00:14:15.160can i get a towel gotcha i don't don't care don't but what this turns into
00:14:24.160what this turns into is influencers or jesus for clout you know
00:14:47.180And it just, you know, as I grew up Catholic, I don't, I'm not the most religious person in the world, but I just get frustrated with, like,
00:15:06.440seeing all these people that are afraid of women and they just cannot tell a woman no
00:15:17.100now michael knowles we're gonna go back to this a year ago nine months ago he had on this only
00:15:25.260fan star i'll show you guys that's tadashi that's my boyfriend's dog you guys say pearl pearl you
00:15:33.460only date men that are seven foot six foot actually okay um now a year ago they had on this
00:15:55.600porn star. The dog's name is Hidashi. And the whole idea is Michael Knowles wants to be right
00:16:05.960in his religion, and he has a female audience. I don't know what percent of his audience is female.
00:16:12.020Let's say it's my percent female, I think is like 8%. So let's say his is 25%.
00:16:18.00025%. Those 25% women are going to make him $8. Remember, if you go and hit low-hanging fruit
00:16:28.800and say things that women like to hear and get conservative women watching you,
00:16:40.860you can make $8. So now we get to the point where not only are you using God for clout,
00:16:48.000you're also dying on the hill of prostitutes so a year ago nala quits porn gives her life to god
00:41:24.500Let's see, does Michael ask any, do the strong men, you know, these men say that they fear God, but they literally fear asking women tough questions.
00:50:20.840I don't see you having a humble spirit. When Andrew Wilson was correcting you,
00:50:27.080you were arguing with him. You were completely rude to him. You were shaming him. And really,
00:50:34.580it's just out in the open that women have won church. Women won. And say thank you to the men
00:50:40.400like Michael Knowles for aiding in this bullshit. Knowles is not used to this level of whorishness.
00:50:47.580no you know what that's what they all say but i don't believe it he lived in new york
00:50:55.660you're telling me he's not used to this stuff bs oh when you watch the news how negative it is and
00:51:01.420people love that negativity rather than positive you know you showed all good news on the news
00:51:07.980i don't even know if everybody would watch it because that nobody just drives you so when you
00:51:13.100see a story like mine and then you're just like wow that happened to her i can't believe that it's
00:51:19.900real because then that means i can change my ways and still get saved you know or people who've been
00:51:27.100in the religious area for a while or been a christian most of their life see somebody like
00:51:33.420me in like the prodigal uh story uh we were just talking about oh my god this is not the prodigal
00:51:39.980daughter about that how you know the brother was so mad that the other brother came home and got
00:51:45.940this huge feast and he's like i've been here this whole time working in the fields you know why does
00:51:50.760he get this and i've been here this whole time why does he get welcomed back like this i feel like
00:51:54.780the haters mindset is that brother who's upset that somebody like me could go squander my earnings
00:52:00.500and come back and it's like one willing to be a servant almost and then just gets welcomed back
00:52:07.120by their father with a feast and robes and gold and just like is just so welcomed into the family
00:52:13.880when I've been such an outcast. It's almost like, hey, why are we letting somebody like her in our
00:52:19.420circle? It's this Christian mindset that I continue to find of like religious spirit instead of a
00:52:25.440relational spirit with Christ, where people should have a relationship with Christ rather than a
00:52:31.160religion surrounding God. Some of us would say religion is a good thing. It's a habit of virtue.
00:52:37.100that inclines the will to give to god what he deserves some would say like saint thomas aquinas
00:52:40.940but i see your point the distinction between a kind of rigorous uh legalism and a uh the fruit
00:52:47.740of the spirit being acted out religion isn't bad like we're christians that's religion you know
00:52:51.740that is our religion that face um however i feel like as christians in that religion we walk with
00:53:00.220christ in a relationship that is day by day a living person the god of the living god so
00:53:07.100I totally see that point. And I, I, I get why the son who stayed with the father is irritated
00:53:14.780when the prodigal comes back. I totally get that. You can empathize with that. Absolutely.
00:53:19.340But the point you just brought up is, is even more interesting to me,
00:53:22.920which is you said offhandedly. Okay. Now, now he's trying to say everyone's just jealous.
00:53:28.680i promise to i swear on my grandmother's grave
00:53:37.040nobody is jealous of a woman who sold her butthole for 4.99 on the internet
00:53:46.100the same way i'm not jealous of a guy that just went 10 years in prison for fraud
00:53:53.160but I can think that they're full of shit. I can. And it's not immoral to think that.
00:54:00.000Well, some people don't like the idea that I, having been as bad as I was, could be saved
00:54:05.440because that says something about the possibility of their salvation. I was just talking to...
00:54:11.100Thank you to Law Dog for another yearly... We got two sponsors today. That makes up for
00:54:19.880yesterday because I didn't do a show. It'd be cool if we got like three more because I'm also
00:54:26.760we're on the app store. It's audacitynetwork.com because I want to be able to go after these hoes,
00:54:33.360but they will try to destroy me. They do. I mean,
00:54:39.440and they flag me and I need to get 3,500 monthly members, but if I get a yearly member a show,
00:54:49.220kind of evens out um that's my goal here you'll also get first access to the documentary which
00:54:58.100i could tell you guys why we got delayed if you really want me to sidetrack i'm gonna kill myself
00:55:05.860but i'm not really but anyways i'm gonna go back i'm gonna go back a friend of mine
00:55:11.700we're talking a religious person who said well i don't like religion because it threatens you
00:55:17.780with hell and i say well there's some hope though too you don't have to go to hell yeah and this
00:55:23.220friend of mine said well i i'm i'm a little too far gone for that and i i was taken aback okay
00:55:29.700you want me to talk about this documentary all right so i'm deep in a stream i can be a little
00:55:37.460more honest because what happens is when i talk about my elves the haters love to clip it and
00:55:44.180and make our videos. And I know I shouldn't care. I don't care, but it's always just exhausting.
00:55:54.120But I ask for this. I ask for this. What happened was when I got demonetized, I kept thinking
00:56:08.200I was going to get back in. So one issue I had was I didn't let people go as quickly as I should
00:56:16.100have. But you can only go so long with like 10 employees and no income. That's why I'm building
00:56:23.500this theaudacitynetwork.com. But I essentially had a documentary editor on staff and he's a really
00:56:32.600good guys but he just had not had experience in a documentary and neither had i and so we just
00:56:41.480i'll just say we wasted a lot of time and energy and money and now i i have a good editor now
00:56:51.080i have one that knows what he's doing they've done it before
00:56:56.520the challenge is one of the people that was in charge of saving backup files of all the
00:57:02.120interviews we did and everything put them in one file
00:57:08.600one file so we have now had to spend hours out someone that doesn't work here anymore hours
00:57:16.120fixing this but it's okay we figured that out now i have a new documentary producer in and i think
00:57:23.480it's going to be great they're they're ones that made what is a woman or they're like involved in
00:57:29.320that project so um and i just paid the down payment of like the first one to basically take
00:57:38.200over what we already had and just said hey we're having trouble finishing this um can you help us
00:57:46.520and yet you know now it's just raising the rest of the money so i have two people that said they'd
00:57:52.600give me 20k if i got to 80 and i'm at like 15 now which covers like the next two months
00:58:01.160anyways um it's kind of an l i'm sorry i wish i wish i did a better job with the project but
00:58:10.520all i can do is take what we already have and keep going so luckily i have all the footage
00:58:15.320it's just a matter of like getting it organized in the right way because i said you just you just
00:58:22.740have contrition and you confess your sins and you ask god for help and cooperate with god's grace
00:58:28.700and no it'll be like two seconds you can you can do it a hard process yeah and that's what i feel
00:58:33.760like when i was getting into a debate with two certain individuals about how i needed to read
00:58:38.820church history in order to grasp the gravity of my christianity but yet so they so let me get this
00:58:47.460straight they said rachel and andrew said i want to text them they said do any work any work let
00:58:56.500me text him do you want to come on stream i'm going to see if andrew wilson do you want to come on
00:59:03.540stream and they say why don't you read why don't you show us you've been reading the bible and
00:59:10.180fully understand it what's her excuse now i have a relationship with god
00:59:17.060they use relationship because it requires no work none in romans it has two specific things
00:59:23.460that i needed to do which was speak with my mouth that jesus is lord and believe in my heart that is
00:59:28.500two things it is not a laundry list of things that i needed to do to cleanse myself because i cannot
00:59:34.740cleanse myself christ with the blood of jesus cleanses me so again i hit on that point because
00:59:41.300i almost feel like this jealousy what up terrence what up so what's the subject tonight who do you
00:59:50.180want me to eviscerate oh i just i just was sending out um so you wanted to come and react to nala
00:59:58.500on what on michael mulls show so nana is the reformed only fans porn queen thing
01:00:06.100yeah yeah sure i'll rip that apart yeah not literally or figuratively but you know just saying
01:00:13.200okay yeah let me present how do i oh wait can you see the screen yeah i can see the screen
01:00:22.520oh amazing okay so who do you think should get simp of the year michael knolls or her husband
01:00:31.140well i'm gonna be uh the key word is simp afi both of them are simps
01:00:40.040i'm sorry you know i'm uh i can't tell you how many times like the daily wire just keeps doing
01:00:48.340the same thing trying to blame and shame men to you know get married and have kids and they're
01:00:53.340not real men and quite literally uh it's the equivalent of you know putting on a parachute
01:01:01.300and then they'll tell you at the door there's a 56 percent chance it won't work
01:01:05.720are you gonna 35 percent chance according to them yeah sure sure okay well um there was that
01:01:15.140That high California lawyer that, you know, went viral about a year and a half ago, I don't remember his name, but he was, you know, basically he would say 56% chance of failure.
01:01:31.420I mean, and when you look at the divorce rates.
01:09:14.360um i have some notes about the god economy the pastor is hooking up with the born again hose
01:09:23.420the karens and the simps are shaving men's behavior while giving women a pass
01:09:27.720the simp church elders take women's side of everything tell the women they are amazing and
01:09:32.560simp for eternity so if the woman has a problem with the husband's behavior they say let's talk
01:09:37.640to the church elders and the church elders say you're right woman because they're trying to get
01:09:43.760people make two dollars off of men and eight dollars off of women so they obviously have to
01:09:49.400take the women's side and the simps and born again hoes find each other and when divorce calls she
01:09:54.800calls him abusive and the church takes her side correct that's why there's so few men in church
01:10:01.340anymore yeah here's the real trad wines of america so these are all the women that make money off of
01:10:07.840purity but they also have pictures like this on the internet yeah okay oxymoron anyone yeah so
01:10:20.160now we're gonna go to michael knolls here and i want to see maybe um maybe i'm just
01:10:27.280super wrong and mean because i you know i said i don't believe her so but michael
01:10:33.760knolls is ready to white knight so let's see what he says oh here we go nature of that the people
01:10:40.320who are coming after me consistently that they want something so bad and they're mad that they
01:10:47.040didn't get the shot that i did or but the the reality of is is they have that so her argument
01:10:53.360here is that i am jealous of her that i am jealous of a woman that has her butthole on the internet
01:11:00.000okay that everyone criticizing her is just jealous we wish that we could have had our
01:11:07.560buttholes on the internet but here's the thing okay you know i have been doing this since 2009
01:11:15.140and i really only i tell the truth or as close as i can get to it with the knowledge that i have
01:11:22.680and i have been attacked over and over and over again and you know it just is what it is
01:11:31.440that is the negative downfall it's not a downfall but that's the negative side of being a truth
01:11:36.220teller like if you stick to the facts use logic and reason and then the people on the other side
01:11:43.340who can't match the argument because they don't have lot they don't have the logic they don't
01:11:47.300have the reason they certainly don't have the facts they attack you with you know basically
01:11:52.680emotions and ad hominems or whatever and it's literally like them trying to drag you down
01:12:00.100to you know have a bikini wrestling match in the chocolate pudding in a bar somewhere
01:12:05.980and they'll beat you there with experience you just don't ever go there
01:12:10.000well if you want to know the facts she raised her only fans prices twice after converting
01:12:18.580and she also cannot according to her she can't delete her only fans
01:12:24.220permanently and the the site won't let her apparently and michael knowles says we just
01:12:32.560have our facts incorrect we have to hear her side and um apparently she's at 50 bucks a month
01:12:39.060she has uh 2 000 people subscribed and he didn't even ask her what she's doing with that money
01:12:47.200that she's still getting 2 000 it's 100k a month yep even if her management takes half that's still
01:12:56.420yeah that's good money it's good i mean even even if her management took 90 that's 10k a month
01:13:02.480that's wouldn't you like that money be good money yeah well unfortunately there's no money in truth
01:13:08.160and hope there's a lot of money in selling hope you don't think well they do if i want to pitch
01:13:14.460god which you know i i don't do that's something everyone has to work out for themselves i'm not
01:13:21.540that guy yeah let's let's continue okay opportunity we all have the exact same opportunity it's not
01:13:31.460harder for anybody else and it's not easier for other people we have the exact same opportunity
01:13:35.800but I've heard people say the exact same thing that you're talking about how oh I'm too far gone
01:13:40.720I'm like me I thought I was a bit too far gone I went too far I can't reverse where I've been
01:13:49.960the only thing was to just keep going forward because I couldn't go back I can't take this
01:13:55.520back so with following Christ it's just about and even God promises in the Bible to throw your sins
01:14:01.920in a sea of forgetfulness as far as the east is from the west so if you're like other people may
01:14:07.440not be able to forgive you and you can't be redeemed through other people and i might spend
01:14:12.720the rest of my life with people doubting me and thinking i'm a liar you will you certainly will
01:14:16.640i will but my god is so much bigger than that and has already forgiven me so i have nothing to worry
01:14:22.640about people will say well this is this is cheap salvation it's inexpensive that's true actually
01:14:28.640it was bought for a very free actually price you know right free to you yeah not free yeah calvary
01:14:35.760but some people will say well then why can't i just sin live it up you know do a bunch of porn
01:14:41.280and drugs and whatever do everything that was my exact thought process and people will say why can't
01:14:45.920i have a deathbed conversion first of all good luck planning that out i'd say like the biggest
01:14:50.480thing is that you weren't guaranteed tomorrow you know who's this dude that's her new husband
01:14:55.600how old is this guy i think early 20s yeah how old is she i think she i think she's like 27
01:15:06.640and i think he's around the same age oh lord all right so when this guy turns around 34
01:15:14.580if they're still together the big head will eventually overpower the little head and he'll
01:15:19.580be getting rid of her because listen well i feel like sims never leave it's like women will it's
01:15:30.380like there'll be a guy who's so awesome right and i'll he's such a cool guy and he's positive and
01:15:37.420happy and i'll have this nagging wife and i'm like please god leave her i'm like please like
01:15:45.580there would be like dads where i grew up and they would be such cool dads and then they would bring
01:15:51.100their wife and you're like oh why god well you know i feel like they never maybe i'm wrong
01:15:58.940you're older than me so maybe you've seen more i've seen some crazy i really have
01:16:06.220i've seen the simps you know i've heard it all before you know she loves me she's different
01:16:11.500good people and then i i watch these same guys just get crushed
01:16:15.340it happened to me i mean i got suckered into it i mean i'm no exception
01:16:21.420how wait hold on let me stop shutting the screen for a second how'd she get you
01:16:29.780well uh i was foolish and i ignored a parade of red flags and then i got married had a couple
01:16:38.340kids uh i got the i'm not happy speech right after i came home wounded from iraq i lost my
01:16:46.400kids house uh one of a fortune in cash wound up homeless she killed my dog to try to break me
01:16:54.920mentally and spiritually i mean it's just savage evil shit and i it the hardest thing
01:17:03.880in there was coming to the realization that i meant absolutely nothing to somebody who meant
01:17:10.880the world to me and that's a tough uh pill to swallow a lot of guys who go through that
01:17:19.060are you know are not the same or they're broken unfortunately i took all that negative energy and
01:17:25.940i i'm using uh it on something positive now but why didn't you just pray harder
01:17:31.780yeah yeah why not uh i don't know it's not the answer
01:17:40.940especially you just picked the wrong woman you just should have prayed oh yeah yeah that would
01:17:49.180have worked the right woman is on this screen i went to church i should have went to church
01:17:57.600uh yeah i don't know man uh i mean i grew up an episcopalian and
01:18:04.420i i saw all the craziness that went on in the church the church politics
01:18:11.560all of the people who are two-faced doing one thing doing another it just was not a good look
01:18:19.100i think that what women do is they find a church where they can they find the most
01:18:27.400idiot men like the most like not like iq in terms of what they produce but like the women iq is low
01:18:35.280that's what i call it like and so they want to tell their husband what to do and so they just
01:18:42.080find the most simpy pastor they can and then the bigger the group the more people women can
01:18:48.400manipulate because they're not really held accountable, held accountable for saying dumb
01:18:53.260stuff or doing dumb stuff because you don't even think the more people there are, you can weaponize
01:18:59.320those people against the man. That's why they leave. Yeah. That's why they leave the church
01:19:04.540because they're trying to pass off swamp donkeys on them. Who wants that? Yeah. But I think that
01:19:12.780women like church because then they can just find a way to control their husbands.
01:19:18.400Yeah, I mean, I think that's one of a woman's basic programming that she drops out of the box with when she's born is how to control men and how to actually basically ask the right questions to find out, you know, how much money he makes, what his potential is, and what have you.
01:19:39.480And they're pre-programmed with the ability to do that, and it's shockingly accurate.
01:19:48.400that's key let's go back to this guy the next five minutes so if i act out here because of like
01:19:54.780my selfish ways my selfish wants and then i don't know what's going to happen in the next five
01:20:00.280minutes then like i'm dying in my sin you know living for sin rather than living for god right
01:20:05.860but that's such a selfish thought too like let me live a little bit more for me i'm not ready to
01:20:10.680give me up and do what god wants me to do when god promises that what he has is far greater than
01:20:15.700what we could ever think or imagine. So it's like, you're really downplaying and dumbing down
01:20:21.060your version of life when God is like, Hey, no, I have a way better plan for you. If you would just
01:20:26.920accept me and follow me. And even if you don't get hit by a bus, even if you make it to 99 years old,
01:20:34.040the way people think it's going to play out is they're just going to remain totally rational.
01:20:38.660They're going to forget that sin darkens the intellect. They're just going to remain totally
01:20:41.360irrational. They're going to be degenerates their whole lives. And then the last minute,
01:20:45.160they're going to get it. But what really happens, at least in my experiences, the more you sin,
01:20:50.640the more you turn away from God, the more comfortable you get in that, the more reluctant
01:20:55.440you are to respond to God's grace. And it's just, you're just probably not going to have a last
01:21:01.320minute conversion. It seems to me, you know, that's true. You've been sitting in your sin for
01:21:05.540what, 99 years now. And at some point you might not even think there's a God anymore.
01:21:09.420Or something could have changed her mind along the way.
01:21:12.300Or, you know, you just like feel like, oh, I've been a good person.