Nephilim Death Squad - July 23, 2026


Can Jesus Stop Demonic Activity? | NDS Chronicles


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00:00:00.000 WSIB presents The Lost Eyeball Club.
00:00:03.860 So what brought you here?
00:00:05.260 No safety goggles?
00:00:06.520 No, he wore them around his neck.
00:00:08.840 Mine too.
00:00:10.740 I feel so seen.
00:00:12.140 Keep your bits.
00:00:13.120 Learn more at practicesafework.ca.
00:00:15.520 WSIB presents The Lost Finger Club. 0.76
00:00:18.440 I just got here after a table saw Miss Hep at work. 0.62
00:00:20.720 Oh, come meet the crew. 1.00
00:00:21.800 That's Pinky, Pointy, and Thumps. 0.88
00:00:23.580 Hello.
00:00:24.380 What's that guy's problem?
00:00:25.720 That's the bird.
00:00:26.500 He can't help it.
00:00:27.220 Keep your bits.
00:00:28.080 Learn more at practicesafework.ca.
00:00:30.700 Recently, our company's softball team lost the big game by one run.
00:00:35.020 Then Dale tried to console us with the quote,
00:00:37.420 winning isn't everything.
00:00:39.300 Well, Dale and I are very different.
00:00:42.980 I get early payout from Bet365.
00:00:45.040 If my team goes up big, I get paid out instantly,
00:00:47.720 even if they blow the lead later.
00:00:49.700 Sound familiar, Dale?
00:00:51.460 Thanks, Bet365.
00:00:53.120 Must be 19 or older, Ontario only.
00:00:54.660 Please play responsibly.
00:00:55.480 If you have questions or concerns about your gambling
00:00:56.900 or the gambling of someone close to you,
00:00:57.980 please go to connexontario.ca
00:00:59.280 and see supply.
00:01:00.320 Basically what he means to you.
00:01:01.920 Top loves the productions.
00:01:03.000 In the shadows of the ancient ones
00:01:11.500 They never went away
00:01:15.220 They're still here today
00:01:26.900 Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen,
00:01:54.960 to another episode of NDS Chronicles,
00:01:58.020 the show where we read your paranormal testimony.
00:02:01.420 Guys, if you want to send something for us to read
00:02:03.520 and ultimately mock, but still, we're going to read it.
00:02:07.820 And it might actually bear some good fruit.
00:02:09.220 It might be interesting.
00:02:09.880 It might be cathartic for you.
00:02:11.120 You can send that over to chroniclesnds at gmail.com.
00:02:16.180 I am David Lee Corvo, a.k.a. The Raven.
00:02:18.340 That is Matthew Heppner, merchant of brown water,
00:02:21.700 host of straight bible and also uh the little brother of disinformation i was gonna say friend
00:02:27.620 oh okay sorry that's gonna be nice the little brother is usually on time when he's in the big
00:02:32.420 chair i'm always on time uh the only reason we're never on time is is because of top and i'm gonna
00:02:37.620 go ahead and i'm gonna i don't just blame top though it's specifically puerto rico yes that
00:02:42.820 is true puerto rico uh they they're in a different time zone right yeah it's kind of it's called
00:02:49.300 island time yeah so ever since his coming to the states um he's never acclimated right it's not
00:02:55.660 even like a time zone it's more of a time realm yes a time riff um so we're going to get into
00:03:01.280 patreon.com forward slash i didn't pull it up so i can't share it patreon.com forward slash
00:03:06.820 nephilim death squad sign up there gain early access to episodes and free listening experiences
00:03:11.020 and uh access to communities of dangerous retards on twitter discord and telegram we just did 0.82
00:03:17.220 another bible study the nds bible study um which as an acronym is ndsbs which is very funny i like 0.88
00:03:24.620 that and um i have no part in that top has no part in that matt has no part in that it's actually
00:03:29.920 the community getting together and uh and just doing a bible study but it does remind you of
00:03:34.580 cloudy with a chance of meatballs the bs usb i've never seen cloudy with a chance of meatballs great
00:03:39.800 movie uh also children's cartoon you crushed on uh the last show dude like in hebrews oh really
00:03:46.500 Like, yeah, you were basically asleep for the first, like, I don't know, half hour.
00:03:50.520 Well, I'm not supposed to.
00:03:51.240 I'm supposed to produce.
00:03:52.220 Yeah.
00:03:52.600 Yeah.
00:03:52.880 I'm supposed to.
00:03:53.360 No, but you were sleepy, too.
00:03:54.460 But even in that sleepiness, you did drop some hammers in that.
00:03:57.660 I was sleepy.
00:03:58.860 It takes me a while.
00:04:00.380 I usually wake up at like seven, but it takes me a while to like come out of it.
00:04:03.940 Yeah.
00:04:04.120 I just have like, you know, the sleepies in my eyes and the sleepies on my face.
00:04:08.600 And it's just hard for me to shake it off.
00:04:10.880 And I try to drink a lot of water as soon as I wake up, drink some water, drink some
00:04:13.680 black coffee.
00:04:15.100 And still.
00:04:16.260 Yeah.
00:04:16.360 It just takes a minute.
00:04:17.200 It just takes a minute.
00:04:17.880 It takes a minute to warm the old system up.
00:04:19.640 So yeah, maybe go check that out, guys.
00:04:21.880 That's live on YouTube.
00:04:23.000 So after this show, you can go see the episode we just did on Straight Bible with Otis Fowler.
00:04:27.680 It was Hebrews episode five, which is pretty cool.
00:04:30.760 And yeah, maybe I dropped a nugget or two, but it was a really cool episode.
00:04:34.580 Really fascinating stuff.
00:04:35.580 Great conversation.
00:04:36.220 So go check that out.
00:04:36.860 Before we get into what we're going to do today, was there anything in the news over the weekend?
00:04:40.720 In the news over the weekend, I wasn't really paying attention to the news over the week.
00:04:44.660 I've been busy.
00:04:45.360 Okay, solid.
00:04:45.840 i've been busy my wife uh my wife i don't know if i have a button for that
00:04:49.000 she um she was hanging out with an old friend and so oh there is nbs is no longer a conspiracy
00:04:58.280 show it's an anti-orthodox church show that's oh yeah yeah that's what's big in the news is that
00:05:02.620 top uh while supposedly on vacation has been fighting the orthodox church again so nothing
00:05:08.160 new here i do find that when is that top or is that a made-up one uh he says xerox is dead so
00:05:15.040 actually i feel like it is uh when top goes on vacation he always um
00:05:25.780 he always gets into fights on vacation top have you noticed that correlation yet you're supposed
00:05:32.480 to be relaxing and unwinding trying to pick a fight with me this weekend no i haven't seen
00:05:36.800 anything yes you did we're in the group chat i didn't take the bait what what fight was he
00:05:41.240 talking about the jews or something yes i didn't even really i typed i typed out a response and i
00:05:45.660 was like don't do it yeah don't do it i didn't i didn't oh it was what he was making fun of a
00:05:50.800 missler no no spurgeon spurgeon he was making fun of spurgeon because he knows you love spurgeon
00:05:56.060 yeah i just noticed it's a pattern i'm a i'm a pattern recognition guy top goes on vacation
00:06:01.120 and goes to war with people yeah i mean like it's uh i think he doesn't know how to relax
00:06:07.520 he's almost like he's a guy that likes to work he's a guy that likes to work he's always working 0.97
00:06:12.380 if he's not working i think he gets a little bit like he goes no fuck these guys there he is there 0.98
00:06:19.560 he is um jkjj says top should listen to danny jones with peter lavenda because he would find 0.97
00:06:26.980 100 instances of problems with the orthodox church and intelligent community there oh
00:06:32.020 Whoa, whoa, the intelligence community is in cahoots with orthos? 1.00
00:06:34.640 That means the Jews. 1.00
00:06:35.980 And yeah, yeah, I can get that. 0.93
00:06:38.740 Iran bombed some bases in Jordan this morning.
00:06:42.200 Did they really?
00:06:43.660 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1.00
00:06:44.480 This is talking shit is relaxing for top. 0.99
00:06:47.180 Hey, Jen, how you doing? 0.99
00:06:48.080 Good to see you.
00:06:48.920 So that's the heart of top lobster right there.
00:06:52.420 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:06:53.820 This is the heart of top lobster.
00:06:54.820 I'm going to tear them down to the last stone.
00:06:56.740 No stone will remain stacked upon another when top lobster is done with the orthodox.
00:07:02.020 church yeah yep yep so he's been um he's been upset i hope he manages to enjoy the rest of his
00:07:07.100 vacation have a spot and this is what happens too when he gets mad at other people i also get hit
00:07:12.900 in the crossfire he called me retarded the other day uh said that i was going to become orthodox
00:07:17.840 or something like that i've literally not engaged with any of this i've been completely busy not
00:07:22.200 looking at the internet at all actually enjoyed a really good time with my son i took him to a
00:07:26.260 place called the celebration station which is like go-karts and laser tag no it's in um clearwater
00:07:33.800 okay it was kind of a shithole i'm not gonna lie uh but you know my son couldn't tell the
00:07:38.780 difference he loved it and i'm gonna be very honest with you i already know i'm gonna be very 0.81
00:07:45.860 honest with you i already know where this is going i showed up maybe on a bad day
00:07:52.240 maybe on a bad day i showed up on a bad day this is exactly what i try to explain to jess and uh
00:07:59.740 and i um i showed up while uh while two school buses filled with 0.51
00:08:05.760 they were all black
00:08:10.360 and let's just say uh you know it's just it's just manners it manners and and and and good behavior
00:08:21.520 saw your face oh man i pulled up dude i'm telling you i pulled up on a weekday it was a it was a
00:08:28.560 thursday i believe a thursday parking lot's empty except for and i go oh yeah dude like we're
00:08:35.720 crushing we're gonna have the time of our lives here and then as i'm going to park two school
00:08:41.200 buses pull up and i go damn man we showed up on a day where the school trip and then all of a sudden 0.93
00:08:46.040 they start filing out and i'm going one two i'm looking for any any any white kids at all 0.96
00:08:55.340 not a single white kid i don't like i don't like that that like there's even a little bit of like
00:09:00.300 an influence on me now yeah that you do that i didn't do that i didn't make the bus show up and
00:09:06.000 i didn't there's a thing you do there's a look you do where you saw that bus and you probably
00:09:10.360 went like this recognize what was about to happen sure what happened they're just very rude
00:09:16.700 very rude no manners uh it was just bad it was like what when they're waiting in line to get
00:09:22.880 i was waiting in line they cut in front of you it's so funny you should say that so i'm waiting
00:09:27.760 in line and all of a sudden this little kid comes up to me and he goes uh excuse me can you move
00:09:34.320 and i'm looking like there's like it's a ride it's taking a long time we've been waiting in
00:09:38.920 line for a long time there's a couple of kids ahead of us i'm doing the math it's gonna be a
00:09:41.800 while that we're here and i go i'm sorry what was that and he goes can you move out i'm not gonna do
00:09:47.340 any bad voices this isn't what it sounded like but he said can you move out of the way uh so
00:09:52.800 that i can get in front of you and i go oh no no no no we've been waiting here in line you know
00:10:01.180 it's you gotta wait here and he goes uh and he goes so y'all not gonna move then and i go no
00:10:08.860 no and he tries to like work around me and i go oh he tried to juke no no and then he goes 0.82
00:10:14.000 oh and he walks away and then you can hear him and his friends all talking shit about me and my 0.85
00:10:20.960 son also we went go-karting and for whatever reason they all just deliberately smashed into 0.95
00:10:28.240 my son which is how you're doing gas-powered go-karts you know my kid's doing donuts now
00:10:33.240 he's spinning out in the look i'm just saying it was it could have been a more pleasant experience
00:10:37.240 my son had a lot of fun we went to the batting cages and this kid i go hey jackie um hey wait
00:10:45.840 what the hell's going on look he's trying to get me wrapped up and he wants he's trying to say the
00:10:49.900 right combination of words to get me in the fight um so so we're at the batting cages and there's a
00:10:57.080 clear and distinct area marked on the ground over the plate that says don't step here because you're
00:11:01.980 gonna get blasted with a ball yeah rules and i go hey jack come on it's your turn and he starts
00:11:07.000 walking up and i go just don't step into that and before i can say it he steps directly into it
00:11:11.120 takes a ball to the knuckles handles it really well but never gets to swing the bat hand swells
00:11:17.840 up it's all he's tough dude he's a tough kid didn't cry didn't but he was poor kid he's he's
00:11:23.100 under the weather right now he's uh he's really feeling it all right so um who do you blame that
00:11:27.200 on uh probably the jews i don't think that they are necessarily doing frequency warfare against 0.93
00:11:33.080 my child but i also don't think that they're not doing frequency warfare against my child 0.87
00:11:37.040 so um you know he's a little under the weather and we're still determining if it is the poison
00:11:42.740 and the food and the goyslop uh straight from israel or if it's the chemtrails in the sky that 0.99
00:11:47.920 also uh the planes are piloted piloted by the jews so you know very problematic um all right 0.79
00:11:53.960 so we're gonna get it straight into this story you're not gonna be able to read any stories 0.97
00:11:56.680 matt why well because you don't have a laptop and i do have a laptop yeah yeah it's just too
00:12:04.160 complicated oh hold on wait tops enter the studio or i think we're about to get yelled at about uh
00:12:09.340 no he just said he's going back in the pool you got to put his last post up okay uh anyway going 0.95
00:12:13.980 back in the pool fuck any and all orthodox members leave the chat unbelievable he's very 0.98
00:12:19.000 nasty right now the the pool at your place or no no he would be here he wouldn't be in that 1.00
00:12:23.100 Well, he's on vacation.
00:12:24.060 He's on the vacation pool.
00:12:25.080 Where did he go?
00:12:26.140 I have no clue.
00:12:27.460 He has a habit of going to...
00:12:29.760 Puerto Rico.
00:12:31.320 Yeah, like highly ethnic areas.
00:12:33.840 Yeah. 0.91
00:12:34.480 And I think that stresses him out.
00:12:36.380 Do you know where he went?
00:12:37.900 He told me where he went.
00:12:39.080 I don't think he ever told me.
00:12:40.200 It was something exotic.
00:12:42.560 Something exotic.
00:12:43.440 The words were...
00:12:44.240 The name was exotic.
00:12:45.460 All right.
00:12:45.740 I guess, you know what?
00:12:46.360 Wait, like a flying vacation?
00:12:48.500 Like they flew somewhere?
00:12:49.640 Or they're just like driving to the beach for the weekend?
00:12:51.660 I do believe he flew somewhere.
00:12:53.100 I think they went to an actual vacation.
00:12:57.080 Hey, what the heck is that?
00:12:59.140 I don't know what that is, but...
00:13:00.240 Dude, a gold coin? Let's take it.
00:13:01.720 Thank you, JC.
00:13:04.540 Hey, hi, JC.
00:13:06.020 For the 10 gems gold coin.
00:13:08.620 I don't know what that is.
00:13:09.620 It's gold, bro.
00:13:11.260 Oh, that's very cool.
00:13:13.300 Very cool.
00:13:13.940 Oh, wait, wait, hey, where'd that banner come from? 1.00
00:13:17.500 Son of a bitch. 1.00
00:13:18.140 Look at the banner at the bottom of the screen. 1.00
00:13:19.400 fuck the entire orthodox church and all its constituents did you put that did you do that 0.99
00:13:29.560 what is a gold coin i thank you for the uh thank you for the gold coin i cannot believe this 1.00
00:13:35.500 what an what an what a terrible wait but so the orthodox uh so-called um what do you want to call
00:13:42.020 it doctrine or theology nobody has ever considered that like rational or good or anything but somehow
00:13:49.160 in the last few years it's like made this huge uptick like it never seems like something you
00:13:52.800 would fight with you would just kind of ignore it well i think it got real big not ignore it now
00:13:57.280 because it's like a thing like it's it depends on what your algorithm is i think um so and is it 0.98
00:14:03.780 just living off how stupid the so-called like prot like they just call it protestant they try 0.99
00:14:08.280 to divide it up like that like the show is so stupid and there's so many people scamming for 1.00
00:14:12.880 money in the 501c3 that somehow it's it's just this false idea that well you got to be one of 1.00
00:14:18.920 the other if you're not protestant if you know how stupid that is then you got to be orthodox 0.73
00:14:23.040 well i i'm naive to much of it so i didn't detect that in any meaningful way it's obviously much 0.99
00:14:28.340 more on display lately so what happened was jay dyer uh got on tucker carlson's and he's a big
00:14:34.640 orthodox guy big debate bro so um you know debate anything and win though it's not like orthodox
00:14:40.760 right because jay dyer can win a debate about no no and i and i like jay dyer i don't know if that
00:14:45.340 ship has sailed i don't know well top said he's a really good dude that even like he showed up to
00:14:49.000 bohemian grove when he had diarrhea sick and he still showed up he's like a good dude i got debate
00:14:53.920 raped at the orthodox church and all i got was this lousy t-shirt from toplobson.com which is 0.67
00:14:58.360 also where you can get your tickets to bohemian grove so so he was on tucker carlson's and and
00:15:04.300 now because of that you know orthodoxy is back in the conversation it was recently that um you know
00:15:10.620 the paid for baptisms became part of the conversation. 0.64
00:15:13.540 So orthodoxy was taking a real ass pounding, 0.91
00:15:17.880 which is, you know, both fair and unfair. 0.92
00:15:20.460 It's not every orthodox church that's charging for baptism.
00:15:22.800 But when you say that the only real way to be a Christian is to be part of the
00:15:26.640 orthodox church,
00:15:27.280 and then you find that there are so many instances of churches,
00:15:31.600 orthodox churches charging all kinds of different fees for baptisms,
00:15:35.160 you go,
00:15:35.460 so you have to be baptized in the orthodox church to be a Christian.
00:15:38.520 and the orthodox church is the true church but then you find instances of them making you pay 1.00
00:15:44.100 for it you go well that's that's a stupid bullshit blanket statement the most popular orthodox saint 1.00
00:15:48.860 is an open homosexual is that true oh um is that seraphim rose i think i heard that he was uh 1.00
00:15:56.060 wait but but was somebody alluding to early in the show that it's a psyop or that or that the 0.68
00:16:01.520 agencies are involved in it i was saying the intelligence agencies are wrapped up and of
00:16:05.840 Of course, the intelligence agencies are going to be wrapped up
00:16:08.120 at every single major religious institution on Earth.
00:16:11.420 So that doesn't surprise me at all.
00:16:13.500 I would say it's a given that that would be the case.
00:16:16.920 But to be perfectly honest, I haven't been paying much attention to it.
00:16:20.900 I kind of did a thing, and I didn't realize the tide was coming
00:16:24.560 when I did this thing.
00:16:25.560 And what I did was I went on Twitter, and I said,
00:16:27.700 Jay Dyer, why don't you follow me anymore?
00:16:30.800 I love you.
00:16:31.700 I'm happy to see you crushing, right?
00:16:33.520 That's what I said, because he went on Tucker. 0.98
00:16:34.880 i didn't watch the episode no offense to jay or tucker i don't watch shit so i said followed you 0.99
00:16:40.720 he unfollowed me and it was at the time where i said orthodoxy was getting its shit pushed in 0.96
00:16:44.580 on twitter because of the paid for baptisms and shit so um so i said that i just tweeted to him 0.97
00:16:51.140 i said hey man why'd you unfollow me i love you happy to see you crushing what i didn't realize 0.98
00:16:56.280 was behind me a great swell was happening and a wave was coming and that wave was the orthodoxy
00:17:02.900 contention once again so as soon as i step into the arena you know the the public arena as it is
00:17:08.040 it's a public square and i say this thing for the next week it looks as though um this is not going
00:17:15.060 to be rectified nobody can be friends either you or top the last thing i saw with jay dyer was that
00:17:20.580 he said he's not going to debate religious stuff anymore who knows i mean who the hell knows i
00:17:24.700 don't know i don't i don't uh watch his content or anything like that the way that i saw it was
00:17:31.140 i find it remarkable on a regular basis that any of my homies can touch the cultural zeitgeist
00:17:35.960 and i consider jay dyer a homie we've had him on the show he's been to our live events all
00:17:40.860 he showed up even sick showed a lot of right right for doing that so when i see that i think
00:17:44.840 it's remarkable the position that god's allowed me to be in but then also the position that like
00:17:49.560 i was talking to shane cashman about this on the phone the other day like all of our friends you
00:17:55.120 know and i guess there's contention i don't know who's friends who considers who friends anymore 0.88
00:17:58.520 i really don't give a shit but they're all touching this thing which is the cultural ball 0.53
00:18:04.420 right uh what's to be rectified who remembers how our relationship with jay dyer started yeah he asked 0.98
00:18:09.340 to uh to debate uh debate me i think it was and then i what exactly that's what i said and then i
00:18:16.320 said um i'll box you because he was looking for a boxing partner so he conceded to me whooping his 0.99
00:18:22.720 ass if we box and i conceded to him whooping his ass if we did my ass if we debated and then we had 0.99
00:18:27.920 a pretty cool relationship after that and by cool i mean he comes on the show started and then and 0.99
00:18:33.260 then he dropped you because you said i don't know i don't know he probably thinks who knows a bunch
00:18:40.020 of shit that i i don't think you know what i mean like you think a person has these opinions but you 0.94
00:18:44.960 don't go and ask kind of a deal oh i don't really have many opinions on it i don't think that you're 0.99
00:18:49.480 the one true church i'll say that and i don't think that well where did he how long has he
00:18:53.700 been orthodox who knows i know he's invited uh me and top to the orthodox church early on in this
00:18:59.420 um but uh no he that's right he he mistook top for xg that's right that was so funny
00:19:10.620 oh shit yeah yeah because they look the same so uh yeah i don't know man it's it's just been this 0.85
00:19:18.200 whole thing it gets dredged up again and then uh owen and and uh jay dyer have some bad blood for 0.98
00:19:26.380 a bunch of reasons that i'm not familiar with because i'm not going to go deep into the lore
00:19:30.800 of why these guys don't have contention so yeah it's just a big mess and um and i find it well
00:19:37.620 owen brought up an intriguing point which what nobody's taking sides on or whatever but he said
00:19:42.780 why would i uh take any advice from jay dyer on god look at his life like like oh that's always
00:19:51.220 fair yeah and and it's an intriguing statement that i think all christians should take to heart
00:19:55.400 man it's like look at your life like if your life doesn't look right nobody wants to hear what you
00:20:01.120 have to say i actually don't know what jay dyer's life looks like i know what i think i think one
00:20:05.080 was making the point just that like not married or recently married no kids that late in life
00:20:10.000 sure ohm was saying like dude i'm not gonna listen to anything from you about god like you're not in
00:20:15.040 a position to tell me about god like you don't know anything that's a fair point right what is
00:20:18.660 kids which again i'm not taking sides i mean it's whatever but but i think we all should be mindful
00:20:24.040 of if we're going to represent christ like what our life looks like not just like oh can i win a
00:20:28.700 debate oh how cool is my doctrine no no no what does your life look like that's what um brenna
00:20:34.380 kamehameha said is check the fruit bro she knows yeah yeah yeah so like look at the look at the
00:20:39.780 life uh and jay has ibs yeah i mean is that the measure of a man i don't know i had ibs for a
00:20:45.180 while so um yeah i don't know that's been the whole thing i haven't looked at it i haven't
00:20:49.300 looked at it at all uh i've been busy so okay sorry to take you off track no it's okay let's
00:20:53.760 get into this uh email here i'll put this up on the screen so that you can see it too
00:20:58.720 and it's uh oddly sized which is uh fantastic maybe if we minimize it no oh no dude it's an
00:21:06.460 israel thing right from the jump no no no that's not what was that uh okay we're just gonna have
00:21:12.040 to make this big screen oh great um and then i can't even like how the hell do you navigate this
00:21:18.100 i don't know oh this is the worst i'm sorry matt you're just not gonna be able to no that's fine
00:21:22.380 wait i think i have that same gmail do i have that same gmail it's a chronicles gmail if you're
00:21:27.880 hooked up into that then um maybe i do i i have that uh i've never used uh um oh thank you again
00:21:35.300 jc for the uh 10 gems it says happy poop well happy poop to you i wish you the best poop what
00:21:41.860 is the what are the gems what are the gems we're getting we're just covered in gems right now and
00:21:46.560 uh and i don't know oh happy poop for for you nj well thank you very much jc i i greatly appreciate
00:21:52.760 that um okay i don't know if this i mean i think this is the same email we're all on
00:21:58.420 or no no that's straight bible you can tell by the straight bible at the top oh i see what you're
00:22:03.200 doing this is uh teaching teaching a man how to do yes this boomer isms uh oh my goodness look at
00:22:12.300 this incredible dave law son servant of the most high with the 10 gems gold coin gold coin
00:22:19.800 do you want me to google what is that no no please just stick with the the you're just doing
00:22:25.720 the email thing for now that's enough no i can't find the email there's no that's the only button
00:22:29.200 i had but there's 800 emails well i'll read this one and then we'll figure out something where you
00:22:33.780 could read the next one so this uh i'm not this comes from a name i can't pronounce uh it just
00:22:40.580 says chat is real oh wait i'm sorry we gotta do this chat is real i appreciate what y'all are 0.99
00:22:50.100 doing y'all gay shit is not allowed in the kingdom amen yeah i really appreciate that no 1.00
00:22:56.180 gay shit bumper sticker gay shit is not allowed in the kingdom um my dad has had a lot of entering 1.00
00:23:03.000 interesting stories of things that he experienced unfortunately ah geez oh he pulled a david 1.00
00:23:11.480 wilcock in 2012 but that'll be a future story some jerry marzinski stuff happened all right
00:23:18.640 i'm putting pieces together david wilcock uh left this realm in a rather ungraceful manner
00:23:25.280 um this experience took place around the spring of 1994 my father had to take a trip to mexico
00:23:35.720 over a land dispute before he had uh between he and his siblings so he and his siblings i wonder
00:23:41.640 if it's a inheritance issue uh he stayed in his mother's house which at this point had been
00:23:50.220 abandoned for a while the only thing in it was a small dinner table old spring bed and propane
00:23:57.360 stove as a man i do feel like that's all you need a little table to eat at an old bed and a propane
00:24:04.360 stove i'd be solid with that yeah i was talking about that over the weekend with my cousin
00:24:10.440 and i he was talking about all these things that he's doing to improve his life because of this
00:24:15.120 this uh woman who's in his life and uh and he believe he's getting ready to propose and all
00:24:19.660 this stuff so god bless him really hoping that works out and uh and he's like yeah dude like i
00:24:25.200 wouldn't be doing any of these things to better my life if it wasn't for her and i said yeah like
00:24:31.180 as far as dudes go like a mattress on the ground something that plays like music no when we moved
00:24:39.120 into this house i was like it's got a walk-in closet where i can put a desk with a bible yeah
00:24:43.840 it's got a bed pretty good yeah there's a kitchen where we can plug in a fridge place to cook whoa
00:24:50.360 i think we're good yeah that's it don't really need much all the accoutrements of a home 1.00
00:24:55.840 accoutrements accoutrements that's a good word isn't it uh that's all for women
00:24:59.740 it's all for women uh the streets in this little town were still dirt and it had been raining so
00:25:06.580 everything was muddy when we arrived his neighbor was about to leave out on his bike so he went to 0.98
00:25:13.700 greet uh and talk to my dad for a few hours okay a few hours damn bro that's invasive oh 0.71
00:25:21.720 for perspective in front of the house facing the street it had a big window roughly four by eight 0.94
00:25:28.420 with bars on the outside resembling prison bars one of those is that what's going on
00:25:34.400 what seems rural a couple buses roll in not urban nope nope nope nope um resembling old
00:25:43.260 prison bars with flowery designs all right so uh before bedtime he scooted the bed right under
00:25:49.640 the window he carried with him a stainless 357 smith and wesson and kept it under his pillow
00:25:55.660 at bedtime fast forward to about two to three that's where you just went for like this dude
00:26:00.760 talked to my dad for a few hours so like this is what the window looks like um and my dad keeps a
00:26:06.680 357 magnum under the pillow under the pillow god bless him fast forward to about two to three in
00:26:12.500 morning he heard a sound what sounded like a horse right by the window he said it sounded like
00:26:19.800 whoever was on it was trying to force this horse through his window facing the street lots of
00:26:26.480 stomping and pissed off horse noises that's interesting that's terrifying horse noises i
00:26:32.080 like that you've uh turned your back to the chat because you're so distracted you're so
00:26:35.600 distracted hearing this in the middle of the night that rain guys right outside your window
00:26:40.160 stop trying to distract matt he's doing the best he can and he knows i'll get very upset uh and he
00:26:45.920 doesn't like when i'm cranky and bitchy well it's not right because it's like uh you know there's a
00:26:49.860 time and a place to do the chat thing there's a i don't want to i'm not even gonna look i see your
00:26:53.380 face i'm not gonna look i'm just looking at the wide screen shot from the third camera and it's
00:26:57.400 just your back it's very here look wait where is it oh is this one i don't care what else am i
00:27:04.700 supposed to do no look at you no absolutely you're crushing i appreciate the efforts you're putting
00:27:08.840 it same um okay so mother somebody said mother horse eyes in real life yeah um he thought to
00:27:16.340 himself someone knows so they're clearly in a place with horses though right it's not like
00:27:20.760 they're just on a city street and he hears a horse well he said that the there could potentially be a
00:27:25.180 horse out there the streets in this town were still dirt okay so this is you know which is why
00:27:30.200 i was a little bit confused about the bars and the window although i guess if you're in a rural area
00:27:34.120 not typical though no i could see it as being as an added layer of defense the police are never
00:27:40.060 going to make it to wherever the hell you are in time or yeah maybe tornadoes or something
00:27:45.340 tornadoes by the way this past weekend like the storms were so crazy i was down in clearwater
00:27:52.640 and i was watching uh spires of clouds stretch down to the water try to touch the water in the
00:28:01.020 land and water it was when we were when we were scalloping two weeks ago same thing water spouts
00:28:06.020 happen all the time yeah on land is a different it was crazy though like the wind and the rain
00:28:10.880 and the flooding and everything thank god i got a jeep now he thought to himself someone knows he 0.81
00:28:17.000 is in town and they're there to start shit so he pulled the hammer back and got flat against the 0.99
00:28:22.680 wall damn bro this guy's about he's dirty harry in it he's ready uh then again he didn't want to 1.00
00:28:29.520 blap a drunkard acting stupid so he just stayed still and waited he said it felt like the 1.00
00:28:37.400 pissed off horse was there tearing shit up for a long time after a while just like turning off 1.00
00:28:46.280 a light switch the noise went away in an instant no galloping no more noise nothing but stillness 0.99
00:28:54.380 no galloping away so it wasn't even like you heard the thing leave this is very bizarre
00:28:58.720 did the beginning of the story where i might have been uh reading the chat a little bit talk about
00:29:03.420 like the guy had like enemies and stuff or like why would he assume somebody's out to get him
00:29:10.600 did it talk about that well no it was just very jarring he was like so the neighbor on the bike
00:29:14.160 came over to talk to my dad for a few hours i caught all that but what did that have to do
00:29:18.580 and then but nothing in the beginning was like my dad had some enemies uh well there was a he's in
00:29:24.320 this place oh this is mexico we we glossed over that what this is yeah that's a detail we need to
00:29:32.800 know 1994 mexico dirt roads oh yeah somebody's trying to kill you yeah they're probably doing
00:29:39.760 they're gonna get you dude uh and he was there because of a land dispute among his siblings oh
00:29:48.320 So imagining an inheritance of some land.
00:29:50.960 Even the siblings might even be out there.
00:29:52.200 They could be, yeah, blap them up.
00:29:54.380 Yeah.
00:29:54.660 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:55.960 Okay.
00:29:57.320 He stayed put just in case they came back, went ahead, and stayed awake until sunrise. 1.00
00:30:02.980 Damn. 0.99
00:30:03.420 Okay, so Mexico, that makes sense that there's bars even in a rural area. 0.99
00:30:07.540 Yes, yes.
00:30:07.660 Now it's making sense.
00:30:08.120 You see, we're so, if you weren't reading the chat.
00:30:10.560 Well, no, I thought you liked.
00:30:11.780 And if I was locked in.
00:30:12.680 I was trying to look up the gems.
00:30:13.980 We both fell.
00:30:14.860 i take the blame but i was trying to look up the gems and gold coins on youtube super chat there's
00:30:19.820 nothing for it i don't know what it is i don't know where nancy is not anything nancy's not here
00:30:25.600 after this story by the way we're going to cut the stream uh to only the patreon members so if
00:30:29.660 you're a homosexual um sorry as soon as there was enough daylight he went outside to see the mess 0.82
00:30:36.720 the horse made in the mud but there was not a single hoof print to be found so it's not like 0.99
00:30:42.480 they have you know initially i was picturing like american landscape around the window and the
00:30:46.920 horse is just eating the bushes and stuff and just eating everything around the house and he now it's
00:30:51.340 like no there's nothing they're in mexico and he's like he listened to this horse for a long time it's
00:30:55.420 just mud and then house it's not like you thought you heard a horse and you woke up and then like 0.95
00:30:59.760 the sound stop you heard a horse you woke up you listened to this horse tear shit up for a long 0.65
00:31:04.820 time yeah and then ultimately it stops and you're so convinced that you heard this horse that you 0.87
00:31:09.720 stay awake until sunrise because it's not a was there a noise it's a someone is clearly here
00:31:15.260 messing with me so now i've got to stay up and this horse could come through the adobe or whatever
00:31:19.680 sounds like somebody was the adobo somebody is uh trying to get the horse through the window at
00:31:25.020 one point is what he says he sounds and he says here's going back to the the the neighbor the
00:31:30.740 bicycle tracks his neighbor left the day before were still there so the tracks from the neighbor
00:31:35.420 that came over to talk to his dad for a few hours are still there they should have been completely 0.79
00:31:41.300 obfuscated by the horse hooves and all the fucking crazy activity of the horse and the man that were 0.84
00:31:47.180 at the window last night but they're still there no horse tracks um but the bicicleta tracks his 0.99
00:31:53.360 neighbor left the day before we're still there mexico has some next level spooky shit going on 0.97
00:31:58.520 yeah i've seen videos of a wailing woman like walking through the streets i've seen it several 0.96
00:32:05.020 times like la llorona la llorona la llorona what is she doing she's crying about something she's 0.99
00:32:14.440 all in white with the long black hair and if you go to her when she's sobbing she bfs you no i don't
00:32:21.820 think she does that i don't know really what happens to you something bad though something
00:32:25.660 bad happens if you go and you try to aid la llorona sounds terrifying so i've seen a lot of 0.96
00:32:31.700 those videos though people just like i know mama's way and they're in their fucking windows with the 0.96
00:32:36.260 bars on it and they're terrified of this woman is wailing walking through the streets it's pitch 0.86
00:32:41.240 black and and like nobody's coming out nobody's coming i've seen a bunch of those videos huh
00:32:46.900 that's very common that and like that she'll be by rivers it's like a chupacabra 1.00
00:32:51.700 that's what it's called no mama's way uh lila i don't know the fucking lala 1.00
00:32:59.120 she cries out for her kids yeah yeah yeah so it's a woman dressed in white tattered nightgown 1.00
00:33:06.260 with her hair in the ring like the girl from the ring and she's crying about her children and if
00:33:11.720 you go out to aid her bf'd right there i don't like it and then and then i've seen videos where 0.97
00:33:18.180 like she'll fucking oh la llorona thank you janet i believe janet because it's clearly janet but 0.97
00:33:24.420 she's hispanic so she knows how y's and j's work um i have even seen videos where like the crying 0.98
00:33:32.100 just turns into like fucking something else dude like something terrifying all the all the 0.85
00:33:39.400 all the hairs on your body stand up and you know like spiritually this is not something is wrong 0.99
00:33:44.600 it just turns from sobbing sounds like a convincing sobbing woman to like a banshee
00:33:50.020 like no just shrieking through the night like it's the worst and everybody from mexico knows about
00:33:56.820 um for the most part people down there seems to be more acquainted with spirituality probably
00:34:05.700 because uh fly swatting is the main distraction oh in rural town so there's a lot of witch
00:34:13.180 activities down there he's saying like there ain't shit to do you know fly swatting is the 0.90
00:34:17.440 pastime so you might as well get into la llorona la llorona as a child living in the same house 0.90
00:34:27.780 mentioned before my dad remembers hearing his woman just one woman oh thank you now now yeah
00:34:34.780 because woman is both synonymous it's singular and plural yes that's Puerto Rico that's in Puerto
00:34:41.040 next goes different oh yeah um neighbor so so his woman neighbor one of them going out at night
00:34:48.660 into the cactus field behind her house and having conversations laughing out loud with some entity
00:34:53.640 entity huh entity um yes uh chuck from guam says top has got yeah we actually fired him
00:35:02.980 um laughing out loud with some entity in the dark said he could hear this thing talking back to her 0.98
00:35:10.520 oh shit lots of weird shit to talk about that's one thing if she's imagining it it's another thing 0.98
00:35:16.940 that the guy can hear it uh mexico is one of those places where like that seems like the veil is thin 1.00
00:35:22.860 probably because of the buildup of iniquity because yeah uh witchcraft is super prevalent
00:35:27.680 in mexico brujaria is super prevalent prevalent super prevalent yeah prilosec oct in mexico you
00:35:37.420 think there's bloodshed too a lot more bloodshed the land is filled with iniquity yeah i think
00:35:43.060 that creates a thinning of the veil and you you see and hear and experience a lot more fangs he
00:35:49.180 says i've had a few odd things happen while deer hunting saw a dead dude sitting on our couch as a
00:35:54.740 kid maybe for a later time whoa thank you see y'all in the hood side of the kingdom wait what
00:36:01.280 does that mean he just like walked in was like hey what's bobby doing on the couch and they're
00:36:04.880 like no no bobby's uh i don't know we gotta we'll have to ask him to write in okay so he we'll see 0.94
00:36:10.900 him on the hood side of the kingdom he says uh may the father bless and keep you niggas greasy 0.93
00:36:16.180 bear from ar you can only get a message like that from like an nds person i love no message like that 0.96
00:36:23.660 would ever be gotten by anywhere anybody else in the universe yeah i love what we do and uh
00:36:31.560 it's really incredible thank you that's a that's a that's a really interesting story at the end of
00:36:36.760 it for now no where what about the horse dude he never went after the horse you must grab him by
00:36:41.960 his horns uh well there was no then we have a big party uh they're talking about the jews so um
00:36:49.400 yeah i mean i'd love to hear some more uh a greasy bear if you care to write in that would
00:36:55.720 would be fantastic yeah come on greasy yeah uh all right well do you mind if i just keep reading
00:37:01.380 because this i i haven't really that's fine okay i haven't really figured out your show yeah yeah
00:37:05.320 thank you um how to continue doing this so email me email me at straight bible or put it on the
00:37:12.920 screen i'll read it off the screen well no because it doesn't want to size you almost did it though
00:37:16.720 yeah but it doesn't want to adjust the size so close it was not really close at all it was
00:37:21.020 zoomed in times like 200 if only we had a uh a tech savvy puerto rican here to uh
00:37:29.020 to fix this first okay so yeah um okay here we go we got a good one we got a good one here this 0.96
00:37:37.460 one comes from mike this one comes from mike i mean i can i can uh here here we go fucking look
00:37:45.560 and then it's gigantic maybe if i do like a control minus minus minus okay there we go 0.75
00:37:51.320 yeah no no don't do it yet why not i gotta uh if i could just make it a little bit it's so wide
00:37:58.360 if i could make it more narrow there we go sharp and then we'll go here and that way you can still
00:38:04.700 well you're not supposed to be reading the chat but you know what i mean you can still kind of
00:38:08.440 you can even make it a little more skinnier too if you want yeah check that out
00:38:12.460 oh that didn't work no no you got to do the thing you were doing with the
00:38:17.140 from the right side from the right side huh yeah this is good what just happened why can't we there
00:38:22.380 we go okay there it goes right there all right so here you go we're gonna read uh this one's
00:38:29.180 called calling upon jesus stops another haunting by mike don't say his last name don't dox him by
00:38:34.700 mike all right here we go you ready yeah i know you hello top and david and matt and nancy with
00:38:46.800 the appropriate amount of t's by the way thank you mike for four t's uh i will make it known 0.85
00:38:52.100 the elite dangerous retards uh they they do five t's but four t's and that will i'll allow it 0.90
00:38:59.540 oh wait wait wait one more thing before we go we got to kick out the pores um and then where is 0.99
00:39:06.200 nancy i don't know i haven't seen her in ages i don't think nancy uh loves us anymore so uh 0.82
00:39:12.220 patreon.com forward slash nephilim desk it's not that she doesn't love us it's just that she
00:39:16.640 loves noodles more and just is making a lot of asian dishes i think and noodles are um
00:39:24.040 really great mike from missouri dog that's who we're reading right now is that true
00:39:28.980 yo i just got here and you're reading my story wow great time oh what a what a life huh mike
00:39:34.440 from missouri dog uh nancy is busy boiling away the oceans yeah she doesn't really boil
00:39:39.480 water to do anything with um she just hates it she comes to ndsbs yeah yeah she does she's been
00:39:48.420 in the bible study she keeps quiet you know i think we all do a fair bit of keeping quiet uh
00:39:52.620 top was lurking there last time you yet to be seen um it's on twitter dude i don't even know
00:39:58.320 it's not on twitter it's on uh discord i don't even know what discord is it's fair is discord
00:40:03.860 like twitter uh no discord is like a patreon signal or telegram it's a it's a it's a you know
00:40:11.420 it's a text you're just texting on it yeah but there's also like video because they're doing
00:40:16.860 like blue letter bible they're pulling up blue they're they're crushing trevor uh macy cherry
00:40:22.280 bear uh sparrow sparrows dude i know everybody in the patreon like crushes sparrow be asking 0.73
00:40:30.100 questions and i'm like that's a good question yeah she's on it yeah she's a woman but she's
00:40:34.760 got a lot of questions and uh what what's the issue like what do you mean because like normally 0.99
00:40:39.000 women are not that no it's just like you don't let them talk you don't let them you know do stuff 1.00
00:40:42.880 like that but then like she you do let her talk and she asks a question and you go wow yeah what 1.00
00:40:48.260 a question she's got a bunch of them you're saying that like normally they should be like cooking 0.98
00:40:52.440 cooking cleaning shutting their fucking mouths that kind of really cool stuff and then she shows 0.98
00:41:00.180 up and she asked something that i'm like damn i didn't think about that at all how she noted 0.99
00:41:04.940 sancho that is not true not what i haven't whispered one word about about our secret you
00:41:10.200 have secrets with with scott not one word have you seen his uh picture
00:41:14.400 no i don't want to see it
00:41:18.340 hey uh scott send me that picture i'll forward it okay so here let's go read the thingy hello
00:41:25.340 top and david and matt and nancy i love nds and straight bible please don't ever stop
00:41:30.160 hell yeah my story isn't insane well we'll find out we'll be the judge of that but it speaks to
00:41:35.700 the power of god and it's definitely paranormal i started off as meathead kid that never really
00:41:42.000 believed in god growing up i always had sort of an intuition that god was real so when he says a
00:41:46.560 meathead oh metalhead oh sorry you're a scroll when i was my bad yeah all right so he's like we
00:41:51.840 don't know what age group this guy's in but he was probably listening to metallica who maybe he's
00:41:56.360 even talking about like corn or you know we don't know because we don't know what generation he's 0.81
00:41:59.640 with the bottom no wait that's fucking that other guy that's kid rock kid rock he did go on tour 0.88
00:42:05.960 with uh corn and metallica corn is christian now did you know that lead singer corn converted the 0.95
00:42:11.300 lead singer believe so yeah no maybe a guitar player is real not the main guy jonathan davis
00:42:17.700 was that his name i do believe it's the lead dude when they came out with that uh was it
00:42:21.920 shoots and ladders that there was nothing that sounded like that when they came out they uh oh 0.95
00:42:25.780 yeah see dumb ass says yeah well that's i thought i thought it was the um guitar player i knew you'd 0.96
00:42:32.140 be good at that all right so this guy's a metalhead that never really believed in god growing up always 0.98
00:42:36.980 had sort of an intuition that god was real but reddit atheism was in its prime and i took the
00:42:43.160 bait hook line and sinker yeah that's something you're you're unfamiliar with i would imagine
00:42:47.460 reddit is a lot of liberals though a lot of liberals used to be an interesting place in fact
00:42:51.680 uh cut my teeth in the reddit conspiracy our conspiracy um section years and years ago and
00:42:59.620 that was actually a really great place to visit and since it's gotten very gay and you know yada 0.90
00:43:03.400 yada but reddit atheism is the birthplace of every soy jack meme you ever see like a it's a crudely 0.80
00:43:12.320 drawn black and white image of a dude with a goofy face and he's like pointing behind him like that
00:43:18.980 meme is representative i think at least of all the reddit atheists who um everything they say 0.99
00:43:26.260 is preceded by the word actually and it's usually this fat neck bearded acne ridden loser with a 0.97
00:43:31.800 fedora in his basement who hates god what's happening right now yeah reddit is canada if 0.96
00:43:37.800 it was a social media platform i would say that's accurate yeah so yeah i mean uh you're probably
00:43:43.440 unfamiliar with it but it's not uh it's not necessary oh scott says he will not subject
00:43:48.780 you to the pick wow right as long as we're clear that i can keep a secret that's all i care about
00:43:53.440 all right let's go i'll see if i can take that pick up so uh i got growing up i always had sort
00:43:57.280 of an intuition i think i was real but rented atheism was in its prime i took the bait hook
00:44:00.560 client singer richard dawkins videos homosexual and that sort of stuff yeah i do remember the
00:44:07.080 first time i smoked weed yep with my brothers wait uh no it's er it's an er he means his for
00:44:13.380 his his uh genetic no no he's saying i smoke weed with my brothers no no no no it's an ers
00:44:18.820 he's talking about his genetic siblings all right all right though i felt totally morally corrupt 0.63
00:44:23.500 and downloaded a bible pdf no way man after you smoked weed you you downloaded the bible that's
00:44:29.900 weird the first time you you felt that gross i'll tell you what in my years of smoking weed
00:44:34.880 one of my main gripes was it was i would feel gross really yeah yeah i would have to like i 0.74
00:44:40.360 would um wash my hands a lot take showers oh really felt fucking gross i never got like that 0.97
00:44:46.680 i just would get the munchies dude oh yeah i would tear shit up for sure for sure for sure um 0.99
00:44:51.740 let's see here i believe it's right here my brother's dough i felt totally morally corrupt 0.94
00:44:56.900 and delving it a bible pdf i never read it after that night though i was probably 16 when that
00:45:02.180 happened anyways my little brother always thought that the house we grew up in was haunted but i
00:45:07.220 always brushed it off i'd be playing xbox in my room late at night and the door to my room would
00:45:12.360 unlatch and swing open that's a pretty good clue that there's haunting that's not good dude yeah
00:45:18.240 i would think like if the latch yeah the room would uh the door would unlatch and swing open
00:45:24.100 that's a problem unlatching maybe an extra layer of um yeah it's not like it was open and like the
00:45:30.280 wind just kind of blew it open a little more yeah specifically unlatch and open uh z-man says raven
00:45:37.160 would smoke weed pass out and wake up feeling gross and walking like you rode a horse that's
00:45:40.540 not true z-man that's not true and i don't appreciate that and you're spreading uh unfounded
00:45:44.900 lies about me i don't like that that's not true i would smoke weed i would eat a lot of stuff
00:45:49.860 weed in a lot of ways opened me up to gnosticism in the new age not because
00:45:57.940 it just opened my mind to like a new way of thinking and i'm not mad at it i mean it all
00:46:03.800 ultimately got me here but i just find that fascinating that correlation when i was like
00:46:07.620 feverishly conspiracizing on the interwebs i feel like it just opened me up to like the munchies
00:46:13.660 old english 40s and maybe like keystone light is kind of really what it opened me up to 0.86
00:46:19.040 but anyway it'd always give me the chills but my retaze ass was always like it was probably 0.89
00:46:25.980 something with humidity he says retarded i thought it said retaze like glaze you could 0.99
00:46:30.520 see it it says it right there retarded i'd always give me chills but my retaze ass was always like 0.96
00:46:35.700 it was probably something with humidity in a slight breeze creating the right conditions to 0.93
00:46:40.360 barely unlatch the unlatch the door and open it looking back that made no sense whatsoever and i
00:46:45.080 just had those blinders over my eyes like that two corinthians four four talks about that's when
00:46:50.120 it says that satan has blinded the eyes of those that don't believe that's interesting we're just
00:46:54.060 kind of talking about that in the previous discussion with uh otis you really love those
00:47:00.280 episodes he did uh i will say otis said um come on somebody and he said it i think six times no
00:47:06.020 one time today dude oh he got the look from you no no no no no he said it six times and the reason
00:47:12.120 that i didn't say anything is because the first three times he said it i didn't want to derail
00:47:17.120 where the conversation was going because it was really what about the second three uh i just
00:47:21.380 allowed them no i just allowed them yeah at some point it's like this guy's doing good do i really
00:47:25.000 want to pick at him but you just feel like it's really cringe uh it's spread like wildfire in
00:47:31.980 that community now too yeah anyway where are we at okay so he was blinded he was blinded
00:47:39.600 We all are, man.
00:47:41.460 Anyways, yours passed and I found Jesus Christ.
00:47:43.600 I'm sorry, give me a second.
00:47:44.260 I came to Jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories, which all point back to Jesus because he's literally the truth.
00:47:52.860 I appreciate that because that's something that Sam Tripoli says as well. 0.76
00:47:58.580 Let's get away from the term conspiracy theorist because that's gay. 0.64
00:48:02.040 If you are earnestly pursuing the truth, then you're going to end up at Christ. 0.67
00:48:07.180 yeah but conspiracy theorist just now just means like oh like you get it like you're somebody now
00:48:12.580 it's now it's something different it's like it used to mean pursuit of the truth maybe not maybe
00:48:18.460 not maybe there's no it used to mean like you thought it was somebody who's like kooky that's
00:48:21.940 just looking for something that's not there that doesn't exist it just wants to and it's like now
00:48:26.180 when you say that it's like oh you mean somebody who just knows what's up yeah knows what's up is
00:48:31.060 even like that's uh subjective right true and it just depends on like well what what are you
00:48:36.920 talking about you talking about like the jfk assassination you're talking about the moon
00:48:39.500 landing are you talking about what are you talking about um i think that is different than somebody
00:48:45.660 who is passionate about pursuing the truth in all things right because ultimately conspiracy is all
00:48:53.460 things if you're going to i was listening to karen wilkinson on tony merkel's podcast and and uh
00:48:59.980 tony wasn't talking to him it was actually this other guy derrick i think or something like that
00:49:03.760 and she he's talking to karen wilkinson and and she's you know uh works with la marzulli
00:49:09.960 alien abductee experiencer yada yada yada and you know the the throughout the conversation
00:49:17.700 there's so many branches where it can go because it truly is like it's not just about aliens and
00:49:25.120 if it's if god is your focal point then you're trying to explain everything everything it's a
00:49:33.560 story of everything every conspiracy every aspect of reality that you could possibly if you're just
00:49:39.160 talking about the studies it's going to go into mathematics and science and all these other things
00:49:42.720 and art and yada yada but if you're talking about conspiracies it's going to go into the music
00:49:46.840 industry and and and the jews and the wars and the and the this and that and the covid and the
00:49:51.760 it's going forever ever ever so and it all comes back to the scripture teaches that there are
00:49:58.160 entities in the unseen realm puppeteering if you will the things happening down here
00:50:03.060 yeah all the things you just named but then it becomes like you know tell me about it then and
00:50:08.340 it's like which part yeah which part dude yeah because it's everything it's absolutely everything
00:50:13.280 so yeah being a conspiracy theorist is like i don't know if you're just you think the charlie
00:50:17.300 kirk assassination is suspect um does that make you a conspiracy theorist i don't think it does
00:50:22.820 well no it just means somebody who's not totally blinded like a normal person just says well
00:50:27.880 whatever they told us on the news that's what happened yeah yeah and then a conspiracy theorist
00:50:32.180 to somebody who's like yeah maybe it's something different than what they told us on the news but
00:50:35.860 i might be wrong the other guy might be right but like it's definitely not whatever they told us on
00:50:40.120 the news right you know that yeah yeah so there's there's maybe i don't know it just feels like
00:50:44.440 there's a different word for it is it christian i don't know but it's like that's not the same thing
00:50:47.820 as maybe what we're doing here on the show okay go on anyways years passed and i found jesus christ
00:50:53.960 i came to jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories which i'll point
00:50:57.860 back to jesus because he's literally the truth there you go oh but before that and on a jerry
00:51:02.760 marzinski related side note i used to be a total degenerate one to mention marzinski second email
00:51:07.980 huh i used to be a total degenerate and was doing cocaine with my girlfriend once after a night of 0.95
00:51:14.720 drinking nice i was giving her a piggyback ride on the street and my drunk ass tripped and we both 0.98
00:51:19.980 hit the pavement my head took most of the impact a few minutes after that i felt a rage come out of 0.99
00:51:25.480 nowhere i wanted to kill people at random for no reason at all the hell that probably lasted for an
00:51:30.800 hour so when i woke up the next day it totally went away huh i know that was doing scene never
00:51:36.340 had that feeling before and haven't since but i thought i was possessed for a minute maybe between
00:51:41.000 like the heavy metal and the cocaine yeah and the drinking and that just gives something a foot in
00:51:48.260 and maybe it sounds like maybe he never was like a hot temper just all of a sudden happened that is
00:51:54.440 strange um i remember when i was younger uh i did i had a little spree with cocaine and
00:52:01.980 one day my wife came to me and she said uh hey when you're on it i don't like it i don't like
00:52:08.300 like the way you look because i get my face was like cocked to one side or whatever i was trying
00:52:12.980 i was trying to look normal but i was yeah yeah yeah i don't like that yeah i don't like that
00:52:22.840 and she goes like i don't want you to get addicted to this and uh and i said
00:52:27.780 i think it was the only time i ever had like something that exposed itself as a problem
00:52:35.100 with drugs like i saw it in this moment where i said like and i addicted to it i don't even really
00:52:41.200 like it like it's the stupid i know but there was a weird thing with some drugs like i can kind of
00:52:46.980 relate to that like i didn't really like it but i kind of don't want to stop doing it yeah yeah 0.81
00:52:50.420 yeah but i said that i think as i uh i think i probably really did like it like i think i liked
00:52:56.080 it a lot i remember feeling like that about coke dude it was like i don't really love this like it
00:52:59.860 doesn't make me feel great but i kind of want to stop doing it i still have it to this day where
00:53:04.380 like uh i can smell something the in the in and you gotta take a dump immediately no no no yeah
00:53:10.140 the indescribable smell of cocaine doesn't make you have to take a dump immediately no i had
00:53:17.220 friends that were like they just immediately go straight to the bathroom yeah and and then
00:53:21.820 take a dump for a long time i wasn't like that um but i also had you know you say a ferocious
00:53:28.320 appetite for uh oxycottons i had a ferocious threshold for cocaine where i i was doing um
00:53:35.900 tremendous amounts of it you know not often but on the occasions that i would a lot of it yeah
00:53:42.820 and then uh and then just being okay i never got to where i liked doing it in the morning i remember
00:53:47.820 like a couple times doing it in the morning but like i had buddies that wanted to just do it all
00:53:52.020 day like i never got to where i was like yeah let's do it in the morning yeah yeah i was it
00:53:55.620 was always like let's do it at night and then drink like 30 beers and still not be that was
00:54:00.200 yeah that was crazy i was using it as like a remedy like i'm too drunk it's time to do cocaine
00:54:04.760 about that um and that helped quite a bit i just saw top entered the thing so i'm waiting to see
00:54:09.920 of something yeah let's let him talk can he talk i don't think he can talk i think he's in a pool
00:54:13.420 he's in a pool uh say something it's gonna be about the orthodox
00:54:17.500 all right here we go so wait i didn't get the bottom of that last paragraph oh my mistake
00:54:23.940 uh no this is not yeah that probably lasted for yeah that probably lasted for an hour so when i
00:54:30.020 woke up the next day it totally went away i never had that feeling before and haven't since but i
00:54:34.180 thought i was possessed for a minute lights would flicker all the time around that same girlfriend
00:54:38.480 and i always thought she had some demons around her too but that night i think i was possessed
00:54:43.380 well that could be it too interesting yeah yeah women uh and piggybacking i mean it's all i don't
00:54:49.280 know what that was whatever you got i got yeah that's uh women okay anyways back to the meat
00:54:54.980 and potatoes my stepdad died from cancer in that same house i grew up in sorry bro after he died
00:55:00.640 the paranormal activity skyrocketed a planter's pot my mom had out on the patio just straight up 0.90
00:55:05.920 exploded one night while my mom was home alone damn you don't think that's the neighbor kids 0.91
00:55:11.160 hitting with a bb gun or something maybe i got my kid a slingshot you think that's the wrong move 0.98
00:55:15.220 no i think that's a great move but you got to watch them yeah i used to have a bb gun and
00:55:20.400 shoot stuff on people's roofs he's got like a pump rifle yeah you know what i mean like a
00:55:26.080 so i had so i had a really uh i don't even know what you'd call it but my neighbor next door that
00:55:33.740 i learned flooring from yeah mike marshall shout out to mike marshall yeah taught me flooring taught
00:55:39.060 me like i was a carpet installer at 16 i went to work with him i told the story i went over there
00:55:42.860 to tell him that you know he had stuff in his that's right yeah anyway so um i used to drink 0.96
00:55:48.140 40s in the backyard and shoot birds on his roof with a bb gun just because i was an idiot there
00:55:53.540 wasn't i didn't really have like uh um i didn't really have any good reason for that when he 0.98
00:55:58.500 about all the denver you know that the most popular orthodox saint is open homosexual i didn't know
00:56:02.220 it oh geez he came home one day and found all the dead birds on his room and just knew it was me 0.78
00:56:07.600 somehow you just killed all the birds how old were you i had to be like 15 16 17 i never did 0.98
00:56:15.100 that i never killed small animals that shame on you yeah that was really stupid i look back i just 0.90
00:56:19.200 for me i don't i feel like i'm not going to kill anything i'm not going to eat but i used to like 0.88
00:56:23.700 man a grapefruit tree i would grab grapefruits off it like throw it at other houses like try
00:56:28.580 to hit windows yeah dude i look back i was just an idiot yeah i did have uh a lady that lived 1.00
00:56:34.420 behind me and i guess uh you know i don't know when the fuck she was getting up early in the 1.00
00:56:39.560 morning for work i was working the night shift so i'd be sleeping in the morning and she'd be 0.93
00:56:44.400 getting ready and her dog was annoying her so she would put it out in the backyard and at 5 30 in
00:56:49.100 the morning this dog would just bark bark bark bark rhythmically bark bark so maybe you shoot
00:56:53.120 that one with a bb gun like a no i never shot the dog uh but i first went over i wrote a a note
00:57:00.580 and i and she would leave it out there for 45 minutes 45 minutes of it barking straight
00:57:05.020 it was insane so i went around and i said hey this is your neighbor i work nights you know
00:57:10.120 the dog is a real problem i'm asking if you could please do something about it
00:57:14.420 and she never minded it she didn't know who sent it i left you know kind of an anonymous style thing 0.85
00:57:18.800 but after a couple of days of her not adjusting that i fucking had my slingshot and i leaned out 0.91
00:57:27.360 the window and i would just i took out her windows i put endless amounts of holes in her vinyl siding 1.00
00:57:33.880 with the like the whole thing was peppered her all her windows were out all of her vinyl siding 0.99
00:57:39.180 and then the dog stopped coming out and fucking barking no way yeah man i don't give a shit that 0.99
00:57:44.400 was when i'm not a cranky guy how old yes you are you son of a god you've messed with my sleepy time 0.99
00:57:53.000 though wait how old were you and you messed up uh i uh i was here stop it i was um maybe 21 22
00:58:04.540 something like that really and you tried the right way you're like i tried the right way you don't 0.96
00:58:08.100 want to do the right way then i said okay bitch yeah man and i was like steel ball bearings and 1.00
00:58:13.460 i just blasted all of the siding i blasted all of her windows she had four windows on the back 0.99
00:58:17.820 all of them went out i said that's it man and the angle that i was at and the distance that i was at
00:58:22.580 like could have been anybody that did it really so she never caught on like yeah i guess i should
00:58:26.620 have kept this should have kept it dude should have read that note and appreciated the you know 0.98
00:58:30.840 the approach on the matter and then uh got your shit busted out um yeah there you go okay so is 0.96
00:58:38.020 this uh yeah we used to put pennies on rail tracks for fun to see them get flattened oh that's fun 0.98
00:58:42.180 or put uh the bar across it and somebody stand on each side it makes the it makes the thing go down
00:58:47.460 at the at the street yeah if you put a if you put a metal bar down on a railroad track and you stand
00:58:53.380 on each side of it oh because it's completing the circuit the sensor thinks that it's a train and
00:58:58.240 then the and then the things go down at the street yeah we used to do all kinds of that's funny
00:59:01.900 that's terrible i know we used to throw big rocks the big railroad rocks off like the bridges when
00:59:07.600 the cars would go oh no yeah i was just a terrible kid yeah yeah me too dude just a bad kid man one
00:59:14.600 time like i don't know why even the other kids were like yeah man i just remember i went back
00:59:18.160 for a funeral when i was a grown-up and one of the other kids i grew up with was like yeah i just
00:59:21.820 remember matt like kicking over garbage cans on the way to school the orthodox church is anti-christ
00:59:26.100 we're just getting these really cool tickers um who's doing that i don't know so uh so when i was
00:59:31.480 younger and i was homeless and i had an appetite for destruction uh especially when you're homeless 0.60
00:59:36.780 and you ain't got shit to do feels like you do a lot of you know bad things so one night i went 0.80
00:59:41.360 out it was it was real late and i used to go pulling door handles to find stuff and i don't 0.96
00:59:46.360 even know what the statute of limitations on on on hypothetically if one were to let's say
00:59:51.420 find a uh a car and open it and find all of the police officers gear and guns in it um i don't
00:59:57.760 know what that would be might be a problem for them for many years in the future so if they did
01:00:02.520 that they shouldn't talk about it but uh i was i used to pull car handles and get money and all
01:00:08.300 kinds of stuff just walk around at night and just pull pull pull and then the alarm would go off and
01:00:11.900 you'd run a few blocks down and then do it again and um and one night in particular we just hit
01:00:16.800 the town and we're walking me and my cousin and a buddy we come across the construction site
01:00:23.280 there's rebar and there's trucks and we just take the rebar and start spearing radiators you know
01:00:29.120 right through the front grill of the trucks. And, you know, all the cooling is pissing out
01:00:33.600 and everything. And we keep walking, we trash everything at this construction site, all these
01:00:37.980 vehicles. Now the windows are busted out and everything. And then we get to a Dunkin' Donuts
01:00:42.300 and I'm like, I'm so, you know, going to get in this Dunkin' Donuts. So I climb on top of the roof
01:00:46.920 and I can pull the top off of this ventilation where the fan is. And I start stomping and
01:00:53.180 stomping until the fan falls through into the ground. And then I get inside the cooler of the
01:00:58.920 dunking donuts wasn't that bad and i start taking all the milk and all the because i was it's just
01:01:04.160 a dairy cooler so there's no there's no product outside dumping milk everywhere like all over 0.91
01:01:10.160 the shit and then um and then i get out of it and i go to the bat because i got a piss now and i go 0.94
01:01:16.660 to their bathroom but it's nighttime and of course it's locked and it's got an l-shaped handle like 0.99
01:01:20.820 the one in that door so i try it it doesn't open so i just crank it and rip the handle off and then
01:01:26.440 I start going to every handle that's there and cranking and ripping the
01:01:29.580 handle off the doors.
01:01:30.480 And,
01:01:30.840 and then we start walking back and I hear the sirens coming.
01:01:34.920 And so we like hop down off the bridge,
01:01:37.400 hop off the side of the bridge,
01:01:39.040 land down next to like the turnpike.
01:01:40.740 And then I'm just running on the side of this highway to get home to like
01:01:44.420 take a shortcut or whatever.
01:01:45.660 But yeah,
01:01:45.920 man,
01:01:46.060 we used to go out and just got away.
01:01:47.940 Oh yeah.
01:01:48.280 I remember hiding in like Ivy,
01:01:50.220 like Ivy in people's yards while cops were like,
01:01:52.380 would drive by or running in behind bushes and standing up like behind bushes and cops are 1.00
01:01:57.620 driving by and you're just like don't move whatever it took whatever it took for no reason stupid for 0.98
01:02:02.600 no reason at all uh that's just but i guess if you have a dad that's like hey bro let me show 0.98
01:02:08.140 you like how you should do life you know what my dad showed me like that my dad showed up one time
01:02:12.640 when i was a teenager hadn't seen him for years he showed up on like halloween the week of halloween
01:02:17.560 maybe and he took me and my little brother around town the town that i lived in so it wasn't his
01:02:23.160 problem after he left and he taught us to destroy people's halloween decorations so we would just
01:02:29.080 run up on their lawns rip their shit out of their ground those inflatable goofy things we'd knife 0.99
01:02:33.940 them and rip them open and stomp out lights and tear shit down let's go yep and then we'd run 0.99
01:02:38.840 away and then we'd find another place and we'd do it again yeah and we just went around and 0.99
01:02:43.400 destroyed shit with my dad jeez all right so let's uh let's get back to this uh let's act like 0.99
01:02:50.600 we're not psychopaths get back to this fucking story dude man all right so back to the meat and 1.00
01:02:55.060 potatoes okay he said his dad died of cancer skyrocketed started flickering um we were kind 0.99
01:03:02.020 of like yeah that story stopped went home alone another time we were working on finishing the
01:03:05.840 basement and my mom brothers and i were talking about our stepdad under one of the lights in the
01:03:11.500 basement and started flickering and never flickered before. It hasn't since then. Mind you, my entire
01:03:16.360 family is basically non-believers, so they always dismiss this stuff. Some time passes and another
01:03:23.400 time I'm with my younger brother and mom at her house. We're joking around in the kitchen and I
01:03:30.620 said something about Jesus. I can't remember exactly what it was, but my brother made some
01:03:35.360 kind of rude comment about Jesus in a dismissive mocking manner. We then walk into the living room.
01:03:40.960 there's a wall of family pictures in the living room, and my younger brother notices that the
01:03:45.860 picture with only him in it is obviously tilted. None of the others were. There were probably 12
01:03:52.580 separate framed pictures on the wall, all square with each other. Only his was tilted, and it was
01:03:58.340 in the middle row. So if something bumped the wall, you'd think others would be off axis as well.
01:04:04.880 When discussing this, my brother also said that after he made that rude comment about Jesus,
01:04:09.860 that he heard a weird bang in one of the upstairs rooms my mom and i didn't hear it though which is
01:04:16.460 weird the good thing about that event is that i think it freaked my younger brother out because
01:04:21.340 he couldn't explain it away it's one of those things where like uh spooky stories or spooky
01:04:27.140 moments actually do bring you closer i don't know if it brought his brother closer but you know what
01:04:30.980 i wonder now what you wonder now do i have any stories like this and i just like wrote them off
01:04:37.520 too i think we all do this is what i found is we all have these stories it's just when you don't
01:04:41.640 have there's nothing else to talk about there's no reference point for like when i was a kid i'm
01:04:46.760 guessing there was like crazy stuff to happen but i was like well yeah it's clearly not paranormal
01:04:51.280 because that doesn't exist yeah it doesn't there's no um there's nothing to expand on so there's no
01:04:56.700 like anchor you know to latch on to and go back to sometimes i read these i'm like if all these
01:05:02.540 people have these stories like this like i had to have stories like i just don't remember that's my
01:05:06.500 thinking is that we all do it's just like remember one time i think when we were uh when we had first
01:05:11.700 started doing content together and we were doing the book of daniel study and i said what's
01:05:16.900 remarkable is the things that god saw fit to mean like to preserve about daniel's story
01:05:23.780 we're all supernatural things right whereas we move through life a supernatural thing happens
01:05:29.780 and we tend to forget about it right the bigger thing is did i get a raise did i get a big job
01:05:35.140 exactly there's none of that but you know it's just but for the bible it seems to be those are
01:05:40.040 the most important so many of us have had experiences that either should have been
01:05:44.960 expanded on and should have been cared about more and maybe even from a spiritual point of view
01:05:50.540 were the most significant footnotes of our of our story here and we've kind of moved past them
01:05:56.980 you know like if they were to if we were characters in the bible what would god see fit to preserve
01:06:03.020 about our stories yeah that's what i always wonder is like it might be the weird shit yeah there could
01:06:07.420 be 20 years of stuff that god like wouldn't put of your life in the bible and then boom there's 0.94
01:06:12.220 this thing yeah it could happen any day yep yeah moving on i used to be big into stunt riding hell 0.80
01:06:19.160 yeah which is basically doing wheelie based tricks on a motorcycle i'm kind of a wigger sorry bros 0.58
01:06:25.160 that's all right so it's yeah no need to apologize motorcycles uh sketchy though my wife won't let 0.92
01:06:30.340 to get one i broke my leg yeah i wouldn't let you either dude i wouldn't get like i would get like
01:06:35.140 an old honda shadow just to go back and forth still you have some weird stories dude of things
01:06:40.240 happening and stuff i don't know if i would trust you all right fine okay uh basically doing willie
01:06:46.220 bass tricks on him yeah he's listening to metallica i got you i could see getting a little
01:06:50.880 carried away with the music yeah i broke my leg after eating while stunt riding with some buddies
01:06:55.900 one day he's eating dookies so i had to get rushed to the hospital to get surgery on it since my leg
01:07:01.000 had basically turned into a noodle shout out nancy eating a lot after surgery i was staying
01:07:07.400 overnight in the hospital and remember waking up in the middle of the night with my left arm
01:07:11.200 suspended as if someone had lifted it think of like a droopy roman salute oh but no one was there
01:07:18.820 bro damn bro that might have been the pain meds though i don't know i i always link these stories
01:07:24.300 to drugs i had that happen though and um it took like three times in a row in the same night for 0.99
01:07:29.780 me to start becoming um unsettled in my spirit that something else was happening because you 0.97
01:07:34.860 know you do kind of spasm sometimes it's not unheard of to kind of throw a whole ass roman
01:07:38.900 salute but when it keeps happening and then i tried to stop it from happening by putting my
01:07:45.220 arms under the pillow kept happening no then once once the weight of the blanket kept my arms from
01:07:49.720 doing that then my leg got pulled off no way and i was like yeah that's the story with the whole
01:07:53.440 greasy demon thing and um and that was really that was unsettling as well i was very upset about
01:07:59.280 that okay okay rush noodle bleeding a lot surgery no arm but that one was no one was there bro i
01:08:06.420 didn't feel like i was doing it on purpose since my muscles were completely relaxed
01:08:10.420 that was flaccid it freaked me out and i was able to drop my arm fine after waking up i couldn't
01:08:17.060 feel anything
01:08:18.240 holding my hand
01:08:23.320 or wrist either. I tried
01:08:25.060 to brush it off as some sort of
01:08:27.060 weird reaction to the surgery or
01:08:29.000 maybe the drugs they had me on
01:08:30.840 just so I could calm down enough to go back
01:08:32.940 to sleep. Before the surgery though
01:08:35.000 I asked the cute goth nurse lady if 0.99
01:08:36.920 she had any paranormal experiences working in the 0.99
01:08:38.900 hospital. She said yes
01:08:40.720 and had seen some chairs moving.
01:08:42.640 She touched his peepee? That's crazy! 0.75
01:08:45.220 Bro, what the hell? 0.97
01:08:47.060 She didn't touch the BP. 0.97
01:08:48.280 Well, it didn't say that she didn't.
01:08:49.820 Hold on.
01:08:50.160 Wait a second.
01:08:51.580 Hold on.
01:08:52.180 We have something very important here.
01:08:54.140 I just saw that.
01:08:55.500 It appears to be Chuck from Guam.
01:09:00.060 Oh, because Top's not on today.
01:09:02.380 Yeah.
01:09:02.640 I don't know which one of these is dreams.
01:09:04.300 I'm afraid to press these buttons.
01:09:07.020 My wife.
01:09:11.340 Chuck says, I had a dream.
01:09:13.140 Do that in that same order again.
01:09:14.240 That's kind of awesome.
01:09:15.500 Wait a minute.
01:09:15.820 my wife uh chuck from grom says i had a dream that i oh wait one more time
01:09:22.700 that i was walking down a long hallway and kept hearing the strange sound of and of course i was
01:09:30.360 intrigued so i had to keep walking towards the sound there were these pictures lining the halls
01:09:34.660 and i noticed one was tilted slightly oh just like curiosity got the best of me and i walked 0.90
01:09:39.500 up to it it wasn't a picture at all it was top twerking and the sound was his ass cheeks clapping 0.78
01:09:46.360 it figures i thought to myself and just as i turned around i saw raven pissing in the corner 0.71
01:09:55.180 i said what are you doing i don't know if there's a continuation of this but that's a wild dream
01:10:00.720 chuck uh i don't know what it means i'm glad chuck's alive dude they had another i what do
01:10:05.120 they call him out there tsunami or not a tsunami but a typhoon maybe wami yeah it's a wami a
01:10:11.800 suguami yeah yeah he got blapped up with a with a suguami out there and uh it's been a real real
01:10:17.260 rough time for weather i think we're about to get hit with a tropical bukkake i like a lot of rain
01:10:22.060 i'm not into all the wind but i love when we get the rain do you one of those guys that goes we
01:10:26.340 really needed this oh yeah yeah you are well you know i mean dude if you look at the farm a day
01:10:31.260 after rain it's like oh it's a jungle yeah i mean florida is a jungle the day steroids yeah
01:10:35.720 all right let me okay shout out chuck it's good to see him again i don't know if that's actually
01:10:40.320 he was gone for a while that's probably not chuck what um i don't know people just you can name
01:10:44.580 yourself whatever the hell you want i totally forgot they got me all right so there you go
01:10:50.320 are you sure we read the thing before that yeah that was uh the goth chick anyway my mom does me
01:10:58.880 a solid and takes me out of the hospital
01:11:00.820 and lets me stay at her house for a few days
01:11:02.940 until I can get around on crutches easier.
01:11:05.020 One night, I'm sleeping in the exact same room
01:11:07.020 that my stepdad had died in. 0.99
01:11:09.480 Oh, damn. 0.99
01:11:11.020 Same thing happens. In the middle of the night 1.00
01:11:13.040 around 3 a.m., I wake up to my arm
01:11:15.000 suspended again in the same
01:11:16.920 low-effort siege, hail type
01:11:18.940 of way. Doused in
01:11:20.720 semen. I don't 0.94
01:11:22.880 like that. I get freaked out again.
01:11:25.820 Chills are going down
01:11:26.940 my spine but i was so tired that i just pulled the covers up over my face like a and went straight
01:11:33.280 back to sleep lol lol i never told my family about this though until recently since i know 0.92
01:11:40.380 they wouldn't believe me they already think i'm bad shit crazy after talking about pizza gate and 0.95
01:11:45.440 stuff yeah well you should go to them and be like well what do you think now what is pizza gate 0.76
01:11:49.380 that's where they uh there was a pizza restaurant in washington dc yeah i'm still not clear but what
01:11:56.420 Well, they called it Pizzagate, and I think that was a little bit of a—
01:12:00.240 Misleading?
01:12:01.000 Well, so it was a terminology that was coined and then popularized by the mainstream media
01:12:07.580 who used it as a point of ridicule, much like coining the term conspiracy theorists
01:12:11.620 after the JFK assassination to dismiss people who would, you know, think that there was something up.
01:12:16.600 That's proven to have come out of the CIA. 0.54
01:12:19.240 So I think Pizzagate sounds on its face ridiculous, 0.73
01:12:21.880 but it is about the trafficking and the sacrifice and the eating of children 0.91
01:12:28.580 by the elites in both Hollywood and politics.
01:12:31.860 But did it have to do with a specific pizza restaurant?
01:12:34.780 So it had to do with Comet Ping Pong, which is a pizza restaurant. 0.98
01:12:38.620 And I think famously Obama had a party there where he ordered like fucking $14,000 0.99
01:12:47.620 worth of hot dogs or some crap like that. 0.99
01:12:49.820 That's your kind of party. 0.90
01:12:50.680 It sounds like a good time, but I don't think it was hot dogs that they were eating.
01:12:54.540 And the symbol for Comet Ping Pong was the recognized symbol for pedophile communications.
01:13:01.720 And that's, you know, a known fact.
01:13:04.320 The FBI released documents that showed that symbol and said that it was correlated with, you know, covert communications between pedophile rings.
01:13:12.360 and um and there was a guy that went and thought that there was or claimed that there was children
01:13:19.820 being held in the basement of comet ping pong and he shot through the floor um that also seems kind
01:13:26.220 of like a patsy you know like an mk ultra patsy that was used to create this big media sensation
01:13:33.220 around it look how crazy the people are that think pizza games yeah it seems as though the uh the cat
01:13:39.860 was kind of maybe getting out of the bag so they got ahead of it and then they sensationalized it
01:13:43.640 and then they coined the term so but then andrew tate got arrested for the same thing but he had
01:13:49.080 pizza in his videos because he was like trying to show i actually don't know anything about like
01:13:53.460 somebody was telling me that recently and i just couldn't track with what they were talking yeah
01:13:57.860 yeah so uh michael manifesto says he shot into their computer room and just so happened to hit
01:14:03.880 the hard drive that had all the information yeah i mean those things happen sure right um and then
01:14:11.160 you had james aliphantis or whatever like ja whatever i minced i screwed it up last time i
01:14:16.620 was talking about this but it literally means like boy lover or child lover in french like that's the
01:14:23.000 name of the owner of comet ping pong they're also heavily tied in with the podestas john and uh and
01:14:28.660 anthony podesta and john you know they're tied in with anthony weiner yeah and if you go to
01:14:35.940 tony podesta's house it is one big museum of pedophilia all of the artwork on his walls 0.85
01:14:43.600 is of children being sexually abused um he's got that's not real oh yeah dude 0.98
01:14:49.800 not just a human the brother of uh you know uh john podesta wait so what is he 0.84
01:14:58.640 say i might be mincing those yeah he's tony with the clintons or was in their campaign or something
01:15:03.240 but so what does he say then he's like yeah man it's just like ancient artwork i don't know if 0.94
01:15:06.580 anybody presses him i don't think i think when you're that rich and fucking you know influential 0.97
01:15:10.140 nobody really asks you shit um but the other podesta is you know associated with the whole 0.99
01:15:15.780 spirit cooking thing it's one big web it ties into marina umbromovic the frazzled drip thing 0.99
01:15:21.500 hillary clinton wearing some little girl's face with um i forget the other lady's name i'm sure
01:15:26.200 the chat knows it's it's yeah skippy yeah there's a horrifying there you go hicktown honey's talking
01:15:32.240 about it the audio file of john podesta might be tony podesta i forget which one's the little
01:15:38.800 squirrelly one that's um clearly chester bennington's father from lincoln park who is 0.82
01:15:45.960 what fucking podesta dude yeah yeah no oh my god if you look at his uh huma abaddon yeah thank you 0.96
01:15:52.200 wait they look alike you're saying it's insane don't turn into that guy that you guys are just 0.99
01:15:56.600 fighting with it said the christian bale is everybody no uh because now i can't unsee it
01:16:00.860 now it's like harry kane looks like uh owen benjamin podesta now the other the guy who was
01:16:06.720 captain on england the other day looks like tom cruise what's his name again uh it's just like
01:16:12.780 you just can't win with the people looking like each other there's no relationship ai is like 0.73
01:16:16.880 there's no relationship just show me the images it's fucking insane why is that all blurry i wish 0.78
01:16:23.180 we had a better one look at that bro you guys can't see this maybe i should share it with you 0.82
01:16:27.560 guys people can kind of look like that's insane well he's an orphan uh chester bennington who was
01:16:33.680 creating a documentary about child trafficking before he died him and the dude from sound garden
01:16:39.920 how long ago when he died how long how long ago did he die from lincoln park and which guy from
01:16:45.800 sound guard not chris cornell chris cornell was also uh i think appearing on that yeah yeah he
01:16:50.600 might have been appearing died like a long time they died relatively close proximity to each other
01:16:55.480 lincoln park guy died that that long ago yeah yeah yeah yeah um and lincoln park if i'm not mistaken
01:17:03.220 is a military intelligence operation that has quite a bit to do with uh children you know sort
01:17:11.200 of experimenting on children uh can somebody somebody in the chat knows how long ago they
01:17:16.540 died i have chester's hat that's cool fj yeah i really like uh oh so he died a year before
01:17:21.840 chris cornell but that's 10 years ago or so isn't it i feel like chris cornell this was at the height
01:17:26.200 of pizzagate so 2017 around that somebody said 10 years ago and that's that's pretty much at the
01:17:33.700 heart of pizzagate right when it starts to take off same week as each other oh that's even worse
01:17:38.680 oh 2019 yeah that makes sense 2019 um somebody's saying 2016 yeah so it was all around that era but
01:17:45.760 uh they look exactly the same they look exactly this it's it's such a big and fan uh what's the
01:17:53.420 word that i'm looking for fascinating web uh was it hunter biden or anthony wiener's laptop
01:17:58.680 after being apprehended by police seven of the police investigators committed suicide that was
01:18:02.760 anthony wieners including the chief of police i believe yeah what yeah and i was talking who was
01:18:09.100 the chick that he was married to abba houdin or something like this yeah yeah she was the one that
01:18:12.940 was allegedly in the frazzled drip video wearing the little girl's face uh you know hillary clinton
01:18:18.540 was but um that instance right there the anthony wieners laptop and the oh it was 7 2017 stop
01:18:29.060 stop with the creepy music what's the day today 720 no that's not today that's not real is that
01:18:38.520 real stop it that's not real see this all gets really weird is that real no july 2017 for chester 0.93
01:18:47.380 dude what day in july do not fucking tell me that we're talking about this you better google on the 0.92
01:18:56.180 day dude no no no no no bennington dude i swear to god chester bennington death uh 0.98
01:19:07.620 oh my god no way we're talking about him dying on the anniversary of his death what the
01:19:20.580 this is what you get bro you start playing games with the paranormal stories and stuff
01:19:24.820 next thing you know weird things start happening that's weird matt what's weird is that he was
01:19:30.840 41 in 2017 i always thought he was younger than me bro that's weird i don't know if we have a 0.91
01:19:40.400 fucking what do you make of that raven i can't really listen to chris cornell dude those guys 0.91
01:19:47.840 all have like a heavy spirit of suicide dude nirvana yeah but when he talks when that that 0.99
01:19:52.600 song like a stone doesn't that sound to you like he longs to be in the house of the lord they all 0.76
01:20:00.360 long to man but i know yeah i know it's the path they take that's fucking weird bro yeah this is 0.66
01:20:05.980 that's really weird nine years ago today i was out of the game i didn't even like i don't even 0.81
01:20:11.740 remember like it wasn't like the day he died i was like i didn't even hear about it i really
01:20:15.120 really liked lincoln park i kind of did too i heard him on the way to tahoe one time after
01:20:19.360 just binging all night and somebody was like let's go to tahoe one of those trips and somebody was
01:20:23.600 playing it in the in the truck on the way up i was like yo who is this this doesn't sound like
01:20:27.880 anything turn to your neighbor and say black hole son church oh my god bro i know those songs are so
01:20:33.160 dark oh yeah i didn't like everything from alice and chains everything from nirvana like the lot 0.91
01:20:38.500 of the nirvana was fucking music to do heroin to like i did not like i mean but it goes hard is 0.70
01:20:44.160 the problem i didn't like that's why people like what yeah i didn't like it i didn't like i used 0.93
01:20:47.520 to love that music but then when i woke up i was like oh no i can't listen i used to i mean i still
01:20:51.940 do i run miles to lincoln park like lincoln park is what i listen to in my headphones when i run
01:20:55.740 so uh that's so crazy dramatic though isn't their music a little dramatic sure but i mean if you if
01:21:02.320 you start to suspect that chester bennington is the illegitimate child of john podesta and has a
01:21:07.840 real it might be a little dramatic as well yeah a real passion for exposing child trafficking and
01:21:13.120 then both him and chris cornell get murdered or commit suicide a week apart from each other during 0.72
01:21:18.180 the heart of uh fucking uh pizzagate while they're both working on a documentary about child 0.85
01:21:24.480 trafficking that's wild like these dudes if if that's true these dudes kind of got a heavy 0.91
01:21:31.620 spirit all right where do you want to go with this then if this is a very strange coincidence
01:21:35.640 shall we say that it's nine years to the day we happen to be talking about it like where do you
01:21:40.780 want to go from here i don't know i don't know that's very that's very strange seems like you
01:21:45.600 know a little bit about this guy's story do you want to talk about his story at all maybe i mean
01:21:49.460 maybe it's gonna tie into something else you're gonna be like oh no way oh points of authority
01:21:53.100 was lit paper cut was lit all of it was lit dude are you kidding me um the new singer's a chick
01:21:59.640 yeah yeah yeah no they wouldn't do that uh hybrid theory the album hybrid theory was just
01:22:05.400 phenomenal i forget the name of the one but i feel like it was like spray painted i mean it
01:22:09.860 was the first yeah that was hybrid theory with the like the kind of the reaper looking uh fairy
01:22:14.360 with the the hat the helmet on yeah it's not even lincoln park actually no there's a song that they
01:22:19.840 have it's their hit i think it's called uh heavy is the crown it's kind of a banger kind of a
01:22:25.500 banger honestly heavy is the crown by lincoln park with this new female singer is a banger i've heard
01:22:30.720 some of the other stuff not so interested in it but heavy is the crown actually does a place for
01:22:35.120 my head crushes so hard really so hard one step closer also so hard place for my head introduce
01:22:42.380 the rim that they play in the beginning park isn't metal they're hybrid dog i mean that's that rap
01:22:46.860 rock you know really early rap rock i never would consider a metal uh well i mean some of their
01:22:54.080 stuff is heavy dude heavy i mean just like like like uh instrumentally heavy huh um place for my
01:23:00.640 head is so good dude so good how many albums did they end up having that's rap rap dog yeah uh i
01:23:05.960 don't know i don't know how many albums they had i assume they had like two or three there's
01:23:10.020 people breaking the habit a bunch of them breaking the habit is a banger what breaking the habit
01:23:15.080 crawling oh my god bro lincoln park bucks okay relax i'm sorry but all right let's get back to
01:23:23.640 this guy's story remarkable bro i can't believe we ended up the bottom is still scrolling i know
01:23:28.020 Oh, it still says something about the bug in there.
01:23:31.780 Okay, so here we go.
01:23:33.300 All right, are we caught up?
01:23:34.380 Did we read everything up to that?
01:23:36.260 Pizza Gate and stuff.
01:23:37.040 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:23:37.540 Okay, that took us off the rails because I don't know.
01:23:39.700 I mean, I know the name Pizza Gate.
01:23:41.240 I don't know anything about it.
01:23:43.000 Weird stuff would keep on happening at my mom's house,
01:23:45.340 like a glass flew off a shelf and shattered in the basement
01:23:47.900 when she was home alone.
01:23:49.780 Also, I'd watch her dog sometimes when she was out of town for work,
01:23:53.660 and my phone would randomly start playing this one particular metal song,
01:23:56.820 which was weird.
01:23:57.400 it was altars and gore by the band coffins there's been some phones recently they just start ringing
01:24:03.000 and it's weird that they're just ringing that's heavy as hell altars in gore by coffins i don't
01:24:09.180 like it good god i eventually became more on fire for jesus though and remember watching the end
01:24:15.200 times productions youtube channel in one of his videos he had this guy named josh peck not from
01:24:21.920 drake and josh tv show talking about how he was living in a haunted house josh peck is part of
01:24:27.880 like prophecy watchers right like oh i don't know i think that actually is the dude's name from drake
01:24:32.860 and josh though which josh peck i think is like part of um who's the guy you guys had the you
01:24:39.140 talked about the star of david derrick gilbert yeah he's like in that crew right talking about
01:24:44.740 how he was living in a haunted house and made the haunting stop specifically by praying for a hedge
01:24:48.980 of protection in and around the house in the name of jesus christ so that's exactly what i did nice
01:24:53.620 i prayed to jesus for a hedge of protection in and around my mom's house in his name and then
01:24:59.360 all the paranormal activity stopped nice dog i'm talking the light shining into the darkness
01:25:06.300 and the darkness comprehending at night type of stoppage total jesus w i i agree yeah yeah yeah
01:25:14.020 so i highly recommend people do that if you're being haunted just make sure to repent of your
01:25:21.140 sins to jesus accept jesus as your lord and savior and forgive every single person in your life top
01:25:26.820 if you that's interesting they added in top right there yeah that is weird that he said that if you
01:25:31.160 are having trouble forgiving someone just remember top ephesians 6 12 and that those people are
01:25:36.760 affected by demons too great point you know i just want to say somebody's saying that avenge
01:25:40.920 sevenfold is gay which is true um and i used to really make fun of them and then recently some 0.54
01:25:48.680 of their songs came across my playlist while i was running and i was able to be like these guys
01:25:53.720 were definitely talented these guys were talented i know a lot of the new metal gets a lot of uh
01:25:58.880 slack and look avenge sevenfold is singing about some weird shit too they're singing about weird
01:26:02.980 shit but they had a sound when it came on you knew it was an avenge sevenfold song and they created 0.92
01:26:08.860 a lot of dudes that wore aviators and had glasses uh i mean i'm sorry that wore aviators and had 0.97
01:26:15.580 tattoos um and that became a type of dude and we're all familiar with that dude i mean i'm
01:26:21.120 kind of sitting here wearing aviators and i have tattoos uh but they were very talented
01:26:27.400 and i and i took a long time to admit it and i think it's one of those things where we made fun 0.90
01:26:32.380 of uh nickelback for a long time and you go wait why did we do that nickelback crushes super hard
01:26:40.280 they do i love nickelback yeah i for a long time i i was like they were a meme to make fun of
01:26:45.660 nickelback was funny and then uh all gonna be big rock stars and we're all gonna be a big rock yeah
01:26:52.220 they crushed dude thought those songs were all kind of stupid i mean sure but i think they like
01:26:57.580 what happens is if you that's like early 2000s where early 2000s yeah but it was like angry 0.93
01:27:02.660 rock and it was like i don't know man like what's everybody so angry i don't think he was so angry
01:27:06.640 he had a couple of good songs that were just about like you know not yeah like uh wanting to 0.91
01:27:12.260 be a big rock star it was literally making fun of that hollywood rock star bullshit where you 0.74
01:27:17.000 become a fake dude you know okay yeah yeah it's all mocking it um there's there's a a song by 0.99
01:27:24.980 avenge sevenfold called uh hail to the king i think that shit crushes that's a really really 0.97
01:27:30.180 that's a great song um but yeah photograph is a great song look at this photograph 0.95
01:27:34.640 every time i do it that's not so lame and corny those lyrics are so like a kindergartner wrote it
01:27:41.040 sure yeah yeah i don't get so caught up though you know what it is i used to be into punk
01:27:44.840 a lot what do you mean like punk rock yeah but that's very like everybody means something
01:27:50.100 different by no underground bullshit underproduced crappy punk rock like if you listen to rancid and 0.96
01:27:58.300 and the clash you're too mainstream and you're a fag you need to listen to this band that no one's 0.99
01:28:04.020 ever heard of that sounds like dog shit but the very nature that's part of the system exactly 0.99
01:28:10.420 and that makes it super cool and what happened was i realized like um it wasn't about just enjoying 0.96
01:28:16.980 the music it became about like who you knew like okay but there is an element of like if a band is
01:28:23.560 singing a thing and you're like okay this is a band that actually lived through a plane crash
01:28:30.120 and a car crash talking about fucking heroin overdoses and so now this song is a lot more 0.96
01:28:36.960 meaningful as opposed to like oh these guys are singing about something but like a manager put 0.97
01:28:42.180 these guys all together because like he has cool hair and he has cool pants so what happened is i
01:28:47.340 stopped that matters like the spirit behind it i people aren't gonna like this but i stopped
01:28:51.720 absorbing music in in any real meaningful way so like where it used to be all about the album and 0.70
01:28:57.820 you got to know all the songs on the album and you got to know the backstory and all this shit
01:29:01.400 like it became a labor like like music can become an idol and the whole industry and the story and
01:29:08.440 the in the albums and getting their next album and knowing all the lyrics it all becomes like
01:29:12.280 this idol and and i could see the worst of it honestly the worst of it i think is on display
01:29:17.720 in the punk rock community because everything is about your superiority over other fans by knowing 0.79
01:29:24.400 the most obscure shit so if you know a band that nobody else knows like oh you don't know these 0.99
01:29:29.900 guys it is hipster shit it's hipster shit and it becomes identity driven and your your weight 0.99
01:29:34.860 your worth as a punk rock fan is what is is is determined by what band you like and eventually 1.00
01:29:41.540 i just i backed away from all of it and i was like i'm just gonna listen to whatever 0.83
01:29:44.440 kind of makes me happy at the moment that i'm listening to it yeah i don't fucking care yeah
01:29:49.240 because there was a day where i was like yo yeah acdc is really simple but i like it it's a very 0.65
01:29:53.600 simple yeah i don't care like it's fine whatever yeah especially like if i'm doing something
01:29:57.880 because i'm not focusing on music i'm doing something so if i was at work and i'm welding
01:30:03.080 and stuff i just want something that sounds nice whatever water is like crushes in that category
01:30:07.740 if i'm running i don't i just want something that gives me an extra gear yeah that's got a good
01:30:12.000 tempo right so that i can get that extra gear right do i really care their whole backstory
01:30:16.100 when i'm just trying to okay that's not at all not at all right but back in the day it was like
01:30:20.340 you posted up in your room maybe you were burning a couple and you were just chilling in the room
01:30:24.940 and you had the whole album and you listened to it straight through you could jump around
01:30:28.940 and then it was like a communal thing maybe was a little more meaningful but it's different now
01:30:33.600 i couldn't i i i started to dislike it greatly because i had come from hip-hop where i was like
01:30:39.900 i had to have everybody's album i had ludicrous's album and i had the games album and i had jay-z's
01:30:45.300 albums and i had g-units albums but then i also had 50s albums i had m&m's i had to have all the
01:30:49.360 albums and and then like you went to school and you were weighed by that you were weighed by that
01:30:53.520 do you know all the albums do you have do you know all that and then i went to a different place
01:30:57.180 where like i was introduced to mainstream punk rock and i was like actually these guys are kind
01:31:03.280 of cool blink and green day and all these dudes i go oh this is kind of cool music i start listening
01:31:09.920 to that and then immediately i find out well like that's not real punk rock and i go okay
01:31:13.660 fucking cool so i find like rancid and all this other shit like that's not real punk rock either 0.92
01:31:18.180 so i find like agent orange and all these other like bands that nobody's ever fucking heard of 0.98
01:31:21.940 and then i'm like well what about what about ska and then i have to find like less than jake and 0.87
01:31:25.800 and all these fucking bands and it just becomes like this competition where I'm constantly like 0.97
01:31:29.820 oh my god I'm not cool enough I gotta find more fucking bands that nobody's ever heard of 0.99
01:31:33.360 and then what really became true was the more I dug and the more I got into like the most 0.99
01:31:39.460 obscure band that I could I was like this music fucking sucks yeah this music sucks but it gets 0.98
01:31:45.920 to a point where you can't see that I'm cool now because I know them yeah and I'm cool because I 0.99
01:31:50.540 know the songs but this fucking music sucks and i and once i got there i was like i don't want this 0.99
01:31:56.120 anymore yeah anymore like i don't want shit to do with this i just want whatever sounds nice i 0.99
01:32:00.380 absorb music literally by the song not by the artist anymore not by the fucking album not by 0.93
01:32:06.360 the genre if i hear a song i like i'm gonna listen to that song and that's it and i'm not even gonna 0.97
01:32:10.600 pursue the rest of their their catalog ska is why he dresses like i went through a heavy 0.66
01:32:15.940 fucking ska thing really oh yeah but it's all ska is like tied to reggae yeah yeah it's just white 0.77
01:32:23.220 dudes doing reggae and it all sounds the same yeah it's a very simplistic music form and it 0.99
01:32:28.860 has a very simplistic dumb ass dance that you do to it it's called i think it's called like 0.99
01:32:33.120 scatting or some stupid shit and uh and it's it's so gay it's so gay and i liked some of it i was 0.99
01:32:39.300 like oh this is kind of good and then i really looked at it and i was like it sounds exactly 0.99
01:32:42.820 like everybody else it's just white dudes doing reggae um like uh i'm not a big no doubt fan i
01:32:48.620 you know whatever like some of their stuff was a little before your time no no i listened to no
01:32:51.980 doubt yeah like the first music video i'm just a girl when i see stefani come out dancing around 0.64
01:32:57.060 i was like bro let's go skanking is so gay um but yeah man some of it's fun you take it or leave it
01:33:03.320 it comes across my thing catch 22 streetlight manifesto come across my playlist i'll listen 0.93
01:33:08.120 to them but there was something about we're like hey the stuff that makes it to the radio is corny
01:33:13.500 and it's accepted by the masses for a reason whereas like primus is never going to be accepted
01:33:18.040 by the masses but it's always going to bang but i've seen what it has to offer like you go okay
01:33:23.200 let's break away from that and like at the end of the day all that's happened is a bigger idol has
01:33:30.520 been made of those bands and those songs that get radio play than these other things and the reason
01:33:36.380 that it hasn't been made of these other things is because less people are aware of it but if you if
01:33:40.620 you rose it up and you showed enough people marketing we talk about it sometimes in podcasting
01:33:45.180 you look at somebody that's got like a ton of things you're like oh they have great production
01:33:48.660 value and they have like a lot of money behind it and they have really nice cameras yes not
01:33:53.800 necessarily better content or worse content but that's the thing that they're going like but this 0.99
01:33:58.300 thing is better because it looks like shit and sounds like shit and doesn't have the production 0.98
01:34:02.200 value and you're going like in the podcasting world i don't want to listen to that i don't 0.98
01:34:06.300 want to watch that right i like stuff with good if your product looks bad and sounds bad i'm sorry
01:34:10.500 dude i can't listen to it like you gotta be really good it's gotta be a lot better to still watch it
01:34:14.900 i uh and i also came to this place too where i was like i used to listen to sublime a lot they 0.84
01:34:18.120 fucking suck yeah i never really got into sublime we talked about that before and i told somebody 0.77
01:34:23.040 the other day that the wrong way was about pedophilia and they were like mad at me and 0.99
01:34:26.440 they're like no it's not no it's not the whole song it's sure it's a hypothetical the wrong way
01:34:31.240 i think it was gavin maybe the wrong way is a hypothetical i don't think that um whatever his
01:34:37.840 name is the lead singer actually did any of this stuff but it's so strange to sing from the
01:34:42.260 perspective and to make up and fabricate an entire story i'm just thinking about this as an adult man
01:34:45.780 i would not do this i would not fabricate an entire fictional piece of art about wanting to
01:34:54.180 save a just post pubescent girl from a hard life with her abusive family yeah but then giving in 0.90
01:35:03.740 and fucking her weird what what very weird what the whole song is about that very strange the 1.00
01:35:10.600 whole song is like i just want to liberate her from her family and she's getting put into sex 1.00
01:35:15.480 working and stuff and like i just want to free her but whoops i did it too believe me shit was 0.99
01:35:23.180 tight it was the wrong way very subliminal pardon me very subliminal and we go like yeah this shit 0.99
01:35:28.480 bangs like no fucking what i never got into that man i mean they were always on at like parties and 0.98
01:35:33.260 stuff but like uh and i was like yeah whatever but i never got in like i don't think i ever 0.98
01:35:37.920 owned a sublime it's just music to smoke weed to just music to smoke weed to but i'm like
01:35:42.860 and whatever like melodically like it's fun and and well it's whatever it works in a if you're in
01:35:49.040 a backyard party in cali they launched a bunk genre what is even the genre reggae rap i think
01:35:56.980 they had a dj they had a guy that was like scratching yeah i think that that i mean it
01:36:01.860 was still just like a reggae type of uh rock but they had a dj scratching i just like listening to
01:36:08.540 some of those songs you go back and you listen to especially like the 80s hair metal era and
01:36:13.080 you're like whoa what like so many songs are talking about a young girl yeah a young girl
01:36:18.760 like super young and they'll say they'll drop it every once in a while they go like 15 so what 0.98
01:36:22.920 happened did we just get awake to that and he's 12 years old and two more she'll be a whore 0.99
01:36:27.600 what the fuck yeah did we just get away to that now all of a sudden i think so i think something 0.99
01:36:33.840 happened uh top and i were talking about like that it seems they used ai in the sandy hook 0.99
01:36:40.740 shootings and and then if you talk to this chick human vibrations she'll go back and say actually
01:36:46.260 they were using it as far back as the um what's the little girl who was kidnapped and murdered
01:36:51.040 and the whole world was like enamored with it uh john b'nay ramsey and she says she suspects they
01:36:58.080 were even using it back then how like what some of the images that they were releasing of like
01:37:03.020 families together and stuff to pull on the heartstrings of america just didn't make any sense
01:37:06.800 when you look at them now right but at the time nobody batted an eyelash now you would look at it 0.99
01:37:11.460 and you go that looks suspiciously ai generated their legs don't make sense yeah you know shit 0.96
01:37:16.080 like that we didn't have a framework culturally at the time to scrutinize these things right i think 0.94
01:37:21.860 it could well be the same thing in the music industry where it's like we didn't have the
01:37:25.640 ability to scrutinize the lyrics and what they were singing about right and you know i guess it
01:37:30.520 was just culturally acceptable up at the time but now it's like i don't want to listen to the wrong 0.92
01:37:34.940 way i don't like hearing that song right right it's fucking gross dude i'm like i gotta turn it 0.95
01:37:39.640 off so if you're singing something that like disturbs my spirit and i want to turn it off 0.99
01:37:43.960 and what is it about it's about the sexual exploitation of a young girl that even the
01:37:48.380 lead singer from the perspective of the guy in the story concedes to having done it himself
01:37:52.500 that's very strange i don't want to hear that and even like rod stewart had creepy stuff too
01:37:58.020 about underage like it just there was like a lot of stuff yeah about that that yeah like and all
01:38:04.400 of a sudden as a whole we're like hey not cool anymore this is not cool yeah yeah so i don't
01:38:09.560 know man i don't have time for music like that anymore i don't care about artists i don't care
01:38:17.920 about albums i care about individual songs um i unfortunately still have an affinity for a lot of
01:38:25.000 rap from my era which is music to murder you know what we like yeah but what we liked about rap was
01:38:31.340 it was very real it was very much about people telling a real story about their real life
01:38:35.420 and not just a real life but a grimy life like they were going to survive yeah there was something
01:38:39.760 that i think a lot of us could relate to in that yeah like yeah it's a little different for me i'm
01:38:43.860 not necessarily like in the hood selling crack but i am getting up at like 4 30 to go to work
01:38:48.740 and i'm grinding and there's a grind that i have to keep at just to stay ahead of the game yeah
01:38:53.120 hustle and stay ahead of the game yeah it is though there is this this constant theme of like
01:38:57.760 murder you know and that's like really heavy because i recognize like a lot of the music like 0.98
01:39:01.980 when i i i uh well murder drugs bitches and hoes is like the core of it and then yeah hey i'm rich 0.98
01:39:08.140 and look at my gold chain and my cool car when i fought that so that picture on the ground behind 0.99
01:39:12.680 you is is me getting my wrist wrapped for going to fight some other it was a great day you did
01:39:17.520 great that day i came out to a dmx song because it was the thing that put you in the mood for
01:39:23.940 violence the most that i could think of i forget what dmx song it was it wasn't like uh whatever 0.96
01:39:29.300 that fucking is like open up shop that one uh rough riders was it maybe it was rough riders 0.91
01:39:33.280 anthem is that the same song stop drop shut them down open up shop is that another guy i was never 0.99
01:39:37.660 into it just seemed like it didn't seem like good rap it just seemed like kind of like making
01:39:42.180 noises i don't know yeah just like making noises but not really like intelligent rap like i did
01:39:50.040 like when guys put i like dmx were intelligent yeah everybody from wu-tang could rap eminem was
01:39:56.240 really crazy because it was so angry although i listened to uh one of my favorite songs by eminem
01:40:02.160 i think it's his first song that ever got any kind of radio play it's called infinite and it's
01:40:06.480 literally just him doing like uh wordplay and lyricism yeah he took it to another level yeah
01:40:12.120 and and infinite you almost don't even recognize it because he's got like the voice of a of a young
01:40:16.580 man still um and i believe it was his first song that got radio play and uh somebody just said
01:40:22.120 deftones let's go deftones so that that song infinite if you've never heard um if you've
01:40:28.520 listened to eminem but you've never heard infinite that is a really really fun song uh first track
01:40:34.820 you think of when you hear eminem yeah man infinite's great infinite's really fantastic so
01:40:39.060 uh but yeah music to murder too and and i remember walking around with my headphones in listening
01:40:45.720 to that and just like yeah this spirit of like violence i remember seeing a sermon years ago
01:40:52.100 maybe when i very very first got in the game and how this dude a black dude was saying how god
01:40:57.400 showed him that like there was going to be this musical influence like in the hood that was going
01:41:02.060 to specifically take um young black men into hell oh yeah into darkness yeah and at the time all
01:41:10.560 there was was like there wasn't really rap it was before rap yeah you know and it was like maybe
01:41:14.340 sugar hill gang maybe he's like that but it wasn't like gangster rap hadn't happened sure you still
01:41:18.540 had uh and he was like what you know so it's death metal he's like there's heavy metal who did check
01:41:22.660 the rhyme but the black kids aren't really into the heavy metal yeah and this guy did this whole
01:41:27.000 thing on how the lord showed him this was coming and then was like boom it's rap music and uh it's 0.99
01:41:32.600 insane what they did i mean they took tupac tupac was an actor he was an effeminate like
01:41:36.380 dance like writing poetry and then they turned it into this and i think he really did kind of
01:41:42.160 become it towards the end i think he really was but it was weird it was a hard thing to balance
01:41:46.480 if you like tupac especially like ready to die like the double album when he got out of prison
01:41:50.700 he had a double album yeah and it went hard but it was like yeah but wait is this the same dude
01:41:54.860 that was like he had a great sound he was an actor and was like writing poetry yeah he was
01:42:00.300 kind of effeminate talking about his mom like after he got rich like your mama was a banger 0.98
01:42:04.560 dear mama was a banger um yeah before that they had a tribe called quest and shit like that right 0.95
01:42:09.700 where like that music was just like fun lyricism yeah but then there was a time where it was like 0.65
01:42:14.160 to be a rapper you got to be a gangster and to be a gangster you got to be a rapper that was so huge
01:42:18.180 i mean 90s really birthed it 80s you know 80s 90s and then 2000s just took it to another place
01:42:23.440 where like they were killing each other in the clubs all the time yeah killing each other in
01:42:27.980 the clubs all the time and it was interesting because you watch like l got took out big l
01:42:31.760 crushed and was gone my son gets royalties off dear mama why is that uh immortal technique yeah
01:42:37.700 taught me about 9-11 when i was nine years old i used to listen to immortal technique till i
01:42:41.720 realized he was an actual uh pagan and uh effectively a leftist in very many ways and um
01:42:50.420 but he was rapping about conspiracies conspiracies in such a crazy way uh so yeah i used to listen to
01:42:59.520 getting an episode of nds what you're listening to oh that's funny i wouldn't mind go but all my
01:43:05.060 perspective on music is from that era so it would be a short-lived you don't listen to any like
01:43:10.480 older stuff uh yeah i listen to older stuff but not in the way that i listen to that i have a 0.98
01:43:16.400 real soft spot for fleetwood mac and stevie nicks and that bitch is a witch witchy yeah she is 100 1.00
01:43:23.020 percent a witch but she was so in tune with something she's being moved by a spirit and 0.99
01:43:27.520 the songs that she's singing there's like an underlying thing that this is about like uh
01:43:33.300 i knew people back in the day that i didn't know anything about that but she'd come out and like a
01:43:37.160 black cloak with the black all the candles the black top hat if you ever watch uh you ever watch
01:43:41.660 the shining no but jack nicholson yeah yeah so the sequel to the shining is dr sleep fantastic
01:43:47.500 movie it's horrifying you love that kind of stuff i don't watch i mean i've been exposed to so much
01:43:51.840 of it for so long but i think the lead character is kind of designed from stevie nicks with the
01:43:55.640 top hat and she's like basically a kind of a something you might call a vampire she's been
01:44:00.560 alive for a long time feeding off of the innocent and uh um but that black top hat thing is something 0.82
01:44:06.980 that comes from it's a real functioning part of an outfit of a of a high-ranking wizard in in 0.99
01:44:13.200 like the real church of satan not like the larpy one with the dumb fags but like a high-ranking 0.90
01:44:19.120 wizard in like you know i forget what it is it's not called the church of satan it's something 0.99
01:44:24.080 else might have something to do with lucifer but they wear a top hat and they'll paint their faces
01:44:28.040 like a skull in fact there's a famous music video with um pink i think it's jagged little pill
01:44:34.140 also a great song i don't give a shit what anybody says jagged little pill is fantastic 0.56
01:44:37.780 no no jagged little pill is uh we saw her with lenny kravitz that's the album from atlantis 0.72
01:44:42.680 morissette like a pill is the song by i also like atlantis morissette um but oh yeah she's
01:44:48.880 channeling rihanna yeah that song rihanna by stevie nick she admits to channeling rihanna
01:44:52.620 And Rhiannon is a is a Welsh witch that was, you know, persecuted back in the day.
01:44:57.380 And and she's summoning and channeling the spirit of her.
01:45:00.260 And there's a reason those songs like like they're so likable.
01:45:04.200 They're so good. They're done well.
01:45:06.300 Haunting. Yeah, they're haunting.
01:45:08.180 It's a song that's obviously full of spirit.
01:45:10.180 What spirit? You know, that's that's a good question to ask.
01:45:14.820 But I mean, I think there is a fair statement to be made.
01:45:17.180 Like if music is a form of worship, it is either worshiping God or not God.
01:45:21.920 there's always a spirit involved with music not really like oh what spirit is it going at it's
01:45:26.320 like okay if it's in the music industry it's not worshiping god yeah yeah yeah it's all music is
01:45:31.260 is created by a spirit or it has a spiritual influence so yeah um yeah it has a avenged
01:45:37.280 sevenfold has a song named the beast and the harlot and they they'll the very notion of avenged
01:45:41.460 sevenfold is like a biblical notion like yeah yeah was it it was it all uh kane was avenged
01:45:46.960 jubby event sevenfold yeah i think so yeah um so he's got the two wives he said i killed a man and
01:45:53.560 stevie has teamed up with somebody now i don't even know uh atlantis morrisette is also kind 0.71
01:45:59.580 of a spooky bitch but but stevie nicks fleetwood mac you look at their album covers they're in 0.81
01:46:05.280 between the masonic archways i believe and you know she's got the top hat they're on the checkerboard 0.99
01:46:11.160 floor like it's very occulted uh who's the um damn there was a another band back in the day
01:46:19.980 blue oyster group something oyster oyster cult blue oyster cult their album covers are insanely 0.98
01:46:26.400 occulted filled with all kinds of mystery school symbolism uh those guys were doing shit like that 0.60
01:46:33.020 to the public long before anybody knew about it uh alonis morrisette i'm pretty sure is still alive
01:46:39.180 because i'm pretty sure that first world cup game for canada yeah we were watching i was like sweetie
01:46:43.620 i think that's alanis morissette singing the canadian national anthem yeah she's canadian
01:46:47.660 yeah i was like i'm pretty and she's like wait what yeah she's still alive i'm pretty sure that's
01:46:51.800 alanis morissette i didn't like so in dogma they're asking about dogma the jay and silent
01:46:56.640 bob movie where alanis where she was god i was just in that i couldn't think of the name of it
01:47:01.380 yeah of course i didn't like that i didn't like that she was god um but that movie was hilarious
01:47:05.300 when i was i gotta go back and look at it because a homeboy that played professor snape that died
01:47:10.540 a couple years ago uh he was metatron i believe which was an angel in that film i wouldn't have
01:47:17.660 caught any of the stuff other than i thought it was hilarious i think that's one where chris rock
01:47:21.220 goes jesus yeah i know him he still owes me 20 bucks yeah something like that yeah uh i gotta
01:47:25.600 go back and watch it i don't know how um overtly insulting and satanic it was or not uh i know that
01:47:34.240 you know those those guys uh kevin james he's a bit of a leftist homosexual um kind of a character 0.56
01:47:42.620 and the king of queens oh my mistake uh who the hell played silent bob uh kevin smith i don't know
01:47:51.200 yeah they were real big in new jersey because they were those guys were cool red bank new jersey
01:47:54.980 they had like a whole thing out there uh a comic shop in red bank yeah kevin smith uh i don't know
01:48:00.880 I want to watch it back and see what it is.
01:48:02.320 All right, let's finish this story.
01:48:03.760 So I highly recommend people do that.
01:48:05.080 If you're being haunted, just make sure to repent of your sins to Jesus.
01:48:08.160 Accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior and forgive every single person in your life.
01:48:12.120 If you are having trouble forgiving someone, just remember Ephesians 6, 12,
01:48:15.800 and that those people are affected by demons too.
01:48:18.040 Also, I just wanted to say that Jesus freed me of my weed addiction too.
01:48:21.980 Let's go.
01:48:22.580 In case someone else out there is struggling with weed, I couldn't stop on my own.
01:48:26.200 The only thing that got me to quit was directly and sincerely praying to
01:48:29.600 Jesus to remove the desire for marijuana from heart.
01:48:32.960 I think he meant from my heart.
01:48:34.520 All right.
01:48:35.100 From heart.
01:48:35.900 And just like that, Jack, it was done.
01:48:38.320 Let's go.
01:48:38.800 Jesus is truly the breaker of chains.
01:48:40.780 Thank you for all you do.
01:48:42.060 Top David, Matt and Nancy.
01:48:45.140 I believe you're helping harvest souls for God in the end times.
01:48:48.780 Mike from Missouri, though.
01:48:50.200 Let's go.
01:48:50.980 I pray that that is the case.
01:48:53.980 Thank you for your submission.
01:48:55.240 yeah man i i would say that i struggled for a long time to stop smoking weed and that the only
01:49:00.940 thing that like the final element was jesus really yeah remember i had that weird ass dream 0.88
01:49:07.680 where there was that old dog i had to stab it and kill it and put it down and you know it was weird 0.76
01:49:11.900 um that's weird because i loved weed more than anything in the universe when i first found weed
01:49:17.200 and i got all the coolest bongs and all the coolest pipes i'd go to like the um i go to
01:49:22.180 telegraph avenue and hate ashbury in san francisco and telegraph and berkeley okay and i'd buy like
01:49:27.200 the coolest bongs and the coolest pipes and i had like licorice flavored rolling papers and like i
01:49:32.060 would just have like a stash yeah i was all in it dude and then one day like but i never used
01:49:37.400 visine or pretend like i wasn't high i was always like i'm not gonna pretend like i never did i never
01:49:41.360 any situation like all my boys would get high and use visine and try to play it cool it's like i'm
01:49:45.820 not playing it cool dude i got the munchies and i'm gonna laugh i'm gonna not stop laughing and
01:49:49.840 I'm going to just do all this stuff.
01:49:51.160 And then when I started to have to get like drug tested and hide it and stuff, from that
01:49:56.220 time on, I just would get super paranoid every time I got high, but I still couldn't quit.
01:50:01.080 It was the weirdest thing.
01:50:02.080 Like I hated it and I'd still do it anyway, just with this hope that like, oh no, this
01:50:06.480 time it won't be like that.
01:50:07.740 It's very, very demonic, dude.
01:50:09.720 I didn't know it back then. 0.83
01:50:11.120 FJ says, putting a phallus shaped object in your mouth and sucking on it all day is kind 1.00
01:50:14.900 of gay. 1.00
01:50:15.740 I did have a cigar yesterday with my cousin. 0.97
01:50:17.480 That was really nice.
01:50:18.980 Um...
01:50:19.840 Yeah. I, I had this weird thing where it's a little bit more complicated than this,
01:50:25.120 but if I would smoke and I would be in public, especially with people that weren't high,
01:50:28.420 my face would feel dirty, dirty. And I would feel like I was making a weird face or something.
01:50:33.160 And I really hated to be, yeah, I always felt like, Hey, everybody can see that something's
01:50:38.260 not right with me. Yeah. I always felt like that. Yeah. Yeah. And, um, I don't know. Like I said,
01:50:44.200 having to wash my hands constantly, having to wash my face, I would brush my teeth after I
01:50:49.080 smoke i never felt like dirty like yeah i would i would go and shower um i i hated it there was a
01:50:56.140 time in my life where i was still smoking and i hated it while i was doing it yeah i hated it i 0.79
01:51:00.800 hated that it had me i hated that i wanted to stop it couldn't stop demons dude i hated it man
01:51:06.220 i hated it that's an interesting thing we were talking about with otis before is this idea of 0.60
01:51:10.800 like you're going to be this i'm paraphrasing but they're like this representative for christ right
01:51:17.640 right and that the more you're in that the more you will begin to like hate your sin
01:51:24.400 yeah and i can very much attest to that like the moments where i slip are very remorseful 0.85
01:51:34.120 and they fucking like sting in my memory when they come up and they turn my guts a little bit 0.58
01:51:39.600 when they come up yes and uh and it's not that you like completely stop sinning i mean i i go 0.98
01:51:46.460 i'm so much better at all the pitfalls but you're saying there's sins that you look back in your
01:51:51.560 life or they can even be something i'll slip up i'll slip up you know just feel like oh yeah man
01:51:57.140 yeah yeah yeah 100 and um that's what it's saying when we can't continue in sin it's yeah it's it's
01:52:02.920 like if we're doing it and we're not doing that it's like well you better double check to see
01:52:07.300 that the word of god is in you yeah his seed is in fact it is a groaning like that word groaning 0.98
01:52:12.540 it's like an embarrassed it's like a fucking hate it's like a shameful it's like oh yeah you just 0.99
01:52:18.900 think of yourself and then you you you come to god in that manner shamefully like i i'll feel 1.00
01:52:26.160 that so the sin is a slippery thing right so let's say you fuck up in some way whatever your 0.97
01:52:29.880 thing is and and then all of a sudden like you don't want to approach god but you know you have 0.53
01:52:34.720 to you you you have to repent but like it it'll create a distance i don't think i really i don't
01:52:40.980 think i ever get that uh so the way i like it is like but i will come to god and just be like
01:52:46.000 i'm just like i don't you do the talking i don't even know what to say oh yeah yeah i don't even
01:52:52.400 you feel i feel i never feel like i can get away from them i never no no it's not that but it's
01:52:56.740 like you know um maybe that's actually a personal tendency of mine like if if i've heard people say
01:53:03.480 that in bible studies before that they like don't take it to god like a thing and i'm always like
01:53:07.780 not right away sometimes it's like it'll take like a day or two what do you mean to kind of
01:53:12.020 determine was i really in the wrong or no like like uh imagine you did something and you've got 0.82
01:53:19.580 to go tell your father that you fucked up he already knows though of course so like logically 0.96
01:53:25.240 if you if you parse it out he already knows but like if you just squash that thinking and just 0.99
01:53:32.880 like push it down and delay it like that kind of a thing yeah i don't know i just get i'm like if i
01:53:37.000 do the thing i'm just like can you please just rip this out of me like i just yeah clearly i'm not
01:53:42.080 getting it out of me clearly this is a thing i don't like can you just get this out of me like 0.69
01:53:47.680 do you want me to be like this i don't want to be like this god like can you just rip this out of
01:53:51.960 me because if my life belongs to you anyway like that how long are you am i gonna just act like
01:53:56.960 this i'm doing the best i can you know i'm doing the best i can but that's not enough yeah you
01:54:01.320 just get this out of me it's um it's so that that idea of groaning is something that kind of like
01:54:08.480 spiritually groaning like your spirit groans that's something that was introduced to me you
01:54:11.860 know by the bible and then i have these moments where like i i can't not even at my own actions
01:54:17.460 like if i'm hearing something like let's say i'm um you know there's this song i forget what it
01:54:22.960 it's like red red something supernova man i gotta find the name of this song champagne supernova no
01:54:30.240 hold on wait how's it go about chester bennington nine years ago that's so strange dude especially
01:54:39.960 because you really love that band this is a this is a song that's like popular on tiktok i think
01:54:45.040 it's like a red red light supernova red right super nova falling into me i probably got this
01:54:53.640 wrong but it's uh okay red wine supernova by chapelle roanne um it's a song that's popular
01:55:02.900 on tiktok so i'll hear it i'll hear it like if my wife's on tiktok and whatever it's like a catchy
01:55:08.680 little poppy bullshit song it's very much like that you ever hear the pink pony club song 0.98
01:55:12.820 the fucking pink pony club song uh what are we talking about i'm telling you dude chap chap 0.99
01:55:25.240 roney uh chapelle roan chapelle roan is the name of the uh the thing so okay first let's tackle 0.97
01:55:32.020 okay speaking of uh tiktok we have a uh straight bible tiktok you guys got no it's not time for
01:55:37.640 okay yeah we got it okay but if you guys play tiktok go watch the straight bible tiktok gavin 0.98
01:55:41.720 runs yeah so fj says fuck uh chapelle roanne or roni or whatever uh that harlot this is i didn't 0.97
01:55:47.280 know i'm not absorbing this music i don't know so first off the pink pony club right it goes 0.99
01:55:52.000 pink pony club i don't like i'm gonna do some dancing at the pink pony club listen to me listen 0.97
01:55:59.800 to me listen are you listening and and and it sounds like this fun little like teenage fucking 0.94
01:56:06.220 you know pop song can you click on z man's comment just click on it real quick no i'm not gonna click 0.98
01:56:10.740 on that and so um uh it's popular everywhere you hear it on all these videos and shit and 0.50
01:56:17.820 when my wife is scrolling through tiktok comes up because people will use popular songs as the
01:56:21.480 backdrop for their videos makes sense so it happens constantly and then one day i hear this 0.99
01:56:25.480 song in its entirety and it's all about like this girl who lives this fucking country bumpkin life 0.89
01:56:30.800 who feels this calling to la and her mother is pleading with her and begging her not to go 1.00
01:56:36.860 but she's gonna go anyway and she's gonna put her high heels on and she's gonna go be a whore 0.99
01:56:42.140 on the stage at the pink pony club which i guess is like a whore club and i'm like shocked to hear 1.00
01:56:47.720 that pink pony had anything what the fuck and like the whole thing is just like sorry mom don't give 0.99
01:56:52.700 a shit what you're saying i'm gonna go be a whore and i'm like damn like any of the songs there was 0.99
01:56:57.100 a country song that used to be cool and bella had it on when she was little and it was the girl 0.99
01:57:02.820 miranda lambert i think and she was gonna slit her wrist and i was like no no no no we're not
01:57:07.820 no we're not listening to that we're not letting those words like be out there like that and it
01:57:12.800 was some like cool song about how she was gonna slit her wrist like yeah that's not cool bro that 0.91
01:57:18.140 shit was uh it was even country like that's supposed to be like wholesome i guess like 0.85
01:57:21.580 i think there's a song called oh hi might be ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights uh i only know 0.98
01:57:28.260 this because it came up recently somebody said what is the most emo song you could think of
01:57:31.720 and my wife asked me that i said what's the song where they go cut my wrist and black my eyes
01:57:37.220 like what a gay fit no dude what that's lincoln park dude that's not lincoln park it's 100% 0.51
01:57:42.820 pretty sure it's a song called ohio is for lovers by hawthorne hoitz but there was this popularization 1.00
01:57:47.400 of like the gayest shit ever and it was all about like piss on me beat me cut my wrist black my eyes 1.00
01:57:54.240 i'm a pussy and then you're like what is this cutting thing like that like the kids were 1.00
01:57:58.380 cutting themselves yeah and i have people like go look at the demonized man in the bible and he's 0.99
01:58:03.000 cutting himself he's out by this you're like oh that's a thing like i never know anybody that was
01:58:06.660 like cutting but maybe it just comes and goes and you know how weird that was for me coming from
01:58:10.300 like gangster rap and i moved to a place that was like kind of you know sort of a white neighborhood
01:58:14.400 where emo music and scene music which is like i guess emo music was really big and i don't even 0.98
01:58:21.100 know what emo i came from a place where everybody was like their ass is hanging out they're sagging 0.99
01:58:24.760 their pants because they want people to know in prison that they're open for butt sex and then 0.99
01:58:28.180 you go to this place everybody's wearing 1.00
01:58:30.220 their sister's jeans
01:58:31.220 and yeah it's like
01:58:34.060 emo yeah yeah emo is the sister's jeans
01:58:36.320 with the hair over one eye
01:58:37.520 my life was like
01:58:39.340 so sharp that song too
01:58:42.060 the Papa Roach thing I can't
01:58:43.520 that song like goes so hard
01:58:46.020 like it sounds good but I cannot 0.99
01:58:48.060 stand how fucking terrible 0.99
01:58:49.680 cut my life into pieces 0.98
01:58:52.160 that's not the same song
01:58:54.020 that's Papa Roach no it's like
01:58:55.260 emo with a heavier
01:58:57.480 but it was christian they i remember i remember back then people saying papa roach was christian
01:59:02.940 father roach was was a christian band yeah father father palmetto bug and and immediately i was like 0.58
01:59:10.280 oh they suck never mind i'm not even very gay i'm not even gonna listen to them so so this other
01:59:15.180 song that i was talking about right here uh it's called chapel i don't know uh no it's chapelle 0.99
01:59:23.500 roanne um red wine supernova magician's cut what the fuck does that mean well i'm not surprised 0.99
01:59:30.160 so um i'm not gonna play it because it's fucking super gay and of course yeah we will get dinged 0.99
01:59:34.000 but when you listen to it it's just like this poppy little girl slop song sure but when you 0.99
01:59:39.440 come over it's talking about right there where's the lyrics baby why don't you come over red wine 1.00
01:59:45.280 supernova can i do the lyrics okay here we go uh this is the part that look how she's dressed i 0.90
01:59:51.260 yeah something my mini skirt and go-go boots just make me want to move whatever whatever yeah
01:59:56.240 um so at some point okay here we go so she's going on she's talking about a girl right what 1.00
02:00:04.420 i like uh what you like long hair no bra that's my type and then she goes uh want me to fuck you 0.99
02:00:12.760 baby i real will because i really want to and i realize as it's like playing i'm like this whole 1.00
02:00:18.320 song is about this fucking is that her no that's a that's a that's what's called a stud uh which is 0.99
02:00:25.440 a black lesbian that looks like a man um yeah it's a you know so uh but yeah the whole song is 1.00
02:00:32.720 just about her being a lesbian and aggressively outwardly just saying like and we're gonna fuck 1.00
02:00:37.060 because it's great i'm like dude like these songs are really i've become such a almost a 1.00
02:00:42.600 a boomer in that way where i'm like the delivery is so they mask the most egregious and disgusting 0.81
02:00:51.300 shit under this like poppy little filter yeah where everything sounds upbeat and fun that's 1.00
02:00:58.360 wizardry you don't know what you're taking in but you're taking it in it's fucking wizardry 0.99
02:01:03.460 dress it up a little different so it's easy it sounds like something that you would like if you 0.98
02:01:08.620 heard the noise and you didn't speak the language you'd go this is a song for little girls yeah
02:01:13.940 well yeah exactly what they're doing like everything sounds like the music video is like 0.96
02:01:20.240 puppies and ponies and then it's like but we scissor in bitch oh no she doesn't say like that
02:01:26.320 she says it in even this like this voice it just doesn't sound like that's what you're singing
02:01:29.780 about it doesn't sound like that's what you're singing about i know it's it's very strange
02:01:34.320 because like the american people don't think that they're under wizardry and witchcraft and
02:01:38.280 sorcery but it's like the most people under the most spells oh yeah they cannot come at because
02:01:44.220 they're like no we're too materialistic and we're too shallow of people and everything's about money
02:01:49.340 and material things here we're not still operating there's no spirit oh it's operating so hard spirit
02:01:54.040 is making you just materialistic and making you number and number and number to that unseen realm
02:01:59.080 that's just controlling you what's a mindless self-indulgence what did they sing i i listened 0.98
02:02:03.600 to mindless self-indulgence back in the day but i don't remember what the fuck they sang it was 0.96
02:02:06.340 like a couple of songs that i liked and it was probably their their main ones um system of a 0.92
02:02:11.760 downer death i love system sam system is crazy though like where was the guy from um i almost
02:02:20.200 said lithuania it's not lithuania yeah it's a it's a weird place with a funny name where they
02:02:25.040 all eat seeds apparently um in one of his songs they're talking about is it uh which one's the
02:02:32.660 one with the river we're one in the river then one again after the fall serbia armenia they're
02:02:37.360 just saying stuff i don't know what's true but that sounds about right i don't know there was
02:02:41.280 like pogo stick i remember there was like um i don't even remember all the names but i had the
02:02:46.940 album their first album after the fall uh hypnotized mesmerized one again after the fall
02:02:52.920 uh this song has like some interesting lyrics where he's like he's talking about a spirit
02:02:58.480 life is a waterfall we're one in the river and one again after the fall a little bit gnostic a
02:03:02.500 a little bit interesting so i gotta find the lyrics though because they said something oh
02:03:06.100 it's aerials aerials is weird because they have that little black eyed child in there and it's
02:03:10.320 really all about ufos uh life is a waterfall swimming through the void we hear the word 0.93
02:03:15.060 that's interesting uh we lose ourselves but we find it all um we're the ones well that's
02:03:20.940 intriguing too because if if he's talking about the scripture jesus says you must uh lose your
02:03:25.400 own life to find yeah yeah so that's what i'm saying like the lyrics to this are interesting
02:03:28.980 but the whole thing is actually the music video is about aliens and um we drink from the river
02:03:35.000 we turn around and pull up our walls swimming through the void we hear the word we lose
02:03:38.840 ourselves we find it all there's one thing he says about a spirit and uh uh when you lose small
02:03:44.700 mind you free your life i mean that could be a christian line yeah yeah yeah yeah uh maybe it's
02:03:50.800 not this song it must be a different song then uh it's crazy because it's like there's no lyrics to
02:03:54.900 this there's only like why you might have went through it too quick that is like 15 words and
02:03:59.460 then they're uh we are the ones that want to play swimming through the void we drink from the river
02:04:04.820 life is a waterfall arrows in the sky now that's it not a lot of lyrics banger of a song i love
02:04:10.720 system system is fantastic especially if you're about to work out yeah uh heroic suicide the
02:04:19.280 beginning of toxicity he says that the toxicity of our city all right it was a weird band because
02:04:25.680 they weren't really like they didn't sound like other stuff evanescence isn't like that anymore
02:04:29.500 remember remember all right you ready to end this what no i don't know you seem like you're
02:04:35.100 getting sleepy i saw you did a big stretch and a lawn the alligator rhythm oh they're they from 0.59
02:04:41.080 kazakhstan yeah kazakhstan let's get a pizza they're trying to build a prison they're trying
02:04:45.280 to build a prison for you and me to live in. 1.00
02:04:47.040 Yeah, that's a fucking banger. 1.00
02:04:50.040 Armenian. 1.00
02:04:50.840 Okay, Dave will know. He said Bo is half Armenian.
02:04:53.740 Okay.
02:04:55.020 Oh, also there's a song by
02:04:57.000 Jimmy Eats World that I didn't think
02:04:59.080 I liked Jimmy Eats World that much.
02:05:01.000 Cartoon? No.
02:05:02.900 Jimmy Eats World has a song
02:05:04.440 that actually goes so hard
02:05:06.720 and it almost seemed uncharacteristic
02:05:09.080 of them and I had to ask myself
02:05:10.620 if I was mistaken
02:05:13.240 in my assessment, who is Jimmy Eats World
02:05:15.240 and what do they sing there's no s on us just jimmy eat world jimmy eat world whatever jimmy
02:05:20.480 eat world there is a song the middle might be the middle now uh sweetness are you listening 0.99
02:05:29.160 whoa that's a good song but that's not there's fucking they're all kind of lame dude no yeah 0.89
02:05:35.360 that's a good song you're really good at singing though and like making the song sound like what 0.93
02:05:38.940 it actually sounds like i can't do that i can have a song on my mind but there's no way i could make
02:05:42.860 you know what that song is oh no good at the middle is not a good song i don't like that well
02:05:47.100 it's fine um songs let me see songs jimmy eats world tour 2026 he there's a song that's like
02:05:54.940 hard it sounds like afi that's what it is is they got a song that goes hard and it sounds like afi
02:06:00.840 afi that was like pennywise like the old uh afi with uh davy havoc uh it's not not the sweetness
02:06:08.680 is it pain one of their heaviest and most commercially successful tracks it has to be 0.99
02:06:14.140 pain then uh it's a good song i was running and that shit came on and i was like oh shit 0.98
02:06:19.760 so how are you getting all these songs when you're running you just have on like a radio 0.97
02:06:23.480 i have like a spotify playlist where i'll just pick like alternative hits of the night 2000s
02:06:27.560 or whatever okay and so it's not like you don't pick all the songs jimmy eat world uh jimmy eat
02:06:31.840 world pain is it pain it might be i gotta look at the lyrics because it sounds like afi 0.99
02:06:37.900 and it goes super hard uh yeah i don't feel the way i've ever felt oh yeah dude this shit crushes 0.95
02:06:47.880 i gotta see if the chat is uh if they know what i'm talking about it's pain dude they think it's 1.00
02:06:52.920 old afi crushes i like old afi uh that fucking miss murder shit is super gay super gay uh immortal 0.99
02:07:01.340 i think is a is a alien amp farm had like one cool song the michael jackson that's it yeah 0.99
02:07:06.480 knock off i get mad when they come on but i was excited when i heard that song i was like oh dude
02:07:11.220 the rest of this album is probably gonna crush dude if this cover song was that good it's a 0.89
02:07:15.040 fucking they didn't it's a cover yeah so pain by jimmy world if you like afi you like that um 0.94
02:07:20.500 there is what was i run into that came on the other day you said uh alien amp farm i don't 0.98
02:07:26.960 like them when they when they come on i uh i turn it off it's just because that one song oh three
02:07:31.520 days grace was pretty good i i like to listen to uh kryptonite by three doors down remember that
02:07:36.760 song that was like their hits hit if i was a great deal then you still call me superman 0.98
02:07:42.620 if i'm alive and where will you be now dude i feel like you're like this fucking man a little 0.95
02:07:48.080 bit uh kryptonite that's like 2003 i would say only a couple of years off the back of uh 0.99
02:07:55.680 9-11
02:07:57.220 That's how I 0.98
02:07:59.240 Alright let's fucking bring this in for a landing 0.98
02:08:01.180 No we're talking about nothing now 0.98
02:08:03.820 We're not talking about anything
02:08:04.800 I like what Otis said
02:08:07.540 What's a thing that's really on your heart lately
02:08:10.120 That you've seen in the scripture
02:08:11.260 Something from your life
02:08:12.700 You've been gone for like a long time
02:08:15.680 Unk party up in here
02:08:18.100 You were gone all weekend
02:08:19.080 Yeah I don't know
02:08:21.580 Nothing really
02:08:23.860 i mean i i was trying to my wife was gone my wife hold on wait i think we have the button for that
02:08:29.820 which one is it is it this one um my wife she was gone for careful with those buttons don't just go
02:08:36.040 pressing those buttons uh good so uh did you unplug it was that that wire you're like what
02:08:41.560 wires i don't know what the button but and uh while she was gone i said i'm gonna clean the
02:08:46.580 house up and i'm gonna do some research so that i'm fresh with my mind and i got some topics to
02:08:50.960 talk about but i really don't think that's that works these days what do you mean i think and i
02:08:56.800 and i pray that this is the case yeah why don't you ever like sit down and prepare stuff you
02:09:01.580 always just wing it at the last second whatever i i move to is what i okay but what would happen
02:09:07.040 if you did prepare a thing i don't know uh i have done that in the past and oftentimes what
02:09:13.160 happens is the conversation organically just moves in a different direction that's okay and
02:09:16.840 it's just not none of the things that i've researched are applicable anymore you only did
02:09:20.460 on the raven when you were solo though that's way hard i wouldn't do research on the raven i would
02:09:24.780 just pick things and and we'd talk about it like whatever you were gonna do like if you were gonna
02:09:29.160 write a book what would i would literally only write about my experiences huh because once you 0.78
02:09:35.620 write a book on a fucking theory or something like that you become pigeonholed into that and 0.93
02:09:40.120 then you become married today so take that out of it but if you were gonna write a book that you 0.98
02:09:43.640 wouldn't be pigeonholed to like what would be the thing that you would write it would be the the
02:09:47.240 alien and demon connection on this show it's old hat but it's like i think um you don't think
02:09:53.740 there's any new alien stuff you could find at this point well so this is what i was actually
02:09:57.800 trying to tlc was a very research heavy show that's not true abba um so what i set out to do
02:10:05.360 was to watch a documentary that got put on my radar um but it's not out yet so i ended up just
02:10:13.580 watching the trailer for it i thought the whole thing was out i was like all right i'm gonna put
02:10:16.020 beside an hour and a half i'm going to watch this thing try to retain some of this information see
02:10:20.000 how it fits against what i think i understand and um but what it was specifically was a new
02:10:25.520 documentary is coming out it's about disclosure but it comes from a fascinating point of view
02:10:30.360 can you maybe guess whose point of view what group of people might be sharing their point
02:10:38.760 of view on disclosure well it's already we already had disclosure steven spielberg so it's not that
02:10:43.180 but that was a fictional film and that really doesn't matter too much although i do think that
02:10:46.800 it it touches on this but we had age of disclosure the documentary that comes from a governmental
02:10:51.000 standpoint now we're having another documentary come out about disclosure from a different group
02:10:56.360 of people standpoint not a governmental but the church okay little elaborate maybe further catholic 0.64
02:11:01.780 church no way and i go fucking fascinating let's watch that on a show dude uh it's not out yet and 0.78
02:11:07.980 what they when does it come out it's interesting because they they they were a long time the dudes 0.87
02:11:12.320 were saying like la marzulli uh steve quayle they were saying like yo the vatican's talking
02:11:17.220 about like baptizing aliens so um you know after talking to leo zagami he brought that up in a big
02:11:24.160 way like how the vatican was you know associated with disclosure and i realized like they have
02:11:27.840 kind of taken it might have been leo that said this they've kind of been quiet uh-huh even though
02:11:32.400 we're really here now they were talking when nobody else was now everybody is they've gone
02:11:37.620 quiet yeah so so i'm waiting for this like emergence of the catholic church and their
02:11:41.960 opinions as an authority all of a sudden this documentary is coming out and i start watching
02:11:46.660 because i'm like is this it is this the beginning of the vatican or the catholic church coming out
02:11:50.560 of the shadows to express their opinions and ideas about disclosure and it's only a trailer
02:11:55.480 uh i forget what it's called it's i have it pulled up on a tab on my laptop but
02:11:59.600 um a couple of the things that they say that are really interesting is they're talking about how
02:12:04.900 it's going to be a moment where you're going to have to start to reassess your ideas
02:12:14.140 but they separate themselves they go like like christianity is going to have a hard time with
02:12:19.320 this and i'm going catholics say that yeah that's weird but they're not they're not saying
02:12:25.320 we're not christianity right they're just saying in general i just thought that was weird maybe
02:12:30.260 maybe that's my own lack of understanding of the nuances in because i figured like if you're 0.96
02:12:34.260 catholic you're fucking catholic and you don't say that i'm christian you say that i'm catholic 0.95
02:12:37.300 right but they're just saying including us christianity is gonna have a hard time that's 0.99
02:12:41.540 what they're trying to say that's what i didn't like is like okay so you're coming forward
02:12:44.560 as this body of this always just comes back to like the church not knowing what it believes
02:12:50.560 yeah it's been showing up to sunday shows i don't care if it's five six decades and still don't know
02:12:56.480 anything yeah still haven't been affected by jesus just kind of like hearing some random sermon
02:13:01.560 every week and it's not really like connecting so then like when the crazy stuff happens like oh
02:13:06.980 what's our position on this let's let somebody tell us yeah let's let's where's the professional
02:13:11.340 in the pulpit let him tell us what to think on this uh so let's see maybe it'll tell me but
02:13:15.360 that's why one of these things that like jesus died for the descendants of adam like that like
02:13:19.320 that's it yes like you wouldn't think that that mattered i don't i came back a long time ago but
02:13:24.040 i was like oh wait i guess maybe now in light of this it does matter it's funny because when you
02:13:28.360 type it in get this big ass thing in it when you type it in it ai tries to go whoa are you talking
02:13:33.620 about age of disclosure it's like nope but close it's called not of this world catholic faith in
02:13:41.560 the age of disclosure and i think these things when does it come out dude i'm not sure maybe i
02:13:47.340 could do click on that and uh u.s cardinal exorcist should be private removed that nope that's not it
02:13:54.440 um uh not of this world i would need not of this world release date i don't know but i would like
02:14:01.800 to let me see if i can do it uh watch it maybe we should do a watch party of it yes let's get pizza
02:14:07.960 this world release release uh yeah i don't know what i don't know what that means release date
02:14:19.240 i don't know what pentragon means uh depends on which one you're looking for the pentra album
02:14:25.080 no thank you uh the dale thompson good christmas what in the world it just told me what it was
02:14:33.000 catholic disclosure not in this world okay by the end of 2026 that's all we have so far
02:14:43.180 by the end of 2026 which we're halfway through the year already yeah i thought you were gonna
02:14:47.160 like watch it this weekend no maybe you missed it by a week or two so you know what's really
02:14:51.920 fascinating about that is they're coming out like if you're if you're christian or catholic you
02:14:56.820 might watch this documentary like well let me see what we're supposed to think and and they're 0.92
02:15:01.300 basically like i don't know this is going to be really like hey bitch i'm not shaking at all why 0.95
02:15:06.440 am i not shaking why am i not shaking why am i not confused i could care less let the world do 0.92
02:15:11.400 what it's going to do you're going to go out and speak as the the representative of the body of
02:15:15.880 christ and say people are going to be real confused and there's going to be a lot of reassessing that
02:15:20.360 needs to happen like uh no that's not true i'm fine i'm fine why am i fine yeah bring the aliens 0.97
02:15:28.520 who the fuck is clicking on oh nancy nancy where's she been hello how's it going nancy 0.98
02:15:37.920 good it's really good to hear your voice 0.99
02:15:41.980 thank you how's everything going
02:15:47.500 good did you like how world cup ended
02:15:52.860 uh spain right yeah but i mean just in general like all the games she's trying very hard for
02:16:02.580 one word answers and this is gonna you're trying to disrupt that a little bit monkey wrench it up
02:16:06.260 Yeah, like all the games. Not just Japan.
02:16:08.780 I didn't really watch
02:16:09.900 too many of them. What? I thought you were
02:16:12.380 into it. No. She's
02:16:14.220 heterosexual. No, not really.
02:16:16.440 Did you ever watch Meet the Robinsons?
02:16:19.540 No.
02:16:20.460 Why do you pretend like we're friends
02:16:22.120 and then, like, you say you're
02:16:24.280 going to do a thing
02:16:26.540 and then you don't do it?
02:16:28.660 I'll do it.
02:16:30.380 Are you okay?
02:16:32.240 Yes. What's wrong?
02:16:34.020 Have you had coffee yet?
02:16:35.760 No.
02:16:38.440 Do you have to take a boob?
02:16:39.500 I'm writing it down. Meet the Robinsons. 0.96
02:16:41.940 Oh, okay. 0.98
02:16:42.780 You're going to be glad that you watched it.
02:16:47.360 Are you boiling water?
02:16:50.640 Not at the moment.
02:16:52.340 Okay.
02:16:52.920 Got to get some coffee in you.
02:16:53.840 Is there really anything wrong that you want to talk about?
02:16:56.560 Just feel like something's not right.
02:16:57.760 Is there something on your heart, Nance?
02:17:00.820 No.
02:17:01.180 all right you keep your secrets that's fine someone put a couch in front of my house
02:17:08.820 can you get out yes well it's on the sidewalk that's kind of cool you should go out like hang
02:17:17.860 out on it no no that'd be like you're just out there just like hanging out hypodermic eating
02:17:22.300 pizza on the couch what if you called your boss and i can't come in today somebody's put a couch
02:17:26.980 in front of my door i could try how is that um special someone you were talking about at work
02:17:33.900 what special someone oh okay just checking well you don't don't say that don't allude to there
02:17:42.380 being a special someone the men in the chat are going to lose heart they do really like her they 0.90
02:17:48.000 do um all right so i think we're done here are we done here it's fucking two hours and 17 minutes 0.94
02:18:04.760 yeah no we don't have nancy just got here let's make a show like with nancy now let's let her 1.00
02:18:10.860 talk no i gotta go look tiz martinez says i need wife i need the wife i gotta admit my wife was 0.65
02:18:19.800 gone for a couple of days and uh this is gonna sound super gay i was like sad what i was sad i 0.60
02:18:25.620 don't like uh sleeping you didn't like the freedom i did to do nothing a house is like 0.62
02:18:30.560 just a kind of an empty shelf you didn't go to the beach or go to ride the longboard so i mean i 0.69
02:18:36.680 i took my son to the place where all the black kids were and then um i came back you know and
02:18:42.720 and i had to go back to wait that that was a day trip to clearwater and mac yeah i didn't really 0.90
02:18:48.660 want to like stick around and so i i dropped her off in clearwood no no i was i've not been on
02:18:54.420 vacation i dropped my wife off and clear i did go to wiki watchy which sucks because we just got
02:18:59.560 rained out it was too cold and no because i was like hitting you up this weekend to hang out and
02:19:03.240 i never heard back that's 100 true you did not hit me up at all um but i i only had to spend one
02:19:09.500 night in my house without my wife there and i was like this is a sad empty place really yeah
02:19:16.860 you love her man and then when i was in bed uh i kept like as i'm dozing off having this idea that
02:19:23.660 she was there and then i'd like realize she wasn't there and then i'd get sad and then i'd grab one
02:19:29.960 of my cats and I'd try but they
02:19:31.780 are kind of a feisty little
02:19:33.960 and they don't want to be wrangled in that way so I can't
02:19:36.120 hug them. You're making it weird, dude.
02:19:37.240 Not a sex thing with my cats. 0.99
02:19:40.640 I didn't do sex with my cats. 0.98
02:19:42.580 That's bad. 0.91
02:19:43.700 That's also abuse
02:19:45.760 and the Lord frowns upon it
02:19:48.280 to do
02:19:50.180 a sex 1.00
02:19:52.400 with a cat. 0.99
02:19:54.360 Yeah, that's not good.
02:19:56.160 Alright. This has been good.
02:19:58.520 It's been fun. 1.00
02:19:59.960 They bred with daughters of men 1.00
02:20:04.720 And they will do it again 1.00
02:20:09.080 The end is written in the book
02:20:13.280 In the pages they forsake
02:20:17.280 Death squad
02:20:18.980 Death squad
02:20:23.160 Death squad
02:20:27.300 Never look
02:20:39.140 When the last trumpet sounds