Pearl - September 07, 2025
Pearl DESTROYS a Former Adult Film Actress Turned "Female Pastor"
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Summary
When men commit a crime, they pay the time. When women commit crimes, they get the punishment they deserve. When men do drugs, they go to jail. When they do something wrong, they face the consequences.
Transcript
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no grace doesn't mean you're free from consequences it doesn't that's the problem that's why i asked
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you know when men commit a crime they pay the time i really do believe that when you are sensitive
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to the holy spirit there is a certain level of grace that you you have more understanding and
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yes i get that people in the world are going to be very judgmental i understand that like i get
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that and i'm facing that but i also know that god has gotten me to this point and he will get our
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family through that bridge when we cross it like i'm not going to sit around and worry about that
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of course you're not of course no grace doesn't mean you're free from consequences it doesn't
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that's why i asked you know when men commit a crime they pay the time as most of you know i have been
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fighting on the front lines of the simp epidemic for years but i need to tell you about a quiet
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that's c-h-o-q.com my name pearl is the discount code you you didn't voluntarily go to the police and
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say hey i did drugs maybe i should go to jail because i did do the crime you'd know you didn't right should
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i have done that pearl i i it would have made your story a little more believable
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you know but you have zero penance zero repercussions none none so forgive me if i
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don't there are repercussions pearl there have been let me tell you about repercussions okay
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my husband has been sent stuff like when we were dating um we were practicing sexual purity and um
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people sent him images of me in in my vulgar moments that was humiliating for me i had genuinely
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became this new person new creation i was walking a new life and my past has come back to haunt me so
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i share this again and i'm always open about the repercussions of my sin because i want people to
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understand that there are consequences like it's not to get out of jail no the consequences were for him
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because men always have to clean up after women he's the consequences for the humiliation he's gonna
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well you didn't seem very humiliated when you were doing it i wasn't actually because i had no
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conviction of sin until i experienced um a relationship with jesus yeah it's it's just very
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convenient that's after the fame and the money you know like you didn't feel this six months in
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or a year in it was seven years in because i didn't encounter jesus until about three and a half
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years and then that process was about three years of sanctification for me before i finally got it
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i hadn't been going to church you encountered him and you still did a porn scene right i have to look
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at actions versus words and when you when you say oh i'm i'm holy and you're still doing porn it leads
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me to believe you're a liar well at that point i would never have called myself holy i did that last
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scene because i was already there in las vegas i needed the money i literally had no money but the
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whole time i did it i felt a conviction and i love how you look at actions that is wisdom because look
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at what my actions did after i recorded that scene i left the porn industry and i never looked back
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my actions prove that i have repented okay what actions prove because i don't really think you get
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brownie points for not doing something like i i think that not doing porn is pretty easy okay so
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the women that i helped leave i don't think i don't think i'm gonna wait i'm gonna give i'm gonna
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tell you what i won't give you brownie points for and you can tell me what i'm missing okay so i'm not
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going to give you brownie points for stopping because i just don't think that's that hard it's not hard
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to not have sex on camera okay i'm not going to give you brownie points for the ministry because
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you're making money off of it and you're getting really not so outside of the two things um which
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is lecturing people about the bible fine you know whatever but i'm not i'm not going to give you
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brownie points for either of those two things what have you done okay so you're trying to say that i'm
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making money off of like getting a couple thousand dollars a year is not making money like it's it's
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really not i don't consider that making money okay so my husband has a secular job and that's how our
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bills are paid it's not from me serving jesus that's not where the bulk of our money comes from
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by any means so um and i'm not asking for brownie points anyway i know earlier you mentioned that oh i try
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to be the hero of my story jesus is the hero of my story actually because everything that i've done
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everything that i've become is because of who jesus is in my life okay so again what was the penance
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what are the actions outside of outside of retelling the porn story okay or stopping doing porn like what
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is uh what else did you do anything i mean i i'm good to people like if i'm the first person to
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serve we have a bible study at our church or sorry at our house every single week we're constantly
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pouring into people my life has literally become a service to those in need also when i got my job
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for eleven dollars and 25 cents an hour i would make an extra sandwich every day and i would just go
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around it was in a large homeless community in point loma and i would just talk to all the homeless
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people and how are you doing you know like do you how do you know jesus like i was just sharing the
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gospel with every single person and was i getting paid for that no i was sacrificing my own money so
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that i could bring them a lunch did you apologize to the people that you hurt i have definitely made
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apologies through different testimonies saying that you know there there's a lot of people that i'm
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sure used to watch my stuff and i have apologized for even being that person especially after reading
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that scripture that woman named jezebel who leads my people into sexual immorality okay not not publicly
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not publicly privately oh absolutely that you absolutely yes god has restored my relationship with
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every single one of my family members i have apologized and rebuilt it's been 13 years so we've
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that's like the past is in the past we've rebuilt our relationships and they're wonderful well there's a start
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okay so the way that i can tell someone is sorry in my opinion is full accountability and changed
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behavior that's it otherwise i can't really tell and my only point is the way you talk about your
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story i i think you paint yourself as the victim a lot i think it's complete bullshit that you say you
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didn't know you were an adult at 25 years old there's some things i don't think you need to read a
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scripture to not have sex on camera i really don't i i think that's something you can just know um and
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the second is changed behavior which you didn't have after the conversion so i did you're considering
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my conversion on the airplane that was not really my conversion that was like the first step to conversion
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okay well when i heard you tell the story in the beginning you said that you did a scene after you
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converted because you needed the money i wasn't really i hadn't even started going to church at
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that point it was like i had i didn't say that i converted i said i had an encounter an encounter with
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god doesn't always equal instant conversion it does for so some in the bible but sometimes it it's a
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sanctification process okay like i wasn't just made all pure and holy right off the bat i had
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i had to go through the renewal of my mind my mind was a mess i had to read the bible so that it could
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renew my mind and transform my life and that's exactly what's happened okay so why would a woman
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not just be a porn star get all the attention until she gets her money hit about 32 years old and then
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think i'll find a simp and he'll fix all my problems i can really have it all