Pearl - August 29, 2025


A Female Pastor Still Commits To A Corn Scene!？

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In this episode, I talk about the perils of being a Christian in the porn industry and how it affects me personally. I also talk about my experience with God and how he changed my life forever. I hope you enjoy this episode and if you do, please leave a rating and review on Apple Podcasts!

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00:00:00.000 oh my god what pathetic excuse for men none of you had a question about that 0.99
00:00:07.040 they use the bible verses conveniently they skip all of the bible verses they don't like 0.98
00:00:14.700 or are not convenient that's why do you know what i don't i i've always said i think my true belief
00:00:22.620 is in the catholic church i am a catholic but i really don't like to make it part of my brand
00:00:27.840 because i don't think i'm a good enough representative i really don't um there's men far
00:00:32.760 greater than me i don't want to debate the topic i don't want to go into it um catholicism makes the
00:00:39.840 most sense to me but i'm really not the most religious person in the world i don't think
00:00:44.680 i'm the best person to represent that um but it's like the corn stars just never have that
00:00:51.220 moment of clarity ever so
00:00:54.460 i just can't like um but they always pick the verses that are convenient and never the ones that
00:01:02.640 are inconvenient the i have given her time to repent and if she doesn't repent i will cast her
00:01:08.720 all who commit immorality and her children into a sick bed with her and when i read that it was like
00:01:15.380 the lights came on and i started crying on the airplane and in my heart i just started saying wow
00:01:21.580 god i am so sorry i had no idea my opinion is the people that say they heard god talk
00:01:28.140 are actually just crazy that this is what i've been doing i am that woman named jezebel
00:01:35.060 i have been leading your people into sexual sin i had no idea please forgive me not only that god 0.73
00:01:42.100 but i hate the life i've created for myself i hate myself and i've been hurting your heart lord please
00:01:48.840 please forgive me please save me and i'm saying this in my heart while weeping and i felt the holy
00:01:54.240 spirit just say britney i love you so much this is not the life that i have for you the life that i
00:02:01.740 have for you will overflow with so much love and peace and joy and if you would just quit the porn
00:02:08.000 industry today i would bless your life like no man ever could 0.98
00:02:11.900 you're just crazy god was not talking to you i don't believe that for a second 0.53
00:02:17.740 remember one time him asking to give me a give away my last 20 dollars at church to a woman who 0.98
00:02:23.240 came to me and asked for prayer because her and her kids were struggling and i'm praying for her and
00:02:27.720 i'm like hearing the oh okay you want me to give away my last i literally don't have gas
00:02:31.640 but okay here's the i said you know what you know i just when you do a nice thing and then you like
00:02:37.220 talk about it on a podcast it just kind of takes away from it that's what i love about my dad that's
00:02:42.500 why i always say that my dad's not that religious of a person but the way he acts he might as well be
00:02:49.600 god walking i know you might think i'm over exaggerating i'm really not
00:02:55.380 i know that's like um it sounds really idealistic but i don't know he's just i i will constantly hear
00:03:06.280 about nice things he did like after he did like he didn't tell anybody about it you can go to the 99
00:03:12.560 cent store and get like 20 groceries go bless your children you know and here i am like okay god and
00:03:17.460 that day he but that's what i mean like when i got to know religious pastors most of them just want
00:03:23.460 to make money doing nothing they're like lazy that's what it is they're just lazy they want an
00:03:28.440 easy job where it's like these high earning i don't know like i'll meet different guys and they
00:03:36.620 act like way more moral but i'm like i think it's just that pastors want to talk for a living
00:03:42.420 bless me someone came up to me and said here's 80 hypocritical i know i talk for a living
00:03:47.600 dollars god told me to give it to you so i'm like i just got four times the amount of money
00:03:52.720 it was hard leaving porn i had nothing so i mean how did you how hard was it so you get this
00:03:58.480 revelation you encounter the presence of god you hear the holy spirit say britney you need to leave
00:04:03.300 this industry so you land in las vegas i mean you're there to to do a shoot yeah how does it go
00:04:09.600 well so he said quit the industry that day my faith was still growing so i did do the scene because i
00:04:16.520 didn't want to cancel on them and have everything be
00:04:19.240 she converted and did a corn scene you've got to be kidding me 0.97
00:04:28.280 oh my god what pathetic excuse for men none of you had a question about that ruined for them i was 0.57
00:04:40.680 trying to i guess be honorable in a way and also get my last paycheck but i when i went to set that 0.97
00:04:48.120 day i told everybody hey i want you guys to know that god loves us and this is not the life that he
00:04:53.560 has for us i said he has a life that is so okay so she got banged on camera and said sorry later i'm
00:05:00.040 so done i'm so done oh bless but all of us need to quit porn today i started telling all of them that
00:05:06.680 and they were like the director looked at me like are you gonna do the scene or not and i said but
00:05:12.440 you will never see me again wow and i did the scene and i kid you not though pastor vlad it was the most
00:05:18.840 awkward scene i'd ever done i felt so i didn't even know how to i didn't have a word for the feeling but
00:05:25.160 it was conviction i just was feeling so awful while doing it disgusting like what am i doing here i don't
00:05:31.720 belong here it felt so unnatural to me i just felt like this is yeah it was the worst feeling of any
00:05:39.160 scene i'd ever done and after that i mean you that was your source of income for a long time yeah how
00:05:45.560 was your journey now in growing in christ you started to go to church you started to pray you started to
00:05:50.440 fast yes can you talk a little bit about that because i mean the lord had to do a lot of breaking oh
00:05:55.240 yeah peeling a lot of layers did you return the money did you okay hold on
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00:07:16.840 want doug mpa on doug doug doug i'm gonna put in the group chat because i need to bounce off of somebody
00:07:23.960 right now i just need to bounce it's just yeah we gotta
00:07:35.240 all right we're gonna get him up there's some lies and strongholds and those demons yeah yeah so um after
00:07:44.040 that scene i ended up uh going to cornerstone church of san diego and that was the first time where i felt
00:07:52.200 this thick and i referred to it as i have goosebumps all over my body it feels so good what is this
00:08:00.120 and one of the church leaders started laughing and in a loving way and said that's the presence of god
00:08:05.080 and i said whoa i want this i want this every single day so i was like okay i went home what do they do
00:08:12.120 at church okay they worship the pastor prays and then he does this uh sermon so i'm going to worship
00:08:18.680 i'm going to pray and then i'm going to read my bible and so i started doing those three things
00:08:23.320 every single day and um right around the time i entered the church there was a corporate fast so
00:08:28.200 i said i'm going to try it i have no idea what it is but let's just do it and the first time i didn't
00:08:33.160 see a whole lot and i broke the fast a few times i was like i'm going to try again in the month of
00:08:37.880 february let's just do this and so i just started making it a part of my regular um regular routine
00:08:44.600 because then i started listening what is fasting so i started listening to different sermons to
00:08:48.760 grow in that and god started breaking things off the reality is is the bible does teach that some
00:08:53.400 things don't break off but through prayer and fasting and my faith needed to develop in that
00:08:59.320 time of fasting bruh you know i'm actually good i was dmner today if you are free now you should hop on
00:09:11.160 to this reaction tay tay i like her um
00:09:19.320 doug mp did you not get it the link you said you needed in the chat i put it twice in the group chat
00:09:27.000 on signal so that i could believe that jesus is who he says he is that he still performs miracles
00:09:32.760 that he still breaks chains and that he could heal me from everything that was going on in my mind
00:09:37.880 in my heart and the holy spirit would lead me through the most beautiful moments of healing
00:09:43.240 where he would you know one time hey it was i needed to all right here we go
00:09:50.920 doug how do you not go crazy i just because you're you're what 45 you've told me before i should know
00:09:58.680 yeah i'm in my mid 40s 44. how like your whole life you've just had to listen to women just say 0.97
00:10:06.600 stuff like this and the men do you know what's worse because women we're just like naturally crazy 1.00
00:10:14.280 and we just naturally say stupid things so while you i do blame us that's like our pro not even 0.98
00:10:20.840 programming it's just how most women are but the worst is these simps they assist the women do you 1.00
00:10:28.520 know what i mean it's like it's like somebody it's like um a toddler walking around and the simps the
00:10:36.360 parents are like here's an atomic weapon here's a bomb and you're like hey what are you doing giving
00:10:43.960 that bomb to a child that's not responsible and they're like yeah but they don't they don't know
00:10:51.720 what they're doing and you're you're like yeah exactly take away the bomb yeah you know it's like um
00:10:58.120 having a kid with down syndrome or a kid with like severe autism like everything they do is good even
00:11:04.120 the crazy stuff that's modern women right there and and it's like you still see videos where a 1.00
00:11:11.880 woman is blatantly hitting a man and then he hits her then all of a sudden all the guys jump in
00:11:18.280 and it's just like she was blatantly hitting the guy but it's to the point but it's kind of scripted
00:11:25.640 at this point and now we have social media that shows that this is going on because this has always
00:11:30.280 happened pearly pearl always now we're starting to see on social media we're starting to see the
00:11:34.440 double standard on social media so it's getting a little better but yeah simps are going to sent and
00:11:41.000 enforce this horrible behavior the same part about it is women know that they can get away with it it's 1.00
00:11:45.160 like you you're a you're a woman um so you didn't have your well maybe you and your sisters they do this
00:11:53.000 but when you're a boy and you have a sister your sister can hit you hit you hit you hit you hit you hit
00:11:57.640 it once and your parents like what did you hit her for oh that's so true my little brother was
00:12:05.640 almost went crazy because of that he him and my sister would fight and that's exactly what would
00:12:11.640 happen yeah you got it it was probably the same with me but we stopped fighting i remember we stopped
00:12:18.280 fighting when i was like like 10 or something i just remember we looked at each other we were like we
00:12:24.280 should stop and then we did last time that my brother and i fought i think we were 23 and we
00:12:31.960 ended up tearing up our entire living room we broke our coffee table broke one of the couches and then
00:12:36.120 we just like looked at each other and just stopped and we we've never gotten to fight but we tore up our
00:12:41.400 entire living room and i don't even know what we were fighting about but and after that we decided to
00:12:46.280 never fight again yeah i remember yeah because i i it was the day i realized my little brother was
00:12:54.600 smarter than me yeah because i never wanted to because adam he's just always been a natural ceo
00:13:03.960 so he's just boss he's been bossy since he was a child and nobody you don't want to be bossed around by
00:13:08.760 your little brother you're like i was there when you were born like but then i just remember there
00:13:15.240 was a certain age where i was just like i should just start listening to him because he's actually
00:13:21.560 smarter than me and then after that as soon as i accepted that like as soon as i submit submitted in
00:13:29.640 the way we got a log and i told my other sister on a similar problem because she didn't want to
00:13:37.800 listen to him either and i i remember i told her i'm like look at adam is very smart you should just
00:13:43.880 listen i know it's annoying having someone boss you around but you know um uh cory thank you for the
00:13:51.480 five dollar super chat and the super sticker i saw earlier oh i think i accidentally removed doug
00:13:57.560 sorry doug so so what do you even call what this woman because we all know what gaslighting is right 1.00
00:14:05.320 but this isn't gaslighting like this is um well first off this is the female friendly version of 0.63
00:14:11.720 the story and what is the female friendly version of the story pearly um that she was broken and not
00:14:17.880 horny they always leave out the horny part they always like why can't i just don't understand like 0.63
00:14:24.520 why do they act like they didn't enjoy the porn you enjoyed like do you know what i mean there's 0.97
00:14:29.960 some wild sex that is fun do you know what i mean it's like why are we pretending that you didn't 0.74
00:14:37.480 like it you know it doesn't mean you're a bad person per se i guess whatever but the
00:14:45.000 the the you know i would respect it a lot more if she just said look i did it because i was selfish
00:14:51.080 and the sex was fun on camera and the money oh yeah the money too that's the one thing that you
00:14:58.680 left out at the beginning of the show a lot of these women they want the money it's like when lana rose 1.00
00:15:03.160 talks about all i think she's um i've seen clips of her talking about almost every single degenerate
00:15:09.240 thing that she's done in corn and she's done some crazy stuff but she got a fat paycheck at the end 1.00
00:15:15.000 because a lot of these women would rather do that than sit in front of an office a desk at an office 1.00
00:15:19.640 for 40 hours a week well and all these women are meeting all these huge celebrities i mean i think 0.95
00:15:25.720 that's actually more important to the women than really like i i don't even think it's the money doug i
00:15:32.600 think it's that like nala got to bang enelie choppa i wouldn't be my first pick but hey you know
00:15:41.240 that that's maybe she's into that guy um she could have hooked up with hayden ross the other girl like 0.88
00:15:47.720 they get to meet all of these high level men you know that you would never get to meet if you're
00:15:53.160 in an office job one you wouldn't have the time um and the other thing is like when would you run into
00:16:00.920 them but if they see your film i mean they'll dm you asking to hook up or whatever so why didn't
00:16:09.000 nala end up with any of these high-powered guys while she was still in the industry well i mean
00:16:16.440 obviously she wasn't it's the burden of performance she failed and so because there are porn stars that 1.00
00:16:23.080 do land high level men um i mean like lana rhodes i mean you it might he might not be your cup of tea
00:16:31.080 but she did date logan paul's best friend for a while and that's pretty good for a porn star you know
00:16:38.360 um and there's a lot of um there are porn stars that do it but she failed you know her burden of 1.00
00:16:47.480 performance yeah i agree with that and so then she failed she went to an easier market and that's 0.81
00:16:54.680 the church that's you the last stop on the horror train yeah i mean that's you guys are the easiest
00:17:02.920 market ever it's like all i gotta do is put on a flower dress this is another example where what's
00:17:11.160 this girl's name again i don't even know her name i just call her the corn star um because i wanted to
00:17:17.160 look up her network britney de la mora how much is britney britney de la de la mora worth one second 1.00
00:17:34.840 uh okay well she didn't uh she must not have been at the top because she she's only worth like one million 0.99
00:17:47.160 i mean that's a lot more than most people but i don't think they make i don't think they make that
00:17:52.040 much money to be honest doug well i i think it's because she was in the corn industry and wasn't on
00:17:59.480 only fans because the crazy part about only fans probably is that it shows how much money corn stars
00:18:05.960 lost over the years because they get paid by the scene but the production company gets all the rest of
00:18:13.880 the money and you can see that with of models so you you know i wonder how many other models
00:18:19.400 or how many corn star models could have made money like a a bonnie blue or uh um you know these other 0.86
00:18:26.600 of models who get most of their uh money but they were doing it scene by scene at corn companies instead