Can Jesus Stop Demonic Activity? | NDS Chronicles
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Summary
The Lost Eyeball Club is a group of friends who are trying to figure out how to have a good time in a world where everyone else is asleep. In this episode, we talk about what it's like to be a member of the club, what it means to them, and what they do to stay awake.
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I just got here after a table saw Miss Hep at work.
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Recently, our company's softball team lost the big game by one run.
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If my team goes up big, I get paid out instantly,
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If you have questions or concerns about your gambling
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the show where we read your paranormal testimony.
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Guys, if you want to send something for us to read
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and ultimately mock, but still, we're going to read it.
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You can send that over to chroniclesnds at gmail.com.
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That is Matthew Heppner, merchant of brown water,
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host of straight bible and also uh the little brother of disinformation i was gonna say friend
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oh okay sorry that's gonna be nice the little brother is usually on time when he's in the big
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chair i'm always on time uh the only reason we're never on time is is because of top and i'm gonna
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go ahead and i'm gonna i don't just blame top though it's specifically puerto rico yes that
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is true puerto rico uh they they're in a different time zone right yeah it's kind of it's called
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island time yeah so ever since his coming to the states um he's never acclimated right it's not
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even like a time zone it's more of a time realm yes a time riff um so we're going to get into
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patreon.com forward slash i didn't pull it up so i can't share it patreon.com forward slash
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nephilim death squad sign up there gain early access to episodes and free listening experiences
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and uh access to communities of dangerous retards on twitter discord and telegram we just did
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another bible study the nds bible study um which as an acronym is ndsbs which is very funny i like
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that and um i have no part in that top has no part in that matt has no part in that it's actually
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the community getting together and uh and just doing a bible study but it does remind you of
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cloudy with a chance of meatballs the bs usb i've never seen cloudy with a chance of meatballs great
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movie uh also children's cartoon you crushed on uh the last show dude like in hebrews oh really
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Like, yeah, you were basically asleep for the first, like, I don't know, half hour.
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But even in that sleepiness, you did drop some hammers in that.
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I usually wake up at like seven, but it takes me a while to like come out of it.
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I just have like, you know, the sleepies in my eyes and the sleepies on my face.
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And I try to drink a lot of water as soon as I wake up, drink some water, drink some
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So after this show, you can go see the episode we just did on Straight Bible with Otis Fowler.
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It was Hebrews episode five, which is pretty cool.
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And yeah, maybe I dropped a nugget or two, but it was a really cool episode.
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Before we get into what we're going to do today, was there anything in the news over the weekend?
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In the news over the weekend, I wasn't really paying attention to the news over the week.
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i've been busy my wife uh my wife i don't know if i have a button for that
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she um she was hanging out with an old friend and so oh there is nbs is no longer a conspiracy
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show it's an anti-orthodox church show that's oh yeah yeah that's what's big in the news is that
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top uh while supposedly on vacation has been fighting the orthodox church again so nothing
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new here i do find that when is that top or is that a made-up one uh he says xerox is dead so
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actually i feel like it is uh when top goes on vacation he always um
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he always gets into fights on vacation top have you noticed that correlation yet you're supposed
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to be relaxing and unwinding trying to pick a fight with me this weekend no i haven't seen
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anything yes you did we're in the group chat i didn't take the bait what what fight was he
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talking about the jews or something yes i didn't even really i typed i typed out a response and i
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was like don't do it yeah don't do it i didn't i didn't oh it was what he was making fun of a
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missler no no spurgeon spurgeon he was making fun of spurgeon because he knows you love spurgeon
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yeah i just noticed it's a pattern i'm a i'm a pattern recognition guy top goes on vacation
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and goes to war with people yeah i mean like it's uh i think he doesn't know how to relax
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he's almost like he's a guy that likes to work he's a guy that likes to work he's always working
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if he's not working i think he gets a little bit like he goes no fuck these guys there he is there
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he is um jkjj says top should listen to danny jones with peter lavenda because he would find
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100 instances of problems with the orthodox church and intelligent community there oh
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Whoa, whoa, the intelligence community is in cahoots with orthos?
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So that's the heart of top lobster right there.
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No stone will remain stacked upon another when top lobster is done with the orthodox.
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church yeah yep yep so he's been um he's been upset i hope he manages to enjoy the rest of his
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vacation have a spot and this is what happens too when he gets mad at other people i also get hit
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in the crossfire he called me retarded the other day uh said that i was going to become orthodox
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or something like that i've literally not engaged with any of this i've been completely busy not
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looking at the internet at all actually enjoyed a really good time with my son i took him to a
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place called the celebration station which is like go-karts and laser tag no it's in um clearwater
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okay it was kind of a shithole i'm not gonna lie uh but you know my son couldn't tell the
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difference he loved it and i'm gonna be very honest with you i already know i'm gonna be very
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honest with you i already know where this is going i showed up maybe on a bad day
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maybe on a bad day i showed up on a bad day this is exactly what i try to explain to jess and uh
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and i um i showed up while uh while two school buses filled with
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and let's just say uh you know it's just it's just manners it manners and and and and good behavior
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saw your face oh man i pulled up dude i'm telling you i pulled up on a weekday it was a it was a
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thursday i believe a thursday parking lot's empty except for and i go oh yeah dude like we're
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crushing we're gonna have the time of our lives here and then as i'm going to park two school
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buses pull up and i go damn man we showed up on a day where the school trip and then all of a sudden
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they start filing out and i'm going one two i'm looking for any any any white kids at all
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not a single white kid i don't like i don't like that that like there's even a little bit of like
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an influence on me now yeah that you do that i didn't do that i didn't make the bus show up and
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i didn't there's a thing you do there's a look you do where you saw that bus and you probably
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went like this recognize what was about to happen sure what happened they're just very rude
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very rude no manners uh it was just bad it was like what when they're waiting in line to get
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i was waiting in line they cut in front of you it's so funny you should say that so i'm waiting
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in line and all of a sudden this little kid comes up to me and he goes uh excuse me can you move
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and i'm looking like there's like it's a ride it's taking a long time we've been waiting in
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line for a long time there's a couple of kids ahead of us i'm doing the math it's gonna be a
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while that we're here and i go i'm sorry what was that and he goes can you move out i'm not gonna do
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any bad voices this isn't what it sounded like but he said can you move out of the way uh so
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that i can get in front of you and i go oh no no no no we've been waiting here in line you know
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it's you gotta wait here and he goes uh and he goes so y'all not gonna move then and i go no
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no and he tries to like work around me and i go oh he tried to juke no no and then he goes
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oh and he walks away and then you can hear him and his friends all talking shit about me and my
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son also we went go-karting and for whatever reason they all just deliberately smashed into
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my son which is how you're doing gas-powered go-karts you know my kid's doing donuts now
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he's spinning out in the look i'm just saying it was it could have been a more pleasant experience
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my son had a lot of fun we went to the batting cages and this kid i go hey jackie um hey wait
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what the hell's going on look he's trying to get me wrapped up and he wants he's trying to say the
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right combination of words to get me in the fight um so so we're at the batting cages and there's a
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clear and distinct area marked on the ground over the plate that says don't step here because you're
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gonna get blasted with a ball yeah rules and i go hey jack come on it's your turn and he starts
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walking up and i go just don't step into that and before i can say it he steps directly into it
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takes a ball to the knuckles handles it really well but never gets to swing the bat hand swells
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up it's all he's tough dude he's a tough kid didn't cry didn't but he was poor kid he's he's
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under the weather right now he's uh he's really feeling it all right so um who do you blame that
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on uh probably the jews i don't think that they are necessarily doing frequency warfare against
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my child but i also don't think that they're not doing frequency warfare against my child
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so um you know he's a little under the weather and we're still determining if it is the poison
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and the food and the goyslop uh straight from israel or if it's the chemtrails in the sky that
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also uh the planes are piloted piloted by the jews so you know very problematic um all right
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so we're gonna get it straight into this story you're not gonna be able to read any stories
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matt why well because you don't have a laptop and i do have a laptop yeah yeah it's just too
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complicated oh hold on wait tops enter the studio or i think we're about to get yelled at about uh
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no he just said he's going back in the pool you got to put his last post up okay uh anyway going
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back in the pool fuck any and all orthodox members leave the chat unbelievable he's very
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nasty right now the the pool at your place or no no he would be here he wouldn't be in that
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Or they're just like driving to the beach for the weekend?
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Oh, wait, wait, hey, where'd that banner come from?
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Look at the banner at the bottom of the screen.
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fuck the entire orthodox church and all its constituents did you put that did you do that
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what is a gold coin i thank you for the uh thank you for the gold coin i cannot believe this
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what an what an what a terrible wait but so the orthodox uh so-called um what do you want to call
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it doctrine or theology nobody has ever considered that like rational or good or anything but somehow
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in the last few years it's like made this huge uptick like it never seems like something you
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would fight with you would just kind of ignore it well i think it got real big not ignore it now
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because it's like a thing like it's it depends on what your algorithm is i think um so and is it
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just living off how stupid the so-called like prot like they just call it protestant they try
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to divide it up like that like the show is so stupid and there's so many people scamming for
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money in the 501c3 that somehow it's it's just this false idea that well you got to be one of
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the other if you're not protestant if you know how stupid that is then you got to be orthodox
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well i i'm naive to much of it so i didn't detect that in any meaningful way it's obviously much
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more on display lately so what happened was jay dyer uh got on tucker carlson's and he's a big
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orthodox guy big debate bro so um you know debate anything and win though it's not like orthodox
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right because jay dyer can win a debate about no no and i and i like jay dyer i don't know if that
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ship has sailed i don't know well top said he's a really good dude that even like he showed up to
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bohemian grove when he had diarrhea sick and he still showed up he's like a good dude i got debate
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raped at the orthodox church and all i got was this lousy t-shirt from toplobson.com which is
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also where you can get your tickets to bohemian grove so so he was on tucker carlson's and and
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now because of that you know orthodoxy is back in the conversation it was recently that um you know
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the paid for baptisms became part of the conversation.
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So orthodoxy was taking a real ass pounding,
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It's not every orthodox church that's charging for baptism.
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But when you say that the only real way to be a Christian is to be part of the
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and then you find that there are so many instances of churches,
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orthodox churches charging all kinds of different fees for baptisms,
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so you have to be baptized in the orthodox church to be a Christian.
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and the orthodox church is the true church but then you find instances of them making you pay
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for it you go well that's that's a stupid bullshit blanket statement the most popular orthodox saint
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is an open homosexual is that true oh um is that seraphim rose i think i heard that he was uh
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wait but but was somebody alluding to early in the show that it's a psyop or that or that the
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agencies are involved in it i was saying the intelligence agencies are wrapped up and of
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Of course, the intelligence agencies are going to be wrapped up
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at every single major religious institution on Earth.
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I would say it's a given that that would be the case.
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But to be perfectly honest, I haven't been paying much attention to it.
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I kind of did a thing, and I didn't realize the tide was coming
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And what I did was I went on Twitter, and I said,
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That's what I said, because he went on Tucker.
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i didn't watch the episode no offense to jay or tucker i don't watch shit so i said followed you
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he unfollowed me and it was at the time where i said orthodoxy was getting its shit pushed in
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on twitter because of the paid for baptisms and shit so um so i said that i just tweeted to him
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i said hey man why'd you unfollow me i love you happy to see you crushing what i didn't realize
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was behind me a great swell was happening and a wave was coming and that wave was the orthodoxy
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contention once again so as soon as i step into the arena you know the the public arena as it is
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it's a public square and i say this thing for the next week it looks as though um this is not going
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to be rectified nobody can be friends either you or top the last thing i saw with jay dyer was that
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he said he's not going to debate religious stuff anymore who knows i mean who the hell knows i
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don't know i don't i don't uh watch his content or anything like that the way that i saw it was
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i find it remarkable on a regular basis that any of my homies can touch the cultural zeitgeist
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and i consider jay dyer a homie we've had him on the show he's been to our live events all
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he showed up even sick showed a lot of right right for doing that so when i see that i think
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it's remarkable the position that god's allowed me to be in but then also the position that like
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i was talking to shane cashman about this on the phone the other day like all of our friends you
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know and i guess there's contention i don't know who's friends who considers who friends anymore
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i really don't give a shit but they're all touching this thing which is the cultural ball
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right uh what's to be rectified who remembers how our relationship with jay dyer started yeah he asked
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to uh to debate uh debate me i think it was and then i what exactly that's what i said and then i
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said um i'll box you because he was looking for a boxing partner so he conceded to me whooping his
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ass if we box and i conceded to him whooping his ass if we did my ass if we debated and then we had
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a pretty cool relationship after that and by cool i mean he comes on the show started and then and
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then he dropped you because you said i don't know i don't know he probably thinks who knows a bunch
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of shit that i i don't think you know what i mean like you think a person has these opinions but you
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don't go and ask kind of a deal oh i don't really have many opinions on it i don't think that you're
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the one true church i'll say that and i don't think that well where did he how long has he
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been orthodox who knows i know he's invited uh me and top to the orthodox church early on in this
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um but uh no he that's right he he mistook top for xg that's right that was so funny
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oh shit yeah yeah because they look the same so uh yeah i don't know man it's it's just been this
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whole thing it gets dredged up again and then uh owen and and uh jay dyer have some bad blood for
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a bunch of reasons that i'm not familiar with because i'm not going to go deep into the lore
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of why these guys don't have contention so yeah it's just a big mess and um and i find it well
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owen brought up an intriguing point which what nobody's taking sides on or whatever but he said
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why would i uh take any advice from jay dyer on god look at his life like like oh that's always
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fair yeah and and it's an intriguing statement that i think all christians should take to heart
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man it's like look at your life like if your life doesn't look right nobody wants to hear what you
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have to say i actually don't know what jay dyer's life looks like i know what i think i think one
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was making the point just that like not married or recently married no kids that late in life
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sure ohm was saying like dude i'm not gonna listen to anything from you about god like you're not in
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a position to tell me about god like you don't know anything that's a fair point right what is
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kids which again i'm not taking sides i mean it's whatever but but i think we all should be mindful
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of if we're going to represent christ like what our life looks like not just like oh can i win a
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debate oh how cool is my doctrine no no no what does your life look like that's what um brenna
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kamehameha said is check the fruit bro she knows yeah yeah yeah so like look at the look at the
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life uh and jay has ibs yeah i mean is that the measure of a man i don't know i had ibs for a
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while so um yeah i don't know that's been the whole thing i haven't looked at it i haven't
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looked at it at all uh i've been busy so okay sorry to take you off track no it's okay let's
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get into this uh email here i'll put this up on the screen so that you can see it too
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and it's uh oddly sized which is uh fantastic maybe if we minimize it no oh no dude it's an
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israel thing right from the jump no no no that's not what was that uh okay we're just gonna have
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to make this big screen oh great um and then i can't even like how the hell do you navigate this
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i don't know oh this is the worst i'm sorry matt you're just not gonna be able to no that's fine
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wait i think i have that same gmail do i have that same gmail it's a chronicles gmail if you're
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hooked up into that then um maybe i do i i have that uh i've never used uh um oh thank you again
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jc for the uh 10 gems it says happy poop well happy poop to you i wish you the best poop what
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is the what are the gems what are the gems we're getting we're just covered in gems right now and
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uh and i don't know oh happy poop for for you nj well thank you very much jc i i greatly appreciate
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that um okay i don't know if this i mean i think this is the same email we're all on
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or no no that's straight bible you can tell by the straight bible at the top oh i see what you're
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doing this is uh teaching teaching a man how to do yes this boomer isms uh oh my goodness look at
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this incredible dave law son servant of the most high with the 10 gems gold coin gold coin
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do you want me to google what is that no no please just stick with the the you're just doing
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the email thing for now that's enough no i can't find the email there's no that's the only button
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i had but there's 800 emails well i'll read this one and then we'll figure out something where you
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could read the next one so this uh i'm not this comes from a name i can't pronounce uh it just
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says chat is real oh wait i'm sorry we gotta do this chat is real i appreciate what y'all are
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doing y'all gay shit is not allowed in the kingdom amen yeah i really appreciate that no
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gay shit bumper sticker gay shit is not allowed in the kingdom um my dad has had a lot of entering
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interesting stories of things that he experienced unfortunately ah geez oh he pulled a david
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wilcock in 2012 but that'll be a future story some jerry marzinski stuff happened all right
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i'm putting pieces together david wilcock uh left this realm in a rather ungraceful manner
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um this experience took place around the spring of 1994 my father had to take a trip to mexico
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over a land dispute before he had uh between he and his siblings so he and his siblings i wonder
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if it's a inheritance issue uh he stayed in his mother's house which at this point had been
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abandoned for a while the only thing in it was a small dinner table old spring bed and propane
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stove as a man i do feel like that's all you need a little table to eat at an old bed and a propane
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stove i'd be solid with that yeah i was talking about that over the weekend with my cousin
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and i he was talking about all these things that he's doing to improve his life because of this
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this uh woman who's in his life and uh and he believe he's getting ready to propose and all
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this stuff so god bless him really hoping that works out and uh and he's like yeah dude like i
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wouldn't be doing any of these things to better my life if it wasn't for her and i said yeah like
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as far as dudes go like a mattress on the ground something that plays like music no when we moved
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into this house i was like it's got a walk-in closet where i can put a desk with a bible yeah
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it's got a bed pretty good yeah there's a kitchen where we can plug in a fridge place to cook whoa
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i think we're good yeah that's it don't really need much all the accoutrements of a home
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accoutrements accoutrements that's a good word isn't it uh that's all for women
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it's all for women uh the streets in this little town were still dirt and it had been raining so
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everything was muddy when we arrived his neighbor was about to leave out on his bike so he went to
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greet uh and talk to my dad for a few hours okay a few hours damn bro that's invasive oh
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for perspective in front of the house facing the street it had a big window roughly four by eight
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with bars on the outside resembling prison bars one of those is that what's going on
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what seems rural a couple buses roll in not urban nope nope nope nope um resembling old
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prison bars with flowery designs all right so uh before bedtime he scooted the bed right under
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the window he carried with him a stainless 357 smith and wesson and kept it under his pillow
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at bedtime fast forward to about two to three that's where you just went for like this dude
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talked to my dad for a few hours so like this is what the window looks like um and my dad keeps a
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357 magnum under the pillow under the pillow god bless him fast forward to about two to three in
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morning he heard a sound what sounded like a horse right by the window he said it sounded like
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whoever was on it was trying to force this horse through his window facing the street lots of
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stomping and pissed off horse noises that's interesting that's terrifying horse noises i
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like that you've uh turned your back to the chat because you're so distracted you're so
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distracted hearing this in the middle of the night that rain guys right outside your window
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stop trying to distract matt he's doing the best he can and he knows i'll get very upset uh and he
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doesn't like when i'm cranky and bitchy well it's not right because it's like uh you know there's a
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time and a place to do the chat thing there's a i don't want to i'm not even gonna look i see your
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face i'm not gonna look i'm just looking at the wide screen shot from the third camera and it's
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just your back it's very here look wait where is it oh is this one i don't care what else am i
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supposed to do no look at you no absolutely you're crushing i appreciate the efforts you're putting
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it same um okay so mother somebody said mother horse eyes in real life yeah um he thought to
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himself someone knows so they're clearly in a place with horses though right it's not like
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they're just on a city street and he hears a horse well he said that the there could potentially be a
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horse out there the streets in this town were still dirt okay so this is you know which is why
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i was a little bit confused about the bars and the window although i guess if you're in a rural area
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not typical though no i could see it as being as an added layer of defense the police are never
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going to make it to wherever the hell you are in time or yeah maybe tornadoes or something
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tornadoes by the way this past weekend like the storms were so crazy i was down in clearwater
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and i was watching uh spires of clouds stretch down to the water try to touch the water in the
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land and water it was when we were when we were scalloping two weeks ago same thing water spouts
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happen all the time yeah on land is a different it was crazy though like the wind and the rain
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and the flooding and everything thank god i got a jeep now he thought to himself someone knows he
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is in town and they're there to start shit so he pulled the hammer back and got flat against the
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wall damn bro this guy's about he's dirty harry in it he's ready uh then again he didn't want to
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blap a drunkard acting stupid so he just stayed still and waited he said it felt like the
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pissed off horse was there tearing shit up for a long time after a while just like turning off
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a light switch the noise went away in an instant no galloping no more noise nothing but stillness
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no galloping away so it wasn't even like you heard the thing leave this is very bizarre
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did the beginning of the story where i might have been uh reading the chat a little bit talk about
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like the guy had like enemies and stuff or like why would he assume somebody's out to get him
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did it talk about that well no it was just very jarring he was like so the neighbor on the bike
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came over to talk to my dad for a few hours i caught all that but what did that have to do
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and then but nothing in the beginning was like my dad had some enemies uh well there was a he's in
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this place oh this is mexico we we glossed over that what this is yeah that's a detail we need to
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know 1994 mexico dirt roads oh yeah somebody's trying to kill you yeah they're probably doing
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they're gonna get you dude uh and he was there because of a land dispute among his siblings oh
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He stayed put just in case they came back, went ahead, and stayed awake until sunrise.
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Okay, so Mexico, that makes sense that there's bars even in a rural area.
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You see, we're so, if you weren't reading the chat.
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i take the blame but i was trying to look up the gems and gold coins on youtube super chat there's
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nothing for it i don't know what it is i don't know where nancy is not anything nancy's not here
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after this story by the way we're going to cut the stream uh to only the patreon members so if
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you're a homosexual um sorry as soon as there was enough daylight he went outside to see the mess
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the horse made in the mud but there was not a single hoof print to be found so it's not like
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they have you know initially i was picturing like american landscape around the window and the
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horse is just eating the bushes and stuff and just eating everything around the house and he now it's
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like no there's nothing they're in mexico and he's like he listened to this horse for a long time it's
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just mud and then house it's not like you thought you heard a horse and you woke up and then like
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the sound stop you heard a horse you woke up you listened to this horse tear shit up for a long
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time yeah and then ultimately it stops and you're so convinced that you heard this horse that you
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stay awake until sunrise because it's not a was there a noise it's a someone is clearly here
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messing with me so now i've got to stay up and this horse could come through the adobe or whatever
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sounds like somebody was the adobo somebody is uh trying to get the horse through the window at
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one point is what he says he sounds and he says here's going back to the the the neighbor the
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bicycle tracks his neighbor left the day before were still there so the tracks from the neighbor
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that came over to talk to his dad for a few hours are still there they should have been completely
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obfuscated by the horse hooves and all the fucking crazy activity of the horse and the man that were
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at the window last night but they're still there no horse tracks um but the bicicleta tracks his
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neighbor left the day before we're still there mexico has some next level spooky shit going on
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yeah i've seen videos of a wailing woman like walking through the streets i've seen it several
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times like la llorona la llorona la llorona what is she doing she's crying about something she's
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all in white with the long black hair and if you go to her when she's sobbing she bfs you no i don't
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think she does that i don't know really what happens to you something bad though something
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bad happens if you go and you try to aid la llorona sounds terrifying so i've seen a lot of
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those videos though people just like i know mama's way and they're in their fucking windows with the
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bars on it and they're terrified of this woman is wailing walking through the streets it's pitch
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black and and like nobody's coming out nobody's coming i've seen a bunch of those videos huh
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that's very common that and like that she'll be by rivers it's like a chupacabra
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that's what it's called no mama's way uh lila i don't know the fucking lala
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she cries out for her kids yeah yeah yeah so it's a woman dressed in white tattered nightgown
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with her hair in the ring like the girl from the ring and she's crying about her children and if
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you go out to aid her bf'd right there i don't like it and then and then i've seen videos where
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like she'll fucking oh la llorona thank you janet i believe janet because it's clearly janet but
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she's hispanic so she knows how y's and j's work um i have even seen videos where like the crying
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just turns into like fucking something else dude like something terrifying all the all the
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all the hairs on your body stand up and you know like spiritually this is not something is wrong
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it just turns from sobbing sounds like a convincing sobbing woman to like a banshee
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like no just shrieking through the night like it's the worst and everybody from mexico knows about
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um for the most part people down there seems to be more acquainted with spirituality probably
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because uh fly swatting is the main distraction oh in rural town so there's a lot of witch
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activities down there he's saying like there ain't shit to do you know fly swatting is the
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pastime so you might as well get into la llorona la llorona as a child living in the same house
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mentioned before my dad remembers hearing his woman just one woman oh thank you now now yeah
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because woman is both synonymous it's singular and plural yes that's Puerto Rico that's in Puerto
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next goes different oh yeah um neighbor so so his woman neighbor one of them going out at night
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into the cactus field behind her house and having conversations laughing out loud with some entity
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entity huh entity um yes uh chuck from guam says top has got yeah we actually fired him
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um laughing out loud with some entity in the dark said he could hear this thing talking back to her
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oh shit lots of weird shit to talk about that's one thing if she's imagining it it's another thing
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that the guy can hear it uh mexico is one of those places where like that seems like the veil is thin
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probably because of the buildup of iniquity because yeah uh witchcraft is super prevalent
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in mexico brujaria is super prevalent prevalent super prevalent yeah prilosec oct in mexico you
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think there's bloodshed too a lot more bloodshed the land is filled with iniquity yeah i think
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that creates a thinning of the veil and you you see and hear and experience a lot more fangs he
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says i've had a few odd things happen while deer hunting saw a dead dude sitting on our couch as a
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kid maybe for a later time whoa thank you see y'all in the hood side of the kingdom wait what
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does that mean he just like walked in was like hey what's bobby doing on the couch and they're
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like no no bobby's uh i don't know we gotta we'll have to ask him to write in okay so he we'll see
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him on the hood side of the kingdom he says uh may the father bless and keep you niggas greasy
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bear from ar you can only get a message like that from like an nds person i love no message like that
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would ever be gotten by anywhere anybody else in the universe yeah i love what we do and uh
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it's really incredible thank you that's a that's a that's a really interesting story at the end of
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it for now no where what about the horse dude he never went after the horse you must grab him by
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his horns uh well there was no then we have a big party uh they're talking about the jews so um
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yeah i mean i'd love to hear some more uh a greasy bear if you care to write in that would
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would be fantastic yeah come on greasy yeah uh all right well do you mind if i just keep reading
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because this i i haven't really that's fine okay i haven't really figured out your show yeah yeah
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thank you um how to continue doing this so email me email me at straight bible or put it on the
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screen i'll read it off the screen well no because it doesn't want to size you almost did it though
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yeah but it doesn't want to adjust the size so close it was not really close at all it was
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zoomed in times like 200 if only we had a uh a tech savvy puerto rican here to uh
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to fix this first okay so yeah um okay here we go we got a good one we got a good one here this
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one comes from mike this one comes from mike i mean i can i can uh here here we go fucking look
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and then it's gigantic maybe if i do like a control minus minus minus okay there we go
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yeah no no don't do it yet why not i gotta uh if i could just make it a little bit it's so wide
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if i could make it more narrow there we go sharp and then we'll go here and that way you can still
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well you're not supposed to be reading the chat but you know what i mean you can still kind of
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you can even make it a little more skinnier too if you want yeah check that out
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oh that didn't work no no you got to do the thing you were doing with the
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from the right side from the right side huh yeah this is good what just happened why can't we there
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we go okay there it goes right there all right so here you go we're gonna read uh this one's
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called calling upon jesus stops another haunting by mike don't say his last name don't dox him by
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mike all right here we go you ready yeah i know you hello top and david and matt and nancy with
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the appropriate amount of t's by the way thank you mike for four t's uh i will make it known
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the elite dangerous retards uh they they do five t's but four t's and that will i'll allow it
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oh wait wait wait one more thing before we go we got to kick out the pores um and then where is
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nancy i don't know i haven't seen her in ages i don't think nancy uh loves us anymore so uh
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patreon.com forward slash nephilim desk it's not that she doesn't love us it's just that she
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loves noodles more and just is making a lot of asian dishes i think and noodles are um
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really great mike from missouri dog that's who we're reading right now is that true
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yo i just got here and you're reading my story wow great time oh what a what a life huh mike
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from missouri dog uh nancy is busy boiling away the oceans yeah she doesn't really boil
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water to do anything with um she just hates it she comes to ndsbs yeah yeah she does she's been
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in the bible study she keeps quiet you know i think we all do a fair bit of keeping quiet uh
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top was lurking there last time you yet to be seen um it's on twitter dude i don't even know
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it's not on twitter it's on uh discord i don't even know what discord is it's fair is discord
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like twitter uh no discord is like a patreon signal or telegram it's a it's a it's a you know
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it's a text you're just texting on it yeah but there's also like video because they're doing
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like blue letter bible they're pulling up blue they're they're crushing trevor uh macy cherry
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bear uh sparrow sparrows dude i know everybody in the patreon like crushes sparrow be asking
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questions and i'm like that's a good question yeah she's on it yeah she's a woman but she's
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got a lot of questions and uh what what's the issue like what do you mean because like normally
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women are not that no it's just like you don't let them talk you don't let them you know do stuff
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like that but then like she you do let her talk and she asks a question and you go wow yeah what
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a question she's got a bunch of them you're saying that like normally they should be like cooking
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cooking cleaning shutting their fucking mouths that kind of really cool stuff and then she shows
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up and she asked something that i'm like damn i didn't think about that at all how she noted
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sancho that is not true not what i haven't whispered one word about about our secret you
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have secrets with with scott not one word have you seen his uh picture
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hey uh scott send me that picture i'll forward it okay so here let's go read the thingy hello
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top and david and matt and nancy i love nds and straight bible please don't ever stop
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hell yeah my story isn't insane well we'll find out we'll be the judge of that but it speaks to
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the power of god and it's definitely paranormal i started off as meathead kid that never really
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believed in god growing up i always had sort of an intuition that god was real so when he says a
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meathead oh metalhead oh sorry you're a scroll when i was my bad yeah all right so he's like we
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don't know what age group this guy's in but he was probably listening to metallica who maybe he's
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even talking about like corn or you know we don't know because we don't know what generation he's
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with the bottom no wait that's fucking that other guy that's kid rock kid rock he did go on tour
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with uh corn and metallica corn is christian now did you know that lead singer corn converted the
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lead singer believe so yeah no maybe a guitar player is real not the main guy jonathan davis
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was that his name i do believe it's the lead dude when they came out with that uh was it
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shoots and ladders that there was nothing that sounded like that when they came out they uh oh
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yeah see dumb ass says yeah well that's i thought i thought it was the um guitar player i knew you'd
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be good at that all right so this guy's a metalhead that never really believed in god growing up always
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had sort of an intuition that god was real but reddit atheism was in its prime and i took the
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bait hook line and sinker yeah that's something you're you're unfamiliar with i would imagine
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reddit is a lot of liberals though a lot of liberals used to be an interesting place in fact
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uh cut my teeth in the reddit conspiracy our conspiracy um section years and years ago and
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that was actually a really great place to visit and since it's gotten very gay and you know yada
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yada but reddit atheism is the birthplace of every soy jack meme you ever see like a it's a crudely
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drawn black and white image of a dude with a goofy face and he's like pointing behind him like that
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meme is representative i think at least of all the reddit atheists who um everything they say
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is preceded by the word actually and it's usually this fat neck bearded acne ridden loser with a
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fedora in his basement who hates god what's happening right now yeah reddit is canada if
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it was a social media platform i would say that's accurate yeah so yeah i mean uh you're probably
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unfamiliar with it but it's not uh it's not necessary oh scott says he will not subject
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you to the pick wow right as long as we're clear that i can keep a secret that's all i care about
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all right let's go i'll see if i can take that pick up so uh i got growing up i always had sort
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of an intuition i think i was real but rented atheism was in its prime i took the bait hook
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client singer richard dawkins videos homosexual and that sort of stuff yeah i do remember the
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first time i smoked weed yep with my brothers wait uh no it's er it's an er he means his for
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his his uh genetic no no he's saying i smoke weed with my brothers no no no no it's an ers
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he's talking about his genetic siblings all right all right though i felt totally morally corrupt
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and downloaded a bible pdf no way man after you smoked weed you you downloaded the bible that's
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weird the first time you you felt that gross i'll tell you what in my years of smoking weed
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one of my main gripes was it was i would feel gross really yeah yeah i would have to like i
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would um wash my hands a lot take showers oh really felt fucking gross i never got like that
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i just would get the munchies dude oh yeah i would tear shit up for sure for sure for sure um
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let's see here i believe it's right here my brother's dough i felt totally morally corrupt
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and delving it a bible pdf i never read it after that night though i was probably 16 when that
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happened anyways my little brother always thought that the house we grew up in was haunted but i
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always brushed it off i'd be playing xbox in my room late at night and the door to my room would
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unlatch and swing open that's a pretty good clue that there's haunting that's not good dude yeah
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i would think like if the latch yeah the room would uh the door would unlatch and swing open
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that's a problem unlatching maybe an extra layer of um yeah it's not like it was open and like the
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wind just kind of blew it open a little more yeah specifically unlatch and open uh z-man says raven
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would smoke weed pass out and wake up feeling gross and walking like you rode a horse that's
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not true z-man that's not true and i don't appreciate that and you're spreading uh unfounded
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lies about me i don't like that that's not true i would smoke weed i would eat a lot of stuff
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weed in a lot of ways opened me up to gnosticism in the new age not because
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it just opened my mind to like a new way of thinking and i'm not mad at it i mean it all
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ultimately got me here but i just find that fascinating that correlation when i was like
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feverishly conspiracizing on the interwebs i feel like it just opened me up to like the munchies
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old english 40s and maybe like keystone light is kind of really what it opened me up to
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but anyway it'd always give me the chills but my retaze ass was always like it was probably
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something with humidity he says retarded i thought it said retaze like glaze you could
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see it it says it right there retarded i'd always give me chills but my retaze ass was always like
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it was probably something with humidity in a slight breeze creating the right conditions to
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barely unlatch the unlatch the door and open it looking back that made no sense whatsoever and i
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just had those blinders over my eyes like that two corinthians four four talks about that's when
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it says that satan has blinded the eyes of those that don't believe that's interesting we're just
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kind of talking about that in the previous discussion with uh otis you really love those
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episodes he did uh i will say otis said um come on somebody and he said it i think six times no
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one time today dude oh he got the look from you no no no no no he said it six times and the reason
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that i didn't say anything is because the first three times he said it i didn't want to derail
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where the conversation was going because it was really what about the second three uh i just
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allowed them no i just allowed them yeah at some point it's like this guy's doing good do i really
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want to pick at him but you just feel like it's really cringe uh it's spread like wildfire in
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that community now too yeah anyway where are we at okay so he was blinded he was blinded
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Anyways, yours passed and I found Jesus Christ.
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I came to Jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories, which all point back to Jesus because he's literally the truth.
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I appreciate that because that's something that Sam Tripoli says as well.
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Let's get away from the term conspiracy theorist because that's gay.
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If you are earnestly pursuing the truth, then you're going to end up at Christ.
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yeah but conspiracy theorist just now just means like oh like you get it like you're somebody now
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it's now it's something different it's like it used to mean pursuit of the truth maybe not maybe
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not maybe there's no it used to mean like you thought it was somebody who's like kooky that's
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just looking for something that's not there that doesn't exist it just wants to and it's like now
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when you say that it's like oh you mean somebody who just knows what's up yeah knows what's up is
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even like that's uh subjective right true and it just depends on like well what what are you
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talking about you talking about like the jfk assassination you're talking about the moon
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landing are you talking about what are you talking about um i think that is different than somebody
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who is passionate about pursuing the truth in all things right because ultimately conspiracy is all
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things if you're going to i was listening to karen wilkinson on tony merkel's podcast and and uh
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tony wasn't talking to him it was actually this other guy derrick i think or something like that
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and she he's talking to karen wilkinson and and she's you know uh works with la marzulli
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alien abductee experiencer yada yada yada and you know the the throughout the conversation
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there's so many branches where it can go because it truly is like it's not just about aliens and
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if it's if god is your focal point then you're trying to explain everything everything it's a
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story of everything every conspiracy every aspect of reality that you could possibly if you're just
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talking about the studies it's going to go into mathematics and science and all these other things
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and art and yada yada but if you're talking about conspiracies it's going to go into the music
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industry and and and the jews and the wars and the and the this and that and the covid and the
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it's going forever ever ever so and it all comes back to the scripture teaches that there are
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entities in the unseen realm puppeteering if you will the things happening down here
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yeah all the things you just named but then it becomes like you know tell me about it then and
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it's like which part yeah which part dude yeah because it's everything it's absolutely everything
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so yeah being a conspiracy theorist is like i don't know if you're just you think the charlie
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kirk assassination is suspect um does that make you a conspiracy theorist i don't think it does
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well no it just means somebody who's not totally blinded like a normal person just says well
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whatever they told us on the news that's what happened yeah yeah and then a conspiracy theorist
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to somebody who's like yeah maybe it's something different than what they told us on the news but
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i might be wrong the other guy might be right but like it's definitely not whatever they told us on
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the news right you know that yeah yeah so there's there's maybe i don't know it just feels like
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there's a different word for it is it christian i don't know but it's like that's not the same thing
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as maybe what we're doing here on the show okay go on anyways years passed and i found jesus christ
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i came to jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories which i'll point
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back to jesus because he's literally the truth there you go oh but before that and on a jerry
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marzinski related side note i used to be a total degenerate one to mention marzinski second email
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huh i used to be a total degenerate and was doing cocaine with my girlfriend once after a night of
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drinking nice i was giving her a piggyback ride on the street and my drunk ass tripped and we both
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hit the pavement my head took most of the impact a few minutes after that i felt a rage come out of
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nowhere i wanted to kill people at random for no reason at all the hell that probably lasted for an
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hour so when i woke up the next day it totally went away huh i know that was doing scene never
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had that feeling before and haven't since but i thought i was possessed for a minute maybe between
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like the heavy metal and the cocaine yeah and the drinking and that just gives something a foot in
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and maybe it sounds like maybe he never was like a hot temper just all of a sudden happened that is
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strange um i remember when i was younger uh i did i had a little spree with cocaine and
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one day my wife came to me and she said uh hey when you're on it i don't like it i don't like
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like the way you look because i get my face was like cocked to one side or whatever i was trying
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i was trying to look normal but i was yeah yeah yeah i don't like that yeah i don't like that
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and she goes like i don't want you to get addicted to this and uh and i said
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i think it was the only time i ever had like something that exposed itself as a problem
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with drugs like i saw it in this moment where i said like and i addicted to it i don't even really
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like it like it's the stupid i know but there was a weird thing with some drugs like i can kind of
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relate to that like i didn't really like it but i kind of don't want to stop doing it yeah yeah
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yeah but i said that i think as i uh i think i probably really did like it like i think i liked
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it a lot i remember feeling like that about coke dude it was like i don't really love this like it
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doesn't make me feel great but i kind of want to stop doing it i still have it to this day where
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like uh i can smell something the in the in and you gotta take a dump immediately no no no yeah
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the indescribable smell of cocaine doesn't make you have to take a dump immediately no i had
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friends that were like they just immediately go straight to the bathroom yeah and and then
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take a dump for a long time i wasn't like that um but i also had you know you say a ferocious
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appetite for uh oxycottons i had a ferocious threshold for cocaine where i i was doing um
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tremendous amounts of it you know not often but on the occasions that i would a lot of it yeah
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and then uh and then just being okay i never got to where i liked doing it in the morning i remember
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like a couple times doing it in the morning but like i had buddies that wanted to just do it all
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day like i never got to where i was like yeah let's do it in the morning yeah yeah i was it
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was always like let's do it at night and then drink like 30 beers and still not be that was
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yeah that was crazy i was using it as like a remedy like i'm too drunk it's time to do cocaine
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about that um and that helped quite a bit i just saw top entered the thing so i'm waiting to see
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of something yeah let's let him talk can he talk i don't think he can talk i think he's in a pool
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he's in a pool uh say something it's gonna be about the orthodox
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all right here we go so wait i didn't get the bottom of that last paragraph oh my mistake
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uh no this is not yeah that probably lasted for yeah that probably lasted for an hour so when i
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woke up the next day it totally went away i never had that feeling before and haven't since but i
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thought i was possessed for a minute lights would flicker all the time around that same girlfriend
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and i always thought she had some demons around her too but that night i think i was possessed
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well that could be it too interesting yeah yeah women uh and piggybacking i mean it's all i don't
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know what that was whatever you got i got yeah that's uh women okay anyways back to the meat
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and potatoes my stepdad died from cancer in that same house i grew up in sorry bro after he died
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the paranormal activity skyrocketed a planter's pot my mom had out on the patio just straight up
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exploded one night while my mom was home alone damn you don't think that's the neighbor kids
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hitting with a bb gun or something maybe i got my kid a slingshot you think that's the wrong move
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no i think that's a great move but you got to watch them yeah i used to have a bb gun and
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shoot stuff on people's roofs he's got like a pump rifle yeah you know what i mean like a
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so i had so i had a really uh i don't even know what you'd call it but my neighbor next door that
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i learned flooring from yeah mike marshall shout out to mike marshall yeah taught me flooring taught
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me like i was a carpet installer at 16 i went to work with him i told the story i went over there
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to tell him that you know he had stuff in his that's right yeah anyway so um i used to drink
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40s in the backyard and shoot birds on his roof with a bb gun just because i was an idiot there
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wasn't i didn't really have like uh um i didn't really have any good reason for that when he
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about all the denver you know that the most popular orthodox saint is open homosexual i didn't know
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it oh geez he came home one day and found all the dead birds on his room and just knew it was me
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somehow you just killed all the birds how old were you i had to be like 15 16 17 i never did
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that i never killed small animals that shame on you yeah that was really stupid i look back i just
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for me i don't i feel like i'm not going to kill anything i'm not going to eat but i used to like
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man a grapefruit tree i would grab grapefruits off it like throw it at other houses like try
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to hit windows yeah dude i look back i was just an idiot yeah i did have uh a lady that lived
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behind me and i guess uh you know i don't know when the fuck she was getting up early in the
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morning for work i was working the night shift so i'd be sleeping in the morning and she'd be
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getting ready and her dog was annoying her so she would put it out in the backyard and at 5 30 in
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the morning this dog would just bark bark bark bark rhythmically bark bark so maybe you shoot
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that one with a bb gun like a no i never shot the dog uh but i first went over i wrote a a note
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and i and she would leave it out there for 45 minutes 45 minutes of it barking straight
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it was insane so i went around and i said hey this is your neighbor i work nights you know
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the dog is a real problem i'm asking if you could please do something about it
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and she never minded it she didn't know who sent it i left you know kind of an anonymous style thing
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but after a couple of days of her not adjusting that i fucking had my slingshot and i leaned out
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the window and i would just i took out her windows i put endless amounts of holes in her vinyl siding
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with the like the whole thing was peppered her all her windows were out all of her vinyl siding
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and then the dog stopped coming out and fucking barking no way yeah man i don't give a shit that
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was when i'm not a cranky guy how old yes you are you son of a god you've messed with my sleepy time
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though wait how old were you and you messed up uh i uh i was here stop it i was um maybe 21 22
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something like that really and you tried the right way you're like i tried the right way you don't
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want to do the right way then i said okay bitch yeah man and i was like steel ball bearings and
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i just blasted all of the siding i blasted all of her windows she had four windows on the back
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all of them went out i said that's it man and the angle that i was at and the distance that i was at
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like could have been anybody that did it really so she never caught on like yeah i guess i should
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have kept this should have kept it dude should have read that note and appreciated the you know
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the approach on the matter and then uh got your shit busted out um yeah there you go okay so is
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this uh yeah we used to put pennies on rail tracks for fun to see them get flattened oh that's fun
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or put uh the bar across it and somebody stand on each side it makes the it makes the thing go down
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at the at the street yeah if you put a if you put a metal bar down on a railroad track and you stand
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on each side of it oh because it's completing the circuit the sensor thinks that it's a train and
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then the and then the things go down at the street yeah we used to do all kinds of that's funny
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that's terrible i know we used to throw big rocks the big railroad rocks off like the bridges when
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the cars would go oh no yeah i was just a terrible kid yeah yeah me too dude just a bad kid man one
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time like i don't know why even the other kids were like yeah man i just remember i went back
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for a funeral when i was a grown-up and one of the other kids i grew up with was like yeah i just
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remember matt like kicking over garbage cans on the way to school the orthodox church is anti-christ
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we're just getting these really cool tickers um who's doing that i don't know so uh so when i was
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younger and i was homeless and i had an appetite for destruction uh especially when you're homeless
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and you ain't got shit to do feels like you do a lot of you know bad things so one night i went
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out it was it was real late and i used to go pulling door handles to find stuff and i don't
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even know what the statute of limitations on on on hypothetically if one were to let's say
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find a uh a car and open it and find all of the police officers gear and guns in it um i don't
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know what that would be might be a problem for them for many years in the future so if they did
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that they shouldn't talk about it but uh i was i used to pull car handles and get money and all
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kinds of stuff just walk around at night and just pull pull pull and then the alarm would go off and
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you'd run a few blocks down and then do it again and um and one night in particular we just hit
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the town and we're walking me and my cousin and a buddy we come across the construction site
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there's rebar and there's trucks and we just take the rebar and start spearing radiators you know
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right through the front grill of the trucks. And, you know, all the cooling is pissing out
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and everything. And we keep walking, we trash everything at this construction site, all these
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vehicles. Now the windows are busted out and everything. And then we get to a Dunkin' Donuts
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and I'm like, I'm so, you know, going to get in this Dunkin' Donuts. So I climb on top of the roof
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and I can pull the top off of this ventilation where the fan is. And I start stomping and
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stomping until the fan falls through into the ground. And then I get inside the cooler of the
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dunking donuts wasn't that bad and i start taking all the milk and all the because i was it's just
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a dairy cooler so there's no there's no product outside dumping milk everywhere like all over
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the shit and then um and then i get out of it and i go to the bat because i got a piss now and i go
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to their bathroom but it's nighttime and of course it's locked and it's got an l-shaped handle like
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the one in that door so i try it it doesn't open so i just crank it and rip the handle off and then
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I start going to every handle that's there and cranking and ripping the
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and then we start walking back and I hear the sirens coming.
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And then I'm just running on the side of this highway to get home to like
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like Ivy in people's yards while cops were like,
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would drive by or running in behind bushes and standing up like behind bushes and cops are
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driving by and you're just like don't move whatever it took whatever it took for no reason stupid for
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no reason at all uh that's just but i guess if you have a dad that's like hey bro let me show
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you like how you should do life you know what my dad showed me like that my dad showed up one time
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when i was a teenager hadn't seen him for years he showed up on like halloween the week of halloween
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maybe and he took me and my little brother around town the town that i lived in so it wasn't his
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problem after he left and he taught us to destroy people's halloween decorations so we would just
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run up on their lawns rip their shit out of their ground those inflatable goofy things we'd knife
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them and rip them open and stomp out lights and tear shit down let's go yep and then we'd run
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away and then we'd find another place and we'd do it again yeah and we just went around and
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destroyed shit with my dad jeez all right so let's uh let's get back to this uh let's act like
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we're not psychopaths get back to this fucking story dude man all right so back to the meat and
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potatoes okay he said his dad died of cancer skyrocketed started flickering um we were kind
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of like yeah that story stopped went home alone another time we were working on finishing the
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basement and my mom brothers and i were talking about our stepdad under one of the lights in the
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basement and started flickering and never flickered before. It hasn't since then. Mind you, my entire
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family is basically non-believers, so they always dismiss this stuff. Some time passes and another
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time I'm with my younger brother and mom at her house. We're joking around in the kitchen and I
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said something about Jesus. I can't remember exactly what it was, but my brother made some
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kind of rude comment about Jesus in a dismissive mocking manner. We then walk into the living room.
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there's a wall of family pictures in the living room, and my younger brother notices that the
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picture with only him in it is obviously tilted. None of the others were. There were probably 12
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separate framed pictures on the wall, all square with each other. Only his was tilted, and it was
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in the middle row. So if something bumped the wall, you'd think others would be off axis as well.
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When discussing this, my brother also said that after he made that rude comment about Jesus,
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that he heard a weird bang in one of the upstairs rooms my mom and i didn't hear it though which is
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weird the good thing about that event is that i think it freaked my younger brother out because
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he couldn't explain it away it's one of those things where like uh spooky stories or spooky
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moments actually do bring you closer i don't know if it brought his brother closer but you know what
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i wonder now what you wonder now do i have any stories like this and i just like wrote them off
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too i think we all do this is what i found is we all have these stories it's just when you don't
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have there's nothing else to talk about there's no reference point for like when i was a kid i'm
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guessing there was like crazy stuff to happen but i was like well yeah it's clearly not paranormal
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because that doesn't exist yeah it doesn't there's no um there's nothing to expand on so there's no
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like anchor you know to latch on to and go back to sometimes i read these i'm like if all these
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people have these stories like this like i had to have stories like i just don't remember that's my
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thinking is that we all do it's just like remember one time i think when we were uh when we had first
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started doing content together and we were doing the book of daniel study and i said what's
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remarkable is the things that god saw fit to mean like to preserve about daniel's story
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we're all supernatural things right whereas we move through life a supernatural thing happens
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and we tend to forget about it right the bigger thing is did i get a raise did i get a big job
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exactly there's none of that but you know it's just but for the bible it seems to be those are
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the most important so many of us have had experiences that either should have been
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expanded on and should have been cared about more and maybe even from a spiritual point of view
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were the most significant footnotes of our of our story here and we've kind of moved past them
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you know like if they were to if we were characters in the bible what would god see fit to preserve
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about our stories yeah that's what i always wonder is like it might be the weird shit yeah there could
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be 20 years of stuff that god like wouldn't put of your life in the bible and then boom there's
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this thing yeah it could happen any day yep yeah moving on i used to be big into stunt riding hell
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yeah which is basically doing wheelie based tricks on a motorcycle i'm kind of a wigger sorry bros
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that's all right so it's yeah no need to apologize motorcycles uh sketchy though my wife won't let
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to get one i broke my leg yeah i wouldn't let you either dude i wouldn't get like i would get like
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an old honda shadow just to go back and forth still you have some weird stories dude of things
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happening and stuff i don't know if i would trust you all right fine okay uh basically doing willie
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bass tricks on him yeah he's listening to metallica i got you i could see getting a little
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carried away with the music yeah i broke my leg after eating while stunt riding with some buddies
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one day he's eating dookies so i had to get rushed to the hospital to get surgery on it since my leg
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had basically turned into a noodle shout out nancy eating a lot after surgery i was staying
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overnight in the hospital and remember waking up in the middle of the night with my left arm
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suspended as if someone had lifted it think of like a droopy roman salute oh but no one was there
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bro damn bro that might have been the pain meds though i don't know i i always link these stories
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to drugs i had that happen though and um it took like three times in a row in the same night for
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me to start becoming um unsettled in my spirit that something else was happening because you
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know you do kind of spasm sometimes it's not unheard of to kind of throw a whole ass roman
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salute but when it keeps happening and then i tried to stop it from happening by putting my
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arms under the pillow kept happening no then once once the weight of the blanket kept my arms from
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doing that then my leg got pulled off no way and i was like yeah that's the story with the whole
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greasy demon thing and um and that was really that was unsettling as well i was very upset about
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that okay okay rush noodle bleeding a lot surgery no arm but that one was no one was there bro i
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didn't feel like i was doing it on purpose since my muscles were completely relaxed
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that was flaccid it freaked me out and i was able to drop my arm fine after waking up i couldn't
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she had any paranormal experiences working in the
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my wife uh chuck from grom says i had a dream that i oh wait one more time
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that i was walking down a long hallway and kept hearing the strange sound of and of course i was
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intrigued so i had to keep walking towards the sound there were these pictures lining the halls
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and i noticed one was tilted slightly oh just like curiosity got the best of me and i walked
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up to it it wasn't a picture at all it was top twerking and the sound was his ass cheeks clapping
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it figures i thought to myself and just as i turned around i saw raven pissing in the corner
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i said what are you doing i don't know if there's a continuation of this but that's a wild dream
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chuck uh i don't know what it means i'm glad chuck's alive dude they had another i what do
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they call him out there tsunami or not a tsunami but a typhoon maybe wami yeah it's a wami a
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suguami yeah yeah he got blapped up with a with a suguami out there and uh it's been a real real
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rough time for weather i think we're about to get hit with a tropical bukkake i like a lot of rain
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i'm not into all the wind but i love when we get the rain do you one of those guys that goes we
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really needed this oh yeah yeah you are well you know i mean dude if you look at the farm a day
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after rain it's like oh it's a jungle yeah i mean florida is a jungle the day steroids yeah
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all right let me okay shout out chuck it's good to see him again i don't know if that's actually
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he was gone for a while that's probably not chuck what um i don't know people just you can name
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yourself whatever the hell you want i totally forgot they got me all right so there you go
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are you sure we read the thing before that yeah that was uh the goth chick anyway my mom does me
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Same thing happens. In the middle of the night
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my spine but i was so tired that i just pulled the covers up over my face like a and went straight
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back to sleep lol lol i never told my family about this though until recently since i know
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they wouldn't believe me they already think i'm bad shit crazy after talking about pizza gate and
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stuff yeah well you should go to them and be like well what do you think now what is pizza gate
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that's where they uh there was a pizza restaurant in washington dc yeah i'm still not clear but what
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Well, they called it Pizzagate, and I think that was a little bit of a—
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Well, so it was a terminology that was coined and then popularized by the mainstream media
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who used it as a point of ridicule, much like coining the term conspiracy theorists
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after the JFK assassination to dismiss people who would, you know, think that there was something up.
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That's proven to have come out of the CIA.
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So I think Pizzagate sounds on its face ridiculous,
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but it is about the trafficking and the sacrifice and the eating of children
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But did it have to do with a specific pizza restaurant?
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So it had to do with Comet Ping Pong, which is a pizza restaurant.
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And I think famously Obama had a party there where he ordered like fucking $14,000
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It sounds like a good time, but I don't think it was hot dogs that they were eating.
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And the symbol for Comet Ping Pong was the recognized symbol for pedophile communications.
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The FBI released documents that showed that symbol and said that it was correlated with, you know, covert communications between pedophile rings.
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and um and there was a guy that went and thought that there was or claimed that there was children
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being held in the basement of comet ping pong and he shot through the floor um that also seems kind
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of like a patsy you know like an mk ultra patsy that was used to create this big media sensation
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around it look how crazy the people are that think pizza games yeah it seems as though the uh the cat
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was kind of maybe getting out of the bag so they got ahead of it and then they sensationalized it
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and then they coined the term so but then andrew tate got arrested for the same thing but he had
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pizza in his videos because he was like trying to show i actually don't know anything about like
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somebody was telling me that recently and i just couldn't track with what they were talking yeah
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yeah so uh michael manifesto says he shot into their computer room and just so happened to hit
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the hard drive that had all the information yeah i mean those things happen sure right um and then
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you had james aliphantis or whatever like ja whatever i minced i screwed it up last time i
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was talking about this but it literally means like boy lover or child lover in french like that's the
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name of the owner of comet ping pong they're also heavily tied in with the podestas john and uh and
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anthony podesta and john you know they're tied in with anthony weiner yeah and if you go to
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tony podesta's house it is one big museum of pedophilia all of the artwork on his walls
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is of children being sexually abused um he's got that's not real oh yeah dude
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not just a human the brother of uh you know uh john podesta wait so what is he
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say i might be mincing those yeah he's tony with the clintons or was in their campaign or something
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but so what does he say then he's like yeah man it's just like ancient artwork i don't know if
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anybody presses him i don't think i think when you're that rich and fucking you know influential
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nobody really asks you shit um but the other podesta is you know associated with the whole
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spirit cooking thing it's one big web it ties into marina umbromovic the frazzled drip thing
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hillary clinton wearing some little girl's face with um i forget the other lady's name i'm sure
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the chat knows it's it's yeah skippy yeah there's a horrifying there you go hicktown honey's talking
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about it the audio file of john podesta might be tony podesta i forget which one's the little
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squirrelly one that's um clearly chester bennington's father from lincoln park who is
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what fucking podesta dude yeah yeah no oh my god if you look at his uh huma abaddon yeah thank you
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wait they look alike you're saying it's insane don't turn into that guy that you guys are just
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fighting with it said the christian bale is everybody no uh because now i can't unsee it
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now it's like harry kane looks like uh owen benjamin podesta now the other the guy who was
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captain on england the other day looks like tom cruise what's his name again uh it's just like
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you just can't win with the people looking like each other there's no relationship ai is like
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there's no relationship just show me the images it's fucking insane why is that all blurry i wish
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we had a better one look at that bro you guys can't see this maybe i should share it with you
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guys people can kind of look like that's insane well he's an orphan uh chester bennington who was
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creating a documentary about child trafficking before he died him and the dude from sound garden
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how long ago when he died how long how long ago did he die from lincoln park and which guy from
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sound guard not chris cornell chris cornell was also uh i think appearing on that yeah yeah he
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might have been appearing died like a long time they died relatively close proximity to each other
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lincoln park guy died that that long ago yeah yeah yeah yeah um and lincoln park if i'm not mistaken
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is a military intelligence operation that has quite a bit to do with uh children you know sort
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of experimenting on children uh can somebody somebody in the chat knows how long ago they
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died i have chester's hat that's cool fj yeah i really like uh oh so he died a year before
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chris cornell but that's 10 years ago or so isn't it i feel like chris cornell this was at the height
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of pizzagate so 2017 around that somebody said 10 years ago and that's that's pretty much at the
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heart of pizzagate right when it starts to take off same week as each other oh that's even worse
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oh 2019 yeah that makes sense 2019 um somebody's saying 2016 yeah so it was all around that era but
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uh they look exactly the same they look exactly this it's it's such a big and fan uh what's the
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word that i'm looking for fascinating web uh was it hunter biden or anthony wiener's laptop
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after being apprehended by police seven of the police investigators committed suicide that was
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anthony wieners including the chief of police i believe yeah what yeah and i was talking who was
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the chick that he was married to abba houdin or something like this yeah yeah she was the one that
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was allegedly in the frazzled drip video wearing the little girl's face uh you know hillary clinton
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was but um that instance right there the anthony wieners laptop and the oh it was 7 2017 stop
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stop with the creepy music what's the day today 720 no that's not today that's not real is that
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real stop it that's not real see this all gets really weird is that real no july 2017 for chester
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dude what day in july do not fucking tell me that we're talking about this you better google on the
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day dude no no no no no bennington dude i swear to god chester bennington death uh
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oh my god no way we're talking about him dying on the anniversary of his death what the
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this is what you get bro you start playing games with the paranormal stories and stuff
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next thing you know weird things start happening that's weird matt what's weird is that he was
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41 in 2017 i always thought he was younger than me bro that's weird i don't know if we have a
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fucking what do you make of that raven i can't really listen to chris cornell dude those guys
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all have like a heavy spirit of suicide dude nirvana yeah but when he talks when that that
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song like a stone doesn't that sound to you like he longs to be in the house of the lord they all
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long to man but i know yeah i know it's the path they take that's fucking weird bro yeah this is
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that's really weird nine years ago today i was out of the game i didn't even like i don't even
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remember like it wasn't like the day he died i was like i didn't even hear about it i really
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really liked lincoln park i kind of did too i heard him on the way to tahoe one time after
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just binging all night and somebody was like let's go to tahoe one of those trips and somebody was
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playing it in the in the truck on the way up i was like yo who is this this doesn't sound like
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anything turn to your neighbor and say black hole son church oh my god bro i know those songs are so
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dark oh yeah i didn't like everything from alice and chains everything from nirvana like the lot
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of the nirvana was fucking music to do heroin to like i did not like i mean but it goes hard is
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the problem i didn't like that's why people like what yeah i didn't like it i didn't like i used
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to love that music but then when i woke up i was like oh no i can't listen i used to i mean i still
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do i run miles to lincoln park like lincoln park is what i listen to in my headphones when i run
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so uh that's so crazy dramatic though isn't their music a little dramatic sure but i mean if you if
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you start to suspect that chester bennington is the illegitimate child of john podesta and has a
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real it might be a little dramatic as well yeah a real passion for exposing child trafficking and
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then both him and chris cornell get murdered or commit suicide a week apart from each other during
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the heart of uh fucking uh pizzagate while they're both working on a documentary about child
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trafficking that's wild like these dudes if if that's true these dudes kind of got a heavy
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spirit all right where do you want to go with this then if this is a very strange coincidence
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shall we say that it's nine years to the day we happen to be talking about it like where do you
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want to go from here i don't know i don't know that's very that's very strange seems like you
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know a little bit about this guy's story do you want to talk about his story at all maybe i mean
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maybe it's gonna tie into something else you're gonna be like oh no way oh points of authority
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was lit paper cut was lit all of it was lit dude are you kidding me um the new singer's a chick
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yeah yeah yeah no they wouldn't do that uh hybrid theory the album hybrid theory was just
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phenomenal i forget the name of the one but i feel like it was like spray painted i mean it
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was the first yeah that was hybrid theory with the like the kind of the reaper looking uh fairy
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with the the hat the helmet on yeah it's not even lincoln park actually no there's a song that they
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have it's their hit i think it's called uh heavy is the crown it's kind of a banger kind of a
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banger honestly heavy is the crown by lincoln park with this new female singer is a banger i've heard
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some of the other stuff not so interested in it but heavy is the crown actually does a place for
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my head crushes so hard really so hard one step closer also so hard place for my head introduce
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the rim that they play in the beginning park isn't metal they're hybrid dog i mean that's that rap
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rock you know really early rap rock i never would consider a metal uh well i mean some of their
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stuff is heavy dude heavy i mean just like like like uh instrumentally heavy huh um place for my
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head is so good dude so good how many albums did they end up having that's rap rap dog yeah uh i
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don't know i don't know how many albums they had i assume they had like two or three there's
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people breaking the habit a bunch of them breaking the habit is a banger what breaking the habit
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crawling oh my god bro lincoln park bucks okay relax i'm sorry but all right let's get back to
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this guy's story remarkable bro i can't believe we ended up the bottom is still scrolling i know
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Oh, it still says something about the bug in there.
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Okay, that took us off the rails because I don't know.
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Weird stuff would keep on happening at my mom's house,
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like a glass flew off a shelf and shattered in the basement
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Also, I'd watch her dog sometimes when she was out of town for work,
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and my phone would randomly start playing this one particular metal song,
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it was altars and gore by the band coffins there's been some phones recently they just start ringing
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and it's weird that they're just ringing that's heavy as hell altars in gore by coffins i don't
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like it good god i eventually became more on fire for jesus though and remember watching the end
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times productions youtube channel in one of his videos he had this guy named josh peck not from
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drake and josh tv show talking about how he was living in a haunted house josh peck is part of
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like prophecy watchers right like oh i don't know i think that actually is the dude's name from drake
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and josh though which josh peck i think is like part of um who's the guy you guys had the you
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talked about the star of david derrick gilbert yeah he's like in that crew right talking about
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how he was living in a haunted house and made the haunting stop specifically by praying for a hedge
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of protection in and around the house in the name of jesus christ so that's exactly what i did nice
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i prayed to jesus for a hedge of protection in and around my mom's house in his name and then
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all the paranormal activity stopped nice dog i'm talking the light shining into the darkness
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and the darkness comprehending at night type of stoppage total jesus w i i agree yeah yeah yeah
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so i highly recommend people do that if you're being haunted just make sure to repent of your
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sins to jesus accept jesus as your lord and savior and forgive every single person in your life top
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if you that's interesting they added in top right there yeah that is weird that he said that if you
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are having trouble forgiving someone just remember top ephesians 6 12 and that those people are
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affected by demons too great point you know i just want to say somebody's saying that avenge
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sevenfold is gay which is true um and i used to really make fun of them and then recently some
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of their songs came across my playlist while i was running and i was able to be like these guys
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were definitely talented these guys were talented i know a lot of the new metal gets a lot of uh
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slack and look avenge sevenfold is singing about some weird shit too they're singing about weird
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shit but they had a sound when it came on you knew it was an avenge sevenfold song and they created
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a lot of dudes that wore aviators and had glasses uh i mean i'm sorry that wore aviators and had
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tattoos um and that became a type of dude and we're all familiar with that dude i mean i'm
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kind of sitting here wearing aviators and i have tattoos uh but they were very talented
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and i and i took a long time to admit it and i think it's one of those things where we made fun
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of uh nickelback for a long time and you go wait why did we do that nickelback crushes super hard
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they do i love nickelback yeah i for a long time i i was like they were a meme to make fun of
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nickelback was funny and then uh all gonna be big rock stars and we're all gonna be a big rock yeah
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they crushed dude thought those songs were all kind of stupid i mean sure but i think they like
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what happens is if you that's like early 2000s where early 2000s yeah but it was like angry
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rock and it was like i don't know man like what's everybody so angry i don't think he was so angry
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he had a couple of good songs that were just about like you know not yeah like uh wanting to
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be a big rock star it was literally making fun of that hollywood rock star bullshit where you
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become a fake dude you know okay yeah yeah it's all mocking it um there's there's a a song by
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avenge sevenfold called uh hail to the king i think that shit crushes that's a really really
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that's a great song um but yeah photograph is a great song look at this photograph
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every time i do it that's not so lame and corny those lyrics are so like a kindergartner wrote it
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sure yeah yeah i don't get so caught up though you know what it is i used to be into punk
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a lot what do you mean like punk rock yeah but that's very like everybody means something
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different by no underground bullshit underproduced crappy punk rock like if you listen to rancid and
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and the clash you're too mainstream and you're a fag you need to listen to this band that no one's
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ever heard of that sounds like dog shit but the very nature that's part of the system exactly
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and that makes it super cool and what happened was i realized like um it wasn't about just enjoying
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the music it became about like who you knew like okay but there is an element of like if a band is
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singing a thing and you're like okay this is a band that actually lived through a plane crash
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and a car crash talking about fucking heroin overdoses and so now this song is a lot more
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meaningful as opposed to like oh these guys are singing about something but like a manager put
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these guys all together because like he has cool hair and he has cool pants so what happened is i
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stopped that matters like the spirit behind it i people aren't gonna like this but i stopped
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absorbing music in in any real meaningful way so like where it used to be all about the album and
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you got to know all the songs on the album and you got to know the backstory and all this shit
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like it became a labor like like music can become an idol and the whole industry and the story and
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the in the albums and getting their next album and knowing all the lyrics it all becomes like
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this idol and and i could see the worst of it honestly the worst of it i think is on display
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in the punk rock community because everything is about your superiority over other fans by knowing
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the most obscure shit so if you know a band that nobody else knows like oh you don't know these
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guys it is hipster shit it's hipster shit and it becomes identity driven and your your weight
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your worth as a punk rock fan is what is is is determined by what band you like and eventually
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i just i backed away from all of it and i was like i'm just gonna listen to whatever
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kind of makes me happy at the moment that i'm listening to it yeah i don't fucking care yeah
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because there was a day where i was like yo yeah acdc is really simple but i like it it's a very
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simple yeah i don't care like it's fine whatever yeah especially like if i'm doing something
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because i'm not focusing on music i'm doing something so if i was at work and i'm welding
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and stuff i just want something that sounds nice whatever water is like crushes in that category
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if i'm running i don't i just want something that gives me an extra gear yeah that's got a good
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tempo right so that i can get that extra gear right do i really care their whole backstory
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when i'm just trying to okay that's not at all not at all right but back in the day it was like
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you posted up in your room maybe you were burning a couple and you were just chilling in the room
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and you had the whole album and you listened to it straight through you could jump around
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and then it was like a communal thing maybe was a little more meaningful but it's different now
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i couldn't i i i started to dislike it greatly because i had come from hip-hop where i was like
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i had to have everybody's album i had ludicrous's album and i had the games album and i had jay-z's
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albums and i had g-units albums but then i also had 50s albums i had m&m's i had to have all the
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albums and and then like you went to school and you were weighed by that you were weighed by that
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do you know all the albums do you have do you know all that and then i went to a different place
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where like i was introduced to mainstream punk rock and i was like actually these guys are kind
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of cool blink and green day and all these dudes i go oh this is kind of cool music i start listening
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to that and then immediately i find out well like that's not real punk rock and i go okay
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fucking cool so i find like rancid and all this other shit like that's not real punk rock either
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so i find like agent orange and all these other like bands that nobody's ever fucking heard of
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and then i'm like well what about what about ska and then i have to find like less than jake and
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and all these fucking bands and it just becomes like this competition where I'm constantly like
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oh my god I'm not cool enough I gotta find more fucking bands that nobody's ever heard of
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and then what really became true was the more I dug and the more I got into like the most
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obscure band that I could I was like this music fucking sucks yeah this music sucks but it gets
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to a point where you can't see that I'm cool now because I know them yeah and I'm cool because I
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know the songs but this fucking music sucks and i and once i got there i was like i don't want this
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anymore yeah anymore like i don't want shit to do with this i just want whatever sounds nice i
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absorb music literally by the song not by the artist anymore not by the fucking album not by
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the genre if i hear a song i like i'm gonna listen to that song and that's it and i'm not even gonna
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pursue the rest of their their catalog ska is why he dresses like i went through a heavy
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fucking ska thing really oh yeah but it's all ska is like tied to reggae yeah yeah it's just white
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dudes doing reggae and it all sounds the same yeah it's a very simplistic music form and it
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has a very simplistic dumb ass dance that you do to it it's called i think it's called like
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scatting or some stupid shit and uh and it's it's so gay it's so gay and i liked some of it i was
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like oh this is kind of good and then i really looked at it and i was like it sounds exactly
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like everybody else it's just white dudes doing reggae um like uh i'm not a big no doubt fan i
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you know whatever like some of their stuff was a little before your time no no i listened to no
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doubt yeah like the first music video i'm just a girl when i see stefani come out dancing around
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i was like bro let's go skanking is so gay um but yeah man some of it's fun you take it or leave it
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it comes across my thing catch 22 streetlight manifesto come across my playlist i'll listen
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to them but there was something about we're like hey the stuff that makes it to the radio is corny
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and it's accepted by the masses for a reason whereas like primus is never going to be accepted
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by the masses but it's always going to bang but i've seen what it has to offer like you go okay
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let's break away from that and like at the end of the day all that's happened is a bigger idol has
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been made of those bands and those songs that get radio play than these other things and the reason
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that it hasn't been made of these other things is because less people are aware of it but if you if
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you rose it up and you showed enough people marketing we talk about it sometimes in podcasting
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you look at somebody that's got like a ton of things you're like oh they have great production
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value and they have like a lot of money behind it and they have really nice cameras yes not
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necessarily better content or worse content but that's the thing that they're going like but this
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thing is better because it looks like shit and sounds like shit and doesn't have the production
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value and you're going like in the podcasting world i don't want to listen to that i don't
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want to watch that right i like stuff with good if your product looks bad and sounds bad i'm sorry
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dude i can't listen to it like you gotta be really good it's gotta be a lot better to still watch it
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i uh and i also came to this place too where i was like i used to listen to sublime a lot they
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fucking suck yeah i never really got into sublime we talked about that before and i told somebody
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the other day that the wrong way was about pedophilia and they were like mad at me and
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they're like no it's not no it's not the whole song it's sure it's a hypothetical the wrong way
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i think it was gavin maybe the wrong way is a hypothetical i don't think that um whatever his
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name is the lead singer actually did any of this stuff but it's so strange to sing from the
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perspective and to make up and fabricate an entire story i'm just thinking about this as an adult man
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i would not do this i would not fabricate an entire fictional piece of art about wanting to
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save a just post pubescent girl from a hard life with her abusive family yeah but then giving in
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and fucking her weird what what very weird what the whole song is about that very strange the
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whole song is like i just want to liberate her from her family and she's getting put into sex
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working and stuff and like i just want to free her but whoops i did it too believe me shit was
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tight it was the wrong way very subliminal pardon me very subliminal and we go like yeah this shit
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bangs like no fucking what i never got into that man i mean they were always on at like parties and
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stuff but like uh and i was like yeah whatever but i never got in like i don't think i ever
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owned a sublime it's just music to smoke weed to just music to smoke weed to but i'm like
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and whatever like melodically like it's fun and and well it's whatever it works in a if you're in
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a backyard party in cali they launched a bunk genre what is even the genre reggae rap i think
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they had a dj they had a guy that was like scratching yeah i think that that i mean it
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was still just like a reggae type of uh rock but they had a dj scratching i just like listening to
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some of those songs you go back and you listen to especially like the 80s hair metal era and
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you're like whoa what like so many songs are talking about a young girl yeah a young girl
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like super young and they'll say they'll drop it every once in a while they go like 15 so what
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happened did we just get awake to that and he's 12 years old and two more she'll be a whore
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what the fuck yeah did we just get away to that now all of a sudden i think so i think something
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happened uh top and i were talking about like that it seems they used ai in the sandy hook
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shootings and and then if you talk to this chick human vibrations she'll go back and say actually
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they were using it as far back as the um what's the little girl who was kidnapped and murdered
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and the whole world was like enamored with it uh john b'nay ramsey and she says she suspects they
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were even using it back then how like what some of the images that they were releasing of like
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families together and stuff to pull on the heartstrings of america just didn't make any sense
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when you look at them now right but at the time nobody batted an eyelash now you would look at it
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and you go that looks suspiciously ai generated their legs don't make sense yeah you know shit
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like that we didn't have a framework culturally at the time to scrutinize these things right i think
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it could well be the same thing in the music industry where it's like we didn't have the
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ability to scrutinize the lyrics and what they were singing about right and you know i guess it
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was just culturally acceptable up at the time but now it's like i don't want to listen to the wrong
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way i don't like hearing that song right right it's fucking gross dude i'm like i gotta turn it
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off so if you're singing something that like disturbs my spirit and i want to turn it off
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and what is it about it's about the sexual exploitation of a young girl that even the
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lead singer from the perspective of the guy in the story concedes to having done it himself
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that's very strange i don't want to hear that and even like rod stewart had creepy stuff too
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about underage like it just there was like a lot of stuff yeah about that that yeah like and all
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of a sudden as a whole we're like hey not cool anymore this is not cool yeah yeah so i don't
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know man i don't have time for music like that anymore i don't care about artists i don't care
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about albums i care about individual songs um i unfortunately still have an affinity for a lot of
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rap from my era which is music to murder you know what we like yeah but what we liked about rap was
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it was very real it was very much about people telling a real story about their real life
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and not just a real life but a grimy life like they were going to survive yeah there was something
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that i think a lot of us could relate to in that yeah like yeah it's a little different for me i'm
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not necessarily like in the hood selling crack but i am getting up at like 4 30 to go to work
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and i'm grinding and there's a grind that i have to keep at just to stay ahead of the game yeah
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hustle and stay ahead of the game yeah it is though there is this this constant theme of like
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murder you know and that's like really heavy because i recognize like a lot of the music like
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when i i i uh well murder drugs bitches and hoes is like the core of it and then yeah hey i'm rich
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and look at my gold chain and my cool car when i fought that so that picture on the ground behind
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you is is me getting my wrist wrapped for going to fight some other it was a great day you did
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great that day i came out to a dmx song because it was the thing that put you in the mood for
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violence the most that i could think of i forget what dmx song it was it wasn't like uh whatever
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that fucking is like open up shop that one uh rough riders was it maybe it was rough riders
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anthem is that the same song stop drop shut them down open up shop is that another guy i was never
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into it just seemed like it didn't seem like good rap it just seemed like kind of like making
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noises i don't know yeah just like making noises but not really like intelligent rap like i did
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like when guys put i like dmx were intelligent yeah everybody from wu-tang could rap eminem was
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really crazy because it was so angry although i listened to uh one of my favorite songs by eminem
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i think it's his first song that ever got any kind of radio play it's called infinite and it's
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literally just him doing like uh wordplay and lyricism yeah he took it to another level yeah
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and and infinite you almost don't even recognize it because he's got like the voice of a of a young
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man still um and i believe it was his first song that got radio play and uh somebody just said
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deftones let's go deftones so that that song infinite if you've never heard um if you've
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listened to eminem but you've never heard infinite that is a really really fun song uh first track
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you think of when you hear eminem yeah man infinite's great infinite's really fantastic so
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uh but yeah music to murder too and and i remember walking around with my headphones in listening
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to that and just like yeah this spirit of like violence i remember seeing a sermon years ago
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maybe when i very very first got in the game and how this dude a black dude was saying how god
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showed him that like there was going to be this musical influence like in the hood that was going
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to specifically take um young black men into hell oh yeah into darkness yeah and at the time all
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there was was like there wasn't really rap it was before rap yeah you know and it was like maybe
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sugar hill gang maybe he's like that but it wasn't like gangster rap hadn't happened sure you still
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had uh and he was like what you know so it's death metal he's like there's heavy metal who did check
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the rhyme but the black kids aren't really into the heavy metal yeah and this guy did this whole
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thing on how the lord showed him this was coming and then was like boom it's rap music and uh it's
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insane what they did i mean they took tupac tupac was an actor he was an effeminate like
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dance like writing poetry and then they turned it into this and i think he really did kind of
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become it towards the end i think he really was but it was weird it was a hard thing to balance
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if you like tupac especially like ready to die like the double album when he got out of prison
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he had a double album yeah and it went hard but it was like yeah but wait is this the same dude
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that was like he had a great sound he was an actor and was like writing poetry yeah he was
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kind of effeminate talking about his mom like after he got rich like your mama was a banger
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dear mama was a banger um yeah before that they had a tribe called quest and shit like that right
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where like that music was just like fun lyricism yeah but then there was a time where it was like
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to be a rapper you got to be a gangster and to be a gangster you got to be a rapper that was so huge
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i mean 90s really birthed it 80s you know 80s 90s and then 2000s just took it to another place
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where like they were killing each other in the clubs all the time yeah killing each other in
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the clubs all the time and it was interesting because you watch like l got took out big l
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crushed and was gone my son gets royalties off dear mama why is that uh immortal technique yeah
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taught me about 9-11 when i was nine years old i used to listen to immortal technique till i
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realized he was an actual uh pagan and uh effectively a leftist in very many ways and um
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but he was rapping about conspiracies conspiracies in such a crazy way uh so yeah i used to listen to
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getting an episode of nds what you're listening to oh that's funny i wouldn't mind go but all my
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perspective on music is from that era so it would be a short-lived you don't listen to any like
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older stuff uh yeah i listen to older stuff but not in the way that i listen to that i have a
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real soft spot for fleetwood mac and stevie nicks and that bitch is a witch witchy yeah she is 100
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percent a witch but she was so in tune with something she's being moved by a spirit and
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the songs that she's singing there's like an underlying thing that this is about like uh
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i knew people back in the day that i didn't know anything about that but she'd come out and like a
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black cloak with the black all the candles the black top hat if you ever watch uh you ever watch
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the shining no but jack nicholson yeah yeah so the sequel to the shining is dr sleep fantastic
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movie it's horrifying you love that kind of stuff i don't watch i mean i've been exposed to so much
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of it for so long but i think the lead character is kind of designed from stevie nicks with the
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top hat and she's like basically a kind of a something you might call a vampire she's been
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alive for a long time feeding off of the innocent and uh um but that black top hat thing is something
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that comes from it's a real functioning part of an outfit of a of a high-ranking wizard in in
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like the real church of satan not like the larpy one with the dumb fags but like a high-ranking
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wizard in like you know i forget what it is it's not called the church of satan it's something
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else might have something to do with lucifer but they wear a top hat and they'll paint their faces
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like a skull in fact there's a famous music video with um pink i think it's jagged little pill
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also a great song i don't give a shit what anybody says jagged little pill is fantastic
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no no jagged little pill is uh we saw her with lenny kravitz that's the album from atlantis
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morissette like a pill is the song by i also like atlantis morissette um but oh yeah she's
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channeling rihanna yeah that song rihanna by stevie nick she admits to channeling rihanna
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And Rhiannon is a is a Welsh witch that was, you know, persecuted back in the day.
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And and she's summoning and channeling the spirit of her.
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And there's a reason those songs like like they're so likable.
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What spirit? You know, that's that's a good question to ask.
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But I mean, I think there is a fair statement to be made.
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Like if music is a form of worship, it is either worshiping God or not God.
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there's always a spirit involved with music not really like oh what spirit is it going at it's
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like okay if it's in the music industry it's not worshiping god yeah yeah yeah it's all music is
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is created by a spirit or it has a spiritual influence so yeah um yeah it has a avenged
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sevenfold has a song named the beast and the harlot and they they'll the very notion of avenged
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sevenfold is like a biblical notion like yeah yeah was it it was it all uh kane was avenged
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jubby event sevenfold yeah i think so yeah um so he's got the two wives he said i killed a man and
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stevie has teamed up with somebody now i don't even know uh atlantis morrisette is also kind
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of a spooky bitch but but stevie nicks fleetwood mac you look at their album covers they're in
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between the masonic archways i believe and you know she's got the top hat they're on the checkerboard
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floor like it's very occulted uh who's the um damn there was a another band back in the day
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blue oyster group something oyster oyster cult blue oyster cult their album covers are insanely
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occulted filled with all kinds of mystery school symbolism uh those guys were doing shit like that
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to the public long before anybody knew about it uh alonis morrisette i'm pretty sure is still alive
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because i'm pretty sure that first world cup game for canada yeah we were watching i was like sweetie
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i think that's alanis morissette singing the canadian national anthem yeah she's canadian
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yeah i was like i'm pretty and she's like wait what yeah she's still alive i'm pretty sure that's
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alanis morissette i didn't like so in dogma they're asking about dogma the jay and silent
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bob movie where alanis where she was god i was just in that i couldn't think of the name of it
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yeah of course i didn't like that i didn't like that she was god um but that movie was hilarious
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when i was i gotta go back and look at it because a homeboy that played professor snape that died
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a couple years ago uh he was metatron i believe which was an angel in that film i wouldn't have
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caught any of the stuff other than i thought it was hilarious i think that's one where chris rock
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goes jesus yeah i know him he still owes me 20 bucks yeah something like that yeah uh i gotta
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go back and watch it i don't know how um overtly insulting and satanic it was or not uh i know that
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you know those those guys uh kevin james he's a bit of a leftist homosexual um kind of a character
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and the king of queens oh my mistake uh who the hell played silent bob uh kevin smith i don't know
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yeah they were real big in new jersey because they were those guys were cool red bank new jersey
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they had like a whole thing out there uh a comic shop in red bank yeah kevin smith uh i don't know
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If you're being haunted, just make sure to repent of your sins to Jesus.
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Accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior and forgive every single person in your life.
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If you are having trouble forgiving someone, just remember Ephesians 6, 12,
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and that those people are affected by demons too.
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Also, I just wanted to say that Jesus freed me of my weed addiction too.
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In case someone else out there is struggling with weed, I couldn't stop on my own.
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The only thing that got me to quit was directly and sincerely praying to
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Jesus to remove the desire for marijuana from heart.
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I believe you're helping harvest souls for God in the end times.
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yeah man i i would say that i struggled for a long time to stop smoking weed and that the only
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thing that like the final element was jesus really yeah remember i had that weird ass dream
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where there was that old dog i had to stab it and kill it and put it down and you know it was weird
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um that's weird because i loved weed more than anything in the universe when i first found weed
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and i got all the coolest bongs and all the coolest pipes i'd go to like the um i go to
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telegraph avenue and hate ashbury in san francisco and telegraph and berkeley okay and i'd buy like
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the coolest bongs and the coolest pipes and i had like licorice flavored rolling papers and like i
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would just have like a stash yeah i was all in it dude and then one day like but i never used
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visine or pretend like i wasn't high i was always like i'm not gonna pretend like i never did i never
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any situation like all my boys would get high and use visine and try to play it cool it's like i'm
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not playing it cool dude i got the munchies and i'm gonna laugh i'm gonna not stop laughing and
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And then when I started to have to get like drug tested and hide it and stuff, from that
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time on, I just would get super paranoid every time I got high, but I still couldn't quit.
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Like I hated it and I'd still do it anyway, just with this hope that like, oh no, this
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FJ says, putting a phallus shaped object in your mouth and sucking on it all day is kind
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I did have a cigar yesterday with my cousin.
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Yeah. I, I had this weird thing where it's a little bit more complicated than this,
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but if I would smoke and I would be in public, especially with people that weren't high,
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my face would feel dirty, dirty. And I would feel like I was making a weird face or something.
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And I really hated to be, yeah, I always felt like, Hey, everybody can see that something's
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not right with me. Yeah. I always felt like that. Yeah. Yeah. And, um, I don't know. Like I said,
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having to wash my hands constantly, having to wash my face, I would brush my teeth after I
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smoke i never felt like dirty like yeah i would i would go and shower um i i hated it there was a
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time in my life where i was still smoking and i hated it while i was doing it yeah i hated it i
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hated that it had me i hated that i wanted to stop it couldn't stop demons dude i hated it man
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i hated it that's an interesting thing we were talking about with otis before is this idea of
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like you're going to be this i'm paraphrasing but they're like this representative for christ right
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right and that the more you're in that the more you will begin to like hate your sin
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yeah and i can very much attest to that like the moments where i slip are very remorseful
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and they fucking like sting in my memory when they come up and they turn my guts a little bit
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when they come up yes and uh and it's not that you like completely stop sinning i mean i i go
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i'm so much better at all the pitfalls but you're saying there's sins that you look back in your
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life or they can even be something i'll slip up i'll slip up you know just feel like oh yeah man
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yeah yeah yeah 100 and um that's what it's saying when we can't continue in sin it's yeah it's it's
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like if we're doing it and we're not doing that it's like well you better double check to see
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that the word of god is in you yeah his seed is in fact it is a groaning like that word groaning
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it's like an embarrassed it's like a fucking hate it's like a shameful it's like oh yeah you just
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think of yourself and then you you you come to god in that manner shamefully like i i'll feel
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that so the sin is a slippery thing right so let's say you fuck up in some way whatever your
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thing is and and then all of a sudden like you don't want to approach god but you know you have
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to you you you have to repent but like it it'll create a distance i don't think i really i don't
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think i ever get that uh so the way i like it is like but i will come to god and just be like
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i'm just like i don't you do the talking i don't even know what to say oh yeah yeah i don't even
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you feel i feel i never feel like i can get away from them i never no no it's not that but it's
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like you know um maybe that's actually a personal tendency of mine like if if i've heard people say
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that in bible studies before that they like don't take it to god like a thing and i'm always like
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not right away sometimes it's like it'll take like a day or two what do you mean to kind of
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determine was i really in the wrong or no like like uh imagine you did something and you've got
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to go tell your father that you fucked up he already knows though of course so like logically
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if you if you parse it out he already knows but like if you just squash that thinking and just
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like push it down and delay it like that kind of a thing yeah i don't know i just get i'm like if i
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do the thing i'm just like can you please just rip this out of me like i just yeah clearly i'm not
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getting it out of me clearly this is a thing i don't like can you just get this out of me like
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do you want me to be like this i don't want to be like this god like can you just rip this out of
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me because if my life belongs to you anyway like that how long are you am i gonna just act like
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this i'm doing the best i can you know i'm doing the best i can but that's not enough yeah you
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just get this out of me it's um it's so that that idea of groaning is something that kind of like
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spiritually groaning like your spirit groans that's something that was introduced to me you
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know by the bible and then i have these moments where like i i can't not even at my own actions
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like if i'm hearing something like let's say i'm um you know there's this song i forget what it
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it's like red red something supernova man i gotta find the name of this song champagne supernova no
01:54:30.240
hold on wait how's it go about chester bennington nine years ago that's so strange dude especially
01:54:39.960
because you really love that band this is a this is a song that's like popular on tiktok i think
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it's like a red red light supernova red right super nova falling into me i probably got this
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wrong but it's uh okay red wine supernova by chapelle roanne um it's a song that's popular
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on tiktok so i'll hear it i'll hear it like if my wife's on tiktok and whatever it's like a catchy
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little poppy bullshit song it's very much like that you ever hear the pink pony club song
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the fucking pink pony club song uh what are we talking about i'm telling you dude chap chap
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roney uh chapelle roan chapelle roan is the name of the uh the thing so okay first let's tackle
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okay speaking of uh tiktok we have a uh straight bible tiktok you guys got no it's not time for
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okay yeah we got it okay but if you guys play tiktok go watch the straight bible tiktok gavin
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runs yeah so fj says fuck uh chapelle roanne or roni or whatever uh that harlot this is i didn't
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know i'm not absorbing this music i don't know so first off the pink pony club right it goes
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pink pony club i don't like i'm gonna do some dancing at the pink pony club listen to me listen
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to me listen are you listening and and and it sounds like this fun little like teenage fucking
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you know pop song can you click on z man's comment just click on it real quick no i'm not gonna click
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on that and so um uh it's popular everywhere you hear it on all these videos and shit and
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when my wife is scrolling through tiktok comes up because people will use popular songs as the
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backdrop for their videos makes sense so it happens constantly and then one day i hear this
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song in its entirety and it's all about like this girl who lives this fucking country bumpkin life
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who feels this calling to la and her mother is pleading with her and begging her not to go
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but she's gonna go anyway and she's gonna put her high heels on and she's gonna go be a whore
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on the stage at the pink pony club which i guess is like a whore club and i'm like shocked to hear
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that pink pony had anything what the fuck and like the whole thing is just like sorry mom don't give
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a shit what you're saying i'm gonna go be a whore and i'm like damn like any of the songs there was
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a country song that used to be cool and bella had it on when she was little and it was the girl
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miranda lambert i think and she was gonna slit her wrist and i was like no no no no we're not
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no we're not listening to that we're not letting those words like be out there like that and it
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was some like cool song about how she was gonna slit her wrist like yeah that's not cool bro that
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shit was uh it was even country like that's supposed to be like wholesome i guess like
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i think there's a song called oh hi might be ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights uh i only know
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this because it came up recently somebody said what is the most emo song you could think of
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and my wife asked me that i said what's the song where they go cut my wrist and black my eyes
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like what a gay fit no dude what that's lincoln park dude that's not lincoln park it's 100%
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pretty sure it's a song called ohio is for lovers by hawthorne hoitz but there was this popularization
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of like the gayest shit ever and it was all about like piss on me beat me cut my wrist black my eyes
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i'm a pussy and then you're like what is this cutting thing like that like the kids were
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cutting themselves yeah and i have people like go look at the demonized man in the bible and he's
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cutting himself he's out by this you're like oh that's a thing like i never know anybody that was
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like cutting but maybe it just comes and goes and you know how weird that was for me coming from
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like gangster rap and i moved to a place that was like kind of you know sort of a white neighborhood
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where emo music and scene music which is like i guess emo music was really big and i don't even
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know what emo i came from a place where everybody was like their ass is hanging out they're sagging
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their pants because they want people to know in prison that they're open for butt sex and then
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but it was christian they i remember i remember back then people saying papa roach was christian
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father roach was was a christian band yeah father father palmetto bug and and immediately i was like
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oh they suck never mind i'm not even very gay i'm not even gonna listen to them so so this other
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song that i was talking about right here uh it's called chapel i don't know uh no it's chapelle
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roanne um red wine supernova magician's cut what the fuck does that mean well i'm not surprised
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so um i'm not gonna play it because it's fucking super gay and of course yeah we will get dinged
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but when you listen to it it's just like this poppy little girl slop song sure but when you
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come over it's talking about right there where's the lyrics baby why don't you come over red wine
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supernova can i do the lyrics okay here we go uh this is the part that look how she's dressed i
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yeah something my mini skirt and go-go boots just make me want to move whatever whatever yeah
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um so at some point okay here we go so she's going on she's talking about a girl right what
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i like uh what you like long hair no bra that's my type and then she goes uh want me to fuck you
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baby i real will because i really want to and i realize as it's like playing i'm like this whole
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song is about this fucking is that her no that's a that's a that's what's called a stud uh which is
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a black lesbian that looks like a man um yeah it's a you know so uh but yeah the whole song is
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just about her being a lesbian and aggressively outwardly just saying like and we're gonna fuck
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because it's great i'm like dude like these songs are really i've become such a almost a
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a boomer in that way where i'm like the delivery is so they mask the most egregious and disgusting
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shit under this like poppy little filter yeah where everything sounds upbeat and fun that's
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wizardry you don't know what you're taking in but you're taking it in it's fucking wizardry
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dress it up a little different so it's easy it sounds like something that you would like if you
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heard the noise and you didn't speak the language you'd go this is a song for little girls yeah
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well yeah exactly what they're doing like everything sounds like the music video is like
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puppies and ponies and then it's like but we scissor in bitch oh no she doesn't say like that
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she says it in even this like this voice it just doesn't sound like that's what you're singing
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about it doesn't sound like that's what you're singing about i know it's it's very strange
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because like the american people don't think that they're under wizardry and witchcraft and
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sorcery but it's like the most people under the most spells oh yeah they cannot come at because
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they're like no we're too materialistic and we're too shallow of people and everything's about money
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and material things here we're not still operating there's no spirit oh it's operating so hard spirit
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is making you just materialistic and making you number and number and number to that unseen realm
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that's just controlling you what's a mindless self-indulgence what did they sing i i listened
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to mindless self-indulgence back in the day but i don't remember what the fuck they sang it was
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like a couple of songs that i liked and it was probably their their main ones um system of a
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downer death i love system sam system is crazy though like where was the guy from um i almost
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said lithuania it's not lithuania yeah it's a it's a weird place with a funny name where they
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all eat seeds apparently um in one of his songs they're talking about is it uh which one's the
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one with the river we're one in the river then one again after the fall serbia armenia they're
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just saying stuff i don't know what's true but that sounds about right i don't know there was
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like pogo stick i remember there was like um i don't even remember all the names but i had the
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album their first album after the fall uh hypnotized mesmerized one again after the fall
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uh this song has like some interesting lyrics where he's like he's talking about a spirit
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life is a waterfall we're one in the river and one again after the fall a little bit gnostic a
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a little bit interesting so i gotta find the lyrics though because they said something oh
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it's aerials aerials is weird because they have that little black eyed child in there and it's
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really all about ufos uh life is a waterfall swimming through the void we hear the word
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that's interesting uh we lose ourselves but we find it all um we're the ones well that's
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intriguing too because if if he's talking about the scripture jesus says you must uh lose your
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own life to find yeah yeah so that's what i'm saying like the lyrics to this are interesting
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but the whole thing is actually the music video is about aliens and um we drink from the river
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we turn around and pull up our walls swimming through the void we hear the word we lose
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ourselves we find it all there's one thing he says about a spirit and uh uh when you lose small
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mind you free your life i mean that could be a christian line yeah yeah yeah yeah uh maybe it's
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not this song it must be a different song then uh it's crazy because it's like there's no lyrics to
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this there's only like why you might have went through it too quick that is like 15 words and
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then they're uh we are the ones that want to play swimming through the void we drink from the river
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life is a waterfall arrows in the sky now that's it not a lot of lyrics banger of a song i love
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system system is fantastic especially if you're about to work out yeah uh heroic suicide the
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beginning of toxicity he says that the toxicity of our city all right it was a weird band because
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they weren't really like they didn't sound like other stuff evanescence isn't like that anymore
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remember remember all right you ready to end this what no i don't know you seem like you're
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getting sleepy i saw you did a big stretch and a lawn the alligator rhythm oh they're they from
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kazakhstan yeah kazakhstan let's get a pizza they're trying to build a prison they're trying
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to build a prison for you and me to live in.
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Okay, Dave will know. He said Bo is half Armenian.
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and what do they sing there's no s on us just jimmy eat world jimmy eat world whatever jimmy
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eat world there is a song the middle might be the middle now uh sweetness are you listening
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whoa that's a good song but that's not there's fucking they're all kind of lame dude no yeah
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that's a good song you're really good at singing though and like making the song sound like what
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it actually sounds like i can't do that i can have a song on my mind but there's no way i could make
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you know what that song is oh no good at the middle is not a good song i don't like that well
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it's fine um songs let me see songs jimmy eats world tour 2026 he there's a song that's like
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hard it sounds like afi that's what it is is they got a song that goes hard and it sounds like afi
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afi that was like pennywise like the old uh afi with uh davy havoc uh it's not not the sweetness
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is it pain one of their heaviest and most commercially successful tracks it has to be
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pain then uh it's a good song i was running and that shit came on and i was like oh shit
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so how are you getting all these songs when you're running you just have on like a radio
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i have like a spotify playlist where i'll just pick like alternative hits of the night 2000s
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or whatever okay and so it's not like you don't pick all the songs jimmy eat world uh jimmy eat
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world pain is it pain it might be i gotta look at the lyrics because it sounds like afi
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and it goes super hard uh yeah i don't feel the way i've ever felt oh yeah dude this shit crushes
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i gotta see if the chat is uh if they know what i'm talking about it's pain dude they think it's
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old afi crushes i like old afi uh that fucking miss murder shit is super gay super gay uh immortal
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i think is a is a alien amp farm had like one cool song the michael jackson that's it yeah
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knock off i get mad when they come on but i was excited when i heard that song i was like oh dude
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the rest of this album is probably gonna crush dude if this cover song was that good it's a
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fucking they didn't it's a cover yeah so pain by jimmy world if you like afi you like that um
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there is what was i run into that came on the other day you said uh alien amp farm i don't
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like them when they when they come on i uh i turn it off it's just because that one song oh three
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days grace was pretty good i i like to listen to uh kryptonite by three doors down remember that
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song that was like their hits hit if i was a great deal then you still call me superman
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if i'm alive and where will you be now dude i feel like you're like this fucking man a little
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bit uh kryptonite that's like 2003 i would say only a couple of years off the back of uh
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Alright let's fucking bring this in for a landing
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What's a thing that's really on your heart lately
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i mean i i was trying to my wife was gone my wife hold on wait i think we have the button for that
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which one is it is it this one um my wife she was gone for careful with those buttons don't just go
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pressing those buttons uh good so uh did you unplug it was that that wire you're like what
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wires i don't know what the button but and uh while she was gone i said i'm gonna clean the
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house up and i'm gonna do some research so that i'm fresh with my mind and i got some topics to
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talk about but i really don't think that's that works these days what do you mean i think and i
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and i pray that this is the case yeah why don't you ever like sit down and prepare stuff you
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always just wing it at the last second whatever i i move to is what i okay but what would happen
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if you did prepare a thing i don't know uh i have done that in the past and oftentimes what
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happens is the conversation organically just moves in a different direction that's okay and
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it's just not none of the things that i've researched are applicable anymore you only did
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on the raven when you were solo though that's way hard i wouldn't do research on the raven i would
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just pick things and and we'd talk about it like whatever you were gonna do like if you were gonna
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write a book what would i would literally only write about my experiences huh because once you
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write a book on a fucking theory or something like that you become pigeonholed into that and
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then you become married today so take that out of it but if you were gonna write a book that you
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wouldn't be pigeonholed to like what would be the thing that you would write it would be the the
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alien and demon connection on this show it's old hat but it's like i think um you don't think
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there's any new alien stuff you could find at this point well so this is what i was actually
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trying to tlc was a very research heavy show that's not true abba um so what i set out to do
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was to watch a documentary that got put on my radar um but it's not out yet so i ended up just
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watching the trailer for it i thought the whole thing was out i was like all right i'm gonna put
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beside an hour and a half i'm going to watch this thing try to retain some of this information see
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how it fits against what i think i understand and um but what it was specifically was a new
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documentary is coming out it's about disclosure but it comes from a fascinating point of view
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can you maybe guess whose point of view what group of people might be sharing their point
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of view on disclosure well it's already we already had disclosure steven spielberg so it's not that
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but that was a fictional film and that really doesn't matter too much although i do think that
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it it touches on this but we had age of disclosure the documentary that comes from a governmental
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standpoint now we're having another documentary come out about disclosure from a different group
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of people standpoint not a governmental but the church okay little elaborate maybe further catholic
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church no way and i go fucking fascinating let's watch that on a show dude uh it's not out yet and
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what they when does it come out it's interesting because they they they were a long time the dudes
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were saying like la marzulli uh steve quayle they were saying like yo the vatican's talking
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about like baptizing aliens so um you know after talking to leo zagami he brought that up in a big
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way like how the vatican was you know associated with disclosure and i realized like they have
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kind of taken it might have been leo that said this they've kind of been quiet uh-huh even though
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we're really here now they were talking when nobody else was now everybody is they've gone
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quiet yeah so so i'm waiting for this like emergence of the catholic church and their
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opinions as an authority all of a sudden this documentary is coming out and i start watching
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because i'm like is this it is this the beginning of the vatican or the catholic church coming out
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of the shadows to express their opinions and ideas about disclosure and it's only a trailer
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uh i forget what it's called it's i have it pulled up on a tab on my laptop but
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um a couple of the things that they say that are really interesting is they're talking about how
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it's going to be a moment where you're going to have to start to reassess your ideas
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but they separate themselves they go like like christianity is going to have a hard time with
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this and i'm going catholics say that yeah that's weird but they're not they're not saying
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we're not christianity right they're just saying in general i just thought that was weird maybe
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maybe that's my own lack of understanding of the nuances in because i figured like if you're
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catholic you're fucking catholic and you don't say that i'm christian you say that i'm catholic
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right but they're just saying including us christianity is gonna have a hard time that's
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what they're trying to say that's what i didn't like is like okay so you're coming forward
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as this body of this always just comes back to like the church not knowing what it believes
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yeah it's been showing up to sunday shows i don't care if it's five six decades and still don't know
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anything yeah still haven't been affected by jesus just kind of like hearing some random sermon
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every week and it's not really like connecting so then like when the crazy stuff happens like oh
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what's our position on this let's let somebody tell us yeah let's let's where's the professional
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in the pulpit let him tell us what to think on this uh so let's see maybe it'll tell me but
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that's why one of these things that like jesus died for the descendants of adam like that like
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that's it yes like you wouldn't think that that mattered i don't i came back a long time ago but
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i was like oh wait i guess maybe now in light of this it does matter it's funny because when you
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type it in get this big ass thing in it when you type it in it ai tries to go whoa are you talking
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about age of disclosure it's like nope but close it's called not of this world catholic faith in
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the age of disclosure and i think these things when does it come out dude i'm not sure maybe i
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could do click on that and uh u.s cardinal exorcist should be private removed that nope that's not it
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um uh not of this world i would need not of this world release date i don't know but i would like
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to let me see if i can do it uh watch it maybe we should do a watch party of it yes let's get pizza
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this world release release uh yeah i don't know what i don't know what that means release date
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i don't know what pentragon means uh depends on which one you're looking for the pentra album
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no thank you uh the dale thompson good christmas what in the world it just told me what it was
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catholic disclosure not in this world okay by the end of 2026 that's all we have so far
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by the end of 2026 which we're halfway through the year already yeah i thought you were gonna
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like watch it this weekend no maybe you missed it by a week or two so you know what's really
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fascinating about that is they're coming out like if you're if you're christian or catholic you
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might watch this documentary like well let me see what we're supposed to think and and they're
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basically like i don't know this is going to be really like hey bitch i'm not shaking at all why
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am i not shaking why am i not shaking why am i not confused i could care less let the world do
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what it's going to do you're going to go out and speak as the the representative of the body of
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christ and say people are going to be real confused and there's going to be a lot of reassessing that
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needs to happen like uh no that's not true i'm fine i'm fine why am i fine yeah bring the aliens
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who the fuck is clicking on oh nancy nancy where's she been hello how's it going nancy
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uh spain right yeah but i mean just in general like all the games she's trying very hard for
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one word answers and this is gonna you're trying to disrupt that a little bit monkey wrench it up
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Is there really anything wrong that you want to talk about?
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all right you keep your secrets that's fine someone put a couch in front of my house
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can you get out yes well it's on the sidewalk that's kind of cool you should go out like hang
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out on it no no that'd be like you're just out there just like hanging out hypodermic eating
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pizza on the couch what if you called your boss and i can't come in today somebody's put a couch
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in front of my door i could try how is that um special someone you were talking about at work
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what special someone oh okay just checking well you don't don't say that don't allude to there
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being a special someone the men in the chat are going to lose heart they do really like her they
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do um all right so i think we're done here are we done here it's fucking two hours and 17 minutes
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yeah no we don't have nancy just got here let's make a show like with nancy now let's let her
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talk no i gotta go look tiz martinez says i need wife i need the wife i gotta admit my wife was
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gone for a couple of days and uh this is gonna sound super gay i was like sad what i was sad i
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don't like uh sleeping you didn't like the freedom i did to do nothing a house is like
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just a kind of an empty shelf you didn't go to the beach or go to ride the longboard so i mean i
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i took my son to the place where all the black kids were and then um i came back you know and
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and i had to go back to wait that that was a day trip to clearwater and mac yeah i didn't really
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want to like stick around and so i i dropped her off in clearwood no no i was i've not been on
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vacation i dropped my wife off and clear i did go to wiki watchy which sucks because we just got
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rained out it was too cold and no because i was like hitting you up this weekend to hang out and
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i never heard back that's 100 true you did not hit me up at all um but i i only had to spend one
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night in my house without my wife there and i was like this is a sad empty place really yeah
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you love her man and then when i was in bed uh i kept like as i'm dozing off having this idea that
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she was there and then i'd like realize she wasn't there and then i'd get sad and then i'd grab one
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and they don't want to be wrangled in that way so I can't