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00:00:30.000uh do the thing we're not going to do the thing not doing any of the things okay we're not doing
00:00:34.460any of the things fridays for the lord we're back uh some technical difficulties but not no more we
00:00:39.200fixed them ed uh we gotta promote ed stuff though we can't not we cannot promote ours but we have
00:00:43.660to so ed before we get into it where can everybody find you okay so wow technical difficulties suck
00:00:49.840but we're here so you can find me um two main places one is my website faithbyreason.net
00:00:55.840that's where my stuff has been for like over almost 15 years now almost as long as i've been
00:01:00.740married we were just talking about that 15 year anniversary with my wife but that is where you
00:01:06.180can find all my stuff there you can find the revelation series 60 episodes there if you
00:01:11.440become a member you can get all those there's just free stuff there too but if you become a
00:01:15.340member you get all of that plus it's also where you access the spiritual warfare course which is
00:01:19.480going strong hot and heavy we're going to talk about that today because it's a 12-month course
00:01:24.800and we divided it into three month quarters the first three months which we've gotten past is
00:01:29.240defense getting to know yourself building yourself up it's going from where the enemy was pushing
00:01:34.240you back to where you were able to stand firm now we're on offense for the next three months
00:01:38.660and this is where you're pushing the enemy out you're pushing the enemy back you're going on
00:01:41.940office we're going to talk about that in this episode so you can sign up there um at this point
00:01:48.040you know there are two tiers one tier is for um the where you're getting lessons every week
00:01:53.840and you're in and you can it's kind of self-directed you can take as much time as you
00:01:57.920want to get to get there the um the second tier which is higher level is where you also get uh
00:02:03.120personal private coaching with myself and john linhart who will also be at bro grove
00:02:07.440um and we we have two hours a month where we get together with the folks and it's amazing
00:02:13.140the reason i'm bringing that up is because we have to cut off the the that um that area for
00:02:19.080right now because we're so far into it if someone were to join now and be part of the personal
00:02:22.680coaching it would you you'd be too far behind so yeah missing a lot of context and yeah you'd be
00:02:29.160missing a ton of context so we said that july was was going to be our cutoff but we're we'll be
00:02:33.520starting it up again like early next year and you can come back aboard if you if you want the
00:02:36.660personal coaching because that's really been a game changer for a lot of the people um but you
00:02:41.100know i if you really want to do it you email me we'll see what we can do with that but i'm saying
00:02:45.040in general you can still be a part of the regular course um so that's that's there and also there's
00:02:50.520my my patreon where a patreon.com slash faith by reason all new content drops there first
00:02:56.240that's where you can be part of the bible the monthly bible study where we go through the
00:02:59.580entire bible in 12 months from the supernatural point of view you'll get the genesis series the
00:03:04.400revelation series is ongoing there the q a's um and like so that's that's the place to be to get
00:03:09.960the content where it drops first awesome you know before the the episode started uh in both of the
00:03:15.940pre shows if you're listening to this you don't know what we're talking about we had some real
00:03:19.480technical difficulties the first go around but we're back again you were talking about this idea
00:03:24.040of spiritual attacks happening at night and you were kicking around the idea of maybe creating
00:03:29.400something that would uh be effectively i suppose what you would listen to before you go to sleep
00:03:35.780to get your mind and spirit right um and kind of get your ducks in order before sleep and you also
00:03:42.720mentioned how you listened to the the dark waters episode that we did with james yeah and how it was
00:03:48.420So and I agree, there was a lot of correlation between the things that you say and the things that we discussed with him just in regards to spiritual warfare and preparedness and how to operate within that realm.
00:04:00.060Can you talk maybe a little bit about that idea of this thing happens to you at night?
00:04:06.740Where should our minds be as we're getting ready to go to sleep, I mean?
00:04:11.540So, yeah, I'm not just kicking it around. I'm going to do it.
00:04:14.040This is something that got put on my heart.
00:04:15.280It's interesting because I think I've talked before how I want to make this my thing that I do this and nothing but.
00:04:21.960And, you know, it requires, you know, having the resources to be able to, you know, continue to function and support myself and my family.
00:04:30.200But what was interesting is that when you set your mind to something, you know, it was something called the I think it's called the reticular activating system in your mind.
00:04:38.120if i'm pronouncing that correctly like once you focus on it then your unconscious mind starts
00:04:41.920bringing in opportunities and ideas that you that were kind of there before but you just didn't see
00:04:48.360them and this was one of them because what something i do at night because you know my
00:04:52.440mind is flooded with stuff just from work and having a family all those sorts of things you
00:04:56.220need to quiet your mind so you know i have these these like sleep mass that has like speed you
00:05:00.900know headphones in it and i'll just have something like what do you call them binaural beats where
00:05:06.500you know get you to you know theta wave and that sort of thing that kind of relaxes your mind a bit
00:05:10.200and and and then you know just positive talk affirmations that are just getting into a good
00:05:15.220place before you sleep and and when you wake up the same thing you know you're you immediately
00:05:20.360immediately become bombarded with all the things that are happening for your to your day and how
00:05:24.800you start your day is pretty much how your day is going to go and so i was doing that and god was
00:05:30.120just kind of told me you know what that you don't just need this and people don't just need this in
00:05:34.580a secular sense they need this in a spiritual sense because a lot of people are dealing with
00:05:38.480spiritual warfare especially at night and first thing in the morning and the reason for that is
00:05:43.200that the spirit your enemy that our spiritual enemies they come at us when we're at our most
00:05:47.920vulnerable they do not they don't want to come at us when we are at our peak performance when we are
00:05:53.560very cognitive of things that are happening but there is this period of time this gap between
00:05:58.480when you're when you lay down to sleep and right before you get into a deep sleep you're in this
00:06:04.840area where you are very very i don't say programmable but you are in a state where
00:06:10.560you're ready to receive that's interesting you your mind you because you know our conscious
00:06:17.260mind is what blocks a lot of things from um a lot of spiritual things because you know that's
00:06:23.440where our skeptical mind is and we're like oh you know god that's fine whatever um but when you but
00:06:30.400in order to hear from god you need to be in a state where you're receptive to god and our conscious
00:06:34.860mind is is what's is where we is where we lie we can't lie in our unconscious it's our conscious
00:06:39.880mind is where we are where we can receive things so in that moment those moments right before you
00:06:44.060fall asleep is when your conscious mind is tamping down and your unconscious mind that's where you
00:06:48.400that's where your dreams are that's why you always dream about things that you're trying to figure
00:06:52.080out and i know uh raven you have a lot of very interesting things we've talked about yeah that's
00:06:56.920because that's when you're that's when you're conscious and now your skeptical mind is is is
00:07:02.040is not is not there so you are really in your unconscious and that's where you are open to
00:07:07.520these things so the whole point of that is it's a great time to start putting in positive thoughts
00:07:12.880into your mind the things that you want to because their resistance of your conscious mind isn't
00:07:16.480there. But conversely, it's also a good time for the enemy to attack because whatever is in your
00:07:24.480mind and that you're agreeing with, we talked about covenants before, that's where they get
00:07:28.560their power over you. So this idea that God gave me is to help people fall asleep in a state where
00:07:39.820they are getting the protection the defense the offense the things that they need to fall asleep
00:07:46.540to and it's going to be different than our spiritual warfare course which is straight education
00:07:50.280that that doesn't work with with that wouldn't work with this system because that's all conscious
00:07:56.100mind and you would never go to sleep why is that time period so unique or so like i totally have
00:08:02.340noticed that that time when you're in between sleep and awake is like the craziest most profound
00:08:08.000thoughts come up and like creativity happens like these great ideas happen like what do you think
00:08:12.800that is ed well it's because and this is something that that you know john lindhart my partner will
00:08:17.540talk about when he when he gets um in next week for bro groving we can have a great conversation
00:08:21.680about it because your unconscious mind is 90 percent of your of your brain people talk about
00:08:27.460artificial intelligence and all that stuff there will never be a supercomputer that is more powerful
00:08:31.060than the human brain because the our we our brain our unconscious brain sees everything even things
00:08:37.740we aren't consciously aware of that's where subliminal stuff comes in it's aware of everything
00:08:41.580but only 10 that's what we that's the conscious brain that we are in control over so the reason
00:08:48.120that time is profound because as i said it is when your conscious mind is is like taking a backseat
00:08:52.860and your unconscious which is so powerful is it is at the forefront and that's where your behavior
00:08:59.320comes in that's where your all your your your emotions and all your feelings and all those
00:09:04.640things are coming into play when you're through your unconscious your unconscious is what controls
00:09:08.820your heartbeat and your eye blinking and all those sorts of things again 90 of who you are is in that
00:09:15.260unconscious and it's what controls your behavior your addictions so and you're just real quickly
00:09:21.520your unconscious is not moral it just follows patterns it's it's job is to help you see reality
00:09:29.700and to follow patterns so whatever you program into your unconscious mind is what's going to
00:09:33.800is what's going to come forth during your day.
00:09:37.000So if the enemy can program you unconsciously
00:22:24.500They do not create these ideas and principles.
00:22:27.500They're only twisting things, but that are what God has created.
00:22:31.380But you'd be smart to understand the level of propaganda that has been layered over these things.
00:22:36.680So when when approaching them like an important subject like this, especially if you're doing something that's worthwhile, it sucks if somebody sees it on its face and immediately discards it.
00:22:46.140Yeah, I could totally see that. Yeah, you know, it's it's a demon now.
00:22:50.780He's he's gone over to the new age because of that. I totally get it.
00:22:54.080and matt to your point 3 a.m you're right i've had there's been many times where i've been woken up
00:22:59.080at 3 a.m sometimes for the for the worst where you know i am being bombarded with bad things but
00:23:03.480sometimes it's god will say this he will wake me up with an idea or something like that and and
00:23:09.680and so yeah i think the veil is thin period and so what happens when that veil is thin what comes
00:23:14.920through that's that's where it's going to be go go you know well or bad but the veil being thin at
00:23:20.680that time is not inherently a bad thing it could be a good thing and so i'm going to do a series
00:23:26.680of of these um products of these i've called them products of these videos and one of the i think
00:23:32.240the first i'm going to do is just basically you know if you're under spiritual attack before bed
00:23:35.820this is what you know you listen to then i'm going to do another one about you know specifically for
00:23:40.740for the 3 a.m stuff because i i've been seeing that a lot over the years i want to do something
00:23:45.860specifically for that and then the mornings we haven't talked about that in detail that's another
00:23:50.680thing because you're you're going the opposite you go from conscious to unconscious when you go
00:23:55.240to sleep then on the other hand when you're waking up you you know when you wake up you're in that
00:24:00.120i used to say um like you know you're insane when you first wake up but you're not insane per se it's
00:24:06.040just like you're in this odd state i can when i first wake up i can smell things that when i'm
00:24:12.460fully awake like what was i smelling i think it's because you are in that state where you are
00:24:16.100experiencing everything through your unconscious brain which is again 99 it's 90 percent of your
00:24:21.720brain it's nine times more powerful than your conscious brain so you're going to experience
00:24:25.160things that you when you first wake up that you don't experience later on there are going to be
00:24:30.120things when you first wake up that make sense to you then then later on in the day you're like what
00:24:33.640was i thinking it's because you're in that state but as with as when you're falling asleep that's
00:24:39.200the time when the enemy is going to start telling you you suck you are worthless you're going to
00:24:43.420have a bad day today you have all these things happening you've got all these problems coming
00:24:47.720um that you need to deal with and you're going to start your day in a bad state but instead you
00:24:53.600start i want you to start your day in the authority of god i have to i pray spiritual warfare as soon
00:24:58.780as i wake up i start binding in the name of jesus everything coming against me and my family and my
00:25:04.380household for this day because that's when they start at you um and so but if you can wake up
00:25:09.460when you first are in that uh stage just you know start with this video or it doesn't it sounds
00:25:15.600basically has to be video because it's on youtube but when if you download the um the audio just
00:25:20.320know that you're we're going i'm going to be talking to you about the authority you have
00:25:24.440you're going to take control this day you are they are not more powerful than you if you are
00:25:29.360a christian you are more powerful than satan himself because you have the spirit of god in
00:25:33.560And you take that authority, walk in that authority and pray that authority immediately over yourself, over your life.
00:25:39.240And because what you speak and what you agree with in those early morning hours is going to shape the rest of your day.
00:25:45.720And if you keep doing this for maybe 30, 90 days in a row, I think it's going to have a fantastic effect on your life.
00:25:51.140It's a funny thing that you're saying this, too, because just today and this whole week from about Tuesday, I've been doing an experiment where when I wake up, because my business is digital.
00:26:02.860all my businesses are the first thing i do the emails the text messages what's happened and then
00:26:10.760you end you end up on twitter and you go f this guy that sounds like torture yeah dude i mean it
00:26:16.120is torture so for uh from tuesday wednesday thursday today's friday i didn't look at my phone
00:26:23.480earlier like when i woke up for about an hour and a half you've been a little not so not so nasty
00:26:29.000not so nasty yeah he almost said nice but he just said well not so nasty it's hard to even get it
00:26:35.300out because i'm like mr nasty yeah wait you have been a little bit nicer lately is that why yeah
00:26:40.180you don't wake up and go straight to the tweeter bro and like all the digital stuff twitter it's
00:26:44.620yeah but it's like well that's part of the job or even emails and texts not right the second you
00:26:49.700wake up it's not well i'm up before my kids so that's when i can do it i do like this idea though
00:26:55.220of like oh go ahead i'm sorry yeah that's just when i can do it but it's not a good time so for
00:27:00.560three three or four days you went straight in the scripture right when you got up this week
00:27:04.240no i got up i did push-ups i did whatever i did other stuff look good and stop it see this guy
00:27:09.800this guy is such a wanker complimentary um i was i was a lot more productive this week and i was
00:27:15.600able to have a clear mind today you heard me talking to my wife before yeah and i'm like yeah
00:27:19.800today's been a funky day because i woke up and i was like i have a lot of shit to do well and i'm
00:27:23.580just like knocking stuff out and it's like this thing from the morning poisoned my brain yeah
00:27:29.140and it's been bad there's a thing bell and i were talking about because i'm trying to like help her
00:27:34.180with life because i'm realizing she's got all the same like uh she's got life now issues or whatever
00:27:38.900that i have though like with the way our brains operate and there is this thing where like you get
00:27:44.200up and you think you have to solve all the world's problems in the next five minutes you know what i'm
00:27:48.040talking about is that what you're saying like you wake up and you think like there's like that five
00:27:51.520minute thing where you're like i gotta get all this stuff resolved like right like your brain
00:27:54.780starts to do that david in a way because there are well i mean let's just wait i'm not i'm not
00:27:59.380shout out to doc brown doc brown uh messaged us yesterday both of us yeah i answered him because
00:28:06.540i let it sit there for a while david doesn't care no for me that sits on my brain and but i also
00:28:12.200don't have the mental capacity or the faculties to answer somebody in a meaningful way so i won't do
00:28:18.980it for a while i don't know if this makes any sense but it weighs on me yeah so yeah so when
00:28:22.900yeah unread emails unread text like that's fine that weighs on me too i gotta get to them especially
00:28:27.860if you come from like the background i came from at work is like every email is like scratching
00:28:32.380lottery tickets like it could that could be a purchase order or whatever it could be a nightmare
00:28:36.140or something awesome yeah so it's just like i also feel like it's my job too like for you know this
00:28:41.300we're podcasters or whatever you want to call us but when we get messages on twitter or wherever
00:28:46.680i feel like it's my job to at the very least read each of these and sometimes i'll just give like a
00:28:52.580thumbs up and sometimes i'll answer if i have the capacity but it's a lot but not first thing in the
00:28:57.720morning dude that's just too much on your spirit bro it is it's a lot it's a lot i think the
00:29:01.700priority should be and i like what ed's talking about this this is going into this much larger
00:29:07.060theme of once again like taking all these thoughts captive in jesus christ right so if that's the
00:29:12.080first thing you're doing as soon as you go to sleep and the first or i'm sorry the last thing
00:29:16.420when you go to sleep and the first thing you're doing in the morning that's torture no no i'm not
00:29:19.960i'm not twitter that's a nightmare you guys see what i'm doing though like the last thing i go to
00:29:24.820this is just my life this is how i work because i'm grinding i'm trying to make make something
00:29:28.900um but the last thing i'm doing it's not about the money it's about building the thing
00:29:33.380yeah so the last thing i'm doing all the time i'm like hey check this shit out just did something
00:29:38.480and then i'm up and i'm and i'm building more and it'll it'll it'll make you crazy and i'm like
00:29:43.120all right then i've got to step away from it a little bit because it's just it's a never-ending
00:29:47.580day but when your life's that busy that's why you have to read scripture right when you wake up
00:29:52.200because otherwise the day is just going to get away from you there's no way you're going to do
00:29:55.680it well you gotta make that habit yeah let's talk just for a moment about the difference between
00:30:00.720you know your responsibilities that that that you maybe want to start thinking about immediately
00:30:05.440because you have so much to do today versus a spiritual attack and there can be a little bit
00:30:10.020crossover between them because as you said top you got a lot of stuff to do the same thing you
00:30:13.740know with me when i wake up in the morning i i start thinking okay here's the things i need to
00:30:17.540accomplish today and and i oh crap i gotta do this that and the other and so if you're in you
00:30:22.880could get in a bad mood over it but the difference when it's a spiritual attack is the methodology
00:30:27.740and what and if you feel in fear waking up when something is telling you not just you got to do
00:30:34.440a b and c but you're gonna but the fear attached to it that if you don't do this yeah the anxiety
00:30:39.320anxiety thank you yeah anxiety is huge because that's not normal it's it is normal to think
00:30:43.700you guys i got a lot to do today and it's going to be a burden it's going to be a chore because
00:30:47.880sometimes we have days like that and so yeah we just definitely start with scripture and with
00:30:51.760and spending our time with the lord and and then we can start thinking about how our day is going
00:30:56.500to be a crap a crap show because because of what it is but when it's specifically fear anxiety when
00:31:03.060you can feel it in your heart that tightening and and i know i'm talking to people right now
00:31:06.700who are who know exactly what i'm saying they can relate to it that's from the enemy and that's what
00:31:11.460you need to cast out immediately and yeah that's what you know that's how i want people to start
00:31:15.900their mornings and that's why i'm doing this to get rid of that and then get in then get into
00:31:21.740contact with the lord and and do your prayers and get ready and then you know conscious mind is up
00:31:27.680and added and you can get ready for your day we all have stuff we have to do during the day but
00:31:30.560that should be the process how about the idea ed of like taking those fears and anxieties and and
00:31:35.600giving them up to god right so i've found in my own personal life very recently because everybody
00:31:42.160you know i know i say this ad nauseum but i'm very new in my walk and there's still things that are
00:31:46.780like revelations to me that for some people are like you know if you've been in in scripture your
00:31:51.600whole life you go like yeah dude that's in the bible um but as i come to realize it and implement
00:31:56.500it in my life it's it's very meaningful and i you know we all have our own anxieties and
00:32:01.500And and recently I was kind of wrestling with something and I came deliberately to God in a number of days, which also was something I wasn't too sure about, because it's like if you lay something at God's feet once, do you do it again another day?
00:32:17.180Or is that a lack of faith that he didn't hear you the first time?
00:33:43.620So to have done it right in the morning, like to spend some time and maybe maybe not even overcomplicating it either.
00:33:50.740Right. It's like just talking to God and having that relationship.
00:33:54.580That's one of the things that you've taught me to a great deal on this show is like God wants a relationship with you.
00:34:00.220So have a relationship with him. Talk to him like he's your father.
00:34:03.440and so um it doesn't have to be and maybe i'm wrong or maybe i'm kind of right but it doesn't
00:34:08.500have to be this big complicated thing it's just like bringing these things to your father and
00:34:13.580and unloading them and then saying like i i kind of put it on him i was like god you're supposed
00:34:19.620to give me a spirit of peace and of sound mind and and so i don't want this thing and i can't
00:34:25.340fix this thing on my own so i'm giving this to you um but to have just done that sooner would
00:34:30.920have been to be alleviated sooner and and so maybe as soon as you wake up is the move yeah so a few
00:34:37.420things there some great points so one is what before i answer that before i answer that i want
00:34:42.960to just circle back to one more thing about how to know that it's a spiritual attack versus just
00:34:46.700hey you know i just got a crap ton of dude today and it's weighing on me and that is knowing your
00:34:51.380triggers this is one thing one of the things we teach in the class because and we've talked about
00:34:55.280it on this show before is that the enemy is always going to come at you at the same way because your
00:34:59.020enemy knows what triggers you they know what's going to get you to fall and so if you are being
00:35:03.860attacked in the morning within those triggers those areas where you know you are always vulnerable
00:35:09.280that's another way to know that it's a spiritual attack and it's not just you you know knowing that
00:35:13.980you're going to have a lot to do today and there's a lot of things weighing on you and blah blah
00:35:17.600so to your other point um raven about you know when you bring something to the lord and say
00:35:23.560lord i prayed over there i laid it at your feet and then you come back and and is that a lack of
00:35:28.080faith that's a good point because i struggle with that myself because you know you ask for something
00:35:32.380and it doesn't happen quickly it's a week a month a year passes and you're like if i keep asking for
00:35:38.120this am i showing a lack of faith is that why it's taking so long the answer to that is you can bring
00:35:43.780it up again but bring it up in this way thank him for it say god i thank you that you are going to
00:35:49.440let's say for for you know one of the things i'm praying for right now is i want to make faith by
00:35:53.380reason my full-time job i want to spend the rest of my life just doing this and i've asked god for
00:35:57.900that i know he wants it for me it's not it is happening but it's not complete so what do i do
00:36:03.820do i keep asking for it no i say god i thank you that you gave me this vision and i thank you that
00:36:10.120you are fulfilling it and i thank you that you are growing me and getting me to the point where
00:36:13.980this thing is going to be beyond what i could imagine you're going to do exceedingly abundantly
00:36:19.120above all that i can ask or think what i'm asking you for you're going to go beyond that and i thank
00:36:23.360you for being the great the great god who goes beyond me so that's what you do you you mention
00:36:28.740it again but from a standpoint of gratitude because again as you said raven you talk to god
00:36:33.280like your father if your kid comes to you and he says you know dad i want to i'm thinking about my
00:36:37.920kids you know dad i i want i want to um not to play what's the the switch the nintendo's the
00:36:43.340new nintendo switch to your switch to which i already got it for their birthday yeah yeah i
00:36:49.740got yeah april was their birthday they're both born in april um so obviously we know my wife
00:36:55.000and our fertility uh period is by the way two birthdays in one month is always a nightmare
00:37:00.900but yeah well you know it was great when they were younger i could combine the birthdays and
00:37:05.180now they want their separate birthdays but in any case when they came to me and i said what do you
00:37:09.660want for your for your birthday we want to switch to and if they came to me every day i want to
00:37:13.920switch to i want to switch to i want to switch to i get pissed off but if they say you know dad
00:37:17.100thanks for i know i'm getting that on my birthday and i just want to say thanks godfrey thanks thanks
00:37:21.740dad for getting me that and if they said to me if they said every day dad thanks for getting me that
00:37:27.140switch that's coming up on my birthday i'd have a completely different disposition towards them
00:37:31.780than if they said dad can have a switch dad can have a switch dad can have a switch so i think
00:37:35.940it's the same way with god i i think i would kind of laugh like if my son was doing that i'd be like
00:37:40.700all right he's thanking me preemptively for something i'd be like i like your style bro
00:37:45.380a switch was something we used to pull off of a bush in the backyard yes and my grandmother
00:37:50.980would beat the crap out of me with it yeah you know i i think there's also something to like um
00:37:55.560you know i'm not this hyper intellectual christian by any stretch of the imagination
00:38:02.460um stop nodding man and yeah i don't like the way matt's nodding but i mean i guess he's not wrong
00:38:07.660And, you know, like my ability to recite scripture, highly limited, my reading pace, very slow, all sorts of faults that I have.
00:38:17.440But I do think I've gotten to this place where I'm kind of understanding, could be wrong, kind of understanding that even if you're bringing something to God and you're flawed in your approach,
00:38:28.860you know let's say whether or not you are having faith and whether or not you should be grateful
00:38:35.700for the thing that's coming it is faith to bring it to god at all to to talk to god about anything
00:38:42.320um and ask him to alleviate anything is faith in god especially if you're doing it first
00:38:49.040before you exalt all the or i'm sorry uh before you exhaust thank you all the things that the
00:38:57.380world could do to alleviate this issue to bring it straight to the lord uh even if it's in this
00:39:03.080flawed and clunky way is faith and i think he he might be pumped about that okay i want to bring
00:39:09.260up something that actually last sunday because with our spiritual warfare course we do our two
00:39:14.100hour um private coaching on on the fourth sunday of the month so that was last sunday that we were
00:39:19.380john and i were with our students and we were talking about and one of the students came with
00:39:24.260a question and they were talking about you know what about when i get mad at god and what about
00:39:30.180when i just don't feel like he's doing right by me um but but i but i don't want to say that to
00:39:35.300him because i don't want to dishonor him i want to just say oh god you're the greatest i love you
00:39:39.220blah blah blah but i don't want to say about talk about the things that i were after he's letting me
00:39:43.140down we're like no you absolutely first of all god can take it it's not like he's some you know
00:39:48.900some some shrinking violent by by violet not violent violent he and he wants that and if you
00:39:55.620look at some of the psalms some of the psalms of david because he wrote some of them when he was
00:39:59.700running from saul you know when when when he was you know he hadn't become king yet and you know
00:40:03.780saul was still giving him grief they would he would say like oh god why are you so far from me
00:40:08.260you know i i reach for you in the day and i don't and i don't hear from you i i'm obviously
00:40:12.180paraphrasing terribly you know i try to get to you at night and i don't hear from you and you're not
00:40:16.580hear from me. And he's basically complaining to God about his situation. But all of those Psalms
00:40:21.220end with him saying, but you're still God. I still praise you, so forth and so on. So it is perfectly
00:40:26.820okay to complain to God, to tell him anything, not just the reverential stuff that we do in church
00:40:32.640and with the other church. Actually, it reminds me, Tom, I was listening to an episode you guys
00:40:36.700did maybe a week or so ago where you were going in after the Orthodox people again, which is,
00:41:06.540You are a Christian because you accepted Jesus, period.
00:41:09.300it is not about rituals of the church fathers okay enough with that rant but um my point is
00:41:15.900when you when you talk to god that way he he loves that because what you're doing you're telling him
00:41:21.480i believe in you because you're not complaining to someone who you don't believe is who you believe
00:41:27.440isn't really there and god already knows that you're mad at him he already knows that you're
00:41:32.580blaming him you're not hiding these things from him it would actually be more of an insult if you
00:41:36.800were blamed and we've all i've gone through it i've one of the things i say most often to god
00:41:40.500is i hate the way you do things i know the way you do things are right and perfect and the best
00:41:45.220way but i hate the process and god's like i know you hate the process i'm not hiding this from him
00:41:49.920it's not like if i don't say it he's gonna not know yeah yeah so it's like when adam and eve
00:41:55.600were hiding in the garden and he's asking well of course he knows where they are of course he
00:42:00.220knows what's on your heart yeah nobody knows your heart but god it's kind of course god knows i like
00:42:04.960So going through all these rituals and lighting candles and rubbing rosary beads and all that kind of stuff, I don't believe God respects that at all.
00:42:18.280You want to just be who you are because you're not fooling me.
00:42:21.500And by you trying to fool me, you're telling me I don't exist because you're telling me that I'm not omnipresent, that I'm not understanding you.
01:22:55.840There's no one on earth that God is not drawing to him.
01:22:58.220This is why I feel comfortable like saying, I don't even know, I guess forceful or the
01:23:03.300forceful asking of my request there is like, okay, I've given me and whatever I can do.
01:23:09.940And what I want is for you to take my kids.
01:23:13.460that's almost like uh what is it's that sounds like that sounds like the most loving thing that
01:23:18.900like god would love to hear he'd say wait what do you want from me yeah it's like that's like
01:23:22.340you want me to make sure your children walk with me forever yeah i like that prayer because my will
01:23:27.040is now in accordance with yours i'm not asking for a camera or or a car or whatever it is i am
01:23:34.500asking yeah but those whatever that will come if it if it may a car to drive me to where my camera
01:23:39.440That's right. So I could run my kids over and send them to you quicker. But my will and my very strong, clear will for the reason I do anything is so that way my kids can go to you when I am gone. And that's also God's will. So this is in direct alignment. So when I'm asking this thing or praying this thing, I feel like I don't even know if this is an ask.
01:24:00.940it's in jesus name that's what that is it's it's according to his will it's according to what he
01:24:05.340wants it's yeah so then when you say in jesus name it it pretty much means exactly what i just said
01:24:10.700which is why i have a hard time even thinking like is this just like i'm with you i'm here for your
01:24:15.900purposes my life belongs to you that's the same way i pray for like health is i'm like you're the
01:24:20.780landlord like like i'm just a renter like if something's sick here that's on you lord because
01:24:26.780like I'm only here for you like you got to fix the building because my whole life is just for you
01:24:32.000so the sickness like takes me out or whatever that's that's on you lord I belong to you and I
01:24:37.880understand that that the justice thing might be throwing some people and I probably should have
01:24:41.100this is a whole show you should have done that but you can look we've done 100 episodes with you so
01:24:45.960like when you're telling us these things I'm like yeah we I get yeah yeah like the premise that
01:24:50.080you're coming from but yeah if someone's just tuning in now and we also have a lot of people