.

00:02:45.440 Nobody cares what you're wearing.

00:02:46.520 Okay?

00:02:46.840 And let me tell you why.

00:02:47.520 Because this one matches my sneakers.

00:02:49.340 And if you look at my sneakers right here.

00:02:50.800 It's hurtful.

00:02:51.300 Look at my sneakers and then look at my shirt.

00:02:53.580 And it don't...

00:02:54.180 My clothes is matched.

00:02:55.440 We do.

00:02:56.100 We have guests in the house.

00:02:57.440 Guys, joining us once again.

00:02:58.860 We just did an episode with Brian of Demon Eracers.

00:03:01.440 He is back.

00:03:02.160 And we are also joined by Al Marinelli.

00:03:05.120 They do...

00:03:05.800 He also matches.

00:03:08.520 This is going to be a really fun episode.

00:03:09.760 Let's do, too.

00:03:10.840 What the heck?

00:03:11.260 Wow.

00:03:11.800 We're just a couple of matchy-matchy...

00:03:13.140 He's crushing.

00:03:13.780 All of us are just...

00:03:14.780 We look so good.

00:03:15.700 Brian of Demon Eracers.

00:03:17.260 We didn't pull your website up last time.

00:03:20.380 So here you go.

00:03:20.880 But we did get your logo in the background.

00:03:23.640 So that's pretty cool.

00:03:24.320 How cool is that?

00:03:24.820 Brian of Demon Eracers.

00:03:25.760 Tell the people about...

00:03:26.820 Yeah.

00:03:26.920 What happens on Demon Eracers?

00:03:29.520 What is it?

00:03:30.060 Demoneracers.com?

00:03:31.080 Yeah.

00:03:31.220 You can find my channels there and listen to me talk a whole lot.

00:03:37.400 Very cool.

00:03:37.680 And you can sign up.

00:03:38.680 If you go to the bottom of the page, right there, you can sign up.

00:03:41.860 And I pray for you.

00:03:42.880 Or my people pray for you.

00:03:43.680 That's so cool.

00:03:44.280 Just sign up for him for free.

00:03:45.580 He literally does pray for people.

00:03:47.740 And it was...

00:03:48.220 Man, it was powerful.

00:03:50.940 I heard about that.

00:03:51.720 We'll get into Al in a second.

00:03:52.900 But again, we covered it on the last show.

00:03:55.660 But you were basically like, hey, guys, what's your problems?

00:04:00.100 They were kind of like explaining.

00:04:01.400 And you just like...

00:04:02.700 You told him, this is what I think you should do.

00:04:04.840 And after he was done, he goes, that's all the Lord has told me to tell you.

00:04:08.460 And it's all the Lord has put on my heart to tell you.

00:04:10.440 And then he goes, let us pray.

00:04:12.080 And they prayed.

00:04:12.860 And I was like, that was powerful.

00:04:14.060 I love it.

00:04:14.420 He called me up after that.

00:04:15.560 And he was like...

00:04:16.040 And the whole time I was just going, dude, that's so cool.

00:04:18.180 That's so cool.

00:04:19.300 It's so cool.

00:04:20.620 We are also joined by Al.

00:04:22.360 Al has been with us for a while now.

00:04:24.420 He recorded the Bohemian Grove 3 footage.

00:04:28.860 He also was there when we went down and checked out the well.

00:04:32.160 By the way, worth mentioning, Joe Gilberti has now been sentenced to 15 years in prison.

00:04:37.920 And it is an absolute disaster.

00:04:39.840 But Joe is the guy that was trying to get the water from the well to the people here in

00:04:45.000 Sarasota, Florida.

00:04:46.660 And things have not, excuse me, got in the direction that we wanted to.

00:04:49.400 But Al, he's been working with us.

00:04:52.320 And he has been helping us to film everything that we've been doing.

00:04:55.200 Al, tell them, the audience, a little bit about what it is you do.

00:04:58.020 Oh, just, I usually hired a gun camera guy.

00:05:01.800 I worked on a lot of documentaries here and there.

00:05:04.120 Nothing like this, you know, like, usually like science or...

00:05:07.800 House hunters, right?

00:05:08.740 I don't know if you're under an NDA.

00:05:10.200 You're not allowed to say that.

00:05:11.020 House hunters.

00:05:11.760 It doesn't matter.

00:05:13.340 I shoot a lot of house hunters, stuff like that.

00:05:15.600 But yeah.

00:05:17.200 Very, very happy to have you out.

00:05:18.680 And I know we're going to talk a little bit about some of your experiences.

00:05:22.620 So we just got finished doing this episode.

00:05:25.420 And it was heavy about the Charlie Kirk thing.

00:05:27.600 We're going to shift gears a little bit.

00:05:29.120 And we're going to talk about something a little bit different.

00:05:32.160 And this is, I guess, going to kind of serve as a Chronicles episode.

00:05:35.220 But before we even get into...

00:05:36.800 We were trying to do a Chronicles episode last episode, but it just turned...

00:05:39.480 It just wasn't going to happen.

00:05:40.280 We couldn't.

00:05:40.620 Yeah.

00:05:41.140 At one point, I was going to say to Brian, I was like, hey, do you want to read us a listener email?

00:05:45.940 And I was just like, it's just not.

00:05:47.540 Like, this is like, we're going deep.

00:05:48.760 Yeah.

00:05:49.400 Yeah.

00:05:49.980 Yeah.

00:05:50.340 Well, before we get into any of that, a very important thing that we have to do real quick.

00:05:54.700 What do we got to do?

00:05:55.320 Nancy, say hi.

00:05:56.280 Oh, Nancy's here.

00:05:57.000 Yeah.

00:05:57.320 Forgot.

00:05:58.340 Is she on stage?

00:05:59.900 There she is.

00:06:00.960 There she is.

00:06:01.640 There's Nancy, guys.

00:06:02.720 My sweet Nancy.

00:06:03.800 So, Al, early in meeting you, you shared a bit of a story with us.

00:06:11.540 Really, a story isn't fair because it sounds like a single individual happening.

00:06:15.880 I just threw it out there.

00:06:16.680 You guys are walking by.

00:06:17.560 And I was like, hey, by the way.

00:06:19.860 Well, before we started this episode, you were saying that as you've looked at what happened

00:06:26.300 to you and you then look back at your life in hindsight, you kind of get this feeling

00:06:31.560 that everything is kind of connected in one way or another.

00:06:34.200 I think so.

00:06:35.020 Which I think a lot of that happens to a lot of people like, you know, they go through

00:06:37.740 your life and these little things happen and then you get to a point and you look back

00:06:40.340 and you're like, whoa, that's a lot of stuff happened in my life.

00:06:42.700 Yeah.

00:06:42.940 You know, self-inflicted things included.

00:06:45.940 But I think most of them are kind of self-inflicted, you know, just because when we talk about

00:06:52.140 the spiritual realm, it's like you end up giving consent one way or another to something

00:06:57.380 that that, you know, ends up, I guess, having not full rights, but some rights to interact

00:07:02.960 with you.

00:07:05.180 So you were before that.

00:07:08.220 Let me go ahead.

00:07:09.140 Go ahead.

00:07:09.320 Have you guys seen the new Nosferatu movie?

00:07:11.600 No, no.

00:07:12.580 I didn't watch it because I thought that it was my we were watching stuff last night and

00:07:16.720 I saw it came up in the queue and I go, isn't this just like for chicks that because, you 1.00

00:07:21.480 know, chicks are always like. 1.00

00:07:23.820 How do I put this?

00:07:24.800 There's like a book the other day I saw and it was like a minotaur loving on a woman and

00:07:29.840 it's a romance novel for a woman and I go, ladies, what's going on here?

00:07:33.260 Is this more Nephilim? 0.92

00:07:34.160 So I thought that it was Nosferatu was just like, you know, women go and look at this gangly 1.00

00:07:39.560 very first scene in the movie, like lays out the whole thing.

00:07:42.600 You know, the girl's face comes in out of the black and she's like, I'm wishing for

00:07:47.300 or praying for any entity, guardian angel, celestial spirit or anything to come to me.

00:07:52.480 Whoa.

00:07:52.840 And she's walking out and then all of a sudden you hear you and it attaches to her.

00:07:57.200 And I think a lot of people do things like that.

00:07:59.200 That's 100 percent outward.

00:08:00.380 And then, yeah.

00:08:01.180 And then they don't even know what they're doing.

00:08:02.660 Wow.

00:08:03.380 The rest of the movie.

00:08:04.220 Did you do?

00:08:05.000 And the rest of the movie, she's banging Nosferatu now. 0.60

00:08:07.340 Come on, man.

00:08:08.400 What is that?

00:08:09.240 Something like that.

00:08:09.940 Oh, my God.

00:08:10.700 I don't know.

00:08:11.120 That's something that women, you guys got to do a lot of, you know, asking yourself why 1.00

00:08:15.100 that keeps popping up.

00:08:17.480 So so you that's that's a good place to start it.

00:08:22.420 And I think maybe an additional node worth mentioning there is you were big into kind of the

00:08:27.340 Rogan sphere, right?

00:08:28.800 Not like it, but I listen to it a lot.

00:08:30.960 Yeah.

00:08:31.220 Right.

00:08:31.560 And so on this show, we talk quite a bit about Rogan and he introduces into the general public

00:08:36.300 a lot of things that are really strange end up having a lot of association with intelligence

00:08:43.160 community programs, right?

00:08:46.640 He's introducing the float tank, the sensory deprivation tanks.

00:08:50.640 These are a John C.

00:08:52.520 Lily psychically communicating with dolphins kind of a deal.

00:08:57.920 He's also introducing psychedelics into the West in a way that it's it's it's as big as

00:09:06.900 it was during the actual psychedelics movement.

00:09:09.680 All those decades ago, there was a resurgence and it's created by Joe Rogan.

00:09:14.120 And of course, psychedelics play a integral role in all of this MK Ultra stuff.

00:09:19.500 So Rogan has a lot of things that he tells individuals to do.

00:09:23.000 And a lot of them are for the betterment of their life.

00:09:24.700 But then if you scrutinize certain details, you go, why is that in there?

00:09:28.060 Why?

00:09:28.360 Why is that thing in there?

00:09:32.040 Real Rye or Die.

00:09:32.860 I'm sorry, it's very funny.

00:09:33.720 By the way, Real Rye or Die gave us our goldbacks.

00:09:36.540 And tomorrow we're going to be at an event and we're going to be interviewing.

00:09:39.460 Hopefully tomorrow we may or may not be at an event.

00:09:40.600 Tomorrow we're going to be at an event and we're going to be interviewing the guy who

00:09:44.000 runs the company who makes goldbacks.

00:09:45.700 So I've been thinking about you a lot, Real Rye.

00:09:47.200 I hope you're doing well.

00:09:48.420 So tell us about how, you know, you were into this Rogan thing and what did it lead you to

00:09:53.460 be interested in?

00:09:53.960 Oh, we started being into the Rogan thing.

00:09:55.420 You were super into the Rogan thing, right?

00:09:57.280 And Rogan, everything I did revolved.

00:09:59.160 It's like I said before, like a lot of the stuff could be self-inflicted.

00:10:01.900 Sure.

00:10:02.060 You know, I did listen to it a lot.

00:10:03.220 I liked it.

00:10:03.760 And it was at the time where, you know, the world was going, shutting down.

00:10:07.060 Things were crazy.

00:10:07.640 And there was a lot of good stuff on there.

00:10:09.060 But, you know, at the same time, like you said, you get exposed to ideas and things like that.

00:10:14.180 And you may be like, oh, you know, I want to do that or I want to see what's going on

00:10:17.300 over there.

00:10:17.660 You know, Rogan, man, it reminds me when I was driving a truck.

00:10:20.600 The only reason I didn't do it was because of like health violations or what do they call

00:10:26.320 that?

00:10:26.560 Where you can't be, if you pop dirty on a drug test, like you, I had a safety sensitive

00:10:32.100 position.

00:10:32.860 Okay.

00:10:33.220 But Rogan had me this close to trying mushrooms.

00:10:37.040 Yeah.

00:10:37.260 Because I had the same questions that I think I've answered since where it's like one of

00:10:41.720 the questions that I wanted to ask was like, if I go into this trip with a specific question,

00:10:47.980 will I get the answer I'm looking for?

00:10:49.800 The answer I was looking for was like.

00:10:50.940 Speaking my language right there.

00:10:51.540 That's exactly what I did.

00:10:52.300 That's interesting.

00:10:52.900 That's something I'm still fascinated with and something I'm going to be doing a deep

00:10:55.860 dive on.

00:10:56.500 Guys, check it out soon on frequency, pitch, vibration, how it relates to color, perfect

00:11:02.700 pitch, things like that.

00:11:04.800 So, but he had me this close to doing it and I backed off.

00:11:08.640 He got me.

00:11:09.280 I did him.

00:11:09.840 I don't think they can detect mushrooms.

00:11:10.920 I knew guys that were in the Navy that did mushrooms and that's, they did that because

00:11:13.580 they couldn't be detected.

00:11:14.500 Oh, so look at that.

00:11:15.460 I'm going to get out on it for no reason.

00:11:16.680 You didn't get psyoped into doing mushrooms for no, for any good reason.

00:11:20.040 Well, because I can't read properly.

00:11:21.680 That's probably it.

00:11:22.340 Yeah, I, I did them.

00:11:23.440 I did a five dried grams.

00:11:25.820 Um, and I, I had a very interesting trip.

00:11:28.760 Um, and what I will say in hindsight is that most of it was based off of having a thought

00:11:34.860 or an inquiry and then rapidly getting the answer to that thought or inquiry.

00:11:39.660 And, um, and I realized now that that was obviously from the spiritual realm because it was outside

00:11:44.680 of my own consciousness.

00:11:46.080 I would have a thought.

00:11:47.060 I'd say, why is a thing like this?

00:11:48.580 Or why do human beings behave the way that they do?

00:11:50.800 And then almost instantly I would get this, um, answer that would hit me like an epiphany.

00:11:57.900 Um, and, um, and I didn't give much thought to it.

00:12:01.620 Brian, what do you think we're dealing with?

00:12:04.260 How come you haven't continued to do it?

00:12:06.640 Um, I felt no desire after that one time.

00:12:10.440 Um, so I did this five dried grams of mushrooms that one time had this experience that was

00:12:16.140 admittedly manageable.

00:12:19.100 It wasn't the harrowing rollercoaster experience that you would have expected to have had.

00:12:25.540 And, um, and I, when I say manageable, I was holding conversations with people who had

00:12:29.740 no idea that I was on mushrooms.

00:12:32.060 Um, but afterwards I had no desire to engage in it again.

00:12:35.780 Uh, but like I said, it's only hindsight where I stop and I ask the question.

00:12:41.180 Yeah, I guess you kind of answer it in a stupid way.

00:12:43.940 You go like, well, it's the universe.

00:12:46.420 It's the universe that's giving me those answers.

00:12:48.700 You know what I mean?

00:12:49.440 Because I recognized that it was external to my own psychology.

00:12:53.840 Um, but I never really scrutinized the source of it.

00:12:58.440 I just kind of dismissed it as like the universe giving me these answers before I was Christian

00:13:03.360 or you didn't see any shapes or anything.

00:13:05.780 What I saw was the ground heating and contracting as if it was breathing.

00:13:10.940 Um, I had visual acuity about me.

00:13:13.320 So like we were driving down the highway and I was able to spot deer coming out of the wood

00:13:16.580 line, uh, way ahead of the driver.

00:13:20.620 Um, you know, little things like that.

00:13:22.220 And I, and then I started to learn that, that mushroom usage, you know, microdosing, which

00:13:26.540 became very popular was associated with visual, uh, visual acuity.

00:13:30.140 And then there's this kind of peripheral knowledge of like tribesmen may have used this in order

00:13:35.660 to become more apt hunters or, uh, scavengers or not scavengers, hunter gatherers, scatterers.

00:13:42.080 So, so when the first time you do a drug, oftentimes there is no effect.

00:13:46.980 So it's, you know, most people that do mushrooms for the first time, nothing.

00:13:51.840 Most people that do weed for the first time, nothing.

00:13:54.500 Um, there is a, um, there's an interview, uh, with, uh, uh, Danny Trejo.

00:14:01.840 Oh yeah.

00:14:02.520 Interview Danny Trejo talking about, um, Charlie or, uh, Charles Manson.

00:14:08.100 No.

00:14:08.980 Oh, you haven't.

00:14:09.720 Oh, you need to watch it.

00:14:10.880 Charles Manson and Danny Trejo.

00:14:13.120 Uh, he's, he's talking about him.

00:14:14.520 He's not with him.

00:14:15.220 Okay.

00:14:15.480 And he's saying, uh, in this interview, just look up Danny Trejo, uh, Charles Manson hypnosis.

00:14:20.480 So Charles, uh, or Danny Trejo talks about when he goes to prison, he's actually in prison

00:14:25.760 with Charles Manson.

00:14:26.800 And he said, Charles Manson was a skinny scrawny guy.

00:14:29.500 And he, um, so he befriends him with the people in his crew to like protect him.

00:14:33.600 Cause he was getting like beat up on.

00:14:35.220 And then they figured out Charlie could hypnotize people.

00:14:38.040 And Charlie hypnotize everybody in the room to be on heroin.

00:14:42.920 Oh, wow.

00:14:43.720 Yeah.

00:14:44.080 I remember this story.

00:14:45.220 Yeah.

00:14:45.640 Yeah.

00:14:45.980 And so they trip, he hypnotizes them to be on heroin.

00:14:48.580 And so they're like getting loaded on weed and heroin the whole time they're in jail

00:14:52.080 without any weed or heroin.

00:14:54.040 They're being hypnotized.

00:14:56.020 I was going to ask that he hypnotized them to be like the effects of heroin.

00:14:59.420 The effects of heroin.

00:15:00.000 And so he said, Danny was like, I knew it was on heroin cause my eyes would turn red and

00:15:03.460 then I'd throw up.

00:15:04.380 And he said like every time we would throw up and like, we'd be loaded, loaded on heroin

00:15:08.780 the whole time he was in prison with Charles Manson doing it to him.

00:15:12.000 So, um, that's the funny thing is though, he mentions a very interesting part.

00:15:16.160 He goes, one of the guys, Charles Manson couldn't do it to.

00:15:18.780 And Danny goes, why can't you do it to that guy?

00:15:22.260 Heterochromia.

00:15:24.500 Charles Manson said, Hey, why can't you do it to him?

00:15:26.580 And Charles Manson's response was, well, cause he's never done it.

00:15:30.480 He's never done it.

00:15:31.320 So he doesn't know his mind doesn't know how to work is what Danny Trader says.

00:15:34.480 That pathway is not opened.

00:15:36.480 Exactly.

00:15:36.980 But that's not true.

00:15:38.280 The reason why that he can't do it is because he hasn't evoked the demon.

00:15:42.020 Once you do the ritual, you've partaken in that spiritual ritual, then the demon is present.

00:15:48.520 It can have authority over your life.

00:15:49.960 But until you've done the ritual, the demon doesn't have authority over you.

00:15:54.040 You haven't burned the offering to it.

00:15:55.980 You haven't smoked it.

00:15:56.800 You haven't ingested the demonic spirit.

00:15:59.720 Okay.

00:15:59.880 I mean, mushrooms grow out of poop.

00:16:01.640 They grow out of rot and decay.

00:16:03.020 Yeah.

00:16:03.280 And you're consuming this thing from the realm of the dead.

00:16:05.960 Okay.

00:16:06.400 It's bringing you into a spiritual place.

00:16:08.200 Yeah.

00:16:08.360 A lot of people do mushrooms.

00:16:09.460 They realize the world, the spiritual world is real.

00:16:12.080 I have a friend that was atheist until he did mushrooms. 0.91

00:16:14.600 And then all of a sudden he's like, bro, I think the spiritual world's real.

00:16:17.720 I don't know what it is, but it's real.

00:16:19.240 You know?

00:16:19.800 Yeah.

00:16:20.100 Yeah.

00:16:20.360 It's like, okay.

00:16:20.980 So like the mushrooms are the spiritual realm.

00:16:23.080 There's people that have simultaneous trips.

00:16:24.800 They do mushrooms together and they see and experience the same things.

00:16:28.360 Yes.

00:16:28.820 Yeah.

00:16:29.000 Yeah.

00:16:29.160 And there's people to see entities, the same entities.

00:16:32.340 Okay.

00:16:32.680 And when they're together in some instances.

00:16:34.000 And so this is a spiritual realm you're going to.

00:16:37.060 Okay.

00:16:37.240 But it is a violation of God's order.

00:16:39.460 You're going there through this, this rotten decay method of consuming this disgust.

00:16:45.460 Okay.

00:16:45.940 You're, you're, you are violating into the spiritual realm.

00:16:48.800 So you're unprotected a lot of times when you go to this realm.

00:16:51.240 So it's not, it's not a good place.

00:16:53.380 There was another kid that used to do mushrooms who became a Christian, did the mushrooms after 1.00

00:16:58.260 being a Christian for a while.

00:16:59.600 And he said he had the worst trip ever.

00:17:01.220 He said the demons were real.

00:17:02.760 They were not just like, had he remembered?

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00:17:10.640 They came in and they took him.

00:17:22.280 They said before the throne room of God, and they threw him at God's feet and said, he ate

00:17:26.320 from the table of the dead.

00:17:27.940 We can do what we want with him.

00:17:29.340 And God, the guy had to say, no, I'm protecting him.

00:17:33.500 But like, bro, they said we could do what we want.

00:17:35.980 Well, that's it though.

00:17:36.540 They thought that they had a right, right?

00:17:38.580 Because you have done a thing that is granted consent.

00:17:41.020 Yes.

00:17:41.340 This is that recent, uh, the recent episode of, of Miracle where he's, uh, whoever was

00:17:45.820 on, I mean, again, the dude was kind of like a Zionist, but he did bring up a very good

00:17:49.140 point about, uh, the person who was, who had a demon and the demon was cast out and he

00:17:55.300 allowed them back in.

00:17:56.680 And now he's like, the demons come back sevenfold.

00:17:58.960 Yeah.

00:17:59.200 Oh yeah, that's right.

00:17:59.960 That can happen.

00:18:00.620 That door has been opened wide now.

00:18:02.520 And he's like, it would be, it would have been better for this guy to have just had the

00:18:05.260 regular demon then.

00:18:06.980 Well, yeah.

00:18:07.200 Cause if you piss them off and you put, you piss off demons, bro, go cast them out.

00:18:10.800 You're going to piss them off.

00:18:11.960 Especially if you're going to try to live back into their realm. 0.64

00:18:14.400 Yeah.

00:18:14.680 When they're, you just casted them, killed their buddies, knocked them out, send them to the 0.88

00:18:18.580 abyss.

00:18:19.320 You come back and hang out in their party.

00:18:20.920 They're like, Oh, Oh, you want to be in our party?

00:18:23.340 Oh, we killing you.

00:18:24.740 Yeah.

00:18:24.880 We're going to kill you.

00:18:25.540 Jonathan just asked a question.

00:18:26.940 That's interesting.

00:18:28.160 Is, is the consumption of mushrooms a form of necromancy?

00:18:33.240 I mean, I'm sure they were used in necromatic practices, but I don't know.

00:18:38.800 I mean, it does fall.

00:18:39.960 I'm sure they've have, there's methods where like they grow out of the dead children's bodies

00:18:43.980 and they use those mushrooms for rituals.

00:18:45.680 I mean, this is where the Smurf comes from. 0.96

00:18:47.980 The Smurfs, I like concept.

00:18:49.980 I mean, it was literally that the children would die and they would turn blue in the snow

00:18:55.380 and they would find the dead children after a blizzard happened or the dead people and

00:19:01.040 they would be blue and have mushrooms growing out of them.

00:19:03.420 And so these are, this is actually like some of the origins of the Smurfs.

00:19:08.080 I never liked the Smurfs. 1.00

00:19:09.600 I never liked the Smurfs. 1.00

00:19:10.380 He's a warlock, right?

00:19:11.400 The guy, the guy, the Jewish guy.

00:19:13.800 Yeah.

00:19:14.380 Gargamel.

00:19:14.740 The Gargamel.

00:19:15.620 I just thought he was a, he's got a nose.

00:19:17.900 This is a Christian show, David.

00:19:19.440 I'm going to say it was an observation.

00:19:21.460 I'm so glad he's here this time.

00:19:23.080 I mean, I didn't know you were going to be here this time.

00:19:25.720 Brian has the best, the best.

00:19:27.800 Sorry.

00:19:28.220 Yeah, let's, that's right.

00:19:29.160 Well, I just want to say as an aside, because we're talking about, you know, engaging with

00:19:33.340 this demonic realm, that story that I always tell about the berserkers from the, the, 0.99

00:19:37.780 the, the bank situation in the nineties in LA, those guys, they, they were engaging with

00:19:44.180 berserker spirits and that there's, they use mushrooms to do that.

00:19:47.780 So kind of people look at like mushrooms as like this, like one of the safer psychedelics

00:19:51.820 or something like that.

00:19:52.540 It's weird how they've gotten that, that notion, I guess, because they're, you know,

00:19:55.700 natural.

00:19:56.400 That's not like LSD that's been created.

00:19:58.500 It's not as addictive, I'd say.

00:19:59.780 And the story is super spiritual.

00:20:02.560 Yeah.

00:20:02.760 I didn't feel any kind of addiction aspect of it.

00:20:05.520 I didn't want to do, I was, it was exhausting really.

00:20:07.660 But what I'm saying is these guys were using mushrooms to enter that spiritual realm,

00:20:12.740 to become possessed by a berserker spirit, which would make them unbelievably formidable

00:20:16.960 in, in combat.

00:20:18.500 Many ways to get to the same spot.

00:20:20.060 It seems to be, it seems to be the case.

00:20:21.560 And the, the, the, when you do the mushroom, the first time you do the ritual, it won't

00:20:25.160 affect you.

00:20:25.840 Same thing with weed.

00:20:26.740 The first time you smoke weed, a lot of times it does nothing to you.

00:20:29.620 And that's because you evoked the spirit.

00:20:31.640 You first have to evoke it.

00:20:33.280 And then the second time you do it, you commit the ritual, you finish it.

00:20:36.620 And so it's a, it's a two part ritual a lot of times.

00:20:38.760 And then once you, once you've burned the offering to the entity after the second

00:20:42.540 time, then it starts to really have its effect over you because now you were, you knew the

00:20:47.220 first time you didn't know God has grace on you and he'll, Al is kind of like flinching

00:20:52.760 over there.

00:20:54.360 Well, I'll tell you, I'll tell you, you know, and, and the second time it, you've now committed.

00:20:59.160 And here's the thing, the more spiritually in tune you will become when you try to do

00:21:03.320 weed, the harder and the more anxiety you'll get, the more your spirit turns on because

00:21:08.780 the spirit, when you're feeling the spirit of weed, when you burn it, you smoke,

00:21:12.540 the weed, like that entity entering you, that's the entity.

00:21:15.480 That is the feeling.

00:21:16.500 That's the sensation that that entity gives you.

00:21:19.100 And when you become spiritually aware and you burn that offering to the demon, it's

00:21:23.940 terrified.

00:21:24.720 It's like, it shows up, but it's, it's like knows that it's not supposed to be there

00:21:28.700 and it will project anxiety onto you.

00:21:32.220 So that's why some people smoke weed, they get anxiety and some people like it, bro.

00:21:36.360 If you, if you like the weed, it's usually because your spirit is in a, in a, in a dull

00:21:41.380 place, but the more you become spiritually aware, the more anxiety you'll get because

00:21:45.700 the demon will start to be afraid.

00:21:47.280 It'll be terrified.

00:21:48.340 Wow.

00:21:49.100 I've gotten to the point where I don't smoke, uh, anymore because it does make you very

00:21:53.780 paranoid.

00:21:54.040 It's not just the paranoia.

00:21:55.320 Well, certainly, um, it makes me not want to talk to anybody.

00:21:57.680 So I want to like draw inward.

00:21:59.700 That makes you not want to talk to anybody.

00:22:00.440 Yeah.

00:22:00.740 Well, it's already, you know, you know me, so it's already hard enough for me to deal with

00:22:03.980 this.

00:22:04.320 Yeah.

00:22:04.580 But it becomes exacerbated to the, uh, the extent that I will choose simply not to, I

00:22:09.780 will go, no, I'm not going to go out and leave my cave and go talk to people.

00:22:13.340 But the other thing is, um, the strange happenings or whatever, the, the, the kind of demonic

00:22:19.480 presences, they get dialed up.

00:22:21.220 Uh, and I know that that correlation has been shown to me so many times that I'm like, guess

00:22:26.240 I can't do that anymore.

00:22:27.660 If I want to sleep, can't do that anymore.

00:22:29.780 Um, so, so Al, where does this, where does this go wrong for you?

00:22:34.780 What do you, what are you doing?

00:22:35.740 Where you go?

00:22:36.420 This is, you know,

00:22:37.940 ah, this is the third time is the charm.

00:22:40.720 That's interesting.

00:22:41.600 You know, and it's just like what he was saying.

00:22:43.140 I don't know if you want me to just get, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:22:45.000 Let's, let's get into it.

00:22:46.060 But, uh, you know, the whole thing I was listening at the, at the same time, a lot of podcasts

00:22:49.840 at the time, um, I had a lot of time because my job entailed traveling all over the

00:22:55.600 place and then traveling was just shut down, you know?

00:22:57.820 So I was just home listening to podcasts, doing the thing, watching a lot of ancient

00:23:00.960 aliens, which, which I still like, I don't believe that the giant spaceship came down

00:23:05.200 and taught everyone's things, but you learn stuff from that show, like where things are

00:23:08.700 or what things are.

00:23:09.800 Yeah.

00:23:09.820 Like what strange megalithic structures exist.

00:23:12.580 Yeah.

00:23:12.980 And it's super interesting, but it'll get you into that.

00:23:15.040 But that'll bring you into that point, that point of like, oh, the pineal gland, you see

00:23:18.280 those Anunnaki carvings and the statues holding the, the pine cone into the tree of life.

00:23:22.760 And you're like, what is that all about?

00:23:23.900 Let me check that out.

00:23:24.460 I mean, here comes David Wilcock.

00:23:25.640 And dude, I just got way, way deep into it.

00:23:28.680 I was digging deep into it to a point where I figured like, I figured it out.

00:23:32.640 Like, I know what's going on.

00:23:33.880 Like this is what happened.

00:23:34.960 These guys did something and to us.

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00:23:51.760 Hashtag make a play.

00:23:53.140 I don't think that anymore.

00:23:56.140 Shout out Billy Carson.

00:23:57.320 Shout out Billy Carson.

00:23:58.320 Everybody.

00:23:59.100 Moment of silence for Billy Carson.

00:24:01.440 So, so by the way, Rogan was big on that.

00:24:05.060 This showing you like the, the pine cone symbolism.

00:24:09.180 And yeah, they're all big on that.

00:24:10.580 I mean, he showed it a lot, but I got into like everything, all the Vontanian books, all

00:24:15.040 the, like all the whatever's of the gods books, all the Anunnaki books, they talk like Graham

00:24:19.220 Hancock stuff.

00:24:19.820 They all talk about it.

00:24:20.760 They all look for, you know, even ancient aliens and stuff.

00:24:23.000 They, they have a whole episodes on that stuff.

00:24:24.960 Yeah.

00:24:25.120 So I dove into that stuff myself, but yeah.

00:24:28.020 Hearing about the, the more of the DMT realm and stuff like that.

00:24:31.140 Cause I've done mushrooms and LSD and stuff when I was younger, but just in a party atmosphere,

00:24:35.120 like I was never like, I'm going to, you know, trip and see this.

00:24:37.880 It was just like somebody had it and they're like, here, eat this.

00:24:39.740 And boom. 0.96

00:24:40.440 Yeah.

00:24:40.900 If you do it with an intent, it's totally different.

00:24:43.960 Yeah.

00:24:44.160 If you're doing it for the sake of doing it, the Lord has grace on you.

00:24:47.700 But when you're doing it, when you know better and when you're doing it with an intent,

00:24:51.500 it is a totally different experience.

00:24:53.240 That's why certain people do drugs once and they go crazy.

00:24:56.380 It's because they knew better.

00:24:58.500 They knew and they did it anyways.

00:25:00.260 There's a judgment that befalls people.

00:25:02.820 That's different when your heart is in a place where you understand, you know what I mean?

00:25:07.320 That's specifically why that's why I didn't do, I haven't done mushrooms because like,

00:25:13.020 especially at this point, what I always tell the people in the show, they're like, oh,

00:25:16.800 you're anti-mushroom is like, I mean, I know that they work.

00:25:19.900 It's not that I'm anti, it's just that.

00:25:22.220 You know better.

00:25:23.160 Yeah.

00:25:23.540 Like you're open.

00:25:24.240 It's a doorway.

00:25:24.980 Yeah.

00:25:25.360 It's like, but the question is, where are you at spiritually?

00:25:28.640 Where are you at mentally?

00:25:29.840 Where are you at physically?

00:25:31.180 I don't know.

00:25:32.160 I know we're on that physically, spiritually, mentally.

00:25:33.940 So like if I open up a doorway and the things that I know, the things that we talk about

00:25:38.140 constantly, yeah, that's on the other side waiting.

00:25:41.420 So that's the bad.

00:25:42.740 That's like walking into the, to the bad guy's headquarters.

00:25:45.720 Oh, hey, you've been pissed.

00:25:46.880 And I said, huh, did you want to come to our party?

00:25:49.040 That's interesting.

00:25:50.340 That might be why things went so peacefully for me is because at that point I was earnestly

00:25:56.760 seeking the truth, but just hadn't been exposed to, like once I was exposed to really the,

00:26:03.660 just the idea of like the Nephilim and everything.

00:26:05.360 And I said, that's an aspect of the Bible that I've not heard about before.

00:26:08.820 You kind of get the, the Westernized reductive version of Christianity that passes by you

00:26:14.800 when you're not, I wasn't raised in the church or anything like that.

00:26:17.340 So, um, I had a peripheral knowledge of it.

00:26:19.780 It was very watered down and it just didn't seem to, it seemed much more to me that Christianity 0.99

00:26:24.320 was like a control mechanism of some sort.

00:26:26.740 And that maybe there was some truth to the Bible, but given the overlap between Christianity

00:26:31.780 and all these other religions, who knows where to start was basically like my thinking.

00:26:36.480 And then once I got information that said, look at this, I looked at it and I never looked

00:26:40.920 back.

00:26:41.340 But at that time I was just kind of like pursuing the truth and understanding and stuff.

00:26:46.220 And, uh, and I think because of that, it wasn't like I had ever been shown anything about

00:26:51.760 Jesus or about Christianity that was obviously true to me. 0.94

00:26:56.380 And I chose to ignore it.

00:26:57.440 That hadn't happened yet in my life at all.

00:26:59.820 Uh, it was only later on that I was shown things that I was like, that's, um, really hard

00:27:05.540 to look away from.

00:27:06.640 That's why God had grace on you.

00:27:08.120 I think so.

00:27:08.740 Because I had like just a really, uh, I mean, it was a lot of mushrooms and yeah.

00:27:14.520 And I just had like, I had a very manageable experience.

00:27:17.420 And like I said, I never went back and did it again and I wouldn't, you know, I haven't

00:27:20.760 recommended to anybody to do them, but, uh, it was strange how manageable it was.

00:27:26.360 So what, what happens, what happens next year into the podcast?

00:27:30.180 Yeah.

00:27:30.340 I'm listening to all that stuff.

00:27:31.260 I'm listening.

00:27:31.620 And then during that time, like there was more than Joe Rogan talking about DMT on,

00:27:35.540 on podcasts that there was a lot of people talking, he talked about experiences that

00:27:38.620 he had and then other people talked about that.

00:27:40.460 And then he had, uh, you know, uh, Rick Strassman on there with the spirit molecule book.

00:27:44.580 And I was like, oh, that's cool.

00:27:45.580 And I read the book.

00:27:46.280 What they don't tell you when they're on the podcast is like part of the book is like

00:27:49.060 guys who they put on the DMT with the, with the IV drip.

00:27:52.820 Yeah.

00:27:53.100 You know, and people will think they can handle it and they come in there.

00:27:55.660 And I think that's what you were talking about with like, you know, if you go in there

00:27:58.360 thinking you're going to do something a certain way.

00:28:00.180 And he had this one guy who came in there and, you know, did the whole thing and never

00:28:04.700 came back again.

00:28:05.340 And he saw the guy later on and he's like, oh, why haven't you come back?

00:28:08.160 And he's like, well, you know, I went in there and I was tripping and it was getting

00:28:11.320 raped by alligator men.

00:28:12.880 Oh, you know, they don't tell you about those experiences.

00:28:16.040 Like raped by alligator men. 0.98

00:28:18.780 I didn't do it justice, but like, that's basically what the, the, the story of the guy

00:28:22.340 told me, you've piqued my interest.

00:28:23.660 Yeah.

00:28:23.880 That's the story of the title of my first book.

00:28:25.920 For me, I was like looking around at this stuff and being like, oh, it's like, you

00:28:31.060 know, why don't I try this?

00:28:32.200 I've done other psychedelics in the past and you know what the difference is going to get

00:28:36.020 you there like that.

00:28:36.920 And I got questions about life at this point.

00:28:38.940 I'm looking into all these weird things, you know, and I'm looking into things as like

00:28:42.180 someone who didn't know anything, you know, I'm like, like you're innocent.

00:28:46.100 I'm innocent.

00:28:46.640 Someone's talking about John B.

00:28:48.260 I don't know.

00:28:48.620 It's John DeSalvo until I write it down and look it up and look it up later and look up

00:28:52.680 Enochian calls and I look at the alphabet and I'm like, oh, this is demonic.

00:28:56.880 I can see it.

00:28:57.640 Like, it just looks that way.

00:28:59.120 Enochian text.

00:29:00.020 Yeah.

00:29:00.140 That's the first Ouija board, by the way.

00:29:01.820 Yeah.

00:29:02.240 Oh, really?

00:29:02.780 Yeah.

00:29:02.960 It was the, uh, the Enochian board.

00:29:05.100 Yeah.

00:29:05.460 So, yeah.

00:29:06.260 But anyway, I'm doing that.

00:29:07.680 So you're dabbling, you're dabbling in, in the occult, but you don't know this.

00:29:11.960 This brings up what we were talking about on the previous episode, where it's like, uh, with,

00:29:15.880 with Charlie Kirk, we were saying, well, how much did he actually consent to this?

00:29:19.360 How much did he agree if there was a selling of the soul or I'm not saying that you did

00:29:24.020 that, but like, there are varying levels of consent that we are constantly doing.

00:29:28.660 Yeah.

00:29:29.080 And we don't know.

00:29:30.100 Well, it's very rare that they get it all at once.

00:29:32.280 And it's weird, you know, when you see the symbols and you see, like I said, the, the

00:29:35.500 statues and the, and the pine cones and stuff like that, you're like, it's weird.

00:29:38.240 And you hear about pine cone pineal gland.

00:29:39.820 You start looking at like, you know, Eastern stuff.

00:29:42.640 You start looking at like Hindu things and then the chakras and like, so, you know, I'm starting

00:29:47.220 to do these different meditations, like I'm waking up in the morning, like when it's still

00:29:50.360 dark, you know, when I've just woken up and doing a meditation and then I'm finding out

00:29:53.720 about like the Monroe stuff like that.

00:29:55.620 So I'm, I'm going on YouTube, I'm getting all the Monroe stuff and I'm doing that, you

00:29:59.120 know, when I have time too.

00:30:00.180 And then at night I'm trying to astral project, I'm trying to have OBS, I'm trying to, I'm

00:30:04.320 doing it all at the same time because like, I don't know, like, you didn't know.

00:30:09.060 You know, I'm just out to your, to your credit too.

00:30:12.340 It's like, once you, we live in a materialist realm and the, uh, the version of Christianity 0.97

00:30:17.600 that we get traditionally in the West is very watered down and, um, and you have a profound

00:30:23.760 spiritual experience and there's not very many places to turn to, especially because

00:30:28.820 science will dismiss you.

00:30:30.000 Well, that's not real.

00:30:31.160 It's a hallucination.

00:30:32.220 It's a, it's a machination of your own mind.

00:30:33.920 And then you find things that have elements of your experience, like Eastern mysticism

00:30:40.300 that's showing you pineal glands and all this stuff.

00:30:42.300 And you're like, there's something here.

00:30:44.220 And, and so it's, it is, um, uh, you know, we quote them endlessly and it's, it's probably

00:30:49.600 agitating for the audience, but that whole Tucker Carlson line, which, you know, do with

00:30:53.740 him what you will, uh, don't follow any kind of men.

00:30:56.320 I think that Tucker Carlson is a shady character, but when he said that we were, um, uh, we, we

00:31:02.240 didn't understand the spiritual realm that, that our understanding had been removed here

00:31:05.320 in the West is absolutely correct.

00:31:07.560 And, and that leaves you lost in the woods and, and, and then you have these things to

00:31:12.420 latch on to.

00:31:13.100 Well, I know when it stopped, it's never turned away.

00:31:14.960 I was like, I'm not, I'm not into the church, but as I got older, you know, I was like a

00:31:18.160 Darwin guy or I was like, uh, you know, I'm agnostic.

00:31:20.240 I know there's something, but I don't know what it is, you know?

00:31:22.580 And I remember like, I was like 14 and we were in long Island and I used to go to church

00:31:26.280 with my mom every Sunday, went all the time.

00:31:28.520 My mom had like a tough, tough time growing up and stuff. 1.00

00:31:31.500 A lot of things happen, but I remember the time when we stopped going, we went to church

00:31:35.340 and we'd always like, she would always like move things off to go.

00:31:37.660 And we did the whole thing.

00:31:38.860 We got out, we got in the car and she turned the key to go home and the battery just exploded. 0.99

00:31:43.160 Oh, right.

00:31:44.080 And she was like, every time I go to church, something happens, something happens, this

00:31:47.700 something happens there.

00:31:48.520 You know, it's something happens every time.

00:31:49.800 This is it.

00:31:50.140 I'm not going anymore.

00:31:50.940 She's like, every time I go, something happens.

00:31:53.300 And that they got it.

00:31:54.600 That was the last time.

00:31:55.660 That was the last time I went to church, unless it was a wedding or a baptism.

00:31:58.440 They did a big high five after that.

00:32:00.020 Blap.

00:32:00.580 Got it.

00:32:00.960 As I said, demons always want to interfere whenever you're going in the right direction.

00:32:04.460 Yeah.

00:32:04.720 In fact, it's a good sign that you're headed in the right direction.

00:32:07.440 Yeah.

00:32:07.760 When you start to see the demonic interference start to happen around you, it's pretty obvious

00:32:12.160 like, oh, demons don't want this to happen.

00:32:15.120 Like, I see it all the time.

00:32:16.400 But this is what I say.

00:32:17.120 You look back in the past and you're like, oh, man.

00:32:19.380 Yeah, that makes sense.

00:32:20.400 This is what happened with every time we did Bohemian Grove.

00:32:23.040 Oh, my God.

00:32:23.600 The second time worse than the first.

00:32:25.020 First time, my dog died a whole bunch of other shit.

00:32:27.360 Second time, a lot of other crazy thing happened.

00:32:30.540 But I think we were more equipped the second time because they're like, oh, I expect it

00:32:34.040 to happen.

00:32:34.480 And I think now going into the fourth one, sorry, this is a second and third time.

00:32:40.820 But going into the fourth one, if we're going to do it, I'm like expecting it.

00:32:44.620 But I'm like, I'm weighing the cost, which is like David kept asking me.

00:32:48.000 He was, you know, because it's like it's great.

00:32:49.820 Like we get to bring community together.

00:32:51.380 These people enjoy it.

00:32:52.540 It's a fun time.

00:32:53.600 Um, especially I think the first day is going to be different.

00:32:56.740 Like the first day we plan on starting off with a Bible study.

00:32:59.440 Yeah, it's like that sets a different tone for this entire event, because you can feel

00:33:04.300 we've got momentum of this really gigantic thing that we're building, but it could get

00:33:08.200 pulled in the wrong direction.

00:33:09.560 Easy, easy.

00:33:10.720 Yeah.

00:33:11.120 So I think that's that's going to be a big change.

00:33:13.540 But it's a matter of just like weighing the cost.

00:33:15.880 Like, do I want to do this thing?

00:33:17.440 Because it's like, it's not about monetary price, but there's a heavy cost to the actions

00:33:21.620 that you're going to do, especially if they're in, I suppose, in the right direction.

00:33:24.960 All that's not even crossing my mind.

00:33:27.220 It's just doing, doing, I'm just looking.

00:33:29.260 I'm like, this is cool.

00:33:30.140 But I start doing all the other stuff and I'm getting results.

00:33:32.660 Yeah.

00:33:32.980 Like I'm looking every time I look at a clock and I know this stuff sounds people like

00:33:36.460 that's stupid, but I'm seeing angel numbers every time.

00:33:39.340 One, one, one, two, two, two, three, three, three, five, five, five.

00:33:41.540 And I'm like, how come every single time I look at the clock is there?

00:33:46.060 It was never happening before.

00:33:46.920 I had a friend when I was growing up who was like, oh, we see 11, 11.

00:33:49.200 I'm like, that's stupid.

00:33:49.860 You're just looking at the clock at 11, 11.

00:33:51.680 But then when it happened so much, you know, and just recently, like just a week ago, not

00:33:55.560 even, I had a dream where I was wrestling a gun out of my friend's hand and, you know,

00:33:59.320 I woke up afterwards.

00:34:00.260 I was like, oh, you're not doing that.

00:34:01.440 And I woke up, hit my phone to see what time it was, 3.33.

00:34:05.280 I'm like, how is that happening?

00:34:06.720 I don't know.

00:34:07.600 Yeah.

00:34:07.800 I go back and forth with the whole angel numbers thing.

00:34:10.240 I think that word angel numbers is like a goofy word.

00:34:13.040 Yeah, it is.

00:34:13.320 The whole thing is goofy.

00:34:14.280 But when you see it happening all the time, it's like, what's going on?

00:34:17.480 I'll tell you what it is.

00:34:19.240 God is omnipresent.

00:34:20.540 He's in us.

00:34:21.160 He's in you.

00:34:21.760 He's in me.

00:34:22.340 He's around us.

00:34:23.280 We don't need schedules.

00:34:24.800 You know, who does need schedules?

00:34:26.080 Demons.

00:34:26.700 Demons need schedules. 0.86

00:34:28.020 They are not omnipresent.

00:34:29.640 They run off of numbers.

00:34:31.140 Angel numbers stuff.

00:34:31.860 Demon time in rap music.

00:34:33.360 Oh, yeah.

00:34:33.960 It is.

00:34:34.500 Wait, what?

00:34:34.860 They say what?

00:34:35.540 They say demon time.

00:34:36.420 It's really weird.

00:34:37.240 Like, they'll just say that.

00:34:38.080 You know how they're like, ah, oh.

00:34:39.900 Like, they just make noises as the music's going.

00:34:42.260 One of the things they'll say is like demon time.

00:34:44.260 They'll just say that.

00:34:45.520 And it's not really specific to any one rapper.

00:34:48.920 They say it a lot.

00:34:50.580 And it's like, it's time to do the music.

00:34:53.240 I sound so old.

00:34:54.880 But it's time to do the rap.

00:34:56.580 It's time to do the hip hop, boys and girls.

00:34:58.720 It's going to pull our pants down.

00:35:00.480 Just sag those pants. 1.00

00:35:01.720 That's how it works.

00:35:02.380 Demons do work off schedules.

00:35:04.120 And they literally go.

00:35:04.920 They travel within our society through time.

00:35:08.120 So they are tethered in time in a lot of ways.

00:35:10.480 So anything associated with demonic is scheduled.

00:35:14.500 But I'm getting everything.

00:35:15.820 Like, I'm going out.

00:35:16.680 I have a fire pit in my backyard.

00:35:17.840 I'm going out at night.

00:35:18.780 And I'm, like, lighting a fire.

00:35:19.860 And I'm just staring at the sky.

00:35:21.140 I'm going.

00:35:21.420 I'm learning the constellations.

00:35:23.700 I'm learning this.

00:35:24.400 I'm seeing satellites.

00:35:25.260 The more I go out there, the more I'm, like, I want to see something.

00:35:28.020 I want to see something.

00:35:28.340 I'm seeing more stuff.

00:35:29.560 So I start constantly seeing this one kind of satellite.

00:35:32.020 I'm like, it's a satellite.

00:35:32.860 It looks like it has, like, a mirror on one side or something.

00:35:34.600 So it just, like, blips on and off and on and off.

00:35:36.680 And I've never seen that before.

00:35:38.040 And then all during this time, I'm seeing that same thing all the time.

00:35:42.300 You know?

00:35:42.780 It turns on, turns off, turns on, goes off.

00:35:44.820 Moves like a satellite, but just turns on and off, you know?

00:35:47.280 And since I stopped doing all that, I don't see that one anymore.

00:35:49.820 I still go out and, like, hang out outside.

00:35:51.340 But I don't see that anymore.

00:35:52.760 And then I was seeing other things.

00:35:53.900 I was, like, just go outside and, like, just show me something.

00:35:56.240 And within, like, 30 seconds, I'd see, like, a comet go by.

00:35:59.240 Or, like, a flash, like, way off in the distance in the sky.

00:36:02.580 And I'm like, this is, something's fucking happening.

00:36:04.940 There's a dude that does that.

00:36:07.200 And he's, like, and there was, like, a video of him.

00:36:09.300 They, like, filmed him.

00:36:10.080 And he was, like, oh, I can make UFOs appear.

00:36:13.120 Is it the black guy on the beach?

00:36:14.720 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:36:15.780 That's, like, the, what's the Bledsoe guy, too, right?

00:36:18.820 Steven Greer.

00:36:19.540 He's got that CE5 app that, like, now when you look at it, it is binaural beats that he's using to...

00:36:25.100 What was the story with Symbolic Studies, the guy that, just recently on?

00:36:29.520 What was the story with him?

00:36:30.940 He was basically calling those things in as well, wasn't he?

00:36:34.180 Yeah, yeah, and...

00:36:35.920 Like, really close.

00:36:37.100 Yeah, they were, I think he had one, like, appear in his house.

00:36:39.400 Like, an orb appear in his house, and it moved through him.

00:36:41.800 Yeah.

00:36:42.160 And then I think he came to the conclusion that he's, like, these things are not, you know, on the up and up.

00:36:48.160 I forget exactly how that, it was like a fever dream, because I was in that really expensive studio.

00:36:52.480 Yeah.

00:36:53.500 I had to pay $180 to go to that studio.

00:36:56.000 They saw you coming.

00:36:57.180 That was the next thing I saw, though.

00:36:58.560 It was, you know, during lockdowns or whatever, it was that New Year's Eve, I think 2020 to 2021.

00:37:06.240 So, the same thing, sitting out by the fire pit.

00:37:08.240 My neighborhood's going nuts with fireworks, because people are just pent up.

00:37:11.440 Like, they're going crazy.

00:37:11.960 You're in Long Island, you said?

00:37:13.440 This is in Florida.

00:37:14.560 This is...

00:37:14.920 Okay.

00:37:14.960 So, we're sitting, I got pretty high hedges around my yard.

00:37:19.340 So, I'm sitting there, and there's fireworks going off, fireworks going off.

00:37:21.980 And all of a sudden, on the side of the hedge, there's, like, a nine-foot hedge.

00:37:25.000 This orange ball.

00:37:26.400 And I know this sounds crazy.

00:37:27.820 This orange ball just comes over the top of the hedge and just floats over the house.

00:37:32.960 Keeps going, keeps going.

00:37:34.260 And, you know, I'm thinking at first, maybe it's a firework thing like that, but it's not, man.

00:37:37.920 It just keeps going, going over the house, goes over to the next house, floats up, floats up, keeps going, and then goes into the clouds.

00:37:44.320 And I'm, like, the whole time, I've got my hand on my phone like you think you would record it, but I'm, like, what is that?

00:37:48.740 Well, you're locked on.

00:37:49.360 What is that?

00:37:49.700 I'm locked on.

00:37:50.340 Dude, this is what happened to me.

00:37:51.380 I saw...

00:37:51.760 Oh, that's right, yeah.

00:37:52.560 ...right outside on that porch.

00:37:54.060 It was the middle of the day, too, and I called you.

00:37:56.640 I don't know why I didn't...

00:37:58.640 A thing came out, it made a turn, and then it just shoots back.

00:38:02.620 Dude, it was, like, a volleyball-sized orange ball.

00:38:04.660 Oh, this was in the distance, but it did.

00:38:07.920 It did a number of times, the same exact movement each time, and it was, like, a metallic object in the sky this way, and not once did I say, I'm going to record that.

00:38:16.780 I looked, and then when it left, I was, like, there's no way it's going to come back, and it did it, like, four times.

00:38:21.640 You never, never in those moments, you're usually so enraptured by the experience that it's too tough to try to record it.

00:38:29.760 I thought at the same time, I'm, like, maybe it's the fireworks, maybe, because, you know, I'm watching these weird things, so, like, maybe something came in to look at the fireworks.

00:38:37.300 What is this? I don't know. I'm just, you know, grabbing my straws, but I'm, like, on 4th of July, I'm going to look again.

00:38:43.380 I'm going to make sure I stop and look again and see something.

00:38:46.620 So, eight months later, 4th of July is happening.

00:38:49.400 I'm out in the street with my kids, lighting off little fireworks, and the neighbor's there, and the neighbor's, their dad's there.

00:38:55.100 So, I'm, like, okay.

00:38:56.020 I get this feeling, like, okay, it's time.

00:38:58.580 So, I just step away from everybody.

00:38:59.940 I was, like, I'll be right back.

00:39:00.720 I walk into my yard.

00:39:01.900 This time, I get my phone out, and I look up, and I was, like, I don't see anything.

00:39:05.500 I don't see anything.

00:39:06.340 And then, boom, I see this little tiny red dot start coming out.

00:39:09.700 It's real small.

00:39:10.500 It just gets bigger and bigger and bigger and goes down.

00:39:12.760 I'm recording it.

00:39:13.420 I got it.

00:39:13.840 I was meant to send it to you guys.

00:39:14.940 I'll send it to you after.

00:39:16.480 But, yeah, it comes down.

00:39:17.900 It sits in the middle of the sky and then just starts, turns red, like, more red, and just starts slowly drifting off to the south.

00:39:24.480 And I was, like, that was it.

00:39:26.260 That's weird.

00:39:26.720 It's so weird because I got a feeling of, like, okay, it's time to go look at the sky.

00:39:30.560 So, I backed up and looked up at the sky, and boom, something came out.

00:39:33.960 I don't know if these things are, like, what they are.

00:39:36.860 And I don't make any jumps about their nature, but I also kind of just, like, leave them alone.

00:39:42.540 Like, before we started this show, your dad was talking to us.

00:39:46.500 And I happened to look at his watch, and it was 2.22.

00:39:50.820 But it wasn't just 2.22.

00:39:51.840 I looked at it when the seconds, because he's got a digital readout, were at 0.0.

00:39:56.720 So, it was literally, it had just turned, and then it went 1.2.

00:40:00.420 So, at the stroke of 2.22 on his watch, I looked at it, and I saw 2.22, and I said, oh, that's interesting.

00:40:05.880 It's kind of a violation to look at another man's watch. 0.81

00:40:07.880 Is it real?

00:40:08.240 I was admiring.

00:40:08.860 I was checking his watch out.

00:40:09.460 It's like you looked at his butthole.

00:40:10.440 I was like, that's a nice watch, dude.

00:40:11.940 So, I looked at the watch.

00:40:13.440 I thought about it, but I kind of dismiss it because I'm like, it doesn't matter to me.

00:40:17.580 Before this show, I prayed up, and I'm saying to God just that we do as well, and that this reaches people who need to hear it, and all that stuff.

00:40:27.880 So, I'm already, that's already covered.

00:40:29.600 I don't need a 2.22, 2.33, whatever.

00:40:31.900 But then I look over, and the very first thing I see after that is you've got some snacks in your closet, and for whatever reason, the side of the box says, this will be big.

00:40:39.600 So, I see that, and I go, but I go, I file that away under it doesn't even matter because I already prayed up.

00:40:46.780 I already talked to God, and I just moved on.

00:40:49.360 This episode was brought to you by Kate, too.

00:40:50.980 Shout out to the Spice Boys.

00:40:52.240 But, you know, I don't know what to do with those numbers because I go back and forth.

00:40:57.460 I hear things about they're demonic.

00:40:58.980 I hear things that they're angelic communications.

00:41:01.140 I literally, because of that, put no anything in them.

00:41:05.700 I notice them, and I go, file it away under keep it pushing.

00:41:10.060 Yes, the number 33, when I'm hanging out with David specifically, that number comes up all the time.

00:41:16.020 And it's one of those things where I go, okay, and then I just try to, like, we just move on.

00:41:20.760 But it's like, I see you.

00:41:22.560 I see whatever it is.

00:41:23.460 I'm not going to, like, start doing astrology and basing my life around this, but I'm like, notice that.

00:41:28.680 That's kind of what I do with the clock now.

00:41:30.120 If I see it, I'm like, I see it.

00:41:31.580 It's not even that I file it away under notice it.

00:41:33.820 It's been noticed.

00:41:34.600 I couldn't help the notice it part.

00:41:36.680 Something is, like, petitioning for my attention.

00:41:39.220 But I go, like, I already.

00:41:40.220 Apparently demons, Brian.

00:41:41.160 You guys, think about it like this right now.

00:41:43.100 Like, if you lived the way the Lord intended us to live in nature, would there be numbers popping up?

00:41:47.680 Touche.

00:41:48.160 That's a great point.

00:41:49.000 Yeah.

00:41:49.120 Okay.

00:41:49.420 Yeah.

00:41:49.660 No, there wouldn't be.

00:41:50.680 So that's, like, everything that you're seeing it on is something that was, you know, created by man, distortion of some kind.

00:41:57.580 So, like, trying to, like, you know, connect this, the meaning of the significance, I promise you, is demonic.

00:42:04.500 Because you're not, you're not, you know, the Lord will sometimes, I've seen the Lord use numbers in significant situations when people are not listening to him.

00:42:14.980 I've seen that happen.

00:42:16.140 So I've seen the Lord, like, it's almost like last-ditch effort.

00:42:19.560 God's like, all you're going to freaking pay attention to is colors or numbers.

00:42:23.020 Here you go.

00:42:23.760 Yeah.

00:42:24.100 Okay?

00:42:24.280 Like, God can use whatever.

00:42:26.360 Yeah, you know?

00:42:26.940 But, like, what you're doing is you're seeking for a sign.

00:42:29.960 And the Bible says a perverse generation seeks for a sign. 0.98

00:42:32.620 You're trying to, you're doing what is called divination.

00:42:35.760 It means to divine an answer or a meaning.

00:42:38.080 There you go.

00:42:38.500 Look, Z-Man says, bro, there's 33 branches on this tree, right?

00:42:41.340 Like, you're searching for it.

00:42:42.740 And, you know, to that point, you know what it kind of leads to, Brian?

00:42:45.160 It leads to people being like, I got to look into this Gematria shit.

00:42:49.460 And I got to figure out, like, oh, well, if that's what it is and the elites are doing this on this day at this time, then maybe, maybe I can do this at this day in this time.

00:42:57.500 Maybe I can bend, you know, reality to my will.

00:43:01.900 It's like, no, it's not your will.

00:43:03.280 That's how you get signed up for $1,500 a month on a Gary the Numbers Connection.

00:43:07.980 Exactly.

00:43:08.380 I know somebody that was very high in the occult, and they were in a band, okay?

00:43:13.980 And they had to, a very popular band that they were successful at.

00:43:18.160 And whenever they would watch the news, this guy told me, it was like, they would watch the news, they would get the signals from events that were happening on the news, and then the band leader would come back and be like, okay, I know when we have to release our next song.

00:43:33.240 It has to be on this date, at this time, at this thing, and we have to add this many words to our song.

00:43:39.180 And they would do, and that's how they would make their songs.

00:43:41.360 You know who else does that?

00:43:42.200 He does that so many times.

00:43:43.520 Schizophrenics.

00:43:44.340 Yeah, sure.

00:43:44.980 Literally, I'm like, I'm very serious.

00:43:47.000 Schizophrenics are obsessed with, like, the numbers of it all. 1.00

00:43:50.480 And it's like, yeah, because demons are whispering to you.

00:43:52.120 So, before we go any further, we got to kick out the pores. 0.99

00:43:57.400 Guys, you got 42 minutes of a show if you want to continue watching this show.

00:44:01.280 Patreon.

00:44:04.520 A bunch of other perks.

00:44:10.600 Otherwise, give it some time, and the episode will release in its entirety.

00:44:14.820 Disrespectful.

00:44:15.180 It is very disrespectful.

00:44:16.580 By people.

00:44:17.180 That's right.

00:44:17.540 To do it in front of, like, when Al and Brian are here, I'm like, I don't know if I like it.

00:44:21.540 To do it in front of them, it feels like we're showing them our buttholes.

00:44:24.080 Like, watch how, no, it's like, watch how we snuff our fan base as I click them off.

00:44:29.140 Watch how we, yeah, goodbye.

00:44:30.900 It's just shooting them.

00:44:32.280 And we'll leave that there.

00:44:33.420 Bye.

00:44:35.400 So, all right, let's get back to it, Al.

00:44:38.020 Where do you want to pick it up in regards to this?

00:44:40.180 That makes sense of what he's saying.

00:44:41.300 It's like, it travels through man-made things.

00:44:43.880 Yeah.

00:44:44.120 If you look at all those shows, like, you know, Twin Peaks and, like, Stranger Things and stuff like that.

00:44:48.700 It always goes through electricity.

00:44:50.640 Yep.

00:44:51.160 And I have something like that towards the end.

00:44:52.620 By the way, who?

00:44:53.220 Our boy Jerry, right?

00:44:54.380 I mean.

00:44:54.820 Well, Marzinski, that's right.

00:44:55.980 And also, you watch these paranormal movies.

00:44:58.220 What time do they always wake up?

00:44:59.320 And it's on the digital clock.

00:45:00.640 It's, you know, 3.30 in the morning.

00:45:02.280 I mean, Frank Sinatra was 3.11 in the Manchurian Candidate that we just went through.

00:45:05.720 That's right.

00:45:06.380 Which is, it's, I mean, I guess it's close enough or significant enough.

00:45:10.260 Yeah.

00:45:10.480 I mean, I do think that there is, like, something about numbers in the nature of this realm.

00:45:14.020 But they are twisting it.

00:45:16.640 And really, for mankind, it's like, once you notice this thing and once you think it's a viable means going forward, absolute power corrupts absolutely.

00:45:24.420 You're going to gary the numbers guy yourself into threatening to kill people during COVID.

00:45:28.960 Don't worry, Brian.

00:45:29.520 We figured out he's Jewish, too.

00:45:31.160 That's right.

00:45:31.600 He is Jewish.

00:45:32.080 I'll tell you right now, the most demon-possessed individuals I deal with, all of them are obsessed with numbers.

00:45:40.060 Yeah.

00:45:40.240 Like, every single, so when I deal with somebody and they're, like, the most, like, all the schizophrenic individuals, all the people that hear voices, all the people that are, like, heavily inundated with demonic influences in their life, they're always like, but the numbers.

00:45:55.160 Yeah.

00:45:55.420 They're always talking about the numbers every time.

00:45:57.540 Let me tell you something.

00:45:58.260 Listen, I, as somebody who is probably, you know, I have a proclivity.

00:46:02.840 There's things that follow me around, and they're just not good, right?

00:46:06.580 I come from, like, a whole dark thing, and I think that I'm getting better all the time.

00:46:10.880 Did Matt ask Brian if he had demons in front of you?

00:46:13.340 He 100% did ask.

00:46:14.660 He said, Raven's in the room, but he's not in the room.

00:46:18.520 But, you know, I can feel that pull, that temptation.

00:46:21.520 And I, thank God, because of the people that I'm interacting with and the experiences that I've had, I've realized numerology is not the way to go.

00:46:29.340 But they try to get me because they're, like, you're the most important number, right?

00:46:33.240 That's because if you do the whole numerology thing, you all are assigned a number.

00:46:36.700 You're the most important number.

00:46:37.720 By all means, I should be a numerology influencer.

00:46:42.560 They do that with Trump as well.

00:46:43.920 Trump's name.

00:46:44.680 Actually, I heard the Jews literally telling Trump in a video.

00:46:47.620 You have the best numbers.

00:46:49.300 The best numbers.

00:46:50.560 Nobody's ever seen numbers like it.

00:46:53.560 I've literally seen this.

00:46:54.880 But it is.

00:46:55.520 It's a temptation thing.

00:46:56.700 It's like, look, here's your number.

00:46:58.020 You're special.

00:46:59.380 You know, that's a big part of it, too.

00:47:01.280 So, yeah, man, stay away from the whole numerology thing.

00:47:04.600 I always tell people, it's like, if you believe in God and God has a plan and you're praying to be in his plan, to do his bidding, to be a good servant,

00:47:12.040 what on earth do you have to worry about manipulating the aspects of your reality where you got to do things on a certain date or you got to do things that, you know what I mean?

00:47:20.140 It doesn't matter.

00:47:20.920 It doesn't matter.

00:47:21.960 You pray to God to be in alignment with his will, the end, and you're taken care of.

00:47:26.820 What better plan is it than his?

00:47:29.140 It's a pull when you see that stuff, though.

00:47:30.780 Like, if you're not thinking in that term, like, when you start to see all those numbers and stuff like that, I'm not saying, like, following and doing Jumanji.

00:47:37.740 No, but it's fascinating.

00:47:38.340 But if you walk by a clock every time and you're like, 2.22, 3.33, you're like, ah, there it is again.

00:47:43.780 Like, something's talking to me.

00:47:44.520 Oh, I get the appeal.

00:47:44.820 It's crazy.

00:47:45.560 It's what you're looking for as well.

00:47:47.020 You're specifically looking for answers and you're getting these little hints and signals.

00:47:51.060 So, what comes next?

00:47:51.820 Same thing with going outside and seeing the stuff in the sky.

00:47:53.840 Like, every time I go, I saw one time, like, three satellites I thought were coming and they just split off like an Atari symbol.

00:47:59.180 Like, what the hell is that?

00:48:01.340 You know, and when you see things like that, you're like, that's cool.

00:48:03.680 And, you know, naively, I'm like, oh, thank you for showing me that.

00:48:07.900 Well, of course, because, once again, materialistic paradigm, we're told spirituality doesn't exist conventionally.

00:48:13.260 And then all of a sudden, here is something profound happening right before your eyes.

00:48:16.980 Where are you supposed to go for answers?

00:48:18.120 But, by the way, that Stephen Greer thing, when he's doing that CE5 stuff, people that do that also, poltergeist activity, somebody in the chat said after sleep paralysis, after their experience with mushrooms, they had sleep paralysis.

00:48:30.840 So, you'll get all that stuff.

00:48:32.180 You'll get alien deduction phenomenon, poltergeist activity in your household.

00:48:35.560 You'll get orbs.

00:48:36.440 You'll get, you know, sleep paralysis.

00:48:38.940 All the above will suddenly start happening.

00:48:40.800 I was wanting it, not being possessed by demons, but I was wanting experiences like that.

00:48:44.520 That's like I was getting, you know, going to sleep.

00:48:46.160 I would do like, you know, okay, so I'm going to have a lucid dream.

00:48:48.880 I'm going to do the whole thing.

00:48:49.660 I'm going to do the breath.

00:48:50.340 I'm going to relax my body.

00:48:51.460 I'm going to just totally turn to water.

00:48:53.280 Right, right, right.

00:48:54.040 And then I remember I was doing it one time, and I was just about falling asleep, and I was like, I can't get my, I can't really relax all the way.

00:49:00.320 And then it felt like something just leaned into me and then said, you got to read between the lines.

00:49:04.940 And it blew in my face.

00:49:06.040 And I just was like, I just felt like I turned into water.

00:49:08.780 Like, I just felt I melted into the bed.

00:49:11.380 You got to read between the lines.

00:49:12.640 What do you mean?

00:49:13.220 What do you think it meant?

00:49:14.180 It's a demon.

00:49:14.860 You got to look at the numbers, the numbers on the clock, the numbers on the thing.

00:49:18.340 But that was when I was like, wow.

00:49:20.100 You got to read between the lines.

00:49:22.140 You wake up and you do, like, it was crazy.

00:49:24.560 They want you to be in that space of questioning your reality and questioning what's going on.

00:49:29.540 Wrapped up in mystery.

00:49:30.920 Yeah, you're wrapped up in that thing.

00:49:32.440 That's when you begin to channel.

00:49:33.820 That's actually how you channel.

00:49:34.860 And so, like, that's why they tell you, like, practice in yoga, like, clear your mind or just be like, focus on one thing until it becomes nothing.

00:49:45.440 That's the process of channeling.

00:49:47.320 And another thing, again, electricity.

00:49:50.340 El?

00:49:51.040 Elohim.

00:49:51.620 I love it.

00:49:52.060 Electricity.

00:49:53.100 It is.

00:49:53.520 It's power.

00:49:54.480 The entities are power.

00:49:55.740 They're forms of power.

00:49:57.240 And they are a negative power, if you will.

00:50:00.420 And they utilize these type of electrical kind of experiences.

00:50:04.880 So, but yeah, when you were saying that, like, straight up, dude.

00:50:07.640 Read between the lines.

00:50:08.700 Like, what's between the lines of anything?

00:50:10.560 It's nothingness.

00:50:11.740 That's what's between.

00:50:12.520 No, you know what it is?

00:50:13.340 It's like this amorphous crap that's open to interpretation.

00:50:16.000 Because once you get rid of the context of anything, then it means everything.

00:50:19.960 Exactly.

00:50:20.260 You know, whatever they want it to mean.

00:50:22.060 Man, that is.

00:50:22.800 Let me just say, I love the electricity.

00:50:25.360 Yeah.

00:50:25.580 It's always.

00:50:26.120 Brian always brings something where I'm like, damn, man.

00:50:28.160 Yeah.

00:50:29.240 That's right.

00:50:29.920 Anyway, I'm doing more of this stuff, you know, and I'm like trying to lucid dream all the time.

00:50:33.500 And I'm having some success at it.

00:50:35.460 And at the same time, listening to different podcasts and different things about DMT.

00:50:38.420 And I'm like, man, I'm never going to go buy DMT from someone.

00:50:41.420 So, it's just not going to happen.

00:50:42.320 That's a sketchy thing.

00:50:43.140 Like, having a weed dealer is one thing.

00:50:44.660 Having a DMT dealer, like, I don't know what that guy looks like.

00:50:47.360 But I'm reading other things that say.

00:50:52.820 I'm reading other things that say it's super easy to make it.

00:50:55.900 Oh, yeah, yeah.

00:50:56.680 I remember when I was younger, I went on this whole thing.

00:50:58.660 It was supposed to be able to make it out of tall grass, like River Reed.

00:51:01.300 A Fowlerist, I think it's called or something like that.

00:51:03.160 No, you can just order the root and make it yourself.

00:51:05.140 That's what I did.

00:51:05.840 Wow.

00:51:06.460 I just found which one it was and found it.

00:51:08.680 I don't want to say it, but, you know, it was super easy.

00:51:11.300 Yeah, I know a guy that does it too.

00:51:12.900 So, yeah.

00:51:13.180 Yep.

00:51:13.440 I bought it.

00:51:14.000 I delivered it right to my house.

00:51:15.620 I was like, boom.

00:51:16.360 And at that time, I'm getting into the Book of Enoch.

00:51:19.020 I'm licking the extra biblical stuff.

00:51:20.840 And, dude, okay, I'm in my kitchen.

00:51:23.800 That's interesting.

00:51:24.400 They taught the cutting of roots.

00:51:25.540 This guy's like, I got roots.

00:51:26.380 Dude, that's it.

00:51:27.080 That's it.

00:51:27.800 I'm in my kitchen.

00:51:28.900 I got this coffee grinder, right?

00:51:31.040 I'm chopping up the roots.

00:51:32.640 And right when I'm doing it, it gets to the part of the Book of Enoch.

00:51:35.740 I'm listening to it.

00:51:36.520 It's the cutting of roots.

00:51:37.720 And I'm like, I'm fucking cutting roots right now.

00:51:39.800 Wow.

00:51:39.960 This guy's looking at the roots.

00:51:41.000 He's looking at his black rifle coffee.

00:51:42.580 He's going, Joe Rowan.

00:51:44.440 That's the Lord.

00:51:44.940 Did you stop?

00:51:45.840 That's the Lord.

00:51:46.660 Did you keep going?

00:51:47.760 I did.

00:51:48.540 I just kept going.

00:51:48.880 Because I didn't know.

00:51:49.620 Love it.

00:51:50.100 Well, yeah.

00:51:50.480 I mean, that's not great.

00:51:51.740 I mean, that should be an anchor point, a nudge for hindsight.

00:51:54.300 But that's what I'm telling you.

00:51:55.120 That's why I'm saying it.

00:51:55.840 Because the stuff comes to you, the signs are right there.

00:51:59.320 You just kept going, though.

00:52:00.700 I felt weird.

00:52:01.720 I felt weird.

00:52:02.640 What do you mean I felt weird?

00:52:03.720 Tell me about that feeling.

00:52:04.440 No, this will be on the show called Dangerously Retarded.

00:52:06.800 That is 100%.

00:52:07.780 Yes.

00:52:08.120 Dangerous retards. 1.00

00:52:10.260 Well, your spirit was being warned in that moment.

00:52:14.660 So what was happening was the Lord was actually giving you a grace moment and warning you.

00:52:19.240 These are the moments that you are brought into judgment.

00:52:22.820 Like, and like people, you have moments like this where you go, oh, my gosh.

00:52:27.600 Yeah.

00:52:27.940 What I'm doing is wrong.

00:52:29.600 This is bad.

00:52:30.360 What I'm doing.

00:52:30.960 And you know it in that moment.

00:52:32.600 And he just hits the button on the grinder.

00:52:34.040 Yep.

00:52:34.340 And those are the moments.

00:52:35.160 Well, that's the thing.

00:52:35.980 We go, we just, we try to nudge them off and we go forward.

00:52:38.820 But that's what you dirty your soul.

00:52:40.140 That's how you actually get numb to it.

00:52:42.020 Every time you masturbate. 0.52

00:52:42.880 Thoughts in your head going.

00:52:43.500 Just a final logic.

00:52:46.780 Yeah.

00:52:46.900 You're like, oh, well, this is an extra canonical book.

00:52:48.920 This isn't even part of the Bible.

00:52:50.160 What are the Ethiopians?

00:52:52.820 No.

00:52:53.280 Yeah.

00:52:53.660 Yeah.

00:52:53.960 Yeah.

00:52:54.260 Yep.

00:52:54.540 I get it.

00:52:55.100 Well, you got to master the blacks as we figure that out. 1.00

00:52:57.420 That's right.

00:52:57.520 Or it's crushing blacks. 0.74

00:52:59.140 It's a computer camera turn.

00:53:00.940 That's right.

00:53:01.500 So, so, okay.

00:53:02.360 So you, you're warned.

00:53:05.040 You get like a, you go, no.

00:53:06.740 It tells you stop and you're like, you don't even know.

00:53:09.180 And you go, this is extra canonical.

00:53:11.260 And then you succeed then at making DMT.

00:53:15.040 Oh, yeah.

00:53:15.360 And then what is it?

00:53:16.960 It's that you made a powder.

00:53:18.220 Yep.

00:53:18.600 Okay.

00:53:19.120 And you put it into your crack pipe.

00:53:20.960 Allegedly.

00:53:21.480 I mean, allegedly made it.

00:53:23.040 Yeah.

00:53:23.240 No, I just put it.

00:53:24.060 I just made it.

00:53:24.920 And then I shelved it.

00:53:26.120 You shelved it.

00:53:26.920 I was like, at some time I'll probably do this.

00:53:28.920 Yeah.

00:53:29.080 Cause it's not always like those mushrooms that I had sat on them for a really long time.

00:53:32.380 That's what I did.

00:53:33.260 Somebody gave me them and I, I left them there and I'm like, I think that's what most people

00:53:38.180 do when they're given drugs.

00:53:39.360 The first time they'll like hold on to them and they'll keep them.

00:53:42.120 Yeah.

00:53:43.560 Yeah.

00:53:43.880 It's just something about it.

00:53:44.880 Like every time.

00:53:45.600 Well, cause you go, it's not convenient.

00:53:46.900 I'm going to be, I'm going to be gone for seven hours.

00:53:48.980 I had, I had a lot of excuses why not to do it, but I had a bunch.

00:53:52.260 They were just like wrapped in plastic and I, I'd look at them and eventually I was like,

00:53:56.680 I just do it.

00:53:57.220 Same thing with, uh, with the weed that I had.

00:54:00.140 Yeah.

00:54:00.600 I, so I, I think I told you, Brian, maybe after the, like one of the other shows that

00:54:04.300 we did when I was doing tower gang, um, I would sometimes smoke cause it'd like

00:54:10.580 loosen you up a little bit unless you, for me at least is how it worked.

00:54:13.860 Like it would let me be a little more creative and say things that like my brain would initially

00:54:18.580 be like, wait, don't say demons are whispering jokes to you, but you need it like to do this

00:54:22.720 kind of thing.

00:54:23.380 Yeah.

00:54:23.620 I needed that.

00:54:24.900 So that's what I was, that's what I would do sometimes.

00:54:27.140 And we read a Chronicles episode, uh, Chronicles email from somebody.

00:54:30.540 I don't know if you saw this one.

00:54:31.580 And the guy was saying that he quit cold Turkey, wouldn't do, um, drugs anymore, but then he

00:54:38.060 started to get into some edibles and he, then he mentioned like briefly, like I did it Wednesday

00:54:41.760 nights, you know?

00:54:42.820 And then eventually throughout the email is like, so at nine 11 Wednesday night when tower

00:54:47.000 gang comes out, I go, I go to grab my edible.

00:54:49.400 He's like real sad that the show's over.

00:54:50.980 And I'm like, it's funny because I don't really know what the other guys that everyone's

00:54:54.820 remote, anyone else is doing, but I'm like, that's what I was doing.

00:54:58.400 And through this medium, I'm talking to these people right now that was coming out that spirit

00:55:04.040 and these people wanted to take part in it to vibrate the same way I was even to the

00:55:08.740 extent where that guy was sober from everything, but then was like, and then I started taking

00:55:12.660 edibles and watching tower gang.

00:55:14.200 And it's like, damn.

00:55:14.800 So this guy kind of, you know, mastered that aspect of his life, but then cracked it open

00:55:20.380 again to sit down and hang out with you.

00:55:22.680 I made it like alluring enough because we're having, that's the problem.

00:55:26.420 We're having fun.

00:55:27.380 It's comedy and it is fun.

00:55:29.360 It's comedy.

00:55:29.840 And it's, I love those guys, but I'm like, what am I, what was I influencing people?

00:55:34.000 And what I would watch, I would always watch with a drink, always watch with a drink.

00:55:38.220 And that's cool.

00:55:38.780 That was Cole's thing.

00:55:39.700 Yeah.

00:55:39.860 You had a guy, there was a guy that drank for sure.

00:55:41.740 He was always drooling from the corners of his mouth and his eyes were red and they would

00:55:45.360 go wall eyed.

00:55:46.740 Yep.

00:55:46.860 That's what Cole looked like.

00:55:47.900 And, and, and even on the, I never would, uh, get inebriated at all before a show, because

00:55:52.960 like I said, if I smoked would make me not want to talk to anybody.

00:55:55.800 And if I was drunk, my brain wouldn't function that well.

00:55:59.440 And I wanted to be sharp, so I would never do it.

00:56:01.660 But when I went on tower gang, I would have a drink.

00:56:04.900 So even when I went on tower gang, it was the one time where I would break that rule and

00:56:08.820 go, yeah, I know I'm, I'm, I'm in a performing aspect or whatever, you know, occupancy,

00:56:14.100 whatever, but I'm going to have a drink.

00:56:16.240 Yeah.

00:56:16.420 It's honestly for, for that show, I was doing sort of what I'm doing now.

00:56:20.560 So I'm like, uh, performing, producing, and it's a hard show to produce.

00:56:24.880 There's a lot going on.

00:56:25.580 It's like things always moving.

00:56:26.780 This video is coming up.

00:56:27.660 It's crazy.

00:56:28.640 And it's stupid to like, to do what I'm doing now.

00:56:31.200 And then be like, I'm going to get inebriated.

00:56:32.620 I'm going to make this harder.

00:56:33.560 I'm going to make this harder to do is like, there's no reason to do it.

00:56:36.580 But like the edge was like, I, I understand what, like the, what it's going to lend me.

00:56:42.940 Yeah.

00:56:43.300 And in a sense, I kind of relate that to whatever top.

00:56:46.280 Remember when we had Cyprian on, um, and I had told him, I prophesied weird.

00:56:51.160 I told him, I was like, Hey, if it just feels like a, whatever, this top lobster guy is going

00:56:54.500 to die, it's painful.

00:56:56.020 Um, but I feel like he's, he's leaving like, or, or, or like that.

00:57:01.840 Cause that's not really me.

00:57:02.840 This is just like, uh, for, for tower gang, it was a thing I presented, right?

00:57:06.380 It's like this character, this online character that people like, Oh, you must really be like

00:57:11.240 that.

00:57:11.700 You know, go and say, say nigger for me now. 1.00

00:57:13.440 It's like, it's like, you're Sasha fierce.

00:57:15.600 Yeah.

00:57:15.880 Yeah.

00:57:16.080 But in a sense, it's kind of what it, that's kind of what it became.

00:57:19.140 What was the entity that was the character that you embody is the demon.

00:57:23.400 Yes.

00:57:23.820 Forming its identity over you.

00:57:25.560 Right.

00:57:26.220 So, yeah, it's kind of crazy though.

00:57:28.160 I know what he looked like too.

00:57:29.260 He looked like that card.

00:57:30.340 Where it's like, you know, it's a lobster and he's, yeah, probably somewhere hanging

00:57:35.300 out around here.

00:57:36.120 Yeah.

00:57:36.400 I mean, it's, you know what I will say?

00:57:37.780 It's, it's odd.

00:57:39.280 You know, we have stories like Al's and then we have conversations with people who have insight

00:57:44.100 like Brian.

00:57:45.280 And then you mash these things together through Chronicles and through NDS.

00:57:49.600 And, um, I'll be damned if it's not God being like, here you go.

00:57:54.740 You need a really clear mirror as to what you're doing.

00:57:57.740 So there's so much that we've shed and he gives you a, like a really nice off ramp.

00:58:03.420 One that seems kind of harsh at first, but it's like, that's the only way, that was the

00:58:08.160 only way to do it.

00:58:08.980 Cause I would have never done it myself, you know?

00:58:11.620 Yeah.

00:58:11.840 Although I did like, like, like I said, if you go back and go back and watch that episode

00:58:15.420 with Cyprian, I did like, it was a prophecy.

00:58:17.960 I had spoke that and then boom, you know, it was like, but I prophesy over yourself all the

00:58:24.140 time.

00:58:24.380 People just don't realize it.

00:58:25.800 They say things, good or bad things, good and bad.

00:58:28.740 And you, and you don't even like, you know, you got to be so cautious with the words you

00:58:32.440 say people like, I mean, it says blessings and cursings out of the same mouth.

00:58:36.780 This, my brethren ought not be.

00:58:38.040 It says the power to speak life and death is in the tongue and those that master it eat 0.70

00:58:41.980 the fruit thereof.

00:58:42.860 The power to speak life and death.

00:58:44.700 So you may prophesy something and say it like, dude, you're, you're, you're speaking it over

00:58:51.100 that situation.

00:58:52.840 Hmm.

00:58:53.780 That's interesting because it is very easy to master the tongue of, of like death negativity

00:59:00.980 as well.

00:59:01.480 This is a, this is a death centric language. 1.00

00:59:03.640 Like this language is in intentionally manipulated so that you are death speaking.

00:59:08.540 I mean, like, oh, I died laughing.

00:59:10.960 Oh, you know, oh, you're killing me.

00:59:12.820 Oh, you, you know, like all of it is death centric on purpose to condition you to be in

00:59:20.160 that mode of speaking negativity over your life.

00:59:22.980 That's not, it's not like, like all of our words sick.

00:59:25.940 Oh, that's sick, bro.

00:59:27.320 Yeah.

00:59:27.600 Like, bro, like what?

00:59:29.260 Yeah.

00:59:29.440 It's also very, it's very easy to say, like, I try not to do this.

00:59:33.660 Right.

00:59:33.920 But it's very easy to say, like, um, even when I'm, even when I'm not feeling well, it's

00:59:39.340 very easy to kind of lean into that and say, like, I'm just feeling, yeah, I'm going to

00:59:44.260 die or whatever, just saying like all this stuff it's, but I, I find it difficult and

00:59:48.980 I do actively do it.

00:59:50.300 We're like, you'll even ask me, right?

00:59:52.360 Like, oh, we got a big show to do tomorrow.

00:59:54.600 Are you going to be feeling better?

00:59:55.580 And I'll go last night.

00:59:57.120 I'll go, yeah, dude, this is going to be over and I'm going to be much better tomorrow.

01:00:00.600 It's like, no, it's not.

01:00:01.860 Well, but I say that, right.

01:00:03.680 I know you're saying I'm not going to get into this thing of being like, who knows

01:00:07.980 how long this is going to last?

01:00:09.340 Am I ever going to feel better?

01:00:10.760 Like that kind of crap.

01:00:11.820 Let me tell you something.

01:00:12.740 A lot of people that I deal with that are sick.

01:00:15.360 That's how they talk.

01:00:16.360 Yeah.

01:00:16.500 All the people that are sick, the most sick demon possessed people, they talk like that.

01:00:20.940 They're always like, oh, you know, I just, I don't know.

01:00:23.260 I don't know, bro.

01:00:23.960 You speak it over yourself.

01:00:25.300 Yeah.

01:00:25.520 I see it flat out every, every day, every time I deal with this stuff, like, bro, I'm like

01:00:30.420 these people that have adopted the death centric to mode, bro.

01:00:33.800 I don't get sick anymore.

01:00:35.080 I don't even know the last time I was sick.

01:00:37.100 Like I stopped saying, like when you start to feel sick, I don't say, oh, I'm feeling

01:00:41.880 sick.

01:00:42.500 Yeah.

01:00:42.660 I never say those words out of my mouth.

01:00:45.480 I don't, I don't say it like that.

01:00:47.000 I rebuke sickness.

01:00:48.160 If I'm feeling remotely any sick, I say in the name of Jesus, sick, get off me.

01:00:53.020 Nice.

01:00:53.360 Now that's what I'm going to command it.

01:00:55.040 And I speak it in the spirit and I order it to leave me.

01:00:58.060 You know, even people that don't believe that that's the case.

01:01:00.080 If you just look at the placebo effect, that should be enough scientific evidence for you

01:01:03.340 to be like, there's something going on here.

01:01:04.900 So the idea that you can be sick and they can give you a sugar pill and you could believe

01:01:08.140 that that, that pill has, uh, you know, affected you in a positive way.

01:01:11.840 And then all of a sudden your symptoms do subside and you know that as much as that can

01:01:16.500 happen, that the reverse can happen.

01:01:18.200 Then if you can believe yourself into being healed, then you can believe yourself into

01:01:22.460 being sick. 0.88

01:01:23.060 And that goes back to that Marsinski, remember when we had you on the episode and he said

01:01:26.480 that he watched a woman or a woman who was schizophrenic, watch a doctor give diagnoses

01:01:30.260 to a patient and saw the spirits like, like oily black frogs coming out of the doctor's

01:01:36.360 mouth and attaching themselves to the patient.

01:01:38.980 Bro, you scared the crap out of me.

01:01:40.680 Yeah, that was like really powerful.

01:01:43.360 Oh, it's so real.

01:01:44.220 It's so real.

01:01:44.780 I see it real time all the time.

01:01:46.140 And so like the people will speak it over themselves, you know, and I had, I had an

01:01:51.080 experience actually casting a demon out of a person in the beginning where I didn't

01:01:54.100 understand this at all.

01:01:55.180 And this woman had all kinds of sickness and I was, and I was praying, we were praying

01:01:58.420 for like 20 hours and the woman, and she was like, had lupus and all these diseases 0.97

01:02:03.200 and all this sickness and we're praying and rebuking it.

01:02:05.140 And I'm like, my throat is hurting after praying for 20 hours, bro.

01:02:08.480 It was like my throat's getting, and I'm like thinking, oh man, I'm getting sick.

01:02:12.500 And the woman is like going, she's sick. 1.00

01:02:14.720 She's sick. 0.99

01:02:15.660 She's sick. 0.99

01:02:16.460 And she's saying the demon's speaking out of her mouth as we're trying to heal.

01:02:19.320 And I'm like, dude, my throat's like hurt.

01:02:21.960 And all of a sudden she stops.

01:02:23.560 And the moment I have that idea, she goes, she's sick. 0.99

01:02:25.920 She goes, you're sick too.

01:02:28.260 Oh, bro.

01:02:31.920 And she just was like, she's sick.

01:02:33.660 And she goes, and she looks up, dude.

01:02:35.680 And when she said that, like my, it like hit me.

01:02:39.140 I punched her in the face. 1.00

01:02:41.240 I was like, this is not, this is not me.

01:02:43.600 My sore throat's throat.

01:02:44.940 This is the spirit.

01:02:45.960 And I said, in the name of Jesus, sick, get off me now.

01:02:49.060 And instantly the sore throat left me.

01:02:50.980 I've never had it.

01:02:51.940 I'm broke.

01:02:52.800 I've never had anything like that happen.

01:02:54.620 Isn't it funny though?

01:02:55.440 Like gave itself away.

01:02:57.480 Gave itself away.

01:02:58.680 Like you saw that, you heard that.

01:03:00.140 You're like, this is not.

01:03:01.580 Oh, bro.

01:03:02.440 Yeah, man.

01:03:03.280 That's powerful.

01:03:04.300 It can't help itself, right?

01:03:05.280 That's powerful.

01:03:06.800 Man.

01:03:07.140 You know, and I see, I see Gil Bates saying in the thing, women are tough. 1.00

01:03:12.660 I think women are really much more spiritually sensitive, but I think they are given this idea

01:03:20.120 of like illness a lot more than like men are. 0.78

01:03:22.380 Because men are kind of like culturally expected to be hardy and everything.

01:03:25.340 You still show up for work.

01:03:26.280 You don't call out.

01:03:26.920 That kind of thing still exists.

01:03:28.020 But among women, it's like everything is geared towards like the many things that ail women 1.00

01:03:35.620 and how unfair it is to be a woman in the female body.

01:03:39.700 Everything.

01:03:40.320 It was just like, boom.

01:03:41.180 It's like beating you down.

01:03:42.180 That's what they want you to believe.

01:03:43.760 And then they're like, here is a never ending.

01:03:46.020 Because I would imagine that a bulk of the pharmaceutical company is aimed at women. 0.99

01:03:51.420 Same way.

01:03:52.200 And you know what makes me believe that is because the vast majority of media is aimed at women. 0.99

01:03:57.040 Women and all of the pharmaceutical advertisements exist on media that is aimed at women. 1.00

01:04:02.500 So boom, boom, boom.

01:04:03.260 It's like they're getting inundated constantly.

01:04:05.140 Do you have this?

01:04:05.940 Is your back hurt?

01:04:06.820 Are you're, does you, do you have eczema, psoriasis, da, da, da, da, da, you know, whatever

01:04:11.780 cramps, boom, boom, boom.

01:04:13.020 And they're giving you, giving you, giving you constantly pharmaceutical, you know, pills,

01:04:19.280 whatever to correct that thing.

01:04:20.700 So women are, they're hit with that spell. 1.00

01:04:24.020 That's a spell.

01:04:24.660 They're casting a spell over them constantly.

01:04:27.300 Of you are ill.

01:04:29.280 Every little thing that you feel is, is a symptom.

01:04:31.760 That's part of a much bigger problem.

01:04:33.400 And we've got what you need.

01:04:34.800 I think, uh, and it's a, I understand why, um, there's a, there's like a much stronger

01:04:40.680 fear for women of, of dying because especially once they've given birth to children, there's 0.86

01:04:45.480 like a very, there's a strong maternal instinct to protect them, take care of them for, you

01:04:50.040 know, the lifespan of the child.

01:04:50.760 Also childbirth shows you your mortality.

01:04:53.480 Oh yeah.

01:04:54.060 In a big way.

01:04:54.720 Oh yeah.

01:04:54.980 You know?

01:04:55.100 So it's like most women are, are faced with that in a really large way.

01:04:58.520 All right, listen, let's, we're just, we're just, this is great, but I, I want to hear

01:05:05.040 Al's story.

01:05:05.600 So that shelf it, right.

01:05:07.980 And I just keep doing what I'm doing.

01:05:08.960 You shelf the DMT.

01:05:09.580 The dust.

01:05:10.220 The DMT dust.

01:05:11.160 Put it away.

01:05:11.620 Put it in the closet.

01:05:12.400 Don't think about it.

01:05:13.540 I'm still doing, uh, I'm getting more into the Monroe stuff.

01:05:17.020 I'm reading all the Robert Monroe books.

01:05:18.480 I'm trying that stuff.

01:05:19.420 I'm, I'm finding the, you know, the, the, uh, the stuff with the split.

01:05:22.880 I forgot what it's called.

01:05:23.640 Hemi-syncing. 0.65

01:05:24.140 Hemi-syncing. 0.65

01:05:24.780 Yeah.

01:05:24.900 I was doing it and, and, you know, I'm having results with it.

01:05:27.560 So I'm like, oh, this is kind of cool.

01:05:29.540 You know, but then it comes to the time.

01:05:31.220 What's the heavy syncing?

01:05:32.300 Hemi-syncing. 0.65

01:05:32.700 Hemi-syncing. 0.65

01:05:33.440 It's this idea that certain frequencies can sync the hemispheres of your brain and then

01:05:36.820 cause a disembodied.

01:05:38.020 Like seven in this and then nine in this one.

01:05:40.320 So you really, your, your brain is putting the other two in there.

01:05:43.760 What does the, what does the results look like?

01:05:46.080 Um, it's kind of, it's kind of trying to give you an out of body experience.

01:05:49.640 Right.

01:05:49.720 Oh, really?

01:05:50.140 Yeah.

01:05:50.400 Did you ever get out of your body?

01:05:53.040 After.

01:05:53.960 Okay.

01:05:54.300 I did.

01:05:54.640 But I was getting into a vibrative space.

01:05:56.720 Like I was getting, I would feel like my, my fingers starting to tingle and I would feel

01:06:00.960 like everything.

01:06:01.300 And it was like an electric sound, like, like that when I was coming out.

01:06:05.140 The electric sound is always there.

01:06:06.600 That's what they all feel.

01:06:07.780 And that was, I mean, it's kind of what I was looking for.

01:06:12.060 I was like, wow, that's cool.

01:06:13.080 Yeah.

01:06:13.200 Like something's actually happening.

01:06:14.560 I haven't mentioned this in a long time, but if you're like a long time listener of

01:06:17.820 the show that happened to me often as a child, I would sit in my uncle's house.

01:06:23.240 I remember specifically watching the Yankee game on the yes network, probably yes.

01:06:26.720 Network at the time, Michael K, his voice would like, kind of like put me out of body

01:06:32.600 vibrations.

01:06:34.120 And I can tell, like, I would be like in the, if we're all watching the TV, I would be like

01:06:38.360 in the corner.

01:06:39.200 Yes.

01:06:39.640 Like watching me out of body.

01:06:41.620 Yeah.

01:06:42.020 And everybody else.

01:06:43.200 And it would just be like a, like a very crazy sensation that you're talking about, but

01:06:47.220 I didn't do it on purpose and I didn't like it.

01:06:49.480 And I would like, I, I, I guess I felt that I could go around, but I'm like, I, I'm not

01:06:54.920 like the type, you know, me, I'm not the type of dude.

01:06:57.020 He's astral projecting.

01:06:58.020 He's like, I'm not going around.

01:06:58.860 No, but I'm just like, yeah, dude, I'm not, this is like not safe.

01:07:01.820 Yeah.

01:07:02.300 I can tell, you know, in your spirit, God, God tells you, you don't need words.

01:07:05.900 Cause it feels you need to understand things from some book or knowledge.

01:07:09.240 No, your spirit knows God's already told it.

01:07:11.320 He's already programmed it.

01:07:12.200 Just like a spider can spin a web.

01:07:13.860 You know what is wrong.

01:07:14.820 You know what is right.

01:07:15.500 It's already in your heart.

01:07:16.480 Yeah.

01:07:16.960 You get numb to it and then you ignore it and then you become corrupt.

01:07:20.120 That's what happens.

01:07:20.760 We have a shirt that's called binaural beat down, uh, because, um, there's this idea that

01:07:26.260 even sometimes like fan sleepers, like I'm a fan sleeper.

01:07:28.740 I like, like the droning noise, some of them will accidentally, it's not like it's happening

01:07:33.140 on purpose, but create sort of a rhythmic beat and that beat can cause a hemi-sync and

01:07:38.100 then you will be experiencing sleep paralysis nightly.

01:07:40.900 But really all that is, is like you are disassociating from your body and you're becoming aware of

01:07:45.840 the spiritual realm.

01:07:46.920 Once you're aware of it, I think it's kind of like a little beacon goes on.

01:07:50.360 You're aware that you're there.

01:07:51.560 These things are aware that you're there and they start to come towards you.

01:07:54.440 Yeah.

01:07:54.640 So in electrical connections, yeah.

01:07:56.700 Connected to something that's spinning.

01:07:57.960 I wonder, I mean, you worked in TV, so I wonder what the hell the guys at the Yes Network

01:08:02.380 were doing.

01:08:03.200 Well, I used to, I used to shoot the Michael K post game when he, when they played at the

01:08:06.540 Marlins stadium.

01:08:07.340 That's cool.

01:08:07.860 And Michael K was always doing rituals and ceremonies and witchcraft.

01:08:11.600 Doing like stuff like this.

01:08:13.980 He's like before every show, he would burn a little effigy.

01:08:16.480 I never sensed anything bad about Michael K specifically, but it's something about-

01:08:19.640 I wonder if it's his cadence.

01:08:20.680 Maybe he's got like, cause you know how there's a hypnotic cadence, like Obama had that hypnotic

01:08:24.360 cadence.

01:08:24.920 You know, like this kind of thing.

01:08:25.820 And I, I'm telling you, I could feel it.

01:08:28.660 I'm like, Oh, it's happening.

01:08:30.280 And I don't know what to do.

01:08:31.200 I'm about to get binaural beat down.

01:08:32.880 I was almost embarrassed.

01:08:34.060 I was kind of like, I wonder, I wonder if they, do they know?

01:08:38.080 No, I think the kids are much more easily detached.

01:08:41.300 Uh, you know, kind of the spirit from the flesh kind of a deal.

01:08:45.180 Definitely closer to the, to the, well, children are more, um, spiritually in tune.

01:08:48.960 Yeah.

01:08:49.160 And so as a result, um, children are more spiritually sensitive.

01:08:52.360 That's why kids get these experiences of, of outer body experiences and leaving their

01:08:57.400 body naturally.

01:08:58.520 They go into it because they're more, they're in a state of, of sort of purity in a sense.

01:09:04.140 Yeah.

01:09:04.300 And so they're more susceptible and also more connected to their spirit.

01:09:08.360 So like people usually lose their out of body experience, um, and sleep paralysis stuff

01:09:12.660 as you get older, unless you learn to engage it and turn it on, which is doing practices

01:09:17.080 of witchcraft to try to engage it.

01:09:19.660 I, in a way, that's why I'm, I'm glad when I was younger, I mean, if you talk to my mom,

01:09:24.940 it was like, I was the kind of guy that had a lot of, we're going to get back to you

01:09:27.920 all.

01:09:28.100 I promise.

01:09:28.580 I swear.

01:09:29.260 Were you going to say a lot of Jordans?

01:09:30.340 Is that what you're about to say?

01:09:30.980 A lot of Jordans.

01:09:31.780 Is that what he's about to say?

01:09:32.640 You heard that?

01:09:33.080 Uh, I just had like a lot of dreams, a lot of, uh, visions and stuff like that.

01:09:37.820 And my mom, dreams, you got, you got, you got, you got, okay, that's fine.

01:09:43.800 It's a wrong one.

01:09:45.420 That's, that's allowable.

01:09:46.180 But yeah, I had a lot of dreams and I was like, I kind of asked for it to stop because

01:09:49.280 it was just getting annoying.

01:09:51.180 Dreams were annoying or the annoying part was, uh, cause the Lord speaks to you in dreams

01:09:57.480 and visions.

01:09:58.060 I know.

01:09:58.280 That's why I'm like you dummy.

01:09:59.580 Well, the part that I don't, the Lord will also listen to you.

01:10:02.240 If you say, Lord, stop sending me dreams.

01:10:03.940 Yeah.

01:10:04.240 And if you, and I mean, if they were nightmares, I mean, that's annoying, I suppose, but no,

01:10:08.460 the dreams, no, just, uh, things that, uh, I think were going to happen.

01:10:14.280 Things that did, we need to pray later, bro.

01:10:16.360 Yeah.

01:10:16.780 We're going to turn this on.

01:10:18.060 All right.

01:10:18.500 We'll talk about it later.

01:10:19.660 But I was just like, cause you know what?

01:10:21.940 I was like, I don't really, I just don't want these things right now.

01:10:24.600 And, and, and then they stopped like, but at that time I don't, I didn't need them.

01:10:29.460 And to be honest, not sure.

01:10:31.000 I want them right now either.

01:10:33.360 I got a lot of wires.

01:10:34.680 I got a lot of wires.

01:10:35.740 I got a lot of things going on.

01:10:37.060 I don't, I don't want the Lord guiding with the things that you're going on and doing.

01:10:40.880 I still love it.

01:10:41.600 I think I love dreams, man.

01:10:42.920 I don't know.

01:10:43.480 I mean, Brian was talking about how to get prophetic dreams and I'm like, Oh dude, I

01:10:47.720 basically almost do that.

01:10:49.580 Like tell me how to not, how to literally the only thing that I'm missing is asking the

01:10:53.220 Lord to send me dreams that I'm going to be doing that because I'm a napper and I do

01:10:58.040 be like in naps and I do get all kinds of really crazy dreams.

01:11:01.180 And Brian, Brian's going to punch me, but it's a, it's a, it's a responsibility from

01:11:05.020 what I've experienced with Spider-Man.

01:11:07.480 Yeah.

01:11:07.820 Well, can you uncle Ben him with much dreams?

01:11:12.600 Cause much responsibility, much responsibility is of explaining them to your mom.

01:11:15.920 And then people don't explain them to your mom.

01:11:17.420 That's the, I would have, I think this is why somebody interpret your dreams properly.

01:11:22.120 Or are they just like, Oh, I'm explaining my dream.

01:11:24.440 Here's what it is.

01:11:25.520 No, I don't, I don't think so.

01:11:26.860 Okay.

01:11:27.260 Yeah.

01:11:27.420 So here's the deal, dude.

01:11:29.100 Um, having dreams that mean something, some of like the coolest things I've ever experienced

01:11:34.060 with.

01:11:34.380 Yes.

01:11:34.900 Like, bro, I've literally had dreams where God told me, and it was like weird dreams.

01:11:39.340 It was like so weird.

01:11:40.260 Like you wouldn't even like think it was anything.

01:11:42.140 Like I had a dream of like a dolphin that, uh, got, you know, swimming along and went into

01:11:47.820 a tube and then a shark came and bit the tube and then the dolphin was stuck in the

01:11:51.700 tube, but he didn't swim out.

01:11:52.860 But instead the dolphin turned into spikes and shot spikes through the tube, bro.

01:11:58.320 That meant something that meant something so significant.

01:12:01.720 And there was so much to that understanding when you can interpret the, the, the dreams

01:12:06.600 and that stuff happened.

01:12:08.680 Like stuff that I have had crazy dreams.

01:12:11.600 I know like, okay, Lord, the Lord gave me a dream actually last night.

01:12:15.600 And I know exactly, exactly what it meant.

01:12:19.080 Can you share it?

01:12:20.540 Um, well, it's, it's not something that, um, is good.

01:12:25.260 All right.

01:12:25.900 Oh no.

01:12:26.860 It was a dream.

01:12:28.920 It was a dream.

01:12:29.840 Hold on.

01:12:30.220 Hold on.

01:12:30.420 Before you tell us.

01:12:32.060 Now, now we can continue.

01:12:33.900 Thank you.

01:12:34.680 I don't have to, I'm going to have to ask Lord.

01:12:36.280 It's like the, uh, God hasn't given me fully the understanding of it yet.

01:12:40.220 Okay.

01:12:40.460 But he mentioned, you know, he showed me that there was a man that, um, I was shouting

01:12:46.100 to a woman.

01:12:47.840 I said, you need to leave that boyfriend of yours. 0.97

01:12:51.420 And I was shouting to this woman, leave that boyfriend. 1.00

01:12:54.980 He's going to, he's going to ruin you.

01:12:56.800 He's going to kill you.

01:12:57.960 And I was in a, in a grocery store parking lot.

01:13:00.480 Okay.

01:13:00.940 And then that, then that I went and then she looked at me and said, don't, don't say anything.

01:13:06.220 I said, no, you need to leave your boyfriend now.

01:13:08.960 He's going to kill you.

01:13:10.120 And the boyfriend heard me, but I didn't know who it was.

01:13:12.860 Cause there's all these people in the grocery store parking lot.

01:13:15.100 And then, so I'm like, okay, I started walking and these two guys started walking towards

01:13:19.080 me.

01:13:19.280 I didn't know which one was which.

01:13:20.620 And so I turned into this grocery store building, but I couldn't lock the door.

01:13:25.040 And then the guy turned in, came into the building.

01:13:28.540 And then I put my foot at the door and stopped him.

01:13:30.940 And then I realized this is the guy that was the boyfriend that was like pissed that I warned

01:13:35.100 her.

01:13:35.620 Yeah.

01:13:35.860 And then now he, and he was trying to come in and then he grabbed, then he turned around and

01:13:39.400 grabbed a hammer, came back at me and tried hitting me and then reached his hand through

01:13:43.440 the crack.

01:13:43.980 But I put my foot there and tried to hit me, but I grabbed the hammer and was able to get

01:13:48.140 it out of his hand.

01:13:49.380 Every single part of this dream has a significance.

01:13:52.320 I know this sounds like chaos.

01:13:53.920 I know it sounds just like some random, whatever.

01:13:56.740 Okay.

01:13:56.900 This dream is significant into that.

01:13:59.180 The woman, the woman is, is either society and the Lord hasn't given me the full understanding 1.00

01:14:05.040 of it and society that I am being a voice of warning to the world.

01:14:10.460 Okay.

01:14:10.980 And I am supposed to speak.

01:14:12.700 And that speaking is going to evoke something potentially dangerous that's going to come

01:14:20.580 from me.

01:14:20.960 But if I prepare to shut my door, I know that I can stop it.

01:14:26.540 Now it still might reach its hand in, but with its hand that it reaches at me, I can use

01:14:32.200 its hand as a weapon against it.

01:14:35.040 And so like, I can see now that whatever's going on in my life and the things that I'm

01:14:40.580 dealing with because of the dream interpretation, I understand, okay, I'm going to be a voice.

01:14:45.920 I'm going to speak.

01:14:47.080 It's going to piss something off.

01:14:48.860 Something's going to try to come.

01:14:50.520 I need to know how to navigate when it comes.

01:14:52.940 I'll be able to use it against it.

01:14:54.960 You're in a bad place too.

01:14:57.180 I was telling you before when we were in the coffee shop, you know, you're in California

01:15:02.220 and the world is going into chaos in a really big way.

01:15:06.720 And what's not going to be, and I'm not saying that you should shy away from this, but

01:15:10.820 spreading the gospel in places that, you know, the adversary has a stronghold in.

01:15:17.600 And certainly these city centers have a massive dark spirit over them.

01:15:22.920 It's, you're not going to be well-received.

01:15:24.980 And I know you were saying that you were thinking the opposite over.

01:15:28.020 No, no, no.

01:15:28.620 I agree.

01:15:29.060 I agree.

01:15:29.460 I will be real received.

01:15:31.020 Well, well, I mean.

01:15:31.960 In the name of Jesus.

01:15:32.920 Not only will you.

01:15:34.220 I rebuke it.

01:15:35.060 There are people that will need to hear what you're saying.

01:15:39.440 You know, the crazier the world gets, the more important the gospel is, the more important

01:15:43.880 people coming to Jesus Christ is.

01:15:46.200 And so if anybody needs it, it's going to be people in those places.

01:15:50.900 It's just a, it's a, you know.

01:15:53.560 But this is, this is how, this is how prophecy works.

01:15:56.440 When you share these things, you understand these things, you speak these things.

01:15:59.680 So it's like, I know that like, I will be protected and that I will be able to fend

01:16:03.880 off the situation.

01:16:05.280 But now the Lord's warned me.

01:16:06.640 So now I have an understanding of it.

01:16:08.080 And so now I'll have peace and I'll be able to go, okay, I'm going to be the voice.

01:16:13.000 It's going to piss somebody, somebody off, somebody.

01:16:15.920 And it doesn't mean that this person is going to come after me with a hammer.

01:16:18.320 It could be a totally different understanding.

01:16:19.880 But that's the symbol that was used.

01:16:21.560 That's just how the dream was interpreted.

01:16:23.120 But it could be a spiritual, it could be something, you know, that they come after me in social

01:16:27.980 media or who knows what, you know.

01:16:29.320 I want to, I want to tell him really quickly about it.

01:16:31.980 Then I want to get back to Al.

01:16:32.940 I'm going to give him the abridged version.

01:16:34.140 But I had, when we were having this falling out after Bohemian Grove and it was very,

01:16:37.720 um, uh, uh, I guess, uh, term, termotulous, uh, I had this dream where, uh, I had this

01:16:48.140 dream where, um, you know, we were very stressed out and, and I felt when we had a falling out

01:16:55.760 with some of our old buddies that I was vindicated that I had the correct position in our argument

01:17:02.360 that I was in alignment with the truth.

01:17:04.340 And I think that made, um, giving into this spirit of anger and resentment very tempting

01:17:10.800 because it's like, I'm right.

01:17:13.220 I'm right.

01:17:13.800 And even if I was right, it was like that being correct was still the slippery slope that

01:17:19.560 could have led to me being in this spirit of, of anger and in the spirit of resentment.

01:17:23.440 So I had this dream, I'm on a ship and the ship is on these, this treacherous water.

01:17:29.020 And it's, it's, you know, these waves and it's, it's horrifying.

01:17:31.980 And the ocean is, is very, very, um, uh, uneasy, tumultuous, tumultuous.

01:17:38.900 I tried so hard not to use it again.

01:17:40.560 And, um, and on this ship, there was a man and this man, uh, to me was, well, in the dream,

01:17:49.040 I was accepting the idea that he was this ancient vampire, but he was like an older man.

01:17:53.780 He was well-dressed.

01:17:54.780 He had like slick back hair.

01:17:55.940 He was wearing a tank top, but you could tell like over the tank top, he previously

01:17:59.740 had nice clothes, like things with buttons.

01:18:01.320 He had nice shoes, nice slacks, things like that.

01:18:04.600 And, um, and he is this ancient vampire and around him, there are these people that shared

01:18:09.720 in that spirit of vampirism with him.

01:18:11.540 And, and one of them is a woman and she's like a bit of a floozy and she's like careless 1.00

01:18:15.720 and so maybe even drunk.

01:18:17.100 And then there's like another guy and it's just all these people that are somehow sharing

01:18:21.680 in this spirit.

01:18:22.240 And I felt like he had infected them with vampirism and some of them are, are getting

01:18:26.720 cast over the edge of the ship into these, these waters, right?

01:18:31.120 Because they're certainly dying.

01:18:32.520 And, um, and so I'm, I'm talking to him and I'm understanding that he is infecting these

01:18:40.480 people with his spirit and he is kind of remorseful, but he's doing it anyway.

01:18:47.020 And I understand that if I share in this spirit with him, that's where I'm going.

01:18:51.440 And he also knows that that's his fate.

01:18:53.880 At one point, I remember him looking over the banister into the ocean and he knows that's

01:18:57.540 where he's going.

01:18:58.520 And, um, and he is kind of sad that I'm not going to share in this spirit with him.

01:19:04.520 But I just like, that's, that's the whole premise of the dream is like, I know, even

01:19:10.660 though he kind of seems all right, if I were to share in this thing with him, that's where

01:19:15.640 I'm going.

01:19:16.140 And so I, I didn't want anything to do with it.

01:19:19.300 And I instead like turned my back to him and turned my back to the waters.

01:19:22.980 But all these other people were just spilling overboard into the ocean.

01:19:26.700 And, uh, and when I woke up, I kind of thought it was like a nonsense dream for some reason.

01:19:31.280 And then I was unpacking it to my wife and I'm like, oh my God, like I'm being tempted

01:19:34.640 right now.

01:19:35.160 Everywhere I look with this spirit of anger and this spirit of resentment and like righteous

01:19:39.980 vindication, like I was correct.

01:19:42.660 And therefore I can uncork on these people and say whatever I want.

01:19:47.180 But instead I didn't do that.

01:19:48.620 Instead, I, I apologized, you know, for, for whatever role that I played in this falling

01:19:53.640 out.

01:19:54.160 And I, and I prayed about the situation for these individuals, yada, yada, yada.

01:19:59.640 Um, and then I, I even told you, I had this deliverance session with, uh, with Laura Baker

01:20:03.320 because it was so heavy on my spirit.

01:20:05.860 I, I felt like I had at least dodged the anger and resentment bullet, but then the Lord put

01:20:10.400 on me to, to actually reach out to one of them, uh, to go to his house.

01:20:14.400 And I didn't, I didn't do it.

01:20:16.500 And, uh, and then I started, then I started having like all kinds of really crazy crap

01:20:22.020 happen.

01:20:22.400 I was seeing things like in the crack of my door in my bathroom and I was having nightmares

01:20:26.620 that first started as stressful and then turned into supernatural.

01:20:30.020 And, uh, and it didn't stop until I had this deliverance and I, and I, uh, repented for

01:20:35.240 disobedience effectively.

01:20:36.740 And, um, but it was this huge, but I, but I think I, I may have understood that dream

01:20:42.840 enough.

01:20:43.240 It was like a prophetic warning to me, like, don't engage with this spirit or you are going

01:20:48.740 to the same place where these other people are going who share in that spirit.

01:20:52.500 You're absolutely right.

01:20:53.260 I mean, that's exactly what your dream meant.

01:20:54.960 Your dream literally meant like, do not, there isn't, there is a man who is involved.

01:20:59.520 It's something demonic in their agenda and what they're promoting and what they're doing.

01:21:05.060 And that individual is infecting people with ideologies that are wrong and that are false.

01:21:11.400 And they're infecting the others that are around him that are also spreading false narrative

01:21:16.760 and false information.

01:21:18.340 This is what your dream means.

01:21:19.840 And if you were to engage with that, those, those false information is sending people into

01:21:24.820 the abyss.

01:21:25.860 That's where the water is.

01:21:27.360 The water is the abyss.

01:21:28.300 And if you're to engage in that individual, you would be going into the abyss as well.

01:21:33.600 And not only that, he knows he's going into the abyss because he knows he's wrong.

01:21:37.380 He knows in his heart, he's been warned by God as also.

01:21:41.080 That is what your dream means.

01:21:42.540 So your dream has a meaning 100%.

01:21:44.980 It doesn't mean it's not significant to be like, I'm going to ignore this.

01:21:50.500 Like the Lord shows you stuff and you can do one of two things.

01:21:53.600 You can pray against your dream.

01:21:55.960 Like I'm going to pray.

01:21:56.980 I pray against the situation of my dream that Lord God, in the name of Jesus, the dream that

01:22:02.720 you showed me, may it not happen.

01:22:04.700 And may whatever the thing that comes against me, Lord, whatever is trying to come against

01:22:09.120 me, Father, I pray that you stop that before it even gets to the door in the name of Jesus.

01:22:14.880 And I speak that over myself now.

01:22:17.280 And this is how I prophesy.

01:22:18.980 And this is how you speak against these things.

01:22:22.620 The Lord gives you a dream.

01:22:24.380 And I say right now, and I declare before everybody you're seeing and everybody that hears that

01:22:27.960 in the name of Jesus, that dream will not prosper in my life.

01:22:32.500 And the negativity of it will not prosper in my life.

01:22:35.320 How do you know if it's a dream from the Lord or something else?

01:22:39.020 Every dream is from the Lord.

01:22:40.240 Okay.

01:22:40.580 Explain yourself.

01:22:41.140 Every dream, even in the nightmares, because God's allowing you to experience and understand

01:22:45.440 something about yourself.

01:22:47.440 Every dream.

01:22:48.720 So even if they're terrible, you're learning something.

01:22:51.660 God's allowing it to happen.

01:22:53.780 So that way you understand and you know, like if you have dreams, even like sexual dreams,

01:22:57.580 that's something that's wrong with your heart.

01:22:59.360 There's something in your heart that's sexually that you're perverse and the Lord's showing

01:23:03.820 this to you.

01:23:04.640 You need to fight that.

01:23:05.880 You need to understand that to where your dreams become pure.

01:23:09.140 So you can fight all of it.

01:23:10.580 You can, you can, to an extent, control some aspect of your dreams.

01:23:14.520 People think you can't.

01:23:15.440 Yeah, you can.

01:23:16.220 I've gotten to the point in my dreams where like, when something goes wrong, I'll find

01:23:20.280 myself calling on Christ.

01:23:21.820 There you go.

01:23:22.460 Like in my dreams.

01:23:23.240 That's what's in your heart.

01:23:24.980 Your heart, your dreams are a reflection.

01:23:26.920 That wasn't always the case.

01:23:28.160 Like, you know, most of my life, that wasn't the case.

01:23:30.520 Something changed at some point.

01:23:32.900 And then I was like, having these dreams.

01:23:36.100 There is a demonic entity.

01:23:38.480 At first, I'm gripped.

01:23:40.100 And then all of a sudden, it dawns on me.

01:23:41.820 I realize I can call out to Jesus Christ.

01:23:44.420 I, in one of my dreams, I was praying the blood of Jesus Christ over me and the people

01:23:49.720 that I was with.

01:23:50.500 If, yeah, yeah, you can.

01:23:53.860 It's weird because it's not like I thought to do it.

01:23:56.180 It was like this character that I am, you know, experiencing the dream from the perspective

01:24:03.580 of it.

01:24:04.060 It's me, but I'm not, it's like almost autopilot, you know, because I'm not like consciously

01:24:08.020 making decisions.

01:24:08.740 But all of a sudden, in my dream state, I become aware that I can call on Jesus Christ.

01:24:14.800 Always, always, always, 100% course corrects the entire thing.

01:24:20.960 I either rebuke this thing that's there, or if there's not an actual thing there, it's

01:24:25.680 a stressful scenario that's, I think, evoking stress from me because I think they feed off

01:24:30.400 of it.

01:24:31.520 I wake up.

01:24:34.040 And I don't know how to, it's hard to quantify that because it's not a conscious decision

01:24:38.100 that I'm making inside the dream, but something changed at some point.

01:24:41.700 And that has become a dynamic that is part of my dream experience now.

01:24:46.620 When things go too far south, something kicks in, and I go, in the name of Jesus Christ,

01:24:52.540 and either this thing is, honestly, sometimes, like, you know, when I'm prophesying, I'm praying

01:24:58.000 the blood of Jesus Christ over me and my, whoever I'm with in this one dream.

01:25:03.740 It is not even, almost doesn't even sound like me because it's like the way that I'm speaking

01:25:09.500 is profound and convicted, and it's like, wow.

01:25:13.980 And then I'm, and then I'm awake.

01:25:15.740 I remember that one.

01:25:16.420 That was when I thought we were going to go to Moon Lake.

01:25:18.900 Oh, yeah.

01:25:19.480 And then it was like somebody trapped us in some sort of scenario.

01:25:22.920 All right.

01:25:23.400 All right.

01:25:24.640 We have to get back to Al's story because I'm sorry.

01:25:27.420 I know the audience is like, the dreams, really, Raven?

01:25:30.200 The dreams?

01:25:31.340 So it's the dreams.

01:25:32.060 I got dreams.

01:25:33.020 The dreams.

01:25:34.140 All right.

01:25:34.640 So Al, please continue.

01:25:36.080 No, I'm getting back in.

01:25:36.880 I'm getting into the, the, a lot of doing a lot of Monroe stuff, and I'm really exploring

01:25:41.820 like cymatics and things like that, and then trying to like do meditations with different

01:25:45.900 frequencies.

01:25:46.760 And I'm getting the same feeling.

01:25:48.100 I'm doing like Weimhoff breathing techniques before I meditate.

01:25:51.280 And then like when I'm in that kind of like floaty feeling, I'll put on some kind of frequency

01:25:54.800 and then I'll just meditate.

01:25:56.400 That's interesting.

01:25:57.160 Yeah.

01:25:57.460 It was interesting.

01:25:58.460 And what, what, what fruits did it mean?

01:26:00.900 I never had like during meditation.

01:26:02.280 I don't know.

01:26:02.660 I didn't use it.

01:26:03.340 I wasn't like, I'm going to like contact something.

01:26:05.420 I just wanted to like be calm and just like clear everything out.

01:26:08.240 I was working for that.

01:26:09.320 But at the same time, this really, this is like a little side thing.

01:26:11.840 It's only going to take a second.

01:26:12.800 During that time, I never go in through the front door of my house.

01:26:16.400 We always go in through the garage.

01:26:17.920 So like that.

01:26:18.560 But during that time, I remember this coming in.

01:26:21.360 And I was here.

01:26:22.260 I was pretty much into the Merkle show at that time.

01:26:24.880 Yeah.

01:26:25.060 And I'm listening to a lot of different things and the demon stuff like that.

01:26:28.140 But for the one time we came in through the front door at that time.

01:26:32.340 And as I walked in the front door, all of a sudden I couldn't control.

01:26:35.600 Like I felt this, this feeling of like pure happiness, like super, super happiness.

01:26:40.580 And my face was like, it smiled so big and my eyes opened up.

01:26:45.000 And it's like, and it's like, I didn't do it myself.

01:26:46.980 I was like, and I was like, did I just let something in through the front door?

01:26:50.720 Oh my God.

01:26:51.200 I'm thinking like Dracula stuff like that.

01:26:53.200 And I was just like, it scared me.

01:26:54.860 But at the same time, it was like, I felt awesome.

01:26:56.560 Like, you know.

01:26:57.620 Yeah.

01:26:57.780 Cause whatever it is, it's pumped.

01:26:59.240 Yeah.

01:26:59.700 I was just like, I looked around and I was like, why am I smiling so huge?

01:27:02.680 My eyes were big and it just kind of faded away.

01:27:04.500 And, but I thought that was something cool I could put in there.

01:27:07.300 Like did something, did anything go ahead, Brian?

01:27:09.580 I've seen that several times.

01:27:11.640 I was actually praying for one of my friends one time who I, I, I like, we know each other

01:27:16.360 really well.

01:27:16.760 And he was like, yeah, I didn't film some stuff.

01:27:18.380 So we start praying.

01:27:19.160 And then all of a sudden he's like, yeah, it's smiling uncontrollable.

01:27:23.080 I'm like, bro, I'm like, what?

01:27:25.260 And he was like, I'm sorry.

01:27:26.660 He's like, I'm sorry.

01:27:27.300 I don't.

01:27:27.840 And he's like, he's like, why am I doing that?

01:27:31.120 And all of a sudden it does it again.

01:27:32.840 He's like, I don't know what I'm doing this.

01:27:34.280 And like, and he's like, couldn't stop the smiling.

01:27:36.720 Yeah.

01:27:36.880 Wow.

01:27:37.100 And he's like, starts looking at me.

01:27:38.480 And then all of a sudden he stops talking and all he's doing is smiling and his mouth is

01:27:41.940 getting bigger and bigger.

01:27:42.920 Like it felt like my mouth was trying to get, well, that sounds like a positive thing until you

01:27:46.780 look into like all the spooky crap that Hollywood dishes out.

01:27:49.980 With the big smile mouths.

01:27:50.520 Yeah, exactly.

01:27:51.400 Oh yeah.

01:27:52.260 Impossibly wide smiles, right?

01:27:53.960 You get a lot of that in these horrors.

01:27:55.900 So did anything change?

01:27:57.800 Cause that seems, that sounds to me like a pivotal moment.

01:28:00.020 This thing potentially has gained access.

01:28:02.700 You've, you've, it's knocked and you've let it in.

01:28:05.220 If it was in you, if it was a hitchhiker, if it was attached to you, it seems like somehow

01:28:08.620 it's gained access.

01:28:09.200 I didn't think about any of that till after.

01:28:10.820 I just thought that was a weird thing, but I did have that thought in my mind, like, you

01:28:14.000 know, because of listening to all those weird podcasts.

01:28:15.900 Yeah, man.

01:28:16.780 But so I'm, you know, doing that.

01:28:18.800 And then when I saw you guys, that that's the one thing I was like, I was like frequency

01:28:22.180 meditation is, you know, is kind of what drew, what drew me to that stuff.

01:28:27.280 So I'm getting more into the frequency stuff.

01:28:28.920 And at this time, everybody's back in school.

01:28:31.120 I got a lot of time.

01:28:31.940 The productions I'm on aren't back in, you know, they're still taking off time till

01:28:35.840 everything calms down.

01:28:36.800 So I got hours to go.

01:28:37.740 So I was like, oh, I'm home alone a lot of time.

01:28:40.860 So this is probably the time to do it.

01:28:42.520 I won't, you know, mess with anybody or do anything.

01:28:44.260 So I go out and I allegedly buy this, uh, this Egyptian bong with all kinds of weird

01:28:49.660 Egyptian symbols all over it.

01:28:51.280 I'm doing all the wrong things.

01:28:52.720 Oh, my goodness.

01:28:54.200 Oh, my goodness.

01:28:55.760 Yeah.

01:28:55.900 That's not a, that's not a random choice there.

01:28:58.620 So, and, you know, so I get that and, and finally I break it out.

01:29:02.120 I'm like, okay, this afternoon, this is the time we're going to do it.

01:29:04.160 So I was like, I've been doing frequency meditation.

01:29:06.360 It's making me feel good.

01:29:07.240 So like when I try it the first time I'm going to put on this thing.

01:29:09.680 So I find this, this thing, it's like 528 megahertz supposed to be like a healing frequency.

01:29:15.560 And it's like really nice and close.

01:29:17.360 I was like, I could do it.

01:29:17.960 So I prepare like the side of the bed.

01:29:21.060 I was like, I'm going to lay down right here and I'm just going to do it.

01:29:22.880 And this is supposed to be like not a super long trip.

01:29:25.020 So you should be able to.

01:29:26.400 Yeah.

01:29:26.560 Like 20 minutes, half an hour.

01:29:28.240 I'm cool.

01:29:28.660 Like I've got hours of the day.

01:29:30.100 We're in an hour.

01:29:30.840 Yeah.

01:29:31.120 And that's it, man.

01:29:32.520 Yeah.

01:29:32.920 And then, and at this time I wasn't like, I'm going to crack open the keys of the universe,

01:29:37.300 but I was like, I got questions.

01:29:38.540 I want to know.

01:29:39.080 I just want to show up cause I'm hearing all these people doing DMT and like, and, you

01:29:43.920 know, asking questions, getting this profound stuff.

01:29:45.780 And I was like, I don't have like a huge question.

01:29:47.720 I just like, I want to know what's going on.

01:29:49.400 Yeah.

01:29:49.760 I just want to show up and be like, Hey, what's going on?

01:29:51.480 Or just see something, you know, I'm, you know, it's not, it's not like a deep thing

01:29:55.200 like that.

01:29:55.780 So first time I put the, I put the music on, I get it all set up, I pack it up.

01:30:02.040 I do it.

01:30:03.580 I lay back and I'm expecting something.

01:30:05.360 And man, you just said that and never had, it didn't really work the first time.

01:30:08.640 Oh no, man.

01:30:09.560 Just like you said.

01:30:10.640 Yeah.

01:30:11.320 And, uh, I was like, man, it didn't really work.

01:30:13.160 Maybe I need more.

01:30:13.840 Maybe I need something like that.

01:30:14.780 So at the very end I'm sitting there and then I just see these like little tendrils of like

01:30:18.920 smoke coming in from the sides of my vision of like all different colors, like rainbow

01:30:22.240 colors.

01:30:22.640 And they meet in the middle and kind of swirl around.

01:30:24.780 I'm like, Oh, okay.

01:30:25.520 So it's starting to work.

01:30:27.140 So I was like, it's okay.

01:30:27.860 Well, I'm still feeling this.

01:30:29.320 Well, it's still feeling this.

01:30:31.020 I'm going to do, I'm going to do it again because I hear you have to take a couple.

01:30:34.240 This is what, what's his name did, uh, Jonathan, right?

01:30:37.960 Uh, Oh yeah.

01:30:39.140 Yeah.

01:30:39.680 Um, of, uh, Cold of Conspiracy.

01:30:43.540 Yeah.

01:30:43.700 Who also, he does a metaphysics.

01:30:45.700 I don't know what the heck it's called, but, um, yeah, he, he ended up doing, it seems

01:30:49.580 like too much DMT.

01:30:50.800 Same sort of thing.

01:30:51.320 I think he did a little bit and he had like, it's like, Oh, there's something there.

01:30:54.200 And then he did more.

01:30:54.960 And then he's like, I experienced death directly with the frequency.

01:30:59.960 So I kept the same thing on the five 28, you know?

01:31:02.640 And, uh, so I did a little bit more.

01:31:04.360 And then that time, like, you know, I kind of rocketed out and I was like, okay, this

01:31:08.240 is it, you know?

01:31:08.860 And then when you do like something like that, it's not like, I mean, mushrooms, I think mushrooms,

01:31:13.320 you feel more high and giggly and weird when you do it.

01:31:15.740 You know, you feel like you're, you're high.

01:31:17.520 Yeah.

01:31:17.820 When DMT, it doesn't feel like that.

01:31:19.620 You feel clear.

01:31:21.060 So you've got this state of consciousness, but you are in an altered, in an altered place.

01:31:25.780 Right.

01:31:26.420 So this, I'm just feeling like everything's just white and all I can feel is like my

01:31:31.200 teeth, you know, and I'm just like rocketing through this, this, this realm.

01:31:36.480 And I'm just seeing like fractals of red and gold and stuff coming in.

01:31:40.200 And I'm like, you know, I was like, okay.

01:31:42.580 And I started coming down from that and that wasn't that, you know, profound.

01:31:46.680 So, but afterwards, you know, I'm walking, I guess as it, as it starts to wear off, you

01:31:51.440 can, you can function, you can do things, you can start, you're still seeing like weird

01:31:54.560 stuff, but you can like, so I walk outside my dogs on the, on the couch outside.

01:31:59.200 I'm like, I'll pet my dog.

01:32:00.220 I look and look up at the sky and it's just like checkerboard of the exact same cloud

01:32:06.780 formation, just folding into itself like a million times.

01:32:10.180 And then I'm like, simulation theory, we're in a simulation, you know, and I look back

01:32:13.780 at the house and I can see like these pink wireframe, like, you know, when you're doing

01:32:17.460 animation, like the guide frames, I'm like, it's, it is a simulation, but you know, who

01:32:22.500 knows, who knows what you want to see.

01:32:25.240 Yeah.

01:32:25.340 You're seeing behind the wall.

01:32:26.680 So what you're actually looking at is like, imagine like we, we are in a bathroom and

01:32:31.640 there's pipes and the water comes out the wall and when you go into these realms, you're

01:32:35.120 actually seeing through the wall where all the pipes are.

01:32:37.940 So a lot of times you are seeing like structural things.

01:32:41.140 Yeah.

01:32:41.340 This is actually, Paul Stobbs did a great job of explaining this.

01:32:44.300 He says like, imagine a beautiful ornate rug, right?

01:32:47.180 And then when you do DMT, what you're actually seeing is all the cross stitching on the bottom

01:32:51.020 side, which is, you know, it's, it's part of the integrity of the rug.

01:32:55.020 It's necessary for all this beauty to exist, but you're seeing kind of the back of, you

01:32:59.140 know, uh, how it's made.

01:33:00.420 I'm seeing that, you know, all those lower dimension, mind you, just so you know, people

01:33:04.420 think they're going to a higher dimension.

01:33:06.020 No, you're going to a lower dimension.

01:33:07.780 And this is the fractal realm is the realm where the demons reside.

01:33:11.340 And this is why they'd rather be inside of you than inside of this round because they can't

01:33:15.460 turn it off, right?

01:33:16.580 That's the realm in which they operate in.

01:33:18.600 There's no beauty in it.

01:33:19.900 They can't engage.

01:33:20.720 And they also want to engage in, in like sins of the flesh, right?

01:33:23.900 They want to be involved in the physical, which is why as soon as they possess you, they

01:33:27.780 drive you to drug use.

01:33:28.740 They drive you to sexual debauchery. 0.93

01:33:30.300 They, they drive you to violence.

01:33:31.480 They want to engage with this aspect of, of, of, uh, of reality, but where they are sucks.

01:33:38.360 Yeah.

01:33:38.980 But that, that wireframe thing was really, I was like, wow, there is something to something.

01:33:42.600 There's another realm.

01:33:43.260 I know, like now I know for sure there's something on the other side of this, you know?

01:33:47.760 And I did write this story and I sent it to Merkel, like real early on, but like later

01:33:51.860 on, I found he doesn't like, if it has any drugs involved in it.

01:33:54.820 Now he's changed that.

01:33:55.900 Now he's realized that like the drug stories, it's not glorifying the drugs and it's also

01:34:00.320 not diminishing the experience.

01:34:02.080 In fact, if you, I think if you don't, um, allow people to share these experiences and

01:34:07.980 then try to help them into understanding what they are, then it's just another one of those

01:34:12.000 things where we live in a materialist realm.

01:34:14.560 There are spiritual experiences and there's not many places to go for answers.

01:34:18.140 He's not understanding the, or giving legitimacy to the, the idea that there's a lot of doorways

01:34:23.960 with these, with these, uh, drugs.

01:34:26.280 He thinks, I guess he thinks it's more hallucinations, but obviously, well, you know what it is?

01:34:30.440 It's like his audience could say, um, Nancy, uh, she says, my ex did DMT a couple of days

01:34:38.480 before his amateur MMA debut.

01:34:40.260 He said he visited the spirit of his ancestors who gave him permission to enter the ring.

01:34:44.360 Weird stuff.

01:34:45.280 Did he win?

01:34:46.380 Um, yeah, that's, uh, what's his name?

01:34:48.300 Who does that?

01:34:49.120 Uh, uh, Alex Pereira.

01:34:51.500 Alex Pereira does that.

01:34:52.920 Yeah.

01:34:53.180 He is actually very, that's an interesting one.

01:34:54.960 When he fought, uh, Jerry Prohoshka, Jerry said, uh, just promise when we come to the fight,

01:35:00.180 he won.

01:35:00.740 He said, promise when we come to the fight, you're not bringing any of these entities because

01:35:03.860 when they do the face-offs, he's wearing, uh, like the painted face and they're doing

01:35:08.040 like those chants of whatever, whatever, dress like the spirit that you want to inhabit you.

01:35:12.580 And he's painting himself like this, you know, this, this spiritual entity.

01:35:16.520 Um, oh yeah.

01:35:17.460 So yeah, that's very real.

01:35:18.780 And then like the, the, it is the ancestors is where we get ancestor worship from the concept

01:35:23.720 of ancestor worship.

01:35:25.180 They have people always think they're meeting their ancestors.

01:35:27.020 You're meeting demons that were possessed.

01:35:28.520 Familiar spirits and such.

01:35:29.980 Yeah.

01:35:30.580 Yeah, yeah, exactly.

01:35:31.520 But that they, they think it's, it's always the same.

01:35:33.860 And you know what?

01:35:34.460 Another thing that's always the same that people don't get, it's the same thing is

01:35:38.220 worshiping the, um, in the Catholic church, the saints.

01:35:42.020 Who do you think they are?

01:35:43.080 Catholics are mad now. 1.00

01:35:43.920 Who do you think you're doing?

01:35:44.920 What do you think you're praying to?

01:35:45.980 Your ancestor's fool?

01:35:47.040 It's ancestor worship.

01:35:48.140 Yeah.

01:35:48.580 It's the same thing.

01:35:49.420 Like, how do you think that's any different?

01:35:50.960 Oh, that's a great point.

01:35:51.800 Yeah.

01:35:51.920 That these saints would be your ancestors.

01:35:54.020 Yeah.

01:35:54.120 Literally your ancestors, right?

01:35:55.500 Yes.

01:35:55.740 Yeah.

01:35:56.140 It's the same exact thing, but people miss it.

01:35:58.380 Your predecessors, those who came before you.

01:36:00.940 Yeah.

01:36:01.180 Yeah.

01:36:01.340 With their great wisdom, dude, it's demons, dude.

01:36:03.460 You're talking to demons that were possessing or following these under individuals. 0.80

01:36:07.120 Always.

01:36:07.640 Catholics down bad right now. 0.94

01:36:09.540 Every episode, we're just stomping them, curb stomping them.

01:36:13.120 Very sorry, Catholics, but you got some, uh, some housekeeping to do better. 1.00

01:36:16.720 You got to look at what you're doing.

01:36:17.920 All right.

01:36:18.160 So, so, uh, continue going through that.

01:36:20.160 Like, okay.

01:36:20.720 So I'm in the wireframe deal.

01:36:22.580 I'm looking at the clouds.

01:36:23.240 It's starting to calm down again.

01:36:24.100 So I'm like, I'm almost there.

01:36:25.720 So I'm going to do it one more time.

01:36:27.860 And, you know, while I still feel a little bit of effects of what's going on now, and

01:36:31.640 that should be it.

01:36:32.360 I should be able to, to, to get where I want to go.

01:36:34.800 Yeah.

01:36:35.020 So, oh, so you're saying we're almost there.

01:36:37.820 You're now compelled by what you're seeing.

01:36:39.340 I feel like I skidded along the edge.

01:36:41.880 Yeah.

01:36:42.120 So I'm like, I'm going to change the change what I'm listening to.

01:36:47.480 So I've been, you know, with the meditation, stuff like that, I've been listening to the

01:36:50.160 different singing bowls and stuff like that.

01:36:51.880 So I'm like, oh, Tibetan singing bowls.

01:36:53.420 I'll put this on, you know, this is cool.

01:36:54.960 The different frequencies.

01:36:56.040 So I did that.

01:36:57.260 So I do it the third time.

01:36:58.580 The singing bowl started in the first one comes on.

01:37:01.500 You know, can kind of hear it while it's going on.

01:37:03.720 Yeah.

01:37:04.020 Okay.

01:37:04.620 So let me get this right.

01:37:06.840 So that's happening.

01:37:08.140 I'm, everything's red and gold again.

01:37:11.220 And I'm kind of seeing this ball.

01:37:13.160 Right.

01:37:13.560 And then the second belt, the second gong comes in, you know, and then, and again, it

01:37:17.800 gets more intense and I'm seeing the ball, the ball starts to move and it's like all

01:37:21.580 red and it's like liquidy.

01:37:23.020 And it's got like, I don't know, I would say like the Sanskrit thing in the middle, the

01:37:27.420 little black, the Sanskrit thing in the middle.

01:37:29.540 What do you mean?

01:37:29.880 You're seeing this?

01:37:31.080 I'm seeing this.

01:37:32.360 The Sanskrit.

01:37:33.140 What do you mean the Sanskrit?

01:37:33.660 While it's going with the music.

01:37:34.580 It's, well, it's going with the music while just getting more intense with the music.

01:37:37.580 And then the third hit of the bowl was some frequency that I've never heard before, but

01:37:42.000 it was super deep and super vibratory.

01:37:44.760 Yeah.

01:37:44.960 It was like, whoa.

01:37:46.320 And then when that happened, it's freaked out, dude.

01:37:50.040 The ball just took off, dude.

01:37:51.900 And I was chasing the ball and like, I was just watching it happen.

01:37:55.120 And it was, it was more, it was like, oh, I didn't want this.

01:37:58.120 Like, yeah, I didn't ask for all this.

01:38:00.120 I kind of did.

01:38:00.900 You kind of asked for something, right?

01:38:01.980 I did.

01:38:02.320 I asked for it.

01:38:03.160 Um, so I went through that and it was really like, you know, I, I was kind of like white

01:38:06.800 knuckling through that.

01:38:07.640 I'm just feeling like saliva coming in and I'm just watching this.

01:38:10.960 And, and, but the, the sound is so jarring.

01:38:13.540 Like I can't take it.

01:38:14.740 Wait, wait, wait.

01:38:15.060 But when you said Sanskrit thing in the center of this ball, what do you mean?

01:38:17.960 The, the, the Ohm symbol, the Ohm symbol, the Kanji Ohm thing, whatever it is.

01:38:22.380 It looks the same.

01:38:23.300 You see it everywhere.

01:38:24.460 It's a demonic symbol.

01:38:25.260 Yeah.

01:38:25.280 You see it like white women tattoos. 1.00

01:38:27.840 You know, it looked like a liquidy eight ball with the white circle red with the white circle.

01:38:31.680 And then that symbol was in the middle.

01:38:34.800 Interesting.

01:38:35.560 And then like, it would just took off and there was like liquid coming off it and stuff

01:38:38.640 like that.

01:38:39.000 But that was happening at the same time.

01:38:40.920 So, you know, I'm just white knuckling through this.

01:38:42.900 I'm like waiting for it to, I'm like, I'm glad this wasn't anything stronger.

01:38:45.960 I know this is going to end in a couple of minutes.

01:38:48.240 Um, just going through that.

01:38:50.360 And as I'm starting to come back, I'm like that I can't take the sound anymore.

01:38:53.700 I got to turn it off.

01:38:54.600 I got to.

01:38:55.000 Meanwhile, the demons are like, time doesn't matter here.

01:38:58.080 But at the same time, I'm opening my eyes now, right?

01:39:01.560 Yeah.

01:39:01.820 So and I'm under a ceiling fan, which is the where we're just talking about the freaking

01:39:05.600 electricity, the portal, the things around the fans folding into itself.

01:39:09.980 There's this like black smoke coming out of the top of it and like this weird tendrils

01:39:14.440 of black smoke.

01:39:15.040 And I'm like, this is not good.

01:39:18.000 So and then and then I start like feeling my body and looking around as I'm coming through

01:39:21.740 and I feel like I'm moving like you ever see a movie where the demon comes in and

01:39:26.180 they're moving in a really fast way, like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, like you see that with

01:39:30.960 strobing UV light, not UV light strobe strobing fluorescent, just like when they're looking

01:39:38.440 at you in their head, just going back and forth.

01:39:40.100 I mean, you know, like so like I feel like I'm doing that right.

01:39:42.980 And I'm like, something bad is going to happen.

01:39:44.720 That's just what starts going through my head.

01:39:46.180 Something bad.

01:39:47.460 I just said something's going to happen.

01:39:49.000 Something's going to happen.

01:39:50.000 And I'm looking at the fan.

01:39:50.780 I'm looking at the smoke.

01:39:51.560 So I'm like pushing myself up onto the bed because I feel like when I do snap back into

01:39:56.200 this realm, I'm going to be convulsing like I've never convulsed before.

01:39:59.460 That's what I felt like I was doing.

01:40:00.660 I felt like I was doing that.

01:40:02.760 So and then and then I just like got into my head.

01:40:05.100 I was like, it's already happened.

01:40:06.220 It's already happened.

01:40:07.000 It's already happened.

01:40:07.800 And then it started to calm down and smoke went away and stuff like that.

01:40:11.160 And then, you know, I spent like three hours looking out the window going, it's all real.

01:40:15.320 There's another realm.

01:40:16.340 There's something else going on.

01:40:17.440 If there's bad, there has to be good.

01:40:19.200 If there's good, there has to be bad.

01:40:20.380 It's like it's all true.

01:40:22.580 And so I have those weird feelings that, I mean, I don't really know how to go after

01:40:30.240 that.

01:40:31.780 Did you did you did you ever see any entities ever?

01:40:36.000 Did not see any entities.

01:40:37.560 I saw the black smoke and the tendrils, the tendrils, like tentacle things, but smoky.

01:40:43.680 OK, but they were like they were like just long, like things like that.

01:40:47.480 That was wrapped around that's the most common.

01:40:49.640 One of the most common things that people see is is tentacles.

01:40:52.520 Yeah, they'll see the things.

01:40:54.280 And like I think Graham Hancock actually on his website talks about it.

01:40:57.280 Yeah.

01:40:57.480 You can actually see the Aztecs.

01:41:00.300 They have these faces where the tentacles come out like my hands.

01:41:03.400 Oh, yeah.

01:41:04.020 It's like the tentacles come out of their head and they like go all wavy like.

01:41:08.760 Yeah.

01:41:08.940 So that's literally a thing.

01:41:10.380 It's they're called the snakes.

01:41:12.540 Sometimes people call them the snakes, the tentacles, the whatever.

01:41:16.000 Those are the seraph of angels, the fallen angels.

01:41:18.380 So you're seeing remnants of them in that spiritual realm.

01:41:21.020 You're seeing their wings or whatever they are.

01:41:22.840 That's interesting.

01:41:23.460 Nancy says, reminds me of Jerry Marcinski's friend about the ceiling apparition, which was

01:41:27.680 yeah, homeboy, who was the mechanical engineer recovering schizophrenic, went on to have a

01:41:32.720 successful career and then retired.

01:41:35.860 But he saw what like Gnostics would call I forget what the heck the name of it is, but

01:41:40.980 a serpent body lion headed thing that he I don't know how he categorized it, but it came

01:41:47.100 out of a portal.

01:41:47.960 In fact, shortly after that episode, I saw something like that.

01:41:54.140 Remember, I told you I watched a portal open up in my room.

01:41:57.460 Yeah.

01:41:59.600 And I think I was smoking at the time and it wouldn't go away if I closed or opened my

01:42:05.260 eyes.

01:42:05.920 And and I was pretty pissed off about I pissed off, but I didn't want to see that.

01:42:10.040 I didn't want anything to do with it.

01:42:11.200 And I just wanted it to stop.

01:42:12.660 And I remember watching it was like a single point that opened up and then something started

01:42:16.760 coming through it.

01:42:17.460 And I was like, nope, nope, nope.

01:42:19.520 Not today.

01:42:20.520 Not today.

01:42:20.960 I was like I was super awake.

01:42:24.060 I wasn't even like remotely close.

01:42:25.780 Yalda Boath.

01:42:27.460 Thank you.

01:42:28.800 Amen.

01:42:29.140 Right.

01:42:29.960 Yeah.

01:42:30.580 Yeah.

01:42:30.820 That sounds kind of like that situation because it was a portal that had all these like kind

01:42:34.360 of smoky tendrils around the edges of it.

01:42:36.320 It opened up and then this thing came through and it was this Abraxas.

01:42:40.320 Well, Abraxas is kind of the chicken snake thing.

01:42:42.180 Um, but yeah, yeah.

01:42:45.180 So, so, but, but to your point, um, Brian, that is a kind of thing.

01:42:49.520 Yeah.

01:42:49.820 Typically.

01:42:50.360 Yeah.

01:42:50.720 And I remember seeing that smoky tendril situation around the legs of that dude, uh, demon thing

01:42:56.860 that we really bummed me out to.

01:42:58.400 Um, so, so, so you, you have this experience and it sounds to me, Al, like you're left

01:43:07.380 not freaked out in a, in necessarily a bad way, but being like, I'm certain now that there

01:43:14.280 is more to reality.

01:43:16.740 Does this spur you on to, to try to have more experiences?

01:43:20.000 Are you, are you done at this point?

01:43:21.380 No, I'm not.

01:43:21.740 I'm done at that point.

01:43:22.600 Oh, interesting.

01:43:23.220 Uh, I, yeah, that was after that, after seeing that and feeling the feeling was, was

01:43:27.640 the worst.

01:43:28.420 Yeah.

01:43:28.840 Out of that.

01:43:29.440 But after that, you know, um, you know, I'm taking a shower, I'm seeing things in the tiles

01:43:33.560 of the shower, you know, like faces or whatever.

01:43:35.400 I said, like this frog kind of thing.

01:43:36.980 Toad.

01:43:37.680 Oh, really?

01:43:39.360 That's a lot of spirits are, they're, they're frogs.

01:43:41.400 Unclean, uh, spirits.

01:43:42.580 No, it was toad.

01:43:43.740 Oh, it was literally toad.

01:43:45.580 It was toad's face.

01:43:47.820 Um, seeing things like that, but just getting feelings more of the, the, the, a lot of the

01:43:51.920 synchronicity things like that.

01:43:53.220 You know how horrifying that would be though, to like turn and there's just a smoky ethereal

01:43:56.740 toad with his hand on his hip.

01:43:58.880 It's horrifying.

01:43:59.600 Every time he's at the house and I got to look at him, it's like, Tony, what are you doing

01:44:02.740 here?

01:44:03.060 He's like, is this the ER?

01:44:05.060 Oh my God, dude.

01:44:06.540 Just complaining.

01:44:07.160 Get out, get in the name of Jesus. 0.87

01:44:09.120 Get out of my house, dude.

01:44:10.780 Uh, uh, I'm sorry.

01:44:11.760 So go on.

01:44:12.340 No, it's just, I'm, I'm, and after that I'm starting to get like premonitiony kind of things

01:44:16.680 like that.

01:44:17.060 Like I'll be riding my bike with my son and be like, he's going to hit that mailbox right 1.00

01:44:21.200 behind me.

01:44:21.640 I'm like, well, look out.

01:44:22.280 You're going to hit that and he hit the mailbox.

01:44:24.120 I'm like, you know, things like that.

01:44:26.020 Like I'm driving and I start getting like this crazy feeling like there's going to be

01:44:29.660 an accident.

01:44:30.120 I'm going to get an accident.

01:44:31.000 I better slow down.

01:44:31.740 And then like, I go around the corner and bam, someone gets an accident right in front

01:44:34.800 of me.

01:44:35.160 Yeah.

01:44:35.400 So there's like, there's a reason for that.

01:44:37.180 Have you figured it out yet?

01:44:38.440 No.

01:44:39.540 Yeah.

01:44:39.700 So once you've engaged in the spiritual realm and you've turned on your spirit, once it's

01:44:45.460 on, once your spirit is now aware, there is, there's prophetic giftings and anointings

01:44:51.080 that are within everybody.

01:44:52.620 Okay.

01:44:53.020 So you, you came to the understanding and the knowledge of, of this experience.

01:44:56.760 Yeah.

01:44:57.240 You probably kicked on your spiritual awareness and now your spirit is more in tune with

01:45:01.000 your body.

01:45:01.960 So now you're recognizing spiritual unctionings.

01:45:04.440 Well, that's kind of what I'm trying to do on the whole thing.

01:45:06.840 Like, and at the same time, the top of my head, like where the, where your crown is,

01:45:10.800 you feel a fuzzy vibrating or tingly.

01:45:13.160 Like I'm telling my wife, I think I'm going bald.

01:45:15.180 Oh, that's interesting.

01:45:16.300 I get the same thing, but it happened for like a week.

01:45:18.480 And I was like, is my hair falling out?

01:45:19.800 I was like, no, but I just felt like that tingling all around the top.

01:45:22.960 I'll get like a spirit that was sitting on you probably.

01:45:25.760 And at the same time, I'm like, I'm not drinking fluoride.

01:45:28.620 I'm not, you know, I'm doing all this stuff.

01:45:29.800 So I'm, so I'm drinking fricking liquid deaths.

01:45:31.860 And then I read the article where they're like hiring witches and warlocks and bless this 1.00

01:45:35.580 shit.

01:45:35.980 You can't do anything without, oh my God.

01:45:39.240 I drank so much of that at skank fest. 0.97

01:45:41.240 Oh, that makes sense.

01:45:41.980 That's all that they had.

01:45:42.760 That makes sense.

01:45:43.800 I wouldn't touch, I wouldn't touch that bottle for nothing.

01:45:45.920 I mean, it's called liquid.

01:45:46.800 Well, I didn't know that.

01:45:47.680 And then I read the article.

01:45:48.420 I'm like, they're having people.

01:45:50.620 You know what I mean?

01:45:51.080 Of course.

01:45:51.640 Of course.

01:45:52.400 Yeah.

01:45:52.740 I mean, why not?

01:45:53.880 Right.

01:45:54.060 If, if the Jews are doing a kosher and why not have some, a little blessing, a little 0.99

01:46:00.160 curse, but all that stuff is happening.

01:46:02.860 And then, so like it's, I'm having all this kind of different feelings, like the stuff

01:46:07.920 I was just saying, like the little premonition kind of things.

01:46:10.060 I'm seeing a lot of the numbers.

01:46:11.280 I'm just like, I'm in that feeling, like knowing that there's a lot more going on at

01:46:15.340 the same time, when I go to bed at night, I'm terrified.

01:46:19.740 In a way that I'm not, I haven't felt ever.

01:46:22.800 Even as a kid, I had one out of body experience, like a lucid dream thing when I was a kid

01:46:27.420 where I was like, I was floating up by the ceiling.

01:46:29.700 There's just Muppets coming out of the wall.

01:46:31.240 Muppets?

01:46:31.680 The bed was on the top.

01:46:32.520 Yeah.

01:46:32.840 That's horrifying.

01:46:33.400 Muppets because that's like, wow, that's horrifying.

01:46:35.360 I should tell you right there.

01:46:36.600 But I was like six, you know?

01:46:37.900 Yeah.

01:46:38.280 Like, but anybody in your, in your, in your spirit doesn't recognize that it's totally

01:46:41.800 demonic.

01:46:42.520 Right.

01:46:42.900 Anybody in your family, you know, of like in your lineage, you have a great, like my

01:46:46.460 grandmother, for example, was, was plagued by alien abduction experiences.

01:46:50.340 And I think her modality for dealing with it was to delve into sort of new age crap.

01:46:56.780 Yeah.

01:46:56.980 And so she was involved in a lot of like what, what you would call like Wiccan practices

01:47:01.960 and such.

01:47:02.880 Anybody in your family that you're aware of?

01:47:04.920 No, but I used to hang out with this kid when I was, when I was little and his mom was

01:47:08.100 like a tarot card reader and stuff like that.

01:47:10.400 And then, you know, we were too young to know what this stuff was.

01:47:13.500 And she was like, oh, play with the Wii board, do this. 0.78

01:47:15.660 And she would sit us down and be like, dude, she was giving the kids a Wii board. 1.00

01:47:18.440 She would be like, imagine yourself as a, as a, as a white outline of your body and imagine

01:47:23.100 the light coming into your head and filling your body.

01:47:25.360 And she's like, when the light fills up your whole body, then you guys are safe and you

01:47:28.780 can go on the Wii G board and you can ask for whatever you want.

01:47:31.660 She really like 11, dude.

01:47:33.140 They were teaching.

01:47:34.060 She was teaching you to channels. 0.59

01:47:35.760 Yeah.

01:47:36.120 At 11.

01:47:36.880 And we were like, talk to Jimi Hendrix.

01:47:38.520 Like, oh my God.

01:47:39.900 And then I came home one time and I don't really remember what happened, but I came home one

01:47:44.080 time and I told my mom about it.

01:47:45.820 And I, years later I told her about it and she's like, yeah, you didn't like what happened,

01:47:49.460 whatever happened that time.

01:47:50.440 And I never, I mean, I never did it again after that.

01:47:53.260 Man, that lady is an a-hole. 1.00

01:47:55.560 Yeah.

01:47:56.100 A real, imagine like.

01:47:57.620 She was literally teaching you how to channel entities.

01:47:59.940 And that was the first time like over his house, that was the first time like they had

01:48:03.280 Cinemax.

01:48:03.880 It was the first time we saw some like, you know, Cinemax movies.

01:48:06.300 She would have, you know, roaches in the ashtray just out. 0.99

01:48:09.340 Ah, she is. 0.90

01:48:10.560 That's the cool aunt, right?

01:48:11.720 That's the, you know, I really got it like.

01:48:14.380 Divorced?

01:48:15.460 I've never seen a dad over there.

01:48:16.740 So yeah.

01:48:17.400 I mean, never married.

01:48:18.060 Um, uh, those, those parents were the worst parents in my experience.

01:48:23.520 You know, when you're a kid, they're cool, uh, going over somebody's house and their mom

01:48:28.200 says like, I don't care if you smoke weed, just don't do it out there.

01:48:31.440 You could do it in here.

01:48:32.360 Literally the worst.

01:48:33.920 And it's always a single mom to the worst households you could ever let your child be 1.00

01:48:39.040 in because they are lulled in by the idea of like safety and acceptance or whatever.

01:48:45.020 But really in hindsight, all that happens under that house is spiritual corruption.

01:48:49.340 She was a medium, whatever.

01:48:51.520 Oh, there you go.

01:48:52.400 Yeah.

01:48:52.740 That's what her job was.

01:48:53.640 That was my own house.

01:48:54.280 The one that was haunted.

01:48:56.160 Well, that probably still is haunted that I told, I probably told you a bunch of stories

01:48:59.900 about that stuff, dude.

01:49:01.060 Uh, it's those people are everywhere.

01:49:03.840 Yeah.

01:49:04.280 Those people are everywhere.

01:49:05.380 And if you aren't, um, guarding your kids, if you're not like, you know, they call it

01:49:10.400 helicopter parenting.

01:49:11.260 It's like, you need to know where the hell your kids are.

01:49:13.040 You need to know where your kids are because they're going to end up in somebody's house

01:49:16.160 and you're going to go like, like, you know, uh, uh, right now my, my son will be like,

01:49:22.120 oh, so-and-so is always like, they're always allowed on their phone or something like that.

01:49:25.960 And I go, no, you have your phone for a certain amount of time.

01:49:28.640 Um, it's got a, an hour on it or so that you can talk to your friends and text message them.

01:49:34.060 Uh, you can call your aunt, you can call your grandma, whatever.

01:49:37.360 Then it gets turned off and you can't have access to anymore.

01:49:39.840 He doesn't understand why some of his friends are perpetually on it because there's like

01:49:43.900 this thing where some parents will just go, you know, as long as you're not out on the

01:49:49.020 streets or maybe they don't even care about that, you can do whatever you want for as

01:49:51.480 long as you want.

01:49:52.140 And you can do it under those roof.

01:49:53.340 And if you, if he grows up and he's got a friend who, it seems like he's just always

01:49:58.160 allowed over their house, I'd be suspicious.

01:50:00.360 I'd be like, why, why are his parents okay with you constantly being in the house like

01:50:03.660 that?

01:50:04.260 Yeah.

01:50:04.400 Why would that be the case?

01:50:05.220 And it's like, cause I, cause I remember what those parents were like, the ones who didn't

01:50:08.480 care.

01:50:09.200 However many kids were over who stayed as long as they wanted, who stayed for as late as

01:50:13.240 they wanted.

01:50:13.700 And because as soon as you hit 14 or 15, those are like, well, they're going to drink

01:50:18.380 outside anyway.

01:50:19.700 So they might as well do it under my roof.

01:50:21.860 You know, they're going to smoke outside anyway.

01:50:23.780 So they might as well do it in here where it's safe.

01:50:26.080 Next thing you know, then they're smoking and drinking with the kids.

01:50:28.760 No, no, no, no, no, no.

01:50:29.840 I've known so many people like that.

01:50:32.300 My, I was a latching key kid and I was out all the time, dude.

01:50:36.680 And I knew so many parents that were like that.

01:50:39.180 And, uh, and, and really that was just like, uh, a spiritual dark beacon drawing all the

01:50:46.200 kids in the neighborhood to one location where just all the worst crap happened, man.

01:50:51.240 That's, that's, uh, that's terrible.

01:50:53.000 Federal agents says Raven is literally talking about my mom right now.

01:50:56.860 I'm sure, dude, I know how the chat is that, you know, we're attracting people that are

01:51:00.980 just like me.

01:51:02.220 Um, so I'm sure you guys had, had experiences like that.

01:51:05.080 So we're, um, this is going on now after that I'm having this, like,

01:51:09.180 you know, a difference in my reality.

01:51:10.920 I'm seeing, I'm feeling things.

01:51:12.240 And like I said, at night I'm going to sleep, I'm going in my bed and I'm feeling terrified,

01:51:16.300 like a little kid.

01:51:17.300 Like I've never felt before in my life.

01:51:18.580 I was like, I got to keep my feet in the, how old are you when this is happening?

01:51:22.260 50.

01:51:22.920 Yeah, dude, I know.

01:51:24.180 I know what you, I'm just saying, cause I know what that's like.

01:51:26.680 And I know what that's like recently.

01:51:28.100 Yeah.

01:51:28.600 Yeah.

01:51:28.840 So there's this one part of my closet that comes up to almost my bed and I'm feeling something

01:51:33.240 there.

01:51:33.440 Like if I have to get up at night to take a leak or something like that, I'm scared to go by

01:51:37.580 that closet.

01:51:38.120 But I'm not showing it, I'm not showing it, but in my head, I'm like, okay, I'm going

01:51:42.520 to walk into the bathroom now. 0.98

01:51:43.840 Almost makes you mad, doesn't it?

01:51:45.300 Like, I don't know, it made me mad.

01:51:46.580 It just made me like, I don't know what it made me.

01:51:48.040 Well, cause for me it was like, I was mad and I'm stressed out and I just want to sleep

01:51:51.300 by yourself.

01:51:52.380 Terrified.

01:51:52.860 No, even, even with somebody not by yourself.

01:51:55.380 Oh yeah.

01:51:55.740 You're still feeling it.

01:51:56.540 I'm still feeling it.

01:51:57.380 Dang.

01:51:57.800 That's a heavy presence actually.

01:51:59.880 Yep.

01:52:00.100 So this is going on for like six days.

01:52:03.380 This whole thing.

01:52:04.060 I'm like, is this what, is this it now?

01:52:05.540 This is just my life now.

01:52:08.960 I'm afraid of the dark now.

01:52:11.060 Just that part is like the kid, like the demon in the closet, you know, it's like that part

01:52:15.580 of the closet right there.

01:52:16.500 And it's like, it's always right there.

01:52:17.680 And during the day, it's fine.

01:52:18.940 But at night, like, especially in the middle of the night, I'm like, I don't want to go

01:52:21.700 by that part of the room.

01:52:22.920 I just don't want to go there.

01:52:24.540 So, okay.

01:52:25.680 So this is going on for eight days.

01:52:27.200 On the eighth day, I'm going to a comedy show where we, where we met.

01:52:30.720 Oh, really?

01:52:31.660 I'm going to see my leading up to that.

01:52:33.360 Yeah.

01:52:34.020 That's why I saw you guys.

01:52:35.100 I know that's it.

01:52:35.720 I'm going to see Mark Norman.

01:52:36.760 I'm like, Oh, I like this guy.

01:52:37.780 So funny.

01:52:38.180 I'm going to go see him.

01:52:39.520 My buddy.

01:52:40.140 I'm going to go pick my buddy up before I go, go into that closet.

01:52:46.980 And I start to feel my nasal passages open up.

01:52:52.220 My heart rate go way up.

01:52:54.980 I feel like, I feel like I just ran a marathon.

01:52:57.820 Like, you know, I feel, I feel this electric feeling and I just like that fight or flight

01:53:01.940 kind of like, yeah, like I've never had my nasal passages open that far.

01:53:06.020 Yeah.

01:53:06.040 Your body's getting ready for combat.

01:53:07.960 My jugular just pumping, but I'm not feeling like you're not seeing what I'm not seeing

01:53:13.520 anything.

01:53:13.820 I'm just feeling that I'm like, this is your body is telling you something is wrong.

01:53:18.460 So I grab a shirt from out of there and I put it on because I think it's a funny shirt.

01:53:22.000 I'll tell you what's on it later.

01:53:23.720 Okay.

01:53:24.720 So, uh, it's the tree of like Kabbalah tree.

01:53:28.040 No story of the, with the donkey, with the angel in the road.

01:53:30.760 Oh, with the donkeys.

01:53:31.380 Like, dude, have I not been like, I've been trying to not go this way.

01:53:34.320 Now I got to talk.

01:53:34.940 Now I got to talk to you.

01:53:36.140 Have I not been your donkey for all this time, dude?

01:53:38.120 Like, trust me.

01:53:38.860 Yeah.

01:53:39.260 So I'm going, going to the comedy club at this.

01:53:41.280 I'm feeling this.

01:53:42.160 I've got my buddies sitting next to me.

01:53:44.120 I guess on the outside, I'm looking normal.

01:53:46.860 You can't tell anything's wrong.

01:53:48.120 I'm not like squirting sweat or anything like that, but I'm this whole time I'm feeling this

01:53:51.860 way.

01:53:51.960 And this is like going on like two hours, man.

01:53:53.960 I'm like, when's this going to go away?

01:53:55.780 So I'm going in, we go inside and I'm like, we sit down and I'm like, I'm going to go check

01:54:00.240 if I lock my car.

01:54:01.280 I don't think I locked it.

01:54:02.000 So I just go outside and I take some deep breaths.

01:54:03.620 I'm like, I got to calm myself down.

01:54:04.820 What's going on.

01:54:05.920 So, um, I walk back into the comedy club.

01:54:08.860 I go to the bathroom to take a leak.

01:54:11.320 And as I'm at the urinal peeing, the fucking wall just goes like, like, like melts kind

01:54:18.260 of.

01:54:18.420 And I feel like you ever hear the stories when, when somebody says, I feel like someone was

01:54:22.560 trying to rip me out of my body.

01:54:24.620 Yeah.

01:54:25.100 Yeah.

01:54:25.300 Yeah.

01:54:25.500 Yeah.

01:54:25.620 I'm standing there and I feel like, I feel like I got pulled forward, like, like, like

01:54:29.880 something just yanked on me.

01:54:31.060 Wow.

01:54:31.700 But I know like there's people in there.

01:54:33.480 I know I'm not acting crazy.

01:54:35.380 I know I'm not like doing that.

01:54:37.120 Yeah.

01:54:37.260 Really?

01:54:38.100 So I'm like, take a deep breath.

01:54:41.160 So I go back, I sit down the first comics on stuff's going on and I'm not, I can't even

01:54:46.720 pay attention.

01:54:47.380 You didn't do any drug.

01:54:48.520 No.

01:54:48.940 Before this.

01:54:49.400 No.

01:54:49.940 How many days is like seven days?

01:54:51.920 This is the eighth day.

01:54:52.720 Okay.

01:54:52.860 Eighth day.

01:54:54.080 Um, I'm sitting there and not, and that I'm getting an iced tea and a pretzel when I'm at

01:54:58.420 the comedy club.

01:54:58.880 I'm not drinking.

01:54:59.420 I'm not doing it.

01:54:59.820 Cause you're there in like a professional.

01:55:01.100 What is this?

01:55:01.620 No, this is me just going.

01:55:02.640 Okay.

01:55:02.660 You're just going to.

01:55:03.200 Okay.

01:55:03.420 Okay.

01:55:03.660 Okay.

01:55:03.960 Yeah.

01:55:04.840 Um, I can't pay attention to what's going on there.

01:55:07.240 Cause I'm, I'm like my racing stuff going on through my head.

01:55:11.120 Just trying to survive.

01:55:12.320 Yeah.

01:55:12.640 What do you think?

01:55:13.380 Again, while I'm sitting down, I'm thinking that's trying to pull me back into the realm

01:55:17.060 because it's the same feeling that I felt when I was like coming out of it, that same

01:55:22.340 feel like you're falling into nothing.

01:55:24.100 Like just like we're going to fall and spin into nothing.

01:55:26.880 Is this the first time you've been around a large group of people since?

01:55:30.920 Yeah.

01:55:31.300 Since I did it.

01:55:31.960 Yeah.

01:55:32.440 Yeah.

01:55:32.620 So there's probably somebody in that room that had that entity with them at a comedy

01:55:37.380 club.

01:55:37.700 I mean, yeah, I would say that that's probably.

01:55:40.500 So it happens again, the wall, like I'm looking over the crowd, you know, guys, where the,

01:55:44.260 where the, um, the sound booth is sitting up over there.

01:55:46.840 So that whole wall, same thing, like kind of gets liquidy and I feel like I'm getting

01:55:50.120 pulled forward again.

01:55:50.940 And then I'm look around and every table's laughing.

01:55:53.660 No one's noticing this.

01:55:54.560 And I'm like, dude, what is going on?

01:55:56.760 And it has that same feeling.

01:55:58.040 I'm like, it's pulling me back into that realm happens a third time, really heavy.

01:56:04.560 The third time, same thing.

01:56:05.920 I feel like I'm getting pulled forward.

01:56:06.900 I look around and I'm like, no one's seeing this.

01:56:09.120 So I must not be acting crazy.

01:56:11.220 I was like something pulling on the inside.

01:56:12.800 Something's pulling on my soul.

01:56:13.840 Like, and then I think to myself, I was like, oh my God, if this happens again, it's going

01:56:19.740 to pull me in.

01:56:20.460 Am I going to die?

01:56:21.180 What's going to happen?

01:56:21.840 It's just going to tear it out of me.

01:56:23.180 Do you think that those are actually your thoughts or are those intrusive thoughts?

01:56:26.140 I don't know.

01:56:27.500 Yeah.

01:56:27.840 Cause a lot of times that's a demonic thought trying to make you live in fear.

01:56:32.100 Yeah, maybe.

01:56:33.220 But right after I think that I hear a voice and this is where like, I've only told this

01:56:38.740 story to like one other person and not even the whole thing.

01:56:41.380 Comedy.

01:56:41.960 No.

01:56:42.440 Comedy.

01:56:42.680 Comedy.

01:56:43.840 Definitely Mark Norman.

01:56:44.900 But it sounds like it's outside of my head right here and it's a female voice and it

01:56:48.960 just goes stop and it sounds echoey, like stop, like with the echo to it.

01:56:54.040 And then all of a sudden it all goes away.

01:56:57.100 Wow.

01:56:59.400 That's pretty cool.

01:57:00.300 It took a little while, you know, for it to go, but I felt immediately when that voice

01:57:03.880 said stop, it was like, I felt my pulse start like slowing down and I started to feel

01:57:09.900 normal again.

01:57:10.640 And I was just like, how are you able to enjoy a comedy show?

01:57:13.080 I didn't enjoy it at all.

01:57:14.820 I was like, that's the worst performance he's ever put on.

01:57:17.420 This guy bomb, bro.

01:57:18.980 Yeah.

01:57:19.180 Well, okay.

01:57:19.860 So that was likely an angel by the way that stopped.

01:57:22.540 That's what I figured on the end.

01:57:23.920 I heard the stuff because, you know, and I didn't say, God, please stop this.

01:57:26.920 I was just like, Oh my God.

01:57:29.360 Like if that happens again, I'm not going to, I heard a woman's voice audibly once when

01:57:33.900 I was a kid.

01:57:34.580 You want to just told that I feel more calm.

01:57:36.380 Yeah.

01:57:38.100 When I was younger, my, my aunt who was schizophrenic, uh, later on, she was like diagnosed schizophrenic.

01:57:42.580 Now I know she was just, you know, and she's being plagued by demons, but, um, she gave

01:57:46.700 me an odd request when I was a kid.

01:57:47.960 I was like, uh, four, maybe four or five tops.

01:57:52.100 I think it was four.

01:57:52.980 She told me to go get the silverware drawer for her, for whatever reason, which is just

01:57:56.020 an odd request for a child.

01:57:57.360 She was sick on the couch. 0.92

01:57:58.300 So I went and got it for her and I, I like struggling to pull this whole drawer out.

01:58:02.780 And, uh, and as I'm walking back down the hallway with it, all of a sudden I hear a woman's

01:58:07.880 voice.

01:58:08.300 And I remember as a kid, like I identified this as, um, you know, the, the, the woman who

01:58:15.360 said it wasn't there, but I heard it, but I heard it like inside my head.

01:58:19.340 And she said, uh, you're going to drop it.

01:58:22.460 Um, and then all of a sudden my whole reality went like, and shit kind of twisted and my

01:58:30.140 hands just gave out and I dropped this whole silverware drawer and the sound that it made

01:58:34.040 when it hit the ground, like, you know, like startled me up again.

01:58:38.040 But like the house that I was in was a weird house.

01:58:40.140 It was like, uh, one of the earliest houses on Broadway Avenue in Elizabeth, New Jersey,

01:58:43.820 which is like early, early.

01:58:45.700 Um, and my aunt who is schizophrenic, she used to tell me she could smell the devil like years

01:58:50.660 after this happened.

01:58:51.440 And she wasn't diagnosed at this point.

01:58:53.380 So there's so many weird spiritual contributing factors to this.

01:58:56.460 And then of course, you know, whatever my grandmother was into, you know, but I heard

01:59:00.680 that was the only time in my entire life.

01:59:02.660 I heard a woman's voice.

01:59:04.100 She sounded, um, kind of nice.

01:59:07.360 She sounded like, uh, on, she didn't have a, uh, how do I say this?

01:59:13.300 She didn't have an emotion about the situation.

01:59:15.060 She wasn't like urgent, like he's going to drop it.

01:59:17.040 She was just stating it.

01:59:18.320 Like it was a fact she, and like, she was observing me.

01:59:21.160 And she went, you're going to drop it either that or he's going to drop it.

01:59:26.120 Now for the first time in my life, I'm having trouble remembering that.

01:59:29.020 Um, and, and yeah, it was like shit went into a spiral.

01:59:32.960 Yeah.

01:59:33.360 And, and, and it, and it was even like a, almost like a sound associated, like, like, like things

01:59:39.960 were powering down.

01:59:41.220 And, uh, and I dropped this, but yeah, I just, uh, just a woman's voice.

01:59:44.920 Sound and frequency.

01:59:45.720 That stuff is huge.

01:59:46.500 I think like that, whatever that third bowl was an interesting thing on that too.

01:59:49.620 I can always find that five 28, um, uh, frequency music that I was listening to.

01:59:55.580 I can't ever find the one with the bowls.

01:59:58.080 It almost makes you wonder if that bowl happened and I could never find it again.

02:00:01.180 I was like, I got to find it.

02:00:02.060 I could never find the same one again on YouTube and stuff.

02:00:04.740 That's interesting.

02:00:05.600 But I'm not done yet.

02:00:06.360 I'm almost done.

02:00:06.900 So that's finished.

02:00:09.700 I go home feeling a lot better.

02:00:12.440 I go, maybe another week goes by.

02:00:14.580 Oh, by the way, I think Qui-Gon is right. 1.00

02:00:16.180 I think, I think she did say he's going to drop it.

02:00:18.560 Yeah.

02:00:18.680 I've told this story before.

02:00:19.500 Thank you, brother.

02:00:20.280 Yeah.

02:00:20.440 He's going to drop it.

02:00:21.240 Like she was observing me.

02:00:22.840 Yeah.

02:00:25.080 Going, uh, like a week later, um, get a call from, uh, school.

02:00:32.540 My son's been going in to the bathroom.

02:00:35.380 They have their bathrooms in the classrooms of their thing. 0.98

02:00:38.060 And just like going in there for like 15 minutes, 20 minutes.

02:00:40.580 How old is he at this time?

02:00:42.520 10, nine, 10.

02:00:46.160 Um, I'm asking him what's wrong.

02:00:49.180 He's like, nothing, nothing, you know, whatever.

02:00:50.760 And he's just like, and long story short, I got, you know, down to the bottom of it.

02:00:55.880 He's doing this a couple of times.

02:00:57.000 I'm like, buddy, what's going on?

02:00:58.020 And he's like, he says, I feel nervous.

02:00:59.840 And he's like, I got this voice in me telling me to like throw my books at the teacher.

02:01:03.700 Like just to freak out in class.

02:01:05.820 He's like, I'm just, he's like, when I'm, when, you know, you're telling me stuff, I've

02:01:09.180 got this voice in my head, just telling me to like hurt you or hurt this or hurt that

02:01:13.400 to the point where we, we, you know, we talked to the pediatrician and she was like,

02:01:16.320 Oh, you know, all kids go through that, whatever, like that useless people.

02:01:20.760 Yeah.

02:01:21.380 Useless people.

02:01:22.160 So, you know, it happened, it lasted for like a week with him.

02:01:24.900 We did a lot of praying and stuff like that.

02:01:26.420 That's what started pushing me that way.

02:01:27.860 And he's fine now.

02:01:28.600 He's got, you know, I've done, I've done the Psalm 23 test on him a couple of times,

02:01:33.100 you know, and then we're all cool.

02:01:34.360 And he's not, he's not, he's not wriggling around.

02:01:36.480 He's not like doing that stuff.

02:01:38.260 So I feel confident in that part.

02:01:40.260 That's great though, because as soon as you start to believe, like there's, there's a

02:01:43.180 fundamental, you know, mechanism within you that's broken, you're broken, you're powerless.

02:01:48.260 You have no agency.

02:01:49.020 There's something wrong with you.

02:01:50.640 Yeah, exactly.

02:01:51.720 But he was praying at night.

02:01:52.700 You know, he started doing it before he goes to sleep.

02:01:54.200 He says a prayer.

02:01:54.820 He says he feels so much better and stuff like that.

02:01:57.420 But another thing I wanted to go back to just real quick is like, I used to be real into

02:02:01.000 like the David Lynch stuff and Twin Peaks.

02:02:03.200 Oh, before you do that, what, what t-shirt were you wearing?

02:02:06.120 You said, oh yeah, that's right.

02:02:08.600 Tenacious D t-shirt.

02:02:10.080 Really?

02:02:10.520 I saw them back in like 90.

02:02:13.120 I used to love Tenacious D.

02:02:14.220 99 in Minneapolis.

02:02:15.620 I was just there and I bought a shirt and in the front it said Cleveland steamers, which

02:02:19.000 you know, it's funny.

02:02:19.480 If someone taking crap on your chest, I'm like, oh, I'll wear this to Mark Norman.

02:02:22.060 Maybe you'll see it afterwards and think it's funny.

02:02:23.560 Like the back of it says Tenacious D 666.

02:02:26.780 It's like a baseball shirt.

02:02:28.640 I didn't even think about it when I put it on.

02:02:30.280 I was like, oh, this is a funny shirt.

02:02:31.320 Boom, put it on.

02:02:32.120 I knew that shirt was there.

02:02:33.040 I never wore it because I was like, oh, I don't want to just walk around with a 666.

02:02:36.500 Yeah, but that night.

02:02:37.380 But that night it just I just did it without even thinking.

02:02:39.940 That's interesting.

02:02:40.920 That's interesting.

02:02:41.600 Yeah.

02:02:41.780 Tenacious D is obviously demonic, but as a LARP or it seems like as a caricature of the

02:02:47.380 demonic.

02:02:48.640 But then it's like, at what point does that line get blurried?

02:02:51.100 You know, that is the demon.

02:02:52.620 The demon demons are funny, by the way.

02:02:54.140 They're pretty hilarious.

02:02:55.420 And it really kills me for comedy.

02:02:57.100 The Twin Peaks thing was like, if you watch the fire walk with me one before the main character,

02:03:02.260 Laura Palmer, does the thing that actually gets her killed and everything like that. 1.00

02:03:05.720 You know, she's looking at this picture and she's like, you know, in the end, the angels

02:03:08.580 couldn't help you because they all went away.

02:03:10.480 And then the angel disappears off the picture before she goes and does this thing. 0.68

02:03:14.720 But I think it's like, I don't know.

02:03:16.180 You probably have more of a line on this way.

02:03:17.900 Like when you choose to do something like, okay, I'm going to do this now, they just

02:03:21.780 back off and they're like, okay, you're on your own now.

02:03:23.980 You've made the choice to do it.

02:03:25.940 You know, the angels do, they kind of, they'll usually give you like a little nudge to stop

02:03:31.000 you.

02:03:31.760 The Lord allows them to give you like a little nudge, give you a heads up and stop you.

02:03:35.080 But then at a certain point, they kind of just like, if you're going to do it, that's

02:03:39.300 your choice.

02:03:40.180 But, you know, and then the same thing, when it comes to suicide, a lot of times it ain't

02:03:45.160 you doing it.

02:03:46.500 Yeah.

02:03:46.640 Like, that's not like, I would, I would, I would wager to bet that not a single suicide

02:03:52.080 was done by a human being.

02:03:54.220 It is done entirely by demons possessing the person to do that to themselves.

02:03:59.380 Well, couldn't it be that they, because I, I, I've said before every time.

02:04:04.320 Oh yeah.

02:04:04.660 Yeah.

02:04:04.940 Like as soon as they go and then it's like, whoa.

02:04:07.740 And you know, some people have had some other kind of death happens.

02:04:11.060 Once that spirit of death is satisfied or exposed or shown, then the ideas go away.

02:04:16.880 That's interesting.

02:04:17.500 Like I can't, you can't drown yourself very easily.

02:04:20.380 Like it's very difficult.

02:04:21.640 Like if you tried to willingly put your face in the water and try to drown yourself, your

02:04:26.160 body will naturally project and save itself.

02:04:29.420 So it's like, you can't do that.

02:04:31.240 That's why they have to do systems of like doing things like with a gun that has a reactionary

02:04:36.700 response or laying in a train track or something.

02:04:38.940 It's got to have a reactionary response because you can't do that.

02:04:41.800 That's interesting.

02:04:42.520 Like I've heard people who have said they pulled the trigger and then it jammed or whatever,

02:04:46.380 but then that was satisfied.

02:04:48.140 Has anybody ever killed themselves by holding their breath?

02:04:51.580 Yeah.

02:04:51.800 I don't know.

02:04:52.220 Technically you could, right?

02:04:53.280 You could.

02:04:54.020 I get more.

02:04:54.640 I don't know.

02:04:55.540 There's probably a story recently where the guy, he was going to kill himself out in the

02:04:59.840 desert and he heard the crow and he shot at the crow.

02:05:01.820 And then if you shot the crow, it like woke him up.

02:05:03.480 Yeah.

02:05:03.840 It was a bullet.

02:05:05.080 Yeah.

02:05:05.560 You know, and like, I know somebody that literally the bullet, the thing that stopped, I was literally

02:05:09.860 one of my friends, um, called me at like, forget what time it was.

02:05:13.200 It was like two in the morning.

02:05:14.140 He was like, Hey, he's like, this is really serious.

02:05:16.520 My dad, um, just called me with a gun pointed to his head and he was like, and he was telling

02:05:21.840 me he was going to kill himself. 0.67

02:05:22.980 And I was like, bro, let's just pray right now.

02:05:25.000 So we started praying crazy, crazy story.

02:05:27.420 Start praying.

02:05:28.520 And I could hear in the spirit, the angels go.

02:05:30.520 And I'm like, angels just went, angels just went, don't even worry about it.

02:05:35.860 I was like, your dad's not going to kill himself.

02:05:37.080 He's like, he's like, really?

02:05:38.700 And I'm like, I'm like, I'm, I'm super serious.

02:05:40.780 He's fine.

02:05:41.600 I'm like, I just heard the angels go like in the spirit.

02:05:45.340 There is it.

02:05:45.880 We sent them.

02:05:46.520 I was like, Lord, I send the angels to stop whatever is going to happen.

02:05:49.480 It's interesting.

02:05:50.140 Bro, the next day I go there and he, he's out of town, but his dad lives in the same town

02:05:54.540 I was in.

02:05:54.880 So I, I'm like, Hey, I'll go and visit your dad.

02:05:56.960 I've never met him before.

02:05:58.220 Well, I think I've, I've seen him once in passing.

02:05:59.680 So he knows who I am.

02:06:00.720 But, um, but I'm just like, I'll go, I'll go over there.

02:06:02.980 So he gives me a dress.

02:06:03.740 I show up at the door.

02:06:04.780 He doesn't answer the door.

02:06:06.300 The car's there.

02:06:07.440 And I'm like, shoot.

02:06:09.140 I'm like, Lord, like I told my friend not to worry about this.

02:06:12.480 Please don't have him be dead.

02:06:14.140 Right.

02:06:14.400 I'm like being in his day.

02:06:15.240 He's like, my dad's not answering his phone, nothing.

02:06:17.400 And I'm just like, so that's why I went over there.

02:06:19.560 So I'm just like, oh my gosh, should I get it?

02:06:21.780 Finally, he like opens the door and he sees me and he's like, he knows who I am.

02:06:25.720 So he's like, oh, you, oh, heck no.

02:06:29.020 I was like, no, no, no.

02:06:30.020 I was like, you're going to talk to me.

02:06:31.720 What's going on?

02:06:32.400 And I'm like, and he was like, he's like, I don't even know, man.

02:06:36.720 He's like, I don't even know.

02:06:38.180 And I'm like, well, your son told me that you had a gun pointed at your head last night

02:06:42.560 when you called.

02:06:43.180 And he goes, yeah.

02:06:44.300 And as soon as I got off the phone, I called my girlfriend and I put the gun in my mouth

02:06:49.040 and I pulled the trigger and the gun jammed.

02:06:52.620 And he goes, I don't even know.

02:06:54.620 He said, I reloaded the bullet and I tried to do it again.

02:06:57.580 And it jammed a second time.

02:06:59.500 Wow.

02:06:59.800 And he was like, bro, we realized he had called the moment we were praying because he called

02:07:06.200 me to tell me to pray.

02:07:08.600 And so we start praying the same exact moment he gets off the phone.

02:07:12.020 And he called his girlfriend to murder himself in front of the, on the camera.

02:07:15.860 Oh my God.

02:07:16.580 Bro, the angel stopped bullets, bro.

02:07:18.820 I have an angel.

02:07:19.660 But I've heard that.

02:07:20.580 I mean, you know how many times you hear that story?

02:07:23.020 I attempted it.

02:07:24.140 And then some jamming or, or this thing broke or this didn't work.

02:07:28.700 It was like whatever the, the, the modality was going to be malfunctions some way or another.

02:07:32.980 Yeah.

02:07:33.320 Twice is Nancy says he needs to clean his gun better.

02:07:37.460 Unbelievable.

02:07:37.820 Oh my God.

02:07:38.740 Well, look, you need to take care of your firearms.

02:07:40.780 Uh, Nancy was sweet. 1.00

02:07:42.820 What is this?

02:07:43.360 She's a, she's a monster. 1.00

02:07:44.920 She's a, she's a dark passenger. 1.00

02:07:46.980 She's a dark passenger. 0.99

02:07:48.220 She's a skin water. 1.00

02:07:48.900 Yeah.

02:07:49.140 And then when I was talking to Matt of the standard coffee shop, we were talking about

02:07:52.260 the Charlie Kirk thing.

02:07:53.000 And he was like, man, there must be some principalities in Utah talking about the Mormonism and things

02:07:56.580 like that to allow this.

02:07:59.180 No, well, you know, I mean like the thing is this guys, like a lot of times God protects

02:08:02.820 us when you know, when you are in right standing.

02:08:06.600 Okay.

02:08:06.960 The Lord will protect you.

02:08:08.060 And a lot of times in your ignorance.

02:08:09.400 Okay.

02:08:10.040 And then sometimes God lets things happen when we are out of alignment with the Lord.

02:08:15.300 Okay.

02:08:15.740 And so not to say that Charlie Kirk wasn't out of alignment doesn't mean he's going to

02:08:19.520 hell, but like Charlie Kirk knew.

02:08:21.980 And I don't think he was fully coming to truth about what he knew.

02:08:26.820 Like, I think he was sitting there contemplating at a high stakes game playing, going like, well,

02:08:33.020 you know, how do I present it to the people?

02:08:35.240 I can't just come out and say it.

02:08:37.300 Like I'll lose my funding.

02:08:38.680 I'll lose my stuff.

02:08:39.580 I'll lose my whatever.

02:08:40.460 So he wasn't in that space necessarily.

02:08:43.260 So, I mean, when you're out of the space, like where the Lord has told you to be, like

02:08:48.800 Charlie Kirk should have spoke up faster that Israel is the synagogue. 0.86

02:08:52.500 So he should have said it.

02:08:53.560 He should have came straight out and said, dude, guys, I've been wrong this whole time,

02:08:57.000 but there's his pride that's stopping him from saying it.

02:08:59.780 There's his funding.

02:09:00.940 There's his security.

02:09:02.280 There's all this stuff.

02:09:03.360 It's all fear, fear, fear, fear, fear.

02:09:05.060 And when you're operating in a spirit of fear, God sometimes, like he can take his hand off

02:09:10.240 and he's like, look, you're spouting things that are untrue.

02:09:14.200 You know, this is wrong, Charlie.

02:09:15.600 You know, this is wrong.

02:09:16.360 I've warned you and you didn't come out and say it.

02:09:19.100 God's hand isn't always going to protect us when we're walking outside of the realm of

02:09:24.160 righteousness.

02:09:24.780 Or maybe the Lord knew that he would be all right and he knew that his death would be significant.

02:09:29.720 But I mean, God doesn't usually like allow these kind of things to happen unless there's

02:09:33.980 something.

02:09:34.360 That's why it was everybody felt it in the spirit, because something wasn't right.

02:09:37.820 It was heavy.

02:09:38.240 Something wasn't right.

02:09:38.720 But I've gotten to this place now where it looks like mostly things can be boiled down

02:09:44.100 to two choices, whatever free will that we have, right?

02:09:46.880 We can be warned up until a certain point.

02:09:49.460 And then ultimately, it's our decision to make.

02:09:52.120 And the decision is almost always faith or fear.

02:09:55.180 You either have faith in God, right?

02:09:57.480 Lean on God.

02:09:58.720 It's beyond your understanding.

02:10:00.120 Or you can be gripped with fear about any number of things.

02:10:04.460 And if you choose the thing that fear has you choose, it turns out it's the wrong path

02:10:09.860 every single time.

02:10:12.160 Every single time.

02:10:13.380 And I've got to have some sympathy, though, for these people, because even in the Bible,

02:10:18.220 you have Peter.

02:10:19.000 And Jesus is like, come walk to me.

02:10:20.980 And he does.

02:10:22.840 But just in your nature, in your condition, your human condition, even while you're looking

02:10:27.220 at Jesus Christ, you still fall.

02:10:29.840 Yeah, your flesh is like, nah, dude.

02:10:31.960 I'm not making an excuse for people.

02:10:33.960 I'm just saying that's a reality of what we are.

02:10:37.340 Talking to myself, other people that are listening as well.

02:10:40.160 Yeah, me too.

02:10:40.660 Like I said, I went through that deliverance session with Laura Baker because I was too

02:10:44.580 afraid to do what I was pretty sure God was putting on my heart to do, which was drive

02:10:50.160 to this guy's house, like I was told pretty explicitly.

02:10:54.300 And then I was shown I had like these sort of waking visions of doing it.

02:10:58.820 Then I had confirmation because as I was telling my wife that I was being compelled to do this,

02:11:03.040 all of a sudden, he pulled up at the light across from us.

02:11:05.320 And it was like so obvious and one thing just led to another.

02:11:10.540 And no matter how many times I felt almost like actioned to, like I should drive now.

02:11:15.980 Well, I kind of bartered, well, not bartered.

02:11:19.060 I kind of argued with you, like, are you sure you want to do that?

02:11:22.560 Well, I mean, it's not.

02:11:23.460 Yeah, but I mean, it's ultimately like I knew.

02:11:25.860 What do we listen to?

02:11:26.380 Top Lobster and listen to God, you know what I mean?

02:11:28.600 Like, so instead, I allowed whatever you said and whatever I thought and whatever circumstances

02:11:34.620 were happening to kind of wean me off of that idea, even though I felt in my spirit that

02:11:38.660 that was wrong.

02:11:39.340 And I began to pay a price for that until and it did not stop until I repented for disobedience.

02:11:45.680 We try to logic away things of the spirit.

02:11:48.200 Oh, yeah.

02:11:48.540 I'm going to tell you right now, logic and spirit are at odds to one another.

02:11:52.300 OK, like they don't line up like you think.

02:11:55.360 OK, yeah, the spirit does have a logic to it, but it's not what you think.

02:11:59.900 Logic and spirit almost always are like opposing.

02:12:02.820 They're like one another.

02:12:03.760 And so you have to learn to shut that.

02:12:06.460 Yeah, that logic side is just your pride half the time.

02:12:09.020 You think it's logic.

02:12:09.940 You think it's oh, I know.

02:12:11.000 No, it's you're just it's your pride.

02:12:12.600 Yeah, shut up and do what your spirit's telling you.

02:12:14.960 Shut up on what's in your heart.

02:12:16.320 Yeah, trying to justify stuff trying to that'll just lead you into darker places or enjoy the

02:12:21.560 consequences.

02:12:23.540 Yeah, because they're going to be there.

02:12:25.580 Other thing, last two things that happened after that as I had two OBEs after that, I think

02:12:30.300 just because I was all opened up after that, you know, and I just had one

02:12:33.720 where I was asleep.

02:12:35.340 Were you sleeping?

02:12:35.840 I was sleeping.

02:12:36.900 And then I was like walking in my kitchen, which I can see my bed where I lay down from

02:12:42.080 where I was staying in the kitchen.

02:12:43.340 And then like I realized it and then I was like sat up in bed.

02:12:46.720 And as I was going, ah, like I feel like I snapped back into myself.

02:12:49.900 Did you feel like the weight of hitting your body?

02:12:52.700 Yeah.

02:12:52.860 And then the second time I was walking in my hallway in my house and I was trying all the

02:12:56.580 light switches and they weren't.

02:12:57.500 I was like.

02:12:58.640 And they weren't working.

02:13:00.180 And I was like, hey, in the Robert Monroe book, another of the switches worked like that.

02:13:04.520 And then I was like, I'm in, you know, and I kind of realized it.

02:13:07.460 And then at the same time, I felt that falling forward, the same feeling like I felt in the

02:13:10.800 club.

02:13:11.040 And I was like, ah.

02:13:11.580 And then I was like smack back in my body.

02:13:13.240 Man, not a good, not a good state to be in.

02:13:18.140 It seems like you're just not as tethered to your, to your physical body.

02:13:23.180 People can get lost from their body.

02:13:25.160 Yes.

02:13:25.400 Yeah.

02:13:25.920 Not a, that, that, well, that's the thing.

02:13:27.900 When you're stripped of your spiritual understanding and then you end up in a spiritual realm, it's

02:13:32.760 very hard to understand how to navigate it.

02:13:34.720 And, and that is a lot of what we're suffering from.

02:13:37.840 And I'm not saying that you should understand how to navigate it, but I mean, it, speaking of

02:13:41.880 navigating, I know that, um, whatever, whatever project it was, was having remote viewers,

02:13:47.760 uh, map out or astral travelers map out the astral realm.

02:13:52.080 So there there's, you know, it's a place you can go, but we lack the map.

02:13:56.280 Um, and we lack the grounding in Jesus Christ, which, you know, I don't think you should be

02:14:01.600 astral projecting whatsoever, but if you're not grounded in the Lord, um, absolutely don't

02:14:05.980 even attempt it because the thing is, this is why the Christians will tell you like, oh, 0.94

02:14:08.960 I don't, don't do astral projection.

02:14:10.460 You know, like if you don't understand how the spiritual world works, like if the Lord

02:14:14.140 takes me into the astral realm and I go there for some reason, I'm pretty sure I'll be fine.

02:14:17.740 I don't know 100%, but I'm pretty sure I'll be fine.

02:14:20.120 You know, like, um, because I understand how to, how to speak to demons.

02:14:23.380 I understand the authority, but if you don't even understand that, good luck, good luck

02:14:28.080 walking into a place, unprojected, un, uh, unaware.

02:14:32.140 Yeah.

02:14:32.320 Good luck walking into that.

02:14:33.540 Good luck.

02:14:34.000 They will rape you. 1.00

02:14:35.100 They're entities that destroy people.

02:14:37.760 Alligator men.

02:14:38.440 Alligator.

02:14:38.880 Alligator men.

02:14:39.520 Yeah.

02:14:40.520 Full circle.

02:14:41.640 Uh, we talked to, what's his name of a forbidden knowledge news and his girlfriend was a giant 0.93

02:14:45.380 lizard.

02:14:45.940 Uh, you know, so, and I'm sure she, she'd have done some raping. 1.00

02:14:49.080 Uh, look, we have to bring it in for a landing.

02:14:51.320 Unfortunately, I have a, I have a thing that I wasn't sure if it was on, it's still on.

02:14:55.360 Um, so I have to get to, I have to go take pictures with my family.

02:14:58.980 Very vain of you.

02:14:59.940 Well, it's a, it's a nice, uh, somebody from the church wants to get together, wants to

02:15:03.180 take pictures, wants to capture my, my spirit in a little box or however.

02:15:06.620 Very cool.

02:15:07.180 Um, put it in their house.

02:15:08.980 That's right.

02:15:09.560 And torture pictures on it.

02:15:10.720 Like a homunculus.

02:15:12.000 Sounds like a good idea.

02:15:14.400 Guys, this is really cool.

02:15:15.640 I'm so glad that we could do this.

02:15:16.900 I'm glad that we finally got it done now.

02:15:18.420 I'm glad that we got it done in person too.

02:15:20.000 Um, yeah, I think it was a lot.

02:15:22.120 I mean, obviously there's so much people were in the chat.

02:15:24.080 We're saying NDS in person is, uh, way better.

02:15:27.440 It is.

02:15:27.720 I agree.

02:15:28.280 I agree.

02:15:29.020 I agree.

02:15:29.520 It's it's it's we got to figure out how to do it more often.

02:15:31.420 We got to figure out how to get somebody to man this because I'm like, I wish I was more,

02:15:35.400 uh, entrenched in the conversation, but I'm trying.

02:15:38.360 We need to make, well, we need to hope I did a good job.

02:15:40.240 Nancy.

02:15:40.660 Like we were talking about before and you put the call out, maybe somebody in West Florida

02:15:44.720 area who's like got some editing skills or wants to be a producer, but then we have

02:15:48.880 to like them.

02:15:50.000 Yeah, that's a big thing.

02:15:51.040 They got to jump through some hoops.

02:15:52.160 That's a tall order.

02:15:52.940 We like Nancy.

02:15:54.100 Um, we just, we tolerate Nancy. 1.00

02:15:58.000 Yeah.

02:15:58.600 Look at Brian's like, you need to.

02:16:00.640 I like it.

02:16:01.720 I like it.

02:16:02.500 Nancy.

02:16:03.400 What do you think about all that, Nancy?

02:16:07.020 About what?

02:16:09.520 See what I mean?

02:16:10.360 There we go.

02:16:10.940 All right.

02:16:11.240 Thank you, Nancy.

02:16:12.040 That's very, that's enough from you.

02:16:13.660 All right.

02:16:14.080 So, so, uh, before we get out of here, Brian, where can everybody find your work?

02:16:17.980 Uh, Damon Racers.

02:16:19.540 Damon Racers.

02:16:20.500 Dot com.

02:16:20.940 No, there you go.

02:16:21.580 You know, Instagram.

02:16:22.760 A little man away.

02:16:23.660 You can find me on TikTok, Instagram, and I will now be posting stuff to Rumble.

02:16:28.520 Um, and, uh, uh, YouTube.

02:16:31.160 Also YouTube.

02:16:31.680 I talk about a lot of the stuff about the Nephilim and the understanding of it and the

02:16:34.700 genetics.

02:16:35.120 It, there's this crazy series, my ancient angel podcast that I do every Saturday.

02:16:39.280 It's really cool.

02:16:39.900 That's what you might want to check out.

02:16:41.220 Yeah.

02:16:41.460 Ancient angels.

02:16:42.500 You do that with JT, right?

02:16:43.620 Yeah.

02:16:43.820 Me and JT.

02:16:44.280 That one's better than ancient aliens. 0.97

02:16:46.000 Yeah.

02:16:46.440 Yeah.

02:16:47.040 Ancient aliens is gay. 1.00

02:16:49.260 That's right.

02:16:49.800 Um, and Al, your stuff is not, we can't send it anywhere.

02:16:52.520 Hey, watch him on HGTV.

02:16:53.640 You'll see my work there.

02:16:55.300 There you go.

02:16:56.120 No, you want to hang a house?

02:16:57.480 Maybe do some, some producing or some, some light edit work.

02:17:00.960 You know, uh, Instagram is like at trainwreck, trainwreck entertainment.

02:17:04.080 It's trainwreck underscore ENT.

02:17:05.940 There you go.

02:17:06.240 It's there or just a trainwreck entertainment or trainwreck ENT at iCloud.com.

02:17:10.760 Perfect.

02:17:11.640 All right.

02:17:12.120 Love it.

02:17:12.700 Top, get us out of here, man.

02:17:14.100 Guys, it's been a wonderful week.

02:17:16.760 Wonderful weekend.

02:17:17.680 Brian, thank you for coming.

02:17:19.060 I know it is crazy to get him here, but I'm, I'm so glad that he came down.

02:17:22.720 And we, we squeezed him for all the content he was worth.

02:17:25.600 He's tired.

02:17:26.220 He is tired.

02:17:27.040 There we go.

02:17:27.580 I'm glad he was here too.

02:17:28.540 Cause I didn't expect that at all.

02:17:29.600 And you guys asked me last night and I just listened to the, you know, the one with you

02:17:33.000 and Marziski.

02:17:33.480 I was like, I'm so happy he's going to be there.

02:17:35.080 This made one of my favorite episodes.

02:17:36.640 This is a great episode, dude.

02:17:37.760 It was going to be a banger.

02:17:38.860 Something big, something, something about numerology and the circle.

02:17:44.480 Are you guys having fun?

02:17:45.940 Oh, good question.

02:17:47.000 Hold on.

02:17:47.480 Yeah.

02:17:48.000 Fun.

02:17:49.720 Everybody having fun, dude.

02:17:51.180 Okay.

02:17:51.860 Perfect.

02:17:52.440 Guys.

02:17:52.880 Obey, submit, and comply.

02:17:53.920 This is an easy one.

02:17:54.840 Goodbye.

02:17:55.760 The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.

02:18:01.660 It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.

02:18:05.080 You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see.

02:18:12.500 Because they'll be in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what it is.

02:18:19.220 And they have.

02:18:20.220 You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what they see with their eyes.

Nephilim Death Squad - September 22, 2025

220： Psychedelics, Demons & UFO Orbs w⧸ Al Marinelli & Bryan of Demon Erasers

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