SHNEAKO - How to Sustain the Clout Life

00:00:00.000 say what you said like one second before i turn on the camera what was that that that statement

00:00:03.680 that could be the title uh like i don't know if i should like i don't know if i should talk about

00:00:07.680 that we were talking about it when the camera was off we could talk about it when the camera's on

00:00:12.400 man um okay i would i'm gonna rephrase it phrase it and i'm gonna say that white girls aren't my

00:00:20.560 type they're your type okay yeah i would still date a white girl you would um because of that

00:00:26.160 point that you brought up in your video uh beauty standards yeah you brought up the question to the

00:00:31.120 people asking uh is it racist to have a reference yeah yeah yeah you think it is i don't think i

00:00:39.600 i don't know if i ever i forgot the answers in there but there were some pretty good points

00:00:43.600 because i don't think it's racist to say oh i don't date this certain skin color i think that's

00:00:48.800 racist i don't think that's racist really but some of the points in that video is pretty good

00:00:53.440 don't you think that's discriminating no because i know it's the same thing as saying oh i don't

00:01:00.640 date um it's like a girl saying oh i know that's still bad that's still bad uh i was

00:01:09.440 gonna say like a girl saying that they don't date short guys but let me find a better analogy okay

00:01:14.800 What are you checking

00:01:18.760 It's like a girl saying

00:01:22.220 That she doesn't date a guy

00:01:24.240 That owns this type of car

00:01:27.120 It could be a nice car

00:01:29.260 It could just be like a very expensive van

00:01:31.760 Girls don't say that though

00:01:32.420 Girls don't give a fuck about cars

00:01:33.500 I'm just trying to come up with an analogy

00:01:35.560 I just don't think it's racist

00:01:38.340 Because it's just your type

00:01:40.700 It's just something that you don't

00:01:43.260 You can't control

00:01:43.920 yeah like as long as you can still be friends with those people and be able to not be annoyed

00:01:50.340 by their presence then yeah it's just you would prefer not to get fucked by those people you know

00:01:56.480 because why you know what is that rooted in i don't think you could choose i don't think you

00:02:01.140 control your racism either i think it comes from the same place like you can't some you can't just

00:02:05.680 say like oh stop being racist oh yeah i don't i like everyone now it's not how it works it's like

00:02:11.160 it's ingrained in you yeah and everybody's racist you agree with that a little bit yeah okay

00:02:17.100 subconsciously i mean we don't like to say that we erase it towards i mean obviously i'm not going

00:02:22.900 to say because i'm going to put on the mask like everybody else is putting on okay and adjust to

00:02:28.080 society but i mean i could say all mine i i have like uh yeah i'm saying everyone indians smell

00:02:37.060 bad like indian guys in taxis smell bad they do like when you get a new york city cab here and

00:02:43.520 it's like it's literally sweating out curry oh i gotta try that sweating out curry yeah they

00:02:48.880 they sweat like curry i haven't got a cab yet they probably like that smell but to me that smells bad

00:02:52.880 uh-huh that's that's racist because it's different you know well what if they always

00:02:57.320 have curry like in the front seat like in the cup holder like they put the curry in like a to-go

00:03:02.180 cup smells like they do that's that's okay then i don't blame them i blame their food fine

00:03:08.060 do you think the smell of curry is good though not when it's coming out of your skin like yes

00:03:15.060 on a dish how do you know it's coming out of your skin it's just it could just be to go curry

00:03:19.540 okay fine i'll give you that then i guess i don't like the smell of curry i guess i hate that shit

00:03:25.740 and also i think uh i think white couples are boring a lot of times white couples look exactly

00:03:33.080 alike if you notice that like white couples look like siblings yeah yeah i can see that for sure

00:03:39.960 what there's one dude um cody code and his bitch like they kind of they look a lot alike

00:03:46.000 i wouldn't say no i wouldn't say them not them no i don't think specific people come to mind i

00:03:54.700 think i just think of a a default white couple like blanks like who blanks if i think of people

00:04:01.980 i just think of uh like a random generated person yeah i don't fucking know an avatar yeah

00:04:10.360 but i could see that i could see white couples looking like you're not gonna give yours you're

00:04:17.240 not gonna dispel your your racist beliefs nah and even even if i did i would have to think about it

00:04:23.780 Like, I'm thinking about it, and I don't really know.

00:04:29.500 But I'm not going to say it, obviously.

00:04:33.920 All right, what's new with you?

00:04:35.440 What's going on?

00:04:35.860 I want to hear about your new goals, your new mindset, your new philosophies.

00:04:40.740 Like, what's been going up with you since the last time we did a podcast?

00:04:46.080 Oh, my point of view changed after that other podcast we did.

00:04:51.520 whenever i said i don't want to do youtube in five years and you were saying why because

00:04:56.380 it's like my own thing yeah a lot of people getting mad at you in the comments or saying

00:05:00.460 yeah yeah yeah um like i realized that youtube is kind of my own thing it's not like tv back then

00:05:11.380 whenever a producer or a casting director controls your whole career um you know you want to be in

00:05:18.900 charge you want to be more of an entrepreneur i still want to be i still want to be a director

00:05:23.800 and an actor but i think i just realized that i can i can make myself that instead of leaving

00:05:30.860 youtube to have somebody else do it for me because i even realized my peers in acting or even the

00:05:38.060 people that are also on backstage that are the same age as me yeah they have an acting reel

00:05:42.020 Their acting reel is

00:05:43.700 Very small

00:05:45.580 They have like

00:05:46.620 Two to three gigs

00:05:47.980 In their reel

00:05:48.680 And me

00:05:50.220 I have like 20

00:05:52.180 You have 20 credits?

00:05:53.640 20

00:05:54.120 Not credits

00:05:55.300 But

00:05:56.520 In my portfolio

00:05:58.020 That's online

00:05:58.660 That I send to directors

00:05:59.640 Your IMDb

00:06:00.260 Not my IMDb

00:06:02.220 But

00:06:02.500 It's IsaiahShepherd.com

00:06:04.560 And it basically shows

00:06:05.980 Nice plug

00:06:06.360 Yeah

00:06:07.660 Yeah yeah yeah

00:06:08.860 Check it out

00:06:09.460 My portfolio

00:06:10.580 Where

00:06:11.060 there's no point for you to go to but um unless you want to book unless you're a big time harvey

00:06:17.500 harvey weinstein if you want to book me for a movie uh but basically it's like 20 20 projects

00:06:27.060 of skits that i made that i try to make look like movies um and it just shows my acting performance

00:06:34.660 and my directing performance like it'll show this was uh directed by isaiah shepherd produced by

00:06:39.840 is a shepherd lead was a shepherd do you have your youtube videos listed on there like no it's just

00:06:44.980 it's just like the clips from the skits like me setting my car on fire the coronavirus apocalypse

00:06:49.960 it's just the highlights up there i just i just uploaded it's your website yeah yeah i thought it

00:06:55.700 was like some yeah professional how did i get it up there yeah no no it's it's like wix i just make

00:07:01.840 it i just upload on vimeo and then embed it i have an imdb i have like that doesn't have 24 credits

00:07:07.340 yeah that's not bad but two of them are my own projects that's not bad that's cool yeah yeah

00:07:13.000 like uh put me in some let me let me act in your shit let me start my imdb i'm too afraid to put

00:07:17.760 my real name you have a pro imdb what is that you need a pro imdb to have a picture it's it's

00:07:24.260 so annoying like you have to pay to have a profile um 20 bucks a month and it just sits there like

00:07:33.040 it's not like netflix or anything yeah i'm hoping that like my you literally pay like i was hoping

00:07:37.920 that youtube could work as a portfolio no you got to make it separate because youtube you got to

00:07:43.780 dig through it but of course send your youtube link to directors if you're ever like getting

00:07:51.380 gigs keep giving advice hold on um keep giving advice uh yeah okay i'll i'll keep talking that

00:07:59.480 shit what's up uh sneeko viewers i think sneeko has a girl over you know what i'm saying

00:08:07.640 what's up about uh your racist beliefs and um not my racist beliefs say it really loudly

00:08:18.940 um no we were talking about imdb imdb there we go that's what we were talking about not

00:08:25.420 any controversial subjects um so is that that's your new goal you're gonna stay on youtube and

00:08:32.360 then so i think my new goal is i want to kind of do the whole film route i want to direct a bunch

00:08:42.740 of films i want to act in a bunch of films but i think i need to do that more in my own platform

00:08:47.320 you know have it if i make a movie put it on youtube or put it on my own platform in some

00:08:54.120 type of way um i just got this new this new production company that actually you made it

00:09:02.200 no no no it's not mine they're their own production company but they hit me up

00:09:06.900 and we hopped on a call and they basically said they want to make a feature film with me

00:09:11.040 and i checked out their work and it's pretty good and they just sent me a shopping agreement which

00:09:16.280 is basically like a contract that you know says you know i'm i want to work with them so that

00:09:22.640 they don't waste their time and that they want to work with me but i think that's the first step

00:09:29.000 in the right direction because the movie if it does get made i don't want to say that it is just

00:09:33.940 because it's it's not even in the writing phase yet yeah but still congrats it's like it'll be

00:09:40.840 put on my platform instead of like on your channel being in a in a like something separate to where

00:09:48.000 other people channel yeah and i'll have like some of the intellectual property and i think that's

00:09:53.040 where it's going it's it's more about intellectual property than than having other people control

00:09:59.840 everything if you know them if you know what i mean um but it'd be the actor or the marketer

00:10:05.740 the producer or the director um i don't know if they'll let me direct it yet i'm trying to

00:10:11.760 and i don't know if i want to yet i think i should you know stay back and let them

00:10:17.080 take care of that just so i can learn before i do it i'm confident that i can do a good job

00:10:23.080 if i direct it but i think i want to focus on writing it more how much writing are you doing

00:10:30.360 now i've been doing any i got like i got no no ideas in my head right now for movies now that's

00:10:36.180 been like my 10 year goal if i had a goal down the line or philosophy like something i'm working

00:10:40.720 towards would be that but i got no ideas right now um the only time i write is like i'm writing

00:10:46.380 jokes or i'm writing like stuff for commentary ideas i i write i try to write ideas for feature

00:10:54.280 films i have this one idea that i'm writing don't give it away right someone's gonna take yeah yeah

00:10:59.200 i'm not gonna give it away but but that script is a more of a character arc story and i wanted to

00:11:05.100 make that the the movie i did with the production company but they told me that it's not flashy

00:11:10.680 enough uh which i agree with them i think my first movie has to be really flashy flashy just

00:11:16.440 because of my audience my audience right now is like people who like to watch pranks people like

00:11:21.940 watching me jump off piers yeah if i want to make that transition you know smooth my first movie

00:11:26.620 has to be like action-packed it can still be a good movie it's it'll just be a little bit corny

00:11:30.820 but i got it if i if i make a movie about you know drama between two people and it's just like

00:11:38.520 it's mostly but if it's if it's mostly dialogue like i have a younger audience

00:11:43.820 it's gonna do worse i gotta appeal to a younger audience i got just in the first

00:11:50.220 the first projects like i would say just the first couple do you really want to set limitations

00:11:55.840 like creative limitations like that already i think i can i think i can adapt within those

00:12:01.260 limitations i can still make it good um i think mostly it just needs a few action scenes that has

00:12:07.340 to be in the trailer you know but then the movie could eat like joker they dressed up joker to be

00:12:12.280 one of those actually packed like a marvel movie but when you watch it it's like a martin scorsese

00:12:16.980 film yeah like i don't think it's boring though and it wasn't really all die no i'm not saying

00:12:22.020 it's boring i'm saying they that's a perfect example they dressed it up to look like this

00:12:27.000 huge trailer park movie but you watch it you see drive by ryan gosling or with ryan gosling i told

00:12:32.900 you still didn't watch it i saw half of it god damn bro yeah at least he's finally watched uh

00:12:38.560 pulp fiction after all these fucking years yeah yeah i saw that when is that gonna come out you

00:12:42.800 were you were dressed up recreating pulp fiction with uh with yeah with phil um so i'm doing pulp

00:12:48.920 fiction in public uh i'm doing a good title i'm gonna test it out but basically i'm doing the

00:12:55.800 same songs in public but with movies so basically dressing up as the characters and just recreating

00:13:02.480 the scene talking to people and recreating the scene in public and then using dialogue and um

00:13:06.800 like catchphrase it from the movie yeah there's so many uh great lines from that movie yeah there

00:13:12.400 is yeah i watched that movie like five times just to prepare for the video you watched it five times

00:13:18.460 well obviously not the whole thing but you know studying it watching the scenes over and over

00:13:23.060 at least like five five ten times it's a good movie what made you want to recreate that and

00:13:28.420 like why did it take you so long to watch it that's like the classic film well i watched it a

00:13:31.520 year ago he did yeah but still that's late yeah um everyone to film school that was their favorite

00:13:38.140 movie like yeah it's cliche at this point he didn't even go to film school tarantino yeah of

00:13:42.840 course not he's like the most um perfect example of like someone who didn't go to school for the

00:13:47.060 field they're in yeah and then film nerds but he worked at a at a dvd he worked at blockbuster yeah

00:13:52.180 i mean that's like he was such a film nerd he watched so many movies so it just it made sense

00:13:57.200 why he would be such a great writer i mean that's why pulp fiction is so big because of dialogue

00:14:03.200 it's so royale with cheese yeah it's it the the conversations are so unique

00:14:09.480 there's a lot of hamburgers the cornerstone of any nutritious breakfast

00:14:13.980 that's how you know he wrote it because there's literally like 30 lines of dialogue about feet

00:14:18.800 about getting a foot massage yeah uma thurman's first shot she'd walk around barefoot like yeah

00:14:24.560 still like you know that you wrote that have you seen that one scene with uh quentin he's in a

00:14:29.060 movie and he's in full fiction no no no no no not his movie he's in a movie that's not his

00:14:35.580 oh with uh at least at least i don't think it's i don't remember i forgot what it's called

00:14:40.540 is that the lady who does the stripper dance in it yeah yeah and then she puts his her foot

00:14:46.600 yeah he's sucking on the toes like in the middle of the movie i don't know how i've never seen that

00:14:50.540 that scene is crazy i've seen that scene not the movie i don't know how that didn't become a meme

00:14:54.500 or something it's it's yeah that's kind of a meme as movies go i don't even remember we don't even

00:14:59.620 know what movie we're talking about but we know exactly what scene that is well i just discovered

00:15:04.040 it like a week ago you watch the whole film no just the youtube clip yeah that's all you need

00:15:10.000 to see pretty much yeah he could act but like i don't know no i don't well at least in pulp

00:15:15.960 fiction i think his acting was bad it was mid yeah i didn't believe his anger and when he did

00:15:21.780 this doesn't need to be in the movie it's great dialogue but it's just he's like do i have a sign

00:15:30.420 in my garage that's it like why did you write that you know i mean the the i think if it was

00:15:35.580 delivered right no i think it was delivered right the dialogue would have been great imagine imagine

00:15:40.220 somebody else saying samuel jackson's dialogue that's not him it wouldn't be as good hamburgers

00:15:46.520 the cornerstone of any nutritious breakfast yeah that's terrible and he even does a whole bible

00:15:50.600 verse in that shit yeah but his voice is just what makes it good with the great vengeance and

00:15:57.140 furious anger that was on point i'll strike down yeah that was on point you know what i'm saying

00:16:03.180 that furious you got that perfect i think someone like i think denzel could have done that could

00:16:08.200 have done that role you know denzel yeah he could have done that too that's it i don't think forrest

00:16:13.020 whitaker could do it i don't even know forrest whitaker the guy with the eye and black panther

00:16:17.300 with the lazy eye oh yeah yeah he always plays a butler or some shit

00:16:21.600 he always plays a butler yeah he seems like he's serving all the time yeah he does

00:16:26.880 that's fucked up he's the house damn anyway um what like what's what about your philosophy you're

00:16:33.160 talking about your goals a lot what about your your new philosophies i'm curious my new yeah

00:16:37.500 we were just looking at that comment section because like the first time we did this thing

00:16:40.520 like two years ago we talked about the law of attraction and about speaking things into existence

00:16:44.100 and then a lot of people seem to respond to that like i thought that video was kind of good and

00:16:48.280 then like no people are still talking about it people actually i've had a few a few people come

00:16:55.240 up to me you know recognizing me in public and they bring up your patreon interview that's crazy

00:17:00.080 and that's so crazy to me like i saw that you even you had a patreon supporter pick you up from the

00:17:05.820 airport no we met at the airport going to haiti yeah oh oh you met up well he i he's the tier

00:17:13.180 four subscriber so he's a long ass name so every month i type out his name and 20 other people so

00:17:17.180 i know that he's like you know that long name you type out that's me yeah we're going to haiti

00:17:20.820 together and then we ended up meeting in haiti hanging out yeah that's crazy from patreon

00:17:24.620 yeah you got like a cult patreon fan base i need to keep that because like i'm the canceling is

00:17:32.460 it's not getting better no i don't think that's going to affect those because the people who

00:17:36.660 your patreon supporters are like the people like really fuck with you that's weird because nobody's

00:17:40.860 come up to me about that video about that video but people come up to you about i think because

00:17:45.200 they have a lot more to talk about you because i think i think those people who come up to me

00:17:51.240 you know maybe found me from your video or they're more of your fans so they they remember that

00:17:57.140 specific part well a lot of people haven't seen that but yeah we talked about the law of attraction

00:18:01.540 and how like you because you blew up out of nowhere and you said that i was gonna you said

00:18:05.780 you're gonna do and you did it right like has that do you still believe in the law of attraction

00:18:09.660 does is that still something you follow yeah of course uh i i noticed i don't follow it as much

00:18:15.140 i feel like since i got a million subscribers in like five months it's hard it's hard to be

00:18:21.540 grateful for it so i've been trying to practice that a lot more i made it part of my morning

00:18:26.560 routine i have this list oh really yeah you don't strike me as a morning routine guy like what's

00:18:31.120 Oh, dude, I get deep in my mental area up here.

00:18:35.700 But every morning I have a checklist and two of them are, you know, be grateful in your success.

00:18:42.320 I just like take five minutes to like, I don't think I literally sit down and just think.

00:18:46.820 And then another one is like meditation.

00:18:48.280 You just sit in there.

00:18:49.080 Yeah, like meditation, you know, no phone, nothing.

00:18:51.760 Crossing your legs.

00:18:52.400 Yeah, it's really crossing my legs.

00:18:54.560 Like you're just sitting like, how are you sitting on a bed?

00:18:56.700 Just like this.

00:18:58.900 What are you wearing?

00:18:59.560 another one like pajamas are you you naked naked no pajamas pajamas pajamas it'd be weird if you're

00:19:05.180 doing that butt ass naked it's like you're staring out the window out the shower wet and shit and

00:19:10.460 then another uh checklist checkbox is uh self-awareness because i noticed that's another

00:19:17.080 thing that i have to do more i have to be more self-aware because me and me phil alejandro took

00:19:22.940 a trip and uh we got a cabin in the woods in the middle of nowhere we deleted all social media for

00:19:28.460 like three four days and we use that trip to because we were fighting a lot and we needed to

00:19:33.440 like be closer together so cute he did a little retreat with your boys and yeah i guess so and uh

00:19:41.600 we just use that trip to also like find our urgency like why we're doing what we're doing

00:19:46.320 because i was so lost and what was this uh december like right before new year's and around

00:19:53.940 at the same time i mean it helped a lot being in the woods like with nothing you know you all you

00:20:00.960 have is your thoughts like i realized the reason why i'm doing what i'm doing is uh kind of like

00:20:06.440 a legacy thing it's like i realize it's not about me it's like bigger than me every every decision

00:20:12.160 i make right now is going to affect my family um my friends yeah my future kids like if i fuck up

00:20:20.180 right now i'm fucking up not just myself but like other people yeah yeah um so it's bigger than you

00:20:25.700 yeah yeah exactly and you basically have like an acid trip but like sober and over four days

00:20:30.100 exactly exactly that's a psychedelic experience yeah that's why i wanted to take shrooms actually

00:20:34.640 oh yeah um awesome i don't do drugs but like pizza mushrooms i want to take shrooms at least

00:20:40.380 once in my life just because i want to experience at least what drugs are like you know i watch

00:20:44.940 movie scenes of people tripping out and i have no idea what it's like shooting till like four

00:20:52.400 uh shit yeah i mean can't say it on the podcast but you want to eat mushroom pizza

00:21:03.180 sure okay let's go get pizza tomorrow all right but but the reason why i want to and i just want

00:21:10.580 do it once it's legal in a lot of places now yeah yeah it is and it's it's natural and it makes you

00:21:17.120 think from a newborn baby's perspective i've heard with the clear mind and i i just want to like do

00:21:22.200 it and just write down everything i think about and i feel like i'll learn a lot about myself

00:21:27.500 because it's it's a bigger version of that cabin cleanse trip you know i'll just i'll learn more

00:21:34.800 about myself that's cool i'm surprised you didn't tell me what did uh phil and alejandro what did

00:21:38.660 they how did they react to that trip so this is like a week after lake tahoe or like two weeks

00:21:43.580 after i think so yeah maybe three y'all were fighting a lot like you got in arguments for

00:21:49.240 they they definitely fought a lot yeah yeah yeah they they i mean they they've known each other

00:21:54.040 for years so yeah they fight a lot how long have you known them you have a podcast with them now

00:21:59.540 um for about the pull out podcast yeah yeah uh i've known them for about three years i don't

00:22:06.840 know I feel like Alejandro has so much ego and he always thinks he's already perfect he doesn't

00:22:12.380 need to change he's already you know built his self-improvement up to the max yeah so after the

00:22:19.040 trip he's just like oh I mean I was already great and he's always like that maybe he doesn't really

00:22:25.840 believe that but he's putting on an act because he's with his friends like that that's how men

00:22:29.360 react a lot of times like men have can't really yeah men can't put their guard down around other

00:22:34.920 men uh-huh they don't want to seem weak but he has a weird ego because most other people their

00:22:41.360 ego is like i don't know how to explain it his ego is like a cartoon character because he doesn't

00:22:48.220 get mad at all i feel like people with the ego get get mad yeah i don't really see he's never

00:22:53.040 been mad at all i've never seen him ever been mad did i say that wrong no you said that right

00:22:58.240 it's funny to imagine that someone's never been mad before i've no i'm serious i've never seen

00:23:02.660 i try to think of when he's been mad i can't think of one time isn't it hard to picture someone mad

00:23:07.600 that uh says that they get mad and you've never seen him that way like i can't even imagine what

00:23:12.460 he would look i can't imagine you mad i've never even i don't get mad either that's crazy

00:23:15.760 yeah she said maria told me like a couple days ago she's like i get you have an anger problem

00:23:21.860 she said you no she does oh never like look like half of your faces you know i mean like i can't

00:23:27.100 imagine she said she has a temper problem like when people try her in public she's violent i

00:23:32.040 can't even picture that huh what was your name again maria nice to meet you yeah you've met why

00:23:39.740 don't you get mad like well i'm curious i don't know every day i don't know i mean i'm naturally

00:23:44.440 a shy person so maybe that has something to do with it but you think you're you're an introvert

00:23:50.260 yeah of course i used to that doesn't make any fucking sense you just hosted a meet up like a

00:23:55.900 snowball fight in washington square park and had like mad people come follow you i'm real good at

00:23:59.300 faking it so this whole day like okay to give context we spent the whole day like walking

00:24:03.520 around having a snowball fight with a bunch of random like steezy fans like all day like mobbing

00:24:07.660 from wash square to time square and you were leading the pack you know what i mean like we

00:24:11.100 didn't even have that much of a oh well of course i'm nervous like you were in your head there's a

00:24:14.640 lot of pauses and i think oh shit what do we do next i just have people standing here doing

00:24:18.780 nothing oh let me think oh let's build a snowman i think a real introvert would not even be there

00:24:23.460 i think they just i'm just really good at controlling it i know introverts because i

00:24:27.560 used to in middle school i used to not even talk like y'all used to be one of the kids that don't

00:24:31.920 talk at all to nobody except teachers because i'm just too shy you were the teacher you were sitting

00:24:37.260 with the teachers at lunch yeah well not sitting with my lunch but yeah i just don't talk huh who

00:24:43.860 are you sitting with that lunch uh usually every day i would switch with different people um or

00:24:50.320 i'll just sit by myself just because i'm mixed so i don't really know where to go same shit bro

00:24:54.880 the lunch table at high school is so racially even i went to a small school it's fucking the

00:25:00.220 white table the asian table and the black table it's like a fucking same and i would every day i

00:25:04.680 would sit at a new table yeah yeah the same experience the asians was like but they don't

00:25:09.720 speak in chinese why is that why why do we why do we switch why don't we just stay with one

00:25:14.520 because we're not one i just thought that was so weird like looking back on it why why why was i

00:25:20.640 switching around the last year of high school that's when i just started sitting by myself

00:25:23.940 just because senior years people started pissing me off i was like these people do not focus on

00:25:28.600 their career or anything yeah you know these people um elevated you started thinking about

00:25:34.060 not to just not to talk bad about them but you know my mind was somewhere else you were thinking

00:25:40.360 in la there was you know in the last year yeah the last year of high school i started bringing

00:25:44.380 my computer and i would edit videos in class in the cafeteria yeah and i just started becoming

00:25:49.460 so distant from people i was editing and like writing video ideas in class and like i would

00:25:53.620 skip i would like go to the bathroom to take a shit and then just edit in my room and then come

00:25:57.460 back to class editing your room yeah well like i would leave say like i gotta go to take a shit

00:26:01.400 and then what do you mean your room like at college your dorm room oh i really go back to

00:26:05.920 my apartment sometimes wow it was close enough to the building or like if i forget i rendered

00:26:09.720 something wrong run back like get my that's crazy yeah during and then sit back down nothing

00:26:14.480 happen wow yeah it feels like you have one foot in one universe another foot another one exactly

00:26:21.180 especially when nobody knows about your channel like you're walking around like yeah all this

00:26:24.840 stuff and they have no idea yeah it is like it's like you're i carly basically you have a hannah

00:26:30.200 montana self and a and the miley cyrus version for school i carly the same you know what i mean

00:26:37.060 you live the best of both world or whatever the fuck one time i edit i was editing a video at

00:26:44.840 school and my computer died right after i rendered it so i couldn't upload it and i wanted it to go

00:26:49.520 up that day so i luckily i was editing on an external drive unplugged it found somebody with

00:26:55.320 a usbc to usb converter plugged it in one of the computer i snuck into the computer lab

00:27:01.420 plugged into the computer and uploaded it from there and it took like five hours

00:27:06.220 why didn't you just go home no it was high school yeah my high school is like a 20 minute drive away

00:27:13.160 and i don't drive bus i could have taken the bus but you could have got a ride from somebody home

00:27:20.340 real quick like you slide you it's i did start taking the bus downtown in the middle school

00:27:24.780 during lunch i started just walking off campus and i'll just go downtown and like hang out with

00:27:29.220 joseph costello he was the first youtuber i met is he still like he sounds familiar you

00:27:33.840 talked about him before is he still he was like my mentor it's in your story um yeah like

00:27:39.160 snowball fights all day i'm exhausted been in the dude today was cold as fuck i can handle the cold

00:27:46.460 it's just today snowballs got like in my shirt and basically my whole body got wet and you know

00:27:54.080 being wet and in the cold not a good combination bro you saw me shivering yeah you were in time

00:28:00.020 square how you feeling you're feeling nauseous you feeling like a headache how you doing

00:28:03.460 oh also there's also the subway doors closed on my head what the fuck and that shit hurt bro

00:28:09.740 how did you let that happen that shit hurt i didn't think it was gonna hurt that bad

00:28:15.080 yeah no i did i did on purpose

00:28:17.120 bro the those doors are strong as fuck imagine your head got caught in there

00:28:24.880 if i what if your head got caught in there oh that would have been bad

00:28:28.560 wait so what you let it close on you or you you smash your head into it no like i put my head in

00:28:32.800 between and i let it close everybody was staring at me i was like don't worry people i'm just

00:28:38.980 testing the doors they work yeah but it's always something it definitely it definitely hurt you

00:28:45.340 probably have i felt it for like five minutes yeah that would hurt that would hurt oh i think

00:28:49.900 i already told you the video of the guy who's falling asleep his head's hanging out of the

00:28:53.740 subway it closes on him and he wakes up like this it's the funniest shit ever uh yeah new york

00:29:01.440 it's on youtube it's so funny i can only be here last time yeah you had covid you had like now

00:29:07.680 you're just like sleepy and concussed well i wouldn't say i'm sleepy i like to not get that

00:29:12.740 much sleep oh the past the past month i've been doing this new thing i don't sleep for

00:29:20.460 i don't sleep the whole night anymore i stay up till every month no actually i stay up till like

00:29:27.080 6 p.m and i fall asleep for like three hours and i'll wake up at what's six plus three nine

00:29:33.900 and then i'll i'll stay up from 9 p.m to like you really had to do that out loud

00:29:40.780 i'll stay up from nine to like 10 a.m or 9 a.m and then i'll sleep for another three hours

00:29:50.240 and i basically take three three-hour naps throughout you know the 24-hour cycle yeah

00:29:56.340 and and people do that it's i forgot what it's called intermittent sleeping i think so

00:30:00.720 i just made that up oh well then probably not oh yeah go ahead

00:30:06.040 that's okay um and he yeah people do that uh and it makes you more productive and it made me

00:30:17.820 way more productive so because when i'm tired i work more i don't don't know why you work more

00:30:23.800 on what you don't film do you well not not just editing of course there's a lot more like you

00:30:28.420 know emailing with the merch company thinking new ideas trying to recreate the store and like

00:30:33.420 the shopping agreement with the production company and then this whole other thing of like you know

00:30:38.480 uh of brands that's another one of my goals one of my new goals i want to cut off brands completely

00:30:44.540 i don't want to work with any more sponsorships really and i want to build up merch to like 100k

00:30:51.220 a month which is possible but it just takes time to to put because you make more money off of merch

00:30:58.040 when you have more products on your store what do you want to do with 100k a month i'm i've been

00:31:04.140 i'm really bad with money something i'm realizing yeah like i i'm very impulsive and it goes quick

00:31:10.440 i gamble like um gamestop i put in like 8 000 for no reason and then lost it all really yeah i lost

00:31:18.020 i lost 8 000 in that for no reason like it just impulses it was like 4 a.m and i couldn't sleep

00:31:22.160 and i just did it like i made a fidelity account that night okay first off you don't want to invest

00:31:26.760 after hours yeah you want to know what the price is exactly because i bought it at 190 and it

00:31:31.180 doubled up at 380 the next morning um i didn't know that and like i wasn't even i'm good at

00:31:36.500 crypto and stuff but i was still like new i didn't i had robin hood and so i got everything out after

00:31:40.280 what happened and i put everything in fidelity and just didn't know what i was doing that's like

00:31:43.740 an eight thousand dollar horny text yeah exactly yeah i'm really bad with shit like that but but

00:31:49.020 other than that like it goes fast and you don't even do you even do that much i've been like

00:31:53.700 flying a lot i waste a lot of money in like the club and stuff like that it kind of seems like

00:31:58.280 it just kind of goes to nothing like what do you spend hugs yeah i'm buying a lot of weed i buy a

00:32:02.740 lot of spending like a thousand on weed uh i'll probably spend like three thousand a year on weed

00:32:09.820 that's a lot damn at least two thousand at least two thousand yeah huh you don't do anything for

00:32:17.000 like what's your you're completely sober you do this weird sleep thing you don't drink soda you

00:32:21.600 take trips on to cabins you you spend only your money on props you know i mean you go to couples

00:32:27.020 therapy with your boys like your your folk you know i mean like what do you do for what's your

00:32:31.460 recreational activity how do you blow off steam

00:32:38.860 surfing skating which i don't even do that much yeah so you want to i've been surfing a lot

00:32:49.860 but oh you went to big sir recently too right that place is dope that's one but i just went

00:32:54.620 through to film a video all of that was work surfing you probably filmed too right

00:32:58.940 so yeah what do you do off camera well what's this what's isaiah shepard to the steezy kane

00:33:05.080 what's your miley cyrus to hannah montana uh

00:33:08.400 bro i don't know i think just stressing just what stressing stressing yeah

00:33:17.080 i'm just stressing about like about the next thing yeah next thing you don't even play video

00:33:23.180 games where do i want to take my career and stuff i don't play video games i used to be

00:33:27.120 obsessed with gta you watch porn no you don't even fucking watch and i'm not saying i don't watch it

00:33:32.180 because i want people to think that i don't watch it but i actually don't just because it's not

00:33:35.360 completely i believe you it's not it's not good for your brain yeah because you're tricking your

00:33:39.020 brain into thinking you're getting all this pussy when it's not yeah you just dopamine yeah it's

00:33:43.040 bad everyone knows it yeah but you're really not doing anything to uh i mean don't get me wrong i

00:33:51.220 jack off yeah but like because when people say when i when i say i don't watch porn it might

00:33:56.260 seem like i'm saying don't jack off but other than that besides jack it off what's your dopamine

00:34:03.460 release um you go fast in the car you don't even have like a fast in the car you don't even speed

00:34:11.880 or nothing uh i do but just normal like 80 miles per hour not much you're not switching lanes and

00:34:18.160 shit you know bro what's my uh come on man huh if you can't think of it you don't have it yeah

00:34:25.200 you ain't got it that's like the biggest disconnect i have from other youtubers

00:34:28.340 i just don't i don't relate to that at all

00:34:31.560 i got nothing bro how do you stay that focus on one thing like you don't you don't ever like lose

00:34:41.100 i mean don't don't get me wrong i lose focus you don't fall off the wagon i'll procrastinate

00:34:46.700 oh you probably watch youtube videos and stuff you know like what do you do when you're

00:34:52.200 procrastinating i usually just like sit on my bed and just like stare what the fuck is wrong with

00:34:59.040 you you're psych stare to an abyss or or i'll just like scroll on instagram but i'm scrolling

00:35:04.900 through like posts that i've already seen and i'm like mindlessly i don't know what i'm doing i'm

00:35:09.320 just i'm more enjoying laying on my bed and i'm like i'll waste a lot of time doing that it's more

00:35:16.360 like when i wake up and i don't want to get out of bed yeah and your brain's still like dull from

00:35:20.600 fuck dude you make me feel weird i don't know what the fuck i do for fun yeah i don't know

00:35:25.960 that's not weird you just focus like i'm telling a lot of youtubers i know are like that i wouldn't

00:35:30.780 say i'm focused though you clearly are that's like i'm focused but i lose i lose focus a lot

00:35:37.500 at least i feel like i do and i need to do better i i noticed like when people are like

00:35:42.960 seem like they're doing good there's always something like i saw this like obviously

00:35:47.400 elon musk how do you think he's doing he's doing amazing obviously but i saw this interview with

00:35:53.520 him i think he has i think he has like he struggles with being happy yeah yeah i saw this

00:35:57.140 interview with him and the interviewer was asking what was your reaction when neil armstrong and

00:36:01.980 all this people astronauts said that they didn't believe in spacex and his response to it was so

00:36:07.740 depressing what he said he was just saying like oh yeah i was upset i admit that that was not

00:36:13.040 fun to see and you could see him start to tear up and it was like holy shit even at the top top

00:36:18.760 like demons i think it's good you know he's being honest he's letting uh he's being vulnerable

00:36:27.280 and like a serious moment yeah but but that's what will make you happy if you realize no matter

00:36:33.600 how successful you are you're gonna be always that's how the brain works it's a problem solving

00:36:38.760 yeah organ or whatever

00:36:41.360 organ

00:36:43.080 it's an organ yeah I guess

00:36:44.780 what's 6 plus 3

00:36:47.000 9

00:36:48.280 just cause that was the same

00:36:51.440 exact thing that I solved earlier so it's just

00:36:53.540 memory

00:36:53.880 ask me another one

00:36:56.620 what's 5 plus 6

00:36:57.680 11 ask me a multiplication

00:37:00.880 what's 5 times 6

00:37:02.400 60

00:37:05.080 fuck

00:37:06.660 hold on why did i say 60 fuck hold on you put me on the spot fucking 30 30 30 yeah you uh

00:37:16.360 you make me want to be more focused i'm gonna i'm gonna work on that for show for show thanks

00:37:22.820 and you make me want to have more fun activities i feel like a robot i feel like a robot after this

00:37:29.980 well maybe that's a good elon musk is a robot look where he's at you know you need to be a robot to

00:37:35.300 be like be business savvy you need it's kind of robotic like trying to climb climb the ladder in

00:37:39.400 capitalism you got to be a robot you can't really have a whole lot of fun times you got to be focused

00:37:45.640 on one thing to like to have a successful business you need to be fully focused on it you can't be

00:37:51.040 any doubt it needs to be you need to be fully invested all in it's the only way to make anything

00:37:54.580 successful or maybe like i don't know i have fun when i do it what do you mean like when i'm

00:38:00.580 i'm wasting money and you know just doing what i want and not and fucking off it's fun i'm enjoying

00:38:08.800 it yeah it's uh down the long road it's probably not the smartest investment but i enjoy it yeah

00:38:15.120 i mean that could be another one like trips but then again uh trips are fun for me but every time

00:38:21.060 i go on a trip i make it work video yeah yeah like this new york trip is fun just to be in a

00:38:26.460 different location different weather what you think you like the you're fucking with the snow

00:38:30.200 i'm ready to get i love it again i love you love snow just because i never had it as a kid

00:38:35.380 texas go back to texas right now then but everything's the power's out too much snow

00:38:41.460 yeah too much snow you know three inches of snow is cool 10 inches is not so much why do you love

00:38:47.740 it it's like fluffy and miserable and cold it's just different growing growing up in texas it

00:38:52.860 snowed twice when i was little and it's like this much of snow on the ground and then it goes away

00:38:58.060 in the morning when the sun comes out you spent like a good 40 minutes building a snowman in

00:39:02.240 washington square park today that shit is fun yeah i've never seen you like that zoned in

00:39:06.240 i was zoned in you were you i was focused yeah you didn't even look up for 40 minutes straight

00:39:12.820 making that snowman there's not it doesn't feel like there's many creatives here uh even when

00:39:18.320 like i put out a craigslist ad before i fly out to places to look for filmers yeah and you didn't

00:39:24.120 get any responses no i did but it i'm just seeing their work it it all it all seemed like rap music

00:39:32.400 videos and i was expecting to see some creators didn't see like one because usually i get creators

00:39:38.260 who like have their own platform yeah there's just not a whole lot of there's not a big youtube scene

00:39:42.340 here at all it's so weird there is none actually so weird atlanta you're the only one there's a

00:39:47.100 huge youtube scene in atlanta i went to a house party like it was like a whole house party full

00:39:51.540 of youtubers and they all treat it like a hustle they all treat it like they're like the drug

00:39:55.880 dealing it felt like the same energy being around a group of scammers or something like that bro i

00:39:59.680 swear you're like the only one in new york of course of course there's more but like if you

00:40:04.300 ask i don't know if you ask any group of people like hey who do you who's your favorite youtubers

00:40:10.600 from new york your name comes up you're like you're the only one so maybe i shouldn't leave

00:40:15.700 i should stay here yeah you're in this awkward thing like it's bad to be here if you're doing

00:40:21.500 youtube but also you want to conquer it yeah there's two guys on the bronx phantom and kai

00:40:26.660 i don't know if you know them um they're amp they're from the bronx no i don't know that's it

00:40:32.800 other than that like i don't know anyone else coming out of here it's so weird it's just like

00:40:36.360 like influencer content you know what i mean like makeup tutorials yeah but there's not like

00:40:40.500 creators is there's nothing we need to change we need like another 1969 like a summer of lsd and

00:40:46.380 just rolling around 2016 and 2018 were the best summers i remember people are being nostalgic

00:40:53.460 for 2016 it was a good summer but like at the same time people hated that year too at the time but

00:40:58.940 yeah bro like there was someone started a subreddit called fuck 2016 and at the end of the

00:41:02.520 it was like the biggest subreddit of the day at the end of the year and i remember everyone's

00:41:05.600 talking about the celebrities that died trump getting elected harambe all that and now people

00:41:10.240 like oh take me back like pick you know what would be crazy five years from now we'll probably be

00:41:14.620 nostalgic of 2020 no we won't no there's no we will and we will i guarantee you people are going

00:41:19.960 to show up to parties with masks on and gloves yeah yeah exactly like people are going to look

00:41:24.400 back and go like wow that life we were living was so cute i don't think so five years now

00:41:30.420 masks you know social distancing maybe maybe like 50 years there's no way in five years we're going

00:41:36.860 to be thinking this shit is cute no way i guarantee you no i guarantee you take me back

00:41:42.840 the instagram what would they post like a picture of them in their apartment take me back

00:41:48.040 standing still in their pajamas next to a blank wall come on man there's no there's nothing to

00:41:57.140 reminisce about we didn't do shit please you know like someone play back this clip like in five years

00:42:02.600 we'll see if this shit is true if there is watch me be at one of those dumb ass parties and then

00:42:07.180 i'll leave my own words fuck it all right cz you got any final words small dick big dreams

00:42:11.060 anything to promote anything uh small dick big dreams um check out my podcast pull out podcast

00:42:20.240 take calculated risks i'm gonna see that for my next ig caption take calculated risks yeah yeah

00:42:26.700 can i get a group bow but that was nice and yeah i try to make it deep i appreciate that peace

SHNEAKO - March 09, 2021

How to Sustain the Clout Life - Steezy Kane and SNEAKO

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