00:47:44.260I came to Jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories, which all point back to Jesus because he's literally the truth.
00:47:52.860I appreciate that because that's something that Sam Tripoli says as well.0.76
00:47:58.580Let's get away from the term conspiracy theorist because that's gay.0.64
00:48:02.040If you are earnestly pursuing the truth, then you're going to end up at Christ.0.67
00:48:07.180yeah but conspiracy theorist just now just means like oh like you get it like you're somebody now
00:48:12.580it's now it's something different it's like it used to mean pursuit of the truth maybe not maybe
00:48:18.460not maybe there's no it used to mean like you thought it was somebody who's like kooky that's
00:48:21.940just looking for something that's not there that doesn't exist it just wants to and it's like now
00:48:26.180when you say that it's like oh you mean somebody who just knows what's up yeah knows what's up is
00:48:31.060even like that's uh subjective right true and it just depends on like well what what are you
00:48:36.920talking about you talking about like the jfk assassination you're talking about the moon
00:48:39.500landing are you talking about what are you talking about um i think that is different than somebody
00:48:45.660who is passionate about pursuing the truth in all things right because ultimately conspiracy is all
00:48:53.460things if you're going to i was listening to karen wilkinson on tony merkel's podcast and and uh
00:48:59.980tony wasn't talking to him it was actually this other guy derrick i think or something like that
00:49:03.760and she he's talking to karen wilkinson and and she's you know uh works with la marzulli
00:49:09.960alien abductee experiencer yada yada yada and you know the the throughout the conversation
00:49:17.700there's so many branches where it can go because it truly is like it's not just about aliens and
00:49:25.120if it's if god is your focal point then you're trying to explain everything everything it's a
00:49:33.560story of everything every conspiracy every aspect of reality that you could possibly if you're just
00:49:39.160talking about the studies it's going to go into mathematics and science and all these other things
00:49:42.720and art and yada yada but if you're talking about conspiracies it's going to go into the music
00:49:46.840industry and and and the jews and the wars and the and the this and that and the covid and the
00:49:51.760it's going forever ever ever so and it all comes back to the scripture teaches that there are
00:49:58.160entities in the unseen realm puppeteering if you will the things happening down here
00:50:03.060yeah all the things you just named but then it becomes like you know tell me about it then and
00:50:08.340it's like which part yeah which part dude yeah because it's everything it's absolutely everything
00:50:13.280so yeah being a conspiracy theorist is like i don't know if you're just you think the charlie
00:50:17.300kirk assassination is suspect um does that make you a conspiracy theorist i don't think it does
00:50:22.820well no it just means somebody who's not totally blinded like a normal person just says well
00:50:27.880whatever they told us on the news that's what happened yeah yeah and then a conspiracy theorist
00:50:32.180to somebody who's like yeah maybe it's something different than what they told us on the news but
00:50:35.860i might be wrong the other guy might be right but like it's definitely not whatever they told us on
00:50:40.120the news right you know that yeah yeah so there's there's maybe i don't know it just feels like
00:50:44.440there's a different word for it is it christian i don't know but it's like that's not the same thing
00:50:47.820as maybe what we're doing here on the show okay go on anyways years passed and i found jesus christ
00:50:53.960i came to jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories which i'll point
00:50:57.860back to jesus because he's literally the truth there you go oh but before that and on a jerry
00:51:02.760marzinski related side note i used to be a total degenerate one to mention marzinski second email
00:51:07.980huh i used to be a total degenerate and was doing cocaine with my girlfriend once after a night of0.95
00:51:14.720drinking nice i was giving her a piggyback ride on the street and my drunk ass tripped and we both0.98
00:51:19.980hit the pavement my head took most of the impact a few minutes after that i felt a rage come out of0.99
00:51:25.480nowhere i wanted to kill people at random for no reason at all the hell that probably lasted for an
00:51:30.800hour so when i woke up the next day it totally went away huh i know that was doing scene never
00:51:36.340had that feeling before and haven't since but i thought i was possessed for a minute maybe between
00:51:41.000like the heavy metal and the cocaine yeah and the drinking and that just gives something a foot in
00:51:48.260and maybe it sounds like maybe he never was like a hot temper just all of a sudden happened that is
00:51:54.440strange um i remember when i was younger uh i did i had a little spree with cocaine and
00:52:01.980one day my wife came to me and she said uh hey when you're on it i don't like it i don't like
00:52:08.300like the way you look because i get my face was like cocked to one side or whatever i was trying
00:52:12.980i was trying to look normal but i was yeah yeah yeah i don't like that yeah i don't like that
00:52:22.840and she goes like i don't want you to get addicted to this and uh and i said
00:52:27.780i think it was the only time i ever had like something that exposed itself as a problem
00:52:35.100with drugs like i saw it in this moment where i said like and i addicted to it i don't even really
00:52:41.200like it like it's the stupid i know but there was a weird thing with some drugs like i can kind of
00:52:46.980relate to that like i didn't really like it but i kind of don't want to stop doing it yeah yeah0.81
00:52:50.420yeah but i said that i think as i uh i think i probably really did like it like i think i liked
00:52:56.080it a lot i remember feeling like that about coke dude it was like i don't really love this like it
00:52:59.860doesn't make me feel great but i kind of want to stop doing it i still have it to this day where
00:53:04.380like uh i can smell something the in the in and you gotta take a dump immediately no no no yeah
00:53:10.140the indescribable smell of cocaine doesn't make you have to take a dump immediately no i had
00:53:17.220friends that were like they just immediately go straight to the bathroom yeah and and then
00:53:21.820take a dump for a long time i wasn't like that um but i also had you know you say a ferocious
00:53:28.320appetite for uh oxycottons i had a ferocious threshold for cocaine where i i was doing um
00:53:35.900tremendous amounts of it you know not often but on the occasions that i would a lot of it yeah
00:53:42.820and then uh and then just being okay i never got to where i liked doing it in the morning i remember
00:53:47.820like a couple times doing it in the morning but like i had buddies that wanted to just do it all
00:53:52.020day like i never got to where i was like yeah let's do it in the morning yeah yeah i was it
00:53:55.620was always like let's do it at night and then drink like 30 beers and still not be that was
00:54:00.200yeah that was crazy i was using it as like a remedy like i'm too drunk it's time to do cocaine
00:54:04.760about that um and that helped quite a bit i just saw top entered the thing so i'm waiting to see
00:54:09.920of something yeah let's let him talk can he talk i don't think he can talk i think he's in a pool
00:54:13.420he's in a pool uh say something it's gonna be about the orthodox
00:54:17.500all right here we go so wait i didn't get the bottom of that last paragraph oh my mistake
00:54:23.940uh no this is not yeah that probably lasted for yeah that probably lasted for an hour so when i
00:54:30.020woke up the next day it totally went away i never had that feeling before and haven't since but i
00:54:34.180thought i was possessed for a minute lights would flicker all the time around that same girlfriend
00:54:38.480and i always thought she had some demons around her too but that night i think i was possessed
00:54:43.380well that could be it too interesting yeah yeah women uh and piggybacking i mean it's all i don't
00:54:49.280know what that was whatever you got i got yeah that's uh women okay anyways back to the meat
00:54:54.980and potatoes my stepdad died from cancer in that same house i grew up in sorry bro after he died
00:55:00.640the paranormal activity skyrocketed a planter's pot my mom had out on the patio just straight up0.90
00:55:05.920exploded one night while my mom was home alone damn you don't think that's the neighbor kids0.91
00:55:11.160hitting with a bb gun or something maybe i got my kid a slingshot you think that's the wrong move0.98
00:55:15.220no i think that's a great move but you got to watch them yeah i used to have a bb gun and
00:55:20.400shoot stuff on people's roofs he's got like a pump rifle yeah you know what i mean like a
00:55:26.080so i had so i had a really uh i don't even know what you'd call it but my neighbor next door that
00:55:33.740i learned flooring from yeah mike marshall shout out to mike marshall yeah taught me flooring taught
00:55:39.060me like i was a carpet installer at 16 i went to work with him i told the story i went over there
00:55:42.860to tell him that you know he had stuff in his that's right yeah anyway so um i used to drink0.96
00:55:48.14040s in the backyard and shoot birds on his roof with a bb gun just because i was an idiot there
00:55:53.540wasn't i didn't really have like uh um i didn't really have any good reason for that when he0.98
00:55:58.500about all the denver you know that the most popular orthodox saint is open homosexual i didn't know
00:56:02.220it oh geez he came home one day and found all the dead birds on his room and just knew it was me0.78
00:56:07.600somehow you just killed all the birds how old were you i had to be like 15 16 17 i never did0.98
00:56:15.100that i never killed small animals that shame on you yeah that was really stupid i look back i just0.90
00:56:19.200for me i don't i feel like i'm not going to kill anything i'm not going to eat but i used to like0.88
00:56:23.700man a grapefruit tree i would grab grapefruits off it like throw it at other houses like try
00:56:28.580to hit windows yeah dude i look back i was just an idiot yeah i did have uh a lady that lived1.00
00:56:34.420behind me and i guess uh you know i don't know when the fuck she was getting up early in the1.00
00:56:39.560morning for work i was working the night shift so i'd be sleeping in the morning and she'd be0.93
00:56:44.400getting ready and her dog was annoying her so she would put it out in the backyard and at 5 30 in
00:56:49.100the morning this dog would just bark bark bark bark rhythmically bark bark so maybe you shoot
00:56:53.120that one with a bb gun like a no i never shot the dog uh but i first went over i wrote a a note
00:57:00.580and i and she would leave it out there for 45 minutes 45 minutes of it barking straight
00:57:05.020it was insane so i went around and i said hey this is your neighbor i work nights you know
00:57:10.120the dog is a real problem i'm asking if you could please do something about it
00:57:14.420and she never minded it she didn't know who sent it i left you know kind of an anonymous style thing0.85
00:57:18.800but after a couple of days of her not adjusting that i fucking had my slingshot and i leaned out0.91
00:57:27.360the window and i would just i took out her windows i put endless amounts of holes in her vinyl siding1.00
00:57:33.880with the like the whole thing was peppered her all her windows were out all of her vinyl siding0.99
00:57:39.180and then the dog stopped coming out and fucking barking no way yeah man i don't give a shit that0.99
00:57:44.400was when i'm not a cranky guy how old yes you are you son of a god you've messed with my sleepy time0.99
00:57:53.000though wait how old were you and you messed up uh i uh i was here stop it i was um maybe 21 22
00:58:04.540something like that really and you tried the right way you're like i tried the right way you don't0.96
00:58:08.100want to do the right way then i said okay bitch yeah man and i was like steel ball bearings and1.00
00:58:13.460i just blasted all of the siding i blasted all of her windows she had four windows on the back0.99
00:58:17.820all of them went out i said that's it man and the angle that i was at and the distance that i was at
00:58:22.580like could have been anybody that did it really so she never caught on like yeah i guess i should
00:58:26.620have kept this should have kept it dude should have read that note and appreciated the you know0.98
00:58:30.840the approach on the matter and then uh got your shit busted out um yeah there you go okay so is0.96
00:58:38.020this uh yeah we used to put pennies on rail tracks for fun to see them get flattened oh that's fun0.98
00:58:42.180or put uh the bar across it and somebody stand on each side it makes the it makes the thing go down
00:58:47.460at the at the street yeah if you put a if you put a metal bar down on a railroad track and you stand
00:58:53.380on each side of it oh because it's completing the circuit the sensor thinks that it's a train and
00:58:58.240then the and then the things go down at the street yeah we used to do all kinds of that's funny
00:59:01.900that's terrible i know we used to throw big rocks the big railroad rocks off like the bridges when
00:59:07.600the cars would go oh no yeah i was just a terrible kid yeah yeah me too dude just a bad kid man one
00:59:14.600time like i don't know why even the other kids were like yeah man i just remember i went back
00:59:18.160for a funeral when i was a grown-up and one of the other kids i grew up with was like yeah i just
00:59:21.820remember matt like kicking over garbage cans on the way to school the orthodox church is anti-christ
00:59:26.100we're just getting these really cool tickers um who's doing that i don't know so uh so when i was
00:59:31.480younger and i was homeless and i had an appetite for destruction uh especially when you're homeless0.60
00:59:36.780and you ain't got shit to do feels like you do a lot of you know bad things so one night i went0.80
00:59:41.360out it was it was real late and i used to go pulling door handles to find stuff and i don't0.96
00:59:46.360even know what the statute of limitations on on on hypothetically if one were to let's say
00:59:51.420find a uh a car and open it and find all of the police officers gear and guns in it um i don't
00:59:57.760know what that would be might be a problem for them for many years in the future so if they did
01:00:02.520that they shouldn't talk about it but uh i was i used to pull car handles and get money and all
01:00:08.300kinds of stuff just walk around at night and just pull pull pull and then the alarm would go off and
01:00:11.900you'd run a few blocks down and then do it again and um and one night in particular we just hit
01:00:16.800the town and we're walking me and my cousin and a buddy we come across the construction site
01:00:23.280there's rebar and there's trucks and we just take the rebar and start spearing radiators you know
01:00:29.120right through the front grill of the trucks. And, you know, all the cooling is pissing out
01:00:33.600and everything. And we keep walking, we trash everything at this construction site, all these
01:00:37.980vehicles. Now the windows are busted out and everything. And then we get to a Dunkin' Donuts
01:00:42.300and I'm like, I'm so, you know, going to get in this Dunkin' Donuts. So I climb on top of the roof
01:00:46.920and I can pull the top off of this ventilation where the fan is. And I start stomping and
01:00:53.180stomping until the fan falls through into the ground. And then I get inside the cooler of the
01:00:58.920dunking donuts wasn't that bad and i start taking all the milk and all the because i was it's just
01:01:04.160a dairy cooler so there's no there's no product outside dumping milk everywhere like all over0.91
01:01:10.160the shit and then um and then i get out of it and i go to the bat because i got a piss now and i go0.94
01:01:16.660to their bathroom but it's nighttime and of course it's locked and it's got an l-shaped handle like0.99
01:01:20.820the one in that door so i try it it doesn't open so i just crank it and rip the handle off and then
01:01:26.440I start going to every handle that's there and cranking and ripping the
01:13:04.320The FBI released documents that showed that symbol and said that it was correlated with, you know, covert communications between pedophile rings.
01:13:12.360and um and there was a guy that went and thought that there was or claimed that there was children
01:13:19.820being held in the basement of comet ping pong and he shot through the floor um that also seems kind
01:13:26.220of like a patsy you know like an mk ultra patsy that was used to create this big media sensation
01:13:33.220around it look how crazy the people are that think pizza games yeah it seems as though the uh the cat
01:13:39.860was kind of maybe getting out of the bag so they got ahead of it and then they sensationalized it
01:13:43.640and then they coined the term so but then andrew tate got arrested for the same thing but he had
01:13:49.080pizza in his videos because he was like trying to show i actually don't know anything about like
01:13:53.460somebody was telling me that recently and i just couldn't track with what they were talking yeah
01:13:57.860yeah so uh michael manifesto says he shot into their computer room and just so happened to hit
01:14:03.880the hard drive that had all the information yeah i mean those things happen sure right um and then
01:14:11.160you had james aliphantis or whatever like ja whatever i minced i screwed it up last time i
01:14:16.620was talking about this but it literally means like boy lover or child lover in french like that's the
01:14:23.000name of the owner of comet ping pong they're also heavily tied in with the podestas john and uh and
01:14:28.660anthony podesta and john you know they're tied in with anthony weiner yeah and if you go to
01:14:35.940tony podesta's house it is one big museum of pedophilia all of the artwork on his walls0.85
01:14:43.600is of children being sexually abused um he's got that's not real oh yeah dude0.98
01:14:49.800not just a human the brother of uh you know uh john podesta wait so what is he0.84
01:14:58.640say i might be mincing those yeah he's tony with the clintons or was in their campaign or something
01:15:03.240but so what does he say then he's like yeah man it's just like ancient artwork i don't know if0.94
01:15:06.580anybody presses him i don't think i think when you're that rich and fucking you know influential0.97
01:15:10.140nobody really asks you shit um but the other podesta is you know associated with the whole0.99
01:15:15.780spirit cooking thing it's one big web it ties into marina umbromovic the frazzled drip thing0.99
01:15:21.500hillary clinton wearing some little girl's face with um i forget the other lady's name i'm sure
01:15:26.200the chat knows it's it's yeah skippy yeah there's a horrifying there you go hicktown honey's talking
01:15:32.240about it the audio file of john podesta might be tony podesta i forget which one's the little
01:15:38.800squirrelly one that's um clearly chester bennington's father from lincoln park who is0.82
01:15:45.960what fucking podesta dude yeah yeah no oh my god if you look at his uh huma abaddon yeah thank you0.96
01:15:52.200wait they look alike you're saying it's insane don't turn into that guy that you guys are just0.99
01:15:56.600fighting with it said the christian bale is everybody no uh because now i can't unsee it
01:16:00.860now it's like harry kane looks like uh owen benjamin podesta now the other the guy who was
01:16:06.720captain on england the other day looks like tom cruise what's his name again uh it's just like
01:16:12.780you just can't win with the people looking like each other there's no relationship ai is like0.73
01:16:16.880there's no relationship just show me the images it's fucking insane why is that all blurry i wish0.78
01:16:23.180we had a better one look at that bro you guys can't see this maybe i should share it with you0.82
01:16:27.560guys people can kind of look like that's insane well he's an orphan uh chester bennington who was
01:16:33.680creating a documentary about child trafficking before he died him and the dude from sound garden
01:16:39.920how long ago when he died how long how long ago did he die from lincoln park and which guy from
01:16:45.800sound guard not chris cornell chris cornell was also uh i think appearing on that yeah yeah he
01:16:50.600might have been appearing died like a long time they died relatively close proximity to each other
01:16:55.480lincoln park guy died that that long ago yeah yeah yeah yeah um and lincoln park if i'm not mistaken
01:17:03.220is a military intelligence operation that has quite a bit to do with uh children you know sort
01:17:11.200of experimenting on children uh can somebody somebody in the chat knows how long ago they
01:17:16.540died i have chester's hat that's cool fj yeah i really like uh oh so he died a year before
01:17:21.840chris cornell but that's 10 years ago or so isn't it i feel like chris cornell this was at the height
01:17:26.200of pizzagate so 2017 around that somebody said 10 years ago and that's that's pretty much at the
01:17:33.700heart of pizzagate right when it starts to take off same week as each other oh that's even worse
01:17:38.680oh 2019 yeah that makes sense 2019 um somebody's saying 2016 yeah so it was all around that era but
01:17:45.760uh they look exactly the same they look exactly this it's it's such a big and fan uh what's the
01:17:53.420word that i'm looking for fascinating web uh was it hunter biden or anthony wiener's laptop
01:17:58.680after being apprehended by police seven of the police investigators committed suicide that was
01:18:02.760anthony wieners including the chief of police i believe yeah what yeah and i was talking who was
01:18:09.100the chick that he was married to abba houdin or something like this yeah yeah she was the one that
01:18:12.940was allegedly in the frazzled drip video wearing the little girl's face uh you know hillary clinton
01:18:18.540was but um that instance right there the anthony wieners laptop and the oh it was 7 2017 stop
01:18:29.060stop with the creepy music what's the day today 720 no that's not today that's not real is that
01:18:38.520real stop it that's not real see this all gets really weird is that real no july 2017 for chester0.93
01:18:47.380dude what day in july do not fucking tell me that we're talking about this you better google on the0.92
01:18:56.180day dude no no no no no bennington dude i swear to god chester bennington death uh0.98
01:19:07.620oh my god no way we're talking about him dying on the anniversary of his death what the
01:19:20.580this is what you get bro you start playing games with the paranormal stories and stuff
01:19:24.820next thing you know weird things start happening that's weird matt what's weird is that he was
01:19:30.84041 in 2017 i always thought he was younger than me bro that's weird i don't know if we have a0.91
01:19:40.400fucking what do you make of that raven i can't really listen to chris cornell dude those guys0.91
01:19:47.840all have like a heavy spirit of suicide dude nirvana yeah but when he talks when that that0.99
01:19:52.600song like a stone doesn't that sound to you like he longs to be in the house of the lord they all0.76
01:20:00.360long to man but i know yeah i know it's the path they take that's fucking weird bro yeah this is0.66
01:20:05.980that's really weird nine years ago today i was out of the game i didn't even like i don't even0.81
01:20:11.740remember like it wasn't like the day he died i was like i didn't even hear about it i really
01:20:15.120really liked lincoln park i kind of did too i heard him on the way to tahoe one time after
01:20:19.360just binging all night and somebody was like let's go to tahoe one of those trips and somebody was
01:20:23.600playing it in the in the truck on the way up i was like yo who is this this doesn't sound like
01:20:27.880anything turn to your neighbor and say black hole son church oh my god bro i know those songs are so
01:20:33.160dark oh yeah i didn't like everything from alice and chains everything from nirvana like the lot0.91
01:20:38.500of the nirvana was fucking music to do heroin to like i did not like i mean but it goes hard is0.70
01:20:44.160the problem i didn't like that's why people like what yeah i didn't like it i didn't like i used0.93
01:20:47.520to love that music but then when i woke up i was like oh no i can't listen i used to i mean i still
01:20:51.940do i run miles to lincoln park like lincoln park is what i listen to in my headphones when i run
01:20:55.740so uh that's so crazy dramatic though isn't their music a little dramatic sure but i mean if you if
01:21:02.320you start to suspect that chester bennington is the illegitimate child of john podesta and has a
01:21:07.840real it might be a little dramatic as well yeah a real passion for exposing child trafficking and
01:21:13.120then both him and chris cornell get murdered or commit suicide a week apart from each other during0.72
01:21:18.180the heart of uh fucking uh pizzagate while they're both working on a documentary about child0.85
01:21:24.480trafficking that's wild like these dudes if if that's true these dudes kind of got a heavy0.91
01:21:31.620spirit all right where do you want to go with this then if this is a very strange coincidence
01:21:35.640shall we say that it's nine years to the day we happen to be talking about it like where do you
01:21:40.780want to go from here i don't know i don't know that's very that's very strange seems like you
01:21:45.600know a little bit about this guy's story do you want to talk about his story at all maybe i mean
01:21:49.460maybe it's gonna tie into something else you're gonna be like oh no way oh points of authority
01:21:53.100was lit paper cut was lit all of it was lit dude are you kidding me um the new singer's a chick
01:21:59.640yeah yeah yeah no they wouldn't do that uh hybrid theory the album hybrid theory was just
01:22:05.400phenomenal i forget the name of the one but i feel like it was like spray painted i mean it
01:22:09.860was the first yeah that was hybrid theory with the like the kind of the reaper looking uh fairy
01:22:14.360with the the hat the helmet on yeah it's not even lincoln park actually no there's a song that they
01:22:19.840have it's their hit i think it's called uh heavy is the crown it's kind of a banger kind of a
01:22:25.500banger honestly heavy is the crown by lincoln park with this new female singer is a banger i've heard
01:22:30.720some of the other stuff not so interested in it but heavy is the crown actually does a place for
01:22:35.120my head crushes so hard really so hard one step closer also so hard place for my head introduce
01:22:42.380the rim that they play in the beginning park isn't metal they're hybrid dog i mean that's that rap
01:22:46.860rock you know really early rap rock i never would consider a metal uh well i mean some of their
01:22:54.080stuff is heavy dude heavy i mean just like like like uh instrumentally heavy huh um place for my
01:23:00.640head is so good dude so good how many albums did they end up having that's rap rap dog yeah uh i
01:23:05.960don't know i don't know how many albums they had i assume they had like two or three there's
01:23:10.020people breaking the habit a bunch of them breaking the habit is a banger what breaking the habit
01:23:15.080crawling oh my god bro lincoln park bucks okay relax i'm sorry but all right let's get back to
01:23:23.640this guy's story remarkable bro i can't believe we ended up the bottom is still scrolling i know
01:23:28.020Oh, it still says something about the bug in there.