SNEAKO - I Don't Care About Anything Anymore

00:00:00.420 One take, what up, Patreon?

00:00:02.720 Stuff on my mind.

00:00:04.300 Literally gonna one take this and just try to

00:00:06.060 get it on camera because I don't

00:00:08.860 yeah, I don't

00:00:10.040 fucking care about anything anymore, yo.

00:00:12.700 I don't want to make this like

00:00:13.980 a therapy session, but I mean, that is kind of what

00:00:16.060 my commentaries are like.

00:00:18.300 It's just, fuck, I don't

00:00:20.100 care about anything.

00:00:21.820 I was listening to Tim Dillon's podcast

00:00:23.820 yesterday, and he's talking about

00:00:26.020 there's a certain nihilism with Gen Z

00:00:28.540 because we've seen

00:00:29.660 so many systems

00:00:31.100 lie and collapse and

00:00:33.580 just prove that they're

00:00:36.340 that they're all

00:00:37.980 fraudulent. We've seen a lot

00:00:39.840 our generation has seen a lot of that happen over and over

00:00:41.900 I mean, you could say that for previous generations, but

00:00:43.940 they've had a little more stability, but

00:00:46.120 just everything is

00:00:46.840 like

00:00:47.980 I don't know, can anyone relate to this? Like, does anyone think

00:00:52.000 that everything is bullshit?

00:00:53.640 Like, I literally believe in nothing.

00:00:56.280 And I guess the best thing

00:00:58.280 to put my faith in would be

00:00:59.920 with the people, but

00:01:01.580 like

00:01:03.960 there's just part of me that thinks that

00:01:06.960 like, it's just hopeless

00:01:08.340 that there's no point in

00:01:09.260 putting my faith in the people

00:01:10.800 because people

00:01:11.440 there's too many of us.

00:01:13.260 We're not going to change in like

00:01:14.340 how much effect can one person really have

00:01:17.700 the correct solution would be to think bigger

00:01:21.200 and to

00:01:22.440 be like, okay, I'm

00:01:23.860 I should be the person to make people think differently

00:01:26.780 I should be the person to

00:01:28.360 to bring unity or whatever, but

00:01:30.780 I'm not fucking Martin Luther King

00:01:32.660 I'm a YouTuber

00:01:33.360 at the same time

00:01:35.760 I got to think bigger than that

00:01:36.960 and I'm struggling with this

00:01:39.300 I'm struggling with this because

00:01:43.600 like, I've done everything that I wanted to do

00:01:47.600 when I was 14, 15

00:01:48.680 if you've been watching me

00:01:49.640 back in the Afro days

00:01:50.980 or even before that in the Call of Duty

00:01:52.260 like gaming days

00:01:53.040 I talked about everything that I wanted to do

00:01:55.620 like I wanted to be doing

00:01:56.860 I wanted to be living in New York City

00:01:58.880 with my own place

00:01:59.620 like being a successful YouTuber

00:02:01.600 self-sustainable

00:02:02.500 I didn't want to be in school

00:02:03.620 I didn't want to have a job

00:02:04.560 I wanted to be doing stand-up comedy

00:02:06.120 and I'm

00:02:07.620 like, I'm doing it

00:02:08.780 I'm doing it

00:02:09.680 I'm not really doing stand-up

00:02:10.780 as much as I had initially wanted to

00:02:12.380 but I

00:02:12.660 recently I've kind of fell out of love with it

00:02:15.300 because it's just like

00:02:15.960 I don't know

00:02:16.240 I've been going to a lot of shows

00:02:17.320 and it's always just like the same

00:02:18.680 bullshit dick jokes

00:02:20.860 and you know

00:02:21.500 it just seems kind of corny recently

00:02:23.120 and there's not a lot

00:02:24.300 enough thought-provoking

00:02:25.340 stand-up

00:02:26.960 like even

00:02:27.340 Chappelle

00:02:28.320 with his last special

00:02:29.400 let's just talk about trans people

00:02:30.460 and it seems like

00:02:31.720 they're just aiming for

00:02:32.520 they're trying to be

00:02:33.960 thought-provoking

00:02:35.520 but it's just

00:02:35.980 mostly controversial

00:02:38.740 for the sake of being controversial

00:02:40.500 in my opinion

00:02:41.140 and so I'm losing

00:02:43.020 like

00:02:43.440 for example

00:02:44.300 like last year

00:02:44.980 I made this video called

00:02:45.840 Who I Voted For

00:02:46.600 and I made this

00:02:48.080 statement at the end

00:02:49.080 like

00:02:49.340 it made no sense to me

00:02:51.740 why people were celebrating

00:02:52.660 so much that Trump was gone

00:02:53.860 because no matter like

00:02:54.640 I understand why

00:02:56.180 because everyone's so left-leaning

00:02:57.220 you know

00:02:57.440 he's racist

00:02:58.060 blah blah blah

00:02:58.580 I'm like alright

00:02:59.160 nothing is gonna change

00:03:00.200 you're disillusioned

00:03:02.540 you just like believe

00:03:03.200 what the media tells you

00:03:04.080 he's racist

00:03:05.160 like okay whatever

00:03:06.380 like what

00:03:07.560 I said

00:03:08.100 your daily life

00:03:09.100 is not gonna change at all

00:03:10.220 with Trump being out of office

00:03:11.420 we even

00:03:12.120 we had Trump during COVID

00:03:13.320 like you guys

00:03:13.780 and

00:03:14.420 with nothing

00:03:15.940 literally nothing has changed

00:03:17.300 nothing has changed

00:03:18.380 we got the black vice president

00:03:20.460 nothing

00:03:20.780 she's the worst bro

00:03:22.160 have you even seen

00:03:23.620 Biden have a speech

00:03:24.580 it's like the president

00:03:25.940 doesn't matter at all

00:03:27.060 and that's just like

00:03:28.240 one example of what

00:03:29.200 I'm talking about

00:03:29.760 like nothing

00:03:30.540 I just have a hard time

00:03:33.240 putting my faith in anything

00:03:34.220 because I just

00:03:34.620 I can't be convinced

00:03:36.680 that anything matters

00:03:38.240 I went to church

00:03:40.000 I went to church last week

00:03:41.420 it was my girlfriend's

00:03:42.680 her great grandmother's memorial

00:03:44.440 it was my first time

00:03:45.060 in a Catholic church

00:03:45.820 I grew up like

00:03:47.040 going to Catholic church

00:03:47.780 and it was kind of cool

00:03:49.140 like being able to like

00:03:50.420 do the pew

00:03:51.000 and immediately

00:03:51.500 I did the sign of the cross

00:03:52.600 like it's all memory for me

00:03:53.960 but

00:03:55.060 I don't know

00:03:57.500 even that

00:03:58.120 I just

00:03:58.400 I see the people praying

00:03:59.520 and like with their rosaries

00:04:00.560 and it's just

00:04:02.020 I can tell like

00:04:02.720 they really need this

00:04:03.700 like they're going through

00:04:04.600 like I see these women

00:04:06.100 these old ladies

00:04:06.960 like clutching a rosary

00:04:08.320 and praying

00:04:08.800 and it's like

00:04:10.720 I can just see their life

00:04:12.520 like I know that

00:04:13.700 you know

00:04:14.220 they probably have sick family

00:04:15.260 and stuff like that

00:04:16.080 and they're

00:04:16.460 you know

00:04:16.720 family that's struggling

00:04:18.140 and this is their

00:04:18.860 this is their way to cope

00:04:20.100 with the pain in their life

00:04:22.400 but it's hard for me

00:04:23.700 to see it as any other way

00:04:24.760 any other

00:04:25.380 anything else

00:04:27.000 than just coping

00:04:27.900 like it's helpful

00:04:31.360 it's good

00:04:31.880 like it's a good thing

00:04:32.900 besides the homophobia

00:04:33.780 but

00:04:34.560 it's hard for me

00:04:36.540 to believe in that

00:04:37.140 because I just

00:04:37.480 I know

00:04:38.020 I know it exists

00:04:40.180 just because

00:04:40.740 it helps people deal

00:04:42.060 with their daily

00:04:42.640 existential crisis

00:04:43.520 it helps them

00:04:44.860 keep going

00:04:45.840 and have belief

00:04:46.460 and so it's hard for me

00:04:47.580 to attach myself

00:04:48.440 to anything

00:04:48.880 because

00:04:49.280 I just

00:04:50.540 I think of all of it

00:04:51.780 as coping

00:04:52.500 and

00:04:53.640 any system

00:04:54.640 is just

00:04:54.960 I think believing in anything

00:04:56.700 is just bullshit

00:04:57.580 and that's a dark thought

00:05:01.120 and like

00:05:01.560 it's very nihilistic

00:05:02.660 but I think a lot of people

00:05:03.800 in my generation

00:05:04.440 I don't know

00:05:05.820 I don't know

00:05:07.000 I've been

00:05:07.280 I'm just leaving the boxing gym

00:05:08.940 right now

00:05:09.340 and that's like one thing

00:05:11.860 that really helps me

00:05:12.820 get my head in the right place

00:05:15.220 like punching stuff

00:05:16.180 exercising

00:05:17.220 you know

00:05:18.300 tons of motion

00:05:19.280 being exhausted

00:05:20.040 really helps me stop

00:05:21.500 thinking about that stuff

00:05:22.360 and I like the community

00:05:23.780 aspect of it

00:05:24.460 because

00:05:24.760 it's a free program

00:05:26.400 the gym I go to now

00:05:27.260 it's run by the NYPD

00:05:28.240 yeah I train with cops

00:05:30.360 you can call me police

00:05:31.980 whatever

00:05:32.240 but it's meant

00:05:33.340 it's free for like

00:05:34.180 kids 8 to 21

00:05:35.060 I'm 23 so I lied

00:05:36.180 they know I'm lying

00:05:37.120 but

00:05:37.360 like every day

00:05:39.180 I've been bringing up

00:05:39.720 like mad Gatorades

00:05:40.880 for everybody

00:05:41.540 and that feels good

00:05:43.100 like contributing to something

00:05:44.280 like you know

00:05:44.800 everybody says thank you

00:05:46.280 when I come in

00:05:46.840 everybody fist bumps

00:05:47.640 there's lots of respect

00:05:48.760 for a place with fighting

00:05:51.160 there's a lot of respect in there

00:05:52.520 and I like contributing to that

00:05:54.080 like that feels like I'm

00:05:55.260 I don't know

00:05:56.480 I like doing good

00:05:57.900 like seeing these kids

00:05:59.060 that otherwise would be

00:06:00.500 in the streets

00:06:01.060 seeing them like

00:06:02.200 focus on something like boxing

00:06:03.280 like something positive

00:06:04.160 and seeing them get

00:06:05.240 like kids who are like 12

00:06:06.880 way better than me

00:06:07.760 who could probably beat the fuck out of me

00:06:09.120 it's really

00:06:09.820 it's inspiring to see

00:06:10.860 so I guess like

00:06:12.940 humans really need community

00:06:14.240 like we need to be a part of something

00:06:15.780 a lot of people have church

00:06:17.760 and they have like

00:06:18.600 their political groups

00:06:19.480 and whatever

00:06:20.280 but

00:06:20.560 and I think a lot of you agree

00:06:23.040 that's why you watch my videos

00:06:24.420 like

00:06:24.620 all politics is bullshit

00:06:26.120 like anything

00:06:27.440 like any belief

00:06:28.340 and

00:06:29.120 that's all bullshit

00:06:31.600 I

00:06:31.820 I guess

00:06:32.660 I you know

00:06:33.040 this morning

00:06:33.480 I was

00:06:33.760 I dropped off Maria

00:06:34.580 at the train station

00:06:35.120 I saw these people

00:06:36.200 with the booth outside

00:06:37.180 you know

00:06:38.020 giving out pamphlets

00:06:39.020 for sustainability

00:06:39.700 and I want

00:06:41.760 it was early in the morning

00:06:42.980 I never wake up this early

00:06:43.740 I'm like

00:06:43.940 should I just take a pamphlet

00:06:45.060 and make them feel better

00:06:45.800 and make them feel like

00:06:46.780 they're doing something good

00:06:47.560 I'm like nah

00:06:48.420 because I was

00:06:49.540 I didn't like

00:06:50.140 what am I going to do

00:06:50.840 with the pamphlet

00:06:51.260 I'm not going to change

00:06:52.000 my mind on sustainability

00:06:52.820 I'm probably not going to

00:06:54.000 do anything different

00:06:54.660 you know

00:06:55.120 I'm not in nature

00:06:56.000 but it would just be

00:06:57.200 so that they feel like

00:06:58.040 they're doing something good

00:06:59.000 you know

00:06:59.640 so that they feel like

00:07:00.660 they're contributing

00:07:01.200 but yeah

00:07:06.520 we really do need

00:07:08.240 to be a part

00:07:09.220 of a community

00:07:09.820 and

00:07:10.460 it seems like

00:07:11.580 they're trying to

00:07:11.920 take it away

00:07:12.460 more and more

00:07:13.240 with

00:07:14.480 you know

00:07:15.240 social distancing

00:07:16.020 stay inside

00:07:17.000 people are more scared

00:07:18.460 people are like

00:07:19.140 putting masks on

00:07:19.960 and everything

00:07:20.340 even with the vaccine

00:07:21.060 booster shot

00:07:21.800 like stay away from me

00:07:23.220 oh because of COVID

00:07:24.440 I'm not going to see my family

00:07:26.540 this Thanksgiving

00:07:27.140 it's like

00:07:27.500 they're trying to

00:07:29.260 separate us

00:07:30.060 in my opinion

00:07:30.940 I think that they're

00:07:31.640 trying to divide us more

00:07:32.500 and we really do need

00:07:33.380 community

00:07:33.760 and the world is

00:07:34.880 obviously going more

00:07:35.920 and more online

00:07:36.700 people talk about

00:07:38.020 the metaverse

00:07:38.560 and everything

00:07:38.960 we're getting closer

00:07:39.920 and closer to like

00:07:40.640 a WALL-E type universe

00:07:41.860 so it's

00:07:44.360 I'm trying to find

00:07:46.060 a type of community

00:07:46.880 in a world like this

00:07:48.620 and I guess

00:07:49.160 it has to be online

00:07:51.000 it's right in front of me

00:07:52.300 like this

00:07:52.800 the community with Patreon

00:07:54.200 with YouTube

00:07:54.780 you know

00:07:55.520 I have a community there

00:07:56.520 and I'm

00:07:56.820 I'm realizing that

00:07:58.620 I think too selfishly

00:08:00.140 like

00:08:00.400 this is kind of

00:08:02.680 sounding like therapy

00:08:03.460 but you know

00:08:04.340 I'm

00:08:05.380 I'm realizing

00:08:06.920 because like

00:08:07.540 my main channel

00:08:08.680 is not doing as well anymore

00:08:10.160 my second channel

00:08:11.100 is doing really well

00:08:12.000 but

00:08:12.220 like I'm kind of

00:08:13.700 losing touch

00:08:14.560 with my main channel

00:08:16.120 I think because

00:08:16.900 I'm focusing too much

00:08:18.200 on people

00:08:18.780 other people's approval

00:08:19.740 rather than

00:08:20.500 trying to connect

00:08:22.160 with people

00:08:22.680 and I'm thinking too much

00:08:24.080 about like

00:08:24.480 as I get closer

00:08:25.040 to a million subscribers

00:08:25.940 I'm thinking

00:08:26.160 how do I get to a million

00:08:26.800 and the numbers

00:08:27.760 are getting to my head

00:08:28.500 and it's

00:08:28.860 I'm losing

00:08:29.800 ironically my last video

00:08:31.480 was called

00:08:31.900 the death of empathy

00:08:32.800 but even me

00:08:33.620 like I'm

00:08:34.080 losing that

00:08:35.560 that empathy

00:08:36.300 you know

00:08:36.840 there's a lot of things

00:08:38.060 that I want to talk about

00:08:38.820 but I don't

00:08:39.260 because so many people

00:08:40.020 I know watch my videos

00:08:41.220 and so

00:08:42.360 I'm just

00:08:42.920 I'm low-key

00:08:43.980 hitting a wall right now

00:08:44.980 and I'm trying to

00:08:45.980 find my way out of it

00:08:47.440 and

00:08:47.640 turn it into

00:08:49.140 something positive again

00:08:51.080 because it's

00:08:51.880 it's bringing a lot of

00:08:53.060 negativity

00:08:53.800 to my head

00:08:54.720 like I would just be

00:08:55.380 looking at YouTube

00:08:56.500 and comparing myself

00:08:57.480 to other people

00:08:58.000 and looking at the numbers

00:08:58.920 and it's just

00:09:00.060 it's not healthy

00:09:00.920 yeah let me

00:09:07.520 talk to me in the comments

00:09:08.840 because has anyone

00:09:09.820 been thinking about

00:09:10.740 this kind of thing

00:09:11.240 like I was

00:09:11.680 thinking earlier

00:09:12.480 like I want to do

00:09:12.960 a street interview tomorrow

00:09:13.840 and usually when I do

00:09:15.060 street interviews

00:09:15.480 I talk about stuff

00:09:16.520 that I've been thinking about

00:09:18.200 and all I've been thinking about

00:09:19.480 like is what the fuck

00:09:20.420 really matters

00:09:21.140 what should we believe in

00:09:22.560 what's the point

00:09:23.800 of any of this

00:09:24.700 you know

00:09:26.220 more people

00:09:26.920 like are realizing

00:09:27.960 that jobs are bullshit

00:09:28.920 that any systems

00:09:30.320 like

00:09:30.680 like working at an office

00:09:33.000 and like we're a family

00:09:34.100 we're a family at

00:09:35.760 Kellogg's

00:09:37.600 corporate

00:09:39.100 like we're

00:09:39.720 we're not a family

00:09:41.520 like this is

00:09:42.380 more of us are realizing

00:09:44.700 that okay

00:09:45.040 like let's get money

00:09:45.940 independently

00:09:46.440 let's like invest in crypto

00:09:47.660 let's do NFTs

00:09:48.620 let's try to

00:09:49.340 build an e-commerce business

00:09:50.660 like everyone's

00:09:51.340 trying to make it

00:09:52.900 for themselves

00:09:53.660 but like

00:09:54.040 alright

00:09:54.240 when you get money

00:09:55.480 when you have stability

00:09:56.500 what do we do with it

00:09:57.800 what do I

00:09:58.500 what do I contribute

00:09:59.280 what greater good

00:10:00.220 do I contribute to

00:10:01.160 you know

00:10:02.200 is

00:10:02.620 should I be one of those people

00:10:04.660 with a sustainability booth

00:10:06.820 or am I just

00:10:07.480 am I just doing that

00:10:08.740 so that I feel good about

00:10:10.260 how I'm spending my time

00:10:11.720 am I actually helping

00:10:12.620 Mr. Beast is actually like

00:10:15.360 is actually doing that

00:10:17.120 you know

00:10:17.320 with Team C's

00:10:18.060 and Team Trees

00:10:18.600 he's actually contributing

00:10:19.720 to a greater good

00:10:21.200 at first

00:10:22.000 when he was doing that stuff

00:10:23.020 I'm like

00:10:23.340 alright he's just doing that

00:10:24.160 so that he gets more

00:10:25.020 viewed

00:10:25.900 but it doesn't really matter

00:10:27.000 why someone does that

00:10:28.360 like doing anything good

00:10:29.380 like you shouldn't question that

00:10:32.260 as long as they're doing something good

00:10:33.660 and I've been

00:10:35.020 I've been selfish

00:10:35.980 with my

00:10:36.460 with my platform

00:10:37.260 I've been thinking about it

00:10:38.960 like

00:10:39.260 a lot of times

00:10:40.140 I'm like

00:10:40.380 I'm editing

00:10:40.780 or I'm writing

00:10:41.340 or I'm making a video

00:10:42.160 I'm thinking like

00:10:42.780 alright how do I look cool

00:10:43.940 how do I look cool

00:10:45.240 instead of

00:10:46.500 you know

00:10:47.100 trying to spread truth

00:10:48.240 or trying to make people

00:10:48.900 think in a different way

00:10:49.900 so talk to me in the comments

00:10:52.820 needed to get that

00:10:54.180 off my chest

00:10:54.680 see that was one take

00:10:56.700 I told you

00:10:57.040 that was pretty fucking

00:10:57.680 alright shut up

SNEAKO - November 18, 2021

I Don't Care About Anything Anymore

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