Pearl - September 28, 2026


48 HR "MANIC EPISODE" LIVE MARATHON | FINAL 4 HRS | ⁨@JustPearlyThings⁩

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“The ‘Traditional’ 1950s Housewife Wasn’t So Traditional After All” @JustPearlyThings Women Having MELTDOWNS Over Completely Normal Dates

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Length

6 hours and 42 minutes

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133.85

Word count

53,823

Sentence count

429

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Misogyny

211

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Toxicity

719

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Hate speech

601

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Transcript

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00:00:11.300 we're not doing that that's not happening today i don't know why my camera's so far over there
00:00:38.420 and the lighting's right here but i'm happy to be here guys i'm very very happy i'm very much alive
00:00:45.220 i uh died from an acute heart attack and as much as you might want to think what it was
00:00:55.200 the actual truth of it was i've been alone in a room talking to a camera and i almost forgot what 1.00
00:01:03.660 true bona fide beauty looks like that erica fucking kirk will never understand ladies and 0.75
00:01:11.280 gentlemen pearl davis thank you guys i'm here with the love of my life 0.96
00:01:16.600 here with the love of my life you know um it's unfortunate because recently he's been nagging me
00:01:26.520 he's been nagging me about my side dude it's like i tell him that it is what it is and that um you
00:01:33.100 i gotta do what i gotta do and we go to therapy and i tell the therapist i have a side dude this
00:01:38.300 just is what it is please don't um encroach on my boundaries right that's a boundary for me
00:01:44.540 i always have to have a side dude and the therapist agrees with me right the therapist
00:01:48.940 agrees with me and yet he still nags me about it he nags me um and i told him i don't need to be
00:01:57.340 you know i already do free emotional labor for you so um i you know i don't need like i don't
00:02:06.700 need this in my life right now so i'd be doing extra emotional absolutely absolutely oh man if 0.96
00:02:14.700 i could just have a moment just look at you without having now holy shit lucky buck 0.91
00:02:27.340 we could end it right there you know the room is here the bed is there anyways joining us as well 1.00
00:02:34.140 at the center of the bisexual threesome that we promised you to end the night 1.00
00:02:38.440 by the way hosted by nala ray's husband 0.69
00:02:45.400 what up this is my side dude hello i'm side dude look at that side dude side dude yeah
00:02:55.200 oh yeah yeah we're here we're here all i ever wanted
00:02:59.380 like like let's go to therapy let's let's see how the therapist is gonna have this
00:03:05.440 in all serious guys our next therapy session's next week i'm very much looking forward to it
00:03:10.280 yeah that's you know i'm really getting tired of getting brought up in your guys's therapy though
00:03:15.440 i know i'm tired of it too but we just can't like we can't stop fighting over you
00:03:20.620 like i'm just sitting here like man why are you guys talking about me so much in your own marriage
00:03:27.040 we're actually thinking about doing an episode where i flirt with
00:03:30.360 uh glenn at the bar and then elijah and then he leaves and then elijah comes in and proposes
00:03:35.680 yeah you know it's it's feeling pretty good though uh i'm just like holding myself together
00:03:47.640 you know i don't know if this was a good idea because um as somebody i read a comment
00:03:57.680 i posted for the first time to uh my youtube page that people were acting like man i've even
00:04:05.560 watched this page in years well there hasn't been an upload in years so that could explain a lot
00:04:12.360 uh thank you so much for paying attention that we weren't posting
00:04:16.220 videos uh but check this out real fast totally in support of everything that we're doing which
00:04:24.360 i was uh feeling very very um delighted down here somebody said these are oh these are polarized 0.97
00:04:31.500 oh i can't even read that shit hold up oh fucking hey man these computers and you don't have any 0.99
00:04:44.060 sleep no i'm just kidding okay people said things like i haven't kept up with your channel in months 0.99
00:04:51.140 more like a year it's kind of hard to yeah people always say that dude i've been watching you since 0.50
00:04:57.700 2005 you know i was in sixth grade that's sick you should go to jail bro how was that was it
00:05:06.020 how would how'd i look through the gates you know elementary school yeah i was like bro through the 0.99
00:05:10.580 chain link fence i must have got a fine ass or something bro uh but i've been filled with 0.83
00:05:14.580 questions before that how was your family doing how was elijah doing the sounds of it sounds like 0.91
00:05:20.740 it's been a rough few months this guy's like this guy's got his timeline off i think we should react
00:05:26.180 um the cpa's debate we are we are we have that uh we have that i was just telling i was just 0.96
00:05:32.740 telling people how uh dumb these people are um just remind you how bad it is out there
00:05:38.820 people are also saying it was 18 hours short of a 24-hour stream amongst other things however i 0.99
00:05:47.500 just want to say the full stream which i don't recommend watching unless you hate yourself
00:05:54.860 as much or more than i hate myself for doing this uh it's on rumble so if you're watching it on uh
00:06:03.820 one of these other platforms like on x or something like that just remember to grab it
00:06:08.740 there how are you guys feeling tonight i'm feeling rested yeah i'm feeling pretty rested
00:06:15.280 i'm out of breath talking you know what i had my side chick make me a meal she made me um
00:06:22.020 slot bowl my side chick made me slot bowl and brought me the slot bowl to where i was seated
00:06:29.540 at do you know what's crazy his um some girl on the phone was like can i say it go ahead i want
00:06:36.340 to get you some girl on the phone he's talking to he's like oh she can't say anything because 0.97
00:06:40.140 she doesn't have kids and i'm like bitch you're a single mother you can't say anything either 0.98
00:06:43.560 like if i can't say anything then you double can't say anything being a single mother it's 0.99
00:06:49.060 just incredible women it's like women women will be down here and insult the person that's not
00:06:54.600 much higher than them but still higher do you know what i'm saying like you're a single mom so 0.97
00:07:01.080 that's an l you know it's it's all my single mommies out there you guys know i love you
00:07:07.820 you know i'm i'm here for you he'll do it he'll do it like i'm call me sancho yeah you know
00:07:17.840 really girl is the hottest person on the internet stop simping there's so many hotter
00:07:25.200 like not even close i'm not even like close up this is a simp free zone you're not allowed
00:07:31.520 yeah we only tell her to go to the kitchen yeah i gotta do this
00:07:37.200 oh my bad sorry it's gotta be like um okay hey you're used to that put that get close 0.75
00:07:44.560 of that black thing yeah lift it up the bottom part there you go okay all right perfect
00:08:01.440 dude so i had uh put a bunch of balloons up
00:08:06.000 i had a little bit of a fight with my chinese food and you know the thing is i wanted to ask
00:08:15.560 you that though you said the single mothers i'm widow pilled and i've told guys this
00:08:20.800 no but it's widow pilled but good women who were good to their husbands before their husbands 0.96
00:08:26.740 could find out what it was yeah because then if they have a good idea of marriage 1.00
00:08:32.160 and the husband died maybe in in a tragic or like a good way what's a good death hold on
00:08:40.120 what's a good way like a way that it wasn't like traumatic car accident she did like her
00:08:46.020 shot in the line of duty like honorable military okay so not like her poisoning his coffee or 0.99
00:08:53.960 something no i meant like i meant like if you have a widow who was like in the good years of marriage
00:09:01.400 and then they die now they get to tell the story of their marriage yeah but they also can finally
00:09:08.600 be accountable if they want to to make up for the wrong because there's no guy around that's
00:09:14.400 gonna be like yeah see you were fucking wrong about the way you treated me yeah and they can 0.97
00:09:20.180 say whatever they want the widows so they can say oh yeah we had the perfect marriage even if it was 0.60
00:09:24.600 terrible that's what i'm saying they write the story and then now they have to do that yeah 0.94
00:09:28.060 like oh yeah yeah give him sex every day and then they have to do that no they don't they have to 0.97
00:09:33.100 do that and tell you they have kids then they become your ex-wife yeah well see like i always 0.98
00:09:38.280 say like the best single mommies because their single mommies are in tears right so if you're a
00:09:42.540 widow he's been in that bucket if you're a single mommy and you're a widow you're top tier because
00:09:48.320 you didn't want to be a widow you wanted to still be wifey but because your man died you're now you
00:09:53.240 know well she was a future single mom but she died before she could exactly you know what i mean so
00:09:58.360 like she didn't necessarily want to like become a widow yet so or single mommy yet so widows to me
00:10:04.880 are like top tier like that's that's that's you should pull up can i pull up a youtube video
00:10:10.920 yeah okay all right so did you see okay did you see that cga um debated all these yeah yeah yeah
00:10:22.920 he's gonna watch it i feel like it's gonna be pretty good yeah he um debated cj sparks and
00:10:28.400 a couple other women i know
00:10:33.740 i love cj books
00:10:36.000 it'll hold this oh it's not up yet it's on it's on youtube a lot of
00:10:47.780 really does this is up when
00:10:53.760 i get uh
00:10:57.040 september 28th oh it's not open till tomorrow oh it's not up it's not released till tomorrow
00:11:02.900 okay let's see
00:11:17.620 just me i don't think any of this flips are up yet sadly oh i thought it was open today
00:11:27.060 well
00:11:32.900 god i wanted to talk to you about what we were talking about before the
00:11:36.660 screen but i want to talk about it on stream we were talking about a lot of things
00:11:47.540 are we talking about hose yeah oh let's talk about i love hose everybody loves hose 1.00
00:12:02.900 i know pearl what do you want to talk about um i wanted to talk about how women have too much
00:12:12.000 community that's been my rant today is that like i kept doing these debates and they kept saying
00:12:17.980 women just don't have the community they used to have and i've thought about it and i thought i
00:12:23.160 think women it's just the female laziness epidemic where women are just inherently lazy yeah and 0.98
00:12:29.700 being someone that's a hard worker for a woman it's that's something that's irritated me with 0.99
00:12:35.960 women my entire life like i remember being on volleyball teams and thinking wow every like 1.00
00:12:40.800 everyone half asses this stuff like why don't they try harder and when i was a kid my life results
00:12:46.780 resulted in me always like i always got most improved on every team i was on like almost 0.75
00:12:52.040 pretty much always did you suck that bad that you got most improved no i did i did because not not 0.55
00:12:58.040 in the end of my career but in the beginning oh yeah I wasn't very athletic I was tall but not 0.97
00:13:02.760 like just awkward so um I started at the bottom team on my club like I was the third team on the
00:13:09.540 bottom and then I graduated when I was 18 I was on the ones team so like I moved up like three teams
00:13:15.220 and club volleyball not that anyone cares but it's women's sports but regardless I've always 1.00
00:13:20.360 noticed this in my life the female laziness epidemic and recently I've just thought long 0.97
00:13:26.660 and hard about how they say women the problem with them being mothers is it's really lonely
00:13:30.980 because they just don't have community but i walk around the city and there's like movie nights in
00:13:35.640 the park for women that are free and then i walk too much community i walk around yeah i walk to
00:13:41.260 the gym and there's a daycare at lifetime i don't go there anymore but there are is a daycare so you
00:13:46.680 can actually go to lifetime which is really convenient you can just drop your kid off at
00:13:50.720 the daycare for two hours they probably won't kill your kid for two hours you know what i mean
00:13:54.180 and you can get your side dude there which i'm sure a lot of them do right so their
00:13:58.660 their husband pays for the lifetime membership 0.99
00:14:00.820 and then they're watching so they can get banged in the bathroom or whatever the fuck 0.99
00:14:06.720 and i just thought i've been thinking long and hard about how 0.99
00:14:10.180 why do conservatives say that women need more community when now we're in cities you have too
00:14:17.020 much cities you have so much choice like i i'm a little bit anti-social i really just deal with
00:14:23.860 youtube like i always end up meeting people through work because i'm just not that social
00:14:27.520 of a person and i go out of my way to not join community she really does though she's always
00:14:34.500 like i'm like hey do you want to go uh to uh a little place known as new york what we do there
00:14:44.080 i don't know a dinner with trump oh the family is so boring like it's like you got a steak you
00:14:53.280 them all at the top of the empire state building i went there when i was nine and it was cold
00:14:59.680 and you're like anyways have you seen my splits oh i'll see them again baby okay you have not
00:15:06.480 offered me trump that is not on the table no that would be it i'd be like they're ready to have
00:15:12.960 pancakes at the holiday in for breakfast breakfast okay okay because in my life i've always noticed
00:15:19.280 that connections really in my opinion don't get you as far as you think like i think you can build
00:15:24.400 your own stuff on youtube like i've met a lot of people that are rich and have money but they don't
00:15:29.040 do much for me ever so i'm like why don't i just build my own thing and like get better at streaming
00:15:34.960 and get but regardless i go out of my way to say no to community stuff but i get invited to stuff
00:15:41.520 at my gym all the time and i think if i put my mind to it i could have a very robust network
00:15:47.280 in like 30 days if i really put my mind to it i would just go to the rich white guy areas and
00:15:52.300 introduce myself and talk to every single person i met i really put my energy into that i'm just
00:15:57.100 thinking about other stuff right now but i'm like what's the other stuff you're thinking about
00:16:01.380 um never mind let's not get into that oh you know
00:16:05.980 but like so i'm hearing these women saying and i'm like do you know what i i can admit when i
00:16:14.100 don't want something that bad so if i don't have community it's because i don't feel like having
00:16:18.680 people over and i don't feel like doing this stuff if you don't have community as a woman
00:16:22.820 i think you're just lazy because you can also invite people to your house yeah you know you 0.99
00:16:28.580 can also like build a community where people like i knew people that didn't have a lot of money
00:16:33.080 growing up that the mother just always had like food and you can make the food in a way that's
00:16:38.440 cheap like oatmeal is cheap beans are cheap rice is cheap i don't know about slot bowl slot bowls
00:16:43.680 are cheap like so and you can get card gate like you can build a community if you really want to 0.51
00:16:50.280 yeah but women don't want to do that and then the conservative simps they just say ah women don't 0.97
00:16:57.300 have community what the fuck do you mean we don't have community if we don't have community in 2026 1.00
00:17:01.680 it's because you're a lazy woman and i think we need to talk more about women being fucking lazy 1.00
00:17:07.520 but you know historically historically women worked on the farm and i think that's the number 1.00
00:17:12.440 one thing men overlook in women is they overlook how fucking late because they're not attracted to 1.00
00:17:16.720 work ethic like they're just not it's like nothing but a lazy woman like they the devil like the an 1.00
00:17:23.140 idol mind is the devil's playground yeah i mean that's going to be hell on earth and i think my 1.00
00:17:28.940 dad my father just always told us that life is about like working hard and that's what life's
00:17:34.220 about and i think my god i think i thank god for that because i just see the laziness in these 1.00
00:17:40.020 fucking women and let me let me let me ask you this do you remember when they had like back in 1.00
00:17:45.880 the early 2000s and 90s used to have like those sex parties like where like sex toy parties that's 1.00
00:17:50.980 the only community i think women should have all right find new ways to please your man like you 1.00
00:17:56.600 know get the spray to numb your throat to get you know the gag reflex something like that i'll tell 1.00
00:18:02.740 what'll happen because this is what'll happen so like let's say you start swapping tips or whatever 1.00
00:18:07.300 then one girl is going to be like oh my husband gave it to me like that and then the other girls 1.00
00:18:11.780 look at me like hmm exactly and then you know what no no but it's gonna she's gonna just cheat 0.99
00:18:16.500 with the marriage guy yeah so it's gonna that helps us out though no not really because now 1.00
00:18:21.980 your wife's cheating because no no no no no no not my wife his wife is cheating with me it's okay 0.99
00:18:28.020 oh yeah that's true but that's what i mean like do we want more female color daddy's a female
00:18:33.980 community do we really need women to have and no but those are all run technically by men so it's
00:18:40.540 like no it's like i mean look how much tech did you set up today as you lead the podcast
00:18:52.000 you know what i mean like i came in i came in pearl was sleep on the bed all right that's all
00:19:00.280 i gotta say how much you know i know i'm not talking i'm just saying like how do you know
00:19:06.920 you weren't raped or something you know you gotta protect yourself this guy is scary he does still
00:19:11.320 maybe i was maybe i was raped i i forgot you know i felt kind of uh emasculated so i put on
00:19:18.460 sunglasses why did you feel emasculated well because he was like well i don't want to be 0.70
00:19:24.460 him to be the only one that's like afraid of being raped by jokes on them i'm the rapist 0.83
00:19:35.180 what do you think that was called pegging 0.97
00:19:39.980 jokes on them i do a lot of raping lots of right things okay i really like that that's very uh 0.97
00:19:46.460 quality when she says she goes to the gym that's what she's doing yeah a lot of raping all right 0.91
00:19:53.100 i do want to look at a few things actually um one of the crazy things that was going on here
00:20:01.180 let me go down here oh here you go that was you so we're not going to watch oh no they don't have
00:20:09.660 it up it's not up yet oh you're looking for it yeah i already checked it's not out till tomorrow
00:20:14.060 um all right that's cooked i want to talk where is this done we call cooked c-o-o-k-e-d oh yeah
00:20:21.980 let's talk about some of this here we go
00:20:24.980 all right lindsey lohan's back in lazy woman is that is that our screen why does it not change
00:20:34.140 sign all right i would why would you why wouldn't you i mean with the ankle monitor and everything 0.86
00:20:44.060 what do you mean just like uh i thought she's uh clean now bro she has an ankle monitor on
00:20:50.080 that picture no that's 2008 so no then i want 2008 lindsey line you know what was weird about
00:20:56.460 her is that i think that she probably led to the epstein island getting taken down you know i'm 0.95
00:21:07.100 not even joking because whatever lifeblood they were giving her uh the heroin that they drugged
00:21:13.520 up with when she left did she age like 40 years yeah two years yeah yeah and i was like hey uh
00:21:20.220 britney spears hair will grow back how did you get like uh roads in your skin you know it's kind
00:21:27.880 of crazy and then she shows up on a late night show epstein's dead she's young again whoa so
00:21:36.480 it's like i don't even understand that one i i kind of give her a lot of credit for that because
00:21:41.260 whatever kind of like children she had to kill it was honestly pretty good however we still are 0.98
00:21:48.060 missing britney spears because hillary duff's doing all right oh and what's her name amanda
00:21:51.780 amanda binds and you guys why are we talking about this it's because this was the last era
00:21:58.260 where a generation shared not just the same five hot girls in their high school but the same five
00:22:05.140 hot girls in olive media in their age gap that's all it was so our entire era of what beauty 1.00
00:22:11.140 was was who could fuck girls like this yep millennials and she drove herbie so she was 0.99
00:22:18.500 also a twin and it was uh disappointing to find out you can't have a threesome with lindsay lohan 0.99
00:22:22.740 and lindsay lohan yeah that kind of ruined it for me yeah i was gonna say this is kind of weird too
00:22:28.340 i don't know why is she back in i thought this was the uh i thought this was her now i was kind
00:22:33.940 of happy i think she lives in newby now so i think she kind of went away from the public because she
00:22:39.620 married a muslim right um by the way just to clarify the people coming on here i'm the only
00:22:46.580 person who's like been up for almost three days trying not to die i yeah i'm like i'm like i'm
00:22:52.820 holding it together yeah like while you were doing your thing me and pearl were sleeping
00:23:00.500 and that breathing wasn't the anger from being tired
00:23:04.420 it was that when i walked in they were spooning and then he said and then he said
00:23:11.760 i wouldn't do that to you brother and he gave me a fist he said i'm testing you to see if 0.98
00:23:18.080 you were gonna come in and join us before you were the one in the middle i was like oh shit
00:23:26.080 no no no he really got my back on that one so uh is that what you meant yeah 0.71
00:23:30.720 join us by getting you in the back exactly as i had your back all right going down here speaking
00:23:36.000 of someone who's 47 years old is this your ex no whose ex is this but i don't think i have oh
00:23:44.960 like i don't think i have this is a terrible uh ex-feet right now like what is this you think i
00:23:50.480 should cut my bangs back what do you think are we really gonna be doing this right now i think
00:23:55.760 they're like grown out okay great can we talk about hose here you guys should we cut it on
00:24:00.400 stream we should just like trim it up hold on you should see it you know those videos girls that do
00:24:06.000 i cut my own hair and sometimes it goes bad do you see the girl like they like they'll grab
00:24:10.480 their bangs and they'll put it in a little tie and they'll twist it and then they'll cut it
00:24:14.560 that's how i cut mine oh we should totally do that on stream yeah let's do you got a spray bottle and
00:24:18.800 scissors this has gotta be you again yeah why do you have so many clips on the internet okay let's
00:24:27.680 talk about this one because i'm famous ninja all right so i just want to talk about things that
00:24:34.720 don't make sense women i don't know if you guys saw this yes no maybe so i don't know why i'm
00:24:46.240 using him as my source but this is a true story i hope it's covered well whenever it's like seven
00:24:53.360 random ninjas like raped a girl and then she files sexual assault i'm not saying it didn't happen
00:25:01.440 it was a train it's a train it's got a train ran on her it just got out of control and then she 0.99
00:25:08.800 so embarrassed it has to be raped what do you mean it got how does a train get out of control 0.87
00:25:12.960 well like three of them do it you're drunk and you just like you get into it the only time he 0.98
00:25:18.240 gets out of control is when your swords are crossing all right then it's have you guys
00:25:23.120 participated in trains look we're not talking about anything like that okay what are you talking
00:25:28.160 about i live in frisco which is an indian city these people's ideas of what a train is is an
00:25:35.120 early death you know i'm just wondering like when the girls get in a train ran does she know who's
00:25:39.920 going in oh yeah so they pick um well it would depend if let me call sterling and ask him well
00:25:48.400 no i have the answer i have the answer oh what's the answer it would depend
00:25:54.800 whose girlfriend it is and how quickly they want it to end not the train the relationship
00:26:00.960 and then i think what happens is is definitely who's ever the closer one goes in and the other
00:26:06.560 one is in the mouth sometimes it won't go all the way down south but in the end be a bro for your
00:26:13.920 friend thank you so why would why would why would a guy like loan out his girlfriend because he 0.99
00:26:23.680 knows it's not hers oh like she's a whore anyway well i think sometimes like uh you kind of know
00:26:31.440 it's not going towards marriage so this is actually a really um fine line i've already 0.88
00:26:37.400 been quoted on this uh pretty meticulously but the simple answer is is like what why did you get into
00:26:45.480 the sexual relationship so it's like if you if you know this girl's gonna probably be sleeping
00:26:48.860 with guys behind your back or you're already not comfortable with the amount of guy she slept with
00:26:54.180 it's like uh recreation not procreation not marrying you and i'm not burying you let's have 0.93
00:26:59.360 fun now so i think sometimes if you're the homies and it's kind of gives this dominance factor 1.00
00:27:04.020 because the first thing she might do if you if you know that she's manipulative and she a hoe 1.00
00:27:10.160 she's gonna try to get your best bro and and fuck him to get you mad and it might get you mad and 1.00
00:27:14.960 break up your friendship you go swimming together you both dry in the sun at the same time that's 1.00
00:27:20.940 kind of what uh what happens now she can't use you against each other and now you both fucked 0.97
00:27:25.460 her so you can't really love her so you all know it's going to end but to both of you she's your 0.95
00:27:31.380 girlfriend yeah yeah they have fun while it lasts yeah yeah i'm not promoting it i'm just saying
00:27:36.000 that's what we did with pearl yeah how'd you know she's like um how do people do this so like is
00:27:43.260 are they different than us yeah i was wondering for like what we should do for next time obviously
00:27:47.380 i don't know pearl has like 50 times more energy before the show and i'm like trying to
00:27:51.800 i'm going here i'm going calm down and just get focused and hyped up and she's like
00:28:00.520 okay he's like let's all be pearl um let's all be pearl my bad my bad it's actually pretty
00:28:07.720 comfortable yeah it's pretty good i i've never produced from this side of the street
00:28:16.520 guys who did that to that poor girl student at cornell university
00:28:18.520 need to there's no we need to start making examples out of people like this who do i hate
00:28:22.580 this brand of tiktok monetization safe edgy slop so much let me make a one minute and 20 second
00:28:28.860 video so i can make sure i get that tiktok monetization money oh do you want me to explain
00:28:34.340 what actually happened in the case give any details besides my weird little power fantasy
00:28:39.020 about what i would do to these men no you'll have to go to the comments and ask that so you can boost
00:28:44.280 my engagement and viewer retention of course but don't ever ask my opinion on crimes that aren't
00:28:51.240 as socially popular to talk about what do i think should happen to somebody that abuses the elderly
00:28:56.700 oh i don't know i don't know what about somebody that like hits their children and abuses their
00:29:00.780 children i don't know i don't know what about somebody that deals drugs to children i don't
00:29:05.320 know i don't know about that one man i just want to talk about crimes that everybody agrees are bad
00:29:10.500 so everybody thinks i'm a really good person and stuff and he'll make other videos complaining 0.95
00:29:14.620 about how the justice system is so inefficient and it should just it should just kill these
00:29:18.640 people but then you let him know who just killing these people would affect the most per capita
00:29:24.380 and he gets all scared so let's look at the picture i'm gonna go to the article here
00:29:28.900 there's a lot to impact that is postman there was a time when you heard the word postman you
00:29:34.660 to think of a nice white guy and now the postman doesn't speak english but delivers letters in
00:29:43.400 from scam companies i guess pretty cool stuff uh so you had this stuff i don't want to go to the 0.98
00:29:49.740 rape i fucking hate people who read headlines on tiktok it's already bad when they do it on 0.90
00:29:59.640 youtube where it's like clearly not investigated yeah but they also make it worse speaking of the 1.00
00:30:07.880 devil how the are you doing jeremy the quartering i've seen you get a lot of hate recently
00:30:13.960 from a lot of people wouldn't worry about it get on reddit true tide thank you when we say that
00:30:23.160 i for one i'm happy that he's getting a lot of hate because a woman never forgets and
00:30:28.520 he trolled me like three years ago damn he accused me of felony crimes paid an editor extra money
00:30:37.480 to make original cartoons as the extra before ai fake ninjas always trying to take real and he 0.85
00:30:43.660 didn't take them down until he was threatened illegally fake ninjas are always that's what i 0.89
00:30:50.780 mean some men are just so weak they're so weak for a punani and they'll do anything for a crumb 0.50
00:30:56.360 female validation and fat ninjas are especially susceptible to that oh yeah yeah so i mean when 0.96
00:31:04.280 men are weak i don't know there's nothing worse than a weak man he throws other men 1.00
00:31:09.960 under the bus for money her female validation i think we should be like split in the middle they 0.93
00:31:20.280 don't have that why am i out of breath from that earlier conversation still catching it
00:31:38.680 look i'm sorry like her hand was there my hand went there and i don't know why your hand joined in
00:31:50.280 i don't i don't know what to say uh how do you adjust that i don't really care all right anyways
00:31:56.900 i wanted to talk about these people though because what it is they go in
00:32:00.780 and media so feminine and that's why i said the quartering first of all because
00:32:06.700 he went with a headline and i would have forgave him but the reason he did it is because the girl
00:32:12.420 who said it he wanted to yeah he knew me had been to my house i text him dude there's no
00:32:18.700 corroborating evidence in the statement don't go with it like that it's like breaking creepy 1.00
00:32:24.940 serial sexual predator are you gonna say describe me i go wait 30 days you're gonna get fucked so 0.99
00:32:31.020 the fact that you'd go out of your way to to uh take a headline make it more serious towards a guy 1.00
00:32:39.240 you know who contacted you who told you the evidence he goes i'm just reporting what it said 0.96
00:32:46.400 to go she supplied that and he didn't get to fuck her yeah and you know what i always just say that 1.00
00:32:52.580 why would i believe a woman and all these women they always try to take real ninjas out there's 1.00
00:32:57.060 always men building maintaining and really doing cool things in the civilization and whenever women 1.00
00:33:02.420 catch that a guy's doing something really cool they just always have to destroy it either through
00:33:06.480 divorce false allegations or you know something like that it's just it just never ends and i'm 1.00
00:33:13.460 tired of seeing bitches i'm tired of seeing you trying to destroy these real ninjas you you try 1.00
00:33:19.460 to destroy these guys that are actually doing something drives me nuts oh can we like i don't 1.00
00:33:26.980 know how to use this full screen mode streaming art sucks i love well how do i change this though 0.68
00:33:35.860 real fast how do you change this like to what 0.61
00:33:43.460 you are in the middle well i just meant like because i'm like i have to like
00:33:55.940 oh i have to like get way out here why you want to be closer to me
00:33:59.540 yeah i look like i'm done and it's it you know honestly it's just
00:34:05.500 i will stay up another day no no listen listen listen listen
00:34:13.460 listen oh god here we go for the people in the back and especially for potentially those in her
00:34:22.360 bed yeah tell them when you started tell the people on my channel when you started streaming
00:34:29.640 so guys for those of you that don't remember okay i'm gonna tell you this story so when i hit i
00:34:35.260 can't remember what subscriber count it was but i think it was like half a million subscribers or
00:34:39.440 million it was one of the two we did a 48 hour live stream and on this live stream it was like
00:34:44.040 actually so fun we uh had all these people from the show come in and out and they would come in
00:34:50.940 four hour blocks and um at one point they poured water we played like never have i ever truth or
00:34:57.140 dare like we did all these fun games just a lot of fun and then um we re we watched a few movies
00:35:03.260 on stream we like we watched the red pill documentary oh yeah we watched that on stream
00:35:08.560 and we like it was just a lot of fun so i mentioned this to elijah and elijah um is kind of going
00:35:15.040 through it i'm not gonna get too much into why but i mean though he's probably said a little
00:35:19.440 bit on stream yeah but but and then he just texted me and he's like yeah i'm going live for 40
00:35:27.920 and i'm like wow you know i did mention that we should do it but i meant like i didn't mean today
00:35:36.240 yeah you didn't mean on friday yeah because we started it friday and i and i like i text him
00:35:44.240 and where i get on his stream friday night and then i go to bed and i wake up he's still going
00:35:50.480 because i left i left here like at four in the morning oh my god i got home at five he's still
00:35:56.560 going i wake up he's still going and i was like god damn well you know what and some people are
00:36:02.640 saying that he's manic or what he's not manic but i just think that men when they're going through
00:36:08.480 something they have to do something like that's just how men are they like like they have to have
00:36:12.880 a plan or something to do otherwise they go nuts so when he's going through something he's got a 0.96
00:36:17.440 he's got a stream and cook well you know what's kind of crazy some asses well i appreciate that 0.65
00:36:24.160 and yeah um on a side note yeah it's like i'm like i'm like struggling to make saliva
00:36:32.640 which is very fun however i actually this is how i am which is like a very unfortunate reality you
00:36:40.320 know what i mean like i'm not actually a very normal person but i also think that like a lot
00:36:45.120 of people downplay online who they are because they don't want to stand out it's very weird
00:36:52.560 yeah they want to they want to they don't want to stand out they kind of just want to ride the
00:36:55.840 algorithm so it's like people generally like this and generally people don't love abrasive people
00:37:04.080 and generally people get scared of me in person someone over yesterday they were scared that i've
00:37:11.280 been said not as a joke for the court but i uh for the court no i i was sharing my opinions
00:37:18.560 yeah with somebody's significant other and i think
00:37:27.360 i think perhaps
00:37:31.200 since the night of my divorce i have never seen someone like with such hatred in their eyes i
00:37:39.280 met for the first time i went really it was just i didn't think i thought
00:37:44.240 she i didn't think she seemed i was like i was like where was i what was it yesterday yeah and
00:37:55.120 and then i'm like uh i i knew it was all downhill and i'm like trying to buy time and i'm like
00:38:02.480 i'm sitting i'm asking her for a bananex my hands like shaking like this from no blood sugar and
00:38:06.880 i'm like i'm like um so what was the worst part of the show and it's like uh when you're asking
00:38:14.480 me these questions like ouch okay um uh what's your favorite what what's uh the worst part of
00:38:22.360 your show and the favorite uh or sorry no now what's your uh favorite part about me and about
00:38:27.460 pearl oh I really like pearl I think I was cooking I said what about she goes
00:38:35.840 nothing I go it was I was a brave baby I feel the same way there you go there you
00:38:53.860 go i'm no i'm saying put just put your hand over here well i can't because my camera's foot yes you
00:38:59.860 can look look you know move your look at look at that camera right hand look at the middle look at
00:39:04.900 the middle screen look at the middle screen now do it move your right hand over here jesus look
00:39:11.060 no but screw no i'm telling you you have to do the opposite hand gosh this is what this is like
00:39:16.340 prank this is what i was trying to get him to do um yeah i'm ready for court mom i'm just kidding
00:39:23.300 no but uh i'm like hey judge he's so used to it you know hang 10. yeah but um just to be fair
00:39:31.220 though i didn't i missed that part but i was i would laugh at the stream yesterday to go cook 1.00
00:39:35.700 some dinner oh lindsay clancy struggle ends you know what lindsay clancy is wifey
00:39:41.540 that's a weird statement glenn was saying he wants to date lindsey clancy because he doesn't
00:39:48.000 want kids either he said he said he said he said i want to grip my shaft like a toddler 0.99
00:39:52.900 i bet i bet that shit grips you know like you don't say like she said she said i want to kill 1.00
00:39:58.740 the kids and he said you can keep watching them that has to be the gluck gluck 9000 if that wasn't 1.00
00:40:03.740 like 9000 i don't know what what's your say for it if she chokes you out with your exercise pants 0.94
00:40:08.560 i heard she's pretty tight you know i mean i think about like if you're a guy that doesn't 1.00
00:40:15.140 want kids like a girl like lindsey clancy is like the shit you know say like like she she 0.99
00:40:20.080 she has that plan b plan b okay like you ain't gonna have no kids yeah i think i agree with the 0.99
00:40:28.000 theory that she wanted to be famous and the reason why is i think she's faking her paralysis
00:40:33.740 you know no I think the girl said that on my the show I really the okay there's
00:40:39.920 a girl I did a debate with and she said she thought Lindsay was faking it cuz
00:40:43.980 she faked it when she she said I faked it once and I'm like wait you didn't
00:40:50.180 want two examples of why I believe this the first example is why I believe the
00:40:57.800 second one more than anything okay when I was when I was younger
00:41:03.740 I was paralyzed, not a joke.
00:41:05.340 Like legitimately, I woke up and my parents did not believe me.
00:41:11.460 And I didn't know what was going on.
00:41:13.060 And then it went away.
00:41:13.640 I lost all like nerve control.
00:41:15.180 It happened a second time.
00:41:15.980 It's called synovitis.
00:41:16.900 It's like inflammation of synovial joints.
00:41:18.860 You lose function.
00:41:20.600 So people can get temporarily paralyzed from infections,
00:41:24.600 different types of things.
00:41:25.860 We found that out.
00:41:27.640 So sometimes people think people are lying.
00:41:29.340 I was like, I can't move my legs.
00:41:30.780 You know, you see a kid telling you that.
00:41:31.980 It's like, no, he can't move.
00:41:32.960 There's no control.
00:41:37.720 What they don't tell you about working with teenagers. 1.00
00:41:46.380 Don't work with Christian ones. 1.00
00:41:48.240 Here's why. 1.00
00:41:52.320 I'm not talking about the,
00:41:53.960 I want to pray for someone here in this room right now.
00:41:56.640 I'm like, okay, stop.
00:41:57.980 Whatever that is that you're about to expose
00:41:59.820 to the whole room, stop.
00:42:01.640 It's this person.
00:42:02.960 do you have a prayer request
00:42:05.780 it's a reoccurring prayer request oh let me guess your undiagnosed fibromyalgia that is rare
00:42:14.640 and you're just pouring research for every youth group i've ever been around it's like
00:42:18.440 i have fibromyalgia it's not real no way not real no take some gabapentin and go to sleep
00:42:24.880 wait what is fibromyalgia people with fibromyalgia temporary assistance disorders
00:42:30.100 the amount of people that fake disabilities no way the amount of people like like if you notice 0.95
00:42:35.480 that they're all women no always women and they're always weird as fuck it's kind of like growing up 0.98
00:42:39.940 my mom always thought she was sick and was like oh i have a gluten intolerant that's another thing 1.00
00:42:44.600 women fake gluten intolerances women fake everything okay you guys fake orgasms you guys 0.99
00:42:50.720 yeah we do he knows 0.99
00:42:52.680 dude i i swear i swear i swear the only thing that men have done medically even close to the
00:43:04.560 amount of cost women have put on us is faking uh opiate tolerance yeah because i know because i 0.57
00:43:12.520 went there and i it's on my profile i've probably had opiates like i said only with surgery i hate 0.97
00:43:20.560 it i hate opiates they're just feel like shit and i go in there and it's like i go to urgent care 0.50
00:43:28.860 comment it's this bad now they send me from urgent care because you can't give opiates there unless 0.84
00:43:33.780 you're dying and they're like you need morphine i'm like okay cut a nerve it's still open like
00:43:37.880 open it's bleeding out my hands going like this and they're like checking my nerves to make sure 0.96
00:43:42.340 i'm not faking shaking like it's fucking bleeding like it's like it's stitched i'm like can you get 0.82
00:43:48.000 me something please i they cut the nerves so it's just like going like this and i'm like i'm not 0.94
00:43:52.300 withdrawing but you're gonna have to uh transfuse blood if we don't stop this and i'm sitting there
00:44:00.180 they give me the smallest little tiny thing of morphine i know i know what it is i go i need 0.94
00:44:05.560 more morphine and she's like well wait it's an hour i'm just like and and i'm not being a bitch 0.98
00:44:11.300 the nerves cut so it's just like it's like this i'm going can someone please just fucking get a 0.96
00:44:15.680 nerve agent or something can't give anything else and we see how you react to go well it's been 0.91
00:44:20.440 long enough and i know that because i've worked in i worked during the opiate crisis
00:44:25.340 and i remember sending one guy with 300 count files of oxycontin i don't i even said he kills
00:44:35.640 somebody what he's like oh he picks him up for his disabled friends that he lives in the halfway
00:44:39.180 house ago halfway house 300 oxycontin that pharmacy doesn't exist anymore by the way um 0.65
00:44:47.580 that was what we did but we did it to get high and kill ourselves which is a little bit more noble 0.56
00:44:53.900 women invented diseases and then men like my father now have them too 0.86
00:45:01.980 like you guys invented stuff it's not real and get treatment that doesn't do anything like 0.77
00:45:06.140 remember like hey we just want to say we have an opiate tolerance well i think it's the female 0.89
00:45:13.420 they actually killed themselves i think it's the female laziness epidemic we're going back to this 1.00
00:45:18.860 women are too lazy to eat healthy and so we drink our calories and that leads to a lot of problems 1.00
00:45:24.220 including us feeling terrible um and i think a lot of these diseases that we make up is just how
00:45:30.700 terrible we feel because we take awful care of ourselves well think about like some of the names 0.99
00:45:34.220 sleep at the same time yeah we you guys have the names of them are fucking ridiculous 1.00
00:45:39.100 what do you mean like what the fuck is like um uh give me something retarded um like gout what 1.00
00:45:47.900 the fuck is gout like you're just too lazy to get up and get out you just that's what i mean 1.00
00:45:54.060 most of this stuff is just female laziness it's an epidemic guys i mean you know these women they 1.00
00:45:59.580 say oh i have to go work an office job in air conditioning so i mean what like you got one 0.60
00:46:09.900 yeah it's the female laziness epidemic yeah like you know lazy to eat less too lazy to go to bed 0.99
00:46:15.420 at the same time too lazy too lazy to get a job i mean have you ever told a to get a job 0.96
00:46:20.860 yes yeah it's hell on earth you want to tell you what happened
00:46:26.860 i got divorced after that yeah i mean too i was like yeah you're gonna have to find a job you know
00:46:32.140 you need to get a job you guys said it the wrong way you you should have said you know i want an
00:46:37.580 equal partner and so i need you you want me to equally contribute to the chores so i need you
00:46:43.500 to equally contribute financially um because i don't think you're doing enough emotional labor 0.98
00:46:49.580 for my financial burden but that that's the problem you said it in a non-woman ease way
00:46:55.980 you should that's you you're talking about your husband right there that's so
00:47:01.660 collaborating with elijah well it wouldn't be the first person i regretted collaborating with
00:47:06.540 so let's tell you this i'll tell you this i don't whatever whatever whatever it is
00:47:14.540 it can't be worse than being called the colonizer by my co-host correct that's true whatever it is
00:47:19.580 whatever it is didn't you pay that ninja too yeah i'll tell you what happened as a girl you got 0.85
00:47:25.860 called a colonizer for bagging a negro okay i'll tell you what i'll tell you that's black and
00:47:31.880 spanish i'll tell you the full story because obviously it's a 24-hour stream so we have the
00:47:36.320 time so so so when i was in london um i lived in a primarily white area and then i am like i
00:47:44.680 moved to a primarily one part of it was in a muslim area and one part was in a heavily like
00:47:49.800 african caribbean nigerian area so um i end up hiring like 80 black people probably and even at
00:47:58.420 one point 100 black people and i didn't really think anything of it um however i did notice 0.99
00:48:04.080 some differences in where i grew up and in this area including um they would just rob the co-op
00:48:10.840 next door not the people that worked for me but just black people in general and then um when i
00:48:16.200 hired them one ended up stealing a camera from me one um took foot it and then one was a co-host
00:48:24.600 that i had for a year and a half and i thought we were friends i like imagine me and elijah did a
00:48:29.400 show for a year and a half and his subscribers double like imagine he's a nobody and then after
00:48:35.960 he's not a nobody he's way more of a following than this guy did but like he had 50 000 subs
00:48:40.600 and then gets to a hundred thousand after a year and a half of working and it was stagnant for
00:48:44.680 years and you think wow i would expect some gratitude you know i would expect some thankfulness
00:48:52.440 so then what happened was he asked me to double he had a rate that he was paid to come on my show
00:48:57.640 that we agreed that was part of the super chats and we decided to switch to a flat rate because
00:49:03.320 it was just kind of confused i don't know i was like can we just switch to a flat rate it'd be
00:49:06.520 easier and he asked for double the amount of money that i was paying him like he wanted like 500
00:49:12.040 pounds a show and so that made me calculate the roi of having him on and i compared shows with
00:49:17.880 him and compared shows without him and then um what happened was i said no and then he decided
00:49:26.920 after um after that i also got canceled for having nick fuentes on and i ended up going to italy
00:49:32.200 during this cancellation and i see a video scheduled the truth about pearl and i honestly
00:49:37.480 was so good natured that i thought this video was going to be positive i was on the phone with my
00:49:41.400 dad and i was like that's weird there's a schedule that says the truth about me i bet he's going to
00:49:45.960 say how i'm really nice that is not what he said so he he starts this video and he he has like an
00:49:53.240 africa chain and i'm like when did this ninja get in africa he's caribbean
00:49:57.000 and he goes on to say i have he takes footage i had a birthday party and he took footage of it
00:50:04.800 and was like curl he accused me of trying to get compromising footage of black people and
00:50:10.100 holding it over their head because during this period of my life i didn't drink so um
00:50:15.600 i wasn't drinking and they were drinking and then like we had a whiteboard party so
00:50:20.820 we would like we would i i would do sometimes i do parties and i bring out a whiteboard and
00:50:26.520 i say give a presentation on anything and it's really fun and some of the presentations were 0.99
00:50:30.700 kind of sexual like one guy was like you know women always say you have a small dick or small 0.98
00:50:35.040 dick energy but am i small or are you loose and it was just kind of funny right but he phrases it 0.99
00:50:42.840 like i wanted to get black because most of my friends at the time i was in a black area were 0.88
00:50:47.920 black and like so let me ask you this i was trying to people are black was it a hennessy party no 0.54
00:50:54.360 no it was just like normal alcohol like it was the same alcohol we'd serve on the show i just
00:50:58.920 pulled it out anyways so he has this whole video about how i'm a colonizer how i'm trying to hold
00:51:03.480 footage over black people's head and it was just so crazy that i couldn't believe i was it was just
00:51:09.380 weird because i'd just seen him and i thought we were friends on top of that another youtuber who
00:51:14.080 we just like had in our studio and all this stuff like would edit it to make it seem like i was
00:51:20.260 making fun of his cancer and i wasn't and he made this whole video saying like pearl's making fun of
00:51:25.020 my cancer and i'm like what and he did video was that tumor tim or what was that no his name was 0.91
00:51:31.960 mtr i know i remember i remember mtr yeah and it was doesn't he have like one less testicle
00:51:36.960 well okay that's what happened because there was a there is okay there was a super chat and i read 0.96
00:51:42.680 it and i didn't understand the super checks he was making a joke about that and he did
00:51:46.340 he edited it like i was making the joke about it and i wasn't so anyways long story short all
00:51:53.940 these black people it was just like oh my god this i had a i had another girl who refused to
00:51:59.220 leave my like apartment and i had to pay for airbnb for like three months i remember that 0.99
00:52:03.780 you're telling me that and it was just like thing and that's what i realized a lot of times women 0.99
00:52:08.360 and black people will try to make you seem crazy when you're really being perfectly logical but 1.00
00:52:13.600 will all gaslight you like all of them and yeah i mean it was just oh my god it was just nuts 1.00
00:52:21.520 this was like uh no latinos have never done me like that latinos have always been good to me um 0.84
00:52:29.040 black people no they have not dominican is not black i'd like to say yeah 0.93
00:52:34.480 what do you mean they're kind of dark well what they're kind of dark well they're dark 0.98
00:52:43.280 but like their culture is so different well yeah cultures well you know like a lot of like even 0.70
00:52:47.920 africans don't like black americans yeah i mean hey these were british blacks and some of them
00:52:54.480 i mean honestly the well i mean the one that was caribbean that did that 0.52
00:53:00.480 but he was born in britain and that was like i had i was talking to this guy from africa on my show
00:53:07.860 and i was like why why are your like your black american ancestors asking for reparations when 0.98
00:53:15.540 y'all motherfuckers sold them so shouldn't you guys be paying for these reparations well there 0.99
00:53:20.960 is there is a guy in my show who whose grandma grew up under colonization he's my old producer 0.99
00:53:26.660 and he said his grandma missed it he wanted the british to come back i know you're an old producer
00:53:31.760 oh yeah he's really cool i miss him sometimes he's awesome he's awesome but and by the way this
00:53:36.540 wasn't all the people that worked for me but yeah i'll tell you what that was just that kind of was
00:53:41.900 my villain that that made me racist in a way because i wasn't it was your villain arc no it
00:53:46.660 really did because i didn't see race before that at all i did i was not raised to like look at it 0.55
00:53:51.640 that way and that's the worst advice that um black people that like white parents in the
00:53:58.000 suburbs give white kids is not to see color because if you don't it like totally screws 0.90
00:54:03.320 you later so um yeah you know so let me tell you my black experience i'm five percent north african 0.96
00:54:11.660 so i'm always late and i like fried chicken there you go but you know i've never got with a black 0.99
00:54:18.920 woman want me to tell you why they beat you no i like women with real hair 0.99
00:54:25.640 yeah sure what do you want i'm good i got the monster right here i'll take i'll take um just
00:54:36.520 one of the 20 calorie like random ones if you have any diet coke that's fine too
00:54:42.060 but yeah and they basically made this the crazy thing was they made this whole narrative that i
00:54:47.920 paying black people slave contracts when i was going broke because i was trying to launch black
00:54:53.760 people's channels and see if i could make money off of them when i got demonetized and it was a 0.98
00:54:57.760 total money suck like i lost so much money on black people like i yeah so i learned a lesson
00:55:06.560 about having low overhead after that because that was such a mistake and also learned a lesson to 0.98
00:55:12.800 get random people out of your house because yo yeah i'm telling you and it was just crazy because
00:55:19.800 i really thought me and sarah at the time were friends like i thought it like i really thought 0.99
00:55:24.740 we were like cool and i guess yeah you know what's crazy yeah women and black people yeah well i mean
00:55:35.140 let's just be honest like the black community is very feminized yeah i had another black person 0.71
00:55:40.920 blackmail me for years i mean think about like think about how feminized you have to be going 0.97
00:55:46.680 to a ditty party yeah man like you know like you want to make it big in the black community you have 0.70
00:55:56.040 to go to a ditty party and get ditty you know like it's it's it's because it's based off of 0.97
00:56:05.400 matriarchy like women run the black community i don't know i think white guys have different brains 0.53
00:56:12.680 no we do because you guys i've noticed this in myself like i cannot stop when there's a problem 0.97
00:56:20.200 i get upset about it first and then i and then i after i get upset then i can solve it but white
00:56:25.880 guy like i've just noticed in my brothers they don't get upset like they don't get further so
00:56:30.120 calm yeah and like it's not all obviously but i've never really met women that don't get upset
00:56:35.900 about the problem before trying to solve it you know well like you know well you asked me earlier 0.81
00:56:40.720 glenn how do you fucking do it you've been cooked twice i'm like yeah i'm just fucking chill he just 0.87
00:56:45.220 lets it happen he's like well cook me i guess thank you cook me it's cool i could build it back 0.98
00:56:50.120 up yeah and that's the biggest problem like when a lot of people like they get cooked they're like
00:56:54.500 oh how do i get there well since they never put in the work to get there to begin with they don't
00:56:59.340 know how to get back there what do you mean like some people like got like put on because someone
00:57:05.100 else put them on but if you're doing if you're doing the work and you're grinding and you know
00:57:09.080 how to build yourself up then yeah somebody cooks you you just reinvent yourself yeah i shouldn't
00:57:13.780 have responded at all back then but he his channel totally stagnated after i left like yeah all he 0.96
00:57:19.420 does is reaction shit now that's all he does now yeah i know i mean with one nut oh i i muted mtr 0.78
00:57:27.240 years ago it's dead to me i'll tell you why he's dead to me because he put this picture of me on 0.98
00:57:32.520 his thumbnail from when i was like 18. i remember and it was even worse because it was just so ugly
00:57:37.720 and he got it circulating and it was because it was a private photo my ex best friend leaked also
00:57:43.400 just you know if you want trust in issues join this industry i'll tell you what like because
00:57:49.320 you have so many people that just use your name for clout and like it's just i i'll let me go
00:57:55.560 through all the people that have crashed out of me in this industry yeah you know like well i mean
00:58:01.000 i've known you for years i've known a lot of these people for years behind the scenes yeah and you
00:58:06.280 know the and i've always had our relationships good i know we've never we've never had problems
00:58:11.400 no we laugh about a lot of the problems that we end up running into i know and i'm like
00:58:17.880 and the thing is you'll be so calm and they just crash out they can't help it
00:58:21.800 it yeah no like a lot of people just use people as stepping stones and that's what i'm just like
00:58:26.760 okay i put you in a pot like okay i'll with you or i won't with you
00:58:33.640 you know i just i limit my circle but glenn's good people glenn's like a saint i don't understand
00:58:39.800 why people come for you i'm like you're so nice especially with everything you did for thor i mean
00:58:46.520 you were a saint a dude he put his whole life on hold to take care of thor thor is our mutual friend
00:58:53.560 who's uh he passed away like a year ago now yeah and really good guy thor but he got brain cancer
00:59:00.760 and glenn puts his whole life on hold and i was there for 48 hours and it was so this sounds so
00:59:08.280 bratty of me to even say but but thor was it was so frustrating and he was like crying in the middle
00:59:12.840 of the night he wakes up every two hours and glenn just like took care of him for how many months
00:59:17.240 uh seven seven months yeah until he passed yeah but he but he's like he was like a good father
00:59:23.240 figure you know i mean me and my dad are great me and my dad have a great relationship but my dad
00:59:26.760 and thor also had a good relationship so like it was just like good to be there to help him out
00:59:32.280 yeah you know um but like it's just like you know it's things like that like what we do behind the
00:59:37.800 scenes not everybody you know understands the things that really go on and you know you know
00:59:45.960 who your people are when you can talk to them behind the scenes yeah because like if like if
00:59:53.240 i don't break bread with you outside of youtube or outside of streaming i really don't think you
00:59:58.040 were that close yeah but like i mean i've been to your place we've been to yeah no we've hung out
01:00:03.880 for years yeah we've done some wild yeah we do more than we we share girlfriends now elijah i
01:00:11.480 mean you know what i'm saying like let's just say with that bread we got chicken and beans
01:00:18.040 shout out to uncle guns i see you in the chat uncle guns is one of the real ones yeah 0.64
01:00:23.800 oh is that mikey balls too mikey balls in the building and even i don't understand why rollo 0.76
01:00:28.920 crashed out on you either do you know should i not say his name on stream look i call him georgie 0.84
01:00:33.240 miller i don't that's so crazy that's boy george dude it was just it's it is what it is yeah but 0.57
01:00:41.800 i didn't understand why did you know why i can tell you why it was your fault it was your fault
01:00:48.200 like like when i'm told like oh you can't be friends with somebody well you're not gonna tell
01:00:52.920 me who i can and cannot be friends with like i i'm i'm 42 years old you're not not gonna let
01:00:57.720 let no man tell me who i can and cannot be friends with yeah i don't know but 0.55
01:01:03.060 hey this is this podcast for the degenerates that's right all the dj stand up degenerates
01:01:17.340 well the real ninjas please stand up the real degenerates that's right yeah you know it just
01:01:23.740 is what it is at times you know what it is is funny because um you know no we're not doing see
01:01:31.760 this is see the guy powder duster here he's the one that put out a picture of us saying that we're
01:01:36.720 together well he's black though right no he's white oh really he's a friend oh okay i thought
01:01:46.040 oh so it was like a friendly thing it was yeah it was oh i don't really i mean i don't really
01:01:52.360 care but like you know when they say i'm with guys i just say yes i did it i did all of it
01:01:59.400 you know it's funny we were talking about earlier amy dangerfield oh yeah let's talk about this
01:02:05.340 we're gonna go right now let's go amy dangerfield had an article basically um that was basically 1.00
01:02:13.300 amy dangerfield behaved like a whore um and i don't think she was i'd classify her as a tier 1.00
01:02:18.680 two i don't really think she was tier one tier one is like the point of no return you get a sex 0.99
01:02:23.300 tape on the internet or something like is that is that tier one though like yeah like yeah tier one
01:02:29.660 is the highest it's like when you're publicly a i think she was tier two i think if you can still 0.82
01:02:34.460 get married and it's not that bad of like that you're they're only calling him a cuck because 0.88
01:02:39.940 of how she reacted like nobody's gonna call a guy a cuck in real life just because she 0.99
01:02:44.040 fucked a few dudes before they call them a cuck if you got like a porn or sex tape on the internet 0.99
01:02:48.820 do you know what i mean even though it is kind of all marriages cucked nowadays but you know but 0.99
01:02:53.080 it's the concept right like okay so so let's let's go into the story amy dangerfield allegedly or 1.00
01:03:00.980 accurately factually has gone to have a threesome right yeah with sneko
01:03:13.120 yeah sneko and um and she made out with the the girl on stream the his he had like a girlfriend
01:03:19.500 at the time and they all so wait a minute so sneko had two chicks yeah he had a threesome
01:03:23.900 with her and this other girl but but she was single at the time so it's not like she cheated
01:03:28.120 on anybody yeah she wasn't with nobody regardless regardless amy against all of my advice so the 1.00
01:03:36.020 problem was she surrounded herself with tier one hoes that have nothing to lose and so when she 1.00
01:03:40.560 got married um basically the tier one hoes aired her out because tier one hoes always do that and 1.00
01:03:47.340 the thing about tier one hoes is they'll always over exaggerate it yeah yeah so i bet she fucked 1.00
01:03:51.120 a few dudes in the industry but like they would probably get like list every single guy she talked 1.00
01:03:57.060 to ever make it seem like she fucked do you know what i'm saying like that's what tier one hoes 1.00
01:04:00.640 are because they're mad that you've done some of the same stuff that they've had but they have 1.00
01:04:04.940 gotten away with it the tier two ones have gotten away with the tier one but tier ones are usually
01:04:08.780 stupid yeah the two ones actually will put it out there online yeah so anyways amy was a tier two 1.00
01:04:14.300 hoe she got married i told her i said yo don't brag about your husband these tier one hoes are 1.00
01:04:18.540 not going to be happy for you they're going to air you out i wouldn't use your marriage to build your 1.00
01:04:21.820 brand she does it anyway the gripers i'll attack her i think she also attacks nick fuentes i thought 0.71
01:04:27.820 she was like okay here's the thing she's a girl she wasn't if i i i mean i'll say yes if someone 0.93
01:04:34.780 calls me a whore says like you hooked up with i'll just say yes anyway but regardless like if you did 0.99
01:04:39.980 the crap she just said look i'm gonna take a look i would never do that if she just said look i would 1.00
01:04:44.940 never have sex with that man it would have went away if she just didn't take it so seriously 1.00
01:04:52.860 but the way she was reacting by saying oh i never did that or you could just say yeah we hooked up
01:04:59.580 the sex wasn't that good move on that's it that's all you it's kind of a win-win because you know
01:05:05.660 it's embarrassing sure um but now you have your your husband defending you on the internet you're
01:05:11.540 defending you you're blaming the internet on your miscarriage dude you gotta just here's the thing
01:05:18.620 on the internet you just gotta make good content and keep going all these critics and detractors
01:05:25.300 are just trying to stop you from being awesome that's it they're all just trying to nag you out
01:05:29.720 of cool stuff and if she just did like an investigative series on something cool 1.00
01:05:35.340 then nobody would really care it's yeah okay she fucked she fucked the muslim but what they would 1.00
01:05:43.680 just move on but the problem was she spent all this time defending herself so yeah what did her 1.00
01:05:49.600 husband say though that's the question i don't know he was going on stream and saying she didn't
01:05:53.340 do it but i'm like dude dude nobody would how would you know these guys white knight all the
01:06:00.540 time it's just like how would you know if she did or didn't oh i would know uh-huh no i just said
01:06:06.060 i just said i never i'm not talking heard of it when when you asked me though oh the hell happened
01:06:13.900 here yeah let me fix it all right well yeah we'll do this is this for me i think that's mine did you 0.61
01:06:20.460 ask for one i'll ask for a different jerk but i'm gonna go get it i didn't hear you 0.85
01:06:26.540 so here is the deal oh by the way um he's uh jeremiah says his wife doesn't hate me 0.95
01:06:39.180 and he's on his way here that being said i think the uh the move is i think the move is
01:06:47.660 is i don't know where to put him the problem i i what do you think we do oh i'm gonna jet here
01:06:54.360 soon i gotta are you really yeah about an hour who's gonna be hearing in about an hour i think
01:06:59.280 he's gonna be like you know what i think we could do you know i actually think we could do what's
01:07:03.260 that i think we just use the laptop and put pearl on the bed no no no i have a i have a uh a usb
01:07:15.520 mike and i think yeah i just think he was like chill on the couch it doesn't really matter
01:07:21.120 yeah irrelevant but he can't really can he just look it on his computer okay fine what
01:07:28.320 holy pearl you're staying well i told you remember i just said i got i'm gonna leave here soon
01:07:37.360 pearl you took two hours to make lunch and then you come in here 0.86
01:07:40.400 don't pop a titty for the for the homies don't even pop the titty for the homies 0.89
01:07:47.060 my tongue has been i've bit my tongue like six times 0.56
01:07:51.380 i'm like i heard like um have a good i was like i was like hey i was like really good
01:07:59.560 i made it through almost the whole thing and i'm sitting there go and then ah i was like
01:08:04.020 okay i just caught my toe i hope that goes away an hour later i'm like oh it hurts even worse
01:08:08.820 this is not good i'm like yeah this is what happened there this is no bueno this is not
01:08:17.240 delicious but i will want to say something about this story first of all all she had to do was
01:08:24.140 say i never did it first of all first of all 0.98
01:08:27.220 oh shit are you serious was it rumble oh you gotta be kidding me 0.97
01:08:38.820 it took me 20 minutes lunch by the way and she cleaned up oh is it 0.99
01:08:44.940 doesn't work rumble stopped why 0.99
01:08:48.340 oh shit 0.99
01:08:52.340 what the yeah it says rumble is dead what happened 0.99
01:08:58.560 what happened that's not great at all well okay i'm gonna work on that for a second
01:09:07.960 and remove myself you can also i think oh you can't control it through there basically what
01:09:14.580 i want to do with this i'm going to bring it up and then i'm going to fix it hey if you're on rumble
01:09:18.800 but you're on where you stand i live in fort worth are you in fort worth how far is that from
01:09:24.400 you wait why did the 40 minutes okay i'm just confused um richland hills okay how far is that
01:09:30.440 from downtown 10 minutes oh cool i ever want to go out in fort worth okay yeah no actually next
01:09:37.100 weekend right we're gonna be doing elijah we're gonna go do the um down the street we'll go to
01:09:42.940 the clubs down fort worth okay i think it'd be really nice um last time i went to one of those 0.98
01:09:49.920 clubs with you i was at eleven thousand dollars well at least you didn't wake up your ass sore 0.96
01:09:58.780 well that was that one because we already made the pack 0.99
01:10:02.400 from the previous are you kidding me how did it die like can you only strip for four hours that's
01:10:09.200 why i don't do rumble because it's just too annoying pretty good though almost 40 000 views
01:10:12.960 on it's not bad i feel like rumble views are fake yes and no but they do a lot of super chats on
01:10:20.000 rumble maybe maybe i'll restream i don't know it was too they were like you need to put in the key
01:10:25.360 every time i'm like that's too much work well i'm just i'm just uh change give me one second here
01:10:30.560 what i what i want to do here is i'm going to remove myself and i want to give a shout out
01:10:35.280 real quickly to uh somebody in the chat uh they gave a super chat yes i believe this is two one
01:10:42.400 garden garden yeah you have uh you have a few super chats oh nice uh yeah all right tier one
01:10:50.320 garden tool used to be your buddy's easy sister and yes broke that yeah yes yes also um andrew's
01:10:57.680 is going to be here on friday for our dinner so if you want to sign up for our event it's a small
01:11:02.960 private event um the audacity network dot com slash events um get the um there's vip which is
01:11:09.760 today um and then friday is the regular one keep going yeah pretty pretty cool we also got this
01:11:18.300 here have some latinos on like myself we rock and know us dominicans are not black we are catholic
01:11:23.780 dominican american right here your show rocks i agree dominicans aren't black there's a difference
01:11:28.460 you know what though i'll say this mexicans are not bad people because uh last night we were 0.78
01:11:37.620 talking our white neighbors go ahead and look behind pearl there for a second look at that
01:11:43.880 that is a that is a wall with no windows it is a brick wall between that brick wall
01:11:52.540 some mexicans built for us presumably there's a big space of grass there's also two large air 0.99
01:11:59.820 conditioning units most houses of these size have two for their own house they're loud as fuck it's 1.00
01:12:07.200 like having two little black villages between your homes to cancel the noise out i can't hear 0.99
01:12:12.780 them inside my house and you go out there it goes it sounds like you're in a junkyard that side of
01:12:19.260 house has no windows okay and then there's two eight foot fences between us we did an all-night
01:12:26.700 stream first time trying it and did dancing we were talking about her breasts i asked her consent 1.00
01:12:33.760 before we brought them up virtually because virtual rape is still rape right five hundred 1.00
01:12:39.360 dollars and this this this woman comes over the same woman who wrote a note on your car saying 1.00
01:12:44.300 you were going to get arrested or like towed for parking on a public street oh is she a karen 0.90
01:12:51.260 you had a karen she wrote a note oh yeah i knew someone wrote a note but i didn't know who it was
01:12:55.980 yeah it was a white girl uh the same woman just kind of based when i was moving in here with a
01:13:02.620 moving truck and there was two well-dressed black movers called the cops and said we were being 0.97
01:13:08.220 robbed while i was here helping them move wow and then after this house was trashed 0.96
01:13:14.860 and we put trash by the trash the night before she reported us the hoa for hoarding
01:13:22.700 and i just got fined two days ago for having grass in my grass
01:13:27.740 reported keep going up she said she came over at 7 a.m on the dot 1.00
01:13:32.860 turn all your music off and it's in this room how the fuck is she listening in the front didn't 0.98
01:13:40.640 even know i had music on that what music just it's been a rough night putting up with the club music 0.99
01:13:45.920 i'm going i was in the kitchen and i couldn't hear it i know women just love complaining i 0.99
01:13:53.100 mean this is her is she married is she married she needs a job this is the problem no she needs 1.00
01:13:57.460 get fucked properly let's just be right more women need jobs um that's that's true but if 1.00
01:14:02.840 their job she crosses the street when she's walking from i don't want my wife to work i think 1.00
01:14:07.120 we need her to work more actually you're not having her work enough who said 500 it's always 0.90
01:14:13.680 it's always it's always the opposite of what they say so like if women say we need more community
01:14:19.780 you know we need less community pearls on the casting couch if we need if we um if we say women 0.93
01:14:27.060 don't need to work anymore we need them to work more you know what i mean like well it's just 0.96
01:14:32.140 like it's like what kind of work though we need to give them like proper work you know what i'm 0.99
01:14:36.920 saying like like bitch i need you to clean the dishes you know that's too easy i mean i just did 1.00
01:14:43.000 whole thing can like um yeah but you haven't done my thing i have dishes that are stacked 1.00
01:14:49.480 up since like last week i'm thinking uh i'm thinking manual labor i think some brick would
01:14:56.920 be good for you gotta sorry my mics are really gated because uh i just don't like them to pick
01:15:05.080 each other up but it's fine those are not pants they're called shorts they're like your pants are
01:15:11.400 too short girl can you guys i'm expecting you guys to get this real fast i'm trying to set up the uh
01:15:16.920 i mean honestly they probably are too sure i'm kind of tall so everything's i'm taking myself
01:15:22.040 off while i'm setting up the rumble real fast can you guys keep going on yeah so let's let's go back
01:15:26.920 to the whole like what else is the opposite like let's go back to the whole um are we live on my
01:15:32.520 channel it's okay if we're not i was supposed to be yeah oh okay i was just wondering we should
01:15:38.120 go back to i think he's from your channel right that's it i'm fine either way i was just are we
01:15:43.640 not i don't know i'm checking but hold on i could be wrong that sucks well i don't know hold on it's
01:15:51.240 my phone is asking me for a one there hold on oh no we are we are we are we are um
01:16:00.440 nothing wrong with a wimp with women that a caveman couldn't fix all i'm saying is if you 0.88
01:16:08.620 don't have enough um issues with mexicans they're in america all i'm saying is if you're if your 0.99
01:16:14.280 wife is bored uh it's going to be bad you better give your wife some shit to do and if you can't 0.99
01:16:18.740 you got to go get another because in a way like your wife being bored and not having enough to do 0.99
01:16:23.700 you know like if you have an employee that doesn't have enough to do that's kind of a problem with
01:16:28.060 your leadership you know so you're supposed to give her more to do and if you can't do it then
01:16:32.120 you got to outsource it you got to get another man to give her some and then that's why i'm here 0.99
01:16:36.560 so then maybe give her a fat get her a fat boss that she has to listen to but she'd never fuck 0.99
01:16:41.360 or just hire me gentlemen hire me have her go to an accounting firm i feel like accountants 0.99
01:16:48.040 they're not hot no i mean i think like actually i know a few hot accountants oh really yeah guys 0.65
01:16:55.640 no girls i know but that's the point you gotta send the girls there to work
01:16:59.260 because the guys are chopped you know i was talking to some christian um i go to it's funny
01:17:06.520 i go to this gym and the gym is either christian people or bbls there's no in between like it's
01:17:11.560 either like the most there's a christian gym no it's it's a secular gym but the people that go
01:17:16.780 they're either super christian or super bbl and i was talking to one of the people about like
01:17:22.320 some of the christian stuff and i'm like yeah women think it's like a flex to wait till marriage
01:17:27.160 but i've seen your husband he's chopped and i make him wait too
01:17:30.320 i'm like women only make men wait that are chopped so like obvious like and i'm like now
01:17:39.480 you guys are saying to select for the women that think you're chopped and now you wonder why she 0.73
01:17:44.840 doesn't want to have sex with you after marriage it's like well because she waited till marriage 1.00
01:17:49.260 because here's the problem i'm like you you stupid christian guys you think women wait till marriage 1.00
01:17:55.160 because they're good people why would you assume she's waiting like it's either and these are the 1.00
01:18:00.560 the types of virgins i've ran into one they love the cloud of being a virgin whether online or in
01:18:05.700 their community they just love telling everyone they're virgins so they think that they're good
01:18:09.420 people but it's not because she wants to save it for you it's just so she can build her reputation 0.97
01:18:14.900 on the virginity then there's two their standards are just crazy i know a virgin that rejected a
01:18:20.040 billionaire you know what i mean it's like that way that's not enough okay well all right keep 0.98
01:18:26.160 going so then um there's the virgin women that are just asexual and don't like sex and they didn't 0.92
01:18:34.400 like sex before and they aren't gonna like it after so it's really i've never met a virgin 0.56
01:18:39.120 that's a virgin because of her morals or yeah or decontrolling you know like if you if you have
01:18:45.720 sex with a guy now he has the leverage right you got to be nice let's just be real some of the 1.00
01:18:49.900 women are too bitchy and annoying so they would just rather be a virgin and like that's the trade 1.00
01:18:55.440 but they can't be likable well let's be let's be real like if a girl said she's a virgin in her 1.00
01:19:00.140 like let's say mid-20s i'm wondering what's wrong with you yeah why has nobody wanted to fuck you 0.98
01:19:06.140 yeah so because that's the men of the ego right so they think oh i just was the only man that 0.99
01:19:12.700 could really what makes you so special i just want to know like why why would you think you're
01:19:17.580 special that's the that's the problem yeah so what i don't understand is that is that if you live
01:19:25.980 no i i think what's the problem is that it you also have to survive your uncles uh
01:19:33.340 not just men so like maybe just maybe if a girl is a virgin
01:19:40.300 i always tell people i married one she grew up in yaganda point in case and i said how did you
01:19:49.140 keep that she said because it's not very attractive to trade your purity for a goat or a bushel of
01:19:55.540 wheat so that's what they would do that like they'd come to the car go do what do you go 1.00
01:19:59.560 for this that's what they would do with you now you know and the blacks there are nicer you know 1.00
01:20:06.040 they're a little nicer yeah so it's like you know you get a black goat there you get a black eye 1.00
01:20:11.320 here you at least get married with the goat here you just get a single motherhood yeah that's true 0.99
01:20:17.800 would you give your kid to a black husband yeah 0.86
01:20:21.800 spoken like a true white woman yeah i guess it's 50 50 on if my kids will be mixed or not 1.00
01:20:30.740 so well it could go either way i'm gonna go to the next part here this is crazy she's like out
01:20:38.040 there she's like dancing she's like uh on his lap and stuff there's like music oh amy but nobody's
01:20:44.560 saying you're like massaging him it's this big thing and you come here like oh sitting next to
01:20:48.820 you okay sorry talking about what we were doing earlier don't worry about it
01:20:58.260 yeah i did it
01:21:04.820 yeah that's that's the problem ladies ladies ladies if you just say you did everything
01:21:11.700 then they can't prove anything that's a problem oh i didn't do that i didn't do that i did it
01:21:16.980 i did everything every single thing you could think of wait how come this is like
01:21:24.660 is it live yeah it's live uh i don't think no it's offline yeah that's what i'm saying
01:21:32.500 it's just like uh having a little bit of a hard time here
01:21:37.780 no so let me exit this we is live no but we're talking about rumbling guys let me make sure
01:21:42.260 rumbles live yeah i'm like i guess like oh there it is okay
01:21:49.940 you have to do like a future one maybe you have to like uh
01:21:55.860 i think you're good now okay
01:22:00.180 you know what's funny about these uh live streams with you
01:22:04.980 is i feel like i'm able right now with less sleep and a sore throat and everything
01:22:13.580 to really like uh see how god uses our uh our ailments as men or our weaknesses
01:22:21.360 out of our willingness to do more to like take the the quiet route to really let our woman be heard
01:22:27.640 and i um sometimes it hurts me when she gets sick and i don't because i'm like god take away my voice 0.86
01:22:34.780 some guys want to give her throat but i want to take hers
01:22:41.480 and oh baby thank you i'm not i'm dying and even if she had strep throat
01:22:51.120 even if she had strep i'll tell you this i would still share a straw with you i would
01:23:01.960 share that strong and i love you more i don't want to know what you guys are willing to share
01:23:10.440 let's just leave it at that no you don't get i can i pick some good topics it's like oh maybe
01:23:16.200 danger field um yeah so she did some things and uh girl it's not that bad just say you did it
01:23:24.440 no there's an article that i wanted to read okay let me let me ask you this which was worse 0.96
01:23:28.680 person her being in the threesome with two girls or her being in a threesome with two dudes 1.00
01:23:33.880 uh you know what she should have just offered a threesome to her husband now and they could 1.00
01:23:39.160 call it a day how do you know she hasn't um yeah you know what uh she should just offer one more 0.99
01:23:48.080 and like i mean like like she doesn't even make it public so you just do it like you know
01:23:58.680 Thank you.
01:24:28.680 all right we're live that's what that was about okay there's not nothing nothing crazy
01:24:53.880 guys i'm gonna tell you what i'm gonna tell you what i'm gonna start coming up with segments
01:24:58.860 because we're going live more and uh i want to do something called feels illegal that video
01:25:07.380 will always be the intro i'm not gonna i'm gonna pause it here for a second 1.00
01:25:12.020 those are grown women hell yeah so that looks like my next boyfriend feels illegal we should 1.00
01:25:33.480 get like some dances going you know do you want like a red-headed midget i can get you one all 1.00
01:25:39.140 let's get a shoulder a shimmy what happened to your camera me or were you just leaning back 0.97
01:25:46.900 she was leaning back what okay please oh i was talking about the crop she leans back
01:25:56.180 i'm autistic i move around a lot apparently i've asked so what i want to talk about
01:26:02.900 tell them well i wanted to say with these articles so it's kind of interesting
01:26:09.140 for the most part it only seems like girls oftentimes in politics somehow think that like 1.00
01:26:20.960 people are supposed to be nice to you because you were brought in for like I guess your sexual 1.00
01:26:28.880 prowess right like that's sort of what it is so you started out you you go into politics
01:26:34.860 by selling sex and of course people like that so it's like oh yeah and you say all the right things 0.95
01:26:41.940 you follow all the right points and as long as you stay young and sexy
01:26:47.240 you're pretty much the golden goose like you can kind of just go around and i think it's
01:26:55.520 interesting i guess this is uh someone named laundry queen this is not about even her this 1.00
01:26:59.080 just in general i just you don't see a lot of ugly girls getting popular in media in politics 0.81
01:27:09.160 you see a lot of non-really pretty girls trying to be pretty you know many girls try to pass 1.00
01:27:14.120 themselves off as like pretty political girls they don't really make it it's like damn you're 1.00
01:27:18.840 too ugly for the ugly hollywood that's bad become transgender at that point you make a better man 1.00
01:27:27.400 i know so so this article at amy dangerfield is rich she she uh grifted as a pick me because 0.98
01:27:33.000 she had nothing politically insightful to say and now she's crying about sexism 0.58
01:27:39.960 after being criticized for trying to hijack nick's movement when was this this is a new article right 0.94
01:27:45.320 um go make something good this is a female laziness epidemic i mean now i'm getting pissed 0.65
01:27:51.960 so well she's looking good no i have had every name called me in the book 0.72
01:28:00.040 and do you see making me making an article turning on the movement that i profited off of
01:28:05.560 that's what candace owens did she profits off the jews now the jews are the enemy that's
01:28:09.400 a brett cooper did she profits off the daily wire oh now the daily wire forced her out blah blah blah
01:28:14.920 blah blah you guys accept money from these people and then turn on them later you guys 1.00
01:28:21.160 this is a female laziness epidemic bitch you guys don't have to call out the groups or the people 1.00
01:28:27.180 that you profited off of you could just go a different direction why don't why don't you just 1.00
01:28:31.640 make something cool amy like seriously why don't you go make a cool documentary or a cool 0.98
01:28:38.000 investigative series no you just have to whine complain and bitch on the internet and i've had 1.00
01:28:42.780 it worse than all of you bitches about all i've had it worse than all you bitches combined with 0.99
01:28:47.100 the shit that they call me they make up about me and i i don't complain i just keep going 1.00
01:28:52.560 and you bitches you want to come on the internet you want this easy internet money but you don't 1.00
01:28:57.300 want to take what comes with it and what comes with it is you get called a bitch you call the 1.00
01:29:01.240 slut you get called a whore and you're expected to take it because it's your fucking job so 1.00
01:29:07.000 fuck you amy dangerfield well that was tell us how you really feel bro because it really does 1.00
01:29:14.840 piss me off i hate like you you bitches don't like don't then don't be don't be here if you 1.00
01:29:22.440 can't handle it well like don't don't be like get the fuck out of politics do you want me to call 1.00
01:29:27.960 her yeah yeah do it let's call her yeah let me ask her real best so you want to talk to say pearls 0.98
01:29:35.240 pearls reviewing your article do you want to come on and talk about it i just i just want to ask her
01:29:40.200 like you know about the threesome how many times did you do it was it a one-time thing
01:29:45.640 or is it multiple times
01:29:49.100 look i'm just a little bit like i don't i just don't understand this i i i don't understand
01:29:59.880 this what is up with the fact that the the porn that people look at and they do look at porn
01:30:10.200 and they won't do that stuff in real life i don't mean like i don't mean like porn people look at
01:30:18.600 when they're in the height of a cocaine addiction and uh they don't even know why they look at it
01:30:24.100 like i'm not talking about porn that people look at because they're 13 and they're just like
01:30:29.760 laughing i mean people fetishes and things they're into it all exists and so it's like
01:30:35.820 people will be like yeah i'll be like yeah threesomes are accessible they're not hard to
01:30:41.400 have they're easy to set up girls like to have them and you ask guys you ever had one
01:30:45.580 no and then after it's crazy go taping threesome on google you will find like one
01:30:51.640 looks like it seems like everyone's having them and i go i go what is up with that because
01:30:57.320 it seems like with the sex thing and all this stuff in the real world i'm sorry like on the
01:31:04.380 internet why are internet girls getting so much like clout i never said only fans either or like
01:31:13.820 paid porn it's like if you want to like like like lust after a girl if you're into that
01:31:19.580 i don't think it's a productive addition to society but i i think brothels should be legal 0.99
01:31:24.780 before porn honestly or like massage parlors or something like let fucking paco let paco like you 0.97
01:31:32.120 know finish his lawn care with at least a little bit of love you know it's like that stuff is like 0.98
01:31:38.060 whatever i just don't get you know porn legal and not that but it's like uh so it's like and people
01:31:44.900 will say that this is a funny part it's like i wouldn't go that far as a threesome you're like
01:31:48.580 well if there was a uh if it was legal as massage parlors would you do it they're like i'll go to 0.99
01:31:53.360 thailand you're like so you would have a threesome but you would pay for a prostitute that's worse 0.99
01:31:57.920 so i mean i don't know what that is i don't really care that she had one to be honest 0.98
01:32:02.320 i don't care she was single but i don't care what i don't what i don't what i don't respect
01:32:07.520 is you playing victim for a job that you picked and also you didn't do it like you didn't go
01:32:13.520 again it's you made out with a girl on a stream it's like you threw it in our face and then
01:32:18.320 complained when we noticed yeah that's the problem it's like out of here it's like when they when
01:32:22.800 they when they do this is like oh yeah i had a threesome and now it's the man that made me
01:32:27.600 me how to no you didn't you wanted it the three i mean i get it you know what i mean that sounds
01:32:32.000 like a good time just own it just say hey you know what you're you're a wild just say look
01:32:37.220 i never did that but like okay like here's the problem for the husband though
01:32:42.420 the version of amy dangerfield that he's getting he is not getting the threesome
01:32:48.080 you know what i'm saying like that that right there is the problem previously married though
01:32:53.380 but that's the problem with the husband though he's like he's not getting the wild sexy version
01:32:58.760 of amy dangerfield that yeah you know what i'm saying like well because look i'm not gonna comment
01:33:04.680 i've hung out with them she seems to be that way still i it's not that i'm not saying i've seen
01:33:09.760 things but it seems like she has that same energy so i don't but what i'm what i'm saying is like
01:33:13.960 like women that tend to get married they don't give their husbands the same version of them
01:33:18.980 when they were wild and then they're out there a lot of times the marrying types they like they
01:33:24.540 want to be sold to fly yeah yeah yeah that's what i'm trying to get at the problem is uh the
01:33:28.820 there's that story the guy that found out like his wife ended up getting rain uh trained on
01:33:34.760 in college and he's like and she's approved to him in bed and he's like wait a minute he divorces
01:33:39.480 her because he's like and now that's that's the issue of the christian guys yeah they pick the 0.99
01:33:43.320 women punishing them instead of rewarding them it's like you want a bitch that doesn't throw 1.00
01:33:49.160 back for you on the first night get the fuck out of here no well i i would say i would say 1.00
01:33:56.040 and i'm not going to it's not something they said i know them so i'm going to keep anything 0.99
01:34:01.700 that would be personal out but he's very open about publicly about his like past sexual
01:34:11.580 struggles on the digital front that was like i personally don't understand that the guys talking
01:34:17.580 about that i don't know what that means what is a porn addiction like when is it considered an
01:34:21.360 addiction because a lot of times when i hear porn addiction addiction i feel like it's just a lot
01:34:25.600 of christian men that are like shamed for their sexuality and it's really not that bad so all right
01:34:30.820 this is what i think a porn addiction is if you're at work and you can't work without beating your 0.93
01:34:36.320 me in a meeting you probably got an addiction you know what i'm saying when it impedes on like
01:34:42.380 the three areas of your life your work life your social life and your intimate like honestly if 0.99
01:34:46.320 it's just a dry spell and you want to just you know be your me who gives a fuck just don't do 0.97
01:34:51.820 that work gentlemen look i actually like this is this is where i think again it's it's coming out 0.99
01:34:58.080 in the fact that we keep calling everything the red pill that this pill and i i kept joking with
01:35:01.840 everyone today that it's the gay pill because it's like look what doesn't really matter what 0.52
01:35:06.840 you call anything the whole all these like movements of the pill what it's saying is is
01:35:11.980 that the truth is not closer to like conservative or progressive or liberal or democrat it's like
01:35:17.660 you can't really say what porn addiction is because it's like i think an addiction is when
01:35:22.680 something is like impeding you from accomplishing your goals well it's complicated when people think
01:35:28.620 that spirit not like they count it for spiritual goals so it's like oh porn is a sin they say
01:35:34.280 and it probably is but then they go okay what about black eye addiction but now they say it's
01:35:41.640 that's definitely a sin but now they say it's adultery and you can divorce over it which which
01:35:47.120 i would not agree with because it's like well god said looking with lust is adultery so now if your
01:35:52.000 husband has a wandering eye you can divorce him it's like hey maybe you don't want him to do that
01:35:57.060 because you want your husband to follow god let him take it up with the men you know it's like
01:36:01.200 okay like if you don't want your husband to be looking at other women how about you drain his 1.00
01:36:05.080 balls before he leaves the house how about we dress like porn stars ladies let's get it like 1.00
01:36:09.440 like you know like a lot of these a lot of these like guys that are saying like a married christian 0.99
01:36:13.380 but a lot of these guys are like that you know they're married and they say they have porn 0.99
01:36:20.560 addictions and i go well your wife's not fucking you enough no wonder why you have an addiction i 0.99
01:36:25.480 was shocked when i got to college and found uh purport reported or purported versions no girl 1.00
01:36:31.340 in my high school class kept their virginity past 16 this was in the 80s yeah i thought women were 0.99
01:36:37.020 different back then and not like fat slut whores that's the thing like people are so dumb about 0.99
01:36:41.220 women in the past i'm like guys women are liars you don't think if women have more opportunity 1.00
01:36:45.540 to lie back then that women did it are you dumb like but men men want to be sold a dream to some 0.99
01:36:51.740 extent they don't want the whoredom thrown in their face um men the only reason they like 0.99
01:36:56.820 pretend they're okay with it but it'll just make them gag deep down don't ever fall for it ladies 0.95
01:37:01.660 the add and retaliation podcast what do you call this i meant this about sex it's like 0.51
01:37:07.420 i don't like using the last word no but i'm saying i don't like when they say are you sex
01:37:11.960 positive it's like sounds like an std you know it's like i'm actually negative on all fronts
01:37:16.160 thank you um but then i also the whole idea like celibate and all this stuff it's like
01:37:21.060 dude i like freaky sex but when i mean freaky i also don't mean like there are parts to a sex
01:37:26.740 store that i probably have no use for and i don't have a lot of use for a sex store like i'm not at
01:37:32.400 a point where it's like i can still get like uh sex stores are not for actual freaky people they're 0.98
01:37:37.840 for ugly people who can't get hot people so they have to use a bunch of extra shit to spice it up 1.00
01:37:42.620 you get me a 22 year old hot fucking babe from the bar scene you do not need a fucking 1.00
01:37:49.200 kink shit all the girls all the girls worth having have done all the things 1.00
01:37:53.920 have you been tied to a bed me by another man whoa whoa whoa whoa look that was that one time 1.00
01:38:04.000 i told you that was one time we were trying new shit okay yeah i've done it i did it 0.99
01:38:11.380 you know it's crazy he's like you know when people talk about like um like the conservatives 0.98
01:38:19.720 are about against degeneracy against against like no they're not they're just as degenerate
01:38:24.400 they're more degenerate because um they they want to run through the hose and then have the
01:38:30.720 guys in the back of the pews marry him after you know they ever tell you all the time
01:38:35.440 never mind i won't go to that story i won't go to that story but like here's the thing 0.91
01:38:41.320 like the the trad cons are just better at hiding their sexual deviants compared to the liberals 0.96
01:38:46.780 like they they'll help like the track cons they don't go to sex clubs they host sex clubs they're 0.97
01:38:52.600 like diddy they're like hey come over to a barbecue yeah yeah barbecue and the next thing you know
01:38:59.920 hey guys just one one thing real fast also don't live stream in front of bright lights for uh 50
01:39:10.180 hours about so we don't want we don't want to have headaches okay you have no idea these
01:39:18.020 you think it's low light you don't know how cameras work they're pretty still like it hurts
01:39:22.740 after a while it's bad i always people always think that too they're like hey bro like
01:39:28.900 what is a snoop dog wear sunglasses because he's high i'm like yeah snoop dog's really
01:39:33.140 afraid to get in trouble from his mom for having red eyes it's like no bro just wants to chill in
01:39:38.020 in the light yeah when you're when you're high i just hurt your eyes not saying that we're high
01:39:42.260 though i'm saying he just wants to chill but you'll notice a lot of streamers wear sunnies
01:39:47.380 the truth is we should probably have those red light shits yeah but then if you put those on you
01:39:51.620 can't see the colors on the screen and so like it's kind of like kind of annoying where is 0.84
01:39:57.780 where's skiba you are not leaving right now are you yeah i'm gonna leave
01:40:01.780 you promised me we would cuddle we did the stream oh
01:40:09.280 i just lost my shulgenity
01:40:13.760 also also there's got to be an alternative to this because when you're streaming these make
01:40:24.680 your mucus is super thick no these ones junior
01:40:28.220 is there like ah i must be dying it was like it was like three o'clock today and i just like put
01:40:38.120 my head down on the on the armrest and i like i knocked out for like two minutes
01:40:42.260 like i said when i came here um pearl was passed out on the bed and i was like what is going on 1.00
01:40:49.540 oh by the way pearl someone said beautiful fucking tits though 1.00
01:40:53.360 look they're talking about your titties 1.00
01:40:57.840 see get a hot 1.00
01:41:05.000 i agree a lot of men admire them but she always shows them to me later
01:41:12.260 oh dude you know what's the funniest thing by the way this long like 0.92
01:41:18.640 is like the bottom of her legs are like numb just numb like i've taken like maximum magnesium today
01:41:26.460 like i'm like i'm just stretching all day but it's also like now i get why like streamers and 0.75
01:41:32.640 gamers i'm not even being a bitch about it but number one i get why they have those chairs now 0.94
01:41:37.080 with all the uh the bullshit because you're just constantly doing this and like trying to find a 0.98
01:41:41.900 place to like a comfortable spot yeah and then also it makes sense but there's not a lot of adult 0.95
01:41:50.260 streams that is true because it's like i'm sitting here and i'm going i feel like i i keep thinking
01:42:00.360 of examples but i really you should come here because she left before you you said i know i
01:42:07.400 well she just you up no i remember like i told her to go get ready
01:42:15.320 that was she would say goodbye
01:42:20.360 did it did it not work again rumble went down what's going on dude
01:42:29.400 what is going on 0.98
01:42:30.600 on hey guys we must have ran out of like daily rumble streams that's gay man 0.97
01:42:44.360 that is gay no no no it says you're still live it says end live but it's like not working right 0.52
01:42:50.040 no there's no one there man oh that's crazy hold up sorry so we don't have we're not even live 0.97
01:42:57.880 there huh and when i got it says over here rumbles dead we need georgie rumble offline for 30 minutes 1.00
01:43:06.840 let's see this real fast well i'm gonna remove her from the freaking screen that was like 1.00
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01:49:27.880 kind of see my shot but it looks like let me see what why is this 1.00
01:49:52.120 her uh thing is like not on great 0.59
01:49:58.800 ladies and gentlemen i'm pearl davis
01:50:10.120 i'm the man the myth the legend i come from the underground actually i'm just like at a point now
01:50:17.700 where i kind of just want to go on a merry ground and uh fall asleep i mean
01:50:21.680 but we're gonna make it oh you're still muted there we go jeremiah's uh skiba is coming on
01:50:31.260 the question is should i put zins in and get zooted because i'm currently just like uh in
01:50:40.340 the middle of like uh like i shouldn't have had that that caffeine drink but you know what we're
01:50:45.800 to go into this and we're going to talk about this he was supposed to leave first i was but 0.99
01:50:51.620 then she took him out because she don't give a shit that's women for you that's women for you 0.97
01:50:58.200 when you have a plan they it up he even he actually even sat over there yeah closest to 1.00
01:51:05.600 the door ain't that some shit yeah whatever all right so with the amy dangerfield thing 0.75
01:51:12.260 i like this might even this is what i don't like i'm saying like what i don't understand 0.94
01:51:17.860 i i just like i don't get why people
01:51:24.260 are just like not into sex and they're not really like into in general like they're like
01:51:32.820 oh that's degenerate threesomes and stuff like do you watch that stuff they're like yeah 0.61
01:51:38.260 or are you the degenerate for watching it well you go so you're a voyeur 0.93
01:51:44.180 i don't really like porn very much i'll admit sometimes i look at it but it's not like i'm not 0.99
01:51:51.140 a i don't prefer it you know it's like sometimes you gotta bust a nut and sometimes you're like dude
01:51:58.420 whatever you know it's funny because my dad told me this a long time ago when he caught
01:52:01.620 me watching porn he goes look i'm sick get off my show he goes if you ever have to handle your own
01:52:10.020 self then you have a bigger problem if you can't find a woman to do it for you you have a real 0.98
01:52:14.660 problem ever since then i was just like i don't watch porn just just can't do it yeah but it was
01:52:19.940 like what i'm saying is i don't watch it like i don't watch it i know you don't watch it no i'm
01:52:24.580 just saying like i i think that's kind of what in my opinion of probably what i think men mean by 0.98
01:52:35.860 like having an addiction where it's like bro if you are just like looking at some tits and you 0.71
01:52:42.260 see some girl and you type in something yeah that's like an issue between you and god and your 0.99
01:52:48.900 church yeah and i actually think that young guys have made porn
01:52:57.220 more of a problem than it is meaning not that it isn't a problem 0.61
01:53:02.820 but they think they're not they think that not being horny and not wanting sex is the ideal
01:53:08.900 and then they they end up shaming each other to where they actually don't get help when they want
01:53:13.940 it yeah and they call it like falling and succumbing to temptations like bro it's just 1.00
01:53:19.380 called you looked at porn you masturbated you jerked off you know i know you're on the priest 0.99
01:53:24.100 and god you can you can conquer that i never fell into temptation ever i never fell into temptation 1.00
01:53:29.940 i always jumped into temptation like i was naked before temptation was naked all right like it's 0.96
01:53:36.180 never falling into it like never has that like never has vagina fell from the sky and landed on 0.95
01:53:41.300 my lap okay i always got that you know you know what i'm saying like you don't fall into it like 0.59
01:53:47.380 falling into something like oh i tripped and i fell never happened now i don't know maybe well 0.92
01:53:53.540 well i think that's what i'm saying it's like what you're dealing with as a guy is your sex drive 0.97
01:54:00.580 yeah and and your sex drive is not sinful no god gave you a sex drive for a reason no but what i 0.83
01:54:07.700 but i think the biggest issue is like i don't think you should be looking at porn i don't that's 0.98
01:54:12.820 what i like that left stuff like actually you should look at porn i'm like no i'm not gonna
01:54:18.180 say that you should do that at all i don't think you should um but at the same time like i think
01:54:23.940 that if you do okay take it as a reality check like man why am i watching this why why am i not
01:54:31.220 getting a woman to do this stuff to me that this guy in this video is getting done to him
01:54:36.100 this would be your motivation well what i was going to say though is that i meet these young guys
01:54:43.300 that will be like oh you're christians yeah still fall into temptation i'm like hey we just met
01:54:49.380 you probably shouldn't bring up jork and your hog as a disqualifier i'm not in your protestant church
01:54:59.220 i don't care yeah but it's like i meet a lot of guys i only brought this up from
01:55:04.180 from the amy thing because i know i've always just found it unique and i don't want to criticize
01:55:10.100 individuals that i know of bringing up porn addiction online like it's this
01:55:21.620 extreme thing the problem with porn addiction i think it's when it when it really is is like
01:55:28.580 it's a lack of self-discipline well it's like when you start paying a lot for it yeah
01:55:33.620 when you start going out and experimenting to unnatural things about threesomes or
01:55:41.260 you know maybe you try a different race or something talking about weird fetishes and 0.94
01:55:45.940 ultimately i believe transgenderism is the one of the ultimate expressions along with like
01:55:53.120 yeah you know like addiction not everyone gets there but it's like guys will be like hey look
01:55:58.580 you got a you got a problem men didn't have right you got this phone and it's like in half the time
01:56:03.780 they're just jerking off to girls on instagram and it's like i don't think the way you should
01:56:08.180 walk around feeling like you can't be used by god you can't serve god you can't do things 0.98
01:56:14.500 great things or you can't date because of this it's not at the same level
01:56:22.100 as other things yeah well it's just not unless it is you know what i mean
01:56:27.060 Well, let me think about this.
01:56:28.260 Who did Jesus hang out with?
01:56:29.520 He hang out with tax collectors.
01:56:30.920 He hang out with, like, fishermen.
01:56:32.180 These are the people at the bottom of the barrel, right?
01:56:34.600 These are, like, the most sinful sinners in the world, right?
01:56:37.660 And he used all of them.
01:56:39.500 They weren't perfect.
01:56:41.160 They had their own issues.
01:56:43.340 So, like, to say that you cannot be used because you, like,
01:56:47.640 wanking yourself from time to time, you know, I don't think that's true.
01:56:52.360 Well.
01:56:53.060 But the biggest issue with, like, Amy Janusville and, like, this whole...
01:56:57.060 thing right one this happened before she got married so whatever came out afterwards like
01:57:04.700 her husband already knows this stuff so why are you worried about what her husband and his wife
01:57:10.800 are doing or what they're not doing or that her sex life before her husband that's irrelevant 0.99
01:57:15.340 you know and a lot of the people that are bitching and complaining about the whole threesome
01:57:21.720 is because they wish they probably had a threesome with amy dangerfield too and they just
01:57:26.960 didn't get it so they want to shame her i mean that's really what comes down to it you know like
01:57:32.920 i really don't care like to me she's not my woman so i don't care more power to you both of you
01:57:38.920 yeah but what i was gonna say is like is like the reason i don't get in
01:57:43.400 involved in a lot of these things is simply because it's like
01:57:47.580 i don't want to give my opinion because it's somebody's wife and now yeah and um
01:57:59.160 but i mean like but i'm just saying like why you're like i don't know i don't find it weird
01:58:04.540 that people had threesomes and done a lot of things i'm somebody who's not weirded out by
01:58:08.460 that kind of stuff and uh i like sex and you know i don't always pursue a lot of it but i also don't
01:58:15.400 fine like i'm not like uh super private about it um not by choice really but i just kind of embraced
01:58:22.600 it you know what i mean yeah i'm just like okay well like i guess i'm the only one here who likes
01:58:26.920 this stuff but uh thanks but i do believe in like the um sort of misunderstanding and this is what
01:58:34.680 i'm saying there's a misunderstanding what's a freak you know there's like a good freak when you
01:58:39.560 a girl oh she's a freak meaning like oh she want to hear all right so what's a bad freak this is 0.85
01:58:45.480 let's try to define what a bad freak is what's a bad freak an indian person no no 0.97
01:58:58.440 i think i think a bad freak
01:59:01.080 well you went into my opinion like yeah yeah what is what is your opinion of a bad freak 1.00
01:59:10.440 i really hate when women i really hate it for two like i hate britney vendee types 1.00
01:59:22.500 so gross every time i've seen her person i heard her talk i'm just like fucking like 1.00
01:59:29.540 anyone girls it's so bad you're like um dude there are there are no sex dolls that are given 0.99
01:59:37.860 to you free by the chinese government that have more realistic experiences than that but also also
01:59:45.140 i really yeah i really don't like uh like i'm gonna be honest all that like a high 0.97
01:59:52.020 produced porn star type like hd ripped up bodies it's like what is that that's not even sex like 0.79
02:00:04.560 that's that's porn that's like like i i don't i have not turned on by that in videos or in real 1.00
02:00:11.580 life like i don't want some girl that's got like round balloons and she's like what if she's a 0.99
02:00:18.080 what if she's a midget though we've all looked up a video to see what it would be like 1.00
02:00:23.500 so midgets into it is midgets where you draw the line you're like um i'm you have to be at least 0.54
02:00:32.980 three feet tall you never read that one uh rumor from uh robert white blair he said that i uh had 0.99
02:00:38.860 a midget in my room a gay midget so i probably had gay sex with a midget i mean hey you know 0.99
02:00:46.300 like is it really gay if you only go halfway i guess not you know it's funny because like 1.00
02:00:52.880 when it comes to the whole amy thing i'm just like you know she should have just owned it 0.62
02:00:56.260 instead of playing victim yeah i did this thing yeah i i i was wild before now i'm married and
02:01:03.380 yeah i have a great marriage my me and my husband my husband accepts me and my past for what it was
02:01:08.260 okay then at the end of the day why does anybody else care
02:01:11.280 because we are the right wing and we just really really really really want to seem like we don't
02:01:22.100 like sex we we have to find a problem with everything all the time and what they don't
02:01:29.780 get though this is why i'm not making this this is where people come in they're like man
02:01:33.120 i really hate those rapes it's like dude the reason why anyone's talking about this
02:01:40.120 is because she turned on me yeah like people are like oh i hate the great birds and it's like 1.00
02:01:47.900 look i don't i'm not sex negative i don't care if she had a threesome
02:01:54.420 i am not really going to discuss a former employee's opinions or sex life like that's
02:02:01.940 irrelevant to me yeah but the reason this stuff is in the public which i don't talk about that stuff
02:02:09.880 is because she wore nick fuentes hats to her wedding yeah yeah and that's the whole thing
02:02:18.480 right that's that's the whole reason why they're talking about this yeah so
02:02:24.100 i just kind of feel like what you're seeing is like i i i just reject that this is kind of my
02:02:33.940 point this is the whole gay pill pill thing i say it's like it's why is it called the gay pill
02:02:38.100 because that's the whole point of the pill yeah why call it that because then call it whatever 0.95
02:02:42.640 you want because that is the dumbest name well that's what i called it before i said whatever 0.99
02:02:46.440 i said it's super gay yeah just be the gay pill what it means just be what be whatever it is 1.00
02:02:52.740 because it's like i am not over here to tell people hey don't you know go have sex or tell 1.00
02:02:58.860 nick fuentes go have sex and i don't think he's gay for not doing it or whatever if that's what 0.99
02:03:05.920 wants to do that's good but i also think like uh young guys that are also like not whoring 0.99
02:03:13.580 themselves out to these these disgusting girls that they are rejecting entirely yeah
02:03:20.280 i i also don't necessarily think that 0.95
02:03:24.200 it's really that they're trying to be sexually pure i think they're just grossed out by these
02:03:32.980 women i don't mean they don't think they're hot i think they're just like is dating now just means
02:03:37.060 sex like people when i was younger i used to date dating doesn't exist anymore really at all when i
02:03:42.820 was younger i used to bang but there was a difference yeah now dating means you're hooking
02:03:47.860 up yeah yeah it's kind of weird yeah it's not cool or it is cool no i think i think like we
02:03:56.100 have inflated dating to equate to relationships and that's a problem i'm trying to make this
02:04:03.860 work what is going on sorry guys i'm actually trying to make this work around you on a second
02:04:09.300 we're having rumble issues think of like rumble like a woman it's like it's kind of a necessary
02:04:18.740 part of this it's finicky um can you put up the chat up sometimes i can read the chat uh yeah
02:04:23.860 oh that's that that's your
02:04:29.300 while you're doing that
02:04:35.540 there we go pick the worst glasses to wear for this set they're so uh polarized
02:04:45.380 former sex workers that have been touched by jesus not in that way though yeah
02:04:53.860 yeah shout out to you i see you dl saint dl saint to the chat he's a comedian he's funny
02:04:59.140 he's out of florida he's one of my guys i work with i see you homie um he said y'all having a
02:05:07.000 conversation with the bed in the background super gay hey you know what pearl was here 0.53
02:05:11.880 so it wasn't as gay but um you know
02:05:16.540 people i think people imagine the problems yeah yeah yeah i mean really it's like
02:05:24.420 a lot of people think that they the problems that people are like okay let's just be honest
02:05:30.380 everybody loves sex all right i just want i want you guys to know that everybody loves sex 0.97
02:05:34.200 um and and you guys don't really care if they're whores or not i'm gonna be honest with you most 0.99
02:05:41.560 men do not care that women are whores i think that the sooner that men realize that all women 0.99
02:05:46.020 are promiscuous the sooner the blinders come off it's just it's just if you just realize that all 1.00
02:05:54.720 women have the capability of being whores or probably have done some ho-ass shit in her life 1.00
02:05:59.940 the sooner you get over that that hurdle all right just it's just easier like every woman 1.00
02:06:07.500 mean i just assume that she's a whore yeah but it's also like i don't but i just don't even 0.97
02:06:16.140 understand what this uh new thing is where these young guys think that they're ever going to not 0.76
02:06:23.340 like girls and it's like honestly dude the way i look at is like if you're looking at 1.00
02:06:29.420 porn it's keeping you away from having a baby with some dumb bimbo is going to ruin your life 1.00
02:06:33.900 that's between you God and your priest not saying it's right yeah yeah you know yeah I think you're 1.00
02:06:40.080 kind of missing the point dude the point is you're trying not to have a dumb bimbo but also at the 1.00
02:06:46.040 same time you want to be close to God but a lot of these guys are not really spending time trying to 1.00
02:06:50.920 you know form a relationship with God they're trying to like earn God's love through perfection
02:06:56.660 whether you believe in religion or not or you're like you're religious or not it's like dude you're
02:07:00.740 kind of missing the point yeah you're like 19 your sexuality turned on four years ago it might
02:07:07.940 take some time to figure out what you do and don't like how to control it in the day and night
02:07:13.800 and there's always going to be lapses because the bible says in your bible so your sex should
02:07:20.220 empower you to make a family and yeah procreate it's not supposed to be a negative thing in your 0.99
02:07:25.180 head like that's what i mean with the incel shit yeah it's like now you just hate all women and 0.99
02:07:31.220 it's like uh so do i but for a different reason let's see like women have given you reasons 0.99
02:07:35.780 okay i'm joking i'm kidding but like you know like there's a lot of these incel guys that just 0.96
02:07:42.980 hate women just because they're women and i'm just like how can you hate boobs like boobs boobs are 0.99
02:07:49.880 comfortable have you ever rested your head on some titties like there's if i'm uh good enough 1.00
02:07:56.120 she'll uh let me get it you have like 50 hours you're just going 0.95
02:08:04.080 dude some of these guys though um who stream that's what i was looking at i'm like 1.00
02:08:11.140 no wonder they choose the stupidest motherfuckers in the world to stream it's like 1.00
02:08:16.980 by like the 20th hour you're just like boobs yeah boobs true absolutely um 1.00
02:08:25.100 i had other things to talk about other than this if you go you can go i don't know jeremiah 0.60
02:08:30.520 skiba i guess is just uh not like what are you lagging again no it's just it just i just set
02:08:41.480 the whole thing up oh yeah now it's not um it's not on there anymore on rumble
02:08:51.160 it's so it's just like
02:08:59.000 yeah is it even worth it i i guess i'll try one more time to do a manual one bro you tried like
02:09:07.160 six no i did through the system oh but i'm saying like if you just go like uh
02:09:17.480 yeah like it's like it's like maybe you just go here this is please wait
02:09:24.680 that's crazy all right all right whatever we'll figure it out 0.98
02:09:29.480 that's just so stupid and all right guys well we're you know we're trying to figure it out uh 0.98
02:09:34.440 i'm not sure we might have run out of like maybe uh rumble space i don't know 1.00
02:09:40.840 do we have a maximum you know like i don't know i don't know that's kind of stupid 0.96
02:09:52.840 wow i can't believe i did this this weekend i am just 0.85
02:09:56.360 perplexed i chose this for my life so we got to get hyped up i was like hey i'm gonna bring them
02:10:03.000 over we're gonna get hyped and now we're talking about and she's just like yeah
02:10:14.760 yeah later she spent more time cooking chicken bowls you know what those 0.80
02:10:20.440 chicken bowls were good though yeah well i didn't have one oh oh she just made her mic
02:10:27.160 must have like more gating than mine because i guess it's just kind of whatever 0.94
02:10:30.280 just like falling apart and shit like what the hell yeah erudite just told me to get off my phone 0.82
02:10:37.040 yeah what is going this whole like setup is just falling apart but i don't know if i'm just like 0.95
02:10:43.960 delirious or something no probably a little bit all right i want to actually look at some stuff
02:10:49.600 here are we still live on her channel too that's crazy i need to figure out how to get on to rumble 0.89
02:10:54.820 roll fast just because we got i got i got a couple hours here at least and i'm like shit
02:10:59.500 you know i gotta actually get this stuff going but uh they're not gonna let it like work i guess 0.64
02:11:05.240 so i'll try it like one more time just see what's going on the problem i think people don't get is
02:11:12.560 they end up like what do they say in court right the process is the punishment yeah and i think
02:11:19.960 people forget when you're trying to improve yourself when you're trying to work on something
02:11:27.880 you have to understand that you're not actually ever going to fix it all
02:11:34.360 so some things you got to learn to just accept and maybe ignore you don't know how to do that 0.55
02:11:39.400 as a man look at the way every other female lives now do that with 90 of the less of the things in
02:11:46.360 your life look at a reason you'll be pretty balanced do you read the screen right here so 0.68
02:11:49.480 it looks like the stream ended or deleted on rumble rumble and streams they don't go live within 24
02:11:55.320 hours what so you created a while they may have ended it try creating a new stream or just remove
02:12:01.480 the destination from one of the streams then re-add it what is that even mean
02:12:13.560 all right so what i was saying is
02:12:16.360 i believe that guys are getting obsessed with this perfection thing yeah they want perfection
02:12:23.620 well you're like oh well these girls and this but it's just bleeding to everything
02:12:27.340 it's like it's like well then i don't want a girl at all if you go that's what i mean but i get it
02:12:32.080 but it's just like okay it's like a uh but that's when they become robo sexual what is that you 0.87
02:12:37.580 need to see those ai sex robots that coming out now no bro look it up i'm gonna remove this
02:12:46.340 real fast try it is it uh just remove rumble and
02:12:55.220 retry yeah but like you know here look i'm gonna pull it up i'm gonna pull it up on my phone
02:13:01.740 what's a robosexual it's a dude now it's a it's a new thing
02:13:08.280 again with the amy thing i just don't know i guess the only reason it's relevant is that
02:13:14.240 And I don't have any problem
02:13:18.140 So I don't really know what the huge issue is
02:13:20.420 That being said
02:13:22.840 Speaking of trending
02:13:24.440 What's actually going on
02:13:26.580 Man
02:13:31.580 I just like actually
02:13:35.020 Oh yeah here you go
02:13:40.380 This is really interesting actually
02:13:42.760 it's that Dan Bilzerian
02:13:46.960 I'm going to take this off
02:13:50.480 I can't even see
02:13:52.840 Dan Bilzerian
02:13:55.300 oh
02:13:57.560 man I got to actually build this again
02:14:03.040 I'm going to be serious
02:14:03.700 alright guys just hold up a second
02:14:05.340 we're going to see if this works
02:14:06.980 if it doesn't work one more time
02:14:08.500 then I'm just going to have to sort of
02:14:12.760 uh let's just try a different template i guess you know and just see if this works sorry to the
02:14:18.700 people there i know she's not a a big uh rumble user i know that uh you guys care and and like it
02:14:27.880 i probably should have ended the stream last night i'm like wow this sucks if you have any tips by
02:14:38.380 the way i probably would take some light will not take but like lysine i'm gonna try some nicotine
02:14:44.220 and uh probably probably probably no more caffeine i'm already having like trouble
02:14:52.700 making saliva and uh not in a bad way it's just like you know you start to get like uh a little
02:14:59.100 bit the lights i gotta get like uh i have these lighter glasses like uh pretty good stuff
02:15:08.380 but i'm actually liking them you know what to do to stay awake i gotta stay awake a few more hours
02:15:13.880 um cocaine i'm kidding no do you know what's weird about that though no no do you know what's
02:15:21.840 weird about that i mean like i'm not gonna say who but i've had close
02:15:26.640 people that i know that have like really bad problems
02:15:31.600 bro and i've never like i've never and i've seen the people you know that have the problem with
02:15:38.740 the bag they'll give up girls yeah bag bag and i'm not talking smack i have a few few friends
02:15:48.220 few family members like that i hate that when i was younger i partied a lot and it was like
02:15:54.480 this is expensive it's not great and not to be rude but i'm like kind of that way naturally
02:16:04.200 and then you can't sleep i have a very like high strung personality and i feel like people are
02:16:11.500 like me and it's like why are you paying for that let me let me read this to you general polling
02:16:17.620 shows on physical humanoid robots indicate that roughly 27 of men overall would consider having 0.95
02:16:26.220 sex with a robot um 49 of men believe that having sex with a robot is safer than having sex with a 1.00
02:16:34.900 human well i mean you just spray bleach bleach in that bitch and then you know you don't have to 1.00
02:16:39.160 about no std you know um and additionally 31 of people view robot intimacy as closer 1.00
02:16:48.920 to advanced masturbation than traditional intercourse and so yeah it's crazy crazy 0.86
02:16:59.400 people are becoming robo sexual this is like weird science coming to life weird science 0.94
02:17:07.480 being a thing sorry did it not work again it says we're having trouble reaching your location
02:17:12.680 yeah i think it's cooked that's that's really kind of an unfortunate reality because uh
02:17:18.520 it's like uh oh hey by the way yeah you should try to do a 48 hour live stream but when you're
02:17:25.000 actually gonna to do it you're not going to be able to get it so i don't like it i guess i i
02:17:33.720 all i'm wondering with that can anybody help me like producers somebody just like help with this
02:17:38.600 georgie uh this also this is a horrible
02:17:49.640 she's cutting my poor girl she's always cutting there are 13 reasons why check check check check 0.70
02:17:58.280 check check are you three or two two two it's hanging with me here a little bit longer let
02:18:04.680 me see what happened i think he thought he wasn't he was gonna be a third wheel i'm like she's not
02:18:09.480 even here dog yeah oh i guess he's not coming damn oh it's in the closet right there do you
02:18:21.000 want to fix rumble you want to fix rumble for us it keeps on like kicking us out i don't think 0.76
02:18:27.960 it's fine i'm gonna delete it here um we're gonna just move on i i can't do this anymore
02:18:35.720 i can't do this anymore yeah
02:18:39.880 no we're live everywhere else i just need to like i gotta essentially just use this
02:18:44.920 real quickly let me do this remove this remove this and i'll just try the uh other platforms like 0.95
02:18:53.560 this go back like this imagine imagine like being robo sexual and then like your your sex humanoid 1.00
02:19:07.880 like short circuits and she goes like me too me too and like like her vagina turns into like 0.99
02:19:15.000 like i don't know a cheese grater and starts like greedy i i don't know how guys could become 0.99
02:19:19.640 homosexual i think this is really scary for me i do not want to stick my dick in anything metal 0.98
02:19:24.520 again i mean i'm just not into that you know yeah i'm just not uh i'm not into that i know 0.99
02:19:31.960 so let's talk about dating all right let's talk about so i thought it was really weird here
02:19:37.880 uh particularly that dan bilzerian was
02:19:42.200 talking about dating do you still date to this day i feel like that's kind of an outdated concept
02:19:51.720 well what is dating today
02:19:53.640 i feel like dating today is means that you are going on apps
02:20:02.680 because you live a modern disjointed dysfunctional life
02:20:07.920 and you uh like every institution are going to give women the advantage
02:20:17.560 which they've always had in dating by the way yep but now it's unrealistic
02:20:24.460 so like like i don't think women understand how much advantage they've had in time well see they
02:20:35.240 have only had advantage because men give them advantage like for example like if you just don't 0.99
02:20:41.760 give a fuck what women are doing and you do what you want to do right women women will chase you 0.99
02:20:47.940 and the problem is guys have been chasing women pedestalizing women you know they they will 1.00
02:20:53.180 you know spend all this money on a woman hopefully to get them in bed for the night 0.99
02:20:57.920 if you just ignore the bitch right and you just do your own thing and you live a good life 1.00
02:21:03.100 bitches come running to you because they're wondering why you're not giving them attention 1.00
02:21:06.860 women only want attention from the people that they can't get attention from 1.00
02:21:10.780 so if you don't give them any attention they'd be like why is this guy not giving me attention 1.00
02:21:15.900 and those are like seeking attention from you they'll start going out of their way
02:21:20.740 you know so for me it's it's just like
02:21:24.780 and what's funny about dan pozarian talking about dating he was the guy with like seven 0.99
02:21:31.220 bitches on the yacht and i think now he settled down didn't he settle down and did the whole like 0.91
02:21:36.320 you know trad thing well i think what he was doing is he was saying that essentially like he was over 0.96
02:21:44.580 it which is uh makes a lot of sense it's like uh he says here specifically let me go to it
02:21:52.340 dabble's area calls looks maxing inefficient for dating and i
02:21:59.560 dude this is this is the same thing that i'm saying about like every issue it's like
02:22:11.740 clavicular braided peters is a boy turning into a man and he's changing naturally
02:22:24.460 i guess his face his bone structure so like a lot of young boys you like why do i look at this 0.50
02:22:31.980 whatever he's very autistic you can tell got very obsessive i don't know how much of it's
02:22:38.700 real or not i wasn't around i didn't i didn't like that stuff and i think it's funny too uh 0.88
02:22:43.980 everybody looks max i'm like i'm just doing what's called losing weight yeah this has been done
02:22:49.420 forever not smashing my bones i'm not doing anything fancy i put on moisturizer and like
02:22:57.500 well so what he's talking about would look maxing here is guys will obsess over their looks but not
02:23:04.780 level up in any other area in their life so they'll be broke right they got no job they don't 0.98
02:23:10.840 have any ambition other than trying to they're like the male version of women women want attention 0.99
02:23:16.300 from men and looks maxers want attention from women that's it but there's no value to attention 0.99
02:23:23.100 so looks maxing may get a girl in bed with you for a night but it's not going to make her stay
02:23:28.480 you have to have presence in order to make a woman wanting to stay in your life you know like
02:23:33.460 you don't have presence then it's they're gonna come and go yeah
02:23:42.180 one of the hard parts about this by the way guys i'm sorry it doesn't work on rumble like it just
02:23:47.460 completely doesn't work there's nothing we can do and it's kind of sad because we were like
02:23:53.140 really having a good uh day today i'll just try later i guess sorry um
02:24:03.460 yeah i i also brought this up earlier today too that i just thought was so strange
02:24:09.780 because he says specifically looks maxing is an online trend from incel boards to tick tock
02:24:19.940 where guys obsess over maximizing looks through gym routines grooming or even surgery to boost
02:24:30.100 dating odds bills arian slammed it as distracts from confidence and skills
02:24:37.380 while others like greg o gallagher defend blending fitness with simpler strategies
02:24:42.020 one looks maxer hexam light vented frustration after rejections highlighting the gap between
02:24:46.820 appearance tweaks and real world results the back and forth show splits in dating advice genetics
02:24:53.060 versus personality looks versus status well because like what they're missing is presence
02:24:59.700 it doesn't matter like if you are the best looks maxer there is if you have zero presence
02:25:07.300 if you don't have a gravitational pull for the woman wants to come to you
02:25:11.300 it doesn't you ain't you really ain't like a looks maxer has to tell everybody how much
02:25:19.620 of a looks maxer he is right but a guy that has presence just walks into the room and then the
02:25:26.100 the girls are gravitating towards him why is that why because the guy that has presence
02:25:33.320 knows he has presence he's not subconsciously concerned about whether or not women find him 0.72
02:25:39.580 attractive or not do you know what's kind of that's really hard to say what's what's the gayest
02:25:48.800 thing about you but what's the gayest thing about me is i i uh i actually pretty much
02:25:57.920 i'm just kind of focused on what i have to do every day i just really don't think about 0.55
02:26:03.360 i've never thought like would this get me more girls and i guess like uh that same with money
02:26:12.500 too i don't really think about money i just kind of think like uh what makes sense that's like
02:26:20.980 lucrative or whatever except for now yeah right now just i mean i am now but i mean like i'm
02:26:28.020 trying to figure things out in in different ways like obviously i don't like i can say the same
02:26:33.640 thing i don't like to think about an ex or this or that but if there's different reasons why you
02:26:37.080 have to so unless I don't I'm not like playing dumb I go dude I don't even know but I think
02:26:42.520 what I learned growing up my personality is actually not about focusing on something I just
02:26:55.800 want to enjoy my day you know maybe one day I'm gonna go to a rooftop some days I just want to 0.97
02:27:00.700 stay home yeah i don't ever want to be in a karyotype type of thing you know like some
02:27:07.600 different version of something that's already existed or archetype yeah of some model for 0.55
02:27:12.580 somebody else um that's already existed before me it's like i'm just a weird ass i always say
02:27:19.180 don't put me in a box don't normal person yeah don't put me in a box because i will break that 0.96
02:27:23.340 box but that's kind of what like if people have a really hard time digesting a gay pill because i 0.96
02:27:29.940 because because it's like uh the people that i just need to start just saying hey he's gay 0.73
02:27:38.340 to me i saw today one of them was like he's closeted gay i won't i won't come and let him
02:27:47.620 come to his own reality please just say i'm gay dude because i'm going to correct you to say that 0.71
02:27:53.860 i'm i'm transgender you know i'm just gonna i'm just gonna keep going it's like dude
02:27:59.940 you need to realize that like uh it's it's not really about that it's about being comfortable
02:28:10.780 in yourself of like what's going on and we talked about this with with uh with aj yeah but it just
02:28:19.980 i don't think dating dating is feasible and i don't think with the current system of the family
02:28:29.880 courts that it's a realistic prognosis unless you predetermine that like uh not only are prenups
02:28:37.780 real but i found out recently i don't think you can do fully conceptual fully enticing
02:28:44.300 custody prenups i guess before children are yeah conceived yeah 0.96
02:28:51.260 shit well it's like you know dating is dead because men have allowed it to get to this point 0.98
02:28:59.200 like i mean for this is him to be honest with you women are only going to be as bad as you allow them 0.99
02:29:08.100 simple as that a woman will only treat you as bad as you let them 0.98
02:29:11.500 and as soon as you nip that in the butt they're done right the problem with most guys is we are 0.90
02:29:19.360 too worried about keeping them around why worry about keeping them around there's there's they 0.91
02:29:25.640 can be replaced like that you know and the the problem is with guys is that they are looks maxing
02:29:32.960 they're trying to prioritize their looks but they're not worried about their inner game they're
02:29:37.360 not worrying about you know their social network your social network will be better for you you
02:29:44.440 you will meet more women if you have a better social network like i will put any looks maxer
02:29:50.680 to somebody with a better social network and i'll say the guy with the better social network
02:29:54.940 is going to have better options than that looks maxer 0.95
02:29:57.860 any day of the week well like this is also like this sounds like really dumb because
02:30:06.760 I know that Pearl like called me out one time and she goes like oh well uh Myron uh she goes oh
02:30:16.520 like what do you do to get girls at bars and I'm like there's actually a really wrong perception
02:30:22.300 of me I go I'm um I didn't have friends when I was younger and I was too poor for Legos
02:30:30.680 did you have connects couldn't own those because i we didn't have money
02:30:37.160 and it's like i got a a bionicle one time thank you for that um but like i uh i also
02:30:46.520 very stereotypical uh early 2000s brother older brother and sister i don't know what it was but
02:30:55.700 guess if i would imagine it um you know we were in a really strict home you know like we tv couldn't
02:31:03.060 play video games that kind of stuff and uh you know i was just i guess i was just special and i
02:31:11.140 i think i was special needs i think i am special needs like in terms of not a
02:31:16.900 in a joking way i can't take care of myself or people like just think that i'm the other kind
02:31:22.020 of special needs where i can take care of myself you know it's like uh i just kind of always been
02:31:28.500 very self-sufficient build my own things do my own things kind of operate my own things
02:31:33.220 um that being said it also hinders a lot of growth because you don't spend a lot of time around
02:31:37.780 people yeah and you go out and you're like oh you're very talkative and social no i just don't
02:31:46.420 we already talked about the monologue thing it's like well don't have an inner monologue and it's
02:31:50.020 like oh it's an npc it's like you don't even know what that means it's major um that you go out it's
02:31:56.180 like i've never ever been someone who goes out and gets girls if anything i'd always go to music
02:32:04.260 festivals or raves and i would hook with as many chicks as possible in like a week span
02:32:09.940 it's something like that where we had more in common than just the fact that i got to make sure
02:32:14.500 you're not too drunk that it's rape yeah what kind of environment is that it's like i would always
02:32:19.140 go there why do i want to pick up girls here it's a 50 50 i'll get a rape charge
02:32:24.820 so i always kind of just kind of hung around
02:32:28.660 places and things and ideas and i felt like anytime i met a girl i liked there was a similar bond
02:32:34.500 yeah and you always find a weird girl i don't know what the he's doing but i'm pretty sure
02:32:39.700 these are like uh escorts he's got who uh damn right i mean i don't know i don't know
02:32:48.260 i don't understand like i don't even know what that is like i'm like i'm like dating i thought 0.97
02:32:51.820 you've had like 20 girlfriends at a time i don't want to take part in that shit no like you know 0.91
02:32:57.560 really the biggest problem guys are they're trying to keep up with other people or trying to 0.98
02:33:04.260 keep up with what they see on social media and like that's the trap that's like what girls do
02:33:08.620 you know can i can guys stop behaving like men or women like please women guys need to stop
02:33:15.920 behaving like women it's driving me insane you know like why are you worried about what dan 0.67
02:33:23.660 bozerian is doing or why are you worried about what this other guy is doing how about you just 1.00
02:33:28.360 focus on what you're doing and level yourself up if there's areas in your life that you need to 1.00
02:33:32.300 improve improve them because let me tell you something women don't come just because they 0.63
02:33:36.300 come they come with the success so once you start chasing women that's when the women start running
02:33:41.580 once you start chasing success 1.00
02:33:43.560 that's when the bitches start running towards you 1.00
02:33:45.960 oh yeah 1.00
02:33:48.960 and that's also why
02:33:51.800 sometimes people
02:34:11.580 sorry um sometimes they want to take down your ego yeah because they know that with money also 1.00
02:34:20.440 comes a lack of women i haven't experienced that personally right now but i also 0.99
02:34:27.220 like i guess it's because i uh people have always assumed i've had more money than i
02:34:34.060 than i had because people always assume everyone has more money than they have like people think
02:34:38.540 Hollywood celebrities are rich you know yeah my ex thinks we had more money than we had
02:34:43.720 let's not go there no no and I'm saying like people just don't that don't track it don't
02:34:52.420 know it yeah I mean I'm not saying that bad way I'm saying like people if you would ask
02:34:57.840 them like a lot of guys you ask how much money do we make they don't know yeah and and you
02:35:03.160 know that because you see the girls oh how much you want a guy to make 500 000
02:35:08.320 hey uh becky you went worth 40 bucks an hour you know you might be uh a six in guatemala
02:35:20.260 like yo you're in beverly hills but you're like a one a negative one yeah you might you might be 0.97
02:35:26.780 able to get a free pass by uh being a mad am for uh underage girls for jewish pedophiles or 0.95
02:35:32.660 something like that I don't know like you could be a Ghislaine Maxwell but it's like 0.88
02:35:35.700 what are you thinking yeah and so I feel like with the money thing all that goes to show
02:35:43.440 when girls don't know is that that's why a lot of guys flex and exaggerate and I think that
02:35:50.900 there's a little bit of a correlation between naturally girls not knowing but also men men
02:36:00.140 mine oh yeah i i've only i've only lied about money intentionally not for scams and not to like
02:36:09.420 like i've only got to to with people i'm with like this is one guy
02:36:14.060 nevermind i just don't like him well here's the funny thing like if you lead with money
02:36:18.300 then you're always going to be a transaction that's it if you lead with money with women
02:36:22.860 then you're all she's always going to see you as a means to an end as a transaction just play that
02:36:27.100 that you're broke you know like i mean somebody in the chat said earlier when you know he got
02:36:32.280 he got laid the most when he was broke you're damn sure right you know i'm saying like
02:36:37.100 you know like if if you have to lead with money then you're using it as a crutch
02:36:42.340 like that means you're not developing your social network it means you're not developing
02:36:46.380 your social skills it means like your your your people your social circle is not good
02:36:51.380 improve your social circle yeah and i also uh
02:36:57.100 i don't know what to say about this but it's like is that what you want to spend your time on is
02:37:03.880 like walking up to chicks and like you know like okay fine like i mean so if that sounds really
02:37:10.660 good to you that's like just totally cool but i also don't understand like dan bilzerian it's like
02:37:16.320 uh why would i want your advice because you scammed people and to get where you're at like
02:37:24.940 if you wanted to tell if you want to say how not to get charged with rape still wouldn't want to
02:37:29.500 listen to be like pay him off or something and you're like your advice is so out of touch and 0.66
02:37:35.900 this is what i don't like again i know i'm being repetitive but i will about the gay pill it's like 0.57
02:37:41.980 guys like but dan dan bilzerian is 0.66
02:37:45.980 is so short you know turn into like the most weird lifestyle knowledgeable and just ended
02:37:58.460 up being basically a miami pimp guy to overcome the shortest it works and hey look if you're 0.98
02:38:03.640 short you gotta do that because what you want is it be a pimp guy i'm not talking shit that's 0.98
02:38:09.140 my point good i take it yeah who's trying to achieve that he's like like 12 year old boys 0.96
02:38:14.440 that haven't fully started puberty like you know you're a whole dude this guy's got a jet and 20
02:38:21.720 women yeah hey bro you ever kissed a girl before no my aunt gave me a kiss like okay dude my cousin
02:38:29.720 gave me a kiss on the cheek once yeah exactly i'm just saying like i don't i don't understand the uh
02:38:38.600 i'm trying to find the string key here do you know where it is on these things um you have to click
02:38:43.160 on it no go to your settings or
02:38:47.480 live settings i don't know what those are um go to broadcast or where it says go to your left oh yeah
02:38:57.960 um my content
02:39:07.320 and live streaming yeah
02:39:09.720 you have to do this one or one the whatever the one that you're on right now
02:39:16.000 okay i i just don't understand how i feel bad man we're having a great rumble with all
02:39:22.840 this stuff it's been great and absolutely horrible
02:39:28.540 how come we like can't
02:39:35.720 I don't even know
02:39:40.160 um
02:39:54.860 are you dying too are you dying yet I'm almost dead dude I've been here like an
02:40:05.420 and a half longer than i said i know you can go it's fine we'll just go through some stuff 0.98
02:40:09.500 i want to watch an interview so this guy said justice with porn prostitution feminism 1.00
02:40:16.620 and app dating looks maxing is the lifting of hedonism vanity and materialism 1.00
02:40:24.060 all designed to break down the nuclear family to further ripen our society 0.86
02:40:27.980 for global jewish supremacy and the enslavement of everyone why is he and malcolm i like him 0.80
02:40:33.660 but it's like no yeah email i follow you no i like him but also this is what i mean
02:40:40.380 do you ever okay i'm gonna go to the chat here for a second this is like very important i feel like
02:40:47.500 to understanding um very important to understanding something that you see as a child
02:40:59.340 and you don't get it you'll see like uh an adult that you see as like relatable
02:41:08.380 and then you see an adult that seems creepy
02:41:12.060 i'm joking
02:41:16.700 no it's like if you look at these like sitcoms it's like oh like somebody in my head i still
02:41:22.540 think looks 50 is like oh he's uh supposed to be 32 in this and look there ain't nothing wrong
02:41:28.340 always had a big uh bad hairline but i also like you know my hair's thinned out it's growing back
02:41:35.220 but it's not ever gonna grow back what it should i don't really uh care i'm just glad that i was
02:41:41.300 able to do what i did um somebody bald 30s it's not that you need to uh have all your hair if
02:41:49.860 you're like me and you never really had a good hairline uh but if you're like him you had a good
02:41:53.460 hairline or whatever you kind of want to be careful you know what i mean it's like i'm used
02:41:57.300 to a big forehead a little bigger not that big of a deal but your hairline's like a beach if
02:42:04.500 you've got a thin amount of sand you kind of want to preserve it um i kind of just feel like a lot
02:42:11.940 of this sort of uh aging you see these people like these people looks like that guy's supposed
02:42:21.220 supposed to be 33 when i was growing up when i was a kid i thought the guy's like 50 yeah
02:42:24.980 and the same goes today when you see a 55 year old fat hispanic dad at a doyer's game
02:42:34.660 under that bless and you see him with his like knee-high socks he has not changed since 1997 0.99
02:42:49.220 and he doesn't give a fuck yeah he doesn't give a fuck but it's like you go why does that why do 0.98
02:42:58.460 they all look like that they never evolved they never changed they look old because 0.99
02:43:04.520 you your age really is a number however a lot of adults are delusional which is why i do the i do
02:43:12.960 the joke with people like anytime age comes up especially with like anyone 18 to 23 what do you
02:43:18.920 do i'll tell you it's it's fantastic and it it throws off for everyone else and it ruins their
02:43:25.300 day oh what do you do oh i'll go first like uh uh so we were out at uh uh that comedy with you
02:43:32.640 right yeah yeah yeah yeah and then it's like you know we're obviously uh some like
02:43:39.100 i he had he said he was 21 and 20 then 21 there's some couple there and they're asking us for opiates
02:43:46.240 and i was joking he's like she's like i just do you have drugs and i go all of them
02:43:56.560 what do you need i'm literally standing on the corner going this is a trench coat this is like 0.96
02:44:01.600 yeah i had a bitch watch inspector gadget was like look there's a trench coat yeah open it up 0.99
02:44:06.640 drugs i guess all your supplies right here i said you're gonna have to talk to me a little 0.99
02:44:10.080 bit first i gotta make sure you're of age because i'm 21 as if it's like you have to be 21 to buy
02:44:14.080 illegal opiates and i'm like it's like it's like over there she's like she goes how old are you
02:44:22.560 i'm 43. 53 it was 53 that's i'm not joking i go 53 she looked dumb she was hot too but she looked 1.00
02:44:32.800 dumb she's like 53 i go mm-hmm but then i tricked her again i go i know i'm not exactly that could 1.00
02:44:40.720 like 47 or 40 49 yeah i could say like 48 or something i don't know how old do you think she 0.85
02:44:47.520 is to pearl she's like 47 and then she guessed uh nikki was 29 really yeah yeah yeah it's like 0.86
02:44:55.760 once you find a dumb one and they go down and now because you're 53 because they only hang 0.95
02:45:01.440 out with people their age group that everyone's 10 years older yeah and i could be 40 i don't know 0.98
02:45:06.000 depending on what i wear i it's kind of irrelevant uh you look you look 35 that night
02:45:13.520 maybe probably i know i was like i guess it's irrelevant because like uh at a certain age and
02:45:19.040 how you take care of yourself dude i see 25 year old chicks that look 40. yeah 15 year old chicks 1.00
02:45:24.480 look 28. yep a 40 year old woman who look 40. you know i know a 50 year old woman that that puts a 1.00
02:45:30.960 a lot of like the 20 year old girls of shame but she's puerto rican and she's fucking crazy 1.00
02:45:36.040 she's fucking crazy don't date puerto ricans i would not like that they stabby they stabby 1.00
02:45:46.920 but look bro i'm out i'm gonna go i'm gonna go you can go little buddy 1.00
02:45:51.180 let me die let me die it was good it's like you do with these streams you don't have to like
02:45:58.720 it's like hey man i'll see you in two years you're like uh well i'll see you soon dog
02:46:04.840 all right tell our girlfriend uh what's up all right
02:46:08.400 dude i yeah today i was talking to a girl and she was talking about being horny and i was like
02:46:15.940 what's horny it's like dying
02:46:19.720 it's like well we're not on rumble what do we do
02:46:25.600 it's like the best audience ever plus youtube i just mean like they're great people and i
02:46:32.740 really appreciate them speaking of girl stuff that's very very funny i'm like pearl i was like
02:46:40.260 i'm gonna come over and stream with you i'm like i might just end early i'm like i might just go
02:46:47.320 bed at like six or like five maybe like run out of breath at a certain point so it's almost like
02:46:59.080 what what is it about tired that you're running out of breath because have you been talking for
02:47:04.840 like 50 hours or something yeah this might be the most um shout out to the cool peoples in
02:47:13.320 in the chat bell i uh wanted to see on some of these streams kind of people that are following
02:47:20.680 us what kind of sleep do i even get tonight is the question is it going to be good or is it going to 0.98
02:47:25.700 be bad right is it going to be positive or negative i don't know i just don't know oh shit we have uh 0.99
02:47:36.840 some people in the 0.99
02:47:38.040 James Abruzzi says
02:47:43.100 I bought these at
02:47:43.900 these are worse than
02:47:46.660 $10 at
02:47:48.040 at 7-11
02:47:50.640 and that is what these
02:47:52.840 are they're actually
02:47:54.960 called like generic
02:47:56.720 millennial or like Y2K
02:48:00.860 and 0.98
02:48:02.360 they're ridiculous 0.99
02:48:03.920 and that's actually
02:48:06.700 why i wear them how did this happen uh it's okay i don't mind just streaming my own i just
02:48:16.480 i invited everyone over and now we're stuck with me i feel bad because i'm kind of like
02:48:23.160 your dad drop in the chat if there's some stuff that you wanted to talk about and follow because
02:48:29.320 i was told from these other people that they had the stuff to talk about and normally i have an
02:48:35.320 Unlimited
02:48:36.560 Repertoire
02:48:40.240 Of things to get into
02:48:42.980 But I think we started
02:48:47.240 At 10.45 or 10.30 or something the other night
02:48:50.560 So we got some time
02:48:51.260 Not mad
02:48:53.620 We also can watch some clips
02:48:57.560 And some things like that 1.00
02:48:58.460 I gotta use a restroom in a second
02:49:00.120 I'm not gonna go for a long time
02:49:01.500 I just gotta go pee
02:49:02.280 You know
02:49:05.320 Like I can't even tell if I'm up or down, you know, you're just like, hmm. 0.99
02:49:13.320 All right, so the Hexmalite guy, the Hexmalite guy gets had a crash out. 0.53
02:49:24.180 What is this? Is this a Chrome? Yeah.
02:49:26.800 so
02:49:28.800 oh man that's crazy that we lost our we lost our best stream
02:49:41.720 and i don't even know why did we just cap it out is that what it is
02:49:50.400 huh
02:49:52.440 I'm just bringing in the screen here
02:50:11.300 so I can
02:50:12.060 I'm just bringing in the screen here
02:50:22.440 All right, let's bring this up. 0.99
02:50:38.800 Crazy as fuck. 0.99
02:50:40.220 I just moved down here from Miami, but I was, like, thinking, I don't know. 0.99
02:50:44.080 I'm, like, I'm about to actually go back to my car, but I was getting some stuff.
02:50:49.160 But I thought you were beautiful.
02:50:51.600 Oh, thank you.
02:50:52.440 Well, you know I'm saying I know like you want to hang out. I just moved your side
02:50:58.320 We're wrong 0.88
02:51:02.120 Yeah, I feel like if a Chad asked you I'm starting to get pissed the fuck off 0.97
02:51:05.380 I'm not gonna lie to you because at the end of the day like if it was a 6-8 fucking Chad that asked you that 0.95
02:51:10.540 I'm not from here. You'd figure out a way to hang out 0.98
02:51:12.740 So I'm a little fucking pissed not at you 1.00
02:51:14.860 But just at the whole fucking like black pill itself like are you black? You know black pill is you know about like chads and shit 1.00
02:51:20.240 So I'm getting treated like fucking ass cuz I'm bloated as fuck. It's brutal. So anyways 1.00
02:51:24.440 I just want to let you know that I'm getting pissed off, but it's not you. Yeah
02:51:35.960 Like I'm actually pissed the fuck off dude 0.99
02:51:38.840 Like that's like actually fucking ridiculous. Oh, I'm not even from here. I'm not even from here bitch 0.99
02:51:45.000 Does it look like dude if that was the fucking man of your dreams? Oh, I'm not even from here bitch 1.00
02:51:50.240 like actually like i bitch i'm not even from here bitch i'm not even 0.99
02:52:11.740 that's so weird i was in real trouble with the computers i think there's something just 0.99
02:52:15.520 i think it's probably just we've been streaming too long right like that's
02:52:20.000 gotta be it like it's just in general there's just kind of no way to get it to work
02:52:30.240 i uh i'm gonna right here
02:52:37.200 i'm not really sure man i'm sorry guys not in a bad way i just like i it's kind of like
02:52:41.520 that's kind of why we're streaming you know to make sure that we were everywhere
02:52:49.520 whatever see last one yeah this is uh yeah this is uh me i am pearl's husband actually 0.92
02:53:00.000 i was gonna text pearl and tell her to join from her house she had to go home because of what she
02:53:06.400 needed and uh i think that i got something i think but 0.99
02:53:18.880 why are you venting your frustration to a strange woman 0.79
02:53:28.240 also
02:53:31.280 what in the world is looks maxing
02:53:36.400 it's like looks maxing is like biohacking or something where it's just like
02:53:43.280 I was telling a girl that I uh
02:53:46.340 just like hanging out and talking to this girl
02:53:51.420 like when I say she's not like a girl I'd go after I mean like uh probably not a guy
02:54:00.120 she's good after not because the looks or anything it's just like
02:54:02.940 we live in we're just like different places like i'm not gonna go pick up this girl in a ball 1.00
02:54:09.520 because she lived a previous lifestyle that like that's not what she does not she doesn't drink 1.00
02:54:15.940 or anything it's just like she's not gonna be in my city right and i have no problem with the
02:54:19.960 internet like meeting people like that i do meet people i do meet people
02:54:26.680 all the time
02:54:30.280 who
02:54:32.140 I meet online
02:54:33.860 but the reason why I'm talking about that 1.00
02:54:40.340 be gay pilled 0.93
02:54:41.960 and to the people that are like 0.99
02:54:45.000 the people that don't understand that 0.97
02:54:47.140 that like if you hate gay people 0.98
02:54:48.800 you're like I'm never gonna be gay pilled 0.99
02:54:51.960 you're 1.00
02:54:53.920 you never 0.99
02:54:55.160 you don't understand it at all the gay pill has nothing to do with anything gay 0.98
02:55:01.500 everything is gay as well it's just like okay 0.95
02:55:06.060 this entire video is is anti-gay pill and what do i mean by that it's like uh hexamolite 0.71
02:55:17.580 i didn't hear about this person until the other day when uh clavicular talked about him i don't
02:55:23.380 know why we're talking about him but it's like this new thing like well hexmalite did this
02:55:28.340 i guess young dudes look at these looks maxers and it's a funny branding i think it's cool looks
02:55:35.380 maxing i think clav is kind of a a real ass ninja for it because you know one of my uh
02:55:46.820 guys that i that i that i sort of like look after or like uh found him challenging
02:55:53.780 ben shapiro you know back in the day
02:55:59.940 looks maxing is so new
02:56:07.880 to an extent that i was putting up health picks
02:56:16.820 last year
02:56:17.620 and
02:56:22.300 people were
02:56:26.560 journalists if you're new to this
02:56:28.980 channel I troll journalists 0.81
02:56:31.080 a lot or like just trolls 0.94
02:56:33.060 and I like trolls
02:56:34.160 I just don't like criminal
02:56:36.280 but at this point I kind of
02:56:41.140 like
02:56:41.500 it all because it's kind of getting fun
02:56:44.780 now
02:56:45.040 they said nothing about me losing weight and the pictures were up and i got a six-pack
02:56:56.000 maybe not as like chiseled or whatever as i am now or vascular i could be more
02:57:04.000 face looks puffy or whatever it is apparently it's supposed to be getting a jaw surgery or
02:57:11.560 something or like an i guess also some eyebrow lifts or something it's like look i tell people
02:57:15.320 my eyebrows yeah they need to be dyed again they're very blonde um these are like probably 80
02:57:24.600 not blonde but just three percent i figured out how to get my jaw to be tight is it tight no could
02:57:32.600 have been up for two days and i'm probably pretty dehydrated right i would say so probably pretty
02:57:37.720 drink some water
02:57:40.600 and this is what i mean by by this modern this modern thing so i put up a picture in like september
02:57:59.560 because i'm put as the ceo of a peptide company but this peptide company isn't
02:58:03.720 like the gray market peptides that we take today um you know you got to use legit script
02:58:10.920 you got it's telehealth all these c19 companies are looking for a new emergent health field
02:58:21.720 eli lily goes hey the amino acid sequence that makes up this peptide
02:58:28.760 it might not be long enough to be considered a biologic but we want like a longer patent
02:58:35.000 on this we we're seeing this you said that the clot shot would go longer
02:58:45.720 and it didn't and people aren't getting them i i don't know it's actually a good question
02:58:51.720 but we want to take place and so we were like hey we got to get it now
02:59:00.440 because we we we need to be in the middle well this is like this is a lot this is
02:59:06.740 two years ago now basically
02:59:08.280 two years ago yeah about we got to get in
02:59:13.920 and so i started using peptides i remember uh they handed me something called retitrutide 0.95
02:59:21.720 I was like, what the fuck is this?
02:59:23.560 And he's like, I mean, I know what a peptide is 0.99
02:59:27.680 and I know what an injectable peptide is,
02:59:30.800 just never heard of redotriptide.
02:59:35.340 He's like, it's a triple agonist.
02:59:39.200 And like most people, what the, what,
02:59:41.300 what does that even mean?
02:59:42.220 A triple agonist?
02:59:48.240 He's like, you put this in a drink
02:59:50.400 it uh fixes your fat and i'm like dude kim kardashian said that she wears shape ups by
02:59:58.240 sketchers and that's how she got her butt really i don't think so and i know that like uh
03:00:10.560 i had seen commercials of people with glp ones right these hormone pathways or whatever they
03:00:16.720 were saying on this commercial and you had wagovi and it's like dude well like the kind of weight
03:00:24.720 loss i want is like good weight loss like like i don't care like i got to do you know
03:00:38.320 like i got to do
03:00:42.800 i
03:00:46.720 i'm just a guy
03:00:52.120 i just want to not binge eat right not not this i'm just like i just i don't even eat that much 0.99
03:01:02.500 but then i'm like most human beings it's like sometimes just like fuck it and you go in 0.98
03:01:07.700 and i'd like to not 0.99
03:01:11.200 and i'm also 0.73
03:01:14.480 looking at it and i'm like oh shit this is pretty cool 0.95
03:01:20.700 nobody is talking about peptides in the modern era 0.74
03:01:27.200 and i'm like dude this is gonna be big so i'm gonna start my own peptide company under the
03:01:34.600 table with one of the distributors to because i told them i was like yo some of these peptides
03:01:41.460 we can get like better forms that's when i first got uh exposed to clavsy i think it's like one
03:01:49.540 thing of his he looked a lot different and uh yeah he was supposed to come on riff last year
03:01:57.080 i actually said no which is like i i just didn't have time you know like i i'm working on this
03:02:02.840 company and my point being is i'm just like put a shirtless picture up no one accused me of being
03:02:10.540 peptides i used them and it was pretty cool and then i cycled off i was like hmm that was pretty
03:02:18.300 interesting and then i was like yo what was that and he's like yeah that's uh
03:02:31.260 that's basically what we can tell people like dude this is going to like i mean it's not that
03:02:36.300 it was like rare rare rare ago but i'm in the medical field and i just don't know a ton of
03:02:41.660 people using these personally so like give me them dude do you know where the rumor came about
03:02:49.500 that i had a bunch of drugs because i was running a drug company and i carried around vials of
03:02:55.740 peptides and we were thinking about starting a kratom company at the time too because this
03:03:03.580 girl was one of the executives big company it doesn't matter it doesn't really matter but it's 0.97
03:03:10.860 like i've always worked in pharmaceuticals and drugs i can't fucking take drugs bad drugs with 0.88
03:03:18.140 peptides these make you healthier you know it's like i think that the health risk on them i'm not 0.93
03:03:23.340 i have to say that you know i don't know what date this is but there is a
03:03:37.740 just just in like february cloud blew up in like january
03:03:47.260 i think so
03:03:47.980 yeah so cloud blew up in in in january
03:03:59.500 and all of a sudden these people are like yo
03:04:05.740 i'm seeing articles
03:04:10.060 i see this dossier and there's this whole section is he's he's taking all these peptides
03:04:17.980 and I'm looking at him like
03:04:20.100 I guess people don't know what peptides are
03:04:24.600 and my
03:04:25.480 yeah it's like you see this
03:04:27.320 he's injecting all these things
03:04:29.500 like a couple of things
03:04:30.560 that was in February
03:04:34.500 people called me a drug addict
03:04:37.900 for using peptides
03:04:39.320 and like a steroid abuser
03:04:40.940 and I wasn't even doing a lot of them
03:04:43.180 and
03:04:47.240 uh now everybody's on a peptide before the end of the year and i'm not this is not like i was
03:04:55.140 early to this i've always worked in in health and medicine and stuff so it's not me it's the
03:04:59.780 industry i work in is changing i've never seen anything take off like that but i also after
03:05:09.820 going through a few cycles of retta that's what people say like why do like i am a swollen in the
03:05:17.180 face you don't need red that's not as much like red i mean yeah you can lose fat but i see there's
03:05:24.300 a lot of problems with these things you know and i and i and i feel bad because everyone's always
03:05:30.060 like looks maxing isn't everything the craziest part is that uh photo in my instagram that was
03:05:39.340 from last year that was then called drug abuse in early february or late january and some sort of
03:05:49.660 like this this thing was then later said like oh elijah schaefer got into looks maxing
03:05:57.020 never heard that word until this year either but everybody knows it and i'm like
03:06:02.460 i mean i have no shame in it it's just like i i guess but i think looks maxing is more like
03:06:11.420 when what you're trying to use to project the world is your looks and you're kind of willing
03:06:17.580 to go to pretty severe steps i just don't think you really need to do that i just don't think you
03:06:27.820 really need to do that i look at these guys uh what's his name
03:06:38.460 do you know i'm talking about the uh the australian bloke what's his name
03:06:44.940 I feel like I have like
03:07:15.900 i feel like when i'm with people and i'm doing this at this hour i have like crackhead energy
03:07:24.300 you know okay actually yeah i'm like but this is just more this is my natural
03:07:30.540 yeah i don't know these are too long of streams you know 0.95
03:07:36.220 oh shit so let's talk about nicotine for a second i guess we don't show it right 0.90
03:07:45.120 or whatever i know if we're on youtube they're like into that uh i'm not gonna tell you to take 0.99
03:07:49.740 it i mean
03:07:51.980 i
03:07:57.440 i'm in a really tough place right now you know i just gotta get just
03:08:05.660 he's got a lot going on and i've always really liked stimulants you know like uh and everyone
03:08:13.240 uses the word stimulant by the way adderall or like meth or
03:08:19.660 though those are just not similar things but also why do people think about those it's like
03:08:26.800 we're talking about things that like uh
03:08:29.940 like there's a reason why i like working out with weights
03:08:35.200 like i i like things that like make me feel pumped right and it's not that's not the same
03:08:42.520 classification but it's like i like that right like i like edm music i know it's not a stimulant
03:08:47.840 but i like to be stimulated i like sex it's like oh that's dopamine addiction it's like
03:08:53.860 no i i don't say that's all i work for it's just like
03:08:56.660 i'm really happy to say
03:09:05.240 that i've been working very hard on my mind in terms of to ensure that i don't need to like
03:09:17.460 shut my brain off at night because that's a dangerous thing right through the divorce
03:09:23.540 and just different issues in life throughout the years you know sometimes you go back and
03:09:31.120 forth since you don't know what's going on but
03:09:33.740 i think depressants fix dopamine disorders stimulants do too
03:09:46.940 but i think
03:09:49.860 depressants especially cns depressants
03:09:55.880 are dangerous for me so i'm glad i don't like opiates
03:10:03.100 i never did it wasn't a thing the closest i probably ever got to like
03:10:09.660 having extended amount of opiates it was like outside the hospitals like my wisdom teeth or
03:10:17.580 something people have them people offer them not tempting sir
03:10:24.120 but i think that you to like with depressants people think depressants are all bad so
03:10:33.900 i still want to like do things that mess that that up but for some reason in my life i like
03:10:41.940 to drink and do things and party i just don't think that it's useful right now in my life 0.89
03:10:48.640 and that's okay that's gay pilled 0.98
03:10:51.780 around i'd like to work on my life 0.98
03:11:01.920 And you don't have to have been a drug or an alcohol addict to go into recovery.
03:11:10.920 And what do I mean by that?
03:11:13.920 I mean, life is not just about removing the bad.
03:11:21.920 the bad it's about understanding why that is so hard for you to give up
03:11:33.140 and i feel like that word recovery has such a negative connotation
03:11:40.840 because of the mixing it up with sobriety rehab
03:11:49.260 and like straight edge
03:11:53.620 and i kind of like a substance is a little bit like i'll get sex it's like yeah i've had seasons
03:11:59.540 where i probably now drank more than i should have in my life you know partied or you did this
03:12:06.460 or hooked up with the girl you shouldn't have and it's like kai well obviously the lucid stuff 0.99
03:12:11.220 it's like fuck dude this shit's okay but you know for lack of better words it's like okay whatever 1.00
03:12:18.340 what do you want me to do fucking hate myself for the rest of my life 1.00
03:12:24.580 i didn't hate myself to begin with i i don't know what you're doing 0.99
03:12:29.520 have ex-girlfriends like that's like you're not gonna block me i'm gonna block you and
03:12:37.400 never talk to you again every guy texts me maybe i'll do something again i at least wait a few months
03:12:42.740 but i had an ex-girlfriend i was just like smash smash smash smash pass and it's not like i had a
03:12:56.400 season where i was like really really really really really into that and then we broke up
03:13:02.180 and now i'm just kind of like chilling
03:13:06.800 and i'm working on myself because i'm afraid
03:13:20.080 that
03:13:26.160 sometimes life is a constant reaction
03:13:28.880 to the previous both action and inaction
03:13:34.720 so it's like you get out of a sexless relationship
03:13:40.840 so either you don't jump into a relationship
03:13:49.280 and the first person that throws themselves at you
03:13:53.320 you sleep with and you get hooked
03:13:56.520 because you didn't realize how much you missed it
03:13:59.400 and you believe that you love the person
03:14:02.880 because you're getting what the person you loved
03:14:05.680 didn't give you.
03:14:09.180 But sometimes not just you sit around and go,
03:14:12.020 well, you know, you get the thing wrong.
03:14:13.840 Sometimes there's a reaction.
03:14:14.740 You go, you know what? 0.88
03:14:16.800 I wanted sex and you didn't give it to me. 1.00
03:14:19.380 So I'm gonna go get, I'm gonna go fuck. 1.00
03:14:24.620 And it really hits a spot. 1.00
03:14:26.520 it's like yes this is fucking amazing 0.98
03:14:29.640 and then it's like wait a second 0.97
03:14:34.680 you tell yourself i don't smoke weed but it's a good example i've been using it i've just been
03:14:48.620 using it because like everybody that smokes weed today it seems you know the more than drinks uh
03:14:55.300 i also see a lot of people drinking i always like underage people drinking you know like i'll go
03:15:00.020 over like uh some dude's house it's like 19 year old sons or something having beers in the kitchen
03:15:06.900 how old you guys 19 i mean dude not my house it's not i don't know no question my house didn't do
03:15:13.700 that and uh i sit there it's like it's like yeah it's like hey you know you have a 0.94
03:15:25.140 problem in your life you're like i hate i hate this internship it's sucking my life 0.73
03:15:29.700 once i finally find a job bro i'm just smoking weed to get through the night 0.88
03:15:37.300 and it's in our judgment it's like then what happens is like you kind of buy your own
03:15:41.140 you buy your own like 100 you just buy your own you're like
03:15:47.780 look dude i know it's not good for me this is how you buy it you go i've seen this version
03:15:52.020 it's aversion obviously this is sort of a generalization not everyone's verbal
03:15:59.380 some people are communicative some people are hiding it and they 0.53
03:16:03.300 and it's like by the way this whole episode's still on the gay pill
03:16:10.340 it's like you know traditionally the arguments about weed had always just been like
03:16:14.500 depending on what group you were in weed is legal or illegal right if you're like sort
03:16:26.200 of the activist weed side then there was sort of like it seemed like the only people who were
03:16:35.220 public about their marijuana ingestion were people who only puffed once and never inhaled
03:16:43.780 like bill clinton or people who had serious obsession and addiction like cheech and chong
03:16:53.460 it's like so somehow everyone's had one puff of weed
03:17:00.340 and didn't inhale that's in power 0.98
03:17:06.260 you guys don't smoke weed on your pedophile island 0.53
03:17:09.940 you know it's not as i mean you know you don't do that okay 0.95
03:17:15.260 fine
03:17:18.400 and i'm not the weed police like i don't get this connotation i'm against it's like i just
03:17:25.460 just started noticing like all these people like i smoke weed do you smoke weed everyone
03:17:28.380 was asking me i've never had more people ask me if i smoke weed and i'm like
03:17:35.100 no like oh dude i'm sorry i'll put this away i go
03:17:39.940 do you know my life i don't care what you do just like don't smoke the weed around
03:17:48.560 my house or whatever dude you know like you know you do what you want to do with your life brother
03:17:53.860 i hate that i really don't hide people in front of you i don't like it when people are high
03:18:01.140 but i look this is this is the game i don't like it people are high but not because i'm like
03:18:05.140 put off by them they're just like very self-indulgent you know i just have a different
03:18:12.680 personality i think there's a personality type i'll sit around hang out have a good time
03:18:18.080 yo i'm trying to have a good time
03:18:24.060 you know and and so
03:18:27.940 like i i just don't understand
03:18:35.000 i don't understand
03:18:42.760 why people
03:18:47.220 always project
03:18:50.880 onto me the opposite argument of what they justify
03:18:57.820 to themselves and you can tell they can apply this to anything why do we have to explain
03:19:06.780 ourselves to each other i don't know why are we making people explain themselves on like
03:19:13.340 non-critical issues why have we done that obviously there's some general input looks
03:19:22.140 maxing great working on your heart even better and people say oh elijah elijah pearl please
03:19:35.420 make babies we will no no people go elijah i hear from so many people
03:19:52.140 I was like I just like hear people say bro I'll be like you know you should really work on your
03:20:09.080 heart uh whatever that that may be like oh bro bro you broke up two marriages like I didn't do
03:20:16.880 anything like that but i don't care sure okay i actually broke up 10 0.99
03:20:20.560 and i started the iran war while i was at it bitch what you gonna do 1.00
03:20:28.740 fucking hit me go ahead dog i bombed a school of girl children like i don't who cares dude 1.00
03:20:36.980 who in our yep i'm that guy 1.00
03:20:39.700 and guess what my life doesn't get better
03:20:46.500 by telling that guy that
03:20:50.060 either of those you know let's just be funny
03:20:55.060 i am spending my time studying things that help me to be a better stronger
03:21:06.740 fresher minded person
03:21:13.300 oh and i love this one too i haven't been getting it as much because
03:21:20.740 well except when i wear these these are horrible i'm taking it out i don't even have these on um 0.97
03:21:36.180 When I, when I, oh, what the fuck?
03:22:06.180 i always love that people i also noticed there's this too i've never ever 0.96
03:22:17.060 tried to conceal the fact that i like to do things that i like to do i just
03:22:21.860 like most people try to be courteous and considerate
03:22:26.900 sometimes you just have certain people you try to conceal things from because
03:22:30.500 they're annoying about it you know what i mean
03:22:31.940 and i'm not even gonna be guilted into that it's like you hide something from me yeah because 0.97
03:22:37.840 you're fucking annoying about it and you didn't ask me what i didn't ask for like if you live 0.96
03:22:42.460 with someone or whatever it's like why do i why am i always fighting you you know why do you always 1.00
03:22:46.600 have the problem why are you as problematic with me i i don't know what the fuck you're talking 1.00
03:22:51.700 about you know like i'm not mad at you you do all types of stupid shit we're different we live in 0.99
03:22:58.080 different worlds but i try to figure out how i can sort of adjust my life where it's not 0.93
03:23:04.080 impossible oh so you're a beta i don't know i don't really believe in alphas and betas
03:23:12.980 but you use them those words you use them in a show yeah i'd use them again too but i because
03:23:19.220 because because people get what that means i'm just like 0.92
03:23:21.420 the whole reason why the gay pill is dangerous 0.85
03:23:26.080 is because it could lead you to 1.00
03:23:28.600 hadonia I think it's called
03:23:29.820 hadonia
03:23:30.780 have you ever figured out how to pronounce that
03:23:32.860 have you ever figured that out
03:23:37.080 I guess I could drink in a second
03:23:39.320 by the way we'll talk about the seratine too
03:23:42.760 so wait how did you say this
03:23:45.580 had
03:23:46.020 can anyone like
03:23:50.500 uh give me the
03:23:52.100 way that it actually is is like phonetically spelled it's like it's always scientific words
03:24:01.160 that are like latin or something they always are not how i think they sound and i also like to find
03:24:07.160 the real correct pronunciation so when some lame female doctor corrects me go yeah you're actually
03:24:13.640 still wrong but anyways i like to call it that uh you gotta kind of think about yourself as like 0.98
03:24:20.480 the flip side is is sort of to the gay pill 0.71
03:24:26.240 i don't know what we're gonna call it it might be the pan pill well i'll take some time at the 0.80
03:24:42.640 pansexual said well if it's about me then i'll just focus on me but hey there's no length of
03:24:52.980 self-focus that's not worth it and then you're missing the point of the pill so then you're 0.55
03:24:57.680 like now narcissist and then i think people overuse those words too much i think we have a lack
03:25:10.200 of narcissism
03:25:14.380 in people
03:25:16.940 and an overabundance
03:25:20.460 of just self-importance
03:25:23.520 because of social media.
03:25:27.020 That's it.
03:25:30.620 And then I laughed because I'm like,
03:25:32.160 do you think you're so important?
03:25:33.180 I'm like, this is just my social media.
03:25:34.420 I'm not talking to that many people. 0.98
03:25:35.780 it is just my it is my self-importance you fucking retort this is where i talk 0.98
03:25:43.740 i'm not going to your house and be like yo let me set up a mic here and tell you how to live 1.00
03:25:49.640 your fucking mic bitch this is just where i do it it's like that's the self-importance you come 1.00
03:25:55.160 to my to where i talk you're it's a coming to my home and you're like who do you think you are 1.00
03:26:00.280 well i don't know but i'm just talking on a little designated space that i talk on
03:26:05.780 and there's these little things called algorithms that really only share the things that i think if
03:26:10.200 they're generally more appealing either disagreeable or agreeable but you're here and you don't like
03:26:16.940 i don't mind hearing it but like why do you think that your disagreements need to be heard like i'm
03:26:22.180 gonna i'm gonna listen to them maybe i will that's my point it's like oh well then i guess i can just
03:26:27.240 do whatever i want it's like oh you know i don't care if my kids are gay that's that's why i think 0.90
03:26:34.240 that might be the best example to conservative men of the gay pill. 0.97
03:26:42.880 Conservative Christian men, or just conservative men, religious men, but I don't mean just 0.56
03:26:49.820 like spiritual, because usually that sort of bedrock of faith, whether it's motivated
03:26:56.960 by peer pressure or not, I don't think that's really important.
03:26:59.820 It's because society sometimes is based on peer pressure.
03:27:02.340 Yeah.
03:27:04.240 If you're a free thinker, it means you kind of figure out what works and doesn't for your life.
03:27:08.740 You don't have to tell people about it.
03:27:10.940 What would you do if you loved your son a lot, very close.
03:27:16.400 And like that guy that we talked about earlier who called, who was concerned. 0.70
03:27:21.160 Gays for Trump.
03:27:24.680 Gays for Trump. 0.96
03:27:28.060 What? 1.00
03:27:28.500 What?
03:27:28.580 um when you see that's happening
03:27:36.340 what do you do and i'm going to flip it for those that are watching that are not like
03:27:41.880 religious or you know it's like i'd love to know in the chat 0.98
03:27:46.060 what would you do what would the gay pill be for you 0.87
03:27:51.340 and if i were to directly explain the gay pill for you i can't but it's not like the fight club 0.99
03:28:01.180 it's just that you've got to find god or as some people call it i think corny as fuck but if that 0.94
03:28:12.980 works for you it works because the concept is better than nothing at all it might not be the 0.62
03:28:21.040 best 0.97
03:28:21.440 that's the fucking problem 0.99
03:28:24.300 everybody that 0.99
03:28:26.940 has found the best for themselves in something
03:28:29.120 and actually
03:28:30.620 done a good job in it
03:28:32.800 thinks it's their 0.99
03:28:34.900 damn job to tell 1.00
03:28:36.820 every fucking other person 1.00
03:28:38.560 that they 0.99
03:28:40.920 need to do what they're doing
03:28:42.040 which actually creates more
03:28:46.740 problems
03:28:47.320 because 0.98
03:28:49.440 the gay pill is not to tell you what you need to do but to show people 0.94
03:28:59.360 what you are doing by the discipline and i don't mean just like 0.99
03:29:05.600 by the way that you live or lack thereof that's why it's like oh so you're saying all we all need
03:29:10.900 be rigid no me who i am shows people i mean i look really uh don't look like i'm in a good
03:29:20.200 shape right now it's fine i don't really care if someone would see me in a frumpy sweater and a
03:29:25.900 puffy face you would probably think i was i probably look a little bit chunky someone's i
03:29:30.580 think so someone's texted me something you look like a wreck you know i'm like oh well i mean
03:29:38.280 Yeah, it makes sense, you know.
03:29:41.160 Like, I'm worried for you.
03:29:42.660 I go, I go, I go, hey, dude.
03:29:47.200 Like, why are you not, not like, just to do that.
03:29:50.080 People are like, why are you worried for me?
03:29:51.220 It's like, this is, this is like, this is not good, dude.
03:29:56.980 It's like, like, this is not great that you're doing this right now.
03:29:59.820 And it's like, hey, man, listen.
03:30:02.460 do you have a better suggestion
03:30:08.820 and it's like well 0.52
03:30:12.740 that's what i hate
03:30:18.840 and i don't mean someone's got to come to you and be like
03:30:24.620 here's how you should live your life but the point is you're not supposed to be telling people
03:30:30.920 this is what you need to do you're saying hey dude remember
03:30:38.920 the gay pill isn't just not trying to copy what other people do thinking you're gonna get the same
03:30:47.080 internal results from the same disciplines but you really don't need to live anyone else's life 0.66
03:30:54.440 while remembering it doesn't mean that you're always right
03:30:57.800 So if you're wrong, it's not sin or illegal, but it's just not good, then adjust and move.
03:31:05.960 And that's the fun thing.
03:31:07.380 However, and there's even worse, then people get obsessed with fine-tuning the process.
03:31:13.740 I have a couple friends that are very different than me.
03:31:23.040 And...
03:31:27.800 people will come to you i only use me as an example because i can't really use you as an
03:31:36.800 example but i'm gonna use me as example bringing up weed it's like i'm bringing up weed as an
03:31:43.280 example of something i see holding a lot of people down and from their potential and i have
03:31:52.220 had zero conversations with anybody besides one clipper that i work with who was like
03:32:02.060 it's young and i think at some point i'm just you know depressed i smoke a lot of weed and i
03:32:07.340 i don't know i mean i probably just try to like live with that it's probably not helping
03:32:16.220 and as i didn't haven't helped him with it at all i probably should reach out to him
03:32:22.220 i started doing streams just like uh finding out everyone's problems like the call-in show um
03:32:30.620 he was very very receptive right you're right you know whatever i probably should reach down
03:32:42.380 sometimes the other day
03:32:48.380 i had nothing going on in my brain
03:32:52.220 And somebody's like, oh, do you want some of my vape?
03:32:54.260 I'm not a vapor person either.
03:32:55.700 I try to, try to get, I just like this, okay?
03:33:02.100 And I go, oh, is that weed or is that a nicotine?
03:33:13.080 Like, do you think I'm smoking weed right now?
03:33:20.840 I look around, I'm like,
03:33:22.220 what you just asked me if i wanted something i'm telling you it's checking because i
03:33:29.820 night time recently but like that's happened right
03:33:32.560 um we're like in in your life where you're like uh i've had a prescription for it before
03:33:38.200 i try to use it to treat adhd and autism traits
03:33:43.480 and it didn't work well
03:33:49.320 there was a time in my life
03:33:52.680 where the doctors gave me like this wasn't medical marijuana by the way
03:34:00.240 this wasn't like uh this is a foreign country right
03:34:04.340 this country doesn't like prescribing you uh controlled sleep medication i moved to another
03:34:11.320 country i had prescriptions in the united states that i didn't use often boy oh boy i do believe in
03:34:20.900 medicine and i do want to come out with a with a very strong structured perspective
03:34:30.400 on sex and drugs and different things because just because people
03:34:39.500 have accused me of your problems.
03:34:48.520 Who can people come to me?
03:34:49.480 You just don't do this.
03:34:52.440 If you would stop this, we could be friends.
03:34:58.200 You ever had that happen to you?
03:35:00.480 Our relationship, maybe a dating partner, maybe a marriage.
03:35:04.700 it's not just equality type of peer relationships parents do this to their kids
03:35:13.980 more forgivable is that kids do it to their parents
03:35:17.840 and we're all doing the same thing we are stipulating
03:35:24.920 what people need to change to become the person we want them to be 0.99
03:35:34.700 and then instead of working on ourselves with god or your higher power or your fucking chakras which 0.97
03:35:46.560 i'm not trying to sound universal i just mean that's my point it's like hey at least start 0.98
03:35:52.120 somewhere you can always go up it's always like uh let's go up good example you know i'm taking my
03:35:59.480 friend of the gym just a couple times a week he's on retta what are we going today uh his cousin
03:36:04.000 and nephew says uh shoulders and what nah there's been a few key exercises with him slow and then
03:36:10.280 we're gonna go why because he's fat and uh i'm on the ride i don't want a lot of energy so i'm just
03:36:19.100 cycling off i'm just gonna be like i don't want him to be i don't want to go and like not be able
03:36:23.040 to work tomorrow it's like it's not the only thing he's into he's not it's not gonna rapidly
03:36:26.980 change his life by like not being able to lift his arms to my own area there's no point to that
03:36:32.260 now if he wasn't fit if you i mean i just jumped i'm just like it's fat right it is fat
03:36:38.660 super muscular and i'm like but i wanted to build some strength i want to go slow
03:36:43.380 and build some strength on him because i don't know what this brother wants you know i know
03:36:50.260 but here's the deal so do you never help anyone
03:36:53.380 do you become self-obsessed
03:36:57.700 no that's not the case
03:37:03.200 i will speak for myself and believe
03:37:08.500 that all of the successful programs institutions church uh religious establishments that are
03:37:21.540 successful
03:37:22.600 in seeing the people that participate
03:37:29.600 overcome, conquer,
03:37:33.480 grow, and progress
03:37:35.100 into who
03:37:38.740 God
03:37:41.100 designed them to be
03:37:43.100 focus on
03:37:45.340 recovery.
03:37:48.620 Which really only shares a few basic
03:37:51.280 Tenants.
03:37:55.420 In substances is the 12 steps.
03:37:58.520 Common, we all know.
03:38:00.080 The steps, we've got a 12-step program. 0.97
03:38:03.640 I know this is really a fucking oversimplification, 0.89
03:38:06.560 but you've got to get a lot of places spiritually, 0.96
03:38:09.980 but just following that 10 commandments.
03:38:12.440 In education, you can get far ahead by following the syllabus, line by line.
03:38:34.980 By the way, the cheat code for college, university, if you're not doing well,
03:38:37.640 is just a copious.
03:38:39.420 just notice a buzzword
03:38:42.740 professors use
03:38:43.740 this is really interesting
03:38:45.920 that's all your test 0.99
03:38:47.620 I've been in such hard shit 0.99
03:38:50.220 they're hard 0.99
03:38:50.920 yeah they're humans
03:38:55.000 and they hint at what they think is important
03:38:57.280 anyways
03:38:58.120 you learn that later in college
03:39:00.480 but that's A's in hard classes
03:39:02.800 but it's like
03:39:04.660 so that's what it is
03:39:05.720 I had some friends one time
03:39:07.440 come to me and um it's like it's like dude don't come to me and they're telling me what i'm doing 0.93
03:39:14.660 wrong with my i'm here you're coming to me and you're telling me what get the fuck out of here 0.85
03:39:21.780 dude like you don't want to listen people say my whole life no dude i just don't i knew something 0.89
03:39:27.620 was wrong right that's what it is so really it's not i was never accused to be a narcissist
03:39:32.600 I literally tell people
03:39:34.960 autism is not the best thing 1.00
03:39:36.820 I just am not thinking about you
03:39:39.060 but it's not because I'm a narcissist
03:39:41.540 I care about you
03:39:43.120 and so something I'm like
03:39:45.940 don't think about helping you
03:39:47.280 I just often wait for you to ask
03:39:52.160 if you need something
03:39:54.200 or to tell me
03:39:55.480 because I have found that
03:39:56.820 with me it's not helpful
03:39:58.960 but what's always been helpful
03:40:03.160 and my friend
03:40:05.640 lives a clean life
03:40:08.820 no drinking or anything
03:40:12.560 he smokes cigars
03:40:13.360 that's recovery
03:40:14.880 he goes to AA
03:40:19.820 he goes to AA
03:40:23.020 he's not even an alcoholic 0.92
03:40:25.160 he's more a drug addict
03:40:28.960 or he sorry he was
03:40:34.640 15 years later he's like i'm getting my 15 year chip he's about my age though so it doesn't make
03:40:39.520 sense but he's he had a really bad few years he pulled his life together married now the kid has
03:40:44.800 happy married 30s whatever and he always tells people no hey
03:40:54.080 you should go uh that smoke weed you should go to haa or something i everyone's i'm not an
03:41:01.260 alcoholic or you drink you drink it's like i'm really just this and that it's like our
03:41:04.200 recovery program i just go to a day thing like no i'm not really heavy drinker i just only drink
03:41:11.800 when i don't smoke weed blah blah blah whatever it's like oh cool what this is what i like what
03:41:17.520 he says if that's working for you that's great didn't work for me but if it ever doesn't let
03:41:25.300 me know and i have some uh ways you maybe make some changes in your life that they kind of make
03:41:30.380 it work again and patronize them just kind of a good way to do that and that always stuck with 0.99
03:41:41.780 It's like, if you're comparing a competition in life, he sped run, he sped run the fuck 1.00
03:41:54.920 ups, you know, he sped run that shit. 1.00
03:41:59.280 In many ways, fucked up his life a lot more than mine, but in quicker, I do it in spurts, 1.00
03:42:05.340 you know, I'm one of those, like, I just implode. 0.70
03:42:08.540 Uh, why do I implode?
03:42:11.780 because I think out loud.
03:42:23.240 Because I'm authentic to people.
03:42:25.300 I'm authentic.
03:42:26.340 I don't lie to people,
03:42:29.300 but sometimes I still don't tell people things.
03:42:35.440 And then I know my mom is mad at me too,
03:42:37.300 but like I had mentioned earlier,
03:42:39.700 I convinced an Arab guy that
03:42:41.300 i don't know how to satellite to sell him that i that is technically lying 0.79
03:42:46.220 lives is dishonest he wants to lie it's like no sometimes i'm just like
03:42:50.540 how easy would it be to get an international business i'm a friend of a lobbyist internationally
03:42:55.440 but like uh uh not like what i was it's just like hmm i don't think that's lying to me i think
03:43:03.840 that's like uh i don't want to go to class and read books about how to sell to an arab guy
03:43:07.860 I don't want to get as hopeless as I go yeah whatever that's interesting and these conversations 1.00
03:43:11.620 are common it's like okay so he kind of liked the vibes but there's big downsides to who I am and I'm
03:43:18.480 realizing that but if you go back to the beginning as we end my life isn't really that important
03:43:29.300 because I am not telling anyone don't do these things I don't do and do you hear what I say
03:43:36.900 i bring up weed not because i personally think it's wrong i wouldn't mind puffing a smoke of
03:43:44.200 weed uh spiritually speaking like dude i'm going to hell i don't really smoke weed because one i
03:43:51.680 i don't really i don't smoke weed i i've never been a big weed smoker since i was like in high
03:43:57.400 school and i did that why did i smoke weed in high school so i could hang out with my brother
03:44:04.000 who currently
03:44:06.760 cut me out of his life entirely but i'm not mad that's anything i love him very much and guess
03:44:17.740 what i'm not mad about it that he cut me out of it very very very very much like whatever
03:44:24.600 i don't even know why i bought annoying
03:44:28.400 but i hear he's doing well and i don't we don't go around each other we're the same states
03:44:35.020 then i get into these family squabbles
03:44:39.420 and it's like
03:44:45.060 you know you are all the problem in this family
03:44:54.100 i'm like that doesn't make sense what does it what does it even mean 0.52
03:44:58.400 what and then they go look at your relationships with your siblings
03:45:03.440 they're completely independent
03:45:07.500 and most of their lifestyles like i have siblings that they don't live near me we don't live in in
03:45:14.540 the same states or countries and stuff it's like uh i i don't but i don't think about them i'm like
03:45:21.120 i don't know i don't think about them it's like they've given clear reasons so of friends or
03:45:26.400 family i have given people clear reasons i have lost friends during this last year
03:45:38.560 because they refused
03:45:43.200 they refused to get my back and then text me after something like dude sorry i just want to get
03:45:48.880 involved okay that doesn't mean i hate them or i'm gonna go gossip or bring up their names you
03:45:55.600 You wouldn't know most of them.
03:45:58.020 It's like, man, well, life's hard, man.
03:45:59.260 And if I'm gonna be talking to you
03:46:00.500 and you and me and we're like close,
03:46:02.100 it's like, hey, man, why don't we talk to him?
03:46:03.140 I'm like, ah, ship's sailed, bro.
03:46:06.260 Love you, man.
03:46:09.240 And I don't say catch up soon.
03:46:12.420 See you later.
03:46:14.200 Bro, I'll keep you posted.
03:46:17.460 Don't lie to yourself 1.00
03:46:18.620 because you're a pussy. 1.00
03:46:20.340 You can't just be, yeah, whatever. 1.00
03:46:23.380 I'm even better.
03:46:24.220 I don't even respond.
03:46:25.600 you know it's not a silent tree and what i mean is it's not like i'll never respond if they're
03:46:30.960 like hey man i was hoping for a response from this and they ask you what happened why don't
03:46:34.640 we talk or what i'm not gonna nope gonzo but you know what if that works for you then 0.96
03:46:41.040 fuck everyone else for saying it doesn't because maybe you have a problem with giving people too 0.98
03:46:44.400 many chances and so i just uh i think 0.99
03:46:57.040 i think that there's just such a uh corresponding
03:47:01.120 corresponding
03:47:04.820 reality to where people believe what they see about you
03:47:15.140 based upon the things you don't see about yourself or they assume you don't see
03:47:24.300 combined with the same things internally you know they don't know
03:47:31.120 what you haven't seen that you, that no one may ever see,
03:47:35.120 make you in a unique position
03:47:39.120 as a person
03:47:43.120 to realize
03:47:47.120 that there are healthy people who do not like their lives
03:47:51.120 and they are
03:47:55.120 hurting inside in every
03:47:59.120 paradox of life
03:48:01.180 and dichotomy
03:48:02.340 of what you can
03:48:04.960 be
03:48:05.300 and show you a fat and a 0.99
03:48:08.960 buff person with emotional
03:48:10.660 psychological spiritual 0.75
03:48:12.640 sicknesses
03:48:14.840 bro it's
03:48:21.040 crazy
03:48:21.720 you see people that are really fat 1.00
03:48:24.740 and like fucking disgusting 1.00
03:48:26.480 yuck 1.00
03:48:27.780 bro i gave him 20 pounds like you sick fuck 1.00
03:48:30.580 but dude like i saw some guy at the gym the other day it's like 1.00
03:48:36.100 like i don't mean sexually just like i couldn't walk past him i was like
03:48:40.940 oh and and you know you tell something like you're jealous
03:48:46.740 that guy's got problems that guy's got problems i think i could be wrong but he
03:48:53.960 You've done something that's gotta probably not be balanced.
03:49:01.580 Here's the deal, my guys. 0.99
03:49:03.940 I'm sure he thinks we're all pussies, too. 1.00
03:49:07.840 So get out of the fucking way and just move on with your day. 0.99
03:49:18.140 And I feel like life is a lot of the things we think we know. 0.99
03:49:23.960 are just based upon
03:49:25.500 coping with the fact
03:49:27.860 of the things that
03:49:28.920 we'll never be or don't think we can achieve.
03:49:32.640 We place the blame
03:49:33.980 on something else the other person has
03:49:36.140 or something that happened to us that we can't undo
03:49:38.000 and we don't really
03:49:40.020 think about things. And so this whole
03:49:41.760 creator economy
03:49:42.820 this whole 0.99
03:49:45.720 creator economy is just like fucking 1.00
03:49:47.900 bullshit. 1.00
03:49:50.240 Hexmo light 1.00
03:49:51.320 full circle here.
03:49:53.960 a Hexmalite
03:49:56.960 gets 1.00
03:50:00.600 shows, by the way, I'm not even mocking him
03:50:04.220 per se
03:50:06.320 this kind of person does not attract
03:50:10.840 because these people have always existed
03:50:14.920 they always probably will
03:50:18.020 the methods may change
03:50:19.540 but you will stay the same
03:50:26.120 i don't know why rumble didn't change i don't know why you were unable to go on there
03:50:34.000 i don't know what happened let me see why can't i stream again on rumble
03:50:43.680 oh man
03:50:46.240 Try one more time
03:51:04.560 Try one more time
03:51:10.560 And so guess what
03:51:12.160 it's like dude this doesn't work hey buddy
03:51:17.560 if you're looking for views this is what you don't understand people don't understand this 0.99
03:51:25.660 what do you just do was stupid but it depends what your goal is 0.97
03:51:31.200 and most people online are claiming to give you they're living one way but then they need to fund 0.99
03:51:40.940 another and famous funding and so kind of the problem is that all the good advice isn't really
03:51:47.340 available because it's hard to find and balanced perspective doesn't really drive engagement
03:51:59.500 because most people are not balanced and they don't have enough mental capacity i don't either
03:52:06.140 to care about everything i don't read a lot about tech every day
03:52:14.540 and usually when i do i'm reading one of the 10 big websites that bought seo
03:52:22.820 but when it comes to the social economic cultural state of the world like my gosh can we talk about
03:52:33.980 that like bro jaden smith you look at that guy and you got yikes a lot of parts of his life would be
03:52:45.580 nice
03:52:55.500 it would be nice but maybe not let's go guys have the money
03:52:59.740 but i wouldn't want that life i just don't think you would ever really be very satisfied
03:53:07.120 and i feel like i was saying today i'm like man 0.93
03:53:12.440 oh shit don't have some i gotta look 0.91
03:53:19.300 tonight i'm planning on sleeping i'm not staying up another night no there's no way we're not 0.99
03:53:28.200 doing it we can't if we were on rumble i would have stayed up like 0.99
03:53:31.220 i would have stayed up hey motherfuckers i would have stayed up for you 0.99
03:53:38.980 but it's a sunday night i don't even know what it is look at my calendar action i was like 0.99
03:53:46.480 do i have something tomorrow what's going on i was like i was seeing my head i was like
03:53:51.880 i've skipped all of my scheduling that's my point i'm working on becoming
03:53:56.520 more structured 0.90
03:53:58.780 this sounds really dumb for most people 0.84
03:54:02.880 but I 0.97
03:54:05.740 have been working on making my bed
03:54:09.960 I have been trying to
03:54:13.240 go to the gym
03:54:16.720 but it's like people make your bed every day
03:54:18.560 my goals are different than yours
03:54:21.880 I like to make sure that about
03:54:26.100 that my bed is just always made before i need to be on camera because behind it's not even
03:54:32.760 nicely but my other blanket's not drier i didn't put it on because i'm not sleeping it was washed
03:54:38.040 all i'm saying is it's like however so why am i doing this i i did i do this impulsively
03:54:47.500 yes did i do it based on advice from pearl yes
03:54:54.640 did i like this it's gonna sound like dumb but like
03:55:02.920 you'll notice right now like if i'm streaming it's like i haven't gotten up
03:55:10.420 i haven't randomly gone and like taken a drug it's like it's not like i got up right now and i was
03:55:16.160 like but like i got people in the room and i act differently and on the stream you know and one of
03:55:28.000 the reasons why is i tend to just move a lot when i'm talking and i move but when i'm like tightly
03:55:33.260 close with people i don't want to be distracting on the camera or to them because most people are
03:55:37.320 rigid on camera like this like this it's not wrong but i tend to try to just like i know that
03:55:45.760 i'm very i don't even say autistical i just know i'm like kind of uh
03:55:51.320 i'm uniquely myself not like that i'm not rare so it's not like uh but i think i'm just a person
03:56:02.120 that's like i just it's because what i mean is i've not i've tried i've tried to fit in
03:56:11.860 but i don't think i don't think people that fit in are trying
03:56:17.640 i think they're trying not to stand out right
03:56:22.840 and i by the way be like oh so you're saying you stand out i don't know i'm not saying no it's not
03:56:31.520 like that i mean like that's like i think i just meant like hey i think and it's also
03:56:41.380 oh so you're trying to stand out be special it's like no i'm just gonna try to find like a balance
03:56:45.380 of my of i'm gonna try to balance who i am so that it doesn't bump heads with everything in 0.64
03:56:52.880 the world and i think that's a good gay pill idea i think it is about rationality and balance 0.81
03:57:00.980 but extremism where it's needed 0.77
03:57:04.020 and sometimes just for a time
03:57:08.560 I believe differently than my friend
03:57:13.020 but I'm also
03:57:16.500 don't think he's wrong when it comes to substances
03:57:20.260 he goes like his vision is like once an addict
03:57:23.740 always an addict and you'll hear a lot of that
03:57:25.720 and
03:57:27.180 And I believe that that's fine for him.
03:57:34.240 If that concept for him communicates the same universal truth of something for me,
03:57:45.540 it doesn't matter if he struggles with opiates and I struggle with sex.
03:57:54.100 we're both just grasping at potentially abused dopamine
03:58:00.580 GABA type of channel networks
03:58:04.440 to fill some void
03:58:09.540 that is a response to something that's imbalanced in our minds and hearts.
03:58:16.560 And you can ignore that.
03:58:18.040 You can ignore God.
03:58:20.740 You can ignore a higher power.
03:58:21.920 That's a universal truth.
03:58:22.860 It's like, now you're violating, it's like, oh, no.
03:58:29.100 Even in science, we apply theories.
03:58:32.040 And we believe them using faith.
03:58:36.000 As many theories are not fully verifiable.
03:58:43.960 Don't.
03:58:44.880 I'm not going to waste my time when I'm on science.
03:58:48.360 Go try to do a science experiment
03:58:50.000 about trusting the data you're reading in the book
03:58:52.840 and the peer reviewers did their work.
03:58:58.680 But possibly speaking,
03:59:00.720 it's like everything takes a little bit of faith.
03:59:03.540 You've got to kind of like trust your teachers
03:59:05.600 and what they're telling you to go out.
03:59:09.160 And on the rare occasion,
03:59:10.360 you will see people that didn't need that.
03:59:12.720 They were born with genetics and they look good.
03:59:17.500 I meet people that don't have God
03:59:19.320 And they seem like the most balanced, happy people in the world.
03:59:25.680 Okay.
03:59:29.460 That's not you.
03:59:32.460 Most of us got to work on it.
03:59:34.680 And guess what?
03:59:35.480 Guess what?
03:59:37.300 It's okay.
03:59:46.280 To take time.
03:59:49.320 figure it out your own way however you are maybe unique when you combine everything together so
03:59:57.720 it's like i feel unique you all should that's not like a weird idea you're all unique
04:00:06.040 but the bible says as well as every other religious book i do follow scriptural teachings
04:00:12.680 for universal truth
04:00:14.000 myself
04:00:15.800 that
04:00:18.540 there is nothing new under the sun
04:00:22.840 everything's been done
04:00:26.180 not everything's been
04:00:28.760 discovered but things have been
04:00:30.740 discovered
04:00:31.200 and just because we didn't
04:00:34.940 know the atomic
04:00:37.120 makeup of nitrogen
04:00:38.680 did not mean that we did
04:00:41.120 not have uses for it
04:00:42.680 What it means everything that's been done is being not everyone's you,
04:00:47.680 but people who have the same strengths, problems,
04:00:51.680 combined with other strengths and problems can give you a good place to start.
04:00:57.680 And so, like I said, my friends is once an addict, always an addict.
04:01:02.680 Let's find God in this program.
04:01:04.680 I think those programs are cool.
04:01:07.680 They're really good.
04:01:12.680 but I think that's part of it's probably the going with a sponsor recovery or something like
04:01:19.080 that for your issue I don't know why but I've seen that everywhere they have food anything I think
04:01:24.280 the key thing is is like I'm not against medication for pain
04:01:33.640 but if i hurt myself and i don't have any opiate prescriptions but like i i was talking about this
04:01:45.320 i have this cut it was a while ago um they gave me morphine
04:01:49.380 i i don't i don't like that but in that moment it's like well this issue
04:01:57.280 supersedes what I like from morphine.
04:02:00.920 I don't like it.
04:02:02.440 I get really sick from opiates,
04:02:04.520 but I need a lot of it.
04:02:06.700 I don't mean a lot.
04:02:07.500 I just mean like pre-opiate laws.
04:02:10.060 I wouldn't be a good opiate addict anyways.
04:02:12.160 I don't like it
04:02:12.800 and I would have to spend a lot of money
04:02:14.000 and I'd probably die. 0.95
04:02:15.900 I'd kill myself or something. 0.67
04:02:17.340 So I'm glad I'm not into that.
04:02:18.460 But my friend was, you know?
04:02:21.560 So maybe that kind of addiction
04:02:23.260 needs that kind of structure
04:02:24.580 and maybe you don't.
04:02:26.720 Who knows?
04:02:27.280 but also remember before you discount someone like that
04:02:34.140 for having an opiate addiction maybe you don't find that same addiction 0.96
04:02:39.420 even the same one because you're not into it but maybe i fucking hurt my back i would choose 0.61
04:02:45.680 surgery over pain pain management but if surgery wasn't possible i could get addicted to that 0.93
04:02:53.400 not because I want to,
04:02:56.560 but because it's physically addictive.
04:02:58.100 So don't ever get cocky.
04:02:59.820 I don't struggle with that.
04:03:00.520 I don't struggle with that.
04:03:01.880 The best example for men is 1.00
04:03:03.380 men don't listen to men their age or older 1.00
04:03:08.920 with similar hair types
04:03:09.900 on how to manage, maintain, and control,
04:03:12.420 not losing your hair.
04:03:15.620 And according to anatomical beauty standards,
04:03:18.640 i would i would like to um i think i was trying to show you yeah i'm doing it yesterday
04:03:26.260 i had dermatitis check this out so i've never had a great hairline i i um when i say that i've
04:03:37.160 always been like not very attractive i look at pictures of myself as a kid and you're like 0.92
04:03:46.600 hmm that's kind of a fucked up looking kid 0.98
04:03:50.680 so I asked my mom I'm like hey my teeth are ugly 0.99
04:03:57.040 give me braces was I looks maxing no I'm self-conscious
04:04:01.860 right my parents got me them
04:04:05.280 and uh someone told me like did you smoke cigars
04:04:11.440 your teeth look yellow I'm not as bad right now no one says
04:04:14.900 hey look it's pearly white teeth in fact i got braces and i still don't like to smile look at 1.00
04:04:20.680 this i look like a fucking retard but what does that even mean 0.96
04:04:28.580 do i just accept something i don't want to lose all my hair and this thing here i mean it was 0.98
04:04:39.900 growing back and it really lost a bunch of the hair there and stuff and it's like oh you're so
04:04:45.580 vain or whatever what are you doing it's like and i think like really did this thing but it was
04:04:50.300 my head was like i thought i had a eczema or something i don't know it's just like for like
04:04:55.740 last like 15 weeks it might have been related to peptides i don't know i didn't know what's going
04:05:01.180 on and i went and saw a dermatologist i didn't take it seriously i was like dandruff it's gross
04:05:08.620 and whatever it could have been from just it just happened all of a sudden it wasn't hair dye anything
04:05:17.980 and then i'm like all that hair that i grew back right here it's like a freak it's like gone
04:05:27.500 that i didn't relate to i'm like balding again my store i i'm under a lot of stress but i was under
04:05:34.620 more stress in january than i am probably now in terms of cortisol
04:05:42.620 and then i go to the uh dermatologist at the end i'm like yo hey um i think i get
04:05:48.380 overgrowth on my head of something i read about i think that's what's causing this
04:05:52.380 this scalp uh because the eczema shampoos don't work and this the the chafing is pretty bad
04:05:59.420 he goes oh yeah it's probably causing some hair loss huh
04:06:02.900 it's a hair fall I go oh dude I didn't really
04:06:05.420 yeah oh yeah it's always way the hair fall people freak out
04:06:07.860 and I've been following his routine for like two and a half weeks
04:06:11.340 where he gave me some medication
04:06:12.660 so that's sort of the end of all of it you know 0.62
04:06:17.540 I feel really bad for the rumble users
04:06:23.560 yikes
04:06:26.160 I feel very bad for the Rumble users.
04:06:34.300 I really wanted to have a hoorah.
04:06:38.460 How can you make a Rumble page and you don't give us the ability to go live?
04:06:50.640 It makes me a little sad, right?
04:06:56.160 um
04:07:04.080 someone in the live chat i think you're watching it on uh rumble said what's your secret
04:07:13.700 for staying awake 48 hours that's a good question
04:07:19.920 do i seem awake i don't know
04:07:26.160 I do, I, I don't know, but I don't know.
04:07:36.180 I probably, I'd have to think about it.
04:07:40.100 This is, I, I, cause I've done it many times, good or bad.
04:07:43.020 And I think there's really good pros or cons to this.
04:07:46.500 This is kind of a bad example because I've just been in my house, you know?
04:07:50.500 uh i could talk about the pros and cons for a little bit because i i kind of probably need to
04:07:58.940 like gear down on the strengths i've just been in front of a computer chatting for so long
04:08:04.620 it's not like addicted to it's like i just probably gotta like i just go lay in my bed
04:08:08.400 i'm gonna go on my phone trying to stay up all night or something from just being like
04:08:12.120 reverse what's it called a reactionary insomnia or something like that
04:08:16.060 um let me see if i can do something real fast just to get it to work so i understand what
04:08:31.620 happened does anybody know i don't know
04:08:36.500 someone said please breathe normally do i not breathe i never heard that
04:08:44.880 my wife is with another man
04:08:53.620 i have no idea what i was gonna say you know apparently i just we had a fun time and i
04:09:01.960 did some uh intentional manic episodes because i always thought it was funny that it was like
04:09:08.120 you know
04:09:14.840 a woman will have the gall
04:09:20.840 call you a narcissist sociopath or maybe all three i've never been called called all three
04:09:29.920 i've never been called any most of those things actually 0.99
04:09:33.440 it's like why are you so fucking weird 0.98
04:09:38.220 you know what am i doing why do i need to fucking what is it like you know like i've 0.99
04:09:46.740 had moments like that like i'm like what's what's what am i what why does this bother 0.99
04:09:53.580 you
04:09:53.880 and then you find out with women most of the time it's not
04:10:03.440 it's not really about that thing.
04:10:13.420 There's always something else that's driving them to want to see that as a hindrance to you. 0.93
04:10:20.700 I think that's a good example of the opposite of the gay pill. 1.00
04:10:28.940 women will 1.00
04:10:32.600 women are there and they should be 0.81
04:10:35.060 supports 1.00
04:10:35.800 example I follow
04:10:38.980 biblical
04:10:40.200 truth not that I apply it
04:10:43.060 but I believe it
04:10:45.020 I believe
04:10:47.400 nuclear energy is real I don't think I use any
04:10:49.180 in my house it's good for society
04:10:51.120 doesn't make me
04:10:53.200 a hypocrite because I don't personally use
04:10:55.160 nuclear 0.99
04:10:55.680 energy I just
04:10:58.940 Sometimes I'm just an imperfect person.
04:11:00.620 I just don't do it all. 0.99
04:11:02.460 Because I'm lazy as fuck spiritually. 0.97
04:11:04.860 Sometimes I've got a lot going on that I don't understand. 0.99
04:11:13.320 But it even tells women, 0.98
04:11:17.260 obviously the Bible is telling you to follow God, Jehovah, Jireh,
04:11:21.400 Jesus Christ, God with his Holy Spirit, Trinity.
04:11:25.600 believe, trust, and hope.
04:11:31.360 And then it's like, address is an issue.
04:11:33.120 Well, as a woman, if you make the right decision
04:11:34.740 and you're gods and you're already married 0.91
04:11:37.880 and you have an unchristian husband,
04:11:42.700 you divorce him.
04:11:44.540 The Bible's very clear.
04:11:46.560 No.
04:11:48.860 Pray for him.
04:11:52.720 Show by example
04:11:53.980 That's what's hard.
04:11:57.980 Acknowledging that you're wrong
04:11:59.980 and bringing Jesus Christ in is the first step.
04:12:01.980 Look at that salvation thing.
04:12:03.980 It's not that it's universalism
04:12:05.980 and everything is like a redirected version of that.
04:12:09.980 But look at any program,
04:12:11.980 any
04:12:15.980 rehab,
04:12:17.980 any diet,
04:12:19.980 rehab any diet it is you are here probably because you need to be here
04:12:30.480 because you share similar things also not exactly
04:12:43.460 I, um, think that, I think that there is a fundamental problem.
04:13:02.300 What are these? 0.99
04:13:08.480 Well, that's gotta be a fucking problem. 0.99
04:13:13.460 Oh, that might be the problem. 1.00
04:13:32.460 Oh, damn. 0.99
04:13:35.460 there might have been duplicates made of the stream or something like that 0.97
04:13:50.180 i don't know i'm gonna fix that right now
04:13:53.140 By the way, I absolutely hated getting up today. 0.87
04:14:13.820 I was like, Greek. 1.00
04:14:18.480 What are these?
04:14:23.140 Oh, what are these?
04:14:33.340 I need you on the water like red.
04:14:41.260 I'm trusting what it is.
04:14:44.060 Oh, what is this?
04:14:45.360 It's a live chat summary.
04:14:53.140 is it freedom
04:15:01.440 are we doing a static
04:15:12.460 is that the issue
04:15:15.580 Oh, that could be the problem.
04:15:36.960 I'm just trying to understand this.
04:15:45.580 yeah i get what you're saying there entirely like you're like hey like
04:15:56.620 you people really don't want you to be doing what you're supposed to be doing
04:16:05.580 and someone said these pouches yeah like this one is uh serratine
04:16:12.500 and it's unique
04:16:15.520 it's unique
04:16:20.980 I have several kinds
04:16:28.840 I like stimulants
04:16:32.860 I like them to the point that I borrow them from friends
04:16:36.800 and whatever legal stuff like nicotine
04:16:39.580 i like caffeine i like soda i try not to do too much because then i get anxiety
04:16:46.940 god gave me a natural rhythm to know when i'm wrong hey bro i'll have to stop it doesn't just
04:16:56.140 come from those you're too high up that nicotine you're drinking a coffee what are you doing bro
04:17:05.980 that's why i end here did you tell what people struggled with
04:17:09.580 I'm a really high-strung person, so, like, I'm always getting accused of something.
04:17:18.760 I have no idea.
04:17:23.720 Being somewhere I wasn't, doing something I wasn't. 0.84
04:17:27.180 I remember some random shit came out on the internet, and this PhD guy was like, 0.99
04:17:32.300 ugh, Adderall addiction fried his brain. 0.99
04:17:39.580 Adderall Addiction?
04:17:46.860 When did I start that one?
04:17:49.120 I go to the next email.
04:17:50.160 It's like, bro.
04:17:51.720 I heard you're on Vicodin and stuff.
04:17:55.440 I didn't even respond to anybody.
04:17:56.760 It's like, I'm not using any drugs, dude.
04:18:00.100 What is it?
04:18:00.680 What is all these?
04:18:01.620 And I'm like, oh, dude, I wonder if these people all just have their own problems.
04:18:05.460 And then they just kind of don't think.
04:18:07.400 and you hear something
04:18:08.880 and you never know
04:18:10.280 if the tendons are good, bad, ugly
04:18:11.480 and I'd see people be like
04:18:14.280 I cannot believe
04:18:15.560 that you
04:18:19.720 and broke up
04:18:20.680 you stole a woman from a married man 0.59
04:18:22.480 and you stole their children 0.96
04:18:24.380 I'm like what is that? 1.00
04:18:25.740 oh you're mixing so much shit up 1.00
04:18:27.540 and I would go down 1.00
04:18:29.380 and start reading and the people would be like
04:18:30.460 hey brother
04:18:30.880 I heard the news
04:18:33.300 got an abortion
04:18:35.760 it has nothing to do with drugs
04:18:38.600 I'm just reading a minute
04:18:39.560 okay sure
04:18:42.000 even if you're happy
04:18:49.180 and satisfied
04:18:50.520 and genuinely believe
04:18:53.360 you're where you need to be
04:18:54.680 people that claim to love you
04:18:57.260 are just gonna want you to be
04:18:59.380 and do what they want
04:19:00.940 which is why I have a problem
04:19:03.380 with people I'll invite criticism
04:19:05.160 i'm like go ahead and talk to me you know i tell them i will take that in i get what you're saying
04:19:12.860 i think they're very valid thought process to that if there is i don't lie to them
04:19:18.920 hey i think there's a valid uh thought process there and uh i um
04:19:27.480 i want to include what i think is important now and if you see some things that i don't think are
04:19:37.040 important uh could help please let me know again and if i don't see those things as important and
04:19:45.540 i i'll try to remember them and facing consequences for ignoring you then yeah man we should probably
04:19:54.420 talking you know we update so that doesn't happen again it is what it is no we're not yeah i mean i
04:20:05.620 hope that's like a crash sure we'll just call them all crash out streams like i'll just like be
04:20:13.300 that's why i'm just gonna do it it's like okay well i guess if me just being myself i've been my same 0.75
04:20:20.020 pretty much all of my career in life and i guess that's kind of the gay pill
04:20:32.380 and that's why we're calling it the manic episodes
04:20:37.760 because people think that the way that i am online looks you said you are the way you are 0.97
04:20:44.780 like dude i don't sit in a fucking chair and like what i'm saying is i don't sit in a chair 0.98
04:20:53.820 and talk like this to a screen 0.99
04:20:59.980 for two days but at the same time i just did
04:21:08.140 but i'm saying my life has different components
04:21:10.220 so there is a way which is why i get mad when i'm busy i'm talking to this girl 0.80
04:21:16.380 and i'm like fucked in the head not intoxicated it's like stressed in the moment i'm just like 0.81
04:21:25.020 trying to get time in like panic not about it was like hey what's up sorry i haven't called 0.84
04:21:31.040 whatever i actually feel bad like i wanted to talk to her you know just like what's going on
04:21:36.000 it wasn't like problems
04:21:39.600 and
04:21:43.400 yeah
04:21:46.400 and sometimes I'm like
04:21:48.520 I'll notice I'm talking
04:21:49.860 I'm like alright
04:21:51.660 I'll call you later or something
04:21:53.420 let me get
04:21:54.700 down
04:21:56.120 you know
04:21:58.760 who's calling in
04:22:02.100 let me see
04:22:03.260 who is that
04:22:06.000 and i think it's just who i am i guess it's just who you are is who you think i am and it's totally 0.65
04:22:10.160 fun um yeah i think and that's what that that so that kind of summarizes the gay pill you know 0.97
04:22:19.200 is it infinite crashing that sucks man i i don't know what's going on 0.99
04:22:28.800 one second 0.90
04:22:36.000 See and I have fun
04:22:43.440 I'm like hey yeah actually I wanted to text you later
04:22:45.740 Because I'll call you later
04:22:47.220 Because I was in a manic episode
04:22:48.780 Isn't that fun now
04:22:49.800 I can call my work manic episodes
04:22:53.120 It's like method acting
04:22:55.280 You know just kind of like
04:22:56.260 It's like fun
04:22:58.220 But
04:22:59.540 It's kind of like
04:23:04.260 doing this doing streaming is fun because it is your real life but it's also just not your real
04:23:13.100 it's your job it doesn't mean you're not fake you're authentic but it's like almost like
04:23:20.600 getting hired as an actor to like have a fake sex scene with a really hot girl and you're
04:23:28.620 make it and it's they interview these people they enjoy it like talk and get chemistry coaches and
04:23:34.720 stuff they got guys like oh think about your hottest actress oh my gosh are you paid to have 0.98
04:23:41.780 simulated sex with an with the hottest woman that everyone wants to have sex with i mean i'm sure 0.86
04:23:45.660 that's great but it's but off screen it's not real but the reason why the the line between the two
04:23:50.980 things fades is a lot of times people leave their spouses or you know whatever have affairs or
04:23:56.800 whatever with the actors and actresses that they have a fake they start with a fake online love
04:24:02.880 scene you know um something to ask for donation uh i mean even super chat i guess right
04:24:14.360 is uh super chat
04:24:18.880 i don't know
04:24:22.540 oh no no no we don't beg here we do um we follow the mega church method
04:24:30.200 your money is better used by me
04:24:35.400 and if you don't give it to me you're not gonna be blessed so that's that's what we do
04:24:44.000 I'm going to go to bed in a second
04:24:50.860 I'm chilling out
04:24:51.960 Mr. Trump
04:24:53.760 We took a pretty long break
04:24:58.960 in a rest
04:24:59.780 It was like an hour
04:25:02.760 around 20 minutes
04:25:03.560 We were resting
04:25:05.080 Yeah
04:25:10.480 That's where it is
04:25:12.680 So, I was kind of going through some of the people.
04:25:17.580 Our rumble went down.
04:25:18.700 I was really sad that that happened.
04:25:28.160 When's the last time I had sex, do you know?
04:25:31.060 the question is 0.99
04:25:38.900 having sex
04:25:43.980 me had nothing to do with anything going wrong in my life 0.57
04:25:47.640 it was not to happen
04:25:50.780 but that's my life
04:25:53.280 perhaps
04:26:01.060 We disagree on our experience of life.
04:26:04.520 That's okay.
04:26:05.880 But I appreciate that.
04:26:07.500 See, that's what I mean.
04:26:08.000 It's like, okay. 1.00
04:26:10.680 Because sometimes people have foolish sex in their lives 1.00
04:26:21.540 because they starve themselves or are starved in marriage. 1.00
04:26:27.480 so like this can happen and that's why i believe indian men are just kind of creepy in general 0.96
04:26:37.980 because i something weird they're going i don't know what it is i've never seen in india there's 1.00
04:26:42.380 like the men are just weird they don't want to they don't know how to interact with women i don't
04:26:47.040 know thank you we can all become gay thank you vince i appreciate that 0.75
04:26:54.060 i i know what it may be it is i just uh if you follow it early in the stream too so i kind of
04:27:03.020 just simplify everything because i have a that i'm not the most well educated but at least have
04:27:09.600 a background kind of just look at things not to you but as like things that work with my uppity
04:27:17.960 personality and things that don't um so appreciate it i'm just going to go over a few more here
04:27:24.680 it's a pretty cool some of you think i should stop collabing with mud sharks never
04:27:33.380 oh i love them they're my soulmates it is who i am
04:27:41.720 You know, it's probably been a fun time hanging out together.
04:27:52.700 Shout out to gays for Trump. 0.99
04:27:56.320 Shout out. 0.98
04:28:11.720 i love this uh thing
04:28:14.940 i can think of one if i wanted to 0.99
04:28:23.680 fuck couldn't i don't even think about sex right now really i'm like tired it's not i'm not horny 0.98
04:28:32.040 you know or am i no i'm saying you know i don't actually uh those are weird you ever notice those 0.99
04:28:38.500 like me and uh pearl are like uh we like joke about being horny for each other and stuff it's
04:28:44.740 like a bit but it's like you ever watch those like stream i'm not strange it's clips and they're like
04:28:51.140 being like horny and flirting on a stream
04:28:57.540 i don't know who watches that and you're like what do you mean it's just all the young twitch
04:29:02.260 streamers it's always like uh some clip will show up my feet i don't actually watch it
04:29:06.660 jack dole gets boner from marissa kent or something i just made up a girl but it's like a famous
04:29:12.020 streamer scroll that was like one of clav's biggest like uh intros into like the sex scandal 0.97
04:29:24.100 they were trying to like like a blowjob on stream or something out of the desk i don't know
04:29:30.020 like that's news i'm right here and i'm like a streamer is running okay next i don't really 0.89
04:29:38.100 find it interesting but if you like that stuff go ahead
04:29:45.300 going down here going down here just going to go through a few more
04:29:49.700 meetings now we'll get a few more things before we log off and go to sleep
04:29:59.520 what a life i'll probably have a cigar
04:30:03.620 i'll have a cigar and i oh what do you guys think in the chat what do you guys think i'll be able
04:30:10.920 to fall asleep easily or you think i'm like like do you think uh i'll give you my take after you
04:30:16.980 guess real fast was like do you think i've had moments where like i almost got fully narcoleptic
04:30:22.640 like i was just like and by the way just kind of the summary of this
04:30:26.300 some bad things happened to me that were out of control recently like legitimately like i just
04:30:34.900 not as bad as they have been like where it just broke my heart i'm just like oh my gosh
04:30:44.120 there's many things where
04:30:46.440 yeah it's just like oh man 0.97
04:30:49.040 that's just that sucks 0.93
04:30:50.280 you love somebody and you're just like 0.67
04:30:53.280 what's best for them and I just don't feel like
04:30:59.120 they're getting it
04:30:59.940 and you know it's like
04:31:03.140 there's a joke a long time ago
04:31:05.300 that's like
04:31:05.800 why I was diagnosed manic
04:31:08.560 manic is not a diagnosis
04:31:10.360 by the way
04:31:11.860 it is not
04:31:13.860 from my understanding and the diagnosable psychological condition that manic is a
04:31:18.220 addition like manic depressive and stuff and I've
04:31:23.780 suggestively been offered that weird but I don't need that uh stuff oh and because of having like
04:31:38.200 these weird things you know with like speech and stuff I've kind of seen healthcare professionals
04:31:42.540 my whole life and dozens and i just go yeah never really i never really want to do anything anyone
04:31:49.580 over hurt anyone i don't want to hurt myself i have an expressive personality yes come on
04:31:59.340 i'm wrapping it up right now i'm actually wrapping it up
04:32:07.420 yeah i think i'm wrapping up in like 48 hours i'm just kind of like letting myself like go down
04:32:12.540 that looks
04:32:14.540 goshers and beer
04:32:15.940 don't leave that
04:32:19.940 okay you can come in
04:32:22.780 you can hang out here when you're
04:32:23.880 oh yeah and dude they shut our rumble down
04:32:30.720 at like four hours
04:32:32.960 before we just hit it it was like where
04:32:34.480 that was like our home base I mean everyone
04:32:36.700 else matters too I mean like those
04:32:38.420 there was people who like left it on
04:32:40.400 for two days and never left
04:32:42.200 i mean they would come in and out but they're just like their accounts were active
04:32:45.020 it'd be like 4 15 a.m there's like 200 people in there 0.82
04:32:48.920 those are the those are the g's
04:32:51.920 what a bunch of
04:32:55.400 don't leave the house i know just do whatever you want don't you i love you
04:33:01.580 i will go check i will go i'll go grab something and come up there
04:33:06.700 that's one of my best friends from years ago
04:33:14.920 he was saying elijah like why i don't but these are such old am i going down here
04:33:21.760 how far down do i have to go to the uh
04:33:24.260 oh there's a bump gays for trump we're going i'm almost uh we're at 954 with the chats i'm just
04:33:34.140 going through them and seeing if i missed anything because i didn't realize our chat was frozen sorry
04:33:39.620 guys um i've been here like 20 minutes waiting for you oh i didn't see it because i didn't see
04:33:46.100 a face how are you doing um and i messaged you in this little private i don't think jd fans is
04:33:54.800 attractive he's like what 45 i thought you said he was a cutie pie no i never said that okay then
04:34:03.980 you know what what did you say about jd vance because this is not getting off to a good foot
04:34:08.240 here i'm sorry i said i like jd vance i'd vote for him in 28 i think it was just in context
04:34:17.200 what we were talking about i thought they were connected i don't vote i don't vote for people
04:34:22.340 just because they're attractive i voted for trump three times do you know i was like really weird
04:34:26.780 not weird out i just was weird i was like isn't jd vance like some like chunky like guy married
04:34:32.260 i've never heard anyone talk about him like that way except for maybe like erica kirk or something
04:34:36.500 but i i just like uh he's lost some weight the last time he did a press conference you know
04:34:42.820 taking the place of what's her face they asked him like if he did ozempic and he said no i've
04:34:49.940 just lost weight he made the joke about kennedy you know put him on a diet so he's lost some
04:34:56.340 way but no i don't i'm 26 elijah i'm not finding 40 something year old man attractive
04:35:06.260 no yeah i didn't i was like that's weird
04:35:10.660 that'd be crazy if jd would it be an upgrade to the conservative christians or somebody a
04:35:16.580 few of you guys in there i we got a really mix of people tonight but like uh if you're racist
04:35:23.620 in the chat it's probably not most of you guys actually on so many random channels because of
04:35:28.820 tonight you guys all different audiences um would it be would you approve more if jd vansley
04:35:37.020 was gay and with a chad white guy or if he stayed straight had a lot of kids
04:35:43.880 with his indian wife that's an interesting question which one is worse to you or better 0.94
04:35:50.360 indian women and a nuclear family 0.99
04:35:53.800 or a gay chad what do you i mean you don't care about it are you coming here i don't care off 0.96
04:36:03.300 you're coming here to get off the stream i'm just going to yes i'm coming up you've been up for 48 0.97
04:36:09.000 hours no i know i'm i'm going through this too i make as you know anyone as you know no offense
04:36:15.460 but i don't really watch your show i don't like your you know daily shows with nikki and and sith 0.99
04:36:23.400 i don't watch because you talk about shit that i don't care about like jews and crap you know 0.98
04:36:28.800 we don't but i've checked in a lot with you today it's once a week 1.00
04:36:32.680 well for a while it seemed like it was every night
04:36:36.300 uh maybe for like for testing or something it's been like six months once a week or something
04:36:45.440 at most we've been doing like two a month or three a month i don't know i've been done i
04:36:49.420 i don't know it seemed like every every night we've been talking about peptides and uh we
04:36:54.460 talked about the gay pill tonight so so you missed it what's the gay pill
04:36:59.480 we'll have to find out no i i mean i would do no way i could talk to you privately i mean 0.64
04:37:07.980 i can't i just i just dragged these people through the uh trenches why does everyone
04:37:14.460 tell me to call vryllium i i that makes no sense uh i don't understand that it's constantly in my
04:37:23.660 chats um what are you doing today oh by the way so this is uh asmin gold's number one clan member
04:37:36.060 of world of war guild member we're not in a clan i'm in the clan yes what do you guys even do it
04:37:43.820 that is my goal like okay because this is new to me and i'm finding pretty good like uh
04:37:51.900 like even this was just to like it's so foreign to me stream for hours about
04:37:58.780 non-structured show and about different topics like that i just never did it
04:38:04.620 really besides going on a streamer show like once but yeah so obviously something set you off right
04:38:11.660 that something happened friday you don't have to say what it is something obviously set you off
04:38:17.100 friday and right no i understand that something set you off and you just said it and
04:38:24.380 started streaming for 48 hours but to be fair it was that well technically it was
04:38:34.780 pre-planned but then she pushed it that day so you know what don't they say that you know
04:38:40.220 know this why don't you just like do it and just do something different like they try like you
04:38:45.900 know people want you to do something unpredictable so do it in a way that like pushes your limits
04:38:50.080 not uh it pushes your limits so that you realize what you can exist not tears you down and i'm
04:38:57.380 really happy i did this actually i'm very very very very happy because i actually enjoyed it
04:39:04.220 and uh i'm just i always try to read everything um i'm just trying to make sure sometimes people
04:39:09.980 really have like important things it's all important things to say but like i've had
04:39:14.540 people not kill themselves and stuff because i caught a message and i also missed a friend's
04:39:19.420 phone call and he killed himself i'm just trying to well like for example sand tractor official
04:39:25.100 says asthma girl's girlfriend is hot she is she's chinese her name's uh casey uh she speaks chinese
04:39:34.140 she's from the ccp i think she did only fans but yeah she's she's really hot so yeah but no i 0.66
04:39:43.420 wouldn't care i don't care about jd vance's indian wife i really don't and i i wouldn't care if he 0.97
04:39:49.660 was gay with a hot white you know boyfriend it doesn't i just i don't care does she follow you 0.94
04:39:59.100 who 0.92
04:40:01.180 no i don't really interact with her what's her name
04:40:08.040 k-a-i-s-e i believe is her could be her instagram name yeah i think it's her twitter name it's her
04:40:19.340 twitch name um she was yeah that's yeah that's her huh she follows you we follow each other
04:40:30.980 i've never seen this person i believe she lives in canada but she comes and visits asthma gold
04:40:39.180 down in austin every once in a while gold's girlfriend she follows 90 people and i'm one of
04:40:45.820 them interesting i don't know maybe she's got a thing for for rich white guys maybe i'm on the
04:40:54.340 chopping blocks will i be eskimo bros dude i i feel i do she's really i i don't know anything
04:40:59.040 about her but like uh how is he happy with her or is she happy with him like i don't even know
04:41:03.000 what their dynamic is i i don't want to make any comments i don't know um okay so they met a couple
04:41:09.180 years ago but i don't think there was there was anything there and then about maybe a month or two
04:41:17.580 ago she started sort of showing up a lot on his stream and so there was some talk that they were
04:41:25.820 you know dating and then as you can see from the pictures there they they kind of made it official
04:41:31.660 um you know typical girl she's trying to change him i mean anybody who knows asmongold he's a 0.60
04:41:40.980 millionaire but lives in the most disgusting house doesn't shower bugs rats stuff like that
04:41:50.100 so when she visited last time she got like rashes and allergic to his dirty house so 0.93
04:41:59.220 he had to go and buy all new bedding all new sheets she has to remind him to flush the toilet
04:42:06.920 because he leaves poop in the toilet um you know he's he's a he's he's him look if i had his kind
04:42:17.820 of money i would at least buy a new house but he doesn't even want to do that i can understand 0.57
04:42:24.540 you know being what he is and you know his his mom lived in that house and but he just he's just 0.97
04:42:34.480 buy a new house fucker i don't understand but whatever so she's trying to change him 0.97
04:42:40.120 you know he's she's got him to shower more often and do his hair and change his clothes and 0.99
04:42:50.280 but yeah what is that i mean like i'm not even talking shit because uh 0.87
04:42:56.120 i feel like i grew up really dirty i i don't know why but like that like i just remember like 0.81
04:43:03.900 like the animals just like cleaned it or anything and i just was like
04:43:09.300 obviously like that's a huge reason why i don't like having more dogs and stuff just because
04:43:16.680 i don't so i don't like indoor dogs where people don't really meticulously clean up after them i
04:43:21.720 don't mind i don't mind the dog itself i just feel like a lot of dog owners are very dirty
04:43:25.980 and and that's related to that just like dude it's always gross and smells but some people grow
04:43:32.400 up buy dogs and they piss on their carpet too so i guess well he was very poor he was very poor
04:43:39.200 his mom was a hoarder so the house was was pretty bad i mean i've watched him for 10 years and so i
04:43:49.040 know all of his stories but like he had an alarm clock and the alarm clock was a dead rat that he
04:43:56.620 never cleaned up and he would be awoken in the morning when it would get so warm that the rat
04:44:05.680 would start to smell and so that would be his signal to wake up and he never would clean it he
04:44:12.900 would bleed and just wipe it on the wall of his room which is still there the blood is is still
04:44:21.580 on the wall um and so when he got rich and his mom was still alive you know her hoarding got
04:44:32.720 even worse because she would just
04:44:34.660 constantly order Amazon
04:44:36.540 and so the boxes would just pile up
04:44:38.640 in the house.
04:44:40.880 But
04:44:41.000 yeah, so now he doesn't want to leave the house.
04:44:44.880 He lives in the shittiest part of Austin.
04:44:47.620 All of his streamer
04:44:48.980 friends, all of the people that live in
04:44:50.780 Austin that stream
04:44:51.760 live in million dollar houses.
04:44:55.040 He can afford it, but he
04:44:56.720 just, he doesn't want to move.
04:45:00.280 Like,
04:45:00.760 he's done.
04:45:01.440 uh is it like you know there's like uh oh you know there's like
04:45:10.560 people who don't move because of emotional attachment to the fears
04:45:15.040 i think that's a lot of it i think it's because he's his his mother's death really affected him
04:45:22.160 and and he just i don't think he he wants to i mean he went up into his attic
04:45:30.400 because he found he thought that was a raccoon up there he fell through the roof
04:45:37.040 and um there was a hole in the ceiling i think he left it left it there for for days
04:45:44.560 i mean his neighbors have have complained about all of the trash around his house so two other
04:45:50.640 streamers went and he finally did like a house tour and they both got sick like physically
04:45:59.520 they were sick for like days afterwards when they went into his house and saw his kitchen
04:46:05.840 and the cockroaches i mean his fans are called roaches and that's because there's a famous clip
04:46:14.220 of like a roach crawling on him and he didn't flinch he just you know let the let the roach
04:46:22.560 you know crawl on him and and to the people in the chat saying hire a cleanup crew um
04:46:29.020 i think he's embarrassed i he won't hire a cleanup crew because i don't think he wants to let let
04:46:36.740 anybody in the house there's only been that one video when those other streamers came over
04:46:42.880 where he let them like show his house off but most of his fans the only thing we've ever seen
04:46:52.140 is the room that he's in and if you were again you haven't watched him but he used to probably
04:46:58.800 have 50
04:47:00.640 to-go cups
04:47:02.940 on his table
04:47:04.020 because he would just never throw them away.
04:47:08.020 I mean, there's
04:47:08.620 pictures of what his room used to look like
04:47:10.880 and it was what you would imagine
04:47:13.040 a hoarder's room would look like.
04:47:15.720 I don't know how we got on
04:47:16.920 Asmongold, but you asked me what I was doing.
04:47:19.220 You're a super fan of Asmongold.
04:47:21.640 I've watched him
04:47:22.460 for 10 years.
04:47:26.300 And so
04:47:26.560 he's gotten very political.
04:47:28.800 he's he's friends with jd vance he's friends with elon musk both have uh frequently retweeted him
04:47:38.400 replied to his comments you know uh i think he's been asked on joe rogan stuff like that but he
04:47:46.720 just doesn't want to leave his house he never wants to leave his house so he doesn't he doesn't
04:47:53.120 who it is but uh he doesn't go anywhere not dirty but i have a
04:48:00.160 friend that no one believe is like that he's a little guy that rhymes with ronald rump no
04:48:07.360 i'm sure he has a big he's a guy he's just a big guy and it's like so he's like dude
04:48:12.560 but yeah i mean i would say he's probably just as influential as hassan you know every day him and
04:48:30.280 hassan sort of watch each other's clips and and argue with each other they never speak to each
04:48:36.920 other directly they just on their own streams they'll watch a clip of the other person reacting
04:48:43.320 to their video and you know they just they just go back and forth and was making fun of asmund gold
04:48:51.800 and he's like you get your news from as gold i heard more there's a famous clip about that's
04:48:56.680 where i first heard his name a couple years ago that probably i mean i don't know what
04:49:01.800 sam hyde's political views are but you don't know sam hyde sam hyde it's got me into youtube
04:49:10.680 oh yeah sam hyde is like i sam hyde is as close to the way i view the world as 0.97
04:49:21.880 everybody it's just like yeah fuck you to everybody but like hey look yeah it'd be better 0.99
04:49:31.180 all like white and stuff but we don't get it so it's gonna be weird as fuck and you gotta be weird 0.99
04:49:35.780 too to like it's gotta be weird the world's weird you gotta be weird yeah i get but asthma seems like 0.97
04:49:43.320 not so contentious i guess more of just like somebody who
04:49:51.680 because he's got more of a mainstream approach no he's not mainstream at all i mean i feel like
04:49:58.160 um not really i mean if you're into like streaming culture yes he's everywhere he's he's one of the
04:50:09.300 top streamers on twitch on the internet the most viewers but in terms of political um he's like
04:50:19.160 he literally got in trouble recently because he said he wanted to shoot 0.96
04:50:23.020 like when when cuta spain got invaded by those moroccans he was basically like shoot them all 0.98
04:50:30.700 shoot the kids shoot them all he's he's very uh blunt about what he wants to do he got 0.98
04:50:39.120 banned for two weeks 1.00
04:50:41.900 recently
04:50:43.640 because he said
04:50:45.900 that. And then
04:50:47.720 I think the last time
04:50:49.700 before that he got banned, it was
04:50:51.840 because he said that like Muslims
04:50:53.980 or third world country people 0.97
04:50:55.760 are inferior to 0.95
04:50:57.920 whites or something like that. 0.99
04:51:00.240 So he got another
04:51:01.380 two week ban. But Twitch,
04:51:03.760 if anyone knows Twitch, Twitch is notoriously
04:51:05.940 left wing. Hassan can
04:51:07.840 say uh america deserved 9-11 hassan can have literal hamas terrorists on his stream and nothing
04:51:18.160 ever happens to hassan but you know aspen says one thing that's right he gets banned
04:51:27.360 but hassan is you not remember what happened uh
04:51:31.600 Casperian and Chank back in that original purge merger I think it was like 2016 when
04:51:41.440 they when when YouTube built like a new studio in LA it was their first studio and then they
04:51:49.660 have like a news department but they gave like three giant million dollar like studio to Chank
04:51:56.680 somehow and he created some like back-end deal with them and partners it's like and then twitch
04:52:01.640 is right there's my brother shares a giant building which him and twitch are the only
04:52:04.840 runners there but um and they have like a big thing my brother's like dude the last time i
04:52:10.440 talked to him yeah you always know who works where people are like sure it's tucked and you can't
04:52:15.720 tell the gender that bad he's like it's interesting yeah twitch is pretty bad
04:52:26.680 that's woke to me it's like what a company is like like it's not as much that a company is
04:52:32.880 like vocal it's like an activist company like companies like like that it's like this is a
04:52:37.420 large platform that people share and they have hypocritical standards very easily identified
04:52:44.180 you know it's not like it's like whatever well twitch platforms like twitch platforms like 0.93
04:52:50.940 they're trans streamers and they're drag queen streamers and you know you know degenerates like 0.99
04:52:58.180 that like they never platform like asmin they they banned destiny like years ago and and they 0.71
04:53:06.860 won't let him you know back on but i believe at twitchcon they had like a hassan meetup or
04:53:14.460 something like that they just they they love they love hassan and they're they're left-wing streamers
04:53:21.500 you know
04:53:23.600 i made oh wait what that was all right wait sorry that was our it was our mod um yeah i uh
04:53:37.800 i a lot of bad moves in terms of media um over the years but like i've stayed in it uh bad moves
04:53:52.800 in terms of like i kind of like i always knew i'm in my it's like just personal life decisions
04:53:57.860 trying to like kids like you know two parents or whatever a lot of decisions over the years to
04:54:04.260 kind of um my family together a lot of like five years a lot of them like i knew they were bad
04:54:12.420 like and so then but not they were bad i survived i did recently well it was like
04:54:18.580 i wanted to stay closer to media but i had like pivots you know where it was like um
04:54:25.780 like a bad pivot i think i made as well it was like
04:54:28.740 i uh i knew it was a bad pivot uh back in like 2019
04:54:35.700 i was able to massacre 100 000 subscribers or 200 000 subscribers in a year and i remember uh
04:54:42.820 i remember like yeah a lot of these people were there and we and i wasn't like i just didn't like
04:54:48.800 i was kind of like i always tell myself a centrist i'm just kind of pretty extreme in my views but
04:54:54.300 kind of like well i think you can get better with more fun content i don't want to get in the bitter
04:54:58.080 fights like i think it's all entertainment anyways and it's just annoying um yeah and
04:55:03.660 something happened out of a really lucrative like sunglass sponsorship of a big company in
04:55:07.360 l.a that i really like this day by the sunglass in the bunch and i remember like that's the day
04:55:14.720 i knew someone was like ah i'm taking like two ideologically i did a video of those i hit up
04:55:20.760 my blaze and then sell it out of like an association with blaze and then they cut me off and i was
04:55:24.560 now so some of these guys i think are smarter because uh that whole like everything i feel
04:55:30.980 like i sacrificed both the family and to remain close to the republican party uh i'm not gonna
04:55:37.160 say anything was a waste on a public platform because i don't really know long term what they
04:55:40.340 were i don't really think that my life as a waste i think ultimately i have two kids because of that
04:55:46.820 which i love and then also who knows what the political connections would bring in long term
04:55:51.760 so i it's been a pretty good life but people like him he lives in a shack or smarter and
04:55:58.560 i always look at those people even hassan is a smarter person that's when
04:56:03.380 podcaster smarter it was smarter i remember that that transition streaming and i just
04:56:09.020 went the other way and it was not a good decision yeah look you know that i have i've known of you
04:56:15.940 for a couple years but i don't really know your your whole past and your your whole career
04:56:21.420 But if Asmongold can get lucrative sponsorship deals with everything that he's done and the general consensus that he's, like, this terrible person, I don't understand why you can't get sponsorships.
04:56:39.480 I mean, the best...
04:56:40.980 No, I do. I do. I have a different problem than I can tell you off air. I do.
04:56:45.000 Yeah. But like the best content you've done recently was when you went to the to the the courthouse when, you know, that black kid killed the white kid and you had your your chimping out girlfriend say that thing that she said. 0.95
04:57:03.260 and you got like hundreds and hundreds of thousands of views on that video and that yeah and so look 0.50
04:57:11.640 there's a lot of people who have commented to me that they miss the old elijah that that that
04:57:19.740 your content used to be political like you said and now and and maybe a lot of this 48 hour stream
04:57:30.700 and and understandably has has changed to wife and kids
04:57:36.780 and it's become like a divorce stream episodes but what's what i'm learning that's what the
04:57:45.440 episodes are but why don't you why don't you so why don't you get back into the political
04:57:50.480 stuff i know you went to the rnc you told me you got kicked out or you weren't allowed in
04:57:56.980 but i'm gonna be at mar-a-lago i gotta go to uh rnc kind of go to some important mar-a-lago
04:58:06.780 where i'm gonna meet some people and then uh yeah i'm gonna also uh marco well i'm not saying
04:58:14.680 just anyways there's circles that uh have called me to go meet up in new york and go they're
04:58:21.660 interested i'm gonna go back i think into i'm gonna say it here but i have an idea what happened
04:58:28.520 actually isn't my own like um i talked about it last night actually i was like i showed i showed
04:58:36.020 them this whole polymarket thing there was this web that got they're trying to it's bad a lot of
04:58:43.380 people are gonna go down i'm out i'm i'm i'm i'm washing my hands but um because i lived in australia
04:58:49.640 you watch it if you find the part where it's about polymarket look for the hour
04:58:53.360 segment so you don't search for it but uh i really explained it in detail it was like
04:58:58.720 i um and i and these people there's basically uh through polymarket and calci it's like created a
04:59:06.560 new funnel for a power disposition and we're talking about billions of dollars where calci
04:59:11.340 took their and polymarket took theirs and um it started because i i went to the rnc
04:59:22.260 i got invited to the rnc to the 24 and that was a very exclusive invite um but i was also a very
04:59:32.180 still very credentialed reporter and i was a very good uh hire at a very large publication still so
04:59:37.980 I still worked in the establishment, very establishment.
04:59:41.240 Just don't know, because even the big articles from that event,
04:59:44.540 I read them under an anonymous.
04:59:46.200 I always found if I read under a guest contributor
04:59:48.240 or like assistant field director or things that were like whatever,
04:59:52.440 the articles had better feedback because people,
04:59:56.060 some reason my name competed with the content, you know?
04:59:58.800 So it was like people, there was more,
05:00:01.680 there was less shares by big name people
05:00:04.360 unless it didn't show up on people's shows.
05:00:06.520 if i put my name as the author so i found my name has a connotation that people certain
05:00:12.900 organizations don't they know what i believe so they don't even care if it's associated with
05:00:17.580 those topics they just don't want to uh air it so uh so then it was like did really well
05:00:26.200 and uh i got associated there with polymarket actually we're don't we're gonna do a rumble
05:00:35.220 long story short
05:00:36.500 Donald Trump Jr.
05:00:37.820 was there
05:00:38.160 a bunch of us were there
05:00:38.960 Paul Broome
05:00:39.940 Dan Bongino
05:00:40.680 yada yada
05:00:41.520 and
05:00:43.520 it was like
05:00:44.900 hey look
05:00:45.420 we
05:00:45.880 want to do this
05:00:48.520 new cool like 0.93
05:00:49.120 Gen Z thing
05:00:49.840 and 1.00
05:00:50.340 they were just like
05:00:51.280 whoops
05:00:52.120 here's a 1.00
05:00:53.320 fat fucking 0.99
05:00:54.140 stack of money 1.00
05:00:54.880 and then
05:00:56.420 they were like
05:00:57.580 oh we're trying
05:00:58.400 to get covered
05:00:59.240 I'm not going to
05:00:59.580 go down the details
05:01:00.300 we don't have an NDA
05:01:01.740 at this time
05:01:02.300 and I don't think
05:01:02.680 maybe we do
05:01:03.520 but it doesn't matter
05:01:04.180 just
05:01:04.840 it's just business deals
05:01:07.060 and then
05:01:08.620 we had a loose relationship
05:01:11.020 and
05:01:12.800 then I got approached
05:01:16.080 for some kind of like dark money
05:01:18.880 from Kalshi
05:01:20.480 to try to hit
05:01:26.960 Polymark they didn't know I worked
05:01:29.200 for them like off record
05:01:30.920 it was enough to live on like well
05:01:33.140 by the way
05:01:33.960 and uh so i started working like back-end lobbying and like brand brand placement and whatever
05:01:40.120 and then basically what happened was like i was like dude then the fbi raided polymarket the ceo
05:01:49.320 and arrested him for like on the false grounds litigious grounds from calci and i'm like dude
05:01:55.400 i'm like hey i just got offered like kind of like a nail in the coffin to fuck up polymarket i'm
05:02:01.560 working with them like i feel like obliged morally business-wise like i know it was a kind of a
05:02:06.660 risky move because like carol she's got a billion investment i could swap but i thought it was
05:02:11.400 immoral they're gambling companies so i'm like they're not moral companies but that's so wrong
05:02:16.540 to like be working with someone and like take dark money to like put an innocent guy in jail
05:02:22.040 i don't do that so i ended up like becoming acquaintances with the ceo uh polymarket so i'll
05:02:29.400 say. And ended up helping them to undo the damage from the FBI, the illegal raids. And that put me
05:02:39.580 back on the FBI's radar after January 6th. They just weren't really tracking me. But it also put
05:02:46.560 and kind of like deep into the political, economic, social construct.
05:02:56.000 And the FTC, if you see that segment,
05:03:01.460 it's basically these companies now with a new dark horse funnels
05:03:05.500 to essentially channel hundreds of thousands per month.
05:03:12.480 I'm not going to say anything.
05:03:13.440 this is the way to kind of buy the influencer class um and then there was this new influencer
05:03:20.440 marketing campaign in australia or like company that i'll just go into that i was working with
05:03:26.500 that i kind of was able to like grow with from the rnc as well help develop that was from trump's
05:03:31.960 people and long story short um
05:03:38.180 i'm somehow smacked out of this giant government investigation
05:03:45.480 that's like really targeting me like shirley and riley gains i don't know how i'm responsible
05:03:51.480 but i'm assuming they're they even like they put out a i don't know who's paying
05:03:58.320 they put out a video it's coming i was warning people like dude being hounded by like usa today
05:04:04.600 watch the post political like everybody what do you know what did you do what did the ceo tell 0.98
05:04:11.120 you i'm like i'm not talking to you guys i don't respond go fuck it i might get involved in this 0.56
05:04:15.900 so then they released this video which i don't know how they generate so much traction i got 0.98
05:04:21.960 four million views in like one and a half days a real video no what was weird so i've watched
05:04:29.520 fern before and so weird i was watching i pulled up my my youtube i saw the video i saw like
05:04:37.920 nick shirley and aiden ross and stuff like that so i'm watching the video and then your part comes
05:04:43.720 up i pause the video i dm you i say oh my god i'm watching a video that you're in i click on
05:04:51.660 your stream and you're talking about it i was like that's kind of weird not but it's just like
05:04:58.620 shit like but i watch fern all the time and so i think i never heard of it they also have another
05:05:06.260 channel called hoag but when did you hear about it that's what i'm more concerned about obviously 0.94
05:05:11.900 it's big when in the last year i've probably i don't subscribe to them but they they pop up on
05:05:18.700 i like recommended probably for a year or two they just do you know um like little documentaries on
05:05:28.400 on you know interesting topics um i've never you know thought that they had a slant or anything
05:05:37.100 like one way but um i think you know the main point of the video was that that nick and riley
05:05:46.180 didn't disclose that that they were working with polymarket you know they weren't putting like
05:05:52.800 like i'm sure everyone on x has seen someone post something you know quote tweet polymarket
05:06:00.760 and then at the bottom it says paid sponsorship and stuff like that and i don't think nick and
05:06:05.400 and riley were doing that and i think the in the video it clearly said that you have been
05:06:12.780 open that you were working with polymarket and that was the difference but
05:06:17.600 that's maybe what you perceived and i don't think that's not a big element of how we're
05:06:29.660 gonna pop a lot of people or or use the potential backlash to pop a lot of people
05:06:38.800 i'm gonna just start calling that the milo method how he like kind of well they were also saying
05:06:43.120 people like they were also saying people like aiden ross and stuff were going to a fake website
05:06:49.200 a fake polymarket placing bets winning the bets but they were never actually investing any money
05:06:57.940 the video says that there was a fake polymarket site that used an i instead of the l and that it
05:07:06.260 looked exactly like the polymarket site and that these influencers were paid to to go on there
05:07:13.180 they'd have fake money you know they'd bet that you know trump i think one of them they used in
05:07:18.840 the video is that trump would say mcdonald's the word mcdonald's at the end you know before the end
05:07:24.960 of the month and then it would happen and and they'd win but it all of it was fake it wasn't
05:07:30.740 real well i didn't mention something on the show last night but it wasn't um it's a little bit
05:07:39.400 deeper but i but i but i don't mind just briefly mentioning it um because it's significant
05:07:47.800 so what started happening is this this loophole i started recognizing that it um there was a lot
05:07:57.140 of bait like early on it was a social political bait right so essentially there was um
05:08:05.200 the first time it happened that i realized that you can't make blanket contracts with these people
05:08:11.820 because they're not ethical the largest social media influencing company which by the way the
05:08:19.060 connection to rift tv is their president was coming over as the is it the president i forget
05:08:26.500 now but as i probably very seriously coming over and he was coming over to manage rift team because
05:08:32.820 i helped i helped one of the first people to help them grow and that was uh i won't say anything and
05:08:38.180 that was the same company that did the fed fuentes thing and that was the first time i was like hey
05:08:45.220 guys i wouldn't do this and then at first they accused me of leaking it i was like that's not my
05:08:52.500 document i can guarantee that you never link it to me because i told you don't do it but i uh
05:09:00.260 i thought you guys were gonna do it so i didn't know you were gonna go through this campaign
05:09:04.980 so someone else did it because i didn't never got offered it obviously didn't offer it to me
05:09:09.460 because i told you i don't want this please please sack it um but then
05:09:15.860 I got this like a rush this is actually kind of kind of like really really really set me off on
05:09:25.040 an anti-j like that's this is where it went I got like uh they tried to pull me into a uh
05:09:32.720 IDF uh probably not just propaganda very very deceptive
05:09:45.080 lying destructive campaign to completely warp the initial uh controversies in the war in gaza
05:09:57.740 and uh just briefly speaking it's always like it's i didn't
05:10:05.280 it was like updates on the war but then i noticed that something really crazy it hadn't even come
05:10:17.160 out yet it's from their drones i would imagine filmed it ended up being a very big deal that
05:10:23.600 they uh there was unarmed teenagers walking in i'm not gonna tell you the whole process
05:10:30.200 if I figured it out what I did,
05:10:31.560 but it was like,
05:10:32.620 hey, guys,
05:10:33.840 there's this massive, 0.96
05:10:36.560 it doesn't matter to support Israel or Gaza, 0.57
05:10:38.260 these kids were walking
05:10:41.120 and they're trying to basically escalate the war
05:10:44.440 and draw the US in,
05:10:45.800 all this stuff.
05:10:46.480 So it's like very pro-US,
05:10:47.640 even if you weren't,
05:10:48.420 even if you,
05:10:48.840 I didn't support them on October 7th,
05:10:50.840 but I'm like, 0.99
05:10:52.040 oh shit, 0.99
05:10:52.760 like it's like some like propaganda, 1.00
05:10:54.460 totally,
05:10:55.480 like is this connected to a government?
05:10:56.820 Who's putting this out? 0.56
05:10:57.660 Like this is like American, 0.99
05:11:00.200 stuff like we can get this out 0.96
05:11:01.560 okay so apparently
05:11:04.020 like yeah these guys
05:11:05.800 the footage is released by Hamas
05:11:08.200 that shows
05:11:10.040 insurgents that were carrying IE
05:11:11.580 that were blown up 0.99
05:11:13.340 and Hamas made it to 0.99
05:11:16.040 look like
05:11:16.880 they're putting it out that it's whatever
05:11:19.580 or no
05:11:21.460 Hamas is putting out
05:11:23.880 their unarmed teenagers but Israel 1.00
05:11:25.640 is like they were 0.98
05:11:28.000 insurgents those are not our bombs those are IE
05:11:29.960 these in their hands that exploded it's a total setup to escalate and bring the u.s into the war 0.99
05:11:35.020 like fuck okay they're like pushing me i'm in australia so i'm i'm on that's why they were 0.99
05:11:41.220 going with me for the war updates like i could kind of post on the off hours and quite frankly 0.99
05:11:47.960 i'm just busy and i'm okay sure i'll update it dude they intentionally israel intentionally 0.88
05:11:56.100 fucking kill a bunch of teenagers for no reason at all it was the footage was 0.88
05:11:59.940 intentionally downgraded I'll be able to upgrade it yada yada and I called the 1.00
05:12:04.140 organization I said guys
05:12:09.600 for the national security and NDA I'm not threatening you to go public I'm
05:12:17.340 gonna assume you don't know but you have just become I looked at the other
05:12:24.120 stuff our target of a organized idf propaganda campaign because i was able to the opposition
05:12:33.080 knew i was against that yeah i won't go into it but uh it's not good this is you guys are
05:12:39.400 spreading lies and they offered me more money to do it and i go no no no no no no one's posting
05:12:48.120 this because i have the evidence i'm a journalist my opinions in israel don't matter this is
05:12:53.160 well how do you know i go i will release the correct narrative in your organization's credibility
05:12:59.360 like this is your organization i was on the front page of the organization's website
05:13:03.840 i go dude you're not i'm not going to be part of this organization when you're not doing that
05:13:12.520 better call it off because this is um killed kids on purpose or on accident but they blew up a bunch
05:13:18.640 of kids were injured they dropped more bombs and blew their bodies up those were not ieds i traced
05:13:24.680 everything that is bombs that is possibly u.s made bombs but that is hamas does not have that 0.99
05:13:30.560 technology from the hype and so i like cj pearson posts it you know and i'm like guys get that shit 0.99
05:13:40.880 down now and then i was like oh fuck like these influencer um organizations you know you're 0.98
05:13:50.960 usually making six figures just off of like tweeting for one company and uh and so that 0.97
05:13:57.680 was the first spoof and then i got to international lobbying i noticed there's a discrediting campaign
05:14:03.440 I got fucked over, I talked about it too, to write an article.
05:14:09.680 Even though I'm not pro-Ukraine, I care about it. 0.98
05:14:13.460 The war ending.
05:14:15.640 And I wrote this, put out this really interesting piece.
05:14:19.860 Like two months later, it was used by,
05:14:24.660 not only about the details, but it was used to promote a massive campaign
05:14:30.080 that they didn't obviously didn't alert me i didn't find out about until it went out huge 0.98
05:14:35.960 big scandal to increase h1bs and i called i was like excuse the fuck me did you just 0.97
05:14:42.880 use my credentials and my name i do not like all immigrants equally and uh that was crazy 0.93
05:14:55.460 in that's like what that thing got me so much trouble with the trump administration and stuff
05:15:02.640 that like yeah i kind of got kicked out of the media establishment from that um so then i was
05:15:10.880 like okay i won't go media establishment so then because i was with pali market i got set another
05:15:18.300 trap and they were like for legal reasons i won't say but uh marketing gambling company
05:15:26.700 thing was like okay well don't work in politics if they're gonna trap you
05:15:30.060 we'll pay you massive amounts of money for this and uh
05:15:37.420 i posted it and i i got popped by the ftc and nobody else doesn't need jake shields and somebody 0.64
05:15:44.380 else it was like and i was like what the fuck so the next day and i was like in like all these 0.58
05:15:48.460 newspapers is like trying to promote gambling to use it was on x too and i was like and i got out 0.90
05:15:55.620 of it because my post said like hey i'm not asking anyone to gamble i don't promote gambling i just
05:16:00.980 sometimes do sports bet and if this is a hobby of yours don't waste money that's not yours put a
05:16:05.920 disclaimer like follow-up to it that's what got me out because it ended up not being a violation
05:16:11.300 but it was very big too 0.99
05:16:12.800 and I was like the fuck 0.99
05:16:14.260 and then that's when I kind of put out 1.00
05:16:17.140 the warning about Polymarket
05:16:19.200 and some stuff because I was like
05:16:20.500 oh this is not going to be good
05:16:22.420 and then I got
05:16:24.280 fired
05:16:26.240 from Polymarket
05:16:27.160 I think they're going to fire everyone
05:16:30.720 honestly
05:16:31.620 like cutting their political division
05:16:34.600 from my understanding
05:16:35.640 they're in trouble
05:16:38.140 not financially but this isn't going to be
05:16:41.300 so i think they're trying to cut their losses and like cut association because i know
05:16:46.660 don't know everything but watch it it's interesting i'm going to do a deeper video
05:16:50.260 on it so i don't want to say too much because there's too much missing here from that segment
05:16:53.220 to like really explain to people but that weren't there but it's uh this is like uh
05:16:59.220 not just drama this is like how you go to prison you know like not like this is like
05:17:04.260 front companies for billions channeled into politics sometimes at the same party for competing
05:17:12.580 for competing power and it's like now i used to work for the teal camp
05:17:17.540 you know jd and masters and stuff and i kind of pulled out of that to australia
05:17:23.140 come back and it looks like rubio camp is bringing me over i don't know i'm not in front
05:17:29.220 about that but so why are they associating i don't know you don't like rubio
05:17:34.420 these people are not real people i just sorry are you basically saying that your political
05:17:40.740 reporting career is over no actually i uh we just played it last night i got a
05:17:51.060 got offered like an actual agent like here's the video
05:17:55.860 money for something
05:18:00.640 I guess it must have
05:18:04.000 they didn't say what it was
05:18:04.760 but it was a lot of
05:18:05.940 something for the Abraham Accords
05:18:09.620 a while back
05:18:10.300 it was
05:18:12.520 2025
05:18:15.440 all the stuff
05:18:17.780 that ended up toppling me
05:18:20.160 it was like
05:18:21.220 that's barely the end
05:18:23.460 of just like the most insane
05:18:25.760 attempts i don't i actually don't even discuss including like permanently getting blacklisted
05:18:31.620 from uh like media establishment however i don't think i still am and i don't think that a lot of
05:18:38.800 it was like none of it was my work like what do you think i'm getting axed ahead of this department
05:18:44.080 i don't and do anything it's like well right house credentials are
05:18:49.560 at bay or whatever and uh and i'm like just like so there was like a shift kicked me out but they're
05:18:58.820 kicking a bunch of people and moving so i'm going back in to figure out what's going on i'd like to
05:19:05.060 have a normal job kind not a normal job but i'd like to work for a very well-funded organization
05:19:11.660 have legal protection like insurance i just don't every one of the organizations have been bought
05:19:18.380 out or subvert you know like they've been bought out by billionaire families and stuff so everything
05:19:22.340 is ideological on the right now no longer profitable but i've seen even daily we're
05:19:27.800 exaggerating the investor money like offset costs so it's like very hard to get a job because you
05:19:33.380 have sort of you can't really do what you want these companies anymore because they've
05:19:37.880 they clamped down ahead of the election so there's a big clamp down money distribution the networks
05:19:43.560 the whole apparatus changed the opportunities to really do anything effective outside of the
05:19:49.080 narrative that you're directed at is not there besides a few so i'm going to try to figure that
05:19:54.180 out it's pretty it's pretty it's pretty insane like i mean i've been working as a reporter you
05:20:01.020 know i mean i mean harvard you know harvard review has always tried to be blamed for riots
05:20:09.540 very weird i mean that's how i knew you as i knew you as like a man on the street reporter or you
05:20:19.480 know like you said going to the rnc in 2024 and stuff like that i didn't uh like rediscover you
05:20:28.240 until i caught your riff tv stream that one night when you were like i'm gonna reveal all
05:20:35.360 and you went through
05:20:37.040 you know all the paperwork
05:20:39.280 with Milo and your wife's 0.94
05:20:41.340 gay brother or
05:20:42.820 whatever and stuff like that but like 1.00
05:20:44.980 support the gays
05:20:45.860 yeah but like
05:20:49.160 since then like I said I
05:20:51.040 don't watch your riff show
05:20:52.480 um but like
05:20:55.260 when I have caught it it's just
05:20:57.420 I don't
05:20:59.380 know it doesn't even seem like political
05:21:01.220 there's it just yeah because
05:21:03.140 I can't
05:21:05.360 I have so much, when I say I have so much stuff going behind the scenes, it's like I can't be clear politically because sometimes politics requires you to associate with people that may not be people you love and perhaps don't like.
05:21:32.360 and i just mean russia and world war ii kind of switching that happens and we're going through
05:21:41.700 something kind of beyond partisanship and not kind of beyond partisanship and i'm aware and
05:21:49.000 people are aware i'm not like the only this is everyone's aware of this this is like exclusive
05:21:53.460 it's like what's going on it's getting dirty it's getting down to a lot and rift was taken
05:21:59.500 out as part of that and i know oh you blame the personal problems on these groups or this oh no
05:22:06.300 no no no no no i just everyone's got personal problems exploited so just like used to after
05:22:16.060 they did the damage this and then basically make it so that so caught up here it's like hey they're
05:22:26.380 trying to isolate because i had a recovery plan but i think i've recouped i'm like not recoup but
05:22:31.260 i'm recouping i just on the outside you won't you couldn't know what i'm doing how i'm doing
05:22:38.380 i'm not gonna say it here either i'm just like i'm and if i if i was really clear what i was saying
05:22:43.660 on certain things not only would it not be helpful to the public because none of these people are
05:22:50.540 loyal or long term but it's like it's hard for me to actually know who's being honest it's like
05:22:54.860 do I believe in that person or not
05:22:57.260 well then say that
05:22:59.460 so
05:23:00.840 outside of the gaming
05:23:04.660 streamers the two most
05:23:06.980 popular people in streaming right now
05:23:09.340 are Hassan
05:23:10.620 and Azman and all they do
05:23:13.000 is sit and give
05:23:15.320 their political opinions
05:23:17.180 they pull up X
05:23:18.920 they react to
05:23:21.260 videos of politics
05:23:22.960 and
05:23:24.860 why are you saying you can't do that because you know you're you're these you don't you don't know
05:23:34.000 who to trust or something that no one i don't think anyone who watches asmongold or hassan
05:23:38.600 thinks you know oh i think people who are fans of hassan believe what they're saying people who
05:23:46.280 are fans of asmongold believe what he's saying i mean if you're just giving your opinions of
05:23:52.720 i don't like the iran war trump is losing gen z because of the iran war or you know lindsey
05:24:01.480 clancy or or whatever the the topic of the day is i don't see why you can't just do that i mean it's
05:24:10.100 it's people are successful doing it and they're making a lot of money that is so
05:24:16.740 i don't mind i don't like this is not like pop secret i'm not i don't mind telling you privately
05:24:23.460 not on public what i'm doing but i had to figure out how to listen for court proceedings right now
05:24:33.280 i'm a comedian and an entertainer i'll leave it at that with very strong opinions because
05:24:38.700 that's my right
05:24:40.700 identifying as
05:24:45.080 anything other may not be
05:24:47.200 in the vested interest
05:24:48.620 and maybe I will
05:24:52.580 when
05:24:53.800 decide what it is at some point
05:24:56.640 and change direction who knows but
05:24:58.260 I'm aware of what you're saying
05:25:00.100 and I'm aware there's more than just
05:25:02.680 money that comes with that right now
05:25:04.320 it's like hey
05:25:05.140 I don't think
05:25:07.660 The CDC is going to go away from any of these people.
05:25:10.520 And they're reminding me, even though I left,
05:25:12.080 that I am very much intertwined with whatever they're doing.
05:25:15.320 Do not stop bothering me.
05:25:19.100 If they do this through January 6th,
05:25:21.900 I'm not trying to be my conspiratorial.
05:25:23.520 It's like, I've gotten through,
05:25:25.160 like, I just got out of a very high profile federal litigation.
05:25:30.680 So it's like, I just like, I've been through this 0.97
05:25:34.300 and it's fucking almost death every time. 0.97
05:25:37.140 it's like oh shit i'm like i can't do this again so i i'm trying not to make the same mistake you 0.99
05:25:44.060 know i'm trying to like i i've always taught like that's what you guys are thinking about that like 0.90
05:25:48.700 you're thinking like oh you're talking about that it's like that's a personal matter i'm not worried
05:25:53.060 about that that's personally affecting me but that that's kind of not being used anymore in my opinion
05:26:01.660 it's just kind of a side profile my personalized side profile there's like there's bigger dogs and
05:26:06.660 i'm not the big dog i don't even know how i'm wrapped up in it i they keep being like yo my
05:26:11.140 name just is like thrown in all the time what am i doing and it's like i think i ended the polymarker
05:26:18.420 there was a paid influencer campaign to announce that like that nick surely was applying to the
05:26:27.700 richest man's in in the world or had the intent to apply to x not only have i never heard of anyone
05:26:36.100 announcing that that was crazy like three days after announcing he needed more expensive
05:26:41.660 security to film youtube videos than it cost to secure presidents who visit the u.s it was very 0.95
05:26:49.900 weird so obviously he's i'm under threat and then all this shit drops on him so it's like
05:26:55.020 i don't know what's going on so i'm not being weird about i'm like obviously he's worried 0.96
05:26:59.660 and he should be because the white house made their contracts and he went up and all those
05:27:06.920 kind of people i was warned them i saw them at amfest but it's like it wasn't that big and then
05:27:12.360 it's like the leaks come out from the white house that there's some association or they he said like
05:27:17.060 what we did with him it was very effective or something i heard the memos so what i'm saying
05:27:21.320 is i'm going i don't i'm not going to be conspiratorial and say i know what's going on
05:27:27.300 with each person or what they're doing
05:27:29.400 or if they're good or bad
05:27:30.520 I'm going
05:27:32.400 there are people
05:27:34.240 there's some sort of something going on
05:27:37.200 and an election's coming up and this is always 1.00
05:27:39.140 when they do stupid fucking shit 1.00
05:27:40.900 and they don't care about us so 1.00
05:27:42.180 I'm not going down for some shit 0.99
05:27:44.180 so I'm trying to like just keep 0.99
05:27:45.760 yep I mean
05:27:48.060 I have very strong views
05:27:51.100 I'm not being a hypocrite I just
05:27:52.160 I gotta be careful
05:27:54.820 it's like you think
05:27:56.900 this you align with these people you're a part of this network you're part of this cabal you're
05:28:01.540 all going down it's like i'm my own guy bye and it's worked before i try to protect myself from
05:28:09.100 like that kind of like nick like maybe nick took the money surely and didn't know what he was
05:28:15.800 getting himself into maybe not but it does look like that's what they're framing him as it looks
05:28:23.200 he's taking some drastic moves that are hurting him his safety and his finances
05:28:29.120 that was weird to get the soda gate people to push
05:28:34.640 the first ever like public declaration i'm out i'm not doing investigations anymore i want to be a
05:28:40.000 tech guy the is that so so what's what's the resolution elijah what needs to happen in your
05:28:49.360 life for you to get back to doing the type of content or journalism that made you famous
05:28:59.040 and gave you fulfillment and made you money oh you mean being allowed to i turned some of the
05:29:06.960 audio i needed to go up um you mean being able to just work without lawfare
05:29:12.660 yeah what needs to happen um well i have a very important meeting uh with someone somewhere
05:29:22.800 not that is possibly that so i'm hoping i'm gonna be candid because i know they care about me and
05:29:32.980 they have a similar thought that you do and called me and you know it's off record and whatnot and
05:29:39.520 besides that detail it's just kind of like extrapolate what you want it's like I know
05:29:44.500 there are people that are seeing that what I'm seeing and they're seeing people like myself and
05:29:50.840 probably other people they don't talk to me it's like we've navigated very big political shifts
05:29:57.540 and attacks and stuff and kind of you know even when I shifted out of the anti-israel stuff it
05:30:02.380 wasn't uh it hasn't changed my support for them i just
05:30:10.380 i've also had to do some things that are public it's like
05:30:13.660 did you do that did you write that did you
05:30:16.620 i'm you know just know i don't do anything that's not calculated
05:30:20.940 and if i did something the incentive is not
05:30:24.940 gaining money it's obviously something
05:30:29.420 that would either directly harm my life freedom or my children directly that's my own that's that's
05:30:36.060 the only you know it's like well i go to jail for 20 years for something i didn't do because i'm
05:30:40.540 associated with someone and they can just find a way to put the fall on you they did it to trump
05:30:46.540 but i don't have four and a half billion dollars of personal funds to fight so it's like
05:30:52.860 you're like you're paranoid i'm like
05:30:54.140 people were just telling me that a couple months ago they didn't know anything about this ftc stuff
05:30:59.840 i didn't want to mention it publicly until it dropped i'm like i would say on the show they'd
05:31:04.360 be like why aren't you doing work i go hey there's some things going on that are preventing me from
05:31:11.120 knowing who to associate with or work with that transcend politics and due to the track record
05:31:19.380 of being swindled and abused both by foreign governments and prop up intermediary exchanges
05:31:27.800 for content like and i was i kind of was explaining it last night of i go people that
05:31:35.520 consume entertainment like it's like the ceo of nintendo would have way more uh we're not ceo
05:31:49.080 he might be a president let's just say the product development guy at a nintendo would have way more
05:31:54.840 power power and connections than the biggest nintendo youtuber and i go but he's not well
05:32:07.000 known but it's a lot of these guys are not well known so people assume like that's what happens
05:32:11.800 on the internet it's like all the hollywood celebrities said to save the environment and
05:32:18.600 And everyone hates paper straws regardless of how much they told us to use them.
05:32:24.700 Yeah, they're famous, but they don't really hold any actual power. 0.98
05:32:28.340 And then people fucking hate them even more for telling them how to think. 0.85
05:32:31.800 But then there are, of course, people who made the policies and legislation for the paper straws, 0.99
05:32:36.540 and they won't change it in California. 1.00
05:32:38.040 So it's gay. 1.00
05:32:39.640 And there's nothing you can do about it. 1.00
05:32:41.000 So people think that, like, oh, Candace Owens, why don't they kill her?
05:32:48.300 because she's talking about those people it's like is she famous and has a cult following of
05:32:54.560 house moms yeah maybe and charlie kirk's show is smaller than hers and he had less followers
05:33:01.800 than her or something you know it's like that make him less powerful well those are extreme
05:33:06.760 examples but uh in terms of like actually in between people assume they'll like see somebody
05:33:16.160 be like oh that guy's a small influencer my dude that guy manages like uh 35 million dollars into
05:33:21.400 like because that guy can pull strings anywhere it's like oh i thought he was a small influencer
05:33:25.620 nah that's just like a front and so people think in the media world if they seem big and they have
05:33:32.120 a lot of followers then that's power so then that must be what everyone needs to do to get power and
05:33:40.420 money, I don't want to say a victim, but like things have happened that I just, I no longer
05:33:50.540 think anything's not possible. You know, I just go, Hmm. Got it. Like, like, uh, like
05:33:59.440 someone will tell me, like, how'd you get wrapped into that? Uh, you're not popular
05:34:04.900 powerful powerful and i don't even try to defend myself i go
05:34:10.180 i'm imagining because of my association somewhere else with something and i'm probably just
05:34:19.460 i'm probably just a byproduct it's like it's like it's like uh enron you know you're like a
05:34:27.620 computer analyst did the did the did you do anything wrong at enron probably not but you
05:34:34.280 still get to you still get crushed you know so it's like uh i've learned the hard way that
05:34:40.180 politics is about crushing necks and like genuinely destroying people and i guess i
05:34:46.380 i've been like betrayed by people that like
05:34:50.860 i'm not saying like like i've said things that i didn't think could be connected you're like
05:34:56.980 it's not that the problems are caused by each other
05:35:03.720 i was supposed to my friend he's like not on social media
05:35:07.580 i was like he has a breakup i'm like did you ever have like any like uh
05:35:12.200 altercations with exes or anything like that's like why i go
05:35:15.060 because if a girl doesn't have evidence to try to do what she needs to do her lawyers may suggest 0.60
05:35:23.880 looking for other places of people she doesn't know or never knew to build a case against you
05:35:28.640 of unrelated events or maybe they'll sue you separately he's like oh i was like yeah so like
05:35:33.800 it's not that they're working together it's just people are smart and when they're on the losing
05:35:38.000 end or they want to move fast they usually use money and threats and a lot of these people
05:35:45.360 around you they're not public people are very susceptible or deception right they've deceived
05:35:49.740 me to try to rely on behalf of the idf i almost fell for it and they they and they they conned me
05:35:55.740 into a pro india campaign for immigration which i i publicly it's like have anything to do with
05:36:05.900 this so i mean i i think i'm pretty smart and i've got acumen with like you know probably 99
05:36:12.860 of things i've been able to kind of like detect and pick up if uh if i was being entrapped right
05:36:19.580 that's even why i left the teal thing but it was like want to be a jd vance's thing and bring the
05:36:23.340 young thing i was like hmm that's weird why would you invite me i don't know why like why what do
05:36:30.300 you need me for i was like listen i'm like i don't think i want to be involved in this bracket
05:36:35.900 maybe i was wrong maybe i should have worked with the teal camp more but uh i think that was the
05:36:41.020 right move you know kind of thing but i'm also not like fuentes where i'm just like
05:36:44.140 Like, Fuentes is clearly anti-Teal, and Teal is against Fuentes.
05:36:49.580 But just being friends with Nick, and, like, people still want me completely out for bringing him on Blaze.
05:37:03.660 Because they credit it.
05:37:05.180 Like, that, Milo says it's his main motivation for going after me.
05:37:09.060 He, it's in DMs, I have it.
05:37:10.340 He goes, if you didn't put him on your show,
05:37:13.060 he wouldn't be here.
05:37:15.540 He was effectively canceled.
05:37:17.540 You put him on a network.
05:37:18.780 It is your debt to pay to society. 0.99
05:37:22.000 And I said, what the fuck does that mean? 0.97
05:37:23.140 That was in 2018 and 2020. 0.98
05:37:25.580 He's like, well, the cascade that came.
05:37:29.120 I think it says something like Moses hitting a rock
05:37:31.180 with his staff brought forth water to feed the people.
05:37:35.380 Let's pay for the debt or something. 1.00
05:37:38.160 Fuck. 1.00
05:37:38.560 and then from then on milo just seems to have give me what he destroyed censored tvs while i 0.99
05:37:45.340 was working to try to get me there and then he tried a lot of things um and then he was effective
05:37:52.080 right by exploiting my family affairs uh not sexual just like my family issues and family
05:37:59.300 members and whatnot whatever i mean he got he good job and now he's gone and he'll come back 0.98
05:38:05.880 Yeah, Milo's a retard, but so I'm confused. 1.00
05:38:09.520 So what do you want to be? 1.00
05:38:11.780 Do you want to be the Nick Shirley, Nick Sorter type where you're out there covering the news, doing investigative journalism?
05:38:21.680 Or do you want to be the Candace Owens, Ben Shapiro, Matt Walsh, Nick Fuentes podcaster type?
05:38:30.740 Question. Are you going to manage me?
05:38:35.880 i don't mind working with gay people by the way as long as you keep a six foot distance 0.66
05:38:40.440 what do the gay people have to do with anything i asked you what do you want to do i'm totally
05:38:46.180 joking no no no i was wondering what the motivation for asking i just like wanting me to be successful
05:38:50.420 are you like trying to be involved or i did i i just curious no i'm just finding out what your
05:38:56.240 what your goal is do you want to do you want to do podcasting and and do political podcast
05:39:01.480 or do you want to go back to reporting like i said like a nick shirley a nick sorter you know
05:39:07.280 or you know people that are out there a jack so big i don't know what's your end what is your
05:39:14.720 what is your goal what do you want to be doing
05:39:17.440 Well, since 2021, I have had many attempts to put me in jail, most often things I didn't
05:39:40.980 do entirely, but I can completely exaggerate to a point to where I'm like, this can't work,
05:39:46.900 and it ends up not working, but I have to play the game a little bit, and it costs over the years
05:39:52.940 at least seven figures to not go down, and you got to play ball, not capitulate or compromise
05:40:01.980 on your values, your end goal, but when I tell people this, it's like, yeah, you know,
05:40:06.780 they say grown men cry on their knees, and for their mom, when you get a gun to their head,
05:40:10.140 I plead, and they say, I have children, whatever, it's true, so it's like, you know, it's like,
05:40:16.040 no matter how much taekwondo you take or whatever if someone wants to got jfk right so it's like
05:40:21.820 you give the president of the united states they can still get you we all will never fully know
05:40:26.580 what happened with charlie i'm not going to go down any of those roads and i know if they get
05:40:32.000 people if i get killed i won't even be remembered i'm not even important but don't forget they did
05:40:40.080 kill the uh they did kill the boeing whistleblowers back to back to back and no one cared and we
05:40:46.000 still don't have any you know evidence about epstein totally unrelated not bringing those
05:40:50.860 together i just it's a wake-up call to someone like me it's like oh yeah the boeing guys were
05:40:56.980 like low-level employees who just didn't even report anything crazy they were just like yo boeing
05:41:05.040 use dei against like government recommendations and like cheaper parts to
05:41:13.280 cut a front to cut cost and then knew these things and covered them and people are dead now
05:41:19.660 and we're going to testify and they just all the all the whistleblowers committed suicide
05:41:24.920 like right before the trial or whatever i don't have the exact elijah focus the question was what
05:41:31.260 that's what what do you want to do that's what i'm saying i'm saying hey look at all that
05:41:37.500 so i both respect anything i do comes with risk
05:41:43.260 and that whether you're low level up to charlie kirk or the president
05:41:47.580 it doesn't really matter they'll kill you anyway so you can't be you can't be stopped by fear
05:41:53.500 i don't think i have the ability i don't think i have the i think i will not be physically safe
05:41:57.740 to do too much domestic centralized reporting of any types of conflict which has already happened
05:42:09.700 right so I would love to do that but I've already had too many injuries from from that and to see
05:42:17.980 how quickly it gets hot so that's my ideal but I but I think it would jeopardize my ability
05:42:22.940 to guarantee my kids having a father in their life on top of that i think i would like to just
05:42:28.320 probably move that into working with an organization like i did previously
05:42:34.020 where i do some of the work but i have a department and a lot of the people who do
05:42:38.880 not just like physical safety but just you know it's like they're just their face can't be
05:42:46.220 recognized they don't have large social media accounts so it's just hard to pin down an
05:42:50.340 undercover operations like i'd like to work on government accountability and which i've always
05:42:57.620 done government accountability through and also ngo and associated power power structures
05:43:02.300 that's what i'd like not quite interested in the i'm not quite interested in the iran war
05:43:08.520 i'm not quite interested in international policy but i am very interested if a war starts initially
05:43:16.060 making sure people are clear what the motivations are whether we know what we're doing or not
05:43:21.020 and then they can go with it and then the news can cover who bombed who every day
05:43:26.160 it's kind of i like to cover like the intricacies of the process so it could be anything from
05:43:31.200 nothing i guess fraud's popular now but i don't i don't think the i think the leaked memo shows
05:43:37.720 that the uh attorney general the doj are not gonna they're not gonna do any uh uh no one's
05:43:42.740 gonna get arrested in any any large scale so i don't think that's any it's not worthwhile for
05:43:46.340 whatever reason and then doge is dead and so something else is brewing and i'm keen to be
05:43:53.720 with an organization that could support a salary a base salary so that i can use my platforms
05:44:00.820 independently to then not as the entity's name to prevent lawsuits continue to safely leak
05:44:07.760 leak
05:44:09.800 information
05:44:10.980 source, not source names, but
05:44:13.660 original source data and discuss it
05:44:15.980 and guest on people's shows
05:44:17.980 with them
05:44:20.080 knowing full front, okay, I'm coming with this information
05:44:21.920 we're going to release it on this or that. That's what I
05:44:24.040 like to do. It's like a political operative
05:44:25.980 but not for a party, more for
05:44:28.040 like the ethics and justice internally
05:44:30.240 covering every day.
05:44:31.740 This is happening. That's happening.
05:44:34.940 Because you can already go to Fox
05:44:36.100 of organization what kind of organization would that be
05:44:42.420 so did you say you want to work for fox or cnn no no no they exist and i'm i i'm not saying
05:44:48.820 those they exist i know who they are and i can i can talk to them and i don't think they don't like
05:44:55.060 i think my resume matches what they're missing so i just these are not jobs you can apply for
05:45:04.980 on linkedin you know you kind of have to like say i think i can help you here you have this endowment
05:45:08.980 how do we do that so i'm kind of like i have a very secure meeting with someone so i've got like
05:45:17.060 a promising thing so i'm hoping that i'm hoping that they that they buy what i'm saying i just
05:45:23.860 i don't think i can safely work for a large network because of what happened at my last one
05:45:29.860 it was topped down and i think i think the crony republican establishment that is clenching down
05:45:37.200 when i say a blacklist again i'm not it's like a grandiose idea it's just
05:45:42.080 the severance that i got from like newsmax new york post you know and then like sky news and then
05:45:49.800 fox news and i got like severed from everyone around the exact same like 48 hours so i was
05:45:57.000 like kind of really really deep and then i had my last one and the first person to create a dossier
05:46:03.180 in 2025 was an israeli agent i showed my audience the video last night of who did it all and i have
05:46:10.840 it but i'm saying so i'm like oh i think there's too much liability for those companies to
05:46:14.740 bring me on because it's not that they think i did anything wrong i think that those powers
05:46:21.780 i'm against their foreign policy and i'm willing like just to i'm not going to say exactly uh
05:46:30.120 i'm not going to say exactly um
05:46:34.080 what uh what happened but i've been working behind this like i have not tried like i moved
05:46:47.840 to australia and got involved in australian politics for like two years and like bare i
05:46:54.480 didn't do one american podcast and i just went to go covert to go basically build international
05:47:05.220 and then i got back it took less than one year to with with warm welcome arms to just like
05:47:16.760 end up in the most costly federal stuff I've ever been involved in.
05:47:22.880 And so I went to Salvador to go back into, like, international lobbying
05:47:26.280 and kind of stay out of the limelight.
05:47:28.320 I've always kind of, like, even 2024, I was like, my lawyer's like,
05:47:32.020 are you sure you want to go on fresh and fit?
05:47:33.800 Like, appealing to American audiences right now is, like,
05:47:36.780 really a high safety risk in terms of, like, you know, penitentiary or whatever.
05:47:42.540 And it just seems like no matter which law fair,
05:47:46.500 i end even if it's like a private company that i start to go with i mean it's all connected that
05:47:52.340 perhaps i have it could be as simple as just a vendetta against nick fuentes and maybe that's
05:48:00.920 why he doesn't leave his house you know often because he's realizing maybe that's why he's
05:48:06.880 playing a low profile or maybe that's why he took his opinions on charlie because he
05:48:10.380 he knows that it's not worth your life i don't know but i'm just saying like right now i'm like
05:48:16.980 that's where i've been and i keep trying to cool everything down legally so i can just kind of like
05:48:23.960 establish an identity but that becomes the topic of discussion always with these people that i that
05:48:30.840 i reach out to i have some good people that would be open to kind of like developing a safer route
05:48:37.580 but like i've already evaded prison like
05:48:40.700 that was bad like a couple of these things you know there's a couple of these like
05:48:46.260 investigations and charges that happened there's a career-wise never matched my
05:48:51.140 i'm like basically it was just the way they run right i mean it's like but trump had a couple like
05:48:59.500 loose papers or boxes in mar-a-lago and they did a full raid
05:49:03.060 and then like Matthew Tierman
05:49:06.060 dismantled all of Project Veritas
05:49:08.540 and he works with Milo
05:49:10.560 he's a 1.00
05:49:12.680 and that's like FBI shit too 1.00
05:49:15.160 and he's after 0.99
05:49:17.260 he was working with Milo on the dossier stuff for me too
05:49:20.420 I'm trying to
05:49:22.100 I'm trying to be like yo
05:49:24.240 I just don't want that to happen
05:49:27.380 because I don't think I can afford it
05:49:28.980 I think they've been effective
05:49:31.960 you know like in kind of like letting me know like you can't escape this because this is our
05:49:37.160 apparatus so everyone that looks at me is like oh this is what you did this is what you should do
05:49:44.820 and i'm like i don't think the losses stress and money and behind the scenes
05:49:53.600 problems that have come into my life from that work were worth it whether or not it led to a
05:50:01.200 resolution of antifa being designated a terrorist organization i'm happy for that but then i ended
05:50:06.040 up not even getting the security clearance to get into the white house for that because they had
05:50:10.320 made a referendum anyone who had condemned the gaza war was no longer deemed accessible even
05:50:16.360 though it was my work primarily with andy no that did that so i wasn't invited to the own
05:50:20.560 work because of my separate views on a set on a foreign policy so i'm like oh 0.99
05:50:25.860 maybe the establishment is sending a signal go fuck yourself no work you can do this country 0.98
05:50:33.860 supersedes what the elites want not just that issue but in general so i'm not the only one 0.99
05:50:41.220 so i'm just trying to see if there's anyone out there that
05:50:43.720 like i'm a little a little like i'm not i'm not sure i reveal like it's my insecurities i'm just
05:50:48.960 a little bit like who could i trust to work for because everybody i've worked with or worked for 0.99
05:50:53.820 no matter what work it's not they deny what i did it's just like when they want to fuck you 0.95
05:50:59.600 including like it seems like including polymarket trying to throw me under the bus i don't know if 0.93
05:51:03.900 that's true i'm not going to make that claim i haven't released any of our logs or violated 0.93
05:51:09.360 but it's just like shit so i'm like if you can't trust private company private company sponsors 0.99
05:51:16.720 whatever i just had something happen this last week too that was like oh fuck doing pearls like 1.00
05:51:21.660 fuck i was like yeah not not not friday but i was like yeah you see how quickly they like they can 0.99
05:51:27.640 get a con she's like yeah it's that is scary and i was like well it's good they were severing ties 0.98
05:51:32.280 now and it's not a conspiracy it's just like it's just politics and i'm not a politician so like
05:51:39.200 the work i like to do exposes politicians weaknesses and corruption to the public
05:51:47.360 and accountability isn't just a clout thing and brings you money by the public support
05:51:53.380 people don't like you and i've learned it's not just movies you know and like half the time you
05:52:00.560 don't even know what's happening until it's done and then you're like in a grand jury court in
05:52:03.660 federal court you're like facing serious charges or whatever and you're like you know you take a
05:52:09.340 picture like a document on a desk and now you're getting charged for espionage so i just had like
05:52:15.980 A lot of weird things happen to where you're just like,
05:52:18.580 it's messed with my brain,
05:52:19.860 so maybe if someone could help me figure out what's,
05:52:22.940 with all those things being true,
05:52:25.220 are the fears rational or are they debilitating
05:52:28.140 and excuses to,
05:52:31.400 because obviously I'm still fine,
05:52:32.900 so are they necessary,
05:52:35.100 what's it called?
05:52:36.860 It's not side effects.
05:52:38.320 It's like, yeah, like cautionary risks
05:52:40.720 that come with the field.
05:52:41.820 It's like a plane could crash if you're a pilot,
05:52:44.940 but it's unlikely.
05:52:45.980 So do I take it as a cautionary risk and move more calculated or do I have to expect to just get fired from places and just keep doing good work and expect the work will carry the load? I don't know. I just don't want to go. I really have kids. I really don't want to go to prison. And it's not that I'm like trying to not do anything good. I just.
05:53:05.280 i'm not gonna like do anything say anything to like i've yeah i have not compromised my value
05:53:15.720 set yet and i've lost a lot of money for it i have made compromises that's true
05:53:21.940 but i didn't do anything i violated my conscience and professionally or like ethically and so they've
05:53:30.640 never been able to pop it and i like to keep that but it's like it's like nick you know he's
05:53:37.440 navigated very well uh fuentes we'll see if nick surely navigates it but like uh you know nick
05:53:44.000 fuentes could be 10 000 times bigger you know he's like people always say that do you do rallies and
05:53:48.960 things and he just look at what happened to charlie like you're right i could create a
05:53:53.120 political movement and move but they'll probably kill me you're probably correct me so i guess
05:53:58.800 It's just like, uh, you know, it's, it's very interesting because, you know, I, yeah, it's just like, I kind of just, yeah, it's like, I kind of live my whole life just kind of doing this.
05:54:18.060 Like, I like, you know what I mean?
05:54:18.880 I can just kind of live a simple life like this, but I'm, I don't want to, I want to, I want to, uh, I'm involved in a few things now.
05:54:24.700 i just like where do we go from here i don't know some of the stuff i couldn't explain it
05:54:32.300 to you until until off camera you go to bed from here i shouldn't have called in i didn't realize
05:54:39.020 you were getting ready to to sign off you did 48 hours you got everything out on the table that you
05:54:46.140 wanted you're into health you're into peptides and cutting and all that stuff go to bed
05:54:57.260 go to bed the weekend's over friday's over monday's a new day just go to bed
05:55:10.140 oh yeah well what do you what are you accomplishing right now what am i accomplishing right now i
05:55:19.800 said just dude i could have well i actually won't i actually won't say it i i um i only sleep like
05:55:27.600 i sleep on average about three to three to four hours a night three and a half hours for my whole
05:55:31.260 life i don't i don't sleep i have that gene where you don't need a lot of sleep i actually can sleep
05:55:36.540 on like nothing like uh i on average i probably average about
05:55:40.940 18 to 25 hours a week i guess i don't really count every week but i i don't sleep with like
05:55:54.420 i i remember last time i slept more than four and a half hours in my grown adult life do you
05:55:58.580 think that's a problem uh no because i have that thing that trump has trump sleeps four hours a
05:56:06.380 night too um there's a like what i don't remember how much how many percent i'm gonna pull it out 0.94
05:56:13.220 of my ass and say 17 13 maybe at six but i think i have that because uh if i sleep like seven or 0.95
05:56:20.860 eight hours i'll be fucked up dude i i like i can only do that with uh like waking up from surgery 0.99
05:56:25.720 like i could take the strongest sleeping pill and i it can't put me to bed more like four and a half 0.95
05:56:30.420 five i got these fries and they're like here you go oh i'm like you're waking up at four
05:56:35.700 four and a half yeah i'm rested i feel good so i don't know i feel good i have full energy
05:56:43.700 so you you streamed for 48 hours did you go to the gym i worked out uh yeah i'm like
05:56:52.420 i'm like i'm on like epinephrine right now for my god what's that called um
05:56:56.180 when you like pass the point of exhaustion your body's some cortisone it's like running on like
05:57:04.940 fumes maybe i also should take these out because zins also kind of uh make me jumpy 0.99
05:57:15.200 you need to go to bed you need to go to the gym tomorrow you need to eat healthy 1.00
05:57:22.460 we act like this is like a like a common thing i just want to go do a 48 hour stream this is like
05:57:27.660 i did it that's great like this isn't like did you make a lot of did you make a lot of money from it
05:57:36.540 um no i didn't really promote it oh yeah i mean i've been enough but yeah i don't know i didn't
05:57:43.240 check the total but i mean it's fine yeah worth it it's midnight your time go to bed get your
05:57:49.920 get your four or five hours of sleep go to the gym at five o'clock in the morning work out
05:57:55.480 hang out with with uh georgie and georgie i'm not saying that georgie and i are about
05:58:05.100 eight to ten hours off each other's schedules i get my whole day done before he's up
05:58:09.320 we were on a completely like uh we're like completely different personalities in terms
05:58:15.900 like he likes to sleep and rest and i'm like most people like to sleep and rest elijah
05:58:23.980 well yeah but like none of this like you ever see streamers and i don't even know how they
05:58:29.260 do it that's why i did this like aiden ross will stream for like three days
05:58:37.180 he does i'm not i don't know how they do it they must be using like uh 0.90
05:58:40.620 that really expensive shit clav uses it's like they say it's math but it's like that pill or 0.90
05:58:49.100 something it's like three thousand dollars a bottle it must be doing something like yeah i 1.00
05:58:54.280 don't know if clav is the perfect role model for oh no i don't like i already know doing fuck that 0.99
05:59:00.380 shit i'm looking dude why are you talking to me like i'm not going to bed right now 0.98
05:59:07.260 i'm just so then go to bed comment i'm you can't like i said it i know it's my fault questions i 0.97
05:59:13.780 appreciate it it's my fault i didn't realize you messaged me a couple hours ago and said here here's
05:59:20.720 the info come on i was in the middle of playing world of warcraft with asmund said i couldn't do
05:59:25.300 it just finished logged in didn't realize you were getting ready to go to bed didn't mean to
05:59:31.000 dragged this out but then you went on a rant and i had some questions so so let's end it here
05:59:38.540 everybody in the chat is saying go to bed you did a great stream you did 48 hours 0.99
05:59:45.480 you you brought guests on you know you got all the shit out you know you vented about 0.98
05:59:52.760 whatever happened on friday but it's time to put it to bed if it doesn't work out with pearl 1.00
05:59:59.760 I'll marry you
06:00:03.600 and I'll enter into a sexless marriage as well, okay?
06:00:07.300 We love you.
06:00:09.160 Okay.
06:00:10.160 Good night.
06:00:10.520 Good night, baby.
06:00:16.200 I'm going to go smoke a cigar.
06:00:19.120 Shower today.
06:00:22.180 We pretty much hit, what, 48, 49?
06:00:26.800 Pearl was very proud.
06:00:28.320 I'm very, very happy
06:00:30.020 I'm new to the streaming world
06:00:34.480 I don't really know what it's accomplished
06:00:36.940 but it did help me to do what Pearl and I set out to do
06:00:41.040 and
06:00:43.340 I'm really sorry to the rumblers who are going to watch this later
06:00:48.120 or ask me, I'll send you a clip
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06:00:51.460 and thank you to Gays for Trump
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06:01:03.520 thanks guys have a good one i really really appreciate you have a good night where is this
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