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00:02:56to get 10 off of your tickets uh great guest today uh long time friend of the show friend since
00:03:02before the show yeah actually uh a friend of yours in a dire time of need yes apparently
00:03:09correctly um which i'd love to get into that story a little bit but before we even do that
00:03:13um thank you for coming chris welcome to the show before we get started let's tell everybody where
00:03:18they can find your work uh you can go to uh chris carr.substack.com that's uh k-a-r-r chris
00:03:25carr.substack.com that's where i write about film interesting people and i just uh penned my uh
00:03:31anarcho-christian manifesto to the top of the page and that is probably the most important
00:03:36thing i've ever written at least in my estimation yeah so that's where you can check me out and i'm
00:03:40also uh talking shit on twitter every once in a while uh chris carr 17 on it very interesting uh
00:03:45the the how is it phrased christian anarcho uh one more time run that by me uh i say anarcho-christian0.95
00:03:51but you can say christian anarchist anarchist christian it really doesn't matter the point
00:03:55is is that the political philosophy is anarchism and the belief structure is christianity
00:04:01are you uh are you friends with uh what's his name jacob winograd yes i'm very friendly with
00:04:08him yeah we we've interacted uh a couple of times yeah he's great okay yeah he's really good on this
00:04:12issue he's one of the first people that i heard bring up the term inocular christianity we haven't
00:04:17had haven't had him on uh but he's been my friend from like the libertarian days um sure sure a good
00:04:23sport i've said some crazy shit to him no you did that yeah that's why i laughed i was like yeah
00:04:33you kind of do that with everybody i i want to kind of hear this this story because i've heard0.58
00:04:37it from your perspective um but chris really helped out when it came to you losing an account
00:04:44i don't want to bury the lead at all and i know we have other things to get into but can we kind
00:04:48to talk about a little bit what what what caused you to lose your account top uh i was a slurs
00:04:54no oh no nothing like that i was actually talking smack to uh i think she was like the vp of x at
00:05:01the time i forget her name yeah yeah yeah i can't remember her name either but yeah yeah yeah and i
00:05:07had made a joke about launching her to the moon because of spacex haha very funny and they took
00:05:12that as an actionable threat i kind of forgot about this this is fucking hysterical
00:05:17that's a very mild thing launching launching her to the moon i mean uh linda yaccarino that's her0.94
00:05:23name there you go yeah that's a fun last name so um but obviously not actionable you lack the
00:05:30resources but if i could if you could sure sure yeah but i mean that's a lot of money and and so
00:05:36what happens x deletes your entire account or or bans your entire account yeah from all the things
00:05:41that i've said previously uh like they didn't really care but that one right there so i was
00:05:45like oh i have the actual eye of sauron on me here yeah i've gotten the attention of the lady from x
00:05:51and i think this was also after the interaction with elon musk that i had that that whole thing
00:05:56so like the algorithm has primed me to like show up in these people's feeds i suppose i said a
00:06:02thing got banned and you were writing for tim cast at the time or yeah yeah revolver or uh whatever
00:06:08i was the editor at tim cast and i was also writing articles as well and uh once i saw that
00:06:13happened i want to make sure that we covered it and got some more exposure to what was happening
00:06:16to you because that was insanely fucked up yeah and that i mean it was a couple of weeks that my
00:06:22account was gone and i don't know if the rest of this plays out like how we're doing it now if i0.94
00:06:26don't get that account back because it's like it's a big way of uh you know twitter is the way that
00:06:32you communicate with everybody yeah and your social media follower count means a lot when
00:06:38you're talking to people it adds veracity to your reputation and sure people pay attention if there's
00:06:43like a 50,000 behind your name rather than a 5,000. Yeah, because it imagines there's a body
00:06:47of work. So if you're just somebody who's reaching out, like let's say to even come on the show and
00:06:51it there's, you know, instances where people with low follower accounts get on the show.
00:06:56I don't have anything against that at all. It's just like if I'm going through the noise and
00:07:00you're reaching out to me and a bunch of other people are reaching out to me, if I can click on
00:07:03your profile real quick, see you've got like some sort of a reputable following thing, I go, okay,
00:07:08maybe there's a body of work here. Let's go check that out. It's just the beginning domino in
00:07:13the investigation process is this person somebody that i want to talk to that helps a lot unfortunately
00:07:18that's the truth yeah that's not like uh what i want it to be but that's just what it is so yeah
00:07:22it's the twitter account is gone but uh you guys helped get it back with that article you wrote
00:07:27the article and then i think vivek ramaswamy oh that's right and started commenting on it and
00:07:32there's another article written about him that like sort of compiled and it pressured the powers
00:07:37that be at twitter to give me my account back yeah which was just the craziest thing in the world
00:07:43rare instance i mean when did that ever happen well i mean stranger things have happened online
00:07:49like sure sure but i mean for for them to actually get pressured in that way and then give you your
00:07:55account back it's typically like it's why it's why i get so mad at the conspiracy community
00:07:59like today when they go must be fed activity or like this person's paid off i'm like sometimes
00:08:05there's a domino effect of things like you you push a domino i don't know let here's the domino
00:08:11effect i suppose i went on tim cast had a really bad performance but i bought t-shirts for the
00:08:15guys there and maybe they remembered me yeah okay yeah yeah yeah exactly yeah so then when something
00:08:22comes up like that like like i i don't know i didn't do it on purpose like i'm gonna go ahead
00:08:26and get banned later so that way they'll help me it's just like no i don't know we don't know
00:08:30what's gonna happen we've i've spread seed and whatever happens whatever grows grows he went to
00:08:35his thing and spread seed no i remember that broadcast very clearly tim was hung up on
00:08:44steven crowder's contract in that broadcast and that's all he talked about it was all about the
00:08:49contract with steven crowder and you didn't really have much of a chance to uh weigh in on news items
00:08:56or anything else it's all about the contract and initially we did not get along you you after the
00:09:03show you talk some shit about tim and i was defending tim and then you know and i didn't0.57
00:09:07realize who you were i didn't realize how rabid your fan base was and how vicious and hilarious1.00
00:09:12you guys are and i was just like who is who's top lobster you know i was talking so much shit0.91
00:09:17and then our mutual dear friend shane cashman intervened and he stepped in he was just like0.92
00:09:22listen i don't want my homies to beef i like top i love you i've been shane's editor you know the
00:09:27whole time he was at tim cast and and i think i messaged you and i said i think we got off on the
00:09:32wrong foot and uh we've been cool ever since so uh b i remember that that uh that that appearance
00:09:38very well it's it's almost a shame that things went that way because um you know we give him
00:09:44a hard time you more so than i do uh uh tim but uh you know he's got this giant thing that he's
00:09:50building and it's just to say the people that are surrounding him like i i enjoy so many of
00:09:56those people you know you mentioned shane cashman he's one of my favorite people yeah
00:09:59you Bert West Josie the red-headed libertarian like all these people everybody around him I'm
00:10:04like this guy probably is all right in some way shape or form but when you see him even Luke like
00:10:10Luke was cool like yeah but I think Tim is just like redlining it constantly and he's got all
00:10:16these insane external pressures and then when he gets out and he shows his public face there's so
00:10:22many things to pick at because you're dealing with a guy that's redlining it constantly it's
00:10:26just funny how that happens because a lot of my favorite people come from his orbit which is
00:10:31strange yeah well i mean i will say this just to get it out there and get it on the record uh
00:10:36my wife and i you know alex she was a shane's producer for a long time you guys did her show
00:10:41you know so you know alex we've worked for him for five years and he's been unbelievably kind
00:10:45to me and my family he's been good to my boys he's been good to her he's been incredible to me
00:10:49uh he's kept me employed even when he didn't have a reason to employ me so tim's been on a personal
00:10:54level tim's been very good to us so i can i can stand honestly in terms of being a good dude i
00:10:59didn't realize your wife was uh that was shane's producer on uh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
00:11:06small world that is what i oh i'm sorry go ahead chris i was just gonna say we've been together
00:11:11for 18 years so that's uh yeah long long-standing relationship got two boys four and six and uh
00:11:17she currently has her jaw broken which is really fun what did you do to her i've been warning her0.97
00:11:23for years i was just like listen one of these fucking days it's gonna happen and two weeks0.94
00:11:27ago it finally happened i busted her really hard and let me tell you chris the warnings mean nothing0.97
00:11:32if there's no action exactly i've learned okay that's what i've learned from raising boys yeah
00:11:37you can't you can't lay down a threat if you're not going to follow through on it that's right0.89
00:11:40that's right she had uh she's got a mouth problem and it's been uh eating at her her whole life and
00:11:45then a couple weeks ago she had it surgically broken and uh she's recovering right now so
00:11:49oh okay yeah yeah a strategic one well that's good to hear i hope for her uh her speedy recovery0.73
00:11:53you know i i will say on the the topic of tim all the shit that we've talked about him i cannot
00:11:58avoid the fact that everybody that we know that knows him says the exact same thing that you just
00:12:04said which is in personal life he's a really good dude so i i think what you what you constantly
00:12:11catch is people fighting the public persona of tim which is not to say those aren't his
00:12:17convictions aren't his ideas. Well, in a way, isn't that what we did? You fought with top
00:12:21lops a little bit. Then you messaged me and I was like, you got to Danny and then Danny and Chris
00:12:27talked. So it's very much like that. But I want to get into your article. And I think a good place
00:12:33to, maybe we could start at the beginning. How long have you been a Christian? How did you get
00:12:39into Christianity? How did you hear about it? And what does that path look like? Because I have an
00:12:44idea of the pathway you came through. Um, but I'm curious to hear your side of this.
00:12:50Yeah. Um, I grew up in the very rural mountains of Eastern Kentucky, uh, Southeastern Kentucky.
00:12:55Um, and down there you really just have Baptist churches. That's, that's pretty much, there's
00:12:59some Methodists, there's some snake handlers. And I was actually briefly involved with a Messianic1.00
00:13:03Judaism, uh, cult, I would call it. Uh, but you know, yeah, we could totally get into that if you1.00
00:13:09want to, but I would love to. Yeah. Okay. Uh, but, um, these, I never had a good experience in
00:13:14church. Uh, I, our preachers, they would get up and they would read one Bible verse and they would
00:13:20scream and shout for an hour. And I left church every day with a fucking headache. Um, I mean,0.99
00:13:26I, there was a piece, there was a preacher that would regularly kick the altar and scream at us
00:13:30about hell and sin, horrible experience. Um, and basically it's just like, I realize now that
00:13:37churches always failed me, but Jesus never did. So my conviction and my, my faith in Christ never
00:13:42was dislodged from these horrific experiences in church. And like, I was in high school and I was
00:13:46just like, all right, I want to get back into church. I want to find a good church. And I was
00:13:49like, I got my girlfriend. I was like, Hey, come, come to this Bible study, you know? And then the
00:13:52youth pastor would try to steal my girlfriend from me. I mean, it was, it was, I mean, like,
00:13:57I'm telling you at a certain point, I realized that I'm never going to go to a church again.0.92
00:14:02it's just not for me these people are insane they're psychos the the the protestant churches0.99
00:14:08there's so much goofy shit in them and uh so that was it was like that for a while and then about0.99
00:14:14two years ago not this past easter but the easter before my wife's a jew alex is a jew0.99
00:14:18okay so she you know she was bought mitzvahed and you know she went to hebrew school hated
00:14:23every minute of it and then um the easter before last i'm i love movies i'm always trying to get
00:14:29my boys go to the movies and enjoy cinema and enjoy that experience of being in the dark with
00:14:33a, you know, with a crowd and watching something fun. And we went to see the Jesus movie, the
00:14:37angel studios, King of Kings, I think it's called the animated film. Yeah, it was really,
00:14:42it was really bad. Like it had a framing device where there was this dude. It was like, I think
00:14:46it was, uh, Charles Dickens is narrating it. I don't know. I lost interest, but the boys lost
00:14:52interest. They were a little young, but Alex was captivated. She was just like, can we just stay
00:14:56the crucifixion i think she just wanted to see him die um but but listen but so within within 24
00:15:05hours she was just like i think we need to get these kids educated in religion you know she's0.83
00:15:11a very crafty jew she wanted to outsource it you know she wanted to like send them off to learn0.89
00:15:14about the jesus and the god and the stuff and i was like no no we're gonna do this as a family0.95
00:15:18and we're gonna find a good church and we're gonna and this is gonna be what we do wait wait
00:15:23Chris, are you saying that the film had an impact on her to that degree?
00:15:28Because you're saying she's Jewish or is Jewish, was Jewish, but we're talking about – because the Jews don't believe that Jesus was the Messiah.0.76
00:15:36They're still waiting for the Moshiach.0.85
00:15:39What exactly are you saying happened there?
00:15:41Alex was raised by secular, liberal, Jewish family in Long Island, New York.0.98
00:15:49So, I mean, they're not like very devout Jews.
00:15:52They don't go to the temple or anything, but that was her background, and I'm pretty sure that the only thing that she knew about Jesus before we went to this movie was that he was a traitor.0.99
00:16:01So this movie, I suppose it activated something in her that got her interested in faith, and we began the very – with great trepidation, we began the process of finding a church, and we ran into a bunch of really goofy Protestant shit.0.99
00:16:17We ran into preachers that got up there and talked about their lesbian daughters and how great they are and how they just got married and their lesbian daughter has a wife.0.99
00:16:28It's crazy what's happened in the Protestant church.0.82
00:16:30As much as I've made a lot of peace with my Catholic brothers and sisters with the stuff that they believe and I don't.0.98
00:16:36But I will say this for the Catholics is that they do have a hierarchy that sort of safeguards against a lot of the goofy shit that's in the Protestant churches.0.99
00:17:11And Protestantism seems like it has tendencies to embrace leftist politics, or at least leftist ideologies, which lean it that way. Orthodox and Catholic would lean a little bit more right. And nowadays, it's interesting watching the Orthodox movement. And I don't know if there's really a Catholic movement, possibly, but it leans toward this, what do they call that?
00:17:35not a reformation but like a crusades idea this idea of a strong male and it does feel
00:17:42it has a tinge of like right-wing extremism to is it for lack of better words yeah unironically
00:17:47using like templar symbolism or like within their meme culture you know it's like yeah it's also
00:17:54correct i'm watching them going yeah you're positioned correctly to absorb disaffected
00:17:59libertarians uh right-wing people into this movement and that's correct but then the movement
00:18:05i go well what else is in it and why has uh why have why have pentecostals or uh protestants
00:18:12almost ignored that that uh that vacuum of power and they've kind of stood in this weird left-wing
00:18:20spot it almost seems like uh catholicism because i would say there is a catholicism movement i've
00:18:26seen it um not as much as orthodoxy but those two institutions have um been more plugged into the
00:18:33cultural dialogue on the internet where it seems like protestants are less plugged in in that way
00:18:39or at least as an institution they're less plugged in on an individual basis i'm sure everybody's
00:18:43plugged into the internet well not to offend but it's yeah those those two institutions will name
00:18:47the jew right and uh protestantism will fly an israeli flag in in the in the church itself
00:18:55completely unaware of what's happening politically and and culturally and culturally and it's just
00:19:01like i'm watching it happen i say whoa why are you why are you missing this yeah that's interesting
00:19:06well i've actually had the chance to talk to andrew wilson a number of occasions sorry you know
00:19:11i know i you know what i mean once again it's one of those things it's just like he has a certain
00:19:16i mean of course he's annoying i get that especially the way that he presents himself
00:19:20but i've had in my personal interactions with him he's been just like a guy that i can talk to
00:19:24And he did say something that framed Protestantism in a way that I didn't understand, but I think about it often.
00:19:33He was just like, well, Protestants are the original leftists because they're always protesting.
00:19:39So it's just like that might be a reason why Protestants are in some sense very annoying because we are constantly protesting the Catholic Church, the Orthodox Church.0.70
00:19:50And it's just like, yeah, I mean, what's more annoying than somebody that's just constantly protesting for centuries on end?0.71
00:19:56So if you're if you're constantly kind of situated as a protester, then maybe that's one reason why you're not as dialed in as some of these more institutional denominations are.
00:20:05It's interesting. Well, that's true. That's true. But then, I mean, more recently, I would say that the protesters are the Orthodox Church.
00:20:14The protesters are in the Catholic church.
00:20:16Because when I go to church, yeah, they might be praying for Israel,
00:20:20but there's never one mention about what they're doing in orthodoxy
00:20:31I was like, yo, they don't even, I'm just going to tell you from experience,1.00
00:20:35they don't think about you to the point where I've been in a Protestant church
00:20:38my whole life in some form or fashion, never once heard about your denomination.0.98
00:20:42nobody really even gave a shit like they're busy doing like yeah because because the focus is it's0.97
00:20:48not on icons it's not on you know uh the the painted windows the focus is on jesus yeah and0.98
00:20:57that's and that needs to be the focus and i think that these other denominations they lose that
00:21:01focus because they're going to be talking about all this other stuff you know they're going to
00:21:05be complaining and the one thing i will say about the protestant faith and it's a non-denomination
00:21:10church that I go to. And it, it, the focus is almost every time on Jesus. It's also on donuts
00:21:16too. They like to get us all sugared up and then, you know, do a phrase in worship, but, uh, it's
00:21:20always on Jesus and Jesus's words and Jesus's message. And I think that that's something that
00:21:25is sort of a, uh, short-sighted measure with the product, with the, uh, Catholics and the orthos.1.00
00:21:31I was made aware recently that, um, maybe it was in the eighties or nineties that as far as like0.99
00:21:36the church of Satan is concerned, or which covens are concerned, there was a real effort
00:21:44to infiltrate the Baptist church, because I think there was this concern, you know, on that side of
00:21:51the fence of a real resurgence happening through particularly the Baptist church. And when you
00:21:57think about the way that the adversary will sneak in and corrupt a thing, I think it's fascinating
00:22:04that there are these if we want to talk about satanic cultural elements a lot of those belong
00:22:10to the left side of the political spectrum or the cultural spectrum right with as far as the overt
00:22:14ones go where it's drag queen story hour and everything that we've kind of been wrestling
00:22:17with for the last decade or or more um so it's fascinating i think that you see those elements0.99
00:22:25coming into the protestant church and those elements do um deserve uh ridicule and and
00:22:31highlighting you know there's this idea when it comes to this dialogue excuse me on twitter that
00:22:37um you know it's just protestants versus uh orthodox or protestants versus catholics it's
00:22:44like no i'll call out my church too if i come across a video where i think something is overtly0.92
00:22:49gay and retarded i'm going to call that out it doesn't matter what church it's in um but i do0.91
00:22:54find it fascinating that those corrosive left-leaning and arguably satanic elements like0.99
00:22:59embracing you know lgbtq culture or what have you are finding their way and there are instances0.85
00:23:06where you see it in the catholic church but it's much more rampant in the protestant church
00:23:09and i wonder um because i agree with what you're saying chris it is hyper focused on jesus christ
00:23:15that's the message every time i've stepped my foot through uh the church that i was attending
00:23:20to up until recently um it was always that it's always that i think it's probably going to continue
00:23:25being that it's jesus christ centric and so is that just a fault of the protestant church or is
00:23:33it a fault of the protestant church that it is succumbing to these sort of satanic spiritual
00:23:39elements you know in other words in an attack is it not worth attacking orthodoxy and i know that's
00:23:47highly speculative right but is it not worth attacking orthodoxy is it not worth attacking
00:23:51Catholicism if they're not super Christ-centric like the Protestant churches? Is it a surprise
00:23:57at all that you would see these elements within it? You know, it's funny because, like, I've said
00:24:02some very, very hateful, spiteful things to Catholics, including Jack Posobiec. I've got
00:24:08into it with him before, and I've actually apologized because I felt like I was coming
00:24:12from a spiritually bankrupt place when I said that. And I think there's so much demonic activity
00:24:18in the world right now, as I believe we're approaching the end times, that if we can agree
00:24:23on John 3.16, then that's fine. Like, you know, if we can really agree on that core tenet of John
00:24:323.16, then I don't really feel a need to argue with Josie. You know, I've had conversations
00:24:37with her, and she's had really great points to make about Catholicism and its strengths. I don't
00:24:42agree with all of them but i it as long as we can agree on that one key verse then i'm okay with0.98
00:24:49their goofy shit you know it's like i'm not going to do it that's not for me i'm not going to be an0.95
00:24:53orthodox guy i'm not going to be a catholic guy if i was raised catholic maybe i would be but i0.98
00:24:58wasn't you know and it's just it's not for me that is um the truth of the matter is it doesn't matter
00:25:04if it's the protestant church with the lesbian pastor which i've seen those as well or if it's
00:25:10a catholic church with um you know whatever the run-of-the-mill um sort of caricature issues that
00:25:17a catholic church might have are people are being saved in both institutions right like there's no
00:25:23limit to where god is working and so i mean i would say and there is a strong argument for
00:25:29all of the institutions are dead and rotting in their own unique ways but that doesn't stop
00:25:36God from calling people in those institutions and saving them, right? So it's the same thing.
00:25:42I would agree with that 100%. It's, you know, we get into it with the Orthodox Church a little
00:25:46bit because there are people that say, well, you're not Christian. You're not saved unless
00:25:50you're Christian, and you're not Christian unless you're baptized, and you're not baptized unless0.85
00:25:55it happened in an Orthodox Church. And you paid for it. And you paid for it. Right. And even that,0.98
00:25:59like, all right, I'll put up some slack on the some of the places aren't having you. Like,
00:26:04That's that's a funny thing to throw in their face. But still, at the end of the day, it seems to be universal across the board with Orthodox that you are not Christian unless you are baptized in specifically the one true church.
00:26:16And that's pretty problematic. Right. Because saying what people aren't saying and then they'll they'll go back and forth and say, well, people are saved.
00:26:22And what about the thief on the cross and all these things? And there's ways to kind of like word salad around that.
00:26:28But I think the truth of the matter is, yeah, if we can agree on John 3.16 and acknowledge that in every institution, those are fallen institutions.
00:26:36They're rotten in their own way, but people are still being saved in them.
00:26:47the most infuriating debate that I've ever had the misfortune of listening to was Tim staged a0.69
00:26:53debate with Jay Dyer, some sort of Catholic guy that I can't remember his name and some Protestant
00:26:59guy. And I, you know, Tim, I don't want to speak for him, but I mean, after having a child and
00:27:04everything, he's, he's come around to the idea. He believes in God. Like, I mean, he knows that
00:27:08there's a God, but he hasn't quite moved to Christianity yet. I think he had a very bad
00:27:11experience growing up as a Catholic, which is pretty universal. A lot of Catholics have,
00:27:16Or, you know, they don't – I think the Catholic Church has driven a lot more people from God than to God, but that's perhaps a different subject.
00:27:23But Jay Dyer, he got on there with this Catholic guy.
00:27:25First of all, the Catholic guy kept talking about something called Christianity.
00:27:45I wanted to just jump in the studio and move that guy and be like, I could be a Protestant in this conversation because you guys aren't offering anything.0.99
00:27:50And Jay Dyer was such a fucking Pharisee in that conversation.0.99
00:35:57absolute non-resistance to evil by force. And it goes back to what Christ said. If somebody hits
00:36:04you, don't hit back. Stand there and take it. If somebody takes your shoes, put your best coat in
00:36:10a nice box, gift wrap it, and give it to them. You don't go to court. You don't call the police.
00:36:15You don't serve on a jury. You don't vote in a political election. You don't advocate for
00:36:20political leaders. It really just comes down to a very simple matter. It's just like,
00:36:24do you follow Christ or do you not? And of course, the problems there are significant, right? Because
00:36:29if you don't fight back, then you're putting yourself in severe danger.
00:36:33You're talking about the non-aggression principle, but from a Christian standpoint,0.94
00:36:39which is the problem. And this has been the problem with libertarianism that I've seen for0.71
00:36:44a long time. And I always bring it up to you. I'm like, well, libertarianism, all the tenets seem
00:36:48correct, but the underpinning is wrong. Like the thing that they don't get is God, God holding them
00:36:53down so the rest of their philosophy makes sense so when you're uh when your god is capitalism
00:36:58that's going to fail when your god is self or whatever it may be that's going to fail if you
00:37:04put god there like sorry the god then these things sort of work but yeah i i do personally have a
00:37:12problem with the strict uh adherence to the non-aggression principle because i think that
00:37:18there are times where we have to act in defense or aggression, maybe even preemptively. And COVID
00:37:26was one of those times that kind of opened that door up. Not to mean like we were supposed to go
00:37:31out there and be violent against the state, but like, I think we were supposed to preemptively
00:37:36take action rather than being passive and letting these things come and happen to us. But I'm open
00:37:41to being wrong. Yeah, no, I definitely want to hear about this. But I also want to say that my
00:37:45my issue with the um not using physical force to resist evil thing is that i don't as somebody who
00:37:53was um i was a mixed martial artist for the better part of a decade and i don't view violence in the
00:38:02same way that a lot of other people view violence it's um to get punched in the face or to get laid
00:38:08out on the ground uh it only becomes this this um let's say something that is equal with evil and
00:38:15i'm not saying that that's the problem with it even i understand what you're saying the problem
00:38:18is but it's when you go too far in fact i think that there are so many cases where if somebody
00:38:24who is armed with the knowledge of of combat could um use that to just stop a situation and
00:38:32subdue an individual then the worst thing that happens is the individual either takes a quick
00:38:37nap you know which is really not the the end of the world or really just gets hit in the face and
00:38:43stunned and i don't i don't think there's morality wrapped up in that so much in other words um
00:38:48if if i can be in a training situation and completely suspend the emotional morality
00:38:54aspect of it and just treat it as a competition i never feel as though i've been slighted or i've
00:38:59slighted another individual who's my opponent it's more of just it's almost like the equivalent
00:39:04of like dancing or something like that it's a sport um and so i think that there is maybe in
00:39:11there a line where like how are you resisting what degree are you willing to go to to resist
00:39:16that's an interesting question but as far as somebody let's say grabbing my child out in public
00:39:22um i don't i i think it's a choice to bring uh emotion into it if i deck you when you hit the
00:39:28ground and i go you're gonna stop now we good and they go yeah i'm good i go okay cool bye-bye i
00:39:34don't have to call the police i don't have to do anything so i i think there's even a conversation
00:39:38to be had there? Where is that? Where's that line when it comes to violence? Because I've detached
00:39:43myself pretty significantly from the emotional and moral aspect of violence. And I think like if I
00:39:49get into a combat situation with somebody, it's better for all parties if I win, because I'm not
00:39:54going to stomp you, I'm not going to stab you, I'm not going to hurt you beyond you yielding and be
00:39:59going, okay, cool, let's not do this again. No, I think that's a very cogent and well stated
00:40:05argument and i don't really have a problem with what you just said i would i would uh broadly
00:40:09agree with uh with your perception of this yeah yeah but you're talking about more are you talking
00:40:15more on like a state level because there are different types of violence like a violence the
00:40:19violence of hitting somebody in the street is not really comparable to dropping a bomb on an entire
00:40:24civilization right yeah not at all yeah and and that's why the the state has a monopoly on violence
00:40:29And they and they use that monopoly to try to indoctrinate its citizens into thinking that as long as they have the monopoly on violence, then you're going to be safe, which is a totally deranged perspective.
00:40:42And more people believe that than they should. Yeah, I mean, it's not comparable at all.
00:40:46I mean, if you just look at the hard numbers in the past 125 years, I mean, the mass amount of bloodshed has come from wars that nobody benefits from except for the states.
00:40:55So, I mean, it's like it's four to one. Basically, it's like, yeah, 200 million versus 50 million, you know, over 125 years of private violence versus state sanctioned violence. So, yeah, I mean, there's there's there's really no comparison there. Yeah, the state is is the ultimately is ultimately the most violent entity that we have to contend with.
00:41:15And that is the problem with even my argument, let's say, because if you're trying to defend yourself, like you said, in the street situation, that's one thing and things can be mitigated and never escalate beyond just a stiff punch in the face. But if, you know, let's say the police show up to your property, and it's unjust, there's no way to defend yourself without this escalating to ultimately death.
00:41:36Well, this is what we were talking about with Ed Mabry on the last episode we just did, which is actually interesting to have this conversation.
00:41:43We're talking about the idea of justice and revenge is for the Lord, right?
00:41:50We're talking about forgiveness, justice, and revenge.
00:41:53And we kind of distilled it down to this point where it was like, well, if someone is wrong to you, you can go to the state.
00:42:01And the state is supposed to dole out the justice here on earth for something that's happened.
00:42:06And I was like, yeah, but I don't even know, like, this is a inherently corrupt system.
00:42:57I'm allowed to do this thing to you because, you know, my follower, my this this living
00:43:02sacrifice of mine hasn't retaliated it's in fact passed the ball to me so i i can see that um but
00:43:08yeah it is it's it's like a strategic spiritual warfare thing that's right and that's that's a
00:43:13really key point that i that i've been thinking about a lot lately is uh you you said you don't
00:43:17know how it's gonna you don't you we don't know how god's gonna distribute justice yeah and the
00:43:22the the harder thing to contend with that we really need to understand as christians is that
00:43:27we don't need to know it's not our place to know like when uh i think it's ananias uh god calls
00:43:34him to go witness to saul who's been struck blind yeah and uh i mean imagine this is so great this
00:43:40is why we know the bible is is the true word of god it's insane like god speaks to ananias this
00:43:46is go to saul and he was just like are you sure you're talking about him i mean he's talking to
00:43:50the almighty god he's just like are you sure i do you have the wrong guy like it is if god could
00:43:54make an error in judgment. It's so funny. I mean, how human we are and how easy it is to like lose
00:44:00sight of our, uh, of what we're supposed to do under God's command. But you know, Ananias went
00:44:06to Saul. He's like, that guy's, he's throwing Christians in jail. Like I'm not going to go0.73
00:44:10talk to him. He's like, just go do it. Just go do it. That's, that's God's command. Just go do it.
00:44:14Listen to what I say and do what I say. No question. Just do it. And we know more about
00:44:20paul with the world over than we do about ananias but without ananias we wouldn't have paul you know
00:44:26i mean like as many people praise paul on the planet earth there's more people that you know
00:44:31praise ananias and in heaven because he was able to just do what god said just do it and ananias
00:44:38didn't know what that outcome was going to be he had no idea and and you know the bigger the
00:44:42broader point is he didn't need to know like god didn't need to tell him how important what he was
00:44:47doing was he just did it so it's obedience over confusion and over questioning that's that's the
00:44:53key thing well we talked about this on a previous episode that the main driver of that part of you
00:44:59that wants to know that wants to see the vengeance enacted that wants to know that the scales have
00:45:03been rectified that is pride yeah right yeah that's what it comes from it's like yeah sure0.99
00:45:09like to go like yeah god i'll leave this one in your hands but like let me know how that shit0.94
00:45:12goes like i want to watch it i kind of do want to know but where do you want of course i want to0.96
00:45:17know yeah yeah where you're at on then uh earthly punishment or law or things like uh i don't know
00:45:23even like policing as far as like the christian worldview goes is it okay for uh christian i mean
00:45:30we play i play in a in a band and i play in the church and one of the people is a cop yeah and i
00:45:36often think about that kneeling on their neck no like i don't like you know i don't know i'm not
00:45:42i'm not a libertarian anymore i will i never really was but i still got this thing with the
00:45:47cops when i see him i go yeah you know you're a glorified revenue collector for the state that's
00:45:52the thing that's right that's exactly what i feel yeah yeah yeah and i i know some really good cops
00:45:58i got cops in my neighborhood retired cops uh current cops and uh generally they're they're
00:46:03good they're good people you know but at the same time i do recognize that they are administers of
00:46:09the state and they will come in and kick your teeth in for no reason other than to follow rules i got
00:46:14i got a dear friend of mine is an iraq veteran uh afghanistan i think actually afghanistan veteran
00:46:19uh he was deployed multiple times jumping out helicopters his back's destroyed uh the va doesn't
00:46:25help him at all he regularly uh randomly smells the dead flesh of burned uh afghani just walking
00:46:32around he and um the other day he had some sort of situation at school he's trying to get his 14
00:46:40year old registered at the school that he just moved to and the school kept fumbling the paperwork
00:46:45and he was walking out and he was like i'm just gonna go home and shoot myself you know i mean
00:46:48this guy's got a lot of issues and uh some lady overheard him and she was just like did you say
00:46:52you're gonna shoot the school he's like no i wasn't talking to you and she's like you just
00:46:56said you're gonna shoot up the school he spent a week in prison in jail rather yeah yeah i mean
00:47:01his life, which was already very difficult, has gotten exponentially worse. And, you know, I mean,
00:47:07quite frankly, him and his family and his parents, I've been able to move them closer to anarchism
00:47:11because of this, because it's just like, why would the police do this? They're asking. They were
00:47:15just like, how could this happen to him? I'm just like, this is what they do. They will do anything
00:47:20to quash citizens' rights, even if it's free speech spoken privately. You cannot trust the
00:47:27police to do anything effectively. If we had a competent justice system in the courts or in
00:47:32policing, then I would advocate for going to court or calling police if there's some sort of issue.
00:47:38We don't have that. They have proven themselves incompetent over and over and over so consistently
00:47:42that you cannot rely on them for fucking shit. I think that that's just the nature of the human1.00
00:47:49experience, though, right? I mean, as long as we've had guards of any sort, they've always been
00:47:54corrupt because they're man it's like you look at any institution um religious or otherwise and
00:48:00you can find the corruption because you can find the corruption in man's heart so you're always
00:48:04going to have that and i mean when you said you couldn't trust them to do anything right
00:48:07uh police officers themselves if they're being candid will often tell you you cannot trust them
00:48:12period you cannot try at all for i mean you know whatever that case is and but there is also this
00:48:19idea of who the hell am I supposed to call when you know I've been wronged in some great degree
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00:49:02people and their issues your friend that's in the military uh or a cop there is like a there's an
00:49:09underlying sense of patriotism that they have that caused them to either join the police force or the
00:49:14military. And even after war, sometimes you can get their legs blown off and still retain that
00:49:20patriotism. And patriotism is a weird word, because it's something that I think we should
00:49:27have still, like, we should like our country, because we live here. Why? Because I live here,
00:49:35because my kid, it's a very strange line to walk. And I still haven't really expressed it
00:49:42correctly. It's just that I am a citizen here. This is the boat that I'm on and I can't afford
00:49:48it to sink. And I know that there's a lot of problems with it, but I got my kids on this boat.
00:49:52So like that idea of patriotism of, of being like, yeah, okay, this country is inherently flawed,
00:49:58but I don't want it to completely fail versus, uh, I'm following Christ alone. You know what
00:50:08i mean like these two things are in opposition to each other well what i mean okay so you don't
00:50:13want it to fail neither do i what measures can you possibly take to ensure that it doesn't fail
00:50:19i mean we're we're in the back seat of a car that's throttling toward hell i mean and we're
00:50:25not our politicians are not held accountable for anything the epstein class there's nothing we can
00:50:31really effectively do to make sure that our country doesn't fail so what measures could you possibly
00:50:37take to ensure that it does. I think it's just the connotation with the the radical left that
00:50:42we've seen for the last six years, I mean, the last decade or so, where it's like, I'm not going
00:50:46to be I'm not going to go and burn an American flag. That is not conducive to changing anything.
00:50:51Neither is voting. Sure. So we're kind of in a situation right where I'm like, so yeah, I see
00:50:56we see through the bullshit of the left and the right. And we know that both of these cars are0.97
00:51:00going in the same direction. But there's still the tangible country, like the actual land that
00:51:07we live on, not the powers that be that govern it. And is that patriotism? Or is that just like,
00:51:13hey, yeah, I'm, I'm sorry, maybe I'm guilty, because yeah, I do love where I live. I love
00:51:18this place. I'm grateful for everything that I'm I've been able to do in it and all the things
00:51:24that it's given me, and the ability for me to build what I've built on this place. But it's
00:51:29inherently evil so yes yes to both of those things but i don't know where to put it yeah it's tough
00:51:36this is something i've been thinking about a lot uh lately it's i mean where i'm at is patriotism
00:51:40is slavery um that that's not my uh that's not my quote it's from tolstoy who is kind of the uh the
00:51:46the grandfather of anarcho-christian thought um and and he understood uh particularly because he
00:51:53was he was writing at a time that was 19th century russia and he he saw what was coming and he saw
00:51:57what he had gone through. And he realized that patriotism was slavery because I think that
00:52:04essentially countries exist to create patriotism. And patriotism is more or less a devotion to the
00:52:11government to the extent that you're willing to go to war for them. Without a country, you don't
00:52:17have people that are willing to go to war and commit mass murder. But patriotism is, well,
00:52:23it's kind of a Trojan horse, actually. If you have a devotion to your country, then why wouldn't
00:52:27you serve your country and if you had people that did not want to serve their country then we
00:52:32wouldn't have as many wars as we've seen in the past century and centuries preceding that so i i
00:52:38think that i think that patriotism is essentially a gateway drug into uh total war that's an
00:52:46interesting idea because you can see the how would you how would you express this sort of the
00:52:51logistical reasons for well hey if we've got this thing we want to protect this how many people are
00:52:56willing to stand up and defend us in the case of let's say historically um even in hunter-gatherer
00:53:03situations there's always been tribal warfare right but the second you make that decision
00:53:07and you go like yeah i would fight for this i would fight for this and then somebody is because
00:53:11of the corruption of man's heart will look at that and go actually we kind of got a lot of0.96
00:53:16people willing to die for this situation what if we went over there and killed those dudes with
00:53:20this so it's like demonetize that it's just it is a problem because logistically you can see
00:53:25that right it's like imagine being in this tribal situation where you're experiencing um you know
00:53:32just getting ran in on by some opposing tribe uh on a on a monthly basis like they did it again
00:53:39they took more of our women like you can see that natural inclination to go we've got to gather
00:53:44together how many people let's have this conversation how many people are willing to0.88
00:53:49get together and go and do something about this well that's the thing i i am willing to die
00:53:54for this country but not this country the way people are told like i'm not willing to go
00:54:00somewhere else to defend some strange ideals or a poppy field somewhere else but yeah if somebody's
00:54:06going to come here and try to take what i have i have to defend it but that's what happens is they
00:54:12they then go that line is super blurred yeah yeah well they crash into a couple of towers and they
00:54:17go we have to go defend ourselves now right exactly like you knock yourself and then and
00:54:21then honeydick us into going somewhere else we got honeydicked this is a big problem here
00:54:25but this this is why i have like a the holdup with that non-aggression principle because like
00:54:31the idea of aggression has been so skewed we've been you know since uh what's it called um
00:54:36operation gladio project like where they're doing domestic uh domestic terrorism to ourselves
00:54:44you know whether it's in italy or that's been moved over to here now it's very hard to determine
00:54:49where the aggression is coming from and is it justified to even oppose this aggression or
00:54:57take action against it because it's so it's just crazy so but i don't i honestly don't know where
00:55:03to even start with it do you do you have any solutions like what have you what have you been
00:55:07thinking about this uh as far as like conclusions well when when i get into these conversations with
00:55:14Tim or anybody else on the show they they always want to move to oh what if your wife gets great
00:55:20you know I mean like what they always want to move to the most extreme scenarios and
00:55:24God forbid these things happen and I to be honest I don't know what I would do in an extreme scenario
00:55:30like that when it comes to extreme physical violence or you know sexual assault or something
00:55:35like that I would I mean I would tend to just pray for a hedge of protection around my family
00:55:43like I do every day to ensure that these things don't happen. But even, you know, these hedges
00:55:47can be broken by evil. That does happen. But the simpler way to apply these principles is to just
00:55:54put them in your daily life on a day-to-day basis. You know, I mean, you don't have to think
00:55:59about the extreme scenario, war, sexual assault for my wife, you know, something happens to my
00:56:03kids, God forbid. You can actually just apply these principles on a daily basis to the simple
00:56:08things and at the same time pray that the worst doesn't come to worse worse comes to worse i mean
00:56:16i really don't know how i'd respond in those situations i have to be honest you know well
00:56:19we've had discussions on this show and i forgot who exactly we're talking to uh might have been
00:56:25dr masood unless this is something we heard in church but uh missionaries in africa dealing with
00:56:34um you know the witchcraft is is alive and well the third world country has no uh qualms about
00:56:40spirituality they're very aware that it exists and they're engaging with it on a regular basis0.79
00:56:45and so witchcraft and things of that nature are dialed up to the extreme out there and
00:56:49um there's a christian missionary and uh an african gentleman who was preaching the gospel
00:56:56to local uh tribes of witches effectively right and um long story short they end up
00:57:05murdering his entire family uh killing his his mother i believe is his spouse everything else
00:57:11that you can imagine even uh uh i believe he lost his arm and as soon as he recovered he went
00:57:18straight back to them and continued preaching the gospel and then ended up converting a ton of them
00:57:23um to christianity because they were so staggered by the fact that he would come back and still
00:57:29preach the word of god after what they had done to him um staggering testimony unbelievable
00:57:35strength and conviction in the lord and it's that is effectively what you're asking for which is
00:57:42to say that is what scripture is asking for that is what what the bible was asking for um
00:57:48And in my mind over and over again, I'm struck with, well, thank God we have a forgiving God because I don't know that I have that sort of strength.
00:57:57But I know when I see that or I hear that story, I recognize like, oh, yeah, that is – that's the way.
01:07:37So they weren't encountering anything that we're not encountering now, and yet I think that part of the thing with Romans 13 is that you have to be able to survive in order to spread the message.
01:07:51And if you're constantly – this is the problem with a lot of anarchists is that they just want to protest.
01:08:06You know, I mean, so it's like if you want to continue to spread the message and you need to be a peaceable citizen up to the point where you're facing a Nebuchadnezzar scenario, it's like, OK, bow down to this idol.0.60
01:08:23But up until that point, you do need to be a peaceful citizen because you need to be able to go about your life, raise your family and spread the message of Christ.
01:08:31And you can't do that if you're in prison.
01:08:33well what about the idea too that it's it's um there's a difference between using these systems
01:08:40uh when it makes sense and putting your faith in a system or an institution or a process
01:08:46that's you know uh government adjacent because um i just think that let's say within the the
01:08:54the idea of war or or the police um where are you placing your faith that this situation is
01:09:01going to be remedied, whether that situation be your safety or the future prosperity of a nation
01:09:06or any of those things, your faith should be placed in God. If you're walking around with
01:09:13faith in the institutions of man, maybe that's more so the problem?
01:09:18Oh, that is exactly the problem, especially with people that don't know Christ.
01:09:22Because you have to place your faith in something. You have to. Everybody does. Otherwise,
01:09:27you wouldn't get out of bed in the morning and a lot of people just place their faith in secular
01:09:31institutions or ideas like science you know i mean but yeah that that is exactly the key problem that
01:09:38a lot of people are contending with and don't even realize they're contending with it honestly
01:09:41because you have to place your faith in christ in christ alone otherwise you're going to be lost
01:09:46here here's an example maybe on a on a micro scale so can i just say before we move from the
01:09:53romans passage when i read that people do throw that in people's faces uh christians faces and0.99
01:09:59they're like yeah you should obey the government how stupid are you but i'm like it's just for me0.97
01:10:03when i read it i'm like jesus is giving you very good advice it's honestly the same advice that i0.98
01:10:08give i gave uh my libertarian followers back in the day before i was like overtly spreading the
01:10:16gospel or even like at that point i wasn't i didn't want anything to do with the church or
01:10:20got it but i would tell them like hey you're saying don't pay your taxes and here's the way0.94
01:10:25i was like hey do that because you're gonna get your head cut off and you're more useful to me0.95
01:10:31uh not in jail or dead right you know you're more useful to this idea having children and0.97
01:10:39spreading this idea and making it grow or you can be you know like the bitcoin i think they're the
01:10:44bitcoin six in new hampshire these guys tossed in jail and their lives are hell for like the and
01:10:51they're making a moot point like we we all understand that but we have to play this game
01:10:55give them a thing they have the guns right now be aware of where we are positioned here yeah
01:11:01stay alive i think that's a good point like if you're thrown in prison um you know you you can
01:11:07still spread the gospel right if you're dead you can't so it's like whatever whatever um i wonder
01:11:13is is like get under the radar and keep spreading the gospel and keep propagating and keep making
01:11:18believers of men and disciples of men and the second you you know get your neck kneeled on
01:11:25for too long like it's over you can't do that anymore so maybe there is something to be said
01:11:29about that too where it's like stay in the game like i wonder i wonder how jesus felt about his
01:11:34cousin being killed at the time he was killed for uh i think he was criticizing uh uh one of
01:11:41one of the emperor's wives i forgot exactly the offense that like really put his head on the
01:11:45chair they wanted to kill him anyway because they didn't like him you're talking about john the
01:11:48baptist yeah yeah i just wonder if jesus was probably like hey man you could have just shut0.91
01:11:54up for a little bit longer he was gonna get his head cut off eventually but it's like
01:11:59a week another week of preaching or baptizing people what does that do for the kingdom i don't
01:12:03know i don't know but yeah that could be a cautionary tale and by the way so what i was
01:12:10talking about was this idea on the micro of, um, you have faith that God will heal you. Right.
01:12:15But, and, and obviously your first route should be prayer and commuting with the Lord about this
01:12:20thing that ails you. But then after that, is it not reasonable? If, especially if it's something
01:12:25it's like, I need antibiotics. Like I have faith that God is going to heal me, but I'm going to do
01:12:30the things that I need to do because if God's like, yeah, I was going to heal you. Um, but you
01:12:35never got off your ass to go get the antibiotics prescription you know what i mean like so so it's0.99
01:12:41like the idea of using a system but your faith is still in the lord and in fact first foremost you0.99
01:12:47came to god and laid your problem at his feet fundamentally first that was and that speaks to
01:12:53the faith of the situation and then after that to go like all right it's in god's hands now
01:12:57in the meantime i'm gonna do what i can i'm gonna get some sunlight i'm gonna get some vitamin c i'll
01:13:01go pick up these antibiotics. And, you know, let's do this thing. I think that you can probably
01:13:06navigate these systems. But first and foremost, your faith is in the Lord. Right, right. But I
01:13:11mean, there's no scriptural prohibition against being proactive, you know, right, right, you know,0.99
01:13:18I mean, of course, your faith comes first, but you also have to just, you know, not be a dumbass.0.99
01:13:24Like, it's not that hard to not be a dumbass. It's actually pretty simple. And I think that's0.99
01:13:28Sorry. Yeah. Well, yes, I think that's where the non-aggression principle tripped me up.
01:13:34But it's also just a misunderstanding of it. And and how like the application of certain libertarians when they're talking about the non-aggression principle, it's almost like this non-preparation thing.
01:13:43Yeah. And I'm like, no, no, like you can shore up. You can shore up against events happening.
01:13:48That's not aggression. That's actually smart. Yeah. To think about these things like what will happen if I do X, Y, Z.
01:13:54and that that bothered me a lot about it and it gives it a bad name it gives it like it kind of
01:14:00just makes it feel like people are willing to accept whatever but i'm like no no you can change
01:14:04circumstances you don't have to be violent around it you can be smart we can prepare and store up
01:14:09treasures for the future if yeah i may um but uh there was a i wanted to ask you a question about
01:14:17a certain part in the article here that was interesting i didn't know that you broke your
01:14:21like when did this happen you broke your oh uh yeah yeah um your femur it was a good one yeah
01:14:28the day before christmas eve alex said hey let's take the kids ice skating that'll be fun
01:14:32and uh i was like if you asked me how dangerous ice skating was before to this i'd be like zero
01:14:37percent like you know and uh yeah i we we skated for about an hour always had a lot of fun i had
01:14:45fun no problems and i was exiting the rink and i like decelerating like i was i wasn't going i
01:14:52wasn't trying anything fancy no tricks just exiting the rink and my legs went out completely
01:14:56from under me i landed exactly on my hip at the perfect section of my hip to just split the femur
01:15:01this way broke like like a long way dude yeah yeah oh dude yeah yeah it was a good one i'd never
01:15:11Never, never, never broken a bone, never had a surgery, but, uh, you know, thanks to God's
01:15:15providence, I was put in a surgery that night and I got the, I got the hardware in right
01:17:29so you had mentioned earlier uh at the top of the show this idea of the but we got to get back to
01:17:34his broken leg though because there's some important stuff there but go ahead all right
01:17:36fine we'll remember that let's couch that for a second messianic jew cult oh okay oh yeah that0.86
01:17:41was a good one tell me about it yeah uh so of course we were always shifting churches in the0.87
01:17:47mountains of kentucky because they were basically glorified uh social clubs you know i mean there's
01:17:52really no jesus there there's no scripture i mean it's just people getting together and talking
01:17:56shit about each other and uh from going to a baptist church methodist church to a pentecostal0.88
01:18:01church we just did the cycle until we finally landed at a messianic jewish uh church it was0.99
01:18:07the rabbi was a uh italian american that was a a car expert he always had grease on his hands
01:18:15because he worked on cars during the day and uh they basically they the whole thought of messianic
01:18:21judaism is that well uh yeshua did did these you know rituals he did he wore the the tiny hat and
01:18:30he did all this stuff so we're gonna do what yeshua does you know but there wasn't a jew in0.98
01:18:34the place it was all like you know uh goys that were members of this church uh but yeah they
01:18:41followed the rabbinical laws and customs and everything but it's kind of my understanding
01:18:46that they like they're just christians who are trying to preach the gospel to jews specifically
01:18:54um there there's a strain of that but this particular church was more self-contained it
01:18:59wasn't uh evangelical in the sense that it was trying to spread the message it was just it was
01:19:03literally more like we're going to do the jewish stuff because jesus did the jewish stuff but if
01:19:10they believe in jesus then i mean because that's the entire thing the jews don't believe that
01:19:17jesus was the messiah and they're still waiting for their moshiak so you know whereas christians
01:19:23believe it's the second coming um they're waiting for the first and then there's even this additional
01:19:28layer that when they will get a moshiak and that will be the antichrist and they'll effectively
01:19:34celebrate him you know yada yada um those days are coming that's happening soon i think right0.94
01:19:40Well, I mean, yeah, they're trying to engineer red heifers to get it done.0.93
01:19:45But, I mean, if you believe in – this has always been my issue with the Messianic Jew thing is, like, if you believe in Christ, then you're not a Jew.0.92
01:20:06I mean, like, it was just, literally, it was just like, it was basically Christians that follow Jewish customs, and their reasoning is, Jesus did these customs, so we're going to do what he did, essentially.
01:20:17Yeah, but, I mean, I learned Hebrew there, you know, I mean, like, they were very strict about the Hebrew Jewish tradition and customs, but they still believed in Yeshua as their Messiah.0.55
01:20:29That's fascinating, because we've been grafted onto the vine, there's no need for Jewish custom.0.83
01:20:33um they talked about the grafting quite a bit actually um despite the fact that they still0.90
01:20:38followed those customs so i don't know i like i wasn't i wasn't there very long maybe a couple
01:20:42years okay you know me and my family really they've realized they're just like this is kind of
01:20:46crazy like we can't have i remember we showed up with a pepperoni pizza one time and they like
01:20:51threw it in the trash you know they're just like oh no no no you can't have you can't have pepperoni
01:20:55yeah yeah yeah so they're very uh literal minded in that sense but it's but scripture literally
01:21:01says uh any food that's received with thanksgiving right permitted right and so yeah but i guess it's
01:21:07very selective in there oh yeah believe me i'm i'm not gonna make it i'm not i'm not gonna mount
01:21:12a defense for what these people practice at this church that i went to when i was a teenager but
01:21:17right right yeah that's uh they had their own view of things yeah very interesting very very yeah
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01:25:36So I was fresh off of a sermon a couple weeks ago.
01:25:40the pastor talked he's talking about elijah and elijah hearing the sound of rain before the rain
01:25:45came and the you know they were in a drought and then he told the king to you know he's like i hear
01:25:49the rain you got to go and he sent his his servant out there to look for the rain and at a certain
01:25:54point the servant comes and he says oh i see a cloud the size of a man's hand he was like all
01:25:59right the rain's coming and our pastor kind of dialed it down to ears of faith knees of prayer
01:26:07feet of hope use your faith pray and then have confidence to walk forward and our one of our
01:26:15neighbors she has an elderly mother and who's not doing very well and she mistakenly opened the
01:26:21window to their house and let the cat out by accident there was a screen there the cat got
01:26:26loose so uh that monday morning the neighbor was just like we're looking for our cat we've been
01:26:31looking all night can't find her and with zero confidence i said i'll find the cat don't worry0.98
01:26:36about it so i was just like shit i'm never gonna find this fucking cat why did i say that so i go0.99
01:26:43i go outside and i was just like what am i gonna do how am i gonna find this fucking cat like i0.99
01:26:47mean you find a dog but how are you gonna find a fucking cat yeah so i the first thing i do i'm0.99
01:26:52walking around the neighborhood and i the first thing i said was the lord's prayer and i was like0.99
01:26:56all right now what and i said god you know when every sparrow falls you know the numbers of hairs
01:27:02in her head i don't know where this cat is but you do where's this cat and god said to me i know
01:27:09that sounds crazy maybe it's not god said to me check that bush and i looked around the corner
01:27:14and i saw a bush and i was just like there is no way that cat's in that bush and he said look and
01:27:19see and i crawled under this massive bush there was the cat so i grabbed i pulled out the cat i
01:27:26gave her to the neighbor i was like i got her she's like i can't believe you found her i was
01:27:29like, I didn't. I literally did not find this cat. God told me where this cat was. And I've been
01:27:34able to use this story to evangelize to all of my neighbors where I live. Because I had this
01:27:40reputation for finding cats. And I was like, you're the hero. You found that cat. And I was
01:27:43like, I did not find this cat. God spoke to me. I prayed. God told me where that cat was. That's
01:27:48how I found it. So I've had this opportunity to sort of use a testimony to everybody that I know
01:27:54in this neighborhood. People don't even want to know about God. They don't want to know about
01:27:56jesus i want to know any of this stuff but nevertheless there's this opportunity that i
01:28:00have to talk about how this cat got found because god showed me where she was that's funny because
01:28:05people think they don't want to hear about jesus but like they do want to hear about how you found
01:28:08a cat because that's hard as hell yeah i don't think you're seeing that because i know i could
01:28:14tell from uh like the standpoint of a regular person once you say like yeah god told me they
01:28:20probably go up this guy's out of his mind like what yeah what have you been hearing i told well
01:28:25yeah i i actually shared this story with my pastor and he was just like he asked me the same question
01:28:28he's like what do your neighbors think about that when you tell them that god told you that cat was
01:28:33yeah um some people well you know what ultimately the results speak for themselves
01:28:38right it's a very straightforward thing cats are super hard to find once they get out
01:28:43and this is the way that it happened and i can't i they keep trying to give me credit and i i can't
01:28:49i literally cannot take credit for it like zero chance i would have found that cat if i hadn't
01:28:54just had the presence of mind to pray about it and i don't even know why i did that about it's0.98
01:28:58just a stupid fucking cat but nevertheless i was just like well this is really important to my0.99
01:29:04neighbors they like they don't want to lose their cat it's a beloved animal they you know yeah and0.99
01:29:07uh and it all worked out so i'm i'm happy about that i want to ask you something as we kind of
01:29:13bring this in uh for a close and it might shake out some interesting stories but i've heard
01:29:18Obviously, talking to our mutual friend, Shane Cashman, and his experience on Tim Cass, where he's reading scripture and he's in the presence of Gary, the numbers guy.
01:29:37So for you, that must have been a really cool because, you know, what it's like there and, you know, what a almost a monumental task that would be right.
01:29:47Like, what a deviation from what the normal flow of a show is.
01:29:51Yeah, I mean, I don't know if you're going to go there, but, you know, Shane was saying that the spiritual heaviness in that place when he walked in, didn't know who Gary was.
01:30:03Gary shoots it off, you know, color comment about there's no Christians here, right?
01:30:09And all this stuff that leads up to it that convicts Shane to just respond in scripture.
01:30:13You being there, Chris, you've probably seen so many different types of people come and go. What's it like being a Christian in that environment? I'm sure there's times where it, you know, everything's on God's side. And there's times where you're in the presence of people that are not about that at all. What's that like?
01:30:34yeah i mean uh well tim is situated in west virginia which is a state that i despise
01:30:41and a state that has i think uh in some measure a pretty heavy demonic presence
01:30:47yeah um and there's been some peculiar activity uh in that area uh not just in the studio but on
01:30:55the property uh so i'm aware of that but i do spend a lot of time there you're not talking
01:31:00Are you talking about supernatural activity?
01:31:10Well, driving from the airport to there, sorry to interrupt again, but I did notice large swaths of either empty land or what looked like desolate living conditions.
01:31:21So when you did the show, he was in Maryland.
01:31:24He has a totally different studio now that's even, I think it's like a half hour from that studio.
01:31:29So he's moved into an even more rural area where it's more desolate, more broken up, way too rural for my liking.
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01:32:46To the chagrin of the chatters and the people that I'm on the panel with.
01:32:50And it's interesting because even when I'm on with somebody like Libby Emmons, you know, she gets very, you know, combative about Christianity and I have my own perspective and everything.
01:32:59But, you know, it's I just I use the opportunity to just do the work and be kind to people.
01:33:07I take care of people. I'm polite to people.
01:33:09You know, I mean, I don't want to annoy them with my anarcho-Christian shit.0.98
01:33:15But whenever there's an opportunity to speak about it, I use that opportunity, you know.1.00
01:33:19So that's a great place to be. You know, I've heard things about it's humble. It's humble for sure. It's hard to do. I've heard things about Tim where it's like he doesn't care what you believe. He doesn't care who you associate with, you know, meaning the people that are there working for him, working with him.
01:33:37I do hear a lot of things in regards to he's very cool about that. And so what he has created is this very fascinating, you know, arena that has tremendous reach.
01:33:51And then you get to pass in and out of that arena. And when the opportunity presents itself, spread the gospel. That's a really, really unique place to be, especially when it's not just open to Christians. It's open to everybody, including maybe a fat dysgenic numerologist.
01:34:09so it's a great thing to do and i i'd hope that the listeners and the you know the the members of
01:34:16nds like the audience like pray pray for chris because what you're doing when you get that
01:34:21opportunity it's it's not easy like to number one to know what to say in the hour or at least to let
01:34:27that spirit flow through you without being intimidated by the situation and the cameras
01:34:30and it's it is it is a little bit overwhelming like just you know i did it one time and i i
01:34:37wasn't at that level or of uh the level of understanding like the live stuff and like the
01:34:42producing and it's it can get a little crazy a lot yeah knowing a hundred thousand people or more
01:34:47will see that it's it's it's hard to do so i i hope i i hate it i hate it every time i mean like
01:34:54i'm a writer i like to think very carefully about what i say and what i think and then put it down
01:34:59into words and sentences and paragraphs yeah i'm not a broadcaster but nevertheless i keep getting
01:35:05invited onto the show and it never gets easier especially because like now that i'm on my0.87
01:35:10anarcho-christian shit like you know tim is all i always end up arguing with them and the last0.90
01:35:15thing i want to do is have a debate with tim pool about christianity or anarchism yeah all these0.97
01:35:21people watching i hate it but you know what i gotta stand on it that's what i believe and i just
01:35:26i just have a totally heterodox perspective on all of these news items that come up you know i mean
01:35:32And they kind of, you know, they're all just kind of like MAGA, right wing, conservative, you know, they just have like very kind of mainline opinions.
01:35:41And I'm just like the bombshell, you know, and it's just like, well, I'm not going to lie, you know, but at the same time, I don't really want to have a debate.
01:35:49I don't like debates. I don't like broadcasts.
01:35:52You know what's great about that though, Chris?
01:35:54Like, so on this show, we're talking to an audience that gets it.
01:35:58And in some ways, you might ask, is that redundant?
01:43:41So in all of your, I mean, everything that you're doing, the only, one of the only Christians on Timcast, you know, whenever the panel's up, the articles that you're writing, the life that you're trying to live.
01:44:09and uh more importantly than just being happy there's a lot of talk about being happy are you
01:44:15happy people ask it's just like it's not about being happy it's about having a purpose and these
01:44:20boys and my wife and my family and this community that i adore they give me purpose every single
01:44:26fucking day i love it yeah you know what that brings it brings satisfaction right i find that0.92
01:44:31like happiness doesn't do it if it did then drugs would satisfy you or something like that but you0.96
01:44:36You don't hear that or money would satisfy you, but it is really like I'm grateful every day because it's clear that God has given me purpose, and that's awesome because I can't give that to myself.
01:44:47You can try to create something that you think is your purpose in life, but that doesn't usually work out so well.