The Comment Section with Drew Afualo

00:00:00.000 i'm getting off the train late at night i will take my shoes off already crazy yeah and then do

00:00:06.300 this like crab walk and laugh the whole way back i'll show you my technique right now nothing makes

00:00:11.860 them leave me alone faster oh and you know what i mean truly the sidewalk parted yeah like like the

00:00:17.160 red sea hey everyone and welcome back to another episode of the comment section show sorry me your

00:00:28.300 fave who cares about me on to the guests today we have the iconic the legendary the hilarious

00:00:33.840 miss k poyer i'm so excited to be here oh girl i'm gagged to have you i'm so excited i was thinking

00:00:41.800 about it the entire month since i got the email girl didn't think about anything else sat in my room

00:00:45.460 yeah honored and privileged to take a space but i am obsessed with you i have to say thank you i

00:00:51.680 didn't want to tell you before the cameras turned on because otherwise it's not real it needs to be

00:00:54.740 right um i think you're fucking hilarious thank you so much i think you're incredible and so funny

00:01:00.400 yeah and after like you and i are moots on tiktok right right right and i literally i was like get

00:01:06.300 that girl in my office get her on the show immediately yeah but i'm so happy to have you i'm happy you're

00:01:12.060 here yeah thank you so much for having me it's been very fun i was hoping i would have more time while

00:01:17.380 i was in la to like do all the la girl stuff right we've been we've been hustling since we've been here

00:01:22.740 but it's been great because you're booked and busy girl very booked and very busy and i've been

00:01:26.980 keeping it a secret i have not been telling them that's true yeah and as far as they're concerned

00:01:31.820 january 19th they're throwing me in the glue factory and it's over they're committing you

00:01:36.680 yeah genuinely yeah but i have stuff up my sleeve i'm not gonna be executed it's fine right it's totally

00:01:43.640 good but i'd love to know more about your lore like how you came into tiktok how you started making

00:01:49.220 videos like what what life was like before this yeah well life before this just like you know how

00:01:56.880 you always have periods where all the bad shit happens at once oh yeah absolutely that's the

00:02:00.840 only time bad shit happens to me right it comes at threes or 10 right whatever and that's kind of

00:02:06.580 where i was at and it was yeah all of that personal stuff um you know like i don't know just anything

00:02:13.380 you can think of you can name it it was there and then covet happened right and so i was no longer

00:02:18.940 like talking to my dad my mom had passed away and i'm like living on my friend's couch and then we get

00:02:25.080 locked down her and i are drinking what are those things the smirnoff ice um rocket pop flavor okay

00:02:33.200 we would drink those every day in finger paint for the entire lockdown and i was like well i don't have

00:02:39.140 any money so yeah i don't have anything to do and i started posting on tiktok and yeah i just i guess

00:02:46.180 got addicted to it i don't know four years later i'm still posting every day that tends to be how

00:02:50.720 it happens huh yeah worms its way in there yeah i have to say like one of the first videos i ever saw

00:02:56.480 of yours was you talking about working at buffalo exchange was it buffalo exchange or plato's it was

00:03:02.960 a place similar i don't know they can sue me okay because i did get fired and i deserve to be fired

00:03:07.480 okay i got fired too and i talk about the nfl all the time girl

00:03:10.320 i just never tell them what happened but like they did fire me that is for fucking sure well i

00:03:16.280 will say the place that fired me they fired me for kind of like a little bit being a bitch and they

00:03:21.240 were right you know i look back in time and i'm like yeah i was not that parts on me yeah i own that

00:03:26.240 yeah and i'll take that that's fine but that video you made about how awful it was working there

00:03:30.680 made me laugh so hard to this day i still go and look for it because i want to show everybody

00:03:35.040 i'm not kidding like and i and my favorite tiktok's like that that make me laugh so hard i have to lock

00:03:39.080 my phone for a little yeah because then i start feel like i'm going insane like i'm laughing like

00:03:42.500 you're here with me and that makes me feel weird yeah so i like i'll favorite them so i can revisit

00:03:46.420 them yeah for sure i haven't found it i've googled it a million times a lot of them they just like

00:03:51.000 disappear into the void and i forget about them too people will mention it to me and i'm like

00:03:54.800 i have i might have lied about that i might have that showed up i don't know you're like well which

00:03:58.960 version of me said that because sometimes i lie yeah there's a couple there's a couple girls who get behind

00:04:02.820 that camera not all of them tell the truth and that's out of my hands when she takes hold that's

00:04:07.760 out of my hands absolutely absolutely i do remember that one though yeah because i remember every single

00:04:13.400 thing i found in those bags that right needles all that it was a nightmare right over the time i got

00:04:18.580 fired i was like you know what this is for the better this is truly well and also the healthiest

00:04:24.640 thing for our relationship is that i never come here again never see any of you again right um and i did

00:04:30.540 also get scammed i was 19 at this time yeah and i got scammed i had a customer come in with two

00:04:36.280 identical clearly fake gucci jackets yeah and he was like well i want to sell these i was like we

00:04:42.640 don't take designer and he was like would you just give me 60 bucks for it and i ran to the bank and got

00:04:47.980 60 dollars by the way also hated the jacket it was so ugly but i was like i'm gonna sell this to the

00:04:53.240 real real yeah and then i was like shouts out the real real yeah oh yeah um yeah and then it just sat

00:05:02.880 in my closet because i was like oh this is so obviously fake yeah what are you doing so now

00:05:07.980 you're two fake gucci jackets up six dollars down oh no one i got one for 60 what a steal yeah

00:05:15.840 yeah love that job though right you know but and how many like what's the worst job you think you've

00:05:23.200 ever had all of them all i don't work yeah customer service is yeah it's something else i don't want to

00:05:29.120 do a day job i just i don't think i will ever like it i finally at one point i got into the office

00:05:34.360 so many girls like the office is gonna save me like that's gonna be what does it is i'm gonna get

00:05:39.600 in the office convince you to love working and i'm gonna be happy right never wanted to shave my head

00:05:44.460 and run around a parking lot more like it was and it was like easy it was fine everyone was so nice

00:05:52.920 to me and i was like no i hate this yeah i hate typing yeah i feel that i i mean i i feel like that

00:05:59.680 too when i worked in service because i was a waitress for like half a second um but that job

00:06:05.980 was the worst job or one of the worst jobs i've ever had yeah but i remember thinking like as a server

00:06:13.000 i remember thinking like i dealt with like two rude people like my second day and then i thought

00:06:18.540 to myself yeah i gotta get out of this job like like yeah the way my attitude is set up like i don't

00:06:24.240 i'm not built for this like i truly am not like i can i cannot imagine i mean and obviously because

00:06:30.200 i you were already like very big when i saw you but the thought of a customer mouthing off to you as

00:06:37.180 their waitress is like genuinely scary you know what i mean like i hope i hope they live and get

00:06:42.180 to go home right and i feel like people who have known me for a very long time and are still in my

00:06:46.260 life now like it's funny because when i first blew up on tiktok my dad's like one of my dad's older

00:06:52.960 brothers my uncle he was like talking to my dad about it and mind you my uncle is mormon and an elder

00:06:57.960 so like he he knows my tea like he knows he knows my tea yeah like what kind of person i am because

00:07:02.620 he's known me since i was born um but when he was talking to my dad this is my mormon uncle

00:07:06.760 he's telling my dad he goes i mean yeah but that that like makes sense that she would do that

00:07:11.560 yeah that makes sense like she's mean for a living yeah then yeah that kind of that tracks perfectly

00:07:15.700 adds up yeah that tracks yeah like i'd be surprised if she wasn't doing that like she was doing something

00:07:19.920 else and good for her yeah they're just happy for me you have a passion you should follow it

00:07:25.400 i think the one of the worst jobs too i've ever had i worked in um pr but i specifically for

00:07:32.340 uh major infrastructure projects which is a fancy word for construction and so it was my job

00:07:40.040 to go like door to door and knock and tell old people hey your commute's gonna suck for the next

00:07:46.760 like 25 years um would you want to get emails about that the amount of porches that i got cussed out on

00:07:54.080 like oh my gosh mind you at the time i'm like well see i'm standing on your porch in a too tight

00:08:01.140 blue polo on a tuesday i don't make these choices big dog like no they are convinced that you do

00:08:07.140 that's the thing when you are the person giving the bad there there is no messenger anymore and there is

00:08:14.440 no shooting the messenger because when you are the person saying your commute's gonna suck

00:08:19.180 you're the girl who decided that you're the girl who's gonna dig up the road right and you're the

00:08:25.300 girl who wants everyone to suffer exactly you know what i mean obviously obviously that's just how

00:08:29.240 it works what's customer service what's like a customer service experience that was negative that

00:08:33.520 you think about to this day and you're like that was the worst thing i've ever oh gone through babe

00:08:37.440 i talked about this earlier i saw you to deliver pizzas and that was like yeah so you can imagine

00:08:44.020 oh and like in the boonies by the way like i live in like a town and i would drive past the

00:08:50.380 truck stop out of the town yeah to bring people pizza in the country right and i is jesus nowhere

00:08:57.220 oh yeah and i went to this guy's house it was 7 p.m it's dark but it was 7 p.m yeah and i went to

00:09:06.520 the wrong address i went to the next door neighbor yeah he had a ring doorbell he had his porch light on

00:09:12.640 yeah all the windows were open yeah i am wearing a uniform i shouldn't say who a pizza uniform i am

00:09:20.400 carrying the box in front of me my hat says pizza i mean yeah your identifiers are clear it's very

00:09:27.780 clear i ring the doorbell and right before it opens i hear the oh my god opens it not even like

00:09:35.320 a little hand something like a shotgun oh no no no no no like a rifle oh like i don't even think it was

00:09:41.820 a hunting rifle and this is crazy and this is not good there was no fight or flight i think i

00:09:46.300 literally looked at him and i said are you fucking kidding are you so serious you're so me and there

00:09:52.100 was a pause yeah but then he got embarrassed and he was like i didn't know who you were and i just

00:09:57.240 turned around and walked away i was like what you said yeah am i getting funned like is this a joke

00:10:03.840 well yeah it was and it was embarrassing for him and then i went yeah i just drove on the clock and

00:10:10.440 like sat in the parking lot of the red roof in and watched tiktoks for like 30 minutes after that

00:10:14.500 it's like i don't care yeah ate the pizza no call no show see you later yeah bye i feel like that was

00:10:23.080 when my restaurant job i've talked about million million times i got kind of fired from that one too

00:10:27.880 low-key um because he just he was mad at me that i wasn't going to take more shifts over christmas

00:10:34.080 and he was like you want to move up in the restaurant business pause

00:10:36.920 why would i want to do that why nobody actually like what about me as a personality hire makes

00:10:42.140 you think i want to work in this restaurant for the rest of my life are you out of your mind

00:10:45.000 like never and and i said he had me train my replacement which i didn't know was my replacement

00:10:50.960 and my replacement kept leaving in the middle of the shift to go smoke crack in the bathroom

00:10:54.960 and i'm not that's not hyperbole like that's a literal yeah that was the activity like lane in

00:11:01.880 there about them yeah smoking meth you know i had a couple of those what do you do that's why i'm

00:11:08.820 like no judgment but like i don't think you're a good fit for the job like that's just my my gut

00:11:14.780 tells me you know what i think at the at a certain point for me i was like if you can flip that pizza

00:11:20.280 i do not care i don't care anymore i'm it's out of my hands at this point it is out of my hands i don't

00:11:27.720 get paid enough to deal with i think about that too especially when they have like that shoplifting

00:11:33.060 rule in like retail stores and they're like don't chase them and i was like well i'm not and i'm not

00:11:38.120 going to because this company doesn't care if i live or die right i'm not gonna die for it so and i do

00:11:44.480 think shoplifting is objectively funny when people do it i do think it's so funny i used to work at this

00:11:52.160 i'm not gonna name any of these stores yeah because they're gonna call me and be like we didn't know

00:11:56.380 you were this bad but it was a store that sold just like random crap like you could get a couch

00:12:02.480 a bottle of wine a colander and like a bunch of foreign snacks yeah all in the same store and then

00:12:08.240 jewelry yeah and there was this jewelry display yeah and you know it was like an end cap and the

00:12:14.160 little things on the side and she was like a 40 year old woman like very much grown yeah and i was

00:12:20.840 looking right at her and she had kind of just pressed her body up into the end cap and was

00:12:26.240 shoveling jewelry into her purse i let her do it so you know what have fun you know what you want

00:12:32.640 some help carrying that down yeah she did not care hey take this too while you're at it yeah do you want

00:12:37.980 some wine i'll go grab it for you i have some recommendations if you like a zinfando well again

00:12:43.420 like what are you supposed to do well like what that's when they want you to be batman i'm not

00:12:48.340 doing that oh no no i yeah no hey yeah no i don't want no problems yeah yeah i'm out i will say it's

00:12:57.400 interesting like in the job i've been because i kept my day job still like i tiktok was absolutely

00:13:02.800 paying good but i get superstitious yeah i feel you you know what i mean yeah like i feel like if you

00:13:07.400 quit the day job too early that's when your life or the whole thing like comes tumbling down yeah yeah

00:13:12.740 that's fair you know what i mean it's smart it's smart to do that yeah but now it's you know i work

00:13:17.700 in antiques so if stuff gets stolen the person who was selling it is going to come in and try to take

00:13:23.600 your skin off you know what i mean like it's not like it's yeah it's not like oh corporate market

00:13:29.280 off the clipboard it's like how dare you not die for my booth at this store how could you how could

00:13:36.340 you yeah you did it you know how much that means to me oh yeah you said oh me working in the store

00:13:41.920 for minimum wage okay oh less than oh so much less than and by the way texas minimum wage i don't

00:13:50.460 know if you know that's 7 25 it's crazy i mean i don't know what it is anywhere else but nice nice

00:13:55.840 well not livable that's for sure and anywhere in the country no no no i mean according to the

00:14:02.140 government it's actually probably pretty easy yeah no i tried it did not work right yeah so how has

00:14:09.640 your life been since tiktok since you've kind of like started growing rapidly ah it's been cool

00:14:15.220 well and you know what i think is really good i feel like most people who have seen my videos have

00:14:20.260 seen like one really big one and i can tell by what they say when they come up i'm either a food bank

00:14:25.340 lady which let's let's think before we talk right exactly bank lady is diabolical that is a crazy

00:14:36.500 thing to call someone yeah but it's like food bank lady or i don't even know what the other one i don't

00:14:40.180 remember what the other ones are but anyways it has been slower like some people i mean millions

00:14:46.600 overnight and that's good when that happens like and people can make a lot out of it yeah i don't

00:14:52.060 think i would have done that if i got like a million followers overnight i think i would have crashed

00:14:57.520 out in a really crazy way your head would be bald and you would be running in a park oh multiple

00:15:02.000 parking lots back and forth in the 7-eleven absolutely you're covering a lot of ground

00:15:07.640 in one night yeah so it's been cool i feel like there's this term that like people throw around

00:15:13.280 sometimes gay famous where like gay people in any given city a couple of them will probably know who

00:15:19.300 you are if it helps i'm also gay famous it's so yeah that's the best way it's fierce i love it it is

00:15:25.540 absolutely because when everyone else gets involved it just gets weird right yeah they want you to

00:15:30.120 look like a newscaster you can't say fun stuff anymore i couldn't say you know you can't say

00:15:36.880 things like shoplifting is funny right right and you know what if it helps even at this point in my

00:15:44.400 career i still get literally this is not a joke last night i was at an erewan which is fucking

00:15:50.020 terrible but like i was you know killing time so i was like well let me stop in here and spend six

00:15:54.360 dollars on a one soda yeah so i go in there obviously because i hate myself and then i buy every i

00:15:59.040 i grab a couple things i'm checking out the girl's checking me out and then she looks at me

00:16:03.640 and she goes are you on tiktok and then i go yeah and then she goes right you're the girl the girl who

00:16:10.700 uh who's like you're like really fucking mean to men right and then i go yeah that's me she goes i

00:16:16.880 knew it yeah and then she gave me my groceries so like even now like people will call me i've had

00:16:22.280 someone call me teffy which oh crazy yeah crazy um yeah based off build alone i don't know how you

00:16:28.880 could ever confuse us but just face like not at all not even close like like literally not even

00:16:33.780 close and she was looking me in the eyes and calling me teffy and i said i had to go what'd

00:16:37.780 you call me yeah and then she felt embarrassed and then made me stand there while she tried to

00:16:41.900 figure out who i was so if that makes you feel any better that happened like two months ago so

00:16:46.260 like it really never leaves that kind of wait i know you yeah hold on if they don't say tiktok

00:16:54.900 right away yeah or at any point in your career because i feel like now it's kind of different but

00:16:59.100 yeah was there like a point in time where if they wouldn't say tiktok they'd be like i know you from

00:17:03.040 somewhere yeah would you be coy and be like maybe we met at a party or something there have been times

00:17:09.320 where i've said like i don't know maybe i just have one of those faces and it's mostly because

00:17:13.600 i know that they know yeah but they're trying to play out a fanfic with me so they're like i feel

00:17:20.040 like i've seen you somewhere where is that what you think it is i know it is because when they do

00:17:25.600 that and then i go yeah i don't know they'll still stand there and be like wait i think i do i had one

00:17:31.320 woman and this is no tino shade to her she's in her 40s okay and she looks at me and goes did we go to

00:17:37.140 school together well yeah at that point i would have dropped a bit i've been like well you know

00:17:44.500 me from your phone and i said yeah i don't think so considering you're about 20 years older than me

00:17:52.340 i don't think so yeah don't play with me like yeah that's despicable well that feels mean to me um and

00:17:56.880 then i told her i was like no i don't think so and then she was like still standing there forever and i

00:18:03.200 go maybe you've seen me somewhere i kind of sometimes i have those i kind of have that face

00:18:06.440 no that's not it and then at the end i go from tiktok probably and then she goes that's right i'm a huge

00:18:14.160 fan that's how it always ends so that's how i know you're not being for real oh when you say that to me

00:18:18.980 no way i'm a huge fan i love your stuff i love your okay why did you make me play that game of guess

00:18:24.740 who that's crazy i'm a huge fan it's like a sphinx riddle like what is that why do that why did you

00:18:32.880 walk me that long ass way we could have cut it in half bitch oh it could have been so quick right

00:18:37.760 and i would have done a picture i'll sign your boobs whatever you want to do like i don't care

00:18:41.640 it's okay get to it yeah i've had i've had some people like i've had some crazy ass interactions i

00:18:47.760 actually just said this on on my other podcast with my sister but someone said to me well actually

00:18:54.620 they made a video about me which is like kind of worse but not and she was like yeah you know

00:19:00.120 i love drew i'm a huge fan like i think she's so wonderful blah blah blah and she goes but

00:19:06.160 something i really love about her is like i have really fucked up teeth that's what she says i have

00:19:12.880 really fucked up teeth and when i see drew smiling and laughing with her mouth open it makes me feel

00:19:20.180 really really good about myself so if she can do that so can i and what if i told you i was sandwiching

00:19:27.160 a gun between my fucked up teeth and what right right what if i told you this video in particular

00:19:32.260 then what crazy crazy you get stuff like that um like this stuff that's meant to be it's meant to

00:19:40.600 be a compliment it's meant to be yes right and i'm gonna look at the camera when i say this please

00:19:45.020 do because i want them to know i'm being genuine i appreciate the effort right but sometimes y'all draw

00:19:51.060 me and it's a little upsetting trust me when i trust me when i say you've been drawn oh girl

00:19:57.480 i can't even tell i showed one to my cousin and he's very he's very like theatrical with his reactions

00:20:04.680 yeah so he's his gift of hyperbole is big when i showed him he went oh like that yeah like horror

00:20:12.100 and it's and that's how i felt when i saw it so like and i feel like because here's i will say this

00:20:18.220 i had one interaction it was actually really similar to it was getting my name wrong mixed

00:20:23.140 me up with someone else right and i'm sure you know and it was it was at a bar yeah and i also

00:20:28.140 like did kind of work it out with this girl because it pissed me off but we're at this karaoke bar like

00:20:34.060 in my town right and i normally don't even go to any of those bars i like actually going to dallas

00:20:39.220 yeah um but i'm like a little drunk and she i found out later was drunk yeah and her and her

00:20:47.640 friend walk up and they stand right in front of me and they go are you blizzy mcguire and i was like

00:20:53.860 no i don't know and then they kept insisting that i was and then i was i think what i really said i think

00:21:03.180 i it was bad i was like you need to get out of here like it was quick all i remember for your

00:21:08.040 saying and mine i blacked out and i remember the finger flick and i and that was mean and i felt

00:21:13.720 bad about it and we ended up squashing the beef and that's good yeah but still it's it and would

00:21:19.900 you believe me if i told you i've had an exact reaction like an exact interaction like that where

00:21:26.300 they confused me with someone else but then insisted that i was it was you yeah like and and it was two

00:21:32.820 girls again they were sisters um and one of them i don't even remember what she was calling me

00:21:37.920 she was just like she was like oh i know you i'm a huge fan which i just assume she's talking about

00:21:42.300 me right because she says that to me right and then she goes yeah and she calls me something else

00:21:47.100 and i go i go oh oh i'm not whoever you just said i'm not her no and then she goes no you are her

00:21:54.060 you are you are i know you are and she was like wait no it's fine like i'm not gonna tell anyone

00:21:59.500 i go yeah and i and i feel uncomfortable like i'm almost like oh well and then her sister comes

00:22:04.820 out and she goes that's not fucking her dude it's not and she goes no it is it is her she just doesn't

00:22:09.380 want people to know and they're having this interaction in front of me and then i go i'm

00:22:13.580 gonna stop you right there i'm not who you're saying i've never heard of that person but i hope

00:22:18.300 you guys have a good night because i was getting annoyed because i was like that's nice though yeah

00:22:21.760 please handle that well well not a lot of practice is my point right like i i think if they had

00:22:27.260 caught me a couple years ago it probably wouldn't have been as as like you know um i even at coachella

00:22:34.060 i think two years ago i went to an event one of those fuck ass parties and i was wearing a wig so

00:22:39.980 i had a pink wig on and i'm walking around and then someone comes up to me and they're like no

00:22:45.420 fucking way no way dude it's a man which red flags immediately right straight men yeah they don't

00:22:51.780 they don't approach me in a fan fashion right and so i'm like what and he goes

00:22:57.240 i'm a huge fan dude i fucking love your stuff i go really gotta be wrong yeah and that right there

00:23:04.600 i was like i think you're thinking of someone else and then someone else comes up and he's like who

00:23:09.900 are you talking to and he goes it's fucking shy girl dude and i go and i go oh i'm not i'm not you

00:23:19.040 think i'm shy i'm not shy girl you gotta go across the pond for that one i was like oh no i'm not shy

00:23:24.780 girl and he goes you're not and i go no he goes oh and he just turned to the left which fierce

00:23:30.140 right you you read me okay yeah you kind of you kind of handled that like a diva you know what i mean

00:23:35.660 yeah you queened out at the end i'll give you that that made it funny you did but i was like huh

00:23:40.380 like crazy it's crazy but at the same time it does kind of i don't know like i'll definitely

00:23:48.200 be a bitch about things all the time at the drop of a hat right that's also one of those things where

00:23:51.960 i'm like i don't know like yeah you know i mean me in particular most people if they see me at all

00:23:59.120 they see me for like two seconds a day right so i'm like i don't know i can't really blame you

00:24:03.480 yeah same same but i think it's it's mostly when it's like you for yourself like okay you call me

00:24:10.080 blizzy mcguire i know exactly what the commonality is yeah exactly well i remembered what i said to

00:24:16.680 her but it was actually really bad i don't know if you can keep it on here it's up to you we can cut

00:24:20.900 it too i looked at her and i said wrong tranny and you want you know what you are within your right

00:24:30.100 to say it right and that's how i feel about the teffy comment yeah i was like you just see another

00:24:34.660 brown girl and you're like i know her crazy even though we look nothing alike literally nothing

00:24:39.380 honestly the shy girl thing it's the same like it's the fucking same yeah it's another not white girl

00:24:43.860 that you're like wait wait i fucking know this bitch wait a second i know this fucking bitch and

00:24:50.500 then he goes you're not no oh crazy i will say this funny straight guy into shy girl what's up with

00:24:56.680 that hey um i have a couple follow-up questions i i do actually come back let's talk about this

00:25:05.200 no wait can i ask please do men ever come up to you and like try to start things with you yeah like

00:25:12.020 in public um no honestly no like most of the time when i've had straight men approach me it's like on

00:25:19.480 behalf of their girlfriends or wives and they're like my wife is a huge fan but she's too nervous like

00:25:25.780 yeah can you take a picture with her which i think is really sweet um and then i sometimes i've had

00:25:30.940 men be like man i love oh in the gas station the other day i was fucking looking for shit yeah i was

00:25:36.500 like britney just kidding she got embarrassed that's why i had to say it um and my makeup artist just

00:25:43.580 dropped some stuff get her and get her get her uh yeah i was in the gas station the other day and i

00:25:48.380 was like looking for snacks and this guy was kind of following me around and it was annoying me

00:25:51.920 because i just anytime i'm like what every time men are like around me and he was like if you are

00:25:57.700 who i think you are you're fucking awesome man and i said oh thanks and he left me alone so like

00:26:03.580 that's like the straightest guy interaction i'll have outside of like asking but i have said before

00:26:10.180 the only time i've had a guy like kind of press me was not really because of my content because quite

00:26:14.980 frankly i don't think he knew who i was at all up until but i did like one of those uh creator things

00:26:20.080 like conventions or whatever and i was on a panel with him yeah but i always say he was a white guy

00:26:25.120 with dreads so you know should have known the expectation is through the floor right right like

00:26:29.960 yeah yeah you're awful i can tell um just based off looks i can tell uh and he he was running the panel

00:26:37.200 but he was so rude and it was like me uh my friend coda steven he was on there and then another

00:26:43.540 another guy from tiktok his name is escaping me but we were all the only people of color they it was

00:26:49.020 the white guy with dreads and then other white guys and he kept like only talking to them

00:26:53.040 and it was pissing me off right because they're all youtube people like but i've never seen them

00:26:59.720 i grew up on youtube i watched youtube for a long time yeah never seen them but you know they feel

00:27:04.180 like they have this like hierarchy over us oh yeah cool because they're like the elders of the internet

00:27:09.800 exactly you know which and they hate short form like they hate tiktok like they hate that

00:27:15.240 whatever right and we're all on the panel for a reason obviously and quite frankly everyone in

00:27:21.340 that audience only knew the tiktokers so like you guys are talking a lot of shit and no no one here

00:27:25.760 knows you right yeah including me yeah and i started getting annoyed so i started like i like literally

00:27:30.820 started taking control of the panel so like when you would ask someone would answer and i'd be like

00:27:35.540 that was a great answer what do you think coda like i started passing i started like yeah to other

00:27:40.380 people because i'm like we want to fucking talk too like i don't want to sit here and watch you guys

00:27:43.920 jerk each other off yeah who would yeah nobody wants to please do that upstairs in the hotel

00:27:47.900 zip that up and then later on it was funny because the the teams of the kids i was like helping like

00:27:54.600 the other dudes that were with me they were like thank you so much like that my client was really

00:27:59.280 nervous and like they felt like big bodied by these dudes and i was making sure they could talk to and

00:28:03.920 i was like yeah it was like you were watching my content in real life like you were watching it

00:28:07.660 like i'm like protecting them i ran into him later on at like a an event and he was kind of drunk

00:28:13.660 so he's feeling brave you know and that's when he he was like i thought you hated all men mind you

00:28:20.080 we're about to get on a roller coaster the veloci coaster to be exact in florida which is i think i

00:28:25.400 saw god when i went on that roller coaster and he's getting on it right tipsy yeah yeah crazy and

00:28:30.540 he's like he turns around that you fucking hated all men and then i go i do what what does that have

00:28:36.480 to do with you being on the roller coaster at the same time yeah because he just wanted to press

00:28:40.040 me because he was feeling brave right and he's drunk right and his wife or girlfriend whoever

00:28:44.660 was with him she kept going stop stop stop like you could tell she knew that he was gonna wait he

00:28:49.520 wanted to take the opportunity yeah mind you i'm with my man so like and that's why he said that

00:28:54.320 my man's a big dude too oh yeah that's that sounds like an even worse idea hey let me not just talk

00:29:02.800 shit to this girl let me do it in front of her jacked boyfriend right and so my man my man's

00:29:09.400 saying that that's why he said that to me and i go i do and he goes well who's this i go my boyfriend

00:29:14.420 at the time yeah i'm like my boyfriend and he goes oh like i don't know what did you think it was my

00:29:18.800 fucking brother like you know what i'm saying like and then he has out and then he you could tell he

00:29:23.560 wants to talk more shit but he's feeling like a little nervy now yeah i'm not backing down like

00:29:28.040 i'm sure you don't either so like when men press me nothing motivates me more yeah like we're

00:29:33.720 looking in each other in the eyes girl i will tell you that is like the number one thing i can be

00:29:39.860 so nervous and i i don't know that this is a good thing actually i'm gonna say this out loud and i'm

00:29:44.960 gonna realize that this is a problem but i can be nervous about anything in front of an audience

00:29:50.120 whatever if one person starts a legitimate problem that like the spite will pull me right

00:29:56.040 me too and the switch comes on you're so me same yeah same fucking same like especially if i feel

00:30:01.860 like like they're being unjustly awful for no reason yeah nothing motivates me more my the way

00:30:08.240 my prey drive my pupils dilate you know what i'm saying they get huge immediately yeah and i'm and i

00:30:13.500 have no fear and i've told people before that's not a good thing like especially when i was younger i

00:30:18.540 had literally no fear at all i and i like i've like grown men i've like fought over women like them

00:30:25.020 being disrespectful to women yeah and i'm not proud of it i'm just i'm proud of what i did i'm

00:30:29.180 not proud of how i handled it but it is sometimes they don't respond to anything else yeah it's

00:30:35.220 almost like you gotta out crazy them no for sure right like you gotta start eating grass or some

00:30:39.680 shit like when they're looking at you like that's the only way truly that's always the approach that

00:30:43.560 i hear i had a friend she when i was living in new york for a little bit she was up in harlem i was in

00:30:48.520 brooklyn yeah and you know she would like have to walk back to her and men like men in new york will

00:30:54.900 just truly say anything to you every step of the way right welcome to the big apple whatever

00:31:00.000 and she tells me she was like oh yeah well if i am getting off the train late at night

00:31:05.580 i will take my shoes off already crazy yeah and then do this like crab walk and laugh the whole way

00:31:13.360 back and i was like you're full of shit and she did it she ran like two blocks ahead of me and then

00:31:19.220 came back through the whole gig i'll show you my technique right now nothing makes them leave me

00:31:23.560 alone faster oh and you know what i mean truly the sidewalk parted yeah like like the red sea

00:31:29.080 like it was it was efficient it's a full it's it's yeah it's a foolproof plan yeah i've told people

00:31:35.180 before on tiktok like when i got older and i started realizing like okay maybe that's not the best

00:31:39.580 thing to do is to like physically press people i should retire that version of me right right it's

00:31:43.620 dangerous i know um i started adopting new i tried to find new ways to get out of that shit like

00:31:48.660 being objectified or whatever and i have taught people on tiktok something that works for me is

00:31:53.860 to just be like what when they say it like you genuinely can't hear yeah and then they're gonna

00:31:58.360 say it and you gotta keep going i said the furthest they've ever gone with me is three and i you gotta

00:32:03.540 say what loud and and to draw attention so everybody's looking and then the more they're like i said

00:32:09.120 i said that i said that your ass looks i said it looks fat like they get less confident as the

00:32:14.560 more they have to repeat it yeah and then once they say it again you'll be like oh and that's it

00:32:20.260 then turn around and leave yeah they're so confused they feel embarrassed yeah smoke bomb and they can

00:32:25.320 run in the other direction i mean it's a safer way to do it i feel like so many times it's like i don't

00:32:30.520 i don't know what the expectation is right because i i don't remember who it was and i don't i would not

00:32:37.140 recommend this either but it was some girl who like she is walking around she's got a camera on

00:32:43.520 her and she gets catcalled and she turns on she goes yeah come fuck me like just crazy yeah and he

00:32:50.260 got so scared he ran away and i'm like it's to each their own that's what i don't do that nobody

00:32:56.780 should don't nobody should ever do that that is a terrible idea yeah i think the crab walk is far

00:33:01.660 more efficient i think the crab walk is really i mean and it's a workout yeah you know i probably

00:33:07.520 strong quads yeah inner thigh something i do not work out i'll tell you that now but you're a tall

00:33:14.920 queen yeah k is a tall queen like me yeah you're actually a lot taller than me we were talking about

00:33:20.340 that before i thought you were gonna be like itty bitty yeah i will say though the more you go like

00:33:27.220 because i know you're gonna keep ascending in this uh the more people you meet everybody's

00:33:31.700 fucking this big everybody and their mom is this big except drag queens every drag queen i i know

00:33:38.780 trixie was just here um she's like fucking six three like she's tall as fuck caleb's really tall

00:33:45.660 monet's tall shay is so fucking tall shay i would expect even even katya is kind of tall too like

00:33:52.100 katya is like she is like about my height i would say like six feet so like i'm like no wonder i i

00:33:57.800 feel so at home right right right with my sisters you know what i will say i thought i would have

00:34:04.060 assumed trixie and katya were both short and i've seen them i've seen their live show in person and i

00:34:09.680 still like would have been like no they're tiny no trixie's tall as fuck like that's why like it's

00:34:15.280 crazy and when she's in drag she's even bigger because she has yeah because you know she's enormous

00:34:19.240 yeah scraping the ceiling right exactly and that's me too that's why i'm like every room i go into

00:34:23.580 i'm like shaquille o'neal yeah every fucking room i go into absolutely it feels good yeah it used to

00:34:29.620 i used to not like it as much but then i'm just like i don't know it's funny me too i i used to i

00:34:34.380 used to fucking hate being tall when i was younger i used to hate being tall now i love being tall so

00:34:39.840 i always wear heels always wear a platform which i'm grateful for because i used to fucking hate it

00:34:43.860 so much i used to wish even when i my doctor told me i think when i was like a freshman in high

00:34:48.080 school he was like oh your growth plates are pretty much closed like you'll you'll probably

00:34:51.560 stop growing at the time i was five seven and i was like do you promise because i was like so sick

00:34:57.920 of getting can you put that in writing yeah i need that in blood i need that an oath from you yeah and

00:35:03.180 uh get this kept growing what the fuck but i was five four when i was 10 so i'm like i you know it

00:35:08.060 was kind of it was in the cards for me yeah for sure yeah when i was like taller than my mom at 10

00:35:13.600 yeah it's in the stars for me girl like like yeah i think it that chicken is cooked yeah

00:35:19.280 you know there'll be times i'd be like can someone just take me out of the kneecaps

00:35:23.600 something something like i know i want the reverse of that surgery that short guys are getting to

00:35:28.640 go from five three to five seven i will tell you there is nothing that could ever make that worth it

00:35:34.260 for me no and also to five seven come on just stay five three just stay five yeah if five seven is not

00:35:42.200 gonna fix your problem it's really not it's like it's you know it's really you're it's the lesser of

00:35:48.040 two evils i guess but like you're still five seven so plus i feel like short guys who just are not

00:35:56.040 pissy about it like i say that all the time that's the ticket i say that all the time i was like it's when

00:36:01.700 short guys don't make it your problem that they're short that no one can tell they're short

00:36:06.620 and it's not even that it's like they're cute like y'all are cute i don't know why you're so angry

00:36:11.520 right now but it just happens like and five eight i'm like most people are like five eight yeah and i

00:36:18.280 should know that because i'm up here all the time like i don't know why you're pissed about five eight

00:36:22.320 and saying six foot girl please well i'm looking down at you so i doubt it i doubt it i doubt it yeah

00:36:28.360 and i always tell people i'm like no i'm i'm for i'm a for real six feet i'm not like i'm not like

00:36:32.820 men who say they're five seven and they round up yeah i'm a for real six feet i'm a big bitch like

00:36:37.580 yeah i mean that yeah like every every time even someone said when i when i first interviewed the

00:36:43.700 rock someone was like i've always known you were tall because you've said it but seeing you stand

00:36:48.240 next to the rock and look normal size whatever that means another one of those love hate comments

00:36:54.040 yeah uh really put it into perspective for me i'm like yeah because he's like six five and everyone

00:36:59.900 he stands next to is this big so obviously he looks right gargantuan next to everyone yeah but me i'm

00:37:05.620 like above his shoulder yeah so they're like wow you are huge speaking of short guys um and or angry

00:37:16.840 short guys i'll say right bad short guys do you get a lot of hate oh okay curious i'm gonna find

00:37:23.660 some wood to knock on later just yeah yeah yeah but um no oh that's good i'm so glad don't i never

00:37:32.460 have oh i'm so glad to hear that that's so awesome well i feel like there's some kind of

00:37:38.080 curse in the air the few people who have like really made it a point the endings on the internet

00:37:45.380 for them have been catastrophic and have had nothing to do with me had nothing to do with me yeah and i

00:37:51.400 have sat back and watched it a couple times and it's never you know people are allowed to feel

00:37:55.380 however they want yeah and like you want to call me like a bitch or something else like oh girl get

00:38:00.280 in line you know get truly get in line i could sell tickets for that i could sell popcorn i could sell

00:38:06.120 t-shirts yeah one thing we can agree on is that that's true yeah and that i almost feel like i don't

00:38:10.600 really consider hate same yeah because there you know i mean that word like i there was some british

00:38:17.160 publication that like described me as bitchy and it was like a term of endearment and i was like

00:38:22.220 whatever i'll take that yeah but yeah i don't know i feel like the internet has genuinely treated me

00:38:28.880 really nicely especially for like a trans girl or for you know for anyone who is not like a cis

00:38:36.220 straight white woman doing cooking videos like they are waiting for a reason to clap you like crazy

00:38:44.360 yeah girl don't i fucking know it yeah for real everybody is always praying on it yeah and i've

00:38:50.000 seen it happen with so many other girls to where somebody can absolutely fuck up online or in their

00:38:57.340 personal life yeah and people can have feelings about that but it comes to a point with a lot of

00:39:01.820 the reactions where you know that this is the i always knew she was awful girl and you know what i

00:39:07.060 will say too i've seen your videos on takes like that yeah and i what i admire a lot about you first of

00:39:13.100 all i can tell you're really fucking smart that's and most and most funny people are like anyone who's

00:39:18.580 genuinely very funny they're very smart and you are very smart thank you and which i could tell just

00:39:23.380 based off your humor but like your takes are so nuanced like they're very grounded in reality

00:39:29.080 which the world is not black and white so it's like it's important to acknowledge that sometimes

00:39:33.480 two things can be true at once yeah sometimes people can fuck up and own up and then sometimes you're

00:39:38.140 dragging it like sometimes you're dragging yeah sometimes you're dragging it girl and it's for views and

00:39:42.080 it's for the opportunity to be like i always knew it i've always hated her i've always had a bad

00:39:46.020 feeling which like what are the odds all of you every single time i've always had a bad feeling

00:39:50.420 every single time i see the way you live your life you are not psychic it would be better and if you are

00:39:56.060 you're using it for evil truly you're not using it for the wrong shit what are you doing you know and i

00:40:04.060 just i don't know i also yeah i mean a lot of the hate about myself i've seen is truly people being

00:40:10.780 on twitter willing to just say she's annoying and i don't like her and that i'm like that's fine

00:40:17.040 like i don't and the amount of times i've said that too i'm like that's fair if you feel that way

00:40:21.640 no truly like that's your opinion because annoying is genuinely not a crime you know what i mean like

00:40:26.540 like actually it's not illegal again i'm not going to the glue factory for that

00:40:30.000 no matter how bad you guys want it to be illegal or a cancelable offense like it's not yeah i call

00:40:37.660 that the curse of annoying like there are some creators that have the curse of annoying which

00:40:41.520 is like and i'll tell you who i'm talking about offline yeah um but there are people who have

00:40:45.760 genuinely never done anything wrong people just don't like them like and and they've made up their

00:40:51.060 minds to which i'm like okay there are people i hate on the internet too yeah what i do is i don't

00:40:56.860 consume their content that's what i do like i don't look at them ever because i don't like them

00:41:01.680 i don't like looking at their face yeah i don't like looking at them i don't like hearing from

00:41:04.680 them i sure as fuck don't want to get anything from them like content takes whatever yeah so that's

00:41:09.520 where i'm like and you're dragging it because like yeah annoying people people i uh and i think there's

00:41:14.460 like a fair amount of autonomy and being like yeah i don't really like that person and sometimes i

00:41:19.900 have to like unpack why yeah sometimes i have to sit with myself and be like am i being a hater or is

00:41:24.460 this valid yeah and i wish more people would do that and you know i mean for me it's like

00:41:29.140 i don't know like i don't even think everybody that you don't need to fucking explain i don't i don't

00:41:34.120 need any of y'all to think about why like if you do not like my shit that's fine i don't know who you

00:41:38.880 are right you know what i mean you don't know who i am yeah but it's none of my business quite

00:41:42.880 frankly yeah the few times someone has tried to drop like a hot tank about me and i've responded to it

00:41:50.660 it's been nasty yeah and then the few times i haven't responded to it things have just gotten

00:41:55.300 nasty for them later so truly you know either i can take care of it or god will you know one thing

00:42:01.180 the universe doesn't do is play about me bitch right i'll tell you that right and that's and that's one

00:42:05.320 of those things like when i talked when i talked about those fucking kids on the podcast who who brought

00:42:10.180 me up for no goddamn reason no reason that was a huge girl like mess girl and most and none of it

00:42:18.320 was procured by me i didn't i didn't do shit yeah they brought me up they talked shit on me

00:42:23.940 someone caught it clipped it put it on tiktok and then what's funny is they buried that in a two and a

00:42:31.560 half hour long podcast episode was it like closer to the end yeah it was like at hour 45 so like they

00:42:38.180 and i and that's why in my response to them i was like you you genuinely never thought i was gonna see

00:42:44.940 this like you thought if they if someone did see it it would be someone who would agree with you

00:42:48.980 but unlike you i have birds stationed everywhere yeah i have sleepers soldiers everywhere bitch i say

00:42:56.620 i say something an incantation they're like yeah they come and they work for me yeah rub the crystal

00:43:03.280 ball and all of a sudden right they activate they turn on and they accomplish their missions yeah you

00:43:09.220 know yeah i i don't know i think there is like a type of person who in a technical sense is really

00:43:17.680 dedicated to content creation yeah and like will absolutely put in the time we'll edit their stuff

00:43:23.060 we'll get the equipment we'll sit in front of a camera for hours and hours and hours yeah but they're

00:43:27.320 not funny they're not that smart yep yep yep and so those are the people who i think get really caught

00:43:32.440 up in um like really baby like video openers yeah and all that kind of shit and there's nothing after

00:43:41.800 but the problem is like it works so well i know it works so well because it's so easy like it's like

00:43:47.620 the curse of virality like it's so easy to go viral on tiktok yeah especially talking shit on somebody

00:43:53.140 who 100 everybody knows like or somebody that is like super popular and like people love them and think

00:43:58.860 they're funny and whatever yeah um i was just telling jixie this i was like i part of the reason

00:44:03.480 why i took my break was because i was like really tired of people talking about me as if i'm not a

00:44:07.540 real person yeah being like oh i just like you know another version of her or i want a different

00:44:12.860 version of her i'm like of who yeah of me a real person like and that's why i made the video where i

00:44:19.260 said like you could do whatever you want that doesn't mean you're gonna be me yeah it's not gonna give

00:44:24.780 you what i have because the secret is me bitch right like it's it's my personality that shines

00:44:30.260 it's not it's not because i talk about men you i'm not the first bitch to do that in the history of

00:44:34.920 time yeah i don't know what it is i think people are addicted to their phones yeah and i think

00:44:43.520 there is just oh i mean like literally with any kind of like you know either you just spend so much

00:44:50.780 time that like the rush kind of gets less and less totally and they turn on the people they like

00:44:55.360 or they i don't i i actually i don't know what it is me either i i've tried to figure out but but i

00:45:00.840 saw that take i want you to know i know exactly what and who you're talking about and i saw that um

00:45:06.100 and i absolutely the friends only got dumped on like dumped on because i will see and i will say

00:45:14.420 this i will see people particularly try to cloak their their takes and their feelings in that like

00:45:22.140 very faux social justice speak girl don't i fucking know it and be like this this is again another

00:45:29.120 moment where i wish y'all would just be comfortable talking your shit that's what i said that was the

00:45:33.700 first thing i said i i've said before like the internet would be a much more like inhabitable place

00:45:40.200 if some of you could just admit that you fucking hate people for no reason yeah if some of you were

00:45:45.800 more honest about that like i even said like at least the men who hate me are fucking honest like

00:45:51.600 they're like i hate her because she's ugly okay like okay i cannot fix that yeah i actually cannot

00:45:58.260 and i'm not gonna i'm not in the business of changing your mind bitch like and guess what you're

00:46:01.580 ugly too now what like that's how where do we go we both think the other one is ugly okay there we go

00:46:07.540 we're we're twins at that point like yeah we're we have so much in common honestly yeah and i bonding

00:46:13.140 yeah and i was like i would rather deal with that like i would rather you think i haven't like and

00:46:17.940 it's funny because as soon as i took my break people started sending me videos of like fucking

00:46:22.500 straight white conservative people making takes about how i'm racist against white people

00:46:28.200 and i was like oh my god you know what's funny is i was like do you really think i've been on this

00:46:32.900 app for four years three if you count full time do you really think you're the first white person

00:46:39.040 with curly brown hair to call me a racist towards white people please no they think that they are

00:46:44.620 beowulf slaying the creature like david and goliath bitch yeah i just ripped grendel's arm off

00:46:51.180 no one else has done it before no i saw that i saw because i like i keep up yeah it's like i don't keep

00:46:59.840 up as in i will just find girls fighting and not know what's going on yeah but i saw that and i was

00:47:05.820 like oh drew's a racist and then i see what they're talking about i'm like we have to stop doing this

00:47:11.340 clown shit yeah like every two months if you really think like they're like against white people but

00:47:15.860 they leave that off yeah because it's the clickbait it's the clickbait that gets people watching you

00:47:20.800 wait until the end of your video to say that also you wait till i leave a bitch please i was like you

00:47:26.020 wait you wait till i leave to be like yeah exactly i never liked her i'm glad she's gone

00:47:33.160 i told my sister i'm like that's like that's like fucking the joker being like yeah fuck you batman

00:47:40.100 from inside arkham fuck you right oh please like when i saw i was like oh that's what it girl and i

00:47:45.440 literally put on my instagram i said yeah stop sending the shit to me a trump supporter calling me

00:47:49.560 a racist okay i'm never gonna take that hey pendas fuck you fuck you eat a dick sorry

00:47:57.160 i don't give a shit yeah i don't care i was like i'm not i'm not and if you think you're the first

00:48:01.940 curly-headed fuck to call me that you're crazy like you don't think you think men haven't said that

00:48:06.140 shit to me yeah men have been men who have called me like the worst and most like i said like i've been

00:48:13.120 called slurs your grandparents haven't heard in years bitch ancient yeah yeah white men will call me

00:48:17.380 that i'll call them short or i'll tell them their nipples look like they've been the village wet

00:48:22.980 nurse and they'll make a three-minute video about me calling me a body shamer huh okay takes one to

00:48:29.680 no one doesn't know it gets diabolical right the way people will do that when they feel cornered

00:48:35.060 i'm like why like you wanted to fight with me so bad and then when i went below the belt like now

00:48:42.120 it's a problem well and also where's your belt at because you've been calling me slurs right right

00:48:47.140 i put it on twitter this is like two years ago i put it on twitter ripped this bitch a new one i

00:48:52.620 ripped this and that's why i would put it on twitter because i couldn't always say it on tiktok

00:48:55.800 anymore especially after i got verified like they were yeah they were snagging me out of the sky

00:48:59.020 bitch i was like well shit i gotta start cloaking again like i gotta start doing it undercover so i went

00:49:03.560 on twitter and that's where i made up the insult that i said like your chest is so concave if i knocked

00:49:08.920 on it your heart would shoot out your back like a fucking gun bitch yeah fuck you and i talked about

00:49:15.460 him having a bird chest i said a whole bunch of shit like that yeah and then another kid who comes

00:49:21.520 in like i think there's bad on both sides i understand he's bad but she's bad too can't

00:49:26.580 fight fire with fire one of those fuck ass kids and i still know his name and i still hate him

00:49:30.340 but he made this whole series about me this is why she's problematic blah blah blah and he starts

00:49:37.140 saying that the guy that i was making fun of that attacked me first has um some sort of like i forget

00:49:43.700 the name of it but it's like a disease where like your chest is like concave genetically yeah so you

00:49:49.800 can't like it's like it's not his fault medically he was saying he had this disability like medically

00:49:54.080 yeah that catches fire everyone started saying i make fun of men with disabilities i make fun of men

00:50:00.200 with whatever blah blah blah the guy who made the original video comes out makes a video says can

00:50:07.860 everyone stop fucking saying i have that shit i don't i don't fucking have that like he's literally

00:50:13.380 going i never said i had that how fucking dare you then he starts listing all this shit he can bench

00:50:18.760 he's like i've been benching this much i've been doing he has forgotten about me he has forgotten

00:50:23.180 it's not about you anymore it's it's well beyond yeah wanting to fight you right he's like i get it no i

00:50:29.860 get it i hate that fat bitch too but stop saying i have something i don't hey what the fuck

00:50:33.840 and i'm laughing at home because i'm like you bitches were carrying a torch for something he

00:50:41.540 doesn't even have yeah you just said that so that you could have a valid reason oh yeah this is why i

00:50:46.680 think she's a bad person what i hate the most is when someone just finds me and they're like has

00:50:51.060 anyone thought about the fact that she's mean no i never crossed my mind believe it or not

00:50:56.900 yeah you should stop yeah that's not nice i know i'm not like i've said that so many times i was

00:51:03.600 like why do you keep fucking with me then if you know if you know i'm a fucking i'm a raging cunt

00:51:08.140 why do you keep fucking with me go home stop shaking my tree bitch yeah and apples won't continue to fall

00:51:12.720 out what the fuck truly truly and your head will stay nice and clean and no no bumps you don't want

00:51:19.160 to be here go the fuck home well and that's why i laugh because i think like you can read a bitch down

00:51:24.940 i do remember the the video you made about saying how you knew you were your mother's daughter oh not

00:51:31.700 because you just know who you are and your mom does too it's because you're like because i and i can

00:51:35.880 throw a right hook it's because of my words oh that's how i know yeah no my mom you ever you know

00:51:42.440 there's like a type of short woman that like emanates an energy field right like kind of a

00:51:48.160 threatening vibe that's my mom yes you should meet her my mom's five three yeah and there's something it

00:51:52.560 gets compacted you know and they can like i don't know it's some kind of like psychic defense mechanism

00:51:58.360 i came home from school one time and i guess our laundry room door had gotten stuck behind her and

00:52:04.240 she barefooted she's probably five two she was five two she just put her back against the dryer

00:52:10.100 and kicked a hole through the door until she could crawl out of it and she would just do shit like

00:52:15.760 that all the time i was like you're like the scariest person i've ever met you know what i

00:52:21.020 mean yeah that's how i feel about my mom too it was funny one time my mom we were at this years ago

00:52:26.380 my brother was probably my brother is a lot younger than me but he was at the time maybe like nine

00:52:30.920 yeah a baby uh we were trying to go on the cars land ride and it was like his first time ever going

00:52:36.040 on it at disneyland and it was just me my mom and my brother and we're getting on the ride and like

00:52:41.380 we waited for hours like because he wanted to go so bad so we waited for like two hours we get on

00:52:45.800 we sit down we put our seatbelts on it starts it takes off a little and then it the whole ride shuts

00:52:50.700 down and he's devastated and they're like emptying the cars are like sorry it's like you know gonna be

00:52:56.400 a while whatever but for some reason they were telling our only our car to get out on the other

00:53:00.760 side which means we wouldn't get a pass to come back even though we were about to ride the ride and

00:53:05.260 everybody else behind us was getting on and so i'm like my mom gets out i get up i'm like trying to

00:53:10.540 help him get out too and he's crying my brother's like crying he's like i really wanted to ride i

00:53:14.820 was like it's okay we'll come back like it's gonna be fine and he was like so upset he's like

00:53:18.840 he's trying to get the seatbelt it's like taking forever and the girl's like you have to get out on

00:53:23.600 this side and and i'm going i know that i'm trying to help my brother right yeah so i'm helping him

00:53:28.300 and she and then he finally stands up and she's like come over here like she like yells at him

00:53:33.040 which scares him my mom the end you know what i'm saying my mom loves him more than me just

00:53:38.900 kidding she's gonna i was kidding mom if you watch that part she's kidding but she my mom

00:53:45.040 lost her fucking shit like yeah on that girl um because she was being such a bitch to my and my

00:53:52.240 brother my brother is a child like a little kid why are you like a child yeah and then my mom was

00:53:58.320 like get the fuck out of here and then she was in the back room and then a manager comes out and

00:54:05.160 so i'm helping my brother out we're standing off the side my mom has this big ass backpack on and

00:54:08.880 my mom looks 19 she looks younger than me which is annoying and so like she's standing there and

00:54:14.500 she's consoling my brother manager comes out and starts talking shit to my mom like he's like is

00:54:20.040 there a problem and my mom goes yeah that girl is rude as fuck yeah i don't like how she was talking

00:54:25.500 to my son yeah and then he goes yeah like he's being so condescending to my mom and i remember

00:54:31.780 and it's funny because i'm standing off to the side because i said you're revving that bitch up

00:54:35.800 like my mom's getting to a point where she's not gonna have any sense of decorum anymore yeah right

00:54:40.500 and so i'm standing i'm just watching because i'm like what i do know is to never get in the middle

00:54:45.180 yeah whatever happens is your fault because you're pressing her yeah she the last thing i remember

00:54:51.420 him saying was you really shouldn't talk to people that are older than you that way because my mom was

00:54:58.020 talking to this guy like they're equals right yeah and my mom goes older than you how fucking old do

00:55:02.680 you think i am and she was like fuck you and fuck her too i can't even say like he was saying you made

00:55:09.580 her cry she's all oh i made her cry good yeah she said because she made my son cry so i make her cry

00:55:15.260 that's how that fucking works when my mom said how old do you think i fucking am because i think my

00:55:22.060 mom's big ass back right i think he thought she was like 20 yeah and then she she takes off takes

00:55:26.860 me and he's like okay like well we can give you these fast passes whatever mom goes now fuck these

00:55:30.880 passes and then she takes off right and i'm following her on foot i'm carrying my brother at this point

00:55:35.620 my dad calls i answer and he goes what happened i go oh something bad happened at car slam but you

00:55:40.760 know and we're like watching he goes what happened i go long story short a girl made donovan cry

00:55:44.640 my mom made her cry and then she made the manager cry and now we're walking yeah now we're done

00:55:50.640 my dad on the phone goes oh well she's not done yet is she and i go no and my mom walks straight to an

00:55:57.600 office to complain and when i tell you we got like two gift cards and like three nights stay at the

00:56:03.080 hotel yeah when they piss my mom off like that i'm like well now i'm always gonna be part owner and

00:56:06.940 that's your fault yeah she's got a 51 share in this company hope it was worth it i think you are your

00:56:13.220 mother's daughter yeah give me that yeah i love that about you yeah it's actually crazy like

00:56:17.840 especially this past year just the way things have worked out yeah like i've kind of picked up a lot

00:56:24.120 of places i feel like she kind of left off she used to make youtube videos really yeah she was fully

00:56:28.520 like a youtuber diva yeah and i went back and watched her videos and she'd have like a little

00:56:32.300 ironic t-shirt and her bayonetta glasses on and like 2009 i was like oh she was like a an actual bad

00:56:38.320 bitch and i just did not know at the time i was like mom your glasses are so lame they weren't but

00:56:43.540 now you're like her now i'm like now you know her too yes right yeah and she you know she was a writer

00:56:49.460 she you know i mean her life was just very complicated very crazy yeah and um yeah not even

00:56:57.140 through any effort really it's just kind of happened that way that like content creation is working out

00:57:02.820 for me and then christian kind of really motivated me to get into writing and now here we are oh my

00:57:08.820 god that's so fucking awesome i was gonna say what are your what are your goals like what do you hope

00:57:12.740 for like what do you hope you get to do in the entertainment industry i'm i'll do anything i feel

00:57:17.200 like the sky's the limit for you girl yeah i want to get murdered in a horror movie really bad and like

00:57:23.000 nasty like the worst death like like final destination kind of death i would love like saw or

00:57:28.960 something yeah okay chop my shit in half like pull it all out do whatever ooh not terrifier though

00:57:35.400 that's too much that's too much that's too much you said then i'm scared and i don't like that that's

00:57:39.160 yeah i don't like the clown if you can if you can have the clown kill me without the clown being there

00:57:44.460 yeah invisible clown right something right but yeah i i really do just want to like get to a place

00:57:51.000 where i can try a bunch of different stuff i mean when i was younger i always thought it would

00:57:55.720 really cool to like you know work on a cartoon or work on a movie or you know god knows what i just

00:58:01.940 want to try shit yeah you know well i i feel like i really want to say this to you and i mean this so

00:58:07.100 sincerely i think you're a fucking star i really do and i think you are you have such a unique voice

00:58:13.220 and it's so like i'm so glad that you're like getting the attention that you deserve thank you but

00:58:18.660 like you're fucking hilarious dude like genuinely and i mean that so sincerely and i do not say that

00:58:24.260 lightly and i do not say that to everyone yeah you bring someone on you're like you're you're very

00:58:29.960 pretty and i'd be like and it's a good thing you're pretty yeah yeah thankfully you're both

00:58:34.120 thankfully you're both stunning gorgeous smart and funny and i you know what's funny i showed um the

00:58:39.280 video you made about about tiktok getting banned i showed that to my fiance and he was like when he

00:58:44.680 was watching he was going yeah yeah yeah and then he was like she's fucking smart i love that yeah i was

00:58:50.220 like and period and period that's my king i appreciate it i love that what would be your

00:58:54.820 dream project to work on or go on at this point like whether it's a podcast tv show movie oh my god

00:59:00.680 i really i don't i don't think i have anything in specific i can say that we are already working

00:59:08.200 on quite a few things now love and i won't jinx myself yeah but i'm very excited about you know it's

00:59:14.740 like you get to a point where now you're doing stuff that's going to come in like years yeah and it's

00:59:19.140 going to take work over years absolutely and that's really cool that's really new um i would

00:59:24.940 love to i would love to work on a movie at some point i think i don't think i want to act

00:59:29.560 unless they're going to kill me if they're going to kill me then i'm down but do you want to be

00:59:32.980 like a writer director i would really love to write yeah and maybe direct but i don't know can i tell

00:59:38.180 you something about acting this is me being vulnerable i was like i was telling my makeup artist

00:59:44.880 i was my cousin i was telling him i i'm gonna get into acting next year right and i was like

00:59:50.320 i don't know i was thinking about it and like what if they make me like kiss someone because like i'm

00:59:54.580 so weird about shit like i i'm the only man i'm attracted to is my man in my in in like just my

01:00:00.180 heart everything about me like my body recoils at other men touching me yeah and i was like what

01:00:04.660 am i gonna do like how am i gonna do that like i'm i'm having this like existential crisis as if

01:00:09.780 anything's happening mind you it's like four in the morning when we're glamming i'm telling my

01:00:14.080 cousin and he's like okay first of all it's four in the morning so calm down yeah second of all you

01:00:18.840 haven't been cast in anything so why are you talking as if you have been we're a few chapters

01:00:21.840 ahead i said yeah and that's why i'll never ever get a big head because that's how everyone around

01:00:27.680 me treats me keeps me firmly planted in reality you know yeah you need that but i do need that

01:00:34.140 yeah i honestly do i think i think we all need right i've said before that's why i think god

01:00:39.160 gave did not give me the ability to sing i think i'd be insufferable well you want to know what

01:00:44.180 the people who are surrounded by a bunch of yes men always i mean the most untalented people in any

01:00:49.260 given room and it's really upsetting that's true and i i can't remember what like got me on this so

01:00:55.300 bad i can't i like blocked the person out they were so like there was just nothing like yeah

01:01:00.740 putting in their head right but i like met this i can't it's a blank spot yeah all i remember was

01:01:08.760 the yes men i experienced this person who just was surrounded by people like hyping their shit up and

01:01:13.920 it was it was embarrassing to watch i think they were like a musician yeah okay and it was bad it

01:01:17.820 wasn't ready and they were so like a dick about it yeah and that's the thing you can be bad at

01:01:22.280 anything if you're sweet about it right and i'll be cool and i'll give feedback if you want feedback

01:01:26.840 and i'll lie if you want me to lie same but when you're a dick and you have a bunch of hype men and

01:01:31.640 you think you're the shit it's yeah there's no insult i can come up with do you know what i mean

01:01:38.160 that is more tragic than your situation and it's like it is upsetting me and my my girls like we're

01:01:44.380 very my home girls are very upset about this we are very distraught over what you're bringing to the

01:01:49.520 function i this poisonous aura that you're bringing yeah yeah i agree well and that's why i will tell

01:01:55.800 you you keep saying i don't want to jinx it but like i genuinely think you are a star that's what

01:02:00.680 your desk this is what you're destined to do so i'm glad you're finally walking in it i think you

01:02:05.020 you're not giving yourself nearly enough credit so you're you're getting nervy and i get why it is

01:02:10.260 very nervy but like this is what you're meant to do i can feel it thank you so sincerely and i mean

01:02:15.940 that so sincerely i don't know i think it's um it's imposter syndrome is what it sounds like

01:02:22.340 you know and this is the thing is i actually am very much someone who's like i don't really believe

01:02:26.460 in that because i do i like i know that the way things kind of work is that you have to fake it

01:02:30.720 till you make it right and so to an extent yeah to an extent to an extent um but yeah i don't know i

01:02:37.680 guess in a weird way it is just like a superstition thing yeah because i'm really superstitious too yeah and i

01:02:43.380 think it's also like it's very wild to experience and i think almost everyone goes through this at

01:02:49.320 some point in some way like things being demonically bad in your life and then two years three years

01:02:56.640 four years later it's like a complete 180 yeah that's a crazy feeling totally it's hard to like

01:03:02.060 to not be disoriented or worry about it yes like or worry if the other shoe's gonna drop kind of thing

01:03:07.840 it is and yeah i don't know i feel like there's always very much a part of like restraint about

01:03:14.300 me in that yeah like i don't know i just don't want to say too much and that's okay yeah yeah that's

01:03:19.660 okay when you when you get to that point whenever you get to the point where you feel like you can

01:03:25.180 talk about it without feeling like you're gonna curse it right that's when you know you're you're

01:03:29.420 like fully fully accepting and walking in your power that's my point walking in your power i just

01:03:34.540 i think you're i think you're a fucking star and i think you're so funny and so talented like

01:03:38.640 there's no way that this isn't gonna happen for you that's why it is yeah and when you were ready

01:03:43.300 for it that's when i think it started happening yeah no for sure and i will say i think it's it's

01:03:48.380 also two things i i believe like that your actions speak for itself and your work speaks for itself

01:03:53.880 totally um and also i watched that one episode of george lopez where his when i was really young

01:04:03.080 where his mom talks about the evil eye and i think that got in my head in a crazy way because all she

01:04:09.240 described was like if you say something it's gonna come take it from you and i was like well fuck you

01:04:14.480 know because i also i thought my mom could read my mind until i was 12 so there was just a lot of stuff

01:04:19.600 going on a lot of stuff working in there that kind of got sucked into the meat right after a

01:04:25.020 while so maybe it's some stuff to unpack it's in the carpet you know yeah oh it stinks

01:04:29.780 okay to kind of wrap us up though i would love to know like what your best piece of advice is for

01:04:38.540 any content creators that are maybe like kind of like where you're at where you were at two years ago

01:04:43.100 and maybe they're kind of nervous about putting out content or nervous about being perceived yeah you

01:04:48.760 know what would you say is your best piece of advice for them i would say that you should just

01:04:53.740 do it um i mean just if you have the urge to post if you literally just want to run your mouth and

01:05:00.460 say nothing interesting for two minutes three minutes 20 minutes whatever do it um because i think

01:05:06.100 i don't know like when i started i don't think i really had a point of view right and i don't really

01:05:10.640 think i knew myself and then somehow through just enjoying doing it and maybe constantly saying

01:05:17.660 everything in my head out loud like now i definitely have a point of view yeah and you

01:05:22.800 also you never know who is watching you i will tell you 100 did not expect this was gonna happen

01:05:29.100 really at all no i got that email and i sent it to and i keep doing this i'll get like a crazy

01:05:34.800 fucking email and send it to him and be like should i answer this is this real and he's like yeah

01:05:40.720 yeah you fucking should yeah yes yeah god god god bless him right um yeah you you never know who

01:05:48.940 was gonna see you and show other people around them and it's a really wild thing when it starts

01:05:55.080 happening yeah and i think that's kind of the big thing um that is really sad about tiktok

01:06:00.420 too is yeah anyone anyone can get big on tiktok right and it's like democratic about who blows up

01:06:11.460 in a way that i think a lot of people assume is like it doesn't really take talent right and it

01:06:16.020 doesn't to go viral yeah it does not take any talent to go viral at all but to maintain attention

01:06:20.960 yeah and to build a loyal audience from tiktok where like a hundred thousand followers can mean

01:06:27.200 nothing right exactly you know and they can choose from anyone at that point like everybody's on tiktok

01:06:32.280 everyone is on tiktok literally yeah you know so yeah i think just finding a point of view and

01:06:40.400 really understanding yourself when you're talking to the public like that will do crazy shit for you

01:06:46.160 absolutely literally yeah and that's why that's why you're so funny like saying like i never thought

01:06:51.120 this was gonna oh no i've been watching you forever that's why i was like crazy and i honestly

01:06:55.260 because i don't know unless i click on your profile i have no idea if you follow me but i've been liking

01:06:59.800 your shit for so long i was like yeah we are mutual we are moots now and i when i looked i was like oh

01:07:06.120 period yeah i saw you followed me that's why and then as i continue to see your stuff i just think

01:07:11.060 i love a smart bitch yeah a smart funny bitch oh i love that shit that's why i was like yeah every

01:07:18.880 time i see your videos i'm like yeah fucking exactly yeah that's how i feel watching it and it's there's

01:07:23.460 like a little cult of this type of girl on tiktok right molly like just so many different girls i'm

01:07:29.860 obsessed with right and people who like you know because you i was i was posting already but absolutely

01:07:35.920 like the way you speak about things the way molly speaks about things so many of those girls like

01:07:41.240 was foundational to me being like oh i see the way she did that yeah and why it's different than like

01:07:47.260 there truly is a difference that from getting online and being mean yeah and actually taking the time to

01:07:52.140 craft an insult like make it smart tea you know tea that's why that's why i said you cannot outdo

01:08:00.080 the doer you know that's why i said sometimes i've told people like when i make videos roasting dudes

01:08:05.340 sometimes they're like you walked right past this right and i'm like no i didn't i saw it and it

01:08:10.640 doesn't it's not funny to me yeah you got to think bigger yeah you want to live up here you got to get

01:08:15.080 more creative i made my choices very careful right no this was premeditated murder that's what this was

01:08:20.540 absolutely oh and i did takes to make sure that timing was like don't worry bitch that camera went

01:08:27.820 off and on and off and on until all the punch was exactly because i wanted that shit to sting

01:08:33.700 exactly really bad like this is mean yeah i know oh i know it was intended to be i added extra mean

01:08:40.040 into mission accomplished yeah i scribbled it on top like yeah truffle bitch yeah i shaved that shit on

01:08:46.420 top you're welcome absolutely at bon appetit bon appetit well thank you so much for coming on the

01:08:53.000 show i fucking adore you i am really happy to be here i'm so glad we got to meet oh my god i'm

01:08:58.920 same yeah i i adore you and i will say it until you start to believe it too i think you're a fucking

01:09:05.000 star i really do and i thank you can't wait to see where you go from here like anyone would be lucky

01:09:09.560 to have you as a guest and i've said this before if you're fucking awesome i'll plug you into anyone

01:09:13.700 awesome i think you're fucking fantastic and i'm so happy that people are seeing it and recognizing

01:09:18.120 it yeah i can't wait to see what else you do bitch thank you you're amazing thank you i think you're

01:09:22.040 amazing and i'm falling in love with you i guess is my fucking point yeah yeah that tends to happen

01:09:26.300 maybe we're falling in love with each other yeah i don't tends to happen on here yeah god and every

01:09:31.320 time i have to be like sorry i'm taken and you were too yeah literally oh hi alex oh yeah that's

01:09:39.080 right yeah whoops well thank you so much again for coming and for anyone who doesn't know where

01:09:45.500 can they find you well um for like the next couple weeks you can find me on tiktok um you can follow

01:09:51.620 my sub my sub stack the quiet part um you can listen to my podcast meet bus on patreon and spotify

01:09:58.880 um and then i have a youtube channel we'll see if anything gets posted but it is just kpoyer at kpoyer

01:10:06.080 period we love make sure y'all follow k on literally everything she's

01:10:10.320 incredible bitch you are just so unbelievable and so funny and i can't wait to see you get

01:10:15.160 murdered in a movie oh my god fantastic you're gonna have a front row ticket yes obviously and

01:10:19.960 by that point we'll have like the theaters that spray real blood on you yeah yeah so we're a parka

01:10:24.920 yeah yeah slash mountain experience we love that thank you so much to my amazing guest k for

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MAYBE WE’RE FALLING IN LOVE Ft. Kay Poyer ｜ Episode 152

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