Pearl - August 29, 2025A Female Pastor Still Commits To A Corn Scene!？
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In this episode, I talk about the perils of being a Christian in the porn industry and how it affects me personally. I also talk about my experience with God and how he changed my life forever. I hope you enjoy this episode and if you do, please leave a rating and review on Apple Podcasts!
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oh my god what pathetic excuse for men none of you had a question about that
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they use the bible verses conveniently they skip all of the bible verses they don't like
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or are not convenient that's why do you know what i don't i i've always said i think my true belief
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is in the catholic church i am a catholic but i really don't like to make it part of my brand
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because i don't think i'm a good enough representative i really don't um there's men far
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greater than me i don't want to debate the topic i don't want to go into it um catholicism makes the
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most sense to me but i'm really not the most religious person in the world i don't think
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i'm the best person to represent that um but it's like the corn stars just never have that
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i just can't like um but they always pick the verses that are convenient and never the ones that
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are inconvenient the i have given her time to repent and if she doesn't repent i will cast her
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all who commit immorality and her children into a sick bed with her and when i read that it was like
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the lights came on and i started crying on the airplane and in my heart i just started saying wow
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god i am so sorry i had no idea my opinion is the people that say they heard god talk
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are actually just crazy that this is what i've been doing i am that woman named jezebel
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i have been leading your people into sexual sin i had no idea please forgive me not only that god
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but i hate the life i've created for myself i hate myself and i've been hurting your heart lord please
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please forgive me please save me and i'm saying this in my heart while weeping and i felt the holy
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spirit just say britney i love you so much this is not the life that i have for you the life that i
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have for you will overflow with so much love and peace and joy and if you would just quit the porn
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industry today i would bless your life like no man ever could
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you're just crazy god was not talking to you i don't believe that for a second
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remember one time him asking to give me a give away my last 20 dollars at church to a woman who
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came to me and asked for prayer because her and her kids were struggling and i'm praying for her and
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i'm like hearing the oh okay you want me to give away my last i literally don't have gas
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but okay here's the i said you know what you know i just when you do a nice thing and then you like
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talk about it on a podcast it just kind of takes away from it that's what i love about my dad that's
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why i always say that my dad's not that religious of a person but the way he acts he might as well be
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god walking i know you might think i'm over exaggerating i'm really not
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i know that's like um it sounds really idealistic but i don't know he's just i i will constantly hear
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about nice things he did like after he did like he didn't tell anybody about it you can go to the 99
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cent store and get like 20 groceries go bless your children you know and here i am like okay god and
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that day he but that's what i mean like when i got to know religious pastors most of them just want
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to make money doing nothing they're like lazy that's what it is they're just lazy they want an
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easy job where it's like these high earning i don't know like i'll meet different guys and they
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act like way more moral but i'm like i think it's just that pastors want to talk for a living
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bless me someone came up to me and said here's 80 hypocritical i know i talk for a living
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dollars god told me to give it to you so i'm like i just got four times the amount of money
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it was hard leaving porn i had nothing so i mean how did you how hard was it so you get this
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revelation you encounter the presence of god you hear the holy spirit say britney you need to leave
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this industry so you land in las vegas i mean you're there to to do a shoot yeah how does it go
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well so he said quit the industry that day my faith was still growing so i did do the scene because i
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didn't want to cancel on them and have everything be
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she converted and did a corn scene you've got to be kidding me
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oh my god what pathetic excuse for men none of you had a question about that ruined for them i was
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trying to i guess be honorable in a way and also get my last paycheck but i when i went to set that
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day i told everybody hey i want you guys to know that god loves us and this is not the life that he
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has for us i said he has a life that is so okay so she got banged on camera and said sorry later i'm
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so done i'm so done oh bless but all of us need to quit porn today i started telling all of them that
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and they were like the director looked at me like are you gonna do the scene or not and i said but
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you will never see me again wow and i did the scene and i kid you not though pastor vlad it was the most
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awkward scene i'd ever done i felt so i didn't even know how to i didn't have a word for the feeling but
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it was conviction i just was feeling so awful while doing it disgusting like what am i doing here i don't
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belong here it felt so unnatural to me i just felt like this is yeah it was the worst feeling of any
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scene i'd ever done and after that i mean you that was your source of income for a long time yeah how
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was your journey now in growing in christ you started to go to church you started to pray you started to
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fast yes can you talk a little bit about that because i mean the lord had to do a lot of breaking oh
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right now i just need to bounce it's just yeah we gotta
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all right we're gonna get him up there's some lies and strongholds and those demons yeah yeah so um after
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that scene i ended up uh going to cornerstone church of san diego and that was the first time where i felt
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this thick and i referred to it as i have goosebumps all over my body it feels so good what is this
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and one of the church leaders started laughing and in a loving way and said that's the presence of god
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and i said whoa i want this i want this every single day so i was like okay i went home what do they do
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at church okay they worship the pastor prays and then he does this uh sermon so i'm going to worship
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i'm going to pray and then i'm going to read my bible and so i started doing those three things
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every single day and um right around the time i entered the church there was a corporate fast so
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i said i'm going to try it i have no idea what it is but let's just do it and the first time i didn't
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see a whole lot and i broke the fast a few times i was like i'm going to try again in the month of
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february let's just do this and so i just started making it a part of my regular um regular routine
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because then i started listening what is fasting so i started listening to different sermons to
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grow in that and god started breaking things off the reality is is the bible does teach that some
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things don't break off but through prayer and fasting and my faith needed to develop in that
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that he still breaks chains and that he could heal me from everything that was going on in my mind
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in my heart and the holy spirit would lead me through the most beautiful moments of healing
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where he would you know one time hey it was i needed to all right here we go
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doug how do you not go crazy i just because you're you're what 45 you've told me before i should know
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yeah i'm in my mid 40s 44. how like your whole life you've just had to listen to women just say
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stuff like this and the men do you know what's worse because women we're just like naturally crazy
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and we just naturally say stupid things so while you i do blame us that's like our pro not even
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programming it's just how most women are but the worst is these simps they assist the women do you
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know what i mean it's like it's like somebody it's like um a toddler walking around and the simps the
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parents are like here's an atomic weapon here's a bomb and you're like hey what are you doing giving
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that bomb to a child that's not responsible and they're like yeah but they don't they don't know
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what they're doing and you're you're like yeah exactly take away the bomb yeah you know it's like um
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having a kid with down syndrome or a kid with like severe autism like everything they do is good even
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the crazy stuff that's modern women right there and and it's like you still see videos where a
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woman is blatantly hitting a man and then he hits her then all of a sudden all the guys jump in
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and it's just like she was blatantly hitting the guy but it's to the point but it's kind of scripted
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at this point and now we have social media that shows that this is going on because this has always
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happened pearly pearl always now we're starting to see on social media we're starting to see the
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double standard on social media so it's getting a little better but yeah simps are going to sent and
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enforce this horrible behavior the same part about it is women know that they can get away with it it's
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like you you're a you're a woman um so you didn't have your well maybe you and your sisters they do this
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but when you're a boy and you have a sister your sister can hit you hit you hit you hit you hit you hit
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it once and your parents like what did you hit her for oh that's so true my little brother was
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almost went crazy because of that he him and my sister would fight and that's exactly what would
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happen yeah you got it it was probably the same with me but we stopped fighting i remember we stopped
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fighting when i was like like 10 or something i just remember we looked at each other we were like we
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should stop and then we did last time that my brother and i fought i think we were 23 and we
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ended up tearing up our entire living room we broke our coffee table broke one of the couches and then
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we just like looked at each other and just stopped and we we've never gotten to fight but we tore up our
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entire living room and i don't even know what we were fighting about but and after that we decided to
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never fight again yeah i remember yeah because i i it was the day i realized my little brother was
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smarter than me yeah because i never wanted to because adam he's just always been a natural ceo
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so he's just boss he's been bossy since he was a child and nobody you don't want to be bossed around by
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your little brother you're like i was there when you were born like but then i just remember there
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was a certain age where i was just like i should just start listening to him because he's actually
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smarter than me and then after that as soon as i accepted that like as soon as i submit submitted in
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the way we got a log and i told my other sister on a similar problem because she didn't want to
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listen to him either and i i remember i told her i'm like look at adam is very smart you should just
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listen i know it's annoying having someone boss you around but you know um uh cory thank you for the
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five dollar super chat and the super sticker i saw earlier oh i think i accidentally removed doug
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sorry doug so so what do you even call what this woman because we all know what gaslighting is right
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but this isn't gaslighting like this is um well first off this is the female friendly version of
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the story and what is the female friendly version of the story pearly um that she was broken and not
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horny they always leave out the horny part they always like why can't i just don't understand like
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why do they act like they didn't enjoy the porn you enjoyed like do you know what i mean there's
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some wild sex that is fun do you know what i mean it's like why are we pretending that you didn't
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like it you know it doesn't mean you're a bad person per se i guess whatever but the
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the the you know i would respect it a lot more if she just said look i did it because i was selfish
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and the sex was fun on camera and the money oh yeah the money too that's the one thing that you
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left out at the beginning of the show a lot of these women they want the money it's like when lana rose
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talks about all i think she's um i've seen clips of her talking about almost every single degenerate
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thing that she's done in corn and she's done some crazy stuff but she got a fat paycheck at the end
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because a lot of these women would rather do that than sit in front of an office a desk at an office
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for 40 hours a week well and all these women are meeting all these huge celebrities i mean i think
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that's actually more important to the women than really like i i don't even think it's the money doug i
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think it's that like nala got to bang enelie choppa i wouldn't be my first pick but hey you know
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that that's maybe she's into that guy um she could have hooked up with hayden ross the other girl like
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they get to meet all of these high level men you know that you would never get to meet if you're
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in an office job one you wouldn't have the time um and the other thing is like when would you run into
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them but if they see your film i mean they'll dm you asking to hook up or whatever so why didn't
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nala end up with any of these high-powered guys while she was still in the industry well i mean
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obviously she wasn't it's the burden of performance she failed and so because there are porn stars that
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do land high level men um i mean like lana rhodes i mean you it might he might not be your cup of tea
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but she did date logan paul's best friend for a while and that's pretty good for a porn star you know
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um and there's a lot of um there are porn stars that do it but she failed you know her burden of
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performance yeah i agree with that and so then she failed she went to an easier market and that's
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the church that's you the last stop on the horror train yeah i mean that's you guys are the easiest
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market ever it's like all i gotta do is put on a flower dress this is another example where what's
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this girl's name again i don't even know her name i just call her the corn star um because i wanted to
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look up her network britney de la mora how much is britney britney de la de la mora worth one second
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uh okay well she didn't uh she must not have been at the top because she she's only worth like one million
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i mean that's a lot more than most people but i don't think they make i don't think they make that
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much money to be honest doug well i i think it's because she was in the corn industry and wasn't on
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only fans because the crazy part about only fans probably is that it shows how much money corn stars
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lost over the years because they get paid by the scene but the production company gets all the rest of
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the money and you can see that with of models so you you know i wonder how many other models
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or how many corn star models could have made money like a a bonnie blue or uh um you know these other
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of models who get most of their uh money but they were doing it scene by scene at corn companies instead