Nephilim Death Squad - THROWBACK ｜ 021： Spiritual Warfare and the Coming Battle w⧸ Tony Merkel

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00:00:30.380 Welcome back, guys, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.

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00:05:27.680 We are being hypnotized by people like this.

00:05:33.680 Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers. 0.99

00:05:38.300 We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people.

00:05:46.000 The chasm between what we're told is going on

00:05:49.160 And what is really going on

00:05:50.480 Is absolutely true

00:05:52.440 Oh yeah dude 0.99

00:05:53.640 There's some Nephilim shit 1.00

00:05:55.060 It's like we all know we're going down 1.00

00:05:57.600 We know we're saying shit 0.99

00:05:58.600 What happened to the home of the brave 0.99

00:06:00.580 But we can't take control of this now

00:06:02.780 We know we're talking about it

00:06:04.240 And it's hard to be slaves

00:06:05.800 And everybody's just walking around

00:06:08.000 Heading the clouds

00:06:08.720 We want to wake up to a dead in the grave

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00:06:13.960 Welcome to the end of days

00:06:15.760 Welcome back, guys, to another episode of Nephilim Death Squad.

00:06:24.920 I am David Lee Corbo, a.k.a. The Raven.

00:06:27.980 That's Top Lobster.

00:06:29.200 And today we are joined by a man who virtually blazed the trail that Top and I follow today.

00:06:35.060 And actually, he doesn't know it.

00:06:36.640 He's responsible for Top and I meeting each other.

00:06:39.480 I don't know if Top's forgotten that, but I certainly has it.

00:06:41.940 We're massive fans on the show.

00:06:43.520 and this is a uh a huge moment for us we're totally thrilled to have on tony merkel tony

00:06:49.660 can you please uh tell the audience a little bit about what it is you do and where they can find

00:06:54.140 tony can you tell us how it feels to like you set up a romance in your in a bromance in your chat

00:07:01.060 for your app that's what's going on we're using it like like a dating site at this point is that

00:07:06.180 how it happened yeah that's exactly how it happened dude he's like you're crazy he's like oh i'm

00:07:11.480 crazy too let's do this show like all right top top said something crazy in the chat i was like 0.53

00:07:16.300 i like the cut of this guy's jib found him on twitter and then the rest is history man that's

00:07:20.860 wild that's wild i did not know that i did not know that that's right uh well i guess the

00:07:27.800 confessionals memberships are serving multiple purposes these days uh that charge more that's

00:07:32.960 that's fantastic no i can't do that i i think uh in today's time and stuff everybody else is

00:07:37.600 charging more we're going to keep it all the same and hopefully god will just provide the rest of

00:07:41.020 away. Um, but I got to say that intro slaps. I like it, right? Who is that? Who is that?

00:07:51.440 That's a, well, Vinnie Paz, end of days. Every time I hear it, every time. And there's actually

00:07:56.960 a point where David's headphones, for some reason, he wasn't hearing that like music.

00:08:01.280 And I was like, every time we come into the show, I'm like, I'm ready to like flip the desk over

00:08:05.020 and he's not listening to it. I just come in super hype every single time. Vinnie Paz does

00:08:09.180 every time i'm glad that we're like vibrating like that now oh yeah that's like that east coast vibe

00:08:14.600 i i mean i grew up in like the like it's called old school hip-hop now i mean the mid-2000s and

00:08:21.420 stuff the east coast philadelphia um i mean it's just that that had that hard i love it anyways uh

00:08:29.040 yeah i'm tony merkel i host the confessionals podcast uh i i run uh merkel media as well

00:08:35.520 it's an aspiring media company and uh we are we're trying our best to venture into not just

00:08:44.020 podcasts but uh films as well uh one day well definitely movies we're coming out with our

00:08:49.640 first movie in in the summertime this year we already shot it it's in production now post

00:08:54.420 production and i would love to do kids cartoons one day things like that but one thing at a time

00:08:59.860 I'm learning as I get older that I get a lot of ideas

00:09:03.220 and jumping on my ideas right away without fear got me here.

00:09:08.940 But to sustain, I need to start developing plans

00:09:11.620 with these dreams and ideas that I have.

00:09:14.480 So I am no longer just thinking of things and executing.

00:09:18.620 I am now thinking of things, planning the execution.

00:09:23.120 And if it makes sense, then we execute.

00:09:25.980 So yeah, that's a little bit about me.

00:09:27.560 former truck driver turned podcaster full time. And I just have fun talking about weird stuff.

00:09:34.660 Nice. I think delegation is going to be probably one of your keys to success,

00:09:38.460 but you got to find people that you trust. And that's like a, it's not easy. Not easy. Yeah. It's

00:09:43.320 like, I feel like I'm juggling maybe seven different things at the same time and you're

00:09:47.720 not doing your best unless you got two, you know, but it is what it is. It's when you,

00:09:54.460 when you build something up on your own, it's not easy to hand it off to anybody.

00:10:00.320 Then you, you will be a micromanager at first because it's your baby and you don't think

00:10:04.980 anybody can do what you do. And, and to a certain extent, you're right. Um, but they can, if you

00:10:10.600 teach them and you just have to be willing to do that. And, you know, um, I'm getting to that

00:10:16.600 point where I'm understanding that in order for me to take it to another level, I need to be able

00:10:22.420 let go of certain things. Um, I learned that with production, I haven't produced one of my podcast

00:10:27.000 episodes since March of 2023. My brother came on full time. He started doing it for me. That's that.

00:10:32.480 Um, but I, I need to be able to let out, let go of other things because whenever I'm focusing on

00:10:38.080 one thing, there's five other things that are being neglected just because I have so much to do

00:10:44.040 that whenever I focus in on one thing that I have to do, five other things that I have to do are

00:10:48.660 being neglected at that very moment and so what could we do what can we do to get you some like

00:10:53.440 good people you can delegate stuff to so that way we can get this new podcast series that i've been

00:10:58.160 waiting for like years for man this is one of the things i know i i wish i never talked about it to

00:11:03.900 be honest with you because it's just been it's been it was i never expected it to go this long

00:11:10.480 Um, it's just been, it's just been one of those things where people, I, first of all,

00:11:18.160 didn't expect people to be so fascinated by it as I was. Um, your body is always giving you

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00:11:52.700 whoop.com but then i the main character of the story i really thought he would have talked to

00:11:59.600 me by now. I really did. And to this day, he knows who I am. He knows that I talk about him.

00:12:08.040 He will not talk to me. He said he would talk to me when the timing's right,

00:12:12.380 but I don't know when that is. And I can't wait forever. So I'm in this really weird spot,

00:12:18.840 but I am working on it. So my original recording with the guy that told me about all this stuff,

00:12:27.780 uh we have well he's decided that he doesn't want his his real name attached to this so i'm in the

00:12:34.140 process of changing his name on the original recording we're also um through the absolute

00:12:41.720 amazing nephilim ai uh we are utilizing that to change voices uh we are changing um we even

00:12:52.980 change the name of the book. Listen, the author requested me to not tell the name of the book

00:13:03.240 because the author has tried to divorce themselves from their own book. They've wiped it off the

00:13:07.960 internet. And I'm trying to be respectful. I don't think that plan is going to work

00:13:16.840 because there are certain people in this world who do know the name of the book who I've been

00:13:22.020 made of aware that can't really keep it to themselves. And so it's not really my fault.

00:13:33.140 I feel bad, but I'm going to do everything I can to, because here's the thing. If the world knows

00:13:38.820 the name of the book, it doesn't change anything. You're not going to get the book. It's not for

00:13:42.760 sale. You can't get it anywhere, anywhere. I have one of the only copies physically in the world.

00:13:51.500 And the only thing that's going to come out of it

00:13:54.420 is the author's life is going to be put through hell.

00:13:57.260 They've been trying to get away from it.

00:13:58.980 They've moved halfway across the country to get away from it.

00:14:01.840 And that's the only thing that's going to change

00:14:03.480 is that the person that is trying to stay away from it

00:14:06.220 is going to be dragged into this by thousands of people.

00:14:09.460 It's a shame.

00:14:11.120 Do you think...

00:14:12.040 Well, as the audience kind of waits on bated breath,

00:14:16.240 well, I was going to bounce off of that,

00:14:18.800 but but top you want to you want to delve a little bit further uh i was just gonna say do you think

00:14:22.960 in any way you might be responsible for uh some kind of manifestation of i mean literally the 0.65

00:14:29.140 nephilim in miami things like that like we we've been saying uh the term nephilim shit a lot and

00:14:35.740 since we've been saying it it's become like uh i don't know like i clipped owen benjamin we just

00:14:41.380 had sam tripley saying it but it's it's we've lost control of this stuff so it's a it's out there in

00:14:46.720 the ether now to the point where we were mentioning the other day on the show, you had entities in

00:14:51.620 Miami, but the people that are not reporting, but are talking about this, a lot of them are

00:14:57.800 comfortable with saying Nephilim in Miami. Whereas six months ago, when you had the aliens, aliens

00:15:03.800 in Las Vegas, the tall ones, right? We're calling them aliens or entities, but never Nephilim. And

00:15:10.180 now that's being moved into the dialectic or at least what people are allowing themselves to

00:15:15.060 receive so with you what you're doing here is and what you might do with this next thing

00:15:20.280 what does that do you think about that at all like i would argue regardless of of whatever and

00:15:27.600 of course you know pass it to tony in a second but regardless of what tony thinks from the outside 0.94

00:15:31.580 looking in yeah dude you move the narrative like the reason that we were able to get nephilim shit 0.87

00:15:37.440 into the verbal zeitgeist is because of your influence and so whether it's by proxy or

00:15:44.760 directly you've moved the conversation uh in a in a pretty dramatic way even on a platform that

00:15:51.440 like it's funny because you're not there on twitter i wish you were twitter needs uh tony

00:15:55.480 merkel yeah but um i'm there just very inactive yeah well uh it's the place to be right now it's

00:16:01.960 a lot of fun it's the wild wild west to a certain degree and the conversation that's being had about

00:16:06.280 all these nephilim and everything that is that's uh your influence so you know i'm interested to

00:16:10.600 hear your take on it but i also want to say that regardless of whatever you think you did kind of

00:16:15.480 uh this is almost your brain baby in a way which is uh very interesting to see the development of

00:16:20.340 this that's one of the most crazy things that anybody has ever said to me

00:16:24.940 i i um i don't know if i want that responsibility uh i i just um

00:16:36.160 No, I refuse to accept that.

00:16:44.020 Listen, I've been doing this for seven years, podcasting about all this stuff.

00:16:48.880 When I first started the podcast, before I started the podcast, I had this thought.

00:16:54.220 I was trying to figure out what Bigfoot was.

00:16:58.420 And I was driving track to trailer.

00:17:01.500 I had a Facebook group called Pennsylvania Sasquatch Research.

00:17:04.780 there was no research going on we're just talking bigfoot crap and um on weekends i would go hiking

00:17:11.540 up in pennsylvania and i would just go look for this thing and i was like man when i first started

00:17:17.340 i was like it's not gonna be that hard like if this thing's out there i'm gonna find it like it

00:17:22.040 ain't gonna be that hard i'm gonna find a freaking bigfoot it ain't that hard it's a big creature

00:17:25.460 i'm gonna find i'm gonna find clues of it and i'm gonna go track it down i'm gonna get famous

00:17:30.480 or something. I don't know. And, um, it's hard. And, uh, the, the longer I looked at it, I was

00:17:38.560 like, no, this, this thing is a physical creature. I don't want to talk about it in this woo woo

00:17:45.180 stuff. This, these people that are talking about, Oh, Bigfoot mind speaks with me. Get out of here.

00:17:50.540 Bigfoot ain't no mind speaking with you crazy. And, um, and then I, I came across and I was 0.88

00:17:59.880 raised in the church, right? But nobody talked about Nephilim in the church. And I came across

00:18:05.500 this Nephilim idea. And I was like, hold on a second. Fallen angels had sex with what? And I 0.93

00:18:13.680 was like, and then what was the offspring? And then there's this book called Enoch what? And

00:18:18.680 what does it say in there? And then when I read about how the fallen angels not only did that

00:18:25.640 with women, but they did it with all of God's creation, I was like, hold on a second. Then my

00:18:29.240 gears start turning and this may not even be accurate but this is where my mind went uh my 1.00

00:18:33.160 mind was like what if fallen angels not only had sex with women but they had sex with like gorillas 0.99

00:18:38.900 or something what would that offspring look like bigfoot and i was like holy crap and i started 0.99

00:18:45.580 thinking about like this idea of like what if bigfoot's like the nephilim or like a type of

00:18:50.940 nephilim an offshoot and then i and then um the podcasting thing came to my radar and i was like

00:18:57.760 still in this like camp of like Bigfoot's a physical creature we're trying to keep up with

00:19:02.220 and find. And then there's like this bubbling thing beneath the surface that I was trying to

00:19:07.060 sort out in my own heart and mind. And right when I started the podcast, I was like, I don't know if

00:19:13.500 I should talk about this. I don't know. I don't know. And then by the fourth episode, I was like,

00:19:19.220 I'm going to talk about it. And we did a whole, our first Nephilim episode was episode four with

00:19:25.580 my professor from college who talked about nephilim and um he came into my my quote-unquote

00:19:31.400 studio it was my my third bedroom in the house that became my daughter's bedroom years later

00:19:37.400 and he sat across from me of a folding plastic folding table with uh two microphones that i i

00:19:45.980 had gotten and awful recording but um that's where it started for me and uh since then it's

00:19:54.800 just been an evolution of a thought process and i don't think my professor from college

00:20:00.760 would probably agree with everything that i think today or maybe how i view it uh my leanings um

00:20:08.700 but we all agree on the same thing as far as him and i go which is the foundation is always jesus

00:20:14.820 and from there we build um if it if anything that we come across takes away from who jesus christ

00:20:22.460 is, then we don't play that. But I don't think that the Bible tells us everything that happened

00:20:31.420 throughout every moment of history. It tells us all the key ingredients to point us towards Christ,

00:20:38.100 but there's a whole history of humanity and the whole history of the world that is not in the

00:20:42.720 Bible. And people have a hard time grappling with that within the religious community.

00:20:48.700 um so i don't know how i got on that but let's take it back to your thing i don't know if i

00:20:56.180 am responsible for all this stuff but um i do find it interesting how

00:21:02.500 the more i talk about it more it seems like it's popping up i mean it's really weird

00:21:09.040 can i say this one i think the the most valuable thing on your show you explore

00:21:15.440 a plethora of topics right because it's it's basically the supernatural through the biblical

00:21:22.800 lens and that right there is in my opinion the most valuable thing that's come of this at least

00:21:29.420 from from my personal experience i've been a conspiracy theorist for like 16 years maybe 17

00:21:34.760 years now and what i find is that it's it's very much like developing a giant jigsaw puzzle and

00:21:43.160 you're only, uh, you've got an island of puzzle pieces over here and that paints a picture. And

00:21:48.200 then you've got another island over here and that paints a picture. And you spend all this time

00:21:51.740 wondering how these chunks of jigsaw pieces connect to one another. And after, I guess I've

00:21:59.360 been listening to your show for a couple of years now. So it would have been like after 14 or 15

00:22:04.600 years, I finally realized that, oh, the biblical lens is the glue that brings all of these chunks

00:22:12.120 together and from then on man it was like i was dealing with all these topics separately from one

00:22:21.760 another and it was it wasn't allowing my thought process to flow very effectively i knew that

00:22:26.700 things weren't as they seemed that i knew that there was corruption that was like beyond the

00:22:30.460 scope of the average human being um and that there was a a really immense spiritual aspect

00:22:39.280 that was integral to this entire picture,

00:22:41.860 but trying to figure out how it fit together

00:22:43.440 didn't really, I wasn't quite there yet.

00:22:46.280 And then all of a sudden, listening to your show,

00:22:49.780 and that's another thing I love about your show,

00:22:51.680 is everybody comes to your show with a different piece,

00:22:54.060 a different piece of the puzzle,

00:22:55.780 and you're discovering it in real time

00:22:58.400 alongside the audience.

00:23:00.540 And so I was able to have this moment

00:23:03.420 just like the audience,

00:23:05.380 and almost felt like just like you,

00:23:07.380 where it was like epiphanous.

00:23:09.280 I was going, oh my God, that was the missing magnifying lens.

00:23:14.640 The missing glue to all of it.

00:23:16.360 The piece that he adds is Jesus Christ right in the center of it, right?

00:23:20.080 Because you came from conspiracy.

00:23:21.600 I grew my following in politics and art.

00:23:27.520 And that's like libertarian politics where you would take,

00:23:30.160 I'm a Christian, but they would take God out of it

00:23:33.360 and just explore it philosophically and really read into it without

00:23:37.540 and try to try to find as much logic as possible in the political realm. And none of it made any

00:23:42.980 sense. Like I could, I, all these books behind me, that's like, oh, like Rothbard Mises, stuff

00:23:46.580 like that. It would bore you like human action is this thick. And in the end I realized, oh no,

00:23:53.000 this is all spiritual. And it's really your show that kind of allowed me to see that because I

00:23:58.640 grew up in the church as well. And I found it kind of corny because they're not, they weren't

00:24:03.260 addressing the issues, in my opinion, that were really fundamental in my life. And there's a

00:24:10.720 place for that too in church. There's a place for evangelism and different kinds of outreach and

00:24:14.960 people who aren't ready for this kind of stuff. But for me, going to Sunday school as like a 12

00:24:19.840 year old, I was always asking about the Bible. And I had a good Sunday school teacher that would go

00:24:23.900 and read and come back to me and say like, well, this is what this meant. This is what that meant.

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00:24:58.960 But yeah, your show had me go back

00:25:02.260 and re-look at Christianity in a different light.

00:25:05.740 Like from a point where I wanted nothing to do

00:25:08.500 with the church, I met my wife there,

00:25:10.900 played guitar there, got kicked out of the church

00:25:12.880 for not for anything I did wrong.

00:25:15.940 I told the pastor to shove it

00:25:17.060 because he was stealing money.

00:25:18.080 It's a whole thing.

00:25:19.740 Well, I would say you're in the right then,

00:25:21.440 but hey, there's a reason why I'm not a pastor.

00:25:24.920 So I don't know.

00:25:26.020 Yeah, it was, it was, it was a whole thing, but it was, it discouraged me from going back to the church. And even now I can't really go back to the church because it's, it, some of the, I mean, the ones around me seem kind of like, uh, like they don't really understand what's going on. And I, I've been looking, we, we had a Orthodox Christian on. I've been looking at that type of church. Maybe that one might make more sense for, you know, where I need to go.

00:25:50.540 but uh well let me say this uh i a couple things one um i went through a phase where i i didn't

00:26:02.160 go to church during the show um i was disenfranchised and i was mad uh i was mad that

00:26:08.360 uh the church that i was going to that is uh the the long story but i was just like you guys

00:26:16.020 literally are rejecting the supernatural aspects of God for comfortability and for what I perceived

00:26:24.020 as you don't want to scare the money away. And living in the Northeast, you guys are in Florida

00:26:30.800 now, but I can tell by your accent, you're from the city, probably New York. Yeah. But like up in

00:26:38.900 that area uh it's the culture does not leave room for supernatural uh it just doesn't and even these

00:26:46.720 pentecostal churches which i was going to um this the church that i went was going to was started by

00:26:53.460 the professor that went to my college that was teaching at my college which was a

00:26:57.480 assembly of god pentecostal bible college um but um i was so disenfranchised by so many different

00:27:04.360 things i was like i'm done i can grow spiritually on my own and i don't need y'all and i was doing

00:27:13.220 great until i realized that i needed that i needed that that christian fellowship in my life

00:27:19.340 and i started seeing because anybody who's honest with himself will see it uh i saw a very it was

00:27:29.800 gradual, but it was a decline in my, my health spiritually, because I, the only people I was

00:27:35.460 associating with were people who were not claiming Christ and, uh, it took a burden on me. Uh, so I

00:27:41.400 say that just to say, uh, as the guest on your show, I encourage you to find a church. Don't give

00:27:45.740 up. Um, but, uh, I also think it's really interesting what you guys are saying because

00:27:51.740 so I, over the years, people hear how the show goes and trust me, if you think it, I've,

00:27:59.460 I've read it in an email to me. People will say, I wish you would have said this. I wish you would

00:28:05.460 have told this person that. Why didn't you, why did you let them say all that stuff? I let people,

00:28:15.560 I lead people to the water. I don't force them to drink. And when you guys are saying how you

00:28:22.320 guys came to this understanding from your different backgrounds and stuff, it's literally

00:28:27.120 music to my ears because that's the goal. That's the goal for me. I'm not interested in debating

00:28:35.880 people. I'm not interested in trying to publicly humiliate people and prove to them that I'm right

00:28:41.040 and they're wrong. I believe that just through open discord and just the conversation, you let

00:28:48.760 the cards fall where they may and the truth will show itself. And I think that when people look

00:28:54.600 into these different topics whether it's coming from political angle or a spiritual angle or

00:28:58.520 paranormal angle or whatever uh conspiracy angle uh you do get to a point where the to marry

00:29:07.360 everything together you're just like what what's that glue piece and for me i've found that it is

00:29:13.600 the spiritual aspect of it the bible the god aspect when you start looking into it you're like

00:29:18.880 oh well that makes sense why this is over here then and that's over there and all of a sudden

00:29:23.180 things start coming together. And it's funny because I have people in my real life, not my

00:29:28.840 online life, but my real life, who will say things like, I wish so-and-so would just come to Christ

00:29:35.980 because everything they're saying is right, but they just don't see why they believe what they

00:29:40.800 believe because they don't give God and the Bible any kind of credence. And that kind of attitude

00:29:48.920 is what I get reciprocated to me in emails a lot of times.

00:29:52.680 Why didn't you just say?

00:29:53.740 And it's like, I'm not going to sacrifice somebody's eternity

00:30:00.620 at the altar of your entertainment.

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00:30:34.040 Like, your entertainment of the I got you isn't worth me trying to prove somebody wrong

00:30:43.320 in front of tens of thousands of people.

00:30:45.880 I wish I could say hundreds of thousands, but I could say tens of thousands of people.

00:30:50.540 I mean, let's put it this way.

00:30:54.340 In the seven-day period, over 100,000 people listened to my podcast.

00:30:59.540 And so that's a lot of people.

00:31:04.240 And I'm not going to have people coming on my show.

00:31:07.860 and their only interaction with me was a guy who's overzealous trying to get his point across

00:31:17.660 that Jesus is, is the only way, which is what I believe. And what's that, what's that going to

00:31:25.640 accomplish? Here's the thing, Tony, you've done a wonderful job. Like I've watched a lot of

00:31:30.300 Christian media. Like my mom is, you know, big in the church. She lives on my property over here

00:31:34.520 and always has some kind of christian movie or something on and the overall theme of christian

00:31:40.720 movies and most music is that it's corny and why is that because it's going to sound crazy but like

00:31:47.660 they're putting jesus right in your face right so instead of it being about the art it's about

00:31:52.480 jesus and that's great it should be but it doesn't move people it has to be like this message like

00:31:58.160 your show is about jesus christ i don't care what you want to say in the end of the day when when

00:32:03.260 you compile all these episodes and you kind of say, what's Tony talking about? He's talking

00:32:07.600 about Jesus Christ the whole time, but you're not saying it. It's implied. So the audience that

00:32:12.560 you're reaching is bigger. And it's also this kind of like underlying, it's like, watch a couple of

00:32:16.880 episodes, get comfortable here. And then once they're comfortable, they're like, they put it

00:32:20.600 together themselves. Whereas if you were obvious with it, I honestly, I probably would have turned

00:32:25.080 it off because then it seems like, like, all right, this is something, what is this? Like,

00:32:29.300 there's an agenda here you know it's almost like it's like what's better to to dress in a jesus

00:32:36.200 t-shirt or to have jesus in your heart right and it's like well that's the show the show isn't

00:32:40.540 wearing a jesus shirt uh it's it's at the heart of the show i mean i i um i appreciate that guys

00:32:48.860 I really do. Um, I, I just, I just don't want, I just don't want to let, let God down, man.

00:33:00.540 Like I, I, it's one of my biggest fears with doing this show for the past seven years that

00:33:06.200 I'm misstepping somewhere and I'm, and I'm going to, I'm, I'm, I'm out of place, you know? Um,

00:33:13.060 And so I just, I've had conversations with people off air that were guests, you know,

00:33:20.680 like people assume that, Hey, the recording's over. So it must've been done. No, no. Like,

00:33:26.280 I mean, more so these days than not, because I am busy and I'm running around, but like up until

00:33:32.960 like the last year and a half, two years, I mean, I was notorious. My wife was mad at me all the

00:33:37.240 time because I have a three o'clock interview and we connected three. We don't start till four.

00:33:43.060 And I'm getting off at eight o'clock at night because I was just talking.

00:33:46.480 And she's like, you're like, it's hard being an extrovert, you know, but the podcast was only an hour.

00:33:53.600 There was a lot of conversation, right?

00:33:57.660 And I just believe that those conversations deserve to be had in private where I could really convey to the person.

00:34:05.000 So they understand that they're not sitting there while I'm talking, thinking something else.

00:34:08.060 Like this guy's doing a show right now.

00:34:09.820 like, I want you to understand this is how I feel. Let's talk about it. You know, if it was there,

00:34:15.600 I mean, sometimes the conversation is not there to be had and that's fine with me too. Um, but,

00:34:20.480 uh, yeah, I, as far as the way I approach things and stuff, it's just, um, I am who I am.

00:34:26.560 The conversation will be had when it's relevant, when it comes up, uh, over the years, it's come

00:34:32.160 up more and more because when you have the host as an outward spoken Christian, I'm not, I'm not

00:34:37.020 ashamed of that. And I will talk about it. There's other Christians in the world that have

00:34:41.580 weird experiences that I've gone through and they feel comfortable talking to me. And so when they

00:34:46.140 come on to talk to me about their weird experiences, they bring the God component in it. Guess what?

00:34:49.380 We're going to talk about it. And so it becomes a snowball effect and it happens. And so, I mean,

00:34:54.880 I was uncomfortable with this for many years, but as time's gone on and stuff, I definitely

00:35:00.680 do look at my show as a type of ministry, which is kind of crazy because I went to Bible college,

00:35:05.680 dropped out and never thought I'd do ministry ever. Um, but here I am. And, uh, that's how I

00:35:12.240 view it. And I don't believe that the podcast is going to go anywhere unless God decides that

00:35:16.660 it's my time and it's time to go away. And I'm fine with that. I'm fine with that.

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00:39:22.320 the case for everything right it's like whenever the times but it reminds me of uh this guy that

00:39:27.620 we were talking to and i don't know if he might talk to you i think i don't know if you guys have

00:39:31.000 anything set up, but Colin is a friend. I've been talking with him for a year. I had just the top

00:39:37.600 lobster show where I was doing it by myself at one point, like just doing interviews with people

00:39:41.880 in real life about like they had weird experiences, like my aunt and stuff like that. And he was

00:39:47.480 messaging me back then. He was like, listen, I have all this stuff going on and I want to talk

00:39:51.700 about it, but I can't talk about it. And I never, I never pushed him. I was like, listen, whenever

00:39:55.740 you're ready, whenever you're ready to talk about this, let's do it. And he came, uh, maybe a month

00:40:01.280 ago and he was like, now, now's the time. And he came on the show and told us a story that, uh,

00:40:10.060 it just, for me, I was like, well, I knew the story, but like hearing it from him kind of like

00:40:15.740 knocked me sideways because there's so many parallels and pieces to your show and all of

00:40:20.440 these little things that were not, not even taken, but like his piece just fit in very nicely and

00:40:26.980 kind of made me think about like, uh, about the, the underground spiritual battle that's happening,

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00:41:07.660 they're you know they're taking people they're doing some kind of program they're building an

00:41:13.280 army and uh colin had a similar experience where he's talking to an entity and the entity is

00:41:20.920 telling him to do good things like actually like get his life together he came from a place where

00:41:26.300 he was you know divorced down and all of a sudden he hears a voice in this he's working in a job

00:41:33.240 that he didn't want to be at the voice just tells him turn around leave never come back and he

00:41:38.020 listens and he continues to listen and follow the directions of this entity of what it's telling him

00:41:44.640 uh to the point where he's having like experiences where he's he's describing them as physical

00:41:51.140 i mean david you you could probably recap some of these things better than i can

00:41:54.740 well he initially he does um leave his job at the behest of this voice but over time

00:42:03.060 he starts to use uh psilocybin mushrooms to get into contact and and when i say direct him

00:42:10.900 it would say okay take these now go lay down and he'd do it yeah so he would go into the room put

00:42:17.560 an eye mask on and his girlfriend is going what the hell are you doing and he's and she's not

00:42:22.960 using mushrooms this is just something he's doing at the behest of you know these voices he said

00:42:27.880 initially it would show itself like images and flashcards in his mind um but over extended

00:42:34.360 mushroom use these things came through as actual voices and pretty reliably he would communicate

00:42:41.220 with something that he would describe as like a man with blue skin um there was also an event

00:42:49.880 where there was somewhat of a clinical setting and there was two bald men with beards uh that

00:42:56.120 look like doctors who were well that that one's interesting because uh he would so the entity

00:43:02.360 would tell would tell him uh all right take this take the mushrooms see me in the room right um

00:43:07.700 this time he hadn't taken mushrooms for a while and the entity kind of just tapped him on the

00:43:12.320 shoulder and said hey take the mushrooms i'm meeting you in the room he did it he said he

00:43:17.580 just went on a mushroom trip nothing happened the next day he's sober lays down and this experience

00:43:24.940 in the clinical setting was almost like he describes it like an abduction, an abduction

00:43:29.380 scene that happened. And, you know, men, men in white coats are, they have them on the table or

00:43:34.080 something. And they're telling him like, you consented to this. They're saying that they're

00:43:37.240 upgrading him. And, uh, that's like grading him for a war. Yeah. For, yeah. For whatever he

00:43:44.240 consented to, because the, the entity that he was talking to initially seemed to be preparing him

00:43:49.540 for a war. Like, he's like, you have to get in physical shape. You have to, you know, change

00:43:53.120 your diet. You've got to do this. He, the entity actually sent him to church, which is bizarre to

00:43:58.320 me. Like, I don't know where to put that. I know when people speak with entities, it's generally

00:44:03.600 a negative experience or at least will be a negative experience leading to one, right?

00:44:08.620 They're, they're setting up your disaster. Why would you set this guy up to be in good physical

00:44:13.660 shape? Why would, why would you send him to church? Why would you have his mind sharper,

00:44:19.560 sharper than it was before. And it, and his mind has gotten sharper. Cause I, I mean,

00:44:22.940 I have DMS with him throughout, throughout like a year where I could tell that the guy was kind

00:44:27.800 of like teetering and now he seems more coherent. Like, like he actually understands what's going

00:44:32.960 on. I don't know where to put this stuff. Yeah. Because typically I've actually heard

00:44:38.960 someone on your show, Tony mentioned Dr. Jerry Marzinski, who I definitely think you should

00:44:45.040 reach out to clinical psychologists in the field for 35 years dealing with schizophrenia uh directly

00:44:50.800 so in the uh institutions and then in the prisons once they shut down the institutions

00:44:56.360 and he came to the conclusion that these are these people these that are experiencing these

00:45:02.440 different voices are being influenced by uh demonic entities and one of the things that he

00:45:08.520 puts down to a pattern a set of patterns he said there's 23 patterns that these things always follow

00:45:12.980 One of them is that the overall mental and physical health of the person always declines

00:45:17.700 dramatically until the very end where they're barely a shell of themselves.

00:45:21.340 This is the only situation where I've heard where these things are telling him to run

00:45:25.680 miles, to go to church, to eat healthier, to lift weights, all these different things.

00:45:30.380 Very bizarre.

00:45:31.220 I mean, I would never advocate communing with any entities, but I have to say this so far

00:45:36.920 is best.

00:45:37.780 Yeah, this so far, though, is best case scenario.

00:45:39.820 and then ultimately this all leads to an experience where he ends up in what he describes as a gold

00:45:48.440 and marble room and with like a clock like there's he said in the sky there's like a clock

00:45:54.640 spinning with gears like a golden clock i don't know what any of this is and he communes with

00:46:01.880 what he feels like is god he doesn't look at god he doesn't see god but he feels the presence of

00:46:08.820 God and then is told that they're going to have a conversation that he's not going to

00:46:14.000 remember.

00:46:15.160 And then the last thing he remembers is walking with God, not able to look at him, but being

00:46:20.820 in the presence of him and walking with him.

00:46:23.500 And so, you know, now I believe he still has experiences, nothing as large of a scale as

00:46:33.860 that, but the voices will come through now without mushroom use.

00:46:38.040 So, so in other words, he's not even using the mushrooms anymore.

00:46:40.540 He's not doing any drugs.

00:46:41.820 So there's no drugs involved.

00:46:43.600 There's healthy eating, there's exercise, there's going to church and pursuing a relationship

00:46:49.320 with God at the behest of, I don't know, several entities.

00:46:54.560 Well, the thing, the thing called itself, cause I did ask him and he said one time it

00:46:58.760 called itself Anu.

00:46:59.780 And I was like, that's not good because that's like the God of death in Egyptian lore, right?

00:47:05.360 And he was like, oh, I don't know.

00:47:06.840 i was like you need to do some research dude you're just talking to this stuff all willy-nilly

00:47:11.420 yeah that's uh yeah if any just psa i guess um if entities are talking to you

00:47:24.680 look them up look them up don't take their word for it look them up um and and also

00:47:32.100 don't trust everything you hear in your head you know so uh it's it's one of those things where

00:47:38.000 it's interesting right so it sounds like what you guys are saying is that uh there's there's a it's

00:47:43.680 like a double-sided coin with this guy it's like some of it you're like oh it's just does sound

00:47:47.400 pretty and then those things you're just like i don't know about that um well i didn't have if i

00:47:53.980 didn't have a good base i would say oh this sounds great but because i do understand that yeah you

00:47:59.880 You know, go ahead, Tony.

00:48:02.160 I'll tell you what I think after.

00:48:03.620 Yeah, it's...

00:48:04.560 I mean, I don't really know what to think per se.

00:48:08.860 I'd be interested in talking to the guy.

00:48:12.120 If I don't...

00:48:13.400 Did you say he reached out to me or...

00:48:15.620 I think you guys are already set up.

00:48:17.040 Yeah, so we spoiled it for you.

00:48:18.740 No, it's fine.

00:48:19.700 I'll forget.

00:48:20.180 Don't worry.

00:48:21.540 So I forget what I was going to say.

00:48:25.340 But no, I think that people need to just be careful.

00:48:29.880 with who they're talking to and you know it says the guy who prays to god you can't even see him i

00:48:36.240 know um but i there's a lot of this new age movement stuff happening and going on right now

00:48:43.300 and uh i was introduced to the new age through my show i didn't know what the new age was until i

00:48:49.280 started talking to people who were talking about the new age and when i first remember i remember

00:48:53.700 when i first started hearing about it and they're talking about jesus i was like oh this actually

00:48:56.740 Jesus, fluffy bunnies. I love this. This is nice. And then I started learning more about it.

00:49:03.500 And I started talking to people who came out of the new age and the process of coming out of new

00:49:07.720 age, uh, can be a very violent one, a very scary one, traumatizing one. Um, and so with that in

00:49:16.500 mind, when I hear entities talking to people, uh, and it's a double-sided coin, it's like some of

00:49:24.060 it's pretty decent and some of it's kind of questionable. If anything's kind of questionable,

00:49:28.960 it's probably not from God. And so there's real manipulation tactics. And just because it feels

00:49:35.580 good to you doesn't mean it is good. And that's just a lie of the culture of the day. We live in

00:49:41.520 a society where what feels good to you, what's true to you, it doesn't matter. It shouldn't

00:49:46.760 matter to you what feels good to you. It's what is right, what is wrong. What is truth?

00:49:52.580 not what is true to you what is actual truth and um i think that's why we have a lot of people

00:49:59.100 running around confused these days is because we let we were raised in a culture that is just been

00:50:06.080 you know just do what feels good to you no that's how that's how this all this stuff starts

00:50:11.220 and it's a perfect we live in a perfect time to have this kind of stuff permeate throughout

00:50:15.460 culture uh people are going to absolutely be communicating with these entities and um because

00:50:22.420 they're already preconditioned to do what feels good it's such a layup it's such a layup just

00:50:27.860 start like like these these entities have been around you since day one and you're not the first

00:50:33.660 human they've interacted with and they've been around you since day one they know what makes you

00:50:38.220 tick they know what makes you feel good and they know exactly how to get you to do what they want

00:50:42.300 you to do they're going to get you doing things that make you feel good and and they may not always

00:50:47.500 be anti-God. It may not always be against God's will, but they're going to get you just by that

00:50:54.900 simple formula, which has been just teed up with our culture of just do what makes you feel good.

00:51:02.080 So, yeah, I don't know. Tony, can I interject for a second? I want to shout out to Adriano Bear in

00:51:08.740 the chat, or I'm sorry, Optimistic Bear. Adriano says, my mom is caught up in that Christ

00:51:14.020 consciousness mother father god stuff and it reminds me immediately i don't know if any of

00:51:19.240 you guys have seen it don't worry it's not a spoiler because you're gonna waste your time if

00:51:22.400 you do watch it but there is a sort of a cult show on not occult a cult show on netflix um and the

00:51:31.380 story goes something about this woman who believes that she is uh mother god and based off of this

00:51:39.560 premise. She starts to do all these charismatic videos online, amass a following. She does a

00:51:45.880 bunch of stuff with crystals. She's drinking colloidal silver. And next thing you know, 0.60

00:51:50.060 all of these new age folks from all over the country start to travel from afar and gather

00:51:56.560 around her. And then they start to live stream their everyday happenings. And it's pretty

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00:52:31.840 Because the New Age is so appealing, and I think what's appealing about it is the New Age is structured in such a way to sell you the same lie that the serpent sold Adam and Eve in the garden, or Eve in the garden, and that lie is you can be as God, you can ascend, you can unlock powers, you can be more than what you are through these New Age techniques.

00:52:51.180 And so these people who are attracted to this idea, they come from afar, they gather around her. And it turns out that she needs an incredible amount of alcohol to deal with the inundation of spirits that she's getting.

00:53:09.240 Now, to the viewer, you go, this is a crazy person. 0.62

00:53:13.620 But to a crazy person like myself, I go, no, no, no. 0.71

00:53:16.860 She's drinking spirits to contact spirits.

00:53:18.900 She's literally, yeah, she's literally in communication with spirits.

00:53:21.860 I do not doubt this at all. 0.91

00:53:23.320 But much like the Marzinski angle, she is just falling apart over time. 0.99

00:53:32.280 She's turning blue because she's drinking colloidal silver, like, at scale, in mass. 0.89

00:53:37.660 Like, so much colloidal silver. 0.98

00:53:39.240 And her body is like decomposing in real time because she's dying of alcohol related disease, you know, liver failure and things like that. And these people, it's amazing the loop they get stuck in. They see her dying and they go, it's because her physical form cannot take the grand spirit that is within her.

00:54:00.700 you know mother god spirit that's what they're saying is so immense that the expiring of the

00:54:08.200 physical form is increased exponentially uh to anybody who is her avatar and so you're watching

00:54:14.440 these people in the in the real time but i think that is at the core of the new age movement is

00:54:20.160 taking people who and i don't know what to say about her but uh she might have been you know

00:54:25.640 sometimes these spirits, they do attack people who might be seeking a relationship with God.

00:54:34.260 You know, I believe that the enemy doesn't attack people who are like not paying attention

00:54:40.100 because you don't have to.

00:54:41.300 It doesn't even matter.

00:54:42.660 But people who are engaged in spiritual warfare, but who are standing on the field,

00:54:48.020 they recognize that they're in it, but they don't know where to go.

00:54:50.880 That is appealing to them.

00:54:53.080 And so, you know, she could have started off with the best of intentions, but ultimately she sold this false bill of goods that all people in the new age movement are being sold, which is this idea of spiritual ascension that you can be as God.

00:55:10.300 You can be like gods, like demigods, like, you know, whatever the idea is that they're selling these people. You just need to go through these practices, these occulted practices, and unlock various aspects. And ultimately, that is something that I've seen because after that conversation with Colin, we did receive several other stories from other people.

00:55:31.080 And there is always this common thread of, well, these entities want to unlock something in me, to upgrade me, to allow me to, you know, access powers that are subdued. And, you know, it's like, well, what's going on? Do you have powers that need to be unlocked? Or are you being augmented by deceptive spirits?

00:55:54.240 yeah i i uh err on the side of caution and i stay away from that stuff

00:56:00.680 you know uh that's just how it is um first of all i didn't realize we were alive till just now when

00:56:06.740 you said the comments like wait comments and i clicked i was like oh there's and i as soon as i

00:56:10.320 saw the comments i was like get away from it i don't want to read the comments it's gonna distract

00:56:14.100 me it'll distract me so i i apologize people who may be commenting and expect me to read a comment

00:56:19.480 I, I, I can't read it or else I, Tony, Tony, if we treat our audience completely different than

00:56:24.300 you, I don't respect any of those people. Don't look at them. Don't answer them. They don't

00:56:27.980 deserve it. Talk to us. Okay. I got you. I got you. Um, yeah, I mean, I get sidetracked enough.

00:56:34.320 I don't need to have the scroll of commenting. What I wanted to say about, uh, both of your

00:56:39.460 points there was that it, again, like I came up in this like weird political realm where it was

00:56:43.860 called a post-modernism, right? Where they would argue politically to no ends, uh, that there is

00:56:51.360 no right or wrong. And things are, you know, things are just gray areas, constant gray areas.

00:56:56.120 And the more you look into that, the more you realize like, no, no, no, no, it's pretty black

00:56:59.120 and white. And it, whether it be spiritually, uh, religiously in your personal life, I feel like I

00:57:06.580 personally have been, I'm like, I'm just going to take a hard stance on something and, and stay 0.84

00:57:11.040 that that's what I'm doing because if you're wishy-washy, you're going to go nowhere. So it's

00:57:15.540 like, it's, this is either right or wrong. And that's how, you know, the current day church

00:57:19.020 ends up with, with the, you know, pastors in rainbow robes and God and, and, you know, Jewish 0.87

00:57:24.840 tunnels, who knows what's going on. At some point, somebody, somebody compromised. And then you get

00:57:30.460 down this hill of like, well, you can't even look back now. Where, where did I start? That's,

00:57:35.560 that's the world today i you know listen i mean nobody wants to be wrong right but if you believe

00:57:44.320 you're right then that that i mean listen i've just gotten grumpier as i've gotten older and

00:57:51.980 i've just got to the point where i i just don't care anymore i'm gonna say what i believe and

00:57:58.500 what i think and if if i'm just gonna be that grumpy old man in the room you could say

00:58:05.360 the most eloquent argument to me as to why I'm wrong and you're right. If it just doesn't line

00:58:09.860 up with what I believe, I'm just going to be like, no, I don't believe you. And I don't agree with

00:58:13.560 that. You're wrong. But I just, no, I don't care. I don't care. And I just got to that point now

00:58:18.720 because I'm not the best person that's, I'm not good at debating. I just know, I have lived

00:58:27.800 experiences that tell me um the the that define how i believe um and so i just kind of i don't

00:58:37.980 know guys i i we live in we just live in a really weird world and it just kind of gets to the point

00:58:44.000 where you have to have a backbone you just have to to stand up and for what's right and wrong and

00:58:48.760 and just call a spade a spade and and not worry about who's gonna like it who doesn't like it

00:58:54.500 You know, I, I just, um, I crossed this bridge about a year and a half, two years ago.

00:58:59.760 I'd say I just got to the point where I consciously made a decision.

00:59:03.340 I was just like, you know what?

00:59:05.760 If me talking about God sinks this ship, then I'll just going to be poor.

00:59:09.800 I don't care.

00:59:11.100 And that's just how I feel.

00:59:12.420 And I say it a lot because that's how I, that's literally how I feel.

00:59:15.820 And I want everybody to know how I feel about it.

00:59:18.040 Like I, like, like if you think you saying to me, I'm never listening to your show again,

00:59:23.100 because you talk about God too much.

00:59:24.840 That's a threat to me.

00:59:26.340 It's not a threat to me.

00:59:27.360 What you're doing is you're telling me

00:59:28.760 if you get enough people on your side,

00:59:30.520 I get to go live peacefully with my family

00:59:32.560 and not have to deal with the public ever again.

00:59:34.360 That sounds really nice at times.

00:59:36.460 That sounds real nice at times.

00:59:38.240 Did COVID do this to you?

00:59:39.340 Because the same thing happened at the same time to me

00:59:42.160 where I've decided no.

00:59:44.420 And now I could even justify it verbally better.

00:59:46.340 But the idea of getting these upgrades

00:59:49.620 or letting the vampire in,

00:59:51.680 it's all about consent, right?

00:59:53.100 So when someone does want to argue or debate me,

00:59:55.720 they're like, debate me. 1.00

00:59:56.440 And I say, debate is faking gay. 1.00

00:59:58.060 No. 1.00

00:59:58.780 And then I send them away or I block them

01:00:01.240 or I just tell them straight up, no.

01:00:02.780 Like, but I'm not nice about it.

01:00:04.320 Like Tony probably does it so much nicer than I do.

01:00:06.800 Well, quite mean, but go away.

01:00:09.360 I think what I think you're wrong.

01:00:11.880 So here's the thing.

01:00:12.760 So I don't know if we were live

01:00:14.460 or if we were doing this off air,

01:00:16.100 but I said how, you know,

01:00:18.500 I came up in podcasting in a different era.

01:00:21.320 So when I came up in podcasting, when I started out and stuff, you had to be conscious of what you're saying because there's a very limited people who were actually even listening to podcasts to begin with.

01:00:35.040 And you had to just kind of draw the lines as to where you wanted to cross and not cross, right?

01:00:40.400 and I kind of dug myself in a hole in a sense

01:00:45.880 because people, what you just said

01:00:50.800 they will sometimes think that

01:00:54.720 and think that they can say whatever they want to me

01:00:57.660 in the sense that almost like I'm a pushover 0.97

01:01:00.120 I'm one of the nastiest people you'll ever meet 0.98

01:01:03.020 I am one of the nastiest people you will ever meet 0.98

01:01:07.260 I just have a lot of self-discipline 0.88

01:01:10.400 And anybody who wants to check that can just ask my wife, my parents, my siblings, people

01:01:18.500 who know me, like nobody, nobody will dare to say the things to me in my face that people

01:01:27.400 say to me online.

01:01:28.440 They think they can say certain things.

01:01:30.360 I'm telling you, I'm not a nice person.

01:01:33.080 so uh i i just um when it comes to this stuff um

01:01:41.360 i don't know i just i go about it a different way i don't know if it was

01:01:47.020 covid that did it for me um i think covid certainly did do

01:01:52.340 something to me i think the covid thing combined with

01:01:55.560 being dad is what did it for me um i don't

01:02:00.100 I don't know if I would be as staunch on certain things

01:02:06.620 as far as like, I don't care what you say kind of thing.

01:02:09.620 If it wasn't for the fact that I have the kids now,

01:02:12.460 I'm very aware that one day I'm going to die

01:02:15.600 and I'm still going to be here at the same time.

01:02:18.340 And I do not want to die one day

01:02:23.420 and have left something on the table

01:02:26.640 that I could have done to better, possibly better, my kid's future, you know?

01:02:32.480 And so when COVID happened, I think that really became a magnified thing in my life.

01:02:39.560 And I just, I think...

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01:03:12.960 I remember sitting at the house

01:03:14.500 and COVID was happening.

01:03:18.920 And it was December of 2019.

01:03:21.920 i saw things happening in china and i was still i was going to work and i was telling the guys

01:03:28.780 like hey there's something happening i think we should you know be aware of what's going on and

01:03:33.520 they're like oh you're a crazy conspiracy guy and um and then everything happened the next year in

01:03:39.100 the beginning of the year and work i was driving tractor trailer it slowed down to nothing and

01:03:45.740 there's nothing to deliver nobody was shipping anything and so i was making i was driving

01:03:50.900 tractor trailer in new york city too really and yeah for the mta though so i was uh what did i

01:03:56.300 forgot what they called me like special work person or whatever i was allowed to work while

01:03:59.200 everyone else at home i got from brooklyn to the city in 25 minutes the tractor trailer full of

01:04:05.060 full of rails that takes an hour and a half it was wonderful but yeah it was bizarre it was like

01:04:09.620 i am legend stuff driving through oh yeah yeah weird very i i it was when everything shut down

01:04:18.820 i remember driving because i i took a a layoff uh because i was podcasting making money doing that

01:04:24.040 so i figured some of these guys don't have a side gig a lot of them don't so let them

01:04:28.300 work you know and drive around empty trailers um but uh when i was coming out of philly and stuff

01:04:35.380 the same thing like going back to my terminal i mean record times and it's just everything was

01:04:39.540 dead very eerie uh i remember sitting at home on my layoff though and i don't remember who she was

01:04:47.800 but I think she was out of Chicago

01:04:48.960 and she was like,

01:04:52.040 when somebody dies in a car accident

01:04:55.840 and they had COVID in their system,

01:04:58.880 it counts as a COVID death.

01:05:01.260 When that happened,

01:05:02.980 it wasn't me being like,

01:05:04.400 oh my gosh, I can't believe,

01:05:06.360 I knew this was happening.

01:05:08.840 But it was them for the first time

01:05:10.960 I was able to look at it and be like,

01:05:12.480 oh, you're actually saying it out loud now.

01:05:15.120 And that's when I was like, okay.

01:05:17.800 all gloves are off.

01:05:20.560 Like I,

01:05:21.380 like if you're outright doing this and you're saying it out loud,

01:05:25.420 I no longer have to sit here and wonder if I'm just reading it wrong or if

01:05:29.560 I'm the crazy one,

01:05:30.540 you're saying it out loud now. 0.98

01:05:32.240 And now there are going to be guys like me who do have the balls to just 0.86

01:05:37.340 push back. 0.95

01:05:39.620 Yeah.

01:05:40.020 I don't,

01:05:40.420 I don't care.

01:05:41.320 Like,

01:05:41.640 I don't care.

01:05:42.440 Like I tell my wife probably once a month,

01:05:44.860 one day I'm going to be in jail.

01:05:46.800 They're going to put me in jail one day.

01:05:48.440 It's just going to happen.

01:05:49.560 It's getting to that point now.

01:05:51.240 It's going to get to the point where whether it's something I've said in the past or I

01:05:55.860 checked the wrong box on something and they're going to put me in jail for it.

01:05:59.680 And I'm okay with it.

01:06:00.920 But I'm not okay with staying outside jail because I'm a coward and I have to look at

01:06:05.920 my son in the eyes trying to raise him as a man in this world, knowing that his dad's 0.99

01:06:10.440 a coward. 0.96

01:06:11.140 Tony, those people are going to be the first ones put up against the wall. 1.00

01:06:13.960 the ones that knew better, but follow the narrative. If you look historically at like

01:06:18.140 communist China, when they use the red shirts, I mean, they use the, they use the brown shirts

01:06:22.520 to kind of like funnel the people that were dissidents, they were telling on them, right?

01:06:27.580 The first ones, when it came to like, we're going to call half the population, 0.99

01:06:30.560 they took those idiots and then they got the extremists, but it was a little harder to get 1.00

01:06:35.020 the extremists because we already kind of knew what you were doing. So we're like, you know, 1.00

01:06:38.620 I bought 10 acres in Florida. I, I boogied out of New York after they told me we might put you in

01:06:43.320 uh, camps. If there was some kind of law floated and I was like, yeah, no, put my, put my house

01:06:47.940 for sale. My wife was like, what the hell did you do? I said, yeah, no, I, it's on Zillow. 1.00

01:06:52.520 And when somebody buys it, we're out. And she was like, that's crazy. I was like, sit down for a

01:06:56.500 second. Let me, let me show you some news articles, what they're saying out in the open. Right. And

01:07:02.600 politically that drove me crazy. Cause I'm like, oh my God, there has to be a solution. Maybe the

01:07:06.180 libertarian party, maybe the Republican is it's like, nah, no, dude, it's all Nephilim shit, man. 1.00

01:07:10.720 yeah because something is coming that's what we've hit the part of the story where this is 0.99

01:07:15.100 what's going to happen and there's no stopping it i had the exact same experience and i was i was

01:07:19.700 completely blessed that my wife when she met me knew i was out of my mind but couldn't necessarily

01:07:26.720 like debate me you know she was like well i don't know dude's got some good points and that was

01:07:30.920 you know 16 years ago and so when this started happening i was like no don't we're not taking

01:07:36.480 any shots no no no we're not doing any of that and then ultimately when things got real crazy

01:07:41.480 it was like yeah let's go let's leave new jersey because new jersey is kind of unfortunately new

01:07:46.140 jersey and new york they're going to be some of the first places that get hit the hardest when

01:07:49.700 it comes to these things and also you don't want to be in a in a crowded uh cityscape when when

01:07:54.840 shit really hits the fan but you know i i agree with that comment right it was a paradigm shift

01:08:00.700 and i think that was like we were talking with mark claire the other day about uh portals but 0.99

01:08:05.120 not necessarily the portals that you're talking about, but I just called it a portal because

01:08:08.680 it's like, it's like a lateral portal, right? So I'm here apolitical. And then the next thing I'm

01:08:13.240 like, let me look into this debate with Donald Trump and Hillary Clinton. That must be great.

01:08:17.480 And then all of a sudden you're kind of like stepping through these portals laterally. COVID

01:08:20.920 was a big one. That one, a lot of people stepped through. You can't step back from that. Once you

01:08:26.140 open your eyes and then there's so many more all the way to- Oh, it's insane that some people never

01:08:30.880 stepped through they're still there they're still wearing their masks i mean i i see it i saw it in

01:08:36.740 florida yesterday in walmart and i'm going what what's going on i thought something was happening

01:08:41.660 again i was like am i just not paying attention to the times like why are there people in walmart

01:08:45.460 with mess there's a lady that i know on facebook i'm not going to say her name but she's boosted up 0.91

01:08:51.460 to the max had like three uh miscarriages doesn't know why and i'm just like scroll my feed i stopped 0.98

01:08:59.300 i even stopped posting to facebook i was like you guys don't deserve this is pearl like swine to

01:09:03.040 pearl pearl to swines why would i even talk to you i told you you didn't listen i'm out we're done 0.93

01:09:08.680 now i have to focus on like how do i keep my family going when things get really stupid yeah

01:09:15.320 and you know i'm trying my best but and that's the thing like we're in new territory that our

01:09:21.540 our families our parents our grandparents as far as i can think haven't had a cross like a government

01:09:28.180 that's outright in america outright against you and how do you react to that you know we all reacted

01:09:34.400 the same way we all got out and ran i did the same thing i mean i'm the guest here so i don't

01:09:38.980 know if your audience knows i lived in philadelphia and i said to all my family i said this is going

01:09:44.220 to get to a point where we're leaving and then it got to that point where actually it got to the

01:09:48.800 point where everybody was like oh things are opening up again this is nice i'm like that's

01:09:52.580 a bad sign actually we're out and um we i put the house up for sale and literally it was christmas

01:10:01.380 day the evening of christmas day everybody went home and i looked at my wife i said you ready to

01:10:07.700 move to tennessee she said yep and by april we were in tennessee and that's gangster we live in

01:10:13.740 east tennessee and uh i don't have 10 acres but i'm aspiring to have 10 acres one day um and i

01:10:20.160 have a farm, a little tiny farm and, uh, pigs and chickens and things like that, but I'm doing what

01:10:25.020 I can to, and I'm, I don't think anybody's ever totally prepared for that, the, the, the end of

01:10:31.120 the world situation. Um, but we're trying and we're making, we're making friends and networking

01:10:36.720 and, um, you know, uh, hopefully God willing tomorrow, I'll have time to get to a guy's

01:10:41.740 house over here who he's processing sheeps. I'm gonna learn how to process sheeps. Uh, and then,

01:10:46.320 March, I'm processing my pigs. I'm going to learn how to process pigs. I want to learn how to do

01:10:51.200 this stuff and take care of myself and my family. The key is you got to start with the anus. 1.00

01:10:55.880 You'll learn. You know, I think that this is a perfect segue into sort of the meat of what I 0.92

01:11:06.220 want to talk about. I don't know how much longer we have you, Tony, so feel free to tell us to kick

01:11:09.600 rocks. But, you know, we're talking about preparedness. We're talking about making these

01:11:15.760 shifts to do what we need to for our families and you know you alluded there that you don't

01:11:22.420 know if anybody's ever really prepared but if you're of the same mind as us you're looking at

01:11:30.260 something that you need to be prepared for that's like several steps down the road you know whether

01:11:34.740 it's societal collapse or whatever that's one thing but i mean fans of the show know how strange

01:11:41.200 we get i mean literally it's nephilim death squad and we're of the contention that at some point

01:11:46.440 these things are going to become a reality now we were sort of fate yes and we were sort of faced

01:11:51.880 with that for this brief moment with the miami situation although i'm not too sure exactly what

01:11:56.860 that is i think the most significant thing to come out of the miami situation i've got some

01:12:00.780 information about that that i'm sure tony hasn't heard because we only said it here my cousin works

01:12:05.480 in south florida he knows people that do work in that area he's a firefighter and one of the

01:12:11.120 things that you notice right away. I was in fire protection and management. So I noticed like I

01:12:15.480 walk into a room, I'm looking for all the exits and I notice all the codes because I'm an idiot. 0.90

01:12:18.900 But as you know, when you're in professions like this, you notice weird things. And he says, 0.97

01:12:23.640 huh, a hundred cop cars, not one emergency ambulance, not one firefighter. These things

01:12:30.080 show up in tandem every single time. If there's an incident, somebody probably got hurt. They

01:12:34.540 might need fire every single time. When you look at the video, that's not the case. So I said,

01:12:39.900 well, what do you make of that? And he's like, you know, to me, he said, it looked like a,

01:12:44.440 what did he say? He said, it looked like a, like an operation. And it kind of did. It looked like

01:12:48.520 a closed, like whatever's going on there. That's why we don't have video. That's why, you know,

01:12:52.860 not, I mean, you have on the ground testimony, but most of the video is from people that are

01:12:56.440 living in the apartments. Nobody knows. So this was shut off. What happened there? I'm not saying

01:13:03.220 it's not like, you know, actual entities or whatever, but something happened. They shut it

01:13:08.480 So if something happened in that mall,

01:13:10.660 maybe it was a portal that opened up.

01:13:12.160 Maybe they knew, like they can tell,

01:13:13.560 like there's some kind of frequencies or vibrations

01:13:15.540 are like, yo, shut it down, get here

01:13:17.360 and close down the system

01:13:19.540 because we don't know what's coming through.

01:13:21.580 Something happened there.

01:13:22.840 But yeah, our government knew about it

01:13:26.260 and our government does know about this stuff.

01:13:28.060 That's another like mass drop

01:13:29.200 where they're like, Chuck Schumer is just like,

01:13:30.920 should we tell them about the aliens yet?

01:13:32.860 It was like, what?

01:13:34.540 We're talking about taxes?

01:13:36.340 Then all of a sudden they're doing the kind of heart.

01:13:37.520 don't talk about that and what we just had tucker carlson and roseanne are on tv talking about the

01:13:44.320 nephilim you know then tucker's on stage at whatever that event is and he's talking about

01:13:48.540 the dark spiritual aspect of these uh alien entities and it's like we're we're moving towards

01:13:53.600 you want to talk about a paradigm shift right in the way of covid was one get ready to have

01:13:57.820 the shit jarred out of you we're going through another portal guys and it's going to shake up a

01:14:02.500 lot of people on you know and a lot of us will be sitting on the sidelines going i told you so and i 0.98

01:14:06.140 don't know what good that's really going to do but this all leads to something in my opinion very

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01:14:43.300 And Tony, I know you've had interactions

01:14:45.120 with guests who share their testimonies on your show

01:14:47.960 who very much align with the story

01:14:50.100 that we told earlier about Colin.

01:14:51.500 And like I said, we've got a few more stories like that

01:14:53.920 and all these things kind of line up, right?

01:14:55.960 It seems like someone, or maybe not just one entity,

01:15:00.080 but within the spiritual realm,

01:15:01.440 there is a recruitment process happening.

01:15:03.600 And this recruitment process is for an impending war.

01:15:07.140 And there are two definitive sides,

01:15:09.800 but it does seem like from what we've learned

01:15:11.940 that there might be some dissenting sides

01:15:13.940 within the darker aspect of things.

01:15:16.320 We actually had it explained to us

01:15:17.480 in a really interesting way.

01:15:18.640 Of course, yeah, it's chaos.

01:15:19.620 33% of the angels followed Lucifer from heaven

01:15:23.200 in this rebellion.

01:15:24.640 And then they get down and God's like,

01:15:26.220 can you come back?

01:15:27.740 To think that these angels don't have

01:15:30.120 like a brain of their own or these fallen

01:15:31.920 to be like this guy lied to us screw this guy i'm doing my own thing maybe some try to get back like

01:15:36.480 as the book says you try to get back in the good graces but it's not it's not one side like scott

01:15:41.620 horton i always reference him the great scott horton he wrote a book on the war in afghanistan

01:15:46.140 it's a 20 year war that's it 20 years on our side and 50 if you go back to the russians

01:15:50.660 and the the players in this war and the motives and everything going on it's endless there's he's

01:15:56.820 up to the third compendium of this book now where i'm just i don't even care anymore because it's

01:16:00.160 like you who can keep track this spiritual war has been going on since before and depend since

01:16:06.040 but probably before adam i'm not sure where to put where they fell yeah did they fall before adam

01:16:10.860 is it were there people before you think so yeah i think they fell before adam and i don't know if

01:16:16.840 there was people before but there there might have been there might have been another i i don't know

01:16:23.360 like like that's that's uh joel thomas territory for me like i'll call my buddy joel and i'll be

01:16:29.080 like, yo, bro, break this down for me

01:16:30.860 because my brain hurts.

01:16:34.240 But no,

01:16:35.000 I mean, yeah,

01:16:36.340 I think that there's definitely

01:16:38.640 there was a fall

01:16:40.340 before Adam, I believe.

01:16:43.700 And

01:16:44.040 yeah, I think that these

01:16:46.200 they're rebellious in nature.

01:16:49.380 Why would they ever

01:16:50.180 like, why would they

01:16:51.460 like, yeah, it's like

01:16:54.180 it's like you take

01:16:56.040 you

01:16:59.080 You take, uh, all right, let's take, uh, I don't know why I'm thinking like thinking about this

01:17:03.820 like this and I don't know if this is gonna make sense, but you go to like all the federal prisons

01:17:09.660 and you take the number one Hooper in every federal prison and you put them on the same team

01:17:16.560 and you tell me they're all going to submit to one guy as the best player on the team.

01:17:20.580 Dude, it's libertarianism. You take, so libertarians are by default, don't trust the

01:17:26.520 government right then you take a hundred thousand of them i've been to these meetings all them 0.99

01:17:30.420 autistic hilarious but they all are so individualistic that they cannot agree and move in a 0.95

01:17:36.840 direction so you can't meaningfully even oppose like the left or the right which they're trying

01:17:41.720 to do it's hilarious but that's yeah in a sense it's kind of what these fallen are right they're

01:17:45.600 like they're so individualistic they're probably yeah they're like literal pirates this this

01:17:50.560 spiritual battle like that's why the thing with colin and the thing with the guy that you mentioned

01:17:54.680 They're being recruited by Baal, by Anu, by different entities, all moving in a different

01:18:00.380 direction. And like, what does this look like when it manifests itself physically? Because 0.73

01:18:06.140 there's going to be a final battle, right? Yeah. I don't know what it's going to look like. I don't

01:18:12.060 think any of us know what it's going to look like. But yeah, I mean, these beings, these entities

01:18:18.640 are recruiting people. It's often children, often people that are teenagers, impressionable minds.

01:18:32.120 You think back when you were a kid, how impressionable you were, how you felt like

01:18:35.520 you were invincible, that you were never going to be 18. You were never going to be 21. You were

01:18:39.720 never going to get married. Man, I can't wait to have sex for the first time. When is that going 0.96

01:18:43.560 to happen. Like everything was just forever away. Right. And so you take that kind of energy

01:18:47.640 and you manipulate it. And so, uh, that's my experience, not every time, but a lot of times

01:18:57.580 it was people who were children who were taken into a realm, uh, often to start in the dream

01:19:05.940 state and it was one of those things where it was it was so vivid it felt more real than what this

01:19:14.780 feels and um and there an entity appears to them and and uh there's a lot of similarities in my

01:19:22.360 side of things where um people not every time but i've heard it enough the idea of like walking

01:19:29.640 through a tunnel or a cave system uh that is a common thing uh but an entity often dressed in

01:19:38.500 black not always but often dressed in black will be there and and basically recruiting you saying

01:19:44.020 i want you to work for me and you can have this that and the other uh if you accept and if you

01:19:50.080 do not accept you just go back to where you came from kind of thing but if you do accept

01:19:54.940 that's where the ride begins. And, um, I, I, there was a guy who, um, there's a guy that

01:20:04.020 I mentioned, you know, you guys have heard me mention, um, that I would love to talk with

01:20:09.760 one day. Yeah. Ron. Ron. Yeah. Um, I, I don't know if it's ever going to happen. I know where

01:20:21.520 he lives i i've thought about i i've hit him up on social media i know him i he knows me i know

01:20:28.220 him kind of thing he just won't stand down his front lawn with a boom box and just yeah i guess

01:20:32.580 i leave it this way i don't i know the city he lives i don't know what his address um if you

01:20:36.740 can't do it man colin i'm telling you colin the same thing i was like let's talk come on my show

01:20:41.500 when it was just the top lobster show and i had i don't even think i've met uh david and he was

01:20:45.440 like they're telling me not to they're saying don't speak and for some reason he just says he's

01:20:51.080 like now's the time spoke with us and actually now i'm texting i'm like hey how's everything going

01:20:55.220 he's he's experiencing like paranormal things but like uh poltergeist stuff like lights stuff moving

01:21:02.300 over small like weird things like that and i'm like i mean that's not good dude so it's yeah

01:21:08.480 if they can't they can't literally is what i'm getting from it like whatever they're in in the

01:21:15.580 the same thing though that jerry marzinski said jerry marzinski said uh that the voices did not

01:21:21.760 like it when you address them or talk to them or ask the the victim about what are the voices

01:21:27.820 saying and the victim would say they don't want me to even talk about this and then over time

01:21:32.860 eventually he had an experience where it was like hey they want to talk to you that experience is

01:21:37.900 crazy yeah so i i um when you mentioned jerry i pulled his website up just so i can remember to

01:21:43.420 reach out to him again because i i had this habit where i'll pull people up on the browser while

01:21:49.360 they're talking on an interview just so i remember to do it later and then that tab stays open on the

01:21:53.640 computer for like a month and then why is it getting closed for some reason and i forget

01:21:57.560 um so hopefully i can email him but uh there's like two or three other people i'm supposed to

01:22:03.120 be emailing the last few days i haven't done yet but do it do it his story his story with

01:22:09.040 with that specific and man he had the guy the schizophrenic dude sit down and read like same

01:22:15.940 thing we're confronted with now there's there's two of you in there he had him read a passage

01:22:20.580 about possibly these voices are something completely different and the guy read it

01:22:24.900 said blanked out there was like some kind of actual power paranormal stuff like a he described

01:22:30.520 it as like a static electric sound from the back of his ear that traveled across the walls he

01:22:35.840 followed it into a garbage can. Turns out nothing in there. The guy snaps out of his like zombie-ness,

01:22:41.900 looks at him and just goes, I got to go. And he says, you should go, please go. So the guy leaves,

01:22:48.060 comes back a couple of months later or something when he finally had the nerve to call him back in

01:22:51.380 his office. And he was like, come in. He said, the guy looks better. He took his advice. He's,

01:22:55.380 he's now addressing the entities as something, not himself. And he goes, oh, wow. Interesting.

01:23:00.320 And he recaps what happened. He says, uh, did you, uh, when you were here, did you hear that?

01:23:05.600 like electric buzzing sound going across the room. And he goes, yeah, you heard that? And he

01:23:10.580 goes, yeah, well, what the hell was it? And the guy says, those are the voices. I didn't like,

01:23:16.120 usually you're not supposed to hear that. So now he's like, huh, that's crazy. What did they say?

01:23:22.260 And the guy looks him right in the eyes and he says, they said to go out of here, 0.99

01:23:26.600 get a shank and stick it in your guts. And Jerry just like, why didn't you do it? 0.95

01:23:31.720 and he said i couldn't find one and no one would give it to me that was it yeah so you're interfering

01:23:38.900 with their way of like there's another story he tells where they said like the entities want to

01:23:43.400 talk to you and they said you have no right to interfere with our way of life because he was in

01:23:48.540 a mental hospital yeah no right right that idea of like powers and principalities you have no

01:23:53.600 right to interfere with our way of life yes there are laws there's rules to this stuff like we don't

01:23:58.840 know him but they know the rules inherently one of them is is definitely consent the other ones

01:24:04.120 oh yeah consent's a big one a big one uh but yeah there there's rules of engagement for sure

01:24:09.600 uh and and i i don't know if everybody grasps that at all times um that's really interesting

01:24:18.040 that's really interesting that he that he heard that and that that's what the whole the whole

01:24:23.440 thing oh man it's interesting because it's like they allowed him they it started off with like

01:24:29.480 they want to talk to you and then it ends with him actually hearing this crackling electric sound

01:24:36.060 and it's like it's a manifestation whether or not you hear them it manifests itself as almost

01:24:41.520 he described it as an electric crackling sound so electricity frequency energy things that tesla

01:24:46.560 was messing with you know it's like there's a lot all that stuff is intermingled especially

01:24:51.460 the frequency i'm a guitarist here so i've been like i drive you down the rabbit hole with what

01:24:56.000 i think about frequency and and and all that kind of stuff like that but that part is the most

01:25:01.860 interesting and the part that he couldn't perceive it as words but the guy was like ready to stab him

01:25:06.540 in the guts because that crackling sounded to him so convincing convincing enough to go out there and

01:25:11.840 do that go out and then come back it's that that bugs me out man your body is always giving you

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01:25:45.660 days at whoop.com. This is making me think about this one guy I was in communication with. He

01:25:53.280 somehow found out what I was doing and he contacted me and said that he had a friend

01:26:01.840 who he grew up with who was just like Ron. And so we started, I text him and we scheduled a time

01:26:13.180 for me to call him just to talk on the phone. And usually I don't talk to anybody without

01:26:17.420 recording. If it's not recorded, we're not talking on the phone. We're not just chit-chatting.

01:26:21.840 One, I don't have time. And two, that's valuable information the world will never be able to hear

01:26:25.860 and I will forget. So I have to be able to record just for my own brain. But with this guy, I was

01:26:34.460 like, I just want to talk to him. And he was at work. It was like nine o'clock at night when I

01:26:41.120 called him he i i hear him get off the floor it was like a machine shop or something and literally

01:26:48.480 within like i don't know 30 seconds to a minute of this phone call this man i've never met before

01:26:57.400 my entire life is just sobbing on the phone to the point of like you know how like kids when they cry

01:27:02.860 so hysterically they hiccup they're like like that that's what he was doing on the phone with me

01:27:07.640 and it all i did was start talking about the stuff asking him you know what do you know what what's

01:27:14.900 what and he started talking and all of a sudden just started coming out and he started crying

01:27:18.020 and he's like i've never told my wife any of this and i'm i'm scared that if i tell her she's going

01:27:22.360 to leave me and you know this that and the other and like he's just it was so it was such a burden

01:27:27.960 on him um but what i was able to get out of him was uh that a lot of people died uh all the people

01:27:36.580 that he was involved with through this stuff are dead for the most part. His friend is

01:27:43.100 dead. And I think, I feel like he felt a sense of responsibility towards, even though

01:27:51.940 it seemed like he was a bystander in it, he even said so. But I don't know if that

01:27:57.720 was accurate or not. Sometimes people say, oh, I was just a bystander when they actually

01:28:02.060 were very much participating. But he was deeply affected by it. And I told him, I was like,

01:28:09.440 listen, man, I'm not going to tell you what to do with telling your wife and stuff. That's on you

01:28:15.180 to tell your wife. I said, I understand your hesitation, but I also understand as somebody

01:28:19.880 who has had some secrets from my wife, I can tell you that when you do come forward and you show

01:28:30.200 your wife your dirty laundry and she chooses to love you through it, that relationship goes to a

01:28:37.880 level that you never could have imagined. And I said, I'm not going to tell you to do that because

01:28:43.700 if she doesn't love you through it, I don't want to be responsible for it. But I said to him,

01:28:47.920 there is a lot of benefit to being vulnerable with the person you're married to. And so him and I

01:28:56.160 were trying to schedule a time to record uh a conversation for the show and you know he canceled

01:29:03.380 once canceled twice whatever and the day that we were supposed to record he he texted me a long

01:29:08.060 text message and it basically was just like since i've been talking to you really bad things have

01:29:13.600 been happening and uh i will not record with you i do not want to talk to you i'm deleting your

01:29:21.000 number and i want you to delete my number now i didn't delete his number because i didn't consent

01:29:26.600 to that uh but um i'm sure he deleted mine and i haven't heard from him since uh i probably will

01:29:35.440 text him again one day but um i don't know what happened but for him something happened something

01:29:42.440 kicked up through talking with me and i i do believe that there is a realm that is starting

01:29:51.000 to i'm noticing maybe they've been doing it for a while but i'm starting to notice that um it's

01:29:57.680 like i feel like i've been in a very dark room and all of a sudden the entities in that room are

01:30:02.020 starting to see me and they're starting to turn their head and look at me um and i don't know if

01:30:07.580 that's because i'm hitting the right buttons or if i've just been here long enough they're finally

01:30:11.660 of getting around to my corner. But I'm noticing, in fact, it just happened today. I can't get into

01:30:18.600 great detail because it's actually part of my rebranding that I'm doing for my show. I'm

01:30:23.600 actually coming out with a new logo for my show and new website and stuff. So as members, you'll

01:30:28.080 have a new website. But it's a process and I'm hoping it all works out okay. But basically,

01:30:37.400 my logo was left at the last property I investigated. And my logo is not public right now. My new logo

01:30:43.960 is not public right now. And, um, and I, I, I talked to my guy, uh, Ward, who is, uh, my cameraman

01:30:52.540 and he's like the team chaplain, like he, like he's the theologian of the team and everything.

01:30:58.140 And I'm like, you know, I said, do you think it actually means anything? It's like, at this point,

01:31:02.680 i think it does he's like i think i think um it's getting to the point now where people are these

01:31:07.900 these things are seeing us they're seeing what we're doing because we're being overt now about

01:31:11.520 it can you explain what you mean left there like a sticker what is it what do you mean no it uh

01:31:17.720 yeah i think i so left a mark on somebody's house of your logo yeah yeah that's that's a

01:31:28.540 lot bigger of a deal than you printed it out on paper and forgot it yeah um it's like i was like

01:31:33.860 no big deal like people forget yeah yeah um yeah and it just it was the last property that we went

01:31:42.100 to uh private property that we went to um so uh yeah i i think but we but we're we're becoming

01:31:51.500 very overt so we we started out with uh exhibition dog man the first documentary and that was the

01:31:57.860 crew guys just getting together, not knowing what we had kind of thing. And every time we get

01:32:02.600 together to do something, we, we hammer out more details. How do we want this to be? How do we,

01:32:06.580 how do we do this? Um, and the last, the last time we, we did this, uh, we were very, like

01:32:13.280 very overt and intentional with prayer. And we are now at the point where we're like,

01:32:21.060 okay this is spiritual warfare so bring it and um that's how we open up our investigations this is

01:32:28.840 how we uh we did before too but now we actually have intentional prayer in the sense it's not like

01:32:35.160 all right tone uh your team leader let's do a prayer okay and i can do that um ward had

01:32:42.340 written a prayer and it was a very thought-out prayer with every word accounted for and he read

01:32:50.580 the prayer. And I think, I think we're starting to do things in my mind, right. And I think that's

01:32:59.700 why the heads are starting to turn in the other realm. And I'm here for it. I'm here for it.

01:33:07.360 That reminds me, the Orthodox Church, they told me that when you get baptized, one of the prayers

01:33:13.880 that they do say is pointed and it's written and it's intentional, but part of that prayer

01:33:18.300 is an exorcism so and i'm like that makes a lot of sense right if you're gonna like be entering

01:33:23.760 into this new portal into this new realm a new person you might want to get that old stuff out

01:33:27.700 but it for the pentecostal church i came from it's that's not really a thing so yeah what's

01:33:34.060 really interesting tony i'm sure this is not a foreign thing to you and i got it the audience

01:33:38.840 probably hasn't heard this so i'm gonna do a little story time real quick um you're probably

01:33:43.160 very familiar with this people reach out to you they have experiences suddenly they get dialed

01:33:47.100 up to 10 after they reach out to you right this you would probably say at this point is a normal

01:33:51.220 occurrence yeah so i emailed you once and um i i haven't even told top this actually um i might

01:34:01.020 have shared a bit of the story but i never told him about the correlation so it was probably the

01:34:06.660 the night that i emailed you if it wasn't the night it was within a day but it was after i

01:34:13.460 emailed you to share some stories. And one night I take my dog out for a walk and it's dusk and

01:34:22.720 she's a little puppy and I'm walking her down the street. And suddenly I hear the neighbors,

01:34:29.140 they're like arguing in a really grotesque way. They're screaming at one another.

01:34:32.960 And you can hear this couple like echoing through the streets. It's like mortifying. I don't like

01:34:38.540 being around when people are embarrassing themselves so unfortunately the puppy like

01:34:43.260 is so jostled by this she just plants it and sits down and it's like right in front of their house

01:34:49.040 across the street but in front of their house so i'm like trying to get her to move and she doesn't

01:34:52.760 want to go and kind of being nosy at this point too and i can kind of hear that the wife has

01:34:59.060 forgotten something and the husband is unbelievably angry about it and they're calling each other every

01:35:04.640 name under the sun and they have to get in the car and retrace their steps to find whatever it

01:35:09.420 is she forgot. So they leave in a hurry and they leave everything on. I can see their house. The

01:35:17.000 sun's going down, but it's not fully dark, but all the lights from their house are lighting up the

01:35:22.200 street. And as they're leaving and I'm trying to act like I didn't see them, there's a family

01:35:27.300 approaching me. And I've got a puppy and they've got a stroller and some kids and I'm anticipating,

01:35:32.020 I just moved to town. Right. So I'm like, this is going to be nice. Like this is going to be

01:35:36.520 wholesome. Right. I've got a puppy. They've got some kids. This is going to be a nice interaction.

01:35:40.440 I'm like feeling like a family man. I just moved into my first home. And so as they're coming,

01:35:47.020 I kind of turn my body away from these people as they're leaving. So they don't see me. So I don't

01:35:51.200 want to make eye contact with you yelling at your wife. And I noticed that your body is always 1.00

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01:36:27.420 As they're approaching in my peripheral vision, I can see someone standing in the...

01:36:33.220 Actually, it wasn't even my peripheral.

01:36:34.320 That's right.

01:36:34.560 I remember looking over and seeing somebody standing in their garage, but it was like

01:36:39.340 a silhouette.

01:36:40.480 And I just remember thinking, well, that's weird.

01:36:42.940 I just watched them leave, but I don't know these people.

01:36:44.800 Maybe more people live in the house, whatever.

01:36:46.200 But anyway, here comes this family and we have the moment, right?

01:36:50.060 We hit it off.

01:36:50.940 I go, hey, folks, how you doing?

01:36:52.200 They go, nice night.

01:36:53.200 how old's the puppy and in my peripheral i see this silhouette of a man beeline for me and you

01:37:00.120 could tell when somebody's like boogieing for you like and i'm this is a totally normal situation

01:37:06.220 still so i'm like mortified i'm thinking dude this guy is about to come and apologize for what

01:37:12.400 i've heard and i don't want that at all so i'm i start to turn my body away from him so i could

01:37:18.580 really focus on oh how old's the baby and we're still having this moment and i can see him like

01:37:23.780 speed walking up to me and finally i turn so he's out of my sight because as i'm doing this

01:37:30.740 they're also like kind of curving and you know so i'm turning and talking to them

01:37:34.780 they leave we have this nice interaction and i'm waiting for this guy to say something to me i'm

01:37:41.120 waiting for him to go like hey so sorry about what you heard and i was gonna go like oh dude what you

01:37:46.340 didn't even hey happens to the best of us i know how it is and he's not saying anything so i'm now

01:37:52.920 even as an extra layer of mortification because i'm like i have to engage now fantastic and i turn

01:37:59.000 and nobody's there at all which is not so bad now i don't have to have this interaction right

01:38:05.880 so the puppy finishes what she's doing i go back to the house and i get inside and i start talking

01:38:11.620 to my wife and my niece and i go yeah it was crazy neighbors are screaming at each other then what

01:38:15.740 happened well they got in the car and they left that what did you do well there was a family coming

01:38:19.320 and and i actually thought i saw one of them come out of their driveway and walk up to me but

01:38:24.760 i don't know it was weird and i was and they go well what happened i go i don't know i turned

01:38:29.000 around he wasn't there and then my niece goes yeah that's creepy and i go huh yeah i guess that is

01:38:36.460 creepy and my wife's like you definitely saw somebody i go yeah i definitely saw somebody

01:38:40.040 there's a i knew it was the worst thing ever when i watched that dude walk towards me i was like i

01:38:45.480 don't want what he's got for me i don't want to have this conversation so they convinced me that

01:38:51.120 it's creepy and not even 15 minutes later my front door boom boom boom boom i open the door

01:38:59.980 nobody's there i go what the hell like we're new to the neighborhood like

01:39:05.800 and my my door is i'm standing in the living room the door is right i wish i could show you

01:39:11.120 it's right there like it's not like you're on the other side of the house hearing something

01:39:14.340 i'm standing next to it so my family kind of goes like what the hell is that about i don't know dude

01:39:22.060 a couple minutes later tap tap tap on the window i'm like i go outside i look around the house now

01:39:30.400 i'm kind of going into like dad mode right because i've got kids and near and i'm in a new neighborhood

01:39:35.500 and somebody's doing something really weird to my house so i'm looking around nobody's here i go

01:39:39.860 back inside boom boom boom on my garage door they're just doing different things around my

01:39:45.380 house now and i'm getting pissed because this is like absolutely bizarre like i'm brand new here

01:39:51.060 to this neighborhood i just had somebody walk up to me and now and i've drawn a correlation already 0.94

01:39:55.380 i'm like this is this is creepy as shit man i don't know what's going on but this is spooky 0.91

01:39:59.240 so uh we have this all night and eventually it fades and i go to sleep it happens on the window 0.95

01:40:09.060 behind my head i have to get up and go out in my house at night i'm walking around my house with a

01:40:14.060 gun at night for who's knocking on my window nobody's there dude this persists for like

01:40:20.460 weeks like two three weeks and i'm going on the next door neighbor app and i'm trying to figure

01:40:26.440 out is anybody else having this and people were which was really interesting people were having

01:40:30.520 this some people were claiming that it was um a teenagers doing something and then other people

01:40:36.880 were but but they never saw them they would just say like every time i opened the door they had

01:40:41.300 already run it was teenagers with sticks right teenagers yeah i know about those guys fighting

01:40:47.280 in the mall so um what it gets really bad is there's two events one is my niece wakes up in

01:40:54.420 the morning and she says that she saw the silhouette of a man uh standing in her window

01:40:59.460 but like a really tall man and you got to understand the way my niece's window is it's

01:41:04.340 like almost all the way to the ceiling. So for somebody to be almost all the way to the ceiling,

01:41:07.880 that's a big ass dude. And now I'm bummed out because I'm like, I don't know how to explain 0.83

01:41:12.820 this to you, but like, I bought my family to Florida and we uprooted everything. And we took

01:41:19.660 one of the biggest chances in the world. And now we're haunted and this is my fault. You know what

01:41:25.000 I mean? So I feel like a lot of responsibility for this. So my cousin and I are standing in

01:41:31.060 the living room one day and we're within arm's reach of the door and it's nighttime and my front

01:41:37.220 porch light is on boom boom boom boom and we grabbed that handle so fast ripped it open ran

01:41:43.160 he ran one way i ran you ever see signs where it's like i'm screaming with anger like he runs

01:41:48.440 one way i run the other way and there's nothing and we turn around and the only thing that i see

01:41:52.840 is a a skittering black cloud move across my front lawn but i'm there and the light is on

01:42:00.220 And this is not an animal because I can see everything.

01:42:03.240 I can see the leaves on my bushes.

01:42:04.660 Why can't I make out what this thing is?

01:42:06.400 And my cousin goes, did you see that?

01:42:07.940 And I go on the lawn.

01:42:09.180 He goes, no.

01:42:09.960 And he points in the distance and there's just a shadow running across like the street.

01:42:15.440 But there's no, there's not a person.

01:42:17.760 It's just a shadow.

01:42:18.760 It's under the streetlight.

01:42:21.120 And there's no, but there's no person.

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01:42:54.060 I love this story.

01:42:55.320 i but no because that's where the story ends dude because that night i'm like wielding the

01:43:01.880 authority of the name of jesus christ all around my house like and i'm very specific i'm like you

01:43:07.560 will leave this place i am the owner of this home you have no authority to be here in the name of

01:43:11.880 jesus christ be gone from here go where he wills you leave my family leave my niece you are you 0.69

01:43:17.420 know not any room in this house not my lawn wherever jesus wills you is the name of the game 1.00

01:43:22.420 and that shit stopped on a dime homie that was it after that although from time to time still 0.96

01:43:27.860 and my son will go like why does something knock on the window sometimes and i go i don't know dude 0.98

01:43:33.780 but it's not it's like non-threatening but it's like you know what it specifically felt like

01:43:37.700 that permission thing it was like this thing that this is the feeling that i got and i think the 0.82

01:43:43.060 feelings go a long way guys when it comes to this kind of shit and thank you tony this is all your 0.63

01:43:46.740 fault because i emailed you uh your feelings on the situation they go a long way when it comes to 0.94

01:43:53.360 like interpreting what's going on that thing on the street tried me and and i hadn't like displayed

01:44:00.480 authority over my home yet i was a new homeowner and i think before you maybe there's like a

01:44:06.400 ceremony we should be doing like invoking the name of christ and taking ownership over the home

01:44:10.960 um and i hadn't done that yet and so you're leaving like a door open like a spiritual door

01:44:17.920 open where these things can try you because you haven't claimed this place as your own yet

01:44:21.760 and um and that thing was trying me and and i think honestly i think it was like this is how 0.97

01:44:27.540 i feel some low level weak ass shit like it was like knocking on me and knocking on my door and 0.98

01:44:32.920 it wasn't like a strong entity it wasn't like i've seen some shit before it was the entity hood rats 0.99

01:44:37.980 yeah exactly exactly it was the memo mall i mean the uh miami mall kids but i i mean

01:44:44.520 when i tell you this happened like maybe a day after i emailed you i was like what should i

01:44:49.460 have emailed tony like like i swear i get that all the time i get that all the time people people

01:44:55.740 they'll email me and they're like since i emailed you stuff's been happening i'm not doing the

01:44:59.820 interview i'm like all right i'm pretty busy anyways uh didn't you have a guy that had a

01:45:05.620 schizophrenic girlfriend that you were supposed to do a show and then it ended up falling through

01:45:11.420 because specifically they did not want to communicate with you well i don't remember

01:45:18.020 exactly how that unfolded but i do remember i i had a dream before i was supposed to interview

01:45:24.400 them yeah i think you're right but i i um i had a dream before they canceled i think it was how

01:45:30.320 it unfolded and uh in the dream i was interviewing a guy and a girl and she started crawling through

01:45:38.140 the screen and i was reaching for my computer button to turn it off the screen trying to stop

01:45:45.080 it from happening and i woke up yelling my wife woke me up and uh yeah that was an interesting 0.99

01:45:52.280 one because that one i'm fairly convinced she's she's dealing with some serious possession stuff

01:45:57.980 And I don't think he agrees with that notion.

01:46:05.520 I'm hearing things.

01:46:08.880 We have some weird things happen here.

01:46:11.280 I think it's just because of what I do.

01:46:13.420 But going to what you were saying, though, I think, and I'm not perfect at this,

01:46:20.140 but i think if we i think where we we fall short is that we we we claim the authority

01:46:28.060 but we don't do it continually and we're instructed to pray continually always be in prayer

01:46:33.680 um and and i think i think if we just start making a part of our routine and and doing it

01:46:40.760 with the the not maybe not like in the name of jesus you know like that that that anger aggression

01:46:46.580 But just the passion, desire of wanting to see your family whole and left alone, if we do that more continually, those little taps may not happen.

01:47:00.000 Because I do think that when you pray over your home and stuff, I believe it works.

01:47:06.620 But I think that it's like they keep pushing, right? 0.70

01:47:11.020 So you have this big bat and you hit them out of the yard.

01:47:13.960 they're just going to land and start crawling their way back. And so, um, I think it's the

01:47:19.500 continual prayer, I think is what we need to be putting more in practice. And I'm not perfect at

01:47:23.880 it. Um, we, we have had things happen in the house. We, we had a banging situation on my house

01:47:29.400 not too long ago, probably a few months ago now. Um, and I searched my entire property.

01:47:34.000 That's what I love about being in East Tennessee. I can walk around my, my property anytime a day

01:47:38.240 with an AR, my neighbors are like, Hey neighbor, like, Hey, how you doing? You know, nobody cares.

01:47:43.180 My neighbor comes out and he sees me with my AR walking around my property.

01:47:47.140 He's like, you shooting?

01:47:47.980 And I was like, no.

01:47:50.240 Maybe.

01:47:51.320 I said, I heard, and he knows what I do.

01:47:53.520 So I said, I heard something banged on my house.

01:47:56.360 And he's like, well, I'm pretty much deaf, but my wife and kids, they heard it too.

01:48:01.680 And they said that it sounded like something was banging on your house.

01:48:04.940 And I was like, yeah, that's what it sounded like.

01:48:07.240 And so I was ready to shoot Bigfoot or something.

01:48:10.120 I don't know.

01:48:10.520 But I didn't see anything.

01:48:12.380 Um, but even before that, um, I, for me, a lot of the stuff tends to happen when I'm

01:48:19.860 not home.

01:48:20.680 Like, I think there's a sign there.

01:48:23.920 I mean, I, I do exercise spiritual authority in my household, uh, significantly.

01:48:31.120 And so when I'm not there, I think it's where the buttons get pushed.

01:48:34.880 Um, same thing for me.

01:48:37.060 My wife will tell me that she hears all kinds.

01:48:39.080 She'll, I'll get text messages.

01:48:40.120 She's like, oh, it's super creepy here right now.

01:48:42.500 And I'm like, but I don't have it when I come here.

01:48:45.260 Yeah, exactly.

01:48:46.320 Like, I mean, I don't think I've ever really been creeped out in my house.

01:48:53.500 Yeah, but I was probably here.

01:48:57.120 I don't remember where I was, but my wife was putting my daughter down for a nap.

01:49:01.980 And she's laying in the bed with my daughter.

01:49:04.840 My son's in the living room watching TV or whatever. 0.72

01:49:07.300 and um she has her back towards the bedroom door and she hears a whisper go mommy and she turns

01:49:19.000 around to look because she thinks it's benny my son and there ain't nobody in there and so she

01:49:24.120 rolls over towards my daughter and just lays there the entire nap time holding her snapping with her 0.95

01:49:29.840 you know i don't think she really thought much of it uh and then she comes out of the bedroom 0.69

01:49:36.100 after nap time is over. And my son comes running over and says, mommy, something really scary

01:49:40.700 happened when you were in there. And she's like, what? And he said, I heard somebody whisper my

01:49:45.980 name from the hallway, which is right where my daughter's bedroom was. And so at the same time

01:49:50.860 that my wife heard somebody whisper mommy, my son heard somebody whisper Benny to him and I wasn't

01:49:58.080 there for it. And so, you know, I went home and prayed over the house and I have anointing oil

01:50:04.180 and i don't know if that works or not but i have it uh pentecostal here you know we just gotta

01:50:08.620 throw the oil around come on you know i'll take the oil before i take the sage people are like

01:50:13.360 burn sage i'm like i'm not burning the sage when this is when this is over if you have a minute

01:50:18.000 i'll tell you about something uh some stuff going on i told david so i've spilled my guts out on

01:50:23.840 live air and you won't do this i got it i get it i get it i get it not everybody's as brave as me

01:50:28.640 that's just how he is he just he's closed off if it was just me if it was just me i would i would

01:50:33.380 say it but it involves uh something not not necessarily my wife but like you know her side

01:50:38.800 of the family so i'm just not gonna like tell their business yeah before honestly i haven't

01:50:43.800 even told them what i'm suspecting with the story i i haven't even told them and i'm pretty sure

01:50:48.980 that i'm spot on my wife agrees with me but um after the show just if you're interested remind

01:50:53.720 me but i i had told david it's it's very it's a similar thing where your household will come

01:50:59.260 under attack and this was before i was doing a show or anything it's like almost right when i

01:51:02.520 moved to florida like life had like a downturn you know wife's wife was sick kids were jacked up

01:51:09.640 my son was uh delayed like critically delayed in speech from you know just being in new york

01:51:15.860 not seeing anyone's face it was it was horrible and uh you know we've we've got it under control

01:51:22.640 we've managed it and obviously like prayer is a big thing my mom's probably watching this and

01:51:27.160 she's like she i don't talk about my spirituality with my mom she's a christian but i i'm just

01:51:32.420 I'm saying like, I learned how to pray in a different way now. Whereas before I kind of,

01:51:37.320 I felt like I was just mimicking my dad or you know how like they, they have the, someone has

01:51:41.780 a cadence in prayer to me. I was like, that's not really prayer. It didn't work for me. Now I just

01:51:46.160 talked to, I talked to God and Jesus, like, uh, kind of like I'm talking to you now, but you know,

01:51:51.100 obviously with much more respect, just like, but it's, it's got, I feel like for me, it's got to

01:51:56.400 be a conversation. And that has helped. I think my family get out of what was going on. And when

01:52:02.400 And I tell you later, you're going to understand why it's just, I hate to, I hate to leave it

01:52:05.620 like that, but it's too important.

01:52:07.300 Yeah.

01:52:07.760 Yeah.

01:52:08.000 No, I mean, not, not everything's, trust me, I've learned over the years, not everything's

01:52:11.860 for the airwaves, whether the people like it or not, there'll be people, there's people

01:52:15.540 that'll comment.

01:52:16.060 They'll be like, I hate when they say that they can't, uh, they, they, they can't talk

01:52:20.380 about it, but they, they bring it up and it's like, well, you couldn't just be left in the

01:52:24.580 dark and not know that there's anything to be talked about, you know, like we can bring

01:52:28.680 you to, to a certain edge, but there's certain lines that just can't be crossed.

01:52:32.140 And I know it's candy to the ears, but maybe sometimes people do that on purpose.

01:52:37.720 For me, I'm not that strategic.

01:52:39.520 I just am who I am and I just talk and things come out.

01:52:43.400 My fans that know who I am know that I never do that.

01:52:47.860 Like if you watch my other show, Tower Gang, it's offensive comedy to the nth degree.

01:52:54.780 The most offensive comedic show.

01:52:56.720 So nothing's off the table.

01:52:57.940 We're talking about everything.

01:52:59.340 Any word that you can imagine, nothing is taboo.

01:53:02.560 I do it because I feel like it breaks down this matrix

01:53:06.480 that's been built up around us.

01:53:08.820 And it's almost like I have a hard time putting this show

01:53:12.720 and what I do in my personal life

01:53:14.620 separate from what I do on Twitter

01:53:17.120 and what I do with that show.

01:53:18.460 But I feel like it's very important.

01:53:20.200 Like it gives people this extra step,

01:53:22.720 like, oh, they're just being real.

01:53:24.700 Like I was like this in the nineties too, you know?

01:53:27.440 And then all of a sudden something happened

01:53:28.820 where it's like, I can't express myself.

01:53:30.920 I can't tell the truth.

01:53:32.340 That's really the biggest part of it.

01:53:34.720 And whether I'm being truthful

01:53:36.760 with some of the awful jokes I say,

01:53:38.900 it's just that I'm stepping past that line

01:53:41.440 and I'm saying, come with me.

01:53:43.260 You know, this is not malicious.

01:53:45.300 I don't hate these.

01:53:45.900 I don't hate people, but come with me.

01:53:47.780 Let's step past this thing.

01:53:49.140 Whatever they told us that we can't do,

01:53:50.920 that's like, we have to break that off

01:53:52.340 in order to understand

01:53:53.240 what is really going on around us.

01:53:54.720 Because like, we've been put

01:53:56.180 into this like blanket state of sleep

01:53:57.840 where people are watching what they do

01:53:59.820 and what they say,

01:54:00.640 and no one really knows what is going on.

01:54:04.820 I think it takes a special person

01:54:08.020 to be able to do that.

01:54:10.760 I really think it takes a special person

01:54:12.440 to be able to do that.

01:54:13.060 Because I...

01:54:13.920 One of the worst people in the world here.

01:54:15.600 Shout out, Juan. 0.96

01:54:16.180 Top down line.

01:54:17.160 You don't have to.

01:54:18.920 No, we're not shouting out Juan anymore. 0.92

01:54:20.420 We shout out Thomas, the paranoid American.

01:54:22.660 No shout out for Juan. 0.55

01:54:24.280 But yeah, no, I think it takes a special person

01:54:25.980 to kind of do that

01:54:26.560 Because it takes the forward thinking, the, the understanding of like, there's a destination

01:54:32.600 that I'm trying to get to, and we're going to take these steps to get there.

01:54:36.300 And we're going to do it intentionally, uh, with, I imagine as little emotion attached

01:54:44.700 to it as possible.

01:54:46.160 I, I just for like, because I couldn't do it.

01:54:49.700 I couldn't do that.

01:54:50.720 I couldn't do it.

01:54:51.340 I get too rowdy.

01:54:52.700 I get too rowdy.

01:54:53.760 and so like i like i can't like i can't there's a reason why i can't i don't even watch ufc

01:55:01.920 i don't understand it like i don't understand the idea of two guys getting a ring and try and

01:55:07.320 knock each other out and not hating each other afterwards i'm like that doesn't compute with me

01:55:11.700 it doesn't seem like a sport so um and i i think that it takes a special kind of person to do it

01:55:16.760 and i think we need people like that that are able to to do that in a strategic way um so i think

01:55:23.080 that's awesome your body is always giving you signals whoop helps you understand them whoop

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01:55:56.240 this encroaching power that's like part of the the battle that's coming from you know the negative

01:56:03.080 side of all this is part of the control mechanism is controlling our speech controlling our like

01:56:08.140 top said our ability to tell the truth the logos you can't fight that unless you do it all so if

01:56:15.300 the battle is on a verbal front if the battle is with the things that you can and can't say

01:56:20.080 well if you're on the side of free speech and and you know that the truth is the most important

01:56:26.180 thing and you have to be able to express that well then how do you wield that you wield that

01:56:29.860 in the biggest fu way possible which is i'm gonna say whatever i want and i'm not gonna stop

01:56:34.800 what is speech any like when you really think about it's in the it's the first book of the

01:56:38.520 bible within the first the first verse god said something and it was good it was true that's like

01:56:45.060 this is a jordan peterson thing that's where we get the top lobster but it's like if you're not

01:56:48.740 saying the truth what are like what are you manifesting you're maybe just nothing maybe just

01:56:54.460 crap but for me it's like if i'm not saying the truth even at my own detriment and thank god things

01:57:00.340 have worked out for me the way that they have because it could have gone awry years ago i got 0.96

01:57:05.360 doxxed when i was just a t-shirt company and like not really even talking but yeah i don't know i've

01:57:11.380 just been consistently saying the truth as i see it and people seem to like it and it's gotten me

01:57:17.220 this far to the point where i'm like i i don't know where i'm at but i don't know where i'm

01:57:22.100 going to end up but i've gotten this far doing that and i continue i i intend on doing the same

01:57:26.900 thing it's just the it like like tony has since the beginning of this episode since since the

01:57:31.940 pre-chat he's like am i doing this right am i doing the right thing am i headed in the right

01:57:37.380 direction i'll tell you in a year i think i think there's an ask me an awareness of your what you're

01:57:44.020 able to do what you're who you are um like all right so so what you're describing what you're

01:57:50.960 doing and what peterson does same idea different ways of doing it right and neither way neither

01:57:59.240 one of those is something that i have a strong suit at so i can be insulting but when i'm insulting

01:58:06.620 I'm not doing it to make a point. I'm doing it to be insulting. I'm doing it to be extremely

01:58:10.820 nasty because I do not like you. And I don't have the middle ground switch. I have a, hey,

01:58:17.920 we're really cool to, I can't stand you. And so I don't cross certain lines because I know where

01:58:25.100 it goes for me. And so there's certain arenas that I don't play in because it's just not good

01:58:30.800 for me. And so, uh, I think that's what I'm, that's what I'm trying to say. Like there's a

01:58:35.660 special, there's special people in this world who have the ability to do certain things like Jordan.

01:58:40.280 I love Jordan. Jordan is such a high intellectual person who can speak in a way that retards like 1.00

01:58:47.700 me can understand, you know, and like that, that's special. And, and I, and the same thing

01:58:55.380 with the comedy and things like that but uh for me i think i tried it a little bit when i did my

01:59:02.940 radio show rage against dystopia and i quickly learned after about i don't know a month or two

01:59:08.440 of doing a radio show that it was it was killing me because the only way i could do this rage

01:59:15.920 against dystopia show is to find things that i was getting irate about because like like i don't

01:59:21.600 have that. I don't have the ability to convey bad things without being furious about it. And I

01:59:27.940 realized that's what people were coming to the show for. They wanted to hear me rant and get

01:59:31.480 angry. And I was like, this isn't healthy for me. I can't do this because I'm just going to lose my

01:59:36.000 mind. And for everybody's enjoyment and entertainment. And so that's what I kind of

01:59:40.820 knowing. It's knowing what you're good at, right? Like, so there's varying levels of like, you're

01:59:45.180 like, I can't even watch UFC. I love the UFC, but everyone is, is a different at a different spot.

01:59:50.160 David keeps trying to get me to watch this Obama film.

01:59:53.100 And even my mom too,

01:59:54.500 like you got to watch it.

01:59:55.740 It's a good one.

01:59:56.520 You see for me though,

01:59:57.620 Tony,

01:59:58.220 I could watch guys pummel each other to death and then shake hands and

02:00:01.380 understand it.

02:00:02.340 I can't watch the psyop.

02:00:04.360 That is a movie about the psyop of the guy that created the psyop.

02:00:08.820 I can't do it.

02:00:09.840 It brings me down spiritually.

02:00:11.260 And I know it already.

02:00:12.420 Like I'm already,

02:00:13.160 I already dabble in this stuff all day.

02:00:14.560 I'm like,

02:00:14.780 I don't need to,

02:00:15.320 I know what they,

02:00:16.040 I watched the live stream of the world economic forum with Klaus Schwab.

02:00:19.080 He said it there.

02:00:19.760 I don't need to see it in a movie with a diversified cast.

02:00:23.180 What's really interesting about you, Top,

02:00:25.360 is that you got really upset about the January 6th thing,

02:00:28.600 even watching what was happening to people.

02:00:30.500 And you've told me that before.

02:00:32.100 I cried.

02:00:33.120 Yeah, like knowing that these guys were about to get locked up,

02:00:36.460 knowing that this was all going to be spun around on them,

02:00:38.520 that really hurt you.

02:00:40.400 And I don't know, it is interesting.

02:00:43.320 You have your spots where you can't do a thing,

02:00:46.500 like you can't watch Leave the World Behind.

02:00:48.300 i don't know where where my spots are yet but i have noticed that about you is like there's

02:00:52.760 certain things where you're totally willing to go there and then other things you're like no

02:00:56.280 that's poison for me and i don't want it and i'm like that's really interesting it's good to have

02:00:59.760 your spots tony you haven't been on you haven't been on a x very long or you have but like that

02:01:06.160 bothers me the movie on netflix i don't like it i'm completely fine with having an interaction

02:01:12.000 with elon musk about uh the jews and adrenochrome getting articles written about me i just like

02:01:17.380 that is like fine but that other thing i can't do and i know i can't do it so i just don't do it

02:01:23.260 like i'm at the stage in my life where i'm like that's what i don't do and i don't do it tony

02:01:27.420 i i uh i watched that movie right when it came out i didn't know who was behind it anything i

02:01:35.400 i didn't even know it was coming out it just so happened i went on netflix uh while we were

02:01:40.920 getting ready to wrap santa's presents to the kids and i was like this looks like my vibe but i'm

02:01:46.240 watching it i'm like oh my gosh i was like they're telling us what's gonna happen i'm like i'll tell

02:01:52.000 my wife she's like wrapping presents for santa and say from santa and i'm like this is revealing

02:01:57.900 the method this revelation of the method this is what they're telling us this is what's gonna

02:02:00.820 happen i'm like i'm like losing my mind and she and she's watching and she's like i think you're

02:02:05.540 right i'm like yeah yeah buy more food get a bunker like i was like i'm gonna have you next

02:02:11.400 the bunkers have been a big thing the last couple of weeks i mean mark zuckerberg building his own

02:02:17.480 bunkers apparently the jews in new york already have their own bunkers i don't have a bunker in

02:02:22.360 your yard let's build a bunker in your it's florida i don't know how that works it's like

02:02:25.660 soft brown but look i don't even have a basement what are the craziest things right so top goes

02:02:29.780 through all this stuff he'll be exposed to all these crazy things like he said people writing

02:02:33.000 articles about him we're at uh you know a gathering at his house and we're presented with a recording

02:02:37.420 And this recording is, unfortunately, it's very dark in nature.

02:02:41.160 The story goes, there was some roommates, and one of them was addicted to fentanyl.

02:02:49.080 And so what ends up happening is he starts going through this episode, and I don't think

02:02:54.940 that the other roommate knew necessarily that he was ODing, but he can hear him in the bathroom

02:03:00.760 making horrifying sounds.

02:03:02.780 And so what he does is he starts to record.

02:03:04.300 and as he's recording you can tell that there is at least three discernible voices going on

02:03:11.860 but there's only one guy in the bathroom at some points they are happening at the same time speaking

02:03:17.780 over one another as as a matter of fact and i know this is interesting because you've stumbled

02:03:22.180 upon this thing recently i believe i heard it through your show this idea of a second set of

02:03:26.360 vocal cords so like this that people can emit almost a different voice and maybe i'm maybe i'm

02:03:31.840 wrong if that was a different show but might have been different show that's the only that could

02:03:36.760 that's the only thing i could think of as to how this dude was making it was like his voice of

02:03:42.020 suffering another voice of like an antagonistic almost feminine like i would liken it to like a

02:03:48.280 witch dude like it sounded like this like like uh the exorcist when she would speak in that that 0.96

02:03:54.440 gravelly like ah your mother you know like that kind of voice and then this other voice that was

02:03:59.560 very much like a beast like an animal like guttural growling no words just great and the other ones 0.99

02:04:05.860 and they listen to this shit in my house i said no we have to at least go outside of my house i'm 0.99

02:04:11.420 not listening to this inside outside of the door we leave this portal close this door and then and 0.99

02:04:17.300 still too close i did not like that at all but i could tell like when i was like let's listen to

02:04:22.620 this like you know uh i didn't know top well enough but i could still pick up on like did he

02:04:27.900 just flinch at the idea of like he didn't verbalize it but he was like you know like

02:04:32.640 and i was like let's go on you want to go on the porch and he's like let's go on the porch and

02:04:37.720 listen to it and i was like this is it was just my first introduction to like a dude who i'm like

02:04:41.980 this guy is in the trenches swinging broad swords and laughing as he's covered in the blood of 0.61

02:04:47.220 sissies and like all of a sudden now it's like we gotta go on the porch all this political stuff 1.00

02:04:52.200 all the twitter stuff this is all people and this is all stupid and it's fun it's entertainment 0.99

02:04:56.380 the spiritual stuff is where i'm like okay like you'll if you come across my twitter or even me 0.95

02:05:02.720 in real life i'm very like i'm gonna make jokes about everything and anything i don't care

02:05:06.720 there's no limit but once we get to this part i'm like okay have a seat and let's uh let's really

02:05:13.060 talk about what's going on here and it kind of i guess it takes people off guard but it's the only

02:05:17.180 thing that really matters very much off guard yeah you're the one who told us that time to get

02:05:25.340 serious when the spiritual stuff hits the fan time to get serious yeah i mean like and that just takes

02:05:31.900 a i think people like us you know for me i mean like i i don't live my life for this one i live

02:05:40.260 for the next one so uh everything that i do has spiritual ramifications good and bad and i'm not

02:05:47.280 perfect and i do things all the time that make ripple effects in the bad bad direction and it

02:05:53.060 pisses me off every time I do it. Uh, but when I'm conscious in the moment to make sure I step

02:05:58.540 through the portal onto the porch, that's what I'm going to do for the betterment of the spiritual

02:06:02.660 beings of the people in my house and things like that. Um, you know, like I think, I don't think,

02:06:08.620 I don't think we even comprehend the impact that we have on the kids that are underneath us. Um,

02:06:13.520 and we, and we mess up all the time. Um, so yeah, it's, it's a, it's a very,

02:06:18.240 The spiritual side of those things is so real that I guess in a way you can just look at

02:06:23.800 everything else and be like, I don't care.

02:06:24.980 It's all a joke.

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02:06:58.520 But yeah, guys, I mean, I think that we're living in some really bizarre times. 0.94

02:07:04.040 I think that the Nephilim might be returning. 0.82

02:07:08.860 And I don't know what that's going to look like totally. 1.00

02:07:12.980 And it excites me.

02:07:14.300 it gets me and i'm pumped i'm hype i i it just it's it's so exciting um and and not in a way

02:07:24.080 that like i i want to meet them it's it's in a way of like on the field of battle yeah it's like

02:07:31.240 it's like oh this chapter's starting now okay okay this chapter's starting now i know where

02:07:37.500 this is going and oh i can't i i'm gonna be look okay where is he coming where is he at you know

02:07:44.080 Cause like, I'm like, okay, I know where this is going.

02:07:47.420 And so that's what I mean by it's exciting because it's just like, you know, we, we,

02:07:54.420 we see, we've said, we've seen it in throughout the scripture.

02:07:57.860 We've talked about it all these, all these years and we're starting to see things unfold.

02:08:02.980 And it's just like, man, like you never really think it's going to happen in your lifetime.

02:08:07.000 Right.

02:08:07.800 Why our lifetime?

02:08:08.960 That's exactly.

02:08:09.820 And that's, well, that's the thing.

02:08:10.960 Like, like everybody.

02:08:12.040 so like so like growing up it's like every generation is like oh god's coming back in

02:08:16.900 our lifetime this that and the other and you're in in your youth you're like yeah okay everybody

02:08:21.540 always says that and now for the first time in my life i'm like i could see that happening actually

02:08:28.240 i could actually well you know what they didn't have nephilim coming through portals in miami

02:08:33.340 mall i mean we have all the good stuff and what i have to say to the people who expected it to

02:08:38.140 come all those years is ha ha we're the ones that get you had it easy you complainers the more this

02:08:45.980 goes on the more i'm emboldened right the more we go down this path of like oh my god this is

02:08:51.260 spiritual warfare this is all biblical i'm like thank god thank god this is all biblical thank

02:08:57.800 god that this is all real that's the way i feel that's every time another step is taken i feel

02:09:02.540 better about it and you can be blackpilled and you can see all this stuff and you can get upset

02:09:05.860 about the direction that the world is going as soon as you plug in the biblical lens you're

02:09:09.700 suddenly not black billed anymore you're more like thank god because this is all real exactly 0.95

02:09:15.240 you know how it ends yeah like you're at peace like as soon as you as soon as you see it and

02:09:22.540 you know what side you're on you're like it's it's overwhelming and that's why maybe i can say

02:09:29.460 oh i'm here for it this is exciting because i i already know i already know what side i'm on

02:09:35.080 I already accepted the fact that one day this guy is going to die.

02:09:38.400 Like I'm dying every day I'm dying.

02:09:41.400 And that's why I said, I'm not living for this life.

02:09:44.540 I'm living for the next one.

02:09:46.440 Like I, I don't, whether it's, it's, 0.98

02:09:49.780 it's a Nephilim coming through a portal and biting my head off or I die from 0.58

02:09:54.120 cancer at 65 because I smoked cigarettes, like a chimney driving truck. 0.79

02:09:58.500 Like I'm going to die.

02:10:00.540 and the final destination is the same no matter how i die and so like i'm so much at peace 0.92

02:10:10.160 with it when you come to realization and you're like wow the nephilim are returning it's just

02:10:18.100 like oh well you know i'm at peace with it it's a jerry marzinski idea of taking agency of your

02:10:24.140 own life like the people that scuff that suffer with schizophrenia and don't understand that it

02:10:28.900 is entities the schizophrenia will get worse they'll spiral and it'll lead to their he actually

02:10:34.220 an interesting statistic psycho psychoanalysis or psychologists like him and the schizophrenic

02:10:39.900 patients have similar uh statistics for suicide um that's where it leads to but uh yeah once once

02:10:46.620 you realize once you're aware and you're able to take inventory and and take account of yourself

02:10:51.200 you have that agency now where it's like well now now i can actually be proactive even though you

02:10:56.760 know if nephilim come to my property i'm like shooting with an ar like it might not be but

02:11:01.300 it gives me you can try we need we need like that sword that uh you know that they use to cut off 0.93

02:11:07.000 goliath said you need nephilim technology but shout out to to rife technology because we're

02:11:11.260 we might have a direct energy weapon i just want to say man if it's going to be nephilim

02:11:16.020 please at least let and and as nephilim death squad i would like a joint like please let us

02:11:22.480 take one out just one out on our way just just to have that moment right on the wall that's it

02:11:27.740 because if not then the the name means nothing uh look speaking of dying i know tony has got

02:11:33.040 the flu or something he doesn't know he doesn't go to doctors he has no idea what he has um so i

02:11:37.240 want to respect his time tony thank you so much dude this has been like genuinely awesome uh

02:11:42.500 awesome conversation and uh i just you know you kind of were the spark for the inception of this

02:11:48.980 show and so we've come full circle well tony before we go let him know go so i'm sorry i

02:11:55.180 keep interrupting go tony go i'm sorry i just no i'm just gonna say i appreciate you guys inviting

02:12:00.880 me on the show and i think it's crazy that that my show uh the way this show started i think it's

02:12:07.340 it's crazy and i think you guys give me too much credit for stuff i just i just sit behind a

02:12:11.800 microphone talk to people and talk out loud you know um but uh i appreciate you guys bringing me

02:12:17.420 on. And I wish I, I don't know. I hope I, I hope I did good for you. Cause I feel like being sick,

02:12:24.400 I, I, I wasn't able to hit a grand slam or something, but hopefully I did. Okay. I tried.

02:12:29.960 I hit multiple grand slams, dude. You crushed it. Fully invigorated. I loved it. Um, before you go,

02:12:35.140 tell them where they could find you. And if you, if you would, we've never done this before, but

02:12:39.380 leave us out on a, on a prayer on the way out, because I feel like that's pretty important.

02:12:43.980 haven't seen it. I don't even care if people think this is a Christian show. I already told

02:12:47.520 you what I think about my fans. If you would, Tony. Yeah, no problem. That's fine with me.

02:12:53.800 That's actually, I think might be the first time that somebody's asked me for that, but that's

02:12:56.360 cool. I like that. Yeah. You can find me the confessionalspodcast.com on any podcast playing

02:13:04.300 app. That's the genesis of what people know me from. I am trying to enthusiastically

02:13:12.480 and entrepreneurially uh move merkle media in the direction of the the next level of everything

02:13:20.880 and so we're trying to make documentary we are making documentaries and we are making movies

02:13:26.160 uh and i'm i'm trying to work out you know the best way to bring more and more podcasts onto

02:13:34.420 the scene that makes sense for everybody that's the biggest thing um but uh yeah i'm just trying

02:13:40.900 to create stuff so i'm a big uh tim pool fan i i enjoy uh watching tim pool a lot actually i respect

02:13:48.600 the guy a ton um and he always talks about uh changing culture and moving culture and

02:13:56.760 when when he started talking about that stuff and doing what he's doing i was like well

02:14:04.520 i'm not tim pool but i have a little little podcast and a little media company let me try so

02:14:11.960 i'm sorry i'm losing it for a second give you a second here

02:14:15.940 some water dude if i might interject i do know tim pool i do respect him for what he's built but

02:14:23.760 i think you're uh as far as moving culture um he's not a culture mover he's a he's something else

02:14:31.060 he's a great business dude but you're doing it right from my vantage point from my perspective

02:14:36.040 keep doing what i wouldn't as somebody who's been listening to timpool i don't look at you as being

02:14:42.000 not in that situation at all yeah well i appreciate that i um i've been to timpool's uh

02:14:49.560 castle a few times now and i'll be going back a few times this year for different things mainly

02:14:54.540 whenever we drop a film to do pop culture crisis i imagine um but i i got i personally have a lot

02:15:00.440 of respect for the guy. I like him a lot. And so when he started doing that and talking about that

02:15:06.880 and stuff, I was like, let me try. And so I appreciate you guys saying that though, even

02:15:10.660 though you're just saying that. No, I'm not. I don't say anything I don't mean, Tony.

02:15:15.020 That's true. I do know that. But all right, let's wrap this thing up and lead us out in a prayer

02:15:22.040 here. Heavenly Father, thank you so much for having these guys invite me onto their show

02:15:28.180 and just have a genuine conversation

02:15:31.040 about whatever came to our minds, Lord.

02:15:35.500 As per tradition,

02:15:37.740 that's where you typically move the most

02:15:40.840 is when you allow us as believers in you

02:15:44.220 just to speak freely

02:15:45.380 and let the Holy Spirit do what the Holy Spirit does.

02:15:49.340 And Lord, I trust that whatever was said today

02:15:53.280 was done to glorify you

02:15:56.560 and anything that might've been over the line

02:15:59.220 that it was not of you, Lord.

02:16:01.340 I pray that you delete that from people's memories

02:16:04.240 so it doesn't do anything of ill will

02:16:07.680 towards you and your kingdom building, Lord.

02:16:10.760 Thank you for the opportunity to speak to their audience.

02:16:14.280 Thank you for these two guys coming

02:16:16.080 and listening to my show and starting their show.

02:16:20.080 Lord, the ripple effect is astounding.

02:16:22.600 and I pray that those who have planted seeds

02:16:26.600 and through stones in the water

02:16:29.560 that the ripples hit me

02:16:30.740 and started me off on this journey

02:16:32.560 and now I'm doing the same

02:16:34.200 that they do the same for the next generation, Lord

02:16:36.440 and that this ripple effect

02:16:37.700 just keeps going further and further out

02:16:39.580 and that there are shows that are just

02:16:41.380 too many that we can count

02:16:43.240 that we can't even count them all

02:16:44.660 that have some kind of stemming

02:16:47.700 from shows that came well before me.

02:16:51.140 And Lord, I pray that throughout all that, that you're glorified in one way or another.

02:16:58.540 We don't need to do it the way it's always been done.

02:17:01.620 We're learning that.

02:17:03.000 And we're just being open vessels for you, that you come and use us the way you want

02:17:08.440 to use us for the generation that's before us now.

02:17:11.320 Help us understand the generation that's before us now.

02:17:14.100 And so that we can deeper impact their lives, reach them so that more people can come to

02:17:20.040 you.

02:17:20.340 and that ultimately we have an army for those end of days your name i pray amen amen tony i'm

02:17:29.880 gonna tell you something right now i'm not kidding you right at the end there

02:17:36.640 i it got did did it look bright on the i don't know if anybody was watching

02:17:43.440 like i noticed the light fluctuation did you notice that i did notice the light fluctuation 0.55

02:17:51.380 piece of crap david you had your eyes open during the prayer incredible i had my eyes closed but i 0.57

02:17:57.460 could i could sense that it was getting brighter i thought my my yeah hey let's look at the chat 0.99

02:18:02.020 did they see that did anybody see that that's incredible i kind of i kind of i kind of wrapped

02:18:08.340 it up because i wanted to see like i i got shivers like i thought it was my light i thought my light

02:18:14.440 was getting screwed up i got shivers because i was like oh my gosh there's an angel in my presence

02:18:19.320 like i literally it got oh come on my eyes are closed and it got so bright beyond behind my

02:18:27.780 eyelids i was like there's something lighting up the room right now wow oh that's so wild that's

02:18:33.440 so wild wow my god oh i don't even know how to end this i had i i don't know i don't know i don't

02:18:41.960 know i'm glad you had that experience too because that i was like i wanted like i wanted to wrap it

02:18:47.300 up open my eyes and be like what's up michael you know this is my my thought process was my light is 0.93

02:18:55.320 doing a thing and then i kind of man i don't even want to say i know we say crazy shit on this show 0.94

02:19:00.540 all the time, but I felt like my face 0.98

02:19:02.600 I felt like I was going to be touched on

02:19:04.520 my face

02:19:05.100 It shivered me

02:19:08.700 to the point that I was nervous

02:19:10.740 I was nervous

02:19:12.320 I was

02:19:13.720 Wow

02:19:15.200 Man, that's wild

02:19:17.800 Alright guys, thanks for listening

02:19:20.380 Yeah

02:19:21.340 I guess we'll see you next week

02:19:23.820 Thank you Tony

02:19:26.340 See you guys

02:19:27.120 the greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room

02:19:33.200 it is constantly telling us what to believe is real

02:19:37.060 you can persuade them that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see

02:19:42.000 because they'll laugh in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening

02:19:49.780 and they have

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Nephilim Death Squad - October 18, 2026

THROWBACK ｜ 021： Spiritual Warfare and the Coming Battle w⧸ Tony Merkel

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