Pearl - October 08, 2025
Stop Worshiping Women Who Sold Their Souls for Clicks
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Summary
In this episode, I sit down with my good friend and pastor's wife, Beth Moore, to talk about her life growing up in a religious household and how she was sexually abused as a child. We talk about how she dealt with it and how it shaped her into the woman she is today.
Transcript
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There were pastors speaking about me at their church services
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All women have guys trying to bang them from the time we're young.
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But I don't think it took much to know to not get gang banged on camera.
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I think that more women actually should get gang banged on camera
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If the Christians keep allowing these women to exploit them,
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Because if you guys can't learn any discernment,
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Where someone is me, where I cherish my salvation.
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Not that they don't, but I cherish it in such a crazy manner
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because I knew that this was like my last chance.
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Like for me, it was like being in a swimming pool.
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I conveniently forgot it when I wanted to get gang banged on camera.
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Making a conscious decision to serve God and be his child as an adult.
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It is my decision whether I want to be in eternity with God or eternity in hell.
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And that was the most precious thing to me that I made that decision.
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You know, thankfully my husband brought me to salvation.
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He brought me to the door, but I had to open it.
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Whereas other people who are casting stones, they don't.
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They realize that they've been saved their whole life.
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Like, why can't you just be ashamed and like go pray privately?
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Be promiscuous and yet cast stones at somebody.
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I wouldn't be cast in the stone if you were just sitting in church, but you're not sitting
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You're going on podcasts and drawing all this attention.
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So now that you want this get out of jail free card, God may give it to you, but we
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Shut the F up and go be a wife and a mother.
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And people are always saying like, oh, you can't blame your childhood.
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Your childhood has a lot to do with how you grow up.
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You can't blame your childhood because there's people with worse childhoods than you that did
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Like imagine and my I'm in the middle of time to shut the F up.
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So and then my dad threw himself into being a pastor out of nowhere after he had like
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He had left our family to poverty, came back all of a sudden, like one day because he decided
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he wanted to be a dad again and then became a pastor and then threw our family into religious
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church ship, like being like the first in first out teaching Sunday schools, anything that
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I remember like notice how she's still blaming the parent.
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Opping floors being like, why the heck am I doing this, bro?
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Because my dad told me to, not because I wanted to.
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And so I just feel like if people would understand like other people like me who didn't grow up
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the way they did or didn't have the opportunities that they did, it would just make a lot more
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And then there was other abuse that happened to me.
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Like I was molested at 13 and I got into drugs because I needed an escape because I didn't
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And I take full responsibility for my actions because I made them as an adult.
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So I understand that I made really bad decisions that did hurt other people, men and women alike.
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There's nothing else I could do about that other than pray for the people that I've hurt
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and hope to goodness that they come to Christ, you know, because they were struggling too.
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Men lusted after me because I was putting out content, but they were supplying a demand
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When I met you at the gym and I was done speaking to you.
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I think this, when I met you, I didn't know this, but there was a mask on.
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There was a version of you that you were displaying.
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And there was a version of how you spoke, your mannerisms.
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It was this character that you were wanting to display.
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And when I saw you on the podcast and then they were shredding you and the way you held
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And integrity and the way you combated, but with like true wisdom.
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Oh, there's, there's God's daughter that I was waiting for to pop up.
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There are a lot of vultures and wolves and you should have been met.
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This is, this is what, this is why men will never allow women's rights to be repealed
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because there's men like this that'll fight on the side of women for eternity.
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But I was with some people and that's who I hold close.
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There were pastors speaking about me on their, at their church services because they were
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Like there's, this is the example that we should follow too.
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You know, if you are broken, if you are hurting, we live in such a crazy society where,
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you know, men are sleeping with their girlfriends out of wedlock.
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Can you imagine someone that got tag-teamed on camera lecturing you about sleeping with
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Women are like shoved into this like empowerment movement that we are independent.
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Like it is so different from even 10 years ago.
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And now we have the internet, you know what I'm saying?
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Like, it's so great to see people like you guys spreading God's word in such a cool manner
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because I feel like the Pharisees took it so wrong.
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Like they're taking laws, shoving it down people's throats and condemning them for,
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you know, disobeying their laws all the while being major hypocrites.
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The other commandment is how you treat your neighbor.
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That's why when he was going up to the cross and he left them with two commandments.
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And he says, if you fulfill this, you will fulfill the law.
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One, love your God with all of your heart, all of your mind, all of your strength,
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So you could seriously separate who's truly after Christ and who's just sitting there with
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When somebody could look at another man and condemn them, what they do is they replace
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Because one thing you're doing is you're saying, I got to where I'm at by myself.
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So then for I could judge you on where you're at.
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Say you had the wisdom to say, oh, I didn't want to do OnlyFans.
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Who gave you an upbringing to give you that wisdom?
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So all of the things that you take praise and knock somebody down for, you're wielding
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what God gave you as a gift and you punished your neighbor for it and they will be dealt
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How crazy it is that there's probably men that have studied the Bible their whole lives
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trying to get on shows like this and they just get bypassed for a hooker.
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When God shows up and they say, hey God, come here, he says, get away from me.
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I never knew you because you didn't look after my kids.
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You took the sword that I gave you and you smashed down on the child that I asked you
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to go save and yet you put them in more bondage.
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So true Christians should have never done that.
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Because dude, when you're a brand new Christian.
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Pearl, I get your point about gang bangs, but something about that Britney woman said was
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that was valid that if you are not born and raised in certain environments, you will not
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I think there's examples of people that weren't raised in terrible environments or even two siblings
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I think character is pretty evident from a young age.
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I know little girls that are hard and they're just at high school or in middle school.
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They didn't have an area code chirping at them.
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I'd say a community, even though my community was very small.
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It included my husband, my best friend, Taylor and Jacob.
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And then along the way, as I was getting invited on podcasts, Michael Knowles, Lila Rose, Isabel
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Not Knowles, obviously, but then they'll have on hookers.
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They'll have on literal hookers and they're not too controversial.
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I'd never had a thirst for reading, especially in college.
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And then once I became a Christian, I was like, oh.
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Cause she's motivated to use the Bible to lecture everybody.
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Everyone's thinking like I'm going on this, some major tour when really I go to a podcast,
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So I emerged myself in John Bavir's books about the Holy spirit, the awe of God, like
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The best point he made was you can love God, but it doesn't mean you'll obey him just because
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Because if you truly understand that God is the only one that can kill body and spirit,
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And not only who else, but what else do you need to fear?
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Physical objects, uh, situations in life, uh, financial burdens, relationships.
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If the one that's over your life and that's claiming to be your number one is the only one
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It takes so much stress away from me knowing that all the hate that came at me.
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I was like, well, isn't it the consequences of being a cornstar?
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Look at, I have three hour essay videos dedicated to attacking me.
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I would say I've gotten far more hate than this woman did for having opinions.
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And then I hear, oh my gosh, on like so many YouTube channels and the news was even like
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And I was getting these like updates in my email from like, uh, what is it?
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And like, all these are like, is it really true?
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And yeah, so that's, that's their subtle way of saying I'm better than you, that you
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That's why people hate moralists because they're always signaling that they're the moral ones
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Um, you can't tell me anything once you've gotten tag teamed on camera, go to the back
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of the church and shut the F up, do it enemy would have wanted nothing else, but to have
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me turn my back on what I, nobody has a problem with you reading the Bible, but we
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have a problem with you starting a Jesus ministry because it's encouraging other women to go down
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the same path as you, which is get gang banged on camera, say sorry, and then make money off
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And I hope more women do it because the church people just need to learn their lesson.
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