00:09:22.50020 countries together or something, right?
00:09:24.000So we understand how this pipeline works, and you have to understand there is virtually nobody coming across the U.S. southern border who is an actual asylum seeker.
00:14:45.400I worked in the hospitals on rehab, merge overflow, palliative care,
00:14:52.080And then I did 17 years in the community, which is everything and anything.
00:14:57.240Community nursing means you're just talking to people, walking in off the street and dealing with whatever they bring you, right?
00:15:06.800Exactly. You get anything from cancer to surgical to cardiac.
00:15:11.720I also worked in the jail here, the super jail, for a short time.
00:15:17.540I was a little bit different, and I was a director of care for a short time.
00:15:22.080in long-term care so i've done a bit of everything so you know the system very well right yes
00:15:32.020i thought i did i thought i did shadow okay so 28 years taking care of other people
00:15:42.400and then the covet 19 pandemic response kicks in were you diagnosed with cancer
00:15:51.680before or after the vaccines? I was diagnosed just before, so I was diagnosed in February
00:16:00.320and I took my vaccines in June. Okay, so can you take us through everything that happened?
00:16:10.220Because today on the phone, Colleen and I were talking on the phone today, guys, and
00:16:15.120And she says she kicks herself every day because of taking this. But let's be honest, a lot of us back at that stage were terrified of what could happen because the Marxist media had been telling us, you're going to die or you're going to infect your grandparents or something or other for a very long time.
00:16:39.780and it just kind of seeped into many people and they, they took it. They, they went ahead and
00:16:44.760just did it or pressure from work or whatever. So what were the circumstances behind you taking
00:16:50.920this thing in the first place? And please feel, don't feel bad about this because you aren't the
00:16:57.500only one. I know. Yeah, no, I, uh, I knew I didn't trust it. Um, and my GP had asked me,
00:17:07.420you know mentioned that I should get it and I said I'd prefer to wait for my oncology appointment
00:17:12.280I just don't feel right about it because my cancer is an immune system cancer t-cell lymphoma
00:17:19.420and I had just gone through 15 months prior to that of pure hell to the point where I actually
00:17:27.180tried to sign up for medical assistance in dying and a naturopath that I worked with got me
00:17:34.440to a point where I had a full body rash. I wasn't getting sleep. I was raw. I was itching severely.
00:17:43.120And I've had eczema all my life. But this was before you got any shots?
00:17:48.400Yes. Yes. And so I had finally got it under control. I had to research and figure out my
00:17:55.900own diagnosis because I was being told that it was eczema. And I was like, no, it's not. It's T-cell
00:18:01.740lymphoma. I know it because I've had eczema all my life. This is beyond. So to make a long story
00:18:09.700short, I eventually found a doctor online at Sunnybrook in Toronto who had an email attached.
00:18:18.960And so I sent him my pictures and I sent him my symptoms. And I told him that I thought that I
00:18:26.180had T cell lymphoma within two days he replied and he said oh my god I'm so sorry you poor thing he
00:18:32.760said get your doctor to send a referral um I'm retiring in a month but I'll forward your
00:18:38.960information so it took six more months to get diagnosed but I was right um so that was February
00:18:46.820June I had my first oncology zoom meeting because at that point everybody was in lockdown
00:18:53.100and um 2021 yes okay yeah so the oncologist um said that she thought that i had an indolent
00:19:05.840which means a slow type of cancer based on the way i presented with my skin
00:19:12.700um mind you she didn't see me when i had my full body rash uh she said that i would probably live
00:19:20.920a normal long life and that she didn't have any concerns. And I said, okay, what should I do about
00:19:28.360this vaccine thing? Like I said, my GP is telling me I should take it. Now I have vocal cord
00:19:33.900paralysis since I was in my twenties. And they figure it's from a surgical procedure where they
00:19:40.040damaged me when they intubated. And I'm getting derailed here as I, anyways, she said that given
00:19:50.220my history with that and a CPAP that I was on for two years prior to getting cancer
00:20:00.120that was recalled because it causes my cancer and a number of other things. She said, you need to
00:20:08.540take this vaccine. I'm telling everybody to take it. And I said, I'm so scared. I said,
00:20:15.200do you think i'll be okay she said you'll be fine i said okay how many weeks apart should i take them
00:20:21.940and she said three weeks so that's what i did we should let you guys know as well and i meant to do
00:20:29.220this off the top uh one of the side effects that colleen deals with is uh brain fog this is pretty
00:20:36.720common amongst those who have taken the uh the shots so if it happens where you get derailed
00:20:43.400Colleen take your time we'll get you back to where you were there's no problem there so this
00:20:50.560oncologist this was a zoom appointment you were saying yes encouraged you to take those shots
00:20:57.680and based upon the fact that you were at that point you were terrified you were buying into
00:21:03.720the whole thing right the whole COVID thing I was terrified that I was gonna reverse what I
00:21:09.880just made progress on with my naturopath and that I'd worked so hard to get my body under control
00:21:18.140that I was finally at a place where I could live. I didn't feel like I was going to go insane with
00:21:25.920insane itching and full body rash. So I was terrified. I told her, I said, I could never
00:21:31.840go back to that again. She said, you'll be fine. So I trusted her. I mean, she's worked there for
00:21:38.880many years and uh i figured she would know best so i did what she said and that's when all hell
00:21:49.160broke loose two weeks what were your instincts telling you colleen even though the oncologist
00:21:54.680said oh yeah don't worry about it you're going to be fine what was your inside telling you sadly
00:21:59.100my instincts said don't do it and i didn't listen shadow that's one thing if i could say to people
00:22:07.180always always follow your instincts because they're always right always
00:22:11.720so you took your now did you go to the doctor for a shot or did you go to just a pharmacy or
00:22:20.200how did that play out the first one i went through our local uh hospital where they had like a drive
00:22:25.680through center set up um so you drive in they get your breath through your health card and
00:22:32.700wham bam and you're done away you go and this yeah and then uh the second one i went before
00:22:40.600we get to the second one were you after that first one did you feel any effects after that
00:22:46.420i did um i had numbness in my face especially above my lip but i thought that it was anxiety
00:22:53.220because it resolved after 20 minutes half hour so i thought okay you know you're just nervous
00:22:58.360um to be honest when i left the parking lot my adrenaline was just pumping because of it
00:23:05.240but part way home and it settled down and i was okay and then the second one comes around
00:23:12.100yeah so three weeks to the day i went and i got the second one and um didn't have any side effects
00:23:21.160initially nothing that stood out and then i was i had started power walking um a week after that
00:23:30.120and was up to 11 12 kilometers within a couple days because i was determined and that's actually
00:23:38.280one of the pictures where you see where i had my muscle up and i was you know i was determined i
00:23:44.340was going to be healthy and I was going to be good after being diagnosed with cancer. And
00:23:53.140within four or five days of the walking, maybe not even, maybe the third or fourth day, actually,
00:24:02.100I ended up having a lot of pain in my feet. And I thought, well, maybe it's the shoes.
00:24:07.120um so I went out that night bought a new pair of shoes went back the next day for my walk
00:24:14.060and I got not even halfway through and I had to call my husband to come and get me my feet were
00:24:18.760just killing me so I still thought it was just you know I overdid it I I was new at this power
00:24:26.380walking and distance walking I mean I went from being just walking you know around my yard and
00:24:33.000and stuff to really walking. But then I ended up with foot drop, where my foot totally dropped,
00:24:43.320and I couldn't flex it back up, and a numbness in my feet and up the outer sides of my legs
00:24:48.660within a couple weeks. And I knew at that point, something wasn't right. So I had a CT of the spine.
00:24:55.860I went to a foot clinic pretty much determined that there was it wasn't related to my spine
00:25:03.800and my GP and I had a discussion and I used to work for him so we talk about things that are
00:25:11.160typically not something that you would discuss with your GP and I told him I thought that it
00:25:17.020was vaccine that was causing it and he after looking at my report said I have to say I don't
00:25:25.440think it's your spine and i think you might be on to it uh you know something um but he actually
00:25:31.340said that freely not just to humor you like he actually looked at that and went hmm you might
00:25:36.500have a point here so he was open-minded enough to say that wow he knows hold on a second when did
00:25:42.840you start thinking that it might be the vaccine because up until then you weren't even thinking
00:25:49.300that way right? No I no I wasn't it was I thought that it was walking related and it wasn't until
00:25:56.020my foot started going numb and I went to the foot clinic and the guy that was working there
00:26:01.680assessed me and he said it doesn't make sense that this would be from walking because he said
00:26:09.060your nerves travel downwards in your legs and he said so if you had damaged the pads of your feet
00:26:17.680which he said you may have he said the pain wouldn't have traveled up your leg
00:26:23.740because nerves travel down and that just made so much sense to me and I went yep
00:26:29.000I said because I couldn't I remember saying to my GP that I didn't think it was my spine because
00:26:36.800why would it only be the lower part of my leg it would have traveled all the way down
00:26:41.780sure and so yeah that started to raise a bit of a flag there but it was roughly five weeks after
00:26:50.280that that i knew because i went blind in my right eye within five weeks from perfect vision and my
00:27:00.020cousin had the identical thing happen within two weeks of me so before we get before we get into
00:27:05.920that let's just stop for one second your mindset at that time though was not in the area where you
00:27:12.960might think that this injection did anything to you so what what was the thing that happened
00:27:21.100that made you go wait a minute my vision when my vision went i knew okay yeah
00:27:29.700yeah i don't recall vision loss being one of the side effects then again i mean they have
00:27:37.560like what 27 pages of side effects in the pfizer document so i may have missed that one somewhere
00:27:44.200along the way it's a very common one very common shadow a lot of people have vision problems
00:27:50.060i have vision problems now in my opposite eye but i know it's not the aggressive cataract that i
00:27:56.440developed in my right it's probably what most people are having which is blurred vision and
00:28:02.600yeah floaters things like that so you know what was when you first started coming to the realization
00:28:10.920that you had been injured by this injection who did you tell did you aside from the doctors and
00:28:17.980the medical people were you talking to your family about this your friends well that's a long story
00:28:24.700but yes, it's been three years of hell, let me tell you. Lots of fighting going on because
00:28:29.860everybody thought it was nuts. Guys, again, I'm sorry to interrupt you, Colleen. I know
00:28:34.540that I probably shouldn't do this. I just want to let people know that you've got an airway blockage.
00:28:40.140I do. What is it, 30% you were telling me this afternoon? Yes. I have 30% airway,
00:28:48.160so 70 closure so that's why we're hearing this it's not that she's got a cold or anything this
00:28:56.980is part of the condition that colleen is now dealing with so uh just so you guys are aware
00:29:01.760that's the reason so anyway we were talking about your your family and friends and you first maybe
00:29:08.340bringing the idea to them that you had been harmed by the injection well yeah my older son was was
00:29:15.520awake, but my older son's very quiet. And at first, my husband and I both having, you know,
00:29:23.300cancers, because my husband was diagnosed with cancers over the years, and he has
00:29:29.700a myasthenia gravis, which is an autoimmune disorder that is very serious. And so during
00:29:37.240the pandemic, when everybody was freely still able to come and go to bars, my boys would go out,
00:29:45.520come in and we would freak out. And my oldest boy would freak right back out at us and tell us
00:29:51.860it's a bloody flu, you know, but they had us terrified. So anyway, after my injuries,
00:30:00.580I was like, holy crap, my kid was right. And I started going down all these rabbit holes
00:30:07.380and found out so much stuff i mean if i could retain what i've learned in the last three years
00:30:16.200i'd be a genius but there was constant conflict between my youngest son and my husband and i
00:30:22.880because they told me i was a conspiracy theorist i was nuts um i needed to go get therapy
00:30:29.280they didn't know a lot of a lot of us watching this have been through that exact thing but not
00:30:38.020to the point that you went through it combined with what was going on physically with you
00:30:44.060that must have taken a horrible toll it i can't even begin to describe how devastating
00:30:51.200and how many days i've cried and i'm gonna cry in a second i'm sorry all right it's still really hard
00:30:58.120because you're alone in it and at that time i didn't even know any other vaccine injured so i
00:31:06.000didn't even have anybody to reach out to and um it wasn't until june of 2023 that i joined twitter
00:31:13.680that i realized that i wasn't alone and i was there was so many of us out there um
00:31:21.260you know and that's been my that's kept me going is i've had an amazing support system there
00:31:27.240but it's been very traumatic before joining twitter were what about your friends
00:31:36.400from before all of this well most of my friends stayed silent they they went from always cheering
00:31:46.080me on on facebook um very close relationships in the sense of i was always going and meeting
00:31:52.880up with people and participating in just many social events to nobody nobody's saying anything
00:32:01.540nobody reaching out the odd person might like something that was unrelated but they really
00:32:09.340distanced themselves and I had a few people say stop spreading misinformation basically
00:32:15.640and so I deleted most and blocked most probably 95% of my friends and these were people from
00:32:24.660public school college you know people that I had such close relationships I thought
00:32:32.140that told me all the time they loved me and that I loved them so it was just
00:32:38.520devastating to lose all of them and then have my own family not believe me like there's you can't
00:32:48.240even describe the feeling this is a special kind of pain that you went through many of us
00:32:57.780have been talking about everything that you talked about for years but we didn't get many of us
00:33:07.660didn't get the shot thank god so so we didn't we didn't have to suffer with these kinds of
00:33:16.860ailments that you have been going through and it must i i can't even imagine how it must feel
00:33:28.060for you to be in this position like you've somehow managed to slip through the cracks
00:33:36.060of both teams in this fight almost because i'm sure some people who've been freedom fighters
00:33:44.660for a while just went well you took the shot so you deserve everything you get i'm sure that
00:33:50.260that's happened and then other people saying oh yeah sure fine yeah yeah now you think you're
00:33:55.980being hurt by this vaccine and you're going to go and be a all of a sudden a conspiracy theorist now
00:34:02.700so that must have and you know i have spoken to other people who've been injured by this thing
00:34:07.460and they said they felt a lot that way because they couldn't really connect with with either
00:34:14.460side of this has that been an experience that you've had as well um a little bit i i have to
00:34:20.840say that most people have been amazing that way and but i also made a public post that went viral
00:34:27.520on Twitter, and I was telling the people that didn't get vaccinated that I was so sorry for
00:34:33.620what they were put through, because I was always pro-choice. I don't care what it was about.
00:34:40.780I was about freedom of choice, and whatever my patients wanted, I advocated for that.0.96
00:34:46.560And so when people had made comments to me on Twitter that, you know, I hope you all die,0.99
00:34:55.440you don't deserve or you deserve what you get because the rest of us were treated like crap0.98
00:35:03.180and and i and i i mean i can totally understand where they're coming from but like i said to them0.97
00:35:09.500not all of us felt that way i know i can totally feel what you're where you're coming from but
00:35:17.300please believe me i've never judged somebody that didn't want to take it um as a matter of fact i
00:35:25.700mean kudos i'm jealous now i wish i had have had the balls to do what they did and not caved i
00:35:32.660really do oh so kudos yeah you know it's it's i just don't like seeing anybody in a position like
00:35:44.020this. And I don't want to say that you're suffering. I'm going to disclose something
00:35:51.160that Colleen and I talked about earlier today. And we're going to get to this in a little bit. But
00:35:56.700you are still actively out there helping people, aren't you?
00:36:02.880I do what I can. I do what I can. I mean, I try to do what I can as far as,
00:36:08.780like I heard that there was a vaccine clinic for children in a town about an hour from me. And
00:36:16.100I was like, like hell there is I'm going to go there. And it was cold and rainy. But
00:36:21.300and then I had a, you know, a good friend of mine, Dallas, who runs a Facebook group for injured
00:36:28.180silent survivors, she sent a couple of wonderful, great up fighters to stand with me that day. And,
00:36:35.400you know i i speak out wherever i can whatever i can but i'm not always i haven't been up to it
00:36:43.080as much in the last i don't know eight months only a few times because i'm just so tired and
00:36:49.840uh just not well and now what is your what is your now we know that your husband is
00:36:57.200he's got cancer he's he's he's very close to the end i really hate speaking like this but i guess
00:37:08.460i just have to say what it is um yeah and he developed this after the shots also right well
00:37:18.240he he had colon cancer in 2021 uh july it was and they they did a resection surgery took it out
00:37:28.620said they got it all they were pretty confident so a year later they did a follow-up which i'll
00:37:34.720get into but um he was cleared initially um had his two shots at that point and um i tried to
00:37:44.560convinced him not to take that third one, because then I had learned all this stuff that I now know.
00:37:49.500And I told him, you're going to get that turbo cancer they're talking about. Don't take it. And
00:37:55.240unfortunately, he told me that, you know, he didn't want to hear it, that I was, you know,
00:38:03.020too far gone, basically, as far as conspiracy theory. And I said, well, you're going to find
00:38:08.940out I'm telling you like there's cancers popping up left right and center and in December he took
00:38:16.160his third shot by July of 2023 they did the one year follow-up for his cancer and they said that
00:38:27.120his cancer was clear in July a year later no cancer in the blood markers CT was clear but
00:38:34.960had multiple pulmonary embolisms and uh two weeks later my youngest son 23 calls me from the
00:38:44.520hospital one o'clock in the morning he said mom i'm at the hospital in montreal i'm having chest
00:38:50.080pain the doctor thinks it's anxiety i said connor i've been telling you for two years
00:38:56.320it's probably a pulmonary embolism do not leave there tell us about your son a little bit colleen
00:39:02.940sorry to interrupt but he's like a big dude he's an athletic type he works out right and young
00:39:08.520yeah he's um six foot six and a half and uh plays hockey goes to the gym you know he's invincible
00:39:18.980he's at that age nothing's gonna nothing's gonna take them down right um and i just kept telling
00:39:26.500him during our fights excuse me for a sec I kept telling him I don't care if you think I'm crazy
00:39:35.160if you get chest pain please please don't mess with it because you're the average age of all
00:39:40.660the athletes that are dropping dead in fields and so thank goodness his girlfriend was with him that
00:39:47.640night and she forced him to go to the hospital um doctor said it was anxiety I said Connor don't
00:39:54.980leave the hospital without a d-dimer and a ct scan you demand that and the doctor did it and
00:40:01.700sure enough he had a pulmonary embolism so and that doesn't happen to 23 year old not not in
00:40:08.540that shape but the doctor told him well you know because my son said to him could this be caused
00:40:14.880by the vaccine and the doctor said well you know there's a lot of things that could cause it and
00:40:20.440And I told him, I said, no, not in a 23-year-old healthy boy, of all things.
00:40:26.520If you were a female on birth control, smoking, obese, inactive, slighter, you know, a slight chance, yes.0.87
00:46:36.340You hurt me, that's one thing, but you hurt my baby.
00:46:39.460And I swear I will fight till my last breath to make sure that everybody that I can inform and fight for, including my doctor, because I told him that an hour before our podcast, I said, I'm fighting for you as well.
00:46:59.040I said, but I'm done with the gaslighting. I want a copy of my chart because I said, as soon as I'm well enough, there's a number of doctors that have lighted my chart who have sent me home telling me as I went to a Peterborough hospital with total stroke symptoms.
00:47:19.500I had two brain aneurysms that were supposed to be surgically repaired in January of 2022
00:47:27.000as an urgent surgery. I went to that appointment with mottled legs, my immune system in the dumps,
00:47:36.860which has been constant since this poison, and pericarditis. And I said to, I literally bawled,
00:52:05.860as soon as I told him that it was two weeks after my second box,
00:52:10.160I was out of there in a half hour, no CT scan,
00:52:14.060no nothing other than basic blood work and an ECG.
00:52:18.360So. So they thought that you were going to try and blame the vaccine before you could do that.
00:52:23.340They punted you out of there. Yeah. Yeah. And then I ended up with a with a small stroke.
00:52:29.440And so I know as a nurse working on a stroke rehab unit for years, once you have one.
00:52:36.780And the one that I've got, like I've got a double brain aneurysm, so it's one that split into two and it's right at the bifurcation of a deep vein where it splits off in the brain.
00:52:46.560and they told me the neurosurgeon told me back in December of 2021 and January for two different
00:52:56.020appointments he told me you need to have this surgery ASAP if they rupture it'll be catastrophic
00:53:02.900meaning I'd die and here I am you need to have brain surgery you got to get those coils put in
00:53:09.740there for those aneurysms to to block them off is that right well yeah that's big they won't they
00:53:15.340can't do the coils on me because they i'm too high risk and the location is so deep in the brain
00:53:21.520it's in the medial um area so they have to actually cut the whole half of my head open
00:53:29.300take the stall off and go in that way how much medication are you on right now i'm not i'm on
00:53:36.620blood pressure and thyroid medication which is another issue my thyroid is now all messed um
00:53:44.460it's attacking itself uh so i've got a lot a lot of different things that have come up since this
00:53:50.460and i told my gp that tonight i said you know and i know that i didn't have hardly any of this
00:53:57.900i had slight asthma sinusitis and my cancer was diagnosed you know i said but now look at me and
00:54:06.300he goes i know colleen i know it's hard i said you have no idea i said i'm tired of it i'm done
00:54:12.380with gaslighting these people sleep at night do you think i you know i have no idea because the
00:54:22.020level of evil that it would take i mean i just it just blows my mind honestly i'm just like how
00:54:32.140how can you go home and have no conscience that the people out there are dying because you don't
00:54:41.000do your job and the oath that you took doesn't mean anything it's not as good as the i mean it's
00:54:46.760i don't know i'm just it's just i can't even believe it shadow i'm just blown away
00:54:52.520and you're helpless you can't even help anybody have you been you you've mentioned going to
00:55:02.180several different doctors in several different areas so have you been getting into your car
00:55:06.960colleen by yourself and driving an hour two hours to go to see these doctors or have people come
00:55:13.280with you nobody has come with you nobody has joined you no i've gone by myself other than my
00:55:18.640husband will wait in the car but yeah i've gone in by myself which is fine i mean i don't that
00:55:25.600i don't need anybody to hold my hand i really don't but um that's not that's no that's not
00:55:31.680fine Colleen that's that's not fine that is you know a few years ago 10 years ago I was dating a
00:55:41.280girl called Lisa we lived together and she cut her finger peeling potatoes one night oh my god
00:55:46.640it's bleeding it's so deep I said put a band-aid on it and she said I'm gonna go to the hospital
00:55:51.940so of course I went with her and I sat there in the waiting room for I don't know how long
00:55:58.620four hours whatever because you know that's what you do