Tucker and Mike Cernovich on Nicolas Maduro’s Capture, Charlie Kirk’s Murder, and Battling Demons
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On this episode of the podcast, we are joined by former US Navy SEAL and retired US Army Special Operations Command Chief Master Sergeant Mike McCartan, who served as a member of the elite US Special Operations forces unit known as the Delta Force. Mike is a veteran of the Special Operations community who served with the elite Special Operations units of the United States Navy SEALs and the elite Venezuelan Special Operations Forces (DSO) and is a regular contributor to the Venezuelan media. He is also a frequent contributor to Venezuelan media and the Venezuelan press.
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life insurance company thank you mike for doing this so what do you think of the apprehension of
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nicolas maduro i'm i'm dealing with a lot of because i spent a lot of time online which you don't and i
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think there's pros and cons to each for sure and the the pro is that you're really plugged in the con is
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that if you read the comments which i do you really take a lashing every day like i just a lot because
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you can't by by virtue of taking a position you just get lashed by one side or the other heard that so
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now apparently i'm a neocon again i'm a neocon which is bizarre because i was pro the the raid on maduro
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and people say well therefore you're a neocon and the answer you're not a neocon which is so that's
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why it's interesting that you were in favor of course but if you're if you're online yeah of course but
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if you're online you're whatever the most extreme that's what they call you and no i'm not i'm not
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and i'm not an interventionist either but there's a i feel like we're always stuck between this false
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dialectic of you either do nothing or boots on the ground we need full marine battalions to take the
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beachheads whereas i've always been approach i've always been a fan of the trump approach which is use
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delta we have these guys do targeted strikes remind the world that the usa is still a world power
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even though we might not feel that way and exercise our might for for a good purpose so people
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say well this is iraq or afghanistan again and i go the people of venezuela are not the people have
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they're not the same people right as afghanistan it's a different people we've had special forces
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there for three four decades we've had business interests there for decades the people of venezuela
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voted out maduro or tried to and they couldn't get rid of them so we went in and we got rid of
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them so obviously i oppose escalation and whatever but the parade of horrors especially after so mania
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just hasn't happened yet and that's because i've talked a lot of special operations guys during the
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trump admin and his the way his approach differed and this was covered a little bit in the media but
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not enough is under obama they just didn't let the d boys and them run missions they everything had to
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get approval and work up the chain and by the time it happened they didn't have their targets
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and the trump approach was we we have these people they're trained the the the level of the missions
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that they can accomplish which we saw on video is unbelievable right he lets them he lets them do the
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missions they do the targeted strikes i've i've always been supportive of that yeah um i don't
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know if i mean i've got a double stack staccato nine in my bedside drawer i've never used it i don't feel
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the need to use it but i mean just because like but no i well i'll just tell you what i'm grateful for
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and i'm grateful for the wisdom of not taking out the entire government not because i support the
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government but because you know we have clear models in iraq and libya and a lot of syria
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like it can be very hard to put those things back together again and the fact that they appear to be
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backing delsey rodriguez not because they love her but because they're in favor of stability over chaos
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and her brother and they're kind of you know keeping the structure in place but making sure it's pro-american
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that seems like a much wiser approach that makes me calm down a little bit right yeah the the problem
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that everybody the neoliberal and even some people on the right have is they don't understand that you
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needed a strong man like saddam hussein to keep all these religious sex together and it's obviously
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it's obvious in hindsight right but at the time people either didn't know and in my opinion they
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didn't know i think that's people people were just generally clueless like i remember i spent time
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with my wife in vietnam and you'd roam around all over the place and i remember we did the tours of
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the caves and all i could think of was the tunnels not even the tunnels yet just the caves and the jungle
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and all i could think of was i can't even fit in through here what in the world are we doing
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sending 18 year old corn fed boys and black guys into the vietnam jungles because if anybody
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had done any kind of advanced recon you would just say our guys are too big for the territory
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you would literally just go through there's there's just a lot to be said for looking at the real estate
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right and you would walk through and forget the tunnel rats and all the other ways that they were
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buried in you would just say there's no way we can send our people out here this is just a completely
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different area and then vietnam people have always tried to conquer them for thousands of years and
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they actually take pride not being conquered and the foreign policy elite of course just said well
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we're going to do vietnam and it was the same thing with iraq and libya oh all people are the same
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everybody's the same right we'll just remove salam hussein and everything will be fine then of course
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you have a mess but with venezuela and latin america they're they're just pretty much like us
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it's a little bit of different culture but they've been influenced by the europeans they've been
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influenced by catholic church they're running a like similar operating system you can communicate
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to them in sort of like a shared language so even though people have doctrinal debates and everybody
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wants debates religion and what's the truth which to me is like the most boring thing in the world
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like if somebody's a christian and i'm a christian you're gonna maybe disagree about can you drink
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can you do this right what is this but you're still in the same language right you're still able to
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you're still like close enough that you can you share a framework like you can understand what
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someone's saying yeah we didn't share a framework middle east no which is a big problem so in
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venezuela it's a different it's a different situation and i also like that the air defense
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was completely disabled even in the iran strike that happened a few months ago we disabled their
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air system we sent a message and i think we need to send a message the i'm sounding like a neocon
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that's why i hate that neocon i hate that neocons ruined it for all of us i hate that neocons
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ruined the discussion where you can't just talk about how it's good to have military might
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it's good to remind the world that we exist and that we can do these things we being the united
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states of america it's good to remind people that we're still running the tables but you talk like
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that and you sound again like you does it belong at the weekly standard or something well i mean you
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still have a chance to pivot against the neocons because the bb people literally bb's office is
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pushing for mcm this machado lady the the gay marriage lady the klaus schwab accolite um who is
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supposed to be the nobel prize winner actually who's supposed to be the president and waiting
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and trump has said flat out no she has no support we're not doing that but the neocons are pushing
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for her they don't want uh the vice president to ascend to the presidency so you can say that's
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crazy well i knew when she won the nobel peace prize i actually posted we're going to go into
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venezuela yeah i i you can just check the receipt but not with her well no but the point is that's
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how the table gets set you can all by now by now you can tell the future if you just know that they
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always set the table a little bit beforehand and the minute she won the nobel peace prize and then
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praise trump oh no thank you for this but and then she's immediately kind of schmoozing with trump
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i go oh yeah we're going into venezuela i don't need any inside i don't need any i don't need any
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top secret sources that was all i needed to see so whoever we send i don't know i just send rubio
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i i'm just i'm i'm where we went wrong and i've had this conversation with everybody from
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line infantry guys to people who did the higher level stuff in afghanistan as they said we just didn't
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want to rule the country we we went in and we won all the military engagements this is another
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thing too why i'm glad the venezuela mission happened i was so i got so triggered man the way
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that even people politically aligned with us would talk about the american fighting man
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oh they they can't win a war they got beat by people who wear flip-flops and say no they didn't
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we took almost no casualties in afghanistan and i think the last year we were there i'm not even
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sure if there was a single casualty it was occupation that was lost and these are just
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completely different things so i i think it's good to just remind people no that was all black
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pill doomerism because of poor leadership by people like millie and biden and the woke generals and that
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we we have a it's unreal we should take great pride in the people that we have in delta and seals and
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special operations of course but i mean they're not making the policy decisions they're not that
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they're the instruments of other people's decisions they they are but they it's a two-way
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street these guys are not potted plants right of course not but i'm merely saying you can't hold
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you know a man with a gun in his hand responsible for the decision to be there with a gun in his hand
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like he was told to do that by someone in dc yeah yeah there with with i don't know i i think that
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with i think that to have retention at these higher level these higher level units i think is
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the dc people they obviously have an opinion but i think i think those guys get more of a vote than
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we might give them credit for they obviously can't just say well i'm not gonna go do this
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but they you know they have a these are strong-willed people like i've met enough of these guys
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one they're extremely impressive it's just a different caliber of person and it's very humbling
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because because i would say oh i couldn't do this you know maybe some aspect of it i could but i
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couldn't i i don't have any um delusions that i would have been a squadron commander in delta force
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have various generals occupying oil fields and claiming them for their own you don't have a civil war
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you don't have a migrant crisis that you know wrecks colombia or winds up here if venezuelans in the united
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states return to venezuela immediately as i think they should be required to do like immediately
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um venezuelan nationals then you know that that is amazing that will be amazing and i'm praying for
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that yeah it's always good i mean it's always good to look what look at what victory looks like and
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so you think this is victory no it's good to think what victory would look like yes this was this was
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the first step i think it was a good step but victory looks like we install our person who is
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aligned but you can't have a puppet because then every because remember with 2028 it's not guaranteed
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so we have to think longer term too and you want to get a person who's aligned and is has their own
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point of view but generally is going to do the right thing the people of venezuela that do they were
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eating that i mean you're in florida you talk to anybody in florida they're thrilled that that
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this happened that maduro is out of power a lot of these people they had their farms taken their land
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taken see i don't care about that like you show up in our country you adopt our concerns and importing
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your homeland's conflicts into my country and making those the basis of my foreign policy should
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strip you your citizenship immediately like what i mean i don't know like i'm not advocating for
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anything in sweden or great britain i mean i do you know what i mean like stop they were during
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during world war one though that's what we the anglos who founded the country so i guess
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they were allowed to do it but if you go back and read the debates around world war one a lot of it was
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about well we should go back because that's the homeland and people are naturally going to do that which
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is why jim which is why i support immigration moratorium everything but you i don't know i'm
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i guess i'm more of a pragmatist and idealist we live in the world sort of as it is and florida used
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to be a swing state it's deep red now venezuelans who come over are anti-communist we need anti-communist
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miami anti like i'll give you an example so if i if i if you hold events i mean you're way too famous
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at this point god help you is i mean that like sincerely like god help you um if you go to
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miami and antifa or somebody showed up the cubans would just say what do you get out of here like
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we're gonna well they did that during blm we're gonna like beat your asses miami had no meaningful
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blm riots tampa did why because tampa is the only majority white city in florida that's why right so
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it's just like pussy whites indulging that and the cubans and venezuelans who come in and live
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under communism so i if i if i look at the whole picture sometimes it's good to get a little
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injection of people who lit you know who lived under that because they're gonna they're gonna see it
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not as an abstract philosophical gentlemanly debate about oh should we allow wealth confiscation and for
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your homelands to be destroyed they see it as a fight for survival so i i get it i just it to take
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the attention away from our country which as far as i'm concerned is not thriving doesn't seem to be
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from driving around or there's some problems that need to be addressed big problems imminent problems
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and i don't know to spend all your time worrying about cuba like i don't i love the cubans here
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love them but how much money do you want to spend out of like your kids college fund on regime changing
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cuba i i'm more of an imperialist i guess than you like where we live in rome the empires do and
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empires do like i i just look what happened to rome and london well and i mean venice and every other
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and the seat of every other empire rome rome lasted a long time it did till the fall of constantinople
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which was well that now he's doing the holy roman empire okay you're you're adding a few centuries
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on there just notice i remember it's a funny story actually i remember i was because i you know i'm
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argumentative sometimes and i remember in my 20s i would always hear people say oh this is like the
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fall of the the roman empire i was like i wonder what that means well this is all pre-internet too so
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you couldn't just read read twitter all day and have people summarize it and so i bought gibbons
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the decline of fall the roman empire all three volumes and the single most boring treatment ever
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written it's very well written though and i just kept reading and reading and reading and reading
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and reading and i think i got the abridged six volume whatever i made it through three of six
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and i go there's a lot to rome i don't know if we could just say there's a singular point
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i totally agree oh this is where it's just like the decline of fall so i'm more i'm more um
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bolshevik piled on the time we're in like i think we're much more closer to the time of franco or the
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time of the czar in russia and you know like mystery grove when he republished those books i read all
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those and i did too i had no real under like the white i remember actually it was funny when you said uh
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where's the white army and then all these websites try to say he's he was a nazi army and i was like
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you historical literates it was the white army it was the people fighting the white army yeah yeah
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no no but you realize how illiterate oh they thought that i meant like white pig that like the
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david duke army or something yeah no i know i mean again no i know i remember and i was like
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wow these people are just illiterate historic illiterates and no because you would send the
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monologue like where's our white army and immediately it was like twitter was like lighting
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up tucker carlson this is why i don't look at it that's yeah and spiriting and uh no but that's
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really how illiterate people are and people who write for a living who should know better right
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because i didn't know what the white army was until i was under lockdown on covid covid covid in a way was
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the worst thing that happened to regime propaganda yes because everybody was locked in and we had all
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these smart people who are just like posting things and you'd have these long threads and i go i
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never general franco all i knew about general franco was he's a fascist right general franco was bad
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um the republicans were good and that was my understanding of it uh cortez was bad the
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conquistadors were evil men they were there were great wicked people okay that was that's what i
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learned in school bullshit revolution i kind of had a sense that it happened and the communists won and
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it wasn't good but i didn't realize the full evil right and then with covid you're like wait a minute
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people just posting books i'm like well i guess i'll just keep reading you know i was reading like
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three four books a week right and be like you realize oh no we're not living under the fall of
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rome we're living under the time of the spanish civil war or the the bullshit revolution that's
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what we're living under well i agree i agree with that and it's about it's spiritual war as both of
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those were the french revolution same revolutions of 1848 same it's all the same so we need we need
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the cubans and the venezuelans and the people who i agree i just want to focus on the united states to
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keep it from becoming well that's it's yeah but it's like tied together so so let me okay so it
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does since you read gibbon um and bless you for getting through that it took me almost a year to
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read that whole thing because it's so tough but um it's a different it's a different writing style
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it is a different writing style and it's but it's worth it so so when you read the older books
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which is especially good as we get up there in the years there they have you know because i write
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short punchy boom boom boom but then i have to remind myself you got to go back and read to where
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you read a full paragraph and you're like wait a minute i need to actually pay attention to what
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i'm reading the flow is a little bit different and it's a much denser kind of writing and a book
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length idea can be fully formed right but okay but since you're interested in rome there was this
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pit i mean the pivot really was not the fall of rome that was the end and you're you're giving
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istanbul credit for being rome uh okay but in the fifth century rome the place was invaded by the
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german tribes and collapsed so the big pivot though was the move from republic to empire
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and it kind of feels like that's where we are it but we're afraid to be an empire right but maybe
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what we saw two days ago is the beginning of a period we're like okay we're an empire we're embracing
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it that that was that's why i mean that's my hope is america you know american imperialism
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because i believe we're just the moral people i believe we're a christian people i believe that
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the venezuela i believe in like i believe that the greatest spiritual battle is the and i don't mean
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to sound like utopian or sound like a bolshevik myself because some of this that's why again the left
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and the neocons like they took all this they they ruined they ruined everything because you end up
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sounding like a leftist utopian or you you sound like a neocon when you say these things but i just
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i believe in my heart that america is the most righteous country that has ever lived that that
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western europe if it if it doesn't fall needs needs to remain upright and that human suffering will
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be reduced by what was done in venezuela so i think that's one way that i look at foreign policy is
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in the middle east we created human suffering on a on a scale that's catastrophic and
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vietnam especially too like that's one thing that always annoys me that i think the cambodian genocide
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should be taught in our schools because one it was because of communism and pol pot and two it was
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our fault because we were using cambodian airspace and that's what led to pol pot's rise and
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propping up prince cianuk and the whole thing no it was you're absolutely right so if we have a
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national guilt we should actually have a national guilt over the cambodian genocide and we never
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rebuilt it we just sort of left them to live in squalor well you know who did fix it actually was
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you heard it here first but okay so i i guess i haven't quite figured out what i think i have a lot
00:24:26.960
of thoughts obviously i'm totally opposed and have been since a rock since 2003 to anything like this
00:24:33.520
on the other hand i'm thinking to myself maybe well maybe i'm not in charge of history okay that's
00:24:40.120
like one thing that um and maybe it's just time to accept the reality of it so i would like to live
00:24:48.280
in a small agrarian christian republic where everyone knows everyone else like that's kind of my idea of
00:24:54.200
utopia that's not anywhere near what we have we live on a continent-sized country with 350 million other
00:25:00.720
people and we'll probably have 500 million by the time we're old okay so and we run the at least half
00:25:07.260
of the world so maybe what we're seeing is people just embracing what was already true and not like
00:25:15.660
fighting against like i hate the idea of having an empire but we do right so maybe that is what's
00:25:21.580
happening i don't know i'm trying to figure it out no i mean you're born into the world right that
00:25:25.580
that's that's the you got an empire just roll with it be an empire like you're born into a
00:25:30.440
body you're born into like a human body and these like weird things and you have to figure out how to
00:25:34.440
balance being an animal and in a spirit and you didn't we didn't choose it we're born into america
00:25:40.960
in a particular place in time and here's the problems that we have here are the resources that
00:25:46.080
we have what you know what can we do to you know reduce as much as possible human suffering and
00:25:52.180
you know govern justly as an empire and we had one we we we i mean in a way we don't have one
00:25:58.700
that's the problem it's like the worst of all worlds where they invade the world invite the
00:26:02.260
world i forget who coined that but that's a favorite of pep buchanan's for sure yeah yeah
00:26:07.420
it might have been steve sailor one of those guys but we had the worst of it which is oh we're going
00:26:12.700
to go in and destroy your countries and then we're going to bring you back up here to do daycare
00:26:16.340
welfare fraud exactly right whereas the righteous thing to do would have said we're going to invade
00:26:22.320
your countries but we're actually going to share in your resources and that was one of the real i
00:26:28.320
think evils of removing qaddafi was they had education they which again sounds very leftist
00:26:34.600
but a lot of this is just objectively true and they had free oil more or less free petrol and now they
00:26:42.840
have you know open-air slave markets so we we did the the worst we didn't build empires we destroyed
00:26:49.580
other people's places and then rather than colonizing them we brought everybody up here and
00:26:54.880
now we we have 40 trillion in debt scam after scam we have like it or not we have blood feuds being
00:27:05.300
imported where like now you have to have an opinion about somaliland my god you know and in my life as i
00:27:11.680
get older i'm trying to have fewer opinions and now i have to know the difference between somalia and
00:27:16.900
somaliland and then you look at the minnesota flag which is is obviously tied to somalia that that
00:27:24.860
again is the worst of all worlds so if we're gonna if we're gonna do it then then we should we should
00:27:31.620
do it as an empire so what does the future look like what are the next three years look like so you
00:27:37.540
saw the president saying you know this worked we're gonna do it a bunch of other countries
00:27:41.180
well the the future generally versus empire building are two different things because i think
00:27:48.400
the future we're we're on a pathway with the transhumanism the there's a fork in the road
00:27:55.280
about humanity and what what what it what it even means to be a human so that this is a whole other
00:28:00.240
different discussion but if you mean geopolitics for example i think that we're going to continue to
00:28:06.420
see these kinds of targeted strikes now the danger is that whose aim is what to remove the
00:28:12.560
leadership of the country and replace it with a pro-american yeah yeah to put to you know plop one
00:28:18.700
guy out um put somebody else in and if you do in places like latin america i actually think you can do
00:28:24.300
i mean trump's already talking about colombia the the mexican cartel that that's the the strange thing
00:28:29.420
about all this is that the everybody says well why don't we do mexico when mexico is a full narco state
00:28:35.840
they have controls of border towns in the u.s it's a completely it's a control of arizona don't
00:28:41.500
they if you talk to the the turning point guys then yeah they have some pretty strong opinions about
00:28:47.000
katie hobbs and and how she got in so what would a war with a cartel it's a different it's a whole
00:28:54.120
different right pandora's box you're opening there but if you can remove maduro you can remove a few
00:29:02.180
people you're you're sending a message to people which is so here so here's where here's why i
00:29:08.500
disagree with the the neocon model and i think there's like a right a right wing worldview that's
00:29:14.840
coherent and it goes like this the neocon according to the neocon model everyone is just a madman
00:29:20.980
they're just madmen everywhere and pakistan they hate us for no reason they just they're just madmen
00:29:27.480
and they're not rational actors putin's a madman putler that's that's the whole worldview of just
00:29:34.060
the neocons and the neoliberal establishment putin's a madman and i'm like well i don't know
00:29:38.060
he's 70 i read a lot about russian history with the oligarchs had taken over the country after
00:29:43.320
yeltsin left you needed a strong man to come in he brought the oligarchs to heal the oligarchs were
00:29:48.080
like looting the country and you you look at him and you're like this is you can call him evil that's a
00:29:53.060
moral question but somebody being evil is different from whether somebody's a rational or an irrational
00:29:58.720
actor putin is is acting in a way that i in my opinion is quite predictable and he's the most
00:30:05.360
rational actor in the world and yeah of course then you look at the the moolahs and you just say
00:30:12.120
they want to have their fiefdoms they don't want high iq people in iran even they're trying to get rid
00:30:16.700
of as many high iq people as they possibly can this was funny actually i was at a dinner there's a
00:30:22.540
persian diaspora and in orange county and you know la huge yeah and you know not just jewish and
00:30:29.480
you know the secular and the muslim and i was talking to this they're just like a good looking
00:30:33.580
couple very well educated smart and i go how did the how did you guys get out of iran you know it
00:30:38.820
was like one of those things where i thought i knew something but i was revealed my own ignorance
00:30:42.520
i said how did you guys get out of iran he goes oh he goes you get um and people on twitter call me a
00:30:48.200
liar for this too which is like so annoying but he goes no no you basically they give you iq tests
00:30:53.820
and if you're a high iq and you're too high iq they let you get educated they want you out of the
00:30:58.340
country because high iq people have too much of a revolutionary risk so that that there shows you
00:31:04.380
that well that's why we legalize marijuana same right same idea right so that that's the i so i see
00:31:10.560
the moolahs under a different model than the neocons do and i view them as they want to have
00:31:16.200
their little fiefdoms of course they want to govern over the ashes so yeah obviously we don't want
00:31:20.160
to have become a nuclear power or whatnot but that doesn't mean you have to go in and go to war
00:31:25.040
with them because oh no any day now they might just do something like crazy right that and i think
00:31:31.800
that i think that's like the right-wing position is you see people you you remove the moralize the
00:31:38.200
moral which most people can't do most people they want to say the moolahs are evil sure nobody
00:31:43.600
hits the moolahs more than the persian diaspora and of course nobody hits them more so this whole
00:31:48.980
idea that they're not it's like sure they're evil but then the minute you talk about an evil person
00:31:54.100
engaging in rational activity then they're like oh wow so you support evil you know god i've lived
00:31:59.120
this oh my god right then you're dealing with someone who shouldn't be involved in the conversation
00:32:02.680
because they're not capable of like thinking clearly here's my concern i agree with i think your
00:32:07.440
analysis is absolutely right i mean talk to the gulf states you think they like the moolahs no they
00:32:12.260
despise them but they don't want to see them regime change necessarily because what comes next
00:32:17.380
the only country that wants that is israel and not even israel it's bb it's specifically netanyahu
00:32:23.620
and some of his supporters want that and they're putting enormous pressure on the administration to
00:32:28.580
do it and my one my biggest concern about what just happened in venezuela is that will be seen as
00:32:35.720
a template for iran like let's just take out you know the religious leadership of iran or the political
00:32:43.860
leadership or the military leadership and like everything will go as well as it did in venezuela
00:32:48.340
and you know maybe that's true but if it's not true the stakes are high no well that's why people have
00:32:54.760
to have a a definition of what victory looks like because victory for the united states looks different
00:33:02.800
than victory from other people so and this is where i think people people like lose the plot a little
00:33:09.720
bit so it's in it might be in the interest of some countries for there to be chaos because if there's
00:33:17.940
chaos and those people you can kind of go in you don't have to worry about it it's the interest in
00:33:22.380
the united states for there not to be chaos and i think worse that's what we say we say of course but
00:33:26.780
nobody says it you know well i do constantly chaos is not in our interest yeah so so it's in our
00:33:31.640
interest that if we do do regime change that we don't have we don't have chaos we do want to
00:33:37.820
have a moral leadership and moral clarity and we do want to keep things you know on the right path
00:33:43.880
and then other people have different interests and it's just up to us to keep pushing for
00:33:49.180
the orderly the orderly governance of the world via american imperialism well wasn't that long ago that
00:33:55.400
many americans thought they were inherently safe from the kinds of disasters you hear about all the
00:33:59.560
time in third world countries a total power loss for example or people freezing to death in their
00:34:04.240
own homes that could never happen here obviously it's america people are recalculating unfortunately
00:34:11.440
because they have no choice the last few years have taught us that remember when the power grid in
00:34:16.080
texas failed in the dead of winter yeah it happened and it could happen again so the government is not
00:34:22.920
actually as reliable as you hope they would be and the truth is the future is unforeseeable and things do
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of that is the belief that the point of the u.s government is to serve the interests of american
00:35:44.180
citizens correct well of course well not of course because i i mean the foreign policy leadership that
00:35:50.940
i've grown up with and that i know personally that's not even in the top five well these are people
00:35:55.640
that they want to play toy soldiers that's a whole that's the the neoliberal order the the
00:36:03.500
neoconservative or i think neo i think we we focus too much maybe on neocons and the neoliberals
00:36:08.260
who have probably done as much or or more the if you look at the biden foreign policy poking you know
00:36:14.420
poking russia and moving nato east that was all neoliberalism and they they're just too rich i guess
00:36:22.260
and bored and want to play checkers and chess with other people's lives but the the trump view is that
00:36:30.520
we're starting from the american position gas prices are down oil from venezuela like we need it we have
00:36:38.140
a deficit that we're never going to pay back like if you if you take a step back and you just
00:36:45.140
embrace it all you you so people always ask me how i feel and i go well i i go from optimism to despair
00:36:54.300
and in a split second because if you if you look at the national debt we're not going to pay that
00:37:00.120
there's no way to pay it back that it's impossible there's no there's no way to pay it back so what
00:37:04.700
happens do we hyperinflate our currency do we fault on our debt trump is going to try a resource
00:37:09.420
extraction so we get venezuelan oil we drive down costs here we get cheap energy here well apparently
00:37:17.340
ai lead to maybe some kind of deflation who knows people have their own opinions on that that's still
00:37:22.640
being hotly contested and in that way imperialism can be a win-win because the venezuelans can be better
00:37:29.920
off we extract our share of it maybe maybe that's utopia maybe that's pie in the sky but
00:37:35.940
that what's the other answer the the i mean the other answer is more the other answer is like
00:37:43.960
dude charlie kirk was assassinated charlie some guy was just at jd vance's house in columb
00:37:50.640
clumb or cincinnati banging on the window maybe shooting at it all the details aren't there
00:37:56.300
the the alternative is it's a it's like a bolshevik revolution the alternative is anarcho-tyranny
00:38:02.980
which is what we already have under the democrat rule and it's that's really bad but the the all
00:38:11.020
the alternatives if we don't if we don't fix it you're going to have more class resentment
00:38:15.320
we do have a neo-bolshevik movement in the united states on a bash marxist when the maduro thing
00:38:21.660
happened it was interesting you saw the brandon johnson chicago's mayor mayor karen bass who was
00:38:28.920
in africa while the palisades was burning she was taking some kind of vacation mandami and they're
00:38:33.680
all sort of with maduro so you have this global marxist movement which is you know the red green
00:38:39.320
alliance which gets tossed around but some of the stuff these guys say in the think tanks have
00:38:43.380
actually if you read into it enough i think a lot of that really is accurate so you have this
00:38:48.480
red green alliance of third world thinking with neo-bolshevism or marxism however people want to
00:38:55.020
characterize it and they do not have a good plan for the u.s they want to they want to loot it they
00:39:01.980
want to destroy it they have a deep hatred for whatever reason of white people white people of
00:39:08.240
european descent are just absolutely hated hated by all all of these forces so and not just by them
00:39:14.440
by the neocons we don't hate europeans too for some reason i'm not exactly sure why but um christians
00:39:21.500
i feel like kind of everyone i mean that is my frustration with all this talk of anti-semitism
00:39:28.220
which i oppose escape speech saying why i oppose it on christian grounds i am sincerely opposed to
00:39:34.020
anti-semitism and racism and hating anybody on the basis of his blood i'm just opposed to it against
00:39:38.240
my religion but like the main form of institutionalized hate is not anti-semitism
00:39:43.420
it's anti-white hate in the united states and like why does nobody say that well the affirm i mean i
00:39:50.100
remember with police and fire hiring that was in the 80s where if you're a white male adam crow
00:39:56.240
had talked about that before but he tried to be a firefighter of course and they just said well
00:40:00.020
you're you're a white man so how about jp morgan same thing it's in every part of american society so
00:40:05.080
yeah the white man has been the white man that's a funny way of putting it but white men have been
00:40:10.660
hated for decades and then they've been the world's punching bag until of course you need a delta force
00:40:16.160
mission they post a picture and it's all jacked white guys with a few latinos and always has with
00:40:22.300
tattoos and and you think well these the whole generation was was hollowed out and you you just
00:40:30.500
do not see and for me that's a litmus test for 2028 is anyone who runs for president but won't
00:40:38.700
specifically condemn anti-white hate by name is not even in the well jd vance just did that not even
00:40:44.380
you're not even in the mix because if you could you see ron de santis saying calling out anti-white
00:40:52.160
hate by name de santis is an interesting i i think he would have three or four years yes i totally agree
00:41:03.900
he lost it he lost um he needs to listen to people like christina pushaw more and i agree the
00:41:12.900
the problem i noticed a lot of people get sucked into donor world they get they get in the west palm
00:41:17.360
beach they get around the richies and i've seen that happen to a lot of people is you just you
00:41:22.680
cannot spend whether it's the tech guys or the finance guys the west palm beach people the silicon
00:41:28.640
valley people can't spend too much time around the richies man they're uh i totally they're not
00:41:34.500
they're not they're not living in reality they have all these weird pet projects that don't have
00:41:40.500
any kind of connection to downstream reality yes they're glib and out of touch and they they're
00:41:48.860
gonna they're gonna steer you aside you have to just stay with you have to just stay with the people
00:41:53.120
man you gotta stay with the people so ken griffin is not a reliable bellwether of american public
00:41:57.280
opinion he bought this like he bought this uh i think tyrannosaurus rex fossil or something for
00:42:03.780
75 million dollars yeah people who people who are like i have so much money that i just want a dinosaur
00:42:10.880
fossil or dinosaur skeleton in my atrium might might not be the people you want to take political advice
00:42:18.560
from no probably the last people so do you think desantis is obviously going to run in the primary
00:42:24.880
you think desantis cruz it's going to be an open field because there always is because that's how
00:42:31.960
they get media time and sell books and everything but the what do you think it'll look like the the
00:42:37.920
table the table the table well one is it depends if we get it depends what happens in the midterms
00:42:43.980
and how many impeachments trump gets hit with if they can't keep the midterms although elon's back
00:42:50.440
in the game so maybe maybe republicans keep the midterms but i think the house i think they if if
00:42:56.080
with elon you can with elon's money you can and it's just that's the sad thing to say but that's
00:43:01.320
just again that's maybe maybe like that's where it goes back to like i'm an i'm a pragmatist not an
00:43:06.780
idealist yeah money out of politics okay well that's nice um no we need to get we need to basically
00:43:12.420
but like it's funny because i all my friends are pro israel basically and my advice to them is has
00:43:17.860
been like a singular one you need guys you need to just calm down because the anti-semis are so
00:43:24.880
moronic right now just let them talk because everything they say is off-putting to anyone
00:43:31.900
with a high aq but if you come with rancor then that's just you're you're muddy in the field and i go
00:43:38.220
to us just be like stephen miller stephen miller likes israel a lot wants israel to prosper and
00:43:45.240
everything but when people think of stephen miller all they think about is this guy's amazing
00:43:48.760
you know like stephen miller wakes up trying to do things for america and then if you do that
00:43:54.360
we don't really care what israel does or at least i don't um most of us wouldn't or if there would be
00:44:01.140
certainly less rancor around it and if they would just fund things then everybody would be better
00:44:08.580
off so elon he just writes huge checks and if that side wrote bigger checks for republicans to
00:44:13.540
just be republicans that's what that's i've been telling them is i go look you're gonna get 80 90
00:44:19.260
of what you want if you just keep republicans in the house you're gonna get that the alternative
00:44:23.620
for you guys is aoc and mondami and all these other people versus people like me who are just
00:44:31.800
realistic and pragmatic about it and people like jd who's like who's the same thing you just he's a
00:44:36.980
pragmatist you got to accept that you just got to accept that not everybody is going to be an
00:44:41.860
ideologue about it but you can still win without people being ideologues you can win which is good
00:44:46.760
old good old-fashioned alliances where you help out you pitch in where you don't see the trump
00:44:52.780
coalition is so broken so fractured because i do think the neocons are intentionally breaking it
00:44:57.660
because they want to keep jd from becoming i don't think it's working though i mean i'm old you don't
00:45:01.320
think it's working i'm old head from 2015 this is all a repeat of 2015 it's a repeat of the desantis
00:45:06.980
when he ran in the primary same talking points that the same people playing the same kind of games
00:45:13.500
so i don't um i just see it as this is the third season of 2015 you know 2015 2022 2023 and now now
00:45:25.600
it's back again so i don't see it and the the way the politics lines up on this stuff especially in
00:45:32.700
like 2028 is you got to look at it as the there's just not there's the problem you know i gotta i
00:45:41.880
always want to be careful what i say is that not because i'm like afraid of being canceled because
00:45:46.520
i've been i mean i've been through the ringer a thousand times but the they have the people who
00:45:53.340
really see israel as a key issue just need to understand that hey man you're going to get like
00:46:00.680
most of what you want but if you take take it so that we can't win in 2028 with a republican because
00:46:08.920
you create so much acrimony and division and suppress the vote then you're going to get a bad
00:46:13.560
democrat you're going to get a bad democrat and you're going to get maybe a bad democrat congress
00:46:18.960
so people need to not not behave in this kind of way that's because it's not helpful i just think
00:46:24.680
of things like politics am i being am i being helpful to the country and i'm being am i being helpful
00:46:30.280
for 2026 and 2028 and i think that's how everybody needs needs to view the map like are you are you
00:46:36.380
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well it depends what you want so if you run around calling people nazis the chance that you're going to
00:47:46.880
convince them to become nazis is pretty high i mean that's just very obvious if you're doing that
00:47:53.640
and so maybe they want more nazis there there's a there's a segment of people but i it's it's much
00:48:03.460
smaller the that's that i mean it's the loud segment it's well if you want if you want to if the
00:48:12.340
incentive structure is different so if you're in media and you want to maximize a certain kind of
00:48:18.260
sales funnel where they get as many people as they can as many eyes on them that they want to be
00:48:24.980
acrimonious and they want to throw bombs because that that's the business right but if you're more
00:48:32.700
political you want to think about like how's how is this going to help us achieve an agenda right how
00:48:39.700
how is this going to help the country how is this going to help them get what they want that that's what
00:48:44.960
i'm trying to see i'm just trying we have this alliance that won in 2024 the popular vote which
00:48:51.200
i knew trump was going to win we have mutual friend actually i'll tell you i'll tell you when when we
00:48:55.260
stop um when we stop filming but he was so blackpilled about the election right and i said no he's gonna
00:49:04.140
win we'll know that night he's gonna trump's gonna win we're gonna know that night he goes crazy
00:49:09.100
i go i promise you promise you and election night has like well who told everybody the only thing i
00:49:16.380
didn't see is i didn't think we were going to win the we you know i didn't think trump was gonna win
00:49:20.500
the popular vote so we have this alliance we have maha you have the og like maga people the the wild
00:49:29.660
energy they brought in there was always this boisterous male energy but then they brought a bunch
00:49:34.840
more of that in then you had the the post october i don't think trump wins if october 7th doesn't
00:49:41.640
happen to be honest and i said this at the time because when i when october 7th happened
00:49:47.220
they realized oh this is this is what the left really is right and i do think a lot of them weren't
00:49:54.140
a lot of the pros really people were not paying attention to what the left kind of had become
00:49:58.400
and because i remember i would talk about the right arena alliance and people's eyes would sort of like
00:50:02.740
glaze over like let's you know that sounds stupid and so you have they have the post 07 people you
00:50:09.480
have the they don't want their kids trans you have maha you have the nationalists you have the populists
00:50:15.380
you get the tech guys you get the wealth tax guys so we it's a it's a coalition and everybody
00:50:21.040
the rappers the salvadorans the other rappers you have the the venezuelan the cubans and it's a
00:50:27.200
it's a political coalition that has to be kept together and i think every coalition partner
00:50:33.940
needs to to look out for others and some coalition partners can push for themselves more and lose
00:50:42.220
sight of things so my opinion you know foreign policy and everything else has gotten too much
00:50:46.460
attention maha hasn't gotten enough attention rfk jr has sort of done done what he has the domestic
00:50:52.420
issues there's only so much trump can do because judges are blocking him but that that's another
00:50:57.800
concern of mine is that domestic issues are getting blocked and then that's going to create fractures
00:51:01.360
in the coalition but i do think the okay can i ask though if you i'm the reason i'm have such like a
00:51:09.400
tepid not interesting response to what happened two days ago is because i think it's like a pivot point
00:51:14.560
in history and i don't fully understand what it means so i don't want to get over my skis until
00:51:19.560
i have a better sense of what i think it means but um it is a totally new way of conducting
00:51:26.380
diplomacy slash foreign policy slash military action like this is a new thing because trump
00:51:31.680
didn't dress it up with a lot of lying about democracy or human rights he's like no we want
00:51:36.800
the oil and like this guy's bad and we're taking him out and we're gonna run it never no one alive
00:51:41.800
has seen anything like that before in the united states so you wonder and that's why i'm saying i think
00:51:46.760
we're for good or bad fully in the empire stage of civilizational development the republic stage is
00:51:54.400
over no one cares about congress so no just like no one cared about the roman senate i wonder like
00:52:01.280
how long until that same governing style applies to domestic policy where we lived it we lived it
00:52:08.480
man like we lived under biden well you're right before you flesh that out like people forget we lived
00:52:14.000
like people like me lived in hell ricky vaughn was a i remember when douglas mackie was arrested
00:52:19.000
what a good man raided in florida chased down with guns i followed all these court cases of the the
00:52:24.040
blacks for trump guy was chased down by unidentified fbi agents they just started chasing him down with a
00:52:29.820
gun because they obviously wanted to initiate a shootout and gaslight him into a shootout
00:52:34.200
thousand plus j6ers people who committed at most misdemeanor trespass around up we we lived under
00:52:41.540
anarcho tyranny lake and riley's murdered we have murders happening la is again anarcho tyranny for
00:52:48.360
those who don't know because you don't live on twitter thank god god bless you is you know i think
00:52:53.160
i forget who coined the phrase the name escapes but you would know and the idea is that if you're a
00:52:58.960
law-abiding citizen you live under a state of tyranny where you're going to jaywalking ticket that's
00:53:02.900
right but there can be a homeless encampment right next to the don't walk sign but you're the one who's
00:53:06.900
going to get the ticket while the encampment's there and that's that's what we lived under an
00:53:11.980
imperial dictatorship where everybody was just like oh yeah like when like have you talked to you had
00:53:17.580
you have you had like to talk to the kids yet and everybody charlie posobic everybody had that
00:53:24.100
conversation with the kids which is like hey just so you know like daddy might be taken away for a
00:53:28.320
couple years and you know he's gonna go away and if anybody like shows up don't do anything
00:53:32.680
uh you know because they might try to shoot you they might want to put a flashbang grenade in
00:53:37.560
in the house they might want to kill your kids in front of you when when they raided michael cohen's
00:53:42.780
house even though you know cohen ended up turning up what they did to him was was just disgraceful they
00:53:46.820
were going through his daughter's ipads in front of him this is wicked fussy stuff it just didn't get
00:53:52.380
really any media coverage because i didn't even know they did that no no that's one reason i think
00:53:58.760
cohen sort of sort of broke him they just took all the ipads out of the little kids room and they
00:54:03.480
were just like taunting him they threatened to send don junior to prison for the rest of his life for
00:54:07.320
he didn't do anything john eastman a respected member of the bar constitutional law professor
00:54:12.080
disbar in california jeffrey clark great career in law big law kirkland and ellis they're trying to
00:54:17.540
take his law license in dc one one thing after another and it got almost no coverage and no attention
00:54:22.680
because the media would cover downplay it or they would they would lie about it and that was that
00:54:29.700
was like the world dude like i've had that conversation with my kids they're too young to
00:54:32.780
understand like i remember like because i don't have any money like i have no money and people like
00:54:38.080
well you know once you have any money it's like my family has all my money because i know that i could
00:54:43.240
just be stripped of everything any day even you know even now that if you're a targeted regime you could
00:54:49.680
just like wake up you're like okay well i guess i'm fucked and but on the other hand you're just
00:54:56.000
like my god how have i been boiled in the pot for this long that i've just accepted that is the norm
00:55:03.360
and i think that's something that is is a problem with all of us is we're just we just took it for
00:55:10.580
like oh charlie kirk i remember charlie kirk got shot i remember posobic calls he's like dude they
00:55:16.520
killed charlie everybody thought they would just kill somebody else first but everybody knew they were
00:55:19.600
going to kill somebody everybody knew it this is how we live our life like i live my life knowing
00:55:24.340
i could be killed any day yeah i live my life under biden knowing well you know i could any day
00:55:30.580
anything any day something could happen i know every day that i wake up just to a shit show of
00:55:37.020
false it doesn't it just doesn't matter that that's the way that you live and as as like fucked up as it
00:55:44.720
is and and the reason our people i think don't talk about it is you just you have a certain
00:55:49.340
ability a stiff upper lip you don't want to you don't want to sound like a victim but that's exactly
00:55:54.420
right that's not it's not like nor it's like it's a weird it's like enraging in a way like no this is
00:56:00.340
not how it's supposed to be in america where you know that any given day like you you might be taken
00:56:05.940
away from your children because of of politics and because of how rotten and corrupt everything is
00:56:13.400
i i couldn't agree more obviously i live a life exactly like the one you described on the other
00:56:19.000
hand i think it's essential to cling to your nobility and refuse to become a victim and refuse to act
00:56:24.100
like seth dylan or whoever like constantly talking about oh the threats against me people are mean to
00:56:28.500
me come on you know you chose to be in this just man up he did but he shouldn't have to
00:56:33.860
no i look i agree no one should threaten seth dylan i i'm totally opposed to threatening him
00:56:38.340
or anyone else just saying like talking about yourself is that that's our but i know that's
00:56:44.080
our problem though see that's the that's how they got us in this catch 22 which is well nobody can
00:56:51.280
complain because we're you know mainly men and we're lost we take it off the chain we don't we don't
00:56:55.420
complain but then they get away with everything and people go wait a minute you had to say like
00:56:59.460
i think that most people if you told them oh yeah like i remember when i was when douglas mackie got
00:57:05.900
wrongfully arrested and charged for a crime he didn't commit and it's been proven now we didn't
00:57:11.900
commit the crime that i remember sitting out with my kids and i go hey kids i just you know want to
00:57:16.520
let you know um you know talk to my wife hey like you know here's your money here's where the money is
00:57:21.700
you know it's all in like your name i don't have anything and tell my kids hey kids like they might
00:57:28.080
take daddy away like the bad guys might come and get daddy and you know it'll be okay and everything
00:57:32.560
dude that if we don't talk about it then nobody knows right right so but we're like well i don't
00:57:38.940
want to fucking cry i'm a real man i'm a it's like great and then nobody knows and then people get
00:57:44.940
like wait a minute john eastman a distinguished law professor wrote a memo that wasn't even acted on
00:57:49.820
he just lost his life lost his position at chapman his standing in the world even his law license his
00:57:55.980
ability to like earn a living this is like this is what is happening so we do need to bitch more
00:58:00.980
to be honest that's our problem that's the exploit and whatever our dna is or whatever our operating
00:58:07.200
software is or whatever our genetics is that's our exploit is we just sort of you just take the hits
00:58:12.420
you take the hitch you endure the weight of life dad doesn't complain that's what you do
00:58:16.900
and then they're taking and then they take our country and then they fuck us up like one by one so
00:58:22.540
i remember like some guy showed up to fuentes's place to kill him and then end up killing somebody
00:58:27.700
else down the street shows up people like well they didn't even know it was like because you're
00:58:33.300
not supposed to talk about it like and fuentes his credit yeah i mean i gave him a chance to talk about
00:58:37.920
it and whatever you think of fuentes but he did not marinate in his victimhood at all yeah some loony
00:58:42.600
goes up to cat turns house tries to get him they go after benny johnson they go after seth dillon
00:58:47.720
candace owens has had threats charlie kirk gets killed so i i think it's there's a way to
00:58:55.660
to talk about these and that's why so the charlie kirk thing really was a frustrating thing for me
00:59:00.520
because well i mean it was a tragic thing you know like that sounds so like shallow um i i just thought
00:59:08.340
that people would realize they're they're like they're hunting us for sport all of us tucker they're
00:59:15.020
hunting you if they could get shapiro they would get shapiro if they could get walsh they could get
00:59:19.160
walsh if they could get candace they could get candace and it ain't the israelis and it ain't
00:59:23.180
the jews that are doing it it's a violent feral terrorist you know bolshevik left and they would
00:59:28.700
get all of us if they could so whatever acrimony we have which is like i'm not a unity guy i'm a
00:59:34.340
guy who likes you know likes the mix maybe too much but it's like dude they're gonna kill us
00:59:40.540
they're gonna kill all of us and we need to figure out we need to figure out some kind of
00:59:46.020
way to coexist with one another understanding that the threat against us is existential and they would
00:59:52.220
the the left if they could kill set dylan they'd be glad to kill him if they could kill you they'd be
00:59:56.540
glad to kill you to them that's just another another notch on their belt or a point on the scoreboard
01:00:00.360
so what's i mean what's the administration doing with this that i mean that was that was my problem
01:00:06.200
with the trump's first term is the political violence against trump supporter because again
01:00:11.520
we're just supposed to deal with it just deal with it was the completely almost completely ignored
01:00:17.640
during his first term is it still being ignored under my definition it is yeah they're they're
01:00:24.760
arresting some people there there's more happening than the first term but the the response is not
01:00:31.000
what i would like to see so the claim when charlie was murdered was that this was antifa or some
01:00:36.720
antifa adjacent uh person or organization i don't i don't know if that's true i don't know anything about
01:00:44.360
it i think it's absolutely true uh i don't know that but and i i don't have any other theories i just
01:00:49.840
i don't even understand the story but but if people said it was true so like okay where's the roundup
01:00:57.440
antifa so they're uh sorry you got a dog sneezing right there that's good good the good puppy so
01:01:03.540
the no i'm i'm a i mean i think it was tyler robinson i think a 22 year old man on a mission
01:01:11.180
is a very dangerous thing and that i i think that there were other people in those discord servers and
01:01:18.840
there were people tweeting something big is going to happen tomorrow and after tomorrow charlie won't be
01:01:24.080
around anymore so i'm very frustrated that there doesn't seem to be much interest and
01:01:30.000
maybe those people were just guessing or maybe they were trolling but there doesn't seem to be
01:01:35.500
much interest in finding out who the who those other people why do you think that's well it doesn't
01:01:41.820
make any sense to me i i always i always go back to the garland texas mass shooting which is to me
01:01:48.280
this is like the skeleton key of it all so pamela geller who's very much uh pro-israel about as
01:01:55.720
hardcore as you can be on the issue did a draw muhammad contest and there was going to be a
01:02:01.080
bunch of other people also like very pro-israel and a jihadi was going to shoot the place up
01:02:07.860
the he it was texas he got taken out but by accident of faith or an accident of fate a local law
01:02:16.020
enforcement officer pulled over an fbi agent who was fleeing the scene got the guy's phone and the
01:02:21.500
the text message to the jihadi said tear up texas sounds unbelievable it's 100 true sander grassley
01:02:28.120
has asked for information twice from ray and garland has been stonewalled i don't know why cash patel
01:02:33.400
won't release it i've asked everybody up as high up the food chain as you can get why we can't get it
01:02:39.300
and what's the answer my my belief is that there's that mk ultra never-ended co-intel pro mk ultra was
01:02:47.720
of course the mind control experiments they conduct on people where the the book chaos covered this in
01:02:53.140
great detail for people who are curious about that about the charles manson murders the manson murders
01:02:58.280
and then there was that air force guy who was drugged up and killed somebody and that didn't even make
01:03:02.520
sense and i even know about that well that book was completely mind-blowing and i do think they
01:03:10.040
still have whatever arm of that is whether that's within the fbi or some other dark site within the
01:03:16.080
intelligence community i i'm certain that that that that still exists so because of that you don't
01:03:23.060
get you don't get you're not going to get any information about that because i do think there would
01:03:27.200
be some kind of dark op because what a lot of people again it's just the title book shows the
01:03:33.120
agenda it's just chaos get out get everybody afraid get everybody panicked usher in more surveillance
01:03:38.620
technology usher in a surveillance state bring in anarcho-tyranny where if you're law-abiding
01:03:43.940
everything you do is monitored by flock and all these camera traffic cameras everything you do is
01:03:49.420
monitored but if you're a drug addict on the street you're you have free reign you do anything you
01:03:54.800
want this was uh the bolshevik method there was a solzhenitsyn called alexander solzhenitsyn quote
01:04:01.460
where it went i don't have the exact quote but the substance of it was your punishment for having a
01:04:08.440
knife was different for the thieves when you had a knife it was terrorism when the thief had it it was
01:04:13.340
just his way of life and that's what we're living under now the modern anarcho-tyranny so what do they
01:04:19.700
have in common like why does this same phenomenon reoccur yeah it's it's the the battle the the
01:04:27.540
battle between people say good and evil but you just say like logos and chaos logos the divine order
01:04:34.180
the order of god the unison of people the fellowship of people versus the chaos and the acrimony
01:04:42.100
the evil of the the dark one satan demons every religious tradition has a even dualistic religions
01:04:52.360
or polytheistic religions have chaos gods right so even if you're not monotheistic which i'm
01:04:57.900
monotheistic obviously but everybody has had those the chaos agents so chaos is destroying the divine
01:05:05.300
order and the divine communion of people so you don't see this as political battles but as
01:05:11.320
manifestations of a spiritual battle it's yeah it's a spiritual yeah the political
01:05:14.680
is what you see the spiritual is what you talk about and then people will make fun of you and
01:05:20.860
say you're crazy i don't think they make fun of you anymore do they much less so they so you had a
01:05:25.740
tweet about this yesterday i think here's your tweet if you were a demon with dominion over the planet
01:05:33.760
and you wanted to increase the amount of human suffering across the world you would eliminate the white
01:05:38.100
population yeah yeah that so you see you see what's happening the the death of whites their mass
01:05:47.100
massive contraction as a racial group globally you see that as a manifestation of the spiritual war
01:05:53.700
ireland really is the rosetta stone i think in all this i agree because you can again even if right
01:06:01.900
or wrong you could at least rationalize rhodesia was an evil apartheid state and they had to give
01:06:07.380
it over to mugabe and it became zimbabwe but you know what they did the right thing and had a bad
01:06:11.800
outcome or south africa for that i don't agree with that but you could there's a chain of logic okay
01:06:15.880
they did the right thing that ended apartheid it led to a bad result maybe they could have
01:06:20.560
transitioned it better but there's an a to b to c thing they're right ireland they were colonized by the
01:06:26.480
the white irish were colonized by the white british they were starved their resources were plundered
01:06:32.120
they had the potato they had the potato famine they lived like churches were desecrated churches
01:06:38.160
were desecrated they were an enslaved people but they have to be punished oh i agree why do the irish
01:06:44.420
right to me that's when if people think that tweet sounds crazy or any of this is crazy
01:06:48.820
then you have to tell me why that why do the irish have to pay i totally agree and that that gives up
01:06:55.920
the whole game gives up the whole game so this is a manifestation of the spiritual war the destruction
01:07:03.900
of whites yeah and and then why that is i i don't know yet i'll still unravel it but you can't you can't
01:07:11.660
deny it when you look at ireland and you look what is happening look what's happening globally you look
01:07:17.560
what is happening in the u.s and has been happening for decades but again that goes back to well you don't
01:07:23.680
want to talk about how you could be killed any day and that's just something you live with and i just
01:07:28.680
live with it knowing that at any moment i could be gone removed one way or another how does that
01:07:35.540
change the way you live that knowledge the you when you know when you know it's like it's like
01:07:43.240
memento mori so the the arrogance or whatever the because i pretend to be arrogant on the internet
01:07:50.320
sometimes but people who know me sort of find that kind of funny but the there's a there's one there's
01:07:58.120
like a deep weight that you carry just a deep weight where you know that what you do has consequences
01:08:07.940
and you need to really focus on doing the right thing it has consequences for yourself in the country
01:08:12.700
because if we do lose the amount of human suffering is going to be immeasurable in the u.s and globally
01:08:19.000
it's like it isn't it when you read about the hull the more you read about the cambodian genocide you
01:08:24.880
read about the the gulags it's just a scale of human suffering beyond beyond human understanding
01:08:31.860
and where the remaining bulwark against it so you're you're just left with a sense of like
01:08:36.620
and then you're you're um like i have i have a thing kind of a bit i do online although it's really
01:08:43.500
true is i have like i have a war on fun so you don't get to have fun like i don't get to have fun
01:08:48.980
that doesn't mean i don't enjoy my life it doesn't mean that i don't have a cigar and mountain bike
01:08:53.800
and do other things but i just i don't get to have fun that's not the cards to me i don't get to
01:08:57.700
have fun i have to live like a serious person who knows i could be killed that my friends could be
01:09:02.900
killed in the case of charlie a friend will be killed that even people like seth and them that i
01:09:08.080
may not see eye to eye with like they could get killed that any of us that could be killed
01:09:13.080
on any given day and so in a way it's like being in it's not being in a combat zone in a way but it
01:09:20.720
is a way of it is a form of warfare so i just i don't get to like have fun i don't i don't get to
01:09:25.560
like goof off or live so it gives your life meaning in some ways it gives it gives your life it yeah
01:09:32.020
meaning is a complicated subject but it gives your life a you certainly have a purpose right where
01:09:40.220
you know that and this is true of everybody or how people should live is what you do does have
01:09:45.780
significance and consequence and you do have to you do have to make it count that sounds i mean in
01:09:52.460
some ways worse but in most ways better than living without that knowledge that it could end well that
01:09:59.060
that's the meaning that's the meaning kind of paradox i think that's why some people call it the
01:10:03.620
meaning crisis then before that jonathan hate wrote a book the happiness hypothesis and meaning is this
01:10:10.080
concept where if you chase meaning you can't find meaning but you find meaning by living in a
01:10:16.940
certain way and then you go oh this is so like this is meaning so i give you i have these weird
01:10:22.700
it's like a hyper reality you just did a film on this i should i should we're working on it yeah we're
01:10:26.800
in post we're yeah so okay so yeah explain this through that lens okay well the you know you get when
01:10:36.920
you get older you want to do things that are interesting and hard and i think doing a movie
01:10:41.180
on the meaning of life is about as about as hard as you get right and there so you would say like
01:10:48.260
what is the meaning of life which i've asked everybody and you know people have their own
01:10:53.740
answers but sometimes it's good to sort of attack it from the inverse which is what would be a
01:10:59.920
meaningless life a meaningless life would be all this suffering of yourself and others all the human
01:11:07.060
suffering it was just the way it is we were just animals and we were bred by some kind of alien
01:11:12.500
species to harvest gold and if people got harmed or genocided or whatever that was just there's no
01:11:20.700
reckoning at the end that that to me gives me nightmares to think there's no reckoning or no so then
01:11:28.020
you would say well that would be meaningless okay that's i'm chasing whatever that is so then you
01:11:33.500
start to think of meaning who what is that what meaning is is a communion with god is a catharsis
01:11:39.180
it's that whatever it was whatever you know there's a saying like the only way out is through is like
01:11:44.620
whatever this is that you're going to get through it and there is a divine evening out of everything
01:11:50.900
and that everything did have a point and everything did matter and everything happened for a reason not
01:11:56.980
because you're a actor who doesn't have agency but because it was part of as part of the ride so
01:12:03.020
like i got chunks taken out of me there's no like there's you've had chunks everybody has you know
01:12:07.540
again we're not supposed to talk about it because we're so you know macho macho men but like i think
01:12:12.240
i'm like sometimes i'm just like dude i'm tired man like it is just like having to live like that
01:12:18.380
especially under the biden regime i am the censorship regime where as an adult man you can't even say what
01:12:25.000
you believe because your whole livelihood would be destroyed you might not be able to have a bank
01:12:28.800
account right that that was like the way you kind of lived and you have chunks taken out of you and
01:12:35.740
to think that that was for nothing right like losing which is how meaning ties into i think the
01:12:42.360
the political melee is losing would be the most meaningless thing in the world there's this
01:12:47.880
painting somebody posted and i'm and we get it reproduced in an um oil painting and it's of
01:12:56.940
when the bolsheviks took over the palace at the bolshevik revolution and it just shows this it just
01:13:02.380
fills me with this like rage you're just staring at evil and i look at like this is what losing looks
01:13:07.960
like losing looks like you're lined up next to your kids and they start shooting you but the kids don't
01:13:13.780
die right away so they bayonet your kids in front of you that's what losing looks like people people
01:13:18.640
used to say oh cernovich you're crazy that sounds crazy i remember they say that 2015 2016 oh you're
01:13:24.120
so hyperbole now everybody that's what losing looks like losing doesn't mean oh you're gonna have a
01:13:29.600
wealth tax and you have to pay a little bit more taxes losing is you are lined up in the basement and
01:13:35.260
they are killing your kids in front of you that that is what like losing is well to me that's
01:13:39.440
meaningless to me that's the antithesis of like whatever the meaning of life is so the connection
01:13:47.380
between really meaning and what do you mean well i don't know i mean the basis of christianity is
01:13:54.900
this guy who christians believe was god who came down and then like got brought up on false charges
01:14:00.280
and tortured to death but that he did that so we didn't have to he took on the burden a lot of people
01:14:05.300
take the christ martyrdom as some kind of message that we should become martyrs and i i always say
01:14:12.420
there's been one martyr christ died on the cross i ain't dying on the cross i ain't a martyr christ did
01:14:18.960
that and he took on the sins of mankind and he did that for us i'm i'm not i'm not here to to be
01:14:27.200
crucified and take on take on the sins of mankind that that's not me if anything it was it's almost
01:14:32.860
it's almost like uh egotistical to think that i should you know that i should be a martyr
01:14:38.580
and that that would be that would be a way to go so i i reject martyrdom theology fully
01:14:44.820
interesting yeah so what it so what is the meaning if the meaning is not getting lined up against the
01:14:51.200
wall with your kids the meaning is communion divine communion meaning is divine communion
01:14:57.000
everything is divine communion the interacting with god interacting with god and the downstream
01:15:02.680
the communion of people so i'll have these moments of like hyper reality where i'm like wrapped up in
01:15:09.200
my own bullshit and oh you know what if i did this and you know in your own head and then i'm on the
01:15:16.300
couch with my kids and there's just like a moment of like stillness and never lasts there's just like
01:15:21.500
moment of like stillness not when you have four it doesn't last no well in my own bullshit
01:15:26.240
fucked up brain too you know like a lot you know there's a lot of us we make prisons of our own
01:15:32.040
mind right of course and we the demons steal our joy you're just you're having a moment and then
01:15:37.980
they're like what about this their deep state's coming for you or you know one one thing after
01:15:44.300
another and there's just these moments of like stillness and you know this is what it's about you
01:15:51.060
know the but that's as because of our primitive brains or whatever our problems are probably because
01:15:57.140
we're not in the garden of eden is we we just can't maintain divine connection the monks can but it's
01:16:03.740
a great aesthetic i always get that word wrong asceticism i always get that bad yeah i'm bad
01:16:08.800
with my asceticism and but they have it's a constant effort you know that's why you know
01:16:15.380
they're living on a pillar of salt or in a cave yeah yeah and it's like the arrow prayer is like
01:16:19.660
god you know jesus christ have mercy on me i'm a set you know you have to constantly be connected
01:16:24.580
with the divine and then lean into your heart more to distract us from the egoism which but you have to
01:16:32.160
have some kind of egoism if you live in the world you can't just not participate in the world so
01:16:35.920
there's this tension between divine connection which means surrendering yourself to the full
01:16:42.480
presence of god right versus okay but i have to like pay my bills dude you know like i have to yeah
01:16:50.700
i have to make my way in this world then those are constantly attention but then something and this
01:16:57.700
is probably why there's a more of a rise for like eastern orthodoxy and and older religious
01:17:03.020
religious traditions and christianity is the and and i love protestants so no no offense to the
01:17:09.840
protestants but protestantism is very well it's very waspish waspish it's like by the book the bible
01:17:16.700
says this and like here's the scriptures and it's very much of the mind christian apologetics oh well
01:17:24.060
you think this is there the trinity and it's like arguing back and forth but you're like existing in mind
01:17:28.580
whereas the eastern traditions and by eastern i don't mean hinduism but even though hinduism has a
01:17:35.680
eastern christianity but eastern orthodoxy and eastern christianity is also about the the knowledge
01:17:41.220
of the heart and the tension that you feel every day like uh every day i'm i just feel a great
01:17:47.300
spiritual tension where i don't like if you ask me are you gonna go to heaven or hell i'd say i don't
01:17:51.740
god help me i don't know i don't know like are you a good person or bad person god help me i don't
01:17:56.780
know i don't i don't know i don't have a good answer to that it makes it weird too when like
01:18:00.920
people go at you because you're just like i don't even know if i'm gonna defend myself maybe i you
01:18:05.080
know maybe i am you know like what am i am and and but you can find a certain amount of meaning in
01:18:12.300
that the there's like a certain amount of meaning of confusion like maybe that's how it was supposed
01:18:17.020
to be that we are spirits and human bodies because the if you you know if you read your old
01:18:21.900
philosophy there's debate of mind body dualism and there's there is a sense that we've all had that
01:18:29.380
am i a body am i a mind well god we're both we're we are both we're a mind and a body and
01:18:37.320
or a spirit and a body and there's going to be tension between this that we you know we wrestle
01:18:45.920
against the flesh and so maybe that's the right answer maybe the right answer is to not be so sure
01:18:51.340
that you're right and that you're such a righteous and holy person and maybe the right answer is i
01:18:56.060
don't know i honestly don't know humility is always the right answer you're not god but you can be proud
01:19:00.760
of humility you know there's a great of course well of course benjamin frank is one of the best
01:19:04.540
favorite writers and he said he would keep a list of the virtues and he said i was i would he said i i've
01:19:11.180
achieved all virtues but i found that i myself became proud of my humility i realized like that
01:19:17.980
was gonna get me so so yeah the yeah so there is there is like a meaning crisis because there that's
01:19:23.740
why we have the opioid epidemic yes we have people but even people who are successful drug overdose so
01:19:29.300
they blow up their family lives because they're they're thinking is this really all there is oh i i did
01:19:34.460
the right things and so even if you end up in a success beer you're still having those nights one
01:19:40.920
well maybe especially and maybe that describes the politics you were talking about earlier where
01:19:45.460
a lot of a ruling class is just bored and let's let's hurt people just to shake it up a little bit
01:19:50.880
yeah a lot i think a lot of them are driven by demonic spirits and those people i think it's less of a
01:19:57.320
less of a meaning crisis and it's more of a like an evil an evil animating force okay so how do you
01:20:03.560
recognize that what there's got to be a difference between just being wrong which i have done many times
01:20:08.800
probably even today and being animated by an evil spirit
01:20:13.840
the angel and demon on your shoulder yeah i mean that's where the that's where the discernment that
01:20:21.900
people talk about so often is something that i thought i think about every you know so who do you
01:20:27.140
who do you look at from afar and perceive to be controlled by evil spirits most i mean when i go to dc
01:20:35.540
although it felt a little bit but it felt like i had exorcism recently is i remember you go to dc
01:20:40.580
and you just feel you just it's just like what is this yeah what is this demonic place this place is
01:20:48.420
the playground playground of the demons the whole the whole place the whole place like just to name
01:20:57.140
one person would be to not do justice to the demonic forces at work in dc even recently if you
01:21:04.900
look in the department of justice have you ever looked at the occult artwork and at doj no that
01:21:10.420
i'll show you some pictures next time doj next time you're at doj go get a tour and go look at all the
01:21:19.160
occult artwork and uh why is there a cult artwork at the department of justice that's it shows by the
01:21:25.400
way that's because it because they take the they take their religion seriously we might not take our
01:21:29.840
religion seriously but they take it seriously the the bad guys take their religion quite seriously
01:21:34.380
and they have they have a religion they have a god their god is in our god their god's the anti
01:21:40.040
and the inverse of our god but they absolutely have a religion their occult artwork is everywhere
01:21:45.120
the it's mortifying and when you when you get the tour you can probably find the pictures online
01:21:52.740
so that's what we're we're up that's what we're up against what's on the dollar bill
01:21:56.300
yeah well the some of that yeah the occult symbolism the complicated one because
01:22:01.100
like is we had um jonathan pageau's and it was interviewed for meaning and i was like i'm like
01:22:08.620
ever since with ayahuasca i'm like obsessed with what does the serpent mean because under the
01:22:14.220
kind of the mainline protestant understanding the serpent tempted eve the serpent is bad the snakes are evil
01:22:20.340
serpent serpent's not good it's more complicated than that so and he's an orthodox christian so he
01:22:28.300
he wrote an article the serpents of orthodoxy where he goes because there's there was a staff with two
01:22:34.280
serpents moving around there you know there's dna there was even before the the double helix structure
01:22:40.180
of dna was discovered there was a two serpents wrapped around that was sort of for sure what was
01:22:46.100
understood um you know ayahuasca the cosmic serpent a lot of people see serpents and that you know
01:22:52.240
that's a whole other you've seen serpents while doing ayahuasca i felt felt it like moving through
01:22:58.040
me just like flowing flowing through me serpents snake oh yeah yeah yeah so that doesn't i mean i'm i'm
01:23:09.160
no shaman but that doesn't sound good well that's what sent you on these like quests so so we wouldn't
01:23:16.200
be having this conversation if i because for one thing you know for christians ayahuasca is like
01:23:22.140
strictly forbidden so i don't i don't want to seem like i'm glamorizing it in any way shape or form but
01:23:26.760
like there was i have gone on multiple ayahuasca journeys over the years and for me it's been
01:23:36.380
completely transformed my heart it's transformed how i see my children it's the way the way like
01:23:42.520
interact with the world that got me interested in christianity again because well so the thing is god
01:23:48.560
can meet you wherever you are right which is why there is good and evil so it isn't to say there's
01:23:53.560
no such thing as good and evil but god god can meet you wherever you are and god ought god can go
01:24:00.800
anywhere and meet you wherever you are so in my case i was not someone who i never had any kind of
01:24:07.240
faith because i never felt anything i would i would go to church and i grew up very christian
01:24:11.940
and i would like try to feel it i was like what do these people have like there's just not there's
01:24:16.720
just isn't it what is it that they feel like is everybody in on something that i'm not in on is
01:24:23.500
everybody faking like i'm faking because i don't believe anything and that was because i had no
01:24:30.020
whatever whatever sixth sense people have for god i didn't have i didn't have the god gene
01:24:34.760
and then i remember you know first time drinking tea and being catapulted to the spirit world and i
01:24:43.880
was like okay the spirit world is real that's okay that's not even up for debate now to the point
01:24:50.560
where it doesn't even offend me when people are atheists or don't believe in i was like well i didn't
01:24:54.840
believe in it either i had to see it with my own eyes you know paul he had to be knocked over
01:24:59.260
you know blinded yeah he had so for me that was like my my paul moment where i was like okay well
01:25:05.680
somehow i ended up here drinking tea with no belief at all in god or the spiritual realm at all and now
01:25:12.880
i absolutely know it's real and what you know went through a number of things and you know if you want
01:25:19.680
to go into all that but i i do like why'd you do ayahuasca in the first place for the wrong reason
01:25:25.180
which was for the ride you know what was hunter thompson said buy the ticket take the ride yeah
01:25:31.860
so many people just sit around ruminating all day or daydreaming all day maybe i'll do this maybe i'll
01:25:37.360
do this i've always been a just buy the ticket take the ride what's it like buy the ticket take the
01:25:41.760
ride so i thought well i mean i've done a lot of things in life before and i felt like i i felt like
01:25:47.520
i was pretty sure of myself that i knew how to live and was arrogant in a lot of ways and i thought
01:25:54.140
well you know i've done everything else like might as well just do ayahuasca you know by everything
01:25:57.860
else i don't mean drugs i just mean like i was so full of myself and my own ego that i just thought i
01:26:02.800
knew so much about life and i was such a wonderful person that obviously i would just do this because
01:26:07.680
that's what people who are so you know so great so great do right i'm so great i'll just do this
01:26:13.580
like other thing and it like broke my heart broke my heart over and over again the whole night just
01:26:20.380
like broke my heart and so the way the way it works is you're you know you drink the tea
01:26:28.860
and you just kind of like look around okay i think that's a mistake and then you sort of like you kind
01:26:36.100
of like start to fall under and you venture to the spirit world but you don't it's not like you're
01:26:44.880
here and i'm walking around la la la i'm in the spirit world you're taken to a place where you have no
01:26:49.620
free will you have no power you are more insignificant than an insect on this world and you start to
01:26:59.480
journey and you know experience various things so so one i'll give you an example because it's kind
01:27:06.660
of hard to explain but i remember like i'm drinking the tea and and sometimes you have like a little
01:27:11.940
bit of a light show when you when you go in you go into spirit world you hear like a buzzing sound
01:27:16.980
like bees and then you see like a little bit of light a little vapor on the side like and then you get
01:27:23.820
the dmt sort of light show that people associate with a psychedelic experience that's the least
01:27:29.260
significant part of the night but a lot of times you start to get the light show and you think oh
01:27:33.840
okay i'm i'm into somewhere but there's a sense of like there's me and i'm in i'm into something
01:27:38.700
and you you know you go through there and then you become completely disoriented you you wake up and
01:27:47.120
you look you know where am i at first where am i so i remember i woke up i go where i look around
01:27:53.800
because you know you're laying down you can't walk around you're laying down i look up and i go where
01:27:56.980
am i where am i where am i i go oh yeah i'm mike cernovich and i'm in this place i'm on this mat
01:28:03.560
and i got dropped off and then i walked in here and i saw this person and then i came and i drank the
01:28:09.780
tea okay cool it's like you're reassuring yourself close my eyes wake up where am i oh i'm mike cernovich
01:28:16.200
i'm in this room and i came in oh yeah i got dropped off i'm doing ayahuasca okay cool
01:28:22.880
okay cool close eyes wake up mike cernovich where am i close my eyes wake up i'm uh where am i
01:28:34.940
wake up what the fuck ah dead dead there is no eye dead dead ah and as i'm falling down into like
01:28:50.760
wherever i'm falling into you i see like my kids surface and my wife surface and i was for all
01:29:00.340
purposes dead i was overwhelmed with the feeling that i was dead it's like i'm dying i'm dead there
01:29:06.580
was no eye i'm there wasn't even an eye who's experiencing and i'm dead and then like all i could
01:29:13.520
think of was like are my kids gonna be okay is my wife gonna be okay are people gonna be okay
01:29:18.280
how is that so foolish how was i so foolish how how i was so i remember like when i funded my kids
01:29:28.180
like college fund i was like okay like my kids are set like i can die you know like what do i need to
01:29:35.200
be around for like because i grew up poor like then you learn that's your own trauma and everything i was
01:29:39.500
like okay like my kids are good my wife's good like everybody's good you know everybody's good i got
01:29:44.320
me taken care of whatever happens to me you know because part of this is like you know knowing that
01:29:48.600
you could be killed or or framed any day and i'm like okay everybody be okay and i remember i'm dying
01:29:55.920
i just heard a voice say you fool you fool they're not okay they're not okay because of money
01:30:03.660
because you set up money like no they're not okay where what is wrong with you and i was just left
01:30:12.080
with the sense of i just i'm a fool and i live my life foolishly and i can't believe that i was such
01:30:18.620
a fool and i'm dead now and it's like too late and then eyes closed and i wake up and then i'm like
01:30:25.280
puking in a bucket like you know so they call like a spiritual purge and i remember being like oh god i'm
01:30:35.200
still alive i'm still alive like looking around you know like looking at this bucket like i'd never
01:30:41.760
been you know everybody's afraid of throwing up on ayahuasca i'm like oh you will that will be the
01:30:46.800
best part of the night that will be that you will be thanking god that you're alive like you know
01:30:53.280
throwing up in a bucket and i was like oh god i'm alive okay i'm alive alive and then but then that's
01:31:00.200
just like that was five minutes that was just five minutes and then you like go back under and then
01:31:06.700
it's like another thing another catharsis like another like time loop so i remember i get up
01:31:16.200
and i look around and there's this woman walking around and she's carrying the buckets because you
01:31:23.500
know people are throwing up and everybody's sick and you so you have kind of the the shaman guy or
01:31:28.520
the facilitator and then you have like the helper and there's this person you know she's walking
01:31:33.040
around and she's carrying a bucket carrying i wake up and i look and i go oh there she is carrying the
01:31:38.960
bucket and then close my eyes you come back up time loop so time loop means like i'm reliving this
01:31:44.100
moment with you and i remember reliving this moment with you but i'm like stuck in it like groundhog
01:31:49.220
day time loop and that's the first time it happened to me and that's a real like mind fuck so
01:31:53.720
i get up like oh she's like carrying things okay she's cleaning up after people and then i thought
01:32:02.700
you know how nice fall fall asleep wake back up i go man look at she's like so helpful and
01:32:09.780
i couldn't do that like i couldn't clean up after puke on other people i just i don't know how they do
01:32:15.240
this and then i wake up and i'm in the time loop again i'm like what what like why i'm in this time
01:32:20.340
loop you know and like you start to feel like you're going insane like why am i stuck in this
01:32:24.200
time loop and i close my and i'll put up and it goes said you don't even know her name you never
01:32:29.040
introduced yourself to her you didn't talk to her you don't talk to people you just look through
01:32:33.660
people you don't get to know people you're so arrogant this person is doing something you could
01:32:39.980
never do because you don't have the humility you're so you could never clean up after other
01:32:44.440
people you don't give a shit you don't give a shit this and but you'd even like look this
01:32:49.380
person in the eyes and just say like hey you know what's your name like how'd you how'd you
01:32:55.100
get here you just came in here to drink your tea selfishly like the arrogant prick that you are
01:32:59.540
and because you wanted to take the ride you know you want to take the ride and you're just a bad
01:33:05.080
person i was like what the fuck you know and then so that was more or less my night and you see
01:33:14.040
demons at one point over and over again oh yeah that was so you can see d so you can see demons i
01:33:20.540
remember being taunted so so that's what's weird about it is it's like it's like scenes of a movie
01:33:28.820
with generally there's a catharsis you don't know that's why they just say before you go in they go
01:33:33.580
the only way out's through you're like i gotta go fuck yourself the only way out's through what
01:33:38.060
kind of shit is that the only way out's through what the fuck does that mean you know again that was
01:33:41.860
my arrogance and my own delusion and that's true in life though yeah yeah and i was just
01:33:48.820
and you're like what does that mean well it means that no matter how bad it is with the ayahuasca i
01:33:54.860
remember i would i would you know i would do mask and then i would open up the mask and try to look
01:33:59.340
around and a demon at whatever it is an entity says oh you think you can open your eyes and just
01:34:07.420
show me like the most fucked up things i'd ever seen people being tortured to death killed like
01:34:12.180
horror like the road have you ever seen the movie the road no like a cannibal like a horror film
01:34:17.360
and then it said oh you think you can take your eye mask off you can't run you're running from
01:34:22.980
yourself you're trying to run from yourself and you can never run for yourself like what am i
01:34:28.540
running from then i'm like what am i running from what what do you mean i'm right because if you
01:34:32.420
talk to me at that point in my life you would be talking to a very cock you're not be talking to
01:34:39.600
this person you would be talking to a person who's like oh yeah i got things figured out man like i got
01:34:45.280
things figured out and i can prove it i grew up poor i've had some things happen that haven't been so
01:34:49.980
good in my life i've had to navigate life with a bipolar mom like i know life you talk to me now i'm
01:35:00.500
like i mean i have ideas you know things that i think are like the path forward but
01:35:04.820
that that person was just shown you are in the spirit realm you are nothing you are nothing and
01:35:12.100
you're so arrogant you're out here you like you have no power so and it says you're running from
01:35:18.840
yourself and i was like what am i running from and it goes all that success you chased and all the
01:35:26.100
whatever a clint whatever it is i was trying to do they go that was just masking your heart your
01:35:33.720
your your the the trauma the trauma that you have and that everything you're doing is just to mask
01:35:41.780
that i'm like that's bullshit you know that doesn't make any sense so it's like okay because
01:35:47.400
you're because you're and by this i mean i'm you're talking to a guide so when i'm saying this this is not
01:35:53.600
like an internal monologue this is you're talking to something outside of yourself it's like dante's
01:36:00.700
infernal like the guide and the guide said okay you know big mouth you want to argue like we'll just
01:36:07.480
vortex you back and uh the spirit realm so then it's like you close your eyes that's why i'm like it's
01:36:14.600
like and seeing you're like oh you're like you're in like a new scene and then like it shows you
01:36:20.500
something from like when you were a child or maybe in my case it was like something from when i was
01:36:25.660
like a child that was remember it was like it was showing me it was showing me the house i grew up in
01:36:30.260
and i was like why is it showing me the house like my house i grew up in this like small shitty house
01:36:37.300
i hated it we had holes in the carpet like i was embarrassed to bring people over i was like why
01:36:43.560
why am i being shown my house what like i hate that fucking house i hate this fucking house
01:36:50.400
why are you showing me this house and then it and then like voice is like you had all the love in the
01:36:57.900
world in that house your dad loved you your mom loved you they did the best that they could do
01:37:03.340
and you think that you can just like give your kids money because that's your own thing you know
01:37:11.480
like well you grew up poor so but it's like you took the love for granted you just like you had all
01:37:17.540
this love but you didn't have money so then that becomes your hang-up like oh do i have enough and
01:37:22.720
like well if my kids have enough what do you need what do you need me for you know like what's that for
01:37:28.820
it was it was like all the love in the world was in the house and you hated the house and you'd like
01:37:34.660
you'd even know it i was like oh fuck you know so like i always loved my dad and had a good relationship
01:37:40.700
i was like oh my god like it was like and what was it like for your dad to be poor like not know how to
01:37:46.460
make a what was that like for him you know and you're just like oh fuck you know like he was poor too
01:37:53.160
you guys were just poor that was like the town lost the factory and people were jobless and that's
01:37:58.520
just every kid's dad went through the same thing you worked at a factory and then you
01:38:01.500
had to find some other kind of shitty job and you kind of find something else and then eventually
01:38:05.520
my dad figured it out by then i was like in high school so it didn't really impact my life either
01:38:10.500
way and then i was like oh fuck i have all this i have all these issues around money just in a way
01:38:17.300
that's like traumatic you know not just in a way that you know people need money to live and you want
01:38:22.580
to be greedy and but i like i had no idea and i never would i never would like reach that
01:38:27.880
conclusion emotionally and then and then you're like zooming out and it's just like oh it's like
01:38:34.200
there's like love the the love of your family the love that god has for you and then and i was like
01:38:42.060
fuck okay so then i close eyes like you wake back up and it's like look it was literally like an old
01:38:48.140
grandfather or something like something out of gandalf or something and it's like look and it goes
01:38:53.940
it's like in a very calming like masculine voice it says it's not supposed to be this way
01:38:59.060
and it was just like he was like doing this he's like it's not supposed to be this way
01:39:03.860
and i look and like like i said i'm laying down and i look and i see this
01:39:07.940
gandalf like figure floating and like i was like it's not supposed to be this way i was like
01:39:12.780
what's not supposed to be this way and then he just showed
01:39:16.420
all the the light it's like the lights are all separate now you're supposed to be together it's
01:39:24.760
supposed to be communion it's supposed to be that everyone's you know loving each other and you just
01:39:29.420
want to like kill each other he goes this this is not how it's supposed to be it was like it was
01:39:34.080
like a frustrated dad who was like this is like this is not how it's supposed to be this is not how
01:39:38.720
it's supposed to be and i was like oh okay you know this is so above my pay grade you know i don't
01:39:44.620
even know like and that's how i know it's not coming for me that i'm like if i could come up
01:39:49.680
with stuff like this people would think i was a genius you know this is not my brain and i'm so
01:39:54.820
smart and then i like go back under and then i come back up i hear this like scream and it was like
01:40:06.140
the scream of an enraged mom basically screaming at like the same situation so then you know
01:40:14.440
it takes years to put all this together and everything but that was like showing me the
01:40:18.740
masculine the logos and the the way like a father governs and then like the rage of a mom and the
01:40:25.200
children like are not getting together and you know the tension of the tension of male and female
01:40:31.400
and then i like i saw an old woman's face on a mountain i was like i don't even know where this
01:40:38.580
from i never read any books before this and that's pachamama so that's a different kind of entity
01:40:43.380
so in that case i saw like whatever whatever pachamama was the you know mother earth or
01:40:50.340
whatever and paganism that people describe it as so i'm just going you know back and forth
01:40:55.200
between flashbacks to my life wait so you saw a demon that others identified
01:41:00.800
a woman's head in a mountain yeah yeah pachamama i had no idea yeah i didn't i didn't do my research
01:41:07.380
before going in so i'd know like i so what you're saying is these are definitely not parts of your
01:41:14.040
subconscious that rose to the surface they're there yeah they're unless it's a parabola or
01:41:17.940
unconscious is you know there's a theory that that that our unconscious is generating our experience in
01:41:23.000
real time but it's not it wasn't me it wasn't a book i read it was because i was again like atheist so
01:41:29.340
every rationalistic argument they could say well you probably just like no i never studied
01:41:34.260
aztec culture and indian culture but i didn't know what pachamama was and so there was
01:41:41.760
they're like they're external entities so the the older figure you could say maybe well that was uh
01:41:48.280
the guardian and you read dante's inferno in high school right that was some thing in your
01:41:53.440
unconscious that surfaced but pachamama and other kind of entities were not so beyond my cultural
01:42:01.660
understanding or my my knowledge so yeah so then you're going like you're going back into that and
01:42:09.800
like you go through it really i mean it's not a pleasurable there aren't a lot of ayahuasca addicts
01:42:17.740
right is that true and it's not covered by medicaid no no they they're um which is which is a good
01:42:24.940
thing because i i don't know um a lot of you don't want to some fly-by-night shaman or you end up
01:42:29.840
with the wrong situation it's all in mexico right a lot of things can go bad they're um
01:42:34.020
they're they're different areas i'd south africa i'd done it before and how many times have you done
01:42:39.220
it nine ten times actually yeah they're um oh yeah they're it because it's just you go in and
01:42:50.020
the i had a lot of i had a lot of i mean i like i had a i had a lot of things that i had to beat out
01:42:57.140
of me i used to like just like we're earlier talking about how you you know a certain amount
01:43:01.820
of stoicism we all have which like i think is good and i think therapeutic culture goes too far
01:43:07.040
where you don't want to sit around and like talk about how bad it was being a kid but a lot of us
01:43:13.040
and i learned this dealing with a lot of a lot of veterans have done plant medicine uh i don't know
01:43:17.300
if you've seen in waves in war yet with ambus amber marcus mccone uh capone amber marcus capone
01:43:23.500
they're amazing so you have all these vets who were suicidal and then they a lot a lot of them
01:43:29.900
do ibogaine they go down to ibogaine clinic that's what vets is a charity i've sponsored um donated to
01:43:35.860
you know for a number of years and vet solutions and so with me the you you realize that like a lot
01:43:44.880
of what we do that we think of as virtuous is trying to we're trying to hide something from
01:43:51.140
ourselves we're trying to make it so that we can't be um vulnerable and so with veterans especially
01:43:58.180
they they you know they find out a lot of things that happened when they were kids and that's why
01:44:02.600
they became the men they were because you're driven by the sense that like i'll never be weak
01:44:07.160
and powerless again right i'll never be weak and powerless again which that's a good thing you
01:44:12.020
shouldn't be weak and powerless but if you have all this other stuff underneath that then maybe you
01:44:20.420
don't love your kids the way you're capable of or maybe you're afraid to love your kids and wife the
01:44:24.640
way you are because maybe you're you are afraid to be hurt and that's another aspect i think where
01:44:31.120
therapy culture has taken things too far where you're like oh let's like talk about our trauma
01:44:36.280
like all day and relive things whereas no like but maybe for a weekend you know yeah maybe spend a
01:44:42.980
weekend and talk about it and figure it out then and and work through it don't you don't have to like
01:44:49.240
live it so i just i had so many lessons on how how i was just a fool basically it's just a fool
01:44:58.200
well that sounds i mean i mean i love that my concern is if the demons are real
01:45:04.220
aren't you afraid they'll enter you that's that's the big debate right sarah from rose wrote a book
01:45:11.060
the soul after death so if you talk to josiah trunnum he would just say well this is demonic
01:45:15.340
in this pharmakia and absolutely like absolutely not that that's kind of my instinct it wouldn't even
01:45:20.700
be a debate yeah what there's there's really like no debate to be had and my my position is i always
01:45:28.800
warn people away from it because it's a monumental undertaking it's not just something that oh yeah
01:45:36.260
we'll go eat some shrooms and go take a hike in nature right it's not in the same world and a lot
01:45:42.360
can go wrong and it can disrupt a person's life well i've seen that yeah too with with uh people's
01:45:50.120
lives being destroyed by heavy duty hallucinations like in what way a friend who killed himself um
01:45:57.820
was from lsd but you know yeah wrecked relationships yeah lsd lsd is poisonous that they can cause a lot
01:46:06.740
of issues and the that's why it's more more or less like if you're the like the guys especially at
01:46:15.080
vets and amber and marcus and them work with these are guys that are going to kill themselves and
01:46:19.120
they're alcoholics most likely we're not we're not talking like oh i'm living like life is great
01:46:24.880
and i'm living in a state of love i'm gonna go drink ayahuasca this weekend right it's more like
01:46:29.260
or in my case where you're just being pushed there because i was living in such a state of folly and
01:46:36.560
delusion yes that there there was like no other way so in my in my belief i think god pushed me there
01:46:43.280
i think i think it was god and he showed me this is the only way that i can show you
01:46:49.240
that you are just not who you you are just a delusional fool and this is the only way that
01:46:56.780
we're gonna get through you yeah and the message like got through and then you know i have drank and
01:47:04.280
you know had more tea since then but it's not something that i that i do regularly so what about
01:47:09.340
the threat though of the demon entering you you said you had serpents inside you i should just say
01:47:15.460
i believe you but i mean the consequences of being i mean the first missionary trip jesus sends the
01:47:24.820
disciples on all he says is cast out demons the whole new testament's jesus casting out demons the
01:47:31.140
disciples casting out demons like that's completely real in my opinion yeah and the and but the
01:47:37.980
consequence of living my i was probably demon possessed before the ayahuasca because i was so
01:47:44.220
i'd been deluded by dark forces into thinking that i was something that i wasn't yeah so in my view
01:47:51.200
it isn't where oh i was such a holy person in my mind i would have thought i was yeah no it's like
01:47:58.840
the opposite where like whatever i was before that i'm not that way now and whatever path i'm on
01:48:04.620
is like about god and christianity and like trying you know finding more love in the world and divine
01:48:13.020
communion and just knowing that you're just not like uh you're just not a paycheck to your kids you
01:48:18.580
know and i didn't even treat him like i was just a paycheck but it was just some it was i would just
01:48:23.420
it was a glibness that i had yeah so it's just the the the ayahuasca has just burned out all the
01:48:29.440
glibness that i had where i can't even laugh at things sometimes i'm just like i just that's just
01:48:34.940
not funny i'm the way i'm like too serious it's like why are you laughing it's a very non-american
01:48:39.680
approach this is just not funny trump is so fun i don't care fuck fun i hate fun what do you mean
01:48:45.800
fun we don't get to have fun on this world fun you want to have fun what are you a little kid
01:48:51.480
right so it's it's driven it's driven all of that out of me in a way that i couldn't have reached
01:48:59.940
intellectually so how does it make you feel about death it may well one i know there's a judgment i
01:49:06.780
don't think there's a judgment i know there's a final judgment for sure really so for me it's not
01:49:12.980
even i think you're right but what convinced you of that because i just was in the spirit world like
01:49:16.820
i saw my divine judgment and my divine judgment was hell you know that was that was like my divine
01:49:23.120
judgment and so one is i just i know there's a final judgment to the point where when people
01:49:30.200
say oh you're whatever crazy whatever i don't even get offended i'm just like brother i was that was me
01:49:36.800
i was you i was you before this so how can i be upset with you for thinking this when that was what i
01:49:42.960
thought before then so like i know there's a final judgment i know the accounting is in the human
01:49:47.460
heart it's not the words it's not in what you say it's not in how holy you can be and how you can
01:49:54.420
tell everybody else they're not holy and you're you know you're mr holier than thou and everybody else
01:49:59.920
is a sinner it's your this the human heart is going to be weighed and measured by god in my opinion
01:50:05.860
it's jesus christ and you know in my opinion it's christianity and jesus christ but i'm but i'm not a
01:50:13.580
um i'm not into the apologetics where we argue in mind all day about like what it is i think the human
01:50:19.940
heart is going to be weighed that's something that that god's going to determine at the judgment i know
01:50:24.580
that i'm accountable for everything and i know having died like for all purposes like i have died i have
01:50:32.760
died and i know that when you die the only thing you're going to think about is the people you left
01:50:42.260
behind so all of this materialism and oh no somebody i'm i'm being picked on today on the internet or i'm
01:50:51.360
being canceled again or this and that like none of that came up actually what one funny thing that came
01:50:57.160
up was during one of my journeys i was like i was under and i saw some things i came up and it goes
01:51:03.500
whatever it it whatever that's what i mean i don't know what it is i still don't understand it
01:51:07.920
they said you know how blessed you are that you've been like attacked and everything they go you can
01:51:15.340
talk about anything that's right doesn't matter people are just like oh wow certainly if he talks
01:51:19.420
about ayahuasca we fucking knew he was crazy anyway you know like this is probably the least crazy
01:51:24.480
thing that he's like said all week whereas if i were more of like legitimate and respectable
01:51:31.140
then i would have to think well how's this gonna play how's this gonna play should i talk about this
01:51:36.620
should i tell tucker are people gonna clip this up and make fun of me what is this gonna impact my
01:51:42.620
standing with the administration and all the serious people in the world are they gonna
01:51:46.740
none of that comes up all that came up was arm are is my family gonna be okay that's the only
01:51:53.780
thing that i could think about so then you go from there well are they have you loved them do
01:51:59.320
they know you love them do you tell them that every day are you saying your prayers like every night
01:52:03.260
because tomorrow's not promised i could be in a car right now flip over and die in a second people
01:52:08.740
die all the time in a second we take it for granted charlie kirk is dead charlie kirk is dead
01:52:15.180
and that hurt me too that hurt me bad i haven't cried so much in the past three months in my whole life
01:52:22.180
and i don't care to admit i've cried about it you know i think that's a problem people have is
01:52:26.220
oh you know we don't it's like i don't know whatever a real man is i think i'm pretty pretty high up
01:52:32.220
there and i've been crying more in the past few months than i have my whole life combined and you
01:52:41.180
realize like charlie just died he just went went to work he's dead his kids don't see him they're not
01:52:45.080
with him at christmas we're on the internet arguing about fucking tyler robinson and was it the
01:52:50.980
masad or was it charlie's kids they don't have a christmas with them anymore they don't have a
01:52:57.620
christmas with them erica goes home to an empty house and then she goes on the internet and everybody's
01:53:02.260
just saying the worst things in the world about her she's not even my friend but she's a mom
01:53:05.980
there's the worst things in the world about her that and they had christmas without their dad
01:53:10.980
what's that like what's it like to have christmas without your dad a lot of people go through that
01:53:14.440
so do my do my kids know this might be our last christmas together but i'm gonna be here
01:53:18.980
i'm gonna try to make it home but if i don't make it home you know i love you you know i love you you
01:53:24.640
know that you're my world and that i'm obsessed with you and they never for a minute they never for
01:53:28.740
a minute have to wonder what like does dad love us is dad you know is dad good to us nobody my life
01:53:35.560
i text my friends the most dopey shit you know like love you man just thinking about you
01:53:40.100
just thinking about you i never never did that before just the dopiest like most sentimental
01:53:46.160
stuff that you can imagine hope you're okay how like think about all your friends you how all of
01:53:52.100
us have these man friends we're also you know mainly me when's the last time somebody's just like
01:53:55.880
hey bro i hope you're okay just thinking about you that's nothing i'm not uh not poetry but i just
01:54:01.920
oh i haven't talked to this guy in a couple months i'm sure he's doing fine maybe he's not
01:54:05.400
doing fine though maybe he's not why do we think everybody's doing fine right why why that's our
01:54:11.600
delusion that's the fault that's the fallacy everybody the the folly everybody's doing fine
01:54:17.380
and then you don't reach out and then you go oh well we shouldn't have seen it coming you know
01:54:21.440
maybe you wouldn't maybe you wouldn't have so i think i meditate on death i think about every day
01:54:27.000
every every day i meditate on it and it gives me uh a sense of of calming if that makes any sense
01:54:34.380
that's exactly right avoiding death is what makes you neurotic facing it makes you calm gives you peace
01:54:41.020
because that's the root of all fear obviously is the it's the fear of dying fear death and the fear
01:54:47.080
status and the fear of the the egoistic attachments that we all to our names our reputations
01:54:52.900
affect your relationship with your wife just like i'm like obsessed with my wife like i'm just a
01:54:58.700
simp for my wife which i wish if you you'd have to ask her but i don't know that she would have said
01:55:04.020
that was true you know or maybe necessarily like early on like all i think about is my wife and kids
01:55:10.400
like like if i make money like i don't even care i just like get rid of it you know get it to them
01:55:17.060
like what people like aren't you worried about your wife like leaving you or your kids i'm like i don't
01:55:21.660
care i mean i really like i don't care i i mean signing all your money over to your wife yeah yeah
01:55:27.020
you should do that yeah i mean i did it's the right thing no there's a lot of peace in that too
01:55:30.480
totally it's like you're gonna get blood from a turnip come after me and i've lived it you're
01:55:34.100
very very disappointed when you start tip me upside down and maybe you get a few quarters out of the
01:55:40.900
pocket so it's made me just it's completely like obsessed with her and the kids it's made me
01:55:48.680
like i've gotten much nicer even online than i used to be you know because you just think
01:55:53.940
so much of it is i'm not perfect you know because people can but i mean my god not even i'm not even
01:56:01.200
i wouldn't say i'm good let alone perfect but you just realize like maybe that guy's just having a bad
01:56:06.580
day you know the guy cuts you off that's right i'm mad i'm honking at him i'm gonna fight maybe that
01:56:13.680
guy's kid's dead dude maybe his kid is in the hospital and now i'm just adding so i'm always
01:56:19.460
about like i don't want to add to the trauma burden of the world what what like who knows what other
01:56:25.220
people and that doesn't mean i'm gonna let people walk all over me and everything but who knows what
01:56:29.260
people are going through man you just like you never know so i think i think about that all the
01:56:33.920
time like i don't have like i don't have any doubts that my kids know where we stand my friends
01:56:40.220
know where we stand the people who aren't my friends know where we stand because i don't have
01:56:45.080
time for like fake love and fake pleasantries and everything it's either like like it's real or it's
01:56:52.240
not it's not real there's just no point why even why even go into that middle space and i just my love
01:56:59.560
for my dad which was always very strong was like even stronger my empathy for my dad my mom you know
01:57:04.780
because you think about what you always think about what they did right to you because we're
01:57:09.740
the center of our own story because you have to be or you can't live i'm not i'm not diminishing that
01:57:14.260
but then once you start thinking about like what happened to them what happened to them that got them
01:57:20.720
right here and then suddenly you're like yeah man whatever my problems are my problems are what i
01:57:26.420
went through as i went through but every everybody everybody is going through that everybody's going
01:57:30.420
through something and then and then as that expands i think that's meaning and i think that's how you
01:57:35.580
connect more with god because yeah that's the divine communion empathy you know empathy is part of the
01:57:41.740
divine communion that's why charity is part of the divine communion that's why these are all taught by
01:57:46.860
christ even people who don't believe in them see the the logic in it is your it's just it's communion
01:57:53.600
with the divine and the better we are to each other the more in touch we are with the the divine and
01:57:59.800
the more that we fight and we bicker and we squabble and in the case of war we kill each other the
01:58:04.260
further the further away we are from god you know scott adams quite well he's facing death it sounds
01:58:12.540
like no no that's why i've been crying i've been telling you i've just been crying you know i saw
01:58:16.600
some video shauna sent me a video and he's like you know a lot of people don't know this but when i was
01:58:21.460
just starting off like mike cernovich like really helped me out and really boosted and which is true but i was
01:58:27.140
like he's on his death bed he's thinking about other people and i'm wrapped up in my own yeah
01:58:32.420
bullshit aren't we all every day yeah so he you know charlie's dead scott's dead we're all getting
01:58:39.200
older the you know there's tragedy all around us every day and you want to start thinking about your
01:58:45.680
own life and not that we don't already so with scott adams dying that's like a huge loss i was again i
01:58:55.220
had to leave my house because i was crying i was like not that i'm afraid to cry in front of my kids
01:58:59.600
but they'd be like why are you crying dad who's you know it's just like i just gotta i just gotta
01:59:04.560
take a walk and i'm just walking and i'm like which is another thing too i liked about that i
01:59:09.560
couldn't cry before i want you to like hold it in you know you hold it in and once you get good at
01:59:15.880
working with the plant medicine you learn it's just a wave man it's just a wave let the waves flow
01:59:19.920
why are we so afraid like why are we so afraid to cry by ourselves right like why if you're in a room
01:59:26.420
by yourself and things are surfacing whether you're with the plants or not with the plants
01:59:31.220
who's there to look at you other than god what are you afraid of i don't know what what are we afraid
01:59:36.400
of that is scary that's the that's the the ego in us that keeps us alive but also enslaves us
01:59:42.580
that's the part that desires the illusion of control so when you're when you're letting things
01:59:50.380
go you have to surrender control for a minute you do have to like lose your shit for a minute
01:59:56.180
and then that that part of the the egoism wants to wants to fight against that and wants to feel
02:00:01.600
like i you know i don't do this and then be dignified we don't do this like we don't cry it's
02:00:06.120
like well i mean i don't think it's healthy to cry around your wife all the time right it's not
02:00:10.600
right i'm not a good idea yeah i'm not saying walk around and like we're don't cry in front
02:00:14.300
of your wife all the time we're weepy you know we're weepy all the time but that's a recipe for
02:00:19.260
celibacy yeah yeah that's that's not that's not an ideal thing but like when my wife had a miscarriage
02:00:25.440
i like i cried the hell out of that i just in my office by myself and i cried and then i you know
02:00:30.380
when i noticed i started talking to people or i you know i wrote about it they're like oh i had a
02:00:34.860
miscarriage i was like why does nobody talk about this i know you can't talk about it that felt like a
02:00:39.760
kid died i was not even pro-life at that point i was like yeah politically kind of am and when we
02:00:47.360
had that miscarriage my kid died my kid is dead and from that i was like oh pro-life you know i just
02:00:54.060
i just was an idiot i didn't really understand that's such a common story though you hear from
02:00:59.520
people yeah you know but people don't talk about it well you're right yeah that's another thing and
02:01:04.080
then everybody's walking around holding everything in they're like why are people getting drunk why are
02:01:09.400
people doing opioids why are people why do you think because they're just like holding on to it
02:01:15.020
and then then they want to mask the feelings as they bubble up so they find alcohol or they find
02:01:21.740
drugs or they find pornography or they the devil loves that that's that's the thing too where i go
02:01:26.880
back and forth on the demonic thing with ayahuasca i was telling a friend about this actually i told a
02:01:31.720
friend and he goes he goes what are you doing this weekend i was like oh i gotta i'm doing some
02:01:36.540
fasting and i'm gonna do ayahuasca retreats like ayahuasca that's sounds dangerous and scary
02:01:40.680
and i go where are you going he's like i'm going to vegas and i go that sounds dangerous and scary to
02:01:45.780
me well you're gonna be amongst the drunks and you might get hit by a drunk driver and you might
02:01:50.640
drink too much and find yourself in a strange bed that to me but that's where the devil wants you
02:01:57.160
i agree because if you start looking at i like with the ayahuasca thing even having some experience with
02:02:02.340
it i'm talking myself out of it until the minute that i drink the tea up until that very second that
02:02:09.160
i drink the tea i'm thinking of every excuse in the world to not drink it because i don't want to
02:02:14.220
drink it i don't want to do it but if 10 years ago you said hey do you want to go some take take
02:02:20.000
some shots of vodka and other things about oh yeah that sounds like a great time of course so then
02:02:24.820
you have to that's where the discernment comes in and that's where it becomes a heavier question
02:02:28.480
well why is it that i want to do things that we know we're a sin that we know we're damaging and
02:02:36.060
i want to i'm excited for that but i don't want to do this thing that is like demonic with all of
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my being i do not if the i do not want to ever drink ayahuasca for the rest of my life i do not
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want to that doesn't mean i won't but i don't want to but why though why don't i want to well it's
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it's because of the the spiritual awakening or the spiritual reckoning that happens and the
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the realizations which fundamentally i think have made me more again i don't want to say a good
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person but it certainly made me change my life and live differently have there been any downsides
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you got to be comfortable spiritual spiritual confusion which we won so i have a certain there's
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a certain like weight now that i have you ever hear that expression like the unbearable lightness
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of being of course and it's like very california thing and everybody's all about lighten up man you
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know chill out you should like learn to relax and i do and a friend of mine who found the medicine
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after i did remember we were hanging out he came out to one cigar and he goes mike i was like yeah what's
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up brother what's up he goes i don't know how to say this he goes but since drinking ayahuasca and
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he's a christian he plays in his band you know in the he plays guitar in a band at church every Sunday
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he goes so i don't know how to say i go oh you're like really spiritually confused right he goes yes
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and i go what do you think i like know the answer he's like he goes all i'm thinking about is like
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am i doing the right thing and there there's a there's a confusion but like in a good way
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where i think that a lot of people think well i'm i'm a christian i'm saved i accepted jesus as my lord
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and savior once saved always saved and then i'll just sort of live my life and maybe go to church
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and try to be a good person or whatever but you feel like i'm a you know i'm a christian like i've
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check the box whereas when you with the medicine i think it's the opposite where you're just on any
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moment you're just waging against whatever sin the darkness and you're just like i don't know man i
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i believe but i don't i don't really know what's going to happen i i hope i you know i hope i'm doing
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the right things and that level of spiritual confusion i think is not meant for everyone so i don't think
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most people are i think almost nobody should should drink ayahuasca i think almost no one should
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i think it's only something that if a person feels like they're going to do it anyway and no amount of
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persuasion for me is going to work then that's something to talk about but i don't think people
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should should dabble in this kind of stuff really but if you're a vet and you're like looking at the
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bottom of a bottle of jack daniels you got a gun next to you
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let's get you to mexico you know let's get you to peru like that's that's a whole different
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have you ever known anyone who's been made worse by it
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worse is worse is a hard way of putting it because people go through phases so i've what happens with
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some people unfortunately is because you are getting quote-unquote like downloads from the
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universe people do kind of chase that download of the universe dragon versus like the hard work of
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living in life right so drinking ayahuasca once you kind of have a hang of it it's never easy
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but it's like you put on your space suit and you kind of know you know you kind of know like
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you drink it and you can feel it moving through you and your hands start to feel like you have carpal
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tunnel and right when you feel like you sort of stretch out you're like oh yeah i'm up the
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medicine's about to hit and you can't direct the experience in an active way but you sort of know
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what you're you're getting into the first couple times god help you and what people will do then
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is rather than undertake the hard work of being alive the hard work is here the the realizations
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that i had change how i live here but the hard work is still like i don't know this is a great
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talk i'm gonna leave here i'm like i think that was a good talk and then i'm gonna be like
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wrapped up about some business thing you know or mad about something that somebody did to me or
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wondering about some you know uncertain thing and then the you know the demons come in and kind of
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kind of steal your joy so the hard work is here and and planet earth why are we here that's again
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goes to the meaning of life question the um like take the garden of eden story for example
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even if it's not real why was it written i mean if it's not real it was written as a metaphor i suppose
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why though to tell us about the nature of god and man that's one yeah but i think it's this is not
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our home yeah right we just we know we don't we know we don't belong here right the the garden of
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eden is whatever this is this is not like we were whether we were cast out of eden because we listened
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to the serpent and we rejected god whether that's literal that's a metaphor the the underlying feeling
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is that we are aliens on this planet yeah however we got here is a different question the new testament
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says that a lot and we're just like stuck in these like bodies that don't want to cooperate
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and that want to lead us to things that we on a spiritual level maybe don't want to do so
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so that the only real downside that i've seen from people who have done the plant medicine although
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there are bad stories like they're like i after i had a really big night and the guy said
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you know if you're thinking about leaving your wife call me first and i go i love my wife more
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than ever i was like it actually would be the opposite he goes okay he goes but you had a big
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night so what happens is a lot of times that people have a big night the facilitator or shaman guy
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isn't good or he's fly by night and you're just like oh i realized i'm not living the way i'm
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supposed to and they just like up in their life yeah i know someone who did that yeah yeah so that
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is a 100 a risk and that's why i'm always hesitant to talk about it because i don't want to seem like
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i'm glamorizing it i want to like when i talk about ayahuasca i want it to sound kind of like foreboding
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yes maybe you shouldn't do this you probably shouldn't do this you probably shouldn't you might
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just blow up your whole life you probably shouldn't do it to to avoid people going in and saying
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it's like no bro you didn't you were just bored right you were just bored and now you like destroyed
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your whole life and the real the real work is the homework the homework is this what we got to do
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here the downloads in the universe might feel great at the time or you might feel like you have all
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this insight and connection to a super intelligence to superpower but you're still back here on planet
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earth so why don't you spend more time here in this body and planet earth and figuring out the
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best way to live your life has the experience made you more aware of like the spiritual realm
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around you day to day i see everything as spiritual realm yeah every i see everything as being
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interests entities trying to act upon humanity in some kind of cosmic war that we don't really
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understand but for whatever reason humans are a very important part of it now my belief again is
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the orthodox christian part which is like i accept the orthodox christianity story is a true one but
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i'm just you know i'm trying not to be uh you know like i'm a priest because god no go to josiah
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trentum or someone if you want a priest stay far away from me like that's people ask me religious
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questions i'm like get away from me and find josiah trentum i feel the same way so far away from me please
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i have no no standing yeah yeah get away so i'm just saying like my own belief is that
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god created man we have bodies the demons envy us because they can't be satiated they don't have
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bodies they hate us when they attack us that's their revenge against god so the demons are constantly
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trying to use us they can't be satiated how in what way why do you say that because they're floating
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around in a spirit they've been denied bodies so that they are roaming around like in a zombie kind
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of state always thought that one of the hallmarks of like hell on earth is the inability to be
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satiated satisfied full yes whether it's eating bad food or having the wrong kind of sex it's like
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it's never enough or drugs or alcohol or insomnia yeah imagine yeah so they're walking around
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in insomnia and they hate us they hate humans and they want to hurt us and they more importantly
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want us to hurt each other to harm god that's how they see us because the demons think they're going
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to win remember like if you're a christian we say well we know how the story ends god wins in the end
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right the demons don't believe that though we believe that they don't believe it so they believe
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that the they can turn us against each other they can get us to hurt each other they can like a lot
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of demons enter people through traumatic experiences yes they believe they believe they're going to win
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this is not and their minds they are the winners in the end they're going to win so they want to use us
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to get us to harm each other because they see that as harming god more than anything else so we're
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constantly being acted upon so i'm constantly like praying for discernment discernment discernment
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discernment discernment am i being manipulated am i being led astray because i mean on a
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political level i've been played before by people by sources not knowing it oh me too and then i find
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out a lot yeah yeah so i'm so like when people tell me things like oh here's the truth about the
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venezuela raid or here's the truth about israel or here's the truth about palestine it's like discernment
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am i just being played because everybody wants you you know especially at your level that's what i was
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telling telling you guys earlier like i think the lord above that i am not you that i'm not russell
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brand that i am not tim pool that i am not any of you guys because i'm so weak and pathetic i
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couldn't imagine if i had your guys yeah it's not you can say that you can brush it off but um i have so
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many dogs and children that it's like i don't even notice but uh all right i make myself not notice but
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no but i think anyone who's in a position where other people listen to him is under particularly
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fierce attack constant no just imagine that the text like jd is that's right imaginable just like
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unreal um because even sometimes i'm like ah you know i'll see something you said like i don't i don't
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agree with that and i go man i'm not gonna be another guy texting tugger nagging him about please
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do nagging him about something but no so i so there is the risk that
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as you've seen happen a person is kind of an ayahuasca tourist they go in they go oh my whole life has
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been a lie and therefore i'm just gonna like blow up my whole life don't do that like and if the
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person you're with is not if the shaman or whatever the facilitator is not telling you like
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don't do that then then you're in the wrong place but other but other than that and people getting
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caught in the the trap of downloads i've seen like the biggest baddest men on the planet that just want
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to like hug their kids and they went from ptsd and staring off into the void and drinking and
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fighting with their wives and riding motorcycles too fast just for a rush and because frankly like
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maybe they maybe it is a death wish of course it is right and then you take away responsibility
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because you go oh i just got in a crash i didn't kill myself like some pussy you know i just got in
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a wreck but really they're trying to kill themselves and just become like it's actually pretty it's
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actually changed my view on a lot of this like real men don't cry and you see all this bravado
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and i'm like dude i've cried with the delta force guy i've cried with the seal team six guy you are
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not more whatever your definition of manly is you are like not more if you ever see like marcus capone
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he's like this you are not more manly than marcus capone or dj shipley or any of these other guys
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that that's like for sure so they're so i at the very least i do hope it because again i don't want
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people to listen to this go to ayahuasca it's an immense that would be immensely damaging for
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somebody to do that based on what i'm saying to me i don't want them to do it that wouldn't be a
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nice thing to do to me but i do hope that people can say yeah what's the big deal like i'm by myself
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in a room and i'm praying and i cry why am i holding it in who cares right and then find that find
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that ego is the reason i think you're exactly right so last question we were in a period of
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we're in a huge change period of course and one of the qualities of it is chaos it's just a chaotic
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moment it's hard to understand especially if you're you know 50 and you've been watching this
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stuff your whole life it's like all of a sudden this weren't this is a departure how much of that
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chaos is like spiritual it always has been i mean you remember that song sympathy for devil
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rolling stone of course what if that's not assault what if that's real right well it is real right so
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in in my view that the the the jacobin terror the bolshevik revolution the spanish civil war what's
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happening in ukraine yeah it's all the same it's all part of the same strain so i think that
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we because again you're born into a certain period of time and then we tend to overweight the time that
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we're in and we see it maybe in a different color than it should be we're not like your son isn't
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getting drafted in the vietnam war we're not getting drafted in the world war ii we're not getting
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drafted in the world war one i think that in terms of even though he's kind of a lamester steven pinker
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is like better angels i think we were on the trend to towards a better world and we've seen that that's
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been upended but that we're still in a good time and what we do want to have is our as our north star
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is is like preserving order knowing that like we're going to have conflict but if we can find some kind
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of allyship or alliance and that means everybody has to pull their own weight then we shouldn't give
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into the rank or the infighting and i i used to be an infighter and like infighting a lot and i've cut
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down on that by at least half it's a good new year's resolution mike sternovich that that didn't
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go in the direction i'd anticipated was much better and more interesting and deeper thank you thank you