Pearl - Pearl DESTROYS a Former Adult Film Actress Turned ＂Female Pastor＂

00:00:00.000 no grace doesn't mean you're free from consequences it doesn't that's the problem that's why i asked

00:00:05.280 you know when men commit a crime they pay the time i really do believe that when you are sensitive

00:00:11.120 to the holy spirit there is a certain level of grace that you you have more understanding and

00:00:16.400 yes i get that people in the world are going to be very judgmental i understand that like i get

00:00:21.520 that and i'm facing that but i also know that god has gotten me to this point and he will get our

00:00:27.600 family through that bridge when we cross it like i'm not going to sit around and worry about that

00:00:33.200 of course you're not of course no grace doesn't mean you're free from consequences it doesn't

00:00:40.720 that's why i asked you know when men commit a crime they pay the time as most of you know i have been

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00:02:20.240 that's c-h-o-q.com my name pearl is the discount code you you didn't voluntarily go to the police and

00:02:27.120 say hey i did drugs maybe i should go to jail because i did do the crime you'd know you didn't right should

00:02:32.960 i have done that pearl i i it would have made your story a little more believable

00:02:37.840 you know but you have zero penance zero repercussions none none so forgive me if i

00:02:47.040 don't there are repercussions pearl there have been let me tell you about repercussions okay

00:02:52.560 my husband has been sent stuff like when we were dating um we were practicing sexual purity and um

00:03:01.360 people sent him images of me in in my vulgar moments that was humiliating for me i had genuinely

00:03:09.280 became this new person new creation i was walking a new life and my past has come back to haunt me so

00:03:16.240 i share this again and i'm always open about the repercussions of my sin because i want people to

00:03:22.320 understand that there are consequences like it's not to get out of jail no the consequences were for him

00:03:28.240 because men always have to clean up after women he's the consequences for the humiliation he's gonna

00:03:34.480 well you didn't seem very humiliated when you were doing it i wasn't actually because i had no

00:03:39.680 conviction of sin until i experienced um a relationship with jesus yeah it's it's just very

00:03:45.920 convenient that's after the fame and the money you know like you didn't feel this six months in

00:03:51.520 or a year in it was seven years in because i didn't encounter jesus until about three and a half

00:03:57.680 years and then that process was about three years of sanctification for me before i finally got it

00:04:03.600 i hadn't been going to church you encountered him and you still did a porn scene right i have to look

00:04:09.840 at actions versus words and when you when you say oh i'm i'm holy and you're still doing porn it leads 0.64

00:04:18.080 me to believe you're a liar well at that point i would never have called myself holy i did that last

00:04:24.160 scene because i was already there in las vegas i needed the money i literally had no money but the

00:04:29.200 whole time i did it i felt a conviction and i love how you look at actions that is wisdom because look

00:04:35.280 at what my actions did after i recorded that scene i left the porn industry and i never looked back

00:04:42.640 my actions prove that i have repented okay what actions prove because i don't really think you get

00:04:50.880 brownie points for not doing something like i i think that not doing porn is pretty easy okay so

00:04:58.560 the women that i helped leave i don't think i don't think i'm gonna wait i'm gonna give i'm gonna

00:05:02.480 tell you what i won't give you brownie points for and you can tell me what i'm missing okay so i'm not

00:05:07.600 going to give you brownie points for stopping because i just don't think that's that hard it's not hard

00:05:12.800 to not have sex on camera okay i'm not going to give you brownie points for the ministry because

00:05:18.160 you're making money off of it and you're getting really not so outside of the two things um which

00:05:25.360 is lecturing people about the bible fine you know whatever but i'm not i'm not going to give you

00:05:33.120 brownie points for either of those two things what have you done okay so you're trying to say that i'm

00:05:38.960 making money off of like getting a couple thousand dollars a year is not making money like it's it's

00:05:47.600 really not i don't consider that making money okay so my husband has a secular job and that's how our

00:05:54.240 bills are paid it's not from me serving jesus that's not where the bulk of our money comes from

00:05:59.520 by any means so um and i'm not asking for brownie points anyway i know earlier you mentioned that oh i try

00:06:06.320 to be the hero of my story jesus is the hero of my story actually because everything that i've done

00:06:11.920 everything that i've become is because of who jesus is in my life okay so again what was the penance

00:06:20.960 what are the actions outside of outside of retelling the porn story okay or stopping doing porn like what

00:06:31.760 is uh what else did you do anything i mean i i'm good to people like if i'm the first person to

00:06:40.560 serve we have a bible study at our church or sorry at our house every single week we're constantly

00:06:46.240 pouring into people my life has literally become a service to those in need also when i got my job

00:06:52.160 for eleven dollars and 25 cents an hour i would make an extra sandwich every day and i would just go

00:06:57.520 around it was in a large homeless community in point loma and i would just talk to all the homeless

00:07:02.320 people and how are you doing you know like do you how do you know jesus like i was just sharing the

00:07:09.120 gospel with every single person and was i getting paid for that no i was sacrificing my own money so

00:07:14.560 that i could bring them a lunch did you apologize to the people that you hurt i have definitely made

00:07:21.360 apologies through different testimonies saying that you know there there's a lot of people that i'm

00:07:27.200 sure used to watch my stuff and i have apologized for even being that person especially after reading

00:07:33.360 that scripture that woman named jezebel who leads my people into sexual immorality okay not not publicly

00:07:39.680 not publicly privately oh absolutely that you absolutely yes god has restored my relationship with

00:07:48.320 every single one of my family members i have apologized and rebuilt it's been 13 years so we've

00:07:55.440 that's like the past is in the past we've rebuilt our relationships and they're wonderful well there's a start

00:08:04.640 okay so the way that i can tell someone is sorry in my opinion is full accountability and changed

00:08:12.480 behavior that's it otherwise i can't really tell and my only point is the way you talk about your 0.97

00:08:19.600 story i i think you paint yourself as the victim a lot i think it's complete bullshit that you say you 0.85

00:08:27.280 didn't know you were an adult at 25 years old there's some things i don't think you need to read a 0.97

00:08:35.680 scripture to not have sex on camera i really don't i i think that's something you can just know um and

00:08:42.960 the second is changed behavior which you didn't have after the conversion so i did you're considering

00:08:50.240 my conversion on the airplane that was not really my conversion that was like the first step to conversion

00:08:56.640 okay well when i heard you tell the story in the beginning you said that you did a scene after you

00:09:03.360 converted because you needed the money i wasn't really i hadn't even started going to church at

00:09:08.560 that point it was like i had i didn't say that i converted i said i had an encounter an encounter with

00:09:14.720 god doesn't always equal instant conversion it does for so some in the bible but sometimes it it's a

00:09:21.280 sanctification process okay like i wasn't just made all pure and holy right off the bat i had

00:09:27.440 i had to go through the renewal of my mind my mind was a mess i had to read the bible so that it could

00:09:33.920 renew my mind and transform my life and that's exactly what's happened okay so why would a woman 1.00

00:09:40.240 not just be a porn star get all the attention until she gets her money hit about 32 years old and then 1.00

00:09:47.680 think i'll find a simp and he'll fix all my problems i can really have it all

Pearl - September 07, 2025

Pearl DESTROYS a Former Adult Film Actress Turned ＂Female Pastor＂

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