Nephilim Death Squad - NDS and Straight Bible on The Sh!t Show

00:00:00.000 great everybody i believe we are live welcome everybody back to another episode of the shit 0.91

00:00:06.240 show i'm your host stacks from stacks farmstead x youtube and rumble i'm going to make this 0.76

00:00:10.960 opening quick we say a prayer before every show lord god my words tonight help us do your will

00:00:16.560 now and forever amen also keep drew in your prayers he's in the hospital right now with

00:00:21.920 some kind of uh intestinal problems so let's keep him in our prayers today amen amen all right uh

00:00:29.920 You know, it's funny, like, our last guest, we just had an episode with Bennis.

00:00:35.420 His co-host can't make it either, ever.

00:00:37.900 I don't think it's a coincidence.

00:00:38.840 I'm starting to think these guys are lying.

00:00:40.500 Yeah.

00:00:40.820 I don't know about lying.

00:00:41.620 That's a rough word.

00:00:42.400 But I'm just guessing they, you know, don't want to dabble in this situation.

00:00:45.880 And I don't blame them.

00:00:47.440 Listen, Drew is a normie, for whatever it's worth, like, quote, unquote.

00:00:51.720 And he's coming around.

00:00:52.860 I'm showing him.

00:00:53.740 If you can imagine the average New Yorker, right?

00:00:56.580 And so he's open to learning this stuff.

00:00:59.780 And that's why I thought this show would be extremely beneficial for him, too, because he's also trying to find God.

00:01:06.760 And being in Babylon is not exactly helpful for somebody trying to find God, which is what I describe as New York City.

00:01:13.780 So I really it's really a bummer that he couldn't be here for this.

00:01:18.020 And I hope he catches it at some point.

00:01:19.820 So what is what's the main focus of this show then?

00:01:22.400 Because if you're if you're doing a show with a normie, what kind of conversations you have it on here?

00:01:26.780 let's go i know you had david on which is probably a huge mistake what are you doing dude no i love

00:01:32.360 david we cover everything um anything and everything so my channel we focus a lot on the

00:01:39.400 farmsteading stuff and self-sufficiency but what ultimately happens is that whatever topic

00:01:45.920 we end up touching on it ends up coming back to farming and self-sufficiency some way shape or

00:01:52.400 form almost every single time. Without fail to this point, I can't think of a circumstance where

00:01:57.880 I haven't been able to go, maybe that's why you should be self-sufficient. Maybe that's why you

00:02:02.120 should grow your own food. Maybe that's why you shouldn't be dependent on the government and

00:02:05.600 expect them to protect you and provide for you. So, I mean, that's typically why we cover such

00:02:10.520 a wide range of different topics. Anything that's interesting, we do stay on some biblical things

00:02:16.500 every now and then but i i had crow on and that was fantastic and you know like he he started

00:02:23.080 talking about the sun and i'm like oh crow seven seven seven yeah yeah yeah um oh and benjamin was 0.97

00:02:29.860 on uh and i'll be honest with you i don't know why uh anybody volunteers to come on this shit show 0.98

00:02:38.620 because that's what we call it it's a shit show we're not i'm i'm not good at this i'm not good 0.95

00:02:43.260 tech i just uh i was inspired by you guys uh by nephilim death squad whenever you guys started 0.91

00:02:49.660 and david was the one which is why i have a lot of affection i guess for lack of better word for

00:02:56.560 david and for utah and watching you guys progress from where you came from i it's great david was

00:03:02.620 the one my daughter had a heart condition he barely knew who i was he shared her uh link to

00:03:08.600 help raise some money for her and uh he was the one that was saying start a show start a show and

00:03:14.680 so i just tried you know and uh you guys are in that category for whatever it's worth of people

00:03:20.180 that's like i don't know why you agreed to come on but fantastic you're here well that's how it

00:03:25.280 starts with it's like just one yes you never know who's going to give it to you and then you never

00:03:29.380 know what's going to happen from there how's your daughter doing because i do remember that

00:03:32.700 that like whole series that played out that was like a crazy that was a crazy time dave was telling

00:03:37.660 me all about that yeah yeah uh i'll just do a quick recap for everybody's sake uh she has she

00:03:44.540 was born with a heart condition that we knew about before she was born hypoplastic left heart syndrome

00:03:50.380 it's basically means that half of the heart is gone or undeveloped to the point of not being

00:03:56.060 functional so at two hours old they have to do open heart surgery on an infant to basically

00:04:02.300 replumb her heart um to make things work properly so that she can get blood where the blood needs

00:04:08.640 to go and then that's a temporary fix for a short time they allow that to develop and then they go

00:04:14.720 in and do something a little more permanent which we we went through not that long ago um i have to

00:04:20.340 tell you guys like one of the number one things is advocating in the hospital for your child is

00:04:26.640 extremely important yeah i say that because when she went in she had we did everything they asked

00:04:33.120 to do and until there was things that was like why i don't see the need and this was during covid

00:04:37.460 they wanted to give her injections you know i'm like no no no no no um but she is excelling at a

00:04:44.500 level that the even the doctors are a little astounded with we are extremely blessed blessed

00:04:49.500 i can't put it into words the other kids that are in her position how they're still alive but not

00:04:58.800 flourishing right like she you wouldn't even be able to tell with how old is she and there's

00:05:04.700 she's she just turned four that's awesome man yeah uh it's a fun so it is and she's like i tell

00:05:14.020 you the truth she's like a little me in a way she's fearless and she don't care and she'll

00:05:19.080 tell you what she's thinking she does not it's it's awesome to see them develop um but i said

00:05:24.860 all that because the advocating for them they wanted to put a feeding tube in this is just one

00:05:29.920 of the subjects uh they wanted to put a feeding tube in and i was like well did you try to feed

00:05:34.560 her yet and they were like no and i was like well why would we give her a feeding tube she came out

00:05:39.280 of the surgery she's off of the medications if anything now is the time to see if she can eat 0.99

00:05:44.880 She's got to be able to eat to be able to use the muscles on her tongue or throat.

00:05:50.320 You know, like if she's going to have any resemblance of a normal life, now is the time that you train yourself to do that.

00:05:56.340 And the doctors, you know, they do great work, especially the surgeons.

00:06:00.200 But, you know, when you come in with a condition, it's X, it's A through X that has to be done.

00:06:06.220 This is the protocol.

00:06:07.080 You have to do them all or else they have a problem with it, right?

00:06:10.800 because you are basically an outcome of revenue for them.

00:06:15.200 So if they do everything, they get the maximum amount of revenue.

00:06:18.440 If you don't allow them to do certain procedures,

00:06:21.280 that's taking away from some of that revenue.

00:06:23.580 That might not be the primary cause for these actions of them wanting to do it,

00:06:27.040 but it's definitely part of it.

00:06:29.740 So when I pushed back on it and I said, why don't we try to feed her?

00:06:32.920 This was a whole ordeal I'll save you from.

00:06:35.280 They were ready to throw me out of the hospital.

00:06:37.060 It got a little crazy.

00:06:38.360 um but because of that i believe that's part of the reason why she's been able to excel

00:06:45.380 much greater than some of the other kids that were in her position because she was actually

00:06:50.720 able to eat normal food and not just mush and some of the kids still have the feeding tube

00:06:56.320 like years later because they weren't able to develop past that so again uh that's just a

00:07:03.640 quick recap that she's she's crushing right now i can't be happier about the situation we're

00:07:08.120 blessed and that's incredible man it's powerful that's awesome yeah that you did that that you

00:07:13.080 were like yeah i don't care what the system says they should do here's what here's what i think 0.74

00:07:16.640 you should do yeah you're gonna get a lot of bullshit from from the doctors too like because 0.98

00:07:20.680 they'll look at you like what do you know it's like well what the hell do you know imagine if 0.98

00:07:23.800 people they could be good people imagine somebody walks in the coffee shop and i'm like yeah i think

00:07:27.480 you should do a large coffee and i think you should pick one of these bigger danishes and

00:07:33.200 maybe get a coffee for the road too i'm a i'm a good person but like if you're coming to me and

00:07:37.240 saying okay whatever you tell me to get that's what i'm gonna get ultimately i'm gonna be able

00:07:41.700 to justify in my mind that you should have an extra coffee for the road you should have one

00:07:45.340 right now you should have one later you should make sure you get something to eat because you

00:07:48.960 don't want to drink coffee on an empty stomach i mean just imagine how you could take advantage of

00:07:52.600 that well stacks between me and you when i came in here i go this is a great coffee shop but you 0.89

00:07:56.540 should put a podcast studio here have you thought about that and he goes damn i didn't realize i 0.53

00:08:00.700 needed that i said yeah dummy well sometimes suggestions are good you know what i mean

00:08:05.300 sometimes you know when they make sense oh by the way that's that though if we could say like a quick

00:08:13.040 keep keep david in your your prayers or whatever he just i can't catch a break he's on vacation so

00:08:19.360 we haven't been doing nds um we just bought a jeep nice car drove down to boca jeep breaks

00:08:27.400 it's like it's it's funny because i feel terrible it's kind of why are you laughing

00:08:32.660 the windshield broke before he even got out of town it's like he can't catch a break man yeah

00:08:37.780 he went to get his car washed and the the car wash broke his windshield i guess i was like what i

00:08:43.680 know you know what that is it's the temperature differential i had that happen on a brand new

00:08:47.500 toyota four runner before i pulled in and like it's a super hot day and then the cold hits it

00:08:53.340 like the cold water hits it instantaneously runs a crack up yeah because the guy at the car wash

00:08:57.900 was like we've never had this happen before i don't know what to tell you yeah i was figuring

00:09:01.180 it's like the shape of the jeep because they're kind of tall and you know they have like that big

00:09:04.460 roller but yeah it might be might be temperature who knows i i know for sure that was mine i watched

00:09:09.580 it happen i'm gonna shit myself because those there's nothing about a toyota four runner that's

00:09:14.300 cheap not a thing so when i watched it go i was like oh are you kidding me like it's you just 0.83

00:09:19.940 watched it go right up it was it was you know david in his house he keeps it notoriously hot

00:09:25.280 they keep it like uh i checked it i'm watching his cats and his uh thermostat says jungle they

00:09:31.240 have it goes right past 90 just a jungle to panama or something like that but anyway his windshield

00:09:38.740 goes and then he drives down with his jeep and now he's saying that the car is overheating and

00:09:43.160 he just brought this thing i'm like i'm heartbroken because he just came from a like a an old car

00:09:48.040 that barely worked and now he's in a new car it's like it's cool jeep he loves it it's so cool and 0.92

00:09:55.280 yeah it's tough he's like damn dude he'll get it fixed though yeah he'll be all right he'll be 0.91

00:10:01.040 all right it's at least it's not his kid right what's your main thing you grow in pa dude well 0.97

00:10:06.020 we so we took just let me just it's just easier to explain we have an orchard there's apples

00:10:13.000 peaches um we have about 26 27 trees um a different variety of them and though it's an

00:10:24.860 ongoing thing because i bought acreage it's only it's just three acres it's attached to another 40

00:10:29.920 that we're going to be parceling over time but it was woods it was pure woods there was nothing

00:10:35.380 flat there was no grass it was woods brush everything you can imagine a lot of the parts

00:10:40.400 of it you couldn't even walk through um so i bought it uh 2019 when covid was going on i was

00:10:48.400 like it's game time because i'm watching what's unfolding i'm like this is madness we have to

00:10:53.300 start now um so i bought it and i just went all in i never even had a chainsaw before i started

00:11:00.400 doing this this is just what i'm always trying to stress is that like you don't have to be the guy

00:11:06.060 that exactly knows you can learn your way through this you can you can just jump in and learn your

00:11:10.120 way through it uh so i started the process and we just developed this land and uh went from there

00:11:17.520 we grow i mean we grow everything that the i kind of do it like this permaculture instead of

00:11:23.660 agriculture where i can let the land tell me what it wants like i'm not going to readjust all of the

00:11:30.720 soil to grow a thing that doesn't naturally want to grow there where i have to do this every single

00:11:34.800 year to keep up on it so you know whatever i can grow i'll go pumpkins grow great watermelon will

00:11:41.300 grow great um corn not so much because it's very clay in a way where it is up on the up on it's on

00:11:49.320 like a mountaintop um so we grow whatever we can it's a big experiment we're seeing what happens

00:11:54.980 next uh so orchard vegetables we got some goats and a whole bunch of chickens you high fence the

00:12:03.140 orchard to keep deer out or how do you what you do yeah yeah there's a six foot fence that goes

00:12:08.180 all the way around it uh which isn't cheap um i got my wife a job working at tractor supply this

00:12:14.920 is a tip for anybody out there brilliant one day a week on sunday brilliant it's like six hours a

00:12:19.780 day on sunday there is a uh discount that she can use so that we can buy anything and they often

00:12:26.840 give discounts a couple times a year it can be up to 40 off where you can just go in and just

00:12:32.320 get you know the more expensive thing that you weren't able to typically afford so because of

00:12:37.460 that we were able to do a little more than we probably know to maybe would have been able to

00:12:41.760 pull off as far as finances i like that that's really smart i was doing that with best buy for

00:12:45.700 a long time i work like three hours at best buy once a week and then just buy flat screen tv 0.63

00:12:51.080 not as cool as uh farmsteading with it but yeah it's called scam that jew that's the yeah no real 0.93

00:12:58.780 shit i mean listen that for real i learned that from other farmers you know most of the people 0.98

00:13:04.140 that work in there are the wives of somebody that has land and they come in and work a day or two a 0.99

00:13:10.300 week brilliant just just a thing i didn't even know about um since you have a hard out i would

00:13:18.720 really like to try to jump into a couple of things i think the audience would probably be able to get

00:13:25.700 something from it and myself so there's a couple of things that i guess this is sort of a personal

00:13:34.700 endeavor and because i have you guys i thought i would ask um no i i want i i'm sorry yeah this is

00:13:44.080 i just said no preemptive no sorry no that's it uh next question so you these people may see this

00:13:53.620 show and you know who some of them are top uh but it seems like this pagan thing is rearing its head

00:14:04.080 and some people that i know are becoming more and more active in it and they had been asking me to

00:14:11.740 participate in a show with them and i've been a little bit apprehensive about continuing to do it

00:14:21.280 but I'm also very, like, intuitive.

00:14:24.860 I'd like to learn this stuff.

00:14:27.300 Only because it sort of intrigues me that, like, you know,

00:14:30.400 some of the stuff that they make claims,

00:14:31.920 because it draws some parallels from the Bible as well.

00:14:34.800 Because I am a Christian.

00:14:36.540 That's not going to change.

00:14:38.540 But it's just that you get that inkling where it's like,

00:14:42.140 should I really be doing this?

00:14:46.380 I would just ask, if you find yourself in that position,

00:14:51.280 fairly certain i know what the answer would be from you what would you do what would you say

00:14:56.440 about something like that somebody says we're going to be going over occultic things we're

00:15:00.840 going to be touching on some like pagan topics old books that are about these things would you

00:15:06.180 would you be involved with that i have been right i mean right soon we're talking about jules uh

00:15:13.620 from yeah great pill podcast what's up jules i like jules um i love jules he's got a great family

00:15:18.260 he's got a yeah I think he's a talented podcaster too um would I would I do that I would have Jules

00:15:25.160 back on yeah and we have I mean if you're familiar with NDS we have discovered a lot of these uh

00:15:30.660 occulted topics um we've discovered we've went through a lot of different like books I don't

00:15:36.720 we don't we don't go too deep into the nuts and bolts of how they're doing it because I am

00:15:42.820 personally not interested in opening that door. Although looking back, I think even looking into

00:15:49.400 these things in a way, you're opening the door. So the question is going to be for you, how

00:15:56.960 convicted are you in your belief in Jesus Christ and the gospel and the Bible, even with everything

00:16:04.280 that's going around right now? Like, you know, there's a lot of weird Jewish stuff going around 1.00

00:16:07.420 that wants to push you away from the Bible. I think Owen Benjamin's even kind of like touching 1.00

00:16:11.860 on that a little bit right now where he's he's uh he's flirting with the idea of the demiurge

00:16:17.820 by uh talking about the old testament god and david or what what he's been describing lately

00:16:23.980 and that's a i think that's a trap i think people should investigate it though you should look into

00:16:29.760 it because you're going to look into it either way someone's going to tell you about or it's

00:16:33.040 going to come up and you're going to get caught with your pants down i don't i don't i'm not

00:16:37.940 going to tell you what to do i will say i think doing business with somebody like that like

00:16:44.900 somebody that like you know because at last i saw of jewels he had uh i think it's like a norse

00:16:51.420 rune behind him that it looks like he built and i was like oh you're taking this serious if you're

00:16:56.360 uh if you're like doing symbology not just symbology on a shirt or even a tattoo is kind

00:17:02.700 of like lower it's like no you built something and you put this in your house like where your

00:17:06.040 kids walk by that's that's very serious um so doing like monetary business and cleaving yourself

00:17:13.480 to somebody that is doing that is not a wise idea um talking to them i we're supposed to talk to

00:17:21.500 these people right matt i talk to everybody bro i mean yeah yeah but but i think you're right like

00:17:26.600 if you don't think it's dangerous just ask solomon about it he's just trying to bang some

00:17:30.660 honeys from like other countries and stuff they start dabbling in some of this foreign god stuff 0.95

00:17:35.840 other god stuff and boom he's sucked in a guy who you would think there's no way he's getting sucked

00:17:40.220 in yeah it's sort of what i mean but i don't know i don't know the guy you're talking about but i

00:17:46.920 know you speak highly of him and you say he's a good dude and stuff and so there's probably people

00:17:50.780 that just need to go down that path for a while and you just pray that god you know pulls them

00:17:54.220 out of it i i don't again i don't know i don't know what happened uh but i but what i do know

00:17:59.340 is that that stuff works right and i think jewels will tell you or anybody who's dabbled in and be

00:18:05.180 like yeah this stuff works but so will solomon but there are they going to tell you about the

00:18:09.500 afterward after you've gotten these like short-term gains then what happens what about

00:18:14.540 your eternal soul what about your eternal soul in your physical body that now that now you have

00:18:19.680 to pay a price to whatever you just made a deal with that stuff that's that's legit too so i don't

00:18:26.740 know man i don't know and would i have him on the show would i talk with him on the i would

00:18:31.780 uh nds is kind of obviously like what i'm doing with straight bible and the way nds has kind of

00:18:38.580 moved and we've shifted our focus at this at god at this one thing and we've already parsed through

00:18:45.140 uh the occult knowledge and a lot of this other esoteric stuff and i i see what it is

00:18:50.580 and there's validity to it and we still like talk about it having somebody on to talk about it and

00:18:57.080 tell us things that we already know maybe not so attractive to us anymore or to even say i don't

00:19:03.280 know like like realistically the what let's say the episode that we did with jewels a while ago

00:19:11.120 we were talking about labubus or we're talking about the mother of monsters um pazuzu and how

00:19:16.940 this relates and all this stuff very interesting very interesting stuff but the word for it is

00:19:22.500 minutiae. It's like these small details along the edges of this much bigger picture. And

00:19:28.440 I've laid my hands on the bigger picture of things. And it's kind of hard for me to then

00:19:35.340 look at like, oh, yeah, look at what this minor low level demon has done with a kid's toy. You

00:19:41.540 know, I'm like, yeah, yeah, that's, it's interesting. It's fascinating. I think that

00:19:44.680 that's something that you could use to talk to other people who don't really get it. But for

00:19:48.280 i'm at in my walk i'm like cool i don't know if i'm interested in that topic maybe another subject

00:19:55.320 that comes up i i'm open to hearing what it's about we did get an opportunity uh to interview

00:20:03.240 one of the other guys you're talking about irl and i'll just be honest i ignored the message because

00:20:09.000 i don't really i don't think things through uh mathematically or in a calculated manner about

00:20:16.080 like well will this do good with views certainly will my audience like this yeah for sure um if

00:20:21.400 something in my heart says no or like i get like a weird feeling about it i just don't do it and i

00:20:27.780 got it i got a message and it was like an irl thing it was like something said don't do that

00:20:31.400 and i was like all right cool so i'm doing something else but i i had thought about it

00:20:35.700 and i think the reason why something inside of me said don't do that is because i'm drawing closer

00:20:41.920 to god and then i'm gonna invite somebody physically in my space which i've done before

00:20:47.860 i mean i'm sure you've heard about the whole thing you know the debacle at my house and like

00:20:51.960 that what happened with my family and witchcraft and all this shit so like i'm familiar with what

00:20:56.800 it is when like when i invite something in and what i've invited in i also know that i have power

00:21:03.180 to stop attacks but why invite an attack you know like especially considering the information like

00:21:10.960 i'm gonna get what information am i gonna get what are you gonna tell me about a black hole

00:21:15.240 what are you gonna tell me about a norse deity that shares a similarity to okay great it cost

00:21:22.660 me twenty thousand dollars to fix my wife's ailment uh what am i what am i doing here you

00:21:28.100 know what i mean like that's like we're talking dollars and cents here that's just real easy

00:21:32.260 easy decision to make not just money but like the hardship the time that it took like the stress the

00:21:37.740 years off of my life most likely that it's taken yeah sure i don't i don't necessarily invite those

00:21:43.980 things this is it this is an argument that i had with david um i don't know if you knew this it's

00:21:49.000 like how he got introduced to pastor rick how pastor rick got introduced to us you ever heard

00:21:53.680 this story i don't think so it was the whole deal with uh with clint and the witchcraft story i knew

00:21:59.480 that you guys had talked to him and asked him for advice about that situation but i didn't know that

00:22:03.200 was like the introduction to him was because you were going to his church you guys like well let's 0.99

00:22:06.780 go talk to him and ask him buckle up faggot we weren't even going to the to his church we were 0.97

00:22:11.620 like my parents were going to his church and i had went uh like a couple of times just to see 0.99

00:22:16.380 because my kids go there so i was like let me see what's up and and yeah right away i saw the guy

00:22:20.680 and i was like oh it seems legit it seems kind of legit and we were like we're having this uh

00:22:26.440 disagreement of should i go and talk to clint uh about this whole thing that just fell apart

00:22:33.020 fantastically and it and then i start to have suspicions that maybe witchcraft is involved

00:22:38.580 because somebody told me witchcraft is involved and then witchcraft happened and i kind of had

00:22:44.020 like this this disagree it wasn't it's never a fallout with david but i'm like i disagree dude

00:22:48.080 and also if you go over there to clint and let's say worst case scenario you get an attachment

00:22:57.320 something i don't know and he's like no man we got the spirit of god on our side i was like yeah

00:23:02.360 sure sure that like okay i don't know for sure though i don't know i don't know your heart 0.97

00:23:08.480 he's a good dude but who knows like you know shit sneaks in and i'm like conservatively don't do 0.72

00:23:15.140 that don't associate with that because you know you're doing a good deed for somebody and you 0.90

00:23:20.680 think you're supposed to do it he's like oh clint was right next to me and i was driving a car and

00:23:25.680 i looked over and it's an omen and i should go see him and i was like yeah that all sounds great

00:23:28.940 but you're also putting me at risk so consider that i've already paid the price i already went

00:23:34.440 through this shit with the same guy if if again if if my assumptions were correct if if one plus 0.61

00:23:40.300 one equals two and uh so we we spoke with pastor rick his episode airs today uh at 5 30 on straight 0.98

00:23:47.480 he's like the realist in the 501c3 system poor pastor rick though why because i call i just

00:23:53.660 texted i'm like hey man you don't know me but you know my dad and uh having an issue can can i come

00:23:59.100 yeah that's what he's there for man and i show up with this gay dude and we walk into pastor

00:24:04.480 rick's office and we're like he must think he must have thought number one he probably thought

00:24:08.520 we were gay because like we're both sitting next to him and we're like we have an issue

00:24:12.000 and it's like oh geez he probably did dude who knows it's like it's a bizarre circumstance it's

00:24:17.480 like what do you mean you have an issue it's like well this is like my business partner this is my

00:24:20.860 friend yeah and then we explained the whole story and and i think he got it but like that's his

00:24:25.560 introduction to us stack so what are you thinking you're starting to dabble in some witchcraft and 0.98

00:24:29.400 stuff or what are you what's going on man fuck no that's a hard no my my uh my let me there's a 0.98

00:24:36.260 reason for this i'll try to keep it quick and simple but i i started to explain to you guys 0.99

00:24:41.720 about whenever i was younger the easiest way for me to put this is that my first half of my life

00:24:47.460 was so dark that i've seen it i've seen the dark i've seen the evil i know what evil evil people

00:24:56.780 are capable of i have seen it with my own eyes not to the extent that it was satanic but you know

00:25:02.500 what people will do when all that they are focused on is themselves and there's just been this thing

00:25:09.560 and like what top was saying it's just like irking at me just a little bit where it's like

00:25:15.140 maybe i shouldn't be engaging in this and again i'm i just kind of voice man yeah yeah that's

00:25:24.260 what i'm saying it's just kind of weird window and break the glass and go thus say it the lord

00:25:29.040 like you don't need that well like that hold on i'm gonna ask you a question but before i do

00:25:32.720 i'm just gonna take over your show i'm cutting the stream to nds if you guys want to watch the

00:25:37.240 rest of this go to uh what what's the name of your show on youtube where could they go right now

00:25:42.240 Dax Farmstead on YouTube and Rumble, either one.

00:25:45.320 Okay, go over there because it's not here anymore.

00:25:47.280 See you later.

00:25:50.180 So that feeling that you get, do you think, because this is an important thing.

00:25:56.080 If you haven't discerned where is it coming from, is it like a societal pressure?

00:26:00.360 Do you think like, what do people think of me?

00:26:02.840 Or is it literally something in you that you don't feel as external at all?

00:26:09.460 I know you don't know me that well.

00:26:10.980 So I'll just say, like, I couldn't care less what people think about me.

00:26:14.880 I've seen enough.

00:26:16.140 I've been through enough.

00:26:17.120 I know that I know the path that I try to walk now is the best that I can do.

00:26:23.800 I'm always trying to do the best that I can.

00:26:26.220 I don't care what anybody else thinks.

00:26:27.980 If I try to, like, I have family members I try to explain this to. 0.80

00:26:31.560 I have old friends from the city that I try to explain this to, and they just think you're crazy, right? 0.98

00:26:36.480 Why would you move to the middle of nowhere and buy land, farm, self-sufficiency, try to find God, be a Christian, try to be a legit Christian, not the one that just goes to the church on Sunday and then is a piece of shit besides that hour of the week, right? 0.98

00:26:53.620 I try to do the best I can because of how bad that it was. 0.98

00:26:56.860 I don't care what anybody else ever thinks.

00:27:00.420 I get these inklings from time to time.

00:27:02.560 it's sort of like a a nudge a push where it's like maybe you shouldn't maybe you should you

00:27:08.700 know that type of thing and um when it's serious it starts to become more inherent where it's like

00:27:15.380 the that little inkling comes up a little more that thought pops into my head a little bit more

00:27:20.740 and for some reason when you guys when you agreed to come on it just started to be like ask them

00:27:28.280 asked him and uh so i thought i would throw it out there because my the only thing that i don't

00:27:34.360 want to come of this is for especially jewels to be upset that we're even talking about it

00:27:38.560 um but i mean it's just one of those things i can't really explain it was just something

00:27:43.040 i felt like i had to bring up i don't really know how else to put it and um my my thought is exactly

00:27:49.820 i think where you were at where it's like are you sure you're not opening a door by by participating

00:27:54.860 Are you sure? Because I don't want that. I don't need that. Because I know exactly what you mean

00:28:00.400 about the stuff that can happen. I've seen things in my life that, you know, trust me, I know there's

00:28:06.360 good and evil. So I don't want to find myself, me, stepping into a place that knowingly I knew

00:28:15.000 I shouldn't have and then suffer those consequences. Yeah, even because regardless of the person

00:28:20.840 or the situation or whatever you get this inkling if you will from god like you you got to obey that

00:28:28.880 dude you can you can only like go against that so many times and watch your life kind of self

00:28:33.680 destruct until you realize like oh i better start paying attention to that inclination yeah also

00:28:38.920 what do you what do you plan on doing with it like i think that's an important question too

00:28:42.900 you're gonna go there and uh i don't know i've i've gone we've gone to places and said

00:28:48.980 you see what we say like it's it's kind of crazy but then in the end we're we're pointing back to

00:28:54.240 god and i don't even i don't care what these people like we're doing it on with sam tripoli

00:28:58.740 like that last episode we did with him it should should be out soon that one for i don't know the

00:29:04.480 first 30 minutes it was like comedy fun fun and then the last hour and a half maybe was just like

00:29:10.880 hard hard hitting on like hard hitting god stuff and yeah whether he's comfortable with it or not 0.98

00:29:17.460 i don't give a shit like that's what we're doing you know the the problem that i see most is that 0.98

00:29:23.560 people don't take it seriously enough because they haven't seen how bad it can actually get 0.97

00:29:29.560 from most people like they don't recognize the signs they don't see the problems like when i

00:29:33.800 look around i see a lot of different things that i point to i say this at times where it's like 0.92

00:29:39.680 television commercials tv shows it's just pure satanic bullshit and you know i can see that 0.76

00:29:47.360 other people don't see it you know like i'm like the guy uh in the meme um oh you know he's pointing 0.89

00:29:55.420 because it's on the tv he's pointing something out i can't leonardo caprio right um i'm pointing 0.79

00:30:01.160 at it and i'm going see that satanic bullshit but other people don't see it they don't see the 0.96

00:30:05.240 symbolism they don't see the connection because they're not engrossed enough in anything other 0.98

00:30:09.620 than the materialistic world that we're in and um i i don't know how to put this but i see it i think

00:30:17.860 for some for one reason or another more vividly than i think some other people can and even

00:30:23.860 that when it jumps out to me it's like most people don't get it basically is what i'm saying

00:30:30.540 is that most people don't get the situation most people don't understand how serious it is and that

00:30:35.460 you know how serious the consequences can be and not even being able to recognize that when the

00:30:40.260 cons is that the consequences come where they came from right like you know like that because 0.95

00:30:47.000 that's the other thing it's like you know why is all this bad shit happened to me i must be a victim 0.94

00:30:51.100 of something i must be a victim of the world you know why would god i hear this often and it drives 0.82

00:30:56.600 me crazy why would god allow this if god is good and i'm like did you think about what you might

00:31:02.320 have done um and that's where i'm at where it's kind of like i don't really know where to put it

00:31:07.440 other than it feels like it's a bad step even though in the same breath it's like i could see

00:31:13.520 anybody else looking at it and saying what do you mean that's nothing so i mean i don't know for

00:31:19.520 whatever it's worth i didn't want to i i felt like i had to ask you that for whatever it's worth i

00:31:24.280 don't know why i don't really know it's probably not the greatest content but i mean i just felt

00:31:29.780 like i had to it's been on my mind with with jules too because like a lot of people send me

00:31:34.440 uh a lot of like his episodes and stuff and i i see some of that like he's i know he's uh

00:31:39.780 i guess the correct word is denounced christianity for whatever uh new thing that he's uh proclaiming

00:31:47.000 or believing and i'm just like yeah i find that kind of sad um because i i don't it's it's sad

00:31:55.800 for a number of reasons for me i i wonder how he feels about it i i wonder if you like went to him

00:32:01.280 with concern with your concern about like like hey i know i've been invited to do a thing

00:32:06.560 but i got like these concerns and this is where i'm like i'm at i don't want to offend you

00:32:10.960 and i don't want to you know push you away any further like offend is a gay word but like i

00:32:16.560 don't want to push you into into where you're going any further by being by by by doing by

00:32:25.740 acting with how i'm acting but i'm just going to be honest and be like yo this is kind of how i'm

00:32:28.480 feeling like do you understand what i'm saying like do you understand where i'm coming from

00:32:32.220 because he's a good dude so yeah i don't know it's it's a personal relationship that's now

00:32:36.840 dabbling in uh well and again we're on the internet now doing a show that everybody can see

00:32:43.700 And Jules is going to probably find out about this, which is another bad part because it's like, I don't want it to be, uh, I don't want it to be a thing where it's like, why, why didn't you just say something?

00:32:55.220 You know, I don't, I, I, again, I don't know where to put this.

00:32:58.040 It was something I had to say.

00:32:59.160 I don't really know how else to put that.

00:33:00.860 I don't, it's not something I really like fought all the way out.

00:33:03.720 It was just like, say it.

00:33:05.140 So I did.

00:33:05.960 Yeah.

00:33:06.340 Um, I've been thinking about it a lot too.

00:33:08.680 Jules is not thinking about you a lot, but not in a gateway.

00:33:11.880 well maybe in a little bit of a gateway but uh but not in a gateway thinking about you a lot yeah

00:33:18.240 yeah i mean a little bit similar to that subject is you know the the show you guys run nephilim

00:33:25.380 death squad uh i had a conversation with a boomer uncle not too long ago he may or may not see this

00:33:31.820 so i he started to bring up things about how the world and you know where evil comes from we were

00:33:39.140 just having a conversation in the woods. And when I brought to him the idea of Nephilim,

00:33:46.040 he had never heard of it before. He didn't even, like, it was like a different language whenever

00:33:51.140 I brought it up. Have you ever run across that where you've, you know, you're speaking to somebody

00:33:56.380 that says that they're like Christian, they kind of read the Bible, but they have no idea of the

00:34:00.600 context of even what Nephilim is? Yeah, a lot. I mean, is that a Pennsylvania Catholic guy?

00:34:07.440 Yes.

00:34:07.960 Yeah, I don't think Pennsylvania Catholic people get down with the Nephilim, bro.

00:34:11.780 My whole family is Pennsylvania Catholic, too.

00:34:14.920 They don't get down with the aliens thing. 0.95

00:34:16.980 They don't get down with the Nephilim. 0.98

00:34:18.480 The well dude, shout out well. 0.95

00:34:19.800 Yeah, yeah.

00:34:20.300 Well, no, that's my cousin's kid.

00:34:22.760 So that's like the next generation that didn't grow up in the boonies of PA.

00:34:25.820 Yeah.

00:34:26.000 Like they're gone. 0.87

00:34:26.760 But like my generation of cousins and stuff that lived in the boonies of PA, it's all Catholic, bro.

00:34:32.060 They're all Catholic.

00:34:32.840 There's statues of Mary everywhere.

00:34:34.100 and they're like the they're like some of the best people you'll ever meet dude they're like

00:34:38.160 incredibly diligent hard-working honest genuine caring about others people with a genuine sense

00:34:44.800 of duty to their fellow man some of the best people like my family from pa is like the best 0.93

00:34:49.140 people dude but they're raised in that catholic system and uh and yeah they definitely don't get

00:34:54.220 down with the with nephilim bro they don't i mean a lot of i don't i don't i can't speak for all

00:34:59.120 Catholics, but a lot of Catholics don't just read a Bible at home either. They're not just like

00:35:04.380 chilling and opening a Bible and reading it and having any kind of interaction or engagement with

00:35:09.500 the Word of God. Not to say that like when they go to a so-called mass, the Bible isn't read. I'm

00:35:13.260 not saying that. I get it that it is, but they're not doing that one-on-one time in the Scripture

00:35:18.080 anyway, and so if the priest isn't bringing up Nephilim, how would they ever even hear about it?

00:35:23.560 But there's a lot of people that are so-called Protestant that are not Catholic that never got

00:35:28.480 down with the nephilim too right right i mean and that's sort of my i guess that's part of what the

00:35:34.760 question would be is because i don't know where you know you tell them what you tell them what

00:35:39.880 the bible says where the references come from and you get an ai screenshot that the nephilim

00:35:44.580 aren't real and didn't exist and they're not biblical okay i don't know where to even put

00:35:49.380 that um so that's why i was asking like i don't i don't know how you broached the topic of it

00:35:55.000 considering you guys would probably at least top and david would probably be the ones that would

00:36:00.140 know so much about it and like what why why isn't it more well known if it is part of the bible if

00:36:08.580 there is if it is part of the stories of the bible if it should be it's in something i how do i put

00:36:15.140 this because it's too weird bro no i see what you're saying i guess you're right i guess you're

00:36:18.680 right in a way that it is weird but to never hear of it yeah they got the guys in the pulpit who

00:36:24.380 people look at as like the doctor they look at as like that's the professional just like if you go

00:36:28.840 give your money to a guy who's a financial advisor or whatever you're like this dude's the professional

00:36:32.420 he went through some kind of cemetery school that like did they want to bring up that reality is 0.78

00:36:37.520 based on the unseen realm no coming down here breeding with women like that that just sounds

00:36:42.220 like crazy town to people they're like don't touch that let's not touch that so of course it's never

00:36:47.060 getting said to people and that's why we're always like the whole point of straight bible is like

00:36:51.380 trying to get people to read a bible for their self like what and whatever conclusion you come

00:36:54.940 to right on but just you get in the word of god trust that the holy spirit who is the author is

00:36:59.460 going to guide you through this book and you start getting some understanding like don't just go into

00:37:03.980 the eternal realm hoping that the professional gave you the right counsel and then now you and

00:37:09.460 your children are at stake based on like hoping some dude gave you the right counsel and you're

00:37:14.200 not going to read it for yourself i guarantee you if you had a rich uncle a rich great grandpa or

00:37:19.320 whatever that left you a will that was this big like say he left a will that big and he's rich

00:37:24.680 you're going to go through that thing with a magnifying glass dude to find out what belongs

00:37:28.600 to you because it has to do with money you're not going to go through a bible and check out like

00:37:33.080 what's the story of reality like come on you got to you got to go through the word of god to find

00:37:38.760 out what is the story of reality and don't let men just tell you what it is whether it's me

00:37:43.720 or top or stacks farms that don't let anybody tell you what the bible says go read it well i mean

00:37:49.240 But with the Nephilim specifically, some Bibles don't even say that.

00:37:53.880 Most Bibles don't say that name.

00:37:55.440 You're going to have to go to an interlinear translation to find out what that is,

00:37:58.560 and then you're going to have to go from there to find out where else is it referenced,

00:38:02.900 and then what do they actually mean.

00:38:04.120 So there's, like, layers of information that you're going to have to go through to get to this understanding.

00:38:10.120 I think, luckily, in this day and age, there's a lot of good people talking about this.

00:38:13.800 And even previously, like, you knew about this without the Internet,

00:38:16.800 because you knew you had L.A. Marzulli in the back.

00:38:20.380 You have my guy, Timothy Albarino.

00:38:23.940 You got a bunch of these guys.

00:38:24.920 Steve Quayle, you have his books.

00:38:26.280 So you're familiar with the idea,

00:38:27.460 but we're going to be presented with that idea.

00:38:29.980 Then it's up to you to research and verify

00:38:32.040 and see if it's really in there.

00:38:33.320 And it is really in there.

00:38:34.240 But that was totally off limits 15 years ago.

00:38:36.520 That whole concept was totally off limits.

00:38:39.400 There was nobody in the church lobby talking about that.

00:38:42.740 It was completely off limits,

00:38:44.260 but yet it looked like that's what the scripture said.

00:38:46.000 In the King James, it says Giants.

00:38:47.640 So you're like, wait, Giants, what?

00:38:50.100 I think what we do good, I think what I do good on the show.

00:38:53.280 Yeah, what you do good.

00:38:54.740 Not you.

00:38:56.260 No, you do.

00:38:56.960 You do.

00:38:57.400 You both do.

00:38:58.260 No, no, no.

00:38:59.340 Technically, I'm not on the show.

00:39:00.440 I got kicked off.

00:39:01.300 So go ahead.

00:39:01.900 So David's a great narrator and information bringer.

00:39:08.000 I've sat front row seat to watch him talk to normal people about these ideas.

00:39:14.080 and it's like man it's like a bull in a china shop he's not the tool for it there are techniques 0.67

00:39:20.460 that you can use and i think i got lucky because i i came through like uh the comedy political

00:39:27.020 sphere so i'm like like in a way like what owen benjamin does but like a much crappier version

00:39:32.100 where i'm telling like a hard truth in a sneaky way it's it's i guess it's manipulation it's

00:39:39.620 sales but again like you said it's a loaded word don't point at me when i say sales techniques

00:39:44.060 I see you.

00:39:46.100 Okay.

00:39:46.720 But it is.

00:39:47.660 When you're talking to somebody, I can't just be like, I can't go to the back there and be like, dude, there were giants on the earth before the flood and after. 0.99

00:39:54.860 And they were eating babies and people and angels, screwed woman. 0.96

00:39:59.200 But I guess. 1.00

00:40:00.020 See you later.

00:40:00.720 And leave.

00:40:01.560 It's not going to go over with people.

00:40:03.420 And I guess you get to a point where it's just like, I hope this isn't bad.

00:40:07.660 I hope this.

00:40:08.180 I really hope this isn't bad.

00:40:09.340 I'm just kind of getting to the point with a lot of things.

00:40:11.320 I'm just like, I don't care.

00:40:12.500 How much of that are we supposed to know?

00:40:13.760 was a great question not only that i think people should know it but i'm i don't particularly care

00:40:17.780 to argue with people into like you know do something where it's like i'm right you're

00:40:22.540 wrong you need to hear my i'm kind of really at the point on like all of the topics i hate to say

00:40:28.100 it like this but i'm like i don't care you can't argue but use comedy as a tool because people are

00:40:34.280 going to want to argue and then you diffuse them with comedy then you'd be serious and then you

00:40:38.140 come back with something funny and then you're serious again and then it's very hard for them

00:40:42.420 to regulate and in a sense you're controlling the it's manipulation it's technique you're

00:40:48.360 controlling the conversation and how that conversation is gonna go but i think it's

00:40:53.640 i never do it with uh if you look look through my twitter not ever not once have i said you need to

00:41:00.820 buy my shirt and here's why and this is my business is how i make money i'm never gonna go

00:41:05.920 out there and be like yeah oh you have no idea this design is like no other and you should wear

00:41:11.380 this because you'll get so many girls and no no no there's another way too though is all i'm saying

00:41:16.420 you live your life like i'm not like i don't want to argue with you if you don't want to hear it

00:41:20.180 from me it's no problem it's no problem who am i to say i'm right you're wrong anyway but if i live

00:41:24.080 my life in such a way where you come ask me like hey dude what's going on well he did he's saying

00:41:28.460 that his uncle asked him what's up with all the evil in the world so okay so he's got the question

00:41:33.040 now so now the door is open i'm not just going to somebody who doesn't care and i would never do

00:41:38.580 that like in here how many people have i spoken to about these topics that like i'm not just gonna

00:41:43.820 approach somebody and be like yeah let me tell you everything they'll ask me about the show

00:41:47.640 they'll see uh you know like hey what's that about there's a huge joke and i'm like well

00:41:53.620 the show's called nephilim death squad and they go what's that mean and i go we deal with comedy

00:41:57.500 and christianity through a biblical uh modern lens or they'll say nephilim are bad and you

00:42:03.400 shouldn't be promoting that we get that a lot too yeah and i know we try to explain it to people

00:42:07.080 they can't hear it never try to explain it with everything no you never explain the troll to

00:42:11.340 anybody i tell them okay cool whatever so you told so the uncle asks you elaborate to him on what it

00:42:17.100 is and then you just let it ride oh yeah yeah definitely like i don't i'm not gonna push it

00:42:22.940 like you know like i said i get an ai generated shot a day later from chat gbt saying that the

00:42:28.400 nephilim aren't reeled in a whatever so i mean like i'm not gonna it's not my place to push it

00:42:33.620 Now imagine spending three hours talking to some guy from fucking Italy or wherever, and then you get not an AI-generated picture, but you get him talking to an AI for six more hours and then saying, this is why you're wrong. 0.99

00:42:46.960 It's the same shit. 0.99

00:42:48.440 And it's like I understand the frustration. 1.00

00:42:50.600 I don't even know.

00:42:51.600 I misread at the time.

00:42:53.580 I thought he was perceptive to what we were saying, so we're like, well, keep going.

00:42:56.640 But there's also an audience.

00:42:57.980 You're in the woods with your uncle.

00:43:00.340 I think you've got to be more delicate with the process.

00:43:03.620 Number one, no offense to Uncle Boomer, you're probably smarter than him.

00:43:07.780 You're going to have to outsmart him in a way to get his brain to think about what you're actually saying.

00:43:14.300 Because these topics are crazy.

00:43:16.900 And to somebody that's coming with you with already preconceived notions, you're not going to bust through 50 years of those.

00:43:22.480 But you can put like a little seed somewhere and then come back to it.

00:43:27.840 Yeah, we don't have to plant, you know, fertilize, water, and harvest in an hour.

00:43:33.620 Just be patient.

00:43:34.560 Be patient.

00:43:35.300 And sometimes that seed, like, I'll do it all the time, and I'll make it, like, if it's, like, friends and family at a party. 0.97

00:43:41.520 Like, you were at the party recently, and maybe I'll just go up to somebody, and I'll say some crazy shit. 0.96

00:43:47.580 But it'll be funny, but it'll be crazy. 0.99

00:43:49.900 And offensive.

00:43:50.600 And offensive.

00:43:51.540 And they'll go, oh, all of their sensibilities are now shattered.

00:43:54.960 And I go, perfect.

00:43:55.960 Because that means you're offended.

00:43:58.020 So now, like, you don't know.

00:43:59.560 Your guard is down.

00:44:01.020 You don't know where to put me.

00:44:02.540 Do I laugh?

00:44:03.620 Do I take him serious?

00:44:05.260 You know what Christina's uncle says about me all the time?

00:44:09.180 Because that's how I deal with him. 0.99

00:44:11.400 He goes, when I say some crazy shit, he goes, is he serious? 0.99

00:44:15.300 He asked the rest of me, is he serious? 1.00

00:44:17.440 And I go, maybe. 0.99

00:44:20.100 Fucking maybe. 0.99

00:44:20.960 You figure it out. 1.00

00:44:22.060 Think about it, stupid. 1.00

00:44:23.320 What I've been saying, though, for years to these people, it's bore out to be true. 1.00

00:44:28.620 And then I decided to do it in front of a microphone.

00:44:30.740 and i think that like the audience that me and david have the have now is testament to like yeah

00:44:35.240 this makes sense but i say to family and sometimes i'll just go you know what i think you need extra

00:44:41.580 crazy and then maybe somebody uh you need you need an approach a little bit more drawn back

00:44:47.280 and some and a lot of times i've missed so like there's been a lot of refinement with

00:44:50.820 if you follow me for the last seven years on how i deal with people on twitter alone

00:44:56.260 there's been a lot of refinement on what i used to do and what i do now this is the refined state

00:45:03.100 this is this is a diamond what you saw before is wild yeah and also family is the hardest to deal

00:45:10.080 with for what i'm not a sign i mean look here here just for whatever it's worth first of all

00:45:14.360 we got we got your hat on today let's go and let me tell you buy those hats top lobster.com

00:45:20.980 let's go and uh just to paint a picture it's like you know like you said he's we're in the woods

00:45:27.340 he's trying to have a conversation about you know turkey hunting or just like what were you guys

00:45:31.820 doing actually i was helping him he has some property and i was helping him put fence posts

00:45:36.740 in solid uh yeah for a gate uh he's a little bit older he's a little bit banged up so whenever he

00:45:42.620 needs help i got a uh cement mixer so i took it up there and mixed it up so he could uh set post

00:45:48.280 him for the gate solid um but i mean you know like what top was touching on is the idea that

00:45:55.800 planting the seed which was sort of what i had hoped for because just to see if he would at

00:46:02.480 least look when he went and did the screenshot he was looking for it right so like i told him a

00:46:08.380 thing and then he went and looked for it now whether or not it was the right answer or whatever

00:46:12.460 it inspired him at the very least to go look at it yeah which is the best that i could be hoping

00:46:18.060 for in that moment but i'm just hoping it doesn't die on the vine there because then that means that

00:46:23.380 you know maybe it will open up other avenues of him looking into other things because like you

00:46:28.800 said there's a very especially western pennsylvania roman catholic religion that all the answers come

00:46:35.280 from the priest nobody else like whoever whatever the priest says that's the way that it is and if

00:46:40.920 it doesn't say that if the if the priest doesn't point them to scripture to justify what they just

00:46:47.720 said then it isn't real so it's kind of like sort of chipping away at that a little bit where it's

00:46:52.320 like hey have you considered that there's things that you may not know right like that there's

00:46:57.700 other facets because you asked me so i'm giving because i've said to him originally i was like

00:47:02.460 look you sure you want to know the answer because you're probably going to think i'm crazy i don't

00:47:06.520 doubt you for thinking that i might be crazy yeah you know what i mean so i'll tell you if you want

00:47:10.700 to know so i did tell them and then because i tried to explain it's like it answers stuff

00:47:18.420 that was previously unanswerable who who are the satanic people who are all these different names

00:47:25.880 and deities who are they praying to why are they doing this why the child sacrifice like the 0.99

00:47:29.920 the governments ran by these pedo satanic fucks like who are the who are they doing these things 0.99

00:47:35.060 for you think it's just like this satan entity or do you think that there's anything else to it 1.00

00:47:39.960 You know what I mean? So it answers some of those questions in that way, too, where it's like, you know, this is such a big topic that I'm trying to, in my head, figure out a way to condense it so we don't, because I know you guys are on a time limit.

00:47:55.020 But, you know, like it answers questions to things that might have just been assumptions about what that means.

00:48:04.940 You know, the evil entities, what they mean, where they come from.

00:48:07.940 Again, I've seen things myself that, you know, they're sort of like I don't really as time goes on and you research and you hear other people's stories and do not like I know you got I know you're being humble top.

00:48:21.000 You guys are doing a really good thing just putting this stuff out there.

00:48:24.640 don't let anybody take that from you uh don't don't take it from yourself don't let matt give

00:48:29.700 you the weird looks and don't let it like you guys are doing a really good thing there's there's a

00:48:34.400 like like i said in the chat in the past two or more gathered in my name so there's people like

00:48:40.500 myself where i can't find a church that would even come close to a place that i would consider going

00:48:45.500 to because it gets everything from rainbow flags to israel flags and everything in between and so

00:48:51.580 like when i when i can at the very least listen like i do a lot about people talking about some

00:48:58.320 of these things it's a way for for people like myself to find a place that isn't if there's no

00:49:03.860 fit anywhere else does that make sense yeah i mean i know i know like you you're running a podcast

00:49:12.460 and and you know like you're it's a business for you and like you come out and you do

00:49:16.800 yeah i don't know that you know how much some of this stuff that you might do especially on

00:49:21.360 the straight bible how it can impact some people that actually can't find that anywhere else yeah

00:49:28.660 so i'm just saying that you know don't don't don't underestimate your abilities because you

00:49:37.180 know there you have a huge following you got there's people that are listening there's people

00:49:41.740 that you know they take some of the words that that that they learned from listening to this

00:49:46.360 and they apply it to their lives that's a big deal so for whatever it's worth I just wanted

00:49:52.760 to make sure you guys knew that that like you know as simple I do the same thing it's like I'm

00:49:57.360 just talking to a screen right now there's people listening there's people listening that may take

00:50:02.060 the words that we're saying and apply them somehow to their lives and that can be a big deal so for

00:50:09.760 whatever it's worth I just wanted to make sure I said those words to you because um like I said

00:50:14.780 before just little stuff like even when when david was willing to come on and even give a

00:50:21.340 shit about a person that he never met before like me and my daughter you got i don't think that i

00:50:27.580 don't think that there's enough merit put into what that on an individual basis is so don't cut 0.82

00:50:33.740 yourself short guys you know you're doing really good things here and uh don't forget that um we

00:50:39.860 appreciate that um but yeah it's something something i think about too um you never when

00:50:45.500 you start a thing you don't know what it's going to become so whatever you're doing at the time

00:50:49.680 you don't know how that's going to influence people and yeah i've seen that in a way uh

00:50:56.840 oh there's panda actually your panda was she's the somebody that i'm kind of thinking about uh

00:51:01.700 on a previous the previous episode of uh the q a where she was saying that she's feeling kind of

00:51:07.020 depressed looking into some of these subjects that specifically we'd cover on nds and then i

00:51:15.020 have to go back and do inventory and go okay uh what was my what did i say uh what did david's

00:51:23.900 because now that's my responsibility what did i say what did david say and then the guests that

00:51:30.100 we were talking to what did they bring and did we flavor this with enough comedy did we did we 0.90

00:51:37.480 take the shit out of it enough for people to like you know it's a serious topic but i don't want you 0.94

00:51:41.940 to go home and be depressed and like spiral thinking like the one person i guess we're just 0.79

00:51:47.360 naming names on this episode uh william ramsey he's like one of the best researchers we had him

00:51:51.960 on and he's the one person that at the end we asked him if he's having fun and he was just like

00:51:57.000 he almost told us to to like go fuck ourselves because you asked him he was having fun yeah 0.98

00:52:03.120 yeah this is not fun he's like we just covered the smiley face killers like what do you mean 0.99

00:52:06.760 am i having fun i was like i get it i understand you're not dead though are you having fun and

00:52:12.480 wait so he just did some super deep dive depressing thing you're like hey you having fun

00:52:16.620 he was like f you yeah and then he goes well are you having fun like what we just talked about are

00:52:21.240 you having fun and i was like dog like we were wearing our hawaiian shirts our nds hawaiian

00:52:25.520 shirts and i was like hell yeah look at my shirt i'm having fun he did not like that he hasn't

00:52:28.920 spoken to us since but uh that's fine and if that like the audience that he's gonna draw

00:52:34.760 they're gonna get really good information but they're gonna be sad well that's why all these

00:52:40.320 things come back to um looking at jesus the author and finisher of our faith man like just

00:52:46.240 continuing to look at jesus and that's where these passages come from where he says if your eye is

00:52:50.440 single your whole body's full of light and then he says if your eye is evil your whole body's full

00:52:55.280 of darkness you know you think if he said single maybe he'd say double but he says single and then

00:53:00.160 the opposite of single is evil it's like keep your eye on christ dude stay focused on him that's why

00:53:04.860 he says these passages like as moses lifted the serpent in the wilderness so shall the son of man

00:53:09.440 be lifted up and when they when they looked at that when moses lifted the serpent in the wilderness

00:53:13.940 those people were saved as they were looking at it and it does matter what you're looking at if

00:53:18.240 you look at that's why they even say like the psychologists have to go see a psychologist at

00:53:22.120 some point like you can only hear people's stories for or police officers like go like just go down

00:53:27.440 the line of people who struggle in life like as what your spirit's taking in over and over and

00:53:32.720 over like that's what you're going to get dude whatever you whatever you sow that is what you'll

00:53:37.380 reap and so you do have to be careful getting into these dark topics and how much you're going to

00:53:41.240 have it not to say you run for the hills if somebody comes in orders a mocha and they want

00:53:45.420 to talk about the occult it's like sure i'll entertain you for a minute or two while we wait

00:53:48.760 while I make your mocha, but I'm not sticking around for a long time to get into this stuff

00:53:52.480 with you. I don't necessarily need to go into the darkness. I'm going to stay focused on Christ.

00:53:56.520 And it's also what I've done and what I've been doing. So if you've been following since

00:54:02.760 older comedy days and stuff where I'm making off-color jokes, I mean, not off-color,

00:54:10.200 mostly about black people, but they're hilarious. Objectively.

00:54:13.600 Yeah, that's great.

00:54:14.160 it's well here's the thing here's here's the problem with it i am doing this thing and i still

00:54:22.020 am i like at the time i'm a believer in jesus christ i'm not going to church and i'm not

00:54:25.780 seeking a relationship but like in my in my my heart i don't i don't have this like this chaos

00:54:34.880 although i'm not like searching god but i'm doing a thing that is in a weird gray area

00:54:42.320 and it's fine and i try to like keep it light and we try to like still have like a decent

00:54:48.300 you know message for people's like look what i i'm a dad i'm a husband you know don't be a piece

00:54:54.780 of crap but like here's some comedy well it's funny it comes back to jules is one the last 0.92

00:55:00.380 time i spoke with him uh after a show that we did with him paranoid american we were talking about 0.93

00:55:06.760 some people in the space people that are uh fans of the show and people that i know and like our

00:55:11.600 friends now i like them and they started doing comedy shows and stuff like that because of me 0.53

00:55:16.960 yeah because of me some of their some of their shows are named after shit that i said

00:55:21.580 and i watch it and they're funny but like as i'm like moving away from it and it's it sounds 0.97

00:55:28.960 hypocritical of me right because like i'm like oh i i said that i said nigger a bunch of times look 0.98

00:55:33.420 at me haha it's hilarious when i do it right but then as i'm moving away from it i look back and 0.98

00:55:38.060 they're like they're doing it and i'm like oh man like they're doing uh a version of what i did and

00:55:44.900 like i gotta look at it now and i go oh like i hope when i did it it was like did it cut you know

00:55:52.820 was it funny did i time it right or is it is it because sometimes it hits sometimes it doesn't

00:55:59.240 sometimes it's just cringe like if you listen to toad drop a racial slur one out of 10 times

00:56:04.340 its place correctly the other times it just sounds like you go oh like a car crash you know there's

00:56:10.240 a way to do it yeah there's a way to do it and you probably delivery there's delivery and i'm not

00:56:15.160 great at it but it has its place and sometimes i hit it sometimes i don't and i was explaining

00:56:21.820 that i'm like man and some of those guys were mad at me because they're like i'm not doing that

00:56:25.480 anymore you know well i mean here let me just add this real quick so yeah i think you're right and

00:56:31.120 i could see exactly what you mean firstly like where i just for me as i'm reading through and

00:56:36.560 trying to apply the scriptures and advocate like i'm searching for god and i'm telling people about

00:56:43.400 you know me doing it whenever they come to me with issues but we all evolve i know i do um

00:56:49.660 that the changes that happen it's like being in the gym you know you're going to get stronger

00:56:55.500 things are going to change you're going to work on other things and i that's spiritually for me

00:57:00.400 it's the same way so in the beginning when i first start trying to walk this path there was

00:57:06.160 and people disagree on how many times it's said but it it's quoted at 365 times in the bible it

00:57:14.580 says do not be afraid in some way shape or form so when the world especially during covid was

00:57:19.640 coming at us so crazy it would be real easy to be afraid and i fell back on that do not be afraid

00:57:26.620 constantly and i still do it now today but there's an evolution there where it's more than that now

00:57:31.900 i'm learning more i'm and i'm able to share some stuff with people more right so i mean even for

00:57:38.900 yourself and and everybody else i would imagine especially you know in the spiritual gym that

00:57:43.540 you know where you start is not where you're gonna be over an amount of time if you stay on the path

00:57:48.660 so you know just because you were there and you might find it cringy now i know i do the same

00:57:54.000 thing where it's like, you know, it's, I try to explain something to somebody maybe a year ago

00:57:59.480 and I find myself thinking about that particular subject differently. And I wish I could grab that

00:58:04.780 person now if I seen them and say, Hey, look, I kind of refined this, right? You know what I mean?

00:58:08.920 Like I got a different view on what I told you before. So I get where you're at, man. I get it.

00:58:13.320 But I mean, I, I just, I just fall back on the idea that we're, we're growing, we're growing

00:58:18.760 spiritually and things are going to change as that's happening. So the past got you to where

00:58:23.680 you are and you know just keep moving forward for me that's what I keep looking at is that

00:58:28.960 again my childhood I shouldn't be alive numerous circumstances where I should have died no doubt

00:58:35.140 about it um I don't know why I'm still here but I think in part it's because I'm supposed to be

00:58:41.540 walking this path I think it's part of it um even with the land there's something about me working

00:58:48.680 there and doing that I feel like I'm supposed to I don't know if Matt gets that whenever he's on

00:58:53.320 his land too but like when you're there tilling the soil and you're there doing the work and

00:58:59.220 things are growing and life is coming from what you're doing um there's something spiritually

00:59:05.080 there too it's like i feel like it's just part of the process and and and as time goes on that's

00:59:10.960 going to change as we expand do you think you think your trees love you yeah i don't tree hug

00:59:16.700 but i would i would if they start producing more fruit like i mean i don't i go up and i check on

00:59:23.300 the orchard as often as i can to see you know is there is there a fungus is there bugs eating them

00:59:29.540 i care for them i don't hug them but i mean they're they're beneficial they're they're they

00:59:34.660 have the ability to sustain life no no no do you think they love you not do you love them do you

00:59:40.860 think they love you i don't know i don't think i don't know uh i don't know i don't know that i

00:59:49.440 have ever seen that um i've never seen them perk up when i got there uh but i think it might be

00:59:58.000 possible you know because listen there's also there's also the theory that like they have like

01:00:02.540 a nervous system the trees are actually have a nerve like plants have a nervous system their

01:00:07.700 roots they're allegedly there's ways for them in i've read articles about this where if you

01:00:13.240 limb them especially at the wrong time that there's ways that they can measure that there's

01:00:17.600 like a panic that puts out i don't know if you've ever heard of this before but like that their the

01:00:22.420 roots of their nervous system they kind of talk to each other through the nervous systems what

01:00:26.060 their ability to care about i wouldn't know but i do know there's things in this world that we don't

01:00:30.700 truly understand all of it about a tree may not just be a tree well a prune the pruning process

01:00:36.460 that does the shock a lot of times especially i don't know if you grow mulberries where you're at

01:00:40.300 but you definitely can if you hard prune a mulberry that shock that happens is the tree thinking oh

01:00:45.360 know i might die i must produce fruit i must produce the thing that's going to go to the next

01:00:49.720 generation it can't die with me so boom it explodes with fruit that's what happens in that

01:00:54.220 pruning process but everything in the nature is built like that to survive dude like like everything

01:00:59.600 is designed to try to kill a bug dude like everything that's alive wants to stay alive

01:01:04.560 and wants to like further the next generation not to get on another topic but like that's where we 0.66

01:01:10.400 get a little funny with the boomers we're like y'all don't care about the next generation like

01:01:14.480 That just seems so crazy to me to be old and especially have somewhat unlimited resources and not be like, yo, what can I do with this to better the next generation, to help the next generation, to leave something for somebody else? 0.94

01:01:28.100 You know what I mean?

01:01:28.540 But, like, plants do it.

01:01:30.080 It's interesting.

01:01:30.820 I've been watching a lot of antique road show, favorite show.

01:01:34.640 But it's interesting to see.

01:01:35.420 You're a boomer, dude.

01:01:36.200 Hell yeah.

01:01:36.640 So what?

01:01:37.160 Great show.

01:01:38.880 There's, like, two types of people.

01:01:41.120 They bring something in.

01:01:42.400 they're like i got this tiffany uh lamp or whatever and it's like this thing is worth

01:01:46.260 45 000 to 80 000 and they go that's incredible this is gonna stay in the family and then somebody

01:01:53.940 else you see in their eyes they as they're telling them about the thing they're going i'm gonna cash

01:02:00.380 out right now you know you have the craziest like hobbies this is what i pay attention to when i'm 0.98

01:02:07.000 watching this shit but it's a big part of that you know it's so weird like in some ways you're 0.99

01:02:10.940 like a normal person it's so weird it's like the really the really old people that like the lady's 0.99

01:02:16.160 90 and she's like my grandmother had this from the and like this is an art deco necklace it's

01:02:20.440 worth 130 000 he goes that's fantastic i'm glad it's worth something my kids are gonna love this

01:02:25.960 exactly and i'm like yeah hell yeah and some people like younger generations or the boomer

01:02:30.500 generation they're like you could see they're rubbing going on a cruise with this money

01:02:34.500 Yeah, I'm going to Margaritaville.

01:02:38.320 To the villages and going on a cruise.

01:02:41.340 Real quick, I know you guys got to go soon.

01:02:43.560 No, we don't.

01:02:44.040 We got time, bro.

01:02:44.780 It's not a rush.

01:02:45.520 You sure?

01:02:46.020 Yeah, I got like close to 30 minutes.

01:02:48.860 Okay.

01:02:49.340 All right.

01:02:49.740 As long as you're good.

01:02:50.920 On the antique thing, just because you said it, I bought an old antique copper washing machine that I'm going to restore.

01:02:58.460 Just because it's a cool antique made of full copper.

01:03:02.260 i gotta have the engine sort of rebuilt how do we know that's not a time machine dude the thing's

01:03:07.120 all copper but it's like it's electric though yes it's electric yeah and the entire thing's made of

01:03:12.980 copper yeah with the exception of the uh the structural bases like it's old steel uh it's

01:03:20.860 super cool dude i can't wait to get it up and running the inside stainless steel these big

01:03:25.320 stainless steel cups that that spin uh but the outside the whole thing is all copper i thought

01:03:30.440 it was super cool it's um i got it for like a hundred bucks i looked it up if you refurbish

01:03:35.760 it without replacing the engine you just get the engine fixed five grand five grand just be careful

01:03:40.840 dude you turn that thing on and end up in the year 1635 don't say i didn't warn you it's always

01:03:45.620 about time travel with matt matt always like wants to try if you matt if you could travel through

01:03:50.460 time if you if you had the the machine where would you go i don't know dude that's too hard of a

01:03:58.600 all the time you put into this time travel thought you never thought about where you would

01:04:04.540 go you never thought about where you would end up if you could no the reason i'm intrigued by

01:04:08.860 time travel is because those other time periods that aren't the time period that i'm in are so

01:04:14.460 mysterious and so incredible it's like no no you live in one of those time periods like like if i

01:04:18.800 was alive 200 years ago i would be so intrigued you should start asking people instead of where

01:04:22.920 years from now i would be so intrigued to live right here right now no no here's what you have

01:04:27.780 to do to people because you you might be missing something instead of where are you from when they

01:04:31.560 come in you go when you're when are you from there's not just one story dude well i do ask

01:04:36.300 i have asked people if they're time travelers there's absolutely people who have come to the

01:04:40.220 register a hundred percent i said are y'all time travelers not just one or two there's been a

01:04:45.440 handful of people where i'm like something's not right here they have like weird stop watches in

01:04:50.480 the pocket they have a certain look i'm like are y'all from this time period and what do they say

01:04:55.260 they laugh and then i just keep looking at them and i'm like i'm like no where so where are you

01:05:01.980 guys from and then they tell some story so i don't know i don't know i can tell you a funny time

01:05:08.220 travel dream i had though oh hold on wait up uh ellis so i was uh so i'm in this um

01:05:15.420 you probably don't remember the show but it was called um quantum leap and so he would the dude

01:05:22.420 would just he would like wake up and he would be somebody else right so he was like in some story

01:05:28.680 but he was somebody in that story that he had to like pretend to be that person well i get i get

01:05:34.040 dreams like that sometimes right so i'm in one of those dreams where i'm in like this it's like a

01:05:37.900 time travel posse right there's like a there's like a group of us and we're time travelers and

01:05:42.580 like there's the time machine and they're like all right bro you're up and i'm like okay cool

01:05:47.200 and so i like go in the time washing machine i'm like it just spins you around i'm like looking at

01:05:55.460 the buttons and i'm like and i like look back to see if they're still watching me and i'm like okay

01:06:01.180 and i got like i'm supposed to know what i'm doing because i'm this guy in the dream i'm

01:06:05.860 supposed to know how to push the buttons and go to the time period i'm supposed to go to right so

01:06:09.080 i'm like i'm like dude i have no clue how this thing works but i'm supposed to be this guy like

01:06:12.300 i better figure it out then a savior walks in dude a dude walks in he kind of like gives me

01:06:18.180 the smile of like i i know you don't know what you're doing he hits a couple buttons and like

01:06:22.880 the vibe is like he kind of winks at me and he's like i got you bro closes the door and then i just

01:06:28.100 end up in this other time period and so i'm looking for clues right i'm in this park so i'm

01:06:33.160 just kind of like looking around and uh oh my god there's no airplanes i think i remember there

01:06:40.120 Was there any chemtrails?

01:06:40.860 There was no chemtrails.

01:06:41.840 I think I remembered there was no chemtrails.

01:06:43.840 Tell your uncle about chemtrails.

01:06:45.040 You want to talk about evils.

01:06:46.060 Like, what's this?

01:06:46.780 What do you think that is?

01:06:48.460 At some point, if any of that, he's going to think I'm a crazy person.

01:06:52.380 But trust me, if it ever comes up, I have to wait for him to ask.

01:06:55.400 I will be hammering him.

01:06:56.680 Like, if he ever opens up the door, he's not going to know what to think about it.

01:06:59.280 I have Pennsylvania Catholic family that I've brought that to, and it's just I'm the laughingstock of the family for bringing that out.

01:07:05.260 So I have some experience with that one, too. 0.90

01:07:07.640 my wife's entire job at one point we were we were out to eat somewhere and i was talking about

01:07:13.320 chemtrails and they're like you're crazy and i was like you don't see them and they're like we

01:07:15.940 don't look up and i'm like no they think it's the exhaust that comes off the plane no they're like

01:07:20.920 this looking down and i go dog next time you go outside look up and every time they see me they go 0.99

01:07:25.580 like tic-tacs tic-tac-toe across the sky i said that's right see you later stupid they don't 0.98

01:07:30.980 care they just say it's the exhaust from the plane a lot of these people do some one of them 0.99

01:07:34.660 listens to our to to nds they're like fans poor person poor person poor poor lady she's lost

01:07:40.200 but yeah you planted a little seed go ahead keep going with your dream where's this going

01:07:43.980 okay so i press some buttons sends you to a spot yes i'm in the next time period and i'm in like a

01:07:49.420 park and in the park there's like a big i don't know in livermore uh we have like a carnegie hall

01:07:54.580 like there's a there's like a hall you know it's like this big building and uh so i see that

01:07:59.020 building and then i see like the chicks like pushing the babies in the baby carriage and the 0.58

01:08:03.660 baby carriage is big and the dress is like that big dress that goes tight on the waist and you

01:08:08.120 know i'm talking like an old fat like mary poppins style maybe a little bit they got they got the

01:08:12.180 hat and there's like the pushing and i'm like okay and there's no airplanes i'm like all right i'm in

01:08:17.100 the past i'm in the past cool and then i started looking at the building and the structure of the

01:08:21.960 building like right where the lady's pushing it it's like there's no other like so-called

01:08:26.560 technology anywhere but i'm looking at this building and i'm going no there's no there's

01:08:32.240 no way this is from the past dude like there's a zero percent chance this is from the past like

01:08:36.460 where am i and then boom i woke up so i don't know i just think time periods are weird well here's

01:08:43.780 it's funny we got here but uh the time travel thing like if i could i would really love to go

01:08:50.000 back to maybe just before when jesus was around in part i'll explain this my i have this sort of

01:08:59.040 you know researching some of this stuff looking at it and even bringing it up to today with the

01:09:04.460 chemtrails and everything else i'm going to tie it i'm going to put this all together in a second

01:09:08.760 in the past there's all these stories especially even in the bible when we were talking about

01:09:14.040 nephilim earlier where they sinned against man and beast and to me that sounds like genetic

01:09:18.860 manipulations and things like that and then you see depictions of things there's even stories in

01:09:23.580 a bible of the lion-headed men that they brought in to serve in the army and uh egyptian things

01:09:30.900 with men with eagle heads and you know what i'm saying right like there's all these depictions

01:09:35.100 of the past where there's a belief that you know back then the the fallen the nephilim the giants

01:09:43.720 they were using the technology they had available to genetically manipulate human beings they sinned

01:09:50.700 against men and beast right and then we fast forward to like today i would like to go back

01:09:55.940 to see if that was actually real because when we fast forward today nothing new under the sun

01:10:01.200 what do we see now um like elon musk trying to bring back a baby woolly mammoth or a miniature

01:10:08.460 one to have as like a pet the manipulation of the skies uh the genetic elements of like these uh 0.97

01:10:15.180 mrna shots that fuck with your genetics and your rna dna there's such a vast array of what i would 0.96

01:10:23.340 label and categorize as sinning against man and beast and i think on some level some people have 1.00

01:10:30.440 heard stories about you know them trying to make chimeric creatures or super soldiers or

01:10:34.780 any variation of changing genetics um and so i like i see it from back then maybe it's not as

01:10:42.480 well pronounced today but i see a mimic of it and i think to myself like aren't they aren't we

01:10:48.420 experiencing it again now maybe just not being able to recognize it for what we thought it might

01:10:54.200 have been or what it could be and also the advent of ai like you know wanting to incorporate

01:11:00.120 robotics into the body right like to make people walk it all sounds like a good idea put a chip in

01:11:06.620 your head well that's a genetic manipulation maybe you're not supposed to have a chip in your head

01:11:11.000 you ever think about you know like that that's possible in my head my my theory the thing that

01:11:18.700 i've been working through is that like i think that the reason why i'd want to go back to see

01:11:22.180 it to see if it was real because it all kind of ties in i think we're seeing a version of it today

01:11:27.200 does that make any sense to you guys sure sure and if ultimately we have a 6 000 year account

01:11:32.560 of the descendants of adam that's what i think we have it looks like clearly something was happening

01:11:37.260 before what we have with Adam something was happening in the beginning was God right so

01:11:42.940 so something definitely was happening before where our story picks up yeah but I think a big

01:11:47.840 problem with going back in uh checking out like pre-diluvian stuff uh means you're gonna die in

01:11:55.780 the flood so that's like that's like a brutal time although yeah very curious but like I feel

01:12:02.120 like you go there you're not getting out of it but i'm saying that uh this manipulation to your

01:12:07.340 point is like it it does seem like it's probably consistent in all the time periods because jesus

01:12:13.480 died for the descendants of adam so you start tinkering with man and you put a chip in his head

01:12:18.820 or you make him a lion-like man of moab or any of these other things you're alluding to where

01:12:22.960 they're tampering with the dna with the genetics like when does it get to a point where a human

01:12:28.260 has made themselves something other than a descendant of Adam now they've tinkered with

01:12:32.820 themselves and hybridized themselves in such a way that they're no longer up for salvation

01:12:37.020 I don't know but it's but it seems like an interesting thought even even to just for another

01:12:41.760 small point is that even the pharmaceuticals they will be deceived by farmica right like right now

01:12:48.040 in city water there's pharmaceuticals I just it's funny because my uncle the same one I was talking

01:12:53.820 about the very last time I had a conversation with him the blank stare that I said when I said

01:12:58.160 don't drink city water because there's pharmaceuticals in it because they recycle

01:13:02.920 sewage water into your drinking water they they say they purify it and so when they do that the

01:13:10.620 stuff that they can't get out is uh pharmaceuticals and stuff on that level it's like so it's it's

01:13:16.580 sort of like even widespread you might not even know the pharmaceuticals that are coming back

01:13:22.400 from uh i thought the camera went out for a second no i stood in front of it that's fine

01:13:29.360 okay um even the pharmaceuticals are a manipulation right like it's changing the

01:13:34.800 way you're thinking it's changing the way you're acting so i see this stuff now and just you know

01:13:39.860 to put a bow on it it's like i that's why i think i would like to i think that there's a secular

01:13:44.280 thing and i think we're coming across it again today maybe some variation of it and it makes me

01:13:50.300 wonder you know is there a possibility of another not flood obviously because he said he wouldn't

01:13:57.620 do that again but something else to clean the slate right because i'm yeah yeah he says that

01:14:03.660 he says that you know last time is water but this time it's gonna be fire might be lightning so

01:14:07.300 where would you go in the time machine dude uh i wouldn't go to any like antediluvian stuff that

01:14:13.000 doesn't sound like fun assuming i could take the time machine with me but also you might get murked

01:14:18.160 out there dude like yeah i firmly believe that the times of noah was crazy there was people

01:14:23.660 walking around and there was probably open abominations walking around as well like again

01:14:29.940 if albarino is anywhere close with his thesis about this idea and possibly like atlanta's

01:14:35.720 happening you have nephilim giant kings and then their creations and so on and so forth then the

01:14:40.980 people that are around are all probably trying to become gibberim in some way everyone's jacked up

01:14:46.180 i ain't walking around like i'm not going to new york either unless i really have to so shout out

01:14:51.000 to your boy and the fluorided water that's up there that's probably why you can't reach him

01:14:55.260 it's uh there's a calcification that happens uh happened to me i guess but but i broke out of it

01:15:02.180 for somehow um i wouldn't yeah i wouldn't go hard to pick dude there's too many rad things i would

01:15:07.760 really it'd be like the life of jesus you say that it's like yeah but like which story yeah

01:15:11.780 Dude, that's the best time.

01:15:12.920 You go to the birth of Jesus and you make sure that you're like a farmer in that field.

01:15:19.120 And maybe you can even go see Jesus after he's born.

01:15:22.520 But when the angels are singing because he's born and all the shepherds are in the field looking at that, that must have been really, really cool.

01:15:33.080 And then you can hang out for the next 33 years or so. 0.74

01:15:35.540 I would try to get out of there before the crucifixion because that sucks.

01:15:38.300 but uh you hang out and just be like a you know watch him do stuff and he probably that's the

01:15:44.180 thing too like if you're a time traveler going back in jesus time like he'd probably be like

01:15:48.080 you're not supposed to be here but watch this you know like yeah but don't you ever think that like

01:15:52.880 you can like romanticize about another time period or another place maybe you go on vacation

01:15:58.620 you're like oh and in your mind you sort of say oh if i lived here my life would be so good like

01:16:02.780 look at this or if you just you just think of another time period there was no running there's

01:16:07.280 no running water no no maybe not that time period but i'm just saying like whatever some wonderful

01:16:11.900 time period some wonderful place and i'm because i remember like daydreaming like that and i was

01:16:15.580 like why don't i just do that in my life okay this is when i'd go back i'd go back to when toy story

01:16:20.820 one was dropped and in that time period i think that's pay attention okay that's like 97 yeah yeah

01:16:28.920 oh you're a baby i'd go there i'd watch i'd watch toy story again and then i'd buy bitcoin i buy as

01:16:34.340 much bitcoin as possible and that's like i don't know that's like a monetary gain that's that's a

01:16:39.480 really low level thing that's a low level that's your thing you make a lot of money i get it no but

01:16:44.080 like wouldn't you no wouldn't you do that of all the things here when i picture time travel i don't

01:16:50.260 picture like just a stay like you know like you're because i don't know if i if it's like here you can

01:16:55.300 pick where you want to go um but you're staying there i'm not going back to antediluvian then

01:17:00.500 And I picture it more along the lines of being able to jump back out because it's like I'm not going to that chaos just to satisfy curiosity, knowing that anything is possible.

01:17:08.680 Can you bring anything with you or is this just a viewing?

01:17:11.680 You're just viewing.

01:17:12.440 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:17:13.700 I would need to know specifics first.

01:17:15.340 But I mean, like if it was like you're permanently staying, I'm not going there.

01:17:19.400 Yeah.

01:17:19.860 I mean, the Wild West looks enticing.

01:17:22.280 No, it's crazy. 1.00

01:17:23.160 You're crazy, dude. 0.99

01:17:24.960 The gold rush. 0.99

01:17:25.840 Can you imagine how wild people?

01:17:27.080 Those are like the most adventurous people.

01:17:29.120 1849 in Cali.

01:17:30.180 they're just going for it beautiful territory they're just living in the woods getting killed

01:17:34.600 i saw an antique road show a guy had a vest and it's a vest that goes underneath his vest and it

01:17:39.540 had a bunch of little pockets for all the gold that he put in it because they had to hide it

01:17:42.900 because they're getting robbed left and right i'm not going that way that's crazy no i don't know

01:17:47.060 well i mean i don't know that new york city's any better than that now i'm sure you need hidden 0.95

01:17:52.180 pockets at this point you know when you go down the street who the fuck knows i mean i mean like 0.59

01:17:57.140 i go i tell the stories i grew up in pittsburgh pittsburgh was not what i don't think it has the 0.76

01:18:03.220 label of like the new york city thing because new york city is so big and a lot of things are more

01:18:07.240 widespread but i'm telling you when i grew up there in the 80s and 90s when i was young i mean

01:18:12.260 because i was in the streets when i was small you know like pre-teen i was in the streets doing 0.96

01:18:16.800 crazy shit and it was wide open back then where you know this is what i mean about i should be dead 0.93

01:18:21.740 you would get snatched off the street there weren't cameras right you would get snatched 1.00

01:18:26.620 off the street drug in an alleyway maybe they find you in the morning maybe somebody takes mercy

01:18:31.220 and they just like kick your teeth in while they're robbing you and you don't die but this 0.98

01:18:35.020 shit happened all the time it was like you you think about wild west i i it's like this is what 0.97

01:18:41.480 i mean when i was trying to explain earlier about seeing the evil that people will do to just get a 0.96

01:18:47.700 thing a material thing and i'm i'm telling you i've been there groups of people if you're not

01:18:54.100 from here and i see you or somebody in the crew sees you the the question is who do you know and 0.99

01:19:01.720 it better be the right fucking answer or that's your ass because if you don't know somebody that 0.99

01:19:06.520 we know then you're a victim and i'm not saying that i'm just saying like that's the case so like 1.00

01:19:11.980 i've seen it it's not that like even the wild west was that so much different where they had to hide

01:19:16.600 their gold in their pockets it was the same in the 80s man like these you better know the right

01:19:22.160 person if you're walking through the wrong neighborhood because you might not make it out

01:19:26.060 i've seen i've seen a guy in the young dude tough guy he thinks he's a tough guy about to go into

01:19:31.120 the military walk into the cemetery with a whole group of 20 something kids in there drinking

01:19:36.240 mind you this this cemetery is not a small cemetery it's massive thought he was a tough guy

01:19:41.640 came back or you guys gangsters they put a half a red brick right through his mouth wound up like

01:19:48.440 it was like a baseball pitch right through his mouth it'd be the craziest noise i've ever heard

01:19:52.380 in my life i thought he was dead his and he was like a day away from going into the marines i only

01:19:59.360 found this out because the guy's uncle came down to talk to us we were kind of notorious it was a

01:20:05.180 very big group of uh younger people that used to run the street as far as a gang and he came down

01:20:11.620 and he said i'm here to apologize he was like he stepped way out of line he walked right up to you 0.85

01:20:17.400 guys and talk shit he's in the hospital they don't even know if he's going to have a military career 0.98

01:20:21.980 all i'm asking is that it dies there we were like yeah we're dead you know like it's it's over but 0.99

01:20:28.840 like this is what i mean about like you know it was madness yeah in the city when i was younger

01:20:35.320 it was chaos and it wasn't anything other than like pure evil and that's what i could get into

01:20:42.500 so many crazy stories most people don't believe half the thing i have the things i have to say

01:20:46.320 as far as stories but i don't know that the wild west or any other point in time is so much worse

01:20:52.340 than now i think it's just an area i wouldn't think that changed the difference yeah the

01:20:56.780 patterns don't change like the players and the geographic location the wild west though

01:21:01.240 all right so at least in this time that's a wild story bro yeah but in this time period you're

01:21:05.740 talking about somebody could still at the very least have gone to jail there is like a law and

01:21:11.880 there is a police force so there is like some it's not all out anarchy yeah the wild west that

01:21:16.540 did not exist there's not really much of that going on although i guess they had like a sheriff

01:21:22.000 but like for the most part they didn't care like you're on your own in that in this society still

01:21:27.340 like you guys were criminals you're on the fringes of society doing criminal stuff but it's still

01:21:32.900 criminal so there but but there is a fair point there's something nice about that zone too like

01:21:38.800 growing up in the 90s where there were no cell phones you tell your parents you're going out

01:21:45.540 and they say come back at this time and then you do you go to your friend's house and you knock on

01:21:49.980 the door you yell at him from the window and he comes down or whatever it's i like i like the

01:21:55.140 movies that take place in that time period maybe because i grew up in it or maybe because there is

01:22:00.840 a level of convenience like much better than the wild west like there's still like all these these

01:22:06.160 nice conveniences that you had in the 90s there's even tv there's internet to some capacity but 0.90

01:22:12.460 there's not flock cameras you know i got i got pulled over by a damn camera the guy knew everything 0.60

01:22:18.240 about me before before he even came up to me it was it was insane and i'm like i don't want to 0.90

01:22:23.660 live like that but then on the other hand i could go you know in the 90s and you do like a mass

01:22:28.980 murder and people won't be able to catch you or track your vehicle that's cool but you know what

01:22:35.360 i mean it's like it's cool if you want to live it in a cool way so there are trade-offs but i do

01:22:42.440 like i like that time period especially for movies because plot device is like uh i don't know

01:22:48.120 somebody's going over to someone's house and uh they know like let's say somebody knows oh he

01:22:54.460 you know stacks is going to matt's house oh man i better call matt he's like no that doesn't exist

01:22:59.440 you know if you do matt better be by by his landline not only never gonna find him yeah

01:23:04.660 that was crazy it's like you would call a chick's house the dad might answer dad might answer you 0.53

01:23:09.080 know that's a lot of it sucks but it's a lot of fun and then think about that for your daughter

01:23:13.140 too right like you would want that now in a way when she gets older she's gonna have a phone 0.66

01:23:18.860 there's no way around that and who the hell knows you know what's wild about that jess got really 0.98

01:23:24.200 convicted recently about like uh watching instagram she just ended up getting rid of it but she was

01:23:28.920 like watching instagram and so much of the stuff on it was like the glory of the 90s days and how

01:23:34.440 much simpler her life was and she ultimately was like i can make my life this simple right now like

01:23:39.000 it's not simple because i'm scrolling on my phone i'm getting rid of this and i'm gonna go enjoy it

01:23:43.960 outside i'm gonna go pick mulberries i'm gonna go pick loquats i'm gonna go pick peaches i'm gonna

01:23:49.360 make jam i'm gonna make the family dinner i'm gonna get off of these devices and i'm gonna enjoy that

01:23:55.160 way of life even if it's today that was like that i love that you can't you can do that i see what

01:23:59.900 you're saying that there's cameras and stuff there and there's just society is pushing in on you not

01:24:04.200 just that so like i think where we live in florida you could do that in a way where i used to live in 0.91

01:24:10.720 new york i wish your co-host was here because i shit all over them but where we used to live

01:24:14.040 i looked at my kids and you know they were uh two and four at the time before we moved 0.91

01:24:20.040 and i'm like there's no future here for you because what i just described that like uh

01:24:25.780 technocracy that is the norm and you're living in a jungle a concrete jungle of people that are

01:24:31.760 all partaking in that there's no option otherwise unless you go to the outskirts like you're in

01:24:37.020 pennsylvania you have your own food forest i have my own land over here and it's kind of like your

01:24:41.380 kids could you have to raise them right top grows no food stacks just by the way go ahead sorry i

01:24:46.500 mean top grows podcast you're welcome um but you gotta you gotta raise them you should come to my

01:24:51.380 house that maybe that's how you can pay me i brought you banana trees already i saw them i'm

01:24:55.340 gonna plant them definitely plant them i'm gonna plant them i'm horrible at it but anyway there is

01:25:01.740 a chance that you can raise your kids right here and then your kids could choose this in new york

01:25:08.440 city there is no chance of raising them outside of the system because they are in it so much you

01:25:14.760 know and it's like it's tragic and it's like there's nothing there's nothing here for you

01:25:18.460 except for modern insanity and i don't i don't know what to do about it besides withdraw from

01:25:25.200 society but as we withdraw i feel like it'll catch up to us here eventually like over here

01:25:31.300 You know, what's wild is like that's where the we drove from California to Pennsylvania when I was a kid one time.

01:25:37.140 And I just remember even back then, this probably would have been like 88, 89.

01:25:40.860 And I remember like being shocked at how much there was nothing in America.

01:25:45.280 It was just nothing, nothing, nothing.

01:25:47.480 And then you'd come into a city, everything.

01:25:49.300 And it was just packed.

01:25:50.480 There was just so there was all the exits.

01:25:52.000 There was all the buildings.

01:25:52.940 If it was night, there was all the lights.

01:25:54.400 And you spent a half hour going like, wow, it's so busy.

01:25:57.420 And then nothing for hours, maybe even a day.

01:26:00.620 and then you get another city again and it's like wow this is a weird observation i was like eight

01:26:05.380 or nine years old i was like this is weird dude like there's there's nothing like a majority of

01:26:09.140 this country is like there's nothing there but then everybody just you know goes into these places

01:26:14.380 they're concentrated they make it their own hell and then they make it hell for like yeah but then

01:26:18.520 when they pull the plug on the on whatever system they decide to pull first i would guess the food

01:26:22.900 it's the food system like boom that's giant masses of people but if they if even worse if 1.00

01:26:27.600 they don't pull the plug like well would my son be able to find a girlfriend that has like female 0.99

01:26:33.500 parts like that's an actual concern of mine in america i wholeheartedly agree especially with

01:26:40.780 that part but i'll just tell you really quick everything you just said is sort of reminiscent

01:26:45.140 of the way that like i have been doing things nothing i just want to make this clear nothing

01:26:49.860 i am doing today is for me not like this is just part of my journey because i want to be able to

01:26:55.540 for my kids to be able to take this and build themselves. The whole idea of me moving away

01:27:03.300 from the city instantly, like I wasn't married. My wife was my girlfriend back then. I lived in

01:27:08.680 a studio apartment. She said, I'm pregnant. She said, what do you want to do? I said, well,

01:27:12.200 if you're talking about abortion, we're not doing that. And she was like, well, what can we do?

01:27:16.000 I had nothing top. I mean, absolutely nothing. There's a whole longer story I'll spare you from

01:27:20.840 before that but like nothing I just had a an okay job you know like the $20 an hour job

01:27:25.700 working in construction I came out and this is like what I think is like you know God just trying

01:27:32.680 to give me uh opportunities but and I went to a town an hour away from there and bought a house

01:27:39.820 cash like no mortgage it's a big deal and um fixed it up it needed to be fixed up so I fixed it up

01:27:47.140 But I did all that because I don't want them in the city.

01:27:50.080 I know what it is.

01:27:50.840 We talked about this particular subject on another podcast.

01:27:54.240 I don't think people are meant to live stacked on top of each other in concrete blocks.

01:27:58.480 I don't think that that's, and I think it causes a psychosis.

01:28:01.200 I think there's something seriously wrong with living that way.

01:28:05.000 And you're right, because the further out you get, the more space there is.

01:28:08.380 The power of the word no is extremely important.

01:28:13.040 No.

01:28:13.240 no you're not going to have a cell phone so that you can dye your hair blue and pretend to be the

01:28:17.720 person that you've seen no the answer is no this is where and you know when you

01:28:22.300 my daughter's four my other son is six and the other one is 12 now that game that game gets

01:28:31.340 rough dude with the whole no yeah oh yeah it's chaos constantly but i do all this for them man

01:28:36.020 like that's it has nothing to do with me i think that's the spirit of god man it's like the people

01:28:40.540 in this generation who are going to think about the next generation and set their life up in

01:28:44.540 sacrifice of their life for the good of the next generation i just it just seems like that's where

01:28:49.580 this is gonna have to go man and i'm having to learn but i have to jam i don't mean to be rude

01:28:54.980 but i'm not my wife's here and i gotta no it's all good i was just gonna say i don't want to

01:28:58.900 keep you long okay but maybe we can hang uh next time i come to pa for deer season in november

01:29:03.300 maybe we can hang hell yeah all right bro thanks for having me on man thanks for being on dude i

01:29:08.920 appreciate it all right brother do your thing i just gotta jam okay all right get out of here

01:29:14.080 all right uh top do you do you gotta go soon i got a few more i just had what i have a few more

01:29:21.200 minutes we could do like another 10 15 okay cool all i wanted to say is that uh just to touch on

01:29:28.300 the thing that i was just saying that i don't i don't do any of this stuff for myself it's extremely

01:29:34.620 important that i always try to say that is like don't say no the answer that owen benjamin i i

01:29:41.480 always quote this the real n-word is no so the ability to be able to say no means that there

01:29:47.940 might be consequences with it you may not be able to do certain things we experienced this during

01:29:52.780 during covid where like if you tell them no i'm not wearing a mask you can't go in a store

01:29:56.620 you better be able to feed yourself right um you say no to certain things because there's a system

01:30:03.720 that's in place primarily there to control you that's what the flock cameras are that's what the

01:30:09.020 that's what the the cell phones are there's a manipulation and a control mechanism that's

01:30:13.240 happening constantly but the ability to say no to it means that you have to do things for yourself

01:30:19.100 you can't just go buy them or you can't buy your way out of it or you have to do the work in my

01:30:24.200 view right like that's the only answer is that like that you have we have to do the work to stay 1.00

01:30:29.580 away from it i think the amish kind of have it down they don't have to pay taxes they don't deal 0.99

01:30:35.680 with energy if the power goes out doesn't affect them at all and i'm telling you if this is for

01:30:41.180 everybody listening we have because you're here we have a pretty big audience i work for a power

01:30:46.280 company power distribution i also worked in powerhouses where they generate the power i i know

01:30:52.140 the ins and the outs of it the power grid is extremely fragile whatever you're imagining it's

01:30:58.560 worse so have a backup plan if energy is important to you a generator something solar whatever it is

01:31:05.620 that you can do you have that because that's the other part of saying no that you never know what

01:31:10.680 it can lead to as far as like what they're willing to cut you off of right or what you might have the

01:31:15.800 ability to pay for because the other thing is the energy prices are going up are you making enough

01:31:20.480 money if it gets absorbent right like where you it's just unobtainable you can't keep the lights

01:31:25.020 on at certain times because it costs so much that's a reality for some poor people that like

01:31:30.620 the i have to go to people's houses at times and you know like they're like we don't use that much

01:31:35.200 power and my bill is five hundred dollars right this is a single person home so you know what i'm

01:31:41.000 saying i i say all that to point out because again like we talked about in the beginning of the show

01:31:46.260 somehow it always comes back to self-sufficiency i see that as the key i see that as the way to try

01:31:53.760 to alleviate some of the bullshit that's associated with the problems that we face

01:31:58.420 as a society, you have to be able to say no. But when you say no, you also have to be able to 0.96

01:32:03.700 supplement whatever that is that they're willing to take from you, whatever that might be.

01:32:08.000 Have a backup plan for power. I say this all the time. You have no idea how fragile it is and how

01:32:15.060 easy it is to take it down. And there is no switch. There is no switch to just turn it back on.

01:32:21.160 sometimes they can do repairs but if it's something really big you need power to generate

01:32:26.800 power that's why there's diesel gas uh generators at substations because you can't just turn it back

01:32:32.820 on i'm saying that because i always bring it back to self-sufficiency i always bring it back to the

01:32:38.960 idea that if you can't grow your own food and you can't take care of yourself if you don't have the

01:32:42.920 knowledge if you depend on the government or the system to survive it will be used against you 0.68

01:32:48.160 yeah man uh i know he's like matt matt bust my balls for it too but i'm like hey matt 0.58

01:32:54.580 you know it's and it's not an excuse like i've i've grown some stuff but i am so focused on 0.70

01:33:02.860 the the things that i'm doing now and the things that i'm building and i'm like i have to build

01:33:09.060 something's just like yo you have to build this so all of my attention has been i mean and also

01:33:14.780 homeschooling my kids and you know taking care of them because I'm I guess technically a stay-at-home

01:33:19.940 dad like I work here a couple hours but then after that boom I'm right back with them and I'm

01:33:24.100 doing stuff with them and it's like to get outside and really tend to a farm I'm like I don't have

01:33:30.540 the time between all the stuff I'm doing but I'm like I know I have to make the time that's an

01:33:36.420 interesting conversation too it's like wherever you're putting your attention to it's like how

01:33:39.300 much attention do I want to put to a thing because I know when I put my attention to it it'll grow

01:33:44.460 But what's going to bear the most fruit for me? And I don't know why, for some reason, I've chosen this stupid thing that I'm doing now to bear actual fruit, and it does, but it's not actual fruit. You know what I mean? 0.91

01:33:58.160 Yes, I do. But let me just add this because it's worth saying. Whatever way God is pushing you, that's the way you should obviously go.

01:34:05.800 Now, the other side to this is what I frequently try to reiterate, especially with certain people like Drew, for example, wants to be one of the people that he wants to move away from the city.

01:34:16.640 That dude is trapped beyond anything I can even imagine.

01:34:19.580 I don't know that he's ever going to be able to get out of New York City.

01:34:22.380 I say that because like if you find yourself in a spot where you're not capable, know somebody that is.

01:34:28.340 You know, like you have Matt that's not far from you.

01:34:30.360 You know, like there's always that fallback where community is the biggest resource no matter what.

01:34:34.840 like people are the resource so like even if you're not the guy with the farm you friends with

01:34:40.760 the guy with the farm you're going to be able to trade or do things to help each other because we

01:34:45.560 do that now anyway right like we all do favors for our friends anyway we all help each other out

01:34:49.580 think matt's gonna like if the power would go out you think matt's not gonna help or somebody like

01:34:54.200 that might not help that's the thing is is to have the community and if it's broken up where

01:34:59.620 you know this person does this and that person does that you're just that much stronger not

01:35:04.340 everybody has to be that guy but it's good to at least know the guy yeah no that's that's good

01:35:09.440 advice too and but you know there's still a certain inadequacy where i'm like i really can't

01:35:13.840 grow anything i've tried i suck at it but it's just like one of the things i can't i i've tried

01:35:20.660 so many times uh and i'm like yeah i just i just couldn't it even got to the point where my chickens

01:35:26.280 i gave away my birds because uh i got some guineas i had like a really nice bird far like

01:35:31.660 collection there was a lot of them they're giving me eggs and stuff and then i got guineas and

01:35:34.900 the guineas started calling in predators and then there was like a bear attack that killed a pig

01:35:41.480 somewhere that called in more predators and now i'm just getting the birds picked off one by one

01:35:47.320 and i'm here or i am doing like most people don't know how much back-end work comes with

01:35:54.900 like a podcast i'm glad that you're hosting this one because i don't have as much work to do after

01:35:59.640 but it's like yeah it's like you know I don't know an hour 30 minutes beforehand and I got to get

01:36:05.580 here and then an hour an hour and a half after processing and making sure everything is going

01:36:09.520 most of the time we do so now it's the full work day it's like like most I'm sure you know no

01:36:14.580 excuses you're working but then I'm also homeschooling so I'm like okay where's my time

01:36:19.160 where's my time going what's the most efficient thing and it got to a point where even my birds

01:36:23.100 my birds are getting killed one by one I'm like I had to give them to the neighbors because I'm like

01:36:26.120 if i keep him here i don't have the time to post up with my gun and wait for the fox to come you

01:36:32.160 know and he's gonna come god i can relate to that so much um so i do a nine to five and i farm and

01:36:39.420 we homeschool and i have no time for anything else i can't even imagine trying to squeeze in

01:36:43.800 what you do on a regular basis as well trust me i get it because the other part of that which i'm

01:36:48.860 really glad you brought up and we can kind of end on this because i don't want to keep you too long

01:36:52.680 But there is an entire frame of knowledge that has been lost to modern man that is exactly what you're describing as far as like being able to grow a thing.

01:37:05.680 A lot of people picture it as like you just stick a seed in the ground and you're good to go.

01:37:09.340 There's so much to it. 0.99

01:37:11.680 And then even managing animals and predators and understanding why having a bird that screams all the time, like a guinea, why that can be a pain in the ass. 0.98

01:37:22.340 because we had them for a short time too something interesting about guineas real quick is that we 0.98

01:37:25.980 had one that was killed by a predator two other ones died from depression they just sat there and

01:37:32.140 died i didn't even know that was a thing there was such a wide happened to yeah yeah yeah there's

01:37:37.440 such a wide range of knowledge that like we have lost because of the modern conveniences you know

01:37:43.700 like that we just have no idea how to do it's and i said this in the past it's like you know babes

01:37:48.360 in the woods if we're if we have to go to the system the government whatever you want to call

01:37:53.440 it in order to be fed and cared for we can't say no we can't say no to it because you don't have

01:37:59.880 an alternative and there's all these people all the time they want to gun up and go take over

01:38:03.960 the government i'm like you have no idea what that means you have no idea the ramifications

01:38:07.880 of what happens next you're not thinking past the moment that you're in there's an entire ecosystem

01:38:13.860 attached to it that you're dependent on. You have no idea in three days when the trucks stop running

01:38:18.860 because there's no more diesel, what happens next? You don't know that. But I mean, I say that

01:38:24.420 because there is an entire... One example, I'll let you go. We have a lot of poison ivy that grows

01:38:32.680 around here. There's another plant that often grows not too far from poison ivy called a jewelweed.

01:38:38.920 These jewelweeds, there's different names for them around here, it's called a jewelweed.

01:38:41.660 they will negate the poison from the leaves of the poison ivy if you smash it up and put it on

01:38:48.100 where you think the affected area is so few people know that and it's just an example that you don't

01:38:54.520 have to run to the store to go get the fix for it if you get poison ivy there's so much of that

01:39:01.020 that we have lost and that's why we can't take care of ourselves unless we at least try to regain

01:39:07.140 some of that knowledge and a lot of it for me is through trial and error i'm going to fail over and

01:39:12.340 over and over and i'm going to learn from it and i'm going to try to reapply it because the whole

01:39:15.620 idea is is that i'm not doing this for myself i'm gaining knowledge i'm building something so that

01:39:20.660 my kids have a greater starting point than i did and then i can hand it to them they'll know more

01:39:26.500 they'll be able to do more and they'll be able to go through their trials to figure out the best way

01:39:30.820 to do what they can with what they have and i really appreciate you coming on dude you have

01:39:35.940 have no idea what this means to me it's a big deal I'm really glad you're here oh yeah dude I like to

01:39:40.520 I like to come back and uh discuss some more stuff but yeah like you said that's uh that's the game

01:39:46.300 that I think and I figuring out how to do it the best is gonna be the trick my dad post office 0.95

01:39:54.320 worker before that his mom was uh on welfare you know just a single mom from Puerto Rico didn't

01:40:01.960 even speak English he got a job he was able to have a house for me growing up and now I'm able

01:40:08.360 to do more so there's like steps on the ladder that come come along with this process that we're

01:40:14.620 doing it and it's just it's a constant reevaluation of like am I doing more am I am I making that 0.89

01:40:20.400 step also is this step a superficial step is this just like a stupid thing what am I what am I giving 0.97

01:40:25.920 to my kids what am I passing down is it a garden am I passing them down a house is it money does 0.96

01:40:30.820 does this stuff matter i don't know i'm doing my best but i i'm they're gonna i'm gonna leave

01:40:35.480 them something i don't know what it is but they'll get they'll get something hopefully they like it

01:40:40.300 i just bought a new guitar so maybe he'll like that guitar a couple years as somebody that grew

01:40:46.320 up without a decent father if that's all that you would leave them they'd be way better off

01:40:52.240 for whatever it's worth i know you're gonna do way more than that but if just having a decent

01:40:57.380 childhood and a good father is way more than some kids have the opportunity to have that alone can

01:41:04.160 be enough to make the next generation better than the last well for um i'll say i think the most

01:41:11.420 important thing here we'll bring it we'll bring it in with this but it's like i could leave them

01:41:15.740 a lot of things and and we're i'm always thinking about the things because that'll help make it'll

01:41:21.340 help make their life easier and I also want them when they are when they have kids and they're

01:41:27.260 adults like we we had the property and is my parents have a house on my property and I have

01:41:31.860 a house and I'm like well there's two houses here for my two kids and it's like they have a step up

01:41:36.100 if we can maintain and keep this yes they are good to go but what does all that matter what

01:41:42.360 does a man gain if you lose your soul right so it's like what are we actually leaving what am I

01:41:47.260 leaving them behind i'm hoping like you know maybe they do watch some tower gang stuff and 0.97

01:41:51.520 they go damn dad was like kind of retarded and then maybe they watch some nds stuff and they go 0.97

01:41:55.540 damn dad was kind of retarded still and then maybe they watch some straight bible stuff and they go 1.00

01:41:59.680 hey that actually mattered a little bit you know what was dad talking about this whole time what 1.00

01:42:04.680 what was he trying to tell us when when he was raising us you know what what were the things

01:42:09.820 that he that mattered to him and uh yeah if i don't know i'm hoping like that this digital record

01:42:16.520 that we're leaving behind there's going to be a lot of a lot of stuff but you could watch it and

01:42:21.780 you can sort of know who i am and uh maybe my kids will watch that later on and then they can

01:42:27.960 look back not just how i live with them but like also like yeah this thing matters i'm going to

01:42:32.780 look a little more into like matt's grandfather left him a bible and that's that's the reason

01:42:37.520 he's here now nobody else wanted it so like that's a thing that mattered and that's like

01:42:42.240 cheap this is like 12 how much does this thing cost but that's what that's what you got and

01:42:48.900 that's what sticks with you and that's what matters and grows you into what you are and

01:42:52.160 what you have and the things you can do today and uh yeah so full circle is like all that other

01:42:59.320 stuff that uh we talk about it's fun it's uh mysterious it's it's sexy whatever it doesn't

01:43:08.360 matter uh but yeah it does it i guess it doesn't really matter it's just interesting stuff

01:43:15.940 and the thing that does matter i'm trying to present to people now so i'm hoping that they

01:43:21.680 see it yeah they will they will i'm telling you from an outside i'm sorry but they will

01:43:26.400 and um it's funny the parallels the synchronicities between what you're saying

01:43:30.720 in part the reason why i started recording the progress on my property was so that my kids could

01:43:35.420 see it later because they were all so young when it started so that they had an idea and in part

01:43:40.180 also some of these conversations like you and i are having if i'm dead and gone or whatever the

01:43:45.420 case may be they can go back what would dad do what would dad say how did he you know what was

01:43:50.320 he talking about this is sort of just for them like you said that digital catalog it's funny you

01:43:55.580 said that because it's some of the same reasons why i do it as well um my brother in christ top

01:44:01.520 lobster really appreciate you coming on um time is a thing that is extremely important and i

01:44:09.120 really appreciate you spending it with me anything you want to add uh go to go to

01:44:16.740 toplobster.com oh no no plugs man no plugs no plugs i i'd like to we'll come back and hang out

01:44:24.100 maybe we'll bring the whole crew in uh yeah we do it again this was this was fun i had fun doing

01:44:29.220 this with you thank you yeah anytime you want dude i will make myself available 0.95

01:44:33.540 all right you guys like share subscribe you know all that good stuff that was the shit show 0.97

Nephilim Death Squad - July 22, 2026

NDS and Straight Bible on The Sh!t Show

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