Pearl - Modern Female Preachers RUIN Religion

00:00:00.000 what is up guys welcome to another episode of pearl daily here on the audacity network thank

00:00:08.460 you guys for tuning in do we have a show for you today so i think there was a reason in history

00:00:15.700 why women were always said that they should be seen not heard and it's because whenever we have

00:00:25.020 a tendency to open our mouths. We just tend to embarrass our husbands. And it's no different

00:00:31.980 from the women on the left and the women on the right. So today we're going to react to a couple

00:00:38.820 small stories before we get into the main event, which is a woman who did the hoe to Jesus pipeline 0.99

00:00:48.960 and actually said she did a corn scene after she was converted.

00:00:55.020 Can you imagine like raw dogging on camera and saying,

00:00:59.240 in the name of God, like what the hell?

00:01:03.920 Okay, so a lot of flack that I get on this show is some of the topics that I talk about.

00:01:09.320 I am told that these topics are just in the city.

00:01:14.900 Pearl, you're not talking to real people.

00:01:17.440 um that doesn't not all women are like that the women in the country are just so super special

00:01:24.060 and different and you know i hear you guys um i do think that a lot of women in the city are more 1.00

00:01:30.700 open about what they can and cannot get away with than maybe in the country but i'll see tiktoks and

00:01:39.760 instagram reels that just prove that women are women no matter where we go 1.00

00:01:46.840 it's like

00:01:49.780 they find a pastor cheating on his

00:01:54.200 wife and they're like well pastors are

00:01:56.260 pastors so we got this lady here 0.99

00:01:58.320 let's see what she has to say

00:02:00.260 very insane small town drama

00:02:02.320 okay perfect gorgeous in Whitesburg

00:02:04.140 Kentucky a population of like

00:02:05.780 1500 people alright they're in the center of a scandal

00:02:08.320 because a Kentucky judge

00:02:10.100 named Kevin Mullins last year

00:02:12.140 was shot and

00:02:14.180 killed execution style in his

00:02:16.840 oh my gosh chambers in full view of surveillance footage there is footage like you can literally

00:02:22.160 clearly see these people talking by his very close friend his best friend the sheriff named

00:02:28.040 sean steins after this murder happens okay sean the former sheriff now is arrested charged with

00:02:34.620 first degree murder he pleads not guilty despite the fact that literally on camera execution style

00:02:38.900 it comes to light through pouring through this footage and the audio obviously of the judge's

00:02:44.300 chambers, judge was full on extorting women in his chambers to basically do things for him 0.88

00:02:50.620 in exchange for lesser sentences or probation or leniency, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

00:02:56.400 He would throw these massive Epstein level parties for a small town. And apparently when

00:03:03.720 they're interviewing people, like one of the people who works at the jail, all of that,

00:03:07.060 they're like, oh yeah, everyone knows about those parties. Everyone's just a swinger here 1.00

00:03:11.460 in kentucky in whitesburg kentucky it's just like everyone's just like no it's like you just

00:03:16.700 say no if you don't want to go what not to mention there was a so this small town in the middle of

00:03:23.040 nowhere women are throwing it back for lighter sentences it's like i i can't make this stuff up

00:03:28.900 i can't how am i how am i supposed to ignore the fact that in small towns they do crazy stuff too

00:03:38.000 it's just women are women men are men women are always gonna like sleep their way to get away 1.00

00:03:44.320 with stuff and men are usually gonna take it different sheriff in the town who at the time

00:03:50.220 apparently there was a meeting happening right before this judge okay got execution style

00:03:54.540 murdered there was they were having like this chambers discussion about a deputy sheriff

00:03:58.960 who was being charged and investigated for having inappropriate you know what i'm talking about

00:04:05.200 with a minor you mean the people who got all season high school and couldn't even make it in

00:04:07.620 the military use their power and position and qualified immunity to victimize people i am

00:04:10.420 shocked well obviously the sheriff who who murdered the judge is pleading not guilty we don't know

00:04:16.100 what their defense is obviously we won't know in the till the trial but i'm interested to hear

00:04:21.280 like obviously we want to assume oh like maybe that he has like a you know he's the hero of the

00:04:26.140 day getting the bad guy like that was what is was in his head but hard to believe that he wasn't

00:04:33.280 aware of this the entire time you were sheriff. So while you want to hear something even more

00:04:38.440 ironic, the county is called Letcher County. Do you know what the word Letcher means? Like,

00:04:44.560 come on, what is? Yeah, and I'm not surprised women exchanging sex to get away with things. 1.00

00:04:53.360 So next, we have a lawyer explaining why divorce rates of NHL players are 70%. So

00:05:01.460 So many women say that they want the tall guy, the athletic guy, the guy that has it all. 1.00

00:05:07.060 And on paper, you would think NHL players are really, you know, they're the chads that a lot of women are picking. 1.00

00:05:13.800 But even they get divorced.

00:05:15.340 So don't take it personal, fellas.

00:05:17.020 It just, you know, it kind of is what it is.

00:05:21.520 Oh, wait.

00:05:22.080 I got to share this tab instead.

00:05:25.440 Okay.

00:05:27.580 Man.

00:05:30.540 Okay.

00:05:31.460 room and have the uh have the room for a moment regardless of what sport it is what what advice

00:05:42.600 are you giving these guys i've actually done this i've had the opportunity to do this and

00:05:45.800 the one thing i tell people right off the bat because every professional athlete tends to be

00:05:51.200 pretty excited about their girlfriend uh the wag you know whatever she may be uh or he may be

00:05:57.620 whatever the case may be. Obviously, there's a lot of female professional athletes as well. 1.00

00:06:01.940 You got to know the divorce statistics. And the fact of the matter is the national divorce

00:06:07.860 statistics for regular people, Joe's off the street, is just under 50%. I think it's actually

00:06:13.140 about 47% for first-time marriages. For professional athletes, for a lot of reasons,

00:06:18.860 that number is way higher. It's closer to about 70%. And of that 70%, so you're batting about

00:06:25.900 50% higher than the general public. 50% of those divorces will come within one year

00:06:31.860 of your retirement from your sport. And that is a stunning number. And so, you know, a lot of these

00:06:37.400 athletes have beat the odds to become pros. And a lot of them think that because they've done that,

00:06:42.460 they're going to beat this statistic as well. But as you know, you can't beat statistics and

00:06:47.100 statistics are independent of one another. And so just because you beat the odds to become a

00:06:51.420 pro athlete doesn't mean you're going to beat the odds of things like bankruptcy and divorce.

00:06:56.720 You've got to recognize those numbers. That's the false dichotomy that a lot of men make when we

00:07:02.500 talk about these divorce stats. They act like you can avoid it just because you're successful in

00:07:10.540 other areas of your life. And it's just simply not true. It's kind of a cope for men that are

00:07:15.140 kind of scared of their wives. That's what I've noticed. It's men that are still in the good

00:07:18.760 parts of their marriage, like they're still having kids. It's not until after the kids are done

00:07:23.720 that the women really tend to become terrible people. And usually, it's like more of a reversion, 0.99

00:07:34.260 right? It's usually women reverting back to their hardware programming. Because what happens is women, 1.00

00:07:42.320 you know, not all women, but there's good women and bad women. But women, it's like, 1.00

00:07:47.720 I remember in school, there was a girl I played volleyball with, and she was so meed to everyone

00:07:53.240 on the court. She was so bitchy and just rude. And then, you know what would happen? 1.00

00:08:00.960 Her boyfriend would come around and I'd be like, that is a different person. So

00:08:05.400 women can put on a mask for other people and take it off when they get what they want. 1.00

00:08:13.160 But now you're not even seeing women want to give men the courtesy of the mask anymore. 0.94

00:08:18.480 That's the crazy thing.

00:08:20.060 Now they're just being who they are.

00:08:21.420 They were being terrible people in public.

00:08:23.280 And you've got to plan for them because otherwise you're in to take a pretty brutal financial hit.

00:08:29.380 Okay, well, let's talk about why that percentage is so much higher and why it happens inside of that first year.

00:08:34.440 I'm sure you have some ideas on why that is.

00:08:37.040 I mean, your lifestyle obviously changes quite a bit from the time you were playing to the time you retire.

00:08:42.080 And when you're playing, you're a high income earner. You're separated from your family all

00:08:48.200 throughout the season. You may be home for a few days, but then you're off for pretty long periods.

00:08:52.940 And so you don't have a traditional family structure where you're sort of seeing your

00:08:56.680 family every night and then leaving in the morning. It's just not how it is. And then in

00:09:00.780 the off season, it tends to be very sort of perfect, right? Because you're trying to get

00:09:05.860 as much as you can in during that off season. You're going on tremendous vacations. You're

00:09:10.780 doing everything you can with the kids um it's just an amazing opportunity but that's not real

00:09:17.000 life and that's not the real life that most people live once you retire you go back to being for most

00:09:23.040 people sort of a normal person living a normal life but that's not the relationship you built

00:09:28.580 while you were yeah and i think a lot of women think they like the guy until they actually get

00:09:33.920 to know him when he comes home that's how many divorces that's why there were so many divorces 0.99

00:09:38.380 after covid i mean they think they like the guy and then they get to know him and they realize

00:09:45.500 they can't like anybody and we have a hard time liking each other don't take it personal fellas

00:09:52.220 it's not you it's us playing and so for a lot of people i think that's a really really tough

00:09:56.900 transition whether for the athlete who may be experiencing things like depression from not

00:10:02.220 being able to play anymore and missing their teammates in the locker room and really having

00:10:06.660 to deal with this new lifestyle to the spouse who now all of a sudden has got you around all the

00:10:12.180 time and that just wasn't the deal while you were playing and i think that sort of sets the table

00:10:17.980 for a situation where divorce is really prevalent i've always made the joke about these uh legends

00:10:23.000 tours a lot of these retired players go on is more so to be like the wife is going get out i'm not

00:10:27.500 used to this right rather than a whole i miss playing hockey it's more so to kind of keep that

00:10:32.140 structure intact yeah i honestly don't even know if living together is great for couples i mean

00:10:38.900 couples just always end up hating each other when we live together just always goes bad

00:10:45.400 i mean a lot of these guys if you've made enough money don't have to work

00:10:50.380 and i find that some of them the plan is just hey i'm going to play golf all the time but that plan

00:10:55.860 crumbles after a while pretty quickly because you don't want to play golf all the time and you just

00:11:00.800 don't have that outlet and you don't have that passion like you did for the sport that you've

00:11:05.160 played since you were two years old and it's really hard mentally for guys is it to some degree

00:11:09.820 like the woman that you married sees you now post-retirement all the success all like all

00:11:15.220 the accomplishments that's why she wanted to be with you in the first place because she wanted

00:11:17.860 the best and the clout that came with me and that guy's wife a lot of athletes they just become

00:11:23.100 regular people when they're done you know they're not really high status anymore a lot of them i

00:11:29.820 mean if they're like one of the greats maybe but if they're just a normal player she got the best

00:11:34.360 the words a kiss but now that you've retired it's like well that's that's not the man i married but

00:11:38.200 you're sitting on the couch for golf and you're not in pursuit of excellence it's the different

00:11:42.000 phases of life you know for for us regular schmoes that transition comes at age 65 or 70 or 75

00:11:48.920 but for these athletes it could be a 30 and all of a sudden you know you worked so hard on this

00:11:54.720 one thing to reach the pinnacle the the one percent of one percent of one percent to be a 0.88

00:11:59.520 pro athlete and then it's just and it's really hard to quit athletics i cried for like months

00:12:05.320 when i quit i cried for months i was so sad it's really hard because it's a really big part of your

00:12:10.400 life not the second time around because i played overseas but like you know after college it's not

00:12:16.340 really the same because no one really cares if you win but like if you win in high school or

00:12:22.640 college, your whole community is really invested. Over. And the paycheck's in. And now you've got

00:12:27.980 to find that next thing at age 30. When you have focused 100% of your efforts to be a pro,

00:12:33.860 that's really hard. I've had a lot of friends who have played across numerous different sports,

00:12:39.600 and they do have pension plans set up. But a lot of those don't kick in until 55, sometimes 65.

00:12:43.740 And sometimes it's a partial pension. Sometimes it's a full pension. When it comes to the

00:12:47.840 litigation of the divorce, separation, whatever it may be, that comes into play too. I'm a

00:12:52.620 assuming it does so you can get a divorce decree that says half of the pension eventually will come

00:12:58.520 to that former spouse so that's all on the table and all right so the next thing we're going to

00:13:03.640 talk about is a different topic i got a lot of pushback on i'll just see reels and i think

00:13:09.440 sometimes i want to share them with you guys so i got a lot of flack i had a show a few weeks ago

00:13:15.260 where i talked about the virgins of today aren't the virgins of yesterday and a lot of people they

00:13:20.260 were just, they would say Pearl, but Pearl, you said body count matters. Well, it does matter.

00:13:27.940 But I don't see virginity bonding women to men anymore. I just don't. Um, when I was in high

00:13:35.080 school, I think the attractive women did not really feel that sense of bonding. They just 0.74

00:13:41.320 left and the unattractive women, um, they did feel more of a bonding, but usually they just 0.94

00:13:48.500 lost the virginity to Chad and they were cooked too. And, um, I wanted to give evidence for my

00:13:55.920 claim. And this guy was in, this girl was interviewing women on how they lost their

00:14:00.660 virginities. And you guys can tell me if these women seem like they really are attached to those 1.00

00:14:06.300 guys. Um, you guys let me know. Let me show this tab instead. I can't figure out on this screen.

00:14:13.800 it will not go full screen so i'm gonna make me smaller don't know why

00:14:18.240 i lost my virginity in high school on some guy's floor it was not great would not recommend why

00:14:28.640 wasn't it good oh well he had a tiny to begin with like how small though oh a really pretty

00:14:35.280 small guy okay okay when and how did you lose your virginity i don't know she just didn't seem 1.00

00:14:40.660 to care that much. Maybe I'm crazy for noticing this. Here's another one. Okay, show the stab 0.70

00:14:47.640 instead. You know. Did you guys lose your fraternity? 16. What about you? I was 19. I'm a virgin,

00:15:00.840 you know what I'm saying? I'm trying out here every day. How old do I look? 21, 22. For being a virgin,

00:15:06.480 you think i'm 21 okay what about you 25 26 that's actually a compliment because i'm actually 40.

00:15:11.920 really yeah i took 40 last week you look good for a happy birthday thank you i really appreciate

00:15:16.240 you know what i'm saying yeah it's it's difficult out here you know i'm in my 40s you know i'm

00:15:20.640 trying to to be open out here i was married for like five years it just didn't work out and you're

00:15:26.000 You're not a virgin.

00:15:27.580 No, well, we didn't.

00:15:29.800 That was a difference.

00:15:31.580 Oh, God, I couldn't keep the act, bro.

00:15:34.300 I just tried.

00:15:35.440 At what age did you guys lose your fraternity?

00:15:39.040 A lot of the women, they're starting earlier than they say. 1.00

00:15:42.220 So, yeah, I mean, and this isn't, I'm just talking about the trends.

00:15:47.900 Now, another trend I've talked about on the show is how average women are going to get 0.98

00:15:52.440 messaged and dm'd by high-level entertainers and celebrities and soon the average woman is going to

00:15:57.840 be so gassed up um that really you're gonna have to have a certain level of clout to get in the

00:16:05.960 door um and here's another one we're gonna show of an average woman talking about the people that 1.00

00:16:14.720 have dm'd her that my dm slid into yeah by some celebrities jason derulo was in my idea jason

00:16:22.020 who else oh who was it i think it was cameron dallas cameron dallas yes yes and you know who

00:16:28.100 else the old tiktoker uh mark yeah it's mark yes we'll have a photo of him right now duh it's mark

00:16:33.600 you know number the the really rich guy from houston's uh son so again i'd put her facially 0.99

00:16:39.680 5.56 i'd say overall she's a seven because she's under 25 and pretty much every girl is a six or 1.00

00:16:47.680 seven under 25 um pretty much like if they're not fat but you know now she has access to jason

00:16:57.760 derulo who is in everybody's dms it's true yeah yeah yeah for tita yes yeah he slid in her dms

00:17:06.080 i've had my dm slid into yeah yeah okay

00:17:14.080 um

00:17:18.240 all right so

00:17:21.520 next we're gonna cover a story um

00:17:26.480 apparently the t app is causing divorce it's causing women to divorce their husbands because 1.00

00:17:36.000 they find out about the side chick or somebody made up a story and ended a marriage what are the

00:17:41.840 two one of the two okay so divorces spike in dearborn allegedly linked to the t app let's watch

00:17:54.160 this every driver in michigan has to have insurance oh it's our job to make the insurance company that

00:18:00.560 they've been all right, get out of here. What does this ad end? Hold up, we have to get through

00:18:06.400 it. Give me a second. Give me a second. All right. I think the popular and controversial

00:18:11.120 tea app designed to warn women about the men they're dating is hit with a new backlash. Good 0.97

00:18:16.400 evening, everybody. I'm Ruth Bryce and I'm Amy Lang. This time the app is being blamed for more

00:18:20.560 divorces in one metro Detroit community. Fox Tuesday pension joins us live with more. Tell

00:18:26.640 us all about this, Dave? Well, this one is all the tea, really. This is a dramatic one. There's

00:18:34.340 a family attorney we spoke with who says he's seeing an increase in divorce filings because

00:18:39.840 of apps like tea. Let's go to some video. I'm going to tell you all about this one here.

00:18:45.180 Now, he says that this area, Dearborn, is a close-knit community where everybody knows

00:18:49.580 everything and what he says we're talking about attorney Muhammad Ali Hamoud he says there's more

00:18:57.340 domestic conflicts also taking place because of anonymous posts claiming certain men are cheating

00:19:03.920 on their spouses or accusing them of serious crimes or unethical behavior it's leading to

00:19:09.500 their wives to file for divorce as you may know T is an app that allows women only to post

00:19:15.280 anonymously about the men they have dated you'll hear from the attorney but also a women's advocate

00:19:21.200 coach women's empowerment coach who says apps like tea help keep them safe take a listen

00:19:28.480 for example when a post were to go live of a certain man you know it might be an accountant

00:19:33.280 might be a lawyer might be a doctor it tends to spread like wildfire and the rest of the community

00:19:38.640 just knows whether it's true or not is really the the main issue usually the man i was thinking how

00:19:45.200 crazy it is how we're going from like community is really online now that's the new trend

00:19:54.800 everything is so much more digital like it's kind of weird to think about how

00:20:01.680 I mean honestly I've probably met half of my friends through the internet

00:20:06.460 and I really think what's happening here is things that have happened in the past are

00:20:13.500 happening now women gossiping has always gone on but now now there's evidence of it 1.00

00:20:19.980 okay asking for me to file some kind of defamation suit saying a lot of this stuff is false or

00:20:27.500 misleading and then the woman on there uh seeking guidance seeking what are their options do i file

00:20:35.060 for divorce my husband has been posted on this app other girls say they've been talking to him

00:20:41.100 he may have been cheating. It's hard to verify, you know, someone's claims on there. But that

00:20:46.720 being said, I think the way that I've been able to kind of gauge what's true is when you start

00:20:50.540 to see multiple claims from women about the same. Oh yeah. Cause multiple women won't lie. Come on

00:20:56.760 person. Like I ended up on a date and one of these apps basically saved me from continuing

00:21:02.040 to go out with someone who had multiple reports of raping prostitutes. So that was, you know, 0.73

00:21:09.200 very terrifying thing to say and it wasn't just one woman coming forward to say this this was

00:21:13.120 multiple women that were documented on multiple different accounts so um i think that there's

00:21:18.480 just a certain degree of protection that comes when women are allowed to have a safe space 0.99

00:21:24.880 well attorney muhammad ali hamoud says that there are defamation suits that are being filed by his

00:21:31.280 office he's seeing an increase there too but he says those can run you about ten thousand dollars

00:21:37.520 coming up tonight on the edge will tell you more about what attorneys say you can do if you find

00:21:41.340 information on sites like that that you say isn't true that's next for now reporting live in dear

00:21:47.240 born dave kinchin fox 2 news yeah this yeah it's getting out of control um okay what do we got next

00:21:55.220 um they always say that the women were not like that of actually that's a whole different show

00:22:03.280 we'll get into the main event, into the main topic today. All right. So as you guys know,

00:22:09.420 our good friend Nala, I asked her to debate me because she said she would live. 1.00

00:22:14.880 And for some reason she just refuses to debate me. So I don't know why, but I saw her on a podcast

00:22:24.780 with this other lady. And this was a female preacher who said that she did a scene. She did 1.00

00:22:34.840 a scene after converting. Now, look it. It's very similar to Nala, who also squeezed every penny 0.98

00:22:48.140 she could out of it as well. All right. So let's, let's watch this. It's something about

00:22:57.780 porn stars and pastors, you know, for all these guys claiming that they don't want to date or 0.94

00:23:04.460 they don't, these guys will talk about marrying women of God and then marry porn stars. It's just 0.98

00:23:11.960 very confusing it's like why you could marry anybody else but okay for you so let's dive in

00:23:20.600 britney and richard welcome thank you it is such an honor to be here with you okay so it's the

00:23:26.120 typical right she's a former i bet what do you guys think she was back in the day i'd say i 1.00

00:23:32.760 haven't seen her maybe you guys know her stuff don't google it do not google her stuff don't do

00:23:41.400 it don't do it don't do it but I would put her she looks like a former seven and this guy's like

00:23:51.620 a four and that's always how it goes it's a guy um that's trading because he's usually not that

00:23:57.600 attractive to get the hot girl by trading in like virtue and like I won't cheat on you and um I

00:24:05.280 won't leave you and then you're just gonna run this whole marriage and again it's the same thing

00:24:10.340 I talk about. These women never look modest, okay? I want to give you an example of a woman 1.00

00:24:17.060 that I actually think does look modest. All right, this woman here. When I think of a trad wife, 0.75

00:24:29.640 which even all women do embarrass their husbands at some point, so even her,

00:24:34.800 who is such a sweetie oh she's such a sweetie but even she said some stuff that I think kind

00:24:41.180 of embarrassed her husband too but look at the do you see how she looks no makeup no plastic surgery

00:24:50.280 just like a cute little trad what that's what I think of but when I when I see you know this

00:24:57.880 it's just a little bit different it's a woman clinging to her youth with everything she's got 0.97

00:25:02.320 which is fine you know some guys are into that but it just doesn't scream

00:25:08.080 he screams modest here she does not truly so britney if we can start um from the beginning

00:25:15.760 with your testimony what led you into the adult film industry really my life was a series of just

00:25:23.820 broken heart after broken heart lots of brokenness i grew up in a verbally abusive household

00:25:29.340 emotionally abusive um every day i heard words like i hate you i wish i never had you you're a 0.96

00:25:35.900 loser and it was just a lot of beating down and i felt very rejected and so i just started to look 0.96

00:25:42.300 for love in all the wrong places um i find a guy i start dating when i'm about 16. i lose my 0.94

00:25:49.100 virginity and he cheats on me with three different women but she's already setting the stage right 0.99

00:25:54.220 she's already setting the stage this she never will say i did it because i was horny 1.00

00:26:00.860 never you know it could never just be like look i wanted to get i wanted to get

00:26:07.260 i wanted to take back shots i wanted to you know

00:26:14.220 i just i i wanted to get dicked i mean it's never that it's always i was broken 0.78

00:26:19.180 it's always I was broken or some man did something to make me do this and you guys eat it I was just

00:26:27.840 talking to a friend of mine we were talking about an axe of his and he said that he made her become 0.94

00:26:34.320 a whore because he like cheated or something I'm like no no no no you guys got to stop falling for 1.00

00:26:40.180 this if she came to you we're the buyers here I know it's interesting because I guess like 0.99

00:26:46.280 women are the ones that are like the job applicants okay that's kind of a better way 1.00

00:26:52.780 to put it women are applying for the jobs and women there's a shortage in um there's a shortage

00:26:58.980 in workers and women are the applicants and so you know women will apply for some jobs and they'll 1.00

00:27:05.500 say look you're not qualified but women keep applying for these super toxic jobs like the 1.00

00:27:10.120 most toxic jobs that you know have ever existed and then women go on podcasts and say that's why 1.00

00:27:17.180 they got daked down no honey you wanted to go to a toxic job and then blame whatever you did after

00:27:23.660 on the toxic job you wanted to crash out at work at blame the environment but you're just a crash

00:27:29.120 out kelly that's just your thing you know that's who you like to do once again i'm facing the

00:27:35.720 heartbreak and rejection and i just feel like nobody loves me you know nobody wants to be with

00:27:42.600 me everybody hurts me and my friend suggested that we go to there you go everybody hurts me

00:27:55.240 you didn't hurt anybody really you didn't you did nothing in this to mexico to party because

00:28:01.400 we live so close to the border so we go out to a nightclub and it's the first time that i'd ever

00:28:07.160 gotten drunk and i walk outside and i see another club across the way and uh this club happened to

00:28:13.480 be a strip club i did not know that when i walked over there i told them they weren't going to let 0.99

00:28:18.200 me in and i said but i just want to dance i got it not really i gotta be honest guys

00:28:24.360 i went to a strip club one time in my life

00:28:26.600 i knew it was a strip oh wait no no too i forgot about this other time i forgot about this other

00:28:33.920 time but the first time i ever went okay

00:28:38.100 the first time i ever went to one

00:28:42.820 we actually were offered i don't know why i was offered a job because i do not have that type of

00:28:50.680 body but i was more for my friend the girl that was with me because she had these giant you know

00:28:55.740 and um it's pretty easy to say no when you don't want to be a stripper I gotta be honest

00:29:06.000 like we had no interest in doing that we were really just there to kind of like gawk at the

00:29:13.920 strippers and being honest I I was talking to one because I'm just kind of a nosy person so 0.93

00:29:19.160 I was talking to one I'm like what what are you doing here she's like shaking her boobs 1.00

00:29:23.060 she's like shaking her boobs and I'm like I'm like okay you don't really got to do all that 0.98

00:29:32.760 you know but like what are you 0.82

00:29:35.560 what are you doing here and she's like she's like oh I'm saving to go to school to be a teacher and

00:29:44.300 like oh god yeah a female preacher is like a male coach leading women's volleyball oh no i i preferred

00:29:57.100 the male coaches the women coaches they get involved in all the teenage drama the male coaches

00:30:02.620 get to the point i preferred male coaches that it was a strip club so they said oh you want to 1.00

00:30:10.700 dance well come on in and they put me behind these women that were in lingerie and i'm like 0.89

00:30:16.860 oh this is one of those clubs but i had a broken heart and i had liquid courage which is a horrible

00:30:23.820 combination we were drinking too okay we were drinking we were do you know what happened i'll

00:30:32.060 I'll tell you what, I'm going to tell this story. So we went to one strip club. Okay. And we only

00:30:40.100 wanted to go, it was like a Tuesday. We just were like, I want to see a strip club, you know?

00:30:44.460 And so we went to the strip club and then they wouldn't let us in. So we went to this other one

00:30:52.140 and it was pretty, I really, I just remember I liked the wings there. I really did like the

00:30:59.020 wings. They were so good. And I just remember there was a strip. I remember my friend was

00:31:05.100 offered a job. Um, and the stripper wanted to be a teacher, but you know, it's just like,

00:31:13.300 that's, that's what I mean. It's always the environment they blame. I know I was drunk.

00:31:17.100 I'm like, uh, I, you know, okay. Okay. I lied. I wasn't offered the job. It was just my friend.

00:31:25.640 it was just my friend all right all right all right all right but still you know and this friend

00:31:34.440 to be honest she was she wasn't approved there's like a scale of how slutty women are and if i had 1.00

00:31:41.760 to divide my friends into more slutty less slutty i would have put her on the more side but she's 1.00

00:31:46.740 just not the type to do that do you know what i mean she just she'll throw it back in private but 1.00

00:31:52.000 She's not about to get out of pole.

00:31:54.040 She's a respectable woman. 0.99

00:31:58.000 Jen, that will lead you to do dumb things. 0.98

00:32:01.200 So I'm 16 years old. 0.97

00:32:03.100 I took my top off on stage that day and I have braces.

00:32:07.600 I mean, I look like a little girl really.

00:32:09.140 And the people that were there in the audience were like, you know, giving me.

00:32:13.380 Now she's framing it as if, oh, I was, I was, I looked like a little girl.

00:32:17.200 obviously not if you were offered a stripper job like you obviously did it money and telling me we 0.97

00:32:25.660 love you you're beautiful and so a seed was planted in me that night that if you want to

00:32:30.780 find your place of validation it's going to be when you take your clothes off and you're going

00:32:35.360 to make money so fast forward to college i start dancing that's just that's real life honey

00:32:40.140 you get more money when you get more naked welcome to being a woman it's time to grow up lady 1.00

00:32:46.640 and again and the opportunity came for me to get into the adult film industry two producers came

00:32:53.560 in one day and they said uh you're beautiful you are destined to be a star we make romance movies

00:32:59.960 if you're ever interested give us a call and so i ended up you know connecting with them the next

00:33:05.960 day i went to los angeles i signed up with an agency and uh the rest is history i was in the

00:33:11.400 industry for a total of seven years and also part of that seven was it part of the seven years or

00:33:16.720 was it afterwards that you were trafficked it was during those seven years the last three years that

00:33:21.480 i was in the industry i was trafficked is the porn industry as glamorous as they portrayed to be

00:33:27.480 absolutely not that was part of the reason i got in because i would see the e true hollywood story

00:33:32.080 with porn stars in the world glamorizing it and they're the okay so they're saying

00:33:38.580 they're saying the porn industry is not glamorized and I just don't believe you

00:33:47.200 because

00:33:50.880 I have chosen to not take my clothes off on the internet now to be fair I don't really know if

00:34:00.380 I'd make that much money doing it I do not have the body a lot of these women have so I you know 1.00

00:34:06.280 what i'm not trying to do is who knows but this sophia rain just did a video with david dobrik

00:34:15.480 here one of the top youtubers on the planet look who i'm filming with sophia rain yeah that's crazy

00:34:26.840 how are you gonna explain it to julia who she is i mean she's like proud filipino hey you know

00:34:31.800 oh she is yeah oh he knows a lot about her are you actually folkina i am yes john i know you're

00:34:39.000 trying to be casual but your friend's here oh hi i'm john this is first time in l.a

00:34:45.720 yeah so all these guys you know so she's getting to meet all the celebrities

00:34:51.800 almost made more than lebron last year i don't know that looks pretty glamorous to me

00:34:57.400 she's treated like a celebrity like it's kind of crazy how they're treating her with all this

00:35:02.880 respect nala also she got to meet all of these celebrities um you know i think well just do some

00:35:13.300 so she's she's on a stream being an only fans girl with aiden ross and i like pg-13 you know

00:35:21.120 get 30. no i'm so bad at it it's okay i can teach you how to get 30 i got you

00:35:30.480 i know mad at love it it's okay

00:35:37.920 i don't know it's pretty glad looks pretty glamorous to me so they always downplay all

00:35:41.840 the benefits they got which is meeting like a lot of important people beautiful women that every man

00:35:49.200 wants and surely they don't suffer with insecurities or a lot of money that they always blow

00:35:54.400 so yeah validation issues and everybody wants them so i thought that's what i want to be

00:35:59.200 when i got into the industry i was 18 years old and it was a very very different uh ball game than

00:36:06.360 what i thought i was entering into so i saw the glamour on e true hollywood story but i'm 18 so

00:36:12.260 they saw perfect young girl let's dress her up like a child and this is real talk it is absolutely

00:36:18.500 disgusting they would it's not something can you imagine that i'm the porn star telling me what 1.00

00:36:24.840 disgusting is shut the fuck up bitch i don't know how do you guys go through life and not want to 1.00

00:36:32.760 like proud of they would put me in pigtails and school girl outfits and pair me with old men 1.00

00:36:39.360 given the illusion of pedophilia now i at that time was not a woman of just doubt it i'd have

00:36:46.880 to see the video and i don't really want to see that conviction i didn't know god i was just

00:36:52.060 trying to do whatever i could for freedom in life because i had a very controlling family

00:36:56.780 but that one thing i developed a conviction over and i told my agent i cannot do these scenes with

00:37:02.680 these pigtails in school girl uniforms i said do you know that this type of work is encouraging

00:37:07.160 grown men to go out and molest children i said i don't want any part to do with this

00:37:11.120 and so I put my foot down and I stopped doing those types of scenes but you think even the

00:37:17.380 women that had the big hair and the makeup it's there's nothing glamorous about pornography just 1.00

00:37:22.280 read the titles I'm not going to list them here because they're highly inappropriate but there's

00:37:27.100 nothing glamorous or empowering just read the titles like enough said on that what role of

00:37:32.360 drugs played in in your life when you were in that industry drugs what's now it's the drugs why can't

00:37:40.300 just be hey i was horny as hell i was young do you know who i prefer um i really prefer this 1.00

00:37:48.300 whore i have a number one draft pick for whores right now i'm talking about you 1.00

00:37:58.780 um there's some tick tock let me see what i did 1.00

00:38:10.300 um I think is this part let's see teen years old that is the fact that you were 18 it feels

00:38:24.460 my favorite ex-ho like you were 21 like when because she said this sentence okay here you 0.99

00:38:30.700 look back on it because we used to watch the show right that was yeah that was like one of the I

00:38:34.540 it that's a good show i also watched kendra on top though too oh cool yeah i watched all of them

00:38:40.940 but yeah you're right it's you wouldn't think like oh those people are only 18 at the time

00:38:45.580 well i was i know but i'm just not the other two yeah she was the youngest how old are the other

00:38:50.700 ones like in like 20s in the 20s if you were knowing everything you know after everything

00:38:57.340 you've been through and you were to tell your 18 year old self something what would you tell

00:39:00.620 You know what? You're doing the right thing. You're on the right track. You're doing the right thing. And even my closest friends that are godly or people that go to church or my very, very amazing real estate partner, they know I struggle with some shame and regret a little bit in life.

00:39:21.820 but you know i'm like you know what else was i supposed to do i was 18 i was about to get

00:39:27.420 knocked up by this like 20 something year old this guy and it was a choice i had to make was

00:39:35.060 i gonna you know be a stripper in san diego and get knocked up by this guy like or take this 1.00

00:39:43.240 one-way ticket to la and move into the playboy mansion and come on like at the time in san

00:39:49.840 Diego your circumstances were that that you would you would have made that decision those were the

00:39:53.660 only two choices I had in my life oh my god she just lost points there's a point in this interview 0.85

00:39:59.160 and I have to I just thought of it as we were watching where she says like she basically takes 0.90

00:40:06.960 accountability and says yeah I knew what I was doing at that moment I didn't have college I had

00:40:13.140 none of that i had so i happens you know and being all crazy and stuff like that so um when i turned

00:40:21.520 18 and i moved out like i what you know i had this option whatever whatever she just lost points

00:40:29.640 there was a part in the interview where she did not say it was coercion or some bullshit and just 0.69

00:40:34.300 said hey i knew i had to sleep with him we did it once a week it was kind of gross but whatever 0.51

00:40:40.100 were my escape drugs gave me a false sense of happiness um i started using drugs about a month

00:40:49.400 in the industry because uh you know i had i had anorexia in high school and so i was already 0.98

00:40:55.480 struggling with body dysmorphic disorder and a director told me you are so fat you're disgusting

00:41:01.420 you need to lose weight and i was not fat it was 105 pounds five feet one inch i wasn't fat 0.71

00:41:06.660 and so from there i just thought okay i need to lose weight fast so i start talking to a model

00:41:12.440 that i was living with in the model house and she offered me cocaine and i instantly got hooked and

00:41:18.700 i started using drugs every single day it went from cocaine to prescription pills to eventually

00:41:25.440 heroin and then eventually crystal meth so i was on drugs pretty much my entire seven years of the

00:41:32.580 industry a lot of the adult film actresses and actors consume drugs or take drugs yeah to

00:41:39.380 survive in that it's so sad pastor vlad i lost last year several friends to overdoses especially

00:41:47.300 right now with fentanyl being put in the drugs like i lost several friends due to fentanyl over

00:41:54.260 overdoses and it was unintentional but they were using drugs just the porn industry it kills your

00:42:00.900 soul the wages of sin is death and you start to feel okay you know i'd believe this if they

00:42:07.780 didn't look so happy doing it like look at this okay

00:42:22.660 where is it 0.99

00:42:23.380 in your previous appearance i don't know this bitch doesn't look broken to me 1.00

00:42:34.680 the show you claimed that you had a thing for cheating yeah i knew that was gonna get brought 0.96

00:42:39.000 up um is that still the case like i said it was a fantasy it is a fantasy you know what i mean

00:42:45.000 like it's the compromise that you that's how they all are smiling they look pretty happy and then

00:42:50.440 be like oh we were just pretending i'm like i don't know you looked like you're having a lot of fun

00:42:57.160 so depleted so anxious so suicidal that you just have to use drugs to feel this yeah at 18 she

00:43:06.120 could have married a christian simp but she got she got to do it at 29 so why not you know and 0.56

00:43:13.000 hold out and make sure that she doesn't get pumped and dumped after the sex because she got the state 1.00

00:43:17.880 involved to put a gun to his head that's a way better deal happiness but we know that jesus is

00:43:22.760 the source of our joy and he's the one that can offer that for us at what point did you know or

00:43:28.920 you started to feel like you made a mistake this is not a right choice for you're trapped yeah i

00:43:35.240 knew that i made a mistake after being in the industry for just a year just a year and i i was

00:43:40.520 struggling with this thing called pride and pride will always keep you stuck in a season of life

00:43:44.840 that you don't even want to be in all because you're too afraid to admit that you need help

00:43:48.840 and i thought how could i tell my family that i've made a mistake i told everybody

00:43:53.640 proudly boastfully that i was this is my career it's my life i get to make my decisions

00:44:00.440 and i made a horrible decision but here let me help you because apparently at 45 with children

00:44:08.040 you still can't. Okay, this is how, I'm going to give you a lesson. This is how to apologize

00:44:14.740 and how to take accountability for your actions. So that man coerced me. No, no, not that, not that.

00:44:28.000 All right, let's try again. Let's try again. I was so broken and then God just said, no, no, not that,

00:44:35.100 not that. I'm converting today. Let me get baptized today. No, no, not that either. Not

00:44:48.640 that either. Okay. I would, if I was her, I would say, hey, I did corn because I was

00:44:59.900 selfish person and I didn't care about embarrassing my family and I was having

00:45:11.960 a lot of fun doing it I did it because I was selfish and now that I'm facing

00:45:22.240 facing consequences. I really regret it. And I'm sorry for embarrassing you.

00:45:34.460 And then they say, well, why did you do it? I was horny and I wanted easy money.

00:45:41.500 And then do you know what you would do? You would go to the back of the church

00:45:48.180 and act sorry

00:45:52.780 and act sorry

00:45:58.800 don't start preaching

00:45:59.820 don't start consoling OnlyFans

00:46:03.800 and making a Jesus brand

00:46:06.280 just

00:46:06.920 Well, yeah, you think a porn star is sorry for anything?

00:46:21.300 Come on. 1.00

00:46:30.680 Then stop being a whore. 1.00

00:46:32.080 I'll give her 1.00

00:46:35.140 at least she's

00:46:36.960 let's look at her Instagram

00:46:38.440 what is this lady's name 1.00

00:46:40.880 let's see

00:46:41.380 what is

00:46:44.940 this woman's Instagram

00:46:46.120 okay

00:46:48.540 let's see

00:46:50.220 at least there's no thirst traps

00:46:56.920 on here

00:47:02.080 all right I'll play the video again because of also my influences and the people that were

00:47:10.960 around me it also made it harder to leave okay see that right there that makes me think you're

00:47:15.800 not sorry because you're saying it was the people around me no no no no no no you're a young pretty

00:47:23.240 girl you have look it i chose people um that didn't do you know i was around a lot of corn

00:47:32.440 stars in the last when i did my show and i just thought i don't really want to do that

00:47:38.680 i'm good you mentioned a little bit of alluded to the being trafficked can you explain what was

00:47:45.320 that like so after about three and a half years in the industry i was withdrawing from heroin

00:47:51.320 and i quit the business i detoxed at my grandma's house went to church received jesus as my lord and

00:47:57.640 savior the devil was not happy about that decision and men were still my weakness because that's 0.99

00:48:02.520 where i found my valid found my validation and was in men and so he sent a pimp into my life

00:48:09.640 um and we started dating which is which is this is very common in trafficking they don't just

00:48:15.720 come to you and say i'm a pimp and i'm gonna like i'm gonna sell you and take all your money like 0.82

00:48:20.440 it's not like that it's like i love you you're beautiful we should be together and then once

00:48:26.760 they have your your heart then it's hey you know we need to make some money yeah i got an idea

00:48:34.120 you know and he knew you guys pick pimps do you know what i mean like

00:48:43.960 when you take an l you got to take some accountability the same way that

00:48:48.120 when men take an l with an instagram thought or like when your husband takes an l when you cheat

00:48:53.560 on him someday you know i won't really feel too bad because i'm like well what what did you what

00:48:59.080 did you think was gonna happen i mean you picked a pimp to date what did you think was gonna happen

00:49:04.680 you know i was in the now it's she's gonna blame him that's why i don't believe these hoes are 1.00

00:49:09.640 sorry because if you were sorry you would take accountability you wouldn't still be blaming

00:49:13.880 everybody else porn industry he knew what he what he was doing um and so it was a lot of

00:49:20.900 manipulation through love like they prey on the vulnerability and weakness of women who 1.00

00:49:26.020 you know especially when you weren't when you're not raised in a solid home that um teaches you

00:49:31.980 strength and confidence like you'll settle for anything and that was me i was in a place where

00:49:36.560 i hated myself so much that i settled for whatever came my way so you so you pretty much

00:49:42.680 detoxing from heroin your grandfather and your grandma they bring you to christ but because

00:49:50.120 you were still not stable in your walk with the lord the enemy took advantage of that absolutely

00:49:54.460 and pretty much brought you back in now if you forward into you're flying to las vegas and

00:50:00.000 for some reason you're reading the bible was that your habit was that your habit reading the bible

00:50:04.140 when you were in that lifestyle when you were being trafficked and you come upon a verse in

00:50:09.000 book of revelation yeah what happened next so the pimp was a backslidden christian and i had

00:50:14.200 been given right god i don't use anyone okay wow uh he actually i'm actually madder at the men on

00:50:21.760 this podcast what a sad excuse for men you guys don't have any questions you don't want to ask

00:50:27.740 her one hard question not one took me to a church and i got baptized and you know it was an apostolic

00:50:35.840 church so i received the gift of the holy spirit and praying in tongues there um but i was given

00:50:41.440 a bible when i went to church with my grandfather and his wife so i would start reading that bible

00:50:46.560 and then the pimp would encourage me to you know you need to make sure you're reading the bible

00:50:50.320 because i because one night i told him i think i'm possessed by the devil and it freaked him out and

00:50:55.680 so he's like we're gonna take you to church you're gonna get baptized and you need to read the bible

00:51:00.560 so i started reading the bible and when i would seek understanding of scripture he would twist it

00:51:07.120 you know jesus loves prostitutes and it's totally fine of what you're doing you know he actually

00:51:12.480 revealed himself first to a prostitute and just really twisting the scripture and i believe you 0.62

00:51:16.800 can stay in that lifestyle exactly exactly so you wanted to believe it okay how old is this broad

00:51:24.320 i think the internet was around i mean or at least common sense but for a second what made

00:51:34.300 you think you were possessed we were watching passion of the christ okay and i just uh i don't

00:51:40.900 know i just said hey i think i'm possessed by the devil there were other things that were happening

00:51:45.580 too i was having seizures uh i would go and get um ekgs done and or is it eeg ones for brain

00:51:54.200 ones for heart they would test both but um there was nothing that ever showed up in my brain scans

00:51:58.880 they were having me take a medication called keppra but it didn't even work there was nothing

00:52:02.940 that showed up and so i mean that was one sign that i didn't actually attribute to but i have

00:52:07.640 a crazy experience where um i was staying at a friend's house and i don't remember any of this

00:52:13.980 i this is an embarrassing story but i kicked open her bathroom door and i peed on her rug

00:52:20.260 and i started like shaking and convulsing next thing i know i woke up and then paramedics were

00:52:26.000 all around me but i do not have any recollection of doing that so there were crazy stuff happening

00:52:31.300 oh yeah yeah superficially or on a surface level you're going to this church you're believing in

00:52:38.240 god you're even reading the scriptures your boyfriend slash pimp is actually twisting the

00:52:43.380 scripture to keep you i might have to message this guy vlad i have a problem with you vlad 0.80

00:52:51.540 okay i'm gonna message him in that i'm gonna message him i'm gonna message him and see if

00:52:59.720 he wants to have a conversation about this it's time to have my nagging women-ness 1.00

00:53:05.420 what should what should my opener be guys i'm thinking

00:53:09.360 giving

00:53:13.360 wait let me put

00:53:14.700 giving 0.75

00:53:20.400 porn stars 0.97

00:53:22.940 softball

00:53:25.160 interviews

00:53:26.180 deters people

00:53:29.600 from God

00:53:31.620 you would not

00:53:35.500 give

00:53:37.460 a softball 0.98

00:53:38.780 interview to a former pedo, but the church worships women, not God.

00:53:54.780 I just reacted to your interview. Let me know if you want to stream.

00:54:08.140 We'll see if he comes on.

00:54:10.860 You're on the way to Las Vegas and you're reading the Bible.

00:54:14.340 Yes.

00:54:14.760 So the Holy Spirit told me, I had already left the pimp at this point.

00:54:17.600 The Holy Spirit told me to leave him.

00:54:19.400 So I left him.

00:54:20.200 I'm living with my mom for about a week at this point.

00:54:23.100 And I said, Mom, I have no money.

00:54:24.780 I need to go shoot.

00:54:26.080 Can you drop me off at the airport?

00:54:27.460 And she's like, yeah, I'll take you.

00:54:29.920 And so the Holy Spirit said, bring your Bible.

00:54:32.220 So I grabbed my Bible and I'm on the airplane and I start reading Revelation because it

00:54:36.680 the one book that i literally made no sense to me and i'm like i'm going to try to understand this

00:54:42.120 today so i'm reading through it and i get to chapter 2 verse 20 through 23 and i'm paraphrasing

00:54:47.560 but it says i have this thing against you you tolerate this woman named jezebel who leads my 0.99

00:54:53.000 people into sexual immorality so this is what the christian women do 1.00

00:54:56.520 they use the bible verses conveniently they skip all of the bible verses they don't like

00:55:08.840 or are not convenient that's why do you know what i don't i i've always said i think my true belief

00:55:16.760 is in the catholic church i am a catholic but i really don't like to make it part of my brand

00:55:21.980 because i don't think i'm a good enough representative i really don't

00:55:25.660 um there's men far greater than me i don't want to debate the topic i don't want to go into it

00:55:32.220 um catholicism makes the most sense to me but i'm really not the most religious person in the world

00:55:38.220 i don't think i'm the best person to represent that um but it's like the corn stars just never

00:55:44.620 have that moment of clarity ever so i just can't like um but they always pick the verses that are

00:55:54.540 convenient and never the ones that are inconvenient the i have given her time to repent and if she 0.96

00:56:01.180 doesn't repent i will cast her all who commit immorality and her children into a sick bed with 1.00

00:56:06.300 her and when i read that it was like the lights came on and i started crying on the airplane 0.67

00:56:13.100 and in my heart i just started saying wow god i am so sorry i had no idea my opinion is the

00:56:19.980 people that say they heard god talk are actually just crazy that this is what i've been doing i am

00:56:27.820 that woman named jezebel i have been leading your people into sexual sin i had no idea please forgive

00:56:34.620 me not only that god but i hate the life i've created for myself i hate myself and i've been

00:56:40.780 hurting your heart lord please please forgive me please save me and i'm saying this in my heart

00:56:46.220 while weeping and i felt the holy spirit just say britney i love you so much this is not the life

00:56:53.500 that i have for you the life that i have for you will overflow with so much love and peace and joy

00:57:00.540 and if you would just quit the porn industry today i would bless your life like no man ever could 0.95

00:57:05.900 you're just crazy god was not talking to you i don't believe that for a second 0.99

00:57:11.900 remember one time him asking to give me a giveaway my last twenty dollars at church to a woman who 0.98

00:57:17.340 came to me and asked for prayer because her and her kids were struggling and i'm praying for her

00:57:21.660 and i'm like hearing the oh okay you want me to give away my last i literally don't have gas

00:57:26.140 but okay here's the i said you know what you know i just when you do a nice thing and then you like

00:57:31.340 talk about it on a podcast it just kind of takes away from it that's what i love about my dad that's

00:57:36.540 why i always say that my dad's not that religious of a person but the way he acts he might as well

00:57:43.500 be god walking i know you might think i'm over exaggerating i'm really not i know that's like um

00:57:55.100 it sounds really idealistic but i don't know he's just i i will constantly hear about nice

00:58:00.940 things he did like after he did like he didn't tell anybody about it you can go to the 99 cent

00:58:07.020 store and get like 20 groceries go bless your children you know and here i am like okay god and

00:58:11.740 that day he but that's what i mean like when i got to know religious pastors most of them just

00:58:17.340 want to make money doing nothing they're like lazy that's what it is they're just lazy they

00:58:22.220 want an easy job where it's like these high earning i don't know like i'll meet different

00:58:29.900 guys and they act like way more moral but i'm like i think it's just that pastors want to talk for a

00:58:36.140 living bless me someone came up to me and said here's 80 hypocritical i know i talk for a living

00:58:42.220 dollars god told me to give it to you so i'm like i just got four times the amount of money it was

00:58:47.260 hard leaving porn i had nothing so i mean how did you how hard was it so you get this revelation

00:58:53.020 you encounter the presence of god you hear the holy spirit say britney you need to leave this

00:58:57.660 industry so you land in las vegas i mean you're there to to do a shoot yeah how does it go well

00:59:05.340 so he said quit the industry that day my faith was still growing

00:59:08.700 so i did do the scene because i didn't want to cancel on them and have everything be

00:59:16.780 she converted and did a corn scene you've gotta be kidding me 0.84

00:59:22.220 oh my god what pathetic excuse for men none of you had a question about that ruined for them 0.92

00:59:34.520 i was trying to i guess be honorable in a way and also get my last paycheck but i when i went 0.96

00:59:41.660 to set that day i told everybody hey i want you guys to know that god loves us and this is not

00:59:46.980 the life that he has for us i said he has a life that is so okay so she got banged on camera and

00:59:52.900 said sorry later i'm so done i'm so done well bless but all of us need to quit porn today i

00:59:58.920 started telling all of them that and they were like the director looked at me like are you gonna

01:00:04.320 do the scene or not and i said but you will never see me again oh and i did the scene and i kid you

01:00:11.040 not though pastor vlad it was the most awkward scene i'd ever done i felt so i didn't even know

01:00:17.100 how to i didn't have a word for the feeling but it was conviction i just was feeling so awful while

01:00:23.140 doing it disgusting like what am i doing here i don't belong here it felt so unnatural to me i 0.69

01:00:29.280 just felt like this is yeah it was the worst feeling of any scene i'd ever done and after that

01:00:35.460 mean you that was your source of income for a long time yeah how was your journey now in growing in

01:00:41.700 christ you started to go to church you started to pray you started to fast yes can you talk a little

01:00:45.860 bit about that because i mean the lord had to do a lot of breaking oh yeah peeling a lot of layers

01:00:50.740 did you return the money did you okay hold on

01:00:56.740 who can i call to ask actually let's get doug mpa on here put a one in the chat if you guys want

01:01:08.900 doug mpa on doug doug doug i'm gonna put in the group chat because i need to bounce off

01:01:15.140 somebody right now i just need to balance it's just yeah we gotta

01:01:26.980 all right we're gonna get him up there's some lies and strongholds and those demons yeah yeah so um

01:01:35.380 after that scene i ended up uh going to cornerstone church of san diego and that was the first time

01:01:42.900 where i felt this thick and i referred to it as i have goosebumps all over my body it feels so good

01:01:50.420 what is this and one of the church leaders started laughing and in a loving way and said that's the

01:01:55.860 presence of god and i said whoa i want this i want this every single day so i was like okay i went

01:02:03.060 home what do they do at church okay they worship the pastor prays and then he does this uh sermon

01:02:08.500 so i'm going to worship i'm going to pray and then i'm going to read my bible and so i started doing

01:02:14.100 those three things every single day and right around the time i entered the church there was

01:02:18.900 a corporate fast so i said i'm going to try it i have no idea what it is but let's just do it

01:02:23.620 and the first time i didn't see a whole lot and i broke the fast a few times i was like i'm going

01:02:28.500 to try again in the month of february let's just do this and so i just started making it a part of

01:02:33.540 my regular um regular routine because then i started listening what is fasting so i started

01:02:38.740 listening different sermons to grow in that and god started breaking things off the reality is

01:02:43.940 the bible does teach that some things don't break off but through prayer and fasting

01:02:47.860 and my faith needed to develop in that time of fasting bruh you know i'm actually good i was

01:02:55.140 dmner today if you are free now you should hop on to this reaction tay tay i like her um 0.99

01:03:11.060 doug mp did you not get it the link you said you need it in the chat i put it twice in the group

01:03:17.540 chat on signal so that i could believe that jesus is who he says he is that he still performs

01:03:24.020 miracles that he still breaks chains and that he could heal me from everything that was going on

01:03:28.740 in my mind and my heart and the holy spirit would lead me through the most beautiful moments of

01:03:34.580 healing where he would you know one time hey it was i needed to all right here we go

01:03:42.660 doug how do you not go crazy i just because you're you're what 45 you've told me before i should know

01:03:50.420 yeah i'm in my mid-40s 44. how like your whole life you've just had to listen to women just 1.00

01:03:58.020 say stuff like this and then men do you know what's worse because women we're just like 1.00

01:04:04.900 naturally crazy we just naturally say stupid things so while you i do blame us that's like 1.00

01:04:11.540 our pro not even programming that's just how most women are but the worst is these simps 1.00

01:04:17.300 simps they assist the women do you know what i mean it's like it's like somebody it's like um

01:04:23.960 a toddler walking around and the simps the parents are like here's an atomic weapon

01:04:30.380 here's a bomb and you're like hey what are you doing giving that bomb to a child that's not

01:04:38.840 responsible and they're like yeah but they don't they don't know what they're doing and you're

01:04:44.560 you're like yeah exactly take away the yeah you know it's like um how they treat a kid with down

01:04:51.280 syndrome or a kid with like severe autism like everything they do is good even the crazy stuff

01:04:59.280 that's modern women right there and and it's like you still see videos where a woman is blatantly 1.00

01:05:04.720 hitting a man and then he hits her then all of a sudden all the guys jump in and it's just like

01:05:10.640 she was blatantly hating the guy but it's to the point but it's kind of scripted at this point

01:05:18.000 and now we have social media that shows that this is going on because this has always happened

01:05:22.420 pearly pearl always now we're starting to see on social media we're starting to see the double

01:05:26.560 standard on social media so it's getting a little better but yeah simps are gonna simp and enforce

01:05:33.220 this horrible behavior the sad part about it is women know that they can get away with it it's 1.00

01:05:37.000 like you you're a you're a woman um so you didn't have your well maybe you and your sisters they do 0.84

01:05:44.740 this but when you're a boy and you have a sister your sister can hit you hit you hit you hit you

01:05:48.940 hit you hit you and then you hit her once and your parents like what'd you hit her for

01:05:53.120 oh that's so true my little brother was almost went crazy because of that he him and my sister

01:06:00.580 would fight and that's exactly what would happen yeah you got it it was probably the same with me

01:06:07.200 but we stopped fighting i remember we stopped fighting when i was like like 10 or something

01:06:14.080 i just remember we looked at each other we're like we should stop and then we did

01:06:17.320 last time that my brother and i fought i think we were 23 and we ended up tearing up our entire

01:06:25.100 living room we broke our coffee table broke one of the couches and then we just like looked at

01:06:28.860 other and just stopped and we we've never gotten to fight but we tore about the entire living room

01:06:34.300 and i don't even what we were fighting about but and after that we decided to never fight again

01:06:40.540 yeah i remember yeah because i i it was the day i realized my little brother was smarter than me

01:06:48.700 yeah because i never wanted to because adam he's just always been a natural ceo

01:06:54.940 so he's just boss he's been bossy since he was a child and nobody you don't want to be bossed

01:07:00.320 around by your little brother you're like i was there when you were born like but then i just

01:07:06.480 remember there was a certain age where i was just like i should just start listening to him because

01:07:12.640 he's actually smarter than me and then after that as soon as i accepted that like as soon as i

01:07:20.160 submit submitted in a way we got along and i told my other sister on a similar problem because

01:07:28.460 she didn't want to listen to him either and i i remember i told her i'm like look at adam

01:07:33.620 is very smart you should just listen i know it's annoying having someone boss you around but

01:07:38.580 you know um uh cory thank you for the five dollar super chat and the super sticker i saw earlier

01:07:46.960 oh i think i accidentally removed doug sorry doug so so what do you even call what this woman 0.97

01:07:53.260 because we all know what gaslighting is right but this isn't gaslighting like this is um

01:08:00.720 well first off this is the female friendly version of the story and what is the female

01:08:04.820 friendly version of the story pearly um that she was broken and not horny they always leave out 0.99

01:08:11.020 the horny part they always like why can't i just don't understand like why do they act like they 0.98

01:08:17.580 didn't enjoy the porn you enjoyed like do you know what i mean there's some wild sex that is fun 0.94

01:08:24.260 do you know what i mean it's like why are we pretending that you didn't like it you know it

01:08:30.400 doesn't mean you're a bad person per se i guess whatever but the the you know i would respect it

01:08:40.040 lot more she just said look i did it because i was selfish and the sex was fun on camera

01:08:46.440 and the money oh yeah the money too because that's the one thing that she left at the 0.62

01:08:50.840 beginning of the show a lot of these women they want the money it's like when lana rose talks 1.00

01:08:55.240 about all i think she's um i've seen clips of her talking about almost every single degenerate thing

01:09:01.320 that she's done in corn and she does some crazy stuff but she got a fat paycheck at the end because 1.00

01:09:07.000 a lot of these women would rather do that than sit in front of an office a desk at an office for 1.00

01:09:12.040 for 40 hours a week well and all these women are meeting all these huge celebrities i mean i think 0.95

01:09:17.480 that's actually more important to the women than really like i i don't even think it's the money 1.00

01:09:23.880 doug i think it's that like nala got to bang nle choppa i wouldn't be my first pick but hey you know

01:09:33.000 that that's maybe she's into that guy um she could have hooked up with hayden ross the other 0.85

01:09:38.840 girl like they get to meet all of these high level men you know that you would never get to

01:09:44.360 meet if you're in an office job one you wouldn't have the time um and the other thing is like when

01:09:51.880 would you run into them but if they see your film i mean they'll dm you asking to hook up or whatever

01:09:58.680 so why didn't nala end up with any of these high-powered guys while she was still in the

01:10:05.620 industry well i mean obviously she wasn't it's the burden of performance she failed and so because 1.00

01:10:13.160 there are porn stars that do land high-level men um i mean like lana rhodes i mean you it might he

01:10:21.400 might not be your cup of tea but she did date logan paul's best friend for a while and that's

01:10:26.900 pretty good for a porn star you know um and there's a lot of um there are porn stars that do it but

01:10:37.540 she failed you know her burden of performance yeah i'd agree with that and so then she failed

01:10:43.220 she went to an easier market and that's the church that's youtube the last stop on the

01:10:51.540 horror trend yeah i mean that's you guys are the easiest market ever it's like all i gotta do is

01:10:56.740 put on a flower dress this is another example where what's this girl's name again i don't even

01:11:04.980 know her name i just call her the corn star um because i wanted to look up her network britney 0.99

01:11:10.820 de la mora how much is britney britney de la de la mora worth one second 1.00

01:11:26.580 uh okay well she didn't uh she must not have been at the top because she she's only worth 1.00

01:11:37.060 like one million i mean that's a lot more than most people but i don't think they make

01:11:42.740 i don't think they make that much money to be honest doug well i i think it's because she was

01:11:49.460 in the corn industry and wasn't on only fans because the crazy part about only fans probably

01:11:53.780 is that it shows how much money corn stars lost over the years because they get paid by the scene

01:12:02.100 but the production company gets all the rest of the money and you can see that with of models

01:12:08.740 so you you know i wonder how many other models or how many cornstar models could have made money

01:12:13.860 like a a bonnie blue or uh um you know these other of models who get most of their uh money 1.00

01:12:22.100 but they were doing it scene by scene at corn companies instead

01:12:25.620 yeah i don't know

01:12:31.300 it says uh i'm sending this to a few people we'll see if any of them come on

01:12:37.800 all right let's play some more of this so fast so britney do feelin more of what 1.00

01:12:43.500 what contributes to her income speaking engagements she may be paid for appearances

01:12:49.760 at religious events conferences and workshops ministry income as a leader of her ministry

01:12:53.920 She likely draws on income from donations, ministry activities, book sales.

01:12:57.960 She's written books, which would generate royalty income and social media influence. 0.88

01:13:01.980 She has a large following on platforms like Instagram and YouTube, which can be monetized through brand partnership and ad revenue.

01:13:08.200 That's where she gets all of her income from. 0.98

01:13:10.840 You want to read the super chat?

01:13:12.520 Pearl, I came across your channel a while back, but I'm asking why should a female youngster listen to you instead of a female who has only ever dated her husband and been with him for 60 to 70 years? 0.98

01:13:21.940 pearl just honest well they don't listen to me that's true that's very true they're not here

01:13:30.600 so don't i they're not listening to the 60 to 70 year married um either yeah and what percentage

01:13:41.360 of of your audience do you this fiery both think are women it's not a lot 10 yeah they're not here 0.97

01:13:48.800 And by the way, I would probably, to be honest, half of the married women are crazy. 1.00

01:13:56.140 Even the ones that have been married 60 to 70 years. 0.68

01:13:59.260 So for the doc, thank you for the super chat.

01:14:05.100 But they're definitely not here.

01:14:07.200 So don't worry.

01:14:08.660 Do not worry.

01:14:10.540 Don't worry at all.

01:14:15.840 Just real fast.

01:14:17.340 so richard de la mora is a husband father pastor evangelist and author his deep love of jesus and

01:14:24.540 passion for people led him to san diego california in 2012 where he began working in a full-time

01:14:30.300 ministry he married his wife former corn star britney de la mora in 2016 she married a pastor

01:14:39.740 she did you stereotypical where she wrote all over the place and found herself a nice little church 1.00

01:14:46.380 guy church pastor classic okay pray for my mother and i'm like i can't pray for her you know

01:14:56.780 holy spirit's like you need to pray for her and i just started praying like oh i pray that you

01:15:01.180 would bless her and it's like no pray more deeply and i started praying more deeply these women are 0.68

01:15:06.620 just hearing voices i don't believe they're talking to god they're talking to themselves

01:15:10.780 for her and I felt the mercy of God fall over me and it and it gave me the strength to forgive her

01:15:19.700 and then there were moments of going in the mirror and and speaking life to the 12 year old in me

01:15:25.480 that was broken reminding her that you may be in pain right now you may be hurting right now

01:15:30.600 but I want to tell you that when you turn 25 years old you are going to meet Jesus and he is going

01:15:35.280 to transform your life and it was just healing like god used you to actually rescue other people

01:15:41.840 oh yeah yeah can you tell a few stories of how the lord kind of sent you back into that field but

01:15:47.660 this time differently to tell others about the lord i think a lot of pastors are just failed men

01:15:52.160 kind of like podcasters are a lot of failed people um that they just can't do other things

01:15:58.480 she talks about god like it's a gangbang story

01:16:03.440 okay let me get to the part where they met because now she's going to talk about how she's

01:16:10.300 would you say that he won because that's her husband he is not attractive in the least like 0.92

01:16:18.400 no he didn't win because those pastors even though they're ugly no the church women if you 0.99

01:16:25.640 can talk with a microphone it's like you gotta doug you gotta start getting the camera on so 0.97

01:16:32.020 these women can start sliding in your dms on here maybe one day maybe one day richard yes how did 1.00

01:16:42.840 you first met britney and did you ever imagine the two women watching the show 0.57

01:16:48.160 would be your future wife absolutely not i definitely would not think that she'd be my

01:16:56.740 future wife especially with her being in the industry but her and i met actually at our young

01:17:01.120 adult service and you were the pastor i was the pastor i was the one preaching doing our young

01:17:05.080 adult service and i remember one day she came to our relationship service and there was a moment

01:17:10.640 in the message when i just told the ladies ladies i want to tell you something if your man is not

01:17:17.400 treating you like a woman of God, you need to tell him to either step up. Okay, but this is the

01:17:22.280 simp mindset. There it is right there. It's the simp mindset. It's ladies, your man's not treating 0.97

01:17:28.000 you right. And subconsciously, they're like, I would treat you better. Stop whoring for him, 0.98

01:17:32.960 whore for me, Jesus. Step out, show him the exit sign because you are worthy of real true love. 1.00

01:17:40.280 And when I said that, something resonated in Brittany. And I did an altar call that day.

01:17:45.940 she came up to the altar um and basically it was um talking about relationships and and um taking

01:17:53.800 guys out of your life and and um she goes and makes the altar the next day i'm at starbucks

01:17:59.620 and i i haven't met britney i seen her in there and she comes to me and she goes 0.96

01:18:04.180 hey richard i just want to say thank you for yesterday's message and i said okay i'm like

01:18:09.400 how did it bless you she's like honestly it blessed me so much i ended up breaking up with

01:18:13.880 guy that i was seeing and then this was after the pimp because i was a serial dater started dating

01:18:19.320 somebody very quickly oh yeah a serial is what you call it the same thing and she's like you know we

01:18:24.520 kind of got a nickname for you you know how will smith is called mr hitch well we call you mr ditch

01:18:29.400 because you're the pastor that breaks up relationships and i'm like oh my god is that rich

01:18:35.000 it's a good thing he wasn't treating me like a woman of god there it is from there i would see

01:18:40.040 this woman and then now of course of course you're in there to swoop in and it's like how good does

01:18:47.640 a porn star really deserve to be treated do you know what i mean like what you're going to whine 0.99

01:18:53.320 and dine a porn star you know i mean like i she should be treated like a porn star 1.00

01:19:01.480 you know he gets to sit up in front of people and preach god's word 0.99

01:19:05.240 insane so cooked

01:19:11.300 pastor blatt every friday at our young adult i think as women are just able to 0.99

01:19:17.740 talk and have everybody listen in a room we don't understand how much of a privilege that is

01:19:23.520 yep men have to earn it yep yeah so when women get speaking positions they don't realize that 1.00

01:19:31.640 this is like a privilege yeah it will just think about regular life how much men let pretty women 0.98

01:19:38.080 talk do we talk about that earlier today like pretty women could just guys will let pretty 1.00

01:19:44.840 women say anything and everything and just yeah sure yeah i want to have sex with you sure 1.00

01:19:52.600 not only that i would see her on wednesdays she would do the greeting i would see her on 0.99

01:20:01.380 Sundays. And never would I think that her and I would eventually get together and build a

01:20:07.580 relationship. But that was really the first day and first time I really had a conversation with

01:20:12.360 So when you when you started that relationship, how did you navigate the emotions, the challenges

01:20:18.380 of knowing her past? Honestly, it wasn't easy at all. I remember the first time I heard about her

01:20:25.860 past was a Wednesday. And, you know, I didn't know who she was. I didn't I didn't know anything

01:20:30.340 about her past literally i didn't yeah she didn't share her testimony you know you watched some of

01:20:34.580 her stuff come on he was googling he come on he was probably a fan it's a shame oh absolutely i

01:20:44.660 wanted to say this real fast remember our criteria of how a can be in the church

01:20:51.300 and actually prove that they're not a anymore so she's been married to this guy since 2016

01:20:58.020 and they have how many kids how many how many kids i think i know they have at least one

01:21:04.580 let me see how many kids one second uh they have two children and they've been married for

01:21:14.900 almost 10 years so with that guy so does she meet the criteria

01:21:21.060 no

01:21:25.320 I need her to be more sorry

01:21:30.080 I need some accountability

01:21:32.860 I need some actual accountability

01:21:34.980 this story just does not work for me

01:21:38.760 no

01:21:39.480 yeah I agree

01:21:41.040 if there was some humility

01:21:44.900 in her voice and any

01:21:46.520 ownership of the action

01:21:48.500 I may say yes

01:21:49.660 but like you shouldn't want to be in the spotlight anymore it's embarrassing

01:21:54.300 you realize that the top comment on this video

01:22:00.220 is every single man watching this i'm convinced will be tempted to open a tab and do some research

01:22:09.640 on britney i have meaning declared my decision to the enemy to not do so and making a decision

01:22:14.660 is a powerful and the spiritual realm i will honor and celebrate the sister and wonderful

01:22:19.940 work of redemption in christ i'm like you realize you're tempting men by going around talking about

01:22:25.380 this stuff i mean men you say i did i did corn they just they want to see it if they think you're

01:22:32.420 hot it's like you know you know i i have a friend right and she looked in her um boyfriend's phone

01:22:40.260 to see if he was cheating yeah and this was this was one of my childhood friends so she like

01:22:47.460 oh my gosh she's kind of crazy but do you know what she found something worse her nudes in a 1.00

01:22:54.680 group chat oh no yeah she's like i wish he was cheating

01:23:01.600 and i guess the guys i'll put there i'm like yeah yeah i would that's i think i've never i've never

01:23:14.180 had a group chat where i share well i i don't have any group chats to say the truth and then

01:23:19.300 i would never share pictures of any of the women i was with with my guy friends especially the

01:23:27.120 current woman i'm with why would you do that it's gross yeah i just i never i never had i never took

01:23:36.100 any so i'm like this is not gonna be used against me because i always felt like i'd be a youtuber

01:23:41.800 or something i don't know i always just thought i would do something like this i was like not today

01:23:46.900 Satan

01:23:47.500 and I remember one Wednesday

01:23:50.900 you know I saw Brittany and Brittany was 1.00

01:23:52.820 serving she was doing the greeting 1.00

01:23:55.060 and I said hi to her

01:23:56.960 and then someone came to me and goes

01:23:58.600 do you know

01:24:00.240 what she got saved from

01:24:01.980 I said yes a very bad

01:24:04.580 relationship

01:24:05.400 he's like no she was in the

01:24:08.660 porn industry and I was like

01:24:10.560 she was in the porn industry 0.98

01:24:11.960 and I was like wow that's incredible

01:24:14.720 what do you mean

01:24:16.900 look at God's grace look at God moving in her life I love seeing testimonies like this

01:24:22.520 and then the thought occurred to me how did you know that she was in the adult come on man like

01:24:28.600 this is church here but that was like the first time like I really encountered her past and then

01:24:35.740 from there you know her and I you were already dating her no I wasn't also this is somebody

01:24:41.620 was just letting you know about no so i was actually dating somebody in 2012 and um we ended

01:24:48.420 up breaking up that year and then in 2013 and then she vowed to take one year off of dating okay

01:24:54.980 because you know her weakness was men yeah so the lord put it on her heart to take a year off 0.99

01:25:00.660 and at that time i wasn't dating anybody at all but in she needed more than a year off she needed

01:25:07.460 a lifetime off like you had enough like i just think at some point ladies if you did corn and 1.00

01:25:15.580 you want to come back in the church i don't even know if i want her to be married like do we really 0.72

01:25:22.060 want one of the guys to suffer i think it'd be better if they just die alone and pray

01:25:31.820 you know because she got involved in our ministry her and i kind of built a friendship 0.79

01:25:37.300 and, you know, her and I became friends to basically just best friends.

01:25:42.240 And I'll never forget this, you know, moments like the end of 2013, 2014.

01:25:46.480 She's about to get out and I'm thinking, man, what would it look like to be with someone like her?

01:25:52.160 But then I would get plagued with all these thoughts.

01:25:54.560 Like, I don't know, my mom or my dad, you know, would want me to be with someone like her. 0.95

01:25:59.020 Like, how awkward is that conversation?

01:26:01.340 Like, mom, dad, I just want to tell you that I met this girl. 0.61

01:26:04.240 She's incredible and she used to be a porn star. 1.00

01:26:06.080 but it's all good because jesus saved her you know it's like a it's a hard conversation to to

01:26:11.840 say and you know pastor vlad i'll never forget this day i said god if this is the woman that

01:26:17.600 you have called me to be with open the door open the door and make it happen i said that prayer

01:26:25.760 two weeks later um my mom and dad called me and say rich we're gonna go down to san diego

01:26:32.640 to hang out for the weekend and i'm like oh this is awesome but little did i know that the pastor

01:26:39.120 who's my uncle told britney to share her testimony that sunday so here i was all right yeah and then

01:26:48.240 you get the simp dads and the modern mothers and the modern mothers do you see what i mean guys

01:26:53.600 they're like we're the married women talking like this i'm like yeah how many of you had

01:26:57.520 doug how was your your mom was married for a long time should she be giving advice

01:27:07.680 no yeah you know what i mean not even close it's like who raised these broads like come on 1.00

01:27:16.400 if i want to get the approval it's going to be through this sunday so my uncle puts my mom and

01:27:22.240 dad right in the front row and here she is i was in the adult film industry for seven years i had 0.68

01:27:29.040 a pimp i was an escort and i'm like oh my gosh lord help me and i was like hey god it is what

01:27:35.200 it is she put it all out there after service i go in the lobby looking for my mom and my dad and i'm

01:27:40.320 like mom dad what do you think of her like how'd you like the service today my mom goes to me

01:27:45.360 richard i absolutely love her look at this woman she was a broken woman and now god transformed

01:27:52.480 her and changed her life and i was like so so you like her and he's like i love her i just don't oh

01:28:00.000 his mom was an ex-ho too that's the only explanation yeah 0.99

01:28:06.960 if it was my son i would just if it was my son my brother i'd say look

01:28:11.520 i'm very happy for her but not all hoes need to be saved they got to save themselves 1.00

01:28:17.520 eye on the prize like her and i'm like oh i just want to tell you that her and i were talking she's 0.99

01:28:22.960 like are you serious this is awesome and my dad approved of that well and i'm like thank you lord

01:28:28.560 and that's what i really knew too prayer works you guys because the lord answered my prayer

01:28:33.040 that day but even though you did have the approval of the parent you still had struggles absolutely

01:28:39.440 you still struggled with that and um can you speak a little bit about how did you overcame

01:28:45.040 that and could you speak about the retroactive jealousy yeah yeah absolutely so one day her and

01:28:51.760 i were hanging out it was a friday night um it was a more or less a christian gathering with

01:28:56.880 all our friends from church and then afterwards i was walking her back to the car and i started

01:29:02.480 getting flooded with all of these thoughts i just felt like the enemy was coming at me and was

01:29:07.840 telling me yeah she was in the industry for seven years but you don't know how many movies she's done

01:29:13.280 and you don't know what else she's done i mean come on she's been in the industry for that long

01:29:17.360 so what else did she really do so at that moment i'm walking back and i start questioning her and

01:29:22.720 i started asking what they do is they compare the female sin to the male sin and they they pretend

01:29:29.760 that watching corn is the same thing as getting like gang banged on camera it's not it's definitely

01:29:37.040 not and then they also what they also do is gaslight the men and do accepting these hoes 1.00

01:29:42.800 and they they say oh you're wrong if you feel some type of way about all the bs she did before she

01:29:49.200 met you so you know like so how long were you in the industry she's like i was in the industry for

01:29:57.040 seven years and i was like oh okay and i was like that that's kind of a lot of movies huh she's like

01:30:03.920 you know he has quite a few that's okay cool so anyways i'm in the car and um i'm taking her back

01:30:11.040 home i go in the car and i just have all these thoughts and the enemy is murdering me telling me

01:30:17.200 about all the movies she's done oh she's done this she's done that and i was up all night and just

01:30:22.800 battling with it and i had to learn to like cast these thoughts down and i said you know what enough

01:30:26.640 is enough i am literally going to have a conversation with her the next day so i go to

01:30:31.360 with Brittany. It's on a Saturday morning. And I said, can I just have an honest conversation with

01:30:36.560 you? And she's like, absolutely. I was like, she's like, well, what do you want to talk about? I was

01:30:41.580 like, can we talk about your past? And then she's like, wait, my past? And I'm like, yeah, can we

01:30:48.580 talk about your past? And she's like, well, what do you want to know about? I was like, you know

01:30:51.300 what, Brittany, if we want to do this relationship right and we want to do this well, I need to know

01:30:57.280 about your past because i believe that if i don't know what happened with you and your past and this

01:31:03.140 is where it should have ended you should have heard this and walked away do you think that

01:31:10.680 they'll divorce doug oh i muted you before because there was background noise do you think they'll

01:31:18.560 divorce oh oh is there still background noise no there was for a second earlier i don't know if

01:31:25.180 you're moving something or whatever i just i just heard it subtly oh okay you're you're fine it

01:31:32.660 wasn't super bad but um do you think they'll divorce if so when well they've been together

01:31:39.020 for almost 10 years and they have two kids um i mean if it hasn't happened by now because wait

01:31:46.620 hold on how old is she how old are you talking about half the divorces happen at like the 20 1.00

01:31:52.360 earmark i thought it was seven to eight years is the average that's the first round of divorces 0.97

01:31:58.040 but the second round comes after the kids get out of the house um yeah you think you're good

01:32:06.200 at 10 years there's even great boy what channel are you are you on where are you no no no no

01:32:15.000 what i'm saying is is because here's the thing i didn't get to the part that i want to talk about

01:32:19.160 yet she's safe she she's moved past her corn career and found this simp he's serving a function

01:32:28.680 understand i'm saying like she gets a better quality of life because she look she's been

01:32:35.160 successful in infiltrating her way into the church and she's also addicted to this whole ministry

01:32:40.680 thing so is he gonna have a rough time yes but i think that she's getting way too much out of this

01:32:48.360 i mean she she she gets to preach at a church she she's seen as a holy woman

01:32:56.040 if she succeeds i think it's purely for selfish purposes

01:33:00.360 you know i you could even argue does she love this man no but the status that she's achieved

01:33:06.840 of moving past her past and being a godly woman that's you know that's her new addiction yeah i 1.00

01:33:13.880 think she'll divorce him i give it 10 years whenever this she's whenever she gets the 1.00

01:33:19.240 because this media career won't last forever i mean megan kelly made it the oldest but 1.00

01:33:25.960 you know what i mean like most women don't have 20-year media career so whenever that starts to 1.00

01:33:30.680 dwindle she'll be like sia that's what i think okay she's 37 years old yeah i give it 10 years

01:33:40.460 I think the enemy will try to use that later on in our future.

01:33:44.420 And she's like, okay, what do you want to know?

01:33:46.340 And I was like, well, I just have a few questions.

01:33:48.160 I'm like, how many movies did you do?

01:33:50.820 And she said, I did over 200 films.

01:33:55.380 So 200 films?

01:33:56.860 And she's like, yeah.

01:33:58.100 I was like, is there anything else I need to know about your past?

01:34:00.660 She's like, well, I was an escort.

01:34:03.420 And I'm like, an escort?

01:34:04.620 She's like, yeah, you know, I had a pimp.

01:34:06.360 So I had a pimp and I was escorted.

01:34:08.580 did a lot of escorting jobs and i said oh my gosh the pimp thing really got me pastor vlad because

01:34:14.880 you know i watched that in movies and hear it in songs but knowing that that's the thing a lot of

01:34:20.180 guys have no idea the life the girl they're with lived before she met him you know what i mean like

01:34:26.440 women will have messed with celebrities been on yachts like i and the guy will just this hot girl 1.00

01:34:35.280 will move in or move in town and they'll be like oh hot girl they're like they don't look

01:34:40.080 they don't do ho facts at all a pimp i don't know it just it got to me and then

01:34:50.080 i was like all right god like i don't know what to do and i started like processing and i tried

01:34:54.640 to be respectful as i could with this girl because here i am getting hit that she's over doing over 1.00

01:34:58.400 200 films because you you were already almost like you were not okay but you knew about the

01:35:03.600 pornography but you didn't know up to the extent and now now this new revelation now yes i'm getting

01:35:10.000 hit with more things right so here i am hearing all of this and i am like being conflicted in my

01:35:17.600 heart and i ask god god are you sure this is the woman that you want me to be with because

01:35:23.280 yeah he's i think he just wants to make money so he's like oh i can make money off of this pastor

01:35:29.440 story so wife and a hoe and then it's yeah it's it's gotta just be money for him because he can 0.98

01:35:37.840 now market his church to all the other hoes to pay him money yeah 100 yeah so it's just a money grab 0.99

01:35:46.400 i think the most honest men are men that make money off of men so for example i think of

01:35:53.440 accountants are they honest i i feel like they're honest although they can not be though yeah i was

01:36:00.480 just thinking of some examples of ones that are yeah they probably aren't with women though

01:36:06.960 yeah exactly because i think guys just see way too much opportunity to just like rob women 1.00

01:36:13.920 and so it's just i don't think it makes them good people because it's like they just see

01:36:19.520 like the doctors are like oh you're super sick um yeah here's a 100 000 treatment the women are like 1.00

01:36:29.120 really the husband will be like i'm gonna see five doctors just to make sure you're telling

01:36:34.640 me the truth the guys will be dying and not believe it like we'll be like you're lying as

01:36:43.040 they're like die like half dead yeah where women are like um pearl be honest not hating on your 1.00

01:36:51.200 content eight and a half out of five curious if that matters if a lady listens to an enlightened 0.82

01:36:56.640 woman who has been ran through which is over one body or an old lady who never strayed from the

01:37:02.160 path i'd pick the old lady who never strayed from the path i would pick her let me know when you find

01:37:10.400 go ahead there are i don't mean to interrupt but there are uh one second there's a pearl

01:37:23.300 read on the website he's oddly mentions good apology but i still do don't get to raise my

01:37:30.260 of prices okay and then obviously nobody does ask those uncomfortable questions

01:37:36.500 michael knows didn't charlie kirk didn't why do they think these guys will so he's talking about

01:37:42.400 the uh the interviewer are there any other pro reads on here uh oh i've been mentioned you were

01:37:49.720 looking for a word to describe and to name this bs better than the word gaslighting it's called

01:37:54.540 the travesties so she's travestying uh are any other pro reads on here i think that is it all

01:38:02.980 go ahead. Okay. I don't know. I just, I just told myself that I never want to be the type of man

01:38:08.620 to bring up her past. I never wanted to be the type of man to use that, you know, against her

01:38:14.540 later on. And the reality is I felt like if I couldn't accept her past, then I shouldn't be

01:38:20.440 the man to walk with her in her future. And I remember talking to God that day. I said, God,

01:38:24.820 is this the woman that you want me to be with? And he says, yes, Rich. And he reminded me about

01:38:30.020 second corinthians 5 17 that she's not her past her past is gone she's a new creation so i went

01:38:36.080 and i looked at britney and i just told her thank you love for being honest with me and i want to

01:38:40.440 tell you despite your past and everything that you have done that you're not a product of your

01:38:44.560 past you're a product of god's grace and i'm willing to do this life with you and i don't

01:38:49.680 care what happened in the past the past is irrelevant because we still have a future ahead

01:38:54.300 of us and i choose us and i choose you and i'd love to just to be with you did that just kind

01:38:59.740 that revelation did that settle those arguments or you still were tempted down the road to ask

01:39:06.380 more details to uh was there fear well what if you get cheated on oh that's really good because

01:39:14.380 honestly it there was moments that happened so here i am there's one thing cheated on i would

01:39:20.140 i would bet my life savings that she has banged another dude in their 10-year marriage 1.00

01:39:25.420 i would bet my life savings i mean there's no way she took a hundred and now she wants to stay with

01:39:32.580 one she did monogamy never and now she can do it right go ahead could you imagine being in a sexist 1.00

01:39:39.640 marriage with a former corn star

01:39:41.440 yep let me see the kids so what's i want to see what their kids look like i want to see if it's

01:39:53.100 actually uh love always ministries and i look to learn about someone's past there's another thing

01:40:01.580 when you have to experience it let me explain after we had all this right um we are hanging out

01:40:08.860 and we're going on a date go back to my house and we're all hanging out i have friends who

01:40:14.060 you know lived with me their roommates who were there one moment we're just hanging out watching

01:40:18.300 a movie all of a sudden i get a direct message on my phone i'm like oh cool i'm like see who's

01:40:23.740 direct messaging me because you know i look on instagram soon enough somebody direct messaged me

01:40:29.420 a photo of her in the industry doing something very inappropriate and i freak out and i'm like

01:40:35.500 what is this and i show britney and she's like oh my gosh and she was literally mortified mortified 1.00

01:40:42.460 and i just deleted it and she looked at me and i know what she was doing i she was looking at me 0.59

01:40:49.340 because i wanted to see she probably wanted to see well maybe you could explain this part

01:40:53.660 no i was looking at him in horror like i was so afraid yeah so now he gets sent her corn

01:41:02.860 for the rest of his life

01:41:07.500 they said lol i was the guy that sent him that picture not all heroes wear capes

01:41:12.460 did you read fiery bows last super chat he's like your number one fan now which one where is he

01:41:21.460 why do i not see it the blue one pearl does your past faint you as a woman i think he meant paint

01:41:29.940 you as a woman paint you as a woman yeah the past what past 0.93

01:41:37.720 i think he said he means pearl does your past paint paint you as a woman

01:41:45.160 no no or or taint you as a woman taint you as a woman 0.96

01:41:49.080 not really i mean if you're hot no i mean pearl does it take oh oh sorry i don't know why

01:42:03.140 um it depends how bad and how smart the woman is um probably like your channel because of your 1.00

01:42:10.740 honesty i'm curious if your past haunts you because i know you i know you have a past

01:42:17.180 corn workers equals promiscuity do you know what not really because i don't really have

01:42:24.200 i mean i don't really like being tweeted my ex-boyfriend that's kind of annoying but

01:42:31.240 other than the other than that it's not bad okay that he just saw that and i was i stayed silent

01:42:40.080 and i just stared at him like what is he gonna say yeah is he going to break up with me right

01:42:45.460 now like what what's gonna what you guys ask some weird questions sorry what happened and i just i

01:42:52.500 stayed quiet i went into like freeze mode yeah and um yeah i looked at you with a look of fear

01:42:57.280 and you just responded in such a gracious way and you said hey something along the lines of like

01:43:03.060 don't worry love like you're not a product of your past you're a product of god's grace

01:43:06.900 wow that's it and i deleted that and um but that was not the last time that was not the last time

01:43:12.320 unfortunately it was a series of time after time after time one of the worst ones when i we went

01:43:18.880 to my parents house in santa barbara for thanksgiving hanging out all of a sudden i get

01:43:24.500 this alert on Facebook. And my page was public. Somebody ends up finding my page, putting a nude

01:43:32.120 photo of her, you know, having intimacy with another man right on my wall and says, this is 1.00

01:43:39.000 the whore that you're going to marry the rest of your life. And I am like, are you kidding me? 1.00

01:43:45.460 Luckily, I saw that right away, Pastor Vlad, and I went and deleted it. But I went through a

01:43:50.340 streamline of people um you know sending me stuff of her past and and it wasn't easy and i had to

01:43:57.220 learn to deal in traffic with do you think she gets do you think she gives the same gluck to him

01:44:02.940 she gave on camera no i really don't because i don't think that he's required it and she's not

01:44:15.500 attracted enough to give it to him so i would say no

01:44:24.700 i don't think he's getting the 30 of what he used to give the corn stars yeah he probably gets like 0.67

01:44:32.380 starfish missionary what percent of your married friends had worse sex after they got married

01:44:42.060 would you say like what really they all complain about one of them yep really and then so it maybe

01:44:50.060 it drops down by 70 after you get married but when you have a kid it's like it drops by 90

01:44:56.780 like i'm talking when you have a kid you you get a handsky on valentine's day and well as long as

01:45:04.140 you treat you like a queen on valentine's day you you may get a handsky and then your birthday you

01:45:09.580 you you may get a little bit and that's it especially when you have multiple kids there's

01:45:16.020 no sex i don't have any children but that's what my friends who have kids is there any that don't

01:45:22.280 that didn't have that experience every single man i know i got married ended up in a sexless

01:45:28.340 marriage how do you as how do you still want to get married what's that like if i heard because

01:45:35.460 you still are open to getting married aren't you you said you can afford a divorce yeah like i heard

01:45:40.960 that like if a hundred percent of the women i knew had terrible sex after marriage and a kid 1.00

01:45:47.820 so you know what i mean i'm saying that i'm open to it but if it doesn't happen it doesn't happen

01:45:53.580 see it's funny because when you say that you're open to marriage people think that you're gonna

01:45:57.200 of just fall into it no no but i meant like yeah but like for me i'm like if that was if every

01:46:05.180 single person i knew had that experience because you said everyone and i'm like if that was me i

01:46:11.900 wouldn't even consider it so i was just curious like what makes you still consider it you know

01:46:18.140 i'm open to it you know i've i've made one they're actually good things to use at the i don't know

01:46:24.500 i just say that i'm open to it if i don't get married again i'm perfectly fine with that i don't

01:46:29.400 have to okay i was just curious because i'm like a hundred percent you don't even know one good one

01:46:35.980 like that's so bad the thing about this is i know married couples where it's positive and in other

01:46:43.480 ways like the woman's you know maybe supportive doesn't get on his nerves and stuff but their

01:46:49.200 sex life is just awful really especially when you compare it to when they first got together like 1.00

01:46:55.020 all the guys i know were like oh we first got together it was so good it just it just falls

01:47:02.120 downhill it's like you have to be able to accept it i don't like i just don't understand do the

01:47:07.980 women are they if you want to get married are they cheating like they don't want to have sex 1.00

01:47:13.060 the women women use sex to get what they want and once they have it they don't have to use it 1.00

01:47:18.120 anymore but they don't like sex maybe not it's just they have to be getting it somewhere else 0.97

01:47:29.380 then do you think they're cheating yeah probably with the amount that women cheat nowadays 1.00

01:47:34.760 yeah 100% wouldn't surprise me that would make more sense that would make more sense okay

01:47:41.540 but yeah this is why i think it's so imperative i guess the thing about um because me the only

01:47:48.840 time i'm for marriage and i guys i tell young guys don't get married but if you're gonna have

01:47:56.700 kids try to have them in the context of a marriage because that's the best way to um 0.53

01:48:03.600 to have children um but yeah i don't you know that would be the only if you don't want to be a

01:48:13.200 single dad out here you don't want to have a baby mama and so if you want to have kids i don't want 1.00

01:48:19.720 children i don't have any but if you want to have kids at least try to do it in the context of a

01:48:24.100 marriage i do like how kevin samuels said that there needs to be more families because i think

01:48:30.280 if that's a solution to a lot of the world's ills so and then honestly there isn't going to be a

01:48:36.600 time in my lifetime where most men aren't going to get married i think even when i die 50 of men

01:48:43.660 are still going to be getting married so that's my viewpoint on it just i guess do the so does

01:48:51.700 the sex drop off after the marriage um also after well okay like like i i'm i'm just wondering if it

01:49:02.780 came is it that bad before the kids like when does the sex stop so what happens is you have sex a lot 0.56

01:49:09.700 when you first get together and maybe the first year um or two and that's when you can if you're

01:49:17.300 laying in bed you can do the poke poke poke and she'll she'll roll over and you can do it you

01:49:22.940 you can initiate anytime you want when you get married it starts being on a schedule

01:49:28.740 or when she wants it so like and she'll literally start saying no and then she'll nuclear say no

01:49:38.020 when you get married like um i i told you i have a headache i told you i can't to get to the point

01:49:45.820 where you stop asking or you stop initiating you stop even looking for signs right and that's how

01:49:53.180 it slowly dwindles and then when you have kids it's completely my friends who have kids have

01:49:58.940 gone six seven eight months without having sex with their wife how many um so you don't know

01:50:06.700 one couple that still has sex look like they did when they were young or or at least more than

01:50:13.740 okay let's say twice a week i don't know one that's married that has sex more than um 0.99

01:50:20.620 more than more than once every two weeks oh every married couple i know i just it takes like

01:50:29.180 like it doesn't have to take that long i don't understand what the oh my gosh okay no more legal

01:50:38.620 marriages legal marriages have become threesomes the government is third look up orion 0.53

01:50:43.180 tara bond he explains sexless marriages he is solid nine out of ten i just thought you would

01:50:48.540 still know somebody that had sex like i i thought i i don't know i thought you would know somebody

01:50:58.860 nobody so uh chris nielsen says no you originally married the wrong woman so i've never been in a

01:51:05.580 relationship where we didn't have sex it was just every other part it's like my ex-wife spent way

01:51:12.140 too much money and and i caught her cheating so that's why we got divorced but the sex never really

01:51:19.820 fell off i mean we were still having sex but we ended up long distance and she cheated when we 1.00

01:51:25.740 were long distance but we were together i've never been in a relationship where we stopped having

01:51:31.340 having sex like we were at the beginning so but just long distance you you can't do long

01:51:41.400 distance guys if you're long distance she's cheating on you all right let's do the next one 1.00

01:51:48.560 that couples talk about their past is that she already told me what she did in her past so it

01:51:55.640 gave me i almost think women that don't like the men that much tell the men about their past

01:52:02.040 because if you really liked him you wouldn't want to mess it up do you know what i mean like

01:52:07.480 i almost i think that like men that are when men cheat if they hide the cheating they like

01:52:12.840 the girl more it's the same thing with the past because it's like if the guy really likes the

01:52:18.040 girl he doesn't want to hurt her and the girl too not that obviously this one was on the internet so

01:52:23.720 So she had no choice, but like, I've just noticed in my friends that have been completely

01:52:29.000 honest with their boyfriends or whatever about their past.

01:52:32.140 It's like these simp guys that'll take anything.

01:52:35.300 I agree.

01:52:36.020 Yeah.

01:52:37.320 It armed me for the future.

01:52:39.420 And so those words didn't affect me.

01:52:41.420 Those photos didn't affect me.

01:52:43.040 Were you afraid though, that this, her past will be showing up for a very long time in

01:52:49.880 your life?

01:52:50.780 Absolutely.

01:52:51.220 Absolutely. It did bring fear into me. One of the things that really brought fear to me is like, okay, they're sending it to me, but what if they send it to my family?

01:52:59.960 Well, one day, my father, you know, goes and talks to one of his friends, and his friends actually watched her porn.

01:53:10.240 Oh, no.

01:53:19.740 Oh, no.

01:53:21.220 you know they all did they're probably like great work yeah man yeah yep and

01:53:29.140 here's the thing guys I'm gonna say if I was in high school and one of my

01:53:36.880 friends mom was on OnlyFans or was a corn star I would grill him non-stop he

01:53:45.520 wouldn't want to have me as a friend anymore because he couldn't say anything

01:53:47.920 to me i i would anytime he tried to say anything or make fun of me i'd say we your mom's a sorry

01:53:54.400 like it's the ultimate trump card people know why would you do that you're so mean guys we know how

01:54:00.240 cruel kids are and how cruel boys are to each other well i don't think that boys are as cruel

01:54:04.960 as girls but still i want to play devil's advocate here is it going to hold as much weight when

01:54:12.160 everyone's mom either has a sex tape out there or is on only fans the majority of 1.00

01:54:19.760 mothers will never be on only fans in my lifetime so i think it's always going to be a um

01:54:30.720 a small minority i think maybe at the most it'll be like 15 to 20 percent at the highest maybe

01:54:36.640 i think it's still getting what's that i think it'll get higher i think i think 80

01:54:41.840 of women have some sort of nudes or sex tapes out there i say 80 of women have sent nudes 0.71

01:54:50.080 to a guy that has them on his phone still to this day yeah but i'm talking about your mother's a

01:54:55.920 public figure when it comes to sex work i think like get higher i've just seen too many it's

01:55:03.040 i know it's getting bad when i start see it start to seep into young women i start to know

01:55:09.680 i know that's when okay i'll tell you this is usually how it happens for me

01:55:13.600 i'll cover the story on the show and two to three years later

01:55:19.680 um it seeps into my personal life so like two to three years ago i talked about um

01:55:27.680 um, I talked about women on antidepressants. That was the first time I covered the story

01:55:33.320 two to three years later. I know women that I've known for years that are on antidepressants. 1.00

01:55:39.260 It's starting to happen with only fans where I'm, I'm knowing young women that are considering 0.93

01:55:46.340 going on it. And I'm like, I think it's actually going to get bad. I'd like, I, I think, I think

01:55:53.600 it's it's gonna be to the point that like every class has a few people in it at least that has a

01:55:59.360 mom that has something yeah but i think so maybe if one out of five boys his mothers are on only 0.96

01:56:09.120 fans or sex work the four other ones are still going to gang up and make fun of that one kid 1.00

01:56:14.020 it's not going to be it's not going to be where the four boys have moms on only fans and they're

01:56:19.780 making fun of the one boy for not having I know but here's the problem like if it's not only fans

01:56:26.680 like half of the moms have thirst traps out there they're gonna be single yeah so it's like I'm just

01:56:33.760 I'm not disagreeing with you I'm just wondering how the future is gonna look when he's like yeah 0.96

01:56:38.780 your mom is only fans okay so your mom has your ass picture right here yeah but you can't see her 1.00

01:56:47.460 banging him. He's like, I might as well. So Pearl, you believe a fake relationship based on lies. 0.99

01:56:54.800 Truth is better for the longevity of the relationship. I believe a relationship should

01:56:59.280 be transparent. If a woman is a one plus, then at the end of it. Well, there should and is. And 1.00

01:57:06.020 what results do you think are better? Men that cheat and tell their wife or men that cheat and

01:57:12.480 hide it and women that have sex with a lot of men and tell their husbands or women that lie 0.60

01:57:20.080 now i am not saying it's moral to do so so i'd like you to take that out of it but if you were

01:57:25.920 just results based like if i was a company and my job was to get both genders married or to get like 0.97

01:57:32.240 whatever yeah it's kind of you know um trump he'll deny banging that porn star 0.98

01:57:42.240 star until he dies because he loves melania he loves her 0.99

01:57:48.480 he loves her she kind of knows but you know it says tells my dad did you know that you know the

01:57:54.560 woman that your husband seen was in the adult or her son that was um dating uh you know her stage

01:58:00.800 name who said her stage name in the industry and he's like yeah no he's okay not knowing like yeah

01:58:06.960 like basically he's over here watching all of her stuff there you go for me it was tough it was

01:58:14.400 difficult because you know i had moments i mean i could go on this forever i had moments one day

01:58:19.200 a friend of mine who um we were in the same bible study he needed an address and he said here's my

01:58:24.720 phone and i was like okay i'm gonna put an address in but then all of a sudden on google i accidentally

01:58:30.240 press like the search tab uh-huh et cetera stage name oh i wanted to strangle him but luckily i

01:58:37.440 had the lord in my heart and i was just gonna you wanted to strangle him why didn't you want to

01:58:43.120 strangle her the anger is always in the wrong direction i hate these 100 true okay you can't

01:58:50.000 like it's like how lana roads and all these are like i want my content scrub from the internet

01:58:56.400 come on man no it's there forever internet 101 anything out on the internet is there forever

01:59:04.000 come on now murder him but put that address in and i walked away but there are so many times where

01:59:12.720 the enemy tried to bring fear and especially on the cheating thing because here's how the enemy 0.98

01:59:16.640 would get me he would say things like well how would you know if she cheated on you you haven't

01:59:21.520 seen all her films so what if someone sends you a photo and she's actually actively cheating 0.66

01:59:27.520 but that's where i had to learn to trust in god and i had to learn to trust my partner

01:59:34.800 i guess what other choice do you have yep you're way too far into it now god's gotta save you from 0.89

01:59:41.120 this hell dude his dad his uncles everyone could be whacking off to his wife oh no yeah jimmy jack 0.99

01:59:54.320 jasper jones said partners see pastors are saying the word patho partner now insane 0.96

02:00:02.080 one thing about our relationship pastor vlad is her and i are an open book there is no secrets

02:00:06.880 because transparency is what silences the enemy.

02:00:10.760 Her and I are transparent with each other.

02:00:13.960 And I had to learn that if I want to do life with her,

02:00:17.400 I have to be willing to trust her.

02:00:19.640 And that wasn't easy.

02:00:21.160 But because of her and I be transparent with each other,

02:00:24.260 it helped me to deflect the cheating thoughts

02:00:26.520 and other thoughts that would try to come to my mind.

02:00:28.520 How was it for you, Brittany,

02:00:30.080 when you were in a relationship with him

02:00:31.700 and all of these things would keep popping up?

02:00:33.560 I mean, here you are.

02:00:34.620 you if you abandon that lifestyle jesus has forgiven you you're trying to focus on the future

02:00:40.380 and it's like you're free from that you're not tempted by that anymore but now the enemy throws

02:00:45.660 something else your way to kind of almost make you live in this conscious state of shame and guilt

02:00:51.980 yeah in the beginning i definitely would say that i was mortified but he led the way really well

02:00:58.220 where eventually he just died to it so it went from affecting him to this doesn't affect me anymore

02:01:05.500 and the moment this is the thing men adapt to the market they're like he's like all these 0.95

02:01:09.980 church broads are ugly this is the only hot chick in here do i need a hot chick or a woman with a 1.00

02:01:15.100 porn past and he's like oh i'm gonna have to stomach it i don't know if i can do it then 0.99

02:01:20.220 they adapt they get the poonanny and that and someone will always do it um the ten dollar

02:01:26.460 super chat i just got here it's the guy in the green hoodie a simp he's a super simp actually

02:01:31.580 he's like a simp 9 000. he died to it was the moment that i died to it because i thought wow

02:01:39.660 if it's not harming him then it's not harming me someone may look at your situation and say well

02:01:46.060 from a human perspective and some people have that because of their past they feel like well

02:01:51.180 you shouldn't deserve to be married and have a great marriage have you ever had those thoughts

02:01:55.740 somebody tried to remind you of that oh yeah all the time i went on that great show the whatever

02:02:00.700 podcast and uh you know it's a it's a lot of people in that red pill movement and i get messages all

02:02:10.140 the time someone wrote me something the other day on a comment a comment of a post of us and just 0.63

02:02:16.080 says things like this just make me hate my life because here's this woman who is in porn and you 1.00

02:02:22.020 know she's got a great man and here i am still single you know and so yeah we get it a lot but

02:02:27.020 i recognize that when people throw shade at you it's just a reflection of their own heart so it

02:02:32.480 really doesn't bother that's gaslighting yep now we're like disgusted by your behavior and then

02:02:38.360 they're like no it's your heart really because i didn't get gang banged on camera

02:02:45.920 i didn't you know i'm not saying i'm a saint but there's just some things that i do think

02:02:52.860 i think kind of

02:02:55.120 i think they keep you too like you're too far gone to interact with normal society

02:03:02.960 um pearl disappointed i never interacted with your channel but you always seem so truthful

02:03:12.000 and moral, even if you were a woman, but you say that results are better than truth. I didn't say

02:03:16.580 that they're better, okay? I think you can predict behavior better by looking through the lens of

02:03:25.200 what works. So if I wanted to predict, are men that can cheat, gonna cheat? It's a very hard,

02:03:31.240 it's a very hard language distinction. So I understand why you think that. It kind of takes

02:03:36.800 some time to adapt to. It doesn't really matter if I say like, oh, men shouldn't marry corn stars 1.00

02:03:43.720 or women should be honest. I have to look at what works, right? And lying does work. I hate to say 0.99

02:03:53.600 that's why people do it. Personally, you know, I think it would be tough to live with like a ton

02:04:01.000 of like secret you know what i mean but i gotta be honest if if if lying works a lot of people

02:04:07.400 are gonna do it pearl morality is truth is better than results or views be better i don't really

02:04:14.600 i don't understand like what that means be better um because i noticed lying works

02:04:21.720 yeah like i what do you want me to uh i mean yeah i'm not i didn't say do it right but

02:04:32.600 yeah um did you guys see sadia khan got exposed i didn't but i heard i well i i think i saw a clip

02:04:41.860 she she's like a side chick or something to a married guy i don't know when she was in london 1.00

02:04:49.040 she told me her boyfriend or husband or no it was her boyfriend lived in a different country

02:04:56.880 it was like in dubai um g jet gibus age crepes the guy in the green hoodie is part of the save

02:05:05.120 the 304 movement if you are going to criticize me i don't mind you guys spending 50 bucks to do so

02:05:12.160 so if you want to if fiery bro has more on that you can keep you going this is a recording this

02:05:21.200 is a recorded conversation between sadia khan after she's discovered to be the side piece of

02:05:26.080 an engaged man his fiance confronted her the following screenshots are text that side oh

02:05:32.000 i'll put this in the private chat if you want to go over it real fast yeah let me i'll get to the

02:05:37.200 ended this section and then we'll go to that to close out the show um me most the time and if i'm

02:05:45.200 not in a hurry i take the time to say a little prayer over them as i delete the comment in the

02:05:48.880 beginning when you were just walking with the lord was that playing some mind games on you um

02:05:56.240 i don't i don't think i got it as much in the beginning it was more him that was getting in

02:06:01.360 the front of the attacks like yeah you know he i would get people saying like oh you're gonna

02:06:06.960 get married why not just marry me you know because the the problem is with porn is it builds those

02:06:12.000 like parasocial relationships or the parabons so they think that because they've um been intimate

02:06:19.600 in a way with you on the porn screen they feel like they have possession and ownership we might

02:06:24.480 continue this tomorrow this is pretty entertaining all right let's see the private chat all right

02:06:29.680 what is what is sadia khan doing do you know what all of my enemies all of my enemies take down

02:06:36.480 themselves.

02:06:54.900 Is the sound up?

02:06:56.160 The sound's not on.

02:06:58.420 Oh.

02:06:59.880 The sound's not on?

02:07:02.040 Yeah.

02:07:03.160 Oh, it's lost connection

02:07:05.200 to your restart your brow let me see okay i might dip for a second

02:07:09.840 can you hear me uh you're out of okay there you are all right let's try again

02:07:39.840 It kind of, it said the thing that, let's see if you can hear it now.

02:07:48.900 You can know about her.

02:07:50.260 Can you hear it?

02:07:51.280 Yeah.

02:07:52.080 Okay, let me refresh it so it starts over.

02:07:57.040 Okay, I'll start to do it because you have the attitude, and I can do it today if I want to.

02:08:00.900 Go on.

02:08:01.320 I can do it on your wedding day and your birthday.

02:08:03.580 Okay, well, we'll see.

02:08:05.080 I've been in situations where he's been with you in a social day, and he'll call me.

02:08:09.840 this is the biggest scandal that sadia khan doesn't want you to know about her she preaches 0.99

02:08:16.080 on her page and on her content that she's a high value woman she can teach you how to attract a 1.00

02:08:21.520 high value woman if you're a man for thousands of dollars for one-on-one coaching let's see 1.00

02:08:26.160 how much she values herself as a woman the main thing i would say to be a high value woman is 0.99

02:08:30.320 always you have ability to reject attention hold up okay wait wait a minute it says

02:08:37.680 look at her lol so cute and innocent when there's life there's hope followed by bum cheeks 1.00

02:08:44.560 babe when can i have sex with you you're so long i need a substitute it's mainly me you just 0.99

02:08:49.760 happen to be there okay um the step towards becoming a high value woman and this is genuinely 0.98

02:08:59.040 so so important it's self-awareness now okay wait and girl can choose any man no in dubai

02:09:06.320 who else has a side chick on this level and gives them no stress told you i'm such a sick side chick

02:09:13.520 you can't have a normal conversation without you talking about hose relationships marriage 1.00

02:09:19.840 cheating murder heel man welcome to sadia uh okay oh hell no hell no only one thing that all 0.99

02:09:35.280 women want okay wait um i'm a soldier they just to marinate all right it won't be long get excited 0.99

02:09:44.880 just fyi i'm not taking any more 11 p.m school night d ride appointment i still haven't caught

02:09:51.920 up on my miss sleep he said you had fun though you don't know that might have you don't know

02:09:57.520 that might have hated it i'll leave my car running next time no point in switching it off would you

02:10:03.200 let well you left my front door open the whole time so might as well as you might have hate okay 0.99

02:10:10.480 what are you gonna do about it i'll suck a dick if you have the attitude and i can do it today 1.00

02:10:17.760 wow that is 1.00

02:10:24.000 well my enemies always take themselves out yep grift is gonna grift

02:10:28.560 well all right any final thoughts on the preacher hoe doug mpa um yeah i you know 0.98

02:10:39.660 are they gonna grade divorce maybe but she just has to do a value prop you know she is married 1.00

02:10:47.540 she gets she has fully infiltrated she's completed the journey from whore to church woman she she 0.99

02:10:56.440 did it she's what nala is trying to be and she'd have to give that up by divorce i don't know if

02:11:04.520 she's ready for that and then do you think that if she's been out of the game for 20 years is her

02:11:11.220 past always gonna hurt haunt her even 20 years later i would think so i mean i just think that

02:11:17.200 she's too much of a hoe she'll just miss the streets yeah i think she'll cheat so anyways 1.00

02:11:24.080 yeah all right guys um thanks for coming on today doug mpa they're one in for you in the chat

02:11:33.360 uh thank you to everyone for watching today thank you for the super chats

02:11:37.040 um and we'll be back tomorrow same time thanks for watching i'll see you have a good one bye

Pearl - August 29, 2025

Modern Female Preachers RUIN Religion

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