220: Psychedelics, Demons & UFO Orbs w⧸ Al Marinelli & Bryan of Demon Erasers
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2 hours and 18 minutes
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Summary
Join David Lee Corbo and the rest of the team as they head back to the home of the dead. They are joined by special guest Brian of Demon Eracers and Al Marinelli of The Top Lobstid.
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We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.
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The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely
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It's like we all know what's going down, but no one's saying shit would happen to the home
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I know we're talking about how they made a spot of these slaves.
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And everybody's just walking around, heading to clouds.
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But unless you may, we need to be ready to raise up.
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Only some are aware that the government releasing poison in their...
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Guys, welcome to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.
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The Raven that is Top Lops and the Father of Disinformation.
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We just did an episode with Brian of Demon Eracers.
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You can find my channels there and listen to me talk a whole lot.
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If you go to the bottom of the page, right there, you can sign up.
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But you were basically like, hey, guys, what's your problems?
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You told him, this is what I think you should do.
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And after he was done, he goes, that's all the Lord has told me to tell you.
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And it's all the Lord has put on my heart to tell you.
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And the whole time I was just going, dude, that's so cool.
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He also was there when we went down and checked out the well.
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By the way, worth mentioning, Joe Gilberti has now been sentenced to 15 years in prison.
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But Joe is the guy that was trying to get the water from the well to the people here in
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And things have not, excuse me, got in the direction that we wanted to.
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And he has been helping us to film everything that we've been doing.
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Al, tell them, the audience, a little bit about what it is you do.
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I worked on a lot of documentaries here and there.
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Nothing like this, you know, like, usually like science or...
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I shoot a lot of house hunters, stuff like that.
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And I know we're going to talk a little bit about some of your experiences.
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And we're going to talk about something a little bit different.
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And this is, I guess, going to kind of serve as a Chronicles episode.
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We were trying to do a Chronicles episode last episode, but it just turned...
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At one point, I was going to say to Brian, I was like, hey, do you want to read us a listener email?
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Well, before we get into any of that, a very important thing that we have to do real quick.
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So, Al, early in meeting you, you shared a bit of a story with us.
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Really, a story isn't fair because it sounds like a single individual happening.
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Well, before we started this episode, you were saying that as you've looked at what happened
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to you and you then look back at your life in hindsight, you kind of get this feeling
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that everything is kind of connected in one way or another.
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Which I think a lot of that happens to a lot of people like, you know, they go through
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your life and these little things happen and then you get to a point and you look back
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and you're like, whoa, that's a lot of stuff happened in my life.
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But I think most of them are kind of self-inflicted, you know, just because when we talk about
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the spiritual realm, it's like you end up giving consent one way or another to something
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that that, you know, ends up, I guess, having not full rights, but some rights to interact
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I didn't watch it because I thought that it was my we were watching stuff last night and
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I saw it came up in the queue and I go, isn't this just like for chicks that because, you
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There's like a book the other day I saw and it was like a minotaur loving on a woman and
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it's a romance novel for a woman and I go, ladies, what's going on here?
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So I thought that it was Nosferatu was just like, you know, women go and look at this gangly
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very first scene in the movie, like lays out the whole thing.
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You know, the girl's face comes in out of the black and she's like, I'm wishing for
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or praying for any entity, guardian angel, celestial spirit or anything to come to me.
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And she's walking out and then all of a sudden you hear you and it attaches to her.
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And I think a lot of people do things like that.
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And then they don't even know what they're doing.
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And the rest of the movie, she's banging Nosferatu now.
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That's something that women, you guys got to do a lot of, you know, asking yourself why
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So so you that's that's a good place to start it.
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And I think maybe an additional node worth mentioning there is you were big into kind of the
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And so on this show, we talk quite a bit about Rogan and he introduces into the general public
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a lot of things that are really strange end up having a lot of association with intelligence
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He's introducing the float tank, the sensory deprivation tanks.
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Lily psychically communicating with dolphins kind of a deal.
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He's also introducing psychedelics into the West in a way that it's it's it's as big as
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it was during the actual psychedelics movement.
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All those decades ago, there was a resurgence and it's created by Joe Rogan.
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And of course, psychedelics play a integral role in all of this MK Ultra stuff.
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So Rogan has a lot of things that he tells individuals to do.
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And a lot of them are for the betterment of their life.
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But then if you scrutinize certain details, you go, why is that in there?
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By the way, Real Rye or Die gave us our goldbacks.
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And tomorrow we're going to be at an event and we're going to be interviewing.
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Hopefully tomorrow we may or may not be at an event.
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Tomorrow we're going to be at an event and we're going to be interviewing the guy who
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So I've been thinking about you a lot, Real Rye.
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So tell us about how, you know, you were into this Rogan thing and what did it lead you to
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It's like I said before, like a lot of the stuff could be self-inflicted.
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And it was at the time where, you know, the world was going, shutting down.
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But, you know, at the same time, like you said, you get exposed to ideas and things like that.
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And you may be like, oh, you know, I want to do that or I want to see what's going on
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You know, Rogan, man, it reminds me when I was driving a truck.
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The only reason I didn't do it was because of like health violations or what do they call
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Where you can't be, if you pop dirty on a drug test, like you, I had a safety sensitive
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But Rogan had me this close to trying mushrooms.
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Because I had the same questions that I think I've answered since where it's like one of
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the questions that I wanted to ask was like, if I go into this trip with a specific question,
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That's something I'm still fascinated with and something I'm going to be doing a deep
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So, but he had me this close to doing it and I backed off.
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I knew guys that were in the Navy that did mushrooms and that's, they did that because
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You didn't get psyoped into doing mushrooms for no, for any good reason.
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Um, and what I will say in hindsight is that most of it was based off of having a thought
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or an inquiry and then rapidly getting the answer to that thought or inquiry.
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And, um, and I realized now that that was obviously from the spiritual realm because it was outside
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Or why do human beings behave the way that they do?
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And then almost instantly I would get this, um, answer that would hit me like an epiphany.
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Um, and, um, and I didn't give much thought to it.
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Um, so I did this five dried grams of mushrooms that one time had this experience that was
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It wasn't the harrowing rollercoaster experience that you would have expected to have had.
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And, um, and I, when I say manageable, I was holding conversations with people who had
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Um, but afterwards I had no desire to engage in it again.
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Uh, but like I said, it's only hindsight where I stop and I ask the question.
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Yeah, I guess you kind of answer it in a stupid way.
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It's the universe that's giving me those answers.
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Because I recognized that it was external to my own psychology.
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Um, but I never really scrutinized the source of it.
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I just kind of dismissed it as like the universe giving me these answers before I was Christian
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What I saw was the ground heating and contracting as if it was breathing.
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So like we were driving down the highway and I was able to spot deer coming out of the wood
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And I, and then I started to learn that, that mushroom usage, you know, microdosing, which
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became very popular was associated with visual, uh, visual acuity.
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And then there's this kind of peripheral knowledge of like tribesmen may have used this in order
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to become more apt hunters or, uh, scavengers or not scavengers, hunter gatherers, scatterers.
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So, so when the first time you do a drug, oftentimes there is no effect.
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So it's, you know, most people that do mushrooms for the first time, nothing.
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Most people that do weed for the first time, nothing.
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Um, there is a, um, there's an interview, uh, with, uh, uh, Danny Trejo.
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Interview Danny Trejo talking about, um, Charlie or, uh, Charles Manson.
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And he's saying, uh, in this interview, just look up Danny Trejo, uh, Charles Manson hypnosis.
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So Charles, uh, or Danny Trejo talks about when he goes to prison, he's actually in prison
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And he said, Charles Manson was a skinny scrawny guy.
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And he, um, so he befriends him with the people in his crew to like protect him.
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And then they figured out Charlie could hypnotize people.
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And Charlie hypnotize everybody in the room to be on heroin.
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And so they trip, he hypnotizes them to be on heroin.
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And so they're like getting loaded on weed and heroin the whole time they're in jail
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I was going to ask that he hypnotized them to be like the effects of heroin.
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And so he said, Danny was like, I knew it was on heroin cause my eyes would turn red and
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And he said like every time we would throw up and like, we'd be loaded, loaded on heroin
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the whole time he was in prison with Charles Manson doing it to him.
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So, um, that's the funny thing is though, he mentions a very interesting part.
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He goes, one of the guys, Charles Manson couldn't do it to.
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And Danny goes, why can't you do it to that guy?
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Charles Manson said, Hey, why can't you do it to him?
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And Charles Manson's response was, well, cause he's never done it.
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So he doesn't know his mind doesn't know how to work is what Danny Trader says.
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The reason why that he can't do it is because he hasn't evoked the demon.
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Once you do the ritual, you've partaken in that spiritual ritual, then the demon is present.
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But until you've done the ritual, the demon doesn't have authority over you.
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And you're consuming this thing from the realm of the dead.
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They realize the world, the spiritual world is real.
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I have a friend that was atheist until he did mushrooms.
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And then all of a sudden he's like, bro, I think the spiritual world's real.
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They do mushrooms together and they see and experience the same things.
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And there's people to see entities, the same entities.
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And so this is a spiritual realm you're going to.
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You're going there through this, this rotten decay method of consuming this disgust.
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You're, you're, you are violating into the spiritual realm.
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So you're unprotected a lot of times when you go to this realm.
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There was another kid that used to do mushrooms who became a Christian, did the mushrooms after
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They said before the throne room of God, and they threw him at God's feet and said, he ate
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And God, the guy had to say, no, I'm protecting him.
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But like, bro, they said we could do what we want.
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Because you have done a thing that is granted consent.
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This is that recent, uh, the recent episode of, of Miracle where he's, uh, whoever was
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on, I mean, again, the dude was kind of like a Zionist, but he did bring up a very good
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point about, uh, the person who was, who had a demon and the demon was cast out and he
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And now he's like, the demons come back sevenfold.
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And he's like, it would be, it would have been better for this guy to have just had the
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Cause if you piss them off and you put, you piss off demons, bro, go cast them out.
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Especially if you're going to try to live back into their realm.
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When they're, you just casted them, killed their buddies, knocked them out, send them to the
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They're like, Oh, Oh, you want to be in our party?
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Is, is the consumption of mushrooms a form of necromancy?
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I mean, I'm sure they were used in necromatic practices, but I don't know.
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I'm sure they've have, there's methods where like they grow out of the dead children's bodies
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I mean, it was literally that the children would die and they would turn blue in the snow
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and they would find the dead children after a blizzard happened or the dead people and
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they would be blue and have mushrooms growing out of them.
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And so these are, this is actually like some of the origins of the Smurfs.
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I mean, I didn't know you were going to be here this time.
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Well, I just want to say as an aside, because we're talking about, you know, engaging with
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this demonic realm, that story that I always tell about the berserkers from the, the,
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the, the bank situation in the nineties in LA, those guys, they, they were engaging with
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berserker spirits and that there's, they use mushrooms to do that.
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So kind of people look at like mushrooms as like this, like one of the safer psychedelics
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It's weird how they've gotten that, that notion, I guess, because they're, you know,
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I didn't feel any kind of addiction aspect of it.
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I didn't want to do, I was, it was exhausting really.
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But what I'm saying is these guys were using mushrooms to enter that spiritual realm,
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to become possessed by a berserker spirit, which would make them unbelievably formidable
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And the, the, the, when you do the mushroom, the first time you do the ritual, it won't
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The first time you smoke weed, a lot of times it does nothing to you.
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And then the second time you do it, you commit the ritual, you finish it.
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And so it's a, it's a two part ritual a lot of times.
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And then once you, once you've burned the offering to the entity after the second
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time, then it starts to really have its effect over you because now you were, you knew the
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first time you didn't know God has grace on you and he'll, Al is kind of like flinching
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Well, I'll tell you, I'll tell you, you know, and, and the second time it, you've now committed.
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And here's the thing, the more spiritually in tune you will become when you try to do
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weed, the harder and the more anxiety you'll get, the more your spirit turns on because
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the spirit, when you're feeling the spirit of weed, when you burn it, you smoke,
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the weed, like that entity entering you, that's the entity.
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That's the sensation that that entity gives you.
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And when you become spiritually aware and you burn that offering to the demon, it's
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It's like, it shows up, but it's, it's like knows that it's not supposed to be there
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So that's why some people smoke weed, they get anxiety and some people like it, bro.
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If you, if you like the weed, it's usually because your spirit is in a, in a, in a dull
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place, but the more you become spiritually aware, the more anxiety you'll get because
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I've gotten to the point where I don't smoke, uh, anymore because it does make you very
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Well, certainly, um, it makes me not want to talk to anybody.
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Well, it's already, you know, you know me, so it's already hard enough for me to deal with
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But it becomes exacerbated to the, uh, the extent that I will choose simply not to, I
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will go, no, I'm not going to go out and leave my cave and go talk to people.
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But the other thing is, um, the strange happenings or whatever, the, the, the kind of demonic
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Uh, and I know that that correlation has been shown to me so many times that I'm like, guess
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Um, so, so Al, where does this, where does this go wrong for you?
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You know, and it's just like what he was saying.
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I don't know if you want me to just get, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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But, uh, you know, the whole thing I was listening at the, at the same time, a lot of podcasts
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at the time, um, I had a lot of time because my job entailed traveling all over the
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place and then traveling was just shut down, you know?
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So I was just home listening to podcasts, doing the thing, watching a lot of ancient
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aliens, which, which I still like, I don't believe that the giant spaceship came down
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and taught everyone's things, but you learn stuff from that show, like where things are
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And it's super interesting, but it'll get you into that.
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But that'll bring you into that point, that point of like, oh, the pineal gland, you see
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those Anunnaki carvings and the statues holding the, the pine cone into the tree of life.
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I was digging deep into it to a point where I figured like, I figured it out.
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This showing you like the, the pine cone symbolism.
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I mean, he showed it a lot, but I got into like everything, all the Vontanian books, all
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the, like all the whatever's of the gods books, all the Anunnaki books, they talk like Graham
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They all look for, you know, even ancient aliens and stuff.
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They, they have a whole episodes on that stuff.
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Hearing about the, the more of the DMT realm and stuff like that.
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Cause I've done mushrooms and LSD and stuff when I was younger, but just in a party atmosphere,
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like I was never like, I'm going to, you know, trip and see this.
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It was just like somebody had it and they're like, here, eat this.
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If you do it with an intent, it's totally different.
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If you're doing it for the sake of doing it, the Lord has grace on you.
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But when you're doing it, when you know better and when you're doing it with an intent,
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That's why certain people do drugs once and they go crazy.
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That's different when your heart is in a place where you understand, you know what I mean?
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That's specifically why that's why I didn't do, I haven't done mushrooms because like,
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especially at this point, what I always tell the people in the show, they're like, oh,
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you're anti-mushroom is like, I mean, I know that they work.
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It's like, but the question is, where are you at spiritually?
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I know we're on that physically, spiritually, mentally.
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So like if I open up a doorway and the things that I know, the things that we talk about
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constantly, yeah, that's on the other side waiting.
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That's like walking into the, to the bad guy's headquarters.
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And I said, huh, did you want to come to our party?
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That might be why things went so peacefully for me is because at that point I was earnestly
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seeking the truth, but just hadn't been exposed to, like once I was exposed to really the,
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just the idea of like the Nephilim and everything.
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And I said, that's an aspect of the Bible that I've not heard about before.
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You kind of get the, the Westernized reductive version of Christianity that passes by you
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when you're not, I wasn't raised in the church or anything like that.
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It was very watered down and it just didn't seem to, it seemed much more to me that Christianity
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And that maybe there was some truth to the Bible, but given the overlap between Christianity
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and all these other religions, who knows where to start was basically like my thinking.
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And then once I got information that said, look at this, I looked at it and I never looked
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But at that time I was just kind of like pursuing the truth and understanding and stuff.
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And, uh, and I think because of that, it wasn't like I had ever been shown anything about
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Jesus or about Christianity that was obviously true to me.
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Uh, it was only later on that I was shown things that I was like, that's, um, really hard
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Because I had like just a really, uh, I mean, it was a lot of mushrooms and yeah.
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And I just had like, I had a very manageable experience.
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And like I said, I never went back and did it again and I wouldn't, you know, I haven't
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recommended to anybody to do them, but, uh, it was strange how manageable it was.
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So what, what happens, what happens next year into the podcast?
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And then during that time, like there was more than Joe Rogan talking about DMT on,
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on podcasts that there was a lot of people talking, he talked about experiences that
00:27:38.620
he had and then other people talked about that.
00:27:40.460
And then he had, uh, you know, uh, Rick Strassman on there with the spirit molecule book.
00:27:46.280
What they don't tell you when they're on the podcast is like part of the book is like
00:27:49.060
guys who they put on the DMT with the, with the IV drip.
00:27:53.100
You know, and people will think they can handle it and they come in there.
00:27:55.660
And I think that's what you were talking about with like, you know, if you go in there
00:27:58.360
thinking you're going to do something a certain way.
00:28:00.180
And he had this one guy who came in there and, you know, did the whole thing and never
00:28:05.340
And he saw the guy later on and he's like, oh, why haven't you come back?
00:28:08.160
And he's like, well, you know, I went in there and I was tripping and it was getting
00:28:12.880
Oh, you know, they don't tell you about those experiences.
00:28:18.780
I didn't do it justice, but like, that's basically what the, the, the story of the guy
00:28:23.880
That's the story of the title of my first book.
00:28:25.920
For me, I was like looking around at this stuff and being like, oh, it's like, you
00:28:32.200
I've done other psychedelics in the past and you know what the difference is going to get
00:28:38.940
I'm looking into all these weird things, you know, and I'm looking into things as like
00:28:42.180
someone who didn't know anything, you know, I'm like, like you're innocent.
00:28:48.620
It's John DeSalvo until I write it down and look it up and look it up later and look up
00:28:52.680
Enochian calls and I look at the alphabet and I'm like, oh, this is demonic.
00:29:07.680
So you're dabbling, you're dabbling in, in the occult, but you don't know this.
00:29:11.960
This brings up what we were talking about on the previous episode, where it's like, uh, with,
00:29:15.880
with Charlie Kirk, we were saying, well, how much did he actually consent to this?
00:29:19.360
How much did he agree if there was a selling of the soul or I'm not saying that you did
00:29:24.020
that, but like, there are varying levels of consent that we are constantly doing.
00:29:30.100
Well, it's very rare that they get it all at once.
00:29:32.280
And it's weird, you know, when you see the symbols and you see, like I said, the, the
00:29:35.500
statues and the, and the pine cones and stuff like that, you're like, it's weird.
00:29:39.820
You start looking at like, you know, Eastern stuff.
00:29:42.640
You start looking at like Hindu things and then the chakras and like, so, you know, I'm starting
00:29:47.220
to do these different meditations, like I'm waking up in the morning, like when it's still
00:29:50.360
dark, you know, when I've just woken up and doing a meditation and then I'm finding out
00:29:55.620
So I'm, I'm going on YouTube, I'm getting all the Monroe stuff and I'm doing that, you
00:30:00.180
And then at night I'm trying to astral project, I'm trying to have OBS, I'm trying to, I'm
00:30:04.320
doing it all at the same time because like, I don't know, like, you didn't know.
00:30:09.060
You know, I'm just out to your, to your credit too.
00:30:12.340
It's like, once you, we live in a materialist realm and the, uh, the version of Christianity
00:30:17.600
that we get traditionally in the West is very watered down and, um, and you have a profound
00:30:23.760
spiritual experience and there's not very many places to turn to, especially because
00:30:33.920
And then you find things that have elements of your experience, like Eastern mysticism
00:30:40.300
that's showing you pineal glands and all this stuff.
00:30:44.220
And, and so it's, it is, um, uh, you know, we quote them endlessly and it's, it's probably
00:30:49.600
agitating for the audience, but that whole Tucker Carlson line, which, you know, do with
00:30:53.740
him what you will, uh, don't follow any kind of men.
00:30:56.320
I think that Tucker Carlson is a shady character, but when he said that we were, um, uh, we, we
00:31:02.240
didn't understand the spiritual realm that, that our understanding had been removed here
00:31:07.560
And, and that leaves you lost in the woods and, and, and then you have these things to
00:31:13.100
Well, I know when it stopped, it's never turned away.
00:31:14.960
I was like, I'm not, I'm not into the church, but as I got older, you know, I was like a
00:31:18.160
Darwin guy or I was like, uh, you know, I'm agnostic.
00:31:20.240
I know there's something, but I don't know what it is, you know?
00:31:22.580
And I remember like, I was like 14 and we were in long Island and I used to go to church
00:31:28.520
My mom had like a tough, tough time growing up and stuff.
00:31:31.500
A lot of things happen, but I remember the time when we stopped going, we went to church
00:31:35.340
and we'd always like, she would always like move things off to go.
00:31:38.860
We got out, we got in the car and she turned the key to go home and the battery just exploded.
00:31:44.080
And she was like, every time I go to church, something happens, something happens, this
00:31:50.940
She's like, every time I go, something happens.
00:31:55.660
That was the last time I went to church, unless it was a wedding or a baptism.
00:32:00.960
As I said, demons always want to interfere whenever you're going in the right direction.
00:32:04.720
In fact, it's a good sign that you're headed in the right direction.
00:32:07.760
When you start to see the demonic interference start to happen around you, it's pretty obvious
00:32:17.120
You look back in the past and you're like, oh, man.
00:32:20.400
This is what happened with every time we did Bohemian Grove.
00:32:25.020
First time, my dog died a whole bunch of other shit.
00:32:27.360
Second time, a lot of other crazy thing happened.
00:32:30.540
But I think we were more equipped the second time because they're like, oh, I expect it
00:32:34.480
And I think now going into the fourth one, sorry, this is a second and third time.
00:32:40.820
But going into the fourth one, if we're going to do it, I'm like expecting it.
00:32:44.620
But I'm like, I'm weighing the cost, which is like David kept asking me.
00:32:48.000
He was, you know, because it's like it's great.
00:32:53.600
Um, especially I think the first day is going to be different.
00:32:56.740
Like the first day we plan on starting off with a Bible study.
00:32:59.440
Yeah, it's like that sets a different tone for this entire event, because you can feel
00:33:04.300
we've got momentum of this really gigantic thing that we're building, but it could get
00:33:11.120
So I think that's that's going to be a big change.
00:33:13.540
But it's a matter of just like weighing the cost.
00:33:17.440
Because it's like, it's not about monetary price, but there's a heavy cost to the actions
00:33:21.620
that you're going to do, especially if they're in, I suppose, in the right direction.
00:33:30.140
But I start doing all the other stuff and I'm getting results.
00:33:32.980
Like I'm looking every time I look at a clock and I know this stuff sounds people like
00:33:36.460
that's stupid, but I'm seeing angel numbers every time.
00:33:39.340
One, one, one, two, two, two, three, three, three, five, five, five.
00:33:41.540
And I'm like, how come every single time I look at the clock is there?
00:33:46.920
I had a friend when I was growing up who was like, oh, we see 11, 11.
00:33:51.680
But then when it happened so much, you know, and just recently, like just a week ago, not
00:33:55.560
even, I had a dream where I was wrestling a gun out of my friend's hand and, you know,
00:34:01.440
And I woke up, hit my phone to see what time it was, 3.33.
00:34:07.800
I go back and forth with the whole angel numbers thing.
00:34:10.240
I think that word angel numbers is like a goofy word.
00:34:14.280
But when you see it happening all the time, it's like, what's going on?
00:34:39.900
Like, they just make noises as the music's going.
00:34:42.260
One of the things they'll say is like demon time.
00:34:45.520
And it's not really specific to any one rapper.
00:35:10.480
So anything associated with demonic is scheduled.
00:35:25.260
The more I go out there, the more I'm, like, I want to see something.
00:35:29.560
So I start constantly seeing this one kind of satellite.
00:35:32.860
It looks like it has, like, a mirror on one side or something.
00:35:34.600
So it just, like, blips on and off and on and off.
00:35:38.040
And then all during this time, I'm seeing that same thing all the time.
00:35:44.820
Moves like a satellite, but just turns on and off, you know?
00:35:47.280
And since I stopped doing all that, I don't see that one anymore.
00:35:53.900
I was, like, just go outside and, like, just show me something.
00:35:56.240
And within, like, 30 seconds, I'd see, like, a comet go by.
00:35:59.240
Or, like, a flash, like, way off in the distance in the sky.
00:36:02.580
And I'm like, this is, something's fucking happening.
00:36:07.200
And he's, like, and there was, like, a video of him.
00:36:15.780
That's, like, the, what's the Bledsoe guy, too, right?
00:36:19.540
He's got that CE5 app that, like, now when you look at it, it is binaural beats that he's using to...
00:36:25.100
What was the story with Symbolic Studies, the guy that, just recently on?
00:36:30.940
He was basically calling those things in as well, wasn't he?
00:36:37.100
Yeah, they were, I think he had one, like, appear in his house.
00:36:39.400
Like, an orb appear in his house, and it moved through him.
00:36:42.160
And then I think he came to the conclusion that he's, like, these things are not, you know, on the up and up.
00:36:48.160
I forget exactly how that, it was like a fever dream, because I was in that really expensive studio.
00:36:58.560
It was, you know, during lockdowns or whatever, it was that New Year's Eve, I think 2020 to 2021.
00:37:06.240
So, the same thing, sitting out by the fire pit.
00:37:08.240
My neighborhood's going nuts with fireworks, because people are just pent up.
00:37:14.960
So, we're sitting, I got pretty high hedges around my yard.
00:37:19.340
So, I'm sitting there, and there's fireworks going off, fireworks going off.
00:37:21.980
And all of a sudden, on the side of the hedge, there's, like, a nine-foot hedge.
00:37:27.820
This orange ball just comes over the top of the hedge and just floats over the house.
00:37:34.260
And, you know, I'm thinking at first, maybe it's a firework thing like that, but it's not, man.
00:37:37.920
It just keeps going, going over the house, goes over to the next house, floats up, floats up, keeps going, and then goes into the clouds.
00:37:44.320
And I'm, like, the whole time, I've got my hand on my phone like you think you would record it, but I'm, like, what is that?
00:37:54.060
It was the middle of the day, too, and I called you.
00:37:58.640
A thing came out, it made a turn, and then it just shoots back.
00:38:02.620
Dude, it was, like, a volleyball-sized orange ball.
00:38:07.920
It did a number of times, the same exact movement each time, and it was, like, a metallic object in the sky this way, and not once did I say, I'm going to record that.
00:38:16.780
I looked, and then when it left, I was, like, there's no way it's going to come back, and it did it, like, four times.
00:38:21.640
You never, never in those moments, you're usually so enraptured by the experience that it's too tough to try to record it.
00:38:29.760
I thought at the same time, I'm, like, maybe it's the fireworks, maybe, because, you know, I'm watching these weird things, so, like, maybe something came in to look at the fireworks.
00:38:37.300
What is this? I don't know. I'm just, you know, grabbing my straws, but I'm, like, on 4th of July, I'm going to look again.
00:38:43.380
I'm going to make sure I stop and look again and see something.
00:38:46.620
So, eight months later, 4th of July is happening.
00:38:49.400
I'm out in the street with my kids, lighting off little fireworks, and the neighbor's there, and the neighbor's, their dad's there.
00:39:01.900
This time, I get my phone out, and I look up, and I was, like, I don't see anything.
00:39:06.340
And then, boom, I see this little tiny red dot start coming out.
00:39:10.500
It just gets bigger and bigger and bigger and goes down.
00:39:17.900
It sits in the middle of the sky and then just starts, turns red, like, more red, and just starts slowly drifting off to the south.
00:39:26.720
It's so weird because I got a feeling of, like, okay, it's time to go look at the sky.
00:39:30.560
So, I backed up and looked up at the sky, and boom, something came out.
00:39:33.960
I don't know if these things are, like, what they are.
00:39:36.860
And I don't make any jumps about their nature, but I also kind of just, like, leave them alone.
00:39:42.540
Like, before we started this show, your dad was talking to us.
00:39:46.500
And I happened to look at his watch, and it was 2.22.
00:39:51.840
I looked at it when the seconds, because he's got a digital readout, were at 0.0.
00:39:56.720
So, it was literally, it had just turned, and then it went 1.2.
00:40:00.420
So, at the stroke of 2.22 on his watch, I looked at it, and I saw 2.22, and I said, oh, that's interesting.
00:40:05.880
It's kind of a violation to look at another man's watch.
00:40:13.440
I thought about it, but I kind of dismiss it because I'm like, it doesn't matter to me.
00:40:17.580
Before this show, I prayed up, and I'm saying to God just that we do as well, and that this reaches people who need to hear it, and all that stuff.
00:40:31.900
But then I look over, and the very first thing I see after that is you've got some snacks in your closet, and for whatever reason, the side of the box says, this will be big.
00:40:39.600
So, I see that, and I go, but I go, I file that away under it doesn't even matter because I already prayed up.
00:40:52.240
But, you know, I don't know what to do with those numbers because I go back and forth.
00:40:58.980
I hear things that they're angelic communications.
00:41:01.140
I literally, because of that, put no anything in them.
00:41:05.700
I notice them, and I go, file it away under keep it pushing.
00:41:10.060
Yes, the number 33, when I'm hanging out with David specifically, that number comes up all the time.
00:41:16.020
And it's one of those things where I go, okay, and then I just try to, like, we just move on.
00:41:23.460
I'm not going to, like, start doing astrology and basing my life around this, but I'm like, notice that.
00:41:31.580
It's not even that I file it away under notice it.
00:41:36.680
Something is, like, petitioning for my attention.
00:41:43.100
Like, if you lived the way the Lord intended us to live in nature, would there be numbers popping up?
00:41:50.680
So that's, like, everything that you're seeing it on is something that was, you know, created by man, distortion of some kind.
00:41:57.580
So, like, trying to, like, you know, connect this, the meaning of the significance, I promise you, is demonic.
00:42:04.500
Because you're not, you're not, you know, the Lord will sometimes, I've seen the Lord use numbers in significant situations when people are not listening to him.
00:42:16.140
So I've seen the Lord, like, it's almost like last-ditch effort.
00:42:19.560
God's like, all you're going to freaking pay attention to is colors or numbers.
00:42:26.940
But, like, what you're doing is you're seeking for a sign.
00:42:29.960
And the Bible says a perverse generation seeks for a sign.
00:42:32.620
You're trying to, you're doing what is called divination.
00:42:38.500
Look, Z-Man says, bro, there's 33 branches on this tree, right?
00:42:42.740
And, you know, to that point, you know what it kind of leads to, Brian?
00:42:45.160
It leads to people being like, I got to look into this Gematria shit.
00:42:49.460
And I got to figure out, like, oh, well, if that's what it is and the elites are doing this on this day at this time, then maybe, maybe I can do this at this day in this time.
00:42:57.500
Maybe I can bend, you know, reality to my will.
00:43:03.280
That's how you get signed up for $1,500 a month on a Gary the Numbers Connection.
00:43:08.380
I know somebody that was very high in the occult, and they were in a band, okay?
00:43:13.980
And they had to, a very popular band that they were successful at.
00:43:18.160
And whenever they would watch the news, this guy told me, it was like, they would watch the news, they would get the signals from events that were happening on the news, and then the band leader would come back and be like, okay, I know when we have to release our next song.
00:43:33.240
It has to be on this date, at this time, at this thing, and we have to add this many words to our song.
00:43:39.180
And they would do, and that's how they would make their songs.
00:43:47.000
Schizophrenics are obsessed with, like, the numbers of it all.
00:43:50.480
And it's like, yeah, because demons are whispering to you.
00:43:52.120
So, before we go any further, we got to kick out the pores.
00:43:57.400
Guys, you got 42 minutes of a show if you want to continue watching this show.
00:44:10.600
Otherwise, give it some time, and the episode will release in its entirety.
00:44:17.540
To do it in front of, like, when Al and Brian are here, I'm like, I don't know if I like it.
00:44:21.540
To do it in front of them, it feels like we're showing them our buttholes.
00:44:24.080
Like, watch how, no, it's like, watch how we snuff our fan base as I click them off.
00:44:38.020
Where do you want to pick it up in regards to this?
00:44:44.120
If you look at all those shows, like, you know, Twin Peaks and, like, Stranger Things and stuff like that.
00:44:51.160
And I have something like that towards the end.
00:45:02.280
I mean, Frank Sinatra was 3.11 in the Manchurian Candidate that we just went through.
00:45:06.380
Which is, it's, I mean, I guess it's close enough or significant enough.
00:45:10.480
I mean, I do think that there is, like, something about numbers in the nature of this realm.
00:45:16.640
And really, for mankind, it's like, once you notice this thing and once you think it's a viable means going forward, absolute power corrupts absolutely.
00:45:24.420
You're going to gary the numbers guy yourself into threatening to kill people during COVID.
00:45:32.080
I'll tell you right now, the most demon-possessed individuals I deal with, all of them are obsessed with numbers.
00:45:40.240
Like, every single, so when I deal with somebody and they're, like, the most, like, all the schizophrenic individuals, all the people that hear voices, all the people that are, like, heavily inundated with demonic influences in their life, they're always like, but the numbers.
00:45:55.420
They're always talking about the numbers every time.
00:45:58.260
Listen, I, as somebody who is probably, you know, I have a proclivity.
00:46:02.840
There's things that follow me around, and they're just not good, right?
00:46:06.580
I come from, like, a whole dark thing, and I think that I'm getting better all the time.
00:46:10.880
Did Matt ask Brian if he had demons in front of you?
00:46:14.660
He said, Raven's in the room, but he's not in the room.
00:46:18.520
But, you know, I can feel that pull, that temptation.
00:46:21.520
And I, thank God, because of the people that I'm interacting with and the experiences that I've had, I've realized numerology is not the way to go.
00:46:29.340
But they try to get me because they're, like, you're the most important number, right?
00:46:33.240
That's because if you do the whole numerology thing, you all are assigned a number.
00:46:37.720
By all means, I should be a numerology influencer.
00:46:44.680
Actually, I heard the Jews literally telling Trump in a video.
00:47:01.280
So, yeah, man, stay away from the whole numerology thing.
00:47:04.600
I always tell people, it's like, if you believe in God and God has a plan and you're praying to be in his plan, to do his bidding, to be a good servant,
00:47:12.040
what on earth do you have to worry about manipulating the aspects of your reality where you got to do things on a certain date or you got to do things that, you know what I mean?
00:47:21.960
You pray to God to be in alignment with his will, the end, and you're taken care of.
00:47:30.780
Like, if you're not thinking in that term, like, when you start to see all those numbers and stuff like that, I'm not saying, like, following and doing Jumanji.
00:47:38.340
But if you walk by a clock every time and you're like, 2.22, 3.33, you're like, ah, there it is again.
00:47:47.020
You're specifically looking for answers and you're getting these little hints and signals.
00:47:51.820
Same thing with going outside and seeing the stuff in the sky.
00:47:53.840
Like, every time I go, I saw one time, like, three satellites I thought were coming and they just split off like an Atari symbol.
00:48:01.340
You know, and when you see things like that, you're like, that's cool.
00:48:03.680
And, you know, naively, I'm like, oh, thank you for showing me that.
00:48:07.900
Well, of course, because, once again, materialistic paradigm, we're told spirituality doesn't exist conventionally.
00:48:13.260
And then all of a sudden, here is something profound happening right before your eyes.
00:48:18.120
But, by the way, that Stephen Greer thing, when he's doing that CE5 stuff, people that do that also, poltergeist activity, somebody in the chat said after sleep paralysis, after their experience with mushrooms, they had sleep paralysis.
00:48:32.180
You'll get alien deduction phenomenon, poltergeist activity in your household.
00:48:40.800
I was wanting it, not being possessed by demons, but I was wanting experiences like that.
00:48:44.520
That's like I was getting, you know, going to sleep.
00:48:46.160
I would do like, you know, okay, so I'm going to have a lucid dream.
00:48:54.040
And then I remember I was doing it one time, and I was just about falling asleep, and I was like, I can't get my, I can't really relax all the way.
00:49:00.320
And then it felt like something just leaned into me and then said, you got to read between the lines.
00:49:06.040
And I just was like, I just felt like I turned into water.
00:49:14.860
You got to look at the numbers, the numbers on the clock, the numbers on the thing.
00:49:24.560
They want you to be in that space of questioning your reality and questioning what's going on.
00:49:34.860
And so, like, that's why they tell you, like, practice in yoga, like, clear your mind or just be like, focus on one thing until it becomes nothing.
00:50:00.420
And they utilize these type of electrical kind of experiences.
00:50:04.880
So, but yeah, when you were saying that, like, straight up, dude.
00:50:13.340
It's like this amorphous crap that's open to interpretation.
00:50:16.000
Because once you get rid of the context of anything, then it means everything.
00:50:26.120
Brian always brings something where I'm like, damn, man.
00:50:29.920
Anyway, I'm doing more of this stuff, you know, and I'm like trying to lucid dream all the time.
00:50:35.460
And at the same time, listening to different podcasts and different things about DMT.
00:50:38.420
And I'm like, man, I'm never going to go buy DMT from someone.
00:50:44.660
Having a DMT dealer, like, I don't know what that guy looks like.
00:50:52.820
I'm reading other things that say it's super easy to make it.
00:50:56.680
I remember when I was younger, I went on this whole thing.
00:50:58.660
It was supposed to be able to make it out of tall grass, like River Reed.
00:51:01.300
A Fowlerist, I think it's called or something like that.
00:51:03.160
No, you can just order the root and make it yourself.
00:51:08.680
I don't want to say it, but, you know, it was super easy.
00:51:16.360
And at that time, I'm getting into the Book of Enoch.
00:51:32.640
And right when I'm doing it, it gets to the part of the Book of Enoch.
00:51:37.720
And I'm like, I'm fucking cutting roots right now.
00:51:51.740
I mean, that should be an anchor point, a nudge for hindsight.
00:51:55.840
Because the stuff comes to you, the signs are right there.
00:52:04.440
No, this will be on the show called Dangerously Retarded.
00:52:10.260
Well, your spirit was being warned in that moment.
00:52:14.660
So what was happening was the Lord was actually giving you a grace moment and warning you.
00:52:19.240
These are the moments that you are brought into judgment.
00:52:22.820
Like, and like people, you have moments like this where you go, oh, my gosh.
00:52:35.980
We go, we just, we try to nudge them off and we go forward.
00:52:46.900
You're like, oh, well, this is an extra canonical book.
00:52:55.100
Well, you got to master the blacks as we figure that out.
00:53:06.740
It tells you stop and you're like, you don't even know.
00:53:26.920
I was like, at some time I'll probably do this.
00:53:29.080
Cause it's not always like those mushrooms that I had sat on them for a really long time.
00:53:33.260
Somebody gave me them and I, I left them there and I'm like, I think that's what most people
00:53:39.360
The first time they'll like hold on to them and they'll keep them.
00:53:46.900
I'm going to be, I'm going to be gone for seven hours.
00:53:48.980
I had, I had a lot of excuses why not to do it, but I had a bunch.
00:53:52.260
They were just like wrapped in plastic and I, I'd look at them and eventually I was like,
00:54:00.600
I, so I, I think I told you, Brian, maybe after the, like one of the other shows that
00:54:04.300
we did when I was doing tower gang, um, I would sometimes smoke cause it'd like
00:54:10.580
loosen you up a little bit unless you, for me at least is how it worked.
00:54:13.860
Like it would let me be a little more creative and say things that like my brain would initially
00:54:18.580
be like, wait, don't say demons are whispering jokes to you, but you need it like to do this
00:54:24.900
So that's what I was, that's what I would do sometimes.
00:54:27.140
And we read a Chronicles episode, uh, Chronicles email from somebody.
00:54:31.580
And the guy was saying that he quit cold Turkey, wouldn't do, um, drugs anymore, but then he
00:54:38.060
started to get into some edibles and he, then he mentioned like briefly, like I did it Wednesday
00:54:42.820
And then eventually throughout the email is like, so at nine 11 Wednesday night when tower
00:54:50.980
And I'm like, it's funny because I don't really know what the other guys that everyone's
00:54:54.820
remote, anyone else is doing, but I'm like, that's what I was doing.
00:54:58.400
And through this medium, I'm talking to these people right now that was coming out that spirit
00:55:04.040
and these people wanted to take part in it to vibrate the same way I was even to the
00:55:08.740
extent where that guy was sober from everything, but then was like, and then I started taking
00:55:14.800
So this guy kind of, you know, mastered that aspect of his life, but then cracked it open
00:55:22.680
I made it like alluring enough because we're having, that's the problem.
00:55:29.840
And it's, I love those guys, but I'm like, what am I, what was I influencing people?
00:55:34.000
And what I would watch, I would always watch with a drink, always watch with a drink.
00:55:39.860
You had a guy, there was a guy that drank for sure.
00:55:41.740
He was always drooling from the corners of his mouth and his eyes were red and they would
00:55:47.900
And, and, and even on the, I never would, uh, get inebriated at all before a show, because
00:55:52.960
like I said, if I smoked would make me not want to talk to anybody.
00:55:55.800
And if I was drunk, my brain wouldn't function that well.
00:55:59.440
And I wanted to be sharp, so I would never do it.
00:56:01.660
But when I went on tower gang, I would have a drink.
00:56:04.900
So even when I went on tower gang, it was the one time where I would break that rule and
00:56:08.820
go, yeah, I know I'm, I'm, I'm in a performing aspect or whatever, you know, occupancy,
00:56:16.420
It's honestly for, for that show, I was doing sort of what I'm doing now.
00:56:20.560
So I'm like, uh, performing, producing, and it's a hard show to produce.
00:56:28.640
And it's stupid to like, to do what I'm doing now.
00:56:33.560
I'm going to make this harder to do is like, there's no reason to do it.
00:56:36.580
But like the edge was like, I, I understand what, like the, what it's going to lend me.
00:56:43.300
And in a sense, I kind of relate that to whatever top.
00:56:46.280
Remember when we had Cyprian on, um, and I had told him, I prophesied weird.
00:56:51.160
I told him, I was like, Hey, if it just feels like a, whatever, this top lobster guy is going
00:56:56.020
Um, but I feel like he's, he's leaving like, or, or, or like that.
00:57:02.840
This is just like, uh, for, for tower gang, it was a thing I presented, right?
00:57:06.380
It's like this character, this online character that people like, Oh, you must really be like
00:57:16.080
But in a sense, it's kind of what it, that's kind of what it became.
00:57:19.140
What was the entity that was the character that you embody is the demon.
00:57:30.340
Where it's like, you know, it's a lobster and he's, yeah, probably somewhere hanging
00:57:39.280
You know, we have stories like Al's and then we have conversations with people who have insight
00:57:45.280
And then you mash these things together through Chronicles and through NDS.
00:57:49.600
And, um, I'll be damned if it's not God being like, here you go.
00:57:54.740
You need a really clear mirror as to what you're doing.
00:57:57.740
So there's so much that we've shed and he gives you a, like a really nice off ramp.
00:58:03.420
One that seems kind of harsh at first, but it's like, that's the only way, that was the
00:58:08.980
Cause I would have never done it myself, you know?
00:58:11.840
Although I did like, like, like I said, if you go back and go back and watch that episode
00:58:17.960
I had spoke that and then boom, you know, it was like, but I prophesy over yourself all the
00:58:25.800
They say things, good or bad things, good and bad.
00:58:28.740
And you, and you don't even like, you know, you got to be so cautious with the words you
00:58:32.440
say people like, I mean, it says blessings and cursings out of the same mouth.
00:58:38.040
It says the power to speak life and death is in the tongue and those that master it eat
00:58:44.700
So you may prophesy something and say it like, dude, you're, you're, you're speaking it over
00:58:53.780
That's interesting because it is very easy to master the tongue of, of like death negativity
00:59:03.640
Like this language is in intentionally manipulated so that you are death speaking.
00:59:12.820
Oh, you, you know, like all of it is death centric on purpose to condition you to be in
00:59:20.160
that mode of speaking negativity over your life.
00:59:22.980
That's not, it's not like, like all of our words sick.
00:59:29.440
It's also very, it's very easy to say, like, I try not to do this.
00:59:33.920
But it's very easy to say, like, um, even when I'm, even when I'm not feeling well, it's
00:59:39.340
very easy to kind of lean into that and say, like, I'm just feeling, yeah, I'm going to
00:59:44.260
die or whatever, just saying like all this stuff it's, but I, I find it difficult and
00:59:57.120
I'll go, yeah, dude, this is going to be over and I'm going to be much better tomorrow.
01:00:03.680
I know you're saying I'm not going to get into this thing of being like, who knows
01:00:12.740
A lot of people that I deal with that are sick.
01:00:16.500
All the people that are sick, the most sick demon possessed people, they talk like that.
01:00:20.940
They're always like, oh, you know, I just, I don't know.
01:00:25.520
I see it flat out every, every day, every time I deal with this stuff, like, bro, I'm like
01:00:30.420
these people that have adopted the death centric to mode, bro.
01:00:37.100
Like I stopped saying, like when you start to feel sick, I don't say, oh, I'm feeling
01:00:48.160
If I'm feeling remotely any sick, I say in the name of Jesus, sick, get off me.
01:00:55.040
And I speak it in the spirit and I order it to leave me.
01:00:58.060
You know, even people that don't believe that that's the case.
01:01:00.080
If you just look at the placebo effect, that should be enough scientific evidence for you
01:01:04.900
So the idea that you can be sick and they can give you a sugar pill and you could believe
01:01:08.140
that that, that pill has, uh, you know, affected you in a positive way.
01:01:11.840
And then all of a sudden your symptoms do subside and you know that as much as that can
01:01:18.200
Then if you can believe yourself into being healed, then you can believe yourself into
01:01:23.060
And that goes back to that Marsinski, remember when we had you on the episode and he said
01:01:26.480
that he watched a woman or a woman who was schizophrenic, watch a doctor give diagnoses
01:01:30.260
to a patient and saw the spirits like, like oily black frogs coming out of the doctor's
01:01:46.140
And so like the people will speak it over themselves, you know, and I had, I had an
01:01:51.080
experience actually casting a demon out of a person in the beginning where I didn't
01:01:55.180
And this woman had all kinds of sickness and I was, and I was praying, we were praying
01:01:58.420
for like 20 hours and the woman, and she was like, had lupus and all these diseases
01:02:03.200
and all this sickness and we're praying and rebuking it.
01:02:05.140
And I'm like, my throat is hurting after praying for 20 hours, bro.
01:02:08.480
It was like my throat's getting, and I'm like thinking, oh man, I'm getting sick.
01:02:16.460
And she's saying the demon's speaking out of her mouth as we're trying to heal.
01:02:23.560
And the moment I have that idea, she goes, she's sick.
01:02:35.680
And when she said that, like my, it like hit me.
01:02:45.960
And I said, in the name of Jesus, sick, get off me now.
01:03:07.140
You know, and I see, I see Gil Bates saying in the thing, women are tough.
01:03:12.660
I think women are really much more spiritually sensitive, but I think they are given this idea
01:03:22.380
Because men are kind of like culturally expected to be hardy and everything.
01:03:28.020
But among women, it's like everything is geared towards like the many things that ail women
01:03:35.620
and how unfair it is to be a woman in the female body.
01:03:46.020
Because I would imagine that a bulk of the pharmaceutical company is aimed at women.
01:03:52.200
And you know what makes me believe that is because the vast majority of media is aimed at women.
01:03:57.040
Women and all of the pharmaceutical advertisements exist on media that is aimed at women.
01:04:03.260
It's like they're getting inundated constantly.
01:04:06.820
Are you're, does you, do you have eczema, psoriasis, da, da, da, da, da, you know, whatever
01:04:13.020
And they're giving you, giving you, giving you constantly pharmaceutical, you know, pills,
01:04:29.280
Every little thing that you feel is, is a symptom.
01:04:34.800
I think, uh, and it's a, I understand why, um, there's a, there's like a much stronger
01:04:40.680
fear for women of, of dying because especially once they've given birth to children, there's
01:04:45.480
like a very, there's a strong maternal instinct to protect them, take care of them for, you
01:04:55.100
So it's like most women are, are faced with that in a really large way.
01:04:58.520
All right, listen, let's, we're just, we're just, this is great, but I, I want to hear
01:05:13.540
I'm still doing, uh, I'm getting more into the Monroe stuff.
01:05:19.420
I'm, I'm finding the, you know, the, the, uh, the stuff with the split.
01:05:24.900
I was doing it and, and, you know, I'm having results with it.
01:05:33.440
It's this idea that certain frequencies can sync the hemispheres of your brain and then
01:05:40.320
So you really, your, your brain is putting the other two in there.
01:05:43.760
What does the, what does the results look like?
01:05:46.080
Um, it's kind of, it's kind of trying to give you an out of body experience.
01:05:56.720
Like I was getting, I would feel like my, my fingers starting to tingle and I would feel
01:06:01.300
And it was like an electric sound, like, like that when I was coming out.
01:06:07.780
And that was, I mean, it's kind of what I was looking for.
01:06:14.560
I haven't mentioned this in a long time, but if you're like a long time listener of
01:06:17.820
the show that happened to me often as a child, I would sit in my uncle's house.
01:06:23.240
I remember specifically watching the Yankee game on the yes network, probably yes.
01:06:26.720
Network at the time, Michael K, his voice would like, kind of like put me out of body
01:06:34.120
And I can tell, like, I would be like in the, if we're all watching the TV, I would be like
01:06:43.200
And it would just be like a, like a very crazy sensation that you're talking about, but
01:06:47.220
I didn't do it on purpose and I didn't like it.
01:06:49.480
And I would like, I, I, I guess I felt that I could go around, but I'm like, I, I'm not
01:06:54.920
like the type, you know, me, I'm not the type of dude.
01:06:58.860
No, but I'm just like, yeah, dude, I'm not, this is like not safe.
01:07:02.300
I can tell, you know, in your spirit, God, God tells you, you don't need words.
01:07:05.900
Cause it feels you need to understand things from some book or knowledge.
01:07:16.960
You get numb to it and then you ignore it and then you become corrupt.
01:07:20.760
We have a shirt that's called binaural beat down, uh, because, um, there's this idea that
01:07:26.260
even sometimes like fan sleepers, like I'm a fan sleeper.
01:07:28.740
I like, like the droning noise, some of them will accidentally, it's not like it's happening
01:07:33.140
on purpose, but create sort of a rhythmic beat and that beat can cause a hemi-sync and
01:07:38.100
then you will be experiencing sleep paralysis nightly.
01:07:40.900
But really all that is, is like you are disassociating from your body and you're becoming aware of
01:07:46.920
Once you're aware of it, I think it's kind of like a little beacon goes on.
01:07:51.560
These things are aware that you're there and they start to come towards you.
01:07:57.960
I wonder, I mean, you worked in TV, so I wonder what the hell the guys at the Yes Network
01:08:03.200
Well, I used to, I used to shoot the Michael K post game when he, when they played at the
01:08:07.860
And Michael K was always doing rituals and ceremonies and witchcraft.
01:08:13.980
He's like before every show, he would burn a little effigy.
01:08:16.480
I never sensed anything bad about Michael K specifically, but it's something about-
01:08:20.680
Maybe he's got like, cause you know how there's a hypnotic cadence, like Obama had that hypnotic
01:08:34.060
I was kind of like, I wonder, I wonder if they, do they know?
01:08:38.080
No, I think the kids are much more easily detached.
01:08:41.300
Uh, you know, kind of the spirit from the flesh kind of a deal.
01:08:45.180
Definitely closer to the, to the, well, children are more, um, spiritually in tune.
01:08:49.160
And so as a result, um, children are more spiritually sensitive.
01:08:52.360
That's why kids get these experiences of, of outer body experiences and leaving their
01:08:58.520
They go into it because they're more, they're in a state of, of sort of purity in a sense.
01:09:04.300
And so they're more susceptible and also more connected to their spirit.
01:09:08.360
So like people usually lose their out of body experience, um, and sleep paralysis stuff
01:09:12.660
as you get older, unless you learn to engage it and turn it on, which is doing practices
01:09:19.660
I, in a way, that's why I'm, I'm glad when I was younger, I mean, if you talk to my mom,
01:09:24.940
it was like, I was the kind of guy that had a lot of, we're going to get back to you
01:09:33.080
Uh, I just had like a lot of dreams, a lot of, uh, visions and stuff like that.
01:09:37.820
And my mom, dreams, you got, you got, you got, you got, okay, that's fine.
01:09:46.180
But yeah, I had a lot of dreams and I was like, I kind of asked for it to stop because
01:09:51.180
Dreams were annoying or the annoying part was, uh, cause the Lord speaks to you in dreams
01:09:59.580
Well, the part that I don't, the Lord will also listen to you.
01:10:04.240
And if you, and I mean, if they were nightmares, I mean, that's annoying, I suppose, but no,
01:10:08.460
the dreams, no, just, uh, things that, uh, I think were going to happen.
01:10:21.940
I was like, I don't really, I just don't want these things right now.
01:10:24.600
And, and, and then they stopped like, but at that time I don't, I didn't need them.
01:10:37.060
I don't, I don't want the Lord guiding with the things that you're going on and doing.
01:10:43.480
I mean, Brian was talking about how to get prophetic dreams and I'm like, Oh dude, I
01:10:49.580
Like tell me how to not, how to literally the only thing that I'm missing is asking the
01:10:53.220
Lord to send me dreams that I'm going to be doing that because I'm a napper and I do
01:10:58.040
be like in naps and I do get all kinds of really crazy dreams.
01:11:01.180
And Brian, Brian's going to punch me, but it's a, it's a, it's a responsibility from
01:11:12.600
Cause much responsibility, much responsibility is of explaining them to your mom.
01:11:15.920
And then people don't explain them to your mom.
01:11:17.420
That's the, I would have, I think this is why somebody interpret your dreams properly.
01:11:22.120
Or are they just like, Oh, I'm explaining my dream.
01:11:29.100
Um, having dreams that mean something, some of like the coolest things I've ever experienced
01:11:34.900
Like, bro, I've literally had dreams where God told me, and it was like weird dreams.
01:11:40.260
Like you wouldn't even like think it was anything.
01:11:42.140
Like I had a dream of like a dolphin that, uh, got, you know, swimming along and went into
01:11:47.820
a tube and then a shark came and bit the tube and then the dolphin was stuck in the
01:11:52.860
But instead the dolphin turned into spikes and shot spikes through the tube, bro.
01:11:58.320
That meant something that meant something so significant.
01:12:01.720
And there was so much to that understanding when you can interpret the, the, the dreams
01:12:11.600
I know like, okay, Lord, the Lord gave me a dream actually last night.
01:12:20.540
Um, well, it's, it's not something that, um, is good.
01:12:34.680
I don't have to, I'm going to have to ask Lord.
01:12:36.280
It's like the, uh, God hasn't given me fully the understanding of it yet.
01:12:40.460
But he mentioned, you know, he showed me that there was a man that, um, I was shouting
01:12:47.840
I said, you need to leave that boyfriend of yours.
01:12:51.420
And I was shouting to this woman, leave that boyfriend.
01:12:57.960
And I was in a, in a grocery store parking lot.
01:13:00.940
And then that, then that I went and then she looked at me and said, don't, don't say anything.
01:13:06.220
I said, no, you need to leave your boyfriend now.
01:13:10.120
And the boyfriend heard me, but I didn't know who it was.
01:13:12.860
Cause there's all these people in the grocery store parking lot.
01:13:15.100
And then, so I'm like, okay, I started walking and these two guys started walking towards
01:13:20.620
And so I turned into this grocery store building, but I couldn't lock the door.
01:13:25.040
And then the guy turned in, came into the building.
01:13:28.540
And then I put my foot at the door and stopped him.
01:13:30.940
And then I realized this is the guy that was the boyfriend that was like pissed that I warned
01:13:35.860
And then now he, and he was trying to come in and then he grabbed, then he turned around and
01:13:39.400
grabbed a hammer, came back at me and tried hitting me and then reached his hand through
01:13:43.980
But I put my foot there and tried to hit me, but I grabbed the hammer and was able to get
01:13:49.380
Every single part of this dream has a significance.
01:13:53.920
I know it sounds just like some random, whatever.
01:13:59.180
The woman, the woman is, is either society and the Lord hasn't given me the full understanding
01:14:05.040
of it and society that I am being a voice of warning to the world.
01:14:12.700
And that speaking is going to evoke something potentially dangerous that's going to come
01:14:20.960
But if I prepare to shut my door, I know that I can stop it.
01:14:26.540
Now it still might reach its hand in, but with its hand that it reaches at me, I can use
01:14:35.040
And so like, I can see now that whatever's going on in my life and the things that I'm
01:14:40.580
dealing with because of the dream interpretation, I understand, okay, I'm going to be a voice.
01:14:57.180
I was telling you before when we were in the coffee shop, you know, you're in California
01:15:02.220
and the world is going into chaos in a really big way.
01:15:06.720
And what's not going to be, and I'm not saying that you should shy away from this, but
01:15:10.820
spreading the gospel in places that, you know, the adversary has a stronghold in.
01:15:17.600
And certainly these city centers have a massive dark spirit over them.
01:15:24.980
And I know you were saying that you were thinking the opposite over.
01:15:35.060
There are people that will need to hear what you're saying.
01:15:39.440
You know, the crazier the world gets, the more important the gospel is, the more important
01:15:46.200
And so if anybody needs it, it's going to be people in those places.
01:15:53.560
But this is, this is how, this is how prophecy works.
01:15:56.440
When you share these things, you understand these things, you speak these things.
01:15:59.680
So it's like, I know that like, I will be protected and that I will be able to fend
01:16:08.080
And so now I'll have peace and I'll be able to go, okay, I'm going to be the voice.
01:16:13.000
It's going to piss somebody, somebody off, somebody.
01:16:15.920
And it doesn't mean that this person is going to come after me with a hammer.
01:16:23.120
But it could be a spiritual, it could be something, you know, that they come after me in social
01:16:29.320
I want to, I want to tell him really quickly about it.
01:16:34.140
But I had, when we were having this falling out after Bohemian Grove and it was very,
01:16:37.720
um, uh, uh, I guess, uh, term, termotulous, uh, I had this dream where, uh, I had this
01:16:48.140
dream where, um, you know, we were very stressed out and, and I felt when we had a falling out
01:16:55.760
with some of our old buddies that I was vindicated that I had the correct position in our argument
01:17:04.340
And I think that made, um, giving into this spirit of anger and resentment very tempting
01:17:13.800
And even if I was right, it was like that being correct was still the slippery slope that
01:17:19.560
could have led to me being in this spirit of, of anger and in the spirit of resentment.
01:17:23.440
So I had this dream, I'm on a ship and the ship is on these, this treacherous water.
01:17:29.020
And it's, it's, you know, these waves and it's, it's horrifying.
01:17:31.980
And the ocean is, is very, very, um, uh, uneasy, tumultuous, tumultuous.
01:17:40.560
And, um, and on this ship, there was a man and this man, uh, to me was, well, in the dream,
01:17:49.040
I was accepting the idea that he was this ancient vampire, but he was like an older man.
01:17:55.940
He was wearing a tank top, but you could tell like over the tank top, he previously
01:18:01.320
He had nice shoes, nice slacks, things like that.
01:18:04.600
And, um, and he is this ancient vampire and around him, there are these people that shared
01:18:11.540
And, and one of them is a woman and she's like a bit of a floozy and she's like careless
01:18:17.100
And then there's like another guy and it's just all these people that are somehow sharing
01:18:22.240
And I felt like he had infected them with vampirism and some of them are, are getting
01:18:26.720
cast over the edge of the ship into these, these waters, right?
01:18:32.520
And, um, and so I'm, I'm talking to him and I'm understanding that he is infecting these
01:18:40.480
people with his spirit and he is kind of remorseful, but he's doing it anyway.
01:18:47.020
And I understand that if I share in this spirit with him, that's where I'm going.
01:18:53.880
At one point, I remember him looking over the banister into the ocean and he knows that's
01:18:58.520
And, um, and he is kind of sad that I'm not going to share in this spirit with him.
01:19:04.520
But I just like, that's, that's the whole premise of the dream is like, I know, even
01:19:10.660
though he kind of seems all right, if I were to share in this thing with him, that's where
01:19:16.140
And so I, I didn't want anything to do with it.
01:19:19.300
And I instead like turned my back to him and turned my back to the waters.
01:19:22.980
But all these other people were just spilling overboard into the ocean.
01:19:26.700
And, uh, and when I woke up, I kind of thought it was like a nonsense dream for some reason.
01:19:31.280
And then I was unpacking it to my wife and I'm like, oh my God, like I'm being tempted
01:19:35.160
Everywhere I look with this spirit of anger and this spirit of resentment and like righteous
01:19:42.660
And therefore I can uncork on these people and say whatever I want.
01:19:48.620
Instead, I, I apologized, you know, for, for whatever role that I played in this falling
01:19:54.160
And I, and I prayed about the situation for these individuals, yada, yada, yada.
01:19:59.640
Um, and then I, I even told you, I had this deliverance session with, uh, with Laura Baker
01:20:05.860
I, I felt like I had at least dodged the anger and resentment bullet, but then the Lord put
01:20:10.400
on me to, to actually reach out to one of them, uh, to go to his house.
01:20:16.500
And, uh, and then I started, then I started having like all kinds of really crazy crap
01:20:22.400
I was seeing things like in the crack of my door in my bathroom and I was having nightmares
01:20:26.620
that first started as stressful and then turned into supernatural.
01:20:30.020
And, uh, and it didn't stop until I had this deliverance and I, and I, uh, repented for
01:20:36.740
And, um, but it was this huge, but I, but I think I, I may have understood that dream
01:20:43.240
It was like a prophetic warning to me, like, don't engage with this spirit or you are going
01:20:48.740
to the same place where these other people are going who share in that spirit.
01:20:54.960
Your dream literally meant like, do not, there isn't, there is a man who is involved.
01:20:59.520
It's something demonic in their agenda and what they're promoting and what they're doing.
01:21:05.060
And that individual is infecting people with ideologies that are wrong and that are false.
01:21:11.400
And they're infecting the others that are around him that are also spreading false narrative
01:21:19.840
And if you were to engage with that, those, those false information is sending people into
01:21:28.300
And if you're to engage in that individual, you would be going into the abyss as well.
01:21:33.600
And not only that, he knows he's going into the abyss because he knows he's wrong.
01:21:37.380
He knows in his heart, he's been warned by God as also.
01:21:44.980
It doesn't mean it's not significant to be like, I'm going to ignore this.
01:21:50.500
Like the Lord shows you stuff and you can do one of two things.
01:21:56.980
I pray against the situation of my dream that Lord God, in the name of Jesus, the dream that
01:22:04.700
And may whatever the thing that comes against me, Lord, whatever is trying to come against
01:22:09.120
me, Father, I pray that you stop that before it even gets to the door in the name of Jesus.
01:22:18.980
And this is how you speak against these things.
01:22:24.380
And I say right now, and I declare before everybody you're seeing and everybody that hears that
01:22:27.960
in the name of Jesus, that dream will not prosper in my life.
01:22:32.500
And the negativity of it will not prosper in my life.
01:22:35.320
How do you know if it's a dream from the Lord or something else?
01:22:41.140
Every dream, even in the nightmares, because God's allowing you to experience and understand
01:22:48.720
So even if they're terrible, you're learning something.
01:22:53.780
So that way you understand and you know, like if you have dreams, even like sexual dreams,
01:22:59.360
There's something in your heart that's sexually that you're perverse and the Lord's showing
01:23:05.880
You need to understand that to where your dreams become pure.
01:23:10.580
You can, you can, to an extent, control some aspect of your dreams.
01:23:16.220
I've gotten to the point in my dreams where like, when something goes wrong, I'll find
01:23:28.160
Like, you know, most of my life, that wasn't the case.
01:23:44.420
I, in one of my dreams, I was praying the blood of Jesus Christ over me and the people
01:23:53.860
It's weird because it's not like I thought to do it.
01:23:56.180
It was like this character that I am, you know, experiencing the dream from the perspective
01:24:04.060
It's me, but I'm not, it's like almost autopilot, you know, because I'm not like consciously
01:24:08.740
But all of a sudden, in my dream state, I become aware that I can call on Jesus Christ.
01:24:14.800
Always, always, always, 100% course corrects the entire thing.
01:24:20.960
I either rebuke this thing that's there, or if there's not an actual thing there, it's
01:24:25.680
a stressful scenario that's, I think, evoking stress from me because I think they feed off
01:24:34.040
And I don't know how to, it's hard to quantify that because it's not a conscious decision
01:24:38.100
that I'm making inside the dream, but something changed at some point.
01:24:41.700
And that has become a dynamic that is part of my dream experience now.
01:24:46.620
When things go too far south, something kicks in, and I go, in the name of Jesus Christ,
01:24:52.540
and either this thing is, honestly, sometimes, like, you know, when I'm prophesying, I'm praying
01:24:58.000
the blood of Jesus Christ over me and my, whoever I'm with in this one dream.
01:25:03.740
It is not even, almost doesn't even sound like me because it's like the way that I'm speaking
01:25:16.420
That was when I thought we were going to go to Moon Lake.
01:25:19.480
And then it was like somebody trapped us in some sort of scenario.
01:25:24.640
We have to get back to Al's story because I'm sorry.
01:25:27.420
I know the audience is like, the dreams, really, Raven?
01:25:36.880
I'm getting into the, the, a lot of doing a lot of Monroe stuff, and I'm really exploring
01:25:41.820
like cymatics and things like that, and then trying to like do meditations with different
01:25:48.100
I'm doing like Weimhoff breathing techniques before I meditate.
01:25:51.280
And then like when I'm in that kind of like floaty feeling, I'll put on some kind of frequency
01:26:03.340
I wasn't like, I'm going to like contact something.
01:26:05.420
I just wanted to like be calm and just like clear everything out.
01:26:09.320
But at the same time, this really, this is like a little side thing.
01:26:12.800
During that time, I never go in through the front door of my house.
01:26:18.560
But during that time, I remember this coming in.
01:26:22.260
I was pretty much into the Merkle show at that time.
01:26:25.060
And I'm listening to a lot of different things and the demon stuff like that.
01:26:28.140
But for the one time we came in through the front door at that time.
01:26:32.340
And as I walked in the front door, all of a sudden I couldn't control.
01:26:35.600
Like I felt this, this feeling of like pure happiness, like super, super happiness.
01:26:40.580
And my face was like, it smiled so big and my eyes opened up.
01:26:45.000
And it's like, and it's like, I didn't do it myself.
01:26:46.980
I was like, and I was like, did I just let something in through the front door?
01:26:54.860
But at the same time, it was like, I felt awesome.
01:26:59.700
I was just like, I looked around and I was like, why am I smiling so huge?
01:27:02.680
My eyes were big and it just kind of faded away.
01:27:04.500
And, but I thought that was something cool I could put in there.
01:27:07.300
Like did something, did anything go ahead, Brian?
01:27:11.640
I was actually praying for one of my friends one time who I, I, I like, we know each other
01:27:16.760
And he was like, yeah, I didn't film some stuff.
01:27:19.160
And then all of a sudden he's like, yeah, it's smiling uncontrollable.
01:27:34.280
And like, and he's like, couldn't stop the smiling.
01:27:38.480
And then all of a sudden he stops talking and all he's doing is smiling and his mouth is
01:27:42.920
Like it felt like my mouth was trying to get, well, that sounds like a positive thing until you
01:27:46.780
look into like all the spooky crap that Hollywood dishes out.
01:27:57.800
Cause that seems, that sounds to me like a pivotal moment.
01:28:02.700
You've, you've, it's knocked and you've let it in.
01:28:05.220
If it was in you, if it was a hitchhiker, if it was attached to you, it seems like somehow
01:28:10.820
I just thought that was a weird thing, but I did have that thought in my mind, like, you
01:28:14.000
know, because of listening to all those weird podcasts.
01:28:18.800
And then when I saw you guys, that that's the one thing I was like, I was like frequency
01:28:22.180
meditation is, you know, is kind of what drew, what drew me to that stuff.
01:28:31.940
The productions I'm on aren't back in, you know, they're still taking off time till
01:28:37.740
So I was like, oh, I'm home alone a lot of time.
01:28:42.520
I won't, you know, mess with anybody or do anything.
01:28:44.260
So I go out and I allegedly buy this, uh, this Egyptian bong with all kinds of weird
01:28:55.900
That's not a, that's not a random choice there.
01:28:58.620
So, and, you know, so I get that and, and finally I break it out.
01:29:02.120
I'm like, okay, this afternoon, this is the time we're going to do it.
01:29:04.160
So I was like, I've been doing frequency meditation.
01:29:07.240
So like when I try it the first time I'm going to put on this thing.
01:29:09.680
So I find this, this thing, it's like 528 megahertz supposed to be like a healing frequency.
01:29:21.060
I was like, I'm going to lay down right here and I'm just going to do it.
01:29:22.880
And this is supposed to be like not a super long trip.
01:29:32.920
And then, and at this time I wasn't like, I'm going to crack open the keys of the universe,
01:29:39.080
I just want to show up cause I'm hearing all these people doing DMT and like, and, you
01:29:43.920
know, asking questions, getting this profound stuff.
01:29:45.780
And I was like, I don't have like a huge question.
01:29:49.760
I just want to show up and be like, Hey, what's going on?
01:29:51.480
Or just see something, you know, I'm, you know, it's not, it's not like a deep thing
01:29:55.780
So first time I put the, I put the music on, I get it all set up, I pack it up.
01:30:05.360
And man, you just said that and never had, it didn't really work the first time.
01:30:11.320
And, uh, I was like, man, it didn't really work.
01:30:14.780
So at the very end I'm sitting there and then I just see these like little tendrils of like
01:30:18.920
smoke coming in from the sides of my vision of like all different colors, like rainbow
01:30:22.640
And they meet in the middle and kind of swirl around.
01:30:31.020
I'm going to do, I'm going to do it again because I hear you have to take a couple.
01:30:34.240
This is what, what's his name did, uh, Jonathan, right?
01:30:45.700
I don't know what the heck it's called, but, um, yeah, he, he ended up doing, it seems
01:30:51.320
I think he did a little bit and he had like, it's like, Oh, there's something there.
01:30:54.960
And then he's like, I experienced death directly with the frequency.
01:30:59.960
So I kept the same thing on the five 28, you know?
01:31:04.360
And then that time, like, you know, I kind of rocketed out and I was like, okay, this
01:31:08.860
And then when you do like something like that, it's not like, I mean, mushrooms, I think mushrooms,
01:31:13.320
you feel more high and giggly and weird when you do it.
01:31:21.060
So you've got this state of consciousness, but you are in an altered, in an altered place.
01:31:26.420
So this, I'm just feeling like everything's just white and all I can feel is like my
01:31:31.200
teeth, you know, and I'm just like rocketing through this, this, this realm.
01:31:36.480
And I'm just seeing like fractals of red and gold and stuff coming in.
01:31:42.580
And I started coming down from that and that wasn't that, you know, profound.
01:31:46.680
So, but afterwards, you know, I'm walking, I guess as it, as it starts to wear off, you
01:31:51.440
can, you can function, you can do things, you can start, you're still seeing like weird
01:31:54.560
stuff, but you can like, so I walk outside my dogs on the, on the couch outside.
01:32:00.220
I look and look up at the sky and it's just like checkerboard of the exact same cloud
01:32:06.780
formation, just folding into itself like a million times.
01:32:10.180
And then I'm like, simulation theory, we're in a simulation, you know, and I look back
01:32:13.780
at the house and I can see like these pink wireframe, like, you know, when you're doing
01:32:17.460
animation, like the guide frames, I'm like, it's, it is a simulation, but you know, who
01:32:26.680
So what you're actually looking at is like, imagine like we, we are in a bathroom and
01:32:31.640
there's pipes and the water comes out the wall and when you go into these realms, you're
01:32:35.120
actually seeing through the wall where all the pipes are.
01:32:37.940
So a lot of times you are seeing like structural things.
01:32:41.340
This is actually, Paul Stobbs did a great job of explaining this.
01:32:44.300
He says like, imagine a beautiful ornate rug, right?
01:32:47.180
And then when you do DMT, what you're actually seeing is all the cross stitching on the bottom
01:32:51.020
side, which is, you know, it's, it's part of the integrity of the rug.
01:32:55.020
It's necessary for all this beauty to exist, but you're seeing kind of the back of, you
01:33:00.420
I'm seeing that, you know, all those lower dimension, mind you, just so you know, people
01:33:07.780
And this is the fractal realm is the realm where the demons reside.
01:33:11.340
And this is why they'd rather be inside of you than inside of this round because they can't
01:33:20.720
And they also want to engage in, in like sins of the flesh, right?
01:33:23.900
They want to be involved in the physical, which is why as soon as they possess you, they
01:33:31.480
They want to engage with this aspect of, of, of, uh, of reality, but where they are sucks.
01:33:38.980
But that, that wireframe thing was really, I was like, wow, there is something to something.
01:33:43.260
I know, like now I know for sure there's something on the other side of this, you know?
01:33:47.760
And I did write this story and I sent it to Merkel, like real early on, but like later
01:33:51.860
on, I found he doesn't like, if it has any drugs involved in it.
01:33:55.900
Now he's realized that like the drug stories, it's not glorifying the drugs and it's also
01:34:02.080
In fact, if you, I think if you don't, um, allow people to share these experiences and
01:34:07.980
then try to help them into understanding what they are, then it's just another one of those
01:34:14.560
There are spiritual experiences and there's not many places to go for answers.
01:34:18.140
He's not understanding the, or giving legitimacy to the, the idea that there's a lot of doorways
01:34:26.280
He thinks, I guess he thinks it's more hallucinations, but obviously, well, you know what it is?
01:34:30.440
It's like his audience could say, um, Nancy, uh, she says, my ex did DMT a couple of days
01:34:40.260
He said he visited the spirit of his ancestors who gave him permission to enter the ring.
01:34:53.180
He is actually very, that's an interesting one.
01:34:54.960
When he fought, uh, Jerry Prohoshka, Jerry said, uh, just promise when we come to the fight,
01:35:00.740
He said, promise when we come to the fight, you're not bringing any of these entities because
01:35:03.860
when they do the face-offs, he's wearing, uh, like the painted face and they're doing
01:35:08.040
like those chants of whatever, whatever, dress like the spirit that you want to inhabit you.
01:35:12.580
And he's painting himself like this, you know, this, this spiritual entity.
01:35:18.780
And then like the, the, it is the ancestors is where we get ancestor worship from the concept
01:35:25.180
They have people always think they're meeting their ancestors.
01:35:31.520
But that they, they think it's, it's always the same.
01:35:34.460
Another thing that's always the same that people don't get, it's the same thing is
01:35:38.220
worshiping the, um, in the Catholic church, the saints.
01:36:01.340
With their great wisdom, dude, it's demons, dude.
01:36:03.460
You're talking to demons that were possessing or following these under individuals.
01:36:09.540
Every episode, we're just stomping them, curb stomping them.
01:36:13.120
Very sorry, Catholics, but you got some, uh, some housekeeping to do better.
01:36:27.860
And, you know, while I still feel a little bit of effects of what's going on now, and
01:36:32.360
I should be able to, to, to get where I want to go.
01:36:42.120
So I'm like, I'm going to change the change what I'm listening to.
01:36:47.480
So I've been, you know, with the meditation, stuff like that, I've been listening to the
01:36:58.580
The singing bowl started in the first one comes on.
01:37:01.500
You know, can kind of hear it while it's going on.
01:37:13.560
And then the second belt, the second gong comes in, you know, and then, and again, it
01:37:17.800
gets more intense and I'm seeing the ball, the ball starts to move and it's like all
01:37:23.020
And it's got like, I don't know, I would say like the Sanskrit thing in the middle, the
01:37:27.420
little black, the Sanskrit thing in the middle.
01:37:34.580
It's, well, it's going with the music while just getting more intense with the music.
01:37:37.580
And then the third hit of the bowl was some frequency that I've never heard before, but
01:37:46.320
And then when that happened, it's freaked out, dude.
01:37:51.900
And I was chasing the ball and like, I was just watching it happen.
01:37:55.120
And it was, it was more, it was like, oh, I didn't want this.
01:38:03.160
Um, so I went through that and it was really like, you know, I, I was kind of like white
01:38:07.640
I'm just feeling like saliva coming in and I'm just watching this.
01:38:15.060
But when you said Sanskrit thing in the center of this ball, what do you mean?
01:38:17.960
The, the, the Ohm symbol, the Ohm symbol, the Kanji Ohm thing, whatever it is.
01:38:27.840
You know, it looked like a liquidy eight ball with the white circle red with the white circle.
01:38:35.560
And then like, it would just took off and there was like liquid coming off it and stuff
01:38:40.920
So, you know, I'm just white knuckling through this.
01:38:42.900
I'm like waiting for it to, I'm like, I'm glad this wasn't anything stronger.
01:38:45.960
I know this is going to end in a couple of minutes.
01:38:50.360
And as I'm starting to come back, I'm like that I can't take the sound anymore.
01:38:55.000
Meanwhile, the demons are like, time doesn't matter here.
01:38:58.080
But at the same time, I'm opening my eyes now, right?
01:39:01.820
So and I'm under a ceiling fan, which is the where we're just talking about the freaking
01:39:05.600
electricity, the portal, the things around the fans folding into itself.
01:39:09.980
There's this like black smoke coming out of the top of it and like this weird tendrils
01:39:18.000
So and then and then I start like feeling my body and looking around as I'm coming through
01:39:21.740
and I feel like I'm moving like you ever see a movie where the demon comes in and
01:39:26.180
they're moving in a really fast way, like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, like you see that with
01:39:30.960
strobing UV light, not UV light strobe strobing fluorescent, just like when they're looking
01:39:38.440
at you in their head, just going back and forth.
01:39:40.100
I mean, you know, like so like I feel like I'm doing that right.
01:39:42.980
And I'm like, something bad is going to happen.
01:39:51.560
So I'm like pushing myself up onto the bed because I feel like when I do snap back into
01:39:56.200
this realm, I'm going to be convulsing like I've never convulsed before.
01:40:02.760
So and then and then I just like got into my head.
01:40:07.800
And then it started to calm down and smoke went away and stuff like that.
01:40:11.160
And then, you know, I spent like three hours looking out the window going, it's all real.
01:40:22.580
And so I have those weird feelings that, I mean, I don't really know how to go after
01:40:31.780
Did you did you did you ever see any entities ever?
01:40:37.560
I saw the black smoke and the tendrils, the tendrils, like tentacle things, but smoky.
01:40:43.680
OK, but they were like they were like just long, like things like that.
01:40:47.480
That was wrapped around that's the most common.
01:40:49.640
One of the most common things that people see is is tentacles.
01:40:54.280
And like I think Graham Hancock actually on his website talks about it.
01:41:00.300
They have these faces where the tentacles come out like my hands.
01:41:04.020
It's like the tentacles come out of their head and they like go all wavy like.
01:41:12.540
Sometimes people call them the snakes, the tentacles, the whatever.
01:41:16.000
Those are the seraph of angels, the fallen angels.
01:41:18.380
So you're seeing remnants of them in that spiritual realm.
01:41:21.020
You're seeing their wings or whatever they are.
01:41:23.460
Nancy says, reminds me of Jerry Marcinski's friend about the ceiling apparition, which was
01:41:27.680
yeah, homeboy, who was the mechanical engineer recovering schizophrenic, went on to have a
01:41:35.860
But he saw what like Gnostics would call I forget what the heck the name of it is, but
01:41:40.980
a serpent body lion headed thing that he I don't know how he categorized it, but it came
01:41:47.960
In fact, shortly after that episode, I saw something like that.
01:41:54.140
Remember, I told you I watched a portal open up in my room.
01:41:59.600
And I think I was smoking at the time and it wouldn't go away if I closed or opened my
01:42:05.920
And and I was pretty pissed off about I pissed off, but I didn't want to see that.
01:42:12.660
And I remember watching it was like a single point that opened up and then something started
01:42:30.820
That sounds kind of like that situation because it was a portal that had all these like kind
01:42:36.320
It opened up and then this thing came through and it was this Abraxas.
01:42:40.320
Well, Abraxas is kind of the chicken snake thing.
01:42:45.180
So, so, but, but to your point, um, Brian, that is a kind of thing.
01:42:50.720
And I remember seeing that smoky tendril situation around the legs of that dude, uh, demon thing
01:42:58.400
Um, so, so, so you, you have this experience and it sounds to me, Al, like you're left
01:43:07.380
not freaked out in a, in necessarily a bad way, but being like, I'm certain now that there
01:43:16.740
Does this spur you on to, to try to have more experiences?
01:43:23.220
Uh, I, yeah, that was after that, after seeing that and feeling the feeling was, was
01:43:29.440
But after that, you know, um, you know, I'm taking a shower, I'm seeing things in the tiles
01:43:33.560
of the shower, you know, like faces or whatever.
01:43:39.360
That's a lot of spirits are, they're, they're frogs.
01:43:47.820
Um, seeing things like that, but just getting feelings more of the, the, the, a lot of the
01:43:53.220
You know how horrifying that would be though, to like turn and there's just a smoky ethereal
01:43:59.600
Every time he's at the house and I got to look at him, it's like, Tony, what are you doing
01:44:12.340
No, it's just, I'm, I'm, and after that I'm starting to get like premonitiony kind of things
01:44:17.060
Like I'll be riding my bike with my son and be like, he's going to hit that mailbox right
01:44:22.280
You're going to hit that and he hit the mailbox.
01:44:26.020
Like I'm driving and I start getting like this crazy feeling like there's going to be
01:44:31.740
And then like, I go around the corner and bam, someone gets an accident right in front
01:44:39.700
So once you've engaged in the spiritual realm and you've turned on your spirit, once it's
01:44:45.460
on, once your spirit is now aware, there is, there's prophetic giftings and anointings
01:44:53.020
So you, you came to the understanding and the knowledge of, of this experience.
01:44:57.240
You probably kicked on your spiritual awareness and now your spirit is more in tune with
01:45:01.960
So now you're recognizing spiritual unctionings.
01:45:04.440
Well, that's kind of what I'm trying to do on the whole thing.
01:45:06.840
Like, and at the same time, the top of my head, like where the, where your crown is,
01:45:13.160
Like I'm telling my wife, I think I'm going bald.
01:45:16.300
I get the same thing, but it happened for like a week.
01:45:19.800
I was like, no, but I just felt like that tingling all around the top.
01:45:22.960
I'll get like a spirit that was sitting on you probably.
01:45:25.760
And at the same time, I'm like, I'm not drinking fluoride.
01:45:29.800
So I'm, so I'm drinking fricking liquid deaths.
01:45:31.860
And then I read the article where they're like hiring witches and warlocks and bless this
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I wouldn't touch, I wouldn't touch that bottle for nothing.
01:45:54.060
If, if the Jews are doing a kosher and why not have some, a little blessing, a little
01:46:02.860
And then, so like it's, I'm having all this kind of different feelings, like the stuff
01:46:07.920
I was just saying, like the little premonition kind of things.
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I'm just like, I'm in that feeling, like knowing that there's a lot more going on at
01:46:15.340
the same time, when I go to bed at night, I'm terrified.
01:46:22.800
Even as a kid, I had one out of body experience, like a lucid dream thing when I was a kid
01:46:27.420
where I was like, I was floating up by the ceiling.
01:46:33.400
Muppets because that's like, wow, that's horrifying.
01:46:38.280
Like, but anybody in your, in your, in your spirit doesn't recognize that it's totally
01:46:42.900
Anybody in your family, you know, of like in your lineage, you have a great, like my
01:46:46.460
grandmother, for example, was, was plagued by alien abduction experiences.
01:46:50.340
And I think her modality for dealing with it was to delve into sort of new age crap.
01:46:56.980
And so she was involved in a lot of like what, what you would call like Wiccan practices
01:47:04.920
No, but I used to hang out with this kid when I was, when I was little and his mom was
01:47:10.400
And then, you know, we were too young to know what this stuff was.
01:47:13.500
And she was like, oh, play with the Wii board, do this.
01:47:15.660
And she would sit us down and be like, dude, she was giving the kids a Wii board.
01:47:18.440
She would be like, imagine yourself as a, as a, as a white outline of your body and imagine
01:47:23.100
the light coming into your head and filling your body.
01:47:25.360
And she's like, when the light fills up your whole body, then you guys are safe and you
01:47:28.780
can go on the Wii G board and you can ask for whatever you want.
01:47:39.900
And then I came home one time and I don't really remember what happened, but I came home one
01:47:45.820
And I, years later I told her about it and she's like, yeah, you didn't like what happened,
01:47:50.440
And I never, I mean, I never did it again after that.
01:47:57.620
She was literally teaching you how to channel entities.
01:47:59.940
And that was the first time like over his house, that was the first time like they had
01:48:03.880
It was the first time we saw some like, you know, Cinemax movies.
01:48:06.300
She would have, you know, roaches in the ashtray just out.
01:48:18.060
Um, uh, those, those parents were the worst parents in my experience.
01:48:23.520
You know, when you're a kid, they're cool, uh, going over somebody's house and their mom
01:48:28.200
says like, I don't care if you smoke weed, just don't do it out there.
01:48:33.920
And it's always a single mom to the worst households you could ever let your child be
01:48:39.040
in because they are lulled in by the idea of like safety and acceptance or whatever.
01:48:45.020
But really in hindsight, all that happens under that house is spiritual corruption.
01:48:56.160
Well, that probably still is haunted that I told, I probably told you a bunch of stories
01:49:05.380
And if you aren't, um, guarding your kids, if you're not like, you know, they call it
01:49:11.260
It's like, you need to know where the hell your kids are.
01:49:13.040
You need to know where your kids are because they're going to end up in somebody's house
01:49:16.160
and you're going to go like, like, you know, uh, uh, right now my, my son will be like,
01:49:22.120
oh, so-and-so is always like, they're always allowed on their phone or something like that.
01:49:25.960
And I go, no, you have your phone for a certain amount of time.
01:49:28.640
Um, it's got a, an hour on it or so that you can talk to your friends and text message them.
01:49:34.060
Uh, you can call your aunt, you can call your grandma, whatever.
01:49:37.360
Then it gets turned off and you can't have access to anymore.
01:49:39.840
He doesn't understand why some of his friends are perpetually on it because there's like
01:49:43.900
this thing where some parents will just go, you know, as long as you're not out on the
01:49:49.020
streets or maybe they don't even care about that, you can do whatever you want for as
01:49:53.340
And if you, if he grows up and he's got a friend who, it seems like he's just always
01:50:00.360
I'd be like, why, why are his parents okay with you constantly being in the house like
01:50:05.220
And it's like, cause I, cause I remember what those parents were like, the ones who didn't
01:50:09.200
However many kids were over who stayed as long as they wanted, who stayed for as late as
01:50:13.700
And because as soon as you hit 14 or 15, those are like, well, they're going to drink
01:50:21.860
You know, they're going to smoke outside anyway.
01:50:23.780
So they might as well do it in here where it's safe.
01:50:26.080
Next thing you know, then they're smoking and drinking with the kids.
01:50:32.300
My, I was a latching key kid and I was out all the time, dude.
01:50:36.680
And I knew so many parents that were like that.
01:50:39.180
And, uh, and, and really that was just like, uh, a spiritual dark beacon drawing all the
01:50:46.200
kids in the neighborhood to one location where just all the worst crap happened, man.
01:50:53.000
Federal agents says Raven is literally talking about my mom right now.
01:50:56.860
I'm sure, dude, I know how the chat is that, you know, we're attracting people that are
01:51:02.220
Um, so I'm sure you guys had, had experiences like that.
01:51:05.080
So we're, um, this is going on now after that I'm having this, like,
01:51:12.240
And like I said, at night I'm going to sleep, I'm going in my bed and I'm feeling terrified,
01:51:18.580
I was like, I got to keep my feet in the, how old are you when this is happening?
01:51:24.180
I know what you, I'm just saying, cause I know what that's like.
01:51:28.840
So there's this one part of my closet that comes up to almost my bed and I'm feeling something
01:51:33.440
Like if I have to get up at night to take a leak or something like that, I'm scared to go by
01:51:38.120
But I'm not showing it, I'm not showing it, but in my head, I'm like, okay, I'm going
01:51:46.580
It just made me like, I don't know what it made me.
01:51:48.040
Well, cause for me it was like, I was mad and I'm stressed out and I just want to sleep
01:52:11.060
Just that part is like the kid, like the demon in the closet, you know, it's like that part
01:52:18.940
But at night, like, especially in the middle of the night, I'm like, I don't want to go
01:52:27.200
On the eighth day, I'm going to a comedy show where we, where we met.
01:52:40.140
I'm going to go pick my buddy up before I go, go into that closet.
01:52:54.980
I feel like, I feel like I just ran a marathon.
01:52:57.820
Like, you know, I feel, I feel this electric feeling and I just like that fight or flight
01:53:01.940
kind of like, yeah, like I've never had my nasal passages open that far.
01:53:07.960
My jugular just pumping, but I'm not feeling like you're not seeing what I'm not seeing
01:53:13.820
I'm just feeling that I'm like, this is your body is telling you something is wrong.
01:53:18.460
So I grab a shirt from out of there and I put it on because I think it's a funny shirt.
01:53:28.040
No story of the, with the donkey, with the angel in the road.
01:53:31.380
Like, dude, have I not been like, I've been trying to not go this way.
01:53:36.140
Have I not been your donkey for all this time, dude?
01:53:39.260
So I'm going, going to the comedy club at this.
01:53:48.120
I'm not like squirting sweat or anything like that, but I'm this whole time I'm feeling this
01:53:55.780
So I'm going in, we go inside and I'm like, we sit down and I'm like, I'm going to go check
01:54:02.000
So I just go outside and I take some deep breaths.
01:54:11.320
And as I'm at the urinal peeing, the fucking wall just goes like, like, like melts kind
01:54:18.420
And I feel like you ever hear the stories when, when somebody says, I feel like someone was
01:54:25.620
I'm standing there and I feel like, I feel like I got pulled forward, like, like, like
01:54:41.160
So I go back, I sit down the first comics on stuff's going on and I'm not, I can't even
01:54:54.080
Um, I'm sitting there and not, and that I'm getting an iced tea and a pretzel when I'm at
01:55:04.840
Um, I can't pay attention to what's going on there.
01:55:07.240
Cause I'm, I'm like my racing stuff going on through my head.
01:55:13.380
Again, while I'm sitting down, I'm thinking that's trying to pull me back into the realm
01:55:17.060
because it's the same feeling that I felt when I was like coming out of it, that same
01:55:24.100
Like just like we're going to fall and spin into nothing.
01:55:26.880
Is this the first time you've been around a large group of people since?
01:55:32.620
So there's probably somebody in that room that had that entity with them at a comedy
01:55:37.700
I mean, yeah, I would say that that's probably.
01:55:40.500
So it happens again, the wall, like I'm looking over the crowd, you know, guys, where the,
01:55:44.260
where the, um, the sound booth is sitting up over there.
01:55:46.840
So that whole wall, same thing, like kind of gets liquidy and I feel like I'm getting
01:55:50.940
And then I'm look around and every table's laughing.
01:55:58.040
I'm like, it's pulling me back into that realm happens a third time, really heavy.
01:56:06.900
I look around and I'm like, no one's seeing this.
01:56:13.840
Like, and then I think to myself, I was like, oh my God, if this happens again, it's going
01:56:23.180
Do you think that those are actually your thoughts or are those intrusive thoughts?
01:56:27.840
Cause a lot of times that's a demonic thought trying to make you live in fear.
01:56:33.220
But right after I think that I hear a voice and this is where like, I've only told this
01:56:38.740
story to like one other person and not even the whole thing.
01:56:44.900
But it sounds like it's outside of my head right here and it's a female voice and it
01:56:48.960
just goes stop and it sounds echoey, like stop, like with the echo to it.
01:57:00.300
It took a little while, you know, for it to go, but I felt immediately when that voice
01:57:03.880
said stop, it was like, I felt my pulse start like slowing down and I started to feel
01:57:10.640
And I was just like, how are you able to enjoy a comedy show?
01:57:14.820
I was like, that's the worst performance he's ever put on.
01:57:19.860
So that was likely an angel by the way that stopped.
01:57:23.920
I heard the stuff because, you know, and I didn't say, God, please stop this.
01:57:29.360
Like if that happens again, I'm not going to, I heard a woman's voice audibly once when
01:57:38.100
When I was younger, my, my aunt who was schizophrenic, uh, later on, she was like diagnosed schizophrenic.
01:57:42.580
Now I know she was just, you know, and she's being plagued by demons, but, um, she gave
01:57:52.980
She told me to go get the silverware drawer for her, for whatever reason, which is just
01:57:58.300
So I went and got it for her and I, I like struggling to pull this whole drawer out.
01:58:02.780
And, uh, and as I'm walking back down the hallway with it, all of a sudden I hear a woman's
01:58:08.300
And I remember as a kid, like I identified this as, um, you know, the, the, the woman who
01:58:15.360
said it wasn't there, but I heard it, but I heard it like inside my head.
01:58:22.460
Um, and then all of a sudden my whole reality went like, and shit kind of twisted and my
01:58:30.140
hands just gave out and I dropped this whole silverware drawer and the sound that it made
01:58:34.040
when it hit the ground, like, you know, like startled me up again.
01:58:38.040
But like the house that I was in was a weird house.
01:58:40.140
It was like, uh, one of the earliest houses on Broadway Avenue in Elizabeth, New Jersey,
01:58:45.700
Um, and my aunt who is schizophrenic, she used to tell me she could smell the devil like years
01:58:53.380
So there's so many weird spiritual contributing factors to this.
01:58:56.460
And then of course, you know, whatever my grandmother was into, you know, but I heard
01:59:07.360
She sounded like, uh, on, she didn't have a, uh, how do I say this?
01:59:13.300
She didn't have an emotion about the situation.
01:59:15.060
She wasn't like urgent, like he's going to drop it.
01:59:18.320
Like it was a fact she, and like, she was observing me.
01:59:21.160
And she went, you're going to drop it either that or he's going to drop it.
01:59:26.120
Now for the first time in my life, I'm having trouble remembering that.
01:59:29.020
Um, and, and yeah, it was like shit went into a spiral.
01:59:33.360
And, and, and it, and it was even like a, almost like a sound associated, like, like, like things
01:59:41.220
And, uh, and I dropped this, but yeah, I just, uh, just a woman's voice.
01:59:46.500
I think like that, whatever that third bowl was an interesting thing on that too.
01:59:49.620
I can always find that five 28, um, uh, frequency music that I was listening to.
01:59:58.080
It almost makes you wonder if that bowl happened and I could never find it again.
02:00:02.060
I could never find the same one again on YouTube and stuff.
02:00:16.180
I think, I think she did say he's going to drop it.
02:00:25.080
Going, uh, like a week later, um, get a call from, uh, school.
02:00:35.380
They have their bathrooms in the classrooms of their thing.
02:00:38.060
And just like going in there for like 15 minutes, 20 minutes.
02:00:49.180
He's like, nothing, nothing, you know, whatever.
02:00:50.760
And he's just like, and long story short, I got, you know, down to the bottom of it.
02:00:59.840
And he's like, I got this voice in me telling me to like throw my books at the teacher.
02:01:05.820
He's like, I'm just, he's like, when I'm, when, you know, you're telling me stuff, I've
02:01:09.180
got this voice in my head, just telling me to like hurt you or hurt this or hurt that
02:01:13.400
to the point where we, we, you know, we talked to the pediatrician and she was like,
02:01:16.320
Oh, you know, all kids go through that, whatever, like that useless people.
02:01:22.160
So, you know, it happened, it lasted for like a week with him.
02:01:28.600
He's got, you know, I've done, I've done the Psalm 23 test on him a couple of times,
02:01:34.360
And he's not, he's not, he's not wriggling around.
02:01:40.260
That's great though, because as soon as you start to believe, like there's, there's a
02:01:43.180
fundamental, you know, mechanism within you that's broken, you're broken, you're powerless.
02:01:52.700
You know, he started doing it before he goes to sleep.
02:01:54.820
He says he feels so much better and stuff like that.
02:01:57.420
But another thing I wanted to go back to just real quick is like, I used to be real into
02:02:03.200
Oh, before you do that, what, what t-shirt were you wearing?
02:02:15.620
I was just there and I bought a shirt and in the front it said Cleveland steamers, which
02:02:19.480
If someone taking crap on your chest, I'm like, oh, I'll wear this to Mark Norman.
02:02:22.060
Maybe you'll see it afterwards and think it's funny.
02:02:33.040
I never wore it because I was like, oh, I don't want to just walk around with a 666.
02:02:37.380
But that night it just I just did it without even thinking.
02:02:41.780
Tenacious D is obviously demonic, but as a LARP or it seems like as a caricature of the
02:02:48.640
But then it's like, at what point does that line get blurried?
02:02:57.100
The Twin Peaks thing was like, if you watch the fire walk with me one before the main character,
02:03:02.260
Laura Palmer, does the thing that actually gets her killed and everything like that.
02:03:05.720
You know, she's looking at this picture and she's like, you know, in the end, the angels
02:03:10.480
And then the angel disappears off the picture before she goes and does this thing.
02:03:17.900
Like when you choose to do something like, okay, I'm going to do this now, they just
02:03:21.780
back off and they're like, okay, you're on your own now.
02:03:25.940
You know, the angels do, they kind of, they'll usually give you like a little nudge to stop
02:03:31.760
The Lord allows them to give you like a little nudge, give you a heads up and stop you.
02:03:35.080
But then at a certain point, they kind of just like, if you're going to do it, that's
02:03:40.180
But, you know, and then the same thing, when it comes to suicide, a lot of times it ain't
02:03:46.640
Like, that's not like, I would, I would, I would wager to bet that not a single suicide
02:03:54.220
It is done entirely by demons possessing the person to do that to themselves.
02:03:59.380
Well, couldn't it be that they, because I, I, I've said before every time.
02:04:04.940
Like as soon as they go and then it's like, whoa.
02:04:07.740
And you know, some people have had some other kind of death happens.
02:04:11.060
Once that spirit of death is satisfied or exposed or shown, then the ideas go away.
02:04:17.500
Like I can't, you can't drown yourself very easily.
02:04:21.640
Like if you tried to willingly put your face in the water and try to drown yourself, your
02:04:31.240
That's why they have to do systems of like doing things like with a gun that has a reactionary
02:04:36.700
response or laying in a train track or something.
02:04:38.940
It's got to have a reactionary response because you can't do that.
02:04:42.520
Like I've heard people who have said they pulled the trigger and then it jammed or whatever,
02:04:48.140
Has anybody ever killed themselves by holding their breath?
02:04:55.540
There's probably a story recently where the guy, he was going to kill himself out in the
02:04:59.840
desert and he heard the crow and he shot at the crow.
02:05:01.820
And then if you shot the crow, it like woke him up.
02:05:05.560
You know, and like, I know somebody that literally the bullet, the thing that stopped, I was literally
02:05:09.860
one of my friends, um, called me at like, forget what time it was.
02:05:14.140
He was like, Hey, he's like, this is really serious.
02:05:16.520
My dad, um, just called me with a gun pointed to his head and he was like, and he was telling
02:05:22.980
And I was like, bro, let's just pray right now.
02:05:30.520
And I'm like, angels just went, angels just went, don't even worry about it.
02:05:35.860
I was like, your dad's not going to kill himself.
02:05:38.700
And I'm like, I'm like, I'm, I'm super serious.
02:05:41.600
I'm like, I just heard the angels go like in the spirit.
02:05:46.520
I was like, Lord, I send the angels to stop whatever is going to happen.
02:05:50.140
Bro, the next day I go there and he, he's out of town, but his dad lives in the same town
02:05:54.880
So I, I'm like, Hey, I'll go and visit your dad.
02:05:58.220
Well, I think I've, I've seen him once in passing.
02:06:00.720
But, um, but I'm just like, I'll go, I'll go over there.
02:06:09.140
I'm like, Lord, like I told my friend not to worry about this.
02:06:15.240
He's like, my dad's not answering his phone, nothing.
02:06:17.400
And I'm just like, so that's why I went over there.
02:06:21.780
Finally, he like opens the door and he sees me and he's like, he knows who I am.
02:06:32.400
And I'm like, and he was like, he's like, I don't even know, man.
02:06:38.180
And I'm like, well, your son told me that you had a gun pointed at your head last night
02:06:44.300
And as soon as I got off the phone, I called my girlfriend and I put the gun in my mouth
02:06:54.620
He said, I reloaded the bullet and I tried to do it again.
02:06:59.800
And he was like, bro, we realized he had called the moment we were praying because he called
02:07:08.600
And so we start praying the same exact moment he gets off the phone.
02:07:12.020
And he called his girlfriend to murder himself in front of the, on the camera.
02:07:20.580
I mean, you know how many times you hear that story?
02:07:24.140
And then some jamming or, or this thing broke or this didn't work.
02:07:28.700
It was like whatever the, the, the modality was going to be malfunctions some way or another.
02:07:33.320
Twice is Nancy says he needs to clean his gun better.
02:07:38.740
Well, look, you need to take care of your firearms.
02:07:49.140
And then when I was talking to Matt of the standard coffee shop, we were talking about
02:07:53.000
And he was like, man, there must be some principalities in Utah talking about the Mormonism and things
02:07:59.180
No, well, you know, I mean like the thing is this guys, like a lot of times God protects
02:08:02.820
us when you know, when you are in right standing.
02:08:10.040
And then sometimes God lets things happen when we are out of alignment with the Lord.
02:08:15.740
And so not to say that Charlie Kirk wasn't out of alignment doesn't mean he's going to
02:08:21.980
And I don't think he was fully coming to truth about what he knew.
02:08:26.820
Like, I think he was sitting there contemplating at a high stakes game playing, going like, well,
02:08:43.260
So, I mean, when you're out of the space, like where the Lord has told you to be, like
02:08:48.800
Charlie Kirk should have spoke up faster that Israel is the synagogue.
02:08:53.560
He should have came straight out and said, dude, guys, I've been wrong this whole time,
02:08:57.000
but there's his pride that's stopping him from saying it.
02:09:05.060
And when you're operating in a spirit of fear, God sometimes, like he can take his hand off
02:09:10.240
and he's like, look, you're spouting things that are untrue.
02:09:16.360
I've warned you and you didn't come out and say it.
02:09:19.100
God's hand isn't always going to protect us when we're walking outside of the realm of
02:09:24.780
Or maybe the Lord knew that he would be all right and he knew that his death would be significant.
02:09:29.720
But I mean, God doesn't usually like allow these kind of things to happen unless there's
02:09:34.360
That's why it was everybody felt it in the spirit, because something wasn't right.
02:09:38.720
But I've gotten to this place now where it looks like mostly things can be boiled down
02:09:44.100
to two choices, whatever free will that we have, right?
02:09:49.460
And then ultimately, it's our decision to make.
02:09:52.120
And the decision is almost always faith or fear.
02:10:00.120
Or you can be gripped with fear about any number of things.
02:10:04.460
And if you choose the thing that fear has you choose, it turns out it's the wrong path
02:10:13.380
And I've got to have some sympathy, though, for these people, because even in the Bible,
02:10:22.840
But just in your nature, in your condition, your human condition, even while you're looking
02:10:33.960
I'm just saying that's a reality of what we are.
02:10:37.340
Talking to myself, other people that are listening as well.
02:10:40.660
Like I said, I went through that deliverance session with Laura Baker because I was too
02:10:44.580
afraid to do what I was pretty sure God was putting on my heart to do, which was drive
02:10:50.160
to this guy's house, like I was told pretty explicitly.
02:10:54.300
And then I was shown I had like these sort of waking visions of doing it.
02:10:58.820
Then I had confirmation because as I was telling my wife that I was being compelled to do this,
02:11:03.040
all of a sudden, he pulled up at the light across from us.
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And it was like so obvious and one thing just led to another.
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And no matter how many times I felt almost like actioned to, like I should drive now.
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I kind of argued with you, like, are you sure you want to do that?
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Top Lobster and listen to God, you know what I mean?
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Like, so instead, I allowed whatever you said and whatever I thought and whatever circumstances
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were happening to kind of wean me off of that idea, even though I felt in my spirit that
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And I began to pay a price for that until and it did not stop until I repented for disobedience.
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I'm going to tell you right now, logic and spirit are at odds to one another.
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OK, yeah, the spirit does have a logic to it, but it's not what you think.
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Logic and spirit almost always are like opposing.
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Yeah, that logic side is just your pride half the time.
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Yeah, shut up and do what your spirit's telling you.
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Yeah, trying to justify stuff trying to that'll just lead you into darker places or enjoy the
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Other thing, last two things that happened after that as I had two OBEs after that, I think
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just because I was all opened up after that, you know, and I just had one
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And then I was like walking in my kitchen, which I can see my bed where I lay down from
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And then like I realized it and then I was like sat up in bed.
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And as I was going, ah, like I feel like I snapped back into myself.
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Did you feel like the weight of hitting your body?
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And then the second time I was walking in my hallway in my house and I was trying all the
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And I was like, hey, in the Robert Monroe book, another of the switches worked like that.
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And then I was like, I'm in, you know, and I kind of realized it.
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And then at the same time, I felt that falling forward, the same feeling like I felt in the
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It seems like you're just not as tethered to your, to your physical body.
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When you're stripped of your spiritual understanding and then you end up in a spiritual realm, it's
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And, and that is a lot of what we're suffering from.
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And I'm not saying that you should understand how to navigate it, but I mean, it, speaking of
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navigating, I know that, um, whatever, whatever project it was, was having remote viewers,
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uh, map out or astral travelers map out the astral realm.
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So there there's, you know, it's a place you can go, but we lack the map.
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Um, and we lack the grounding in Jesus Christ, which, you know, I don't think you should be
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astral projecting whatsoever, but if you're not grounded in the Lord, um, absolutely don't
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even attempt it because the thing is, this is why the Christians will tell you like, oh,
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You know, like if you don't understand how the spiritual world works, like if the Lord
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takes me into the astral realm and I go there for some reason, I'm pretty sure I'll be fine.
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I don't know 100%, but I'm pretty sure I'll be fine.
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You know, like, um, because I understand how to, how to speak to demons.
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I understand the authority, but if you don't even understand that, good luck, good luck
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walking into a place, unprojected, un, uh, unaware.
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Uh, we talked to, what's his name of a forbidden knowledge news and his girlfriend was a giant
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Uh, you know, so, and I'm sure she, she'd have done some raping.
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Uh, look, we have to bring it in for a landing.
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Unfortunately, I have a, I have a thing that I wasn't sure if it was on, it's still on.
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Um, so I have to get to, I have to go take pictures with my family.
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Well, it's a, it's a nice, uh, somebody from the church wants to get together, wants to
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take pictures, wants to capture my, my spirit in a little box or however.
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I mean, obviously there's so much people were in the chat.
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It's it's it's we got to figure out how to do it more often.
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We got to figure out how to get somebody to man this because I'm like, I wish I was more,
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uh, entrenched in the conversation, but I'm trying.
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We need to make, well, we need to hope I did a good job.
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Like we were talking about before and you put the call out, maybe somebody in West Florida
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area who's like got some editing skills or wants to be a producer, but then we have
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So, so, uh, before we get out of here, Brian, where can everybody find your work?
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You can find me on TikTok, Instagram, and I will now be posting stuff to Rumble.
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I talk about a lot of the stuff about the Nephilim and the understanding of it and the
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It, there's this crazy series, my ancient angel podcast that I do every Saturday.
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Um, and Al, your stuff is not, we can't send it anywhere.
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Maybe do some, some producing or some, some light edit work.
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You know, uh, Instagram is like at trainwreck, trainwreck entertainment.
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It's there or just a trainwreck entertainment or trainwreck ENT at iCloud.com.
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I know it is crazy to get him here, but I'm, I'm so glad that he came down.
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And we, we squeezed him for all the content he was worth.
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And you guys asked me last night and I just listened to the, you know, the one with you
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I was like, I'm so happy he's going to be there.
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Something big, something, something about numerology and the circle.
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The greatest hypnotist on planet Earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room.
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It is constantly telling us what to believe is real.
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You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see.
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Because they'll be in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what it is.
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You can persuade us that what they see with their eyes is what they see with their eyes.