SHNEAKO - March 09, 2021How to Sustain the Clout Life - Steezy Kane and SNEAKO
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In this episode, we talk about racism, white people, beauty standards, and why we should all be racist. We also talk about our new goals for 2020 and what we would like to see in the world in the next 5 years.
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say what you said like one second before i turn on the camera what was that that that statement
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that could be the title uh like i don't know if i should like i don't know if i should talk about
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that we were talking about it when the camera was off we could talk about it when the camera's on
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man um okay i would i'm gonna rephrase it phrase it and i'm gonna say that white girls aren't my
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type they're your type okay yeah i would still date a white girl you would um because of that
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point that you brought up in your video uh beauty standards yeah you brought up the question to the
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people asking uh is it racist to have a reference yeah yeah yeah you think it is i don't think i
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i don't know if i ever i forgot the answers in there but there were some pretty good points
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because i don't think it's racist to say oh i don't date this certain skin color i think that's
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racist i don't think that's racist really but some of the points in that video is pretty good
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don't you think that's discriminating no because i know it's the same thing as saying oh i don't
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date um it's like a girl saying oh i know that's still bad that's still bad uh i was
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gonna say like a girl saying that they don't date short guys but let me find a better analogy okay
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I'm just trying to come up with an analogy
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yeah like as long as you can still be friends with those people and be able to not be annoyed
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by their presence then yeah it's just you would prefer not to get fucked by those people you know
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because why you know what is that rooted in i don't think you could choose i don't think you
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control your racism either i think it comes from the same place like you can't some you can't just
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say like oh stop being racist oh yeah i don't i like everyone now it's not how it works it's like
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it's ingrained in you yeah and everybody's racist you agree with that a little bit yeah okay
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subconsciously i mean we don't like to say that we erase it towards i mean obviously i'm not going
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to say because i'm going to put on the mask like everybody else is putting on okay and adjust to
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society but i mean i could say all mine i i have like uh yeah i'm saying everyone indians smell
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bad like indian guys in taxis smell bad they do like when you get a new york city cab here and
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it's like it's literally sweating out curry oh i gotta try that sweating out curry yeah they
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they sweat like curry i haven't got a cab yet they probably like that smell but to me that smells bad
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uh-huh that's that's racist because it's different you know well what if they always
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have curry like in the front seat like in the cup holder like they put the curry in like a to-go
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cup smells like they do that's that's okay then i don't blame them i blame their food fine
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do you think the smell of curry is good though not when it's coming out of your skin like yes
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on a dish how do you know it's coming out of your skin it's just it could just be to go curry
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okay fine i'll give you that then i guess i don't like the smell of curry i guess i hate that shit
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and also i think uh i think white couples are boring a lot of times white couples look exactly
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alike if you notice that like white couples look like siblings yeah yeah i can see that for sure
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what there's one dude um cody code and his bitch like they kind of they look a lot alike
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i wouldn't say no i wouldn't say them not them no i don't think specific people come to mind i
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think i just think of a a default white couple like blanks like who blanks if i think of people
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i just think of uh like a random generated person yeah i don't fucking know an avatar yeah
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but i could see that i could see white couples looking like you're not gonna give yours you're
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not gonna dispel your your racist beliefs nah and even even if i did i would have to think about it
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Like, I'm thinking about it, and I don't really know.
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I want to hear about your new goals, your new mindset, your new philosophies.
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Like, what's been going up with you since the last time we did a podcast?
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Oh, my point of view changed after that other podcast we did.
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whenever i said i don't want to do youtube in five years and you were saying why because
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it's like my own thing yeah a lot of people getting mad at you in the comments or saying
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yeah yeah yeah um like i realized that youtube is kind of my own thing it's not like tv back then
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whenever a producer or a casting director controls your whole career um you know you want to be in
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charge you want to be more of an entrepreneur i still want to be i still want to be a director
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and an actor but i think i just realized that i can i can make myself that instead of leaving
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youtube to have somebody else do it for me because i even realized my peers in acting or even the
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people that are also on backstage that are the same age as me yeah they have an acting reel
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there's no point for you to go to but um unless you want to book unless you're a big time harvey
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harvey weinstein if you want to book me for a movie uh but basically it's like 20 20 projects
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of skits that i made that i try to make look like movies um and it just shows my acting performance
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and my directing performance like it'll show this was uh directed by isaiah shepherd produced by
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is a shepherd lead was a shepherd do you have your youtube videos listed on there like no it's just
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it's just like the clips from the skits like me setting my car on fire the coronavirus apocalypse
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it's just the highlights up there i just i just uploaded it's your website yeah yeah i thought it
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was like some yeah professional how did i get it up there yeah no no it's it's like wix i just make
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it i just upload on vimeo and then embed it i have an imdb i have like that doesn't have 24 credits
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yeah that's not bad but two of them are my own projects that's not bad that's cool yeah yeah
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like uh put me in some let me let me act in your shit let me start my imdb i'm too afraid to put
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my real name you have a pro imdb what is that you need a pro imdb to have a picture it's it's
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so annoying like you have to pay to have a profile um 20 bucks a month and it just sits there like
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it's not like netflix or anything yeah i'm hoping that like my you literally pay like i was hoping
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that youtube could work as a portfolio no you got to make it separate because youtube you got to
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dig through it but of course send your youtube link to directors if you're ever like getting
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gigs keep giving advice hold on um keep giving advice uh yeah okay i'll i'll keep talking that
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shit what's up uh sneeko viewers i think sneeko has a girl over you know what i'm saying
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what's up about uh your racist beliefs and um not my racist beliefs say it really loudly
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um no we were talking about imdb imdb there we go that's what we were talking about not
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any controversial subjects um so is that that's your new goal you're gonna stay on youtube and
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then so i think my new goal is i want to kind of do the whole film route i want to direct a bunch
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of films i want to act in a bunch of films but i think i need to do that more in my own platform
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you know have it if i make a movie put it on youtube or put it on my own platform in some
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type of way um i just got this new this new production company that actually you made it
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no no no it's not mine they're their own production company but they hit me up
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and we hopped on a call and they basically said they want to make a feature film with me
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and i checked out their work and it's pretty good and they just sent me a shopping agreement which
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is basically like a contract that you know says you know i'm i want to work with them so that
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they don't waste their time and that they want to work with me but i think that's the first step
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in the right direction because the movie if it does get made i don't want to say that it is just
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because it's it's not even in the writing phase yet yeah but still congrats it's like it'll be
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put on my platform instead of like on your channel being in a in a like something separate to where
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other people channel yeah and i'll have like some of the intellectual property and i think that's
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where it's going it's it's more about intellectual property than than having other people control
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everything if you know them if you know what i mean um but it'd be the actor or the marketer
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the producer or the director um i don't know if they'll let me direct it yet i'm trying to
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and i don't know if i want to yet i think i should you know stay back and let them
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take care of that just so i can learn before i do it i'm confident that i can do a good job
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if i direct it but i think i want to focus on writing it more how much writing are you doing
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now i've been doing any i got like i got no no ideas in my head right now for movies now that's
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been like my 10 year goal if i had a goal down the line or philosophy like something i'm working
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towards would be that but i got no ideas right now um the only time i write is like i'm writing
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jokes or i'm writing like stuff for commentary ideas i i write i try to write ideas for feature
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films i have this one idea that i'm writing don't give it away right someone's gonna take yeah yeah
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i'm not gonna give it away but but that script is a more of a character arc story and i wanted to
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make that the the movie i did with the production company but they told me that it's not flashy
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enough uh which i agree with them i think my first movie has to be really flashy flashy just
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because of my audience my audience right now is like people who like to watch pranks people like
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watching me jump off piers yeah if i want to make that transition you know smooth my first movie
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has to be like action-packed it can still be a good movie it's it'll just be a little bit corny
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but i got it if i if i make a movie about you know drama between two people and it's just like
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it's mostly but if it's if it's mostly dialogue like i have a younger audience
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it's gonna do worse i gotta appeal to a younger audience i got just in the first
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the first projects like i would say just the first couple do you really want to set limitations
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like creative limitations like that already i think i can i think i can adapt within those
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limitations i can still make it good um i think mostly it just needs a few action scenes that has
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to be in the trailer you know but then the movie could eat like joker they dressed up joker to be
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one of those actually packed like a marvel movie but when you watch it it's like a martin scorsese
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film yeah like i don't think it's boring though and it wasn't really all die no i'm not saying
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it's boring i'm saying they that's a perfect example they dressed it up to look like this
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huge trailer park movie but you watch it you see drive by ryan gosling or with ryan gosling i told
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you still didn't watch it i saw half of it god damn bro yeah at least he's finally watched uh
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pulp fiction after all these fucking years yeah yeah i saw that when is that gonna come out you
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were you were dressed up recreating pulp fiction with uh with yeah with phil um so i'm doing pulp
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fiction in public uh i'm doing a good title i'm gonna test it out but basically i'm doing the
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same songs in public but with movies so basically dressing up as the characters and just recreating
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the scene talking to people and recreating the scene in public and then using dialogue and um
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like catchphrase it from the movie yeah there's so many uh great lines from that movie yeah there
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is yeah i watched that movie like five times just to prepare for the video you watched it five times
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well obviously not the whole thing but you know studying it watching the scenes over and over
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at least like five five ten times it's a good movie what made you want to recreate that and
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like why did it take you so long to watch it that's like the classic film well i watched it a
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year ago he did yeah but still that's late yeah um everyone to film school that was their favorite
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movie like yeah it's cliche at this point he didn't even go to film school tarantino yeah of
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course not he's like the most um perfect example of like someone who didn't go to school for the
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field they're in yeah and then film nerds but he worked at a at a dvd he worked at blockbuster yeah
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i mean that's like he was such a film nerd he watched so many movies so it just it made sense
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why he would be such a great writer i mean that's why pulp fiction is so big because of dialogue
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it's so royale with cheese yeah it's it the the conversations are so unique
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there's a lot of hamburgers the cornerstone of any nutritious breakfast
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that's how you know he wrote it because there's literally like 30 lines of dialogue about feet
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about getting a foot massage yeah uma thurman's first shot she'd walk around barefoot like yeah
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still like you know that you wrote that have you seen that one scene with uh quentin he's in a
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movie and he's in full fiction no no no no no not his movie he's in a movie that's not his
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oh with uh at least at least i don't think it's i don't remember i forgot what it's called
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is that the lady who does the stripper dance in it yeah yeah and then she puts his her foot
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yeah he's sucking on the toes like in the middle of the movie i don't know how i've never seen that
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that scene is crazy i've seen that scene not the movie i don't know how that didn't become a meme
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or something it's it's yeah that's kind of a meme as movies go i don't even remember we don't even
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know what movie we're talking about but we know exactly what scene that is well i just discovered
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it like a week ago you watch the whole film no just the youtube clip yeah that's all you need
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to see pretty much yeah he could act but like i don't know no i don't well at least in pulp
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fiction i think his acting was bad it was mid yeah i didn't believe his anger and when he did
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this doesn't need to be in the movie it's great dialogue but it's just he's like do i have a sign
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in my garage that's it like why did you write that you know i mean the the i think if it was
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delivered right no i think it was delivered right the dialogue would have been great imagine imagine
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somebody else saying samuel jackson's dialogue that's not him it wouldn't be as good hamburgers
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the cornerstone of any nutritious breakfast yeah that's terrible and he even does a whole bible
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verse in that shit yeah but his voice is just what makes it good with the great vengeance and
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furious anger that was on point i'll strike down yeah that was on point you know what i'm saying
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that furious you got that perfect i think someone like i think denzel could have done that could
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have done that role you know denzel yeah he could have done that too that's it i don't think forrest
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whitaker could do it i don't even know forrest whitaker the guy with the eye and black panther
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with the lazy eye oh yeah yeah he always plays a butler or some shit
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he always plays a butler yeah he seems like he's serving all the time yeah he does
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that's fucked up he's the house damn anyway um what like what's what about your philosophy you're
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talking about your goals a lot what about your your new philosophies i'm curious my new yeah
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we were just looking at that comment section because like the first time we did this thing
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like two years ago we talked about the law of attraction and about speaking things into existence
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and then a lot of people seem to respond to that like i thought that video was kind of good and
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then like no people are still talking about it people actually i've had a few a few people come
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up to me you know recognizing me in public and they bring up your patreon interview that's crazy
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and that's so crazy to me like i saw that you even you had a patreon supporter pick you up from the
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airport no we met at the airport going to haiti yeah oh oh you met up well he i he's the tier
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four subscriber so he's a long ass name so every month i type out his name and 20 other people so
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i know that he's like you know that long name you type out that's me yeah we're going to haiti
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together and then we ended up meeting in haiti hanging out yeah that's crazy from patreon
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yeah you got like a cult patreon fan base i need to keep that because like i'm the canceling is
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it's not getting better no i don't think that's going to affect those because the people who
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your patreon supporters are like the people like really fuck with you that's weird because nobody's
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come up to me about that video about that video but people come up to you about i think because
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they have a lot more to talk about you because i think i think those people who come up to me
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you know maybe found me from your video or they're more of your fans so they they remember that
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specific part well a lot of people haven't seen that but yeah we talked about the law of attraction
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and how like you because you blew up out of nowhere and you said that i was gonna you said
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you're gonna do and you did it right like has that do you still believe in the law of attraction
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does is that still something you follow yeah of course uh i i noticed i don't follow it as much
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i feel like since i got a million subscribers in like five months it's hard it's hard to be
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grateful for it so i've been trying to practice that a lot more i made it part of my morning
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routine i have this list oh really yeah you don't strike me as a morning routine guy like what's
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Oh, dude, I get deep in my mental area up here.
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But every morning I have a checklist and two of them are, you know, be grateful in your success.
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I just like take five minutes to like, I don't think I literally sit down and just think.
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Yeah, like meditation, you know, no phone, nothing.
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Like you're just sitting like, how are you sitting on a bed?
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another one like pajamas are you you naked naked no pajamas pajamas pajamas it'd be weird if you're
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doing that butt ass naked it's like you're staring out the window out the shower wet and shit and
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then another uh checklist checkbox is uh self-awareness because i noticed that's another
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thing that i have to do more i have to be more self-aware because me and me phil alejandro took
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a trip and uh we got a cabin in the woods in the middle of nowhere we deleted all social media for
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like three four days and we use that trip to because we were fighting a lot and we needed to
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like be closer together so cute he did a little retreat with your boys and yeah i guess so and uh
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we just use that trip to also like find our urgency like why we're doing what we're doing
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because i was so lost and what was this uh december like right before new year's and around
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at the same time i mean it helped a lot being in the woods like with nothing you know you all you
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have is your thoughts like i realized the reason why i'm doing what i'm doing is uh kind of like
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a legacy thing it's like i realize it's not about me it's like bigger than me every every decision
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i make right now is going to affect my family um my friends yeah my future kids like if i fuck up
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right now i'm fucking up not just myself but like other people yeah yeah um so it's bigger than you
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yeah yeah exactly and you basically have like an acid trip but like sober and over four days
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exactly exactly that's a psychedelic experience yeah that's why i wanted to take shrooms actually
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oh yeah um awesome i don't do drugs but like pizza mushrooms i want to take shrooms at least
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once in my life just because i want to experience at least what drugs are like you know i watch
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movie scenes of people tripping out and i have no idea what it's like shooting till like four
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uh shit yeah i mean can't say it on the podcast but you want to eat mushroom pizza
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sure okay let's go get pizza tomorrow all right but but the reason why i want to and i just want
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do it once it's legal in a lot of places now yeah yeah it is and it's it's natural and it makes you
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think from a newborn baby's perspective i've heard with the clear mind and i i just want to like do
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it and just write down everything i think about and i feel like i'll learn a lot about myself
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because it's it's a bigger version of that cabin cleanse trip you know i'll just i'll learn more
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about myself that's cool i'm surprised you didn't tell me what did uh phil and alejandro what did
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they how did they react to that trip so this is like a week after lake tahoe or like two weeks
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after i think so yeah maybe three y'all were fighting a lot like you got in arguments for
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they they definitely fought a lot yeah yeah yeah they they i mean they they've known each other
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for years so yeah they fight a lot how long have you known them you have a podcast with them now
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um for about the pull out podcast yeah yeah uh i've known them for about three years i don't
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know I feel like Alejandro has so much ego and he always thinks he's already perfect he doesn't
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need to change he's already you know built his self-improvement up to the max yeah so after the
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trip he's just like oh I mean I was already great and he's always like that maybe he doesn't really
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believe that but he's putting on an act because he's with his friends like that that's how men
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react a lot of times like men have can't really yeah men can't put their guard down around other
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men uh-huh they don't want to seem weak but he has a weird ego because most other people their
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ego is like i don't know how to explain it his ego is like a cartoon character because he doesn't
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get mad at all i feel like people with the ego get get mad yeah i don't really see he's never
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been mad at all i've never seen him ever been mad did i say that wrong no you said that right
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it's funny to imagine that someone's never been mad before i've no i'm serious i've never seen
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i try to think of when he's been mad i can't think of one time isn't it hard to picture someone mad
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that uh says that they get mad and you've never seen him that way like i can't even imagine what
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he would look i can't imagine you mad i've never even i don't get mad either that's crazy
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yeah she said maria told me like a couple days ago she's like i get you have an anger problem
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she said you no she does oh never like look like half of your faces you know i mean like i can't
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imagine she said she has a temper problem like when people try her in public she's violent i
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can't even picture that huh what was your name again maria nice to meet you yeah you've met why
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don't you get mad like well i'm curious i don't know every day i don't know i mean i'm naturally
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a shy person so maybe that has something to do with it but you think you're you're an introvert
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yeah of course i used to that doesn't make any fucking sense you just hosted a meet up like a
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snowball fight in washington square park and had like mad people come follow you i'm real good at
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faking it so this whole day like okay to give context we spent the whole day like walking
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around having a snowball fight with a bunch of random like steezy fans like all day like mobbing
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from wash square to time square and you were leading the pack you know what i mean like we
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didn't even have that much of a oh well of course i'm nervous like you were in your head there's a
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lot of pauses and i think oh shit what do we do next i just have people standing here doing
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nothing oh let me think oh let's build a snowman i think a real introvert would not even be there
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i think they just i'm just really good at controlling it i know introverts because i
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used to in middle school i used to not even talk like y'all used to be one of the kids that don't
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talk at all to nobody except teachers because i'm just too shy you were the teacher you were sitting
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with the teachers at lunch yeah well not sitting with my lunch but yeah i just don't talk huh who
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are you sitting with that lunch uh usually every day i would switch with different people um or
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i'll just sit by myself just because i'm mixed so i don't really know where to go same shit bro
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the lunch table at high school is so racially even i went to a small school it's fucking the
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white table the asian table and the black table it's like a fucking same and i would every day i
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would sit at a new table yeah yeah the same experience the asians was like but they don't
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speak in chinese why is that why why do we why do we switch why don't we just stay with one
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because we're not one i just thought that was so weird like looking back on it why why why was i
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switching around the last year of high school that's when i just started sitting by myself
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just because senior years people started pissing me off i was like these people do not focus on
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their career or anything yeah you know these people um elevated you started thinking about
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not to just not to talk bad about them but you know my mind was somewhere else you were thinking
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in la there was you know in the last year yeah the last year of high school i started bringing
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my computer and i would edit videos in class in the cafeteria yeah and i just started becoming
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so distant from people i was editing and like writing video ideas in class and like i would
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skip i would like go to the bathroom to take a shit and then just edit in my room and then come
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back to class editing your room yeah well like i would leave say like i gotta go to take a shit
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and then what do you mean your room like at college your dorm room oh i really go back to
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my apartment sometimes wow it was close enough to the building or like if i forget i rendered
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something wrong run back like get my that's crazy yeah during and then sit back down nothing
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happen wow yeah it feels like you have one foot in one universe another foot another one exactly
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especially when nobody knows about your channel like you're walking around like yeah all this
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stuff and they have no idea yeah it is like it's like you're i carly basically you have a hannah
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montana self and a and the miley cyrus version for school i carly the same you know what i mean
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you live the best of both world or whatever the fuck one time i edit i was editing a video at
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school and my computer died right after i rendered it so i couldn't upload it and i wanted it to go
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up that day so i luckily i was editing on an external drive unplugged it found somebody with
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a usbc to usb converter plugged it in one of the computer i snuck into the computer lab
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plugged into the computer and uploaded it from there and it took like five hours
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why didn't you just go home no it was high school yeah my high school is like a 20 minute drive away
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and i don't drive bus i could have taken the bus but you could have got a ride from somebody home
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real quick like you slide you it's i did start taking the bus downtown in the middle school
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during lunch i started just walking off campus and i'll just go downtown and like hang out with
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joseph costello he was the first youtuber i met is he still like he sounds familiar you
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talked about him before is he still he was like my mentor it's in your story um yeah like
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snowball fights all day i'm exhausted been in the dude today was cold as fuck i can handle the cold
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it's just today snowballs got like in my shirt and basically my whole body got wet and you know
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being wet and in the cold not a good combination bro you saw me shivering yeah you were in time
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square how you feeling you're feeling nauseous you feeling like a headache how you doing
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oh also there's also the subway doors closed on my head what the fuck and that shit hurt bro
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how did you let that happen that shit hurt i didn't think it was gonna hurt that bad
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bro the those doors are strong as fuck imagine your head got caught in there
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if i what if your head got caught in there oh that would have been bad
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wait so what you let it close on you or you you smash your head into it no like i put my head in
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between and i let it close everybody was staring at me i was like don't worry people i'm just
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testing the doors they work yeah but it's always something it definitely it definitely hurt you
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probably have i felt it for like five minutes yeah that would hurt that would hurt oh i think
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i already told you the video of the guy who's falling asleep his head's hanging out of the
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subway it closes on him and he wakes up like this it's the funniest shit ever uh yeah new york
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it's on youtube it's so funny i can only be here last time yeah you had covid you had like now
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you're just like sleepy and concussed well i wouldn't say i'm sleepy i like to not get that
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much sleep oh the past the past month i've been doing this new thing i don't sleep for
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i don't sleep the whole night anymore i stay up till every month no actually i stay up till like
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6 p.m and i fall asleep for like three hours and i'll wake up at what's six plus three nine
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and then i'll i'll stay up from 9 p.m to like you really had to do that out loud
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i'll stay up from nine to like 10 a.m or 9 a.m and then i'll sleep for another three hours
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and i basically take three three-hour naps throughout you know the 24-hour cycle yeah
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and and people do that it's i forgot what it's called intermittent sleeping i think so
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i just made that up oh well then probably not oh yeah go ahead
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that's okay um and he yeah people do that uh and it makes you more productive and it made me
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way more productive so because when i'm tired i work more i don't don't know why you work more
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on what you don't film do you well not not just editing of course there's a lot more like you
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know emailing with the merch company thinking new ideas trying to recreate the store and like
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the shopping agreement with the production company and then this whole other thing of like you know
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uh of brands that's another one of my goals one of my new goals i want to cut off brands completely
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i don't want to work with any more sponsorships really and i want to build up merch to like 100k
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a month which is possible but it just takes time to to put because you make more money off of merch
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when you have more products on your store what do you want to do with 100k a month i'm i've been
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i'm really bad with money something i'm realizing yeah like i i'm very impulsive and it goes quick
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i gamble like um gamestop i put in like 8 000 for no reason and then lost it all really yeah i lost
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i lost 8 000 in that for no reason like it just impulses it was like 4 a.m and i couldn't sleep
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and i just did it like i made a fidelity account that night okay first off you don't want to invest
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after hours yeah you want to know what the price is exactly because i bought it at 190 and it
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doubled up at 380 the next morning um i didn't know that and like i wasn't even i'm good at
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crypto and stuff but i was still like new i didn't i had robin hood and so i got everything out after
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what happened and i put everything in fidelity and just didn't know what i was doing that's like
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an eight thousand dollar horny text yeah exactly yeah i'm really bad with shit like that but but
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other than that like it goes fast and you don't even do you even do that much i've been like
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flying a lot i waste a lot of money in like the club and stuff like that it kind of seems like
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it just kind of goes to nothing like what do you spend hugs yeah i'm buying a lot of weed i buy a
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lot of spending like a thousand on weed uh i'll probably spend like three thousand a year on weed
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that's a lot damn at least two thousand at least two thousand yeah huh you don't do anything for
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like what's your you're completely sober you do this weird sleep thing you don't drink soda you
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take trips on to cabins you you spend only your money on props you know i mean you go to couples
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therapy with your boys like your your folk you know i mean like what do you do for what's your
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recreational activity how do you blow off steam
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surfing skating which i don't even do that much yeah so you want to i've been surfing a lot
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but oh you went to big sir recently too right that place is dope that's one but i just went
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through to film a video all of that was work surfing you probably filmed too right
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so yeah what do you do off camera well what's this what's isaiah shepard to the steezy kane
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bro i don't know i think just stressing just what stressing stressing yeah
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i'm just stressing about like about the next thing yeah next thing you don't even play video
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games where do i want to take my career and stuff i don't play video games i used to be
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obsessed with gta you watch porn no you don't even fucking watch and i'm not saying i don't watch it
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because i want people to think that i don't watch it but i actually don't just because it's not
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completely i believe you it's not it's not good for your brain yeah because you're tricking your
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brain into thinking you're getting all this pussy when it's not yeah you just dopamine yeah it's
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bad everyone knows it yeah but you're really not doing anything to uh i mean don't get me wrong i
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jack off yeah but like because when people say when i when i say i don't watch porn it might
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seem like i'm saying don't jack off but other than that besides jack it off what's your dopamine
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release um you go fast in the car you don't even have like a fast in the car you don't even speed
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or nothing uh i do but just normal like 80 miles per hour not much you're not switching lanes and
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shit you know bro what's my uh come on man huh if you can't think of it you don't have it yeah
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you ain't got it that's like the biggest disconnect i have from other youtubers
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i got nothing bro how do you stay that focus on one thing like you don't you don't ever like lose
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i mean don't don't get me wrong i lose focus you don't fall off the wagon i'll procrastinate
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oh you probably watch youtube videos and stuff you know like what do you do when you're
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procrastinating i usually just like sit on my bed and just like stare what the fuck is wrong with
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you you're psych stare to an abyss or or i'll just like scroll on instagram but i'm scrolling
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through like posts that i've already seen and i'm like mindlessly i don't know what i'm doing i'm
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just i'm more enjoying laying on my bed and i'm like i'll waste a lot of time doing that it's more
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like when i wake up and i don't want to get out of bed yeah and your brain's still like dull from
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fuck dude you make me feel weird i don't know what the fuck i do for fun yeah i don't know
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that's not weird you just focus like i'm telling a lot of youtubers i know are like that i wouldn't
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say i'm focused though you clearly are that's like i'm focused but i lose i lose focus a lot
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at least i feel like i do and i need to do better i i noticed like when people are like
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seem like they're doing good there's always something like i saw this like obviously
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elon musk how do you think he's doing he's doing amazing obviously but i saw this interview with
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him i think he has i think he has like he struggles with being happy yeah yeah i saw this
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interview with him and the interviewer was asking what was your reaction when neil armstrong and
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all this people astronauts said that they didn't believe in spacex and his response to it was so
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depressing what he said he was just saying like oh yeah i was upset i admit that that was not
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fun to see and you could see him start to tear up and it was like holy shit even at the top top
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like demons i think it's good you know he's being honest he's letting uh he's being vulnerable
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and like a serious moment yeah but but that's what will make you happy if you realize no matter
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how successful you are you're gonna be always that's how the brain works it's a problem solving
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hold on why did i say 60 fuck hold on you put me on the spot fucking 30 30 30 yeah you uh
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you make me want to be more focused i'm gonna i'm gonna work on that for show for show thanks
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and you make me want to have more fun activities i feel like a robot i feel like a robot after this
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well maybe that's a good elon musk is a robot look where he's at you know you need to be a robot to
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be like be business savvy you need it's kind of robotic like trying to climb climb the ladder in
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capitalism you got to be a robot you can't really have a whole lot of fun times you got to be focused
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on one thing to like to have a successful business you need to be fully focused on it you can't be
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any doubt it needs to be you need to be fully invested all in it's the only way to make anything
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successful or maybe like i don't know i have fun when i do it what do you mean like when i'm
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i'm wasting money and you know just doing what i want and not and fucking off it's fun i'm enjoying
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it yeah it's uh down the long road it's probably not the smartest investment but i enjoy it yeah
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i mean that could be another one like trips but then again uh trips are fun for me but every time
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i go on a trip i make it work video yeah yeah like this new york trip is fun just to be in a
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different location different weather what you think you like the you're fucking with the snow
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i'm ready to get i love it again i love you love snow just because i never had it as a kid
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texas go back to texas right now then but everything's the power's out too much snow
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yeah too much snow you know three inches of snow is cool 10 inches is not so much why do you love
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it it's like fluffy and miserable and cold it's just different growing growing up in texas it
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snowed twice when i was little and it's like this much of snow on the ground and then it goes away
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in the morning when the sun comes out you spent like a good 40 minutes building a snowman in
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washington square park today that shit is fun yeah i've never seen you like that zoned in
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i was zoned in you were you i was focused yeah you didn't even look up for 40 minutes straight
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making that snowman there's not it doesn't feel like there's many creatives here uh even when
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like i put out a craigslist ad before i fly out to places to look for filmers yeah and you didn't
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get any responses no i did but it i'm just seeing their work it it all it all seemed like rap music
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videos and i was expecting to see some creators didn't see like one because usually i get creators
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who like have their own platform yeah there's just not a whole lot of there's not a big youtube scene
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here at all it's so weird there is none actually so weird atlanta you're the only one there's a
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huge youtube scene in atlanta i went to a house party like it was like a whole house party full
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of youtubers and they all treat it like a hustle they all treat it like they're like the drug
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dealing it felt like the same energy being around a group of scammers or something like that bro i
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swear you're like the only one in new york of course of course there's more but like if you
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ask i don't know if you ask any group of people like hey who do you who's your favorite youtubers
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from new york your name comes up you're like you're the only one so maybe i shouldn't leave
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i should stay here yeah you're in this awkward thing like it's bad to be here if you're doing
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youtube but also you want to conquer it yeah there's two guys on the bronx phantom and kai
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i don't know if you know them um they're amp they're from the bronx no i don't know that's it
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other than that like i don't know anyone else coming out of here it's so weird it's just like
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like influencer content you know what i mean like makeup tutorials yeah but there's not like
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creators is there's nothing we need to change we need like another 1969 like a summer of lsd and
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just rolling around 2016 and 2018 were the best summers i remember people are being nostalgic
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for 2016 it was a good summer but like at the same time people hated that year too at the time but
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yeah bro like there was someone started a subreddit called fuck 2016 and at the end of the
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it was like the biggest subreddit of the day at the end of the year and i remember everyone's
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talking about the celebrities that died trump getting elected harambe all that and now people
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like oh take me back like pick you know what would be crazy five years from now we'll probably be
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nostalgic of 2020 no we won't no there's no we will and we will i guarantee you people are going
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to show up to parties with masks on and gloves yeah yeah exactly like people are going to look
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back and go like wow that life we were living was so cute i don't think so five years now
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masks you know social distancing maybe maybe like 50 years there's no way in five years we're going
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to be thinking this shit is cute no way i guarantee you no i guarantee you take me back
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the instagram what would they post like a picture of them in their apartment take me back
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standing still in their pajamas next to a blank wall come on man there's no there's nothing to
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reminisce about we didn't do shit please you know like someone play back this clip like in five years
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we'll see if this shit is true if there is watch me be at one of those dumb ass parties and then
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i'll leave my own words fuck it all right cz you got any final words small dick big dreams
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anything to promote anything uh small dick big dreams um check out my podcast pull out podcast
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take calculated risks i'm gonna see that for my next ig caption take calculated risks yeah yeah
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can i get a group bow but that was nice and yeah i try to make it deep i appreciate that peace